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Just Fyi
I was on my way out of the house at like 1 am and i somehow went on the opposite side of the road up on a hill and my car rolled down the hill. Luckily someone was there practically right after it happened and called the ambulance. I was helicoptered to St. Johns. I was in a coma for about a month. I broke 3 ribs and punctured my left lung. I messed up my head- I hurt the pons in my brain and i broke my 2nd vertabrae - which is lucky cause that could have killed me or paralyzed me. I some how ended up out of the car and under the hood and my left arm got 3rd degree burns on it and I had to have a graf from my thigh for that. They think thet while I was in the coma I had a stroke on my left side as well. I didn't get out of the hospital till Nov.18th. I also broke my jaw in 2 places and had to have that fixed and my mouth was wired shut for a while. Yeah luckily I don't remember the accident or how I got in it and no one saw it. I also don't remember the whole month or more before th

Walnut-cheese Spinach Salad
Original recipe yield: 8 servings PREP TIME 15 Min READY IN 15 Min INGREDIENTS * 2 cups fresh raspberries * 1/3 cup sugar * 1/3 cup vegetable oil * 2 tablespoons white wine vinegar or cider vinegar * 1/4 teaspoon Worcestershire sauce * 1 (6 ounce) package fresh baby spinach * 1 small red onion, thinly sliced, pulled into rings * 1/2 cup crumbled feta cheese * 1/2 cup chopped walnuts DIRECTIONS 1. In a saucepan over medium heat, bring raspberries and sugar to a boil. Cook for 1 minute. Strain and discard pulp. In a blender, combine the raspberry juice, oil, vinegar and Worcestershire sauce if desired; covered and process until smooth. 2. In a salad bowl, combine the spinach, onion, cheese and walnuts. Drizzle with desired amount of dressing; toss to coat. Refrigerate any remaining dressing.

Pea 'n' Cheese Salad
Original recipe yield: 8 servings PREP TIME 10 Min READY IN 10 Min INGREDIENTS * 1 (20 ounce) package frozen peas, thawed * 1 cup chopped celery * 2 hard-cooked eggs, chopped * 1/4 cup chopped green onions * 1 cup cubed Cheddar cheese * 1/2 cup thinly sliced radishes * 1 cup mayonnaise * 3 tablespoons sweet pickle relish * 1 teaspoon sugar * 1 teaspoon seasoned salt * 1 teaspoon ground mustard DIRECTIONS 1. In a bowl, combine the first six ingredients. In a small bowl, combine the mayonnaise, relish and seasonings. Stir into pea mixture. Cover and refrigerate until serving.

Will You Be Watching?
Will you be watching, While I cry Will you be watching, The Day I die? Will you be watching When I do good Will you be watching When I think I could Change the World Today? Will you be watching And always stay? Copyright Christina Schnitz 1997 (haha, one of my first)

Texas Ranch Potato Salad
Original recipe yield: 16 servings PREP TIME 30 Min COOK TIME 30 Min READY IN 1 Hr NGREDIENTS * 1 (1 ounce) package ranch dressing mix * 2 cups mayonnaise * 3/4 cup chopped green onion * 1 pound bacon slices * 5 pounds unpeeled red potatoes DIRECTIONS 1. Bring a large pot of lightly salted water to a boil. Add whole potatoes, and cook until tender, 15 to 20 minutes. Drain, run under cold water to cool, and chop into 1 inch cubes. Transfer to a large serving bowl, and refrigerate until completely chilled, about 2 hours. 2. In a small bowl, stir together the ranch dressing mix, mayonnaise and green onion. Cover, and refrigerate for about 2 hours to blend flavors. 3. Wrap bacon in paper towels and place on a plate. Cook in the microwave until crisp, about 15 minutes depending on the power of your microwave. Cool. 4. Stir the mayonnaise mixture into the bowl of potatoes. Crumble bacon into the bowl, and stir to distribute. Serve. S

Fruity Spinach Salad
Original recipe yield: 2 servings PREP TIME 15 Min READY IN 15 Min INGREDIENTS * 3 cups loosely packed baby spinach * 1/4 cup sliced celery * 1/3 cup canned mandarin oranges * 1/2 medium apple, cubed * 1/4 cup seedless red or green grapes, halved * 2 tablespoons sliced almonds, toasted * 1/4 cup reduced fat raspberry vinaigrette DIRECTIONS 1. Divide the spinach, celery, oranges, apple and grapes between two salad plates. Sprinkle with almonds. Drizzle with dressing. Nutritional Analysis: One serving (1-1/2 cups) equals 130 calories, 4 g fat (trace saturated fat), 0 cholesterol, 547 mg sodium, 23 g carbohydrate, 5 g fiber, 3 g protein. Diabetic Exchanges: 1-1/2 fruit, 1 fat.

Set Me Free
The lid on my box Is held in place tight, I cannot hear any sounds Nor see any light. I cry out for help you see, But all I hear is Silence Echoing. It's hard to move I am chained down tight, All of my dreams Have disapeared Into the Night All I need to be saved Is for you to love me Thats all it takes To set me Free! Copyright Christina Miller 2006

Steak Salad
Original recipe yield: 4 servings PREP TIME 30 Min COOK TIME 5 Min READY IN 35 Min INGREDIENTS * 1 1/2 pounds beef sirloin steak * 8 cups romaine lettuce, torn into bite-size pieces * 6 roma (plum) tomatoes, sliced * 1/2 cup sliced fresh mushrooms * 3/4 cup crumbled blue cheese * 1/4 cup walnuts * * 1/3 cup vegetable oil * 3 tablespoons red wine vinegar * 2 tablespoons lemon juice * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/8 teaspoon ground black pepper * 3 teaspoons Worcestershire sauce * 1/8 teaspoon liquid smoke flavoring DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven on broiler setting. Broil steaks for 3 to 5 minutes per side, or to desired doneness. Allow to cool, then slice into bite-size pieces. 2. On chilled plates, arrange lettuce, tomatoes, and mushrooms. Sprinkle with blue cheese and walnuts. Top with steak slices. 3. In a small bowl, whisk together oil, vinegar, lemon juice, salt, pepper, Worcestershire sauce, and

Nasty Poem Dirty!!!
sky is blue Water is wet I'll make you cum I'll make you sweat Pressed up against my body Movin up and down Slowly but firmly We'll move the ground Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!

6 Weird Habits About Me
1.when im really tired, i laugh a lot. 2.i love to sing, so i sing every where i go. 3. i need a fan on to go to sleep. 4.i need to shave my legs every other day, i hate it when my legs feel rough. 5.im obsessed with usher, he is so sexy. 6. i put on lips gloss on every where i go. Each player in this game starts wit 6 weird things or habits about themselves.People who r tagged should write a blog wit their own 6 weird habbits,and statew this rule clearly.Choose 6 people to be tagged list their names ,leave thema comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details.its fun I choose to tag Dr. West,kool j, what's really good, speakupiwannknowifyoucankeepup,da tekas pussy beater and girbaud

Please Help!!!!!!
I am in need of some MAJOR help. My friend who is keeping my dog for me is movin nect week and can't take my dog with her. I have a place for my dog here but i'm not able to go get my dog right now...(don't have the funds) it will only take 200 dollars for gas there and back. if ANYONE is able to help in anyway please let me know....thank u SOOOOO much and while ur at it, would u please go vote for him in the favorite pet contest...it would mean so much to me....http://lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=235209&albumid=61354&i=1252864575

Oh So Great....
I'm rather confused on what to write.... So with that in mind, this might get a bit off course. One second on key with an interest of Vampirism, Then the next, Bitching and moaning over some petty emo drama.. Isn't that ever so intriguing..Makes you wanna leap for joy. So I begin with the first topic..The beginning stages, The introduction. I've grown immuned to the outbreak of malice within me, Ok, I lied there.. I don't think I'll ever adapt to this diagnosis. But who the hell cares, Right? As long as I'm keeping to my ownself. Thats considerate of me, Who ever thought I had such a state, one worthwhile paying attention to, Just for a mere split second, come on, admit it. You were intrigued.. No? Awe struck? This is me, As an individual, Presented as humane, Not as a disturbed being. Which I came to realization, it's nearly impossiable to see me not being. But I decided to come out of the shell, Unprotected to the ridiculing speeches, and the pointing of fingers. I've a

Caramel Pie
A rich pie that tastes like caramels." Original recipe yield: 1 - 9 inch pie PREP TIME 25 Min READY IN NGREDIENTS * 3 tablespoons butter * 4 tablespoons sifted all-purpose flour * 1 cup white sugar * 1 egg * 1 cup milk * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1 (9 inch) pie crust, baked DIRECTIONS 1. Cream together butter or margarine, flour, and sugar. 2. Slightly beat egg, and add it plus milk to creamed mixture. 3. Cook over medium heat, stirring constantly until thickened. Cool, and add vanilla. 4. Pour into baked pie crust. Refrigerate. Serve with whipped cream. number of stars READ REVIEWS (11) * REVIEW/RATE THIS RECIPE * SAVE TO RECIPE BOX * ADD TO SHOPPING LIST * ADD A PERSONAL NOTE * POST A RECIPE PHOTO * POST A FAVORITE FOODS LIST * CREATE A MENU my allrecipes NUTRITION INFORMATION Servings Per Recipe: 8 Amount Per Serving Calories: 256 * Total Fat: 10.7g

Fudge Truffle Cheesecake
Original recipe yield: 14 servings PREP TIME 30 Min COOK TIME 1 Hr READY IN 2 Hrs INGREDIENTS * 1 1/2 cups vanilla wafer crumbs * 1/2 cup confectioners' sugar * 1/3 cup unsweetened cocoa powder * 1/3 cup butter, softened * 2 cups semi-sweet chocolate chips * 3 (8 ounce) packages cream cheese * 1 (14 ounce) can sweetened condensed milk * 4 eggs * 2 teaspoons vanilla extract DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 300 degrees F (150 degrees C). 2. In a large mixing bowl, mix together crushed vanilla wafers, confectioners' sugar, cocoa, and butter or margarine by hand. Press ingredients into a 9 inch springform pan. 3. In the top of a double boiler, melt the chocolate chips, making sure that they are very smooth. 4. In a large bowl, beat cream cheese until fluffy with an electric mixer. Gradually beat in condensed milk until smooth. Mix in melted chocolate, eggs, and vanilla. Beat with electric mixer on low speed until th

The Watcher
No matter where I stand He sees me, And if I run He follows. I cannot hide He knows where I'll be. No matter how tightly I close my eyes, I can see him. Feel his eyes staring Cold, emotionless. No matter what I do He's there All around me Inside me His presence is felt, And it's suffocating. Copyright Christina Miller 2006

Dutch Babies
Original recipe yield: 2 servings PREP TIME 8 Min COOK TIME 12 Min READY IN 20 Min INGREDIENTS * 2 eggs * 1/2 cup milk * 1/2 cup sifted all-purpose flour * 1 pinch ground nutmeg * 1 pinch salt * 2 tablespoons butter * 2 tablespoons confectioners' sugar for dusting DIRECTIONS 1. Place a 10 inch cast iron skillet inside oven and preheat oven to 475 degrees F (245 degrees C). 2. In a medium bowl, beat eggs with a whisk until light. Add milk and stir. Gradually whisk in flour, nutmeg and salt. 3. Remove skillet from oven and reduce oven heat to 425 degrees F (220 degrees C). Melt butter in hot skillet so that inside of skillet is completely coated with butter. Pour all the batter in the skillet and return skillet to oven. 4. Bake until puffed and lightly browned, about 12 minutes. Remove promptly and sprinkle with powdered sugar. Servings Per Recipe: 2 Amount Per Serving Calories: 352 * Total Fat: 18.2g

If U____me
> > IF U _____ME? > > love me................leave a love message > > like me.................leave a sweet comment > > want to bang me......leave a message > > wanna date me....... leave your number > > wanna marry me....leave a "will you marry me?" message > > think im sexy.................leave a comment on one of my piics > > care about me ....................leave a caring comment > > hate me................kiss my ass > > REPOST THIS AND SEE HOW MANY MESSAGES/COMMENTS YOU RECIEVE

Easy Pumpkin Cream Pie
Original recipe yield: 1 - 9 inch pie PREP TIME 10 Min READY IN 5 Hrs 10 Min INGREDIENTS * 1 (9 inch) graham cracker crust * 1 (15 ounce) can LIBBY'S® 100% Pure Pumpkin * 1 (5 ounce) package instant vanilla pudding mix * 1 cup milk * 1 teaspoon pumpkin pie spice * 2 cups frozen non-dairy whipped topping * fresh raspberries (optional) DIRECTIONS 1. COMBINE pumpkin, pudding mix, milk and pumpkin pie spice in large mixer bowl; beat for 1 minute or until blended. Fold in 1 1/2 cups whipped topping. Spoon into crust. Freeze for at least 4 hours or until firm. Let stand in refrigerator 1 hour before serving. Garnish with remaining whipped topping and raspberries. Serve immediately.

Eternity
The icy glare That stops my heart, The painful words Spoken as we part. The tears that fall So gracefully, Moments lost To you and me. I cried again And begged for you I pushed and shoved I made it through. Then you looked at me I wanted to die. All I wanted Was one more try, But you gave me that icy glare It stops my heart You don't even care. Then the tears then fell So gracefully And all are moments Lost for eternity. Copyright Christina Miller 2006

Pecan Pie
Original recipe yield: 1 - 9 inch pie PREP TIME 15 Min COOK TIME 40 Min READY IN 1 Hr 5 Min INGREDIENTS * 1 cup light brown sugar * 1/4 cup white sugar * 1/2 cup butter * 2 eggs * 1 tablespoon all-purpose flour * 1 tablespoon milk * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1 cup chopped pecans DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). 2. In a large bowl, beat eggs until foamy, and stir in melted butter. Stir in the brown sugar, white sugar and the flour; mix well. Last add the milk, vanilla and nuts. 3. Pour into an unbaked 9-in pie shell. Bake in preheated oven for 10 minutes at 400 degrees, then reduce temperature to 350 degrees and bake for 30 to 40 minutes, or until done.

Key Lime Pie With Real Butter
Original recipe yield: 1 - 9-inch pie READY IN 4 Hrs INGREDIENTS * 2 cups vanilla wafers * 1 cup slivered almonds * 1/3 cup real butter, melted * 2 (3 ounce) packages cream cheese, softened * 1/4 cup real butter, softened * 1 (14 ounce) can EAGLE BRAND® Sweetened Condensed Milk (NOT evaporated milk) * 1/3 cup lime juice * clear plastic wrap * Garnishes: * 1 lime wedges * 1 twist lime curls * 1 cup thawed whipped topping DIRECTIONS 1. In food processor bowl, add vanilla wafers and process until ground. Add almonds; process coarsely ground. Transfer to a large bowl; add 1/3 cup melted butter and stir well. Press crumb mixture on bottom and up sides of a 9-inch pie plate. Bake at 350 degrees for 10 minutes or until lightly browned; cool. 2. In clean food processor bowl, add cream cheese and remaining 1/4 cup butter. Cover and process until fluffy, scraping sides of bowl as necessary. Add EAGLE BRAND® and lime j

Pink Pie
Original recipe yield: 1 - 9 inch pie PREP TIME 10 Min READY IN 10 Min INGREDIENTS * 1/2 cup boiling water * 1 (3 ounce) package strawberry flavored gelatin mix * 1 cup white sugar * 1/4 cup lemon juice * 1 (12 fluid ounce) can cold evaporated milk * 1 (9 inch) prepared graham cracker crust DIRECTIONS 1. In a medium bowl, mix boiling water, strawberry gelatin, sugar and lemon juice. Stir until dissolved. 2. In a large bowl, whip evaporated milk with electric mixer until it achieves the consistency of whipped cream. Fold in the strawberry gelatin mixture. Pour into pie shell and refrigerate for 2 to 4 hours before serving.

Banana Cream Pie
Original recipe yield: 1 - 9 inch deep dish pie PREP TIME 30 Min COOK TIME 30 Min READY IN 1 Hr INGREDIENTS * 1 (9 inch) deep dish pie crust, baked and cooled * 2/3 cup white sugar * 1/4 cup cornstarch * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 3 cups milk * 4 egg yolks, beaten * 2 tablespoons butter * 1 large banana, sliced * * 4 egg whites * 1/4 teaspoon cream of tartar * 1/2 cup white sugar * 1/4 teaspoon vanilla extract DIRECTIONS 1. In a large saucepan or double boiler combine sugar, cornstarch and salt. Mix well, then stir in milk and egg yolks. Whisk until all ingredients are thoroughly combined. Cook over medium heat, stirring constantly, until mixture is thickened. Remove from heat and stir in butter and 1 tablespoon vanilla. 2. Preheat oven to 400 degrees F (200 degrees C.) Pour half of custard into baked pie shell. Cover with sliced banana. Spread remaining custard over banana layer. 3. In a large glass

Apple Pie
Original recipe yield: 1 - 9 inch pie PREP TIME 30 Min COOK TIME 1 Hr READY IN 1 Hr 30 Min INGREDIENTS * 1 recipe pastry for a 9 inch double crust pie * 1/2 cup unsalted butter * 3 tablespoons all-purpose flour * 1/4 cup water * 1/2 cup white sugar * 1/2 cup packed brown sugar * 8 Granny Smith apples - peeled, cored and sliced DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 425 degrees F (220 degrees C). Melt the butter in a saucepan. Stir in flour to form a paste. Add water, white sugar and brown sugar, and bring to a boil. Reduce temperature and let simmer. 2. Place the bottom crust in your pan. Fill with apples, mounded slightly. Cover with a lattice work of crust. Gently pour the sugar and butter liquid over the crust. Pour slowly so that it does not run off. 3. Bake 15 minutes in the preheated oven. Reduce the temperature to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Continue baking for 35 to 45 minutes, until apples are soft. Baking pie is a r

New York Cheesecake
Original recipe yield: 1 - 9 inch springform pan PREP TIME 30 Min COOK TIME 1 Hr READY IN 7 Hrs 30 Min INGREDIENTS * 15 graham crackers, crushed * 2 tablespoons butter, melted * * 4 (8 ounce) packages cream cheese * 1 1/2 cups white sugar * 3/4 cup milk * 4 eggs * 1 cup sour cream * 1 tablespoon vanilla extract * 1/4 cup all-purpose flour DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Grease a 9 inch springform pan. 2. In a medium bowl, mix graham cracker crumbs with melted butter. Press onto bottom of springform pan. 3. In a large bowl, mix cream cheese with sugar until smooth. Blend in milk, and then mix in the eggs one at a time, mixing just enough to incorporate. Mix in sour cream, vanilla and flour until smooth. Pour filling into prepared crust. 4. Bake in preheated oven for 1 hour. Turn the oven off, and let cake cool in oven with the door closed for 5 to 6 hours; this prevents cracki

Chocolate Cavity Maker Cake
Original recipe yield: 1 - 10 inch Bundt pan PREP TIME 30 Min COOK TIME 1 Hr READY IN 2 Hrs INGREDIENTS * 1 (18.25 ounce) package dark chocolate cake mix * 1 (3.9 ounce) package instant chocolate pudding mix * 1 (16 ounce) container sour cream * 3 eggs * 1/3 cup vegetable oil * 1/2 cup coffee flavored liqueur * 2 cups semisweet chocolate chips DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Grease and flour a 10 inch Bundt pan. 2. In a large bowl, combine cake mix, pudding mix, sour cream, eggs, oil and coffee liqueur. Beat until ingredients are well blended. Fold in chocolate chips. Batter will be thick. Spoon into prepared pan. 3. Bake in preheated oven for 1 hour, or until cake springs back when lightly tapped. Cool 10 minutes in pan, then turn out and cool completely on wire rack.

Holiday 3-some
Now we have been 2 weeks in Italy on vacation. It was really cool. We lay every day on the beach and sunned ourselves. Besides, we observed the people. One day we came again to our normal place at the beach and there we saw 2 young boys just a few meters beside us. After a short time my wife oversee that both of them noticed us. My wife said to me, that she will bring both of them in embarrassment. She turned her couch in such a way that both of them could look exactly between her legs. She lay down and spread her legs easily. As she wore a string they could see her nice pussy and I observed both of them through my sunglasses. They looked exactly between her legs as if they had never seen such a thing before. As I dropped down my glasses, both were embarrassed and looked suddenly in another direction. After a short time I put on the glasses again and read a newspaper. Besides, we observed both. Then my wife sway her feet like this, so that 2 boys were able to see her pussy open and

Spinach And Strawberry Salad
Original recipe yield: 8 servings PREP TIME 10 Min READY IN 10 Min INGREDIENTS * 2 bunches spinach, rinsed and torn into bite-size pieces * 4 cups sliced strawberries * 1/2 cup vegetable oil * 1/4 cup white wine vinegar * 1/2 cup white sugar * 1/4 teaspoon paprika * 2 tablespoons sesame seeds * 1 tablespoon poppy seeds DIRECTIONS 1. In a large bowl, toss together the spinach and strawberries. 2. In a medium bowl, whisk together the oil, vinegar, sugar, paprika, sesame seeds, and poppy seeds. Pour over the spinach and strawberries, and toss to coat.

Big Soft Ginger Cookies
Original recipe yield: 2 dozen PREP TIME 15 Min COOK TIME 10 Min READY IN 50 Min INGREDIENTS * 2 1/4 cups all-purpose flour * 2 teaspoons ground ginger * 1 teaspoon baking soda * 3/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon * 1/2 teaspoon ground cloves * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 3/4 cup margarine, softened * 1 cup white sugar * 1 egg * 1 tablespoon water * 1/4 cup molasses * 2 tablespoons white sugar DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Sift together the flour, ginger, baking soda, cinnamon, cloves, and salt. Set aside. 2. In a large bowl, cream together the margarine and 1 cup sugar until light and fluffy. Beat in the egg, then stir in the water and molasses. Gradually stir the sifted ingredients into the molasses mixture. Shape dough into walnut sized balls, and roll them in the remaining 2 tablespoons of sugar. Place the cookies 2 inches apart onto an ungreased cookie sheet, and flatten slightly.

!!!!pet Picture Preview Part Three!!!thank Yous!!!9th Day Of !!!hazels Cutest Pet Contest!!!
These are the third set of entries into my contest. I will have the another preview tomorrow. Get Your Own! | View Slideshow Smokey Hazel Ice@ LostCherry 9th day of !!!Hazels Cutest Pet Contest!!! !!!!Pet Picture Preview Part Three!!!Thank Yous!!! Nineth Day It is the nineth day of the contest and there are not any new updates today but be sure to check the update from the past couple of days. Voting shall start at 12:01 sunday. There are now only two days left to enter so be sure ot get those entries in. A few of you have pending enteries few a few days ago and I am waiting for a response back from you. Please respond back by the deadline. For those of you that are already entered in my contest, thank you and good luck!!! Be reay to start campaigning soon. Thank Yous Some of you have been reposting my bulletin. Thank you so much!!! You guys are so sweet and nice, I love all of my new freinds on Lost Cherry so much! the following are the people tha

A Good Feeling For Someone Wrong
I'm attached. There's no doubting it. And i'm stuck. We aren't talking. He's leaving. I miss him - TERRIBLY. I've lived without talking to him before. I know i can, but i don't want to. Did i react badly? yeah, i guess i did. I'm trying to make life go on - but i compare every guy to him - physically and to his personality. it was predominantly sex, yes i will admit. did we have good times? yeah! i dropped by to see him one day out of the blue over the summer. he didn't seem to mind then.... why does he mind so much now? i want to cry, only i know it won't make anything better or worse. there aren't any tears to cry for him. It's not really worth it, but he won't get out of my head!!!! god i want him, so bad. maybe just physically.... but damn. he's amazing.

