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What Your Bday Month Means
Your Birth Month is August Ambitious and strong, you find it easy to be successful. You are brave and stubborn. No one's going to set your limits! Your soul reflects: Strength, character, and devotion Your gemstone: Peridot Your flower: Poppy Your colors: Orange, red, and light green What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

The Pain...
You always hurt the one you love The one you shouldnt hurt at all You always take the sweetest rose And crush it until the petals fall You always break the kindest heart With a hasty word you cant recall So if i hurt your heart tonight Its because I Love You most of all. You know who you are and who this is for. im sorry. theres nothing more i can say. if thats not good enough then we didnt have what i thought we had from the start. i love you and no matter what that will never change.

Pretty Off Subject From Losat Cherry
I need some help. My dad owns a radio station, so I am constantly trying to download songs form the net mstly using Limewire; and I keep running into the same problem..... IDIOTS!!!! They tag Knocking on Heavens Door as Led Zepplin or Pink Floyd, IT'S Guns N' Roses peopleI found Sweet Home Alabama once, tagged as Jimi Hendrix, don't know what dumbass did that, but anyways, I have thousands of songs on my computer of wich likely 75% of are improperly tagged, also causing many duplicates. Does anyone know of a good, FREE, program that can automaticly find the info and tag them correctly and delete the duplicate files?

My Love
My love is like an ocean It goes down so deep My love is like a rose Whose beauty u want to keep. My love is like a river That will never end My love is like a dove With a beautiful message to send. My love is like a song That goes on and on forever My love is like a prisoner It's to u that I surrender now and forever .i love u

Rawr.
I gotta go wash my mouth out lol. And get to bed. I gotta be up soon. But anyway hahahahah Hi. I rock lmao. Tonight rocked :) Thats all you need to know. You know i had all these problems earlier tonight. But i dont have a care in the world lmao. Dude! Kim ( aka cheddar is better ) and i rock. Lol. SO yeah. Goodnight lmao < 333 Dear heart, < 3 Dear mind, good going. Dear body, good choice. Love me.

80s Music
You Scored 55% Correct You are a solid child of the 80s You'd never confuse Tiffany from Debbie And while you may not know Prince's first #1 hit You know every word to Little Red Corvette How Much Do You Know About 80s Music?

How Evil Am I????
You Are 64% Evil You are very evil. And you're too evil to care. Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot. How Evil Are You? Oh hellllll yeah!! Am I evil enough for you now bitch...lol. J/K

Tell Me How Much Love Do I Have To Give?? If Were Going To Make This Last Forever
Tell Me How Much Love Do I Have To Give?? If Were Going to Make This Last Forever Well your love will last for me for as long as life well be for every one on earth Will last to bring the hearts of each other to be all tougher for we will be there for each one can be in love with one another For my love for you well last for as long as life be on earth We will be tougher for as long as we live for my love can only last a life time Such as yours will last for me but our love will all ways be there for us. In other words our love will be their forever more.

The Unknow Ladie Of My Heart
For beauty is as sweet as you For your eyes are blue As eyes as beautiful As yours well bring love into my life such as yours For such beauty as yours may be as mine once was to be Forever to be as we can bring love to life for we are meant to be for ever tougher For love is life and life is love as love may bring life to all for me Love for you will forever bring love to others as for life will burn deep within' our hearts for each other As well as we bring life to others That will bring love to us From witch we burn the passion to our hearts As we walk towards our future As beauty as such as yours brings these poems to life for others To read for we will forever bring love to life for each other For we may have lots of passion to burn For the burning of life To have for each other We may brings life for others to have and to hold Such as bees brings honey to others to have

What Xmas Tree Are U ?
You Are a Bright Christmas Tree For you, the holidays are all about fun and seasonal favorites. You are into all things Christmas, even if they're a little tacky. What Christmas Tree Are You?

Celtic Horoscope
You Are A Pine Tree You love agreeable company, peace, and harmony. Compassionate and friendly, you love to help others. A natural poet, you have a very active imagination. You are very soft on the inside - needing affection and reassurance. You can fall in love deeply, but you will leave if you feel betrayed. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Me Love He
ME LOVE HE Current mood: bored Category: Writing and Poetry ME LOVE HE ME LOVE HE THOUGH HE IS DIRT ME DID NOT KNOW HE WAS A FLIRT GOSH OH GEE HOW ME LOVE HE BUT HE LOVE SHE AND SHE AINT ME DARN HIM HATE HIM WISH HIM DIE HE SAID HE LOVE ME BUT HE LIED LOVE IS LOVE AND ALWAYS WAS ME GET HIM BACK ME ALWAYS DOES

Saint's Code
"When I raise my flashing sword, and my hand takes hold on judgement. I will take vengeance upon my enemies, And I will repay those who haze me. Oh, lord raise me to thy right hand and count me among thy Saints".

Poem For A Friend
SPECIAL FRIEND Current mood: okay Category: Writing and Poetry SPECIAL FRIEND YOU MADE ME LAUGH WHEN I WANTED TO CRY. YOU WERE HONEST WITH ME YOU NEVER LIED. YOU MADE MY PROBLEMS SEEM SO CLEAR. YOUR WARM CARING SMILE BRIGHTENED UP MY DAY. YOU HELPED ME WALK THE LONG HARD WAY. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART. I KNOW THIS FRIENDSHIP WILL NEVER END. BECAUSE YOUR IN MY HEART YOU SPECIAL FRIEND.

What Fairy Are You?
Which Elemental Fairy Are You? Your A WATER Fairy!!!As an elemental raindrop of a water fairy, your characteristics mimic those of the liquidity of the water itself. Resembling the fall of water droplets as gravity pulls them downward; your tears speak for you. You are ruled by your emotions and pour your earths blood into everything you do. The blood in your veins, runs through you like the river in the canals; peaceful and serene. You are romantic as the moonlit lake you glide upon, and sentimental, and affectionate as the rain you cry. You nurture your relationships emotionally and physically. Your artistry flows from your hands and into the life that swirls around you like a whirlpool. As spontaneous as the rhythm of the rapids, your moods are ever-changing and unpredictable.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Sex... Or Lack Of....
It has been 3 years since I've had sex . I'm not complaining. I've gone far longer without sex, and I'm sure there are many of you out there that have as well. In an effort to avoid sexual casualties, I'm not having meaningless, frivolous sex. I shall abstain. There is something about having sex on a daily basis, and then suddenly not having it anymore. It does something to you. It changes you. It's like having a cup of coffee twice a day, and then not having it anymore. You get headaches, right? So what happens when I don't get my daily dose of penis? Well, I've noticed the following series of maladies: 1. IRRITABILITY- Suddenly I'm aware of how annoying Eva Longoria is. I don't know what it is. Maybe it is the fact that she is representing us Latin actresses, but cannot seem to get a role that doesn't require her to be a "sex pot". What does that say about our culture? Where are the roles with substance? I know there are intelligent roles for Latin women, but there are few. I

My Poem I Wrote For My Mom After She Died
SHOULD YOU GO FIRST IN MEMORY OF MY MOM 1-11-1960 9-11-2002 Current mood: depressed Category: Writing and Poetry "SHOULD YOU GO FIRST" SHOULD YOU GO FIRST AND I REMAIN TO WALK THE ROAD ALONE, I'LL LIVE IN MEMORY'S GARDEN, DEAR, WITH HAPPY DAYS WE'VE KNOWN. IN SPRING I'LL WATCH FOR ROSES RED WHEN FADES THE LILAC BLUE, IN EARLY FALL WHEN BROWN LEAVES CALL I'LL CATCH A GLIMPSE OF YOU. SHOULD YOU GO FIRST AND I REMAIN FOR BATTLES TO BE FOUGHT, EACH THING YOU TOUCHED ALONG THE WAY WILL BE A HOLLOWED SPOT. I'LL HEAR YOUR VOICE, I'LL SEE YOU SMILE, THOUGH BLINDLY I MAY GROPE, THE MEMORY OF YOUR HELPING HAND WILL PUSH ME ON WITH HOPE. SHOULD YOU GO FIRST AND I REMAIN TO FINISH WITH THE SCROLL, NO LENGTHENING SHADOWS SHALL CREEP IN TO MAKE THIS LIFE SEEM DROLL. WE'VE HAD OUR CUP OF JOY AND MEMORY IS ONE GIFT OF GOD, THAT DEATH CANNOT DESTROY. SHOULD YOU GO FIRST AND I REMAIN, ONE THING I'D HAVE YOU DO; WAL

Why The Dmv Sucks
I agree that the DMV sucks. But the main reason the DMV sucks, is because of the people who go there. It's the same with the post office, bank, car rental agency, airport, etc. See, when I'm in line at the store, I have my money or plastic out and ready to pay. When I step up to the Hertz counter, I have a printout of my reservation from their web site in my hand with my driver's license and credit card. I answer all the questions quickly. I can rent a car in less time than most people spend to withdraw $40 from an ATM. When I go to the DMV, I know why I'm going there. Many people, do not. Although I have never worked at the DMV, I have worked at a similar job for 10 years, and many customers do not know why they have walked up to my counter. Really. They just stand there talking. Then they get angry when they realize how stupid they are. About once per month, when I'm walking somewhere on my lunch hour, someone will walk up to me and ask me "Where is the social sec

Goodbye!
so i'm deleting my profile on here in a couple of days, maybe even as early as tomorrow. i spend my time on myspace now and barely ever go on here anymore. i've gotten bored with this site and there are just way too many perverts on here for me. i have met some fantastic people on here, you guys know who you are. =] thank you for making this site enjoyable as long as possible for me! if any of you would like to keep in contact with me, then message me and i might give you my msn screenname or something. lator gators ♥ -C

All About The Absinth
The Absinthe Story 1792 A French doctor with a curiously rhyming name - Pierre Ordinaire - decides it's time for a 18th Century wonder drug. He knocks up a cure-all potion named 'absinthe' - and, as its popularity spreads across the Swiss Val de Travers region, copycat distillers join the party. Soon absinthe attracts a reputation for healing everything from epilepsy, gout, kidney stones, colic, headaches and worms - and pleased punters affectionately nickname the tonic 'La Fée Verte' (the green fairy). 1805 An early day Bill Gates called Henri-Louis Pernod decides the drink should be an aperitif not just a tonic and sets up the famous Pernod Fils absinthe company in Pontarlier in France. Rumor has it Monsieur Pernod got his entrepreneurial hands on the original recipe through his father-in-law - a Major Dubied. The Major had paid good money for the formula apparently left to the Henriod sisters by Pierre Ordinaire on his deathbed. The Pernod Fils stills gear up to

Fée Verte (“the Green Fairy”)
Wikipedia definition Absinthe (also absinth) (IPA English: [ˈæbsɪnθ] IPA French: [ap.sɛ̃t]) is a distilled, highly alcoholic, anise-flavored spirit derived from herbs including the flowers and leaves of the medicinal plant Artemisia absinthium, also called wormwood. Although it is sometimes incorrectly called a liqueur, absinthe is not bottled with added sugar and is therefore classified as a liquor or spirit.[1] Absinthe is often referred to as la Fée Verte (“The Green Fairy”) because of its coloring — typically pale or emerald green, but sometimes clear. Due to its high proof and concentration of oils, absintheurs (absinthe drinkers) typically add three to five parts ice-cold water to a dose of absinthe, which causes the drink to turn cloudy (called “louching”); often the water is used to dissolve added sugar to decrease bitterness. This preparation is considered an important part of the experience of drinking absinthe, so much so that it has become rit

Why Oh Why?
Why does it seem when things are going right, life has to throw you a curve ball that u totally swing and miss on? Why does love have to be so hard to understand and so hard to achieve? Why does love always pick the ones u cant actually be with? Why does life have to be so cruel? Why does it seem when you try harder things just get rougher? Why do i travel down the same road everyday and know the outcome but still do it? Why is it that i cant be happy no matter how much i just want that? Why do i even bother to try when it ends up leaving nothing but a taste of bitterness in my mouth? Why cant i just close my eyes and take the pain away? Why cant i just wish myself cured from this misery? Why do things always backfire when i thought i had them all planned out? Why cant someone just tell me the secret to life so i can avoid all these twists and turns that leave me sick beyond words?

You Save Me - Kenny Chesney
This goes out to someone very special to me!! Every now and then I get a little lost My strings all get tangled, my wires all get crossed Every now and then I'm right up on the edge Dangling my toes out over the ledge I just thank God you're here 'Cause when I'm a bullet shot out of a gun 'Cause when I'm a firecracker comin' undone Or when I'm a fugitive ready to run, all wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me It's hard lovin' a man that's got a gypsy soul I don't know how you do it, I'm not sure how you know The perfect thing to say to save me from myself You're the angel that moves me like nobody else And I thank God you do 'Cause when I'm a bullet shot out of a gun When I'm a firecracker coming undone When I'm a fugitive ready to run, all wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me I know I don't tell you nearly enough That I couldn't live one day without your love When I'm

To Anyone Who Reads This
the poem i just posted. went back and reread it like a dummy after i posted it and noticed a cpl mistakes. please forgive me. but this is to all of you from your lc angel. love you all. angel

Fuckin'
center>You have a sexual IQ of 144 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

An Angel Is Surrounding You
an angel is surrounding you she's everywhere you go when you feeling happy or just feeling a little blue. an angel is surrounding you at every given turn just put your trust in her and she'll see you dont get burned. an angel is surrounding you whether big or small it matters not who you are it matters not how far it matters only that she is true an angel is surrounding you you'll know she is there by the hugs she leaves in the air with a gentle breeze and a loving kiss this is one angle you'll soon not miss.. written by:angel. hugs to you all i hope you enjoyed it. plz let me know what you think your opinion means a great deal angel

Plz Dont Break This
DO NOT SEND THIS BACK TO THE PERSON THAT SENT YOU IT!!![not a good idea] DO THIS ITS SOO FREAKY thursday october 6, 2005 here just do it most people aren't sure of what they really want in life. I received this letter from a friend on the computer, did what it told me to, and within a week, everything I had wished came true!! Here's an exact copy, this really works!!!! >***************************************************** 1. To yourself, say the name of the only > guy or girl you wanna be with 3 > times! >***************************************************** > > 2. Think of something you wanna accomplish > within the next week and say it to your self 6 times!! >~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > > > > 3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to > yourself 9 times!!! >----------------------------------------------------- > > 4. Think of something that you want to happen > between you and that 1special person and say it to your self 12 time

The End...
Well tonite has been a shitty nite for me..i am suprised i am able to be sitting here and typing this to you..i just wanted to type this before i went to lay down and get some rest..I passed out at work tonite, to the point my heart slowed itself down and almost quit working. They rushed me to the hospital and took so much blood and did a heart scan on me. I was in there for 8hrs tonite, pure hell i tell you..The dianosis came out to be is that i am on 4 different types of blood pressure meds becuz i have very high blood pressure, and 2 are a beta blocker and the other 2 are alpa one makes my heart go up while the other slows it down, they are suppose to equal themselves out with one another but apparently they didnt tonite..and my blood pressure meds made my heart almost quit working. I was lucky tonite, oh so lucky i tell you..they gave me some meds for pain and im feeling alittle better but still weak.. I had a dream last nite that i was riding in a car and i seen a tornado pass by

Story To The Pic Of My Kissing Kristol
Ok, so the story to that pic goes like this... I was married. To a guy named Brandon. I am bisexual and as a way to keep things fresh, and to abort some other issues that will not be named here, we had 3 somes and 4 somes. Well Kristol, who's brother married my step cousin, moved in with us for awhile. She thinks i'm hot, Brandon thinks everything with a clit is hot. Well I found out that they were fucking. And that she was pregnant by him. WHile both of them were living there off my dime. Neither of them worked and I worked two jobs.And I took care of the house and my 2 kids that live with me. So of course I got some black mail pics, I.E. that pic. Brandon and Kristol are still together now, and their baby is not well and they lost custody of her. Brandon has cheated on her with over 10 girls in the past year and got her sister and best friend pregnant as well. You get what you deserve dirty bitches! ~~~~UPDATE~~~~~ Her sister lied.. sleazy chicks.. go fig. My ex's bab

Sex
(i posted this on myspace a few weeks ago) I have had many men in and out of my life....some friends, some friends with benefits and some i went out with.....but im tired of it all now...im 30 years old and right now there are more important things in life than just sex.....Is it a sign that im getting older? I dont know...all I know is sex just doesnt hold the appeal it once did in my life.....Dont get me wrong I still enjoy it....but to be honest the last few times I have had it I just had it to be having it....I wasnt turned on or wanting it....I just did it....It kind of scares me because at one time in my life sex was a big thing I wanted it all the time....anytime of the day and anywhere....now Im like ho hum sex again....when i go to bed I would rather just sleep than do anything (not like theres a man in my bed waiting for me) I dont know what is wrong with me...I dont know if Im normal or there is something wrong with me.....I know its not because of my weight because when

Big Girls
As you all can tell Im a big girl....I suffer from low self esteem at times. No matter how many times a guy hits on me or tells me Im beautiful there is still that little voice inside my head laughing saying surely you dont believe their bullshit, they just want to get you into bed, use you for what you got then leave you cold. Yeah there may be a man out there that wants me for me, for who I am on the inside not for what I look like. I always hear oh I like big women, then Ill catch myself asking why. Why would a man like a big girl? My first answer (and maybe it comes from experience) low self esteem, they think that if a girl is big then automatically she has low self esteem and that means shes easily controlled. They find a girl that will do everything they tell them to without question. Or the sex, shes easy...shes a big girl shes not getting any because no one really wants her so she will settle for just sex. Second answer, maybe they are attracted to the curves and the ro

Your So Vain.....
You walked into the party Like you were walking onto a yacht Your hat strategically dipped below one eye Your scarf it was apricot You had one eye in the mirror As you watched yourself gavotte And all the girls dreamed that they'd be your partner They'd be your partner, and You're so vain You probably think this song is about you You're so vain I'll bet you think this song is about you Don't you? Don't you? You had me several years ago When I was still quite naive Well, you said that we made such a pretty pair And that you would never leave But you gave away the things you loved And one of them was me I had some dreams they were clouds in my coffee Clouds in my coffee, You're so vain You probably think this song is about you You're so vain I'll bet you think this song is about you Don't you? Don't you? I had some dreams they were clouds in my coffee Clouds in my coffee, and You're so vain You probably think this song is about you You're so va

A Poem Of Hope
The hopeful liking of kind musicals. Aray of deep emotions of beauty and wits. Wonders of fun and trust. The meaning of fabulous is great and neat.. Awesome is having deep, wonderful marvels. Cute and kind are there too.. The great beauty beings of us.. By Jeannie There are 20 words I used to make this!! LOL

Doc/patient Relations. Ewww
Doctor-patient relations... Doctor Dave had sex with one of his patients and felt guilty all day long. No matter how much he tried to forget about it, he just couldn't. The guilt and sense of betrayal was overwhelming. But every once in a while he'd hear an internal, reassuring voice in his head that said: "Dave, don't worry about it. You aren't the first medical practitioner to sleep with one of their patients and you won't be the last. And you're single. Just let it go, Dave." But invariably another voice in his head would bring him back to reality, whispering: Dave............. Dave............ Dave............ You're a veterinarian, you sick bastard".

The Godfather
A Mafia Godfather finds out that his bookkeeper has screwed him out of ten million bucks; his bookkeeper is deaf. It was considered an occupational benefit, and the reason he got the job in the first place, since it was assumed that a deaf bookkeeper would not be able to hear anything that he'd ever have to testify about in court. When the Godfather goes to shakedown the bookkeeper about his missing $10 million bucks, he brings along his attorney, who knows sign language. The Godfather asks the bookkeeper: "Where is the 10 million bucks you embezzled from me?" The attorney, using sign language, asks the bookkeeper where the 10 million bucks is hidden. The bookkeeper signs back: "I don't know what you are talking about." The attorney tells the Godfather: "He says he doesn't know what you're talking about." That's when the Godfather pulls out a 9 mm pistol, puts it to the bookkeeper’s temple, cocks it, and says: "Ask him again!" The attorney signs to the

Thursday Night
Man i havern't really done much tonight. I had a couple of friends come over and that's about it. My roommate and I have just chilled and watched TV all night. I'm lookin foward to tonight though. Party time lol. I just got invited to a keg on facebook. You already know i'm goin lol : p

Late And Just Thinking
I see all these blogs and people can go on and on and write stuff and I seem never to be able to come with something to say. You don't want it to be to long so no one will read it and yet if its to short its like you have nothing to say. I also noticed that is seems like in life most men don't have alot to say out loud but lots of them write blogs that are very long and they say alot. Why is that? Is it because woman use different areas of thier brian. Because i would really like to know. You do realize that when you say to a man you are not listening to me that is because they probably are not. It is a proven fact that the part of the brain in the frontal lobe where that skill resides is not as active as it is in a womans brain.. Strange to think about but the man who wrote "Men are from mars and woman are from venus" might really have something there.. Okay i am a little tired its after 2:30 in the morning and I just did a study guide for my india class. So maybe I am a little slap

Special Bond
This is a poem I got from a friend of mine. I hope it will touch your heart as it did mine. Special Bond A friendship is a speial bond; its a never ending circle that goes on and on. We've been through think and thin, we've created chaos and committed sins. this is how it has to be. You're gone and its only me. There's an empty space in my heart, but I promise we will never be apart. I know your're in heaven smiling down, and please put a smile on my face when there's a frown. Our memories we have created will live on and on. Because our friendship was a speial bond. No one will ever fill that space, and I know I can never see your face, but I have the good times and I have the bad. I know I will never be sad.

