Fubar Blog Posts 2

Snow And Life.
I just realized I have never written a blog here. I am sitting here looking out the window watching it SNOW. It is October 26 and it is snowing. Days like this make me wish for some place warm to call home. That would be nice. My daughter will be 3 years old soon and it just doesn't seem possible. It is like yesterday I was going into the hospital to have her. So much has happened. Most of it I would rather forget, but one thing I would never forget is how much she has brought to my life. You ever feel like you are just coasting along in life and not really going anywhere? That is how I felt before she was born. Now, no matter what happens I have a purpose. She is it. I never thought I could love one person so much until I looked into her eyes.

Snowball Fight
PS Don't send it back to me!!!! Cuz I gotcha first! ~You have just been hit with a snow ball!~ It's the start of..... Snow Ball Fight 2008!! One rule to this game.... You can NOT hit someone who has already hit you! Now... go out there and get as many people as you can, before they get you! I got you first! and you can't get me back ! We do not stop playing because we grow old; we grow old because we stop playing. Never Be The First To Get Old!!!!!

Snowoman
~Snowoman~Whenever he could show this blessing of an artForever he would flow this compressing to her heartLong breeze proving hours needing to makeStrong ease grooving showers heeding each flakeUsing one hand in defining her roleChoosing a strand for alining her soulDecide where to shove and keep holdImplied there was an eternal love untoldGiving the final pet and brush soon a woman to his delightLiving wet but lush took his hand in moonlightBury what was lost in tide of hateCarry out the frost which lied as of fateEnter vast romantic ocean he would insure her life to beWinter last antic devotion his wife she could see ~Ashton Chase Edwards_________________________________________________Written by me, already copyrighted so don't bother trying to steal. Please comment if you enjoyed

Snowman
Snowman is a great friend! We havent talked long but he was the one who has been there when shit got touch, and tried to understand and help me get through it. I am glad to have him as a friend and hope that our friendship continues to grow and he becomes one of the dear friends that can be made here on fubar, not one ofthe fakes that so many are. So go show him lots of love. You wont regret it I promise! Snowman~Devils Advocates Bombing & Leveling Crew~Owned by Southern lady &Candy Girl@ fubar And seeing I know you are going to read this hun, thank you again for listening and trying to help! Not many do, and even fewer actually understand. You're a great guy and I'm glad to have you as a friend

Snowflake
Snow Flake I was born to the winter chill and the northern rain, White crystal beauty made with no fear of pain. My spirit sparkles like none ever seen As I dance across the vast serene. I drift down below now and then, To give icy kisses again and again. Though my life will not be long lived, I relish the moments of joy that I give. As children play and giggle with delight, When they come outside and see me insight. Soon the seasons will begin to change, As warm southern breezes drift across the range. I dread the day my life will melt fast away, If only forever in the sky I could stay. As the river swiftly moves around the bend. It will carry me sweetly to the waters end. But before I am no more- forever missing, My last icy kiss I will quickly be giving. Tonya Rea Cook Copyright ©2008 Tonya R Cook

Snowflakes....
This devils voice whispers in my head Less than a man I am Subhuman sillhouette Don't give a damn Don't think I ever will My eyes are blind Yet I can see Don't you think I know what I'm doing The sun no longer sets me free I feel the snowflakes freezing me Lock me away please...

Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars Lyrics
Chasing Cars Artist: Snow Patrol Album: Eyes Open (2006), Track 3 We'll do it all, everything, on our own We don't need anything or anyone If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me And just forget the world I don't quite know how to say how I feel Those three words are said too much They're not enough If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me And just forget the world Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life Let's waste time Chasing cars Around our heads I need your grace to remind me to find my own If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me And just forget the world Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life All that I am All that I ever was Is here in your perfect eyes They're all I can see I don't know where Confused about how as well I just know that these things Will n

Snow!
Um we haven't had snow in years... i think in the past 10 years we have had like 3 nights where we had little flurries.. but nothing other than that since like 1988... but.. it looks like we are gonna get snow tonight! OMG see all that blue... thats SNOW!!!!! and its coming my way! (see lake charles on the map? thats me!)

Snowflakes
Ingredients 1 cup butter, softened 1 cup sugar 2 large eggs 2 teaspoons vanilla extract 1 teaspoon almond extract 3 1/4 cups all-purpose flour 2 teaspoons baking powder 1/2 teaspoon salt Edible Paint Icing, recipe follows Garnish: silver dragees, sugar pearls, sparkling sugar Directions In a large bowl, beat butter and sugar at medium speed with an electric mixer until fluffy. Beat in eggs, vanilla and almond extract until combined. In a medium bowl, combine flour, baking powder and salt. Gradually add to sugar mixture, beating until smooth. Wrap dough in heavy-duty plastic wrap, and refrigerate 1 hour. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. Line 2 baking sheets with parchment paper. On a lightly floured surface, roll out dough to 1/4-inch thickness. Cut with assorted snowflake cookie cutters and place 2 inches apart on prepared baking sheets. Chill dough 15 minutes. Bake for 10 minutes, or until edges are very lightly browned. Let cool for 2 minutes on baking s

The Snow Test
Your Snow Test Says You're Independent You feel like something good will happen to you in the next few months. You have an amazingly strong work ethic. You are likely to be very successful in life. You are an independent, individualistic person. You thrive when you're doing your own thing. Your biggest worry in life is your family. You stay up at night thinking about them. When it comes time to relax, you really indulge. You are all about your favorite comforts. The Snow Test

"snow Hope"
sunny skies mask the reality of the cold that freezes the land, tossing shimmering glitter onto pure white snow melting the cold heart that hurts even for a moment gray skies move in threatening the mood the sun still shines hidden above the darkness of looming gray clouds Look up and remember there is hope. See the beauty that is before you.

Snow Prayer - A Snow Prayer For Yule
Day 8 Depending on where you live, you may be seeing snowfall long before Yule arrives. Take a moment to appreciate its beauty, both as it falls and once it covers the ground. From the reaches of the north, a place of cold blue beauty, comes to us the first winter storm. Wind whipping, flakes flying, the snow has fallen upon the earth, keeping us close, keeping us together, wrapped up as everything sleeps beneath a blanket of white.

Snow And Cunts
So this Cali girl got her first taste of driving in alot of fucking snow. It took me almost 1 hr to get home which is usually a 15 min drive. I learned alot today, make sure to have spare shoes, a scrapper and brush for your windshield. Why I'm really writing this is because I'm fucking LIVID I braved the weather with frozen feet and couldn't wait to get home and upon my arrival there was a fucking car parked in my carport.. I first called the towing co. which is posted for all to see and they were of no help. They said to call apartment manager (office is closed and no # on machine)so that was worthless. I then pulled behind car and layed on my horn. these 4 fucking CUNTS came out and called me a whore.. PFFT I could just fucking kill them and was ready to rumble these bitches. Needless to say these little cunts got in their and finally drove away. THE END.. sorry no blood and guts for you but I feel better. &hearts

Snow An Snow Plow Drivers Grrrrrrrr!!!!
OK for those of you that live in New England you know what its like when we get hit with a major snow storm!... well i HAD to work last night becasue my company feels the lives an safety of there employees means nothing.. or atleast thats how we all feel anyway there are these people called snow plow drivers hired by I have no freakin idea but when i find out i am going to have a word with them!... Me an this other girl that lives near by got lucky enough to hang out at the store last night an work till 10pm with maybe 10 people who were retarded enough to come out into the weather for stupid shit instead if stayin home... Well 1 plow guy comes in an is like whos car is this out front? I said mine why he said well u have too move it on the side so we can plow . I said well u better NOT plow me in i have to be here till 10 an dont feel like being stuck here all night... So he says u wont get plowed in yada yada yada WELLLLLLLLLL We finally lock up an go to leave an there is a hu

Snowzilla Is In Danger...
Good Morning… It’s amazing what people will find interesting…case in point I am even noting this article. Snowzilla the Snowman from Alaska. ANCHORAGE, Alaska - Snowzilla is no more. Municipal officials in Anchorage have given a cease-and-desist order to builders of the giant snowman that made appearances the last three years in an east Anchorage neighborhood. The giant snowman was a favorite for photographers and camera crews from Russia and Japan filmed the temporary sculpture. Snowzilla in 2005 rose 16 feet. He had a corncob pipe and a carrot nose and two eyes made out of beer bottles. He was built in the front yard of the Powers family home and Billy Powers said his children collected snow from neighbor’s homes to add to the height and breadth. The snowman was built even higher in succeeding years, but not everybody in the neighborhood liked all the cars and visitors who came to see him. City officials deemed Snowzilla a public nuisance and safety hazard. A few weeks ago, code

Snow Tale
December 8 It started to snow. The first snow of the season and the girlfriend and I took our cocktails and sat for hours by the window watching the huge soft flakes drift down from heaven. It looked like a Grandma Moses print. So romantic we felt like newlyweds again. I love snow! December 9 We woke to a beautiful blanket of crystal white snow covering every inch of the landscape. What a fantastic sight! Can there be a more lovely place in the whole world? Moving here was the best idea I've ever had! Shoveled for the first time in years and felt like a boy again. I did both our driveway and the sidewalks. This afternoon the snowplow came along and covered up the sidewalks and closed in the driveway, so I got to shovel again. What a perfect life! December 12 The sun has melted all our lovely snow. Such a disappointment! My neighbor tells me not to worry - we'll definitely have a white Christmas. No snow on Christmas would be awful! Bob says we'll have so much snow by t

Snow
The snow kept falling and falling. Large, shapeless snowflakes were slowly and steadily making their way to the ground, creating a see-through curtain and covering everything with a sheet of virginal white monochrome. The cold winter sky was blending in at the horizon with a sea of whiteness while looming over the land in a solid layer of metallic gray, completely void of impurities and discolorations, and preventing any futile attempts of sunlight to get through. The trees, which just a day ago were desperately extending their bare skeletal limbs to the sky in a silent plea for vital sunlight, were now comfortably hidden beneath soft, bulky snowcoats, standing in orderly rows along the sides of a snow covered alley. In a complete silence, with which this bustling city was very unfamiliar, the time seemed to have stopped in its tracks, eternally capturing the world in a moment of frozen wonderland. All imperfections-chunky dull gray pavement, bits of colorful litter strewn here and the

Snow (ii)
The bus slowly pulled up to a bus stop after plowing its way through the freshly accumulated piles of snow and leaving deep tire grooves behind. The doors slowly opened, and a man carefully stepped off the rubberized steps onto the snow covered ground, making sure not to get snow inside his boots and cringing as cold winter air stung and pinched his face. He was in his early 40's, wearing a long dark gray wool coat that has seen its better days and a crumpled up black fedora that he pulled down almost to his nose. In his hand he had a black tattered leather briefcase with a large brass combination lock on the front. His attire, combined with a raised collar and a tucked in head, could have made him resemble a character out of 40's film noir, perhaps a spy or a secret agent, except for his miserable demeanor and less than glamorous walk. As the bus closed its doors and moved on like a steel dinosaur, huffing, puffing and plowing through more snow, the man looked around, as if adjusting

Snow Iii
The staircase reeked of mold, stale cigarette smoke and ammonia, combined with some other less recognizeable smell, which he couldn't quite put his finger on. Moldy off white stained walls, dark brown floor tiles speckled with white paint and matters of various origins, and a dim light, emanating from a single lampbulb which was originally a part of a wall sconce with a glass shield now missing, were all creating an atmosphere of unwelcomeness and discomfort. A draft created by a large crack in a windowpane in a space between a flight of stairs added to this general feeling. He slowly reached his floor, trying to avoid touching a filthy metal bannister or the walls, and walked up to a door that said "506, Randolph" on it. He tapped his feet to shake off the snow off his boots, briskly ran his hands over the coat, took off his hat, tapping it on a knee, and walked into the apartment. As he turned on the light, a stream of warm air engulfed his senses; he was happy to be home. The room h

Snow Iv
When he opened his eyes, Randolph, still slouching in his leather chair, could not understand what exactly happened to him and how he managed to fall prey to this deep slumber. Often, while writing his articles or reading literature, the drowsyness would slowly creep in, slowly chipping away at his alertness and attention, but it happened gradually, and he was always able to fight it off before finally going to bed after realizing that his productivity levels and comprehension were null. This time, however, it was different. He did not even get a chance to try and fight off this sleepiness since it came on so very strong and sudden; he did not know what to make of it. After a minute of disorientation and slight disturbance, he realized that there was a very strong chill in the room, almost as strong as the one in a staircase, making his skin cover with goosebumps. Randolph instantly glanced at the window and saw that it was slightly ajar, enough to bring in a winter night air. He coul

Snow V
Sally stood by a small gravestone, with her arms folded on her chest, looking down at the etched writing. It has been 15 years since John took his life by jumping under the bus, running into a busy street to be plowed head on by a moving steel dinosaur. One of the numerous witnesses said that he took a massive blow, and it looked like a bird hitting a windshield. Randolph's hat flew in one direction, while his briefcase flew wide open in the other, spilling out papers all over the road. Fifteen long years, since 1952, but it felt just like yesterday. She still remembered the rush of mixed feelings overwhelming her that day. Mostly they were feelings of surprise, shock, disbelief. But there was another one...a feeling of relief. She knew that his troubled mind just could not have sustained him any longer. His writing had taken over his life, and she dared not to get involved in this issue, which only she considered an issue in a first place. The signs were there: obsessiven

Snow Day
you know there are days that i feel alive. days that i feel i can do anything and everything. days that i feel like singing and laughing and dancing around in my home. days that i wake up and hear the birds singing. the whistles that radiate through my closed windows. days that i look at my boys and think i am the luckiest person alive. that everything i have done and do will be for them. i feel the unconditional love when they crawl on my lap and the truest words you can ever hear..."mommy i love you"... I hear that and think where was i before they came into my life. i was a miserable, unhappy, didnt trust in life or love. i walked on earth and my tracks disappeared behind me. i was nobody. a scar on the face of humanity that people would laugh and joke about. a tumor that just ruined the face of something beautiful. i never walked through life, i crawled. i hid under brush when people walked by. at times i wish i had a knife ni could just cut their feet out from undern

The Snow (whole)
The snow kept falling and falling. Large, shapeless snowflakes were slowly and steadily making their way to the ground, creating a see-through curtain and covering everything with a sheet of virginal white monochrome. The cold winter sky was blending in at the horizon with a sea of whiteness while looming over the land in a solid layer of metallic gray, completely void of impurities and discolorations, and preventing any futile attempts of sunlight to get through. The trees, which just a day ago were desperately extending their bare skeletal limbs to the sky in a silent plea for vital sunlight, were now comfortably hidden beneath soft, bulky snowcoats, standing in orderly rows along the sides of a snow covered alley. In a complete silence, with which this bustling city was very unfamiliar, the time seemed to have stopped in its tracks, eternally capturing the world in a moment of frozen wonderland. All imperfections-chunky dull gray pavement, bits

Snow Sucks Lets Try Again
Chases Goodletsville vote on the mumm for Fri or Sat 2/27 or 2/28 and we will go with majority rules~! BLAME STAR for me not getting to go 2/21 to ROCK BAR cuz I do All play at CHASES no work for the band members so come on out and play

Snow Day
we got a bunch of ice and mixed snow today, so a lot of stuff shut down. neither of my cars would start, so Im stuck at home doing nothing! It had been so nice here in MN the last week or so........can't wait for summer!

Snow White Relnship Steps
Snow White Steps in Building a Relationship (C 1998 ) Josie Roberts 1. INTEREST ( Bashful ) alias "Interested stranger" to correct false assumptions. WHAT do you want ? 2. CONCERN ( Dopey ) alias "Acquaintance" to resolve ambiguity WHO arouses me, i.e. matters to me & effects me. 3. UNDERSTAND/APPRECIATE ( Sleepy ) alias "Friend" to establish new relationship WHY am I getting this emotion ? Excellence, special/irreplaceable, I'll never be the same as result of them. Ecstatic, potential seen. 4. TRUST ( Doc ) alias "Turstworthy friend" to risk fast answer WHERE is risk OK ? Confidence in ability , intention, integrity. 5. CARING ( Grumpy ) alias "Meaningful relationship" to recognize implications immediately WHEN should you interact ? Being responsible to preserve & safeguard welfare, i.e. take precautions. 6.

Snow Day/after Show Auto
> > Another SNOW DAY in PA!!! And as many of you know, my 25th and LAST show closed on Sunday afternoon...sooooooo to celebrate the END, I will be activating auto 11's Today @7:00pm EST (4:00pm Futime)!!!!! They will run until Tuesday, March 2, 2009, 7pm EST (4pm EST)!!!! C'mon over and level up!!!! There are more than 140k in points and Fubucks available here..

Snowballing
I encounter so many people on a daily basis and almost always I can find something that I like about each of them.I do the best that I can to interact and be sincere and honest to people, it is a quality that has seemindly been misplaced over the generations in people and I really wish could be brought back.I am a sucker for love and romance and my desire to be overwhelmed with romance and affection is often mistaken for something more devious.The truth of the matter reamins that if I say I love you I really do - there is something about you that draws me in and makes me yearn to keep you in my life. This means that I care - that I will worry about you and go to great lengths to care and nurture the bond that we have or are forming.I dote affection to my friends on a regular basis. It is generally a feel-good thing to do. Compliments make people feel good and I think it is no crime to make someone smile if you are able.It takes alot for me to cast someone out from my life. If you mana

Snow White Is Dead
I walked the nights looking for your sweet embrace. I kissed your lips and you just turned away. I kissed you again and you laughed in my face. I touched your pale white skin and in return you walked away. I spent sleepless nights waiting to inhale your luring aroma once more but you never showed. I paced the floor all day and night waiting for an answer but none never showed. I laughed at the thought of any other takeing your place. I can still remember the way you shined with dimonds all over your body. I can remember the taste of your skin and the smell. I sat waiting for you for three days but you never showed. I feel I have taken a path that has been worn down from countless souls caught in your trap. I stop to look at the carnage I made after spending time with you my love and I feel it is time for this snow white fairy tale to end. I close my eyes and think of all the pain that came with meeting you. I can not take the pain anymore my white queen.....it is makeing me crazy. I kn

Snow White Queen
Stoplight, lock the door. Don't look back. Undress in the dark, And hide from you, All of you. You'll never know the way your words have haunted me. I can't believe you'd ask these things of me. You don't know me. You belong to me, My snow white queen. There's nowhere to run, so let's just get it over. Soon I know you'll see, You're just like me. Don't scream anymore my love, 'cause all I want is you. Wake up in a dream. Frozen fear. All your hands on me. I can't scream I can't escape the twisted way you think of me. I feel you in my dreams and I don't sleep. You belong to me, My snow white queen. There's nowhere to run, so let's just get it over. Soon I know you'll see, You're just like me. Don't scream anymore my love, 'cause all I want is you I can't save your life, Though nothing I bleed for is more tormenting. I'm losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divides. You belong to me, My snow white queen. There's nowhere to run, so let's just get it over. S

Snow Angel & Snow Boarder ;p
This year, I’ve decided this island girl is tired of waiting for her Canuk friends to grow a pair and come out in the snow and play with me, so I’m heading to the hills for some R&R alone. Throughout the day, I keep noticing a very tall, broad stranger. A snowboarder... never tried that, but damn I’d like to try him! All I can see is his lips, and a teasing smile every once in a while, but I’ve been waiting for him to take off the goggles so I can see his eyes... then, I’ll know. At the end of the night... I decide it’s time for a little soak and a little steam... I’m lucky, I stayed on the slopes just a little too long and there are only a handful of people in the hot tub. I notice he’s one of them. I’ve asked around, his name is Patrick. I have a few choices... one tub has 2 couples, the second has two pretty hot young men, but the third one...hmmmm... Patrick. I smile. No brainer. I head over to the hot tub with the hott

The Snowangel The Snowboarder ;p
FOLLOWING IS AN ORIGINAL STORY COPYRIGHT PROTECTED BY: KAYLA B./SHAKTI SHAMAN. This year, I’ve decided this island girl is tired of waiting for her Canuk friends to grow a pair and come out in the snow and play with me, so I’m heading to the hills for some R&R alone. Throughout the day, I keep noticing a very tall, broad stranger. A snowboarder... never tried that, but damn I’d like to try him! All I can see is his lips, and a teasing smile every once in a while, but I’ve been waiting for him to take off the goggles so I can see his eyes... then, I’ll know. At the end of the night... I decide it’s time for a little soak and a little steam... I’m lucky, I stayed on the slopes just a little too long and there are only a handful of people in the hot tub. I notice he’s one of them. I’ve asked around, his name is Patrick. I have a few choices... one tub has 2 couples, the second has two pretty hot young men, but the third one..

