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I Think This Is About What's In My Refrigerator
My refrigerator is sorta' empty, today. I went to fix something for my lunch, and there's nothing to fix, except for a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. Don't get me wrong, I do love a PB and J. It's sweet and really satisfies the appetite for a little while. But sometimes I can't believe how long I will wait to go to the grocery store. It seems like such a chore. I'm trying to get into the habit of going to the store every weekend, so it won't be such a huge trip, all the time. It makes more sense, I think. Just pick up a few things and get out of there in 15 minutes with only a couple of bags to carry. I usually end up going every 6 weeks or so, and it turns into a big project. I hate it. I don't really like to cook these days, anyway. . . I've been treating myself to lots and lots of McDonald's and Jack in the Box, these days. I think my body is ticked off at me, for it. It's great while I'm eating it, but I always feel a little ill, in the morning. I just keep te

Pretty Rough I Guess
I guess things never really get better. They just go away for awhile. They kind of hide and then resurface later on to make you more pissed off then you were before when you first tried to deal with them.

Welcome, Please Help...
u ever wake and look around and wish aloud for death? when you feel so cold with hate and pain you're body's out of breath u ever have a day when tears could make a salty sea? and it seems no one is on your side and nothing's as should be. welcome to my world today welcome to my hate will i ever love again i have lost my place. the world discarded my trust and love and made me what i am some days are filled with pain and hurt and anger's only friend. a very few days the world is fine and laughter comes again but then it's gone, and with it me the darkness falls within. welcome to my world today help me lose this hate show me how to be alive help me find my fate. i'm so tired of this pain i want to feel alive the world has given up on me and i have lost my drive welcome to my world i'm counting on you friend show me how to love again and take my freezing hand. (c) 2006 D. R. Hyden ok, this was a new format... i don't know if it was meant to b

Some Love
HELLO LOST CHERRIES IT IS ANTHER BEAUTIFUL DAY LIKE ALL OF YOU I THINK I WANT TO STOP OVER ALL OF YOU TO SAY THAT IAM IN LOVE WITH ALL OF MY FRIENDS THEY ARE SO NICE TO MEET THEM TODAY IAM VERY HAPPY CAUSE I SEE EVERY ONE SAY BEAUTIFUL WORDS TO ME MY FRIEND I THINK IF ANY ONE NEED ANY THING FROM ME I WILL DO IT IF I WILL DIE FOR THAT THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN US IS GOING WELL AND I WISH IT WILL BE ALL OF MY LIFE I RESPECT ALL OF YOU LOST CHERRIES I KNOW OR I DONT KNOW I LOVE ALL OF YOU IT IS OUR LIFE WE MUST ENJOY IT BY ANY WAY IT IS TOO BEAUTIFUL WHEN WE DO THE TRUE ALL OF MY LOVE ALL OF MY RESPECTS TO ALL OF YOURS ( LOST SHERRIES ) L.C TRIBLE_XXX-ALFA-FOX-99

Inside Her Mind.....
the swirling colors the flashes of light the staccato drumming of her heartbeat faces of those she's never met places she's never been feelings she'll never know a distant memory a dream unrealized a passion she cannot grasp emotions churning within pain, sorrow, despair a need she cannot fulfill the desires of her soul the aspirations of her mind the longings of her heart a tremor of fear and hopelessness her demons move in for the kill as total darkness envelopes her end Michelle Lewis......10/11/06

Pics!!
I want to invite all my new and old friends to come and view(and hopefully rate)my new pics.I try to get to all of your pages and i never seem to have enough time but i will get to them I PROMISE!!! Thank You Very Much, Tim

The Hits Keep Coming Bull Shit!
god damn it now I'm gonna get kicked out of my Digital photography club.. I need a model and I can't find one all these damn girls are so shy and fuck I don't want to get kicked out of this club I enjoy it so much is there any girls in sussex that will let me take pics of them damnit!

Im Sorry I'm Not Perfect
There are some things that have been happening lately. Well let me say I am sorry I am not perfect. I am only human. I am who I am. I cannot change over night. that's near impossible. Maybe if people had the paitence to sit and help I would be abl to change. but everytime something goes wrong, they run. No one is perfect. that's how life is.

Bad Day
Have you ever had that day when you just don't want to get out of bed, but you know you have to. You're already running late and you arrive at work late. Anything you do on that day is worthless everyone is made at you, you feel extremely over whelemed with everything on. You just want to run home crawl into bed and cry. It seems like everyone else is in a bad mood and they just want to pick a fight with you. Yeah I am having one of those days. Grrrrrrr :(!

Ethics Of The Modern Witch: When Did Perfect Love And Perfect Trust End?
Excellent Witchvox Essay By Author: Firewolf Posted: October 8th. 2006 Today, we live in a country in which we, as followers of the Old Religion, prosper and grow at enormous rates. Our religion and craft grow larger every day, and as a result of this rapid and seemingly unchecked growth, it appears that more misunderstandings are created through the dilution of misguided practioners and teachers of the craft. As Witches, we seem to have forgotten the true meaning of the Old Ways. We cast our circles and perform our rites, yet in many societies throughout our nation, the true meaning of the Old Ways is diluted and depleted as each day goes by. Of course, this is not addressed to those who strive to fix the misconceptions, but to those important societies and organizations who are supposed to represent us, yet portray us in a negative, if not egocentric, manner. There seem to be many of us arguing over whether so-and-so’s tradition is wrong, historically genuine, or works the

Not Feeling So Good !!
Hey Guys, To all of those who know me know I am going through rounds of chemo right now and I have bad days, weeks, and so on.. Well it has been a bad few days and I have not been feeling so well at all.. I just want to say thanks to all my family, friends, and fans.. And to all my new adds I am trying to get you approved as soon as I can and I know my blast has helped draw you all in.. So I want to extend my thanks to all my new friends and fans but please understand I am a little under the weather right now so that is why I am slacking on the comments and ratings.. If I miss u please let me know and I will get to it as soon as I can stay awake for a little longer than 30 minutes at a time.. I feel a little better today and am hoping I can get to all of you but not so sure so just wanted to let all of you know.. In the mean time please check out the lounge that is posted in the "New Lounge" area of my blogs, I promise you will be entertained even though I haven't been there in a fe

Whole-self Well-being
How The Body Clears Energy Whole-self well-being is, in part, the result of a harmonious flow of energy between our physical and mental selves. When this flow is thrown out of balance for any reason, the body and mind react to one another rather than act cooperatively. Ongoing stress, sadness, anxiety, excitement, and fear can overwhelm the cerebral self, causing traumatic energy to be channeled into the body. The body then responds by taking steps to organically dispel the energy that has burdened it and expressing it by means of physical symptoms such as illness, fatigue, or disease. In some cases, these symptoms can simply be allowed to run their natural course and recovery will come about naturally. In most instances, however, health and wellness can only be restored by a dual course of treatment that acknowledges both the physical manifestations of energy clearing and the underlying emotional causes. Many of the ailments we experience over the course of our lives can be indi

You Have Been Tagged.... So Have I :)
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1.My cat ate my bird a few months ago.. but I still have my cage in the living room for memory purposes... heheh 2.Finding Nemo is one my my favorite movies 3.I refuse to watch Extreme Home Makeover because I know I'll cry at the end 4.When the house is clean I feel relaxed.. no chaos 5.When I eat I have a fork in one hand and the other hand.. my fingers wiggle.. yes.. I don't get it either 6.I love inside jokes.. my husband and I have so many.. we don't even have to say a word.. just a look and smile and we know ... aaaawwww... Now this is fun here is who I am tagging! Stina, HBH, Thump

Poetry Of The Heart...
Wrote a little while back when going through some confusing times... Lost & Confused... Feeling twisted & used... Can't find my footing... In this maze of illusion... So take my hand if you're there... Hold on tightly but with care... For my heart's made of glass... And I'm quite afraid it might smash... But if you find you can't stand... And you're slipping away too... Please let go before I break... For my bags are too full... And the shards are too sharp... It's not to say I wont try... Or that I'm saying goodbye... But just know this aint a game... And a new deal can't be made...

Trying To Figure It All Out....
I'm not sure what I'm doing... Or where exactly I'm heading... All I know is there are things I'm supposed to be doing, things I'm meant to be achieving... And I'm not! Rather I'm day dreaming, wishing I was hanging out with him... And in all truth, I'm not sure what makes him so special... But there is something, something that makes me want to be around him... Not even to talk or say anything but to just be there next to him... That is not what he wants right now though... Which at points hurts me but then I'm thankful for the time I do get to spend with him... Things haven't changed, yet they have... I'm not sure what I'm doing... So why am I'm falling all over this one guy and totally ignoring all the rest of the world? Why am I stuck on him when I should be stuck on my priorities? No one has the answers to these questions I'm sure... Not even him... All I know is that if I fall, there will be no one to catch me and that ones gonna hurt... So for now I'm h

Dom Or Sub
are you a master or a slave dominant or submissive and if so how do you know lol am very curious as recently i was told everyone fits into one or the other and i will be damned if i can figure out where i fit lol so HELP ME PLZ ! ! !

What I Want
ok, once you get rid of the garbage, you can sit down and relax! (thanks to Misanthropic Angel, Ben, Jojo, Peter, my sweet sis Crystal, Elizabeth and all that were at my side all the time to give me support) i wont get back home till evening, around 10pm (i'm in GTM -3) i'll go after work to the Hilton Hotel where is a meeting called Info Security, if you speak spanish you can check a lil more here: http://www.infosecurityonline.org/infosecurity/eventos/argentina/baires2006.php it's a metting that last many days, about security in IT there will be a live hacking show today with wi-fi, bluetooth and other wireless networks, plus other professionals talking about new technology and many other interesting things for me lol yes i'm a nerd so what? i feel good :) that makes me remember i need to get an appointment with doctor to have a check on my eyes, so i can make new glasses!! lots of love and hugs for everyone! Maria

The Life And Time Of Darkjedimasterchas
Dateline: Nov 3,1972 Ephrata, Grant Count, Wa time - 5:03a.m. I arrived at Columbia Basin Hospital to my Dad and my Mom. At the age of three months the local Doctors discovered the baby was not gaining weight or progressing in a normal manor. Parent and Child were refered to Wenatchee Valley Clinic. Where it was discovered, after a quick exam and x-ray, that the child's heart was enlarged, and therefore account for the child's inability to gain weight; (the food that was taken in the body was utilized mainly by the heart). The Child was prescribed digitalis four times a day. The child continued the medicien until the age of eighteen months. Then the child was refered to CHILDREN'S ORTHOPEDIC HOSPITAL, Seattle, Washington for further evaluation. After serveral hours of testing, the Doctors' team concluded that the child was suffering from a Ventricular Septal Defect, which is a hole in the ventricuular septum, causing blood to flow from the left ventricle to the right an

Cristiano Ronaldo 01
The best and only... Cristiano Ronaldo. The best portuguese football player next to Figo. The best football compilation of Cristiano Ronaldo. Great video editing! Congrats to the video makers for the amazing work.

Rules Of Life
"A CLOSED MOUTH DONT GET FEED" "ADAPT AND ADOPT" "A LYING WOMAN IS HALF A WOMAN AND A HALF A WOMAN IS NO WOMAN AT ALL" "A MAN FEELS GOOD WHEN HE HAS A WOMAN EVERY MAN WANTS AND NOT A WOMAN THAT EVERY MAN HAS HAD" "A REAL FRIEND IS A PERSON WHO TELLS YOU WHAT YOU SHOULD HEAR AND NOT WHAT YOU WANT TO HEAR" "ALWAYS REMAIN LOYAL TO THOSE WHO ARE LOYAL TO YOU" "ANYTHING WORTH HAVING IS WORTH FIGHTING TO KEEP" "ANY MAN CAN CARESS A WOMANS BODY SOME MEN MAY EVEN CAPTURE A WOMANS HEART BUT THERE WILL ONLY BE ONE MAN IN A WOMANS LIFE WHO WILL FOREVER EMBRACE THAT WOMANS SOUL AND NUTURE THAT WOMANS SPIRIT" "AS HARD AS YOU WORK TO BUILD AND MAINTAIN YOUR LIFESTYLE THERE IS SOMEONE IN THE WORLD WHO IS WORKING JUST AS HARD IF NOT HARDER TO TAKE IT ALL AWAY" "AT ANY GIVEN TIME A MAN SHOULD BE WILLING TO STAND UP, FIGHT AND DIE FOR WHAT HE BELIEVES" "BETRAYAL IS WORST THEN DEATH" "BEWARE OF BOTH THE MEN AND WOMEN WHO YOU ACT LIKE MICE BECAUSE SOONER OR LA

Home
Great Dishwalla Song. Very appropriate right now. I wish I could go there. Being far away, well, you know how it is. Home: I'm so sick and tired of all these things that drag me down I've got no where to go they say that life is in these hands you give everything you give yourself away you give and still you choke and find yourself running for the door come and take me home lead me to your door take me where you are lead me to your door at least just for a while its some kind of life forever days we're in the cold unfamiliar way so take this fear and fade it out it won't make me sad cause I get sentimental lord in other ways and I don't want to let me down here anymore so come and take me home lead me to your door take me where you are lead me to your door and let me in just let me in and let me leave just let me leave this world come on now let me leave this world at least just for a while

Divine Law
The highest measurement of human growth and development lies within the ability to achieve self-mastery. Self-mastery is reflected in the possession of righteous character and behavior. Lack of self discipline is a key factor and is evident by an over indulgence of toxic foods, an over indulgence of excessive sexual preoccupation and interaction, an over indulgence of alcohol and drugs, too much tell-lie-visions, and numerous other distractions that disrupt the harmonic nature of self. Self-mastery is a lifestyle that is achieved through spiritual, moral and ethical cultivation. Spiritual, moral and ethical cultivation ensures adherence to Divine Law. An ideal moral character consists of being calm, silent, controlled but not controlling, modest and not boastful, wise, gentle and socially complimentary. The Divine Life Force exists within all of us therefore everything that you are allowed to do, occurs through a Divine Life Force.

How To Manage Stress!
A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a glass of water and asked, “How heavy is this glass of water?” Answers called out ranged from 20g to 500g. The lecturer replied, “The absolute weight doesn't matter. It depends on how long you try to hold it. If I hold it for a minute, that's not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I’ll have an ache in my arm. If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance. "In each case, it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes.” He continued, “And that's the way it is with stress management. If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later, as the burden becomes increasingly heavy, we won't be able to carry on. "As with the glass of water, you have to put it down for a while and rest before holding it again. When we're refreshed, we can carry on with the burden. "So, before you return home tonight, put the burden of work down. Don't carry it home. You can pick it u

So I'm Licking This Toad....
SO I'm licking this toad, because someone told me that it was a cure for baldness, when I remembered that this same person had told me that cyanide would cure my insomnia. I'm beginning to wonder what their motive is with all these homeophobic treatments. Homeopathic? Is that the right word? No matter. I ain't no homer-sexual.

Roadkill
Is it just me or does a disproportionate amount of roadkill these days happen to be skunks? I must have passed 7 or 8 of them today. Pungent, stinking messes that make you nose burn as you drive by. So I started wondering why skunks make up such a high percentage of roadkill and what I came up with is this: They are suicidal. It has finally come to the point where even the skunks can no longer stand their own stench, and in fits of misery and dispair they are hurtling themselves into traffic in unprecedented numbers. Sound far=fetched? Perhaps, but answer me this: When is the last time anyone saw Pepe LePew? I think all of his unrequited love affairs, all failures do to his overpowering B.O., have finally driven him to place that white hankerchief across his eyes, light a cigarette, and step in front of the tractor trailer travelling 65mph. One can only hope that, at the rate they are going, the skunk species will exterminate themselves soon and save us from having to roll down

Baby Hannahs Cranky
well its time for babys nap, fed her and changed her ! having kids can be fun , once there old enough to take them places is going to be great. i want to take my kids across canada, like my folks have done with me, travelling is a lot of fun ! love always dee and hannah oxo

Deer Hunting
It was Saturday morning as Jake, an avid hunter, woke up ready to go bag the first deer of the season. He walked down to the kitchen to get a cup of coffee, and to his surprise he found his wife, Alice, sitting there, fully dressed in camouflage. Jake asked her, "What are you up to?" Alice smiled. "I'm going hunting with you!" Jake, though he had many reservations about this, reluctantly decided to take her along. Later they arrived at the hunting site. Jake set his wife safely up in the tree stand and told her, "If you see a deer, take careful aim and I'll come running back as soon as I hear the shot." Jake walked away with a smile on his face knowing that Alice couldn't bag an elephant, much less a deer. Not 10 minutes passed when he was startled as he heard an array of gunshots. Quickly, Jake ran back. As Jake got closer to her stand, he heard Alice screaming: "Get away from my deer!" Confused, Jake raced faster towards his screaming wife. And again he heard her ye

Love Is Worth The Pain, I Promise
I think your heart grows back bigger ya know, once you get the shit beat out of you. And the universe lets your heart expand that way, cause thats the function of all this pain and heartache that you go through and you gotta go through that to come out to a better place ~ Must Love Dogs Love is as strong as death. Why be capable of feelings if we're not to have them? Why long for things if they're not meant to be ours? ~ Tristan and Isolde I do not know if life is greater than death. But love was more than either ~ Tristan and Isolde Well, love you get over in two months, big love you get over in two years, and great love, well great love... changes your life ~ Win a Date With Tad Hamilton I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it. One ~ City of Angels LeAnn Rimes is not my favorite singer..but this song perfectly describes the grief and angst that I go through on a daily basis. Even two and

Play It Foward...
Something Different.... Thought everyone would enjoy this read... A teacher in New York decided to honor each of her seniors in High School by telling them the difference each of them had made. She called each student to the front of the class, one at a time. First, she told each of them how they had made a difference to her, and the class. Then she presented each of them with a blue ribbon, imprinted with gold letters, which read, "Who I Am Makes a Difference." Afterwards, the teacher decided to do a class project, to see what kind of impact recognition would have on a Community. She gave each of the students three more blue ribbons, and instructed them to go out and spread this acknowledgment ceremony. Then they were to follow up on the results, see who honored whom, and report to the class in about a week. One of the boys in the class went to a junior executive in a nearby Company, and honored him for helping him with his career planning. He gave him a

History 101
I'm from a small town in BFE Colorado. Lived here off and on for most of my life, I've always disliked this town too, but well over three fourths of the population agrees with me that it doesn't just suck here it blows! I'm a single mother of three, Oldest daughter is going to be 13, middle daughter is 7 & my pride & joy of a son is 5 years old. They keep me busy & I'm proud to be their mother. My X was in the army, we were stationed at Schofield Barracks HI for 3 years. Fort Hood Tx, for about a year & a half. Then Fort Polk LA, 3 years there. I miss all three of these places. made wonderful friends & would love to hear from them again. Maybe I'll get lucky & I'll find them on here. If you are on here Shouts to Renzo, My nic is from you. My Daughter Salena was named because of you. & the neck is still yours. Kat, Woman you know I miss ya & love ya, & if I was that way, You know the answer. Lost boy, okay hun your not a pencil any more your a 2 ltr. San

Wow...almost Back To Normal!
The closer my hormone level gets to zero the closer to "back to normal" I am. Last time my blood draw said I was 964. Yesterday Mike and I were hoping that my hormone level had reached 450 and this time......I was at 327!!! I drop of OVER 600 points. We are SOOO excited! I guess my body is doing what its supposed to after all and we might not have to intervene at all in any other way. YAY!!

Would You????????????????
1. Would you mind me being in control? 2. Would you smack my ass? . 3. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear?... 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?... 6. Would you go down on me?....o. 7. Would you let me give you a love bite?. 8. How many rounds would we go?.. 9. What would you wanna do afterwards?.... 10. Would you take off all your clothes for me?.... 11. Would you lick and bite me all over?. 12. Would you like foreplay or get straight to the point?.. 13. Would you take your time if I told you to?......y.. 14. Would you fall asleep when we were done?..never did..... 15. Would you want to go fast or slow?... 16. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet?..... 19. Are you gonna re-post these so I can answer them for youl 20. Would you let me have sex with you today...

Shit I Quit!!!
Hey all, !!!!!I JUST SMOKED MY LAST FUCKING CIGARETTE!!!!! I just quit smoking!!! Hopefully, I'll be able to keep it that way! The guys are gonna ride my case while we're in Japan, and when we get back to the states to make sure I stay stopped! It's gonna be a rough couple of days while I get it out of my system!!! But I guess I deserve it for starting in the first place! Oh well I've been saying I'm gonna quit since my son was born (3 years ago!), I guess it's time! It helps when the peeps I work with are non-smokers. Anyways wish me luck! And for my "real-life-in-my-face-we-physically-see-you-on-a-daily-basis-friends," if you see me smoking, kick me in the fucking balls! That should be a good deterent! Later gators, -Fred Jr.

