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Lessons In ManagementJohnny wanted to have sex with a girl in his office.....but she belonged to
someone else...
One day Johnny got so frustrated that he went up to her and said, "I'll give
you a $100 if you let me have you!" But the girl said "NO!"
Johnny said, "I'll be fast, I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down,
and I'll be finished by the time you pick it up." She thought for a moment
and said that she would have to consult her boyfriend.....so she called her
boyfriend and told him the story.
Her boyfriend said, "Ask him for $200, then pick up the money very fast. He
won't even be able to get his pants down."
So she agrees and accepts the proposal. Half an hour goes by and the
boyfriend is waiting for his girlfriend to call. Finally after 45 minutes the
boyfriend calls and asks what happened. She replied, "The bastard used coins!"
Management lesson: Always consider a business proposal in its entirety,
before agreeing to it and getting screwed.
Lmao New Husband WantedNew Husband Wanted!!!
>> >
>> >A lonely widow, aged 70, decided that is was time to get married
>> >again. She put an ad in the local newspaper that read:
>> >HUSBAND WANTED:
>> > MUST BE IN MY AGE GROUP (70's),
>> > MUST NOT BEAT ME,
>> > MUST NOT RUN AROUND ON ME,
>> > AND MUST STILL BE GOOD IN BED!
>> > ALL APPLICANTS PLEASE APPLY IN PERSON.
>> >
>> >On the second day she heard the doorbell. Much to her dismay,
>> >she opened the door to see a grey-haired gentleman sitting in a
wheel
>
>> >chair.
>> >
>> >He had no arms or legs.
>> >"You're not really asking me to consider you, are you?!"
the
>> >widow said.
>> >
>> >"Just look at you ... you have no legs!"
>> >The old gentleman smiled, "Therefore, I cannot run around on
>> >you!"
>> >
>> >"You don't have any arms either!" she snorted.
>> >Again, the old man smiled, "Therefore, I can never beat
you!"
>> >
>> >She raised an eyebrow an
Nudist ColonyA Retired older man joins a very exclusive nudist
colony. On his first day there he takes off his
clothes and starts to wander around. A gorgeous petite
blonde walks by and the man immediately gets an
erection. The woman notices his erection, comes over
to him and says, "Did you call me?" The man replies,
"No, what do you mean?" She says, "You must be new
here. Let me explain. It's a rule here that if you
get an erection, it implies you called for me."
Smiling, she leads him to the side of the swimming
pool, lies down on a towel, eagerly pulls him to her
and happily lets him have his way with her.
Later, the man continues to explore the colony's
facilities. He enters the sauna and as he sits down,
he farts. Within minutes a huge, hairy man lumbers
out of the steam room toward him, "Did you call for
me?" says the hairy man. "No, what do you mean?" asks
the newcomer. "It's a rule that if you fart, it
implies that you called for me." The huge man easily
s
What A Night!!!!So, let me just tell you tonight we were soooo busy!!! First of all it was the homecoming game at school so, of course when the game was over which by the way green co lost 7 to 14 what a shock...anyways everyone that was at the game came to the store we had to make two batches of taco meat...whoever came up with the idea for us to serve taco salads all day and all night needs to be taken out and shot!!!! Starting next month we have chili and pinto beans and cornbread yummmmy! Miss Brenda's is our deli manager and she a very big perfectionist and she goes into over drive when we have extra stuff to look after...like on halloween we give out bug juices to the kids...thanksgiving and christmas we give out cookies so, the next couple of months should be very intresting and very stressful!!!plus we sell pies along with the usually cookies and banana bread I have a feeling that I am going to feel like betty crocker by the first of the year!!!!
So, it was sooo cute this little 18 yr old wa
Sept 30 06well i have been hard at work on my college courses getting a 98% average for bothfamily is doing great and i start my new job part time in about 15 minutes well ill write more later
Have a great Saturday everyone!!
It Bothers Mewhen someone i didnt want reading my blogs in the first place (ex sis in law) starts quoting what i say in them...its like ive been violated.
esp. when what i say has been taken out of context.
so i'm going to be MIA at least for a little while....
please forgive me. :D
if u want to know all the dirty details of whats going on
www.myspace.com/heartbroken101 and check out some of my blogs.
Thanks To Our Troops!I don't know who put this together, but I sure would like to shake his hand, pat him on the back, and wish him, "Good Hunting!" Dear Terrorists, I am a Navy Aviator. I was born and raised in a small town in New England. I come from a family of five. I was raised in a middle class home and taught my values by my mother and father.My dad worked a series of jobs in finance and my mom took care of us kids. We were not an overly religious family but attended church most Sundays. It was a nice small Episcopal Church. I have a brother and sister and I am the youngest in my family. I was the first in many generations to attend college.I have flown Naval aircraft for 16 years. For me the flying was never a lifelong dream or a "calling," it just happened. I needed a job and I liked the challenge. I continue to do it today because I feel it is important to give back to a nation, which has given so much to me. I do it because, although I will never be rich, my family will be comfortable. I do it b
Tempting FateDiving in with both feet has always been my forte whatever the consequences of my actions... I have, yet again, jumped into a new relationship... Yes, it wasn't but a week ago that I hated men but something about this one just feels very different. Plus He's a rockstar... or will be soon... hey baby.... you know who you are... much kissez and cuddlez. thats it for tonight.... wish me luck on this one.. HUGE PROPS TO NETWAVZRADIO!!!!!!!!! YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING!!!!!!!!
We've Got The Bombs!Im an Asshole!I'm An Asshole by Dennis LearyFolks I'd like to sing a song about the American Dream About me About you About the way our American hearts beat way down in the bottoms of our chests About that special feeling we get in the cockles of our hearts Or maybe below the cockles Maybe in the sub-cockle area Maybe in the liver Maybe in the kidneys Maybe even in the colon We don't know I'm just a regular joe With a regular job I'm your average white Suburbanite slob I like football, and porno, and books about war I've got an average house With a nice hardwood floor My wife, and my job My kids, and my car My feet on my table And a Cuban cigar But sometimes that just ain't enough To keep a man like me interested Oh no, no way, uh uhh No, I gotta go out and have fun At someone else's expense Oh yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah I drive really slow In the ultra-fast lane While people behind me are going insane I'm an asshole (he's an asshole, what an asshole) I'm an asshole (he's an assho
This Is The Real Me.........like It Or Leave It!I am not a pretty boy. I don't have 6 pack abs or defined muscles. I don't play games. I'm not a player. If that is the kind of guy you like, I'm not it! I work hard. I love to sweat. I am an adrenaline junkie. I repel, paintball, etc. I like my beer cold, my shots hard, my cars fast, my trucks big, and my toys tough. I am your typical blue collar guy. There are some weeks I live pay check to pay check. I still live at home (until my construction company can support my expensive life). I work 3 jobs just make ends meet. I have made some bad choices in my life, none of which I regret. I love the outdoors; I am not a tree hugging nature freak. I used to hunt until I ran out of time too. I believe that vegetarians will starve to death if we ever have to resort back to tracking and killing our own meals. I believe that P.E.T.A. is a group of radical extremists that needs to be shut down and the members need to eat a good steak once in a while. I support our troops. I believe that our past,
My Space SuxJust wanted to let everyone know i have left my space it sux how many of you agree?
Its too bloody slow & boring good riddens to My Space LC RULES!!!!!!!!!
Zen ThoughtsZEN THOUGHTS
A day without sunshine is like, night.
On the other hand, you have different fingers.
I just got lost in thought. It was unfamiliar territory.
42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot.
99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name.
I feel like I'm diagonally parked in a parallel universe.
Honk if you love peace and quiet.
Remember, half the people you know are below average.
He who laughs last thinks slowest.
Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.
The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese.
I drive way too fast to worry about cholesterol.
Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have.
Monday is an awful way to spend 1/7 of your week.
A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory.
Change is inevitable, except from vending machines.
Get a new car for your spouse. It'll be a great trade!
Plan to be spontaneous tomorrow.
Always try to be modest,
:)Buried at PhotoCasket.com
WisdomModified to reflect contemporary wisdom:
1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me,
for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either. Just leave me the hell
alone.
2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and a
leaky tire.
3. It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your
neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it.
4. Sex is like air. It's not important unless you aren't getting any.
5. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be
promoted.
6. No one is listening until you fart.
7. Always remember you're unique. Just like everyone else.
8. Never test the depth of the water with both feet.
9. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a
couple of car payments.
10. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes.
That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their
shoes.
11. If at first you don't succe
RibbonA couple has a dog that snores. Annoyed because she can't sleep, the wife
goes to the vet to see if he can help. The vet tells the woman to tie a
ribbon around the dog's testicles and he will stop snoring.
"Yeah right!" she thinks.
A few minutes after going to bed, the dog begins snoring as usual. The wife
tosses and turns, unable to sleep. Finally, muttering to herself, she goes
to the closet and grabs a piece of ribbon and ties it carefully around the
dog's testicles. Sure enough, the dog stops snoring. The woman is amazed!
Later that night, her husband returns home drunk from being out with his
buddies. He climbs into bed, falls asleep, and immediately begins snoring
loudly. The woman thinks that maybe the ribbon will work on him too. So she
goes to the closet again, grabs a piece of ribbon, and ties it around her
husband's testicles.
Amazingly, it also works on him! She then sleeps soundly.
He wakes in a drunken stupor and stumbles into the bathroom. As he s
PaddySaddam Hussein was sitting in his office wondering whom to invade next when
his telephone rang. "Hallo, Mr. Hussein!", a heavily accented voice said.
"This is Paddy down at the Harp Pub in County Sligo, Ireland. I am ringing
to inform you that we are officially declaring war on you!"
"Well, Paddy," Saddam replied, "This is indeed important news! How big is
your army?"
"Right now," said Paddy, after a moment's calculation, "there is myself, my
cousin Sean, my next door neighbor Seamus, and the entire dart team from the
pub. That makes eight!"
Saddam paused. "I must tell you, Paddy, that I have one million men in my
army waiting to move on my command."
"Begorra!", said Paddy. "I'll have to ring you back!"
Sure enough, the next day, Paddy called again. "Mr. Hussein, the war is
still on! We have managed to acquire some infantry equipment!"
"And what equipment would that be, Paddy?" Saddam asked.
"Well, we have two combines, a bulldozer, and Murphy's farm tract
Beer Scooter> At last an explanation!!!!!!!!!!
>
> How many times have you woken up in the morning after a hard night of
> drinking and thought 'How did I get home?' As hard as you try, you cannot
> piece together your return journey from the bar to your home.
>
> The answer to this puzzle is that you used a beer scooter. The beer
> scooter
> is a mythical form of transport, owned and leased out to the drunk by
> Bacchus the Roman god of wine. Bacchus has branched out since the decrease
> in the worship of the Roman pantheon and bought a large batch of these
> magical devices. The beer scooter works in the following fashion:
>
> The passenger reaches a certain level of drunkenness and the "slurring
> gland" begins to give off a pheromone. Bacchus or one of his many
> sub-contractors detects the pheromone and sends down a winged beer
> scooter.
>
> The scooter scoops up the passenger and deposits them in their bedroom via
> a
> trans-dimensional portal. It is not cheap to ru
BarbersA guy sticks his head into a barber shop and asks, "How long before I can
get a haircut?" The barber looks around the shop and says, "About 2 hours."
The guy leaves.
A few days later the same guy sticks his head in the door and asks, " How
long before I can get a haircut?" The barber looks around at the shop full
of customers and says, "About 3 hours." The guy leaves.
A week later the same guy sticks his head in the shop and asks, "How long
before I can get a haircut?" The barber looks around the shop and says,
"About an hour and a half." The guy leaves.
The barber who is intrigued by this time, looks over at a friend in the shop
and says, "Hey, Bill. Follow that guy and see where he goes."
A little while later, Bill comes back into the shop, laughing hysterically.
The barber asks, "Bill, where did he go when he left here?"
Bill looks up, tears in his eyes and says, "Your house."
Thx To Angel2630, I Got This From Her... LolA young couple, married just a couple of weeks, returned from their
honeymoon to face the beginning of their new lives. The next morning, the
husband woke up, showered, dressed and made his way to the kitchen where he
saw his new wife crying.
So the husband inquired, "What's wrong, Honey?"
"Well, I came down here this morning to surprise you with a big breakfast,
but I can't cook or clean."
The husband smiled his biggest smile and said, "There, there sweetie! I
don't care that you can't cook and clean. Come on up to the bedroom, and
I'll show you what I'd like for breakfast." So, off they went to the
bedroom.
That afternoon, the husband came home for lunch to find his new wife crying
again in the kitchen.
"What's wrong now, Sweetie?"
"Well, the same thing as this morning. I came in here to make you something
for lunch, and I just can't cook."
Again the husband smiled and said, "Why don't you come back up to the
bedroom and I'll have my lunch there!" So of
RainbowRAINBOW !!!!!!!!!!
For those of you who don't have kids or are far too young to remember
the splendid children's TV programme "Rainbow", this may be a little lost
on you...... but it must have been a great episode to watch!
Almost too ridiculous to believe... These are taken from original
Rainbow scripts and there's no way these could have been done by Accident.
Innuendo all the way ....
The sketch opens with Zippy peeling a banana.....
Zippy: " One skin, two skin, three skin, four "
George: " Zippy, where is Bungle?"
Zippy: " I think Geoffrey is trying to get him up"
We see a view of the door and hear Bungle moaning from behind it.
Bungle: " Geoffrey, I can't get it in"
Geoffrey: "You managed it last night"
Bungle: "I know, lets try it round the Otherway. Ooooooh, I've got it in"
Bungle and Geoffrey enter the studio with Bungle carrying a hammer and
peg kit
Bungle: " Would you stick this on the shelf, George"
Ge
Song Lyrics From ProfileBe Yourself AudioSlave
Someone falls to pieces
Sleepin all alone
Someone kills the pain
Spinning in the silence
To finally drift away
Someone gets excited
In a chapel yard
Catches a bouquet
Another lays a dozen
White roses on a grave
To be yourself is all that you can do
To be yourself is all that you can do
Someone finds salvation in everyone
And another only fame
Someone tries to hide himself
Down inside their selfish brain
Someone swears his true love
Untill the end of time
Another runs away
Separate or united?
Healthy or insane?
To be yourself is all that you can do
To be yourself is all that you can do
To be yourself is all that you can do
To be yourself is all that you can do
And even when you've paid enough, been pulled apart or been held up
With every single memory of the good or bad faces of luck
don't lose any sleep tonight
I'm sure everything will end up alright
You may win or lose
But to be yourself is all that you can do
To be
Tomorrowsteven: if tomorrow was yesreday it doesn't matter if you cared, because the last book of the bible doesn't matter as long as a heart was shared
they say that the world is dying and fading away but without you i'm just a man without anything to say
all i know is without tomorrow i don't know i might lose my soul
but if this is my last moment, if this is my last day this is what i want to say
forever i'm lost making a wish on a prayer to who ever cares, it's you in the stare
if i never see tomorrow, ,my last breath never holding you would be my last sorrow
so from me to you ,forever and a day,i hope your skies stay blue
steven: keep that
Sat... 9/30Ok so it's now 3:30am in NY.... I just got home from work... OMG it was so borring.. I't be like watching a snail race.... Ther was a total of 8 people that came in tonight.. 6 were durring my shift... most were all in 2 hours out of 6... so for the other 4 hours I was watching the door... So yeah... Worked sucked a big one... The girlz were pissed cuz they were maken no money.. I actually made more then everyone cuz well I get paid by the hour and maybe get a bonus for "solving" a problem.. ;)... But yeah so now it's time to get to sleep so... ttyl..
The Closest You'll Ever Get To Knowing Me.I'm sure nobodys gonna read this..but I need to vent, so this is where its happening =] dont wanna read it? then please..be my guest..and dont. A lot of people think they have me "figured out" but that's so far from the truth. Nobody really knows me..not even my family. Truth is, I dont even know myself anymore. I went from being a happy person, to being a fucked up and confused person. I dont even know why I do half of what I do..but I do it anyways, maybe I'm just rebelling because of all the shit that's happened to me in my life. Everybody can say that they can "relate" to having problems in their life..but everybody also deals with things different. I've been in and out of counceling, I've been in and out of doctors trying to help me..yet, nothing seems to work. Depression meds, just make me sleep, Not dealing with my stress gives me migraines, leading me to take medication, which I've been addicted to, although I did fight the addiction. I've never thought about suicide, However I
RodeoTwo Texans were out on the range talking about their favorite sex positions.
One said, "I think I enjoy the rodeo position the best."
"I don't think I have ever heard of that one," said the other cowboy.
"What is it?"
"Well, it's where you get your wife down on all fours and you mount her from behind. Then you reach around and cup each one of her breasts in your hands and whisper in her ear, 'Boy, these feel just like your sister's.'
Then you try and stay on for 8 seconds."
The Love Of My Life!!!!Blinding beauty radiates around her as though she was an angel from the Heavens above here to grace all of are pathetic existance with uncondition respect and love for everyone. As our eyes make contact we are instantly transported through both of our past lifes together seeing the loved obtained then lost painfully each time, each time more excruciating than the time before. In a nano-second we both know that we are meant to be together for now to eternity, if only in our hearts and soul. Reaching out to me I see all the scars that this angelic being has caused upon herself over the lonely past that has been her tormented life. For the first time ever I feel as though I've finally come in contact with the kindred half of my broken soul, and for the first time ever I feel whole. Not even knowing her name I whisper gently in my mind, "Angel I've found you at last, do you know who I am?" Without even missing a step she answers me mentally that now I am safe and she will always be m
Yhey justbored andwanted to say peace
DamnVicodin and Oxycontin and Topamax and my freakin head still feels like it has a war dance going on inside of it. Must be just plain ole undersexed.
My One True FearEveryone has one thing that they fear more than anything else; and I have kept mine hidden from so many for so long that I have to let it out. Being as I will most likely never meet most any of you, and you have an unbiased opinion of me at this time, I feel safe telling all who read this here.
I didn't grow up in an abusive home or anything, my dad was a baptist preacher for a while, but also an alcoholic. We had money, and dad's drinking would lose it all. Didn't have the father son projects most kids did with their dads, other than go get me a beer and get the fuck out of the house, what fun that was. It was because of the lack of a father figure that since a young age I dreamed f being a daddy, to be the father I never really had.
My dream didn't become a fear until around the fourth grade when the talk was that the earth was going to blow up in the year 2000. I actually drew up a timeline for when I needed to meet someone, propose, get married, and concieve in order fo
" The Lost Soul Keeper."" The Lost Soul Keeper."
Som many lost souls have come to me
for they know I am the keeper.
so many lost souls.
How I wonder how far they
have to come, to see the one
called the lost soul keeper
I have longed to be the one
that all who will see
so let it be.
I am the Lost Soul Keeper
but no one will ever hurt me
so it shall be.
Copyright ©2006 Brandylynn Christine Christian
"for Time & All Eternity"For time and all eternity we are to be.
You showed ne just how to be me.
My love for you is as boundless as the sea.
For time I never knew
As for Eternity I never dreamed of
meeting a person just like you.
How can it be that time has kept
you from me so let it be.
Eternity is a never ending thing for
you and me.
Brandylynn Christine Christian
Copyright ©2006 Brandylynn Christine Christian
"captured"you have captured my heart.
when i say i love you forever
"Forever is what I truely mean."
I know that we are truely ment to be.
call it fait or destiny, we know
that there is a power far greater
than we.
time will heal the unbound wounds that
we feel,both have untouched. and now
we can show each other a whole new
meaning of love.
because of one simple thing and
that is the power of love in
which we are ment to be.
Copyright ©2006 Brandylynn Christine Christian
Pain Of LovePAIN OF LOVE
pain of love is the hardest to ignore they
say love’s pain is the one that lasts
forever and they always say “if you love
sumthing let it go if it was yours it’ll come
back if it doesn’t then it never was yours”
pain its self is hard to over come but the
pain love brings is harder then any other
pain in life.
Starting Overi awake in the night
cold sweats
images of you
why cant i forget
i want so bad to forget
you plague my mind
like a bad dream
i drown myself
im fawkin pissed
after what u put me through
what do u expect me to do
sit here and cry
beg you to come back
im done with you and all your games
all that's left of us
are the pictures in these frames
Ive tried so hard to make things work
but your so set in your ways
so set in making me hurt
now the time has come to say goodbye
your control of me and my life
is about too die
I can see in your eyes
all the pain that's inside
the look on you face
just cant hide the hatred within
im pushing you back
but still your here
haunting my dreams
and making me wonder
what am i to do
so i turn up this bottle
all i see is myself
just sitting there on the shelf
all i see is me
sitting here alone
all i see is me
me without you
Power.....Your Power Level is: 68%
You're a very powerful person, and you know that all of your power comes from within.
Keep on doing what you're doing, and you'll reach your goals.
How Powerful Are You?
Tears Of BloodTears of Blood
tears of blood run down my cheeks leaving stains ofcrimson on my face this once elegant face now
unrecognizably even to myself I don’t even know whoI am anymore baby without you I’m lost but all I know is that I’m crying tears of blood thinking about how much I cared about you back in the day but that’s all changed because of one little mistake that you can’t forgive now we’ve both moved on with our lives an found sumone new to spend our money an
time on...
Australians Got It RightAustralians got it right, multiculturalism has only served to dilute our
Sovreignty and our National Identity!
