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From My Heart To Yours
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

To A/any M/man Who Abuses A L/lady
Father's a name you haven't earned yet You're just a child with a temper Haven't you heard "don't hit a lady" Kickin' your ass would be a pleasure! © Nickelback lil blue fae *jamie*

Mixed Drink # (10) Acapulco Zombie
1 shot Vodka 1 shot tequila 1 shot Rum 1 dash Creme de Menthe Pour the alcohol in first, then finish off the glass with the two juices. Also, remember, just a little Creme de Menthe, not too much!

Wedding
my ex came over to my house last night and we hung out. we watched scary movie 4, the ending of evita (and i sang as much as i could), the brothers grimm, and comedy central presents. my dad could hear me dying cuz i was laughin so hard at this big latino and dammit, i cant remember his name! then there was bryne who was also VERY funny! and now i have to go look for their stuff so i can laugh my ass off more. my ex and i played pool and i made so pretty amazing shots ^_^ i was impressed wit myself lol. he stayed from like 6 something until after midnight but watever, my friends stay late. it's freezing and raining here. i was so cold last night, i put on a bunch of winter clothes and it ended up NOT being a good idea cuz i was sweating by the time my ex left. it SUCKED!! i have to go to a wedding today so i prolly wont be online from 3 pm onward until tomorrow ASSUMIN i'm not kidnapped into sleeping over (since it's a family that's close to our family and the youngest da

Ppl With Phsycological Problems
should not be on the net if yer ego cant take cruelty and criticism you shouldnt be on the net if you cant take the cold hard truth u shouldnt be on the net maybe but what do i know?

Mixed Drink # (7) A Midsummernight Dream
2 oz. Vodka 1 oz. Kirschwasser 1 tsp. Strawberry Liqueur 5 Strawberries Mix the strawberrys in a blender Pour it together with the vodka,kirch and strawberry liquer over ice in a shaker. Shake well and pour in a highballglass. Fill up with the Russchian water

What The Fuck
You know I don't get it when a XO tells you that your basically a lazy son of a bitch, yet all they do is sit on there ass all day.I understand that I do slack off sometimes, and I DON'T use my head sometimes, but I was caring. If only people knew what the fuck I was going through. I am not going to really tell anyone, because I don't want people to worry about me. I just wish that people would leave me the fuck alone and actually apritiate what I do. I don't get it when people talk shit and say they "never see me work" yet when they "need my help" they end up telling me to do some bull shit instead. Then they want to call down to the CP and talk about they only have two people.WHAT THE HELL???? You just had another helper if you forgot, but o wait I don't count because I got to be the little bitch and pick up every little piece of fucking trash. You know I have worked no joke 33 hours in the past two fucking days. I almost missed lunch today so that I could get some paperwork

Mixed Drink #(5) A Day At The Beach
1 oz. coconut flavor rum 1/2 oz. Amaretto 4 oz. Orange Juice 1/2 oz. Grenadine Shake Rum, Amaretto, and orange juice with ice and pour into highball glass over ice top with grenadine and garnish with pineapple wedge and a strawberry.

Mixed Drink # (5) 57 T-bird
1/2 Southern Comfort® 1/2 oz. Grand Marnier® 1/2 oz. Amaretto Splash Pineapple Juice Splash Orange Juice dash Grenadine Mix in a glass with ice and pour into another glass. Add Kahlua and you have a 57 T-bird with Mudflaps.

Special Hearts
All of us have a special heart when we give more than we receive. That comes from caring about others and the way that we were brought up by our parents for they taught us how to give without asking any questions. They gave to us this and we have accepted it without any questions as to why they were teaching us this. They have the most special heart of all. Now we can teach our children this but with the changing times will they listen to it or learn from it. All we can do is give them the same wisdom that our parents taught us and hope that they heed to this.

Chivalry, Is It Dead?
chiv·al·ry P Pronunciation Key (sh v l-r ) n. pl. chiv·al·ries 1. The medieval system, principles, and customs of knighthood. 2. a. The qualities idealized by knighthood, such as bravery, courtesy, honor, and gallantry toward women. b. A manifestation of any of these qualities. 3. A group of knights or gallant gentlemen. [Middle English chivalrie, from Old French chevalerie, from chevalier, knight. See chevalier.] Word History: The Age of Chivalry was also the age of the horse. Bedecked in elaborate armor and other trappings, horses were certainly well dressed, although they might have wished for lighter loads. That the horse should be featured so prominently during the Age of Chivalry is etymologically appropriate, because chivalry goes back to the Latin word caballus, ?horse, especially a riding horse or packhorse.? Borrowed from French, as were so many other important words having to do with medieval English culture, the English word chivalry is first recorde

Mixed Drink #( 4) 3-mile Long Island Iced Tea
1/2 oz. Gin 1/2 oz. Light Rum 1/2 oz. Jose Cuervo® Tequila 1/2 oz. Triple Sec 1/2 oz. Vodka Fill 14oz glass with ice and alcohol. Fill 2/3 glass with cola and remainder with sweet & sour. Top with dash of bitters and lemon wedge.

Finally Getting Out Of The Hell Hole
Well it's settled. The U-Haul has been rented and i'm just rarin' to go to virginia to be with my pagan family. I'll be moving to Newport News, near Ft. Eustis. I feel myself just being beat down by the closemindedness of this small bible belt town. And with my connection to the ocean, being this far from it is draining me to the core. My family is gonna be pissed but i refuse to live my life for them. It's finally time i grow up and live my life the way i want to. No husband, No bitchy mother, No over bearing god, no regrets.

Mixed Drink # 3 57 Chevy
1 shot Southern Comfort® 1 shot Gin 1 shot Vodka Orange Juice Pineapple Juice Grenadine Put Southern Comfort, Gin, Vodka in a glass. Fill with orange juice and pineapple juice then top with grenadine. Don't stir.

Winds Of Change
Winds of change are blowing by, I feel as though I'm a leaf being lifted up and I am at the mercy of the wind. What direction will life take me to day. When I land I don't want to be lost in the crowd. I don't want to land all alone I am my own color to compliment the many colors of friendships. The color or joy and laughter. The color of tears of heart break and sorrow. Only the winds of change knows where I will land today, and where I will go tomorrow.

This Happened To Me.
sometime after March 19th of 1977 my Parents and i were on O/our way home from a field trial, (a competition for retrievers) when my Father desided that He was too tired to continue driving. W/we pulled into the same rest stop that W/we have stopped at hundreds of times. while my Parents took a nap in the truck, i wandered around the rest stop like i always have. sometime after 1:30 am i needed to answer the call of nature. on my way to the restrooms, i noticed that someone seemed to be fallowing me. in hopes that i was wrong, i went to the last stall and got ready to take care of business. i made it a point of getting my knife out and having it open and hidden. about a minute later all 6'2" and 250 Pounds of Him stood in the doorway to my stall. in as deep and gruff of a voice as a scared 12 year old can muster, i said, "what?" in a kind of shy voice He asked, "Care for a blow?" to which I promptly growled, "NO!" fortunately for me He took no to mean no and just left, a

His Way Or The Hwy
growing up questioning my Parents on why They told me to do something was not allowed. if i questioned my Father, i was arguing and He did not allow any of us to argue with Him or my Mother. Once i turned 18 i had a choice, i could live by His rules, or i could pack my bags and leave. Being fanatically solvent (poor) I really had no choice but to live by His rules. when my dreams of a track & field scholarship fell apart my senior year and two failed semesters at two JCs i basically gave up on life except i had about 5 girlfriends. Not knowing what to do with myself, i made the mistake of joining the USAF. So after living under my Father's overbearing ways for 20 years i spent 4 years doing what anyone who out ranked me told me to do, because in the military, you don't question why you are doing something, you just do it because you were told to. after my time in the USAF was done, being married with two boys and no job, W/we moved in with my Parents and my Father's "If you don't

This Would Be Bad
Little Johnny sees his Daddy's car passing the playground and going into the woods. Curious, he follows the car and sees Daddy and Aunt Jane kissing. Johnny finds this so exciting and can barely contain himself as he runs home and starts to tell his mother excitedly. "MOMMY, MOMMY, I WAS AT THE PLAYGROUND AND DADDY AND...." Mommy tells him to slow down, but that she wants to hear the story. So Johnny tells her. "I was at the playground and I saw Daddy's car go into the woods with Aunt Jane. I went to look and Daddy was giving Aunt Jane a big kiss, then he helped her take off her shirt, then Aunt Jane helped Daddy take his pants off, then Aunt Jane laid down on the seat, then Daddy...." At this point, Mommy cut him off and said, "Johnny, this is such an interesting story, suppose you save the rest of it for supper time. I want to see the look on Daddy's face when you tell it tonight." At the dinner table, Mommy asks Johnny to tell his story. He describes the car

Liars
Why do people Lie?....is it because they care and don't want to hurt your feelings? Do they not realize they are hurting you more just by lieing and not telling the truth? These are just a few things I think about, when they happen to me... That is one thing I curse the Net for, only because it is so easy to find out if that person is lieing to you......Wouldn't you want to know if someone is lieing to you? I know I would, especially if they are a friend or a loved one....yes you get hurt in the process, but at least you will know just what kind of person they really are...and you have the option as to wether or not they remain your friend or loved one. Again just my opinion.......

My Love Number????
Your Love Number is 8 Your confidence and passion draws people in. You've got a powerful personality, and you tend to take the lead in relationships. Protective and dominant, you like to keep a short leash on your sweetie. And that works out well for you, as long as you don't get with another strong personality! What Is Your Love Number?

Makes You Wonder
I'm not very good at posting blog's...actually they are quite new for me, I've read the ones that my friends post, and i usually comment on them, to the best of my knowledge and opinion...So I thought i would give it another try....It's definately a good way to vent...So that's what i'm gunna do. I must say I have met alot of people over the net, some were good and yet other's were not so good. I don't judge people, and I don't hold grudges....but why is it when you meet someone on the net, at first they are always glad to hear from you and talk to you, and then in time they seem to drift away? I try to stay in touch with all my friends, but what are you supposed to do when they all of a sudden stop talking to you for no reason at all? And not even give you a reason...I mean come on...If you don't want to talk anymore...then just say something...I'm a big boy I can take it. I don't dwell over it, I just move on...but at least I take the chancce to say something before I do move

The Bitch
(disclaimer) this post is not directed at anyone online who uses B/bitch as part of H/her handle. this post is directed souly at my soon to be ex-Wife, who will never see this post as She is not an inernet junky like M/most of U/us are. ok, now on with my story. i have been legally married to The Bitch since November 29, 1986. on the 29th of next month it will have been 16 years (groans) most of them unpleasent and some down right painful. please understand that i cap all references to Her, as She is very Dominant! She is what i call a "Closet Dom" as She has no clue what She is or what i am. She knows "of" the lifestyle, but thinks it and anything that is not pure vanilla is sick and deranged! i know, M/most if not A/all of Y/you are thinking that i should have left Her sooner. to this thought i must agree, but Y/you see there was a small problem with that. She made me feel so totally worthless and undesireable, that She had me believing that if She left me, that i would neve

First Day With No Kids
Its sad but today my kids go to dads for the weekend and i will be home i feel as though they are going to a different state not just 5 mies away but i need to have time for my self going out tonight iwth adults finally lol. hopefully i actually have fun :D i know i will he is a cutie thats taking me out :D so i am all cool and he is local not in a different state. well the asshole that treated me like shit figured out and left my list lol don't hurt i was going to delete him off anyways seeing as all he wants is to see cams of people and not anything else most of my friends he has made hate hime cuz thats all he wants to do and he lies to get to see it he knows i only let my man see mine and he wanted so bad to be my man until he got what he wanted well he needs to grow up and stop lieing to get what he wants yeah he has a cute son but he is a jerk but thats cool bitter yes hurt not cuz i have foun someone else to take him place and he don't ask to see nothing on my cam lol we all liv

What Color Is Your Passion????
Your Passion is Blue You are a total dream in the bedroom. Sex is a fine art for you - and you're a total Picasso in your pleasure making. You like to build things up slowly, savoring each moment. And you'd never think of skipping foreplay or afterplay... they're part of the package. What Color Is Your Passion?

My Stripper Song!!!!
Your Stripper Song Is Master and Servant by Depeche Mode "There?s a new game We like to play you see A game with added reality You treat me like a dog Get me down on my knees" Yawn, dancing is so boring without a little spice. What Song Should You Strip To?

One Week Down, One Week To Go
And thus ends my first week as a new employee. For the most part, it went pretty smoothly. The work is not easy, but it seems like I have to get on the bosses to actually hand me things to do or risk having a perfectly capable IT consultant sit at his desk for eight hours "training" but not "working." That having been said, I'm so-so about this position. Why? Well, when you go for a job, don't you usually try to find something where you make more than you did at your last position? They offered me the same exact money I was making at my old position, but for more responsibilities. They tried to give me the excuse that I'd be taking home bonus money depending on how much work I did in a single day, but so far, I don't see that happening. Admittedly, it's only been a week, but I'll see where it goes. I think the only real thing I didn't enjoy about this week was the hotel room stay. Sure, the staff was nice, but the room itself left a little to be desired: the bed was semi-comforta

Joke Of The Day 10/7/06
Two couples are on a double date when they start talking about partner swapping. They decide it would be cool to try it out. The two couples then go to a local motel. They rent two rooms for the night, and the newly shuffled couples go to their respective rooms. One couple, in their room, go wild with each other. They make love for hours. When finished, one of the two rolls over on her side, props herself on one elbow, lights up a cigarette, looks at her partner, and says: "I wonder how the guys are doing?"

A Reason, A Season, Or A Lifetime
Entry for October 03, 2006 magnify A Reason, a Season, or a Lifetime People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person. When someone is in your life for a REASON . . . It is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realise is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered. And now it is time to move on. When people com

Helpful Hints
**** HINT 1 If ceilings are hard to paint, purchase one of the new ceiling paints that goes on blue but dries white. That way, you can see where you painted. ***** HINT 2 If the soleplate on your iron is dull, use a damp sponge to rub with a non-abrasive cleanser. Use pipe cleaners to clean inside the holes. To clean the inside of the iron, use vinegar and water. :-) ***** HINT 1 Dusting Made Easy: To create a dust cloth that leaves a shine, soak your normal dust cloth in a mixture of two cups water, two tablespoons vinegar and four drops lemon oil. Once the cloth is soaked through, remove it and wring it out, then store it in a glass jar with a lid until you want to use it. ***** ***** HINT 2 Make sure that you have a way of reaching those hard- to-reach places by having on hand a yardstick, broom handl

A Little Bit More About Me...
Forgive me I know this is what blogs are for but I wanted to get really personal with everyone for a moment. For years many of you have known me, some of you have just met me but none of you know the true me and never have. I'm about to give you an inside look into my soul, take it seriously or fuck off and back the fuckin page up. I have brown hair not black, anyone says otherwise I think I'd know my own hair color. Despite that I seem ok outside, I'm not. There's alot going on you don't know about. Some of you see me as an idiot, quite on the contrary I have both advanced intelligence according to the government test they give you in highscool and ever since 1st grade all my "advisors" have agreed I also have a advanced vocabulary despite my sloppy spelling due to my impatience. My favorite colors include black, hunter green and cobalt blue. I was born blonde. I darkened at the age of 4. I have no hidden talents. None so don't try to say "oh well I'm sure you must h

A Little Bit About Me...
I love rainy days... I love compliments though I don't show it very well. Video games rock my socks, especially rpgs. I don't find it funny watching people get hurt. I think many things that have no meaning throughout the course of a day. I have very bad memory problems so all my memories good and bad alike are precious to me. I enjoy hot coffee first thing in the morning, especially capacino. Around mid day tea is nice. I have very poor sleeping habits. On average I get up around 3pm and stay up till 7 am the following day. I check my myspace...alot. I used to write poetry, that ability has all but died now. I'm not a very confident person by any means. I value my friends even though my asshole personality contradicts it. There are a few select people I cannot be mean to no matter how hard I try. I'm easy to talk to and more trusting than I should be. I'm very bad with my money. And to finish off today's little tidbit about me: With e

Brere Rabbit And Brere Bear
Jack Rabbit is a pseudoname, I write under many names but most of all I write. It allows me along with my art, to express a living self and inform some who need to know, there is life after major mistakes. Nothing is so terrible it will not pass, but also there is something to be learned from human trials and pain. We live until we die...we have a choice as to how we spend the time and most of the time who we spend it with. Choose wisely and become cherished and loved, choose unwisely and make adjustments or try again..... a.j.anon/ abner

Author Unknown - Inspiring
May you find serenity and tranquility in a world you may not always understand. May the pain you have known and the conflict you have experienced give you the strength to walk through life facing each new situation with courage and optimism. Always know that there are those whose love and understanding will always be there, even when you feel most alone. May you discover enough goodness in others to believe in a world of peace. May a kind word, a reassuring touch, and a warm smile be yours every day of your life, and may you give these gifts as well as receive them. Remember the sunshine when the storm seems unending. Teach love to those who hate, and let that love embrace you as you go out into the world. May the teachings of those you admire become part of you, so that you may call upon them. Remember, those whose lives you have touched and whose have touched yours are always a part of you, even if the encounters were less than you would have wished. It is the content of the enco

Mythological Creature????
You Are a Chimera You are very outgoing and well connected to many people. Incredibly devoted to your family and friends, you find purpose in nurturing others. You are rarely alone, and you do best in the company of others. You are incredibly expressive, and people are sometimes overwhelmed by your strong emotions. What Mythological Creature Are You?

What I've Been Up To
ok so here's what i've been up to i have started my 2006 christmas present shopping already why you may ask it's a bit early isn't i hear you say to yourselves well yeah it's early but sure beats having to leave it until the mad week before christmas to do it in so i start early so i can finish it early so i can do what ever i like once i've finished and it saves time leaving it until the last minute to do it in as well until my next blog from Bruce

What A Day
What i day I've had. It is so great to be rewarded at end of the day after spending a week sorting out customers contract and phone issues and finally fixing up all their problems. So pleasurable to do a good job. And also tiring at the same time. but the rewards and benifits outway the stress.

The Raven
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore-- While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visiter," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door-- Only this and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow;--vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow--sorrow for the lost Lenore-- For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore-- Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me--filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating "'Tis some visiter entreating entrance at my chamber door-- Some late visiter entreating entrance at my chamber door;

This Realy Sucks
well the fun is over my wife miss cherry and i came on here to make frieds and have fun but the drama is too much i cant take it any more we will find a site were the people that say they are adults realy act like adults

What Is It???
What am I waiting for? I'm always waiting for something that just out of reach... Love really sucks and yet we all surch for it from the time we hit puberty... Every time I find love, not lust that thinks it's love, it slips through my fingers like water... I know where love is, at lease for me, but I won't go get it... I want it to come to me for a change... So someone please tell me what I'm waiting for... It feels like it's killing me....

To All My Friends On Lc
To all my friends on LC, You all have made being on LC a great place to be. Thanks for all the comments, The friendship... and oh yea, the great pic's... I love you all. I hope I help you smile and bring a little joy in your every day life. I know you do mine. Jim (the old biker)

Lord Byron
Stanzas For Music I speak not - I trace not - I breathe not thy name, There is grief in the sound - there were guilt in thy fame; But the tear which now burns on my cheek may impart The deep thought that dwells in that silence of heart. Too brief for our passion, too long for our peace, Were those hours, can their joy or their bitterness cease? We repent - we abjure - we will break from our chain; We must part - we must fly to - unite again. oh! thine be the gladness and mine be the guilt, Forgive me adored one - forsake if thou wilt; But the heart which I bear shall expire undebased, And man shall not break it - whatever thou may'st. And stern to the haughty, but humble to thee, My soul in its bitterest blackness shall be; And our days seem as swift - and our moments more sweet, With thee by my side - than the world at our feet. One sigh of thy sorrow - one look of thy love, Shall turn me or fix, shall reward or reprove; And the heartless may wonder at all

Sharing With Others
JUST HOW HIGH CAN THE HUMAN HEART RISE IN A WORLD SO FULL OF UNCARING EYES WHERE ANIMALS SUFFER AND CHILDREN DIE AND PEOPLE FIGHT WARS WITHOUT KNOWING WHY WHERE ALCOHOL AND DRUGS CAUSE WASTED LIVES AND SHELTERS ARE FULL OF UNWED MOTHERS AND BATTERED WIVES BUT SHOULD THE DAY COME THAT MAN LEARNS TO CARE AND NO LONGER WANTS JUST TO TAKE BUT ALSO TO SHARE AND HE LEARNS THAT EVERYTHING HAS THE RIGHT TO LIVE AND THAT LIFE IS SOMETHING HE CAN TAKE BUT CAN NOT GIVE WHEN HE LEARNS TO APPROACH LIFE WITH A HEART FULL OF LOVE FOR EVERTHING ON EARTH AND IN THE HEAVENS ABOVE WHEN HE LEARNS TO DO THESE THINGS HE WILL HAVE OPENED THE DOOR TO KNOWING JUST HOW HIGH THE HUMAN HEART CAN SOAR

Ghost Children
Just south of San Antonio, Texas, there is an intersection of roadway and railroad track that has become very famous in the paranormal and urban legends catagory. The intersection was the site of a tragic accident in which several children were killed - but their ghosts forever remain at the spot. And the curious from all over the world come to this intersection of railroad track and roadway to witness firsthand the paranormal phenomena they've heard takes place there. This is the story as I have heard and read about it. Back in the early to mid 70's, a school bus full of children was making its way down the road and toward the intersection when it stalled out on the railroad tracks. A speeding train, going way to fast to slow down in time, smashed broad side into the bus.The crash killed 10 of the children and the bus driver. Since that dreadful accident almost 30 years ago, any car stopped near or on the railroad tracks will be pushed by unseen hands across the tracks to safety.

The Mummy's Curse
Of all tales and legends of the supernatural and paranormal, this story is arguably the most documented, the most chilling, and one of the most difficult to explain. As the legend is told, Some 1500 years before Christ, there lived an egyptian princess known only as The Princess of Amen-Ra. When the princess past on, she was placed in an ornate gold coffin and buried deep in a vault at Luxor. Luxor was a city on the banks of the Nile. The Princess of Amen-Ra laid in her tomb, undisturbed, for over 3000 years. That all changed in 1898, when she was unearthed during and excavation of Luxor. During the excavations, 4 rich young Englishmen were invited to visit the dig. While there, one of the excavators offered the 4 men the oppertunity to buy a gold coffin containing the mummified remains of The Princess of Amen-Ra. The four men drew lots to decide who would get the priceless piece. The man who won had to pay several thousand pounds for the ornate coffin. He had the

The Babysitter
As the legend is told, a young couple living in a large house, had gone out to a dinner party one evening. The couple had left their babysitter in charge of their two children at the house. With the children already in bed, she decided to go into th living room and watch some television for a while. As she was about to get comfortable on the couch, the phone rang. As she picked up the reciever, all she heard was a man laughing menicingly, and a voice that said " I'm upstairs with the children, you'd better come up. Thinking it was a prank phone call or someone just trying to scare her, she slammed the receiver down and turned up the television. A few minutes later the phone rang again. As she picked it up, she could her the unmistakable laughter coming over the phone line. She then heard the man say, once again, " I'm upstairs with the children, you'd better come up. Getting very frightened and worried, she hung the phone up. Not knowing what to do, the babysitter calls th

My Response To Comments On My Last Blog
I was going to do this as a comment but it started to turn into a blog of it's own. Woody...Good looks have NEVER wooed me. It's intelligence that woos me. You can be as good looking as you want, but if you're an idiot...I'll pass you by quicker than you can say "Bob's your uncle" Mr. Rush...Please do not ASSUME what I am on the net for. Truth be known, it's my form of entertainment because raising 2 small children totally by myself is expensive...I get NO help from NO ONE. Their father has been dead since before they were born. So this means I can't AFFORD to go out and have a good time so the net is where I do it. As far as you all being REAL ppl and not just fonts...No one seems to remember that I am also a REAL person with REAL feelings either. On here or in REAL life. Pretty girls don't really have feelings you know, we're just objects that are supposed to stand around & look good. Nothing really HURTS us because we don't FEEL anything. Hence my user name. Do I use it in the

Payback!!!
A guy goes over to his friends house, rings the bell. The wife answers. "Hi, is Tony home?" "No, Chris, he went to the store." "Well, do you mind if I wait?" "No, come on in." They sit down and the friend says, "You know Sara, you have the greatest breasts I've ever seen. I'd give you a hundred bucks if I could just see one." Sara thinks about this for a second and figures, what the hell, a hundred bucks is a hundred bucks. She opens her robe and shows him one. He thanks her and promptly throws a hundred bucks on the table. They sit there a while longer and Chris says, " They are just so beautiful! I've got to see them both. I'll give you another hundred if I could just see them both together." Sara says what the hell, opens her robe and gives Chris a nice long look. Chris thanks her and throws another hundred bucks on the table and says he can't wait any longer for Tony and leaves. A while later Tony arrives home and his wife says, "You kn

Sad Day
I AM A SAD SAD SAD GIRL TODAY. MY BEST FRIEND LEFT THOS MORNING TO MOVE ACROSS THE COUNTRY. SHE HAS BEEN IN MY LIFE FOR 15 YEARS. DON'T KNOW WHAT I WILL DO WHITHOUT HER =( OK NOW AS IF MY DAY DOESN'T SUCK ENOUGH.....I GOTTA GO TO WORK NOW. BUH BYE =(

Wild Soul
Wild hair, wild eyes flashing through them when she smiles, once she has you in her sights, futile is the fight. Wild heart, wild soul She'll match your passion, eat you whole, never a being you'll ever meet, agian on hill or street Wild sun, Wild moon Makes no diference which in bloom, if she wants you she will take and drown you in her lake. Wild boy, wild man, even women when she can, all are powerless to resist, Soon lost within her mist.