Love Without Full Committment
She looks so sweet in the morning lite, Resting after giving me an evening of delite. I could sit here for hours just watching her sleep I am the luckiest man and hers to keep. Never have I had one to love me so much, Or a person that I always needed to touch. She has taken the old and made me new; She made able to handle tings I could not do. I love her today more than yesterday, but found I liked her in everyway. I hope I am worthy of her love and heart, Someday she will say yes and we never part. But my fears sometimes fill me with doubt, To her love is okay but marriage out. Is it just hurt from before, is she afraid to committ once more. She says she'll love me forever But hurt by marriage once and not another ever. I too knows the strain, How love gone wrong can cause the pain. I will not bring up the subject to her, but care, love, and share life with her. In my heart she will be my life and lover, for as long as she does not replace me with ano

Male Or Female
FREEZER BAGS: They are male, because they hold everything in, but you can see right through them. PHOTOCOPIERS: These are female, because once turned off, it takes a while to warm them up again. They are an effective reproductive device if the right buttons are pushed, but can also wreak havoc if you push the wrong buttons. TYRES: Tyres are male, because they go bald easily and are often over inflated. HOT AIR BALLOONS: Also a male object, because to get them to go anywhere, you have to light a fire under their arse SPONGES: These are female, because they are soft, squeezable and retain water. WEB PAGES: Female, because they're constantly being looked at and frequently getting hit on. TRAINS: Definitely male, because they always use the same old lines for picking up people. EGG TIMERS: Egg timers are female because, over time, all the weight shifts to the bottom. HAMMERS: Male, because in the last 5000 years, they've h

Shi-at..
So... I think I might be getting sick... guess its time to pull out the warmer clothes... They already have us marked down for snow.. late tonight and tomorrow.... I swear... I hate snow... that shit is cold... and... drowns out the greens.... Living next to a forest... its quite depressing. The ex has been emailing... once a day for the last 4 days..... he finally apologized for hurting my arm though..So I guess its a step in the right direction... I've still no plans on reconnecting with him.. So.. don't go leaving comments telling me how wrong that would be and blah blah blah... I loved him... or tried to.. He never really accepted it... BUT... fact is.... my type of love won't tolerate pain.. When you start knocking holes in walls, doors... breaking things of your own... or screaming at me... I'm done..and outta there.. If you grab me...and hurt me in any physical way...I'm not returning... ANYWAY.... So I got this job... and I'll tell ya... I hate it... I'm kept to

Too Clever !
This has got to be one of the cleverest E-mails I've received in a while. Someone out there either has too much spare time or is deadly at Scrabble. (Wait till you see the last one)! DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROOM PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER DESPERATION: When you rearrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT THE EYES: When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE GEORGE BUSH: When you rearrange the letters: HE BUGS GORE THE MORSE CODE : When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES: When you rearrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME ANIMOSITY: When you rearrange the letters: IS NO AMITY ELECTION RESULTS: When you rearrange the letters: LIES - LET'S RECOUNT SNOOZE ALARMS: When you rearrange the letters: ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S A DECIMAL POINT: When you rearrange the letters: IM A DOT IN

I Have Been Tagged So Have You!!!
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1.I check the date on everything at the grocery store and will get something from behind, like milk with a longer date lol 2.A man that can sing to me makes me melt!! And it is even better while we are dancing lol 3.Koolaid is still one of my favorite drinks!! lol 4.I still cry when I watch Little House on the Prairie lol shut up lol! 5.My cat thinks she is a dog, her and I play fetch, I throw a small fuzzy ball and she brings it back to me :) It is the cutest thing!! 6.I still dream that there is a Mr. Right and a Knight in Shining Armor that I will marry some day.(however I know it is a drea

So I'm Bored...
it's raining outside. Kinda makes me sad. but i'll be okays. I'm like hardly ever on here, most of my friend's have left...gone to other sites, which is cool cos I can still talk with them and stuffs. uhm so yea. Not much is new with me, so this makes for quite the lame update but oh well. anywho. bye.

Sex Is A Temptation
>CAUSED BY A SENSATION >WHEN A MAN PUTS HIS DICTATION >IN A WOMANS VENTILATION >DO YOU GET MY CONVERSATION? >OR DO YOU NEED A DEMONSTRATION? > > >SKY IS BLUE >WATER IS WET >I'LL MAKE YOU COME >I'LL MAKE YOU SWEAT >PRESSED AGAINST MY BODY >MOVIN UP AND DOWN >SLOWLY BUT FIRMLY >WE WILL MOVE THE GROUND > > >SEX IS EVIL >SEX IS A GAME >ONE NIGHT OF PASSION >NINE MONTHS OF PAIN BABYS A BASTARD >FATHERS A GIT >ALL BECAUSE THE CONDOM SPLIT! > > >SEX IS LIKE MATH >YOU SUBTRACT THE CLOTHES >ADD THE BED >DIVIDE THE LEGS >THEN MULTIPLY!!!!!!! > > >ROSES ARE RED >GRASS IS GREEN >OPEN YOUR LEGS >AND I'LL FILLYOU WITH CREAM > > >HICKERY DICERY DOC >DIS BYTCH WAS SUCKING MY COCK >THE CLOCK STRUCK TWO >I DUMPED MY GOO >AND DUMPED HER AT DA END OF THE BLOCK !!! > > >SEX IS GOOD >SEX IS FINE >DOGGY STYLE OR 69 >JUST FOR FUN >OR GETTING PAID >EVERYONE LIKES GETTING LAYED >

Why Would You
Why would you from mario's how could you Verse1 Its kind of crazy babe How you could be so lame Caught me with another nigga And telling me I am to blame Fall back on the things you did How you left me at your crib Gone for months at a time Got me caring for you kid Hook 1 You made it clear to me You didn't care for me Love made me blind baby But now I see You though you had me And that I wouldn't leave Please baby, baby won't tell me Chorus Why would you play the games that you play Why would you let your homeboys know where you lay Don't you know that a woman will always find out So why would you, why would you Why would you try... Why would you lie to me dead in my face Why would you commit the crime and leave a trace Why would you turn what was love into hate Why would you, why would you Why would you try me Verse 2 You must be out your mind You must be dumb and blind To think I didn't say All the shit you heard You didn't possibly think I

Stronger
A smile that could change the color into hue a smile that could replace rain into sunshine a smile that could brighten somebody's day a smile that could ease somebody's pain a smile that can hide whats on the mind a smile that could take away somebody's sorrow a smile that could wash away problems a smile... that only YOU can show... You who has the power to make me weaker but can make me stronger because of that certain smile

Tag
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I feel like I have a split personality half the time. 2. I've had a threesome & would love to do it again 3. I love hip hop dancing & have been told i'm a good dancer 4. I've never really been out of the state of Maine 5. I bite my nails 6. I love alien orgasms & upside down pineapple shots. I choose: Kathy, angel dell' alba, Jer, Aaron, f1rstacent, Random

I'm Feeling: Bored
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Still Yucky
I still have the blahs but I hope I'll get over them soon. Who knows maybe having David here for close to a month will help. That's right mom and Jen are leaving today to go and pick up the snot child. We will have him for about a month. He will be with us for Halloween. YAY!!!! this means candy in the house and a child going from house to house for treats. It's been a lil bit sense I've got to do that stuff. Though I was still getting candy when I took my cousin out. They thought I was just an older kid waiting for candy too. Well I know this isn't to long of an entry but that's life. I'm going to go watch tv and get some sleep. Love Stace

If Hip Hop & R&b Was A High School...
Lil Kim would be the school ho. J-Lo would be the school sl*t. Master P would be the loser that nobody really knows, but still makes it on the basketball team. P Diddy would be the annoying dork who changes his nickname every 2 weeks, and can't dance but swears he can Nas would be the dude normal popular kids could not figure out, but around his crew he was tha sh*t. Jay-Z would be the ugly kid who could rap Westside Connection would be the school bullies that beat everybody up. Dr. Dre would be the O.G. that knew everything and was respected by everyone. Beyonce would be the most popular girl in school and be the captain of the cheer squad. R Kelly would be the dude that graduated 3 years ago and still goes back to the school to talk to girls. Ciara would be the best girl dancer and head of the dance team. Eminem would be the white dude who hangs with black guys and had all of their respects. Pharrell would be that black guy who hangs with the white and asian kids

Lyrics 2 Mario's New Song She's It
Who's nice? I gotta tell ya about a girl. Check it [Verse One] She's like a fresh new ride, or A pair of Nike's. The kinda girl you wouldn't mind, Walking by your side. (Yeah) Show her off to you friends, Cus your on the street Watch the players play hate, Cus she's with me. See this ain't your ordinary type of chick, She's the one you wont be scared when your boys wit. Call her on the weekend when you wanna hit. You know the new girl in town? Well, she's it. [Chorus] Don't you look for better Cus she's all you ever need Promise you'll never want to leave her Cus she's it Just simply satisfied It don't take a lot to please her heart All you gotta do is your part Cus she's it If you like the type that don't fight No patience and drama You can take her home mama. Cus she's it The new girl around the way That just moved in the other day in apartment 3A Yo, she's it. [Verse Two] You'll never catch her on the creep with

Classes For Men At...........
CLASSES FOR MEN AT THE LEARNING CENTER FOR ADULTS REGISTRATION MUST BE COMPLETED BY Monday, October 18, 2006 NOTE: DUE TO THE COMPLEXITY AND DIFFICULTY LEVEL OF THEIR CONTENTS, CLASS SIZES WILL BE LIMITED TO 8 PARTICIPANTS MAXIMUM. Class 1 How To Fill Up The Ice Cube Trays --- Step by Step, with Slide Presentation. Meets 4 weeks, Monday and Wednesday for 2 hours beginning at 7:00 PM . Class 2 The Toilet Paper Roll --- Does It Change Itself? Round Table Discussion. Meets 2 weeks, Saturday 12:00 for 2 hours. Class 3 Is It Possible To Urinate Using The Technique Of Lifting The Seat and Avoiding The Floor, Walls and Nearby Bathtub? --- Group Practice. Meets 4 weeks, Saturday 10:00 PM for 2 h ours. Class 4 Fundamental Differences Between The Laundry Hamper and The Floor --- Pictures and Explanatory Graphics. Meets Saturdays at 2:00 PM for 3 weeks. Class 5 After Dinner Dishes --- Can They Levitate and Fly Into The Kitchen Sink? Examples on Video. Me

Dear Lie
You suck You said you could fix anything Instead I'm fucked You made things even worse for me If I had balls I'd tell you get away from me Guess I'm not smart I let you unnerve me I let you control me Afraid the truth would hurt me When it's you that hurts me more Chorus Get outta my mouth Get outta my head Get outta my mind Stop puttin' words in my head Get outta my mouth You're nothing but trouble Get outta my life Get out of me Out of me out of me Out of me Out of me lie Lie lie lie lie Dear lie You're dumb You think you've got the best of me You think you won Misread my vulnerability I've got your walls Now get the hell away from me I've learned your art Won't let you unnerve me Won't let you control me The truth will only free me And your lies won't hurt no No more Chorus Lie lie I've got Your walls Now get the hell away from me I learned your art Won't let you unnerve me Wont' let you control me The truth will only free me And

Is It Love
I feel as if im floating swept off of my feet with kisses so tender when our passions do meet my heart fills in color n flys up in joy and my mind sparks a fire jus to hear his voice a touch of his hand to start my ignition wit a feelin like this there is much distinction a bite of my lip reveals my desires a taste of his kiss and my soul becomes wired if this isnt love then its an obvious obsession my need for him makes my heart race with aggression a i look in his eyes n heaven is my home where a warmth fills my heart n i never feel alone This may not be love but surely not curiosity i kno what i have, so is it love? possibly all i kno is that you touch me and i become elcetrified I lose all strength within my body and i jus dunno why so if love is to you that feelin that rises u higher than above then my answer to you wuld simply be yes, im in love

Pocket Taser Stun Gun, A Great Gift For The Wife!
This was sent to me by a coworker yesterday. It apparently was submitted to some website or other by a guy who purchased his lovely wife a "pocket Taser" for their anniversary. "Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were suppose to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety... WAY TOO COOL! "Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two triple-a batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. Awesome!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain

Top 15 Things To Do When You Are In Wal-mart For A Long Time
1.get 24 cases of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking. 2.set all the alarm clocks in houseware to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3.make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the bathrooms. 4.walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone "code 3 in housewares"... and see what happens. 5.Go to the service desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. move "CAUTION WET - FLOOR" sign to a carpeted area. 7. set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them if they bring pillows from the bedding department. 8.when a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask " Why can't you people leave me alone?" 9.look in the security camera and use it as a mirrior and pick ur nose. 10. while handling the guns in the hunting department ask the clerk if he knows where the anti-depressants are. 11.dart around the store suspiciously loudly humming the "mission impossible" theme song. 12.in the auto dep

Habits
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I drink Jack and soda as my drink of choice. 2. Like to get high and just chill occasionally. 3. I am 42 and love modern hard rock. 4. Left Paralegal work for the pet grooming industry. 5. Will lose my cool if someone touches me in a way that may be in any way threatening. 6. I dress the way I want and if you don't like it I don't give a shit. I choose: Morgster, NJ4X4Fever, Steve, Capt Jack, Tina and Angel Di Mezzanotte

Drink Me Dry!!!
Candy coated death Lined with crystal meth How it takes my breath away Its like suicide To look into your eyes That's where my secrets lay to die And I feel my body perish in your arms All the pain I felt is Take my life Drink me dry Eat my soul from the inside out Swallow me All of me Suddenly my veins run dry Six feet underground How'd you like me now I have set my pain at ease Now leave my heart alone With all my rotting bones So my soul may rest in peace And I feel your lips taste me one last time All the pain I felt is Take my life Drink me dry Eat my soul from the inside out Swallow me All of me Suddenly my veins run dry 3.16.06 8:20 am PT HOW MUCH FOR HAPPY? If I had any meaning in this ol big world Can you tell a lost and lonely girl If I was happy for a day I'd risk it all That's why when I'm with I'm not afraid to fall And if you left me, and if you leave me At least I'd have a cherish all the memories I've been

Bored Outta Ma Mind
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Listen For Once
Why don't you sit down, shut and listen? It's my turn to talk now. Your words mean nothing to me Now it's the start of my mission. Your a brat, a condescending prick. There is no hope for you, unless you change. You must learn to respect those around you. Or up your arse you'll find a large stick. You sit and whine, moan and groan, Wondering why people never like you. Wondering why the world is so mean Why you'll always be alone. Because you don't care about the hearts around you. Give no thought for emotions of others. Degrade that which you don't understand. Here's hoping one day you get a clue.

The Bill Of Non-rights
We The People..... Of The United States "We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines.... We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are so confused by the Bill of Rights that they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but no one is guaranteeing anything. ARTICLE II: You do not have the right to never be offended. This country is based on freedom, and that means freedom for everyone -- not just you! You may leave the room, turn the channel, express a different opinion, etc.; but the world is full

Hurt
I am sick and tired of it all, the lies and deceit. The covert operations of little importance. Nothing you say any more sticks in my mind. Your words flowing like water through a sieve. I told you everything, never sparing a thought at sharing my heart with you. And now you do this as though I am a channel To be changed on a whim. You take my trust, my pure and innocent love and throw it to the wind leaving me to bleed. Like a scrap from the table that a dog is not worthy of. I don't know why it took me so long To see you as the world does Without a heart I hoped to hold. Guess that'll teach me to trust again. Thanks to you it's pretty much all over for me now.

Frozen In Time
Frozen in time Frozen the soul Melting in snow prolific the glow. Hoping for time Sailing the sign Jousting with fate to this forgotten date Sit down, shut up Drink the love of my cup Hoping in vain Trying to stay emotionally sane Frozen in time.

Cant Nobody Tell Me!
Cant nobody tell me what I can Cause I be lovin my man ridiculously Whether I should or shant Cant nobody tell me what I can What what? huh? huh? Cant nobody ever say I don't love my man Who are you to justify what I can and cant? Gonna make him love me even more Ive been giving him all of it And I did before And I do give him the love that he wants And I do give him the love that he needs And I do give him the love That no girl in this world could ever touch and I doDont nobody ever share the fun we have Who are to manipulate the trust in my man? Gonna show the world what we're made of Wrapped into his arms he cant enough You ain't never heard a cop like that Be tryna herd me out of my relations nonstop Time to get the po po's What? you wanna hear me whip em Liek the dry ice cream. possibly L-a d-z zacious don't be givin a ckuf When you think you be lovin yo man Than he taps you on the shoulder Sayin baby you ain't givin me love What?

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They say if you love something you've got to let it go - so i let him go...... And if it comes back then it means so much more - So we'll see if he comes back to me But if it never does at least you will kno that it was something you had to go through to grow - But if he never does then i kno that he was just a waste of time and energy......let's pray that he isnt and he comes back!!!

What Is A True Love?
What does True love mean?? is it a love at first site. or is it a glance between 2 people. Is it sexual attraction...what is true love...is it physical.. can you see it or is it just a feeling...or thought that a person has....i know there are many kinds of love.... the love of a friend..or for a friend... the love between a mother and child or father and child...the love between partners in life.... but is there really love involved when ppl meet..and not get to know one another....What is true love??? Can someone show me...or is it that complicated to explain... I just dont know any more...i see it all over the place... i want to know?? I think this song tell it all.... Toby Keith - Go With Her Lyrics Yeah, Daddy said, "Son I'm sorry You and Sheila ain't getting along And if she's so dea set on leaving you, boy Why ain't she already gone Yeah, you better break out some sweet talking 'Cause I promise you you're gonna miss her And I know what I'd do If my baby left me

I Wanna Be A _____ When I Grow Up..
You know how when you're young and you're so full of ambition, you think you can do anything and you damn near kill yourself tryin .. well heres some things I want to accomplish before I die .. I know morbid huh ? but this is life and it is a blog you have a choice whether or not to read it lol 1. I want to feel a love so strong that my heart beats specifically for that person and that person alone ( found it ) 2. I want to find happiness in a job that I enjoy working 3. I want to run barefoot on the streets in venice and paris and syndey .. well no one likes shoes 4. I want to hurt so bad that I feel like nothing will make it good again ( without suffering there is no compassion) 5. I want to change the life of someone else so drastically, that they can't imagine what it would have been not to have known me. 6. I want to smell exotic scents blindfolded .. just to know what it's like to be sensous 7. I want to spend an ungodly amount of money on my dream truck.

A Better World
Wednesday, October 11, 2006 A better world It may sometimes seem that the world is shallow and petty and focused only on meaningless, superficial concerns. Yet you can choose to live in a better world. It may appear that there is an overwhelming amount of violence, despair and injustice in the world. Yet you can choose to live in a better world. Look at the world in a positive light, and suddenly you've made it a better place. Act on the possibilities that you see, and you give real substance to your positive vision. Imagine how the world would be if everyone became focused on the positive possibilities. By directing your own awareness toward those possibilities, and by acting on them, you make them more vibrant, more visible and more compelling. By working to improve your own attitude and your own life, you become a living example for all the world to see. And a living example is hard to ignore. The way a better world emerges is one life at a time. Start with your

Love Is
Love is sharing caring daring laughing smiling crying friends family children endless timeless enduring classic new fresh different unusal Love is two people two ideas two different views values But Love is true pure innocent Love is Unconditional

My Day Off
its my day off and my daughter and i are both sick, this friggin bites ! hopefully the weather and my illness will clear up so i can go do some shopping . my baby is getting way to damn big , lol . but shes still a lot of fun ! love always dee and hannah oxo

How Many Of You Have Other Pages ??
ok I think this may be my favorite page (found it through a bull on one of my myspaces lol) anyway i will give the links to my public pages and if you have others give me the links in a comment and i will add you if i am on that site also lol lataz http://vampirefreaks.com/u/Senang http://www.myspace.com/lneedlove http://www.myspace.com/thesuccubus (my screen name for the gaming clan is SucCubus so had to have a page lol) http://www.myspace.com/ever_alone this one is my private pro tho there are some of you i would consider adding http://www.darkstarlings.com/display_profile.php?name=SucCubus not sure if im keeping this one its the one i do the least on lol so take a look and let me know k

How Long?
How long do i have to wait for you to turn ma gray skies blue? How long do i have to sit here thinkin of you to show? Thinkin that you will come knockin on my door! How long do i have to love you? How long do i have to wonder if you love me too? Is it all in my mind? Am i makin it up just to past time? Or are these feelings real? Is this really how i feel? What is the deal? Why dont I kno? Why do these question comtinue to grow And the answers im loking for never show? How long will i feel this way? Thinking of you everyday! Trying not to a stray from my thoughts! How long do you plan on playin this game? Trying to make me think that things are still the same! But i can see that things have changed! How long do will i pretend? Pretend that we still have something! Pretend that i cant comprehend the situation that we're in! How long will is last? Will it ever end? Can we remain just being friends? How long has it been? It's been 4 months and 15 days! A

Funny....
How you can be surrounded by friends and yet feel so alone... Hear the voices of many yet not be spoken to... Feel the warmth from them all yet not be touched... See thier faces smiling to the world and not be seen... Funny how many friends you have but haven't got...