Snowblight
Mirror, Mirror on the wall What in your glass do you see? I see a kind, caring, dependable Man full of life, love, and frivolity. Mirror, Mirror on the wall What in your glass do I see? I see a self-centered, deplorable Thing full of gloom, doom, and immaturity. Is it possible for such a division to exist That such a polar dichotomy can be a person? Is he the hopeful, loving, dreamer-idealist? Is it the envious, childish, thoughtless demon? Mirror, Mirror on the wall... Which of these is really me?

Snow (03.15.08)
The snow kept falling and falling. Large, shapeless snowflakes were slowly and steadily making their way to the ground, creating a see-through curtain and covering everything with a sheet of virginal white monochrome. The cold winter sky was blending in at the horizon with a sea of whiteness while looming over the land in a solid layer of metallic gray, completely void of impurities and discolorations, and preventing any futile attempts of sunlight to get through. The trees, which just a day ago were desperately extending their bare skeletal limbs to the sky in a silent plea for vital sunlight, were now comfortably hidden beneath soft, bulky snowcoats, standing in orderly rows along the sides of a snow covered alley. In a complete silence, with which this bustling city was very unfamiliar, the time seemed to have stopped in its tracks, eternally capturing the world in a moment of frozen wonderland. All imperfections-chunky dull gray pavement, bits of colorful litter strewn here and the

Snow
Snow Today was the 1st day of snow for the season it was wet, and not sticking. I had thoughts of snow ball fights, kissing under the snow flakes and making love in the wett snow. Bouncing your booty up and down, heat rising and passions swelling. My lil Snow bunny it has been a wonderful day and to think it was all in my mind. what memories can we create to last another Snow day ... =_)

Snow
I recommend Wibles Tree Service for snow removal. I never dealt with him in tree service so I do not know. Dave did a great job and so did Clayton, a small town I live in. I did not think that they'd be plowing the street in front of my house because I'm the only one living on this side of it. They did plow it Saturday and more than once. Sunday morning it was clear enough to be passable. This moring the secondary road was packed snow into ice but I had no trouble and I did not see anyone in toruble. Looks like kids got off or late start. I know the Eagles won but the score? Yes I can look it up here but you know something I like the old way, like the news paper. Norio

Snow Bunny
This beauty could shine forever,Better than any day I've seen.At into the night,She could easily capture my dreams. To see her smile in my days,Warms me without end.Her eyes like a fairy tale,I close mine and pretend. She is truely a dream,One forever I would like to keep.Throughout all my awaking momments,And far deep in my sleep.

The Snowflake Test
You Are Unique Because You're Curious Unlike most people, you are truly interested in and open to the world around you. You don't judge anything until you know it well. You are happy to step outside your comfort zone to try something new. You are rare in your ability to take in many new sites, sounds, and ideas at once. You don't get overwhelmed. Like a snowflake, you believe life is more about the journey than the final destination. The Snowflake Test Blogthings: We're Not Shrinks, But We Play Them On the Internet

Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars
We'll do it allEverythingOn our ownWe don't needAnythingOr anyoneIf I lay hereIf I just lay hereWould you lie with meAnd just forget the world?I don't quite knowHow to sayHow I feelThose three wordsAre said too muchThey're not enoughIf I lay hereIf I just lay hereWould you lie with meAnd just forget the world?Forget what we're toldBefore we get too oldShow me a gardenThat's bursting into lifeLet's waste timeChasing carsAround our headsI need your graceTo remind meTo find my ownIf I lay hereIf I just lay hereWould you lie with meAnd just forget the world?Forget what we're toldBefore we get too oldShow me a gardenThat's bursting into lifeAll that I amAll that I ever wasIs here in your perfect eyesThey're all I can seeI don't know whereConfused about how as wellJust know that these thingsWill never change for us at allIf I lay hereIf I just lay hereWould you lie with meAnd just forget the world?

Snow - Every State But Florida
Florida was the holdout on Wednesday as the National Weather Service reported all the other 49 states had snow on the ground, MyFoxBoston reports. Snow covered 69.4 percent of the United States as of Tuesday. The weather service said that is more than double the snow cover from last month. Hawaii even saw flurries as Hawaii News Now said snow fell on the Mauna Kea volcano on the Big Island. Because events like this are not tracked by the weather service there's no way to say how rare it is, but it is at least the second time within a year's time. The Associated Press reported on Feb. 13, 2010, that 49 states had at least some snow cover.Florida had snow while Hawaii and its 13,800-foot Mauna Kea did not. There are no reports of all 50 states having snow at once. The AP reported that Jan. 19, 1977, had snow in all states but South Carolina. Colder air is on the way with temperatures up to 25 degrees below average. That leaves Florida with time to join in.

:snow Removal...
So I just walked in the door, JUST walked in, and my girlfriend is crying about the snow needing to be shoveled. I simply said to her "Its 6degrees out, Ive been out there for the last 3hrs, lemme warm up a bit first." Not two minutes go by, and she's back up asking when im going out to shovel the snow. I stated that the snow had been out there since this morning without no one shoveling it, it can wait just a lil longer. She gets all huffy about it, and says shes gonna do it herself. I thought to myself, "Good, you'd just find something to complain about the way Im doing it anyways" A few minutes go by and I hear the wind blow past the house, I figured Id go check to see the kind of progress shes making, so I throw on my hoodie and step out side, ONLY to see my neighbor coming towards my place. The woman is a busy body AND a P.I.B. in general. I hear her yelling at me before she even gets to the house, she makes her way up the stairs and continues "Do you realize how cold it is ou

Snow
Snow flakes drifting slowly, softly to the ground. Falling and falling from dusk til dawn. Gently laying a blanket of white on all it touches. So pristine as yet untouched but soon scattered snowmen will appear as children wake and head outside to play.

Snowball
I stood before you, My soul in your hands, Listening quietly, as you said, You care, but not enough, You love me, but not in love. Ashes to ashes, dust to dust, Tears left behind, the color of rust, Nothing but words, As I said my good bye, Such a small hurt: I just watched my heart die. He stood before me, His soul in my hands, Your words in my mouth, Tasting like sand: I care, but not enough, I love him, but not in love. Ashes to ashes, dust to dust, Tears left behind, the color of rust, Nothing but words, As he said his good bye, If words cannot hurt, Then why would he cry? She stood before him, Her soul in his hands, My words in his mouth, A handful of sand. He cares, but not enough, He loves her, but not in love. And so it repeats, A resounding no, Tumbling down, Like a snowball grows. One day, I'll heal. One day, they will. One day, perhaps, You'll love for real. Nothing but words, For I

Snow Falling ...part 4
Snow falling has she walks alone wounding if he is thinking of her. She judged him to soon, now she is afraid to upset him with words of reassuring him of love. She pushed him away so far away she can't love him. Her heart is cold as the snow is falling on this winter night. She made it home from the bus stop. The rain came to snow, as she lays down on her bed. She can smell him on her her palms are hot moving down on her body thinking of him. Screaming out this name. O David. O David. As she opines her lags and toss them back feeling her fingers going in side her. Deep, and deeper. Then she lets go, and her body felt weightless, and it seemed like she was falling, falling. A disparate part of her body jerked as if she had never felt this way before.Yes, Yes.. She opened her eyes..... The snow was falling steady this night. She had pick up a cig, thinking of him. the phone was ringing.... Short Story Part 4 bY cHistine

Snowed In
Theres something about the snow , its pretty but cold .. kinda like an ice queen .. i hide in the winter sometimes .. it just seems so cold out there .. but i'm going to have to go out and do something before the snow turns dirty .. and nasty ... and all its innocence is gone .. lil one wants to go out and play in the snow im sure , i'll have to de snow , de ice the car ... see if any of the sales are still on ... i hear her coughing and thats the other reason i want to stay where its nice and warm .. i only just got better ... she has such an amazing smile that lil girl , with eyes that sparkle .. and full of mischeif like a ferret ... full of energy as well .. well she's on holidays till the the new year ... so i better find us stuff to do lol ..

Snowblind
pure white has filled my vision with the cold air flowing i stand amidst the flurry a beacon of light in the storm my strength will be given freely until the last drop of my energy is taken from me the defense of this structure is in my charge to be the crying shoulder to those who come seeking my aid and in this i will never change no matter how dark the storm the strength of many back me up legion in a sense of the word this project will prove true to its word chaos eternal will strive to diminish my work with the power of magick granted to me by those who work besides me and love lifting me up from all sides out with the anger out with sadness and allow my light to shine intensely across the lands let the pure white overtake my vision tonight i will remain

Snowman
Judge: Sammy Hagar's memoir did not defame woman IOWA CITY, Iowa (AP) — A defamation lawsuit against Sammy Hagar filed by a former Playboy bunny who claims he fathered her child has been dismissed, and the former Van Halen frontman is pleased with the result, his attorney said Monday.

Snowman
Jeanne Cooper DEAD -- 'The Young And The Restless' Star Dies At 84 Read more: http://www.tmz.com/2013/05/08/jeanne-cooper-dead-young-and-restless-corbin-bernsen/#ixzz2SjdiVmGb Visit the TMZ Store: http://tmzstore.com

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LOS ANGELES (Reuters) - Country singer Kenny Chesney landed his seventh No. 1 album on the weekly Billboard 200 album chart on Wednesday with his latest record "Life on a Rock." The album sold 153,000 copies in its first week, according to figures from Nielsen SoundScan, giving Chesney the second-most No. 1 country albums, behind Garth Brooks. Last week's chart-topper, Michael Buble's "To Be Loved" slipped to No. 2, while Justin Timberlake's "The 20/20 Experience" held steady at No. 3 for the fourth consecutive week. Only one other new album debuted in the top 10 this week, country group Randy Rogers Band at No. 9 with "Trouble." Seattle rapper-producer duo Macklemore & Ryan Lewis topped Billboard's Digital Songs chart, which measures downloads of single tracks, for the second consecutive week with "Can't Hold Us," featuring Ray Dalton.

Snowman
John Lennon’s first car heads to auction, ticket to ride? When you first passed your driving test, did you have mounds of luxury dealerships surrounding your home, desperate to sell you an exotic sports car? If you’re one of The Beatles you did. Amongst the Maseratis, Aston Martins, and Jaguar E-Types, John Lennon decided a 1965 Ferrari 330GT would make a… Motoramic John Lennon

Snowden
27 Edward Snowden Quotes About U.S. Government Spying That Should Send A Chill Up Your Spine Michael SnyderEconomic CollapseJune 11, 2013 Would you be willing to give up what Edward Snowden has given up? He has given up his high paying job, his home, his girlfriend, his family, his future and his freedom just to expose the monolithic spy machinery that the U.S. government has been secretly building to the world. He says that he does not want to live in a world where there isn’

Snowden
‘Heroic effort at great personal cost’: Edward Snowden nominated for Nobel Peace Prize RTJuly 15, 2013 A Swedish sociology professor has nominated Edward Snowden for the Nobel Peace Prize. He says the NSA whistleblower could help “save the prize from the disrepute incurred by the hasty and ill-conceived decision” to give the 2009 award to Barack Obama. In his letter addressed to the Norwegian Nobel Commi

Snow Globe
Standing in the snow trying to look about .fog covered streets and quiet silence to sooth ones soul. Thoughts all around me bouncing from here to there. I reached out and grabbed one . And this is what I found. Life is like a snow globe waiting for designs of our delights. Its up to each one of us what we let in. With a million ways to go . But only one is to come true. We have only to look within . So many choices for a snow globe will it be buildings or trees on a mountain top . Should the fog be heavy or real thin . Should the snow warm me or shall I freeze. Is there a bench like the ones you see in movies. Or the one made for you and me. Should it play music so when we dance people can see. Or should we stay silent and keep it between you and me. A trillion ideas and it comes to me . in my lifes snow globe my heart always has you next to me. There is so many ways to feel and even more to see . So in my snow globes our love will always stay with me..

2 Snsational Ladies Need Mad Commenting Love
Hey everyone, I hope your week is going well. My sisters need mad commenting love if you all dont mind. They still need collectively 6K-7K comments a day on their pic or more to wrap up the contest... I know if we all come together as a team, we can get this done. JUST CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW TO GO STRAIGHT TO COMMENTING

Snubbing Our Brave Soldiers
Who does this asshole obama think he is? Is he believing the hype that the media has heaped on him! I would like to see what the SOB would do in a foxhole with incoming fire! The asshole would probably shit in his designer drawers. What an asshole! Read further on a recent actual account: Questions surround Democratic presidential candidate Barack Obama's decision not to visit a major U.S. military medical facility during his recent visit to Germany. Pentagon advisor Lt. Colonel Bob Maginnis (USA-Ret.) does not know for certain why the presidential hopeful chose not to visit the facility, but the senior Army strategist knows what most reports are saying. Maginnis had the unique perspective of being in Germany during the Illinois senator's highly publicized visit, including his address before 200,000 people in Berlin. And in a recent column in Human Events, he touched upon an element of the trip that did not create a great deal of good public relations for the

Snuff Bottle
This is a snuff bottle, about three inches tall, obviously Asian. I'm not sure about the date on this, but I doubt that there has been a high demand for these things over the past 100 years. The photograph doesn't do justice to the detail. The writing and painting of the bottle are on the inside, painted through the quarter inch hole in the top of the bottle. I see this, and I think to myself, "That's impossible!" This is a little piece of history, a treasure in my collection of art. I am honored that I have been given guardianship of it.

Snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again… So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there. Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you… My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart… when you refused to fight So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear. You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end. I never claimed to be a Saint… My own was banished long ago / It took the Death of Hope to let you go So Break Your

Snuff
Artist: SLIPKNOT Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again… So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there. Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you… My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart… when you refused to fight So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear. You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end. I never claimed to be a Saint… My own was banished long ago / It took the Death o

Snuff
Snuff Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again… So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care. I can’t destroy what isn’t there. Deliver me into my Fate - If I’m alone I cannot hate I don’t deserve to have you… My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn’t face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart… when you refused to fight So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear. You couldn’t hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren’t my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end. I never claimed to be a Saint… My own was banished long ago / It took the Death of Hope to let you go So

Snuff Films Definition
A snuff film or snuff movie is a theoretical genre that depicts the death or murder of a person or people without the aid of special effects for the purpose of distribution and entertainment Problems of definition As of 2008, neither the Motion Picture Association of America, the Federal Communications Commission, the Federal Bureau of Investigation, nor any U.S. law enforcement agency have put forth legislation or terminology that would define the term "snuff film" authoritatively. Some possible definitions include a number of acts (killing of animals, faked deaths, suicides and murders) which are filmed and only later distributed. In most cases the only motive to risk any exposure of the filmmakers' involvement is commercial. Some definitions state that snuff films must be pornographic in nature. [2] However, the most common definition of a snuff film is of a motion picture showing the actual murder of a human being that is produced, perpetrated, and distributed solely fo

Snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence And leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage For what resembles rage again So if you love me let me go And run away before I know My heart is just too dark to care I cant destroy what isn't there Deliver me into my fate If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you My smile was taken long ago If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart... When you refused to fight So save your breath I will not hear I think I made it very clear You couldn't hate enough to love Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend Then I could hurt you in the end I never claimed to be a Saint My own was banished long ago It took the death of hope to let you go So break yourself agai

Snuff~slipknot
Snuff lyrics Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence And leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage For what resembles rage again So if you love me let me go And run away before I know My heart is just too dark to care I cant destroy what isn't there Deliver me into my fate If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you My smile was taken long ago If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart... When you refused to fight So save your breath I will not hear I think I made it very clear You couldn't hate enough to love Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend Then I could hurt you in the end I never claimed to be a Saint My own was banished long ago It took the death of hope to let you go So bre

Snuff
"Snuff" by Slipknot Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again… So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care. I can’t destroy what isn’t there. Deliver me into my Fate - If I’m alone I cannot hate I don’t deserve to have you… My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn’t face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart… when you refused to fight So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear. You couldn’t hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren’t my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end. I never claimed to be a Saint… My own was banished long ago / It took the Dea

Snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage againSo if you love me let me goAnd run away before I knowMy heart is just too dark to careI can?t destroy what isn?t thereDeliver me into my fateIf I?m alone I cannot hateI don?t deserve to have youOoh, my smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn?t face a life without your lightsBut all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not careI think I made it very clearYou couldn?t hate enough to loveIs that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren?t my friendThen I could hurt you in the endI never claimed to be a saintOoh, my own was banished long agoIt took the death of hope to let you goSo break yourself against my stonesAnd spit your pity in my soulYou never n

Snuff
Snuff - Slipknot Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence and leave me with my sin The air around me still feels like a cage. And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again. So if you love me let me go And run away before i know My heart is just too dark to care I can't destroy what isn't there Deliver me into my fate If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you OOh, my smile was taken long ago If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your lights But all of that was ripped apart, when you refused to fight So save your breath I will not care I think I made it very clear You couldn't hate enough to love Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend Then I could hurt you in the end I never claimed to be a saint OOh, my own was banished long ago It took the death of hop

Snuff ~ Slipknot (this Song Just Rings Too Damn True)
Bury all your secrets in my skin. Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins. The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again... So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there. Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you... Ooh, my smile was taken long ago, If I can change I hope I never know. I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss. I couldn't face a life without your light, But all of that was ripped apart, when you refused to fight. So save your breath, I will not care. I think I made it very clear. You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end. I never claimed to be a Saint... Ooh, my own was banished long ago, It took the Death of Hope to let you go So break you

Snuff-slipknot
Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage againSo if you love me let me goAnd run away before I knowMy heart is just too dark to careI can't destroy what isn?t thereDeliver me into my fateIf I'm alone I cannot hateI don't deserve to have youOoh, my smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn't face a life without your lightsBut all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not careI think I made it very clearYou couldn't hate enough to loveIs that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren't my friendThen I could hurt you in the endI never claimed to be a saintOoh, my own was banished long agoIt took the death of hope to let you goSo break yourself against my stonesAnd spit your pity in my soulYou never n

Snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence and leave a me with my sinsThe air arounad me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for waDeliver me into my fateIf I?m alone I cannot hateI don?t deserve to have youOoh, my smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn?t face a life without your lightsBut all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not careI think I made it very clearYou couldn?t hate enough to loveIs that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren?t my friendThen I could hurt you in the endI never claimed to be a saintOoh, my own was banished long agoIt took the death of hope to let you goSo break yourself against my stonesAnd spit your pity in my soulYou never needed any helpYou sold me out to save yourselfAnd I won?t listen to your shameYou ran away, you?re all the sameAngels lie to

Snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence, and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know.My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there.Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hateI don't deserve to have you...My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn't face a life without your lightBut all of that was ripped apart... when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear.You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end.I never claimed to be a Saint...My own was banished long ago / It took the Death of Hope to let you goSo Break Yourself Against My StonesAnd Spit Your

Snuff
snuff\SNUHF\verb; 1.To extinguish or suppress. 2.To cut off or remove the snuff of (candles, tapers, etc.).noun: 1.The charred or partly consumed portion of a candlewick. 2.A preparation of tobacco, either powdered and taken into the nostrils by inhalation or ground and placed between the cheek and gum.verb: 1.To draw in through the nose by inhaling.