Wearing The Pants
A young couple, just married, were in their honeymoon suite on their wedding night. As they undressed for bed, the husband, who was a big burly man, tossed his pants to his bride and said, "here put these on." She put them on, and the waist was twice the size of her body. "I can't wear your pants," she said. "That's right!!" said the husband, "and don't you forget it. I'm the man who wears the pants in this family!" With that she flipped him her panties and said, "Try these on." He tried them on and found he could only get them on as far as his kneecaps. He said, "Hell, I can't get into your panties!" She said, "That's right, and that's the way it's going to be until you change your attitude."

Swimming Pool??
Bob called home one afternoon to see what his wife was making for dinner. "Hello?" said a little girl's voice. "Hi, honey, it's Daddy," said Bob. "Is mommy near the phone?" "No, Daddy. She's upstairs in the bedroom with uncle Frank." After a brief pause, Bob said, "But you don't have an Uncle Frank, honey!" "Yes I do. He's upstairs in the bedroom with Mommy!" "Okay, then. Here's what I want you to do. Put down the phone, run upstairs, knock on the bedroom door and shout in to Mommy and Uncle Frank that my car just pulled up outside the house." "Okay, Daddy!" A few minutes later, the little girl came back to the phone. "Well, I did what you said, Daddy." "And what happened?" "Well, Mommy jumped out of bed with no clothes on and ran around screaming, then she tripped over the rug and went out the front window and now she's all dead." "Oh my god! What about Uncle Frank?" "He jumped out of bed with no clothes on too and he was all scared and he jumped out the back window

My Job
Well it's Christmas time once again in retail. I really enjoy working in toys. I love the department and the people that come in and shop. I even enjoy putting the product on the shelf. This time of year just means I get more of a work out as I put the product on the shelf. Trust me it's a work out too. I walk from the pallet to the shelf and back again. Doesn't seem like much but you add up all the stuff on 8 pallets and it's alot of work. Ask Hank he had to stop after only a few boxes or so. Hehe I worked him hard lol. Seriously though I do enjoy my job I just have some stressful days with it. In all honesty we get some stupid questions as well as idiot teens that can be trying at times. I'm sorry if you're one of those people that bounces all the balls in the store and you dislike the associate that comes over and tells you to stop, but I am that associate. I have the permession if need be to ask you to leave the store. You see not only is it irritating to us that work there but

Sinners
You take me by the hand and lead me to a door, although we've never been here we've done it all before. We step inside the bedroom and shut the cold outside, Our eyes meet for a second, and we read each other's minds. The room is getting warmer, As you whisper in my ear, 'let's lie down here together, and make love for all to hear'. You whisper me your fantasy, of me handcuffed to your bed, I put my hands behind me, and say 'you go right ahead'. My eyes close - I'm helpless as you have your wicked way, you won't hear me complaining, the opposite you might say. Fast and slow you take me, I'm yours and you are mine, our breathing becomes faster, We're getting there in time. Hotter, wilder - feels so good, and we know we can't go back, explosion from inside me, fantastic colour against black. I hear your kinky giggle, but you know you can't hold on, You grab my hair with viguor, Like you've wanted me too long. We hold each other tightly, Sa

Believe - Ian Van Dahl
You don't have to worry I'll never leave your side I know you're feeling down You've lost your faith in life And when the rain falls down then I'll be there for you You better start to fight and make your dreams come true Wherever you will be Whatever you will do Remember that I still believe in you You don't have to worry 'Cause dark clouds fade away It's time to live your life Don't cry for yesterday And when the rain falls down then I'll be there for you You better start to fight and make your dreams come true Wherever you will be Whatever you will do Remember that I still believe in you

People
People are funny....why do some people feel the need to post a fake pic...why r they that bad looking they have to use someone else's face hahaha thats sad...and why do men all of the sudden look at my webpage as soon as i put a pic of me up...if i have any other pic they dont look...well rarely...why do some girls find the need to completely spread eagle on the net?? for everyone to view...what if there mom sister brother dad or kid decides to join LC lmao...um why do people pick there fukn noses in public and dont even fukn care if anyone is watching even though they know they're being watched??why do men have to jerk off daily....cant they take at least one day off hahaha...why does my daughter tell me shell be home at 10:30 pm on a friday night(shes 15) and comes home at 11:30 even though ive given her shit a few times lol BRAT!...why do people suddenly becum family on LC because thats the only way they can view someones nudies on there webpage without there friends seeing hehe fu

Dude.
I JUST went to sleep a little while ago. So this morning my major mal function is i dont want to be awake. No really i don't. I need to get my cell phone fixed. But that can wait till tonight. Im not even caring right now. My ipods charging, so i atleast have that to occupy me. So yeah im tired. Extremely tired. So i wont be on much today, so dont spazz at me when i dont respond, puh please. I cant take much more shit. Ladies love country boys < 3 Best trace adkins song ever. Download it. Or better yet. If youre on my yahoo or msn ill send you it. Kthnx < 3 Dear body, wake the fuck up. Kay

Kadence
To all my friends. I will talk to you hopefully tomorrow and be able to tell you that Kadence is finally home with mommy and daddy. Tonight is the first night since she has been in this world that we get to spend the night with her. Take care and have a great weekend.

Thank You All So Much!!!!!!
OMG, I honestly cannot believe it. I really do not care who wins the "Best Personality On LC" contest, because I feel I have already won. Whenever I get down in the dumps, all I have to do is read all of your comments and I know I will smile. You all rock!!!!! I really cannot begin to tell you all how much this has made my week. Thank you, thank you, thank you! If you want to vote for me, here is the link to my picture. The rules to the contest are: 1.YOU CAN ONLY PIMP YOUR SELF OUT 2.ALL COMMENTS MUST BE WHY THAT PERSON HAS A GOOD PERSONALITY WE WILL NOT COUNT THE YOU GOT MY VOTE COMMENTS ONCE AGAIN IT MUST BE WHY THEY HAVE A AWSOME PERSONALITY... 3. CONTEST WILL RUN TILL SUNDAY NIGHT AROUND 8 SO HURRY UP 4. I AM USING A UNIQUE AND DIFFRENT VOTEING SYSTEM TO DETERMINE THE WINNERS.... Also please show DarkDragon some love while you are there for running this contest.DrkDragon@ LostCherry

When I Wake..
When I wake, my dreams of you are folded softly in the corners of my memory, so I can return to them again, another time... I hope your dreams were just as pleasing, soft, and tender, as mine were...

All Is Well
Well in case you havn't heard, surgery went well and they could find nothing wrong. Now all I have to do is enjoy this beautiful fall weather, cool sunny days and crisp clear nights. Oh yeah almost forgot finish painting the house while it's not raining. It's really getting embaressing having the house half painted, got to get it done, I 've put so much work into the house this summer I think I've just gotten a little burned out on it. But I sure do love the finished projects, new carpet and roof, new washer/dryer and stove,new rider lawnmower and a couple of new pieces of exercise equipment plus a lot of little things. LOL kept so busy, didn't even get into the pool much. Of course I'd probably get more done if I wasn't online so much, well that's probably not going to happen. Enough of this rambleing and on to somthing else.

Pre-cana Day 2
clucas6416It's 6:20 AM in the morning. I most really love Kathy, the weekends are only days I get to sleep late. I'm up about to walk out the door, to go back to finish for the second and last class 9AM to 5PM. I hate the weekend train Schedule, after 9 years this better be worth it. Men, I paid for ManagaNext and now out that money, I be their Sunday. All this for a Certificate to be Married in the church. 9 years...the even of next year will have been 10 year together and the almost a full into our first year as a married couple. So long time to be with the same person........

Sorrow
What pain will it take To satisfy your sick appetite Go in for the kill Always in sight-prey The time always right-feast Feed on the pain-taste Sorrow made flesh-sweet Live how you want Just don't feed on me If you doubt what I say I will make you beleive Shallow are words from those who starve For a dream not their own to slash and scar Big words, small mind Behind the pain you will find A scavenger of human sorrow Scavenger Abstract theory the weapon of choice Used by a scavenger of human sorrow Scavenger So you have traveled far across the sea To spread your written brand of misery

Art Of Existence
Same place, different time, same chase A different line A chance to heal, to allow what's real To take its course Like a brush in hand, to paint a picture Of what we would like to see And love to be The vision is clear, taking charge of fear For granted I do not take the future To be changed by triumph Tears and pain of the past I gain wisdom The fragile art of existence Is kept alive by sheer persistence The fragile art of existence No time for self-pity No time for dwelling on what should have been But is yet to be Take the plunge, take the chance Safe in the heart and soul from elements Spawned by those void of no self-worth And no sense of dreams

Life Is Such A Damn Roller Coaster!
I told a very close friend of mine a few years back, that I felt emotionally as though I were on a roller coaster & no one told me wheee to get off at.He told me, very kindly, that even though everything blows up in out lives, doesn't mean it's the end. It is a begining....all of those broken peices are jusr going to fall back into place.(ywah right! We are all Jenny Craig clinets. O couldn't have been more miserablr. For Pete's sake??Who will climb up stores ar the will win. So, wherw do tou live? I know I am full og questions. I'll shut up & help you out.

Consumed
Your face is hiding deep inside my mind Your touch is on my tongue Your face is in the deepest depths of my eyes The eyes inside of my soul Once I was free, but now I am trapped Once I was trapped but now I am free I taste the tears you bled I felt the fears you shed You thought I did not feel You thought I could not taste Consumed, escape through dreams Consumes, trapped by dreams Consumed, forever it seems Do you feel the pain that I feel? The pain that lives inside Do you wear the chains that I wear The ones that rub me raw Every time it is the same three words Every time the number speaks And when you see me and you think I am there You will know that it is just a dream

My Journal
Well, I already have a blog up and running, so i think it might be easier if i just linked you there. I will warn you tho, there is Adult content in it *giggles* http://lydiaslips.livejournal.com/ XOXO Lydia

Away Today
I will be offline today...I have a show and won't be home until later...so everyone have a great day... hugs and kisses Lisa I send you a smile As I know I will find you there You took my side when I'm down And you show that you always care. I send you more love For your caring of me When I was sick or hurt I know I will find you there Or just when in need for company. I send you a rainbow As you told to me, The sun needs the rain For a rainbow to be. I'd send you the world If dreams could come true, For a friend takes it all, Then returns it to you.

Friday
I had a good day! Kinda like that icecube song.. "Today was a good day" Well, until I saw egyptian "prunes" . She was ugh.. gets on my last dang nerve.. LOL I saw her gf and she said hi and talked to me.. but prunes as usual.. was in .. I'm a diva mode! lmao I saw her stoopid ass.. hiding behind the pillar. I could care less.. her gf is like calling her and pointing to her.. basically to rat her out. hahahhaha I said.. hi.. then since she's always rude to me.. I wanted nothing to do with her.. I guess she thought I was supposed to follow her into Burlington coat factory.. but.. I went the other way to find my friend and look at cute "friendly" girls. lmao I try and be this girls friend but she's an .. can't say it cuz my momma will smack me so.. lmao I did get my outfit for the Kapa after party tonight.. woohooo! I'll be all snazzy.. i'll take pics :P

A Broken Man
a story of a broken man is what i've come to tell a heart so deeply filled with love, that's lived a life in hell I look at this world each day and all remains the same I know that when i'm dead and gone, no one will remember my name i've tried so hard to offer all I have to mankind with each new day comes the feeling that i'm running out of time if I can teach you one thing before I leave this life it's to always pay attention when you see pain in one's eyes life is so very short and so many are all alone you must reach out to your kindred because they are your own beyond the ties of relation beyond blood in your veins don't let your family suffer do what you can to ease their pains not everyone can live with no one like i'm forced to do so many are on the verge of being completely through ignoring all of my own pain I reach for those who need even though that no one may see that my soul does bleed my focus is no longer on myself for I am a broken

Nice
Man i'm still lovin lostcherry. The people on here are so nice. I guess you can say i had a good day. It was full of girls commin over since my roommate had 4 come over. It was a pretty good day. My homeboy Josh came down. It's been a long time since i had seen him because he was in a wreck and had to have on of his legs removed. We knocked back a couple of drinks and talked about the old days. Over all it was a really good normal day. lol

Texas Ou Red River Shootout
College football has many big rivalries. Notre Dame and Navy, Penn State and Michigan State, and UCLA and Stanford just to name a few. This weekend is one that ranks right up at the top when Texas and OU meet again at the Cotton Bowl in Dallas. The rivalry goes all the way back to 1900. The Longhorns beat the Sooners 28-2 that first meeting and the game was in Austin. In 1901 and again in 1903 the two teams played each other twice. Texas won the first four games, the first game played in 1903 was a tie, then two more wins for Texas. OU got its first win was in 1905 in Oklahoma City. The first Dallas game was in 1912 and became the permanent annual site of the Red River Shootout in 1929.The neutral site has been one factor that has made this rivalry so big. The meeting halfway allows both teams to have a large fan representation and with a capacity of 68,252 it can really get to rocking. These two teams have had many games in past that had National Championship implications. This yea

Thanks For The Artwork =)
I just rec'd something that someone made for me so I thought I'd make a place to showcase your gifts. Feel free to place banners, icons, click pics etc... in this blog for me. I'm really appreciative and if I use your "art" somewhere - I'll send you a free CD =)

You Are My Amazing
Dedicated to My Jared 0ct. 6th, 2006 (C) KarinRochelle I never thought it coud happen like this Never thought I would get just one kiss And now with you I see what I missed And I will never let this feeling go... You are my amazing You are my happinenss You are my everything My one and only Never before had I thought That God could give me such alot of blessing.... You are my Amazing! So much time that had gone by And I never thought I would ever see you again But then came the *when* And I will never never let us end You are my amazing You are my happinenss You are my everything My one and only Never before had I thought That God could give me such alot of blessing.... You are my Amazing! *Hand in hand Side by side We'll make it through All our days We will never see a day When we cant weather a storm together

The Balcony-erotic Story
I’m standing on my balcony in the late hours of the night. It’s a cool night, with a light breeze that sweeps through my lose hair from my ponytail and tickles my neck. I feel the coolness twirl inside my silk robe that sits on my shoulders. I am looking at the stars and hearing the cars go by on the street below me. Its smells fresh and crisp in the night air, like wet grass and clean air. I hear the screen door slide open behind me, and then shut. I tingle with anticipation that will you will be walking over to me and putting your hands on me. I hear the movement behind me as I feel your hand softly touch the back of my neck.. I feel your fingers wrap around to the front of my neck and work their way to my jaw line. I feel you pull my head back and to the side then feel the warmth of your breathe next to my ear. I start to breathe heavy as I can not feel your body close to me, except your soft hands on my neck and the moist deep breathe that is sending waves of excite

Chapter Five (end Of Story)
CHAPTER FIVE - Zepman's "How I Met Jimmy Page" Note: Thanks for all of your patience, fellow Zeppelin fans, it's been a long winding road of a tale to get to this point, but I hope you found the telling interesting, nonetheless...tonight we get to the meat and potatoes of the story, the part you were all waiting for...but alas, as all true tales seem to have either a silver lining to a dark cloud, or vice-versa, there will be one more chapter published, The Epilogue, which will enlighten you on the aftermath of this encounter. ...as I rang the buzzer, now for the fourth time (and definitely last, I thought, if the same voice answered and told me yet again that "Mr. Page is still in the studio, but...", because I didn't want to seem like a pest, and I would just tell him to pass along my greetings, appreciation, and thanks for so many years of musical enjoyment, and the inspiration to play guitar myself), I admired the large, old trees on the properties in that area, and the vie

The Forgotten One's
The Forgotten One's: They were the one's who pulled you up when you were down.... They are those that are there when you need them the most.... Their's were the shoulders you cried upon.... They were the ones who made you laugh, when you wanted to cry.... They shared their love when your lonliness became too much.... To those who think they are forgotten, remember theses words.... We will always cherish and remember, you, the forgotten one's!

Just Proves How Judgmental Some People Are
so today i went to the mall and was in macey's i went to look at some shoes and because my tattoo was showing no one would even help me they just walked away, then i went to the cosmetic's stand i had the same thing happen, it never seems to amaze me how judgement some people really are just goes to prove they don't like people whom are different

Satisfaction To The Bone
I met someone. Yeah, thats right...WOW did he know to touch the right buttons too. He made me sticky for hours. He had this sexy look to me as a plain joe...He didnt even have any tattoo's....But fuck...he knew how to do it right. We didnt go all the way. Since we respected each other. But we wanted to. There is something about him. Something so sexy that I cant get him off my mind. I can still smell him in my pillows on my bed. *grins* I need to find out what is causing me to like him so, after only one meeting. Could he be the one? Maybe not. Who knows. He sends shivers through my spine, thus the subject, satisfaction to the bone... CRY BABY

Brandy Alexander
2 ounces brandy 1/2 ounce dark crème de cacao 1/2 ounce heavy cream Whole nutmeg Pour brandy, crème de cacao, and heavy cream into a mixing glass with ice and shake vigorously. Strain into a 6-ounce cocktail glass and grate nutmeg over top, to taste. Serves 1.

Smashing Pumpkin Martini
This spicy, pumpkin-infused cocktail would make a delightful aperitif from Halloween through Christmas. It was created by Felix Albano, manager of the bar at Fifty Seven Fifty Seven in New York City. 3 ounces spiced pumpkin vodka 1 ounce Amaretto Garnish: toasted pumpkin seeds For pumpkin seeds: Heat a large heavy skillet over moderate heat until hot. Toast pumpkin seeds, stirring constantly, until they expand and begin to pop, 3 to 5 minutes. Transfer seeds to a plate to cool. For Martini: In a shaker filled with ice, stir spiced pumpkin vodka and Amaretto. Strain into a chilled cocktail glass. Garnish with toasted pumpkin seeds. Serves 1.

Friends I Have...
ok...so this is my first blog in my whole life...so if it's messy i'm sorry.this site is way better than myspace ,it's easier to use & it's great here.i have 54/56 friends on this site way more than i have on the other site because of the easyness to use it...& i try to talk to most of you when you talk back...some of you are not talking so i'm takeing the initiative...in a week if half of you haven't typed to me, i'm gonna have to start killing off some of my list...it's just wasting space for people that could hold a great convo with me...so for those who want to stay...type to me...if you just said yes to up your points...shame on you...to those that genuinely want to get to know me...cool.& no this is not me being anal,just me wanting to save space......& space is what counts for people that really want to talk/chat...& i know it's like a pop contest...but you don't have to make it so obvious...if i've pissed any one off...sorry,not what i was trying to do...but if i did then it hi

Wild Turkey Spritzer
1 1/2 ounces (1 jigger) Wild Turkey bourbon 1 1/2 ounces (1 jigger) strained fresh orange juice 1 1/2 ounces (1 jigger) strained fresh lime juice 1 tablespoon sugar syrup Chilled seltzer or club soda 1 orange slice for garnish In a tall glass combine the Wild Turkey, the orange and lime juices, the sugar syrup, and 4 ice cubes. Fill the glass with the seltzer and stir the drink. Garnish it with the orange slice. Serves 1.

Pink Pony
2 ounces (2 ponies) light tequila 1/3 cup chilled cranberry juice 1/4 cup chilled apple juice Chilled club soda or seltzer water In a tall glass filled with ice cubes combine the tequila, the cranberry juice and the apple juice and top off the drink with the club soda. Makes 1 drink

Cranberry Bourbon Spritzer
1 1/2 ounces (1 jigger) bourbon 1 1/2 ounces (1 jigger) cranberry juice 2 teaspoons grenadine 1 ounce (1 pony) strained fresh orange juice Chilled seltzer or club soda 1 orange slice for garnish In a tall glass combine the bourbon, the cranberry juice, the grenadine, the orange juice, and 4 ice cubes. Fill the glass with the seltzer and stir the drink. Garnish it with the orange slice. Serves 1.