Warm Welcome
i wont to thank everyone for the warm welcome when joined up on lost cherry. i friend told me about this plae and send me the link and im glad i checked it out, becouse the people knows how to treat someone and there no cutting people down. it seems like one big happy family here and im proud to be a part of lost cherry. thatnk you all

Ty Cobra :) Poem...
FOUND THIS ON MY NEW FRIEND COBRA'S PAGE AND LIKED IT, SO I'M GOING TO SHARE IT :) TY COBRA FOR LETTING ME SHARE. I Don't Need To See You To Love You I Only Need To Know You're There I Don't Need To Feel You To Have You Touch My Heart I Only Need To Know You Care I Don't Need To Look Into Your Eyes To Believe That This Is Real I Only Need To Understand What You Think And Feel Love, It Is A Feeling That Can't Be Seen And Though, I Would Love To Have You Here To Hold Just By Having You In My Life I Have Everything I Love You

Been Busy...
To all my friends: I'm being so busy at the moment with work and my private life (it's a mess), that I don't have enough time to spend here very often. But don't remember: I will not forget you! Big hug and kisses

I'm A Big Tv Dork
Last night Kelly and I were kind of half watching an episode of Law and Order: CI while discussing this paper she's writing or has been writing for about a year now. The damn thing was due a year ago anyway. It’s not a thesis and it’s not that long only 20 pages, but Kelly has been obsessing over it for so long now she can't seem to finish it. It’s about Sherman's March to the Sea, but you don't care so let's move on. You know how there's always random guest stars on the Law and Orders? Were watching this scene where the detectives (Logan/Mr. Big & the new chick) are interviewing a drag queen that was beat up and there are some other people in the room. One of them is this red headed guy with glass. Kelly says is that, that guy from Rent? Meaning this fellow: Me: No it’s not the guy from Rent Kelly: are you sure Me: yes it’s not him Kelly: it looks like him Me: I’m looking this up on the internet One trip to IMDB later and this is what we come up with: I

My Grandfather' Obit
Obituaries Raymond R. Hasara October 9, 2006 10/11/2006 Raymond R. “Ray” Hasara, 78, of 77 Roosevelt Drive, Morea, died Monday night at home following a lengthy illness. Born in Mahanoy City, he was a son of the late John and Helen Quick Hasara, and stepson of the late Tillie Hasara. He was a 1945 graduate of Mahanoy City High School and an Army veteran. He was employed for many years in the local mines and collieries and last worked for Myers Manufacturing, Hazleton. He was a member of First United Methodist Church, American Legion and VFW, all of Mahanoy City. In addition to his parents and his stepmother, he was preceded in death by two brothers, Allen and John. Surviving are his wife of 57 years, the former Anna Fritz; a son, Robert and his friend, Rita Bartashus, Morea; a daughter, Linda, wife of Dr. Robert Hall, Frackville; a brother, Joseph, Philadelphia; two grandchildren, Kimberly Ann Taschler and Jason Hymes; two great-grandchildren, Bryce and Gavin T

Presidential Curse
Presidential Curse Look what happens when a President gets elected in a year with a "0" at the end. Also notice it goes in increments of 20 years. 1840: William Henry Harrison (died in office) 1860: Abraham Lincoln (assassinated) 1880: James A. Garfield (assassinated) 1900: William McKinley (assassinated) 1920: Warren G. Harding (died in office) 1940: Franklin D. Roosevelt (died in office) 1960: John F. Kennedy (assassinated) 1980: Ronald Reagan (survived assassination attempt) 2000: George W. Bush (?) And to think that we had two guys fighting it out in the courts to be the one elected in 2000. You might also be interested in this. Have a history teacher explain this if they can. Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. Both were particularly concerned with civil rights. Both wives lost their children whi

The Resistance Newswire!!!!
From: ~~~MUSIC CONNEXION~~~ Date: Oct 10, 2006 11:47 PM They Knew9/11 Politics Special Project Results From Florida'OBJECTIVELY VERIFIABLE TRUTH NOW SUSPECT' How the FBI protected Al Qaeda..s 9/11 Hijacking TrainerPolice 'exaggerated evidence' against British 9/11 suspectBUSH..S SECRET ADVISOR HAS BLOODY PASTNorth Korea Nuke Test Derails Iran Invasion?FLASHBACK: Khan 'gave N Korea centrifuges' Killing two birds with one false flagDocuments: CIA warned of plane bomb plotIs this the killer of Russian journalist?Murdered Russian Journalist Was Finishing Article on Torture in Checnnya .. EditorA Look at Reporters Killed in Russia in Recent YearsKilling Journalists: Reflex Action for the Mobster State CORRUPTION IN PUTIN..S SYSTEM BECOMES MURDEROUSAmerican Prison Camps Are on the WayGulf War Crippled Me And I Didn't Even GoGuantánamo defense lawyer forced out of Navy Bang?..I Had to Leave the Country.. -An Interview with Greg Palast

How Ghetto Are You?
53% Ghetto ...Ghetto! When it comes to your sexuality you are ghetto. You may have probably done something really ridiculous in the past in order to guarantee yourself sex later. Also, you don’t have the highest standards in the world. 'How sexually ghetto are you?' at QuizUniverse.com

About Me
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1.im very horny all the time 2.I love to get high and kick back. 3.I love everything about sex. 4.I love the water. 5. I love the beech 6. i'm a very sexual person. I choose: morgster,blossom rose,raiden,axl,crazysane,and tazzy GOOD LUCK MY FRIEDS :))

My Dog Named Sex
Everybody who has a dog calls him "Rover" or "Boy". I call mine "Sex." He is a great pal, but he has caused me a great deal of embarrassment. When I went to city hall to renew his dog license, I told the clerk I would like a license for Sex. He said, "I'd like one, too!" Then, I said "But this is a dog." He said he didn't care what she looked like. Then, I said, "You don't understand. I've had Sex since I was 9 years old." He winked and said, "You must have been quite a kid." When I got married and went on my honeymoon, I took the dog with me. I told the motel clerk that I wanted a room for my wife and me and a special room for Sex. He said, "You don't need a special room. As long as you pay your bill, we don't care what you do." I said, "Look, you don't seem to understand. Sex keeps me awake at night." The clerk said, "Funny - I have the same problem." One day, I entered Sex in a contest, but before the competition began, the dog ran away. Another contestant asked me why I was j

Sexiest Cowboy Contest!!
SEXIEST COWBOY CONTEST!!! Ok here's the deal: >>All you sexy cowboyz send us (Jade_Roses and Calif_Fire) via e-mail listed below, your sexiest cowboy pic, I'll post it in a folder in my profile titled : "SEXY COWBOYZ!" for all to see and vote on, whoever gets the most votes is the winner!(most votes/top ratings and most comments will be the winner/winners!)and GOOD LUCK COWBOYZ!!!! >>So, send us your best and sexiest cowboy pic and let the voting begin(don't forget to get your friends to vote for ya!), deadline for photo entries is 10-15-06 (that's this coming SUNDAY! so get your pic to us before midnight!) and voting will begin on 10-16-06 (that's this coming MONDAY!) >>The contest will officially end on 10-21-06 (SATURDAY)at MIDNIGHT!(all times are EST and for those that don't know their time zones that's the East Coast of the US!) >>>>The winner will be announced on SUNDAY 10-22-06 through a bulletin post by me, so look for it! Then send some Lost Cherry Love to the w

A4r In My Stash!
Ok, so you've never heard of Anchors for Reality but I'm asking you, if you like music, to give me 5 minutes of your time because this is really some great stuff... Go to my profile and open up the Trackz in my stash. There you'll find a couple of tunes I posted from A4R's debut album, Honesty. If you like it, there's links to where you can hear more of their stuff and order the cd online. A4R is curently touring the midwest, east coast and southern states. If you want them where you're at, there's booking info on their myspace page. I'm sure they'd love to hear from you. Peace-out people

Your Blog Title Sucks.
There's just no way around it. I can no longer deny the truth of it. Your blog titles suck. And by "your" I mean "mine". I blame the fact that I really don't give a rat's ass about blog titles. I mean, even if I had a huge pile of rat's asses, and could spare a few, I would still not give any to the cause of better titles. "Titles" sometimes looks like "titties". I need nipples.

Coming Home
Coming Home Oct 10, 2006 So I'm back home in good ol' Urbana, Ohio!!! I must say there is nothing like coming home. Seeing the ones you love...sleeping in your own bed. Everything just seems so perfect. I had an amazing time in London, and Paris, and feel that the album was taken to a new level as a result. So I'm gonna soak up the homefront for the next few weeks, and let Ken put together all the parts that have been recorded over the last two months. Once things are organized, I'll probably make one more trip back to NYC and add anything that still needs a little flavor. The guys and I are gonna take the next week to settle in, and then start practicing all the changes that have been made. I think most of Nov. and Dec. will be tour rehearsals...that is unless we get the call to hit the road sooner. Still have photoshoots to be done, and tons of other behind the scenes maddness, but it should be fun. Hope to have an official album title to announce soon. As always, stay close.

Blog
Welcome to my blog. I don't really have much to say I just wanted to make one...ut you never know I might use this thing, cause I have been known to ramble about my problems or pleasures and what not..BUt whoever reads I hope you enjoy....

I've Looked All My Life!
To me the perfect man would be a man who cares about your feelings. A man who will stand beside you and not behind you. A man who can hug, love ,care,cry,cuddle,cook,and laugh with you. Lets face it a man can't live without a woman and a woman can't live without a man so why not search for that perfect man who makes you feel on top of the world. The man who can make your heart beat a mile a minute when he touches you. A man who knows you inside and out. Trust, Love, honesty and Faithfulness is all a 2 way street. If you don't have that then you have nothing and then you wonder why are we even together if we don't have those things. I know this is a fantasy cause there is very few of those men left in this world. Have you ever ask yourself some questions? Like why does a man treat a good woman like shit then when he finds a nasty one he treats her like gold? Why does the man regret loosing a good thing when he had it and thru it away? Well to me that's a perfect man.

New Contest
I want to have a contest open to everyone (in the whole wide world), where you place a pic of you , preferably laughing like a horse, and tell everyone your favourite one line joke. Everyone votes on their favourite joke and joke teller! Kind of like 2D stand up. Banter is encouraged, but comedians are allowed to post their anti-heckling responses. So join the fun bus, reply to the bulletin and get your friends in too

Fashion Rules
1. Wearing a t-shirt in the pool can hide your massive girth, and no one will figure out that’s why you’re wearing it. 2. Wearing sandals in any type of weather, be it snow, rain, or hurricanes, is as appropriate today as it was in Jesus’ time. 3. Wearing socks with sandals not only keeps your feet warm, but it also allows them to breathe. 4. Popping your color lets everyone know how seriously cool you are. 5. Wearing a pink shirt is like wearing a sign that says “I am awesome and I don’t kiss boys.” 6. Clipping your cellular phone to your belt, the top of you pants, or the outside of you pocket lets everyone know that you have a phone, and thus you are popular enough to have people call you, and you definitely are not a douche. 7. Dressing “Goth” is also intelligent in any climate, all that black in the hot sun just screams “I’m a genius!” 8. Buying jeans with holes in them shows everyone that you are rich enough to afford jeans with holes in them. 9. Mustaches are not just fo

My Heart
Sometimes you are lucky enough for a shining star to come into your life.What happens to your heart when that light goes out of your night?All it takes is a little time and patience and everything will be all right. Here is my heart bleeding before your feet. Here is my love!Go ahead take it from me. I ask only in return for your strength. Give me your hand pull me up again! it feels like love is just a game of hide and seek!What you might find will never reveal the hidden.The pain behind a face!A girl could walk a million miles before being knocked down again. Here is my heart bleeding before your feet. Here is my love!Go ahead and take it from me. I ask only in return for your strength. Give me your hand and pull me up again! In a world spining out of control were does happiness reside?Can you give it to me?Will you erase the pain inside or give some more to me?

Woke Up Early
Well woke up early, and found the house a mess..... grrr well also i think that i slept on my shoulder wrong cause its soar as hell, but eehh i will get over it. anyways tonight i'm suposed to go out and i'm not sure that i even want to go

Love Slips Away...................
When love slips away from you.. how do you love again. when the one you loves asks you about your friends... and your relationship to one or many of them.... how do you defend yourself... is there any defences....If you know that the one you love, is actively seeing someone,,, but tells you its just companionship that they are seeking in that other person...do you ask them what is going on with that other person... or do you trust them... even though you see the..comments staring you in the face when you go to their page...the sound of lovers... while there at play?? When do you give in to the fact that you Love has slipped away? Is there a way to fight for your love? Even though you are miles away from the one that you love? should you fight or let it go? Can someone tell me what to do before my.... love slips away.

Its Gotten Out Of Control Now.
bought an xbox 360 yesterday... damn i'm in fuckin trouble all my god damn metrosexual tendancies.. granted it looks great but i don't know why i did it.. damn my compulsions now i owe 600 bucks more to best buy... argh...

I Miss You Daddy!
*It's been a year daddy I really really miss you Mommy says your safe now In a beautiful place called heaven* Oh I'm thinking about our younger years *We had your favorite dinner tonite* there was only you and me *I ate it all up* We were young and wild and free *Even though I don't like carrots* Now nothing can take you away from me *I learned how to swim this summer* We've been down that road before *I can even open my eyes* But that's over now *While I'm under water* You keep me coming back for more *Can't you see me?* Baby you're all that I want When you're lying here in my arms I'm finding it hard to believe We're in heaven *I started kindergarten this year* Love is all that I need And I found it there in your heart It isn't too hard to see We're in heaven *I carry a picture of us In my Blue's Clues lunchbox* Oh once in your life you find someone *You are the greatest daddy* Who will turn your world around

Im Leaveing Lc So Solong
im leaveing LC for good im never logging in again if u wish to contact me get my msn or imvu from someone n well chat note im on imvu much more then msn anyways im leaveing for good so goodbye to u all

Tagged
http://www.GraffitiGen.com/ - Graffiti - Graffiti Creator each player of this game starts 6 weird things or habbits about themselves. people who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 wierd things or habbits, and state this rule clearly. choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and go check out your blog for details. it's fun! okay so........here they are.......... 1. i have issues with apperence of myself. 2. my kids don't give me time to myself or my husband. 3. i wish i never got so fat being pregnat three times, my belly is so streched. 4. wish for more quallity time with my husband. 5. i love to party and hang with people that think just like me. 6. wish i could travel all over not just our country, like paris, ect.... hopefully i did this right. i choose for my 6 people...... syn beautiful scars fyerfly hoochie nikki becky okay come on ya'll do this thing!!!!!!!!!!

Shii's Song
Wishing on a dream that seems far off Hoping it will come today Into the starlit night Foolish dreamers turn their gaze Waiting on a shooting star But What if that star is not to come? Will their dreams fade to nothing? When the horizons darkens most We all need to believe there is hope Is an angel watching closely over me? Can there be a guiding light I've yet to see I know my heart should guide me but There's a hole within my soul What will fill this emptiness inside of me? Am I to be satisfied without knowing? I wish is then for a chance to see Now all I need Is my star to come... http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/shii.php Please watch! I cry everytime I do. ^__^

101 Things Not To Say During Sex
101 Things Not To Say During Sex 1. But everybody looks funny naked! 2. You woke me up for that? 3. Did I mention the video camera? 4. Do you smell something burning? 5. (In a janitor's closet) And they say romance is dead... 6. Try breathing through your nose. 7. A little rug burn never hurt anyone! 8. Is that a Medic-Alert Pendant? 9. Sweetheart, did you lock the back door? 10. But whipped cream makes me break out. 11. Person 1: This is your first time... right? Person 2: Yeah... today. 12. Hurry up! This room rents by the hour! 13. Can you please pass me the remote control? 14. Do you accept Visa? 15. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz 16. On second thought, let's turn off the lights. 17. And to think -- I was really trying to pick up your friend! 18. So much for mouth-to-mouth. 19. (Using body paint) Try not to leave any stains, okay? 20. Hope you're as good looking when I'm sober... 21. (Holding a banana) It's just a

Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Good morning I just joined this wonderful place and if anyone out there has anysuggestions for me please let me know... I love to write and I have my very first poetry book being published which will be out soon more updates on that later... I have a two places I would love for ya to check out my writing port at: http://www.writing.com/authors/jeanimoo and The Daily News website at: http://www.freewebs.com/jeanimoo Okay well I am off to check further into here Everyone have a great day and a wonderful week!

It Is True...
I am not one hot on pride since I am male and used to being called a dog...;) But I have joined a few sites online such as myspace and myyearbook and some not evenworth mentioning. But I have found that is the LC is definatley the best out there.... Why? Because I have made more friends, ones that actually talk to you, here than on both the others combined. I don't get silly little bulletins asking stupid things or threatening my realationship or love life for the next hundred years if I don't repost. People , for the most part, are real and are friendly. The other site may talk about it but this one actually delivers. (Oh and unlike other sites I have been to this one hasn't shut down on me because of server errors or anything...) I Love LC!!!!!!!!!! G

Still Here.
Well, I'm still online so far. And still counting the days. 13 weeks and 5 days. I think. My husband reserved the uhaul for the move and he reserved it for a week earlier than he said we were moving. I don't know if it was a mistake and with his foul mood for the past few days, I'm not going to ask. Also, I had another job interview on Mon. I think it went well. I have a good feeling about this one. And, the great part is they have a location in Texas also. About 20 min. from where we're moving to. So, if I do get the job, I should be able to transfer and not have to look for another one after the move. I really want this job. Big changes are comming. Changes that are way overdue. I'm so scared. I can't wait.

Day 9 And 10, Busy Busy Busy
Work work work...Yesterday and Today were cool. Yesterday we went over the electrical system, and how it all works! Then today we actually started programming and testing the robot! Cool as hell!!! We have been having a blast! Other than that I have to say THANK YOU to everyone who's been showin the love. Almost up a level, about 200 more points! I will be returning the love this weekend, so don't worry I haven't forgotten about you. I am in the middle of writing reports AND trying to return the love. It's a pain in the ass doing both, and unfortunately I have to concentrate on the reports (my paycheck depends on it)!!!! But I have Saturday morning and Sunday night set aside strictly for returning the luv!!!!! Well I have to get back to my reports, but I'll check in every so often to answer shoutouts, and return love one cherry at a time! Later Gators, -Fred Jr.

Good News And Bad News....
Good News: Its all most my birthday(a day of subtraction)... I know its almost that time cuz school let out and i start to go nuts.....like im not there now. Bad News: Means i cant spend much time on here as i have.. I didnt reach my goal of 200 new friends by school being out... So for those who have my email address i will be checking it everyday so if i dont get to chat with you on here please email me.... And those who doesnt PLEASE DON'T FORGET ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Daughter
Tomorrow my 8 yr old daughter will be having open heart surgery. Ive known since she was 2 that she has had these defects and now its time to fix them. As her mom Im going nuts and I think I lost my mind a few times but I know I have to be strong and help her through this. This is her first major surgery and hopefully her last one for I pray they will fix them for good. I wont be on at all for I will be by my daughters side the whole time. I will try and keep everyone posted on her condtion as much as I can. I just ask that everyone keeps her in their prayers and thoughts. I know she will be just fine!

Whole
My heart longs to fly to you Push, mesh blend into you Be one wit you You who shows me my soul My flaws, my feelins The reason to feel To know to love If only to be UNIted For one solitary second To feel complete Whole within you

To .......
Your smile and laugh just warms my Heart Ifelt this feeling from the start This warmth I want to feel again and I will make you happy anyway I can So I hope this note I am sending you way will make you smile and have a happy day.... Today is yours... Remeber to always say waht you mean. If you love someone, tell tehm. Dont be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone waht they mean to you. because when you decide that it is the right time, it might be toolate.

Protecting My Heart
My dad may he R.I.P. Is the only man i trusted with my heart. He passed on 12/06/04. So far every man i've met has hurt my heart in one way or another. You might ask why i trusted my dad with my heart? Well i knew my dad would never break, stomp, crush or walk on my heart. He had my heart and soul. When he passed i think my heart went with him so he could protect it from these kind of men. He was always there to give me sound advice about the asshole men i got involed with. friends are good to have, but i have only found one that even comes close to really being a true friend and is there to listen to my problems. We acually share our problems with each other. If your asking to be a friend then be one and don't try to play with my heart, cause i'm on top of that situation. A heart can only take so much and mine has reached it's limit.

Lmfao Some Of These Are Really Good.
Q. What do you call it when someone farts in a gay bar? A. A love call. Q. How do you give a blind queer a thrill? A. Leave the plunger in the toilet. Q. How do lesbians handle their liquor? A. By the ears. (Lick her) Q. What do tight pants and a cheap motel have in common? A. No ball room Q. What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over? A. Doughnuts. Q. What do you get when you put 50 lesbians and 50 politicians in a room together? A. 100 people who don't do dick. Q. What's the last thing Tickle Me Elmo receives before he leaves the factory? A. Two test tickles Q. Why did God create alcohol? A. So ugly people would have a chance to have sex. Q. What's the speed limit of sex? A. 68 because at 69 you have to turn around. Q. What's the ultimate rejection? A. When you're masturbating and your hand falls asleep.

Impossible Quetsions To Life...if You Have An Answer Please Tell Me...
If you take an Oriental person and spin him around several times, does he become disoriented? If people from Poland are called Poles, why aren't people from Holland called Holes? If love is blind, why is lingerie so popular? When cheese gets its picture taken, what does it say? Why isn't the number 11 pronounced onety one? Do Lipton Tea employees take coffee breaks? I thought about how mothers feed their babies with tiny little spoons and forks so I wondered what do Chinese mothers use? Toothpicks? If it's true that we are here to help others, then what exactly are the others here for? Ever wonder what the speed of lightning would be if it didn't zigzag? Last night I played a blank tape at full blast. The mime next door went nuts. Whatever happened to Preparations A through G? Do people who spend $2.00 apiece on those little bottles of Evian water know that spelling it backwards is Naive? If 4 out of 5 people SUFFER from diarrhea...Does tha

Homage For My Father
Tuesday, October 10, 2006 2:10 P.M. CST It's been six and a half years now that my dad died. I still miss him a lot. I think about him often. The prevailing thought is how unfortunate it is that he died just as I was beginning to see him less as "my dad" and more as the man he was. And he was a very good man. The word "genius" is thrown around liberally, frequently to people who don't deserve it, but that's how I think of my dad. He was from a small town in Kansas and talked and acted the part his entire life, but he had a brilliant, technical mind. As a kid in the fifties he used to rip apart old cars and fix them up. That led to a job at General Motors, where he worked for over thirty years before taking an early retirement. He was one of the guys who built the robots that built the cars. Not only did he design the individual pieces that made up those large mechanical arms, he also wrote the programming for them to perform whatever job was needed. And he wa

Nasty Poem I Found It Quite Funny
sky is blue Water is wet I'll make you cum I'll make you sweat Pressed up against my body Movin up and down Slowly but firmly We'll move the ground Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain

!!!!pet Picture Preview Part Two!!!thank Yous!!!8th Day Of !!!hazels Cutest Pet Contest!!!
These are the second set of entries into my contest. I will have a different preview tomorrow. Get Your Own! | View Slideshow Smokey Hazel Ice@ LostCherry 8th day of !!!Hazels Cutest Pet Contest!!! !!!!Pet Picture Preview Part Two!!!Thank Yous!!! Eighth Day It is the Eighth day of the contest and there are not any new updates today but be sure to check the update from the past couple of days. Voting shall start at 12:01 sunday. there are now only three days left to enter so be sure ot get those entries in. A few of you have pending enteries few a few days ago and I am waiting for a response back from you. Please respond back by the deadline. For those of you that are already entered in my contest, thank you and good luck!!! Be reay to start campaigning soon. Thank Yous Some of you have been reposting my bulletin. Thank you so much!!! You guys are so sweet and nice, I love all of my new freinds on Lost Cherry so much! the following are the people th

One Dream, From Terry
I know two people with two separate lives, Two minds living in two different worlds. Two worlds that are felt, that are seen in the eyes, In the eyes of one boy and one girl. Two worlds. Two people with two hearts. They know their worlds are apart. Two worlds with one wish under the sun, One wish that two worlds will be one. Two worlds. Two souls with one destiny. Two loves that were meant to be. Two paths intertwined into one road. Someday, they’ll have each other to hold. If you look close, I think you’ll find That those two worlds are yours and mine. And even though we’re worlds apart, Your whole world is in my heart.

