Life is really messing with me right now.
Like I dont know where im going at all. i do, in the long run, but the immediate is what im concerned about. like not to sound conceited but there are all the guys "after me" and like.. it kinda gets old. like the day to day of me having to deal with all the bullshit. the jealousy of each guy about the other.
im single for a reason. i enjoy it. and until i find the right person, i'm not giong to settle down.
on the plus side, i started talking to this guy Tony and... it seems to me like we really clicked. i dont know. hes so far away!
totally my type tho. and so gorgeous. ohhh hes soo handsome ahhhh! anyway, he seems like an amazing guy, someone i *WOULD* settle down with, so why the hell does he have to be so far from me :( i guess thats just life, right? things aren't always fair.
I dont know but what i do know is that i love talking to him and im going to keep talking to him and hopefully see him sometime, because I just feel like this is right. you know?
anyway... I probably dont make much sense. If you were me, you'd probably understand better. I tell these guys that im not interested and it makes them chase after me more. like what do i need to do!?!? jeeze. I just wanna be single, and enjoy life and what it has to offer me and in the mean time, get to know Tony more.......... :) i hope i'm not wrong about him....
-Megan
