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And It Begins
so what prompts people to actually tow someones car? i mean i ponder the reasons why some fat slob in a chicken stained wife beater decided it would be a fantastic job to snatch up someones vehicle. "lookey here cletus, heres a car that aint paid for the parkin today. lets take it" fucking jackass red neck fucks. I mean, first u make me think that someone stole my goddamned car, then u tell me it costs 186 dollars cause "its got city fees and some other stuff in there u gots ta pay too" *spits copenhagen* you tow drivers make me sick. go make your money the another way- like selling your fat to cancer patients fucking cuntcakes

Crash Into Me..
i really like this song, im listening to it now, thought id be nice and share :) enjoy.. You've got your ball, You've got your chain Tied to me tight, tie me up again. Who's got their claws In you my friend? Into your heart I'll beat again Sweet like candy to my soul Sweet you rock, And sweet you roll Lost for you, I'm so lost for you Oh, and you come crash into me And I come into you And I come into you In a boy's dream In a boy's dream Touch your lips just so I know In your eyes, love, it glows so I'm bare-boned and crazy... for you. Oh, and you come crash into me Baby, and I come into you In a boy's dream In a boy's dream And if I've gone overboard Then I'm begging you To forgive me In my haste When I'm holding you so girl, Close to me Oh and you come crash into me, yeah Baby, and I come into you Hike up your skirt a little more And show the world to me Hike up your skirt a little more And show your world to me In a boy's dream In a bo

Best Personality Contest
OMG, I have just been entered into "The Best Personality" contest on LC. This is not something I asked to be in and I am so honored to be put in it that I do not care if I win or not. It really made my day to find my pic there. If you want to vote for me, here is the link to my picture. LC's YOU ROCK! The rules to the contest are: 1.YOU CAN ONLY PIMP YOUR SELF OUT 2.ALL COMMENTS MUST BE WHY THAT PERSON HAS A GOOD PERSONALITY WE WILL NOT COUNT THE YOU GOT MY VOTE COMMENTS ONCE AGAIN IT MUST BE WHY THEY HAVE A AWSOME PERSONALITY... 3. CONTEST WILL RUN TILL SUNDAY NIGHT AROUND 8 SO HURRY UP 4. I AM USING A UNIQUE AND DIFFRENT VOTEING SYSTEM TO DETERMINE THE WINNERS.... Also please show DarkDragon some love while you are there for running this contest.DrkDragon@ LostCherry

Army Nurse
Army Nurse A wounded soldier has a merciful nurse take really good care of him. Author Anonymous4. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The young soldier was alone in sick bay. Due to his recent accident, he hasn't been able to get into town on leave. Being young and male he was becoming super horny. Because of the normal lack of privacy in the ward, a guy couldn't even jerk off without the threat of being caught. The young man just couldn't take it any longer, he just had to have release, so after looking around carefully, and snagging a hand full of Kleenex he started to masturbate. Suddenly, Nurse Beverly walked in. "So how is my patient doing?" she asked in her sexy voice. Embarrassed the young soldier tensed at being caught, he began to blush, and just nodded his head in quite shame. "I think you need another examination!" She stood next to the bed, checking his pulse and blood pressure. "That doesn't look too good," sh

If I Could Pick...
If I could pick one dream to hold and cherish, to keep within my mind forever, it would be woman. So powerful, so beautiful, so mysterious, the warmth within my soul, the smile upon my face, and the beating of my heart. She is the mother, the lover, the rock of our lives, the teat that nurtures, the caress that soothes, the touch that arouses, and the vision that inspires. She is the passion, the drive, the muse, but also she is the steady hand, always there, always ready, always... love. If I could pick one dream to hold and cherish, to keep within my mind forever, it would be woman.

The Good, The Bad, & The Ugly
Good: Your wife is pregnant. Bad: It's triplets. Ugly: You had a vasectomy five years ago. Good: Your wife's not talking to you. Bad: She wants a divorce. Ugly: She's a lawyer. Good: Your son is finally maturing. Bad: He's involved with the women next door. Ugly: So are you. Good: Your son studies a lot in his room. Bad: You find several porn movies hidden there. Ugly: You're in them. Good: Your hubby and you agree, no more kids. Bad: You can't find your birth control pills. Ugly: Your daughter borrowed them. Good: Your husband understands fashion. Bad: He's a cross-dresser. Ugly: He looks better than you. Good: You just gave "the birds and the bees" talk to your daughter. Bad: She keeps interru

A Bellboy's Delight By Author Anonymous
A Bellboy's Delight A young bellboy finds fun and games in room 314 where two beauties in town for the football game were hot and horny. Author Anonymous5. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- As a kid, I'd always heard that bellboys get more strange pussy than anyone. But after six months working as a bellboy in two different Iowa hotels, I'd only had sex with one girl. She worked as a waitress in the hotel's room-service, and our relationship wasn't casual; we kept steady company for a year or so. But it was my senior year of high school at Ames, Iowa that I got my big surprise. My folks had just moved there, and I'd joined them from Waterloo where I'd worked the previous summer and left my room-service girlfriend. I got a combination job at a busy hotel there (bellman, busboy, night desk clerk), but mostly worked as bellboy. I soon began to understand why that old saying had come to be. I was always encountering situat

Becoming Sadistic Ophelia - First Rough Draft
Becoming Sadistic Ophelia The Making of a Sadist By Yvette Dubel © 2006 It’s hard to say just when Sadistic Ophelia was born, but it was sometime after the girl known simply as Ophelia had graced the world with her birth. She’d been the tough girl who’d grown up to be a top consultant to nonprofit organizations serving women and children. Having just completed a meeting with such an organization she was all set to leave as the driver held the door open for her, she paused just before she lowered herself inside---one more look back and she smiled. There was no hint of the old corner store, phone booth or parking lot that once stood where this new safe haven had been built. Ophelia had rounded up the donations from a few wealthy contributors seeking redemption which only Sadistic Ophelia could have delivered. The end result of their contribution was not only the worthy cause of building this home and playground, but a very personal contribution to Sadistic Ophelia’s gruesome c

I Do Not...
I do not have the answers, sometimes I don't even have the questions, sometimes I have nothing but empty thoughts that drift upon the breeze... Have you ever chased a snowflake, such a fragile, delicate, and beautiful thing, crystaline sculpture, in purest white? Have you ever caught that flake, and watched it as it fades in the warmth of your hand, softly disolving, to a tear drop? When I see the snows fall, and disrupt us all, block our roads, close our schools, bring down power lines, and cause death and destruction I sometimes think of that delicate snow flake and wonder how something so small, so gentle, so fragile, can be so destructive. Then I look at us, people, and we're just the same, so many fragile people, and yet when one or two voices band together we can cause such pain, and such misery. I don't want to see drifts, and blizzards, death and destruction, I just want to hold the delicate people, to see them for their individual beauty, and to care for them, a

Adam's First Time
Adam's First Time Author Anonymous. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- We'd spoken for weeks, one of those someone, told someone, told someone that I wanted to talk about this. I didn't understand what I was feeling, I just knew that the hair on my neck stood up when I heard about it. She had been wonderful, not entirely what I expected. She was concerned, patient, and comforting. After all the discussion she finally agreed to meet. I arrived promptly at 9. She stresses that promptness was not an option. Actually I arrived about 20 minutes early, but I sat in the car until 2 minutes till 9 and then went to the door. She asked me not to wear anything special, just to be comfortable in. I chose my customary nice T-shirt, my best pair of faded jeans, and my favorite Docksiders. Her front porch was dimly, although adequately lit, and in the foyer just beyond the stained glass of the door, I could see candles. Suddenly I felt quit

Forever
forever your eyes will hold the memory i saw your heart as it overtook me we tried so hard to understand and reason but in that one moment i gave my heart away i gave my heart away in that moment i,i gave my heart away in that moment i,i gave my heart away with that perfect breath where my mind lay beside me and all i knew is what had overtaken me with no reason i am comforted by inability to understand forever your eyes will hold the memory i saw your heart as it overtook me we tried so hard to understand and reason but in that one moment i gave my heart away i gave my heart away in that moment i,i gave my heart away in that moment i,i gave my heart away FOREVER your eyes will hold the memory forever your eyes will hold the memory forever your eyes will hold the memory when i wake from this dream will your smile still open my heart and leave me transparent?

19 Things To Do In The Bathroom Stall
19 Things to Do in the Bathroom Stall 1. Stick your palm open under the stall wall and ask your neighbor,"May I borrow a highlighter?" 2. Say "Uh oh, I knew I shouldn't put my lips on that." 3. Cheer and clap loudly every time somebody breaks the silence with a bodily function noise 4. Say, "Hmmm, I've never seen that color before." 5. Drop a marble and say, "Oh shoot!! My glass eye!!" 6. Say "Darn, this water is cold." 7. Grunt and strain real loud for 30 seconds and then drop a cantaloupe into the toilet bowl from a high place and sigh. Sigh relaxingly. 8. Say, "Now how did that get there?" 9. Say, "Humus. Reminds me of humus." 10. Fill up a large flask with Mountain Dew. Squirt it erratically under the stall walls of your neighbors while yelling,"Whoa! Easy boy !!" 11. Say," Interesting....more sinkers than floaters" 12. Using a small squeeze tube, spread peanut butter on a wad of toilet paper and drop under the stall wall of your neigh

Fun At Work
Paul and Tammy had worked in the same building for a few years. She was a secretary on the ground floor while he worked for the security company on the second floor. They could be seen at each others desk flirting at talking at any point in time during the day, but that is as far as it had went. They each wanted the other, but were afraid to cross that line. She wanted so much to run her hands over his broad chest and strong shoulders, and through his thick brown hair. He thought she had an amazing body with the greenest eyes he had ever seen, and her long blonde hair was something else. One day, as he crossed the parking lot, he noticed her walking in ahead of her. She was wearing a white button up blouse, a black skirt with a split up the back, black stockings and high heeled black shoes. The sexy sway of her hips as she walked had him mesmerized, and he could feel his dick getting hard. He knew he had to have her, and what better day than today. He knew she only wore stockings t

How I Look At Life
I believe - . . . that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. . . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change . . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. . . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. . . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. . . . that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. . . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. . . . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. . . . that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. . . . that either you control your attitude or it controls you. . . . That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to

Life
Well. I don't usually blog, but hey what the fuck why not. Most of you don't know me, but heres a crash course: My name is Christina. Moved to Michigan October 1, 2004 with my (at the time boyfriend) husband, David. I (naturally) have blonde hair and blue/green eyes and have more energy than a normal person should have. I love photography, making jewlery, writing and web design. Ok, there now we are aquaninted. Not too long ago I went to the Drs and found out I might have cancer. Kinda blows huh? So lately I have just kinda been in and out of reality, on leave from work and unsure of where to go next. I am taking a home study course to get my Life Insurance Certification so I can work with my sister. It'll be cool cuz I'll get to stay at home with the dogs and work on the house more. Right now, I feel like I am just in limbo. One half of me is ready to start living again, the other half thinks, "Whats the point?" Have you ever just wanted to start over again? From scratch? Tom

Well Getting My Page Going
well everyone just trying to work my way through the site and get everything going. Everyone has been very sweet and i think i'm going to like it here. Thanks to everyone for the requests and votes. Thanks for the warm welcomes. If you ever have questions for me just ask i won't bit well maybe i do alittle. well thats about it for now. TAY have a horny weekend.

What Type Of Firearm Are You?
You scored as Assault Rifle. You are soldier. Or you want to be a soldier. Or you just love military-type firearms. You need assault rifle. M16 or AK-47 will do good.Assault Rifle100%Sniper Rifle100%Shotgun69%Revolver44%Pistol31%Machinegun25%SMG25%What Firearm Fits You Best?created with QuizFarm.com

Yet Another Miserable Day At Work
So when i started there were 5 of us, now there are 2. Probably because my manager is an unbelievable cunt. Her entire job is to audit the daily tasks of the employees, nothing else, yet i am the only bloody employee, it's like walking around with a 60 year old head up my ass... i mean fuck, i'm just a carefree fuck who does his job without complaint or question, y pray tell does it seem like i'm being beaten with a switch on the daily.. and yes i know what a switch feels like.. feh, i need a new tattoo... that will make life better..

Tgif
YAYAYAYA... its here its here.... Whats here? you may ask...... FRIDAY IS HERE!!!! Time to celebrate... It has been a long week... Im ready to relax on the beach.... which I will be doing tomorrow. YA ME!!!! Feels weird going to the beach in October. I am so use to not being able to. How funny is that... Anyways... Everyone HAVE A Wonderful Weekend! BE Safe!!! MySpace Comments Graphics I know Mine will!!!! Later, RB

The World Is Cruel
The world is a cruel place No one will ever know how much love this family lost The day we lost you You were our light that helped us pull through To some you were the moon But now you have gone to a better place You are our angel Who looks down on us And gives us hope You gave us the strength the trust and the love If it weren’t for you our guardian angel we would never be here today The day you left us you didn’t know something But now we all want to tell you we all made it alone We are now a stronger family And don’t take anything for granted That day you passed It made us realise how precious the world actually is And now this weekend we are all going to loose you again But it’s nice that you’re still with us in our hearts for every minute, of every hour, of every day for the rest of our lives We will never forget you Nanna xxxxxxx R.I.P. 7.10.05 By Jeraldine Rees-Morgan age 14 (my daughter)

Ummmmm
I am just so bored right now.. there isnt anything to do my fiance is watching some stupid shit on tv.. that im so not even in to.. so i just decided to blog for like no reason at all!! hehe anyways thats all i have to say for right now..

Update On My Condition...
Had my follow up drs. appt. today. Blahh. Seems this mess is going to have to run it's course. They can't give me a timeline as to when it will get better. They did increase my meds, so maybe that will help. They couldn't tell me how it happened either - they "think" it's caused by the same virus that causes chicken pox and it attacks the cranial nerve. The dr. said that in her 12 years of practicing there was only 1 case that didn't have a full recovery. I'm guessing that's suppose to be the upside to all of this. Yes, I guess you could say I'm feeling a little sorry for myself. I'm a mommy, I'm not use to being sick. This has completely thrown me for a loop. Luckily though, the pain is mostly gone. It only comes in sharp spurts every now and then. So, YaY! Just remember me in your thoughts and prayers. It can always be worse and I am thankful that mine is only temporary. Take care~ Kim

Just Found It
I just found out my best friend of 14 years O.D back in June, We hadn't been in touch for about a year now because of diffrent directions our choices were taking us, and now it's too late to say I'm sorry, I'am sorry Tony for not being the friend I should have been, especially when you needed me the most. I can remember back when you and dan were all I had in this world. We were unseperable.You and dan took me in when I had no where to go, noone to talk to and I'll always remember the time we had the good and the bad....your always in my heart.

A Good Bottle Of Wine
A Good Bottle Of Wine -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- She was humming as she changed the sheets from the smooth percale she liked to the fuzzy flannel he preferred. She imagined what she would do to him tonight, and her humming grew quieter until finally it ceased. First she would undress him, slowly, slowly, kissing him softly as each bit of flesh became visible. "To keep it from getting cold," she would say teasingly. They'd done this before -- he would say, "No fear of that!" and they would laugh together as she began to stroke his skin with her warm hands. Then she would push him slowly back until he fell onto the bed and she would take his penis into her hand. By now he would be fully erect, and it would jump as she touched it. They would laugh again at this familiar occurrence. Next she would begin to lick him with little, teasing cat-laps at his skin, all over him, from his collarbones to his toes, but avoi

For Every...
For every time my heart is broken, Another tear is sheaded. For everyday I miss you, A raindrop falls. For every time I see you, My eyes glow like the moon up in the sky. For every time I hear you, A smile comes upon my face.

My Life
Every time I think I found it It runs away and hides from me I’ll find it again someday And hopefully I will never let it go I will hold tight and see where It takes me For when I find it It will take me for the ride of my life.

Check Out Myspace!!!!!!!!!!!
IF YOU DON'T YOUR GAY!!!!!! Gaba gaba hey ANYWAY, MY MYSAPCE PROFILE WILL ROCK YOU THE FUCK OUT BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LONG LIVE FUCKING HEAVY METAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! http://www.myspace.com/raynefreak

Devils Daughter By Unknown Author
Devils Daughter This story contains what some would term as intense imagery and blasphemy. If you are devoutly religious, I doubt you'd be reading a story like this in the first place, but just in case, there are some naughty references. I just call it like I see it. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Stan couldn't believe his luck as he glanced over to see the gorgeous woman sitting in the passenger seat of his car. Wearing a short, black miniskirt and top, Cyla sat relaxed and sure of herself. She noticed Stan's glance and returned it with a prize-winning smile and a wink from her silver eyes. Stan was beside himself. A tactful and romantic flirter he was not, but this alluring woman seemed drawn to him, almost as if every word that passed his lips was golden. He was confused and anxious. Cyla certainly seemed to be experienced, an assumption of her sexual prowess just based on the poise and confidence she had displayed s

Creation Story
WICCAN CREATION STORY Long, long ago, the world slept in the arms of a dark void. From this place of nothingness, Spirit drew together and created Our Lady of Infinite Love. She danced among the heavens Her feet beating out the rhythm of all creation. Sparks of light flew from her hair, giving birth to the stars and planets. As She twirled, these heavenly bodies moved with Her in the divine symphony of the Universe. When Her dancing quickened, She formed the seas and mountains. She chanted words of love and joy, as these sounds fell to Earth the flowers and trees were born. From the pure, white light of Her breath came the colours of the universe, turning all things to vibrant beauty. From Her bubbling laughter came the sounds of the pristine running water of the streams, the gentle lapping waters of the lakes, and the roaring screams of the oceans. Her tears of joy became rains of survival. When Her dancing slowed and She sought a co

I Want My Country Back
"I WANT MY COUNTRY BACK!"- By Rick Roberts - 760 KFMB AM I don't mean to go off on a rant here, but here's the bottom line, I want my country back. I want my kids to be able to walk to the store or walk to school without being abducted by some 3-time convicted child molester. And the politically correct powers that be in this country just can't seem to get over themselves with "CAN'T WE JUST HELP THIS PERSON!" No! You can't. But they're let loose to prey on more children. I want my kids back. I want my country back. I don't agree with everything this President does. I've never agreed with anything 100% that any President has done or said. You know, I was very young during the Vietnam War. So I probably missed that thing by a hair. I don't know whether I would have agreed with that or not at the time. I was too stupid to have an opinion at that point and time even though I thought I did. I want my country back. I want some semblance of respect for authority, wh

Special Someone
There comes a time in someone's life when they meet someone very special, whether it be close home, or over seas. That person to me would have to be Anna. She is always there to listen to my problems, to cheer me up, to make me smile.. she's always there for me, when others are not and in turn, I am there for her. A friend was talking to his ex today.. and she told him that she wishes she could have what me and Anna have.. and I stopped and thought about it..and I can see what she means. I mean technically, we're not "together", but we might as well be. As that friend said, who happens to be my partner in crime, Woosah,"labels complicate things".. or something along those lines. But all in all, I just wanted to say that you are totally random, but you are a great person Anna.. and for that, I love you for it! =)

Graphic Arts Baby!!!!
Yeah i took one year of graphic art in high school. In order to take art major courses art students had to complete and pass drawing and painting which was pretty much an introduction to art major 1. So, luckily i did pass and i contiued to the art major's. We were luck enough to have a great art program that had three art major courses which each last a year. In other words it takes up three years of high school. I loved every moment of it too. It really taught me a lot about my abilities and lack there of. Ever since i was in elementary i've taken art courses if i was able. I don't think i have good drawing and painting abilities. So i desided that graphic arts would better suite me because of the newness of it. I really enjoy using photoshop and different graphic art programs. Someday i think it would be great to get a job in that feild. It's not often though that people get to do what they really want for a living. Maybe i'll be one of the lucky ones.

