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Harvest Moon
What shines the light of harvest time; our sacred moon's embrace, Her glowing kiss, and silvery smile, Her ever-watching face. The light is golden: Harvest time, The season hears it's knell, I hope to be as brave as leaves, the brightest 'fore they fell. The time of light is passing quick beneath a hill of gold, And once green and tender shoots, now wither from the cold. I draw my cloak more tightly round: guard my secrets from the wind, And gather strength from Harvest's light, And take the moonbeams in.

Your Wish Come True
A black cop pulls over two rednecks The cop walks up to the drivers window and motions him to roll the window down.The redneck complies quickly. The cop takes his clipboard and slaps the redneck upside the head. "What was that for?"' the startled redneack asked. "for not having your window down when I got here",replies the cop."Now, let me see your license. registration and proof of insurance." The redneck quickly gathers his paperwork and hands it to the officer.The cop takes his clipboard and hits the guy upside the head again. "What was that for?", the redneck whines. "For not having it ready when i got here.", he replies After finishing writing redneck 1 a ticket he walks to the passenger side.The passenger having witnessed the head slapping had his window down and license waiting on the cop.The cop takes his clipboard and BAM slaps him upside the head. "What was that for?", cries redneck2 "Just made your wish come true son."replies the cop "WHat wish?!?!?!?"exclaims the

Poem
as i wave goodbye to you, my heart aches for you, fore my words have not done justice, my voice not loud enough. so i turn away with a tear in my eye, and i wipe it away ever so gently, i wish for you to be here with me, and to stay mine forever. but it's time i let you go, so you can grow and love another, there will be another day, when i can put my arms around you. so i wish you good luck, and hope that you get there safe, for i can wait another day to see you, till then i hope you the best.

He Made It Clear
We finaly spoke on the phone and you said what I didnt want to hear.Of course you like and care about me but only as a friend.You are such a speacial guy that it made me sad to hear it.Now i sit here and cry thinking about what we could have had.

Ingorant In Laws Part 5
How can you say that you love me then hurt me? How can you say that you love me then try to break up my marriage? How can you say that you love me then try to put my husband in jail for no reason? How can you say that you love my daughter then defend the son of a bitch how took away our 9 year old daughthers innosece? How can you say that you love me and then steel money from me and my daughter? How can you say that you love me then talk shit about me or how stupid that i am why it is your fault that i am the way that i am?

Tagged
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1.So many people think i am busy but if ya truly want to chat msg me and say stop everything else and talk to me. 2.As a diabetic and with blood pressure issues i do not always have the best attitude and ya may just need to tell me to STFU 3. I hate when people say one thing and do another 4. I have a memory like an elephant and do not fogive easily 5. I am a picky eater but eat a great many things 6. Patience is not my best asset and i will often scurry off if my attention isnt kept. I choose: TURTLE, MY EDEN, PHANTOM, FYRETYGRESS, HEATHER-F'N-TASTIC, LEOGAL GOOD LUCK MY FRIEDS :))

Drama
Why is it that every time there is drama I am pulled into it. My family and their bullshit My friends and them wanting this or that I have a fucken sister that is a fucken pill pusher that everytime Im around her fucken ass we fight and I beat the hell out of her fucken ass than my mom jumps my ass over it The sister I have has 3 girls 14,10 and 8 and has nothing to do with them and really hasnt in over 7 yrs till about 1 yr ago anow now she wants to play mommy to the 14 teem yr old and about 2 weeks ago my niece was at her grandmothers where is lives and They got into a fight over Tonya told Brit to put up her clothes and Brit told her no that they were her fucken clothes , so my fucken sister got up and BEAT the shit out of her and now I have my niece with me and I fill like pulling my fucken hair out because I stuck in the middle of the drama and my ols man is no fucken help to me over this shit!!!!!!!!!

Louis Vierne (1870-1937)
Was just listening to a broadcast from British Broadcasting - yay, BBC3!! *g* - a week ago, of a quintet written when my grandfather was a teenager, at the end of that so very Great War *pfft*, year 1918... should have put up a message explaining that as I've been learning to do on Y!M and etc. ) for anyone trying to contact me- anyway. I have a recording of the piece, but I'm glad I decided to listen to this. The BBC started webcasting a half-decade or so back, and before then, I would read their listings with envy piled on envy; Radio 3 is one of the best stations a classical music-obsessed listener could want to hear, and now I can hear it. The BBC only keeps most things (more and more, in the years since they started webcasting; at first they only archived a few programs) on their servers for a week after broadcast, and this was an all around better and easier-to-hear performance *g*. One case in point: it's a work in three movements. Count them: three. But every time I listen

Ignorant In Laws Part 4
I dont understand what would make a woman use and abuse her children the way the she does? How could you and why would you treat them with anything less than LOVE? Why would you tell your daughter on her 16th birthday that wish that she had never been born? Why would you try to take your daughters child from her? Why would you tell your granddaughter lies about her father and you yourself dont know shit about the man? Why would you tell people from your daughters church that she is dumb and stupid and that her husband is a low down dirty lazy assed NIGGER and also tell that to your grandadughter about her father? Then you turn around and tell him that you never said anything like that and the very same people that you said that shit to are staring you in the face telling you that you are lying and all that you can say is if you want to listen to what other people have to say then fuck you? WTF kind of shit is that?

Heal Me
I dont care where it ends to night take your time til the morning light ive broken a promise to myself but never again this time there is no end just alot of broken dreams its never as easy as it seems forgive me with your life forgive me lift me higher stay tonite stay tonight so i can live again stay tonight im crying out your name ill give you my soul take it ill give you my heart dont break it heal me save me save my life and together as one well lift higher to the sun

What Would U Give To Me As A Gift?
what would u give to me as a birhtdaygift if u could and how would u send it through email sending me a birthdayphoto of u very private give me some opinions that only i can read=) would like all kinds of birthday greetings on my 30th birthday Daniel

I Think This Is So Tru
you're falling 4 someone" 1 - as soon as you get online-who's name do you look at first? 2 - when you hear your phone ringing-who do u hope is calling? 3 - when a love song comes on the radio-whos face comes to your mind? 4 - whos name makes your heart skip a beat every time u hear it? 5 - who is it that you always find yourself thinking about wondering if they're thinking about you? 6 - the whole time you were reading this bulletin, there was only one person on your mind.....? Repost this as "6 signs you're falling 4 someone" within the 5 minutes and the one who you answered to those questions will realize how much you mean to them tonite at 11:00

The Peanut
One evening a man was at home watching TV and eating peanuts. He'd toss them in the air, then catch them in his mouth. In the middle of catching one, his wife asked a question, and as he turned to answer her, a peanut fell in his ear. He tried and tried to dig it out but succeeded in only pushing it in deeper. He called his wife for assistance, and after hours of trying they became worried and decided to go to the hospital. As they were ready to go out the door, their daughter came home with her date. After being informed of the problem, their daughter's date said he could get the peanut out. The young man told the father to sit down, then shoved two fingers up the father's nose and told him to blow hard. When the father blew, the peanut flew out. The mother and daughter jumped and yelled for joy. The mother said to the young man, "That was wonderful. You should be a doctor!" The ungrateful father jumped up, twisted the boy's arm behind his back and yelled, "Doctor, my ass!

All About You
i can fade to black and never come back I can touch your soul no one gets out alive cant break me electric drive the will of the damned step into my world youll understand just how to bleed a demon seed Ill live a life with no happy ending im tired of pretending hear the things im saying i can never be second to none i think this time im done

Abuse
Abuse The wordsI read stung and yet healed, opening doors thought forever closed, allowing memories once buried to surface again, hows a child to speak, when they dont know its wrong till the end? .. some survive, others dont, in anger and fury things all become the whisper of a ghost.. the stinging reminder of what should never have been, if only we had remembered the original sin... now in the weeds of memories lie, a broken spirit, never allowed to die, a reminder of yesterdays blood and bruises, and the desire to pull others from such destructive uses ... such a waste of love and life, the tears, the pains, never totally healed, but permantly scarred.. reaching out with words unspoken.. never getting out, alway remaining, fear? anger? lack of knowing? timing? why do those abused stay? In the hopes things will change? In the want to save another at the lost of their own soul? Maybe the fear keeps them there?

Tag
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1.when i am cooking don't bother me 2.in the evening when everything and everyone has settled down, a nice fatty and a Z is the bong 3. when i get high i get horny as hell(no luck at home) 4. i hate picking up after everybody 5. when i eat i use alot of salt 6. i'm a very impatience person I choose: morgster,blossom rose,raiden,axl,crazysane,and tazzy GOOD LUCK MY FRIEDS :))

My Car
Well I sold my 68 Mustang GT conv.I got $70,000.00 for it and I have managed to spend almost all of it on my new car. I bought a 2007 Mustang GT conv. I have installed a racing suspension,headers.custom exhaust,and a Roush Supercharger.Also it is getting a roll bar and gauge pod. It is also getting a custom stripe painted on it. I'll post photos as soon as it is all done. It will have about 450 HP.

~*~tag ~*~
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1. I think to much be for i go to bed or when im trying to sleep. 2. I never get to hamerd i mostly get drunk enuf to watch my friend backs or aka babysit. LMAO 3. I say meh alot or oh my 4.I have to set near a windo ot somewhere wher i can see evryone. 5.I fall fore guys to fast. (not a good 1 but its hard lmao) 6. peeing when i get in to a house hahaha i allways got to go hahaha

Your Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Chains/Handcuffs100%Bondage100%Biting92%Whips83%Blood42%Blind Folds33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Tired!
Well, I just stopped by at my mom's to check on my page. I am tired as hell. My feet are killing me! I am not used to being up on them for 8 hours but it will get better. I haven't talked to Steve since Sunday night. I am just gonna let him do whatever he is gonna do if he wants to talk to me then he will call until then I will just have to hold in my feelings cause it is killing me not to call him and talk to him every night. But maybe it is for the best. If he needs some space then this should do the trick, maybe he will find out what he has lost by me not calling him. Well I'll be back again later. Keep sending love and leaving comments.

†cherokee Pride†
Cherokee Ways Standing on the edge of time I look at all the land that once belonged to me and my kind Gone are the forests and the tall grass Rivers and streams are polluted and dry Even the mighty mountains look down on it and cry The circle was broken so long ago My people still in shackles for what they still don't know A quiet breeze brings a soft mist As gentle and tender as a mother's kiss In the distance I can hear the ancient ones Their faces shaded by the setting sun WIth tears in their eyes they look upon their land Wondering if it will ever be the same again I look down again and see a light A single glow shining bright Somewhere a flicker of hope still lives Somewhere the spirit of our people still lives I wait patiently for the day When once again we will know the Cherokee Ways Spirit In Time I am a spirit in time, As I am in this physical shell here on Earth Mother, There will be many experiences for me to conquer and climb, We a

Godsmack- I Fuckin Hate You
For everything you do I'd like to swallow you And everyday I'm gonna blame you Even if you justify Every fucking bullshit lie It only makes me want to break you You pull me down And you crucify my name You make me insane It's broken now Don't ever look my way Don't even think I'm playin' 'Cause I fucking hate you You're such a liar And I love to hate you You're all the same to me When you repeatedly Take advantage of me The only thought I get of you sickens me Everybody knows you're fake You're everything I fucking hate And I'm everything that you could never be You pull me down And you crucify my name You make me insane It's broken now Don't ever look my way Don't even think I'm playin' 'Cause I fucking hate you You're such a liar And I love to hate you You're all the same to me I fucking you hate you You're such a liar And I love to hate you You're all the same to me (Fuck you) (Fuck you) (Fuck you) You pull me down And you crucify my name Y

Wheee!
oh wow, it's been a crazy day. did my nude photo modeling, and it turned out that one of my coworkers was there!!!! AAAAH embarasment city1!!! and then I come back and find I have over 200 friends requests!!!! I can't keep up! lol. so I won't get the photos back til god knows when...but they should be interesting.... I hope. i only did 2 sets, but in one, I got my friend to take her riding crop to my bum...of course, my head will be cut out of it, but it turned out kind of cute, actually. believe it or not, it's not easy work. half of the photos that were shot, aren't useable, which totally blows, but whatever. I had fun with it. I was nervous at first, but once I got into it, I really enjoyed it. if I get permission, I plan on posting some of the pics up here. we'll see how it all turns out, lol.

Ignorant In Laws Part 3
Why and how could you leave your children with strangers, then say that you have important business to take care of and that you will be gone for three weeks then lie about the fact that your ex-husband beat you when he never touched you and you wait until he dies to say that shit. What kind of person threatens to put your husband in jail because he wont let you see his kids? What kind of a person calls themselves christians and turns right aropund not even five minutes later and calls the police on you and your husband and lies to the police about you and the kids have no food and that you and the kids are being beaten everyday and that you are strung out on drugs and none of that is true, but yet she says that she loves you and your husband but everytime you turn around you have to police in your face telling you that you did this or you did that and once they find out that there is no merit to what was said there is no I sorry for the wasts of our and your time nor the i was wrong o

Well All
I am down to my last 24 hours online for a while..hope everyone stays well..I will try to message and comment some of you before I leave...and for those of you that I have become pretty close to, I will let you know when I safely arrive at my destination...love you all..hope I get to talk to a few of you one last time. MUAH!!!!!

Dunno...
I don't really know what to say here.. Umm Umm.. "I been to the mutha fuckin mountain top. I heard mutha fuckas talk, seen em drop. if I aint got a weapon Imma pick up a rock. And when I bust your ass Im gonna continue to rock" Shake that ass.. eminem and nate dogg

Psalm 23:4
Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I fear no evil, for you are with me. Your rod and your staff, they comfort me. --------------------------------- So the Psalm 23:4 is going to be another tattoo on my left arm, just below the bend of my elbow. I just need to figure out how I want it to look...

Betrayal
Lost the Lover you'll never again see that part that goes into the night once lost and never found again so broken by your casual neglect, lover so dying lie in this moment alone as this Sit, Hero so sit with her on this night hold her solve her problems and the other will live or die to live painted black whore to the moment forever or die and dissappoint because you lead them to an empass faith and hope a cruel leash as you held their hand as you do a gentle shove to push them on the way but you didn't look ahead so sit with your new victim as your last one is lost Heart Rape could it be more cruel than the survived moments to give a taste of romance and a chaser of rejection so when life taught the lesson that kindness is not rewarded loyalty is betrayed that love does not last where did you expect her to go? but into a place of darkness and never return Shameful Regret it is a shameful thing to regret what you lost

~figured You Out~nickelback~
I like your pants around your feet And I like the dirt that's on your knees And I like the way you still say please While your looking up at me You're like my favourite damn disease And I love the places that we go And I love the people that you know And I love the way you can't say no Too many long lines in a row I love the powder on your nose And now I know who you are It wasn't that hard, just to figure you out (Now I did, you wonder why) And now I know who you are It wasn't that hard, just to figure you out (Now I did, you wonder why) I like the freckles on your chest And I like the way you like me best And I like the way you're not impressed While you put me to the test I like the white stains on your dress And I love the way you pass the cheque And I love the good times that you wreck And I love your lack of self-respect While you passed out on the deck I love my hands around your neck And now I know who you are It wasn't that hard, just to fi

This Is About My Drunk Mom
Hey everyone how can you leave your kids out on the street and never think about them and run off with other man when she is still married with her kids dad and goes and does this and act like nothing ever happen at all and went about her way and then when she did bring our stuff she just throw it out on the ground thier is sometimes i feel i am never wanted because of her i have a really good husband and two pretty childern that i truetlee love to death

~feelin' Way To Damn Good~nickelback~
I missed you so much That I begged you to fly and see me You must've broke down Coz you finally said that would But now that you're here I just feel like I'm constantly dreaming Coz something's gotta go wrong Cox I'm feelin' way to damn good For 48 hours I don't think that we left my hotel room Should show you the sights Coz I'm sure that I said that I would We gotta make love just one last time in the shower Well something's gotta go wrong Coz I'm feelin' way to damn good And it's like, every time I turn around I fall in love and find my hear face down and Where it lands is where it should This time it's like The two of us should probably start to fight Coz something's gotta go wrong Coz I'm feeling way to dam good, oh Feelin' way too damn good Sometimes I think best if left in the memory It's better kept inside than left for good Lookin' back each time they tried to tell me Well something's gotta go wrong Coz I'm feelin' way too damn good And it

Love Is
Love Is Love is the dew on the pedals of a delicate rose the gentle way the water of a stream flows The peacefulness of a sunrise the tender way in which he lies It is the sweetness of his lips the caress of his finger tips It is the smoothness of his skin against mine the small gestures, charming and kind It is the way he looks at me and hold me tight the way our everlasting love takes flight It is the way I want him when he`s not there and the way he lightly strokes my hair It is the way I need him each and every day it is the warmth of a sunray A rainbow in the bright, blue sky watching a beautiful bird fly The crashing of the ocean tide and a wonderful man by myside

#124
cool thank you to all who gave me high rankings cuz today i was #124. which ive never had before so thats pretty cool hopefully next time itll be higher ..keep on givin me high scores n such ..just cuz u love me hahha : ) note i was only today's #124 but hey its better than nuthin at all : ) i love you my fans and friends!!!

My Life...
My Life All my life I feel like I been pushed out to sea With no one in site to rescue me The way I used to be abused Kicked around and used After twenty-eight long years And after drying all my tears I think I have found who I'm suppose to be I have been knocked against the wall Only to get up standing strong and tall He used to beat me at least once a week But no woman deserves to be beat I have been thrown to the floor and choked 'til i was blue While the words linger "Baby my love is so true!!" You lied to me once, you lied even twice But still three years later I feel I'm the one who sacrificed I have forgiven you just so I could move on with my life Three years ago I left all those toils and strifes But now I know who I want to be I want to be the old me, the one that was long to be set free I feel as if a burden has been lifted up off my chest But starting today I live to my fullest and give life my best Never again will you hold me down Nor will my fa

Prayers
Pass it On Isaiah 65:24 (King James Version) 24 And it shall come to pass, that before they call, I will answer; and while they are yet speaking, I will hear. This story was written by a doctor who worked in South Africa... One night I had worked hard to help a mother in the labor ward; but in spite of all we could do, she died leaving us with a tiny premature baby and a crying two-year-old daughter. We would have difficulty keeping the baby alive, as we had no incubator (we had no electricity to run an incubator). We also had no special feeding facilities. Although we lived on the equator, nights were often chilly with treacherous drafts. One student midwife went for the box we had for such babies and the cotton wool that the baby would be wrapped in. Another went to stoke up the fire and fill a hot water bottle. She came back shortly in distress to tell me that in filling the bottle, it had burst (rubber perishes easily in tropical climates). "And it is our last

What If??
What If What if all your dreams came true? What if you never felt being down and blue? What if all your wishes were granted? What if love was forever enchanted? What if you really never find out who you are? What if you could really look to the sky and count all the stars? What if the sun never was to shine? What if you never find someone for you to call "mine"? What if you lay to sleep and never wake? What if something you really like turned out to be a fake? What if the world was to stop turning? What if the forrests just keep burning? What if questions were never asked? What if you could never grab on to life's simple tasks? What if you never found love and peace in your heart? What if someone told you they loved you from the start? What if someone said they didn't love you like they had before? What if then the relationship became destroyed and torn? What if you didn't accept me when I told you how I feel? What if someone told you it's your heart they wann

Its Official
i suck at multi tasking. I have 6 Ie windows up. Trying to do 100 things. And talk to people on here. And on yahoo. And on aim. And download music. And answer my phone. And i got homework to do. I suck at all these. Someone come help me lol.

Will It Be Heaven??
Will It Be Heaven?? As I lay here fast asleep I see you as I dream Not sure where it is we are But I feel you near my heart You touched it the day we met I felt like you were sent to me You were exactly what I did need Non-judgmental, as great as can be You are so very special to me It doesn't matter what I`ve done If I was right or maybe wrong Past those things you looked and saw What I am inside, but with some flaws You ask why I think I need you You see the reason - isn`t easy to say I just know I pray, you never walk away A part of my heart you do hold No matter where you and i go The highest mountain.....the deepest sea.....the longest road Will not take you away from me In flesh we may never meet But you will forever be with me In my heart.....in my mind..... Because you have touched my soul I know I will never, ever, let you go So as I think about you my dear I just touch my heart and feel you near Tears I cry with hope my dear That one day I wil

Confusing
Today we spoke and cleared things up but some just got me more confused.Do you want me for your own or do you want me just to use?Of course I want a relationship that doesnt meen it has to be serious.We really need to sit and talk because ignoring this isnt doing either of us any good!

Many Simple Thoughts
MANY SIMPLE THOUGHTS I HAVE OF YOU.... YOU CROSS MY MIND MORE THAN YOU KNOW TIMES WHEN I AM AWAKE AND TIMES AS I SLEEP WANTING TO FEEL YOU NEXT TO ME JUST THE WAY YOU ARE IN THOSE THOUGHTS AND IN MY DREAMS FEELING THE WARMTH OF YOUR BODY.... TOUCHING YOUR SKIN TASTING YOUR LIPS AS I GENTLY KISS THEM CUDDLED SO CLOSE I HEAR YOUR HEART BEAT KNOWING I AM EXACTLY IN THE PLACE I HAVE LONGED TO BE MAYBE SOON IN YOUR ARMS I WILL BE AND NO LONGING NEEDED JUST TO DREAM

My Hands!!!!!!!!!!!oh Yeah
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Dark Betrayal
Around, all around, the angels gather. My dread grows as the dagger of your words falls against my heart. It crushes me, and darkly my essence drips to the broken ground. In numbness I cry out, Why?! while nothingness looms. Now alone, my love falls upon uncaring eyes. This is because of you

Hi Hi
HEY HOPE YOUR ALL LIVING LIFE TO THE MAX AND IF YOU ARNT HURRY UP AND GET STARTED LIVE LIFE LIKE THERE'S NO TOMOROW O YER AND IS THERE ANYONE ELSE ON LOST CHERRY FROM NEW ZEALAND I NO WE ARE A SMALL SMALL ISLAND BUT U NO WE STILL GET AROUND LOL IN LOTS OF DIFFERENT WAYS KEEP IT COOL RAVE IT UP

Okay Im Bored.
[] I Talk A LOT when I get really nervous. [x] I am really ticklish. [EXTREMELY] [x] I'm afraid of the dark. [X] I can't sleep in a room if the door is open []I can't sleep in a room if the door is closed [] I am homosexual. [x] I believe in true love. [] I've ran away from home [] I listen to political music [] I collect comic books [x] I shut others out when I'm sad. [x] I've stayed out all night. [] I open up to others easily. [] I am keeping a secret from the world. [X] I watch the news [x] I love Disney movies. [x] I am a sucker for green eyes. [x] I am a sucker for brown eyes. [x] I am a sucker for blue eyes [] I dont kill bugs [X] I have "x"s in my screen name. [x] I've slipped and fell in public. [x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation [] I love Spam [x ] I bake well. [] I have worn pajamas to class. [x] I want a better job [] Talked on a phone for 6+ hours. [] I love Dr. Phil. []

Ignorant In-laws Part 2
I have giving my mother in law the benifit of the doubt she stole $8,000 dollars out of tatis bank account she has stolen money from her own children, lied to her daughters tried to break up my marriage tried to get me sent to prison, tried to stab me in the back with a pair of scissors, has commited fraud on her taxes as in claiming my wife and daughter on her taxes when they do not live with her nor does she support them in anyway and this bitch has gone as far as to tell me that i have no right on Gods green earth telling my daughter what to do. Who the fuck died and made her the boss over me and how I rasie my daughter? I dont remember sleep with that wrinkled pussy ass bitch. WTF do I need to do to get and keep this bitch out of my life? Someone anyone please tell me what i should do to keep her out of my families life?