Hmmm Whats Up?
damn thats pretty fucked up i get all these nice ass comments on my pics but as soon as i put pics up of me and my man fuckin yall wana be all shy an shit cum on now it aint that serious.....whats the deal???

Problems
Aight yall i ain't that good and this i am feeling down in the dumps and i don't know why i just donno what to do anymore i am single i still live with my ex but the thing on that is i still and will always love her to death and i am very worried about alot of things like if i find someone else i wanna be with or whatever else matters into something like that but other then that i have jus been feeling like shit today i have feelings like i am gonna get kicked out cuz i don't have a job yet or anything special like that and if that ever happens i have nothing no money nowhere to go so basically i will be a homeless ninja wit nothin but what i own and that isn't gonna get me no where me and my ex argue all the time but then i really can't do a damn thing about it it's her family's house and i know if i fuck up i am screwed in every which way

Life
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You will fight with your bestfriend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because the time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you have never been hurt, because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end. Be afraid that your life will never begin.

My Greenry
oh my god so i went to california for a huge hippie let me tell u if fucking rocked i did so many drugs i couldnt think strait but anyways sence then i havent smoke weed im going crazy i just moved to washington i nobody will sell me shit what is going on arrhhhh but yea if your ever in california in the summer around september find earth dance and go you will have so much fun lots love to everyone lesley

Friday
I'm glad dude didn't go see that girl.. He was only going to get hurt.. and since she's flaky and lies alot.. ugh.. anywho.. I'm glad he went to work .. Heck he did a double shift.. I do those waaaaaaaaaay too much! lmao I'm going to have to have a talk with dude.. tell him to not depend on his "grill" when talking to girls.. lol edit.. I guess.. I'd do for my friend what nobody but one does for me.. I saw the girl he likes.. and asked her one thing.. Please.. "Don't hurt him" He's a nice guy.. takes good care of his son. and tries to come to work on time.. ok.. the punctual at work is .. lol Just please.. don't turn him into a playa.. Your young, pretty, can date anybody you want.. don't hurt him.. she's blonde and like almost 6 ft.. and he's all in lust.. All the women in his life are blonde.. I like blondes but they usually don't like me.. so... lmao Well my Scotish ex.. .. long story.. He's been in luv.. like a million times.. so he gets

I Dont Know
Ya know how when everything in your life, seems to be going good for once..then one day, it just all falls apart faster than you can try and fix it? Yeah..it sucks. Everything seems to be falling apart lately, and I cant fix it, even if I wanted to. I'm stuck inbetween something, that I dont want to be stuck between anymore. I've fallen for a great guy, yet..can't get this other guy out of my head, is it fair? Not hardly. Last night, it became obvious about who really cared..but even so, why cant I get the one that does, but can't admit it out of my head? =/ It's weird..cause you would think that my grandma would be the most important thing..but I dunno..I know she's dying, and I know that she can go at any time..but I'm surprisingly okay with it..I made my peace with her, and as much as its going to hurt me, and the rest of my family to see her go, at least she's not gonna be in pain anymore. If Life is so great, then why do people live in pain, that they cant control? Wouldn't you th

Nerdy Me
Contray to what people know or think about me. I'm a nerd.. Nothing wrong with it.. I just am! lmao I love electronics.. I like programming.. I like figuring out how stuff works.. I love love love troubleshooting and problem solving! I love my 2nd job .. If I had my way i'd do that for the rest of my entire life! Oh wait.. I 've been doing it since I was 8 years old! (not counting the years when girls had cooties 10-12) lmao JUst the other day.. I said.. how can i get more bandwith on my usb 2.0 ports off my monitor when I transferr files from it..?? Duh.. find that one freakin usb 2.0 cable i had stuck under my dark and scary desk! I had to get a mini floresant light to shine under that thing cuz.. man.. I dunno what i'm looking at.. And when lc is on the pc.. that loud dong sound is deafining to my widdle ears..! lmao ONe of my pc's is near the subwolfer! lol Anywho.. I did figure out it was the long black one .. and now the weirdo clear

Lost Opportunities
My dad died March of 2005. Lately i've been thinkin about all the things I'm missing out on! Like sittin down and having a drink with the old man.. which I had only done a few times since I turned 21. He brought me out to my first legal drink at a bar on my birthday. IT was really cool.. the bar was empty except for the Barkeep so it was just me and him and some drinks.. it was really cool just having that time with him.. He was really my best friend and I didn't realize it until he was gone and I FUcking hate myself for it! Another thing.. sharing tastes in music.. HE LOVED the classics.. ya know like Led Zeppelin, Jefferson Airplane, The Doors, etc.. and I did too but only recently I've come to find that the classics are mostly my favorites.. and that's usually what I listen to these days and I wish he was here to enjoy and talk about them with me! I'd love to be able to just sit there and talk to him about the Doors they recently become my 3rd fav band! And to be able to sit

First Of What May Seem Like Many Rants.
ok so I hate blogging, I never know what to say, who to say it to, and why I have some urge to say anything any way still kind of boggles my mind. So I guess the big thing is who the hell actualy reads other peoples blogs? I dont. The only blogs I have ever been caught reading was my ex boyfriend's blog because he was writing about me. Call me selfish but it is true. Once he got over me his life officially became boring and it showed in his blogs. Ok so back to the topic at hand, who reads this. If you read this leave a comment because I want to know exactly is so bored that they want to actually sit down and read what I have to say. Next what to say. I never know what to say in any situation. I am an impromtue kinda person, oh yeah did I mention creative spelling see above sentance if you need clarification(it is 2 am cut me some slack). I say ok and so a lot, if you have a problem with this stop at the first word of this blog and never look back. Thirdly whats with the urge to blog.

Friday
Well, Its friday morning.. I'm all excited cuz.. Well.. I'm going to back up my pc's this weekend! j/k I'll do that later.. I get to iron some new stuff and go out.. I might goto the mega 90's retro r&b concert at the circle city classic.. blackstreet , guy, toni tone tony, after 7 , stephani mills.. I'll probably go alone.. I don't know any women who would like to go.. I'm shy.. lol Plus i'd have to shave and clean my messy car .. doh lol

Vacation
hi all an hi to all my friend's out there just to let everyone know i am not going to be on after next wednesday night until the following wednesday or thursday night i am leaving town an going on vacation an will be gone for a week or little over a week so i look forward to talking to all of you before i go an when i come back home soon i will be taking lot's of picture's of my vacation trip this year an for those who know me i am on yahoo an msn messenger's as well would love to hear from everyone before i went but if i don't it's ok i understand i will be back if you would like to talk to me on yahoo messenger or msn messenger leave me a shout in the shoutbox an i will get back to you asap..thanks an have a good night all...Brian

First Time For Everything
I went to my first hockey game tonight. I don't even watch hockey, but my friend got free tickets and I heard the games were a lot of fun so I decided to give it a try. It really was a lot of fun too. I'm actually hoping to be able to go to a few more this season. I don't think I could ever sit down and watch it on TV though, I'd have to be there to pay attention. Oh well, just thought I'd share ;)

Sweet Angel
Sweet Angel I take a sip of my drink now and then starin at the bottom of the glass trying to find out who i am oh how the time has passed I remember when things were good back when I was young we used to stay out all night drinkin by the moonlight we had alot of fun its easy to watch your life pass by gets easier everyday now memories are all you have but they seem to get in the way so sweet angel take me in your dreams tonite I know that with you things will be alright Ive tried everything I could do and now its time for you to pull me thru oh sweet angel no more crying no more feeling bad no more wanting it to be the end I am finally free again i just keep holding on to you hoping youll let me come to you oh sweet angel take me in your dreams tonite hold me close and things will be alright Im so tired of feeling blue if i could just hold onto you oh sweet angel

To My Brother Joe May He Rest In Peace
We didnt always get along we did have our moments I just wish there was something i could have done to help you thru your difficult times. I wasnt always the best brother and even though it was never said I loved you with all my heart and Im gonna miss you.Youre in a better place now now more pain or worries. Sorry i couldnt be there for you when you needed someone. Rest in Peace my brother. I Love you always . Blog dedicated to my brother Joe who passed away Thursday OCT 5 2006. RIP 6/14/68-10/5/06

About Being Married
I hate when guys look at my profile and think i am hot or whatever and then they find out that i am married and then they don't want to talk anymore..yes i am very happily married to the greatest guy in the world but that doesn't mean we can't be friends. my husband is on here also and he has some girls on his page that i don't really approve on his page but hey its not like he is going to fuck them or whatever besides he is in korea..lol.. anyways ppl just bec i am married doesn't mean we can't talk or whatever and leave eachother comments i have a lot of guy friends so don't be scured@!!!

The Eve Of Darkest!!
The Eve of darkest!! On the eve of darkest. The devil is black with spiders and is mad.(Gross is what I read.) Upset and scaried with horror runs to the grave. Freaking sad and mad falls from the closet. Unhuamnly, dark and werid. The evils appear. Mostly scaried to death, just hides in its fear. Was I wrong? No, just working on a mystery here. My bad. Its on all the evils I see. by Jeannie

Chocolate Pear - Tart Crostata Di Pere E Cioccolata
Ripe pears enclosed in a rich chocolate pastry. 21/2 cups all-purpose flour 1/3 cup unsweetened cocoa 2 sticks unsalted butter, cut into 16 pieces, chilled cup granulated sugar Pinch salt 1 large egg 5 tablespoons water 5 firm ripe pears (about 2 pounds) Confectioners' sugar, for dusting Pulse the flour, cocoa, butter, sugar and salt with the metal blade of a food processor until combined, about 6 times. Add the egg and pulse twice. With the motor running, add the water by the tablespoon through the feed tube until the dough forms a ball. Remove the dough and divide it in half. Flatten each half into a 1 -inch thick disc, cover with foil and refrigerate until firm enough to roll, about 1 hour. Preheat the oven to 350ºF. On a lightly floured surface, roll out one half of the dough into a 1/4-inch [6mm] thick circle. Press the dough into an oiled 9-inch tart pan with a removable bottom, leaving a 1-inch overhang. Cut the pears in half lengthwise. Core and peel eac

Milanese Roasted Vegetable Lasagne
A wonderful vegetarian meal in itself, this could be served with a salad. 12 sheets of lasagne, precooked in boiling water, then drained sliced tomatoes, to garnish Milanese Tomato Sauce: 1/2 tbsp olive oil 1 onion, chopped 4 garlic cloves, crushed 1 green pepper, cored, deseeded and diced 4 oz field mushrooms (porcini if possible), chopped 8 basil leaves, torn into peices 1 bay leaf 6 floz full-bodied red wine such as Barolo 2 tbsp tomato puree 14 oz cans chopped tomatoes 8 oz fresh tomatoes, skinned, seeds removed and chopped Filling: 2 tbsp extra virgin olive oil 1 large eggplant, quartered 2 large zucchinis, quartered 1 large red pepper, cored, deseeded and quartered 1 large yellow pepper cored, deseeded and quartered 1 fennel bulb, quartered 2 red onions 1 tbsp dried basil or similar herb salt and freshly ground black pepper one whole garlic head, roasted with the vegetables and squeezed into the filling after roasting Cheese Sauce: 1 1/4 pints mil

Antipasto
Antipasto Misto Mixed Antipasto For the marinade 1 large garlic clove, minced 2 tablespoons balsamic vinegar 2 tablespoons red-wine vinegar 1/2 teaspoon crumbled dried rosemary 1 teaspoon dried basil, crumbled 1 teaspoon dried oregano, crumbled 1/4 teaspoon dried hot red pepper flakes, or to taste 1/2 cup olive oil 3 large carrots, cut diagonally into 1/4-inch-thick slices 2 small fennel bulbs (about 1 1/2 pounds), cut crosswise into 1/4-inch-thick slices (about 3 cups) 2 red bell peppers, roasted and cut into strips 2 yellow bell peppers, roasted and cut into strips a 12-ounce jar peperoncini (pickled Tuscan peppers), rinsed and drained well 3/4 pound black or green brine-cured olives or a combination 1/4 pound sun-dried tomatoes packed in oil, drained and cut into strips 3/4 pound marinated or plain bocconcini (small mozzarella balls, available at specialty foods shops and some supermarkets) 1/2 pound pepperoni or soppressata (hard Italian sausage, available at Ital

Tired Of The Same Old Shit
One of theses days men and woman that hurt others will find out in the long run no one likes them. what is the deal with some people this happend to me and i know of one other chick it happened too although not the same guy but one just like him. 22 yr old jerks have to play with peoples emotions telling them they want to be with them and shit then after they get busted all of a sudden just want to be friends and if it gets to more thats cool well he needs to step up and tell someone exactly how he feels instead of telling my friend he likes me and then he tells me its friends only thats bullshit well i am done with men for a while taking a break until i feel its in my best intrest to date again and by the looks of the gene pool it will be a long time before that happens. i am a good person i love who i am but some can't seam to look past certain things well like i said i am a nice person once ou get to know me just plz for my sake and yours don't play with me i am not a toy lol i am

The Blackest Gift
It's a night of darkness a song of death wolves vent their howls the eturnal one rises evil shrouds her deathly form an everlasting desire her black hair cascades over her pale and delicate shoulders her lips part slightly to taste the blood streaming from pale fleash beneath her now a night of new life i thirst mah

Can U Believe This Shit?
i finally get to log on here again & get a message from the lc bodyguards or whatever the fuck theyre called saying that one of my default photos was deemed adult...and come to find out it was my bondage bettie page animation. wtf?! this is the same kind of big brother shit that is driving me away from myspace.errrrrrghhh

Alone In Darkness
The night falls as if slain by the sun Cold and alone we are the emotion for which you lust flares once then dies crushed by an ebon nothingness all hope must end your soul thrives no more how could you not understand losts souls crying we are fallen mah

Vs
K guys and gals heres a voice sample for you...if you want to hear it scroll down to the bottom of my page and turn the music off and start YouTube...also at the bottom...youll detect a little of shyness in me hehe....im a comment and attention whore so let me know what u think k?? lol ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Well since not one person commented on this blog yesterday and funny i have 24 viewings and not 1 comment i decided to remove my VS from my homepage and i placed it somewhere else have fun looking for it! (incase some of you dont know what VS is,it's a voice sample....)

Say Thank You To Our Troops!!!!
If you go to the web site at www.letssaythanks.com you can pick out a Thank you card and the Xerox Corporation will print it and it will be sent to a soldier who is currently serving in Iraq or elsewhere. You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Send to your friends so they can do it too Great for kids also. This is very quick and easy and a great way to let the troops fighting know how much they are appreciated. [even if you DON'T agree with the war - they're doing their job, same as you! don't you like to receive appreciation for going the extra mile?]

Weekend
I will be leaving in the morning for a trip. Yes of course on the Bike. I'll get caught up on the contest and entries on Sunday when I get back. CONTEST WILL END NEXT FRIDAY SINCE I'LL BE GONE A COUPLE OF DAYS. ENJOY THE WIND MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS

Im Going To Punch This Kid In The Face
so im on myspace the other day (i know it sucks fucking ass, i only use it caue 99% of my friends use it and check it daily, so there!) and ive been talking to this girl back and forth, ive met her before and shes cool, we get along real well, we flirt, etc etc. this has been going on for months now. anyways i go and post a comment on her page saying 'whats up buttercup, i miss you when are we going to hang out again'. the next day i get a message from her gayboy boyfriend saying 'my gf does not want u bro so i suggest stop callin her butter cup or whateevr other kinda gay shit u come up with cuz shes with me and has been'. those are his exact words. so i told him i will call her whatever the fuck i want and if he has a problem then do something, his girlfriend knows where i live. so its been like 4-5 days and he hasnt replied, and i know hes read it. scared maybe? id be scared of me :)

Wacky Packages Story (1973)
This is the famous 1st series that came out in Spring (most likely March) of 1973. Although this series is known as "the 1st series", all 30 titles had already been released as die-cuts in 1967/8. The 1967/8 die-cut series was not greatly successful however, while the re-release in 1973 was phenomenally successful, so consequently most people think Wackys were born in 1973, however they were already 5 or 6 years old at the time. Perhaps the peel-and-stick format made the difference (die-cuts were punch-and-lick), or perhaps it was just more in the air come 1973. Whatever the reason, this is the series that put Wacky Packages on the map. Mainly due to cease-and-desist warnings, fourteen of the original 1967/8 die-cuts did not make it to this series. Art Spiegelman conceived the jokes and drew the roughs for this series, Norm Saunders (primarily) did the final paintings. Packs came with two stickers, a checklist, a piece of gum. There are nine different checklist backs whic

Tgtif
Thank God Tomorrow is Friday! It has been a very busy week for me. I am ready to relax. So if you all get a chance or you haven't yet browse through my photo albums and rate and comment on the pics. OR just Bomb me with lots of comments.LOL!!!! LC ROCKS!!! ~RB

Half Blind
apparently i'm almost totally blind in my left eye now. between a blunt force head trauma from a couple of years ago (looong story not worth going over for the 1000th time, and that half of you probably know already anyway.), and having a pitbull lock onto it when i was 4-years-old, it has decided to quit working for shit. now i've seen (LOL!) this coming for quite some time. probably since i was about 7 and the eye doctor told my parents "his left eye's fucking everything up for the right one, and he can't see a foot in front of his face." ok, so he didn't use those exact words but, you get the point. anyway, what i'm trying to say is, i'm not gonna whine like some emo kid. instead, i'm gonna ask... new glasses, that'll probably have a lens the thickness of a fucking 2X4??? or... just sport an eye patch all old school pirate style??? i'm actually crossing my fingers and hoping it turns all white and dead looking. that would just look cool as fuck. then i'll just say sod off to the

Wac Packages Story!!!!
The die-cut series was the first series of Wacky Packages released. They were released in the years 1967 and 1968. The jokes and roughs were done primarily by Art Spiegelman, the paintings (primarily) by Norm Saunders. Packs had five stickers and a piece of gum. This series had no checklists. sticker copyright: They were punch-outs, with glued backs to be licked and stuck. Supposedly they didn't work all that well, which is probably why they went with peel and stick stickers for the 1973 series and beyond. Originally there were 44 titles, numbered on the backs. As time went on, due to cease and desist letters, several titles had to be pulled and replaced by duplicates of other titles. This led to there being different titles with the same number and different numbers with the same title, giving a total of 56 different die-cuts. Those 12 that replaced the ones from the original 44 that were pulled are called the number variations. A listing of the number variations Notice

P6
What up Sixers?? It was a great show Friday night!! We rocked the house down!!! Thanks to all you guys for showing up & supporting!!! It wouldnt have been great without all of you!!! Much Love, Red - Property Six

Diamond Rio "one More Day"
Last night I had a crazy dream A wish was granted just for me, It could be for anything I didn't ask for money Or a mansion in Malibu I simply wished, for one more day with you. Chorus: One more day One more time One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied But then again I know what it would do Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you. --- Instrumental --- One more day. First thing I'd do, is pray for time to crawl I'd unplug the telephone And keep the TV off I'd hold you every second Say a million I love you's That's what I'd do, with one more day with you. Chorus: One more day One more time One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied But then again I know what it would do Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you. Chorus: One more day One more time One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied But then again I know what it would do Leave me wishing still, for one more day. Leave me wishing still for one more day. Leave me wishing sti

Avenging Angel
Avenging Angel I am the Avenging Angel I feel no pain I will not die Death is beyond me for I am death. I spare no one because I feel no pity for those who cry at my feet and beg for mercy. Death is upon them and I will laugh at those who try to hurt me. I will have my revenge because I am the Avenging Angel. Cat

My First Lc Blog
As you can tell, I get really bored and post stupid pics of myself for others enjoyment, lol. I guess I could be doing worse things, lol. Anyways, I'm just sitting around and listening to the new skillet album, it's pretty good, in my opinion. I blog a lot over on my myspace page, it's private, but if ya want me to add ya, all ya gotta do is let me know! Visit my myspace at: http://www.myspace.com/austinlost. Thanks for letting me wast some of your time, maybe my next blog will be a little more meaningfull, lol. Austin :o)

Ripped Pic!!
Just wanted to let all my friends know that someone has ripped my default pic and started their own account.It was not me nor did I give anyone permission to use my pic.There is no name,just #285972,so please give this person crap for ripping me off! I have informed lostcherry support and have asked them to delete this person.I personally have told them to get lost.Guess that was too nice,should have said fuck off asshole.Sorry,but this really pisses me off.Just wanted everyone to be careful of their pics in the future.