What I Found Out...
First i'll say that my mother has been ill for awhile now. Brain damage and stuff. Because of the pacient privacy laws i cant know the exact details. But my grandmother just called and said that mom has to go to a home this week. It's soo sudden. I feel so dead. I haven't had much of a life and my parents suck, but i love them. I can't picture what's to come. Right now the song of my life is Good Charlette's "Hold on". (you can find the video on my page). So i hope someone can relate to me, it's better to go through things when ppl can relate. This one is for mom. I love you. My poem for mom... Dear Mom, You never said you'd always be there You've always been lost and unfound I can't believe your ignorance I feel so low beneath the ground There's nothing I can do now I loved you with all my heart But now you're gone You and dad tore my life apart I've learned not to trust anyone There's nothing more to say You've lost someone special You can't get back eac

My Thought Process
why did people stop calling pussy cats .. pussy cats? did they become cats or kittens before or after the slang word was used to describe female genitals lol ... did they just drop it off because people are lazy and dont wanna use 2 words for definition of an animal and thought pussy was just descriptive and not necessary ... how did pussy become slang word for female genitals anyway .. i mean i'm thinking mine looks nothing like a cat or kitten lol ... pussy .. okay just wanted to say it again lol

Woman In Chains
Lying on the rolled out rug, a gift of epic proportions, the usurper to a brother's throne waits patiently plotting with passion and petulance. Although a vision in what the gods hath wrought kohl and vermilion enhance the product, its perfection mirrored in the greedy eyes of one so old, so beset upon by enemies everywhere that he would actually believe such a gift came freely and without encumbrance. With a nicely turned phrase, the moist upturned lips does she cast her net on Rome, the bounty well worth the price, although with it she would lose one weight and gain another; both men brothers in her arms. Her charms engaged the enemy, her prodigy cemented her fame, and the actions of a harlot would decide both her fate and her enduring place in the annals of history; just a woman who could rely on the kindness of strangers.

Halo And Being Bored
Yeah Halo fucking rocks man. God i love that game. We have xbox live, so i play alot. What fucking annoys me are the fucking 12 year old fuck-tard's who think that their all kwel so they get on and start trash talking ppl. OMFG, how lame is that. Seriously, that really fucking pisses me off. It's funny how they tell ppl they're going down and yet at the end of the match they're the one's who die. Lol, lmao. Yeah it's funny to be on sometime's. It's nice to play with ppl who don't care about the outcome of the game. I mean keyword-it's a game so anyway....i'm bored. Yeah, the ppl who live below us are listening to their LOUD music....don't get me wrong i LOVE music, but when i wanna sleep or concentract it's friggin annoying. It was funny the other day though, i thought someone was going to get beat down. A major bitchfest was going down. I'm always amused by girl's fighting. The sad thing is most bitch fight's give the female a bad rep for fighting. First off, if someone pisses me off

Hehehe Damien
lol shhhhh he never reads these so I can talk about him here lol of all the ppl ive met so far he bye far is the sweetest lol to all the ladys hes one guy worth getting to know lol so talk to him not just spam him for cherrypoints geez lol youd be amazed at how cool alot of ppl are here if you actully take the time to drop them a shout and get to know them as more then cherrypoints *winks but ladys be sure to check out damien and send him a shout hes real sweet ppl

Wtfs
omfg what the fuck is wrong with fucken guys for fuck sakes grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ugh i dont even know what to fricken say im soooo fricken mad an if ur actually reading this then yea u know im mad for the simple reason im swearing like there isnt a fucken 2morrow grrrrr ahhhhhhhhhhhh fucken idiots......jezzzzz what the fuck is the point on fighting with some one just cause they dont wanna give u a pic ,, then starts freaking out on u for it an so on like really WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrr if just never fucken ends now does it .... over the smallest an stupidest shit tooo ....

A Note Of Thanks!
To everyone who passed good wishes my way while my father was in the hospital... I thank you from the bottom of my heart. Your prayers were awesome...and again thank you! We've got lots of doctors appointments to keep, but anything to keep him here as long as we can... Nothing new really going on here... just bein' me. My thought for the day: "It's better to be hated for who you are, than be loved for who your not" - VanZant Love and Smooches, -Sher

Hope
you ever just sat at home or at work thinking to yourself the next time the phone rings its the person you wanted to hear from the most..even through hard difficult times you hope its that person you want to hear from..also when you sit in front of your computer and open up your website you hope to see a message from the one you love..well i have hope that it would happen soon..its funny how one person in your life can shape you to the person you are..i guess i have alot to get off my chest..feeling real blue now..but you know one thing that makes me go through each and everyday is hope..and the promise that was given to me not to ever worry..but to smile and go on..so next time the phone rings or i get on my computer i will hope..hope for that one person to know that i so love her and so much care for her..and hope that she never forgets what we have..

Im A Very Naughty Girl
You Are a Very Bad Girl You are 10% Good and 90% Bad As they say, good girls go to heaven and bad girls go everywhere! You make most bad girls look like angels - and have a hell of a time along the way. Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

Jokes
Little Johnny strikes again Fred and Mary got married but can't afford a honeymoon, so they go back to Fred's Mom and Dad's for their first night together. In the morning, Johnny, Fred's little brother, gets up and has his breakfast. As he is going out of the door to go to school, he asks his mom if Fred and Mary are up yet. She replies, "No". Johnny asks, "Do you know what I think?" His mom replies, "I don't want to hear what you think! Just go to school." Johnny comes home for lunch and asks his mom, "Are Fred and Mary up yet?" She replies, "No." Johnny says, "Do you know what I think?" His mom replies, "Never mind what you think! Eat your lunch and go back to school." After school, Johnny comes home and asks again, "Are Fred and Mary up yet?" His mom says, "No." He asks, "Do you know what I think?" His mom replies, "Ok, now tell me what you think?" He says: "Last night Fred came to my room for the Vaseline and I think I gave him my airplane glue.

Meet Me
Meet me in the shadows of your heart, The place only you and I know exists. Take me with you and hold me in your arms. Meet me in the stars above, The place the highest goals live. See the light of love shining in my eyes. Meet me at the ocean's edge, The place where the water cleanses. Take me to a place of absolute purity. Meet me at the forest's clearing, The place where the trees part. Where we are sheltered and safe. Meet me in the billowy clouds, The place where heaven and earth touch. Dance with me in the sky and share our joy. Meet me on the mountain's peak. The place where you can breathe deeply. Inhale my essence and make it yours. Meet me, my love.... Anywhere, anytime, anyplace. Share my soul and be one with me.

Bored Bored Bored
well Iam rather bored making tags and siggys atm so thought Id aimlessy ramble for no apperant reson lol noone ever reads these things anyhow so its safe to be a brainless boob for a few hmmmm what to talk about..... I have met some real nice ppl here like playmate shes a real sweety should check out her profile sometime and damien that naughty little devil *yummy* and Alcuard the nice man let me borrow his art to make siggys and tags and so many others I cant even name them all ive realy enjoyed the time Ive spent here so far and look forward to meeting even more ppl much luv all hope your day goes awsume

Well I Got To See My Old Friend's Today
Yeah my old friends stoped by. A few days ago they found me on myspace. They came over and we talked about what has been going on lately. I'm very glad they visited. I must say i'm worried that they'll forget about me again. I worry a lot i guess. We've been through a lot together and i have been hurt, so i just hope that doesn't happen anymore. The guys we've dated are and have been VERY controlling. So thus being the reason we all lost touch. It was great in the past, so i hope to regain that happiness. It was probably the happiest i've ever been. I hope this really works out. I just wanted to fill you all in. Your all such nice ppl, so if you have any advice or comment's plz share! Lots of luv my friend's. Rock On!

The Weakness Of A Leo.
One of my weaknesses is Vanity and as a result I have critical tastes, if not some what eclectic. I know one shouldnt be critical of another person, and I try, but when it comes styles of art, counter cultures than I am familiar with or lifestyles in general its hard for me to with out bias.. or predjudicial. Its the leo in Me. Lost Chrry is both my addiction and my personal; anthema as of late. Its a known fact that Humanity is often cookie cutter in its approach to certian thing, and that to be an Original you must have been ostracized, or an outcast in some fashion. No where is this more evident than when I look in media, fashions, and other styles. It's irksome. Why? another one of my traist is "true Faith". I belive in the Noble purpose of Humanity, and as such I have faith in its ability to be the pinnacle of creation as it occurs here on Terra. Agian its the Leo in me. I knw its ultimately the rtomantic in me, and often my persoanl Bias is of moot consquence, but I

Hello Ppl
i was sitting with some friends todya and i started to wonder why people have to try and start a fight with me and other ppl its so fucked up i cant belive it. anyway i was wondering how u guys felt a)ppl are temperd and dumb and they need to chill. b)maybe ppl need to say there feelings. c)you should have taken the bitch(s) plz post ur ooppinions.

::grins::
I am so evil. Poor little Erica. Her myspace is all messed up. Her boyfriend somehow got forwarded messages where she talks about cheating on him. The fucking bitch. I just had to gloat and I couldn't do it anywhere else sooooooo.......

You Need To Know
You need to know something about me. You need to know I'm not the person I pretend to be. I'm not nice, I'm not sweet, I always run away from the heat. The warmth, the love, I put up walls ten feet tall. Shields that take me away from it all, It took me the longest time to see the truth, The walls don't work, they cut me off, From humanity, from the friends we all need, I couldn't realize that until you came, And knocked them down with your sword of love, You were the first person unrelated to me who I could say I love you to, Sincerely and completely, Not just the flirty "It's okay, I still love you!", Or even the more serious, "That's just one of the things I love about you," Both of which I have said to others, But you were the first who I could say just the three words and them alone: "I love you." So you need to know something about me. You need to know that I am not the person I pretend to be. You need to know that you are my best friend, my closest comrad

Omg
FROM FUCKING HALF WAY ACROSS THE FUCKING WORLD DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE FUCKING TIME FOR YOUR DRAMA... HELL FUCKING NO I DONT NOR DO I WANT IT TAKE SOME OF YOUR ANGER OUT TAKE THAT GUN YOU CARRY AND GO SHOOT SOMEONE FOR ALL I GIVE A FUCK SHOOT YOURSELF... THATS HOW MUCH YOU MATTER TO ME... I AM ONLY WRITING THIS BLOG CAUSE I AM THAT PIST THAT YOU CONTACTED ME OVER SOMETHING SO DUMB AND FUCKING CHILDISH THAT THE WHOLE WORLD NEEDS TO KNOW HOW FUCKING STUPID YOU REALLY ARE ;)

Dumb Bitch!!
I just looked at the contest page for the biker babe contest I'm in and there is some dumb bitch being rude on pic comments... her name is faithfun n crazy....... she voted for one of the girls, then left rude comments on the rest of ours........ I just don't understand some people.. I mean, it's fine to vote for someone, but you dont' have to go rate the others low and leave rude comments!!! What a bitch!!!!! Sorry, guess I just had a bad day and needed to vent... lol

Another Lovely Quiz
Your Seduction Style: Fantasy LoverYou know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Ok Contest Is Now Open
You can vote for me here http://www.lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=261340&albumid=71121&i=3930107109 but please look at the other girls as well and then decide who you want to vote on. Thanks and Hugs Darla

Welcome New Cherries!!!!!!!!
Welcome To LostCherry Tips for recieving Cherry points:-) -Rate a photo -Leave a photo comment -Upload a photo -Leave a comment -Change your trackz -Rate a member's profile -Upload a mobile photo -Someone becomes your fan -Someone adds you as a friend -Take someone's cherry comment -Configure your mobile phone -Successfully invite someone to join LostCherry (500 points each!!!) ~~Vixen~~ Please take a Moment To rate the picture below for LC's Cutetst Pet PIc

Have A Great Weekend.! Some Qwuestions Too!
TRYING TO CATCH UP ON THE SITE.. DID GET TO A LOT OF PAGES TO SAY HI.. WILL CHECK OUT PICS WHEN I CAN AND DO MESSAGES..THANKS FOR ALL THE NEW ONES WHO WANTED TO BE ADDED.. WILL CHECK OUT YOUR PAGES SOON AND APPREICATE ALL THE COMENTS.. ! THEY ARE SO NICE.. REMMBER NOT ON MUCH ON WEEKEND.. WILL BE BACK ON MONDAY,., ANYONE HAVE A ANY PLANS FOR WEEKEND?? HOW MANY HOURS ARE YOU ONLINE..?? JUST CURIOUS.. ARE WE ALL ADDICTED??LOL HAD SOMETHING HAPPEN AT MY GRANDSONS SCHOOL.. A KID INM HIS CLASS.. HES IN KINDERGARDEN.. WAS TOUCHING HIM WHERE HE SHOUDLNT BE AND I FOUND OUT AFTER SCHOOL ENDED ON THRUS.. I WAS SO UPSET.. A 5 YEAR OLD BOY TOUCHING MY GRANDSON LIKE THAT.. I WAS SO UPSET SO NOW GOING TO HELP OUT MORE IN HIS CLASS ABOUT 3 TIMES A WEEK.. SO MIGHJT NOT BE HERE A LOT.. HOPE YOU ALL KEEP IN TOUCH AND REMMBER I AM THINKING OF YOU ALL.. THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIEND.. HUGSS LOVE GERI..

Time Machines And Team Building
Today was quite bizarre, went on a work day out what they have for team building at this place Dynamic Earth. It was not what i was expecting, as most places where you work, when they try team building most of it dont go so well. The Dynamic Earth place is quite something to go and visit, I think I have lived in Edinburgh for many years and never bothered with it before. The team I was in only 5 of us were there, but anyway I did the usual floating about bit and harrassed a couple of chief executives, the meeting was done as an open space but they could have done it better, so told em so, probably get me cards on monday hahahahahah. i wish i would have taken a camera, i need to get one of those.

To All My Friends................
If a kiss was a raindrop... I'd send you showers. If hugs were a second... I'd send you hours. If smiles were water... I'd send you the sea. If friendship was a person... I'd send you me. If you dont send this to at least 10 people...you will be left with no friends because they won't know that you appreciate them. This poem shows lots of appreciation...so send this to all of your friends and let them know you care.

I Dont Know
why but i am so damn exhuasted lol. I just woke up again. My knee locked on me, so that hurts. And yeah rawr haha. Anyway, im suppose to be going down to wildwood tonight if i decide to go, ima have to change cause its cold out like woah. Yes i tell you, yes yes.

Mmm Martini
Martini! Your sex life mostly resembles a Martini. You are suave, sophisticated and just a little kinky. You have an active sex life, but you only recruit the best to be your sex partners. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Him Cancels Tour
HIM have announced the cancellation of their fall tour. The band will not be playing scheduled U.S. shows in favor of entering the recording studio (see canceled dates below). HIM hope fans will not be let down, but rather will look forward to seeing them back on the road with new songs to share. The band have been steadily writing material for their forthcoming album and are eager to start preliminary rehearsal of very early tracks. HIM have not been able to test any new material due to their busy touring and promotion schedule. This fall will be the first opportunity for the band members to talk and work out new HIM material for a 2007 release! Singer Ville Valo explains the band's decision: "Our dearest fellowship of the Heartagram, you haven't seen the last of us yet. We just want to keep it fresh for you and stump you with new material. I didn't feel that I could do that without rehearsing some of this stuff that's stuck in my heart. We're happy to have new fans come aboard

First Kiss
FIRST KISS You leaned over and you kissed me I felt my knees go weak You leaned over and you kissed me I couldn't even speak You leaned over and you kissed me With a passion flowing free You leaned over and you kissed me Sparks flew that we could see You leaned over and you kissed me A touch so soft and tender You leaned over and you kissed me A kiss I would remember You leaned over and you kissed me I'm sure I kissed you back You leaned over and you kissed me With the fire no kiss should lack You leaned over and you kissed me You left me wanting more You leaned over and you kissed me My soul you did explore You leaned over and you kissed me My heart no longer full of pain You leaned over and you kissed me Darling, kiss me once again

Heya =)~
Hey everybody! I apologize that I haven't been able to get everything going lately, but I'm new to LC and it's rather confusing sometimes (especially after a night of smoke'n'drink LOL!) For everyone that has requested me to add them to my friends list you should be added. However, I think I did clear some requests accidently, so feel free to hit me up again anytime. Jesus it's hot here in Georgia - especially to a transplatted Thunder Bay (Canada) resident like myself. Perhaps it is a better trade of though, especially seeing how it's a little uncomfortable to wear a bikini when it's 15 degrees outside. I'm happy here for now atleast, and am looking forward to this Saturday (GO GEORGIA! STOMP THEM VOLS BABY!) I probably could have gone if I wanted, but I've got a lot on my plate right now - what with work and the one month hiatus I took from school. Sucks that granny died, but then again I'm happy she isn't suffering anymore. Anyway, I'll try to write a blog every few days

Tgif!
And it's another week in the bag so to speak! It's been a busy with trying like mad to get some projects completed and keep up with the ticket queue. I haven't been around as much as I have had my nose to the grind stone trying to get the work done *lol* Hopefully, next week will be a lot quieter.. JJ the Axe

What Drink Most Desribes Your Sexlife
Margarita! Your sex life mostly resembles a Margarita – You are passionate and imaginative and you have a very spontaneous sex life. You are likely to do (or have done to you) a lot of things on a whim. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Well Well Well !!!!!
Ok I am posting things here and I see some people are reading the stuff.But no one is commenting on the stuff I am putting here,whats up with that?I am trying to make some friends so I can hook up my page.So please if you read one of my blogs and like it comment on it so I know weather or not to keep posting stuff.I am trying to think of a good blog to post about what I am hoping to find on here but ever time I start it seems to sound stupid.But I should have something thought up by the end of the weekend at least I hope I do.And you will be able to find it under What I am interested in.

See If This Works...or Not
Margarita! Your sex life mostly resembles a Margarita – You are passionate and imaginative and you have a very spontaneous sex life. You are likely to do (or have done to you) a lot of things on a whim. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Day 5, Welcome Party
Hey all, Well training was okay today, it was a rehash of the week to make sure we understand all the info since it comes from a translator (instructor speaks no English). After work we had a small welcome party from our translator and friend Hashimoto. We got totally fucked up!!!!! Some of you have already seen the pics I posted. We had a good time, of course we were in a Japanese style bar, and got a little loud, but it was all good. We taught Hashimoto how to cuss in English, and he taught us how to cuss in Japanese. It was a riot, and of course we taught him a few drinking songs. I think other patrons thought we were the night’s entertainment, because everyone kept staring at us! Of course when you have 3 drunken Americans, and Japanese guy (who forgot how to speak Japanese, cause we got him 9999 sheets to the wind), in a bar it is absolutely hilarious! We managed to get home in one piece, then went to the hotel bar, and drank some more! It was a great time. Tomorrow (well today

Dedication To The Goddess
I dedicate my mind, body, and soul to you my goddess. Every thread of me is yours, you made me perfect, and in your image. I embrace thee. You created the earth and everything in it, you gave me people that I can learn from, and then turn around and teach to others. You gave me two beautiful children to teach your ways to, and I am greatful, you gave me a wonderful man to love and cherish, and worship, as he worships me. Thank you. I dedicate my everything to you!

I Guess I Will Start Again...
This has seem to be therapy for me anyway. So hubby is still in Japan. The kids have gone wild. I am only one person damnit. Stuck here with four kids. God help me. Somebody please rescue me. Ok enough of that. My sister is coming over this weekend to stay with me. That is going to be nice to have someone here. I think in order to have a good weekend I will need a shit load of duck tape. Well kudos for now. I will write more later when I get back from the store. PS...I am just kidding about the duct tape...I swear!