Chicken Cordon Bleu Ii
Original recipe yield: 6 servings PREP TIME 15 Min COOK TIME 45 Min READY IN 1 Hr INGREDIENTS * 6 skinless, boneless chicken breast halves * 6 slices Swiss cheese * 6 slices ham * 3 tablespoons all-purpose flour * 1 teaspoon paprika * 6 tablespoons butter * 1/2 cup dry white wine * 1 teaspoon chicken bouillon granules * 1 tablespoon cornstarch * 1 cup heavy whipping cream DIRECTIONS 1. Pound chicken breasts if they are too thick. Place a cheese and ham slice on each breast within 1/2 inch of the edges. Fold the edges of the chicken over the filling, and secure with toothpicks. Mix the flour and paprika in a small bowl, and coat the chicken pieces. 2. Heat the butter in a large skillet over medium-high heat, and cook the chicken until browned on all sides. Add the wine and bouillon. Reduce heat to low, cover, and simmer for 30 minutes, until chicken is no longer pink and juices run clear. 3. Remove the toothp

What To Do
what do you do when the pain consumes what do you do when the hate consumes what do you do when the fear consumes what do you do when the love consumes All i know is fear all i know is hate do i know love what is love, i think love is dreaming, knowing when to say goodbye, love is compromise, love is not being able to breath till i know your ok, love is not knowing what will happen tomorrow but being ok with that as long as your with me, love is not caring what you did yesterday but caring what you've done since we met, love is no matter where you are your still in my heart, love is painfull but im willing to deal with it, love is fear, love does not have any name but yours, will love consume me will love overtake my pain and hurt my fear and my hate love knows no time but i will have to wait and see.

Florentine Artichoke Dip
Original recipe yield: 4 cups PREP TIME 10 Min COOK TIME 25 Min READY IN 35 Min INGREDIENTS * 1 (10 ounce) package frozen chopped spinach - thawed, drained and squeezed dry * 1 (14 ounce) can artichoke hearts, drained and chopped * 3 cloves garlic, minced * 1/2 cup mayonnaise * 2 (8 ounce) packages cream cheese, softened * 2 tablespoons lemon juice * 1 cup grated Parmesan cheese DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 375 degrees F (190 degrees C). Lightly grease a 7x11 inch baking dish. 2. In a medium bowl, mix together the cream cheese and mayonnaise until smooth. Mix in the artichoke hearts, spinach and Parmesan cheese. Season with garlic and lemon juice. Spread evenly into the prepared baking dish. 3. Bake covered for 20 minutes. Remove the cover, and let the dish bake uncovered for 5 more minutes, or until the surface is lightly browned.

Future Of Money By Bernard Lietaer
I hadnt realised till I read this book just how ignorant I was as to were money came from and the chapter on the Information Age is quite interesting The Future of Money: Creating New Wealth, Work and a Wiser World The Future of Money: Creating New Wealth, Work, and a Wiser World by Bernard Lietaer The following bullets are reality-checks extracted from The Future of Money (published in January 2001, also available in German from http://www.futuremoney.de), illustrating the dramatic changes we face in the near future. * Your money's value is determined by a global casino of unprecedented proportions: $2 trillion are traded per day in foreign exchange markets, 100 times more than the trading volume of all the stockmarkets of the world combined. Only 2% of these foreign exchange transactions relate to the "real" economy reflecting movements of real goods and services in the world, and 98% are purely speculative. This global casino is triggering the foreign exchange

Ultimate Twice Baked Potatoes
Original recipe yield: 8 servings PREP TIME 15 Min COOK TIME 1 Hr 15 Min READY IN 1 Hr 30 Min INGREDIENTS * 4 large baking potatoes * 8 slices bacon * 1 cup sour cream * 1/2 cup milk * 4 tablespoons butter * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/2 teaspoon pepper * 1 cup shredded Cheddar cheese, divided * 8 green onions, sliced, divided DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). 2. Bake potatoes in preheated oven for 1 hour. 3. Meanwhile, place bacon in a large, deep skillet. Cook over medium high heat until evenly brown. Drain, crumble and set aside. 4. When potatoes are done allow them to cool for 10 minutes. Slice potatoes in half lengthwise and scoop the flesh into a large bowl; save skins. To the potato flesh add sour cream, milk, butter, salt, pepper, 1/2 cup cheese and 1/2 the green onions. Mix with a hand mixer until well blended and creamy. Spoon the mixture into the potato skins. Top each with rem

All Blogged Out!
Too much temptation,too many liars,too many unfaithful ppl,too many desperate fuks,too many hotties,too many fakes,too many singles,too many sluts!too much distraction and too many nice guys!! one of the cool things about LC is the feature that allows u to see whos viewing your page so basically i DONT have to show my face ass or tits on my page to get all the hotties to view my page all i have to do is LOOK at the hotties webpages and they'll view mine COOL SHIT MANDINGO! hahaha im pmsing...bare with me...

Trible_xxx-lafa-fox-99
TODAY I LOST VERY GOOD PERSON WE SNED WITH US ABOUT 17 YEAR WITH US BROTHERS FRIENDS EVERY THING WE CAN SAY TO BE CLOSE TO YOUR HEART I SET TODAY ALONE WITH HIM BEFORE HE DIED WE LAUGHING WITH US WE SAID SOME JOKES TO US NOTHING WRONG I GO HE GO AFTER 40 MINUTE HE DIED I DONT KNOW WHY I THINK IAM ALONE ON THIS WORLD ALONE NOW IAM VERY SORRY CAUSE THAT HAPPENED I CANT BRING HIM BACK AGAIN IT IS THE LAST BETWEEN US

Winning By Sharing By Leon Benjamin
I met Leon about three years ago in London for a networking meeting and if you have an interest in the future of work, and the network economy then have a read of this. If you check out the chapter on the Network Economy, its pretty interesting. I must admit I was quite shocked when he showed me the draft copy as I found out he had written a chapter about myself, it was a bit freaky. Winning by Sharing book highlights

I Had To Blog This Cuz It's So True Thank You Narco.
Why A Woman Cries A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God answered, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without com

Grow Up!!!
SORRY BUT I AM GOING ON A RANT AND RAVING AGAIN ABOUT PEOPLE...I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE,ESPECIALLY GUYS, THAT WONT TALK TO YOU BECAUSE YOU DONT HAVE A CAM OR WONT TAKE CERTAIN PICS FOR THEM.....COME ON GROW THE FUCK UP!!!! WE SHOULDNT HAVE TO LOWER OURSELVES TO HAVE SO CALLED FRIENDS...

How The Body Clears Energy
Whole-Self Well-Being Whole-self well-being is, in part, the result of a harmonious flow of energy between our physical and mental selves. When this flow is thrown out of balance for any reason, the body and mind react to one another rather than act cooperatively. Ongoing stress, sadness, anxiety, excitement, and fear can overwhelm the cerebral self, causing traumatic energy to be channeled into the body. The body then responds by taking steps to organically dispel the energy that has burdened it and expressing it by means of physical symptoms such as illness, fatigue, or disease. In some cases, these symptoms can simply be allowed to run their natural course and recovery will come about naturally. In most instances, however, health and wellness can only be restored by a dual course of treatment that acknowledges both the physical manifestations of energy clearing and the underlying emotional causes. Many of the ailments we experience over the course of our lives can be indicative

Your Everything~keith Urban
The first time I looked in your eyes I knew that I would do anything for you The first time you touched my face I felt what I never felt with anyone else I wanna give back what you've given to me & I wanna witness all of your dreams Now that you've shown me who I really am I wanna be more than just your man I wanna be the wind that fills your sails & be the hand that lifts your veil be the moon that moves your tide the sun comin up in your eyes be the wheel that never rusts be the spark that lights you up all that you've been dreaming of & more so much more I wanna be your everything When you wake up I'll be the first thing you see & when it gets dark you can reach out to me I'll cherish your words & I'll finish your thoughts & I'll be your compass baby when you get lost I wanna be the wind that fills your sails & be the hand that lifts your veil be the moon that moves your tide the sun comin up in your eyes be the wheel

The Priceless Gift
By Irene (Seida) Carlson I love to give and receive presents; they are always so much fun to open. One day my grandson, Justin, sent me six dollars and thirty cents. I could not think of one good reason why he would send me that amount of money. I thought about it for a couple of days and then called my grandson. I asked him, "Why did you send Grandma six dollars and thirty cents?" Justin told me that I always did such nice things for him, that he wanted to give me everything he had. After hanging up the phone, this old grandma sat down and had a good cry. I knew in my heart that I would never again receive a gift given with such pure and innocent love.

Life
Remember... Once you get over the hill, you'll begin to pick up speed. I love cooking with wine. Sometimes I even put some in the food. ...If it weren't for STRESS I'd have no energy at all. Whatever hits the fan... Will Not Be Evenly Distributed. Everyone has a photographic memory. Some, like me, just don't have any film I always know.. God won't give me more than I can handle There are times I just wish He didn't trust me quite so much. Dogs Have Owners ~ Cats Have Staff If the shoe fits... buy a pair in every color. Never be too open-minded, your brains may fall out. Just going to church doesn't make you a Christian. Not any more than standing in a garage makes you a car. Bills travel through the mail... at twice the speed of checks. If you look like your passport picture... you probably need the trip. Some days are a total waste of makeup. Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it. A balanced diet is a cookie in e

I'm A November Baby :o)
JANUARY BABY Pretty/Handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality. FEBRUARY BABY Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Rep

Bell 4!!!...
A FIREMAN came home from work one day and told his wife, "You know, we have a wonderful system at the fire station: BELL 1 rings and we all put on our jackets, BELL 2 rings and we all slide down the pole, BELL 3 rings and we're on the fire truck ready to go. "From now on when I say BELL 1, I want you to strip naked. When say BELL 2, I want you to jump in bed. And when I say BELL 3, we are going to make love all night." The next night he came home from work and yelled, "BELL 1!" The wife promptly took all her clothes off. When he yelled "BELL 2!", the wife jumped into bed. When he yelled "BELL 3!", they began making love. After a few minutes the wife yelled "BELL 4!" "What the hell is BELL 4?" asked the husband? "ROLL OUT MORE HOSE," she replied, "YOU'RE NOWHERE NEAR THE FIRE."

What Ever's Clever?!!!
I could go on for ever complaining but who gives a damn or has the time nobody and no one so what If I get down feel like ending it sometimes big fuckin deal find a bigger guy beat his ass and live on. That's always been my philosophy anyways. Now I have to change all that though and its wierd I bottle up my rage and talk to shrinks that seems crazier than taking it out on others to me but then what can I do I Have 2 kids who love me dearly and I have to support them. There mom wont. So its all me. I am divorced now, single again, I am returning to college in the psychology field. Yes folks I am gonna make some deep pockets in my life. I am majoring in Parapsychology which has always been an intrest scince the second grade so I should do good in school. MySpace Comments Graphics Till next time all. Peace Out T II aka The Shackled Spirit

Sharing Your Gift With Others
The gifts we are born with and those that we work to develop throughout our lives vary in form and function. Some we find use for every day while others are only useful in specific circumstances. Yet many times we overlook opportunities to share our unique gifts with others. It may be fear of criticism that holds us back or the paralyzing weight of uncertainty. Ultimately, we doubt that our innate talents and practiced skills can truly add value to others' lives. But it is the world as a whole that benefits when we willingly share our gifts. Whether you have been blessed with the ability to awaken beautiful emotions in others through art or industry, or your aptitudes transmit more practical advantages, your gifts are a part of who you are. As you make use of those gifts as best you can, be assured that your contribution to worldly well-being will not be overlooked. Your personal power is defined in part by your gifts. To use your talents is to demonstrate to the world that you unde

Embracing Happiness
You may struggle with low energy, due to a sense of disappointment or frustration with your circumstances. You may feel let down that others are not meeting your expectations, or you could simply need some time alone to restore your energy and optimism. Your feelings of disappointment may also reveal a tendency to place too much emphasis on your surroundings to provide a sense of happiness and contentment, and you may want to spend some time exploring these concepts. Simply think about the source of your sadness and ask yourself if you are doing everything you can to provide your own inner happiness or if you are waiting until your circumstances shift to feel content. By acknowledging that we are in charge of our own happiness, regardless of our circumstances, we are able to choose a more fulfilling mind-set. We often make the mistake of waiting for events or people in our lives to make us happy, when our happiness is truly created within us. While our loved ones and beneficial circ

Suicide Prevention
This is something I take very seriously!!!!!!!! I have lost 2 brothers,within a couple of years of each other,to suiside and it is DEVASTATING to family and friends. Please take this serious and pass it along. You never know who you could be helping. Much Love,Bill Suicide Prevention: How You Can Help by Barb Chandler Do you know what the warning signs of suicide are and what to do if you spot them in someone you know? The first step is learning the myths and realities of suicide. Myths About Suicide Myths about suicide can lead well-intentioned people to handle a suicide crisis improperly. Here are some of the most common ones: Myth: Asking suicidal people if they are thinking about committing suicide will put ideas in their heads. "If you suspect depression and/or suicidal thinking, the best thing to do is to ask the person directly," says Sandra Simz, LCSW, clinical consultant at Yolo County Suicide Prevention in California. "Suicide is dealt with most effectivel

Juggalos
A Juggalo is someone who lives for themself, meaning they realize that if you care what other people think about you and try hard to be accepted, then you will always be a slave to your own mind. A Juggalo is someone who enjoys life to the fullest they possibly can and stops "to smell the roses"(meaning living your life in the moment). It's not about having all the gear, posters, albums and trivia knowledge. You don't have to know what faygo or a neden is or even have ever heard of psychopatic records in order to be a Juggalo. A Juggalo is an enlightened/reawakened person with a discovered wisdom beyond their years. Yes, there are hound dogs who haven't discoved what the dark carnival is really about and perhaps sadly, never will and just really want to belong somewhere and have a loving family they never had. That is what you find with the fam-MMFL. Sure, there are many posers/'trashy people' around at shows and mini-gatherings, but a real juggalo would show them love anyway in order

Grandma's Apron
I don't think our kids today know what an apron is. The principal use of Grandma's apron was to protect the dress underneath, but along with that, it served as a potholder for removing hot pans from the oven. It was wonderful for drying children's tears, and on occasion was even used for cleaning out dirty ears. From the chicken coop, the apron was used for carrying eggs, fussy chicks and sometimes half-hatched eggs to be finished in the warming oven. When company came, those aprons were ideal hiding places for shy kids. And when the weather was cold, grandma wrapped it around her arms. Those big old aprons wiped many a perspiring brow, bent over the hot wood stove. Chips and kindling wood were brought into the kitchen in that apron. From the garden, it carried all sorts of vegetables. After the peas had been shelled, it carried out the hulls. In the fall, the apron was used to bring in apples that had fallen from the trees. When u

My Weird Habits
1:i listen to music in the dark 2:i like to count to ten when i'm gettin impatient 3:i can't go to sleep unless i've had a shower & my teeth r clean. 4:i tell it as it is i just don't care if it makes u feel bad(this one ain't weird) 5:i like seeing blood (gross huh) 6:i still watch classic cartoons i've tagged (Ash'Baby boo,Sexy cherry mama,i do love me black men...,label me as you wish,blue)

Life
You've Changed 60% in 10 Years You've done a good job changing with the times, but deep down, you're still the same person. You're clothes, job, and friends may have changed some - but it hasn't changed you. How Much Have You Changed in 10 Years?

When You Say Nothing At All~~allison Krause
it's amazing how you can speak right to my heart without saying a word you can light up the dark try as i may i can never explain what i hear when you don't say a thing the smile on your face lets me know that you need me there's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me the touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever i fall you say it best, when you say nothing at all all day long i can hear people talking out loud but when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd try as they may they can never defy what's been said between your heart and mine the smile on your face lets me know that you need me there's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me the touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever i fall you say it best, when you say nothing at all the smile on your face lets me know that you need me there's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me the touch of your ha

You've Been Tagged(rules)
Each player in this game starts wit 6 weird things or habits about themselves.People who r tagged should write a blog wit their own 6 weird habbits,and statew this rule clearly.Choose 6 people to be tagged list their names ,leave thema comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details.its fun

Stealing Kisses~~faith Hill
“It’s late enough, all your kids should be home.” The policeman says as he takes your beer for his own. You remember, wondering what his wife thought about his occupation He knows that you were just chasing a dream to the town line and back and over again So he winks at your girls and tells you all “I’ll see you later” I was stealing kisses from a boy now I’m begging affection from a man in my house dress, don’t you know who I am, don’t you know who I am. Standing in your kitchen. It’s late enough, your husband’s dinner is cold, so you wrap it up and leave it for him on the stove. It’s probably the traffic again. Another important meeting. You haven’t talked to an adult all day, ’cept for your neighbor who drives you crazy. When he finally gets in, he’s sure not in the mood for talkin’. I was stealing kisses from a boy now I’m begging affection from a man in my house dress, don’t you know who I am, don’t you know who I am. I’m standing in your

I Hate My Life
you awake to a child scream at you at 6am in the morning, Where my hairbrush--Where the hell you left it last, Then its where is my blue shirt I answer with --which one --The one I had on yesturday--I say I the dirty clothes--She ask me why I did wash it last night I have all the time in the world BULLSHIT Then as I run her out the door to get to the busstop on time she wants to know ( And What are you doing today) I said NOTHING going to sit in front of the TV eat chips and drink all of you drinks Might take 2 naps today then Watch some more MTV or BET mybe, I think I will talk on your cell phone allday till I run your mins out hahahaThen to top it all off I am going to wait on you to come home from school and your doing a MOM job!!! Homework-Clean-Cook Dinner-Clean somemore-More Homework-Fix a lunch for the husband to take to work tonight-Wash up dinner dishes and give 3 bathes and that means hair washed and add soap to the cloth as you wash them fry the hair and brush teeth- ( Oh b

Check This Out
A man joins a very exclusive nudist colony. On his first day there he takes off his clothes and starts to wander Around. A gorgeous petite blonde walks by, and the man immediately gets an erection. The woman notices his erection, comes over to him and says, "Did you call for me?" The man replies, "No, what do you mean?" She says, "You must be new here. Let me explain. It's a rule here that if you get an erection, it implies you called for me." Smiling, she leads him to the side of the swimming pool, lies down on a towel, eagerly pulls him to her and happily lets him have his way with her. The man continues to explore the colony's facilities. He enters the sauna and as he sits down, he farts. Within minutes a huge, hairy man lumbers out of the steam room toward him, "Did you call for me?" says the hairy man. "No, what do you mean?" says the newcomer. "You must be new," says the hairy man, "it's a rule that if you fart, it Implies that you cal

Come Join!
TOMMY ALLRED GROUP IS GREAT! COUNTRY, INDIE, ROCK N ROLL OLDIES, WHATEVER SONG PUT OUT TO THEM THEY CAN SING AND PLAY. THEY ARE TALENTED AND WONDERFUL PEOPLE, PLEASE FEEL FREE TO JOIN THE FAN CLUB AND TELL YOUR FRIENDS! GO TO MYSPACE.COM CLICK ~MUSIC~GROUPS~NEWEST AND BROWSE OR TYPE IN The Tommy Allred Group~~Sheddin' Fever http://groups.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=groups.groupProfile&groupid=104059810&Mytoken=E4F15B3C-BB7F-4B43-ACB22FC71EC487AD20120086

Another Song For The Day Jet - Look What You've Done
Take my photo off the wall If it just won't sing for you 'Cause all that's left has gone away And there's nothing there for you to prove Oh, look what you've done You've made a fool of everyone Oh well, it seems likes such fun Until you lose what you had won Give me back my point of view 'Cause I just can't think for you I can hardly hear you say What should I do, well you choose Oh, look what you've done You've made a fool of everyone Oh well, it seems likes such fun Until you lose what you had won Oh, look what you've done You've made a fool of everyone A fool of everyone A fool of everyone Take my photo off the wall If it just won't sing for you 'Cause all that's left has gone away And there's nothing there for you to do Oh, look what you've done You've made a fool of everyone Oh well, it seems likes such fun Until you lose what you had won Oh, look what you've done You've made a fool of everyone A fool of everyone A fool of everyone

Part The First
This will probably be my only blog since every other blog I have created died after about 1-2 entries. This is for one real reason that I can see... I don't see the big deal. I mean lets face it, who is going to bother reading this? Honestly, its not like I'm some teenager who needs the world to know how sad I am or how I think life is pointless. I very much doubt there is a single thing I could write that would not have been said a thousand times before by people; with a better command of the english language, better grammar, better spelling, and could probably make some amusing and pithy comment along the way. My philosophy? well go to your local library and look up a bunch of different books on philosohpy and pick little bits out of all of them. Oh and if you really want to get in to the spirit of my philosphy, pick a philosopher and insult them like. "Nietzsche was a gigantic freak!" or "Heideger had his head up his ass!", that kinda thing. Not new or original or even interesti

The All Knowing Stars
My ‘Astrograph’ There’s nothing wrong with your intellectual abilities other than they may be very subjective, colored by personal likes and dislikes, and not necessarily factual. Reading the paper I like to breeze my horoscope and see what the stars might have in store for me … *pauses for the peanut gallery’s reaction* Those vague ‘predictions’ do remind me of oft over-looked and uncommon thoughts at times. I mean, I’m pretty cool, claim and calculated in my daily dealings. Perhaps I may indeed forget to “Keep my cool in highly emotional situations”. Thanks to reading those reminders sometimes when I feel my temper reaching the boiling point, I’ll “react with the regards of others”. (Thanks to my emotional id getting refreshed from my readings) Vague as they are, I guess they do remind one of common courtesies. (?)

The End Of Days....
Example....of what is yet to come...Socialism refers to a broad array of doctrines or political movements that envisage a socio-economic system in which property and the distribution of wealth are subject to social control.[1] As an economic system, socialism is associated with state or collective ownership of the means of production. This control may be either direct — exercised through popular collectives such as workers' councils — or it may be indirect — exercised on behalf of the people by the state. The modern socialist movement had its origin largely in the working class movement of the late-19th century. In this period, the term "socialism" was first used in connection with European social critics who condemned capitalism and private property. For Karl Marx, who helped establish and define the modern socialist movement, socialism implied the abolition of money, markets, capital, and labor as a commodity. It is difficult to make generalizations about the diverse array of d

Lets Have A Race.....
OK first person to comment all my photos and rate if not allready rated and to comment my profile with the word done wins ther cherry whip or choice of cherry gifts totalling $3500 cherry bucks. Ready set GO

Broken Angel
She was born an angel, into a place of pain. And the saints did come, To usher her away. But the devil found her When she was unaware, For the damage he wraught, She was unprepared. She's seen her share of sins, with her angel eyes. Angel eyes and a spirit Never meant to cry. Those angel eyes have stared at the devil her entire life The wounds he left in her soul, Cut deeper then a knife. He took away her wings, When he broke her heart. He ripped her dreams, And her joy all apart. He scarred her soft skin, With his selfish acts. He damaged her so, She can't even react. She's a wounded angel, on a tainted cloud. Inner peace and light, For her, may never be found. How can she fly, when he never let her feet come off the ground How can she soar with all the pain That she has found. Written by ME... just now.... just kind of releasing...

Voice Messages!
Hey guys!! So I got this new SUPER COOL voice comment thingy!! You can now leave me a voice comment on my profile! yay! so leave me one @ 1(641)985-7800 and enter *1396477 to leave me a voice comment!! yay!! Do it! Do it! Be super cool and leave me one!! Kisses for all of you that already have!!

