I feel like i cant do anything right anymore, and every time that i do something right i fuck it up 1000 times worse. I never ment to hurt you, upset you, or even make u question my love for you. Your my everything and i cant imagine my future with out you, i have longed for what we have aqnd i neverwant it to end and i will do whatever it takes to have you as mine forever and to grow old with you sit on the front porch and tell are children of the wild past that we had together. From the day that i talked to you i knew you were the one for me and that we would grow old together. I have always longed for what you and i have and yes to me this is TRUE LOVE and i refuse to let it go without a fight, i will always fight for it with all of my heart. My father told me that i would know when i find that right person to spend my life with forever and your the one. You make me smile and bring a hole new meaning to love but, it seems like all i do is make you cry more tahn i make you smile and i feel like crap bc that not who i am i was brought up so much better. Every time that i hurt you i hurt a thousands times more for me and all i do is cry, and i know that you do the same. I fuck up alot and it hurts to know that i took all the broken peaces and put the back together and i keep on breaking them all over again and i fall back on my face and it sucks. well all i have done today is think about us and cryed over and over again and know i cant even sleep so i wil go back to thinking about my mistakes and hope that u can forgive me for everything that i have done.
I Love You with all my heart and alwasy will
David Michael Hartman
