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What Type Of Piercing Am I!
You scored as Earlobe Piercing. Awwww aren't you cute with your little goody-goody attitude and what not. Maybe you should stop being so freaking nice and go and burn something. I mean seriously.Earlobe Piercing90%Labret Piercing90%Belly Button Piercing80%Lip Piercing80%Tongue Piercing80%Dirty Piercings80%Nipples80%Cartilage Piercing70%Nose Piercing30%What Piercing Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Men
why wait huh, why do I allow myself to get attacted to people that I shouldn't. I always want more than can be given, is this my fault? always. I just tend to offer more of myself than others are willing to give.... I shouldn't but its hard when I like someone.... BUT i think this saterday night is gunna be fun! why you ask well me and my gurls are going out and I am not going to back off... usually when guys hit on me I just graciously say no, well not this time, I think i will actually maybe take someone home.... pick out a guy in the club and get him.... I need to get laid anyway.... right...... so we will get margo, shella , and myself all a good fuck before the weekend is up muhahahahahah ps taking applications LOL kisses mel

Jabberwocky- Lewis Carroll
'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves Did gyre and gimble in the wabe: All mimsy were the borogoves, And the mome raths outgrabe. "Beware the Jabberwock, my son! The jaws that bite, the claws that catch! Beware the Jubjub bird, and shun The frumious Bandersnatch!" He took his vorpal sword in hand: Long time the manxome foe he sought - So rested he by the Tumtum tree, And stood awhile in thought. And, as in uffish thought he stood, The Jabberwock, with eyes of flame, Came whiffling through the tulgey wood, And burbled as it came! One, two! One, two! And through and through The vorpal blade went snicker-snack! He left it dead, and with its head He went galumphing back. "And hast thou slain the Jabberwock? Come to my arms, my beamish boy! O frabjous day! Callooh! Callay!" He chortled in his joy. 'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves Did gyre and gimble in the wabe: All mimsy were the borogoves, And the mome raths outgrabe.

I Haven't Been On In A Long While
So since I have not been on here in a dogs age I decided to come on and see what's going on. I have a few new comments and a few new friends, I sent a few letters but just want to know.....HEY GUYS WHATS NEW?? I am living with my in-laws so I am boared out of my mind and an going CRAZY, so if you have any cool stories to tell me that will wisk away boardom and make me smile send me a story and I will send one back. Have a magnificent day :) ME

Sonnet # 18- Sir William Shakespeare
Shall I compare thee to a summer's day? Thou art more lively and more temperate. Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May, And summer's lease hath all too short a date. Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines, And often is his gold complexion dimmed; And every fair from fair sometime declines, By chance or nature's changing course untrimmed; But thy eternal summer shall not fade, Nor lose possession of that fair thou ow'st; Nor shall Death brag thou wand'rest in his shade, When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st. So long as men can breathe or eyes can see, So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.

Suomi, Minä Rakastan Sinua
Jo Karjalan kunnailla lehtii puu, jo Karjalan koivikot tuuhettuu. Käki kukkuu siellä ja kevät on, vie sinne mun kaihoni pohjaton. Ma tunnen vaaras' ja vuoristovyös' ja kaskies' sauhut ja uinuvat yös' ja synkkäin metsies' aarniopuut ja siintävät salmes' ja vuonojen suut. Siell' usein matkani määrätöin läpi metsien kulki ja näreikköin, Minä seisoin vaaroilla paljain päin, missä Karjalan kauniin eessäin näin. Terve, metsä, terve, vuori, terve, metsän ruhtinas! Täs on poikas uljas, nuori; esiin käy hän, voimaa täys, kuin tuima tunturin tuuli. Metsän poika tahdon olla, sankar jylhän kuusiston, Tapiolan vainiolla karhun kanssa painii lyön ja mailma Unholaan jääköön. Ihana on täällä rauha, urhea on taistelo: myrsky käy ja metsä pauhaa, tulta iskee pitkäinen ja kuusi ryskyen kaatuu.

Random Thoughts
I read a bulletin today about different things but something in it reached out to me about how there are some who leave messages and comments and post bulletins but no one ever reads them...no one bothers to reply...ever wonder why...I do. I for example have 11 blogs posted they have had 112 views out of all the people on the LC yet the only one person that ever really says anything about them is my best friend Tink....there have been one or two other people who post a randome comment but out of 112 views that's it. People put themselves out there for the world to see...some of us are sincere...and others well lets just say they are not so sincere.... Are we as a society so stuck on the superficial on wrapping rather than what is inside the package that we are willing to let something great or someone great pass us by...never knowing what footprints they might have left in our lives... I am a wiccan and I believe that people come into our lives for a reason, a season or a l

To Everyone
Please Read And Understand these Statements I say. First and Foremost. I am one of those guys, that feel in love, and let the girl walk away. I made that mistake many of times. Guys dotn let up with out a fight, ANd here and now I wanna Appolgize for it. Im sorry for not fighting back to keep things together. I am sorry, for everything. I am Sorry for doing what I have done. Second, guys dont ever play games or let them play games with you. Love and Trust You Mate. Be loyal, and caring. Dont horse around to rough, and always take care of them if they are sick or hurt. Third I have a Rationalistic Statement to make. Who Has The Fucking Right to Shoot 14 9 yearold girls, becasue of somehtign that happened to him when he was 12? He Should Be Thrown in Prision but oh No He had to Commit suicide because he knew what was happening. I honestly Say Burn The Fucker. He Was 32 years old, he knew better. So why let him have a proper burial, if he were to be cuasght and put to the death p

My Sis!
Hahaha Sis I am going to talk about you. I am so glad Allie came into my life at the time that she did. Not sure what I would have ever done without here lately. It seems that whatever my ex can deal us he has. And once again I am trying to mend a broken heart. It is great to be able to try and help her through the situations she is going through also. And sis I will get you to let that hair down b4 the die I die. So beware...anyways I love ya sis and thank you for everything. Hosted by Sparkle Tags

Dream Deferred- Langston Hughes
What happens to a dream deferred? Does it dry up like a raisin in the sun? Or fester like a sore-- and then run? Does it stink like rotten meat? Or crust and sugar over-- like a syrupy sweet? Maybe it just sags like a heavy load. Or does it explode?

"all The World's A Stage"- Sir William Shakespeare
All the world's a stage, And all the men and women merely players; They have their exits and their entrances, And one man in his time plays many parts, His acts being seven ages. At first, the infant, Mewling and puking in the nurse's arms. Then the whining schoolboy, with his satchel And shining morning face, creeping like snail Unwillingly to school. And then the lover, Sighing like furnace, with a woeful ballad Made to his mistress' eyebrow. Then a soldier, Full of strange oaths and bearded like the pard, Jealous in honor, sudden and quick in quarrel, Seeking the bubble reputation Even in the cannon's mouth. And then the justice, In fair round belly with good capon lined, With eyes severe and beard of formal cut, Full of wise saws and modern instances; And so he plays his part. The sixth age shifts Into the lean and slippered pantaloon, With spectacles on nose and pouch on side; His youthful hose, well saved, a world too wide For his shrunk shank, and his big m

I'm Back
I'm back all...Sorry i haven't posted comments but i've been away busy with the kids and new babies in the family. I'm ready for a break. Hope i didn't miss anything. I hate being behind on topics..lol My brother and his wife had their first ultrasound today. Baby is growing big. She thought she was about 3 months but she's amost 4. Baby is Due on their first anniversary on April 2. Kinda cool.

Someone Please Explain
Okay I am not going to whine about this, I just want an answer. I have 133 friends (i know it's not alot compared to some of you) I am fan of 137 people because i am fans of ALL my friends why else would I have them as friends? BUT i only have 42 fans!?!?! this is just not right, why is it okay that I am your friend but you can't support me and be my fan? I try to take time out of my day to leave comments for people, but I am getting to the point to why should I because I rarely get anything in return. I am usually not one to think this way because I am a giver not a taker and when I give i don't except anything in return, but I am thinking that this just a big joke just like Myspace. I appreciate the people that do care and take the time to leave the comments and everything, but those are only a selected few. And I appreciate the shouts in my shoutout box, but if you are going to say thank you to me for leaving a comment why not take the extra minute to tank me on my comments s

Love
can anybody tell me why love hurts so bad. when you care about a person. then they just end up breaking your heart first they dont call then they leave you and email saying its over why do incident hearts get broken.

My Favorite Body Part..lol
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Can You Hear Me
Sitting here in the dark staring at the flame from the single candle burning in front of me Soaking up the moonlight thats coming in thru the windows Running my finger thru the flame feeling it burn my sking and enjoying the pain Knowing that as long as it hurts i'm still alive Thinking to myself that there has to be something better than this Aren't we suppose to grow up and be happy What happened to the young girl with all the dreams and ideas that were suppose to change the world Life happened, she's been sacraficed by you and all the people that took what they wanted from her and walked away without giving anything back Sitting here as I feel the fire burn my skin wondering will I ever be able to find her again The voices in my head tell me no It's getting cold now and I'm getting sleepy It's getting harder to feel the flame Is it time to give up time to rest My mind says yes but something inside me is screaming no Maybe I should stop the

Fake Ass Friends
I'm sooooooo tired of being a good friend and bending over backwards for ppl but as soon as they get a new friend or woman it's like I never even fuckin excisted. Yes I know my spelling sucks but I dont care! I have spent my last dime and put trust in the last person. People are too fuckin FAKE for me anymore. Yes I know everyone isnt like this but just seems thats all I meet.

The Road Not Taken- Robert Frost
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that, the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: two roads diverged in a wood, and I -- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference.

A Quick Freestyle...
Only time can tell when never will come In the end what's over is not really done The beggining exists in the eyes of none And forever quickly dies in the heat of the sun. It's insane the things that run through my mind A sense of normality you will never find A rage exists that's the only one of it's kind Forever I'll remember I'm always behind. Given to me was a nothingness so bleek One I gave away that I could never keep Enjoyment is something I tend to seek An end to devestation is what I need. It's done, I'm through, you can have the rest I'm sick of it all, sick of this mess I require the desire to pass this test But I'll never pretend I can't be the best. Now it's never and time is up The end is over the world is stuck In a beggining that shows no love Forever dies again the crowd is stunned.

The Pain Of Love
We had a good relationship. Everything was wonderful until he started lying to me. Then it was one mistake after another. I was tired of being hurt and lied to. We also fought a lot. We were only hurting each other by staying together. I finally broke up with him after 1 year and 4 We did not talk for a while but he has recently been calling me, telling me he loves me and wants me back. I do not feel the same. He tries to make me feel guilty about that. When you know deep in your heart that you are not happy, you need to change your life. Take the time and ask yourself, "Am I really happy?" Don't be afraid to tell someone how you feel. It will hurt for a while but eventually things will work out for you and you will get over that person.

So You Wanna Be A Witch...
I hear alot of people on the NET asking about "credible sources" and "what books should I read" and "how do I become a witch". Pretty much I have been answering everyone the same. Different interpretations will continue to abound both in written materials and in any teachings that you may encounter. There will NEVER be only One Way of practicing Witchcraft. Get used to it. No one has the "one true answer"...and any teacher, High Priest or Priestess worth his or her salt will tell you this up front. If they don't - RUN FAST!!! 1) Learn to ask SPECIFIC questions of other Witches or Pagans when you need help. And ask yourself some questions, too. "What do I think Witchcraft is? What do I find here that has meaning for me?" 2) Tell the truth. Can seasoned Witches tell if someone is "full of it"? Yes, they can and rather quickly, too! Be honest about what you know and what you don't. 3) Learn something every day, no matter how insignificant or profound. Read as many books as you

Chapter Three
CHAPTER THREE - Zepman's "How I Met Jimmy Page" ...and it made me wonder (now where have we heard that phrase before?) what I should do - should I ring the buzzer, or shouldn't I? I decided that since it was pure fate (and luck) that got me this far, why not push the button - if I was told to "get lost", or some kinder (or harsher) expression of the same meaning, I would fully understand, not be dismayed or disturbed by it, and would simply pass on my greetings to Mr. Page from one who was given great inspiration, motivation, and pleasure from his music - so, holding my breath, I reached out and pressed the button. A distinctly British voice answered, and I proceeded to explain who I was, where I was from, why I was in England, and how I happened to find out where Mr. Page lives. I also said that it would "mean a lot to me if I can thank Mr. Page for the inspiration to play guitar, since the first song I learned was Tangerine". He replied that "Mr. Page is in the studio n

Why Do I Miss Him....why
Do you sometimes wonder what love is What does that word mean Do you sometimes wondery why we suffer and hurt over another Why do we allow someone that so much control over us Why does the anticipation of being in their arms thrill us so Do you sometimes wonder why we put so much emphasis on the physical Do you find yourself wondering if it was really worth all the pain to be with them Do you ever convince yourself that they are not indispensable Only to find that once you have been apart for a while the yearning and wanting intensifies and over powers your entire being...that he over powers you Have you realized that fighting those feelings never works Have you attempted everything you know to stay in control...to supress those thoughts Trying to convince yourself that they are not special just flesh and bone not imortal or magical....yet you can't stop wanting them even though you know you deserve better Why then does it seem that once we allow them into our hearts we do

Paw Prints
Paw prints in the dirt, a strong steady pace set by one determined. The prints draw closer together as the path splits, a decision made, the prints resume their even spacing. Down a gully and over a tree, up the hill cresting the ridge. Two sets of prints meet, circle, together the prints lope down a path . Splashing through the stream to the sandy beach, irratic paw prints showing joyous playing. Up the tall hill to where the moon shines down, two sets of prints close together where they sat. As the dawn arrives bringing a new day, two sets of prints go opposite directions slowly. Two sets of paw prints, two hearts beating with love shared, but one Spirit dancing together. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This was written by Whitewolfmoon This and other good pagan poetry can be found at http://www.geocities.com/Athens/Troy/8051/

Letter From The Goddess
To: All My Children of the World Date: Eternity From: Your Goddess Mother Idiotic Religious Rivalry and Fear My Dear Children (and believe me, that's all of you), I consider myself to be pretty patient. I mean, look at the Grand Canyon. It took millions of years to get it right. And how about evolution? Boy, nothing is slower than designing that whole Darwinian thing to take place, cell by cell and gene by gene. I've even been patient through your fashions, civilizations, wars and schemes, and the countless ways you take Me for granted until you get yourselves into big trouble again and again. But today, I want to let you know about some things that are starting to tick Me off. First of all, your religious rivalries are driving Me up a wall. Enough already! Let's get one thing straight These are your religions, not Mine. I'm the Whole Enchilada; I'm beyond them all. Every one of your religions claims there's only one of Me. But in the very next breath, each religion claims it

Nice Guys
I caught this in a bulletin once. To every guy that regrets hurting or losing her. To every guy who knows which girl he wants. To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. TO EVERY GUY THAT WOULD SIT AND WAIT FOR HER FOR HOURS JUST TO SEE HER FOR TE

Breakdown By Skitz0
Break Down You feel your life is crumbling I feel you should let things fall where they may... You think it is hopeless I feel it is your beginning... You keep looking back I want you to look forward... You feel this is too much to handle I feel this is your breaking free for a new start... You hate change I think you should embrace it... You think this is not the time I think there is no better time than now... You feel you are alone in this I think you need to take another look around you There are no more walls blocking your view the rubbish can be pushed aside and you can walk forward in clear view and those you really want to be apart of your life... now can be let in! ~skitz0~ She wrote this for me and it brought tears to my eyes, because she truly understands how I feel when a

Who Am I ? You Ask Of Me
I be from the same as you…….heavens above amongst the chosen stars of Earthly delights beyond compare. For I am Earth, aliken to an Earth Tree. Many roots below to places of which some know. Of branches a plenty to reach out and hold. Giver of life from the magical well deep, deep below. Crystiline rocks, mystical waters flow. Touching, rushing from my fingers and toes. I am the Winds of the 4 Corners didn’t you know? Elemental shifts guided by moonlight Even of the darkest days into the night. There follows a trace scent upon the breeze of me Paths of each direction I take, hosted flight unto Pegasus A destiny chance of a landing occurs. Kissing my face as the winds envelope me always directing . I am Fire of warmth and The Light… Cast upon you spellbound within rapture and delight. I burn within your veins reaching deep into your soul Firelight of passions lust I am a giver of the light to show Unto those wh

What Is Your Fave Song Of The Red Hot Chili Peppers
ok the curious bug has grown on me again so this time i am wondering whats your fave song or songs by The Red Hot Chili Peppers and it can be from any album including stadium arcadium i am just wondering and it can be more than 1 song if you have more than one song from Bruce

Chronicles Of A 27 Year Old ...
Life on earth is a little complicated right now. It is all work and no play. I'm spinning a lot of plates. I'm feeling a lot of change. What I am actually feeling is the change of the world. The war in Lebanon is on, but the home- front is safe. I'm nearing 30 and well….you fill in the rest. Here are some thoughts from the chronicle of a working girl. From the outside, people who observe my circumstances might consider me a lucky one. A ‘working lady’ to be politically correct, if you will. I’m blessed with great parents, close friends and colleagues, a useful talent, a beautiful home in a not so perfect city (but who says everything’s got to be perfect?) and, to top it off, I get to play with this fun newspaper Human psychology dictates that self talk gets interesting after a point, so I ‘do ’think I will indulge you a little more. Mom once said to me "What are you made of you earthling?! Seems your pen and paper pad go every where with you girl!” and I said! Well! My office

A Lil Something For The Fellas
we decide to go camping just the two of us and after we get there and figured out where we were gonna set up camp...i walked around for a bit...found a couple of places out in the woods...so i wait till later in the evening while everyone was asleep and with it being just you and me..i grab one of my blankets...and lead you in to the woods..lay my blanket out and have you sit down as i sit on my knees beside you giving you soft kisses...then i help you out of your shirt. as i slowly lay down with you on the blanket. still kissing you sweetly and running my fingers lightly up and down your chest and stomach...then move my hand down to your waist and find your pants then i would start to slowly kiss down your neck to your chest. from your chest to your stomach as i slide your pants down and start rubbing on your hard dick....still kissing down your stomach i make it to your dick...i kiss and lick the head of it. the slide my mouth over it and work my way down making sure that i feel ever

Athena, Poseidon And The Patronage Of Athens
There once came a time in Ancient Greece when the first king of Athens, Cecrops (his name implying that he was half person and half snake) had to find a patron deity for the city state of Athens. The two Olympian gods who were particularly interested in the patronage were Poseidon (Neptune), the god of the Seas and Athena(Minerva), the goddess of Wisdom and Skill. They presented themselves in front of Cecrops and Cecrops asked from them to offer a gift truly valuable for Athens. Poseidon came first: he powerfully struck the earth and created a well with his trident ; immediately streaming water shot forth, but water turned out to be salty and not very useful for the population. Next, it was goddess Athena’s turn. Athena stepped forward, struck her spear in the ground and then she kneeled and buried an olive branch in the ground, creating an olive tree as a symbolization of peace and prosperity. Cecrops was very impressed by Athena’s gift- much more than that from Poseido

This Is A Post From Last Night.....nice One People
Ya know how sad you people are?? you people are pathetic, you all post bulletins on here say "hey go check me ass Pict's out" or "hey, go bash this guy pr girl, he/she is making fun of our troops and needs to be taught a lesson in patriotism!!" hey all well an good yet when someone post something showing respect for the men and women keeping YOUR ass safe, oddly enough, no one cares to read it, or re post it. Why is that....hmmm...maybe because you are to self centered to bother with something YOU didn't think of or hasn't been reposted 56 times before you saw it so its not worth your time...this is what I am talking about..this is a post from last night. I want to know who truly supports the men an women fighting to keep you safe and sound in our homes. How many really believe in what THEY are fighting for and who thinks what they are fighting for is worth it any more? NO I'm not trash talking those men and women, they have my utmost respect, if I'm trash talking anyone

I Whispered On The Wind
I whispered on the wind..."Goddess, speak to me." And a Raven Schreeched. But I did not hear. So I yelled, "Goddess, speak to me!" And the thunder rolled across the sky. But I did not listen. I looked around and said, "Goddess let me me see you." And a star shone brightly. But I did not notice. And then I shouted, "Goddess show me a miracle!" And a life was born. But I did not know. So I cried out in despair, "Touch me Goddess, and let me know you are here!" Whereupon the Goddess reached down and touched me. But I brushed the butterfly away and walked away unknowingly. Listening and remembering the innocence of our inner child, opens our eyes to the wonder and magick all around us. ~anon~

You
"You are the best. You are the worst. You are average. Your love is a part of you. You try to give it away because you cannot bear its radiance, but you cannot separate it from yourself. To understand your fellow humans, you must understand why you give them your love. You must realize that hate is but a crime-ridden subdivision of love. You must reclaim what you never lost. You must take leave of your sanity, and yet be fully responsible for your actions."

True Love
True love never really dies, Sometimes changes with the tides, Burns from a raging fire into a flame, But it's still love just the same, Leaves a lasting impression in your heart, Bonds lovers for life even after they part, And through it all, With every rise and fall, Through all the fire and the rain, As friends or as lovers the feelings remain.