Dark Love
It is a night of sorrow, a song of dark desire, wolves vent their cry. The thirsting one awakes. Wisps of death shrouds her pale form, an everlasting wanting. Her raven hair cascades over fragile milk-white shoulders, and her full blood red lips part slightly, to taste the life streaming from the pale flesh beneath her. Now a night of ecstasy, I remember her.

Love And Hate
So I have been fooling around and dating this guy on and off for a while. We got to the point where we were saying I love you. Well today, we broke it off again for the last time. He was playing games with me and my friend and I got really sick and tired of it. It is really stupid when people play games with your head and your heart. I've had that game played once too many times. I'm done with guys like that and I'm really done with him. I guess what I'm trying to say is hopefully one day, I can find a person who will care about me and not play games with me. I'm better than that and I'm only saying that because I'm tired of people putting me down. I need to start putting myself up or things will never change.

Flames Of Life...
PURPLE FLAMES OF FIRE GLOW... WHILE GREEN FLAMES NEVER END... BLUE FLAMES FLARE UP FAST AND GROW COOL QUICKLY... THE PINK FLAMES OF PLEASURE FLICKER THROUGH OUT THE YEARS... WHEN YOUR FIRE BURNS BRIGHT... YOU GET THE CHANCE TO SEE ALL THESE COLORS FOR YOUR SELF... EVEN IF YOU GIVE NO ONE ELSE THE CHANCE TA SEE THEM... OF ALL THE FLAMES THE ONE YOU FEAR THE MOST ARE THE ONES WE ALL MUST SEE... THE BLACK FLAMES WE ALL DEAL WITH... SO WHY HIDE YOUR RAINBOW OF COLORED FLAMES FROM ALL... DO NOT BE ASHAMED... FOR IN THE END THEY ALL BURN BLACK... AND WE ARE ALL THE SAME...

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Pepsi and Coke do NOT taste alike! That's like comparing BMW to Yugo! Pepsi tastes like the hind end of a chimpanzee after...well, you get the idea. And besides, what do elephants and penguins have in common anyway? Except that they both taste like mongoose, only not as stringy. Speaking of black being my favorite color, I get really upset at how some people have the audacity to degrade the military! Tell you what, YOU join and then I'll say nothing of your stupid rants, you simple, arrogant, misinformed and ignorant pricks!! You know who you are! And be glad that I don't know who you are, or I would come to your house, knock down your door, and lick your cat!! Because I AM a sexy beast! And that is all anyone needs to know about the way the stars rotate around the planet Earth (in a counter-clockwise direction, by the way).

Hey Everybody
HEY JUST WANTED TO SAY THIS SITES WICKED TO THE MAX LOL AND CAN SOME PEOPLE MAKE SUM COMMENTS ON MY PICTURES AND I WILL RETURN THE FAVOUR I JUST PUT SOME NEW ONE OF MY GIRLFRIEND ON FOR THE GUYS OUT THERE HOPE YOU LIKE THEM GO CHECK THEM OUT. AND IM ALWAYS LOOKING TO MEET PEOPLE TO CHAT WITH SO ADD ME LOL CHEERS AND LIVE SAFE LOL

My Fantasy
I am a baker by nature and I work at a daycare by trade. I am a single mom and I get lonely sometimes. Every once in a while I fantasize about what I am missing in my life. I miss being with a man. I miss how being with a man feels. I miss how being with a man makes me feel... Since you're all deprived sex-crazed maniacs like I am, this following tale should be right up your alley (I was working in my kitchen, elbow-deep in dough when this vision came to me... oh, and since this is my fantasy, I get to play the heroine, so nah-nah): I'm working in my kitchen, hands covered in dough, when the man of my dreams sneaks up behind me and tightly wraps his arms around my waist. He's desperately, almost violently kissing my neck. As I close my eyes, he runs his hands up and down my arms. I'm virtually shocked into a passionate state - so shocked that I just stand there waiting for the next thing he does to me. He unties my apron and I help - and I can't help myse

~*~tag ~*~
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1.When I'm thinking real hard I chew on my bottom lip 2.Before I go to bed at night I kiss my kids, and my cats goodnight 3. Whenever i go out to sit on my porch for coffee...I have to re-arrange all the furniture and sweep the porch 4. I always sleep facing the door 5. I cry when I really get mad. 6. Whenever I miss miss someone in my family/ or/ friends I light a white candle Now, I tag: Mistress Butterfly,I want too see you,Mrs Desrae, Moose, Naughty Nat, Iwanna...Have fun all ;P

Love Him Or Hate Him
Normally I don't forward any email because it is generally full of some self loathing bull, but this I thought was good. Good stuff..... Love him or hate him, he sure hits the nail on the head with this! To anyone with kids of any age, here's some advice. Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world. Rule 1: Life is not fair - get used to it! Rule 2: The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. Rule 3: You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. Rule 5: Flipping burgers

Ignorant In Laws
My mother-in-law is one of the most ignorant peole i have ever known in my entire life. Lets me come clean and tell you the truth and nothing but the truth. My daughther Tati was molested by my father in laws brother in my mother in laws house, we as in my wife mamaj and tatis aunt starfire and myself know that he did something to her but my mother in law keeps defending her brother in law stating that he wouldnt do nothing like that to her but yet she has been told by us and child protective services that if she wants to see her granddaughter John doe cant be around her but yet she doesnt listen she goes up to the school with him in her van asking to pick up my daughter from school. we have told the school officals that she is not allowed to pick her up, but this is the funny thing the mother fucking mother in law waits until i am not home to call the house or come to the house to con mamaj into letting tati go to her house she lies to us telling us that john doe will not be there. My

Never Look Backwards
You can't change the past but you sure can avoid the motherfuckers in it...I swear people from my past having popping up all over the place...now mind you it's not that want to talk to me or anything they just wanna fucking dump their fucking problems on me...their boyfriends or husband shit...like i fucking care...do you think I am just a fucking dumping ground for all you assholes just to dump your shit and run...what's funny about this is...that I fucking know they are doing it...and I always ask....why did you message me are you having problems with so and so...and the answer is always....yes...too fucking funny...guess what I don't fucking care...call 1-800-get-a-fucking-friend...because I could fucking careless believe me....

From Yesterday But Still Good
that ive been in a shitty mood and crying- and justin has cheered me up ^_^ amazing how friends you just met are there for you. today was a pretty rotten day, this whole weekend was actually fun but with an underlying theme of suck-ness.... i just noticed this weekend that i've grown up and all my friends havent. I wish i could still enjoy sitting around getting shitfaced, pigging out on junkfood and gossiping- but theres just something about it now that is a total turn off. I tried so hard to have fun and i just couldn't do it. i mean i loved bullshitting with aly all weekend about stuff and catching up with MSP on all his life and him hearing about my whole chris-saga (since he seems to be the last person on earth to ever know anything about anyone, lol) but i didnt feel a need at melanies to get totally bombed and unable to stand, they took out digicams and started screaming BIFFLES and i realized right there that we werent in highschool anymore, that this isn

Three Day Vacation
hey Everyone, how are you all doing? i had a fantastic weekend. i went to Branson MO with my sister and neice and her friend. we left thursday night went allmost all the way there but had to stop cause my legs were cramping from all the driving...friday we got there about 11 am and drove around checking things out. then we went to see Broadway....was a production about broadway shows...had little pieces of several shows that have made it onto broadway. then we went to lunch at this place claimed to have the worlds best shakes...lol..nope i have had better. then we went to see Spirit Of The Dance, it was realy great. we all had a great day..only bad experience was when we went to dinner at ruby tuesdays...OMG we had a table of drunks sitting behind us getting all loud and happy...you could hear them clear outside..was rediculious. we had to ask to move ...they took over an hour to take our orders then took another hour to get us our food...and then my steak was tough, not cooked

Sorry
I just pushed someone away by being 2 pushy and could not tell her I was sorry so everyone be careful I got blocked before she knew everything I was going thru A divorce I quit drinking 2 weeks ago a good friend killed himself 3 weeks ago I just have been really bored so if you go buy my profile look under my family and show chevy some love Thanks....

Sincerity
So I went to a buffet tonight. I was more hungry than concerned about the quality of the food so I tried a new place. I’m just going to call it a buffet right now because this is not about an ethnic group, or social differences, it’s all about sincerity as compared to going through the motions. I saw they had General Tso’s chicken, egg rolls, etc, and thought, “Ok, cool, I’ll try this.” I was the only patron in the place. The host came up to me and asked, “Just one?” I turned and looked behind me, over both shoulders before answering yes, and was lead to my table. The service was good, which one would hope, being the only guest in the place. The entire meal I was served by the same guy. After eating I walked up to the counter to pay and the same guy raced to man the cash register. He looked at me and asked, “Just one buffet?” Again, I paused, looked over both shoulders, then turned and said, “Yes”. Anyway, I try to look at everything as an opportunity and maybe I’ll examine my ow

A Love Pome
A Love Pome Gul I loveded you, Scraight up Fo'Sho. Or I wouldna told dem ova girls not to call me no mo. I knowed it was true, the first day I seed you. Why you thank I do, the thangs I do? Remember how I use ta wine and dine you, Schlits Malt Liquor and Bar-Ba-Que. I gave you a bubble baze and fed you grapes. Dey was on sale that week- a dolla ninety-eight. Romanic evenins after dark, Skreet light walks around the block. Like the very first time, you came ova to my crib. And you got all scared, cause that roach was on yo Tims. I was right dare, with a can of spray. To be yo Super Negro, and save the day. I ain't even pay my light bill, so I can take you to da club..... Don't knock ova dem candles and burn up my rug! And dat nite we made luv, for a long liddle bit of time. I hope you got yours, cause I Sho'nuff got mine. I woke up early

Omg I Can't Keep Up!!!
Sometimes it gets REALLY TOUGH to try to keep track of everything going on here; that I feel I might forget there are friends who would want to message or chat with me and I would like to do the same. Anyone who wants to chat, feel free to pull me aside. I'd love to have a conversation with you anytime! Always remember that even if I don't send you a message, it doesn't mean I'm gonna shut you out!

The 10th ~ A Year's Gone By (a Poem)
a year since the day i finally walked away cuz it hurt to much to stay you'd be gone for weeks at a time no call and no good-bye still every once in a while you come back around just to see if i'm alive but even then you always high. maybe one day i'll see you and smile but right now it just hurts and i think it still will for a while... even though i let you go i love you so... kiss my lips trace its mark with your fingertips tell me something real and stay a while and when sleep finally takes me i want you to go. kiss me goodbye and forever leave this on going show.

The Breakfast Club
Dear Mr. Vernon: We accept the fact that we had to sacrifice a whole Saturday in detention for whatever it was we did wrong. But, we think you're crazy to make us write an essay telling you who we think we are. You see us as you want to see us: in the simplest terms, in the most convenient definitions. But, what we found out is that each one of us is: a brain . . . And an athlete . . . And a basket case . . . A princess . . . And a criminal. Does that answer your question? Sincerely yours, The Breakfast Club.

Omg!!!
I was sssssssssssooooooooooo tricked into eating cow stomach the other night!!!!!!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!! So this is how it went down: There is senora who brings in home cooked food or her son or her husband brings it in and she *makes* everyone eat some. I guess it's considered rude if you don't eat the offered food. Anyhoo, they all know I am a little bit skeptical when it comes to really, really weird food. So they wouldn't tell me what it was until I treid some. Those dirty lil' bastards...

~when I'm Gone~3 Doors Down~
There's another world inside of me That you may never see There's secrets in this life That I can't hide Somewhere in this darkness There's a light that I can't find Maybe it's too far away... Maybe I'm just blind... Maybe I'm just blind... [chorus] So hold me when I'm here Love me when I'm wrong Hold me when I'm scared And love me when I'm gone Everything I am And everything you need I'll also be the one You wanted me to be I'll never let you down Even if I could I'd give up everything If only for your good So hold me when I'm here Love me when I'm wrong You can hold me when I'm scared You won't always be there So love me when I'm gone [end chorus] Love me when I'm gone... When your education x-ray Can not see under my skin I won't tell you a damn thing That I could not tell my friends Roaming through this darkness I'm alive but I'm alone Part of me is fighting this But part of me is gone [chorus] Maybe I'm just blind... [chorus

Nashieboo's Questions
. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?: the lottery saying congrats you won a hundred million dollars! 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?: if I parked close, if I am out in the north 40 then no 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?: talk talk talk talk especially when I am drunk...I get VERY friendly! 4. Do you take compliments well?: yeah but they kinda embarrass me I never know how to respond 5. Are you an active person?: actively resting

22nd Birthday
Tommorrow is my 22nd birthday,What does a person do for their 22nd birthday? Its not the 21st, its not the 18th, its the 22nd. I can't run for president, I can't rent a car, no one is giving me a credit card. Oh wooah is me and my intermediate not so great birthday. I should finish college and grow the F up. But I don't wanna, screw it, screw it all. I don't even feel like writing anything clever.

Gotta Love The Movie 'born Yesterday'
http://www.congresslink.org/print_lp_teachingamends.htm The 27 Amendments By: Amy Anderson and Jennifer Mantlo NOTE: Credit should be given to screenwriter Douglas McGrath for the brilliant mnemonic device he devised to remember the Constitutional amendments in the 1993 version of the film "Born Yesterday." 1. The first amendment to the Constitution says....freedom of religion, speech, and press. The second part of the first amendment says....peacefully assembly and just say any crazy thing you like (Assemble and be nice, and just say any crazy think you like!) 2. The second amendment to the Constitution says....right to bear arms (Here is my gun freeze!) 3. The third amendment to the Constitution says....soldiers get out, please. (Soldiers get out please) 4. The fourth amendment to the Constitution says....Where’s your warrant, please? (Whereas your warrant, please?) 5. The fifth amendment to the Constitution says....Don’t rat on yourself? (Donut

White Rabbit (you Pick The Artist)
One pill makes you larger And one pill makes you small And the ones that mother gives you Don't do anything at all Go ask Alice When she's ten feet tall And if you go chasing rabbits And you know you're going to fall Tell 'em a hookah smoking caterpillar Has given you the call Call Alice When she was just small When men on the chessboard Get up and tell you where to go And you've just had some kind of mushroom And your mind is moving low Go ask Alice I think she'll know When logic and proportion Have fallen sloppy dead And the White Knight is talking backwards And the Red Queen's "off with her head!" Remember what the dormouse said: "Feed your head Feed your head Feed your head"

Usa
This is an absolutely beautiful tribute to our United States of America Say what you may ~ we still have the best country in the world. I thought this to be worthy of passing on. And an Australian wrote it. Many people love America - many people don't. But it is what it is and we are blessed (my humble opinion). Written by an Australian Dentist....and too good to delete.... To Kill an American You probably missed it in the rush of news last week, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is . So they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!!) "An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Au

Divorce And Life....
AFTER BEING WITH SOMEBODY FOR 11 1/2 ALMOST 12 YEARS YOU LEARN A LOT ABOUT ONE ANOTHER...... I HAVE BEEN WITH THIS MAN FOR MORE THAN A DECADE AND I FEEL LIKE I HAVEN'T BEEN ALL THAT I COULD BE IN MY LIFE..... I TRIED FOR MANY TEARS TO BE HAPPY AND NO MATTER WHAT I DID I FELT LIKE I WAS ALWAYS A FEW STEPS BEHIND..... DONT GET ME WRONG I LOVED HIM WHOLE HEARTEDLY BUT IT NEVER SEEMED LIKE IT WAS ENOUGH WE WERE ALWAYS ARGUING ABOUT EVERYTHING AND I DON'T FEEL LIKE THAT'S WHAT A RELATIONSHIP IS ALL ABOUT....... I GUESS U CAN SAY THAT I'M CRYING OUT FOR HELP... I DON'T KNOW HOW I'M SUPPOSED TO FEEL. IF THERE IS ANYONE OUT THERE THAT HAS BEEN THROUGH THIS KIND OF A THING AND YOU HAVE SOME WORDS OF WISDOM , I'M ALL EARS.... THANX FOR THE LOVE AND SUPPORT, ROSIE

Nashieboo's Alphebet Soup
[A is for age:] 4000 years [B is for beer of choice:] GUINNESS or Harp [C is for career:] Instigator [D is for favorite Drink:] IRN BRU [E is for essential item you use everyday:] Toilet paper [F is for favorite song at the moment:] Workin' For The Weekend [G is for favorite games:] Smash The Toe With The Hammer [H is for hometown] Melmac [I is for instruments you play:] Peanut Butter Sandwich [J is for favorite juice?:] pickle [K is for kids?:] I have three for sale [L is for last kiss?] don't care [M is for marriage:] a hopeless situation [N is for name of your best friend(s)] Jameson,Tangueray,Smirnoff [O is for overnight hospital stays:] only on weekends [P is for phobias:] redheads [Q is for quote:] I lowered my cholesterol [R is for biggest regret:] Not saying... [S is for self confidence:] Zero [T time u wake up:] morning time [U is for underwear:] pink lacey thongs [V is for vegetable you love:] Steak [W is for

Dictionary Of Dating
Dictionary of Dating ATTRACTION... the act of associating horniness with a particular person. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT... what occurs when two extremely horny, but not entirely choosy people meet. DATING... the process of spending enormous amounts of money, time and energy to get better acquainted with a person whom you don't especially like in the present and will learn to like a lot less in the future. BIRTH CONTROL... avoiding pregnancy through such tactics as swallowing special pills, inserting a diaphragm, using a condom, and dating repulsive men. EASY... a term used to describe a woman who has the sexual morals of a man. EYE CONTACT... a method utilized by one person to indicate that they are interested in another. Despite being advised to do so, many men have difficulty looking a woman directly in the eyes, not necessarily due to shyness, but usually due to the fact that a woman's eyes are not located in her chest. FRIEND... a person in your acquaintance who has

Busy, Busy
Hi everyone, I am adding my first blog. Just wanted to say sorry if I don't get back with everyone right away. Things are pretty chaotic around my houshold right now, my step-daughter has just moved in with us and we are getting organized, so don't know how often I will be on in the next couple of weeks. But I would like to thank everyone for their wonderful comments and kind emails. Love chatting with you all. Have a wonderful week and hope to chat with you all very soon.

The Nashieboo Survey
. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?: Sarah Michelle Gellar...I wanna introduce her to my bologna 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?: I'm the guys that makes that one wheel always stick. 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?: I listen and then use peoples words against them 4. Do you take compliments well?: I hate them 5. Are you an active person?: actively resting 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, do you survive?: of course....you can't kill me 7. Do you like to ride horses?: In the nude 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?: once...but I broke out 9. What was your favorite game as a kid?: Burn Things 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you get involved with him/her?: nobody would EVER pursue me....I am IMMUNE to adultery 11. Are you judgmental?: nope...just better than you ( j/k...my lc girls know i love them! ) 12. Could you date

300k
I remember when we hit our first 100 members. Today we hit 300K. Babyj is a pimp who deserves some beers. babyjesus@ LostCherry Marketman deserves love too! marketman@ LostCherry Thanks for everyone's support. Keep the LC vibe chill!

Letters That Stumped Dear Abby
LETTERS DEAR ABBY ADMITTED SHE WAS AT A LOSS TO ANSWER...(BUT AKURIT KNOWS THE ANSWERS) Dear Abby: A couple of women moved in across the hall from me. One is a middle-aged gym teacher and the other is a social worker in her mid- twenties. These two women go everywhere together and I've never seen a man go into or leave their apartment. Do you think they could be Lebanese?? Akurit says: No...they are Librarians! DUMBASS! Dear Abby: What can I do about all the sex, nudity, fowl language and violence on my VCR? Akurit says: Call the fucking FCC and have them fine it...SIMPLE ASS! Dear Abby: I have a man I can't trust. He cheats so much, I'm not even sure the baby I'm carrying is his. Akurit says: How many women did he sleep with to get your dumbass pregnant?? Dear Abby: I am a 23-year-old liberated woman who has been on the pill for two years. It's getting expensive and I think my boy friend should share half the cost, but I don't know him well enough

Joe Torre
Well it's official, Joe stays. It is great news and I knew it would happen. I'm a little disappointed in a lot of the so called fans on here who started thinking that Joe would be fired by George. After all I have never believed stuff that shows up in the two tabloid papers of the city, the Daily News and the New York Post. That's like believing the national enquirer that Paris Hilton had quintuplets from an alien from Mars. Just look at the financial aspect of it all, Joe has one year left on his contract and has taken the team to the playoffs every single year he has been with the team and brought home four championships. Well I'm done bitching. Now it's up to Brian Cashman to do his magic and get the trades made. This year's hot stove is going to be smoking. Welcome back Joe and let's get number 27 in '07.

Wanking
im tired of reading about how people say rate my profile..rate my pictures...why don't the people on my friends list talk to me...well i just have to say..i drop shout's out to people all the time..and i know of only of one person who responds....so if you want people to talk to you..talk back...if you want ALL of your photos rated...share them...well that's all for now. go tigers...thank god the yankees lost!!!

