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15 Ways To Feel Sexxxy!
1. Wear lingerie that flatters you. 2. Wear silk boxers. 3. Do your makeup and hair. 4. Work out. 5. Wear sexy clothing. 6. Accept compliments regarding your looks and abilities. 7. Learn more about pleasing your partner. 8. Be the dominant one in your next love-making session. 9. Plan at least one sensual experience a week for your love. 10. Take a shower together. 11. If you're unsure about how to do something, become knowledgeable about it. Confidence is an incredible aphrodisiac. 12. Allow yourself to feel sexy. 13. Don't worry about your appearance. Everyone has flaws, just no one else cares about them as much as you do. 14. Love your partner without abandon. 15. Dance seductively with your partner.

Why
OK ALL I DONT WANT TO SOUND RUDE OR ANYTHING BUT WHY IS IT ALL THE TOP CHERRIES GET ALL THE LOVE IS IT CAUSE THEY SHOW OFF MORE SKIN OR SOMETHING I'VE POSTED LOTS OF BULLENTINS AND BLOGS AND PHOTOS AND ALL I GET IS LIKE 3 COMMENTS AND NO ONE REPOSTES MY BULLENTINS IM SORRY THAT I DONT SHOW OFF ANY OF MY SKIN BUT IM NOT IN THAT SORT OF THING IM HERE TO BE A FRIEND AND I HAVE MET ALOT OF GOOD PEOPLE BUT COME ON NOW WHY DO I HAVE TO SHOW OFF MY SKIN TO GET MORE VOTES OR POINTS IM NOT HERE FOR THE POINTS IM HERE TO SEE HOW EVERYONE IS AND TO SHARE ALITTLE ABOUT ME THATS ALL AND I RETURN THE FAVOR TO EVERY ONE WHY CANT YOU DO IT BACK..( This is not for all the ones that do show me the love by the way )

Prolonging The Passion
Encounters and ideas to help you create a longer sensual experience! I would imagine just about everyone wants to find ways to increase their sexual ability. Trying different ways to prolong the passion is probably one of the most sought after improvements. Why settle for one session, when you can prolong the experience over several days? To help you in your quest, I've included a few encounters and ideas to help you and your partner create a longer and more satisfying sexual experience. Have fun! The Karezza Method For the ultimate prolonged lovemaking session take a few tips from the Karezza (Italian for caress) method. Make love slowly and gently without the end result being an orgasm. The idea is to relax and enjoy instead of suppressing an orgasm. The ultimate goal is to never actually orgasm, except when attempting to conceive a child. An intermediate step some have used is only letting one in three sexual encounters result in an orgasm. The All Day Tease The ultimate fo

Vote For My Booty As The Best
hey everyone come and vote me the best booty iam in the lead and need to keep it that way so i get the prize of havin the guru as my prize lmao.....so everyone get to my pic and vote me and leave me comments thnx all much love http://lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=77642&albumid=45060&i=30574739

Ok Heres A Good Joke
ok theres a marine a navy seal and a sapper all trying to get into the secret service. they all had passed every test and are facing there final test to finaly get into the secret service. the hiring guy calles the marine into his office and says. "congradulations you passed all the tests and now is time for your final test if you dont pass it you will not make it in" so the marine says "im up for annything im a marine im tough" so the guy says "here take this 9mm pistol into the next room and shoot your wife" so the marine shrugs and says ok. he comes back and says he couldnt do it, xo he didnt make it in. so the next guy (the navy seal) walks into the office and the hiring dude sys here take the 9 mm into the next room and shoot your wife. and the navy seal says ok. he comes back and says "man i just couldnt do it i love her to mutch" so he didnt make it in then the sapper walks into the office all dirty with a chew in his mouth spitn all over the place. and the hiring dude

Fecal Many Spewed Forth
well this is my first blog on here and what a way to start it out but with my most recent writing. I just wrote it the other day and I am very disappointed with it! but I don't care i am sharing it you like it ...great...if you don't ....oh well it was your choice to read it :P These thoughts they won't leave my head telling me that I'm better off dead I'm dying eaten away on the inside All I try nothing makes the pain abide How long When will it all end Breaking down Can time really mend?

Friends
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an exp

Lol Pretty Damn Accurate
You scored as EXTREAMELY PISSED. You are a danger to yourself and others... WELCOME TO THE CLUB. You need to seek help before you assult someone.EXTREAMELY PISSED96%Depression v.v79%Some Anger Issues58%^.^ Happy8%O.O anger mannagement?created with QuizFarm.com

Field Guide To The Modern Pagan
A Field Guide to the Modern Pagan Author Unknown Anal Retentive Ceremonial: Book collection actually holds up the ceiling in places. Is studying Greek, Latin and Hebrew all at once. Does "workings" instead of "rituals". All twenty volumes of their magical diaries are in Enochian. Distinguishing Signs: Won't go anywhere without a book. Is constantly aware of which direction is east. Dresses according to planetary conditions, or whatever was on sale at Wal-Mart. Ravin' Pagan: Young and psychedelic. Can dance non-stop all night. Refuses to do boring Eurocentric rituals and prefers deities from sunny climes with lots of interesting local plants. Can say "Ayahuasca" ten times real fast and deliver long quotes from Terrence McKenna. Distinguishing Signs: Dresses in color combinations that hurt the eyes unless you've taken ecstasy. Bloodshot eyes, blissful smile, never goes anywhere without ritual drum. Dances With Bunnyrabbits: Uses animal symbolism to express nearly all opini

Oh Hell Fuckin No
as alot of ya know i use the computer at the library until i move into my new place....good god iam wedged between 2 old men one that smells WORSE then a sewer and the other that has nose hairs longer then the hair on my my head!!!!! good fuckin god no wonder my head is hurtin!!!! someone come and rescue me P L E A S E

Answers To The Questions
Q1) Sleep with or without clothes on? with Q2) Prefer black or blue pens? black - Q3) Dress up on Halloween? no Q4) Like to travel? yes Q5) Like Someone? yes Q6) Do they know? no - Q7) Who sleeps with you every night? :( i sleep bymyself Q8) Think you're attractive?not really Q9) Want to get married? someday - Q10) To:at this point i dont even know Q11) Are u a good student? yes Q12) Are u currently happy?not really Q13) Have u ever cheated? no - Q14) Birthplace?leominster Q15) Christmas or Halloween? christmas Q16) Colored or black-and-white photo?black and white Q17) Do long distance relationships work? not for me - Q18) Do u believe in astrology? yes Q19) Do u believe in love at first sight? yes Q20) Do u consider yourself the life of the party? some what yes ... Q21) Do u drink?no Q22) Do u make fun of people? if there acting dumb yeah - Q23) Do u think dreams eventually come true? yes but m

Watching Too Much Cop Reality Shows...
1. When a cop says to you, "anything you say can and will be used against you", that's your cue to shut the fuck up. Whatever you do, don't say something stupid like: "I only had two beers". In Arizona, DUI is impaired to the SLIGHTEST degree. Two brews will impair a 280 pound linebacker to the slighest degree, and will probably do the same to you. "Why don't you arrest the real drunk drivers?" Seriously, wtf? "I shot Larry in the head four times because he said my myspace page was 'gay'. The gun is under the driver's seat of my car, and I dumped his body in a wash five miles west of milepost 268 off the I-10." In most criminal cases, the strongest piece of evidence against a defendant is his confession. Remember, without your confession, often the prosecution has no case. 2. Don't give the cops permission to search your car! If Officer Friendly is asking you if he can search your car, that means he has no right to search your car unless you give him permission;

I Made It!!!! W00t!!!
here is the update everyone....i have made it to New Mexico safe and sound if some of y'all haven't already figured that out. i got here on Monday afternoon. i have been working on still trying to unpack...it's kind of taking longer than expected...and i didn't even bring that much stuff...haha. finally got my puter up last night, so i've kind of been running ragged on here trying to catch up on everything. i will be trying to slowly but surely make my rounds to comment. so bare with me please. i've missed everyone's blogs so much, and have missed posting too. but things are going ok...that's all. will keep u updated on how things are as things progress. love n hugz to everyone

Ramble
what if i dont wake up tommorow.? will you cry for me in your sleep. would u say u never knew me as i pass by you tortured soul i heard you where young and free once the life we had was a strange one but i,ll see you again .. she dreams of monsters.... that come alive in the night a sign saying condemded blinds my sight a rose a razor and finally goodnight . ....by me....

