so i'm sittin here at my friends house i'm spending the night but i cant seem to fall asleep. my mind is racing with a bunch of stuff. i talked to my husband today and we argued he hung up on me again which is like a knife being twisted into my heart, thats the worst thing that he could do to me especially since we dont know if
A)when he will be able to call again
B)or if that will be the last phone call we'll ever have and he didnt even say i love you... i dont know
i thought him going to iraq would be easier then this and when we argued i wouldnt care but i guess not... it hurts worse.