Food for thought - to this I say AMEN ! Gordon
Muslims who want to live under Islamic Sharia law were told on Wednesday to get out of Australia, as the government targeted radicals in a bid to head off potential terror attacks
A day after a group of mainstream Muslim leaders pledged loyalty to Australia and her Queen at a special meeting with Prime Minister John Howard, he and his Ministers made it clear that extremists would face a crackdown.
Treasurer Peter Costello, seen as heir
Things We Are Lead To Do In Lifewhen all is said and done
and we are lookin back on our lives
and all our friends and lovers are gone
can u sit back and be happy with ur life
knowin it was all fake
u were nothing more then a leech
tryin to attatch urself to many people
to see how far ur tourment could actually reach
but ive gotta surprise for u
and u will realize that im not that fool
all those times u thought u were the one on top
it was all just a part of the lil game and its almost time for that flop
place ur bets one more time
lets just go ahead and put everything right on that line
whos got the better hand
whos bluffing
and whos gonna make that final stand
truth be known i can see through ur lies
i proved that a while back
before all those lil sad goodbyes
Now here we are,
u with ur ways
me with my fawked up days
ive been lead down a dark road
u think u know what im going through with ur gaze
truth be known ur never gonna understad
even if u were told
my life isnt all glitz and
Weird Name.Your Outrageous Name is:
Hugh Mungous
Outrageous Name Generator
Crazed WhispersV1
you tell me
life has been harsh to you
question what you once knew
can't let go of the past
forever won't last
your soul is damaged
yet you push on
Chorus
I want to know what life is
through your eyes
feeling your body
as you do
hearing my whispers
let me inside
holding your soul
I will comfort you
V2
speaking in tongues
in the sweat of the night
you sit up in panic
screaming, you fight
the Future shows
what would never be known
I touch your heart
you begin to weap
dreams become real
when I invade your sleep
(chorus)
Dead Whisper
copyright 2001
FadeV1
alone away from nowhere
my spirit awake
free is my mind
in another place
gently tapping knowledge
on the edge of space
compelling is the moment
tranquil as it seems
you're there
I'm here
and we don't question what it means
Chorus
simple is the touch of honest things
hold them in your arms
they don't owe you anything
trusting what we can't see
directions lead away
glistening is the coldness
as Dawn's shadows fade to grey
V2
vacant are the eyes
settled is the soul
dreaming of Future's past
already changing the foretold
slipping from a star
gravity pulls us down
fallen from the skies
as we spin into the ground
(chorus)
Dead Whisper
copyright 2003
Beef, It's What's Fer Dinner.You Are Beef
You're big, burly, and maybe even a little stinky. And no one's going to come between you and a good steak.
And you've probably never met a vegetable you like, unless fries and ketchup count.
What Kind of Meat Are You?
Insanity's WingV1
waves of blue
crash into you
holding my breath
I go down
calling yourself fallen
from life;from love
nothing to give
Chorus
you cry to God does He hear
feeling the pain I cry for Eternity
time now flies
on the wing of insanity
V2
crouching down to hide
evil envades the mind
decayed are the lips of blasphemy
descretion begins the tragedy
open your arms to the insanity
(chorus)
Dead Whisper
copyright 2002
Sick & TiredI'm sick & tired of the fights.
I'm sick & tired of all the tears.
I'm sick & tired of being sorry.
I'm sick & tired of the hate.
I'm sick & tired of the disrespect.
I'm sick & tired of the crap.
I'm sick & tired of the broken hearts.
I'm sick & tired of the broken lives.
I'm sick & tired of the broken dreams.
I'm sick & tired of the fake friends.
I'm sick & tired of trying to make everyone happy.
I'm sick & tired of the depression.
I'm sick & tired of the anger.
I'm sick & tired of the lies.
I'm sick & tired of the beatings.
I'm sick & tired of the deaths.
I'm sick & tired of being in the middle of everything.
I'm sick & tired of being a target.
I'm sick & tired of letting people down.
I'm sick & tired of the rumors.
Most of all I'm just sick & tired of it all.
JudasV1
this dream I can't seem to shake loose
calling my name he hangs from a noose
purple and cold
smells of death
vividness paints his last breath
Fortune passed him by
Fate sealed his dying cry
in my mind I hear his only words
Chorus
the Reaper has come to take me away
in his face I look to stay
cutting my life with his laughing smile
come and join me if only awhile
V2
pacing in my asylum
frustration burns
scars linger
in purgatory
Innocense points its finger
staggering helplessly
I'm left to rot
(chorus)
Dead Whisper
copyright 2001
Hey AllHey everybody can i get a level up it would be gratly appreciated. Ill check who viewed my stuff and hit them up in return. thanks
All Saints Day And Jack The TricksterOne of the most exciting days of the year is upon us and for the first time I find myself not participating in any Halloween featured event. As a result of this saddening situation I find myself proned to vent a feeling that has been bugging me weeks before this holiday had even been floating around my subconscious. I have already mentioned that I had been reading the novel "The Witches" to my students. There were a total of four students who at various points over the course of the reading of the novel informed me that they were not given permission to listen to the story because it discussed an indirect connection to the devil. They were not so eloquent but this is what it boiled down to. They explained they were not allowed to celebrate Halloween because it was the celebration of the devil's birthday. I found this extremely frustrating because I was pretty certain that Halloween has nothing to do with the devil. I acquiesced to their demands, but tonight I decided to do a little res
Who You Gonna Call? Call Fema!Oh Sweet Sweet Weekend. How I love thee. Let me count the ways.
I knew on Friday that I just needed to get to 10:25 and I would survive the day. The students had three tests to take and then Art. I would get a planning period and the rest of the day would be surmised by a Halloween Party and the volleyball game. Well, everything went pretty well. We took our tests with no incident. The Halloween party was beaucoup fun. (Beaucoup, pronounced boo-coo down here, is my favorite New Orleans slang) A bunch of students brought in way too much candy. We distributed it and then watched "The Witches." The kids loved it and I loved seeing them make all the connections between the similarities and the differences of the book and the movie. My friend Alexa also pointed out to me that Ms. Finnerty, my third grade teacher, read it to us in third grade. Weird. Then I was off to the gym for the big game. I had some pressure on me, because the coach told the girls that I was a professional beach volley
Carbon Copies And Apple PieTomorrow is the big teachers versus students volleyball good. I'm looking to brush off some dust and put those eighth grade girls in their place. Eighth grade girls volleyball...it's fantastic! I scouted them out after school today and I must say that the confidence level is high. I just hope I don't look like a fool out there. My students are expecting a superhero. Last year, the faculty played the local police force in basketball. I was no Michael Jordan, but let's just say that I hit a clutch three pointer and took a dirty offensive charge. That day I did feel like a superhero as each student gave me a congradulatory remark on our victory.
Anne suggested that the dating emails I were getting were David D'Angelo. I have gone back and checked and they are in fact Mr. D'Angelo. I realize how preposterous a scheme this dating collection is, but infomercials have been tempting before. The only one I ever succumbed to was the Beach Body Pro Power 90 Workout DVD. I was sitting up late one
Butterflies Flying High, Yet Drug FreeThis week I have the priviledge of promoting drug free awareness and education. I am well aware of the irony of the situation. I dread this week each year because it usually initiates an onslaught of questions involving my own personal use of cigarettes and alchohol. I attempt to never lie to my students, but I feel this is one area of my life that they do not need to know the truth. Fortunately today I did not receive the foregone queries that typically arise. I attribute it to the wonderful children I have this year. I feel blessed( I don't use this term too often due to the religious connotations), because they make teaching a lot of fun. They always are fun just to chat with on the playground. I've quickly figured out how to interpret their behavior and how each one reacts to different forms of discipline and praise. One student explained how his family has tried to get his mother to stop her heavy drinking habits. It was an uncomfortable question for me because I didn't know how t
Brevity And RomanceI was standing in a Daquiri Bar on Airline a few Fridays ago and heard a song playing over the radio. I had remembered hearing the song before and recognized that I had enjoyed it the first time. So I inconspicuously remarked to my friend whether or not she new the mysterious musicians behind the music. She enlightened me to her best guess which was My Chemical Romance. It sounded genuine enough to me. As I drove home, I stopped off at Best Buy, craving my need for immediate gratification. I purchased the most recent album by My Chemical Romance and proceeded to take thirty minutes failing miserably to remove the band of tape that keeps the consumer from enjoying his latest financial adventure. (I'm building tension...and probably frustration) I listened to the music and it was pure crap. It sounded loud and obnoxious. Then I listened to it again on the way to school the next morning. Slightly less crappy. After about five sittings, I had the songs stuck in my head. I was noticing the
Hypertext And Adolescence RevisitedI always remember how much anxiety I would have in school when I wasn't fully prepared. Well, it's the same deal with work. Last week I felt fairly unprepared for class and not only were the days stressful, but I dreaded going into work in the first place. It surprises me how much one student can alter the dynamics in my class. Today one of my little "trouble makers" was in In-School Suspension all day for a fight he had on Friday. His absence combined with my detailed preparations resulted in a beautifully productive day and a blatant lack of instability. These are the days I imagined when I had decided to become a teacher. We are finishing up one of my all time favorite novels in class, "The Witches" by Roald Dahl. The kids have been into it the entire time and I am rewarding them by allowing them to watch the movie version on Friday and a small Halloween party.
Random thought of the day: I enjoy having a beard or at least some sort of facial hair.
I never particpated in the age ol
-sadness-So... Im really starting to get upset with having to work every single night, and going to school every afternoon. I miss having a social life. Seeing Chris is becomming rare... and it's devestating me. I hate going one hour without him... when i look ahead and know i wont be able to hold him again untill wednesday... i start to get extremally depressed. Although its not a year anniversary, today marks 5 months he has been with me... and i've honestly never felt this way about a man before. Not even with my last boyfriend of 4 years. Theres something about Chris that makes me feel whole... and i have to somehow face the next few days without him. I know most of you probebly think me a complete lameass... but i dont care. I cannot wait for me and him to both be making enough money to move in with eachother... just so every night I can fall asleep next to him. I can feel myself being wrapped in his arms. I love that. I love the kisses on my forhead... everything.
why does being an adu
On The Corner Of Washington Park And A Monopoly BoardI can see the neon light of the ferris wheel over in the Andouille Festival from the window of PJs. As I passed it on the highway, it seemed like the place to be in La Place this Saturday night. I spent last night again in New Orleans. Alex and I met up with a bunch of her Vassar friends at Washington park as they were preparing for a "girls' night out." How sexist, right? Nah, the few boys that were with them ended up joining them anyway. I met Zen and Zion, the two toddlers of the prototypical hippy, "Kim." Zion enjoyed eating dirt. I watched Alex get acupuncture performed on her by two visiting doctors. I watched Matt, a burnout from Connecticut, paint a wooden sign he found that had the word "Restaurant" engraved on it. I also talked to Ross, whose dog, Po Boy, bit the hell out of my arm because he probably smelled Jack on me. There was generally a positive vibe within the commune. They had raided the free clothes tent and decked themslves out in the poofy thrilly dresses and high
Big Huge Ass Beers To Go...I'm feeling a bit guilty about taking the day off today. Alex is visiting a High School for her Katrina project and I'm just sitting in the coffee shop. She's not going to be finished until 2:30 and I could have easliy gone to work today. It was nice to catch up on sleep though. Last night we went into the city and hung around Bourbon street for a few hours. The place seem to be functioning like normal again. The street was littered with frat boys and forty somethings staggering around drunk like headless chickens. The presence of national guard members enjoying themselves was blatently apparent. I saaw a few police officers on horseback enjoying a "huge ass beer" to go. A few guys had trouble getting off the beer soaked ground after having fallen like sacks of concrete. We met Zach, a resident bartender who had returned a week after ago from his Hurrication. He endured Katrina in the French Quarter and remained for a few days before being shipped by bus to the Louis Armstrong Airport
There's Something Wrong With Cartoon Sausages That Look Like PoopRaise your hand if you missed me! It's been a few days and while I have kept thinking of interesting tidbits to contribute, by the time I've sat down to write, they've vanished. I wouldn't call it writer's block, but my stimulations these days are limited. Here I am on a Thursday night, tired as a dog and yet I am wired because I'm taking off of school tomorrow to spend Alex's last day with her. Ah the thrill of the weekend. Tonight we are going to Bourbon to party with the numbers of out of state individuals who are rebuilding my city by day. I haven't experienced the French Quarter since Katrina so tonight will be a type of reawakening. Yesterday they reopened Cafe Du Monde which electrifies me to the core, because not only do they have stellar coffee, but they are world known for their beignets ( I don't think I spelled that right). They are little fried dough croissants covered in sugar. MM MM good.
This morning on the way to work there were these patches of fog that hung in the a
120 Million To 1Even the nicest people can be dismantled by an ongoing adversity. I'm sitting back in the coffee shop and Alex is talking to a FEMA inspector who seems rather busy. We were trying to make pleasant conversation, but his answers are curt. He appears to be a friendly gentleman. I see him in here often and he always has a big smile on his face. Now I am put off by the way he's treating Alex. He's obviously busy and it's understandable that he doesn't have the time to dissolve into frivolous conversation. Maybe I judged his smile wrongly. I guess it's just as dangerous to assume that people have good intentions as it is to assume the worst. The reality is that strangers are just that, mysterious individuals who have provided no context for their entire personal history. He might be a phony in the Holden Caufield sense of the word or he might just be worn down from the same incessant questions he encounters day in and day out, like a college student who is always ask about their major. Somet
Slaughterhouse VToday I ventured back into the broken city not expecting much of a change from my previous visits. Debris piles still remained on the street corners. My house and furniture was still covered in mold. Most stores and restaurants were closed. I'm beginning to realize that it will be at least a year until everything is completely back to "normal." It all makes me reassess my future. Not that I had any idea of what I was planning on doing in the first place before this whole mess.
My options are as follows:
1) Continue teaching at Garyville/ Mt. Airy Magnet School and eventually move back to New Orleans when I deem it appropriate.
2) Teach in the same area, but as a High School English teacher.
3) Stay in New Orleans, but forego teaching altogether and get a less stressful job where I can make more money, like a bartender or waiter.
4) Move back to the Northeast possibly Massachusettes or New York and get a less stressful job there as a bartender or waiter.
5) Move to the West Coast
Muscle Cars And The AnniversaryCan you be too forgiving? I have a problem with people who hold grudges. Possibly because I used to be one of those people when I was in High School. I've jumped the train tracks and now I'm too forgiving. At what point does a grudge need to be maintained. Then again, grudge is such an ugly word. We need to protect ourselves from the social predators of the world. Too often in my life I have felt like I've been taken advantage of. Yet if a pattern develops you run the risk of being in perpetual dissatisfaction with your relationships. So how important must a friendship be for it to be worth severring due to "friendshipal" abuse? I'm not bringing up this dilemma in response to a certain relationship in my life. It just started needling me randomly on my drive over to the coffee shop.
For those of you who know me, I have no problems deciphering electronic technology, however when I step into the realm of automotive maintenance I'm a regular Pollyanna. Fact: I don't know how to change a
Dreams Revisited/reading Out Of The Psych TextbookI've been remembering all my dreams since the hurricane. I'm pretty sure it's because I've been waking up in the middle of the night consistently. But my dreams have been incredibly vivid. For the first time since I was a kid, I've had this new reoccurring dream three or four times in the last month. I'm sitting on a boat in a winding river. The river is not very wide and the banks are covered in vegetation. It could easily be the Kennebeck in Maine, but I'm not positive about that. It's a beautiful day and I'm lazily floating along when a ghostly figure appears in the boat with me. At this point I recall a memory of a girl having died in some unfathomable way (having a memory within a dream has always been fascinating to me.) The figure turns into the girl and I at once feel a strong sense of guilt for having not aided her in averting her death. Her face becomes distorted as the guilt increases. Her mouth widens and sharp teeth protrude from her gums. Her face becomes elongated and pa
Words That Speak!!!The American Indian is of the soil, whether it be the region of forests, plains, pueblos, or mesas. He fits into the landscape, for the hand that fashioned the continent also fashioned the man for his surroundings. He once grew as naturally as the wild sunflowers, he belongs just as the buffalo belonged....
Out of the Indian approach to life there came a great freedom, an intense and absorbing respect for life, enriching faith in a Supreme Power, and principles of truth, honesty, generosity, equity, and brotherhood as a guide to mundane relations.
Handle With Carehandle with care
i am giving you something that means a lot to me.
something very dear that is a part of me.
it is all together now, but it has been broken at times.
so many times, too many times,
i became scared to show it.
i locked it away on a shelf.
i hid it away from the world, including myself.
it was when i met you that i found it again.
now i am giving you this key to let you in.
i give this piece of me, with you i will share.
take my heart, but handle with care.
Just A Reminder!!!Tomorrow morning at 9:00 AM EST, the best male butt contest starts. Watch your bulletins to see where, and please go vote for me. This is my 1st contest, and so many of you have urged me to do this. So go comment and give 10'S...And show my ass some LOVE!!! Love ya all alot!...Thanks...Now wheres my beer?
What Do You Think?Ok, what is your line? I mean how far would you let someone go? Do you believe in love or just in lust,or a combo of both? I got asked this by a friend. It's like don't know what to say. I mean can you be happy with both or just happy with one or the other. For that matter do you think You can still be with someone and have a open relationship,where you see each other as well as other people. This is also another thing I have been asked lately. Just how much does your zodiac sign plays in your love life. Just strange to hear all of this come from my friend who changes her boy friends as often as she changes her panties. (which happens to be every other day) So It's like Hello Do I know you!! I mean she's a sweetheart and i care about her, but it's just strange to hear her say these things!! Thats all for now!!
A Razor Only Cuts So DeepTHE PAIN CANNOT LAST... A RAZOR ONLY CUTS SO DEEP... AS IT MOVES ACROSS MY SKIN... THE BLOOD BEGINS TO WELL... THE PAIN JUST STARTS TOO SEEP AWAY... I FEEL NORMAL AGAIN... AND FOR AS LONG AS THE BLOOD FLOWS... I AM FREE... NO ONE ELSE CAN TOUCH ME... I AM IN CONTROL... HOW DEEP... HOW LONG... HOW MUCH... FOR THOSE SECONDS... ONLY I COUNT... NO THE PAIN DOES NOT LAST... I CUT IT OUT SO IT CAN'T... BUT A RAZOR ONLY CUTS SO DEEP... YOU WOUND ME MORE THAN I EVER HAVE... THE RAZOR DOES NOT HURT...
Sometimeswhen i think about you i touch myself
SnowIt is snowing outside. I am so not ready for snow but I guess winter is here. :(
Flagnmac Adventures9/29/06
FlagnMac And The Tale Twister
By P. A. Hickman
(All rights reserved/this is copy righted material)(You rip this with out my permission and you are in big TROUBLE - Just ask, most times I will say yes.)
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FlagnMac was not huge for a dragon, but he was not really small either. He was, as dragons go, an average Joe with nothing to make him stand out in the crowd. He had average abilities in all the draconic skills and was fair at Fire Breathing, Ice Shots, Burning the odd village or two, killing elves with his claw shots and scratches (that he like to call his "bling" effect), etc. He truly did not have anything that would make him stand out against the sea of his brethren except for one thing ... His beautiful singing voice.
(Installment 1 of "FlagnMac and The Tale Twister- More to come on the next blog)
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9/30/06
He had a voice that could make a mother cry, a lover swoon and angels weep. When he sang,
A Soldier’s PoemA Soldier’s Poem
I PAINT THE SKY WITH MY TEARS,
A SOLDIER LOST IN IRAQ FOR A YEAR.
THE TEARS I CRY ARE FOR LOVED ONES FAR FROM HERE.
A SOLDIER OF ONE I CAN NEVER BE,
FOR THE STRENGTH OF MY WIFE IS IN ME.
FOR NO MAN IS AN ISLAND I’VE COME TO BELIEVE,
FOR THE LOVE OF MY WOMAN I ALWAYS CARRY WITH ME!
Written by: Jason Sanders (a.k.a.) Wildman
Uncontrollable DesireUncontrollable Desire
I have a desire that can't be controlled.
Every time I look into your eyes I see the fire on your soul.
With the fire in your soul, I see the desire in you grow.
The sound of your voice soothes me and all my fears soon disappear.
I have a burning desire to be with you.
I long to be with you, be your everything, and satisfy all your fantasies and needs.
My fire for you continues to grow moment by moment, day by day and it’s unbeatable and uncontrollable.
It's burning away my soul day by day and moment by moment.
Every second that we are apart is a second that I feel like my body is dieing.
Farewell my love until we meet again.
Written by: Jason Sanders (a.k.a.) Wildman
Bought Two Cds Today...Bit of a late-month or even very-post-birthday (!) splurge, after deciding that, well, I couldn't decide (and needed to catch a bus- so!) Piano music, by (Sir) Arnold Bax on one, by Franz Liszt on the other. Going to listen to them later today. I've heard some of the pieces- the two piano sonatas on the Bax disc, for instance, and at least the 2nd Ballade on the Liszt- but not these performances.
Eric off to work around 10:30 (Eastern) so... night's! (And just what were those knights doing in the gardens of Spain... must have been the time of the Crusades. Yep, that'd be it.)
PainPain and suffering sucks...especially alone ::sigh::
Hidden TalentUsing your body
Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
The Horse & The ChickenA horse and a chicken are playing in a meadow. The horse falls into a mud hole and is sinking.
He calls to the chicken to go and get the
farmer to help pull him out to safety. The chicken runs to the farm but the farmer can't be found. So he drives the farmer’s Mercedes back to the mud hole and ties some rope around the bumper. He then throws the other end of the rope to his friend, the horse, and drives the car forward saving him from sinking!
