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To Those Who U Love
You have to read this it is absolutely beautiful...... Each year he sent her roses, and the note would always say, I love you even more this year, than last year on this day. My love for you will always grow, with every passing year." She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear. She thought, he ordered roses in advance before this day. Her loving husband did not know, that he would pass away. He always liked to do things early, way before the time. Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine. She trimmed the stems and placed them in a very special vase. Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face. She would sit for hours, In her husband's favorite chair. While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there. A year went by, and it was to live without her mate. With loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate. Then, the very hour, The doorbell rang, and there were roses

Doing My Frist Blog
Well hi everyone. I'm finally getting around to doing this blog thing. I m not sure what really to say in here. Well frist off ty to all that have show love on my page its much apprecaited Irate all pics and profiles. I am havign a little trouble returning comments because my puter freezes up alot with the music /video links. Also wanted to say i promise to rate your pics but please try and rate a few of mine.

Night At The Movies©
I had been wanting to get out and stretch my legs lately. Now for me to stretch my legs means something completely different than most. I mean stretch my dirty mind. The first thing on my list would be to call my playtoy. I think most feel I keep a stable of ladies,but that is not my style. I keep only one playtoy at a time. I only add other toys if she requests them,for I am all about her pleasure. I call my toy and tell her I am wanting to go out and about tonight. With a giggle she says let me call a sitter and we'll see. The stars are of course alined,if not there would be no story,lol. I tell her I will be swinging by in 30 minutes and she is to be ready. The rules for tonight are simple, skirt with no panties,loose blouse. I arrive on time and she comes outside. I jump out to open the door for her. I may be a freek,but I know my manners. I always have alterior motives as well. As she enters the car and sits,she does so slowly. I know the look,she is revealing that she has obeyed

To All My Friends................
LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE THE DAWN WITH OUT THE SUN LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDS IS LIKE THE SKY WITHOUT THE MOON WHEN THE EVENING HAS BEGAN LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE A R OSE WITHOUT RAIN LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP... JUST WOULDN'T BE THE SAME. LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE A SHIP WITHOUT A SEA LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP JUST COULD NOT BE WITHOUT A FRIEND LIKE YOU FOR ME. I CANNOT IMAGINE LIFE WITHOUT YOUR FRIENDSHIP

Check It.. Stop By... Love It
**GlowStiXs** Newst Hottest spot in the LC..! Come and Check us out..!! ~~Hott music ~~Great atmosphere ~~Awsome people ~~Noone cares who you are, just a place to relax ~~Insane music sulection Playliste (always there) ~~Streaming Radio by TemptationX Radio ~~Your Choice playlist or radio ~~First 5 drinks are on the house if your join the lounge~ Thanks for your time and have a good one everyone! Bouncer, James http://lostcherry.com/lounge.php?l=3498

Ants
Like OMG! I jus seen the funniest thing ever again!! Well its the 2nd time, but yeah. These 2 ants were matin'... But one was like attached to the other's butt. And the one who was on "bottom" was tryin' to get away, so it was like "Oh no! He's tryin' to rape me! Go away!" But I sqooshed 'em , but at least they died happily cuz they got ot have sex for one last time... And the first time, I like chopped off their heads and flicked 'em off into the sink so they could die. Such a horrible tragick death for these ants! Will always be deaths for these fuckers!! Haha, I crack myself up at times.. and also I jus drank a liter of Vault, so I'm fuckin' wired and don't have anythin' else to do.

Rough...[very! I'm Just Writing This..]
eventually your scars will fade as will the memory of what you've suffered and you will no longer have the strenth that life has granted you over these thousands of days...

My Sexual Hidden Talent
Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Sexual Zodiac
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Live Cumshot In 15 Minutes
I will add content for my Sperm Gallery in 15-20 minutes, I will do it live on my webcam. Let me know if you want to watch, just send me a message with Your Yahoo Messenger ID (I will do it on Yahoo Messenger) (and no, you don't need a webcam, but if you have one it's better, I 'd love to see you face or anything whil I do it)) I will play with myself before, I will listen to your comments and your ideas, and probably do what you ask :) See you in 15 minutes ;) Kisses

Tag
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I am a neat freak, everywhere except my computer desk. 2. I shake my leg all the time when I am just sitting. 3. I never wear underear when I am home, even if I am walking around the place outside. 4. I shave my pubic area and baby smooth balls, even though I am presently single I still do it...must be habit now..:) 5. I hate talking on the phone but like chatting alot on line go figure. 6. I am man, so I masterbate almost daily...:) Missy Playmate MISS FOXY BRIT KC Gabby

What Kinda Lover I Am..
You scored as Romantic. You scored as ROMANTIC. You are the perfect girl/guy for a long relationship. If you keep up the good work, then hopefully you will get someone as romantic as you.Romantic79%Mr. or Ms. Right.79%Great for the moment.43%Out for a piece of ass.36%PLAYER36%What type of person are you when it comes to a relationship?created with QuizFarm.com

Insert Every Cuss Word I Know Here!!!!
If you've ever seen the movie detroit rock city or experience the following bullshit leave me a comment.... Ok so me and my buds are going to see RHCP right? Ok the first suck or lets say conspiracy...is that the seats that we got totally blow dogs for quarters!!! nose bleed aint got nothing on these seats let me tell you (we might suffer from oxygen depravation we are so far up!!!!) the next suck is that because I talked my asswipe I mean husband into giving his ticket to my cuz now we have to ride greyhound which everyone who has every rode greyhound they stop every 5 secs and you get to your destination like 100 yrs from when you were supposed to be there..plus you cant fuckin smoke on there....which brings me to suck number three you would think that your getting a seat on a fuckin limo instead of a damn bus to qoute jay and slient bob didnt we ride for free to school everyday? the fourth and most major suck is that I went on the website that I had been checkin out and was going

Movies!!
here some my all time favorit movies Back To the Furture(all 3 of course lol) Grease Sound Of Music She All That Drive Me Crazy Ferris Bueller's Day Off The Mask Space Balls Harry Potter I know ther is more movie that i would like to put on here i just cant think of them now ~*GaiL*~

For My Special Friend Sam
A SPECIAL LOVE YOUR LOVE IS ONE THAT'S ALWAYS THERE AND MUCH L'D LIKE TO SAY YOU FILL MY HEART WITH HAPPINESS AS DAWN BREAKS THROUGH THE DAY YOU UNDERSTAND MY EVERY THOUGHT, AND SENSE WHEN DAYS ARE SAD HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THE DEAREST FRIEND THE BOND WE SHARE JUST SEEN TO GROW, YOUR LOVE IS SO SINCERE I SEE THAT LOVE WITHIN YOUR EYES AND FEEL IT WHEN YOU'RE NEAR. I KNOW TOGOTHER WE'LL ALWAYS BE I FEEL IT IN MY HEART. WITHOUT A DOUBT A SPECIAL LOVE FROM WHICH I'LL NEVER PAST

Creativity
CREATIVITY "The great enemy of creativity is fear. When we're fearful, we freeze up...Creativity has a lot to do with a willingness to take risks. Think about how children play. They run around the playground without thinking about where they're going. They trip, they fall down, and then they get back up again and run some more. They have a wonderful belief: that everything will be all right. They feel capable; they let go; they play...Not matter how many facts and figures you have, you can't predict the future. There will always be surprises...Creativity helps us realize that we don't have to understand everything. We can enjoy something - feel it and use it - without ever fully comprehending it." -- Faith Ringgold

Save Darfur
I believe in George Bush as our president, and I believe that as a president he has done what he knows is best for our country. However there are suffering people in Sudan that need help in getting their lives back. As a caring government, The U.S. has to somehow start taking action in the saving of lives and negotiating international peacekeeping intervention. I don't think war is the answer anymore. 400,000 men, women and children have been murdered/killed in Darfur. Millions of others have been forced out of their homes, are starving, being raped, and there is a constant threat of violence. How can a nation that is so engrossed in bringing peace, bring peace with a war, the war isn't working. I believed in it in the beginning, I'm starting to not believe that it's working. Praying works, treaty's work, helping those that are truly in need works. I understand I do not know everything that is going on in the white house or in the UN, but the people that are falling to the hands of dea

Nietzshe...again...got To Love Em...lol
To predict the behavior of ordinary people in advance, you only have to assume that they will always try to escape a disagreeable situation with the smallest possible expenditure of intelligence. Friedrich Nietzsche

Yah, Life Sux, But Ohwell, It'll Get Better
:( Just a real down sort of night. — Thursday, October 12, 2006 I think I totally failed my math test today. It was awefully depressing. It seems like such wasted time that I bother trying to study sometimes. Well, that's not all true. I'm just way upset, It's just kind of a depressing sort of time I guesse. I hungout with my brother yesterday since it was his birthday. I probably should have been doing math instead, but I don' think it would have made much of a difference. It's the factoring thing that got me. It's stupid, I can't memorize formulas and shit. I don't even add righ half the time, or carry my negatives and sometiems I forget to rewrite the x's on the next line. Between that, and having only an hr on the test, I'm kinda fucked. I have about a 0% chance of passing that class. I actually seem to understand stuff more sometimes before going. I'd probably better off not showing up at all, and just reading my book, and going to the math tutor. Same with ps

Men And Cyberspace
ok all the ladies who read this i feel your pain now and OMFG. Now for all the men who read this WTF is up with the pushy shit from some guys. Who the hell wants to meet someone from cyberworld that they've own been chatting with for a week. How does that work exactly, is it some kind of kinky thing cause I don't get it and i'm a kinky freak. Then if she doesn't agree to meet they get pushier, what the hell makes you think that's pressuring is going to work now when it didn't work before. Ok OK I know posting pics is fun and I like for people to look, I REPEAT LOOK, at them but damn it doesn't say anywhere on those pics I want you to F*&K me and bug me. I posted those pics cause it's my thing, but I'm not even having a problem on this site and it's way more adult oriented them myspace. sheesh the pics i have on there are nothing compared to here so what is it can anyone tell me if there is Fme embedded in my page somewhere. Really i'm not getting it. I think these sites are a

For Fucks Sake
Okay, you want to be a builder. You love it, but over the course of time trying to be a builder has been, well not so great. Sure there were a few good times, but over all real hard work. And some jobs wont let you stay. What if you had the opportunity to become an electrician? The benefite could be the same as the builder. The prospect sounds very promising indeed. Now, lets say this electrician thing shows up at around the time that being a builder is actually at your doorstep? Being a builder has baggage, a past. Plus the prospect isn’t all out in the open. You kinda have to read between the lines for it. The electrician gig is up front and honest and looks oh so great. In fact it looks to be all you could want. The only thing stopping you would be, being a builder. Fuck. Oh yeah, cant be both. I know, you cant rush these things, but Jesus, I need something here. I cant just think about it and that’s all. I haven’t been sleeping and there is little else on my mind lately.

Truly Inspiring Story And Video
Inspiring Father Story. If you never read anyting I post read this one and watch the video! http://www.youtube. com/watch? v=ryCTIigaloQ The World's Greatest Father Get ready for a good cry. Reader John Stano sent me this incredible story, "Strongest Dad in the World," by Rick Reilly of Sports Illustrated: "I try to be a good father. Give my kids mulligans. Work nights to pay for their text messaging. Take them to swimsuit shoots. "But compared with Dick Hoyt, I stink. "Eighty-five times he's pushed his disabled son, Rick, 26.2 miles in marathons. Eight times he's not only pushed him 26.2 miles in a wheelchair but also towed him 2.4 miles in a dinghy while swimming and pedaled him 112 miles in a seat on the handlebars-all in the same day. "Dick's also pulled him cross-country skiing, taken him on his back mountain climbing and once hauled him across the U.S. on a bike. Makes taking your son bowling look a little lame, right? "And what has Rick do

Breath Of Love
I hold her tightly and put my cheek to hers, i close my eyes and breathe in deeply the scent of her hair as i caress the back of her head, and as i breathe out i will breathe a piece of my heart into her ear, as i wish it to travel and find a home in her heart as well.-SELF

What Goddess Are You?
You scored as Aphrodite. You are connected with Aphrodite, Greek goddess of pleasure, sexual love and passion. Was born from the union of the sky and the fertile sea womb. Married to Hephaestus. Aphrodite teaches women who are seeking partnership, union, love, and pleasure that you must first learn how to love youself before you can ever love another.Aphrodite100%Ix Chel75%Bast69%Green Tara63%Isis44%Sekhmet25%Which Goddess do you connect with? ---But this one's better.created with QuizFarm.com

Poems
TEAR FALLING DOWN LIKE RAIN A SMILE TO COVER THE PAIN OF LIVEING A LIFE IN A LIE , A BROKEN DREAM ,A BROKEN HEART ,IM HOLDING IN THE PAIN. SO DEEP INSIDE THAT IT'S KILLING, ME ONE DAY AT A TIME . THE PAIN OF A LIE , OH DOES IT HURT SO DEEP IT'S LIKE A KNIFE CUTING ME DEEPER AND DEEPER TILL I CANT TAKE THE PAIN ANYMORE. I FEEL LIKE NO ONE CARES CANT THEY SEE THAT IM DIEING INSIDE . THE PAIN OF NOT BEING GOOD ENOUGH ,THE PAIN OF REJECTION , THE PAIN OF HATE , THE PAIN OF NOT BEING LOVED AT ALL.THE PAIN OF A SLAP OF HIS HAND . THE PAIN OF LOVEING HIM AND NOT GETTING LOVE BACK THE HURT AND THE SCARS I INFLECT ON MY SELF TO ERASE THE PAIN I HOLD SO DEEP ISIDE

Isnt Any Fucking Subject
Here I sit wondering what the fuck is happening.My life just seems to be getting rodundant.I really wish I could meet someone who actually sounds interested in me,yeah I know,not on this fucking box.You know seems like to me that there isnt very many genuine people on here,dont get me wrong I love L.C. but the shit is getting deep.I just want to be loved and treated like I treat other people,which is with the utmost respect.I just want to be loved!

Poems
TODAY IS FINE WHO KNOWS WHAT TOMARROW WILL BRING . BUT MY LOVELY KIDS ARE AT SCHOOL AND IT'S NICE AND QUIET HERE . I LOVE THEM SO MUCH .. SOME TIMES I HAVE TO LOOK INSIDE THE WINDOW . TO SEE WHAT IS REAL .. SOMETIMES IM NOT SURE OF WERE I BELONG RIGHT KNOW. I FEEL MY HEART IS TRYING TO SHOW ME SOMETHING BUT IM NOT SURE IT'S REAL .. I HAVE TRUSTED MANY ,I HAVE SEEN MANY HEARTS BROKEN TO . BUT I NEVER EVER HAD IT HAPPEN TO ME, I DONT KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO HAVE MY HEART TORN INTO A LOT OF PEICES . I HAVE HAD MY TRUST FOR PEOPLE BROKEN, AND BEEN LIED TOO ,AND BEEN THROUGH A LOT OF WINDING ROADS IN MY LIFE I BEEN THROGH A LOT OF TRIALS , AND PAIN , TO GET WERE I AM TODAY. I HAD BEEN ROBED OF MY HAPPINESS AND OF MY DREAMS WHEN I WAS YOUNG.. BUT I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD HAVE A LIFE WITH CHILDEN IN IT . I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD TRUST ANOTHER SOUL . TO LET THEM IN TO HURT ME . I NEVER STRAYED FROM THAT DEADEND ROAD .I WAS ON TILL I FOUND THAT PERS

A Bit Of Humor Reposted From My Other Journal Back In 2002
This is something called 'the Rabbit Joke' that a friend of a friend of mine told him, and that he, in turn, told me. (At least some violence to animals within...) I call it a shaggy-dog joke since I tend to elaborate it more and more every single time I tell it... (ERM.) Anyhow, as I was saying. (ERM.) Mr. Wolf was returning one day from his work in the deeper deepest forest. (Never mind. I'm gone... back when this spout of gone-from-reason is over...) He had had a bad day. One of his coworkers had been chewed out by the boss (and then chewed up, just not by the boss.) None of his forms had been processed correctly. Blasted 'computers.' Crashers that occasionally worked... His monthly paycheck looked like it was going to be, well, bimonthly. At best. Mr. Wolf was not in one of his better moods. He returned in general direction of home, and crossed paths with Mr. Rabbit. Mr. Rabbit was, as usual, non-chalant, bouncy, happy-go-lucky, carefree, and generally seemed not

Sex
Ok I'm not to big on havin' sex or even makin' love. Even to the person that I'm with. So I asked two people, one a chick and another a guy. The chick said no it's not. And the guy said somewhat. Its important when both parties want it mutually. Not when one is demanding something. It IS a bigass difference between demanding and asking. So I guess my sex drive kinda went vamoosed when I hit 21, cuz meh. I jus don't like doin' it. And the bf kinda said but not really, that there's somethin' wrong with me. Because its instinct to the human bein' that all of us must love to have sex. That's what he told me. Well I'm sorry that I'm not like EVERYONE else. i mean yes, I'll make love to the person when I'm ready, but I hate it when he gets pissed off at me when I say no. Jus most of the time, I don't want to have it, why can't he jus accept that? I need your input about this, guys!

Hear Me
Hear me call out your name. hear me call out in the darkness to you. help me find my way here in the dark. hear my pain as i cry out your name. hear my plea please oh please hear my plea. I love you My wolf. please help me. hear my cry. hear my scream. hear my pain as all grows darker. help me . help me. hear my cry in the night.

Silent Tears
Last night before went to bed Thoughts of you filled my head I have not cried this way in many of years Onto my pillow fell six silent tears The first was for your smile that I miss And your tender lips I long to kiss The second was for your gentle face And thoughts of your loving embrace The third came as no suprise As I thought of your beautiful eyes The fourth came rolling down my face Instead of my pillow, it should be you in it's place. The fifth came for one reason alone I felt my love for you wasn't fully shown I really love and miss you my dear And there just fell...the sixth silent tear.

The Moment In Time
Looking at you for the very first time. Made me shiver breathless emotions so deep. Only in dreams except this is and it was real. My heart beatings faster your sight leaves me weak. Once a fiction of my imagination now your here. Love so deep so profond leaves one's heart yearning, Longing reaching out no matter the distance. Souls surrender and embrace such a moment capturing, Each and every seconds as though it be the last. Reflections of you and me the water falls sunsets. Our hearts pounding so fast Reliving these moments in time endless in my mind. You captured this heart of the soul of mine. Your eyes shining glowing like stars in the night. Passion revealed sealed with a timeless kiss, You my love i so sherish. A one moment in time with you im remembering, This piece of my heart and soul missing. Your holding forever my love for you is never ending. You are my soul mate to only you im devoted. My love my angel lets make, this our once in a life time. To last for eternity our jo

It's Official, I'm A Member Of The Fucked-up Failure Society
Okay, so most of you know the status of my personal life. I was married at 18 (2 months before my 19th birthday) and have remained married for the last 11+ years. We've had our share of problems and issues but have done what most people do - ignore them. Back in April he moved out but I let him move back in in September when he was starting a new job. So we've been separated but living together. Well tonight we've decided (ok, so I pushed for an answer and he finally caved) to make it official and file for legal separation. I'm both happy and sad. Happy because he's finally accepted that there are serious problems and it's not worth ignoring the situation just to remain married, and sad because for a half of a second, I saw the guy I fell in love with again. So tonight I'm wistful over what's lost, yet relieved that I won't lose another 11 years of my life. It's funny, I thought I didn't have any tears left. I guess that I'm not as much of a hardened bitch as I thought. One

Ameramnesty International Petition
We're in a struggle for the soul of our nation. Congress has just given the President authority to detain people indefinitely without charge or trial. Outraged, and in response, Amnesty International has launched a new campaign that will fight to restore our traditional American values of justice, rule of law and human dignity. I am writing today to ask you to stand up for the AmerAmnesty International Petition. Follow This Link to visit the website. **************************************************************************** ica We Believe In. Please join me in signing the http://believe.amnestyusa.org/site/lookup.asp?link=20389 ****************************************************************************

Grey's Anatomy!!!
Oh MY GOSH...I LOVE LOVE LOVE Grey's Anatomy....anyone watch it tonight? It is coming on again tomorrow for those who missed it...and if you miss it then, you can still see it on ABC.COM...it is SO SO GOOD...each week is better than the last, I just can't WAIT for next week's episode..oh my gawd!!! Grey's Anatomy fans UNITE!!

Be Careful What You Click On Especially On Myspace
This is a copy paste of a bulletin a myspace friend posted. I'm not sure you need to worry about everything in it but it sure would be a good idea to not have the same password on you myspace account as anywhere else, and be careful what you click. There are many things about myspace that really really suck, I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for some real good friends. One of them is the completely idiotic capability to have you redirected to another site when you do darned near anything. I have been redirected to porn sites by just clicking on someones icon to look at their profile when they send me an add request. It sure doesn't help when stupid myspace constantly signs you out so you aren't suspicious when you have to retype your email and password. I had to sign in again to stay in the myspace session to see this bulletin. Myspace sucks! For further clarification please see http://www.lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=114428&albumid=40274&i=1497740957 Here's the bulletin as I saw

Body Partses.
I for one will not rest until you all join me in calling earlobes "ear-balls". I know they aren't balls. Just go with me on this one. Remember how right I was when we all started calling elbows "belbows"?

Military Rules For Civilians
Repost: Author - Unknown Dear Civilians, We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: (1) The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem---kick their ass. (2) When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest---kick their ass. (3) Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans and their families made (and continue to make) to make this nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. (4) (GUYS) if you

Strawberry Lemondrops Keep Falling On My Head
So Rocco and I went out the McKelly's for dinner and a drink to celebrate my new position at work. Nothing too special, just a dollar raise and a shit load of responsibility now. Woo hoo. Can ya feel the excitement...? I had to sit through 8 fucking hours of a shift leader class on shit I already knew. But, at least I got paid for it. Now let's hope I don't have to attend anymore of these things. Other than that, my day was fucking boring...

Runaway
One day i will come for you, cause you know that i still love you. I will ask for you to runaway with me, to abandon your fears and sadness. Look ahead to horizon and that is where we will go. Lets become twin tigers once more hand in hand. Retire to a place where there is much sand.

