Jasmine's blog: "Stuff!"

I'm thinking I won't be going to uni this year.

Atleast next year I will be doing the subjects that I actually want to, English lit and maybe re-take History although my teacher says that's still debatable because she wasn't happy with the way the exam was marked.

And I should watch the news more often, apparently this year is the first time ever where the amount of applicants for uni was waaaaaaaay over than places available...bollocks. I always assumed in UK as long as you got the money you can pretty much go to uni...er I guess not.

When I got my results yesterday I did pretty well at holding myself together I think, I didn't give too much away...wway too many press around anyway. I even managed to smile and hug my friends who did well.

I also got a reality check...yeaaaaaa I should stop expecting things to come easily to me lulz. I blame school, there it was so easy to pass and be clever but now I know I kinda have to put a bit more effort in and not just expect to be naturally good at things like I used to be.

My mum isn't too bothered that I didn't go this year, in fact I think she's secretly pleased. :

I just told her now that I'd only be going to college part-time cos I wouldn't have that many classes and I said I'd work part time.

Then she was all like 'Yes I have ajob for you!' lol. She's about to start a new business and now she knows she's got an employee already lmao.

Grr I hope my dad takes it as well as she does, out of the whole family he said he was depending on me to be the successful one. *Sigh*

And now another issue, I need a new bloody car ASAP. At first I thought I'd be ok with my one at the moment cos I thought I'd be going away and not need it...but now I really DO!

My mum is still hell bent on wanting me to get a new car cos payment plans for them are much easier now than ever, she was all like yea I just finished off paying for my car so we can start a new one for yours!

Aha yea I'd love a brand new car but not only would that be pointless cos I'd only be driving it for a year BUT yea like hell my dad will let me drive a new one...