Spirit Of The Night
SPIRIT OF THE NIGHT NIGHT HAS FALLEN ON THE FOREST, AND THE STARS TAKE WATCH OVER ALL, THE MOON IS LENDING A GLOW TO THE VALLEY, AND A SHIMMER TO THE WATERFALL... SHADOWS OF LIGHT FLICKER ON HIS WINGS, AS HE GLIDES IN GHOSTLY SILENCE, HE IS THE WATCHER OF THE NIGHT, THIS SPIRIT OF MYSTICAL ALIANCE... WITH QUIET WONDER HE LOOKS UPON, THE CREATURES OF THE NIGHT, THERE IS WISDOM IN THE EYES, OF THIS GUARDIAN OF THE NIGHT... HE IS KNOWN BY MANY NAMES LIKE, NIGHT EAGLE AND TRUTH SEEKER, HIS MAGIC IS THAT OF THE MOON, WITH A SPIRIT OF TOTAL FREEDOM... HE IS THE LINK THAT TAKES US, BETWEEN THE WORLDS OF DARK AND LIGHT, A SHAPE SHIFTER THAT HAS MUCH COMFORT, WITHIN HIS SHADOWED SELF ALONE WITHIN THE NIGHT... MANY FEAR HIM, AND SOME REVERE, AS HIS SHAPE TAKES ON DIFFERENT FORMS, HIS WISDOM IS THAT OF MEDICINE, SEEING BEHIND THE MASKS OF MORTAL FORMS... HE IS A MESSANGER OF SECRETS, AND OMENS SOME DO FEAR, HE HAS KEEN SIGHT INTO OUR SOULS, WITH HIS SILEN

Does It Need A Name
So I guess the first one left me sounding a little pissed.......oh wait i was..but I'm over it now..lol.well now that cherry has gotten under my skin it's hard to stay away.got to meet lots of new and interesting people and hope to meet lots more yet......love to you all !

You Know What
John Cena is one fucking yummy man. Seriously. He'd be one of the only males in the world i could give to shits about there personailty, that one would be souly superficial. Hes hawt. lol. But he's not who i want :) Lmao. Just stating that hes one hawt man. < 3

Ooohhhh I'm Sooo Blue....
Blue: Lovers of blue are wonderful sex partners. They are affectionate and sensitive to their partner's needs. They consider love making a fine art and their approach is elegant. Men who love blue are like concert pianists, delicately ravaging their partner like they would play a baby grand. Women in the blue category enjoy sex to the fullest. They are exciting partners but their passion may be compared to a tidal wave rather than fiery aggression. Both women and men enjoy foreplay and the aftermath of lovemaking, as much as the sex act itself. In marriage a blue person is a wonderful mate -- never seeking outside interests.

Senseless
Just wondering what is going on in the world today there has been three gunmen killing innocent children in high schools its crazy innocent people are dying needlessly for no apparent reason. Its okay to kill yourself but not kids. I think guns should be banned other than for farming reasons too much killing.

In Todays Age
isn't it crazy, that we've come so far in civilization,yet,being without 1 thing like "electricity", throws us back to primative times. clerk can't ring you up because they don't know how to function the register without it. all electric gas pumps,locks,safes,everything that we use in our house,right now,every day. how would you do without it? yea, you would probably say, "yes i could deal with it if i had to", but could you? think about it,almost every 5 steps (unless you are in the grassy fields of IRELAND) you are using something electrically charged. i know , i know , it could'nt happen, right? but if it did..................... something to think about...(at least for 5 secs.)

No Longer A Jobless Bum!
Well, as most of you who know me already know...I'm rarely a bum...even when I don't have a real day job! *laugh* I started a new job Friday. So far, so good! The company is very small and I'm back to doing the type of pre-sales technical sales work I WANT to be doing (read: what my last job wasn't). I'm in Maryland going through some orientation stuff and learning a bit more about the product. Looks like it'll be a fun group of people to work with! Yea! I did get three different shoots in while I was off in September. I am doing yet another this Friday...perhaps with a pair of ladies this time. I'm fairly happy with some of the work I have now...although I'm still having lighting issues. I'll get them worked out, though. I ordered a new Nikon strobe flash that should be waiting for me when I get home. I hope to get my site online this month. I've been waffling while I get more work together that I like (I'm my own worst critic), but the shoots are happening at a greater

Help
ight people i need help levelin up... so please whoever helps me i will help u out.. for my friends that have actually helped me THANK YOU... anyways as u can tell im like extremly bored right now so if anyone wants to talk just hit me up if u got my yahoo sn hit me up on there

Sorry
Hey my fellow friends and fans... Sorry I have not been around to much...been super sick on top of the fact that I have been moving. We moved into a five bedroom home recently...and Im excited...all four of my kids have the chance to have their own rooms..:P It is awesome. But just wanted to say I will be super busy getting the house in order for the next week or two so wont be around much for it... Good Night...And God Bless!!! Shawna

Perverts
OK FIRST LET ME PREFACE THIS POEM BY SAYING I WORKED ON A PHONE SEX LINE FOR MANY YEARS, AND WHEN I WROTE THIS POEM I HAD HAD ENOUGH!! BUT FOR THOSE WHO "KNOW" ME YOU PROBABLY KNOW I'M BACK!! LOL SEX,SEX,SEX, IS ALL I HEAR, PERVERTS TALKING IN MY EAR, DON'T YOU KNOW HOW YOU MAKE ME FEEL?, WHEN I HEAR YOUR VOICE, IT MAKES ME ILL. IS THAT ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS SIT AT HOME, WATCH TV AND JACK OFF ON THE PHONE? YOU MUST REALLY LOOK GREAT TO HAVE TO CALL, WITH A BIG BEER BELLY AND NO DICK AT ALL. SO GO ON A DIET, GROW SOME HAIR, TAKE A SHOWER, GET OUT THE NAIR, DON'T CALL AGAIN, CAUSE IF YOU DO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE, I'LL HANG UP ON YOU. MAYBE NOT THESE DAYS THOUGH!!!!....LMFAO

Sad Point Of Life
October 2, 2004...my youngest son, Jimmy, died. Today is a day for remembering him, but also a day for mourning the loss of such a sweet baby. He was 2 years old when he died. It is a long and complicated story, but it can be summed up by simply saying...there are very ignorant people in the world, and I married into the royal family of fucktards. I still have my older two kids, and I thank God for them everyday, and I cherish every minute I get to spend with them. They are amazingly well adjusted, happy, and healthy. They, like me, miss Jimmy more than words can express, but we go on because we have to. I just wanted to let you all know what was going on in my head today. Later Dayz! ~Debi

My Beautiful Moment
I live and breath motorcycles, I would sleep on one if I could. I love to ride when the sun is setting, sound cliche? Seriously though there is a road I love to ride. Every night when I come across the same path the sun sets and a shadow of calm casts over me. Day fades to night and the land sleeps. As I ride I forget all the depressions and stresses of being human. All the craziness seems to melt away. In this moment there is no pain or worry, no regret nor anger. There is only me, my bike and all the peace and quiet the night brings. There is something so magical about the night time, something the day can not duplicate. As I ride into this particular moment I am one with everything around me. The world seems to make sense from every little animal to even city traffic. I feel at one with the universe for a brief moment. I believe that there is something bigger then this life because nothing as simple as watching day turn to night could make a person feel so alive. There has to

Far Away!!
well this is my first blog here...and well right now im feeling a little sad i guess u would say.....a year ago i met this person who made me smile with just a simple text message....he is the best friend anyone could ever have...but why do we have to be sooo far apart....it wasn't suppose to happen this way....i wasn't suppose to fall in love with my best friend especially when he is 6hrs away....we only see each other if were lucky every other month....we talked mostly through out the whole day...now its barley that we talk...and its sooo hard....he told me that he couldn't give me what i needed cause of the distance..and now im starting to figure out that i can't do it...anymore....i need him close i want to hold,kiss,hug,cuddle,play with him...and i can't cause hes soooo far away....why is it that we fall for something we will never possibly have....i had faith i had patience but im losing them fast.....well i have lots more to say but...i can't go on...its to hard for me to even

Weekend Together Ch2 This Was Also Ripped From Eye Candy
We are awakened by your phone ringing. It's a text message from Lucy, saying she can't make it today, but would like to in the future. You slide back into my arms. You look and feel so sexy, my cock is already standing to attention and pressed into the small of your back. My arms are crossed over your chest, my hands cupping and gently squeezing your gorgeous firm breasts. I start kissing the back of your neck and your left hand reaches behind you to grab for my cock. You squeeze the thick shaft hard. I roll you over slightly so that I can kiss your mouth properly. My tongue penetrates your lips as we start to lick and suck each others mouths. I squeeze your tits harder as your little hand slowly starts to wank me up and down. Gently I bite your bottom lip, breaking away from our kiss. I lick down over your chin and leave a thin trail of saliva down your neck and cleavage. Much to your disappointment my dick pulls out of your hand as I change position, kneeling over you. I whispe

Hahaha
So here I am laying in bed with the laptop watching television yet again, and I just heard the funniest thing. This commercial came on, and I have no idea what it was for cause I was too busy on this, but all I heard was "You must know karate cause your body is kickin!" I have NEVER heard that line before lol I think it's absolutely hilarious! If some guy ever said that to me, I would definately go on a dat e with him! LoL classic.

Sorta About Me
well i am 25 soon to be 26,am not sure where life is going to take me but everyday so far at times is an adventure. i enjoy music, outdoors, and long romantic walks on the beach(j/k). well this is pretty much a glimpse of me.

Subject: A Weekend Together Ch. 01
subject: A Weekend Together Ch. 01 post date: 2006-10-01 02:01:05 views: 11 comments: 1 ratings: 0 this was rip from eye candy You arrive at my house to meet me for our dinner date. You look stunning in your little black dress which shows off your tits beautifully. Underneath is a black silk bra with matching thong and garter belt with seamed black stockings. On your shapely legs are a pair of knee high, stiletto heeled boots. I'm dressed in my best suit. We kiss and then I hand you a glass of champagne and a little wrapped gift. You take your drink and open the package. Initially you look puzzled, but I pull a small remote control from my pocket and whisper in your ear that it controls the vibrating love egg I've given you. I lead you into my lounge and you sit on the sofa. I put my hands on your knees and push them apart, kneeling between your legs. You lift your bottom up and I hitch up your dress. I start to kiss your knee at the top of your left boot. I work my w

Ohhhhhhhhhhhh
Today I am in a mood I just can't shake I hate to feel sorry for myself I stubborn and pridefull I know but lately I have been reflecting so much and wondering when things went crazy i relize it was pretty much when my son turned 2 and that ticks me off thats when we relized he wasn't quite right and i relized i had no real friends.Thats sad becuse I've always been there for everyone i care about and still am even tho i probaly shouldn't.I've heard all the excuses all the i know its hard jenn.The truth is they don't have a clue no one caRES ENOUGH TO HAVE ONE i DON'T GET PHONE CALLS LETTERS INVITES OUT TO PARTIES OR ANYTHING ELESE WHY? If people werte honest with themselves it would be becus its to much work to be my friend i suppose i'm not worth it dam it now i'm crying. befor i go on to my on line friends the ones who i talk to i thank you cuz if it weren't for you guys i wouldn't realy have any. People i've known my w2hole lifejudge me and its not fair they don't know its my god je

What Is Your Intrest?
What is your intrest? Mine involve several things like horseback ridin', motocross, anything outdoors, singin', readin', movies, spendin' time with my kids and family. But first and formost my favorite intrest is LIFE IT'S SELF. What is your intrest?

A Good Joke
Good : Your wife is pregnant. Bad : It's triplets. Ugly : You had a vasectomy five years ago. Good : Your wife's not talking to you Bad : She wants a divorce. Ugly : She's a lawyer. Good : Your son is finally maturing Bad : He's involved with the women next door. Ugly : So are you. Good : Your son studies a lot in his room. Bad : You find several pornmovies hidden there. Ugly : You're in them. Good : Your hubby and you agree, no more kids. Bad : You can't find your birth control pills. Ugly : Your daughter borrowed them. Good : Your husband understands fashion. Bad : He's a cross-dresser. Ugly : He looks better than you. Good

B/f Thingy Part 2
Do you think i'm pretty? Do you have respect for women? Do you like girls? (lol) What would you do: If i was hurting? Would you hold me late at night? Would lie to me? Would you be there? Do you care? Do you just wanna have sex? Do you like poetry? Do you like to just stay home sometimes? Do you like L.C? Do you like dogs? Do you like animals? Do you have a job? Do you like Kirby ^^? What do you do for fun? What do you love about your self? Waht do you hate about people? What do you wanna do with your life? Can you sing Can you dance Do you have ants in you pants..lol) don't answer Can you play a musical intrement? Can you wirte poems? Can you be a man when i need you there? Can you help me, with homework? I'm i sexy? =D thanks so much love u guys ;)

Little Johnny Stories
A new teacher was trying to make use of her psychology courses. She started her class by saying, "Everyone who thinks they're stupid,stand up!" After a few seconds, Little Johnny stood up.The teacher said, "Do you think you're stupid, Little Johnny?" "No, ma'am, but I hate to see you standing there all by yourself!" _________________________________________________ Little Johnny watched, fascinated, as his mother smoothed cold cream on her face. "Why do you do that, mommy?" he asked. "To make myself beautiful," said his mother, who then began removing the cream with a tissue. "What's the matter?" asked Little Johnny. "Giving up?" _________________________________________________ The math teacher saw that little Johnny wasn't paying attention in class. She called on him and said, "Johnny! What are 2 and 4 and 28 and 44?" Little Johnny quickly replied, "NBC, FOX, ESPN and the Cartoon Network!" _________________________________________________ Li

Lets Get Dirty. Lets Get Fucked.
The bed beneath us laid spread eagle, aroused and anxiously awaiting to swallow our hunger, storing memories as echoes in the creaking bedsprings. Our bodies knew no bounds as we slid down on sweating sheets. One light from a perfumed lamp, Gathered us within its shadows, As we unfolded in silence. My hands teased and explored The contours, the folds of your body Until I pleaded for consumption. All clarity of thought lost As my tongue spoke wildly inside your seams; Your hair hugging my fingers As you unleashed wants as liquid spills. And whimpers turned to begs When I felt the wetness Pass between our mouths, Leaving pleasure traces upon your thighs. Now the gossiping walls Are sweating, reminiscing; The air hangs heavy With the musk of our essence And the moon is still blushing with shame, Stroking herself with luminous fingers.

New Skinz And Skin Request'z Being Taken
Okay friend'z, I created a bunch of new skinz, and may I say, some of my baddest on the LC too. They take a little longer to load, but the skin'z rawk. So feel free to browse my skin'z and rip any that say (RIP) on them. And if ya want a more personal one.....feel free to message me and I'll hook ya up. I can do about anything to these pages now. Enjoy! Steve~DaBull

Hes Gone.
at 6:30pm tonight my grandfather passed away. everybody, children, brothers, sisters, grandchildren have been in and out of this house for the past 5 days and today...after some had left and others walked outside to smoke a cig....he passed on. so now he is a place where there is no more suffering and where he can once again meet up with my grandma. i love you grandpa...and i will never forget that you love me too. may you rest in piece.

One Whole Week
ok so i have been off the internet for a week to prove to all that i was addicted to the internet ... yeah i must say its a bad thing when you go day by day thinking about the next time your going online! but i went a whole week... ha proved yall wrong!!

Breakup
"I'M SORRY I DON'T FEEL THE SAME WAY TOO", HIS TONGUE CUTS ME AND I BLEED TEARS, BUT HOW MANY TEARS CAN ONE GIRL SHED", I MUST HAVE AN OCEAN INSIDE ME! I FEEL LIKE I'VE WASTED A LIFETIME ON A MAN I DIDN'T LOVE, AND NOW THAT I TRUELY FEEL I'VE FOUND THE EMOTION I'VE BEEN SEARCHING FOR...IT'S TOO LATE! HE'S GOT A LIFETIME STILL TO LOVE, BUT THE SAND HAS ALMOST RUN OUT IN THE HOURGLASS OF MY LIFE. COULD I HAVE LIVED MY WHOLE LIFE IN A FANTASY, AND AM NOW UNABLE TO RECOGNIZE REALITY? I MEAN WHAT IS REALITY ANYWAYS, IF FACING THE TRUTH WILL SET ME FREE, WON'T IT ALSO LEAVE ME EXPOSED, NAKED, SCARED--ALONE? MY LIFE IS LIKE A TOWER OF EMPTY BEER CANS STACKED TO THE CEILING, EVERYONE KEEPS TRYING TO KNOCK THEM DOWN, AND THEY'VE COME CLOSE MANY TIMES. I'M AFRAID ONE MORE JOLT AND THE WHOLE THING WILL COME TUMBELING DOWN!, WILL THERE BE ANYONE THERE TO PICK THEM UP? OR WILL THEY BE TOO HUNGOVER OR TIRED TO CARE? I FEEL MADNESS RAGING INSIDE ME, SO I'LL SWALLOW THIS CAP

New To This Site
Hey all, I am new to this site..... It seems like it will be fun to play on. I hope to meet some new cool people!! I can always use more friends right? I am on yahoo messenger too, so look me up sometime!!

I'm Sorry That I Can't Be What All Men Look For.....
I'm Sorry That I'm not enough of a slut to sleep with you on a first date I'm sorry That my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs I'm sorry that I'm not anorexic and skinny enough for you to see my ribs I'm sorry That I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" I'm sorry That I'm not a Playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you I'm sorry I don't have a dream body that turns you on But most of all I'm sorry That you can't accept me for who I am

A True Budweiser Story
Subject: A True Budweiser Story How Budweiser handled those who laughed at those who died on the 11th of September, 2001... Thought you might like to know what happened in a little town north of Bakersfield, California. After you finish reading this, please forward this story on to others so that our nation and people around the world will know about those who laughed when they found out about the tragic events in New York, Pennsylvania, and the Pentagon. On September 11th, a Budweiser employee was making a delivery to a convenience store in a California town named McFarland. He knew of the tragedy that had occurred in New York when he entered the business to find the two Arabs, who owned the business, whooping and hollering to show their approval and support of this treacherous attack. The Budweiser employee went to his truck, called his boss and told him of the very upsetting event! He didn't feel he could be in that store with those horrible people. H

Hell Explained By A Chemistry Student
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state

*be Careful What You Wish For*
The Tortoise and the Eagle You flyers have all the fun. A tortoise lay in the dirt whining to the birds soaring overhead. "It's just not fair. You float with the clouds-I scrape over the rocks. You have the wind in your feathers-I have dust in my nose. Oh, won't any of you teach me to fly? An eagle was hovering nearby. "What's in it for me if I teach you to fly?" I'm rich, said the tortoise. "I'll trade half my gold for flying lessons." "Prepare for takeoff," said the eagle as he hooked his talons to the tortoise's shell and pumped his wings. The eagle lifted the tortoise up, up, up above the clouds, and promptly let go. The tortoise closed her eyes. The wind whistled in her ears. "I'm flying!" she yelled. We call that falling, answered the eagle. The tortoise opened her eyes and saw jagged rocks below. "Landing lessons...I'll trade the rest of my gold for landing lessons!" ~~~~~~Be Careful What You Wish For.~~~~~~ *~Aesop's Fables~*

Another Roadblock In My Life
i just got off the phone with my mom. earlier today she told me the name of the adoption agency that her and my dad went through. well, i searched for a good hour to two hours trying to find a number for them. i couldnt find anything. i called her back and she said they probably closed. so now my search is going to be a whole hell of a lot harder. GREAT! now i will have to go through the court system and that is going to be a pain in my fucking ass! i am not looking forward to that at all! UGH! im off to take a shower and try to relax.

*may Have To Try A Few Of These*
These sound pretty interesting….might have to try this There are cheaper ways to achieve each of the following! (But maybe not as much fun as trying these!) 1. To remove a bandage painlessly, saturate the bandage with vodka. The solvent dissolves adhesive. 2. To clean the caulking around bathtubs and showers, fill a trigger-spray bottle with vodka, spray the caulking, let set five minutes and wash clean. The alcohol in the vodka kills mold and mildew. 3. To clean your eyeglasses, simply wipe the lenses with a soft, clean cloth dampened with vodka. The alcohol in the vodka cleans the glass and kills germs. 4. Prolong the life of razors by filling a cup with vodka and letting your safety razor blade soak in the alcohol after shaving. The vodka disinfects the blade and prevents rusting. 5. Spray vodka on vomit stains, scrub with a brush, then blot dry. 6. Using a cotton ball, apply vodka to your face as an astringe

Dancing In The Elevator
Thought I would start to share a few of the stories and fantasies I write see if you all like them and then I will post more late here is one to start out. The hotel lobby was quiet except a few people getting in late from dancing at the club next door the music was incredible and the atmosphere was intoxicating we danced till we almost could not walk. In the elevator I grab your belt and pull you close you throw back a sly smile knowing that I had just enough to drink to make the night one wild ride of fun. The elevator seems to be getting slower and slower when I pull you close and kiss you starting with the top lip and then the bottom nibbling at you tasting your tongue lapping your juices until our lips lock in a deep long passionate kiss. Your breath heavy as we pull at each others clothes your pants a struggle to unbutton them finally breaking free your hard cock already glistening with precum you push at my shoulders looking me in the eyes wanting me t

Hello 2 Every 1
HEY I AM 21 I LIVE IN INDIANAPOLIS WITH MY HUSBAND AND TWO DOGS.....I AM HAPPILY MARRIED AND I AM ONLY ON HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS.....SO IF YA WANNA CHAT WITH ME I LOOK FORWARD TO IT.....I AM A VERY NICE PERSON AND HAVE GREAT QUALITIES AND A WONDERFUL PERSONALITY......THX RACHELLE

Tux
So this weekend my brother is getting married for the second time and I am the best man. So I'm taking him out Thursday night for a bachelors party and his wedding is on Saturday. So I have to put on a monkey suit. I really do not like wearing them, but I do have to admit I look good in one, hahaha. When I get some of the pics I'll post a few of them here. I also have some dreads for this weekend too. I have yet to be married and I know my parents are going to be hassling me about it, hahaha. But I understand why they do it, they want me to be happy. I just have not met the right woman at this point and time. Chris

My First...
This is my very first attempt at a blog here, i just want to say I've got plans for this place *evil laugh*. Eventually that is. Right now life's a huge mess, I'm sure many of you can relate. you know, like when you really don't know where you're going or what you're doing, and have no choice but to take things one day at a time? Well thats where I'm at. Anyways, I'm not going to get into any junk on my first post. Hope to here from you all, ciao for now!