What Is A Chaplain? Individual Chaplaincy: The Bulk Of What We Do
I am always being asked a very fair question: "What do you do?" Chaplaincy is really very simple. Some have described it as "being a professional loiterer." I prefer to look at it as hanging around until needed! If you've taken the time to read my other two Blogs on this subject, you've already found out that there are more than 3000+ year’s history to Chaplaincy. It didn't start as a "Christian" concept, or a Buddhist one, or any other kind of "-ist." Chaplains are not there to force some kind of mandated religion on people. They don't force their opinions on people. What they do is provide an ear, a shoulder to cry on, another viewpoint or opinion: and they do it on whatever terms YOU decide. INDIVIDUAL CHAPLAINCY This is something we do on an "as needed" basis for what we call, "Entertainment Industry Professionals." That would be someone who is in the Industry, and due to their lifestyle is not able to avail themselves of the kinds of spiritual assistance most

So Sad Right Now....
OK SO MANY OF YOU THAT DO TALK TO ME I WILL BE TO MYSELF FOR A LIL BIT UNTIL I CAN RECOOPERATE FROM MY SHOCK... MY HUSBAND CALLED ME AT 5:15AM THIS MORNING AND TOLD ME WE GOT ACCEPTED PCS TO GERMANY... WELL I KNEW WE WERE GOING THERE AND AGREED TO IT BUT NOW HE TOLD ME THAT WE LEAVE THIS MARCH AND THAT JUST PUT ME IN KINDA OF A DOWN SPELL... I DIDN'T THINK I HAD TO LEAVE MY FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS THATTTT SOON... THE SACRIFICE WE MAKE IS INCREDIBLE AND I GUESS THIS IS A LESSON LEARNED ON HOW WE LITERALLY DROP AT ANY MOMENT TO FOLLOW HIS ORDERS....I FIGURE I HAD TILL THE END OF 2007 OR SOMETHING... NOW IM SAD AZ SHIT.... SORRY BUT I HAD TO LET OFF SOME STEAM ABOUT THIS... AND HOPE I DIDNT ANNOY ANYONE WITH MY BULLETIN... THIS IS MY NOT SO HAPPY FACE!! =(

Bored
So bored today at work. It's not the first day like this and it won't be the last at this job. I've been trying for over 6 months to get something new but not much comes up in the area I live in. At least I can surf the net and check out other lost cherries. Might watch a movie this afternoon to make it go quickly.

For All Friends
Im sorry wen my spelling is not so good but i woes 27y in Germany So im sorry But i know wot es is to be wit friends and Gare for my friends Not all is sex! Nut is being proud of your self And friends dont care Haw you Luke like and a dosent mader hawe old you ar 19 or 99 friends ar friend

Oh My
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1. I let things get to me too easily 2. Ive been known to be a TEASE (oh my) 3. I play with my tongue:S(so proud i can flip it! but i really wanna do the flower!) LMAO 4. I think too much sometimes. 5. I can get so mad I cry (mhm loser) lol 6. I SAY FUCK ALOT! (I have tagged: nibbles, latino pride,pumzy,falling in love with a black heart,sailor, and alwayshard)

Friends
I am new to this site and hope I will be able to meet alot of friends here that are true frinds...If your not into being true friends dont bother sending me nothing...I believe friends are suppose to be there for you thru thick and thin.

Oh The Torment!!!!!!
Stu showed me another rough draft of reptiliana today and asked me not to post it till it's finished, its fookin fab and its such a torment for me to not post it. I could kill him sometimes because I love getting his art through the mail. Well it's a year ago since me and Stu started working together, thank fuck for Stu is all I can say.

Duh!!
Alright, just want to let off some steam and see if anyone else could possibly be a silly and stupid as me! Why do we as humans seem to have to learn things the hard way? I mean why can't we decide that life is hard enough to just get through each day without having to have things come to us again and again? It would seem that I tend to keep doing the same things over and over and while I think I am a smart person am starting to believe that maybe I should look at that and rethink it. I think I would like someone to do things for me. I am a nurturing giver all the time, and so I tend to just get into that mode and don't even think about it until it hits me upside the head that maybe it is time for me to just stop. I tend to take over and do everything for the people I love. Which for them is a good thing as they pretty much can do what they want then. The problem is I get hurt, and start feeling like I am being used. I don't have to be this way, I can choose to have relati

To The #1 Woman In My Life...*smiles*
Happy Birthday, Kathleen. I will always love you and seeing you grow up makes me happy. You are seeing that both mom and dad are fucked up and know why I left to NC. Hope no one ruins things with fighting or complaining... Love Always dear Sis... Lenny. :)

Finally
well its finally happened i found the man of my dreams Travis I love you!!!! he is the sweetest and he gets along with my kids and loves my kids and they like him so all is good :D i am glad he came along and he didn't think i was too bitchy either :D :S i love him so much and he loves me so much

Credit Cards And Death
FROM MY E-mail AUTHOR UNKNOWN Cancel your Credit Cards before you die!! This is a good one! So easy to see this happening, customer service being what it is today. A lady died this past January, and Citibank billed her for February and March for their annual service charges on her credit card, and then added late fees and interest on the monthly charge. The balance had been $0.00, now is somewhere around $60.00. A family member placed a call to Citibank: Family Member: "I am calling to tell you that she died in January." Bank: "The account was never closed and the late fees and charges still apply." Family Member: "Maybe, you should turn it over to collections." "Since it is two months past due, it already has been." Family Member: So, what will they do when they find out she is dead?" Bank: "Either report her account to the frauds division or report her to the credit bureau, maybe both!" Family Member: "Do you think God will be mad at her?" Bank: "Exc

Tag U R It
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I love Cars!!! Exotic cars and old school Hot rods the sound of the engines mmmmmm do somethin to me lol 2. Everyone tells me I am the Goofiest and sweetest person on the LC. I take that as a huge compliment cuz life is short. 3. I am very flexible and love to stand on my head when people start talkin about stuff that is too serious 4. at a party I always go for the shy quiet guy and next thing I know he aint so shy no more( Is that good english lol)Yes I am married were just talkin :O)) 5.I can be a bore I love to be home and cook and bake 6. I love to work out and love to run Ok, tag, you're it... nw florida redneck ravage

From One Metalhead To All Of The Others
I have been listening to a lot of heavy metal music, these days. I mean the old school metal, not the new stuff. I have a pretty steady diet of Judas Priest and Iron Maiden on my .mp3 player (I'm too cheap to buy an iPod). It's the music I grew up with, and I was thinkin' about it, this morning. I figured I'd write a bit about that, today. I think the first exposure I had to metal or hard rock music was when I heard KISS for the first time. Most of my peers went through at least a short period of KISS fandom. It was a pretty easy jump from Batman and Robin, to the Saturday Creature Feature, to KISS. And it was true that our parents hated them, which made it even sweeter. I even remember my older brother being told by his sixth grade teacher that it was not appropriate to bring his KISS records to school. How would a pre-teen boy be able to resist that kind of forbidden fruit? To this day, I believe that "KISS" should be rendered in all capital letters, if it's referring to

Rodney Dangerfeld
“My wife only has sex with me for a purpose. Last night she used me to time an egg.” ”It's tough to stay married. My wife kisses the dog on the lips, yet she won't drink from my glass.” ”My wife isn't very bright. The other day she was at the store, and just as she was heading for our car, someone stole it! I said, ‘Did you see the guy that did it?’ She said, ‘No, but I got the license plate.’" ”Last night my wife met me at the front door. She was wearing a sexy negligee. The only trouble was, she was coming home.” “My wife likes to talk on the phone during sex; she called me from Chicago last night.” “The other day I came home and a guy was jogging, naked. I asked, ‘Why?’ He said, "because you came home early.’" ”A girl phoned me and said, ‘Come on over. There's nobody home.’ I went over. Nobody was home!” ”A hooker once told me she had a headache.” ”I went to a massage parlor. It was self service.” ”If it weren't for pick-pockets, I'd have no sex life at a

Redheads
Being a redhead ain't so bad..... How do you get a redhead's mood to change? Wait 10 seconds. What do you call a redhead with an attitude? Normal. How can you tell when a redhead has been using a finicky computer? There's an ax in the center of the monitor. Why aren't there more redhead jokes? Someone made the mistake of telling them to a redhead. For all you redheads, wannabees, admirers and disdainers, here's some neat stuff: Thomas Jefferson, Mark Twain, Julia Roberts, Yosemite Sam, Ronald McDonald and Lucille Ball (who said, "Once in his life, every man is entitled to fall madly in love with a gorgeous redhead.") are among some of the best-known redheads. Believe it or not, there is a "Redhead Encyclopedia" compiled by Stephen Douglas. Though I've not been lucky enough to pursue a copy, I know it confirms that natural redheads make up only 2 percent of the U.S. population. The country with the most number is Scotland with 13 percent, followed closel

U + Me + My Room + Alone = ????
U + ME + MY ROOM + ALONE = ???? Body: one chance at this.... think hard.... SO... WE'RE LOCKED UP IN MY ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE OR EVEN DISGUSTED... IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS MEANS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING... U + ME + MY ROOM + ALONE = ????

Tag!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I’m a girl and love football to the point that I get loud and know what the penalties are when they throw a flag! 2. I don’t believe in making beds unless you are washing the bedding. Whats the point? 3. I hate to drive. 4. I ride mechanical bulls AND AM VERY GOOD AT IT! LOL 5. Most me don’t take me seriously when I challenge them to pool until I kick there butts and I think it’s funny! 6. I like to play in the dirt with my kids and one of them is teaching me how to skateboard! :o) Ok, tag, you're it... Lucky Hotstuff3433 Gunner Thumpster4169 Showbob8 $PheonixPhil$

Addicted To You
Addicted like them people on that crack cocaine You make me feel in ways I cant explain I need your love flowin through my veins If Im without your love for a second, baby, im in pain We met on a Tuesday about a month ago Sometimes I wish time would go by slow U might think Im weird, but this I know I wanna spend every second being with you more Think about you every second of ever minute of every hour Think about you in the car, think about u in the shower Wanna give you candy, chocolate, perfume, and bouquets of flowers Just to keep you happy, Ill do everything in my power Ill put you on a pedastol, on top of the world Fuck them other bitches, cuz youre my girl From sittin at home, eatin Strawberry Swirl To Paris, Rome, or Sydney, we can tour the world Think about you daily, think about you nightly The homies call me sprung, yeah. . . a nigga just might be I plan to make your ring finger oh so icey So tell me babygirl, will you

Eyes
You scored as an eyes person. You can see the magic in a persons eyes, you can see their soul, you know what they're really thinking, and know if they mean no even if they say yes all from their eyes. Yet they still hold some mystique, and for that means you can look into someone's eyes for a long time.personality100%an eyes person100%The space between the legs83%Mouth man83%Ass man67%Breast Guy58%What are you attracted to in a girlcreated with QuizFarm.com

Wifey
I always had the image of the perfect wife The girl with who I would spend my life And I gotta say, youre nothing like I thought Nothing like the girl I pictured in my thoughts Youre ten times better than any girl Id ever dream I used to think Id only be happy in my dreams God has blessed me with an angel by my side I know through thick and thin youre down to ride I think about you 32 hours a day, 9 days a week Youre my voices motivation, without you I couldnt speak Youre the water I drink, without you Id dehydrate Youre the air I breathe, without you Id pass away Im glad I was blessed with u as my boo You stay on my mind, nevermind how I picture you I cant imagine life without you by my side Hand in hand, arm in arm, walking in stride I hope you know that you are the love of my life I got every intention of making you my wife To love, honor, and cherish till death do us part Just telling you what I feel in my heart

Sacred Peace
It's there in the very long distance ahead You try and see it through those dark brown eyes We can only anticipate as to when it'll be given It seems to bubble blood at the very thought Minds grow weak to a sad thought of a near future or past Eyes start to see what isn't really there Miles and miles of open paths to be forgotten in smoke The thoughts of it ending doom to say it's just begun A beginning you'll be begging for it to end You stand alone and confused waiting for the chains to break free A freeness you could only beg for an end An end that is only a dream of reality........ ~Always Someone's Angel~

Thoughts
Thoughts crave images to become reality Determined to do what's necessary Heartbeats fluttering to a new beat Overwhelmed as I take you in Captivating every moment and detail you allow Envisioning what your expressions tell Curiousity engulfs me to know more Take me into the world that seems hidden Walk me through your every desire Allow me to hold your hand and see EVERYTHING Struggling to keep my heart safe Not knowing what all this may bring Giving into feelings you bring out Taking a chance much needed Knowing that together we can be happy.... ~Always Someone's Angel~

Poem
Tripped A Beauteous Down a winding pathway In a garden old Tripped a beauteous maiden But her heart was cold Came a prince to woo her Said he loved her true Maiden said he didn’t And so he ceased to woo Came a perfumed nobel Dropping on one knee Said his love was deeper Than the deepest sea But the whimsed maiden Said his love was dead And the perfumed nobel Accepted what she said Came a dashing stranger Took her off by force Said he’d make her love him And she did Of course... by Boyd Rice

My Hidden Path...
Walking through the dark tunnel, as I hear your call.Trying to reach you in time. Hearing screams of anger and sadness. Knowing you are close but feeling you so far away. Hands trembling as I touch the path I chose to lead me in your direction. Hoping to find you safe. Carrying a weight of worry upon my imagination. Visions of the worst appear in front of my mind. Taking it all in and trying to keep calm, seem like the worst task that I have ever come by. Still searching and moving through the darkness, your calls come to me louder and louder. Forcing my thoughts to a happier place. I envision your arms wrapped around me tightly, never letting go. Taking in that well known scent that you always seem to wear. The look of excitement upon your face, like you are just seeing me for the first time over and over again. Needing all of these visions to give me the strength to force myself through. I stop in my tracks as something slightly grazes my fingertips. A tear starts to roll do

Creating Words
Through a mind of desire, eyes look deep down inside. Seeking into one's greatest illusion. Capturing words to express details in which to guide them across the page. Darkened ink etched deeply into the hearts of the touched souls, while taking in the painted illustration you create with words to share. Grasping onto a dream in which you feel as though you are the only one who views in. Finding out there are others that feel just like you. Commenting on your work just makes it that much deeper. Even without seeing the physical approach to what you have written, you now know that you have touched atleast one...... ~Always Someone's Angel~

How To Hurt A Veteran Or Military Person?
Most people that know me, know that my Honor is very IMPORTANT to me. Well this is true for every military person & veteran I know or talk too. Some people also Realize, that I hate people that pick on others. Again, the Same can be said for all the Veterans I know and Military I talk too Now I'm not talking about the Teasing type of picking on! NO, I mean the real hurtful kind! The kind that leave Emotional Scares or damages a persons Reputation. By, now you must be wondering what does this have to do with How to Hurt a Military or Veteran. Simplely this, We Defend your Rights to say they hurtful things, to protest, etc. So How do you Hurt a Military Person and/or Veteran? Protest at his or Her Funeral? Talk Trash about his/her Love Ones? Burn their Flag? While Those are two VERY BAD Things to do & will get them VERY Angry, it will not hurt them. So do I have you really thinking now!!! This is just my thoughts, but this is how I think

Thursday
I tell ya... wake up in the morning alone, wondering if today can be as bad as the day before, which you know it will be. then you roll out of b ed to find that you dont have any smokes, your comp is on the fritz and you have morning wood that just doesnt seem to want to go away, im hoping tomorrow is better im going back to bed...

Rape
She walks by With head held low. A lowly cry And you know. You know why Yet you don't care. Deep in your soul Nothing is there. You're sponge old & dirty Absorbing her pain. Taking away her security Her emotions you drain. You know what you've done And so do your friends. On her shoulders she'll carry a ton Her pain will never end. She used to smile She used to laugh. It's something you can't reconsile The pain is on her behalf. You see her cry From her pain she can't escape. You watch her fall and die Did you know what you did was rape?

Something That's On My Mind...
well.. I'm having a hard time grasping exactly what I am supposed to be doing with my life.. I know that I try my best and I do what i can.. I know that I live for my sisters so they have something to look up to in this fucked up life we have to live in everyday...even though here lately I feel like I'm slacking on that.. my baby sister doesn't understand why sissy can't come see her and it kills me inside! I hate it..... but I live with my dad and I don't even like him..nor do I get along with him AT ALL!! my car is messed up and I can't even fix it because I'm broke... all of my favorite people live so far away from me :-(.. I never feel as happy as I used to.. and I'm A VERY HAPPY PERSON! My heart still feels broken.. even though just the thought of my ex makes me sick (stupid ex bf).. I'm tired of looking I'm just ready for it to happen...I don't wanna look anymore.. I'm waiting for someone to take me away! I just don't understand why things have to be so hard for me.. I know.. I k

Seeking Compatable Soulmate
Am I trying to fill a Void in my Life with a new Gal to love. Am I going about it the wrong way? Do I have Admirer's here that would be interested in getting to know me?Are there gals here that would Love me?Is their a possibility that my Future GF is here at Lost Cherry ? I must get ready for a meeting now but upon my return if I have internet I will do this same blog at all my socializeing sites.I do have a couple of nice ladies in there 50's that I like alot at NF's but I'd rather have someone in their 30's.I've had enough of menopausel redwings,joking thought that was funny.Guess u had to be there for that.

Tag New Game
Here's the rules ,list six weird things or habits about yourself, list six friends you would like to play tag and comment they'll so they will check the blog for details. Here Goes 1.I,m very kind hearted I'll do anything for anybody thats if they help theirself first. 2.I dont like people who misses with kids i hate that with a passion. 3.My Biggest Habit is I Love Smoking My Weed. 4.I don't like loud talking people that you can hear down the street. 5.I do collect a lot of angels thats my good habit i got. 6.I can't stand a stupid drunks or stupid people. Friends id Like to play!! skilltepop ,Naughty4x4,Crowe008,Wckdangel,Tami*Lynn,Lost69angel

Tonight...
She never took the train alone she hated being on her own She always took me by the hands and say she needs me She never wanted love to fail she always hoped that it was real She'd look me in the eyes and say believe me But then night becomes the day and there?s nothing left to say If there's nothing left to say then something?s wrong Oh tonight you killed me with your smile so beautiful and wild so beautiful Oh tonight you killed me with your smile so beautiful and wild so beautiful and wild And as the hands would turn with time she'd always say that she was my mine She'd turn and lend a smile to say that she's gone But in a whisper she'd arrive and dance into my life Like a music melody like a lovers song Oh tonight you killed me with your smile so beautiful and wild so beautiful Oh tonight you killed me with your smile so beautiful and wild so beautiful and wild Through the darkest night comes the brightest light And

Denise
You scored as Pink. Your heart is pink. You're everyone's friend. Woo go you! Everyone loooves you!! You're the definition of a true friend, which is why you mean so much to your friends. You will do anything to see your friends smile, you have a great quality- don't change for anybody.Pink86%Blue57%Yellow43%Black14%Red0%Purple0%White0%Orange0%Green0%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.

Forgive Me
Can you forgive me again? I don't know what I said But I didn't mean to hurt you I heard the words come out I thought that I would die It hurts so much to hurt you Then you look at me You're not shouting anymore You're silently broken I'd give anything now to kill those words for you Each time I say something I regret, I cry "I don't wanna lose you!" But some how I know that you will never leave me, yeah. 'Cause you were made for me Some how I'll make you see How happy you make me I can't live this life Without you by my side I need you to survive So stay with me You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.. And you forgive me again You're my one true friend And I never meant to hurt you

Missing...
Please, please forgive me, But I won’t be home again. Maybe someday you’ll have woke up, And, barely conscious, you’ll say to no one: "isn’t something missing? " You won’t cry for my absence, I know - You forgot me long ago. Am I that unimportant...? Am I so insignificant...? Isn’t something missing? Isn’t someone missing me? Even though I’d be sacrificed, You won’t try for me, not now. Though I’d die to know you love me, I’m all alone. Isn’t someone missing me? Please, please forgive me, But I won’t be home again. I know what you do to yourself, Shudder deep and cry out: "isn’t something missing? Isn’t someone missing me? " And if I bleed, I’ll bleed, Knowing you don’t care. And if I sleep just to dream of you And wake without you there, Isn’t something missing? Isn’t something...

What Women Want To Hear - Modified Edition
Top 10: Things Women Love To Hear 10. "How was your day?" When you ask her how her day went, her interpretation is that you are thoughtful and eager to know about her 9-to-5 routine. Downside - By saying this, you will have opened the door for her to babble on and on about how her day actually was, effectively killing any chance you had at watching the baseball game or for that matter even getting a word in for an extended period of time. 9. "I can't believe how sexy you look!" Straight up, this tells her that you find her attractive, and to a lesser extent, that you want some. But, if you're in a relationship, she'll hear more than that -- namely, that you're still lustfully appreciating her fine ass. No woman could fail to be flattered by that compliment. Downside - This should only be used by the truly talented, because if not said in exactly the right way she will know that you've just been on the internet looking at porn all afternoon and she's the closest thi

You...
The words have been drained from this pencil Sweet words that I want to give you And I can't sleep I need to tell you Goodnight When we're together, I feel perfect When I'm pulled away from you, I fall apart All you say is sacred to me Your eyes are so blue I can't look away As we lay in the stillness You whisper to me Amy, marry me Promise you'll stay with me Oh you don't have to ask me You know you're all that I live for You know I'd die just to hold you Stay with you Somehow I'll show you That you are my night sky I've always been right behind you Now I'll always be right beside you So many nights I cried myself to sleep Now that you love me, I love myself I never thought I would say this I never thought there'd be You

Suicidal Rape
So there we were Sitting on your bed You asking me again To give you head You knew I'd say no And change the subject I asked you about your Little plastic car set You started getting mad And grabbed for a knife You held it to my throat And threatened to take my life I started crying hysterically But you didn't even care You just called me pathetic And grabbed a handful of hair You undid your pants And sat on the down Threatening to kill me If I tried to get out You pushed me down Slammed me on my knees Then you looked at me And said ?do as you please' I just sat there Looking up at you Tears covered my face Wondering what all you'd do You grabbed my jaw And slammed it in my throat You stood there and laughed Knowing it was making me choke You kept right on going Moving my head Until you were finished Then you threw me on the bed You completely stripped me Then climbed on top You stuck it in And you wouldn't stop I couldn't s

My Immortal
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave Because your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I've held your hand through all of these years But you still have, all of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light But now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face, it haunts my once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away all of the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I've held your hand through all of these years But you still have, all of me I'd love to walk aw

Jared And Me And Music
WOW! jared has been singing with me at starbucks locations and we have been making some tips. we have decided to do a duo thing and so we will be setting up a website and email address for all of that stuff and thinking of calling it J K Music I thought maybe J k Morris Music but who knows. I have had more fun with Jared in the last week and a half than with anyone else in my life and it is AWESOMENESS! Kat

A Brutal Rape
The first part of this is true, but the last part of it was the worst dream I even had. About three years ago I met someone I thought he was special We had so much fun As time went by I finally saw He wasn't the one I wanted after all I found him cheating When he thought I had left It was finally over That was the end A year later he called To see what I was up to I told him I was happy And I hoped he was too A little while later A friend called to say He was put in jail For harassment and rape I guess that's exactly What he deserved He was dumb enough I felt bad for the girl Then six months ago I heard he was released That he had a hit list Number one being me I wasn't scared It didn't bother me at all Until one night I got a threatening call The weird things started Happening in my house Doors would slam shut And lights were turned out In the middle of the night Someone came in my room The sound of a gun clicked I was too

Its Dusty Over There
i have been sitting here, but before i started with that i was over there standing and milling around the dusty cardboard keeper cage. breathing in the dirt and dead skin of many years before this one. sneezes were frequent as the old substance made contact with the scratchy passages to my throat and lungs. what if i inhaled deep enough and inhaled all of my surroundings into the depths of my chest where they would begin absorbsion upon contact with the moist mucusy membranes of the air bags kept under my ribs. what if the particles were so small that they didnt want to stay and squeezed themselves through the layers of tissue like a mole through my neighbors lawn. burrowing until it reaches its destination far far away from where you put it. far from where you ever wanted it to go. running like a convict who just scaled the glistening razor wire at yesterdays maximum security prison. working its way to the outer surface, striding toward the sun and away from the encasement in which it

And Now...the Rest Of The Story
The law of unintended consequences, often cited but rarely defined, is that actions of peopleand especially of governmentalways have effects that are unanticipated or "unintended." Economists and other social scientists have heeded its power for centuries; for just as long, politicians and popular opinion have largely ignored it. The concept of unintended consequences is one of the building blocks of economics. Adam Smith's "invisible hand," the most famous metaphor in social science, is an example of a positive unintended consequence. Smith maintained that each individual, seeking only his own gain, "is led by an invisible hand to promote an end which was no part of his intention," that end being the public interest. "It is not from the benevolence of the butcher, or the baker, that we expect our dinner," Smith wrote, "but from regard to their own self interest." Most often, however, the law of unintended consequences illuminates the perverse unanticipated effects of legislati

Rape Is Violence
There is no difference between being raped and being pushed down a flight of stairs except that the wounds bleed on the inside. There is no difference between being raped and being run over by a truck except that afterward men ask if you enjoyed it. There is no difference between being raped and going head first through a windshield except that afterward you are afraid not of cars but half the human race.