I Care
My promise to you is to be there for you. Thru the pain and the sorrow thru every tomorrow. To lend a shoulder to lean on when your feeling blue. To have an open ear to listen to you. When I hear your cries, I promise to advice and never criticize. Your never to feel alone when your weathering a storm. I will be the light that you see thru the clouds, no matter how dark your surroundings are, know that I am there thru the mist and the rain lending a helping hand to help ease the pain. You never need to feel alone. No matter how near or far we are, know that I am here as your shining star. When you look up at the sky at night know that I am thinking of you even though your not in sight, my heart is with you. I will cheer you on and be proud when life take a turn and is better for you. There are many tomorrows in your life you see, don't ever give up because you have me. You have someone here who loves you and cares and will never give up on you even on a dare. I

..a Recent Letter...... Lol
The chemistry is undeniably present. I get the butterflies in my stomach, and you do that cute nervous-you-might-order-the-wrong-beer-in-front-of-me thing, which is adorable for the time being and will probably continue to be so for about a week or two, at which point I will expect you to have learned that a) I'm sufficiently impressed that you drink beer at all instead of frothy, bubbly girly drinks with lewd names I can never bring myself to actually say to a bartender, and b) anything that gets you drunk is okay in my book. Not that I'm trying to get you wasted so that I can take advantage of you. No, I'm not That Guy. Rather, I'm trying (and, I suspect, in vain) to achieve in you that state of pleasant buzzed-ness, in which inhibitions are admittedly lowered, but self-control and basic decision-making capability remains. Also, I suspect you have the faintest tinge of a drinking problem, and I'd hate to be the guy to pound the nail in the coffin. No, I'd much rather just be done

Short Poem
~poem~ shotgun girls and methidone twirls broken sons that rule the world a maniac with a gun having to much fun i never meant to hurt you we,ll kill em all and burn there books we,ll dominate fuck how it looks we,re in this hole minus our souls but i promise to never hurt you now here me now i must be going to the other side where my plants are growing

Random Verses I Scribbled
come in from the wilderness come here and watch me die i,ll steal you with my thoughts my motive is to cry with an angel by my side my soul is lost and all hope is gone hold my hand and die with me in the morning sun dress in black and cry for me my apocalypse has begun ....... hope comes in strange forms a serial killer alone at dawn he used to watch trains go by once innocint forever lost born evil or a product of society a weeping widow a quit place to die! .......

Road Adventure
I was free for the evening so I called up Kim to see what her plans were. She said she was going to the bar with the girls. I told her I would call her when I was done attending a birthday party I had agreed to go to. A few minutes into the party I was already bored. I text messaged Kim and told her I was ready to leave. She told me how to get to the bar they were at. I said my goodbyes and made my way to the bar. After the 30 minute drive I called her to tell her I was outside. Minutes later she met me outside and kissed me hello. Soon we were walking through the bar towards the table of her friends. Pulling me by my hand we reach their table and I am soon introduced to several of her friends. After I get a beer to catch up with the girls, we are all out on the dance floor. Guys and girls all just dancing together not caring who with. I dance with several girls and Kim dances with several guys. I watch and get excited from the action on the dance floor. The beers start taking affect o

Im So Happy...
WELL FOR THOSE THAT KNOW ME MY KIDS HAVE BEEN WITH THEIR FATHER FOR 7 MONTHS..WEDNESDAY IM MAKIN A TRIP TO WASHINGTON STATE TO PICK THEM UP AND BRING THEM HOME..IM SO EXCITED..I CANT WAIT T SEE THERE BEAUTIFUL FACES..SO EVERYONE WISH ME A SAFE TRIP AND I WILL BE BACK IN CALI ON FRIDAY...

The Government
WTF is happening with our already screwed up Government. We've got gay child molestor's in Congress. Good ol Florida, screwing us all up all over again. First the Bush election screw up and now this. Love the state, hate the Governmental body there. It all seems a little shady to me. OK, so now we know this child molesting Congressman has been in office since the 90s. It's now coming out that people have known about this weirdo creep for over 3 years, including the FBI, and no one wants to have enough balls to stand up and say "We made a mistake" and step down. Do any of these men have balls? How are they reproducing without them. More importantly, WHY are they reproducing at all. As usual, I'm disgusted with Government. State Government in Indiana is a bunch of crooks and liars. Federal Government is a bunch of crooks, liars AND child molestor's. What the hell is next?

More Thoughts From The Stoned One
her soul is lost in the mist she died at 18 in a car wreck teenage suicide and death rides to much hurt to much pain to much razor on her vein give me something beuatiful give something pure take me away and help me see all the things i never see what u are and what u become are meaningliss the one true meaning of life is to live it the one true feeling of love is to feel it i walked for hours in the rain these wicked thoughts running through my brain the train dident come on time so he killed her i saw a tramp and gods design i saw a winged demon rise up from the flames society you are taking the blame

I Fucking Hate You- Godsmack
"I Fucking Hate You" For everything you do I'd like to swallow you And everyday I'm gonna blame you Even if you justify Every fucking bullshit lie It only makes me want to break you You pull me down And you crucify my name You make me insane It's broken now Don't ever look my way Don't even think I'm playin' 'Cause I fucking hate you You're such a liar And I love to hate you You're all the same to me When you repeatedly Take advantage of me The only thought I get of you sickens me Everybody knows you're fake You're everything I fucking hate And I'm everything that you could never be You pull me down And you crucify my name You make me insane It's broken now Don't ever look my way Don't even think I'm playin' 'Cause I fucking hate you You're such a liar And I love to hate you You're all the same to me I fucking hate you You're such a liar And I love to hate you You're all the same to me (Fuck you) (Fuck you) (Fuck you) You pull me down And you

For A Friend
For a Friend You know who u are : Look to the horizen and what do you see.... The mountains standing tall .. for centuries all to be be seen .......... Look to the sky and what do you see .... The beginning of Heaven as the Creator meant it to be ..... Look to your feet and what do you see .... Paths previously walked b4 you and me .... Now look into your heart ... and what do you see..... Hurt and sorrow wanting to be released .... Let them go and soon you will see That love and happiness will grow as from a seed ... Follow the Instincts that has brought you this far ... The Creator has a Plan for you ... You've know this from the start Now ... continue the path your on To find your Happy Heart ... ~*~ Peace N Love ~*~Pixie~*~

Ballad Of A Broken Heart
i watched her die under the moonlight.. her soft pale body ..no longer of this world i sit by myself and gaze upon ur tombstone i remember ur stoney eyes and i remember the devil in you i remember the night u died i was murdering you i hope ur happy i pray your free i picked up my shotgun why did u abuse me ?? im tired of excusues i pull the trigger and laugh i left your wife,s corpse upstairs in the bath i look around and touch myself how longs this gonna last i go outside and cut myself ballad of a black heart

Lust/broken Day
demonic dreams and catholic teams my one true love is killing you suicide by drugs and a lifetime of lust i,ll be right behind you the days are getting darker the dark prince is almost here my love will never deny you but one day i wont be there ...... die for me and ill never forget you lie to me and ill never respect you her tears where like fire her soul a ravage beast her eyes will burn holes in you her smile will make u weak lose your soul in an hour and smoke the pain away give a child your answer and heal this broken day

Autumn
AUTUMN AUTUMN'S IN THE AIR CAN YOU FEEL IT ? THAT LITTLE NIP OF COOL AIR IN THE MORN TICKIN THE BACK OF YOUR NECK THE BEAUTIFUL HUES OF THE LEAVES AS THEY PREPARE TO GO ON THIER SEASONAL SLEEP TAKE A DEEP BREATH CAN U SMELL IT THE WONDERFUL SCENT ONLY FOUND IN THE AUTUMN AIR ... HER OWN SIGNATURE PERFUME ITS THE TIME FOR PREPARATIONS FOR THE WINTER REST AHEAD HUNTING AND CANNING WOOD CHOPPING JUST GETTING THING READY FOR THE LONG WINTERS SLEEP A PERFECT TIME FOR CAMPING OR STROLLING IN THE WOODS SITTING IN FRONT OF THE CAMPFIRE SHARING TIME WITH A SPECIAL ONE TAKE SOME TIME THIS AUTUMN AND REALLY LOOK AT THE SEASON SHES AT HER PRIME ~*~PIXIE~*~

Why?
Why why is it you try to be your best and feel you have failed every test seems no matter what you do its not what others wanted no matter how you feel your still there why why do we continue to put our hearts on our sleeves knowing that someone is gonna shred it like old leaves why why do we put ourselves though this over and over again hoping against hope that maybe we might win why Because thats called being a Friend Peace N Love Pixie

Alone
ancient monkeys and blue painted shoes how did u know i was never abused she screamed in the moonlight her death was a beuatiful sight we had dinner in the park before dawn my dark prince i am stranglly drawn she cried "ave satanis" before she pulled the trigger our darkest dreams and thoughtless themes my intension was to crush you with the fury of gods wrath my purpose is to love u blood splatter the love that i lost i slit my wrists in the dark no more pain no more sorrow and then ... it was black....

Somthing Else
i watched her burn as dawn approached another dead witch another ounce of hope they feast on chickens and never come out sad and alone in their bedrooms her sadastic father and her lying mind she stares at the gun and wonders sometimes true love intesyifies its self and surrounds us a light in the night sky and the voice of god afraid to move afraid to talk i,ll see you on the mountin on your darkest day i,ll watch u hang from a tree and pray for a better day

Shadows
Shadows Shadow Ghosts Buried so deep yet simple words Bring em back to the keep Crying out wanting a friend Tired of being alone Time for it to end Looking for the reason Why It always ends this way Tired of being alone day after day Tired of wanting Tired of searching Tired of Trying Tired of Hurting ! ~*~ Pixie ~*~

Faceless-godsmack
"Faceless" Hate me with everything I'm better off without your animosity I'll even sleep better at night...at night I won't believe in you Reminded me of everything you put me through Now everything feels alright...alright I feel so betrayed...mistaken I create another day You'll be gone tomorrow Lie to me.. you're faceless You've made me out to be Responsible for your self-inflicted misery And never felt like this before...before Don't be surprised to see That I have nothing left for you to bleed When you come crawling back for more...for more I feel so betrayed...mistaken I create another day You'll be gone tomorrow Lie to me...you're faceless I create another day You'll be gone tomorrow Lie to me...you're faceless I create another day You'll be gone tomorrow Lie to me...you're faceless I create another day You'll be gone tomorrow Lie to me...you're faceless ~Godsmack (Sully, The Sexiest Man Alive!!!)