Update
So here is a quick update on my cousin. Not that many of you care, but for those who do. He's doing so much better! Yesterday he had a slight fever, but its going down which is good, and he's finally talking!!! It was so nice being able to hold a conversation with him, and he knows what he's talking about. I'm so happy with the progress he's making, and I just keep praying that he keeps getting better and better! I can't wait till he's able to sit up and everything so I can give him a big hug! I told him that I was going to, and he gave me a really big smile. I'm in the process of writing him a poem, so I hope to get it done asap and when he's more awake and everything I'm going to give it to him, and read it to him! I hope he'll like it, which I'm sure he will. I'm going back down there again tomorrow after work. I can't wait. I love seeing him and spending time with him. Sometimes its hard to get in the room though because he gets sooooooo many visitors. Thats how loved this bo

Woo Hoo!
Well this is my first blog.. woo hoo! I'm quite happy at the moment so I thought no better time to write. I went shopping today and got some wicked stuff and now I can't wait for tomrrow so I can get all dressed up and go out! As for my dog dying on oct 10, I still miss her so much and I hate how everyone is my house is over her death already.. but whatever they all suck anyways. Well gotta go watch the office! Buh bye :) laura lea

Inconsiderate So And So's
y'know, i never claimed to be beautiful, but, i'm honest. Some ugh well fool by the name of Tinkdaddy, had the audacity to rate a pic of mine a "1". i say, just like the old adage, if you have nothing nice to say don't say anything at all. Well, i'm furious, but, only at him, i'm so thankful for all of you wonderful, kind people who have helped me get this far. sorry i vented, but, just HAD to let someone know, in case he visits more than me.

A Soldier’s Letter To Daughter
A SOLDIER’S LETTER TO DAUGHTER The following letter was found on the body of Army Chief Warrant Officer Aaron Weaver when he died January 8, 2004, in a crash of a Black Hawk helicopter shot down by insurgents. Weaver scribbled the letter to his baby daughter, Savannah, while in a battlefield in Iraq. But he never mailed the letter. The letter arrived home with Aaron's personal items 2 months after his death. My Dearest little Savannah, I miss you so much. It seems like I had so little time with you before I left. Though we will have many fun times together over the next few years, I can't wait to see you again. I always knew that having children is special to a parent, but it means so much more than I ever imagined. I believe that I am probably the proudest dad ever. You are such a beautiful little girl and I can't wait till you call for me over and over. It is so hard to believe your mother and I could make such a special little thing. You

Healing From Within
As i am dealing with all the anger, frustration and saddness i come to see that there is more than what is in front of me. I am deling with it and a calm enters my soul. The love i still have within coms back to maintain balance, slowly my heart is healing. The storm and turmoil are winding down and the sunlight is starting to break through.

Sotd - Kryptonite
by 3 Doors Down I took a walk around the world to Ease my troubled mind I left my body laying somewhere In the sands of time I watched the world float to the dark Side of the moon I feel there is nothing I can do, yeah I watched the world float to the Dark side of the moon After all I knew it had to be something To do with you I really don’t mind what happens now and then As long as you’ll be my friend at the end If I go crazy then will you still Call me Superman If I’m alive and well, will you be There holding my hand I’ll keep you by my side with My superhuman might Kryptonite You called me strong, you called me weak, But still your secrets I will keep You took for granted all the times I Never let you down You stumbled in and bumped your head, if Not for me then you would be dead I picked you up and put you back On solid ground If I go crazy then will you still Call me Superman If I’m alive and well, will you be There holding my hand I’ll k

Two Thousand One, Nine Eleven (2001-911)
TWO THOUSAND ONE, NINE ELEVEN (2001-911) Two thousand one, nine eleven Three thousand plus arrive in heaven As they pass through the gate, Thousands more appear in wait A bearded man with stovepipe hat Steps forward saying, "Lets sit, lets chat" They settle down in seats of clouds A man named Martin shouts out proud "I have a dream!" and once he did The Newcomer said, "Your dream still lives." Groups of soldiers in blue and gray Others in khaki, and green then say "We're from Bull Run, Yorktown, the Maine" The Newcomer said, "You died not in vain." From a man on sticks one could hear "The only thing we have to fear. The Newcomer said, "We know the rest, Trust us sir, we've passed that test." "Courage doesn't hide in caves You can't bury freedom, in a grave," The Newcomers had heard this voice before A distinct Yankees twang from Hyannisport shores A silence fell within the mist Somehow the Newcomer knew that this Meant time had come for her to say

So Yea..
i don't know what to do...... im looking to get another piercing, but where?!?! i already have my nose, tongue, industrial, and 3 studs in each ear.. where else should i get one??? help me out... a new friend of mine told me to go for the nipples, and take him with me! ;) lol i just may.. but i want opinions on what to get done!!! thanx much.. lotts of love to my special people

Umm First Time Doing This Thing
sup niggas i have no i have no idea what this is but whats up!?!?!?!/! how everyone doing and shit i put a new song on my profile check it out and comment me tell me how you like it and shit well peace out!!

Pissed Off
What is Welcome Wagon think hes doing firstly he told me without any warning to remove him from my fans list as he removed me, this i have no idea why? Never did anything to him just being a friend left comments & pic posts etc so just being me but why is he doing this does anybody know? Am bloody pissed off good & proper this is not me normally but once you get me on the wrong side look out!! Let me know if some of you have had same probs?

Chapter 5
MSD: Night Twelve - her side... She kicked her apartment door open far enough to sway through it, keys dangling in the lock as she breathed the familiar air. She kept her outlets filled with those plug things in her favorite scent, Warm Vanilla Sugar. Mmm, she thought in her impaired state, I love coming home. Not that she didn’t enjoy going out; she wasn’t necessarily a party animal, but she could hold her own on a group outing. It was just that in the last handful of days, her time alone had been spent pondering the mystery of her dreams. She had begun keeping a dream journal about a week into it, just to see if there were any similarities, any unifying facts, any hint as to who this man was and why this was happening to her. All she knew so far was that he was handsome, not in a Wrangler-butted, dirty cowboy way, nor was he a preppy, up-scale business type. Hell, he wasn’t even big-brother-of-your-best-friend-during-your-teenage-years adorable. But he was. He was all of

Ask Me Out Game
ask out game Body: The Ask out game. Repost this to see who wants to ask u out. Even if you are single or not. GUY OR GIRL...Most of us go both ways.. :) Whoever wants to go out with you will message you saying "I want to go out with you... I'm serious" and it has to be true. Repost this in 90 sec or u will be alone forever, you will be surprised 2 see who replies 2 you!! POST THiS SAYING "ask out game"Ask out game

Would Like To Meet New People
Hi folks I am new to LC and just wanted to invite ya all to check out my page, my pics and if ya like what ya see add me! I am only looking for true friendships so if your into anything else than don't waste your time! Love to all and God Bless martigras@ LostCherry

Did You Forget
did you forget Who listened all those times, when you were feeling low? Who sat beside you in rough times and helped you where to go? Who cried when you cried, and helped away the tears? Who tried to stay next to you, and help you with your fears? Did you forget, That I gave you my heart? After you left, My whole world came apart. Did you forget, all those nights we had? And all those times you said you loved me, now it makes me sad. Did you forget, when you called I was there? I always helped, when you were in despare. Well I remember all those times I made sure you were ok. Cause if I get to see you smile once, it will be a better day. You are now gone, but the memories still last. It is hard to put the ones away with love, thats in the past. But you can still call, I will still be there. It will still be like before, I will always care. And remember it wise, or you will regret. Because I will always be there for you, or did you forget?

Will You?
Will you listen to me as the rain beats down? Will you smile at me as the the sun hits the ground? Will you laugh at my jokes whatever they may be? Will you remember my love for eternity? Will you build me up as my world falls apart? Will you understand these words came from the bottom of my heart? Will you kiss me tenderly each and every day? Will you tell me you love me, never with dismay? Will you save me from evil, protect me from pain? Will you show me happiness, and ill do the same? Will you promise me that you will never let me go? Will you show me a place we can always call home? Will you stand by my grave when I am gone? Will you lay down red roses, with a sweat peaceful song? Will you have me in your heart and keep my love true and... Will you please remember that I will always love you?

What A Day I Had :-(
well it all started last night I went to bed and was shivering like I was naked in alaska....so I put on a heavy sweat suit thru a comforter on the bed and turned on the electric blanket I was still shaking like mad all nite long. this morning I got up found my thermometer and yup had a fever of 103. so then I took a few tylenol 800mg and went about my day but i didnt really feel that great I had the heat blasting in the car and I was still shaking. so I knew that my doc appointment was not going to go well. anyhow I put down some extra food for my cat in case I didnt return :-( then took a few extra stretch tylenol and went to my appointment. the doc changed my dressing but due to the fever insisted I go to the ER so that I could recieve IV antibiotics. well I get there and the place is jammed packed everyone was talking about how many hours they been waiting. well after 40 mins they call me take me back and ask a few questions I tell them why im here. but they knew cause she (my doc)

All Over Again
all over again Last night I fell in love with you All over again, More deeply in love, Than ever before. No one has ever expressed their love for me With such beautiful and kind words. Last night I fell in love with you All over again, With such stronger faith Than ever before. Knowing that you will always be there for me When dark shadows enter my life. Last night I fell in love with you All over again With a stronger friendship Than ever before When ever I need a tender shoulder to cry on I know you will wipe away the tears Last night I feel in love with you All over again With more respect Than ever before I look up to you and admire your strength In turn you have strengthen me Last I feel in love with you All over again With such care Than ever before Now I truly believe how much you care for me You have given me life. Last night I fell in love with you All over again With more happiness Than ever before You have brought back to me smi

Tricks N Beats Timeslots
The Regency Hotel 8128 Mountain rd Niagara Falls, ON UP^stairs 9pm - THE PRINGLES*house n breaks 10pm- DNR*proggy house 11pm- STEVE-0*hard funky house n breaks 12am - MARTY MCFLY*funky breaks 1/1.30am - THE BLIZ*bangin' DOWNVstairs 9pm - DMT*hardance 10pm- SID STYLUS*techno-logic 11pm- A3*dNb 12am- DU0T0NE*whateva they damn well plzzz 1am - REVA-T*dNb 2am - KAMIKAZE & DECEPTICON*booty techno funk 3.30 - STEVE-0 w/MC FLYBRY*funky munkys 4.30 - DNR*banging hard triz-ance 5.30 - DMT*hardance#2 Some changes may occur...

The Real Corpse Bride
Corpse Bride how can you plan a future with a woman who dies today? when every song heard breaks her fragile heart moments pass and you do not know or try to know that the life she lived became too broken like glass under foot that it was all too little too late so plan a new future where you are your own strength come home to someone whole find paradise with the living and say goodbye say goodbye and hold only a memory

Hehe, Another Chat Thing
I was looking at my chat history things... and they're funny, but this one, for some strange reason, I really like: [17:57] fattywompus: hello [17:57] OprahCunningham: hey yousa [17:57] fattywompus: I just downloaded Futuresex/Lovesounds [17:57] OprahCunningham: how is that? [17:57] fattywompus: the best cd of the year [17:57] OprahCunningham: duuuuuuuude [17:57] OprahCunningham: my mom is so stupid [17:57] OprahCunningham: ok [17:57] fattywompus: oh [17:57] fattywompus: really? [17:58] OprahCunningham: she is coming at 6:30 [17:58] OprahCunningham: lol [17:58] OprahCunningham: yes [17:58] fattywompus: wow [17:58] OprahCunningham: she just called me [17:58] OprahCunningham: she is coming at six thirty [17:58] fattywompus: never would've guessed [17:58] OprahCunningham: but [17:58] OprahCunningham: listen [17:58] OprahCunningham: listen [17:58] OprahCunningham: this is the stupid part [17:58] fattywompus: o cant [17:58] fattywompus: i cant [17:58] OprahCunnin

He Remembers
He remembers her laying on his chest, Now he sleeps alone hopeing her the best. He remembers all the laughing and playing with her hair, he let her in too far so now his heart has a tare. He remembers all the touching hugging and kissing, now he just wonders what it is that he is missing. He remembers all the great things she had said, now he lays to go to sleep as the tears fall from his head. He remembers all the happiness and joy, He wishes she would see him as more than just another boy. He remembers her breathing in the middle of the night, It was too dark to see but she still gave him light. He remembers how she made him feel before, Still making her the girl that he would die for.

Well Then
well, this is my first blog...this is my first night on lost cherry too...and im confused as shit. just thought id say that. i have a few pictures up for the people just checkin me out and shit. i dont know how to work this yet so gimme me some time, i should pick it up lol

Memory
you are in his head, all over the place one day he will catch you, for now it's a chase. You will be gone, for now you stay this time you are faster, this is only today. You get tired, as he hopes to get stronger he shall not rest, until you are no longer. You are special, and it's not you he hates it's the little things, the biggest being fate. Before he met you, he vowed to never cry then that certain day came, making tears fall from his eye. They want him to be happy, so he raises his head there is his fake smile, and those tears unshed. They say he doesn't need you, without you he'll be fine but the close one all know, that you really made him shine.

Car Accident.. :o(
As if having a damned concussion isn't bad enough... I was in a freaking car accident. I don't think it is my fault.. but I'll explain it all. I'm also blogging this so when I call my insurance company, I'll have it written down in the correct order to insure that nothing is left out. Ok.. so I just picked up my class schedule for the two classes I'm taking online. Went to my mother in laws to mail something for her, and was pulling into the gas station to obviously gas up. Traffic was backed up, and I needed to make the left hand turn. A man in a black Ford Explorer, looked over his right shoulder before waving me through. I proceeded, and had my front tires in the parking lot when *CRASHFUCKINGBANGEFFINSMASH* This guy plowed right into the passenger side of my truck, broke my damn tie rod end, and my sway bar. His front end... GONE.. his car.. GOOD AS TOTALED! So far no one is charged with the accident. He told the cop he NEVER saw me. Hello.. HOW THE HE

You Fuck So Good I'm On Top Of It!!!!
Well I'm suppose to be goin out tonight with Scott when he gets home. Weather it happens or not I dunno. I think I'm not starting to get tired of the whole single thing but I dunno. It's been a long ass fuckin' day. I'm happy tomorrow is friday. I'm just an a awesome mood right now for some reason. I'm a little sleepy but oh well. Nicks asleep so I'm fuckin' relaxing. It's just so nice lol Well I'm done for now. ~You're Crazy But I Like The Way You Fuck Me~ LoL *winks*

Something Old
6:56 PM - Random memories that make me wish I could turn back time to savor the moments. Before Florida: Playing in the snow with my cousins. Not worrying about tomorrow, just hoping today is the most fun it can be. Teaching my brothers and sisters to do everything. Actually feeling like I meant something to them......except being a ride. Swimming at the Z-pool. Having my three best friends always at my side, always getting into small amounts of trouble. Singing with my dad at 4:30am while we had a bonfire in his front yard and his pet pig was trying to steal my food. Sitting on the rooftop, looking at stars. Having "clubs" in our "fort" in the "woods"..........Derek And Amber will know what I'm talking about. Climbing trees. Getting piggyback rides. Snow days. Playing in the rain. Creating a mud slide in the back yard in the middle of Spring......and sliding down it in a snowsuit. Hanging out in the basement, which was basically a game

Forever Lost
you are in his head, all over the place one day he will catch you, for now it's a chase. You will be gone, for now you stay this time you are faster, this is only today. You get tired, as he hopes to get stronger he shall not rest, until you are no longer. You are special, and it's not you he hates it's the little things, the biggest being fate. Before he met you, he vowed to never cry then that certain day came, making tears fall from his eye. They want him to be happy, so he raises his head there is his fake smile, and those tears unshed. They say he doesn't need you, without you he'll be fine but the close one all know, that you really made him shine.

10 Questions
1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10.... ASK ME 10 QUESTIONS AND I WILL ANSWER THEM HONESTLY these can be of anything that you want repost this to find out what others will ask of you Good Luck and Have Fun email me your questions

Help Me Level Up.
I need some of that there leveling up crap that everyone seems to keep whoring for. Because my head is all wobbly and I think it is due to my large feet being unlevel. Or crooked. Or something.

Fun
6:40 PM - This will be hard I'm going to try and write a blog without saying the "F" word. So Parker is getting better. Hey.....ummm K so maybe I don't have much to talk about lately. Everything is the same. The same the same the same. April's trying to have a baby. I feel a little mixed up over that right now. It's like I want her to have one cuz hello.....as her best friend I better be the God-Mother. And it'd be nice to have a baby to steal every once in a while like I used to with Amandas kids. But then I know that thats a very greedy part of me that wants her to have one cuz I know I'M not ready for one of my own yet. But then the other part of me, the more sane one is thinking "wtf? She has the rest of her life....why have a baby at 21?" I can only say that I will be a good friend and be supportive and thats all. She has to make her own decisions, and not have people make them for her all her life. THOUGH I do think maybe she's having them for the wrong reasons

Kelly Osbourne Changes
Changes Kelly Osbourne [Kelly:] I feel unhappy I am so sad I lost the best friend That I've ever had [Ozzy:] She is my baby I love her so But it's to late now I've let her go [Both:] We're going through changes (ohh - [chorus]) We're going through changes (ahh - [chorus]) [Kelly:] We've shared the years We've shared each day I love you daddy But I found my way [Ozzy:] You know the world Is an evil place My baby is grown now She's found her way [Both:] (ohh ahh - [Chorus]) We're going through changes (ohh - [chorus]) We're going through changes (ohh - [chorus]) (ahh - [Chorus]) [Kelly:] It took so long To realize I can still hear His last goodbyes [Ozzy:] Now all my days I'm filled in fears Wish I could go back And change the years [Both:] We're going through changes We're going through changes (changes - [Chorus]) We're going through... Changes [Both:] Changes Changes Changes... this goes out to my dad who died 34

Think Back A Little...
Think back a while if you will. Back to day when life was simpler. When all you really wanted to do was wake up in the moring go out with your friends and enter a world of make believe.... Thank back to that time and let me know what you wanted to be when you grew up.... Me I wanted to be a Army man.... cause my older brother was into that kind of thing and we would play fake war games all the time... come on lets see what you wanted to be...

Isn't It Enough
Isn't It Enough? is this your way of asking the broken girl to ask for help when she lies low in the dark hungry for the end wasn't it enough when she took your hand and promise showed you the last scraps of hope and love wasn't it enough that she waited and prayed to abandoning Gods for you to find happiness wasn't it enough that she kept her aching need a secret when you were in the arms of love with a failing woman and now you want her to beg to tell you of the poison in her heart that the will to live is gone when it's all crying to the deaf

Kinda Weird
It's been kinda weird since Lee left. I've been pretty alone lately...it sucks. I don't really have anyone else up here but me..I really can't wait until tomorrow morning when I go home! :) And I get to see Sam ... but I have to give Jake away :(...god, sometimes I hate my life so much. But at least I'm starting to be friends with the neighbors :)

Your Taged By Wendi
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I can only use metal silverware.Plastic forks, spoons, ect... I feel like i can taste the plastic. 2. I will never leave the house if my shoes and my belt dont match. I will change them until they do. 3. My closet is completely color coded..OCD 4. I start to freak out when my car's gas gadge goes below half a tank. Dont want to get stuck. 5. I cant start watching something on TV if i havent seen it from the begining. 6. And finally i constantly am buying crap for my house that sits in the boxes....But i just had to have it..LOL 1.LaLa 2.Michael Angelo Hernandez 3.Tongue for rent 4.DAKOTA 5.The White Tiger 6.SIN DeReLiA Have fun wit

A Poem Slow Dance
> > > This is a poem written by a teenager with cancer. > > > She wants to see how many people get her poem. > > > It is quite the poem. Please pass it on. > > > This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York >Hospital. > > > It was sent by a medical doctor. > > > Make sure to read what is in the closing statement AFTER THE POEM. > > > > SLOW DANCE > > Have you ever watched kids > > > On a merry-go-round? > > > Or listened to the rain > > > Slapping on the ground? > > > Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? > > > Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? > > > You better slow down. > > > Don't dance so fast. > > > Time is short. > > > The music won't last. > > > Do you run through each day > > > On the fly? > > > When you ask How are you? > > > Do you hear the reply? > > > When the day is done ! > > > Do you lie in your bed > > > With the next hundred chores > > > Running through your

Love Now
Is there life after love? I wonder. I gave my heart away to the one guy I know I can never have. I let my pride get in the way of my heart and now I have to look at the love of my life be with some other girl. The sad thing is he is also my best friend. We don't get to hang out as much as we like due to him being in NC and me here in GA. I look at him and see the end of my rainbow and what I wouldn't give just to have him look at me the way I secretly look at him. I would give anything to be able to wear his ring on my finger and know that I will always have him close to me. Sure our friendship has lasted 6 years and we have been through so much but loving him is like breathing, its necessary to my survival. I guess that sound desperate or something but its the closet thing I could get to discribing the way I feel. Sure we were engaged for awhile but it wasn't serious and in the end we ended up hurting one another. We quickly realized that neither one of us could live without the other

Military Wives
1. I don't know how you do it. Well, guess what? In all honesty, I don't know how I do it either. I just do. Because really, what other choice do I have? 2. I could never deal with it if my husband was gone for that long. Hmmm...how does hearing how someone else can't deal with it help me to deal with it? And thats why your not a military wife! 3. Are you scared that something may happen to him while he's there? This one has always really perplexed me. Of course, I'm scared. I wouldn't be human if I wasn't. But being reminded of the fact that something may happen to him doesn't help me out. 4. Do you miss him? Every time I was asked this, I just wanted to respond "Oh, no, definitely not. I like it when he's gone. It gives me the chance to be all by myself 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. Who wouldn't want that?" Of course, I miss him. Wouldn't you miss your husband? 5. I know just how you feel. My husband was on a business trip last month for three

A New Tagg!!!!
This works Just like the last one. Just follow the simple rule of posting 5 things that absoutly scare the hell outa you here are my 5. 1. Loosing my wife or daughter, in any way. 2. Death, I don't know what it is, I know we all have to go sometime. but it scares me!! 3. A nuculear war. 4. Yes, I said it be fore, snakes!! I hate snakes!! 5. Giving away my daughters hand to be married....:( Now. Booshine, friendlygal, cindy,Mr. Pimpin, sexyBIBBW and your twisted fate, You have been tagged. lets see what scares you. It's that spooky time of year ya know.