A Long Walk
How the days are just one big mess? How the weeks turn to years? I find myself walking alone, try to say the first thing that comes to mind. I am trying and those words, they are stuck, they are hiding. Oh, my they are loss and when I need them the are gone. None of them are there why, oh, why. I guess they come back to someday. I find myself walking alone looking for a long time. Please if you read this would you give me a word, a sentence, a line. So, I don't have to walk no more. This walk is so long. By.. Me!! Jeannie

The Sweetest Perfection To Call My Own....
tears sting in the open wound blood pours into the night arms opened wide, calling out waiting for that cold embrace fading to black,retreat from the light my thoughts escape losing control slipping away forever.........

Hello Everyone
Just wanted to let everyone know that I haven't been around much because I have been moving. I am about done but I am going out of town next week with no computer. I put up a new photo of my soon to be new kitten...help me she needs a name.

Love It
Spend all your time waiting For that second chance For a break that would make it ok There's always some reason To feel not good enough And it's hard at the end of the day I need some distraction Oh beautiful release Memories seep from my veins Let me be empty and weightless And maybe I'll find some peace tonight (Chorus) In the arms of the angel Fly away from here From this dark cold hotel room And the endlessness that you fear You are pulled from the wreckage Of your silent reverie You're in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort here So tired of the straight line And everywhere you turn There's vultures and thieves at your back And the storm keeps on twisting You keep on building the lies That you make up for all that you lack It don't make no difference Escaping one last time It's easier to believe in this sweet madness Oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees (Chorus) In the arms of the angel Fly away from here From this d

Please Read.
Okay so hey. This saturday Oct. 7th 2006 @ the cumberland county fairgrounds in millville/Vineland new jersey there is going to be an awesome event. Its going to have motorcycle and classic car show, with food, games and all kindsa neat shit. Its called, flying colors for god in country. We are supporting all Armed forces. The time is 12:00 Noon till 6pm. Admission: $10.00 or 1 unwraped toy and 4 canned/boxed goods. If you want more details. Contact. [[Alicia Renee]] [[Alicia Renee]]@ LostCherry And yes i will be attending :) so you get a chance to meet me if you come and show support. Thanks.

Sorest Ass In North Texas!
What a day ya'll but she lives and is well other than a sore posterior..hahhaah! The indignities we women go through is just so amazing. But hopefully god willing this is it for me for awhile. Thanks for your encouragement and support. Jeff ya are a godsend...ya make my ass laugh so hard it hurts...hahaha! Thank you all again. So with a lil help from Lortab will soon be hitting the hay...wonder what kind of dreams ill have....ya never know who will be in them...hahah! hugs cherries!

I Like This Quote...
Le vrai amour ne peut pas etre trouve ou il n'existe pas veritablement, ni pouvoir l'est cache ou il fait veritablement loosely translated... “True love cannot be found where it truly doesn't exist, nor can it be hidden where it truly does.” I hope we're all lucky enough to recognize it when it comes.

Child Molesters
I am so sick & tired of child molestation its justhappened again here this week this time a 9 year old girl who was in a park lured away into bushes & was molested, i for one think these bastards should have their ball cut off at birth. There is way to much of this garbage going on with kids, hopefully one day whether i am still here or not this will stop but wont hold my breath. protect our kids from these bastards save our kids.

This Is For All You Girls 30 Years And Over
This is for all you girls 30 years and over.... and for those who are turning 30, and for those who are scared of moving into their 30's...AND for guys who are scared of girls over 30!!!!...This was written by Andy Rooney from CBS 60 Minutes. Andy Rooney says: As I grow in age, I value women who are over 30 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 30 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 30 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And, it's usually something more interesting. A woman over 30 knows herself well enough to be assured in who she is, what she is, what she wants and from whom. Few women past the age of 30 give a hoot what you might think about her or what she's doing. Women over 30 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensiv

A Bit Of Wisdom!!
Wisdom my friend sent to me!!! Please Enjoy!! Jeannie ************************************ Love is grand! Divorce is a hundred grand. ************************************ I am in shape. Round is a shape. ************************************ Time may be a great healer, but it's a lousy beautician. ************************************ Conscience is what hurts when everything else feels good. ************************************ Talk is cheap because supply exceeds demand. ************************************ Even if you are on the right track, You'll get run over if you just sit there. ************************************ Politicians and diapers have one thing in common. They should both be changed regularly and for the same reason. ************************************ An optimist thinks this is the best possible world. A pessimist fears this is true. ************************************ Ther

Yeah So...
Yeah so today was sssssssssssooooooooo boring! Very few of my friends got online today and overall it was just a boring day!If none of my friends sign on soon I am calling it a night and going to bed. >_

Prince Charming!
PRINCE CHARMING! Contrary to the fairy tale, this magic man is not all he's cracked up to be! From Cinderella to Pretty Woman, fairy tales for females are almost always centered around one figure: Prince Charming. Whether he's a knight in shining amour riding a white horse or a millionaire in a tuxedo riding in a stretch limousine, Prince Charming always saves the girl. As much as you may try to resist the temptation, even modern women sometimes fall into the trap of waiting around to be rescued by the perfect man. But if you take a step back and look at what Prince Charming represents, you may be surprised by how overrated he really is. Looks are overrated Chiseled cheeks, perfect hair and a smile that melts your heart: Prince Charming is the definition of handsome. There's nothing wrong with a man who's easy on the eyes, but at the end of the day, looks will only carry a man - and a relationship - so far. As our culture becomes increasingly bent

The Ample Woman!
Life for the larger lady can be pretty tough. Magazines and TV deify the undernourished. Attractive, fashionable, flattering clothes are scarce and expensive. If you go to the movies the heroine is always as thin as a pencil - although she might have an unmarried fat friend. The token fatty is the 90's equivalent of the token black. Although film makers pay lip service to the PC, gay, non-white and large characters are always marginalised and usually stereotypical. Complete strangers feel entitled to make personal remarks about our size. We are the butt of jokes. The medical profession does not take our health seriously. Yet popular myth has it that fat people are jolly! Any woman who manages to remain cheerful in the face of such prejudice is either saintly or a couple of grapes short of an orgy. But while we have little cause to be jolly, we can justifiably feel smug. It's a strange but true fact that big women have more sex than slim ones! I know statistics can prove anything, bu

Good Night...
Day is done, it's time for bed. Goddess bless my sleepy head. Earth and Water, Air and Fire. Bring gentle dreams as I retire. When the morning sun does rise, the God will bless my open eyes. Blessed Be...

Mighty Morphing Power Rangers
wat the fuck is up with all these morphing pics? at first they looked cool but they seem to be like assholes, everyone has one!! they are somewat retarded. and now everytime I look at my bulliton bored somone is asking me to send them money so they can make one for all the starving kids in 3rd world countrys, they say if everyone sent them a buck they would have enuff money to make one for the whole world. gosh I wish everyone would send me just a buck!! if everyone would just send me a buck, just a buck thats all I'm askin for, ya know I could maybe have a day off with out worrieing about how I'm going to pay my bills. after all this working 7 days a week sure does fucking suck!!

Writing!!
Dear all you lost cherries!!! I find my self sitting and thinking.. Truely wondering is there life out there!! Honesty, I think Lost Cherry is Great!!! I am here to stay.. Right Here.. Knowing that I have to get up and sit right back and do it again!! I must say that Lost Cherry... Its Not what think!! Can you disagree with that!! Dear I hope not!! Thanks for taking the time out to read!! Dont know what I was trying to say!!! Still I hope you enjoyed!! Jeannie

Oh Wow!
Thursday, October 5, 2006 Why do you? Why do you cling to outdated assumptions? Let them go and free your mind to be filled with more valuable, effective thoughts and perceptions. Why do you miss out on so much of life in an attempt to maintain a sense of comfort and security? The real security comes from being willing and able to gracefully handle all of life's ups and downs as they come your way. Why do you let your fears stop you from living the rich and full life you were created to experience? Step back, look at those fears, let them teach you and prepare you, and then move confidently forward. Why do you allow the least little setback to keep you down for so long? Learn to see the opportunity in everything that happens. Why do you put so many burdensome conditions on your own happiness? Discover that happiness is a powerful state of being that you can choose, no matter what. Why do you sit so long and wonder what is to be done? Your most treasured dreams are re

Positive Thinking
Wednesday, October 4, 2006 Act it out To quickly get beyond self-defeating thoughts, get yourself busy with empowering behavior. When you can't think your way out of a despairing mindset, start acting your way out. One positive action can neutralize several hours worth of negative feelings. Get your body moving and doing something useful, and your mind will quickly follow along. If you don't feel like helping yourself, then find someone else for whom you can do something positive and useful. Even a gesture as easy and seemingly insignificant as a genuine smile can make a big difference. When you want to start feeling more positive, then act like it. Stand up straight, hold your head high, walk confidently forward, and you can literally feel the difference it makes. You may not believe your own thoughts, yet you cannot help but believe your own actions. When you take positive action, your whole being takes notice. Get up, get going, and act the way you would like to f

Beyond Your Beliefs
Tuesday, October 3, 2006 Beyond your beliefs Your limits are as real as you perceive them to be. What if you changed your perceptions? There is a world of possibilities beyond the comfortable and familiar boundaries that you've accepted for yourself. Imagine going into and exploring that world. There are great and wonderful things you can do that you don't believe you can do. What if your beliefs were to grow? There are positive and valuable options available to you that you've never dared to consider. Perhaps it is time to consider them. You have the power to make this the very best, most joyful and fulfilling day you've ever lived. And then, you have the power to make tomorrow even better. Can you dare to imagine it and believe it to the point where you feel it in your bones? When you do, it will be. -- Ralph Marston

Coincidence?
High School reunion time, I am on committe, and was happy to find an alumni I had wondered about for 30 years. Lots to catch up on, which we did by email and phone. The ol' Irishman had lots of tales to tell,I got lots of laughs. To be honest this senior (when in high school, I know yuns are thinking as in age! thanks friends LOL) as I said, this senior had an eye on that young irishman and his harmonica playing brother. They always left a sweet echo in the stairwells at school. And I have been told they really loved when I dropped my books, (on purpose of course, I wasn't dumb or blind as to who was staring at me) When we talked about life since then I heard lots of stories, and big names came up. The younger brother cofounded the music group called "38 Special", and when my alumni friend got a dear john letter, the two brothers got drunk and wrote the song "2nd chance" Then the name VanZant, that caught my ear as well. Unfortunately younger brother lost his life soon after st

To Pj
OK PEOPLE ES ALL OF YOU LOOK AT ME DAMIT! ~Sings~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR PJ!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! Happy Birthday Babe!! Told Ya I Type It To You! ~smacks your ass~

Myspace Vs Lostcherry
okay, so im convinced that LC is pretty darn neat... lol. The site is faster, we can post a bunch more pictures, and gaining points can be quite addicting... But..... I ♥ Myspace, but that doesnt mean that I cant make room for LC... Damn, these addicting sites.... lol. Now stick'em up... I want more points.... :o)

Update On My Mom
just thought id let you all know that my mom is cool and doin okay...shes outta the hospital and okay for now...she just needs to stop smoking and drinkin and the rest of us gotta chill out on her cause our drama is raising her blood pressure way too damn high...well thanks for the comments and prayers...much love...PEACE

Mouth Of The Foul Sermon
Life is more than paper tits and penthouse letters And I think it’s amazing that’s the glue that holds you together It’s easy to forget that you’re alone When you believe the television whores are talking to you But when I look in their eyes all I see are dollar signs What are you fucking blind, you really think you’re worth their time You’ve consumed so many lies That you’re backed into a corner You’ve conditioned yourself for garbage Happiness is being held hostage As apposed to freeing it You’re conferrable receiving body parts in the mail Can’t wit for the shock in your eyes When you piece it back together and realize nothing’s there And I don’t care if I don’t fit In your narrow rigid view of what should make a man tick I’m fine with me after shedding my ignorance It’s you who has the problem fitting into all of this The world’s moved on and you’ve been left behind Are you finding it hard to catch up with the changing times? But don’t worry because time w

What Kind Of Dragon Are You?
your dragon self (stunning pics and detailed results) You Are A Fairie Dragon, you live in trees and you are mischievous and malicious and like to pull pranks on everybody. You can become invisible and you can breath a gas that gets your enemy totally uniterested in the fight. You attack only to protect your territory. You have telepathic abilities and you can communicate with other forest animals.stone: amethystquote: "Tragedy is when I cut my finger. Comedy is when you walk into an open sewer and die." from Mel Brooks you control:humor Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

I Dunno
So yeah... Ummm what should I talk about? How about Plato's Republic. So why am i extreme just because I don't see the means to the ideal? In atempting to reach these noble standards, our society has used horrible methods at acheiving such. People have been exploited, de-humanized and corrupted. Show me the way that this might be accomplished and then I will stand and support his Republic... but until that day...

My Uncle
Well, my uncle has been sick for over a week. He has had a virus that has been going around. I had it myself. The difference being that my uncle has just kept getting worse and the doctors have been trying to figure out why he wasn't fighting the virus off easily. Well, the last of his tests results were completed today and we found out that he has a tumor in his stomach. From what they can see of the tumor, it appears to be about 3 inches in length and possibly about an inch in diameter. We know that the tumor is benign and not malignant, thank God for that. I am relieved to know what is going on at least though, just because this tumor is benign, it does not mean that he couldn't die from it because of its location and size. They have decided to try and newer treatment first and if that doesn't work then they will try an older form of treatment. If that still doesn't work, then they will do surgery. They are trying to avoid this due to the fact that he had surgery only a few months a

I Wonder
ok so i live with my bf and we have a room mate thats his best friend since childhood..... why cant men throw lil annoying straw papers away?? or damn napkins?? and for the love of god why cant yall hit such a big target with such a smaller gun??wtf?? ok im done

Thoughts....
Thoughts drift through my mind, And have been all day. Thoughts of You, and how Your skin Will feel against mine in person. Thoughts of the first time I feel The weight of You on top of me. Thoughts of how it will be to feel Your possession of me, physically, From the top of my head to the tips of my toes. Thoughts of Your hands roaming, Teasing, pleasing, building the heat That leads to the first time You claim me With Your Maleness sliding deeply Into the center of my femininity. The soft delicate skin pushing against Warm wet walls, opening to You, Accepting You, welcoming You, Your possession, Your love, Making me totally and completely Yours. Finally. (I can't wait, either!)

Sitting Alone
Well I don't normally blog on any sites because I have never seen much point in it, but when I get bored I do blog sometimes just for the hell of it. My uncle and my boyfriend just left so I am sitting here by myself. My uncle had to go to work and my boyfriend has school tomorrow. Blah! I can't wait till I finally get back to work but I still have 2 months left on my medical leave and it's killing me because I am so use to working. Well I think I am getting off here and heading to bed for the night. MMFWCL4L

Regret
Up somewhere in the distance I see a man so old all his life's' belongings he lost long ago or sold. As years passed by, he waited for his future to unfold, Now bitterness consumes him and his hopes have all grown cold Family can't console him in the last years of his life No children ever born to him before he lost his wife He watched his friends die one by one - each caused him so much strife But it's love he lost that cut his soul much worse than any knife Each day he plays the memories - the songs of life he's stored Still vivid are his thoughts of her - strike a too familiar cord On the day he fell in love with her he knelt and thanked the Lord But the day she left it broke his heart - a price one can't afford So many years have passed since then - still he never was the same Still burdened with the sadness because he found no one to blame As for the hope he'd love again - well that day it never came The future forever darkened as his tears put out the flame

Answer Please
1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u ........ me in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u sex me hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 10.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 11.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 12.Where would u do me @? answer: 13.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 14.Would u do me again and again? answer: 15.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 16.Would u mind if we did it like ........ stars? answer: 17.Would u have phone sex with me? answer: 18.If i gave u my heart would u love it or let it go? answer: 19.Would u do me once then leave me the next day? answer: 20.Would u tell me the truth no matter what it i

You Are The One
As I look at the stars at night And dream of what is to be... My heart begins to smile For it's you I see You're the one who makes me laugh When things are looking bad You're the one who makes me smile When I am feeling sad You're the only one for me you brighten up my day You're the sunshine of my life you chase dark clouds away. I think of you each day my mind is set on you You bring the best in me with the sweet things you do. Sweetheart, this love for you is true And know forever I will Love You.

Crying In The Night
The lonsemone kid cries in the night, He hopes to become as strong as a knight. With his shining armour and gleaming sword, Then before the battle, he thinks of her. He gets a smile on his face, Then dodges the mace. And when he wins, He looks at all the grins. But when he goes home, He tends to his wounds. Then he cries in the middle of the night, All over again

All About You
The look of your eyes Keep away all the pain The embrace of these arms Take hold of all the strain With the passing of each day The rise and fall of the sun WIth the gain or each star It is all true, I have won Each time I am with you It is stronger than ever Each moment I am not by your side It seems like forever Every movement you make I want you so much Every time our lips meet I cant help but touch I hope this feeling never leaves Can we last till the end of time I want this love to always be the same Will you promise you will always be mine

People That Think There Better Than Others
I just don't understand how some people think that there better than others. wtf, i mean we are all created equal i thought. so what if u might have more than me. does that make you better? I don't know it just eats me up, how some people think there so hot, u don't have to be hot to be someone. I'm just me,why be fake and think your someone else. and try to play that shit off. and act like your all better than others. ok time for me to cool off.. peace

Lost And Falling
Lost and Falling Life frozen or caught on fire, why does it matter? Cut deep or shallow scratch, in narrow alleys with a patch of darkness. Falling up or getting down, a cup of glass cutting our throats. Mass collections of suicide notes, and a small amount of hope. Falling into death in deep with darkness, seeking thought or maybe not. Going in circles with out a fight, not slavery and so far out of sight. Loss and false hopes binding us down, its our cost of not being found. Sounds of voices peek in our heads, fallen asleep deep in our beds. Graves of memories found in our dreams, deep dreams filling with passion and rising with action. Faith calling and showing our fates, knowing of death and full of hates. Sedating our minds and lost hopes of love, kind and gentle thoughts of warmness, Killed our fate of endless fought circles, lonelyness found here between worlds. The sound of calling, found and falling.

Days Of Pain
Days of Pain Black sun rays fall upon my soul casting dark shadows Causing it to become withered and grow cold my skin starts pealing away showing the real me in an ugly way Today, just the same Tomorrow, just the same Yesterday is gone, but the pain will never go away The clock hands are ticking backwards it seems things that have happened in the past seem to be coming back Driving the razor blades into my unholy flesh leaving me here naked and bare striped away from all what makes me sane now drowning in the sorrow of the black sun rays

Good Old Facts Of My Home Prov...
MANITOBA - Man. -Manitoba is one of the three prairie provinces in Canada. -It is located in the center of Canada. -Ontario is to the east and Saskatchewan to the west. -Nunavut is north and the United States is south. -"Manitoba" is a Cree name meaning "the place where the spirit (manitou) speaks." -capital city - Winnipeg. -second-largest city - Brandon. -flower-Prairie Crocus , tree-White Spruce, bird-Great Gray Owl -motto-"Glorious and Free" THE PEOPLE -Manitoba is the home of over a million people.(1,177.600 in 2005) -Winnipeg is the largest city. About 706,900 people live there. -Manitoba is home to many Metis and native peoples. -People came to Manitoba from Britain, Europe, Europe, East and Southeast Asia. -Some large ethic groups : Ukranian, Mennonite and Icelandic. HISTORY -The first people to live in Manitoba: Assiniboine, Cree, Saulteaux, Chepewyan, Ojibwa. -They followed herds of bison and caribou. -Early explorers arrived through Hudson Bay in

Depression
Depression The loneliest thing I know As I sit recalling the past A lost little boy all alone Wishing for peace at last A big smile and bright eyes Was how my secret safely slept I did good hiding the depression Locked in my room while i wept I was invisible to my mother Lost because acquaintances weren't true friends But the saddest thing I recall Was wishing for the end The loneliest thing I know Used to be myself And I probably wouldn't have made it If my friends hadn't helped

Facts Bout Bc
BRITISH COLUMBIA - B.C. -B.C. is the most western province in Canada and the third-largest. -Alberta is to the east, and the Yukon and NWT are north . -The Pacific Ocean is to the west. -There are many islands off the coast that are also part of B.C. -Victoria, the capital city is on Vancouver Island. -Vancouver is the third largest city in Canada. -B.C.'s flower - Pacific Dogwood, bird - Stellar's Jay, tree - Western Red Cedar. -motto - "Splendour without diminishment" THE PEOPLE -B.C. is the home to over 4.2 million people. (2005 population) -The largest city is Vancouver. (population 2.1 million in 2005) -The Northwest Coast Native peoples live in B.C. -People came from Britain, Western Europe, East and Southeast Asia, Bangladesh, and Pakistan. -B.C. has the largest Chinese community in Canada. -The top 10 languages spoken are English, Chinese (including Cantonese and Mandarin), Punjabi, German, French, Tagalog, Spanish, Italian, Korean, and Dutch. -Approx

Shes Going To Rub One Out!!!!!!!
COME CHECK IT OUT IF WE GET 40 PEOPLE TO HEAR THE STATION Dj Erotica WILL MASTURBATE LIVE ON AIR FOR YOU ALL ONE NIGHT AND ONLY ONE NIGHT!!!!!! COME IN AND LISTEN TO THE HOTTTEST MUSICWITH THE HOTTEST PEOPLE DJ ANIDEX LIVE ON TEMPTATION X RADIO! TEMPTATION X RADIO COME IN AND LISTEN TO THE HOTTTEST MUSICWITH THE HOTTEST PEOPLE AND YES IM SERIOUS SHES GOING TO DO IT!!!!!