Random Verses
they tear at your very heart with the stake that u made she thinks shes innocint she should be fuckin ashamed he never should have worried bout the things that her mind hurried.. and now its to late and its over im dead.ur dead and so is ur lover ........ maybe i,ll die tonight and you,ll regret tomorrow maybe ill try tonight and deal with ur sorrow we fly at night on these wings that we borrowed we take no delight in those souls we have slaughtered my aim is to pray in my dyeing ashtray my goal is to never love you my ambition is dead and its gone to my head they say love can never hurt you .. ......... i want to tear apart my broken bloody heart my reasons are pure and thats a start give me wings and red flaming sword i want to kill in the name of our lord will u goto hell if i ask you will hang from a upon my noose theres something bad inside of me and ur lies just let it loose all the hate i have is all that uve ever given me i bleed on my g

Mirror
I must be honest with you babe (just gotta be honest) I love to watch the faces that you make (when we make love ooh wee) But when ur behind me holding ma hips and i close ma eyes and bite ma lips u can't see me so might I suggest a change Now baby please don't think me strange for what I'm about to say to u (please don't think me strange) If you know anything bout me by now you know I'm a freak just follow my lead [Chorus:] Baby I love making love in front of the mirror (in front of the mirror) So that I can watch you enjoying me (baby tonite) Baby tonite let's try in front of the mirror (in front of the mirror) Watching ourselves make love babe why don't we [Verse 2:] now baby keep your chin up, please watch me do the...nasty I like it when you make it move fast baby come and pull ma head back so that i can see that we look so good together I understand that your not ready for me to make my directorial debut featuring me but starring you Baby that's okay with

Decisions
Why? There comes a point in each of our lives Where we must make decesions... We have to decide... Have we done all that we know we could.. Have we allowed ourselves the chance to grow as we should.. Are we looking for tommorrow 2 make everything alright.. Or hoping that maybe the answers will appear overnight.. Are we willing to step into our past.. Open locked doors and deal with whats been hidden behind em at last ... or.. Do we pretend that life is just great.. That there are no ghosts playing a game of give n take .. Sitting in the quiet of the night .. listening so closely.. Hoping to find the answers 2 make it alright ... Looking to the stars.. searching for peace.. Seeking the one answer to put it all at ease .. To many people living life like a dream.. To many people say what they dont mean... To many people just out after lust .. To many people ... Who the hell do you trust .... To many actio

The Night
The Night ~*~ The night has come finally .... The peace and the silence it brings .... Allowing for the hurried days to settle Allowing for the nite songs to sing ..... Listen ............ Can you hear it ... The leaves rustling in the trees ....... The night birds singing ever so softly .... The clouds moving in the breeze ... Can you hear it ... have you tried .... Can you hear the lonely wolf His mate he is seeking ..... Listen you hear the plea in his cry .... Listen.... Can you hear it .... The moving of the grass ... As a field mouse scampers by ... Grateful the night has come .. And hes safe from hungry eyes ... Can you feel it .... The peace the night time brings .... Calming our minds and spirit .... Making the connections .... With all the night brings ... Listen to the night ..... Feel What i Feel .... See what I see .. Be what I am ... A lover of the night ........

Nameless
my hate stays up late and my soul never sleeps on the day that i left this place my mother did surelly weep my fleeing independance ..my longing 4 forevers sleep i hate to be the one who turns up in the snow id love to be one that says hey man u can go and this my lovers i give to u a moment from my heart a peice of me on paper a letter in the dark my love i send to u peices of my broken heart my hate i direct at u my letter in the dark

Thoughts
Just Thoughts ~*~*~*~*~*~*~ There comes a point in each of our lives Where we must make decesions ... We have to decide Have we done all the we know we could? Have we allowed ourselves the chance to grow as we should ? Are we looking for tommorrow to make everything alright? Or hoping that maybe the answers will just appear overnight ? Are willing to step into our past? Open locked doors.. and deal with whats behind em at last? OR ... do we pretend that life is just great ! That there are no ghosts playing a game of give and take .... Sitting in the quiet of the night .... Listening so closely ... Hoping to find the answers to make it alright... Looking to the stars... searching for peace ... Seeking the one answer to put me more at ease ... To many people .. say what they dont mean ... To many people .. living life like a dream ... To may people ... just out for some lust ... T

Random Verses Not Connected
m your victim im your prize i am no-one in your eyes im a prophet im a beast im the star that shines in the east nobody ever told me how am i supossed to know i,ll spend this life alone ill spend it with my soul cuz one day u will realize that u where never meant to be so slit your wrists and walk with me this is my broken dream Our minds are torn apart by jealousy and broken trust my hate i give to u .. my soul i do intrust my way is to forgive you my wish is to see u die my state is to enlighten you my life will make u cry someday when u find out i tryed and got found out so open ur mind to the answers and let my death set u free im sorry that i left you but i just dont want to be me in love and death -stoned-

Longings
Longings There always seems to that one That comes in not to raise you up but to tear you down ... That one person that no matter How giving you are or How nice you are Its just never enough ..... That one that will say You are my friend And in the next line Cut that quik rite to the end &n

Poor Me!!!
my life is an endless circle of false hope and broke dreams, its like im stuck in a deep dark whole and no matter how hard i try i cant get out and with so many people all around i scream so loud but no one will help, or maybe they just don't know im there, i feel like im the only one who knows ... anything .. anything about me, there are many who say they know me but in reality the only thing they really know about me is my name. im just me and me alone and confined within myself. i feel like no one will ever know who i really am, my world is no normal one, i see now what they mean when they say things that are exposed and presented to a child can have a lasting effect but i never understood until now, i remember such small things about my childhood that had such an effect on me, the way i think, act, and my very prospective of life itself .. maybe i dident see it then but i do now ... they say that when your just a child you feel nothing bad can happen, but i guess i was different be

A Random Verse Cometh
a random verse cometh she sits down and cries ..shes not over it she lays down and dies . her life is torn apart killer in disguise.lost his soul that day somthing in his eyes he,s lost without a heart i know at night he cries and prays to nobody . i guess my writing is odd i cant find a balance life is unbalanced man no right no wrong lies that tear us apart we where doomed from the start ..dont fight it just let it go because in this life ... u just never know - me -

I Am So Freakin Happy Right Now!!!!!
hehe, they sent up an esspresso stand at the albertsons by my house!! i can have my cappacino's, Latte's, & Italian soda's within 3 blocks of my house!!!!!!!!!!!! i CAN WALK!! oh my goodness i am so happy lol...yeah i know, it really doesn't take much to make me happy lol =) this just made my day...hehehe

My Opinion
I HAD A PIC OF MY CHEST AS MY PRIMARY PIC BUT MY HANDS WERE COVING THE NIPPLES....I THOUGHT THAT WAS APPROPIATE COMPAIRED TO MANY OF THE PRIMARY PICS I HAVE SEEN ON HERE RECENTLY...I HAVE SEEN WOMEN BEING EAT OUT AS THEIR PRIMARY PICS AND SO ON.....SOMEONE FLAGGED MY PIC AS ADULT CONTENT AND I WAS FORCED TO CHANGE IT....I FEEL IT WAS SOMEONE JELOUS OR SOMETHING AND WAS UNCALLED FOR....IF U AGREE LET ME KNOW.... ALSO I HAVE A BULLITON ON THE SUBJECT I APPRECIATE IF U ALL COULD REPOST IT FOR ME AND SPREAD THE WORD....TY

Thank You!!!
Well I just wanted to thank everyone for their interest and their ratings and their love....ya'll have made me feel really welcome...i'm just here to make new friends so dont b afraid to talk to me or to add me..and thanks again....other then that there's really nothing new going on just been busy with work and the typical hum drum thing called life...

I'm A New Auntie!!
Born yesterday at 5:05 p.m...baby boy...will keep everyone on the lastest stats He was 5 1/2 weeks early but all are doing well...way to go baby brother Danny ,,,well the latest stats are as follows... 4 pounds 14 ounces and 18 3/4 inches long Both mom are doing fine,,while dad is now a nervous wreck...lol Thanks to all my friends that have stopped by and said hi!

Man Got His Job Back.
well make it short. well my man got his job back finally after 4 months and he is on cloud nine. he had lost his job cause he got hurt on the job and they fired him cause of it. if u want to know more just ask.

Your 2006 Summer Theme Is?
Your 2006 Summer Anthem Is Unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield "No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins" What's Your 2006 Summer Anthem?

Remain Forever
~ FRIENDS ~ As we walk our path of life, We meet people everyday. Most are simply met by chance. But, some are sent our way. These become special friends Whose bond we can't explain; The ones who understand us And share our joy and pain. Their love contains no boundaries. So, even we are apart. Their presence enhances us With a warmth felt in the heart. This love becomes a passageway, When even the miles disappear. And so, these friends, God sends our way, Remain forever near.