Shakespeare...
And since you know you cannot see yourself, so well as by reflection, I, your glass, will modestly discover to yourself, that of yourself which you yet know not of. William Shakespeare Greatest English dramatist & poet (1564 - 1616)

The Day He Died
times) For those of you who know me on this site, and have known me for years, you know that a lot of my poetry is inspired by the death of my grandfather.... But it is always the aftermath that I am talking about.... My feelings after he died. The pain I felt then. That pain is nothing compared to the day he died... I am going to tell everyone exactly what happened that day. If after reading this paragraph you do not wish to know what happened, please move on to some non-depressing story and I apologize for taking up your time. Background Information: My grandfather is everything to me. He is my father figure, my best friend, and everything to me. He is the person I compare every boyfriend to, and I know not one of them will ever come close to being him, but if I can just find one little piece of my grandfather in them, Im happy. I say is, because to me, he is not truely gone as long as he is still in my heart.... I was the only grandchild to grow up with my grandfather. I saw h

Fallen
How can I express These thoughts of unrest I choke and I drown Cast ever and always down Into this pit where I fall No one to hear me call Broken here I lie To myself, don't know why I can't shake this shame No one else to blame Saved for no another Just the keeper of my brother Put me upon the alter A repent for the falter With the dawn comes the sun Kiss the flames, and I'm done.

Heartbroken
Heartbroken beautiful pieces of the past shattered torn broken on the floor try to move on but the heavy chains hold strong chains that were once your warm embrace they imprison me now to soak in my misery and loneliness in the dark dungeon of the lost cold damp lonely it swallows me whole swirling in my memories of you and me those soft lips endearing eyes sweet smile all turning slowly to sobs glares and frowns What was so alive what had such warmth is now but a cold dead corpse rotting slowly in my mind The love and joy i used to know the laughs we shared the love we made all vaporized within one pathetic moment and the love that took so long to build all destroyed burned crushed in a lightning flash Pat, i will always love you even if you don't love me. I am heartbroken.

Thoughts Of The Future
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Lost
Confusion Anxiety Anger and Pain Despair Hatred Isn't it all the same? Turmoil Anguish Pity and Revenge Spurn Condemn When is it going to end? Loneliness Heart ache Must I be disturbed? Desolate Forlorn Will I always be alone? There you will be. I'll be able to taste the angel's teardrops.

The Only Way To Cope Is Making The Pen Bleed!
A poem written just this second. Why must my life be filled with pain? Is it cause 'strong' is the meaning of my name? you should have gotten on the plane, i garuantee(sp?) your life would have never been the same. why must i spend my days in heartache? cause now i have these feelings that i just cant shake. you may be able to throw them away or just brush them off, but you know what beautiful? It's your loss. ciao bella, XoXoX

Gentle Love
Tender skin, soft under my finger tips. Dark eyes that watch my touch, closing only when overtaken by pleasure. A pretty face, framed in soft hair. Unpainted lips, responsive to my gentle kiss. Full round breasts, youthfully eager for attention. Each nipple firming to my loving touch. Soft smooth skin, tender on inner thighs. Shapely legs open to my gentle persuasion. Delicate secrets revealed, hungry to know more of love, Wet with passion's sweet nectar tender to a lover's touch. Oh dear woman, your heart is precious, Your spirit soars When desire overwhelms you. Oh sweet lady, my desire for you consumes me. To know your heart And fly high with your spirit. Hold me closely and touch me in gentle ways. Receive in return the gifts of my love and desire for you. Let's be together for this brief time we walk this path. Let's learn of joy and take fond memories when we part.

After The Dance Is Over
We danced as lovers dance to music only we had heard. A hot beat to which we moved in perfect time, with perfect synch. Unhurried though each driven on, both knowing how the dance would end. We shared the lead as the tempo quickened. You followed me, I followed you, each wanting that conclusion as ageless passion demands its due. Our cries loud as bodies yield, sounds from deep within escaped to alert close neighbors to the simultaneous climax of our dance. The music softened, mellow in its final strains. We curled together our contented bodies, our cries at last subdued, and only now a gentle purring. In this quietness our muffled moans yell out a thousand words of utter joy, in celebration of our dance, in recognition of our love. We laughed and played a while although our dance had ended. Naked, you fed me grapes -- a piece of chocolate pressed to my lips, combining with the sweetness of your essence that still lingered i

Im A Bitch But Revenge Is A Mother!
A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together she starts talking about this really greatnew drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following on the bar --A saltshaker, --a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice. The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains. "First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in you mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice." So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue -- salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys - smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks - this is OK. Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it .... In one second the sharp lim

The Music Of Love
Bodies warm with passion's heat pressed together in hungry embrace. Intertwined we move as one, synchronizing to the inner beat of desire's baton. The erotic rhythm of hips in motion thrusting in time with the melody that steals its way from the depths of our most primitive selves. A harmony of sounds unintelligible, voiced only by passionate lovers. Bodies warm with passion's heat, hard dancing to the music of love.

Tag
HERE ARE THE RULES..LIST 6 WEIRD THINGS OR HABITS ABOUT URSELF, LIST 6 PEOPLE U WANT TO PLAY TAG AND COMMENT THEM SO THEY HAVE TO CHECKOUT UR BLOG FOR DETAILS HERE IT GOES.... 1. I HAVE WAY TOO MANY BLONDE MOMENTS 2. I AM COMPLETELY COMPUTER STUPID 3. I HAVE VERY BAD ROAD RAGE 4.I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR MY FRIENDS 5. I GET SO BUSY I FORGET TO EAT 6. LOVE ROAD TRIPS BUT I ALWAYS GET LOST AND I DOUBLE MY TIME GETTING THERE PEOPLE I WANT TO PLAY- KYMBERLEE, MIKE, ASHELY, TREV,SLY, AND HELLFIGHTER

Bodyscape
From where I lie, nestled between your tender thighs I see stretching out before me the spectacular landscape of your beautiful body. My nose is surrounded by the untrimmed bush that sprouts upon a bony ridge. Unseen, my tongue has found the fountain of your womanhood and your earthy taste is sweet within my mouth. My eyes travel across the flat plain of your soft stomach, lingering at that shallow crater where a small gold ring decorates the rim most distant from me. It is a rolling meadow to the lush foothills of your breasts. Small firm mountains, a matched set, twin peaks each topped with its own perky nipple sitting alert as though calling out for attention. Beyond the mountains your chest and neck display the warm reddish flush that signals your arousal, like flowers announcing the coming of spring. My eyes travel over your chin, finding full lips that reveal nothing of your intense inner pleasure, save a small upturning of each corner. You

You Arrive On Site
It is October and the leaves are just barley begining to turn here in Atlanta, but the Holloween is approaching. When you arrive on site it is late friday night and the game has begun. Undead everywhere. Townspeople screaming for healers and warriors, the first for the dead, the second for the soon to be dead. You don your sword and focus your magic, both are needed right now. You cast vitalmancy and the undead are in for a long night. Will you see a litch? A vampire? Will you be eaten? I'm going this weekend I'm playing an undead.................

The Oral Caress
Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals. Thrust against my generous tongue. Show me the power of your desire for my oral caress. My exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds your smooth firm pearl. You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your special spot. I harden in response. My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenting in my gift, intent only on your fulfillment. I feel your body tense, and you are quiet now... Concentrating... bearing down. Soon now my love, ecstasy approaches. You push hard and f

Trojan Whore
From the mouth of the insane, new game to play This one involves a blow torch, pick axe, Railroad spikes and sulphuric acid Gouge out my eyes to spite my reflection Spite my libido by amputating my erection Paper cut decapitation, chin deep in human waste Platinum dripping slipping in and out of the time stream Glisten My blood boils as I huddle coiled Anticipating, ready to strike I don’t need shadows I’m made of colors you can’t see yet I speak in growls and hisses Rage And I move with destructive grace I spit bullets that do not spin They slice a strait line through the wind Carve crosshairs into my eyelids Rest and nourishment are for the weak I am sustained on depravity and sin I am The Trojan Whore Painted and dolled up so much, I don’t look like a man anymore, spiked heals, fake fur, and fishnets are my uniform. Patrolling back alleys looking for maggots and worms, sociopath hunting psychopathic killers. Punch me in the face as soon as we walk throu

Ha !!!
LISTEN YOU LITTLE FUCKER I KNEW THIS DAY WOULD COME, NOW UR ON UR KNEES PLEADING AND BEGGING THAT SOMEONE RELEASE U FROM THE HELL UR ABOUT TO ENTER I HOPE U FUCKING SPIT OUT EVERY LITTLE LIE U EVER TOLD ABOUT ME AND FUCKING FACE UP AND SAY IT WAS U AND THAT IM SOOOO MUCH BETTER THAN U EVER COULD AND TRUST ME .....UR NOTHING ,,,,UR SPAM AND THE WORST THAT HAS EVER HIT THIS FUCKING PLANET EARTH !!!! FUCK THAT !!!!!

Poems
black rose falls on the ground covered in blood from my veins. as the knife falls. i slip as i lye there covered in blood as the rose hits ur cheek. do u care as u feel the rose upon ur face. as i grab the rose the thorns brings more bleed. as i lye there my site fades thou black as u watch and cry. Jeff L Claybourn Copyright ©2006 Jeff L Claybourn Death O Y Death o why do u want me? Y don't u want sum1 else? What's so special about me that u cant find in others? O y do u care so much for me when u no others more? Y shell u haunt me? U show me the violent past of other deaths? Y don't u listen 2 me when I say stop? Y don't u let love though Ur dark ways of killing? Y should I put up with Ur stuff? Killing is it a game 2 u? Jeff Claybourn Copyright ©2006 Jeff L Claybourn Eyes So freaky. So weird. All ways shining their way. Y should we close our eyes. 2 cover the shine so bright it shines thou the covers. As they r th

A Woman's Flaw
One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll

Pregnant
well I found out yesterday that I am 6 months and 2 days now pregnant I am excited and so isn't the father of the baby. We are not together but he is there for me to help me every step of the way and I love him so much for that he is my bestfriend. I am scared but also excited at the same time. Talk to you all later.

Child
Hush, my baby fear not the dark. I am the light you see, In the shadows I spark. Do not be afraid of them, they shall make you strong. Their intent is to let your life be full, happy and long. The light has shadows, it always will. Never to fear, your heart I will fill. For the shadow separates me, I am your host. It makes me who I am, The one who loves you most

Hi All Cute Babe Here Innyc Love To Chat Funto Meet Nice Nsweet
hi nyc here love to chat love to shop love to hang out with my frends n go to pardes n parties haloween ill be alice in wonderland innyc grenich village parade u cn im me on yahoo wendee_will

Issues.
A fifteen year old boy dumps his pregant Girlfiend, and tells her she HAS to have an abortion. A husband forces his wife to have sex, agianst her will; the exuse is martial obligation. Do these people have issues? Yes. Love does not IMPLY ANY TYPE OF OBLIGATION, NOR DOES MARRIAGE IMPLY OWNERSHIP. Those that we love are not articles of property. Likewise, any action in favor of you are not done bcause its an implied social axiom. It is done becuase its a freely given token of affection and/ or appreciation. It's irksome that relationships and marriage have been reduced down to a sense of "servitude" , and that Love as a human and initmate act has been obscured tothe point of "If you love me.. I own you." If I love you.. I do so becuase I CHOOSE too not because you demand it. Likewise what I offer is a GIFT, not a reqirement for your substantion of the love we share. This is hwat I think... anyone else?

Sweet Orange Chicken And Rice
1/2 c. slivered blanched almonds 1/4 c. butter or margarine 1/2 c. orange marmalade 3 c. cooked white rice 2 c. diced cooked chicken If you wish, pecans may be substituted for the almonds and turkey for the chicken. Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Brown almonds in butter or margarine. Stir in marmalade. Stir almond marmalade mixture in with chicken. Add rice and stir again lightly. Cover and bake for approximately 30 minutes, uncovering the last 10 minutes. Serves 6 People

A Peculiar Problem
A woman went to see a sex therapist with a peculiar problem. "My husband," she said, "always falls asleep with his erect penis inside of me." "Is that a problem?" asked the therapist. "Well," she said, "the problem is he walks in his sleep!"

Vent!
Okay so im going to vent and no ones gonna understand it but probably kim. I cant take this dude. Not at all. Its driving me up a wall. I've never been this badly erked in my life. All i do is go ahh. All the time. Think about it nonstop. Wonder. Wish. Hope. AHHH. Dude rawr. Just bleh. Then i start to think about what ima say, and then i forget and change the subject cause i cant piece together all the thoughts. Its confusing, and REALLY annoying. Its driving me nuts. Save me. Please. Just figure it out dude. Puh please. Rawr. Vent < 33

Spicy Chicken Rice Soup
2 cans (14-1/2 oz. each) chicken broth 3 cups cooked rice (I used brown rice) 2 cups diced, cooked chicken 1 can (15-1/4 oz.) whole kernel corn, undrained 1 can (11-1/2 oz.) V-8 juice 1 cup salsa (I used Muir Glen Spicy Salsa) 1 can (4 oz.) chopped green chiles (I used 1 fresh jalapeno, chopped instead) 1/2 cup chopped green onions 2 Tblsp. minced fresh parsley 1/2 cup shredded Monterey Jack cheese, optional Combine all ingredients except cheese in a saucepan. Bring to boil. Reduce heat; cover and simmer 15 minutes. Garnish with cheese if desired. Makes 8 servings.

White Bean Soup With Escarole And Chicken Meatballs!!!
1/4 cup chopped Pancetta or smoked Slab bacon. cut into very small cubes. 1 medium onion chopped *1 tablespoon of Extra virgin Olive oil, just to saute the onions and the Pancetta. 2 Tablespoon of minced or finely chopped Garlic. 1 cup of good dry white wine.(if you drink it, cook with it, NEVER use those Start sauteing in your soup pot the 1/4 cup of chopped Pancetta or Smoked slab bacon, trim as much fat as you want off it's just for the flavor, you don't need all the fat anyway. Add the olive oil and the Onion. When the Onion is almost brown, add your garlic. Saute till all are just soft and lightly brown, don't over cook the garlic. Then de-glaze the pan with the white wine, let it cook down getting all the bits from the bottom of the pan. Next add your beans and stock and bring to a boil. Lower the heat and add your Escarole let simmer until Escarole is soft and cooked all the way through about 45 mins, last 15 mins add your meatballs. garnish and enjoy. garnish-

Any Takers?
Bring It on. You can ask me 10 Questions: 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. ------------------- No matter how random or pointless. I promise to answer them 100% truthfully. All questions are COMPLETELY CONFIDENTIAL - Send to my inbox. Repost this to see what others ask you. If you don't then you're scared of what people may ask you.....

One Pan Chicken And Potato Bake
Ingredients 4 bone in chicken pieces 4 large potatoes, cut into wedges 1/4 cup italian dressing 1/4 cup parmesan cheese Directions Preheat oven to 400 degrees F. Place chicken and potatoes in 9x13 inch pan. Pour dressing over and sprinkle with cheese. Bake 1 hour or until chicken is cooked through. One Pan Chicken and Potato Bake Ingredients 4 bone in chicken pieces 4 large potatoes, cut into wedges 1/4 cup italian dressing 1/4 cup parmesan cheese Directions Preheat oven to 400 degrees F. Place chicken and potatoes in 9x13 inch pan. Pour dressing over and sprinkle with cheese. Bake 1 hour or until chicken is cooked through.

Creamy Chicken And Cheddar Rice
Ingredients 1 pound boneless chicken breasts ,cut into strips 1 tsp. garlic powder 1 can (10 3/4 oz) cream of mushroom soup 1 soup can of milk 1 1/2 cups Minute Rice,uncooked 2 cups chopped broccoli 1 cup shredded cheddar cheese Directions Spray non stick skillet with cooking spray. Add chicken. Cover and cook 5 minutes or until chicken is cooked through. Sprinkle with garlic powder. Add soup and milk. Bring to boil. Stir in rice and broccoli. Cover and cook over low heat 5 minutes or until rice is tender. Add in 1/2 cup of cheese. Sprinkle remaining cheese on top. Creamy Chicken And Cheddar Rice Ingredients 1 pound boneless chicken breasts ,cut into strips 1 tsp. garlic powder 1 can (10 3/4 oz) cream of mushroom soup 1 soup can of milk 1 1/2 cups Minute Rice,uncooked 2 cups chopped broccoli 1 cup shredded cheddar cheese Directions Spray non stick skillet with cooking spray. Add chicken. Cover and cook 5 minutes or until chicken is cooked throu

Release
Bound I bind you because that’s the way you seem to like it, chains on your wrists, and silk rope on your ankles, spread eagled. Now there is no chance of stopping me if I go too far, preventing me from taking it to teasing extremes. Place a razor in your teeth, ask you to hold it, as I push my neck against it and begin to leak. It drips past the blade and into your mouth as I bleed on your face…. Mmmmmmmmm, you are pretty I cup your breast, bring it to my lips, your nipple in my mouth, twists, and stiffens , as I pinch at the other between my thumb and index finger. And here I linger, until I hear you whimper, those complicated sounds of defeat, release, and victory. My mouth slides south, biting your ribcage, hip bones, licking at your navel. Bite at your kneecaps and drag my teeth up your inner thigh. Retrieve my razor from your lips, and drag it across your supple flesh. Grip the fresh wounds as I stab my tongue at your pink. I seek dripping bliss, release. Quite bl

Dear Tou
Dear TOU Body: Dear TOU, Body: I_____ you. You have a nice _____. You make me ____. You should _____. Someday I will ___. You + me = _ _____. We should __________. If I saw you now I'd _______. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. If I could I'd give you anything it would be ___________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) REPOST THIS "DEAR (YOUR NAME)" AND SEE WHAT ANSWERS U GET... this is lots of fun!! You can really make someone's day. Or you could just make them laugh really hard. Whatever. You can put more than one word in the _____________.(send this back to me and then post this as a bulletin so i could do the same)

It Was Coming But Time Doesnt Make It Easier!!
im sorry to say that after a long struggle and many sleepless nights of worry and hope for better, my best friend tammys grampy has passed on. just a small note to say that im sorry and i pray for her and her family and that her grandfather finds his place in heaven and i shall ring a bell just so that angel gets his wings... love u tammy...

Get 2 Know Eachother Better!!!
~!* TAKE DIZ HERE *!~ Body: 1. Whats your Name? 2. Are we close? 3. What do you think of me? 4. Do you hav a crush on me? 5. Would u kiss me? 6. would u fuck me? 7. Describe me in 3 words? 8. If u Had Me for 30 Mins wat would you do? 9. What was ur first impression of me? 10. Do u still think the same? 11. What reminds u of me? 12. If you could give me anything what would it be? 13. How well do u know me? 14. What do u like best about me? 15. Ever wanted 2 tell me something u could'nt? 16. Could you ever love me? 17. Give me a nickname and explain why? 18. R u gona put this on ur blog and c wat i say bout u? 19. Anything 2 say b4 u go? SEND IT BACK 2 ME...

Blonde Detectives
Three blondes were all applying for the last available position on the Texas Highway Patrol. The detective conducting the interview looked at the three of them and said, “ So y’all want to be cops, huh?” The blondes all nodded. The detective got up, opened a file drawer and pulled out a folder. Sitting back down, he opened it and pulled out a picture, and said. “ To be a detective, you have to be able to detect. You must be able to notice things such as distinguishing features and oddities such as scars and so forth.” So saying, he stuck the photo in the face of the first blonde and withdrew it after two seconds. “Now," he said, “Did you notice any distinguishing features about this man?” The blonde immediately said, “ YES, I did. He has only one eye!” The detective shook his head and said, “ OF course he has only one eye in this picture! It’s a profile of his face! You’re dismissed!” The detective then turned to the second blonde, stuck the photo in her face for two sec

Marriage Counseling
A husband and wife go to a counselor after 15 years of marriage. The counselor asks them what the problem is and the wife goes into a tirade; listing every problem they have ever had in the 15 years they've been married. She goes on and on and on. Finally, the counselor gets up, walks around the desk, embraces the wife and kisses her passionately. The woman shuts up and sits quietly in a daze. The counselor turns to the husband and says, "This is what your wife needs at least three times a week. Can you do this? The husband thinks for a moment and replies, "Well, I can drop her off here on Mondays and Wednesdays, but on Fridays, I fish!"

What Jersey 2 Way Likes
So I am a 23 year old female and I don't know if it has something to do with my zodiac sign and how the planets are aligning, but even when we don't have a full moon there is some weird shit goin' on. I am always horny! Yes I am on here to meet people and I want to meet as many people as possible. Do I like guys?? Do I like girls? Well...lets just leave it at come one; come all. I am here waiting to meet you!!! Don't leave me waiting.

Tag!!!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I will not eat or drink anything that has been sipped by another person or had someones hands in it. 2. I like peanut butter and bannana sandwhiches 3. I don't wear underwear though i have a drawer full 4. I rub my earlobe when i am thinking 5. I talk on the phone and type to the same person at the same time 6. I bounce my legs when i am bored Becky The White Tiger Tazman steve Assman XXXPeytonLaneXX...