Snuff - Slipknot
Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence, and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...So if you love me, let me go.And run away before I know.My heart is just too dark to care.I can't destroy what isn't there.Deliver me into my fate -If I'm alone I cannot hateI don't deserve to have you...My smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn't face a life without your lightBut all of that was ripped apart...when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not hear.I think I made it very clear.You couldn't hate enough to love.Is that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren't my friend.Then I could hurt you in the end.I never claimed to be a saint...My own was banished long agoIt took the death of hope to let you goSo break yourself against my stonesAnd spit your pity in my so

Snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence, and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage againSo if you love me, let me goAnd run away before I knowMy heart is just too dark to careI can't destroy what isn't there.Deliver me into my fateIf I'm alone I cannot hateI don't deserve to have youMy smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn't face a life without your lightBut all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not hearI think I made it very clearYou couldn't hate enough to loveIs that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren't my friendThen I could hurt you in the endI never claimed to be a saintMy own was banished long agoIt took the death of hope to let you goSo break yourself against my stonesAnd spit your pity in my soulYou never needed an

Snuff - Slipknot ;)
"Snuff" Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence, and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...So if you love me, let me go.And run away before I know.My heart is just too dark to care.I can't destroy what isn't there.Deliver me into my fate -If I'm alone I cannot hateI don't deserve to have you...My smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn't face a life without your lightBut all of that was ripped apart...when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not hear.I think I made it very clear.You couldn't hate enough to love.Is that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren't my friend.Then I could hurt you in the end.I never claimed to be a saint...My own was banished long agoIt took the death of hope to let you goSo break yourself against my stonesAnd spit your pi

Snuff By Slipknot
"Snuff" Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again... So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there. Deliver me into my fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you... My smile was taken long ago If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart... when you refused to fight So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear.

Snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skin, come away with innocence and leave me with my sins, the air around me still feels like a cage, and love is just a camoflauge for what resembles rage again... so if you love me let me go, and run away before I know, my heart is just to dark to care, I can't destroy what isnt there. Deliver me into my fate- if I'm alone I cannot hate, I don't deserve to have you, oh my smile was taken long ago, if I can change I hope I never know. I still press your letters to my lips, and savor them in parts of me, that cherish every kiss, I couldn't face a life with out your light, but all of that was ripped apart, when you refused to fight. So save your breath I will not hear, I think I made if very clear, you couldn't hate enough to love, is that supposed to be enough? I wish you weren't my friend, then I can hurt you in the end. I never claimed to be a saint.. My own was bannished long ago, it took a death of hope to let you go. So br

Snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence, and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...So if you love me, let me go.And run away before I know.My heart is just too dark to care.I can't destroy what isn't there.Deliver me into my fate -If I'm alone I cannot hateI don't deserve to have you...My smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn't face a life without your lightBut all of that was ripped apart...when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not hear.I think I made it very clear.You couldn't hate enough to love.Is that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren't my friend.Then I could hurt you in the end.I never claimed to be a saint...My own was banished long agoIt took the death of hope to let you goSo break yourself against my stonesAnd spit your pity in my so

The Snuggle Session
Well, this is beyond the norm from what I normally write. But I had alot on my mind today and it mainly was about a certain person that I met on here. I thought that maybe if I wrote how I felt, then maybe whatever emotion that I had built up, would make me feel a lil better and let me move on..........so ENJOY!!!!!!!!!!!!! Coming from the kitchen with a glass of water, she looked at him while he sat on the couch. He was flipping channels on the television and it seemed like nothing was on. Busy he was trying to find something on but she guess he couldn’t find a thing to watch. He was laid back on the corner of the couch with is legs spread wide open while his arm was up on top of couch with the remote in hand. Walking over to him, she put the glass on the table and sat down next to him on the couch. Grabbing the remote from his hand, she turned off the television and slowly scooted over between his legs. He held her close to him and she could smell his scent envelope

Snuggle Song
You are my sweetest love, this love I always wanna hug, because I really love you, the world just has to know. I'll do anything for you, there is nothing I wouldn't do. snuggle, cuddle and then hug me, with you I always want to be. la (25X) My love is deep and true I'd be lost if not with you So long it would have been If not for you and me I'll do anything for you, there is nothing I wouldn't do. snuggle, cuddle and then hug me, with you I always want to be. la (25x) Our feelings are so strong And our hearts will beat as one Another ending story Is what I have with you I'll do anything for you, there is nothing I wouldn't do. snuggle, cuddle and then hug me, with you I always want to be. la (25x) You are my sweetest love, this love I always wanna hug, because I really love you, the world just has to know. I'll do anything for you, there is nothing I wouldn't do. snuggle, cuddle and then hug me, with you I always want to be.

S N U G G L I N G
I awaken, feeling a soft sheet and even softer comforter engulfing me, like the deep blue sea. I look around, yawning then stretching in bed. My head is on the softest bunch of pillows I've ever felt. A few candles burning low on a table in the corner near a loveseat. I reach my hand over in the darkness, I see a shimmer on my finger, raise my hand up and a beautiful ring is sparkling on my finger yet...there's emptiness on the other side of this huge, plush bed. I exhale.I glance over and see the patio doors open a little. I see his silouette in the dark moonlight leaning over the balcony, looking at the moon shimmering off the ocean. I hear soft music playing. I long for him. I slowly get out of bed, carefully tie back the silk draped from the elegant 4 poster canopy. I walk out the patio doors to him, pausing a moment then running my hands over his back. He turns to me, wrapping his strong arms around me then draws me in for a long kiss. The feel of his lips. His kiss. His touch. He

Snuggie Pub Crawl - 02/28/09 - Baltimore, Md
Baltimore Snuggies Pub Crawl 'Nuff said Host: Snuggies Pub Crawl Type: Party - Bar Night Network: Global Date: Saturday, February 28, 2009 Time: 2:00pm - 10:00pm Location: Captain Larry's Bar & Gril Street: 601 E. Fort Avenue City/Town: Baltimore, MD : View MapGoogle MapQuest Microsoft Yahoo Phone: 4107274799 Email: captain@captainlarrys.com DescriptionBALTIMORE SNUGGIES PUB CRAWL ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Make ur SNUGGIE ur own & win fabulous prizes & accolades!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Will you be seen wearing the ever popular MINI or GANGSTA SNUGGIE? Maybe the macabre HEAVENS GATE SNUGGIE appeals to your dark side!! Is the PIRATE SNUGGIE or the risque LITTLE SCHOOL SNUGGIE just your style? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Captain Larry's will be awarding prizes for most innovative & creative 'wearing' of your As

Snuggle Houses
So I am seeing more and more about these snuggle houses and people providing snuggle services. If you dont know what this is, here is the low down. essentially there are folks mostly girls so far claiming to be proffessional cuddlers, yes cuddlers lol. anyway you pay them like 60 bucks an hour and they professionally cuddle with you in a bed or couch or where ever. so far the pc police have been screaming prostitution and I say thats B.S the articles I have read have stated that these places have a strict no sex policy and panic buttons and they do background checks on clients. More to the point I say awesome sometimes I do just need hug..not that I would pay 60 bucks for one, but still I get it. anyway if they do just offer that I think what a warm cool thing to do for someone who just wants to feel special for an hour. For the record if you find yourself in texas and need a hug or a cuddle and I know you are not an axe weilding murderer than you can have all the hugs and cud

Snus Issues...
Since I ordered and received (real) swedish snus I've realized that Camel Snus isn't formulated correctly. Swedish snus (which has been around for literally centuries) does NOT burn holes in my lips as Camel Snus (American made) does. SO. I'm stickin' with real, true, snus. Swedish snus. So far I've found 3 types I like. Mocca mint miniportion. Mocca mandarin miniportion (eh its just okay). and CatchDry Eucalyptus (just ok). SO next time I'll order a few of the Mocca Mint and maybe one of another type. Here is what I ordered: *Göteborgs Rapé Mini White Portion (utterly gross. WON'T buy again.) *General Mini White Portion (utterly gross smell, couldn't even make myself try it. WON'T buy again.) CatchDry Cassis Menthol (gross smell, tried it, nasty. WON'T buy again.) *Mocca Mint Mini Portion (kinda gross smell, but its different, but good. Barely has a mint taste at all. Will buy again.) *Mocca Mandarin Mini Portion (Truly has a mandarin smell!! Has a slight mandar

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Had my three day weekend... WOO HOO! Went out to the country to visit with some relatives on Saturday. Also found out that I'm going to be an aunt. Which worries me a bit, but makes me happy at the same fuckin' time. :D

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I was sitting here for like a week almost trying to see some comments on my serious stuff blog category but everytime I tried to access it it said I didn't have permission (I had it set on friends only). Finally today I realize that you can edit the settings without accessing the blog. However, I do find it a bit amusing that in order for me to read one of my own blog entries I have to make sure the settings are set on everyone while I am accessing it. Seems a bit asinine to me.

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I went to take a shower and she cried so much i had to bring her in the bathroom with me. I have to go to the mall for something so i guess ima have to take her or im gonna have to have my brother watch her, but she'll be pissed lol. Oh well. Shes a pain in the ass puppy. But shes so damn cute. Anyway. Ugh ive got a major headache. And i dont like it. Ive had one for like 3 days =/ Fucking shit. I still wanta kick ash in the nose lol j.k < 3 If i dont change the song on my ipod, ima kick myself. Ive listend to it about 1000 times in the last 3 days. Mhmm. Pathetic much. I've got some homework i need to do, but most of it i dont even understand so i dont know. And ive gotta do some laundry so yeah. :)

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So I got this job working for the emergency services during the summer, and I hadn't been there for more than a couple of days when this call comes in from a guy out hunting, on his cell phone "You gotta help me, you gotta help me" he screamed down the phone. "What's the problem?" I asked, trying to be as calm as possible. "My friend is dead!" He screamed back, "What can I do?" In as calm and soothing a voice as I could muster I replied to him "Just take it easy. I'll try to help, but first, let's make sure he's dead." There was a moments silence, then the sound of a gun shot, before the the guy's voice comes back on the line, and he says "OK, now what?"

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I am about to get to bed for the night..early day tomorrow...leaving the computer on til the last possible second so maybe I can catch some of those that I missed before I go....then I dont know how long it will be before I get back to LC...catch y'all later...xoxoxoxoxo

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It kind of seems that if I have a boyfriend I'd have more fun.Cause you know,all the alone time and shit. But this isn't fun. This is boring and monotonous. Everytime we go somewhere,it's the same places. And everytime he acts so timid and afraid to be foward.Though I've told him that if he wants to do something, then I'll probably be game. But still. It's the same things over and over again.

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What do girls think of that comment where the guys playing with the girl? Do You really like to see that on your page? just kinda curious. I would't be that happy to see a comment picture of a guys dick on my page, even if a girls hand was playing with it. That might just be me though.

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some of you may have noticed i havent posted bulletins in a few days. Well to be honest im sick of all the bullshit in them, so i pretty much just stoped reading them, and they're off most of the time unless someone like kim or caren ask me to look at something. So dont bitch at me for not reposting cause i really dont want to :) Anyway my tummy isnt hurting i ate bread and applesauce. Im finally feeling better, now if i could just catch up on the lack of sleep id be dandy, and doing the homework catch up thing. Blah. Make my phone be nice to me. I keep charging it but the bars are like gone again and i only was on it for like 6 minuetes. Jesus. I gotta go clean up the apartment tommorrow so i can move in sooner :) I want out of here. Haha. I got into a fight with my grandparents tonight and we ended up fighting and screaming. Im addicted to the taste of iced tea and i dont know why, between that and milk its ALL i drink haha. My face is all breaking out from stress and

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Yeah, life is basically sucking fat hairy white ass at the moment. And that's just my social life. Let's not get into the absolutely wretched state of my employment, oe my myriad financial obligations. Welcome to my life. It's not much fun. About the only bright spot is the fact that a few of the peopkle I work with aren't total assholes. Times have changed and times are strange, here I come but I ain't the same. Mama I'm comin home. Times go by, it seems to me, you coulda been a better friend to me. You took me in, and ya drove me out yeah you had me hypnotized, lost and found and turned around by the fire in your eyes. You made me cry, yeah, you told me lies, but I can't stand to say goodbye, mama I'm comin home. I could be right, I could be wrong, it hurts so bad it's been so long, mama I'm comin home. Selfish love, yeah we're both alone, the ride before the fall, I'm gonna take this heart of stone, I just got to have it all. I've seen your face a hundred times, eve

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so here I am on Cherry Tap. I have to remember th thanks Autum Austin (again) for inviting me. I find the people here ALOT more open and friendly than anywhere else. To those o fyou out there: I am an open kinda guy. I will give MOST anyone a chance to be my friend. Don't play games with me, and I wont play games with you. Fair is fair...lol Well, I wish everyoen here a HAPPY THANKSGIVING! Until I hear from you all again....take care!

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Why they are all so worried to get to the top af a stupid contest maybe about a piece of flash? Sounds like there is a lot of people with a loss of trust in themself on here...well...forget my english...I'm sure you got the point! :-)))))))

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Mike's at work :(. I hate him working graveyards. It's not snowing out, but it's damn cold. He won't be home til 5am and I hate sleeping alone. Cadence and Nevan both crawled into bed with me last time. I'll bet all three of them will be in there tonight since D's not feeling so hot. They have a hard time when Daddy's gone, too. Okay, well, that was more of a sob story than anything. Sorry! LOL At least he's not deployed, just gone for the night. I should count my blessings.

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So I got an A on my paper. Go me!! I know alot of you read this and never comment. Like the blog I did yesterday about Jacey. It nice if you let me know you read it. And if it touched your heart...it would be good to know...Imma leave it at that for now. Im in an irritated mood. This video about sums up my mood

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Well, my first blog what to say. Mise well just get it out of the way and tell you what's going on lately. So this is finals week. I had one take home final, a final on tuesday and then one this friday (tomorrow). I also took one final a couple weeks ago. I took physics, organic chemistry, and genetics this semester. And let me tell you, boy did they kick my ass. Have a feeling my g.p.a. is going to hit the shitter! I'm a biology major, chem minor, and working on my pre-chiropractic. Yeah I know it sounds like I'm smart, but it's all a cover up. So I'm still single, have been for a while now. I think the whole, being a lesbian and living in south dakota thing contributes to the me being single situation. Don't worry boys, I consider me, a ...well straight girl who has lesbian tendencies - I just haven't slept with a guy in a few years - but I'll still make out! Ok that makes me sound like a slut, scratch that! Anyways, gettin ready to go to work, gotta leave in a few minu

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This is called the "CUTIE GAME" Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... [ ] I want your number [ ] Pretty/Cute [ ] Hottie [ ] Sexy [ ] Gorgeous [ ] Amazingly Beautiful [ ] I'd take you home in a second [ ] I'd make out with you right now [ ] I'd Hit it [ ] No, I dont like you like that [ ] I love you [ ] Wanna hook up? Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did Would you do me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ]you look to sweet to screw [ ] already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] F

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This is called the "CUTIE GAME" Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... [ ] I want your number [ ] Pretty/Cute [ ] Hottie [ ] Sexy [ ] Gorgeous [ ] Amazingly Beautiful [ ] I'd take you home in a second [ ] I'd make out with you right now [ ] I'd Hit it [ ] No, I dont like you like that [ ] I love you [ ] Wanna hook up? Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did Would you do me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ]you look to sweet to screw [ ] already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] F

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So i decided that Christmas is no longer my favorite time of the year....lol...mostly cuz im being whiney and shit....i am a hopeless romantic....and i like to have someone around to take me ice skating, walk around down town by the lights, things like that....well this year, like years in the past, i don't have anyone.....kinda sad....yay a lil personal pity party.....jk....that and i am fed up w/ all the bullshit about whether or not you can say Christmas......good hell people....why do we have to go and analyze everything and wonder if its good or bad or politically correct....who cares....its a holiday.....no offense to anyone else but it is the majority holiday.....not saying that others arent as important....but no one cared about whether or not it was ok to say "Merry Christmas" or better to say "Happy Holidays" ten years ago......im tired of being politically correct god damn it......

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So...I had turned off the top photos on my homepage but decided to turn them on again. Nothing has changed, nothing like some cam whore's legs spread so the world can see. I know some of you like that, but man...It bothers me to see that. Its one thing to have private photos hidden in a private folder(you all know i do) but when they are out there for everyone and their dog to see thats just too much. Not everyone needs to see your cooter!!

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The last thing in the world I should do is write in this thing about anything I've been thinking about or wanting to do... So.. I guess I won't.. Anyone know where there's online journals that are private? Oh.. I'm currently reviewing all the different aspects that could determine wether or not one is a stalker.. Cause I'm thinkin I got a couple.. lol (yes... I was looking at you when I said that) ~off in search of that fairy tale~ See ya'll

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i have my contest going on now, and the sexiest older male contest is alreaddy organized, so after that contest ends im gonna take a break from this site, lol i have enough drama in my real life notice i said real life so yeah i wont be signing on for a while after that, if and when i come back ill be cleaning my list majorly. those of you i dont talk to or hear from will be gone, family you have nothing to worry bout but yeah thats the way it is

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I'm told that CT "higher ups" read through the Blogs and MUMMs, looking for things that need to be addressed. Well for pete's sake - If that is TRUE - Address the issues you have. Now, I'm not one to scream "Foul" at many things - And for the most part, 99.999% of all MUMMs are just fine. But look at the SPAM filters we have to stop (or limit) comment and bulletin 'bombing' - Something like THAT needs to be applied to THIS person's MUMMs FAN_ME_THEN_ADD_ME@ CherryTAP EVERY single MUMM is about "Impeach Bush and Cheney" and that "Bush supporters are dumb". While I respect that person's opinion (And I say person, because while they claim Male, they always use a female Photo) and their right to speak their mind.. Seeing the same MUMM from them repeatedly is getting to be the biggest joke with the MUMM regulars. it's tiresome - And frankly, it has turned SOME people away from the MUMM area permanently. So, if you all DO read Blogs - Do what's good for CT.

