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Update
For those of you that read about my grandfather the last time, I thought I would update you a bit. He is still in the hospital, but we finally have an idea of whats wrong. We first thought it was pneumonia, however now, we know that he was having his lungs fill up with liquid. Fornuately, they were able to drain his lungs, and they think that this is happening because of some of the medicine he was on. So, if he gets everything going well over the weekend, he might be able to come home in time for Thanksgiving. Thanks to all who kept me and my family in your thoughts and/or prayers...please keep it up. I will try to update again whenever he gets to come home. Thanks again!! =)

First Time Here
HI EVERYONE THIS IS MY FIRST TIME AT ATTEMPTING TO WRITE A BLOG SOOOO FOR ANYONE WHO READS THIS PLZ BARE WITH ME I JUST PRETTY MUCH WANT TO THANK EVERYONE WHO HAS LEFT ME COMMENTS ON MY PAGE AND MY PICTURES THEY ARE GREATLY APPRECIATED I LOVE YOU ALL PLZ KEEP THE COMMENTS COMING I LOVE THEM ALL **KISSES**

Oh Make It Stop Already! A Real Woman Is..
I get sick of those bullietin posts that start out with.. a real man .. blah blah blah.. oh come on.. Then its.. you don't have the balls to.. blah blah.. HOw about this... A real woman.. She knows that you are you and accepts you. Doesn't try to make you into something you can't be. like turning me into a player.. lol A real woman (jedi mind trick part) .. Is happy with herself. Which is veyr hard to do. She listens to you even when she is busy. She calls you on a whim.. to see if your doing well today. She send you cute little emails and letters about friendship. She actually RETURNS your messages and phone calls.. and not 6 months later. Paris hilton isn't her ROLE MODEL! sHE CAN actually eat a dinner and not whine about the callorie intake. Will buy a man flowers.. Says thankyou for babysitting her kids. Lends you money and doesn't send the mafia .. aka big tony to collect that $10 that you owe her. Gives you a hug even w

Sexy Pics! Wtf Are The Comments??
Sooo....I got pics of me w/ implied nude shots and my bare ass hanging out and the only two commenters have been Cubby and Tim (I love you both!!!) What the hell is up with that???? Come on people...more comments and ratings or I am never taking/posting these kinds of pics again. Its rare for me to do it....and w/ few comments...I dont know if I will again!!! Do you REALLY want me to become a prude??? HA HA HA!! *MUAH* Peacing out to party!!!

Please Rate My Bird, She Gave Me The Best 7 Years Of My Life. :(
Blossom was my baby. I got her as a birthday present before I started middle school, and she made it into college with me. I've never cried as much as the day that she died. I finally had her saying "I love you." Can you imagine how cute that was? Well, it was twice as cute as you're picturing it, trust me. I also had a little yellow bird named Blondie, who was only a few months old. I loved her as well, but I barely knew her. Please vote for Blossom in the best pet contest. She truly was the best pet ever. I would love to win this, just to know that everyone else sees how wonderful she was.

No Girl Deserves This!!!
Body: NO GIRL DESERVES THIS!!!!!!!!!!! ok read this it is sad NO GIRL DESERVES THIS- Story- Girl: Hey Boy: What? Girl: I really like you. And I... I think I'm falling in love with you. Boy: Ok... Girl: What do you mean "ok"? Boy: I don't like you like that... Girl: Why not? Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time... From then on, the girl kept asking the boy "Why not?" whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later." Finally the girl got fed up. Girl: I'm tired of this! Tell me why you don't like me! Boy: Do you really wanna know why? Girl: Yes! Boy: It's because you're uglier than fuck! What's the point of going out with someone when they're not pretty?! Girl: But... I... Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone! The boy leaves and the girl is sitting there alone, crying her heart out. Then her cell phone rings. Girl: Hello? Mom: Sweetheart? I want you to go home, ok? I'll be home from work

Friend And Love
Love Body: Wow there were never more truer word's spoken. I have been in that position once upon a time. Dave what if there is that true soulmate out there, and you sell yourself to that one that put's you on a pedestal.What happens? I will tell you what happens my friend. Many years later when you are both absolutely miserable you are back to square one older,tired and oh so caustious. Even if this person would die for you now eventually they know you settled. Because if one person doesn't feel it it's not fair to the other or both really. Yes you can grow to love and respect anyone. But you always wonder what if................... Now at 42 I regret accepting the "ONE" who went un noticed.I don't regret the "love" that I really did feel for this man or the sacrafices he made to make my life happy. But 15 years later we are both wondering why didn't we hold out for the "ONE". Now back to the real question what if there isn't a "ONE". What if life is who and what you make it ! Ma

Disposable Heroes
Bodies fill the fields I see, Hungry heroes end No one to play soldier now, no one to pretend Running blind through killing fields, bred to kill them all Victory of what said should be A servant til I fall Soldier boy, made of clay Now an empty shell Twenty one, only son But he served us well Bred to kill, not to care Do just as we say Finished here, greeting death He’s yours to take away Back to the front You will do what I say, when I say Back to the front You will die when I say, you must die Back to the front You coward You servant You blindman Barking of machine gun fire, Does nothing to me now Sounding of the clock that ticks, get used to it somehow More a man, strips you bare, glory seeker trends Bodies fill the fields I see The slaughter never ends Why am I dying? Kill, have no fear Lie, live off lying Hell, hell is here I wa

I Believe - Ii
I believe- that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become. I believe- that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe- that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. I believe- that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe- that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe- that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe- that you can keep going, long after you can't. I believe- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe- that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe- that heroes are the people who do what ha

Definitions
THINGY (thing-ee)n. Female....Any part under a car' hood. Male...The strap fastener on a woman's bra. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel)adj. Female...Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. Male...Playing football without a cup. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon)n. Female...The open sharing of thoughts and feelngs with one's partner. Male...Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment)n. Female...A desire to get married and raise a family Male....Trying not to hit on other women while out with his own ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment)n. Female...A good movie, concert, play or book Male...Anything that can be done drinking beer FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens)n. Female...An embarrassing by product of indigestion Male...A source of entertainment, self expression, male bonding. MAKING LOVE (may-king luv)n. Female...The greatest expression of intimacy a couple can acheive Male...Call it whatever you want, just as lon

Fairy Tales...
PINOCCHIO Pinocchio had a human girlfriend who would sometimes complain about splinters when they were having sex. Pinocchio, therefore, went to visit Gepetto to see if he could help. Gepetto suggested he try a little sandpaper on his manhood and Pinocchio skipped away enlightened. A couple of weeks later, Gepetto saw Pinocchio bouncing happily through town and asked him, "How's the girlfriend?" Pinocchio replied, "Who needs a girlfriend?" CINDERELLA Cinderella wants to go to the ball, but her wicked stepmother won't let her. As Cinderella sits crying in the garden, her fairy godmother appears, and promises to provide Cinderella with everything she needs to go to the ball, but only on two conditions. "First, you must wear a diaphragm." Cinderella agrees. "What's the second condition?" "You must be home by 2a.m. Any later, and your diaphragm will turn into a pumpkin." Cinderella agrees to be home by 2 a.m. The appointed hour comes and goes, and Cinderella doesn't s

Wa Wa Wa I Know Suck It Up Right
Ok so where to start on halloween we left to come back to work in kamloops an i got put in a room with this guy name cory, its been 2 weeks now an he never ever stops talking, I didnt say anything to him about untill this morning, but i have to share a room with him an spend all damn day up in the mountains with him aswell. (ugh!) i dont realy mind that people talk lots, but he's so full of him self an nothing he says makes me think its true its always so far out! like everytime he opens his mouth i just wanna roll my eyes an my body tightens from grrness... its been just over 2 weeks now an we are told we still have another month to go! ive been pretty moody seeing im in a room with some one that just totaly drives me nuts i have to just walk away from him out on the block he annoys me sooo damn bad! ok so this morning he was just rambling off at 6am had all the lights on talked all night then there at 6 like come on! so this morning i just said to him as i was getting outt my be

Gone To Bed!
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COMMENTS COMMENTS COMMENTS....THIS TIME POST NOTHING BUT COMMENTS THE MORE I GET THE BETTER CHANCE I HAVE.. KISSES TO ALL Fire My Words

Lifetime
Lifetime We're not going to die young, we're going to grow old together. And our love for each other will be forever and eternally. We are connected as one. This lifetime will not be enough for me. I want to spend as many lifetimes with you as much as I possibly can. My love for you gets stronger each passing day. It's an adrenaline rush seepin' through my veins, wantin' me to stay alive only for you, my Mouse. I love you with all my smiles, breath and tears. **11-17-06** Dedicated to: Trevor Lee Myers Written by: Linsey Kate Schnepper

Christianity
I am the new age prophet, I am the one sent to warn of the evils of religion and those who believe. The machine of christianity is a fierce monster that needs to be slayed. Only you can banish this fanatic cult of horror into the nothingness it belongs. Free the spirit and denounce the faiths. True faith in yourself and your creator, not some book of fairy tales and an image called "God". I am here to bring America back where it belongs, and that is NOT in the hands of the Theocrats. Nothing can stop this movement, we may slow down, we will not rest. Take back OUR America... FUCK freedom of religion, let us put this place back on the right track. The way our forefathers REALLY wanted this place... Celebrate freedom FROM religion. The only thing christians do here is persecute, they don't save lost souls, they do not act as "fishers of men", they PERSECUTE, they SHAME, no where in their "bible" does it say to do this, but they do, force you to believe, if christianity and God are so pow

How To....
How to say 'I love you' in 25 languages... .. English I Love You Spanish Te Amo French Je T'aime German lch Liebe Dich Japanese Ai Shite Imasu Thai Phom rak khun Italian Ti amo Chinese Wo Ai Ni Swedish Jag Alskar Alabama Arkansas Indiana Nebraska Oklahoma Texas North Carolina South Carolina Georgia Tennessee Missouri Mississippi Montana Louisiana Virginia West Virginia Kentucky parts of Florida Nice Ass , Get in the truck

A Plane Trip
A man boarded an airplane and took his seat. As he settled in, he glanced up and saw the most beautiful woman boarding the plane. He soon realized she was heading straight towards his seat. As fate would have it, she took the seat right beside his. Eager to strike up a conversation he blurted out, "Business trip or pleasure?" She turned, smiled and said, "Business. I'm going to the Annual Nymphomaniacs of America Convention in Chicago." He swallowed hard. Here was the most gorgeous woman he had ever seen sitting next to him, and she was going to a meeting of nymphomaniacs. Struggling to maintain his composure, he calmly asked, "What's your business role at this convention?" "Lecturer," she responded. "I use information that I have learned from my personal experiences to debunk some of the popular myths about sexuality." "Really?" he said. "And what kind of myths are there?" "Well," she explained, "one popular myth is that African-American men are the most we

Military Rules
U.S. Marine Corps Rules 1. Be courteous to everyone, friendly to no one. 2. Decide to be aggressive enough, quickly enough 3. Have a plan. 4. Have a back-up plan, because the first one probably wont work. 5. Be polite. Be professional. But plan to kill everyone you meet. 6. Do not attend a gunfight with a handgun whose caliber does not start with a "4". 7. Anything worth shooting is worth shooting twice. Ammo is cheap. Life is expensive. 8. Move away from your attacker. Distance is your friend.(lateral and diagonal preferred.) 9. Use cover or concealment as much as possible. 10. Flank your adversary when possible. Protect yours. 11. Always cheat; Always win. The only fair fight is the one you lose. 12. In ten years nobody will remember the details of caliber, stance, or tactics. They will only remember who lived. 13. If you are not shooting, you should be communicating your intention to shoot. Navy Seals Rules: 1. Look very cool in sunglasses. 2. Kill every living

When Love Hurts
HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT HOW THINGS WOULD BE IF YOU COULD FIND HAPPINESS OR YOU WOULD FIND THE TRUE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE. WELL ONE THING IS FOR SURE IT ALL ENDS UP HURTING IN THE END. WE WILL NEVER FIND TRUE HAPPINESS. OR THE PERSON WE THOUGHT WAS THE TRUE LOVE TURNS OUT TO BE NOTHING. IT WAS JUST A THING IN OUR MINDS SAYING THINGS. TRUE LOVE I GUESS THOSE WORDS DONT RING TRUE FOR EVERYONE. WE ALL KNOW WHAT IT IS LIKE TO HAVE OUR HEARTS BROKEN IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. OR RIPPED BY OUR BODIES. I KNOW THAT FEELING ALL TO WELL. AND IT HURTS. I JUST WANT TO CRY.

My Job
well i had a crazy day at work . ever one thinks i have an ez job but much to every ones suprise my job is reeley kind of hard. i ya dont knw what i do i am a vet tech . and thismoreing reeley sucked i take a dog in for an ultrasound ok . and me and my co worker lay him down so we are looing a round and we look at his heart and boom it just stoped. i was liek holey shit so we het him on oxygen and we brought him back onec i was liek cool right?? wrong the dog crasshes again and we where not able to bring him back . and thet just kicked my ass i was reeley bummed out for the rest of the day . tha and we get a nother dog who was in a fight and tore his eye lid reeley bad and notto mention the old dog that we had to put to sleep lets jkust say my day was long well thaks for lissing

Forever
FOREVER She walked into the room and he sensed her...He new the moment she did. She greeted all who were there with a quick smile yet ,kept a eye on him ...The business at hand was to meet and greet and she did so reluctantly... More and more of the time was flying by and still she was so distant from him , but she knew , he knew she was watching him, He felt her , knew she wanted him...And that wicked grin showed threw Night was filled with voices of a million , but all she could hear was one , one voice out of many He Is a complex man, but she loves a challenge so she smiles and bids her time soon she will have him and then all will be right with in her world. Midnight and all are on there way to other places other things to do..She bids them all farewell and slides the doors to the hall closed and dims the light candles glow in the scones on the wall...She walks to the Terrence doors and steeps outside to smell the gardens full in bloom the Rose they are her favorites..

Lol
All too rarely, airline attendants make an effort to make the in-flight "safety lecture" and announcements a bit more entertaining. Here are some real examples that have been heard or reported: 1. On a Southwest flight (SW has no assigned seating, you just sit where you want) passengers were apparently having a hard time choosing, when a flight attendant announced, "People, people we're not picking out furniture here, find a seat and get in it!" 2. On a Continental Flight with a very "senior" flight attendant crew, the pilot said, "Ladies and gentlemen, we've reached cruising altitude and will be turning down the cabin lights. This is for your comfort and to enhance the appearance of your flight attendants." 3. On landing, the stewardess said, "Please be sure to take all of your belongings. If you're going to leave anything, please make sure it's something we'd like to have. 4. "There may be 50 ways to leave your lover, but there are only 4 ways out of this airplane"

A Big Sigh Of Relief........
Well I am proud to say that I have successflly graduated my college class and got my state certification for law enforcement. It was a very trying time for my family and I, but in the long run it was worth it. So I will be sending comments and 10's to all that have stopped by and a huge thank you for still thinking about me while I was gone. Hope to see everyone soon... lots of hugs! Daphne

Remember And Know
Remember and Know Swallow your pride You Know what you did was wrong Even though it wasn't as bad as things you had done before Age has made you wiser And even though you feel alone There is a love standing with you Pulling for you. Even though You can't see him he's there In the corners in your mind Look and find him in your heart Giving encouragement when you need it most you have to go back and correct a wrong Don't think of it as a loss Remember its only a few more weeks Keep your head held high and your goal in sight Home is not to far away And although this time and space for which your in , you can not stay Things change we move on and grow That's what you need to remember and Know! By Jane

For You My Love!
For You My Love! The blood rushes threw my veins I see it, feel it, smell it. Like yourself, seeing threw your eyes I am flesh I am blood I do love I love only you I want only you Do you fully understand my love? Know that when I say this I don't say it lightly I give to you my heart I take yours as it was given to me with love I will take loving care with it and treat it with love If ever I should hurt it or break it I will surly be no more There wound not be any life left for me I couldn't bare to see you hurt, or cry Though you said you never would ,I am sure you could, and I won't be the one to shed them ever Come Lay with me in Dreams I will be here when you need When you dream When you reach out I want to be the one you feel Feel that love that is in your eyes every time you look my way Your soul touched mine along time ago soul recognized soul All it took was one hello There is nothing more powerful then and open and accepting heart and my love

In Our Hearts
In Our Hearts Walking threw the fog The wind rushes by and the rain falls I do not feel the cold nor the wind or rain I have only one thought as I walk YOU Your smile is what I seek Your love keeps me warm I would walk miles just to see you I walk to see you and find you waiting ! Smiling that smile which shows threw your eyes Your soul speaks to mine as always it has We are together at last Love me now and forget the rest Tomorrow will be here soon enough Take me now where fog encloses us No one is near to see Make love to me here and now as I need to feel you where only you can touch me Where only I want you! Where only I crave you to be I am yours, You are mine Right now Today, and always in our hearts By Jane

Standing In The Sleet And Rain
Standing In The Sleet and Rain Standing in the sleet and rain Digging into my soul to find the right words I need you to understand Just How much I love you I don't know how much more I can do to prove to you I understand you and the situation we find yourself in But my love refuses to see any other soul And I feel lonesome even when I am near you! And I don't feel right when your so far away So What do we do? The words I write to you I mean with all that I am I know yours do as well So I stand in the sleet and rain, digging into my soul, Finding some words to let you know I love you so Don't go away for I don't know what else to do I know I am a moody woman and want you for myself selfish and bitchy and so in love . I never thought I was a competive person I guess I have been proving myself wrong I want to fight for you but I feel that I really am not fighting at all You have never giving me that Its that one thing you can't give Its only the one thing I wan

The Chronicles Of Hel
She glides silently through the Technoverse, remembering the days of long ago. She glories not in the old ways, and ignores those Others who still persist in their Pillaging and Drinking. "Those are not for Me" she thinks, "Let Thor and Odin attend to them, or that Christ Child." Hungering for the apathy that surrounds this Unreality, she slips through streams of information hoping to gather yet another lost soul to her side. All too often she finds those who have moved past her domain - The truly Evil. Let the other, Older Gods take them - Since the days she was called simply Hel, she has hungered for those with Melancholy in their heart, and Pessimism in their souls. Revelling in the wash of Nothingness, she finds a likely victim - Cold and dark, Gothic as the kids of the 'Real' world call themselves. She pauses a moment to luxuriate in the aura of incompleteness, and then taps into his communication. "A Chat room" she thinks to herself, "And nobody to talk to. I will supply

And The Winner Is...
TAZMAN'S Angel!!! She did it again folks! She retains her crown as Queen for the Day! With an amazing 22,098 comments she holds on to the title! And a very close second is... ~Mystic Snow Tiger~ She had an awesome 20,483 comments! Thanks to everyone who participated!!