At Dawn
At dawn, through my opened window, I gazed upon a breathless, And heart-stopping sight. On the horizon in front of me, Appeared an aurora of mystical lights, Reflecting deep into the cavities and, Ridges of the surrounding mountains. Before me shown the early light, Penetrating the morning mist, As it caused perpetual golden rays To illuminate through the highest Mountain peaks, Awakening the earth below. As I peered closely, Brilliant colors of light Stretched upward, Like fingers on a hand Into the yet, dawning sky. Oh, as I gazed at this precious sight, Time itself seemed to be waiting, And wanting to grasp hold of The first beams, that would burst forth From the East and to witness, The suns smile beckoning "The Brand New Day. "

Loss Of Good Friends
my mom called me and reminded me of the 15 year anniversy of the death of my 2 best friends they was the best things that ever happened to me when we was growing up and till this day i miss them all the time and so when i got off work i called their moms and talked to them to let them know i was thinkin of them and really missed them so much we got into so much trouble growin up we was like the 3 stooges hanging out lol but that was the good ole days and i have grown up without them in my life there life was taken to short they was killed by a drunk driver and i miss them so rest in peace melissa and charles ur lives was taken to soon from the earth and u are still missed deeply so for all of u make sure u take the time and tell ur friends how much they mean to u

A Horse Is A Pig That Don't Fly Straight!
ok this is better than that last peice of donkey turd The moon makes its pass and once again I wait questioning my life and its worth value measured in my pain time counted in the falling tears should I follow her silvery path and greet Helios with open arms or shall I say goodnight fade into the arms of mother night her son calls my name beckoning to the final sunset extinguishing the flame, my life

Wtf???
Isn't it funny how some people who supposedly have a problem with someone else they run to the internet and bitch about them,.....YET they wont confront them about it. They write blogs and such to that person...but that person isnt allowed to view them. So, how is that person supposed to know what they say about them????? Some people are sooo fucking stupid it;s not even funny!!!!! Here's a little FYI people.....if you have something to say to or about someone...don't whimp out and do it over the net....GO TO THAT PERSON!!!! MAN THE FUCK UP AND GET OVER IT!!!!!!!!!!!

Not Certain Where To Start
So, tonight I joined the Lost Cherry Community. I have never heard of LC bfore toinght, and honesly, cannot find the person who encouraged us to join at all.... Is there a philosophy for LC? Am I a big geek for asking for one? Just wondering..... Comments welcome, provided I can read them.....

Am I A Bad Mom?
OK I'm A Mommie Of A 7 yr. Old Son. I'm With him 24 Hour a day. I Homeschool him because of Medical Problems. Here Lately He's been driving me nuts!! I think it's time for him to spend time with his Dad. However he doesn't like going out there. I don't know what to do. I really need a break if only for 5 hours!!! I want to send him anyway. But, Then again Why can't his Dad Come And get him and take him some where for a few hours!

Sex!!!
one thing i hate is when my friend talk about sex when i have had sex in awhile...and even wrost is when my is making out and doing stuff with her bf while i near....it wouldnt be as bad if been getting some but yeah havent got any lately lol and it driving me crazy!!! lol sorry i just need to let this out

Everything Happens For A Reason...but What Now....?
I woke up this morning in the best mood possible thinking I was on my way to Wichita...I went out to check the oil in the car and saw something that looked like water...OMG could this really be happening to me??? I look under the car and I see alot of fluid all over under the car...I called the machanic and he brings over the tow truck...he looks and says I have a hole in my radiator...Good Grief...what next?!?!? He takes my little cherry bomb (that is what my daughters call my car) off to the shop and I watch with tears in my eyes.... A couple hours later, the police show up at the house...Ms. Shields we need to talk to you...here I am thinking ok I know I didnt do anything...did one of the girls do something...or did my son get into trouble...omg is my family ok? Well it ends up that my exfiance is back in town and they said that it looks like someone had poked a hole in the radiator tank...there was also a partial finger print that they are going to run...the police dept is als

To Shit
TO SHIT Falling alien, subterranean Damaged entrails Traveling through, jigsaw severed ribcage Majestically, spontaneously Drifting through an absence of water Don’t slip up or falter Guard the watchtower Cower beneath the corpses you coward I’ve been torn to pieces, And branded with your… I’m the new age macho faggot whore Thrown up a wall with no doors Plagued myself A curse with no cure A kingdom with no rule House hold fool Been accused of being cruel Refuse to use the proper tools Reattach amputations With a hammer and a spool of kite thread Clean the abattoir floor, Until it is no longer red I am the head A Mack truck will serve as my head sever shred lead me to shit

All There Is !
i know you dont know me.. im not asking you to. im asking you to conside the pain others go through everyday. ive had my heart broken and crushed all within the same day. i was with this guy 2 years just to find him having sex with another girl is this fair? is it right that i should sit back fall in love just to watch everything i had fall around me. and never know what it felt like if things would have been different and how to change them. i want to know is it something i done. did i make him do it.. say something to drive him into it?

My Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Pumpkins!!!!!!!!!
Being a Christian is like being a pumpkin. God lifts you up, takes you in, and washes all the dirt off of you. He opens you up, touches you deep inside and scoops out all the yucky stuff-- including the seeds of doubt, hate, greed, etc. Then He carves you a new smiling face and puts His light inside you to shine for all the world to see. This was passed on to me from another pumpkin. Now, it is your turn to pass it to a pumpkin. I liked this enough to send it to all the pumpkins in my patch. Happy Fall!

A Visit With Prince Charming
Vicky: So Linda, how was your visit with Prince Charming? Linda: Well, I had a few problems along the way. Vicky: Sorry to hear that. What happened? Linda: It seems that he bought my airfare through cheaptickets.com, so I got bumped off the flight. Had to spend the night at the airport and arrived ten hours late. Vicky: Oh, that’s too bad. Was he there to meet you? Linda: No, I called him when my plane came in, but the fuel pump had gone out on his pickup truck so I had to take a taxi. Vicky: Okay, so you had a few transportation problems. Linda: Yeah. Vicky: Did he propose to you? Linda: Yeah, but I’m gonna have to think about it. Vicky: What do you mean think about it? An attorney asks for your hand and you have to think about it? Linda: Well, he’s not actually an attorney… Vicky: He’s not? Linda: No, but he works for a law office. Vicky: Well, just what exactly does he do? Linda: You know how sometimes attorneys have to subpoena docum

Hmmmmm
I find tonight that as i am rating pics i can't seem to type the word love right, lol. But that is not new i usually type it lvoe, i think from now on i will leave it like that as my mark, lol. Sometimes i think is the love of your life out there, and i think i found mine, is it true? We'll see. As my very close friends now someday i will be happy, i hope that day comes soon, my very very close friends know that there is that someone special, waiting. I guess tonight I am just thinking about love and how it affects all of us. I love all my LC friends, those closest you know who you are. To you all be safe, much love and have a goodnight.~Heather

How I Got My Nickname!!!
ok so a friend of mine called me today thinking that he was call his dad. The first thing he said dad. So I told him I was not his dad and he said sorry. I thought it was really funny because the kids and my boys daycare all call me daddy when I come to pick up my kids. So everyday I show up they are like DADDY!!!!. So that is how I got the nickname.

Juggalo Family
"Juggalo Family" By: Dark Lotus [Violent J:] "And they wanted to know if I would trade 10 juggalos for a 100 main stream fans And I said I wouldn't trade 10 juggalos for a 100,000 mainstream fans 10 juggalos is priceless" [Blaze Ya Dead Homie:] I gots love for my homies, members of the Lotus United we stand, squashing all deadly forces Been to hell, could of spent eternity there All the bad shit I've done, I should still be there Juggalos can ya feel me, feel me, worldwide, worldwide Running with the hatchet straight out the Lotus Pod Always got your back till end screaming juggalos Dark lotus, psychopathic that's the way you go [Monoxide Child:] So many people in the matrix die alone, hey Not me, my soul belongs to juggalos, they Keep me going when I'm down and out I pick up the phone drop them a line and here them shout Saying Twiztid is the shit, and I'm down with the clown Dark Lotus for life until I'm dead in the ground! I give a shout to all my homies and

Comments Made In 1955
"I'll tell you one thing, if things keep going the way they are, it's going to be impossible to buy a week's groceries for $20." "Have you seen the new cars coming out next year? It won't be long before $2000 will only buy a used one." "If cigarettes keep going up in price, I'm going to quit. A quarter a pack is ridiculous." "Did you hear the post office is thinking about charging a dime just to mail a letter?" "If they raise the minimum wage to $1, nobody will be able to hire outside help at the store." "When I first started driving, who would have thought gas would someday cost 29 cents a gallon. Guess we'd be better off leaving the car in the garage." "Kids today are impossible Those duck tail hair cuts make it impossible to stay groomed. Next thing you know, boys will be wearing their hair as long as the girls." "I'm afraid to send my kids to the movies any more. Ever since they let Clark Gable get by with saying 'damn' in 'Gone With The Wind,' it seems every new mo

Weird Dream
Last nite I had a dream I was hangin wit some people in a place that looked like my grandma's apartment and we befriended this guy who tried raped one of my friends and left wit her after threatenin us wit a knife. I stalked found him and led the police to where he was but he got away. Time after time he got away. That's when I found him, lured him back to my house and hacked him up wit a machete and rubbed his blood all over me, lickin my hands and fingers and laughin. My friends cleaned me up and we buried the body pieces. They were kinda wary of me but the friend who was raped wanted to thank me. I was sittin in the livin room watchin tv in the living room she was sittin next to me and next thing I know she was in my lap, pressed into me, she bent to kiss me and... I woke up

Wow, I Am Blown Away
I am really dumb founded at people these days, however what should we expect from a society out for themselves. I am speaking of just things I am seeing and realizing in people I can't understand. Why is it so hard to tell the truth? I am not understanding why that is...Or why is it so hard for others to be there or be concerned for someone else? I am speaking of humans in general...family...friends...the government...anyone in the system that helps others. I never realized about the help...until I needed it...Now that I am sick, without my parents because they have both passed on and the help, just isn't comming, I never realized that it was this bad. I do have friends...I do have family and I love both of all of them very much. I guess I feel like as much of a care giver that I have been my entire life...I felt I would have more support. I know that some people can't give what they don't have or are't able to give. I also know there are people that are just not willing to give

Rodeos
the one thing i miss about riding bulls was for the rush now when i see them on tv i wish i was still doing it. When i watch them in person it is worse i want to be down there in the shoots with the riders but as time goes on and i get older i realize i never should have stoped riding i think i just might start all over again

Never Piss Off A Nurse
A Big Shot business man had to spend a couple of days in the hospital. He was a royal pain to the nurses because he bossed them around just like he did his employees. None of the hospital staff wanted to have anything to do with him. The head nurse was the only one who could stand up to him. She came into his room and announced, "I have to take your temperature. After complaining for several minutes, he finally settled down,crossed his arms and opened his mouth. "No, I'm sorry, the nurse stated, "but for this reading, I can't use an oral thermometer. This started another round of complaining, but eventually he rolled over and bared his behind. After feeling the nurse insert the thermometer, he heard her announce, "I have to get something. Now you stay JUST LIKE THAT until I get back!" She leaves the door to his room open on her way out . He curses under his breath as he hears people walking past his door, laughing. After a half hour, the man's doctor com

What Is Your Sexual Talent
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Abyss Of Desire
falling into the swirling abyss that is desire overtaken and overcome, all reality falling away fingers stretching out grabbing at, attempting to snatch hold of something solid, there is nothing but air, sooo warm, stifling warm eyes shut tight, so tight it hurts, and still falling, no landing spot, nothing solid to settle into, no hand to catch your careening body the tears push out the corner of your eyes, the force, the pull up is down, is down up ... still searching for something solid exhale hard, your breath stolen right from your very lips, like not breathing at all gasping as you tumble over and over, head over heels ... will the bottom of this pit never be found will this desire never cease if a hand only grabbed your falling body now, there you would be dangling over this bottomless pit .... is that hand your savior or your devil in disquise should you welcome this saving grace, or struggle with all your might, to be left to continue falling into

Truth
as some of you think what truth is i will tell you. Truth is when you get up in the morning and when some one asks you how you are tell them what is on your mind. For example when some one asks me how i am doing i always tell them i am still alive or i am still standing. So if you think about it that is truth

"i Might Have Something Here For You."
I got a voice-mail this afternoon that may mark the starting point of the journey back into the world of journalism. I don't want to say anything more at the moment, because I could very well jinx it. The important thing is - my confidence is higher than it ever has been, and my speech is almost fully under control. My speech therapist said yesterday that I'm doing awesome. The time for a re-emergence is NOW, before I sink deeper into the clutches of Wally World.

A Fairly Quick Update.
alright. so here's the deal. in december Im leaving. leaving my home. and there will prolly be no internet. so I'll be leaving LC at that time, if not sooner. life in my house is a living hell with 2 parents that both think they're the eternal ruler satan. they fight each other, they fight me, they fight people that don't even know them. which pisses everyone off. and it just frustrates me. so in december Im moving out with the rats, and I'll be far far away.... anyways, just wanted to get that off my chest. hope everyone is having a good night.

Find The Positive In The Negative.
Nothing is good right now. In fact everything pretty fuckin much sucks my fucking balls! On top of moving, new bills and trying to get new furniture, I have to deal with my shitty ass soon-to-be ex wife being a total manipulative, selfish, uncaring, fucktard and taking everything we shared together and keeping it for herself and her fucking pothead friends, thus leaving me with no dishes, silverware, vacuum etc etc... She gave away my mini-fridge!!! Things we got from the wedding and things we needed for our place and even going so far as to withdrawl from our agreement that we'd share Spliff (our cat). She'd have him for a while and then I'd have him. She's stated that she no longer thinks it's a good idea because she'll miss him too much and that when/if she leaves for good then i can have him and that it's unhealthy for the cat to be carted around every other weekend because it will confuse him and make him ill. I threatened her and her friends lives over this! i told her i'd figh

Oooooh- I Did Not Even Know I Had This.
Of the pieces I've written, one of my favorites is a (... unfinished. Bleah.) "passacaglia, interlude and fugue" for flute and piano, written by me around... seven years ago or so. (At least, when I visited a Canadian friend in 1999, I'm pretty sure it already existed, along with a similar piece I had written that I did finish.) I thought for some reason that I'd written it using Encore 2.1.1, which I had and used at the time, and used the program to convert it to MIDI. Part right, it turns out- I wrote a (substantial, for me!!) sketch on paper, entered that into Encore, fiddled with it, fiddled with it a lot more, then made the MIDI (even though the fugue was still only begun). Today I search through my overlarge collection of sketches (ten begun for every one finished) of pieces of music, and I find the 78 bars I'd written into a small music notebook. ... Well, ... ok then. (Was looking for something nice and substantial and mine and in my opinion pretty good, too... to try

Story Of My Life.
My brothers and i went to the toy store haha and just played around in there for like 3 hours. It was rather amusing. My puppy just got sprayed with this puppy shit thats rather stinky and i hate it. Im cold. Freezing cold, and im in pain. But i don't care. Its life. We bitch, we complain, we get walked on, we get used. But we wake up every morning and go day by day with our routines. Always the same thing. Lifes so amusing isnt it. And oddly enough sometimes its predictable and others its unpredictable. But shit happens, seriously, what can you do about it. Nothing. We just smile and go on like nothings wrong. And sometimes you realize that all the thoughts inside your head arent real, they're just "there" and other times you wonder why you're taking the steps you have, and you wanta take 2 steps back and go hey did i really just do that but then you realize hey, i did, ya know. You cant change your past. And sometimes you dont want to, and others you do. But never regret anything,

This Is So U Josh
You know you're beautiful, Don't look the other way, You know you're amazing, There is nothing else to say. You know that I love you, I'll always be there, Never look back, Because you know I care. I'll always be around, When you feel sad, You're never alone, It's not so bad. I know your heart is aching, And I can't take the pain away, I know that you think that, It will never be ok. But I'll help you through this, I'll never let go of your hand, I'll dry your tears, When you can't understand. I won't leave you, Not like he did, I can see that, You're not a little kid. I can hear the words you whisper, Shed the tears you cry, Know every drop of blood that falls, Know that you wonder why. It's so un-fair, You ask why you? I feel it all, Because I do it too. And I'll be here for you, Every step of the way, Hold onto me baby, Because I'm here to stay.

Tryin To Forget
The dance never happened her heart never fell everything she ever knew never went to hell he had never kissed her they were never in love he was not her angel sent from the heavens above her eyes never twinkled their lips never met she never even liked him there's nothing to forget she never wanted him so bad that she would give it all she has never fallen that easily so for him she didn't fall her heart is still in one piece she never shed a tear she never sat alone and wished that he was there nothing ever happened they had never met at least this is what she is telling herself still trying to forget

Opinion On Me...
=== 'Rawr yo-SWAT' spewed forth the following at '2006-10-04 19:38:00'.. > > --If you woke up in the middle of the night and saw me in your bed, what would you do? > > 1) go back to sleep > 2) slap me > 3) cuss me out > 4) just tell me to leave > 5) climb on top of me and cuddle > 6) say: f*** me .... details please! 7) go down on me > 8) make me breakfast > 9) ask me my name (lol) > 10) call the cops > 11) make love to me until we got tired > > Send me a reply then, Repost with the title IF YOU SAW ME IN YOUR BED!!!! and see how many people want you in their bed. You might be surprised by the answers you get if anyone even answers... haha... > > > > (repost of original by 'crazydave' on '2006-10-04 15:21:04') > (repost of original by 'curvy lover' on '2006-10-04 15:22:07') > (repost of original by 'cowboydaddyb' on '2006-10-04 15:29:36') > (repost of original by '[xPenisx]' on '2006-10-04 15:50:47') > (repost of original by '[-Peachy-]' on '2006-10-04 15:

Torn
Turn Back the hands of time I beg you Give me the moments that we shared Let me restore the memories Of a love beyond compare. Turn To the clock that holds the hours And whisk the time away Give me just a few more moments Of the love you swore would stay. Turn To the minutes that are fading Let me hold a dying hope That in the passing of a second There's still some warmth to fight the cold. Turn Around and look at me Do you see me tremble in the dark And with the haunting of love remembered Can you not feel a spark. Turn To the one who gave you love It's me, who's heart you took to break Into the embers of nonexistence You threw that soul away. Turn Damn you, don't walk away Leave me just a fleeting chance... But he left me standing here Without a second glance.

Linking Help
Ok, I need some help.. I've tried 3 times unsuccessfully to link to a contest I'm in, but I can't get it to work... anyone know how to link to it so people can just clike the pic to link to it? Thanks.

So In Love
You're everything I've hoped for, Everything I need... or ever needed. I have found in you ! I've searched my heart countless hours, Looking for my true love ..... A meaningful love....... Someone deserving of my love. You're the best part of me now. Since I've met you........ My days are no longer lonely, My spirit has returned....... Happiness and love have filled my broken heart. Such meaning and purpose have returned into my life. You've picked me up, after falling so hard. Your love has set me free........ To an everlasting place of enchantment. Not a fantasy world... persay...... As you are my fantasy , come true! You're everything to me...... I look forward to every moment we will share together. Belonging with one another......... Not just by fate......... But; by destiny. It is our destiny my love; to have found one another. My life long search is over now, And our beautiful journey together...... Has just begun. I shall love you for eternity.