If Your Name Is Garth ...
Well if it is - my condolences first and this test is not for you second! You scored as Tommy Lee. You are Tommy Lee! The Motley Crue bad boy who likes picking fights and wearing pvc and facepaint!.......Although you have the sense to film you supermodel girlfriend suckin you off!Tommy Lee85%James Hetfield65%Jimi Hendrix65%Ozzy Osbourne!45%Slash40%Kurt Cobain40%Billie Joe Armstrong30%What Bad Ass Rock Legend Are you? *with pictures*created with QuizFarm.com

How Much Do You Know And Care??
Answer these so I know how much you know and care 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish i was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in 3 words: 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think i'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. Do yo

Day Five
Today I kept myself real busy. I got the girls off to school. Then I got the babies ready and ran a few errans. Then I decided that I did not want to go home. We went to Mc Donalds and I got a coffee and let the babies play for an hour. When we left there it was 11:30. I knew that I had to get Courtney at 1, so I did not want to go home. We went to GoodWill to walk around for a few. We then headed to the Post Office and over to Courtney's school. Then it was off again to the doctors. After the doctors I was ready to go home. At that time it was 2:30. I then had to help the girls with homework. We got done with that around 5pm. I decided I was ready to go again. We went to my best friends sons football practice. And don't you know we did not want to sit there. So we walked the track for about an hour. We did about 5 laps or so. At 8pm it was time to go home. I bathed the babies and did alittle more school work with the kids. Now I am writting on here. You know tonight I think I

Time To Vote Again And Show Me Some Love
Hey guys if you think my pic is the best chest go vote fo rme again I put a new one you might all want to see kisses Chelle here is the link! [ LostCherry.com photo: 2881670908 ]

Speed Costs!
OK so It finaly happened I was on my way home today and wouldn't ya know it I passed a cruser lol, sure enough his light flashed on imeadiatley, I glanced down at my seedometer to se how bad it was gunna be, and commenced slowing down and pulling over.The cop aproched for those of you who have heard about the first ticket I almost got yes he went to the wrong side of the car, lol. This guy was not as impressed by my right side drive or as hummilyated as the first guy damn, and my smile and batting eyes thing just seemed to agravate him I don't know maybe he was gay lol. I handed him my licence and registration and he sontered back to his cruser. when he returned he had a pretty yellow peice of paper for me as well as my licence and registration. ya S~E~X~Y got a tichket lol.he was quite nice about it though further leading me to beleave he was gay. I was caught doing 180 km/h or for all my american freinds thats about (115 m/h) in a 100 km/h zone, or about (60 m/h) zone. just to let y

Heres A Surprise
As if there were anydoubts! LOL table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Super Horny. You are extremly horny. A little too much for your own good. Don't let it take control of you, try to keep those hormones in check ;) Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Very horny81%Super Horny81%Normal Horny63%A little horny38%Not horny0%How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

2 In One Day- Look At Me Go
so i write poetry heres my most recent full title: Its funny how words have so many meanings" slowly i peel the clothing from my body with my clammy, trembling hand turns the water on as quivering lips breath in the steam i stand there stripped of feeling letting the water envelope me from head to toe like the things you said to me slowly increasing its temperature, scouring my skin in scalding water trying to get you off of me trying to wash your affection from my cheeks where you left it when you tasted my tears the night before trying so hard to make my lips separate from yours for what seemed like forever to get the taste of you off my tongue trying to erase the images of you and i and those late nights spent on the couch and saying goodbye at your car trembling in pain trying to heal the hole in my ear -it’s funny the way it mirrors the one in my heart... ironic how the one i wanted can heal

Fans
I think that anyone who is willing to rate your pics you should be a fan of. They are helping you out!!! Also any friend that needs it, you should help them if you can. And any woman that shows you her naked body, you should not only be her fan, you should get down on your knees and thank the almighty for your good fortune!

Who?
I love, love LOVE the "just me" screen names. I mean... damn. You're you? Just you? You're not you AND the Dali Lama? I suppose that ranks right up there in the heights of stupid screen names right next to StinkyCheese or GrumpyOldMan.

Beyond Betrayed
Beyond Betrayed Current mood: You don't wanna know trust me!!!!! My mind fills with wonder, my heart with fright. Trusting won't be easy not with being lied to. People whom you should be able to trust, turn around screw with your head, emotions, taking you for granted. What a fool I was to believe I had such good friends, but now I see! The grass is not greener, the sun was in my eyes. constantly wondering who's true. Pain of those who had me fooled. No more happiness, only tears! Which way do I go, which path do I take? What's the point anymore?? I can close my eyes to the things I do not want to see, cover my ears to things I wish not to hear, but I can't close my heart to the things I don't want to feel. I'm sick of smiling for myself and everyone else. No one really knows the shit I've been through and put up with. What I have to deal with now, the new shit that keeps on coming in. Weather their my so-called friends or not, I mask my sadness, hide how I feel about

Answer These So I Know How Much You Know And Care Lol
Answer these so I know how much you know and care lol Current mood: lonely 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish i was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in 3 words: 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think i'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How

I Don"t Understand
I DON"T UNDERSTAND Current mood: confused I DON'T UNDERSTAND I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO DO I DON'T UNSERSTAND WHY I DON'T GET THE POINT I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY WE CAN'T HAVE ANOTHER CHANCE I DON'T UNDERSTAND AT ALL I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE MEANING I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE HURT I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW I COULD BE SO BLIND I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE SMALL PRINT I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I CAN BE HAPPY I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I CAN'T HELP MYSELF I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU'D WANT ME I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW I DID THIS I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY IT'S ALL MY FAULT I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY WE MET AGAIN I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY WE CAN'T MOVE FASTER I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I AM WRITING THIS I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE TEAR BLINDING MY EYES I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW MY ICE HEART COULD MELT I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I DO THE THINGS I DO I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I FEEL THE THINGS I FEEL I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL I DON'T UNDERSTAND

Contests
I am in a bit of a dilemma over all the contests. With so many friends, and very beautiful and intelligent women, in the same contest, It is really hard to decide who to vote for. Generally, if someone is a fan of mine or has helped me out, they are the person I choose. It doesn't always work but I need to apologize if I hurt someone's feelings by not voting for them.

Fattie Anyone?
Ok no bogarting baby! Of course I have NO idea what any of this means. All of my sources of info are from the internet of course! :) You scored as Marijuana. The most beautiful, chill drug out there. You want something that's not too harsh on your body, and soothes the soul. It's also not addicting, so smoke it up, baby! And never have to go through withdrawls. Marijuana75%Ecstacy50%Cocaine44%Mushrooms38%Inhalents31%Alcohol31%None!19%What's your ideal drug?created with QuizFarm.com

Poem
Waiting I hide in The distance Until you give me An answer I try to wait Pant icily But it getting harder As the weeks Go on I still do Love you But if you Make me Wait To long I will disappear From your life Forever I wait By the river Thinking things through The things I did Wrong And trying to Change who and The way I am I am slowly changing And waiting for An answer The time we Spend apart Is becoming My strength To change As I stay Here Waiting For you September 25, 2006

Fakes
Having been on the internet for several years in various capacities (yahoo, IRC, Lost Cherry, etc) it still amazes me how people can be so fake sometimes. I find it hard to believe that these people are so uniteresting or shy or whatever that they feel the need to build false identities and lives around themselves on the internet simply as a means of garnering attention, sympathy, or whatever. If anything, being here should make it easier for people to be themselves, as they are removed somewhat from those social pressures that cause many of us to be not as open out in the world. For myself, I would never pretend to be something I'm not in the real world, so I'll be damned if I would do the same here in an environment that should foster more of a sense of openness. Granted, there are always people out there that will try to take advantage of people that are too open, but usually those people are so easy to see coming we can all avoid them (unless you live under the proverbial rock or a

Poem
Haunted Every night Since you left I been haunted Of memories that We spend together I try to block Them out But they are stronger Than me As our memories together Haunt me I cry myself To sleep I lose a lot of sleep Because of them How much longer Until these memories Stop haunting me I try to use the memories As new strength For me to live on To make new memories With someone else Or until you find a way To forgive me And let me Back into your Open arms September 25, 2006

Ahaha
I just ate onea them damn hersey's resses cookies. They actually arent that bad. And i dont like cookies. Haha exspecially the ones i make ( cough ) And yes that was intended for just one person to read haha. And people say i posion them! -shakes fist-

Poem
Farewell Farewell to everyone that I knew as I love them behind to find true happiness in this dark world I live as I say my farewells everyone starts to cry because they may never see me again I say farewell to the dark cold memories in my life to never look back at them again as I start to leave I take one last look at my family and friends to have them be in my memories forever farewell everyone one day I do hope I will find true happiness someday October 18, 2005

Poem
The Lonely Girl There is a lonely girl standing on a rock Waiting for her loved one to come back from a trip with his family She waits in the cold snowy nights She will not eat or sleep until her loved one is back In her mind she wonders If loved one is alive or dead If he is alive or dead She keeps wondering about the same thing Each day night Will her loved one ever return to her? Her family wonders if she is all right From standing in the cold long nights Twenty-five years passed and the lonely girl had turned into stone She is still waiting for loved one to come back to her She might be dead but her spirit is still searching for the one she loves So they both can go to the spirit world together Maybe her loved one is already in the spirit world Wanting for her to come While she is searching for her special one The rest of the spirits can’t rest in peace The spirits wonder how long it will take until The lonely girl will find her loved one When will they get

I Wish You Knew
I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children at 3 AM, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 6 in the morning as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to try to save his life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a building fire "Is this a false alarm or a working fire? How is the building constructed? What hazards await me?

Poem
White Boy I hear you call my name When I’m fast asleep The second time you call my name I wake up to go find you In the cold night of winter As I walk into the woods you appear Sitting on a tree that had fallen many years ago When I look into your eyes I forget about everything in life I wonder if you are a ghost or a human who wears white clothes I sit next to you by the river We don’t say anything We just sit there quietly Looking at each other When you come near me I wake up in my bed I think to myself Was it a dream or did it really happen May 19, 2004

Road Trip
Yep gotta make the run. I have some family stuff that I need to go take care of. If anyone one wants to meet up on the way up or back... Let me know. I hope the good weather holds out to make it a good ride.. haell they areall good.. just some better than other.

Check This!
How the fuck did I get 5% on rap and 40% on country??? Teacher?! Can we re-test? You scored as metal. metal85%classic rock60%Punk50%Indie40%Pop Punk40%country40%grunge40%mainstream rock40%Emo25%Pop25%reggae25%industrial25%

Poem
Lost Love There was a beautiful girl who lost her true love, now she will be lonely, forever her true love was killed in a war over sea now she lost all hope and happily forever what will she do now that her true love is gone forever will she ever find true love again or will she die of loneliness love, loneliness long gone forever March 20, 2005

Writing.
Ya know what I really like about writing? I really like it when I can take a complex topic and make it pertain to everyday life. Something that is important to me and open someones eyes about it. If I can make just one person think, I mean really think, man that does it for me. I absolutely love that! I kinda like writing with that indirect anger, you know the kind that every one can relate to? Im not very good at it, but I wish I was. Practice huh? Im not very good at writing about puppies, or poetry (although I took a little poetry in college) but I am good at trying to be a voice of reason. I like expressing the opinions that I know a lot of people have, but havenâ€™t spoken them for what ever reason. I dig that too. Lately I have been getting more and more into writing articles. The only difference for me is that I have to study and research (oh darn, learning? Woohoo!) before I spout off. But I am enjoying it a lot more than I ever thought I would. And the really cool thing i

Profile
I am really confused. Before I ask someone to be a friend on here, I give them a 10 for their profile. Even if they decline my invite, the still have the 10! That being said, I have 1200 friends and yet only 339 have rated my profile. A couple of those were by people that gave me below a 10! I am just CONFUSED!!

I Miss U A Little To Much
I miss you a little: a little too much A little too often: a little too hard No matte what: no matter when Im here to asure you a place in my heart I watch the sunset melt in your heart, An orange ember that stains your coronary artery. Forever, I long to lose myself without regret To be with you until the next light blazes. Apart for one night, never hear your heartbeat, Always weep sad tears, I, a lonesome poet, In the labyrinth of your beloved homeland, Saunter to find the other half of me to cuddle. The cry of an angelâ??s violin wakes my nerves As I reach out to touch your disheveled hair, But youâ?? re hiding, seeing not of my soft hand. I watch the last ray gleam in endless joy, thinking of you.

That Boy I Loved
That boy i loved he made me feel whole but now he is gone and i have an empty soul he acts like he doesn't even care about the way i feel the way he treats me it just isn't fair he use to treat me with friendship but know he acts like he doesn't give a shit but deep down in my heart he still sits but i need him to leave i need this love to quit cause it is causing me so many tears but not being near him is still one of my fears i know i have to fight it cause this love will never be real but every time i think of him my heart just starts to feel a little more happy yet so much more sad that we will never be close and we will never be together but i don't even know why i bother even thinking about him cause i know it will never be true and i know what i have to do i have to give up i have to loose all hope but i still don't know if i am ready to do that...

Mesmerized
In a state... of no return; My heart is your now. Yearning you.... wishing upon the brightest star, It is you shining so vividly....... Flickering above the earth..... Casting your illuminous light, To the the shadows , of the dark. Portraying the knight, That has saved me from damnation. So worthy of all my love. Therefore, I shall give it to thee, In abundance , my love shall set you free. Take you to places, you've only imagined in your mind, In your dreams....... My soft touch graces your face.... Leaving a lasting impression for all time. You swallow your emptiness.... And allow me to flow through your veins... Capturing your heart along my journey. I shall treasure you always...... Our precious love will grow..... Blooming as beautiful wild flowers .... In a vast grassy meadow..... My soul touches yours......... As if they were destined to meet. Engulfing ... meshing as one. All my life... I've searched for you..... Pointlessly being astraye

Miles Apart
If only you were here with me right now. Then I could be with out a doubt. You say you love me, I know its true, and I only want to be with you. Miles apart, hearts too strong, this internal bonding, has got me strung. i've heard stories, horrible things, but that's not you and I know it. I can't tell you how I know, don't ask me to prove it. Many people disapprove, say it's not safe, you are who you say you are, there's nothing else to it. Sometimes I sit and stare out my window at night. Thinking about you, wondering, if maybe, just maybe you could be staring at the moon too. Tears roll down my eyes, my stomach gets weak; I want you here with me. I hope you know how much I love you and as far apart as we may be always know that we were meant to be. For I know that one day my dream will come true. I will finally get to be with you. *until then know im forever urs. i love you so much~curvy lover

Im Adicted To U
Love is one of the most fascinatin thing. youll know when its there when it takes u under its wing. love can end just as fast as it starts. and when it does ur left with many marks. Most of the time i sit here thinkin about the times we had. all the good and the bad. i think to myself is this the way its suppose to be. you with someone else and not with me. it gets hard at times and sometimes i cant understand. why things have to be so complicated and so unplanned. but most of all i miss u so much. ur kiss ur smile ur special touch. lost hope and given up on all my dreams. why does life have to suck so bad the way it seems. with u i felt so good. i feel so bad without u now i can barely cope but i still am as much as i could. u were my cure my only tooken drug. talkin to u is great but not good enough. i need u more than u know. i hide it all the time cause i never wana let it show. im not good at showing my feelings or letting my emotions out. but i crie

♥
Love is... a term often said without knowledge & confused with infatuation.it is a term in which it has been defined but can never exactly be expressed by words.some say it is an oppurtunity just waiting for something better to come along...others leave it up to fate.Love is something you cannot seek....and at times cannot see,it has it's ways.Love has no right or wrong definition to it for it is uncertain....so the question is''if the term love is uncertain...then why be defined?''and yet we find ourselves asking what is love?LOVE.....it is uncertain,yet still possible! ♥joanna♥

Its All For Fun ... Sure!
Might have to stop taking these - might reveal more about me than ppl should know! LOL You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM85%Sex God78%A Romantic45%Virgin23%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Kinky
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs100%Whips100%Biting92%Bondage83%Blind Folds83%Blood25%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Mother
What is a Mother??? A Mother is not a person to lean on but a person to make leaning unnecessary. Four years had pasts, me and my mother had a big fallen out, she got mad at me and i got mad at her. We stopped talking, she moved out of my place and the bonding of Mother and Daughter just simply faded away! Sad but true, year after year, my life isn't the same, always some emptiness inside me, sadness that makes me cry, guess i am longing for my One and Only MOTHER. Augusts of this year, 2 very closed friends of mine from work a father and a son, died on a plane crashed, it makes me very sad to know that 2 people that was very closed to me just gone so suddenly, the 2 of them had a very good relationship, i envied them coz so much LOVE between a father and a son, and i got thinking, gosh , what am i doing in my life???? consuming it with so much anger and hatred towards my mother who gave life to me, raised me to be a fine woman...that got me thinking, should i make ammends wi

Kink
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky70%A Sicko40%Average30%A WUSS !!20%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Its All Good!
Would have to agree with this - its all good! You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage75%Biting67%Chains/Handcuffs58%Whips50%Blood33%Blind Folds33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Eyez
You scored as Loving Eyes. When people lood at your eyes they see warmth, comfort, and love. They know who you like because your eyes drop off hints, but they know how much your secret means to you so they wouldnt tell him.Lonely Eyes100%Loving Eyes100%Happy Eyes83%Caring Eyes83%Window Eyes67%Sparkle Eyes67%Eyes Filled With Pain And Hate50%Hurt Eyes50%Hidden Eyes33%What Do Your Eyes Say To People (Pics)created with QuizFarm.com

I Need A Good Girlfriend
Im johnny looking for a good woman to share my life with.I LOVE to cudell Im a good man i will be good to any woman that i like also i like to ride my harley,go camping ,fishing,boating,fleamarkets,fixing things .Im Intelegent and know what i want in life ..I do not smoke or drink

So Is This Good??
Hmmmm is this a good thing? The rest ofyou will have to let me know. You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky100%Average60%A Sicko50%A WUSS !!20%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Force-fed Affection
You had me... until I saw my reflection in a pool of my own blood I felt so weak, so small you stole my heart, painted it black and put it back brainwashed me with emotion force fed me deception until it tasted right I was on you and needed to break my addiction I'd pull on my chains but I'm so used to them I'd kill you but i love you that's what they're telling me I'd break free from you and your poisonous words if only I could see myself again

Worthless Mindless Drone
Your logic doesn't work here in this crazy mixed up world numbers are irrelevant a new flag is unfurled Throw away your thinking your opinion and concience these are worthless, nothing matters nothing needs to make sense Let them take your mind mold it to thier will come now isn't it easier to be numb and never feel void of passion, motivation just another clone come on, follow the leader now you worthless mindless drone

Are You A Butt?
Well thankfully I got a zero on the penis part! LOL You scored as Butt. You are attracted to: the ass! your an ass man/woman.Butt83%Boobs75%Abs/Stomach50%Face42%Penis0%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics)created with QuizFarm.com

10/2/06
well i brought my cat mercades home from the vet today, she went in to be declawed and groomed over the weekend and boy was she pissed at me. we cleaned up the townhouse so we can give our keys back tomorrow and oklahoma drivers are dumbasses...and that's my rant for today. todys slam of the day...you're a dumbass, its moderately funny and theres a great chance you'll be right when you inform someone about their dumbassedness. :)

Revenge Queen [pt 2]
As she searches through her collection she catches a glimpse of her reflection tears slowly fall from behind eyes so hollow she deeply regrets this path she has followed unrighteous vengeance ultimate futility pointless, mindless baseless humanity how sweet is revenge a vomitous flavor something her palate can no longer savor beautiful, heartless revenge queen she remembers everything

Revenge Queen [pt 1]
lifeless figures staring from a shelf unforgotten just like everything else bitterness leaves a sickly sweet taste to savor like rotting meat dusting off memories a remembrance and a grin willingly falling deeper into sin unquenched vengeance will drive her deep there's no more need for her to sleep unseen horrors consume her soul soon this obsession will take its toll

Seasons Of Sorrow
grey skies bitter cold all the leaves Turning Gold grass is dying as is your heart feel it tearing you apart see your breath in The freeezing rain feel the cold dull the pain now to rest your feelings go hardened by the falling snow

Synthetik
Show me someone who's found themselves and I'll show you someone who's lost show me something real that I can touch and feel and I'll watch as it fails you nothing here can last forever humanity ensures that fact you feed me truth as I watch the lie flicker behind your eyes the world is sick and failing yet your greedy, grubby little hands still clutch to your birthright your trivial pursuits I know they leave you feeling hollow but you'll claim your independance until it kills you won't you...? I hope you'll feel rewarded as the flames lick at your feet

Yup
You scored as Love. You are Love. You Love someone and are always thinking of them. You want them and need them. Your love and kindness is what will win their heart. Thanks for taking my quiz. Please rate. :)Love100%Grace100%Wisdom92%Faith83%Joy67%Peace67%Courage67%Hope50%What feeling are you?? (cool pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Meta-more-fosis
land lies in bitter stagnation the humid dreariness of summer drags on [matching the mood of its inhabitants] a sickly stench rises in the air but no one cares they will rot and melt into the earth soon to be yielding rebirth the fall is now apon us all our hearts are filled with lust we hide ourselves deep these dark secrets we must keep we disappear inside those who attempt to cease to hide become a shell we have lost ourselves an icy winter wind freezes and fills us in our barren, frosty souls are worthless, dead and cold most will break before we're through won't live to see the bright green hues the spring will come in all its grandeur and survivors revel in its splendor for a moment we are sane then the seasons change again

My Birthday Facts!
16 January 1968 Your date of conception was on or about 25 April 1967 which was a Tuesday. You were born on a Tuesday under the astrological sign Capricorn. Your Life path number is 5. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 9. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 8. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 6, 11 & 22. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2439871.5. The golden number for 1968 is 12. The epact number for 1968 is 0. The year 1968 was a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/9/1967 and ending 1/29/1968. You were born in the Chinese year of the Goat. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Goose; your plant is Bramble. You were born in the Egyptian month of Famenoth, the third month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).