Spilt Blood
Am I really going to allow my sanity to slip away into nothingness? Another round of doctor's appointment's are on the horizon and I still feel as though there's something that's just not right. So what if I have an insatiable desire for information about myself. It feels like a kind of reality-show version of One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest. Such is my life. Now, of course, we say we can't find ourselves in in a real-life version of Minority Report , preemptively arresting people before they've committed the crimes we somehow knew they'd commit. Everyone has their share of problems in life; Some with worse problems than others. Sometimes I might feel extremely sad or angry over something that has happened to me. But, everyone has a way of dealing with these problems in life - There are people that open themselves up and talk about their problems, there are people that write their problems down in a journal or diary, and there are those that just give up and don't talk to others about

Thursday
Why is it that losing a drummer feels like someone died? We had the tightest little group and now we have to go through the whole process all over again. The human wonderbra is retreating into himself and leaving me to deal with the aftermath. Sometimes I feel like we're close enough to taste sucess and then it's just pulled away like the proverbial carrot. There's so many good bands out there especially here in cali but you have to cling to the hope that your band has something new, something untapped and speacial. I can't help but believe that, otherwise I'd just throw in the towel. Wrote 2 new songs this week...both thuroughly bathed in feminine angst and served up cold with a side of bitterness. Lovely...just fucking lovely.

The Rape Of The Sky
Enshrouded in a cloak of purple blackness, the Sky glared in rage at her foreign, swollen belly. "I cannot survive this birth!" she shouted. "When this monstrous child of Pollution is born, I will die!" Upon observing the Moon seated comfortably on the horizon, the Sky howled in fury. "You could have helped me! You didn't do anything! You heartless stone! You sat and watched! And for that I curse you!" Glistening with indigo beads of sweat, the Sky started raining in anguish. "I saw nothing," responded the Moon in a cool voice. "I saw nothing unusual." Hearing the Moon's unfeeling words, the Sky began to scream. "Nothing unusual! Nothing unusual! Oh, how I despise your pale indifference! From the balcony of your royal carriage you have witnessed every dark and destructive moment since original night. While shining your dismal lantern, you have gazed down on horrors I can not speak of without revulsion. You have driven to madness simple dreamers! You have torn the hearts of gentle l

In Loving Memorie Of Jayden
*If tears could build a Stairway* If tears could build a stairway. And memories a lane. I would walk right up to Heaven And bring you back again. No farewell words were spoken, No time to say "Goodbye". You were gone before I knew it. And God only knows why. My heart still aches with sadness. And secret tears still flow. What it meant to love you-- No one can ever know. But now I know you want me to mourn for you no more; To remember all the happy times, life still has much in store. Since you'll never be forgotten. I pledge to you today-- A hollowed place within my heart is where you'll always stay..

Rape
I wake to a knife on the back of my neck, a man's voice low in my ear. What I am told to do, I do. Still the moon lights my room. The freight of his chest fixes me to the rough, wood floor. His breath brags down my throat into my lungs, and I pray for my soul. I make of my body a bunker: when he enters, he does not touch me. I am clean as rain.

How Dogs And Men Are The Same
How Dogs and Men Are the Same 1. Both take up too much space on the bed. 2. Both have irrational fears about vacuum cleaning. 3. Both mark their territory. 4. Neither tells you what's bothering them. 5. The smaller ones tend to be more nervous. 6. Both have an inordinate fascination with women's crotches. 7. Neither does any dishes. 8. Both fart shamelessly. 9. Neither of them notice when you get your hair cut. 10. Both like dominance games. 11. Both are suspicious of the postman. 12. Neither understands what you see in cats. How Dogs Are Better Than Men 1. Dogs do not have problems expressing affection in public. 2. Dogs miss you when you're gone. 3. Dogs feel guilty when they've done something wrong. 4. Dogs admit when they're jealous. 5. Dogs are very direct about wanting to go out. 6. Dogs do not play games with you, except fetch (and they never laugh at how you throw). 7. You can train a dog. 8. Dogs are easy to buy for. 9. The worst social disease you

Cats In Physics
Cats in Physics Law of Cat Inertia A cat at rest will tend to remain at rest, unless acted upon by some outside force - such as the opening of cat food, or a nearby scurrying mouse. Law of Cat Motion A cat will move in a straight line, unless there is a really good reason to change direction. Law of Cat Magnetis All blue blazers and black sweaters attract cat hair in direct proportion to the darkness of the fabric. Law of Cat Thermodynamics Heat flows from a warmer to a cooler body, except in the case of a cat, in which case all heat flows to the cat. Law of Cat Stretching A cat will stretch to a distance proportional to the length of the nap just taken. Law of Cat Sleeping All cats must sleep with people whenever possible, in a position as uncomfortable for the people involved as is possible for the cat. Law of Cat Elongation A cat can make her body long enough to reach just about any counter top that has anything remotely interesting on it. Law o

Abk
why iz sum of my fam hatin on ABK for leavin the label. The label doesnt make u a juggalo so wtf stop hatin on ABK 4 leavin! We iz part of this fam 4 life! ABK stated that he left cuz he had no control over his music or his name. He said that he looked at his contract and sum fuckin excutive had control over his shit that shit aint rite and they was seelin his shit without his promission! So i think ABK did the rite thing shoot if sum one wuz fuckin wit my shit i would bounce too! MMFCL4L TO ALL WHO READ THIS!!!

It's Finished Now
it's finished now all is said, all done learning how to breathe on my own i'm okay without him he'll miss me eventually "i am woman, hear me roar!" independence is my new virtue i'll be my own savior time heals all wounds even the heart even mine mine too will learn learn that the last thing you want is the only thing you need detox begins flush love out of my system like evidence of last night's party the party that ended with my heart passed out on the floor i'm dull now but i'll glow in his absense with time at least that's what i'll tell you...

Untitled Writtings From "theunloved"
My soul burns with the passion, My body yearns for your touch. Your soft, elegant skin touching me. I want to feel your lips pressed against mine, Your tongue teasing mine. To feel the softness of your long hair against my skin. Our bodies intertwined in passionate embraces. Fulfilling each others fantasies and desires. Both of us possessing an almost animalistic passion for sex. The more heated the enticement from each others touch, the more frantic the pace of our kisses become. The frantic kisses, bring on even more intense desire for us to forget the world we have chose to leave behind. And engage in a night filled with extreme sexual fantasy, and submit to pleasing one another desires. to be continued………… “TheUnLoved”

Before...
Before this day is over Before the night is done Let me kiss your sweet, sweet, lips Taste you with my tongue Before you drift off dreaming Before you end your day Let me show you how I feel I beg you, let me stay Before you make your mind up Before you answer this Let me prove my love for you With one more lengthy kiss Before you have decided Maybe shown me to the door Let me hold you in my arms And taste your lips once more IMspidey/M.M. 10/06 Copyright © 2006

Any Suggestions???
I'm still workin on my page wit wut lil time i have to spare on it. I'm wondering if any of you know how to upload music from ur own pc if it is even possible cuz i want sum songs that are not on any of the video codec sites. If you have any sugestions on how I can pimp up my page better feel free to let me know. I welcome constructive critism so feel free to give it up. I'm also pretty new to the site and trying to move up in cherry points so feel free to comment on my page and blog. Holla at cha gurl!!! ThRoWd OfF * BaByGuRl *

Morning
It's a new day I'm going to try and be positive and not be so blah. I am going to make it all into a good day. So lets all help and send positive energy this way. I could use it. I have some good news though it comes in the aftermath of sad news. I'll just mention one of my best friends ree_ree is back. I will not go into the sad news as it's hers to tell, but will ask you not to bug her about it. Just please send her some love and be nice. Well I'm off to go enjoy the many photos and profiles around here. Love Stace

Hmm Mmm...
sensual; lust-filled; cum thru; git drilled; take it rough; how bout slo; deep strokes; drop it low; let's git 2 it; anytime, anyplace; 69n; fuck each other's face; from da back, side, froggy & doggstyle; a quickie, or 4 a while; after we dun, i'll leave u wit a smile. u ready?

Foolish Folly
There is a song for you I haven't written yet, There are tears for you Making my shirt wet. So many questions You don't want to answer, The hurt seems to grow Like a spreading cancer. These words I am saying, There should be no rhyme; Because the pain that I am feeling Will go away in time.

Stick The Landing, Walk Away, And It's A Good Day."
i'm sorry corey I didn't know you I love baseball and I didn't watch your team but i'm so sorry that you died yesterday. u were a stubborn man who did what he wanted to do and maybe that stubborness is what got you where you are now but we hope that your soul is at rest and that you find the peace you are looking for. God bless you and your family corey and please rest in peace!

Dictionary Of Dating
Dictionary of Dating ATTRACTION... the act of associating horniness with a particular person. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT... what occurs when two extremely horny, but not entirely choosy people meet. DATING... the process of spending enormous amounts of money, time and energy to get better acquainted with a person whom you don't especially like in the present and will learn to like a lot less in the future. BIRTH CONTROL... avoiding pregnancy through such tactics as swallowing special pills, inserting a diaphragm, using a condom, and dating repulsive men. EASY... a term used to describe a woman who has the sexual morals of a man. EYE CONTACT... a method utilized by one person to indicate that they are interested in another. Despite being advised to do so, many men have difficulty looking a woman directly in the eyes, not necessarily due to shyness, but usually due to the fact that a woman's eyes are not located in her chest. FRIEND... a person in your acquaintance who has

Socialization
This Gorgeous women at this Dateing site asked me this Question.I know not how to answer it.I desire help? Do you know a man sees himself through the eyes of a women he likes? How do you see yours in me?

What Color Is My Heart, Another Quizz
You scored as White. Your heart is white. You are emotionless and empty. You feel trapped in life and want to be set free, but something is stopping you.... I hope you find your place, no matter what it takes don't give up.White100%Blue75%Red54%Black50%Pink50%Purple18%Yellow14%Green7%Orange0%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

Crystal Meth
I destroy homes and tear families apart, I will take your children and that's just a start, I am more valuable than diamonds and more precious than gold, The sorrow I cause is a sight to behold, If you need me I am easily found, I live all over schools and downtown, I live with the rich and with the poor, I live down the street and even next door, I'm made in a lab but not the one you think, I can even be made under the kitchen sink, Inside your child's closet and even out in the woods, If it scares you to death it certainly should, I have many names but there is one you will know best, I am sure you have heard of me, My name is Crystal Meth, My power is awesone try me you will see, But if you do, you may never break free, Just try me once I might let you go, But try me twice then i will own your soul, When I possess you, you will steal and lie, You will do what you have to, Just to get high, The crimes you will commit for my narcotic charms, Will be worth pleas

Had Surgary Yesterday
just lettin all that knew and are concerned i am home and am doin well...doc says doin a speedy recovery and is impressed with it all together...hope all is well with all you peeps too *wink*

What A Crock Of Shit
Well I joined Amateurmatch.com.suppose to be a Sex Site.well all it is is an over Glorified,paid Socializeing Site. It's Bull Shit. Well my friend Ken told me to join Alt.com,I told him I wasn't into 3-somes an Kink anymore,I desired one on one.Suit yourself he says.He doesn't want me to find anyone anyhow.Doesn't want to loose his Domestic Engineer.If I want Message friends,or Socializeing friends I come here or,NF's,Tagworld,or myspace,or the many other sites I belong to.On yahoo I have my Cyber or Roleplaying friends. What the hell do I need todo to get a friggin GF.Maybe yahoo personals next.I'd most likely have a GF if I lived somewhere other than Massachusetts.

Something New
Somethign New usaual and predicatable Sex gone boring Fires and desire gone low rekindling desperately needed This night as she gets home Love nest prepared for the Goddess Candles, lavender oil and hot bath I worship her complete this night Long day at Work dear? her eyes glow with surprise Handing her a glass of Asti Soothe her person with light caresses Siomethign special for dinner tonight dear My own special recippe Escort the Goddess to her bath room Candle lgiht flickers, dances on her eyes Slwoly undressing her teasingly touching wihtout touching Her most private erogenous zones her moans of approavbal and release begin tongihts sexual dance Water with Lavender oil already in it Scent of love and desire air thetub Gentle cleansing wiht sage bath wash Soothes her daily ills Taking razor in hand Touch, gentle and methodical gently I shave her sweet Sex her hands gently caressing her breasts wiht pleasure The ryhtmns of our nigh

The Night She Made Me A Man
The Night She Made me a Man yeah I am a hot lover Covering my vulnerability Woman of the world Talk and no action..Until tonight Dinner drinks dancing warmth and loving conversation Winds of destiny are enclosing us tonight she wants to make me a real man Knew wihtout Knowing My bragging to the boys Bullshit personified POint of No return approaches Berach hotel room Overlooking the Nightly Sea Wine, candlelight, soft jazz Gentle and captivating my Goddess Tonight I give my soul to her My lover, my confidant, my best friend soft gentle methodical rythmns Ecstacy breaths life of sensuality through my body Teacher, patient and determined I learn how to please her well Not a sprint but a mnarathon run Bliss is eternal My tongue, hands, my all dedicated to pleasing my Goddess Moans of desire and awe escape my manly lips Aggressive and motivated to pleasure her total person Finally joined as one bodies wet, hot and determined Divinbe Lo

The Magick Touch
The Magick Touch Rain Pelts against the window Wet and gloomy day outside My Lover and I prepare For Explosions of raw passion The flickering, dancing Light of scented candles dancing throughout Potpurri and rosepetals cover our love nest Making Love oh The joy it brings Takign turns to undress An rticle of clothing for each As the last stitch comes off Our rock hard bodies tremble and glow in sexual Light Lovers' Gorgeous pressence Big, beautiful, Juicy My own body respond in kind My Sex rock hard and ready kneeling together candle light dancing on our skin soft exploring hands touch As Lovers' Kiss rages throughout our bodies Suckling my lower Lip Lovber's moans her desire to ravage me My growl of rabid animalistic heat takes control, pulling her close with a commanding pressence Sucking lightly on her tongue Pulling her closer to my hard body My rock hard nipples rub warmly against her own As determined fingers trace her spine dow to

Letter To My Boo
Whassup mami? Its ya baby boi here Now I just wanna make a few things clear I know u went through things that cause you fear But I hope you know that your man is here Now look, I know sometimes I aint there when u needin me But I pray that you can still believe in me Ill love you baby till death do us part Know that aint just from the mouth, thats from the heart What other man u dated would die for ya? If something happened to would they have cried for ya? Would they bring death to anyone that hurt ya? Or put a hurtin on any man whoever tried to touch ya The wrong way, ya man ridin through today To put that fool in his place where he need to stay Away from my angel, future wifey, my baby girl The water I drink, the air I breathe, youre my whole world Without the love you give me baby, I would die And if you ever left me, I think I might cry A thousand tears, enough to drown in my sorrows So that I wouldnt have to suffer through a

Tag!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Astara, She199, Tia, Gothic-Freak, Silenced and Tash 1- I think blue cheese dressing tastes good on a steak, cheese and mushroom sub...lol 2- All the movies I own have to be a certain way and if their not I can tell 3- I have every card Ive recieved since I was about 10 yrs old 4- I think Brad Pitt is a dog...but OMG his wife is HAWT!!! (Ive been called weird for this...lol) 5- My nips are always hard...no matter if its hot or cold out...lol 6- annnnnnnnnnnnd last but not least I like ranch dressing on my pizza crust...lol

Survy I Took
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Chains/Handcuffs83%Blind Folds67%Bondage67%Blood33%Whips33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Falling In Love
Falling In Love Squishy, tummy tied in knots nervousness and strange petty jealousy new feelings and desires catching the fancy kidlike and fancy free giggling when he/she calls racing to the phone brightness shines in my voice the Hunter becomes the hunted Bustiung a smooth wrap becomes fearful and frightning Does he/she feel the same? A subtle glance slight touch eyes locked Chemistry and magic Saying little but speakign volumes by actions They say fools rush in where wise men fear to go BUT wise men never fall in love so how are they to know?

On Dj's
***WARNING - THIS BLOG WILL PISS OFF SOME OF YOU*** I've been a DJ since 1992, at 15 years old. I started in an AM radio station, working part time thru high school. Since those days, I've worked on 3 #1 radio stations, played countless rave and party events, been the DJ responsible for turning clubs around 180 degrees toward success and played for over 4000 people in one night, with a weekly club event that topped 2000 on regular basis. I've been on the bill with the biggest names in the electronic music industry - Carl Cox, Christopher Lawrence, D-Fuse, T1000 and Dieselboy, just to name a few. I say all of that not to toot my own horn, but to build a basis of credibility. Perhaps I'm just anal. In fact, I know that I am, but that's not the entire point. DJ'ing, to me, is an artform. The title of a DJ means more than just any schlub who can fire up a microphone and play some horrible music on Internet radio. So needless to say, it's getting rather annoying to me to see

My New Job
I get into the lab and no one knows im am coming. i look around for my boss and i see HIM. " Who da hell are you and what do you think yoins doin jus walkin in here"say Mr. Justice (i will never refer to him in any other way)"we'll im the new guy, i ...uh ...start tongiht" i said" Work, work , we in a war son, why isnt your prissy ass on the front line. I thought they started letting you queers in the military. nothing makes better cannon fodder then a queer, do you hear me boy!!"i just looked at him in wide eyed amazement. knees quivering i looked him straight in his evil eyes and said "SIR, im here to Work, so put me to WORK""I like you boy, you rubed me wrong at first but i like you. these are your knew pardners, they'll show you the ropes"So i look and there they were, like a bad dream Saturday at midnight." oh hello, please dont let my apperence fool you.......""tommy" i said" oh well, its so awfuly nice to meet you tommy. these are my servents, magent

Life And Shit (copied From Myspace Blog)
a negative and a negative does not equal a positive Current mood: contemplating Category: contemplating Life i forget sometimes. one thing i have learned from David Stein is that good things happen to everyone reguardless of how many bad things happen. when you notice the good things it takes away the energy you sacrofice concentrating on the negative. low and behold you realize ther are more good things, many more then bad things. if you add the sum of the good things up, it is by far a greater sum then the bad. my sis says im the most negative person in the world. my negativity caused me to become ingulfed in hate, lead to me being expeled for threating a teacher, lead to my back getting crushed aginst a stage in ATL. once i read MLK jr and understood the causes and reasons for hate i developed a quest to do away with it in every aspect oof my life, i simply refused to hate. of course there is hatred all around me, some have told me they loved me only to yell they hate me in les

All Peoms And Shit
i hit my head at work Current mood: i gotta headache Category: i gotta headache Writing and Poetry working hard, working for a lving, i hit my head and she an't forgiving. first i saw stars then i saw more, next thing i saw was the floor. when i came too there were people all around, wondering what the hell i was doin on the ground. pupils as wide as the past harvest moon, i got up and noticed a wavyness to the room. i must say it was a pretty big buzz, still though it sucked because i had a bad ache in my mind, and the fall bruised up my behind. but i discovered somthing that was very clear, hitting your head is better then beer. i came home and open the fridgeader, decided to pass it up along with the smokey air. i grabed an old frying pan, and on top my nogging i made it land this time the light was so bright, brought a since of feeling of total delight. but as i stood floating up in the sky, many a friends i witnessed had a tear in their eye. low and behold i was l

I Won I Won!!!!!
lol i can't believe it! i won the teddy bear of Panda Antivirus!!! hahaaaaaa look at this! click on the pic to go to the album, leave a comment please :D well, i'm feeling a lil bit tired it took me long time to wake up lol last night there were a lot of people, lot of nerds, someone that talked that is in the FBI, live hacking show, etc... after that, the final coctail, where we had a lot of food to eat, cold and hot, and drinks!! oh my... i left the diet and ate chicken salted with champignones and onions, with a sauce of cream, then i attacked cheeses! got browny with cream, and a chocolate mousse, and red wine to calm me down haha! it was great, really! i could say they hadn't a lot of information, we needed info about firewalls, encriptors, and other things and they were like "oh well, don't bother me" anyways, i hope today is a nice day and relaxing one!!!!! hugs and lot of love for everyone :) Maria

Day Two!
We I'm over the first little ant hill, I've gone from "FRESH MEAT" to "NEW CHERRY" I've made a few new friends along the way & I would like to acknowledge them here & thank them for helping me out. babyjesus, gives us our daily contest tasks & lets us know who's movin what. I'm pritty sure he does alot more than that but I'm still new & haven't found out just what that is! Slightly Stupid, Play it like it is. im loki, You got me laughin on here man. Kira, I haven't quite figured you out, but I'll keep readin. Siefer, you & I haven't really talked yet. sexy Italian MJ, Air Head, Mobeous, and tempd youactually brought me to the New Cherry statous. Thank you! If your looking for your points to get to the next level give me a shout I'll push as much as I can. Diva & Daddy! I know you two are gonna come in handy I think I've got enough stories from you two to fill up the calander for the next month and a half worth of activities. I just need someone to use

Rhymin
trust in me like you do ya damn dolla See me on the street give ya boi a holla I got that kush thats bushy I got ya head somethin like a slushie Jus without the ice, cant afford that yet but you can bet that one day you will see me in my very own jet I ride the streets of flo town during the night But by daylight C-town im outta sight stay on the low, cant keep pushin this dank I wish I was on the flo with Gmoney and big bank but for now i sit in the back row gaurdin the back door Using Sony's Acid music studio droppin new tracks to the floor they ask for more, but nightshift is a bore I gotta make it last, Im takin curves too fast keepin too much on my shoulders, too quick to burn up my stash It weighs down like a boulder my heart is gettin colder hey me and decado was playin grand theft auto think it was tues night, nobody showed though kinda thought somebody should Decado passed out quick, new he would but it wil

Eyes
Bright blue eyes that sparkle, So much they seem to shine. They hold tons of emotions. These eyes are mine. They are very deceiving, These eyes that I see. How do I know this? I told you, they belong to me. They are 2 shades of blue, With small flecks of green. Those are the obvious things, The rest can't be seen. The tears kept captive, You can't see all the pain. It does not always work, They have fallen like rain. Sometimes out of joy, Mostly for sadness it seems. Emotions are like roller coasters, Holding on tight sometimes you scream. They say the eyes are windows, To the deepest things in your soul. Will you ever see what I see? If you look long enough tell me, What you think you know.