So I've Decided...
that every week, im gonna post a new question on here, for all you friends and fans of mine to answer... just so i can get to know some of you better... this weeks question- whats the girliest habit you have? and dont be embarrassed. :)

Ginger-honey Pumpkin Pie
To sweeten the whipped cream topping, simply add a little honey instead of sugar. 1 Butter Pie Crust Dough disk 1 15-ounce can pure pumpkin 1/2 cup (packed) golden brown sugar 1/3 cup honey 3 large eggs 1 1/4 cups whipping cream 1 tablespoon finely grated peeled fresh ginger 1 teaspoon ground cinnamon 1/4 teaspoon salt Honey-sweetened whipped cream Roll out dough on lightly floured surface to 13-inch round. Transfer to 9-inch deep-dish glass pie dish. Trim overhang to 1/2 inch. Fold overhang under; crimp edges decoratively. Refrigerate 1 hour. Preheat oven to 375°F. Line crust with foil. Fill with dried beans. Bake until edges begin to brown, about 17 minutes. Remove foil and beans. Bake until golden brown, pressing with back of fork if crust bubbles, about 5 minutes longer. Transfer to rack. Maintain oven temperature. Whisk pumpkin, sugar, and honey in large bowl. Whisk in eggs 1 at a time. Whisk in 1 1/4 cups cream, ginger, cinnamon, and salt. Pour into crust. Bak

Im Not Too Fond
of the dixie chicks, but i do like the song im not ready to make nice, because you know, its true, they made some mistakes, but jeez, everyone makes mistakes, so back off ya know. Favorite lyrics. -Made my bed and i sleep like a baby with no regrets and i dont mind saying its a sad sad world when a mother will teach her daughter that she oughta hate a perfect stranger and how in the world can the words that i said send somebody so over the edge, that theyd write me a letter saying that i better shut up and sing or my life will be over.- It just goes to prove how far the world has really fallen. And how angry the people in it are. If we all could get along, it would be a miracle. Just like with all the drama on here. Its getting sad. I feel like im in highschool again. Seriously. Just drop it guys. No one cares anymore. < 3 Forgive sounds good, forget i dont think i could < 3

Anger
I am getting ready to go to bed...but before I do I must say something. I am a very kind and passionate woman...but lately I have been so angry. I hate it! I mean I guess I can be thankful that I atleast can cry get angry and use my emotions. I haven't become numb to life as of yet. I hope that I never do. I do believe that I have a lot to give, but right now I can't. And it does make me angry. I think I am mad at everything and everyone(not literally), but trying not to be. I want a KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR to come rescue me lol I know...I know...lol had to throw in a funny! I KNOW I WILL GO DREAM ABOUT HIM!!! GOOD NIGHT ALL!! Elizabeth

Sick And Tired........ For My Husband
A little late for all the things you didn't say I'm not sad for you But I'm sad for all the time I had to waste 'Cause I learned the truth Your heart is in a place I no longer wanna be I knew there'd come a day I'd set you free 'Cause I'm sick and tired Of always being sick and tired [Chorus:] Your love isn't fair You live in a world where you didn't listen And you didn't care So I'm floating Floating on air Oh.. yeah... No warning of such a sad song Of broken hearts My dreams of fairy tales and fantasy, oh Were torn apart I lost my peace of mind Somewhere along the way I knew there's come a time You'd hear me say I'm sick and tired Of always being sick and tired

Who Am I Today?
Who Am I Today? "Who am I today"? I ask. And I wonder if I'll ever know; I know the past has shaped me now, Though the past was long ago. The little moments form a blur, The times both happy and sad, All the people I once knew, And the things I used to have. They all helped me to become Where, what, and who I am now, And everything has influenced me Though I'm not sure exactly how. But I'm thankful for the memories, From everyone I've ever met — People I miss and people I love, Even people I'd like to forget. For these memories have helped me grow, They've made me calm, yet strong, And now there's a story to my life, That they've been writing all along. So, thank you for the memories, Without them, who would I be? — Because somewhere in my memories Are the things that define me. --Unknown

For A Change Of Pace
Anybody interested in missing and exploited children???????....... I am running a website on tagworld.com/munchies4all, with 2 pages especially for missing and exploited children as they are listed on the National site for Missing and Exploited Children. I have very intense feelings about this issue. many of our young people are being exploited on the Internet right now as I write this blog. if you run across a space where there is no longer a picture of the child that was there, it means he or she has been located and is now at home with their families. T There are pedaphiles and predators every turn in cyberspace and it is vital that you teach every young person you know how to protect themselves online, not just at home or on the streets. I have posted ways for children to read and learn to protect themselves online, on the streets and at home. please if you have anylove in your hearts for young people go to my site and see if any of the children on the site are from you

Not Allowed
AT FIRST GLANCE MY HEART SAID "YEA, HE'S MY TYPE" I SHOULD HAVE THOUGHT TWICE HE'S STILL ALIVE HIS KISS, HIS SMILE THE EVIL WITHIN WHAT A WASTE OF MY TIME BUT I ALLOWED HIM IN "YOU BROKE MY HEART" I WANTED TO SCREAM THERE I SAT IN SILENCE LIKE IT WAS A DREAM LOOKING BACK NOW I KNOW I WAS WRONG HIS WRISTS SHOULD HAVE BEEN SLIT INSTEAD OF MY OWN. SHARI PARKER 2005

Everyone
ok people i have yahoo messanger and msn messanger but there is something wrong with my yahoo if ur on my buddy list for yahoo and u have version 8.0 it will not allow me to talk to you even know i have 8.o, i am really starting to hate yahoo but anyways here my yahoo or msn if anyof my friends would like to chat with me off of lc come chat i am here luv_bug_2021@yahoo.com or mustnggrl83@hotmail.com right now i am still working the bugs out so u may add me if u like and all still chat with u what o forgot to say was it wont always let me talk to you but it does when the fucker feels like it

Finally
Well my baby is finally home! He got in Thursday at about 7pm. I honestly think it was one of the happiest days of my life. Things have been awesome since he got home...we havent fought once but we have been talking bout the stuff that we need to sort out. At one point I thought the distance was really gonna hurt us but instead it has helped us a lot. It has really brought us closer! Now to those of you who I talk to on a regular basis don't worry that won't change. Rob doesn't care that I chat with you all because he knows what he means to me and that you are all just friends...some better friends then others. And to all of you guys out there that keep askin for nudes and shit...NO you wont get them!!! I do not do nudes for anyone and if you can't respect that then I will block you! I am happily engaged with my baby's daddy and thats all there is to it. I dont mind being friends with you but dont think your gonna get dirty pics and shit. To those of you who know you are spe

Drug Mules
I dont know about anyone else here but why feel sorry for drug mules? they know what they are doing & then cry about it saying they are innocent especially in Indonesian countries where they know the penalty is death. I reckon they should rot there not come home & spend their time here Indomnesia has their own laws & no country should butt in i think their laws are a deterent but they still try & beat it. The Bali 9 for example should rot in my oppinion a few on death row which they deserve but others get life let them rot there not here. I know i go on but have strong views on this subject. Also do they ever think of the kids they kill & families left to pick up the pieces NO!!

My Sn
For anyone who uste to talk to me, but can't now cuz of my sn being stolen, my new one is sleegreen49@yahoo.com. Or for anyone who is really bored but didn't happen to talk to me before... lol. Ya'll have a great weekend, I I hope that you really do have more exciting things to do over it.

Just One Of Those Days
ever had just one of those days that just dont seem to end? i had one like that today, no matter how much you picked up the pace it seemed you just got further away from the finish. basicly you could say i have bankers hours 9-5, i think if only ever been done on time once. but the pays good, same shit, different day, i think thats why it never seems to end. tired of the repetitive nature of the job. oh well, thats enuff for tonight.

The Key
You have found what I have thrown away, Finding what unlocks my heart. You slowly begin opening, what has been closed for such a longtime. You see so much love inside that, You realize that you are unable to return this love. You tell me, that you’re heart is not ready and you hand back the key. Taking it back with a tear and placing it on the shelf. I tell you, it is here and it is yours, When you are ready, I Love You!!!

Two Sides
For the ones who really reads the blogs. To read my frist one is a insight to me. Like everyone, there's two sides. Not all of us accepts it. Feel sorry for them cuz the only way to know ones self in to know both sides. And always find one person that you let in the side that you hide to the whole so you know that that side is known. If you understand this then you are like the pebble that starts the ripples in the pond. Moving in all directions. tagfantasy.com

Classic Double-crust Apple Pie
Crust 2 1/2 cups all purpose flour 1/2 teaspoon salt 10 tablespoons (1 1/4 sticks) chilled unsalted butter, cut into 1/2-inch pieces 1/2 cup chilled solid vegetable shortening, cut into 1/2-inch pieces 4 tablespoons (about) ice water Filling Nonstick vegetable oil spray 1 3/4 pounds sweet apples, such as Spartan or Golden Delicious, peeled, cored, thinly sliced (about 5 1/2 cups) 1 3/4 pounds tart apples, such as Granny Smith or Pippin, peeled, cored, thinly sliced (about 5 1/2 cups) 3/4 cup plus 1 tablespoon sugar 1 teaspoon fresh lemon juice 1/2 teaspoon plus large pinch of ground cinnamon 1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract 1 tablespoon all purpose flour 3 tablespoons unsalted butter, diced 1 tablespoon whole milk For crust: Whisk flour and salt in large bowl to blend. Add butter and shortening and rub in with fingertips until very coarse meal forms. Sprinkle with 3 tablespoons water; toss until moist clumps form, adding more water by teaspoonfuls if mixture is dry. G

Sweet-potato Layer Cake With Orange-cream Cheese Frosting
Sweet potatoes make this moist; cranberries and walnuts add texture and color Cake 2 pounds tan-skinned sweet potatoes (about 3 medium) 3 cups cake flour 2 teaspoons baking soda 2 teaspoons baking powder 2 teaspoons ground cinnamon 1 teaspoon ground ginger 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon ground cloves 1 cup vegetable oil 1 cup sugar 1 cup (packed) golden brown sugar 4 large eggs 2/3 cup plus 1/4 cup chopped walnuts, toasted 2/3 cup plus 1/4 cup dried cranberries Frosting 1 8-ounce package cream cheese, room temperature 1/2 cup (1 stick) unsalted butter, room temperature 31/4 cups powdered sugar, sifted 2 tablespoons frozen orange juice concentrate, thawed 1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract 1/4 cup sliced candied orange peel 3 tablespoons sugar For cake: Preheat oven to 400°F. Pierce potatoes with fork; place on small baking sheet. Roast potatoes until soft, about 1 hour. Cool, peel, and mash potatoes. Measure 2 cups mashed potatoes; cool to lukewarm (reserve a

Beautiful...beauty.. Not So Much..
Artist: Jesse McCartney Lyrics Song: Beautiful Soul Lyrics I don't want another pretty face I don't want just anyone to hold I don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul You're the one I wanna chase You're the one I wanna hold I wont let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul I know that you are something special To you I'd be always faithful I want to be what you always needed Then I hope you'll see the heart in me I don't want another pretty face I don't want just anyone to hold I don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul You're the one I wanna chase You're the one I wanna hold I wont let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul Your beautiful soul, yeah You might need time to think it over But im just fine moving forward I'll ease your mind If you give me the chance I will never make you cry c`mon lets try I don't want another pretty fa

Rants (sorry, I'm Cranky)
I've been in a rut, and a rather fowl mood lately, so if I've snapped at you, I apologize in advance. I'm taking a natural supplement to help my anxiety and I'm hoping that it will soon dissappear. Maybe working so many hours ISN'T such a good idea, customers are raking on my last nerve asking the dumbest questions possible. On a good note, I saw my friend Phil today, I miss that boy. One of my best friends, and I miss him dearly. I squeeled and tackled him, yay!! He lives down in ghetto phoenix (not all phoenix is ghetto, but where he lives.....wow..). Biker Rally/Get Together in Jerome tomorrow, MASS COPS, not my favorite thing to deal with. Let's just say that even though I have a crystal clean record, I'm not to fond of law enforcement, especially law enforcement in the verde valley. They are no good pieces of shit in my opinion. I've watched them plant evidence, with my own eyes, and I don't stand for that!! Anyway, after that rant, yeah, I want to go to the Biker rally, but

Maple Creme Flan With Maple-glazed Pears
Begin making this ultra-creamy flan (think crème brûlée) one day before serving Flan 1 cup pure maple syrup 3 1/2 cups whipping cream 7 large egg yolks 1/8 teaspoon salt 2/3 cup sugar 1/4 cup water 1/2 teaspoon light corn syrup Pears 1 tablespoon unsalted butter 3 ripe Bartlett pears, unpeeled, quartered, cored 1/4 cup pure maple syrup 1/4 cup crème fraîche or sour cream 1/8 teaspoon salt For flan: Simmer maple syrup in heavy medium saucepan over medium-low heat until reduced to 3/4 cup, about 7 minutes. Stir in cream; return to simmer. Whisk egg yolks in large bowl to blend. Gradually whisk in hot cream mixture. Whisk in salt. Strain custard into another large bowl. Cover and chill until cold, at least 2 hours and up to 1 day. Preheat oven to 300°F. Stir sugar, 1/4 cup water, and light corn syrup in heavy medium saucepan over low heat until sugar dissolves. Increase heat and boil without stirring until syrup is deep amber color, occasionally brushing down side

Pumpkin Cheesecake With Caramel Swirl
he 1990s opened with American cooks finding their way back to some of the foods and flavors of our country's beginning, then modifying them with new knowledge gained over time. Cheesecakes have been around for centuries, but they've never been more popular in the United States than they are right now. Pumpkin, too, is a New World food for which tradition reserves an honored place at any Thanksgiving table. We've teamed up these old favorites with luscious caramel in a creamy dessert that's right in step with the times. Crust 1 1/2 cups ground gingersnap cookies 1 1/2 cups toasted pecans (about 6 ounces) 1/4 cup firmly packed brown sugar 1/4 cup (1/2 stick) unsalted butter, melted Filling 4 8-ounce packages cream cheese, room temperature 1 2/3 cups sugar 1 1/2 cups canned solid pack pumpkin 9 tablespoons whipping cream 1 teaspoon ground cinnamon 1 teaspoon ground allspice 4 large eggs 1 tablespoon (about) purchased caramel sauce 1 cup sour cream For Crust: Preh

Gingerbread Squares With Honey-mascarpone Cream
Mascarpone cheese, with its slightly tart flavor, gets a sweet boost from honey. If you can't find mascarpone, top this with honey-sweetened sour cream or crème fraîche. Topping 1 8-ounce package mascarpone cheese * 2 tablespoons honey 1 tablespoon fresh lemon juice Cake 1 1/4 cups all purpose flour 2 teaspoons ground ginger 1 teaspoon ground cinnamon 1 teaspoon baking soda 1/4 teaspoon ground cloves 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/4 cup finely chopped crystallized ginger 1/2 cup vegetable oil 1/2 cup mild-flavored (light) molasses 1/2 cup (packed) dark brown sugar 1 large egg 1 1/2 teaspoons grated lemon peel 1/2 cup boiling water Powdered sugar For topping: Whisk mascarpone cheese, honey, and lemon juice in small bowl to blend. Cover; chill until ready to serve. (Can be made 1 day ahead; keep chilled.) For cake: Preheat oven to 350°F. Butter and flour 8-inch square metal baking pan. Whisk first 6 ingredients in medium bowl to blend well; whisk in crystallized ginge

Cranberry-apple Crisp With Oatmeal Streusel Topping
Topping 1 cup (packed) golden brown sugar 1 cup old-fashioned oats 3/4 cup all purpose flour 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/2 cup (1 stick) chilled unsalted butter, cut into pieces Filling 2 12-ounce packages cranberries 1 1/4 pounds Golden Delicious or Fuji apples (about 3 medium), peeled, cored, cut into 1/2-inch cubes 1 1/2 cups sugar 2 tablespoons apple juice or cider Vanilla ice cream For topping: Combine brown sugar, oats, flour, and salt in large bowl; toss to blend. Add butter and rub in with fingertips until mixture comes together in moist clumps. Cover; chill while preparing filling. (Topping can be prepared 1 day ahead; keep chilled.) For filling: Preheat oven to 375°F. Generously butter 13x9x2-inch glass baking dish. Combine cranberries, apples, sugar, and apple juice in heavy large pot. Bring to boil over medium heat, stirring often. Boil until cranberries are tender and juices thicken slightly, about 5 minutes. Transfer filling to prepared dish. Sprinkle topping

Pumpkin Pie With Spiced Walnut Streusel
1 Butter Pie Crust Dough disk Streusel 1/3 cup all purpose flour 1/4 cup (packed) golden brown sugar 1 tablespoon minced crystallized ginger 1 teaspoon ground cinnamon 1/4 teaspoon ground nutmeg 2 tablespoons (1/4 stick) chilled unsalted butter, cut into cubes 1/3 cup walnuts, coarsely chopped Pumpkin filling 1 15-ounce can pure pumpkin 1 cup sugar 1/2 cup (packed) golden brown sugar 3 large eggs 1/2 cup (1 stick) unsalted butter, melted 1 teaspoon vanilla extract Sweetened whipped cream Roll out dough on lightly floured surface to 13-inch round. Transfer to 9-inch deep-dish glass pie dish. Trim overhang to 1/2 inch. Fold overhang under; crimp edges decoratively. Refrigerate 1 hour. Preheat oven to 375°F. Line crust with foil. Fill with dried beans or pie weights. Bake until edges begin to brown and crust is set, about 17 minutes. Remove foil and beans. Bake until golden brown, pressing with back of fork if crust bubbles, about 5 minutes longer. Transfer to ra

Chocolate And Coconut Pecan Tart
Pecan pie dresses up for the holiday. Chocoholics, take note: In addition to the bits of chocolate in the filling, there's cocoa powder in the delicious crust. Crust 1 1/2 cups all purpose flour 6 tablespoons unsweetened cocoa powder 1/4 cup sugar 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/2 cup (1 stick) chilled unsalted butter, cut into 1/2-inch pieces 2 large egg yolks Cocoa powder 1/4 cup sugar 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/2 cup (1 stick) chilled unsalted butter, cut into 1/2-inch pieces 2 large egg yolks Filling 1 cup light corn syrup 3/4 cup (packed) golden brown sugar 1/4 cup (1/2 stick) unsalted butter, melted 3 large eggs 2 teaspoons vanilla extract 1/4 teaspoon salt 1 cup (6 ounces) miniature semisweet chocolate chips 3/4 cup plus 3 tablespoons shredded unsweetened coconut 1 1/2 cups (about 7 ounces) pecan halves, toasted For crust: Preheat oven to 375°F. Whisk flour, cocoa, sugar, and salt in large bowl to blend. Add butter; rub in with fingertips until mixture resembles coars

Yah, Stupid
yah, I'm stupid — Friday, 06 October 2006 So, I didn't get much sleep lastnight, It was hard to get to sleep cuz my mind didn't want to shut off, then when I finally did, I woke up to my roomate and his girlfriend. REally gross and depressing that was.. It went on for a while, and then it was hard to get back to sleep, so I only got a couple of hrs. I didn't have my first class today, but I didn't remember that until I left to go. So I was way early so I read my cj book. Then I went to class, and I the tests were handed back. I got an "A" but that's cuz he adjusted the scores to 76% was an "A". I got just that. I thought I did better than that. But ohwell, I'll just have to try better nextime. Maybe study instead of getting drunk the night before. Well after class I had the perfect oppurtunity to ask that girl out. But I didn't. I think there must be something seriously wrong with my head. I know she likes me. I don't really see any reason she'd say no. ( unless she

Brandied Date And Walnut Pie
A western twist on the old-fashioned pecan pie . California walnuts, dates and brandy give this pie its candy-bar flavor. 1 Easy Pastry Dough disk 1 1/3 cups small pieces pitted dates 1/4 cup brandy 1/2 cup (packed) golden brown sugar 1/4 cup (1/2 stick) unsalted butter, melted 3/4 teaspoon ground nutmeg 1/2 teaspoon salt 2/3 cup dark corn syrup 4 large eggs 1 2/3 cups walnut pieces (about 6 ounces) Whipped cream Preheat oven to 375°F. Roll out dough on floured surface to 12-inch round. Transfer to 9-inch-diameter glass pie dish. Fold edge under; crimp. Pierce crust all over with fork. Freeze 10 minutes. Line with foil; fill with dried beans or pie weights. Bake crust until sides are set, about 15 minutes. Remove foil and beans. Bake until bottom begins to color, piercing with toothpick if crust bubbles, about 10 minutes longer. Cool on rack 10 minutes. Meanwhile, stir dates and brandy in small bowl to blend. Mix brown sugar, butter, nutmeg and salt in medium bo

Bourbon-orange Pecan Pie With Bourbon Cream
1 Butter Pie Crust Dough disk 1 cup (packed) golden brown sugar 1 cup light corn syrup 1/4 cup (1/2 stick) unsalted butter, melted 3 large eggs 3 tablespoons finely chopped candied orange peel 4 tablespoons bourbon 1 tablespoon grated orange peel 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 1/4 teaspoon salt 2 cups pecan halves (about 9 1/2 ounces), toasted 1 cup chilled whipping cream 2 tablespoons sugar Roll out dough on lightly floured surface to 13-inch round. Transfer to 9-inch deep-dish glass pie dish. Trim overhang to 1/2 inch. Fold overhang under; crimp edges decoratively. Refrigerate 1 hour. Preheat oven to 375°F. Line pie crust with foil. Fill with dried beans or pie weights. Bake until crust edges begin to brown and crust is set, about 17 minutes. Remove foil and beans. Bake until golden brown, pressing with back of fork if crust bubbles, about 5 minutes longer. Transfer pie crust to rack. Maintain oven temperature. Whisk brown sugar, corn syrup, and melted butter in la

The 7th ~ Cattiness Killed The Cat
"Cattiness Killed the Cat" [Verse 1] Whore is a name just another the same of some bitch you mean chick that's at the top of your list She's your best friend today the one who you'll give away to stay on top of the social decay [Chrous] I set my own trends by conversating with friends instead of passing those lies that make the bratty girls cry And it's that untruth that makes the drama exude the slander that we render so dreadful It's that shit that you say and you think it's okay and when it comes to dirt girl you got a headful [V2] Now here comes the one who will join in your fun It's her that you tell and she thinks it's all well On your gosssip she rides she's on your side she thinks it's unwritten until she's the next victim [Chorus] [V3] You had your fun and now that it's done she's left you too what are you gunna do Maybe you'll see you shouldn't talk about me now that your lies have left you empty inside have left

The Last Straw
Yeasterday I had a doctors appointment and who shows up? Thats right my ex fiancee did.He is in town and he tells me he still loves me right? OMG! This guy tells me this then says I am in town because I am living with another woman.WTF? It is ok though because i realized I dont care anymore!I dont love him no more!That doesnt meen that his words hurt no less.

Zucchini With Chick Pea And Mushroom Stuffing
"A great vegetable dish that can be used as a centerpiece or as a side. Can be lovely when served with tomato based sauce and a green vegetable, or I have even had them with traditional roasted vegetables at Christmas." Original recipe yield: 8 servings. Prep Time: 30 Minutes Cook Time: 30 Minutes Ready In: 1 Hour Servings: 8 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 4 zucchini, halved * 1 tablespoon olive oil * 1 onion, chopped * 2 cloves garlic, crushed * 1/2 (8 ounce) package button mushrooms, sliced * 1 teaspoon ground coriander * 1 1/2 teaspoons ground cumin, or to taste * 1 (15.5 ounce) can chick peas, drained and rinsed * 1/2 lemon, juiced * 2 tablespoons chopped fresh parsley * sea salt to taste * ground black pepper to taste DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Grease a shallow baking dish. 2. Scoop out the flesh of the zucchini; chop the flesh and set aside. Place

Lentil Loaf
"This vegetarian staple features a crunchy bread crumb topping. Make it the centerpiece of your meal, and serve with a savory vegetarian gravy, mashed potatoes, and English peas." Original recipe yield: 6 servings. Prep Time: 45 Minutes Cook Time: 50 Minutes Ready In: 1 Hour 35 Minutes Servings: 6 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1 1/8 cups green lentils * 2 1/4 cups water * 6 slices white bread, torn into small pieces * 2 eggs * 1 cup vegetable broth * 2 tablespoons tomato paste * 1/2 teaspoon dried basil * 1/4 teaspoon garlic powder * 1/2 teaspoon ground black pepper * 1 teaspoon dried parsley * 1 tablespoon olive oil * 1 packet dry vegetable soup mix * 1/3 cup dried bread crumbs DIRECTIONS: 1. Combine lentils and water in a small saucepan. Bring to a boil. Reduce heat, and simmer until tender, about 40 minutes. 2. Preheat oven to 400 degrees F (205 degrees C). Grease a 9x5 inch loaf

Easy Gravy *veg*
"Delicious vegan gravy! This is great to make biscuits and gravy or for Thanksgiving over mashed potatoes. Pareve margarine is Kosher margarine, it can be bought at most grocery stores." Original recipe yield: 2 - 1/2 cups. Servings: 8 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1 tablespoon pareve margarine * 1/4 cup all-purpose flour * 3 cups vegetable broth * 2 tablespoons miso paste * 2 tablespoons warm water * 2 teaspoons soy sauce * 1/4 teaspoon onion powder DIRECTIONS: 1. In a small bowl combine miso and warm water; stir until miso has dissolved. 2. In a 2 quart saucepan, melt margarine over medium heat. Stir in flour until dissolved. Add vegetable broth, miso mixture, soy sauce and onion powder. Cook, stirring, over medium heat, until thickened.

Biker
My husband boss is a biker and he sent this to me. I think this it is wonderful. Makes you think about how you look at people. I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your ey

Memories Of My Ex
Hands hard as stone hitting across my back!My love I offered him his fist he gave back! I was his slave he took his anger out on.Just a year later he took it out on my son.Now all I have are memories of that terrible time.The bruises faded from my skin but forever buried in my mind!