About Me...
About You Full Name: Ari D. Age: 24 Brithdate: March 19th, 1982 Birthplace: Van Nuys, CA. Current Location: Middle of Nowhere Heritage: 1/2 Redneck, 3/8 Russian, 1/8 Italian Religion: Agnostic School: BA in Business/Economics (BLAH!!!) GPA: 3.0 Grade: N/A Tatoos: 3 planned Piercings: none Hair Color: Brown Eye Color: Hazel Height: 5'7" Shoe Size: 9.5 Favorites Food: Ribeye Steak, Medium Rare. Or Sushi. Beverage: Water Soda: Diet Code Red Mountain Dew Movie: Boondock Saints *just one of my favs* TV Show: WWE, Southpark, Good Eats, Iron Chef, Mythbusters Ice Cream: Mint Chocolate Chip Restaurant: Edomasa Sushi (Santa Barbara, CA) Sport: Ummm.... Hangout Spot: Shooting Range. Store: Hot Topic Book: The Stand In a Guy/Girl Eye Color: Any Hair Color: Any Long or Short: Any Height: Any Personality: Relaxed and outgoing Hot or Cute: Cute Age: -3 to +2 of mine. Muscular or Skinny: Average, curves are a plus! This or That Family Guy/South

Come And Go
Come And Go You Come and go like the light in my life Blink you are here and I am so full of your light its so blinding then blink your gone and I am in the cold dark night alone and scared Your not here for me to reach out and hold Your not here for me to whisper to you of my fears Your not here to wipe away my tears Someone else has that right to you As well as it should be It was sealed a long time ago But even that fact I refuse sometimes to see When my own selfish needs come to the surface and I want you with all that I am, And when my time with you gets interrupted I feel the impact of the situation full force It makes me take a second and realize what I am doing not just to myself but to the others and I feel ashamed, but also oh so scared, scared that I am losing you!, Losing my light, my warmth. So Now my light , Come and go with the time in between the two worlds you have, I don't want the choice ....It is yours to make do you Come or go? By Jane

Who What Where When
i have come from cali to middle tennesse i'm lonely, where are the loose fun people here, in this bible belt nation, west coast hurtin for some real fun, fun feel me www.myspace.com/calgurldriver

Lightning
The leaves blow from the trees as thunder pounds far away, The lightning in the sky electrifies me, makes me want to play. I’m really a darker soul than I pretend to be, Its mostly pain, heartache and fear that is inside of me. The thunder pounds like drums in my head, They sky up above, a shade of crimson red. I stare out the window as my tears hit the ground, I reach out to hold you, but you’re not around. The lightning beams down as it tears through my soul, But still electrifying me, making me whole.

Can I Have That Back?
know that I gave it to you, I gave it without reservation, I gave it to you fully Without an ounce of hesitation. I was so proud of the gift I had given you, And I know you cherished it every day, It was a gift I promised you’d have forever, Even long after I faded away. You see, there is now a problem, That I hope you can understand, I need to ask for my gift back, As I wish to give it to another man. He deserves it so many ways, But I don’t have it to give, You see, I promised that he could have it for as long as we both shall live. You and me, we never really made that vow, They were just youthful dreams., So please tell me I can have it now And understand how much it means. It’s really hard to ask for it back and it’s tearing me apart, But I have to move on my first true love, So I am asking you know, Can I please have back my heart?

What Will It Be?
What will It Be? She sat in the warm bed ,They had shard the last couple of days together for just a instant she caught her heart as she watched him get up to dress. He with the lines and warmth that she craved and could not get enough of and never would. She watched as he zipped his Jeans and slipped his shirt over his head, hair still mused from the fingers that ran threw it, and his face had the sign of a day or was it two stubble on it, she wasn't quite sure any more. She didn't want to think of that now , her only thought was she lost him today and she didn't know what to do or say. He was so angry at her and she tried to understand his pain yet deal with her own, She choose to be with him although all logic and reason was thrown out the window when she made it She tried to explain it to him How she would swallow her doubt and shame and just be with him , but he took it as her just passing it off and not letting him care for what she was dealing with and the words tha

Scar
I have a scar that never properly healed. It was never stitched in even rows, as it should have. It was left to close on its own. The scar always hurt every time I heard your name. The scar always caused me pain at beautiful sunsets or sights of the ocean. Memories of you and me made tiny droplets of blood leak from the wound. Now the scar has ripped back open and it hurts like hell. It is bleeding, I am crying, It hurts so bad I think I’m dying. Every ounce of me is pouring back out, Once again sharing parts of my life with you. My heart is breaking remembering all we went through. I opened the scar with hopes that this time it will be fixed. Can I finally heal the pain, can the wound be stitched. Can I finally get closure to this deep and painful wound? Can we finally seal it up for good? Will I ever stop loving you? No, I don’t think I could.

Imma Awesome Cutie ¢¾ With A Nice Rack
ONCE U HAVE OPENED THIS,YOU WILL HAVE BAD LUCK 4 A WEEK!!! BUT IF U REPOST THIS, U WILL GET KiSSED BY UR CRUSH ON FRIDAY!!! IT'S FRIDAY....THIS WAS EASY & FUN! What color of shirt are you wearing? Red=innocent Green=stupid Blue=loud White= naughty Aqua=freaky Yellow=skanky Purple=a little TOO happy Black= emo Orange=multicolored Gray= preppy

Tired
I sit alone in this empty room, With only thoughts and memories, No one can feel the pain I’m in, No one listens, no one sees. The black tears fall from my eyes, I have hidden them from everyone, My pain, it will not be over soon, I think it’s just begun. Pooling on the floor of blackness, How many tears do I have to cry? Will you ever understand? Please tell me how many times I have to die. I’m tired of hiding everything from you. My soul is tired. My heart is mangled. Or is it the other way around? It feels like my entire self is being tangled. I’m so damn tired of living my life like this. Will anyone ever be able to see the real me? Can I ever be free of my burdens? Or is this battered soul what I’m destined to be?

You Love Me!
You Love Me! Emotions swirl around my soul is warmed You love me Just that feeling , that understanding, makes all worth while Time is right now yesterdays have been stored away for later when we need to pull them out and remember Tomorrow is yet to be and I know that when it does arrive I will want to be with you as the sun rises to the set Not a moment I want to waste Tell me now those three words that warms the soul! I love you as well! By Jane

I Wish I Would Have Seen
I wish I would Have Seen Did you ever wonder what it would be like to be in love? Did you ever just wish that it was something that you could see just before it hit you Did you ever wonder why love, hit you so hard it took your breath away And for a moment all is right with the world But with only a few words it can be taken away, and your left out in the cold ,crying , and wondering The cold chill is worst then any word that could be spoken Now I walk into the night alone, and really know what it must feel like to be dead Shock, loss, tears that dried hours ago but still the tracks remain I don't feel anything the numb feeling is upon me So love hit me hard and hit me hard when it left so bury what was left of my heart and shut out those who will want to help me heal I am threw with love .I can't seem to believe in it any more I wish it was something I could have seen coming But it took me by surprise And left me just the same By Jane

Blessings ¢¾
If you woke up this morning with more health than illness, you are more blessed than the million who won't survive the week. If you have never experienced the danger of battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture or the pangs of starvation, you are ahead of 20 million people around the world. If you attend a church meeting without fear of harassment, arrest, torture, or death, you are more blessed than almost three billion people in the world. If you have food in your refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof over your head and a place to sleep, you are richer than 75% of this world. If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a dish someplace, you are among the top 8% of the world's wealthy. If your parents are still married and alive, you are very rare, especially in the United States . If you hold up your head with a smile on your face and are truly thankful, you are blessed b

Nothing Else Matters
Nothing Else Matters Last night I sat in my Rocker and thought about you The moon shone its silver light and its coldness fell upon me I watched as the trees sway under the chilly wind And wondered if you were warm The night is a friend to me it keeps the truth and the tears hidden from view Did you dream of me or were the visions to dark to look at Did you reach out, and were you surprised to find I wasn't there Did you remember that it was you that kept me there It has always been the dreams and the wishes that made us as one Now as I sit here I find that they are gone It breaks my heart and I don't know what to say , what to do I want you back I felt so alone this morning and I really needed my friend, my love But I asked and I wasn't accepted so now I know Pain will be here to stay and I must go away I will love you forever, never have a doubt about that And the darkness has become my friend in the end nothing else matters By Jane

Down
Down. Falling. Spinning. Twirling. Down the deep murky void I fall. Up through the darkness, Please hear my call. Falling. Faster. Turning. Flipping. The light begins to fade, Coming closer to the bottom., Feeling the heat from the hell I have made. Dropping. Flying. Declining. Sinking. At the bottom of the darkest hole, Clawing at the walls, It’s not by body that fell, just my soul.

Bahhh
So... Today... I had to hang out with Melissa's brother so I could see her. And he drives me crazy. I made a scene in the mall because of him. And then again at PetCo. And he took 2 hours to find a pet (another fight right there) he wanted then didn't get it. But thats not worth going in to. Becasue of him I missed the movie I was going to see... twice. I got my first paycheck EVER. 9 dollars and 94 cents. They took a dollar and 6 cents. I got my schedule for next work. Tomorrow I don't have a ride home. Long walk home. Cold cold weather. -sigh- And the day after Thanksgiving I have to go to work at 4:30 a.m. Bah =[

Have You Had Enough Of Me?
Have you had enough of me? Do you smile when you see my face Do I still light up the room when I walk in the place Do the feelings of love still fill your heart Even though I know I broke it along the way I wish I could reach into you and heel that in which I caused Can You give me all of you, as I give all of me? Can I have back the warmth that once blessed my heart Will you forgive me I cant get enough of you, Have you had enough of me? God help me I love you so I only want you to feel , to really know! By Jane

Go. Stay. Live. Play.
Go. Stay. Live. Play. Pain for you. Pain for me. Keep it hidden, So no one can see. Struggle. Fight. Darkness. Light. Tears in your eyes. Tears in mine. Pretend they’re glistening In the light that they shine. Darkness. Pain. Loss. Gain. Trembling bodies. Shaking soul. Terrified feelings. Taking their toll. Go. Stay. Live. Play.

Thug Love Story
ThUg LoVe StOrY Baby: i love you -Thug: yeah i know everyone does! -Baby: really? -Thug: yeah... everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday -Baby: oh... but am i only your friend? -Thug: no... youre my girlfriend... why? -Baby: so when i say i love you i really do mean it -Thug: yeah i know you do mean it... its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me cuz i know you have since the day we got together and i love you more and more each and everyday. -Baby: ...... -Thug: so wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7th anni? -Baby: yeah... where? -Thug: i dont know... maybe movie then dinner? -Baby: ok -Thug: ill pick you put after i get off and get ready ok? -Baby: ok. what time do you get off? -Thug: in 2 hours and then i gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 mintues... -Baby: aye... i thought you didnt have work today... -Thug: one of my co-workers called in sick -Baby:

Sink Into Me
Sink into me. Sink deeper my love. Make me yours tonight. Make me into an immortal. Fly me away into the past. Cover me with your darkness. Reach into me and steal away my soul. Keep me in the night. Hold me in your unknown world. Lock me into your glistening eyes. Suck away my blood. Take away my beloved breath. Pull back my hair and take away my life. Sink into me. Sink deeper my love. I am truly yours tonight. You have finally made me immortal.

Mechanic
A mechanic was removing a cylinder head from the motor of a Harley-Davidson motorcycle when he spotted a well-known heart surgeon in his shop. The surgeon was there waiting for the service manager to come take a look at his bike. The mechanic shouted across the garage, "Hey, Doc, can I ask you a question?" The surgeon, a bit surprised, walked over to the mechanic working on the motorcycle. The mechanic straightened up, wiped his hands on a rag and asked, "So Doc, look at this engine. I open its heart, take valves out, fix 'em, put 'em back in, and when I finish, it works just like new. So how come I get such a small salary and you get the really big bucks, when you and I are doing basically the same work?" The surgeon paused, smiled and leaned over, and whispered to the mechanic..."Try doing it with the engine running."

Darkest Angel
Somewhere in the distance you’re calling my name. I hear you. Your heartbeats from several centuries away. I feel you. The blood from my neck drips down your lips. I taste you. You scream in the night that I will be yours for eternity. I fear you. Come to me my darkest angel. Come take me away and make me whole, make me one with you and take away my soul. Carry me back through centuries where time stands still. Take me my darling, even against my will. My crimson blood runs hot for you, My lips they await, Take me, my dearest master, another immortal you’ll create. Lips to lips you call my name I hear you. Your heartbeats against my chest. I feel you. Our blood entwined runs down your lips. I taste you. You scream in the night that I will be yours for eternity. I love you.

Could You Handle Montana
Could you handle living in Montana? Totally!!Yes!! Your a true Montanan, I love you! You are totally into the Montana Lifestyle, you love the outdoors and everything Montana has to offerTake The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Geneo
Geneo14@ CherryTAP Gene is another one of my adopted sons that is special to me. He 19, adoreable and an awsome friend. Not to mention that he has become a bit of a stud puppy~LOL~ But I still love him. I've known gene for about a year I think...if longer I'm certain he will set me straight~LOL~And ohhh does this song fit him!! Chicks Dig It Video - Chris Cagle lyricsChris Cagle Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCureFree Layouts

The Warmth
THE WARMTH He comes to me in the night The curtains blow in the breeze He walks across to where I sleep And gently touches my face I awake to find him staring at me I pull back the covers and invite him in He slips in beside me and tightly wraps his arm around me Maybe tonight he whispers, You will help me threw this long night Just hold me and give me your warmth I seek only with you Feed upon me , my love I see the anguish I feel your pain You would not bite me and feed upon my blood, But I need to do this for you my love. Take from me what you need But make me one promise, Feed upon me and only me and I will give you what you seek If you can give me your love, that's all I really need By Jane

Dream Lover
DREAM LOVER I Dream of a man who is dreaming of me I lay in bed drifting in and out of my dreams, awaiting my lover to arrive. I am gently awakened by a cool breeze coming threw an open window I don't remember leaving open. As I get up to close it I cringe as my bare feet hit the chilly floor. I shut the window and return to my warm, big. comfy bed. I drift back to sleep I dream he his slowly caressing my thighs and kisses me ever so gently. It takes every bit of my self control to lie still. He slowly licks my inner thigh, I hold out for as long as I can savagely biting my pillow, no longer able to hold back as his warm tongue finds the warm pleasure it seeks. I grab his hair and pull him towards me in the wild passion that is in his eyes I see my own reflex ed back and it makes me smile. We make love, fast and hard, hot and sweaty, for that we love both needing each other in the night. Both give and take the hot passion which neither want to denied the other. Wh

The Challenge...
well someone i consider a good friend gave me a challenge to come up with 10 things about me... 1. First off, I am single and lonely 2. each place i worked for has been for at least 4 yrs 3. I have no kids...that i know of... 4. I was a band geek in high school...actually a music geek...i did everything 5. I was born in Ft Bragg NC...moved to Harrison Oh when i was 6 weeks old....grew up there mostly 6. I am the best friend you could have...i listen to all problems and offer my thoughts if you want to hear it 7. I have never been to jail, and dont plan on it anytime soon...came close but no cigar... 8. I know what alcohol can do to a family so i drink only on special occassions... 9. I have worked for the retail industry since graduating from high school 10. I believe Jesus died on the cross for my sins... Yes im Christian. so now...can you find 10 things about yourself to share??

Embrace Your Curves
Embrace your curves! 10 reasons to love your curves: 1. You can wear blue jeans the way God intended: Filled out. 2. You never need to show your thong to get people to notice your precious ass-ets! 3. The truth: Men love women who eat fried food. 4. Love handles are for your enjoyment. You know why you have them; let him know. 5. Love handles are also for his protection. Your hips are so powerful, he might fall off and get hurt without something to hold onto. 6. Your underwear does not come with its own bodyparts. You don’t need a Wonder-bra because you’ve got a wonder-bod! Some women spend hundreds of dollars on panties with silicone butt cheeks, girdles with thigh padding, bras filled with water and other strange things. They should simply read number 3. 7. You boldly defy the laws of physics. Only curvy girls can move from left to right and up and down at the same time when they walk. 8. Curves bring balance to the universe. Big boobs balance out a big heart

Haha
An old farmer in Kansas had owned a large farm for several years. He had a >large pond in the back, fixed up nice; picnic tables, horseshoe courts, and >some apple and peach trees. The pond was properly shaped and fixed up for >swimming when it was built. > >One evening the old farmer decided to go down to the pond, as he hadn't >been there for a while, and look it over. He grabbed a five gallon bucket >to bring back some fruit. As he neared the pond, he heard voices shouting >and laughing with glee. > >As he came closer he saw it was a bunch of young women skinny-dipping in >his pond. He made the women aware of his presence and they all went to the >deep end of the pond. > >One of the women shouted to him, "We're not coming out until you leave!" > >The old man frowned, "I didn't come down here to watch you ladies swim >naked or make you get out of the pond naked." >Holding the bucket up he said, "I'm here to feed the alligator." > >Moral: Old age and cunni

It’s X-fest Starring The Legendary Hank Williams, Jr., Jo Dee Messina, Keith Anderson, Van Zant And Sara Buxton!
It’s X-FEST starring the legendary Hank Williams, Jr., Jo Dee Messina, Keith Anderson, Van Zant and Sara Buxton! It’s rockin’ country at its best, and doors will open at 3 for games, booths and a Texas Hold’Em poker tournament! Tickets start at just $9.25 and they go on sale THIS SATURDAY AT 10AM Wachovia Box Office Charge-By-Phone at 1-800-298-4200 Hope to see you there!

Hi
Just droping a line to all you friend that... My life for the last week has been really fucked up!! and things are finally getting back to the way the use to be!! Things are crazy.. Work is going great!! Making some mad hours!! I having been around and I am sorry!! But you will be seeing me more now!!! Thanks to the internet!! Jeannie

Understandiger
somethings gotta give somethings gotta give somethings gotta give somethings gotta give I am so damn tired I am gonna be 32 next week and I am so fuckin tired somethings gotta give somethings gotta give somethings gotta give somethings gotta give and that something is me

Stupid People And My Sense Of Humor
29) Do you support abortion?:Not financially I mean I don't recall giving any money to the kill unborn babies now fund nor the unfit mothers looking for an easy way out charity, but I don't have an opinion.. I figure I lack a uterus so I shouldn't worry In one of the many surveys I fill out I posted this as an answer. Now had I not been a complete and total moron the other day and deleted it I would be able to share the message I got regarding this little post. From someone who isn't in my friends list nor have they replied and told me who they knew that sent them this. But I shall attempt to paraphrase and it basically went something like... That survey said to answer honestly I can't believe you'd talk that way about abortion.. blah blah blah.. theres really girls out there who have trouble deciding.. blah blah blah.. you need to grow up.. blah blah blah.. lack of a uterus doesn't get you out of the responsibility.. blah blah blah.. you need to find Jesus (hello look

A Night Out!
A night Out! It was a rainy day she wanted to go for a ride and sit with her man and listen to good music. She Had been thinking of this night for awhile ...She had this smile on her face when he walked into the room Pet, what's with that wicked smile? She looked up to find him staring at her ..Oh Just thinking love , no worries...He smiled and kissed her lets be off them he said I want to get there early for a good seat , you know it fills up on Saturday nights. They rode on bike and it felt wonderful The vibrations between her legs from the roar of the engine made her night just a little bit more enjoyable They pulled up in front of the club and parked he helped her off and gave her one of those oh,So fine your mine kind of kisses that just melted her she gentle put her hand on his cheek and patted it I do love you so she smiled and they walked inside The place was busy and full of the Saturday night crowd but they did managed to find a seating a dark corner where it wa

Stress Diet
Stress Diet This diet is designed to help you cope with the stress that builds up during the day. Breakfast * 1/2 grapefruit 1 slice whole wheat toast - dry * 8 oz skim milk Lunch * 4 oz lean broiled chicken breast * 1 cup steamed spinach * 1 cup herb tea * 1 Oreo cookie Afternoon Snack * Rest of the Oreos in the package * 2 pints of Rocky Road ice cream * 1 jar hot fudge sauce nuts, cherries, whipped cream Dinner * 2 loaves garlic bread with cheese large sausage, mushroom and cheese pizza * 4 cans or 1 large pitcher of beer * 3 Milky Way or Snickers candy bars Late Evening News Entire frozen cheesecake eaten directly from freezer Rules For This Diet 1. If you eat something, and no one else sees you eat it, it has no calories. 2. When drinking a diet soda while eating a candy bar, the calories in the candy bar are canceled by the diet soda. 3. When you eat with someone else, calories don't count as long as you don't eat more than they do.