How Far?
I wish I didn't have to think then I could be just like you I long to be that shallow because you never have to be this deep what is it like no to care to be so blissfully unaware I wish I could run people to ruin then I could be right where you are I long to be on top.... do you remember what it's like down here? what is it like to step on us do we feel good between your toes? I wish that I could take your place then you could feel my disgrace I long to be that lost.... it hurts to know where I am what is it like to wake up everyday and not know [where you are] and not even care to step on us all and laugh as we fall I wish I didn't have to care the greatest burden is a conscience where did you get yours removed?

Lucky
When the chill winds freeze you to your core think of me... every day this is what I feel the void you used to fill just a hollow shell pain would be a remedy to my numb un-beating heart when you lie, nearly lifeless as you die think of me... this is how you left me you chewed right through my soul massacred my dreams I died then but my body continues on.... even as your heart stills now you will never fully grasp how this feels you have all the luck.

Counter-attack
Always my sanity instantaneously is countered by sanity all I really want to do is just ki... YOU DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT TO DETERMINE WHO SHOULD LIVE AND WHO SHOULD DIE! all I really want to say is why are you such a... WHY MUST YOU ALWAYS BRING YOUR PAIN AND SUFFERING TO OTHERS!? sometimes I just want to cu... BUT IT HURTS AND YOU'LL REGRET IT THERE ARE BETTER WAYS! and I should be greatful I suppose.... for this level-headedness but sometimes I just want to think and not have my own thoughts criticized by myself what if I don't want to be san... NEVER SAY THAT!! shut-up. HOW DARE YOU! shut-up! why can't I think for myse.. BECAUSE YOU ARE INCAPABLE! always I'm defeated by my sanity.

Trust
Where have you hidden my will to thrive oh so deeply behind your lies... you have blocked it from my sight the need to become filled with light what is now a barren stream was once overflowing with my hopes and dreams you've stifled my ability to overcome reality buried under all this sanity indifferent calm flows through this body silent screams echo and bring memory of all the times I thought you really cared for me I may never trust again because of all I learned from you, post-reign fallability is an inevitability when dealing with humanity to trust in another is to damn yourself.

Exposure
Love is killing pessimism It's a shining optimism it burns brightly blinds who I've been and sheds light on who they always wished for me to be my blackened brain senses betrayal strike and recoil, strike and recoil... trust, faith hope, happiness.. foreign words that burn my tongue but I'm growing accustomed to this sensation I've never felt so exposed.

But God, To Lose It
I feel myself smiling when I think of you and I can't help but feel like a fool I hear myself saying "just wait for reality" because nothing I'm feeling could possibly...coincide... something is slipping between the cracks of the vaguely beating "reject it [?]" because I have no idea... no earthly idea what this is but I do... I'd just rather stay blind to it love is weak. leaves us vulnerable...full of hope. but to give in... is bliss...a fleeting feeling [?] no... I just can't make the connection but I already have... you manage to make it so simple... how..how? it just can't be I always tell myself nothing is that simple... it just isn't but you live it every day oh, the ignorance but you're oh, so happy can love exist in clarity? sometimes it shakes us awakens us to the hope that we never knew we had love gives us a strength of its own it's beautiful... but God... to lose it...

Zeit Fur Alle, Unter Die Sonne
never thought I'd ever have the chance to lift the heavy gate and have my soul bounce out again much wilder than I remember having as a child. these things are so eager gotta find some reins, baby hold on... these things are pure pain when they get out of hand... so if you'll wait a little longer while I figure this out... (I know you will) in time, I'll find this spark again, Hell, I'm burning now baby... I just need a while to align.. a total turnaround takes time. I've never felt this comfortable in my own skin... I know, I know this world is not my home and this skin is not my own but baby, your arms are so hospitable.

Carpe
Darling, you're a semblance of yourself every nuance of your being's been rearranged we need you to awaken... awaken to who you once were yes, yes you were flawed, but, they were your flaws... I can't believe you allowed them to twist and distort your will this way you've become brittle and weak under all this euphoria... baby, find that spark, snap out of this dream state… where is that malevolent beast hiding? it must be foaming at the mouth oh, let it out… don’t become another victim of forfeit… where is your questioning gaze? hidden beneath that valium haze… now, it hasn’t all been wasted stop this being laced in generality I knew you once for your originality… your words were like arsenic and velvet. God, now you’re so hollow… hollow, and it’s sickening when you speak I get that feeling like I’m jumping off of a twelve story building and when you breathe it’s like a cold front

Full Fill
fallen angel, wrap your broken wings about me and speak... oh your words are like cream and silk sometimes they quell the strain that builds up in me as rain beats into us and keeps us on the edge of sane if the weather were better I'd get lost in your somber amber glimmer that stops time [just for a minute...] cause we love to feel like this will never end... when life feels like too much to bear I can hide in the world that is your arms where tranquil streams trickle I love to make them flow so I can swim in you or you in me... under the silver stained sky we'll sway and glide and collide lean deep into me and we can float away on the transparent swell far, far from Hell...

Today
Here we are...Monday and a new month....October already and I really don't know where the time went. Lots of good things to come this month....we have Octoberfest and Cleveland High 100 years coming up this month...the new issue of Go Green will be out soon.....the Go Green Girl of the Month is great ( of course I took the pictures....she just made it really easy). Life is going pretty good for me......I have to say that I am happy......so what can I fuss about.......hell, I can probably find something. Learning more about Cleveland, which is good, since I work there now...seem to be a lot of really good people..... The Cal Hodges Photographer part is going a bit slow for me at this moment......trying to figure out the glamour part of this still....lots of people really love the work (images).....yet there seems to be a bit of fear when it comes to having it done for themselves. I don't bite....might nibble a bit.....and if you look at the world today....it is sex that sells..

Vokabeln
every blackened crack in the wall seems to increase in value as does everything if one thinks on it long enough... a seemingly painless chain of words can easily go from basic ...to acidic... if it is merely rearranged we should not always rely on our own interpretation... what is abysmal to some may be cashmere to others when braided together words can become....winged and at first glance even those known for their severity can overlook the least original when the same words are revisited at a different magnification seperate minds formulate seperately, this is not something the world celebrates... our medicated minds quickly cover non-conformity and we think the same old chalky thoughts so the solid silence with all its secrets continues on... waiting for a mind to dialate so it may intoxicate and soothe these wretched knots

Future Mrs
Never done a blog before so I guess I'll just shoot from the hip. I'm a 35 year old male from Iowa looking to make friends and possibly more with the right person. Kinda tacky I know putting this out in the open, but what the hell, everyone is doing it right lmao ! I just purchased a "new to me" semi tractor and will be going over the road next monday. Hopefully with me doing that, it will afford me the oppurtunity to make friends all over the country and meet with some for coffee or lunch. A special shout out to In your dreams. She is a wonderful lady that must have a heart of gold to put up with my non stop enuendos and flirting. Love ya hun ! So if ya wanna be friends or get together for lunch, just drop me a line, and as soon as i figure this LC stuff out , i'll be sure to get back with ya!

Base
feather soft skin dipped in sin God you'd be beautiful if not for every blemish on that hellish and forsaken face your eyes... I'm certain I remember that they once sparkled with laughter glistened with tears -blackened- with anger... but now, to look into them is to be sucked in to the merciless madness that now rules you the only shimmer in your illness ridden gaze is that of an animal -trapped- a deer caught in headlights glaze poor dear, once so lovely now so deranged everything you once were has been rearranged I loved you once, but now that you've changed there is no more of you to love Take it up with Him. 'cause I'm just not strong enough to care for your beastly form Darling, I apologize for abandoning you at your worst but _all_the_love_in_the_world_ could never be enough to cover up what you've become.

Satiate
I may love you forever even if we fall apart I'll have your handprints tattooed on my heart from where you caressed it so gently and burned through all my barricades every cliche you've had me feel you made it very real what I once thought to be some far away cruel mindgame that life would dangle before me but never allow me to play I'll never forget you cause your smile's printed on my mind and your touch, on my soul I'll always have a place for you because it's not like I could fill this hole with something new if you ever decide to vacate it it'd be like an infected wound that no amount of peroxide or TLC could cure because that's what love does it burns holes in us and our lovers are the salve

Experiment
So my roomate and I have decided to do an experiment. We have decided that we will only clean up the things we touch, we won't move anything we didn't put there, we won't clean anything we didn't get dirty, we won't do any laundry or dishes that arent ours....and we will see what the apartment is going to look like in aweek if it were only our third roomate living here. this should be fun.

Melt
I was closed to all influence broken down and malcontent completely void of all affluence uninspired, cold and spent winter currents stole into me hardening my very core waxing and waning thorough the debris stealing my innocence like a whore then one day while I wandered lost and ragged, nearly lifeless inside, the beast still squandered turning my body into a recess I found a place far from the freezing that heated my insides, and ran out the libertine my heartbeat felt foreign and began seizing I thought that it was death's high sign.. I awakened to breathing that wasn't mine using his lungs vicariously the warmth he enveloped me in was divine yet my life still teetered precariously he taught me what it was to feel again and my heart was a willing initiate I was thawed to him like I'd never been exposed, my soul did emmoliate

Who Are You
I Scored as a rocker?? What the fuck were the odds of that?! LOL You scored as Rocker, Mosher. Your A Rocker!Rocker, Mosher35%Goth35%Prepy25%Emo15%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev5%Trendy5%Skater0%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com

Lonely!
yeah im lonely,dads been away and stopping here like an hour a day then im alllllllllllllll by myself.Dont get me wrong i love it but its not enough..yeah my cousin came over last night but i'd rather the company of a woman and just spending all day talking or something.But i guess its good that i can do anything i want and not be bothered by dad or something and i can watch a dvd or play games and be on the net all day without waiting for him to get off the pc but i guess we'll see....

Make Me Believe
Make me believe that it's ok to love again, that is Don't abuse my love Just love me, it's all I ask for I've grown tired and I've become weak I'm so afraid I cannot speak Happiness, Sadness, Love and Hate those 4 things you just can't create They're always there Sometimes they're blind I'm only beginning to recognize What is my path Where are my dreams They're in your hands so make me believe -Jessie Shankland 10-2-06 © ----------------------------------------------------------- I just wrote this up really quick. I haven't been able to actually "write" in awhile.. My mind's been blank for months. Comment on it, show me some love. :) "True love exsists, you just have to find it." - me " I wanna date a rockstar." - me

Vote For Me!!!!!!!!!!
In the best man in uniform contest + best package contest!!!Put on by Hand cuff me baby!!! Btw comment and rank my pix especially my adult ones, its greatly appreciated and I will return the favor ASAP!

Poem
i breath in i breath out but in my lungs no air is found no blood flows through theas vens anymore and the beatting of a broken heart is heard forgivness sounds so regretfull but revenge sounds more like something i would do the rage inside wealds a mighty sword while the heart with in speaks a soft word the anger the rage the hate with in it screems and tares for freedom and yet the broken heart holds it in in fear of others this pain can't be bariable this heart can't take it anymore i breath in i breath out and yet no air is found and yet no air is found....

Pain
you say you can't feel so if i took your hand and had you touch my chest you wouldn't feel my skins wormth agenst your fingertips i'd shuder from the tender touch of your rough hands as you would try to imagen what my skin felt like my excitment would turn to pleasure as you would only wonder what i felt you wouldn't know the intiment detales of my body but i would know the feel of your skin agenst mine i would cherish the rath of your rough hands holding my hips if one wish could be granted to me i would wish this that maybe just once you could feel the intimacy between our bodys or just once be able to feel my body i your hands but this i know is just a dream world and could never become our reality so if you would please tell me how to please you how can i make you feel my touch apon your chest in what way can i have you feel pleasure from me i love a tender touch but if you can't feel it what pleasure is in it

Rawr!
I left her alone to go to the mall for something. I got back and the little shit head, BIT MY BOOB. Now it hurts. Ugh! Training this lil shits gonna be hard. I shoulda gotten a doggy that was already trained man lol. Shes my baby though so its okay. Haha. Im in a better mood today than i was yesterday. I don't know why. Well i kinda do lol. But yeah. Rawr. < 3

~*call Me When You're Sober... By: Evanscence
Music Video:CALL ME WHEN YOU'RE SOBER (by Evanescence)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself. Can't keep believing, We're only deceiving ourselves . And I'm sick of the lie, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Couldn't take the blame. Sick with shame. Must be exhausting to lose your own game. Selfishly hated, No wonder you're jaded. You can't play the victim this time, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. You never call me when you're sober. You only want it cause it's over, It's over. How could I have burned paradise? How could I - you were never mine. So don't cry to me

Sooo True
You scored as Blue. Your heart is blue. You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You\'re grateful for what you have in life, even if it\'s not perfect. People love you for who you are, don\'t ever change that- it\'s what makes you the great person that you are.Blue100%Yellow82%Pink82%Red39%Green36%White36%Black21%Purple21%Orange14%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

The Eyes Have It
You scored as Loving Eyes. When people lood at your eyes they see warmth, comfort, and love. They know who you like because your eyes drop off hints, but they know how much your secret means to you so they wouldnt tell him.Loving Eyes100%Hurt Eyes83%Eyes Filled With Pain And Hate67%Happy Eyes50%Sparkle Eyes50%Caring Eyes50%Lonely Eyes33%Hidden Eyes33%Window Eyes17%What Do Your Eyes Say To People (Pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Why Me?
Just wanted to say sorry for not doing my usual postings, yeah I'm a slacker. I spent the morning in the ER only to find out I didn't have a stroke afterall, just have Bell's Palsy. Yippie. Happy Monday to me! So, enjoy my smiling pics here on LC ...hard telling when you'll see another one :( Thanks for reading and keep me in your thoughts and prayers. ~~Kim

Angels
I Believe In Angels And I Know One Is Watching Over You. I Know There's An Angel Always By Your Side. Whether Male Or Female, It's There To Be Your Guide. It Rejoices With Each Sunrise, The beginning Of Each Day, Knowing That You're Safe Indeed, For In God's Hands You Stay. And When Evening Comes, And The Darkness Makes It's Cover, Your Angel Settles In The Coming Night And Above Your Head It Hovers. Yes, I Beleive In Angels - You Have Your Very Own, Because You Are God's Special Child And You'll Never Be Alone.

Updates On My Fucked Up Life
Well the last time I posted a blog it was concerning the fact that the company that I was working for was not licensed here in Vegas and after a month and two weeks they pulled out of Vegas and left me high and dry with out a job or stability in my life, so my husband and I went ahead and put our beautiful house on the Market to sell and we had to purchased another house that is smaller and cheaper in Summerland. Well this morning is the 1st of October and I felt as if this month would have been better then last month since my Birthday was a crash for not having enough money to even have any fun. Splurging is out of the question as well. Anyways, my husband gets an email from his employer asking for him to call his boss around 10 AM this morning. Ok, let me state that my husband was their top producer for their company, but he had to hear the news of. “Ian, we will pay you your base for (One) more months, but after this month JLM direct will no longer be able to do loans i

Letting Off Some Steam
Hey all, Well I guess there are some problems on lostcherry. First of all, if you are fat that DOES NOT MEAN YOU ARE UGLY! It simply means that it takes a special man to look at your personality. Work for me (yes I work at Wal Mart) has been rather flustering b/c 33 hours per week. I rather have closer to 40. Oh well I guess my last resort is to pick up a third job. I also do video taping for City Council every other Monday. Laterz!!

Amazing Person
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person

Perfection In My Eyes
All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart, And for us to be together, to never be apart. No one else in the world can even compare, You're perfect and so is this love that we share. We have so much more than I ever thought we would, I love you more than I ever thought I could. I promise to give you all I have to give, I'll do anything for you as long as I live. In your eyes I see our present, our future and past, By the way you look at me I know we will last. I hope that one day you'll come to realize, How perfect you are when seen through my eyes

~*i Turn To You.... By: Christina Aguilera*~
For my parents: When I'm lost in the rain, In your eyes I know I'll find the light To light my way. And when I'm scared, And losing ground, When my world is going crazy, You can turn it all around. And when I'm down you're their Pushing me to the top, You're always there, giving me all you've got. For a shield from the storm, For a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm I turn to you. For the strength to be strong, For the will to carry on For everything you do, for everything that's true I turn to you. When I lose the will to win, I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again. I can do anything 'Cause your love is so amazing, 'Cause your love inspires me. (Yes it does) And when I need a friend, You're always on my side Giving me faith that gets me through the night. For a shield from the storm, For a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm I turn to you. For the strength to be strong, For the will to carry on For everything you do,

Poems
Leave a comment please thanks. My Fault By: Richard Its my fault I need you Its my fault I want you Its my fault I love you Its my fault you left Its my fault I'm dead Its all my fault The Bitch By: Richard The blood flows from my eyes As you rip my heart from my chest Your evil laughter echoing though my head As I see my heart in your hand My soul is crushed and you have won As you walk off my heart in hand I can't help but think What a bitch BLOOD RED SUMMER 2 BY RICHARD On that blood red summer I found you I knew you were gone I knew that they did this I knew that they had to pay So I took took their possessions I took their homes I took their blood I took their lives I took their souls I took everything from them All in the name of love All in the name of you That blood red summer

For You Are The One
For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone

Treasured Moments
TREASURED MOMENTS 14:50:08 - Apr 05 2005 Destiny or Fate these treasured moments. Stolen and recorded forever in my mind. Enticingly entranced you are stealing my heart. You have struck in me a desire both immoral and immortal. Captivating my heart and my soul. I drink deeply of your essence. I long for you, for your touch, for your caress. You invade my dreams and haunt my days and my nights. Awakening in me a fire and I burn with a passion I never knew existed. Make me one with you. Fill me and ease this pain that burns deep in my loin. For you and only you can quench my thirst, my desire, my yearning. With pride and with pleasure I think of you. For these have become my Treasured Moments

Laughter
"Laughter - that is something very sacred especially for us Indians." --John (Fire) Lame Deer, ROSEBUD LAKOTA Laughter is mental, laughter is emotional, laughter is physical and laughter is spiritual. Laughter helps us find balance. If we get too angry, laughter will turn that emotion in a balanced direction. If we have a mental picture of someone who is too strong, laughter will help ease the tension. If the body is stressed, laughter will release natural relaxants into our muscles and our nervous system. Laughter often changes our attitude. We need to lighten up and laugh more.

Me!!
Hi... I just joined lostcherry and still learning the ropes...so if I haven't voted for your profile or made pic comments please be patient with me.. I'm new here and a work in progress!! Thanks and have a great night!!