My Angel
I KNOW THAT LIFE SEEMS TOUGH AND OFTEN TIMES GETS ROUGH BUT NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE I AM NEVER VERY FAR YOU LIFT MY SPIRITS WHEN I AM BLUE WITH SWEET LOVING WORDS & GUESTURES TOO AN ANGEL IN THE MIDST OF A SAD AND LONELY TIME A FRIEND WHO'S ALWAYS THERE A TREASURE THAT IS MINE ALTHOUGH WE LIVE SO FAR APART YOU'VE HEALED A PIECE OF MY BROKEN HEART SHOWN ME THAT LIFE DESERVES A CHANCE AND THE PAST IS THE PAST, NOT A SECOND GLANCE WE MAKE OUR MISTAKES, WE LIVE AND LEARN THE GOOD WILL COME WHEN IT'S OUR TURN LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST IN EVERY WAY TAKE IT STEP BY STEP AND DAY TO DAY YOU'RE MY ANGEL, MY FRIEND TO THE BITTER END AND I LOVE YOU FOR JUST BEING YOU THIS LITTLE POEM WAS WRITTEN TO SAY... THANK YOU FOR ALL THAT YOU DO!! WRITTEN BY TAMMY REED

The Gi
Interesting Thought Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for youâ€¦ Jesus Christ and The American G. I. One died for your soulâ€¦ the other for your freedom. YOU MIGHT WANT TO PASS THIS ONâ€¦ AS MANY SEEM TO HAVE FORGOTTEN BOTH OF THEM!!

Hello Darkness, My Old Friend...
"Hello darkness, my old friend I've come to talk with you again Because a vision softly creeping Left its seeds while I was sleeping And the vision that was planted in my brain Still remains Within the sound of silence... I remember when I was so young that I never saw a thing, even when it wasn't there... I even remember missing darkness There was a street that ran alongside the railroad. I used to have to walk it every morning when I was... so small that ages didn't matter, and every day I walked it differant people would be there, usually men, funny men with dirty coats and long uncombed hair. They used to talk to me, and everyone said I shouldn't listen, but they looked, they listened, they learnt, they knew enough to stimulate, knew enough to tittilate, knew enough to sow a seed of... And now? Now those mornings are gone, the road isn't even there no more, some fine new condos instead of goods yards, but their spirits live, the men... You ever lived near

What Your Theme Song?
Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC "Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last! What's Your Theme Song?

Howdy Yaw
yeah im fucking boored all the time i need help iv only got a month and a half left and time seems to drag on more and more each day. you can help me by sending me an IM on yahoo sapper101abn someone hit me up please

I've Been Told This! (grin)
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel84%Mermaid67%Faerie58%Dragon50%WereWolf34%Demon0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

What Kind Of Rocker Are You??
You Are a Chick Rocker! You're living proof that chicks can rock You're inspired by Joan Jett and the Donnas And when you rock, you rock hard (Plus, you get all the cute guy groupies you want!) What Kind of Rocker Are You?

Vagina (feminist)
In a male-dominated world, Vagina has a myriad of connotations from the very vulgar to the truly enlightening. I capitolize the word Vagina for a specific reason as to me the Vagina is the source of all that is, the female energy, the Yoni. I find, however, that the word Vagina is taboo. The other day, while visiting my favorite bookstore, I bought the book, The Vagina Monologues, wonderful and enlighting source of information I might add, the woman behind the counter, a woman in her late 60's, gently turned the book over so that others behind me may not be forced to see the word that is taboo. While checking me out she commented that her son saw the play, The Vagina Monologues on campus and that after seeing the play, he felt dirty for days. How utterly and totally repulsive the thought of a man thinking that the very organ that briught him forth life made him feel dirty. Dirty? Dirty? Why on earth does society teach us that the Vagina is dirty? How dare anyone tell me that

The Cat Who Needed A Night Light
By Susan McCullough On a warm August day, a dainty little cat named Dolores was receiving a special award: the American Humane Association's William O. Stillman award for bravery. The association gives the award to people who risk their lives to save animals from danger, and to animals who face down danger to save the lives of people. Either way, the winners are heroes, whether they're take-charge, fearless sorts of people, or extroverted, devoted pets like Dolores. Dolores hadn't always been an extrovert. And she hadn't seemed very devoted to anyone, either. In fact, she'd been what most people call the quiet type. When she first came to live with her owner, Kyle, Dolores rarely had anything to say. And most of the time, she didn't like being touched. Kyle didn't know why Dolores was so standoffish. And he didn't understand something else about her: why she always became upset whenever the lights were turned out. But Kyle didn't care. Something about the

Divine Resilience
You may be guarded in your interactions with others . You may feel hesitant about opening your heart to a new romantic interest, or you might hold back part of yourself in an effort to blend in during group activities. Since this guardedness may be the result of feelings of vulnerability, you may find it helpful to strengthen your belief in your own resiliency . One way to do this is by forming an inner vision of consistent empowering energy flowing to you from the universe. Imagine this energy as a brilliant golden light, filtering down through the top of your head and traveling through your mind and every cell of your body. Affirm that this light infuses you with strength and empowerment, giving you the courage to open your heart and mind to others. With a belief in our inner strength and resiliency, we feel more comfortable about opening ourselves to others. Our fear of being hurt or rejected can often cause us to close down and guard our feelings from others, but doing so als

Power In Honesty
When we promise more than we can deliver, hide from the consequences of our actions through falsehoods, or deny our true selves to others, we hurt those who were counting on us by proving that their faith was wrongly given. We are also hurt by the lies we tell and the promises we break. Integrity is the foundation of civilization, allowing people to live, work, and play side by side without fear or apprehension. As you cultivate honesty within yourself, you will find that your honor and reliability put people at ease. Others will feel comfortable seeking out your friendship and collaborating with you on projects of great importance, certain that their positive expectations will be met. If you do catch yourself in a lie, ask yourself what you wanted to hide and why you felt you couldn't be truthful. And if life's surprises prevent you from keeping your word, simply admit your error apologetically and make amends quickly. Since the path of truth frequently represents the more difficu

Would Have Thought I Was Far More Wicked
You scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie.Angel100%Faerie100%Mermaid75%Dragon75%Demon75%WereWolf50%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Staying True To Your Word
Promises are easily made. Keeping them often proves more difficult because when we are pressured to strive always for perfection, we find it simpler to agree to undertake impossible tasks than to say no. Likewise, there is an infinite array of circumstances that conspire to goad us into telling falsehoods, even when we hold a great reverence for truth. When you endeavor to consistently keep your word, however, you protect your reputation and promote yourself as someone who can be trusted to be unfailingly truthful. Though your honesty may not always endear you to others-for there will always be those who fear the truth-you can nonetheless be certain that your integrity is never tarnished by the patina of deceit. Since frankness and sincerity form the basis of all life-enriching relationships, your word is one of your most precious and powerful possessions.

Twenty Something Crisis!!
The Twenty Something Crisis... I got this in an email a long time ago...i think it speaks for itself!! For those in their twenty-somethings... This puts it all into words perfectly. They call it the "Quarter- life Crisis". It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are a lot of things about yourself that you didn't know and may or may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you hardly know where you are now. You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you though you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met and the people you have lost touch with are some the most important ones. What you do not realize is that they are realizing that too and are not really cold or catty or mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you. You look at your job. It's not even close to what you thought you wo

Goals, Plans, Hopes
I'm just chillin' Current mood: indifferent Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes hmmm...goals, let's see. My 10 year goals are: to get married and have a stable job. My 5 year goals are: to find a graphic art college, to obtain a degree of some sort, or in general acomplish something. My 1 year goal is to get my Ged, driver's lisense (i kno i cant drive wtf ever) and to find a job-possibly at Halmark (i kno i'm a dork). My plans well i pretty much already said. I wanna get my Ged and look into college. In the future i'd like to have a job in the graphic art field. For now, i'm just living day to day trying to get a job and sort of plan my wedding. My hopes..now that's a hard one. Well i hope that i am trustworthy and kind, and if not i want to be. If i'm lacking i want to do better. I want to better myself. Each day i become more the person i want to be (well somedays i have minor set backs). I hope that i can make new good friends and that old one's who are true come back. I hpe tha

Oh Dear...
You scored as Demon. Demon: Darkness is your sanctuary. Demons are many and are all different in appearence and rank. The most common are the ones that feed off of human souls. They love to make someone fall into their inner darkness. Blood, wrath, murder... You name it they love it. These beings don't care who you are, if they set their sights on you, let's just hope you know a good excorist. They kill any love within you and pull you toward their side. By any means possible. You wish for chaos and hate, you are the Demon.Demon100%WereWolf50%Mermaid50%Angel25%Dragon25%Faerie8%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

What Is In This Blog....
These are underage members and there page, for anyone to visit and read what has been posted to that child and WHO posted what. If we need to police our selves then lets get rid of the sick fuckers who hunt our children as well as the underage members. Whats right is right. That child shouldn't be here, but I dont want to be calling no sick child perv my FRIEND! We are the adults and we KNOW better. This isnt an excuse for the kids, they know better too but there kids and all kids try to get one over on the adults. What teenager didnt! So bust the kids and boot them, but dont let the sick child hunters stay either. Im NOT preachin, belive me Im not! Im not one who can preach goodie goodie, but I am an adult and I believe OUR CHILDREN should be protected from evil people until the laws says we have to let them decide whats good or not for them. Well its 18 here! and that means ANY CHILD under 18 needs to be protected. I for one am willing to protect OUR CHILDREN.After the