Full Moon And Friday The 13th
This week's Full Moon is the annual event known in the northern half of the world as the Harvest Moon. Its name is derived from the fact that it rises above the horizon faster than usual ... providing farmers with a period of bright moonlight at the end of the day. lately I have found myself being sked what are we supposed to do on the full moon....especially since this ones by Friday the 13...oooooooh no not scarey ..no sacrifices...lol read the following then all of you who asked will kknow... Much Luv And Blessed Be..MP all This year, the Harvest Moon falls in the passionate and bold sign of Aries -- inspiring us to take action and follow our desires. As the first sign of the zodiac, Aries -- almost like a child -- has a tendency to be self-focused and can miss perceiving the needs of others. Impulsive and spontaneous, Aries' "go for it" attitude comes in handy when pursuing a prized goal ... but in close relationships, there's a risk of accidentally bruising a loved one's

New
Okay, so that other blog was kind of a trial run. Really, I have nothing personal against either male strippers nor priests ... but then, I'm not exactly a 12 yr. old boy either. Yeah, so I'm new to this whole lost cherry thang ... kinda wonderin' if there's anything better I could be doing with my time (other than fishin of course) at this particular moment .....

About The Pet Contest
YOU CAN COMMENT ON THE PICS AS MUCH AS YOU LIKE YOU CAN BUY STICKY BULLETINS YOU CAN BUY BLASTS YOU CAN HAVE PEOPLE PIMP U OUT ALL I ASK IS THAT THERE BE NO CRUEL VOTING THESE ARE ALL GOOD PICS AND CUTE PETS PLAY NICE AND FAIR THATS IT THANX :-) ENDS WEDS AT 5 PM

Muh Story
It was October, Cryso’s favorite month. She was out one evening with a friend, just roaming around town. Her parents thought she was at a football game. She had been, just long enough to get a ticket and make an appearance. Once she found her friends, however, she was gone. Cryso, Mari, Johanna, and Abby did this every week. It was custom. No one ever said anything to the 4 girls stalking down the middle of the residential streets. Most people smiled and waved, thinking to themselves that the girls were in need of mental help. After all, who wore black and red striped socks with black mini-skirts? Or leather trench coats held together by dozens of safety pins? The coat was Cryso’s most prized material possession. Her parents hated it. Since it was her only coat (her letter jacket had disappeared shortly after she got it), they could say nothing about it. It was late October and she was out in the evening. She clearly needed some protection from the cold. Mari and Johanna could not m

Hey Hey Hey
I just got back from getting my latest piercings :) The tongue didn't hurt AT ALL lol but I talk like I'm "special" lmao..the Monroe hurt a little and I HATE the big ball and can't wait to change it to a smaller one lol SO go check them out..please :) :)

Homepage
Well,the reason i change my background,my music and my pics so much is becuz i get bored of them very quickly!!I like change...change is what makes the world go round...if you read this blog SHIT at least leave a goddamn comment i dont write these things for me ...im a comment whore so gimme some fukn feedback DAMNIT!!or ill stop blogging lol...Just like my VS from yesterday not one damn comment!! sheeeeeeeeeeeeeesh..i take the good ones with the bad ones so write a bad comment even lol...anything im not picky hehe.... whats the message im suppose to receive when someone re-rates my profile from a 10 to a 1 lmfao tff...did it change that bad?? hmmmmmm

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Jerk Off
15 minute soup. cook up some garlic and onion in alittle olive oil and butter ... add a packet of 90 minute rice .. add some chicken brooth. Cook till hot .. add in carrot, sald, pepper, chilli oil, honey, chicken and enough chicken broth to completly cover... stir and boil .. for some damn good sweet and spicy soup ... ... Nobody else was gonna make it for me.

Cult Movies
We all know the great movies, the box office smash hits, etc. What I would like to know is your favorite CULT movie. Now, a lot of you might be thinking, "Oh, that's easy, Rocky Horror Picture Show" - BUT - Take a moment and think about it. Once ya know, leave a comment below for all who visit here to read through. Now, to start this off, hehe, mine is ::drum roll please:: ARMY OF DARKNESS Directed by: Sam Raimi Starring: Bruce Campbell, Embeth Davidtz, Marcus Gilbert, Ian Abercrombie and Bridget Fonda Plot Outline: A man is accidentally transported to 1300 A.D., where he must battle an army of the dead and retrieve the Necronomicon so he can return home. This was a Tongue-In-Cheek medieval-horror-comedy film with Campbell fighting an army of skeletons, a la Jason And The Argonauts. Campbell is best at making goofy faces. Embeth Davidtz provides the romantic interest. It totally reminded me of an AD&D game gone right. A lot of campy humor, very low budget but

Do It!!!! You Know You Wanna
The Mind Wanders...Especially My mind...These are The BiProducts of The Aimless Wanderrings...They are The Images That Appear To Me When My Mind Enters Into The Nether Regions of My Subconcious...Please Enjoy...Juan

Gosh
Ok i wont be here for awhile tonight but i will return....MY daddy had a heart attack yesturday so im going over to be with him for awhile plus i bought a home and trying to set it up so much shit to do uggggh i need like 5 of me and oh boy the fun everyone would have then ....haha! so i geuss ill pop off here love you all and have a great weekend

Friday
damn its the weekend again got the kids almost moved have a few more things to move but will do it while they are in school next week love the idea that i have my weekends free!!!!!!!!!!! hopeing to go out soon with my girlfriend no i am not a lezbo either lol b ut we will have fun looking for guys :D and we won't get stood up :D well i am thru with little boyz and its about time none of them can make up their minds so yeah done with them lol

Tell Me What You Think!!!!??? I Know I Rock I Just Need To Hear It...
I like To Draw.. Quite a bit... This some of the fan art... Stuff From Cartoons Comics And Videogames that I liked...EnjoyJuan somthing to entertain you while you check out the slide show

My Birthday *7th* October !! ( Thanks In Bunches Mettekenzo )
~Happy B-day to me !!~@ LostCherry Its Lena/Engla's birthday October 7th ..... please go show her and her page some cherry love..... make her birthday unforgettable! Thanks in advance! We all love you Lena!!! Grattis på fødselsdagen!!! Much love, Mette

What Type Of Alcoholic Drink Does Your Sex Life Resemble?
Martini! Your sex life mostly resembles a Martini. You are suave, sophisticated and just a little kinky. You have an active sex life, but you only recruit the best to be your sex partners. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Now this one is funny.....LMAO

Over The Mountain Of Challenge
Over the mountain of challenge +++++++++++++++++++ When you look at a tall mountain from a distance, it looms very large indeed. It can be difficult to imagine how you could ever climb over it. Yet when you go right up to the foot of the mountain, you're likely to find a trail leading up the side. It then becomes obvious that by taking one step after another, you can indeed make your way over that mountain. Any challenge can be viewed in much the same way. When it is a distant concept, the challenge can seem insurmountable. Yet when you get to the point where you're ready to take the first step, that challenge becomes less intimidating. Once you start working your way through, step by step, you begin to know that you will indeed make it to the other side. Is there a challenge you've been avoiding because it seems too large and intimidating? Go ahead, step right up to that challenge, and you'll quickly see that it's not really as difficult as you

Which Animal Represents Your Sexual Appetite?
A dolphin A dolphin represents your sexual appetite. You enjoy the pleasures of sex, and you don’t care who you get it from. You are ruled by animal instinct, which makes you a great lover, but you should be careful and always use protection. (If a dolphin could… they would) Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com What the hell would I need protection for, I'm married....lol

How Sexual Are You?
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky100%A Sicko80%Average50%A WUSS !!20%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Thank You To All!!!!
Who voted for me in my very 1st contest on LC! Without all the support and love I would have never won! You peeps kick ASS! So all of you who voted for me, you will get to rub my ass for as long as you want! Hurry up!.....And that includes spanking, biting, and kissin my ass!...lol thx qt!

Ethan And The Oil Change
Ethan and I went to have the oil changed in my car today. He’s only two years old and this was a new experience for him. We dropped the car off at EZ Lube and walked to the grocery store across the parking lot. On the way, we found a shopping cart and Ethan decided to sit in it while I pushed. I pushed it real fast and that made him laugh. When we got inside the store, Ethan wanted to walk. So I lifted him out of the cart and let him lead me on an adventure. First we went to the health and beauty aids department where Ethan found a battery-powered toothbrush in the shape of a robot. He inspected it carefully and talked about the many features. After a while, he put it down and continued his journey. Then we found toothpaste tubes with what looked like pictures of Barbie on the label. I explained to him that these were meant for girls and not for little boys. He still found them interesting, but decided that he didn’t really want one. Then we stumbled upon a w

What Type Of Music Should You Make Love To?
You should make love to soul You like to groove, slow and steady. Throw on the James Brown and let the atmosphere envelop your lovemaking. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Personally I would prefer "Pink Floyd" or "Rush" instead....LMAO

Where Do I Begin?
Being on this site has given me revelations of sorts. I am quite the flirt...lol! Never was my intention to take anything very seriously on here. However, through all of this aimless flirting I have discovered a few friends. I have also discovered that against my better judgement, I have become somewhat like everybody else on this site. Creating some kind of life that really does not exist. Giving into the pressure to show my body in a fashion that I thought I would never ever do. However, the comments I have gotten have really boosted my self esteem, and for that I say thank you. I really am unclear what the purpose of blogs are, but what the hell they seem to be somewhat insightful and it really helps you get to know an individual beyond all the sexual inuendos that are made while conversing in the shoutbox. It is also nice to know that everyone truly isnt all about sex, but maybe fulfilling an emotional need that is void or doesnt even exist. So I may start "blogging" just in case a

Laugh For The Day
When you occasionally have a really bad day , and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know . I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello." I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?" Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear, "Get the right f**in number!"..... and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a rea

My Immortal
Artist: Evanescence Lyrics Song: My Immortal Lyrics MP3 Downloads Click here to send Evanescence polyphonic ringtone to your cell phone. I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating life Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along

Waiting To Be Saved
She surveys the scene, Aware of everyone around her Noticing all movement Must be careful not to be seen Must be silent and appear not to hide anything Can't let anyone know what's about to happen Make sure not to leave any evidence at all She calmly walks by unsuspecting witesses Everyone seeing what's going on around them Noone truely aware of her She slips into the back room More comfortable now Less eyes on her Nervously slips by him as he opens the door for her She tries to act calm Cant let anyone even suspect her intentions Double checks the door to make sure its locked Must avoid all interruptions Finally she's alone Can she go through with it She has to She has no other choice She has tried everything else No other option She runs the water from the sink to discourage people from entering And with one slice, she lets the life flow from her wrists Its finally done.

Undeniable
Before I found you, My heart was so cold, And with all the drama around, I was about ready to fold. No matter how hard I fought, I knew I was losing. To everyone around me, It was practically amusing Watching me struggle, From day to day. And regardless of what I said or did, The pain just never went away. But then I found you, And everything changed for good. I suddenly got a feeling, That I never knew I would. Having you with me, Has given my life new meaning. You're the only one who had the ability, To unlock these hidden feelings. I'm falling for you, And everyday I fall further. My feelings are growing for you , And everyday they get stronger.

Your Everything - Keith Urban
This goes out to someone very special as well. The first time I looked in your eyes I knew That I would do anything for you The first time you touched my face I felt What I've never felt with anyone else I wanna give back what you've givin' to me And I wanna witness all of your dreams Now that you've shown me who I really am I wanna be more then just your man I wanna be the wind that fills your sails And be the hand that lifts your veil Be the moon that moves your tide The sun coming up in your eyes Be the wheel that never rusts And be the spark that lights you up All that you've been dreaming of and more So much more, I wanna be your everything... When you wake up, I'll be the first thing you see And when it gets dark you can reach out to me I'll cherish your words and I'll finish your thoughts And I'll be your compass baby, when you get lost I wanna be the wind that fills your sails And be the hand that lifts your veil Be the moon that moves your tid

True Love
He is enchanted by her smell Her taste sends him to a joyous place He wants to be around her He needs to be with her all the time He has never been happier than when she is with him The way she feels in his hands Makes his body tingle with anticipation He has to hide her from his own family They can't know he is still with her They will want to take her away from him Nobody wants him to be with her But he is so happy with her Why can't they see how happy he is Aren't families supposed to support you Aren't they supposed to want you to be happy Shouldn't they be happy for him If only they could understand If only they tried to understand How she fills him with a warm sensation like no other woman can He will choose her over any other woman He already left one woman for her His wife She never understood how happy he was with her She tried to make him stop being with her How could she say she loves him Even to this day And still not be happy that he is in love S

To Answer Your Question
From the moment I laid eyes on you I knew you were special Just by the way you carried yourself Made me wanna be with you But nothing could have prepared me for what we have For the force that pulls us together Something that feels this good could never be bad And the best part is it keeps getting better I've never been happier in my entire life Never laughed to the point my stomache hurt That's why i think of you as my wife I feel like we were meant to be since birth Before you, I was scared Scared to just let loose and be myself It was almost like I was "fun impaired" My handicap was the inability to enjoy life itself But you were like the cure to my disease You brought out a side of me that was hidden to the world You brought my life happines, joy and peace - you complete me All these reasons are why - I love you Babygirl

The Love Game
It seemed he had it all just last week, So why does his life now look so bleak? He had the girl of his dreams, the love of his life, She was supposed to end up as his wife He loved her to death, shit he'd say "I still do", He would've bet his life that she loved him too. She said she did, apparently just not enough, Or she would have chose him and not that bum. A huge mistake was made, this even she knows, But what's left for him to do, besides let her go? He'll be waiting forever for her, But for him to think she will ever come back is absurd. For she now sports a ring on her left hand, Everytime he sees it, his heart takes another stab. He begins to regret the day they first kissed. He went for it all that day with her, and as usual he missed. So she stayed with the bum, now they're practically engaged, With his heart in her possession, locked inside a cage. Cold and alone is how he will forever remain. Cause he is always a loser when he plays "The Love Game" But

For My Nena
As I look into your eyes That little twinkle lights up my life. And when you laugh and smile You take away all my strife. Holding you in my arms Gives me warmth like no other. I'll never do you harm You're my first - no sisters or brothers. Forever in my heart 'll give you the world. I knew right from the start I'd make you a Daddy's Girl.

Desperation
He's finally got his chance To get that last hit And he's desperate One last it is all he needs No other hit has ever mattered more This is the one It'll make his problem go away Even for just a short while He will be a winner Finally a winner Not the loser he is now The most important hit of his life If he can only to it Just a little further If he can only reach it He'll finaly get his hit He knows how it'll feel He needs that feeling That feeling is good He loves that feeling It sends chills up his spine just to think of how good it'll feel It'll make hime forget all his pain and sorrows For just that short time It'll be worth all the effort He stretches for the last little bit "SAFE!!!!" screams the firstbase umpire The game winning hit

Count On Me
When you first took my hand, My life changed forever. Your tiny hand curling around my finger, Was the best feeling I can remember. Watching you grow and discover the world, I knew from day one you were destined for great things. Never let anything stand in your way, Discover something new each day. Daddy will protect you until the end of his days, Look out for you and help you succeed. If ever you have a question or a problem, Rest assured you can always count on me.

Business As Usual
He watches her from across the room Even with all these people around She is the only one he sees The only one that matters She glides across the room So elegant So perfect in all her movements It's almost like the rest of the room is grey and blurred from his vision And she has a spotlight focused only on her Everything about her is as it should be Her make-up is perfect Not too much, not too little Just the right amount of everything And the dress The dress is stunning on her She couldn't have picked a better dress Even from where he stands Across trhe room He can see how it brings out her eyes He walks around the room He needs to get closer Never takes his eyes off her Never losing sight of her beauty She laughs He is close enough to hear now HEr voice is enticing It lures him closer He can smell her perfume now Such a sweet scent He recognizes it immediately His favorite How did she know It's like she put it on just for him He feels himself get arou

A Mother's Memories
As she looked down on him She sees him happy Always running around having fun She sees him always hanging out Coming home after dark Even though he was never perfect She loved him to death She reaches out to touch him His face is cold He doesn't react like usual He usually makes a sound when she touches him in his sleep She remembers how he felt in his arms Always warm He loves to hug her She can almost smell his sweet scent She can hear his laugh His voice is so clear in her mind But he is silent He's not saying anything And thanks to a stranger Driving with one too many drinks in his system She will never hear her little boy's voice again

How Naughty Are You?
1. How old are you? 2. What is your sexual orientation? 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex? 4. Have you ever received oral sex? 5. How many sexual partners have you had? 6. What is your pubic hair style? 7. What is your choice of underwear style? 8. Have you ever had anal sex? 9. What is your favorite position? 10. How often do you masturbate? 11. Have you ever kissed a girl? 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl? 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos? 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once? 15. Have you watched porn? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area? 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex? 18. Spit or swallow? 19. Have you ever had an orgasm? 20. Do you own any sex toys?

Come And Rate Me More
LOOK ALL IM LOOKING TO BE RATED IF YOU GET ME TO BE CHERRIED OUT N SHIT I WILL HIT YOUR PAGES UP LIKE THAT SHOWIN YOU THE LOVE THAT YOU HAVE SHOWED ME AIGHT AND ALL OF YOU STAY UP AND BE COOL AIGHT TO ALL THE SINGLE LADIES IM A SINGLE MAN LOOKING FOR MY QUEEN

True Story From Snopes...
Read the story below before you look at the pictures. This is a true story, it happened in Utah and was on the news! I thought each of you could use a little comic relief today. Here's the story. A city councilman, Mark Easton, lives in this neighborhood. He had a beautiful view of the east mountains, until a new neighbor purchased the lot below his house and built. Apparently, the new home was 18 inches higher than the ordinances would allow, so Mark Easton, mad about his lost view, went to the city to make sure they enforced the lower roof line ordinance. Mark and his new neighbor had some great arguments about this as you can imagine — not great feelings. The new neighbor had to drop the roof line — no doubt at great expense. Recently, Mark Easton called the city and informed them that his new neighbor had installed some vents on the side of his home. Mark didn't like the look of these vents and asked the city to investigate. When they went to Mark's home to see the

My 9/11 Tribute
in case any of you missed what I wrote just after 9/ 11 here it is again. This just flowed from me so take it as you will. HAIL THE HEROES BOLD AND BRAVE! THEY WHO GAVE THERE LIVES TO SAVE THERE COUNTRY MEN IN ASGARDS HALLS THEY DWELL AT ODINS AND LADY FREYAS SIDE THEY SIT! HAIL THE HEROES! NO MATTER IF THEY DIED IN THE AIR OR ON THE GROUND IN ASGARDS HALLS THEY DWELL WITH THE HEROES OF THE PAST SO RAISE A HORN TO THEM ONE AND ALL! HAIL THE HEROES! NOW TO THE COWARDS ONE AND ALL THAT PLANNED THIS COWARDLY ACT SHOCK AND SURPRISE WHEN THEY FIND THEMSELVES IN LADY HELLAS REALM HER SWEET REWARDS NOT WHAT THEY SOUGHT! AND TO COMRADES NOT YET CAUGHT TYRS SWORD IS SHARP AND SWIFT! HAIL THE HEROES! ONE AND ALL! I wrote this just after the towers fell Caty

The Night
ok heres a little poem I wrote years ago I just found again enjoy! THE NIGHT BY CATY aka tina_sprite The night the lovely night home to the dark things all about. Where others fear to tread I love to roam. In the shadows of the Moon. Where Demons live and play I find a kinship. As I work the night like others work the day. The days for sleep the nghts for play. Fear and love the dark you silly mortals one and all! enjoy Caty

What Is Love
For Caty No matter what happens our way will allways be with us its more than sex its more than life itself its something we found like a genie inna bottle . When the nite air is still a calling comes hosts of those that was before us look at us and say aahhh another bonding that is good to grave and beyond . A pebble a star blinking a comet all beauty unsurpassed a flickering moment in time and behold a constellation appears and there in comes the gift set immortal for countless eons to come love at its best. When me an dad sailed I talked to the sea its creatures come to visit one and all I asked a question what is love? and one and all from smallest fishes to biggest whales all said love is being with someone you enjoy someone you feel relaxed some one you know will be there when your later time arrives some one who is there thru thick and thin love is Love is understanding when I fall asleep and love is when I fuck up and you still smile and hold my hand. wri

Charlain
MZ Charlain is the hunter she stalks her prey who or what is she hunting? Only she and they will know! So if you are the prey beware as her arrows strike hard and swift! As she is the hunter is is also the lover smiles for this side of her I know well! For she has already hunted and captured my heart! written by me Caty for my Charlain

Wheel Of The Year
Summer has turned to Fall. Soon Winter will be upon us. Then Spring will be here yet again till Summer is here yet again. Interesting how the wheel keeps turning weather we are ready or not. so chose your path well and wisely. Or say what the fuck and take a turn right fork left fork or straight a ahead that’s what life is all about . But as we decide the wheel of the year keeps on rolling along ignorant to our very being! So life goes on . Are you ready for it or do you take it day by day ? The choice is ours to make no one else’s Even though many may influence you but the ultimate choice is ours! So the Wheel of the year turns yet again!

