It's hard to be a mom. Sometimes it's hard to be his mom.
I know it sounds bad, but everyone who knows me knows that I am brutally honest.
It's just so stressful and tiring.
He'll be starting speech therapy 3 times a week soon on top of the developmental, occuapational, and physical thery he already gets each once a week.
He fazes out of EI in 6 months. Which means it's all up to me to continue his progress after that.
Then we start special education and that shit. Then will come the emotional trama of other kids making fun of him.
God I am just terrified.
When do I get time to be me? When can I just be a 21 year old?