A few days later, the chicken and horse were playing in the meadow again and the chicken fell into the mud hole. The chicken yelled to the horse to go and get some help from the farmer.
The horse said, “I think I can stand over the hole!” So he stretched over the width of the hole and said, “Grab for my ‘thingy’ and pull yourself up.” And the chicken did and pulled himself to safety.
The moral of the story:
If you are hung like a horse, you don’t need a Mercedes to pick up
chicks.
I Need One Of These."Your Guardian Angel"
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray
Widdle WabbitsA precious little girl walks into a pet shop and asks, "Excuthe me, do you have any widdle wabbits?
"The shopkeeper's heart melts, he gets down on
his knees so that he's on her level, and says, "Do you want a widdle white wabbit or a thoft, fuffy Bwackwabbit, or one like that widdle bwown wabbit
over there?"
The little girl blushes, rocks on her heels, puts her hands on her knees,leans forward and whispers... "I don't weally fink my pet pyfon gives a phuk"
SexYou prefer Rough sex!
You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you.
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Go Ahead And Torture People Just Don't Get A Blowjob — Friday, 29 September 2006now, about 8 years ago, clinton lied about sex, and they wanted him fired. Impeached
bush lies about haveing prisons, and about authorizing torturing people, and he's forgivin?
and they pass a law protecting him.
If I didn't know it was true, I would have never believed it.
What the FUCK is this world coming to????
Something needs to be done about this. I'm not really sure what, and I certainly couldn't write it down if I did.... But there's serious issues going on. The two questions to ask yourself are: ARe rights being violated? Is there a lack of popular sovereingty?? Have we tried to alter this???
Some people might not care cuz it's not american citizens being tortured. But really, what's next?? Do we torture people suspected of murder before they are even convicted? When mexicans are arrested in our country, is it okay to torture them? Or even anyone on vacation from other countries who get arrested? Should they have rights? What if you get arrested in anoth
Ok My PeepsI have been having computer issues as some of you know. I have got help on the way,lol. So i am trying to get to everyone that i can, so please bare with me, my computer is slow as shit. I love you all, have a great weekend! Much love to you all ~Heather
You Knowthis lostcherry thing is nice im on this fuck myspace blattt!
The Week Is Finally Over *yay*The lead left for New York this afternoon. We had one last heart to heart on what I need to do for him and what he needs to do for me (Support for training, handle the politics, get me involved in some interesting projects).
I asked for SGI unix training. Number 2 in the charge of the department gave me a positive response in front of the person slated to go *lol* I will be getting a mac to come up to speed on macs (we have a growing number of mac users).
I leave early, being told I didn't need to be there with putting in my 40 hours already. My manager actually calls me and has me put in the OT. Just wild. Never been at a company that did that before. You always sucked up the OT if you were a salaried employee ;) What a great company.
JJ the Axe
Now I Am Mad !!!!!Ok well I did just have a hole page filled with stuff about me and my family and I did not put a subject line so of coruse it did not take it.So now I have to redo it all over but Im not up to doing it all ove tonight so I will have to do it some other nite because I really need to get off here and go to bed I have to work in the morning.Oh everyone messes up every now and then.....
See.. Diets Do Work...i know this isnt good.. but w/e and fuck you.. but i lost only 5 lbs... in a wisk i think... so its not that great but it works... thats 5 less lbs to lose ... i just have to keep in mind that i didnt gain it all in one night so it wont come off in one night..
I Was Gonna Go Out Tonite.Just did not feel like it! FUCK IT! FUCK IT! I am so sick of feeling this way. WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS ALL THE TIME? I have tried to live a life of being there for others, and I have not been there for me. I have no one there for me. I am sick of being rejected, and left alone. My heart has been broken for the last time. I will never let anyone get close. EVER! I seriously just wish I could fall asleep tonite, and not wake up. The pain I feel has just brought me to my knee's. I feel unworthy of ever having someone love me. Like I don't deserve it. This last person made me feel this way. Everyone tells me ohh they love me, but then why do you fucken leave? I am so loyal and so good to my people. Somehow, someway they fucken betray me or hurt me way to much. I just wish I could have someone be real with me for once. NO BULLSHIT!~NFA
ContemplativeAs we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
Dance-
as though no one is watching you,
Love-
as though you have never been hurt before,
Sing-
as though no one can hear you,
Live-
as though heaven is on Earth
-unknown
AttitudeAttitude
I believe the single most important decision I can make on a day to day basis is my choice of attitude. It is more important than my past, my education, my bankroll, my successes or failures, fame or pain, what other people think of me or say about me, my circumstances, or my position.
Attitude is that single string that keeps me going or cripples my progress. It alone fuels my fire or assaults my hope. When my attitudes are right, theres no barrier too high, no valley too deep, no dream too extreme, no challenge too great for me.
Don't know who came up with that but it's kewl as hell,eh!
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Twisting And TurningMixing and matching,
Twisting and turning,
Hoping and praying,
Dreaming and considering,
Never knowing yet always knowing,
Wanting to, yet not wanting to,
Mixing my heart,
Matching my soul to yours,
Twisting fate with the flick of the wrist,
Turning my life over,
Hoping that it would end,
Praying that it never would stop,
Thinking it was over,
Wishing that it wasn't,
Dreaming of its coming,
Considering letting it steal within
Never knowing if it's true,
Always knowing that it's there.
Wanting to live in the light,
Not wanting the light to come,
The love of another
The dreams of someone close,
Remembering what you used to feel,
Can it come back if you pray so?
Poem Of BoredomHe sits in the dark
Nothing heard but the passing of cars
and the soft droplets of rain on the metal roof of his car as it sits in park
On the lonely side of stretch of road
Many pass by
but no one offers any help
still sitting there
as hours roll by
Seems soo alone on the concrete world
the sun was warm
Now faded into the west
the cold creaps in
stealing the warmth that he felt once
just a memory now as he thinks
in the darkness that now swarms him
Hell-this Is Graphic Please BewareHell
I have walked the ravaged roads of desire
The world has brought me to a place of fire
I was tortured and picked
I was given into resentment
I was a child in your eyes
In mine I was only the hell that got burnt alive
50 years of total suffering
You could not afford a sandwich or nothing
You thought my addiction to booze
Was my only crutch to hang to while my sores oozed
I was a man
I was one who lost many
My wife died to cancer
My child died sexually to many
I tried to fight
THe fight that was good
You told me you were not in the mood
I was a man burning in hell
Couldnt keep a job because I fell
DIsability tore me to plenty
I grabbed a pill to comfort my worries
I knew I was lost and you wouldnt help
This country has cost more than it helped
Reach out to the poor this is my final toast
I grabbed a knife and just slit my throat
Sometimes those are hard to write. I have a couple bums by my house and that is what i saw in them one day. Yes graphic but
All About What I'm Guilty Of( ) been dumped
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested (not really)
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) seen someone die
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
( ) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar
( ) set a part of myself on fire not intentionally
(x) eaten sushi
( ) been moshing/crowd surfing at a show
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
( ) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) try going threw puddles on a bike
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at school
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the s
A Friend IsA friend is someone special that cares a great deal for you.
A friend is some one you care a great deal for in return.
A friend is someone who is always there when you need a helping hand and vice versa.
A friend is someone who doesn’t judge you when you do something wrong and in return you are the same.
A friend is someone who tells you like it is and will not hold anything back because it offends you, and it goes the other way around.
A friend is truthful and loyal always, and sticks by you through thick and thin, and you do the same for them.
A friend is someone who is there through trials and tribulations, and fears of all kinds, through good and bad times.
A friend is someone like you that means more to
me than all the chocolate in the world.
A friend is someone you can turn to when you are
feeling down and out, and who can turn to you
when they are down as well.
A friend is someone who laughs with you not at you,and is always willing to make you la
Top It OffOoh just to top it off, as soon as i got done writing that last blog, IT STARTED TO RAIN! how nice uh... only happens to me i guess.. well i better stop bothering you guys... l8rz
Still WaitingWell.. its 11:30 here and i got my flat at 5:00, that is 6 and a half hours waiting for a tow truck, still no one showed up... i've called about 5 or 6 towing trucks and not one has showed up yet... ooh i called about 4 or 5 times each too, they just tell me the same thing over and over... you wonder how i am getting this blog to you? lol an Econo Lodge just less than a block away has wireless.. go figure right... kinda crazy, but it helps pass the time... ooh but 6 hours is still along time to wait, lemme tell you! Also not one person has pulled over to ask if i was alright or to offer to help, how fucked up is that... you are wondering why im still here...why is he on the internet... well i've called everyone i know and finally got someone to come help me... yay... but no jumping up and down yet... i still have to wait about a hour and a half before they get here cause well the person that is coming got off work at 11 and they are 60 miles away... very good friend of mine to drive al
If You Found Me For Sale[Nobody reads my bulletins, but I think there's two or three of you who read my blog, so..)
If you found me in a store for sale, would you buy me?
Here's some choices, in case you're stumped by this tough question.
A - no, and curse yourself for shopping in the dollar store again
B - only if you had a really good coupon
C - sure, you needed a pinata for later anyway
D - no, and you'd complain to the manager about junk on the shelves
New Pics Coming Soon....yep thats right.. and guess what... THEY ARE WITH MY HAIR DOWN... im in my uniform but still... lol i love it i am super deduper hyper as of right now.. but i will post them soon... love ya all!
The Cross - Another Poem I WroteThe Cross
As I sit in Church and look at the Cross. I
wonder what it is for? I look down and read
my Bible, but the Cross-keeps coming to
mind. I look at the Cross-again and I see the
Cross-with a man on it. He has a Crown
made of thorns and nails in His hands and
feet. I see all the suffering and pain that He
is going through in His eyes.
I wonder why He is nailed up there with a
Crown of thorns on His head? He didn't do
anything wrong to be up there. I see up
there with Him, Angels surrounding Him. I
know He must be special. He must be my Savior.
But why is my Savior up there with a Crown
of thorns on His head and nails in His hands
and feet? Then God answers, "It is for your
Sins my child. His name is Jesus Christ and
He is my Son."
New Cherryjus wanted to say thanx to everyone who have left comments or welcomed me to the site.i look forward to meeting lots of new people.
Friday At MidniteI gotta change this shit around. Friday. At home. Doin Laundry. What am I, 70? I need to hit the bars on the strip. Peace and quiet out here is good, but its also fuckin boring.
We Won!!!!THATS ALL I HAVE TO SAY... WE WON... WOOO GO BIRDS!!!!! *TOE TUCH-BACK HAND SPRING* YEAH....
A Special Kind Of Gift - Another Poem I Wrote.A Special Kind Of Gift
There is a special kind of gift
that a parent gives their child.
A kiss on the check or a hug at night.
Or even a tuck in bed and a story to
comfort one with. The presents every
birthday and even special holidays.
The time spent with a child is the most
precious time that one can never doubt.
Even when it comes to homework for both
to learn what it's about.
The time at a park, or a special program
at school. But no matter what a child
is loved. And that is the most special
kind of gift that a parent can give to
any child, either young or old.
Electro House Mix..New Electro/House mix!!! Download and listen now...Groups such as:MogwaiMonoInormarmatixThe Parallax CorporationRoyksoppSo many others....Let me know what you thinkwww.djentreat.com/demo/DJ_Entreat_Electro_5_28_06.mp3
80s Dance MixNew Mix!!!! Download and let me know what you think...!!!!http://www.djentreat.com/demo/Dj_Entreat_August_28_2006.mp3Track Listing:I Start Counting -- Loose HimGene Love Jezebel -- Desire (U.S. Club Mix)Peter Schilling -- The Different Story (World of Lust and Crime)Book of Love -- Lullaby (Pleasant Dream Mix)C.C.P -- American Soviets 12"Paul Hardcastle -- 19 12"Micro Chip League -- New York New York (Double New York-Mix)Gary Numan -- My Dying Machine (Razormaid)Dead of Alive -- Lover Come Back to Me (Extended Remix)Severed Heads -- All Saints Day (Razormaid)Depeche Mode -- Fools (Bigger) 12"Frankie Goes To Hollywood -- Relax (Ollie J. Mix)Royksopp -- Remind Me (Tom Middleton Cosmos Mix)Astrid Suryanto & Dave Micalizzi -- More & MoreClient -- Price of LoveTurntablerocker -- I heard you were deadGarbage -- Push It (Victor Calderone) 12"Alter Ego -- Rocket ( Eric Prydz Remix)King Britt -- Last Night A DJ Saved My Life (François K Classic Mix)
Gotta Take The Dog Out!Time for me to go..goodnight all ya rocking sexy cherries!! Have a good one! Sexy dreams! xoxoxo
My Lifeso this is how im am i cant help it its my life
i love women i cant help it but if it came between my guitar and a women i would choose my guitar just because some women cheat such is life i guess anyway thought you should know
A FriendYou're never alone, I'm always near,
When your troubled, down or blue.
All you have to do is call me,
I'm always here for you.
It doesn't matter where I'm at,
It doesn't matter when.
When you need someone to talk to,
I'm here to be your friend.
If you need someone to hold your hand,
or a hug to say I care.
If you need a shoulder to cry on,
for you I will be there.
So never think you are a burden,
when the weight gets to be to much.
You might find if look hard enough,
a good friend could be the right touch.
You're never alone, I'm always here,
through the good times and the bad.
I'm always here to be your friend,
I don't like to see you sad
Brave SoldierBrave Soldier
I fight for you everyday... but are you brave enough to wear my tag?
You stand and protest at my funeral...... Yet are you brave enough to wear my armor?
You say my death is my punishment from God..... But are you brave enough to carry my bag?
You abuse and misuse the freedom I so bravely fight for.... But again are you brave enough to hold my weapon??
As my family cries and misses me while I am off battling your enemies.... Are you brave enough to look them in the eye?
When you walk in your everyday life without a care.....Are you brave enough to walk in my boots?
When you are driving down the roads to your rallies.... Are you brave enough to drive my truck?
As you hold your kids and kiss them goodnight and teach them to hate me....Are you brave enough to lay your head on my pillow?
As you drift to dream in your peaceful silence...... Are you brave enough to sleep in my hell?
Everyday I look down at my tag and slip into my armor I pull on my
Hoooorray!:) ok, it's oficial:
since i wasn't eating a lot this week (in fact almost anything, just drinking mate and coffee), i decided to continue but eating less.. how do you call it?
YAY DIET! i started a diet (forced but it's ok lol)
so anyone that wants to leave some messages to say go girl and stuff, will be most welcome!! :D
lots of love! :-* mwahz!
Funny Shit!!! Gotta Read Dis One!!!!!Ed was in trouble. He forgot his wedding anniversary.
His wife was really angry. She told him "Tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in less than
6 seconds AND IT BETTER BE THERE". The next morning Ed got up early and left for work. When his wife woke up, she looked out the window, and sure enough, there was a small box gift-wrapped in the middle of the driveway. Very confused, the wife put on her robe and ran out to the driveway, brought the box back in the house. She opened it and found a brand new bathroom scale.
Funeral services for Ed have been scheduled for Friday.
U.s. MarinesU.S. Marines come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helens. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible.
A U.S. Marine is a U.S. Marine all his life! He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. U.S. Marines are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack.
A U.S. Marine is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. Whe
SleeplessnessI'm ssooo tired! I haven't gotten much sleep the past few weeks.. Too much stuff to worry about I think. I lay there every night. Eyes shut. NOTHING happens. Most people just tell me to drink warm milk.. EWW... ARRG!
HandsUsing your hands
Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
My Daytoday, i stayed home from school. I havent been feeling well, and i am sick. I miss my friends, and i miss all my love. I just wish i didnt have to go into surgury in 3 weeks. plus i have to miss school for a week, then i have to miss school for court, and i really hate all my shittyness pileing up!! *sigh* someone help me please!!
X-rated RiddlesQ. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker?
A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again.
Q. What's a mixed feeling?
A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car.
Q. What's the height of conceit?
A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name.
Q. What's the definition of macho?
A. Jogging home from your vasectomy.
Q. What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball?
A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball
Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex?
A. They spray paint X's on the back of the sheep that kick!
Q. Why is divorce so expensive?
A. Because it's worth it!
Q. What is a Yankee?
A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone.
Q. What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common?
A. They both like a tight seal.
Q. What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common?
A. Their balls are just for decoration.
Q. What is the difference between "ooooooh"and "aaaaaaah"?
A. Ab
Best Aim Convo Everrunk: my brain is fried long week
Angelxfairy2316: aw
Angelxfairy2316: my heart is! so together we have fried brains and heart
Angelxfairy2316: ew. lmao
runk: lmao
runk: yeah or somethin like that
Angelxfairy2316: haha
Angelxfairy2316: It could be worse
Angelxfairy2316: and like liver
Angelxfairy2316: or somehting
runk: or my uterus
runk: lol
Angelxfairy2316: ewww
Angelxfairy2316: wait
Angelxfairy2316: you dont have one
Angelxfairy2316: lmao
Angelxfairy2316: do you
Angelxfairy2316: ahahah
I need sleep lmao.
Poor Bob-thanks Loves LolWhat About Bob
Bob works hard at the plant and spends two nights
each week bowling and plays golf every Saturday.
His wife thinks he's pushing himself too hard, so for
his birthday she takes him to a local strip club.
The doorman at the club greets them and says,
"Hey, Bob! How ya doin?"
His wife is puzzled and asks if he's been to this
club before. "Oh no," says Bob.
"He's on my bowling team."
When they are seated, a waitress asks Bob if he'd
like his usual and brings over a Budweiser.
His wife is becoming increasingly uncomfortable and says,
"How did she know that you drink Budweiser?".
"I recognize her; she's the waitress from the golf
club. I always have a Bud at the end of the 1st nine, honey.
A stripper then comes over to their table, throws
her arms around Bob, starts to rub hers! elf all over
him and says, "Hi Bobby. Want your usual table dance,
big boy ?"
Bob's wife, now furious, grabs her purse and storms
out of the club Bob follows and
A Wilson High Friday Nightomfg...i saw basically EVERYONE i never see anymore and a few new people. i met dizie, josh (a 16 yr old from cali), ali, a girl in an ice cream store, and zack (23 yr old stoner). i saw brittany, kira, david, jack, julia, my sister, jane, jake, robby, nyle, marshall, and i think that's it...
but yea, i was 3rd wheel on reese's and marshall's date. we hung out wit a bunch of kids and i would run up and hug ppl i knew. me and brittany havent seen each other since 6th grade so we had a lot of catchin up to do. me and her stood by this chain that closes off this empty lot and we talked there until zack had to leave and he came over and introduced himself to me and said bye to brit. reese ran off wit dizie to get some cigs and marshall ranted about how stupid her smoking was. then, we sat down wit brit and bunch of her friends and chilled. this kid josh came over, sat down next to me, bummed a cig off reese and chatted wit me. 16 yrs old from cali. he blew smoke in my face a c
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***QUESTION***
Dave,
Okay, here goes. First, what's been working for
me. The CF attitude is definitely paying off.
Bottom line, IT WORKS. Another tip I've found to
work for me is to generally play up to a woman's
insecurities. DON'T make fun of them, be
respectful, but just let them be aware of the
fact, tactfully, that you KNOW that they arn't
perfect, and given a different set of
circumstances,
Babyjesus!Is a nut case haha.
Just kidding.
:)
Lets stomp peoples necks!
Hmmthis is an interesting site.. since this is my 1st day on here, and its pretty cool. we'll see where it goes
RiddlesQ. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker?
A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again.
Q. What's a mixed feeling?
A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car.
Q. What's the height of conceit?
A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name.
Q. What's the definition of macho?
A. Jogging home from your vasectomy.
Q. What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball?
A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball
Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex?
A. They spray paint X's on the back of the sheep that kick!
Q. Why is divorce so expensive?
A. Because it's worth it!
Q. What is a Yankee?
A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone.
Q. What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common?
A. They both like a tight seal.
Q. What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common?
A. Their balls are just for decoration.
Q. What is the difference between "ooooooh"and "aaaaaaah"?
A. Ab
Bad JokeOne night, looking to have a good time, a man decides to go to the Foxy Lady. While he is sitting enjoying the show, a man seated right behind him screams loudly, “Take it off!”
The man in front turns around and says, “Can you please quiet down, I’m trying to enjoy the show.”
The man in the back says, “I’m sorry, it’s just my enthusiasm.”
The stripper begins to take off her dress. So the guy in back yells, “Take it off!!!” The guy in front again turns around and tells him to be quiet. The guy in back again says that it was just his enthusiasm. The stripper then proceeds to remove her bra. The guy in back again yells, “Take it off!!!”
The guy in front again turns around and tells him to be quiet again getting the same response from the guy in back.
Then the stripper removes her g-string, and everyone in the club gets on their feet and cheers and yells, all except for the guy in the back.
The guy in front turn’s around and says, “Where’s your enthusiasm now, pal?”
Th
A Soldier Never Cries ( Yea Right)A Soldier Never Cries
As he sits alone on the plane,
Thinking of his life back home
And how he will never be the same.
His family and daughter praying that he will come back soon
Wishing on the stars and even the moon
And a small tear slides from his eyes
But he remembers what his daughter told him,
¡°Daddy, a soldier never cries.¡±
So he wipes away the tears and knows that he must be strong
Instead he starts singing the tune to a very sad song
He¡¯s scared to death of the thought that he might die
And he¡¯ll have to watch in heaven as his funeral passes by.
He steps out of the plane into a lonely place
And sees a little boy with a look on his face
A look of lost hope
Lost dreams and a broken heart
He searches for an answer,
Where does he start?