End Of The Season
Hi My fellow yankee fans, Well it was a hell of a run this year and I know that you all were waiting to hear how I felt on the team after this weekend. I think this was by far one of the toughest seasons in our history and the only times tougher was the 80's. We had huge injuries that everyone thought we were done once two of our 100 rbi guys went down. We had our young guns come in and fill that void. We then went out and got a great acquisition in Bobby Abreau. Our captain had a hell of a season and will be named the AL MVP. Not since Mickey Mantle has a player won the rookie of the year and MVP. The best news out of this season was that we took over first place from the Sux when it looked like they were going to run away with it. So let's not forget the great things and the joy that our team gave us this season. Now for the way we ended it. After the first game I thought along with all of you that this was going to be number 27. The team felt that way too, but you have to giv

Beauty
i see her from afar shining though the mist dimming the stars looking so lovely i get weak in my knees wanting hold her but how can you let an angel free wanting so much to feel her touch taste her kiss to show her my love so true with out her i would be blue for she sines through my life showing my flaws an talents to all how can i be without her when she is my world an my life

~here Without You~3 Doors Down~
A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same But all the miles had separate They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight it’s only you and me The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight girl it’s only you and me Everything I know, and anywhere I go it gets hard but it won’t take away my love And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done it get hard but it won’t take

Hmmm
Well today is very interesting.....my REAL dad wants to come see me i havent seen him or talked to him in like 2 years so i donno its weird i donno if i really want anything to do with him!!! :S im confused i dont kno0o0o0o what to do with my dad.....anywayz today was borin i went to school......its fuckin coldd outside it snowed today crazynessssss......but now its calmed down and im juss talkin to my cuzin on the phone shes tellin me all her problems and i always help her cuz im the bestest cousin EVER!!!!!!!!:D anywayz imma juss stay home tonight

Another Party Weekend - November 3 & 4
November 3-4, 2006 - A Party Weekend! It's Another Party Weekend! We are going to be partying on both Friday and Saturday nights, and everyone is welcome to come out and join us. This is a great time to come out to meet me if you have ever wanted to get together with me. If we hit it off, and I like you, I will "do you". :) FRIDAY NIGHT: On Friday, November 3rd, a big bunch of will be at Cheers Bar for our usual Friday afternoon/evening drinks. We will have a bunch of Swingers and other sexually crazy people there, so come on out and hang-out with us, and meet the people you just may want to play with. Everyone is more than welcome to come and join us in a fun, in a very non-threatening environment. As we pointed out in our previous posts, Cheers is just a fun neighbourhood bar that is a great place to meet. So, come on out! We typically get there around 6:00, and stay until whenever. Dress is very casual, so there is no need to try and get "sexy" for Cheers. We sit to the

Feeding The Flies
It is living inside of me like any virus Stop me if you've heard this all before I'm pretty sure you have but you'd like to be lured back in So smile and flirt "Wouldn't you like to stay the night?" "Why of course not my love, can't you see the skies letting loose?" Suspended like a tight-rope walker over the ocean Blowing kisses to the drowning mass Sainted by your self-sacrificial ways Let me greet you with open arms A knife held in each hand Perhaps then you'd get the point Perhaps you'd understand Stab. Choke. Lie. Choke I'd love to watch you die Choke Oh how I tire of circles Every now and then I'd prefer to repeat life in straight lines At least then I'd see just where I'm headed And where I've come from The buzzing flies await The feeding maggots behind All my life I've been ascending Only to be eaten alive

Sadness
my cries shatter the silence my tears wet my cheeks my sighs seem so loud i shake an shudder with every minute my dispair grows i rant an rave to the skies no one listens as i cry does anyone see my tears feeling alone in a crowded room how can life be so cruel for i lost what i treasured i lost what was special my tears flow freely for my friend is lost to me

Mardi Gras And The Corpse
Give it a shot, try it on and see if it fits You sink into me until it never heals I swear I'm in forever Scars and prayers of yours Oh how dramatic you've become Oceans open within my skull I feel them flowing onward Into your past lives and my future I see people dancing for me Smiling people thinking I should join But I only focus on the one that vanishes And here I'm left standing Screaming at your ever-distancing car Come back come back But in reality I couldn't wish you were farther away

Eternity's Stench
Consuming flesh of the newlyweds This is what your world means to me Becoming smaller with every day Inconsequential as your life Spiralling ever downwards as if ground did not exist I lust for none but you This world inside your mouth Like climbing to the greatest peaks To be swallowed by the earth You taste like the ocean Home so far behind me Ever awating your return The salt of your breath And dryness within your tears Never to come back into me Come back into me... Like the smile of the unborn Only a batch of twisted muscles No true feeling.

Hotel Sex Party In Ottawa
We're holding a hotel party up in Ottawa, Ontario on Saturday, October 21st for the members of our Adult Lifestyles Network website. Many of us are coming in from out of town, so we're staying at the hotel Saturday night. We'll start down in the bar, then move up to the huge party suite we have, and just take it from there. For more information, you need to go to the ALN website at http://www.adultlifestylesnetwork.com/ or my website at http://www.carolcox.com/. This is a members Only Appreciation Party.

Tested My Prince Albert Earlier, Just Reporting This So That Other Gentlemen In My Position Can Take The Plunge.
Seriously, go for this, if ever there was something to enhance your life without doing anything daft, this is it... I have made someone pretty happy and the piercing enhanced it for me aswell, trust me on this. Ladies, if your guy hasn't got one, get him to try it because based on her reaction, you should enjoy it a lot more this way... That'll be all.

Eyes Of The Ocean
Running through the rain Bloody children drinking mud All I smell is the scent of memories gone awry Another day passes as a year Perfection ever distancing itself from fate Such a beautiful drunk Is this the story of my life? I fucking hope so Let me push the nails through Scar your pretty frail flesh Does this turn you on my love? Does this destroy you like you hoped? You're still breathing... Knee-deep in the ocean Tides rising Mother opens her arms Pray for infinity Gasp for air

I Know I Just Updated Yesterday But I Was Bored :)
Everyone in the world has basically two things online right? A myspace and either xanga or livejournal or something. I just so happened to have all three and seeing how I'm so bored out of my mind right now I could run around in circles and be 100% thrilled I was like why not go back and read about what was going through your mind. All I can say was wow. Seriously what in the living fuck was I thinking. Everything I said on my old live journal was completely me. Like with matt and what not. He was a good guy and I wasn’t all ‘Omg I’m going to die if me and him break up.’ I was just thrilled to the fact we were dating because that long ago I really did like him and then there was family stuff in there too. Like until about 20 minuets ago I forgot when David went to that mental hospital for a while L that was sad when that happened. And then theres everything that happened with Ryan…god I was so stupid. And then when Anthony died. I cried when I read that. I miss the fucking hell out

Silence
I have to gone to war with myself Even victory is a loss from here How I came to this, I do not know Misspoken, mistaken, something has been interrupted Memories mean nothing to me When nobody's here with me You are not my enemy Yet still we fight to the death If anything, I've been your shadow all this time Which leaves little left to pursue I am zero, tomorrow, merely a concept Without someone to believe in me I am no more From up here I can barely hear the waves Yet I view their glory And prepare to join them All that's left for me now is silence Deathly silence The purest sanctuary Here in my afterlife

Dark Days In Wrecksylvania
I spend my days collecting pieces of you If I can fashion myself in your image Perhaps I'll influence you to follow in my step The less I attempt to control you, the less I know myself Giving my life away to further another's cause Are you sympathetic to such a purpose? Love is no salve but rather brings destruction I now trade you in for the me I once was In every mirror I see your face My own malformed The skull of an angel held in my hands To which I question meanings of my identity She fell from the heavens to stop the earth Blood turned to vinegar; I choked on my words Vultures rejoiced and devils died I watched the only god I'd had wither and die In the space that remains everything is sterile Right angles and greyscale buildings Rats wearing ties feast on the remnants Can they see me in my cell? Out of the public eye do I exist? No vacancies remain in their hollows Yesterday fades as if ending credits intend on appearing They'v

Vodka
The sound of her head bursting As it creates an opening in the wall World blackens to electrical eyes No more forgiveness within the void It once was my mind I keep forgetting whether I am actually alive I can't recall if I'm in my final dream Or if my senses have merely dulled No more self-betterment nor growth I retreat, devolve to childhood once more I am continuously sinking in this alcoholic daze Flesh is melting like rotten fruit Fires consuming the planet from within itself People don't remember how to care Only knowing suffering, apathy towards pain is uniform My vision begins to spiral as if inebriation has arrived But this time I stop a bit too soon In the mirror I see myself slipping The blood rushing to my face He left the room a good twenty years ago Yet his presence is still felt in that corner As if waiting, perhaps you could reach out Hear his voice and release him from this pain But you already know what's become

Teenage Whore
A little teenage whore Member of the drunk brigade Breath of cigarette and violence in the eyes Living just to further your own demise Want to die young? Let me know how I can help Your image sickens me And on this night of nights I dream of you bleeding With this knife my knife such a gorgeous knife You and I will never be parted With this knife so bloody, thieving your life I will turn you into the most beautiful creature To walk this earth Or die to rest beneath it Teenage whore open your arms Sweating pure alcohol and lust You must be part of a newer breed For never before have I seen your kind Eternally changing I should suppose But is this really evolution to a higher form? Enter my sights Breathing no more Pulse becomes double Fearing for my life Desiring nothing but taking yours Perhaps we'll both go down this time Memories mean nothing to me When nobody remains to share them with

Roots
Anything to run away, she prays "May today become my last" No God within, the sirens fade Silence screams into you "I cannot continue to believe in myself For I too descend" So much greed and hunger With all relief denied Loved ones become hindrances Discover what death really tastes like Drowning in the embrace of alcohol She pushes her way through the sky The world turns a shade darker "My eyes shut on that day Opening to view a new world Inhabitants all scabbed" Silver rose to the surface Opened eyes, providing necessary restraint She became the soil; surrounded my roots

Ol' Shitstorm Rides Again
Fucking dying drunk Drowning in his own vomit Swims through Heaven's gutters The healthiest decisions made under the influence Piece by piece he rots into the scenery Next drink is on the house, ladies! I've come to take away your happiness You look so weak by yourself So you run to me for help I pretend to complete you Make you turn to shit inside He is the cause of his own problems Blame them wherever his finger stretches The skin's peeling from his hands Consumed within the bowels of his own mind Life is certainly looking up today Even though I watch as it's killing me Say you don't feel like it No you really don't care to I know you really can't I am watching myself die

If These Walls Could Talk
If these walls could talk, you'd know my body is dead, my mind has been taken over, that's why I am so scared, I can't control it, anger is making me blind, I've been left here on my own chained to a hate of some kind. If these walls could talk. If these walls could talk, you'd know about my fears, about all those nights I screamed for help, about all my fallen tears. You'd know about the demons haunting me at night, you'd be able to help me keep my fire alight, if these walls could talk. If these walls could talk they would say that it's all right, God sends His angels to look over me at night. They'd encourage me, say though I am alone it doesn't mean I‘m on my own. He watches me, from above and showers me with all His love, if only these walls could talk.

Just Call Your Doctor.....lol...my Ass!
I just took a few minutes out to grab a bite to eat and catch a little televison and for once really paid attention to the marketing by pharmaceutical companies. Sure I have often thought that their advertising campaigns encouraged some level of self diagnosis and medication recommendations but the phrase that stood out in my head, that each had in common was "Call your doctor......" I wonder if the writers of those commercials have tried to call their doctors recently. How realistic is that? Hmmm let's see: Auto Attendant: Hello, thank you for calling internal medicine specialist. To speak with doctor Hands please press 1, Dr. Dickler, please press 2, Dr. Tickler please press 3, Dr. Wishhewashere please press 4, Dr. Neverin please press 5. If this about a medication refill, please press 6, to schedule an appointment, please press 7 or please hold for an operator. Caller: (holds) Operator: (after a 10 minute hold time) Operator, how may I direct your call? Caller: I

A To Z
A - Available: Unfortunately A - Age: Eighteen A - Annoyance: Ignorant people B - Best feature: smile? B - Beer: Bud Select :] B - Birthday: May 31 C - Crush: umm.. C - Car: Toyota Rav 4 D - Day or night: Night D - Dream Car: Mercedes Benz D - Dogs or Cats: Doggies E - Egg nog? It's good occasionally E - E-mail: Who doesnt have email these days F - Favorite color(s): all of them :] F - Favorite Band: Theres way to many to chose just one G - Gummy Bears or Worms: Both G - Giver or taker: Both H - Hair Color: Brown H - Height: 5"5 H - Happy: not lately I - Ice Cream: Ben & Jerry's I - Instrument: I'm not feelin instruments I - Idol: My whole family J - Jewelry: I love jewelry J - Job: I'm a waitress J - Jail: Never K - Kids: well maybe K - Kickboxing or karate: Karate CHOP K - Kindergarten: Black river Elementary L - Longest Car Ride: From Michigan to oklahoma L - Lamest Inside Joke: Too many to tell M - Meat: STEAK

Lovers
Deconstruct her face to rebuild anew Replace pale skin with grey As eyes of fire turn to ash Together we bled in the twilight Leprosy disintegrated wax-paper souls Most everything I'd held--crumbling We danced as if in love But this was merely a facade To hold us through the longest of days Kissing my black lips made me feel alive Yet still my pulse remained vacant Cutting through my flesh left no blood Just swelling of any other corpse In life I held individuality above all else Now in death all are one

Top 10 Reasons Why Trick Or Treating Is Better Than Sex
THE TOP TEN REASONS TRICK-OR-TREATING IS BETTER THAN SEX 10. Guaranteed to get at least a little something in the sack. 9. If you get tired, wait 10 minutes and go at it again. 8. The uglier you look, the easier it is to get some. 7. You don't have to compliment the person who gave you candy. 6. Person you're with doesn't fantasize you're someone else. 5. If you get a stomach ache, it won't last 9 months. 4. If you wear your Batman mask, no one thinks you're kinky. 3. Doesn't matter if kids hear you moaning and groaning. 2. Less guilt the next morning. and, the #1 reason trick or treating is better than sex... 1. IF YOU DON'T GET WHAT YOU WANT,YOU CAN ALWAYS GO NEXT DOOR!

America's Lack Of Education
Today at work we again had Israeli food. We usually have food brought to us on Fridays. It's great and everything, but I work for a startup in the Silicon Valley and sometimes wonder if they should be spending our money on this kind thing. After all, we only have Venture capital money until January or February! It's not like we are Google! I really wish we were! I would be a rich man. The IT guy who sits next to me is rich! His wife works for Google and they just bought a second house and he is about to buy a sixty thousand dollar Corvette. Am I jealous? Nah! Well maybe just a little bit. It is more like I am worried. I don't want to be looking for a job comes January. I'd like to feel secure. Yeah, right! That's laughable. That's not going to happen in this Valley. They are outsourcing jobs to India everyday and it is not going to stop anytime soon. I don't have a problem with outsourcing per say, I just think that many people in the US could do these jobs and still be competitive. Wh

Empty Sun
She's cold and dead inside Although her body breathes But she's still got her hate and She still tries to scream She shrieks at the people passing by Trying to tear her way through Claw masks left on many Joy is left in none Please take everything Just fucking take it and leave You smell of death long before your time I'd love to see your face crumble Melting you into the black nothing When you go Not even the hungriest of worms Shall find your rancid corpse suitable Blackened flesh to match your soul She's completely lost herself Into the house of flames Out of our thoughts--entirely

Rain The Angels
Please: open your eyes Let me know that you still haven't died Because the ground's giving way And the sky's turning downwards This time - don't die - this time I'd martyr myself a thousand times To remove your petty suffering The tedium of life to no longer exist I am the dream's end Awakening to a new light You are there like a jewel Above it all - ablaze Your hands still milky white Reaching for me once more If only I could bring it back I am one, now Alone as always Forever keeps screaming back Like skipping stone ripples in my mind's ocean Children die in the corners of my soul Always receding further from I PLEASE Open your eyes To remind me you've got something inside Please don't die On this final day You will love me again PLEASE Love me again Love me again This our new day Again

Lobotomized
There's no use crying over spilt blood So much more I soon shall shed For complacence has made me weary I now force this change All your perversion... I will not partake in this And dying dreams once shared Mean so little to my new mind Watch myself turn from black to white Little left of what once was me Been getting in my own way Time hastened premature decay Years pass in moments within this flesh Tonight I crown death the new bloody king Death to old skin and all that has been For now I am reborn in my own light In my own life I stand as a god amongst men Killing raping the ones that stand below I will now drown you in the flood of my red rage You can taste the ecstasy of a thousand burning suns As the ground reaches up to consume you and those That you once considered dear I drowned everything Lobotomized by my hand I feel your trembling limbs Perish upon this dark day perish under your black sunshine

Defective
This man of judgment rots empty by day The anger in his words means little to me Inside the pale facade of riches and life The blackness of his heart presently showing through To bring doom Now Cutting through your vacant body won't hurt Me as much as I hope it hurts you Stop reaching out with your whispers They mean less than your screams You pray as if the words translate to something outside yourself I see things not as you see them But for how they are Turn your back upon the sun for one last time After which I should be alone at last Eternally in my mind No more faces to detract from thoughts Make this mean less each day Blankly you stare at yourself Mirror image should show you the lack of relevance Consume yourself consumer! Open your pockets let us in Open your thighs and fake a grin Open signs even when you turn it around

Echo
Paralyzed Feeble shell Within abyss is opening Faces and voices melt from the void becoming one Laid her soul into the ocean of my mind She too drowned I dream of being god Making men march into flames Dieing all in single file Soakened hair and dead angels wings I made her out of all of these Hand crafted in underground caverns And the subterranean lakes of my desire Sacred, she remained there Destroyer fall from the sky Encased in flames to steal away A charcoal sky to kill my glimmer of life When I take the world apart you will be the first to die Stitch bruise appendages Onto this machine I once called my body I am here only to devour I am the flood

Warning: Rant
OKAY, YOU'VE BEEN WARNED! I wear on my sweater a long orange tag with the words "Pedestrians have rights" on it. It's a part of a program called the Orange Initiative, here at the University of Utah. I don't go here, but I hang out at the University alot. The reason I wrote what I wrote is that I often walk, about six or eight miles a day. When I try to cross some streets, I get mad and fearful at the same time - the signal says I can walk, but the cars "posture" or the way people run their cars says "Get out of my way". Often the people's faces tell the same tale. I am NOT in someone's way. Whoever said it was "Your" way was wrong! Noone owns the right to go wherever they want, whenever they want, regardless of other cars and people - not in a city like the one I live in. So, I turn and watch and the drivers threaten, sometimes not meaning to I know, but nonetheless threaten to run me over. There's a reason pedestrians have the right to cross before cars. Pedestr

I Need A Guiness And A Hot Guy!!!!!
Any takers????? have you ever just been in a relationship that completely and totally exhaust you? Thats one im in....I love my husband dont get me wrong but sometimes I just want a break from the bullshit that his family starts....everytime his sister starts some shit with me he takes her fucking side...right now I just want to go out get shitfaced,KISS cranked and hook up with some totally hottie that treats me like something other than a fuck....

"but You Look So Lonesome Dear"
Every time your eyes meet mine small children die Shadows, rust, decay Filth of the street will raise its head just to touch you Worth so much now aren't we aren't we Like a junkie willing to say anything to get more Nod your head like a good girl Blackened wings spread into night sky like hooker thighs Before the dawn arrives More scumfuckers more jobs to hate Tedious tasks for those too lazy to qualify themselves for harder work SOMEONE has got to get things together Wait for epiphany to arrive? Not a chance You rot in complacence You and I together my friend Shadows, rust, decay we are All are one When you hear a gunshot you know you could be next Brotherhood of sorts, eh? Come a little closer for an easy escape But you look so lonesome, dear Mine all mine Whore

Look At Me
You scored as Pinhead. You are Pinhead. You come straight from hell. Your curiosity has caused you to make some mistakes in life. But you are now more powerful than you have ever been. You enjoy pain just as much as you enjoy pleasure. Unlike most killers, you like to make sure your victims suffer for all eternity.Pinhead100%Michael Myers100%Captain Spaulding100%Freddy Krueger80%Hannibal Lecter80%Leatherface60%Jigsaw60%Buffalo Bill60%Candyman60%Jason Voorhees30%Which Horror Killer are You?

How So
how do i love thee how can i put it in words how can i say to you what i want to when my throat ties up when you are near how can i show you how much you mean to me what do i do why does my day begin when i see you wake does this sound so foolish or does anyone care a small kiss or a brief hug shows more than words for never can i ever end my love for you

Saving Money
I came across this on Yahoo, and though I read the whole article, I only found one quote I felt was powerful in helping people to save. It is this: "The way I think about saving is I call it spending money at the freedom store. Just like you buy a product... you buy freedom. And every time you put money into savings, you are a little more free than you were before." -Rob Bennett

Its All About Me Baby..
Bet u didn't know I'm completely obsessed with being massaged I wear two pairs of socks in the winter bc i hate when my feet are cold...but yet i like to wear flip flops when its 2 degrees also...weird. I can't go a day without doing my eyebrows I'm not close to my mom or dad... my friends are my family I LOVE milk I hate when people drive my car and mess with my lighting on the dash (haha Tim) I love arguing till i get my way...or atleast get my point across..not to mention having to have the last word I dont like very much chocolate at one time or candy at all... I have to blow dry my hair as soon as i get out of the shower bc it is naturally a NAPPY curl LOL. I have a very tough outside and a very compassionate inside I order water with lemon and add 2 sugars I laugh at most things and try to make others laugh as well I cant sit still in the car or anywhere really...im always figgiting and tapping my leg..its just a habit I wear rings a

A Poem
for my day began with you life took its first breath my vision cleared completely my true meaning is found for my love of you is complete for my soul mate is found our love shall stand the test of time giving new meaning and rhyme for your beauty is a beacon for me i shall never forget the first time

Sup
Hey everyone check me out i have stacks on deck lol. Today has been a really good day. I have hung with my friends all day after class and i come back on here i have a stack lol points are good all the time lol.

Sex Therapy
A doctor had the reputation of helping couples increase the joy in their sex life, but always promised not to take a case if he felt he could not help them. The Browns came to see the doctor, and he gave them thorough physical exams, psychological exams, and various tests and then concluded, "Yes, I am happy to say that I believe I can help you." "On your way home from my office stop at the grocery store and buy some grapes and some doughnuts. Go home, take off your clothes, and you, sir, roll the grapes across the floor until you make a bulls eye in your wife's love canal. Then on hands and knees you must crawl to her like a leopard and retrieve the grape using only your tongue. "Then next, ma'am, you must take the doughnuts and from across the room, toss them at your husband until you make a ringer around his love pole. Then like a lioness, you must crawl to him and consume the doughnut." The couple went home and their sex life became more and more wonderful. They told their

Fuck
God dammit! NOONE EVER GIVES ME CREDIT FOR ANYTHING! They always think I cant do or wont! Always yelling at me calling me dumbass! And its everyone that does it. MY parents are getting better they are the most improved and my job they are also seeing that I can do things. But friends, my brother, other family members. They never give me credit or think I can do it and still treat me like im 10! Im fucking 18 yrs old! Will I ever get a break?

Am I The Only One ????
Am I the only one who thinks that a lot of the problems we are seeing in our daily news, is a direct result of liberals taking over our sense of judgment over the last 20 years ?? I don't remember hearing about an epidemic of obease children, taking guns to schools, or overly sensitive people that blame "rage" for their lack of control. Not every child needs to be rewarded every day. A "Honor Roll" on the wall dosen't need to include every child in the rooms picture on it. If there is no chalenge to acheive then whats the point ?? Parents, take notice !! Notice what your childern are watching, reading and who they are talking to. Turn off the TV and computers and go outside !! Without rules and boundries we will be a lost nation. Thank you for reading this. I hope more of us think back to our own childhood, the one without video games or MTV. We survied !!! So will our childern today ! Mark

Crazy Fun
haha I had a great weekend I went to the foot ball game friday then saturday i hung out with katie and we ended up hanging out at ryans that went to rob's then ended up leaving there to go to garfields with seth and jut haha on saturday and then we hung out inthe mall parkin lot, wally world parking lot, then dunkin donuts parkin lot until wee in the morning them katie and I went to brian's to stay over of course i slept on the couch and she slept in the bed with him..haha then sunday we saw jut and seth again and went to denny's where I ran into Marques.. haha he's so freakin sweet..seth was sweet to cause he bought us some food..any ways after that we drove around the mall with me, katie, and jut in the back of his truck haha we do some crazy things to entertain ourselves..haha any ways if only you could see the person inside of me.. Aphid..

