sometimes when Im with you I feel as tho im soaring above the clouds yet sometiimes when im with you i feel as if im free falling into a pit of darkness. will this roller coaster ride ever change? or will it always be soaring one minute then free falling the next. will this life ever be boring will it ever grow dull? will i always feel this way when i soar above the clouds will i always feel a lil afraid when im free falling into the pit of darkness.