Thought Of You
The mere thought of you, brings the feel of it to me. To my heart, to my mind and to my body. A thought without any forethought, without trigger, but constant flow, as if a faucet always on, sometimes a trickle and some times a torrent, but always there. Physical want, desire for the warm and tingling flesh underneath my fingertips. To touch and feel the object so far and out of reach, you. To acquire the taste of you in my mouth, to take in the look of you and record it all forever in my brain. You step so easily in and of my mind and the moments spent there with you leave me awash with emotion and want so much greater than my physical body can contain. I am overwhelmed by it, left by it in a warm, wet gasping heap. Groping, poking, probing into giving, warm, wet flesh to find only a meager bit of sarisfaction. Desperation in the very attempt, relief for only a moment. Ah, that short moment, the production heaven sent, the result hellish

Control
The heart knows not the longing that awaits it. Control is not to be found anywhere. This thing made between us, not a thing made by us, but merely because of us. This heart that beats for you in wanting, knows not you, but only the rythm of it's own desire. There is no control here. This thought of you in my head, placed here by whom and why? The thought knows not the rationale in it's own process, but merely continues on it's task unknowningly. All these things that have direc

Finally!
something good going on for me....i love my job and all but it's just not enough money so i was looking for another job and i went and put in an application at a garage for a sales associate 2 days ago and he had me come in today for an interview...he was very impressed with me and said he would love to give me a job the next step is talking with the owners son and go from there but he doesn't see that being a problem and if i do for sure get this job it's $10 an hour! I so could use the extra money really badly right now! So wish me luck and hopefully i'll get the job! Soon as i find out more i'll let you all know muah! Sue

Whore & The Madonna
So, let's talk about sex. OK, get that gleam outta your eye. Not in THAT way. :) I hear a lot "but you are such a good girl, and yet you have those PICTURES!" And I gotta wonder -- how much of the Madonna/whore dichotomy is still going on in our society, that in 2006, I'm still getting these comments that imply you can't be a good girl and still like sex? Two weeks, I actually had a guy work pretty hard to seduce me just 'cuz I've got this good girl thing going for me. Like, he thought I was going to be reluctant to be seduced because, let's face it -- my exterior looks kinda scream "librarian" or "schoolteacher." He was cute, he had the sexiest mind I've ever run across, he figured out my sexual proclivities after an hour of conversation, and he challenged me in ways I hadn't been challenged before. Of COURSE I was willing to be seduced. I mean, let's face it -- I AM a good girl. I love animals and kids. I tell random strangers I like their clothes or hair or eyes. I

Where I Come From
I took the most of these pics randomly one day on the ride home from picking someone up from work.... The others I took this evening (10/5) in my front yard... including the one of my POS car that I need a new engine in LoL... Enjoy Ugly ass Idaho! July 4th, 2oo6 Potato Feild The remains Idaho Power leaves around haha Haystacks in BFE This is a "Tractor" according to some redneck... I call it heavy duty equiptment, but *shrug* Home on the farrm Moooooooooooooooooo Corn Feild (For the stupid fucks) My Yard/Home: Walnut Tree beside my house, all pretty like Tree's in front of my house on the street kinda The evil "Cricket Tree" I refuse to go under at night.. eek Apple Tree My 5 Bedroom oldddd school Farm House... My Piece of Shit Car *ownd*: 1990 Pontiac Grand Am ^_^ I bought it myself, had it worked on 'n paid for it myself, Blew the engine MY DAMNED SELF!

I Talked To My Ex In London.
She misses me she says. She tells me she slept with that friend. Finally she did something with the girl. I knew she eventually would. She says it was just for fun. I believe her cos her heart is mine. Just like my heart is hers, the only difference here is I don't sleep with others for fun.Even though her and I are not together. I am not like that, and never will be like that. I love her and only her. No one will ever touch me like that ever again. Atleast I say that now. lol UG WHY DOES IT HURT SO BAD?Why did she even have to tell me. I am not with her its not my place. I don't understand her sometimes. I LOVE HER. WTF you don't tell me these things.

Halloween Bowling Lol
HALLOWEEN BOWLINGHere is a funny Halloween game, sent to you by HauntedDenver.com, the Denver Guide to Halloween. After you've played, post this as a bulletin by clicking "Reply to Poster" and then COPY AND PASTE the entire message into a NEW BULLETIN. Change the subject line to "I Bowled a __" and fill in your score.If you live in the Denver area, be sure to visit HauntedDenver.com to find Denver-area haunted house info, reviews, and ticket giveaways.Haunted DenverThe Denver Guide to Halloweenwww.HauntedDenver.com

Fairies
Which Elemental Fairy Are You? Your A DARK Fairy!!!As an elemental shadow of a dark fairy, your characteristics mimic those of the eeriness of the darkness itself. You tend to be malicious and spiteful to others. Your hatred for everything that lives in the light feeds your appetite for evil. You are the silence in the deserted alley and the eyes in the tree at night. You live in the night, and stalk your prey like a cat does a mouse. Those around you fear you but linger in hopes you will lead them to silhouette of life. You are silent, and peculiar. Your abnormality keeps your image stained in the minds of your acquaintances. Your vampiric nature keeps you from the vibrancies of happiness and drags you down into the quicksand of despair.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

What Kind Of Fairy Are You?
Which Elemental Fairy Are You? Your A WATER Fairy!!!As an elemental raindrop of a water fairy, your characteristics mimic those of the liquidity of the water itself. Resembling the fall of water droplets as gravity pulls them downward; your tears speak for you. You are ruled by your emotions and pour your earths blood into everything you do. The blood in your veins, runs through you like the river in the canals; peaceful and serene. You are romantic as the moonlit lake you glide upon, and sentimental, and affectionate as the rain you cry. You nurture your relationships emotionally and physically. Your artistry flows from your hands and into the life that swirls around you like a whirlpool. As spontaneous as the rhythm of the rapids, your moods are ever-changing and unpredictable.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

What Kind Of Love Are You?
What Kind of Love Are You? Your love is sweet.You want someone who's nice,and sweet,and cares about you.Don't try to rush yourself,your going at a good pace now.don't worry,you'll find that special someone soon!just keep on being yourself!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Deadbeats
I've watched a lot of Maury shows where fathers refused to claim their kids because they don't want to take care of their responsiblities.I can't understand why they want to do that because children are a gift from God & they should not be mistreated.I would be glad to be a father to any of those kids because I've went through a tragic situation 15 years ago where my ex-girlfriend lied to me about the baby saying that it was mine & it wasn't.It happens in situations like that because she feels that the nice guy is a good catch while the jerk wont do anything for her.We need to stop playing around & be serious around our kids because they need love & attention.

Read The One Before This One First.
Well dakota was bad again and sent home early this time. I dunno what has gotten into him. he is calling his teachers liars saying other ugly things at them and broke a bunch of pencils today.... WHAT THE HELL has gotten into him!!!!!! grr...luckly he has a doctors appointment tomorrow.

Liein
i like to know what makes people lie to other people, like one who says to one grl oh i luv ya babe but he just wants one thing out of her . then other is like hey i have a new grl in life but in the same breath he tells other people hmm their no way she is mine. but the way he is towards her sayin this is my pic to u and the same breath she takes she like hmm why would he be into me their has to be a reason , then come to find out it was all lies. she relizes that she was played a fool, one pic shows on thing then looks at another and it is the same pic he showed her. like i will tell her her grl he isnt worth all the bull shit no heart ache is worth from no man nor tears sheads. she needs to know their or more fish in this sea that will not lie to her or have a fake luv toward her. but she is sayin in the same breath i rather be alone than deal with heart ache,

Hey Everyone Ericdaddy Needs Vote
Hey everyone come thats help him get hes votes please go vote for him at munchin big tyme wifey big beauityful man contestcome on everyone lets vote him out please please ericdaddy is the name

The Moral Of The Story Is If You Pick Up A Hooker Make Sure It Is The Kind You Want
Today I get to work and start to do my order for the weekend no big deal the Thursday morning rutial when over the P.A. a paniced voice is calling for the co manager and the meat guys to get up front so I'm thinking your run of the mill shoplifter and being that I'm a member of management I had up front. Well outside there is a fight breaking out between the front end manager and some people. Come to find out those people hit our manager with their car a flung her. Oh keep reading it gets better... After talking to the cops and the co manager I found out that this started about 3 miles away at a roach motel called the Plantation inn. This guy picked up a hooker the hooker turns out to be a Transvestite so the guy goes and gets his computer to video tape this randioux. Well after the goings on in the hotel and it was time to pay the trans the guy goes to leave and the fight begains. The guy graps his computer and gets in his car and goes to leave then the trans get on the hood

First Try
Ok, this is the first time I've ever tried a "blog" entry.. bear with me ok. First and foremost, I gotta tell you. I am really liking LC. Seems that I've had more to look at and more to talk about in the last few months then ever before. Funny thing... Normally, I'm not one to make friends easily, something about being painfully shy and sometimes hard to get along with. The first comes from being a sheltered child (uh huh...) and the second comes from the line of work that I'm in. Those of you who know me well, also know what I do for a living, for those that don't, I guess you gotta ask. I've made a hella lot of new friends and quite possibly some new enemies on here and I'm thankful for both. Being thankful for both is somewhat of a revelation for me and I'm still not sure exactly why just yet. Might post more on that when I have my "startling new revelation" that's bound to come sooner or later. I guess the purpose of this "blog" entry is to let the people that I've met

Halloween Costume
A black man and his wife were going to a Halloween party in a couple of days so the husband tells his wife to go to the store and get costumes for them to wear. When he comes home that night he goes into the bedroom and there laid out on the bed is a Superman costume. The husband yells at his wife, What are you doing? Have you ever heard of a black Superman? Take this back and get me something else I can wear. The next day the wife, not too happy, returns the costume and gets a replacement. The husband comes home from work goes to the bedroom and there laid out on the bed, is a Batman costume. He again yells at his poor wife, "What are you doing? Have you ever heard of a black Batman? Take this back and get me something I can wear to the costume party!" The next morning his irate wife goes shopping. When the husband comes home again from work, there laid out on the bed are three items one is a set of three white buttons , the second is a thick white belt, and the third item

Okay, More To The Plate!!!
Okay, as if I didn't have enough to keep me busy, what with the kids, graduate school and work... As of Tuesday, I'll officially be my daughters Troop Leader for the Girl Scouts. Am I taking on too much? No wonder I don't date. UGGHHH!!!!

Not Here...
HEY EVERYONE. THIS IS THE FIRST CHANCE I'VE HAD TO GET ON HERE IN ALMOST A WEEK. MY HUSBAND WAS GOING TO TRUCK DRIVING SCHOOL, SO ALL MY SON WANTED TO DO WAS CLING TO ME!! LOL BUT, THAT WASN'T BAD ENOUGH... MY SON HAD TO GO AND FALL AND BUST HIS LIP WIDE OPEN. IT GETS ALITTLE HARD TO DO MUCH OF ANYTHING WHEN YOU HAVE A 2YR OLD EITHER WANTING TO PLAY ON YOU OR SCREAM/CRY IN YOUR EARS!!! ANYWAY, I WANT TO THANK ALL MY FRIENDS THAT POSTED COMMENTS. THINGS ARE GETTING BETTER, SO I WILL BE STOPPING BY!!

Just Listen
See i dont like people that drink and drive.. why cause this week well monday sum dumb ass drunk driver hit my car and now cause of that i cant work for a while i cant hardly walk for so long. the funny part is that the guy driving toke off but i have this plate it fell off and i have it so this a-hole- is going to jail .. so thats all i had to say for today.. ciao people muuuuuhhhhaaaaaa

What We Want To Do.
What we are wanting todo is open our own weight gym open to public.But WE ARE ALSO LOOKING IN TO OPENING OUR OWN FED.I am sick and tired of the fact that some have forgot this is a business and we are all like family.Our shows will be paid shows that is why we are working so hadr to get everthing in place before we start.We will be like i said opening a public weight gym , but are looking for two buildings together one side for the weight gym the other where we will doing traing and weekly shows. I will keep you updated.Like i say we maynot get running fully this year but i don't just jump in to something everthing has to be in place first.so i can take care of my guys and them me .WE do have some sponcers in place,use of a great sound and light system,use of a great bumping ring.Now before anything is said,Here is our experience. 1:We both have promotion and sales experience. 2: We both know how to do bookings. 3:We both Know how to write shows. 4: We both have experience

Hold Me Now- Wayne Wonder (cover)
I have a picture, Pinned to my wall. An image of you and of me and we're laughing and loving it all. But look at our life now. We're tattered and torn. We fuss and we fight and lay in the tears we cry until dawn. [CHORUS] Hold me now, warm my heart. Stay with me, let loving start (let loving start) You say I'm a dreamer, we're two of a kind. Both of us searching for some perfect world we know we'll never find. Perhaps I should leave here, yeah yeah go far away. But you know there's no where I'd rather be than with you here today. [CHORUS] You ask if I love you, well what can I say? You know I do and if this is just one of those games that we play. So I'll sing you a new song. Please don't cry anymore. ANd then I'll ask you forgiveness though I don't really know what I'm asking it for. [CHORUS]

Canada.
Ok, I want to clear up a few things. 1. Now most of the northern states have the same "accent" as we Canadians do. I've been to Fargo,ND and Minneapolis,MN and they all sound the same as me. I have also spoken to people from Washington, and also Montana. They all sound the same as Canadians. Even the people in North Carolina sound the same as Canadians. If you want to hear an "accent" speak to someone from the United Kingdom, or somewhere in Europe. THAT IS AN ACCENT!! 2. We do not say "A-boot" in Canada. It is "About", pronounced "uh-bout". The exact same way you American say it. The term "A-boot" comes from the early settlers of Canada, which mainly consisted of people from Scotland. If you want to hear someone say "A-boot" talk to a Scot. NOT A CANADIAN!!! The creators of South Park got this one going. But wait, is it only Americans that think CARTOONS are real, and we should believe them??? Because South Park is FAR from believable. 3. This one is simple the term "EH" sou

Insane Enough For Me- Sammi Morelli
You’ve made a monster out of me, Always hell bent on doing better, I cant believe what I’ve become, An insecure side show wonder, I’m a fiend, always causing pain, You are my knight in shining high tops,~~~ Believe me when I say I’m sorry, I just cant help myself, You are so wonderful, You think I’m permanently messed, Despite my flaws you still love me, I think you’re insane enough for me. The things you say are so profound, I try my best to keep up with you, I’m not really good at much, But you make me feel like a goddess Chorus I don’t really know how you put up with me, I cant say that I’m not pleased, If I were you, I don’t think I’d do as well, But trust me there’s no complaining…. Chorus You’re amazing, So spectacular oooohwhoaaa You take my breath away, you take my breath away baby .

You'll Never Know
You'll never know how much your smile lights up the room or your laughter fills my soul, making all the little problems of the day disappear. You'll never know how much it means to me when you do or say something thoughtful and totally unexpected — usually just at the moment I need it most. You'll never know how much pride I hold in my heart for the person you are and the things you do — for your strength and your gentleness, your courage and your determination, your accomplishments and your dreams. You'll never know how much I need you by my side — in the best of times and the worst of times and all the times in between. It really doesn't matter where we are or what we're doing, as long as we're together to share it all. I love you with all my heart and soul. You'll never know how much

*uncovers Mouth And Vomits Everywhere*
I hate her. I hate that she took you from me and treats you like shit except when she feels like bein nice. I hate how sometimes I try to talk to you and get 3 words but you text bout her and it goes into multiple messages. I hate it so much I keep my responses to less then 5. I hate that I wanna call you durin the week and just tell you bout my day but you fall asleep after gushin bout her half-assed displays of affection. I hate how it feels like when we first became friends and then I'm reminded bout how things are. I hate how half of my feels happy you're goin thru heartache cause it's what you did to me and half of me wants to comfort cause I don't like seein you hurt. *wipes mouth, takes a deep breath and exhales*

For Dej
Friends are strong Lovers even stronger For we have been both And we are there for Each other always We have touched something Deep inside each other That is never ending No matter the trials We go through We will remain Forever a part Of the other Copyright © 2006 Daniel SilverCougar

Well I Am Finally Home
I am so happy I arrived in Phoenix yesterday. I was so looking forward to the warm weather. Now that I am here I can't help but think why the fuck did I want to come back. I am really thrilled to finally be home.

Sad
I know it's lame. But it hurts so much. I just need to write about it. I think it just might help. Everyday that goes by I cry. It's getting harder and harder to hold back my tears. What can I say. I'm lonely. So call me lame. What do you want me to do. It's sad to wait until i'm alone just to cry. Why do I feel so ashamed. I just don't know what to do anymore. Acting is very hard and fighting these tears are even more of a challenge. This sucks.

My Love For You
My Love For You How can I express my love for you, My love is unconditional, yes, it's true, Words cannot begin to express, The way I would carress, Your body so wonderfully. If I lost my eyes and could not see, Would I still see you, so lovely, Yes, indeed, undoubtedly, For nothing is quite as heavenly, As the thought of you with me. Your love for me, Is it there, Do I have the key, To unlock your feelings for me? Is there a possibility, The question I ask of thee, Is there more for me, Than which I query? Could anyone love you, As much as I do, Could anyone feel for you, the way that do? Would anyone treat you, The way I want to, Would anyone try, To make you cry, Out in happiness? I love you deeply, Madlly and truly, But can that express, My feelings fully? Can I find the key, To unlock your heart for me, All I can do is hope, But what is hope, A slim- "maybe"? Does your heart have a place for me, A well kept secret from society,

That Picture
**Written with thoughts of a speical friend** I desire your touch your feel of your tongue running down my neck to know your soft touch to sense your body next to mine yes this is the pleasure I seek. My wish would to give you as much pleasure as possible just because you deserve it. My touch my lust my passion. Legs wrap around your shoulders tighten at the right times loosing when the time is need. I moan feeling oh so good. All I can think of is how good you are making me feel. in your mouth dripping wet tastes so good moaning and turning up the heat god I am so close all you need to do is shove into me once and I will explode. Minutes from having true ecstasy the kind I know only you can give me. All of the sudden I feel you sliding inside of me fingers moving in and out now your tongue moving so fast up and down in and out. As your fingers are deep inside of me I grab your head push you further into me now screaming in pleasure not just moaning anymore. My

Life And Love In General
I am going to be 46 in 24 days. I have been in-love maybe 5 times and everytime it has drop kicked me in the face. I honestly do not know what it is that I am doin wrong. I feel that I'm the type of Man that most women are lookin for. Nice, dependable, Loving, Hardworking, Good father, and Very sincere. And yet I cannot seem to catch a break and find that special someone that wants to love me for me. I have no Idea what I am doing wrong. any Idea's?

The Night Sky
as i sit on the deck the sun but a speck the stars are shining bright and everthing seems right then i begin to think of you do you see the stars as i do are you looking at them like me and if you are what do you see i see a future unknown to all for we are not the ones to make that call i wonder whats going to take place i search the darkness for a simple face the face to help guide me make the choices thats to be then with a sigh i think of this im the one to make my own bliss my friends help show me the way for the wonderful things they say everyday for the love for me that they share its great to know someone cares in the night skies i look for the face please help me get to that place then i look inside my heart this is when i see the best part love comes so quietly to all it takes only one hit to the wall for in our troubled lives love no matter what still thrives so i stand with many a smiles thinking of you across the miles i look i

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz
You Are Big Bird Talented, smart, and friendly... you're also one of the sanest people around. You are usually feeling: Happy. From riding a unicycle to writing poetry, you have plenty of hobbies to keep you busy. You are famous for: Being a friend to everyone. Even the grumpiest person gets along with you. How you life your life: Joyfully. "Super. Duper. Flooper." The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

Bipolar
nOT THAT i NEEDED TO TAKE THIS ....LOL....I'M ALREADY A CERTIFIED NUT CASE.....LOL You Are 76% Bipolar You're more than moody - you're a bit unstable. If your mood swings are effecting your life, you may need to seek help. Are You Bipolar?

Mushy Friendship
Are you tired of all those sissy, mushy friendship" poems that always sound good but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that really speaks to true friendship! 1. When you are sad, ..I will get you drunk and will help you plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue, ...I'll try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile, ...I'll know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared, ..I will rag you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried, ...I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. 6. When you are confused, ..I will use little words to explain. 7. When you are sick, ...stay away from me until you're well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall, ...I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath, I pledge 'til the end. Why you may ask? Because you're my friend! Remember: A fr

Confessions Of A Church Girl
I have a confession to make: I am not perfect! I know God said He wants us to be perfect and blameless in His sight and I'm really trying, but I'm not there yet. I know I haven't been in church for awhile and every now and then I listen to somes things I shouldn't listen to, but I'm still saved, I'm just a work in progress. So I don't need people criticizing me, asking me if I'm still saved or not. I don't need people telling me how they're sinless. I don't need to hear people say how everything they do is pleasing unto God, when they could have helped someone and just didn't. It's okay though, God is helping me be the person He ordained me to be. I've been through some really hard times and I got to see some people's true colors. One good thing about all this is that through all that I've been through, I can take experiences from different people and use them to help me be a better person. I know what some of you are thinking, ' you're saved, you're not supposed to hold anything a

Tar Baby
What started out as a minor rennovation in my study, has now turned into a full on gut. I was origionally going to take the plaster off one wall and leave the exposed brick, cool enough.( you cant take out just a little plaster, its a tar baby) But I noticed there was major mildew form old water damage on the ceiling, so down it came. I re-hung the ceiling the other day. And since I havent been sleeping, well I decided to rip off all the fucking plaster and put up new sheet rock. It will give it a consisntent texture and look perfect. That and new base boards and crown molding. I havent gotten farther than the demolition yet, I cant just take a sledge hammer to it. :| I wish I could, but at least this is keeping me busy. And since I am waiting for something I have no control over, this is the one thing that is keeping me from losing my mind. I also have a layer of dust on everything I own now. At least that will give me something to do tonight. So the plan is to make that study th

Are You Bipolar?
You Are 28% Bipolar Overall, you're a pretty stable person. You may be a bit moody, but nothing out of what's normal. As long as your emotions aren't severe, you're totally in control! Are You Bipolar? Bipolar my ass. It's PMS and there is something for that MIDOL (Bitch Relief)and it works.....lmao

Hahaha!
Well, werid! I hate running into people I *know* real well. Get my drift! I looked like shit and went into a car place to get a locked gas cap for my car since someone tried stealing gas from me. Anyhoo...I know the guy that helped me out and shit I looked like hell on earth! LoL Anyhoo, just wnated to share that!

The Bath Tub Test
The Bathtub Test It doesn't hurt to take a hard look at yourself from time to time, and this should help get you started. During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director what the criterion was which defined whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?" DID YOU PASS, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE?????