Being A Single Mother.
I am a single mother of 2 boys. Don't get me wrong, I love my kids, and they come before anything and everyone. Being a single parent isn't easy. It's hard to date b/c most men can't quite grab the concept that you don't always have a babysitter, or they just aren't really interested in someone who already has kids. You learn to juggle your life and the things you need to do. I am always a referee, a nurse, a secretary, a cook, and a maid. I spend days cleaning house, and my nights cooking, doing laundry, and helping with homework. It would be nice to have someone around to share the responsibility with. But that is a life of a single parent....lol not much to it...lol

Pray For American Soldiers
American soldiers took turns to rape a 14-year-old Iraqi girl, a military tribunal has heard. The men murdered her and her family and celebrated by grilling chicken wings. The soldiers, from the 101st Airborne Division, were on checkpoint duty when they decided they "wanted to kill some Iraqis", the tribunal in Baghdad was told. It was the first time that an account had been given publicly of what is alleged to have happened in Mahmudiya, south of Baghdad, on March 12. Sergeant Paul Cortez, Specialist James Barker, Private Jesse Spielman and Private Bryan Howard are charged with conspiracy to rape and murder. A fifth man, Sergeant Anthony Yribe, is charged with not reporting the attack. Former private Steven Green faces rape and murder charges in a civilian court. Special agent Benjamin Bierce recounted the sworn testimony Barker had given him. After two hours of interrogation, Barker said the men had been playing cards and drinking. Green is alleged to have raised th

Ppl Lableing
Don't you just hate it when ppl just asume from the way you dress or the way you look that you are'goth' or any other thing um like 'ghetto' or 'punk' or dare i go here but 'prep' and it just keeps going on why do we lable eachother we are all humon and shuld it really matter how we look or how we dress why must we lable eachother like your better then them or they are better then you no one is better then anyone even if say one person is richer then the other it suld not matter what suld matter is what is o n the inside or one's personality......

Truck Driver
One day an old man sat down on a bench and across the street he saw a little boy sitting on the curb. The old man sat and watched him and saw that he was holding a cat by the tail and had candy in his hand. Every few minutes, the little boy would pop a few pieces of candy in his mouth, bite the cat on the tail, and scoot down a little bit. After the man watched the little boy for a few minutes he walked over and asked the little boy what he was doing. The little boy replied, "I'm playing truck driver!" "Playing truck driver?" the man asked. "Yeah, I'm popping pills, eating pussy, and moving on down the line!"

Finally Home
Some fellow Cherries... *ahem* decided to keep me out half the friggin night. Thanks for that by the way. :-P So I get to spend what's left of my lovely Friday evening downloading drivers for another person's laptop and still make it to work by 7:30am. This blows. I need a different life because the one I have is busted. -Robert

Wanna See My Nude?
If you do then please go to the following link and help me win this nipple piercing contest! If I win then I will open my private pics up for EVERYONE to see! The contest is based on comments only so bomb the hell out of the comments for me! Love you all and thanks alot, Kelly

He Speaks
He speaks to me from lands unseen. He even haunts my nightly dream. Who is this man that captured my heart? It's as if he knew me right from the start. He says the things I long to hear. He makes me smile from ear to ear. He lightens my heart and eases my mind. I feel the walls crumble as I begin to unwind. Will he be the one that takes me away? The one who will love me every day? Is he a dream or a dream come true? Does he mean it when he says I love you? Shall I put away the hurt from the past? Shall I chance a love that might last? Shall I place my heart in his caring hand? Or alone in the darkness shall I stand? I will give love one last chance. I will let it lead me into the dance. Whether I stand or whether I fall, At least I would have loved with all.

Love, Kindness, Spirt And Prisoner's
Hey everyone. What's up? Wow, I have been thinking about thing's like crazy. Sometimes my thought's scare me but sometimes I scare my self because I don't think enough. I relize I blow off a lot of thing's because I don't want to think about them, leaving them to not get worse or better. I then miss out on lesson's I could have learned and feeling's I could have felt or wisdom I could have grew with. Sometimes I'm scared of myself in a big way because I know, I know right from wrong but I tend not to listen to myself and that can lead me into load's of trouble. I have relized as well that all the talk of not feeling loanly and me not needing a guy is true yet false. I see how I can be with a man and I see that I can feel so tinse because I don't want to show my true inner self and really give them my all being because if they brake apart of me I've lost a piece of me in a since. Even if it's not a relashinship or a dateing thing, allowing myself to open up to a friend and then them

I Believe
I believe- that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe- that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe- that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe- that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe- that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe- that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe- that you can keep going long after you can't. I believe- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe- that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe- that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. I believe- that heroes

Ok First Blog
So im new to the site and every ones been really nice. i dont do blogs often but hey something to do. well today was fun. I didnt have to work and my husband, gf and i bottled our new brew. We make our own alcohol. whoo hoo!! so its a raspberry cider. soooooo smooth and slightly tart. you could drink so much and not even think twice. till you stood up. then BAM down you go. it has about as much alcohol as a wine its a bit more than that though. so tonight we are enjoying it and getting totally trashed! hope every one's night is fun and safe!

2009-the End Of America
0 votes Flag this Post 2009- the end of our counrty as we know it.... — Friday, November 17, 2006 We fought the communists in ww 1. we fought the nazis in WW2. We fought north korea, and many other conlicts. Most say we had never lost a war. ( other than some might say vietnam, but whenever we seem to lose, we call it a conflict, so we can say we never lost a war. lol ) But in 2009, because we ignored the argument of national security reasons as a compelling interest to not allowing people to be openly gay, we have lost the war on terrorism. They have blown up our buildings, crashed our planes, and taken over our country. Our troops were so against people being able to be openly gay, that they weren't able to deal with it. They didn't have the discipline or maturaty to just accept people for who they were. It caused riots, and completly distroyed good order. Some of our troops, while deployed walked over to the enemy and gave up, and even worse, went over to their s

And....the Winner Is..........
Congrats to If You Only Knew on winning the bikini contest! And thank you again to everyone that voted for her. Much love to you all! Feel free to stop by and congratulate her on winning.

The Wooden Bowl
A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must do something about Grandfather," said the son. I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor. So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl. When the family glanced in Grandfather's direction, sometime he had a tear in his eye as he sat alone. Still, the only words the couple had for him were sharp admonitions when he dropped a fork or spilled foo

Windows Live Mail Desktop Beta Build 8.0.1172
A program that lets you get e-mail from multiple accounts in one place. What it gives you: • Speedy access to multiple e-mail accounts in one place (even AOL and Gmail) • The power of desktop software with the flexibility of Web-based e-mail • A way to get your newsgroups and RSS feeds as easily as you get e-mail • The ability to compose, delete, and organize e-mail even when you're offline • A massive 2 GB* of online inbox storage • Address AutoComplete and other handy features to let you speed through your e-mail like never before • The power to instantly add an MSN® Spaces blog entry about any message • Keep in touch with your MSN® Messenger contacts right from inside the program Easy creation and editing of photo e-mails * 2 GB = 2,000,000,000 bytes Changelog: - Account/Mail Migration We’ve made a number of bug fixes in this area, but we’ve also added support for some scenarios which weren’t covered in previous builds. Now when you install WLMd for the f

Santa's Other Job
Have you ever wondered what Santa does with the rest of the 364 days of the year, or better yet how can he afford to supply all those kiddies with the toys. I know you are thinking, he has those Elves making the toys (yes, that is true)but he still has to pay for the supplies doesn't he. Well I will tell you how! I recently stumbled into a strip club way up north called 'THE POLE' and this was no ordinary strip club for all the dancers were little people. At first I thought that it was some kind of gimmick, of course that was untill I saw that white bearded fat man sitting in that back counting money. I asked one of the pint sized waitresses "Who was the man in that back of the room" but she must have miss heard me for she said back to me "so you want to see the man about the back room". Well I just agreed and she told me all I had to do was say the pass words to the bearded man. I slipped a fifty into her tiny G-string (really, I floss my teeth with thicker threads) and she wispe

Lil Something
If I could try and find myself then I could fly and become the source Of something else like what you see in the movies and everything’s groovy Mind in a twined and I step back trying to rewind but can’t then I’m stuck Oh fuck here we go again back in this bubble this can’t be were it ends No im back come on man pick up the slack lets leave from this bitch and never come back No I must find myself if not then I may need some help lord please take this demon from my head Or bless me lord cuss you might find me dead fucked with the wrong person with the chrome and the lead cuss when im dead then im dead

Cleaning Up The Friends List!
it's time to clean up my friends list! If u haven't talked to me ever..your gone...i want friends on here that are going to talk to me! if u added me just because of the rates your gone... i have met a lot of cool people on here, and i love talking to each one of you!

Damn Laptops
I absoluely fucking hate laptops. I know I know some people love them and swear by them but after tonight I can't stand the notebook sized pieces of thousand dollar technical shit. Although honestly its not really the laptop computer itself I have a problem with. Its that little mousepad that some random cuntflap out there decided to invent and say hey this will work better than the standard mouse, what cocksucking nazi son of a bitch he was. I really want to meet that reatarded polesmoker and just haul off and kick him in whatever tiny sack he happens to posess. It might be more conveient but for me it sure as hell isn't any easier. I can't ever get the crap to line up right or hold the buttons down to highlight better. So I usually end up using the keyboard commands which for some things are completely fucked up and I forget so I end up totally screwing up whatever it is I happen to be workign on at that moment. That little touch sensitive square shit monger down below the keyb

It's Been A While
Hey you guys and gals! It's been a while since i have been on here. I have just been preoccupied. Both of my grandmothers had a stroke last wednesday, my step-grandmother is fine but my real grandmother is not doing so well they are both in the nursing home where I work so I can see them everyday! Steve has come home he says just for the holidays so it won't be so bad on us. We'll see if he stays or if he goes. Well I am gonna jump off here for now I will come back when I have more time to stay I just got off work and stopped by my mom's to get the boys and now I am going home. See you all later! Bye

I Believe......
I believe - . . . that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - . . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - . . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe - . . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true Love. I believe - . . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - . . . that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - . . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - . . . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe - . . . That we are responsible for

Fuck You Josh
Today was the day from hell...and it only gor worse as it went on. Lemme start from the beginning. When you have sex and you dont protect yourself you gotta think "Do I want to have a child with this man?" If the answer is no then get a condom! I wish I had taken my own advice.Don't get me wrong, I LOVE my daughter. It's her father I despise. What type of world do we live in where a man can constantly drag his ex into court and try to have her thrown in jail over BS?! My ex is taking me to court and tryin to take my daughter from me so he doesn't have to pay his child support!!! He does this to me all the time. Then I have to hire a lawyer, pay that and then I am broke again....WTF! Anyone else out there that this has happened too?

Read Each One Carefully And Think About It A Second Or Two
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 9. Maybe Gaia wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. 10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened. 11. There's alwa

Feeling Pain
you go through life trying to hide and side step feeling pain, have you ever stopped and wondered what would happen if you stared pain in the face so to speak and got over it? pain makes you realize if not but for a short time you are alive. how else can we honestly know that we are alive or living without pain? let me know what u think just an observation on my part.

You
my first.... so be gentile, how many women out there have been completely satisfied by a tongue, not talking about a few minutes, i am talking about hours, i love to eat pussy and dare any good looking woman to take my advice. let or make a man go down on you and dont let him up, if he cant do it i can, i am that good mmmmmmmm slurp mmmmmmmm i love pussy.

Be A Breast Supporter!
Let's be honest, we all love breasts. Straight men and lesbians everywhere love to look at, fell and maybe even have a little nibble on some lady funbags. And everyone else loves to laugh at the ridiculousness of man-boobs. With this in mind we should all be doing what we can to help keep as many breasts on this planet healthy. So with this in mind, I have a favor to ask, it only takes a minute.... The Breast Cancer site is still having trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota of donating at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on "donating a mammogram" for free (pink window in the middle). This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Please repost this to help keep pert breasts, saggy breast, tiny little breasts, huge breasts, and

Support Our Troops ?
EL PASO, Texas (AP) - Four U.S. soldiers accused of murdering suspected insurgents during a raid in Iraq said they were under orders to "kill all military age males," according to sworn statements obtained by The Associated Press. The soldiers first took some of the men into custody because they were using two women and a toddler as human shields. They shot three of the men after the women and child were safe and say the men attacked them. "The ROE (rule of engagement) was to kill all military age males on Objective Murray," Staff Sgt. Raymond L. Girouard told investigators, referring to the target by its code name. That target, an island on a canal in the northern Salahuddin province, was believed to be an al-Qaida training camp. The soldiers said officers in their chain of command gave them the order and explained that special forces had tried before to target the island and had come under fire from insurgents. Girouard, Spc. William B. Hunsaker, Pfc. Corey R. Clagett

A Powerful Poem
It was late one Tuesday evening, Before a mother could sit down, To tell her only child about The terror that hit downtown. She looked into the eyes of her son God, she loved him so, She felt her heart begin to break And the hurt begin to show. She gathered all her strength and courage, as her story she began to tell. "Baby don't cry, but I'm afraid daddy Might be under a building that fell." The boy looked back at his mother, His eyes made not one blink. And the mother's tears began to fall. What would her baby think? You see, his dad is a firefighter, And his hero from the day of his birth. He loved his dad more than anything else That could ever inherit this earth. The mother's head began to drop, Her forehead resting on palm. She thought her son would be upset. Instead, he was very calm. The boy leaned over towards his mom, And put his hand upon her head. in her ear he began to whisper, And this is what he said: "Mommy please don't cry, I knew daddy was

Days Go By
Dont you hate it whenever you feel like ur all alone, but in fact there are so many people that care about you? Ive felt this way for awhile. I dont want ya'll to think i need ur sympathy, because i dont...im a strong person, and ive gone through more shit then you could imagine. *lately my mom has been acting different. I think her new husband is slowing changing her. She doesnt really involve any of us kids in anything anymore. Its like her husband is the only one that matters. I cant stand it, because we use to be so close and i could always tell her anything...and now, she gets on my case about everything. *i dont like her husband..he creeps me out.. i always feel like he is watching me..and i feel so uneasy.... *geez, i cant wait to get away from here. ...

And The Voting Is Closed...thank You!
Thank you to everyone that voted for If You Only Knew in the bikini contest. The contest is now closed, but I will post the results once I hear what they are. She really deserves to win this!

It’s Just The Way We Are
We hold on to things the tightest, When we are forced to let them go- We always want things a certain way, When we know they can't be so. Dreams always last the longest, When they are furthest from our reach- And the lessons we learn most from, Are often the very ones we teach. The grass is always the greenest, When it lies on the other side- And the truth we preach to others, are often those we can't abide. We spend our time trying to see things, When perspective is one thing that we lack- And we never appreciate what we got, Until we cant get it back. We expect the whole world to give us a break, yet ironically we'll find- That when others come asking the same of us, We'll tell them their out of their minds. We tell everyone whats wrong with the world, yet do nothing to keep it right- We complain about famlies falling apart, and yet do nothing to keep them tight. We preach about loving our neighbors, and we teach children right from w

I Need Your Help.....
Okay peeps tryin this one more time for those of you who didnt get the other one....I am in a best booty contest, for those of you who will plz go vote for me...and dont forget to comment.. [ CherryTAP.com photo: 2189708643 ] just click on the pic...thanks

It's The Weekend! ... So What.
Well, this weekend is turning out not to be very restful. I have several AC projects lined up to write, and most of them will have to be done by Monday. Likely, they'll see publication over next week. They're specific content pieces, so they won't be the thought-provoking type - more practical. Possibly a humor piece in there as well. I have a new piece of digital art to send up - as soon as I come up with a title. Usually a title comes to me pretty easily, but not this time. Anyway, as soon as I think of what to call it, I'll upload that - then, I'm settling in with a movie this evening, King Authur (Clive Owen, Keira Knightly). After which, I plan to get some good sleep, because accompanying all this writing is a TON of housework; the girlfriend comes home Tuesday, so I better have this place cleaned up pretty good. After a couple of months of batchleorhood, the joint is looking rather lived-in.

Which Are You
You are The Chariot Triumph, Victory, Overcoming Obstacles. The chariot is one of the most complex cards to define. On its most basic level, it implies war, a struggle, and an eventual, hard-won victory. Either over enemies, obstacles, nature, the beasts inside you, or to just get what you want. But there is a great deal more to it. The charioteer wears emblems of the sun, yet the sign behind this card is the moon. The chariot is all about motion, and yet it is often shown as stationary. It is a union of opposites, like the black and white steeds. They pull in different directions, but must be (and can be!) made to go together in one direction. Control is required over opposing emotions, wants, needs, people, circumstances; bring them together and give them a single direction, your direction. Confidence is also needed and, most especially, motivation. The card can, in fact, indicate new motivation or inspiration, which gets a stagnant situation moving again. What Tarot Card are You?

I've Learned....
I've learned.... That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person. I've learned.... That when you're in love, it shows. I've learned.... That just one person saying to me, "You've made my day!" makes my day. I've learned.... That having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world. I've learned.... That being kind is more important than being right. I've learned.... That you should never say "no" to a gift from a child. I've learned.... That I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way. I've learned.... That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with. I've learned.... That sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand. I've learned.... That simple walks with my father around the block on summer nights when I was a child did wonders for me as an adult. I've learned.... That life is l

Ok Well....i Got Hit Again.....here We Go.....
MY FRIEND PONYGIRLSUE HIT ME WITH THIS!!! I TOLD HER I WASN'T SURE IF I COULD COME UP WITH 10 THINGS WORTH MENTIONING....BUT I WILL GIVE IT A SHOT!! LOL 10 THINGS YOU MAY OR MAY NOT KNOW ABOUT ME: 1. First off, I am getting married to my wonderful man, wereuspeaking2me, at the beginning of next year. We have been together for 7 years and have two kids together, and now I finally get to have some papers on his but! LOL j/k dear 2. I was married before, to the father of my first 3 kids, for about 10 years. Two of those years we were separated. 3. If you haven't figured it out yet....I have 5 kids total....yes....I said 5. lolol 4. I just finished school at the end of July of this year. That is very hard to do with all these kids too. I graduated Magna Cum Laud too!! They gave me this pretty rope to hold back my curtains with for all my hard work at graduation!! LMAO 5. I have a sister but we don't really talk all that much. I guess we just have too many years between

Love To You I Send
I've nothing else to offer, So it's love to you I'll send. It's nothing that I borrowed, and it's nothing that I'll lend. It has no dollar value and can't be over used. It isn't fragile so it will not break, but often it's abused. I've given it to others, but each time it's unique. It's meaning is always different, depending on what you seek. It's something you can store away to feel when you're in need; but never is it on display, it's beauty can't be seen. I'm giving it to you no "strings attached", no "costly warranty", Because this love that I am sending has a lifetime guarantee.