Animals V. Humans
At one point in my life my home was called a domestic zoo due to the amount of animals I had. At the time there was myself, my Boxer/Sheppard mix male, my female Rotty, 2 Teddy Bear hamsters, a regular hamster, 13 fish, a Ginuea Pig, and a Dwarf Rabbit. It was a bit of work to take care of them all but it was worth it. The only thing they desired was food, clean bedding/being walked, water, and love. Never did they complain about anything. They didn't critique anything about me. As long as I provided them with their necessities they were happy. The difference between animals and humans is that humans don't know when to shut the hell up. They constantly stick their feet in their mouths (and not in a joyous toe sucking way). They are too busy pointing fingers. Throwing stones while living in glass houses themselves. People like that should automatically hear a recording when they open their mouth to spew forth more stupidity. Something to tell them they are not bette

A Little About Me....
If you read the blog entitled "The Heart Truth" you will find information about heart disease in women. You really should read it to see if it may help you or someone you know. Now I should robably explain why it was so important for me, personally, to share this information. My children were born 6-3-03 and I began to get extremely ill when they were about 3 weeks old. Doctors couldn't figure out what it was until one night I went to the ER because my feet and legs were swollen to 3 times their normal size, I couldn't lay down, and I damn sure couldn't breathe. They did several tests and discovered my lungs were full of fluid and my heart was surrounded by it. Then several cardiologists came into my room and sasid I have congestive heart failure...I said WTF is THAT???? They said your heart isn't working right we want to do more tests. They did more tests after putting me on lasix (water pills they make you pee A LOT). They discovered my heart was EXTREMELY enlarged and we

30 Dirty Questions
The Dirty Thirty... 30 unknown facts/secrets about yourself: (no clue why this is considered dirty???) 1. In two words, explain what ended your last relationship? bad comunication 2. When was the last time you shaved your legs? yesterday 3. What were you doing this morning at 8am? waking up makein katey breakfast and gettin her dressed 4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? on the phone 5. Are you any good at math? yup i can do it with my eyes closed 6. Your prom night? was ok had fun laughed at the jocks who used to make fun of me and then when i showed up all wanted me lol 7. Do you have any famous ancestors? my great great grand mother was royality 8. Have you ever taken out a loan to pay for school? nope 9. Do you know the words to the song on your myspace profile? hell yeah its my life in a nutshell lately 10. Last thing received in the mail? foxwoods coupons 11. How many different beverages have you drank today? 1 soda 12

No Room At The Inn
Well after having spent that tuesday in hospital by the eveing i had started getting contractions(think thats spelt right lol).When the nurse came to me and said iam sorry but we dont have room for you here to have your baby,we are going to transfer you to cambridge.CAMBRIDGE my mouth droped to the ground in shock.cambridge was miles away it was getting on for 11 0 clock pm and my hubby would be in bed at home.Well can you imagine what night mare he thought he was having when i told him i was going to cambridge.Well he made it to the hospital just to see me going off up the hill in an ambulance.The journey seemed to take for ever and it was scary as i was getting lots off contractions by now.The nurse was getting worried and so the ambulance driver decieded to blue light us the rest off the way to cambridge.I will say sorry now to the ambulance driver for geting flashed at by the speed camara.Well we arive at addensbrooke hospital in cambridge.With me wondering how garry was getting o

Aunts In The Hospital
hey guys, if you can please pray for my aunt, she was in the hospital for 4 weeks was released tuesday and lastnight she needed to go to the bathroom and couldn't even move! She had to call her neighbor (and friend) for help which lead to her calling 911. She's back in the hospital so please pray for her! thanks guys! much love, Christine

Inside My Mind
Outside my mind I see "nothing" Similar attitudes inside the heads of the same Giving off tendencies that recreate a reality come forth Has this painting always hung on the wall? or did I not see past the strokes before now? or have I just looked at it in my own way? Some tend to push me into the chances Not wanting to face the awful truth I stop and push back upon Searching in a direction in which this awful reality doesn't exist Coming forth are many but few to trust Needing to believe the "true" still exist past the brush strokes..... Inside my mind I see "everything" Existance of truth, loyalty, and a world without puzzles Painting of simplicity, smooth strokes, and what lies beneath is just the same The book that is one in the same with its' cover Hiding only horrified memories, that don't create future mass Dared upon my past to only reveal what is here and now Hearing the light voice that time will reveal the simple "one" Near or far with the min

The Girls & School
I must admit that their very first day was hard for me. It was hard for me to accept that they were so willing to leave me afer 3 years of having them around every day. I was so lost without them that I actually went to my mom's job and helped her work (lol). But the lonliness I experienced while they were gone soon disappeared as I heard the bus pull up to drop them off. They got off the bus screaming "MOMMY MOMMY MOMMY!!!!" To know that they were even happier to see me than they were to leave warmed my heart like nothing else could. They missed me and we glad to be back. Just one more of many signs that they love me. Sure being a single mother to 3 year old twins is a hard job, but to see their faces light up when they see me walk out to get them makes it worth while. It lets me know I am doing something right. They have been in school for a month now and already we have gone through their first fundraiser (they each raised over 100 dollars which is pretty good for a 3

"chance" ??????
Taking the "chance"... To do or not to do??? I stand here and have complaints about the ones who are close to me about lying and cheating in relationships. Something I am strongly against by any means. These same people want me to take the "chance" to find someone special. How is "one" suposed to do that, if it is so simple for the ones who are so close to me to decieve.... ????

The Morning
It's a Thursday and I am absolutely bored out of my mind. I'm at work and it's dead. It's our National Customer service meeting the next two days. There is a bunch of training classes. None of which I will be attending due to people thinking that they will be over my positions head. Oh well. I can't wait for the weekend. I haven't decided on what I'm doing yet but I know it will be fun. Any suggestions on fun things to try. I do enjoy trying new things, however I will not bungee jump or jump out of a plane. If any one wants to chat hit me up i'm so bored grrr!!! Luv ya much :* muah!

The Story Of All That Is Or Was
cruelty is my name and my mother pride my brother is chivalry but my brother has died anger is my name and my father is heart but those known as emotions pulled my father apart evil is my name and my maker is man and my brother is god and my nest is his land hate is my name im addicted to race my companion is ration but he can never keep pace birth is my name and my parent is death i give the anguish and they give the rest hell is my name i spawned off of you look deep inside it has to be true

If Tomorrow Never Comes!!!!!!
To my baby boy tomorrow never came for him R.I.P SWEET ALEXZANDER 11/14/03 IF TOMORROW NEVER COMES IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME THAT ID SEE YOU FALL ASLEEP, I WOULD TUCK YOU IN TIGHTER AND PRAY TO THE LOARD YOUR SOUL TO KEEP. IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME I WOULD SEE YOU WALK OUT THE DOOR, I WOULD GIVE YOU A HUG AND CALL YOU BACK FOR ONE MORE. IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME I WOULD HEAR YOUR VOICE I WOULD TAPE IT SO I COULD PLAY IT BACK DAY AFTER DAY. IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME I COULD SPARE AN EXTRA MINUTE OR TWO TO STOP AND SAY I LOVE YOU, INSTEAT OF ASSUMING THAT YOU ALREADY KNOW THAT I DO. IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME I COULD SHARE YOUR DAY, WELL IM SURE THERE WILL BE MANY MORE. SO I CAN JUST LET THIS ONE SLIP AWAY.THERE WILL ALWAYS BE ANOTHER DAY TO SAY OR I LOVE YOUS,AND CERTAINLY THERES ANOTHER CHANCE TO SAY OR ANYTHINGS I CAN DO'S? BUT JUST IN CASE I MIGHT BE WRONG, AND TODAY IS ALL YOU GET, I WOULD LIKE TO SAY HOW MUCH I

Song Of The Day My Chemical Romance - You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison
In the middle of a gun fight. In the center of a restaurant. They say, "come with your arms raised high." Well they're never gonna get me, I'm like a bullet through a flock of doves To wage this war against your faith in me. Your life, will never be the same. On your mother's eyes, say a prayer, Say your prayer! Now! But I can't, and I don't know How we're just two men as God had made us. Well who cares? Well I care! Too much, too late or just not enough of this pain in my heart for your dying wish I'll kiss your lips again! They all cheat at cards. And the checkers are lost. My cellmate's a killer, They make me do push-ups in drag But nobody cares if you're losing yourself. I am losing myself as well? And I miss my mom! Will they give me the chair? Or lethal injection, Or swing from a rope, if you dare! Oh, nobody knows all the trouble I've seen! Now! But I can't, and I don't know How we're just two men as God had made us. Well who cares? Well I care!

Oh The Joy.
It's Thursday. And if you are a self-declared "MILF", you're not likely to be one. Just an observation. In reading the rules of MILF-dom, it seems pretty clear that someone else needs to give you the titties. er... I mean title.

Life
From time to time Through the years The World has brought me down To teach me about pain And has filled my eyes with tears But there came a day That I started to understand That it is not about pain That the World is trying to teach me But rather about LIFE and the not so simple act of Being Human

Do You Ever Read These Things??????
This is my first blog.. oh anit i good i'm a publisher now cooool.... yep their my 30 secounds of glory gone for ever dam it was good though... yes i could dribile shit all night but i just wanted to see if anyone ever read these things.. if you did as a scientific experiment could you vote on this pic.. thanks [ LostCherry.com photo: 3373626692 ] or just post a comnent... thanks noel

Italian Men . . . . . Gotta Love 'em
Italian Men An 80-year old Italian man goes to the doctor for a check-up. The doctor is amazed at what good shape the guy is in and asks, "How do you stay in such great physical condition?" I'm Italian and I am a golfer," says the old guy, "and that's why I'm in such good shape." I'm up well before daylight and out golfing up and down the fairways." "Have a glass of vino, and all is well." "Well," says the doctor, "I'm sure that helps, but there's got to be more to it. How old was your Dad when he died?" "Who said my Dad's dead?" The doctor is amazed. "You mean you're 80 years old and your Dad's still alive. How old is he?" "He's 100 years old," says the old Italian golfer. "In fact he golfed with me this morning, and then we went to the topless beach for a walk, that's why he's still alive .. he's Italian and he's a golfer too." "Well," the doctor says, "that's great, but I'm sure there's more to it than that. How about your Dad's Dad? How old was he whe

The Heart Truth
What Is The Heart Truth? Leading Causes of Death for American Women (2002): Heart Disease 356,000; Stroke 100,000; Lung Cancer 68,000; Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disease 64,000; Breast Cancer 42,000 Every woman needs to know about heart disease. The Heart Truth is that heart disease is the #1 killer of American women. In fact, one in three women dies of heart disease. But heart disease can also lead to disability and a significantly decreased quality of life. Unfortunately, most women don't know The Heart Truth. Only 20 percent of women identify heart disease as the greatest health problem facing women today. The Heart Truth is that women don't take their risk of heart disease seriously—or personally. Women often fail to make the connection between risk factors, such as high blood pressure and high cholesterol, and their own chance of developing heart disease. The centerpiece of The Heart Truth is the Red Dress, which was introduced as the national symbol for women

Why A Woman Cries
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God answered, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave

Swiss Muesli
Ingredients: 1 1/2 cups rolled oats 1 1/2 cups water 2 cups shredded unpeeled apples 1 1/2 cups (about 9 ozs.) pitted prunes, whole or halved 2 Tbsp honey 2 Tbsp lemon juice 1/2 tsp cinnamon - fresh fruits (sliced banana, apple, pineapple, orange segments) - chopped almonds or pecans Servings: 6 Nutritional analysis per serving: calories: 218 grams of fat: 2 g. fiber: 4 mg. sodium: 5 % calories from fat: 7 Instructions: Combine oats, water, shredded apples, prunes, honey, lemon juice, and cinnamon. Cover and refrigerate overnight. In the morning, spoon some of the muesli into a cereal bowl. Top with your choice of fresh fruits and nuts. Serve with a dollop of plain yogurt or milk, if desired. Muesli can be stored in covered container in refrigerator for several days.

Spinach And Pimento Omelet
Ingredients: 1 box (10-ozs) frozen spinach, thawed & dry 1 cup chopped pimentos 1 tsp dried thyme 1/4 cup chopped scallions 1 tsp olive oil 2 Tbsp shredded part-skim mozzarella cheese 2 cups fat-free egg substitute 2 Tbsp margarine 1/2 cup diced tomatoes Servings: 4 Nutritional analysis per serving: calories: 122 grams of fat: 3.8 mg. cholesterol: 2 g. fiber: 1.8 mg. sodium: 246 % calories from fat: 13 Instructions: Chop spinach; place in medium bowl and add the pimentos and thyme. In a large non-stick frying pan over medium heat, saute the scallions in the oil until soft, about 5 minutes. Add the spinach mixture and warm through. Return to the bowl, add the mozzarella, and set aside. In another medium bowl, whisk together the eggs and water. Place the frying pan over medium-high heat and let stand for about 2 minutes. Add 1 tsp margarine and swirl the pan to distribute it. Add half of the eggs. Lift and rotate the pan so that the eggs are evenly distributed. As the e

Spanish Omelet
Ingredients: 2 baked potatoes, diced 2 cups fat-free egg substitute 1 large tomato, seeded and diced 2 Tbsp minced fresh parsley 2 cloves garlic, minced 1 tsp olive oil 1 large onion, minced 2 tsp margarine Servings: 4 Nutritional analysis per serving: calories: 211 grams of fat: 3.3 g. fiber: 3.6 mg. sodium: 174 % calories from fat: 14 Instructions: In a large non-stick frying pan over medium heat, cook the potatoes, onions, tomatoes, parsley, and garlic in the oil until most of the liquid has evaporated from the tomatoes. Transfer to a large bowl and stir in eggs. Wipe out the frying pan then place it over medium-high heat and let stand for about 2 minutes. Add 1 tsp margarine and swirl the pan to distribute. Add half oof the egg mixture; lift and rotate pan so that the eggs are evenly distributed. As the eggs set around the edges, lift them to allow uncooked portions to flow underneath. Turn the heat ot low, cover the pan and cook until the top is set. Invert onto a

Strawberry Compote Crepes
Ingredients: 1 cup sliced strawberries 2 kiwi fruit, peeled and sliced 1 navel orange, halved, peeled and sectioned 1 cherimoya, peeled, seeded, and chunked or 1 cup pineapple chunks 1/2 cup red or green seedless grapes, halved 3 Tbsp Grand Marnier or Triple Sec (orange) liqueur 4 crepes at room temperature 4 Tbsp light frozen nondairy whipped topping, thawed - fresh starfruit slices or mint for garnish Servings: 4 Nutritional analysis per serving: calories: 301 grams of fat: 3 mg. cholesterol: 41 g. fiber: 7 mg. sodium: 120 % calories from fat: 11 Instructions: In bowl, toss together fruit; spoon Grand Marnier over. Chill for up to several hours. To serve, divide fruit among 4 crepes; fold crepes over fruit. Top each crepe with 1 Tbsp whipped topping.

Sick
Well I am just posting to let everyone know that I am sick, I feel like I got hit by a truck....so I am going back to bed, hopefully I can get some rest....just wanted to let u all know incase ur wondering where I am at....hope everyone else is doing better than me.....

Puffy Omelet With Canadian Bacon Filling
Ingredients: 4 egg whites 4 egg yolks 3 ounces sliced Canadian-style bacon, cut into thin strips 1/4 cup shredded Cheddar cheese (1 ounce) 1/2 teaspoon chopped fresh basil OR 1/4 teaspoon dried basil 1/4 teaspoon white pepper 5 teaspoons butter or margarine 1/2 cup fresh mushrooms 1/4 cup chopped green pepper 1 large tomato, peeled, seeded and chopped Servings: 2 Minutes of prep time: 30 Nutritional analysis per serving: calories: 390 grams of fat: 28 mg. cholesterol: 606 mg. sodium: 908 Instructions: Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. Beat egg whites until stiff peaks form. Beat egg yolks until thick and lemon-colored; stir in Canadian-style bacon, cheese, half of the basil, and pepper. Fold yolk mixture into egg whites. In a 10-inch skillet with oven-proof handle, heat 2 teaspoons of the butter over medium heat till a drop of water sizzles. Spoon egg mixture into skillet, gently smoothing surface. Reduce heat to low; cook for 7 to 8 minutes or until the bo

French Toast
Ingredients: 4 eggs 1/2 cup instant nonfat dry milk 1 cup water 1/2 tsp salt 1 Tbsp granulated sugar 6 slices bread (medium thickness*) 2 Tbsp butter - Confectioner's sugar Instructions: In a small bowl beat eggs, nonfat dry milk, water, salt and sugar until smooth and blended. Lay slices of bread in a flat baking dish. Pour mixture over bread, turn to coat evenly; cover; refrigerate overnight. Next morning melt butter in skillet. Saute until golden brown; turn on other side. Add more butter if needed. Serve with syrup. *Raisin bread makes an interesting variation.

Feather-light Pancakes
Ingredients: 1/3 cup water 1/3 cup instant nonfat dry milk 4 eggs, separated 1 cup sieved cottage cheese 1/2 tsp salt 1/3 cup sifted all-purpose flour 2 Tbsp butter or margarine 1/2 cup honey 1/4 cup frozen orange juice concentrate Instructions: Place water in bowl. Add nonfat dry milk and beat until mixture stands in soft peaks. Add remaining ingredients except egg whites. Beat egg whites until soft peaks form. Fold into first mixture. Pour batter, 2 Tbsp at a time, onto hot, greased griddle. Bake until golden brown. Turn and bake on other side. Serve immediately with sugar, syrup or honey-orange sauce. Honey-Orange Sauce: Melt butter in small saucepan. Add honey and orange juice concentrate. Heat until warm.

Cheesy Sausage Strata
Ingredients: 1/2 pound pork sausage 1/2 pound Mozzarella cheese, grated 2 cups leftover bread cubes 4 eggs 1 1/2 cups milk 1/2 teaspoon salt (optional) 1/4 teaspoon pepper 1/8 teaspoon nutmeg Instructions: Grease a 10-inch deep-dish pie plate or a 9-inch square baking dish. Brown & crumble sausage in a large skillet; set aside. Spread bread over bottom of dish, top with sausage and grated cheese. Beat together remaining ingredients and pour over cheese and sausage. Bake at 350 degrees F. for 45 minutes, until lightly browned. Let stand 10 minutes before cutting. Makes 8 servings. Servings: 8 Minutes of prep time: 15 Minutes of cook time: 45 Nutritional analysis per serving: calories: 220 grams of fat: 14 mg. cholesterol: 142 mg. sodium: 468

California Pink Shrimp Omelette
Ingredients: 2-ozs (1/2 cup) California Pink Shrimp 1/2 cup nonfat egg substitute 2 tsp cold water - fresh cracked black pepper 1/4 tsp dried dill (optional) 1 Tbsp semi-soft goat cheese 1 tsp chopped chives - nonstick cooking spray Servings: 1 Nutritional analysis per serving: calories: 122 mg. cholesterol: 92 mg. sodium: 502

Show Me Them Purdy Whites
Finally damn it today is the mother fucking day! I'm getting my braces... YAY! yeah.. alot of people would be like.. damn now I can't eat this or that or chew on my pens anymore ,but I been counting down for about a month now. Yeah, it's going to hurt like fuck probably. Thank god I'm going to have my ipod ,and drug up a bit. If I don't make it though... I want you all to know.... that I'm sexy... and I truly brought the sexy back.... lol jk Peace, Ashes

Thats Why I Chose My Friends
People ask me why I chose the friends that I have. you know the Goths,hippies and the outcasts(if you labeled them). Well the answer to that is because the people I befriend don't care about the way you look or dress. They don't care about any thing like that. All they care about is the friendship that you have with them. I come to learn everyone else has to have a label. And you have to fit in their group. Well fuck that I love the friends I got. I would never want to change my friends. They are who they are And that's all that matters. We hang out and have fun just like everyone else. We are no different from anyone. no we are different in one way we wont turn you away if your different, we will except you for you. Thats why i have the friends i have!!!!!

Mixed Up World
Just need to get up on my soap box and let out this frustration! Why are sports figures more important then our soldiers??? A local boy who was only 19 years old was killed in Iraq just the other day. All the news said about him was where he lived and his age....thats it!!!! Sports figures get hurt and now this pitcher was killed in an airplane crash.... ITS ALL OVER THE NEWS.....they go on and on and on about these people!! So they know how to play baseball or football......BIG FUCKING DEAL!!!!!!! It's horrible that this pitcher was in that crash BUT its equally horrible that this 19 year old kid lost his life fighting for our country so that those guys CAN play ball!! Give him and the others like him recognition they deserve!! These guys get paid tons of money to play a game! Our soldiers are putting their lives on the line for the rest of us and get paid very little for it! That is sooooo wrong! Just had to get that out! :)

Not Good Enough
I want to hide I'm not good enough Not even for him He kept telling me to see other people And then he wanted me "It hurts me every day you're not here" So you hurt me more You're saying it's not even good enough that I've been here for you I've been here when you needed me "I think it would be best I know I sound cold And I'm sorry but this isn't working" I have been trying so hard I didn't tell him about anything wrong Told him only about good things to keep him feeling good He's out at sea... I told him I'm sorry I've been trying my heardest He says " no I'm not trying hard enough." "don't be sorry I should be sorry" "and I'm sorry I think we should just stay friends" What am I? A trade around doll??? I'm not good enough for anyone?! I guess that's true now I have another reason to go away...