He takes the little boy¡¯s hand
And gives him a piece of bread
And they begin to walk in the hot sun and never-ending sand
In a dangerous place so far away from love
But somehow connected by God w
Just When You Think Its Safe To Go Back Into The Cyber Worlds Water ParkJust when you think its safe to go back into the Cyber world's Water park ... Youre smacked right up side the face with the Unmistakeable Fin of the Dolittle DinkyDipChit .. The Dolittle DinkyDipChit has the Markings of the Twit Family .. and Can be Found in all areas of the World... Most Often found Swarming within the gathering places...Most Usually Lurking after the Female form .. but on occasion its need is Male ..The Male Seeking Dolittle DinkyDipChit Can be Identified by its Unique markings .. A Colorful Rainbow Stripe along the Fin..While the Female Seeking Dolittle DinkyDipChit has more than a few markings .. Sometimes its found with an Inverted Penis not found in the Underbelly but more to the front of the head .. This Common species is also known as the Common Dick head variety .. of the Dolittle DinkyDipChit .. Some others have been found to have Obnoxious scents coming from them .. these foul smells can be rather horrid and usually turns away the other Dolittle DinkyDipChit
Bored And DepressedWhat do you do when the one that you love is never there? Always taking off, never there when you need them. Leaving you all alone and miserable always fighting always leaving never there when you really need them!
Sexual I.q.?????You have a sexual IQ of 122
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
1 WeekI am one week into my decision to go 30 days without drinking. Please don't ask why I made that choice because I personally have no idea. But I figure since I did I have nothing to lose but go for it. I'm not going to lie, it's been a hard week. I think it's more my brain saying "have a beer stupid, you made this challenge up you can quit whenever you want." Fact of the matter is I want to make the 30 days. Still don't know why, but fuck it I really have nothing better to focus my energy on....
Airplane JokeA mother and her son were flying Southwest Airlines from Kansas City to Chicago.
The son (who had been looking out the window) turned to his mother and asked, "If big dogs have baby dogs and big cats have baby cats, why don't big planes have baby planes?"
The mother (who couldn't think of an answer) told her son to ask the stewardess.
So the boy asked the stewardess, "If big dogs have baby dogs and big cats have baby cats, why don't big planes have baby planes?"
The stewardess responded, "Did your mother tell you to ask me?"
The boy said, "Yes she did."
"Well, then, tell your mother that there are no baby planes because Southwest always pulls out on time. Have your mother explain that to you."
Death Of A FriendWell My friends,
I write tonight with a heavy heart. I lost one of my dear friends to a very selfish act. Brent left this world the 26th September by commiting Suicide. Unfortunally due to Military duty I can not be at the at the Service that is being held for him. He left behind a young wife and three wonderful boys, all under the age of twelve. Leaving behind also many friends and family members.
It is sad that one would think life so bad that ending it would seem better. I have seen much in my 24 years and not once would I think that my loved ones would be better off without me. It came as a shock to many hearing this news. May the Goddess bless and keep him, although he has done this. May whatever god he worship have mercy on him and welcome him into the afterlife warmly.
With a Saddened Heart
Dark Angel
War GamesCyberNations
You can:
-pay bills
-collect taxes
-buy infreastructure
-buy technology
-join teams
-join alliances
-make war on other nations
-deploy soliders, cruise missles, nukes and tanks
Hmm...stoned.....hah im fried..yes fried....like tomatoes.yep tomatoes.well hmm...idk what day it is but i was kicked out today becous eof that slut named courtni riley i really do want to stab her. well idk maybe i will get kicked out of here for saying that too...well idk im out i guess.
xoxo, love ya
Necklaces.How this Maddness started, I had a cheap necklace i was wearing, Black and white beads, i wore the necklace to much, and it broke, i like neclaces like that are different, I started to look around and Much to my Dismay i couldn't find any that were 1. a mans type of necklace. Or they didn't have any.
So after looking around for a month or more and not finding what i liked, I walk into this shop and start buying stuff to make a new necklace this was last week, I sat down and started to play around with this, I bought 12 center pieces, and the pics i have up, there the ones i have made so far.
I'm doing this as a hobbie, NONE of these are for sell!! I'm not trying to sell them!!!! I'm looking for info, people who won't bs them and be real with them. As far as how they look and ways to inprove on the next ones i make. Thanks.
Bit Bout MeI stole this from someone, who stole it from someone else, who stole it from someone else.
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] have/I've had braces.
[ ] wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.
Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[x] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[?] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
School/Work
[ ] I'm in school/university
[x] I have a job.
First BlogSo Today I Had A Football Game... College Go Mustangs!! And Now I'm Just Waiting To Go Over To My Lovers House And See What He Doing He's Just Out Friday Nights Poker Night lol YAY My Frist Blog
Hehelmmfao im buzzed right now and bored so whos ready to talk to mii and hear wha dumb stuff i have tosya? any takers? i thoguht not blaqh i guess i'll suit here and make fun of all the funnii lookin ppl then huh? wait im one of them =/ now the munchkin will got cry lmmfao NOT! any1 in the ATL area who wants to come help mii move this week come on down lmmfao wow i mus be bored........................oh qwell
Poem "daddy Came Home Tonite"Daddy's coming home tonight
Daddy Came home tonight
Daddy came home tonight,Blackened and Burned
Coughing and Choking, Mommy was so concerned
she said there was a Fire and Daddy had to go
She heard the call come over as she listened every night
Building engulfed in Flames
All Active on sight
this one will take all night
Bells Rang, Whistles Sounded
the Screaming Sirens filled the Darkened Night
Daddy Had to go.
The Newsman said it was like Satan himself walking the earth
As the Flames came to welcome them in
Two by two they vanished into the hellish sight
Daddy came home tonight
blackened and burned ,
his blue eyes still stinging from the smoke
he held his little ones so tight
The sirens still screaming in the background
As mommy pried my hands from him
Daddy Please don't go , as he slipped back into the night
She said .. Daddy has to go ..
He went to find his brothers still in those horrid flames
that couldn't come home tonight
By Broken
Poem "invisible Caresses"Invisible Caresses linger over my body
I can imagine your piercing eyes gazing into mine
As I imagine you hovering over me
My Skin reacts to each of your touches
Each of your kisses, Your Invisible Caresses
I hear your calming voice
Claiming your love for me
As Our Hearts and Souls become one once again
Invisible Caresses so soft and loving
Your hands in all their strength
Become so tender, So gentle
As you touch Me
Invisible Caresses
Passions fire, Desire,Yearning
A thirst to be quenched
Eros has claimed our hearts for one another
Our bodies entraped by our souls needs
For the love of each other
Till the time comes, When piercing eyes
Can gaze upon his love for true
There must be
Invisible Caresses
By BrokenSylence
© 2004 BrokenSylence (All rights reserved)
The Destruction I Have CausedMy heart is full of pain
caused by things said in vain
No hope shines upon me
my regret is torturous
tearing my heart from corner to corner
blood seeping into internal wounds deep
Will tomorrow shine as it did
when i looked into her eyes?
Will I be forgiven,or must i forgive myself first?
My mind is shattered,along with my heart
why is my world falling apart?
Mad Luv On My New Pics!!!YOU GUYS F*CKIN ROCK!! TO ALL MY FRIENDS, THANK YOU, I'LL BE AROUND TO BUY YA A DRINK! WHEN I POSTED THOSE PICS Y'ALL HIT EM SO HARD I'M STILL TRYING TO CATCH UP, SO BE PATIENT...... LEAVING FOR MEXICO SUNDAY, BE BACK WED OR THURS...... LUV Y'ALL!!!!
Home Is Where The Heart IsWell I just discovered that miracles do exist and that they do happen... Will gets to come home much earlier than expected!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WooHOO!!! Plus I get to leave out on my trip to Texas to see him within the month! OMFG...I can't wait! I won't want to come back but knowing that he will be coming home 2 months after that will make it a LOT easier! Wow...this is amazing, he is amazing!
Find Meyou can reach me directly at 877-447-8427 Ext 8960....reach out and touch me
Does Anybody Lookis it just me or does anyone look at their profile after revising it i've seen some fantastic profiles but the "skins" make them almost unreadable and yes some people actually do read the profile anyone have any thoughts????
Aw.My grandparents are buying me a puppy, to make me stop crying.
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$$$gas Prices$$$ Part IIt is a good thing that it is election time because now our gas prices are lower. I was beging to wonderif I was supposed to put the gas nozzel in my car or if I was supposed to take it up my ________. LOL
Don't get your hopes up too much though. We should be seeing $5.00 and up in the next few years (or sooner). There are not to many new resources left to tap (whether or not we dig for oil in some wild life refuge somewhere).
Everyday the rest of the world becomes just a little more industrialized. Just think about China, then India; both of these countries are round about half of the world's population. Of course you have to add in the rest of the Asias population and then the rest of the world comming of age.
Me Just BoredHey everyone...just wnated to drop sum news....im goin to see staind, hinder,crossfade,three days grace, breaking benjamin, and black stone chrry in concert sunday and i cant fuckin wait...hopefully ill have lots of pics for you guys...:) talk to ya later check out my photos and let me know what u think!!!
Im Bored And Need Pointswhy are you reading this blog you could be rating some picks so i can friggin level up get to work damnit lol
Animal Teachings!!!Ancient Native Americans believed that all animals had lessons to teach and had healing or inspirational power. When they held or carried a certain fetish, or meditated on it's meaning, they believed they drew the special energy of the animal into themselves.
Today, in a search for a closer walk with the earth, many are relearning the old ways of these ancient people, using the animal energy as the Native Americans did. To choose which animal energies are right for you, simply take a deep breath, still yourself and ask your inner being. You will have a knowing, as the ancient people did long ago.
Alligator
Survival, Stealth
Antelope
Speed, Grace, Rapid Advancement
Bear
Strength, Introspection, Self-Knowledge
Beaver
Building, Shaping, Structure
Bee
Service, Gathering, Community
Bird
Unity, Freedom, Individuality
Buffalo
Abundance, Healing, Good fortune
Butterfly
Transformation, Balance, Grace
Caribou
Travel, Mobility
Cougar
Balan
Hee HeeThe porno of Kathleen 's life will be called ...
"Debby Does Dallas - the Musical"
'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com
Fucked Up ShitWell where shall I begin. My family must be really fucked up. I just found out tonight that my dad has had alzheimer's for like 5 yrs now at least. well now let me fast forward some. I went into the Marine Corps in Oct 1999. The following June 2000, my mom threw my dad out for reasons Ill get into if I am asked.
Well now let me fast forward to present day. My mom and dad have been seperated for 6+ yrs now. And my dad is finally serving my mom divorce papers so he can marry some chick that looks like the Penguin playd as danny devito in that one batman movie. Well After reviwing the papers my mom noticed something really fucked up. There was something on the papers that asked something like Was there any children that resulted from this marriage? AND MY FATHER SAID NO. its like WTF then How was my older sister an borther myself an younger sister all concived? Well here is what we are thinking. The woman my dad plans on marrying, we think like a a year after they are married she will a
Firs Day On Lostcherry.comWell today is my first Day on LostCherry.Com and everyone has been so nice to me so far. I'll try to keep updated!!! I hope everything always goes as smoothly as it as today!!! Well gotta go to bed. I gotta work in the morning!!
Voice CommentsLets see if it is working now. Try leaving me a voice comment on my page.
Deep Thoughtwhen does CPR become necrophilia? i didn't phrase it as a question for the fuck of it you non commenting bastards. hahahaha aw come on i was just kidding.. i don't really see how i can phrase the question any different..perhaps i can explain it more. While performing mouth to mouth on a dying or dead person, when does doing so become necrophilia, which is "to have sex with a dead person" perhaps that will help, i really thought that question would get some comments at least tell me i'm outta my fuckin mind.
Poor EkarWhy post a blog about a snake? I don't know. Ekar, my baby rosey boa got hurt today. My 4 year old tried to push the kittie - TeeMoan - off of Ekars cage, and managed to knock over the cage to. The glass shattered, the water bowl flew and the heavy branch rattled around.
He was a mess till I got him washed off, as best I could. Im actually scared to death of snakes, which is why I own two of them. I'm getting over the fear and learning about them.
I got Ekar to the vet less then two hours later, they did what they could, but no one is making any promises. He's been really quiet, which isnt like him at all.
I got him a brand new bigger cage, with a new hiding spot, since Rosies like to hide when distressed, but he just doesnt seem to give a shit. Guess all I can really do is hope huh?
Contest???Since everyone is doing contests, I would like to give one a try... any ideas on what to do??? any suggestions...??
His CallHis Call
This voice I hear
Waking me From my Dreams
Calling me to his World
His sweet Kiss on my throart
HIs tender Touch on my skin
His Eyes so violet
I see him
Does he see me?
He calls I answer
I give him my Blood
HIs Sweet nector
My Viate
My Heart
My Soul
Belongs to Him
Blah.So i get this call tonight. From a friend. That this guy they were hanging out with was drunk, but his sister got in the car with him anyway right. Well So He tells me that they got into an accident. And she died on the scene, so yeah im pretty upset.
Point of my story, dont let friends, sisters or WHATEVER, endangerthemselves with drunks. Jesus.
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Ugh now i gotta see if i can go to Florida for the funeral.
How Broken Do I Need To Be?I feel it fading draining from my life
I can feel it slipping away
Death wants to cut me with his sythe
I found so few reasons for me to stay
My heart is broken in so many peices
No tape or glue could heal it for me
Falling in unused unwanted kisses
Laying there bleeding at my feet
No reason why they cry from the pain
Wondering why did we have to meet
If only I knew the pain you bring again
My dreams lay scattered on the floor
They mix with my tattered heart
They want you to love me exspecting no more
You grind them beneith yuor heel before we part
Oh how I feel so empty and worn
I am so used up there is nothing left
All I had sits before me shredded and torn
Leavin my life alone and bereft
Dispare is the only joy I feel
Sorrow follows close behind
I will stay where I kneel
Where I am no one can find
Blarg...Eh...work was fuckin' boring today. Fresh meat are always coming each week. I'm always scanning the fresh meats...seeing if anyone is uhh cool or whatever..ha ha Every time I see a punk, rock, gothic type person, they're always working the graveyard shifts....damn them. There needs to be more of thems working my shift...
Uh uhmmm I don't know what to type...Oh..I am eatting a yummy weight watchers tv dinner thing with a diet coke...Oh so yummy.... blarg..
All fuckin' day I had a NOFX song stuck in my head...grrahhh... meow...
Yeah...that is all
Newz On My Sister Sonyaok so she came over not long ago right? well she been cryin i knew it cuz i could tell well she wuz talkin to me and what she told me was not good newz at all..she sed she has testz dun and the resultz came back and she sed she has Ovarion Cancer...my dad dunno anything bout it so he said not true btu sonya sed it iz... i do not know wut to believe here ...i know me and my sis fight n argue but it dont eman i wunt her 2 have cancer n die..... she has a 9 yr old daughter whom iz my niece destiny......i cant deal with anuther person i loeve and care about having cancer and dying...ill go insane...nwayz feel free to comment on thiz and say anything to me...
Come Hang Out And Chill At Shadys LoungeHey everybody just stoppin by to let everybody know that i created a new lounge to hang out in. Feel free to stop by and chat and hang out. Subscribe to it if you would like the more members the better. Here is the link. Thanks
http://lostcherry.com/lounge.php?l=3157
Just copy that and put it in your address bar.
Shadys Lounge
Pointlessness, The First.So.. I just signed up here because someone told me to and i already have like 20 user comments.
weird. but neat.
so add me as your friends people. I like having lots of friends.
Just Thinking I GuessI'm still getting adjusted to this whole lostcherry blogging thing. I mostly blog on Myspace, but that's becoming a total shitter for me. Why? Who knows. Perhaps I need a change. I met a few cool people on here. I wouldn't mind meeting a few more though. (No Hook-Ups though. I love the one I'm with;) ) I guess I'm just sick of dealing with drama circles. You know the ones. The circles where no matter what you do, or who you meet, they end up with the same friends you tried so hard to get away from. That's me right now.
I'm not a hard person to get along with. Really, I'm not. Yeah, my standards are a bit high, but it's not like you have to have a 4.0 GPA or an IQ of a Rhodes Scholar to even deal with me. I only want my friends to apply themselves for something better. I'm not gonna turn the other way while a friends is being self-destructive. I know they wouldn't do that to me:) I guess this is the ending of my maturity process. Wish you guys were there for the beginning. You misse
Newz On My Sis Katrina!she called lastnight and told me she iz pregnant again..yea itz good newz but in the end could be bad newz since the missouri family service has it in for her and will prob take him or her when he or she zi born!
AbortionAbortion is wrong.. you should really read this..
Month One:
Mommy
I am only 8 inches long
but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
is my favorite lullaby.
Month Two
Mommy
today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.
Month Three
You know what Mommy
I'm a boy!!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too
and I cry with you even though
you can't hear me.
Month Four
Mommy
my hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
but I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.
Month Fi
A Letter To The One Who Broke The DollTo the one I thaught was real,
Everything you ever told me was untrue. Every lie you told I baught, every story you told, I listened, ever time you cried, I cried with you. Your life is not your own, but the one you wish it will be, you yourself even believe the lies you say. You claim to have never loved befor, you claimed to have never lived befor, you claimed I was your world, your heart, your soul. This was the biggest of all your untruths. You cannot love, you never could, you must first find who you are yourself befor you can claim another into your heart. You have used all your lines befor, this I know. All those things you say you never said nor felt, I know you have befor. You think I am nothing more then a silly little girl believing everything you say. Yes I did... I wanted to give you the benifit, I wanted it to be true, I wanted to believe in you as no one else has. I wanted to love you, I wanted to give myself to you. I believed you could show me the way to the
Pics*yawn* ok ya so im so tired of people i dont even know let alone i dont even know there fucking name asking to see my pics well HELLO if i dont even know you and u cant even talk to me either on here leave comments or anything why the fuck should i give u the time of day eh mother fuckers?! i think there is like maybe 3 people on my whole list that knows what i look like because either they are my blood realtion family or some one that acutally gives a shit and talks or carrys on some kind of a convo....so sorry to the people that keep askin just to see what i look like theres the remove button if ya dont like it im tired of people judgeing people based on looks and what not if that was the case hell humans would have died out a long time ago so grow up people and stop begging im tired of it! *H*
What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?What Your Sleeping Position Says
You are calm and rational.
You are also giving and kind - a great friend.
You are easy going and trusting.
However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?
Stick Of DynamiteA large, powerfully-built guy meets a woman at a bar. After a number of drinks, they agree to go back to his place. As they are making out in the bedroom, he stands up and starts to undress.
After he takes his shirt off, he flexes his muscular arms and says, "See that, baby? That''s 1000 pounds of dynamite!" She begins to drool.
The man drops his pants, strikes a bodybuilder''s pose, and says, referring to his bulging thighs, "See those, baby? That''s 1000 pounds of dynamite!" She is aching for action at this point.
Finally, he drops his underpants, and after a quick glance, she grabs her purse and runs screaming to the front door.
He catches her before she is able to leave and asks, "Why are you in such a hurry to go?"
She replies, "With 2000 pounds of dynamite and such a short fuse, I was afraid you were about to blow!"
MixturesAttraction Powder
32 parts Wood Base
16 parts Olbanum
8 parts Sandalwood
4 parts Myrrh
8 parts Cinnamon
4 parts Orris Root
Mix all ingredients together. Use oil when searching for a mate. Sprinkle in
your shoes to bring luck, anoint green candles and use as Attraction Powder.
Always used to incite the passions of the opposite sex. Also brings all
forms of good luck. It is especially good for attracting financial gain.
Used to attract money, better business, good luck, love, and the better
things of life. For love and gambling it is applied to the body and the
hands in small amounts. It is sprinkled about a place of business. It is
rubbed on charms and added to conjure bags that have a beneficial purpose.
~ Author Unknown ~
I See You!A few days before his proctological exam, a one eyed man accidentally swallowed his glass eye. He was worried for a while, but there were no ill effects, so he forgot about it.
Once he was in the doctor's office, the man followed instructions, undressed, and bent over. The first thing the proctologist saw when he looked up the man's arse was that eye staring right back at him. "You know, " said the doctor, "you really have to learn to trust me."
How Abnormal Are You?You Are 56% Abnormal
You are at low risk for being a psychopath. It is unlikely that you have no soul.
You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess.
You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection.
You are at high risk for having a social phobia. It is very likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.
You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.How Abnormal Are You?
Peopling The EarthA Catholic, a Baptist, and a Mormon are bragging about the size of their families.
"I have four boys and my wife is expecting another. One more son and I''''ll have a basketball team!" said the Catholic.
"That''''s nothing!'''''''' said the Baptist. ''''''''I have ten boys now, and my wife is pregnant with another child. One more son and I''''ll have a football team!"
"You both should be ashamed of yourselves!'''''''' said the Mormon. ''''''''I have seventeen wives. One more and I''''ll have a golf course!"
Home Again.....home Again!hey y'all!!!
Just wanted to let you guys know taht I'm back from my little week long navy jaunt! God.....what a long week! Thank you SO MUCH for the comments and love you showed me while I was gone! I missed you all very much! Hit me up when you get the chance. I'll be home for a few weeks now......woo hoo!! Anyone wanna go get a beer??? :)-
I DonnoI wonder if this is just like myspcae get bac 2 me on that 1!