Ride Of Life
Sometimes you play, the cruelest of games You sing me a song, you fuck with my brain. My head in distress, my heart just won't rest I hold in my breath, this is only a test Sometimes I don't breath, I drown in my sleep My eyes wide awake, my feelings too deep. How long is this battle? How long must I fight? I look at the sky.....and send my prayers tonight Everyone says, get ready to fly You are a super star now go on for the ride. But I say to them, I don't want the ride Get the fuck out, and just let me drive If I get to drive, I stay in control the ride will take you in circles and then back to the hole. Let the others get on, they don't fit in with me I do my own thing, I have my own posse, don't you see? A little advice for you and yours too.....Don't let this moment pass you by.... I am only here once.....and trust me....I'm not afraid to say GOODBYE! How did that feel? Did it hurt really bad? Well that's good to know, b

Pet Contest
Cutest Pets Contest!!!!! NEED 20 OF YALLS CUTEST PET PICTURES THEY CAN BE MULTIPLE OR SINGULAR PET SHOTS ONE ENTRY PER PERSON PHOTOSHOP WELCOME BEG BORROW PLEAD VOTES EACH VOTES COUNTS THE SAME NO CHEATING CHERRY BLASTS AND BLASTS WELCOME HAVE FUN!!!!!!!!!!!! Begins Friday at 5 p.m. central

Broken Lulliby
I miss missing you cuz I don't miss you no more The future of us....seems like a folklore... Told in story....from a land of make believe The love of you and I....is all but a dream Who are we kidding? We're not meant to be As much as I want it....there's no you and me Tis sad but so true I miss missing you The days of pure bliss is nothing more than through How can I say this without a tear in my eye? But that's the way I am...I always cry with dry eyes For my heart is filled with cold and dark dust Like Rocks amongst the planters crusp The rich smooth silk of burden bee's My heart it loves you....But my life will set you free. Don't ask me why you don't understand I'm sorry but this was not a part of my plan Please take this chance and get away from me.... Get away as far.... as far as you can be By: Tila...Me....

My Poem
Yes, my poem 'Thanatos' got nominated to be a semi-finalist in the International Amateur Poetry Contest. This exclusive contest has a Grand Prize of $1,000.00, and the winner will be interviewed for a feature article in the Poetry Today magazine. Here's my poem: Thanatos Staring into your eyes I can see your soul it's not much to look at flicker of light wisps of glitter tiny shots of adrenaline pulsating your irises then the dark emptiness the last look of pleading forever carved upon your face your blood warms me as it spreads across the floor. Here's my poetry site, if you wanna check out the rest of my poetry www.poetrypoem.com/realloveis4ever

Rose
There will always be another Rose... One that is prettier, one that is more vibrant, full of fresh colors But due in time, that Rose will too....start to crumble Petals all fall off, one by one But always know and remember.... There is no other Rose like yours.

Me.....
Hey ya'll. First off, I want to thank everyone for stoppin by....and leavin the love that ya'll have left. My cousin got me to check this thing out...and I'm absolutely hooked. So where do I begin.... Well, first off, my name is Mike, I'm 20 years old, and I live in a small hick ass town in the middle of Illinois. I'm 5'8" and about 240 lbs. I have brown hair, green eyes, wear glasses, and I look like a fag clean shaven, so I always have some sort of facial hair. I speak with a strong southern accent. I lived in Alabama with my dad for awhile, and there I learned the ways of the southern gentleman, and southern hospitality. A big chunk of my heart is there, and will always be there....but I have a mission in this yankee infested state where I was born, and I intend on completing it. There are two things that I try to do every single day to fufill myself. They are simple, yet extremely important to me.......Learn something new and help someone. I live with my grandma.

Advanced Global Personality Test
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 66% Stability |||||||||| 40% Orderliness |||||||||||||| 53% Accommodation |||||||||||||| 56% Interdependence |||||||||||| 50% Intellectual |||||||||||| 50% Mystical |||||||||||| 50% Artistic |||||||||||| 50% Religious |||||||||| 36% Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 63% Materialism |||||||||||| 50% Narcissism |||||||||||| 50% Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Work ethic |||||||||||| 50% Self absorbed |||||||||||||| 56%

Don't You Know Your In The Spirit World
What Up all What ever's clever whats on my mind or your shiznit or horny thoughts hell I dont give a flyin F#$#@ but just remeber one minor detail I like she tail and not he tail so hit it up!!!

I Am So Bored
man..i am at school. and i am sooooooooooooooo bored. START SUCKS!! lmao. juss playin. well, i am here in my class and done with everything and i have nothing better to do so i am on this thing. lmao. well, i have to go. the bell is bout to ring.!!

Love Is So Pointless
why did I bother. I've gone and done something that I shouldn't have and now I'm stuck and I'm gonna get hurt again. i knes she wouldn't let me come and meet her I shouldn't have asked in the first place.. I'm now stuck in something that i don't want to be stuck in I love her but if she won't meet up with me its pointless.. once again the jokes on you tony :( i'm hurting again

Cat Got Your Tongue....lol
We've all had trouble with our animals, but I don't think anyone can top this one: Calling in sick to work makes me uncomfortable. No matter how legitimate my excuse, I always get the feeling that my boss thinks I'm lying. On one recent occasion, I had a valid reason but lied anyway, because the truth was just too darned humiliating. I simply mentioned that I had sustained a head injury, and I hoped I would feel up to coming in the next day. By then, I reasoned, I could think up a doozy to explain the bandage on the top of my head. The accident occurred mainly because I had given in to my wife's wishes to adopt a cute little kitty. Initially, the new acquisition was no problem Then one morning, I was taking my shower after breakfast when I heard my wife, Deb, call out to me from the kitchen. "Honey! The garbage disposal is dead again. Please come reset it." "You know where the button is," I protested through the shower pitter-patter and steam. "Reset i

Advanced Global Personality Test
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 70% Stability |||||| 23% Orderliness |||||||||||| 46% Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Interdependence |||||||||| 36% Intellectual |||||||||||| 43% Mystical |||||||||||| 50% Artistic |||||| 30% Religious |||||| 23% Hedonism |||||||||||||||||| 76% Materialism |||||||||||||||| 63% Narcissism |||||||||||| 43% Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56% Work ethic |||||||||||| 43% Self absorbed |||||| 30% Conflict seeki

Pick No Fight
Never Picked A Fight With Me you think because your my friend i wont talk back to you you think because your my friend, ill twist and bend to make every one of your desires come true your not a friend you treat me like shit time and time again you need me, because you no ill be there when i need you, you just watch and stare you dont have my back you never did you never will you expect me to be there when your life slips off track this yearning to show you i dont mess around i will fullfill i will make you feel my pain when your bleeding on the floor, my response will simply be "dont complain" you dont want to make me mad, too late for you though once you betray me, youll have no where to hide no where to go ill make sure you hurt ill thrive ill make sure you cry ill laugh cant wait for the day, when you need help from me ill make you beg and beg till your on your knees SPIT IN YOUR FACE FUCKIN DISCRACE turn my back and walk away im

Contests/helping Friends
My view on contests is as follows...I will no longer be voting on contests unless you are a member of my family or someone who talks to me regularly. I won't be joining any of them either. I dont have the time to make people vote for me, and frankly I'm not popular enough because thats all it is anyways. The people I think should win prettiest/sexiest/best whatever don't win anyhow. As for pimping people out..I will help your friends out but remind your friends to at least say thank you. I dont care if they come and rate me as well..But a quick shoutout or comment just to say thanks for the help is appreciated. I'm really feeling unappreciated on this site and was thinking of stop helping all together but thats not me. Thanks for taking a moment to read my rants.

Desiderata
Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly, and listen to others, even to the dull and ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love, for in the face of

A Woman's Prayer
Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep. One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long. One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door , Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend.

The Dream
I finally crawled into bed last night, late. With visions of you still in my head. Anticipation pounding in my heart. All my senses filled with your existence. As I escaped into the dream world I know so well, I took you with me. We walked down the beach together. Our hands touching and our hearts bonding through them. The wind kissing our faces gently. The sand giving way under our feet. The warmth in our hearts that only a poet would understand. Finding an oasis in the never ending edge of the world, We sit beneath the giant tree, on the patch of thick grass that seems to have been put there just for us. We talked for what seems to be hours. Never running out of things to say, feelings to share, thoughts to exchange. I reach out to touch you and you stop my hand with yours. Our fingers touch. Our hands envelop each other. Almost as though they were making love to each other. Our fingers dancing. Our eyes gazing into each others. A soft and gent

Read This Before You Go Out....goosebumps
Here is a poem that just might give you a bit of goosebumps. Something to think about before you go out. Later everyone and have a great day. A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about "And blood was everywhere," "The sirens screamed out eulogies," For death was in the air. "A mother, trapped inside her car," Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God , please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; "She struggled to get free," But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused "On where the back seat once had been," But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; "She did not hear them cry, " "And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, " "Oh, God, don't let them die! " Then fireme

Innocent Exchange Of An Erotic Confession
I'll gently touch your hand, and you'll give me a look that could enslave the wildest dream. I'll raise your lips to be kissed in vain, and enchant your mouth with the caress of an eager tongue. And if you're angered, I no farther meant than to please you, release you, and receive your innocence. On your electric breasts I'll lay my hands and create light impressions to match and twin the marks of submission which earlier you left on my back. And your breasts, with a kind warm glow, they swell and talk with hardened tips. They stir, and desire to dance under my lips. accompanied by the rhythms of heartbeats and the melancholy moans played by instruments of enticement. And if you distrust me, I no farther meant than to please you, release you, and receive your innocence. I'll keep my eyes on yours, on your soft skin my hands will stay. Look at a face kissed by angels. feel skin envied by queens. All of my senses infatuated with you,

To All Of You That Actually Read My Blogs And Bullentins
THANKS TO ALL OF YOU THAT ARE ACTUALLY MY FRIENDS AND SHOW ME LOVE EVERYDAY AND REPOST MY BULLENTINS AND READ MY BLOGS THANKS TO ALL OF YOU AGAIN I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR LIKE I ALWAYS DO.