All I Am Saying Is That Some Of These Peeps Sould Have Eaten Their Vegetables...
As you wander the day Your sinking spirit Feels uptight Her eyes are watching She's yelling at the t.v. As I'm coming through Broken and seedy. The bloodshot eyes Our fighting indifference Persistence I know her eyes are watching as the steam rises and the vapor comes back to her Your hands shake as you raise the cup Drinking to the day and The pieces she tucked away You'll never be the same Violence and the Din of disdain None of this will ever leave As you wander the day Your sinking spirit Feels uptight Her eyes are watching She's yelling at the t.v. As I'm coming through Broken and seedy. She stretches my limits It has reached its limit finally, She sees me clearly, so She disects me. Makes me feel uptight. As the vapor drops, the boiling point was reached I fall back to her Another day. Consciousness falls away As you wander the day Your sinking spirit Feels uptight Her eyes are watching She's yelling at the t.v. As I'm com

What Art Movement Are You?
You Are Impressionism You think the world is quite beautiful, especially if you look at it in new and interesting ways. You tend to focus on color and movement in art. For you, seeing the big picture is much more important than recording every little detail. You can find inspiration anywhere... especially from nature. What Art Movement Are You?

Yeah I Thought I Already Did This
Ok so this is my 2nd day on this thing and i think i got it figured out for the most part. Hopefully the rest isn't a big deal to figure out. I figured out the code for the skin so i'm happy that i got my skin made, yeah i made it. Ok well i guess that's it. ROCK ON BITCHES

Virgin Hotpocket
As I sit here waiting for my hotpocket to cool, expectations high, new feelings coursing through my veins, I wonder, is it good?? Thanks for joining me on my virgin hotpocket tasting!!! The smell of pepperoni and cheese wafting through the air.... I ask myself, how could anything cook in a matter of 60 seconds?? Waiting, waiting, has it cooled yet? I do not want a burnt tongue. I pick it up, and take a bite..... It's wonderful, tasty, warm, delightful.... I should have gotten more!!! However my snickers and monster energy drink will have to surfice because I dont feel like going back to the store. Another bite. Mmmmmmmm, that's good shit, and I wonder again to myself if lean pockts are this good and in fact lean??? Anyways, that was my virgin hotpocket speal, I hope you liked it.... The cam is off for now because something with the website it goes through is screwy, so I will take this time to play second life!!! Other than that, nothing new, same old hell mixed in with some very fe

"all Of Those Young Lives Betrayed"...children's Crusade...sting
Today I reflect on recent events, and a quote comes to mind, one that causes me to stop and hold back the tears..."A parent should never have to bury a child"...I don't where it was I first heard it, it's a quote I unfortunatly say often, to often...I remember whispering it to myself at my cousin Willie's funeral, ha killed himself...fresh out of high school and kills himself...but I digress...amny know of the past weeks events of which I speak, the senseless killing of innocence...what was once considered the last safe haven for children all over the world has become the final destination for the children, schools...from the United States, to Russia,(brings to mind another Sting song "Russians"), France all over, so you see it's not just here...not only are children dying where they should be safe, but in the streets, there's the obvious war zones, but aren't they all...I am so disgusted, that I can't even think of solutions, and those officials chosen by the people to work for us...r

Um Only Enter If Ya Can Handle A Little Stimulation!
ITS SIMPLE, CLICK ON THE LINK THEN CLICK ON THE KEYS IN THE CALCULATOR AND CUM UP WITH AN EQUATION FOR YOURSELF, THEN HIT =. SINCE I CAN'T TOUCH YOU ONLINE, YOU MIGHT AS WELL DO SOMETHING CONSTRUCTIVE, LMAO The Orgasmic Calculator LOVE YOU GURLS!! XOXOXOXOX MUAHZZZ, BUDDY C.

Fuckin Funny
# 9 A man is in a hotel lobby. He wants to ask the clerk a question. As he turns to go to the front desk, he accidentally bumps into a woman beside him and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "if your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 1221." # 8 A young man walks up and sits down at the bar. "What can I get you?" the bartender inquires. "I want 6 shots of Jagermeister," responded the young man. "6 shots?!? Are you celebrating something?" "Yeah, my first blowjob." "Well, in that case, let me give you a 7th on the house." "No offence, sir. But if 6 shots won't get rid of the taste, nothing will." # 7 A businessman boards a flight and is lucky enough to be seated next to an absolutely gorgeous woman. They exchange brief hellos and he notices she is reading a manual about sexual statistics. He asks her about it and

Newspaper About Bryan :((
INDYSTAR NewspaperOctober 5, 2006 Johnson CountyCrash kills motorcyclist21-year-old Greenwood man found on pavement after he crashed his bike in Franklin By Paul Birdpaul.bird@indystar.comA 21-year-old Greenwood man died Wednesday after his motorcycle crashed along a street in Franklin. Robert Minor II was killed in the single-vehicle crash, said Franklin Police Chief John Borges. The accident was discovered by a motorist shortly after 5 a.m., Borges said.Minor's body was found on the pavement near his motorcycle at the intersection of Graham Street and Highland Avenue. He had serious head injuries and was not wearing a helmet, Borges said.The damaged 1991 Honda motorcycle was found lying on its side across the street.A preliminary investigation indicates Minor may have been riding south on Graham Road, toward the intersection where Johnson Avenue, Circle Drive, Lynhurst Drive and Graham Street converge at the Louisville and Indiana Railroad crossing.Accident reconstructionists fr

Faithful Or Not Faithful?
In my years of dateing i have came to the conclusion that 7/10 partners cheat on their well partners. why is it that only a handful of people are still faithful? i mean come on how hard is it. i am writeing this cause all but 2 relation ships i ever had they cheated on me. i never done anything wronge and there excuse was "oh i made a mistake but i still love you and it meant nothing to me " or something along thoughs lines. even my ex wife cheated on me thats why shes my ex. i mean come on if i wanted to marry a cheater i would have married a hooker. but i dont want that i want faithfulness, am i the only one who believes this? thankyou for your time. please fill free to leave your opinion on this topic.

Sexual Iq
I saw this on the blog of Mandy, and couldn't resist! (I kinda wish I had - snowballing just doesn't sound good to me... :-P ) You have a sexual IQ of 144 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Rock on! Durham

Here I Am, Rock You Like A Huricane
once agian I am sitting here after just getting done work. thank goddenss that I'm done for yet another day. however tomarow I don't have to work. oh yeah!! my first day off in over a month. but I'm so tired that I don't want to do anything that requres me to move. so yeah sex is pretty much outta the question lol. however I would really love some hot lil thing to come over and let me shower who the man is lol. anyways this week end is thanksgiving and I am afirad that the clostest thing to a turkey dinner I will be having is a 6 inch turkey sub from subway. sad don't ya think?? it could always be worse though. I do have a little bit of cash so I can find somthing to eat over the next few days if I need too. yes tis the season to be thankfull. and I am thankfull to have a day off and thankfull that its less then a week away from pay day :D

Soundtrack Of Your Life....
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? So, here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button Opening Credits:Waiting on the World to Change-John Mayer Waking Up:The Bitch is Back-Elton John First Day At School:Alcohol-Brad Paisley Falling In Love:Mr Jones-Counting Crows Fight Song: American Idiot-Green Day Break up song:I Wanna Live-Josh Gracin Prom:Lot of Leavin' Left to Do-Dierks Bentley Lifes Ok:Calling all Angels-Train Mental Breakdown:I Don't Wanna Be-Gavin DeGraw Driving:She's A Wild One-Faith Hill flashback:100 years-Five for Fighting Back Together:Just to be Your Man-Josh Turner Wedding:Under the Sea-Little Mermaid Birth of child: Mr Brightside-The Killers Final Battle:Brown Sugar-Rolling Stones Death S

On-line Flash Arcade
Best Flash Games to Play On Lost CherryIf you like video games, this is the place to play. I've searched out (and figured out) how to embed the best flash on-line games on the web that you can play right here on the Lost Cherry. Card Games, Board Games, Arcade Games, Action Games, RPGs, Simulations, Fighting, Battle, whatever you want, send me a request and I'll get it here (Flash and Shockwave only).List of current games available now: 2D Boxing 9- Ball Pool Challenge Battleships Bowling Bowman Great Mah Jongg Pacman Slots Video Poker Many More to Come. If you have a favorite game and you don't see it here, drop me a line and I'll bring it in2D BoxingThis is a pretty cool action game. I played it to test it out, but I haven't gone far. Give it a try.9-Ball Pool ChallengeI am addicted to this pool games. It allows the player to use the mouse to put "English" (spin) on the Que Ball. It takes some practice to master and the computer opponent gets better as you do. One or Two Players.Batt

I Would Like Some Advice From Some Friends Before I Make My Mind Up Plz
I have 2 dreams and i love both .. 1. Do you think i have the looks to model ?? 2. Should i become a photographer ?? what do you think ?? i would love some opinions but not rude ones thanks

Virgos
This is the MOST confused sign on the planet. This sign is pretty realistic: No Frills. They love to fuck in showers not because it's kinky...but because of hygenic reasons...they are big into sanitary issues. Every Virgo I have ever met has issues...always going back to hygiene. They have to arrange time in their busy scheduals to have sex...But when a reservation is made...You had better be there on time, if not a little early. With flowers. And Clean. Virgos want to make their partner happy. That's it. USUALLY. You will always get a freaky Virgo. Even so, they will TRY to get YOU to cum. And if they can't make you cum, they will buy someone or something that will. Yes you read that right. They LIVE to masturbate...whether its you rubbing them, them rubbing you...them rubbing against your fox fur coat...whatever! Some Virgos WANT to be punished. They will do naughty things to be caught so they can be punished. They are perfect for Aries who want to punish SOMEBODY. Anybody! Preten

Im Still Here... I Just
Hello all, A lot of you have been wondering where I have been and what has been going on. I've always claimed myself to be a man of the people. Something I haven't been much of lately. So here is the deal... First off, my biggest issue has been my internet connection out here. Lately, it has been active for just a couple of hours per day and usually when I'm at work. Which pisses me off because I pay for this fucking internet and I never get to use it. It's hard for me to be around if I have no means of getting here. Secondly, I have been extremely busy lately as well. I havent let the cat out of the bag yet but friends and family... My unit's deployment in Iraq has been extended. So, I'm going to be out here for a bit longer than originally planned. On top of that, I'm moving from my safe haven little area to a much more dangerous area. They tell us we'll be in the "safest" dangerous area so you can take that for what you will. Honestly, I have no clue what that means nor doe

Pain Inside!
All the lies i've had to face... all the things i miss today... can you tell me why you feel that way... can you tell me what i did that day... I dont know what to do... my whole life is coming unglued... can you help me understand... my heart is dying with every touch of your hand... it hurts most when i catch you in a lie... not to mention when i look in your eyes... do you miss the way things used to be... am i asking for company in my misery... what hurts the most is that i know... its not me you dream of but it is her... am i the only one you hold tight... can u help me understand... because this depression is grabbing my hand... my heart... and my soul... to have my company in its control... it is pulling hard and pulling fast... can you try to hold me back... or will you let me fall freely... until there is no more of me... pain wants company and i am leaning... over the edge while my heart is bleeding... you let go and now im gone... falling fast for

My Results From The Think Fast Game
Don't think about an answer...just put the first thing that pops into your head down. 1. My ex is still... Hippy trying 2. I am listening to.. more cowbell!!! 3. Maybe I should... tattoo my penis 4. I love... lamp 5. I dont understand.... people that like child porn 7. I lost... my right leg in a boatig accident 8. People say... I'm the life of the party 'cause I tell a joke or two 9. The meaning of my screen name is... serendipitous 10. Love is... overrated 11. Somewhere, someone.... is munching on mangos from a manic meat market manager 12. I will always... part my hair to the left 13. Forever seems... ah.....who cares? 14. I never wanted... ....why do I have "Wichita Lineman" stuck in my head? 15. My cell phone is.... does anyone know what "The Butterfly" is? 16. When I wake up in the morning... ...and the Wichita Lineman...is still on the line.... 17. I get annoyed.... I wonder if it's safe to eat spinach again?

Quiz
You scored as Gothic. You Scored as Goth you pride yourself on being individual and you believe in whatever you want. your clothing consists of Tripp, Kik Wear, UFO and your favorite stores might be Hot Topic or Fuckthemainstream.comGothic95%Your HardCore Now90%Punk85%Emo B****80%Little Prep0%Your Perfect Stereotypecreated with QuizFarm.com

The Soundtrack To My Life
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To All My Beautiful Friends
I am missing all of you beautiful people. I will be on for a little while tomorrow morning. No school, just cramming for mid terms and finals. I am pleased to inform you I am straight A's so far. Ending two classes with A's. So, how is that for an old lady. Thank you for standing by me. All of you. Much Love Shelia a.k.a. RedMex

I Am So Bored!
I am getting sick of hearing this guy trying to get the stump outta the ground out front in the yard. They were suppose to have cement done on Monday and they still don't have it done and it is Thursday. WTF! I am sick of getting woken up in the morning hearing a damn jack hammer. I am bored hahaha I need some lingiere so that I can pose in it haha My mom used to have a ton but I guess she got rid of it. Who knows! I get sick of people asking me if I have msn and all that crap. If I wanted to talk to you privately I would ask you to but I don't want to. SO DONT ASK!!! I'm thinking I might take some nude pics, but I haven't decided If I want to yet! I'll inform you all if I do. Okay, I am done! Bye!

Am I Dreaming? Or Am I Just Crazy?
As I lay there hoping for someone to save me, knowing that no one was, the man in the red shirt and blue apron lifted his hand to show me the scalpel and then draw my eye to the kink in the otherwise sharp edge as if to say "this… this is what will hurt the most" I couldn't see his mouth through the mask but his eyes gleamed with a smile... a smile like a man who just got his every dream come true and was now going to finally have the exquisite release of years of holding back the desires like a man in his final moments of restrained orgasm, when he can wait no longer... the eyes told me that he was not insane in the “I don't know what I am doing” way, but that he had waited all his life for the chance to do this one thing and that he loved me for the opportunity as though I allowed him... with one last look at me he turned to my exposed chest, which was out of my sight and I only know it was bare from the cool breath of air and the hot lamps glaring down on it,... he pulled the bottom

Ratings
You know, I don't particularily care whether some unknown person online rates my pictures a 1 or a 10. We all have our own tastes as to what we find visually appealing. I know I do. But What I would like to understand is what does it accomplish to rate someone else's picture a 1? If that person has fairly low self esteem, it has the capability of truly hurting their feelings and dampening any growth for them. Rating someone a 1 is nothing short of cruel and trying to make yourself feel better, prettier, sexier, etc.. than someone else and what that does in essence is make you essentially uglier.

Bad Day At Work
Bad Day At Work Think you had a bad day? Check this guy out... Don't laugh too hard. Next time you have a bad day at work...think of this guy. Rob is a commercial saturation diver for Global Divers in Louisiana. He performs underwater repairs on offshore drilling rigs. Below is an E-mail he sent to his sister. Hi Sue, Just another note from your bottom-dwelling brother. Last week I had a bad day at the office. I know you've been feeling down lately at work, so I thought I would share my dilemma with you to make you realize it's not so bad after all. Before I can tell you what happened to me, I first must bore you with a few technicalities of my job. As you know, my office lies at the bottom of the sea. I wear a suit to the office. It's a wetsuit. This time of year the water is quite cool. So what we do to keep warm is this: We have a diesel powered industrial water heater. This $20,000 piece of shit sucks the water out of the sea. It heats it to a delightful temperature. It

Life
Life has been good lately. I still worry about my sister and her having surgery on the 19th but we are all handeling it. I have a wonderful family, though as with all family you sometimes claim to be adopted lol. I have a great new fiance who treats me good and loves me through all my horrid moods. Great friends who even though sleep and work have kept me from them are understanding and still care. Soon I will be starting a new page in my book of life. It's a tad scary but I am ready. I know that no matter what I can always turn to my family if I ever need them. So I suppose there is always a safety net for me if I need it. Though I know I won't need it this time around. I have found somebody who makes me happy. I don't think anyone needs to worry this time. Blah I'm rambeling now so I'm going to close this out. Love Stace

Drink 2 Much~*
WHEN GIRLS DRINK TOO MUCH..... WHEN WE GIRLS DRINK TOO MUCH............ 1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO 5.WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. 6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAY'S BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 7. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. 8. WE'VE SUDDENLY TAKEN UP SMOKING AND BECOME REALLY GOOD AT IT. 9. WE YELL AT THE BARTENDER, WHO WE BELIEVE CHEATED US BY GIVING US JUST LEMONADE, BUT THAT'S JUST BECAUSE WE CAN NO LONGER TAST

Sex
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: bothDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: oppositHow often do you like to have sex?: at least once a dayIs sex a top priority for you?: sureDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: which everway they want itHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: not oftenHow do you feel about one night stands?: its okHow many one night stands have you had?: 2What's your favorite position?: doggyWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: anywhereDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: fuckHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: yesHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: 30minDo you get off first or do they?: dependsDo you like kissing during sex?: sureDo you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: sometimesDo you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: loadDoes size matter (for girlz-- dicks/for guyz-- boobs)?: a lilHow

**sigh**
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast,and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

I Did More Writing...
Soon the time will come when my true love will be taken from me. I love Katt so much. I'm lost without her, but I won't give up. she is too important to me. I will reunite us or die trying. My heart now and forever belongs to her. My soul is intertwined with hers for eternity. In life I will go anywhere with her, side by side. In death we will sleep forever, side by side. Together forever. This is my pledge. My oath. My calling. My life.

Good News
tomorrow i leave for leachville, AR to see my mother. i haven't seen her in a year. and tomorrow is my 18th birthday!!! my brother is taking me. we will leave on monday. and i hope to add some new photos up soon so please keep a look out for them i love you all and hope you stop by leave some lost cherry love S.T.A.R.S

I Have Had It!
If you want my yahoo just ask and I will give But let me tell ya if you want me to show you have came to the wrong place cause I am not going to do it! Call me a b*#@! if you want thats fine with me I didnt know you before and I dont need to know you now! I am here for good conversation and to make new friends, So if you think by adding me you are going to get to see anything you are wrong and Might as well not add! And if you have added me and ar disapointed because i am not going to show dirty pics than you may take me off your list!

Why A Motorcycle Is Better Than A Man
10 reasons why a Motorcycle is better than a Man: 1) Bigger and better ride 2) You're always on top 3) Longer and better vibrations 4) It's always there when you want it 5) You can kick it and it won't kick back 6) It doesn't want to know who you rode last night 7) You can dress it the way you want and it won't complain 8) Because it's a fast start and a longer ride 9) Motorcycles won't insult you if you are a bad rider. 10)Motorcycles don't care if you are late.

Condom Size...
A man was in a long line at Target. As he got to the Register he realized he had forgotten to get condoms, so he asked the checkout girl if she could have some brought up to the register. She asked, "What size condoms?" The customer replied That he didn't know. She asked him to drop his pants. He did. She reached over the counter, grabbed hold of him and Called over the intercom, "One box of large condoms, Register 5." The next man in line thought this was interesting, and Like most of us, was up for a cheap thrill. When he Got up to the register, he told the checker That he too had forgotten to get condoms, and asked if She could have some brought to the register for him. She asked him what size, and he stated that he didn't Know. She asked him to drop his pants. He did. She gave him a quick feel, picked up the intercom and Said, "One box of medium-sized Condoms, Register 5." A few customers back was this teenage boy. He thought What he h

Lyrics::counting Bodies Like Sheep To The Rhythm Of War Drums
Counting Bodies Like Sheep To The Rhythm Of War Drums Video - A Perfect Circle lyricsA Perfect Circle Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCure Counting Bodies Like Sheep To The Rhythm Of The War Drums Don't fret precious I'm here, step away from the window Go back to sleep Safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils, See, they don't give a fuck about you, like I do. Count the bodies like sheep Count the bodies like sheep Counting bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drums Count the bodies like sheep Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Counting bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drums Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Counting bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drums Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Counting bodies like sheep Go back to sleep Go to sleep [x14] Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Counting bodies like sheep Go back to sleep Go bac

Casting Call For Hot Girls!
We are Venetian Productions, exclusive producers of www.bangbros.com Right now, We are looking for attractive female models (amateur or professional) that are interested in being filmed. The type of shoots range from R to XXX (from erotic playboy style solo to b/g hardcore scenes) and are determined by what the model is comfortable with. Travel and lodging are also taken care of. If you are interested in this opportunity please either email us 3 pictures of yourself. All models MUST be over 18. Try and take one picture of your face and two of your body (from the front and behind). Please include your name, contact info and birthdate with the pictures. Sasha Spinelli Head Talent Recruiter Venetian Productions Miami, Florida sasha@venetianproductions.com (305)-532-1785 ext 219

Very Beautiful World
HELLO ALL OF YOU LOST CHERRIES TODAY IS VERY BEAUTIFUL DAY SUNY IN HERE SO I WRITE THAT FOR ALL OF YOU THERE ARE ALOT OF THE GOOD AND NICE PEOPLE LIVING ON THIS WOLRD I LIKE THEM I CAN DIE FOR THERE FRIENDSHIP I LOVE ALL OF YOU JUST THE FEELING ABOUT ALL OF YOU MAKES ME VERY HAPPY EVERY ONE FROM ALL OF YOU HELPING ME AND I LOVE THAT FROM ALL OF MY FRIENDS I LOVE ALL OF YOU I WILL KEEP IN TOUCH ALL OF THE TIME IF ANY ONE NEED ANY HELP I WILL DO THAT FOR HIM WITH ALL OF MY LOVE TRIBLE_XXX-ALFA-FOX-99

Hey, Stinkers!
A note to all my fans: Hey, ya lazy bastards! Where the hell is all my fan mail? Do you have any idea how hard it is to get an action figure made if you don't have large sacks of fan mail to show the investors?