Coming To An End *pouts*
FIRST OFF... I WANT TO THANK ALL OF YOU THAT VOTED FOR ME!!!! this is a post for the bulletins that the host of the contest has posted.... It's just under 23 hours until the end of the contest where we celebrate the beauty of natural large breasts and the the voting so far goes Mikki44dd - 111 Miss Bratt - 104 nw_bbw - 100 notjustaprettyface - 45 Nikki - 23 Purteeladee - 22 Melanie - 22 Dolphie29 - 15 Milf2006 - 13 hot sexy bbw - 11 sweetnjuicyintheuk - 11 Sean's sexy n sarcastic babe - 6 Keep on promoting and reposting right up to 7pm eastern time I'm also recruiting for the Beautiful Puppies 2 which will start on Tuesday and will carry on doing contests right up to Xmas then each contest winner will battle out for the winners contest Again, thank you for your votes *Hugs n Kissies* *~*PurteeLadee*~*

Blah..
In The Last 48 Hours, Have You: 01. Cried: yeah 02. Bought something: yep 04. Sang: Yeah 05. Eaten: Yes 06. Been kissed: nope. 07. Felt stupid: Yeah. 08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: Nope 09. Met someone new: yeah sort of 10. Moved on: kind of 11. Talk to an ex: no 12. Missed an ex: Not even close. 13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: yes 14. Had a serious talk: Yeah. 15. Missed someone: YES! 16. Hugged someone: nope 17. Fought with your parents: yeah 18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: umm kind of Social Life: 01. Best girl friend: Lorin 02. Best guy friend: is there such a thing 03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: nope 04. If no, current dating partner: N/A 05. Hobbies: Parties, hanging out with people, having fun in general 06. Pager: no 07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: sometimes both 08. What type automobile do you drive: toyota rav 4 09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: a sweet car 10. Would you

I Want A Guy Who Feels Like This
When you look into someones eyes, and your breath is taken away...a simple touch from them, sends a shockwave right to your soul defining the very reason for your existence. To lay next to this person and not be able to fall asleep...because subconsciously, you know that you will dream of her, and she is laying right next to you the whole time, but you dread not spending every waking moment admiring her beauty and her charm. Every passionate kiss lasts an eternity. When you are with this person, every day is an adventure or a journey into the unknown...and then true happiness takes place of everything else, life isn't about money, or fast cars, or fancy furniture and a closet full of clothes....it is about her. Her absence makes you feel inadequate...you begin to long for her touch and crave the smell of her freshly shampooed hair. You would rather spend the day at the mall with her than watch the cavs game...you cook 3 course meals more frequently because now you know that you have so

Drawin' Flies
Drawing Flies Sitting here like uninvited company Wallowing in my own obscenity I share a cigerette with negativity Sitting here like wet ashes With X's in my eyes, and Drawing Flies Bathed in perspiration drowned my enemies Used my inspiration for a guillotine I fired a loaded mental canon to the page Leaning on the pedastel that holds my self denial Firing the pistol that shoots my holy pride Sitting here like wet ashes With X's in my eyes, and Drawing Flies Hey, what you yelling About conditions, permission, mirrored self affliction I sais, Hey, what you yelling about sadist's Co-addiction, perfect analogies Hey, what you yelling About conditions, permission, mirrored self affliction Sitting here like uninvited company Wallowing in my own obscenity I share a cigerette with negativity Leaning on the pedastel that holds my self denial Firing the pistol that shoots my holy pride Sitting here like wet ashes With X's in my eyes And Drawing Flies

Live Life!
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back... Roses have different meanings, what rose would you send me? (repost of original by 'crazysane' on '2006-10-12 17:26:11')

The Main In Black
I am a Southerner, through and through- proud too, I am not a racist Rebel- but a person who appreciates and KNOWS the life of the South. People here aren't stupid, unaware, or not street-smart. If anything, they think a hell of a lot- and pass on traditions and stories that 'used' to be important in society. This sort of thing happens in other parts of the US, but I still don't feel it like I do in the South. I grew up with the old country music- Johnny Cash, Waylon Jennings, Willie Nelson, and all those greats. Yes, I was a Johnny Cash fan WAY before this recent trend of youngins', goth types, an teenage rebels thought he was cool for remaking 'Hurt' by Trent Reznor and the movie 'Walk The Line' was a hit. Johnny Cash stood for all the underdogs. He stood for the confused, lost, depressed, imprisoned, unloved, unaccepted, and unrecognized people and said 'Yes friend, you are valid'. "I wear the black for the poor and the beaten down, Livin' in the hopeless, hungry side of town

How To Use
If I Am Broadcasting Live You Can Chat With Me By Type Or Cam To Cam With Sound No Need For Typing To Open Click On The Round Button With The Arrow For Main Menu Take It From There I Also Have Movies Pictures And Sound Files In There Also If We Are On Cam I Can Set The Room To Private Its All Done For Free No Sign Up UnLess You Want A Free Player I Love's All You Sweet Babes Who Have Become My Friends Love Danny Chefdano

Various Thoughts
A good woman is proud of herself. She respects herself and others. She is aware of who she is. She neither seeks definition from the person she is with, nor does she expect them to read her mind. She is quite capable of articulating her needs. A good woman is hopeful. She is strong enough to make all her dreams come true. She knows love, therefore she gives love. She recognizes that her love has great value and must be reciprocated. If her love is taken for granted, it soon disappears. A good woman has a dash of inspiration, a dabble of endurance. She knows that she will, at times, have to inspire others to reach the potential that God gave them. A good woman knows her past, understands her present and moves toward the future. A good woman knows God. She knows that with God the world is her playground, but without God she will just be played. A good woman does not live in fear of the future because of her past. Instead, she understands that

My 3 Grandsons On Video :))
I just wanted to share this with all of my family, friends & fans... These are my 3 grandsons: talon is 1, Logun is 6 and Devon is 8. My daughter is filming them with their dad @ Pensacola Beach, Florida 2 years after Ivan the Hurricaine hit them head on.. In one of the films you will notice only 1 condo standing there... Before Ivan, they were wall to wall.. just like any other beach resort area... This is where they still live.. Enjoy..... comments & ratings all are really appreciated..and welcomed, So show me some love all like I do you :)) huggies, Debbie

To The Keeper Of My Heart...
Not a minte goes by that I don't think of you. Looking into your sons eyes and seeing you, helps while you are away. I long for your touch and for you to be near.I was laying in bed the other morning and I swear I felt your lips on mine, our foreheads touching and your hand on the back of my hand. I did not want to open my eyes for fear you would not be there. To hear your voice on the other line is like another dream. I close my eyes and can see you. It sucks really bad though to know you aren't just a few miles away. Come home to me soon love.

I Opened Up The Ithaca Times And
I see that both of Fauré's piano quartets are being played in Ithaca in the next week or two- the first in a free concert downtown with works by Mozart, Karel Husa and someone whose name I don't at all recognize, and in the same church in which I heard that quartet a few years ago- there are often concerts there; his second, in a concert with works by Dvorak and Cornell-based composer Steven Stucky, in a concert hall on the Cornell campus). I don't think I knew that when I wrote the last blog- yay for coincidences :).

Looks Like A Divorce In The Future...
well today the man i have been married to of and on for the past almost 14 years packed his shit and left... cant say that i dont blame him i did sleep with another man and did get pregnant with the other mans kid and still have the other man comin around... well i guess i am stupid for doing it and i guess he is stupid for stickin around ... feelings were lost long ago but sometimes we follow the wrong path .... and i feel like shit cause i have hurt him but he has also done shit to hurt me but i will be free of it all very soon i pray... just had to get this thought out of my head....

Clan Gangrel
The Gangrel The Gangrel are wanders, rarely staying in one place for any length of time. In this, they differ greatly from most Kindred, who tend to find a haven and cling to it. There are no established leaders of the clan; on a whole, Gangrel are unconcerned with such things. Withdrawn, quiet and solemn, they certainly keep their cards close to their chests. This is a clan of survivors...vampires capable of making it on their own. They do not despise civilization or the society of other Kindred...they simply do not require it. They are known for their lack of concern when crossing the lands of the Lupines (werewolves), for it is said they have friends among the shapechangers. The Gangrel are themselves very capable shapeshifters, which may explain their ability to cross the wild areas unmolested. There are no reports of them being able to transform into anything other than wolves and bats, but there are old tales of Gangrel elders who could achieve a mist form. Perhaps beca

A Haunting Dream A Stolen Soul
With each passing day his heart tore at the seams breaking a little more in tell in time there would be nothing left as the threads pour into the black hole of nothingness. John wasn't always a lost soul and there was a time when it seemed things would never be this way but now there seemed no hope to find him self again. Each day only brought his conclusion and acceptance of a lonely death closer to a reality. Living in a small town in Montana by the name of Mill Creek he felt out-cast and surrounded by those who didn't understand him. Pulling himself through school remaining quiet and pushing his pain deep inside weakened and destroyed him. After finally making it through high school which he thought never possible it only forced him into another prison of routine and responsibility that led him no where. After months of searching he acquired a minimum wage job working at a gas station dealing with the very people who didn't understand him daily. Why would he work such a job w

Gangrel Lore
Our Founder The following excerpt is a shorter narration of the legend of Ennoia, Mother of Clan Gangrel. There exists several different myths about Her origin and this one is a merge of the most common and widely "accepted" ones: According to the Book of Nod Caine, Our Father, learned his disciplines and was Awakened by Lilith. When Yahweh created Adam, he also made a woman out of the same clay as he made the first Man. Lilith refused to obey her husband, insisting on having a will of her own, and when Adam complained to Yahweh, she was cast out of the Garden of Eden. When she travelled out in the wilderness, she was already pregnant, and out there Lilith gave birth to a daughter, whom we name Ennoia. Ennoia was raised by the wolves that had attended her birth and when she was grown, she took a mate from the pack, bearing him children. Some were in the shape of their father, running like wolves and other were like her, wearing the form of man. But they all carried their pare

New Tag Game
Here's the rules ,list six weird things or habits about yourself, list six friends you would like to play tag and comment they'll so they will check the blog for details. Here Goes 1. i eat chips with chocolate frosting 2. i can lick my own boobs...lmao 3.i tend to be a clean freak 4.the worst habit i have is biting my nails 5.i talk in my sleep 6. do kart wheels in stores shylo,bigdawg,tim8806,J,hotjody,heather

Body Language
A young couple left the sex therapist's office determined to develop more effective body language. "Alright," said the husband, "when I want sex, I'll rub your right breast. When I don't want sex, I'll rub your left breast." "Okay," said the wife, "What should I do then?" "Well, when you want to have sex," he told her, "rub my penis once. When you don't want any sex, rub it 200 times."

Bi And Proud
Bi and PROUD Current mood: annoyed Category: Life I have kept my mouth shut for far too long now bout this shit! I am so sick of hearing ppl talk about military ppl being gay, bi what have you. And I can not STAND to hear ppl talk shit if you are one of the ppl talking shit about gays and bis, you need to grow the fuck up! If you dont like two guys kissing, dont look, go else where I will NOT be put down nor will I stand by and listen to someone put any one else down for being gay, being bi. Its not a sickness that needs taken care of, you cant fix what is not broken! I am not broken; I am neither sick nor ill nor anything else because I like girls and my MAN. You cant send your child to a therapist and have them fixed because they like the same sex, or both sexes. I fight for what I believe in and if you want to talk shit, bring it, I have got lots to say to you small minded fucks! Please make my day and say some shit to me. And dont start on how gays and bis are not fit to

Non Drunk
Ok. So I'm not drunk right now... but I do know this. You don't need drunkeness when you're on multiple painkillers for a broken leg. I have decided that I want this to continue. Not the broken leg, but the painkillers/beer part. I am in a happy happy place right now. I'm not going to ruin it by continuous typing. Goodbye.

10 Questions
Bring It on. You can ask me 10 Questions: 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. ------------------- No matter how random or pointless. I promise to answer them 100% truthfully. All questions are COMPLETELY CONFIDENTIAL - Send to my inbox. Repost this to see what others ask you. If you don't then you're scared of what people may ask you.....

Ok!!!
ok guys i am movin to america beginnin/mid jan i cant wait hehe!!! everyday is gettin closer an closer an i am really gettin excited anyways guys please help me out with everything i need an help me sort it out only 3 months gunna b struggle loves ya all!!! xxxx

Why Do We Want What We Cant Have?
So why is it that we desire the unattainable?? Lets say you're in a great relationship thats been going on for about 3 years... Everything is great.. the sex is great.. you hang out and do stuff together... sure you argue but what couple doesn't? And then.. (queue the dramatic music!) you meet someone that totally blows your mind... This guy is everthing you've ever wanted in a man and then some... He's good looking a total sweetheart, he can cook (whoa baby major turn on!), he's got a great sense of humor, and you get along better with him than anyone you've ever met... so herein lies the problem.. he's way older than you and married for a very long time... AND you yourself are in a relationship... but you cant help but wonder... could this be a soulmate?? what if this was meant to be?? but then you think if it was meant to be then why are you both in relationships?? maybe it just wasnt meant at this time... or maybe it just wasnt meant to be at all... *sigh* The thought of you

New Tag Game
Here's the rules ,list six weird things or habits about yourself, list six friends you would like to play tag and comment they'll so they will check the blog for details. Here Goes 1. I'm too over protective of my friends 2. I love to play first player shooter games on the PC. I have also started one of the best gaming communities for Call of Duty on the web and host 6 gaming servers and forums. www.cufleague.net (yeah i know i am a nerd lol) 3. I'm a home body and live to cut my grass lol. 4. I can not stand seafood but i will cook it. 5. I have been into BDSM for years. 6. I can fix anything wrong with a computer but i can not navigate the web lol... Yeah i know that is weird People i want to play Victoria, Evil, taylors_blueyes, cookie, Mousie, Laurie

Interesting Story..that Really Happened Where I Work
Ok....gosh i hate it when girls treat guys like shit...this is the lowest ever....Okay so i'm not gonna name names...cuz i dont want to be hated for the names..sooo here goes...Guy has a Fiancee' ....She moves to rides to work with him..(i guess)...FIRST DAY...-She hits on this new guy....asks him if he's single....and is hitting on him..telling him she doesnt have a bf...So they decide to hang out tonight.little did he know she really did have a bf.So my friend that wasn't working that day decided to go over and talk..soo he acts like he's hitting on her and like asks her what shes doing tonight shes like "im hanging out with my bf"..so he goes over and tells the other guy she has a bf.so he's confuzed now.So later on her "BF" shows up to work and my friend told me that is his fiancee'..so i told the guy and he's like " i need to tell him" so he goes and tells him...man the guy took it like a champ...that would hurt sooo bad...and plus that hoe was checking my man out fuck that i AM N

The Wake
So i just got home from Curtis and Tims wake...There was so many people there..they had both guys in sepreate rooms..Curtis was the first one i saw..He was cremated so his urn was there and some pics of him...Tim had an open casket..Thats where i lost it..Its like you just want to shake them and tell them to wake up. :'( We didnt stay long..it was to rough..Chris's funeral was earlier today...Tim and Curtis's funerals are tomorrow. RIP GUYS -Ash

Women: Perfect Your Oral Technique
Not sure where to start when it comes to oral? Don't worry - there are tried and tested techniques that are easy to learn. Read on to perfect your oral sex technique and make him smile. The lollypop This one is often used in porn films because it allows him to see exactly what’s going on. To fuel this fantasy, drop to your knees. (Depending on your heights, he might need to stand on something - you need good access to his testicles.) Lift his penis to expose his testicles, then find the line that runs between them (it’s a tiny ridge that’s often a darker colour). Find where this starts on the underside of his testicles, and that’s where your lollypop lick starts - continuing, very slowly, to the tip of his penis. Repeat the full-length licks (at least 10), then move into the 'classic'. The classic Use one hand to hold the base of the penis and let saliva pool in your mouth (your tongue needs to be nice and slippery). Make a loose fist with your other hand and slide it up

What Makes Life 100%?
What Makes Life 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants over 100%. How about achieving 103%? Here's a little math that might prove helpful. What makes life 100%? If A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then, H A R D W O R K 8 1 18 4 23 15 18 11 = 98% K N O W L E D G E 11 14 15 23 12 5 4 7 5 = 96% But, A T T I T U D E 1 20 20 9 20 21 4 5 = 100% And, B U L L S H I T 2 21 12 12 19 8 9 20 = 103% So, it stands to reason that hardwork and knowledge will get you close, attitude will get you there, but bullshit will put you over the top. And look how far ......... A S S K I S S I N G 1 19 19 11 9 19 19 9 14 7 = 118% will take you. So now you know IDS ENTERTAINMENT

Men: Perfect Your Oral Technique
A magic tongue is one thing, but what you do with your hands can mean the difference between good oral sex and fantastic oral sex. Master these techniques and she'll love you forever... The classic Separate the vaginal lips with your fingers, find the clitoris and lick around the edges, slowly and gently. Then relax your tongue and wiggle it side to side and up and down over the clitoris and/or clitoral hood (depending on how sensitive she is). On orgasm, press your flat tongue against the clitoral head, continuing to lick, or simply let her push against you. Don’t remove your tongue until she says so - women’s orgasms last much longer than yours! The ice-cream Make your tongue flat and wide, like you’re licking an ice-cream, and start with long, slow, wet licks on the inner lips. Move from this into a swishing motion - imagine you’re catching the drips off an ice-cream. As your tongue swishes randomly, you’re now teasing the edges of the clitoris. Next, alternat

Let's Get It Straight
if your going to add me..this is what you need to know..in order to NOT be deleted. -Actually talk to me. -Don't ask me to get on cam.(cuz i dont have one)i only have a camera. -Dont ask me to cyber..cuz thats retarded. -don't expect nude pics.cuz im not a slut ...although i do take alot of pictures of myself..thats cuz im hot. -PEOPLE THAT WILL GET DELETED ARE-- [x]-People that dont talk. [x]-People that are perverted. [x]-MOSTLY PEOPLE THAT DONT TALK..I HATE IT. thats it

Why So Many Englishmen Don't Like Benfica
EURO 2004 ->Portugal wins in the penalty kicking. ->Portugal goalkeeper takes off the gloves in the last penalty and stop the shoot. ->Portuguese goalkeeper decide to take the last penalty kick and scores giving the victory to Portugal. WORLD CUP 2006 ->Once again Portugal puts England out of the cup EUROPEAN CHAMPIONS LEAGUE ->My club(Benfica) put Manchester United out of competition. EUROPEAN CHAMPIONS LEAGUE ->Benfica eliminates the European Champion in title in his own stadium.

My True Love???
Your True Love Is a Capricorn Why you'll love a Capricorn: Hard working and driven, a Capricorn will work overtime to win your heart. Be prepared to get wined and dined, even once you're convince that your Capricorn is the one! Why a Capricorn will love you: You don't rush things. You know it will take a while for a Capricorn to trust you, and you can wait. Social and outgoing, you can introduce normally shy Capricorn to a great circle of friends.

Utah Rocks
Yes I live in utah. No I am not Morman, I don't go to church and I don't want more than one wife. I live here for the great snow and wonderful mountains, not the millions of kids and the religous bullshit. I work in rock and roll, I drink and drive and masterbate. i may be going to hell, but for most fokes here are already there!

What Kind Of Angel Are You
You scored as You are an Angel of Pain. You are the Angel of Sadness. You have been hurt many times in your lifetime, if you could call it that. You are in an almost constant state of depression because of the hurt. You fell in love and they were either taken from you or chose another instead!You are an Angel of Pain100%Angel of Light75%You are half Fallen/ half Light Angel!63%You are an innocent Angel63%You are an Angel of Beauty63%What kind of Angel are you??(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Laundry Day
I had this posted earlier, but realized it was in the wrong blog, so I had to delete and move it. Sorry if you have already read and commented on it. I did post another one right before this one though. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You walk up behind me as I finish loading the washer. You place a kiss on the side of my neck and slide your arms around my waist. A shiver runs through me as you place kisses down along my neck to my shoulders. I can feel myself getting wet. You slide your arms up and cup my breasts in your hands. I raise my hands up over my head and reach back and cup the back of your head. I lean back into you, molding my form to yours as you squeeze my breasts in your hands and run my hard nipples between your fingers. I can feel myself getting wetter as you ignite the flames higher with your hot breath on my neck. I can feel the hardness of your cock against my ass through our clothes. I am totally captivated and amazed at how quickly and easily you c

She's Smoking
Two young couples marry the same day and, being all friends, leave together for their honeymoon to stay at the same hotel in Venice, door to door. The next morning, the two brand new husbands step out on their balconies to have a breath of fresh air. "So? How did it go last night? C'mon, tell me! How's your wife?" "Uhh, fine I guess, she's lying on the bed smoking." "Jesus! My wife just got a bit sore..."

Pampered
You meet me at the door when I return from work. You pull me into your arms and cover my mouth with yours. Your tongue plunges deep into my mouth as your hands cup my ass and pull me against you. I can feel the bulge of your pants against my stomach. You pull back and look down at me with a glint in your eye. “I ran you a bubble bath,” you say. “Mmmm, what a nice surprise,” You give me a sly grin and say, “That isn’t the only surprise.” You take my hand and lead me upstairs through the bedroom and into the bathroom. I can smell the peach bubble bath you have ready and waiting for me. You turn to me tell me to enjoy the bath. “I will be back for you in 45 mins. Don’t make me wait one minute longer than that for you. “You slap my ass on your way out. You turn back as you start to close the door. “And I expect your hair to be down,” you say, looking at the clip that is holding it up. I agree and the door closes. I slip my clothes off and step into the warm inviting water. I

Tag
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I like to read 2. Have a bad habit of staying up all night 3. Don't like to talk on the phone that much 4. love to wakeboard 5. Have a potty mouth :] 6. Watch nascar every week Jellbean Christie Rockstar Missy Nonexist Americanbyrd

Feels
You know some of you may thyink that the people that use this site have no feels but I am going to tell you that I do have feels. and I know that no one is go to say nothing about this but I just want to tell all you can kiss my ass

My Heart
My heart breaks when i think of you Not loving me. My heart cries when i am not near you. My heart rejoices when I see you. My heart bursts when you hold me. another written during a bad time in my life. (i was in a very stupid faze too, I'll blog it later)

For All Things Sacred
I have never seen so many half naked people in my life. It's actually quite disturbing. Put some clothes on... not that many people think that those 6 rolls of jelly are hot. P.S. That's great you put up an ass shot of you in a thong, couldn't you have photoshopped the ass pimples out?