*~fun With Yahoo - Session 6~*
stevernixon: hi piercedqt: Fuck off, please and thanks. stevernixon: oh really stevernixon: how about me fucking u off piercedqt: How about ya just fuck yourself? stevernixon: well i just did that ..i about me and u together fuck each other off stevernixon: but ill pay u, how much piercedqt: If I were a whore - I'd consider it - but I'm not - and even if I was whore - you couldn't afford my talents, kid. stevernixon: ha ha just tell me how much sweetie. just open ur mouth and say it ill take care of the rest. piercedqt: Ok, sure. What are you - twelve? stevernixon: ya. how much piercedqt: Seriously - go shove a screwdriver up your ass and fuck it... mmmk? stevernixon: well ill do that.......just tell me if can lick ur toes.....for how much piercedqt: Go go Gadget tongue... Freak. stevernixon: wateva how much u charge for licking ur thighs piercedqt: That's free for those that are worthy - however, if you pay me, I'll cu

Celebrity
hahaha I wish Which celebrity hottie are you? Angelina JolieYou're a tough one. Your caring of others, and you love adventures. You're not afriad of a challenge, you take life as it comes, and you love your natural self.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

What Do You Believe???
I read a really cool Blog entry posted by Daughter of Hell. It was about the history of Scotland. One part really got me thinking. It talked about modernity, believing in modern thinking, ie; science so to speak. Even carried over into religion. So thats where it gets interesting to me. I mean in todays society we have so many religions and this almost restaurant buffet style approach to it all. If you dont feel like being a Presbyterian anymore, hell, just say your a Protestant. Dont believe in God, or dont like the "restrictions"? no worries, call yourself an Athiest. See, we are so muddled with this uneducated self serving religious soup anymore. Add to that the speed in which science is progressing. My question to each of you is this: What do you believe and whay do you believe it? Legitimate question. I bet most people dont have an answer. I go first. I was raised as a Christian. Fuurther than that, non denominational (interdenominational). But, as I grew and rebelled l

Just Thought I'd Get On The Band Wagon
Seems like everybody else on Lost Cherry has a blog and talks about whatever. I don't wanna bore anybody so here's what I'll do. You tell me what you want to talk about or send me a private question and I'll answer them here. Ok, sounds good. Fire away and I will post when I am ready.

I Am Nameless
I am nameless, Blamless to any responsibility Nameless to any creed, race, or religion. Even though I am god's creation. My wounds are deep, It's becoming harder to sleep Eager to tell a lie with every reply. Filled with disgust constantly contagious. I am nameless..

Just Because
According to who..... Who says that the color of my skin has a negative impact on society. Why should I feel insecure in my ebony skin? Is it because it was said to be a sin? According to who.... Is my corn roles a trade make for gangsters, I wear my hair like this not for me, but for those who are my ancestors. Society is concerned with my image as a man, but turns a blind eye to the crimes which were caused by anothers hands. Centuries ago, murders were committed and never told. Which is why the roots of my heritage; runs deeper than Americas soils. According to whom..... Slavery has been justified for centuries. It's a wonder our mind as people is so elementary. Fearful of the same persecution as it was in the slavery days. Our youthful children of today let this governmental society lead them a stray. Convinced that this is how life should be. Confused by who else in the trenches will turn on the. According to who? You tell me....

Life Path #
Your Life Path Number is 4 Your purpose in life is to build your vision. You are practical and responsible. You work hard, knowing that there are no shortcuts in life. You work for a better life for yourself and those you love, but you are not an idealist. Trustworthy and honest, you also demonstrate great courage. People can count on you. In love, you are a loyal and committed partner. You are the ideal spouse. You don't give up easily, and sometimes you can be too stubborn and unwilling to change. You also can be too conservative at times. You sometime miss out on good opportunities. Also remember that not everyone can work as hard as you, as disappointing as that is! What Is Your Life Path Number?

To My Darling Husband
To my darling husband , Before you return from your overseas trip I want to let you know about the accident I had with the pick-up truck when I turned into the driveway. Fortunately, it’s not too bad and I really didn't get hurt. Please don't worry too much about me. I was coming home from shopping. When I turned into the driveway I accidentally pushed on the accelerator instead of the brake. The garage door is slightly bent but the pick-up fortunately came to a halt when it bumped into your work car. I am really sorry - but I know, with your kind-hearted personality, you will forgive me. You know how much I love you and care for you my Sweetheart. I cannot wait to hold you in my arms again. XOXOXOXO Your loving wife, > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >

The One
the one.... has many meanings... it should only have one... the person you cherish.... whom you hold dear.... who you wake up next to... and have no fears... whom you wish would never leave... though sometimes they do... but you never know why.... because your their lil fool... wishing on a star... with tears falling into the ocean... will you wish ever come true... your heart has spoken.... until the day... your dreams come true... she will be wishing... for only you...

People
who r ppl to judge me...only one can condem me to my fate and thats me...no one can sit and say my beliefs r wrong they wanan say that i say fuck them...my beliefs my life dont ever say what i can and cant believe...proof what is proof...all lies have some truth and all truth has some lies...so whos to say what is right and wrong...everyone lives in the world of that big S word "society" but fuck society...if u dont live up to there standards ur an outcast...if u dont live to the standards of society u dont deserve to be here....fuck that...i say live ur life yea maybe somethings shouldnt be done but learn from it fix it cause only u can...i havea lot in my past i have to deal with and forgive myself for but no one is gonna sit and tell me wha ti should or shouldnt believe in...so to all those in society who wants to try and make me live like them...fuck u very much but no thanx...after all...no ones perfect in fact its the imperfections of a person that makes them perfect

Evil Dead (re-make)
No official plot yet, but the original followed a group of friends as they vacationed at a small remote cabin, where they are forced to fend off against each other after they're possessed by evil spirits from within the forest. LATEST NEWS 3/25/06 Original actor and current producer, Bruce Campbell, spoke with Penny Blood Magazine in their latest issue, where he revealed some details on the film. He describes how they don't discuss the project much since producer and original writer/director Sam Raimi is so busy (I.E. Spiderman 3), but from he gathers it'll be with a new group of people that will get affected by the Necronomicon, meaning there wont be an Ash character. He also believes that the goal with this remake is to make good use of today's visual FX and incorporate it into a "scary-ass un-rated horror film." 3/03/05 The man himself Bruce Campbell got to talkin' to a column at comiccon.com called The Beat, where he goes over the remake. Here's what he said: "We're goi

Internet Chess
So Google just bought UTube for a billion dollars. Fox bought Myspace. Now Yahoo is looking at Facebook. What does this all mean? Well it depends on who you ask of course. But I think it is the start of a big change in the internet. If these large companies own the largest sites, they can test new programs, but they can also dictate internet markets. They can also make sites like Myspace and UTube paysites. Dont worry, LC is nothing compare to Facebook and Myspace. Dont let the total users number fool you. There is no way there are 300,800 active users on LC. There are that many profiles, but not active users. Anyway, slowly but surely the internet is becoming more and more like an intranet. Makes sense to me, if I own Google and Utube, Id want the two integrated. But what does that do to the smaller companies? It makes them get bigger or go away. Slowly it will change our internet experience. And as fast as technology changes, it wouldnt suprise me to see Microsoft snatching up

The Scottish Enlightenment
A while back I tried to organise a conference and as I am English and live in Scotland I had no idea of how Scottish history changed things, anyway i found it interesting. The Scottish Enlightenment Scotland's connection to England began officially in 1603, when King James VI of Scotland inherited the English crown and became also King James I of England. The kingdoms were still theoretically distinct, both crowns just happened to sit on the same head. This remained the case until the 1707 Act of Union, which united the kingdoms of England and Scotland forever. Before 1707, there had been surprisingly little contact or even less good feeling between the two nations. All Scotsmen were either Presbyterians or Jacobites, and that alone was enough to alienate them from four-fifths of the English population. Few Scotsmen traveled south and even fewer Englishmen traveled north. Scotland's traditional ally, France, was England's traditional enemy. Scottish scholars and clergymen

According....
Ok according to my sister in law Im a gold digging bitch who is actually a in the closet lesbian!!!! Ok lets disect that sentence shall we....number 1 how can I be a gold digger? We stay fucking broke...hes ass was fucking broke when we married and his ass is still fucking broke!!!!! Number 2--Ok the bitch part she got that no doubt I will admit that I am a fucking bitch will be the first to admit it too.... the last part if I was a lesbian I wouldnt be in the closet and I would not be married!!!!! Yeah Im bi but its none of her fucking business! I have never cheated on my husband and I never will!!! I could drag all their fucking shit for the whole fucking world to fucking see but, Im not like that and if I hear her ask eric one more time is that the lesbian Im going to fuckin beat her ass!

I Almost Said Ass
To those who would cut, feast, and clean my slit wrists, I fall into slave’s position, and scream “hail to the vicious”. Nothing is enough, I always need more, clean my gore off the abattoir floor. Hiss in my ear, as my veins pour, that I am most beautiful, as a sweet and abused whore. Although I’m not into verbal abuse, I’ve been known to talk crass, I talk serious shit when I get fucked in my… Hahahahahahahah, dubious Hello dear friend, dance through my head, smear red. The spider to my web, I seem to be stuck.

My Story, Pt. 15
[matt's pov] amanda walks out, gah how freakin stupid am i to let someone as great and perfect as amanda walk out of my life like that? i should have just forgave her, it was one, well certainly not simple, but a mistake none the less. i walk out the door and slife down to the floor, continueing to think about amanda. i didn't realize i was crying so hard. next thing i know amanda's in front of me staring into my eyes, i gulp, gah she's so beautiful. i take a chance as i learn in and kiss her beautiful soft lips. and to my amazement she kisses me back. it's wierd, but i can feel a sprak of warmth in her lip, unlike anything else i've ever felt before. but saldy it didn't last as long as i had wanted it to. i look into her eyes and i see this radiant beauty. i go to open my mouth to tell her how sorry i am, but she places a finger over my mouth as if she knows what i'm going to say. [amanda's pov] i look into his eyes and know exactly how he feels and what he's going to say. amand

Ripples From The Zambesi By Ernesto Sirolli
I met this man in October 2004 and he blew me away and I actually cried when I read this book. He is the person that taught me that the word Passion comes from the italian Passio meaning to suffer. Ripples from the Zambezi — Passion, Entrepreneurship, and the Rebirth of Local Economies by Ernesto Sirolli # From the book... Enterprise Facilitation was founded on passion and on the assumption that self-motivation, energy and, intelligence exist, right now, everywhere. They are like air, light, and oxygen. They are what allows the human species to survive and what ultimately will lead to the survival of our planet. To go from the smokestacks to the green stacks, to be able to feed, clothe, and transport five billion people in a sustainable way, we need another industrial revolution. We need millions of entrepreneurs producing differently and inventing the sustainable technologies, including the social technologies to do so. # Facilitators are passive. To new Enterprise Facilit

Thoughts
so im sitting here alone life getting rougher and harder...heh its funny i sit and ask myself whatst he point of everything...and for some damn reason always something shows me there is a point to pain...but is pain the point of life? is pain the ultimate meaning of love?well from what i see everyday the meaning of love is not to be happy not to be needed or wanted...it is a sick lil game the devil himself created for his own amusement...love is the way he gets to this earth...so in all truthness earth is his playground...we r the pawns he plays with...its funny u have the word love and then lucifer both starting with an L...coincidence?...very doubtful...its his way of saying soon very soon we all will be in his path of destruction...

Birth Of The Chaordic Age By Dee Hock
Now this is one of those books that you read when all the pieces start to fall into place and then you realise that being an inbetweener is not such a bad place to be Birth of the Chaordic Age Chaordic [kay'ordic] adj. fr. chaos and order: 1. the behaviour of any self-governing organism, organization or system which harmoniously blends characteristics of order and chaos. 2. patterned in a way dominated by neither chaos or order. 3. characteristic of the fundamental prganizing principles of evolution and nature. We share here two books and a web site on different ways of hosting meetings, processes and project work. "We must seriously question the concepts underlying the current structure of organization and whether they are suitable to the management of accelerating societal and environmental problems - and, even beyond that, we must seriously consider whether they are the primary cause of those problems." - Dee Hock In Birth of the Chaordic Age, Dee Hock does

My Story, Pt. 14
[amanda's pov] i walk out the front door into the light breeze taking a cigarette out and lighting it taking a nice long from it. *ring, ring, ring* *takes cell phone out of pocket* amanda: hello? ryan: amanda? where are you guys? amanda: *takes puff of cigarette* we're at the hospital. ryan:...what? amanda: mark got shot twice in a gang fight, he's in a coma, but for now he's ok. ryan: why didn't you wake me up. *in back ground* jerum: uncle wyan, where's mommy and auntie twistina? ryan: oh, that's wrong. lol. amanda: lol. we'll be home soon. ryan: ok, if mark wakes up while you're there, slap him for me and tell him it's from me. amanda: lol. okay. ryan: later. amanda: later. *click* i finish off my cigarette and walk back to marks room, i see matt sitting out in the hall looking sad. i walk up to him, bend down, lift up his chin, i see tears treaming down his face like there is no tomorrow. wait, crying? why is he crying?

Whateverrr.
I think I might quit. Nothing personal, people. I just don't have too many friends. Yeah, this place is pretty fast compared to MySpace, but there's some porny things on here that I really don't wanna see. Leaving/Maybe Not ~~Thorn Lady :3

Quotes...
no matter what anyone tells you, there is someone out there who is made to wake up to you every morning. --------------- I don't know how long this will take, maybe a year or two or three. But only one thing is certain, I'm gonna make you miss me --------------- although you may think you don`t have it good and guys don't like you and you'll never find true love and make a good life, just remember that you shine more than any other person and you're the kind or girl guys can't forget and that at least one person would die to have your life. --------------- find arms that will hold you at your weakest eyes that will look at you at your ugliest and a heart that will love you at your worst. because that's the only love that really matters ------------------------ As she looks back at old instant messages, she realizes what she's lost* ------------------- I may be emotional but I'm not weak.. it takes a strong person to have the courage to cry ----------

My Story, Pt. 13
[matt's pov] i'm sitting here in the hospital hoping mark will wake up. the doctor said he was in a coma from blood loss. i hope he wakes up soon. from the corner of my eye i see someone look in the room. i recognize her face. it's amanda! gah she's so beautiful even more beautiful than the last time i ... oh yeah, she cheated on me. should i forgive her and try to get back with her? she prolably wouldn't want to. *amanda walks in the room* [nobody's pov] amanda and christina walk in the room, they both gasp and put hands over their mouths in pure shock. christina runs over to the bed side, lays head down on bed next to mark and starts crying hysterically amanda goes over to christina and hugs her comfortingly rubbing her back. amanda: ahh, it's ok, he's going to be okay. christina: *sobs* i know i'm supposed to hate him but i can't not while he's like this. matt: *walks over to christina to comfort her* hey twitch, he'll be ok. amanda: *feels a little uneasy with matt so c

Path Number :)
I agree with all of this except for the first paragraph.. :) Your Life Path Number is 11 Your purpose in life is to inspire others Your amazing energy draws people to you, and you give them great insight in return. You hold a great amount of power over others, without even trying. You have the makings of an inventor, artist, religious leader, or prophet. In love, you are sensitive and passionate. You connect with your partner on a very deep level. You have great abilities, but you are often way too critical of yourself. You don't fit in - and instead of celebrating your differences, you dwell on them. You have high expectations of yourself. But sometimes you set them too high and don't achieve anything. What Is Your Life Path Number?

The Power Of Now By Eckhart Tolle
This was a book i managed to read in a day and couldnt put down, i sloped off to Princess Street Gardens, Edinburgh for the day The Power of Now The Power of Now has been widely recognized as one of the most influential spiritual books of our time. A #1 New York Times bestseller, it has been translated into over 30 languages. The book has helped countless people around the globe awaken to the spiritual dimension in their lives, find inner peace, increased joy and more harmonious relationships To make the journey into The Power of Now we will need to leave our analytical mind and its false created self, the ego, behind. From the beginning of the first chapter we move rapidly into a significantly higher altitude where one breathes a lighter air, the air of the spiritual. Although the journey is challenging, Eckhart Tolle offers simple language and a question and answer format to guide us. The words themselves are the signposts. For many of us there are new discoveries to

War On The Sistine
We sail for rome, 500 thousand strong the sea filled with longships from the north we stop at every village the farther we go along the force grows ever larger, and we move forth wives, children, kindred because of them we've lost sent from the holy city, the evil flood came their ideal of cleansing, we are heathens, we pay the cost we make sacrifices to the Aesir calling the allfathers name calling out the gods, Tor hjelpe allt norrmenn! The rage of our land will be shown soon we push for the holy land, we know we can win and we sail at night, under a watchful moon we are in new lands, lands of foreign gods we drive on ever more we hunger for our war our war on the Sistine against unfathomable odds we have waited too long but, we have come too far we race unto destruction, we are all brave men fighting for the loved ones we have no more they await us in Valhalla and Helheim to meet again after such a long journey we rest on a distant shore talking of old times, rem

The Theory Of Everything By Ken Wilber
This one was a bit heavy going as it kind of tails off into airy fairy land but the basic concepts of consciousness and how everything is interlinked is a good one and well worth knowing about, also Don Beck from Spiral Dynamics is a mate of Ken's. I think that was one of the reasons between the fallout between Don and Chris but dont quote me on that. Ken has also set up the Integral Institute and other stuff

Another Pet Contest.. Take A Min And Go Vote
Hey ya'll.. We've got another Pet contest and Id appreciate it if you could take a min .. grab the link below and go vote for Ceder.. He's so cute .. and just check out that lil Mohawk he's got .. Thanks Everyone :) *Hugss* http://lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=235209&i=1252864575

Truth Of The Heart
SEEMS LIKE SOMETIMES THE LOVE AND THE PASSION OF ONES HEART IS A TIMELESS EFFORT.. YOU GIVE YOUR ALL. HOPEING, WANTING, AND NEEDING THE INTENSE, PASSIONATE LOVE OF ANOTHER.SOMEONE THAT SEEMS SO SWEET AND GENEROUS AND TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE CAN SOON TAKE YOUR HEART AND HOLD IT IN THEIR HAND.AND THEY ARE ABLE TO DO WHATEVER THEY PLEASE WITH IT. PLEASE CARE FOR IT LIKE YOU SHOULD. KNOW THAT IT IS VERY FRAGILE. I DONT WANT TO BE LIED TO. NOT SAYING I HAVE, BUT I FEEL A LITTLE LEFT IN THE DARK ABOUT SOME THINGS.. ALWAYS HAVE ACTUALLY. MAYBE IM NOT MEANT TO BE LOVED OR WANTED LIKE SOME.. MAYBE I WANT AND ASK TO MUCH OF A GUY. I DONT KNOW.. MAYBE ITS ALL IN MY IMAGINATION.

Spiral Dynamics By Beck And Cowan
I read this book a couple of years ago and met Don Beck at one of the conferences and also got a chance to talk to Chris Cowan online but they fell out and both went separate ways anyway here is more about Spiral Dynamics called the Colours of Thinking Dr. Clare W. Graves's Emergent, Cyclical Levels of Existence Theory Applied: COLORS of Thinking in Spiral Dynamics® The Spiral Dynamics model is derived from the original thinking of Dr. Clare W. Graves. Here is a brief introduction to the Gravesian point of view as it has evolved thus far: Human nature emerges along a developmental path from one equilibrium state to the next. These can be viewed as stages wherein each layer adds new elements to all that came before; in turn, each stands in preparation for a next phase which may or may not come. Every "level of human existence" offers a particular viewing point for the real world as defined by its unique set of perceptual filters. These diverse reality views lead to very

My Story, Pt. 12
christina: well let's take jerum to maw maw's, and ryan can stay here asleep, since matt will most likely be there. amanda: *face goes blank* christina: *gasps and covers mouth* oh crap i forgot i'm sorry *hugs* amanda: *sighs and hugs back* it's ok. i'm strong, i can do it. christina: *smiles and lets go* you dont have to if you don't want to. but yes, you are strong enough to talk to him and i'll be there with you. amandaL jerum will be fine with ryan. let's go. c&a: *grabs cell phone and keys then gets in car with christina driving* [at the hospital] [nobody's pov] we get there, jump out lock the door, and run up to the front desk. c&a: *trying to catch breaths* where can we find mark quinton? lady at desk: ummm *types in something on the computer* room 6606. c&a: thank you *runs into elevator and runs down the hall till you see room 6606. you slow down and catch you breath* amanda looks in the glass panel of the door and sees matt. amanda: *takes deep breath* joy.

The Games People Play
you say you love him, he says he loves you, you tell him that you will love him forever, he says the same to you, you tell him he's the only one for you , he tells you he wants to marry you. You give him your number, he calls but not much is said, you feel the tention, is it because you are both afraid of what the other might say? you see his face on a cam and think thats the man for me, he sees you and says your the only true love for me. Is it a game? Playing with someones heart. Is it a game to tell 2 women that they are both your true love? Is love a game where there are really no winners? Why do people play the games that they must play? Where is the honesty? or is that hidden behind a a screen? are the words "I Love You" so easy to say, with no regards to the person that, its being said to? I have heard I love you, but now know its not true. Because i see the truth, and My love is not you. The games people play............

Emergence By Steven Johnson
Emergence: The Connected lives of Ants, Brains, Cities and Software I found that once I picked it up I couldnt put it down and I am normally put off books and found it fascinating and enlightening and it led to me exploring further how things were connected and to understand how things emerged.

Have You Ever?
Have you ever been involved with someone? And it seems like overnight everything changes between you and them???? Here's the situation. I had been involved with an old friend of mine from high school. He is in the Army. He's going through a divorce, and just got deployed overseas. I found out today, that he has been talking to his ex-girlfriend. He's been finding the time to call her and get back in touch with her, but somehow he's always too busy to call me and keep in touch with me, the woman he supposedly loves and wants to marry someday. I'm tired of feeling betrayed and not feeling good enough for a decent man to love me. I've been way too sad lately, and it's killing me. I want to kill me. Is that bad?