Who Wants To Come Hang Out,
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A Brothers Love To My Bro Joey R.i.p
THERE COMES A TIME IN EVERYONES LIFE WHEN YOU LOSE SOMEONE YOU LOVE THEY'ER HERE TODAY AND GONE TOMORROW TO A BETTER PLACE ABOVE. AND WHEN I THINK OF THE TIMES WE SHARED THOSE MEMORIES I CAN NOT BE SAD , EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE GONE THEY'LL ALWAYS STAY WITH ME I KNOW YOU CAN HEAR ME NOW YOU KNOW MY HEART CRIES OUT LOUD WHEN I THINK ABOUT YOU YOU'LL ALWAYS MAKE ME PROUD IN MY EYES YOU HAVE DONE NO WRONG AND YOUR MEMORIES WILL LIVE ON. I REMEMBER THE DAY I GOT THE NEWS ABOUT THE ONE I WAS GOING TO LOSE BUT THE SIMPLE MAN WILL CARRY ON IN OUR HEARTS YOU WILL STAY STRONG. JOEY YOU'RE A HERO AND A LEGEND IN YOUR OWN TIME A SHINNING STAR IN THE SOUTHEN SKY MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL NEVER DIE SO FLY ON FREEBIRD AND LET GOD HEAR MY WORDS EVEN AFTER LIFE OUR LOVE IS STRONG GOD BLESS YOU BRO,,,LOVE YOU

Devils Food Cake
2 eggs 2 cups sugar 1 cup sour cream 2 teaspoons baking soda 4 tablespoons cocoa 2 cups flour 1 teaspoon vanilla 1 teaspoon salt 1 cup boiling water Preparation: Combine all of the ingredients, adding the water last. Bake at 350 degrees for 40-45 minutes, or until a toothpick comes out clean. Devils food cake has been around for a long time. Next time a nice, chocolaty cake sounds good, try this one instead of a mix.

Sour Cream Coffee Cake
Ingredients: 2 sticks butter 1 cup sugar 3 eggs 1 teaspoon vanilla 1 cup sour cream 2 cups flour 1 1/4 teaspoons soda 1 1/4 teaspoons baking powder 1/2 teaspoon salt Topping: 1/2 cup sugar 1/2 cup brown sugar 1 teaspoon cinnamon 1 cup nuts (walnuts or pecans, wither crushed or left whole). Preparation: Cream the butter and sugar well. Add the eggs and beat until they are creamy. Add the remaining ingredients and pour half of the batter into a greased 9x13 pan. Mix the topping ingredients together. Cover the batter with half of the topping. Cover with the remaining batter and then add the remaining topping. Bake at 350 degrees for 40-45 minutes, or until a toothpick comes out clean. Could a dessert be any easier? Call it Italian sour cream coffee cake if you want. We just call it good.

Tiramisu
Ingredients: A round (we use a 9 inch, non-stick springform cake pan) 2 round sponge cakes or enough lady fingers to cover round cake plate with 2 layers (about 2 packages) 2 cups Mascarpone cheese—or, easier and less costly, use 2 parts whipped cream to 3 parts cream cheese. Warm cheese for easier mixing. ¼ cup whipped cream (in addition to above if you choose to mix your own "generic" Mascarpone) 1 cup sugar 4 eggs, separated ¼ cup shaved German chocolate, ¼ cup shaved white chocolate ¼ cup espresso or strong coffee, leftover from the morning is very okay ½ cup Kailua or similar liqueur ½ can of Coco Casa (Cream of Coconut) You can find this in larger supermarkets. Check out the section where they display mixers such as margarita, Collins, etc. Coco Casa, I guess, could be used to make a pinà colada. It is very sweet! Preparation: Separate eggs in 2 bowls Add the sugar to the yokes in a metal bowl or pan Place this bowl into another pan with bowling water, or use

Another Magnificent Breasts
It's 6:55 in the evening and I'm sitting on a marble bench in the atrium of the Chicago Stock exchange. In five minutes you will walk through the sculptured glass double doors that lead into this magnificent lobby. You insisted on meeting me here rather than picking you up at your hotel. You mentioned something about a "grand entrance". I have been here since 6:30 (a lady should never have to wait on her escort.) I look at myself in one of the many mirrors that line the hall. I can not see that I am shaking but I feel as though I am absolutely vibrating with anticipation. I straighten my silver tie, and adjust the starched collar that rises from my black suit. First impressions are everything I think to myself. It is just turning seven and I walk to within twenty feet the doors, full of expectation. I hold in my hand, a single red rose, our agreed upon sign so you would be absolutely sure of who I was. The doorman opens one of the glass doors and you walk in. I can not take my eyes off

Italian Rum And Pastry Cream Sponge Cake
General Ingredients: 1/3 cup orange flavored liqueur ½ cup Orange Marmalade 5 T Coca Casa (Find this in the party mixer section of the grocery store. It’s an ingredient that goes well in pinà coladas), or use 3 T of crème de cacao as a substitute. 1/3 cup dark rum (These ingredients will be used at a later time) 3 egg whites 5 T Coco Casa (optional) (See above). 1/2 t vanilla ½ cup sugar Zuppa Inglese Sponge Cake Layers Ingredients: 6 eggs ¾ cup sugar 1 ¼ cups all-purpose flour ¼ t salt Pastry Cream Ingredients 1 ¾ cups heavy cream 6 egg yokes 1/3 cup sugar 3 T all-purpose flour Pinch of salt 1 oz. German Chocolate 4 T Coco Casa or crème de cacao 4 T light or dark rum 3 T orange-flavored liqueur (Cointreau, Grand Marnier, Triple Sec, etc.) Preparation for Zuppa Inglese: Heat oven to 350 degrees. For sponge cake layers: Butter and flour two 9-inch round layer pans. Beat eggs in large mixer bowl until foamy. Beat in the sugar, a couple

Banana Bread Cake
Ingredients Cake: 2/3 cup butter 2/3 cup buttermilk 2-½ cups flour 1-2/3 cups granulated sugar 1-¼ tsp baking powder 1 tsp salt 1 tsp baking soda 1-¼ cup mashed ripe bananas 2 eggs 2/3 cup chopped pecans or walnuts Ingredients Coconut Topping: 1-½ cups packed dark brown sugar 2/3 cup butter 2 T milk 2 cups flaked coconut 2/3 cup chopped pecans or walnuts Preparation: 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. Grease and flour a 9 x 13-inch cake pan. 2. Cream butter. Add dry ingredients, bananas and buttermilk. Mix slightly. Add eggs and beat at medium speed for 3 minutes. Stir in nuts. Pour into prepared pan. Bake for about 35 minutes or until very well browned and toothpick inserted in center comes out clean. Cool. 3. Place oven rack 4 to 5 inches from broiler. Set oven to broil. 4. Mix butter, sugar and milk in a medium saucepan over medium heat, stirring u

Mousse Di Cioccolatto Bianco White Chocolate Mousse
Ingredients: 1 envelope unflavored gelatin 2 T cold water 8 ounces good quality white chocolate (you can usually find this in the baking section of your grocery. Or, even better, use a really great white chocolate such as Ghirardelli). 3 cups whipping cream 3 T sugar 2 t almond extract Fresh mint sprigs for garnish Preparation: Put gelatin powder and cold water in a small dish and let sit for 10 minutes to soften. Melt chocolate and ½ cup of the whipping cream in the top of a double boiler, stirring all the time. Stir in the softened gelatin, mixing well, then transfer the mixture to a large bowl to cool until just warm, about 10 minutes. Don’t let it sit too long or the chocolate /gelatin mixture will become too firm. Chill a large bowl and a whisk or mixer beaters in the freezer for 30 minutes before you are going to whip the cream. Whip the remaining cream in the bowl with the whisk or electric mixer for 2 minutes. Gradually add the sugar and the almond

Coconut Cake
Ingredients: Filling: 1 ¼ cups heavy cream ¾ cup granulated sugar 2 T coconut cream 1 T cornstarch 1 T milk ½ cup unsalted butter, softened 1 cup shredded coconut Cake: 3 cups all-purpose flour 1 T baking powder ¼ tsp salt 1 ½ cups granulated sugar 4 eggs ¾ cup unsalted butter, cut into small pieces, softened 1 T vanilla extract 1 cup milk Frosting: 6 ounces cream cheese, softened ½ cup unsalted butter, softened ¼ tsp salt 1 lb. confectioners sugar 3 T milk 1 T vanilla extract Syrup and Garnish: 1 cup granulated sugar 1 cup water ¼ tsp vanilla extract ½ cup shredded coconut. (Frozen coconut is great if you can find it where you live. We think it might be a "Southern coastal" thing, since we've never been able to find it in Denver. If they sell frozen coconut where you live, go for it.) Prepare the filling: Place the heavy cream, sugar, and coconut cream in a heavy saucepan over medium heat and bring to a simmer. Stir the cornstarch and the

Pray For My Mom
Hey everyone pray for my mom...she needs it k! Shes had two strokes we think shes having another...shes in the hospital my sister just brought her in...she died on the table last time and was brought back...she was told that she cant live through another stroke...just pray for her please...

Anal Sex [ Adult Content]
Anal Sex What do the doctors have to say? Read about the do's, don'ts and do-it-rights. I told a Trainee who had never been able to have anal sex to buy a small dildo and practice inserting it. I promised that with time he would get used to putting things in his anus. He came back a month later complaining that my instructions failed and he couldn't even get the small dildo in. I asked to see his dildo. He reached into a shopping bag and pulled out the Jeff Stryker model. I got chest pain looking at it. Introduction: The term "anal sex" is most often used to describe sexual intercourse between two men when one partner inserts a penis, sex toy, or fingers into another partner's anal canal. Technically speaking, however, "anal sex" can apply to any form of sexual anal stimulation. For some of us that means only anal intercourse with a penis but for others it includes using toys, fingers, fists, enemas, vegetables, tongues and anything else you can think of. Before we

Easing Orgasms For Ladies[adult Content]
Easing orgasms for ladies Pressing and rubbing the clitoris cause pelvic fullness and body tension to build up to a peak. Orgasm is the point at which all the tension is suddenly released in a series of involuntary and pleasurable muscular contractions. The contractions can be felt in the vagina, uterus, and/or rectum. Orgasms can be mild, intense, ecstatic, or sensuous, depending on the woman, the environment, the moment.... Many women have difficulty orgasming, either by themselves or with a lover. Lack of information and/or shame about touching one's own body, and unknown fears, keeps some women from learning how to orgasm. The following interferes with orgasming: Not noticing or misunderstanding what's happening to your body as you get aroused. It's easy to think about abstractions — how to do it right, why it isn't going well, getting bored with yourself, wondering what your lover is thinking, whether or not your lover is impatient, whether or not your lover can l

Hey Guys
hey guys whats up well im new on here so i thought that you woulr want to know someting about me well as you saw in my pic im not to skinny and im not to pritty but once you get to know me i have a great personality and i love to laupgh and hang out iwht my frends. i hate school and im 16 and a junior in high school. i love to watch tv and talk on the phone and most of all i love to listin to music well there is a little about me you shoule im me and let me know a little more about you!!

Shallow
All men can't be as shallow as they seem can they? My husband wants me back but he sure doesn't seem to be trying very hard, I think he just doesn't want to be lonely. I think the only thing he must ever thing about is sports, beer, sex, and work. He doesn't seem to have any real thoughts or feelings, dreams or fears, goals or aspirations. Can he really be so shallow? Do men not have deep inner thoughts and feelings?

Masturbation Information----techniques For Men And Women Both.[adult Content]
Masturbation Information Techniques for men and women both. Female Masturbation Techniques Introduction Ok ladies, let’s have a look at some different techniques that will work to get you off. A great many of women can only attain orgasm through manual stimulation. There are a few who can achieve orgasm through intercourse alone. Anyway, here are some techniques that might add a little variety to your masturbation play Direct clitoral stimulation Rolling, Rolling, Rolling – ok, for this technique you need to place your thumb and forefinger around the clitoris and gently roll it in between your fingers. You can start off with a slow gentle roll and then gradually pick up the pace and the pressure according to what feels good to you. Circular Rub – I generally find that if you're in a hurry this technique works wonders. Just take your first two fingers from either hand and place them over top of you clitoris. Then begin moving them in a circular motion over top of

My Talent
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Ds
Im not sure why it is but LC only seems to be popular in CA or the Northeast. I would like to meet some local Southern hotties. Don't get me wrong my friends on LC are smoking hot but they mostly live way off. So if your busty and near TN send me a msg....

~~dat Man~~
I need me a man, thats tru at the heart, sumone whos down, that knows when to start. A boy that is kind, but don't take no shit, That knows the deal and knows how to flip. My boy will be fly in all the right ways, neva to grown to play silly games. My man won't do dirt, he'll play by the rules, hold me down and give me the jewls. My baby will do what I need him to do, haven my back ova u. This Nig*a will ride no matta the cost, even if his sh*t'll get lost. My boo will take care of me as I to him. We'll handle the business, jus like wez frendz. A man is a man, a boy is a boy, but for now they all jus toys. Find you that man that is real to the game, don't eva let that man put you to shame. Take care of yo self and do wa you do, that tru man is bound to come thru.

I Apologize
This was writtn by a "smart" man.. Now don't we wish all men could realize the damage they have done and the tears they have put in our eyes.. I wish one day they ALL could see, all of the deeds they have left apon me, Maybe someday All men will realize, there is no longer a need to lie n hide. Until then, we can all just wait and be thankful that this ONE MAN, figured it out before it was too late! ENJOY his words!! I apologize to all women for all the seen and unseen lies, For the heartache and pain that brought tears in your eyes. I apologize to all women for not being true from the start, for running away from you, leaving a hole in your heart. For ignoring your feelings and pushing them aside, because I was too damn arrogant and pumped up with pride. I apologize for making promises that I couldn't keep, for building a foundation based on treachery and deceit. Being selfish and inconsiderate, I did what I wanted to do, making costly decisions without thinking of you. I apologize

To Mom...
dear mom, i came home today with good news outweighing bad. i told dad before i told you, he was estatic. i couldnt wait to surprise you wit the news i had. i had been bubbling over all day. i told dad not to say anything within ur hearin range. i ran up stairs. mom: "ace?" me: "hey mom!" mom: "how was ur day?" me: "well...in calculus we got back our tests..." [mom fidgets a lil] me: "i got a 69% on it." [mom about to say something] me: "BUT! in spanish we got bak tests too. i got a 98 [i pause, no reaction]...on corrections on preterite vs. imperfect. then i got an 80-something on a test on the preterite [pause again, no reaction but a slight smile]...ok...then in science, we got bak our presentation grades and i got 25 out of 25...[pause, nothing but the slight, polite smile]...aren't you happy?" mom: "yes i am" me: "...ok...um, then we had an open notes quiz on the notes we took the day before and i got a 10 out of 10...[no reaction]...and we had a test and i

Error
We give our heart, then they take theres away. I dont understand the games that are played. Why do they sit you up on there shelf. Leave you there while they go out by them self. You collect dust, waiting around.. Your heart and soul becomes bound. No longer do words come from your mouth, a doll that has broken, tattered and used. You sit there only to amuse. Abused, confused, and misunderstood, why in the world do you do this to yourself. So beautiful to others, so fragile and free you could be. Yet your falling like a leaf. So many options, yet your eyes stay closed, and that poison jus goes right through your soul. A door has closed, but another always opens... dont be afraid sweet angel, your day will come.. N like all others you will find the one....

(pain)
I sit here thinking to myself, How come I have to play this hand I was delt. Why can I not change my stars. Why do I get thrown to a far. I give my all, heart and soul, only to be struck by a wooden poll. Hit again, and down I go. Simple blow after blow. I tell you now, I give up on love, I only need love from above. I relaize its not my fault, that god gave me a caring heart. So I say to you, Now in truth, that I simply forgive you. U hurt me and did me wrong, but for some reason I feel so strong. The harm that you did, made me clear, showed me the light at the end of the pier. There are those people in life that just don't see past the knife. They hold on and they prey, only to wast another day. That day is over, No more will I waist on people that are two faced. Ima spread my wings and take that fight, Now with a better sight. I see so clear of what I want. I will not sit here feeling choaked. I wish them luck in all they do, Lets just know that I am through.

Love
2006-10-5 12:46:24 First, I want you to know that you are amazing, and I love you to death. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 15 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they loose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Tonight, right at 12:00am, your true love is going to realize that they LOVE you! Then something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow, be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes.

Long......
long.. I wish i knew how to love you better because i am sure if i knew how you would not be as far away as you are and i am sure if my love meant a thing to you you would not know how to be mean to me and you would know what to say when i ask you to think about me and there would be know need to fuss over how many times you kissed me and i hate to think about you, and talk to you when i know it makes me sad and depression is something i can live with but you are someone i cannot live without, and i think about you whenever i listen to music, wherever life is continuing normally is when i think of you most often and that is without a doubt every minute of every day and i dont need you to be mean, i need you to be here near me, beside me, caressing me with love and drowning me in entangled bodies life would be profound and i would make you entirely infinite i will love you until that ground beneath my feet wishes my body under, and i wont hold my heart too heavy

Thoughts
Life is what you make it...don't spend your time bitching about something, change it(your thoughts or the problem). Don't pander to everyone, not everyone is as great as they think they are. When life gives you lemons, find someone life gave vodka to and throw a party. No one said life would be easy. It's not. It's hard. And anyone who says it's going to change, going to get better, is lying. What changes is not the arena around you, it's yourself and how you react to the problems you face.

*~*twisted~*~
Tounges twisted, ravaged slaughtered like pigs. Torn into two universes. Blindly she shuffles through the night, trying to find some source of light, through the darkness she sees a blue flame, she reaches out to it, but it fades away. Scared, alone she searches frantically for that lite to bring her back into sight. She hears a horrible scream, not just any scream, Sharp, high pitched, blood gurgglen scream. Its coming towards her, she begins to run frightend of whats to come. Tears streaming down her face as her heart begins to race. Her innocence she still has, not for long says the man. She hears him now, feels his breath apon her neck. There it is, that blue flame, she sees it know, no time to waste, she runs towards the light arms stretched out into the dark night. screaming with all of her might. She's so close she can feel the warmth, he's behind her but not so close, Almost there just a little further, then a shove, she falls, so close it burns. He's got her, she screams but n

One Of Those Weeks...
Well, I'm going to whine now. Just wanted to warn you so you can skip the rest of this if you like. :) I have a tendency to get attached to people very easily. Yes, even online. We talk awhile, and I start to care. But because other people rarely get attached as quickly as I do, I can get really hurt when people disappear on me, start to ignore me, etc. Or, I'll get into a stupid argument with someone, and really take it to heart, when the other person just shrugs it off. Yesterday I had a self-intervention when I came to the conclusion that one of my friendships was in heavy need of that guy from "He just isn't that into you!" We're just friends, but I think he meant a lot more to me than I did to him. I had to work very hard to keep in touch with him. Our conversations would go like this: I'd say a bunch of stuff, and 10-40 minutes later he'd answer with a couple things, and then I'd ramble for awhile, and the cycle would repeat. I put up with it because when we did

~~blind Luv~~
Love is blind in many ways, you always cry for it to stay, You try and try, but it just walks away, it leaves you begging for another day. Love is blind in all our eyes, You live it once and then you die. It seems to me that the pain jus don't stop, no matter how hard you flop. Not only do you hurt from rejection, all af a sudden you hurt from reflection. A sight that you can no longer bear, this shit just seems so unfair. You love someone, and push so hard, only to get left a scar. You want them, but they not you. And no one seems to see the abuse. Love is blind, this I know, I've been down that road many times before. I fell in love, he broke my heart, this time I swore I would watch from a far. I was blind and love caught me again, it took my heart and called me friend. I gave so much, and try'd so hard only to be left another scar. I fell so fast, believed his words, only to realize it was one big blurr. None of it true, all an illusion. They know what to say to keep you from hurtn

I Wear Nice Clothes So What? Fuck! This One Is So Rediculous Lol
You scored as Little Prep. Prep-Your a prep you wear hollister and abercromie and you think your popular when most likely your not. you love rap most likely.Little Prep80%Your HardCore Now45%Gothic40%Punk30%Emo B****20%Your Perfect Stereotypecreated with QuizFarm.com

Luv N The Heart
I said it before an Ima say it again, Love in the heart, Never Wins. You wear your heart out on your sleve, simply to be deceived. You think you want them, then you don't, and all the while you feelin choaked. You speak these words, tru or untru, and there is nothing you can do. You beg and plead, even bleed, and still your love is never really seen. Ima tell you now, and never again, Do what you feel within. Quit playn games, don't feel ashamed, if you want her or him back, then do what you say. Your wrong sometimes in what you do, simply cuz you feel misused, you both do wrong, play with others hearts. You two were perfect from the start. You need to go be by yourselves and take us off the fuckn shelves. These things you do both so untru, puttn us through these games of missuse. You use us to harm one another, get some sick joy and pleasure. Love is blind, sick and twisted, It looks like ya all really miss it.

