My life feels like it's in a huge upheaval right now....well it is...and i just want to scream at the top of my fucking lungs and beat the shit out of everything around me becuase i obviously have no control of anything......all the things i want and desire in this life are not ment to be mine, i disappoint and scar the people i hold closest to my heart and i'm just failing everyone, especially myself..... What the fuck is going on??? I feel like i make it out of the rough waters, just to find that my ship is sinking because i drilled a hole in my hold... I'm just a major fuck up and need to stay the fuck away from everybody... everything i touch turns to shit.