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We got robbed. Not my favorite sports team, not my country. Me and my roommates. We got robbed. Someone broke into our house and took to the whole, "Me casa es su casa" like a fish to water. I just got home, it's 4:15 in the morning and I'm trying to figure what they took. My roommate's computer, her boyfriend's guitar, a back pack I had with my Palm Pilot and some clothes in it. They threw the clothes on the floor, kept the Palm. Some Cd's, DVD's. They didn't touch my 'puter, nor my books, none of our board games. I'm trying to see the logic... Grasping at straws really. You know, I'm rather glad they didn't take anything real important of mine. But I feel, in no particular order: violated, scared, sad, confused, angry...They haven't even touched me and I feel like a victim. Not in a heavy kind of way...but I'm kinda nervous about leaving my shit here, y'know? Where's the security? what about the sanctity of one's home? It's gone. They took it with

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I'm sitting here, sweden is cold as you know, I suppose. I'm drinking my coffee. A bit tired actually... I'm building my big art-site right now with all my paintings, sketches, drawings, shortmovies ah you name it.. (maybe I'll post the link when its ready).. Not getting much done when I am on CT hehe.. OOps, the coffee is cold, must get a fresh cup..

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K, So I wanted to blog something good but I couldn't really think of anything.... so I figured now is the best time to open the door to the W.T.F. files of your alaska billiard diva. Yep, it's usually late when I get motivated enough to ramble on about anything and everything so yeah you could say that mindless stuff is the best stuff to write on. SO, yippee today is Sunday and tomorrow is gonna be monday, and after that it's tuesday... but that all has no meaning to me since i am still unemployed!!!!! so yeah it's another day I get to sleep in!! hahahaha, I know curse me but remember I groan everyday in agony due to the fact that schit ain't gettin' any cheapier in life and our damn economy is going to hell in a hand basket!!!!! but hey, for now we still have our roofs over our heads, good health, and our showers to makes us totally happy!! yep that's gonna be chapter 1 in my short "W.T.F. files" for now, so Love peace and chicken grease to you all!!! ;)

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i get to thinking about people and their thoughts on friendship... usually i try to make the best effot in order to befriend someone... well not usually i actually put in 150 % because if you want to get to know a person in this fucked up internet world which is far more stressful than everyday life for some people apperently... but i know those people that i tried with and they are throwing or have already thrown mine friendship away .. for either.. they found someone more and exciting... or ... something went wrong... but im sorry for whatever ... guess you people think to much... bubi ^_^ Liz

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a needle pulling thread sewing my mouth shut maybe i should write maybe i should talk maybe i should stack some words to help get you people off or amuse you with how i'm constsntly pissed off because you know its such a blast being me eating shit and calling it peaches and cream handing my ass away to all because everyone is better then me and i know what makes me laugh is not acceted as hillarity i'm tired again the joke's on me everytime i say "sleep is for the weak" because i can't see straight i drop everything i'm wound up tighter then a smaller then average cock-ring forced on a horse "i hurt myself today, to see if i still feel" but it turns out i don't but i am quick to heal the change-overs are becoming too far and few between i don't really like the gods that are getting time with me i think it is high time for a really bad feed i just hope none of my food can smell the shit stuck in my teeth

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So i got into a car accident on the 12th.. I was stopped on the freeway and this chick got hit by an invisible car and ran into the back of my car. (First she said a car hit her n knocked her 3 feet and into my car.. then she said her foot just slipped off the break *rolls eyes*). So anyways. I tried to go back to work on monday the 19th.. but i was in a TON of pain and ended u going home a few hours early. So i stayed home the 20th n went to the doctors. The doctor sent me for xrays (still waiting for the results) and is sending me to physical therapy. She said i could return to work anytime but i cant lift anything over 10lbs. My boss however, wont let me return to work until i am 100% better.. which could be anywhere from 3 weeks to 3 or 4 months. Oh! i almost forgot to tell you.. haha.. the night of the accident i went to the ER where they said i strained all the muscles in my back n neck. I already have scoliosis... so this accident just made my back pain like 10 times worse than

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i found my cell, in the basement... :/ off til friday again hanging out with delly on tuesday maybe then cooking for everyone on thursday... i want some more apple juice or fruit punch but my foot's asleep and walking when your foot's asleep REALLY sucks... i hate being broke...

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Chris' friend dropped by the salon last night. I haven't laughed like that in a hard time. This kid had me laughing so hard about the most random stuff. I think one of the funnier things was when he was talking about the Killswitch show at the Palladium. Very Random and very funny. And dog bites! hahahahahaha!!!! One of the things I laughed about on the way to work this morning. I love randomness and he's super random. =)

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So, I'm going leaving my boys for a few days next month! I am sooooo excited. I'm going to drink so much that I will hopefully forget my name. Thats the plan anyway. I'm going to see a friend that I have not seen in a decade. Damn, its funny... We were such whores back in the day... lol... We had a banana thrown at us once while we were sitting at a bus stop looking like little hookers. Her parents forbid her from seeing me once cuz I introduced her to Offspring, and her parents didn't like that. Damn I've missed her... Sigh, I wonder how much trouble we can get in to as adults. Its gonna be fun! ~Tasha Give me release witness me I am outside give me peace Heaven holds a sense of wonder and I wanted to believe that I'd get caught up when the rage in me subsides In this white wave I am sinking in this silence in this white wave in this silence I believe Passion chokes the flower 'til she cries no more possessing all the beauty hungry still for more Heaven

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so i havent posted one of these in a while.so last night i got my tragus pierced.it didnt hurt that much.i just got kind of like a chill when it was first going in but when it was in all the way i was fine.and the clamp didnt really hurt me.but i could tell it hurt ashlea but she had like 5 tattoos soo ya.i kind of like this guy.i dunno though cuz i piss him of alot..so i dunno.i get paid wednesday yay..cant wait.well g2g.peace

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yea im back leave me some good stuff i'll have a solute up soon! promise.. uhmm i guess i just couldnt stay away but i also go an email sayin they wantd me back.. lol... uh how ya'll doing.. i guess im doing good gettin over my ass hole ex n movin on kinda seeing someone who just got outta a relationship too not to long ago everything seems good!

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It's official. I'm dumped. I called Haeli today and she sounded normal this time but she still meant every crazy thing she said last night. I know she's home by now and part of me wants to drive over and talk to her face to face about this... but the other half feels like, why should I have to convince my girlfriend to be with me? So there goes six months. The tender nights and even sweeter mornings. I had started to think about what a life with her would be like. And I liked that picture... I really don't know how I feel about any of this. It's kinda... blurry. Unreal. I'm gonna drown myself in country music. Night all.

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im creating some stupid ass blog tonight to try and express my feelings but im tired and im not going to be able to finish saying how i feel .. i feel like ive become between a hurricane and a sounami ( or however you spell the big fucking waves) my family is so fucked up i feel like im now coming undone... i feel like my everything is being riped out.. i know EVERY thing thats going on on one side.. a damn tracker on the car.. hiring people to spy ... hiring people to kick someones ass all the above i know and the other i can never utter a word.. or i lose my 2nd dad ive had... im so lost .. he is 2 DIFFERENT people one at work and one at home ... i feel just about as empty as i use to be .. ill continue this later im tired... night

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So, I went through a name change, and you know what I think I like this one better than cyber dolly, however, I could be wrong and it could be the... speaking for me, but who knows. I don't really care. I just wanted to say. You're all fuckfaces and you can lick my taint.... I'm sick of you selfish fucking leeches who have nothing better to do, than nudge your way into my fucking life, and into fucking things that matter to me, and take full advantage of any sort of kindness only to shit on me when I ask the same from you. And, fuck the lying cheating cunt rags on here to... Argh, I am pissed the fuck off and sick of you all (except a very very very very select few that I have been talking to) Otherwise go fuck yourself and take your shit off my page. I'm done feeling sorry for myself, and done being depressed cause of you shit dicks. The Word According To (S)Ain't Jackii

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...if I turn on the tv & see one more report about Paris Hilton going to jail, I'm going to friggin lose it. While there are wars going on around the world & closer to home, children are abused & go missing & people starve on the streets, Paris Hilton is not news. Actually, she's not EVER news, but particularly now. If you haven't figured it out, I think she's a useless waste of space who thinks she's above the law & an attention whore. Send the bitch to jail already. Rant over. I know return you to your regularly scheduled programming.

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yesterday i was at the NVS FTB concert, great show, but i met this woman there mainly had to help her out cause of some jackass completely all over her and she asked for my help, well she called me this morning and is wanting to hang out but she doesn't have the time and i don't have the money, blah this is soooooo fun.

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so yea... im bored!! nothing new!!! thought i would write a blog well bc i have nothing to do well let me take that back i have tons of shit i can do but am i doing it nah well bc im bored as it is what will happen once i go clean r something!!! LOL!!! k yea so im going to go and find something that might un bore me but i dont think i will find anything!!! so its prob just off to bed early nothing new did it last nite and the nite b4!!!

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So here are my thoughts on the new name change. I like it. It is quite fitting for as often as the site crashes. There is really only one thing I've come across that I'm NOT liking. Anytime I leave a comment on a picture - it immediately sends me back to the default album. Ugh! Other than that, I sort of like the change. Change is good. Or so they say. Ahhhh welll.

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THIS LITTLE FRUITCAKE GUY IS TELLING ME MY DEFAULT PICTURE IS NOT ME IF MY DEFAULT PICTURE ISNT ME HOW THE HELL DO I HAVE SALUTES??? HOW DID I MANAGE TO LOOK LIKE THE SAME GIRL WHEN I PUT MY SALUTES UP AND ALL MY PICS?? I FUCKING HATE DUDES WHO TALK SHIT BUT CANT ANSWER MY QUESTION WHEN I ASK THEM WHY THEY THINK IM FAKE OR WHO'S USING MY PICS has anyone seen anyone else on this site with my pics cuz i'd really LIKE TO CONFRONT THE DUMB GIRL

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Ok the rents n my sis have gone away,left they wont be back til WAAAAAAAAAY late tomorrow,so its just me n muh lil bro here,but hes busy watching SMACKDOWN [ugh gay] n im on the comp all bored eatin pizza.. can someone please come keep me company in the shoutbox?

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i just relized that i can just put my pics only for fam to view..so when i get back imma post em agen...only if u can comment them? ;) Btw if someone addes u to there fam can they atomaticly view ur pics?..or do u have to add them to fam for them to view ur pics? any ways yeah comment them when i post em please. brb

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On my first half hour break today I went and had some blood drawn for numerous reasons, including and STD check. While I know I don't have HIV, just being tested is nerve racking! Starts to almost make you doubt yourself, and wonder if you've really been safe enough!

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So my blog of earlier tonight, "It's Everyone" you can click the link below and left, is going to be the basis of my next book. I'm not sure if it will be a novel or a short story. A friend of mine needs me to write a short for his book of short stories, so I might do that. Anyway, it's all based on true events and will follow the life of a kid on that football team who is frustrated because his parents don't go to the games and he does not play much. At least I think so. A couple people on fubar bought my other two books last week and I sure thank you! :)

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So yeah.. start the game off and we're doing GREAT .. scored a touchdown right away! Score another in the 2nd quarter. Then we start noticing lightening.. ref's hadn't noticed it yet. Gets down to 11 minutes in the 2nd quarter.. they delay the game for lightening. So we take off and go to McD's to waste some time. Get back to the field.. and they say ok the game will start at 9:40 .. the game start back up and I swear.. before they even get 2 plays done there is another front moving in ...... grrrrrrrrrr so they ended up calling the game and we finish playing it tomorrow nite. We're up 13-0

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"So Common, So Cheap" Fucking your pussy was like fucking the wound from a shotgun blast... With gang green! Sorry ladies but this song goes out to all the guys out there that have been fucked over by that lie known as love Bottoms up. Looking back at all the times we had, I wish I could tell ya' that they weren't all so bad. But in the end we were just wasting our time, Yeah I knew what you were but I was out of my mind. Lost my mind... I knew you were common when we started this thing, So very common with you're everyday dreams. But I was desperate for a heart of gold, So I took a chance and I came in from the cold. Life's so cold... Let me let you in on a secret fellas if she sucks great cock she's a pro and if she spreads on the first date she's a hoe I oughta' have my fucking head examined for screwing with a skank like you. But it wasn't like I really felt for you, I was just cold and empty through and through... I thought you were something but you

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alright on Tuesday I go and check out this Apt. I really want to get it and my mom is now bitching me out for wanting it. The apt. is 3 blocks from school and 425/month including all utilities, so it's a good college place. blah

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... i'm on vacation until next wednesday. *excited* but today's gonna suck. My other half has the car so i'm stuck cleaning all morning which isn't all bad i guess. Then i gotta do some running around after he gets off work which i wanted to do my running in the a.m. but whatever i dont have to be at work.. hahaha :D anyhow.. i'm gonna be floatin' around all day. laters.

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I guess as you get older you change. i agree some of us need to change. We grow and we get wiser or so we think. We make mistakes, we fix mistakes and then there are those mistakes that you put to the back of your mind not to necessarily ignore but to kinda avoid. Life can be difficult sometimes but it can be fun to. It is so easy for me to tell someone take a chance, but not as easy for me to follow the same advice. I have a deep fear of meeting new people some of which for good reason. I have always stuck to the people I know. I look at most of my friends and realize that almost all of them i have known my whole life. There are those few that I met through someone else. Meeting someone through another friend is different cause they already know them so they know what i should expect for the most part. I guess my goal for the next few months is to get brave and just do it. You never know til you try RIGHT? HELLO RIGHT?

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so wow things are actually going good...im working and single....i love single life...its good and it workds for me...im just now getting over my ex...which is good...i miss him dearly but i know things will never work with us...its like that daughtry song over you....it works... i know i will always love him but i know that i will never be with him and its a good thing...so now im getting my life together and things work...im spending more time with my family and its good and i work my ass off i have 2 days off a week...which keeps my happy ass out of trouble...so im doing good and things will get better

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when my VIP is up i will not renew it until i have settled in my new place, i am moving November 1st so i will not be on for a while. if anyone needs to get in touch with me probably my 3 closest people are the best way to to (P3nis Flytrap - KK, Throatfawk, Gir- Spike) they know how to get ahold of me... i will miss you all when i go and cant wait to talk to you all again when i return! so if you need anything or need to tell me anything you have 3 weeks to do so before i disappear for a little. Mwahs to all x-x-x Riot Girl

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Not much seems to be going on here. I'm not really on here much. If you leave me a message or something, I'll probably get back to you eventually. I'm busy talking to people, and doing school stuff, and trying to find things that make me happy. That's the short version.

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i just went back to the fubar support page and found a blog aboout the points issue on friday... i wrote them twice about it and have not received a response... the blog states not to email them cuz it will not be answered. im just mad cuz a survey i took the other day... the email wuz sent during the time that the points were fubared, which wuz also happy hour... so now im out 20,000 fuBucks! :(

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so everything has been...different i guess. i guess that's how i can best describe it...i dont reall have much to say, other than i'm friends with a juggalo who works at mcdonald's and that's pretty kickass. he gave us extra food last night and he wants me to come back every night which i obviously cant do since i was up until 1:30 chilin wit him last night instead of doing a paper. but we had fun. he goes "you're not a loser" and it was the biggest compliment ever lol! his gf is really cool too. she suggested he bring me a drink too since they all had drinks when they were closin up. they come out and he invites me to follow them in my car and he jumps into mine next to me. we lost brian like immediately and went the wrong way. brian came up behind us and flicked his lights. it was just a fun night and apperantly mike aka dim wants to hang out a lot and he was all sorts of disappointed when i said i might be going to germany next fall. he was like "but then we cant hang out!

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yes im getting fu married. yes its to FU-Daddy. yes i have thought about it. no i dont care what you think. no i wont change my mind. if anyone has a problem with this then get over it or delete me. Wedding is Wed November 28 @ 11 pm est go if youd like. there should be a bulletin posted soon. go show him some luv, he deserves it. x-x-x Riot Girl ~THE ORIGINAL FU-DADDY™~THE TEXAS DOUBLE GODFATHER™~FU-FIANCE' TO RIOT GIRL~@ fubar

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So you're with her and not with me I hope she's sweet and so pretty I hear she cooks delightfully a little angel beside you So you're with her and not with me Oh how lucky one man can be I hear your house is small and clean Oh how lovely with your homecoming queen Oh how lovely it must be When you see her sweet smile baby Don't think of me When she lays in your warm arms Don't think of me So you're with her and not with me I know she spreads sweet honey In fact your best friend I heard he spent last night with her Now how do you feel When you see her sweet smile baby Don't think of me When she lays in your warm arms Don't think of me And it's too late and it's too bad Don't think of me Oh it's too late and it's too bad Don't think of me Does it bother you now all the mess I made Does it bother you now the clothes you told me not to wear Does it bother you now all the angry games we played Does it bother you now when I'

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ok. so heres the thing, and i know im making a big fool out of myself just by posting this blog, but whatever, its important. i am currently 900 $ in debt, and i have no way of paying the money right now. my parents are also in debt with their own bills and shit, so they obviously cant help me out. ive tried looking for a job but no ones ever hiring around here. so i wanted to know if anyone knew an easy way to make the money, online possibly. you probably dont care but i really need to get the hell outta here already or im gonna lose my mind, and the only way im gonna be able to, is if i pay the debt, because otherwise, i may have to go to court, and then eventually ill probably go to jail. and i really dont need that stress, plus its uberly miserable here, because my parents are assholes. so if you have any ideas, please let me know. thanks.

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I just went through and cleared out my friends list on here. I deleted over 1000 ppl. The reason for this being is because I don't talk to any of you. Plus I am not here for points and to see how popular I can be. I am here for friends and ppl to talk to that can actually carry on a decent convo without drama. So if you add me and I don't accept...then sorry. I am just tried of having all yens on there and only talk to a couple handfuls of yens. Anyways have a good day, night or whatever.

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You're gonna be the daddy of a little baby girl in about 4 months time... Well I guess more accurately you'd be the sperm donor. But in any case you were part of the process that created a baby. And you don't give a shit. How does that make you feel really? Are you acting this way on your own, or is it your girlfriend who has you by the balls? Either way it's still so sad that you can't seem to live up to your responsiblities. I know you haven't been reading my journals... and I don't really expect you to read this one either. I don't expect anything from you anymore... ...you're not worth it.