Will You Let Me?
If I tell you that I love you, Will you let me? If I tell you that I need you, Will you let me? If I tell you that I'll die with out you, Will you let me? ----------------------------------------------- Written while in a deep depression 3 months after giving birth

Add Me On Yahoo
if you want to chat you can add me on yahoo messenger as the.babydoll, i am new here so i really dont know how this works just looking around, so sorry if i dont comment right away...hope you all have a cherry licious day :P

Take Ths Test
You have a sexual IQ of 144 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Parrot With No Legs
This guy is setting at a bar, and he's had a lot to drink that night; he asks the bartender for another drink, but the bartender says no. The guy is pretty upset by this and persists, but the bartender keeps saying no. Finally the guy asks, "Well isn't there anything that you can give me?" The bartender says, "I've got this parrot over there in the corner, sitting on a perch, with no legs. The guy interested by this asks how the parrot stays on the perch with no legs. The bartender tells the guy that the parrot just raps his dick around the perch. The guy is amazed by this and agrees to take the bird home. On the trip home he asks the parrot if he can talk. The parrot says, "Sure I can talk!" The guy thinks for a second and then says, "I've got a job for you. I have to go to work tomorrow and my wife will be home alone all day long. I want you to watch her and tell me everything that happens while I'm gone. The only person other than my wife scheduled to be there is the

Stressed Out Man!
Here is the truth. I am completely stressed out. I do not know what to do!! So there is this amazing guy that is in my life... well we made love a few times and one of the times he didn't pull out, that was last night. Today I went to Planned Parenthood and got the Morning After Pill. I read the paper they gave me and it says that there is a 86% chance that it will work... what about the other 14%???? Its not like I hate kids, but I am 15 years old. I want to travel the world and live life! I have plans, goals and values. I have a cousin who is like a few months older then me and she is pregnant. Everyone talks to here and is there for her but when they come to me all they do is talk shit about her, they look down on her. I want to be different then all my family. My family has is dark secrets and so doesnt everyone else. Well like 99.9% of them have be preganant by the age 16 and up... they have done their share of drugs, and so much more. I don't want to go down that path. I love him

Kind Of Scary What Gets By...
FYI....... Very Interesting.................. -----on dollar stores (including Dollar Tree and others): They discovered the Crest, Colgate and other brand name toothpastes weren't the same as from Wal-Mart, grocery stores etc. The toothpastes were manufactured in many other countries and are not approved by the American Dental Association (ADA). There was even some from South Africa and the fluoride is ten times stronger than what we're allowed in the U.S. (prescription strength). They're allowed stronger because they don't have fluoridated water (like we do). So if we (or our kids) use it often and occasionally swallow it, we could be poisoning ourselves. The dollar stores declined to comment and a full investigation has begun. So stick to paying full-price your grocery store, drug store, K-Mart Super centers, Wal-Mart or Target stores and send this e-mail to anyone who MIGHT shop at dollar stores. This is a true story it has been confirmed

One Flaw In Women ! ! ! !
One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a k

Angel's Reverie
Angel's Reverie If ever a day passes when grays being to swirl and a chance to smile is just beyond my reach I need only say a word or even silence to glimpse the ever unfailing sweetness of an angel's reverie How can I not also smile and linger for a while amidst a needed laughter with a heart so unburdened For a sharing through Angel's eyes chases the grays away So comforted by what's found in an angel's reverie

Another Dumb Ass
I tell you what!! I am just worn out! My head hurts, my heart aches, and yet it still keeps piling on. I'm just tired and ready to shut down. What in the hell is up with everyone lying these days? Is anyone capable of telling the fucking truth anymore?? And, I mean they're not just lying about little things....it's big and small lies. Funny thing is...this is a small world we live in. Lies tend to catch up with you...especially when you're not good at it! Some people would really be better off if they realized this! It's like they couldn't tell you the truth if you held a gun to thier heads! My sister was married to a man like that. He lied about EVERYTHING! He'd get busted in a lie, and then lie again. To this day we're still not sure if anything he ever said the entire time he was in the family was true. And according to his wife and daughters now, he's still lying his way through life. And what's really scary??? He's a fireman!! But, go figure...a man in uniform with a badge..

Not A Muse D.
Not A muse D. Smooth typer how You move Them with Every Stroke of your keys.. How Vain .. How lame.. How stooopid.. ! How needy Can one be.... To think The words were written as if only for thee... Keywords will stroke An ego! Smooth typer with his skills He draws you in with his words That is how He makes his KILL. Dark eyed,..Fair Haired, Vanilla, Angel..SOULMATE..KREPTONITE.... ALL keywords to Amuse The MUSE... THE MUSE OF THE NIGHT. < don't Hate the PLAYER Hate The Game. > Forever your Best friend. But No Longer Stupid. xxx Ele

Stolen From Kt
The following rules are my new rules of LC! 1. If u dont have a pic i will not add u (u will be removed when this is done) 2. I dont add people for points, i find somethign interesting about you. 3. I only add Military people due to me missing it. NOT BECAUSE I AM A TRI CARE WHORE!!!! 4. I am against all anti- military, Tricare whores and more or less anyone that may call in those catagories(sp?) 5. I FLIRT.... That is it FLIRT get it right. 6. I am married. 7. I do not cyber or let people see my "private pic" for no reason other that i talk to u alot and OFFER!!! (some may ask and i MAY let. But only very few!!!!) 8. I do not like fakes, liars, cheaters, whore, fat whores, or man whores! 9. I belive that all woman are beautiful whether fat skinny black white gay straight baptist or mormon! but i do obtain the right to not like u becasue of ur inside person!!!! 10. I HAVE THE RIGHT to refuse anyone an add on my friends or family members I have the RESPONSIBLITY to be upfront

I've Got Horrible Luck!!!!!
Well for the first time in the (almost) four years I've worked for the company, I was offered a full time position. I can not take it. I had to decline it, because it is not on a public bus line. Without a car I would not be able to get there. I was never more upset about work in my life. I sat in the store bathroom crying for almost three hours today. The full time job would have given me medical benefits that I can not get working part time. God I am so mad. And the store that I am at now has no full time openings. So I'm basically screwed. Oh well. If I don't have bad luck, I have no luck at all.

*tag*
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. Bite my lip when I'm nervous 2. I clean my house next to nakid sometimes even nakid. 3. Change my hair color every 2 to 4 weeks 4. workaholic 5. My bra's and thongs always have to match 6. Sleep nude because I can't stand sleeping in pj's feel like I'm tied up Tag your it Duke961 Capnjack strawdogs makin hay Jody COWBOY Scanner tallgt33

Perfect U R
All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart, And for us to be together, to never be apart. No one else in the world can even compare, You're perfect and so is this love that we share. We have so much more than I ever thought we would, I love you more than I ever thought I could. I promise to give you all I have to give, I'll do anything for you as long as I live. In your eyes I see our present, our future and past, By the way you look at me I know we will last. I hope that one day you'll come to realize, How perfect you are when seen through my eyes

Untitled
Sometimes I feel so lonely inside It gives me a reason to run and hide To hide away where my heart can't be hurt To bury my feelings under a mound of dirt You have helped open my eyes to see That maybe there is someone out there for me Laying with you under the stars in the night Laying with you until the morning light I have no other desire in the world Only one To wake beside you with the rising of the sun

Baby...
Well on November 2nd at 8:30AM I will be going for my ultra sound to find out what I am having. :)... I just had a drs apt on monday the 9th and everything was good so I know.. I just think my due date will be TOO far away lol (March 29th, 2007) well that is all for today laters.... ~*~Jessica~*~

The First Time In Life
sometimes you go through life wont no reguard and mess things up really bad but there is a chance that the frist time you look back you find out how bad it was but look ahead to the future and how great things will turn out

My Aura??????
Your Aura is Blue Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor What Color Is Your Aura?

Like I Used To Be
What have I become? I was once innocent and I had fun Those times seem like a finger snap Quick, fast, and gone away like a nap But life afterward isn't easy Harder than I thought I'll be Depressions after depressions I wish these were just fictions Dealing with people that dislike me everyday Feeling like I was born to bleed this way My mind filled with full of doubts I lay down to find my way outs Side of me always lead me to suicides Right or left? Or my both Sides? All I want in my life is freedom and peace But I never seem to get or released Could someone please help me? I just want to see-- See the world of fun and fantasy Like I used to - like I used to be

How Long Will It Take
well girls just for fun if i get all of you to come rate my pics, how quick can i make LEVEL 7. so come on i think it can be done in a few hrs but lets see how fare you get me by tomorrow. the love will be returned. THE MAN AKA ( BIG DADDY )

Lesson
Life Lesson Like a child released from punishment into beckoning rays of weekend sun I am tied no more to any shame since over my anguish I’ve finally won. Hidden away in the darkened corners no redemption seemed sure to come my way so I remained locked within such despair believing I had nothing more to say. But from smoking ashes of buried rage cooled by many rains of sorrowful tears an archangel rises in much glory to slay my own demons with shield and spear. Like an explorer sailing global seas under countless stars that direct the course there are no obstacles to hinder me since my will has become a striving force. Hidden away in the darkened corners believing I had nothing more to say. It is strange how one can instantly change when the price of growth seems expensive to pay

New Begining
new begining I choke on tears of pain Memories once filled with joy and happiness Slowly drive me insane. I’ve done a lot of thinking It’s brought my me close to snapping, And I feel just like I’m sinking. There’s no one to stand beside me I’ve been abandoned by the one I love I guess not even love is free. However in life I’m trying, Despite my thoughts of suicide, And endless nights of crying. My tears have burned away, And now I taste the ashes, The bitter ashes of yesterday. The taste is gone in seconds, But remains in memory. As my new life beckons Blindly leaping into new life I hope against hope its self. That this one holds less strife

Life
My Way.. Life’s so funny I think I’m loosing my mind I’m laughing so hard I just may cry Shit don’t faze me no more Life’s just one big joke The story of my life Ha! I could write a book. Shit happens And life’s a bitch But as long as I’m here I might as well make the best of it So I’m gonna do what I want to do Fuck what people say It’s my life damn it I’m gonna live it my way!

Just Wanted To Say Thanks
It gets a little hard to thank everyone for all the luv they show, so please don't think of this as a impersonal from letter, but thanks to all the people whoahave stopped by and said hi, i luv you all thanks. -Tastee

2 Months
So Kaden is Two months today.. Had to have 4 shots Never seen my little shit cry so much.. Took the day off Because my son needs my attention right now and not someone elses kid.. My father informs me that he will be going into surgrey on monday and if the stints that they are going to put in doesnt work they will do open heart surgery. My sister is still in ICU but doing better then anyone expected I think... Ok my punk is waking up so must go..

Crazy
some say im crazy some say im good some say i need help of others but to me im me an thats what i like about myslef i dont be who im not. i dont play games with hearts im no fool of love . some say im greatful some say im strong im just me an only me another i play two roles in life a mother an father some say im good in many ways some say i have came a long way due to my hell of a past but they always say im me an thats what makes me diffent an loved ...

Amazing Power Of The Mind
Cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdgnieg THE PAOMNINEHAL PWEOR OF THE HMUAN MNID Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the ! frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh!!

I Finally Laid It On The Line To Him....
Troy, that is, last night when we spoke that I knew he was out of state and away from his family to take care of us but after two failed marriages and him being 40 years old and starting to wear out that no matter what he says or what anybody else says, when we get out to California, I am following my passion and my true talent and that if he didn't like it, approve of it or support it, then that was his problem and I was going to do it anyway. I didn't want to sound like a bitch when I said that but this is the only thing, besides being on the computer, that I'm naturally talented at and KNOW that I'm meant to do this and of course, for those of you that know me, it's ACTING! I don't give a rats ass if I'm too fat, too ugly or too old, I KNOW that I can succeed with my acting and I know I'm damn good at it! I'm a very ugly woman now a days and very disgustingly obese but I don't give a shit. When I start hitting auditions, I will find out the reasoning why I may have not bee

Fear
I'm all smiles Laughter filling the room Everything seems perfect Everything seems great. I call him to tell him I love him He tells me he loves me I hang up with a smile Close my eyes and imagine us together As soon as I open my eyes, I burst into tears I know what comes next I know the pain and can feel my heart aching already A fear overwhelmes me Starts to kill me slowly As I fear losing him I just can't do it I can't lose him again Can't see him with another My heart isn't strong enough anymore So fragile to even the thought I know what comes next I'm mad at myself for becoming happy For smiling and laughing It feels so wrong Cause it scares me so much If I lose him I don't think I can go on I have fallen in love And love doesn't seem that great Like a roller coaster I'm going higher and higher We're at the top Everything is great I know what comes next And I just relized I'm scared of heights.

The Computer
Who says that if you stay up all night on the computer talking to people that all ur gonna meet is crazy people. I tested that and i dont belive its true. You can stay up all night and really get to know people. Just dont try and get to know like 6 people at once because it doesnt work very well. Anyways thats all for now later

Real Slut (lol)
Congratulations your a REAL Slut! Your deffinatly not going to lose it becuase you sure are using it! Your Motto: "I'll try anyone or anything once or twice!" Your Sign: "Slippery When Wet!" * Don't forget to pratice SAFE SEX! Better stock up on condoms and lube!Take The Slut Quiz Now!"Slut Quiz - Female" is available here***starXtest v2.0***

Tag Your It.....lol
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. Well One nasty habit i have is smoking...no not drugs but cigarettes. 2. I have to have 2 pillows while i sleep. 3. I have a routin every morning when i wake up, i crack every bone in my body before i move. 4. I am totally addicted to Tim Horton's coffee 5. I am terrified of heights. 6. I won't use a porta potty....lol Ok....Tag your it Teejays27f 69 is my favorite position....... Twistedtaz Jamie Majestic Christie

Lost In Time
Well thou there are many times in the crazy house some i choose not to remember because of incrimnating evidence about my own insanity lol. So I decide to tell about my last month since I moved into the house. When I first moved into here it was quickly known that it was the sick house cause everyone was coming down with something. Sinus infections, bronchitis, the flu it was wild. As time began to pass and everyone started to return to health then the insanity kicked it. Me and my sister Jill got alternate personalities only known as Susie and Jonnie. The conversations between the two only consist of hey, whats your name. and what are you doing? These aren't normal conversations but rather on the slow side of things to put it nicely. We constantly have a countdown of who has gone the longest without sex and the record so far in the house is held by my sister at 18 days. Yeah I know so so long lmao not really. The house also consists of demonic possessions and witchcraft. Lots

You Still Won't Hear
I have always wondered how people can claim to care about you but when you need them the most they always turn their back on you. There is always something or someone more important and they just can't be bothered with you. I guess at some point you just have to make up your mind for them.

Tears Of Hurt
I went for the longest walk lastnight and threwup so many times bc i feel sick to me stomach. I dont know what to do but wait for you to call i want to call u but your so busy and i dont want to bother you but i cant hold back anymore im hurt so much and its bc of what i have done. I tried to sleep and that didnt work my heart is broken and my thoughts are going crazy telling me to not give up and thats what my heart tells me to and its who i am and i wont go down without a fight and i feel so empty and lost not knowing if were are okay, will we make it through all of the trials that life will bring us, bc deep down in my hearti know that it will bc this is true love!! ive been crying for the past two days and i deserve it i have alot of time to think about what i have done and all i can say is tha it was so stupid of me to say what i did and if i could go back in time i would of thought about waht i was writting before i posted it. so thats all for now Piece out David "The

What Am I To Do?
My life is really getting out of hand. I can't handle everything on my plate, so instead of conquering it, I give up. I'm a failure. I took on too much at once, and set myself up for failure. I always do this, and I'll probably never learn. I'm dropping two of my classes, and changing my major. I don't even want to be an accountant. I don't even know what I want to do anymore. I'm 22 years old, and most of the people I went to school with are already finished with a four year college. I, on the other hand, dropped out of high school, got my GED, waited a few years, and then changed my major like 20 times. I have unrealistic expectation of myself. I set my goals so high, that I'll never be that person. I wish I could just follow my dreams. I use to want to open up a punk rock bar/ restaurant. I also use to want to be a fitness instructer. Neither of these dreams are realistic. I'll never have enough money, or good enough credit to open a bar, and I doubt I'll win

Unfaithful
Story of my life Searching for the right But it keeps avoiding me Sorrow in my soul Cause it seems that wrong Really loves my company He's more than a man And this is more than love The reason that the sky is blue The clouds are rolling in Because I'm gone again And to him I just can't be true And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be... A murderer I feel it in the air As I'm doing my hair Preparing for another date A kiss upon my cheek As he reluctantly Asks if I'm gonna be out late I say I won't be long Just hanging with the girls A lie I didn't have to tell Because we both know Where I'm about to go And we know it very well Cause I know that he know

A Million Miles Away
Here we lay face to face once again Silence cuts like a knife as we pretend. And I'm wondering who will be the first to say what we both know We're just holding on to "could have been"s and we should be letting go. [Chorus:] It feels like you're a million miles away as you're lying here with me tonight. I can't even find the words to say I can find a way to make it right. And we both know that the story's ending, We play the part but we're just pretending and I can't hide the tears 'cause even though you're here, It feels like you're a million miles away. Was it me, or was it you that broke away? For what we were is like a season love is change And every time I think about it, it tears me up inside. Like the rivers of emotion but I got no more tears to cry. [Chorus:] It feels like you're a million miles away as you're lying here with me tonight. I can't even find the words to say I can find a way to make it right. And we both know that the story's ending, We pl

Naughty Poll
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?27-29 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given someone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?More than 15 6. What is your pubic hair style?Trimmed neatly 7. What kind of underwear do you wear?Boxer Briefs 8. Have you ever taken, or been in, naked photos?Both taken and been in them 9. Have you ever been to a nude beach, or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 10. Do you watch porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 11. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both watched others and been watched 12. How large are you...ya know, in the pants?About 7 and a bit inches 13. Have you ever expirimented with another man?No, I'm straight as can be 14. What is your favorite sexual position?Anything that gets me off 15. Are you circumcised?No I am not 16. What gets you off fastest?Hand job 17. How often d

"call Me When You're Sober"
Well ain't this appropriate... Don't cry to me If you loved me You would be here with me You want me Come find me Make up your mind Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself Can't keep believing We're only deceiving ourselves And I'm sick of the lie And you're too late Don't cry to me If you loved me You would be here with me You want me Come find me Make up your mind Couldn't take the blame Sick with shame Must be exhausting to lose your own game Selfishly hated No wonder you're jaded You can't play the victim this time And you're too late So don't cry to me If you loved me You would be here with me You want me Come find me Make up your mind You never call me when you're sober You only want it cause it's over It's over How could I have burned paradise? How could I - you were never mine So don't cry to me If you loved me You would be here with me Don't lie to me

First Blogs Are Always The Best
I havent even had this 24 hours and i am already pritty popular, I love it! The guy who told me about this, i have a huge crush on, but he has a girlfriend and it sucks. im way better looking than her. its like he wont even give me a chance.

I Am Giddy Today!!
Ok...I am such a girl!! I am sorry to admit it but it is the truth. So...should I tell you all or not...nah I wont! I am really amazed at how easily I can be affected by words...I think it is crazy how open and verbal I can be and I am not even face to face with anyone. Wow, just imagine me in person!! You know what is so fun about this site...the flirting!! I do take some of it seriously...and you know who you are. But some of you seriously crack me up...and I love every minute of it. What girl doesnt like to be fawned over and lavished with compliments. I know that I get more attention on here than in the "real" world. Maybe it is because I can meet anybody from anywhere...I am not just isolated in my home state. When it becomes real is when we take it beyond this keyboard and screen and meet say for coffee...do you think our expectations are to extreme? are we really going to be the person they want us to be? Well...let me know what you think!

Easy Come, Easy Go
And so, after almost two weeks of putting up with New Jersey, being far from home, and being stuck in a hotel room with nobody to hang out with, I learned today that the company isn't even going to keep me. In fact, they handed me my walking papers and gave me a "sorry we made you drive so far" for my trouble. Oh, well. I have the hotel room for one more night... Wish I had people to drink with.