My Man
AM SHANIQUA N I LOVE MY BABYN SHON AKA ANGEL WE GONNA GET MARRIED WE GONNA B 2 GETHER 4 EVA I WANNA HAVE HIS KIDS I LOVE MAKIN LOVE WIT HIM IT DA BEST ALSO I LOVE DIPSET BLOODS YEA5 POPIN 6 DROPIN 5FLAGIN 6 DRAGIN KILLA KRIP N WATCH DA TUE KOLOR DRIP YEA I LOVE MY BABY SHON 4 EVA EVEN THOU SUM TIMES HE GET ON MY NRVERS I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HIM 4 EVA N I DONT WANNA HURT HIM OR 4 E 2 LEAVE OR HIM 2 LEAVE ME I WANNA B WIT HIM 4 EVA

Popped My Blog Cherry....
i guess lol. so for my first blog i guess ill recap the weekend And the Pickles!!!...Chicken Tenders...Sweet sauce all over my body.... I'm on the train watching dane cook on comedy central presents- kinda sad that i am not going to be going to Tourgasm since chris so nicely pointed out that i booked tickets for a day DC wasn't going to BE there....go fucking figure. So i cancelled the tickets and they only charged me the 5 bucks service charge or whatever, they didn't even keep the convenience checking, and the nice man Israel told me that normally they don’t do cancellations and returns however since they hadn’t printed the tickets or shipped them yet- this would be alright... I’m so glad, i was ready to cry last night when i realized what happened- i knew no one would still want their tickets after they found out DC wasn't coming, and angela was a total bitch and like OH FUCK THAT I don’t wanna go anymore, i was like WOW thanks...i love that Schi didn’t even care th

I Will Love You Forever
I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my life every day. I love you today As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever With all of my heart.

Its True Lol
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot100%Sweet100%Soft94%Violent75%Wet63%Exciting50%Awkward0%Shy0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Clever
Someone out there either has too much spare time or is deadly at Scrabble. (Wait till you see the last one)! DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROOM PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER DESPERATION: When you rearrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT THE EYES:! When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE GEORGE BUSH: When you rearrange the letters: HE BUGS GORE THE MORSE CODE: When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES: When you rearrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME ANIMOSITY: When you rearrange the letters: IS NO AMITY ELECTION RESULTS: When you rearrange the letters: LIE

Love Is
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start

From Us.
This is our page together. What to say here to help you all understand our lives. We fully believe that people should want to know someone and not just what they look like naked. I know that most people will not even read this and I believe that that is a sad situation. So, because I know alot of people, mainly guys, are just looking for a quick peek of the naked female form we have decided that unless you do read this we will not be able to add you as a friend. This is the only one of these that we plan on posting and therefor think that it is not a huge request. We are looking for friends here not just cheap thrills. We are completely devoted to one and other and believe in privacy. To see her intimate pictures is in my humble opinion an honor. Some of you may not agree but it is our choice to post these pictures for some to see. She is my world and my life and while I am not uncomfortable letting others admire her beautiful form I will not let everyone do it. I believe sh

Barbie's A Bitch
WE ALL KNOW BARBIE AS A WHOLESOME TOY FOR KIDS BUT I HAVE A DIFFERENT THOUGHT: I RAN INTO SOME FOOTAGE OF HER DURING HER TEEN YEARS BEFORE SHE WAS FAMOUS. TURNS OUT SHE WAS STRAPPED FOR CASH AND TALKED INTO DOIN SOME SOFT PORN FOR A QUICK BUCK!!! I WOULDN'T THINK TWICE OF HER SHINANIGANS HOWEVER AFTER HER CASHFLOW PROBLEM SHE REALLY SEEMED TO LIKE IT BECAUSE SHE KEPT DOING IT!!! THEN I THINK SHE GOT A SORE JAW AND ENDED UP QUITTING HER ACTING GIG AND NOW SHE PRODUCES FILMS INSTEAD IN THE IMFAMOUS SAN BERNADINO VALLEY IN SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA!! NOW PPL, SHE HAS BEEN DOING THIS FOR YEARS!! SHE HAS MARKETED HERSELF AS THE PERFECT FORM OF BEAUTY TO HAVE OUR CHILDREN SECOND GUESSING THEIR LOOKS AT EVERY CORNER!!! SHE'S PLASTIC AND FAKE BUT OUR LITTLE GIRLS GROW UP WANTING TO BE HER. WHEN THEY FIND OUT THAT'S NOT POSSIBLE THEY SOMETIMES BEGIN TO HATE THEMSELVES, ACQUIRING LOW SELF-ESTEEM AND THEN AT THAT POINT THEY START BLOWING ANYONE FOR ATTENT

Cumin-crusted Pork Loinwith Grilled Avocados And Apple-chipotle Salsa
For apple-chipotle salsa: 2 Granny Smith apples, cored and diced 1 red onion, diced 1 to 3 tablespoons minced canned chipotle peppers in adobo sauce Juice of 2 to 3 limes, about 1/4 cup 1/4 cup chopped fresh cilantro Salt, freshly ground pepper For spice rub: 1/4 cup each: kosher salt, freshly cracked black pepper, ground cumin or whole cumin seeds 2 tablespoons brown sugar For pork and avocados: 1 boneless center-cut pork loin roast, about 3 pounds, external fat trimmed to 1/4 inch, patted dry 4 ripe avocados, halved, pitted 3 tablespoons olive oil Salt, freshly ground pepper 1. For the salsa, mix apples, onion, chipotles, lime juice, cilantro, and salt and pepper to taste in medium bowl. Cover; chill until serving time. 2. For spice rub, mix kosher salt, cracked pepper, cumin and brown sugar in small bowl. Pour mixture onto large plate; roll pork roast in mixture to coat, pressing gently to help it adhere to all surfaces. Set asid

Southwestern Pork Stew
1 3/4 pounds pork tenderloin, trimmed and cut into 1-inch pieces 1/4 cup all-purpose flour Cooking oil spray 1 large red onion, chopped (about 1 cup) 1 1/4 pounds sweet potatoes or yams, peeled and cut into 1-inch chunks 1 (16-ounce) package frozen whole corn kernels, thawed 1 (10-ounce) can chopped tomatoes with green chili peppers 1 (4-ounce) can diced green chili peppers, drained 2 cups low-sodium chicken broth 1 teaspoon chili powder 1/2 teaspoon ground cumin Salt and freshly ground black pepper (optional) In a medium bowl, toss pork with flour until coated, shaking off excess. Coat a large pot with cooking spray and place over medium heat. Add pork and cook, in batches, 5 to 7 minutes, or until browned on all sides and no longer pink. Add onion and cook about 5 minutes, or until soft. Add sweet potatoes, corn, tomatoes, chili peppers, broth, chili powder and cumin. Bring to a boil. Reduce heat and simmer about 45 minutes, or until potatoes an

Spicy Shredded Chicken Filling
2 medium to large whole or 4 split chicken breasts 2 tablespoons olive oil 4 cloves garlic, minced 4 jalapeño chiles, stemmed, seeded and minced 1 onion, chopped 6 small to medium tomatoes, chopped 2 teaspoons oregano 1/2 teaspoon salt, or to taste Approximately 1 cup chicken broth (from cooking chicken breasts) Simmer chicken in water to cover until just done. Remove the meat, reserving 1 cup broth for later use in recipe and the remainder for another use. When the meat is cool enough to handle, remove it from the bones, cut it into 1-inch pieces, and shred it in a food processor fitted with a plastic blade. In skillet or Dutch oven, heat oil over medium heat and sauté garlic, chiles and onion until soft but not browned. Add the tomatoes, shredded chicken, oregano, salt and enough chicken broth to barely cover the ingredients. Simmer, stirring frequently, until nearly all the liquid has evaporated. Makes 2 1/2 cups filling.

Popsicles And Sex
The only way to pull off a Sunday afternoon quickie with their 8-year old son in the apartment was to send him out on the balcony with a Popsicle and tell him to report on all the neighborhood activities. He began his commentary as his parents put their plan into operation: "There's a car being towed from the parking lot", he shouted." "An ambulance just drove by" "Looks like the Anderson's have company", he called out. "Matt's riding a new bike...." "Looks like the Sanders are moving" "Jason is on his skate board...." After a few moments he announced, "The Coopers are having sex!!" Startled, his Mother and Dad shot up in bed! Dad cautiously called out, "How do you know they are having sex?" "Jimmy Cooper is standing on his balcony with a Popsicle."

Green Chili Stuffed Chicken Breasts
4 boneless skinned chicken breast halves, pounded thin 3 ounces cream cheese 3/4 cups shredded Cheddar or Monterey Jack cheese 4 ounces green chilies 1/2 teaspoon chili powder salt and pepper to taste 1 can cream of mushroom soup 1/2 cup hot enchilada sauce Combine cream cheese, shredded cheese, chilies, chili powder and salt and pepper. Place a generous dollop on each flattened chicken breast, then roll up. Place chicken rolls in the crockpot, seam side down. Top chicken breast rolls with remaining cheese mixture, soup and enchilada sauce. Cover and cook on low for 6 to 7 hours. Serves 4.

Poem
Suddenly I see u I get shivers in the twilight of my dreams You fill me wit bubbles of ecstasy An i dance in the breathless wonder of a rainbow Purity is the song love is the dance You are the conductor!!!! ONE LUV CAT

Ralph Once Again
Monday, October 2, 2006 What is right Focus your thoughts on what is right with your life. There is so very much that you have to choose from. Abundance is as close to you as your next thought. A thankful attitude will connect you to that abundance. There is something of positive value in every moment, every situation, every relationship. Zero in on what's right with life, and that value is yours. What you expect has a major influence on what you get. Expect to move forward on this day, and you will. Let the challenges inspire you. Let the possibilities encourage you. Choose to see and to live what is right with life. Whatever may come, be thankful, and you create much to be truly thankful for. -- Ralph Marston

You Are The Reason
"You Are The Reason" You Are The Dawn Of Every Day To Me, The Hope That Sees Me Through, The Light That Guides The Way For Me, The Love That's Always True... You Are The Joy That Fills The Heart Of Me, The Dreams I'm Dreaming Of, You'll Always Be A Part Of Me, You'll Always Be my Love. You Are The Reason For My Tomorrows, You Are The Reason For Today, You Are The Reason For My Life's Living, You Are The Reason My Life's Complete. You Are The Joy I Have Come To know, The Comfort That I Depend On, You Are The Friend I Share My Dreams With, You Are The Reason.

My Eyes
You scored as Lonely Eyes. When people look at your eyes they feel pity because they know you are lonely. You might sometimes envy people, so others might call you the green eyes, even if you dont have green eyes. Whatever is missing from you will return quickly and people will be able to see whats hiding under your eyes.Caring Eyes100%Lonely Eyes100%Loving Eyes100%Hidden Eyes83%Eyes Filled With Pain And Hate67%Hurt Eyes67%Sparkle Eyes67%Window Eyes50%Happy Eyes17%What Do Your Eyes Say To People (Pics)created with QuizFarm.com

What A Welcome!!!
Wow, when I decided to create a profile here, I never imagined the response I would get...I could easily get addicted to this! How much fun is this! Thanks to everyone who left me comments, gave me a 10, and invited me to be their friend. And a special hello to my webhoney friends...you guys are the best of the best!!!

My Results
You scored as Loving Eyes. When people lood at your eyes they see warmth, comfort, and love. They know who you like because your eyes drop off hints, but they know how much your secret means to you so they wouldnt tell him.Loving Eyes100%Happy Eyes83%Sparkle Eyes83%Caring Eyes83%Window Eyes67%Lonely Eyes50%Eyes Filled With Pain And Hate50%Hidden Eyes50%Hurt Eyes33%What Do Your Eyes Say To People (Pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Sorry
Hey all I'm sorry if I haven't responded to all of your comments I have been very sick so I haven't been able to keep up with anyone on here but I'm truely sorry and I will return the favor for all of you thanks for being patient xoxo

Forbidden
Forbidden by Todd Fulton Forbidden pleasures Who makes the rules Unfound treasures And beautiful jewels Can that line be crossed What could we truly be And at what cost Do you see what I see I know there is more there Waiting to be found Can you feel how much I care I feel like I'm being drowned If you knew the amount of desire That I feel for you My burning fire That wants one to become two Forbidden pleasures Who makes the rules Unfound treasures And beautiful jewels

Compared To You
Compared To You by Daisy When you stood in the doorway engulfed in summer shadow and waved goodbye to me, I made a silent promise to the setting sun and hoped you would hear me. I'll never love another like I love you, Darlin' I never make a promise I don't intend to keep. It doesn't really matter if you don't feel like that; Compared to you, they're only second best to me. They followed me around, offerin' me kisses, gold, and diamond rings. But to each of them I said, "Hey, Honey, I'm sorry, but I know my heart's desire. " I'll never love another like I love you, Darlin' I never make a promise I don't intend to keep. It doesn't really matter if you don't feel like that; Compared to you, they're only second best to me. The years passed by, college came and went and now, I'm comin' home. I dialed your number, said a quick hello, then sang into the phone: I'll never love another like I love you, Darlin' I never make a promise I don't intend to keep.

Forgive Me
Forgive Me by John O. To the ends of time I will love you my friend Knowing that you're gone leaves me a bend An angle to me you were so kind Raising my sprits with ways I can not find Over and over the days with you replayed Loving you so much wished you would have stayed I crossed a line which I know not fit Now each day I die a little bit An empty void replaces what I feel Growing sadder and sadder, will I ever heal From the feeling of love I felt for a friend

American, Made In Korea
lol ok been asked what mixture I am...so here it goes: I'm 1/2 Korean, 1/4 French, and the rest is German, Irish, English and American Indian (Simenole...yeppers I be a mutt lol certifiable and registered lol As for places I have lived overseas...geez... here I go: Korea Japan Greece Niger Nigeria Tanzania (East Africa) Madagascar Newfoundland Places I have visited overseas: Holland England France Egypt Belize Schychelles (hope I spelt that right) Austria States I have lived in: Florida Lousiana Texas Illinois Wyoming California Kansas I think I got it all :-S

Death.
So, my grandmother has cancer..She's 82 years old. We were told that she has 3-6 months to live, 2 weeks ago..now they dont expect her to make it past this weekend..so yeah..if I'm not on, or I dont feel like talking..PLEASE dont pressure me, and dont get all pissed and think that I'm mad at you, I'm just not w/ it right now..considering Sunday is my dad's birthday..and he's been dead for 3 years..=/ I just dont want to deal w/ bullshit and drama right now..so please, dont bring it to me.

Can You See It In My Eyes?
Can You See It In My Eyes? by Sandy Fioretti You don't know how I'm feeling. I have yet to vocalize Desire deep inside me. Can you see it in my eyes? I tremble when I'm near you Heat travels up my thighs and I want you with an urgency That I just can't describe. Dare I reach out to touch you? Do you think you'd realize How much I want and need you? Can you see it in my eyes? I long to say, "I love you," But am scared of your reply. Terrified like a child I've become paralyzed. The camouflaged emotions Lead to pain and silent cries. And yet I just can't tell you. Don't you see it in my eyes? Confessing through this poem My dilemma summarized. The feeling's quite cathartic, But will lead to my demise.

Coffee Lovers
Coffee Lovers by Aindréas Brennan Silently, He smiles to himself, As he thinks of her, Sitting alone in her kitchen, Sipping coffee. She thinks of him too, But little does he know it. Shamefully, Both pass each other every day, Without passing on the knowledge, Of their inwardly turned love. Time and time again it happens, For who has the courage to say it first, Or do they just enjoy, Their secret love affair.

Company
Company by Tina K Where are you going, where have you been? My dear, close, and quiet friend, As we sit in the soft springtime Saturday's end Taking comfort in each other once again. Tell me your stories and I'll tell you mine; And so we will pass a few hours time With the quaint and the comic and even sublime - Silently searching for that elusive sign. We'll fashion the future and polish the past, Allowing the memories to amass; While the grains of sand slip through the glass 'Til a tranquil lull pervades at last. Conversation fades with the eve's golden light, We cannot go on, try though we might; So you gather me an embrace so tight, And we wistfully, longingly say goodnight.

The Mistake You Cannot Forget
The Mistake You Cannot Forget by Ashlie You say you cannot forget And you aren't ready to forgive But I need your friendship More than you'll even know I need you there to live Without you by my side today Life's been going, oh so slow I miss your calls Our endless talks The places we would go You can't even bear to look at me, And I know my mistake For because of one night, And a few thoughtless actions, When you saw me you ran and hid I know we cannot take it back As much as we would like to But we could forget And start all over Just friends, that's me and you If time is what you need, Then I guess that's what you'll get But I need you there for me soon, My friend, I hope you will forget.

Can We Still Be Friends?
Can We Still Be Friends? by Kathleen Sheppard I was cold and hurting lost out in the night wandering and searching for heaven's light I saw the night sky clearing when you spread your rainbow wings But little did I know what joy you would bring From that moment on a friendship did start you kissed away my tears and sheltered my heart I bless the day God sent him from above But then I grew fearful for I had fallen in love I told you this feeling and what did you say? You said you liked our friendship and that's how it would stay I cried for a friendship I thought I lost But then felt your warm, gentle hand You then whispered in my ear that by my side you'll forever stand

My Gift To You
My Gift To You by Lonely Shadow I live through my dark existence only to bask in your beauty your eyes that shine like sapphires your smile that brightens even my sad existence I envy the wind that runs through your hair that touches your lips I long to touch you to hold you in my arms but I cannot for your heart belongs to another so, I can only love you from afar your friendship means more to me than anything this world provides but like an angel you touched my heart in a way that I've never felt before cause I've never known what love is until this day I know that we are only friends but my heart wishes it to be more so I will still hope and dream that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"

Thinking
Thinking by Sarah Healy Thinking. Can't stop thinking. Think of you. This. That. That Life. That day. That dream was mine. A utopian dream. Your aura; struck me like lightning to a tree. Pointy, like a star, you shone. So bright, yet not shining as a star would, But as apparent as white chalk on a blackboard. You would not show off like a star. Yet you did burn so hot, so fiercely, so explosively - you were a star in my eyes. But like all stars, you died. That gas was gone. No pull between us. The atmosphere was dry and I began to choke. I was taken from my star - like a child being taken from its poor, drunken mother - I did not know what was happening. Dazed. Confused. Without true reality, I there sat. Wondering. The end of my world had only just begun, with yours beginning.

I Wish U'd Just Listen
so i read the first blog i ever wrote on myspace..which i wrote a few days b4 my junior year started and it brought tears to my eyes becuse that blog marked the begin of a friendship i no longer have. I wish i still had him in my life. I screwed up the relationship i guess i should have known that the relationship wouldnt last Concidering that the whole thing started on a huge lie. I spent nearly seven months attempting to impress this guy. All i wanted was for him to like me. I supose i got what i wanted concidering that for those seven months i was all he wanted. (at least thats what he told me) He brought out the girl i wanted to be. Every lie i told him i wish were true. He helped my learn a lot about my self; I'm not a trusting person, sometimes im a liar, other times i can be quite minipulative. But i wish hed just talk to me or listen what i have to say to him. But i know he wont listen and that im just wasting my time thinking about him. He'll never want me again. He

At Night
At Night by Miss P. At night At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left At night I wish we could go to the way things were At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended At night I lay and think of us, I mean you and I At night I realize there's no more us At night I dream of us together again At night I wish for us to be together again But in the morning I realize it was all At Night

Terra Incognizant
Terra Incognizant by Prometheus You would think by now, I would know my way around, I shouldn't miss you so badly, I should be on familiar ground. How many more lonely years, must meander by, until I learn the lesson, it does no good to cry. What manner of iron will, must some people possess, to be always looking forward, to never accept regress. Perhaps if I was willing, to let someone take me by the hand, they could show me a happy place, in this unfamiliar land. Perhaps I'm only homesick, for all the joys that once were mine, I must accept that they and you, belong to another place and time. But I know that deep within my heart, there's a place where only you reside, and when the pain of loneliness comes, it knows that is where I hide. So if sometimes it seems to you, I'm clinging to the past, it's mostly because I can't yet accept, that our love didn't last. No matter how hard I try, I've yet to get over you, for the part of me that's still alive, believes you lo

Corrupted Love
Corrupted Love by Angelgirl020 A warm sensation fills my body My heart races with every touch The softness of your voice soothes My soul As I lay there hoping the moment Will never end Calling out for you Praying that you'll never let me go The sensation so strong I can no longer feel my body Slowly I fade in and out of reality In an instant the warm sensation Fades away My heart empty My soul torn apart Lying there; wondering where I went Wrong Calling out for you, only to find there is no answer My mind invaded with thoughts So cruel and unrefined The sensation of fear of what's to come Slowly the reality over powering The lust and fantasy Leaving me empty Confused on how to think or feel The loneliness I feel So wretched and compelled Betrayal to myself Revealing the terrors of my love

Slow Tears
Slow Tears by Martini I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek I think about better days and wonder if I'll feel that way again you look at me with those eyes I know so well always serious, so deep and insightful as though you're always in control But not today not now Now you look so scared like for once you don't have the answer I gaze at you looking deep into those hazel eyes Hoping to understand why you've said those things you did I wonder for a moment if this is all a dream if I shall wake in the morning and be relieved you look at me with a confusion I have never seen slowly pull me towards you and wipe the tears from my cheek

My Friend...
If you need to talk I will be there to listen If you need cheering up, I'll be there to help u smile If u need to go someplace, I will be there to go with u If u just need someonr near, i'll be there. I will be the kindof friend to you that u have always been to me

Seek Not My Heart
Seek Not My Heart by Kit McCallum Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.