My Story, Pt. 11
ok, now back in my juive year, may before junior year i started going out with a gur from alabama named matt. we had a very strong and close relationship together. we even planned on getting married soon after i turned 18. i love in nc by the way. well by the 2nd or 3rd day of getting back to school i found john, and we had a wierd instant connection. i asked matt if we could do the whole open relationship thing, he said he trust me enough and said yes but no sex, and he didn't want me to talk about it at all. so 2 days later john asked me out. we went out a whole year till the end of school, he took me to prom, then we went to the beach afterwards and we had sex. i told matt. we had a huge fight and he never talked to meafter that, and in turn broke up with john who was sad but understood. we were friend after that but not like it was before. then that tour at come me and justin hit off and he moved down to wilmington cause we planned on living with each after my senior year. after th

Stepping Back To A Time When I Felt... Anything
at one point, for some time.. there were a few songs that defined who i was.. a time when i felt things passionately and everything in my life, good or bad seemed to be some drama or another... when the simplest word to crush my heart and shatter my soul i bring you a few of those songs: "Burning Bridges" - Crimson Glory We've all been hurt before you know the pain And just to love is not enough So many times I've had to turn away from love I know could be so true to me Now I stand alone in my dark and lonely world surrounded by this cold embrace of jealousy No feeling remains, like a restless heart naked in the frozen winds of sorrow Now I feel the bridges burning Flames reflecting in my eyes The feeling much too cold to share Another broken heart to spare Smoke clouds dreams I've left behind I never meant to bring you sorrow I never meant to cause you pain I know how much it burns so deep inside It's burning me too Leave me silent in the morning light Hold

My True Friends!!
LC Queen Contest I have almost 900 friends….. I don’t even have 25 votes for me… this is sad!! I will find out who my true friends are….. I’m pretty sure I already know – they are the ones that comment and talk to me often and not just to get a look at my pics…. Well, the “remove from friend/family link” is gonna get worn out.. LMAO Thanks to all of you who have supported me!! I won't forget ya!!! *muah*

Wtf!!!
Sooo!!! I am in the Queen of Lost Cherry contest along with a few lovely girls from my friends list and i was working REALLY hard on getting more votes.... so i just went to check how im doing and i noticed that someone that =had few votes at best suddently has over 300!! WTF is that all about?? How the piss do you pull that shit off?? HELP ME!! damn it!

My Story, Pt. 10
[10 mins earlier] [amandas pov] i'm watching degrassi, jerum is taking a nap, i can't see how with ryan and christina down thee hall "doing it" *twitches* ring, ring, ring *picks up phone* amanda: hello? ???: is this ms. mintz. amanda: yes this is her who is this? amanda: *opens mouth wide* what?!?!?! what happened to him?!?!?!?! dr. pang: well, they say it was a gang fight, he was shot twice and is in critical condition. amanda: *eyes fill with tears* thank you doctor. [back to christinas pov] O!M!G! christina: *gets up with a start* well what are we waiting for? amanda: well what about ryan and jerum? christina: ummm, ryan could look after him? c & a: NO! (let's just pretend me and mark were close)

Scars
Pain like a bleading wound a broken heart a gash that splits the flesh for the world to see it comes in many forms but the hurt is all the same sometimes you put them there other times they are forced upon you and life has no pitty. but in time you become hard the torn flesh mends itself and a scar where a once deep cut had lie has healed but still, it remains for the world to see then you pick up your life and do what you have done so many times before move along with your held held high cause you know deep inside no matter how bad you still hurt you have two options and your stubborn self won't let the devil take win your soul he must not win because you know deep inside that will be one scar that will never hearl

Greatest Thing
As I set her watching my children play it comes to me, how wonderful is this. My greatest accomplishment in life has been my children. To them Daddy is not only their father but their best friend, and they are mine as well. I could not imagine life without them. What is greater or more special in life than the love a child holds in there heart. All my mistakes and shortcomings melt away each time i see them. I am telling the world how proud of them I am and thank God I am their Father.

Countdown
Well, I thought I would write my first blog in here to let everyone know that this deployment is coming very close to being over. All you military women know what kind of stress and strain this can puton a marriage ir relationship. Our 15 months is finally coming to an end. I just want to thank all of the wonderful people I have out there in cyber space, you all have been great. I wish you all the very best. I know 15 months is along time and believe me, I never thought I would make it through it. But, it takes you and your partner to do this. Plus, the support of your family and friends. So, to anyone going through a deployment I wish you and your partner the very best. It is hard at times but in the long run just remember how great the reunion will be. When the reunion happens, believe me I will get pictures up right away. God Bless everyone.

Songs
Ok, we all have them. They always come back. They NEVER go AWAY! I caught myself singing it and when I did it out load,, haha.. half the crew on the job site was singing it.. passers by and people not invloved must have thought we were all crazy.. The song: There's a Hole in the Bucket now, this is a good one as its easy to change the words around and of course that was the case (about 20 mins into it). I guess my question is what song(s) get stuck in your heads.. This blog could be evil, as people might start singing multiple songs and have a few at once stuck there, or just go totally insane due to bad music they can never rid themselves of. I guess it'll be like a remix. haha anyway feel free to share your "stuck in the head" songs!

Scotland's Spiritual Weath
Scotland’s spiritual wealth Chris Thomson looks at contemporary Scotland and concludes that modernism is failing us There is a scene in the film Dances with Wolves where the Lakota are discussing the threat posed by white people. The tribe’s holy man, Kicking Bird, captures the mood of the meeting when he says “The whites are a poor people, but there are too many of them”. When he says “poor”, he does not mean they lack money or material things. He means they are spiritually poor. Of course, that was just a film. Yet the fact is that devious means, modern weapons and superior numbers were used to overcome the indigenous people of North America. That brought disaster to the tribes. Out went the health, dignity and ecological living that were relatively common before then. It is surely no accident that, once they had been overcome by the whites, alcoholism, obesity, addiction, depression, crime and suicide became widespread. The experience of the North American tribes has a lo

Broken Hearts Never Heal
Unbearable pain buried Beneath fake smiles Unshed tears taunting My once strong eyes Memories of you Constantly haunt my dreams And when reality hits, Nothing is what it seems I watched you fall for her, As I have fallen for you Taking away everything I ever loved or knew It doesn't matter what is real All that matters is how you feel But the problem within lies here, Some broken hearts never heal

Restoring Wisdom
Restoring wisdom Chris Thomson asks whether Scotland is making real progress Is Scotland making progress? Well, it all depends what we mean by ‘progress’. Many will assume that if the economy is growing, we are making progress. Others will understand progress in terms of how healthy, educated, socially just and environmentally friendly Scotland is. There is a third understanding of progress, well off the radar screen of public debate in Scotland. Before revealing what it is, let us examine the other two. There is nothing intrinsically desirable about economic growth. It simply means that more money was spent this year on goods and services than was spent last year. It does not tell us anything about the desirability or quality of these additional goods and services. It does not tell us anything about the human, social and environmental costs of providing them. It does not tell us anything about income and wealth distribution. And it does not tell us whether we are happier

Thank You!!!
i think the contests on here are great for building networks of individuals on so many levels & thats exactly what the cherry is about!!!i think the lounges are getting outta hand and thats why in the real world they have licensing to limit oversaturation. but the point is that we are a free cyber-society & as such we deal with excesses! i really appreciate the luv evryone has shown me in the past and present, but i just dont have time for some things on here. i joined luscious epidemic's contest at the request of a very good friend not to win but to help! i joined the cherry royalty contest not to win but to bring a bit of notariety & acceptance to the juggalo community! there were also rumors abounding as to the relationship between sonny & myself. i wanted to show my lack of interest in the drama that so often riddles our meager lives in a place we come to tryin to escape the drama of the world outside the cherry! i have many friends that dont get along with each othe

The Ideas Leaders
The Ideas Leaders Chris Thomson considers the potential and conditions needed for a new Scottish Enlightenment There was a time when Scotland led the world in some significant respects; shipbuilding, medicine, engineering and education immediately spring to mind. Without necessarily knowing it at the time, Scotland was a global thought leader. This took two forms – inventions and philosophy. For a long time, Scotland punched well above her weight in inventiveness. The list is long – television, telephone, refrigerator, microwave ovens, tarred roads, pneumatic tyres, golf, steam engine, radar, modern banks, antisepsis, antibiotics, quinine, fax machine, logarithms, iron bridges....the list just goes on. Few other countries can lay claim to such inventiveness. There must have been a reason, or reasons, for this extraordinary creativity. As if this were not enough, the philosophical foundations for modernism and for the market economy were also laid in Scotland, during t

My Story, Pt. 9
[a week later] [ryan and christinas pov] ryan and christina are lying in bed cuddling trying to catch their breaths after "making love" ryan: i love you christina: i love you too? lol. ryan: no, i'm serious, i really do love you. christina: *a little confused* i really love you too. ryan: *reaches over and opens the little top drawer of the night stand pulling out a little black box* christina: (oh my gosh, is he going to propose to me?) ryan: (omg i hope she says yes) christina marie gore. christina: yeash? ryan: *takes deep breath* willyoumarryme?*squeezes eyes shut* christina: say that one more time, slow, and in english if you don't mind. lol. ryan: *opens eyes and takes another deep breath* will you... merry ... me? *winces* christina: *eyes fill up with tears and nods jumping on ryan and starts doing him again* ryan: *eyes shoot wide open* oookay, i *moans* take *moans* that *moans* as a *moans* yes? christina: *nods taking box out of ryan's hand placing it on the

I Do Not Have Your File
For those of us who have ever had a client or customer or someone similar swear up and down they sent something or we still have it I offer up this passage written by a friend and shamelessly handed around by yours truly. I Do Not Have Your File, Bitch I do not see your file here, I do not see your file there, I do not see it in a plane, I do not see it in a train, I do not see it in a house, I do not see it in a mouse, I do not see it in the grass, I do not see it up my ass, I do not see it in my bed, Nor is it in your empty head, It is not sitting on a broom, It is not in my file room Do not ask me where is your file, My answers put you in denial, You do not believe me when I say, "Your file is not here today!" Your incessant questions make my migraine itch, I don't have your file, you stupid bitch.

Passion, Entrepreneurship And The Rebirth Of Local Economies
Passion, entrepreneurship, and the rebirth of local economies by Ernesto Sirolli Ernesto Sirolli teaches people and communities a bottom-up, responsive economic development approach called Enterprise Facilitation. At the WSU/Kellogg Holistic Management project's third annual statewide meeting in Spokane in February 1999, he gave the keynote speech from which the following has been excerpted. When I was 21, I started to work for an Italian organization of technical development in Africa. Our organization was similar to your Peace Corps — young people going to Africa to volunteer. Everything I am doing now is because of one episode, something that happened to me, while I was working in Chirundu, a small village at the border between Zambia and Zimbabwe (at the time, Rhodesia). We had sent five young Italian volunteers to teach local people agriculture. The village was a pristine, traditional African village of hunters and gatherers. With the wisdom of Italian technical corpor

My Sex Ig
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sexy Suvey!!
SEXY TEST This is the SEXY test. Post this and see who will fill this out. You may be surprised to see some of the answers. Mark the answer with an "X" [X] How good do i look from 1-10 (1-ugly / 10-HoTT) [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 Would you rather.. [ ] Do me Or [ ] Date me Would you rather be on top or bottom? [ ] Top [ ] Bottom Do I have pretty eyes? [ ] Yes [ ] No Do you like my body? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you be sad if I moved? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you come visit me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Am I.. [ ] Hott [ ] Beautiful Person [ ] Sexy [ ] Cute Would you rather.. [ ] Makeout [ ] Cuddle [ ] Fuck [ ] Go out Do you want to go out with me?.. [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you give me your number? [ ] Yes if so leave it here [xxx-xxxx] [ ] No Are you going to repost this so I can answer for YOU? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] sure

The Hardest Decision
My husband's van just went around the corner and out of my sight. In that van was my dog Pebbles going for the last ride of her life. As I sit here gulping for air between sobs...I wonder if she knew? Was it a relief? Pebbles and her brother Bam Bam came to me as tiny puppies. They were found at a school where the kids were kicking and mistreating them. Pebbles' shoulder had been injured somehow and we were told later in life it might bother her. That was about 14 years ago. About a month ago, she suddenly started falling over..like she was dizzy or something. So we took her to the vet and he said all of the cartilage was gone in her shoulder..it was now bone on bone. The reason she was falling over was because she was in so much pain. She couldn't put pressure on her leg at all. So we decided to try some steroids. Well, that didn't work. We tried another medication, that didn't work. she soon stopped walking all together. We tried shots...nope..didn't work. But thru all of this h

Contest ... Pls Vote 4 Me!!!
I am in a contest, but having trouble posting the link to go directly there... so I'm posting the link to the HOST of the contest, please go into his photos and click onto my pic and vote PLEASE... I know I'm beggin... but it's not everyday that I am apart of something like this... I know this might be odd for some of you to vote in (like my sweetie Ashley) but voting for me boost my spirits :o) here's the link of the host ... now... VOTE!!!!!!!!!!! madmick72 The Beautiful Puppies Contest has commenced get your votes in@ LostCherry *Hugs n Kissies* *~*PurteeLadee*~*

My Story, Pt. 8
jerum: *comes running up to you tugging on you pants* amanda: *picks up jerum* hey baby your ready for your breakfast? jerum: yes mommy, but auntie twistine and uncle wyan are doin the nasty, doin the nasty, doggy style, doggy style, froggy style, froggy style. *does little dance in your arms. [nobody's pov] amanda: jerum, where did your hear that at? jerum: uncle wyan. amanda: ok *yells* uncle wyan!! [from in the living room] ryan: oh shit. christina: uh-oh, uncle wyan you're in trouble. ryan: *does pouty face* christina: aww *kisses ryan* *amanda walks into the living room with jerum on her hip* amanda :cover your eyes *covers her eyes* jerum: *covers eyes* ewww auntie twistina and uncle wyan are doing the nasty nasty, doggy style, doggy sty--- amanda: *covers jerums mouth* don't ever sing that again. jerum: yes mommy. amanda: *slaps ryan* ryan: *rubs cheek* ow what was that for. christina: *laughs* see, i told you you were in trouble. amanda: for teaching my so

Damn....
It seems like everytime someone finds out that I am bisxual they are shocked and get all excited. There is one guy at work that wants me to have sex with his bi gf and he just wants to watch. He says she is hot...and he will give me $500 dollars but shit...he wont leave me alone about it...lol am i the only one who thinks its a little weird? Bisexualvampyre

Neglected
Neglected how you have mishandled a bruised and shredded heart how the truth of the empty nature of those beautiful words that once gave her peace have torn her from safety thought you knew your kitten but you can't know and can't love as you have left her in the dark far worse than anger is neglect so leave her in the darkness to feel brutally alone the worst punnishment to fit the crime of loving you

Damn ~!!
I TOOK MY TIME AND NOW I FIND THIS SHIT AINT GOIN DOWN THE WAY WE PLANNED. I NEVER WANTED TO SEE YOU FALL, NOW I WATCH U FALL AND CRY YOURSELF TO SLEEP EVERY NIGHT, NOT EVERYONE CARES YOU KNOW...IM ONLY ONE PERSON.... AND I CANT FIX EVERY GOD DAMN PROBLEM THAT COMES INTO YOUR LIFE WHEN I CANT EVEN FIX MY OWN FUCKING PROBLEMS, NOW IF YOU WANT TO TALK ...FUCKING TALK,.,, DONT JUST SIT THERE AND CRY AND FUCKING BITCH ABOUT UR MAN NOT BEING AROUND ! HE DOESNT WANT YOU ANYMORE, NOW GET ON WITH UR FUCKING LIFE AND QUIT BEING A LOSER .... BUT THAT'LL NEVER CHANGE ....LOVE ALWAYS DEE AND HANNAH OXO

Virgil
Hello, is this here the Sheriff's Office?" "Yes, what can I do for you?" "I'm calling t' report my nabor Virgil Smith. He's drillin' holes in his farwood and hiding mareewanna inside." "Thank-you very much for the call, sir." The next day, the Sheriff and his deputies descend on Virgil's house. They search the shed where the firewood is kept. Using axes, they split every piece of wood, but find no marijuana. They sneer at Virgil and leave. The phone rings at Virgil's house. "Hey, Virgil! This here is Floyd. Did the Sheriff come?" "Yeah!" "Did they split yer farwood?" "Yep!" "Happy Birthday, buddy!"

My Story, Pt. 7
*knock knock knock* as i go to thed oor my hand is trembling and i can barely open the door there shaking so bad. i finally get the door open and i see a police man standing there. policeman: mrs. mintz? amanda: yes, that's me. policeman: hi, my name is officer dave, do you know a man that goes by the name of justin webster? amanda: yes, that's my fiance. officer dave: well i am sad to say that he was in a major car accident, and he was dead when we got there. i'm very sorry for the loss. [end of flashback] [amanda's pov] that was almost 3 years ago that i lost him, i don't even know how i made it this long. i still go to church, going to my therapy sessions, taking my medicine, and christina convinced me to move in with her and ryan cause she said it wouldn't be a wise descision to stay in that house alone. so i agreed. only because she kept on and on about it, and because i couldn't pay all the bills. though i feel so empty inside. lik i'm hollow and don't have a soul. i

Untitled Poem 2
I'm hoping you are what I think you are. The person that I want to be with for the rest of my life. Is that to much to dream of or even hope for? It feels like I can connect with you more easily than I ever had with anyone else. You're all I ever wanted. You're all I ever needed. You are blissfully perfect in my eyes. Linsey **10-10-2006** Need help with a title on this one too. And yup talkin' about the person on this one as well.

Untitled Poem 1
I was about to give up on love But then he walked into my life. And everythin' changed. I wanted to love again, I wanted to see the sun again, I just wanted to be in his arms. I will promise you everything That I possibly can give to you. I promise you my friendship. I promise you my heart. I promise you my love will be for an eternity, till of all time. Linsey **10-10-2006** (I need help on a title, Any suggestions?) And yes I am talkin' about someone and no I will not say whom either.

::what Your Eye Color Says About You::
-Brown Eyes- -Sex Addicts!!!sexy as hell,people with brown eyes are very attractive, adorable, love to make new friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite Can make anyone laugh or cheer them up. Loves to please the one they care for or love,very good kissers, are straight up WARRIORS, repost this if you have brown eyes, and you will find the one that you are meant to be with within the next 7 days Blue Eyes- People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome & very good kissers.they always fall in love with there closest friends and never understand why, they are very funny and outgoing and don't care what people think or say,They are very satisfying and love to please. They can EXCEED your pleasure standards. The best of all. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. Green eyes- -LOVES SEX!!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put int

When You Get To Heaven
Two ninety year old men, Moe and Sam, have been friends all their lives. Sam is dying, and Moe comes to visit him every day. "Sam," says Moe, "You know how we have both loved baseball all our lives, and how we played minor league ball together for so many years. Sam, you have to do me one favor. When you get to Heaven, and I know you will go to Heaven, somehow you've got to let me know if there's baseball in Heaven." Sam looks up at Moe from his death bed, and says, "Moe, you've been my best friend many years. This favor, if at all possible, you know I'll do it for you." Shortly after that, Sam passes on. It is midnight a couple of nights later. Moe is sound asleep when he is awakened by a blinding flash of white light and a voice calls out to him, "Moe.... Moe...." "Who is it?" says Moe sitting up suddenly. "Who is it?" "Moe, it's me, Sam." "Come on. You're not Sam. Sam just died." "I'm telling you," insists the voi

Motorcycle For Sale
$10,000 06' Suzuki GSXR 1000 Farmington, UT 84025 - Aug 7, 2006 2006 Suzuki 1000. This bike is perfect! It has 1000 miles and has had its 500 mile dealer service. (Expensive) It's been adult ridden, all wheels have always been on the ground. I use it as a cruiser/commuter. I'm selling it because it was purchased without proper consent of a loving wife. Apparently "do whatever the f*** you want" doesn't mean what I thought. Call me, Steve. (801)867-8xxx

Gurney Talk
Gurney Talk Two little kids are in a hospital, lying on gurneys next to each other outside the operating room. The first kid leans over and asks, "What are you in here for?" The second kid says, "I'm in here to get my tonsils out, and I'm a little nervous." The first kid says, "You've got nothing to worry about. I had that done when I was 4. They put you to sleep, and when you wake up, they give you lots of Jell-O and ice cream. It's a breeze." The second kid then asks, "What are you here for?" The first kid says, "A circumcision." The second kid says, "Whoa, good luck buddy! I had that done when I was born. Couldn't walk for a year.

Today
Ok today I had a loooonnngggg band practice and my back kinda hurt. But the day got better as I went. In last hour I bought the one book I was missing out of my Artemis Fowl Series. Now I can read the second and then the third and call it done.(I don't break series) I finished one of my drawings today. It looks nice but I can't wait till my next one. I have the option of going to walmart to search for props for the Hansel and Gretel play I am in. I will be playing Hansel....yeah. We have started rehearsing and are now looking for props at the appropriate time of Halloween.