Moon Shine
ahh the big old Moon shining in the sky Bright with light then dark as can be! The phases of the moon new, quarter, half and full! The days in which you can see her plain as can be in the daylight reminding us we are not alone! Maiden Mother Matron the wise women in the moon guiding us teaching us. Learn her lessons well if you can even hear them that is. For she affects us one and all ahh the phases of the Moon! So when you see her up in the sky pay her honor and respect and learn her lessons well!

The Swampwitch
There have been many stories of this place The Witch who vanished without a trace Within the trees of hanging moss Many have searched and many were lost. They say she cast spells within the night The moss glistens with her light But is she a witch, are they spells Or are they stories people tell. Come and visit if you wish For you might be next on the list Another lost soul within the swamp mist One more victim of the Swamp Witch! © Sasha This was written for me by my friend Sasha Caty-Suets aka Tina_Sprite

Sexy Food
Strawberries! You are incredibly seductive and can tempt any hottie. Try using strawberries, and other sweet fruits as part of your seduction. Throw in a blindfold for extra pleasure. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Special Mom!
Expectant mothers waiting for a newborn's arrival say they don't care what sex the baby is. They just want it to have ten fingers and ten toes. Mothers lie. Every mother wants so much more. She wants a perfectly healthy baby with a round head, rosebud lips, button nose, beautiful eyes and satin skin. She wants a baby so gorgeous that people will pity the Gerber baby for being flat-out ugly. She wants a baby that will roll over, sit up and take those first steps right on schedule (according to the baby development chart on page 57, column two). Every mother wants a baby that can see, hear, run, jump and fire neurons by the billions. She wants a kid that can smack the ball out of the park and do toe points that are the envy of the entire ballet class. Call it greed if you want, but a mother wants what a mother wants. Some mothers get babies with something more. Maybe you're the one who got a baby with a condition you couldn't pronounce, a spine that didn't fuse, a missing chromo

Fucking Miss You... :(
Hey loves.. Sorry I have not been around much... Life... What can I say?.. I sure do miss the light you send my way, always know that you are never alone.. Off line I may be for a while.. I have my PO box address posted in my Kisska Gallery.. I hope to hear from you soon.. In my heart you are.. Much love to you.. Always.. Kisska...

What I Think About Steve
well what can i say: Over the past( i don't know how long*cuz im not good with dates) i've got to know more about you.. and yeah im interested in you.. Of course... if it's not obvious.. i like everything about you.. when we talk.. i'm always hoping your honest. *so lets say you are* then i like the fact that your willing to open up and understand where im coming from even if your not into what i got to say... you still listen... You try your best to make me smile everyday.. and you do taht just by say hi... you make me feel good about myself.. you understand what a tough life is and how to make it seem wonderful... your always there to cheer me up.. eveern if you dont' know really how... Sure there's distance between us but , we know dam well that we're still together at the heart.... Kisses babe,

What Steve's Blog Should Say..
What it should say... so a few months ago i was chatin and i was ever so lucky to find the most wonderfulest person in the world heidi just wakein up wondein if i get to see her and talk to her make her smile we talk for hours over random stuff w/e pops into are heads and she makes me feel speaicl she is so wonderful seeing her smile makes my world light up from the way she always in the mood to the times she is down and sad just to make her smile makes me feel good about myself there are things u tell people and things u want to hide but her anyone can trust cuz i know she wouldnt hurt anyone she is to much of a lover no matter how much she says she well get u heidi can make anyone smile and i think the man that see all the good in her well love her cuz i tryed not to but she grows on u lol she is sexy in every way just to look in her eyes when she feels love from the way she says hello to the way she tells me that u well miss me and think about me when im gone to the emails and

"the Gift"
Hold me now I need to feel relief Like I never wanted anything I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to I'm so ashamed of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to get by I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all I can't face myself when I wake up And look inside a mirror I'm so ashamed of that thing I suppose I'll let it go Untill I have something more to say for me I'm so afraid of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to defy I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all Hold me now I need to feel complete Like I matter to the one I need I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it

Ultimate Purity Test
Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... CategoryYour Score Average Self-Lovin'53.3%Explored the pleasures of the flesh 64.8%Shamelessness54.8%It takes a couple of drinks 78.9% Sex Drive 60.5%A fool for love, but not always77.3%Straightness5.4%Knows the other body type like a map 44% Gayness 32.1%At least one weekend of ecstacy 83.7% Fucking Sick68.1%Dipped into depravity 89.9% You are 47.31% pureAverage Score: 72.4% Take The Ultimate Purity Testand see how you match up!(By The Ferrett)

A Barman's Dream
A Barman's Dream It was a slow night in the over 18 only club and Bruce leant against the bar and stared out across the empty dance floor through tired eyes wishing for some entertainment to liven the quiet night up. The DJ put on a new track after taking a gulp of his drink and winked at two girls sitting opposite him. They giggled into each other's shoulder before getting up and drifting on to the dance floor. Bruce's eyes drew less tired as he watched them begin to move to the beat. One wore the shortest skirt a girl could possibly wear with a tight top that showed off her tits while the other was wearing something slightly more demure for a nightclub but it was still provocative as it made Bruce wonder what she was like under that long skirt although the shirt she wore was as tight as her friends and her breasts seemed to be fighting to escape the buttons. He closed his eyes as his imagination began to take over. He saw himself lying naked on a bed with the two bronze-sk

Follow-up To Anchors For Reality Cd Release Post
I just want to follow up here and encourage anyone who likes rock....especially newer style rock...to check these guys out. This is great stuff. It's very happnin', very current. I said in the previous post that this is my son's band. This is true but give it a listen and decide for yourself. Sorry for the myspace links but I couldn't figure out a way to post samples on LC. So check em out eh, and buy the CD!

Ok, These Are A Few Things That Drive Me Crazy...
Ok, I will do add ons from the top, that way you will see it, rather than looking for it. Oxymorons...... December 11. 1.Is it good if a vacuum really sucks? 2.Why is the third hand on the watch called the second hand? 3.If a word is misspelled in the dictionary, how would we ever know? 4.If Webster wrote the first dictionary, where did he find the words? 5.Why do we say something is out of whack? What is a whack? 6.Why does "slow down" and "slow up" mean the same thing? 7.Why does "fat chance" and "slim chance" mean the same thing? 8.Why do "tug" boats push their barges? 9.Why do we sing "Take me out to the ball game" when we are already there? 10.Why are they called "stands" when they are made for sitting? 11.Why is it called "after dark" when it really is "after light"? 12.Doesn't "expecting the unexpected" make the unexpected expected? 13.Why are a "wise man" and a "wise guy" opposites? 14. Why do "overlook" and "oversee" mean opposite

My Random Thoughts For The Day...
Even the strong faulter sometimes, this is my time. Either its my bipolar kicking in because of the drab outdoor scenary or I'm simply depressed but today is just not a good day. Asking my self all the usual questions, like where I went wrong but I already have the answers...Question is...have I realy been doing all in my power? I should already know how to drive, I should've had a job by now(though really that's out of my control considering I don't decide the applicants. I guess really what's going through my head right now is a fear that was kept hidden for the last 7 months, am I failure? I have no job, I can't drive, I don't live on my own...I own a company that produces nothing due to my own inability to accurately keep goals in mind...so is it really a company if it produces nothing? I don't know if anyone really bothers to read these anymore, normally I don't care I just write them for myself. But for years I kept myself closed off from the world and this is just my little way

Quiz
You scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie.Faerie100%Angel84%Dragon84%Mermaid75%WereWolf58%Demon25%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

My Poor Sister
why do people think that they can get away with almost anything and not get introuble for it. like that is so like my sister but i have to say that i do stick up for her. especaily that piece of shit boyfriend of hers. he makes her cry like there is no tomorrow. i love my sister to death but why does she put up with him. i know that she can do so much better. the only question that i always ask myself is why she with him. is it the money or does she truly love him. i just wish for one day were he can walk in her shoes so he can feel the pain that he puts her throw. alright now this is were you people help me out and give me some advice to help her out. just a few words of wisdom would be great. *huggs* to all

October 6, 2006
WELL I HAVEN'T JOTTED ANYTHING DOWN LATELY SO I THOUGHT I WOULD TODAY....LAST WEEKEND WAS A BLAST BUT VERY BUSY! HAD THE BACHLORETTE PARTY SATURDAY NIGHT AFTER MOVING THAT AFTERNOON...WHEW...WORE ME OUT! THAT 5TH OF CROWN SURE DIDN'T LAST LONG SATURDAY NIGHT EITHER...LOL. THIS WEEKEND IS PENNYS WEDDING. I'LL GET PAST THIS AND THEN I CAN RELAX SOME TILL NEXT WEEKEND WHEN I HAVE THE POKER RUN FOR MY SON. SHOULD BE ALOT OF FUN ON THE RIDE AS WELL AS AT THE END AT KAZABLANKA'S. LOTS OF FRIENDS ARE GETTING INVOLVED IN THE RIDE TO TRY TO INCREASE THE TURN OUT SINCE IT WAS PLANNED SO LATE IN THE YEAR. WE INTEND ON DOING ANOTHER ONE NEXT YEAR AS WELL ONLY EARLIER IN THE YEAR THEN THIS ONE. COUPLE OF GUYS FROM THE FABULOUS HUCKLEBERRYS ARE GOING TO PLAY AN ACOUSTIC SET AT KAZA'S TOO. ALL IN ALL IT SHOULD BE A GOOD TIME! GOOD FRIENDS, GOOD MUSIC AND GREAT CAUSE! WELL HOPE EVERYONE IS DOING EXTREMELY WONDERFUL TODAY! LOTS OF HUGS AND KISSES!! MUAH!

Wheres Your Brain At?
Your Brain is 47% Female, 53% Male Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve What Gender Is Your Brain?

3 Sluts On The Night Shift
3 Sluts On The Night Shift I always thought that I knew my wife well. Belle can be a major flirt when she wants, but up until recently her antics have been confined to the odd bit of flashing and a few incidental affairs. We have been married for more years than I care to remember and that time has been mainly happy for both of us. We work for the same factory in our home town, but because Belle took time off to look after our two children when they were small, when she returned to work, she had to start again back on the factory floor. I continued with my career, rising up through a few ranks to become head of the department where my wife and about twenty other women work. This, of course, makes me Belle's boss, but because everybody knows each other so well, it usually works out just fine. Usually! Last summer the company won a fairly large contract and management had to look at employing more factory staff to cope with the extra demand, this also meant that extra cash was av

People!
People can be so very cruel, and without even knowing it sometimes. Why is it that some people when they see an animal on the road they never slow down, just run right over it, not caring if that animal was someone's pet or one that lived in the wild all it's life? I do understand that sometimes it is truely unavoidable, with some just darting out in front of us without any warning, but see I believe when you are going down a street where the speed limit is 25 mph, you have plenty of time to stop. I bring this up because you see at 4:30am today I found one of my cats dead on the side of the road. She got out while i was trying to take my dog out, my dog saw people outside and she always gets so dang hyper, I was trying to calm my dog back down and so that is when my cat got out. I searched all over the place for my cat. And couldn't find her, I had to come back inside to change my clothes, it was cold outside and i was only in shorts and a shirt, and didn't want to get sick. Af

What Color Is Your Soul
What Color is Your Soul? 9 Possibilities!(with pics) PURPLEYour soul is the color purple! You are proably a dreamer, quiet, romantic, mysterious, and a intelligent person.ELEMENT: water.ANIMAL: cat.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

What Natural Disaster Should You Make Love During?
You should make love during a volcano eruption (Hopefully not too close though). The phallic imagery here needs no further explanation, and the heat generated will turn your ordinary sex into super hot sweaty sex. Damn. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Happy Birthday To Me
Well the day has come that i dread because now im only 2 years from being 30 thank god i dont look it or do i.Well i have learned alot about myself in a year and it is that im addicted to this thing lol no its that if you want something bad try hard and you will succeed i know i did .

Wich Awsome Pic Sescribes You
Which awesome pic discribes you? (mainly for girls) You got "hidden love", you will never be happy untill you find love, but at the same time you're afraid of it.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Which Food Will Complement Your Sex Life?
Strawberries! You are incredibly seductive and can tempt any hottie. Try using strawberries, and other sweet fruits as part of your seduction. Throw in a blindfold for extra pleasure. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Got A New Doggie
I got a puppy dog yesterday, Lee bought it for me! He's so cute! He's 6-weeks-old, I named him Jake. He's a Jack Russell kind though. He's definitly more of a handful then I thought he would be. He pisses and shits everywhere...still need to learn how to train him. He always wants to play, even late at night when I'm really tired...but hey, he is just a puppy!

College Life In General
Well hello all that would be or even are ever going to read this... this is my first blog on here, i am kinda new to all of this as you can see by my cherry score... but anyways who's up for some newbie bashing! Woooo hooo, bash this blog as much as possible if you want too, hey mayby it will get you some points for it, idk any ways, anyone watch invader zim? Invader Zim!!! WOOO HOO!!! can't wait to see it again!!! muhahahahahaaaa! ohh yeah btw i have a really bad side that is surfacing for some reason, im about to go into the airforce after all this college shit gets out of my system, as far as i know everyone is behind me, except my g.f. and her dad. but thats ok, wether anyone knows it or not i am not going to bind myself to anybody anymore!!!! NEVER AGAIN!!!! but anyways back to the point, i havnt seen my best friend Kevin Davis in a very long time and the other day his mother (one that i consider to be my own)called and said he had a bad heart condition and was in a bit of tr

Thank You All!
My cherry level just increased to 12! I want to thank the person who just rated all my pics, you pushed me over the edge, so whoever it was, thank you :) I also want to thank all of you that stop by on a regular basis and show me love, and keep up with rating my new pics and everything, I appreciate every single one of you. I decided to post a blog instead of a bulletin about it because I know those of you who really care will read this, and you are the people I want to thank :) Well I'm off to work pretty soon. 7 and a half hours of it lol have a good weekend all of you!

What Kind Of Love Are You
What kind of love are you? (detailed results and beautiful pics) You are the optomistic love. You always have a bf/gf and not because your a player but because you enjoy that kind of attention and strive on it. You love the thought of falling in love, and often embrace every chance. When someone breaks your heart however, you fall and stay down for awhile. but in your heart you know someone will pick you up.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

What A Day
well yesterday was a really shitty day for me. it started off by going to the babysitters to drop the kids off. when i get there i found out that she went out. so i tried to call her and she didn't answer the phone so i went home hoping that she would have called me by then and nothing. so i went to drop the kids off today just to find out that she went shopping and forgot that she had my kids today. boy was i pissed off with her. but on a better note i just found out that one of my friends has just got a great job. and to top it all off my best friend is moving away form me (boo-hoo) but it for the better. and he knows he can call me anytime day or night. but i wish him all the best. luv ya shawn, xoxoxo.

Did You Know This About Me?
Many of you call me sexy, charming and would love to see my boobies. lol Hey I can't blame ya. I take my shirt and I am like damn those things are big. lol Yes I have a sense of humor and I love to laugh. Life is too short not too. Not only a big chest, but a big heart. I have raised several of my nieces and nephews. Great kids. I am proud to say that three I helped raised are in college and doing great. (yes I feel old, when they see me on campus I get hugs and asked what's for lunch lol) My major would tell you alot about me. I am a special education major. I left a damn good paying job of 8 years to follow my heart. I must say that I have never felt better. I am a very sensual person and a dreamer. I love to write as you can see. lol A romantic...yes I am. I am still waiting for my first slow dance. I haven't been kissed at the stroke of midnight yet on New Year's Eve. Don't be shocked. It happens. lol I have great respect for people in the military. I failed the ph

Congratulations...my Friends Here Are The First Of The Public To Read An Excerpt From My Novel
Seamus reached his hands behind Erin and slowly unbuttoned her gown as he kissed her deeply upon the mouth and her yearning neck. He eased her gown down from her shoulders as he kissed her her body slowly, not to miss an inch of flesh with his lips. Erin submitted totaly to her beloved as she attended his clothing just as slowly and patiently as Seamus had hers.Her fingers gently glided across his rippled chest and stomache. They stood there in the flame light of the fire, gazeing into their sensual passions, that gleemed in eachothers eyes.Seamus reached around Erins neck to remove her hair pin. Erins long brown hair droped and casscaded over her body. Seamus looked at her in total erotic desire. Seamus grasped Erins hips has he lowered her to the floor infront of the fire. Kissing her from her neck to her breasts as they slowly met the floor. He caressed her with his fingertips from her shoulders and along her body to the inside of her thighs. Erin grasped Seamus's back w

What Element Are You
What is your TRUE element (fire, water, air and earth) YOUR ELEMENT IS WATERYou are a sensitive introvert. You love your home and music is your life. You can feel things that others dont. You are good at chemistry, botany, psychology and astrology. You are smart and mysterious. Your colors are orange, lilac and white.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Me...
Well I can say that I am impatient and want to get things done but also, I wanna be more driven in life to finish what I start, I give up too easily and I hate that...but it seems that I dont have a chance to give up anymore seems like people give up on me first...this may not make a lot of sense but its MY CONFESSION:-P

Blah
Blah is exactly how I feel... I'm going home for the weekend...unfortunately it's been a particularly emotionally rough week. Which is going to get worse tonight. I think I'm breaking up with my boyfriend...all we have done lately is argue argue argue, and I can't take it any more. I mean I love him, I do, but he nags everything I do while I'm at my university for the week, he always gets mad at things I say and he keeps making me choose between him and school, and any one who knows me well knows I am devoted to my love, but first most, to my school. He and I have never been like this, and I refuse to let us go on... So I think it's time for a break, and once we can be good again we'll try again...until then...sex deprivation for me...grr Oh wells, wish me the best,wish me luck, hope that he takes it well...and that I cry only a little. I love you guys ~Stina

Deaths Angel
this dress that she adorns is a shade of dire black and whole, at death, she scorns it comes creeping behind her back its clammy fingers grab her and it laughs at her surprise as its darkness surrounds her she slowly, painfully dies now inside a coffin lies her vacant shell her bodies no longer talking but her souls burning in hell into the ground they lay her and then they walk away they all soon forget her theres no flowers on her grave the angel of death grins for he will gladly judge those swimming in their sins those that refuse to budge and remain on the devils plate will never see the light or make it through heavens gate

Weee!
Haha. I went to the mall right and it was funny cause i have a skirt on, and its raining and all windy and its all blowing up and shit, i had to hold it still it was funny haha. Im all wet cause i was dancing in the rain :D Anyway. I got laundry to do. And ima have to get ready for that flying colors for god and country tommorrow. Which'll be cool. I don't have to go all day now, which makes me happy. And im happy, amazingly just happy. Weeeeee. < 3 Kim < 3 haha. She rocks my world around and around. :)

What Is Love?
This is the cutest way to describe love.....if only adults were as smart are kids!!!. A group of professionals posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think. _________________________________________________ "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 "Love is what

What Is Your Hottest Bedroom Accessory?
Your hottest bedroom accessory is yourself You are damn hot and you don’t need anything else to help you seduce your man. To you, the look of your bedroom comes in second to all of your bedroom activities. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Men In My Life
since i was younger and i had my first crush every guy i knew either liked my sister first or my friends when i started having sex i had a boyfriend who left me for my sister but my siter wanted nothing to do with him he became a stalker of her then they got really drunk and screwed each other that same boy i took back and said its ok i forgive u at least i know who it was and i know medical history and all that but then he went out with 4 of my best friends he has done this shit since ive known him and it has cursed me for life every guy i meet or go out with either liked my sister or my friends first or they come to my house wile my friends are there and they end up leaving with my friend and then fuck them my man life experiance sux

Lost Cherry Spies
I have noticed that I get people checking out my site which is cool, thats what it is here for. But damn, leave a comment! Nice page, your page sucks, your are an ass, anything. We all win, you get cherry points, I get cherry points, we are all happy! OK, thats all I wanted to say. I am going to go back and dive down Rina's pants, or LatinaHeat as I like to call her. Dessert is served!