Introspection And Aggressive Tendencies
I was beginning to believe in a friedsters conspiracy. Missing blogs, with the latest one being focused on my criticism of the President, raised the proverbial heat and I have no doubt that there were between six and ten high profile meetings with the top execs of the Friendster Corporation. Only after they discovered about my past rendezvous with the anti-internet revolutionary leaders was I placed in a secret underground holding cell. They tried to elicit names and future meeting dates with a variety of tortures, mostly psychological. After bringing in my sister, I gave them one name that basically led them on a ghost hunt. Finally they traced it all back to the anti-internet revolutionary mastermind, my puppy. I think he might of been jealous that I was giving the internet a little too much attention. When they realized he was a minor the let him go but put him on probation untill he turns two. I've been watching too much "24." Last night I went and saw the movie Jarhead. I expect

Entrapment
Entrapment by Christopher Hopelessly bound unfettered by the chains of love's grip - greatest gift, fate's cruelest curse. Wherefore do I weep at knowing the joy, the warmth, at feeling the peace, the fire. Wherefore do I weep unable to complete , to be, unknown the kiss, the flames. Wherefore do I weep at loving not living seeing not touching breathing not sharing holding not loving? All, because I, The Fool, am no more?

30 Things Stressed Women May Say
1. Okay, okay! I take it back. Unfuck you. 2. You say I'm a bitch like it's a bad thing. 3. Well, this day was a total waste of make-up. 4. Well, aren't we a damn ray of sunshine? 5. Don't bother me, I'm living happily ever after. 6. Do I look like a people person? 7. This isn't an office. It's hell with fluorescent lighting. 8. I started out with nothing and I still have most of it left. 9. Therapy is expensive. Popping bubble wrap is cheap. You choose. 10. Why don't you try practicing random acts of intelligence and senseless acts self-control? 11. I'm not crazy. I've been in a very bad mood for 30 years. 12. Sarcasm is just one more service I offer. 13. Do they ever shut up on your planet? 14. I'm not your type. I'm not inflatable. 15. Stress is when you wake up screaming and you realize you haven't gone to sleep yet! 16. Back off!! You're standing in my aura. 17. Don't worry. I forgot your name too. 18. I work 45 hours a week to be

You Never Know When The Government Will Read Your Emails...
Today a variety of e-mails from the desk of Michael Brown, ex-FEMA director, were released and I'm pissed. It's difficult not to get angry when so many lives are affected by this sniveling piece of crap. Not only does he completely ignore many critical details, he still has the time to worry about his appearance, his reputation, and finding a dog sitter. I have a dog, and I understand the importance of man's best friend, but when you are the most important official responsible for the support of hundreds of thousands of victims of a the largest natural disaster in US history, I'd imagine that maybe someone else can worry about it. I felt extremely skeptical of his capabilities to begin with, especially as I found out more about his background and lack of experience. These e-mails just seal the deal. He did not respond to information about the breach and also instead of acting on the information he did have, he chose to assume it was faulty. I nearly laughed out loud at his remarks rega

Delta...gamma...crap
I am debating whether or not it is the right time to finally discuss my opinion on the way everything was handled with Katrina. I feel like there are so many facets I would like to address, but I guess that is the luxury of having a blog I contribute to everyday. This all comes to mind because the last few days at school have been incredibly hectic. I got my eight new kids from the teacher who went back to her New Orleans school. I also have been thinking about the rebirth of the city after talking to Rachel regarding her upcoming Katrina relief project. It has come to the point where Katrina doesn't come up in conversation more than ten times a day and I'm a little bit more able to put the whole mess in perspective. The first thing I'd like to discuss is the evacuation before the storm. There has been harsh criticism of Mayor Nagin, the Louisiana government and the Federal government. Did Mayor Nagin do everything he possibly could to avert the casualaties of over nine hundred New Or

Gray Wolverines Vs. Blue Batallion
Coming soon, the technology infiltration. I am excited to announce that this week I will be prepped on a new technology that is entering my classroom. My class and the magnet class have been chosen to pilot a new program that provides each students with a remote control. I will prepare questions on a powerpoint and a set of multiple-choice answers. Each student will then press the button on their controller that is associated with the answer they believe to be correct. I can't wait to use it, because any opportunity my students have to think that they are using video games in the classroom will send participation through the roof. Not only will I be able to know who has grasped the material I am teaching, but they will also feel comfortable to participate. If they choose the wrong answer, nobody in the class will be aware of it except for me. I miss my old sleepaway camp. I heard a song on the radio today, "Standing Outside the Fire" by Garth Brooks, that triggered memories of Cobboss

Mothers Raising Their Kids Alone Due To Missing Parent
Greetings Everyone Since I am new to this site and have been on here just a week today I thought that I would share a lil somethin' somethin' with you all who may stop by my page.I started a new job working as a nursing assistant and clerk at the state maximum security prison here in Augusta Ga.this is a completely new change of scenary and environment from what I have been dealing with.I have been in the medical field since 92 but have always dealt with the elderly and never worked in a facility that houses only men. And it sad to see that there are so many mothers out there raising their kids especially their sons alone due to the fact that their fathers are either deadbeat dads,locked up,or 6 feet underground. Knowing that boys can be the hardest to train and make understand life in general. But we all knows that its a challenge everyday. Since I started working at the state prison I have seen so many of our brothas in there who may have a head on their shoulders and are

I'm Sad....
4:15 PM - Sad face Slash has been pooping all over the damn place for 3 days now. Parker is sick......she had her apendix taken out and now is in serious pain, and I mean serious. She can't eat and she just keeps crying. Nobody is doing anything to help mom except me and Lisa. The other kids could care less. They have more important shit to worry about (ie. THEMSELVES). Daniel is Jealous of the attention Parker is getting and Erica just doesn't give a shit. What a family unit we have. We're barely squeeking by with bills.....works the fucking same. Everybody sucks. I'm having a bad day and feel like punching SOMEONE in the face, but this feeling has been building up for at least 16 years. Someone start a help Kristiane out with bills fundraiser. Please.

Today...
ok well im new at this and im trying to figure everything out so please b patient with me as i slowly get my homepage up and running. but i still wanna talk to ppl and make new friends. so if u c me around dont b afraid to talk to me.

The Prick
Well, I woke up at a nice early time of 4:45am since I was sleeping next to my sister and she needed to wake up early to go back home for school. I, myself, don't have to leave til 7am so I had time to chill out and finish watching Street Fighter from last night, a decent action flick with Van Damne playing the good guy of it all and all the other characters I grew up with in that game...anyway, I looked ahead and scheduled what to do for the day, got in the car with dad and drove off to class, had a few close calls today as usual since I'm such a sloppy unattentive driver such as speeding down a hill without braking til the last minute (What if there was ice and my brakes were to fade? Game over). You see, I have to take special care of my car, or dad's car really, nothing belongs to me, I have to take good care of that car cause it's all I have. If I have to get it towed or impounded for any reason, I miss one, valuable day of class...and in one day, I can miss a lot, but yeah, as I

Just A Note....
I went camping this past weekend in Williamsburg Va. at a Celtic Fest. If ever you want to stay up all day and nite and drink beer and 18 yr old whiskey...this is the festival for you... I must admitt I was a lil shit faced Fri. nite til Sat. at 4am ...slept and started again at 10 am.... what a frickin day. But.... there was one thing wrong. Me and the best man in the world usually talk all day back and forth... But we were both to busy for that Sat. I just need to tell him and THE WORLD... i MISS THE HELL OUT OF YOU BRIAN....I LOVE YOU. Im counting down the days until we can be together again... and its getting rough. The things that are going on in both our lives is making the wait hurt so bad.....I know the wait has been good for both of us, we have got to talk and know each other so well... But "fuck" that...lol lol...i'm ready to be with you....I have realized all these trips that I have always done by myself..(even thou I was married)... would be so complete with you and all

Um..yeah,.r.p.o.r.b-s.
Random Page Of Rambling BullSh!t. watching the news and they just anounced that america was placing iraq under a type of martial law, you know the same martil law that we americans were under as part of the patriot act? and now because it's beening done to someone else SOMEONE KILLING OUR OWN!! bleeding hearts of america wanna bitch? i wanna bitch,bitch slap every one of them too stupid to realize that they greatfully accepeted the same SLAVERY without blinking their eyes. People like Sadam take control by force and maintain it by fear, yeah they suck. Hitler took power through propaganda, told the people what to see untill they saw it they then used force UPON HIS WORD. army. if the government of the U.S. of A. continues to teach it's citizens to care more for the other tribes of the earth than for our own then we shall end up slaves in service of the new Roman Empire, and with the countries we've "helped" in the past, bet if they check the contract they ended up as america

Guess Whatttt
remember how we couldn't figure out a word better than love? WELP i figured one out. It's FLOVE. it's a conjunction of the two words "fucking" and "love" . so when i say , Evan, I FLOVE you!" ...i'm really saying..."Evan, I fucking love you!". super.

Real Friends
Real friends are cross-their-hearts-and -hope-die,fair-and-foulweather, good-times-and -bad-times,fifry-fifty borrow-andthing,tell-you-anything,tell-you- anything,reality-checking-stop-your-whining -and there -there-ing trust-them -with-your- life-and- deepist-secrets friends REAL FRIENDS ARE FRIENDS LIKE YOU

Modifications
well its been a while since i posted about my new telecaster modifications, mainly cause i havnt been working on it i had taken it apart a few times to have a look well i have had a lot on my plate, mainly with gigging in pagan, goin out and getting drunk and well i kinda/have a girlfriend so my time is well er taken at times but i finally asked the bloke at work to bring his router in so i could use it. well i bought the pick ups and well decided on a kinda colour scheme, black and green, well at first i was a bit unsure bout it but well i bought a black scatch plate, black control plate, and a black brigde for telecaster with double humbucker! well i also needed some router bits which i bought and also a template to cut the cavity for the bridge. well today i got the router, for once simon remembered something. so instead of er phoning bank and sorting out mortages, (tut tut slap wrists i know) i decided to well cut the cavity for the bridge. so i got ready to do some

Good By
with streams of eyeligner racing down my face i face the world and wallow in its waist i see the mess and analize how it was made all this pain over words i hate this is what happens when you react and dont waite i would apoligise but its not my place i could try but its a bit too late she is gone for good i think i gues im just writing this for me working things out to work on me so adu once more the last time ill miss my friend forever more

Cherokee Wisdom
One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between two 'wolves' inside us all. "One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority and ego. "The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."

Child Pornography
there she is oh so hot imege after imege they just dont stop parts of her streaming across the screen parts that not even i have seen something tells me something changed she more un-inhibited im more deranged time has passed here we are life is stail i hear the call its a scream directed at me go leave get away from me so i go letting time pass me by watching others actions as inside i die love and hate go hand and hand infection seeps in with each imege i die again and again

My King
I have a baby growing in me and that is a gift. The man I still love is still part of me just in a bigger way then he thinks. He has to suffer right now because of the life growing in me. I had to give him up to save the gift he helped to give me...I was getting closer to lossing it with ever bit of stress I gained so I lost all the things putting my heart so close to stoping. So if you read this My King know that by doing what you did you saved the life of you baby and mine I am just sorry it was at the price of your love .... Love you

What Am I To You?
What am I to think When you don't share how you feel How am I to know If what we have is real You kiss me and hold me Only when it's right for you I just keep getting hurt So what am i to do I've liked you for so long Never giving up on this You used to show affection Thats what i really miss Why can't we make it work Time is all I need Give the feelings a chance to grow Just let me plant the seed We've shared so many nights Just sitting together Even when I'm alone You're still inside my head You say you don't want a girlfriend Then what am I to you Just some sex on the side Cause that's all we seem to do I can't stand this anymore You're driving me insane How can I show happiness When all I feel is pain I need to know the truth About what you feel for me Cause we're going round in circles And I can hardly see My head is such a mess Why can't you just set it straight It's tearing me apart I can no longer wait So I ask once more Wh

Path To My Cell
i wondered here in this empty place walk on at a leisure mind pacing through outerspace thoughts puicken my heart begins to race though of her life me and suicide the path becomes rocky rain starts to fall as if for fear of death i begin to run faster and faster thats about when the falling had began i see her face i hear her name all i can think is of my loss and our pain so now u see why i cant move thats why they have me tied up in this room

Lost
Lost In an unforgiving world. I brave it alone. My only comfort Is knowing that someday This will all end. Lost I try to find my way home Wandering aimlessly through A sea of despair. Where's that beacon of hope? Is it to be true? That all love and hope is lost for me to? By: Sheila Christian

Pollo Con Naranja (orange-flavored Chicken)
1 3 1/2-to-4-pound chicken, cut into 6 serving pieces 1-1 1/2 teaspoons salt, or to taste 1/2 cup white vinegar 3 garlic cloves, minced Freshly ground black pepper to taste 2 tablespoons vegetable oil 2 cups freshly squeezed orange juice 1/2 cup orange liqueur combined with 1/2 cup water 1 medium-sized white onion, sliced into paper-thin half-moons 1-2 tablespoons butter (optional) Season the chicken with 1/2 teaspoon of the salt and place in a bowl or deep dish. Add the vinegar, garlic and pepper and turn to moisten the pieces all over. Let sit at room temperature for 30 minutes, turning once or twice. Lift out the chicken, draining it well, and blot dry with paper towels. Discard the marinade. In a Dutch oven or large pot, heat the oil over medium-high heat until rippling. Add the chicken and saute, turning once, until lightly browned, about 3 minutes per side. Transfer to a bowl and set aside. With a wooden spoon or spatula, loosen the fla

Margarita Chicken Pasta
1 pound boneless, skinless chicken breast cut into bite-size strips 1/2 cup chicken broth 1/2 cup chopped cilantro 2 tablespoons soy sauce 2 tablespoons gold tequila (Cuervo preferred) 2 tablespoons fresh squeezed lime juice 2 cloves minced garlic 3 tablespoons butter 1/2 a thinly sliced onion 1/2 a thinly sliced bell pepper 1 diced jalapeno pepper 12 oz. heavy cream 1 package (12 oz.) fresh linguine Combine the broth, cilantro, soy sauce, tequila, lime juice and garlic. Marinate the chicken in it for 15 minutes. Saute the chicken in 2 tablespoons of the butter. Add the onion, bell pepper and jalapeno and cook until the peppers wilt. Add the marinade and simmer, reducing the marinade by half. Add the cream and bring to a gentle boil. Return to a simmer and add the other tablespoon of butter, incorporate. Cook the fresh pasta (about 5 minutes), drain. Place the chicken mixture into the empty pasta pot, add the drained pasta and toss.

Tequila Lime Chicken
4 chicken breast fillets 1 C. shredded cheddar/Monterrey jack cheese blend 2 C. crumbled corn chips or fried tortilla strips Marinade: 1 C. water 1/3 C. teriyaki sauce 2 T. lime juice 2 t. minced garlic 1 t. mesquite liquid smoke 1/2 t. salt 1/4 t. ground ginger 1/4 t. tequila Mexi-Ranch dressing: 1/4 C. mayonnaise 1/4 C. sour cream 1 T. milk 2 t. minced tomato 1 1/2 t. white vinegar 1 t. minced canned jalapeno slices 1 t. minced onion 1/4 t. dried parsley 1/4 t. Tabasco sauce 1/8 t. salt 1/8 t. paprika 1/8 t. dried dill weed 1/8 t. cayenne pepper 1/8 t. cumin 1/8 t. chili powder Dash garlic powder Dash ground black pepper Prepare marinade by combining marinade ingredients in medium bowl. Add chicken to bowl, cover and chill for 2 to 3 hours. Make the Mexi-Ranch dressing by combining all ingredients in medium bowl. Mix well until smooth, then cover dressing and chill it until needed. When ready

Mexican Chicken Pizza
1 prepared pizza crust or thawed frozen bread dough (see note) 8-ounce package cream cheese (low-fat is fine) 1 t. cumin About 1 1/2 C. cooked chicken breast or store- bought rotisserie or left-over -- shredded 1 1/2-2 C. shredded Cheddar cheese 3 to 4 fresh tomatoes, chopped Optional: cilantro, chopped fresh or dried Preheat oven to 400° F. While oven heats, combine cream cheese and cumin. Shred chicken and chop tomatoes (if the tomatoes are hard and juiceless, use 1 to 1 1/4 cups of salsa). When oven is hot, brush prepared crust with olive oil and bake 5 minutes. Remove from oven. Spread cream cheese mixture evenly over crust. Top with chicken, cheddar cheese and tomatoes. Sprinkle cilantro over all. Bake 5 to 7 minutes until cheese is melted. Note: If using frozen bread dough: Grease pizza pan or 13-by-9-inch pan with olive oil. Dust with flour. Roll out dough and press into pan. Brush with olive oil and bake for 8 to 10 minutes or until lightly browned

Love Is Patient
Love is patient with a life That brings its share of pain. We know sometime there is an end To the most stubborn rain. We know the sun comes out again On a world that's fresh and new, And all the gifts we freely give Somewhere, sometime accrue. We know sometimes we have to wait For life to come around, And sometimes that it won't, but still There's some good to be found. And even when things happen that Your soul can hardly bear, Know that I'll be next to you; My love is always there.

Misunderstanding
Mike goes into an elevator, looks up and sees this great big huge guy standing next to him. The big guy sees the little guy staring at him, looks down and says, "7 feet tall, 350 lbs, 20 inch penis, testicles 3 lbs each, Turner Brown." Mike just faints dead away and falls to the floor. The big dude kneels down and brings him to, by slapping his face and shaking him. He asks, "Are you OK??" In a very weak voice Mike says, "Excuse me, but what did you just say to me?" The big dude says, "When I saw the curious look on your face, I just figured I'd give you the answers to the questions everyone always asks me. "I'm 7 feet tall, weigh 350 lbs, have a 20 inch penis, my testicles weigh 3 lbs each, and my name is Turner Brown." Mike said, "Oh Thank God!!! I thought you said 'Turn Around!'"

Marrige Is The Closest Kind Of Friendship Poem
Marriage is the closest kind of friendship. Years of traffic wear away the lines Between two souls with similar designs, Ending more in unity than kinship. Separate actors must play separate parts: They must alone be riveted by need. Far beneath that soil a single seed Roots itself, tenacious in their hearts. In love there is a trust beyond the word. Each finds peace in each, as though the light Needed the tranquility of night, Deeper than what silence can be heard.

Oral Awakening
A woman was in a coma. She had been in it for months. Nurses were in her room giving her a sponge bath. One of them was washing her private area and noticed that there was a slight response on the monitor when she touched her. They tried it again and sure enough there was definite movement. They went to her husband and explained what happened, telling him, "As crazy as this sounds, maybe a little oral sex will do the trick and bring her out of the coma." The husband was skeptical, but they assured him that they'd close the curtains for privacy. The husband finally agreed and went into his wife's room. After a few minutes the woman's monitor flat lined, no pulse, no heart rate. The nurses run back into the room. "What happened!?" they cried. The husband said, "I'm not sure - I think maybe she choked."

Joy Is In The Simple Things
Joy is in the simple things: touching, Embracing, chattering on for hours about nothing, Sure of your place within another's heart. Simple things: like coming home knowing Exactly where the treasure lies; like being At ease with what you do and who you are; Needing what you already have; accepting, Desiring what you have been given; feeling The gratitude of someone who is loved; Investing goodness instead of money; giving For the pleasure of giving pleasure; seeing Fortune come to take you in its arms. All this joy is yours for the price of loving, Not only well but long, days of willing, Years and years of wise and patient love.

Reflections
Reflections, Just a lie painted with the resemblence of the person I long to be. She is not my mirror image. Not but a shell, a fragment of who I really am. Just a false apparition who appears when reality is to sour. When I see her in the shattered image of myself. I long for green eyes to see me. for olive skin to embrace me. How could I bring her here? How could she teach me to smile? Could she ever understand who she really is, deep in this abyss? Two sides of the same mirror. Silvers and blacks, melding into one image that never made any sense to those who surround her. There was once one, who knew her who bore her spirit, who shared my indifference. Who created her and I as a whole Identity. Who understood. He left with the whispers of the fall. taking the binds that held her and I as one. shattering the looking glass and leaving us to seperate the realities. I am left to wander the darkenss which engulfs the rooms which he once filled.

The Past Is Just That.
Fallen, burned and reduced to the tear that stains your pale bitter cheek. I am but an angel on who you placed your hopes I'm not what you seek. look into the confusion. shhhh close your eyes, you'll see from where I come. I am the madness, the terror the love from which you could never run. Take my hand, dance the circle, play the game, Just make up your mind. Count the seconds, they rush past blending to minutes, you can never stop time. You can't take back the dreams and you can't unbreak promises. You could never say no. My possesion, is nothing but a place inside my heart in which I dare to go. Don't twist my words. confuse my meanings, then miss my value in this dream. The mirror shatter, tears fall and from your heart one final scream.

The Missing Condoms
A young couple with a box of condoms proceeded to burn some rubber. When they were finished, she discovered that there were only six condoms remaining in the box of 12, so she asked him, "What happened to the other five condoms?" His nervous reply was, "Er, I masturbated with them." Later, she then approached her male confidant friend, told him the story, and then asked him, "Have you ever done that?" "Yeah, once or twice," he told her. "You mean you’ve actually masturbated with a condom before?" she asked. "Oh," he said, "I thought you were asking if I’d ever lied to my girlfriend."