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to obedience and warmth.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
The Worst Thing That Could Happenit was 9-26-06 and one of my best friends John aka fluffy, sun sun, jp. jc, granda i can go on with how many nicknames he had...but anyway he asked this kid for a ride home from skool(he only had his licence for about 2 weeks) and on the street that jonh lived on they decided to go 65 in a 25 and lost control of the car....the car hit the side of a tree and slide down to a stop sign....the car was hit on the side that john was sitting and he died instantly...john was only 16 yrs old and was always a happy person...he never even got to get his licences .... he wrked at a tattoo parlor and was suppost to go get his first tat. this weekend and never made it... september 26 was the worst day of many ppls lives and our lives will never be the same... my love goes out to his family and all his other friend and especially olivia who was the love of his life and she loved his just as much as he loved her (who is also my bestest friend)...soon i wil b getting a tat. in memory of one of the best
"reality Or Something Like It"Not quite sure how to start this off so I guess I will start how the topic was presented to me with a very basic question. "How can you tell if all of this is real"? The answer is also just as simple and quite disturbing. There actually is no way of telling what is real and what is not, because in actuality all things are only as real as they appear at the time. In much the same view all things are an illusion, the belief that they are real is all that gives them truth to their existence. Everything that you believe in has reality because you believe it does, if people didn’t believe in anything than nothing would exist.
Lets jump back to the beginning, give some setup for all of this so that it can be fully understood.
I'm almost tempted to follow the example of the bible with a good old "In the Beginning" rant, but that doesn’t fulfill everything, it is actually before the beginning. But before I can go into all of this I have to state rather clearly that this is based in my be
Myspace Has A New Hall Monitor...?Originally posted Tuesday, April 18, 2006
I subscribe to a few web design and development e-zines, including one called SecurityProNews. On Thursday: 04.13.06, they sent the following article by David Utter, which I though would be of interest to most of [MySpace members]. It is reposted by kind permission:
Former Microsoft child-safe computing director and federal prosecutor Hemanshu (Hemu) Nigam joined Fox Interactive Media as chief security officer for MySpace.
Cleaning up the wilder and sometimes more dangerous side of MySpace has received as much attention as the site itself in recent months. The website booted off some 200,000 profiles it deemed too risqu for continued viewing.
Keeping tabs on the growing site became a full-time job, and Ross Levinsohn at Fox Interactive Media must have decided to treat it like that, especially if MySpace is to become the advertising magnet Fox desires.
That leads to the announcement out of Fox Interactive Media that they have
The 29th ~ It's An Itsy Bitsy Teenie Weenie..Stop taking pictures of your dick and then sending them to me, or making it your main picture, or just being an all-around sick in the head mother fucker.
Do you think that looking at a picture of your teenieweenie is going to make me all hot and bothered and I'm going to haul my ass over to Wisconsin/Ohio/South Dakota/whereeverthefuck just to stick it in one of my orifices? YOU MUST HAVE BEEN MISTAKEN, SIR. I'm not going to have sex with a guy who is so desperate and fucked up that he has to take pictures of his genitals and send it to girls on who live across the globe.
This shit is getting ridiculous.
Now, if you're a hot chick with nice boobs, you can send me pictures of them.
But I'm just gonna look at them and smile, because I don't have sex with whores either.
IF YOU WANT TO SEND SOMEONE PICTURES OF YOUR WEENIE, SEND THEM TO ALEXIS. SHE LOVES THEM. ESPECIALLY SMALL ONES. THX.
Did Yall Knowthe space bar wprks alot better if coke isnt spilled on it????
Re: Os-iy-o,w-ad-oOh Great Spirit
Of the Indian People
Hear my words
For they are words that come
From the heart, soul and mind.
Oh Great Spirit
Be my mind,
Be my eyes,
Be my ears,
Be my heart,
Be my soul,
So that I may walk
With dignity and pride.
Oh Great Spirit
Of the Indian People
Know of me.
For I am of your people.
I am Indian,
An Indian of the Circle of Life
A prisoner of War
In my own Land!
Oh Great Spirit,
Of the Indian people,
Hear my words
For they are for you.
They are of you.
You are my way of life
In the Circle of Life.
________________________________________________
CROSS OVER -- EXERCISE:
The Cherokee Medicine Men and Women teach a way to get out of a rut or "cross over" from one direction (or state of being) to another. A Cross-over exercise is a way of getting out of an energy rut or a comfort zone that requires the shifting of mental energy.
Find (or visualize) at stream or river of water that can be crossed by walking over a bridge. It
Omglastnight i went to the bar even though i have a bad cold haha
got drunk and woke up this morning feeling like mass amounts of asshole
ahh i dont recamend drinking with the flu
It Never Ends!i hurt my back at work last week and now im too hurt to work so ive been filling out applications all over and now the insurance company called me and said my jobs trying to act like i didnt hurt my back there. like what the hell i told them i was gunna quit already and they are still messing with me. i have a job interview on tuesday im gunna totally take it just to get away from there i dont care if im fully healed or not! :(
How It Is..Ok, I am here in my barracks at Puget Sound Naval Shipyard, which is now known affectionately by me as psns. So I am out here in Bremerton. So I was checking in over at Bangor and when I got to medical, I was informed I am supposed to have a waiver in my record for my collapsed lung and for "retained hardware" in my leg being the metal rod in my femur. So apparently, my doc in Hawaii dicked me over on the paperwork side, so I am on medical hold until I get all that paperwork sent through and written up. They were trying to figure out a way for me to commute to Bangor, a 20 minute ride every morning, but had no way other than making the duty driver come and pick me up every morning and have to take me home. So instead they made a call to the Public Affairs Offices, aka PAO, to see if they could use some help over there to avoid the commute. Well, I get the word that the last few guys had bombed out b/c they guy is a retired captain and tends to be rather scrupulous with the help. I had
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NewI'm new at all of this but give me time and I'll figure it all out!!!!!!!!!
Don't Waste My Timewith stupid bulletins about level up trains, sex trains, booty trains, and other pointless things.
for a while now, that's all I see are idiotic bulletins that serve no purpose, just to spam me with bullshit. there are a few people whos' bulletins and blogs I do read however, so it isn't all encompasing thing.
all this LC is better then myspace shit..ppft please. I see more stupid childish whining and drama on here then I do on myspace.
Now that says a lot.
If Things Couldnt Get Any WorseMy poor lil girl.. was at a firends house and their dog bit her in the face.. :( OH MY GODS! she had to get 5 stiches on the outside of her cheek and 2 on the inside. Update... i looked at her paper work and it was 9 stitches on the outside 7 on the inside. she has some puncture wounds but they werent deep enough to stich up.. and when he bit her .. she bit down on the inside of her check and now thats cut really bad... She just cant win!!!! They have her on antibiotics and all that.. she has to go back saturday night for a 24 hours check up. shes on a liquid diet for 48 hours untill her inside of her mouth heals. :( I cried and i was freaking out so bad.. i nearly fainted when i saw all the blood and then i threw up when she passed out. shes sleeping now and i am gonna go take a shower..
I Have Somethin' Very Important To Say..I Have Something Very Important to Say So I am Typing it Now Because it is So Important ....
What I am typing now is something that is so important, it is kind of obscene how important it is. Not just to me, but to everyone who reads it. Nay, it is important to THE WORLD, regardless of whom is actually physically exposed to it.
If I did not type this (this thing I am typing now) it would be something that was never typed and presented to the world and that would be a travesty. That would be a piece of very important history left unwritten; a first for humankind that never presented itself. A crime, essentially! A crime!
What I am writing here is important and interesting and unique. I am discussing something that is entirely unique to me and therefore eye-opening to everyone else. "Gosh, I never thought of it that way!" you will DEFINITELY be saying once you are through reading this. You will exclaim, "It was so important I read that! It has enriched my life for I had neve
Week 4 Nfl PicksIndianapolis over NY JETS
BALTIMORE over San Diego
BUFFALO over Minnesota
Dallas over TENNESSEE
KANSAS CITY over San Francisco
CAROLINA over New Orleans
ATLANTA over Arizona
Miami over HOUSTON
ST LOUIS over Detroit
CINCINNATI over New England
Jacksonville over WASHINGTON
Cleveland over OAKLAND
Seattle over CHICAGO
Mon Night
PHILADELPHIA over Green Bay
ElementalI am the wild wind blowing
let loose upon the plains
over, around mountains
rolling sea
and land alike
My breath exudes
and flows through
Every whiff an puff
finds a course all its own
No need to wish for it
I know I'll find my way
to every open space
and from there which to spy
There is no place you have been
that I cannot follow
chances are, thats one
i have already been
Over sands and waves
blowing all trace away
of souls long passed
but now contained herein
ThanksThanks to the few that helped me out If u ever need me to do the same fore u just ask and ill help u out lov u much MMMMUUUUUUAAAAAHHHHHH
~I WONT TO SEE YOU CRY~
SexlinesWe have time for one more caller, you're speaking with the doctor, what's you question!?!" "Doctor Cossett, my husband and I have been married for twenty three years and the zip has really gone out of our sex life, do you think you could give me some tips on how to liven things up a little bit?" "Well caller, we're almost out of time, but I have found that changing the venue of your love making can add a whole new dimension to the way you feel about each other, and I don't mean doing it in the kitchen instead of the bedroom, try taking an afternoon at a nice hotel, or maybe going on a picnic and making love by a babbling brook, use your imagination, good luck, caller, and this Dr. Olivia Cossett signing off for another day, see you tomorrow, good night!" "Whew, Freddie," she said to her engineer behind the glass, "after listening to three hours of that, you'd think nobody had a happy normal sex life!" "Oh, I don't know," Freddy said with a laugh, "the guy who liked to dress up in his w
Connected IsolationConnected Isolation - with the information age in full swing the internet has thrown people from all walks of life and persuasions together, but the downside of this is that people are becoming more isolated. Discuss and give me your thoughts
This is a great topic! The information age, wow, think about it, you can do everything from your pc anymore without ever leaving your house! Really! Everything from working at home, to renewing your drivers license (not that you need one) I mean hell, you can order groceries from your pc, and even buy a wife. Lol What? That’s not your thing? Okay you can have many internet relationships in the course of a year.
It seems to me that with all of this new technology and the ability to communicate with the world from your bedroom, people are spending less and less time outside in the real world.
Want proof? I knew you did. Just look at the rising numbers of the popular websites like LC and Myspace. And there are tons of sites like this one. Then
BiancaThe first time I actually fucked someone it was more happenstance
than planning. I mean, Bianca and I had been at the "anything but"
stage for three or four weeks, which seemed like eternity. I later
found out it was barely a microsecond compared to the
lengthy "anything but" experiences of most people I knew or would
later meet. But at the time, it seemed like forever.
Bianca and I were dying to fuck. She had sucked my dick and made me
come -- though I always had to help a little with my own hand before
I could come in her mouth. I had eaten her pussy and made her come,
something no other lover, including her three female ones, had done
for her -- not with hands, mouth or cock.
Bianca fancied herself a slut, in intention if not in execution, and
would have hopped into bed with me in an instant if there had been a
bed available. But the reason we hadn't fucked was threefold.
First, we lived with our parents. Each time we'd had oral sex, it had
been in
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What Happened To Lovewhy people punish love like detention?
Man and woman was put together
I’m sure lust wasn’t God’s intention
Why are ex’s never mentioned?
Love at one point is now full of hate
Partner’s lack of climax made pleasures less great.
On a scale of 1 to 10 how do I rate?
Some people are to thin, some are overweight.
Lack of income kept me short for a date
A Jag or a Beamer is something I can’t afford.
She didn’t want to be seen in a Honda Accord
the feeling is like being stabbed with a sword
What ever happened to love?
People’s hearts being broken everyday.
I wonder what people are really thinking of.
Relationships are here today gone tomorrow.
What ever happened to Love?
Going Back To Iraqhello every body just wanted to say thanks for being so great but i got a call today and im heading back to iraq wasnt going till dec but they need us ill be leaving next week sometime you all be good and say a prayer that we all come back safe:)
Of Wolf And WomanSongs from the Dark Side of the Moon
Of Wolf and Woman
v.1
LaLoba lives, no longer prey
Look into my yellow eyes
Moonlight glinting from my fangs
I smile at you and analyze
v.2
The jugular pulses, blood-filled, warm
I lick my lips and hungrily stare
I laugh at your cocky arrogance, man
Your skin is so fragile, easy to tear
chorus
While you crouch in fear next to your fire
Hear me howl when the moon rides full and high
You sneer in your pride, but your black heart knows Mortality means even you will die
deep inside where you cannot hide
you know some day, some day you'll die
v.3
You believe I am beaten, a mottled cur
You believe I fear your gold and power
You believe every word you tell yourself
But your eyes cannot meet mine...
and you stare down at the ground...
and I tense to spring as I
watch you cower...
v.4
I will do battle with you, human man
The last thing you'll hear before one of us dies
Will be a snarlin
Imagine YourselfJust another tale from the demented mind of a badboy... Hope it is well received. And as always I am more than willing to act out any fantasies I post or any that the ladies in here would care to share.
Licks and kisses for the ladies
Badboy in St. Louis
Imagine yourself sitting on the edge of the bed, wearing only a black velvet choker which accents the smooth lines of your neck and shoulders, and sheer thigh-high black stockings which give your firm legs a delicious sheen. As I walk in, I catch a faint hint of your perfume- something delicate and quite exotic, unlike anything I've ever smelled before. I get even a stronger dose as I crouch beside you and kiss you gently behind your right ear, inhaling your clean, fresh smell along with that wonderful perfume.
Pulling back, I look for a moment into your clear dark eyes before kissing you, gently but firmly, on your velvet lips. After a moment, we break the kiss, only to start another, with more passion in it.. and the
The VampiressThe Vampiress
By
Lord Lytton
1803-1873
Found a corpse, with glittering hair,
Of a woman whose face, tho' dead,
The white death in it had left still fair,
Too fair for an earthly bed!
So I loosened each fold of her bright curls roll'd
From forehead to foot in a rush of red gold,
And kissed her lips till her lips were red,
And warm and light on her eyelids white
I breath'd, and pressed unto mine her breast,
Till the blue eyes ope'd and the breast grew warm,
And this woman, behold! arose up bold,
And lifelike lifting a wilful arm,
With steady feet from the winding sheet
Stepp'd forth to a mutter'd charm.
And now beside me, whatever betide me,
This woman is, night and day.
For she cleaves to me so, that, wherever I go
She is with me the whole of the way.
And her eyes are so bright in the dead of the night,
That they keep me awake with dread;
While my life blood pales in my veins and fails,
Because her red lips are so red
That I fear 'tis my hear
Aphrodisiac AttractionYou're kidding me, James," I scowled. "C'mon, man. This is a load of crap."
"It's not, " he protested. "I know how it sounds but it really works, Dave. Honest." Dave doesn't usually casually make up stories, so I was more than curious, but I remained skeptical.
"OK," I offered. "Tell me the story again, with more detail."
"All right. I went to Bangkok that, as you know, I have to do twice a year to meet with exporters and try to figure out our product line. It used to be different and exciting, but now it's just routine and a very long, tiring trip. After the meetings, I would sometimes have business dinners, and then just usually go back to my hotel, read a little and sack out. The time difference is a killer.
"But at this one meeting, there was a new young guy, Hon, and we hit it off well. Before long, we were laughing and joking around like old friends. He was much more progressive than his colleagues. It turns out that Hon was the son of one of the owners and had go
Help Meok i need help with my points im at 200 and some im not to in to the bloge thing but i thought it might work this way so if u could send me comments rate my pics anything that well help well be gratly apreshated i well do the same for u when you need help so ples help me out
~I wont to see you cry~
HelloHi everyone!
I found this site from a friend I had on my Yahoo 360. Yall peeps just "Bear With Me" until I get this all figured out...lmao
Hi Ho Hi Ho Its Off To Work I Goim trying to get myself syched up for work....its casual day (THANK GOD!!)jeans and a t-shirt! woohoo!!!!dont you hate it when you search high and low for that one shirt that you love and you can not find it anywhere? I have lost one of my prized KISS shirts and I cant find it! Its driving me nuts!!!!
Its gettin colder than a well digger's ass out there!!!! I should be smart and wear long sleeves but, thats what jackets are for...I can't seem to work as fast when i wear long sleeves they get in my way....one of the girls that I work with just moved here from florida and she is already freezing to death bless her heart....KY winters can be weird one minute its snowing and freezing rain and the next minute nippy but pretty as a picture....thank god its doesnt get that far below zero here!!!
anyways enough rambling Im off to work....peace love and monkey grease~!
Cutest Curvy CherryContest will start once I get 10 entries. This contest is for you Cute Curvy Cherries....Send in your requests and link to the photo you would like entered into the contest to the link provided....This is NOT a BBW contest..We are all Beautiful,but it's time for the Curvy girls to get some recognition!!!
In addition I will not accept women who arent curvy. Thanks Lips of an Angel
~*Lips of an Angel-at the hosp.*~@ LostCherry
EpicHE He He i used to so love this song
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BeautifulMusic Video:BEAUTIFUL (by James Blunt)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone
Yea!!! HahaYou're an Expert Kisser
You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettableWhat Kind of Kisser Are You?
CreepMusic Video:CREEP (by Radiohead)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone
Fall Apart Againthis is one of my favorites
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No Strings AttachedA woman walks into a drug store to buy tampons. She notices a pile of tampon boxes stacked on a table in the corner with a sign on them saying "5 boxes for a dollar."
Well, the woman just could not believe this price so she asks the clerk if it was correct.
He said "Oh yes, 5 for a dollar."
She said "That can't be right!"
The clerk says "Oh yes, it's right!! 5 boxes for a dollar, no strings attached."
Top 10 Texas Dumb Laws10. It is illegal to take more than three sips of beer at a time while standing
9. A recently passed anticrime law requires criminals to give their victims 24 hours notice, either orally or in writing, and to explain the nature of the crime to be committed.
8. It is unlawful for a person to consume an alcoholic beverage while operating a motor vehicle upon a public roadway, if the person is observed doing so by a peace officer.
7. The entire Encyclopedia Britannica is banned in Texas because it contains a formula for making beer at home.
6. When two trains meet each other at a railroad crossing, each shall come to a full stop, and neither shall proceed until the other has gone.
5. It is illegal to drive without windshield wipers. You don't need a windshield, but you must have the wipers.
4. You can be legally married by publically introducing a person as your husband or wife 3 times
3. It is illegal for one to shoot a buffalo from the second story of a h
My 12 Year Old Son Short StoryShort Story--By Gregory Lee Robinson JR
Once upon a time there was this bear cub name Jose, He had a father name Joseph and a mother name Jesicca. They played games and catched their food together. Then one stormy night Jose father got sick and they needed some food and mother bear had to take care of father bear. Jose went and started looking for food on his own. Jose got lost on his way looking for food he started to get tired and hungry then it started raining and he got very wet and got really sick. Jose tried to find his way home but he got very weak from being sick, wet and cold, he fell upon the ground and he couldn't see anything but pitch black, he woke up and found himself in a very sunny and beautiful flowery place with a white castle ahead of him. He went up to the castle gate and the guards with wings let him in. When he went in he was lead down a beautiful hallway, he was let into a very big beautiful room in this room he saw a golden throne, on that golden throne
I Died Pg 6I Died On the longest night I Died The First time you made me cry I Died When you told me you hate me I DiedWhen I couldn't Have You I Died After you told me I don't Deserve to live I Died When my Make Up wore offI Died When you removed me from my Box I Died When I Was Locked Away I Died And You Will Never Care
How Cam Pg 3How Can Someone you are best friends one day start to hate you So much they wish you were dead?Or would not care if you diedHow Can they hate you so much after you helped them out so much with there life?You have done everything in your power to help themAnd Got Nothing BackHow Can You Tell They Were You True Best Friend?You Never CanOr Can You?
When IsWhen is running from your problems not enough?When is holding the hand of your loved one not enough?When is there time to be happy?When is it OK to love?When is it OK to hate?When is it not alright?When is pain the only feeling you have left?When is life more important then death?When is the pain of depression going to stop?When is it time for me to die?
Love Pg 3I LOVE YOUWhy is it throw around so muchI love that celebrityYet I don't know themI love there shoesYet they have no soul or reason to be lovedI love you even tho I know nothing about youNo you love the feeling of being in loveBut I really do love youHow you have never meet me why would you love me and my family hate me when they have been with my entire life?
How Pg2HOWHow were you ever able to love me?Was it all just a lie? How could you lie to me like that?Because you never cared?How could I tell you "loved me"You never showed a sign of loveHow could I cry over you?Because I actually loved youHow could I make you love meCHANGE EVERTHING ABOUT YOURSELFHow can I Live Life With Out You?