All Ya Gotta Do Is Say
ok to some certain people out there i can tell when i am being ignored what the fuck i did to some of you i dont even know but tell ya what go thru what i have been thru the past month and see how much you fucking get around to sending out this and that i love each and every one of my friends but dam when i do send soemthing and ya cant get a freakin hi or somthing the fuck you to

Bye Grandpa
Okay so last Sunday...My grandpa died. It was really weird. The family decided to stop the life support cause we knew he'd hate to live that way. BUT, we all kinda stood in the room with him and basically watched him die. I watched his heart rate go from the 90s to nothing. I still can't fucking cry. I have figured it out though, i get angry and pissed off, ye;;ing, screaming, and fighting instead of crying. Just an odd feeling to be standing there, watching my grandpa die and everyone else around me is crying and my eyes aren't even watery. I know this is completely not true but I can't help but wonder if somehow someway, because I made it through my accident when i SO should not have, that that's why my grandpa wasn't able to make it through all his stuff this hospital visit. My mom said it best, it's going to be weird not to be able to pick up the phone and just call him and say "Yay, the cardinals won" or say anything else. I'm going to miss hearing his scratchy, co

A Story For Coma Blue Eyes
Once upon a time I was at a bar with my friends. We were listening to live music and having a grand old time... But there was this drunk jerk there who kept grabbing the women, licking them, biting them, and rubbing them. Most of the women were too drunk to do much besides push him a little and whine. I went outside and sat down for some air, and the drunk jerk followed me. He squatted next to my chair and started stroking my arm. I told him to back the fuck off. He said, "Or what?" and I glared at him. The drunk jerk bit my arm. I drew back my arm and hit him in the chest so hard with my elbow that he flattened on the pavement. He cried out when he hit and yelled, "What did you do that for?!" "Because you bit me, you fucker!" I yelled back, and all the people around me were singing my praises. I can hold my own. The End. :)

Cacciatore-style Chicken Bake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 40 min Makes: 6 servings 1-2/3 cups hot water 1 pkg. (6 oz.) STOVE TOP Stuffing Mix for Chicken 1-1/2 lb. boneless skinless chicken breasts, cut into bite-sized pieces 1 small each: red and green pepper, chopped 1 small onion, chopped 1 jar (14 oz.) spaghetti sauce PREHEAT oven to 425°F. Add hot water to stuffing mix; stir just until moistened. Set aside. PLACE chicken, peppers and onions in 13x9-inch baking dish; mix lightly. Pour spaghetti sauce over chicken mixture; top with prepared stuffing. BAKE 30 min. or until chicken is cooked through. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Jazz It Up Sprinkle with KRAFT 100% Grated Parmesan Cheese, if desired. Substitute Substitute 2 cups of your favorite frozen mixed vegetable medley for the peppers. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition Bonus: Serve your loved ones this low calorie, low-fat Italian inspired dish. As an added bonus, the peppers provide a good source of vitamin C.

Girlfriends
I have a new delightful friend, I am most in awe of her. When we first met I was impressed, By her bizarre behavior. That day I had a date with friends, We met to have some lunch. Mae had come along with them, All in all . . . a pleasant bunch. When the menus were presented, We ordered salads, sandwiches, and soups. Except for Mae who circumvented, And said, Ice Cream, please: two scoops. I was not sure my ears heard right, And the others were aghast. Along with heated apple pie, Mae added, completely unabashed. We tried to act quite nonchalant, As if people did this all the time. But when our orders were brought out, I did not enjoy mine. I could not take my eyes off Mae, As her pie a-la-mode went down. The other ladies showed dismay, They ate their lunches silently, and frowned. Well, the next time I went out to eat, I called and invited Mae. My lunch contained white tuna meat, She ordered a parfait. I smiled when her dish I vie

Darkness
Darkness engulfs as night fall's. A distant howl of a broken heart. A cut flowing crimson so warm and deep. Lures a soul to endless sleep. Nowhere to be bound. A lost soul to be reborn, crying, screaming as a new child born. bry

Simply Glazed Pork Chop Dinner
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 30 min Makes: 4 servings 1 can (14-1/2 oz.) fat-free reduced-sodium chicken broth 2 cups MINUTE Brown Rice, uncooked 3 cups small broccoli florets 4 bone-in pork chops (1-1/4 lb.), 1/2 inch thick 1/4 cup KRAFT LIGHT DONE RIGHT! CATALINA Reduced Fat Dressing 1/4 cup orange juice 3 Tbsp. maple-flavored or pancake syrup 2 Tbsp. sliced PLANTERS Almonds, toasted BRING broth to boil in medium saucepan on medium-high heat; stir in rice. Cover. Reduce heat to medium-low; simmer 3 min. Add broccoli; stir. Cover; simmer an additional 2 min. Remove from heat; let stand 5 min. or until broth is completely absorbed. MEANWHILE, heat large nonstick skillet sprayed with cooking spray on medium heat. Add chops; cook 4 min. on each side or until lightly browned on both sides and cooked through (160°F). Remove from skillet; cover to keep warm. ADD dressing, orange juice and syrup to skillet. Bring to boil on medium-high heat; cook 3 min. or

10 Sexual Secrets
At the request of the lovely and talented Sexy_Vixen, I am going to reveal 10 Sexual Secrets, just as she did in her blog. I am supposed to ask 10 other people to do it as well, but, what the hell, I am going to ask everyone. :P JD's Top Ten Sexual Secrets From the home office in Sin City, NV 1) I've tied up a woman with ropes, scarves..even my karate black belt. 2) I've been on the set of a porn movie while it was being filmed. 3) Additionally, I've had people pay me to take photos of them having sex. I've also done it for free. 4) I've had sex in public. 5) By my previous answers, you can see that I am pretty voyeuristic. Makes me good at my job. 6) I'd make a great gay man, because I can deep throat. No, I've never tried it on a willy, but I can swallow swords. 7) I wouldn't mind being in a MMF get-together. I am pretty confident in my sexuality. Plus, there is nothing hotter than experiencing a woman's pleasure. 8) I helped a woman live out her rape fant

Cheesy Shrimp And Rice
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 32 min Makes: 4 servings, 1-1/2 cups each 1 Tbsp. oil 1 lb. frozen large shrimp, thawed, peeled and deveined 2 cups low-sodium chicken broth 1/2 cup (1/2 of 8-oz. tub) PHILADELPHIA Cream Cheese Spread 1-1/2 cups MINUTE White Rice, uncooked 2 cups frozen broccoli florets, thawed HEAT oil in large skillet on medium-high heat. Add shrimp; cook 3 min. on each side or until shrimp turn pink. Remove shrimp from skillet; cover to keep warm. ADD broth and cream cheese spread to skillet; stir until well blended. Add rice; mix well. Cover. Reduce heat to low; cook 5 min. STIR in broccoli and shrimp; cook an additional 5 min. or until liquid is absorbed and broccoli is heated through. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Jazz It Up Stir in 3 slices cooked and crumbled OSCAR MAYER Bacon just before serving. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 350 Total fat 14g Saturated fat 6g Cholesterol 195

Crispy Baked Pesto Chicken
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 35 min Makes: 4 servings, one chicken breast each 4 small boneless skinless chicken breasts (1 lb.) 1 pouch SHAKE 'N BAKE Original Chicken Seasoned Coating Mix 2 Tbsp. pesto 1/4 cup KRAFT Shredded Mozzarella Cheese PREHEAT oven to 400ºF. Coat chicken evenly with coating mix. Place in 8-inch square baking dish. BAKE 20 min. or until chicken is cooked through (170ºF). TOP chicken evenly with pesto; sprinkle with cheese. Bake an additional 5 min. or until cheese is melted and lightly browned. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Serving Suggestion Serve with hot cooked MINUTE White Rice and steamed vegetables. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 260 Total fat 9g Saturated fat 2.5g Cholesterol 70mg Sodium 590mg Carbohydrate 15g Dietary fiber 1g Sugars 1g Protein 28g Vitamin A 8%DV Vitamin C 0%DV Calcium 8%DV Iron 10%DV

Forever Grim
certain death certain sleep certain lies that make me weep chains and scars tears and bars unimaginative weaving of a peaceful perfect dream falls away from all that it really seems choak and cry weave and die take a chance on a single false lie pour out to me you bitter words make all fake emotion come in great floods wash it away the dark stains of blood dont wish to hard for another great flood blood and more call me a whore you can always see who really wants more more than this more than that more than something you draw from a hat fill my cup grin at my loss watch your back for she is the boss

Secret Drug
sleepless night delightful fright close your eyes and make a wish dream of now ask me how take this burden into eternal bliss cast your coin place the bet dream of night and never frett one more step one more scream oh please wake me from this endless dream dream a lie secretly die turn away as the crows feed rip of flesh flood of blood the coldness turns to ice smile of fear tear of joy metal sears right through turn away gruesome sight leave me with my fears as they take flight

Stained With Blood
honesty lies tear stained eyes cast your lot into the blackest night single blade do you crave? watch the warmth rush from your veins endless ink skin turned pink watch the sky and patiently die turn in pain pray to gain your forever lost dream became a single nightmare single care take the dare dont fall victim to the attention make it count make it matter run away from your inner mad hatter.

Wow...the Things People Will Do!
Hmmm...not sure if I understand this whole gamer thing...I was a big fan of tetris and online poker in the past... but the fan frenzy on this PS3 is wild...standing in line for days...not just hours to get to the 2-20 machines that each store got in...I say that because I know our local evil place Walmart only got two in. I am only aware of the game because I have to order them for our movie store...otherwise I would never have even noticed they existed;) but anyway...thought you guys and gals into games may appreciate this little video about the PS3 the game ..> and this one about the shootings the riots and the frenzy that accompanied this new game ..>

The Game
twisted game heart aflame make all vison blur say the word pray that its heard shiver thoughout the night frightfully real one can hardly deal take away the truth single chance couple's dance do you really dare the worlds a stage everyone filled with rage emotions based on lies single dropped tear blood tainted with fear do you dare to play?

Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalala
im bored as hell and no one wants to do anything so if anyone want to chat and has yahoo im me ding2live@yahoo.com oh and come rate my page and get ur other friends to i need more points thank ppl

Queen Of Hearts
stop the beating stop the bleeding take it back to square one stop the madness stop the feeling turn around with cast down eyes tears of joy tears of sorrow please let me make it until tomorrow the start of something altogether new the end of all of the feelings dont missunderstand dont take this wrong heres your one chance, please dont let me down i give to you a single hope i say a prayer in vain i know whats right i know this is true hear me now, let me get through to you break a heart drop a name dont let this end the same one more stanza one more frame one more note to sing in shame. blade meets flesh blood meets steel make it count make it matter dont flee from your queen of hearts.

Not For You
searing pain feeling faint how do you stop? downturned smile oblivious all the while as i hide farther and farther away. warmth leaving emotions seathing watch me turn away. wear the mask live with only one task take away the feeling. grow together now and forever life tears away. cuts deeper bleeds forever you are amazing.

Dream Of A Reality I Want
And when you walk in to the room I can barely restrain myself barely keep myself standing my knees go so weak and yet keep it hidden from you people tell me who I'm supposed to be where I'm supposed to go but when you look at me it all fades away fades to black and nothing is left but me and you and all my dreams but you haven't the slightest clue yet in my dreams we dance together we are perfect and for real you hold me in your arms and kiss my lips I feel the safest I have ever been and music plays all the while we have each other we never fall from grace at least not until I wake and you always seem to care you watch me as I sleep and kiss me as I dream wondering if I'm dreaming of you and as I dream I tend to wish hope that one day when I wake in to cold reality maybe one day I'll wake with you beside me

Silent Screams
Your eyes are open but they don't see what your oblivious existance is doing to me You live in your own little fucking world What would happen if you were hurled into reality - You'd sink then you'd drown understanding why your actions drag me down. You'd think twice about the person I am beneath before letting "I love you" escape your teeth What more am I but a warm body in your bed? Please just tell me what goes on inside your head when you're fucking me Anything at all? I'm more than just a pretty porcelain doll to show to your friends and keep under glass for you to admire - a fine piece of ass After all these years you don't know who I am? Did you even try? Do you even give a damn? The girl you're in love with doesn't exist I've pushed you away and tried to resis letting you lift me up where I don't belong You've got the wrong girl you've got me all wrong. I've tried to explain my feelings to you but your head's so far up your ass I can't get throug

Something I Found Was Interesting
I was watching a TV show and it made reference to composers who all died before completing their 10th composition. So...sittin here with my laptop I decided to google it... low and behold here is what I found. I always wondered why famous composers never wrote a tenth symphony. I thought maybe they got bored and couldn’t be bothered, but no. It all started in 1827 when Beethoven died after writing nine symphonies. NSS (Ninth Symphony Syndrome) is well known to music scholars as an apparent cause of composers’ deaths. In 1828, Franz Schubert died after writing nine symphonies (his unfinished eighth is considered to be one of his greatest). Half a century later, NSS struck again this time claiming the Austrian composer Anton Bruckner, who, despite numbering two symphonies ‘0’ and ‘00’, died while working on his ninth in 1896. Classical composers became paranoid; the Czech, Anton Dvorak, cannily tried to fool the Grim Reaper by calling his ninth symphony Number Five, but still expir

Readin'
You are The Sun Happiness, Content, Joy. The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent. Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way. The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Love / Sex
why when you are in love you have to have sex or dating to have sex or just friends have to have sex why dont guy get it now a day that woman might not want just that they want some thing real they want some one that wont leave if any thing happens if you think about it why guys have to be close hearted they think about one thing and its not the woman its about their dick guys need to think about woman so they can plz their dick but they dont that why some of us never do it i love some one i hope they love me cuz he is the best he is sick he seam not to want to hurt me at all but i just dont know any more i dont know if i should date or stay single or just date some one that lives by me go with my heart or no go with my mind or no lose all or lose none but lose 3 and keep one i dont know what i should do any thing i should just stay single

I Got The Job!
After freaking out over nothing earlier this week, I got the job at Safeway! And I got a better position than I had wanted. I'm going to be working in the cash office, running checks and doing auditing and things of that nature. Then also working in the variety dept (shampoo and soap, etc). So that sounds pretty cool, and I start after Thanksgiving. So I hope that it goes well, and that I can get more than 35 hours a week. I'm also going to be looking for a part time job, maybe at a restaurant or something so I can get some spending money... Anyway it feels great to be employed! WOOT!!

Who Are You
You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because

Christmas For The Military
I am helping Hero Support with a Christmas project for the Military. He would like to gather names and addresses of any Military member that would like to receive Christmas cards from children. I told him that I will help him to gather names and addresses of those interested. Please help by sending names and addresses to my private messages. And I hope that all of you know how much the children love doing this for you and that you will consider giving them the chance to do it. Names and addresses will be kept confidential. Thank you, Brenda Heartsound

What Happened
I remember when I was your everything. Your world, the person you said I love you to everyday, the person you complained to when you thought you weren't getting enough time. Then that all changed. Why? Why did it have to change? I was prepared to give you my all, everything i had. I was ready to leave it all then you did something unforgivable. You cheated on me. You took what I was willing to offer you and threw it all away. I don't blame the girl in fact me and her have grown close. I blame you. You wanted a second chance and I cant believe I actually thought about giving it to you in a moment of weakness. You knew I was willing to make this work. I would never have done that to you, but you did it to me. I guess I see how important I was to you. I am not sure why I am doing this blog I guess its to get this out there and give myself some closure. However, I have moved on and I will keep moving on without you. I don't want anything bad to happen to you I guess thats just the good sid

Sign
You are The Magician Skill, wisdom, adaptation. Craft, cunning, depending on dignity. Eleoquent and charismatic both verbally and in writing, you are clever, witty, inventive and persuasive. The Magician is the male power of creation, creation by willpower and desire. In that ancient sense, it is the ability to make things so just by speaking them aloud. Reflecting this is the fact that the Magician is represented by Mercury. He represents the gift of tongues, a smooth talker, a salesman. Also clever with the slight of hand and a medicine man - either a real doctor or someone trying to sell you snake oil. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Blondies Thoughts
Now. This is no way is intended to offend B.J. Marketman, Scrapper, or any of the cool guys on this site. This is just my opinion. I am not being a whiner baby. One problem I have with this site is with some of the people on here. Not ALL of the people, but some. Some of the things that T me off. Are fake adds. Yah I have a bunch of adds where the people just didn't come back, THATS not my fault. But people who just create names so that they can get points to level. THAT happens alot. Those people who want to be in the top ten so they make accounts and give the top people 1's or retract their 10s and give them 1s. Please. Come on now, its a bloody site. Give it a rest. People who leave rude comments, again.. BLOODY SITE. No reason to be rude like that? All the porn people. I have no problem with the verified celebrities. I have no problem with porn. But the top referrals and top pix everyday now are either porn people, or fake people. (not always, but ALOT of the time) Wha

Blah
I feel like going out tonight but dont want to by myself, lol. Been sick for two weeks and now I am starting to feel better and want to go out!! Well just weighed myself and I am down 191 lbs. Woo hoo, I am still lossing!! Well got to go for now. Take care and may the Goddess watch over, protect, and bless you all!!