Links
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Submission
I kneel, supplicant before you my will offered up in quiet acquiescence awaiting your approval or reproach the fine line between pleasure and pain becomes ever sweeter with your control with every touch, kiss, word smoldering embers are kindled tormenting desires awakened I quiver captured by heat and hunger bend me to your will My Lord show me what you most desire my purpose but to serve through your dominion I find myself You, the Master of many my only

Full Heart, Empty Arms
Thoughts of you illuminate my spirit; Never a flicker of flame, but with Arching bolts which strike with a force That disturbs my equilibrium. My mind races as waves of passion flush over My pale skin, causing me to gaze upon visions Of impossible romantic possibilities. Pathetic is this woman who anticipates the True rhythm of love, with a man she will never hold. My imagined discourse of thoughts leave me suffering, As my lips quiver with the words I shall never speak to his: "I have loved you more than anybody in this world."

I Belong To Me < 3
I dont belong to you. My heart is my possesion. Anyway. I didnt sleep well last night. So my kidneys are sore. And i dont like it. And my mind went on this like thinking spree and i had nightmares all night, i woke up 4 of 5 times crying and saying wtf. I hate nightmares, cause when i get em, i get them pretty damn bad. The puppy woke me up like an hour after i finally started sleeping with out the nightmares. So i guess ill just take a shwoer to fully wake myself up. Since ive been up since 8and im still not awake fully. And ohhh does it bite lol. So yeah. Ash has that i belong to me song stuck in my head. Dear mind, Let go, please. You're making it hard for me to breathe. Dear heart, Hold on tighter to the things you want. Dear body, Work damn it! As usual. Love me. < 3

Sebastian Explained
This is for those of you who have read my poem about Sebastian and maybe wondered who he is! (this is the part where you all think I'm crazy!) Ok - here goes...... Some 6 and a half years ago, I was living in Scotland with my boyfriend. I had sold almost everything I had, left all my friends and family behind and thought that I was moving on to greener pastures. The first few months were great, I got a new job, met some super people and really felt at home. I lived near a town called Turriff, but where I lived was actually very very rural and we had no near neighbours (Mal - you'll know what I mean here!). Anyway, eventually I made a friend in a girl called Sarah, who was totally funny and bonkers, and although she was a few years younger than me, we got on great. We started to spend more time together; shopping, going to the gym, girly stuff y'know? Anyway, my bf started getting really edgy about it, and without realising it I had already vertually lost contact with my best f

Fallen Memoirs
If only you'd let yourslf go to be apart of a thing that no one can know~ Somethin drifting gone what once was is now wrong~ Where would the justice be if you were only a little free~ YOu fell apart at the dying seams while the rest was only unhealed dreams~ Falling lost and forgotten thru that thick exhaust torn and tortured thru mindless horefrost~ A picture of serenity wrapped in a glass box yours for the taking if you dont know the lock~ Letting air escape in silent reverie could be a breath of smog or just another Memory...~ ~D.

The Definition Of An Asshole (continued)
Adding on to the previous definition in this blog: An Asshole is also someone who steals from you, their friends, and even their own mother. An Asshole will do anything to hide the fact that they have stolen from you, even going so far as to lie about it and steal from someone else to plant it in a place where somebody (most likely you) will find it. An Asshole is someone who doesn't show any remorse when you tell them you are packing, but will say, straight-faced (with no emotion in their voice; meanwhile, tears are dripping onto the folded clothes at your feet) that they can now go out, party, and stay up until 6 in the morning without being bitched at; and (still with no emotion) that they will probably die from alcohol poisoning. An Asshole is someone who yells (angrily) at you to stay, even though they know that they are dead wrong and that yelling will only make it worse. An Asshole is someone you can't walk away from, because their mom (who has become yours, sort of) has aske

Hey D.b
[verse 1] I'm feeling this brother like um... Like a big fat person likes their tums Like hot Krispy Kremes everybody wants some Like Sisqo is feeling girls in thongs I've been feeling this brother like ah... Like a, like a ghetto brother likes a stack of Money in his pocket when it's nice and fatter How he gets, oh, it just don't matter... [b-section] He's got me so...high I don't know why. I don't know why he's always on my mind You said to let go and I tried, but I Can't let him go. He's so fine He's got me so...wide Open inside, You keep on saying he has me so blind. (You) said it's not love but you lying 'Cuz I have to have him in my life. [chorus] Hey DB He ain't doing a thing for you You knowing that his love ain't true I know that the hell you should do. You need to cut your love off And show your man who's the boss So next time he piss you off Let him go cuz it's not your loss. [verse 2] I'm feeling this brother like a rat does cheese He'

Soldiers & Civilians
Soldiers and civilians Dear Civilians, We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: (1) The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem---kick their ass. (2) When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest---kick their ass. (3) Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. (4) (GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that you

Passionate Sex
Passionate Sex I thought about you today as I do every day. The scent that lingers after a kiss, the way I feel with your arms around me. I must confuse other things cross my mind as well. The way your cock feels in my hand as I stroke it making it hard to the touch, the way it tastes as it passes my warm moist mouth, licking and sucking it deeper into my throat. I only imagine it so hard as it sends its juice down into my throat, As the moment becomes more intense, we change positions and you move down between my thighs lowering your head to my pussy your tongue gently flicks the other lips, and then you nibble and chew at my clit. I moan with pleasure and this only heightens the arousal factor; oh go you have me flowing like the rapids. I cum hard and long and you lick slowly, and deeply into my pussy. Oh God!!!! I moan again, back arching I feel your tongue as it slips deeper, I can’t help but to scream your name!! Your hands pressing against my thighs “oh babe don’t stop n

Check Out This!
Hey all my friends and Fans! I am out it again. This great guy needs our help here. Please go and rate and comment on this wonderful! He is in the Munchkin ~~Big Tyme's Wifey~~'s BBM contest. and while you are there leave some loving for Munchkin! MUNCHKIN ~ Big Tymes Wifey ~@ LostCherry Thanks and much Lovings!

Summer Afternoon Delight
Summer Afternoon Delight I hear the doorbell ring to find you standing at my front door. A smile come to your face as I great you, Hi… I’m so glad you could make it, No more than me you respond with a smile. I ask you into the living room I offer you a cold drink. I’m dressed in a white summer dress and no shoes, sitting down on one end of the couch, I’m admire your physique as I hand you a glass. You smile and sit on the other end of the couch. So tell me, what’s been going on in your life. As we sit and bring each other up to date, I keep my eyes focused on your body watching every move. As the conversation goes on, I feel you watching me and I slowly start turning towards you, I bring my right knee up on the couch, allowing my dress ride up to expose more of my beautiful legs. You begin to feel that familiar pressure in the crotch of your pants every time I’m near you. I tilt my head way back, running my hand down my throat, “God, this heat is unbearable.” Is there anyway I

Freedon Of Choice
I saw this post in todays listings and just had to voice my thoughts on it. Month One: Mommy I am only 8 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two: Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that i am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three: You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four: Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but i will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at

The Dream Date Part 1
THE STORY BEGINS WITH TRENT AND SABRINA MEETING FOR ONLY THE SECOND TIME. FIRST TIME WAS AT A PARTY THROWN BY FRIENDS OF TRENT'S. THE PARTY HOSTS KNEW FRIENDS OF SABRINA’S. TRENT AND HIS FRIENDS WORKED IN AN ARCHITECT FIRM. SABRINA AND FRIENDS WORKED FOR AN INTERIOR DESIGN FIRM. THE TWO SETS OF FRIENDS HAVE WORKED HAND-IN-HAND ON VARIOUS PROJECTS. TRENT IS NEW TO THIS BRANCH OF HIS FIRM. SABRINA WORKS IN THE ACCOUNTING AREA OF HER FIRM. TRENT HAD SEEN SABRINA AND WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT HER SO HE ASKED HIS HOSTS FOR INFORMATION REGARDING HER. "WHO IS THE VERY PRETTY WOMAN STANDING OVER THERE WITH THE SAD LOOK IN HER EYES?" HE NEVER EXPECTED TO BE SET UP BY THESE SAME FRIENDS. SABRINA HAD A SIMILAR PROBLEM: SHE HAD SEEN TRENT AND WANTED TO KNOW MORE ABOUT HIM SO SHE HAD ASKED AS WELL. SABRINA HAD COME TO THE PARTY WITH MUTUAL FRIENDS OF THE PARTY HOSTS. SHE HAD ASKED HER FRIENDS "WHO IS THAT GORGEOUS GUY OVER THERE NEAR THE HOSTS?" THESE TWO SETS OF FRIENDS DECIDED TO PLAY MATCH