Dreamed Of You Last Night By Terry.
Last night before I went to sleep I thought about your smile; And it made me feel so good inside that I stayed awake awhile. I imagined you sleeping in your bed so soft, so warm and sweet; And I wished that I could have taken you to a place where lovers' meet. I looked outside and saw the stars and I made a wish on love; And hoped and prayed that it was me who you would be dreaming of. I thought about the good times we've had and of others we've yet to find. And I closed my eyes and opened my heart and made love to you in my mind. I held you tight and, oh, so close while we listened to a song; And kissed and caressed you with my lips and loved you all night long. I touched your body in places that you never thought I would; And made you feel a special way no others ever could. With all our hearts we shared ourselves while the angels watched above; And with their blessings we took our time and made what we call love. One day, this dream, we both

Sexy
TAG UR IT! THIS IS A SEXYY TRAIN IF U RECEIVE THIS IT MEANS UR FREAKIN SEXY.... IF U GET THIS BACK UR EVEN SEXIERR...SEND THIS TO YOUR FRIENDS _______@@@@@@@@@@_____ ______@@@@@_______________ _____@@@@@________________ _____@@@@@________________ _______@@@@@_____________ ___________@@@@@______ ______________@@@@@_____ ________________@@@@@_____ _______________@@@@@______ ______@@@@@@@@@________ ______@@@@@@@@@@______ ______@@@@@@@@@________ ______@@@@_________________ ______@@@@@@@@_________ ______@@@@_________________ ______@@@@________________ ______@@@@_________________ ______@@@@@@@@@@_____ ______@@@@@______@@@___ ________@@@@______@@___ _________@@@_____@@____ ___________@@@__@@____ ____________@@@@@_____ _____________@@@@_______ _____________@@@@@________ ___________@@___@@@___ ________@@@____ @@@__ ______@@@@@___@@@@@__ ______@@@@@______@@@___ ________@@@@______@@___ _________@@@_____@@____ ___________@@@__@@____ ____________@@@@@_____

The Perfect Forwarding Email
The Perfect Forwarding Email My heartfelt appreciation goes out to all of you who have taken the Time and trouble to send me "forwards" over the past 12 months. Thank you for making me feel safe, secure, blessed and Healthy. Extra thanks to whoever sent me the email about rat crap in the glue on envelopes - because I now have to go get a wet towel every time I need to seal an envelope. Also, I scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. Because of your genuine concern, I no longer drink Coca Cola because I know it can remove toilet stains, which is not exactly an appealing characteristic. I no longer check the coin return on pay phones because I could be pricked with a needle infected with AIDS. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. I no longer go to shopping malls because someone might drug me with a perfume sample and rob me. I no longer eat KFC because their "chi

Josh Groban~never Let Go~
Image Hosting | Video Hosting | Myspace Games JOSH GROBAN Never Let Go (Feat Deep Forest) I can't understand it. The search for an answer is met with a darker day. And we've been handed these moments forever. But I'm reassured there's another way. You don't have to close your eyes. There is room for love again. Ease the pain to realize All that love can be. Forced apart by time and sand. Take a step and take my hand. And don't let it go. Never let go. Broken, once connected, We were so strong and so blessed in a simple way. So don't let me go it alone. Turn your head up to the sky. Nothing down below but me. Face the truth to realize All that we could be. Torn apart by rage and fear. Hold onto what brought you here. Don't let it go. Never let go. Turn your head up to the sky. Nothing down below. Don't let go.

I Live My Life By This Daily
Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment, it is as perennial

Footprints
footprints One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to the Lord. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it. "Lord, You said that once I decided to follow you, You'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me." The Lord replied, "My son, My precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set

Not A Ho
Cheesy suggestive picture comments don't get you laid. They don't even get you friends requests. Atleast, I'd hope not anyway. Just thought I'd put that bit of knowledge out there. It is about as lame as whistling and yelling "hey baby!" out the car window at a chick who is walking on the sidewalk... only, potentially more pathetic. On a sidenote, if there is trouble to be made here, I will find it. Or it will find me, and it shall be accomplished. PS the non-suggestive, friendly comments are very much appreciated. Thanks guys!

Less Than A Week Away
With my holidays less than a week away I am getting excited, but also very nervous. I've never been on a plane before so I find that a little scary. Maybe not so much the plane itself as it is the airport and such. I know that sounds silly to some, but hey who knows what could happen! lol Then there's work of course. I feel guilty about taking the time off even though I definitely deserve it and need it badly. I feel as though I am teetering at the edge and if I don't do something soon I will fall off. Depression has hit me hard this year and sometimes I feel as though I'm never going to be able to dig myself out. I figured a good way to try to cope is take a holiday and get away from it all! Only 4 days away and counting down...I guess I better get my shit together and start packing eh? lol Let you all know about it when I get back!

You Can Do This
THIS IS A HOOT!!!! DON'T CHEAT AND LOOK AT THE BOTTOM FOR THE ANSWERS!!! History Exam.. Everyone over 40 should have a pretty easy time at this exam. If you are under 40 you can claim a handicap. This is a History Exam for those who don't mind seeing how much they really remember about what went on in their life. Get paper and pencil and number from 1 to 20. Write the letter of each answer and score at the end. Then, best of ! all, before you pass this test on, put your score in the subject line! 1. In the 1940's, where were automobile headlight dimmer switches located? a. On the floor shift knob b. On the floor board, to the left of the clutch c. Next to the horn 2. The bottle top of a Royal Crown Cola bottle had holes in it. For what was it used? a. Capture lightning bugs b. To sprinkle clothes before ironing c. Large salt shaker 3. Why was having milk delivered a problem in northern winters? a. Cows got cold and wouldn't produce milk b. Ice

I'll Never Be Able To Tell You
I'll never be able to tell you how much you mean to me how much joy you bring to my sorrow filled nights or even how many giggles that pass though my lips I'll never be able to tell you how many bugs crawl in my stomach when I hear your words how high my stomach jumps when I see your face or even what comes to mind when I hear your name I'll never be able to tell you how much I shiver when you say you care or even how much of your pain I want to take from you I'll never be able to tell you I want to see you happy I want you to go be with with her Just so you'll be happy Though I know it's not good for you I'll never be able to tell you The thoughts I've had The notions I've composed The words that come to mind What I want to give to you I'll never be able to tell you Of all the things that I've learned from you Of all the Happiness I've got from you The joy I didn't want I'll never be able to tell you About the effect you have over me The way you

Satan
A few minutes before the services started, the townspeople were sitting in >their pews and talking. >Suddenly, Satan appeared at the front of the church! >Everyone started screaming and running for the front >entrance, trampling each other in a frantic effort to get away from evil >incarnate. >Soon the church was empty except for one elderly >gentleman who sat calmly in his pew without moving, >seemingly oblivious to the fact that God's ultimate >enemy was in his presence. >So Satan walked up to the man and said, "Do you know who I am?" >The man replied, "Yep, sure do." >"Aren't you afraid of me?" Satan asked. >"Nope, sure ain't," said the man. >"Don't you realize I can kill you with one word?" asked Satan. >"Don't doubt it for a minute," returned the old man, in an even tone. >"Did you know that I can cause you profound, horrifying, AGONY for all >eternity?" persisted Satan. >"Yep," was the calm reply. >"And you're still not afraid?" asked Satan. >"Nope," said th

Redneck Church
1. You Know You're in a Redneck Church if... the finance committee > >> > refuses to provide funds for the purchase of a chandelier because none > >> > of the members knows how to play one. > >> > > >> > 2. You Know You're in a Redneck Church if... people ask, when they > > learn > >> > that Jesus fed the 5000, whether the two fish were bass or catfish, > >> > and > >> > what bait was used to catch 'em. > >> > > >> > 3. You Know You're in a Redneck Church if... when the pastor says, > >> > "I'd > >> > like to ask Bubba to help take up the offering," five guys and two > > women > >> > stand up. > >> > > >> > 4. You Know You're in a Redneck Church if... opening day of deer > >> > season > >> > is recognized as an official church holiday. > >> > > >> > 5. You Know You're in a Redneck Church if... a member of the church > >> > requests to be buried in his 4-wheel-drive truck because "It ain't > > never > >> > been in a hole it couldn't get out of". >

One, Two, One Two, Build That Thrust!
Hiya Everyone! I was watching a show on HBO called "The Sex Inspectors". They are two sex experts in England, one a gay man, the other a woman. They help troubled couples have better sex lives there. On one of the shows, the man had performance anxiety with his lover. She wanted sex like six times per day, and the poor man felt he couldn't measure up all the time. The sex inspectors taught her how to masturbate herself with just fingers and new toys, like clit stimulators. Surprisingly, she always relied on sex to get off and rarely pleasured herself. The sex inspectors taught him how to do pelvic crunches to tone up the muscles that support the penis, making for longer and stronger erections, and greater staying power. The sex inspectors taught both lovers how to use foreplay more, and not be so demanding with sex, but instead giving. Focus on pleasing your partner first before yourself. Hmmm...a pelvic crunch? I've heard of this and wondered what effect it wou

Men
a man can be very strong in many things and in many ways. He can be a good providerm an excellent leader, a good and loving friend, and someone you can always count on. A man can be your perfectpartner. But like any other human being , a man has his own weakness and his own dark side. sex for men iks something that is hard to resist. call it biological urge ot call itany other way, but this longing for pleasure is something that becomes an integral part of him at a particular point in his life. men can be stubborn sometimes because they only realize how much they love a woman only after they have tried it out with someone else.

Demon
Silver blade against the flesh of my skin Undescribable pain that holds within Just one painful slit would end it all Drowning myself in blood as I fall No more saddness and no more pain No more darkness and no more tears of rain Goddess, help me I beg you and I plea Take away the demon inside I have no more strength to hide A fountain drains from my throat My soul begins to float I'm sorry for all that I have done For demon inside me has won

Be Silent
be silient be still or there can no longer be any thrill look with your eyes or close them tight but breathe yes breathe feel with you sences and not with your brain because in this heart this room this bed everything is mine tonight let me touch you let me kiss you let me do things to you that you have never heard of let me look upon you with my desire see you in ways I've never seen before feel you in ways you've never had this is something I want to do for me for my pleasure

Hier Gehe Ich Wieder.....
Ich hasse es, wenn ich in diese stimmungen gerate. Leute sagen, daß ich nicht häßlich bin. Deshalb warum kann nicht, glaube ich ihre wörter? Warum kann nicht, ich bin nur mit mir froh und warum es mir welche anderen sache von mir wichtig ist. Im moment habe ich lust auf das weinen, aber ich will vor niemandem keine tränen vergießen. Ich bin sicher, daß leute ermüdet werden, so von mir das klagen darüber, wie ich aussehe. Ich vermute, daß ich lernen werde, nie froh zu sein, mit dem ich bin....Ich brauche einen rauch...

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how can it be that he loves me he goes to other girls he plans to get rid of me pain hurt sorrow when you think about it it makes you want to scream how can one person do this much damage to someone else hate anger revenge? makes you want to hurt him bad hurt him like he did you take out his heart so he feels like you but it wouldn't be right in the end numbness blank nothing you get to the point where you don't care love is an choice not a factor to get away, start over cause nothing is real nothing is real right now all i got is me he took it all away it's just pain right now and when this wears off the numbness will stay protecting me from everything he's done to me letting go that's where this has to go let him have them I know I wasn't good enough but it was him he showed no emotion showed no feeling showed nothing at all no love no time he did nothing and blamed it all on me

Death
Take me away Please take me away away from all this pain please just take me away I have nothing to live for in this place no one to live for nothing to strive for I have nothing and no one please take me away why wont you just come to me I need to be gone to be rid of this place it doesn't want me nor need me too please just take me do with me what you will but don't leave me here with these people that do me harm don't leave me here in this place that has no name Please don't leave me here with my nameless soul Please don't leave me here Please death don't spare me this time

Picture Perfect
I can see him standing there a picture from my past I don't know where he's going but he's going fast he's a person from my memory always been stead fast I've never seen him go so far not even in his past he's running from his future and he's going oh so fast he needs to stop and look around because the present, it wont last here's a picture from my past picture perfect, it will always last the memory has faded new one's take it's place the memory is gone but the picture will always last A new love has come and gone which always makes things easier to put it all away the pictures from my past locked away to look up later in my life it will make me realize even more how much I loved you Wanted you Needed you As I sit here years later Looking upon these pictures I still see him Hes standing there steadfast Hes still running But now hes looking back to see How far behind hes left me He calls me up Wants to see me But hes so far away

Confusion
I don't know what's happening with me Where am I going What am I doing What are these feelings I'm still falling But I can't find my way down Confusion sets in I don't know what to do What do see What to feel Where to go I'm still falling But I can't find my way down How can I save you When I can barely save myself Save myself I'm binded to myself Torn Blined, beaten and falling But I can't find my way down

No More!!!!
what is she supposed to do things keep coming unglued making bad decisions why does do this to you she tries so hard but nothing sticks she's mediocre at best doesn't stand in with the rest why does she do this to you your life is in her hands puppetiering is her game you let her do it all the same dancing, prancing, your motor functions shot why do you let her why do you want her to continue to do this to you mindless, ignorant "child" stand up shout out no more, no more I CAN'T TAKE NO MORE!

The Tunnel
walking in this tunnel it's so dark it's so long and as i walk i think of the past how could i forget all the things that was once said the whispers lust i remember them all words i had meant words i thought i knew time is going slow i just want to go go back to where i was when things made sence i'm lost now don't know where i am lost in this tunnel flashlight has dimmed burning out can't see sitting here i'm scared i just want out away from me away from what i've become not worth the hatered the pain the love lost in here where does it begin where does it end just lay here go to sleep rest now just sleep no more pain no more sorrow

Slipping
God help me Im slipping fast My life is filling up with poison from others Telling me Ill never be good enough You know how hard I tried Keeping everyone happy but myself How can I keep doing it Pleasing everyone else Bit by bit numbness is setting in again Soon Ill be gone Someone save me Pull me close Hold me now, Im slipping away Feeling is too much to handle Keeping pushing me back Hitting me hard I cant take much more Someone please help me Tell me what to do How do I keep myself whole Without pushing everyone else away I know who I am Where I come from Dont know how much longer I can keep myself from slipping away Pinch me Wake me up Do something to let me know Im still living This feels and looks like hell to me This pain is unbearable It breaks me down Pushes me back to where I was in control Numbness is the key To make me not hurt I want to feel I want to live Im afraid I cant do it alone Im not strong enough I need to b

Crave
All my dreams locked up My body aches My heart desires My mind wants I need it now Like I've ever needed anything before I crave it now My body arches with anticipation But I don't get it Makes me want it all the more Teases me, Tempts me Toutures me until I give in I crave it now I want to feel I want to touch I want it now I need it so much I crave it now His hair shines His eyes sudictive His body so bold So inticing,So desireable I crave it now I need it now He'll give it to me He wants me to ask He teases me with a touch With a kiss that's so delisious I don't think he knows what he's doing The way he holds me I think he does... I crave it now I push him down I want to make him need me I want to make him want me more than he already does I crave it now Keeping him down And playing with him I want to make him moan and scream I want to make him want it more than me I crave it now I want to have him I want to play with him

Angel Of Mercy
I do not belong here Not where I am This place of pain Place of torture Too much has happened here Dont want to hurt anymore Dont want to feel I dont want anything thats real It all fades away Ill be alone Like I always have I want to go away from it all Disappear Hide from things From people who have loved me the most They have gone away so many times before Its not even wroth this heart of mine Ill just go away No one would notice No one would care My soul feels likes its been worn Torn Ripped apart Angel of Mercy Angel of Death Save me Save me now Take me away This pain on earth is worse than death itself Dont want to hurt Dont want to feel I dont want anything thats real It all fades away Ill be alone Like I am Like I have been

The 12 Days Of Halloween
On the first night of Halloween My true love gave to me... A vulture in a dead tree! And a vulture in a dead tree! On the third night of Halloween My true love gave to me... Three black cats, Three black cats, Two flying bats, And a vulture in a dead tree! On the fifth night of Halloween My true love gave to me... Five TRICK-OR-TREATS, Five TRICK-OR-TREATS, Four hooting owls, Three black cats, Two flying bats, And a vulture in a dead tree! On the seventh night of Halloween My true love gave to me.. Seven doors a-creaking, Seven doors a-creaking, Six ghosts a-haunting, Five TRICK-OR-TREATS, Four hooting owls, Three black cats, Two flying bats, And a vulture in a dead tree! On the ninth night of Halloween My true love gave to me... Nine monsters howling, Nine monsters howling, Eight vampires biting, Seven doors a-creaking, Six ghosts a-haunting, Five TRICK-OR-TREATS, Four hooting owls, Three black cats, Two flying bats, And a vulture in a de

Samhain Poem
I Miss you most upon each Samhain,when the boundary turns to sheer. I wait until the veil is parted, at the ending of the year. Sweet Spirit, as you walk among us,at the tolling of this eve. I see your face beyond the sunset, and hear your voice upon the breeze. In the glowing of the candle, from the shadow on the wall. I watch for you in every movement, and hear your footsteps in the hall. Can you sit and spend the evening, as the portal opens wide? Ancestral Dead I bid you Welcome, most recent dead I pray abide. When you come I sense your Presence, I put my hand out in the Air. A Moment, then, we stand united, Palm to Palm while waiting there. I miss you most upon each Samahin, when the boundary turns to sheer. We share these hours until the dawning, then bid farewell until next year. ~Author Unknown~

Just Listen
You make me know Im not here alone All alone Not to understand shhh, dont think, Dont talk, just listen Its pure all around us Pull me closer I thought I felt so safe there shhh dont talk, dont talk, just listen Stumbling over yourself Your words unsure Not knowing how to speak You seemed to be learning again Why so silent Seeming unaware Of all around you and me Your mind is appealing I want it for myself Pick at it when I want Answer my questions Magic 8 ball it will be called First listen and learn Things are new to you it seems No need for stumbling Mumbling Show yourself Not what you want to be shhh dont talk, dont talk, just listen Cant take a hint Just go with it No aggressiveness found Wanted you to be bolder Thinking about something else that night Dont want to go now Not to move at all Thats what I want Fall asleep right here on you Let me go go away in your mind Let me fester there Come away with what you want What you

Samhain Night
'Twas the evening of Samhain, and all through the place were Pagans preparing the ritual space. The candles were set in the Corners with care, in hopes that the Watchtowers soon Would be there. We all had our robes on (as is Habitual) and had just settled down and were starting Our ritual when out on the porch there arose such a Chorus That we went to the door, and waiting there for Us were children in costumes of various kinds with Visions of chocolate bright in their minds. In all of Our workings, we'd almost forgot, but we had Purchased candy (we'd purchased a LOT), And so, as they flocked from All over the street, they all got some chocolate Or something else sweet. We didn't think Twice of delaying our rite, Kids just don't have This much fun every night. For hours they came, With the time-honored schtick of giving a choice: a Treat or a trick. As is proper, the parents were There for the games, Watching the children and Calling their names. "On Vader, On Leia, On Dexter A

It Would Have Been A Year
It would have been a year Now you went Away Why were you scared All I wanted was to love you I would have never hurt you the way that you have me... Tell Me What did I do All I wanted was a answer I get nothing It would have been a year How do you just take someones heart Crush it like it was nothing... I wonder where we would be What our life would have been like Too look in your eyes For you to hold me close One day I hope to know But for now I will have the hurt and the pain... I hope to look back a year from now

History Of Halloween
Halloween is an annual celebration, but just what is it actually a celebration of? And how did this peculiar custom originate? Is it, as some claim, a kind of demon worship? Or is it just a harmless vestige of some ancient pagan ritual? The word itself, "Halloween," actually has its origins in the Catholic Church. It comes from a contracted corruption of All Hallows Eve. November 1, "All Hollows Day" (or "All Saints Day"), is a Catholic day of observance in honor of saints. But, in the 5th century BC, in Celtic Ireland, summer officially ended on October 31. The holiday was called Samhain (sow-en), the Celtic New year. One story says that, on that day, the disembodied spirits of all those who had died throughout the preceding year would come back in search of living bodies to possess for the next year. It was believed to be their only hope for the afterlife. The Celts believed all laws of space and time were suspended during this time, allowing the spirit world to intermingle with

The Fear Behind It All
here is my fear take it from me I wanna say it all the fear prevents me here is my fear take it from me You're gunna go but you should know what i've been showing is real I wanna say it all the fear it stops me here is my fear take it from me i'm starting to lose it all that's okay I guess I never had it to begin with all I had was my fear why me? why now? Don't want me to hurt don't want him to hurt at all I'll take his pain Take his fear take his confusion take it into myself keep it from him so he can keep his own life keep him sane so he can have a good life I'll keep my fear keep it all I don't get what I want I'm fine with that I just want him to be okay Dispite how I feel I want to say it all but my fear still prevails

Halloween Superstitions
If you hear foot steps behind you on this night, don't look back. It may be the dead following you. Turning back could mean that you will soon join the dead. Girls who carry a lamp to a spring of water on this night can see their future husband in the reflection. Girls who carry a broken egg in a glass to a spring of water (during the day) can not only see their future husband by mixing some of the spring water into the glass, but she can also see a glimpse of her future children. An old tradition was that girls should go into a field and there scatter the seed of hemp. While they did so they chanted "Hempseed I sow thee Come after me and show me". Upon suddenly turning round, it was declared that each girl would see a vision of the man who would be her husband. Bobbing for Apples - Each member of the party is given an apple, from which a small piece has been cut, and into which a fortune written on a slip of paper has been inserted. The apples are throw

*the 1st Song That Reached Out & Grabbed Me*
++Pat Benatar: HELL IS FOR CHILDREN++ They cry in the dark, so you can't see their tears They hide in the light, so you can't see their fears Forgive and forget, all the while Love and pain become one and the same In the eyes of a wounded child Because Hell Hell Is For Children And you know that their little lives can become such a mess Hell Hell Is For Children And you shouldn't have to pay for your love with your bones and your flesh It's all so confusing, this brutal abusing They blacken your eyes, and then apologize Be daddy's good girl, and don't tell mommy a thing Be a good little boy, and you'll get a new toy Tell grandma you fell off the swing Because Hell Hell Is For Children And you know that their little lives can become such a mess Hell Hell Is For Children And you shouldn't have to pay for your love with your bones and your flesh No, Hell Is For Children Hell Hell is for Hell Hell is for Hell Hell Is For Childr

No Worries
I wanna crawl inside myself hide until no one's left I'm tired of feeling like I do I wanna go away until there's nothing left of me There's nothing you can do Nothing I can do Go our seperate ways It's okay No worries We'll be okay Forget about me Our time was great No reason for you to remember When you're on your way No worries I'll be okay Soon you'll be gone I'll be here It's okay I'm always strong Strong enough for everyone I'm a little lost right now But I'll find my way No worries I'll be fine Enjoy your life Block me out You wont need me there Not even a little bit at all You'll do great things with your life I'm proud of you for that As for me I don't know what I'm gunna do Maybe going inside myself I can't right now Too many people depend on me I need to step up to my plate Help you with what you need No worries I'll be okay I'm just to scared to say what I want to say I can't anyways It doesn't make a difference I'

12-01-05 Pushing...
Your putting upon me More than I can take It'll only take so long until I break You're to love me As I am to love you You keep pushing Pushing and pushing I've done everything on your list I'm still doing them Love me Honor me Cherish me Respect me That's what love is Need me Want me Stand up for me You're trying to change me To be what you think you want You think you need But when will you do what I need I want So that I can give you what you need Give love to recieve love Give yourself to have me As I am doing for you You say you're in love with me But how can that be You're trying to change everything about me My personality My charm My independance My needs for you And my love Keep pushing And you'll lose me That may be what you want If that is so Than TELL ME NOW Tell me now.... Give love to recieve love....