Reality
Reality When I speak no one listens When they get caught no one hears The pain of evolution is often to near Reality never surfaces till its to clear putting everyone it meets into terrible tears One life may fall to peices Unities crumble with severe fear Worlds collide into confusions of the year in a pollutionated gust of dusted plains When the reality of our new revolution is ultimatly to clear Desiree' Leanne Brown

Golden Rice Cakes With Sweet Potato-ginger Sauce
"These rice cakes are absolutely delicious and have crunchy crust with light, moist interiors. The ginger, coconut milk, and sweet potatoes make the sauce absolutely yummy. You can replace the orange juice with water if you like." Original recipe yield: 6 servings. Prep Time: 15 Minutes Cook Time: 30 Minutes Ready In: 1 Hour Servings: 6 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 3 tablespoons canola oil * 2 cloves garlic, minced * 2 cups dry jasmine rice * 2 1/2 cups water * 1 teaspoon salt * * 1 sweet potato * 1 (14 ounce) can coconut milk * 1/2 cup orange juice * 1 tablespoon minced fresh ginger root * salt and pepper to taste * 1 carrot, coarsely chopped * 1/2 red bell pepper, chopped * 4 green onions, chopped * 2 eggs, beaten * 2 green onions, thinly sliced DIRECTIONS: 1. In a saucepan with a tight-fitting lid heat 1 tablespoon of the canola oil with the garlic over medium heat

Pan-fried Polenta With Corn, Kale And Goat Cheese
"This is a gourmet polenta recipe as it uses kale and goat cheese." Original recipe yield: 2 servings. Prep Time: 1 Hour Cook Time: 20 Minutes Ready In: 2 Hours 20 Minutes Servings: 2 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1 tablespoon butter * 2 cloves garlic, minced * 4 1/3 cups water * 1 cup stone ground cornmeal * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1 1/3 cups fresh corn kernels * freshly ground black pepper * 2 tablespoons grated Parmesan cheese * 1/2 bunch kale * 1 tablespoon olive oil * 1 tomato, sliced * 3 ounces goat cheese DIRECTIONS: 1. In a medium saucepan, heat the butter over medium heat. Add the garlic and stir constantly for 1 minute; don't let the garlic brown. Add 3 cups of the water, and bring it to a boil. 2. While the water heats, whisk together in a bowl the cornmeal, salt, and 1 cup water to make a smooth mixture. 3. When the water in the saucepan comes to a boil, pour the mixture into

Vegetable Shepherd's Pie
A delicious and savory meatless meal that sticks to your ribs!" Original recipe yield: 6 servings. Servings: 6 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 8 large potatoes, peeled and quartered * 2 carrots, sliced * 1 (16 ounce) package frozen mixed vegetables, thawed * 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder * 1/2 teaspoon dried basil * 1/2 teaspoon dried parsley * 3 tablespoons butter * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon ground black pepper * 6 tablespoons milk * 1 onion, chopped * 1 teaspoon vegetable oil * 1 (19 ounce) can kidney beans, drained * 1 (14.5 ounce) can diced tomatoes, drained * 1 (8 ounce) can tomato sauce * 1 teaspoon soy sauce * 1/2 teaspoon white sugar * 1 cup shredded Cheddar cheese * 1/2 teaspoon paprika DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat oven to 375 degrees F (175 degrees C). 2. Cook potatoes, covered, in a small amount of boiling water until tender. Drain and mash. 3. While potatoes a

Friends/harrassing
First off with friends. It hurts when a friend who is supposably is your friend says she's gonna do somethin', but turns around and does the complete opposite. If you're not goin' to be true to me, don't waste my time of tryin' to be friends with you... I'm not in the mood for that stupid immature bullshit. If you're goin' to do that somethin', jus fuckin' do it and don't lie about it to me. Harrassing: Ok, I'll tell you some info about this one guy. He found me through a classified about when I was 12 (10 years ago) and we been talkin to each off n on since through that whole entire time. He's in his 30s, like 33 or so. Not to sure about his age. And we had each other on myspace, and sometimes he'll have me on his top friend's list and sometimes he don't. But s'ok for him to take me off, but if I take him off mine or even mention it, its like a fuckin' crime or somethin'. That's what started this whole entire thing. Here's the emails thru Myspace. 1.) Oct 1 2006 9:07 AM

Pumpkin Ravioli With Hazelnut Cream Sauce *veg*
"Made with an aromatic pumpkin filling, and served with a simple cream sauce. You can make this ravioli with winter squash also." Original recipe yield: 6 servings. Servings: 6 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 2 1/2 cups pumpkin puree * 2 large carrots, cooked and pureed * 2 onions, diced * 1 clove garlic, minced * 2 teaspoons ground coriander seed * 1/2 teaspoon ground mace * 1/2 teaspoon ground allspice * 1 pinch ground cardamom * 1 cup unsalted butter * 1/3 pound grated Parmesan cheese * 2 tablespoons real maple syrup * 1 egg, beaten * 2 1/2 pounds fresh pasta sheets * salt to taste * ground black pepper to taste * 1 cup hazelnuts * 3 cups heavy whipping cream * 3 cloves garlic, minced * 1 pinch cayenne pepper * 1 pinch white pepper * salt to taste * 2 cups shredded sorrel, stems removed DIRECTIONS: 1. Saute the onions, garlic, and spices in butter or margarine

When U
When U when u speak; we all hear when u dance; we all cheer when u cry; it sends tears to our eyes happiness is when u laugh smiles to last when u see that u are a part of me. love is when u stay. always have a good day Desiree Brown

Vegetarian Thanksgiving "smiles"tofu Turkey I
"A vegan alternative especially good for Thanksgiving dinner! Serve with a vegetarian gravy and all the fixings. Enjoy!" Original recipe yield: 10 servings. Servings: 10 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 5 (16 ounce) packages extra firm tofu * 2 tablespoons sesame oil * 1 red onion, finely diced * 1 1/3 cups diced celery * 1 cup chopped mushrooms * 2 cloves garlic, minced * 1/8 cup dried sage * 2 teaspoons dried thyme * salt and pepper to taste * 1 1/2 teaspoons dried rosemary * 1/4 cup tamari * 3 cups prepared herb stuffing * * 1/2 cup sesame oil * 1/4 cup tamari * 2 tablespoons miso paste * 5 tablespoons orange juice * 1 teaspoon honey mustard * 1/2 teaspoon orange zest * 3 sprigs fresh rosemary DIRECTIONS: 1. Line a medium sized, round colander with a cheese cloth or a clean dish towel. Place the crumbled tofu in the colander. Place another cheese cloth over the top of

Ur Love
Your Love Traveling thru this valley, without a thought or care. Overlooking seas as if they were'nt there. Blinking ur eyes, while dreams appear. Heart filling with love. Enjoying ur body, which lays so near. Darkness sets in trying, to shadow the suns glare. Remembering our love, puts a smile everywhere. As long as i know, your love will always be there! Desiree Leanne Brown

Sick Sex (split Skin)
Sick Sex (Split Skin) Crack snaps the whip and my skin splits Can you make me your bitch, with an all feeling twitch? Does your blood flow lower, do you quiver at my touch Does a whisper give you goose bumps, are you overrun with lust? Aggravate my wounds, put your tongue inside Agitate my tool, put your worries aside I heal fast I’m split skin, so tomorrow we can do it all over again Choke my throat you fucking slut You think you’re pushing too hard but it’s really not enough Maybe with more pressure, and a bit of luck We can open up a wound and you can feast on the cut Fucking drink my sin I got a whole lot under my skin More than enough to spare more than enough to swim in I’m split skin I’m a rush I’ll wash over you and leave you in a body blush I’m a pincushion voodoo doll Run your nails down my face as I pin you to the wall Holding you so tight so you won’t fall Begging for me to make you feel it all Bite my tongue in the bathroom stall So the patrons d

Osama Bin Laden
I know we will never forget 9/11 but i just hope that one day they get this son of a bitch he hasnt struck here yet but only matter of time. I just hope he suffered like many others have suffered they say in recent reports he was dead but i didnt believe it for one second. Lets all band together unite in the fight against terrorism.

Hello Everyone
i have been working alot lately and have been to tired to come online on my days off so i decided to come on here and post and entry before going to bed...work was ok today wasnt to busy...i only had to work 4 hours todays so it went by pretty quick..i bought a new carebear shirt tonight it has grumpy bear on it and it says just gimme the candy its really cute and as soon as i seen it i knew i had to have it lol i dont really know what to talk about cuz im a little tired and just want to go to sleep lol so i guess ill post here another time like on my day off and i can go into more detail of how my life is going...talk to u all LaterZ Pyro

Apple Crumble Tart
A great dessert for the holiday buffet." Original recipe yield: 1 - 10 inch tart. Servings: 8 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1/2 (17.5 ounce) package frozen puff pastry, thawed * 1 tablespoon butter, melted * 3 apple - peeled, cored, and chopped * 3/8 cup all-purpose flour * 3/8 cup chopped blanched almonds * 1/2 cup white sugar * 1/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon * 3 tablespoons butter, chilled * 1/4 teaspoon vanilla extract * 3 egg yolks * 3 tablespoons white sugar * 1/3 cup dry Marsala wine DIRECTIONS: 1. In a small bowl, mix flour, almonds, 1/2 cup sugar, and cinnamon together. Add chilled butter and vanilla extract. Cut together with a pastry blender until small crumbs form. 2. Unfold pastry and cut into a 10 inch circle. Place on a large, ungreased baking sheet. Brush with melted butter or margarine. Arrange apples in the center of the pastry, leaving a 1/2 inch wide border of pastry. Spoon almond topping

Friday Night Rant
Ok Boys and Girls of LC.... I'm having a rough day. Overall, work sucks and I'm on a lot less sleep than normal. But I think that even if I was 100% rested and in a chipper F*cking mood, I would still post this... I have met some really nice people on here, people who I call real friends. People that when this web-site is long gone, hopefully will still be a part of my life. They are beyond cyber-friends, and translate into people I spend my free time with... Face to face. What good is a "community" if it doesn't bring people together in PERSON? Now there are other people on here that are strictly "cyber-friends" I call them friends.com. Strictly inside of the box on my desk, but still nonetheless, nice to talk to, and I value them for what they are... Now, for the reason for this rant... I understand LC is all about getting points. That's all anyone ever asks for... "Level me up," or "Come rate my pics." "I voted for you, come vote for me.” I get that, and it is fin

Frosted Pecan Bites
"These frosted pecans are a festive snack for any holiday occasion." Original recipe yield: 6 cups. Servings: 6 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1 pound pecan halves * 1/2 cup butter * 1 cup white sugar * 2 egg whites, stiffly beaten * 1 pinch salt DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat oven to 275 degrees F (135 degrees C). 2. Toast pecans for 10 to 15 minutes or until lightly toasted. Set aside to cool. 3. Fold sugar, salt and pecans into egg whites. 4. Increase oven temperature to 325 degrees F (165 degrees C). Melt butter or margarine on a sheet pan. 5. Spread the nut mixture over pan and bake for 30 minutes, stirring every 10 minutes. Remove from oven and allow to cool.

Fluffy Fruit Dip
"This is a delicious fluffy orange flavored dip for skewered fruit. It is equally good spooned over cubes of fruit and served as a first course or dessert. Orange juice may be substituted for the liqueur." Original recipe yield: 2 cups. Servings: 16 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1 (7 ounce) jar marshmallow creme * 1 (8 ounce) package cream cheese, softened * 1 orange, zested * 1 fluid ounce orange liqueur DIRECTIONS: 1. In a large bowl, fold together the marshmallow creme and cream cheese. 2. Stir in grated zest and liqueur or juice. Refrigerate until chilled.

Buttery Pan Rolls
These are delicious. They take a little time to make but they are worth the effort." Original recipe yield: 40 rolls. Prep Time: 35 Minutes Cook Time: 15 Minutes Ready In: 3 Hours Servings: 40 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 5 1/2 cups all-purpose flour * 3 tablespoons white sugar * 2 teaspoons salt * 1 1/2 teaspoons active dry yeast * 1 1/2 cups milk * 1/2 cup water * 5/8 cup butter, divided DIRECTIONS: 1. Combine 3 cups of the flour, the sugar, salt and yeast in a large bowl. Stir well and set aside. 2. Combine milk, water and 1/4 cup of the butter in a saucepan and cook over medium heat until butter melts, stirring occasionally. Remove from heat and let mixture cool to 120 to 130 degrees F (49 to 54 degrees C). 3. Gradually add milk to flour mixture and beat at low speed of an electric mixer for 30 seconds. Then beat for 2 minutes at high speed. Gradually stir in the remaining flour to make a soft dough.

Tangerine-glazed Turkey
"I guarantee that you will receive rave reviews on Thanksgiving Day with this recipe! Garnish with fresh thyme, rosemary, and bay leaf. The turkey is stuffed with Awesome Sausage Apple and Dried Cranberry Stuffing." Original recipe yield: 1 (10 pound) turkey. Prep Time: 45 Minutes Cook Time: 3 Hours 30 Minutes Ready In: 4 Hours 15 Minutes Servings: 13 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 3/4 cup unsalted butter, divided * 3/4 cup canola oil * 1 1/2 cups tangerine juice * 1 (10 pound) whole turkey, neck and giblets reserved * 2 1/4 cups sausage stuffing * salt and pepper to taste * 2 1/4 cups turkey stock * 3 tablespoons all-purpose flour DIRECTIONS: 1. Melt 6 tablespoons butter with canola oil and tangerine juice in a saucepan over medium heat. Remove from heat, and allow to cool about 5 minutes. Soak a piece of cheesecloth large enough to drape over the turkey in the mixture. 2. Preheat oven to 425 degrees F ( 220

Friends Fighting
Nothing hurts so much as watching your friends fight. Normal fights you get to take sides, but when friends fight, everything becomes grey and you can no longer see what is right or wrong clearly. My heart is almost breaking tonight watching them fight, knowing if I take sides or even say anything, I risk losing a dear friend....

Baked Pineapple
This is a wonderful side dish to add a little something special to green beans and mashed potatoes. It is so delicious you will think you could eat it for dessert. Originally submitted to ThanksgivingRecipe.com. " Original recipe yield: 6 serving. Servings: 6 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1 (20 ounce) can unsweetened pineapple chunks * 3 tablespoons white sugar * 6 tablespoons butter, melted * 3 tablespoons all-purpose flour * 5 ounces shredded Cheddar cheese * 25 buttery round crackers, crumbled DIRECTIONS: 1. Drain pineapple, reserving 3 tablespoons juice. 2. Combine pineapple, reserved juice, sugar, butter or margarine, flour, and cheese. Mix well. Spoon mixture into a buttered 1 1/2 quart baking dish; top with cracker crumbs. 3. Bake at 350 degrees F (175 degrees C) for 30 minutes, or until bubbly.

Orange Glazed Sweet Potatoes
"The orange juice makes this a tasty dish. Even people who are not fond of sweet potatoes like this one. Give it a try!" Original recipe yield: 6 servings. Servings: 6 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 6 sweet potatoes * 3/4 cup boiling water * 1 teaspoon salt * 3 tablespoons butter * 1/2 tablespoon orange zest * 1 tablespoon orange juice * 3/4 cup light corn syrup * 1/4 cup packed brown sugar * 3 orange slices, halved DIRECTIONS: 1. Pare and halve sweet potatoes. 2. Combine peel, juice, corn syrup, and brown sugar. 3. Add sweet potatoes, boiling water, and salt to a large saucepan. Simmer, covered, until tender; this should take about 15 minutes. Drain off liquid, leaving 1/4 cup in skillet. Dot potatoes with butter or margarine. Pour orange juice mixture over potatoes, and add orange slices. Cook, uncovered, over low heat until glazed, an additional 15 minutes. Baste often, and turn once while cooking.

Sausage, Apple And Cranberry Stuffing
This Thanksgiving stuffing is fantastic! It is very flavorful and fresh-tasting. This recipe will stuff a 10-pound turkey (which serves six) plus extra. I replaced the usual pork sausage with much healthier turkey sausage. Other dried fruits may also be used in place of cranberries." Original recipe yield: 10 servings. Prep Time: 15 Minutes Cook Time: 25 Minutes Ready In: 1 Hour 40 Minutes Servings: 10 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1 1/2 cups cubed whole wheat bread * 3 3/4 cups cubed white bread * 1 pound ground turkey sausage * 1 cup chopped onion * 3/4 cup chopped celery * 2 1/2 teaspoons dried sage * 1 1/2 teaspoons dried rosemary * 1/2 teaspoon dried thyme * 1 Golden Delicious apple, cored and chopped * 3/4 cup dried cranberries * 1/3 cup minced fresh parsley * 1 cooked turkey liver, finely chopped * 3/4 cup turkey stock * 4 tablespoons unsalted butter, melted DIRECTIONS: 1. Pr

Carrot Pineapple Cake I
"The carrots and pineapple work together to keep this cake moist and wholesome." Original recipe yield: 1 - 9x13 inch pan. Prep Time: 30 Minutes Cook Time: 45 Minutes Ready In: 1 Hour 15 Minutes Servings: 24 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 2 cups all-purpose flour * 2 teaspoons baking soda * 1 teaspoon baking powder * 1 teaspoon salt * 2 teaspoons ground cinnamon * 1 3/4 cups white sugar * 1 cup vegetable oil * 3 eggs * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * 2 cups shredded carrots * 1 cup flaked coconut * 1 cup chopped walnuts * 1 (8 ounce) can crushed pineapple, drained * * 1 (8 ounce) package cream cheese * 1/4 cup butter, softened * 2 cups confectioners' sugar DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Grease and flour a 9x13 inch pan. 2. Mix flour, baking soda, baking powder, salt and cinnamon. Make a well in the center and add sugar, oil, eggs and v

What's Been Going On Lately!
Hey! The reason I haven't been getting on alot lately is because I just got a job, finally! I'm soooo happy now! I haven't worked in a long time. I'm glad to be back in there! My job is so easy too. I actually get up wanting to go to work, believe that?!? So anyway that's why I haven't been on alot! I will however be on on my days off! I also wanted to say thanks to everyone that has been helping me lately! Talk to you later!

Pumpkin Orange Crunch Pie
"A family favorite for the Thanksgiving dinner." Original recipe yield: 1 - 9 inch pie. Prep Time: 20 Minutes Cook Time: 50 Minutes Ready In: 1 Hour 10 Minutes Servings: 8 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1 cup packed brown sugar * 1 tablespoon cornstarch * 1 1/2 teaspoons pumpkin pie spice * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 2 cups solid pack pumpkin puree * 1 2/3 cups evaporated milk * 2 eggs * 1 tablespoon brown sugar * 1 tablespoon butter * 1 tablespoon all-purpose flour * 1/2 cup chopped walnuts * 2 teaspoons orange zest * 1 recipe pastry for a 9 inch single crust pie DIRECTIONS: 1. Combine 1 cup brown sugar, cornstarch, pumpkin pie spice, salt, and pumpkin. 2. Stir in milk and eggs. 3. Pour into pastry shell. Filling is generous--crimp edges high. Bake at 400 degrees F (205 degrees C) for 40 minutes. 4. Meanwhile, combine remaining ingredients - 1 Tablespoon brown sugar, butter or marga

Broccoli With Lemon Almond Butter
"This is a quickly and easily prepared broccoli dish. This recipe can also be made with frozen broccoli." Original recipe yield: 4 servings. Prep Time: 5 Minutes Cook Time: 10 Minutes Ready In: 15 Minutes Servings: 4 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1 head fresh broccoli, cut into florets * 1/4 cup butter, melted * 2 tablespoons lemon juice * 1 teaspoon lemon zest * 1/4 cup blanched slivered almonds DIRECTIONS: 1. Steam or boil broccoli until tender, approximately 4 to 8 minutes. Drain. 2. In a small saucepan, melt butter over medium low heat. Remove from heat. Stir in lemon juice. lemon zest, and almonds. Pour over hot broccoli, and serve.

Mushroom Saute
Fresh mushrooms with savory herbs make this a perfect side dish for grilled meat, chicken or fish." Original recipe yield: 4 servings. Prep Time: 5 Minutes Cook Time: 10 Minutes Ready In: 15 Minutes Servings: 4 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1/3 cup butter * 3 (8 ounce) packages fresh mushrooms, sliced * 2 tablespoons chopped onion * 2 teaspoons dried tarragon * 1/2 teaspoon ground nutmeg * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon ground black pepper * 1/4 cup fresh parsley, chopped DIRECTIONS: 1. In a large skillet over medium heat melt butter. Stir in mushrooms, onion, tarragon, nutmeg, salt and pepper. Saute until mushrooms are tender, stirring occasionally, about 10 minutes. Stir in parsley and serve.

Baked Cranberry Sauce
"This brandy baked cranberry sauce is simply delicious." Original recipe yield: 16 servings. Prep Time: 5 Minutes Cook Time: 1 Hour Ready In: 1 Hour 5 Minutes Servings: 16 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 4 cups fresh cranberries * 2 cups white sugar * 1/3 cup brandy DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat oven to 300 degrees F (150 degrees C). 2. In a baking dish, mix the cranberries and sugar. 3. Bake 1 hour in the preheated oven, stirring often. Mix in the brandy to serve.

Traditional Creamed Onions
Original recipe yield: 6 servings. Servings: 6 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1 cup pearl onions * 4 cups water * 6 tablespoons butter * 6 tablespoons all-purpose flour * 3 cups milk * salt to taste * ground black pepper to taste DIRECTIONS: 1. Peel onions, and drop into boiling water. Cook until tender. Drain, reserving liquid. Set onions aside while you make sauce. 2. Melt butter or margarine in a saucepan over medium heat. Whisk in flour to make a paste. Mix together cooking water and milk. Add milk mixture slowly to the saucepan, stirring constantly, and cook until thickened. Add salt and pepper to taste. Add onions, and transfer to a serving dish.

Apple, Beet And Avocado Salad
"Winter produce at its best and in holiday colors too. You can also toss the salad instead of arranging it if you prefer." Original recipe yield: 4 servings. Prep Time: 25 Minutes Cook Time: 1 Hour Ready In: 1 Hour 25 Minutes Servings: 4 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 3 medium beets * 4 cups mixed salad greens * 1 onion, sliced into thin rings * 1 apple - peeled, cored and thinly sliced * 1/2 avocado - peeled, pitted and sliced * 1/2 cup toasted chopped walnuts * 3/4 cup apple cider * 2/3 cup cider vinegar * 1/2 cup vegetable oil * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/2 teaspoon ground black pepper * 1 teaspoon prepared mustard * 1/4 teaspoon celery seed DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat oven to 400 degrees F (200 degrees C). Wash beets, and place in a baking dish with 1/4 cup water. Cover and bake for 1 hour or until tender. Remove from oven and set aside to cool. 2. Whisk together the apple cider, vinegar,

Maple Roast Turkey And Gravy
"A New England style turkey with maple syrup. It makes for a mellow Thanksgiving dinner. Try stuffing it with Cranberry, Sausage and Apple Stuffing. If fresh marjoram is unavailable, 2 teaspoons of dried marjoram may be substituted." Original recipe yield: 12 servings. Prep Time: 30 Minutes Cook Time: 4 Hours Ready In: 4 Hours 30 Minutes Servings: 12 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 2 cups apple cider * 1/3 cup real maple syrup * 2 tablespoons chopped fresh thyme * 2 tablespoons chopped fresh marjoram * 2 1/2 teaspoons grated lemon zest * 3/4 cup butter * salt and ground black pepper to taste * 14 pounds whole turkey, neck and giblets reserved * 2 cups chopped onion * 1 cup chopped celery * 1 cup coarsely chopped carrots * 2 cups chicken stock * 3 tablespoons all-purpose flour * 1 teaspoon chopped fresh thyme * 1 bay leaf * 2 tablespoons apple brandy (optional) DIRECTIONS: 1

Sour Cream And Chive Rolls
"Herb dinner rolls, these go with everything!" Original recipe yield: 50 crescent rolls. Servings: 50 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1 cup sour cream * 1 teaspoon salt * 1/2 cup white sugar * 1/2 cup butter, melted * 2 (.25 ounce) packages active dry yeast * 2 eggs * 4 cups all-purpose flour * 1/4 cup chopped fresh chives * 1/2 cup warm water (110 degrees F/45 degrees C) DIRECTIONS: 1. In a small saucepan, heat sour cream until very hot. Add salt, sugar, and melted butter or margarine. Cool until lukewarm. 2. In a large bowl, dissolve yeast in warm water. Mix in sour cream mixture, eggs, flour, and chives. Cover, and refrigerate overnight. 3. Divide dough into 4 parts. Knead and roll each part into a 10 inch circle. Cut into thin pie-shaped pieces. Roll each piece from flat end to point. Place on greased baking sheets. Allow to rise until doubled in size. 4. Bake at 375 degrees F (190 degrees C) for 12 to 15 minut

Cajun Grilled Corn
This a delicious and easy way to prepare your corn cobs on those fun filled barbeque weekends! They taste like candy and can go with any barbeque meal." Original recipe yield: 6 servings. Prep Time: 10 Minutes Cook Time: 25 Minutes Ready In: 35 Minutes Servings: 6 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 6 ears corn, husked and cleaned * 1/2 cup butter, softened * 6 tablespoons Cajun seasoning DIRECTIONS: 1. Peel back husks form the corn, remove strings and leave just a few layers of husk on the corn. 2. Spread butter or margarine over each ear of corn. Sprinkle Cajun seasoning lightly over each ear, or to taste. Fold corn husks back over the corn. Wrap in foil. 3. Place on grill for 25 minutes, turning occasionally. Unwrap foil, peel back husks and enjoy.