What Magnificent World
Thursday, October 12, 2006 What magnificent world What if you have more power, much more power in fact, than you realize? What would you want to do with it? What if the way you look at the world could change the world itself? What kind of world would you choose to see? What if things you always considered impossible were suddenly to happen for you? What new possibilities would you start to consider? What if you discovered, without the slightest trace of doubt, that your reality springs faithfully and relentlessly from your imagination? What would you begin to imagine? Do the limits in your life exist because someone or something has imposed them on you? Or are they there because you have chosen the comfort of their familiarity? Imagine letting go of those limits, and watching them fall effortlessly away. What magnificent world will you dare to create? -- Ralph Marston

Someone Special
Love Poem #247744 Perfection by Travis R. Perfection It’s in the eye of the beholder When I see you. It gives me direction You are the everything that is sure When I think of what I know Or anything good. You seem to occur In my mind, many times in a row You have the qualities within And are beautiful on the outside You don’t commit a sin And my mind goes through a ride Where I know many things One being how I feel And when I think of u. And where it brings Me and my heart Because of your perfection You are my angel That gives me direction

Fla Panthers
went to the game last night.. friend had season tickets from his job.. sat 8 rows away from the ice.. was an awsome game too.. we beat the Carolina Hurricanes 6-3 Carolina won the Stanley Cup last year.. so this was a big win

Strangeland
I can't remember the entire dream but I remember the part right before I woke up: I was in thia room that had a bunch of these tables that were set up like a maze. There was all sorts of junk on the tables ranging from dirt to gadgets that didn't seam to serve any purpose. Then there were all of these babies crawling around the room. They weren't just crawling though...it was more like scurrying like a spider does and just about the same agility and speed. The babies had no hands...instead they had nothing but feet. They were walking on all fours like a cat or dog. At first they seamed harmless, they would just follow me around. Then they started to get closer and people were actually jumping up on all of these tables to get away from them. The babies would look up at me and draw their lips back to show thier teeth and a erie scream would come from them. Their faces were all disfigured like they had been in a fire and terribly burned and scarred. I was tryi

The Possesion
I dreamt that I was laying in my bed with my boyfriend to the right hand side of me (the same way we were sleeping that night). He was asleep but I was awake. The bedroom was ours but different. There were more windows and they had these curtains that were made from a see-through material, instead of the mini-blinds that are actually there. I was laying there watching the ceiling fan when I started to feel like something was trying to take over my body. I don't know if it was just a spirit or if it was an actual demon. I couldn't move or speak. Unbelievable fear, terror, and panic was running through my body. I could feel the thing pressing down on me and trying to take away my breath. I tried to say something but nothing would come out of my mouth. Somewhere from deep inside me I was able to make a noise. I kept trying harder and harder to get my boyfriend's attention, but it was still next to impossible to make any sort of sound. I was wanting him to hel

Let Me Lie To Myself
I don't lie to others But let me lie to myself I don't feel anything for you I never did I didn't feel anything when you put your arms around me I didn't feel anything when you kissed me I didn't feel anything when you looked me in the eyes... I didn't feel anything... I never said what I thought I never told you how great you are How lucky anyone would be to be with you... I didn't tell you that you were perfect I know it's too hard So we're running away... I'm trying to help you find happiness Soon as you do that I can to go away... I knew in my heart my mother was right anyways... It's okay I'll be fine I'm always fine.. So smile, Chin up... Remember that you're worth it to someone You'll always be worth it... So for now, let me lie to myself Let me think you're a dream everything that happend was in side my head I know I'll be here In the far streach of my brain Waiting... I know I want you I'll be here if you want me But let me just Lie to myself un

Untitled
Here is a poem I submitted to poetry.com sometime ago... This is the one that got published. I Left it "Untitled" for a reason. I hear your voice I see your face I have the memories Of times gone by Some of good Some of bad I laugh and smile When I see your face The way you played The way you said, "Hi" And even Good-bye I miss your smile I miss your laugh Maybe someday I'll see you at last. David Smith

Tag (sorta)
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I tend to pick at my few moles until they come off. 2. I can be very selfish when it comes to certain foods that I love and have my mind on if someone else eats it before i can get to it. 3. I don't step on cracks. 4. its hard for me to sleep unless someone is up that way i know someone is aware of things going on around me while i sleep but it has to be someone i trust completely. 5. Its hard for me to sleep when i have overnight guests im not use to having in my house. 6. I dont like to leave my house empty and unattended i'm afraid of the apartment people rummaging thru my shit when noone is around. I CHOOSE everyone who

Lost Need Help
well i have a dalima, indiviguels on here have pre judged me and my friends have now asked to be added to my list yet not only a few days a go this person was bad mothing our group as a hole makeing falses sattements and now this person has asked me to be my friend.. my problem is i just left a post on to get to know some on befor you make a judge ment but yet i hhave seen the stuf this person has said what do i do please help

Snowfall
I went outside to take some trash and recyclables to their temporary spot until Thursday morning (garbage day). When I opened the door, I noticed that it had begun to snow. It was so beautiful. Not threatening as how a blizzard is or even a nice rain that I enjoy. This was peaceful and quiet. I wanted to see it a little longer, so I stayed and smoked a cigarette while sitting on the picnic table under the shelter. I watched for quite a while and then I realized that even though there were so many snowflakes falling they never disturbed one another. They all respected each ones individual space on the journey. Not like rain, splashing and combining into one force, making ample noise to announce their presence. I thought this was especially interesting in regards to the snow, because it is well known, that all snowflakes are unique. It was millions of 'special' and none of them 'normal.' Like the reverse of what it is like for humans. At least for me anyway, I dont fit in anywhere; I

I Remember
Today, I remember my Obsession. Oh, it had such a hold on me. Tore apart the fabric of my world and left me in miserable bliss. Not just a man, one being of flesh and bone; but hypnotizing and mystical. I empowered him with the strength of a thousand armies, in my own mind. I cherished my impending doom. I was the grateful and willing servant of my own demise. He is my eternal love and immortal agony. Time has passed, as is the nature of time; many things have changed, and stayed the same. And I find myself facing another; who wishes to have the privilege of crushing my spirit. I measure the worthiness of him, and find him without. I rejoice, as I watch him attempt to feed off my strength, in vain. You are not, and never will be my Obsession. Because of this, your efforts will only construct the means to your own End. Enjoy these last, precious moments, of your fleeting victory. Treasure the succulence of the overflowing cup of blessings. Feed all of your senses, and burn the mem

French Fried
I wrote this blog called "French Fried" last year when I was thinking about someone and wondering how they were. I thought I would share some of my past with you. French Fried - December 17, 2005 See, I really needed to go to bed, since I am around 10 hours past my bedtime. However, I just laid there and my brain decided to drag me along to it's little field trip into my past. And of course, I had the nagging, blogoholic urge to made sure I make an entry. So here she be: About 10 years ago or so (too tired to do the actual math), I needed to bum a ride from my roommate Sean, to my fast food(ya shoulda listened to ya Ma and gone to college) job, since my car was...well, being a 20 year old car and wouldn't start. Sean had the habit of smoking weed in the car while he drives; and he hated to smoke alone, so when I would refuse to partake in said 'toking,' he would roll up the electric windows in his car and lock them, therefore forcing anyone in the passenger seat to choose betwee

Praying Mantis
Haggard and still wrapped in a filthy apron, she was returning home from her nine hour shift at the factory. Although she had not worked overtime that morning or stayed late that night her normal tremendously strenuous day of production had the added burden that she, as a team leader, was urged by her newly appointed supervisor (who recently replaced her beloved mentor) to downplay the Corporate sponsored reduction/relocation in workforce that will, in fact, only negatively effect her team members; a crushing realization that those she had grown so very fond of and who had always shown their loyalty by performing their very best under many harsh circumstances, would soon be placed in great financial hardship. She was also reminded that her "level of assistance" during this "transition" would greatly affect her further relationship with the company. The burden of truth had decreased the stamina for this young woman; she was exhausted by the time she arrived at her mortga

1st Blog Entry
Yes, this is my first blog entry. Well, Today, I haven’t even gone to bed to tell you the truth, So, I’m not even sure how my day is going to go. I just got done playing Civilization III and man, my head hurt from thinking. I’m slowly learning the game. But before that I was playing one of my favorite games Age of Mythology. Anyways, Lately I’ve been sick, lack of sleep and food. But my roommate was being an ass and didn’t get food. It sucks that I don’t drive; witch isn’t my fault, very long story. I’m just rambling on and on.

So?
What do girls think of that comment where the guys playing with the girl? Do You really like to see that on your page? just kinda curious. I would't be that happy to see a comment picture of a guys dick on my page, even if a girls hand was playing with it. That might just be me though.

"my Special Momments With You"
BEFORE ANYONE READS THIS, I HAVE TO LET YOU KNOW THIS WAS WRITTEN BY MY DAUGHTER FOR HER GRANDMA,SADLY SHE NEVER GOT TO GIVE IT TO HER, AS THE DAY AFTER IT WAS WRITTEN HER GRANDMA PASSED AWAY. ................................................... "My Special momments with you" Grandmother, what does that mean? In my words its another word for "Mother", a beautiful, special kinda mom. Grandma Cayton, this poem is for you. Over the years you have been sick. So I havent been able to do much with you. But even though you were sick I still found ways to form those special momments. Like the time i was about 8 or 9. I used to come to your house with mom, dad, D.J, and Chris. I would go over and sit down on the couch and ask you about the needles you would use when you quilted...sometimes i would ask to help you with your quilts. Like a great grandma you told me no because i would get hurt...As i grew older when i looked into your beautiful eyes I saw a gorgeous young woman who was on

Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars
Snow Patrol Chasing Cars Lyrics We'll do it all Everything On our own We don't need Anything Or anyone If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? I don't quite know How to say How I feel Those three words Are said too much They're not enough If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old To show me a garden that's bursting into life Let's waste time Chasing cars Around our heads I need your grace To remind me To find my own If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old To show me a garden that's bursting into life All that I am All that I ever was Is here in your perfect eyes, They're all I can see I don't know where Confused about how as well Just know that these things will never change for us at all If I lay here If I ju

Texas Sunsets & Skies
Have camera, will travel! LOL.. I am always carrying my digital camera in the off chance that I might miss a memory capturing photo opportunity... This probably stems from being raised in a photobug family where everyone always had some cameras to take photos. My Uncle died when he was only 44 years old. My cousins had never really taken a lot of pictures in their family; it was my Dad and our family that was always taking photos. After my Uncle died, my cousins were looking to us to provide them photos of their loving Dad. It was at that point in time, I really began to appreciate all the photos our family took day in and day out. To become a member of our family, one certainly can't have a bit of camera shyness about them!!! LOL... At any rate... One of the things I love is the glory of God shown through nature and our surroundings and Texas certainly demonstrates that well at times. As such I created the photo album "Texas Sunset & Skies" to drop some of thos

Enjoying Quiet Time
Here I sit its 2:30 am and I should be sleeping... But its quiet time... Everyone is sleeping and it's nice. Earlier I was on pogo. And now I am just writing a blog then I think its beddy time.... Even though I am not working the days seem so long some times.... Its with little things.. Doing stuff for my mom or my neices or playing with Matthew.... Or doing the never ending laundry. I would love a day where I just wake up and I am pampered and spoiled and hugged and kissed. But i feel that Day will never come. Christine

Ethanol Fuels
I want to know how many people on Lost Cherry have a FFV(flex fuel vehicle). I am researching the current use of, and possible future use of corn based petroleum products. I am a huge proponent of these fuels for the simple reason of economics. The more fuel that can produced stateside the less dependant we will become. The other reason, and primary one, is that the American farmer has busted thier humps providing food for every single American and about 40% of the world. Yet there are farmers everyday that file bankruptcy because they can't pay thier bills. Hybrid crops are so productive that it keeps this valuable commodity(grains) so low that the average farmer shoots for a break-even harvest. In a lot of places in the U.S. if there is a flood or other natural disaster that ruins the first planting of crops, the farmer will lose money that year. With increased FFV usage in America it will force more Ethanol Plants to be errected and allow our farmers to get a better p

Hung Up On
so i'm sittin here at my friends house i'm spending the night but i cant seem to fall asleep. my mind is racing with a bunch of stuff. i talked to my husband today and we argued he hung up on me again which is like a knife being twisted into my heart, thats the worst thing that he could do to me especially since we dont know if A)when he will be able to call again B)or if that will be the last phone call we'll ever have and he didnt even say i love you... i dont know i thought him going to iraq would be easier then this and when we argued i wouldnt care but i guess not... it hurts worse.

My Journey
My daughter is now 2 and a half and every time i look at her i think wow as i cant believe all that we have gone through together.Our journey began in april 2004.I woke up one tuesday not feeling very well,a decision was taken to go to the hospital and not to work.Iam so glad that iam well in touch with my inner self as i konw it saved my daughters life.Once at the hospital it was made clear that i would be staying in due to an infection(what a bummer).I remember joking to another mum to be that i would be home tomorrow,ah ha famous last words.Little did any one reazlise what was going to happen over the next five and a half months or the next year after that.............. to be contuined

Early Morning Ramblings
3:50 am and I am listening to the rain fall outside my window..soul tears from the skies above reaching their way back from the heavens above. I sit here in almost total darkness with only the light of my monitor illuminating my keyboard. Thoughts racing through my mind like the wind rushes through the trees. Can't help but wonder what it would be like if I never saw things again...giving eyesight to the blind..to give something of myself to someone less fortunate than I... The gifts we're given should never be taken for granted by any of us... Blessed I feel at times given a gift of compassion a true gift that heals and that is my purpose in this life...is to heal. I have never known until now...I can still give love to the people whom I am brought to love, but when it comes the actual physical aspect of having that one to love and to hold...it doesn't exist, I am only capable of loving one woman and it more than likely will never come to that...I have never felt this way abo

Sour Patch Kids
SOUR PATCH KIDS SHOULD BE THE NEW GOVERNMENT CHEEZ!! THEY HAVE JUST AS ABOUT THE SAME AMOUNT OF NUTRTION AS CHEESE BUT TASTE OH SO YUMMY. I HAVE A BIG PROBLEM W THE COMPANY BECAUSE I STILL CANNOT FIND WATERMELON FLAVOR AROUND HERE. YOU BASTARDS!! I NEED CHEF'S ADVICE. BUT, WHEN I DO HAPPEN TO STUMBLE ON THAT POT OF GOLD, I BUY A BUNCH OF BAGS. LIKE WATER WHEN THE NEWS ANNOUNCES SOME SORT OF WEEKLY DISASTER.WHICH BUY THE WAY IS PAID FOR OUT OF ADVERTISING FUNDS BY THE SUPERMARKETS TO GET U TO GO STOCK UP. WE GET ABOUT ONE A MONTH I THE SUMMER AND WINTER. ITS ALWAYS "THE STORM OF "insert year here". AFTER 9/11, THE DUCT TAPE COMPANIES BOUGHT THE ADVERTISING TIME ON THE NEWS. PEOPLE, DO U REALLY THINK FUCKEN DUCT TAPE WILL SAVE YOU FROM THE LIKES OF ANTHRAX, OR SARIN, OR VX.LMFAO. THE POPULATION IS A BUNCH OF SHEEP, UR ALL SHEEP!!!BAAAAAAA!! OR AS JIM MORISSON SAID " YOURE ALL A BUNCH OF FUCKEN SLAVES" LMAO. ANYHOW, THIS WARNING IS GOING OUT TO THE MASS POPULATION."GO, STOCK UP ON SOUR PA

Sweet Justice
A BUM STOOD AT THE QUICK CHECK RIGHT IN FRONT OF WASHINGTON AND LITTLE. HE WAS BEGGING FOR MONEY. HE LOOKED PRETTY PATHETIC,DRESSED IN RANCID, OILY CLOTHES. HE SMELLED LIKE CIGERETTES AND URINE. "CAN YOU SPARE A DIME?" HE WOULD ASK. PEOPLE WOULD SHAKE THEIR HEADS OR WALK WAY AROUND HIM. HE WAS GETTING NOWHERE. TWO HOURS WENT BY, NO MONEY, NOT A CENT. "PLEASE, A DIME!" CRIED THE BUM. A MIDDLE AGED MAN WALKED BY HIM, HEARD HIS PLEA AND LAID UPON HIM A MINT NEW DIME FROM HIS PANTS POCKETS. "THANK YOU, SIR! THANK YOU!" SHOUTED THE BUM. A DIME IN HAND, THE BUM LIMPED OVER TO A PHONE BOOTH AND CALLED IN THE AIR STRIKE.

Life Inside A Prison: An Officers View
This is going to be a two-parter, as I'll need at least that to try and express all of my thoughts on the subject. Let me start by stating that, as it says in my profile, I'm a Correctional Officer. I work in a prison here in Kentucky. It's a job I've held for over 6 1/2 years. In that time, I've worked about every posting there is at the Institution I'm at. I've only been at this Institution, so my opinions will be relative to only one of the prisons in Kentucky. When we think of ourselves, most of us refer to ourselves as Correctional Officers, our proper job title. In the media, we're known as "prison guards" or just "guards". Please note the lack of capital letters. That's the view that the public is given of our job: one step up from a guard at a mall. There's nothing wrong with being a guard at a mall, but it's a long way from what we deal with on a daily basis. I've been a guard before. I miss it sometimes. The Facility I work at is the medical facility for the whole state

Saint
ONE NIGHT I TOOK A WALK DOWN TO THE BEACH. I SMELLED SMOKE. I LOOKED ACROSS THE STREET TO THE 7-11, SOMEONE HAD NAILED A BUM TO THE NEON LIT 7-11 SIGN, HIS BODY FORMED THE SIGN OF THE CROSS, HE HAD BEEN TORCHED. THERE HE WAS, CRACKLING AND BURNING AGAINST THE NIGHT SKY. HE WAS THE FIRST SAINT I'VE EVER SEEN

Brother
FROZEN IN A PLACE I HIDE NOT AFRAID TO PAINT MY SKY WITH SOME WILL SAY I LOST MY MIND BROTHER TRY AND HOPE TO FIND YOU......WERE ALWAYS SO FAR AWAY I KNOW THAT PAIN SO DON'T YOU RUN AWAY LIKE YOU USED TO DO ROSES IN A VASE OF WHITE BLOODIED BY THE THORNS BESIDE THE LEAVES HAVE FALL BECAUSE MY HAND IS PULLING THEM HARD AS I CAN YOU....... WERE ALWAYS SO FAR AWAY I KNOW THAT PAIN AND I WONT RUN AWAY LIKE I USED TO DO PICTURES IN A BOX AT HOME YELLOWING, AND GREEN WITH MAUVE SO I CAN BARELY SEE YOUR FACE WONDER HOW THAT COLOR TASTE YOU.....WERE ALWAYS SO FAR AWAY I KNOW THE WAY SO DON'T YOU RUN AWAY LIKE YOU USED TO DO

Just A Feeling
TIME ELAPSES VISIONS OF YOUR EYES BECOME DISTANT OCEANS WORLDS AWAY WE ARE WORLDS APART MAYBE WE ALWAYS WERE BATTERIES FADE ON YOUR BEATING HEART ENERGY OF LOVE TRANSFERS NO MORE FEELINGS STORED AWAY IN DREAMS,IN MY DERMIS I SWEAT YOU OUT STINGS MY EYES FORGOT YOU, YET MY EYES STILL BURN

Do You Believe In Angels?
I am not sure that everyone does; however, I know that I do and will always believe in them for as long as I live. STRANGER ANGELS If you are Christian in your beliefs, you will have come across the verse in Hebrews, which is one of my favs, that enumerates on this as well: HEB 13:2 -- "Don't forget to show hospitality to strangers, for in doing so, some have entertained angels without knowing it." I have experienced this personally throughout my life, and at times, I have been, perhaps, a angel to others who are indeed strangers to me at the time. After all, although we may be the recepient of good deeds from others, it feels equally good to be the giver. How long has it been that you have been an angel to someone you don't know? GUARDIAN ANGELS On another note, I also believe that those I have been closest too and have now passed on, are now my guardian angels. My Grandma is certainly one of them. She died in 1992, but I had as a child spent many a summer with

Which New York Teams Is Better?
I recently had to become a Mets fan for the remainder of the season, and I want to know which New York baseball team everybody likes the best. Becoming a Mets fan(for now) is my punishment for opening my mouth to some one on Lost Cherry. So give me your reasons for either the Yankees or the Mets and a will total up all the responses just to see who is the "best" baseball team in New York! Don't be shy, take your best shot at the other team. Thanks for reading this and participating in making the Yankees the unofficial best New York baseball team of Lost Cherry. Sideshow

Noah's Ark
Noah's Ark Everything I need to know, I learned from Noah's Ark.. ONE: Don't miss the boat. TWO: Remember that we are all in the same boat. THREE: Plan ahead. It wasn't raining when Noah built the Ark. FOUR: Stay fit. When you're 60 years old, someone may ask you to do something really big. FIVE: Don't listen to critics; just get on with the job that needs to be done. SIX: Build your future on high ground. SEVEN: For safety's sake, travel in pairs. EIGHT: Speed isn't always an advantage. The snails were on board with the cheetahs. NINE: When you're stressed, float awhile. TEN: Remember, the Ark was built by amateurs; the Titanic by professionals. ELEVEN: No matter the storm, when you are with God, there's always a rainbow waiting.

Tag
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 6~PERSONS YOU ARE TAGGING: 1.BigIzzy 2.Brotherchazz 3.I Love Sporks 4.darrielking2002 5.BigDaddy41 6.Timmy!! 6~weird things or habits about me: 1. Chicken grosses me out, I won't eat it if it has bones, or is the red meat part or is slimmy! 2. I HATE FEET...ewww 3. I have a mole on the bottom of my right foot 4. I will not take a bath if someone else has ever been in the bath tub...ever even if it's been really cleaned. I only take Showers. 5. If a piece of silverware or a cup or dish, has ever been outside and had dirt or mud anywhere on it I'll never use it again. 6. I can't stand reptiles, spiders, rodents... anything like

The Way I See Life As We Know It
Most people do not understand why i am the way i am, I found out that i care to the sum of zero about what others think about me. We dont have to impress others we only have to impress ourselves. So to all of you out there Throw your fists into the air and repeat after me " I RULE" Its your life take it back.

Poem I Wrote A While Ago
Dark Night My movements make no sound, My footsteps quick and light. I glide on down the darkened street, Accompanied by the night. Passing mortal strangers, Who look the other way. I'm intoxicated by their scent, These creatures are my prey. I stop beneath a street lamp, Where they can see my face. Seeing my unnatural skin, They soon quicken their pace. Their cowardess amuses me, Those eyes so full of fear. I throw my head back and laugh, For all of them to hear. Stepping form the light, I'm hidden by the dark. Continuing along my path, I reach a lonely park. Sitting on a wooden bench, A girl cries silently. Her face is streaked with salty tears, She fails to notice me. Her body shakes with sobs, But still I hear her beating heart, Within her chest it throbs. Slowly I approach her, Until I'm by her side. Admiring her tender cheeks, I see her tears have d

Kind Words
ok i am a nice guy i speak from the heart always and an occasion moan from my loins. though i am generally sweet, honest and try to compliment and message my friends from time to time to see how they are, then there is the daily hellos and hope your days is going good type of thing. i am not like most guys, i am sensitive, i am not afraid to show my emotions and i will not take shit from any gender. if you don't want me commenting, complimenting, and coversationalizing with you then tell me now and save yourself. james

Disorder In The Court
Cant make this stuff up! These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters who had the torment of biting their lip to stay calm while these exchanges were taking place. Q: Are you sexually active? A: No, I just lie there. _____________________________________________________________ Q: What is your date of birth? A: July 15. Q: What year? A: Every year. ______________________________________________________________ Q: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? A: Gucci sweats and Reeboks. ______________________________________________________________ Q: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? A: Yes. Q: And in what ways does it affect your memory? A: I forget. Q: You forget? Can you give us an example of something that you've forgotten? ______________________________________________________________ Q: How old is yo

Funny, But True
Some funny shit! >>>>> In Lebanon, men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the >>>>> animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male >>>>> animal is punishable by death. >>>>> >>>>> (Like THAT makes sense.) >>>>> >>>>> *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* >>>>> In Bahrain, a male doctor may legally examine a woman's >>>>> genitals, but is prohibited from looking directly at them during >>>>> the >>>>> examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror. >>>>> >>>>> (Do they look different reversed?) >>>>> >>>>> *~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* >>>>> >>>>> Muslims are banned from looking at the ge nitals of a corpse. >>>>> This also applies to undertakers. The sex organs of the deceased >>>>> must be covered with a brick or piece of wood at all times. >>>>> >>>>> (A brick??) >>>>> >>>>> *~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* >>>>> >>>>> The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. >>>>> >>>>> (Much worse than "going b

Damn Right
Reid Trial DO YOU REMEMBER the guy who got on a plane with a bomb built into > his shoe and tried to light it? > Did you know his trial is over? > Did you know he was sentenced? > Did you see/hear any of the judge's comments on TV/Radio? > Didn't think so. > Everyone should hear what the judge had to say: > by Judge William Young, US District Court. > > Prior to sentencing, the Judge asked the defendant if he had anything > to say. > > His response: After admitting his guilt to the court for the record, > Reid also admitted his "allegiance to Osama bin Laden, to Islam, and to > the > religion of Allah," defiantly stated "I think I will not apologize for my > actions," and told the court "I am at war with your country." > > Judge Young then delivered the statement quoted below: > > January 30, 2003, United States vs. Reid. Judge Young: > > "Mr. Richard C. Reid, hearken now to the sentence the Court imposes > upon you. > > On counts 1, 5 and 6 the Court senten

Itll Make You Smile
Problem and Solution After every flight, Quantas pilots fill out a form, called a "gripe sheet," which tells mechanics about problems with the aircraft. The mechanics correct the problems, document their repairs on the form, and then pilots review the gripe sheets before the next flight. Never let it be said that ground crews lack a sense of humour. Here are some actual maintenance complaints submitted by Quantas' pilots and the solutions recorded by maintenance engineers. By the way, Quantas is the only major airline that has never had an accident. (P = The problem logged by the pilot.) (S = The solution and action taken by mechanics.) P: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement. S: Almost replaced left inside main tire. P: Test flight OK, except auto-land very rough. S: Auto-land not installed on this aircraft. P: Something loose in cockpit. S: Something tightened in cockpit. P: Dead bugs on windshield. S: Live bugs on back-order. P: Autopilot in alt

Mi Vida Loca
well today i turn 39 and i look back at all that i did and all i didn't do wow it like only yesterday i was 21 and now i am also 40 now for me it a big step maybe i am reading too much into this i don't know i just feel that i should have done more if you like to comment on this then do so please

For The Love Of Money - Or Not???
By January, it is my goal to have my realtor's license here in Texas. I have just recently had my vast education evaluated and I have only 3 courses that I need to take, as well as the exam of course. I also already have a sponsor spoken for so things are moving in the right direction already. As I am getting my feet wet by working for a mortgage broker and a realtor as their assistant and property manager, I am in contact with many, many other realtors. Many of them won't even look at a person unless they have incredibly high credit scores and want to get into mansions. To me, though, I am more interested in helping the underdog thinking that everyone deserves a decent place to live and call home. Is a mansion really a "home"? I wonder. Helping the underdog overcome the not-so-good credit issues and getting them into a home they will love to call home feels so much better to me. I guess that is part of the advocate in me. Question for you is -- even if you are co

Caty And Me
I parted the veil into the world beyound the mist. Freya greeted me as an old friend. The Goddess told me she had some one for me to meet. As I looked I saw a girl sad shy scared and alone. Who is she I asked? This is Cathy Sue for she is you. Yes that sad missing part of me had been found. As we touched I kissed her lips softly and she hugged me. We became as one on that trip beyound the veil Caty and me As we merged I felt whole Caty and me joined as one. Caty and me are one again as was ment to be. So as we return we are one Caty and me. Now the adventure begins for Caty and me Here we are take us as we are Caty and me Let the adventure begin for Caty and me Caty

Me? A Racist... Fuck You. I'm An American.
I'm a Single White Male. The most discriminated against RACE in MY own country. There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, ect. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "Whiteboy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towelhead, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Hispanic Heritage Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) we'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racists.