Manwhoring It???
Ok...I'm a guy and I try and be a good one. I was raised by my mother for the most part and I'm very respectful of women and I treat you all very well. With that being said....I wonder why it is that I'm constantly being taken advantage of....I could get into the crappy details but I'll spare you all. I just feel like I should do like alot of my buddies and start bangin everything with a heartbeat....which goes against my grain......I don't know what to do sometimes....I'm all about being honest...I guess that's more of a flaw than a plus.......I don't know I'm just rambling on...sorry for the confusion.....I'm just nutz today!!!

At Play
My wife's out of town. This is the first time since we've been married that we've been apart for any length of time. There are times I miss being a bachelor, but mostly it's been much safer being married again. So I feel both like I should make use of the time to do bachelor things, go out to the bar for the football games and such. But I am also watching the boys (hers from her previous marriage). So it's sort of like, well I need to be on good behavior, but I'm sure they're also looking forward to being the mice while the mom cat is away (They're almost 11). So we'll do some "guy" stuff. I was thinking this morning about all the stuff I would have done in my previous marriage if I had a bachelor weekend: going to the clubs, large amounts of tequilla, hopefully making it home to pass out on the couch while watching porn. My main focus then would have been staying out of jail. I must be older now, because now a bachelor weekend is going to mostly involve watching sports, play

Must Be True Love!! Hehe
what can i say about lesha!!! she's been there for me thru thick and thin...and to think who was the ONLY one to call when my mom was in the hospital after her heart attack THE ONE THE ONLY My Leasha Get Your Own! | View Slideshow

Pathetic Thoughts Of Distruction
Tough been Terrible 2 days actually.18 Days Sober,3 meetings yesterday,none today.They want so much outer me at these meetings. These people think their Fuckin God. Should have never started going. I did it to be on the same playing field as my friend Jennefer.but thats alright she cares about me as a friend an atleast she has me as her new Mechanic,an her being a Single mom with 3 kids an going to school,I have Tons of Respect an Admiration for her.As she does for me.So afraid to desire something more.Relationship woes.another tough subject.Join'd this Dateing/Sex site.I have so much Hurt from my fealing from my ex.Doesn't matter how many times she cheated on me or nothing I still Love her as much as day one.The Best yrs. of my Life were spent with Kate.So hard to let her go,so hard to move on.So now I seek Sex from Married women cause I'm so afraid to let anyone else in to my Heart.I wish I wasn't afraid to Die.I overdosed in 83 on 30,10 mg.valiums.10 minutes later the nurse told me

This Bothers Me A Bit...
So many tell the ladies about my contest, but who told me there was a BHM Contest going? No one. For the future, tell me. I KNOW I will kill my competition... But it's up to you to let me know. Thanks, Lenny. PS: BHM = Big Man or Fat Man.

What Is Your Sexual Hidden Talent?
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com This one is just too damn true........lmao

Memories Past
When I close my eyes, I can see his face. I open my eyes, and imagine he's in this place. Recreating the things we've done, and going to the places we've gone. Smiling, remembering the fun, watching the sun dawn. The more I imagine, the more it seems he's here. It's as if he's having the same reactions, as I look at him so dear. You had said you'd known, you'd said it for years. I'd never known it would hit home. You were eighteen, just like you said.. and now i've shed so many tears. While memories of you, flash through my head, I wonder if i'll ever see you again. I wrote this for my brother that passed away Aug.24 2000 You can see this in "letters from the soul" found at Barne's and Noble. And hear it on "the sound of poetry" Angi Buis

I Rock Now
PLAYBOY! Current mood: indescribable As if we didn't already know it but... I totally rock. Ok but in OTHER news.... I got into Playboy! Not the REAL playboy but their special editions (close enough though, right?). I am going to be in their "Natural Beauties" edition. It comes out January 31st! You can buy it at playboy.com if they don't sell it around where you live. Please, PLEASE go get it! Support my little career :) I haven't seen any of the pics for the issue yet but the photoshoot was really cool so I hope they turn out good. So ya, If you do get it and you like what you see write to Playboy and tell them that they should make me a playmate or something! haha. Thanks for reading!! and um... don't forget to buy the issue!!!

Can You Help Me Out?
I really shouldn't be asking you this. I feel shy, but I want it so bad, don't get me wrong it's just that I haven't had it for a long time. I could already feel it going in so hard and coming out so soft and wet. No one has to know about this. I need it. I'm desperate, but your help can be very grateful you must think I have a lot of nerve asking you for this, but I can feel my tongue around it sucking all the juice out until there no more left, this has been on my mind all day long and I hope I'm not being forward, I'm usually not like this, but can I have a piece of gum?"

Read This And Pretend Like You Care About My Life. Kthx!
read this and pretend like you care about my life. kthx! What a busy week! First it was Spunky's (my photogrpaher) birthday so we went out on the weekend to the club and stuff and got hammered. haha We all went back to Spunky's house and for some reason Karen (www.karenloveskate.com) and I started wresting on his living room floor in front of everyone. I really don't remember why we were doing that but it must have looked hillarious! We were so drunk lol. So Karen and I have been shooting all week and we got some REALLY great stuff for our site. I won't tell you what the sets are... but I WILL tell you that I spend $400 at an "adult" store this week lol. HOT. And then on wednesday it was the Canucks first game of the season so Spunky, me, Karen and another friend of mine all went and had a great time! We won of course! Cause we rock :P I just love going to the games, they are so much fun!

Hello To All
Hey you guys, I just wanted to wish you all a very very great weekend! I hope there is minimal drama, and that all goes as planned and if any unexpected events come about, I hope they are all for the best...have a great weekend you guys! You're the best

Natural Beauties 2006" Playboy Se - Get It Now!!
"Natural Beauties 2006" Playboy SE - Get it now!! Current mood: indescribable Well ohmygoodness!! am I ever excited!!! This is quite possibly one of the most exciting things that has EVER happened to me!! I was totally freaking out when I first saw my pics in the playboy se mag! I looove the way the pics turned out and I'm so excited for the opportunity to be in the mag. I have 6 WHOLE pages in the magazine! (4-6 is average but still... I was only expecting one or two pages!) Playboy also has a little picture of me on the front page of playboy.com and I am also the free preview pic for the magazine!! *ahem* **free boobie pic** go check it out! If they don't sell Playboy magazines around where you live then you can get it online here or buy the digital version! This is such a dream come true for me! A lot of people said I would never be able to do it! *pats self on back* yay! Thanks to everyone for their support and I really hope you enjoy the pics!!

(untitled) Not Quite Done Yet
So many days ive wandered many trips taken as well stumbled down darkened roads skirted the gates of hell after all that ive done i felt empty inside devoid of self worth severely lacking in pride I Dont want to be Nothing without you I just want to be Something under your shoe I was becoming nothing drifting on winds of remorse for things never done making all things worse needing guidance that you promised me help me find my way to what i know i can be _______________________ I gladly surrender so much of me to you oh please just make me into something new i know im nothing without a guidign light maybe youll help me to find my second sight

Wtf! Things Like This Piss Me Off!
NOTHING angers me more than this CRAP!!! $20mil? C'mon if you're gonna use it to PARTY then in my book you're a piece of junk! Why NOT GIVE this money to the families of the military members who have given their lives for this country or to the military memebers who have made it home safely, to the disabled vetran, tell them "thank you" that way instead of recognizing them with a $20mil party!! It's no wonder military funds are lacking, some housing is not up to standards and the men and women who protect us make so little for what they do!!! UGH!! Congress Allots $20M for Victory Parties Associated Press | October 04, 2006 WASHINGTON - The military's top generals have warned Iraq is on the cusp of a civil war and that U.S. troops must remain in large numbers until at least next spring. But if the winds suddenly blow a different direction, Congress is ready to celebrate with a $20 million victory party. Lawmakers included language in this year's defense spending bill,

Hurt
how long before the hurt goes away? How many times can the same person break ur heart b4 it doesnt hurt any more? How do you follow ur brain when ur heart is in the opposite direction? How can u let go of 12 plus years and loving someone with all of ur heart mind and soul?Is it even possible?

Playboy Se-"lingerie" June/july 2006!!
Woohoo! My second Playboy shoot is out! I loove the pics in this set. imo they are waay better than the first magazine. The mag is out in both print form and digital magazine (the digital mag is pretty cool if you have never gotten one before, plus you see it right after you buy it, no waiting for the mail). I didn't even know I was in the issue untill someone posted on my forum about it. It was kind of a shock haha. So feel free to check it out: http://store.playboy.com/detail-3028-PRODUCT-57-43-53-3028.html I hope you enjoy it! :)

Birthday
OK so my Birthday was yesterday and as usual it was boring. Dinner with the family. That's it. Just once I'd like to go out drinking or whatever. I didn't get to do that with my 21st cause the ex was working or whatever lie he was telling at the time. So I really hope I get to do that next year for my 25th. I did get some awesome presents though. My Mom got me a dvd/vcr combo and a new Cannon A530 Digital Camera. And my kids got me a case for my new camera and a 1 GB memory card. And I found out some great things about someone that I am falling fast for. I really like him and pray that it works out with us... that is of course when he gets back from Iraq. Only 9 months to go. *kisses baby*

My Sweet Valentine
when i think of my sweet valentine ------------------------- when i think of my sweet valentine theirs only one person that comes to mind when i think of my sweet valentine love comes right on time when i think of my sweet valentine i'll bring the candles and you bring the wine when i think of my sweet valentine i think of a wedding yours and mines when i think of my sweet valentine i think of sunshine and no rain when i think of my sweet valentine i think of love without any pain when i think of my sweet valentine sometimes i think iam going insane when i think of mysweet valentine i think of all the love we made out in the rain when i think of my sweet valentine Written By: Blossom- Rose

"hiv/aids-infected Needles On Gas Pumps" Is A Hoax!
I've seen this post quite a few times, usually once a month. Firstly, I find it hard to believe that gas station attendants wouldn't notice someone affixing hypodermic needles to gas station pumps. Secondly, it's a hoax that started out as a terror chain email. When these emails started out originally, it was from a Captain Abraham Sands of the Jacksonville Police Dept in Florida. There is no Jacksonville Police Department. Jacksonville is served by the Jacksonville Sheriff's Office. There is no Captain Abraham Sands employed by the Jacksonville Sheriff's Office. A new version of the Capt. Sands/pump needles email is circulating. It is identical to the original except that someone changed all references to Jacksonville, Florida to Buffalo, New York. Needless to say, there is no Capt. Sands in Buffalo or Jacksonville. Now there are newer versions now stating anybody saying anything but just giving the warning and having the same amount of cases (usually 16 or 17). O

~44~
Picture a dark big city dead-end alley. At the edge of the alleyway is a lone street light. Under the light is a manhole ... A businessman walking past notices a hippy looking dude atop the manhole, the man - a laid back - real cool looking cat - was rocking the manhole cover back and forth singing and seemingly having a good time. The businessman is curious and goes down the ally to investigate. As the man gets closer he hears the hippy singing loudly: "Forty-four ... Forty-four" The businessman, questions the hippy: "Excuse me, good sir ... You seem to be having a good time; might I ask what you are doing there on that manhole?" The hippy slides his sunglasses down without missing a beat to his swaying motion atop the manhole replies with a smirk: "44 ... It's the latest thing ... 44" The hippy Continues: "Everyones doing it ... 44 ... 44 ... 44" The hippy continues to rock the manhole cover with a style & grace making the nerdy businessman

This Is Why
this is why i feel the way i feel for you ------------------------- this is why i feel the way i feel for you because your special iam too this is why i feel the way i feel for you i need you and you need me oh how happy we can be i'll kiss you and you'll kiss me so it's just a simply fantasy i'll look at you and you'll look at me it's the look of destany i'll touch you and you'll touch me tell me baby can this be this is why i feel the way i feel for you oh yes babi it's ture cant you tell from the way i talk to you this is why i feel the way i feel for you yes it's true that iam happy when ever iam with you cause only you make me feel brand new it's also true that iam sad and blue when iam with out you this is why i feel the way i feel for you you can believe all this is true cause when i write these poems it's because this is why i feel the way i feel for you Written By: Blossom Rose

Thanks God It's Friday?
yay it's friday!! i had a lot of things to do this morning, starting with a meeting for another project lol i'll be VERY busy soon many new projects and things to administrate... my ear still hurts sometimes, i'm not sure why my sister looked at it, and she said it was a lil red, and she told me to still take the pills i think i'll take an appointment for the next week with the specialist my dear friends, i feel happy after all, things are working well and yes, i know i had few hard weeks :) but like the Fenix, i'm back, for more ;) lots of love and hugs for everyone Maria

Everything Is So Wrong...
i*ve been listening to this song non stop for the past day and a half...i can really relate to it lately. i*ve been told alot lately that i*m really sheltered. i*m starting to see it more lately. i don*t let people in...i never have. and the one person i did let in...well...i fucked that up somehow i manage to screw things up alot... weither it*s by my hand or someone elses, everytime i get something amazingly good, something takes it away from me. it*s been that way my whole life... it doesn*t feel like it*s changing at all the older i get the worse it happens... this last thing is the biggest thing i*ve ever lost...and i*m never gonna get him back. i know i should give up and deal with it because i fucked up.. huge... but i just can*t. i won*t give up that easily. i won*t let this crush me... even though it already has. i*ve completely fallen apart. i don*t know how i could do something like this...but in a sence i didn*t do it. but he wouldn*t know that... because h

Broken
the whispered words we once spoke the promises of love we made... the broken dreams and empty hearts left all alone to mend the love i gave the love i received... made me someone, so full, indeed but now when the dreams have ended and the night falls threatening i sit... an empty shell of who i was... all alone... no love in me...

Oral
eat the whole thing? Yes and my partner was so excited that she wanted some more of it. However, I wanted to have some releif also but being teh sadist that she was all I could do was tongue her clit and nibble on it until she had another crashing orgasm. Still she refused to reciprocate. she wouldn't even jack me off. At least I wsn't bound so I got up and dressed and got the hell out. Vowing Never again for one nighters!!

Johnny
mommy johnny brought a gun to school he told his friends that it was cool and then he pulled the trigger back it shot with a great crack mommy i was a good girl i did what i was told i went to school i got straight A's i even got the gold! but mommy when i went to school that day i never said good bye iam sorry mommy i had to go but mommy please don't cry when johnny shot the gun he hit me and another and all because johnny got the gun from his older brother mommy please tell daddy that i love him very much and please tell chris my boyfriend that it wasn't just a crush and tell my little sister that she's the only one now and tell my dear sweet grand mother i'll be waiting for her now and tell my wonderful friends that they always was the best mommy iam not the first and im no better then the rest mommy tell my teachers i wont show up for class and never to forget this and please dont let this pass mommy why did it have to be me no one deserves this mommy warn the other mommys. i left

Odd
I find it confusing when you ask someone how they're feeling and they say fine, but they act like they want to say something else. Or when you ask what's wrong they say nothing but seem to cut them selves off from the world. I don't understand some peoples emotions and their showing them sometimes. I know if I'm quiet and not talking to anyone I am upset or just plain pissed off. Maybe not at that person but I'm still stand offish and keep really deadly quiet. If I feel like I'm about to cry I avoid everyone. I usually try to go to a place where I can be alone. When I'm happy you can read it in everything I do. Sigh I just don't understand some things with others I suppose. Oh well just a thing that has irritated me for a bit. Love Stace

When Im Not Here I'm Thinking Of You
Hi friends! When I'm not here I am thinking of you all. My longtime pal AMF69 will help me to stay in touch with you when I'm not here...he is a great pal and I trust him completely so dont be faraid to leave me any message...If it was'nt for his invitation, I'd not be here and would'nt have met any of you. I will be in and out whenever possible. Love you all to bits! Absinthe

You Can Run
you can run but you can't hide. you can run but you cant hide i see the pain in your eyes one day you will slip and slide hopefully you dont fall and brake your stride sweet heart sometimes you have to shallow your pride you can run but you can't hide i see the tears froming in your eyes some how your stuck thinking baby's fall from the sky no no my dear there all lies you can run but you can't hide one day you will come to realize while those tears are falling from your eyes all these lies are hurting you deep in side while getting a word from the wise i hope it doesn't catch you by surpize you can run but you can't hide honey wipe those tears from your eyes mommies here to help you servive you can run but you can't hide i see the tears in your eyes Written By:Blossom Rose

Dream
Wanting so long for this moment to come- I'm overwhelmed by your touch You pull me close, we slowly kiss- I've wanted this so much. You say you were wrong; you've been so lost- without me by your side Apology accepted, by all my heart- who cares about my pride? You push the ring down my finger- it still slides right on Suddenly I feel alive again- all the pain is gone. Your eyes just seem to melt my heart- I crave to feel you near I shiver as your breathtaking voice- whispers in my ear. You even go so far to say- you'd like to have my child Every way you touch my heart- so gentle and so mild. I've never been so happy before- I've never been so complete I've never known this side of you- so caring and so sweet. The alarm clicks on, I lay in bed- as real as it may seem Just another night alone-... just another DREAM.......