One Year Ago
Almost a year to the day ...I had to make the hardest decision of my life .. To keep a wonderful soul here with me .. or let her go in peace .. Knowing her liver and kidneys were failing from Old age .. My Best friend in the whole world was slowly slipping away from me ..I knew even though Id be the one left to cry .. the one waiting to hear her in the morning . to see that Beautiful lil face ..To hug her .. to know she's always been here for me .. and I owed her the Dignity of going in peace not to suffer in pain ..My Sweet Blondee ..in her last days with Us.. She never let her pain show .. although I had to carry her up and down the deck stairs .. Had to spoon feed her just so she'd get something in her so she could take her meds .. straw by straw Id give her water .. my heart was breaking .. this wonderful dog ( and I use the term dog only becuase of her skin.. as she was my baby girl for almost 16 years)...She helped me through all my anexity .. all my down times .. She knew my E

What Makes You Tick?
The number one thing that makes me tick is ignorance. I mean I really come close to losing it around ignorant people. You know when you are at the grocery store and that really big woman (its not her fault she is 300 lbs I heard you) is walking down the middle of the aisle really slow with her cart oblivious to everyone behind her? The guy driving behind you on the highway right on your ass, I guess 80 mph isn’t fast enough. He needs to go 100 mph. The dude behind you in line at 711 practically humping your leg and you haven’t even put your change in your pocket yet? Whats his rush? See, these people aren’t ignorant, but they all act like there isn’t anyone else in the world but them. That kind of thing really pushes my buttons. It’s the things our parents taught us when we were kids. Chew with your mouth closed, don’t run around the swimming pool. Don’t be rude when you answer the telephone. Respect your elders. And act like a lady/gentleman. Sometimes when I see ignorance ru

Break My Fall
Backing away from the light that bleeds from the doorway I find myself hovering on edge. No one to stop me as I spread my arms and fall. Losing myself, risking it all as i slowly slip away. I scream out,If only you'd catch me. If only you'd break my fall. But you can't see me anymore. The wind rips at me as I come closer to her grip. Tearing away pain, Stealing the sorrow I made. I can bear no more, Move on and take with you the madness, the anger the semi angelical glances. It is done. I fall no more, for no one. I wake here on the edge of fantasy, Where I am changed. I am free from realistic doubt. Up there on that ledge, from where I was pushed. You stand smiling in false hope. All you did was break my fall.

Sickness*
Why am I so cold while you paint wretched yellow pictures on a wall of this old stagnant room? And you contemplate suicide as I dream of red roses and rainy nights in grey. And I say shoot, pull the trigger, so I may smile in my self indulgence. cry while you rot. You turn the barrell at my sunken face, I smile, and think only you could blow me away. You turn and paint your nails, the color of oil the color of our dirty love, pitch black. Biting my bloody lips I ignore the whim to slap your sullen face, to scratch away the filth. I lie on twisted black satin and watch as you paint wretched yellow pictures.

No Swearing! Lol
ok..just to let you know..i love to think..yes, i am a thinker..lol every once in a while something will come across my attention..and it will stay in my mind..so from now on when i start thinking on something i will use this blog to talk about it..and i would like some input!! do you disagree with me or not?? seriously, i really like peoples opinions. so dont be shy=) This blog is about swearing on the bible..the courts make you do it! should you have to? i say no..let me tell you why! Why swear on something that tells you not to swear?? in the bible Matthews 5:33-37 it says this : Again, you have heard that it was said to the people long ago, 'Do not break your oath, but keep the oaths you have made to the Lord.' 34But I tell you, Do not swear at all: either by heaven, for it is God's throne; 35or by the earth, for it is his footstool; or by Jerusalem, for it is the city of the Great King. 36And do not swear by your head, for you cannot make even one hair white or black. 37Simp

Wanna Show Me Some Love
hey all stuck my belly after four in abs contest please come show me some love *winks* ty to all ahead of time muahhhhzzzzzzzzzz just click on link/pic one thing i ask though if ya think down ratin others is gonna help me its not and even if it did wldn't want ya to do so....its is counted by the votes soooooo B NICE

Now
When it was August the heat swarmed a promise that would be broken before it was spoken. And my emotions lie in turmoil at the feet of a calculated man that had no dreams a man with no smile. I had lost a will that seemed never to be my own. I had given the keys to my very own prison.locked away. there was never a moment when I thought to stray from his entangled wrath I watched only in pain. What was I fighting? the strategy was clear but the reward was something to lose. I am only happy I did. For in April, there is a light that melted my bitter heart, kissed my frozen lips and found a lost soul.

When No One Listens
I dance when no one is looking, a dance of sorrow, Head held low hands to the bright harvest moon. No joy, to dance in glee. just hopeless circles of a life passed by and a moment forgotten. I write when no one is reading, words of truth, believed to be words of some hellish fiction. No lies or fables to be told when, the skin still bears the scars of her own begotten torment. I sing when there isn't a soul to listen, The only way out of a path beaten by whip and fists of anger. A waste to share this burden when no one is there to share. you take from this well when it has been empty for years. And it hurts, more then the moment when the flesh was opened at the surface, more then the moment her love failed. I envy not the gentle touch it is a lie that will pass with the angry moment, where control is lost, and then dismissed. I long no more for that love, That to will seep through empty fingers and only rise in pain. lies from which I

The Last Act
Theres this heart, somewhere in this cold, hollow tomb. That once beat, violently and hot. That once loved with such a passion leaving want behind. In these now freezing veins of mercury, once ran warmth kissed with belief and hope. Lies have taken from me, the care , the worries, and any hope I may have once had. Be still now, life has moved so quickly I can't keep up. The pages turning rapidly 'neath quaking fingers that blur the words ever so violently. Do they see me? Do they see me as I lay here on this cold night without stars? Slipping further from my own control, losing grip. Were there tears shed for my departure? Do any of them remember the entity I once was? When I was young and sure of myself. The wind rushes through my hair and I see life as it once was. In that place where the sun smiled brightly on bronze skin,Was this my own life once? And I laugh now in bitter apathy, The world watches and applauds as the words tumble now

My World
I'm not like you. My world is dark, and shadowed by rolling clouds of doubt. Everyday I struggle to rise above a false passion that forces me to bleeding knees I am offered smiles true and bright, that I turn into malicious grins and in my world, it's true I laugh and they laugh with me, never knowing beneath the surface fire rages, consuming my soul. And it's dark here in my eternal winter, where the chill eats at yearning bones, that never left an empty past. Every moment suffocated by a memory of pain and humiliating emotions, I am emptied by my own thoughts. I can see the sun beyond the ridge, never reaching her light, rejoicing early but failing to succeed. And in my world it is lonely When there are people here to console my devastated soul, yet I am always lost.

When I Lost You
There were mornings when I woke to your brown eyes Smiling at me from beneath Clean sheets and filtered Sunlight. And there were nights when You stole my breath with Your words of admiration, Under full white August Moon. And there were times when We would talk in the lucid Candelight , the world around Us just a translucent quiet Reality. Nothing could have wavered My love for you, not the sun, Not, the rain nor the gossip That the world spoke when we Didnt hear. It was you and it was me and There was music and poetry. And always there was the night Never closing in, just embracing Emotion. Where did you go? Why am I Alone dancing only with the Stars, which you have long Forgotten in the midst of your Anger? Is it true? That you could not Love me? I know you could, I felt it, I tasted it , or was it Nothing but a sweet dream That is lost? When I lost you, I lost me. Abandoned on a port lost In trivial seas of bitter sorrow. Left alone, with no lif

The Road
Somwhere in the west beyond Glaciers glimmering white, Beyond cities of modern suffocation and delerium, settled upon rocky beaches that kiss only the waves and the forgotten creatures that wash upon it's hearth. This is where you'll find "the Road" as the locals may call her, Winding desperatly to find her ending, somwhere between a seashore and an eternal green forest. Her shoulders covered in the emerald moss that claims the trees and the earth surrounding. Though "the Road" may go nowhere she is well versed and well traveled. She listens quietly as the youth, entwine unskilled fingers in tangled hair And on those bright summer days that never actually become summer she is trampled by visitors who laugh shunnigly at her length. But still it watches as the winter sun never rises and in the spring weddings march down to her chapel. Late at night when Juneau rests peacefully in her mirth "The Road" laughs for she is the heart to the beauty of

My Brown Eyed Girl
by Van Morrison Hey where did we go, Days when the rains came Down in the hollow, Playin' a new game, Laughing and a running hey, hey Skipping and a jumping In the misty morning fog with Our hearts a thumpin' and you My brown eyed girl, You my brown eyed girl. Whatever happened To Tuesday and so slow Going down the old mine With a transistor radio Standing in the sunlight laughing, Hiding behind a rainbow's wall, Slipping and sliding All along the water fall, with you My brown eyed girl, You my brown eyed girl. Do you remember when we used to sing, Sha la la la la la la la la la la te da So hard to find my way, Now that I'm all on my own. I saw you just the other day, My how you have grown, Cast my memory back there, Lord Sometime I'm overcome thinking 'bout Making love in the green grass Behind the stadium with you My brown eyed girl You my brown eyed girl Do you remember when we used to sing Sha la la la la l

Whisper
Whisper, like you lay dying. But never say my name. Scream of deafend ears I will not share your shame. My eyes no longer see you, They are blind to your spell But touch me with that want and the tears begin to swell. I'm not as broken as I seem My timid heart beats strong but my dreams are still yours as if I was with you all along. You string me like a puppet of forgotten childhood play yet your hollow whispers have still yet to fade away. Dissolve, like your emotions pack me away with your lies. turn me into those enemies. from which you run and despise. Before I leave you here lost in your watery apathetic disaster. whisper to me, tell me what you really want, and I'll forget after. One word, one truth, one time in a place where time suspends. And I swear to you, I promise That this will be forever, the end.

Fall Away
Emotions stirring from a wind that has brought back a pain that had been lost amongst my sorrow. Forever, wishing you would walk away just waiting to see the iced walls of tommorow. I can't laugh in the face of your shameful destruction and I cry at the wounds that are left open. Lucid apparitions of what used to be twist burn and speak forth from my imagination So monstrous I turn to find your arms, I cannot bear to face my own creation. This is when I melt. This is when I cry. this is when I fall away. That reflection, I stare at. That is not my own she's a happy lie who stares back from my mirror Lost to your anger a victim who has lost all hope in flying, lost in all her filtered terror. Ensanquined wrists of crimnson are not without regret. Left with only a tale of a love , a lie. It is all my illusions that keep me from myself. imagination, keeps me awake, I promise not to cry. This is when I break this is when I scream

Recollection
So this is what happens in the after, After life, after love, after you. Life dwindles to pattern. Day in day out the same stupid boring lie. I can't recall your image as well as I once could. losing you to life. Though your eyes, dark and painful. still burn deep into my soul. I want no more then to rid myself of your tortured resistent memory. To never think of your aphotic tastes or your reminiscent touch. But as time moves by I find you there, stealing my battered thoughts. Why after all this time Must you continue to torment my bruised heart? I should be done and I thought I was, then here you are again and again. Forever to rape my freedom with your arrogant misplaced stares of disapproval.

Read This!!
(the last sentence is the best) Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searc

The End
Distant and withdrawn my mind wanders through dark and bitter hallways Doubt races through my veins, controlling, overtaking any happiness that was. Every passing moment sends me reeling. I want your thoughts. I want you in my head. I want your breath touching my pallid , tormented skin. I want the color that remains to twist and meld into my wretched, emptied body. Walk away with a smile leave me to the animal you beat and left behind. bloody with the smell of your ravenous hatred and lowered self worth. You called me angel then ripped the innocence from my silken, honest wings. You held me close to suck the independence from my now black soul. I walk now with bitter discontent, How do I leave all of this behind? How do I leave you to My soiled and stained memories. I need to know. Give me the white letters on big black screen that will finally say " THE END"

After
So thats what you left me. Just dreams pulling on silver cords of memories that I'd rather not keep. Your a lesson I learned never touch a raging fire Never let your heart guide your emotions, you'll get burned. And burn I did, scorched by your introspective touch melted by your poetic words they were all lies, like your life Apathy runs my feelings for you now, I see you with your high and mighty crowd, so much better then me, then you. Your not so special, Your not all that, Just a player dressed in black. just trash with an intellectual mind, who cares? I took my heart back and it's mine, Never for you to break again, not for your words to trample it to pieces.

If This Is Vegas...
If this is Vegas, I'm in the wrong place, but it's all good, because your here too... There was this girl, don't even remember who she was, she said she was going to Vegas, I told her to stick a stack on red 23. She asked me why, and I said, I don't know, just felt like the right thing to say. I saw her a week later, and she ran up to me, hugged me, and told me red 23 had come in, she'd won a lot, I can't remember how much she said, but she must have bet a lot, because her winnings were big, if I recall correctly...

Somtimes
Sometimes when I close my eyes, the rain just fades away, and the days that have passed swirl around in happy wonder. Sometimes when I fall asleep the lies and disdain of this world become nothing more then the truth I have always been seeking Sometimes when I sit here at this desk, I think that maybe just maybe I can be more then I am. I can be whatever I really wish to become. Sometimes just sometimes I am forced to believe there is hope beyond my furthest expectations above anything that keeps me down. Sometimes, I am beautiful, not just a rotting insolence for society. I am Happy, not a whirling cloud of dark turmoil spreading sorrow and pain. And though most of my world is aphotic and underkept, it is the sometimes of my life that keeps me going, that keeps me from becoming what is always expected.

Crimnson
Close your eyes can feel me lingering so very near? Whispering words you never wanted to hear? Does my absence make your skin quiver. Do my thoughts touching yours make you shiver. This to you is a a nightmare, a wicked dream. From which you awake, longing to scream. Yet you can't bear to let my shadow go. You watched as I stood and let your sorrow grow. An Angel with crimnson wings, causing your heated apathy. Smiling, laughing as your mind swirls with insanity. Bitter & wretched i've turned your shallow heart. twist you, mold you into the nothing you are.

Molting.
I watched as you slipped away in a postmortal silence. That end was a begining to the end of my darkened bliss. I saw as you changed from a man of back handed dignity. I stumbled back as a black moth emerged from your cocoon. your sticky legs reaching for my obvious fear. Your Ebony wings enfolding around my every lucid thought. My apathy swirling away into the curiosity of your aphotic stare. I am not whole. I am not incomplete. undressed to your sight. You see me as I am, As the angry girl who once screamed innocence. Begging for the indecency of your wicked touch, drinking in my soul. Fighting for the right to be in your angry unconcious presence. My shell broken and cracked. I emerge smooth and ready for flight.

Circle Dance
Lost in deep forest black, My horse gone astray. I follow no road, ever seeking the way. In the distance drumbeats thud softly in the night. I follow heartbeat in time, coming closer to the light. I stay hidden in shadow, listening to drumbeats trance. I watch them lost to the song spinning in circle dance. Step by step they spin round blazing gold fire. With every beat glowing flames rise ever higher. Skyclad, they dance not caring for modesty They hide no secrets. Sharing trust and honesty. The drums stop but still in tune is my heart. And above it's thudding beat I hear the chanting start. I sway to the melodic drone of voices in time. Realizing in moments, that their thoughts are mine. A priestess cries forth from her sullen clan. Speaking to the creator, the mother of this land. An invocation for renewal, of life, spirit and season. Lifting arms towards the sky never asking for reason. And as the circle was closed the drumbeats rose from the

You
Eyes like the trembling waters of a silent stream. I have sheltered, my hearts wreckage in your timid arms. So many restless nights you spent, Just wondering if I would come home. You waited, The tears coming only behind closed doors. Never showing defeat. Everyday spent, Practicing the motions, Hoping this would not be forever. My wings spread, I searched for a person, that did not exist without you. My footing faltered, I fell crashing to the stones of my ruined dreams. When I awakened you you stood with extended hand, helping me to stand. It was you who waited in dark silence, never showing your fears and emotions. It was you who found me motionless, amidst The crashing waves of shattered dreams. And it is you, who through all my grand Ideas and explorations, I will return to.

Speechless
Three in the morning My pen stumbles across white paper. What words I have to say, To tell you. My heart fumbles over my every thought of dark eyes and pale skin. Yet I cannot show you the love I feel for your awkwardly cold heart. I am incompacitated by your very presense my lips stuttering on forgotten words.

It's Better This Way
So there you were My heart finally ready to let go. To free myself from your agony. "It's not that I don't want to love you. I can't" you had said. I wasted so many tears on my broken heart. Now it seems your world is Shattered. All that you knew has slipped from your giants grasp. I cast aside my heartache, No longer needed. I am so much stronger in these days. I offer my friendship saying I am well enough now to offer this one thing to you. Your expression changes, to that of obvious hurt and my heart again sinks was I supposed to wait? Did you now want the love that you had chilled and hardened with your cold words? I really want to love you I just can't , I think as I close my eyes and turn from you. I want so much to be the friend you wanted when you broke my heart but the table has turned on you now. I know that behind my strength I am still fragile If you just asked I may still fall. The evening departs The moment I look into your sad d

Desert Dreams
Desert dreams Lose me here, In your soft embrace. Take me now beneath desert sun. see me and know I am not real to you. I am but a dream you have to yet feel. I am safe to you, ever returning in the night. I spin neath the cream skies you watch smiling, content. You grab my hand with longing strength. Your smile fades as I dissipate. The morning takes you. Takes you to your battles. And while you are away, I wait, wait again til I can hold you. until I can dance again for you, with the grace only dreams can give. As I close my eyes to sleep we are there in sandy oasis. Chasing the wind, and memories from another time, another place. When in dawns light we held each other, in lost confusion. when magic was but, the river below whispering to us. Whispering spells of eternity, of our bond to each other. I awake to my waiting, to my sorrows. I wait for my soldier to return, I will wait forever. I will wait for your eyes to burn into my thoughts. I

Eternal
Under secret stars I shared my true loves kiss. So long ago it seems we were there. Far beyond the green forests of my home. Far beyond the mists of blue sea. He was mine, In that sacred place of magic. Where touch became a language we had never known. Where In the mists he found my secrets. Though they were bruised and broken by time. He sang away my pain and sorrowed tears. We shared each others touch, company and souls. But oh, the night must end and dawn must wake. Jealousy found it's way to my fragile love. Taken from my arms like a stolen treasure. And I found him there snow stained crimson with blood. Eyes open to his beloved stars above. I pulled his frozen body to my chest. His heartbeat stilled by the wound. My loves breath no longer warm on my skin. His hands cold and stiff to my own. Time could not say how long I held him. I lay him upon the frozen ground. Raven hair falling to the waist of my dress. I slid t

Push Me
Push me i dare you. As you glare into my eyes. I may stumble, I might fall, But I'll still be alive. Force my face into you meaningless society. I may get caught up, for just a moment but in the end i'm still me. It doesn't matter what you do or the cruel things you say. I'm still here, just like this, I won't change at the end of the day. So go ahead, push me. try as hard as you can. I may stumble I may fall but I am who I am.

Ghost
Shaking, she falls to weakend knees screaming to starless sky. Rain, begins it's descent to pallid skin.hiding tears fallen from green eyes. Time stops, frozen are the busy lives around me all she sees is you. Reality crashes, your heart is frozen. No sacrifice can revive it. Not her tears, not her heart, Not crimson blood fed at an alter of eternity. Your own seclusion makes you indifferent, turning her space to a palace of ice and silence. she wonders down a road. rain drowning her thoughts, numbing her crippled heart. washing you away. Fairytale written on pages of white, The happy ending ripped away, left with the note you don't love her. Suicide letter scrawled on paper of red, The sorrowful ending missed. You never came, you never noticed. So she walks, slashed wrists, never tended. healed to scar. make up running down tear and rain stained face. Still no one notices the girl in the mud caked lace gown of white. Though she has touched each of

Awakening
Take me I am here now how long must I wait to feel joy. Will you shun me forever in your hollowed anguish of the past? Dare you touch me cut me, bleed me dry with your sorrow? Damn you, you and your sheltered innocence, your pondering thoughts, of the thoughtless. You enjoy my touch, my kisses and our endless conversations of incidental things left unsaid. yet you push me, you punish me for your sorry whores who could not make you happy. You dwell upon, the little things that could be the past if only you would try to let them go. You let beauty sour upon your sunless patio of hope and desperation. Take your rotted corpses of the past, I am alive and real And I would give my soul. Yet, I will not be placed amongst your graveyard of petty tears and pretty bitches. Take me, for I am here waiting for your awakening.

Hidden By The Fog
Lost, listless I am hidden by the fog. I can hear your voice in the distance. I can not follow, I can not be The reason you exist. I am shrouded in my cloak of black wool. Heavy with the tears you have left upon my face. And so I turn from your saving notes. Blind in the air which surrounds my placid steps. Fumbling, amidst trees and bleeding wrenched heart. Soon you are no longer, You are lost to the mist. Once my king, you are but a silent memory. Shoved inside a broken box which I will never open. your touch , but the breath of endless winter. Your eyes, the twinkle of a harnessed gem. Your scent, but the early bloom of a spring rose. When dawn burns the waning fog you will be gone. With you I send your memories your dreams and your lies.