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I wanted to game Friday and Saturday nights but that kinda got chopped and screwed. I was horribly irritated and not because of the reason everyone thinks, it’s because of the disrespect of asking someone about gaming for 2 weeks straight and then when we get ready to game NO ONE was into it. Everyone was into something else. Ok so I’m pissed within the first five minutes of gaming. My boyfriend and I were completely clueless; we were there to have fun and to game. Well we’re sitting there and one of my “best friend” is talking about a dream she had about 5 guys and 3 girls, one of the guys happened to be my boyfriend, nothing to do with me, and had his x in it. Well we are gaming, get going about 5 minutes, I run to the restroom come out and my bf’s x is there. So I get pissed. We tried to finish gaming, but everyone’s attention was on her and this dream my “best friend” had. Reason I say “best friend” the way I am is because she was the one that invited her over. My boyfriend and I b

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I don't know why I'm posting but I am. I don't have anything to say. But what about that 20 inches of snow huh? *moves to Florida* It hasn't been a month since the road trip to Florida and it feels like forever. New favorite word-PEWP

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who's the genius who tried to plan her baby shower for the day before Easter? Yep. That's right... me. So I think I'm more than likely not having one. At least not until after the baby is born. I want my aunts and grammy to be able to be there... and honestly a baby shower really isn't that important to me. But I think I only feel that way because I don't know many people who would actually come to one. :(

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So So I have now tried every single site on the web just trying to meet new people. It is getting really anoying not being able to meet new people to hang out with. I mean don't get me wrong I love my friends but I need some new faces around so I am going to start going out as much as possible maybe if I get out more. I when I have a new job I will have more money hopefully so it will be possible to get out of the fucking house every once in awhile. Thats all .is new people to hang with and to get out of the house more then once a month if I am fucking lucky. I mean I have changed into as postive person I can be I belive anything is possble now cause I am causing life changing events to get something to happen. Cause I am tried of the same old same old. So I have to make a change on a massive scale. So thats what I did hopefully this will all pan out for me in the end.

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the other day i was online, checking out my fubar, like i always do...and he just decided that he wanted to say something. i tried to be "friends" and talk to him, but i just couldn't keep on like that. it was ridiculous. so i sent him a message, saying 'please don't respond, saying you understand. i don't want to think of you, i don't want to see you, i don't want to talk to you anymore. i don't need an explanation, i don't want you to apologize...' or something along those lines. that was about a week ago, so what does he do? sunday night, i was in a good mood, my week had gotten better. i was ok. then he says to me 'i know you have a hard time letting go, and i understand. i just want you to know that whatever you need i'm here.' or something like that. i was so angry! i told him, he must not understand, or he wouldn't keep trying. i really don't want to think about him anymore. and i miss him, but i don't want to. and, stupid as i am, i told him how much it hurts for

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So.... some of you have seen that I am not in the best of spirits lately.. For those that have been there for me and have listened to me cry and hugged me, even if it was here, thank you.. I want to assure those of you that care about me that I will be ok.. I get like this a few times a year, and when I am pushed away from people I care about deeply. I haven't hurt like this in a very long time. I probably have a very long road ahead of me but I know that I have friends that understand if I am not my normal bitchy go lucky self, and I am so thankful that I have friends like you all... Just know I will get better and I will bounce back a little stronger and much wiser than I was before ...

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everything is much better. lol i've been in a great mood. and i'm not nearly as stressed as i used to be. i quit putting myself through hell. i made the decision to make myself happy, rather than someone else happy. which may have hurt them, but you gotta do what you gotta do. and i'm in a GREAT mood! i have been, for about a week. i am actually enjoying being single. i never thought that would happen. i guess i've grwon up quite a bit in the last couple months. it's about damn time! lol anyways...just wanted to post an update :) love ya's! xoxox

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im listening to rush limbaugh today and he quotes a news report from the AP......Obama's ancestor's owned slaves! I have the same reaction as limbaugh did.......... who cares? lol oh and before ppl go off accusing me of bein some wing nut cuz I listen to him...... Im not voting for any presidential candidate this year, they all suck donkey balls.

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this weekend i get to go to Ohio and party with my friend, Clorissa. lol i love it. and i've been in a good mood and excited all week! lol and i'm very hyper because i'm in such a great mood. lol i love going to Ohio. and Clorissa is awesome lol you can see pics of us partying in my photos. lol anyways...i hope everyone's weekend is just as great as i know mine will be. :) love ya's Miranda *xoxox*

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So my job revoked my net privileges. No more interneting from work. The wifi here is all bastradized too. I can't get on anything but fu and yahoo mail. *sigh* I need a new job. The day is going even longer now...

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so if i wanted to i could do anything? is that what you are saying? if i wanted to be a success i'd succeed if i wanted to be beautiful i'd be radiantly so if i wanted to expand my world it would unfold before me then why is it that i can't make you love me?

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I've been getting random phone calls from private numbers for the last like week. I answer everytime and they hang up. Hilarious huh? Now I'm getting strange profiles from Fubar and Myspace checking me out. I've also had people trying to sign into my accounts. Anyone else find this hilarious? I guess I really got to someone bad : D

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Now you see not the grass is green Didn't you know that my love was true why did you go you hurt me so why did you go you hurt me so didn't you know I love you so I got a girl And I call her so And you know that I lover her so She went away she broke my heart Didn't you know I love you so Didn't you know Now you see not the grass is green And you knew that my loves was true Why did you go You hurt me so Why did you go That hurt me so Didn't you know I love you so I got a girl And I call her so Cause I know that you love me so She went away She broke my heart And broke my heart She went away Didn't you know I love you so I love you so, didn't you know My pretty so

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well, i'm rarely on this site anymore...in case some of y'all hadn't noticed, lol any of you who are on myyearbook or myspace, y'all can look for me there too...im on yahoo messenger too. anywho, this is whats up with me. i'm still working, same job. still lonely...but in a different way...i'm still single, but my heart is taken. i've met a guy who makes me feel so great, he's a good friend, i know he has feelings for me too, but it just hasnt happened. i dont even know what to do, do i swear off all other guys? do i wait for him to be ready? i dont know. he says he just doesn't want to jump into anything. but i kinda feel that if we don't take that leap...we might lose our chance. anyway, bri is 3 1/2 and smarter everyday. ive got my van paid off and will hopefully be able to start saving to move soon. its going to be hard cause i got stuff on the van that needs to be fixed now. the ac went out, the headliner is coming down...there was an oil leak, but i think that part is

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So, everyone is asking me about my status changes today. I have done the dreaded "let the fu get to me" thing in a couple of ways this weekend. Some say it's just the interwebs, but sometimes you can't help but let your feelings get involved. We are all human, therefore we are allowed to be idiots sometimes. I'll be ok. I'll live. Right now I am thinking it's a very good thing I will be gone all week.

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So, this profile has been floating around tonite: Sweet words are easy to say, Sweet things are easy 2 buy, But sweet people are difficult to find Life ends when U stop dreaming, Hope ends when U stop believing, Love ends when U stop caring, Friendship ends when U stop sharing. So share this with whom ever U consider a friend. To love without condition, To talk without intention, To give without reason, And to care without expectation is the heart of a true friend... Forward this to all the people whom U consider as your true friend. Dont forget to send it back to ME ..... If U Care........ Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile. Send to all the people you love or don't want to lose in 2008, even me.... If you get 3 back, you are a great friend. And it got me to thinking (scary I know). I have no idea what I have done to be blessed with such wonderful people in my life. All of

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Lets see, so everyone was telling me about this site so i had my friend invite me to it. Ok it is just like myspace almost. And i already have one of those so if you want to check out more of my pics because this damn site wont let me upload them go to www.myspace.com/dramaash that is my profile and i have alot of pics of me on there. so go check it out people!!!

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So with a million things going wrong from day to day what keeps you upbeat and running? Me its my son, my schooling, and certain people around me who just make me feel good. I had recently had a chance to spend some time with an old friend who I love very dearly. Not sure what it was, but the next day I had the best outlooks on life that I have ever had. Granted I cant have what I want. (you know....a good man, good job, nice house ect) right now, but I know that its not to far out of reach. I couldnt be happier.......ok well if I was getting some on a regular basis I might be! lol! Well Im new hear so down be to hard on me....yet ;)

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I'm back to the non-rating lazy A**es and this one claims to be a shadow leveler ..no suprise either...things I can't stand are liars...that is another issue. Those who just dump me in the middle of a conversation when im rating them and lastly those that take rates and dont return them!! So I know there will be sts regarding me that im a down rater ...ummm incorrect I don't do that!! No, no names were called ...but lazy, insincere and untrue to who they say they are good reasons!!! http://fubar.com/user/1566432 Lucy in the Sky 2053Rated!! No rate backs but she did kick a small bling too kind!!

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I'm pretty sure Iron Maiden wrote a song back in the day for yesterdays poll results... White man came across the sea He brought us pain and misery He killed our tribes, he killed our creed He took our game for his own need We fought him hard we fought him well Out on the plains we gave him hell But many came too much for cree Oh will we ever be set free? Riding through dustclouds and barren wastes Galloping hard on the plains Chasing the redskins back to their holes Fighting them at their own game Murder for freedom a stab in the back Women and children and cowards attack Run to the hills run for your lives Run to the hills run for your lives Soldier blue on the barren wastes Hunting and killing their game Raping the women and wasting the men The only good indians are tame Selling them whisky and taking their gold Enslaving the young and destroying the old Run to the hills run for your lives (repeat to end)

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Your Name: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. Lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me?

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I've always done things my own way. I try and make things as fun as I can. I'm not all that in anyway. I'm just doin whats right. Many of people need to learn alot and grow up. People are always saying kids today. I have deleted and/or blocked people and could care less if people think any less of me for that. Everyone has choices. I talked to many people and seen alot myself. All adults influence a kid(s) in some way. This is an adult site and again people have choices. If some decides to put up NSFW stuff up that up too them and how they set it up it also up to them. People that do nothing but oh I want I need hint hint I could use and thats all they ever do are not a friend. Some people always want thats there choice to do so and anyone who decides to give it to them made one as well. People going around rating people low just to get them stirred up, people have gotten nasty comments, people turn computers on or some leave them on yet are rarely there and live there life for points

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I leave to see Jeff in a week and a half. I'm excited. I really miss him. I hope everything goes well. We're supposed to look for houses and shit this visit. I've already picked out a few to check out. Hopefully we can work it out. Anyways, hope you're all doing well.

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So what I've noticed lately in the mumms is that it is completely okay to bash people about their level of intelligence and their inability to make a decision on their own...but heaven forbid should you ever bash someone for their physical appearance. The cunts are out in full force today with their holier than thou attitudes and its getting old. Maybe I'm letting stuff get to me too much today, but I'm done with the crap for today.

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So. Miss me at all lately? lol No, I have not been doing anything wrong. Just venturing out because all the drama and hatefulness was getting to me. I know you find that everywhere, but I needed a breather from the drama I was dealing with. It has seemed to become a war zone mostly in the MuMMs, where I have always loved hanging out. People ganging up on people. People treating others as inferior, etc. I was pulled in to drama I didn't want to be a part of because of misconception and lies. Most of you should know me better than things which were said. Now it seems it is only getting worse and people are checking me out and such because of something which has nothing to do with me personally. lol Anyway... I miss some of you.

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Here, with my coffee and thoughts as the fresh breeze blows in from the beautiful outdoors. I'm all up in my head today, caught in fanciful ideas and ponderings that lead nowhere. Last night I dreamt I was on a subway. Swaying in the screeching car, lights flickering in my eyes, sedate strangers seeing through me. The train emerged from the tunnel, glittering sunlight revealed to me the landscape of my hopes and desires. The paradise of my mind. Stared in awe as we sped past, ran for the doors as the train screamed to a halt, stepped out in the crisp salt air of a seaside town that had waited for me my entire life. Threw my head back, closed my eyes, breathed deep, and I was back in the tunnel. The seat hard beneath me, stale scent of machinery and determination all around me. Had I missed my stop? What am I doing sitting here... Or had I had a dream, embedded in a dream... So, I woke in a strange mental state. Fixed my coffee. Bathed, shaved. Booted up my Boortz. Checked messa

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Originally posted on Tagged Apr 14, 2009, 10:49 am Yesterday some dude tells me my profile needs revamped becuz it is a pathetic desperate appeal to the world...Hmph! I call a married guy who gets pissed off becuz you send him a friend invite more desperate than I'll ever be...Simply becuz if he's married while the hell is he on a site full of single women??? LOL So to all you men out there...I'm about as desperate as any woman can get...Desperate to find a real man that ain't afraid to talk to a woman as a friend...And one that doesn't think that the only reason a woman makes a profile on line is cuz she's looking for some "action"... And ah...btw...Have a great day all! Peace and Hugs.... Me

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The Indian in me should know this but then again maybe not. Depends how much booze I drink on any given day ... :P (kidding) I was wondering, does ANYONE know what kind of tree grows GREAT near water? We are looking at putting one in my sons memorial garden. I looked up Japanese Maple...some of those shore or purdy! Any suggestions would be appreciated. Oh, and hi.

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so this is my FIRST blog on fubar. and I AM blogger. been doing it for 4 years now. and I thoroughly enjoy it. I SO BADLY want to level. I have been rating pics forever . need to level so I can upload more pics which equals more points.

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I was thinking today... I've seen an awful lot of people around here who's member numbers are up in the high 2 millions whining because it takes so long to get to godfather. Ya know, I was here nearly 2 years before making it to godfather...and I only made it because bling was introduced about that time....Vixen and I blew a shit ton of money one day to get each other leveled. I feel like my grandparents, but sheesh...you used to actually have to work to get anywhere around here...I'm sick of these newbies whining because ZOMG! I'm not an oracle and I've been here 2 whole months!

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So lately I've been frustrated with a lot of real life stuff. Then I come on here and people just sometimes make it worse. I hate when people tell you they are going to do something for you and even when you tell them they really don't have to they go no I want to and guess what happens? They don't do it. It's like don't tell me you're going to do something and then you don't. I don't expect people to do things for me. Look at it this way...how do you feel when someone says they will do something for you and they don't do it? I'm not gonna get into what things are bugging me because most people really don't care. Some people will say they care but really they don't. They are just saying that because they think they have to say it. I had someone today get upset at me because I basically got an attitude with them. But when I make a comment that I could not come on this site for weeks and people wouldn't care and your response is just "ok" don't be shocked then when I get

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I am sick of the fucking rain..it feels like I live in Seattle. Iam leaving in 2 days for NY..will be gone for a week. Just an FYI to those that give a shit. Yes John and I broke up...yes I am still going to visit. to the ones whom feel like stalking and starting shit..it would seem the news was not out. *end rant*

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I partied with these guys tonight BOOYA! They are JUST as good live as in the vid! Awesome show! Another GREAT band to listen to if you can find their music is WISHBONE. They also have a Myspace. The lead is my best friends brother :D Had LOTS of fun tonight!

So.....
So i'm sitting here, alone of course, Dylan is in bed, watching this show on divorce. It's got me fuckin cryin. Shit! It's also got me pissed off, i'm sitting here watching two couples who are obviously still in love with each other, just completly throw it away over stupid ass shit! They are CHOOSING to walk away from their marriage. I didn't get that choice. It was made for me. Yeah I know, I wasn't legally married. But we were together for so long, we refered to eachother as husband and wife. It was just easier. But I want my fucking family back! I miss him, and watching this show has really made me realize that. If i'm really sitting here crying, then I am really not ready to move on. My god, it's been almost 3 years and I still can't get the fuck over it. Fuckin hell! Seriously, how the hell do you get over something like that?Maybe if we both agreed upon it, it would have been easier. But I didn't want this. I didn't want to be left alone, I didn't want to tear my family apart.

So...
I get ready for bed at 4:30, i lay down, turn on the fan, curl up... 20 minutes later, george's dad wakes up. comes in. turns OFF the fan. turns on the light,. and starts watching tv. knowing full well i'm trying to freaking sleep over here on the bed. We have to sleep in the living room. why? because before even given a chance to clean out the attic (george's old room), his fucking uncle moved up there. so we got stuck in the living room with no fucking privacy. George has to work until 8 am. i'm fucking tired, and fucking grumpy, and fucking pregnant. is it too much to fucking ask that while i sleep, i'm fucking ALLOWED TO SLEEP?! SERIOUSLY! so, tonight, when THEY go to bed... i'm playing left for dead 2. loudly. and i just hope they come out and complain. not my fucking fault we didnt get to have the upstairs... we were told on monday steve was coming inside, george ahs to work all day 5/7 days. we were gonna clean up on saturday. he moved all his shit up inside tuesday. we h

So......
Im such a shit.. see Rob has been playing a certain video game for like a week straight and I've gotten booty only 2x. So I pulled my pants down and held the spare X-box controller on my ass and shook that shit!!!! I got me some finally :D Just thought I'd share..that, and Im hyped up on reeses cups and Dr. pepper.

So...
I'm engaged. =]EHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE!!!!!Now, the ceremony won't be for quite a while- I'm dirt po'. But i finally decided on a dress, I think. My dressWe're thinking of Draper's Cabin- a small ceremony because we'd be pressed for space. Instead of catering (SOOOO pricey), I was thinking maybe seeing if certain family members could cook- Like maybe george's mom, or my dad's mom Jill if she wants to come (I hope Grampa mike will!)... And having snacks (I'd kill to con one of them into making a honey ham. -drool-) like fruits, veggies, crackers and cheese, chips, mebbeh some sammiches (like those little club ones)... and having soda, water, and alcohol for those who are of age to drink (i'm thinking wines, some whiskey, some beers- that should cover most of the family/friends' preferences xD). Due to space, we could use george's parents' vans to drive people from parking to the cabin. He mentioned his uncle could do the ceremony. I plan on asking Cori if she's willing to photograph i

So....
Well contrary to popular beliefs I do not have a screw loose. It was merely a wire the technician didn’t properly tighten. Sighs. So now that I am fixed okay not me my car is finally fixed so I suppose I won’t be appearing on one of those ghost hunting shows. I know, I know I am crushed too. However, on an even happier note though you all may laugh at my love of my Focus. I so missed it. I mean it was okay to drive a Lincoln MKX for a day. Yet this girl loves a bit of get up and go a bit of speed if you will, and that I have. And as of this morning I have my car back ghost free so they say. Yay….:D

So...
I think my dad was high today. I stopped over there, and when I went in he must have been in the bathroom or something, because I didnt see him. I ran downstairs, and on the way back up, I see him, in the front room, without a shirt on, holding on to the back of his recliner looking at the TV SINGING "oooooh e, oooooh ooooh ah, bing bing wallah wallah bing bang" Which is NOT something my dad would normally do. He's always been so... serious. So I couldnt tell if he was actually high, or if it was one of those rare "Im home alone, Im gonna act like a fool since no one is around" moments But it was good to see him in good spirits...