Looking Glass
The reflection that looks back at me is not of my own. Its allure is both breath taking and intimidating at the same time. When I look into the eye’s I see someone so beautiful and a soul so veracious that it makes me turn my head in hopes of not marring it for someone else who may be more deserving of it then me. Its moves are so elegant and carefree that it mesmerizes me because I’m incapable of such grace. To look at this image you can see that it’s clearly not me, but to hear the thoughts, views, opinions, dreams, and desires you would swear it was. I’ve been alone for the most part my entire life and thought that my time had passed me bye before I had met her. I fear though that I may also share with her the fears of being in love and the hurt and pain that are associated with it. I’ve never been in love before, never let myself get close to it, but with her strong emotions and intense feelings are there; it JUST HAPPENED and so now I’m stuck fighting the fight. It’s one

Naughty Poll
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bi-Curious 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?10-15 6. What is your pubic hair style?Shaved bald, nice and clean 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Nothing At All 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Anything that gets me off 10. How often do you masturbate?Once a day 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Not yet, but I would 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Not yet, but I would 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Both taken and been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?No, never 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, and I own some of my own 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both w

You Know You Grew Up In The 80's Or Early 90's If:
You Know You Grew Up In The 80's or Early 90's If: 1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word SIKE. You watched the >Pound Puppies. >3. You can sing the rap to the Fresh Prince of Belair and can do the >Carlton. >4. Girls wore biker shorts under their skirts and felt stylishly sexy. >5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-sitters club and tried to >start a club of your own. >6. You owned those lil' Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls. >7. You know that WOAH comes from Joey on Blossom > >8. Two words: Hammer Pants > >9. If you ever watched Fraggle Rock > >10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars... and spokey-dokes >or playing cards on your spokes for that incredible sound effect > >11. You can sing the entire theme song to DuckTales (Woo ooh!) > >12. It was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. >13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head. >14. You saw the original Teenage Mutant Ninja T

Thrus...
Buried at PhotoCasket.com HI EVERYONE.. HAVENT HAD MUCH TIME TO BE ON HERE SO HAVENT HAD TIME TO DO BLOGS.. BEEN HELPING OUT A FEW DAYS A WEEK IN GRANDSONS CLASS.. AND I SO LOVE IT! KIDS ARE SO MUCH FUN AND GET TO BE IN THERE ALL MORNING EVEN IF I ONLY HELP PART TIME.. I GET TO WATCH THE CLASS AND HELP AND MAKE SURE GRANDSON IS DOING GOOD TOO.. SO ALL A PLUS.. SO BY THE TIME I GET HOMNE AND WE HAVE LUNCH TOGETHER DAY IS ALMOST GONE.. I AM NOT ON A LOT IN AFTERNOON I TRY TO SPEND SOME TIME TO HELP GRANDSON WITH PRINTING AND ALL.. A LOT OF KIDS IN THE CLASS NEED THAT HELP AS WELL AND SOME OF THE KIDS DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO SPEAK ENGLISH THAT GOOD.. SO I HOPE I MAKE THE DIFFERENCE.. THATS WHY I FEEL GOOD ABOUT DOING IT.. SO HOPE HOPE YOU ALL ARE DOING GOOD.. MOST KNOW I TRY TO GET TO EACH PAGE OF ONES I KEEP IN TOUCH WITH.. READ BLOGS AND COMENT.. IF I CAN.. OR COMENT ON PAGE.. I APPREICATE ALL THE ONES I GET.. MEANS A LOT .. CAUSE WE ARE STIOLL KEEPING IN TOUCH.. OFF THE COMPUTE

Fred And Mary
Fred and Mary got married but can't afford a honeymoon, so they go back to Fred's Mom and Dad's for their first night together. In the morning, Johnny, Fred's little brother, gets up and has his breakfast. As he is going out of the door to go to school, he asks his mom if Fred and Mary are up yet. She replies, "No". Johnny asks, "Do you know what I think?" His mom replies, "I don't want to hear what you think! Just go to school." Johnny comes home for lunch and asks his mom, "Are Fred and Mary up yet?" She replies, "No." Johnny says, "Do you know what I think?" His mom replies, "Never mind what you think! Eat your lunch and go back to school." After school, Johnny comes home and asks again, "Are Fred and Mary up yet?" His mom says, "No." He asks, "Do you know what I think?" His mom replies, "Ok, now tell me what you think" He says: "Last night Fred came to my room for the Vaseline and I think I ga

Being Me With Out You
NOW THAT WE R DONE I'M SAD TO SAD THAT I'M GOING TO MAKE IT THROUGH CUZ I'M BEING ME WITH OUT U WE FOUNF EACHOTHERS LOVE AND LOST IT NOW I HOPE I CAN STILL BE ME WITH OUT U BUT AS I SET HERE AND THINK ABOUT EVERYTHING I FINLY RELIZED THERE IS NO BEING ME WITH OUT YOU BECUSE ME WITH OUT JUST WONT WORK SO NOW I ASK U CAN YOU GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE TO BE ME WITH U

Future Insomniac
i'v been gettin less and less sleep every night. it started i guess when i started going to bed earlier and then recently (when the 6 day break started) i started going to bed later and later. a couple of nights ago i went to bed like around 1-something. last night i went to bed around 2:30 and still had to drag myself out of bed by 7-something cuz i hadnt finished my english essay (i'm still not done and it was due today). so basically i'm running on a bunch of black tea, ADD meds and 4 hrs of sleep. i basically skipped lunch today (a bunch of celery and three bites of an apple which STILL gets me nowhere) i'm thinkin i'm gonna start askin for tea in my waterbottle during the day cuz then i'll actually drink something during the day. *sigh* the days get more and more stressful... i get to hang out wit my friend, thomas tomorrow around wilson IF he realizes that tomorrow is friday instead of tuesday (like me...i thought today was monday). Ade said he would call on a friday

Crap
I'm tired.I just got back from helping out with a school orchrestra. Ahh,those little kids need to find CONFIDENCE. For example,there is this one girl who can KILL the cello when playing solo, with a few people around. But today,she was the only cello, so everyone was counting on her to hold on to her part strong, she held the melondy. But she was all scared (I would be too!). Music should be my major. Much love! Me

Tag You're It!!!
Tag Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1~I have to sleep with a fan on for noise or I will never get to sleep. 2~I can't go a whole day without listening to music. 3~I love anything that has to do with dance......Ballet, Hip-Hop, Jazz, Ballroom....I love it all....Hip-Hop is my favorite though. 4~I love old cars....I would rather have an old one than a new one. 5~I am REALLY REALLY REALLY scared of dogs. I have a phobia I think. Even the small ones scare me. Not puppies though.....just the grown up ones.....ooooo SCARY!! 6~I am ADDICTED to American Idol.....LOL Ok...I choose Lisa, Mary, Lamont, Kool J, Tonice, Lamorena TAG YOU ARE IT!!! Have Fun!!

Welcome To Anal World
I remember I had always been terrified at the thought of anal sex. However, deep down, I will admit to always having a huge curiosity about it. It scared me, but still... My first time had always been something we had talked about. He liked it a lot. Loved it in fact, probably. I wanted to, but at the same time, I couldn't imagine something that sized being shoved up my ass. So there I was, wanting to but scared. We actually hadn't talked about it for awhile. So the whole thing took me completely by surprise. I had always envisioned a great deal of pain. I had my ideas about anal sex from, ok, from reading about prisoners. That was my whole mental picture. But at the same time, so many people I know just raved about it. He had always said, if the doer was considerate, there didn't have to be any pain involved. I wanted to believe, especially since I had a girlfriend that swore her best orgasms came from anal. I remember I was getting ready to go to work. Leisurely wandering a

What If We Could
what if we could put our lives on hold and meet some where inside of the world i would meet you would you meet me? 2, 3, 4... on a park bench on a skyscrape on a mountain oh yeah, whatever it takes i would meet you would you meet me? i'm glad to say that we've met but i'm sad to say that the circumstances where on our side so go on go on be your own go on be your own star what if we could? where would we go? if it felt right would you want me to know i would meet you would you meet me it's like a last chance for a first dance you're a sunrise can't somehow exist i would meet you would you meet me i'm glad to say that we've met but i'm sad to say that the circumstances where on our side so go on go on be your own go on be your own star a superstar in my eyes in my eyes look in my eyes just look in my eyes my eyes my eyes!!! what if we could put our lives on hold and meet some where inside of the world i would meet yo

I Wanna Touch You On The Way To School
WRITE DOWN WHAT IT SAYS IN THE DAY U WERE BORN...FOR EXAMPLE{ I WANNA KISS YOU IN THE RAIN} GET IT REPOST OR GET BAD LUCK WITH YOUR LOVER FOR 10 YEARS Jan. - i WANNA DANCE WiTH YOU Feb. - i WANNA SEX YOU Mar. - i WANNA BITE YOU Apr.- i WANNA FEEL YOU May.- i WUNNA KISS YOU Jun. - i WANT YOUR BODY Jul. - i WANNA LOVE YOU Aug. - i WANNA liCK YOU Sep. - i WANNA FUCK YOU Oct. - i WANNA TOUCH YOU Nov. - i WANNA RUB YOU Dec. - i WANNA TAKE YOU TO SEX HEAVEN 1- iN THE STATiON WAGON 2- iN AN ElEVATOR 3- iN A BLIZZARD 4- IN A STREET. 5- ON THE STAiRS 6- ON THE COUNTER 7- ON THE WAY TO SCHOOL 8- iN A ClOSET 9- ON ViDEO CAMERA 10- iN THE BATH TUB 11- iN THE SHEETS 12- iN THE BASEMENT 13- ALL NIGHT LONG 14- WHilE WATCHiNG PORN 15- iN THE RAiN 16- iN THE SHED 17- iN THE HOT TUB 18- ON THE ROOF 19- iN THE SWiMMiNG POOl 20- WiTH STRAWBERRiES 21- iN THE DRESSiNG ROOM 22- oN thE ToiLeT 23- AT A GAS STATiON 24- iN THE BACK OF A CAR 25- iN THE ATTiC 26- iN THE

Interview 2
Here is how interview 2 went I went to the Mcarther school on post and checked things out. I met all the paras and most of the kids. I even helped out a little. They had an emergency fire drill which I helped get the kids outside for. I think it went rather well. The lead Para said she is going to call the COOP and talk to them for me about the job so hopefully I will get it. She also made it sound like they would be able to wait for me to give my two weeks at McDonalds so I hope thats true. I really want this job. The people seem great and we hit it off right away. So pray for me or cross your fingers or whatever you do. Because This job is defiantely something that would be great for me to have. There may even be some flexibility to work around schooling year by year. so I hope that works out too. PLEASE LET ME GET THIS JOB!!!!!!

Tomorrow
tomorrow is my one year anniversary that i been married to my husband jim. wish he was home so i can spend it with him. but he in iraq. i love you jim and always will. nobody else has my heart but you. i love you and happy anniversary to us.

Hate Me
Mother: Hi Justin! This is your mother it is 2:33 on Monday afternoon. I was just calling to see how you were doing. You sounded really uptight last night, it made me a little nervous, and a little, well it made me nervous, but it sounded like you were nervous too. I just want to make sure you are really okay and wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication too. You know I love ya. Take care honey, I know you're under a lot of pressure. See ya. Bye Bye! (1) I have to block out thoughts of you, so i don't loose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again? And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted this Hate me today

Ouch
So let's assume, for the sake of this discussion, that you take two stickers on place one on each nipple. Not some cheap sticker that came in the box of Honey Roasted Toasty Wheat Ring Thing-a-ma-bobs, but a really high-end sticker. The kind that really sticks to things like car windows and nipples. Then let's assume that you decide that the time has come to take the stickers off, so you just rip those babies right off and you end up ripping your nipples off with them. How stupid would it be to then rub expensive sea salt into the nipple wounds? I think I need to sit down.

Nearly Time
Well garry did make it to the hospital he arrived all in a tiz,he was aloud to spend the night on a bed in the same room as me.I had had an injection to help my babys'lungs breath as if she was going to come soon she would only be 26 weeks.Well we got through the night and in to the next day.I had a scan done which showed the babys head was low i was told that every hour and day that she stayed there would be a bonus.My dad had come to see us with his partner they were down from scotland as thats were he now lives.I had asked him to come down to stay at that time as he had only just moved there and i missed him loads,prehaps some how i knew she was going to come early.We managed to get through the next day and she seemed to have settled down.I was transferred up to a normal ward with the idea off going home.But babe had other ideas and early in the moring on the friday .I knew she was going to come that day.It did take me ages to convince the nurses that she was coming.But when they d

Lyrics!
[Verse 1] She was on her way to becoming a college graduate Wouldn't even stop to talk to the average kid The type of latina I'd sit and contemplate marriage with Fuck the horse and carriage shit, her love was never for hire Disciplined, intellectual beauty's what I desire Flyer than Salma Hayek or Jennifer Lopez Everyone told me, kickin' it to her was hopeless At first I just thought, she didn't mess with broke kids The thug niggaz always talking about, how they smoke kids But the rich-sniff-coke kids got no play "I'm not even interested" is what her body language would say Everyone around the way, gave up trying to get in it It didn't matter how good your game was, she wasn't with it On the block, bitches was jealous, but wouldn't admit it Talk shit, and deny to everyone that they did it 'Cause they regreted the long list of niggaz that they let hit it And no one ever gave them shit except McDonald's and did-dick Smoking weed with thoughts of envy, whenever they lit

Finally
Finally a call! My life hangs in the balance by the ringing of the phone. How sad is that? Such a long dry spell, but that's how it goes, sometimes. One phone call gives me hope again. First, a trip to Tampa, in November. Ultimately, a new life. But that is WAY down the road. The trip to Tampa is much needed therapy ( and a WHOLE lotta fishing! :-D )! Might even be able to get some new pictures taken. But first, the phone has to ring.

Dive Buddys Wanted!!!!
Looking for an expeirence of a life time? Are you planning to come down to Key Largo, FL? Do you want to meet me in person? Then Follow these instructions: Look up these two websites www.horizondivers.com & www.padi.com. Order Your PADI "Go Dive" text book and study it. You can order it on the PADI website Then call your local PADI Office that too is listed on the PADI website. Get set-up with takeing your Open Water Certification Class and do as they direct you. Tell them where you are going (Key Largo of course) Book a trip or If you wish to get your certification class with Horizon Divers their phone #, email, and other info is on their website. If you will be signing up for classes ask for Mike Ryan to be your Instructor. He's the best. Once you complete your class and are certified I will dive with you. As the dive shop gives you free dives after completeing a class. Please DO call or email Horizon Divers & leave me a message here before arriveing, as you will have more

As You Lay Back
After touring the pineapple plantation, you ached Not just your feet, but your back, your shoulders So I asked you if you would like a soothing tongue massage? Your eyes sparkled, they danced as you nodded and purred I let you go shower and when you were through, I dried you Kissing my way up and down your body as fingers ran thru my hair As you lay back on cool sheets, I knelt down at the edge of the bed As you giggled and wiggled your way to my loving, soothing lips Once there, you lifted your legs high and rest them on my shoulders As you spread your legs wide, and felt my soft kisses on your thighs MMM, slow and tender kisses as I moved my lips closer and closer Until you moaned as my tongue was felt lapping against your lips OMG!!! You smell and taste delicious I could suck all day long I whispered I felt both your hands lift my head up to your clit, until I held it gently Your breath shortened, your hips I felt arch and thrust a

Calling You
Theres something that i cant quite explain i'm so in love with you you'll never take that away and if i said a hundred times before expect a thousand more you never take that away well expect me to be calling you to see if you're ok when i'm not around asking if you love me i love the way you make it sound calling you to see do i try too hard to make you smile to make a smile well i will keep calling you to see if you're sleepin are you dreamin and if you're dreamin are you dreamin of me i cant believe you actually picked...me i thought that the world had lost its sway (its so hard sometimes) then i fell in love with you (then came you) and you took that away (its not so difficult, the world is not so difficult) you take away the old show me the new and i feel like i can fly when i stand next to you so what if I'm on this phone a hundred miles from home i take the words you gave and send them back to you i only want to see if you're ok when i

I've Waited Forever
When you're feeling lonely and need an orgasm All you need to do is close your eyes, and I'll be there To rock you gently in my arms, breast to chest I will share my softest kiss I will soothe you darling Let me stroke each breast as shivers are enjoyed Let my warm lips tug on each firm nipple as you moan Let me plant 1,000 kisses up and down your spine Massaging your body with lotion as you whisper it's heavenly Enjoy my tongue as I pass your naval caressing delicate lips Tenderly licking at your hood as I feel your pearl awaken Let me feel both your hands hold my head close to heaven As the murmered sounds of my sucking make your body tremble Orgasm my love, drench my lips soar above the clouds I am yours to love, to enjoy for I have waited forever for you

El Chupacabra
If I were a funky monster trying to terrorize villagers in south america, I'd be pretty damn pissed if the only name they could come up with was "goat sucker". I mean... goat sucker? Sounds more like an inbred hick from the backwoods who has a thing for goats and their little goat weiners than a dangerous, blood-sucking creature of unknown origin. That ranks right up there with Moth Man and Skunk Ape for lame monster names. Don't even get me started on Bigfoot.

Once Again
once again u peeps won't help me out and show me no love, for those of u who have u know who u r and will get help in return down the road when needed others of u who didn't show nothin don't exspect no love from me : )~~ have a good one

Idk
I'm gonna say sorry first....this is how I get it out. I am not an emotional woman. And I have been through so much in my life...more than I am willing to admit or talk about. I am not your typical woman...I am 28 and I have been through hell. I've never been able to communicate feelings which is ironic cause I am generally the nicest and genuine people you'll ever meet, and I have a huge heart. I'm giving and I care...but only when it pertains to others. Showing my feelings is something I do not do. I have very high walls. And up till recently noone has even tried to overcome them. I want this person. I want him to succeed, but I have all these things in my head telling me I am a fool. I can still hear my my ex and I can still hear my mom. I just want to be happy...I've let go..but when you've been through what I have been through...it's hard to discertain. To weed it out completely. So why do I doubt it? Why do I know he's being honest and true, but I doubt? I

Why Are Guys Like This
Why is it that when you and your spouse, boyfriend or whatever splits up and he goes his own way and does his own thing but when you start to try and live life and start the healing process he has to try and stop it. He doesn't want you but doesn't want anyone else to have you. When you know it is onver and he knows it is over why can't he just go on and leave you alone instead of trying to make you miserable. I wish someone could explain that to me......

Believe
Believe me when I say I love you. Believe me when I say I can't live without you. Believe me when I say you're my one and only. Believe me when I say nuthing nor no one could ever help me express my love for you. Its never ending. Believe when you look in my eyes and see a twinkle. You put that twinkle there. If you see a bounce in my step, you put it there. When you see me smile, you're the reason I have a smile on my face. You're the reason I do so many things. Without you I would have no reason to do those things any more.

Nuthing
hatred over welms me. the sorrow eats at me, never letting me sleep i welcome the sleep of death, but the reaper never comes he wants me to suffer more for what i have done i have done you wrong in so many ways but you always forgive me. but this time you are gone gone for good you say i killed you i say i killed us both i killed myself for killing you the hatred is stronger now in this early morning the pain, never ebbing as it mixes with the sorrow once again eating away at me as i die from the inside out starting with what held you close to me my heart

Why
You say you love me, but why won't you spend any time with me? Are you busy, out some where, where could you be? I barely see you much any more. You never seem to be into the same things I do any more. It seems we are drifting apart. I don't want the happen because that would tear my heart. But it seems we drift farther away each day. Or do you just keep swimming away? I love you, but do you really love me like you say? Is it just another day to you? To me each day i spend with you, I feel a little better about myself. You bring the best out in me. But maybe you just don't feel the same as I do and never will.....

I've Been Here This Long And...
I hav'nt made a blog yet so I figured what the hell. Ill probably start doing these often with humorous rants with shit that I think is fucked up etc. But for right now I am extremely tired, 14 hour days are starting to catch up to this insomniac soul. The sooner this shit ends the happier I will be, its not good being a creature of habit in an unpredictable setting. I bid all my friends good night, show some love, when i feel rested Ill return it and then some :) - J

Hey Everyone!!!!
So sorry for not commenting you all this week. I have been very busy. Trying to make some extra cash. I hope things settle down to were I can relax and be able to talk to my friends on here. Anyways, holler at me... and I will do the same. RBfly

To See You Again
YOU CAME TO ME IN A DREAM LAST NIGHT, HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN SINCE WE LAUGHED TOGETHER,HELD EACH OTHER CLOSE? ECSTATIC, YET SOMEHOW UNEASY, WAS OUR REUNION, YOU LOOKED TOO WEARY A SHADE OF SADNESS HAD DARKENED YOUR EYES. THE HOLLOWNESS IN YOUR VOICE THE WAY YOU MOVED, SO SOUNDLESSLY, I DOUBTED IT WAS EVEN YOU... STILL, WE SHARED COMPLETE BLISS. UNTIL YOU LED ME TO A PLACE, A GATHERING OF YOUR DEAREST FREINDS AND FAMILY THOUGH SO FAMILIAR FROM BEFORE, ALL NOW LOOKED DIMLY STRANGE AND I FELT LOST AS YOU MINGLED WITH THE SALLOW FACES, SO SOLEMN YOU WHERE WHEN YOU CALLED MY NAME AND TURNING AROUND I SAW THE SKY CHANGING FROM BLUE TO BLACK STORM SHADOWS SWELLING,AS DID THE FEAR INSIDE ME AS YOU BENT AND KISSED THE WARMTH FROM MY SOUL MY DREAD REMAINS... EVEN THOUGH I AM AWAKE I GOT THE NEWS TODAY A VOICE ECHOED FROM MY DREAM SPOKE THE WORDS... YOU DIED LAST WEEK, BURIED ONLY YESTERDAY. THE CHILL OF YOUR KISS LINGERS ON THE CURVE OF MY NECK AND I WONDERED WHEN

Cumm Home
I open the door as you stand on the porch. Your eyes pop open and your mouth gapes. I stand in the door way wearing nothing but a see through white thong. With my hands against the wall, I raise my leg. You walk up to me and start kissing my neck. I wrap my leg around you waist. You grab my sides and push me against the wall. I pull your shirt off as you kiss down my neck, nibbling and licking. You begin to bite my nipples as I undo your pants, letting them fall to the floor. Neighbors walk by pointing and staring. WE don't care, it only hightens our passion. You pin me againstt he wall by my arms as you rip my thongs off with your mouth. I'm ssoo hott for you. I can feel my heartbeat throbbing, pulsating inside my pussy. I'm so wet.. I beg for you to penatrate me. You slam yourself against me. I can feel you. Hard, throbbing, wanting me. You kiss me the way I want you to. Fierce, violently. Sticking your tounge deep inside my mouth, the way i want your cock. You suck my tounge, hard.

Thy Horror Cosmic
Lord below, your abysmal horrors we call forth Awaken - Rise up and cleanse this earth with fire The taste of victory awaits our wicked tongues As you sleep beyond the light your blessed idol acts agent to your will Chorus: For vast aeons has slept, lurking 'neath the haunted deep Sea soaked perversion.....Arise Named of the foulest tongue, his will ebbs within me Beckoning - what was shall once more be In the house of the dead you lie and wait Oh lords of black earth Controlling the minds of the meek Staining this planet with visions of murder and hate (Chorus) We pray for the earth to open Free you of your ageless tomb Our knees bent in your worship Oh great gold one, I scream for your return Madness unhallowed Ascending moon of darkness never to wane Lurking without end Behind life in time and space An evil so vast Beyond man's power to bear An essence insane Dethrone the sovereign - and with your might reclaim I serve allegiance to your will

2006 Sucks
2006 sucks ass.. this has been the worst year of my life.. Donnie and I moved in together in January. Things were going very well. Then in the beginning of Febuary we found out i was pergnant. I started having problems right from the start. I kept cramping and hurting really bad. I went to the emergency room and they told me that the test came out positive but they didnt see anything from my ultrasound and my HCG level was very low. so they told me to come back in a few days it i was still hurting or started bleeding. 2 days later i started hurting really bad and went back, they ran test and then informed me that i had lost the baby. I was completely torn apart. I was left to believe that I would NEVER have children. my ex husband and I tried for years and went to doctors and i still couldnt get pregnant. and people that know me know that all i have ever wanted out of life was to be a mother. So when i found out i was pregnant FINALLY i was thrilled, only to be told a few days later i

Another One
there is this girl. who that me and her have something in common. and we became great friends ever since She was bored so i told her that i would give her her fav chinese dish i told her what was it and she well come on then and i said ok i'm coming. i came to her door and she jumped out of her seat and answered the door and i handed her her entree and said here ya go she was so excited. i gave her a kiss and she was blushing red and i told her how was it and she said that "the only thing she tasted was my kiss." also added but it was HOT!! Since we both have something in common i was telling her that we should get married here in Lost Cherry and i did like every man does get on my knees and told her will you marry me and she said yes

I'm Single
I live In Illinois.If single and nearby Let me know if ya like what ya see!!Wanna Know me a little better?www.bigdsplayplace.piczo.com Sighn my guestbook so i know ya was there.Tell me what ya think.Wanna chat>dennyh65@yahoo im me.Send a Pic or two or 3!!!Let's have some fun!!(((((ladies)))) ONLY!!!!