Bondage And Sado Masochism
I discoved bdsm at a young age and was instantly fascinated by the culture and way of life surrounding it. Always a computer geek at heart i was looking thru the history on a fiends computer when i came acrossed a website for handcuff bondage. I sat amazed at the beuaty involved in this art and everything about it. I began looking it up on a regular basis both online and in books. Before too long i was looking at my current Vanilla relationship and Determined my place in the lifestyle as a submissive. I looked into all my then relationships with friends and my current g/f and was definatly sure i was submissive based on how i acted around people. I continued my vanilla relationship only touching upon light bdsm from time to time and always in a playful manner(like tying on another up and harassing tickling the other). This relationship continued until i was 18 when unfortunate events took her away from the world and myself. I spent a long time searching for myself and e

Anal
Anal has been on my mind for awhile now but i was always afraid to try it for fear that it might cuase a horrible freak out and massive panic attacks. A few months back Miss Alice and I talked about it and decided to try it. She began teasing me alot with her finger over clothing then started to go under clothing to gauge my reactions which were always good. Finally after like 3 weeks of teasing me and watching me squirm around asking for it and begging her she finally used a dildo on my for the first time and it was good i had a minor freak out but it wasn't bad at all compared t normal. So when Miss Alice came to my home here she brought 3 different sizes of anal plugs for us to play with which was amazing starting at the smallest one and working our way up to the largest one the week she was here. We played tons including a video we shot in a local public building intailing her spanking me with a butt plug in. Which we did lots and it was great. I have been craving anal ever s

My Greatest Fear Is
My Greatest Fear Is: Part 5 PART FIVE: Oct. 9, 2006 1:40pm 5th entry: I had a job interview today at 2:00pm and I had about a half an hour maybe a little less before they got back from lunch to talk to me, so I sat down and took out my pad and pen and wrote this down so I can place it up on this blog area along with the rest of my blog entries. And by the way, I got the job! Training for the next three days from 6am until 2:30pm and then I work swing shift, or second as the case may be because there is no third, from 11am until about 7 or 8:30pm and it will be at least 40 hours a week. YAY ME!!!!  And now it’s time for the entry at hand. Whenever I think back on what happened on Saturday morning, this past weekend, I see a frightened, defiant little girl trying to keep herself from falling and disappearing into something she is not going to be able to return from if steps aren’t taken to fight back. When Peter’s tone of voice, and the look in his eyes, became a

About Mums!!
Again I say that the mums is a great think I have one post expires in about 21 hours still think if you need you mind made up and need help us it!!! Thanks to all that are voting and thanks to all that are thinking about votin!!! Also I upload some new video in my stash and there are jokes from yesterday that I added!!! Please if you are bored check them out!! --Jeannie

Sisters
A young wife sat on a sofa on a hot humid day, drinking iced tea and visiting with her Mother. As they talked about life, about marriage, about the responsibilities of life, and the obligations of adulthood, the mother clinked the ice cubes in her glass thoughtfully and turned a clear, sober glance upon her daughter. "Don't forget your Sisters," she advised, swirling the tea leaves to the bottom of her glass. "They'll be more important as you get older. No matter how much you love your husband, no matter how much you love the children you may have, you are still going to need Sisters. Remember to go places with them now and then; do things with them. "Remember that 'Sisters' means ALL the women.... your girlfriends, your daughters, and all your other women relatives too. "You'll need other women - Women always do." "What a funny piece of advice!" the young woman thought. "'Haven't I just gotten married? Haven't I just joined the couple-world? I'm now a married woman, for

::what Letter Are You::
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an ____expression of the affection of your lover. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper

Just A Really Great Song Imo
Nobody Important Lyrics I'll sleep in and think back to a better time While dreaming of a higher existence of life And soon I'll be young again in a place where the pain is no more. I just wonder how long angels live for. I'm feeling it's almost time for me to stop Breathing. In the end all it seems that we've got Is faded memories displayed in random sporadic snapshots. I have tried to take it slow, but sometimes life, it speeds up. And I cannot wait to rise and fly with the makers of fate Don't shed a tear. I'd rather you cheer. Cause I no longer want to stay here. So for my wake instead of setting candles Or flowers that take up too much space on tables I want you to make mixed drinks and party favors To go with the cake. Toast to my new adventure. Well I got a small taste of peaceful freedom. No anger or hate in this new kingdom. I want to get back to where I just came from. My father smiling with the sun rising Over waves crashing on glistening sands and White

Sone Good Cop Humor
>Subject: THINGS POLICE WANT YOU TO KNOW > > >A Few Things The Police Would Like You to Know >Dear Civilian, > >Your 5 year old kid getting pushed down by another 5 year old kid is NOT a >police matter; talk to the other kid's parents, not the police. > >If your kid won't do his homework or do his chores, 911 is not the answer. > >If a cop causes a car accident we usually get a ticket, and sometimes we >get suspended. When is the last time you got 3 days off (without pay) for >rear-ending a guy at Wal-Mart? > >We know you've had more than two beers. When I've had two beers, I didn't >hit six parked cars, drive my car through the front doors of a Toys-R-Us, >pee my pants or pass out at a traffic light. > >When you see an emergency vehicle behind you with its lights and sirens on, >pull to the RIGHT, and stop. We are usually required to pass cars on the >left. > >When you're driving in the fast lane and you see a cop behind you, don't go >5 MPH under the s

Blahh Blahh Blahh
Ok so here goes... Here has been my day so far... was supposed to meet a friend for coffee this morning before I went job hunting .... well that didn't happen. (btw I wish you the best if you are reading this, it is hard but will get better!Call me anytime day or night I gave you the number for that reason! ) But I stopped in at the truckstop for some gas and.. I ran into a girl that works there and she asked what I was up to ... told her job hunting - and low and behold the manager is behind her and says come on back I will interview ya now.. lol So I spent from about 8:30 this morn til about 11:30 talking to this guy..taking tests.. and listening to the whole spill about the company. He hands me a stack of papers and tells me where to go for the drug test..I will tell ya all about that experience in a minute. so if he doesn't change his mind between now and then I have a job!! At a truckstop!!! What a hoot... for all those that know me.. you know why that is so f

Ineresting
I was just on another members blog, and she commented that she wished guys would just say a girl i beautiful instead of using a charged word like sexy. I responded that, in my opinion, they are two totally separate entities. I person (woman or man) can be exceptionally physicallyattractive (beautiful) without evoking emotion, such as looking at the sunsetover a crystal blue lake, passing behind mountains in the distance, or a country drive in the autumn with the multicolored leaves, or the first snowfall-the pure blanket of white----those are beautiful---but they do not evoke a physiucally passionate response--yes, they can make you melt inside or feel warmth-but no stirring----sexy, on the other hand, really has nothing to do with physical beauty. The inner soul is what really determines sexy-an actual phsical response is felt-a stirring, (not necessarily like you are thinking--get your mind out of the gutter) but there is something different. If a person is "beautiful" inside---rathe

Well Now.....
Today has been a pretty busy day for me at work and I haven't had really alot of time to be on and talk to anybody. I hope that the friends I have made on here become some of the best friends I have in the world. I love to talk to you all and am very proud to call you my buddies!! I have decided though that I am not going to be very personal with anybody on here. I find that if you start to become personal then feelings start to get hurt, or you end up falling for someone that there is not a chance for you to be with. So if you wanna chit chat and keep it simple I would be more than happy to with you. Hugs Darla

This Is Very Important Guys!!!
Today i went to the funeral of a 13 year old boy...He was the football star of my daughters jr. high school, one of the most popular and liked kids in the school... had both loving parents in the home as well as 2 brothers, active member of his church, loved by all that knew him! but he had a pain inside that no one saw... during the night he hung himself... his name was Chandler, please remember his family in prayer...GOD bless and help Dave and Kim (his dad and mom) no parent should ever have to go thru this... the reason i am putting this here is to remind all of u... let the kids in your life know you love them, and listen close when they feel like talking, listen closer to the things they can't say... and always reach out to them even when they are pulling away... kids are treasures sent by GOD and should be treated as such!!!!

"just Another Girl"
[Verse 1:] You think your slick in every way changing up on your calls on your phone everyday Is there something that you're trying to hide from me? I never gave you reason to Run and take your calls in the other room. Am I the only one or is somebody else kissing at you? Is this my imagination? Things ain't always what they seem. Cause I don't want to be. [1] - Just another name in your little black book Just another face in the crowd and it's got me shook. I've got to mean a little more to you Than a space in your list of things to do. Another g-shock gun in your Benz. Another dime piece that you can show all your friends. You can call me crazy, say I'm insecure. But I don't wanna be just another girl. [Verse 2:] ooooh ohhhh ohhh mmm hhmmm Strange how you claim to tell all the truth. When the passenger seat in your car has been moved And you swore that there was no one else but you. And something else you can't explain why'd you called me by somebody else's name. You

Agh Agh Agh!
I hate his fucking music! HATE IT! Why can I even hear it in here? Can he not tell it might be a tad too FUCKING LOUD WHEN I CAN HERE IT ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE DAMN BUILDING? It's not like part of our company is a FUCKING CALL CENTER, YOU TARD! Ok, I feel better.

Faces....
Faces frozen in anticipation of laughter. That's what I see when I look out at the crowd. Some faces look familiar, but no names though. I know that when I step on stage I have to bring flame, cause when I look to the right or the left I see more faces. These faces aren't so pleaseant, these faces are the faces of other comics. These faces want what I got, and what is it that I got?? TALENT!! They want to take the place of me....they want the spot that I hustled to get. It's written all over their faces when they shake my hand, congradulate me on a good set, or introduce me to their friends. Yeah I feel the pressure of the entertainment buisness, but I also see more faces. Everytime I blink or close my eyes I see the faces of my friends and fans that hold me down when I need it the most. If you are reading this it means that you are a friend and have made an impact at some point. Whether you know it or not.... you have. The power of a comment, or message or gift has the ability to

Lol
someone explain me please, after all that he said me yesterday, now i see he has "in a relationship" again on his myspace? someone has a very serious mental problem why the check he tryed to come back to me? why the fuck he said all that bunch of shit to me, about that he's alone, that the other girl doesn't want him.... i'm just tired about all his lies... please, someone tell him to stop *** edited *** ... and i thought he was being honest about all that he was saying to me... it doesn't matter anymore what he has to say, it doesn't hurt me.. but makes me think if he really needs a doctor or some kind of help

Mua Ha Ha...
So I've been itchin' for a new tat. I have a some what idea of what I want. I keep bouncing around on what I should get and where I should put it. I kinda want something behind the other ear, but I'm not sure what I want there. I had this idea of putting a floral design there. I would follow the curve of my ear and the flower would be no bigger than a fifty cent piece. And then petals would be flowing around that. But, I have a hard enough time trying to get away from Jack in the Crack with the Superman that I have. The other idea was going back to heritage roots and getting something Norwegian. I found this one back tat that was pretty hugormus and I don't have anything that big yet... But it's going to be Thor's hammer all tricked out old skool with a cloudy background with lightening. I'm kinda leaning towards that but that one would be like $300... So I dunno. All I know is that I have a shit job and that I've been wanting #10 for a long while now...

2 Songs I Like Alot....
hi everybody! thank you very much for caring about what i think...^_^ Well there's this spanish song that I really love and I wanted to share that with people, :D It's called Suena by Intocable which means "dream" "Dream, close your eyes, take my hands and hug me tightly. Don't leave me alone... Embrace the silence while looking into my eyes, I want you to know tonight how much I love you, and how happy I am... I want this night to taste of your lips, a taste of life for my heart... bacause to love you I would go as far as the stars, and I would give entirely of myself because I love you. I wouldn't care if I died in your arms, bcause I love you...and to love you I would walk blindly, and faithfully I would follow you even if you let me go, I wouldn't care if I died in your arms because I love you" That's most of it. It seems really intense but it's good I'll get back to the next one later, ^_^

The Height Of Ecstasy
Take me in your arms and lie me down on our nest Let your touch explore the parts you loved best Search for yourself the cave in the forest When you get down from two mountain peaks. The heavenly scent so distinct of a wild flower Makes every bee visit from one flower to another An arable land plowed by a lone farmer With a hope in his heart sweetest nectar he could gather. You enter the cave armed with an armor Mighty and strong like any warrior The anger in you is now unleashed Which makes you wilder than any beast. Allow your suppressed lust release its volcanic blast

This Is How The Real World Rolls.
I'm a very passionate person when it comes to being yourself. There is actually no better person too be.So I recently dyed my hair red and yes it came out brighter then it was supposed to be. Apparently thats not okay. I have to re-dye my hair tonight since they called me in the office to tell me that I reflect on the parents and children. I know that, I'm not retarded. I know most of the parents that bring in their kids and I know a lot of them would not have a problem with it at all. I know this because I have gotten to know most of them and half look stranger then me. Now before anyone goes off saying "I told you so" Or "You should've known" let me assure you that I already know that. I cover up my tattoo isn't that enough for you people? I guess in some ways i fell defeated. Give me one good reason why I should cover my tattoo of a cartoon character who memorilizes One of the most importnat souls that ever walked the earth. Reasons that are not reasons are as listed; Society doe

Takin A Vote.........
What bra should I wear with my Halloween costume? The bra is gona show! I'm gona be a cop! The outfit is blue, black high heeled boots, and black fishnet stockings! 1. Black 2. Red 3. Red with Black lace over it Leave a comment with your vote in it so I can make up my mind!

Something To Offend Everyone!!!!!!!!!!! Lol
SOMETHING TO OFFEND EVERYONE! What do you call two Mexicans playing basketball? Juan on Juan What is a Yankee? The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover? The position of the dirt bag Why is divorce so expensive? Because it's worth it. What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over? Doughnuts Why is air a lot like sex? Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any. What do you call a smart blonde? A golden retriever. What do attorneys use for birth control? Their personalities. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 10 years and 45 lbs What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes What's the fastest way to a man's heart? Through his chest with a sharp knife. Why do men want to marry virgins? They can

Wheres The Love
I love this site,and will stay here,but Im dissappointed in all the childish BS on the post! I want to be clear I dont want any kiddie dramma over some stupid shit.If you have something to post, post amber alerts,Pimp trains,stuff that might actually mean something.

Going Crazy!
Ok so my in-laws are in town for a week before they leave again and go to California. They are keeping my little boy pretty much ALL week and weekend and I feel completely lost! This weekend wont be so bad cause we'll be camping and more than likely getting drunk, but until then I have next to nothing to do! My friends are either in school(college) or working or out of state and my hubby is working so I can't even spend some alone time with him. I'm lost and wish my friends would come and rescue me!

Is This Me????????
You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Mysterious58%Passion50%Eyes full of Pain42%Diamond Eyes33%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Those Amazing Random Happenings. ( Psychebook Sellouts )
My psyche book contradicts it's self. — Tuesday, October 10, 2006 ( The power of the church to make people sound stupid ) Given a die, or some dice, or just an infinite set of posibilities, any combination of numbers coming up on the die, and all the possibilities have the same liklyhood of coming up. As it states in the beginning of my psyche book basicly. So if you roll a 20 sided die, 20 times, any you get all 20's, it seems way cool, but it's just as likly that you will get any other combination. Make sense? In an infinite set of posibillities, it's likly that something amazing will happen. Then in the end of one of the chapters, after it talks about genetics, and evolutionary psychology, It try's to apease the religious people... And totally undue that first part. It's like well for all of you that the mystisism is taken away, think about all the infinite possibilities that could have occured, and the one to create life did occur, so basicly it's making that long roll

Itz My Last Day
2day iz the day im leavin lc..if u aint get my bulletin few days ago im leavin cause this site iz borin..theres nothging fun 2 di on it..tired of the drama and 2 many god damn lil jailbait female hos tryn a B adults...if u want 2 stay in touch hit me up Yahoo:thexfactor612 AIM:thexfactor612 E-Mail:thexfactor612@yahoo.com yall stay up and hit me up if u want....peace

Shut Up.
Don't make me come back there. I'll give you something to whine about. By the way, I own a doll. Trash Talkin' Turleen. She's pretty damn neat-o and the only doll that is ok for a man to own. Seriously, dude, it's time to get rid of all those Barbies and Strawberry Shortcake dolls you "sister" left in your house.

Memories
You Gotta Be Over 40 to Understand This > > Mom used to cut chicken, chop eggs and spread mayo on the same cutting board with the same knife and no bleach, but we didn't get food poisoning. > > My Mom used to defrost hamburger on the counter, AND I used to eat a bite raw sometimes, too. Our school sandwiches were wrapped in wax paper, in a brown paper bag, not in icepack coolers, but I can't remember anybody getting e.coli. > > Almost all of us would have rather gone swimming in the lake instead of a pristine pool (talk about boring), no beach closures then. > > The term cell phone would have conjured up a phone in a jail cell, and a pager was the school PA system. > > We all took gym, not PE...and risked permanent injury with a pair of hightop Ked's (only worn in gym) instead of having cross- training athletic shoes with air cushion soles and built-in light reflectors. I can't recall any injuries but they must have h

Any Volunteer For The Next Cumshot Tribute?
Who want to be on the next picture? (like this one) Remember, I'll send you the high resolution video. Let me know, you have 3-4 days, time to refill ... Kisses Nice Boy

Why I Write
I write because its whats on my mind I write for those left behind I write because my mind is full I write because of you I am who I am and I wont change I am who I am and I want to stay the same I am who I am and I'll live life to the fullest I am who I am and I'm not known as the cruelest

My Girls An Stuff
Hey all!! I know some of u have been wonderin how my babys doin!! I know i have been neglecting ta let everyone know but well my sis is in town an i do have a 2 yo to lol but yeah excuses right? lol well Memphiss is doin wonderful shes so beautiful she smiles in her sleep an kinda laughs sometimes its sooo cute an she has started cooin lol i love it!!! Aurora jus loves her sissy!!! she is the sweetest ta her its soo great ta hear her say don't cry sissy its alright awwww i love it!! lol. Tomarrow i have ta take my big sister ta the airport :( she goes home ta Virgina it makes me so sad... I wish she was stayin but Washingtons no good for her anymore so I get ta go see her off But I won't cry nope lol well I will talk ta everyone later!!! I must go change an feed my girls..

My Third Story "unexpected Influnces (part 2)"
Unexpected Influences (Part 2) By James White The next morning when Veronica awoke, she felt refreshed and excited. Her neck was a little sore. In addition, her pussy was all tingly and felt like it had been well stimulated. She lay in bed and smiled to herself. Looking up at the ceiling, she tried to remember the night. It was a good night, the visitor that surprised her last night, made for a very enjoyable evening. She looked around the room and the bed to see if there were any signs of her visitor last night. She saw nothing. Did she dream it, was it real. Either way she enjoyed the night. She then got up and went to go take her morning shower. She was still feeling all excited from last night, whether a dream or real, she was horny. As she went to brush her teeth, she looked in the mirror and saw that she had a bite mark on her neck; it was not deep and did not really show or hurt. This sight surprised Veronica, and she thought to herself that last night must have b

Just Some Stuff About The One And Only Tarah Moss
Facts :I always find myself to being going for a challange :I hate it when I fail :I take my coffee every morning with 3 creamers and 4 sugars...love it sweet :I enjoy love movies, funny movies but i can no longer watch scary ones. :I hate being alone and more then 75% of the time I am scared to be at my place alone. :I hate the dark if i am by myself scares the crap out of me! :I dont really like bra's anymore unless the shirt calls for one haha :I love getting my hair done, always keeps things new. :I bite my nails when i am scared or nervous...bad habbit can not seem to stop :I miss my house and my family a lot especially my sister ashley : I can't wait to have kids oh my goodness like so many of them. :I always seem to fail with my "right guys" always the bad boys huh? lol : I hate when men call girls "sexy" cant someone just be beautiful and not be related to something sexual...geez :I love getting comments on LostCherry : The movie "Th

Notice Some Thing!
I have notice that a level 1 cherry.. can have 50 pics.... and I am a level 10 cherry.. I only have 100 pics!! Where is the justice here!!! I think it should be higher tooooo... If I am right I think I only had 5 pics as a level one!! Sorry!!! I had to get this off my chest!! Please see the humor in this.. I really do think it is funny!! Jeannie

Kids Make Life Seems So Easy...
What does Love mean? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 "Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy

Friends
1.WHEN YOUR SAD ILL HELP GET YOU DRUNK AND PLOT REVENGE OVER THE POOR BASTERD WHO MADE YOU SAD. 2.WHEN YOU BLUE I DILODG WHATEVER IT IS YOUR CHOKIN ON. 3.WHEN YOU SMILE I WILL KNOW YOU FILALLY GOT LAID. 4.WHEN YOU WORRIED I WILL TELL YOU HORRIBLE STORIES ABOUT HOW MUCH WORSE IT COULD BEAND QUIT WHINNING. 5.WHEN YOUR CONFUSED ILL USE SMALL WORDS. 6.WHEN YOUR SCARED ILL MAKE FUN OF YOU EVERY CHANCE I GET. 7.WHEN YOUR SICK STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM ME TILL YOU GET BETTER I DONT WANT WHATEVER IT IS YOU GOT. 8.WHEN YOU FALL I WILL POINT AND LAUGH AT YOUR CLUMSY ASS AND THINK ABOUT HELPIN YOUR DUMB ASS UP. ................................................. THIS IS MT OATH,I PLEDGE IT TILL THE END,WHY YOU ASK CAUSE YOUR MY FRIEND.SEND THIS TO 10 OF YOUR GOOD FRIENDS AND GET DEPRESSED CAUSE YOU CAN ONLY THINK OF 4. ................................................. REMEMBER A FRIEND WILL HELP YOU MOVE,BUT A GOOD FRIEND WILL HELP YOU MOVE A BODY,LET ME KNOW IF YOU EVER NEED ME TO BRING A

Rip Sgt John A. Carroll
I just found out that my boy, my blood, my best friend that i have known for 6-7 years was killed in iraq. PLEASE KEEP HIS FAMILY AND FRIENDS IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS!! Sgt. John A. Carroll 26 1st Battalion, 6th Infantry Regiment, 1st Armored Division Ponca City, Oklahoma Died of injuries sustained when he came in contact with enemy forces using small arms fire during a dismounted security patrol in Ramadi, Iraq, on September 6, 2006 BabyBoy~ I miss you! I know you are down there looking up on me. but thats always been you Brother Fox. You will always live on in my heart. I just cant believe that you are gone! You swore to me that nothing would ever happen! You told me you'd make it back! but alas, buttmunch, you didnt. but i know that you are raising hell in hell you shithead! I love you John! "My father once told me,Childhood ends as soon as you know that one day you will die" ~Sgt John A. Carroll *~*Jen, your Sweetheart*~* grr grr grr grumble grum

My Lc!!
Well Lost Cherry.. Is changing again!!! I like!! But there is a new section called mums!! Its a poll if you cant make up your mind give it a try!! Its truely fun!! Thanks LC!! Be safe in cherry land!! Jeannie

*(&^%^%(&*)^*&%
Well, lets see I havent wrote in my blog in awhile so I thought I would let everyone know what all is going on....I am getting more work done on my tattoo in about a week or less...I cant wait...rommie is outta town until Thursday...I am gonna go try & clean up my oldest daughters bedroom some, she has been working on it for almost 2 months now, & she hasnt done a very good job on it at all...the things we do for r kids..lol...gotta luv 'em...Notre Dame won but the Stellers lost :(, where is the team that played & won the Superbowl at????? I luv this site, but damn the drama is everywhere....so r the perverts tho....lol....well I hope everyone else is doing good..I have a couple friends who I know r having some problems..u 2 r in my thoughts, hopefully things will get back to normal for the one...& my other dear "friend", if u read this then u know u r on my mind.... HUGZ & KISSES to u all.....

Tag!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I cannot stand for the toilet paper to be on the roller backwards. If someone puts it on that way I have to switch it back! 2. I cannot stand to have my food run together on my plate. If it does I won't eat it. 3. I can't stand to drink after other people or for people to drink from my glass. 4. I'll take a good blood and guts horror flick over a comedy anyday........even though I like comedies too.......and I prefer to watch pornos alone........yeah sounds nuts, but........ 5. I hate clothes. I would rather run around the house naked anyday of the week......pretty damn scary thought, eh!?!? 6. When I am trying to remember something o

10 Days
hey all....I will not have the internet for 10 days....or my computer for that matter. Its a piece of shit that my parents insisted was amazing and insisted on buying last year and guess what they're finally finding out that a mac would have been a better option all along! fucking pcs. anyway im not going to rant about that here, buttttt if you send me a message or leave me a comment DONT GET ANGRY if im not responding to them for a while its not that i hate you or whatnot its simply because i cant!!! adios! Bunny

Drowning
Its now a year that you've been gone. In my heart your memory goes on. Not an hour goes by that you're not missed. Its been too long since my forehead you kissed. I think about you everyday, Still waiting for time to take my heartache away. 53 is much too young. You were only on life's middle rung. Why you had to leave me is still a mystery, But your life will always be part of my history. Honesty, Integrity, Honor and Family... These are all things you taught me. Daily I struggle with making the right choice, I really miss the sound of your voice... Telling me your ideas, opinions and such, God, I never imagined I could miss someone so much. You taught me how to love by loving me unconditionally, Now that you are gone, I wonder if anyone loves me for me. You showed me how to trust, over and over again, Never allowing myself to turn my back on a friend. I'm struggling, Dad, with my everyday life. Most days I'm not sure I can handle the

Forgot To Mention
I just wanted to say thanks to the people that do leave written comments telling me how they are and stuff like that and also to the people that rate the artwork pictures, its really good to see Stu and his work getting appreciated.

