So tired of your betrayals
So tired and exhausted of having to fight to feel loved
I am not doing this dance any more with you
I am fatigued I have had enough
You just keep hurting me
and I am just suppose to forgive
I have been hurt too much
This is not how I want to live
I can not take your lies
Your betrayels, The constant put downs
I am a fucking person with dreams to dream and Love to give
How can someone who makes me so happy
Hurt me as bad as this
And then expect to me to just let it go
My Pain to you is never real
I am confused because I love you so much
But I can not take the way I feel