Today I am Sad. I do not exactly why. It could be the change in seasons. It could be that I am very tired.
It could be that I have strong feelings for someone who is very special but is far away and I wish him to be here.
I talk on the phone with him and I feel, happy, safe and warm inside but then i remember he is not here with me.
I have not felt this way about another person in a very long time. I want to get to know him better. I want to know him in person. see if we click.
But i will have to wait. and I am saddened by that.