Since Today......
WELL, Since Today I am not excepting "ALL" friend requests.. *If* your a friend now, GRRREAT I'll keep ya right where u are ;) AND THANKS AGAIN FOR BEING MY FRIENDS!!! BUT... if u are just adding me to get some sort of pleasure DONT BOTHER LOL I am not saying dont send your "friend request" if your serious about being FRIENDS with me!! PLEASE DO and I will make time to get to know you.. I am just doin' this because I dont want to have so many people on my list I cant personally get around to everyone and I dont like to have people feel like Im ignoring them, I really do try to make everyone happy ;) Hugsss to all my *Friends* ~ Much Luv LaDy RaGe

Where Pets Came From
And God Created Dog and Cat A newly discovered chapter in the Book of Genesis has provided the answer to 'Where do pets come from?' Adam said, 'Lord, when I was in the garden, you walked with me every day. Now I do not see you any more. I am lonesome here and it is difficult for me to remember how much you love me.'And God said 'No problem. I will create a companion for you that will be with you forever and who will be a reflection of my love for you so that you will love me even when you cannot see me. Regardless of how selfish or childish or unlovable you may be, this new companion will accept you as you are and will love you as I do, in spite of yourself.' And God created a new animal to be a companion for Adam. And it was a good animal. And God was pleased. And the new animal was pleased to be with Adam and it wagged its tail. And Adam said, 'Lord, I have already named all the animals in the Kingdom and I cannot think of a name for this new animal.' And God said, 'N

Did You Know?
That if you put Nipple Pleaser on your lips it will make them tingle like when you put on carmex. My lips have never felt softer. I was tricked into doing this my super naughty friend Jana and she thought it was very amusing. She told me it was chapstick and then started giggling after I put it on. I should've known whe was being dirty, but as usual I wasn't disappointed. It tastes like sun-ripened strawberry's and I now want to own some. In short if you have a dirty friend...don't always discount their suggestions. Sometimes they work out quite well.

Now This Is B.s (time To Grow Up) Whatch Out For Hater
correct. if someone is a fan of you, they can read your bulletins unless you make sure that you select only friends can read this bulletin there is no way to remove someone that declares you as a fan, blocking will not stop them === 'surgary tomorrow wont be around for a few days **pouts**' spewed forth the following at '2006-10-10 10:58:14'.. > > huh? ok that lost me....do u mean u downrate when someone will not remove u from fans?? > === 'Welcome Wagon' spewed forth the following at '2006-10-10 10:55:57'.. > > > > i am pro antirater when people REFUSE to remove themselves as fans of me > > === 'surgary tomorrow wont be around for a few days **pouts**' spewed forth the following at '2006-10-10 10:54:46'.. > > > > > > ahhh well did not know fat sonny was like that...i for one am not racist...thas not cool, i'm also antidownrater, i can't stand peeps that do that kinnda thing. > > > === 'Welcome Wagon' spewed forth the following at '2006-10-10 10:53:29'.. > > > > > > > >

I Have An Idea.....
Don't come to me with concerns about my relationship...I love him he loves me. Enough said. IF I had any concerns I'd call him or message him. Thus since that hasn't happend....please let us be

I Believe...(poem/prose)
I believe I have or will obtain all the things i need in my life, though not all the things I want. I believe there is one true love/soulmate for every person, though they may not be what I imagined them to be. I believe there is good in everyone, though sometimes you have to look deep inside the person to catch a glimpse of it.(and that's if they allow you to) I believe in myself, though I have trouble seeing myself in a positive light. As long as I believe in something, I will always carry hope, and there's a chance I can spread it to others. I believe in you...Do you? 10/10/2006 - Rambling Catz

Which Deadly Sin Are You
Which Deadly Sin Is Yours? Gluttony For you, it's all about the excess. It may be food or something else but the more the better. Find out your Deadly Sin at Quizopolis.com http://www.quizopolis.com/deadly_sins_quiz.php

I Miss My Friends
like the garth brooks song says this learning to live again is killing me (yeah right) well getting back to being me, i don't mind being single now it doesn't bother me as bad as i though that it would. I have made some new friends along the way and I'm learning not to be such a drama queen i think and i accually know that is what was draggin me down and that is what people were not liking me all the drama. i don't need it and don't want it, I have a stable job and a new life that is flashing in front of me, like someone once told me shut people out that are drama and i won't have any drama, my problem is i try to take everyone else's problems on to my self and i guess i have to learn how to do that. sometimes I am afraid to be me, cause i'm afraid if people see the real me they will say "oh that is weird or your just strange or nerdy well like my dad always said if people can't like you for you they can kiss your country ass... it's not easy admitting all of this i have lost a fe

What Is Good Sex???
1. Good sex will make you stop what you are doing and make you change your plans. 2. Good sex will make you do shit you swore you never do. 3. What's good sex? It weather rain, sunshine, winter, summer or fall you gone get there on time in ah drop of ah dime when you receive that call. 4. Good sex is the only time you can beat ah girl pussy black and blue in dat minute you are done she turn to you and say she loves you. 5. What's good sex? Shit its when you to are done and you just lie in da wet spot and think about da further. 6. Good sex will make ah brotha feel good for weeks and his head and mind weak. 7. Good sex will make ah woman's legs shack raddled and shrivel from what you did to her. 8. Good sex will make you say shit you don't mean but Damn, it sounded good at that time. 9. Good sex will make ah ungodly man praise GOD all through da night. 10. What's good sex? It's the o

Do People Actually Read
anything before posting a comment, I get quite amused at people posting links on my comments even though it says HTML IS NOT ENABLED, i just wish people would stop. Like if its your own artwork then post me as a message as I like original stuff, or even better still leave a comment that tells me how you are doing. It looks really stupid having blank spaces on your comments so unless you want people to think you are a biscuit short of a packet dont post links where the html is not enabled And as most days have a tendency to be the same as any other day, ie dull and boring cos I have got to go to work its not exactly a recipe for a great day. So tell me anything, write me some original stuff that tells me how you are doing please. okay i have had me rant for the day

My Thoughts...by Marsha J. E. Appleby
As I sit here, thinking of you, recalling the moments we’ve shared. Anticipating your touch, your look, the warmth of your hand inner twined in mine. I can hear your voice so deep – calming like the ocean blue, it's like a fantasy come true. We’ve only just met yet still I feel… Abundantly Blessed and truly loved. Encouraged in knowing we can conquer the world together and that I’m never alone. Content in knowing that if we keep God first, our love will continue throughout time. Adventurous, yearning to explore and enjoy everything with you. Although thoughts of you fill-up most of my days. I know we’re destined to love each other like we’ve never loved before. I’m ignited by your flirtation, your eroticness, your magnetism that takes my breath away only to have my heart beat faster. You captivate my thoughts by making me search my heart and soul. The long goodnights that I wish would never end -- just turn into good mornings. Longing and desiring to be the woman you’ve prayed

You're The Reason...by Justin Ryan D. Morilla
I knew it right from the start The moment I looked at you You found a place in my heart How, lucky I had found you Is this real? I can’t believe You gave me reason to live You taught me how to be strong With you is where I belong… Please do not leave me behind You’re the heart & soul of my life Once I was gone and alone At last! With you, I am home… You are the love of my life And I thank God I’m alive All of this, you know it’s true Everything I do, I do it for you…

Love In Painful Silence
Verse 1 Baby the time has finally come To tell you that I love you(I love you) It’s been painful everyday Fighting with my thoughts on how I’ll tell you(I love you) Gathering the courage to face you(baby you know) Your look knocks me off ma feet Yet never finding the words, when you look at me Words to tell you that I love you This silence baby is killing me Can’t go on everyday remaining the same Just continuing to play this funny game Funny game of loving you over the fence You being on the other side, yet we need to be together I’m getting done with this painful silence Cause it makes it impossible for me to make the first move And now I’m sick and tired of this(love in painful silence) I need you to break this silence baby Verse 2 It’s been long keeping quiet And now time has finally come I will never let you down baby I will never disappoint you Help me to break this pin drop silence And forever get done wit’ this pain By accepting my plea to love you Th

Overgrowth
Overgrowth Stashes, mum's and blog's (oh my)! My how the little seedling of "Lost Cherry" has really grown. Being here since January I've witnessed a tremendous amount of growth and development. I was the 7050th person to join this upstart little community. I remember being welcome with open arms and feeling good about clicking on a little link I bumped into on the "HOT or NOT" site. I was impressed with the different look and the seemingly cutting edge it had over "My Space". The allotted photos of bigger proportions, the freedom of space and allowing HTML and images on the profile. Shoot, before I had 3 photo's uploaded and one profile section finished - I had about 20 "Friend's Request"! I was impressed, so impressed that: If "Lost Cherry" wouldn't of changed a thing - it still would of been SO much better than any site I'd frequented (OkCupid was my community of choice back in those days) Innovation was put to use. Shortly I noticed a new thing called "The Sho

Many Miles...by Twist Of Fate
Traveled many miles cause the heart believed no matter how far the distance true love can surely reach. Broken many times friendship still remains although the heart is empty it's love is still unclaimed. Someday there'll be a sign to open up the eyes eventually tears will start to fade and finally shall be dry. Until that day arrives continuing down this road drifting but slowly learning reflecting what life has shown.

Just Had This Test And Wanted To Share The Result With Al Of Ya:)
Your type is the girl next door Cute, fun, and sweet, your ideal girl is just a stone's throw away - she's the girl next door. She's Sandra Bullock, Billie Piper, and Meg Ryan all rolled up into one. Naturally pretty rather than glamorous, she's unpretentious and generous. She loves animals and children, and is great with both. You're attracted to her strong values and traditional ways. Although she demands great respect, she's not particularly high-maintenance. Her ideal date is more likely to be dinner and a film than heading out for a night on the town. She's careful yet spontaneous - a bit of the guy's girl, a bit of a cover girl (the nice kind), and just a hint of the hippie chick. But she's got an appeal that's all her own, which is why you can't stay away. Her winning smile, bright eyes, and loving nature make you want to hold on tight and never let go.

Once Upon A Dream
Once upon a time, in the land of my dream There was a young Knight who searched for his Queen He followed his quest and he searched all lands through He searched for his love, he knew would be true. She has eyes like diamonds, yet dark and so deep The window of her soul, shows a beauty so sweet She has hair like and Angel, both raven and long She brings to my heart, loves simple song. He sought out a wizard, to conjure a spell, To find this fair princess, that in his heart dwells. He begged this magician, by all that is right, Find me my love, my souls true delight. She has beauty unequaled, by all in all time, Her soul is so perfect, it must be with mine, The wizard did tell him, that this lady he loved, Was not a mere princess, but an angel from above. He said all the magic I have in my power Cannot make this perfection, in any number of hours He said you should ask for the heavens to send One of God’s perfect creatures, for your quest to end. So he pray

Lol Sissy This Made Me Think Of U
Listen to Everything! Little Johnny watched his daddy's car pass by the school playground and go into the woods. Curious, he followed the car and saw Daddy and Aunt Jane in a passionate embrace. Little Johnny found this so exciting that he could not contain himself as he ran home and started to tell his mother, "Mommy, I was at the playground and I saw Daddy's car go into the woods with Aunt Jane. I went back to look and he was giving Aunt Jane a big kiss, then he helped her take off her shirt. Then Aunt Jane helped Daddy take his pants off, then Aunt Jane........" At this point Mommy cut him off and said, "Johnny, this is such an interesting story, suppose you save the rest of it for supper time. I want to see the look on Daddy's face when you tell it tonight." At the dinner table, Mommy asked little Johnny to tell his story. Johnny started his story, "I was at the playground and I saw Daddy's car go into the woods with Aunt Jane. I we

Honest Saint
Weapons of pleasure, and moments of leisure you are a war upon yourself. The ragged edge of enlightened and the utter darkness of insane. The mirror just spat in your face. Who would do this to a honest saint. No god, no savior just yourself staring back into the mirror. A mind beside it's self is a weak chain holding up the world behind our eyes. What truth have you when your shallow as a tea spoon. You love the lies, you need to hide. Those eyes staring you down cut you with moments of slicene. How fortified is your foundation, do you need a elaborate idea of creation? Are you the captain of your own ship? Has your soul been wondering for ever? Can you take responsibly for whom you are and what you have done? Are you one who lives or are you one who exist? These questions must be answered from within.

Last Night At Work...
ok, so we have some serious drug addicts here right? how about we had one of them try and kill herself in our parking lot last night!! she was in her friend's car, and tried to hang herself with our bailing wire (the stuff that is around our boxes that come off our truck). they put her in the ambulance, DIDNT RESTRAIN HER, so she was in the back banging her head against any and everything in the back! STUPID BITCH!!!

Update On Lc
With all the updates they are doing on this site you think they would make the search better. That's my least favorite thing on this site. Every other site like this has a good search on it, I would love to be able to just search by sex or age sometimes.

I Made It
I MADE IT TO GEORGIA AND SOUTH CAROLINA..I GOT TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND IN GEORGIA..I MISS HIM AND LOVE HIM SOOOOOOOOO MUCH..ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY..HE SAID HEY TO ALL THE JUGGALOS AND JUGGALETTES..HEHE..I PROLLY WONT BE ABLE TO GET ONLINE VERY OFTEN CAUSE I CANT USE MY LAPTOP RIGHT NOW SO ILL BE AT THE LIBRARY..ILL TRY AND GET ON AS OFTEN AS POSSIBLE BUT YEAH..ILL TTYL..MMFWCL..♥♥I LOVE JUSTIN BLAKESLEE♥♥

My Boy Richie Wrote This For Me
Late at night I lay thinking of you, knowing that this love is true. I can't be with you, it hurts so much, can't see your face, hear your voice, fell your touch. the feelings I have are hard to explain, My heart filled with joy but also with pain. I'd do anything just to have you here, To scare away all of my fear. My fear to love, to get too close. Loving you has highs but few lows. Just let me tell you, I will not lie, My love for you will never die. My feelings for you will leave me never, You'll be in my heart always and forever. What should I say, What can I do? all I want is to be with you

Maybe The Why Is Good Enough
They say that everything happens for a reason. We are just nosey and want to know why. We are like little kids in that regard. There are certain things in the past I wanted more than anything and didnt get. Looking back I am actually glad I didnt get them. So what ever reason I didnt get them wouldnt have been a good enough reson at the time, but now that reason makes perfect sense. So what ever reason things arent working out the way I want right now, Im sure it is for the best. I guess God does take care of his kids.

The Dark Seas Reprisal~part Iv~(9-12-06)
The Dark Seas Reprisal~Part IV~ Made it to sanctuary The storm churns all around me My raft left as tattered pieces Lost here on the shores I'll be The clouds push higher and darken I'm the calm in this storm Yet alone here I'm weak In no direction am I torn Waves rise higher, white water crest I struggle with myself again Lightning strikes and thunder reigns I wonder sometimes if I'm really sane This turmoil within me This singular struggle with life The seas are rising around me Inflict me with my own strife I cling to what I have To me, so little it seems Perhaps I should give in Just await for what life deems The tears tear into my skin I can't wait much longer I have to live in sudden mortality This is supposed to make me stronger I can see it on the horizon The wave of discord looms high The wave of pain, crested white The wave of reprisal, now I cry I turn to run away again It makes no matter where The water comes and crushes all T

The Dark Seas Reprisal~part Iii~(9-12-06)
The Dark Seas Reprisal~part III~ As I slip under the surface of these seas I catch a glimpse of myself under the dark waters Struggling for the surface Struggling for life I see the relief in myself as I break the surface A large breath, A sudden smile of life I had made it I had survived For now my trip is only starting Sinking down into the depths is all I see Surrounded by darkness Surrounded by despair My eyes blacken and close No breath from my lungs give me life Willing myself to fall Resigning myself to die Yet still I live sliding deeper into the sea Images catch my eyes forcing them open My life played before my eyes My life like a simpleton film I've lived these images, replayed them time and again Lost in what could, would, or should've been Dwelling on the unchangable past Not looking ahead nor living The anger builds within myself, at myself A problem I've had forever now I dig the pit before I take a step Sink the ship before I se

The Dark Seas Reprisal ~part Ii~(9-07-06)
The Dark Seas Reprisal ~part II~ The storm flow's over my calm water mire My circumstance has become dire Waves rise from the depths to boil Crashing upon my Reprisal's toil I grip the wheel like iron in a vice Yet still I'm thrashed, thrown like dice My will against the will of the storm Slowly I'm breaking, much to the norm Murky water rises shadowed as pitch-black Pulling my ship down in it cold attack My sails tear, I know the end nears Never strong enough, unlike my fears My skin wears, blood finds its due Changing my clothes into its red-ridden hue My flesh fails me, as in my reality Hating, simply hating such frailty I fall upon this lonesome ships deck Nothing can I feel except pain above my neck An end I'd wanted, an end I'd found It'd have been better had I simply drowned For now I'm in between and lost Soon Shall I find reprisal's cost. ~end part II

The Dark Seas Reprisal ~part I~(9-7-06)
The Dark Seas Reprisal ~part I~ I am one of the few Master of these sorrowful seas Hours, days, months, decades All lost in the reeking breeze I am one of the living One of the simple few Daring to sail these seas Yet its all just and due Days, months, years in exile Turmoil of my own making Now as the mistress feeds My life she is slowly taking She watches my futility From her night sky's haven Laughing in such hilarity Slowly my image is graven Toil as I might, day in and out I get nowhere or everywhere No wind, no wave, nothing I scream to break the silent dare Ghosts of fathers and brothers pass Yet for no help do I even ask Grit my teeth as I toil again Fully caught up in my task There is an angry stirring The horizon cries this night Anger, frustration, fear, and hope Mixing into one storm's might I have to be ready One chance left before me If I don't catch this storm I'll join this dark sea The last hope of the Reprisal The la

Angry Rants Dammitall (9-21-06)
The barbaric world is unravelling around us. Blood spilled again and again just for belief. Haven't we had enough crusades since the dark ages? Haven't we hurt each other enough. Stolen enough? Thousands of years of history and I think we as humanity haven't gotten anywhere. Science is becoming only availible to the lords of corporations because the rest of us can't earn enough for treatments and medications. The innocent among us pay again and again and are abused by our peers. Children stolen. Childhoods ruined. Who says we are any better? I can't say I'm innocent but corruption of the human soul is in our hands and all we seem to be doing with it is bleeding it dry. I've lived enough to know it won't get any better unless we try, and I mean really try to help each other. We as a whole suffer from the malady of low self confidence and depression. The slow spiral has run for centuries and now its coming to fruition. We put up rules against the

The Edge Of Failure (9-27-06)
The blood runs into my eyes Yet the pain still holds true My hands struggle to grasp this last ledge of life My heart will give out one day It's been limping for a while now Just when that day will come no one can tell me Drop by drop the life flows out The future strands snap one by one Existence, over living, over stuck in the past How I wish I could rip it out Be rid of it, be rid of the pain To bring an end to this shallow thing I call life The pain would end.....finally I could find relief for the moment Slowly my eyes would flutter and the light would fade Darkness would flood into me Hellbound as most of us are Then again would it seem like I was alive again All my torments, all my broken dreams All my hopes, all the lonliness To lock me in a room, no light, no sound, no screams For now I hang from this ledge The yawning emptiness below me The last vestiges of darkness salivating for my flesh The monster I've always feared The monster tha

Damned Violence (9-27-06)
I've taken a new trip into the land of failure This damn self pity drives me freakin' mad sometimes Failure to prepare my oldest daughter from the violent world around us She got into her first fight I've always told her to avoid them How to avoid them She stepped into it Some other kid was gonna punch my youngest She stepped in as older sister So the kid went and told his older sister Thus the kid's older sister pounded on my oldest daughter The kid's sister is 16 my oldest is 13 My daughter was bigger, but slower than the other girl Fat lip, black eye, sore jaw and just about pushed into traffic Perhaps I should lay the blame on her mother Why was she out walking around at dusk in a bad part of town Heard of the riots in toledo last year? They live not too far away Why was she outside then? Fraggin failure and now the innocence is gone She's experienced violence first hand All I can do now is try to teach her defense I doubt the girl will let up on her It cou

Life, Care And Love (most Recent)
Another weekend is upon us Lift your drunks high Toast your friends Toast to life Celebrate the day like you never have before Hold the hand of your love Let them know you are here and now Never let them forget Never forget them Give thanks to whatever your belief is Now is the time to do what you never have Speak your mind Speak your heart Give life every reason to know you are here Take every advantage is has Take every disadvantage as learning Live it all to the fullest Life is all we have Life is everything you include in it Life is everyone you love in it Take care of it all and it will all take care of you Life is best when care and love is all around us. (10-6-06)

The Other Part Of Me
WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT HER LIKE A SUDDEN BREEZE YOU STEP INTO HER EYES YOUR HEART MELTS YOU TRY TO BREATHE SHE SMILES IN THAT PRECISE MOMENT WHEN YOUR HEART COLLIDES WITH YOUR SOUL THEN YOU WILL KNOW THAT YOU HAVE FOUND.... THE OTHER PART OF ME SHARI PARKER

A Dedication To My Son, Brian
Since so many have written and asked what this piece means, I think it needs an explaination. I wrote this in memory of my son, Brian, who died of congestive heart failure at the age of six months. Today is Brian's birthday. He would have been 15 years old. This piece is about letting go of the sadness, letting go of Brian and releasing him to a Higher Power, a better place and wishing him well on that journey. It is also about being thankful that God chose me to give birth to one of His angels. Today I set you free to be who you need to be Our paths crossed In a magical place It was the perfect choice But your heart was too fragile Our destination was not meant to be Day by day, reflections Of us in shattered glass This is a place I can never return Our destiny was never meant to be Poems of love will now fade Trails of tears will be distant In the oasis two soul mates Stand with faces silent The thunder of forgotten dreams Will now sound throughout in

This Is M Y First Blog And..........
Well first of all i would like to think the ones that have really been there and heard all my problems and enjoyed all my laughs. Yall are all sweet but there is this one special person and he knows who he is that just make my heart melt. ~kisses

I Am A Horrible Writer
I like to do some writing, once in a while. Just as a hobby, really. I haven't ever thought about going pro, even though I think I can turn out some pretty good stuff. I've spent time doing all kinds of things. Fiction, essays, I even wrote some movie reviews once. That was pretty fun. Taking my notebook into the theater with me and writing my comments down as I watched. A couple of people noticed me, and it made me feel kind of important. I'll probably write a few reviews and post them up here, just to generate some discussions. That will be fun. It's in my fiction writing that I struggle, the most. EVen though I have written a few things that I have liked, I think I'm lacking something. More accurately, I think I've lost something that I used to have. I can remember when I was a little kid, I wrote stories all the time. And it didn't matter if they were good, bad, or otherwise. I could just crank them out. I would sit down with some paper and a pencil and just get t

Undone
I have been at times... wrapped up so tight... tight like a surprise... as a package can be... Layers of this upon... many layers of that... meant only for you... but nothing for me. I often do dream... of being set free... free with nothing more... to do or say... And someday I will... just find my wings... when I rise up... and then fly away. Leaving so very far... behind us the wrappings... that once upon time... had us ever so bound... Leaving you far behind... in your total silence... still sitting so quiet... without making a sound. So unfold me now... to gently undo me... sing me a word... giving love from you... Know me inside & out... all of the creases... Have me by wanting... thoroughly tried and true. Discover our true meaning... with in the heart... reveal how real passion...is deepest at core... Know what its like... truly being just us... before our days undone... are to be... nevermore.