Letter To All My Friends On Cherrytap
i am still with my honey going strong, no fights, no arguements yet 3 weeks and counting, many people have wondered where i have disapeared too, well i dont live at home no more so i am never around my computer but maybe twice a week, i live in hillard now in washington out side of spokane, working my butt off at my new full time job and falling deeply in love with my honey every day were together as if were one and whole ya know my other half. so my time has dissapated on the computer, but still please write me i will get back to you all as soon as i get a chance. i have not forgot any of you and i never will. my computer will be at my new home next week sometime so it will be easyier to get a hold of everyone and easy for everyone to get ahold of me. just a random thought to let you all know i am doing great and will keep everyone posted on whats going on.. hugs to everyone

A Song I Wrote With My Band Its About Myspace Lol
Drove way around the world to see my myspace gf just to find out she had a real life boyfriend. booo whoooo. Slit my wrists and black my eyes lalalalallala so I am here with this pain in my heart gonna block ur ass and hope u choke on the next big thing I am gonna erased my “who I like to meet”. Chours: why did it have to be you to tear me down i thought are love was so strong I would have given my life for you, now I am here looking at ur myspace knowing its over becuz myspace ruins livessssssss and I hope u take my pics off your page as I always dreamed of a storybook romance but my little paper heart ripped so easy I have a hole in my chest becuz of you I was killed by all that you have said it was like a knife to the throat My life was gone I lost every thing becuz I fell in love with the girl from myspace Chours: why did it have to be you to tear me down i thought are love was so strong I would have given my life for you, now I am here looking at

Heart , Body & Soul
Her body drenched in sweat as she hears his voice on the phone The thought of him sitting behind him kissing her neck and squeezing her breasts awakening such strong desires with in her Feeling his body pressed against hers Moaning softly feeling his hardness Wanting no almost begging him "Please baby, take me.now. And having him refuse as he gets down on his knees before her and begins the wonderful torture on her using his lips and tongue to make her scream out in passion. Giving him what he had been longing for as she filled his waiting lips with her sweet juices.Clutching his head holding it against her till her shaking subsided. She looks into his eyes as he raises up and starts rubbing his hardness against her .Her body trembling in anticipation as the two of them finally become one for the first time. For years their fantaises have been leading up to this once in a lifetime moment as he slowly slides into her and her body responds pulling him deep inside . Finally fee

My Current Mood...
I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but I remember everything what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end and you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns upon my liar's chair full of broken thoughts I cannot repair beneath the stains of time the feelings disappear you are someone else I am still right here what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end and you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt if I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way By Nine Inch Nails (Covered by Johnny Cash)

Big Weekend!
AS many of you know tomorrow is the big day! The day Ohio State will kick Michgans ass once again! Also, I am leaving tomarrow for the Homstead race in Miami! And the Browns play the Steelers on sunday as well. So as you can see from above who all my favs are lol. Have great weekend everyone! Will be back on monday! Much love to you all~Heather

Into His Arms I Surrender
Through the night he sang Loving songs in harmony While swaying to the beat Fingers played sensually Sweet sounds I embraced Enthralled raptures I float I felt love within my heart As I caressed every note Fingers glide on his guitar Gentle rhythms he strums Blissfully I am serenaded His voice sensually hums While gazing into his eyes He sang Love Me Tender As he set my soul on fire Into his arms I surrender

War, What Is It Good For?
War Years American Deaths Revolutionary War 1775-1783 4,435 War of 1812 1812-1815 2,260 Mexican American War1846-1848 13,283 Civil War 1861-1865 558,052 Spanish American War 1898 2,446 World War I 1917-1918 116,708 World War II 1941-1945 407,316 Korean War 1950-1953 33,651 Vietnam War 1964-1973 58,000 Gulf War 1990-1991 293 Afghanistan War Still Counting Iraq War Still Counting

For My Mother Who Passed Away
As I sit and gaze at the stars up above the San Diego sky I think of you and wonder if you are looking at those same stars... As I walk along the beach and listen to the waves crashing upon the shore I think of you and wish you were here walking beside me. As I sit and look at world and feel the soft grass beneath me I stop and listen to the breeze blowing through the trees.... I think of you and wish you were here with me sharing the quiet moments and the beauty God has given us. As I lie down on the grass I look up to the heavens and see the puffy white clouds like huge cotton balls scattered across the sky making believe each one is something different. I think of you and wonder if you are seeing the same thing. Sometimes I don't have to be doing anything and I think of you... Some of my favorite times are spent thinking of how much you mean to me and the special times we have shared. They all mean so much to me and wouldn't trade those moments for anything in the

I'll Be
I'll be the blanket you sleep with so that I can spend the night and keep you warm. I'll be your ipod that play's all your favorite songs during the day. I'll be the sound of the ocean waves crashing because that brings me so much joy and I would love to share every thing with you. I'll be the shooting star you make a wish upon so that I can make all your dreams come true. I'll be here with you all the way just to show you what true love is. I'll be like your ever lasting dream that wont ever end............

My Grandfather
As growing up as a kid...you always looked up to someone...someone in your family...or a family friend...just someone...I looked up to my mother's step father but truely he was her father...my grandfather never said much...man of very few words...but him and I got along very very well...I did not really have a dad...unless you count a fucking drunk who took his kids to bars...and I am saying kids...under 12...my grandfather would come home and have a beer...not 50...we would lots of things together...play cards...walk the dog...play golf, jarts, waffle ball in the backyard...he served in WWII in Africa and then off to Germany...there have been very few real men I have met in my life...and my grandfather is on top of that small list...

Man This Sucks....
Well I got my glasses today and I feel like a dork wearing them even though people keep telling me I look good. I might be posting pics tonight or tomorrow of me wearing them. I only have to wear them to drive but I still dont like them. Vamp

My Day Today
So Today I Had A Pretty Weird Day...I Got Up...And Went To The Gym And Did A Body Pump Class Which Felt Amazing After My Nice Warm Shower...Then I Learned How To Make Sushi...I Love Sushi:P And After That I Went Out On A Date For Diner...And I Bought Fuzzy Dice For My Boss For The Staff Christmas Party Tomorrow...I Bought Him The Dice To Go In His Hot Red Hard Top Convertable Lexus!!! I Love That Car :P

My Poem
I would love to close my eyes and become like peter pan and we could hold hands and sit on top of the world on the clouds and watch the sun go down and fly over the ocean waves we never grow old and we can live in a dream

Cure Autism Now
I wanted tell about a search engine called Goodsearch.com ..Goodsearch.com donates maney to your favorite charity everytime you use the sight. i personally have Cure Autism Now as my charity of choice. Being a father of a 13yr old son with Autism i would love to see a cure

I Only Wanna Be With You
Vonda Shepard (Cover on profile by Rasputina) I don't know what it is that makes me love You so I only know I never want to let You go 'Cause You started something, can't You see That ever since we met You've had a hold on me It happens to be true I only want to be with You It doesn't matter where You go or what You do I wanna spend each moment of the day with You Look what has happened with just one kiss I never knew that I could be in love like this It's crazy but it's true I only want to be with You You stopped and smiled at me, asked me if I'd care to dance I fell into Your open arms and I didn't stand a chance Now listen honey, I just wanna be beside You everywhere As long as we're together honey I don't care 'Cause You started something, can't You see That ever since we've met You've had a hold on me No matter what You do I only want to be with You You stopped and smiled at me, asked me if I'd care to dance I fell into Your open arms and I d

Take This Quiz!
WASHINGTON, D.C. QUIZ See how much you know. Put your answers in a comment. Try not to look them up. I'll post the answers in a couple days. 1. What is the name of the building that Congress meets in? 2. What is the name of the President's official home in Washington, D.C.? 3. Who was the first President of the United States? 4. Who was president during the Civil War? 5. What famous document did Thomas Jefferson write? 6. What color are most of the government building in Washington, D.C.? 7. Is the Library of Congress the largest library in the world? 8. Which war resulted in the most American Deaths? 9. Is Arlington National Cemetery located in Washington, D.C. or Virginia? 10. How many wild tigers are there in the world?

Repost-best Asset Contest Still Going Ppl!!!!
[ CherryTAP.com photo: 4137617433 ] [ CherryTAP.com photo: 4137617433 ] plz go vote for me i wanna win a VIC gift since i never had one so plz there are two one for most comments and one for most votes need my friends to help me to win :-) thanks a bunch muah xoxoxo also make sure to hit my friend's page up with a ten with out him there wouldnt be a contest RATE MY PAGE...chances are...i rated yours!!!!!!@ CherryTAP [ CherryTAP.com photo: 4137617433 ] [ CherryTAP.com photo: 4137617433 ] [ CherryTAP.com photo: 4137617433 ]

Female Sexiest Smile Contest... You Love Me Don't You:-)
Mrs.Flyhead@ CherryTAP OK HERE IT IS THE FEMALE SEXIEST SMILE CONTEST IN ONE HOUR FROM NOW IT OPENS. ITS BASED ON COMMENTS ONLY,,SO OF COURSE YALL KNOW WHAT TO DO...REMEMBER IM SMILIN AT YOU!!

Ghost Dance By Robbie Robertson
Crow has brought the message to the children of the sun for the return of the buffalo and for a better day to come You can kill my body You can damn my soul for not believing in your god and some world down below You don't stand a chance against my prayers You don't stand a chance against my love They outlawed the Ghost Dance but we shall live again, we shall live again My sister above She has red paint She died at Wounded Knee like a later day saint You got the big drum in the distance blackbird in the sky That's the sound that you hear when the buffalo cry You don't stand a chance against my prayers You don't stand a chance against my love They outlawed the Ghost Dance but we shall live again, we shall live again Crazy Horse was a mystic He knew the secret of the trance And Sitting Bull the great apostle of the Ghost Dance Come on Comanche Come on Blackfoot Come on Shoshone Come on Cheyenne We shall live again Come on Arapaho

Thanks!
First of all i want to thank everyone who has helped me here and sooo friendly. I have already met some wonderful and crazy people .... interesting ones too... Im here looking to meet people from all over and all ages .. Love to cat so if you wanna good chin wag hit me up !

Buckeyes Rock My Socks!
I'm sooooo ready for Saturday Night Drinking!!!!!!!! I need to find me a rich man to spoil my ass rotten. I'm so tired of work, its not even funny anymore. I've got to work tomorrow..So I'll miss the start of the Buckeyes game...We're gonna whoop the Wolverines booties. GOOOOOOOOO BUCKEYES!!!!!!!! Courtesy of MsTags.com

Friends??????
Ok folks here is the deal, I am one of those people who alway rate and comment on any profiles that are pimped out. I also repost those same pimps if i have already rated all I can on that profile. When i need the help and ask for it with the exception of a very few people it seems that everyone else id busy, those of you who did help out I really appreciate it and the love will be returned. Those of you who have not helped that too will be returned the next time you need a repost for pimps. I am not whining just pointing out that friends help one and other out when needed. i understand some of you may of had two friends in the contest and that is why you didn't vote, but I have 144 friends on here and with the exception of about 20 none of them even looked at the post! If this is what type of friends you are please remove me. Again if you are one of the ones who was helping out please disregard this rant, it does not apply to you.

November 4th - 10th
There was a huge accident. Apparently a bunch of Republican candidates trying to distance themselves from President Bush ran into a bunch of Democrat candidates trying to distance themselves from John Kerry. They just collided in the middle. It was gruesome. John Kerry has since apologized for screwing up a joke about President Bush that offended our troops. How do you screw up a Bush joke? That’s like screwing up a Clinton sex joke. Who would have ever thought that the Democrats would miss the wit and charisma of Al Gore? Have you heard about this pastor in Colorado? This Haggard guy? There were signs all around. Like the name of the church – Brokeback Baptist Church. Pastor Ted Haggard resigned today as the leader of New Life Church. He resigned after the congregation found out about his new life. He was thought to be a "George Bush" Republican. Instead it turned out he was a "George Michael" Republican. Haggard says that he is a liar and a deceiver. I think it is way too

Get Back Libra Bitch!!
Never Date a Libra Indecisive, flirtatious, and downright deceptive - your Libra will tell you what you want to hear. Problem is they'll be telling *everyone* what they want to hear. Instead try dating: Pisces, Taurus, Virgo, or Scorpio

A Real Girl Not A Cam Whore. Thats Miss Sherrie!
add her. love her be her friend spank her and she'll return the favor like a real friend 3sixty5+ ~ MISS SHERRIE ™ ~@ CherryTAP Miss Sherrie keeps it real 3sixty5+

The Only Time I'd Like To Receive Less Than 10% On A Test:
You are 0% asexual! You flourish in the sexual life! You love the urges and excitement that pleasure gives you. Sex is an exciting thought and means a lot to you! You probably have a high sex drive, life without sex is imaginable! Let's hope you can find someone who can keep up with you.How asexual are you?Take More Quizzes

Finally A Weekend
Things are going to be busy. I know already that there will be no hanky panky until at least Monday. I made dinner every night this week and emptied and filled the dish washer too. Next week will be the real test. If things go back to normal, then I know the phase has past. Ya know, tommorrow is a farmer's market the next town over. I think I will get up early, get some bread and fruit and flowers, make some coffee and have a slow easy morning....

Eg Ser / I See
Transelation Of the lyrics: I see that you are tired, But I can’t leave footprints for you, You have to make them on your own, But I will walk beside you. I see that you are in pain, But I can’t cry your tears for you, You have to let them out your self, But I will be crying with you. I see that you want to give up, But I can’t live life for you, You have to live your self, But I will live it with you. I see that you are afraid, But I am unable to die for you, You have to taste him your self, But I am life to death with you.

Blogging On Cherry Tap
Whith few execptions blogging on Cherry Tap is pathetic. It can be boiled down to the following: 1. Reposting shit that was not funny 17 repostings ago. Cut 'n paste is not blogging. No more than Xeroxing a book is writing one. 2. Whining about how dysfunctional your life is, which would be okay if you weren't a dysfunctional person to begin with. This sort of thing is like complaining it is hot in July. 3. Attention whoring of the worst kind. The gosh golly gee whiz I get no love because nobody is commenting on my pics... nobody is rating me... or nobody is talking to me. Shocking news, there is probably a reason as to why this is happening. Either they are dull or haven't been updated since dinosaurs walked the earth. 4. Blogging to beg for more comments and ratigns so you get to gain another level. Here is a quick fact... the levels here mean jack and shit in that order. It is not like you will get a gold plated 2007 Corvette. Shut the fuck up and let you

The Fool
You are The Fool The Fool is the card of infinite possibilities. The bag on the staff indicates that he has all he need to do or be anything he wants, he has only to stop and unpack. He is on his way to a brand new beginning. But the card carries a little bark of warning as well. Stop daydreaming and fantasising and watch your step, lest you fall and end up looking the fool. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Love Will Find A Way
I am the towel 4 your wetness, n I would give you ANYTHING that you would ask of me !:)~ The old has gone and the new has started taking over. The soul is calling and of course, we must listen. Life has a way of consuming us and we often tend to ignore that little voice inside us that says - "Go this way". Blind Faith is one of the hardest things to take on and trust enough to let it lead us to where ever it is we are going. Jumping into that void of nothing is scary to say the least, but once there, it is hard to go back. As we travel our journey to home we have to hold onto all the faith we can muster up, fuel it with courage and keep on going. Stay on track and don't venture down the side streets, no matter how tempting they may be, we don't know what lurks beyond them. Turn your face to wind and keep on going. If I could reach up and hold a star for every time you've made me smile, the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand. Within you I lose myself Without you

Under Construction
My page is going to look like crap for the time being while I try to convert this blogger template I made long ago, over to CT. I've been neglecting things I like to do for far too long, and this seems like the perfect weekend project (though knowing me, it will take a lot longer than this weekend!)

Sad.......
Ok,I 've never actually written a blog before,and I'm basically just doing it because I well I really don't know why.I just got off the phon with my mom,She and my Daughter had just gotton back from the Dr's where my daughter has undergone more testing(yes my mom has custody of my daughter long story,please don't judge me on that,it really the best place for her)(and it's a long story that expands my lifetime)back to the subject,My daughter has previously been diagnosed as having ADHD,no big deal right plenty of people with ADHD go on to live productive lives,and then on top of that was diagnosed with mild autism.Oh she's going to be 12 in Dec,Developmentaly she act's like she's 5-6 yrs old.Is in the "6th grd",but doing 2nd grd work.She is in a special school,will never attend normal school again...She is now diagnosed as being Mentaly Retarded,not developmentaly disabled...for the rest of her life she will need adult supervision,no proms no drivers licsense and it's breaking my heart.

The Card I Am
You are the World Completion, Good Reward. The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion. The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Hello
Hello! 4 tHe sTimulaTiOns ImAgInaTiOn tOur 4ur Mind n Body wAtch Out 4 Late Nite Fantasy as the BrAinTeaZr of the net. Sex is like air; it's not important unless you aren't getting any. oh I'm sorry, I'm not in right now. Please leave your message after the beep and I'll get back to you as soon as I can. Thank you and have a very wonderful day! hugs LateiteFantasy BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP

Super-easy Chicken Enchilada Skillet
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 5 min Total Time: 20 min Makes: 4 servings, about 1-1/4 cups each 1 Tbsp. oil 1 lb. boneless skinless chicken breast halves, cut into bite-size pieces 1 can (14-1/2 oz.) fat-free reduced-sodium chicken broth 1/4 cup KRAFT Ranch Dressing 2 Tbsp. flour 6 TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Flour Tortillas, cut into small pieces 1 cup KRAFT Mexican Style Shredded Four Cheese 1/2 cup TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Salsa HEAT oil in large deep skillet on medium-high heat. Add chicken; cook 7 min. or until cooked through, stirring occasionally. MIX broth, dressing and flour until well blended; gradually add to skillet, stirring constantly. Add tortillas; stir to combine. Bring to boil. Reduce heat to medium-low; simmer 3 min. SPRINKLE with cheese; cover. Simmer 3 to 5 min. or until cheese is melted. Top with salsa. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Healthy Living Trim 6 grams of fat per serving by preparing as directed, using KRAFT LIGHT DONE RIGHT! Ranch Reduced Fat D

Drugs / G
“G” Life. Why does it ... My Power is awesome, try me you'll see, know if you do, you'll never break free. Just try me once, and I may let you go. But try it twice and I will take your soul. When I possess you, you'll steal, you'll lie, you'll take from your loved ones, just to stay high. The crimes you'll commit from my narcotic charms. They'll be worth the pleasure, you'll feel in my arms. You'll lie to your mother, you'll steal from your dad. When you see their tears, will you feel sad? Just forget your morals and the way you were raised. I'll be your consience, I'll teach you my ways. 'Ll take kids from their parents, I'll take parents from their kids. I turn people from god, and I seperate friends. I'll always be with you right there by your side. You'll give up everything, your family, your hope, and your pride. I'll take and I'll take, until you have no more to give. When Im finished with you, you'll be lucky to liv

Saucy Honey Mustard Chicken
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 5 min Total Time: 20 min Makes: 4 servings, one chicken breast and 4-1/2 tsp. sauce each 1 Tbsp. oil 4 small boneless skinless chicken breast halves (1 lb.) 1/4 cup KRAFT Zesty Italian Dressing 1/4 cup PHILADELPHIA Cream Cheese Spread 2 Tbsp. GREY POUPON Dijon Mustard 1 Tbsp. honey HEAT oil in large nonstick skillet on medium heat. Add chicken; cover. Cook 5 to 6 min. on each side or until cooked through (170°F). ADD dressing, cream cheese spread, mustard and honey. COOK and stir 2 min. or until sauce is smooth and bubbly. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Serving Suggestion Serve with hot cooked MINUTE White Rice and peas. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 270 Total fat 15g Saturated fat 4g Cholesterol 85mg Sodium 580mg Carbohydrate 7g Dietary fiber 0g Sugars 6g Protein 26g Vitamin A 4%DV Vitamin C 0%DV Calcium 4%DV Iron 6%DV

Erotic Story For Sparklyballs
Part 1: I arrive at the door of your flat in the dead of night. It's chilly and the wind is whipping my hair all around my face. I pull my jacket tighter as I knock lightly on your door. You open the door before I even get a chance to prepare myself and pull me inside. You greet me and take my jacket as I look up at you with a smile. Your eyes are very kind, yet firm. I feel a ripple of excitement as I walk inside. Your kitchen is lovely. Bottles of various shapes and sizes line the wall as well as little jars and utensil filled containers. It feels homey and at the same time strange. Taking a moment to glance around gives you long enough to sneak up behind me and wrap your arms around me. You kiss my neck and I am suddenly hot between my legs. Thoughts of what's to come filling my head. All night I have been second-guessing myself... Should I go over there? What if he isn't the person he says he is at all? What if he doesn't like me? What if I don't like him? You