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I sit here this eve thinking to myself about life in general..I try hard not to regret things in my life, but i catch myself looking back at my life going damn how in the hell did i end up this way..Was there perhaps another road i could have choosen, but then i stop myself and remember the things that i have in life that i cherish so dear to me and that makes up 10x more than the past. I guess you can say i have this wish list and damnit if it dont get longer and longer everyday. The one thing i fear the most is Death..even though i cling so hard to it. Is it the power in that fear that makes me so drawn to it? I often wonder to myself that. I am so scared of not waking up or taking another breathe tomm. I live that fear everyday becuz i have sleep apnea.I was dianosed with it when i was 13. so i have pretty much lived my whole life in fear of not waking up. You know i dont wish for sympathy from anyone. Its apart of who i am, take it or leave it, dont treat me no different. I am

Armageddon
I finally got the new Mortal Kombat game. I spend my entire day playing it, mostly konquest mode. I'll say konquest mode is worth playing. This much, you should know! From what i gathered, konquest kind bridges Deception to Armageddon. So nobody knows how Reptile got separated from Onaga, other than Sindel's Deception Ending as a hint. Its does explain why everone gathered in the intro movie to do battle. Also why Scorpion is on the bad side. Sorta

Did I Really Mean So Little
I sit here lonely... Wondering what he is doing If he is thinking of me Did I really mean so little Why does it feel like a knife Slowly pressing in my skin I just want to escape all the hurt and the pain I think about all the things said Thought you would be there Why do you push me away Did I really mean so little Please help me Before I am lost for good

A Slave To Sin..
-Jail house poem- Living life in the fast lane, could even the strongest insane, always taking the easy way out, just to find out what this life of sin is all about, I have sold my life and sould to the devil, I thought my unstable life he could make level, along with all the unwanted demons I have let in, not even God himself could save my lost soul, because the Prince of darkness has now taken control, with his chains tied around me tight, because of his fear of losing his slave to the freedom of light, I wish I would have given the good life a chance, but instead I stayed down, in the dark, under an evil trance, binded by the chains I have created in me, a slave to sin is what I will always be....

Venus And Mars
Women are like apples on a trees, The best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just take the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy..... The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree. Now, men..... Men are like fine wine. They begin as grapes, and it's up to women to stomp the shit out of them untill they turn into acceptable to have dinner with.

Road Called Loneliness
I heard you call my name today, I just ignored it and went along my way, I found a road called loneliness, now if fate's hand opened, and called me there, would God almighty judge me fair? It's the road called loneliness, and what of fate, now in the essence of prayer, we would know for fact that we never belonged there, walking this road called loneliness...

Bullshit On The Net
WELL THIS IS HOW IT GOES PEOPLE DON'T FUCKIN LIKE ME BECAUSE I BECAME A DJ I WILL STILL BE TRU TO THE JUGGALO FAMILY BUIT I SAY IT LIKE THIS IF YOU WANNA SIT THERE ANY ONE OF YOU PEOPLE THAT SAYS YOUR FAMILY OR THAT YOUR A JUGGALO AND GO TALK SHIT WHEN THE NINJA ISN'T AROUND WHY DOEN'T EVERY COME TO THE PERSON THAT YOU HAVE A FUCKING PROBLEM WITH THIS IS THE SHIT THAT MAKE ME WANNA DROP THE HATCHET NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE SAY THIS IS THE FUCKIN TRUE JUGGALO FAMILY I KNOW SO IF ANY HAS A GOD DAMN THING TO SAY TO ME NO MATTER WHAT THE FUCK IT IS WHY DON'T YOU JUS IM ME ON YAHOO JOKAZ.WILD_WICK3DCARNI3 OR ON MSN WICK3DCARNI3@HOTMAIL.COM THERE IS WHERE YOU CAN GET ME IF I AIN'T ON LC SO ANY PROBLEMS WIT ME BEING A DJ COME TO ME I AM MY SELF I AM A JUGGALO BUT YALL DON'T SEE THE ME YOU SEE WHAT IS ONLINE BUT IF YALL WANNA KEEP GOIN BOUT THE BULLSHIT GO AHEAD GO FOR IT HAVE FUN

Shakespearean Insults
Next time you get into an argument with someone instead of telling them to eff off use one of these insults, guaranteed to work every time, or your money back: I find the ass in compound with the major part of your syllables. Thou qualling plume-plucked pignut. Thou lumpish scurvy-valiant death-token. Thou artless bat-fowling codpiece. Thou qualling clapper-clawed coxcomb. Thou hast neither heat, affection, limb, nor beauty to make thy riches pleasant. Thou spongy tickle-brained bladder. Thou burly-boned pottle-deep maggot-pie. What, you egg! Young fry of treachery! Thou yeasty folly-fallen pigeon-egg. Thou art a dull and muddy-mettled rascal. Thou errant idle-headed gudgeon. Thou mountain of mad flesh. Thy lips rot off Thy sin's not accidental, but a trade. A weasel hath not such a deal of spleen as you are toss'd with. Your bum is the greatest thing about you; so that in the beastliest sense, you are Pompey the Great. Thine

Best Friends For Life Graphic
I've have a few best friends over the years, all of which I lost for stupid reasons. Now that I'm a wife and mom, I know I can count on 2 best friends and they're both guys. Let someone know they're your best friend with this graphic.

"been Thinking Of You" Minnie Mouse From Disney Graphic
Checking my stats, I realized that a lot of you who visit me here at my site are looking for some love comments. So my first October graphic offering is Minnie Mouse. Enjoy and Happy October!

Know Anyone Who's Turning 18?
I always thought that when you turn 18, it'd be a big deal. But honestly, when you're 18, what does it do for you? You get to buy cigarettes and you can vote in the U.S. Whoop-dee-fuckin-doo. It's when you turn 21 that you're fully legal in my eyes because you can gamble and buy drinks legally. Grab your graphic here.

Bugs Bunny From Looney Tunes
Looney Tunes has always been one of my favorite all time classic cartoons to watch. It brings me back... So today I decided to create a set of 4 glitter graphics with the star himself, Bugs Bunny. Enjoy!

This Is From A Song I Remebered Hearing
fighting solders from the sky fearless men who jump and die men who mean just what they say the brave men of the green bret silver wings appoon there chest these are men amiricas best only 100 men will test today but only three will win the greenbret traineds to live off naturions land train in combat hand to hand men who fight by night and day courge pecks from the greenbret silver wings appon there chest these are men americas best only 100 men will test today but only three will win the greenbret back at home a young wife waits her greenbret has meet his fate he has die for those appressed leaveing her this last request put silver wings on my sons chest make him one of americas best hell be a man theyll test one day have him win the greenbret

A Good Point
"Ladies and Gentlemen, Please listen to this message intently, for it bears great meaning. I am not sure why I entered the Queen contest. I had a very good chance to win... I have been thinking about it all day and came to this conclusion... You don't have to be in a contest to be noted a "King" or a "Queen"...We are all Kings and Queens in our own right... We are all God's children, with many wonderful gifts...It is things like these contests that have a way of pulling one down or lowering thier self esteem.. I don't need the Title as Queen of Lost Cherry. I am already a Queen in my own world.. I have so many wonderful friends on here, that make me so very happy that I found this site. You each have added to my life immensly. More then you will ever know.. I love all of you.... I don't need a title or a crown, I already have that....My joy is to come on line, and talk to my friends, add pictures. So many enjoy that, I read their comments and feel their feelings. Th

Work Can Swing On My Sack
i called off today. i "didnt feel well" f-them. i need to find my purpose. cause it sure aint what im doin. i was gonna blog about something else but i forgot. fuck. hmmmmmmmmm *thinking*....man i stink. not like ass or shite or something...just BO.....showers are over rated. OH! i remember now...lol....moving on.... you gotta switch blogs though...sorry for the inconvenience. management

Do You Need Sex?
I was having a conversation with my sister on msn and she was complaining that she and her boyfriend don't seem to be as hott as they were when they started out (this is actually very common). So I started thinking do you need sex to have a good relationship? I have heard of many couples that have waited and they would say that their relationship was the best they ever had. I have also heard of some people needing it so bad that if they had met someone that wanted to wait they'd say goodbye. What do you think? If you met someone that wanted to wait would you? Can you have a good relationship without sex?

Life In General
Warning...Gonna vent here. People suck. Well not all people but the ones that have NO hands on the sterring wheel but are driving at 80+ mpr, the ones that BS just to get a freakin free meal..THOSE kind of people suck!! On Thursday after my great first visit with a RH doc (after YEARS of complaining and going downhill someone is listening!! And yeah I have changed docs like 20 times. I have to go to KY (I am in Notre Dame Country) To get an Congo African Grey (CAG) and a Rainbow Lory that are in breeding situations but they need to come out of. So my daughter and I are taking the rodatrip that will include SNOW!! I hurt so bad all over, my joints, head and all. I would ram my head in the wall if I thought it would to any better. Ok there is my rant for now...More tomorrow. Ugh. lol Huggers, Shell

For All The Judgemental Assholes Out There
Listen for all the assholes out there that only cares about outter appearances on girls. you all can kiss my ass. You have your own little phobeas over your own appearnce that you have to find the picture perfect girl well here i am. i may not be as skinny as paris hilton but damn it I look fucking good. With all the shit that goes through a girls head we don't need you boys bringing us down anymore then we already are. And for all the guys that don't care we all Thank you for being the kind ones. For all the girls out there that make fun of someone cuz they are not as skinny as you fuck off. you are just a conceited at the guys that just have to have that perfect person well I hate to break your bubble but if hitler couldn't make the perfect human race well then neither can you. So you all can kiss my fat ass and I hope that one day you get fat and old and realize that life is not in black and white but in color.

Message A Friend Sent Me
Something pretty interesting happened with Mark and me that I just have to tell you about. Mark and I were moving some of our things from a storage locker, and we'd asked a friend to help us. We've known Jay for more than year and had parties often with him and his wife Robin. Jay's an Internet entrepreneur, but not stereotypical computer geek. He's tall and muscular from playing sports and working out and a really smart, fun sensitive guy. Anyway, this day, I'd been feeling pretty horny since we woke up. I'd given Mark a pretty wet hand job as we lay in bed that morning, letting his cum spray over my chest and tits, and had then laid back and rubbed it all in as he watched me with a grin. Mark knows these moods I get in, and knows how to just let me play. I really didn't want to fuck at that point, just wanted to play... Sometimes I prefer to let things build inside me to a fever pitch before letting loose. The smell and feel of Mark's cum always helps with my mood. I

Where You Left Me
Where You Left Me sitting alone where you left me forever has become this place where i'm not warming in the light of your love so embrace, embrace the cold fall from grace for a final turn this place all have left me before intoxication relieves the moments of lonely ache the seduction of a touch will do for a moment of passing the ache so be the whore be the addict be the anything but this

B*a*b*s
Jagged edges and a frayed soul doesn’t shine through Life’s lessons have been hard, yet you seem unscarred The shallow see you for your physicality’s, but I see something deeper A mind that should be warped and demented by what life has brought your way has only become stronger and wiser then people four times your age. Your soul is full of a love for life that many try to obtain but fall short of The strength you’ve given me in a belief that I once thought was dead is something that I will forever be grateful for But the fact that I can say I’ve met someone who’s true beauty lies deeper then the skin is something that will never be believed in today’s day and age And the sad thing is that too many people will never take the time to get past the physical attributes you possess to look into your eyes, hear it in your voice, or read your words to know this Perhaps I’ve found my reason for losing my vision finally After all there’s a reason behind everything that happens in some

My New Neace
Well today my Neaice Dani was Born @ 1:44 on 10-09-06 she was 8lbs. 10oz 21 1/4 inc long. My sis whent in at 12 midnite on 10-08-06 and had her 113 and a half hours later....I well post some more pics later

I Need Help...
I want to get my nipples pierced- again. I've had them done twice before. Once with hoops which didn't work out and then the second time with babrbells but they weren't healing because they weren't gold or titianium. So, I need some suggestions, Should I get them done again for the third time and hope these ones heals???

My First Blog
i dunno what the hell to write about except for the fact that im sittin on my but makin money all night... and chillin on the LC, listening to great music on Temtation ~X~ Check them out in the lounge area, its really good later !!!! ~aaron~

Men, The Good The Bad And The Bizzar
I know im not alone when i say that women find men just as confusing as they find us, perhaps its a language gap , or a gap caused by society; whatever it is we gotta deal with it. The first and most important lesson men should learn (yes i said should not must) is that pushing away is NOT HELPING !!!!! When u push us away for whatever reason we automatically assume we said or did something to upset you, which 9 times out of 10 we did not but as a whole society teaches us we must be nice, sweet and all that other shit. Secondly, but no less important COMMUNICATION, and no guys this does NOT mean taking us to the movies just so u dont have to speak to us for 2 hours, nice thought tho.....we women thrive on being able to talk to our men, why is it you think we seems to understand one another..(no its not a link at birth to all women)its just the way we are...... Now please understand we love you, well for the most part anyway, but as im sure you'll agree there are things on

Thought Of The Past
I've been doing a lot of thinking here lately. Mostly about the past. Past relationships, past friendships, The way I used to be... There has been so many people in my life that I actually cared about, hell you could even say I loved them... Where are they now??? The only people that are still in my life that I have cared about are my family... I will always ove them no matter what... But everyone else seems to move along like the wind... I have found myself with no friends that I can talk to about problems... No shoulder to cry on when I need it... No one there to just talk to about stupid shit... It's like everyone makes everything about themselfs... Why??? I'm always there for everyone whenever they need me to be. When I need them, they're nowhere to be found. They always have something else going on or they made plans that they need to rush off to. I'm tired of being invisable... Everyone that I know calls me a friend. When are they going to start acting like one... Oh yeah I

Tagged
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1) Tattoos and piercings r a turn on for me 2) i dont like walking at night by myself 3) people stare and wave at me all the time (for y i dont know) 4) when i got to kfc i mix my mashed taders gravy mac and cheese coleslaw together 5) im a lc junky!!!! 6) im always on yahoo messanger A. disturbed_1 B. dj mourningdeath C. XX IN MY EYES D. sapphire skies E. mdk F. who me

We Got The House
we got the fuckin house! we found out today and i cant say how happy i am.the house means alot to me it was my grandparents house.ive spent my while lofe there. now tho the hard part starts it needs alot of work and we are pretty much on our own. my niece says she is happy that i got it and not someone we dont know liveing there but i dont think she really is. she done told me she wont help and she cant come over cuz it would be just to hard on her.our grandfather past away last year and or gramma is in a nurseing home now.she said the memories would just be to much. then tho she wanted to tell me that i couldnt change anything in the house. well im sorry but it needs to be fixed and if im going to be doing all myslef im changeing it to what ever the fuck i want.with all that needs to be done im not sure where to start. i think the ceiling will get fixed first dave is doing that its my job to get all the old led paint off the walls. 16 walls to do and im short as fuck yeah it will take

October! Domestic Violence Awareness Month!
October is Domestic Violence Awareness Month. Please take time to see what is around you. Is there domestic violence among anyone you know or see. If there is....please be there for those to come to for help. Educate yourselves with the signs of Domestic Violence. This includes Mental, Physical, and Sexual. Be the advocate instead of the hinderance.

Today.
Sometimes i let my mind wonder, amoungst the living. Feeling, thinking, breathing in all they have to offer. Sometimes i wonder back to my own universe. Shaking, cold, and holding onto what is there. Holding yourself in thy unknown, never getting hurt, or being affraid. Shaddows, of people surround you, in a world where you're [[watched]] You think about it, you wonder, is this how you want to feel. Alone, a longing for hunger, a longing for words. Yet you don't understand what the out come is. You look out the window, see the fallen rain drops, see the life, as you indulge it. Your hands, your touch, your smile, your kiss, you taste it. You ache, your body burns, you want it, in your heart, in your mind, you know it. But then you realize, you're a coward. One amounsgt the self pittied. One with him. You walk away. You let go. You feel used. And alone. You've become [[them]]. Yeah i just wrote that :)

When It Rains It Poors < 3
When it rains, it poor's, and my heart breaks each time. Staring at the frigid rain drops, cold, and dreary, in a darkened sky. Lights flicker, clouds move, they drift away, like my soul. The window opens, my heart breathes, and the air becomes misty. Bloodshot eyes, shaken hands, skin soft, yet pale. Heartless, mindless, unlawful human sense. Disappear. The breeze is mystified, and magical. The mist is limited, yet strong. When it rains, it poor's. I hear my heart beat, its fading into the distance, as I watch the rain drops. Tears dread down my face, they're bloody My heart breaks each time, each time the sky turns mystical, and dark. Its forbidden, its love, its fear, its rain, its an end. I close my eyes and picture it, I close my eyes and still cry. I fear it, I hear it, I see it, I feel it, its dead to me. Rain, what a sensation, love what a death. When it rains it poor's, as does my heart, when it cries

Everyone Dies.
What can i say, to let go, to move on, what can I say. Hold on, scream, let go, move past, die. What can I say, what can I do. Everyone cries. No one, not a damn thing, move on, die, cry. Move on. Swallow your heart, swallow your pride. Move on. Endings, beginnings, life is a shallow being. Its uncalled for. I have nothing, you have her. She's what you want now isn't she. Don't let her go, hold on tight, or she'll end up like me, broken inside. That's the day everyone died. If you cared you'd see, to late, an image that's dead to me. Everyone die. Life, love, hate, understatement, just die. She has you, she has what was once mine, and was suppose to be forever. Let go they say, just move on. Why move on, so I can just die. Just die. Life's a dream, life is hell, no heaven no besides. Just move on they say. Laying alone at night, dreaming, thinking, she has you, she has you. Move on, nobody there, just die, everybody

Colors Fade =]
Colors fade away, the room turns black. I sit and stare out the window, into the midnight sky, tears fall down my face. My eyes are puffy, my soul is weeping, I mist, I cave. An empty beginning, a new found ending, don't cry, don't give in. Scream, pine, ache, live for the imagination, for your being, and self respect. Kindly. Truth is amongst the living, hate is amongst my soul. My skin shakes, I awaken, I know everything, so I thought, I knew me, inside, when I was me. I change for the greater good I thought, I was the perfect one, I was the great being, to others. You lie, you steal, you hate, you retract all self consciousness, let go. I hate to see the tears, but I live for the memories. A nightmare, a past, a forgotten love, so I hope. He took my innocence, he took my soul, and captured it in a bottle so to say. I run in a forest, I ache, I see trees, I see skies, I see a moon. Beyond the mountains, beyond the sou

Disaster =]
Disaster at its best. Anger fustrates my inner being. I am taken over. I lose control, i lose my thoughts, i scream, i cry, i hate it. My intelligence is vacant. My heart, is no longer whole. Im losing it. No soul, no purpose. Insanity posses me. Its happening. Lost words, lost world, its uncontrollable. Its maddness. I scream, i blink, i run, i hide, i hate. Whats this you say. Broken words, empty images, past, forsaken being. Forsought amoungst us. How do i end it, how do i hate it. Its taken me in. Its called me. My vengence, is there, its here, its power, its fate, and most of all, its me. And now, its ending, and i show you my true colors, i show you my hate.

