Sometimes so many things just weight you down and its almost overwhelming....One of those weight of the world things....this person pressures u for this and another person pressures you for that and so on and so forth...then eventually ur holding so much ur gonna break.....YESSSSSS I know I sound like a big whiney girl but HEY i need to vent somewhere right! BTW for anyone interested Im doing better from my surgery..Healing everyday..I did rip my incision open almost 2 inches BUT im doing ok..sore as hellllllll but ok! I still cant do a whole lot but im trying to keep things in order........OKKKKKK Next issue.....People who want to live in a DAMN soap opera....I dont need it leave it @ the door and GROW UP!!! I dont thrive on the drama like some do its not something I want to deal with If i wanted drama Id be one of the looney chics on Days of Our Lives or something...Honestly isnt it easier to ignore someone or kill em with kindness than to play Episode ???? of Days of Our lives?? Yeah I thought so....NEXT issue.....Ever feel just fed up with someone and somethings they do but ya just cant bring yourself to tell them because u know its gonna hurt their feelings or hurt them? BUT on the other hand its maybe not hurting you but yeah kinda.......so do u say something to hurt the other person, live with it , or walk away??? Me myself I shut down close up n just become kinda distant and aloof..then i guess I wait for it to work out ..sometimes it does sometimes it doesnt.......ehhhhhh Hell I dunno life completely bites big ones sometimes ..........ANWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY'all have a GREATTTTTTTTT Weekend and have fun be safe and enjoy life to the fullest........Sometimes.......I hate myselfSometimes.......I hate youSometimes.......I hate lifeSometimes...........I hate deathSometimes.......I smileSometimes..........I cryand thenSometimes............I only live and be who I am 