Sometimes Pg1Sometimes I WishSometimes I Wish Upon a Star But my wish still never come trueSometimes I Wish I had a hand to holdBut my hand is always emptySometimes I Wish my life got betterBut it gets worse Sometimes I Wish I was Deadbut I still wake the next daySometimes I Wish that you could forget mebut I always find a way of crawling back into your lifeSometimes I Wish that I was deaf so I wouldn't hear your voice and be reminded of our past But your voice becomes louder and clearerSometimes I Wish Everything was differentbut it stays the sameSometimes I Wish For YouBut then I remember you hate everything about meSome Times I Wish There was a pill to change everything about ME
Your Clit....It was just after 9pm when you
finished your shower
The scent of jasmine perfume
followed you to our bed
With a seductive smile, as you
dropped your towel I admired
Absolutely beautiful breasts
begging to be kissed softly
I heard you whisper as only a
lover can whisper to me
Take me to paradise my darling
give me three tonight
I lifted back satin blue sheets
as you giggled, climbing in
I then climbed out, kneeling at
the edge of the bed
I gently pulled you to the edge
and you parted your thighs
With the most tender of patience
I ran my tongue over your lips
Slowly, oh so slowly toward the
clit that begins to swell
I have never rushed your orgasm
I let them come slowly to you
Slowly, softly, your fingers run
through my hair as you moan
Trying hard to catch your breath
as I slurp all you release
I wiggle my tongue deep into
your opening as you contract
Over and over you squeeze
until you cry out my name
Waves Of PleasureYou always whisper you feel so spoiled
when I nestle my head between your legs
When really my darling, it is me who is
the one who feels so spoiled by you
You allow me to lick, kiss, and slurp
all the warm sweet juices released
As I look up between your breasts
I see diamonds in your eyes
My hands hold your waist lovingly
as I feel you rock your hips
Trying hard to catch your breath as
my lips tenderly hold your clit
It's at that moment when I see you tug
on your nipples as I hear your voice
OMG!!!!!, then your body shudders
and I open your lips wide for me
In seconds your orgasm flows between
my lips as you hear me swallow
Your hands hold my head firmly against
your lips as you float on clouds
Impatiently I swallow and swallow, not
wasting a drop I have waited for
As wave after wave of pleasure washes
over you and you melt in my arms
Slowly you come back to earth as I begin
to softly lick and please you again
Gently baby gently, you whisper
Isolationwhere is the sun?.....nowhere to be found....
where is my shade?.....to cover me whole....
where is the water?.....to quench me.....
it can't be found.....in this reality abound....
where is the earth?.......that i lay my head on....
where are the souls?.....that occupy it with me....
what happened to everything?....my existence...
it's gone within a trace.....in front of my face
chorus: don't know...where i am now...
can't see....the way....
don't want.....this isolation....
give me.....a sign today......
where is the light.....to guide me through....
where is the taste.....that i used to savor....
where is myself......i can't find it.....
i'm stuck with nothing.....looking for something...
what's happening here......can anyone see it....
what's going on.......does anyone know....
what the fuck......happened to my world...
this apocalypse is haunting.....it's got me wanting....
(chorus x 2)
what happened to love......i can't feel it....
what happened
You Need My Tongue?I lay between your scented thighs
kissing the most beautiful lips
OMG!!! I could lay here all night
and listen to your echoed sighs
Soft fingers run through my hair
a sign you enjoy what I share
It is my gift to you each morning
each afternoon, each evening
Your orgasm tastes delicious I
whisper as you look down at me
Smiling with the most sparkling eyes
as you spread your lips wider
AHHHHHHHHHH that's my baby
let me suck down every drop
I love how your muscles suck my
tongue deeper into your opening
It doesn't matter when you need
an orgasm, I will never say no
It doesn't matter what room you
are in, slip off your panties
Just tell me you need my tongue and
I will happily kneal before you
You are the happiness I have waited for
and I celibrate your love for me
I will always be a unselfish lover to you
a sign you are all I've dreamed of
I will love you, spoil you and release the
4th of july within your soul
To Rock YouWhen you're feeling lonely
and need an orgasm
All you need to do is close
your eyes, and I'll be there
To rock you gently in my
arms, breast to chest
I will share my softest kiss
I will soothe you darling
Let me stroke each breast as
shivers are enjoyed
Let my warm lips tug on each
firm nipple as you moan
Let me plant 1,000 kisses up
and down your spine
Massaging your body with lotion
as you whisper it's heavenly
Enjoy my tongue as I pass your
naval caressing delicate lips
Tenderly licking at your hood as
I feel your pearl awaken
Let me feel both your hands hold
my head close to heaven
As the murmered sounds of my
sucking make your body tremble
Orgasm my love, drench my lips
soar above the clouds
I am yours to love, to enjoy for
I have waited forever for you
As I Cumm.................Your sigh carries my passion as I
spoil your clit with gentle licks
Before I dip my tongue deep inside
savoring you like a sweet wine
As you whimper I slow my pace for
I want you to be carried away
Carried on an orgasm's wave long
enough to crave another
I brush your pussy hair back and
I see your clit pouting happily
And as you orgasm, you cry out
my name and I gently suck
For I have always loved you and I
will always be in your dreams
Waiting for the moment when you close
you eyes and whisper for me
For the firmness you give me, has not
softened, my desire has not lessened
I can feel myself throbbing as I wait
for the warmest of lips to suck
Your hands are like velvet as you
massage and stroke lovingly
Your eyes are entwined in mine as
they dance as you hear me moan
And as I cummm, you tighten your
lips and milk me till I am breathless
Gently licking the shaft, and whispering
the love I give will always be returned
LoveDid you ever love someone and know he didn't love you?
Did you ever feel like crying and think what good will it do?
Did you ever look into his eyes and say a little prayer?
Did you ever look into his heart and wish that you were there?
Did you ever see him smile when the lights were way down low?
Did you ever think "I love that guy" but he just would never know?
When you fall in love, my friend, you'll find it doesn't pay.
It's really not worth that broken heart it causes everyday.
Did you ever wonder where he is and if your love is really true?
One moment you are happy, and in the next you are blue.
When it's dark you wonder why, and you worry night and day.
You see my friend, loving him will never work this way.
Love is fine, but it hurts too much, and the price you pay is too high.
If I could choose love or death, I think I'd rather die.
And when I say don't fall in love, you'll get hurt before you're through,
You see my love I ought to know...................
I FEL
Shaping You In My MindAs I shape you in my mind I begin
to see your eyes sparkling
I see the roundness of your smile
and the softness of your hands
I feel the warmth of your skin as
your heart beats against mine
Warm lips that have missed the
kiss that is so magical
I hear your voice calling to me
in a romantic, sensual way
Beconing me to dip below your
naval and taste you all night
I look up between the most beautiful
of breasts, nipples so firm
As you rock gently back and forth
contracting around my tongue
Patiently, lovingly guiding you to an
orgasm that you have waited for
Waiting for my lips to be drenched
before crawling into your arms
For the best part of making love
is when I hold you breast to chest
Kissing you softly and stroking
your skin as I hear your sigh
Just ThoughtsJust the thought of holding you
with these arms makes me sigh
For your eyes are a beautiful
love poem whispered to me
Your smile is the softest caress
you have ever shared with me
And to know my heart is held
close to you comforts me
You comfort me in all the ways
I yearn to know I'm loved
And when your lips share your
kiss, I'm filled with electricity
My heart races and I begin to
tremble, wanting to make love
As fingers glide across my skin
I look into love swept eyes
Tease me, please me, make me
cry out your name as you spoil
Make me soar among the clouds
as you kiss my inner thighs
Love...Have you ever loved someone like no other,
and felt like you just dont know what to say.
Like you are always afraid...
Like you are always so happy
I guess nothing is wrong.
I know it's just me.
I need to quit stressing.
I am afraid that he will want more.
Things that I can't give him.
I dont know what he wants.
Is he to good.
I know he loves me,
I can tell in his eyes.
I wake up at night,
and am so gratefull,
For the life that I have.
I don't want to loose him.
I dont know what to do.
I miss him when we are apart.
I love him so.
What do I do?
Why do I feel this way?
He has done so much for me.
My life is so differant.
The life I dreamed of.
Is this true love?
My heart flutters,
when I see him.
I get so mad.
Is this forever?
Does he feel the same way?
Why do I dwell?
I guess I just dont ever want to loose him.
I've never felt like this before.
He treats me so good.
Do I deserve
Yesterdaywas my dads bday
he'll be gone 4 years in april
i miss him
Abortion**THIS IS MY OWN PERSONAL CHOISE!! If you don't agree than thats fine with me I am not trying to argue with people! Like I said, this is MY chiose!!**
Month one
Mommy
I am only 8 inches long
but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
is my favorite lullaby.
Month Two
Mommy
today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.
Month Three
You know what Mommy
I'm a boy!!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too
and I cry with you even though
you can't hear me.
Month Four
Mommy
my hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
but I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time
War...Take a man and put him alone,
Put him twelve thousand miles from home.
Empty his heart of all but blood,
Make him live in sand, in mud.
This is the life I have to live,
This the soul to God I give.
You have your parties and drink your beer,
While young men are dying over here.
Plant your signs in the side walk cracks;
"Lets get our soliders out of Iraq".
Use your signs and have your fun,
Then refuse to use a gun.
There's nothing else for you to do,
Then I'm supposed to die for you?
There is one thing that you should know;
And that's where I think you should go!
I'm already here and it's too late.
I've traded all my love for all this hate.
I'll hate you till the day I die.
You made me hear my buddy cry.
I saw his leg and his blood shed,
Then I heard them say, "This one's dead".
It was a large price for him to pay,
To let you live another day.
He had the guts to fight and die,
To keep the freedom you live by.
By his dying, your life he buys,
But who g
Juggalo As Defined By The Urban Dictionaryno one has ever made it sooo clear muthafacoz!!!
A Juggalo is someone who lives for themself, meaning they realize that if you care what other people think about you and try hard to be accepted, then you will always be a slave to your own mind. A Juggalo is someone who enjoys life to the fullest they possibly can and stops "to smell the roses"(meaning living your life in the moment). It's not about having all the gear, posters, albums and trivia knowledge. You don't have to know what faygo or a neden is or even have ever heard of psychopatic records in order to be a Juggalo. A Juggalo is an enlightened/reawakened person with a discovered wisdom beyond their years.
Yes, there are hound dogs who haven't discoved what the dark carnival is really about and perhaps sadly, never will and just really want to belong somewhere and have a loving family they never had. That is what you find with the fam-MMFL. Sure, there are many posers/'trashy people' around at shows and mini-gatherings,
LifeFrustrated, complicated, nothing makes sense
Squirming and sweating; her body seems tense
So many loud noises drumming her ears
Some may have wondered why she is still here
This story tells not of the girl who walked away
She is one so prestigious and strives on each day
One who looks past all her hopeless fears
It isn't so easy, for with it comes tears
And everyone seems fooled, by her perfect smile
Each victim to this girl's unintentional guile
Ironically she cries a bloody river and sea
Look forth for she's still trying...
This Murder....as i look in this mirror
i see dirt on my skin, can't wash this sin
this soul of mine get clearer
you cannot see, this darkness in me
my skeletons beat me all the time
the souls i release scream in my mind
i'm a killer, a murderer, a demon inside
the blood on this knife is where i confide
chorus: this taste...is sensational
this feeling...unexplainable
a rush and a high, all at the same time
as i slowly watch you die
can't keep me from killing...it's part of me
as i pull this trigger, my high becomes bigger
i'm addicted....to this habit of mine
my heart's beating faster, this weapon's my master
look deep into my eyes....
my instincts control me, it's hard to break hold of me
these screams are theirs and my own...
annihilate....exterminate....can't control this hate...
(chorus x2)
my acts of decimation....
fulfill my temptation....
pleasures me like fornication...
brings me to a personal salvation....
this murder! this murder! (bloodstains on the w
Enough Sunset Gun RopeNobody has enough rope.
No I mean it not in the English books on Amazon.de nor uk damn. So I guess I will have to play the 15 Euro shipping and get it over abebooks if they let me pay via PayPal.
It was her birthday yesterday… at least I think it is the 29th sometimes I am not sure and think it’s the 27th pretty embarrassing not to even know the date. But then I can blame it on the pain and supersession.
The present is still here and I am not sure if I will really bring it over… maybe I can give it Anna to hand it over. I feel weak about all this I don’t even know if I should do it at all after such a long time.
The Fight For Justice ContinuesYesterday was interesting. First of all, due to the resignation of Joel Silverman, Indiana BMV Commissioner, I was contacted again (via e-mail) by Pam Elliot at Channel 8 news to come in and do another interview. I definitely want to do another interview. I feel that my wrongful termination by the BMV has basically ruined my life. The personal and financial problems that have happened as a result of my firing are devastating. Losing my job there has cost me and my two children a lot of pain and suffering in a HUGE way.
I shared with Pam that it seems the timing of Mr. Silverman's resignation is interesting. My attorney filed suit against them on September 12. The fact that this is an election year really poses a huge problem for the Republicans in that they may end up losing control over state government to the Democrats. The fact that all of this pain and heartache I'm experiencing is due to fallout from decisions from the Republican Governor's staff could be a big problem
Somethingthat someone just said to made me think of a story
and now im laughing and just laughing repeatedly lmao.
Wow. At how eaisly amused i am.
Lmao.
Anyway hahahahahahahaha.
Roflmao.
Lost Cherry AnagramsLOST CHERRY = CHEST LORRY
&
LOSTCHERRY.COM = MORE SLY CROTCH
I'm bored again...
sorry
Does anyone want to show me thier breasts, that helps sometimes...
New Herehey everyone i am new here. someone tell me how to work this damn site. site looks pretty cool so far.
All The Riches Baby...Sep 29, 2006
Hello All...
Just a quick note from yet another internet cafe. Ken and I are in downtown London waiting to meet Charles for dinner. We spent a few hours tooling around. Seeing the sites...being tourist basically. So anyway, got a few secs to kill before we feed our faces at some fancy smancy eatery. Of course I didn't come to the U.K. or NYC for that matter with "dress clothes" I brought clothes for recording an album, and looking like a poor musician. Pretty sure I'm gonna stand out hardcore tonight. Ken said no worries...he said I'm just wearing the uniform that goes with my new job, and people will just have to deal. I kinda like that way of thinking. Big F-U to the world...thats rock n' roll isn't it? (Those who know me can start laughing now)
Whatever...all I know is that the album is sounding amazing, and I am working my butt off on these vocals. Not only do I sing these songs several times each session, but I have several sessions just to see if I can beat
Sexual PreferenceJust to inform those of you who didn't catch it in my profile, I am BI-SEXUAL. I do prefer men and would love to find the right one, but I am open to a relationship with a female. Sometimes I feel very feminine and others I feel very masculine. This being said, I don't know if I would be the male or female in a lesbian couple. Perhaps those roles would be equally shared. if this is shocking to some of you, just imagine how shocked my mother must have been to find out her 41 year old daughter who has had 4 kids, has had sex with two different women. lol. More later.
A Day OffWell Friday's are suppose to be my day off.... but my daughter was out of school today as well. The phone rings and the next thing you know I have 3 other kids here!!!!!!!
So we are off to Libby Lu for makeovers, I will have to post pics. Then we went and watched Open Season, CUTE show!
Now I am at the house waiting on moms to come and get their children!
I am going out tonight! :)
Not sure where I am going but I am going!!!!
Look At What I Could Be!!!Hey every one how are you doing I am doing wonderful!!! I have been getting alot of interesting comments about sex and fucking and I was like what the fuck? I have now decided that I am gonna be game for anything.. Oh and I mean anything, so give me a heads up and lets see what you guys think... Oh come on I know you wanna....
About MeYou Are The High Priestess
You represent mystery - secrets that are yet to be revealed.
You find yourself sitting between two worlds: one dark, one light.
You tend to hold these two worlds in balance, reconciling the two.
Open and welcoming, you invite others to learn your secrets.
Your fortune:
Something hidden, or latent, in your life is about to come forward.
You need to pay more attention to your dreams, thoughts, intuition, and imagination.
And if that involves tapping into your dark side, it will all balance out in the end.
You have a lot of potential dying to be unleashed, so let those gates open!What Tarot Card Are You?
Not So Nice HoroscopesSCORPIO (Oct.23 - Nov. 22)
You are the worst of the lot. You are screwed in business and cannot be
trusted. You shall achieve the pinnacle of success because of your
total
lack of ethics. You are the perfect son-of-a-bitch. Most Scorpios are
murdered.
Looking***first of all: DO NOT READ IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO READ ABOUT MY FAITH. i do not preach at people. i am letting you know ahead of time that this poem/song is based on my spiritual side****
"Looking"
1. Looking for the one, who can see my soul
through my eyes so green and wondering
looking for a light to make my way bright
for right now I am walking in the dark---
**CHORUS*****
*The shadows of my life
the memories of strife
all rain down upon me
Help me Lord, I need you now....
2. I know your here to guide
I need not to hide
from all that is within me
All I need is you
no matter what I do
I feel the warm embrace
And see the smile on your face-
******CHORUS********
*The highlights of my life
the memories make me come to life
all rain down upon me (like blessings from above
Thank you Lord, I need you Lord
*****TAG*******
My life I give as an offering to you.....
My life I give, as an offering to you!
© Kari
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Here Hun Sing With MeBreak me down, you got a lovely face going to your place now you got to freak me out
Scream so loud, getting fucking laid you want me to stay but I got to make my way
Hey! You're a crazy bitch but you fuck so good I'm on top of it
When I dream I'm doing you all night scratches all down my back to keep me right on
Take it off, the paper is your game jump in bed with fame another one night paid in full
You're so fine, It won't be a loss cashing in the rocks just to get you face to face
[Chorus]
Get the video, fuck you so good
[Chorus]
Baby girl you want it hard to be a star you'll get down on it
Take it off no need to talk your crazy but I like the way you fuck me
[Chorus]
What Mystic Gem Stone Are YouYou scored as Garnet. Fired-up, full of energy and rearing to go, garnet-girls (or guys :-P) are blessed with inner passion and strength. They would rather not give up on what they want and are generally very exciting people :-). Also, tell me if Im wrong, but the garnet-type personality is often accompanied with good health, as which the gems themselves promote.
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The Dhenuka PositionTHE DHENUKA POSITION
Recognising the fact that the missionary positions can end up being boring, sage Vatsyayana laid out a number of exciting options for the adventurous and the bold among us. One such position, called the "the congress of the cow" or the Dhenuka (literally Milch Cow) offers enormous possibilities besides being a great diversion from the routine.
"When a woman stands on her hands and feet like a quadruped, and her lover mounts her like a bull, it is called the `congress of a cow'. At this time everything that is ordinarily done on the bosom should be done on the back."
In this position, the woman goes down on her hands and knees while the man mounts her from behind. In many ways this is now almost a conventional position universally appreciated for the equal amounts of pleasure it offers both partners. According to Vatsyayan, when bending, the woman can also grip some hard object like a bedstead or a table while raising her buttocks as high as possible.
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The Challenging PositionTHE PADMA POSITION
For the agile couple, supple of limbs and willing of disposition, the Kamasutra offers all manner of challenging positions. Whether the complexity of the position heightens the sexual satisfaction because of greater penetration or more stimulation or simply because of the novelty is a moot point.
One such position which calls for great athleticism from both partners is the Padma position which literally translates into the lotus position. Here the man sits facing the woman and lifts her ankles which he positions behind his neck. He then proceeds to enter her while she grabs hold of her feet and helps the thrusting motion. In the Kamasutra, the position is described thus:
"If, sitting facing her, you grasp her ankles and fasten them like a chain behind your neck, and she grips her toes as you make love, it is the delightful "Padma" (the Lotus)."
As is evident this isn't a position for the faint-hearted but its biggest advantage is that it allows for
Adhara Position..kama SutraADHARA-SPHURITAM POSITION
The Kamasutra prescribes a high degree of equality between the male and the female in matters of sexual pleasures and positions. If fellatio is dealt with at length, Vatsyayana has kept the woman in mind as well. Thus there's a detailed description of how the man can give oral sex to a woman. The positions range from the simple to the highly complex. Among the basic positions is Adhara-sphuritam which literally translated means The Quivering Kiss. Here's how the sage describes it:
"With delicate fingertips, pinch the arched lips of her house of love very very slowly together, and kiss them as though you kissed her lower lip: this is "Adhara-sphuritam" (The Quivering Kiss).
Notice how he emphasizes the delicate touch. Not the usual vigorous rubbing that you see in those gnawed adult movies. The man fondles the woman's yoni between his thumb and forefinger and then proceeds to kiss her in that region.
The reference to the lower lip is interesti
To My ChildJust for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh when I feel like crying.
Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear, and smile and say how perfect it is.
Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play.
Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together.
Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles..
Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck, and I will buy you one if he comes by.
Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned.
Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying to fix th
My Bday!!!!!!!!!!hey all its my bday today:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:Dand this one is goin to be short cause i really dont kno what to say but......ITS MY BDAY:D:D:D:D:D:D:Dso ya im gonna get back to partyin it up:)wish some1 was here with me;)"so she said whats the problem baby"
so ill talk to u tomorrow i think:(...so bye bye all
SchoolHey everyone reading this... this is my frist blog and since im going to school, i thought i write a little, so yeah, im going to ITT Tech and im late, so yeah, not much here to say so l8r!
Extracted From Vatsyayana's KamasutraTHE STANDING POSITION
Sage Vatsyayana had a position specifically for couples who couldn't, well, wait to get into bed. The Standing Intercourse where the man and the woman are standing against each other, and or leaning against a column or some pillar, is called the sthitarata from the Sanskrit word "Sthita" which means Steadied. It's a position, made famous by James Caan playing Sonny in The Godfather.
In this position, the two partners are upright, face to face. The man needs to lubricate his partner first since initially the woman will find it hard to be stimulated. For this the man may use a variety of things. Only when the woman is sufficiently excited for the coitus to be smooth, does the sage advise that the man go in for penetration.
If the woman is shorter than the man, she should raise herself through some height enhancement aid. Stilettos, maybe! The woman could also stand on a low stool so as to be on a par with the man. The biggest advantage of this pos
I Am Horney!!!!OOOHHHH MY GOODNESS TODAY IS ONE OF THE MOST FRUSTERATING DAYES OF MY LIFE I HAVE BEEN GETTING MORE AND MORE HORNEY LATELY AND I AM GOING BONKERS I HAVE NO WHERE TO GO WITH MY HORNEY NESS IT IS DRIVING ME NUTS MY NUTS ARE ABOUT TO EXPLODE OH WELL I WILL FIND THAT SPECIAL SOME ONE SOON I HOPE WELL THAT IS IT FOR NOW.