Deep-fried Turkey Marinade
This rub is appropriate for a 12 to 14 pound turkey." Original recipe yield: 3 cups. Prep Time: 10 Minutes Ready In: 8 Hours Servings: 15 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1 (16 ounce) bottle Italian dressing * 1/2 cup cayenne pepper * 1/2 cup black pepper * 1 cup Creole seasoning * 2 tablespoons garlic powder DIRECTIONS: 1. In a medium bowl, mix 3/4 Italian dressing, cayenne pepper, black pepper, Creole seasoning, and garlic powder. Rub over turkey, using remaining Italian dressing to fill cavity. Allow turkey to marinate 8 hours, or overnight, before deep-frying as desired.

The Dream....
so, I woke up at 11 30 pm tonight after crashing hard and deep at around 4 30 pm today. I have been dealing with some major insomnia issues for the past month. so, the whole time I was asleep, I was having this dream. It was so intense that I still smell the scents and the mental images are like looking at a picture. I have this guy friend that I have been talking too for a while. no, I mean this guy and I are really good friends...I am not adding his name here to protect his privacy. so, anyway, this guy...he was the object of what I think was a 6 hour dream. I won't go into explicit content here for more reasons than one..but, the dream starts here... He had just arrived here from far away. even though I have known him for some time, and we have shared 100's of cyber hours together, I felt like I didn't "really" know him when he got here. I told him that we couldn't be together sexually until I got to know the real him...girls, I know you know what I am saying here. t

Creole Cornbread Stuffing
"Chock full of spices that really make this stuff sing. This is enough for one turkey." Original recipe yield: 10 cups. Servings: 20 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 2 cups unbleached all-purpose flour * 2 cups stone ground cornmeal * 2 tablespoons baking powder * 1 teaspoon salt * 4 tablespoons white sugar * 5 eggs, beaten * 6 tablespoons butter, melted * 3 cups buttermilk * 2 tablespoons salt * 2 teaspoons ground white pepper * 2 teaspoons ground black pepper * 2 teaspoons cayenne pepper * 2 teaspoons onion powder * 4 teaspoons dried oregano * 2 teaspoons dried thyme * 6 tablespoons chopped fresh basil * 4 bay leaves * 1 cup minced onion * 1 cup chopped green onions * 1 cup chopped parsley * 2 cups chopped red bell pepper * 2 green chile peppers, chopped * 2 tablespoons minced garlic * 1 cup butter * 2 cups chicken broth * 1 tablespoon hot pepper sauc

Surrender Part Iv©
It may not seem "manly",but oh how I love to cuddle. There is little better than caressing my playtoy as we finish our first rounds of pleasure. I love gazing into her eyes knowing that it was I that cause that fire that burns there. I allow her to caress my body as well. Her finger nails trace patterns of her choosing along my chest,across my stomach,and down my thighs. I feel myself begin to stir. I pull myself up on the bed and lean back against the headboard,drawing my knees up to my chest. I have my lover join me by sitting between my legs,laying back against me. I love the feel of any part of her against my skin. She presses herself back into me and reaches her arms up and behind her and runs her fingers through my hair. I lightly touch her arms tracing her outline. With her arms behind my head she has willing exposed herslf to my touch. I drag my finger nails along her side and am rewarded by her giggle. I wanted to lighten the mood a bit. I run my hand across her belly

Blue Cheese, Port, And Walnut Spread
"This spread keeps for 3 weeks if refrigerated. Make to serve with bread or crackers for the Big Day, or keep it on hand for drop-in guests." Original recipe yield: 12 servings. Servings: 12 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1 pound blue cheese * 1/2 cup unsalted butter, softened * 1/3 cup port wine * 1 1/2 cups chopped walnuts DIRECTIONS: 1. In a food processor blend together cheese, butter, and port until the mixture is smooth. In a bowl, combine the cheese mix and the walnuts. Transfer the spread to a crock. Chill.

Priceless Pecan Pie
"This is an all time favorite Thanksgiving dessert. It has layers of creamy cheesecake, crunchy pecans, and smooth custard." Original recipe yield: 1 - 9 inch deep dish pie. Prep Time: 30 Minutes Cook Time: 40 Minutes Ready In: 1 Hour 10 Minutes Servings: 8 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1 (9 inch) deep dish pie crust * 1 (8 ounce) package cream cheese, softened * 1/3 cup white sugar * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1 cup chopped pecans * 3 eggs, beaten * 1/4 cup white sugar * 1 cup light corn syrup * 1/2 cup evaporated milk * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat oven to 375 degrees F (190 degrees C). 2. In a medium mixing bowl, blend together cream cheese, 1/3 cup sugar, and 1 teaspoon vanilla. When mixture is smooth, spread into bottom of pastry shell. Sprinkle cream cheese layer with chopped pecans. 3. In another medium mixing bowl, combine eggs, 1/4 cup sugar, corn syrup, evaporat

The Friday That Sucked Out My Brains...
Even minor holiday weekends suck. Especially when the store is severely understaffed. I came in, tried to clock in, got an error. I tried again, another error. I tried to to into the system manually and it said my user ID was invalid. I ended up not actually clocking in 6 times, and out twice. Help Desk was unavailable. By the time Help Desk returned my call, it was almost time to open the store. Turns out the POS manager ERASED ME FROM THE SYSTEM RANDOMLY! I had to put myself back in the system then fix my clock in/out times. Right after opening, the UPS guy brought me 10 more cases of transfers. All transfers have to be scanned [each item] and uploaded into the registers. After my second case, I stopped to ring up a customer who was in a hurry. I swiped her card and got an error. I checked all my connections, swiped again, and got another error. I tried Help Desk and got the busy message again. I said I would have to restart the registers and it would take 10 minutes, and she

Ruby Red Layered Salad
Prep Time: 15 Minutes Ready In: 3 Hours Servings: 8 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1 (3 ounce) package raspberry flavored gelatin mix * 2 cups boiling water * 1 (10 ounce) package frozen raspberries * 1 pint sour cream * 1 (3 ounce) package cherry flavored gelatin * 1 (8 ounce) can crushed pineapple, drained * 1 (16 ounce) can whole cranberry sauce DIRECTIONS: 1. Dissolve raspberry gelatin in 1 cup hot water. Add frozen raspberries, and stir until well mixed. Pour into a glass bowl. Refrigerate until almost firm, about 30 to 60 minutes.. 2. Spread sour cream over firm gelatin. Refrigerate. 3. Dissolve cherry gelatin in 1 cup hot water. Stir in crushed pineapple and cranberry sauce. Chill until partially set, about 20 to 40 minutes. 4. Spoon cherry gelatin mixture over sour cream layer. Chill until firm, another hour or two.

"i Don't Want To Feel This Way Forever, A Dead Letter Marked Return To Sender" Thursday
yep more crap I walk a fine line between here and eternity take that final step no reason to stay losing my will hopes have been killed thoughts broken down the scales' fatal tilt the balance of fate is lost my final breath my last tear

Apple Pie
Prep Time: 30 Minutes Cook Time: 1 Hour Ready In: 1 Hour 30 Minutes Servings: 8 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1 recipe pastry for a 9 inch double crust pie * 1/2 cup unsalted butter * 3 tablespoons all-purpose flour * 1/4 cup water * 1/2 cup white sugar * 1/2 cup packed brown sugar * 8 Granny Smith apples - peeled, cored and sliced DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat oven to 425 degrees F (220 degrees C). Melt the butter in a saucepan. Stir in flour to form a paste. Add water, white sugar and brown sugar, and bring to a boil. Reduce temperature and let simmer. 2. Place the bottom crust in your pan. Fill with apples, mounded slightly. Cover with a lattice work of crust. Gently pour the sugar and butter liquid over the crust. Pour slowly so that it does not run off. 3. Bake 15 minutes in the preheated oven. Reduce the temperature to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Continue baking for 35 to 45 minutes, until apples are soft.

Lemon Green Beans With Walnuts
"Steamed green beans tossed with butter, lemon zest, lemon juice and toasted walnuts. This is excellent with asparagus also. Pecans can be substituted for walnuts." Original recipe yield: 4 servings. Prep Time: 15 Minutes Cook Time: 15 Minutes Ready In: 30 Minutes Servings: 4 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1/2 cup chopped walnuts * 1 pound green beans, trimmed and cut into 2 inch pieces * 2 1/2 tablespoons unsalted butter, melted * 1 lemon, juiced and zested * salt and pepper to taste DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat oven to 375 degrees F (190 degrees C). Arrange nuts in a single layer on a baking sheet. Toast in the preheated oven until lightly browned, approximately 5 to 10 minutes. 2. Place green beans in a steamer over 1 inch of boiling water, and cover. Steam for 8 to 10 minutes, or until tender, but still bright green. 3. Place cooked beans in a large bowl, and toss with butter, lemon juice, and lemon zest. Season with salt

Okay!
So let me spell this out for you. If i dont answer you. Im not here. Dont send me 13 messages saying the SAME thing. It gets annoying. I know you're impatient. But im ALWAYS logged on to lc. But im not always here. My computers always on. So get over it. Please. :) Thank you. On that note i need to take a shower but i dont feel like it. :) haha.

Brandied Candied Sweet Potatoes
"This has been a Thanksgiving favorite of ours for many years because it is different from the many mashed sweet potatoes recipes." Original recipe yield: 8 servings. Prep Time: 15 Minutes Cook Time: 30 Minutes Ready In: 45 Minutes Servings: 8 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 2 pounds sweet potatoes, peeled and diced * 1/2 cup butter * 1/2 cup packed brown sugar * 1/2 cup brandy * 1/2 teaspoon salt DIRECTIONS: 1. Place sweet potatoes in a large saucepan with enough water to cover. Bring to a boil. Cook 15 minutes, or until tender but firm. Drain, and set aside. 2. In a large skillet over low heat, melt the butter. Stir in the brown sugar, brandy, and salt. Add the sweet potatoes, and stir to coat. Cook, stirring gently, until sweet potatoes are heated through and well glazed.

Take This To Heart
....TAke this to HEart.,..................... Romantically and Patiently; Take the time to make love to her mind. Fulfill all of her midnight wishes. Cover her entire body with soft wet kisses. Tell her, so that she will know! There`s no place on her body your tongue won`t go. And, when you love a Woman, you love her real slow. How do you make love to a Woman, Passionately and Sincerely; Let her Sweetness become your Weakness. Do not use just the Penis, But include your ear. Listen to the sweet sound of her moans and see what you hear. Feel the warmth and care of her loving embrace. Place your mouth on her`s, and savor the taste. How do you make love to a Woman, Sensually and Honestly; Say what you mean and mean what you say. Tell her that you love her, more and more with each passing day. Let all of the fantasies that dance in her head. Become her moonlight reality when it`s time to go to bed Kiss and lick all over her body, until you find all her right spots. Touch and car

"this Fantastic Recipe Has Been In My Family For Years. It's Spicy Custard Filling With Praline Crust Compliments Any Holiday Meal. You May Substitute
"This spread keeps for 3 weeks if refrigerated. Make to serve with bread or crackers for the Big Day, or keep it on hand for drop-in guests." Original recipe yield: 12 servings. Servings: 12 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1 pound blue cheese * 1/2 cup unsalted butter, softened * 1/3 cup port wine * 1 1/2 cups chopped walnuts DIRECTIONS: 1. In a food processor blend together cheese, butter, and port until the mixture is smooth. In a bowl, combine the cheese mix and the walnuts. Transfer the spread to a crock. Chill.

Praline Pumpkin Pie Ii
"This fantastic recipe has been in my family for years. It's spicy custard filling with praline crust compliments any holiday meal. You may substitute evaporated milk for the cream, if you prefer." Original recipe yield: 1 - 9 inch pie. Prep Time: 30 Minutes Cook Time: 55 Minutes Ready In: 1 Hour 25 Minutes Servings: 8 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1 (9 inch) unbaked pie crust * * 1/3 cup ground pecans * 1/3 cup brown sugar * 2 tablespoons butter, softened * * 2 eggs * 1 cup canned pumpkin puree * 2/3 cup brown sugar * 1 tablespoon all-purpose flour * 1/4 teaspoon ground cloves * 1/4 teaspoon ground mace * 1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/2 teaspoon ground ginger * 1 cup light cream DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat oven to 450 degrees F (230 degrees C.) In a small bowl, combine pecans, 1/3 cup brown sugar and butter. Press firmly into bottom of unbaked pie sh

Two Ton Bourbon Pecan Cake
"Serve this rich and decadent cake up for your next Fat Tuesday/Mardi Gras feast." Original recipe yield: 10 servings. Servings: 10 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 3 1/2 cups all-purpose flour * 1 tablespoon baking powder * 1 teaspoon ground nutmeg * 1 3/4 cups bourbon * 3/4 cup milk * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1 1/2 cups butter * 1 pound dark brown sugar * 6 eggs * 2 pounds chopped pecans * 7 ounces pecan halves DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Lightly grease an angel food cake pan. 2. Sift flour, baking powder and nutmeg together in large bowl. In a small bowl, mix 3/4 cup bourbon, the milk and vanilla. 3. In a large bowl, use an electric mixer at medium speed to beat the butter until smooth and creamy. Beat in brown sugar until the mixture is fluffy. Add the eggs to the mixture, beating one in at a time. Mix the flour mixture and the bourbon mixture into the large bowl, smal

Deep-fried Turkey
"This is an awesome Cajun recipe. Deep-frying makes the turkey crispy on the outside and super juicy on the inside (even the white meat). It also leaves the heat outside! You can deep-fry the turkey in either peanut or vegetable oil, your choice. We use a 26 quart aluminum pot with a drain basket." Original recipe yield: 1 (12 pound) turkey. Prep Time: 30 Minutes Cook Time: 45 Minutes Ready In: 1 Hour 30 Minutes Servings: 16 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 3 gallons peanut oil for frying, or as needed * 1 (12 pound) whole turkey, neck and giblets removed * 1/4 cup Creole seasoning * 1 white onion DIRECTIONS: 1. In a large stockpot or turkey fryer, heat oil to 400 degrees F (200 degrees C). Be sure to leave room for the turkey, or the oil will spill over. Layer a large platter with food-safe paper bags. 2. Rinse turkey, and thoroughly pat dry with paper towels. Rub Creole seasoning over turkey inside and out. Make sure the hole at

Mushroom Stuffing
"A delicious stuffing recipe to bake in a casserole dish or a roasting turkey. This recipes makes enough to stuff a 12 pound turkey." Original recipe yield: 14 plus cups. Servings: 14 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1 pound fresh mushrooms, sliced * 6 tablespoons butter * 1 cup diced onion * 1 cup chopped celery * 1 teaspoon poultry seasoning * 1 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon ground black pepper * 12 cups dried bread crumbs * 1 1/2 cups hot chicken broth * 2 eggs, beaten * 2 cups diced apple without peel * 1/4 cup chopped parsley DIRECTIONS: 1. Butter one 9x13 inch casserole dish. Preheat oven to 375 degrees F (190 degrees C). 2. Rinse, pat dry and quarter mushrooms. In large skillet heat butter and add mushrooms, onion and celery; saute 5 minutes and remove from heat. Stir in poultry seasoning, salt and pepper. 3. In large mixing bowl, combine bread crumbs with broth and eggs, add mushroom mixture, apple

Pecan Pie Bars I
Prep Time: 20 Minutes Cook Time: 45 Minutes Ready In: 1 Hour 5 Minutes Servings: 36 INGREDIENTS: * 3 cups all-purpose flour * 1/2 cup white sugar * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1 cup margarine * 4 eggs * 1 1/2 cups light corn syrup * 1 1/2 cups white sugar * 3 tablespoons margarine, melted * 1 1/2 teaspoons vanilla extract * 2 1/2 cups chopped pecans DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Lightly grease a 10x15 inch jellyroll pan. 2. In a large bowl, stir together the flour, 1/2 cup sugar, and salt. Cut in 1 cup of margarine until mixture resembles coarse crumbs. Sprinkle the mixture evenly over the prepared pan, and press in firmly. 3. Bake for 20 minutes in the preheated oven. 4. While the crust is baking, prepare the filling. In a large bowl mix together the eggs, corn syrup, 1 1/2 cups sugar, 3 tablespoons margarine, and vanilla until smooth. Stir in the chopped pecans.

Savory Turkey Gravy Ops Almost Forgot The Gravy
INGREDIENTS: * 5 cups turkey stock * 1/4 cup all-purpose flour * 1 cup water * 1 teaspoon poultry seasoning * 1 teaspoon salt * 1/2 teaspoon ground black pepper * 1/4 teaspoon celery salt DIRECTIONS: 1. In a medium saucepan, bring the turkey stock to a boil. In a small bowl, dissolve flour in water. Gradually whisk into the turkey stock. Season with poultry seasoning, salt, pepper, and celery salt. Bring to a boil, reduce heat, and simmer for 8 to 10 minutes, or until thickened.

Take This Test (are U A Genius)
COUNT EVERY " F" in the following text: (DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN) FINISHED FILES ARE THE RE SULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTI FIC STUDY COMBINED WITH THE EXPERIENCE OF YEARS... (See below) How Many? WRONG, THERE ARE 6 -- no joke. READ IT AGAIN ! Really, go Back and Try to find the 6 F's before you scroll down. The reasoning behind is further down. The brain cannot process "OF". Anyone who counts all 6 "F's" on the first go is a genius. Three is normal, four is quite rare.

Set The Table For Thanksgiving Dinner
And now that your feast has been cooked up, it's time to dish it out! Instead of jangling a bell and hollering, "Come and get it, ya animals!" we advise that you properly set up the dinner table. Here's how: 1. Make sure that you have enough space, chairs, and utensils for everybody. Guests shouldn't have to sit in each others' laps and share forks. 2. Get out the fancy silverware, dinnerware, napkins, and glasses, and wash them all off. If you don't own any fancy dining equipment, buy a matching plastic set. After all, nothing says "class" like a plastic champagne flute! 3. Arrange the tableware at each seating nicely. For tips on how to set things up properly, check out "SYW Improve Your Table Manners?" If you're serving chowder, place a soup bowl on top of each plate. 4. If your table isn't large enough to accommodate all your guests, all the dishes, and the turkey, then get out a folding table, situate it right on the end of the dinner table, and place all o

Pick Out A Turkey
Instead of buying your turkey from the shady guy selling them for two bucks on the corner, we recommend that you go to your supermarket to pick one out. To get the tastiest and safest bird possible, follow these tips: * Make sure you pick out a turkey that is 4- to 6-months-old, Grade A, and USDA-approved. This is key. * Buy a frozen turkey at least 3 days in advance so that you can properly defrost it. * To figure out how big of a turkey you need, estimate that each guest will eat about 1.3 pounds, and then round up. Here are some examples: 8 guests: 8 x 1.3 = 10.4. Your turkey should weigh at least 11 pounds. 13 guests: 13 x 1.3 = 16.9. So the bird should weigh at least 17 pounds. * Avoid turkeys that are pre-stuffed. Even though they seem efficient (much like peanut butter and jelly in one handy jar), baking turkeys with the stuffing already inside them promotes bacterial growth, which can lead to mass illness among your guests.

My Date Tonight
well i'm back from my date tonight ...i had fun but i miss bill already ...before i left he called and was like "hey sweety" and then he was like "gotta question for ya...are we just dating or are we together" and i told him it was up to him and he said "well i really wanna be with u so lets make it official" ....then i came home earlier from the date cause i got sick but before i left he gave me the best kiss i've ever had and told me he'd call me tomorrow ...he is so sweet ....then i got into the car and shawn, tammy and this guy jamie said "we saw that kiss and it wasn't just a peck" and jamie said "aww how cute he gave u the tongue ...i saw it all" ....but damnnnnnnn can bill kiss oh my god i felt like i was floating in heaven ...when he calls tomorrow i'mma ask him if he wants to do something and if he wants to bring his daughter cause she's really adorable too ........thanks to everyone who wished me good luck...it worked!! lol laterz all

Stupid Cherry...
so i'm not much of a blogger, but every now and then i have the desire to let everyone in on the nothingness that is going on in my life. first of all, i want to say that i have become addicted to this damn webpage-THANKS AMY!!- second of all, i havent been smart enough to realize that i'm addicted until i got home from work tonight and had no one to talk to. :( it was then that i had the brainstorm that MAYBE, just MAYBE, everyone else actually had other things to do on a friday night than to talk to me? could it be??? are there other things to do besides chat with me on a friday night? sad isn't it. i am just pouting..ignore me..i was just up for a little witty chat, and my dear internet pal isn't here. i know you'll read this...you can't resist.. :) maybe i'll just go watch team america and go to bed i'll be back for another fun round of internet tag tomorrow. i'm done rambling now..goodnight

Cranberry-blueberry Pie à La Mode
Preparation Time: 1½ hours Ingredients: * 1 ready-made pie crust * 12 oz. frozen unsweetened blueberries * 12 oz. fresh cranberries * 1½ cups sugar * 1 tsp. ground cinnamon * ½ tsp. ground nutmeg * ¼ cup cornstarch * 6 tbsp. orange juice * 2 tbsp. heavy cream * Half gallon of vanilla ice cream Directions: 1. Preheat the oven to 375° F. 2. Combine the blueberries, cranberries, sugar, cinnamon, and nutmeg in a large bowl and mix well. 3. Heat up the orange juice in a large saucepan and slowly add cornstarch until it dissolves. 4. Add the berry mix and bring everything to a boil over medium-high heat. Cook and stir the mixture constantly for 5-8 minutes until the sauce thickens. Then remove it from heat and let it cool completely. 5. Carefully spoon the berry filling into the ready-made pie crust. Sprinkle the top of the pie all over with 1 tbsp. of sugar. 6. Bake for about an hour, or until the

Pumpkin Pie
If this pie isn't being made on Thanksgiving day, it should be the last thing you make the night before; the pie crust will begin to soften after it's baked with the filling, so the sooner your guests devour it, the better. Preparation Time: 4 hours (including chilling time) Ingredients: * 1 ready-made piecrust * 2 cups canned pumpkin puree * 1/3 cup firmly packed brown sugar * ½ cup sugar * 1½ cup evaporated milk * 3 eggs * 1 tsp. group cinnamon * 1 tsp. ground ginger * ½ tsp. ground nutmeg * ½ tsp. salt * Whipped topping (like Cool Whip) Directions: 1. Preheat oven to 375° F and warm the piecrust in the oven until it is feels hot. 2. In a large bowl, mix all the other ingredients together until smooth. 3. Remove the piecrust from the oven, pour the pumpkin filling into it, and bake for 35 - 40 minutes. Keep checking up on the pie because it'll crack if over-baked. The pie is done when the filling is m

Thanksgiving#3 Mashed Potatoes
Mashed Potatoes Preparation Time: 40 minutes Ingredients: * 8 medium sized potatoes * 6 tbsp. butter * ¾ cup warm milk * salt and black pepper to taste * ½ cup chopped chives (optional) * ½ cup bacon bits (optional) If you opt to use both optional options, incorporate only ¼ cup of each. Directions: 1. Peel the potatoes, cut them in half width-wise. If you want to make your mashed potatoes more nutritious, leave half the potatoes unpeeled (but washed very thoroughly!). 2. Boil the potatoes in a large pot of slightly salted water for 20 minutes. Longer if they're not tender enough to be pierced easily. Drain them, stick them back in the pot, cover the pot, and shake the potatoes around a bit. 3. Add the milk and butter, and bring out an electric mixer. Mix on medium speed until the potatoes are smooth and creamy. If necessary, add more milk, but go slow with that (add only one tablespoon at a time) or you might end up with re

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Thanksgiving #2
Cranberry sauce Preparation Time: 4 hours (including chilling time) Ingredients: * 16 oz. fresh cranberries * 1¼ cup sugar * 1¼ cup water Directions: 1. Boil the water and sugar in a medium saucepan. 2. Add the cranberries. Bring the mixture to a boil, then reduce the heat to low and cook for another 10 minutes. Stir occasionally. 3. When all the cranberries have split open from the heat, pour the contents of the saucepan into a strainer placed over a medium-sized bowl. Push the sauce through the strainer with the back of a spoon until there is no pulp left in the strainer. 4. Stir the cranberry sauce and transfer it to a small bowl. Cover the bowl with plastic wrap and stick it in the fridge to cool for at least 3 hours.