Never Gonna Be Right
Death, death, death comes sweeping down, filthy death the leering clown, death on wings, death by surprise, failing evil from worldly eyes, death that spawns as life succumbs, while death and love, two kindred drums, beat the time till judgement day, an actor in a passion play, without beginning, without end, evermore, amen. -Cemetery Man so, its friday, and I listen to that voice inside that says I should drink some wine and think about the good times. Where are those friends of mine, who used to talk tall shit about the cause and revolution and quiting our shitty min wage jobs and getting a message out there and then tripping balls into the night in the perpetual search for love or at least a wild time. Times, they are a changing. no place for bears to hibernate, its 70 degrees in mid november and everyone I know is 700 miles away

Real Photos
know how you can easily check and see if someones pics are really them? real people have high res pics. not these little pics that are so small you can barely see them. small pics are generally stolen from site that restricts size of the pics. other then that, there is always the salute pics....:)

Spinach-stuffed Chicken Breasts For Two
Prep Time: 25 min Total Time: 1 hr 5 min Makes: 2 servings 1/3 cup water 2 Tbsp. KRAFT Roasted Red Pepper Italian with Parmesan Dressing, divided 2 cups chopped fresh spinach leaves 2/3 cup STOVE TOP Stuffing Mix for Chicken in the Canister 1 Tbsp. coarsely chopped roasted red peppers 2 small boneless skinless chicken breast halves (1/2 lb.), pounded to 1/4-inch thickness 1/4 cup KRAFT 2% Milk Shredded Reduced Fat Mozzarella Cheese PREHEAT oven to 350°F. Bring water and 1 Tbsp. of the dressing to boil in large skillet on medium-high heat. Stir in spinach, stuffing mix and peppers; cover. Remove from heat. Let stand 5 min. Set aside. PLACE chicken, top-sides down, on large cutting board; spread evenly with stuffing mixture. Starting at one of the short ends, tightly roll up each chicken breast. Place, seam-sides down, in 8-inch square baking dish. Brush with remaining 1 Tbsp. dressing. BAKE 35 min. Sprinkle with cheese. Bake an additional 5 min. or until cheese is melt

Just Letting Yall Know.....
Hello to all my Friends here on CherryTap that I have added some stuff to my profile and if yall get the chance check it out and rate it. Let me know what you think. I am learning how to do this graphic stuff and it's been fun. Happy Thanksgiving to Yall!!! Lady Di

Just Thinking
I know that CT has become nothing but a popularity contest and at first it was great getting attention and tons of friend requests, but now it's just kind of annoying....I have tons of people on my friends lists and VERY rarely do I talk to any of them. It's crazy. Of course I know that most of the guys just requested to be my friend to see my pics and that was ok at first too, but now I'm looking for some real friendships. I think here very soon I am going to pretty much completely remove my friends list and start over.. with very few people staying on it. I get so sick of seeing "rate my pics to become my friend" bullshit. It's stupid and childish!

Omg Adult Bloopers
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My Religion!!
The article below was written by our late webmaster, Herne. In it, he describes how Wicca draws from the Old Traditions of Witchcraft. While this is true, we would simply like to clarify up front that Witchcraft and Wicca, while simular in many respects, are not the same. One can be a Witch, without being a Wiccan, just as a person can be a Christian, without being a Baptist. Futhermore, Wicca is a recognized religion, while Witchcraft itself is not considered a religion. Thus, Wicca might best be described as a modern religion, based on ancient Witchcraft traditions. What Is Wicca Contrary to what those who choose to persecute or lie about us wish to believe, Wicca is a very peaceful, harmonious and balanced way of thinking and life which promotes oneness with the divine and all which exists. Wicca is a deep appreciation and awe in watching the sunrise or sunset, the forest in the light of a glowing moon, a meadow enchanted by the first light of day. It is the morning dew

Ok I'm Doing This For The First Time
Anyone tell me why cigarette taxes keep getting hiked up to raise money for stuff other than cancer treatment which was what it was intended for? We now have another tax raise proposal and the bitch of it is, its supposed to be for roads. If your going to tax someone for public use projects why tax a certain demographic? If you want to make taxes fair for public use why not just tax shit paper? Its a even tax everyone has to wipe there ass right?

Why?
I am amazed at how people treat each other these days. It appears that the internet makes it that much easier for people to be heartless and cruel. Life is tough enough without being reminded how one doesn't measure up to what society has determined to be handsome or beautiful. It has been my experience that some of the most "beautiful" people in this sick world are those who care about other's feelings instead of themselves. I don't know, just how I see things.

The Bee
One day a young couple were in their bedroom making love. All of a sudden a bumblebee entered the bedroom window. As the young lady parted her legs the bee entered her vagina.The woman started screaming "Oh my God, help me, there's a bee in my vagina!"The husband immediately took her to the local doctor and explained the situation. The doctor thought for a moment and said "Hmm, tricky situation. But I have a solution to the problem if young sir would permit." The husband being very concerned agreed that the doctor could use whatever method to get the bee out of his wife's vagina. The doctor said "OK, what I'm gonna do is rub some honey over the top of my penis and insert it into your wife's vagina. When I feel the bee getting closer to the tip of my penis I shall withdraw it and the bee should hopefully follow my penis out of your wife's vagina. The husband nodded and gave his approval. The young lady said "Yes, Yes, whatever, just get on with it." So the doctor, after coverin

This Is My Feelings On Love
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

My Own Pain
My Own Pain ! ! ! My Own Pain I have so much pain to go through I wonder everyday why this is happening to me How could god do this to me? My only answer for that is it is meant to be this way My heart can't take to much more I am breaking everyday Only God knows how much I can handle Why do people have to lie? I can't answer that only they can Why do people hurt the ones they Love? I can't answer that only they can Why is my Heart feeling so much Pain? Only I can answer That. Why is it that things run in our heads each night before we sleep? I don't have the answer for that either All I know is I have My Own Pain In Time I hope it goes away I don't like being angry I don't like not trusting I don't like being unhappy when I don't know what they want I don't like secrets I am open, honest, caring, loving, love my family I believe things happen for reasons and I am here for a reason and that Is to

Going Out Tonight!!
Here I go again!!! Another night out drinking, dancing and having lots of fun!! I hope. It has been about 2 months since I've been partying, am I getting old and slowing down? Or maybe just needed a break, any way it goes for some reason I'm nervous. Oh well, lets go find something sexy to wear. I'll let you know how it goes.

Short / Sweet Jokes
PUNS TO PONDER PUNS TO PONDER Two antennas met on a roof, fell in love and got married. The ceremony wasn't much, but the reception was excellent. ----------------------------------- A jumper cable walks into a bar. The bartender says, "I'll serve you, but don't start anything." ------------------------------------- A dyslexic man walks into a bra. ------------------------------------ Two cannibals are eating a clown. One says to the other: "Does this taste funny to you?" ----------------------------------- Two cows are standing next to each other in a field. Daisy says to Dolly, "I was artificially inseminated this morning." "I don't believe you," says Dolly "It's true, no bull!" exclaims Daisy. --------------------------------- An invisible man marries an invisible woman. The kids were nothing to look at either. --------------------------------------------- --------- I went to buy some camouflage trousers the other day but I couldn't find an

Invite
we both have the insight ,that i am no white knight and try not to be impolite ,but come when i have an invite ,to give you some delight and get them to new heights , then i am off again on a starlight flight , to come back if i mite ~~ duelmoons

Read This
I don't care how much faith you have this tells it how it is. ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN... In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and

Long Distance Relationships (ldr)
The first key to success with long distance relationships is effective communication. It is important for both parties to be able to feel that if they need to talk or write to the other person, communication will be welcomed and met with active communication from the other. The quality of the relationship is more likely to increase if both people develop the ability to share feelings openly with each other. The second key to success is a demonstrated commitment to the relationship by both parties. What kind of commitment, and how serious or light it is, will be different for different couples. Being so far apart can be a scary and risky endeavor for most couples, so the third and fourth keys are a willingness to take risks, and the presence of a solid and secure trust between the two people. This doesn't mean that each person needs to skydive from a plane, but rather, that each will trust that the other person's social life in his or her own town will not be a threat to the relationshi

What If
If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you walk out of the door, I would hug you and kiss you and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I heard your name lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play it back for days. If I knew it would be the last time to spare an extra minute or two, I'd stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming that you know I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day. Well, I'm sure you'll have many more, So, I'll let this one slip away. For surely there is tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we'll always get a second chance to make everything all right. There will be another chance to say our "I love you," and certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can do'

Im Sorry
I'm Sorry... For all the things I said and didn't say. I'm Sorry... For all the mean things I might have said. I'm Sorry... For all the things I did or didn't do. I'm Sorry... If I ever ignored you. I'm Sorry... If I ever made you feel bad or put you down. I'm Sorry... If I ever thought I was bigger or better than you. I'm sorry... I Love You... Don't ever forget that! Through bad times and good, I'll always be here for you. I am Sorry... For everything wrong I've ever done. I'm writing this because what if tomorrow never comes? What if you never get to say good-bye or give a BIG hug to the people you care about? What if you never get to say I'm sorry or I love you?

I Lost My Boyfriend.
Yeah, he left me 2 days ago for some other girl. He said he didn't know what he wants and he needs time to think. He also said that he's not with either one of us now. He's confused and got's some soul searching to do. You know, when ever someone would do this to me i'd just let them go and break up with them. I don't know why i'm holding on to him, well I do, but in a way I want to let go, because if he does it once he will do it again, just like cheaters. Right? I just can't stop thinking about him. I can't stop crying for him. I can't even keep no food down right now, and I told him I would for him ( yes, i was fucked up like that who cares? ).. I stopped everything that was I guess bad just for him. I was going to move to Texarkana, Texas, in about2 months, but I said no and I cancled eeverything. Yes, even a metting with some of the big music dogs down there. Just so I can be with him. Then he does this??? God, I'm retared. It never pays for me to be inlove something alw

Patty Jackson's 411
Has Chris Rock lost his mind? Is he really serious about divorcing his wife of 10 years, Malaak Compton? Compton and Rock are the parents of two young children, girls ages 2 and 4. Close friends of Chris say he is not serious, but Compton is ready to do battle. For years, she has put up with his nonsense, including an incident when he left her for a Hungarian model. The model claimed she was pregnant by Rock, but the DNA tests proved she was lying. Rock came crawling back to his wife, and they started their own family. If Rock is planning to divorce Malaak Compton, he better be prepared because she is going to get what she deserves. Chris is currently shooting a movie, I Think I Love My Wife, with Kerry Washington (Ray). Video Vixen Karrine Steffans is known as “Superhead,” but right now she could be called Super-dumb. She is having a baby with Bobby Brown. When he fell on his luck after Whitney cut him off, he went to live with Steffans. Bobby’s oldest son, Landon, also moved in. W

Only In Texas
> Two men are driving through Texas when they get > pulled > over by a State Trooper. The cop walks up and taps > on > the window with his nightstick. The driver rolls > down > the window and WHACK, the cop smacks him in the head > with the stick. > The driver asks, "What the hell was that for?" > The cop answers, "You're in Texas, Son. When we pull > you over, you better have your license ready when we > get to your car." > The driver says, "I'm sorry, Officer, I'm not from > around here." > The cop runs a check on the guy's license, and he's > clean. He gives the guy his license back, walks > around > to the passenger side and taps on the window. The > passenger rolls down the window and WHACK, the cop > smacks him on the head with the nightstick. > The passenger asks, "What'd you do that for?" > The cop says, "Just making your wish come true." > The passenger asks, "Making what wish come true?" > The cop says, "I know that two miles down

12 Things Not To Say To A Cop
1. I can't reach my license unless you hold my beer. (OK in Texas) 2. Sorry, Officer, I didn't realize my radar detector wasn't plugged in. 3.Aren't you the guy from the Village People? 4. Hey, you must've been doin' about 125 mph to keep up with me. Good job! 5. Are You Andy or Barney? 6. I thought you had to be in relatively good physical condition to be a police officer. 7. You're not gonna check the trunk, are you? 8. I pay your salary! 9. Gee, Officer! That's terrific. The last officer only gave me a warning, too! 10. Do you know why you pulled me over? Okay, just so one of us does. 11. I was trying to keep up with traffic. Yes, I know there are no other cars around. That's how far ahead of me they are. 12. When the Officer says "Gee Son....Your eyes look red, have you been drinking?" You probably shouldn't respond with,"Gee Officer your eyes look glazed, have you been eating doughnuts?"

Open Source Software
Would just like to you know if you use any open source software and if so what programs also as I have been using drupal which is a open source software for creating social networking sites and also the wikis and also dotproject. just interested in seeing how many people out there use it.

A Poem I Found
Around the corner I have a friend, in this great city that has no end, Yet the days go by and weeks rush on, And before I know it, a year is gone. And I never see my old friends face, For life is a swift and terrible race, He knows I like him just as well, As in the days when I rang his bell. And he rang mine but we were younger then, And now we are busy, tired men. Tired of playing a foolish game, Tired of trying to make a name. "Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim just to show that I'm thinking of him." But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes, And distance between us grows and grows. Around the corner, yet miles away,"Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today." And that's what we get and deserve in the end. Around the corner, a vanished friend. Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell them. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right t

Friends!!!
when i 1st joined this website i thought it was for givin and recievin love, but i aint gettin much though.. i have alot of friends on my list but am only incontact with only 5 or somethin.. i thought if i commented and rated some, i'd get the love back, but nuthin till now! i even shouted to most but no replies.. dont i seem good enough to u ? those who will care to be incontact will stay in my list.. if i dont hear from you, then u're off! thanx for readin

Somthing To Think About
(1) Be Impeccable With Your Word. The broad scope of this concept is to avoid sin against yourself by what you think. Sinning against the self takes many forms: such as, putting yourself down, gossiping, or putting anybody else down because you don't agree with what they think. Actions and words need to be consistent as part of being impeccable with yourself. The other side of the coin is the smoky mirror concept. Ruiz makes the point that our perceptions of others are merely reflections of ourselves. Therefore, to put another down or project negative words or energy towards another person, is to lash out at the other person because of our own insecurities. (2) Don't Take Anything Personally. There is an awful lot of negative energy out there and some of it is directed at us by other people. If you take it personally and take on the poison of another's words, it becomes a very negative agreement you have with yourself. What anybody thinks about you, or says about you, is really abo

Shadow Art
soft whie moon light pouring in the window shadows across the wall of me an you kissing so deep holding so tight you an i in a struggle for the night's delight tormenting each other's soul for pleasure an pain holding you close shadows drop from the wall clouds cover the moon as we snuggle under the covers

Wanted To Say Bye
Hey everyone i just wanted to say my net will be shut off as of tonight so i will no longer be online except for the weekends so i j uts wented to let you all know i luv ya and ill miss you see you all next weekend!

Yup It Is!
YES ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! WOOHOO, MADE IT ANOTHER YEAR. ITS BEEN A LONG, TOUGH ONE, BUT I HAVE MANAGED TO MAKE IT AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS TO ME :) I'M GOING TO GO OUT NOW I THINK, SO LEAVE ME SOME LOVE IF YOU WANNA...I'LL TY LATER FOR IT! COME BY AND RATE AND VOTE FOR ME IN THE SEXY SMILE CONTEST ALSO. I DIDN'T PICK THE PIC FOR THIS CONTEST, BUT ITS ALL IN FUN. MY PREVIOUS BLOG HAS THE LINK FOR IT. HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND AND MUCH LOVE SENT TO EACH AND EVERY ONE OF MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS!! LATER, TIFF :) AND THANKS TO ALL MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS THAT HAS ALREADY LEFT ME LOVE & GIFTS!!!

Hello
DAMMIT...I'M SO FREAKIN' MAD!!! I GOT ARRESTED TODAY FOR POSSESSION OF OVER THE LEGAL LIMITS OF GOOD LOOKS. THEY'RE HOLDING ME AT THE STATION, SAYING THAT ONLY A SEXY PERSON CAN BAIL ME OUT. SO...YOU COMIN' OR WHAT?!? SEND THIS TO YOUR SEXIEST FRIENDS...INCLUDING THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO YOU.

The Great Disappointment - A.f.i.
I can remember a place I used to go Chrysanthemums of white, they seemed so beautiful I can remember, I searched for the amaranth I'd shut my eyes... to see Oh, how I smiled then, so near the cherished ones I knew they would appear... saw not a single one Oh, how I smiled then, waiting so patiently I'd make a wish... and bleed While I waited I was wasting away While I waited I was wasting away I can remember... dreamt them so vividly Soft creatures draped in white, light kisses gracing me I can remember when I first realized Dreams were the only place to see them While I waited I was wasting away While I waited I was wasting away While I waited I was wasting away Hope was wasting away Faith was wasting away I was wasting away I never, never wanted this I always wanted to believe I never, never wanted this How could I have become? I never, never wanted this But from the start I'd been deceived I never, never wanted this How could I have become? I

Buried Alive By Love, H.i.m.
Again the burden of losing rests upon my shoulders And its weight seems unbearable Your tomb is where your heart is, I should have told her But within me hid a secret so terrible To cry is to know that you're alive But my river of tears has run dry I never wanted to fool you, no But a cold heart is a dead heart And it feels like I've been buried alive by love If I should die before I wake Pray no one my soul to take If I wake before I die, Rescue me with your smile If I should die before I wake There ain't no one my soul to take If I wake before I die, Rescue me with your smile The kiss of vanity blessed me with a spiritual murder And fed the gods of war insatiable Your home is where the dark is I should have told her Embrace the fire indestructible To die is to know that you're alive And my river of blood won't run dry I never wanted to lose you, no But a cold heart is a dead heart And it feels like I've been buried alive by love If I should die

I'm Evil
Hey, it happens, right? Lol. I have a week off for Thanksgiving, then I have four more days, then I'll be in New York! I'm so excited! LOL. Sorry about my last blog. I was being el stupido. :D I have to say.. I love my friends to death.