So...
So, Im sitting at home, drinking alone, which is something I always told myself I would never do, but, whatever, all my friends are either too far away, or I dont feel like drinking with them, and I think I need a few tonight. Well, Im drinking these Smirnoff Blueberry & lemonades and to be honest... they are REALLY good, at least the first four were, now theyre starting to taste like sweat socks smell (looks to make sure its not my feet) Has anyone had anything that tasted really good at first, and by the end youre just fucking sick of it? (kinda like pancakes)

So...
I'm thinking I won't be going to uni this year. Atleast next year I will be doing the subjects that I actually want to, English lit and maybe re-take History although my teacher says that's still debatable because she wasn't happy with the way the exam was marked. And I should watch the news more often, apparently this year is the first time ever where the amount of applicants for uni was waaaaaaaay over than places available...bollocks. I always assumed in UK as long as you got the money you can pretty much go to uni...er I guess not. When I got my results yesterday I did pretty well at holding myself together I think, I didn't give too much away...wway too many press around anyway. I even managed to smile and hug my friends who did well. I also got a reality check...yeaaaaaa I should stop expecting things to come easily to me lulz. I blame school, there it was so easy to pass and be clever but now I know I kinda have to put a bit more effort in and not just expect to be naturally

So...
Ok so Yesterday 10-8-2010 I went and got my 1st sono! wut sucked about it tho is im not far along so they couldnt use the regular sono thing they had to use the vag one and that was kinda uncomfy lol but my baby is fine! thats the good thing! Altho I am very effin scared over the whole sitiuation cuz like always im doin this on my own my fam is not very supportive ok wait my mom and dad isnt or my sis angie is uber excited my cousin is excited cuz her kid is due in march and mine is due in may! my lil bro is already thinking of girl names he said he dont want it to be a boy LOL I will be happy with wutever I get as long as the baby is healthy well ok I would like to have a boy lol I have had 2 girls already I wanna boy! but like I said I will be happy either way! Of course I have came up with baby names and I have them all writtin down but they are downstairs in my room but I will post the baby names and u all can message me and tell me wut ones or cute names and wut not juss for the h

So
I remember the day you left. I remember the last breath you took in front of me. When you said you had to leave. I was too damn stubborn to stop you or even say anything. All I have left is the memories that play play in my head and haunt my dreams. So many words left unsaid, I was too scaried to say them, now I can say thoses words but you're no where to be found. I speech my words into the wind, hoping it will carry my words to where ever you are.

So...
Ok, so here's the deal, for some reason I am totally bored outta my mind tonight. I tried to watch a movie, but couldn't pay attention. chat with people, but surly the chat dies down. rate like and comment, yup all bombed out, and ultimately I'm still bored. so now comes the fun part. Im going to ramble on about who knows what amd see if anybody reads this. If you do read it, ;eave a comment, simple as that. So here it goes... There once was a l00 who lived is a chaotic land known as fubar. In this land purple dragons RAN, and Green dolphins flew. l00 was neither a human nor an animal. In fact sadly she had no idea what she was, nor why she lived in such a place. There where golden ponies, and feathered frogs, why you ask, she had no clue. Day after day she pondered this place, and day after day it overwhelmed her head. In this chaotic land, all the creatures could talk, all except for poor little l00, for who ever created her, didn't grant her a voice. She hopped along Happy as can

So?
I have begun getting senior discounts at most places I frequent. I am not sure if this is a good thing or not but it puts extra money in my pocket. Most places start giving discounts at 55. I am 53. Close enough? I think so. I wonder if Steven Tyler and Joe Perry accept their senior discount? I wonder if they have them in the UK? If so, I wonder if Mick jagger or Keith Richards accept theirs? What scares me most is my generation is coming to power. Hell hath no fury like the generation that has been scorned. Look out D.C.. We are kicking your asses. I spent all afternoon in the hot sun trying to get my Toyota pick-up to start. After finally getting that accomplished I spent 30 more minutes getting the presets back on my radio because I can't see the dial. I had to take the battery loose and caused the presets to be lost. So I took the pick-up for a test drive and stopped in a store for a cold drink. I didn't realize at the time but I was covered in dirt and grease not to men

So About Everything Yesterday..
Supposedly I got a strong enough response out of Angel Baby I had some negative things posted about me. I will take responsibility for posting that she was a cheater. I will fish out the Screenshot I have that proves it. We also know Fornicates does this shit, common knowledge on the site. What I was told, from Scrapper, it was a pretty nasty bulletin. He removed hers, and unstuck mine, because it was inciting some very bad words to fly. Violating the TOS. I'm totally for that. I'm just trying to find out what was said about me, and if my email really was posted there.

So About That Rice.........
I heard in a news report the other day while I was waiting on the weather, stating that our government has approved an experiment on 300 elderly in a nursing home located somewhere in Florida. This experiment is pointed towards our growing problem of Alzheimers' patients leaving the approved areas. They will be inserting a microtransmitter, about the size of a grain of rice, in the connective tissue under the skin. I don't know about the rest of you, but i see trouble on the way. From here, they will put them in all of us eventually, and by that time, the technology will be efficient enough to access all of our information by scanner or some such. I'm not going to much further in my opinions on here too much yet.........i'm just getting started.......... Also, if i say anything that might offend someone, or some form of clarity on something is needed? feel free to ask. I will give you a decent answer. I only ask that you keep the conversation civil. Discuss things, don'

So About Those Famous Words......
so in life find her shes there but make sure she will work for u as u strive for her times will be rough and tough and none is the strong but hey they only will survive take life by the horns live each day as if it where ur last, the choices u make dictate the person u are and the person you will be and the life you will lead. keep love, learn to survive, fight for life and all its wonders, leave home, come back, love someone like never before. Stand for the weak and do somethign to healp someone each day. when you find her keep her you will know its her but never stop searching for the good ppl to sourround urself with and no matter what life throws you say fuck it and do better then what the bare minimum is. never settle and dont be settled for. Life will be ok as long as u try.

So, About Sex … (nsfw … Not Safe For Anyone, Really. Heh.)
(WARNING: This post will be filled with lots of cursing, a lot of very vulgar sexual terms, and graphic talk about sex. If subjects of this nature offend you, or make you uncomfortable, please, for yourself and others, don’t read it. Don’t reblog it if you have Followers that would be exceptionally offended by it. However, if you or any of your Followers DO enjoy this sort of subject, please, by all means, keep reading and reblog.) — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — Why do most of us seem to be so … embarrassed about it? We don’t talk freely

So About Blogging...
I'm relatively new to Fubar. Not so new to blogging. But this is what I think every time I find myself "blogging": Why? What am I doing? I don't know about all you people out there in this community, but I know I have a very VERY busy life. At least for being 22 with no children...at any rate, I go to school, maintain a rigid 4.0 GPA, while working full time, AND running my own business (in partnership with 2 others), which is in building houses. Needless to say, I have a lot going on. My life is very...full? You could say? So why am I online seeking to form relationships with people I don't (and most likely never will) actually know? Relationships based on blogs like this one, that, really, aren't talking about anything. I put a lot of thought into the psychological root-functions of what I'm REALLY doing when I "waste" my time on things like this. The question is, if it was time wasted, would I really continue doing it? I'm sure there's tons of people here with virtual

So Accurate That It's Creepy.
Birth Chart This birth chart shows the positions of the planets of Samantha The planets in the signs The position of the planets in the signs of the Zodiac has an influence on the character of the individual and these influences form a large part of the individual psyche. Sun in Pisces She is compassionate and sentimental. She likes isolated occupations: administration, archives, history. Spirit of self-sacrifice. Weaknesses: tendency to be led astray, lack of experience or inability to apply experience practically. Lethargy, over-sensitivity and emotionalism. Moon in Sagittarius Likes to throw herself into the unknown and into adventure: she is agile, tough and enthusiastic. Attracted to long voyages, to discover the unknown. Weaknesses: takes great risks in throwing herself into the unknown and into adventure. Audacious, bold and rebellious. Unable to stay in one place, is always ready to risk everything to achieve her goal. Mercury in Pisces Fertile

So Achilles Is Up To It Again
http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=610180975 So again i have hit Achilles hit list. i guess someone gotts be hated on doesnt seem to stop with him. This prick is awaste of my breathe. I can honestly say i bust my ass off I work damn hard on here to help others so its a bad thing for people to return love back to me.i entered a happy hour contest he had. I had over 35 people bombing me for 1 hour.And because i won im a cheater using some type of program. Anyone and everyone is welcome to come and check my computer. I cant even load a basic software program so when you got proof i cheated bring it.. Just because you have your already proven . Achilles stop leading the BOb astray you are a hater,downrater and degrader..

Soad
System of a Down--Toxicity Conversion software version seven.0Looking at life through the eyes of a tired hubEating seeds as a pastime activityThe toxicity of our city, of our cityNow, what do you own the world?How do you own disorder, disorder?Now somewhere between the sacred silenceSacred silence and sleepSomewhere, between the sacred silence and sleepDisorder, disorder, disorderMore wood for the fires, loud neighborsFlashlight reveries caught in the headlights of a truckEating seeds as a pastime activityThe toxicity of our city, of our cityNow, what do you own the world?How do you own disorder, disorder?Now somewhere between the sacred silenceSacred silence and sleepSomewhere between the sacred silence and sleepDisorder, disorder, disorderNow, what do you own the world?How do you own disorder, disorder?Now somewhere between the sacred silenceSacred silence and sleepSomewhere between the sacred silence and sleepDisorder, disorder, disorderWhen I became the sunI shone life into th

So Addicted
Why am I so addictedTo your hypnotic stareWhy am I so lost In your warm embraceThis is electrifying passionIt’s the sunshine of our divine loveWe are two hearts on firePerfectly bound by desireLet the time stop hereLet this magic remainI want our souls To bind till eternity

So Afraid
As the light of the day, is taken over from the dark of the night... I lie in my bed in such a fright... Shadows appear when no one is there... I cover myself I'm just so scared... I think I hear footsteps nearing my door... but then it stops, PLEASE NO MORE... I just can't stand to be home all alone... I jump out of my skin, just by a ring of the phone... I answere and there is nobody there... all I hear, is their breath in the air... I try to sleep, but when my eyes start to shut, I hear a noise and my heart starts to rush.... I just can't wait, til' the sun starts to rise... cause' light is so much better, when noone is by your side...

So After The Fiasco Of The Last Cpl Weeks.....
mom comes to me YET AGAIN...... not understanding why she couldnt get her program on..... this time, I didnt help her...... she said she was reading the instructions and dint understand them..... I didnt buy that as an arguement..... I said you didnt understand them because you dont want to, because for years its been easier to ask dad or myself to do it for you. I then said, you obviously didnt read the letter i wrote to you or you would have known to not even approach me for help, the day of me helping you are over. She walked away and didnt say anything, but I overheard her complain to dad. To my glee , I heard him tell her the same thing...... its about time she starts doin shit for herself.

So After Feeling The Brutal Heat, We Decided The Bikini Was Too Much Material......
So I let FLAPS pick out something super sexy, a blue see through beaded babe wear, and sling-back white heels. My oh my are you guys in for a treat! Lets see if he is as good of a photographer as he is at picking out sexy outfits!

So Aggrevated
Just got a text from one of my besties. Before she didn't have money to shop for Christmas so she insisted I don't get more than one gift for her and just by for her son; my nephew. HOW THE HELL IS IT that the bitch has gotten me 6 gifts already? I've got three birthdays coming up before Christmas! My nephew and my dad and my brother. I'm so fucking pissed right now. I wanna put my fist thru a damn wall. *EXHALE*

So A Girl On Here Pointed Outttt
A gal pal on here just pointed out that if I'm thumbelina then most of the guys that hit on me are like the beetle in this scene minus the end part. though i think most guys will realize this about me pretty soon hahah! [so you have to watch it to realize what im talking about.. you may be absolutely surprised]

So A Gold Star....
have you ever seen a speculum and thought well jeez what if you took it and used it on the ass instead? well of course not.... but there are those who have... and this is a story about one of them... so... a guy takes one and shoves it in a girls ass... parts her silky cheeks and spreads that shit wide open... and takes a nice long piss inside... and well if you do a golden shower inside a brown starfish well dammit that deserves a gold star doesn't it? cause they are trying so fucking hard this message brought to you by leticia wolf

Soaked
A sudden deluge from the swollen sky and we were running for cover. I stopped, your hand in mine, and you tried to drag me to a storefront awning, but I pulled you back. Soaked now in summer shower warm wet smiling close then I tasted drops from your red lips turned to watch the lightning flash held you fast against the thunder. I saw roses rise into your cheeks kissed you there and slowly turned to guide you to shelter. You stomped a soggy shoe into a puddle spraying me laughed and looked at me with child's eyes mischief. Later, after drying off and watching the dark storm through our hotel window, we made love to the sound of bacon frying on the street below and on the rooftop - lit by flashes of electricity and warmed by the memory of playing in the rain. © All rights reserved

Soaking Up The Sun!
Today was an amazingly beautiful day. It was 86 degrees out...not a cloud in the sky! The falls leaves lazily floating to the ground around me as I layed out on the grass...soaking up the sun and the wonder of it all. I picked a good week to get a cold!!!! There is nothing more healing than a day like today! I am already feeling the benefits. And I got some much needed color...red is a color!LOL!

A Soaked Parade - Veteran's Day 11-12
I am going with my husband and son this morning to the Veteran's Day Parade here this morning and it has been raining HARD all night. So glad we will be watching and not in the parade this year. My husband is a vet and he wears his Navy flight jacket each year. He loves it... all the young ladies comes over will tell him THANKS and then they give him a kiss on the cheek. It makes his day. LOL I feel sorry for the people who made their floats all weekend and now they wake up this morning and see their floats ruined. Plus, there is to be a high wind warning all day here too with this storm...this could be a very interesting parade. And... the National Guard jets which usually do a fly over every year at the parade won't do it because they will not be able to see anything below them in this crappy sky. Oh well... such is autumn in Oregon.

Soaked
THOUGHT THAT EVERYONE SHOULD BE AWARE OF THIS ON GAS PRICES. I FOUND IT INTERESTING. I just had the same experience at Costco in Boise , Idaho !! When I tried to talk to them about it, they assured me my gas gauge was incorrect! Their pumps pumped '17 gallons' into a car that holds 10!! I also tried to explain that the tank was half full when I started, and he assured me I was wrong, that these pumps are 'regulated by the state' and checked regularly. Be very careful. The below is good advice! On April 24, 2008, I stopped at a Kangaroo BP gas station, located at 1325 Main Street, Cartersville , GA. My truck's gas gauge was on 1/4 of a tank. I use the mid-grade, which was priced at $3.71 per gallon. When my tank is at this point, it takes somewhere around 14 gallon's to fill it up. When the pump showed 14 gallons had been pumped I began to slow it down, then to my surprise It went to 15, then 16. I even looked under my truck to see if it was being spilled. It wa

Soaking Up Self-destruction...
Spent some time at the bottom of a bottle Drank to ease the pain I couldn't kill I need lessons to help me learn to breath Self-destructing one bottle at a time They say everyone has his day to die Picture perfect numb belligerence I hear so much "You Need Help" So much "You'll Be Fine" How do you know? Can you read minds? Don't presume to question a pain you'll never know Fools to tread where you do not know...

Soaked In Liquor
Drinking games tonight. I'm in a very special place right now, haha. We played circle of kings and got a little more than messed up. Memorable moments: Grenades! The titty dance, and telling a lame roommate that we were ready to have sex with him. I may possibly need to stop drinking. Alcohol tends to be my bandage for everything. Had a bad day? Have a drink! I think it's because while I try to be there for everbody to talk to when they have a bad day, or when they need a pep talk, or when they need to get things off their chest, I don't really have anybody to confide in. It's strange to have the guy you go to with all your problems (and a lot of people do) to turn around and have problems himself. I'm not bragging, or complaining, don't get me wrong. I'm a fixer, I like to get in and get my hands dirty and try to resolve things, it's just ssometimes I need to be fixed too. School starts back Monday, so the dreaded return of the students is soon. Also, I begin classes again. I'm kin

Soaking
Skin melting into each other. Long stares of deep desire. Lost to the sound of your breathing, As you fill me with pleasure. My body aches for your touch, My soul burns with passion. And each minutes without you is More painful than the thought of your absence. Forever I lose myself Soak into you.

So Alone
people all around me but i feel so alone sit right next to me i still feel all alone iam so tired of being alone so very sick of being alone when does it stop feeling alone does it ever go away being alone i am so used to being alone someday i might not be all alone

So Alone
so here i sit all alone with no one that i know to tell me they love me or hold me in their arms at night. at times I look back on my life and wonder where things went wrong and ponder how to make my life better. MIssing and loveing the girl I have not yet meet and don't know how to tell her my true feelings, scared I will scare her if I tell her how I truly feel knowing we have not yet meet and confused by the fact that I have atleast one other option but not sure if I want to ventrue sown that road. Knowing and doing are two things I don't know how to do cuse of the fear of rejection that I face if she knows how I feel if she doenst have the same feelings for me, so my only action is to sit and wait for the ay i get to meet her and hope she likes me the same way I like her.

So Alone
MY HEART HURTS I FEEL SO ALONE SO UNWANTED TIRED OF ALL THE GAMES WILL I EVER FIND MY LOVE SOMEONE WHO CAN APPRECIATE ME LOVE ME FOR ME SOMEONE WHO WANTS ONLY ME SOMEONE WHO KNOWS THAT I AM WORTH COMIN AFTER SOMEONE WITH A GOOD HEART SOMEONE WITH A SENSE OF HUMOR SOMEONE LOYAL AND HONEST SOMEONE WHO CAN EXCITE ME MENTALLY AS WELL AS SEXUALLY IS HE OUT THERE WHERE IS HE I FEEL SO ALONE

So A Lawyer Walks Into A Bar.....
my hip has been bothering me this week, maybe it's all the swimming. who knows, last night it hurt so bad I just laid on the floor until I fell asleep. it seems to be ok this morning. a little achy, but maybe it just needs to be stretched or something, who knows? I have decided it should be a law that when you turn 18, you have to get a living will and trust filed. I have more migraines due to all this paperwork for daddy's estate. It is driving me crazy. I know once it is all filed it should be easier. right? stupid probate. this morning my sis is moving into daddys house and "renting it" while this all going through. legal lease and all that "court says you have to" crap. I think I am caught between acceptance and the anger part of grief. I am really pissed that daddy couldn't take 1 day to fill out and sign a paper. I told him every time he brought up all this stuff he needed to get papers for it, he always said "yeah, I know". see?? HE KNEW BETTER! anyways.... a few things that

So Alone Together
I've been looking 'round and this is what I found there's not one of us who wants to be somebody else we would trade places, even trade faces but when it comes to the heart we wanna stay true to ourselves There's not one of us like the rest of us there's no two of us alike and that will never change all of us know it and all of us show it but when it's down to the heart I guess all of us are the same All of us cry, all of us try to find someone whose love will last forever all of us know, all of us are on our own It's up to us, to make ourselves feel better all of us so alone together If it were not for you, I don't know what I'd do and I just hope we go to heaven when we're gone I've heard it's nice up there you just sort of walk on air and the best part's knowing nobody ever has to walk alone

So All Hell Has Broke Lose
I have gotten dirty weeds a nasty comment and people pissed off at me..... So now I sink back into depression myself, on the verge of deleting my account, I wasnt even gone 24 hours.. and so much has happened..... Im outta here for a while i cant deal with this, I dont know how to deal with it so Im going to deal with it my way and just stay off.......