Mountains Are Mountains
mountains are mountains trees are trees when i close my eyes baby you are all i see i think about you all day i dream about you all night wish you were here holding me tight star light star bright come on baby let's make love tonight i wish i will i wish i might when i open my eyes all i want is you in sight i jiggle my tits i wiggle my hips when i really wish to kiss your lips i wanna be in your arms and like a sponge soak up all your charms i wanna feel your hands around my waists sending my homones on a while goose chase i feel my heart go pitter patter and right now i think does it really matter i look at you in your eyes and to my surpize something in your pants starts to rise then i feel it creep right up my thighs i know what i want to do and again i look at you and you tell me your feeling the same things to so baby tell me what do we do cause i get all crazy when ever iam with you Witten By: Blossom Rose

Poem By Erin M. W
Your gifts are simple, tracing curves of skin, relaxing muscle;I follow you to a place I have never been,cherished, centered,balanced between your fingertips and my heart. I listen to your music and cling, fearing loss of these moments where life is simple. Our exs and children are hiding along with our checkbooks, while we rest in each other's arms and press into each others bodies as if our very bones could hear. How we belong together is as mysterious as the persecution of belief our respective grandparents survived. We are both fruits of their survival. What beliefs do we bear in our own dark times? Your gifts are simple,and all I need . By Erin M. W

Lovepoetry.com
I submitted a couple of my poems last week to LovePoetry.com during the two days they were open for submissions. I found out today that they have been accepted! :D http://www.lovepoetry.com/authorlist.asp?x_searchname=SimmeringFreddieWilliam

Back Pain
well first blog and the old buggers moaning already,if you seen my pics you may of seen the truck i use for work,well 6 weeks into physio on my back,its damn close to going again as im in bloody pain with it (welcome anyone to come rub me down ?) so after im finshed doin this,im off to find some pain killers,so sorry for moaning and lets see if anyone reads this anyway lol

How Could You
How Could You Break My Heart When You Knew I Loved You From The Start How Could You Break My Heart When You Knew I Needed You How Could You Break My Heart When You Told Me You Loved Me Too How Could You Break My Heart When You Got Down On One Knee and Asked To Marry Me How Could You Break My Heart When You Promised We Would Never Be Apart How Could You Break My Heart Written By Blossom_Rose

My Feelings About Everything
Love. To hell with it. All it ever does is fuck everything up. I am completely lost like usual. I try to hide it but only a few people knows I am lost by just looking at me. I have no idea what to do with everything really. I actually am right back where I was a year ago...great. Everyday I try to crack a smile, my feelings deep inside just gets worse and worse and I don't know what to do with my feelings. One reason why I'm wearing black everyday is because that's how I feel inside. Black is empty and dark. I really want to move on and forget about the past but I can't because the man who I loved and still love has made me the happiest woman in the world and hurt me so much that I am not myself again. I will never open my heart up ever again. I know I said that last time but this time it's for real. I'm tired and sick of being hurt. Everyday I see couples hugging, whispering sweet nothings to each other, laughing, and having the time of their life. It depresses me because I used to be

Tickets!
Okay¡K.so after the amazingly fast trip I made I¡¦m no longer quite an Eskimo. I just booked it from work over to Gaylord and bought tickets to see Trans-Siberian Orchestra next month. It¡¦ll be my fourth time seeing them in concert. I also want to say that I hate Ticketmaster. I have a habit of liking to talk with someone and actually say ¡§This is the section I want¡Kpreferably seats close to the center of it and the closer rows.¡¨ With Ticketmaster it gives me what it thinks is the best available and I usually don¡¦t¡¦ like it. So I called the box office as soon as they opened and they told me about a couple of absolutely amazing seats they had¡Kbtu I couldn¡¦t buy them over the phone from them and they couldn¡¦t hold them. So I asked Diane if I could take my lunch at noon and run for them. She told me to go right then. So I did. The whole trip from the moment I left till the moment I clocked back in took a half hour. And I got the tickets that were mentioned

Midnight Rambler
Did you hear about the midnight rambler Everybody got to go Did you hear about the midnight rambler The one that shut the kitchen door He dont give a hoot of warning Wrapped up in a black cat cloak He dont go in the light of the morning He split the time the cockrel crows Talkin about the midnight gambler The one you never seen before Talkin about the midnight gambler Did you see him jump the garden wall Sighin down the wind so sadly Listen and youll hear him moan Talkin about the midnight gambler Everybody got to go Did you hear about the midnight rambler Well, honey, its no rock n roll show Well, Im talkin about the midnight gambler Yeah, everybody got to go Well did ya hear about the midnight gambler? Well honey its no rock-in roll show Well Im talking about the midnight gambler The one you never seen before Oh dont do that, oh dont do that, oh dont do that Dont you do that, dont you do that (repeat) Oh dont do that, oh dont do that Well you hea

What Is This?
ok here is the deal , what the hell is a blog, and what the hell is it for? ok I think I am getting half of my answer right now. so thay are just crap people wright that others can read. kool , but ho the hell would want to read what comes out of my fingers? I gess we will see

Hey.........
Hey, maybe I’ll dye my hair Maybe I’ll move somewhere Maybe I’ll get a car Maybe I’ll drive so far They’ll all lose track Me, I’ll bounce right back Maybe I’ll sleep real late Maybe I’ll lose some weight Maybe I’ll clear my junk Maybe I’ll just get drunk on apple wine Me, I’ll be just Fine and dandy Lord it’s like a hard candy Christmas I’m barely getting through tomorrow But still I won’t let Sorrow bring me way down I’ll be fine and dandy Lord it’s like a hard candy Christmas I’m barely getting through tomorrow But still I won’t let Sorrow get me way down Hey, maybe I’ll learn to sew Maybe I’ll just lie low Maybe I’ll hit the bars Maybe I’ll count the stars until dawn Me, I will go on Maybe I’ll settle down Maybe I’ll just leave town Maybe I’ll have some fun Maybe I’ll meet someone And make him mine Me, I’ll be just Fine and dandy Lord it’s like a hard candy Christmas I’m barely getting through tomorrow But still I won’t let Sorrow bring

Good Afternoon, Lc!!
Good afernoon, LC!! Well its yet another day!!.. It was werid one of my friends Called me out of the blue lastnight.. It was weird. Wanted me to hang out with her and her friend which is a great friend to me. But he is sick and she dont know it. So that is kind of sad.. So tell me what you think!!! Jeannie

One Wish...........
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. If I could have just one wish I, I would wish you were the one I would die with, Knowing you would be with me for the rest of my life, Knowing I would have someone to love for the rest of eternity, Not growing up old and lonely. If only I could have just one wish you would be mine forever.

Witches New Year
Sheltered by the nighttime sky I walk down Hollow Lane. Entranced by the Echo of the Owl's Cry On this night of Samhain. The hollow is lined with Ancient Oaks Their leaves of Harvest Gold Each step that I take A Bullfrog croaks As if spinning a tale of old. Children scurry all around In costumes made with care. Goblins, witches, maidens, ghosts Designed to give you a scare. The leaves are falling from the trees Blanketing the ground below The chill of night is felt in the breeze Charged with an energy flow. Sensing the thinning of the veil Ancestral words I incant. Communication will not fail As I walk and continue the chant. Love and Peace from ancestors past Surround my very soul Feelings of goodwill I feel at last. Numbing me to the cold. The glow of the bonfire lights the sky As my destination draws near. Merriment abounds Energies are high On this Our Witches New Year... Happy Samhain!!!

This Morning.......
This morning as I woke, my first sleepy thoughts were of you…..and as I snuggled deeper into my blanket wishing that your arms were around me….I realized that my whole body ached… My fingertips ache to touch you… My eyes ache to see you… My lips ache to kiss you…. My arms ache to hold you…. My body aches to feel you… My legs ache to be lying next to yours…. The only thing that doesn’t ache is my heart. Why you ask? Because it is so full of my love for you…..

Autumn Blessings
Autumn Blessings Once again the changing of the seasons are upon us. The leaves have begun to change from lush green to brilliant autumn colors of orange, red, and yellow. This can be witnessed day by day. Dawn breaks through the darkened sky with tints of amber and yellow. Birds herald the sunrise with their melodious song. Such beauty is truly majestic and speaks to the soul. Noon brings the brightness of the sun Causing everything to revel in its presence. Squirrels frolic back and forth, enjoying the wonder of this pristine autumn day. Energy can be felt in the air. The Evening now approaches The warmth of the sun fades as the sun starts to set. The air is much cooler and very crisp. Clouds become thinner parading colors of deep blue, violet, & purple. Creating a canvas that even Monet would envy. As I sit on the back deck I light a fire in my tiny cauldron that I have placed on the side table. I watch the evening skies change to night. I look up and star

If I Call Myself A Witch
If I called myself a healer, would you be afraid of me? If I steeped an herbal tea to sooth a throat that's sore, or for a toe stubbed on the door made a poultice for the swelling? Should I not keep dried roots and herbs inside my dwelling? So I prefer natural remedies to lab-concocted chemistries; relaxing scents and mellow tones that bring relief to tired bones-- do you fear a person with the goal to heal the body, mind and soul? If I called myself a nature-lover, would you think me strange? If I enjoyed a camp-out on the range, and marveled at the wild wolf's cry, and star-filled nights evoked a sigh, and I thought the budding bloom delightful? Should I clutter up the Earth with litter and not recycle? So, with revelry I do herald in the seasons new, and creatures of land and sea respect and feel obligated to help protect-- do you think a person so insane when they observe the Moon wax and wane? If I called myself a student, would you have me harmed? If

More On Fake Ass People
There's been a lot of talk going around lately about family not being who you would think them to be... about people being too pussy to say shyt to someones face.... about idiots and bitches acting like high school kids, and to be quite honest.. im sick of all the shyt...fake ass people wil always annoy n sicken us in this world.. reason being... like us or not.. we r who we r, take it or leave it.. n if u dont like us.. then fuk u.. but to b fake n present yaslef in a manner that isnt really urslf is not onli stupid but its idiotic... if u r sure that people wil not like u for who u r.. then go b a hermit sumwhere n dont bother the rest of the world with ur bulshyt.. it onli agrivates n stresses us all out.... we wud b a whole lot happier not having to try to weed out the fake ass morons from the true n honest people in this world.. theres just not enuff time in ones life to accomplish this task.. so do us all a favor n just leave.... thats point number one point 2 - stick to the t

Work
Well I am tired and not filling to well at the moment. And I have to work to night lol , but thats life. Its freezing here to and I work with icecream at dariy queen. so I thing I will be a little more froze in the end lol. I went to get my check yesterday and I got a raise! I wasnt expecting to but its cool:)

4 Day Weekend
so in about three hours I'm going home for my four day weekend =D no classes monday or tuesday for fall break... so yeah, I'll be back on here wednesday. Hope you all have as much fun this weekend as I plan on having ;)

Woohoo Got My Car Back
Okies finally got my car back this morning and will be on my way to Wichita in a little bit...I pray I get an apt today so I can get moving and start my new life without the worries of buttmunch or his family to bother me...yeah he will be close to Wichita but hey...its gonna be hard to find me with 300,000 peeps right? *happy dance* I'm not going to be on for a day or two so you all have a wonderful weekend and hugs... Sissypoo stinkerpoo love you and will see you tonight...AND no we arent gonna do any "sexy pics" LOL

The 6th ~ Quotations
"It was just one of those days when you can walk around fooling everyone into thinking you're happy, and look back and notice that everytime you smile or laugh there is a little pang of hurt in your heart, because you know you are lying to the people who mean the most to you." "I've learned that goodbyes always hurt, pictures never replace having been there, memories good or bad will always bring tears, and words can never replace feelings." "Life is like a beautiful melody, only the lyrics are messed up." "If people put you down enough, you start to believe it. And the bad stuff is always easier to believe." "No matter how much you think you love somebody, you'll step back when the pool of their blood edges up too close." "If you don't like a situation, change it. If you can't change it, change the way you see it." "Trying to be someone else is just a waste of the person you already are." "The martyrs go hand in hand into the arena; they are crucified alone. Emb

You Know What Really Grinds My Gears?!
I really can't think of anything at the moment, but i felt like writing something. I came across an old story I wrote in highschool yesterday, turns out that an ex-girl friend of mine has had it for the last 2 years. I gave it to her to proof-read when we were going out, and then we broke up shortly afterwards. It was really odd to, because like, I just happen to go on MSN, and saw her on, and We haven't talked like 5 words since we broke up, but we started talking about whatever, and it turned into what we did in highschool (which for some reason never came up in our relationship but anywho) turns out she was a band geek at her high school, while i was an actor at mine. She had wanted to be in theater, but the afterschool schedules clashed. I never wanted to be in band, but i had a few friends their that I couldn't hang out with till we all had free time but hey. ANyway, she was talking about how she liked to read plays since she didnt get to perform, which reminded me of a huge stack

Hey Im Back
well people ive been gone a while but im back now wth new videos and as confident as ever had loadsa problems recently and sadly my kids no longer live with me they live with thier dad a mutal choice decsion thank god so i can see em wen ever and looking for a job so wish me all luck hehe missed ya all

Towel Contest
INFORMATION ABOUT THE TOWEL CONTEST YOU ENTERED The contest will officially begin tonight at 10:00pm Eastern Time. I will randomly post bulletins about it, but it is primarially up to you to get people to vote for your pic. You may post a link on your page, in bulletins, in your blogs, wherever. Just no blasts please. Below is the link to the pic in my album. I'm giving you this now in case you're not around tonight when I open the contest. Go there to see your pic and get the full link to post to your friends. If you wish, you may direct people to my profile and they can find it from there. Please do NOT start sending out the links until the contest is open. Right now I still have the folder set to private. Any comments that are given before 10:00 will be removed. I just need to keep it fair for everyone. Reminder about how you should tell people to vote: The total number of comments you end up with will determine the first place winner.

Hey
Just got on, trying to figure it all out. Seems real cool and everyone so far has been real! Gotta do some more experimenting with this and see how it goes. Any help is much apppreciated and hope to meet more of you on here Peace!

Whats Your Sign(as In Symbol)
You scored as Skull. The skull is a representation of death. You are inspired by darkness, and you feel you are empowered by your symbol.Skull88%Biohazard81%Ankh69%Cross44%Swastika44%What's your symbol?created with QuizFarm.com

Think Before You Speck
Think before you speak... Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak - the last one is great! Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back... or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back My husband didn't say a word... he knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with mens balls" THIRD TESTIMONY: My sister and I were at the m

Daddy
I look at you lying there Knowing that you wont wake up To tell me those three words that I have longed to here from you all my life I will all ways remember you choosing a drink before me I will all ways remember your dieing yellow body wasting away all that poison eating your liver When you said as you were dieing pleas forgive me lord and look after my children and you reached up and said take me home that gave me hope When I see you in haven I know you will tell me you love me right Will you put me first why daddy did you treat me so bad why do you have to go why don’t you want to hold me and tell me every thing is all right Daddy when I see you in heaven will you hold me tight Ill live every day the best that I can but at least I have hope that I get you at the end

Anchors For Reality - Honesty Lp Released!
This is my son's band! Please support them! 'Honesty" the debut album from Anchors For Reality is now available on interpunk. Click below to be directed to where you can buy it now at the introductory low price of Only $8.25! And don't forget to stop by GroupieTunes and get hot new Anchors For Reality Ringtones Hear sample tracks at http://www.myspace.com/anchorsforreality or http://www.myspace.com/runwayrecords

It Finaly Friday
the week is finaly over it felt so long but then i didn't get what i needed to do done well i still got to work this saterday but that only means more monie lol i love over time pay i just hate the fact that it takes time away from my kids thats all i have to say for now but i'm defentaly going to write in this more often but one more thing they need to get a spell check on lc because with out it this is incomplett lol i cant spell

Feeling
HELLO ALL OF YOU LOST CHERRIES ANHTHER BEAUTIFUL DAY LIKE ALL OF YOU I HOPE FROM MY HEART TO ALL OF US THE LUCK IN OUR LIFE THERE ARE MANY PEOPLE MUST TAKE ANY CHANCE FROM THIS WORLD HELPING ALL OF THEM MAYBE WE NEED ANY ONE OF THEM JUST FEELING THAT FROM THE HEART I THINK AS SOON WE WILL FOLLOW THE SUN I LOVE ALL OF YOU L.C I WISH WE LIVE ALL WITH US IT WILL BE ALL OF MY PLEASURE I LOVE ALL OF YOU MY FRIENDS TRIBLE_XXX-ALFA-FOX-99

Well I Wanna Clean
If you have added me cause you wanna be friends please leave me a note letting me know If you have added me cause you want to talk dirty to me or want to see dirty pics of me and that the only reason than I dont want you on my friends list let me know and i will delete you! Its deep cleaning time so get rid of me or let me get rid of you! Thanks! IJM

My One And Only Complaint Ever!
OMG, I am sorry to do this, but I am tired of the whinning and crying on here. This is strictly my oppinion and if you agree you can repost, if you do not, then please ignore. When I started on cherry I was naive and thought that when I would go to someone's page and rated ALL their pictures, added them as a fan, a friend, and left all the cherry love I could, that the favor would be returned. However I quickly learned that not everyone did this. I even went as far as posting things as stupid as I am going to remove you from my friend list unless... God what a fool I was. Since then I have came to the conclusion that I am a good person and will continue to do what is right no matter if it is returned or not. That is just life. Even though I make tons of skins for everyone to rip in tons of different themes (most of which I have no interest in but I know others do) I honestly do not expect everyone to take even a quarter of the time it took me to make the skin to go thr

More On The Ripped Pic
I sent a request to lc support yesterday concerning my ripped pic,but had no reply.This morning I went to the lc support lounge.Didnt know they had one,but there it was.So I butted in and asked for help deleting id #285972.They were understanding and promised to look into it?Danny explained if u dont put adult rating on ur pics anyone can rip them.BUT,u cant make ur default pic adult! So thats my choice,remove my face pic from default so noone ripps me off again.Or just say fuck it,and leave my Smiling Face for all to see.Cause thats the real me.I like seeing whom I'm adding,dont u?

Glad That Is Over
Well another birthday has come and gone.. Thank god. I dont like birthdays and nope no party.. But I did have cake.... mmmmmmm choclate..... Even though I didn't want my b-day and I dont like birthdays I did have some laughs. And will never forget this birthday as my neice Jessica found a bald spot on my sister (who is 40) and she was freaking out and it was quite hilarouious I guess you have to be there I dont know.... Well I should shut up now and go and shower.

Everything
-------------- I'm all smiles Laughter filling the room Everything seems perfect Everything seems great. I call him to tell him I love him He tells me he loves me I hang up with a smile Close my eyes and imagine us together As soon as I open my eyes, I burst into tears I know what comes next I know the pain and can feel my heart aching already A fear overwhelmes me Starts to kill me slowly As I fear losing him I just can't do it I can't lose him again Can't see him with another My heart isn't strong enough anymore So fragile to even the thought I know what comes next I'm mad at myself for becoming happy For smiling and laughing It feels so wrong Cause it scares me so much If I lose him I don't think I can go on I have fallen in love And love doesn't seem that great Like a roller coaster I'm going higher and higher We're at the top Everything is great I know what comes next And I just relized I'm scared of heights.

Sometimes
Sometimes I look at you Sometimes I look at you and I do not recognize you. I study your features with my fixed gaze and meditate on your soul. Sometimes I look at you and wonder why God created a person such as you, why God chose those specific facial facets, those particular curves of your body, the soft texture of your hair, the smooth hue of your skin, the length of your arms and the bass of your voice. Sometimes I look at you and can see only you and nothing else around you. My eyes penetrate your skin and see your mind, your heart, your soul and the life of bliss and the idyll world that I so often conjured. Sometimes I look at you and I wonder how God knew that I would truly love every piece of you, and how God could create the life that I once thought was only a dream.