So I'm Back Now And....
So i'm back now sorry for the long absence i've been busy having a baby on oct. 25th our son was born he has red hair not the kind that ya call carrot top but a dark almost burgundy color he was 9.5 lbs with blue eyes i was in labor for 46 hours then they ended up having to take him by emergency C section so i've been busy recovering and discovering all the joys of being a new parent like stange colored poopie diapers and being thankfull for my years spent with insomnia for once in my life its ok that i sleep more durring the day then at night any way i just thought i'd let you guys no where i've been hope to talk to ya all soon and hear about what trouble you've got your selves into -Mara Black

My Birthday Is Tomorrow!
Yup, that is right! I wanted to go out for my birthday this year since I never get to anymore with Jakob (my 11 month old). However, my aunt (who is 34) wanted to double with me with a guy 12 years her junior. Yeah, no thanks. I already told her I refused to double with her because of some of the other guys I was forced to go and meet with her. You would think she learned her lesson by some of the other guys she has meet online but nope, she is still looking for the 'one'. Anyone who knows me will know exactly what I went through with her in Febuary 2006, and October of 2005. Anyways, my date would've been older then hers. Just seems like it would be pretty awkward so I opted out of that. Then, my sister is going on this retreat with her church. She spent what was supposed to be my birthday money from our parents because she needed things for the trip and had also offered to babysit Jakob so I can go shopping that very weekend. Sweet huh? Oh well, looks like I will be

Women Have Amazing Strengths
They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about

The Second Coming Is Backwards
The second coming is backwards. Only the innocent die and everyday there is hope, because without Hope there is no future. No signs or miracles. It is up to You to have FAITH! Satan is your savior (Temptation), passes Judgment onto god. So deceptive he will sometimes turn back to his original origin “An Angel of Light”. Fear God... WHY? Because when God showed signs & miracles, ”The Left Behind” created Religion. They said if you don’t go to church and pay us MONEY that you will go to hell. The church out of greed made its people go out and recruit new members for their religion and insist there religion is the right one. RELIGION has caused most Wars, Hatred, and Deaths!

Labor Of Love
LABOR OF LOVE Too many people think they have nothing to offer. The can't build a house, teach a math course, repair an automobile or paint a beautiful picture! They feel they are less valuable than others. One man applied for a job as a handyman. The prospective employer asked, "Can you do carpentry?" The man answered in the negative. "How about bricklaying?" Again the man answered, "No." The employer asked, "Well, what about electrical work?" The man said "No, I don't know anything about that, either." Finally the employer said, "Well, tell me then what is handy about you?" The man replied, "I live just around the corner." His greatest ability was his availability. But beyond your availability, you may have more to offer than you think. For WHO you are is often more important than WHAT you do. Let me explain. Millions of tourists have visited Taj Mahal in India. Some say that stepping through the vast sandstone gate is like immersing oneself i

†fading Light†
Rain is inevitable to the earth It coats the dead land with life I often wonder if it carries a meaning A cry for help from the lost and alone I think rain is the tears people can't cry Their tear ducts have run dry despair coated Could clouds possibly have any emotions? No but why are they grey and hold no light? They say don't stare into the sun Is it because it blinds with lies? Does it make people sink into a fantasy? One in which, the truth is never revealed The sun burns behind eyelids Damaging the pieces of fragility Light is only reflected through the iris Close your eyes and it's gone once again The stars shine so bright But are they ever lonely? Clinging to the dark sky The moon is their company Alas the moon and stars fade Some nights there are no stars And the moon hides within shadows Appearing only when it wishes When night fades to day Never know what it brings Could be gloomy that day Or perhaps sunny and clear Nature is myster

Weekend Wishes For All *bulletin Created By Maniacal Bliss*
Now Playing: Heaven's On Fire (repost of original by 'Maniacal Bliss ~RIDER~' on '2006-11-17 14:04:59') (repost of original by 'MetteKenzo ~RIDER~' on '2006-11-17 14:24:29')

Free For All Or Invitation Only?
Okay i have a bit of a dilemma i have a community site for scarybirds and I am struggling as to whether I make it so anyone can join or make it by invitation only. I have posted a mumm so if you could vote on it and maybe leave me your thoughts and opinions that would be cool. Free for All or Invitation Only

Quick Thinker!
A man in the Florida supermarket tries to buy half a head of lettuce. The very young produce assistant tells him that they sell only whole heads of lettuce. The man persists and asks to see the manager. The boy says he'll ask his manager about it. Walking into the back room, the boy said to his manager, "Some asshole wants to buy half a head of lettuce." As he finished his sentence, he turned to find the man standingright behind him, so he added, "And this gentleman has kindly offered to buy the other half." The manager approved the deal, and the man went on his way. Later the manager said to the boy, "I was impressed with the way you got yourself out of that situation earlier. We like people who think on their feet here. Where are you from, son?" "Canada, sir," the boy replied. "Well, why did you leave Canada?" the manager asked. The boy said, "Sir, there's nothing but whores and hockey players up there." "Really?" said the manager. "My wife is from Canada."

Yayyy Me
WooHooo I've now completed my Cherry Tap cleaning for the week. My entire page has been redone. And my friend's list has once again shrunk. I've gotten rid of the dust collectors once again. Woohoo.....now I have more room for more TRUE friends!!!

Punished For Not Causeing Problems.....
And idea from the last post. DIscipline. — Friday, November 17, 2006 Why are we rewarding people for their percieved lack of discipline? And don't people seem degraded that it is assumed they don't posesse such discipline? Basicly, all people need to do, is make it bad for good order and discipline to ban open homosexuallity. Am I inciting riots? NO. The Army is by catering to those who they know don't actually have the discipline to controll themselves. The army is fostering a " we won't do things that will upset people, fair or not " envirement. I was once told that the army is not a democracy. How ever, in this case, that's what people seem to be acting like. Other aspects outside the military, people can, and often defend their practices, unfair, or not, by saying " well that 's what the majority wants. " Democracy at work. Some people are upsett that the courts are " Interferring with Democracy ". This arguement cannot be used in the military though.

Love
Love, free as air at sight of human ties, Spreads his light wings, and in a moment flies. We conceal it from ourselves in vain--we must always love something. In those matters seemingly removed from love, the feeling is secretly to be found, and man cannot possibly live for a moment without it.

Vodka
A Russian is strolling down an empty street in Moscow and kicks a bottle laying in the street. Suddenly out of the bottle appears a Genie. The Russian is stunned and the Genie says, "Hello master, I will grant you one wish, anything you want." The Russian begins thinking, "Well, I really like drinking vodka." So the Russian says, "I wish to drink vodka whenever I want. So make me piss vodka." The Genie grants him his wish. When the Russian gets home he gets a glass out of the cupboard and pisses in it. He looks in the glass and it's clear. It looks like vodka. Then he smells the liquid. It smells like vodka. So he takes a taste and it is the best vodka he has ever tasted! The Russian yells to his wife, "Natasha, Natasha, come quickly!" She comes running down the hall and the Russian takes another glass out of the cupboard and pisses into it. He tells her to drink. It is vodka. Natasha is reluctant but goes ahead and takes a sip. Amazed, it is the best vodka

Let's Play The Responses Game
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TEL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL (copied from poetic :)) 1 my name is Martin,i am 5 foot 9 inches tall,i weigh 193 pounds,have brown hair an hazel-green eyes 2 i am a very friendly person,once a friend always a friend,also i am protective of my friends you hurt them you'll have to deal with me 3 i am a romantic at heart,i love long walks together,walks on the beach,cuddling watching a movie 4 i have 5 kids,Martin jr,Corey (from my first wife),Jake,Stephen and Stephanie (twins) from g/f 5 love to work with my hands 6 sort of a jock/geek lol 7 loves to write 8 big on hugging an kissing 9 sort of old fashioned to a degree 10 a true southern gentleman angel eyes

Showering Habits
HOW TO SHOWER LIKE A WOMAN Take off clothing and place it in sectioned laundry hamper according to lights and darks. Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror -make mental note to do more sit-ups/leg-lifts, etc. Get in the shower. Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone. Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins. Wash your hair again to make sure it's clean. Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner. Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes until red. Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake body wash. Rinse conditioner off hair Shave armpits and legs. Turn off shower. Squeegee off all wet surfaces in shower. Spray mold spots with Tilex. Get out of shower. Dry with towel the size of a small country

Rewarding For Knowing Bad Discipline
Thinking and reading and thinking — Friday, November 17, 2006 http://www.sldn.org/templates/press/record.html?section=3&record=313 We are talking about civil liberties and such in political science. So things like compelling interest come up, and the military and such. So I was thinking, and reading about racial integration of the military. And thinking some more. And then, sure enough, I came across a place where I saw my thoughts. Sometimes, I am basicly the only person with my thoughts. It makes me wonder if I'm crazy sometimes, why does nobody else see things the way I do? But here it shows I'm not crazy. Other people have made the same connections. So, ya'll go and read the page if you want to see my thoughts. The other thing that's funny, is a majority of my pollitical science class probably thinks I'm gay. lol. But it doesn't really matter, especially since my gf will be here tomarrow. Here's my view on the don't ask don't tell policy. - It is

More Than Words...
Saying I love you Is not the words I want to hear from you It's not that dont want you Not to say, but if you only knew How easy it would be to show me how you feel More than words is all you have to do to make it real Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me Cos I'd already know What would you do if i took those words from you, More than words to show you feel That your love for me is real What would you say if I took those words away Then you couldn't make things new Just by saying I love you Is more than words , more than what you say is the things you do ,oh yeah Is more than words , more than what you say is the things you do oh yeah Now that I've tried to talk to you and make you understand All you have to do is close your eyes And just reach out your hands and touch me Hold me close don't ever let me go More than words is all I ever needed you to show Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me Cos I'd already know What would you do if m

Song Of The Day 2 Third Eye Blind - Jumper
I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend, You could cut ties with all the lies, that you've been living in, And if you do not want to see me again, I would understand. I would understand. The angry boy, a bit too insane, Icing over a secret pain, You know you don't belong, You're the first to fight, You're way too loud, You're The flash of light, on a burial shroud, I know something's wrong, Well everyone I know has got a reason, to say, put the past away, I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend, You could cut ties with all the lies, That you've been living in, And if you do not want to see me again, I would understand, I would understand. And well he's on the table, and he's gone to code, And I do not think anyone knows, What they are doing here, And your friends have left you, You've been dismissed. I never thought it would come to this, and I, I want you to know, Everyone's got to face down the demons, Maybe today, We can pu

Dear....
Dear, I to thee this diamond commend, In which a model of thyself I send. How just unto thy joints this circlet sitteth, So just thy face and shape my fancy fitteth. The touch will try this ring of purest gold, My touch tries thee, as pure though softer mold. That metal precious is, the stone is true, As true, and then how much more precious you. The gem is clear, and hath nor needs no foil, Thy face, nay more, thy fame is free from soil. You'll deem this dear, because from me you have it, I deem your faith more dear, because you gave it. This pointed diamond cuts glass and steel, Your love's like force in my firm heart I feel. But this, as all things else, time wastes with wearing, Where you my jewels multiply with bearing.

Erotic
I awake early one morning; our legs are entangled with each others, my head had been resting on your shoulder with my arm draped over your chest. I roll over, stretching my arms and back; my legs are still wrapped with yours. I start to nestle back in beside you, when I feel a twitch occur beneath the covers, on my leg. I look over at you and you are still soundly asleep; a peaceful look upon your face and deep steady breaths of air make your chest rise and fall. Again I feel a slight twitching and realize that you are becoming aroused; this in turn, arouses me. I use my leg to massage the growing bulge in your shorts. I can feel the heat and hardness as I use my leg to press up and down on your cock. I disentangle my legs from yours and I slip under the covers to release your bulge from the binding shorts; as I gradually pull at the elastic band of your shorts, so not to wake you, I reach inside and gently pull out your cock and lift your balls out as well. Standing at almost full

Is Evolution Of Song Better Than Evolution Of Dance?
Ok everyone loved the evolution of dance video ...now here is the evolution of song...some say it's better than the dance video...I personally disagree but I do think he is really really good...great effort though! and for those who missed evolution of dance here you go...this rocks!!! Or search for your own designs...over half a million products...search for what you like! REMEMBER FREE SHIPPING FOR A LIMITED TIME AND DON'T FORGET THE $5.00 COUPON ON THE SITE!!!! www.shopbydesigns.com www.designsoutofmind.com

I'm Stumped.
I have successfully set up my entertainment system three times, but it looks like the saying should be: "Third time's a charm, fourth time's a bomb." I have a different TV, a VCR, and a working turntable in the mix now... and I have no idea what to do. The old TV had more input options, so I may just be stuck with redoing the plugs when switching between VCR and DVD and always having the sound go through the aux. I kind of want my dad here... though he fucks up the speakers. Seriously, how do you fuck up speaker cables? THEY'RE COLOR-CODED! Blah. I can do the speakers, dad can get the rest working... daisy chained, perhaps? I don't know. I just don't know.

If Anyone Cares. Please Read And Comment
I just got back from a stay in the Hospital Today Friday 11-17-06. I had nose surgery done. My nose had been broken when I was 17 years old. In 15 years my nose begain to give me problems. First I had shortness of breath then I could breath out of it just a little bit and here three weeks ago I couldn't breath through it at all. You see the abillity to breath is even more so important to a Pro Wrestler. I had to turn down matches because I would have blown up in no time. The surgery went off rather smooth and there was only a slight few problems. First they had to cut the facing of my nose loose in order to fix the damnage . Next when I woke up a sat up and slammed my nose into the nurses forearm. and it hurt. The doc had to check it out again as a result a 90 min surgery ended up being 5 hours but other than that everyone when fine I a will be so happy when the nose heals so I can breath once more. Thanks for reading my blog. AJ Macintyre APW Superstar!

I Wrote Her Name
One day I wrote her name upon the strand, But came the waves and washed it away: Again I wrote it with a second hand, But came the tide, and made my pains his prey. Vain man, said she, that dost in vain assay A mortal thing so to immortalize! For I myself shall like to this decay, And eek my name be wiped out likewise. Not so (quoth I), let baser things devise To die in dust, but you shall live by fame: My verse your virtues rare shall eternize, And in the heavens write your glorious name; Where, whenas death shall all the world subdue, Our love shall live, and later life renew.

Please Play Along -- 10 Things About Me
THIS IS A LITTLE GAME COURTESY OF MY FRIEND, POETIC ANGEL. I NAME 10 THINGS ABOUT ME THEN YOU NAME 10 THINGS ABOUT YOU. POE, YOU NAMED ME THIS TIME SO NOW IT IS MY TURN TO FESS UP HERE: 10 THINGS ABOUT ME YOU MAY OR MAY NOT KNOW: 1.) I AM A VERY LOVING AND CARING PERSON. SOMETIMES THIS BACKFIRES ON ME IN THE SENSE THAT I HAVE A TENDACY TO WEAR MY HEART ON MY SLEEVE AND THEREFORE CAN BE WOUNDED EMOTIONALLY EASLIY BY THOSE I LOVE & CARE FOR. AN OFF-HANDED COMMENT OR SO-CALLED CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM CAN HURT ME DEEPLY IF I TAKE IT THE WRONG WAY. 2.) I AM A VERY QUIET, PEACEFUL AND A KEEP-TO-MY-OWN-COMPANY TYPE PERSON BUT THEN AT OTHER TIMES I CAN BE VERY OUTGOING AND A SOCIAL BUTTERFLY. THERE ARE TIMES WHEN YOU WILL NOT KNOW I AM IN THE SAME ROOM WITH YOU YET OTHER TIMES WHEN I CAN BE QUITE THE CHATTERBOX AND YOU CANNOT SHUT ME UP (LOL). MY BOYFRIEND LIKES TO TEASE ME AND SAY THAT I HAVE A SORT OF A SPILT PERSONALITY (LMAO). PERHAPS THIS IS TRUE. 3.) I CAN BE QUITE A FREAKY GI

My Lady's Presence
My lady's presence makes the roses red, Because to see her lips they blush for shame. The lily's leaves, for envy, pale became, And her white hands in them this envy bred. The marigold the leaves abroad doth spread, Because the sun's and her power is the same. The violet of purple colour came. Dyed in the blood she made my heart to shed. In brief: all flowers from her their virtue take; From her sweet breath their sweet smells do proceed; The living heat which her eyebeams doth make Warmeth the ground and quickeneth the seed. The rain, wherewith she watereth the flowers, Falls from mine eyes, which she dissolves in showers.

Faded Dreams
Once alive now forgotten faded dreams haunt my weary soul I still want you with a passion and profess my love to you but inside I cry tears for my heart is shattered knowing you don't feel the same yet I still go on loving you more with every day that passes for you were the one who taught me what true love is all about and you were the one who left this imprint in my heart the stamp of love in all it's beauty that will forever remain with me in memory of your love and your beautiful soul and the dream of being yours now faded

Where Will You Be In 10 Years?
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... Where Will You Be In 10 Years? MY RESULT:Married With 8 Kids You think that family’s real important – looks like you’re gonna have your hands full with a big one. Start clipping coupons for diapers! Eight kids sounds like too much to you? Two words: birth control. But don't be too quick to shun the idea of a giant-sized family. The more the merrier, we say. Take This Quiz!

Ah,god
Ah, God, the way your little finger moved As you thrust a bare arm backward And made play with your hair And a comb a silly gilt comb Ah, God—that I should suffer Because of the way a little finger moved.

Armageddon 5
Armageddon 5 Can we hide forever in our minds Belief our trusted sword and shield Or must we face this world alone Naked to our most secret fears All that we fear, we will encounter Whilst searching for our Holy Grail

Shadow In Souls
thrown against the seas of despair the waves of nothingness crash there like a ship that sails a stormy sea the night is long and changes me it continues along its path of shame refusing to ever be tamed it creates shadows in our mind our souls forgotten and left behind tortured dreams and unkind things will show us what the darkness brings and keeps fear in our hearts never ending until we part and walk among the ones that passed crying out to you at last a mournful soul writhes in pain never to be at peace again

Sexiest Male/female Smile Rules
SEXIEST MALE AND FEMALE SMILE CONTEST RULES 1. I Will Not Vote For Anyone In This Contest. 2: It Goes By Most Comments And You Are Allowed To Leave As Many As You Like. 3. This Contest Will Be Open From Friday Night To Sunday Afternoon. I Will Email ALL Contestants A Hour Before It Opens And A Hour Before It Closes. 4. You Can Promote ANY WAY You Would Like Besides Sticky Bulletins. 5. 1st Prize is 15,000 Cherry Bucks Spent Anyways You Choose And A Graphic Pic Saying You Are The Winner. (2nd And 3rd Place Get Prizes Too) 6. IF You Max Out Your Comment Limit You Can Create A New Account. 7. Last Rules Is HAVE A BLAST!!! :)

Which Sexy Are You?
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... Which Sexy Are You? MY RESULT:Naughty Sexy Hey, there’s nothing sexier than being a sex-crazed beast. Any hotties on your radar better lock their doors at night, or you’ll be on ‘em like a Rotweiller on a milkbone. We’ll give you this: you’re direct. Others may go for romance, but you figure, what’s the point? Might as well cut out the middle man and go straight for the prize. And you’ve got a point. Knowing what you want – and getting it – is pretty darn hot. It wouldn’t be the end of the world, though, if you threw a little romance into your routine. You know, wrap yourself in a cloud of mystery. Or at least wrap yourself in a bathrobe. Yikes! Take This Quiz!

Grand Deception
The Way I see it .. Everything in life should happen for a reason .. no matter the look of the outcome. As of late .. everything that happens is for a negative effect, honestly its almost becoming amusing .. Just wish that I could go to sleep and not wake up. There just doesn't seen to be a reason to get up anymore .. hell for that matter .. even move. I'm almost ready to give the world the big F-U .. and roam aimlessly.