My Crazy World
so, i'm at this place in my life where i feel like i need a change. i'm stuck in this continuous loop of nonproductivity, or at least i feel that way. i'm bored with what i have and what my life is. i do the same things everyday, and i feel like i'm getting nowhere. in all reality, i know this isn't true though. i mean, i go to college, i'm slowly, but surely getting that done....but i feel like there's no point to it. and again, i know that's not true, because "having a college education is the american dream", yeah, i know. some people would kill to have the opportunities that i have. i didn't even have to work hard to get here. maybe that's why i feel like it's all for nothing. everything has been given to me. i'm one of the most spoiled people that i know, but it's not like i try to be. my mom and future stepfather want the best for me, so they try their hardest to give me everything and anything i could possibly need, and sometimes more. they bought me a car, they're

My Story, Pt. 17
christina: well you two love birds can go back to sleep, i however am going home to sleep in my own bed, with my sex toy. amanda: umm, you do that. and make sure jerum is alright. matt: *gives you a quizical look* amanda: *outh's i'll tell you later* matt: *nods* christina: alright, i'll catch yall on the flip side. amanda: later. matt: see ya twitch. *christina leaves room* [amanda's pov] ah crap, i don't wanna tell him about jerum. i love my baby but i don't wanna get hurt again like i did. at the thought of what happened last time tears form in the corners of my eyes and slowly slide down my cheek. matt: *looks at you cornerned* baby, you okay? amanda: *you burry your head in the pillow and start sobbing* matt: *rubs your back comfortingly getting more concerned* hey, hey, hey, baby, wuts wrong? did i do something wrong? baby please tell me what i did this time. amanda: *sobs* please don't leave me again. matt: *wraps arms tightly around you* no baby, i'm never gonna

Using Graphics..
OK, SO WE ALL HAVE OUR OWN WELCOME GREETINGS THAT WE HAVE MADE OR PEOPLE HAVE MADE FOR US. I DON'T MIND WHEN PEOPLE COPY MINE AND USE THEM BUT, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, WHY DO THEY USE THE ONE WITH MY NAME ON IT?? I MEAN HELLO, HOW DUMB CAN IT LOOK WHEN YOU USE PEOPLES GREETINGS THAT CLEARLY HAVE THEIR NAME ON IT? MOST OF YOU HAVE SEEN THE 1 THAT I USE. IT'S A PINK ROSE THAT HAS A GREETING ON IT, A FRIEND MADE IT FOR ME AND IT REALLY ANNOYS THE HELL OUTTA ME WHEN I SEE OTHER PEOPLE USING IT. AM I WRONG FOR FEELING THIS WAY??

Poem I Made With Him Lyrics
I crawl. Scorched by the shame I can't escape the wrath of my heart beating beating to our song Now it seems my faith is my lust lust for hell regained My love just dust in the hands of the shamed The suicide of love took away all that matters but isn't love all that matters? My heart, turned to stone buried in an unmarked tomb But please, let me bleed let me bleed you my heart Let me lead you along this path in the dark Just hold me hold me like you hold onto life Love me Love me like you love the storm I paint you my soul but my soul is scarred Scarred with the things I have done wrong So now.... Now I take my life I take my life for your eternal kiss

Sex
Answer this for the person who posted this send it back to them in a PRIVATE message and then repost it for yourself! 1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/lick me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex w

Fantasy (adult)
Fantasy – Time with 2 women at Once! I have been seeing my Mistress for about 6 weeks and she has been introducing me into the world of Domination. I see the Mistress on Monday’s to start my week off with a Bang. When I first started seeing her we started with erotic massages and in the last few weeks we have tried Bondage. This was my second week of bondage and I pretty much new what was coming up next. This Monday started off like any other Monday session with my Mistress. I was butt naked and she was in a black leather corset that pushed her great boobs up high, she also had on a black lacy panties and black stockings. I assumed the position of standing upright hands out in front and legs spread. My Mistress started by putting on my hand restraints (shackles) and leg restraints. The Mistress would also put a blindfold on me, so I couldn’t peak. The Mistress ordered me to spread my legs more and after each order I would have to reply with “Yes Mistress”. She would tell

Forplay
I take you to the kitchen.. slide down to my knees.. rubbing your chest and licking your stomach on my way down. I roll my tounge around your shaft, flicking the tip of my tounge across your head. I lightly dig my nails into your thiegh as you go deep inside my hot waiting mouth. I move back and forth faster by your will. You pull my hair, teasing yourself as your dick glides across my lips. I feel myself welling up inside with juices. My nipples are as erect as your large, hard cock. I glide my hands across my nipples, I get wetter, I can feel cum dripping down my leg. I run my hand down my taunt body. I slide a finger inside and shiver at the feeling. My mouth fills with your precum. Your cock begins to pulsate in my mouth.. i'm dying to taste you. I stare up, into your eyes.. you see my joy as I see yours. I go faster, further down on you. I slide another finger inside.. I can't take much more. You pull my hair, moving me faster, taking you in further.. I begin to cumm.. it's so ho

Vampire Standards
MONSTROUS WORLD----- IT IS NOT THAT PEOPLE ARE EVIL; MOST ARE NOT, GOOD AND EVIL ALIKE, MAYBE THE GOOD EVEN MORE THAN THE EVIL, BELIVE EVIL NORMAL. HOW TO EXPLAIN? WHEN YOU'VE BEEN FED EVERY DAY OF YOUR CHILDHOOD ON FLESH OF GEESE THAT WOULD OF LAID GOLDEN EGGS, OD COURSE YOU GROW UP ACCEPTING STANDARDS OF PEOPLE WHO KILL THEM. WHEN THE ONLY STORIES YOU KNOW OF GODDESSES ARE OF RAPE, WHEN THE ONLY STORY YOU KNOW OF GOD IS OF MURDER, WHEN SLAVES' AND PRISONERS' GUILTY PLEASURES ARE THE ONLY GOOD THINGS YOU HAVE OR EVER HEARD OF, WHEN YU BELIVE THAT SURVIVAL REQUIRES DOING SOMETHING BOTH POINTLESS AND UNPLEASANT FOR BENEFIT OF SOMEONE DESPICABLE AND KNOWING THIS HELL BY HONERABLE NAME: WORK, KNOWING NO OTHER KIND... THE WORLD DOES NOT HAVE TO BE MONSTROUS. EVIL PEOPLE ARE NOT THAT MANY, MAYBE NO MORE THAN EVER. BUT WHEN WHEN 99 POINT 99 PERCENT OF GOOD PEOPLE KNOW ONLY THE MOSTROOUS AS NORMAL, I DESPAI. BETTER TO DIE. LEAVE THIS LOVELY PLANET TO COC

Sweetness Of Married Life......
FROM MY E-mail .. AUTHOR UNKNOWN SWEETNESS OF MARRIED LIFE...... A couple had only been married for two weeks and the husband, although very much in love, couldn't wait to go out on the town and party with his old buddies. So, he said to his new wife, "Honey, I'll be right back." "Where are you going, Coochy Coo?" asked the wife. "I'm going to the bar, Pretty Face," he answered. I'm going to have a beer." The wife said, "You want a beer, my love?" She opened the door to the refrigerator and showed him 25 different kinds of beer, brands ! from 12 different countries: Germany,Holland, Japan, India, etc. The husband didn't know what to do, and the only thing that he could think of saying was, "Yes, Lollipop... but at the bar... You know... they have frozen glasses... " He didn't get to finish the sentence, because the wife interrupted him by saying, "You want a frozen glass, Puppy Face?" She took a huge beer mug out of the freezer, so fr

Bitch In The Kitchen
this is something cute that i read so i thought that i would share it with everyone enjoy A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her 5 -year-old son playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the train stop and her son saying, "All of you sons of bitches who want off, get the hell off now... Cause this is the last stop! And all of you sons of bitches who are getting on, get your asses on the train... Cause we're going down the tracks." The horrified mother went in and told her son, "We don't use that kind of language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out, you may play with your train... But I want you to use nice language." Two hours later, the boy came out of the bedroom and resumed playing with his train. Soon the train stopped and the mother heard her son say... "All passengers, please remember your things, thank you and hope your trip was a pleasant one. We hope you will ride

Him
My cynicism amazes even me at times. I’m tired of the confusion. I look to the people I know who are in loving relationships, and I admire what they have. The trust, the love, the honesty. The way they miss each other before they’ve even left each other’s gaze. The way a look or touch can right the world. The arguments, and tearful apologies immediately after. The struggle, the fight. The constant awareness that they could be taken from each other at any moment. I feel all of these things with Joey. He is what is right when everything else has crashed around me. He is one that loves me when I feel unlovable. He is who makes me feel beautiful when the tears have washed my eyeliner down my cheeks. And I’m so afraid of losing him through my own insecurities. Yes, our situation is fucked up. We’re not together. But we’re working on it. We want to build a strong friendship to be the solid base to our life together. We want to do this right, so that when we do end up married, it is for li

My Story, Pt. 16
[christina's pov] i wake up and look around. where am i? i feel someone beside me breathing, i turn around and see mark reminding me that i'm still in the hospital. i take my cell phone out of my pocket "5 missed calls" "house, house, house, house, and house." it's 2 AM!!! *it's really good to hear your voice, say my name it sounds so sweet (that's christina's ring tone)* christina: hello? ryan: finally you pick up! where were you, where are you? christina: sorry, i guess i fell asleep. ryan: it's ok baby, i was getting kinda worried though, so how's mark? christina: still in his colma, but still doing good. ryan: where's amanda? christina: ummm *looks around and sees amanda cuddled in matt's arms asleep in the bed beside you* awwwwwwwww. ryan: what? christina: amanda's asleep in matt's arms in the other bed. ryan:... matt's there? christina: yesh. ryan: i swear if he hurts her again he's dead. christina: i don't think he's going to. i think this with her being back with

Politically Correct ... Ha Ha Ha
POLITICALLY CORRECT 2007 Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America, Kentuckians, Tennesseans, Arkansasians and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to us as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS. And furthermore ...... HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not a "SCREAMER" or a "MOANER" - She is "VOCALLY APPRECIATIVE." 3. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 4. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 5. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 6. She is not an "AIRHEAD" - She is "REALITY IMPAIRED." 7. She does not get "DRUNK" or "TIPSY" - She gets "CHEMICALLY INCONVENIENCED" 8. She does not have "BREAST IMPLANTS" - She is "MEDICALLY ENHANCED." 9. She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VER

Pullin Me Back
Chingy - Pullin Me Back (ft. Tyrese) Music Video Code provided by VideoCodes4U "Pullin' Me Back" (feat. Tyrese) [Chorus] Every time I try to leave Something keeps pulling me back, me back Telling me I need u in my life Every time I try to go Something keeps telling me that, me that Everything gon' be alright Every time I try to leave Something keeps pulling me back, me back Telling me I need u in my life It was meant to be You were meant for me So that means we gotta make it work [Verse 1] It was all good at first, Spending money, going shopping Eating at the finest restaurants And then from club hopping She was right thurr with me bottle popping living that life She just didn't understand my lifestyle and that I don't like We didn't have a worry in the world, got u diamonds got u pearls But I can't help it if Ching-A-Ling been attracting all the girls Baby I'm a superstar and that come wit it You got a good nigga on the side, you betta run

The Origon Of Vampfire!
For centuries vampires and demons have haunted our dreams and imagination. The difference is demons for some reason have stayed visible throughout the years but vampires have stayed out of sight. There are documents of both existing but no hard evidence of any vampire remains or sightings ever reported. There was a time when both were at war for the control of humanity! Even a lost document of such events has been recorded but never found! That's because it's been kept from the world behind the walls of the knights of the higher order at the Vatican in Rome! This ancient text describes how demons and vampires fought to be the dominant species in the world. Secret wars were fought for centuries and said to be the bloodiest of all wars! It is said demons would always get the upper hand on the vampires because of their ability to possess people. This gave demons an advantage to destroy the vampires when they slept in the day. The vampires were said to retaliate at night destroying the

How To Write A Poem
OPEN THE WINDOW AT NIGHT AND INVITE HIM IN. BARE YOUR THROAT AND LET HIM DRINK HIS FILL. DREAM UNTIL HE STOPS, THEN WRITE ABOUT THE DREAM. TO YOU THE WORDS WILL SEEM FLAT BUT THOSE WHO KNOW WILL KNOW, REMEMBERING THEIR OWN NIGHTS OF CRIMSON DREAMING BY LAWRENCE SCHIMEL

From The Lair
Define Beauty and whats the first thing that comes into your mind! The darkness is a beautiful place to be in. As I lay back and close my eyes and open my mind I see things come out of the darkness that make me appreciate life more and more and today as my eyes were closed I stood alone in the darkness and looked deep into the abbys and within the shadows I saw a shape. It looked like a fly at first but only at first! As I saw the shape draw nearer I was able to distinguish shape it had wings! As it drew closer it made no noise but the Flapping of the wings! Once I felt it was close enough to reach for I held my arm out and extended my hand and I felt it land on my hand! I pulled my hand slowly towards my face to see what had landed on my hand! As my hand drew closer the shape shrank with every second till I was able to see what it was! It was a Butterfly with the most beautiful wings I ever layed eyes on! It then looked up at me and I heard a voice inside my head tell me that beauty c

Lose No Matter What
I've noticed your design because I'm not blind. I'm like a cigarette burning, burning every night. but there's no ash that falls there's only telephone calls in the afternoon, stretching through a thousand walls. So I'll pray for words to say to make these miles disappear. If you can't sleep alone, I'm better off, I’m better off If you can't sleep alone If we're measuring with time, in seconds or in lifetimes, there's no difference, it's constantly just passing by. But there's nothing at all, not valium or slow songs to relax my view, just you. Maybe your new perfume So I'll pray for words to say to make these miles disappear. If you can't sleep alone I'm better off, I’m better off If you can't hear the song then turn it off, then turn it off If you cast the first stone then throw them all, then throw them all I start to sleep, but it's not over. The second hand is moving slower now I'd take it all back to start over again Just between the rock and paper, the scissor

Crazy People
you know i havent been here for a month yet and i ahve came across some dram queens trying to tell me whoo oi should talk to and then want tho stalk me wtf i`m a single man who have friends and i will talk to anyone and comment on anyone pics i so chose to why cause no one pays my bills but me sorry for raving but i`m sick of drama and hate it

The First!
Okay so I am slowly figuring this place out. I have uploaded lots of pictures. Even though I am supposed to be working I am spening time on here to make my site worthwhile :) Give me tips and stuff you guys. Tell me how you like the pics and all that. Thanks ~kindredfemme~

I Need You Once Again........
Because I hold you in high regards, I need you!! Because I think the world of you, I need you!!! I feed off of the love I receive from you....it gives me the courage to get on stage and bring heat at every show. I am in a comedy competition this Saturday called Orange County's Funniest person. I'm in the final round, I made it to the top 9 out of 400 other comics. I know that most of you are in another state so you can't make it (i only have one friend that can make it....Terry I see you mami:)), but if you got love for ya boy please stop by my page and Blow me a kiss (if your a girl) or leave a comment just so that I know I still got you on my side. For every comment I get, on Monday I'll post a comment in return with a video clip of this Saturday's set. that way you know that YOU gave me the energy to do it. I've said it before......THANK YOU FOR HOLDIN' ME DOWN!!!!!! Holla at ya boy......

Vote For Me As The Most Pretty Face
i entered myself in the lc contest as pretty face if you care to leave comments and vote for me go to the contest queens page and under her pics you will see pretty faces and you will see my pic and plz vote thanks

Screwed
A man is driving down a deserted stretch of highway, when he notices a sign out of the corner of his eye that Reads: SISTERS OF ST. FRANCIS HOUSE OF PROSTITUTION 10 MILES Thinking it was a figment of his imagination, he drives on and soon he sees another sign SISTERS OF ST. FRANCIS HOUSE OF PROSTITUTION 5 MILES Suddenly, he begins to realize the signs are for real... He passes a third sign, saying SISTERS OF ST. FRANCIS HOUSE OF PROSTITUTION NEXT RIGHT His curiosity gets the best of him and he pulls into the drive. On the far side of the parking lot, is a stone building with a small Sign next to the door reading SISTERS OF ST. FRANCIS He climbs the steps, and rings the bell. The door is answered by a nun in a long, black habit, who asks, " What may we do for you, my son?" He answers, "I saw your signs along the highway, and was interested in doing business." " Very well, my son.... Please follow me. " The man is led through a wi

Pork Chops To Live For
Original recipe yield: 4 servings PREP TIME 15 Min COOK TIME 5 Hrs READY IN 5 Hrs 15 Min INGREDIENTS * 2 tablespoons shortening * 4 pork chops * 1 egg, beaten * 1/2 cup all-purpose flour * 1 large onion, sliced * 2 (10.75 ounce) cans condensed cream of mushroom soup * 2 cups milk DIRECTIONS 1. Melt shortening in a large skillet over medium-high heat. Dip pork chops in beaten egg, then dredge in flour. Cook in hot skillet, turning once to brown both sides. 2. Place pork chops into a slow cooker, and arrange sliced onions over meat. Pour soup and milk over the meat and onions. 3. Cover, and cook on High for 4 to 5 hours, or on Low for 8 to 10 hours. Servings Per Recipe: 4 Amount Per Serving Calories: 467 * Total Fat: 25.6g * Cholesterol: 104mg * Sodium: 1254mg * Total Carbs: 33g * Dietary Fiber: 1.4g * Protein: 25.6g

Holding On To A Promise.....
the silence surrounds her spirit a deafening, thunderous silence one that is all consuming it blankets her broken heart blocking out all beauty and love tearing asunder her fragile defenses burning like ice into her defeated soul the pain is more than she can bear yet what can she do to stop it the wounds inflicted are far to deep to heal the damage too great she has only to exist as she waits for final blow she longs to succumb to the darkness to leave behind the memory of her loss but alas that is not her fate her future awaits her unknown, untold, unrealized she will put the pieces back together and she will rise above the agony to be rewarded with the life she so deserves she just has to hold on to a promise a promise made by her in her darkest hour and the world shall be hers end Michelle Lewis......10/12/06

Tex-mex Pork
Original recipe yield: 8 servings PREP TIME 20 Min COOK TIME 10 Hrs READY IN 10 Hrs 20 Min INGREDIENTS * 1 (8 ounce) can tomato sauce * 1 cup barbeque sauce * 1 onion, chopped * 2 (4 ounce) cans diced green chile peppers * 1/4 cup chili powder * 1 teaspoon ground cumin * 1 teaspoon dried oregano * 1/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon * 2 1/2 pounds boneless pork loin roast, trimmed * 1/2 cup chopped fresh cilantro DIRECTIONS 1. In a 3 quart or larger slow cooker, mix tomato sauce, barbeque sauce, onion, green chile peppers, chili powder, cumin, oregano, and cinnamon. Place pork in slow cooker, and spoon sauce over to coat. the meat. 2. Cover, and cook on Low 8 to 10 hours, or until pork is tender. 3. Remove pork to a cutting board. Using 2 forks, pull meat into shreds. Pour sauce into a serving dish; stir in cilantro and shredded pork.

Random Thought
When my older friends told me I would go through some massive changes when I hit age thirty, I thought, "Yeah, whatever." Well, they were right. To the ladies reading this right now who haven't hit this pentacle age, trust me, you'll understand one day. When you reach you're thirties, you become more relaxed with your life. You learn to choose your battles with friends. You have mature disagreements with your boyfriend. You don't care if your co-workers are gossiping about you. And you begin to cherish those simple moments you spend with your family. You begin to come into yourself as a woman. You become more comfortable with your body. You no longer notice or worry about every flaw. You don't care so much if he thinks you're sexy because you feel sexy. You become more confident, sexually. You're no longer afraid to have sex with the lights on. That's probably the area a woman changes most in as she gets older. Suddenly she's not afraid of her sexuality. She knows what she li

Carne Adovada
Original recipe yield: 10 servings PREP TIME 30 Min COOK TIME 4 Hrs 40 Min READY IN 16 Hrs 40 Min NGREDIENTS * 2 tablespoons canola oil * 3 tablespoons all-purpose flour * 4 tablespoons New Mexico red chile powder * 2 1/2 cups warm water * 3 cloves garlic, peeled and minced * 1 1/2 teaspoons dried oregano * 1/3 teaspoon ground cumin * 1 tablespoon salt * 3 pounds cubed pork stew meat DIRECTIONS 1. In a skillet or frying pan, heat oil over medium heat. Stir in flour and brown until light golden brown. Blend in chile powder. Slowly add water, stirring until lumps are removed. Add garlic, oregano, cumin and salt. Simmer on medium heat for 15 minutes. Remove from heat and let cool. 2. Place pork in a large baking pan or casserole pan. When chile mixture has cooled, add it to pork and mix until pork is covered with chile. Marinate pork for at least 12 hours or overnight. 3. Preheat oven to 325 degrees F (165 degrees C)

Recently, A Large Corporation Hired Several Cannibals To Increase Their
Recently, a large corporation hired several cannibals to increase their divercity. "You are all part of our team now," said the Human Resources rep during the welcoming briefing. "You get all the usual benefits and you can go to the cafeteria for something to eat, but please don't eat any employees." The cannibals promised they would not. Four weeks later their boss remarked, "You're all working very hard and I'm satisfied with your work. We have noticed a marked increase in the whole company's performance. However, one of our secretaries has disappeared. Do any of you know what happened to her?" The cannibals all shook their heads, "No." After the boss left, the leader of the cannibals said to the others, "Which one of you idiots ate the secretary?" A hand rose hesitantly. "You fool!" the leader continued. "For four weeks we've been eating managers and no one noticed anything. But NOOOooo, you had to go and eat someone who actually does something."