Thanksgiving Dinner #1 Cornbread
Cornbread Preparation Time: 40 minutes Ingredients: * 1 tbsp. vegetable shortening * 1 tsp. baking powder * 1 tsp. baking soda * 2 cups buttermilk * 1¾ cups stone-ground cornmeal * 2 large eggs * ¾ tsp. salt * 1 tbsp. sugar Directions: 1. Preheat oven to 450° F. 2. In a large bowl, whisk together the cornmeal, baking soda, baking powder, sugar, and salt. 3. Beat the eggs in a medium bowl, then add buttermilk to it. Combine this mixture with the cornmeal mix. Stir everything until just barely blended to get that mealy cornbread texture. 4. Drop the vegetable shortening into the center of an 8" x 8" glass baking pan. Put the pan in the oven and watch it until smoke starts rising from the shortening. 5. Quickly remove the pan from the oven, pour the batter in, and bake the whole thing for 20-25 minutes. The cornbread is done when the top is brown and the center feels firm when you poke at it.

Men's Answer To Maxine
Men's answer to Maxine Men strike back! ! ! ! ! ! ! How many men does it take to open a beer? None. It should be opened when she brings it. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Why is a Laundromat a really bad place to pick up a woman? Because a woman who can't even afford a washing machine will probably never be able to support you. -------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do women have smaller feet than men? It's one of those "evolutionary things" that allows them to stand closer to the kitchen sink. ------------------------------------------------------------------- How do you know when a woman is about to say something smart? When she starts a sentence with "A man once told me..." ------------------------------------------------------------------- How do you fix a woman's watch? You don't. There is a clock on the oven. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Why

"i Am Human And I Need To Be Loved, Just Liike Everyone Else Does" The Smiths
well the latest installment from the wonderful world in my head tonight i die tired of the shit its been piled higher and higher drowning me what else is there can anything be done besides what i contimplate nothing stops me this night cure my plague end this life tonight i die

Keys To My Heart????
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

More Insane Rambling
I seem to be ina chatty mood today. Its been a good day I dont normally spend such a long amount of time on here but am glad I did today talked to some real nice ppl on shout box Managed to get my friend peirce to join lol (ladys watch your panties im betting hell talk you out of em) be sure to look him up his username is LordPearse I also managed to figure out how to make tags today im pretty plsed next in line is adding animated stuff and morphin ill get all this stuff down pat yet lol well enough rambling for tonight

No
NO[MORE],NO LESS,NO SECOND GUESS.I LAUGH,I [LOV>3],I LIVE, I CRY AND SOMETIMES I WISH I WOULD DIE.SOMEDAYS IM FUNNY OTHERS [IM NOT].SOMEDAYS IM IN OVERDRIVE,AND I CANT STOP.YOU MAY NOT LIKE ME,BUT THATS OK THIS IS ME AND THIS IS ALL I WILL EVER BE!

Killer Kissing???????
Your Kissing Technique Is: Passionate but Aggressive Hey, slow it down a little! Yes, you've got some killer kissing moves... But that doesn't mean you need to show off ten minutes worth of technique in ten seconds. Take your time. A little passion goes a long way.Are You a Good Kisser? Are You a Good Kisser?

How Happy Are You?
You Are 68% Happy You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world. Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up. How Happy Are You?

Just For Shits And Giggles
so, anyone's that actually bothered to read mine or pookie's profile is probably aware we're looking for a 3rd. a few months ago i started talking to a person who claimed they were down for it but, wanted me to send her an application. weird, i know, but believe me, we've had stranger requests. needless to say, i never got a reply. however, i thought it was kinda humorous, shared it with a few friends, and figured what the hell...i'd post it up here for shits and giggles. enjoy, and who knows? maybe one of you will actually want the "job" lol full name: last____________ first____________ M.I.______ email address:___________________________________ phone number (optional):______ - ______ - __________ position applying for: full-time submissive___ full-time switch___ other (please explain)___ ___________________________________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________________________________ Q & A por

F*ck The Bullshit
I admit, when I first came to Lost Cherry, I did have kind of the wrong impression of what to use this site for. I did want to find people to talk to, but got caught up in the quest to build my points. I've now realized the points are nothing, no matter how many photos of a certain user you rate or comments you leave, rarely any ratings are given in return. I'm going to begin thinning out my friends list. I try to at least rate the profile and leave a comment and rate at least one photo and leave a comment, giving a minimum of 2 rates and 2 comments to each user I visit. I see the users then visit my site and do nothing. Im now here at this site to meet people to talk with as I have tried and failed with many and suceeded wth few. If you want to stay on my list, send a comment ocassionally, rate my profile maybe rate a picture, send me a message, comment to a post, show me something that says Im more than a few points. Just as in my life here in Houston with friends, and past relations

Love
i did not think it was possible to miss someone this much. he has only been gone since tuesday, and it feels like a lifetime. to not be able to touch him when i want, get a hug, see him smile, hear him laugh. wake up and know he's right there. to not have his help with the house and the kids. it is so empty here with him gone. i can't stand it. for 3 years, we have not been apart. now this seems endless. i am filled with a loneliness i can't describe. i wish i could have held him a little longer, kissed him a little better, spent a little more time before he left. i feel so alone. 4 kids in the house, and i feel lost. next friday cannot come soon enough for me.

As All Know
As almost everyone knows on here I started a new job Monday and it has been going very well!!! I love this job!!! lol..... I never thought I would ever say that but I do I really love my job. At this point in time I am only seasonal but am hoping that they will decide to put me at full time. Which would be very cool if it did!! lol ok well I told you that I love my job and updated everyone on that. Another update would be that I am now actually working with real live customers instead of other trainees. I love being able to actually work with the customer cuz some of them order the most random items and its just really cool to see what they are really ordering. Like today I had a lady call and asked me to help her with her order, she does hayrack rides every halloween and had crafts there for the kids do to and asked me to help find something that I tought would be apporiate for a young boy between the age 10-12. We didnt didnt find anything but what she got I think he will like, I hop

I Am
I AM NOT BEAUTIFUL... I AM JUST ME... I AM NOT WONDERFUL... I AM JUST ME... I AM NOT PERFECT... I AM JUST ME... AND WHEN THINGS GET ROUGH... I NEED MORE THAN JUST ME... WHEN THINGS ARE GOING WELL... I NEED SOMEONE TO SHARE MY HAPPINESS WITH... WHEN I AM SAD AND BLUE... I NEED A SHOULDER TO CRY ON... WHEN I AM IN PAIN... I NEED SOMEONE TO KISS MY TEARS AWAY... WHEN I AM SCARED... I NEED SOMEONE TO HOLD ME... WHEN I MUST DEAL WITH DEATH... I NEED SOMEONE TO TELL ME EVERYTHING WILL BE ALL RIGHT... I AM NOT SPECIAL... I AM JUST ME... AND LISTED ABOVE ARE NOT ONLY MY FAULTS... BUT MY OWN GREEDY NEEDS...

How To Provent Cancer
Cancer... either you have had it, will develop it at some time, or know someone who has had it or has it. Whether we like it or not, cancer affects each one of us directly or indirectly. Preventing cancer is easier than you may think. Through simple lifestyle changes, we can reduce our risk of developing many types of cancer. 1) Avoid smoking, whether it be actual smoking or secondhand smoke. We hear a dozen times a day how bad cigarettes are for us and the risk of lung cancer. Why? Because smoking is the most significant risk factors for cancers that we can reduce. Did you know that smoking can increase your risk of many other cancers? Need help quitting? Check out About's Smoking Cessation Site for great tips and support. 2) Practice sun safety and recognize when skin changes occur. Skin cancer is becoming more common, especially among young people. Wear sunscreen when outdoors, even if it is shady, and try to avoid the outdoors during the sun's peak time, which is 10 am - 2 pm

Party Like A Fucking Rockstar! (part 1)
(I had to split this blog up into two parts, telling the stories of two seperate crazy nights I've had this past week. This is story number one.) Yes yes, my life has been pretty damned crazy this past week. Saturday night me and my friends went to Lafayette. We went bar hoppin' on the strip and Jefferson Street and got really really drunk. We were supposed to go see the Atone Pain Tribe at Club Sin, but we found out they cancelled. So we had a few drinks there and decided to go to a strip club on Evangeline Thrwy called Desperado's. It was my first time at a strip club and let's just say I was a wee bit surprised by what I saw when I first opened the door. We sat down by the stage and ordered some drinks. I was shocked to find out that it costs $6.25 for a bottle of Corona there. Not a place you want to go to when you're sober and looking to get drunk, that's for damn sure! The girls were beautiful for the most part. They were real nice and they thought it was funny that I was

Dedicated To Unloved
Standing at the top of the stairs in a long black velvet suit. He watches the full moon from the castles balcony. His eyes are red, red from all the blood he has taken. As he watches, I see his tongue run across his pure white teeth. he is very pale, and very beautiful. Now, a tear runs down his cheek and he lowers his head, then turns and walks away. He walks down the stairs and stops in front of me. He looks up and with a sad voice he says “I’m, so very thirsty.” I lift my head back and smile and say “do not worry you can take me.” He looks at me and asks if this would be fine with me. I smile again and say “yes it would be very fine with me, I no longer want to be of this mortal world.” A smile now forms on his face and he gently holds back my head. He closes his eyes and opens his mouth. The next thing I feel is his sharp teeth being pierced into my neck. Afterwards I fall to my knees. Before I fall flat on my face he holds me and gently lies me down. Everything goes dark, but I do

Sway
Swaying in the wind Hold me close and kiss my skin Can you taste what lies within Don’t think you’d kiss me if you did Swaying in the wind Cleanse myself before I sin The guilt is filthy and it wins I can’t possibly forgive I pick away at my face because I don’t like what I see And soon it’s just scar tissue staring back at me Useless fucking sin Stupid little kid Bend Bend Slide…just slide

Sexiest Man On Lc 2
This is for the ladies of LC and of course the Gay guys lol yes str8 gentlemen there vote does count and so does mine so ladies if u know one and have one in mind respond to this message with there user name and ill get started on the votes i need 20 to start and ill have the top ten down in at least a week or more so pass this along to friends im gonna start with number 20 which i will post there name and pic, try to with there permission

Thanks Hon
Ok,I'm a day late but i must thank Wendy for levelin me up last night.She spent the better part of 3 hours doin it and it really means a lot to me that you would do that. So I just wanted to publicly say thanks and I love you,hon. *hugswubsanstuf*

To Unloved
Who are you? Can this be true? You seemed too dark and empty A dream you must be. It was a cold winter night All around me, no light I couldn't see My eyes were black and empty. Your foot steps I was hearing My heart suddenly stopped beating I thought you were just like all of them around me But the glow in your eyes revealed your true identity. You were too pale to be real The beating of my heart you could feel For I could feel it dying inside As you stood in the shadow by my side. A giant stature beside me was standing As he stepped out of the shadow bleeding But on his lips was the blood of another creature That he has killed for his own pleasure. The blood on his lips was red as the rose The glow in his eyes told me I was the one he chose It was dark and cold, I didn't know what to do As you drew closer, I stepped back away from you. I was afraid, but I was drawn to your charms You went down on your knees and opened your arms Wanting to hold me

Kneeling To Serve - Erotic Story
Kneeling to Obey I sat across the room from You, busy on the computer, trying to catch up with my mail and a half finished piece of work for the room. The room was lit with a soft glow from the lamp as You lay on the sofa, watching the TV and i worked away seemingly oblivious to You yet very much aware You were there. Aware of the presence you exude even without speaking. The air is charged suddenly with something i cannot put my finger up and i shake my head gently to dismiss it. Your voice comes into my busy little world with the words. "Come and watch lulu." my shock at the sudden command as Your words came across the room, invading my space as i stand instinctively and walk across to You, protesting gently, almost teasingly that i knew You would refuse to let me suck Your beautiful cock. Walking away chuckling, yet with a sparkle in my eye, i knew that sooner rather than later i’d be back at Your feet, my heart pounding as i watched You. Your voice once more comin

Relationships For Sex
Why is it that so many people think that for men and women to relate they have to be in a relationship? Men and women should first learn how to communicate with each other in an affectionate and caring manner that focuses more on what is going on in the mind than the body. Once a good friendship is established, then intimacy can be shared. If more people had this attitude for friendship, we would have far fewer broken relationships in America!

What Is A True Friend
someone who is not judgmental, who has a supportive ear and heart,who cares about your best interest and wellbeing...who cheers you up...who makes you laugh...who you can count on in good and bad times.

Shiv Of A Nation
Shiv of a Nation I’m a force of fucking nature Topple buildings with a single breath As unforgiving and relentless As a disaster can get I am the calm before the storm Silence is the only way you’re warned I bring a message for the maggots and the worms Delivered with a bitter slap of scorn You’ve robbed us of our mother lord You’ve stomped the goddess to the floor Begin your patriarchal war Turn healers into witches and whores The new faggot army’s beating down your doors With a female messiah on our shoulders I hate man, god, and myself in a single breath Destroyed what was fine as you try to erect A temple of phallic worship When the deck is stacked playing is worthless It’s too imbalanced, it’s all a mess Do you know what happens when you crush dissent? Revolution, war, and you’re next Cleanse me with the life blood of the land You say I’m a savage, I say I’m a shaman I’d rather die exiled for my witchcraft Than continue to live in your religious d

Life
I'm sitting by my window, a cool breeze is blowing in through the window. The air, for once, smells clean - a result of the slight rain, which is always cleansing. I feel like this kind of setting demands to be one of those lazy, relaxing evenings. You know the kind I mean. You sit around in whatever you find to be most comfortable clothing. For me, this means a very soft cotton tee-shirt coupled with a favorite pair of cropped pants that are just as soft - soft material against clean skin has to be one of the best simple pleasures. You surround yourself with whatever you truly enjoy. So I have, as I type this, one of my favorite songs is playing and my favorite candle is lit. It all goes back to enjoying the simple things in life. I was talking the other night, about these kind of moments. I realized that, at some point, these special, simple moments became fewer and farther between for me than they ever were before. Somehow my life, for the most part, became run of

The Event Planner
She swung the door of the office opened. She did not understand why he asked her to met him at his remote office, it seemed kind of ridiculous to drive for 45 minutes just to have a meeting about planning an event. She always knew that these event planners were strange, but it was her job to plan to office party for Christmas, and she wanted to get a head-start before it got busy. She knew that if she threw the perfect party than she would be in-line for a promotion. She didn't really want all the responsibilities that went along with it, but she did need the money. She walked into his office with a "you do what I want attitude". She confidently walked towards his desk, and stood there. He wouldn't honestly have the nerve to not stand up and shake her hand, would he? But he wasn't trying to be rude, he was just distracted by what she was wearing. He had never had such a young client, and wondered why she was trying to plan a Christmas party so early, but he didn't really c

Cheater.. Long Winded But Interesting How Stupid People Can Be
I put it in here from a bullitin, so i can read it later, because im going to bed now.. The 1st part is a girl's (Elizabeth) apology email for cheating. 2nd is his HILARIOUS response from him (Brad) which was forwarded to his entire address book and is now circulating everywhere? please continue the string of Humiliation. ------------------------------------ Brad, It would be difficult for me to be any more miserable right now, I feel like the worst person ever. First, let me start by saying that I am truly truly sorry, and I hate myself for hurting you. Of all the people in the whole entire world, you were honestly the last person that I would ever want to wrong in any way. There is no excuse at all or anything that happened, so I won't even try other than to say all of us had WAY too much to drink, and I did a stupid thing. I can handle you being pissed at me, I absolutely deserve it, I can even handle the ugly words that were exchanged between us, what I can't han

Love
What is LOVE? Loving another person is not separate from loving God. One is a single wave, the other is the ocean. Contemplate love every day. Loving reflections make the heart grow. Surrender to love as a guiding force. Love never forces. Love is intelligent and brings only what you need. The awakening of true love lies in finding peace within passion and passion within peace. To feel beauty is to know that truth. To know the truth is to be in love. Your marriage is a play of the divine. Two souls pretend to be separate for the sheer joy of coming together in love. The highest expression of love is creativity. Love doesn't need reason. It speaks from the irrational wisdom of the heart. A heart that has learned to trust can be at rest in the world. Love is attention without judgement. In its natural state, attention only appreciates. Love is the beginning of the journey, its end and the journey itself. Love is like water. If it doesn'

Service - Submissive/domination- Erotic Story
Service She knelt before the fire, clothed in the tightly laced black corset. The bones clenching her waistline into an hourglass figure. The cups pressing the curve of her breast unnaturally high with the nipples exposed. The long legs folded beneath her with the curve of her ass resting gently on her thighs were clad in seamed black stockings, the feet encased in the needle point heels that He loved. Her head was bent slightly forward and the long, slow brush strokes she made thru the still damp hair seemed to hypnotise Him. He could just see as she lifted her arm with each stroke the soft curves of her breasts pushed upwards by the restraints of the corset, the firelight catching the gentle movements of the silver chain that swung between her nipples. He held in the low groan of desire that threatened to escape His lips...This girl was a treasure to be savoured...like a good meal...not rushed like a snack. His voice soft in the room growled out the command to crawl and she

The First Of Many
hi there friends! well, i just find myself before i go to sleep, checking messages on LC :) and found some old stories i wrote sometime ago i don't know if any one will like them but well, here i go ps. they are in part true, the other part i added and came from my imagination ;) hugs and love everyone... Maria ******** Thought it was only the bubbles in the champagne, but no. Your eyes were looking at me, deeply, and telling me that you wanted something else than just listen the music.... for some reason i decided to stand up and you took my arm to don't let me go alone... started walking directly to the bathroom, but felt like dizzy: people jumping and dancing, smoke, trance music very loud... Your hand went directly to my waist, caressing my skin, making me feel the urge to feel your hands caressing me more. Didn't know how i found the bathroom, and still don't know why we were alone there, with the door closed behind of us. The music sounded off, and the place big

Life Is Beautiful
life is beautiful cos you guys are in it i love you guys more than you know said it before but just cant stop getting the cherry love comin at me you make my life so much better knowing your in it.

Meeting Mr. Dave (part 2)
Should I take him here in his office like I have wanted to for the pasttwo weeks, or should we go somewhere more private thought Beth as Dave sucked hard on her tongue tasting his own cum. It had been part of most of her fanasties to take him in his office, or in the gym, it would make the sex so much more exciting, there would be such a larger chance of them getting caught. She also did not want him to get in trouble, sure she wanted to make him pay for teasing her for the first two weeks but she only wanted him to pay with his cum not with his job. She knew if he lost his job then it would not be the same in her fanasty anymore, he would just be another guy that she could have not a teacher that she shouldn't have. As Dave pulled away from her mouth, she looked into his eyes, they were still filled with lust, a burning fire, a need to fuck her in the most animal primal way. When she saw that look in his eye she knew what she had to do, take him in his office once, and once he had a t

Not Something I Should Be Saying Here
Well lets see I should be in bed right now because I have to be to work at 8 am,but I am not tired what I am about to do is take my hubby to bed and have some fun.I am going to give him some good ass sex and all the other good stuff to go with it.lol Now this is bad I should not be telling you all this stuff but oh well I just felt like putting up another blog and this is what came to mind.So I hope you all have an enjoyful night like I am about to.....

Meeting Mr. Dave (part 1)
He stood there right in front of her everyday. She knew it was wrong to lust after a teacher but most teachers did not look like him. He was tall, tan, muscular, and blonde. He was what every man should look like, but he was her teacher none the less. When she moved to Canada she had been completely afraid of what the people would look like, and treat her. She was an American for Petes sake. Her family had left America because they did not believe in what the country now stood for, so here she was an American in political exile. When she had arrived at school the first day the students all stared her down, pointed at her and laughed at her. But over the first few weeks they had come to like her and treat her as one of their own. The teachers were a different story. All the teachers immediately took to her, liked her attitude and work ethic, except Mr. Dave. Mr. Dave was the gym teacher. He asked the students to call him Mr. Dave because he was young and he didn't think that he was abov

Usa
We rarely get a chance to see another country's editorial about the USA. Read this excerpt from a Romanian Newspaper. ? The article was written by Mr. Cornel Nistorescu and published under the title "C"ntarea Americii, meaning "Ode To America" in the Romanian newspaper Evenimentulzilei ? ? ? ? ? ? ?"The Daily Event" or "News of the Day". ? ? ? ? ? ? '''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''' ? ? ? ? ? ? An Ode to America~ Why are Americans so united? ? They would not resemble one another even if you painted them all one color! ?They speak all the languages of the world and form an astonishing mixture of civilizations and religious beliefs. ? Still, the American tragedy ?turned three hundred million people into a hand put on the heart. Nobody rushed to accuse the White House, the army, or the secret service that they are only a bunch of losers. ? Nobody rushed to empty their bank

Maya Angelou's Best Poem Ever
MAYA ANGELOU'S BEST POEM EVER A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .. one old love she can imagine going back to... and one who reminds her how far she has come... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own even if she never wants to or needs to... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... something perfect to wear if the employer or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .. a youth she's content to leave behind.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by

Good Enough....
I love this new song by Evanescence called "good enough". It's just an amazingly romantic emo song. I love it with everything I'm worth. My ex boyfriend kissed me the other day... that totally messed with me. *sigh*... the world of being single is really weird to me. I haven't been single in a very long time. I am pissed that I haven't been able to live it up. I haven't slept with ANYONE since I've been single, lol. No I'm not a ho.... or a slut. lol, I just like some action every now and again. I'd also like to play with my band. Damn it.

Well Okie Dokie Then Damn It!!
hmmmmmmmmmm.. let's see.. the day WAS looking so lovely for me.. i got home from work.. cleaned the house some til i petered out, took a bath, hit the hay around 330 this evening.. Then THEY came home.. they would be thing 1 and the anti-Christ, sigh.. better known as Phoenix & Melody Mayhem mistress of disaster and creator of chaos wherever she roams.. nice title and so very true huh?? so they tried to be scarce and let me sleep, notice i said tried.. sigh.. all i asked was for them to clean up the living room and small hallway not a big feat.. not really.. well they ran off to baby-sit, fine fine no prob, do it when ya get back i figured.. right?? right.. wellllll hell noooooooooo! the second they get in it is mom ya gonna be late for work and this makes me wonder if they think i work 24/7 which i suppose i would, not cuz i need the bread but becuz i seek to hide from them!! omg.. constant fighting.. this one yelling at that one she is a dumb ass then that one getting mad and calling

The Tree For The Cross
THE TREE FOR THE CROSS by Colin Moffett I stood in the forest growing so strong From all of my companions I was numbered among They picked me out as the rough barked tree To crucify the Saviour of men on the hard wood of me I felt each blow as they cut me down Then pared of the branches of my leaf topped crown And used one of them, the limbs of my loss To nail it to my trunk and form me as a cross They brought Jesus out with His thorn crowned head The wounds of His body were dripping blood red And they tossed me over His shoulder to carry me along But they had abused Him so much He was no longer strong He could not carry me but I carried His frame For He was fixed to my trunk and they pinned on me His name As they nailed His hands and feet I felt that I could Feel His pain, for each nail through Him also pierced into my wood Secured to my timber, they lifted us both high And they stood back to mock and watch Jesus die In the long dreadful hours so solemn

What's The Deal Here?
I am depressed... I look at my profiles om LostCherry.com and MySpace.com, and I get more depressed. I have 140+ friends on Myspace, and about 100 less on LC. I post nearly 190 comments [granted they are likely "comment stamps" (the same comment over and over, with little or no changes made), but still...] once in a while, and get 5-10 comments back on each. Why? Why is it so difficult to turn around and return the comments given you? (Celebrity types need not answer - I realize you probably have more friends and fans than you can readily answer.) Yeah, I know - a lot of you have busy lives. I work 7 AM - 3 PM monday through Friday. I have a nephew with whom I do something each week. I have a friend or two with whom I chat OL or by phone. I still make time to go show everyone I care. Many have a broken computer. Okay, I can see that. Please let me know - go to the library or a friend's house and post a bulletin or message occasionally. Am I really so selfish when I w

Thanks To A Dear Man....
Ya know i go through more shit than the lord should allow on a regular basis...Incessant problem solving...in case ya didnt know i had my 2nd surgery of the year yesterday. Another 3-6 weeks of work...no sick time...no pay..no eat....What a quandry?... I have called so many agencies and people my head is spinning. Ranting and raving to my bud on here ...a local who will remain nameless. His response...shut up biotch (lol)...and lay down and rest and ill be there later today....A man of his word he showed up...carried me to the store...bought me groceries and slipped me a $20 and kissed me goodbye and said love ya girl and was off. What does this mean to me? Means YOU ARE THE DEAREST MAN IN THE WORLD TO ME TODAY! Friendship, respect, caring, giving without regard to what you gonna get in return. These qualities are rare indeed these days. Unlike some others who even jokingly have said to me "ill buy you some food but what do i get in return" this man cares about me. Even

Random
DO YOU EVER MISS SOMEONE SO BAD YOU WANT TO DIE? WHEN YOU LOSE SOMEONE WHO IS THE ONE PERSON THAT WILL LOVE YOU 4EVER? DOES IT EVER GET EASIER THE 2ND TIME AROUND..WHY IS IT WHEN YOU LOSE SOMEONE YOU LOVE YOUR WHOLE LIFE CAN FALL APART..I LOST MY MOM GOING ON 5 YEARS I WANTED TO DIE WHEN SHE DIED AND I ALMOST DID MY WHOLE WORLD FELL APART..I LOST EVEYTHING MY FAMILY I HAD WORKED SO HARD TO KEEP TOGETHER MY 1ST LOVE OF 20 YEARS ..WALKED OUT AND LEFT ME FOR ANOTHER MY POOR CHILDREN THE HELL THEY WENT THRO WATCHING MY WORLD FALL APART WHILE SO HARD TRYING TO KEEP OUR FAMILY TOGETHER WITH OUT ANYHELP FROM THE TWO PEOPLE WHO BRANG THEM INTO THE WORLD ..I HOPE ONE DAY MY CHILDREN WILL UNDERSTAND WHY MY MOMS DEATH HAD SUCH A AFFECT ON ME THAT WE ALL LOST EVERYTHING AND I HOPE I CAN MAKE IT UP TO THEM ALL I CAN DO IS TRY..ITS FUNNY HOW A SONG OR A SMELL CAN BRING BACK A FLOOD OF MEMORIES NO MATTER IF THERE BAD OR GOOD ..