You An Me
You and Me There is a type of silent wish, That's been hidden in my heart, And these winds cry in a way, And they speak the language of their tongues, This moon is star-lit, and the stars are a bit moon-lit, These winds will turn shameless, And the leaves will turn crimson red instantly, Understand me, my feelings for you are indescribable, My hands are meant to fit the spaces in yours.. And my lips were created to hug yours, My arms were made to embrace you, as were yours, When all this happens, the heavens are on our side, I'll die within your love and you won't be able to live on, Can there be such love? Or is it a blessing bestowed upon us? My wishes can find a shelter in your heart, for all of eternity. For I will follow you where you are, just as the moon and the stars

Happiness Seems Like A Distant Memory
Happiness seems like a distant memory something i use to know maybe use to remember everything now is just muddled togeather smothered by a blanket of darkness now this i remember i can feel it there deep deep down inside my being it wants to come out but it's this blanket of darkness that just wont lift it's keeping it all down hidden so i cant see everything that is good in this life of me it's suppressing and controling smothering and with holding this feeling i know was meant to be slowely dying slipping away losing its will to ever be as this blanket of darkness keeps its hold keeping its element of control on me i cant make it lift let go of me im slowely dying why cant no one see that this this just isn't me who i was meant to be

Help Needed Points Plssss
I need some help a freind i signed up is tryin to beat me to the next level i need 500 points and he needs 1000 pls help me stay in front love ya's all i'll show ya some love in return c'mon plsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

Day In
My last few days have been hell. Starting Tuesday I had bad chest pains and muscle clenching pains all over, etc, etc. Wednesday upon talking to my doctor's office on the phone, they sent me to the Emergency Room because they thought I was having a heart attack. I got I-Vs, blood work, machine hookups, CAT scans on my chest. All this from 10:30am to after 6pm. Turns out my body had a SEVERE allergic reaction to some antibiotics I was taking. But, nevertheless, it scared the bejeezus out of me!!! So there you have it.

Im Leaving!=)
lol, im going on vacation tomorrow..i'll be leaving in the morning..going to oregon to visit w/ my friends and goddaughter Bri!! i wont be back till the Oct 12 sooo if you try to get ahold of me and im not getting on...thats why=) hope you all have a great week!!

*shiver*
Dear god! It's cold enough enoughtside for coats and sweatshirts! So why is the fucking air-conditioning on in this office?! I've got on three layers, a scarf and I'm about to go and dig up my long black coat. I'm not a fucking Eskimo!

Rain
It's been a beautiful week here in Virginia, so of course, it's going to rain all weekend. Blah, how depressing! We're expecting up to two inches of rain between today and tomorrow ... sounds like a good time to catch up on sleep.

~stang's Friday Freaky Five Come's To Lc
I used to run this feature on MySpace and each week it hit the top in Romance and Relationships. The Friday Freaky 5 is a set of 5 adult oriented questions that people have the chance to answer openly. The fun it not necessarily in the questions, it's getting as many open and honest answers as possible. Sometimes then get just downright hysterical. If it is succesful here, I'll continue to do it. If you like it, participate and rate it please. Okay guys and gals, friends and pals, lets do this but remember, you don't have to answer all five (it's more fun if you do), just answer what is the most comfortable so here they are....this weeks freaky five 1. Would you be intimidated or offended if your partner wanted to introduce toys into the bedroom? 2. If your partner wanted to do a threesome, would you be down with that? 3. You are about to have an orgasm and your partner calls out the wrong name, do you keep going or stop right there? (Thanks Dr. Romello for that on

A Friends Greeting
A Friend's Greeting I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you, To brush the gray from out your skies and leave them only blue; I'd like to say the kindly things that I so oft have heard, And feel that I could rouse your soul the way that mine you've stirred. I'd like to give you back the joy that you have given me, Yet that were wishing you a need I hope will never be; I'd like to make you feel as rich as I, who travel on Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to lean upon. I'm wishing at this time that I could but repay A portion of the gladness that you've strewn along my way; And could I have one wish this year, this only would it be: I'd like to be the sort of friend MySpace Commen

Penny
The Penny Remember this every time you pass that little penny in the parking lot. I always thought that it was for Good Luck, but I love this version better: I found a penny today Just laying on the ground. But it's not just a penny, This little coin I've found. Found pennies come from heaven, That's what my Grandpa told me. He said Angels toss them down. Oh, how I loved that story. He said when an Angel misses you, They toss a penny down. Sometimes just to cheer you up, To make a smile out of your frown. So, don't pass by that penny, When you're feeling blue. It may be a penny from heaven, That an Angel's tossed to you. So now pass this on to the people who you care about and who you feel are Angels to you, I just did. An Angel is now watching over you.

The Gift Of Friendship
The Gift Of Knowing You There are gifts of many treasures For both the young and old, From the tiniest little trinkets To great boxes filled with gold. But, put them all together And they could not stand in lieu, Of the greatest gift of all The gift of knowing you. When your times are filled with troubles Sadness, grief, or even doubt, When all those things you planned on Just aren't turning out. Just turn and look behind you From the place at which you stand, And look for me through the shadows And reach out for my hand. MySpace Comments Graphics I will lift from you your burden And cry for you your tears, Bear the pain of all your sorrows Though it may be for a thousand years. For in the end I would be happy To have helped you start anew, It's a small price to pay For the gift of knowing you

First Entry - Yayy!!!
Uhm - I just realized I never put up a blog entry! So here I am, umm, went to a Rob Zombie/Godsmack concert last weekend - it was pretty badass. This weekend I'm not planning a whole lot - probably going to get drunk and hang around the barracks - since I have nothing else to do. I've got a color-guard ceremony next week, I'm a rifle bearer again - but I get to wear my blues and go to a highschool and look good and what not - so it should be cool. Ahh, soon there will be new pix up - so stop whining! lol Okay - I'm outta here for now. Laters.

Jason & ~~tron~~
This is a warning about the user ~~TRON~~, he is a complete psycopath and to be avoided at all costs. Many of you might remember that this is the guy who worked with the fake miss texas, to try to convince of all of the paige hoax. During that time he threatened, harassed, and tried to intimidate many members, mainly girls, some of them up to 25 years younger than himself. He has now taken to making up fictional accounts of things in his blog (when he's been blocked from sending abusive messages to other members) and is still trying to manipulate people, threaten people, and to intimidate them. He is also still trying to project a false version of what happened in the Paige affair. As most of you know the real people, that were being faked, eventually turned up here, along with salutes, so the hoax fell to peices, but there are still some players, who were deeply involved, that ~TRON~ is still lying to try to protect (let's not forget that he lied to try to protect the f

Luther And The Devil
Luther and the Devil When I began to lecture on the Psalms and I was sitting in the refectory after we had sung matins, studying and writing my notes, the Devil came and thudded three times in the storage chamber as if dragging a bushel away. — Martin Luther Someone once remarked the medieval air Was so thick with demons, a needle dropped Randomly from heaven would have to pierce One or two on its way down. These days We're more likely to believe in poltergeists Than the heavy-footed, skulking Adversary Who shows up in Luther's little story. Now, when Milton's Satan of obdurate pride And stedfast hate can be understood in terms Of sibling rivalry, how quaint that path Through the Psalms seems; likewise, the soul Disturbed by the racket of a jealous Devil Who needs to be wherever God is. Who believes That figure of a bushel being dragged away? Yet we catch certainly a glimmer of Luther's Pain over the sure step gone astray, The barbed hours t

The Baby In My Belly
today waking up was the worst experience of my life I was covered in blood and in lots of pain. Dustin took me to the hospital and I found out that im pregnant. Usually thats not such a horrible thing but this time it is. They told me that they think im having a tubal pregnancy and that I'm losing the baby and theres nothing they can do for me (no ob in that hospital) but send me home and let the process happen. They told me to go to my doctor and have an ultra sound and they can remove it. :(

From Now Till Forever
From Now Until Forever I’ve never known a love like yours Nor thought it could be true, But every time I kiss your lips I feel what love can do With hair like silk And lips so tender, Each moment with you Makes my heart surrender I couldn’t live, I couldn’t breathe Without you by my side, Never will I let you go, My love will never hide And in my heart you’ll always be From now until forever, No matter what, no matter where We’ll always be together MySpace Comments Graphics to jeff from debora

My For Ever Love
You Are My Forever Love Your friendship and love, And all the wonderful things That they bring into my life, Are like nothing else I have ever known. My heart is complete With the love we share, And our love grows more Beautiful each day. MySpace Comments Graphics I love you, And as long as we are together, I have everything I need. to jeff from debora You are with me always... In a smile, a memory, a feeling Or a moment we share. You will always be My Forever Love

Come To Understand
Friday, October 6, 2006 Come to understand Life grows brighter when you come to understand. Live with a love and thankfulness for life, and your understanding of it will become more valuable. Come to understand that the other people in your world have perspectives, purposes and priorities that are different than yours. It will save you from a lot of needless frustration and anger. Come to understand that loss is a part of life. And you always have every reason and ability to heal. Come to understand that giving and receiving are always inseparable. The level of abundance you experience is equal to the value and goodness flowing out from you. Come to understand that sometimes the most powerful response is patience. There are many battles you do not really need to fight. Come to understand that whatever may have been or wherever you may find yourself, you always have a choice. Choose to live each moment with positive purpose, and you will truly come to understand.

What I Love About U.
What I Love About You I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are MySpace Comments Graphics mine to jeff from debora

~stang's Friday Freaky 5 Hits The Lc
It's Friday! What does that mean other than the last day of the work week? Well for those who have been with me a bit, know that Friday's used to be the freakiest day of the week. I used to do a thing on MySpace every week called the Friday Freaky Five. It is an interactive feature where I ask the questions and you give the answers. What makes this fun is the more the merrier. Do not take it too seriously, this is supposed to be a good time, if it goes well here, I'll continue to do it. If you enjoy it, drop it a 10 and we'll do the damn thang every week. Now, I have a good feeling for my Friday Freaky Five regulars....yup, we have regulars now.....ha ha. Someone is going to try and roll through here on some of these questions talkin about "I wouldn't do that"......I'm not tryin to hear all that....ha ha. You know how it goes, we do a good job at pretending sometimes, so, mess around and get called out, hear?.....LOL Enough of that.....Ready! Set! Friday

The Devil By Ryan Crenshaw
Poem The Devil © By Ryan Crenshaw He didn't wear red pajamas nor a blue dress nor horns or tail. Hell's scepter nowhere in sight (at least not that I could see). She instead wore green a sweater, very nice. Hooves un-cloven, tongue un-forked Oh! and what a tongue Fire and brimstone taste so good. (then again, I smoke). With war and famine, plague and bipartisan government She instead recited Cosmo. And the Damned has seen so many movies, read all these great books. At length, over coffee, we spoke. (I was riveted) She hated Hitler, loved Thoreau, and I didn't mind that much that the Dark One was a cat-person. (It was sort of cute). He didn't play the fiddle or the flute for that matter. She loved the Stones and always wanted to see Paris in the spring maybe, just once before she dies. The black claws are a myth, and I'm pretty sure about the wings. Oh, and she didn't take my soul either! (my pen was out of ink).

Whisper (poem)
Whisper I am all alone as I reminisce About the one I deeply miss To the wind alone I whisper A wish to once more kiss her I pray just to touch her face Long for her gentle embrace To once more find serenity Within the one dearest to me All just words no one hears The silence validates my fears I’ve lost her she’s gone away She will not return, not today

Making Your Thousands Ask Me How!!!
Hello everyone, I have an awesome Business opportunity for everyone who would like to have a coulpe of thaousands in their pockets,perhaps get your motgage paid for a year,groceries for a year,get your utilities paid,there's nothing to sell, My mentor has only been with the business less than 2mos. and the company has paid his mortgage for a year, aside from that he got 3 bonus checks one for over $3,400, $1,700 i forget what the last one was, as of today he is a director 3 in the company. he got me there and i'm here to invite others to have a piece of the pie, my mentor & myself will help anybody who wants to make it to the top!! Call this #listen to the presentation (641)985-0085 after listening please caontact me (Cheryl) toll free at 800 867-4780 Let me know what you think!!!! THIS MONTH EVERYTHING IS DOUBLED INCLUDING ALL THE BOUNSES!!! Last month we gave away laptops along with the bonuses. DON"T MISS OUT!!!! Thanks to you all!!! Cheryl&Richard

Take A Chance
sometimes life throws curves at you that you just cant seem to hit no matter how hard you try... ever find yourself falling for someone at the wrong time? or looking back and going i was so stupid why didnt I take a chance when I had it? when you find someone that you care about take the fucking chance no matter what the risk cause if you miss that chance you may not get another one and then you have only to look back on things and wonder what might have been.. when you care tell them, when you love someone tell them, dont waste life you only live it once..

My Birthday
yay my birthday is on sunday!!! an di am so glad that i don't have to work, my husband also too it off so that was nice!!!! He aske dme what i wanted for my birthday, sometimes i would like for him to just go to the store or somewhere and suprise me it' snot like im the kinda girl that wants anything exspensive or wants diamonds... so i told him because it is already getting so damn cold up in new york tha ti wanted a dallas cowboys winter coat!!! but lets see...

Male Or Female
Your Brain is 53% Female, 47% Male Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve What Gender Is Your Brain?

Military Rules!!!!
Military Rules for Non-Military Personnel Current mood: grateful Dear Civilians, We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation have many civilians up in arms. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: 1) The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem---kick their ass. 2) When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest---kick their ass. 3) Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. 4) (GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that

Finally Friday...
Today is Friday thank God...I just wished I felt 100%..I'm still feeling a little sluggish.. My check for this week sucked royal ass... That's what I get for being sick and missing a day and a half from work... I hate being sick.. It's so not worth it.. I got a new phone yesterday so that was cool... Would have been even better had I not had to pay that much for it...But oh well..

Going Hunting
Ya going hunting...Gonna kill something take out all my fristrations this weekend on something...I really really need the stress reducer and hunting is the best way for me...I get to go out at 5am sit in a blind...Wait for hours till something comes along and shoot it.. Taking the quad so we can all go trail riding since there is gonna be about 9 of us... SOOOO much drama and stress isnt good for anyone...

Things Are Looking Good....
Went to my dr appt yesterday and found that my hormone level dropped by almost half again....went from 3444 to 1604 now to 964. we were very happy about that. seems that my body is taking care of things like it should be so far. will be having my blood drawn again on Mon and have the results tues at my appt. Hoping for another big drop on my way to ZERO...and back to normal...at least as normal as I can feel after all this. thanks for stopping in.

Surrender
Come with me my love and see what I have prepared A room of burning vanilla candles and fresh cut rose’s scent Walk thru the door into my arms In them you need fear no harm My deep voice changes to soft whispers Telling your delicate ears words that releases your fears My eyes look deep into your crystal star eyes Revealing what my heart and soul desire Our embrace past being a hug It is beginning to release our love Precious, fragile, a masterpiece Gently I lay you down on satin sheets Softly and tenderly my lips meet yours Lips sweet and moist like fresh cherries Each kiss more passionate as the sweetness grows My tongue tracing slowly, sliding thru finding yours Performing a ballet to music our whispers now make Sounds of passion like two violins softly playing together Our ballet of embraces and kisses becoming so passionate Music leading our bodies

From A Distance
Gentle breeze flows from a distance Over white cap mountains and down thru green valleys Arriving each morning at your bedroom window to awaken you Delivering my whispers from so far distance Passionate words of my love for you and My desire to taste your cherry lips Breeze flows over your lips As you feel my kisses now I know if I were there I would see that beautiful smile A gust comes over you Your bare breast feels on fire My whispers of how your nipples I desire Your hands caress and softly touch Nipples harden and breast become firm Reminding when my hands touched with yours Now the breeze stronger enough to lift the bed sheet Exposing your inner thighs and womanliness My whispers of my passionate lovemaking I now desire One hand remains upon your breast to pleasure each nipple Other hand finds

3rd Day Of !!!hazels Cutest Pet Contest!!!
3rd day of !!!Hazels Cutest Pet Contest!!! !!!ATTN: New Announcements!!! Third Day It is the third day of the contest and already 21 slots have been taken up and I only have six slots left currently. I also have a few slots reserved for people who plan on entering. The good news is I should level up soon and will have that many more photo slots, but they are going fast, so hurry. Rule Changes I have not ammended the rules much today but I will continue to do so when needed as previously afore mentioned at the start of the contest. I have recieved a few e-mails from people wondering if their pet qualifies. Chances are it probily does as long as you are not cheating just ask me, I am pretty lenient. Preveiw On the scond day, I have received many more adorably cute pictures of pets. Now the contest is no longer dominated by cats. If you are keeping score it is; Cats: 09 - Dogs 06. The canine family has made a lot of gains in the second day with only one feline entry.

Hey Hey! I'm A Super Nice Guy!
This morning as I headed to my car I saw a little bunny on my front lawn. The bunnies like to come to my yard because I leave them gift-wrapped carrots and they know I will not put them into a tasty stew like some mean people do. I said, "Hello, Happy Bunny!" "Hello, Mr. Wonderful," was the bunny's response. I speak bunny, among other cute animal languages. We then quickly exchanged a friendly smile and I got into my car. When I arrived this morning at the orphanage where I volunteer as a volunteer. Today we are knitting blankets for homeless people.

Life, Family, Troubl;e
k, first off, i've been avoiding this whole blog thing because i have so much pent up bullshit and i'm afraid to let them out and open the flood gates... i'm really not an emotional person, not a girly-girl... i work very hard at my job and have many cuts and bruises to prove it, i am not sappy in any way, and i DO NOT lean on others for help or even guidance... generally i'm the one getting caught up in my friends problems trying to help fix them. better off not dealing with my own, right? RIGHT! well, my shit has built so high lately that i feel like running away, medicating myself to complete numbness, anything to AVOID DEALING WITH IT!!!! so, here's a brief rundown of what i'm talkin about... so, i have 3 beautiful kids, a 15 year old girl named Toni, and 2 boys 6 and 3 named Joshua and Tyler. my daughter was diagnosed with bi-polar disorder about 6 years ago because i discovered her in her bathroom cutting her face to shreds with a knife... since then she has been hosp

Girls Night Out!
Several women had gone for their usual girls' night out. Two of the women were best friends and both were very faithful and loving wives. However, they had gotten a bit over-enthusiastic on the Bacardi BREEZERS. Incredibly drunk and walking home together, they needed to pee, so they stopped in the cemetery. Neither of them had anything to wipe with so the first one decided she would take off her panties and use them. Her friend, however, was wearing a brand new, very expensive pair of panties and did not want to ruin them. But, she was lucky enough to squat down next to a grave that had a large wreath with a ribbon on it, so she proceeded to wipe with that. After the girls did their business, they proceeded to go home. The next day one of the husbands was concerned that his normally sweet and innocent wife was still in bed, hung over, so he phoned the other husband and said, "These darn girl's nights out have got to stop. I'm starting to suspect the worse...my wife came home

World Series...how You Doin?
LETS GO YANKEES American sports Times Online October 04, 2006 Why America secretly admires the Yankees by bill center, times online special correspondent It's that time of the year again. Time to hate the New York Yankees. * Yes, the dreadfully long baseball season has finally reached the play-off stage. After six months, we've been able to eliminate 22 of the 30 teams. That leaves only seven more clubs to have their hopes destroyed before the Yankees are crowned world champions - which, of course, they arguably won't be since Japan won the inaugural World Baseball Classic last spring. Still, they're the Yankees and true Americans have 200 million reasons to hate them. For that is roughly the number of dollars the Yankees have spent this year on acquiring talent. Only two other teams have spent as much as half that amount. Yet, we admire them, too. The Yankees always strive to be the best. Damn the cost, full speed ahead. "We don't have that

Sunday Rapidly Approaches
How appropriate that the last day of the week, Sunday, also marks the first day of a new year for me. I begin the 38th year of my life on Sunday...whoopie. And as per usual, it will be spent alone, with no friends to share it with. Pathetic I know. But since I moved to MA, I never really made many friends. So it looks like it will be me with the family guy seasons 1 + 2 on the dvd player. Someone drink something for me, Ok?