Whats Up People
yes people a big shout to every one espescially all you sexy american ladies yeah !! just to say im a dj on a radio stationcatch me on www.rapturefm.co.uk every sunday at 8pm GMT time (london time) look forward to chattin to you !!! PLEASE PASS THIS ON TO ALL YO~UR FRIENDS WE ARE TRYIN TO BREAK THE 1000 LISTENERS THIS SUNDAY >>> THANKS ALOT GUYS DAN.T

Chicken Enchiladas
Original recipe yield: 8 servings PREP TIME 30 Min COOK TIME 30 Min READY IN 1 Hr 30 Min INGREDIENTS * 4 skinless, boneless chicken breast halves * 1 onion, chopped * 1/2 pint sour cream * 1 cup shredded Cheddar cheese * 1 tablespoon dried parsley * 1/2 teaspoon dried oregano * 1/2 teaspoon ground black pepper * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1 (15 ounce) can tomato sauce * 1/2 cup water * 1 tablespoon chili powder * 1/3 cup chopped green bell pepper * 1 clove garlic, minced * 8 (10 inch) flour tortillas * 1 (12 ounce) jar taco sauce * 3/4 cup shredded Cheddar cheese DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). 2. In a medium, non-stick skillet over medium heat, cook chicken until no longer pink and juices run clear. Drain excess fat. Cube the chicken and return it to the skillet. Add the onion, sour cream, Cheddar cheese, parsley, oregano and ground black pepper. Heat until ch

Layered Chicken And Black Bean Enchilada Casserole
Original recipe yield: 8 servings PREP TIME 25 Min COOK TIME 45 Min READY IN 1 Hr 10 Min INGREDIENTS * 2 cups diced chicken breast meat * 1/2 teaspoon ground cumin * 1/2 teaspoon ground coriander * 2 tablespoons chopped fresh cilantro * 1 (15 ounce) can black beans, rinsed and drained * 1 (4.5 ounce) can diced green chile peppers, drained * 1 (10 ounce) can red enchilada sauce * 8 (6 inch) corn tortillas * 2 cups shredded Mexican blend cheese * 1 (8 ounce) container sour cream DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat the oven to 375 degrees F (190 degrees C). 2. Heat a large skillet over medium heat, and spray with vegetable cooking spray. Saute chicken with cumin and coriander until chicken is cooked through. Transfer to a medium bowl. Stir in the cilantro, black beans, and green chile peppers. 3. Spread half of the enchilada sauce over the bottom of an 11x7 inch baking dish. Place 4 tortillas over the sauce, overlapping if n

Spicy Bean Salsa
Original recipe yield: 4 cups PREP TIME 10 Min READY IN 8 Hrs 10 Min INGREDIENTS * 1 (15 ounce) can black-eyed peas * 1 (15 ounce) can black beans, rinsed and drained * 1 (15 ounce) can whole kernel corn, drained * 1/2 cup chopped onion * 1/2 cup chopped green bell pepper * 1 (4 ounce) can diced jalapeno peppers * 1 (14.5 ounce) can diced tomatoes, drained * 1 cup Italian-style salad dressing * 1/2 teaspoon garlic salt DIRECTIONS 1. In a medium bowl, combine black-eyed peas, black beans, corn, onion, green bell pepper, jalapeno peppers and tomatoes. Season with Italian-style salad dressing and garlic salt; mix well. Cover, and refrigerate overnight to blend flavors. Servings Per Recipe: 12 Amount Per Serving Calories: 190 * Total Fat: 10.4g * Cholesterol: 0mg * Sodium: 768mg * Total Carbs: 20.4g * Dietary Fiber: 4.6g * Protein: 5.1g

Jealously
Jealously can make you do weird things. It can drive you up the wall if you let it. Having attention showed to you one minute and then a day later see that someone with someone new..or someone you can't stand..really hurts. It makes your blood boil. If you are unfortutnate to see someone you care about with someone else you might as well get kicked in the chest by a horse. I am sure the feeling is about the same. That time you break up with someone and see them out with someone else...yeah it is all the same. You don't want to make eye contact with them or for them to know you are in the area cause them knowing just adds to your pain.

Salsa De Tomatillo
Original recipe yield: 2 cups PREP TIME 20 Min COOK TIME 10 Min READY IN 30 Min INGREDIENTS * 10 tomatillos, husked * 1 small onion, chopped * 3 cloves garlic, chopped * 2 jalapeno peppers, chopped * 1/4 cup chopped fresh cilantro * salt and pepper to taste DIRECTIONS 1. Place tomatillos in a nonreactive saucepan with enough water to cover. Bring to a boil. Simmer until tomatillos soften and begin to burst, about 10 minutes. 2. Drain tomatillos and place in a food processor or blender with onion, garlic, jalapeno peppers, cilantro, salt and pepper. Blend to desired consistency. Servings Per Recipe: 16 Amount Per Serving Calories: 10 * Total Fat: 0.2g * Cholesterol: 0mg * Sodium: < 1mg * Total Carbs: 1.9g * Dietary Fiber: 0.6g * Protein: 0.3g

Avocado Salsa
INGREDIENTS * 1 (16 ounce) package frozen corn kernels, thawed * 2 (2.25 ounce) cans sliced ripe olives, drained * 1 red bell pepper, chopped * 1 small onion, chopped * 5 cloves garlic, minced * 1/3 cup olive oil * 1/4 cup lemon juice * 3 tablespoons cider vinegar * 1 teaspoon dried oregano * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/2 teaspoon ground black pepper * 4 avocados - peeled, pitted and diced DIRECTIONS 1. In a large bowl, mix corn, olives, red bell pepper and onion. 2. In a small bowl, mix garlic, olive oil, lemon juice, cider vinegar, oregano, salt and pepper. Pour into the corn mixture and toss to coat. Cover and chill in the refrigerator 8 hours, or overnight. 3. Stir avocados into the mixture before serving. Servings Per Recipe: 32 Amount Per Serving Calories: 81 * Total Fat: 6.6g * Cholesterol: 0mg * Sodium: 74mg * Total Carbs: 5.9g * Dietary Fiber: 1.9g * Protein: 1.

I Want This Guy!!
Im the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. Im the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. Im the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt. Im the guy who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to. Im the guy who kisses you on the forehead. Im the guy who doesnt kiss and tell. Im the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. Im the guy who's excited ALL day because im looking forward to our date that night. Im the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. Im the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. Im the guy who won't lie to you about where he's going or where he's been or who he's been with. Im the guy who gets butterflies when he hears your name.

Cochinita Pibil
Original recipe yield: 6 servings PREP TIME 30 Min COOK TIME 2 Hrs READY IN 2 Hrs 30 Min INGREDIENTS * 2 pounds pork butt roast with bone * 2 tablespoons achiote paste * 1/3 cup orange juice * 2/3 cup fresh-squeezed lemon juice * 2 habanero peppers, seeded and chopped * 1 teaspoon ground cumin * 1 teaspoon paprika * 1 teaspoon chili powder * 1 teaspoon ground coriander * salt and pepper to taste * 1/2 cup red wine vinegar * 2 red onions, sliced into rings DIRECTIONS 1. Poke holes all over the pork with a fork. Rub achiote paste all over the pork, and set aside. In a large bowl, mix together the orange juice, lemon juice, and habanero peppers. Mix in the cumin, paprika, chili powder, coriander, salt and pepper. Place pork in the mixture, cover, and refrigerate overnight, turning two or three times. 2. Preheat the oven to 325 degrees F (165 degrees C). Wrap the pork and marinade in aluminum foil or banan

Pico De Gallo Chicken Quesadillas
INGREDIENTS * 2 tomatoes, diced * 1 onion, finely chopped * 2 limes, juiced * 2 tablespoons chopped fresh cilantro * 1 jalapeno pepper, seeded and minced * 1 pinch salt and pepper to taste * 2 tablespoons olive oil, divided * 2 skinless, boneless chicken breast halves - cut into strips * 1/2 onion, thinly sliced * 1 green bell pepper, thinly sliced * 2 cloves garlic, minced * 4 (12 inch) flour tortillas * 1 cup shredded Monterey Jack cheese * 1/4 cup sour cream, for topping DIRECTIONS 1. In a small bowl, combine tomatoes, onion, lime juice, cilantro, jalapeno, salt and pepper. Set aside. 2. In a large skillet, heat 1 tablespoon olive oil. Add chicken and saute until cooked through and juices run clear. Remove chicken from skillet and set aside. 3. Put the remaining 1 tablespoon of olive oil in the hot skillet and saute the sliced onion and green pepper until tender. Stir in the minced garlic and sa

Pants
Great Juice Pigs song, by the way. On a related note, have you ever noticed how people at the mall just start freaking out when you take your pants off in the food court and run around screaming, "Look at my dangling balls, HA CHOO CHA!"? Weird.

Sour Cream Chicken Enchiladas
Original recipe yield: 12 enchiladas PREP TIME 20 Min COOK TIME 30 Min READY IN 50 Min INGREDIENTS * 1 bunch cilantro * 1 cup sour cream * 2 (7 ounce) cans jalapeno salsa * 2 (7 ounce) cans prepared green chile salsa * 2 skinless, boneless chicken breast halves, cooked and shredded * 1 onion * 12 (6 inch) flour tortillas * 2 cups shredded Cheddar cheese DIRECTIONS 1. To Make Sour Cream Mixture: In a blender or food processor, puree cilantro, sour cream, jalapeno salsa and 1/2 can of the green chile salsa. Set aside. 2. To Make Chicken Mixture: In a large bowl, combine shredded chicken, onion and the remaining 1 1/2 cans of green chile salsa. Mix well. 3. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). 4. Heat tortillas in conventional or microwave oven until soft. Pour enough of the sour cream mixture into a 9x13 inch baking dish to coat the bottom. Place 2 heaping tablespoonfuls of the chicken mixture in each tort

Shit
I think I might be fucking pregnant. I haven't had my period for 1 1/2 months. We didn't use protection, he didn't cum in me, but i didn't know precum could get you pregnant. He's buying a test and im taking it. I know what i gotta do but i just want to know if I am. It's drving me insane. Damnit Imma stupid ho

Ultimate Chicken Salad
Original recipe yield: 4 servings PREP TIME 30 Min COOK TIME 10 Min READY IN 40 Min INGREDIENTS * 1 pound skinless, boneless chicken breast halves * 1 cup sliced black olives * 1 cup finely chopped sun-dried tomatoes in olive oil * 1 teaspoon dried thyme * * 2 egg yolks * 1 cup olive oil * 2 teaspoons minced garlic * 1 teaspoon lemon juice, or to taste * 1 pinch salt, or to taste DIRECTIONS 1. Place chicken breasts into a saucepan with enough water to cover them. Bring to a boil, then cover, and simmer for about 20 minutes, or until cooked through. Drain, and set aside to cool. 2. While the chicken is poaching, whisk together egg yolks and garlic until light colored. Whisk in olive oil in a thin stream until fully incorporated. Flavor with lemon juice and salt to taste. This is the aioli sauce. 3. Shred or cut chicken into small pieces, and place in a salad bowl. Toss with the olives, sun-dried tomatoes, and

Thursday My Friday
What's up everyone. Today so far is a great day. I'm done with classes so i don't have to worry about anything else. Thursdays are my Fridays because i don't have any classes on friday lol. Can you say it with me 3 day weekend lol. I'm in a good mood right now even though i have a lot goin on with me. My grandma has surgery for her cancer next friday. I'm a little worried about that, but all i can do is pray and ask the lord to help her. He will never let you down when you really need him. Tonight may be crunk. I haven't been to the club in a little while cause it's not really my scene, but i may get dressed up and go tonight lol. If anyone wants to join me for the firstt time i've been to a club in a year just hit me up. I'll be waitin lol.

The Adult Survey
Body: Well these questions were not that bad...so I will just call it the "so-called adult survey" Adult Survey - Be honest. If you aren't honest then what is the point. Fill it out and re-post as a bulletin. Have fun. 1) Ever been to a strip club? yes 2) Ever been to a bar? yes 3) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? No 4) Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? No 5) Kissed someone of the same sex? uuuh...not my cup of tea! 6) Thrown up from drinking too much? No 7) Had sex in a car? No 8) Had sex in a park? yes, beside a dry river - not that simple but funny 9) Had sex in a movie theater? No 10) Had sex in a bathroom? Oh yeah naturally.....shower.... bathtub....the best time at our holiday in Naples/Florida because it was soooo huge! 11) Had sex at work? Not a bad idea... 12) Have you ever been in an "adult" store? yes for sure 13) Bought something from an "adult" store? also yes 14) Have you spent

Chicken Fiesta Salad
Original recipe yield: 6 servings PREP TIME 10 Min COOK TIME 30 Min READY IN 40 Min INGREDIENTS * 2 skinless, boneless chicken breast halves * 1 (1.27 ounce) packet dry fajita seasoning, divided * 1 tablespoon vegetable oil * 1 (15 ounce) can black beans, rinsed and drained * 1 (11 ounce) can Mexican-style corn * 1/2 cup salsa * 1 (10 ounce) package mixed salad greens * 1 onion, chopped * 1 tomato, cut into wedges DIRECTIONS 1. Rub chicken evenly with 1/2 the fajita seasoning. Heat the oil in a skillet over medium heat, and cook the chicken 8 minutes on each side, or until juices run clear; set aside. 2. In a large saucepan, mix beans, corn, salsa and other 1/2 of fajita seasoning. Heat over medium heat until warm. 3. Prepare the salad by tossing the greens, onion and tomato. Top salad with chicken and dress with the bean and corn mixture. Servings Per Recipe: 6 Amount Per Serving Calories: 213 * T

What Does T0v Believe? You're Kidding, Right?
Seriously? You want to know what I believe? Most people who ask what I believe are really looking to contradict or argue anything I might have to say, so I don't bother answering the question! Really!! I don't argue!!! Your opinion is YOUR OPINION and my opinion is MY OPINION. Now, if you still want to know what I believe, I guess you can read this: What Does T0V Believe? Click Here to Find Out!

Summer Chicken Salad
Original recipe yield: 8 servings PREP TIME 20 Min READY IN 13 Hrs 40 Min INGREDIENTS * 1 1/2 pounds boneless chicken breast halves - cooked, cooled and cubed * 1 (8 ounce) can mandarin oranges, drained * 1 (8 ounce) can pineapple chunks, drained and cut in half * 1/2 cup chopped pecans * 1 cup light mayonnaise * 2 teaspoons dried dill weed * 2 teaspoons white sugar DIRECTIONS 1. In a large mixing bowl, combine the chicken, oranges, pineapple and pecans. 2. Whisk together the mayonnaise, dill weed and sugar. Add to the chicken mixture, toss well and refrigerate over night so flavors may blend. Servings Per Recipe: 8 Amount Per Serving Calories: 343 * Total Fat: 22.3g * Cholesterol: 74mg * Sodium: 279mg * Total Carbs: 13g * Dietary Fiber: 1g * Protein: 24.2g

Wonderful Chicken Curry Salad
Original recipe yield: 8 servings PREP TIME 15 Min COOK TIME 10 Min READY IN 25 Min INGREDIENTS * 5 skinless, boneless chicken breast halves * 1 cup mayonnaise * 3/4 cup chutney * 1 teaspoon curry powder * 1/4 teaspoon pepper * 2/3 cup chopped pecans * 1 cup seedless grapes, halved * 1/2 cup chopped onion DIRECTIONS 1. In a large saucepan, simmer chicken breasts in water for about 7 to 10 minutes, or until cooked through. Drain, cool, and tear into small pieces with a fork. 2. In a large bowl, combine mayonnaise, chutney, curry powder, and pepper. Stir in chicken, pecans, grapes, and onions. Chill Servings Per Recipe: 8 Amount Per Serving Calories: 399 * Total Fat: 30.1g * Cholesterol: 59mg * Sodium: 210mg * Total Carbs: 15.3g * Dietary Fiber: 1.9g * Protein: 18.8g

Chinese Chicken Rice Salad
Original recipe yield: 6 servings PREP TIME 15 Min COOK TIME 45 Min READY IN 9 Hrs INGREDIENTS * 1 cup brown rice * 2 1/2 cups water * 2 tablespoons olive oil * 3 tablespoons lemon juice * 3 tablespoons soy sauce * 1 teaspoon minced fresh ginger root * 1 teaspoon teriyaki sauce * 1 dash salt and black pepper to taste * 2 cups chopped, cooked chicken breast meat * 1 cup sliced celery * 1 cup sliced water chestnuts * 1 cup sliced fresh mushrooms * 1/2 cup diced green onion * 1/2 cup diced red bell pepper DIRECTIONS 1. Place the rice and water in a saucepan and bring to a boil. Reduce heat to low, cover, and simmer until water is absorbed, about 45 minutes. Set aside to cool. 2. To make the dressing, whisk together the oil, lemon juice, soy sauce, ginger, and teriyaki sauce in a small bowl. Season with salt and pepper. 3. In a large bowl, mix together the cooked rice and chicken. Stir in cel

Sweet Momma's Birthday !!
Yes its her birthday....lets give her lots of birthday love....Family help me out here...shes my best friend!!!!!add her up and bomb her show her REAL family love.....love ya denise sweet momma@ LostCherry

Southwestern Chicken Salad
Original recipe yield: 4 servings PREP TIME 45 Min READY IN 45 Min INGREDIENTS * 1 lemon, thinly sliced * 1 bay leaf * 1 teaspoon whole black peppercorns * 3/4 teaspoon dried thyme, divided * 2 skinless, boneless chicken breast halves * 3/4 teaspoon paprika * 1/3 cup light mayonnaise * 1/4 cup sour cream * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon coarsely ground black pepper * 1/8 teaspoon ground nutmeg * 1 1/2 cups fresh corn, cooked and cut from the cob * 2 tablespoons chopped fresh cilantro * 3/4 cup diced orange bell pepper * 1 jalapeno pepper, seeded and minced DIRECTIONS 1. Fill a large skillet with 1 inch (2.5 cm) of water. Add lemon slices, bay leaf, peppercorns and 2/3 of the thyme, and bring to boiling over high heat. Add chicken, reduce heat to low and simmer for 15-18 minutes, turning chicken once, until juices run clear and chicken is no longer pink. Remove chicken from liquid and set asid

Company Chicken Pasta Salad With Grapes
Original recipe yield: 4 to 6 servings. INGREDIENTS * 2 cups small seashell pasta * 3 1/2 cups chopped poached chicken breast meat * 1/2 cup diced celery * 1 cup seedless green grapes, halved * salt to taste * 1/4 teaspoon ground white pepper * 1/3 cup mayonnaise * 1/2 teaspoon curry powder * 1/4 teaspoon ground cumin * 2 tablespoons rice vinegar * 1 tablespoon white sugar DIRECTIONS 1. Bring a large pot of lightly salted water to a boil. Add pasta, and cook for 8 to 10 minutes or until al dente; drain. 2. In a medium bowl, combine chicken, celery, grapes, cooked pasta, salt, and white pepper; mix well and reserve. 3. In a medium bowl, combine mayonnaise, curry powder, cumin, rice vinegar, and sugar; whisk ingredients together and toss with chicken mixture. 4. Cover salad with plastic wrap and refrigerate for at least 2 to 4 hours before serving. Servings Per Recipe: 5 Amount Per Serving Calories: 4

Sesame Pasta Chicken Salad
Original recipe yield: 10 servings PREP TIME 20 Min COOK TIME 10 Min READY IN 30 Min INGREDIENTS * 1/4 cup sesame seeds * 1 (16 ounce) package bow tie pasta * 1/2 cup vegetable oil * 1/3 cup light soy sauce * 1/3 cup rice vinegar * 1 teaspoon sesame oil * 3 tablespoons white sugar * 1/2 teaspoon ground ginger * 1/4 teaspoon ground black pepper * 3 cups shredded, cooked chicken breast meat * 1/3 cup chopped fresh cilantro * 1/3 cup chopped green onion DIRECTIONS 1. Heat a skillet over medium-high heat. Add sesame seeds, and cook stirring frequently until lightly toasted. Remove from heat, and set aside. 2. Bring a large pot of lightly salted water to a boil. Add pasta, and cook for 8 to 10 minutes, or until al dente. Drain pasta, and rinse under cold water until cool. Transfer to a large bowl. 3. In a jar with a tight-fitting lid, combine vegetable oil, soy sauce, vinegar, sesame oil, sugar, sesame

Olive Pasta Salad
Original recipe yield: 8 servings PREP TIME 15 Min COOK TIME 22 Min READY IN 3 Hrs 40 Min INGREDIENTS * 4 eggs * 3 cups uncooked elbow macaroni * 2 cups pimento-stuffed green olives, sliced * 1/2 cup mayonnaise * 2 1/2 teaspoons celery seed * 1/4 teaspoon black pepper * 1 teaspoon salad seasoning DIRECTIONS 1. Place the eggs in a saucepan with enough cold water to cover. Bring water to a boil and immediately remove saucepan from heat. Cover, and let eggs stand in hot water for 10 to 12 minutes. Remove from hot water, cool, peel, and chop. 2. Bring a large pot of lightly salted water to a boil. Add pasta and cook for 8 to 10 minutes or until al dente; drain. 3. In a large bowl, mix the olives, mayonnaise, celery seed, pepper, and salad seasoning. Toss in the eggs and macaroni. Cover, and chill at least 3 hours in the refrigerator before serving. Servings Per Recipe: 8 Amount Per Serving Calories: 336 * Total

Hurt And Confussed
HOW CAN SOMEONE TALK TO YA AND HANG OUT WITH YA AND THEN LEAVE YOU AND TAKIN UR PERSONAL BELONGINGS?? WELL, I DON'T REALLY HAVE AN ANSWER FOR THAT BUT IT HAPPENED TO ME...PLUS I HAD TO WALK IN THE RAIN AND WAIT 2 HRS FOR THE COPS TO SHOW UP....COLD AND WET...I GOT TOLD THAT THERE WAS NOTHING THEY COULD DO...I GUESS I SHOULD BE GLAD TO BE HERE AND THAT MY BELONGINGS WERE THE ONLY THINGS TAKEN....IF ANYONE HAS ANY ADVICE ON WHAT I COULD DO, LET ME KNOW...IM UP FOR SUGGESTIONS..

Luncheon Chicken Salad
Original recipe yield: 7 servings PREP TIME 15 Min READY IN 15 Min INGREDIENTS * 4 cups cooked, cubed chicken breast * 1 (20 ounce) can unsweetened pineapple tidbits * 1 (11 ounce) can mandarin oranges, drained * 1 cup chopped celery * 6 green onions, chopped * 1/2 cup chopped green pepper * 2/3 cup mayonnaise * 7 1/2 teaspoons brown mustard * 1 tablespoon brown sugar * 1/2 teaspoon minced garlic DIRECTIONS 1. In a large bowl, gently combine the chicken, pineapple, oranges, celery, onions and green pepper. In a small bowl, combine the remaining ingredients. Pour over salad and toss to coat.