Dreams.
In my dreams it beholds me, it controls me, it is me. I wake to find tears, and a shaking body, bestowed by a body unaware of her surroundings. She cries, she breaks down, she is nothing, she is truly afraid. Laying her head upon that pillow, is a duty, not something she ever looks forward to. Rain drops on the window, tears shed from within, her heart breaks. Memories, images, all control her soul, her being, shes lost. Help she prays, help from above, from anyone who is listening, a constant cry. Sooner or later, maybe something shall change. A little girl inside her, screaming to get out, shes not grown up now, shes just her. Wind blows, thunder, lightening, loud rumbles, hell beneath her soul. Shes heart broken, shes crying, shes lost, help her, help her become something more. She misses him, she misses what once was, she misses that thing called innocence. Shes taken, shes gone, shes hurt. And once and for all shes just lost behind. Lost behi

Let It Bleed =]
In a world filled with feelings, and a world full of pain the thoughts return, anger, hate and remorse. Its ending. I feel for those among me and the ones around me, I think about the past, I watch myself in the mirror and I see my tears. Bleed, scars, tear drops fallen, an empty sky, a broken heart, it only feels for what is sought to begin. Never again, not these feelings, not this hate, not this love, not the being amongst my soul, let go. Like me, most people end with different endings, most people die in different places, but each heart breaks the same way. Everyone hurts, everyone cries, everyone loves, within their own time. No one is perfect, we all have our faults. An endless light, at that tunnel, and endless hope in your heart, always choosing the wrong ones, and still making those same mistakes. Feeling the way you feel inside, having that precious moment in your heart, then one day its gone. You cry, yo

Tears =]
Do your tears burn like mine do. Do they hurt with each fall. Do they shed there own light. Do they harbor there own pain. Cause mine do. Day and night, shadows fall. Emerging their own disaster. Bleeding hearts, souls destroyed. All the heartache you cause, All the pain you release. You never feel remorse. Kick me when Im down. Hurt me when Im week. Angels breathe there own mistakes. Hands around your neck. Seeping, screaming, soaking it all in. Tears, they burn, they shed. Ive waited, Ive felt the darkness. Ive seen the end, and lost my beginning. My heart is crying, its shedding hated tears. And its all because of this thing called you. I want to take it all, and crush it. Repair, regret, rearrange my feelings. Change the vicious mindful thoughts. To be there with you, cutting you, hating you. Knock me down, as I fall. To see your tears shed. To hear you cry. To remember the love, the life. Anger

Ignorance =]
Ignorance =] Ignorance is bliss, so they always say. But what about bliss. What about the lies, and the words, and the pain. Ignorance, what a strange word. With so much truth behind the meaning. Ignorance is love. Its hate. Love is hate. Linking the words, all truths. Ignorance is lies. Lies is demeaning. Demeaning a precence. That precence is love. Ignorance is love. Its hate. Hate is love, hate is pain. They all retract, and become one thing Ignorance. You hurt, you cry, you scream. In due time, you get over it all. But that thing is always there. That disgusting blissful hate. Its love, its murder within your soul Its ignorance.

Love Is =]
Love is. Love is sorrow. Love is pain. Love is hate. Love is that feeling you long for. Love is a hug and a kiss. Love is a myth. Love is real. Love is fake. Its always so much more than it seems. Its a feeling, a drug, something you need. Something you always come back for. Its precious, its prominent, its anger, its strength. Its what makes you smile, its what makes you feel. Everyone wants it, its love. Love is tears. Love is rain. Love is seasons. Love is children. Love is family. Love is hearts. Love is so much more. Some people never understand the meaning of the word. Some people never feel all its potential. Its taken for granted. Its thrown around. It always goes back to one thing. Love is REAL.

This Ones [[old]]
Sunset. Sunrise. No matter how it starts or ends. It yearns. It grows. It longs for your touch. A souless creature in days past. But now awaken by something. A feeling, a hold on her heart. A new beginning. An everlasting soul, and everlasting freedom. Her heart, as it grows. She losens the chains. They shake, they move, they break. Weakend by something, an emotion. She swore to never feel it again. To lock it out, to hide it deep beneath. But he pulled. He griped, he tore it open. It beats, it holds tears, she lets it cry. In her mind, in her being she thinks. She feels the tears flow. Then she stops. Stops all hated emotion. All pain. It fades. Its gone. Its strong sense has fallen. She runs, into the rain. Into the darkness. The spell, is doomed, its cast denied. Giving herself to him. That being she longed for but protected herself from. And she whispers I want to love you forever He takes it. Holds her heart in his han

Holy Fuck This Week Sucks Ass Already
Monday morning i get a phone call from the school principle ( Again ) I answer the phone and groggily say hello the conversation went something like this Principle- Loretta Me- Yes Principle- this is the principle up at @@@@@ middle school, I am sending Austin home for a couple of days. Me- Uhm ok what did he do? Principle- Well Austin got in a fight and he slugged a kid in the jaw me- who did he get into a fight with? Principle- ( insert name here ) Me- Ok well ill have david come get him, how many days is he suspended? Principle- 3 and dont be too hard on him the kid deserved it but when they lay hands on oneanother i have to send them home. Me- Ok i understand Hang up phone Me- David you have to wake up David- Why Me - Austin got in a fight and got suspended for 3 days youhave to go pick him up David - Gawdfuckindammit This was Austin's last fuckin freebee if it happens again he goes to live with his dad

I Think
maybe i should go to sleep. I wanta stay up with kim. But my minds doing twisty circles and i pretty much dont like it. And i feel like shit. My spine hurts from falling yesterday, but i doubt ill being go ni ni anytime soon. Im pathetic, some days. Ugh ima write poems or something. < 3 Meh.

Chapter 3 - Her Side
MSD: Night Seven - Her story One solid week of this! How could anybody come so hard every night for a week? The radio was playing a recognizable eighties song, Bon Jovi’s “Bad Medicine.” She chuckled to herself, remembering that this wasn’t the first time she’d had great sex, alone or with a partner, to this song. This dream guy, his green eyes, haunted her. She had thought she’d seen him during lunch today, buying a huge bouquet of daisies. She’d stopped almost dead, had spilled her soda, but managed to keep hold of her sandwich and book. She’d been bent over as he paid and walked away. She had turned around in time to see him going. A cheesy cliché had run through her mind: I’d wish I had a swing like that in my backyard. I’d take it apart and see how many screws I could get out of it. But seeing this person, so like her dream lover, had caused some uncomfortable wetness that she’d had to run back to the office and lock herself in the bathroom to take care of. And no

Bitter Blood
Bitter Blood A life undemanding, a freedom not given. The severed ties tangled apart un-forgiven. A bitter blood weeping the tears of a year. The heart of a lover beats loud and clear. The dreamscape forgotten a landslide in place, an unmoving hand holding its place. The treason of one the injustice of another. The bite marks cut deep in the vein of the lover. A cold eye of winter a smile like daggers. The dark in the darkness holds still for hours. A moment of courage a life's light gone out. The crimson petals fall all about. The dream of a life time the death of an hour. With one word a monster unleashes its power. The death of the lover the corpse white and rotten, the once bitter blood all but forgotten.

Dream Reaver
Dream Reaver Dark and Alone, who cast the first stone. A ripple in the pool of the lost and the damned. A mad stirring shiver a death to deliver, a cold hand reaches from the deep blood river. The Dream Reavers face a thousand at once, a slow step forward with perfect trust. The dark portal opened admits only one, the soul of the damned that cannot run. The face of an angel, the face of a demon, the quick silver change from Hell to Eden. A shivering soul at the feet of the Reaver, a fearful cry from him that hast died. A glance at the river of souls ever churning, the victim filled with fear and yearning. The wheel of time ever turning stops in motion for an instant in eternity. The Dream Reavers face a thousand at once stops for a moment, the dark visage revealed. A clench of the cold hand the victim held fast a flick of the wrist, a twist, the soul gone at last. A dark sneer, an empty soul, the Dream Reaver closes the portal. Anoth

Red Silver Moon
Red-Silver Moon A life for a moment, a dream for an hour, a dark mighty tower that feeds off your power. A red silver moon on a cold clear night a star up above but just out of sight. A whisper in darkness a promise not kept a love for another dream not slept. A cozy embrace a slow heart race, a sweet breath of love in a dark death place. A new master found a sweet bondage made. The love for the lover that will not fade. A snug bed to lie in a dark prince within a heart for the keeping that has no sin. A howl at the moonlight a bite in the night a bittersweet taste a worthy fight. The dream of an immortal once a mortal a new life beginning in the dark of night. The red silver moon fades into dawn a long lazy stretch and a deep deep yawn. A lover lies still in the depths of the day and waits for the night to come out and play.

Immortal Death
For an immortals kiss doth run rampant with avarice and hate. A Martyrs name is lost in vain for a thousand years of undying example. But a lover's heart lies dead and grave; a cold hand lies still in the sepulcher of dreams. Tales told of lost Eden's life and love a death much better than that a life of woe. For death eternal marks the age of innocence lost, and dark paths unnamed. A human face un-resembled to a death concealed in eyes of fire and brimstone a light not light a cold cheek of death. A pale countenance revealed in an innocent guise, a dark secret kept until the time of judgment made. A hand blue and icy, translucent as glass, a cold grip of death doth bring swift torment. Another innocent fallen that dreams no more of life and of love made softly. A lonely retreat at the dawn of the day a cold hand rests gently on a still unmoving chest. Musty black flowers litter the sepulcher left for the lover that has traversed the cold path of death.

The Weary Path Of Suffering!!!!
The Weary Path of Suffering The damnation called love begot with underhanded measures. A rotten festering dream that never became a future, but a hole to another deminsion of suffering and cold paths of ice. A beautiful thing turned festering postule on the lover and the loved. The Dreamers fallen and failed plans time and again, picking themselves up to walk a new path to more self destruction and pain. Isolation from thoes that would love them for the love shared that has rotted. What has become of the lover and the loved that has not become time and again. An open wound that hast not the time to heal nor the inclination. The woe of the pair a lament of wailing sobbs and inner turmoil never resolved. A bleak and weary future once and again, ever running into the same barricades of life and dreams unrealized. Hands of death delivered to the once beautiful love shared. A light goes out once the path seems rough, and the lovers crawl into their pain to die with the winter

Grim Enchantment
Grim Enchantment Grim, Grisly, Grotesque, mansion of hate that bore with it a lovely lady like the tide brings deep waters. A vicious tempest, an ice chill wind that stirrs the heated heavy night, and pushes forth winter's grey and meloncholy season. A lone and lonely figure stands in a tempestuous storm, a jet black gown stirrs gently with each thrust of the wind. Waterfalls of irridescent long black locks cover a pale countenence, the only visible feature a single green eye. A low and beautiful moaning like that of a creaking wind, issues forth from the unseen mouth, keeping in time with the blowing wind. The Lady rocks back and forth, back and forth, hugging her slender form. A chorus answers back with spectral voices, a thousand moaning melodies bellow forth to stir the brewing storm. An ivory hand turns elegantly outward from the black clothed body, the arm raised above the head and the palm thrust up toward the heavens. An eerie green light fills the night, a whirlw

A Bright Smile
A Bright Smile Look at my smile mommy Why is it so different? Am i still pretty, With my smile so different? Now i am grown mommy My smile is still different But this time mommy A friend is looking past How different my smile is He says he loves me mommy And i think he loves me Just for my smile Mommy we are getting married Today is the big day Are you proud of me mommy? I love his smile to mommy Look mommy at my smile It is still the same But i am smiling brighter Because someone looked at my smile Kelly Lyn Harrison Wrote In 2001

Best Line To A Cop Ever!!
Best line to a cop ever!! A Florida senior citizen drove his brand new Corvette convertible out of the dealership. Taking off down the road, he floored it to 80 mph, enjoying the wind blowing through what little hair he had left. "Amazing!" he thought as he flew down I-75, pushing the pedal to the metal even more. Looking in his rear view mirror, he saw the highway patrol behind him, blue lights flashing and siren blaring. "I can get away from him - no problem!" thought the elderly gentleman as he floored it to 100mph, then 110, then 120mph. Suddenly, he thought,"What on earth am I doing? I'm too old for this nonsense!", pulled over to the side of the road and waited for the Trooper to catch up with him. Pulling in behind him, the Trooper walked up to the driver's side of the Corvette, looked at his watch and said, "Sir, my shift ends in 30 minutes. Today is Friday. If you can give me a reason why you were driving 120 miles per hour that I've never heard before,

Proud Of You
Proud Of You Smiling bright with those little teeth, you are my smiles and my scares when you leave me i can cry because i know your life was good and your hard work was well done. Remember when you leave me kiss me bye and always know I am your mommy, very proud of you Kelly Lyn Harrison Wrote 1999 For My Son Joshua

Someone
Someone Am i a mistake? I feel unwanted, unloved, mostly I feel as if I am already dead Am I a Problem? Something in your way? Maybe I am both, But I know one thing I am someone, I will be someone, I can love anyone Kelly Lyn Harrison Wrote In 2001 More At www.poetry.com

Food For Thought
FOOD FOR THOUGHT 1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the r

Nikki
Porn princess Nikki Hilton actually contacted us and literally begged for the Face Fuck Treatment. Nikki allows her mouth to be fucked like a prison bitch on death row. Wet, sloppy, choke-face fucking - only at Face Fucked Cunts!

Ashlee
This girl actually ISN'T a slut. She has NEVER sucked cock before! I thought this bitch was lying, but she wasn't! Her first cock in the mouth and I fuck her throat! Now this is FFC! Not only is she a first-timer, but she is REALLY a first time cunt fuck!

Another Day Gone
I woke this morning as I always do. Nothing out of the ordinary has changed. Just another day of the same things. I have lots on my mind, and keep myself busy most of the time. Yet there are time I feel alone and wish I had someone to share it with. But then again like I said I have lots of dreams. Sorry if I seem a bit down tonight maybe I just need some rest.

All You Lovely Babies!
JUST A QUICK NOTE, TO SAY THANKS FOR SHOWING SO MUCH LOVE AND WELCOMING ME WITH OPEN ARMS. I HAVE HAD A ROUGH TIME OF IT LATELY. JUST HAD BACK SURGERY AND THE RECOVERY IS VERY SLOW. TOO YOUNG FOR THIS, AT LEAST I HAVING FEELING BACK IN MY LEFT SIDE AGAIN, AFTER SIX YEARS OF NOT HAVING IT! SO, I WILL TRY TO LEAVE AS MUCH LOVE AS I CAN. I ADORE YOU ALL AND FOREVER YOU WILL BE IN MY HEART. LOVE AND KISSES! MWAHHHH! XOXOXO

(1)
so... my life has turned into a real freak show or should i say my lack of life i do nothing but work and talk online i'm robbing myself of human contact (other than of those i work with) its so sad that its funny

My Greatest Fear Is
My Greatest Fear Is: Part 6 PART SIX: Oct. 10, 2006 6:06pm 6th entry: How I perceive the Percepts that Peter, my Master, gave me, and what they mean to me, each one expounded on separately: 1. Trust in Sir 2. Be honest with Sir at all times 3. Understand that you are property 4. Your primary goal is to please Sir 5. Your primary Fear should be Sir’s displeasure 6. Rewards from Sir are earned, not given 7. Pain is a gift from Sir, cherish it always 8. Always be aware you are a Sexual Creature 9. Constantly strive to better yourself 10. Never forget that Sir, while you Lord and Master, is still human Trust in Sir: It means that I must, without doubt or hesitation, place myself in Sir’s hands. To put my very soul in his care, and believe that what he says or does is the right thing for me to do. I need to stop and realize that Sir is my mentor, my Master, my friend, and my lover. There is much more than that as well, but the gist of it is, I love and cherish

Tag!!!
**TAG** Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1.I am scared to death of snakes!! 2.I drink WAY tooo Much pop "Cherry Coke" & Just Think, I work for Pepsico LOL!! 3.I am an artist that doesn't like to draw. I have to be in the mood for it!!! 4.People say I am toooooo soft hearted! And I allow people to run over me!! 5.I sometime's allow people to change my mind for me. (Give in to easy) 6.I always sleep with extra blanket's on me, even during the summer!!! I Love sleeping "HOT"!! Ok Here There Are All My Werid Things or Habbits. Now... Fire, Tater, Mr.Cookmoody, Sweet Potata, Alexis TAG YOUR IT!!!! Have Fun :)

Cant Sleep
well yeah im so bored and im not tired, i have to find a job tommor wand some other shit wow this is all gay i hate bein old lol, like 20 is old, lolbut yea lol so leav eme message and rate me to feel better if any of you people want to make me feel awsome

Pagan
You scored as Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan. You scored as an Egyptian Pagan. With equal draw to both men and women, the Egyptian pantheon is a wealth of ancient stories and forgotten customs. Very seductive to the more cerebral Pagans, devoting oneself to this faith often means being willing to really work on finding out who your Gods were. Never an easy undertaking. Dedicated and insightful, you know you're among good company with those who also understand your Gods. Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan95%Ecclectic Pagan75%Greek Pantheonic Pagan60%Eastern Pagan55%Celtic Pantheonic Pagan55%Norse Pantheonic Pagan (Asatru)50%Shamanic Pagan50%Roman Pantheonic Pagan45%Kabbalistic Pagan45%Zoroastrian Pagan

Went Out Tonite Again
Yeah the girl is fucken cute and all, but seriously needs to pay attention to what I am trying to do. She hugs me like all fast, and runs away all shy. I was gonna fucken kiss her! GAWD fuck it I am not now! I texted her saying ok I get it your not that into me. She is all I wanted to, but you seem so at an arms length with me. I told her thats how I have been my whole life. Doesn't mean I don't like you! GEEZUS!

Tormented Love.....
Lost all in a world of my own, crying eyes feel so alone when they've got no place to go. Anticipating the worst when nothing goes right, too tired of life to keep up the fight. In need of a soul to fill in my life, in need of an Angel to make things all right. In all of my travels I've not seen the light, in all of my searching I've wasted the night. Why should I even try to still care, only to have my heart thrown away in a dirty, piss pail. Over and over I scream out that I never wanted my personal little private own Hell, still I can't see past this deep, ominous black torturous bottomless well. No reason to stay here so why don't I just bail, feel as if body is moving as slow as a snail. Whirlwind of torment thrashes all around in great swells. Impending danger slowly starts to rise in the well, heading towards my being as if it was a magnet flying upon a metallic old bell. No chance to dodge it for it is already on my poor self, swatting with feverish fury at ghostly appar

Hiding Again
I guess im a tired act time to move along back to your seed bet you hate my words they make you bleed crawl in your skin knowing it wont be long before i end the game youre playing when im gone say just enough to keep me around I can see what youre doin trying to keep me down ashamed of me hiding from him keeping me hidden so you can sin and take your place upon the fence straddle it gently the dance will commence ill find someone who cares about me enough to declare their love for me and shine upon me when im sick and as the plot thickens their blood gets thick theyll guide me thru the darkest hour and shed their skin to give me power I wont be hidden or kept within Ill be like the moon shining again

Pics
anyone else sit there,lookin at the pics of others and start to get turned on by people who you think you wouldnt ? ive had this alot lately,its not a bad thing its natural but they arent all what i would call my type

Attention Paid?
So yeah... this is me just wondering what people come to this site for? I mean, I know we're all here for attention, but is there anything more? Are the friendships that are made here lasting? Do these people care anymore about us that your standard movie star cares about the general public? Do I care, really? I guess I am just a little off tonight. I spend far too much time on my comp while I am sitting here at work, & I begin to wander how important any of this is. I mean, hell... are any of you going to read this & think it to be more than me just bitching & whining? I don't know. I see all these people here, more like lost souls than lost cherries. We all just float around looking for some sort of purpose or meaning... Or maybe we're just looking for the next hot girl or guy. I certainly know that my friend list is full of beautiful women. I don't know... is anyone even listening? -Dave-

What's Up
Hello to anyone who reads this. Just have to say I'm really frustrated right now. Can't really go into too many words as to why I'm this way but it's an overwhelming feeling. Feeling really crappy right now but I'm sure I will be over with it by the morning. Mind you this is not directed to anyone that I know on Lost Cherry. I love all my friends on here and wouldn't change anything about any of them. I guess that's all for now. See you in another blog.

Hi I'm New Here So Here Is My Inturduction
Hi my name is Tina I'm 34 and Married. I am not looking for anyone so if you think you want to try to hook up other then just being friends? Just keep on moving on I am Not intrested in any sex talk. I'm here to make friends and nothing more. So if your just looking for a friend then let me know. I have no kids I have pets. I am a HUGE fan of Vince Gill. I love to sing write read bake watch tv talk to my friends on line. I collect Dolls,Train Sets,Water Globes,Old Pepis and Mcdonalds glasses,Teddy Bears. I have some groups I help run and I want to one day open my own Cafe/Book store. I live in the country and its very quiet and so far out of the way from the nearest town. I have writen some short little things that I may share soon. well if you have any questions please feel free to ask. Till next time. Tina/Teen/Shorty,......