The Candy Store
The Candy Store After work we like to stop by Miss Ellie’s candy shop and pick up some treats for after dinner. This afternoon was a little different though. Miss Ellie invited us into the back of the shop and told us how she made her famous treats. The aroma of chocolate filled the room, and you were getting a little wound, they say chocolate is an aphrodisiac and it seems to be working. I walk up to copper pot and take a little spoonful of a mint chocolate masterpiece she had going, Miss Ellie smiled you know my chocolate has a lot of uses, and handed me a jar of this exotic blend. What do I owe you ma’am? Just let me know if it works and I told her thank you as we walked out of the back room and you ask me how does it taste, I don’t know you tell me and I opened the jar and you dipped your finger in and took a sample. We didn’t even get out of the shop and you were ready for some love, you take the jar and lead me to a corner booth near the soda fountain and begin to place lit

The Dream Date Part 2
HE CHANGES INTO SWEATS. SABRINA ASKS IF HE HAS ANY SWEATS THAT WOULD FIT HER. HE HAPPENS TO HAVE A PAIR TOO SMALL FOR HIM BUT SHE FITS INTO THEM PERFECTLY. HE SAYS “I WORN THAT SET YEARS AGO AND FORGOT I HAD THEM UNTIL THIS LAST WEEK. HERE IS A VERY LONG T-SHIRT FOR YOU TO SLEEP IN.” THEY WIND DOWN THE SATURDAY EVENING SITTING ON THE COUCH IN FRONT OF HIS FIREPLACE. THEY HAVE ALREADY MADE UP THE SPARE BED. THEY DID THIS RIGHT AFTER CHANGING CLOTHES. HE HAD INVITED HER TO SPEND THE NIGHT IN THE GUEST ROOM. SHE AGREED. THEY BOTH DECIDED TO GO TO BED. HE KISSED HER SOFTLY AT THE GUEST ROOM DOOR AND WHISPERS. “GOOD NIGHT AND CONGRATS ON YOUR NEW JOB.” THE NEXT MORNING, SHE WAKES UP FIRST. SHE GOES INTO THE KITCHEN AND STARTS THE COFFEE. SHE IS ALREADY FEELING SAFE HERE. SHE GOES OUT ON THE BACK PORCH AND SITS TO GREET THE MORNING. TRENT WAKES UP TO THE SMELL OF COFFEE AND A SENSE OF PEACE. HE WANDERS ACROSS THE HALL BUT SHE IS ALREADY UP. HE GOES INTO THE KITCHEN; THE CO

The Dream Date Part 3
TODAY IS THEIR WEDDING DAY. SABRINA SPENT HER LAST NIGHT AS A SINGLE LADY YESTERDAY. HER DRESS IS WHITE WITH SAPPHIRE BLUE ACCENTS AT COLLAR, WAIST AND HEM. HER VEIL IS WHITE HELD ON BY A SAPPHIRE BLUE TIARA. SABRINA’S BOUQUET IS WHITE ROSES WITH A CIRCLET OF BLUE ROSES ON THE INSIDE. TRENT HAS A BLACK TUXEDO WITH BLUE CUMMERBUND AND TIE. THE PLANNING HAS BEEN INTERESTING. SABRINA FOLLOWS THE RITUAL OF SOMETHING OLD, SOMETHING NEW, SOMETHING BORROWED, AND SOMETHING BLUE. THE SOMETHING OLD IS A CROSS ONCE GIVEN TO HER BY HER CHILDHOOD SWEETHEART WHOM SHE HASN’T SEEN SINCE HIS FAMILY MOVED AWAY YEARS BEFORE. THE CROSS WAS GIVEN TO HER ON HER BIRTHDAY; SHE THOUGHT SHE HAD LOST IT UNTIL SHE FOUND IT IN A DRAWER OF HER JEWELRY CHEST. SHE VOWS TO WEAR THE CROSS THIS ONE WEEK; THEN PUT IT AWAY IN A HOPE CHEST FOR HER CHILDREN, ALONG WITH THE STORY OF HER FIRST TRUE LOVE. THE SOMETHING NEW IS HER DRESS. THE SOMETHING BORROWED IS THE PAIR OF FINGERLESS WHITE GLOVES SHE BORROWS FROM

Refrigerator Cheese Cake
Ingredients: Graham Cracker Crust 1 ¼ cups crumbs (about 16 crackers) 2 T sugar ¼ cup melted butter 2 eggs, separated 1 cup sugar ½ tsp salt 1 cup milk 1 pkg lemon gelatin 1 ½ cups whipping cream 2 cups ricotta cheese Preparation: Heat oven to 350 degrees. Mix the cracker crumbs, sugar and butter. Reserve 3 T for topping and press the remaining mixture firmly and evenly against the bottom and the sides of an 8x8 pan. Bake for 10 minutes. Cool. Combine the sugar, salt, egg yolks, and the milk in a large saucepan. Cook it over medium heat, stirring constantly for 5 minutes. Add the gelatin and stir until it is well dissolved. Cool in the refrigerator. When mixture begins to thicken, add the ricotta cheese. Beat it until the mixture is light. Beat the whipping cream until it is stiff, then fold it into the mixture. Beat the egg whites until they peak, then fold them into the mixture. Pour the finished cheese cake into the cooled crust and chill it until i

Italian Cream Cake
Ingredients: 1/2 cup shortening 1/2 cup butter 1 2/3 cups sugar 6 eggs, separated 1 cup buttermilk 3/8 t baking soda 1/2 t salt 2 cups flour 1 t vanilla extract 2 cups shredded coconut 1 cup chopped pecans (Note: we would lightly toast them to improve flavor.) 1/2 cup, quartered maraschino cherries (about 15 cherries) (Note: we might go with fresh or frozen here.) 1/4 t cream of tarter Frosting: 1/2 cup butter at room temperature (1) 8 ounce package cream cheese, softened 4 cups powdered sugar 3/4 t vanilla extract 1 cup chopped pecans (Again, we would lightly toast them). Preparation: For The Cake Cream the shortening, butter and sugar until light and fluffy. Add the egg yokes, one at a time, and beat well after each addition. Add buttermilk alternately with dry ingredients, ending with flour. Stir in vanilla, coconut, pecans and cherries. Beat egg whites with cream of tartar until stiff. Fold into cake mixture. Bake in 3 greased 9 inch layer pans at 350

29 And Counting
My bdays in a week and im terrified lol..In one morwe year well in 53 weeks to be specific I'll join the thirty sumthings out there.I still have yet to make a million dollars jeez hope my good looks (psyche) wiil get me by .Tell me what you think lol

Fish With Leeks And Green Onion
Ingredients for fish with leeks: 4 tablespoons olive oil 1 large leek, sliced 4-5 large garlic cloves, sliced thinly 10 green onions, halved lengthwise, cut crosswise into 2-inch pieces 1 cup homemade fish stock (link) or bottled clam juice 4 orange roughy, sea bass, escolar (white tuna), haddock or halibut fillets. Any firm, white-fleshed fish will be great if it is fresh. Chopped fresh Italian parsley Preparation Heat 3 tablespoons oil in heavy large saucepan over medium heat. Add leek and garlic and sauté for 3 minutes. Stir in green onions and stock. Boil until the liquid is reduced to glaze, stirring occasionally, about 8 minutes. Salt and pepper to taste. Heat remaining 2 tablespoons oil in heavy large skillet over medium-high heat. Season the fish with salt and pepper. Add to pan and cook until just cooked through, about 5 minutes per side. Remove the fish to plates. Add onion mixture to cooking pan and heat briefly, then Spoon this mixture over your

Something I Wrote Earlier Today That I Have The Uncontrolable Urge To Post.
I love Katt more than anything. I won't let this be good-bye. I won't give up. We will be together again. I won't rest untill she is in my arms again. My only goal is to be with her. No matter where she wants to be, I will take her there. No matter what she wants I will give it to her. I will love her forever. I would gladly give anything just to be near her. I care for her more than I have ever cared about anyone or anything before.