So Alone
I sit alone in this cold dark room Holding myself, keeping warm Hiding from the glinting image i cant even bear to look a whisper enters this lonely mind telling me I'm worth the dirt leering on what i already know i grip my hair fighting it away But i know the truth None to care None to love None to run to None to understand What can i do i cant escape these voices are screaming these tears are blinding I stand and run But theres nowhere to go I'm lost I'm confused i yell out loud Someone please help But my worthless cries rebound right back I'm stuck here standing the water flowing i stare,unwillingly at the glinting image so pale, so frightened So alone

So Alone !
There is times I feel so alone and then the phone rings and on the other end is my Heart & Soul, everything just seems to disappear, & he seems to make life worth living, and without him I don't think I could survive, although i know I only have him for a short time, & the love I have for him will stay the same, even after he rises above to watch over me. I won't want him to go, but i will, and i will Thank God everyday for bringing him to me, even though I may only have him for a very short time, he is my everything from now until it is my time. Everything about him makes me feel good inside and out, I long to have him lying next to me, whispering everything i want to hear, kissing me , caressing my breast, and making romanticly passionate love to me. Take my hand & lead the way, tell me all you want to say. You bring out passions deep within. Pull me close & hold me near, take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of th

So Alone
She's so alone, She don't understand the road she's on. She's not alone in this world we live, But she just thinks she has nothing to give. She's so alone, To grown to always be so young,to young to act so grown. She's not alone in this life I gave, I prase her everyday give her the finest raves. She's so alone, I want to show her the ways to shine threw without actting all grown I know she is not alone for she is mine, I would drop everything on a dime. If she would just talk to me instead of traveling this road, She could go down a different path if she would liten the load. She's so alone,almost like an angel with new wings learning to fly, Showing her that the river doesn't have to run dry. Help me to find a way to shed the light on a happier path, This is my darling child,I don't want her to have alot of wrath. If I could just get her to open up to me, I could show her she's alot like me. YET all I can do is ask,be there when she is able holding out my arms,my

So Alone
Alone by Stefani Baucom I am alone, so very alone I hurt, so very bad I am ignored, just thrown aside I am security, for others to have I am lonely, there is no one close, no one sees the pain I cry, hope is gone I am alone, and no one knows

So Alone In This World
So alone in this world The walls are closing in on me no one seems to see me even thou thier lookin right at me Its like im invisable sometimes i wish i was so no one would see me cryn and no one would see me dyin inside im gettn tired of my heart achin why cant anyone help me does anyone care do i deserve all the pain i go thou do i deserve to be alone no ones cares bout my feelings im gettin tired of people breaking my heart those people must get joy when im hurting i wish the voices would stop i dont want thier help i just want to be alone in my lil corner i just want to sit and cry just want to be left in this world all by myself

So Alone
So alone in my bedAlone listening to nightly whispersAlone in my thoughtsAlone standing in courtAlone I stand and fight Alone I pray for rainbow lightsAlone in the morning I awakeAlone I celebrate my joysAlone I cry out my sadnessAlone I voice out my fearsAlone in strenghtAlone in wealthAlone in good healthAlone I try to understandAlone I seek knowledgeAlone I share what is mineAlone I try not to be aloneAlone when my time has come, I pass away.....................

So A Lawyer Is Someone Who Tells Other People What To Do
At least, that’s the gospel according to my daughter Sarah; yesterday I bought a used book that was a collection of the sayings of Abraham Lincoln, and I pointed out his photo on that book’s cover and Lincoln’s giant profile on the newer five-dollar bill, and she said the latter one looked brighter. She also offered that the Lincoln Memorial on the back of the $5 looked like a “money house”. I shared that Lincoln was President of the United States nearly one hundred fifty years ago and then Mary asked Sarah if she knew what number president that made him. I thought that was unfair, and I asked my sister-in-law if she knew. Though Martha guessed the twenty-sixth (who’s Theodore Roosevelt, big currency in North Dakota for he ranched here several years before becoming President) both got their second guess – Abraham Lincoln’s the sixteenth President of the USA. Our current President Barack Obama’s forty-fourth for those

So Alone Tonight
So alone tonight no love I cry my self to sleep tonight alone tonight moon on my face dark over me I say not a word of love hoping love will come my way So alone tonight I wish I find love one day hold me dear to my heart true love true love So alone tonight no love I cry my self to sleep tonight alone tonight will love find me one lonely night someone love me tell me will I here these words one night So alone tonight no love I cry my self to sleep tonight bY Christine

So Amazin!!!
Now see first of all baby take a seat sit back, relax, anbd listen to me see lately i've been feelin a change so it's time for me to clear up somethings see i remember when we first met we were so tight do you remember that and all i want to do is get back to those days i havent told you lately so first let me say that.... Boy ya so amazing ooh i cant explain it i gotta be with you cuz no one else will do all i want is you I dont kno why why you always thinkin that i just might pack up my things and leave when it was you that was there for me when i had no body boy you must be crazy i'll never leave baby i need you you got to be the one im comin home to and theres nothin that can ever change that your the one for me and that's a fact baby ya so amazin ooh i cant explain it i gotta be with you no one else will do no one else will do boy ya so amazing oh i cant explain it i gotta be with you no one else will do all i want is you!!!

So Am I Really That Sexy........
SO AM I. I HEAR IT ALOT FROM FRIENDS HERE AND I HEAR IT ALOT FROM MY FRIENDS THAT I SEE BUT AM I. I LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND I WONDER WHAT PEOPLE SEE.IS IT CAUSE I AM A GREAT DAD THAT MAKES ME SEXY,IS IT CAUSE I AM A GOOD PROVIDER,OR A PERSON WHO REALLY LISTENS WHEN A WOMAN TALKS TO ME,OR IS IT CAUSE I AM GOOD LOOKIN.I GET IT FROM YOUNGER WOMAN AND OLDER.BUT AM I TRULLY A SEXY MAN.DOES IT MAKE ME SEXY CAUSE I WANT THE BEST FOR MY KIDS ,BRING THEM UP IN A SMALL TOWN ON A FARM AWAY FROM THE CRAP AND GRIND OF EVERYDAY BULLSHIT.I JST DONT KNOW .IS IT TO MUCH FOR ME TO ASK THAT I FIND LOVE AND BE WITH A PERSON CAUSE THATS WERE I WANT TO BE.TO HAVE SOMEONE TO HOLD AND SHARE MY WORLD WITH TO SPOON WITH WHEN NIGHT FALLS TO WAKE UP NEXT TO FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE AND FIND THERE BEAUTY EVEN WHEN WERE OLD AND WRINKLED.IS THAT WHY I AM SEXY?I AHVE BEEN TOLD BY A CERTAIN FRIEND THAT I AM A SEXY MAN AND THAT I SHOULD GET OUT AND LIVE .SHES 26 AND A REAL SWEET HEART.I GUESS BEING A DAD AND HOME NOT GOI

So Am I Weird?
I want to be the girl that rides bikes, all on my own...not ride in the back of one that a boy is driving. Where's the fun in that? I like to play extreme sports, even though I'm not good at them. Being a tomboy is one of the greatest joys in my life. I think I'm sexyful. There's more of me to love, right? Age is such a silly concept...I'm 18, isnt' that old enough?

So Amazing....whatever!
Yanno...people just really get me with their way of thinking....tell me this...how does a guy who says he is so deeply and madly in love with his fiance find that he wants to have sex with another woman? ... maybe I am just fucked up in the head or something! I mean how come guys want their woman to be sooooo true to them and not have sex with another man but have no second thought on getting some himself???.... well to say the least...I am alittle pissed and confused ...to finish this off....buddy I hope the woman of your dreams fucks you over royally! Karma is such a bitch...you will get what you deserve in the end for sure...but as for me...my life is too busy to give you my time anymore! Keep sailing your ship and get out of my damn harbour! And friends believe me that this is just for one person out there...someone new who drifted into my universe... This doesn't include my friends that I have had for some time now... I had to vent and this is where I do it....I try not t

So Am I The Only One?
so is it just me or has anyone else noticed to see the humor in the "sexy", and i use the term loosely, pics of some of the other members? its not just here either, myspace and all of the others are suffering as well... bitches seriously... if your pants have a stain in the crotch dont spread eagle for the pic.. if your nasty ass pillows, sheets, and blankets are stained wash that shit before you strip down and start with the pout, its fucking gross... if your pussy looks like an arbys sammich, keep that shit covered for real, its not even like i can give you advice on angles it looks disgusting from every angle... if youre missing teeth, dont smile while you pose in the bikini keep your lips CLOSED... ok we all know its not comfortable laying on that 1972 burlap sofa, youre gonna stand up with waffle ass, youd do better to just lay on the rug as long as it isnt pissed stained from your unruly fucking st bernard and shit... your tits in that playtex 18 hour br

So, Another Drunken Friday..
Ok, so as I write this, I am very drunk. Don't ask me why I'm doing so well but I am. Its taking a while to get all the words right, but I'm going to post this before I sleep. Tomorrow is going to be a very busy day. Matt and I have a lot planned. There are things we need to do and things we really want to do. As for tonight.. we wanted to relax and drink a little vodka. Sadly, vodka always kicks my butt. But its worth it in the end. We always act a fool and forget the stress of the week. In Matt's case, it couldn't have came any sooner. Poor thing has been going through so much lately and there isn't anything I can do about it but try and help him through each day. The weekend never seems to come fast enough. So, He is passed out, by the way, and I'm almost the same so I need to go. ~j

So Another Weekend..
Yes another weekend, something eles to worry about.. HaHa.. I am sitting here rateing pics and profiles. This weekend I am going to a Blankenship PARTY... If you dont know what that is well, basically it is a party that you come in with your clothes on and leave with them off.. HeHe it is hella fun. Everyone gets fucked up and pole dance. He recently just became a batchlor so we have a hella time there.. I am going to hit up the beer store and get some Rum and of corse my Coors.. There isnt nothing better.. You know. I usually dont get home till around 7 in the morr. It is non stop over there.. I would like for more folks to come and party. So if you are anywhere near Texarkana Hit me up I will give you directions.. Peace

So Angry
So tired of your betrayals So tired and exhausted of having to fight to feel loved I am not doing this dance any more with you I am fatigued I have had enough You just keep hurting me and I am just suppose to forgive I have been hurt too much This is not how I want to live I can not take your lies Your betrayels, The constant put downs I am a fucking person with dreams to dream and Love to give How can someone who makes me so happy Hurt me as bad as this And then expect to me to just let it go My Pain to you is never real I am confused because I love you so much But I can not take the way I feel

So Answer Me This
So who wants to peek at my private album today I'm sure plenty guys and gals out there wanna take a peek so lets see how many and maybe I might open it up for a short time I like to see ya beg tho it turns me on!

So Anyway
I've decided I'll start this off right. With nothing at all. That's right. You're imagining the whole thing. I would definitely consider medication and therapy, because your imagination has gotten truly out of hand. There's hope, though. Look at me. I was crazy once, but only once. They put me in a padded cell, and it was *holds hands up about a foot apart* this big. There were rats there. The rats drove me crazy. Did I ever tell you I was crazy once? But only once.... fnord Anyway, it's not really that bad until you start to see the word "fnord" in the newspaper. I'm not kidding. It's there. Wikipedia even has an article on it here. No joke. I'm super serious. Really. fnord Well, that was my first attempt at really applying myself to the development of a sincere mental illness. fnord

So Anyways.....
So im going to vent a little so you all can just put up with it lol. I have met a lot of really nice people on fubar. I have met some lying ass holes too. But I will tell you this, I have also met some of the most awesome people who I am proud to call family. To my brothers Marc and Brad. You guys are awesome. You are always there when I need you. You listen to me rant and rave and more often than not put me in a better mood just by being you. I want you guy's to know that I would do anything for you guy's. You are 2 of the most special guy's on here ( after Brian of course) and any lady would be damn lucky to have you. If you ever need me I am there for you! To my sister and partner in crime sara. You are one of the most amazing women I have met ever. You are always there and ready to throw down on anyone that messes with any of us. I love you dearly and hope that you also know that no matter what I am always going to be here for you. To my babygirl jay... I know it see

So Another One Of Those Days/nights
Today I must say was a very bad day. I spent the morning on the computer still from the night before I finally decided to get some rest about 9:00 A.M. this morning and laid down on the couch. I woke up around 1:00 P.M. got on the computer and have been here since then except for about 20 minutes when I went to scronic aka sonic to get me a coney dog. In the time I have been on here I have realized quite a bit. People aren't even what they bring themselves to be. At this point and time I feel there is only one person I can really trust telling my thoughts and feelings to. You know who you are if your reading this. Again in the hours I have spent on here today Ihave spoke to a lot of people on yahoo messenger as well as on my shout box and messages from people on here. I managed to get played a fool 3 times today by 3 different guys. I will go into more detail about that later on down this blog. I managed to lose one of those guys as a friend a very good friend at that and t

So Another Horse Is Executed...
last night, during a chuckwagon race at the calgary stampede, a horse that was injured as a result of two teams colliding, was executed. the one team was penalised and the rider fined $2,500. what is it about these bastards, that they feel they can abuse and exploit non-humans to their own ends, subjecting them to all kinds of atrocities and cruelties, then casually dismiss them as living beings....as if they were in fact demolition derby cars...? these creatures are relegated to lives of exploitation that eventually end in their being sent to barbaric deaths in horse slaughterhouses...what a sick species we are-all hellbent on killing and thrilling to the slaughter... R.I.P. to the horse executed... to hell the bastards that murdered it.

So Annoying...grrr
I have a bad habit, one that is driving me literally crazy. I tend to get songs stuck in my head, songs I haven't heard in a very long time. Chicago, Air Supply, REO Speedwagon...that kinda thing. Around and around in my head it will spend, often for days, until it gets replaced by another song. Annoying as hell, right? I know I'm not the only one it's happened to. Whats worse, is sometimes it's just a line of a song. Just a fragment that gets replayed, like a skipping record. Over and over, and I find myself screaming in my head STOP!!! OMG JUST STOP OR GET TO THE NEXT LINE ALREADY!!! -skip- my prayers are never answered. Around and around -skip- one fragment -skip- one line -skip- endlessly repeating -skip- driving me crazy. It gets worse, though. Sometimes I get commercial jingles stuck in my head. (mini buffalo raaaaanch..chikin sammich) Over and over (mini buffalo raaaaanch..chickin sammich) repeating endlessly in my head (mini buffalo raaaanch...chickin sammich) making me craz

So Annoying!!!!
you know what pisses me of more and more lately? all these members who leave status messages like gimme this bling and i want this and i want that!. you go to their pics section and ALL not just some of their pics are all private! listen im not here to buy you things ok? and i shouldnt have to pay money to veiw a pic of you petting your dog in the nude! MY nsfw pics are free for everyone to veiw . modesty isnt one of my better traits. hehehehe so do me a favor! if you want me or other people to rate you PLEASE dont keep all your photos private or i simply wont rate, fan or buy you drinks! i pay enough money for my internet connection alone i dont need to pay anyone elses bills! thanks and have a good day!

So Another Day In Toronto
I was supposed to be going home last Tuesday but as we all know the big ash in the sky has determined that I stay here in Canada. Who knows what will become of me? I am joking...I have met so many nice people like Marilla Wex, Jo-anna Downey, Ron Vaudry, Kerry, Ryan and all the team at YukYuk's that I don't feel isolated or lonely. I have to say as well, the standard of comedy in Canada is as good as I expected, they are awesome. On Wednesday, I went for a wander round town, a short meeting with the YukYuk's team and then heading for dinner at Jo-anna's place. I have decided that if I get stuck here for a while, I am going to do more gigs and just enjoy my time, when do I EVER get to go 'off calendar' and just drift? Never is the answer to that question, somehow the situation makes me feel footloose and free! I do know that there are problems all over the planet with food wasting, flowers dying and industry being crippled, so I do feel bad for those folk. The sun is shining i

So Anyway
Yeah so I dunno where to spend my online time anymore.....I get bored on Pogo, I dont chat in chat rooms anymore, facebook pisses me off, MySpace is so yesterday......Id come here but theres a limit to what a person can do. Hmmmm

So Annoyed!
Blah, I hate my job so bad and want to quit but I just can't. Even though it makes me miserable, it pays pretty decent, gives me health insurance, and works around my school schedule. I'm having a really hard time finding another job that is willing to do all that. However, my job is literally eating my soul and I am so tired of being miserable 25 hours a week while having to come home to a ton of school work. I keep thinking about just quitting and taking whatever crappy job I can get til I'm out of college, but I really want to move in with my boyfriend this summer and that won't be possible if I make any less than what I make now. Ahh I'm just sick of working at my dead end job and living with my parents! I just pray I can actually get a decent job once I graduate college. We'll see.

So Any Opinions Here Would Be Greatly Appreciated No Matter How Harsh They Are...thank You
Ok so I know this is lengthy but I am really curious on guys opinions how what Im about to describe below. The truth and not what you think I want to hear even if that truth is harsh just tell me not going to judge or hate anyone for telling the truth. So here it goes......to all my past bfs they called me clingy because I like knowing they made it to their destination ok, I like talking to them every day and yes I there will be days we don't get to talk thats is ok, I also like knowing where they are going, how long they will be there, and sometimes who they are with. When I am lied to I get worse with this and I constantly question them. I do understand the need for alone and I have no problem with that. I also do not mind them playing video games to relax. Depending on the job they have I like spending almost every moment together, whether it be in the same room doing different things or cuddling.I like to be involved in every aspect of their life as I do involve them in every a

So, An Analytical Brainiac! :) Hehe
you're one virgo and 1 mercury so, an analytical brainiac! :) hehe Planet: Position Aspects Total Rank Percent Sun: 42.5 ( 4) + 14.9 ( 6) = 57.4 ( 4) / 9.8% Moon: 60.0 ( 2) + 7.1 ( 9) = 67.1 ( 2) / 11.5% Mercury: 80.0 ( 1) + 31.5 ( 1) = 111.5 ( 1) / 19.0% Venus: 27.5 ( 9) + 17.8 ( 4) = 45.3 ( 7) / 7.7% Mars: 18.5 (11) + 19.3 ( 2) = 37.8 ( 9) / 6.5% Jupiter: 30.0 ( 8) + 17.6 ( 5) = 47.6 ( 6) / 8.1% Saturn: 33.5 ( 6) + 0.0 (10) = 33.5 (10) / 5.7% Uranus: 33.5 ( 7) + 18.5 ( 3) = 52.0 ( 5) / 8.9% Neptune: 48.5 ( 3) + 10.4 ( 7) = 58.9 ( 3) / 10.1% Pluto: 35.0 ( 5) + 10.2 ( 8) = 45.1 ( 8) / 7.7% Chiron: 7.0 (12) + 0.0 (11) = 7.0 (12) / 1.2% Node: 22.0 (10) + 0.0 (12) = 22.0 (11) / 3.8% Total: 438.0 + 147.4 = 585.4 / 100.0% Sign: Power Rank Percent - Element Power Percent Aries: 31.5 ( 8) / 5.4% - Fire: 89.0 / 15.2% Taurus: 22.8 (11) / 3.9% - Earth:

"so Angry "
The past couple days and nights , I've been so angry for no reasons that's right , I feel the tension in the air , knowing the things being said Are just not fair , they only maim and rip apart , detrimental to all hearts , Ill winds are blowing hard , the great deceiver , Is howling plus playing his part . In the wind , cooling as it is , listen for , The message deep with-in , it sings a song of peace an love , the drum Beat will drown out the Deceivers hum , tune it out for all our sakes , Cause only love will be in the wake ......... Peace , Love & Joy

So Angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OK so just now, the night before the appt with the surgeon, I get a phone call from them. Apparently there was some sort of mix up with referrals & authorizations & 3rd party billing and all kinds of crazy shit! Needless to say, this CANCELS my appt for tomorrow and now I wait 3 or 4 days for the CORRECT paper work to be filed then call & make a new appointment & WAIT once more. Not a happy camper... Update complete.