Alba -the Wallace Monument
The magnificent monument built to immortalize Sir William Wallace was built in 1869 on the former site of an ancient Pictish hill fort. The site of the monument is extremely appropriate for, in 1297, Sir William and his men swooped down from the hill to take English aggressors by surprise and defeat them at the Battle of Stirling Bridge. Today the immediate vicinity is known as the 'Wallace Pass'. The monument which was built entirely from donations made by members of the public is a fitting tribute to both one of Scotland's best known heroes and to all the donators for recognizing the historical importance of Sir William's fight for freedom. To reach the top, and view the area which Sir William fought for, takes a climb of 246 steps. Yes, the monument is around 12 stories high. The picture above shows the statue of Sir William Wallace. It is situated approximately 30' from the ground, and the statue itself stands around 15' tall. The monument today continues

As We Go Through Life
Set your own pace........When someone is pushing you, it's ok to tell them they're pushing. Take nothing for granted........Watch water flow, the corn grow, the leaves blow, your neighbors mow. Allow yourself time to be lazy and unproductive........Rest isn't a luxury, it's a necessity. Listen to the wind blow........It carries a message of yesterday and tomorrow........And now.........Now counts. Rest on your laurels........They bring comfort whatever their size, age or condition. Talk slower. Talk less. Don't talk. Communication isn't measured by words. Give yourself permission to be late sometimes........Life is for living, not scheduling. Listen to the song of a bird........The complete song. Music and nature are gifts, but only if you are willing to receive them. Slow down. Gaia is still around........You are not responsible for doing it all...yourself... right now. Remember a happy, peaceful time in your past........Rest there. Each moment has a richness that takes a lif

Be Free
If you are quick to take offense, then you will be under the control of those who find you offensive. If you are easily angered, then your actions will be dictated by those who anger you. If you are obsessed by what other people think, then you will be imprisoned by their thoughts. If you yearn for easy answers and quick solutions, then you'll fall prey to people who offer you nothing but promises. If you find the truth too difficult to bear, then you will be enslaved to those who tell you what you want to hear. When you have the courage to think for yourself, the strength to accept what is, the commitment and discipline to make a difference... Then you are free. You are free to live with purpose, joy, and fulfillment. Let your life be defined, not by reactions to what others do, say, or think but rather your own unique vision. Raise your eyes above the pettiness and follow the path of the greatness that is within you. Be free.

Unique As A Flower
Be yourself! This is the best and only person You can really be. Don’t take away from your uniqueness By trying to change it. Being yourself leads to success; Trying to be someone you are not, to failure. Use your time and energy To make the most of who you are; To build yourself up, Not to tear yourself down. Be yourself! Care about and consider the feelings Of those closest to you, But don’t allow others To tell you how to think, feel, be, or live. Only you have the right To make these important decisions. If others reject you, Don’t be hard on yourself. Their rejection has nothing to do With who you are; It has to do with who they are. Be yourself! Accept yourself as being imperfect, But not unlovable, For your strengths far exceed any weakness. Embrace the goodness in you; There is more there than you acknowledge. You are a part of the universe, Not by accident But by design. You have a special place and purpose. Trust in it. There’s a star in the

Don't Let Go Of Hope
Hope gives you the strength to keep going when you feel like giving up. Don't ever quit believing in yourself. As long as you believe you can, you will have a reason for trying. Don't let anyone hold your happiness in their hands; hold it in your own, so it will always be within your reach. Don't measure success or failure by material wealth, but by how you feel. Our feelings determine the riches in our lives. Don't let bad moments overcome you. Be patient, and they will pass. Don't hesitate to reach out for help; we all need it from time to time. Don't runaway from Love, but towards love; because it is our deepest joy. Don't wait for what you want to come to you. Go after it with all that you are; knowing that life will meet you half way. Don't feel like you've lost when plans and dreams fall short of your hopes. Anytime you learn something new about yourself, or about life, you have progressed. Don't do anything that takes away from your self-respect. Feeling GOOD abou

Nobody Like You
Love is possible only when there is a deep acceptance of oneself, the other, the world. Acceptance creates the milieu in which love grows, the soil in which love blooms. When you stop improving upon yourself, life improves you. In that relaxation, in that acceptance, life starts caressing you, life starts flowing through you. Nobody else has ever been like you and nobody else will ever be like you; you are simply unique, incomparable. Accept this, love this, celebrate this - and in that very celebration you will start seeing the uniqueness of the others, the incomparable beauty of the others.

Another One Bites The Dust
I rarely use this function.. but it comes in handy.. I had to block another person.. That makes 2 so far.. Only thing is.. that I'll forget that I did and leave it on for duration of a month.. lmao sorry.. just don't like drama.. lmao

The Most Beautiful Heart
One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, "Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing. The people stared -- how can he say his heart is more beautiful, they thought? The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw its state and laughed. "You m

Braveheart Or Robin Hood? - Part Ii
Another account helped William's public image no end. In an attempt to come to the aid of a youth being accosted by English troops he bit off a bit to much and found himself backed up and overpowered. He was pressed down, tied up and taken to the Wardens prison. At this time he was only an outlaw and not wanted so much by Longshanks as simply wanted dead by the local garrisons. He was thrown into jail and left to die. The jailer was instructed to feed him only with bread and rotten herring, after quite some time, weekend and starved he was mistaken for being dead when he fell into a coma. News was spread that William Wallace was dead and his body was thrown onto a dung heap to be left to rot. In hearing that he was dead an old friend, namely his first nurse, made her way to the jail house and asked that she take the body away in order to give him a decent burial. Of course with William now dead and out of the way it seemed harmless enough to keep the locals happy by letting them bur

What Super Hero R U???
Your results:You are Superman Superman 80% Supergirl 80% Wonder Woman 75% Iron Man 75% The Flash 70% Robin 65% Catwoman 65% Spider-Man 60% Batman 60% Green Lantern 60% Hulk 45% You are mild-mannered, good, strong and you love to help others. Click here to take the Superhero Personality Test

Braveheart Or Robin Hood? - Part I
To draw a comparison again with the film 'Braveheart' and James Mackay's research, from which most of this information is gathered, we can safely point out that the movie displays a man that rose from a common farmers son to become one of the Guardians of Scotland within a very short period of time. The battle of Stirling Bridge, the sacking of York, the battle of Falkirk and William's execution all took place over a period of 8 years. We know that he was captured and executed in 1305, this would make William 33 years of age. The victory at Stirling bridge was in 1297, from there he invaded England and sacked many towns and fortified castles. 1298 saw his defeat and betrayal at Falkirk but he wasn't captured until 1305. This leaves us with two blank spaces to be filled. The later being the 7 year period between his betrayal and his execution (which we will refer to in the final pages), and also the period between the incident at Irvine when he was 20 and his rise to become the le

William Wallace - The Warrior Awakens - Part Ii
William and his mother immediately left for Dunfermline, but William insisted that they return to Elerslie where they were from and her family was. After a cunning escape and quietly trudging their way to Elerslie they were met by Margaret's father Sir Ranald. Sir Ranald informed them that the news of Selby's son's death was quickly spreading, and a price had been placed on William's head and he was labeled an outlaw. Not wanting to make life difficult for himself he told them that he could look after his daughter but could do nothing for the outlaw William, his best advice was for them to split up and for William to join his uncle Sir Richard Wallace who lived in Riccarton. After some time William reached Riccarton by February 1292 and stayed there until April. This uncle is most likely the uncle referred to in the film 'Braveheart'. Uncle 'Argyle' as he is known in the film, was portrayed as half blind, educated in languages, skillful with the sword and a general all round clever

William Wallace - The Warrior Awakens - Part I
The situation in Scotland was building into civil war, infighting between rival families and rival towns was heating up, as well as the fight against English occupation. Brawling turned to riots - riots turned to ambush and sporadic battles. Sir Malcolm Wallace was back in the south with his son Malcolm when one of these ambush type battles in 1291 at Loudoun Hill in Irvine saw the death of William's father. This was the start of William's personal resentment of the English which would later develop into utter hatred. He was now around 19 years of age, his mother was devastated and his older brother Sir Malcolm Wallace junior was now the head of the family. This is now the time for William to cast of the binds of the church and turn to his sword for the first time. He had grown up watching the people around him (his kinfolk) being split by infighting backed by the hand of the English. The cruel treatment of his oppressed country, the exile of his mother into hiding, the death of his

Who Was William Wallace - Part Ii
United again with his family, and now 17 years old, something else was to happen which would take William into the care of the church. During the time of his education (14 - 16 years old), John Balliol had been exiled and in order to restore the Gaurdians of Scotland back into govern Scotland they first had to pay homage to Longshanks. The taking of this oath had to be outright, and the deadline for taking the oath was set for July of that year. Responsibility for administering the oath for Ayrshire fell upon the hands of Sir Ranald Craufurd, William's grandfather - his mothers father. Anyone not paying homage to Longshanks was in for severe penalties, and when Sir Ranald noticed that Sir Malcolm Wallace's name was not on the list, and realising that retribution from the English garrisons, which now governed Ayr and Irvine (where they were), was about to descend upon Malcolm he took his daughter and her younger sons under his care. Sir Malcolm and his oldest son fled north leavin

Who Was William Wallace - Part I
Documented historical evidence of the line of Wallace is confusingly split. Some say he is descended from Richard the Welshman, dating back to the times of William the Conqueror - others have him traced back to the traditional Scots line of the Cragies. For reasons of simplicity and to keep with the theme of these pages, which focus manly on William Wallace and the reasons and situations that made him 'Scotland's greatest hero', we'll keep to the facts that are well known and true as much as is possible. William Wallace, second of three sons of Sir Malcolm Wallace was born on January 1272, (although many will debate the year to fall somewhere between 1270 and 1276 - 1272 seems to be the most precise in my research), in Scotland in the town of Elerslie (known now as Elderslie - see "Wallace Family"). His father, Sir Malcolm Wallace, although endowed with the title of a knight held little rank in the world of politics and the nobility of Scotland. He owned a certain amount of land

William Wallace Pro Liberate - For Freedom Part Ii
During this time of organisation and dispute Longshanks put in place English constables in Key Scottish royal castles in case there was any trouble from either family. The occupation of Scotland by Longshanks was well under way, and while the houses continued their meetings and arguments over who would be King of Scotland, Longshanks had gained a secure foothold on Scottish lands - or had he? Of course the two names of Balliol and Bruce were at the forefront of the courts hearing, but what is commonly disregarded is the fact that the total amount of claims to the throne numbered 15. For example the Hastings family, descended from David I's third daughter, Ada, believed that the kingdom should be divided into three. Others based their claims on the throne from the descent of David I's sister, King Donald Ban, or other variations of the royal family's bastard offspring: one each from Alexander II and henry of Huntingdon, five from the libidinous William the Lion and even the 'Maid of

William Wallace Pro Liberate - For Freedom Part I
this is especially for dark dude who wanted Mel Gibson thought i would post the real deal instead. Sir William Wallace of Elerslie, hero of Scotland and true patriot, his desire for peace and freedom united the clans, gained the loyalty of the people, struck fear into his enemies and defied the cruel hand of an evil, waring and invading King - Edward 'Longshanks' Plantagenet I of England. Sir William Wallace of Elerslie Pro Liberate - For Freedom Part 1 Early death and internal disputes in those days were common place. Alexander III (1249-1286) was at logger-heads with Edward the Longshanks, and was forging a relationship with the King of Norway Erik II in order to keep the peace. Alexander's wife Margaret had three children, so it seemd the heir to his throne would be his eldest son also named Alexander. Unfortunately for this royal family lady luck had finally turned her head. Margaret died in 1275 at the age of 35, her eldest son Alexander (the heir) died in 1284. H

Visit The Sperm Gallery
It's free, it's open for all my friends (must be over 18) - More Skin album - Nudity album (must be over 18) - Sperm Gallery album (must be over 18) - Tribute album (must be over 18) Don't forget to leave me some comments if you enjoyed =) Kisses Nice Boy

If Only I Could....
If only I could Smell her sweet fragrance, Look into her beautiful eyes, Touch her soft skin, Hold her warm body in my arms, Whisper her name in her ear, Kiss her cheek as she lie sleeping, Run my fingers through her silky soft hair, Feel her heart beat next to mine, Taste her lips, Watch her as she sleeps, Greet her when she wakes, Wipe her tears away when she's sad. If only I could, Be as special as she, As loved as she is, As needed as she is, As rich as she with friends. If only I could be lucky enough To be a part of her life, If only I could

My Trip To N.y To See My Best Friend Jackie!
My Trip To New York To See Jackie! I have so much to say about the whole trip its not even funny. Well for starters, I packed my bag on Thursday night and went to pick up Aunt Chris. We diddly daddled around there for about 45 minutes and then we finally hit the road to go to Aunt Moes house. We left around 8:00 and probably got there around 10:20. Before we got to her house though we stopped at this sheets to use the restroom, well I noticed these two guys were staring at me. It kinda freaked me out a little cause they weren't that cute. lol..well to say the least, we left there and we seen that they had been waiting in their truck. Well as I was walking to my car they were yelling something but I couldn't understand it and then my Aunt Chris looks at me and she was like ooh wouldn't it be funny if they came back around lol and I told her no...and then I looked up and here they were turning around and coming back. I was like damn you Aunt Chris! (Jokingly of course!) Well they

Paint Your Target
FIGHTSTAR - PAINT YOUR TARGET "Paint Your Target" -FIGHTSTAR- You hide it everytime you miss, Impatience waits around for me, You dance under the question mark, Without even trying. I'm just not sure it's gonna work, I'm just not sure it's gonna work. You can burn it all, Rally around the table if you want to, Just to argue out the last scenes of us, You can end it all, I'm sorry enough to tell you that I'm okay and I'm never gonna see you again The killers walking amongst us, Look around they'll find your ashes, You cradle over your mistakes, And every heart you'll ever break I'm just not sure it's gonna work, I'm just not sure it's gonna work. You can burn it all, Rally around the table if you want to, Just to argue out the last scenes of us, You can end it all, I'm sorry enough to tell you that I'm okay and I'm never gonna see you again, AGAIN!! You stumble through questions that you could never answer, The barrel is loaded so go and

Happy Little Memory...
You know how sometimes in life a very happy and touching memory comes back to you? I just had one. Anyone that knows me knows my mother and I almost never got along but I remeber as a child when we were poor she learned how to make play-doh for me. And she made batch after batch for the longest time. Every time I'd leave it out it would dry and I'd be sad but she'd always go right back to work making sure had enough to play with for the next couple months...thank you momma...

Bemani Collection Pictures
Sometime tomorrow I will be starting 2 bemani collection picture gallery. The first one will have my legit console releases and the 2nd one will show my various modified editions of the games and my secret stash which includes full MAME arcade roms and an arcade release that came out recently that the US will unfortunately never see.

If You Find The Love Of Your Life In Another State...
would you --- 1. Move to their State and leave your friends behind? 2. Have them move to your State and leave their friends behind? 3. Both move to a new State and try to have a happy medium while both are creating new friends as a couple? Just curious.... K

Comments
I run contests and try to keep them fair, if I see more then one vote on a picture by the same person I delete one of them. But when you get a certain amount of comments you lose the bottom ones and can't tell if there is extra voting going on. What they need to do on LC is make it so you can look at all the comments on all your pictures.

Value
people who care for others do the extraordinary to show that what they havein their hearts is love that is always willing to sacrifice. the kind of love that can unselfishly deny its very own existence. let us strive to make this world a better place to live in by unselfishly sharing what is precious to us to make others happy. for the value of a man is measured not in what he has gained but by what he has given.

Be Patient With Me!
gee! this is way more complicated and quick than MySpace... be patient with me, of course, im a fast learner. :) But i def will get back to all of you who left me comments, msgs, etc. just give me some time to catch up with u guys and editing my profile so you can get to know me better! :) Sarah

I Dont Have That Much Experience =(
You've Experienced 36% of Life You have the life experience of someone in their early 20s. You've seen some of what life has to offer - but you have a long ways to go. How Much Life Experience Do You Have?

Yay Layers.
Yeah, I'm a big dork. More Randomness and Things YOu didn't need to know. LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE Name: Brandy Birth date: 09-14-1982 Current Location: in front of my computer, one would suppose Eye Color: green, blue, brown, whatever the fuck color they feel like being, but usually green. Hair Color: Blonde, but my brown roots are showing (oops) Righty or Lefty: I use both Zodiac Sign: Virgo LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE Your heritage: German, Czech, English. WHITE GIRL. Your fears: snakes, spiders, heights, commitment, clowns, needles Your weakness: sexy street tuners, sexy younger boys, Candies (the cologn) for men (yummers), technology Your perfect pizza: pepperoni, xtra, xtra, xtra, and xtra cheese, jalapano Goal you'd like to achieve:figuring out what I want to do when I grow up, get my pharmacy technician certification and lose some poundage. LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW Your thoughts when first waking up: Fuck I have to pee, and damn I don't want

War Chant(a Poem)
Being of body spirit and mind Everyone gather at the gates and listen to the truth Can you hear the bells ring as he draws near Know there is no way of knowing he is here You have no where to go no one to run to I see that the future is near and im on the forefront Salute me as your leader and rise above the normal Angels fall slowly from grace Consume the enemy Understand why i brought you here Now the time has come Torment the one who brought it on their self

Passionate Or Compassinate
You Are 50% Passionate, 50% Compassionate You possess an ideal balance of passion and compassion. You definitely can get swept away and lose your head a little. But you're rarely a fool for love! Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate?

Life
This post is for a person... you know who you are. Just wanted to remind them of something that my grandma told me: Life is not measured by the number of breaths you take... But by the moments that take your breath away. So get the hell over it already! You're just having a moment! Love ya!

How I Feel
How i feel i feel like rock thats nothing but her husband and kids i feel like this all the time becasue of what mom did to mewhen i was a teen ager i was always upset with my self didnt want to be bother buy anyone excepct myself becasue the way my mom did me then when i got out of school in 1996 i still felt that way intell this really nice man eric came and talk with me and he swept me off my feet i felt really good to see someone that understanding and know what i was going throught he has been thier for me and my dad that pass away and i am still taking that hard to and when i was a teenager i wanted to kill myself becasue i felt like know what me intell i meet eric and he is a very nice sweet husband when you need him he is here

Hard To Forget
it's often times hard to forget someone we love because, deep inside us, it;s the last thing that we would ever want to do. It's easy to say it's all over but it's always difficult to let go of something precious to us. when someone becomes a part of us, that person takes little piece of our heart. when he goes, he leaves a void within us that is never easy to fill. that is the reason why it's always painful to set our feelings free for someone special. you cannot finish the book without closing it's chapters. if we want to go on, then we have to leave the past as you turn the pages of life. Life is like a game. sometimes we miss and get hurt, but that doesnt' mean that we can never find love again remember, life doesn't end where our heartaches begin. it only ends when we give up on ourselves and the love that we have in our hearts.

When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
When tomorrow starts without me And I'm not there to see If the sun should rise and find your eyes, All filled with tears for me I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today While thinking of the many things We didn't get to say I know how much you love me As much as I love you And each time you think of me I know you'll miss me too But when tomorrow starts without me Please try to understand That an angel came and called my name And took me by the hand And said my place was ready In Heaven far above And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love But as I turned to walk away A tear fell from my eye For all life I'd always thought I didn't want to die I had so much to live for So much yet to do It seemed almost impossible That I was leaving you I thought of all the yesterdays The good ones and the bad I thought of all the love we shared And all the fun we had If I could relive yesterday

Chatting And Shit
ok any1 at all that is just on here for points and shit and not wanting to actually chat or talk then please delete me cause im tired of saying hi or adding friends and after i rate fucking nothing. thx :)

Praying For My Cousin.
A few days ago I found out that my cousin got ran over by a car. Hes got a broken rib, a punctured lung, multiple fractures in his face. He's bleeding from his ears and nose. To say the least he's pretty banged up. My my cousin is a trooper man, he's making it through it and he's surviving which means a lot to me. I love that kid to death. He's such a sweet person, probably one of the sweetest you'd ever meet. He's kind to everyone. So many people love him, and if something bad were to happen...so many would be crushed. But I won't think like that. He's going to get thru this, and he's going to play me that piano like the good old days. So for all of you out there reading this, I know you don't know my cousin, but I really would appreciate it if you'd pray for him and that he'll get better soon. Ok well I guess this is it for my first blog. Hopefully I'll write some more in this dang thing lol...though I'm not really good at it but I'll try my best. Ok I'm out for now. XXX Ariana

Damn Cravings...
UGH....I so want a new tattoo and new piercing! I'm thinking of going to get a new piercing tomorrow. There's so many piercings that I want. I think my next one will be another eyebrow piercing, only on my other brow with a hoop. I still want more on my ears, tounge.... the nipple piercings have to wait... Jennifer is suppose to do my next tattoo. Why can't they be cheaper? But Jennifer would be doing mine for free though.... I want....more piercings....and tattoos.... I only have 9 piercings and 2 tats...need more

Survey-ness
1. Do you still talk to the first person you kissed? hah nah. he doesnt wanna speak to me... id talk to him tho 2. Have you ever seen your best friend naked? i walked in on akilah changing once lol. and mike, just a towel hahah. 3. What did you do when you weren't in school in the 2nd grade? hang out most likely 4. What is the best thing about your job? not having one

Another Poem Called "the Eternal Flames Of Love"
The power of love, Lives wihtin the Soul of mankind, The enternal flames of love, Can never be extinquished, When we love, We are able to control it, Love is in your eyes, your heart, Your blood, And your soul, Our love is more powerful together, Then it would be apart, My love for you, Lasts forever for you, As long as the eternal falmes of love, And Passion burn, I will love u now and forever.

Warning!
Apparently, I have been known to offend people, so I'm putting up this warning. I MAY OFFEND YOU! With pictures, comments, whatever. Do not run to everyone and start bitching and complaining, and marking my pictures innappropriate. I am crazy. I am telling you now. If you are easily offended, a punk bitch, or a puss-ass. Do not read anything I say. Do not look at any pictures of me. I do not want to deal with the bullshit that you are gonna put me through if I offend you, so stop now. Thank you.

Neptune Baby!!
You Are From Neptune You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability. You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea. Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion. You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone. If you don't get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything. What Planet Are You From?