Deep Inside - A Submissive Plea - Erotic Story
Deep Inside 8.5.05 My Love... that is where You need to be, deep inside me.... tears stream down my face now because this rubber does not replace You.... it isn't warm and throbbing like You are... there is no one gripping my waist like You do... there is no slapping of Your skin against mine... Your fingers do not bruise my breasts nor twist my nipples...You are not with me.. i go alone to my bed now... my fingers will move over my clit in a frenzied dance... my back arching as i try to mimic the way You slap the engorged entrance to my core.... my moans will fill the air, my breathing heavy and ragged... a crescendo of need and desire will rip through the room... i will cum and cry out Your name, but You will not hear me... Perhaps somehow You will stir in Your sleep and sense me somewhere in the recesses of Your mind... knowing that i'm writhing, flesh hot and damp.... hair cascading wildly down my shoulders sticking to my sweaty face.... my thighs pa

One By Me!
About games, specifically chess: You haven't truly lost a game if you've learned something from it. OR You didn't really lose the game unless you didn't learn anything from the experience. Also: How can one learn, if one stops playing? I live by these quotes, when I'm playing a game. Now, if only I could apply them to life... :-)

Broken Up
how does anyone deal with a break up, when u think that the person u were with, is the so called"one". i have no clue how, but i know that i will get over it, if i keep my mind off of him! so fellas i'm single now,and lookin for sum fun times!

Omg
I feel so dumb! I'm freaked out like fuck, man. This guy found my myspace, and found out where I worked, and like stalked me at my job. I got so freaked out, I got security to watch him. I had to lie and tell him that I got in trouble with my boss for having him hanging out, so he prolly shouldn't come around anymore. Well, it's true, I could get in trouble, but more this was a feeling in my gut that something about this guy just wasn't right. I hope and pray that he doesn't show up again, because I just feel so sick to my stomach, it's not even funny. Security was so good about it, though. But I feel dumb, because I feel like I could have prevented this situation somehow. Oh well. My myspace is private now, and I've deleted anyone I don't know personally, even my favorite bands. So, if you were my friend, and you've been deleted, don't feel bad, it's nothing personal. Ok, I had a date last night. And it rocked. And I have another one Monday night. And I'm trying to get one again to

Been Away For A Min...
I just wanted to let everyone know that while a lil battered n bruised I am still here and have missed you all. Thank you for all of the comments and you know I'll be by ASAP to say hi, personally. Got lots of goodies for ya, some "new" music and if you'd like to request something to be on my playlist, let me know, if I don't have it, I will see if I can find it for ya. Until next time take care, I hope that all has been well with you and your families and that you have a most wonderful and safe weekend. Peace!!! Get music codes at Bolt.

Im That Bored..
This isnt my first blog EVER... just my first on here.. ive done a few here and there b4, no big deal.. its just that i get distracted alot and writing something like this usually takes me a few hours.. si i dont even bother anymore.. I dont know too many ppl on here, just a few randoms, so o might as well start off tellin a bit of crap about me. Anyway my names Nikki, I live in the best place in the world (to me) New Zealand.. I was born and bred in the rural.. country, sticks, bush lol whatever and even tho ive lived all over the North Island.. Ill always love the country and it'll always be a part of me and who I am and blah blah... So yeah, grew up living on a dairy farm.. we have pedigree stud cows, Jerseys.. They kick Holstein ass.. lol.. The farm is awesome.. and growing up on one is a great experience id never ever wanna trade for anything. So yeah, grew up here, went to high school, did lots of other random stuff and we'd be here all week if i told you wat ive done in t

This Should Piss You Off.
So first off go fuck yourselves..there we go. You all deserved that. When is it that we are going to make this place a Eutopia and stop judging everybody? You say we will but then jump to exclude people. Why are we all still playing along with this big fucking game>? Jesus you are a glorified consumer!! You are programmed to work and buy..thats it!! Why is it we continue making those at the top richer? Stop spending your money on shit your convinced will impress others! It will not make you happy..you are a jackass if you believe so! Save your money and help those you love to get to a comfortable level and then all together we race as one to perfection. Why do we leave so many people to suffer from poverty? We all know that some have the money to save every starving person you see..but we actually think THATS stupid. I mean why should he have to work his ass off so they can be lazy, right? Because most of these people suffer so much indignity everyday they can't even muster the courage

The Plans For The Weekend.
Earlier this evening I went to my mother's house for Pizza - order out night. Then I took my 3 beatiful children to Walmart. I went and got them their Halloween costumes. My son(4) is going to play the part of Death, you know with the black outfit and glowing red eyes on a mask. My other daughter (6) is going to be a princess. My oldest daughter (9) is going to be a vampire. Well Tomorrow, I'm picking up the twins (they are seven year old girls) from my Aunts house. She has gone to a wedding, so I'm helping her out. I'll have my three kids and the twins, five kids. Oh me, Oh my, I'll have my hands full. Anyway, I'll be heading to the longhouse for the Iroquois cermonies. No partying for me this weekend. I'll be busy with kids until 6:00 pm. Sunday, I'll be the laundry queen. Attack the house time. Clean as much as I can do between making breakfast, lunch and dinner. Dishes and I will have to have some computer time. Monday, I have the day off from work, big d

House Buying
I am now in the process of buying my first house or condo. I have been pre-qualified for the loan. I thought I would always live in an apartment for the rest of my life. If anyone has any advice please let me know. Thanks

Help..
I know that... this is a pretty bad sitch to be in but.. i dn't know wat to do. Im ganna go step by step here... In July i got dumped.. by the guy i loved dearly. and just a few days ago, he asked me out again.. the words i've been longing to hear rang in my ears..and never stopped echoing. Now... the day before he asked me back out.. i had fallen in love with someone else... the exact day before.... Now... i love both of them dearly... I said yes to the ex, but then the other asked me out... I never said yes becasue that would be cheating. welllll... i wound up cheating anyway... becasue the other kissed me and i coldn't resist. Now here is where i need your help... tomorrow im meeting with my boyfriend.. but i found out that the other guy would be there too... I am so damn scared.. i don't know what i am to do... can someone help me?

Cagey Kill: My Latest Short Story
Cagey Kill He woke abruptly in a cold sweat. His sheets were wound in a tight wet knot around his body; he shivered as a chill ran from his nape down the length of his spine. Sure there was someone else in the room, he sat up and examined his surroundings; you’re going crazy Jake, just go back to bed, there’s no one else here. And he wrestled with his pillow before falling into an uneasy sleep. He walked down a busy Chicago Street, each step dragging, sluggishly moving along toward his point of destination. He began to speed up as the old familiar feeling of being followed resurfaced. He could feel their eyes boring into his flesh; he could sense them getting closer, close enough to touch him. In a panic he turned around then took a deep breath as his heart resumed its normal pace. Jake. Get off it, there is no one following you. He resumed his ponderings of whether the world is worth what we make it eyes to the pavement, all the while being jostled and bumped by elbows, backpacks,

Hey Peeps
hey y'all i was just welcoming you to my page and i am so appy to be on here with all you lovely people and i wanna say will get back to y'all soon wen i fathom out all this website im kinda new so any tips you can give it would be a great help

If You Need It Take It!!
...THEY SAY IT TAKES A MINUTE...... .......TO FIND A SPECIAL JUGGALO/LETTE, ....... .....AN HOUR TO APPRECIATE THEM, ...... .........A DAY TO LOVE THEM, ........ ..........AN ENTIRE LIFE TIME......... ..............TO 4GET THEM............. .......SEND THIS TO THE JUGGALOS/LETTES...... .............U'LL NEVER 4GET.............. .........ITS A SHORT COMMENT.......... ...........TO LET THEM KNOW............. ......THAT U'LL NEVER 4GET THEM...... ...IF U DON'T SEND THIS TO ANYONE... .......IT MEAN UR'RE IN A HURRY....... ..........AND THAT U 4GOTTEN......... ...............UR HOMIES......... If you get a dozen you got juggalo Family!! . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . . . .*. . . . . . . ** * . . . . .. . . . . .*** . . * . . ***** . . . . . . . . . . .** . . **. . . . .* . . . . . . . . . . ***.*. . *. . . . .* . . . . . . . . . .****. . . .** . . . ****** . . . . . . . . . ***** . . . .**.*. . . . . ** . . . . . . . . .*****. . . . .

Hmmmm And Some Days ......
ever wake up and it turns out its one of those days where you seriusly wonder if you have the iq of a hamster if you arnt triping over the english language as a whole.Your finding your self doing the most stupidly absent minded things imaginable I woke up today and it was one of those kind of days. If i wasnt sending the wrong messages to the interaly wrong ppl on msn (lol worst part the mesage I sent to the wrong msn user was actualy ment for yahoo... talk about a blonde moment huh)lol so I wound up talking naughty to my sister of all bloody ppl ....lol and I never did get around to sending the naughty tidbit to who it was ment for. then proced to thank myself for adding me ...opps wrong damn profile lol wouldnt even have noticed if I hadnt tryed to rate my new freinds profile. so needless to say today has been a mighty long day and a damn good day to get a gigle at my own expence

Indian Summer
Etsironhiaen-Bienvenue sur le site Entreprise Indian Summer. La Nation Huronne Wendat est un des Premiers Peuples du Canada. Les tisanes ont toujours fait partie de sa culture millénaire. Pour la préparation de nos recettes, nous avons utilisé les connaissances traditionnelles des Hurons Wendat. Les herbes ont été sélectionnées selon les traditions et mélangées avec minutie afin de créer un riche arôme d'un breuvage qui peut être dégusté autant chaud que froid. Seulement des ingrédients biologiques certifiés ont été utilisés dans leur fabrication. Nous vous invitons, dans la Paix et l'Amitié, à partager en bonne compagnie cette expérience unique.

The Kiss
The Kiss Look deep into my eyes, Feel them devouring the very sight of you, Feel the unseen forces. That draws us together, Your tongue wetting your lips From a mouth that’s dry, Feel me peering into your soul, Seeing your desire, Your need, Your wanting, My head slowly leans into you, As my mouth draws near, My lips part slightly, As I breathe in deeply, Taking in your scent, Letting my mind bask in your aroma, I wrap your hair around my hand, As I pull back your head, I hear you whimper, Your sharp intake of breath, It increases my need, My longing, I press my lips into yours, Crushing them, Then we taste, We feel, We lust, My tongue demands entrance, And it starts to tease, Then joins with yours in a dance of lust, My arms reach around you, Pulling you in, Pressing our bodies together, Feeling each others warmth, Each others desire, I breathe into you, Taking a little of your soul, Your eyes open, Looking deep into mine, Then our lips part,

Crazyness At The Emergency Room
THIS IS A CRAZYNESS NIGHT MY FRIENDS WELL IT STARTED OF BY,,I GOT HOME FROM WORK AND MY ROOM MATE BIG MIKE,,HAD A REAL SWOLLEN LEG AND COULD BARLEY GET UP,,AND HE IS A BIG GUY..and we got to the hospital and registered him and he had such a bad infection,,,and now i know why he was home from work for 3 weeks,and so sick,,,even though i told him how many times to go see what is wrong,,,but at least i got him there last night.......................So we got to the hospital,,,and we signed mike in and told the nurse he problems,and then we sat down ,,and waited and waited and waited,,,,and then the crazyness started,,,,seen all these older people coming in by ambulance,,,and a girl came in with a poped out knee cap....so i sat there with mike for 3 hours...then finally they call him and he go s to a room,,i help him get there cause he can barely walk....so im sitting there,and the girl in the wheelchair is sitting in her chair close to where i am,,she starts making normal talk,,she was

Perfect Drop Of Sweat
Perfect Drop of Sweat In the small of her back floats a perfect drop of sweat, no alluring feature does it lack: musty, tempting, wet. Resting in a lake enclosed by land surrounding beads threaten to break, but with a light caress of my hand the bead does not join the wake. Drifting across the rise of her hips, tickling, whispering, nibbling her skin, goose bumps rise to meet my lips; shivers, quivers, echo from deep within. With an arch of her back the journey begins, the perfect drop sails over delicate flesh completely unaware of our delicious sins, it rides over her skin to where our bodies mesh. She turns to her side, it travels around the world to drift down the valley 'tween rising hills and exit again to a new land unfurled, ready to take part in our sensual thrills. I chase it's descent down her graceful neck, the drop rises then pauses at the crest of her chin like a sea faring gull aboard a ships deck. But with the top of my lip I brush th

Lmao
Ya know I just have to laugh at all these "contests" run on here. And the accusations or whatever of cheating and whoring. Whatever people. To each their own. Guess I am just tired of all the whiney babies that are supposed to be adults. If I wanted high school crap I would go to my reunions!

My Pics.... Or Lack There Of..
For those of my friends that are curious as to why I removed all but one of my pictures… it is a simple matter. I am tired. I am tired of having to post “I do not have nudes so do not ask” I am tired of stipulating that I am NOT looking for someone. For whatever reason people feel that just because I am female and here, I am looking to cyber for the next 12 yrs for their amusement. For those who are truly looking for a good friend, welcome. For those of you who feel the need to leave NOTHING to the imagination, I am sorry that you are not self composed enough to want who knows who looking at what you are given, for when you share it, you are doing nothing else than sharing public property.. There is nothing special about it. My dear friends, I love you! Thank you for sharing your lives with me, I am honored that you do so. For those of you looking for a quick way to get off… the door is that way.

Depression
Today I am Sad. I do not exactly why. It could be the change in seasons. It could be that I am very tired. It could be that I have strong feelings for someone who is very special but is far away and I wish him to be here. I talk on the phone with him and I feel, happy, safe and warm inside but then i remember he is not here with me. I have not felt this way about another person in a very long time. I want to get to know him better. I want to know him in person. see if we click. But i will have to wait. and I am saddened by that.

Another Poem
I want our bodies to remain tight like closed doors erotic whimpers down pour we making love till around four from the bed to the floor the eye contact I adore you look at me with a seductive face telling me you want more as the temperature starts to rise we start to perspire the chances of us waking up the neighbors is on the wire the burning desire in my heart has now caught fire My everlasting passion is no longer balled up inside letting loose of my emotions tears of joy is what I cry Its like a burden lifted off my chest like my sins been confessed the wardrobe is birthday suits so what is there to hide we lie down gently as you rest your head on my chest

94 Hours
94 hours of regret for me to realize what i held unfading beauty, not just a face i held its innocence within my heart GO now i wont let go i wont let go i wont let go now i i wont let go now i i wont let go the torment of your eyes has awakened my soul The torment of your eyes has awakened my soul. The pain of a moment's time will forever beg your for-give-ness for-give-ness 94 hours for me to realize I held unfailing beauty I held your innocence

Remembering My Dad
It occured to me a few days ago while speaking with someone very important and dear to me in my life, that there are so many great memories I have of my father that I decided to take a few moments and jot them down. I know I'll be shedding some tears while doing it, but that is just a part of life. I have always been my daddy's little girl...well hell, I was his only child but even so, we shared a bond that no one could ever replace. My dad was always a prankster, one who loved to laugh and who was terrible at discipline. There were times in life I used this to my advantage. I learned early on that one look into my eyes and he was hooked and I got away with murder, especially after my parents divorced. Don't get me wrong, there were times growing up that I got a stern lecture when I did stupid things and God knows I was an old pro at that. But he never stayed angry with me for long and he always made sure that he hugged me and kissed me after an ass chewing. I knew from the beginnin

Technicolor Passion
Confusion back and forth the mind goes Twisting Kaleidoscope emotions How do I love thee Do i love? Do you? Show me Tell me What do I need to hear? Feel my want Feel my heart beating faster In my breast Accelerating madly When you touch me. Tongues collide clashing with multicolored Textures. Desires spike drawing forth frustrated need, Too many clothes Too many barriers Between burning skins. Perspiration beads roll becoming rivulets between my breasts. Breaths gasping out Moaning names and pleas into open mouths. Grasping fingers clutch handfuls of need, Pulling, writhing, desperate for one more Always. Yearning, straining to reach the peak of Technicolor passion. (c) 2006 D. R. Hyden sorta speaks for itself... whaddya think? D

What Is Up With The Pics
i READ IN MY MESSAGES THE OTHER DAT THAT PEOPLE ARE POSTING PICS TRHAT ARE NOT THEIR OWN WHY? EVERY PIC ON MY PAGE ARE MINE AND SHOW ME IN ALL MY GLORY. SOME ARE GOOD SOME ARENT BUT ITS ME I THINK WE SHOULD ALL JUST USE ARE OWN PICS

Through Struggle
only through struggle have i found rest with a piece of me taken away i begin to understand hollow out this machine like chest with its gears that turn to make me feel and assembled thoughts that fade away only through struggle have i found rest only through struggle have i found rest remove from me this deception that i called love that i called love with its gears that turn to make me feel and assembled thoughts that fade away remove from me this deception that i called love that i called love only through struggle have i found rest with a piece of me taken away i begin to understand i begin to understand i begin to understand

Yes, I'm Aware That It Says I Didn't Refer You.
I have tried to contact support several times on the issue that you, my friends, look like you were not referred by me, but rather by my best friend Renee (who's an awesome chick, but most of you don't know her). I'm sorry that the web-site is screwed up. I'm sorry that I don't know how to fix it. I'm really sorry that LostCherry support has been ignoring my requests for help on this for a month. Here's a copy of the last message I sent them. ----------- I have written you three times, and tried the lounge twice. The people I refer look like they were not referred by me. http://www.lostcherry.com/join.php?friend=239913 That's the code I use. But it SKIPS me on the referral path. Broken-->NeeNeeDaQueen-->person that I referred. On their pages, it SHOULD read: NeeNeeDaQueen-->JamieWriter-->this person Please tell me how to fix this. I just sent the link to another 30 people, and it's pissing me off that I, once again, won't be getting credit and won't be linke

Damn
I just got to fightin with ma best friend Dah'Brita and i hate to admit it but i got whooped up bad, but im proud to say that i can go up against the Baddest! but im a hell of a whole lotta pain.....i need love.....lol

My Little Girl - Tim Mcgraw
Gotta hold on easy as I let you go Gonna tell you how much I love you though you think you already know I remember I thought you looked like an angel wrapped in pink so soft and warm You’ve had me wrapped around your finger since the day you were born You beautiful baby from the outside in Chase your dreams but always know the road that'll lead you home again Go on take on this old world but to me you know you will always be My little girl When you were in trouble that crooked little smile would melt my heart of stone Now look at you I’ve turned around and you’ve almost grown Sometimes your asleep I whisper I love you in the moonlight at your door As I walk away I hear you say “daddy love you more” You beautiful baby from the outside in Chase your dreams but always know the road that'll lead you home again Go on take on this old world but to me you know you will always be My little girl Someday some boy will come and ask me for your hand But I won’t say yes t

Daddy's Little Girl/ Butterfly Kisses
Daddy take me with you I promise I'll be good Daddy, this is next time And momma said I could Sittin' in the front seat ridin' down town An icecream cone I'd rap him around My little finger Tighter then my baby could You can make a tear go a long long way When you're daddy's little girl Well he tightened my bike chain from 7 to 13 Taught me to drive when I was a wild thing Reached and he prayed while I made some mistakes That I wouldn't have made if I'd have done it his way Now he hugs me when he sees me We talk about the past He tries to give me money And I try and give it back He's a book of advice More then I need The look in his eyes is saying to me Let me help you all I can While I'm still in this world What will you do when you're daddy's gone And you're daddy's little girl There's two things I know for sure She was sent here from heaven And she's daddy's little girl As I drop to my knees by her bed at night She talks to Jesus And I clos

Ouch!!!!!
o.k. I know I've only ever written one blog on here..oops! am I bad? Well, anyway its friday night and I bet most of my friends,fans and family are out partying,with the exception of one unnamed person who peobably has a gig tonight.Damn the life of a musician.lol Well, here I be at my homestead feeling terrible and waiting for the anti-biotics my dr. gave me to kick in so I can go back to work in a few days.I'm also waiting for the myspace servers to quit being retarded so I can check my messeges.Any of you can drop me a line anytime,I'd like to hear from each and every one of you..sorry I cant drop a line to each and every one of you right now,but I need to lay back down and rest like the doctor ordered.Peace out everybody!

Butterfly Kisses - Bob Carlisle
There's two things I know for sure: She was sent here from heaven and she's daddy's little girl. As I drop to my knees by her bed at night She talks to Jesus and I close my eyes and I thank god for all the joy in my life Oh, but most of all For butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer; sticking little white flowers all up in her hair; "Walk beside the pony, Daddy, it's my first ride." "I know the cake looks funny, Daddy, but I sure tried." In all that I've done wrong I know I must have done something right to deserve a hug every morning and butterfly kisses at night. Sweet 16 today She's looking like her mama a little more everyday One part woman, the other part girl. To perfume and make-up from ribbons and curls Trying her wings out in a great big world. But I remember Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer; sticking little white flowers all up in her hair. "You know how much I love you, Daddy, But if you don't mind I'm only gonna kiss you on the cheek this time

Does This Get You Cherry Points Too!?!?!
LOL so yeah Im addicted to this site.. Thanks a bunch Kevin! Its still a little confusing but Im slowly starting to figure things out! My birthday is coming up... Monday! I'll be the big 2-4 which is a year closer to being halfway to the big 5-0 *panics* lol The light at the end of the nursing school tunnel is getting brighter and brighter with each passing day.. Im down to like 7 months and 5 days.. But Im not counting or anything :) I was in the ER at Robinson for clinical last week.. Its definitely not as fun as the ER at childrens where I work but I got to start IVs and stuff so that always makes for a good day. After clinical i went straight to akron childrens for my practicum where i basically play nurse. I follow one nurse around and then i have my own patients im responsible for. I got to start an IV on a one year old. I was so excited when I got it that I seriously wanted to jump up and down.. It was a very exciting day.. between the two places I started like 6

Fun??
Well it's been ask what kind of fun has begun? Well that is a good question. I have been in "mommy" mode so long I am not sure that I can totally remember "fun". Fun has to make me smile, make me laugh, and above all make me want to do it over and over... so I wonder.... what do you think is fun?? Open up your world and remind me, show me what fun is....

Cutest Baby Contest!
Wow!! Finally....I don't have anything to rant about. I am actually bragging now. I entered my grandkids pic into the cutest baby contest. I am enclosing the link to the pic. If I could get my friends to go look....that would be deeply appreciated. Thanks. Hugs. And all that nice stuff.