Chaos Theory!
"If a butterfly in Japan flaps it's wings, can it cause a hurrican in the United States". You know honestly I don't think that could happen, but the moral of it could. For instance, I moved from Rockford, IL when I was in the 8th grade, to Missouri. I have gotten in touch with some of my friends back home, in Rockford. The majority of them have said that their life didn't goes as plan, and of course me being the big hearted person I am thinks that if I hadn't moved would it still be that way. Not thinking the world revolves around me, but one small missing link can through the whole chain off. You know what I mean. I could have been that missing link in someone's life, and I threw off their whole chain system. Or maybe I am digging way deep into something that doesn't even matter, but still me being the person I am, can't help but to think that way. So all in all, I guess, make an impression in someone's life every chance you can get, and maybe just maybe you will have been a

War In General....
It's what we are trained to do....to kill to survive, to take anothers life to save our own or that of our Brothers or Sisters. I've heard people dis soldiers because they are instruments of war and foreign policy. Nothing can be further from the truth. We train for the fight, we are the first to go and the last to know. It may be our job, but, we are the last ones that want it to come down to that. We watch Brothers die, and witness the horrors untold. I thank the goddess I never had to be in the shoes of the valiant men in my Family, they hang there ass out every single, fucking day! To them we owe our greatest praise, they fight so that we can express our views...and damn you if you can't respect what they do. Anti-war, pacifist, whatever, they give their lives for your voice! Wake the Hell up! Mike.

What Color Are My Lucky Panties? :)
Your Lucky Underwear Is Red You're confident and bold, and your lucky red underwear will only make you more sure of yourself. You have a great zest for life, and you tend to take on impossible goals - and succeed. When it comes to love, it's hard for you to take the time to open up. You're too busy conquering the world. So if you're looking for a little more romance, put on your red underpants. And see where their passion takes you! What Color Is Your Lucky Underwear?

Someone Real???
Well I hate to admit But I'm wrong I'm drunk right now You hear that drinking sobers the mind Well Obviously that's true... I've been contemplating on saying things I can't oh god I can't... I've repeated all the things that I've said before Nothing more, nothing less I don't want to admit it, So I wont It'll sit and fester there for as long as I let it. I'll be numb so I wont care anyways I just want to see him happy Nothing else, nothing more I don't care about me I care about him I know I shouldn't but I do I've tried not to, but there is something about him... I am envious of all he's had, of all he'll have Of anyone who's occupied his mind Anything that's come in contact with him at all Breathe Shut up bitch Stop thinking Stop thinking, just breathe You're a stupid bitch, You don't deserve any of that, you never will, get it out of your mind, out of your soul... Don't think about it at all Remeber your past Your worth and where it lays... I've talked

October 11th
Bad things always seem to come in threes. First of all a guy gets killed where the human wonderbra(aka my bf) works...then a friend gives me a rabbit which i dont want, and my drummer leaves the band ten minutes before practice. Fk me running. Since this is my new place I can also whine that I havent gotten laid in three fkn weeks, work has been slow and I'm about to climb on the roof and see how well I fly. sigh...and I turn 30 in 2 weeks...kill me now god...stop toying with me like a rotten kid pulling wings off of flies.

Eternity
We walked with the old ones. We were to be one. then the ones who would destroy the balance came and destoyed all. Some using pure darkness, some using full light. They took all. from this time sense I have searched for you. Every time I find you, again everything is destroyed. In time we will be united and balance will be restored. We will be ballanced again. When this will come to pass none can say. Till then i walk in the shadows and watch both sides, I watch for you knowing you are there, somewhere in the grey mist searching also. Till we again become one I will walk with one foot in both worlds for this is the closest to ballance I can find. Till then I walk life after life untill I find you and banish that which took ballance from us. Written Long long ago on a dark night filled with rain and emptyness.

Eastwood
OPERATOR – Eastwood Insurance, how may I be of service? CHRIS – Yes, I saw your commercial on television this morning, the one where you say, “No problem.” And I thought this might be a good time to look into getting some insurance on my automobile. OPERATOR – We’d be happy to help you, Sir. Do you currently have auto insurance? CHRIS – Well, I had some insurance, but I was a little unlucky. OPERATOR – I understand. How’s your driving record? CHRIS – I guess I have a couple of movers – ran a light and a speeding ticket. OPERATOR – Any other violations? CHRIS – Ummmmm, maybe a DUI, but that was a while ago. OPERATOR – Perhaps we should check your record. May I have your license number? CHRIS – Sure, BFL175 OPERATOR – No Sir, I mean your driver’s license number. CHRIS – I don’t have it with me. OPERATOR – Could you get it and call me back? CHRIS – They took it. OPERATOR – Who took it? CHRIS – The judge. Maybe you could look it up for me.

Tag Your It!!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun 1. I love to be on LC every day!! 2. I have to iron my cloths before I wear them. 3. I have to soak my dishes before i put them in the dishwasher before washing. 4. I have always have worn a golf shirt since i have been young. no matter what kinda event, working outside, sleeping, etc. 5. I have to drive and cant sit in the passenger side or im always looking around. 6. i have to have coffee in the morning before i do anything. tag your it: blueeyes63 ukcple clueless2006 ifyouwishme vicky 'if you only knew.....' now your turns

I Need Nyquil
2:45 in the morning, cant sleep again. Man this is getting old. Every night for a week now, bloody dreams. Old ghosts, some never go away. They lay in wait. Selfish bastards, they want me all to themselves. No matter how I fight, they dont give up. Over and over again, its exhausting. I need fucking sleep! I even tried to go to sleep telling myself it is only a dream. But no, that doesnt work :| Same goddamn dream over and over. Ive had bloody dreams before but this is insane. grrrrrr

Icp Fans
I am not a hater, but yet I am not a fan. They are ok music, but can anyone who is or isnt an ICP fan explain why I see so many of you guys springing up all over the place... And since they have so many Loyal fans, why isnt JCW and their music careers still alive... Or is this like the fans who loved 2Pac after he died and the numerous Marley/Hendrix fans of today...

My Thoughts
I feel like i cant do anything right anymore, and every time that i do something right i fuck it up 1000 times worse. I never ment to hurt you, upset you, or even make u question my love for you. Your my everything and i cant imagine my future with out you, i have longed for what we have aqnd i neverwant it to end and i will do whatever it takes to have you as mine forever and to grow old with you sit on the front porch and tell are children of the wild past that we had together. From the day that i talked to you i knew you were the one for me and that we would grow old together. I have always longed for what you and i have and yes to me this is TRUE LOVE and i refuse to let it go without a fight, i will always fight for it with all of my heart. My father told me that i would know when i find that right person to spend my life with forever and your the one. You make me smile and bring a hole new meaning to love but, it seems like all i do is make you cry more tahn i make you smile

Special Tag
here are the rules. List 6 wierd things or habbits about yourself. Tag 6 friends to do the same. For the the 6 friends I tagged: if you play, I will give you a LC gift. Let's have fun together. 1) I think that Democrats and Republicans are both right!! Go figure. 2) I hate racist people, and people who disregard thier own race. 3) I fanticies of sex to put myself to sleep..even after having sex. 4)I hate people who are self-righteous and fake. 5)If I could kill people who abuse children and get away with it...I would. 6)I LOVE sex ....everything about it. The smell..the taste... the sound..the feel..the look I mean everything.... ;p TAGS: shortcakerenee, extremelyshycutie, milk chocalate, mrs. foxxy, booshine, dey say its beauty.

Cory Lidle The Person
I just want to say that Cory Lidle was a great person besides him playing baseball. Everyone in the Baseball world is mourning the death of one of the great people in this world. My heart and prayers go to his wife and kids. We will miss you Cory.

Once I Know The Direction
it is harder to not do/go the right thing/path once you know. The way looks shorter wrong, it looks easier wrong, but if you really look, you see the pitfalls, you see the consequences and only the right thing/path will do. If you don't look, or like the risk, you will eventually be back.

Early Morning With The Kid
Ethan decided that I should wake up early this morning. He came into the bedroom and pushed me as I lay on the bed. I opened my eyes and he was smiling at me. “You want to play?” I asked. “Yeah,” he said. “Well, get up here with me.” Ethan climbed up onto the bed and when he stood up, I whacked him in the head with a pillow and knocked him down. He grabbed a pillow and tried to suffocate me, but I managed to escape from under it. I got him into a headlock and knuckled his head, but then he punched me in the kidney and I had to let go. Ethan put a chokehold on me from behind. I yelled, “Hey, that’s no fair!” But he wouldn’t let go and I had to tap out. We were both pretty tired after all that, so we went downstairs and ate some pancakes.

Feeling Pretty Worthless
i cant believe how much college is like fucking highschool... everyone is just going around backstabbing everybody and talking about everyone and throwing their digs in places and pretending to be people they arent... and i just sit here and try to be nice to people (minus of course my stupid little teasing here and there to like caitie and joe and what not, but thast just me messing around- especially since theyre like two of my favorite people in class), all to hear things that i dont like to hear-- people talking about me, people making assumptions, people pretending to be friends with me who really arent. Its just like my 4 years in highschool- no, even MIDDLESCHOOL, all over again. I dont know what i want to do anymore. I want to go to community college and live at home and not deal with people backstabbing and hating one another- why does everyone have to be so angry and mad and cause drama ? i dont think ill ever understand it. I have to sign up for a photoblock monday for the

"guy" And Questions
OK so why is it that men feel the need to play with women? Why is that men say i need to prove to myself that i am worth something? And they are playing with so many women that its not funny? Why trust men? And the sad part is that they are the soliders that are protecting our country? This is soo sad that the need to have so much attention from women that they will lie to them to get them to want them? If they are so untrustworthy that they have to do this WTF?? No wonder the women in there lives dump there asses..I was sent a prime example of how a "GUY" was an asshole...Was married and then wife cheated( oh well no wonder) then joined the army and he met someone on here..Well her and him started conversing by Gmail and on here and he had a contest where he was "auctioning" himself off since he was going to be home..So then he stopped the contest because it was "degrading" to women..So after that blah blah they talked and talked and then she found out some intresting things about

Speech By George Carlin
"The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spand more but have less, we buy more, enjoy less. We have bigger homes, and smaller families, more convieneces, but less time. We have more degrees, but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgement, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possesions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, and not a life. We've added years to life, but not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a neighbor. We've conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things. but n

All Who Wander Are Not Lost
The title is one of the tats I will be getting either this weekend or next week depending on the work schedule. My sister has already said she doesn't like it but I'm getting it anyway. I am going to explain what it means to me so that hopefully not everyone will think I'm absolutely nuts for getting this put on my body. Some of you will still think I'm crazy but chances are you already did so it's okay with me. In my family you get a nice cushy gov't job or something just as "good" and stick with it no matter how much you hate it or you are considered the outcast. I obviously have been the outcast for the past 23 years and counting. They seem to think that nothing has come of the many jobs and stupid things I have done, the things I have been through so far in my life. They couldn't be more wrong. Yes, I do wander from job to job, relationship to relationship, etc. That doesn't mean that I haven't gotten anything out of it. Each thing I have done was just a small part of what it

Friend?
Friend? Where are you my friend Thought you’d be here until the end I will bend for you I will break Tell me what you wish to take I will act happy Look quick You see I can smile Just stay a while Abandonment fresh and new Addicted I would do any thing for you Leave me be Don’t talk any more Left for me only bruises Open sores Wounds can not heal From you I could not steal Took everything in the end Where are you my friend

Married Mans Scoreboard
The Married Man's Score Board (NOTE: a score of "0" means it was expected of him) Simple Duties ------------ * You go out to buy her spring-fresh extra-light panty-liners with wings: +5 * But return with beer: -5 * You check out a suspicious noise at night: 0 * You check out a suspicious noise and it's nothing: 0 * You check out a suspicious noise and it's something: +5 * You pummel it with a six iron: +10 * It's her father: -10 Social Engagements ------------------ * You stay by her side the entire party: 0 * You stay by her side for awhile, then leave to chat with a college drinking buddy: -2 * Named Tiffany: -4 * Tiffany is a dancer: -6 * Tiffany has implants: -8 Saturday Afternoons ------------------- * You visit her parents: +1 * You visit her parents and actually make conversation: +3 * You visit her parents and stare vacantly at the television: -3 * And the television is off: -6 * You spend the day watching college football in your underwear: -6

Tagged
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Well here we go... 1. Growing up i felt left out ,,,you know the black sheep . I ran away a lot and have been on my own since i an 16 years old . Thought my mom and dad were the most uncool around . After growing up and opening my eyes i found i could never in a lifetime have a better mom and dad ,,,love you guys 2.When i was 18 i was a dancer ,,,yup a toppless dancer . Made loads of money . Was not one of the nasty dancers b/c i was always a real lady. Did a lot of partying with the cash and was real messed up for awhile . It took me to see a friend almost die from the drugs to know i was worth more then that . I just up and

Blaze Ya Dead Homie
i got to talk to blaze on his radio show the coffin it airs on wensdays on wfuckoffradio.com. it wuz the greatest we shared stories WE BOTH HAD ALMOST THE SAME STORY i told him how we used to go to this place called gore orphange to scare mutherfackels and that a tree branch fell up on my car and scarred my bro so much that he jumped in my lap like a bitch lol. he told me that every year his sister hits xmas trees that are on the side of the road after xmas. lol! He also told me that ther iz a simillar place in detroit called dollz and i wuz like 4 realz lol i had a good time talkin to him its awesome that the klown care bout us soo much that they actually talk to us and thats why i got mad luv 4 them!!i know u all r probally thinkin im silly but it mad my day to talk to him cuz i dont get a chance to go to any of the shows cuz i have a disabled child at home.and he asked me if i had room 4 him in my bed and i wuz like hell ya! im so star struck that wuz the 1st time i ever talk to su

All Mikes Fault! - Dont Get Offended People
Darkness is only something that can come into your body, your mind, your soul if you are willing to let it consume you, drown you, take you to the very debth of a hell you never knew existed. Coming to its home, falling to its flames, embracing the heat, the power...giving in to something so strong, you know you cant beat it, you dont want to beat it. Let it take you, purge your body of the light some false God has bestowed upon you, embrace the licking flames as they take hold, control, consume... -UnTouched Sanity -Loyal

On Your Knees
I was talking with my ex wife today via yahoo. She got to talking about my relationship with God. She told me that I needed to get on my knees and pray. I politely told her that the last time i really prayed I prayed for saving my marriage, I believed and prayed and believed. What I got was divorce papers and an ex wife. With results like that its really hard to pray. Now I really feel like a lost child

Wedding Yippieeee
Well, Im getting married 8 weeks from last Saturday. We got the flowers, ribbon, cake decorations on Saturday. I bought my headdress from eBay, so that will be here sometime next week, hopefully! We've been having problems with the postal service here! :( heres a list of what we have; - Date. time. location - Minister - Bride Gown - Flowers - his birth certificate (without it we couldnt have gotten married!) - candles ...candle holders (not like the kind I broke and sliced my foot open with) - Bubbles - wedding cake supplies - decorations - cake plates - napkins - the invitation stock, ink cartridge, envelopes, and mailing labels - I bought my headdress on Ebay - Ribbon - cake topper - little castles - veil material (its gonna look awesome, for what moms gonna do with it..I'M SO HAPPY) - IT'S ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL ABOUT ME ME ME ME!!!! - guest book/pen What we need; - a print program that does invites - get

I Just Dont Know Anymore
Life is really messing with me right now. Like I dont know where im going at all. i do, in the long run, but the immediate is what im concerned about. like not to sound conceited but there are all the guys "after me" and like.. it kinda gets old. like the day to day of me having to deal with all the bullshit. the jealousy of each guy about the other. im single for a reason. i enjoy it. and until i find the right person, i'm not giong to settle down. on the plus side, i started talking to this guy Tony and... it seems to me like we really clicked. i dont know. hes so far away! totally my type tho. and so gorgeous. ohhh hes soo handsome ahhhh! anyway, he seems like an amazing guy, someone i *WOULD* settle down with, so why the hell does he have to be so far from me :( i guess thats just life, right? things aren't always fair. I dont know but what i do know is that i love talking to him and im going to keep talking to him and hopefully see him sometime, because I just feel lik

Just Feeling My Way!
I am very new to this site. I usually hang in yahoo 360 but here lately it is getting kind of dull. This site looks like it has tons of potiential but will take this Froggy some time to learn. So please be patient and bare with me on things. If you see something that you think you could help me with or have any advice on things just drop me a line where ever it is that you drop lines of those nature lol. I'm sure I will find it sooner or later. Let's hope sooner lol. Well I am gonna get back to playing around with this site. Talk to you all later, Froggy P.S.Thank you to all who have already made comments or post or rateing or just making me feel very welcome here. And a great big thanks to Freddie who invited me here and has began to show me the ropes!

Would U ? /
> Kiss me: > Hug me: > Date me: > Kill me: > Love me: > Hate me: > Hold me: > Lie to me: > Hurt me: > Sing with me: > Dance with me: > Grind with me: > Cuddle with me: > Let me make a move on you: > Make a move on me: > Watch a movie with me: > Get me a B-day gift: > Caress me: > Let me borrow your car: > Be there for me: > Buy me a drink: > Bring me around your friends: > Give me a massage: > Take me to the club: > Go to sleep with me: > Do me: > Drink kool-aid with me: > Take advantage of me: > Hangout with me: > Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: > Hold hands with me: > Do something incredibly sweet for me: > Give me a lap dance: > Tell me you love me: > Call me: > What would you do if you woke up next to me:

Tag Part 2
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1.(to all my lc girls)..the only thing that looks good on you is me! 2.i'm a dork, you can't be the dork cause i'm the dork 3. Yes it's true Jessica Alba put a restraining order on me 4. i like spam,,mot the email kind the edible kind 5. Don't tell me i won't cause chances are i will 6. I live by the motto " fuck em if they can't take a joke, and joke em if they can't take a fuck" I choose:1. One crazy mama,2.Ofurdreamz,3.True cherryrose,4.Nashieboo,5.Panthaman,6.Wicked boy GOOD LUCK MY FRIEDS :))

Getting My Eyebrow Pierced Today
well here I am 52 years young and I decided, instead of a new tattoo, I would get my eyebrow pierced. , some of my friends think I am going thru a mid life crisis, BUT I know , It's just something I wanted to do for a long time , and oh well. done deal. no pics yet, will try and get some done this week. just wanted to share that with my friends. Lady Di

Yes, Jaded
I try very hard to believe that people, dispite all of our troubles are good at heart and well meaning. I know that sounds very naive but that is just the kind of person that I am. I really try and believe that deep down, people mean well. Now, just because I think that people are well meaning, does not make me a sucker by default. That said, I am always really bothered by people who say and do things to try and get over. Sure, most of us are but some of the same people who also say they hate that are the first ones guilty of such behavior. I guess that in my world, those truly close to me are honest, don't fuck over their friends (on purpose anyway) and most of them I'd trust with my life. As of late, I've met people who want to be close to me by lying about who they are, what they do, what they want from life, hell about underwear color if given the chance. This is not everyone, but a lot of them. Friendships are built on trust, sometimes that's all you have. I have

Tag
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I smoke - a very bad habit! 2. I love to drive.... and get very nervous when someone else does. 3. I would rather be awake at night, then during the morning..hate mornings 4. I am addicted to genealogy! 5. I am addicted to beautiful "natural" women (dislike fake anything on a woman) and love thier quirks..*ducks* 6. I have to check email in the morning,after work and at night before bed .... Ok, tag, you're it... Harley Girl Cheryl Tater Harleyandheels Lil squaw Theresa

What Am I
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel75%Mermaid67%Faerie50%Dragon25%WereWolf25%Demon8%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Pretty Disappointed!!!
all my "contestors" that are always coming to me to vote for them. Hey I have no problem giving you my vote, but I think if you ask that of someone, you should at least spend a bit of time with that person's profile you are soliciting for help. Don't shout me for a vote when you haven't done shit for me, and you can vote my profile when you make your shout, but that doesn't mean you have voted my pics, left me a voice comment, or even left me a regular comment. If you want to be diplomatic, you have to spend way more time then that.