Samdamsha PositionThe power of the woman in sexual congress is enormous. At various points the woman according to the Kamasutra acquires the role of an Amazon, controlling and furthering the sex act. In these positions, the man willingly plays a submissive role. Nor does Vatsyayana make any value judgments on such positions. The Samdamsha (the Tongs) position is one of the few in which the man virtually sits still while the woman does all the running. In this position, the man is seated on a chair while the woman sits Amazon-like on one of his thighs and guides his penis towards her vagina. Once the penis is inserted inside her, she can contract her vagina muscles to keep it in and avoid unwanted withdrawals. The Kamasutra describes this position thus:
"Grip your lover's penis with your yoni's vice, squeezing and stroking it, and holding it inside for a hundred heart-beats... This is Samdamsha."
With the woman in control, this position offers maximum pleasure to her. The man can maneuver thi
Extracted From Vatsyayana’s KamasutraPOSITION 1
As history has it, Vatsyayana's point of view on love-making was a key hole one: intense, focused, voyeuristic. But the wonder he imbued to the sexual act essentially stemmed from his rumored virginity. For a doctor who could never try his own prescriptions, he mysteriously found myriad remedies for sexual ennui. His mastery of the body in fact, was so complete, he understood cause and effect through mere conjecture. To the delectably dirty sage, it was the means to the goal that was fun, for the goal itself was inevitable. He treated love-making like a dance in which the hungry couples had to possess grace, timing, rhythm.
Look at this position:
"As you are seated, lip to lip, arm against arm and thighs pressed fervently to each other, she can raise her thighs a bit, her feet clasping your waist and let you enter her quivering body. And in such moments you should let out a hail of gentle blows provoking her to moan in protest."
Vatsyayana was
I'll Open My Spot For YouYou get me so
Get me so excited
I'm hot, come on, so get it ready
And I'll open my spot for you
Anytime you want me to
So you can
Act bad
Don't hurt me
Look sexy
Talk dirty
And i'll open my spot for you
Anytime you want me to
Get me so excited
For some reason it might be the money that really turns you on
But for me it's an attitude that keeps me tight on the floor
And no words are suitable to describe your swagger babe
And my body is in overdrive when I have you inside of me
Do you like it when I do it
I go head to toe
And whenever you pursue it
You'll never hear the word no
So forget about them other girls baby
Cause now you're rollin with a woman baby
I'ma keep your body thumpin baby
It's the least I can do
Cause you get me so excited
I'm hot, come on, so get it ready
And i'll open my spot for you
Anytime that you want me to
So you can
Act bad
Don't hurt me
Look sexy
Talk dirty,
And I'll open my spot for you
Top 10 New York Dumb Laws10. A fine of $25 can be levied for flirting. This old law specifically prohibits men from turning around on any city street and looking "at a woman in that way." A second conviction for a crime of this magnitude calls for the violating male to be forced to wear a "pair of horse-blinders" wherever and whenever he goes outside for a stroll.
9. A person may not walk around on Sundays with an ice cream cone in his/her pocket.
8. It is against the law to throw a ball at someone's head for fun.
7. A man can't go outside while wearing a jacket and pants that do not match
6. During a concert, it is illegal to eat peanuts and walk backwards on the sidewalks
5. Citizens may not greet each other by "putting one's thumb to the nose and wiggling the fingers".
4. Women may go topless in public, providing it is not being used as a business.
3. You may only water your lawn if the hose is held in your hand.
2. A license must be purchased before hanging clothes on a clothes
HeyJust wanted to let everyone know that I wont be around to much this weekend, for one, I have been sick...:( And to top it off, I am currently getting ready to move. We are moving from a 3 bedroom house to a 5 bedroom house...so it is awesome. :) Bye for now, Shawna
Blow My Flame Bad BoyI'll always think of you
Inside of my private thoughts
I can imagine you
Touching my private parts
With just the thought of you
I can't help but touch my self
That's why I want you so bad
Just one night of
Moonlights, with you there beside me
All night, doin' it again and again
You know I want you so bad
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Oooh I get so high
When I'm around you baby
I can touch the sky
You make my temperature rise
You're makin me high
Can't get my mind off you
I think I might be obsessed
The very thought of you
Makes me want to get undressed
I wanna be with you
In spite of that my heart says
I guess I want you so bad
All i want is
Moonlights, with you there inside me
All night, doin it again and again
You know i want you so bad
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Oooh I get so high
When I'm around you baby
I can touch the sky
You make my temperature rise
You're makin me high
Baby, baby, baby, baby
I want to feel your
New PicsHello everyone I just wanted to let ya'll know I have some new pics why dont ya'll go comment them.TTYL
Honey Moon [ Last ]Honeymoon Pt. 5 In our previous episodes Lisa (formerly Kenny) was examined by her doctor to receive her new breast implants. She is scheduled to have the work done within the week as well as some other minor plastic surgery to enhance her features. A little more than a week after her surgery she is to be married to John Waterman, soap opera star and taken on her honeymoon to Hawaii. In this episode she receives her implants and takes care of the last minute details before the wedding ***************************************************************** All week long Lisa had been nervous about the surgery. She had never stayed in the hospital before let alone had any surgery done If it were not for the other work she was having done,(cheeks) she would of had the implants done as an out-patient. Nicole readied Lisa to go to the hospital. She wore casual clothes, her new Jordache jeans, and a new red angora sweater with multi-colored jeweled studs at the collar. She wore her black lace br
Honey Moon [ 4 ]Nicole handed Lisa a small purse and they headed out to the waiting cab. The cabby to them to a club called Obsessions. Nicole knew the owner, Carlo, who greeted them at the door. "Good evening Niki, how are you, I haven't seen you for so long." He kissed her on the cheek and looked at Lisa. "Oh Carlo, I want you to meet my friend Lisa. Honey, this is Carlo." Lisa blushed quite demurely as Carlo kissed her hand." "I am captivated by your beauty my dear Lisa, welcome to my club." Carlo said as he escorted them to a table. Nicole hadn't told Lisa that this was Ladies night. They were sure two hot young ladies and here they were with about a hundred other hot young ladies to see the sensational Obsessions All-male review. Lisa couldn't believe that Nicole had brought her here. They were seated right next to the dance floor. Lisa's heart was beating a mile a minute. What was happening to her, she wanted out, but also wanted to stay. All of a sudden the show started and Tony was introduced.
Such A Nice Dream Last NightSleep on the couch last night. Out of the norm for me. I went to bed in a white tank top and some boxer shorts. I dooze off watching The Breakfast Club.
I felt a brief kiss on my forhead. And felt fingers softly brush my face. His finger tips lightly brush my neck and exposed cleavage. A slight sigh escapes my lips. I can't help but open my eyes and see this amazing man above me. I smile and ask him to come cuddle with me. He removes his shirt and lays behind me on the couch. His arm wraps around me and rests just beneath my breasts. With his other hand he strokes my hair. I can feel his breath on my shoulder and neck. It feels so good. I bring his hand to my lips and kiss the tips of his fingers. I turn my head alittle to meet his lips. Oh how his tongue danced with mine. It sends shivers up my spine. I turn my body towards him and my tank top slips down alittle and my nipple is almost exposed. As he kisses me again, his hand reaches down to cup my breast and tease my nipp
Honey Moon [ 3 ]All of the wellwishers at the engagement party came up to Lisa and John to offer their congratulations. Beautiful celebrity women that Lisa had seen on television, dressed in the most dreamy fashions, kissed her and hugged her while telling her how lucky she was Most of the men at the party came up to John and congratulated him on the choice of a wife he had made. She overheard one man, who she would later on learn was John's producer, Mark Williams, say to John, "Johnny, its a good thing you kept her under wraps. We got alot of play out of this, and she is a knockout! I'm sure you will be the highlight couple on every supermarket rag for months to come! I'm really surprised that I haven't seen her modeling work You know that with our publishing contacts, I could arrange a multi- part spread on Lisa as part of your wedding promotion in "Brides" Magazine. You know how our woman viewers eat that kind of promotion up. What do you think?" With hearing that Lisa got very weak in the knees a
What Scent Are YouYour Scent is Key Lime
Sassy, real, and totally smooth
You're a total flirt who's always ready for a challenge!
What Scent Are You?
Are You A Snob?You Are A Little Snobby
And being a little snobby every once and a while is totally allowed.
Because if no one was ever snobby, no one would ever try to dress up or look pretty.
And while you do enjoy the finest things in life (that you can afford), you tire of superficiality.
You know there's more to life than what's just on the surface.
Are You a Snob?
The Honey Moon [ One ]Kenny had always been less masculine than the other boys at his school. So when he graduated and went on to college he found himself stereotyped as being gay. The reality was that he saw himself as more of a feminine character than a masculine one. As a child he had tried on his sisters clothes. He loved the feel of silk and lace on his body. For years, his hidden desires were quelled for he lived at an all male school. Even through the first few years of school, he was not able to live his fantasy. One night, he decided to go to a party off campus at an apartment of a grad student he had met in his fine art class. The group at the party was much wilder than any group of people that he had met before, except for some friends who once used him as a courier for drugs, but that was over a year ago. They figured that he would not attract attention and would be a great channel for cocaine. One of the drug dealers was at the party, but he left Kenny alone. Several gay men made passes at him,
Holy Freakinggah, i am sick right now like really sick. sitting at this computer is making it wrose but i just wanted to write in here becuase i am bored and i need to move because lying ther simaking things better..I am going to the hospital later.maybe they can see what is wrong with me...I dont know what is wrong i cant eat sleep nor can i like move that well.. It looks like i am the living dead right now it sucks. I am so pale this sucks. Jesse has been calling me, He is trying to make me feel better lol he is funny. Well i dont know i think i should go. got to lay down before i go tot he hosiptal. bye everyone
Top 10 California Dumb Laws10. Animals are banned from mating publicly within 1,500 feet of a tavern, school, or place of worship.
9. No vehicle without a driver may exceed 60 miles per hour.
8. It is a misdemeanor to shoot at any kind of game from a moving vehicle, unless the target is a whale.
7. Peacocks have the right of way to cross any street, including driveways
6. Nobody is allowed to ride a bicycle in a swimming pool.
5. You are not permitted to wear cowboy boots unless you already own at least two cows.
4. Detonating a nuclear device within the city limits results in a $500 fine.
3. It is illegal to own or sell "Silly String".
2. Ice cream may not be eaten while standing on the sidewalk. (Repealed when Clint Eastwood was mayor)
1. Molesting butterflies can result in a $500 fine.
How Well Do You Understand Men?You Have Your PhD in Men
You understand men almost better than anyone.
You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well.
Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful.
How Well Do You Understand Men?
My Give A Damn's BustedI am so tired of the lies that I could puke!! Online or in real life, a lie is still a lie!! I am a woman who will trust you till you give me reason not too. Yes online is not reality, but it is where the only real friends I have besides Monty and my family are. Or at least I thought my real friends. I have been lied to so much this past week and a half that I am tired of trying. I am tired of trying to figure out if what I am being told is the truth and I am tired of having to figure out if I can trust people again.
My heart has been broken and drug through the mud enough to where anyone would figure that I would be so cold hearted that I could care less about anything. Well that is not true. Yes my heart has been broken, is broken, but it heals and it will never make me any less of a person. So I have come to some conclusions on things.
MY GIVE A DAMNS BUSTED!!! Unless you are someone who I call my friend, dont fucking try with me anymore. My heart belongs to one man and will alw
What Famous Movie Kiss Are You?Your Famous Movie Kiss is from Cruel Intentions
"I'm the only girl you can't have, and it kills you."
What Famous Movie Kiss Are You?
Reif any one would liek to chat with me here is my yaho sn fireman15333 i hope to get to here from some one soon
Top 10 Oklahoma Dumb Laws10. It is illegal to have the hind legs of farm animals in your boots
9. It is illegal to wear your boots to bed
8. Females are forbidden from doing their own hair without being licensed by the state.
7. It is against the law to read a comic book while operating a motor vehicle.
6. Whaling is illegal.
5. Violators can be fined, arrested or jailed for making ugly faces at a dog.
4. Molesting an automobile is illegal.
3. It is unlawful to put any hypnotized person in a display window.
2. No one may walk backwards downtown while eating a hamburger
1. Tissues are not to be found in the back of one's car.
Add This KillaHEY A KILLA BE NEW TO THIS AND SHIT SO IF YOU LIKE MY PROFILE THAN ADD AKILLA AIGHT LATERZ ~ M LOC
Yeah, I KnowWhat's good everyone! Have an AWESOME weekend!!!!!!!
Umm...I thought that I'd leave a spoken word piece on here...it sounds better spoken...but hopefully the concept will get to ya'll
Yes I Know
Yes I know people are talking
But as for me, I’m just going to keep on walking
Shorty gotta do, what she needs to do
To survive these streets
Heck and nightmares
Exactly what this lady is living through
A young girl, who was raised up in the streets
Knows nothing but hunger, little amounts of clothing, and having no shoes on her feet
Everyday, white tears fell from her cheek
That’s because this girl ain’t know how hard it is to keep such pain discreet
And then there is another women who
Has two, and is carrying one
She’s a pregnant mommy left on her own,
All alone
Now what is she gonna do?
Working two jobs
But with a few others on the side
A Latina girl with high expectations for her money and herself
When in her small apartment,
There is no room
What Kind Of Sandal Are You?You are Flat Sandals
Casual yet flirty
You look great in a simple top and jeans
Your look is approchable and cute!
What Kind of Sandal Are You?
My Luck.Some people ars just born lucky. Ya know?
Well, when it comes to MY luck, I can sum it up best by saying.... If it we're raining pussies, I'd get one with a cock in it!
I hope no one that reads this has the same luck as me.
Mikey
Game Tonight...its goin' good... i wore the uniform to skol today... kinda scarry.. but i got alot of good coments and shit... and now that i got a skirt that fits right... and is shorter... trying to get a pic of me in it .. with hair down ... anyways... and so yea... i got called fat... but get this part of it... the chick who called me that is BIGGER than i am... but w/e ... it ko' i am so hyped... i didnt take my pills today... so lol well got to go get ready for big game... love ya!
gbu!
xoxoxoxoxoxox
P.S. SMILE!!!
Rewriting And Improving Stuff. The Other One Seemed Really Kinda Dumb.If you really think you could be that special....GF APP — Friday, 29 September 2006
Yah, I allready know who I want right now. But I saw it on myspace, and thought that it needed some work. So I changed it, and added to it. So it's up mostly as showing off my ideas and writing.
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU!
EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS!
GiRLS TiTLE iT "BOYFRiEND APPLiCATiON"
BOYS TiTLE iT "GiRLFRiEND APPLiCATION"
1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. Fave fashion style ?
5. Are we friends?
6. Do you have a crush on me?
7. Are you looking for a faithful relationship?
8. Would you enjoy it?
9. What do you want out of a relationship?
10. Would you ever get the nerve to ask me out?
11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
13. What's your sense of humor like?
14.Would you walk on the beach with me?
15. _____ Is the key to happiness.
To All My Friendsi just wanted to said to all the people that are my friends...Im happy to know you all....all my friends that help me with all the things i need help me.....thank-you
Heyhey everyone im eric everyone calls me nelson im 22 from brunswick and single of course well if any females wanna chat feel free to contact me I enjoy movies,music,video games,poetry and lots of stuff well hope to meet some cool people well have a good weekend
Thank YouI am very new to this site and I am not sure what I'm doing here yet. I just wanted to thank everyone for saying "hello" and for the points. I still haven't had time to see what that is all about either! Take it easy everyone and have an awesome weekend!!
And We Pay Them Huge Amounts... Whyyy??????Chicago Cubs outfielder Andre Dawson on being a role model: "I wan' all dem kids to do what I do, to look up to me. I wan' all the kids to copulate me."
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New Orleans Saint RB George Rogers when asked about the upcoming season: "I want to rush for 1,000 or 1,500 yards, whichever comes first."
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And, upon hearing Joe Jacobi of the 'Skins say: "I'd run over my own mother to win the Super Bowl". Matt Millen of the Raiders said: "To win, I'd run over Joe's Mom, too."
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Torrin Polk, University of Houston receiver, on his coach, John Jenkins: "He treats us like men. He lets us wear earrings."
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Football commentator and former player Joe Theismann, 1996: "Nobody in football should be called a genius. A genius is a guy like Norman Einstein."
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StuffOkay So I dyed my hair brown. Its not to bad. And I'll get pictures as soon as I can. I'm not sure if I'm going to see my friend Jimmy this weekend or not. I hope so though. I've been babysitting all week and takin my class. Thats pretty much about it. I might go to michigan for like a day or two. I don't know though. I'll keep ya posted. Thanks.
A Poetic Mourning *poem*"A Poetic Mourning"
Light as a feather and stiff as a board.
I beseech you flesh cutting sword.
Your blade is shiny and fresh.
Awaiting to penetrate.
Just like the virgin in me which you have deflowered.
Feigning my innocence well I smile.
You are waiting there to cut once more.
As the sharpness hits the skin.
Draining all of my purity from within.
In stigmata form I am bleeding from your advances.
Not to mention your contamination within me.
My soul feels dirty.
My eyes are weak and swollen.
Infected from the black tears which I sob.
And I still do not know.
Why do you curse me so?
Why have you chosen me?
Why....?
Emasculate the beast within yourself.
Look into the mirror and break it.
Whichever gets you seven years first.
But even then, will you ever change?
Will you longlingly continue to bleed?
Ask me to pick the scabs once more for you.
And I would do it in a heartbeat.
To watch you bleed...maybe.
To hear you wail...possibly.
But mainly for pure sat
The One Best Friend© Belle
Thanks for being there for me,
through good times and bad times.
I will be on your side even if the the world ends.
When the world is going,
I will be here,
now and until the end.
Your my very best friend.
The one that I look up to.
The one that I run to, when I have a problem.
The one that I talk to.
Your the one best friend that was always there for me.
I wanna thank you for all the things you gave and showed me.
There Is That Friend© Anon
There is that friend
that is so much a part of you, that you feel alone just thinking about the thought of her not being there.
There is that friendship
that has so much that it is based on that nothing could ever dissolve or even threaten it.
There is that friend
with whom you share so much history that one fight or misunderstanding rolls off nearly instantaneously,
because one issue is so insignificant, and could never come close to shattering the bond.
There is that friendship
that cannot always be explained, but only understood and cherished by the two people that share it.
There is that friend
that mean so much to you, that you honestly believe you would stop studying for a final exam, break a date with your crush of five years, or risk being grounded just so you could be there to lend a shoulder to cry on, offer a hug, or spend three hours just sitting with her if that would make it at all better.
There is that friendship
that has lasted thr
I Have A Friend© Ashley
I have a friend
Who is perfect for me
She listens to all my problems
No matter how dumb they may be
She likes herself for who she is
And never tries to change
She tells me to be myself
And that I should never change
She was shy on the phone
But she would still call
And we would talk for hours
About nothing at all
We would talk about love and life
And discuss what we wanted to be
She knew just how I felt
And how happy I could be
She listens to me patiently
But never judges what I do or say
She helped with all my problems
And never went away
I never once felt judged by her
How much that meant to me
That I could tell her all my dreams
And she would listen to me
My friend never goes and tells
What is dear to me
She keeps it all bottled up inside
And doesn't spread it like a bee
I am thankful for that friend of mine
Our friendship will never end
And she will always be there
For she is my best friend
Blood For OdinBLOOD FOR ODIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(a funny blog post)
A friend of a friend lives in NYC and participates in the SCA [Society for Creative Anachronism]. He's stereotypical Viking, 6'7" tall, LONG blonde hair, about 350 - 400 lbs of solid muscle, and looks every bit of it.
Well, he was going to a meet in full getup with long cloak and battle axe and sitting on the subway... hunched over leaning on the axe with the cloak pulled over it so he wouldn't scare anybody.
Lo and behold some little punk comes up... MAYBE 5'2", 120 lbs soaking wet, and brandishes a knife saying "GIMME YOUR MONEY!" Naturally the guy sits there... somewhat befuddled at the balls of this punk. "GIMME YOUR *bleepin* MONEY OR ELSE!" and the guy stands up... and up... and UP. Raising the battle axe over his head, screaming at the top of his lungs "BLOOD FOR ODIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
At this point, the fellow passengers learn the true sound of terror. Not a scream, no curses, just a simple little
The Mircale TheaterIf any fo you live around NC or in piegeon forge tennesse you must go see the mircale it is a really good show
"you Were There For Me"© Erin Porter
Words escape me
at this moment
that seems like the end
yet it is only the beginning
when friendships are close
and dreams are far
you were there for me.
Tears fill me
with memories of both good and bad
some nearly forgetton
yet all dear to the heart
you were there for me.
In times of trouble
and in times of thanks
you stood by my side
and held me up.
Through your ever-patient ears
to your comforting hugs
you were there for me.
From that first day
when I saw you and knew
that you would love me for who I was
you were there for me.
And until the day
when we are old and gray
I will always know that
you are there for me.
For My Best Friend© Anon
This is for you, my best friend,
the one person i can tell my soul too
Who can relate to me like no other
Who I can laugh with to no extents,
Who I can cry too when times are tough,
Who can help me with the problems of my life.