Soap (what 2nd Graders Think) Lmao
There was a class of second graders. For their assignment, the teacher decided that they would draw a class picture, where each pupil draws something on the picture, then hands it to the next pupil who will add to it. So the teacher starts off by giving the blank sheet of paper to little Mary, the star student, and she draws this: ____ |soap| `----\' The teacher says, \"That\'s very nice, Mary. What is it?\" [daa...]. Mary explains that it\'s a bar of soap. \"Okay, now hand over the paper and crayons to Timmy and let him draw something.\" Mary complies, and gives the junk to Timmy, who thinks for awhile, then adds to the picture as follows: /^ / /| ____ | | |soap| | | `----\' | Again the teacher inquires, \"What\'s

Soap
washing alone feeling the hot steamy water hit my back bar in hand washing my chest letting the heat wash the pain away feeling the air change sensing a presence continuing to scrub i feel hands around mesudsing up my body sliding down my chest reaching my thighs warm hands full of soap rubbing me continouisly arousing me beyond control relishing this attention closing eyes as extasy finds me feeling her hands explore hardens by her touch wanting this so much find release coming soon moaning as i explode seeking support before i fall silently my mysterious stranger is gone suds wash down the drain

Soapbox Time
i think this is just absolutely out of control i have followed the rules here more than most i have just recently been told a pic of mine is and i quote: it's not what's showing..it's the fact that it's sexually suggestive so this leaves anything up to interpretation to anyone that just doesn't like me to get rid of all my pics and now it seems the shoe can not be put on the other foot....they can flag me but i can not flag any pics of thiers that i feel are much worse than anything i would ever consider putting online this is in my opinion BIG BROTHER HIPOCRACY and now my account is blocked from being able to flag ....what a load of crap this really is BIG BROTHER

Soap Box Entry
Some of you may wonder about the title of this blog and others probably wont care but now and again something either pisses me off enough to hop up on my little soap box and speak for awhile or it makes me so curious I have to ramble about it and perhaps ask a question or two. So when I get the urge I pop one of these little entries up here and let loose. Tonights little entry starts with something that has both pissed me off and intriged me enough that I have thought about it more than once or twice. In a world were everyone is seeking out their own niche~ their own storybook ending if you will..... Why the hell would waste your time pursuing someone you never had any intention of having anything to do with once you caught them? An by this I am not talking about harmless flirting we are taught the art of how to flirt from birth. It is human nature and has been going on longer than any of us have been alive. I am talking about things such as gaining there confidence so they

Soap On The Deck
“But Chris, I don’t like Charlie.” “I understand, Linda. And from what I’ve heard, I don’t care for him much either.” “I don’t want to sleep with him.” “Oh babe, you know your feelings are the most important thing in the world to me, and I’d never ask you to do something you didn’t want to do. I just wish there was some other way to get an audition.” “But Charlie is disgusting.” “This isn’t about Charlie. This is about you and me. This is about our future and the dreams we…” “You know Chris, my vibrator and I had a very good relationship before you came along and I can put that back together for the price of a couple D-cells, which is a hell of a lot less than I’ve been spending on your sorry ass.” “You’re right, Linda. It was a bad idea. I’ve just been going through some tough times lately. I’m so sorry for all the trouble I’ve caused you. I guess I just lost my perspective somewhere along the way. You’re the only thing that really matters to me. Maybe

Soapbox Time Again
this is me->The master: no, i just think your an ass who has a total inability to show an ounce of any respect for a lady The master: I may if she was the last woman on earth-lol I ask many women that and they ssay hmm and they have done it also so what is your point u r a lil pussy and frigid..many of those this is me->The master: do you ask your mother to wrap her lips around your big cock? The master: vulgar? Be real this is me->The master: that's because usually i ignore you because of your vulgar manner of addressing me The master: I see now but usually you don't say a word when I shout to you? this is me->The master: i am online The master: you in hell you are never here or online it seems? The master@ CherryTAP this kind of behavior really ticks me off............most of you who know me, know that i can cut loose at times but always remain at a level of a total lady not once during my whole membership at Cherry have I ever posted pics

Soapbox Time
I want to start out by Expressing my deepest condolences to the families of Virginia Tech and everyone else affected by this horrible tragedy. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I can hear the gun control coming,,I can see this as the next platfrom for people against guns..I can not express strongly enough that it is the person not the gun that is to blame,or better yet with this boys mental history I think the college is as much at fault here as the gun. Yes I own a gun several as I have stated before and no I would never go out and take a innocent life,and I really don't see my guns jumping out of the gun case and going out on their own to hurt anyone.I know you are going to say ..guns kill well Sweetie so does the human hand as a matter of fact I have not heard of to many serial killers that have used guns,and to the people who support gun control why don't you go and talk to a woman that is afraid to leave her home because sh

The Soap Opera Called Life
Dust in denim jeans food for worms. We live, so that we may die. The hollow within wanting more, but nothing left to give. Give my heart, my blood. Give breath, my touch. Give that single best day to truly live, and the dust will fade, and I will become nothing. Spoken is of love, as if by comprehension of the word alone we liberate our lives from death. That somehow, within the company of another person life has more meaning. The facade keeps dancing, keeping pace with the beat that pounds within our chests. Words fester upon our lips- the iron nail suffocating us in our coffins- and we become puppets for the afternoon play.

Soaping Again, And My New Job
I started making all natural soap and stuff again. My sister has really been on me about getting at it since i moved here. So we decided to book into a show in november. Good time to make gifts for people. My new job is ok, but since the price of gas has risen so high i don't seem to be making any money... again the reason for starting soaping. But with the job and the time it takes me to make the soap base and then rebatch it into bars, means i don't have much time for anything else...

Soap Operas....i Don't Get It
What is this obsession that people have with Soap Operas? Why is it that the world seems to stop when their favorite one comes on? All is put on the back burner at the time of showing? Maybe someone can shed some light on this subject and make me a little bit more informed of this..... I am so deprived at this time...sniff....sniff

Soap Opera
So I think my life is actually a soap opera and nobody bothered to tell me. . . NO really things have gotton so insane of late that I'm of the belief that it can't possibly be real. Rather its all an elaborate ploy to fuck with me. I don't know why exactly but I'm sure that will become clear with time. Its too crazy. Too odd too unclear so it must not be happening. . someone else is writing this script and I think its about time I learn my lines. . .This is some bullshit

Soapbox~ya Might Wanna Read
Hmmm I just uploaded some pics Fubar flagged as NSFW & wow I got alot of "looks" but only a few friends rated. Seriously, that's pathetic guys. Those that looked & didn't rate will be removed from my friends list immediately. Same goes with the blogs. If ya look & don't bother to rate, you're going bye bye; come on like it takes 2 seconds to click; I find that to be RUDE RUDE RUDE & I'm tired of the lack of manners. Treat those the way you'd like to be treated; but sadly around here that's just not the case. Stop asking me to help in contests, I'm tired of being nice to others & getting shafted. Those "true" friends of mine & know who you are, you are excluded in this rant & I love you guys.

Soapbox ~ Share This
Ok WTF here people; all of the sudden I've gotten fumail from Fumember "so & so" who want me to see this member in my Fumail. It's bad enough my yahoo gets slammed with these but now my Fumail? I have started blocking those Fumembers who tend to "share" too much in my yahoo & honestly I don't even bother viewing what you've felt like sharing. (Seriously last week this guy did his own entire stash & I had over 500 emails from him alone) so enough already; I'll take the emails in my regular email account but let's leave Fumail alone M'Kay pumpkins? I'd hate to start blocking your fumails here too. *MUAH* Thanks!

Soapbox Again
i didn't post this on september 11 because i was too mad to do so and had to sort out my thoughts before typing....but here it goes September 11 was a day that will live in infamy...you know that, i know that, hell even my kids know that....EVERYBODY FUCKING KNOWS!!! it is a day that you cannot have and not be reminded of it and with social sites like this, myspace, and countless others YOU CANNOT POSSIBLY FORGET!!! but what are you truly remembering? the bombings? i would venture to guess yes...now many people lost a loved one or more...and do you think that for one minute that they remember the day for the bombings or remember the day for the death of their beloved?? i think that it is the latter choice...we will never forget, we will never forget, we will never forget....looks to me like most of you already have!

So Apparently I Have A Psycho After Me...
it was bound to happen...after all, one cannot please everyone no matter their lot in life. i had an encounter last week, where this extremely intoxicated person kept wanting to be in my face...watching and talking and offering assistance where none was clearly needed, save for his getting out of my way so as to allow me to work. ever [olite, i continued my work as i politely declined his offers. he then said he had something for me as he dug through his backpack...a rather large, open bag of shelled walnuts as it happened. i dob't even like walnuts, though my refusal of them was also based on my needing to finish what i was doing as well as just not being hungry. i declined his offer and cheerfully carried on....wrong decision apparently as his demeanour changed quite dramatically...how does one deal with sketchy characters anyway...? as i continued down the platform, he was stuffing walnuts down his throat with increasingly agitated motions and body language...at some point

So, Apparently.....
It really is who you know in this town as opposed to how much experience you have. I just came from an interview and the boss man was quite excited to see me. According to him he's real tight with the former boss and Phil(former boss) had told him that he really needed to get me hired there. That of all the people Phil has worked with, I'm the hardest worker he's ever met. The Boss @ the new place had no problem telling me all about this and honestly...I was quite humbled by it. Especially knowing that he had just interviewed my former managers...both of them. And had made no mention of either of them. Nor did he mention that Phil had spoke of them either. One interview and I'm already in the top ten for another interview. Out of 150 people. The dude was actually waiting on me to show up there and apply and was excited when I had said my name "Oh, Jeanine? From Tooey's? Come here, have a seat".....right on. =) ~Dances all happy like~ Hehehe

Soap Opera/pope Opera
i joined them for lunch. they took me to a chinese buffet. the cattle were feeding. no talk. no cigarettes. they serve poison. 90% poison i'd guess. yet...no white coat nurses mumbling through their masks. 4 walls. each displayed a tv screen. don't know the name of the broadcast. they called it "the news". they must have been joking. pulling my leg. 'cos it was most certainly a soap opera. tiny waitresses dispensed of our plates only seconds after we'd cleaned them. urging us to repeat the process. get back in order! Orders! Orders! Briefly find your lines! our table was the noisiest in the room. we shared crude observations and jokes. i pretended to enjoy myself 'cos that's what you're supposed to do. i am the perfect example of the priveledges of being obedient at all times. i finished my day and quickly returned to my prison. i straightened up my cage a bit just in case they visit. i'll have my lawn mowed soon so as not to attract attention of the neighbors. they report you if you'r

The Soap Affect
For some people, drama comes looking for them. They try to live an ordinary week, day, whatever. Then something gets dropped on them like a bombshell out of the clear blue sky. That's why I fail to understand certain people that seem to go way out of their way to create drama for themselves. Like guys that like only bad girls, and girls who only like bad guys. I find it very difficult to feel sorry for a girl that turns down nice guys all day long and then suffers raising their kids on their own because her star man is in prison (no one in particular, just as an example). Or the guy that dates a regularly sleasily dressed woman, then wants to beat up every man that looks at her. The remedy? Depends on the person obviously. But if you really want true happiness, figure out the biggest causes of what makes you unhappy. This won't stop other people from trying to make you unhappy. It only helps in the areas where you sabotage yourself.

So... Aparently Zodiac Signs Changed Due To Earth Tilt! Wtf! I Am So Not A Pisces !
Here's your new sign below: Capricorn: Jan. 20-Feb. 16 Aquarius: Feb. 16-March 11 Pisces: March 11-April 18 ......Aries: April 18-May 13 Taurus: May 13-June 21 Gemini: June 21-July 20 Cancer: July 20-Aug. 10 Leo: Aug. 10-Sept. 16

Soap And Water
A minister was asked to dinner by one of his church members. He knew she was a bad housekeeper but agreed. When he sat down at the table, he noticed that the dishes were the dirtiest that he had ever seen in his life. "Were these dishes ever washed?" he asked his hostess, running his fingers over the grit and grime. She replied,"They're as clean as soap and water could get them". He felt a bit uncomfortable, but blessed the food anyway and started eating. It was really delicious and he said so, despite the dirty dishes. When dinner was over, the hostess took the dishes outside and yelled, "Here Soap! Here Water!" (Can you say "Ewwwwwwwww")

Soap
No one has ever accused me of being the most well balanced and least paranoid person they know. But you can come over just tonight and I'd like you to stay. We can lick salt off each other's skin, and play card games. that's when I noticed you stopped responding and I felt the empty, blank girth between my legs so often overlooked I can't remember the last time, or the first that hands were layed on me in touch, in tandem. Playing the rhythm and harmony of kiss, love, and orgasm. Sigh against the porcelain. It'd probably be enough...

Soaring Free
Soaring Free....That is how i am feeling after i got my divorced from my husband for almost two years now. Scared of being alone and looking after three children kept me in that unhealthy relationship. Years after years i put up with it coz i wanted to work things out. But nothing is just working, i sank to depths of depression that i hadn't known existed. I had never before experienced anything like, feeling of being lonely and alone just me and my children. Somedays the responsibilities of it all overwhelmed me and i would be shaking with fright. My very bestfriend Krizzy were always there for me whenever i needed a crying shoulder. She spent hours and hours with me online trying to comfort me, but depression settling and i was just an emotional wreck, so many hours filled with thoughts of broken dreams and despair. I cried often, yet i made sure that my children won't see me crying coz i know that they worried about me, specially my son Jay. I was determined that this

Soaring...
Soaring... Held down Tied down His mouth rained kisses and passion on her body from above. Love Lust Need Her desire to be taken Her desire to give Breath His desire to take His desire to capture, to cultivate Whore Lover Friend Hands grasping Fingers slipping Sweat beads on their bodies as they clutch each other Pulsating, pushing in a rhythm all their own. Boundaries, definitions, societal constraints All slip away as they soar toward orgasm, melding together.

Soaring
sometimes when Im with you I feel as tho im soaring above the clouds yet sometiimes when im with you i feel as if im free falling into a pit of darkness. will this roller coaster ride ever change? or will it always be soaring one minute then free falling the next. will this life ever be boring will it ever grow dull? will i always feel this way when i soar above the clouds will i always feel a lil afraid when im free falling into the pit of darkness.

Soar Gracefully
Soar Gracefully Fly like an eagle with swift wings. Soar gracefully through the sky. Be like the wind and dance to every song it sings. Spread your wings and learn to fly. Leave behind your sorrow and strife, and become one with the great circle of life. Escape to that place within beyond words, beyond thoughts. Then drift high above the worry and pain where there's only beauty, purity and love.

Soaring Hidden Souls.
Soaring Hidden Souls. Travel light, heavy burden burns the chest. Casting angerely among those who burn. Fly high into the phlight of nothingness skys. Peer down to those who burn much more. babes crying in fit of hunger, momma holding in tiresome tightness. So tired...... momma looses her beauty, traveling has not been light, heavy burdens killing ever so slowly. Momma would'nt need clouds to cry rain, only if she knew how to cry.

Soar Throat
I have a soar throat and I am really pissed off about it! It hurts to swallow and I still have to go to work tonight ajdfhuayhefjasdf On the bright side, tomorrow is my very last day of school and then I will be an official college grad :)

So Are You That Way? Question For The Ladies.
Hey Hey Hey, once again I like to thank you all for checking out my Blog. (please check out the rest) For all comments I get on my Blogs I promise to rate and send a special gift to you. Once again thanks for checking out the blog man. So i was chilling with some mates a few nites ago having a few drinks and so on. Anyways the subject got onto having a bit on the side. I was shocked to know how many women was out there that was willing to be a manz side order and how many men are having thier cake and able to eat it. So Ladies of the world. how many of you are willing to be the other women? I been told by a female friend that the reason why women are side orders cos they love the fact that the man is coming to them rather then ther women? So is it a power or attention thing? if you have been the other wome why was yu? and if your the kind not to be like that I ask you Why? Once again thanks for checking out the Blogs. much love blog man

Soaring Spirit
I sore away into a dream that I have longed for, Deep into the clouds, I swim through them to find a better tomorrow. The angels sing a song about forever and eternity, shiney are their horns as they play heavens most beautiful song. I want to be free, free as a bird... I want to fly away to my adventure that I have waited so patiently for, My friend is the wind, who keeps my body afloat. I make upword strokes to lift me to a higher level, to a place that I have always wished to go. Where the mountains are coated with snow, but yet the sun shines all day. Where beauty is all thy has seen, and love is blooming on every tree. I do not need money to get me through, My fortune is my generous soul, I can dance with joy and praise as the saints smile and kiss my head. Yes, I have left you behind... But I am happier here you see. And hopefully soon you can come too, and dance on the clouds with me. This is for anyone who has lost someone who i

Soaring Above The Sea
Tomorrow I am off to Myrtle Beach. On Friday we will be letting Jakies ashes flow through the ocean air into the calming sea. My Jacob always loved the beach. What could be more perfect for him. Today I have cried more, I guess because it will be over Friday. Then what? I have done what I think I should do. I called a lady that set me up with a surport group for the end of Jan. A bunch of people sitting around being depressed, lovely. This hurts dammit more than I thought, and the next person who says but he is in a better place I may punch them. I know everyone is just trying to say something nice. Yes he doesnt hurt and I guess yes he is in a better place, but he isnt here. I can run my hands through his thick brown hair. I cant see that big smile that made everyone fall in love with him.

Soar Gracefully (author Unknown)
Fly like an eagle with swift wings. Soar gracefully through the sky. Be like the wind and dance to every song it sings. Spread your wings and learn to fly. Leave behind your sorrow and strife, and become one with the great circle of life. Escape to that place within beyond words, beyond thoughts. Then drift high above the worry and pain where there's only beauty, purity and love.

Soaring High
come to me my angel of night...let me embrace your soul..i Long to slowly caress your lips...i yearn to see ur eyes... show me the world from way up high let me sore with you in the sky.. higher and higher i want want it all... and at that point when we can go no higher... reveal the storm that is brews inside... let it burn in your blood...let me slice that beautiful chest my luv and take into my soul that fire storm... do not hold back for i can take it all... and in return i shall give u calm... the calm of a blood so pure...

Soar
yes im seriously soar, yes i hurt, no not really emotionally well i am but not what im talking about. kinda got jumped and beat with a bat. yes ill live yes ill mangage. just gettting all the questions out the way. i hope i havnt missed any. thanks for reading. bu bye

"soaring Free"-john Mcintosh
I have releasedthe Dragon of discontent,coiled for eonsin its fiery prison.Soaring free,in sacred marriageit melted into the sleeping Angel of my nature.Love now guidesmy Heart,unfettered by dreamsof limitation.John McIntoshhttp://om-iam.com