Patience Gone The Route Of Chivalry??!
~What is wrong with people? Don't get me wrong and i don't do it every day (because when i do i tend to go those wonderful 8 hour spans where you kill that last bad guy and realize not only didn't you sleep but you're late for work). I do love video games and yes i would love to have the latest and best and all the coolest games but it's not practical for me to have all i want right now. Nor is it necessary. I fill my life with meaningless trinkets like anyone else but i would never in my life think something so important as to trample over another human being. Endanger a life for some golden fleece that will essentially become an obsolete piece of technology or a hand me down for someone who's patient enough (or busy enough) to wait .... oh say a few months out of the 90 years one may be alive. I had started to hope we'd matured a bit from the days of beatings and killings for a pair of friggin shoes simply for having a "socially" popular brand name. The same stuff EVERYONE w

Armageddon 4
Armageddon 4 Why do I laugh, when I could cry Against the confines of my mind The jester wears a tearful crown Masquerade of pristine anguish Brilliance hand in hand with failure I walk the road of broken glass Chained and fettered by my fears Yet my thoughts are free to roam

Did Ya Know
Heat up leftover pizza in a non-stick skillet on top of the stove, set heat to med-low and heat till warm. This keeps the crust crispy. No soggy micro pizza. I saw this on the cooking channel and it really works. Easy Deviled Eggs Put cooked egg yolks in a zip lock bag. Seal, mash till they are all broken up. Add remainder of ingredients, reseal, keep mashing it up mixing thoroughly, cut the tip of the baggy, squeeze mixture into egg. Just throw bag away when done easy clean up. Expanding Frosting When you buy a container of cake frosting from the store, whip it with your mixer for a few minutes. You can double it in size. You get to frost more cake/cupcakes with the same amount. You also eat less sugar/calories per serving. Reheating refrigerated bread To warm biscuits, pancakes, or muffins that were refrigerated, place them in a microwave with a cup of water. The increased moisture will keep the food moist and help it reheat faster. Newspaper weeds away Start pu

Ignorant People
I see people happy in their ignorance I hear people their voices full of hope What power makes them so endure? What makes the human spirit cope? Sitting upon my favourite ledge I watch life go on below Drumming my fingers to an unknown tune as its drizzles seductively slow Making them huddle in their coats and beneath umbrellas hide Rush to family and friends they love or anywhere they can spend the night In my own black coat I sit and watch silently so intrigued by it all How do these mortals manage to live get up after every brutal fall For I know the fate of the prayers uttered by those who believe Prayers that will never be answered for they are pleas that aren't received Lost with the air they are words I can see them with my eyes I see the preacher for what he is an actor addicted to lies But if its these false hopes that keep you alive another day to see Ignorant people I bow to your strength And thus I'll let it be

What Kind Of Girlfriend Are You?
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... What Kind of Girlfriend Are You? MY RESULT:Boss Lady You like your relationships on your terms, at your pace. Who could blame you? You love romance, and you love having a boyfriend. Still, relationships can be pretty unpredictable and scary. That’s why you like to be in charge – that way, you can keep all the bad surprises to a minimum. The problem, of course, is that you’ll never be able to control everything. So try to relax a little and have some fun. The more vulnerable you are, the more you’ll be leaving yourself open to experience real love. Take This Quiz!

Real Men? Real Wemon?
Ladies and Gentalmen, I just thought I would get this off my chest as well as I know how. it would seem that there are many people that think you can't find either a real man or a real woman. It seems to me that evereyone is saying the same thing. What most people are negellecting to say it that all atraction starts at the physical level. I know it is very important to look past the shell and see the soul under the flesh. Perhaps it is all the head shrinker books I have been reading as of late. But one must always seem to work from the outside in. I find that I am single because I look to deep. I have been told if I lowered my mental standerds it would be easyer for me to find someone. Though I find that if I can't, fogive the image, roll over and talk to them ,about topics offten considered "deep", I have no interest. so if it is realy bothing some of you take a look in the mirror and find out why you alowe things to be the way they are. Now that I have borred you with my long win

What's Your Secert Talent?
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... What's Your Secret Talent? MY RESULT:Reading People's Minds Bet you already knew that, right? There’s not really any point in explaining any more of this to you, since you probably already know what we’d say. But if you’re one of those non-believers, who’s still not even sure you have ESP, we recommend you open your mind and start exploring your new-found talent. Great places to start: phone conversations with your crush, final exam week, and, of course, “Jeopardy.” Take This Quiz!

Passion - Quotes And Thoughts...
“Without passion man is a mere latent force and possibility, like the flint which awaits the shock of the iron before it can give forth its spark.” -Henri Amiel (1821-1881) Passion is such a primal human trait. We all know what it is, what it feels like. Whether it is passion for a person, place, or activity, passion is what carries us forward to new and greater heights of life experiences. And it is through these experiences that we learn more about ourselves, and are able to express ourselves. Our passions show us who we are, and what we can do. “The fiery moments of passionate experience are the moments of wholeness and totality of the personality.” -Anais Nin (1968) Passion is often associated with fire. It feels “hot.” It feels like it could consume us. We need to pay attention to the things that we feel passionate about. Our passions are tools which help us to learn and grow. When we are pursuing our passions we feel alive, we are living in the moment, taking it a

Beleive Me
Believe me, if all those endearing young charms, Which I gaze on so fondly today, Were to change by tomorrow, and fleet in my arms, Like fairy-gifts fading away, Thou wouldst still be adored, as this moment thou art, Let thy loveliness fade as it will, And around the dear ruin each wish of my heart Would entwine itself verdantly still. It is not while beauty and youth are thine own, And thy cheeks unprofaned by a tear That the fervor and faith of a soul can be known, To which time will but make thee more dear; No, the heart that has truly loved never forgets, But as truly loves on to the close, As the sunflower turns on her god, when he sets, The same look which she turned when he rose.

What Kind Of Monster Are You?
You are Frankenstein! You are a sensitive and misunderstood creature. You are incredibly kind and more human than people who were created through natural means. But unfortunatly, you have a nasty revenge streak and therefore everyone is afraid of you. Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Lots Of Requests.....
ok! lots of requests for.....racier pics. well,i just got here, so i would like to get to know folks a little better first. but i will take a littel poll... what kind of pics would you like to see? let me know and keep checking back...

Predominant Emotion Test
Your dominant emotion is LOVE Your dominant emotion is Love. You tend to always find the best in people and give all people the benefit of the doubt. You love your friends and family and they are what drive you. Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

The Stinky Cheese Man
I have to Share my Fave Fractured Fairy tale being a princess and all!!! Enjoy!! THE STINKY CHEESE MAN Jon Scieszka Once upon a time there was a little old woman and a little old man who lived together in a little old house. They were lonely. So the little old lady decided to make a man out of stinky cheese. She gave him a piece of bacon for a mouth and two olives for eyes and put him in the oven to cook. When she opened the oven to see if he was done,the smell knocked her back.”Phew! What is that smell?”She cried. The stinky cheese man popped out of the oven and ran out the door calling,”Run run run as fast as you can.You can’t catch me.I’m the stinky cheese man!” The little old lady and the little old man sniffed the air. ”I’m not really very hungry,” said the old man.”I’m not really that lonely,” said the little old lady. So they didn’t chase the stinky cheese man. The stinky cheese man ran and ran until he met a cow eating grass in a field.”Wow! What’s that awfu

They Said What???
September 17, 1994, Alabama's Heather Whitestone was selected as Miss America 1995. Question: If you could live forever, would you and why? Answer: "I would not live forever, because we should not live forever, because if we were supposed to live forever, then we would live forever, but we cannot live forever, which is why I would not live forever," --Miss Alabama in the 1994 Miss USA contest. "Whenever I watch TV and see those poor starving kids all over the world, I can't help but cry. I mean I'd love to be skinny like that, but not with all those flies and death and stuff." --Mariah Carey "Smoking kills. If you're killed, you've lost a very important part of your life," --Brooke Shields, during an interview to become Spokesperson for federal anti-smoking campaign. "I've never had major knee surgery on any other part of my body," --Winston Bennett, University of Kentucky basketball forward. "Outside of the killings, Washington has one of the lowest crime rates in th

Can I Help U?
“Hello, Welcome to the Psychiatric Hotline.” If you are obsessive-compulsive, please press 1 repeatedly. If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2. If you have multiple personalities, please press 3, 4, 5 and 6. If you are paranoid-delusional, we know who you are and what you want. Just stay on the line until we can trace the call. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell you which number to press. If you are manic-depressive, it doesn’t matter which number you press. No one will answer!

Almost Broken Angel
I have to give PA drivers credit for being SUCH ASSHOLES WHILE DRIVING!!!!! Let's just tell yall what happened so ya know. My 2 1/2 yr old & I were drivin home thrusday, now mind u its rainin like all hell. Well one of Pennsylvania's finst drivers decided to cut me the hell off goin like freaggin 90. Well needless to say i crossed 2 lanes down an embankment and into a freaggin muddy ass ditch. My lil one WAS strapped in back seat, yup ended up in front with momma. That SOB is lucky she did not go thru my windshield cause I fer sure woulda found his ass sooner or later i got that pricks licence plate #. Yep so to all (and don't take ofense you pennsylvanians who are on my list)you pennsylvanians who just cannot drive and should not drive who like to CUT ppl off in the pouring rain.. next time u decide to cut someone off think of who yer cuttin off and who may be in the car with them....GOT IT!! and that is putting it lightly cause I am a lady.

H20, Oh, Oh, Oh ,the " 10 & 20 " Arousing Instruments
I LOVE MONDAYS When I came home from a disastrous day at the office, was feeling stressed, down and depressed, when I least expected it, you unbuttoned your blouse for me, removed your clothing slowly, and the sight of your body brought me out of my misery, oh, so quickly! ------------------------------------------------- THE FLIRT It's always exciting sneaking up behind you, when you do dinner dishes in the kitchen, slipping my hands up your sweater, moving my fingers around your nipples, gently rubbing below your belly, leaning firmly against your skirt. ------------------------------------------------- WEEKEND ANTICIPATION It's five o'clock Friday. She's happy. She's perky. She has a bounce in her step. She's flirty. She kisses me. She just got home. She had a great shift. In a few hours I think I know what she'll want, and I bet I know what I will get. ------------------------------------------------- STRA

A Question From My Ex Girlfriend
So my ex gf has a problem with her current bf and I had to ask it on here cuz its just that interesting...and I'm bored. So u have about an hour left before youre significant other has to go to work. If u give him a blow job till he's rock hard or eat her out till she's severely wet, woulnt it make sense to have sex?

Cake Or Bed
Cake or Bed A HUSBAND IS AT HOME WATCHING A FOOTBALL GAME WHEN HIS WIFE INTERRUPTS, HONEY, COULD YOU FIX THE LIGHT IN THE HALLWAY? IT'S BEEN FLICKERING FOR WEEKS NOW. HE LOOK AT HER AND SAYS ANGRILY, FIX THE LIGHTS NOW? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE GE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO. FINE, THEN THE WIFE ASKS, WELL THEN, COULD YOU FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? IT WON'T CLOSE RIGHT TO WHICH HE REPLIED, FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE WESTINGHOUSE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO FINE, SHE SAYS THEN YOU COULD AT LEAST FIX THE STEPS TO THE FRONT DOOR? THEY ARE ABOUT TO BREAK. I'M NOT A CARPENTER AND I DON'T WANT TO FIX STEPS. HE SAYS, DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE ACE HARDWARE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO. I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU. I'M GOING TO THE BAR!!!! SO HE GOES TO THE BAR AND DRINKS FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS.................................... HE STARTS TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT HOW HE TREATED HIS WIFE, AND DECIDES

About Me
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TEL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL (copied from shell :)) 1. I live in watertown with my fiance, rick. 2. I love turtles. 3. I love to sing. 4. My favorite colors are purple, black and neon green. 5. I love to cuddle. 6. I have 2 tats. 7. I have my tongue pierced. 8. I am bi curious. 9. I am engaged to the most wonderful man in the world. I love u rick (soulfly) wussow!! 10. I have a kitten named Socks. People i tag: soulfly plain and simple green eyed baby victoria dilleholez big belly lover becca sensai pete deevee vampire romance

What's Your Datin Age?
You date like you are 22 years old. You are a good dater. You still haven't narrowed down exactly what type of person you want to date, but you have a lot of experience with dating and like to have fun with it. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Explain This....
Why is some people on this site seem not to evne wanna return a hello? I don't think I'm a bad person...I try to say hi to everyone thats on my friends list...see how they are...but I get no response most of the time. Why? Let me edit this b4 people get ticked...I mean people I dont hear from at all.

Nature’s Jewels: Native American Corn Necklaces
Nature’s Jewels: Native American Corn Necklaces - How To A friend recently showed up at a gathering wearing a gorgeous amber bead necklace which was admired by all. I thought the beautiful thing was from some expensive amber-selling jewelry store, but it was made from Native American corn! “I have other corn necklaces at home," she told me. "One looks just like garnet and another like carnelian. And they‘re unbelievably easy to make.” Find out how to make your own necklaces from nature’s colorful--and inexpensive--jewels. Children adore this project, too! 1. Find a few ears of beautifully-colored dried Native American corn at your favorite market or roadside stand. 2. Break the ears in half and use both hands to twist the kernels off the cob into a bowl. 3. Cover kernels with boiling water and allow them to soak for at least one hour. 4. Using a sturdy needle and thread or dental floss, string the kernels one at a time into a necklace, being sure to make it long enou

Sexiest Female Smile Contest
who will come support me in this contest? You all tell me how pretty I am all the time, come show me the love.. I posted a bulleting if you could all repost as well as click the link and vote for me? thanks a bunch all! xoxoxo

Bringing Autumn Magic In
Bringing Autumn Magic In - Decorating How To Adapted from Witch in the Kitchen, by Cait Johnson (Inner Traditions, 2001). There’s nothing more luscious than inviting nature indoors in the Fall: the brilliant colors of Autumn make our homes feel deliciously warm and cozy as the weather turns cooler. Changing leaves, swags of grapevine, and vibrantly-colored apples and squashes make gorgeous, inexpensive decorations. Find out how to connect with the abundant bounty and beauty of this harvest season with these fun, easy tips for decorating with nature: 1. Preserve some colorful leaves. You can iron them between sheets of waxed paper, microwave them for a few seconds, put them in a solution of glycerin, or press them between the pages of a heavy book. Then you can apply them to backsplashes, place them artfully in a vase, mound them around a pile of gourds or squashes, or even use them as coasters for your favorite beverages. 2. Food is art. Find a local Farmer’s Market or

A Perfect Day...
I am sitting here thinking of you, as always And I have all of these thoughts and feelings Running though me and I can't help But replay today in my head, over and over again And I can still see you here, when I close my eyes Instead of a miles and miles away And I can still taste you on my lips It is a taste that I crave more and more everyday And I can still smell you there on my skin A scent that seems to linger, but not long enough To satisfy me and get me through anymore than a day And I can still feel you, all inside me A feeling that cannot be described At least, with any words that are known to me I can't stop thinking about how wonderful today was To be with you like that The same way that I wish things could always be A day that just seemed so perfect And as usual, you seemed so perfect to me In every way that you looked at me In every word that you spoke or whispered In every touch and kiss you gave to me And in every way that your body moved with mine

Sexual Iq?
You have a sexual IQ of 133 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

A Love Like Ours...
As I sit here.... Longing to feel your touch My heart filled with desire consumed, wanting you so much A love like ours.... is meant to be I give you my soul for eternity Knowing deep down inside there is a subtle ache Knowing if you ever leave my heart will surely break Decisions weighing heavily within your troubled mind Look into my eyes desperatly and peace is what you'll find Take my hand.... and follow your heart Together as one.... we will never part

Thanksgiving Decorating With Nature
To help get us in a festive mood for the holiday feast, I’ve come up with a dozen easy, fun decorating ideas, using only the abundant gifts of nature. Simple, non-toxic and absolutely gorgeous, these bountiful, beautiful ideas are sure to please: 1. Centerpieces: Pumpkins and other winter squashes, Native American corn, acorns, nuts, grapes, pears, pomegranates, and apples overflowing from a wicker cornucopia or heaped in a wooden bowl look abundant and beautiful in the center of your festal table. 2. Leaf coasters:Autumn leaves make great coasters to protect your furniture from rings and stains. Oak leaves are especially tough, leathery, and durable. 3. Natural napkin rings:Tie napkins with raffia and tuck in a pretty fallen leaf and an acorn, or a cinnamon stick or two. Guests can add their cinnamon to a pot of hot cider to sip on, later. 3. Simple arrangements: There is a beautiful Zen simplicity in a perfect branch bearing colored leaves set into an earthen vase. So

Sexual Zodiac
Taurus You are very stubborn, and your withdrawn nature makes you irresistible to hotties. You like sex to be romantic and passionate, and you know just how to make it that way. Your partners cannot resist your spontaneous and gentle nature. Sex matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

A Sacred Four-directions Harvest Table
A Sacred Four-Directions Harvest Table - How To Adapted from The Cherokee Herbal, by J.T. Garrett (Inner Traditions, 2003). Many of us wish to rediscover the long-lost sacred roots of many of our feast-table traditions. Because this Thanksgiving holiday is rooted in the generosity of the Native people, I offer you these simple, beautiful ideas for decorating the table with the Four Directions, as understood by the Cherokee Plant Medicine teachings and traditions. In this way, we honor indigenous ways of balance and respect for the earth. 1. Identify the four directions in your dining room. Which side of your table faces east? 2. Choose objects and colors that relate to the energies of each direction. We include some ideas and a list of plants that have traditional correspondences to each direction; choose one or two as meaningful additions to your holiday table. Please be cautious with the plant materials around small children or animals: they are not intended to be inges

She's Proud Of Me!!!!
My baby sister posted this on MySpace: proud of my sister Current mood: ecstatic i have to say that i am so proud of my sister. she has recenly become a volunteer firefighter at centerpoint. it has been a very hard thing for her because so many people are giving her grief. a lot of people think that she cant get through the rest of her school to become a paid firefighter. but she is not letting that get in her way. she is doing so awesome and i am so proud of her. so for all the men out there that think women cant do it she will prove you wrong. good luck to my wonderful big sis.

A Dream Comes True
It took you so much courage, To finally tell me, Those feelings you keep hidden, Securely in that heart of yours, I understand, How your heart was once shattered, Into more than a million pieces, The pain was so unbearable, You swear you wouldn't go through them ever again, Thank you, For choosing me, For taking that huge risk all over again, For giving me a little chance, To let my love proves itself, I'm on top of the world tonight, Knowing you finally realise, That my love has always been true, That time has shown you, I didn't say 'I love you' just for fun, I didn't kiss you because I wanted you to kiss me back, I didn't held your hand because they're warm, I do everything that I did, Because I've chosen to be with you, And I was also risking my heart to be broken, Exactly the way yours did, It has been a difficult journey for us, And the distance makes it twice as hard, But I didn't want to give up, I never wanted to, Not even for a single minute, Bec

Saying Hi
HEY ALL JUST WANTED TO SAY HI AND LET EVERYONE KNOW I WAS DOING OK. I DO NOT HAVE INTERNET YET. I AM AT LIBRARY NOW SO SEND ME MAD LOVE AND COMMENTS WHILE I AM GONE AND HELP ME GET OVER THE EDGE. MISS YA ALL