Just Something
i love you more than the depths of eternal seas that have flowed eternally through time and silences....time is irrelevant,as our love has no concept of time... i dont want you to save me i want to save you i dont expect anything from you i want to give you everything i dont want you to cry i want to cry for you i dont want you to feel alone i will feel alone for you i dont want you to go through heartbreak i will go through heartbreak for you i dont want you to feed me i want to feed you i dont want you to suffer i will suffer for you silences brings back memories of moments flowing back that is us...

3rd
I have no idea what is wrong with me, but I am so horny that it's affecting my ability to function. I can't sleep, I can't eat. Now i'm getting sick, and even though I feel like complete and total shit, there is a reoccuring thought through my head. It's not conscious. It's subtle like a heartbeat. Fuck me, I can't handle this anymore. Fuck me, I can't handle this anymore. Fuck me, I can't handle this anymore. Yeah. it's like breathing and growing and I want it out. I want something to go in and change my focus. This isn't me, and I'm not totally comfortable here in this skin. I need relief like I've never needed. "Ta Ta Ta Ta Ta Touch me, I want to be Dirty". Gotta love Rocky Horror. That bitch. She knows how I feel.

36 Questions
1. what's the middle name of the first person you ever slept with? If I knew it, I've forgotten it. 2. what color underwear are you wearing? uhh... whoops. PJs 3. what is the song you want played at your funeral? Amazing- Aerosmith 5. what would your last meal be before getting executed? Lobster, Melbourne steak from Outback, coconut shrimp, bay scallops, blowfish, sushi, cornbread muffin, death by chocolate ice cream dessert, strawberry Daquari w/ whipped cream to drink. 6. beatles or stones? stones 7. beer, wine or hard liquor? hard liquor 8. do you have any phobias? yup. Like arachnophobia 9. what are your plans for the future? Marry John April 21 10. what's your dog thinking right now? I'm without, but my families dog is probably wishing it wasn't so hot inside the house since my grandparents have the heat CRANKED. 11. do you walk around the house naked? on occasion 12. what is the best thing to eat at taco bell? Baja Chalupa 13. where is

The Keys........
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one that slow dances with you without any music. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her." -------------------------------------------------- The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please

Gullabilty
"Jesus loves the little sheeple of the world" or "power to the sheeple" Current mood: disappointed Category: Religion and Philosophy 3 differant types of people exist or "graze'"in this country called u.s.a. they make bold and convincing statements to young impressionable minds and anyone listening ,things such as,"if you want to,u could be anything,even be the president!!"and" fighting a war against drugs"and "its you that makes the difference! "rock the vote"!, shit like,"were having an energy crises involving a shortage of crude oil" and commercials that tell you that if your feeling a Lil' this or tiny bit that,tell your Dr. and ask about this drug cause u can take charge its your life!" now i agree to a point,and yes u can safely say if you've got a turd playing peek-a-boo with the end of your assholes you've got to take a shit. but most listeni

Tears
A thousand tears fall onto the floor, a smile that shines bright, a look of passion trembles within, hope renewed , joys found, unexplored depths opening the gate, reaching hands wishing to touch, happiness so near yet so far, the order of balance is yet to even, sadness of forgeting something that should never have been forgotten, stretching out so far just to find a glimpse of confirmation of the truth, my mind in a turmoil yet calm with peace, have never felt before both extremes of depth each way in a unique sequence of time/present past all proposing life reflection of what it can be to feel nearer to that of which somehow was always known, corrupted laws, chemicals, upbringing all take away who we really are...trying to reach and find the true me within the very core of my soul,before tarnished with human life..i want to break free from the chains that bind me...

Congrats To The Shemale Known As Cola!
You won one of the crappiest "contest" great for you tranny. Hope you make a career from winning useless points on a site. Your better off being a contestant on "Hookers of America Pagant" since that's is more your field. ^_^

Fear
Unspoken admirations, unsaid true emotions, deep longings kept inside, my soul screams for it to be set free, cravings yearn for the touch my inner being wanting to escape like tearing through the skin i feel the escape becoming nearer, Emotions, Feelings so deep undescribable in everyway, I want to be set free to express them i want to let go of fears, i feel my heart thumping yet i feel my thought twisting, please set me free of this, hear me screaming form inside ...tears run dry...The dream i have always dreamt will come true the day i set my fears free.

***your Linguistic Profile:***
***Your Linguistic Profile:*** 55% General American English 35% Dixie 5% Upper Midwestern 0% Midwestern 0% Yankee What Kind of American English Do You Speak? http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofamericanenglishdoyouspeakquiz/

Bullettins And (repost)
SO since Ive been on LC ive posted many bulletins....and NOT repost...lol. And I always notice that out of all the socalled friends I have on here...maybe 1 or 2 read them......this is why I think this site is full of fakes.......like on Myspace...everyones trying to get this huge friends list...but the whole points thing here makes people whore themselves even more.......I think its truly time for some deleting on my end...for those who do read this....you probly read the bulletins and have no worries....its the people who dont give a shit about what a person says from the heart ..that have no business on my page....

Im Not Here To Diss These Peeps
ok everyone and everyone knows people have these pics of themself morphing into a dragon or a devil or something and i dunno maybe its me but im getting kinda annoyed about it lol...maybe its coz everywhere u look there a pic and its like theres no excape...maybe im jealous coz i cant do it..naaaaaah....its just annoying lol...honestly i dont know how to make those pics and dont wanna know coz i prefer to make my own shiznit but u like what i like and i dont got a prob with it

I Am Such A Happy Camper!
A pleasant ride is had by all who seek the bounties of wealth. Wealth is interpreted as the souls reward for being happy, having nothing to claim. I wish all of the same happiness as what we give is easily given back. Please drop by my websites. www.otherworldscomics.com www.otherworldsdiscounts.com

7 Kinds Of Sex
Recent research shows that there are 7 kinds of sex: The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife any more. She takes you to court

More Getting To Know Me Stuff
1. Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours? Fran Drescher...I love her voice. 2. Who do you blame for your mood today? CECO Door Products!!!! 3. Have you ever seen a dead body? Have you ever seen Weekend At Bernie's? 4. What should we do with stupid people? Don't let them breed 5. How long do you think you will live? 35? 6. What was the first thing you did this morning? went peepee 7. The color of carpet in your bedroom? dirty brown....wait..do I have a floor? 8. How many times did you fail your driver's test? zero time, my friends....zero times 9. Last person you went out to dinner with? no one...wanna? 10. Are you spoiled? I'm sour 11. Do you drink lots of water? mixed with coffee beans or Pepsi ingredients 12. What toothpaste do you use? what's toothpaste? 13. How do you vent your anger? drowning puppies 14. The last compliment you received? "wat ben jij een lekker wijf" 15. Do you look more like your mother or father?

A Thanks To My Friends
Thank you for being there when I needed you... and even when I didn't, Thank you for being there through the good times... and the bad, Thank you for being there to encourage my dreams.... and my crazy ideas, Thank you for catching me... before I fell down, Thank you for wiping away the tears... when I was crying, Thank you for cheering me up... and making me laugh, Thank you for all the great memories... and the bad, But most of all... thank you... For being you!

My World
Things falling apart before my very eyes without a warning everything is gone What once was my life is now a living hell without him I'm empty inside The hollow place where my heart was could only be filled but him, but now he is gone and the pain is left behind Time to move on into the world unknown to one day find the love I seek.....

Broken Heart
You and I were the greatest thing Laughter and smiles is what we would bring We would talk on the phone, until it was time for bed Even then I would see you, in my dreams, inside my head Every time I saw you, I would always smile You could see a glow in my eyes from miles and miles Man, I wish I was still holding onto you But you gotta girl now, so what can I do? Now when I see you, there's always a frown Won't you please turn that sad frown upside down? If you're not happy with this person, then just say goodbye Because seeing you depressed, brings tears to my eyes Today I approached you, but you didn't say a word I still have feelings for you, haven't you heard? I miss seeing you smile and laugh Won't you please remember the fun we had? Holding hands coming from lunch Wow! I miss you a whole bunch Just ask my family, you were all I talked about Now all I do is walk around the house and pout I love hearing your voice; it brings a smile to my fac

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So, This is how it's going to be When I begged for you to love me You turned And covered your ears You didn't want to hear any of this. But it had to be said I HATED YOU FROM THE START Every thing was just a lie. Get used to it.

Never Thought It Would End This Way
I need time to think about life and whats going around I feel like I have missed my shot and I cant get that rebound The moment is here but my past is confusing me I guess I can stick around for whats destined to be I'm bound to be successful, so go ahead let me hear what you got to say Its not like I'm going to listen and have my time waste away Like I said I need that precious time to think I might not even get that chance to blink Give me a moment just leave me alone, Me, Myself, n I I don't want you to see my tears running down or even hear me cry I long for that time to come and take me somewhere quiet I want you there but then again I know I wont like it Baby, please just hold on to me cause I cant hold on no more My thoughts and feelings that that I had in life are gone for sure I have to let go of everything that I have ever had I'm sorry can you accept this apology and not be so sad Just think for a minute what have you got to

Tell Me You Love Me
Ignite the flame inside me spark the power held within show no haste no mercy just delighted tasteful sin let the emotions erupt as they build the the world we know its my mind you must korupt but my heart u have to show seduce whats left of me dont hold back at all but watch close for you will see as i begin to slowly fall take me from the fear of which i only know show me that your here and ur never letting go listen to my smile it shows the tears you never see see through my denial and just tell me you love me

Definition Of An Online Friend
My definition of a friend, online or otherwise, is as follows: A friend is someone who is there for you. You may never meet your online friends, but still, if you post a blog, they read it and leave a comment. They feel your pain from thousands of miles away. They chat with you. They share with you. A friend doesn't put another friend down. Gee, that one seems kind of obvious. If one day you're called a friend and the next day you're called an asshole by the same person, then really, is that someone you want to associate with? How can anyone trust a friendship like that? A friend is a friend to the end. They don't go off and start posting untrue crap about you just feed their own self-importance and/or ego. A friend doesn't put you on the defensive. To have to defend your honor or honesty because of so-called crap is ridiculous. I have many wonderful friends on the LC, Yahoo and other online venues. Some near, some far away. If they can't be a true friend, the

Sad
Whoever needed you Well I did Whoever wanted you Well I did Who said she loved you More than anything And be true Well I did Yes I did Oh how I did Who laid up many nights Crying for you Well I did Oh how I did Who was the fool To give so much to you Well I did Yes I did Oh how I did Who said she loved you More than anything And be true Well I did Yes I did Oh how I did If anyone on earth Could make me happy Baby you could And if we had a chance And who would wait forever Honey you know I would Who said she loved you More than anything And be true Well I did Yes I did Oh how I did Who said she loved you More than anything And be true Well I did Yes I did Oh how I did Lonely days, lonely nights Missing you, with all my might Wanting you To hold me tight Lonely days, lonely nights When you're gone This old house, it gets lonely And talkin' to myself Ain't company And nothin' seems to stop The tears from fallin' F

Yage!!!!!!!!!
yes, YAGE. Yet Another Grand Exit. I see these daily here on the LC. No one decides to leave quietly, its always "I'm going 'cause no one reposts my bulletins!" "I'm leaving forever.......theres too much drama!!" For all of those leaving for "drama" Your Grand Exit is just that. If you're going, then GO. Tell the two or three people on here that you talk to, and delete your profile. Period. Most of Grand Exits are merely point ploys. "OH NO! (insert name here) is leaving!! Lets go flood their page and hope they decide to stay!!" Really people.......this is a cyber community. How many of the people on your friends list do you talk to? And how many would give a shit if you didn't come back? Go through your friends list and see how many empty pictures there are...people who LEFT WITHOUT A GRAND EXIT AND YOU DIDN"T NOTICE!! So yes......I say YAGE!!!! Because today I must have seen nine bulletins about "someone" leaving for one reason or another. I don't open them.

Please Please Help
IF YOU DIDNT VOTE FOR ME CAN YOU PLEASE HELP ME OUT,,THIS IS MY FIRST TIME IN A CONTEST,,IF YOU WOULDNT MINE PLEASE RE BLOG THIS TO YOUR'S AND HELP ME OUT,I WILL PAY EVERYONE BACK THAT HELPS ME OUT I PROIMSE,THE NEW PPL I JUST ADDED I WILL GET TO YOUR PICTURES AND RATE THEM,,SOMETIME THIS WEEKEND,, THANK HUGS N KISSES DORIS The eight ladies listed below all need your votes! You may leave as many comments as you wish for anyone. That's right, unlimited. The 1st place winner will be the pic with the MOST number of comments. Be smart, voting once for everyone will get you and them nowhere. 2nd place goes to the highest number of ratings. The value of the rating doesn't matter...1, 4, 10...whatever. So...what are you waiting for? Go vote now! Pics are listed in the order they entered. HOSTED BY: Stixxx@ LostCherry Please repost this to help all these sexy ladies out! Thank you!

The Dog,like Or Not?
hay ya all plz let me know if ya like the dog the bounty hunter? cuz i'm fixing to open up a dog the bounty hunter pic. album and would like to know how meany of ya out there likes him THE DOG!!! so plz commit to this Blog. thanks thehogman

Beer Vs Water
It has been scientifically proven that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop! However, we do not run that risk when drinking beer (or rum, whiskey, vodka, wine or other liquors) because alcohol has to go through a distillation process of boiling, filtering and fermenting. WATER = POOP BEER = HEALTH Ergo, it is better to drink beer and talk shit, than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information. I am doing it as a public service. borrowed from: T@ LostCherry

Bitch 101
♥This blog will seem extremely bitchy, that being said, if you don't want to get bitched out, then stop reading it.♥ ♥This is mainly for those who DO know me, but continue to ask dumb questions and try to play me like i'm stupid. However, this is also to inform those of you who don't know me. This may not make the best first impression but so be it. I'm setting my record straight.♥ Yes. I AM married. Please don't remind me. Yes. I am bi-sexual. No...i will not hook up with your wife,gf, and so on. Yes. I do like sex. (who doesn't??). No...i will not fuck you. If i want to fuck you...i'll let you know straight up. I don't play high school games, i will let you know if i'm at all interested in either pursuing any kind of relationship or not. If i tell you that you are gorgeous, handsome sexy and so on, it DOES NOT mean i want your nutts. (Again if i want them...i'll tell you so, unless you first ask) Yes. I am taking a stabb at a divorce with my hu

Woohooo
well this is my 1st post in this but hey they r fun arnt they? let me see whats up with me? i have been working like a mad woman on my website www.bbwdzir.com i even started a new redesign, ill be adding videos and new pics this coming week and i have so much more coming in the near future. wanna play with me on cam, join my site and get a free cam show or come check me out on www.niteflirts.com/sweetbusty i like talking on the phone while i play...so who is man enough to play with me?

Moving Soon
This one is going out to my friends who I know from other sites. I have an update to give you all. Orders have been approved and good ole sunny California here we come. We will be moving out of our apartment in January and probably head down come feb or early march. There is a 2 week school in route and then we will be out and on a 30 days of leave time. Might be able to see some of yall while we are on leave.. Hugs to my dear friends..

Our Life
I SET IN MY NIGHT THINKING ABOUT ALL OF THE LOVE THAT MAKE US FEEL EVERY THING AROUND US BUT LOOK ALL OF YOU LOST CHERRIES EVERY ONE HAVE INSIDE HIM EMPTY PLACE I WISH EVERY ONE HAVE THAT PLACE TO USE HIM TO FEEL THE LOVE THERE ARE MANY THING IN OUR LIFE VERY GOOD TO JOIN IT WITH SOME ONE NEED THAT FROM ALL OF US JUST LOOKING INSIDE YOUR SELF YOU WILL SEE SOME THING GOOD USE HIM TO GROW UP WITH YOUR LOVE YOU MUST FEEL IT OR THE WORLD WE LIVE UP THERE DONT NEED ANY ONE HAVE NOT THIS IN SIDE HIM I LOVE ALL OF YOU LOST CHERRIES I WISH WE BECAME GOOD WITH US ALL OF THIS LIFE I NEED ALL OF YOU AND I THINK I WILL NEED ALL OF YOU ALL OF MY LIFE ALL OF MY RESPECT LOST CHERRIES OR L.C TRIBLE_XXX-ALFA-FOX-99

Beauty
WHAT IS THE ESSENCE OF BEAUTY?~ IT IS A TREASURE NOT MADE OF EXTERNAL FINERY,SILVER MASKS OR GLITTERING ARMOR~BUT OF GOLDEN SUBSTANCE BORN WITHIN~&LIKE TRUTH,BEAUTY IS THE COMPANION OF THE SOUL~IT MOVES IN CURVES,SPEAKS IN SILENCE AND REFLECTS A LIGHT ONLY SEEN BY THE HEART & BEAUTY IS AS ELEGANT AS SIMPLICITY,AS WARM AS ECSTACY AND AS CONSTANT AS GODS OUTSTRETCHED HAND~UNTAINTED BY TIME,BEAUTY DEEPENS OUR HUES AND SOFTENS OUR EDGES ~BEAUTY IS ETERNITY'S VISION;AN AIR OF LIGHTNESS WHEN WORLD LAY HEAVY;A QUIET GESTURE IN THE TIME OF NEED~BEAUTY BREATHSLIFE INTO EVERY PASSIONATE HEART~IT IS THAT WHICH OUR SOULS CAN NEVER LIVE WITHOUT.....

California Girls
Well I ain't never had a problem with California There's a lot of good women, Sacramento to Corona But them Hollywood types, after a while wear on ya Strutin' around in their size zeros, Skinny little girls no meat on thier bones Never even heard of George Jones CHORUS Ain't you glad we ain't no California girls Ain't you glad there's still a few of us left, who know how to rock your world Ain't afraid to eat fried chicken and dirty dance to Merle Ain't you glad we ain't no California girls There ain't nothing wrong with plastic surgery Well, Dolly Parton never looked so good to me Everybody oughta be exactly who they want to be But that Paris Hilton gets under my skin With her big fake smile and her painted on skin Never had a chance at a real man CHORUSx2

Girl Next Door
Small town Homecoming Queen, she's the star in their scene. There's no way to deny she's lovely. Perfect skin, perfected hair; perfumed hearts everywhere. Tell myself that, inside, she's ugly. Maybe I'm just jealous: I can't help but hate her. Secretly, I wonder if my boyfriend wants to date her. She is the Prom Queen; I'm in a marchin' band. She is a cheerleader; I'm sittin' in the stands. She gets the top bunk; I'm sleepin' on the floor. She's Miss America an' I'm just the girl next door. Senior class president, she must be Heaven sent. She was never the last one standing. A back-seat debutante, everything that you want: Never too harsh or too demanding. Maybe I'll admit it: I'm a little bitter. Everybody loves her but I just wanna hit her. She is the Prom Queen; I'm in a marchin' band. She is a cheerleader; I'm sittin' in the stands. She gets the top bunk; I'm sleepin' on the floor. She's Miss America an' I'm just the girl next door. Oh,' I'm just the girl

Unlove Me
I think this is incomplete, but it has most of it, and i love this song, lol ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Unloose this hold you've got on me Unlock this heart that can't get free Unlive the night you kissed and hugged me Undream the dreams that we both shared Unfeel the feelin' that you cared Before you leave me, please unlove me Unlove me Unmake all the memories I can't forget Unlove me Let my go back to the way I was before we met Back to the day when I was strong When it wasn't sad to be alone When I was happy-go-lucky And I didn't know how good it felt To hold you and feel my heart melt Show me a little mercy and unlove me Unlove me Untie all the strings between you heart and mine Unlove me But do it real slow, so I don't have to lose you all at one time Before you pack your bags and leave One thing I wish you'd do for me Take a little time to just unlove me Unlove me Unmake all the memories I can't forget Unlove me Let my go back to t

Photograph
Look at this photograph Everytime I do it makes me laugh How did our eyes get so red And what the hell is on Joey's head And this is where I grew up I think the present owner fixed it up I never knew we'd ever went without The second floor is hard for sneakin' out And this is where I went to school Most of the time I had better things to do Criminal records says I've broke in twice I must have done it half a dozen times I wonder if it's too late Should I go back and try to graduate Last man and now that it was back then If I was them I wouldn't let me in Oh oh oh oh god I....I Every memory of looking out the back door I have a photo album spread out on my bedroom floor It's hard to say, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye Every memory of walking out the front door I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for It's hard to say, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye Remember the old arcade Blew every dollar that we ever made The cops seeing us hang

Missing You...
You once where here but now are gone. I just wish my car could go that far. Having the time of your life, while I sit here. Yes the jealousy and fear are there. Off in another world learning new things meeting new people, and learning new ways. I am happy for you to say the least. But what about me. I can't eat. It is hard to sleep. The tears keep falling, and there is no one here to hold me. I try to be happy but all I am is sad. My true love is not near me and that is too bad. I know you feel the same. But come November 4th, it will all change. So please forgive me if I seem mad it is not your fault I miss you so bad.

Freestyle
see i dont really want a murder to kill so dont push me you niggas o percy oh trust me aint fuckin pussy cant fuck me i aint Omarion you cant touch me i aint fillet mignon you cant eat i aint cha competition cant beat me you cock sucka you sure as hell as cant whoop me i grew ma hair long as whoopi or quarter like weezy i so evil harder than cassidy actually ma flow ma so ugly you can call me gassily mella boy Bri boy me boy and we blow harder that omar said i turna fuckin quarter to a star! im off to the stadium it started as a field ma fucka dont stepp to a nigga cause i kill ma fuckaz take blow to ya cock....sucka cock sucka im the realest ma fuck cause i down top husltaz!!

Today
Today is a long day. It was raining, teachers cancelled classes in the middle of my schedule, and the elevator was broken. On top of that, I got my period, but thats okay. I was a little bored.. so I added some new pictures :) Rate them, add comments :)

Whoa Too Much Info
Answered by me but not created by me... [ ] I am shorter than 5'4. [x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [ ] I have many scars. [ ] I tan easily. [x] I wish my hair was a different color. [ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [ ] I have a tattoo. [x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [ ] have/I've had braces. [ ] wear glasses. [ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [ ] I have more than 2 piercings. [ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears. [x] I have freckles. Family/Home Life [x] I've sworn at my parents. [x] I've run away from home. [x] I've been kicked out of the house. [x] My biological parents are together. [ ] I have a sibling less than one year old. [x] I want to have kids someday. [ ] I've had children. School/Work [ ] I'm in school/university [ ] I have a job. [x] I've fallen asleep at work/school/college. [ ]

Men Who Needs Them
what the hell is wrong with men i think they live to see us squerm. i just left the biggest asshole in the world. he decided he was going to cheat and hurt me for the last time. who needs them. i found me a real a real man named mike and he is so awsome he treats me so good, hes a mamas boy though!!!!!!!!!!!

Love Eternal
In death there is beauty We will sleep like angels With the tranquility of innocence Death will not conquer our love As we are bounded by memories, And our love will flourish Death is our sadness For I will long for your flesh, But our journeys will not be far apart Death is our sanctuary From the woes of life In death we will find peace Death brings us unwavering hope For the time of resurrection In death we will find love eternal.

Friday...
I so think that it is a full moon tonight! I am sitting on here bored to death. Most of the guys who wanna chat just want to cam or talk about sex. I just want to chat. I am only on here for FRIENDS. My day has been ok so far. I am missing husband way too much. I am thinking of shutting down the computer for a few days. This thing depress me even more. Good bye for now.

This Be The First
Yea I just realized that there was even a "blogging" area on the lc. uh-duh. Yea I dont have much to say I just thought I would write something so everyone still knows I am an actual person..ha. talk at me...plz I like to talk I like to answer questions and I am usually bored so I need someone to entertain me ;-)

Horny-land
Lying on one of the loungers on my landlady's patio, trying to get an early start on my tan before summer school started, my wandering mind soon focused on Arlene, my voluptuous landlady. Arlene was a well- preserved, auburn-haired, thirty-five year old beauty with a tremendous bosom that jiggled enticingly with her every step. I'd had the hots for her, ever since I moved in, but didn't quite know how to approach her. She was about ten years my senior and I figured she preferred older men, although she didn't seem to date very much. She told me she was divorced from an abusive alcoholic, and had gotten the house as part of the divorce settlement. She'd ultimately decided to rent a spare room to college students to supplement her meager alimony. I expressed my utter dismay at the time; incredulous that any man would abuse a gorgeous woman like her. Lying there in the warm sun, I began trying to imagine what Arlene looked like in the buff. My raunchy thoughts soon led my hands to my