Driven To The Edge
I AM . . . . Less of a man I am a void of sadness, pain, frustration and anger. I have been betrayed and used. Vulnerable and reduced I want a certain someone to let it go. Make a decision tell me how you feel because I am repeadedly feel like the mistake the man on the side. Why are you afraid of me do that blog let it all out. If you cant make a decision I will be forced to and you wont like it. I will tell all put it out there, drop names "this is my last resort. I will not be around when the dust settles if it does. There is no possible "right time" to come clean. If it doenst happen you will be doomed forever in future relationships.

Hard Time Or Something Like It
its that time again. this time i think its induced. im trying to shake the habit, im trying to make things change. i think that has a lot to do with what is happening this morning. dead fucking hollow like adam says. thats what today feels like. its been so long that i dont know the rest. i wonder if its worth it? everything was good before i tried to shake the habit and now things are shakey at best. as i layed last night i had all those shitty thoughts pop back in like an unwanted visitor once again. they come back from time to time prying themselves into my day unwelcome but reminding me of how awful and miserable they can make me feel. they bring a long a big giant cooler full of ice cold pain and dispair to pummel my already dismal day. those visons make me hurt. they make me feel desparate and alone. they remind me and i dont like to be reminded of all that shit. how come they always seem so vivid and clear like im watching it all on dvd in high definition display? i fight it and

What No Comments?
no one has anything to say about my cosplay?! you all fail!!! but not really. so Im about to get a shower cause Im gonna be gone all afternoon! Apparantly Im going to be in a nude photoshoot (one of my friends just decided this) so if any of the picses turn out good, I may or may not post them up here. we'll see how it goes. *sigh* so hope everyone has a good day!

If Ya Hate A Hater Repost Or What Have Ya
this B.I rated my pool pic a one, why i dunno ain't ever talked to her or seen her on here. its ladiez like that, that build my ego.....LOVE that block option....damn haters TheNewEris@ LostCherry

Assholes
I have a new pet peeve. Thank Broken Alice here on LC for this one. What the fuck is the point of having a public profile on a service like this, just to post on your profile that you don't accept friends requests without a message first? Okay, maybe your popularity is so great that you need to weed out people (doubt it) but this site is BASED on interacting with other people.... fuckwit. Now, I sent this woman a message, she seemed interesting. She replies that I am 'pretty stupid' for doing so. Now, last time I looked up the definition of stupid, it seemed that being on a public social network website and talking shit about people for trying to be fucking social with you IS stupid. SO: here is my remedy for people like her. 1.) go outside 2.) Close your eyes (Or don't see if I give a fuck) 3.) Step into traffic Assholes.....

Drama Drama
when are yal gonna realize there is ONE name that comes up in each different drama episode on here?? well its included me this time and i did nothing wrong hahahahahahaha dood turn of the pc for a while go outside take a vacation where you dont worry about lost cherry 24/7 come back to being the guy we all knew and loved ok?? just stop the bullshit

Ex's
Is it just me or does this happen to everybody? When you are happy with somebody does your ex's call you all the time or message you all the time and tell you that they love you and miss you and want to be back with you? I swear ever since I have been with Mike I have had one ex call me like everyday telling me he loves me and he is sorry for hurting me in the past and he wants to give us a try agian and I tell him NO and then he tells me we can have sex and Mike will never know and I tell him NO still but he dont take NO for a answer. Then I have anther ex who has a son that I pretty much adopted when I was dating him and he tells me he loves me and then he uses his son to get to me by telling me he loves me and misses me and ask me when I am coming to see him and my ex and then the other day he told me that his dad misses me and wants to get back with me but what do you tell a child that is practically yours that you dont want to be back with there father. Then lastnight I was

Read And (repost) Comment Please
hey all its the dood im having another boob contest with more prizes and it will be fun for all the last one was fun and i thiink we all need it my contests are drama free so i need 20 girls to send me there pics come on ladies show the love send them here big dood the contest guy@ LostCherry

Frankie...10-10-2006
Today has not started out to be a good day. This morning, my precious baby Frankie passed away. He was sick all day yesterday then late last night he was unable to walk and lift his head. I tried to make him as comfortable as possible, I set up a small comforter for him to lay on. He felt really cold so I covered him with his favoite blanket. I got up about 430 this morning and checked on him, he wasnt in his bed but I found him behind the couch snuggled into his favorite corner. He slowly lifted his head as I rubbed the top of it. He let out a weak meow a few times and snuggled up against my hand and quietly purred. I got the feeling he just wanted to be left alone so I went back to bed. This morning when I woke up, he must have been on his way to get some water and had a heartattack it looks like on the way there. His legs had given out underneath him and he was laying face down on the tile floor in the middle of the kitchen. Sad to say I lost it, I dropped to my knees a

Yeah, It's A Poem I Wrote :p
When the Sharks Go A-Strolling When the sharks go a-strolling the reef’s a dismal place. Anenomies curl up tight and the clownfish hides his face. The corals close up shop and it’s a sad sad day indeed when the seahorses chomp their bits and the sea cows all stampede. “Oh, those nasty fangs!”, they cry “Oh, those long sharp teeth!” “Whatever shall I do, if they take a bite of me?” When the sharks go a-strolling the reef’s a dismal place. The octopi all run and hide and the clownfish hides his face. Starfish wink right out and dolphins cease their play but the sharks just keep a-strolling along their merry way.

You Only Get What You Give
do you remember that phrase? they made a song about it too, i think the new radicals was the group i was thinking a lot about what to write about, after what happeend to me yesterday evening okay, i'll proceed to explain, but in a short way and i'll make a list of phrases that comes for this case - who goes out without being kicked, come back without being called - paybacks are the hell - you only get what you give - every act has consequences now, yes, i'll tell... he came back, saying sorry, that he feels lost, that he doesn't know how to continue, the girl that he put first than me finally didn't like him, he's alone, he's sad.... including he did a very bad step, trying to ask me to get back to the begining and my dear friends, i said no. he can't hurt me anymore, we wont be back to what we had, he asked me to save at least a friendship... but i wont trust/believe him anymore, at least not for now... i don't hate him, i forgave him, what i wont do is forget! ahh yes,

Your Duty.....
AS YOU MAY ALREADY KNOW, IT IS A SIN FOR A TALIBAN MALE TO SEE ANY WOMAN OTHER THAN HIS WIFE NAKED, AND THAT HE MUST COMMIT SUICIDE IF HE DOES. SO THIS SATURDAY AT 4 P.M. EASTERN TIME(1 P.M.IN CALIF.) ALL AMERICAN WOMEN ARE ASKED TO WALK OUT OF THEIR HOUSE COMPLETELY NAKED TO HELP WEED OUT ANY NEIGHBORHOOD TERRORISTS. CIRCLING YOUR BLOCK FOR ONE HOUR IS RECOMMENDED FOR THIS ANTI-TERRORIST EFFORT. ALL MEN ARE TO POSITION THEMSELVES IN LAWN CHAIRS IN FRONT OF THEIR HOUSE TO PROVE THEY ARE NOT TALIBAN, AND TO DEMONSTRATE THAT THEY THINK ITS OKAY TO SEE NUDE WOMEN OTHER THAN THEIR WIFE AND TO SHOW SUPPORT FOR ALL AMERICAN WOMEN. AND, SINCE THE TALIBAN ALSO DOES NOT APPROVE OF ALCOHOL, A COLD 6-PACK AT YOUR SIDE IS FURTHER PROOF OF YOUR ANTI-TALIBAN SENTIMENT. THE AMERICAN GOVERNMENT APPRECIATES YOUR EFFORTS TO ROOT OUT TERRORISTS AND APPLAUDS YOUR PARTICIPATION IN THIS ANTI-TERRORIST ACTIVITY. GOD BLESS AMERICA IT IS YOUR PATRIOTIC DUTY TO PASS THIS ON.

I Have This Friend...
My friend always told me that his dream woman would be a 6 foot tall, redheaded, green-eyed Asian woman. I wonder how that turned out for him. As for me, my dream woman is... well a woman who like... this thing... that I like... anyway.

Peace Plan
You gotta love Robin Williams......Even if he's nuts! Leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfect plan. What we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this message. Robin Williams' plan...(Hard to argue with this logic!) "I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan." 1) "The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past & present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those "good 'ole' boys", we will never "interfere" again. 2) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany , South Korea, the Middle East, and the Philippines. They don't want us there. We would station troops at our borders. No one allowed sneaking through holes in the fence. 3) All illegal aliens have 90 days to get their affairs together and leave We'll give them a free trip home. After 90 days the remainder wi

So Now I Gotta Be A Bot !
Well withouth fail, some guy had a big ole cup o stupid for breakfast. As much as I would love to put his ass on broadcast, for obvious reasons I can't so we'll rename him Assclown. I see this bulletin From Assclown telling his friends to stop reposting bulletins or he's going to delete his account. Well, you know me...i'm a bulletin whore...LOL, articles, video's, pimps whatever. So, I write this very well formatted, ~Stang style constructed letter about how that is an impossibility and that bulletins and reposts are not only the best promotional tool the LC users have but it's a part of any online community. Bulletins get posted, they get reposted that's the nature of the beast. After this banter went back and forth about as much as I could stand, I finally tell him to "get off the cross, we need the wood. There are so many things to bitch about that he should choose something more major". Well that's when it started. He told me that he commented me once and I never retu

Crimson Red Blood
Crimson red blood runs down my arms to your bitter sweet lips of eternal kiss. with every last breath in an endless dream with the sweet soft serenity of a bloody mess. I remember the wind blowing past ur bloody dress, through the tress, haveing the deepest touch. I watched you fire red hair as i drifted away, Like an ocean of blood calling to me. I recall the darkness sweeping the land as if the darkest rain cloud was forming to bring fury from gods hand. Its hard to beleive that you threw me away. u let me go and you turned your face. I never really got to know you before it ended like this. Now I am helpless and you are gone. Crimson red blood runs down my arms to your bitter sweet lips of eternal kiss. I know that i will miss once you buried beneath the soil in my backyard.

Bullet In The Back
I stumbled into the doctor’s office with a bullet lodged in my trapezius. The waiting room was empty and the receptionist had apparently gone for the day. The doc looked up from behind the counter and asked, “Can I help you?” “You could take this bullet out of my back,” I replied. He rose from his chair and walked toward me with an off-balance stride. “That’s got to come out,” he said, looking at the wound. His speech was slurred and his breath smelled of liquor. He informed me that he was out of anesthetic. Actually, the delivery boy had come by with some earlier in the day, but the doc was out of checks and I guess his credit wasn’t very good. He reached into his hip pocket and took out a half-pint flask of Kessler. The bottle was two-thirds empty. I finished it off in one pull. “Let’s do it,” I said. He sterilized the blade of his pocketknife over a flame from a cigarette lighter and went to work. When he finished, he recommended a few days of bed rest. I

Public
A strange feeling when public suddenly gets more public then expected and I can’t even find it yet I’m sure it’s somewhere if not where is it from? I still need a vacation but instead I think I will have to look for a job since my plans vanished. One day and it can really make me sick, that’s the main problem isn’t it? Saying one thing yet doing another. What a wonderful place it could be if people would just stick to their word, but then do I? I try but it’s not enough and I lie you know… no you don’t and if I told you, you wouldn’t belief it, would you?

Pleasure Of It
the old rumors about women who had their tongues peirced and gave oral were the best that they had,had..well to me oral is good no matter what=lol..however since i have started peircing mr.happy(3 now)the immense pleasure that is derived from both is by far the best sex yet.although it is extreme for some if not most it is worth the mild disconfort during the healing process.

S.o.s
hey budddies, friends, pals, going into the hospital tomorrow for a surgery wont be in long but i could use some love from you guys. i'm trying to level up ive got 1900 points to go and L C says i used up my ratings for today if you could just check out the profile one more time and rate any pics you havent rated it would really help. add me as a fan or whatever i will do the same to all my cherry family have a good one

17 Sign Of A Bad Boyfriend!!!
1. If your parents or siblings have doubts about him, pay attention. Listen and check it out. 2. If your intended has nothing good to say about his ex, beware. This is a pattern. Divorce is rarely only one person's fault. 3. If his children have nothing to do with him, do not believe him if he says his ex brainwashed them against him. My stepchildren have told me it was because they hated him, and they have good reasons. 4. Look closely at his credit and job history. They are sure predictors of what your life will be like. 5. If he's over 30 and has no money, do not let him move in with you, and don't marry him until he's financially solvent. If he has any respect for you (and himself), he'll insist on it. 6. Be sure in your heart that you can live with him AS IS. You cannot change another person. 7. This is a biggie: Beware if he has no friends. It is not true that they all chose to side with his ex. 8. If your friends dislike him, pay attention. This is also true

What Planet Are You From?
You Are From Venus You love all forms of beauty. You love dressing up and anything luxurious. A social butterfly, you're incredibly popular and a great host. You're known for your fairness and affection. And as a frind to all. Careful though! You're desire to please may make you too willing to conform. Be yourself. Focus on what matters to you. You'll be all the more popular for it. What Planet Are You From?

So I Woke Up This Morning...
and I had 150 new friends requests....and I said what?! how the hell did that happen? seriously threw me off there....so Im looking through, and there's my pasty white ass, hangin off the lost cherry spotlight...no jokin! and I was like...what the hell is that doin up there?! cause I knew I bid for it last night, but I totally did it as a joke knowing I wouldn't get it...well I did. so today Im *hopefully* going to start work on my new costume for both halloween and anime usa...Im going to be mikuru chan!!! here's a couple pics for you to see the outfit that I have to sew...in 21 days... lol haha, that's gonna be awesome. I love the fact that it's a waitress outfit, and omg, its just all around cute! anyways I gotta run out and grab breakfast for the moms and me (neither of us feels like cooking, lol) so I'll be back in a jiffy. or a few. whichever you like.

I Love U !!!!!
LOVE ME IS ALL I WANT FROM U,LOVE ME EVERY WAY BUT LOOSE.LOVE MAKES ME WANT TOO NURTURE U.A CANDLE LIGHT DINNER FOR TWO. ME LOOKIN IN YOUR EYES SO SENSUAL,SO TRUE. I CAN LOVE U ALL THE DAYS OF MY LIFE,IF U PROMISE TO BE TRUE. LETS LIVE AN HONEST LIFE.I CAN GIVE YOU THE TYPE LOVE THAT WOULD TURN HEADS.LET THEM MOCK OUR LOVE.CAUSE IT'S PERFECT AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS TOO ME!!!!!

Courtesy
So it's like this. Last night, about 7:30 I get a serious case of the munchies for some nachos with cheese and jalapenos. So I cruise over to the local Speedway where they have a pretty decent setup to pick some up. After assembling a mean set of nachos slathered with hot cheese and piled with little jalapeno slices I start walking to the register. As I'm approaching the counter I see a "lady" coming up along side me carrying an enormous case of Bud Light longnecks. I'm gonna pause the story here for just a moment to introduce the cast of characters. We'll call the "lady" stupid redneck bitch (srb) for short. Now don't get me wrong. I've got nothing against rednecks in general, some of my favorite relatives are rednecks. In this case "stupid" and "bitch" are the operative detrimental adjectives, redneck is merely there to give you a little better description of her demeanor. Also in this little play we have big ass Harley dude (bahd), The Landscaper (tl), Dude looking for

I Am Not Paranoid.
But maybe my penis IS too small. I mean.... that would explain why I was never able to break into the porn industry. That and the fact that I never tried to break into the porn industry. I opted instead to get into the prom industry. Sadly, the word "cummerbund" or however you spell it makes me curl up into a tight ball and sob.

Today(10-10-06)
Well, The car's motor is shot. About $2500.00 to put a rebuilt one in and some other work.Had to ride the local bus serves to get to an appt. at 9am. only thing is I had to get on the bus at 7am and cant get home till about 3-4pm. a long day for an 30 min. appt. but I am smiling.....LOL.

Separation
I gotta tell you, this getting separated and breaking off a relationship after 30 years is a tough thing to do. People just don't know how hard it is, even if you are unhapy in your relationship, to make that step to make a change. I think that may be the toughest part--taking the first step--because we all think as the old saying goes: "the devil you know is better than the devil you don't". But after you take that first step off the cliff, you realize that now you can be responsible for your own happiness---and life will be for you what you make of it. It becomes sort of exciting. At times, you get almost giddy, and at others are scared to death, but all in all, so far I like the ride. People have asked---are you lonely. My answer is: No. there is a difference between being alone and lonely. Being alone is a state of being---being lonely is a state of mind. A person can be alone and not lonely--or lonely but not alone. As long as you feel good about who you are, there is no reas

I May Not Be Perfect...but I'm Always Me.
As I sit here and think bout things.And wonder how things in my life have changed so much in the past year.Here I am tryin everyday to make things better when it just seems to hang there. I know I shouldnt have to prove nothin to no one. And if it wasnt for the certain friends I have made I dont think I couldve made it through all the shit I have been through. Dawnie isnt out to impress no one or so forth. Dawnie wants to be herself and if no one can accept that !Guess what thats just to damn bad! I'm here to make myself happy and live my life being happy. People that dont know me have no right to judge me. Maybe I need to stop bein so nice HmMmMmM but like someone told me if I do that it would make me look fake and thats not me! And hes right! Im not some bitch so I dont need to be commin off like that.All I gotta say is at least I keep it real with people and be honest with everyone !! I never in my life tried to be someone I'm not!! So to ya'll who cant accept me for who I am And

Glummy Tuesday
hey to all my friends I went to see my son last night at the jail, he's doing o.k..he's suppose to see the circuit clerk person today to see bout getting his bond lowered from 7,500...I just want to get him out so he can go on with his life, he was planning on joining the national gaurds, I think he would be better off in there than the jail that he's in, he's only 17.There is so many young kids in there, I don't know why their not in jevenille instead of there, this system that we have is so screwed up.anyways, hopefully he will be coming home soon...

Who Wants To Join Me?
just thought id let ya know that i am in a really good mood today...even though i feel like shyt... i dont know what brought on this happy feeling, but ima take advantage of it... you should too if ive been crabby to you lately coz i aint felt well...nows the time to talk to me... im sorry if i did get bitchy with you though... so if uve been wantin to ask me somethin or whatever...nows the time... talk to you all soon... luv and cuddlez ~Hawkeye~ By the way im makin breakfast potatoes o'brian chorizo and eggs and some sort of meat... anybody wanna join me... oh and theyll be coffee too gotta have that

Master's Creed
Above all else He cherishes His slave, in the knowledge that the gift she gives Him is the greatest gift of all. He is demanding and takes full advantage of the power given to Him, but knows how to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift. He is in control of himself first and foremost, so that He may control others. As a stern and demanding Master, He can cause His slave to cry real tears. As the consummate lover, He will then kiss the tears away, without stepping out of character. In times of trouble, a Master will leave the roles behind, to be a supportive friend and partner, never forgetting that this is still a loving relationship between two caring individuals. He is quick to understand the differences between fantasy and reality. He would never ask His slave to put Him before her career, or family, just to satisfy His own pleasure. To win His slave's mind, body, spirit, soul, and love, He knows He must first win her trust. He will show His slave humor, k

You Are My Friend{for My 'crazedvampiress'}
Though we have friends that leave this world un-timely. Others are there to pick you up when your down. They wipe the tears, when you cry. Can chase away your fear when you are afraid. Hold you close, and tell you they care.I'm there, when you need me. And Love you always. I'm glad to say, I'm that kind of friend for You. I don't take the place of the ones you have lost. I make a new place, just for you and me. Luv Ya, Muah! "TheUnLoved"

To The General Public..
FROM BIKERS...TO THE GENERAL PUBLIC... I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you

From All Bikers To The General Public
FROM BIKERS...TO THE GENERAL PUBLIC... I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you

Keep Going
Tuesday, October 10, 2006 Keep going When you've reached the goal you've chosen for yourself, set your sights on an even higher objective. And keep going. When things have not worked out the way you planned, learn the valuable lessons that the experience has to offer. And keep going. The key to meaningful achievement is not in how clever you are or how lucky you are or in how much advantage you can gain over others. The key is to keep going. When other people give you encouragement, insight and assistance, thank them for their help while offering your own special value to in return. And keep going. When others seek to block your every effort, raise yourself up to where you can clearly see beyond their petty, shortsighted attempts. And keep going. Whatever may come or go or happen or fail to happen, there is always a way, some way or another, to keep going. You will get wherever you wish to go when you consistently choose, in each moment, to simply, thankfully and g

Interesting Tidbits
In the 1400's a law was set forth that a man was not allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb". Many years ago in Scotland, a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV was Fred and Wilma Flintstone Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the US Treasury. Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. Coca-Cola was originally green. It is impossible to lick your elbow. The average number of people airborne over the US any given hour: 61,000 Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair. The first novel ever written on a typewriter: Tom Sawyer. Each king in a deck of playing cards represents a great king in history: Spades - King David Hearts - Charlemagne Clubs -Alexander, the Great Diamonds

Poetry For Everyone
Everyday we go out into the world hoping to find that true love. But what is love really? We have tried to define the word love for years but it seems to me that the definition don't really say much. It doesn't come with a manual or a direction kit. Love can be found in the weirdess places or even right in front of you. You could be with someone right now that isn't the one who was made for you. All I can say is never stop looking. For one day you might find the unexpected, the undefinable thing, LOVE......... WHAT DOES LOVE REALLY MEAN? What does love really mean? Is it a want or a need? When you give do you have to recieve? Or is there a love out there for you and me? Do you get to choose that special one? Or has it already been done? Will there be a bond or a connection Or does love go by sections Going by your likes and dislikes Rather you like to swim or ride a bike What do you do? To find that love meant just for you But the real question is"Does love exist" Co

Hard Not To Cry
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the Universi