right now i don't know but i hope that my life turns out better because everything has changed so much for me and right now i am happy and i am my self once more i don't know if i wil ever feel this way ever again but i know that i am glad i do feel this way i love the people i am with they make me feel good and i love them both very much being bisexual has been hard on me being that everytime i get with some body they either cringe about when i tell them im bi and they pause and say omg that's sick and all this shit and i feel like well if u don't want to be with me than fuck u and move a along and i won't waste ur time so don't fucking waste mines my gf loves me for who i am and my boyfriend does too and i never thogught i would find somebody who would love me for me i have never been loved or told i love you i have never ever had that at all i been alone my whole life and i have been hurt as well and it feels damn good to know that i am not in pain i am not hurting that my soul has not been ripped out of my soul i have never ever felt beauitful or loved or been told i am pretty i never ever had that and now that i do i am happy that i am loved and that i am pretty i love both my lovers and i am happy that i am no longer in pain or hurting it feels damn good and i am glad and i am happy very Happy