Damn Bulletins That Are Not Factual
Yeah, I posted a bulletin of my own in reference to the one going around about the seal pups - I'm adding it to my blog because I believe in Stating the FACTS! The facts and nothing but the facts - and posting it here shows I stand behind my conviction of the TRUTH - good or bad. Like I said ........ ....... just stating the facts people! Okay .... I hope everyone actually "reads" this and educates themselves as opposed to "reacting" to photographs that some uneducated, misinformed 'twit' decides to post in a bulletin. First let me say, beating seal pups to death with a club IS NOT a sport. In some places in the world it is part of the culture and not for sport! They hunt the seals to eat them .... they are food. Blaming and accusing ENTIRE COUNTRIES of such behavior should NOT be a sport either !!! If you want to be angry .... Great! Be angry - that's your God given right - but show some semblance of intelligence and put fault where fault lies -

Fresh Meat
hey all you cherries!new here so still figuring this stuff out so if i dont get back at ya right away hang tight...come see me & rate me & ill do the same.have met some nice people here already & wanna meet lots more!

Life's Questions..
I am still wondering why people in my life say one thing and do another, it pisses me off immensely. They profess to be good and honest and wanting then they disappear and withdraw and I cant stand that. Its like they are lying to me or to themselves, and it sucks and hurts too... I really try an avoid people like this but when u love them what do u do?? Well tomorrow is my birthday and im now 39 and still single. I so want to be in a good relationship and possibly be married again, but all i keep finding are players or users. So I prefer to be alone if thats all thats out there. Love to all Tracey...

Going Down
Ok, I know it was a joke but the other day I saw a blog on blow job etiquite. It was basically people bitching about this and that associated with BJ's and then the man's rebutal about going down on a woman. For Pete's sake, do people really whine about this silly crap? Ugh! In my book, a person ought to just be grateful they have someone to go down ON. Period. I mean if it's not your thing then fine, whatever, but this is for people that actually do and profess to enjoy it. Why bitch about something that's supposed to be fun for both the giver and reciever? I can hang with the being grateful part...I always am...but the rest, well...what a load of crap! Especially the part where the guy was complaining about the taste and smell. Huh? Last time I checked, pussy tasted great! I think we have to keep in mind that felatio and cunilingus are arts, designed to give pleasure to our partners. To me, there's nothing more enjoyable as a lover than seeing and hearing my lady get pleasur

Oh The Wicked Webs We Weave.
It's a cold fact of life that not everyone is beautiful. I've often heard it said that "every woman is a goddess" or "everyone has their own special beauty". These are lies that men tell women in an attempt to increase the odds that they will see nipples at some point in their life. These are lies that women tell men in order to avoid having to hurt their precious "feelings". Some people are ugly. Some people have no value in this universe. They occupy space that could be used for something of more worth. If these people were replaced with large mounds of turkey turds, the world would instantly become a better place. Society in it's infinite wisdom has decreed that we can't just remove these people from among us. Stupid society. So what do we do? Simple. Move them to Ohio. We'll build a big wall.

Short Story
"Mother, What Is My Name?" An old witch sat one evening next to an old oak and admired the moon. While sitting there she began relecting on her many years of practice in the craft. In doing so she woundered why she had never found that what she had most sought through the years...her sacred name. "Mother?" she whispered into the wind,my time in this life is short, and I would make a request of you. What is the name that has eluded me all these years? Many names havecome and goneas you saw fit, but nine seemed absolutely Divine... one to know just between the gods and me." Feeling emotions rie as she begins to worry that she would never know, she began to plea in earnest, "Mother, what is my name?" Just then the wind rustled through the trees and a gentle laugh could be heard. The Mother's gentle voice whspered into ger ear ina way that has become familiar over the years. "Remembermy child, remember." With that the wind was gone, as gently as ithad come. "Mothe

Love
WOW, the loss of a deep seeded love can really be harder to deal with than I remember. So to all of my LC friends, can I have a hug and maybe a kind word? I met my Dom on line, fell totaly in love with him and after almost 5 months realized that I ended up wanting more than he did from our relationship. I told him how I felt and in a totaly adult manner we agreed to part as friends. I know it is my own stupid thinking that got me here, what would make me think I could involed with a married Dom and not fall for him and end up the one getting hurt? They never leave their wives,,, I knew that lol. I know it was the right thing for him to stay with his family and for me to walk away, but that didn't make it any easier. The good thing however is that I did learn a lesson, and I wont make the same mistake again ever. So do not feel sorry for me,, just offer me a friendly hug and a soft shoulder, hold my hand and remind me that no one is perfect and the fact that I did the rig

I'm Missing My Angels :(
This is Holly.. She is one of my missing angels... I can't find her she hasn't talked to me in weeks it seems and I really miss her. my really special friends are brothers if they are guys and angels if they are girls. I love this girl like a sister and I miss her immensely.. I hope you read this holly and call me cause I love you and miss you a lot :( unfortunetly my other angel that is missing is really missing... her pics are gone on myspace. her fone is gone she hasn't been online in weeks and I can't even start to imagine if she's ok or not I just don't understand these 2 girls are my heart and soul one is a potential lover and they both are gone... wtf

Stop The Lies.
I know you look the part, that you've put enormous amounts of energy and time into it. I understand that you want this fantasy to be your reality. But you are NOT a vampire from outer space. Stop biting me with those damn plastic fangs.

Whats Up For This Weekend?
Looking foward to it. Gonna we bouncing at a local bar, favorite local band will be playing called Live Sex Show and just enjoying having the Monday off. That all happens on Sunday. Saturday, got a family dinner to got to and a 40th b day party. Should be interesting going to both!

This Is Beautiful...
Before I was a mom- Inever tripped over toy's of forgot words to lullaby's. I didn't worry wheather my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunization's. Before I was a mom- I was never puked on. pooped on. chewed on. or peed on. I had complete contorle over my mind and my thought's. I slept all night. Before I was a mom- I never held down a screaming child so doctor's could do tests or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriousy happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours watching a baby sleep. Before I was a mom- I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into million peices when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I love being a mom. Before I was a mom- I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body

Tell Me What You Think... And If You Could Do Any Better...
These are a Bunch of Old Stuff, And Sum New One... All Of the drawings In this SlideShow Are Of Real People... Be it models or peopl that should model in my opinion...LOL...Thanx to all of you that asked me to draw them...And Thanx to all of you that let me draw you, Cuz I Wanted... I hope Every enjoys this Slide Show... JuanP.s. Dont Mind the repeats please...

It's My Party And I'll Cry If I Want To...
my lovelies... sorry i haven't been on in a while..birthdays have been one after another so things have been quite hectic! my youngest daughter is having her 12th birthday party tomorrow and my 13 year old had her party last saturday. my birthday was on the 3rd and my sister's was on the 1st. WHEW! so, needless to say, i have been exhausted from all the planning and doing. i'll be back on regularly soon. i miss y'all...sure wish y'all missed me. YOU KNOW WHO Y'ALL ARE. THANK YOU RETRODIVA AND P FOR THE "GIFTS"!! YER THE BEST!

People Come Into Your Life For A Reason
PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON! People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because you

Question To Life, To Love And To Myself
Hey people, It's too bad you all don't know me too well... my love life sucks and I get jealous every time my roommate gets to find people to get along with. Times like that make me question why I'm on this god-forsaken earth... Why is there no one loving me? am i such a loser that every woman on the world hates me? why don't they react to my messages? why don't the women I do meet act like psycho's??? Why do women fall for me while they live halfway around the world. it's stuff like this that's making me depressed enough to think of taking my own life. But on those moments I look in the mirror and say: "You're not a loser. It's not you. They don't speak to you because they're living their own lives. YOU'LL GET YOUR SHOT AT REAL LIFE!!" so I guess life should start questioning me. It should say: "Why aren't you down yet?" it is because I have the little group of friends, even the ones I don't even speak to anymore.Even you people reading this. It's evidence you care, becau

Friends
friends are your life line especially friends of mine, friends are your shoulder to borrow when you feel like theres no tomorrow, friends are like fine wine their bond gets better and stronger in time, friends are just a shout away when you want to go out and play, friends are trying and aggrivating a bit but they'll always have your back when it comes down to it, friends are gods gift to us so be a friend we all can trust. this is to all my friends on here and in my personal life. without you id be nothing..thank you so much for being my friend. those of you on the lc. thanks so much for making me feel so welcome. i have made some great friends in what lil time i have been a member.. big hugs angel

Poem
My heart aches each moment we are apart. My body yearns for you to use it and be pleased by it. My soul wishes you to own it. My skin awaits your next touch. My ears anticipate your next command. My heart requests you approval and pride in me. My lips present themselves for your kiss. My eyes love to see you fill with pride when I do as you wish. My full person desires you to engulf me totally, making me a part of you, making me yours in every way today, tomorrow and always. I AM YOURS MASTER Written by Sweet Sultry Sub

From Sky
It's really quite amazing to me the lack of thought or perception to the world with so many these days.... Is it so hard to really see that others have problems too? Is it so hard to have compassion and understanding for those around us? The world is tumbling out of control before our very eyes and yet so many stay lost within their own unique unbalanced wheel of twisted fate and fail to even 'try' to help others in need... My opinion of course.. One thing.. I despise drama... It truly makes me sick inside to see all the people that seem to 'live' for drama or to talk about someone or hurt someone or to use them for their own twisted bantering of corrupted bullcrap and agendas just to heighten their own sense of security. It's bolonga! Just a bunch of mindless twits in my opinion that didn't have a decent upbringing and cannot seem to function on a level with 'manners' or a standard of decency in any little tidbit of their bones.. What a waste of mankind and what a waste

Friday
Good Morning Peeps.. just wanted too wish everyone a super super friday and a kick ass weekend... alot going on here... I will be off and online tilll sunday.. then its off too the nascar race ( Boogity Boogity Boogity ) yeehawwwwwwwwwwwwww.. and i will sure hollar at ya when i get back .... take care xoxox Bec

Love For The Black Rose
MYSTERIOUS DARK COLOR BEAUTIFUL FRAGRANT HYPNOTIC LOOK CLOSELY INHALE IT'S POTENT FRAGRANCE TO SOME - ITS COLOR IS DEPRESSING TO OTHERS - REMINDS THEM OF THEIR SOUL THORNS - SHARP THEY CUT DEEP BLOOD FLOWS RED LIKE FALLING IN LOVE DARK, MYSTERIOUS, HYPNOTIC TIS SO BEAUTIFUL THEN DEATH PETALS FALL TO THE EARTH TO START OVER LIKE MY LOVE FOR THE BLACK ROSE SHARI PARKER

Happiness For Me
Happiness for me is being with the one you love family & being with friends waking up to a sunny day & pray for a better world we live in Happiness for me is being surrounded by nature & appreciating what you have not what you dont. Happiness is not always thinking of the bad rather than the good. Happiness is taking ppl fopr who they are not what they look like being black white fat thin we are no better than one another. Well enough of me thanks for reading this.

...men
First of all, chivalry is alive and well, so a big thanks to all the lovely gentlemen who open doors, offer up your seats when the Max is standing room only (I rarely accept, but your willingness to sacrifice is very sweet), and...oh: to the ones who rush to assist me when I drop my purse on the sidewalk and its contents - which are countless and, let's face it, largely unnecessary unless I find myself in some sort of survival situation - spill out all over 82nd St. Thank you all very much! ...But the chivalrous acts aren't really what gets me. The things I truly love about men are all the things you might not recognize as being "lovable" or appealing to women. Such as: 1. The hilarious, obnoxious and totally adorable banter that goes on between two guys when they're playing a video game. If you know that scene from "The 40-Year-Old Virgin" ("I'm ripping your head off now...aaannd now I'm throwing it at your body...F%$K YOU!"), that's it in a nutshell. I know it isn't meant to

No Sleep...
I have been up way too long.. Im so tired but i have so much on my mind not even my meds can help me sleep tonight.. Its 5am and im thinking about bills, moving, the whole boyfriend situation.. (my bf is driving me NUTS!) and sooo much more... It all started about 3 weeks ago.. I started having a strange pain in my back.. Well 2 weeks later the pain had gotten so bad that i couldnt even get up from my bed.. Mom rushed me to the hospital at 4am and they said i sprained my back.. Im now on two pain killers and a muscual relaxer.. The pain isnt n e better when im not on my meds either.. so i dont know what the fuck im gonna do when i run out... Then... My dad called me 3 nights ago about 8pm.. I was at work. He was in the back of a cop car on his way to spend the next 3 months in jail for being the fucktard he is... I was standing in the fitting rooms at work trying not to get caught by a manager for talkin on my phone.. It was kinda hard considering i was crying.. Ok i take tha

Willy Wonka
oompa loompas where true evil, wonka kept them as slaves to do his evil biddingif u acualy watch willy wonka and the choclate factory i mean really watch it youll see that willy wonka is truly sidistic i mean all this terrible shit is hapening to the kids and he just smiles and laughs while the oompa loompas sing

Fair Maiden Album
The Fair Maiden Album that I'm putting togather is just about finish. I will be opening this album on Oct 17 for everyone to see , rate , and comment. If you havn't been put into the album and you would like to be in it the deadline for your pic will be Oct 15. Remember to keep all pic clean so everyone will feel comfortable. Please let M'Lady Tina . Princess Dayna aka Blueeyed Redneck Angel , or myself know if you want your picture added. Thank you, Sir Forrest aka White Knight & M'Lady Tina

This Is A Song I Wrote When I Was 16
This is a song that I wrote when I was only 16. This is the only song I've ever wrote. I've played around with the lyrics a little bit and changed them around here and there, but just read it and tell me what you think. It has no music to it. Knee-Deep in Suicide Bend me, break me, Mold me, make me, These feelings I have inside, They have no place to hide, Considering all my thoughts, It's all your fault. *chorus Cause I'm knee-deep in suicide, Crying tears of black inside, Take off my clothes, Lay me down, Fuck my brains out, While I frown. Get the liquor, Grab a glass, Turn me over, Smack my ass. Beat me, beat me, 1, 2, 3. Beat me, beat me, can't you see? Considering all my thoughts, It's all your fault. Repeat chorus 2x While I frown. While I frown. Considering all my thoughts, It's all your fault.

The Worlds Shortest Fairy Tale
Once upon a time a guy asked a girl "Will you marry me?" The girl said,"NO!" And the guy lived happily ever after and went fishing, hunting and played golf alot and drank beer and farted whenever he wanted. THE END

Art
People like to call me strange I think of myself unique.People like to demoralize others,but they dont know the designs and memories that help him through time.He expresses his feelings of his hurt and his pain through a canvas that at first started plain.They judge by look and by size but they have no Idea what forms of thought and art comes to his mind.In every religion no one shall judge the other this is because in gods eyes we are all sisters and brothers, sinners and lovers,friends and enemies,white or chinese.These things really dont matter with todays youth but as time goes on there is still reports of racism with different views.Why does the color of ones skin make them different then u if u cut him doesnt he bleed?If he is hungry doesnt he eat?We all are equal even though some of us tend to stick in the shadows or dont believe in god or the devil.I hope my art kept u entertained,and I hope my words made u think in a different level.

Moving On
Moving on means moving forward...come what may. I have accepted and come to terms with a few things. I have come to learn that loving someone doesn't mean I have to put up with them being insensitive, incosiderate or disrespectful of me. I have accepted the fact that I may never be something special to someone special again and that I may very well spend the rest of my life alone. I have learned to accept that my children may never have a dad. I have learned that no matter how much you love someone...you can never make them love you in return. I have also learned to give up on men that I meet on here, Myspace and AOL. They're nothing but trouble and most are just douchebags. I won't date anyone I meet online again. Sorry to say this but you're all just fonts now. It's now time for me to shit or get off the pot. Dating has started again. When I say dating I mean "Real" people I didn't meet from the internet in any way shape or form and I will try to live some kind of normal exi

Dame
Baby,Me Atrapas Me Enloqueces con tu cuerpo me tienes Justo En El punto que quieres Donde El Alma se Pierde *Baby Dime Lo Que Piensas Me Estoy Dando Cuenta Eso Que Estas Pensando Ahora Sabes Lo Que Yo Estoy Sintiendo Me Vuelves Loco Con Tu Cruel Movimiento Como Quisiera Con Mis Labios Tocarte Acariciarte Seducirte Y Amarte (Coro:Oh Baby Please *Dame Dame Dame* Quiero Sentie *Dame Dame Dame* Todo De Ti *Quiero Quiero Quiero* Perderme En Tu Pasion Y Tu Deseo *Dame Dame Dame* -Me Llames Me Dices Que Me Quieres Y Que Me Das La Vida Solo Por Tenerme Te Pido Un Poco Mas De Tu Tiempo No Me Ves Que Estoy Muriendo Tan Solo Por Un Beso Es Urgente Tenerte En Mis Brazos Sin Ti Me Voy Hundiendo Despacio -Que Mas De Sino Es Para Siempre Lo Que Sientes Solo Se Que Solo Al Mirarte Quiero Tenerte Pideme Aquello Que Quieras Cuando Quieras si no es Amor Basta Con Tu Pasion....... ;-* *Dame Dame Dame* Quiero Sentie *Dame Dame Dame* Todo De Ti *Quiero Quiero Quiero* Perderme En Tu Pasion Y Tu Dese

This Is A Poem That I Found And Really Liked A Lot...
IF I KNEW If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time! I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will l always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly there's another chance to say ou

Fuck You!!!
Fuck caring. Fuck all these tears ive cried for you. Fuck the lies. I dont need them. Fuck all the times I tried to make shit right. Fuck the pain. Fuck being the only one who EVER stuck up for your ass! Fuck all the I Love You's! Fuck the fact that I gave my heart to someone who just walked all over it. Fuck all the cheating and lying. Fuck all the backstabbing. Fuck all the betrayal. Fuck all the manipulation. Fuck all the trust. Fuck all the feelings that were hurt. Fuck all the trust. Fuck being there for you. Fuck all the late nights spent talking to you. Fuck all the shit I gave up just to be with you. Fuck all the hate. Fuck being LiL Miss Nice Girl!! Fuck Love! Fuck Trust! Fuck Pain! FUCK YOU!!! I GUESS FROM NOW ON IM GOIN TO BE THE BITCH THE LIAR THE CHEATER THE ONE THAT ALWAYS MAKES YOU MAD!! EVERYTHING YOU ALWAYS SAY I DO ANYWAY EVEN WHEN I DIDNT. NOW I AM GOIN TO BE THAT PERSON. THIS IS WHAT YOU HAVE MADE ME BECOME. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW????

Wht Kind Of Flirt R U ?
You Are a Natural Flirt Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt. And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting. Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt. And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive! What Kind of Flirt Are You?

Your My Life...
Your the first thing i think of Each morning when i rise Your the last thing i think of Each night when i close my eyes Your in each thought i have And every breath i take My feelings are growing stronger With every move i make I want to prove I Love You But thats the hardest part So.. Im giving you all i have to give To You.... I GIVE MY HEART. this is just a lil something to show you just how much i love you and that i always will.

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As darkness fills my mind, my thoughts turn to rage. Life has never been kind, will there be another page? Will i wake up to the sun, shining bright in my face? Or will i die on the run, from something giving chase? I debate on my choices, which way should i go? What are my chances, Of recovering from this blow? Nothing i have ever thought, has turned out to be true. I never knew what i had caught, Intill I met you. But you are slowly fading, away from my embrace. I cant stop you slipping, I see the tears on your face. I want to tell u something, But i dont know if it is right. I want to say I love you, And that i will put up a fight. But seriously can i do that, And make u wait for happiness? I know you guys got a past, And that bring me pure sadness. I want to be strong and show you, that its your choice to make. I dont want to tell u what to do, follow your heart for heavens sake. I will be here tommorrow, when you call my name. I dont want to bring