My Shadow Awaits
The moonlight filters through open window, falling softly, on pale silky, white skin. Black Satin sheets tangled around passion, deciet and lust. Your touch is the agony of my long confused and sorrowed life. Your kiss, the pain that swells unending in the sea of my my broken heart. Your words the knife that cuts through my deafend silence. But for moment I am yours, all of me, my abused, shattered world, My shaken pride. And in that moment, you are mine, If only your thoughts and your introspective touch. I ask nothing more, I will not poison, your already sickend world with my insanity. I will not cling to you, like a helpless child, abused and shattered. As your fear, secures my emotion. One day may fear, lead you to me. Until then, I am not but the shadow you seek in your lonely darkness.

I Dream
Through the window of my dreams, I see your hazel eyes holding my soul. Through whispers on a cold winters wind I hear the secrets, you keep deep within. In the rays of light seeping into my darkened room, I feel your self induced isolation. And though passion courses through these veins, It is your heart that takes me again and again. Forever, is a time I know you will never promise I will never ask you to. I will take my joy from the moments I may steal, from your moonlit attributes. When the dawn closes in upon my darkened solace I dream once more. I dream of your eyes, your touch, your kiss upon my throat, and nights which I hold so sacred. Through the window of my dreams, I am with you, So I dream.

Wolf...i Can Deal With That...
Take the quiz: What animal-spirit lives inside of you?WolfInside of you, the spirit of the wolf is sleeping. The wolf is a lonesome traveler in the lonely prairies, the deep woods and the never-ending deserts of ice and snow of the Rocky Mountains, Alaska, the North pole and so on...The wolf is fine with being on his own and managing his days. So are you. But be aware of, that wolves also live in groups often , to support each other and to defend against their enemies with greater success.Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

Bleeding Beauty
Kiss her with bloody lips, she is a slave to the erotic state, entranced in Apathy. Slash her naked breasts , with your silver blade of shamed impulse. Entwine your greedy fingers in her satin hair of black, she won't let out a whimper when you pull. Watch as pale skin dances beneath silky moon. envy her rythym, entranced by that you do not understand. Kill her, Rape her, in your spoiled rage. you don't know her. she is not like you. Fear her,as her blood covers your holy hands,leave her lie in her rotten beauty. In your societal madness she is the monster in which cannot be tolerated. Beauty lie bleeding, The monster holds the knife. Her innocence only misunderstood.

One Night
I see his face through tinted bar doors, head hanging over a friendly beer. Such dark features, absolute beauty. And when I approach he stays silent, not daring to admit his emotions, not ready to face them. He acknowledges me with a hug and a smile dark eyes with deep secrets. So much pain, so much hurt. The pretty girls just pass him by, label him a freak, and move on. they stab at his humility. They know nothing of his heart. The night moves forth, I stroke his soft black hair, he laughs and makes a gesture. too many beers for us both to many sad songs sang. seeking the understanding in each others arms. a united solitude. Later in a candelit room my hands explore pale skin my heart fills with his pain. He almost reveals it all, almost gives up his hiding. He stops short knowing he has gone to far. He leads me to a patio under an impossible moon and recites beautiful words. And I know we can never be what I had so long wanted, He is distant and

I'm Here
Why can't you let me in? I know that's not who you are. theres so much in your mind, so much I long to know. Why can't you see I won't cause you pain? I have been where you are I know your hurt. Your silence, tears at my soul gripping tears I have not known. I weep for your seclusion, scream for your lost alibi You are not alone, I will stand outside your silence. And when you finally speak. I will be here, right here, Ready to listen to your sorrow, giving my ear to your words of woe. Giving my hand to pull you back to the place you long to stand.

Lost Love
I can't recall our last kiss it's faded like our love. Sometimes, when I'm alone I feel your touch, soft upon my skin I hear your whisper, in my long deafend ears, calling my name. I turn to face, the unending emptiness of the darkened night. nothing left now, Just pictures of what was, what will never be again. My hollowed heart often, cries out your forbidden name. My aching hands beg to remember the feel of your gentle face. And in my sweetest dreams I enshrine your eyes dancing with laughter. To see you, to hold you in my grieving arms it is all I want,all I need. I send this whisper through the space that divides us, please come back. I miss you............. I just need you..... you are all that I am, all that I need.

My Stories
The Virgin By James White One night, kind of like any other night, there was this girl, a very pretty girl. She was 5’8” had long dark brown hair, and dark brown eyes that had coloring around them that brought out their beauty, and just made you want to delve deep into them.. She was wearing lipstick that highlighted her beautiful lips and drew attention to them, She was 18 years old, and had very beautiful features. She was on the thin side but closer to average. Her skin is a nice tan color during the day and a much richer color at night. In the moon light she looked like a goddess, she was wearing a very sheer white dress. Her breast filled out the dress nicely. Her breast was not too big, almost on the small side. She would be about C cup in size, they were perky and even in the moonlight you could see her nipples pointing out of the dress. You could tell she had a fine body, and her tummy was small and tight, her legs were long and

Naked
I am naked, My soul exposed to the humanity. My heart arranged on a silver dish, for society to consume. My thoughts disrobed for all to know, I am helpless. I search for the solitude, only you can impose. You who cradle my fears in your secret nook. You have gone, leaving me to the masses, Alone and Naked

Wow...i Have Awfully Big Shoes To Fill...
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Nameless
Nameless Once I was a happy face a smile to catch the eye. I have been reduced to a sanctuary silence, just the dark in mind. I shiver from the cold. slinking into my heart. I am a solitary note that lingered and faded in the dark. Once I was light and kissed with golden sun. I shake from violent dreams, where voices laugh and shun. Who will be awaiting me, when i reach the other side? a place where I will find myself and regain my pride. So I will slink now, beaten. into bewildered misery. and hope that I will conquer and stay there for eternity

Aphotic Addiction
I hate you, I swore to never let you in again. To tangle my unbidden thoughts, to thrust your icy fingers in my skin. for two years, you ripped me, tore me from myself. Ah, but you have your fucked up , lost minions. Who follow you, your spell, wavering in their veins. Tempting the ones who have sought so long to be free. You Will not keep me. You send him in the cloak of night, Evil aggression to persuade. He waves his skilled hands, and you are inside me once more. LEAVE ME. For I will fight you. I will not be in your servitude. I am no slave to your cowardly undertaking. I am no captive in my own aphotic thoughts. I have been allured by your shitty promises to ease my torment. You will not immerse me in your sickened, depraved abyss. You Will not keep me. Forever, never again, you will not have me.

My Confession
I have caused you bitter pain. I've lost my smile in freezing rain. I know you loved me you really did. But I couldn't show you the pain I hid. I seemed so normal for a while. But normalcy has never been my style. I bottled emotions, that should have shown. And in that time, my angst has grown. I should have known you'd help me heal. But I just can't show the way I feel. I buried your light in my defining dark I couldn't let you in, your reduced to a spark. I may seem happy and a bit outgoing. but underneath, there is so much unknowing. In this poem You find my apology. For all your grief I am so sorry.

Let It Go.
Whisper to me the secrets you keep so deep in your heart. I'll cradle you as your tears flow as you fall apart. Take down your walls, I don't care to see them. I want your truths, your all, not your life of pretend There is so much more then you, choose to show. It is all you do not, that I want to know. Your touch betrays your words, your eyes Say it all. I will be here, holding you when it all falls.

Consumed By You.
It is there I am free in your arms, away from this asylum. It is there I want to be, in your space, hidden from the sun. If this is wrong, Please don't make me be right. don't let me go. to be overwhelmed by the night. I'm on my knees begging you to consume me. wrap me in your dizzied world, don't set me free. Set me in your cage I am your expirement, your white rat. a white rabbit pulled from your Sadistic hat. Let them talk whisper their petty childish lies. I want to Vanish, Deep in your Complicated eyes. You complete me, I cannot argue this anymore. Take my heart, hold it freely, it is yours, the one I adore.

When It's Better
When it's better the clouds fade My tears dry friends remade. When it's better I'm stronger I find I need you no longer . When it's better I can see you there Holding her, but I don't care. When it's better My smiles are real No more hiding open to how I feel When it's better I will be okay. When it's better started today.

Spinning
Here the air rushes by The spinning of clear blue sky My feet moving swiftly on the sand My body young still understands My heart full Of Laughter My mind singing happily after I am here alone spinning spinning dancing to the Joyous song Knowing here is where I belong Somewhere between God and earth a moment such I got here first spinning spinning I dizzy from the swirling space I slow to a swaying pace and lay upon the ground it is comforting to be down though I lie still the world is spinning spinning.

Am I To You?
Am I to you the shadow you can't shake? You are to me the cause of this Heartache. I know what there was is now gone. I know that I could never be the one. I am lost I can't breath I can't sleep. So many wasted tears yet I still weep. Am I to you The thing in which you fear? So much you dare not keep me near. Why do you hide, Why are you scared? You could have loved me if you dared. So run now, turn from what I would give. Play your games, pretend to live. But please tell me what am I to you?

Comfortable In My Darkness
Lost, Hidden within myself. Dark lips shaken heart, Every cut, to accept what I am not. She watches as every mistake trickle from my crying wounds. I do not judge her, She is here to take my pain away. to cradle my doubt and my fear and embrace my weakness. I am sheltered in her presence. the wine stains my arms. Glass shatters. and there is a scream. could it be my own. I am so far from Myself. Where have I gone, what have I done? The light fades and she is gone she has left me. I am left in my grey veil Satisfied in my departure, The others work to find me, to fix what has broken. They will not succeed, I am lost to the world and me.

Dark Beyond Reason
I am stuck . a reflection in the mirror, To whom I can't speak. I can't reach in and wake her from herself. She is not there. Not who she was. Not a memory, not a hint of where she is. Shattered the glass, upon the vanity. Red tears pour forth from her life. She is not there. I whisper in her silent ears, she can't find me beyond the noise, of her mind. Be still we are one, I must find you, I must find her. Amidst the dark of her sanity. but still she is not there. Not here, she can't be reclaimed.

What's Up
I was just wondering if you where still alive there in my friends list. So far I have not heard from anyone but 1 person in the last couple of days... So hope you all are still kicking and alive. Talk to ya'll later...

Seeking The Lost
more then onece we find ourselfs seeking the un-findable, we all have this vision of who it is that we want,be it the social fantasy built upon a dream or something more tangible,solid,more reasonable profile based on the needs of the now.. truth is,we can not control who we meet,no matter how we try,but with that said,neither can we control who it is that we fall for. the human race has come all this way in uncertin times only to find its self still hopelessly lost among the vast sea of knowldge that it so takes pride in discovering.that being said,with all that we know,and all the more that there is to know,why havent we just givin into the fact that we can not control that which we can not understand, now i know that this blog may seem to have a certin subjet, a point to be made on any one issue,and even though ive hinted on some things,its really just an all around ,hey what if, kinda thing.. a sort of make u think,or fill in the blanks. man kind gets arrog

Secret Sigh
Breath, sweat and lust. The taboo in which is trust. Bodies linger, fingers touch. passion, she has never such. Tender kisses on wanting face. Clawing desire warm,lost place. This, the secret sigh. These nights get her by. Clinging to his sweaty chest. to walkaway would be best. Breath in, inhale love Breath out exhale, goodbye. this the secret sigh. The evening slips away. speechless nothing to say. to touch his gorgeous face. tell him how she feels. She would lose it all much to close to call. She dresses and starts the car looking up at crystal stars. how she wishes she could fly In this the secret sigh. never say goodbye. always a secret sigh.

Hmmmmmmm Sex??? I Forget How It Feels.
it has been over a year since I have enjoyed anyones company in the flesh!! damn how time flies when you have to go without. I really don't have much of a point just reflecting on that thought.

Final Kiss
And there she lies, face under the water, suffocating, wrenching away the years. Heart shattered, broken glass. Bleeding, yearning. fighting back the sea of tears. Forbidden, a word she would not accept. She would not be forgotten, he would pay for this. one final breath taken, borrowed from this life. pale, beautiful skin unmoving from lifes final kiss.

In This Place
The river winds as it always has The trees still sway, the same as the past. But the setting is still different somehow. Though nothings changed from then til now. the exception being, you are not here. But I can still sense your laughter here. This place feels alone and cold. Haunting memories dance through my mind so old. I see us crying .. for things that past. I see us laughing for things that last. It was so new then so warm so elated. Now it's gone memories faded. We will always be, but in a different text. We wait for tommorow what will come next? I am here in this place so unchanged. But so far away, So rearranged. But our ghosts still damce here. Our laughter still so near. I will keep the soft apparitions close. As life goes on.. I will need them I know. As I leave I look back I see your faces you are all I lack. But in this place forever they live on......

Forgotten By Me
legs crossed eyes to the sky I have lost myself and wonder why tear stained cheeks lips that quiver fifteen years I have cried this river stupid, I think the mistakes Ive made Broken, I say of promises laid Forgotten I have of my real self unread and cluttered like an unkept shelf Swept to the side are hopes and dreams to look the part and act so clean It wasn't for me to look and see remembered by most was forgotten by me.

To Guys And Girls
i give up im done trying, im done crying im through with bullshit cause im close to dying all i do is give of myself and im starting to realize that im running out of myself to give. and although ive tasted tru love,i know it will come yet again,but what offering will i have if i give everything there is to give. to some this wont make sense,to most this will hit home, but its my turn, its my turn to take, its my turn to recieive, , its my turn to feel.. and damnit.....its about time... to all males out there, stop being so fucking selfish and learn what it means to Appreciate your women. because if you dont they will find someone who will and you wont have anyone to blame but yourself,fucking wake the fuck up.. and to females... PLEASE STOP ...and i cant stress this enough, please stop judging men by those past ecperiences that u have had from the above mentioned,if a man isnt giving u what u need/want, then mov

Tool Priision Sex Lyrics
It took so long to remember just what happened. I was so young and vestal then, you know it hurt me, but I'm breathing so I guess I'm still alive, even if signs seem to tell me otherwise. I've got my haaands bound, my heeead down, my eyyyes closed, and my throat's wide open. (Do unto others what has been done to you. 2x) I'm treading water, I need to sleep a while. My lamb and martyr, you look so precious. Won't you, won't you come a bit closer, close enough so, I can smell you. I need you to feel this, I can't stand to burn too long. Released in this sodomy. For one sweet moment I am whooooole. (Do unto you now what has been done to me. 2x) You're breathing so I guess you're still alive even if signs seem to tell me otherwise. Won't you, won't you come just a bit closer, close enough so I can smell you. I need you to feel this. I need this to make me whole. Release in this sodomy. For (I am your witness that blood and flesh can be truste

Here Goes
Well here is my First LC blog. I am new here to LC and it is amazing to see how many people are a part of it. I think it is great to see how Different people are and yet here we all get along and just are happy to meet and see each other. If u want to show it all then go ahead. Or if not the ok as well. Then people are from all over as well. Many people get stuck in their own culture and never see anything else. Therefore many do not accept the difference in people. We can be uniquely different (as we are made that way to start)and still get along with each other. Some people will not do that. But here we are. I think that is Great. Thanks to LC!

Goodbye To A Friend
Goodbye to you, I know you have to leave goodbye, it's not forever as long as it may seem. The mountain winds push strong against my back Sending you my love and care to the deserts of Iraq. I'll miss your laughter I'll miss your smile I'll miss all you gave in that short while. I'll send you letters I'll send you those cards but in each one I will send you my heart. As long as you are there in that dry and bidden place remember, my touch, My love, and my kiss upon your face.

Lyrics To My Song
Lips Of An Angel Hinder Honey why you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But gir

Is This Me?
Remember when I was light and the wind tossed my hair? Remember when we were young and life never held a care. Was that me? i feel life slipping cold fingers on my skin I feel pain ripping at my heart. I am lost to find Myself , soft and warm again. I cannot remember I cannot see I am blind to myself. Is this me?

In Essence
It has been long since I have traveled this world. Freely following green highways and beaten paths I await the day when I can see the beauty of the goddess reflected upon this earth. I long to feel Rain drops on my face Snow flakes on my tongue. I dream of turning circles on the beach as the waves rush up on my feet sand between my toes. I yearn to climb the rocky cliffs and stand at the top with the wind in my hair the cold on my cheeks. This is the essence I remember The most important part of this world That so many forget. Not I . I long for it. A fleeting memory, becoming a dream I may one day live again. And from this cold white room I am offered A taste. As there is a pond. and a tree when I leave. If I leave I will start my travels there. And always remember the essence.

Im Having A Contest!!!!! Please Contact Me If You Want To Enter!!
> > > > Ok everyone, heres the thing, i keep hearing, and seeing all this stuff about contests, sexiest this, hottest that, so i thought what would happen if i had one? well i decided to go for it, so here it goes, The Realest Cutie on the LC!! but their are stipulations, ready for them? here goes, 1) in order to be a part of the contest you have to be 100% real, im talking eyes, smile, personality, the whole 9!!! > > 2) you have to take a "REAL" pick, i want you holding a sign, saying "I'm Real" with your name, the time, and that days date. > > > > Not to hard!!! so get the pics, get em to me, (~*DJ_XTC_*~)*@ LostCherry starting now, the faster i get them, the faster i get them voted on!! hit me up if you want to be included, im looking for 12 men and 12 lady's!!! love ya dolls! Love XTC! >

Graphic Ads
Well tonight I get to go home and start on the ads that I was telling you all about a couple of post ago. So anyways, looks like I got my work cut out for me. LOL... I can do it though. Another note, YOU GUYS ROCK!!! later, RB

Daydream-erotic Story
It's a hot day there. She is lying on a float in her pool watching the clouds slowly float by as there is no breeze sweeping over her hot skin. She grazes her fingers across the top of the water. It’s so soft and gentle, and yet wet and exciting. She can't help but day dream about him now. She closes her eyes and she can see his face, looking innocent yet very naughty. She wants to run her hands across his face and run her fingers through his hair. She wants to pull him in so she can taste his lips and feel his tongue. She wants to kiss him so deeply and passionately that he knows how bad she want wants. How she wants to feel his skin against her, how she wants to know how he smells and how he looks at the moment of ecstasy. She wants to touch his skin that is colored with ink. And trace the black lines with her tongue. She wants to run her tongue along his ear lobe, nibble the ear and whisper to him that she can’t wait to feel him deep inside of her. And whisper to him that she w

Friends And Fans
Well here we go...I have been here on Lostcherry for going on 3 months know and in that time i have meet some very special people and made lots of friends and fans...There is one very special lady who has come into my life and she is very close to my heart....There are many others who become very sweet close friends and i thank u for being my friend.....To the rest of my friends and fans i thank u too...As we go our friend list get bigger and bigger and there never seems enought time to go to all and say hi or hello or just drooped by to pass on some love..I do apoligize for that and will make time to do this to all...Have a great day/night where ever u may be...... Passing lots of love to all Tassi

Chicken Tenderloins With Cilantro-wine Sauce
1 1/2 lbs. chicken tenderloins 2 garlic cloves, minced 1/2 C. chopped onion 1/2 C. chopped cilantro 1 C. white wine Season chicken with salt and pepper. In a well-oiled skillet, saute garlic, onion and cilantro. Add chicken and cook for 2 to 3 minutes each side, or until lightly browned. Add wine and simmer for 15 minutes. Serve.

What Kind Of Lips Do You Have?
Take the quiz: What kind of lips do you have? *PICS!*Sexy LipsYou have sexy lips. All the girls hate you because all the guys love you! You know how to flaunt all your best features and you know how to flirt! Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

Mexican Party Wings
1 cup ranch salad dressing 1 can (4.5 oz.) chopped green chilies 1/2 cup flour 1 envelope (1.25 oz.) taco seasoning mix 2 tsp. oil 24 chicken drummettes (about 2 lbs.) Dried parsley flakes In a blender, combine dressing and chilies; blend until smooth. Spoon into a small serving bowl. Chill while preparing drummettes. Combine flour and taco seasoning mix in a shallow dish; mix well. Stir in oil until combined. Coat chicken with flour mixture. Coat again to use all of the flour mixture. Place on a lightly oiled cookie sheet. Bake at 350 degrees for 15 minutes. Turn and bake 14 to 17 minutes longer, until chicken is fork-tender. Sprinkle parsley flakes on salad dressing mixture. Serve with warm drummettes. Makes 24.

Pollo En Pulque
1 to 2 T. olive oil 1 small white onion, peeled 3 cloves garlic, peeled, minced 4 chicken breasts with skin on, rinsed, patted dry 4 leg quarters with skin on, rinsed, patted dry 1 C. medium-dark beer 1 C. chicken broth 1 large very ripe tomato, washed, diced 1 pierced fresh jalapeño or 2 pierced serrano peppers 2 dried allspice berries, crushed 1 small piece soft cinnamon, see cook's note Kosher salt 6 red potatoes, quartered, or substitute 10 whole small potatoes Preheat the oven to 375 degrees. In a medium saucepan, heat the olive oil over medium heat. Add the onions and garlic and sauté until tender, 3-5 minutes. Pour the onion mixture into a large casserole dish and place the chicken on top. Add the beer, chicken broth, tomato, jalapeño–o, allspice berries, cinnamon and salt. Cover and bake 30 minutes. Add the potatoes and bake 30 minutes more. Uncover and bake 15 minutes or until browned on top. Serve with white rice. Cook's note: S