Never have you turned your back on me
Or told me I wasnt good enough
Or let me down
I don't think you know what that means to me
You have went through so much pain and you still have time
For me.
And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying
And I look up too you because you are strong,
and caring
and beautiful.
Even though you don't think you are.
And I hope you know that I am always here
To listen to you laugh and cry and help
In all the ways that i can
And I will try to be at least half the friend you are
To me.
I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, with out you.
My best friend.
You're Never Alone© KC
You're never alone, I'm always near,
When your troubled, down or blue.
All you have to do is call me,
I'm always here for you.
It doesn't matter where I'm at,
It doesn't matter when.
When you need someone to talk to,
I'm here to be your friend.
If you need someone to hold your hand,
or a hug to say I care.
If you need a shoulder to cry on,
for you I will be there.
So never think you are a burden,
when the weight gets to be to much.
You might find if look hard enough,
a good friend could be the right touch.
You're never alone, I'm always here,
through the good times and the bad.
I'm always here to be your friend,
I don't like to see you sad.
A Friend Like You© Natasha
Everyone should have
a friend like you
You are so much fun to be with
And you are such a good person
You crack me up with laughter
And touch my heart with your kindness
You have a wonderful ability
To know when to offer advice
And when to sit in quiet support
Time after time
You've come to my rescue
And brightend so many
Of my routine days
And time after time
I've realized how fortunate
I am that my life includes you
I really do believe that
Everybody should have a friend like you
But so far it looks like
You are one of a kind!
Wjhat Flower Are You?***You Are A Lily***
You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist.
People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you.
You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words.
Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.
What Flower Are You?
http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatflowerareyouquiz/
The Best Of Friends© Jill Wolf, sent by Wendy Hinson
The best of friends,
Can change a frown,
Into a smile,
when you feel down.
The best of friends,
Will understand,
Your little trials,
And lend a hand.
The best of friends,
Will always share,
Your secret dreams,
Because they care.
The best of friends,
Worth more than gold,
Give all the love,
A heart can hold.
Vote All Week!!!!!!My 1st blog...awwwwww! I have entered my 1st contest cuz I was really bored...Best Male Ass! The contest starts tonight and runs all week til next Friday! I would appreciate all the votes and comments I can get! Plus you get to see my ass!!!!!! lol..anyway thanks in advance and have a great weekend!
When The Day EndsWhen all the songs are over
and all the words been said
The sun grows dim across the sky
and the world prepares for bed
I oft can take a moment now
to view the sky above
and whisper God a simple prayer
to thank him for your love
- C.S. Bucknam
I Love Your LoveI Love Your Love
I love your dark eyes,
And your curly hair,
I love your smile,
And the way that you care.
I love your deep kisses,
I love your soft touch,
I love you, I love you,
I love you so much.
- Christin C.
Not Seen Calum An Tribal 4 1 Week X XIt gets harder as the days go on, its about a week since i had my boy in my arm an gave my partner a hug. An dont know how long it will be till i can see them x x
I get to see them both on web cam but its not the same x x
Love them both so much and missing them so much x x
Dance Of The Dragonswe fly together. all our scales of different colors, coloring the bland sky. our wings beating out the worlds immortal song. the song of love. the song of hope. teeth sinking into one another letting our bitter sweet blood fall from the sky like a crimson rain. the pain we inflict upon each other nothing more than unspoken promises. promises undying. sweeping and diving. destroying all the broken dreams of our human children. we become the sky as we dance the dance of the undying. the dance of the true lovers. the dance of perfect dreams. the dance of the dragons.
NewYup I'm new to this neck of the woods, and so far I'm likin' it.
Hell Residesin the darkness she stands watching everyone pass by. her tears only blood upon the restless ground.her broken heart held close to her chest where it beats no more.the word love means nothing now.it's just the remembrance of his face and all the promises he created.love means nothing to this shadow.only pain and vengance reside in her. so watch your step when you tread near that alley. for hell resides there. hell in human form.
What Flower Are You?You Are A Lily
You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist.
People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you.
You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words.
Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.
What Flower Are You?
What Do Guys Like About YouGuys Like That You're Sensitive
And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way
You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to
Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets
No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!
What Do Guys Like About You?
FlowerYou Are A Lily
You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist.
People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you.
You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words.
Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.
What Flower Are You?
Joke;-)Sam has been in the computer business for 25 years and is finally sick of the stress. He quits his job and buys 50 acres of land in Vermont as far from humanity as possible. Sam sees the postman once a week and gets groceries once a month. Otherwise it's total peace and quiet. After six months or so of almost total isolation, he's finishing dinner when someone knocks on his door. He opens it and there is a big, bearded Vermonter standing there.
"Name's Enoch... Your neighbour from four miles over the ridge... Having a party Saturday... Thought you'd like to come."
"Great," says Sam, "after six months of this I'm ready to meet some local folks. Thank you."
As Enoch is leaving he stops, "Gotta warn you there's gonna be some drinkin'."
"Not a problem... After 25 years in the computer business, I can drink with the best of 'em."
Again, as he starts to leave Enoch stops. "More 'n' likely gonna be some fightin' too."
"Damn", Sam thinks... "Tough crowd." "Well, I get along
Are You PsycoYou Hardly Remember Your Ex
You're definitely not a psycho, and you probably don't even think of your ex often.
You've moved on, and your life is the better for it.
Just remember to remember why the two of you did break up - so you don't fall for him again!
Are You a Psycho Ex?
Hear Ye, Hear Ye!I will naked on cam for the next five minutes. Or until I lose my balance and fall off of the cam.
How Spicy Are You!Your Spicy Score: Medium
You are hot enough to make a lasting impression, but you strike a balance.
You know when you're being too fiery, and you also know when to bump up the temperature.
Naughty and clever. Sexy yet down to earth. You know how to work both sides of your personality.
Men find you hot yet approachable - the perfect combination!
How Spicy Are You?
How Fake Are You?You Are 31% Fake
The real you is something you embrace and don't mind enhancing.
You know that a few beauty secrets aren't a big deal, as long as you look good.
How Fake Are You?
Okay 5 Days In This TimeMonday i started my no-smoking attempt again and wore the patches, it kills me of an evening especially after midnight, but this time i am going to try and manage a week without
RatingsI have been trying to keep up with rating peoples pictures that have rated mine. If you have rated mine and are not sure wether I have rated yours or not, write me a message, don't comment. Comments dissappear too fast. I am doing my best to keep up but it seems overwhelming. I think I may need to hire a secratary to help me keep up on lost cherry. LOL
What Love Quote Suits You?Your Love Quote
To love and win is the best thing. To love and lose, the next best.
What Love Quote Suits You?
DreamsWhy can't my dreams be of happy times we shared the last year. Instead they are of your ashes coming home in box from Iraq.
I know you have something to prove to yourself but why isn't it enough what you have proved to me?
Why?
Things That Piss Me Off...Parents who lie about other peoples kids...
Parents who don't take responsibility for their own kid's messups...
Parents who think they can threaten single parents, because they just feel they have the g-damn right too...
Parents who are ignorant to the law...
Parents who place blame on everyone else...
Parents who don't make their kids responsible...
Parents who are big fukkin babies when there kid doesn't get the playing time they think he should have just because of his name....arghhhh
All I can say is blame me for your kid's fukkups all you want, because when it comes to what is right and what is wrong I will be there to ram every word, every lie back down your throat.
When it comes to my kid, and you are deliberately trying to hurt him...I will be your worse nightmare, I don't care who you are!!!
If my son is at fault he will be responsible for his actions, that is what a good parent does. Teaches your child to be honest and respectful, and to own up when you are wro
Chocolate, Booze, And Bordome.Uh, life's good I guess mostly — Friday, 29 September 2006
Well lots of stuff going on this weekend. Going away parties and such for troy who is leaving for navy basic training on monday afternoon. Bars and fire spinning, all sorts of stuff. Eventfulll weekends are good cuz they keep my mind of stuff I can't do much about.
On the way home from school I bought chocolate, drammine, poweraid, and alchahol. All things that seemed so necesary. I feel better having them in my house knowing that they are around if I need them. I also got conditioner cuz it was on sale and I'm running out soon. I was dreaming about chocolate lastnight. That's how much I'm craving it for somereason.
The eventfull part of the weekend doesn't start until tomarrow though. So that leaves today for something. I guess studying, chocolate, alchahol, dramamine, and other stuff. Anyone interested in any of that stuff, feel free to stop by. A loose screening process will obviously b
ComputerI think that we may have finally fixed this computer that we am using. Ezra and I got it used a few months ago. But now I think everything is working finally, even the sound. Now I can start working on my music on here yeah!!!
PainThis is just a poem i wrote i know kinda out there but no worries not gonna act on my thoughts:)
Slit my wrists,
This is somthing i can't resist,
Give the blade a lil twist,
Blood starting to mist,
Look in the mirror,
I see nothing that i will miss...
Just A HookupHe Could Be More Than a Hookup
But you're not really sure what you want him to be.
Sometimes you have fairly serious feelings for him.
If you think there could be more, than go for it.
(Just make sure he wants something more too!)
Is He Just a Hookup?
Lcjust a quick goodbye, im sure there is some really COOL people here but I have decided that this sight is just not for me. All my KITTIES know where to find me so I will be there waiting :)~ love ya and peace out! Oh yeah and to you CREEPS out there GET A LIFE seriously, dont flaunt what you dont got and PLZ for Gods sake learn to respect a beautiful person and dont assume because your freaken UGLY, FAT and a LOW LIFE that this sight will help you. To all you other peeps HAVE FUN!
For Those Of You That CareI have turned off the bulletin board on my home page as I got a bit sick of seeing the same things posted over and over again, so if you have any news you would like to tell me then send me a message, send it thru shout, leave me a written comment, html is not enabled on me page, or reply to a blog, still will be keeping in touch with stuff but just couldnt read it any more, might turn it on again at a later date
Stronger ChallengesFriday, September 29, 2006
Stronger challenges
Do the challenges you face seem to be getting more daunting? Most likely that means you're making real progress.
The challenges have grown stronger precisely because you've reached a higher level of effectiveness. In meeting those challenges you'll create a path forward where none existed before.
With what level of challenge are you willing to live? That will determine the level of accomplishment you reach.
Working through the biggest challenges will bring you the biggest rewards. Real and lasting value is created by solving the most difficult problems.
With each challenge you grow stronger. And then an even greater challenge comes along, giving you the opportunity to climb ever higher.
Diligently work through a few challenges, and soon you'll find yourself looking forward to them. See the real value in challenge, and you'll see the way clear to whatever you choose to accomplish.
-- Ralph Marston
Songs I Made UpThe Sphinx's Shpincter
(verse) When your stars are bent and your rivers dry.
You will see me cry under the moonlight's scars.
Die bloody death in a candlelit vase.
As i watch the blood run down the case of darkness.
You spin me rite into the vortex of spiderwebs
In which have ruined the beauty of thy divinity.
(chorus) Die bloody death in a candlelit vase. As i watch the blood run down the case of darkness.
(verse) Snap my crutch of bruised dreaming, crushing hope and false reality.
A rubber band snapped from the fingers of the evil eye of sauron.
In the one-o-ring sphincter gate of reality.
We bind more in this dry melody.
(chrous) Die bloody death in a candlelit vase. As i watch the blood run down the case of darkness.
(verse) Burnt offerings in the sacrifice of this love.
I will fade into nothing and disappear into fractions of thy soul of hatred.
I drink whiskey from the vine of evil thoughts as the sandman enters the dreams becoming more gullable.
As i become the d
Blasphemeangels cry of lust
demons scream out of envy
shattering of souls
disgrace to spiritual worlds
help me
cannot hide
for they will find
do not seek
chaos awaits
massacred love
bloodstained clouds
one on one
never ending chase
in this abyss of dejavou
help me
never free
always chained
forsaken to the death
labeled for who i am
u couldn't just love me
abandoned when needed the most
moonlight has faded
black skys cover my day
shying away
if this is what you call love
i would rather be no part
forsaken once more
on the streets i lay
just another slave
an unending fairy tale
lullibye so sweet
desceiving you are
behind the lies i fall
you couldn't let me be
destroyed by nightfall
screaming in blasphemy
dieing in vain.
How Many?How many tears must I cry before this pain goes away?
How many tears must I cry before this love turns to hate?
How many times must I say "it's ok" ?
How much longer must I cry before going fully insane?
How many tears? How many tears must this old lady take?
How many days does she go without vain?
How many days can she handle more pain?
How many days can she just erase it all away?
How many tears? How many tears can this old lady take?
Can she hold on another day with tears flowing down like blood through her veins?
Breaking down into a mindless lunatic.
Breaking down.
The bones are starting to decay.
How many tears? How many tears must this old lady cry until her dieing day?
I Dunno..lolYour Love Quote
To love and win is the best thing. To love and lose, the next best.
What Love Quote Suits You?
Sa La VieAs the moonlight hits your face on this night of glory.
You as my sun helps me see clearly.
How divine your smile shines apon the bliss.
As your rays shine down from the Heavens.
The sparkle in your eyes wash weary away.
Although I shalt not boast of thy divinity
From this forsaken soul of mine.
As my body lyes cold and writhered.
Love fills our hearts and your sweet kisses press against my lips.
I fade into the illusion that only your eyes see.
Drunken in ecstasy.
Into this night I shall flee.
I lay the bed of roses for your feet to walk apon.
But only as a dream.
And we shall fly past the stars embrasing this magical moment.
Into this reality of a dream you shall see.
As you sing your song of sweet innocence.
From the fruit of one apple tree.
And the chaos that it brings.
The wretched beast that lyes beneath me.
As the vines scurry away.
With one last breath I look at thee.
With poisoned lips.
The eyes fading into an abyss.
Body becoming cold.
Singing my last
Night Of DeathFrom nights of bliss
They turn into horror
From smiley faces
They turn into tears
An unending cycle
To much for the mental compasity
On this night of horror
I scream to thee
Please, I beg of thee
Love me
My angel
My divinity
My anti-suicide
I cry out to you
Break me
Make me
And break me again
As long as you love me
I'll die happy
As long as you love me
I'll gladly take the pain
As long as you love me
I'll be there when everything strays
Don't push me away my fair lady
Because you are what makes me breath.
Lost Realityas the night passes through
and the dreams feel real
it becomes my greatest pleasure with what i feel.
in the glorious light i see a beautiful sight.
oh what beauty i see before me.
as the moonlight hits you in a blurry glare i rest my head on your shoulder and whisper in your ear "we are finally here".
when morning breaks and the wakening becomes stronger the dream only fades into an illusion, but the love remains there.
My Tats....Just some of my tats...I'll post pics as I get them... let me know what ya think :)
TatoosTatoos
Why do we get them do we ever wonder why we do that.I know my reason for mine .I got mine when I found out my oldest son Kenny was going to have to have open heart surgery.He had a hole in his heart .I found this out when he was two in a simple trip to the er for the stomach flu they then sent me to have test ran and that is when we got the bad news.I was so scared and could not stand the thoughts of my child having to be cut on.I felt as if I needed to do something to as a symbol of my love for him and the pain he was going to go through so I got my rose tatoo.I was scared of needles but told myself that if he had to go through open heart surgery I could do this for him.The doctors told me that he had to have this done before he started school and I could decide when ,so I decided to do it in one year from finding out .We spoiled him bad we did not know if we would lose him or not.Well he went in and had his surgery he came out it had been a week and we was going to get to
Alright Now Before Ya Decide To Go Judging Me Based On A One Sided StoryLets get the facts straight Kodi a.k.a. ".luscious epidemic." and her friend homie bro or whoever it was "Wicked Carnie" decided to go and hack into my yahoo account Wicked Carnie then got on here tryin to tell me I wasn't a Juggalo and I needed to stop claiming to be, I think I missed the annoucement on insaneclownposse.com where they said that they were appointing him as King of Juggalos and that he'd would be in charge of telling all other homies who was or wasn't a Juggalo, Did anybody else ever see that annoucement? LoL, But yea anyways he went as far as to threatening to even hack into my LostCherry account and have it deleted too and made where I couldn't join again...
First off how many true down ass homies do ya know that would go and hack into other peoples accounts... Then go as far as to tell them that they aren't a Juggalo? This is the first one to me, So yea okay maybe the shoe should be on the other foot for him... But yea jus to get the facts straight me and Kodi ha
Scenario ChoiceScenario one......
The heavy air collects on your skin as the the morning's shower beats the nights sleep away. You gather your thoughts to a suprise. I enter the shower as I have drempt of for months. Our eyes meet through the haze as our lips meet w/ force. Little moans creep past our lips as it appears we are on the same wavelength. My handss massaging the water into your skin, tasting it as it runs down the nape of your neck... My tongue tracing your curves meeting as the water collects in your belly button. Slowly kissing and carressing your hips and ass.
my fingers lightly teasing your skin and flicking your asshole. My kisses grow in heat and frequency as I am now just above your glistening pubic hair. Kissing the outsides and insides of your thighs as they still have the scent of soap. Teasing and waiting for your wnts to turn into needs. Your hands now gripping my head and pulling me to your clit. So pink, so inviting. I kiss it lightly, passing it w/ my bre
Why The Fuckdid he call me so many times after we got off the phone.. knowing i was leaving and knowing I can only accept his call once .. I have to pay the money for him to call me.. and its not fucking cheap... So he calls like 4 times while i was showering and like 7 times after i left .. I came up here pissed cuz he knows better then that.. he knows My mom is here sleeping cuz she work's third.. and if she gets pissed off enough.. im gone..
it sucks.. lol
i probally wont get to go see him now.. and fuck.. gah..
Details Of Vacation (long)Friday September 15, 2006
Today was the start of my vacation. I worked till noon. Sat on a train for a while which was (of course) delayed. By the time I FINALLY got to Jerry’s I was beyond vacation mindset. We did some last minute things and packing and double-checking to see that we had everything we needed for the trip. Joe showed up to drive us to the airport. We decided to just grab a bite to eat at Midway since we were both starving. We found a little place called the Illini and had the best freakin burgers ever….and beer!!! I was LIT before we even made it to our terminal. Going through security and what not was a breeze! But keep in mind, if you’re wearing a studded belt…take it off. It will definitely set off the metal detector.
In route on the plane we had a few more drinks….him 2 me 1. The flight was only just over an hour and a half long. We landed in Washington Regan National Airport and went to hunt down our luggage. As we were walking outside my brother pull
I Bored And Pissedwell im going to penn state and now there screwin me they say im behind and wont get my raise because of it and i cant do anything about it cause they didnt send my other book how fuckin gay is that and now i have nothin to do im veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy bored
2 Every 1Make your own custom scroller sign at FVX.com!
Still Don't KnowStill don't know whats wrong iwth my 17 yr old she has to go to a specialist next week so we are still trying to get her better!! hopefully its just a nervous stomach but i am losing 2 of my kids lol not really they are moving iwth dad over the weekend but will be here during the week so i will be kidless on weekends after they get fully moved by next friday i will miss them but i love them all my little one lives here with me permantely i am hoping to get my disability cuz i do need it to help me pay bills so they don't have too
TonightHey is there anyone in my area going out tonight? I'm looking for a good time!!!
Meaning Of A Juggalo[ Urban Dictionary Meaning]Juggalo as defined by the Urban Dictionary
A Juggalo is someone who lives for themself, meaning they realize that if you care what other people think about you and try hard to be accepted, then you will always be a slave to your own mind. A Juggalo is someone who enjoys life to the fullest they possibly can and stops "to smell the roses"(meaning living your life in the moment). It's not about having all the gear, posters, albums and trivia knowledge. You don't have to know what faygo or a neden is or even have ever heard of psychopatic records in order to be a Juggalo. A Juggalo is an enlightened/reawakened person with a discovered wisdom beyond their years.
Yes, there are hound dogs who haven't discoved what the dark carnival is really about and perhaps sadly, never will and just really want to belong somewhere and have a loving family they never had. That is what you find with the fam-MMFL. Sure, there are many posers/'trashy people' around at shows and mini-gatherings, but a r
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Giving Up !!!!!Well, I'm not really sure how to start this blog. I don't want to sound like a whiny wife or a cold hearted bitch but I guess that what I am.
I am giving up!!! I am giving up on any chance of ever having a happy marriage. It is just too much pain for me to keep putting myself and my children thru. I have busted my ass for 10yrs now and nothing has changed. I take that as my sign that it never will.
I met my husband 10 yrs ago and we hit it off just great. I could have never asked for a better man. We were like the perfect match. We had so many things in common and always agreed on everything. Never a dissagreement or argument over anything. We were always happy and smiling. We never wanted to spend one moment apart from each other. Now I can't say that about us.
These days the only time we speak to each other is when we are fighting. Seems like these days we say "Fuck You" to each other more than we say 'I Love You". That doesn't sound like a marriage to me!!
He has turne
Giving Up!!!Well, I'm not really sure how to start this blog. I don't want to sound like a whiny wife or a cold hearted bitch but I guess that what I am.
I am giving up!!! I am giving up on any chance of ever having a happy marriage. It is just too much pain for me to keep putting myself and my children thru. I have busted my ass for 10yrs now and nothing has changed. I take that as my sign that it never will.
I met my husband 10 yrs ago and we hit it off just great. I could have never asked for a better man. We were like the perfect match. We had so many things in common and always agreed on everything. Never a dissagreement or argument over anything. We were always happy and smiling. We never wanted to spend one moment apart from each other. Now I can't say that about us.
These days the only time we speak to each other is when we are fighting. Seems like these days we say "Fuck You" to each other more than we say 'I Love You". That doesn't sound like a marriage to me!!
He has turne
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