Jury Awards $11.3m Over Defamatory Internet Posts
Jury awards $11.3M over defamatory Internet posts By Laura Parker, USA TODAY http://www.usatoday.com/news/nation/2006-10-10-internet-defamation-case_x.htm A Florida woman has been awarded $11.3 million in a defamation lawsuit against a Louisiana woman who posted messages on the Internet accusing her of being a "crook," a "con artist" and a "fraud." Legal analysts say the Sept. 19 award by a jury in Broward County, Fla. — first reported Friday by the Daily Business Review — represents the largest such judgment over postings on an Internet blog or message board. Lyrissa Lidsky, a University of Florida law professor who specializes in free-speech issues, calls the award "astonishing." BEWARE OF BLOGS: Courts are asked to crack down on bloggers, websites Lidsky says the case could represent a coming trend in court fights over online messages because the woman who won the damage award, Sue Scheff of Weston, Fla., pursued the case even though she knew the defendant, Carey Boc

Aggrivated
I AM SO AGERIVATED RIGHT NOW...MY HUSBAND PRINTS OUT THIS THING CALLED "SIGNS OF FEMALE INFIDELITY" HE GOT FROM A SIGHT CALLED SNEAKYSPOUSES..AND HIGHLIGHTS 6 THINGS AND I WILL TELL YOU WHAT HE HIGHLIGHTED 1. SHE NO LONGER GETS ANGRY BY HERSELF. IF YOUR WOMAN USED TO BE ANGRY FOR ANYTHING AND PICKED FIGHTS FOR SUBJECTS OUT OF THIN AAIR. 2. SHE BEGINS TO BECOME MORE AND MORE SECRETIVE. SHE NO LONGER VOLUNTEERING TO GIVE OUT INFORMATION ABOUT HER DAILY HAPPENINGS BECAUSE SHE IS MOST LIKELY HIDING SOMETHING 3.ON THE LIL TIME SHE SPENDS WITH YOU SHE GETS "OVER FOCUSED" 4.SHE PICKS FIGHTS QUICKLY IF CONFRONTED OVER THE DUMBEST THINGS. 5.HER NEW FREIND IF SHE KEEPS THIS FREINDSHIP UNDER WRAPS IT MEANS SHE IS CHEATING 6. SHE REFUSES TO ANSWER THE SIMPLEST QUESTIONS. I WAS LIKE WTF IS THIS AND HE JUST TOLD ME TO READ IT SO I DID..OUR MARRIAGE HAS HAD ITS UP AND DOWNS BUT WE ALWAYS SEEM TO GET PAST THEM..BUT THIS ONE I DONT KNOW IF WE CAN HE TOLD ME TO CHANGE MY PROFILE BECAUSE I HA

First Time
Well hellllooooooo everybody. this is my first time i have sent a blog on lost cherry but not on any other thing which i will not mention cos that site was boring and this one isnt. so i hope you enjoy looking at my profile and hopefully some of you would like to become my fwiend!! well ttfn and have a good day afternoon or night byeeeeeeee!!!!

True Stories
Last year around this time many aspects of my life changed. I learned a few things and tried to apply them to my future actions. Among the many things I learned I suck at foriegn languages for the second time. In high school I had taken German. I passed the class but only because the teacher had a crush on me. I don't wanna go into details on that because I am only making it up. I really have no idea how I managed to pass German because I sucked at it, never paid attention, rarely showed up for class. Well any way this time last year I was failing college Spanish. I had retaken the class after a horrible accident left me unable to attend classes the semester before. That I am not making up I really did have an accident that prevented me from drving to, or attending class in any way. Another thing I learned last year about this time was alcohol in many forms is delicious. Beer how ever is not one of the delicious forms. Infact I beleive my body to be allergic to beer. If I consum

Tag
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I can't drive at night. Sucks 2. Won't cross the street for NASCAR but will travel 1000 mile to watch open wheel 3. My boots are my sneakers..damn comfy! 4. Do not call me before 10 am on the weekends. (even my mother obeys this rule) 5. I too am addicted to LC - am on it every single night.. lol 6. I am going to be a grandmother in 2-3 weeks (a girl) Ok, tag, you're it... Wolver FreddyFlint Digger Snowy armymale4u Major Pita

Is It Monday Again? (previous Post--edited)
If I hadn't known any better, I would've sworn this was a Monday. Why? Because EVERYONE seemed to be having a bad day. Usually I'm in a good mood when I get to work and can usually maintain that good mood, but tonight it was almost impossible to keep smilin'.It seemed everyone was in a pissy mood--customers, co-workers, bosses, just everyone. First, we have to deal with this guy who claimed a rodent had gotten into his salad--ok...sure it sounds kind of funny...but who on earth orders a salad and picks it apart inspecting each and every piece of lettuce in it? Then the guy complains --calls an 800 number and then spends 2 hours sitting at a table. Hello--If you're so unhappy with the service WHY SIT THERE FOR TWO ADDITIONAL HOURS? Next, this woman comes through saying that she has 3 coupons, fine ..its all well and good ...until she's told that she can't use all 3 of them at the same time. She wants to know where it says on there that only per visit can be used. She gives the boss

Hello There....
It was the best of times....it was the worst of times..... Yeah, WTFever. I'm gonna have a go at bloggin'. Is this anything like pimpin'? Anyway, this is either going to bore me very quickly, in which case you'll never even know because there just won't be any more. Or...I'll like it so much and I'll do so many that it becomes totally annoying to everyone and you all just won't even bother coming here to see what I put up, in which case there'll be no point for there to be any more. Ya follow??? Either way, nobody's gonna be reading this crap after a few days anyway....probably. I'm gonna try and keep it fresh and do a lot of different things here. I have some real funny stuff, and some lyrics to songs I'm writing and maybe even some serious things too. There's a bunch of old things I wrote on another "online community" that about maybe 9 people here on LC have ever heard of. But it was good there, so it maybe might be good here too. Gotta be an ass for just one minut

Live Webcam Cumshot : Looking For Spectators
I will add content for my Sperm Gallery soon, I will do it live on my webcam. I will play with myself before, I will listen to your comments and your ideas, and maybe do what you ask :) Let me know if you want to watch, just send me a message with: - Your Yahoo Messenger ID - The link to your Lost Cherry profile. Comments on my pictures and videos are also welcome :) - More Skin album - Nudity album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Sperm Gallery album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Tribute album (must be FRIEND over 18) Kisses Nice Boy

Payback...
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I truely think that Kermit the Frog is hot! 2. My friends know me by 2 names with 2 totally different personalities. 3. I am the only sober person in my house on most nights. 4. I started writing a journal at a friends insistance. 5. The past month has been the best and worst month that I have had in years. 6. I enjoy watching my friends wear each others clothing and have pictures to prove it!

Hi Everyone
This is me Lisa Marie. I live in Nevada and I am an aries! Yes that is right and Aries, we are very interesting LOL! Any way I have lived in Yerington all my life and I was married for 17 years and 4 years ago we split up, the worst time in my life but I made it and I Lived the best I could. I am a blossom someone told me. I blossomed into a beautiful women and I am going to try and make usre that I keep going. I am living alone and I work. My son 21 lives in Reno and my two daughters live with their father in Reno Nevada. I live in yerington Nevada. I work in Carson City and man DO I WORK! But any way more to come in these blogs and I will share a lot of me and my personality. I hope that all of you are well and many happy times.

I'll Wait For You - Joe Nichols
The snow in Montana was three feet high The lady at the counter said: There ain't no flights And so he called her on the telephone He said: I'll rent a car and I'll drive home And she said: I'll wait for you Like I did last year At Christmas time with your family here And your truck broke down out in San Antone And the gifts stayed wrapped until you got home Oh, this ain't nothin' new Sweetheart, I'll wait for you Now he's on his cell phone in a Coupe Deville Talkin' to the one he loves and always will His heart is breakin' 'cause she's there alone Her heart is achin' 'cause she wants him home She says: I'll wait for you like in '68 When our child was due, but I said, he'll have to wait Until his dad gets here and stands by my side Remember, Dear, our son's first cry Oh, this ain't nothin' new Sweetheart, I'll wait for you He didn't stop all day to eat a bite And he finally got there around midnight The doctor said, she's in a better place She said to give

Something About Women
Ok.. i took this from my friend Buddy christ lol i loved it and wanted to share it with everyone also..Thanxs for posting it on your blog buddy big huggs to you babe* `````````````````````````````````` ON THE SIXTH DAY GOD WAS TALKING TO ADAM AND TOLD ADAM HE HAD YET ANOTHER GIFT FOR HIM. ADAM REPLIED "GOD, WHAT ELSE COULD YOU POSSIBLY GIVE ME? YOU HAVE PROVIDED ME WITH BEAUTIFIL SCENARY, ANIMALS THAT AMAZE ME, OCEANS, FORESTS, STARS AT NIGHT, AND A WARM SUN TO BASK IN EVERYDAY. WHAT ELSE COULD I NEED?" GOD SAID "ADAM I WISH TO GIVE YOU A WOMAN." "A WOMAN?" ADAM SAID "WHAT IS A WOMAN?" GOD ANSWERED " A WOMAN IS A BEING LIKE YOURSELF BUT WITH SOME DIFFERENCES. SHE CAN CREATE LIFE INSIDE HER AND MAKE MORE PPL SO YOU CAN HAVE A FAMILY. SHE IS SOFTER TO THE TOUCH FOR YOUR PLEASURE YET TOUGHER THAN YOU THINK FOR WHEN TIMES ARE SHAKY. SHE WILL COMFORT YOU, LOVE YOU, CARE FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ALL THE DAYS OF YOUR LIFE. A SOUL THAT WILL NEVER WAVER FROM YOU AND WHO YOU WILL BE ABLE T

Partial-birth Abortion Procedure!
Hiya Everyone! I'm pro-choice that allows the woman to decide whether she wants to have a baby or not. To me, though, this should be done responsibly. I would support legislation that makes abortion illegal once the baby's hearbeat starts. This means that if a woman gets pregnant, she needs to abort within four weeks once she knows that she is pregnant before the embryo's heart starts beating. This brings us to partial-birth abortion. I would support legislation that makes partial-birth abortion illegal, except in the cases where the mother's life is in danger, rape, or incest. Having said that, I would only support legal abortion BEFORE the embryo's heart starts beating. I'm attaching some links that explain partial-birth abortion. Please be warned that the descriptions are graphic and you may find disturbing. I think that the media doesn't really explain the actual procedure of partial-birth abortion. I can never undertand why any pregnant woman would wait beyond 4

Woman
ON THE SIXTH DAY GOD WAS TALKING TO ADAM AND TOLD ADAM HE HAD YET ANOTHER GIFT FOR HIM. ADAM REPLIED "GOD, WHAT ELSE COULD YOU POSSIBLY GIVE ME? YOU HAVE PROVIDED ME WITH BEAUTIFIL SCENARY, ANIMALS THAT AMAZE ME, OCEANS, FORESTS, STARS AT NIGHT, AND A WARM SUN TO BASK IN EVERYDAY. WHAT ELSE COULD I NEED?" GOD SAID "ADAM I WISH TO GIVE YOU A WOMAN." "A WOMAN?" ADAM SAID "WHAT IS A WOMAN?" GOD ANSWERED " A WOMAN IS A BEING LIKE YOURSELF BUT WITH SOME DIFFERENCES. SHE CAN CREATE LIFE INSIDE HER AND MAKE MORE PPL SO YOU CAN HAVE A FAMILY. SHE IS SOFTER TO THE TOUCH FOR YOUR PLEASURE YET TOUGHER THAN YOU THINK FOR WHEN TIMES ARE SHAKY. SHE WILL COMFORT YOU, LOVE YOU, CARE FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ALL THE DAYS OF YOUR LIFE. A SOUL THAT WILL NEVER WAVER FROM YOU AND WHO YOU WILL BE ABLE TO COUNT ON FOREVER. SHE WILL BE YOUR BEST FRIEND AND LOVER, THE ONE CONSTANT I WILL GIVE YOU TIL YOU ARE CALLED BACK HOME TO ME." "WOW!" SAID ADAM "I WANT A WOMAN!! SHE SOUNDS AMAZING!!!" GOD SAID "BUT A

Thanks To Everyone
Everyone I have met on here tonight are so friendly. I want to express my thanks to all of you. I had just signed up and added a picture when I started getting all kinds of emails telling me I had comments. I have never met as many friendly people at one time in one place. So thank you all for taking the time to welcome me to LostCherry

A Good Day
I went to a haunted house tonight, my first one this month, and it was awesome. It was a ton of fun. It also made me really miss my friends. I went with 3 other girls, and 2 of them are people that I used to always hang with in highschool. I am still real close to the one but we don't get to see eachother all that much because we literally work opposite schedules. So of course I have other friends that I usually hang out with, but chillin with them really brought me back to the way things used to be. It was a great time. I LOVE Halloween so I am hoping to squeeze in at least 2 more haunted houses before October is over. I'd like to do a lot more but it's just hard due to work and everyone's schedule and blah blah blah. Things were much easier when I was 16! LoL oh well, just thought I'd share ;) I have 2 finals tomorrow that I SHOULD be studying for, but obviously that isn't happening yet!! I better get to it though. I'm such a procastinator. It is one of my many bad habits/qualit

Mini Game Review (ape Escape: Pipo Ape Racer) Psp
i got the demo for the japanese version of Ape Escape (Pipo Ape Racer). this game is yet another cart racer clone. this time you are playing the apes from ape escape. (yes ape escape). i have to say so far this clone is kinda fun. well its no mario cart. the only prob i see is that while you are racing it seams to be going kinda slow. even when you use the speed power ups. i hope they fix this prob when the game fully comes out. this game is a rental. for a quick gaming fix.

Tag Ur It For The Last Time
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1.I own pirate porn (real pirates) 2.My bengay blog is real i really did do it 3.Ive been called spaz since highschool and i want to change my name to that legally 4. i love cartoons all kinds but mostly ones that make no sence 5. I barely remeber school but i can remeber stuff from tv 6.I wore skirts before and i felt sexy

Numbed Brain
i woke up this morning and thought "oh il do my first blog today", an had a great idea for it too, had it all planned out was i was gunna say. now it came to writting it an i have gone tottaly numb brained an cant even remember why i woke up so early lol but at least i got done me first blog, maybe tomoz ill remeber what i was gunna put today lol cheers for reading my infernal ramblings tc an have a great day ppl of LC

I Love
I love your soft kisses. I love your soft touch. I love the way you bite your lip. I love you soooooo much. I love the way you look at me. I love the way you smile. I love the way you're shy sometimes, Every once and a while. I love it when you look at me, When I'm not looking at you. You think I do not realize it, But really...I do. I love the way you cuddle. I love the way you sleep. I love the way you rub your neck, when you are thinking so deep. I love all of you, Your nose, your lips, your eyes, your feet. I will never stop loving you. You are so amazingly sweet. I love that I love you. I have loved you from the very start. I LOVE ALL OF YOU, I now hand you the key to my heart.

How To Control Your Emotions Around Women
How To Control Your EMOTIONS Around Women -------------------------------------------------- To safely and permanently exclude yourself from future mailings just click the link at the end of this newsletter. To sign yourself up for this complimentary e-letter, visit www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com -------------------------------------------------- >Hey, take a minute and look through all of the different programs I've created to help you learn how to overcome fear... how to approach women... how to start conversations... and how to get numbers and dates. You can see them all here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ ONE MISTAKE ALMOST ALL MEN MAKE WITH WOMEN... AND WHAT TO DO ABOUT IT... There is one critical mistake that almost all men make with the women that they're REALLY attracted to. This particular mistake is at the root of so many different problems that men run into, that the topic probably deserves a book to be written

Tag You It For The Last Time
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. this is my second time doing this tag your it thing so please dont pick me again cuz i won't do it 2.i have an obsession with forien men(still can't spell) 3.i go to the same bar every weekend for 4 years now 4. i love cartoons all kinds but mostly ones that make no sence 5.i sing in the shower 6.and i moan in my sleep and i mean moan like sexmoan...lol

Good Day Today
It was cold a rainy today and I woke up early, I turned on the wax kettles and made some good candles today. I made two orange 4" X 6" round that I will carve into pumpkins they look cool I will put some pictures up when I am done. I made a 4" X 9" round and 10 dozen melting tarts. You know the kind you put in a glass mug and set it on a warming plate, Man they smell good. I am paying for it now though my knees, back and neck are shot now. well thanks to all that take the time to read this and all my LC friends Peace Out!

We Are The Forebidden Fruit............ Are You Tempted?
DJ ANIDEX, THE HOTTEST DJ EVER! SPINNING THE HOTTTEST BEATS ON TEMPTATION X RADIO > TURN UP YOUR PLAYER FOR ONE AMAZING SHOW WITH DJ ANIDEX > > DJ ANIDEX LIVE ON TEMPTATION X RADIO! > > TEMPTATION X RADIO > THE TOP MUSIC WITH THE MOST APPEALING DJ?S AND THE SEXIEST CROWD EVER. We are the Forebidden Fruit.......... Are you tempted?

11 New Pick Up Lines
Hey Crystal, How would you like to learn 11 KILLER "field-tested", word-for-word routines for meeting women and getting dates that you can start using IMMEDIATELY? Let's talk about "pick up lines". I just finished up an amazing interview with a new friend of mine... and in it he shared so many great word-for-word lines and techniques that I literally LOST COUNT. My friend is a dating coach who takes guys out "in the field" and teaches them how to approach and start conversations with women LIVE and on-the-spot... He's known for his "$10,000 Weekend"... a special boot-camp style program in which he teaches high net-worth individuals who are successful in every other area of their lives EXCEPT meeting women, how to make women want them for MORE than just their money. He's actually been helping men become more successful with women for nearly 10 YEARS now... and has appeared on dozens of radio shows, in magazines... on MTV... you name i

My B-day (kinda Lol)
well I took my sis ta tha airport this mornin i'm so sad i miss her already:( Well i'll get ta c her in Jan. but that seems forever away!!! shes gonna miss my b-day which is on sunday tha 15th an my Party which i'm not sure when it is but still shes gonna miss it. every year me an my bf get a sitter an have a joint b-day party cuz myne is tha 15 an his is tha 23rd so we always have a big bash last year we got soooo fuckin faded it was hella fun can't wait for this years!!!

Life
They always told me Life was hard, But they never told me How the pain would scar. They always told me Life was a race, But they never said. Id fall in last place. They always told me You can't change the past But they never told me My bad memories would last. They always told me Everyone dies, But they never told me The horrible reasons why. Life is something I cannot change, So I have to live my life Until the very last page.

Maggnot?
Life is not based on scripts it's made from your heart and soul and the way you express it too. A rose is a rose as to where it displays that you are one but to me a rose is but of a flower. To me, you are the bouquet that is so grand and elegant that even arranged or not you show me how many ways I can remember you with each scent that you carry around.

From Social Misfit
I got this off my friend Flor de amor's site and thought it was very true.. This is so true!!! By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." " But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour

Remember
Remember how we said I love you Remember how we cried? Remember how I promised to cherish you And you promised to never lie? Remember how you came to my rescue When my whole world fell down? Remember how you hugged me tightly And never let me frown? Remember how you came to my door Eyes all full of tears? Remember how we cried together Telling one another of our fears? Remember how I loved you Remember how we met? Remember how you asked me out And the answer I'll never regret? Remember how our love fell apart? Remember how our love died? Remember how even nine months later I still sat and cried? Remember how I died? But only in my head Even though I still walk around Remember I am dead.

Something I Found On A Friends Site..thought I Would Share
I got this off my friend Flor de amor's site and thought it was very true.. This is so true!!! By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." " But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour

Big Rig Story (adult)
HERE IS A STORY THAT A VERY SEXY FRIEND OF MINE (OHM) AND I WROTE TOGETHER. HOPE YOU ENJOY IT. now about my dreams...there's this one...where I'm riding in the cab of a tractor trailer...over the open road...next to a sexy man...who keeps looking at my legs in their short skirt...shorter since I've propped my bare feet on the dashboard...flashing my tattoo and red toenails... i tell you to how good you look and that you sure make it hard to drive with you sliding your skirt up farther. you then slip off your top reveling a black push-up bra and start flashing all the other trucks as we pass by them. they haller on the cb to encorage you to stick your fingers in hot wet pussy just past your blak thong panties. you are getting very wet and tell me so. you kneel on seat close enough for me to reach over and silp a finger in your pussy along with yours. you remove your finger and put both hands on the door and presss your breasts against the cool glass of the window for all to

Tag Your It
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I'm addicted to caffine I drink like 3 pots of coffee a day and drink tons of dew. 2.I love to be naked I sleep naked if I didn't have kids I'd be naked all the time if it takes me a while to answer the door you can bet I'm putting clothes on. 3.I have a really good long term memorey but my short time sucks ask me about a party 5yrs ago I'll tell you what you were wearing ask me where i put my keys and ummm duh 4. I've lost 4 sets of various car keys had to pop my ignition twice and have mario(a friend)break into my after locking the keys inside 6 times. 5.I love to read once I start a book I can't stop. 6.I am stubborn and pridefull to a fault

1st Thought (old But Hey)
How can you miss a kiss you’ve never tasted and do you regret the time you wasted just to be nice and make me smile back then. I know it’s been too long and I don’t ask you to wait. I never even told you why I reacted that way but I was not strong as you. I need other ways to protect me and stop bothering you. However, this is an excuse that I had formulated to coat the truth in which I wanted to be a part of you. I wanted to be open to you physically and emotionally. I wanted to learn more about you. Although it was inevitable that I had a chance of escaping in hopes of that I would see you again. So I guessed this was where I was going to go and see you around. I wanted to see you because “you’re” around. I wanted to feel the polar attraction that you and I are managing to hold together without losing any momentum.

Last Night
I cried again Last night I couldn't stand the pain. I prayed again Last night Tears fell down like rain. I wished again Last night Wished it all would end. I dreamt again Last night Dreamt you were my friend. I mourned again Last night Cried out in dire need. I died again Last night Because you don't love me.

Sneak Peek...
as talks keep going with a publisher, i thought i'd offer a sneak peek from my novel "godspeed"... Waking swings like a hammer to the back of my skull, sending sparks exploding behind my eyes, and a swell of blood to my heart. When my eyes open in the blackness, I'm sitting erect in bed, sweat wringing down my face. It's a little past two in the morning. I've slept for twenty minutes. The room is the darkness of night in Big Sky country when the clouds lay low and thick. A darkness you can't even imagine unless you've experienced it. Like when people say the can't see their hand right in front of their face. Light can't penetrate the curtains, even in the shittiest motels. A nuclear blast could go off a hundred yards away and you would never know until the shock wave hit you. The air conditioner sputters and spits, struggling and failing to keep the room cool. It just circulates the stale, dead air. I can hardly breathe. If there is a Hell, I imagine it smells a lot like

Are You Boring In Bed?
Quiz: Are You Boring in Bed? By Amy Keyishian Your Results Vanilla Sex? Nope! More Like Rocky Road Mixed with Peppermint Twist! Some like it hot. And some like it totally on fire! That's you -- men might call you a lot of things, but "boring" isn't one of them. Whoever gets to share the sheets with you is in for a wild ride, and probably appreciates the heck out of your passionate proclivities! "You've bucked the trend," says Lisa Douglass, PhD, coauthor of The Sex You Want: A Lover's Guide to Women's Sexual Pleasure (Marlowe & Co., 2003). "Studies show that sexual satisfaction is hard for a lot of women to achieve -- but if you're expressing this level of passion to your partner, you're surely in tune with your sexy side." And more power to you. "Just remember to stay true to yourself," Douglass warns. "Focus on pleasure, not performance, and together you and your partner will reach new, deeper levels of intimacy." Keep exploring and enj

New Site
Hey all...I know this can be considered cheap advertising...and it is lol...butttttt...I have decided to sell a few of the items I create. You can view them at my new website titled "Robin's World" ~ http://robinvz2000.tripod.com/ Thank you. ~~Robin

Get Ken Smith Cd's & Mp3s Today
Buy mp3s of some of my Hottest songs at !! To Buy mp3's of most songs form Both Ken Smith Cd's "The Black sheep Diaries" & "Still Alive' Click here to go to Ken's online Store or get a Package mp3 deal here! http://www.musicane.com/kensmithlive Or Simply request information on how to order my CD's by mail "The Black sheep Diaries" only $10 My newest album featuring 10 Hot new songs like "Better part of me" "My Everything" "Ride the storm out" and many more This Album also features the re-release of the heartfelt single "Father" recorded with Ken's former Band Society's Child in 1995 "Still Alive" only $10 My fist solo Album.This album features 10 of the most lyric driven yet powerful Acoustic song you'll ever hear. Songs like "Burning Bridges" Down by the river" 2 Face day" and the hit single "Memphis" that was featured on 2005's BAAC Compilation CD Send your mail order request to my LC or myspace inbox And if your in north east AR and want to buy a CD