Beautiful....don't really understand the meaning of this word? Someday I hope to.
Hope....I have so many wishes. I aim to the sky. I make the dean's list. I am smart they claim....but I wanna work as a special needs teacher....not good enough? geez I love it!!
My body...I am so sick of you remember when you were pretty...geez....One word of advice...NEVER say this to a person who once had an eating disorder. lol
I miss....my dad. I just realized a few days ago that Sunday is Father's Day. I miss him. He will be gone a total of 9 years this weekend. I can't bring myself to go to his grave.
Then there is Sam ...my best friend through high school. He got me. I miss him. He knew me best. I couldn't have asked for anything more precious to have passed through my life. I wish he could call and say Lulu hang in there. It's called life and no one is a pro at it Irony? My dad died on his 19th bday. He died in July. He would have made a great husband, father, but I guess God had other plans.
I am tough and strong...but I am so in need of something. Someone once told me if you don't get on your knees and pray....God will drive you to them..... I am there.
I am almost debt free, have a new job that I love yet there is something i want...to personal for here.
Keep me in your prayers please.
Thanks and God bless,
Shelly