Luvn O Loosen
I fell in luv, then fell back out, now you tell me wa the hell thats all about. You give yo heart n take away, jus to keep that boy at bay. You wan a man then yet you don't all the while you feeling choked. Decisions, Decisions what do you do. Do you sit at home feelin blue. Hell Nah mama do yo thang, thats the little voice in the back of yo head. Don't waste yo time on some silly joke. Get the hell back at it and take the smoke. Play that game as best as you can, cuz yo time aint worth no dirty man. You betta then this, then all the rest, don't let that shit sit upon yo chest. Take yo self and dust the fu*k off. Its time for you to break sumthin off. The game is real and thats no joke, If you don't want in it then take a walk.

Hey Baby! Wanna......vote?? Wtf Is That
Ohh k! A lot of my blogs start off with disclaimers and this one is no different. This blog is NOT a slam on anyone who posts nudes, cams or engages in cyber sex. As long as one is of legal age, it is their decision to make and judge not yet thee be judged. Now, that said.. I read a bulletin this morning where someone offered to go nude on cam if they voted for that contestant in one of the LC contests.........WTF! You mean to tell me that there is someone who actually feels that their self worth is tied up in the click of a cherry on someone elses page?? Sure, the contests are a blast, they are a lot of fun and bragging rights are always cool to have but to actually sell your body for them?? Seems to me like the legal definition of that would be a mild form of prostitution. Trading sex for personal gain. No, trading sex for personal gain is NOT a new behavior, but what is the true gain in this case? A fucking bulletin?? What!! The person who put that out there has obvious

Don't Give Up On Me...but It Is Accurate *feels Sorry For Hisself* Hahaha
You scored as Eyes Filled With Pain And Hate. When people glance at your eyes they look away quickly. People see that you have been hurt and blame others for it when you get mad, sometimes. They want to try to help, but at the same time they dont want to interfer.Hidden Eyes100%Eyes Filled With Pain And Hate100%Loving Eyes100%Lonely Eyes100%Sparkle Eyes100%Caring Eyes83%Hurt Eyes67%Window Eyes50%Happy Eyes33%What Do Your Eyes Say To People (Pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Subjects For Debate
Subjects for debate Hi readers. I'm a single man and I do enjoy that fact but there are things I miss . . . One thing is good old banter and heated passionate arguments. I'm very open minded, I like to make my debate with intelligence and facts -but- I listen to the rebuttal with interest and willingness as well. I thought, why not have debatable subject here? I'll leave the subject of debate up to you. I'll take a pro or con stance and allow the reader all to submit their own thoughts on the subject. It's a great way to express yourself, I remind you though ... Opinions are like noses! So, Lets open the floor to a you - I need a subject: TELL ME! -G- Thanks for the two sujested subjects ladies. -Now- Feel free to chime in with your view on either -or- Any other subject is open, this works wonders in stress relief ... give it a try!

~*fake Ass 2*~
THIS IS TO ALL YOU FAKE-ASS NUCCAS OUT THERE WHO THINK YOU BOUT SOMETHING, DREAM ON, SUCKAS... YOU PLAYED WITH MY HEAD… AND IT BROKE MY HEART, CAUSE I LOVED YOU FOR REAL… FROM THE START, YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME, BUT I SEE IT WAS A LIE, YOU WERE THE ONE WHO WOULD ALWAYS MAKE ME CRY… NOW YOU HAVE ANOTHER LIFE, BUT IT'S ALL GOOD, CAUSE YOU STILL THAT FAKE ASS BOY WHO THINKS HE CAN, BUT NEVER COULD… SO REMEMBER "IT'S ALL GOOD," THROUGH ALL OF THIS, YOU TAUGHT ME RIGHT FROM WRONG, BUT I HAVE ONE THING TO SAY, GET TO STEPPIN BOY, CAUSE YOU THE PLAYA WHO CAN'T PLAY… FOR LOVE ISN'T A GAME, YOU DON'T KEEP SCORE, JUST KNOW THAT ONE DAY YOU'LL COME BACK FOR MORE… BUT IF IT WAS ALL A GAME, I WIN, YOU LOSE… CAUSE NOW I KNOW BETTER, DON'T FUCK WITH LITTLE BOYS LIKE YOU!!!

To All My Fellow Lc Friends
THIS IS A TOAST.... 2 US... FOR THE BITCHES WHO HAVE US, THE LOSERS WHO HAD US, AND THE LUCKY BASTARDS WHO WILL MEET US!! SEND THIS ONLY TO PRETTY LADIES INCLUDING THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO YOU You have been hit. You have been considered One of the 15 prettiest girls on my friends list. Once you have been hit, you have to hit 15 pretty girls. If you get hit again you know your really pretty. If you break the chain you'll have UglyNess for 10 years. So hit 15 pretty girls on your friends list and let them know thay are pretty!"

~~nasty~~
He thinks he's the shit as he sits you upon his shelf, like a prize to be won, he plays wit himself. Tounges tide, twisted revenge, all the while he's fu*kn yo friends. So honest you think, that he's tru to u, neva really cumin unglued. You sit by yo self, wondern now, how the hell did this all go down. I thought he loved me, you scream out loud, god damn I feel like Ima drownd. Too Much emotion yo eyes can't see, that this whole while you was bein deceived. Go head pretty mama, fall off that shelf, pick yo self up and dust yo self. Don't worry bout them, and how they feel, cuz obviously this sh*t wuzn't real. Who's the joke, not you sweet thang, don't let them keep you in a bag. Bust yo self out and do yo thang, cuz lil lady, its yo time to swang.

*found
I wander aimlessy thu a world of ash where love and reality did brutally clash Dreams left in rubble as darkness preveils as lifes lies and deseption slowly unveils lost and afraid i wander alone persueing the evil I was once shown shellshocked and bitter i stand in a daze as a figure approaches from out of the haze wendin its way thu the cold desolation unerringly finding it hiden destination no place to hide nowhere to run no place is safe once its search has begun despreatly wondering is this my salvation or shall i sink into further damnnation it light touches my fleeing form ingniting within a frenzied storm a lighting bolt stikes, a stirring of life hopes throat once again bared for the knife the storms rain brings new dreams to grow as on the wind of love i helplessy blow now once fallow fields turn to green hell or heaven still remains to be seen

Lol Finally Something That Was True From Hs Damn I Miss Sports...
You scored as jock. good job idiot! your a jockjock100%prep81%Emo13%Stoner0%Skater0%goth0%XxWhat type of person are you:stoner,emo, skater, prep ect.xX rate mecreated with QuizFarm.com

Shadow Play
I dream of a world of people in masks, or is it a dream ? My inner voice askes. With plastic faces and a lieing tongue, they whisper your hell has just begun. As the shadows dance and play, I wonder will i reconize reality today? Who is real and who is false, as around the truth so many waltz. Are you yourself or just an act? its so hard to disern fiction from fact. As the shadows dance and play, I wonder will I reconize reality today? Will i mistake another wolf for sheep? mistaking those shallow for deep? Are people only the masks they wear? Somehow this just doesnt seem fair. to know that what people show is just a lie, I ponder this as i sit and cry. Mabey it was better not to know, so much more pleasnt the masks they show. As the shadows dance and play, I reconized how painful reality is today.

*fake Ass*
You know those boys that think they got it, yet they'll be the one kissin some otha nig*as Di*k. Ya c, men out here, aint real wit it, too dam blind can't see past a bitch, Most get done dirty, n they think they slick, ba they fake az hell wit there sly ass sh*t, too dirty in luv wit sum otha mans mami. They try to floss but got no game, I jus sit back an think dam thats a shame. I can't say nuttn cuz females run the same flow, ba at least we can flip it, we come out slow. A female is real, she lets yo ass know, if she don't want you, Yo ass will be told....Cuz we aint stupid, we know all the same sh*t...The only difference boo is......We too dam good wit it....I don't blame a brotha fo wantn to try, see how far up he can make that bi*ch fly....There aint no shame in runnin game, ba if yo as* is wack....Boy, Jus put out yo FLAME!

Wa He Thinks!
He thinks he got me hot n on lock, playn me wit his dirty cock, Nah boy it aint real, cuz my punany knows the deal. Holla n hussle, the game he plays, dolla fo dolla thats what I say. Juices be flown, day by day, fu*k this shit and go get laid. The punany is feeln excited I may say. The treasures its findn along the way. Don't get it twisted cuz the punany stays tight, it don't go for everythang in sight. My punany aint fo no one else, my sh*t is gonna sit upon that shelf, like a princess waitn fo wealth, Ima take care of myself. The punany is golden, a treasure among many, some grown men cry to get plenty. So take whatcha know and use it wisely, If you get that good punany don't do it lightly. Hold on tight, don't eva let go, or some otha man gonna take it an flow.

Beer Translations
1. "You get this round and the next round is on me." I''ll be leaving before the next round. 2. "I''ll get this round and the next one is on you." Happy hour is about to end. Beers are now a dollar, but by the next round they''ll be $3.50. 3. "Hey, where is that friend of yours?" I have no interest in talking to you except as a way to get your attractive friend into a compromising position. 4. "Can I get a glass of white zinfandel." (female) I''m easy. 5. "Can I get a glass of white zinfandel." (male) I''m gay. 6. "Ever try a body shot?" (male to female) I am even willing to drink tequila if it means that I get to lick you. 7. "Ever try a body shot?" (female to male) If this is how wild I am in the bar, imagine what I''ll do to you on the ride home? 8. "I don''t feel well, let''s go home." (female) You are paying more attention to your friends than me. 9. I don''t feel well, let''s go home." (male) I''m horny. 10. "Who''s got the next round?" I haven

A Lord Of Many Nights Ch. 02
A Lord of Many Nights Ch. 02 by darkaltar © The night outside was dark and the moon was yellow with pale envy of the Earth's dying days. He felt the energy in the air, a skin-prickling tingle crawling over his pearly skin. He felt her nearby in her mindless scrambling to escape his obvious madness she exerted all the power she had and it was but a prickle, as a bug crawling up him. She was running through the dining room, if he was correct. He charged down the hall, smashing through the door and diving over the balcony, catching her in mid stride, he pounded her into the ground. She grunted the unearthly guttural grunt of a varsity football player, and cried out as she realized she was pinned down. She shoved him and he relented allowing her to throw him off, she staggered to her feet and ran. She was out the door and into the estate. The door slammed in his face and he didn't stop, he smashed into the door and it splintered, still on its hinges. The grass was slick with effer

A Lord Of Many Nights Ch. 01
A Lord of Many Nights Ch. 01 As the sun fell down the horizon and the moon crept up the night sky, the undead awoke. Warrick Del’Harak was a youngling by vampiric standards, merely 97 years of un-life behind him. He awoke in darkness, as the hinges on his sarcophagus creaked open, he opened his eyes, looking into the blood red eyes of his ghoul servant, Morgane. “Awake, master” she cooed in a sultry growl. Her raven hair hung about her alabaster face, the contrast was beauty to behold. He sat up, looking about, for anything out of the ordinary. He found everything clear and stood, stepping out of his eternal tomb. “Has the manor been quiet while I slept?” He asked the same questions every evening when he awoke. “Yes, master, all was quiet while you slept” she responded, as if some machine ran her. “Good, Morgane, now receive your reward for your service” She dropped to her knees and unzipped his slacks, pulling out his flaccid meat. She massaged it to erection and

This Is Soooooooooo Me
You scored as Softball. You should play softball- a little different than baseball, its a great sport that uses underhand pitching and shorter basepaths for a fast-paced game. Hitting is really important for softball.Softball100%Baseball67%Field hockey67%Soccer67%Volleyball50%Tennis50%Football33%Golf33%Basketball0%Swimming0%Lacrosse0%Track

Juggalos/juggalettes
..THEY SAY IT TAKES A MINUTE...... .......TO FIND A SPECIAL JUGGALO, ....... .....AN HOUR TO APPRECIATE THEM, ...... .........A DAY TO LOVE THEM, ........ ..........AN ENTIRE LIFE TIME......... ..............TO 4GET THEM............. .......SEND THIS TO THE JUGGALOS/LETTES...... .............U'LL NEVER 4GET.............. .........ITS A SHORT COMMENT.......... ...........TO LET THEM KNOW............. ......THAT U'LL NEVER 4GET THEM...... ...IF U DON'T SEND THIS TO ANYONE... .......IT MEAN UR'RE IN A HURRY....... ..........AND THAT U 4GOTTEN......... ...............UR HOMIES......... If you get a dozen you got juggalo Family!! . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . . . .*. . . . . . . ** * . . . . .. . . . . .*** . . * . . ***** . . . . . . . . . . .** . . **. . . . .* . . . . . . . . . . ***.*. . *. . . . .* . . . . . . . . . .****. . . .** . . . ****** . . . . . . . . . ***** . . . .**.*. . . . . ** . . . . . . . . .*****. . . . . **. .

Oh Poor Me *grimaces*
You scored as Yup Ur Broken Hearted Alright. I hate to say it but u are one broken hearted person...and a word of advice get Over It No One Is Worth Crying Over No Matter Who They Are!!!Yup Ur Broken Hearted Alright89%Are U Broken Hearted?created with QuizFarm.com

Budweiser Presents........
BUDLIGHT PRESENTS: REAL MEN OF GENIUS..."Today we salute you, Mr. Myspace addict. You thought you could just log on once, but little did you know it would consume your life. Joining one pointless group was just not enough. Adding every person you never spoke to in high school, and people you've never met who live 3000 miles away just to be "virtually" popular. As if IM wasn't enough to feed into your stalker-ish behavior. Oooo look at you with your 14393 "friends". So go ahead, crack open an ice cold BUD LIGHT, Compulsive Away Message Checker Turned Myspace Psycho. It's too bad that you're not too popular at the bar, but in virtual reality, you'd be the life of the cyber party."

My Eyes
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion42%Mysterious33%Eyes full of Pain25%Diamond Eyes0%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Well.. Iv Lost 1 Friend 4speakin My Mind...any1 Else??
I went public wit my feelings. how dare I?? she went public when she left that comment on that other blog entry. I @least had da respect 2NOT mention her name. HEY! THOUGHT U SAID U WOULDN'T BE VISITIN MY PAGE ANYMORE, ANYWAY? I love u, nameless 1 but I WILL NOT BE CENSORED ANYMORE!! I am sorry u gave me up as a friend. I don't think it woulda come 2this if u hadn't taken erthin else so damn personally. u gave up on me but I domt really think that JUST happened.... iv sent msgs 2ur fone in da recent past that neva got acknowledged. perhaps u neva got a single 1of them.. had u changed ur# n not told me?? 1 thing bout me that's obviously changed: I used 2keep s**t bottled up til I exploded which made me a bad guy cuz it seemed like whateva triggered me was blown WAY outta proportion. I'm not gonna let that happen anymore!! not only has it taken a mental/emotional/spiritual toll but its also had a PHYSICAL effect on me :( so YES I'm takin my issues public, dear former friend & er1 el

What Am I Lmfao
You scored as Goth. Your A Goth!Goth80%Rocker, Mosher75%Skater55%Emo45%Trendy35%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev20%Prepy20%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com

Bollocks...
You scored as Perfect Guy. Holy crap what fairy tale did you come from? The land of fanciful pussies? I mean seriously, men just aren't supposed to be like that...you are a sad sad little man. At least in the eyes of other men, but hey, who's one to compain if you get more ass than other guys, because you prostitute your male dignity away?Perfect Guy100%Average Guy100%Realistic Guy25%Are you the perfect guy? (guy's only geniuses)created with QuizFarm.com

Hottness
I love this site, i love all the love i'm giving...i'm eating this stuff up! I love attention and men giving me attention, however i'll give it RIGHT back.. don't you worry about that..so gimme some love, show me you want some...

Its Not Like I Have Been Through Enough..
Howdy to my friends ! Yesterday I spent just about all day in the ER. The ones that know me real well on here know I have not been feeling all that good. Comes to find out after extensive testing after testing. I have a rare Syndrome concerning the heart area. I went back to the doctor today and they are getting me into a heart specialist right away. People that have this usually are born with it. Well I have had testing before cause years ago they thought I had MS. NOthing came up abnormal with my heart. So something has caused for me to have this problem now. I am on strict plans what I can take and cannot take right now. I am starting the New non smoking pill tomorrow cause that is a must. Which that is a good thing and I am actually excited about it. Should of never started back up after my second child. I dont want anyone to think I am ignoring you if I dont respond to you immediately. I am zapped have been for awahile. As for now my plans on moving back

Am I Really This Happy?????????
You scored as 100% Happy. Your soooo happy.It must seem like your life is perfect.Take advantage of this life dont let it slip through your fingers while you still have it.100% Happy81%50% happy25%25% happy13%How happy are you???created with QuizFarm.com

How Do You Like Me Now?
You told me what I couldn't do You said I'd break It's funny to think you thought what you said was true but all along, everyone knew you were fake. You tried to hold me down because you thought that was best and to think you thought you were doing me a favor by keeping me bound. The funny thing is, I was actually better than the rest. Now I'm here in the place you thought I'd never be I'm happy and smiling going after my goal, I surpassed what you thought of me, can't you see? After everything you said and did, I still refuse to fold!

Oh Aye?
table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as the sweetheart. you are the sweetheart ! thats a good thing you want to know how to treat a girl right!shy100%the sweetheart100%bad boy75%the jock75%Mr.Gross0%playa0%what type of guy are you??created with QuizFarm.com

12 Nights Of Submission
12 Nights of Submission by LadyAria © November 1997 In college, I lusted after one guy for three years. His name was Jonathon. He was an arrogant bastard knowing he was God's answer to most girls' wet dreams. Naturally beautiful, his features would have almost been feminine if not for his broad jaw and constant stubble. A long tussle of light brown hair always swung down over dark brows and thick lashes. His piercing green eyes crinkled at the edges when he flashed his classic lopsided grin. At parties, I'd watch him approach other girls. They all wore that surprised and satisfied look in their eyes when he would lean down to whisper sweet nothings into their ears. I want that look. I wanted him. Unfortunately, I was one of his best friends. We had met our freshman year after I had a short and forgettable relationship with a guy in his band. As an ambassador, he had showed up one morning on my doorstep. One long muscled arm stretched up against the frame, he'd given me that

Love To Take Photos? Love To Tell The Story Behind It???
If you like to travel and take pictures... check out my travel blog site. Click on the sponsors too. http://www.freewebs.com/realtraveltales/ Please pass to all your friends and family. this is just a trial site, if it is successful it will get its own domain. please help out... Thanks JJ JJ@ LostCherry Any comments send to my inbox thanks If you would like to submit your own travel story and photos please email them to realtraveltales@hotmail.com

Ahhhhhh Eeh?
You scored as 25% happy. Your life is going down the drain.Hurry and try to catch before you lose i forever.You must be a little more self confident.Get a few more friends, for they always have confidence within you.Remember "Yesterday is gone.. Live for today..Tomorrow may never come."25% happy75%50% happy75%100% Happy50%How happy are you???created with QuizFarm.com

This Gives Me Way Too Much Credit
You scored as ^.^ Happy. You are normal... if not happy. You have no problems with depression or anger you pwn right now, take advantage of your mood, for it may not last^.^ Happy75%Some Anger Issues67%EXTREAMELY PISSED46%Depression v.v33%O.O anger mannagement?created with QuizFarm.com

Ten Tips For Better Sex
1. Make it unexpected. Nothing takes away the monotony in a relationship like the unexpected! The next time you're not doing anything, initiate a little sex play. 2. Add ambiance to your love nest. The next time you plan on making love, light a few candles, spray a light scented fragrance and a put on some soft music. Ambiance can heighten just about any romantic situation. 3. Wear comfortable, but sexy lingerie. In order to feel sexy, you need to look it AND be comfortable. If you are uncomfortable with any part of your body, find lingerie that hides it or greatly compliments another feature. Confidence is a great aphrodisiac and is easier to attain in the bedroom when you look great! 4. Think about what your partner would like. To add a new level to your lovemaking, take your time pleasuring your partner. Add heightened interest by letting them know what you are doing. Speak romantically during the entire session as well. 5.

The Picture
Everyone's life is a picture, Painted by only one person, Life itself. The picture shows everything you're doing, And everything you have done. But sometimes, Life gets tired. And doesn't want to paint a picture. So, Life sends problems to stop you, If you give up, your picture is finished. If you keep going, so does your picture. So the question is: How soon do you want to see your picture? Do you want to see it now? When it could be so much more? Or later, when there's so much more than before? It's your choice, I'll keep going.