A Poem Called "when We Talk"
When we talk, Its like noone else is around, Day and night i think of you, Never will i be abel to stop, When I sleep, Your the last thought in my head, When I wake up, All I see or think about is you, I love you with all my heart and soul, I don't want to lose you, By anyone or anything, I don't want to lose you, To anyone or anything, When we talk, I feel strong and happy, But when we don't, I am weak and sad, I don't want anyone else, For you're the only one for me, That is my true love for you.

A Devil's Misery
ive told you before im not waiting all fucking day so go back to your life of misery back to a place where life has no meaning no fallen angels and no feelings i promised you everything a world you cant realize youre too busy in misery empty thoughts and devils lies see the demon break its back never ever come back ive never let you see me cry before that happens id rather die and be sent to the heavens above taking back all my love

I Know We All Hurt
yes i know its true that we all may hurt but no one i know hurts as bad as me yes there may be someone out there who does but they do not count for i have never met that person nor have they met me there for out of everyone i know i hurt the worst.

A Dream........
the warmth of your love burns my soul... it is too hot, too intense... I have never experienced such emotion, except within my own heart... you reach for my hand, and the heat of your passion ignites my own... a simple touch is almost unbearable... your kiss, so full of fire, sets my mind ablaze... your eternal flame consumes every part of who I am... I become part of you, part of your inferno... never to return to myself, I am yours now... given to you in a moment, but yours for a lifetime... Michelle Lewis......10/10/06

Envy Me
People Envy Your Compassion You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them. What Do People Envy About You?

It's About.
It's not about being an alcoholic.. It's about losing everything you once had. It's about only needing one thing and thats the bottle. It's about ripping your daughters heart out and smiling with pain. It's about forgetting where you are, and the horrible things you said It's about doing things you never would do sober. It's about blaming yourself for things that were outta your hands. It's about listining to your daughter pour her heart out yet the next day drinking until you dont know your name. It's about ruining your marriage, hurting the love of your life. It's about gettin so angry you reach to hit, instead of walking away It's about feeling sorry for yourself. It's about not even wanting to quit. It's about ruining your life, for $10.59 a day. It's about "the taste" not the outcome. It's about all the lies & tears. It's about losing your father, and wanting him back more than anything....

I Been Hurting And And Lied To By U
i did everything i could to win u i tried writting 3 poems 3 f**king poems and even dedicated a couple of songs as well i tried also saying nice and sweet words no but u were inlove with a dumb ass to even car about everything i did for u i can not take it i loved u through and through some how i don't know why but i still do love u.......(to be continued)

Sexual Zodiac? Oh Yeah!
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Damn right I got me a Taurus..thats whats up!

Im Scared Of The Worm!!
You Are Tequilla When you drink, you're serious about getting drunk! You'll take any shot that's offered up to you... Even if it tastes like sock sweat! And you're never afraid of eating the worm. What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

Written For Guys By Guys!
WRITTEN BY A GUY FOR GUYS! 1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at her house...she runs around in their underwear just like we do. 2. DON'T CHEAT ON HER. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, she WILL find out and you will be mud. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat. 4. Never miss an opportunity to tell her she's beautiful. 5. Don't refuse to kiss her in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's just because they're jealous. 6. If she slaps you hard, you deserved it. 7. Don't be afraid to touch her if you want to. If she's going out with you in the first place, it's because she likes being in your arms. 8. If you don't sleep with her, DON'T tell your friends that you did. 8.5 If you DO sleep with her, DON'T tell your friends that you did. 9. You can be dirty minded i

Unknown
Ever not know what to do to help someone? I have this friend,and she had something not so pleasent happen recently. I'm someone she trusts, and I offered help and what not, but she says she's fine. It's quite obvious that she's not. How can I Help someone if they won't accept the help. I hate when this happens. Don't get me wrong, I love that she among others feel comfortable comming to me with problems, but it's when I can't help that I feel rather useless. Am I over reacting? feed back would be nice, also advice. thanks.

Missing And Exploited Children
The Music Video I Wish (In Search of the Missing Children) was produced by a group of young professionals whose aim is to reach out to people to help find Missing Children around the United States of America. The song is about the sorrow of losing someone dear and a desperate longing to be with that person. Its a cry to be heard, to be given another chance to see and be with that person and the pledge that expresses undying love for the missing one. The song is based on a real-life experience of a mother who lost her little one at the most unexpected time. The producers felt that the song “I Wish” plays a vital role in this music video in search of the missing children around the US. The words and the music in this song speak for its purpose. The people behind this video production offers their sincere intentions, their God-given talents and their devoted time to come up with a Music Video that hopefully would help pave the way to finding The Lost. ......

Made Me Think When I First Readed It
CAREFUL.THIS IS THE LAST HEAVEN YOU'LL FIND HERE. BEYOND,THERE IS NO LIGHT TO PROTECT YOU. BUT DON'T BE AFRAID. YOUR HEART IS THE MIGHEST WEAPON OF ALL. REMEMBER,YOU ARE THE ONE WHO WILL OPEN THE DOOR TO THE LIGHT.

Lies
LIES! A Parent tells her child dad will come back LIES!! How a person promiss someone thery'll be on times LIES!!! The way some talks 2 the person they care LIES!!!! Those are some of the ways we could tell How do I know About this Becuz I JUS LIED 2 U!

Place Of Darkness
I found myself in a place of darkness no light, just darkness all around I stop and thought of this world A world of hate and lies Although this place i called home was no more A small Glance of light cough my eye So I walked to that light and start thinking Thinking of wat this could be Seeing this light gave me a Feeling This feeling i havent felt 4 a while Now i know that this worlds is not all fill of darkness and the heartless but some good That there is a chance of light and hope This place I Call HOME!!!

One Last Memory
as i see life at the end of it all i think 2 my self who this could b no help,no self, no soul the thing i see is person i saw face that will help go i peace peace is a word that had no meaning now i see that peace is real when i see this face one last time the face of an angel is my last though hoping that see her face will help me at last i see i know i can go in peace..

Need Help!!!!
alright I am asking help from my friends, family, and fans to help me level up i only need 1100+ points to reach the next level. I have helped a few of my friends and family members when they needed help to level up, and i asking for help now. I have rated all your pics when you posted them or when you added me as a friend or fan. So could all my friends, family, and fans please help me out. I am thanking all in advance for helping me.

The List
a person can live with money and power...but love is wat can keep a person from goin crazy with money and power love can help in maywayz...people who thing wrong have dont want love..love is good and special..that is wat everyone needs love is there when u see that the person u love can be with u..even thou love can be free everyone is special in there own way..if has wayz 2 show them how they are cheating is a way 2 get ur way...but when u get cheatted on urself then its not ur way anymore anger and lies is wat u think is fun..but there after the fun and games is over.. u see that anger and lies is wat gets ur in a bad shape

Poem Form The Mind
to see life how it goes.. no sign of life 2 help me out the future is a way that can not be see when u think life is goin 2 be over the light of life brakes through.. now that i see the sign is clear i see that life is more clear life 4 me has not ended now i know wat i must do 2 see that light is in me now..

Inhale
INHALE Your heart is exploding with anger and lust.... Grab hold my hips tightly torn flesh with every thrust... Hurry up find your place on my shelf along with the dust... Because I have no use for an excuse of a girl... Your nose painted red from the white you inhale... Pleasure this guilty is often times wonderful... Cought red handed with you in my arms... Though who was the rogue that stole myself.... Now theres justice that binds us and justice that finds us... Yet neither one comes close to catching the theives... The air in the spring brings new trees to the leaves

The Chose
life is sad when u cant choose ur way life is the place 2 choose and do with out that ur are not a human then wat r u?? a robot.. but that is why u make ur chooses.. life is meant 2 be hard and that is why u learn from ur mistakes

Tagged
Tag Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I tend to come back to check my door after i left to see if its locked correctly!after i checked when i do it and then leave! 2. I hate judgemental bias peeps who dont take the time to get to know you for what you are! 3. I'm real quiet and reserved, stay basically to my self, if i see woman i would i like to approach i won't casue i'm used to be turned down! 4. I dont know if this is a good thing or bad thing, i think its a good thing i tend to open my heart up too much cause i care, i learned the hard way cause of previous realationship on da net, i'm very cautious now! i'm still a caring peep and that won't change! i'm watching

Standin (lyrics)
standin (lyrics) I'm a walkin,talkin standin like a man I'm a walkin,talkin standin like a man dontcha you understand you're on my time now I'm the new sheriff in town hear what I'm sayin or expect a show down I'm a walkin,talkin standin like a man I'm a walkin,talkin standin like a man dontcha understand standin so tell throwin your ass off the wall this is my new concert hall you go play around in another stall I'm a walkin,talkin standin like a man I'm a walkin,talkin standin like a man dontcha you understand I'm a walkin,talkin standin like a man I'm a walkin,talkin standin like a man dontcha you understand I'm a walkin,talkin standin like a man I'm a walkin,talkin standin like a man dontcha you understand 2006 LEFT 2 DA WRITE MUZAK WORDS DJK MUSIC COMING!

Math
Fall into love and gently surrender as our bodies and minds writhe they try to remember This is a song of such sudden sarrow a tune I shall sing for every tomorro...an emotion I found thats been begged and barrowed I've been in the same room for every century, not much has changed except the scenery and maybe the entry Though how could one tell the difference between heaven and hell with his eyes removed I speaking in tounges and all you want is some of mine Now how does that sound for a subliminal line The chaotic truth isnt in how I rhyme..... Its in how by you reading this your just wasteing you tyme........

New Bird Found In Columbia
By LAUREN DAKE, Associated Press Writer Mon Oct 9, 11:35 PM ET A colorful new bird has been discovered in a previously unexplored Andean cloud forest, spurring efforts to protect the area, conservation groups said Monday. The bright yellow and red-crowned Yariguies brush-finch was named for the indigenous tribe that once inhabited the mountainous area where it was discovered. For conservationists the discovery of the species came at a crucial time — the government has decided to set aside 500 acres of the pristine cloud forest where the bird lives to create a national park. "The bird was discovered in what is the last remnants of cloud forest in that region," Camila Gomez, of the Colombia conservation group ProAves, said on Monday. "There are still lots of undiscovered flora and fauna species that live in the area." The small bird can be distinguished from its closest relative — the yellow-breasted brush finch — by its solid black back and the lack of white marks o

Job Change
SO I AM CURRENTLY A NIGHT MANAGER FOR A LOCAL TRUCKING COMPANY. I MAKE GOOD MONEY BUT I AM STRESSED OUT BIG TIME. THE JOB IS OK BUT THE BULL SHIT I PUT UP WITH SUCKS. I COME FROM A FARMING BACKGROUND MY GRANDPARENTS FARMED,MY UNCLE FARMED, AND I WORKED ON AND OFF THE FARM AFTER H.S. SO IT IS IN MY BLOOD IT IS SOMETHING I LOVE TO DO (A PASSION YOU CAN CALL IT). THE BIG PROBLEM IS I WON'T BE BRING HOME AS MUCH MONEY BUT ON THE OHER SIDE. IT IS 5 MILES FROM HOME (CURRENTLY DRIVE 50 ROUND),THE STRESS WOULD GO DOWN, AND I MIGHT EVEN QUIT SMOKING. SO THEREFORE SAVING MONEY. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. HELL I MIGHT NOT EVEN GET THE JOB. SO THERE I VENTED A LITTLE. THANKS SCOOTER

Great Friend
I met this guy from myspace we have been talking bout a yr on here...but few months ago we met..and he is such a sweet and nice guy to me..he don't force me to do anything that I dont' want to and I like that..he loves my kids..he said that he wants to be in my nad my kids life and I hope he does cause I really do like him...well my kids r going to be one yr old next month on nov. 30..they r growing up so fast on me...well that's bout it..talk to ya later... Julie

No, You's Not Real
I thought I'd seen everything here... Well, I was wrong! I got this message yesterday from an individual with a profile named Isreal, and I laughed out loud. Never has a more classic case of scam artists (!) shown itself to me than in this message. Permit me to relate this (I'm gonna anyway - you might as well say okay), and my thoughts thereon. "I am vivuian [sic] ,i was going through profiless [sic],an d i see your amazing [My amazing what?],you nare [sic] what a lady want [Tell that to my exes]. i wll like toKnow [sic] more about you if you are willing to know me more better [Not more better than your spelling and grammar] ,i am single .26 form Califonia..you can talk tome [What - she likes books?] on myyahoomessenger [sic]i am online now [But I'm not]...th is my id [not posted for protection of friends from stupidity] .if u can add me so that we can talk better ok. Vivian" Forgive me if I seem like I'm only picking on someone for their poor English skills. I am picking o

Quick Update
1) wedding was fast, like 30 min fast and the reception SUCKED! never have a live band, EVER 2) jess and i talked about chris...now he aint leavin from my mind...yes i do still miss him. we never had any closure so i guess i still have hope that someday i'll see him again...which is total BS 3) it was COLD, like winter cold. and MUDDY. no wood floor and everything was outside in a tent and it was raining. IT SUCKED 4) fuckin tired of people sayin they'll be there for me and they'r not. not when i need them. it's always after something happens that they appear and i'm like "o u missed this" and they'r like "i wish i had been there!" well u werent cuz ur there for me when YOU want to be, not when i NEED you to be. of course i never know when they'll appear or when i'll need them, but it's so damn annoyin to be in a fight and have one of the most sensible friends NOT be around. specially since most of my friends are online (cuz i guess i tend to hate most people here...

Funny
The MySpace About Me Survey -= Tell Us About Yourself =-Name:markBirthday:aug 24 1968How old do you act:Zodiac Sign:virgoCurrent location:canadaEye Color:blueHair Color and Length:short brown hairHeight:5\'6\'Your Heritage:scottishWhat’s Your Middle Name:a

I Honestly.
Hope you're happy with yourself. And when you wake up every morning you can look in the mirror and be happy with the person you've become. I hope you can smile at the thoughts of what you've done. I hope you can be happy with the outcome. Go jump off a bridge. I really hope you're happy. Asshole. < / 3 Pain < 333 Three days grace.

New
hello ALL i am new to this site and thought id put my name out there. i just got home form iraq and am looking for anything to entertain me or bring a laugh what have i been missing out on while i was away for 23 months

First Blog
You scored as earth. you scored as Earth, you are loving and the most caring of all, you want love more then anything, your relationships are long and meaningful, you dont want anyone to be sad, you\'ll listen to anyones problems so long as they\'re happy, you have no problem being a good friend, and one day you\'ll make a special person very happyearth60%Fire50%wind50%ice30%which element of love are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Ignorant In Laws Part 6
I was just talking with a few really good friends and each one gave me some very comforting advise, but I dont understand is how my mother in law can tell me that she loves me the husband and try to get my parole revoked for know reason. I keep asking myself why is this happening and i dont know. I should have known something was wrong when i would send my baby over to grandmothers house and my then 8 year old would call me at three oclock in the morning crying asking me to please come and pick her up and even then i knew something was wrong but I couldnt and i didnt think about that this could be happening to my daughter I thiought that she was safe at her grandmothers house i thought that I could trust them to protect my little girl and i was wrong and i blame myself for what has happened to her and I dont think that i could ever forgive myself for what happened to her and that the hardest thing that i am dealing with right now.

My Eyes
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain83%Passion83%Mysterious75%Diamond Eyes58%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Whats Life Comming To
here I am, 25y/o I have two jobs working my ass off 7 days a week. I rent a room from somone.I have no social life. I'm always broke. I'm always tired. no time for fun. no time for friends, no firends even if I had time. I have a cell phone that has costed me a small bunddle and the only one who ever calls me is my mom. this is starting to become depressing. somtimes I wonder if having a drink would make it all better. however I know that drinking will only make things worse. much worse. I don't have alot today, but I know that I will have nothing tomarow if I have a drink or smoke drugs. am I greatfull for my life and for being sober. I think I am. but somtimes I think I have a funny way of showing it. I need to start taking time for myself. I was going to go to an AA meeting tonight I could have really used one, but getting ready I started to dread leaving the house, having to walk down there and having to walk home. so I stayed at home and start to feel sorry for my self. I started

Thinking About You!
I miss you come back.... I need your hot tender body close to me to keep me safe in the dark.. and to keep me warm all night while we snuggle and play... kiss and do what all us mammals are suppose to do..... MMMMMMMMMMM babe, I mis you.. Love ya lots UR CHICKY POO

Boring
well i thought today was going to be eventful. and as usual its not, the best part of the day was when my mother came to me as usual for advise on who should be with. and as usual i tell what i always tell her. it never stops with her. one day i hope she opens her eyes and see for herself that the person she pushed away is actually the one for her. but anywho. my day was really boring. im hoping tomorrow is more eventful.

Tagged
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1.I HELP OTHERS BEFORE MYSELF! 2.I HAVE A LOW SELF ESTEEM!! 3.I HAVE SCARS ON MY BELLY FROM C-SECTION AND GALL BLADDER SURGERY! 4.I LIKE TO TALK I LIKE COMUNICATION!!! 5.I NEVER HAVE ANY TIME FOR MYSELF! 6.I CAN ONLY HOPE FOR ALL THE HAPPY ENDINGS!!! OK HOPEFULLY I DID THIS RIGHT..........I CHOOSE MY 6 PEOPLE ARE....... PUSSYCAT BOO BOO SPEEDY NODREAMSSUFFICE DEW1269 FINGER LICKIN GOOD OK COME ON YA'LL LETS DO THIS THING!!!!!

My Scrip...
" For I know the plans I have for you, " declares the Lord, " plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you, "declares the Lord, " and will bring you back from captivity. I will gather you from all the nations and places where I have banished you, " declares the Lord, " and will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into exile" Jeremiah29:11-14(NIV)

Playlist For The Week Of 10/3/06 - 10/10/06.
Anthrax - Sound Of White Noise Aura Noir - Black Thrash Attack Cannibal Corpse - Eaten Back To Life Carnage - Dark Recollections Cryptic Overcast - Cryptic Overcast Dark Angel - Darkness Descends Exodus - Impact Is Imminent Grave - Into The Grave Gwar - Scumdogs Of The Universe Hypocrisy - Penetralia Judas Priest - Angel of Retribution Kreator - Extreme Aggression Morbid Angel - Altars Of Madness Overkill - The Years Of Decay Pestilence - Malleus Maleficarum Sathanas - Thy Dark Heavens Slayer - Show No Mercy Testament - The Legacy Vader - The Art Of War W.A.S.P. - Inside The Electric Circus

4 Bigdaddy
Thought I would get another nonsensical blog in..dont worry..there will be more...and nobody answered my question earlier Finish this line... Franks and Beans must_______________ Go listen to NoiseCollector http://www.ourmedia.org/user/79995

Debbie
Ok so the title is a bit of an overused phrase, in this case I hope it to be a bit prophetic. A friend of mine just died. I'd like to say a close friend but that would be a lie, in ten years I only really started to get to know her in the past 4 or 5. Her name was Debbie Radloff. She is survived by her friends that were the only family she aknowledged. She didn't have any kids, she didn't have any contact with her biological family. She loved and was loved by a man named Bill who died a few years ago. He was easily the best part of her life. Debbie was one of the most selfless people I'd ever met. She thought first of others in everything I've ever seen her do. The smallest things meant the world to her. Once I gave her a small knick-knack I brought back from the Bahamas. I don't think it cost me $5 and it was just an impulse on my part. 5 years later she still had it, and would mention it from time to time. A few months ago, when I was down and extremely stressed, she sent me f

Tag!
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1.I like to go through Mcdonald's drive thru and order a cheese burger...hold the cheese 2. I touch my self and promise not to tell...Damn i told 3.when i get real bored i run with scissors in my hand 4.I like to go to wal-mart and go into the men's dressing room and stay in there for about ten minutes and then yell as loud as i can..."HEY THERE'S NO TOILET PAPER IN HERE!!!" 5. I LOVE PORN! 6. I'm like a kid in a candy store when a woman gets naked with me Love your family/friends Make sure you tell em everyday you love em GOOD LUCK MY FRIENDS :))

Tagged
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1. My biggest pet peeve is really bad drivers. If I lived in New York, I would have been shot by now for leaning out the window yelling at people. 2. I can either be the sweetest person you know or the biggest bitch ever! Thankfully, I don't have a whole lot of cause to be a bitch, but if you get on my bad side... watch the F--- out! 3. I cry over dumb things. I mean dumb. I'll be watching something like cheerleading contests on ESPN and I'll be so happy for the winners I can't help but get a tear in my eye. Does that make me weird. 4. When listening to music, someone singing a really good, clear

Flag Burning
Just thought i would tell all you guys how embarrassed i am that a 17 yr old Lebanese burnt our flag & urinated on it in the Cronulla riots here in sydney i think if you cant respect your flag you shouldnt live here we should honour it & respect those who died for it. No matter whether you are American, Australian, Camnadian or english respect your flag no matter what. I think its a disgrace things like this happen if you dont respect it then do us all a favour & get out!! We should all honour it & those who fought for our country. Enough said.

I Don't Get It....
Ok, before I start this, I want to make clear that I am not complaining, just making an observation. I'm single and I have no problem with that at the moment, I'm in college and I work and have amazing friends, plus I'm only 20 so it's not like I'm in a rush to get married but.... A lot of you on here tell me things like "oh, you're so pretty, beautiful, cute, sexy, gorgeous, etc etc, why don't you have a boyfriend?" And that's exactly what I would like to know. First of all, I don't think I'm all THAT good looking. I'd say cute, and maybe pretty on a good day, but that's about it. I hardly ever get hit on. Probably because I look like jailbait lol I know I don't look 20 even though I am. I guess it's just easier to tell someone that you find them attactive online. I mean, how many of you would really approach me on the street and ask me out? Probably not that many. I know I wouldn't really go up to any of you in real life and tell you that I thought you were handsome/hot/sexy. I'm

This Is How I Feel Tonight
Gretchen Wilson I Dont Feel Like Loving You Today Had a bad night my peeps, I am going to bed. This song is not directed at anyone just how i am feeling in general. Love to ya all and good night!