Awesome Story Of Love And Dedication
9-23-06 - I came across this story today, and wanted to share it with all of you..... Eighty-five times he's pushed his disabled son, Rick, 26.2 miles in marathons. Eight times he's not only pushed him 26.2 miles in a wheelchair, but also towed him 2.4 miles in a dinghy while swimming and pedaled him 112 miles in a seat on the handlebars--all in the same day. Dick has also pulled him cross-country skiing, taken him on his back mountain climbing and once hauled him across the U.S. on a bike. Makes taking your son bowling look a little lame, right? And what has Rick done for his father? Not much--except save his life. This love story began in Winchester, Mass., 43 years ago, when Rick was strangled by the umbilical cord during birth, leaving him brain-damaged and unable to control his limbs. "He'll be a vegetable the rest of his life;'' Dick says doctors told him and his wife, Judy, when Rick was nine months old. "Put him in an institution.'' But the Hoyts weren't buyin

Penne With Shrimp Or Kielbasa
Ingredients 3 cups broccoli florets 1/2 cup quality, extra virgin olive oil 1 red bell pepper, diced 1 medium sweet onion, finely diced 1-2 T dried oregano 1/4 cup red wine 2-3 cloves garlic, sliced 1/2 cup oil-packed sun-dried tomatoes, chopped 1 tin whole flat anchovies, chopped 1 lb. med or large shrimp or cooked kielbasa sausage (cubed into small pieces) 1 lb pasta shapes, such as penne, rigatoni or med. shells, cooked al dente 2 T quality, aged balsamic vinegar 2 to 3 T red wine vinegar 10-15 fresh basil leaves, minced 1-2 sprigs fresh rosemary, needles striped from stem Freshly ground pepper Preparation: Cut broccoli into florets and blanch in boiling water for 4 or 5 minutes. Drain and plunge into ice water to stop the cooking. Transfer to large bowl, combining with pasta. Heat 1/4 cup of the olive oil in large skillet over med. heat. Add onions and saute until they release their juices, 5-6 minutes. Add garlic, tomatoes, anchovies and balsamic vineg

Italian Cheese Battered Salmon With Red Wine Risotto
Ingredients: 1-1/12 lbs salmon fillet, the thick end is best (wild sockeye [deep red in color] is the best) cut into 4 in. squares Crusted Salmon Coating: 1/2 cup dry bread crumbs (panko [Japanese white bread], if possible. The taste is much lighter and we've found it has less tendency to over brown.) 1/4 cup asiago or gruyere cheese, cut into small chunks 1/4 cup white flour 1/4 cups pine nuts or almonds, toasted lightly on your stove top Chop all of the above in a Cuisinart food processor until coarsely powdered Add to the dry ingredients already in the food processor: 1-2 cloves garlic 1-2 shallots (or green onions), minced 1-2 sprigs fresh rosemary, needles removed from stalk Fresh basil (1/2 cup loosely packed) 1 tablespoon lemon juice Blend into bread crumb mixture Note: You may need to adjust the liquidity of the coating mixture for your crusted salmon, depending on your altitude. Add a bit more flour or bread crumbs to dry the mixture, or a bit of white

Linguine With Orange Sauce
Scallop Preparation: 3 T extra virgin olive oil 1 1/2 T Butter Buds or real butter 25-30 Bay Scallops or about 8 large sea scallops, quartered Pasta Sauce Ingredients: 1/2 Cup finely minced onions or shallots 2 T red jalapeno peppers, minced (These are sold in many super markets in bottled form. You can use regular fresh jalapeno if you can't get these, seeded and minced. Use plastic or latex gloves to mince the peppers, or wash your hands well immediately after handling. If you have ever touched your eye after handling hot peppers, you will know from whence we speak!) 1/2 white wine, dry (Chard., Sauvignon Blanc, Pinot Gris, etc.) 1 cup fresh orange juice or 3 T frozen concentrate. (We keep a can of frozen OJ concentrate open in the freezer all the time to use in recipes, covered in a plastic freezer bag. Hint: Remove it from the can [tin rim] and put it in a plastic container. You can also do this freezer thing with other juices such as lime, lemon, etc. Then, you'll

Herbed Shrimp, Roasted Onions And Potatoes, Caramelized Mushrooms Topped With A Shrimp Stock Reduction
Stock Ingredients: 1 pound large or extra large shrimp, shelled ¼ cup white wine Assorted Vegetables, 1 carrot cubed , 1 rib celery cubed, 1/2 onion cubed or (vegetable scraps that you have been saving in your freezer to make stock) 1/4 cup white wine 2-3 T tomato paste 1-2 T lemon juice Potato And Onion Ingredients: 2-3 potatoes cut into ¼ inch slices 2 thinly sliced onions 2-3 T olive oil Caramelized Mushroom Ingredients: 1 cup each of two or three types of mushrooms, such as shitake, crimini, oyster, etc. 4-5 T olive oil 1/4 cup chardonnay or other white wine Herbed Shrimp Ingredients 1 lb. large shrimp, shelled 2-3 T olive oil Assorted herbs such as Italian parsley, basil, rosemary, thyme, chives, etc for coating shrimp 1 egg, lightly beaten 2-3 T dry sherry Before starting anything else, start the shrimp stock. Sauté 1 sliced carrot, 1/2 sliced onion, 1 stalk sliced celery (or use the vegetable scraps you've been keeping in the freezer) until

I Havent Fallen Off The Face Of The Earth ...
Well I am still alive..Just havent been feelin good..I have a really bad head cold and been tryin to rest up ..Yah that is easier said than done..Not when u have three kids .. So how has everyone else been doin ..? Me other than being sick I am doin good..Dan will be done this comin week ..I cant wait to see him ..I miss him alot ..Well I got to get busy on my pc and burn all my shit to a CD bc my b/f thinks that when an ex of mine sent me a spyware program that he sent more than that ..He thinks he sent me a program to watch my ever move on my pc ..I dont like that sounds of that ..bc i had a stalker once..And it wasnt no fun.. SO I guess I will let u all go for now ..I am going to get busy on my pc ..See I cant search my pc for programs bc I wouldnt have the first clue as to what the hell I would be lookin for .Im not computer smart ..I know what I need to know and leave the rest to others .. But why do ppl have to be like that ..That is what I dont understand ..havin to stalk and

My Favorite Things
I love walking in the rain the smell of fresh flowers, the cool night air, my friends, making people smile and laugh, helping others when i can,spanking a willing butt of a male yes call me kinky cause i am and i love it and they do also after wards lol it shows them i am woman hear me roar i am the boss just a few for now

Sig Pics And Stuff
I guess I am pretty flattered in an odd sort of way. i was trolling about the other day (last night) and i came across a profile i'd never seen before and the first comment by a user had a image on it that i knew very well... why? because it was one of the lame ones I made to tell people i found their pic or profile a perfect 10... it's truly lame compared to the sparkle tags and whatnot that others have used, but i liked it because it was bright, colorful, and mine so here it is by this other person and i found myself thinking.. hey.. that's kind of cool. I wonder if anyone else has taken others i have put out there /shrug just needed something tomake this day look a little brighter

War On Terror
The lady who wrote this is Pam Foster of Pamela Foster and Associates in Atlanta . She's been in business since 1980 doing interior design and home planning. I know some will be put off by this, but like Pamela "I don't care", because these are my thoughts exactly, only she summed it up better than I could. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan, across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet? Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in

My Friends
I ahve some of the best friends any one can ask for......there are like 4 friends from before i even herd of this sight one of them got me to join and i love it here i put out a call for help and those friends responed with help and now my bestest gf has lots of new friends my best friends here and ya know who ya are are just great they are always willing to lend a hand to others even when they dont know them i couldnt ask for a better group of real friends this is for you Hugs Pammy

For Courtney (he Was A Dear Friend)
The love sweetest And touch so warm The smile kindest In this world so cold and strong So close to the flame Burning brightly It won't fade away And leave us lonely The arms safest And heart, so good The faith in friendship deepest In this world so cold and cruel So close to the flame Burning brightly It won't fade away And leave us lonely

Is It Halloween Yet?
It's October one of my favorite months, everything changes. The smell of the air,the coolness ,and just the feel of everything. Halloween is one of my favorite holidays, dressing up and just getting to be more wierder than usual for one night. I can't decide what I want to be.. either goth up,a cop,vampire,hooker. Maybe a gothic hooker whos really a cop and vampire.Sounds fun, I can't wait for the candy too! Even though Im getting braces next week.. yeah it may end up being sucky at the dentist but I love this holiday and gotta celebrate. Happy early halloweenys people! Hugs n switches, Ash

I Am Having A Bad Day And It's Only 9:30am
Ever have one of those days where everything seams to go wrong. Check out my day. My morning starts out great. Keep in mind I am not a morning person yet I woke up in good spirits at 5 am and made breakfast, if you ask my inner circle of friends this is a rarity, and head out running semi on time. Well I am half hay to work and what happens. Some uninsured no license guy loses control of his vehicle and hits me. So here I am crawling to work… I get to work on time and now have to start calling insurance people, calling my dad, getting yelled at by my dad, because as you know if someone hits me it’s my fault somehow, and on top of that my boss is calling me ten times hoping to get all our orders out on time. Can’t find the AM driver, have no helium in our tank for our AM balloon delivery, and trying to keep the phone from ringing every ten seconds. So anyone have any ideas how the rest of my day is going to end up?

My Friends And Fans
OK SO THIS IS JUST A QUICK SHOUT TO TELL ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS THAT I HAVE MADE ON LC THAT I LOVE YA...YOU HAVE ALL MADE MY EXPERIENCE AL LC A GREAT ONE THANX FOR THE LOVE AND COMMENTS ON MY PAGE ...I TRY AND COMMENT EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING....IF I OVERLOOKED YOU PLEASE LET ME KNOW....I LOVE YOU ALL.....LOST CHERRY ROX!!!!!!!!!!

True Friends
True Friends xxxxxxxxxxxx -Thought you all might get a laugh out of some of these...I know I did. Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3.When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you

Lol I Am A Leo
I couldnt resist...saw this in the bullitin and had to put it in here...if you read this pls put a comment in and tell us what sign u are...lol who knows maybe u can find ur match (LMAO) LEO (July 23 - Aug. 22)-- If you fuck up just once with a Leo...That's IT. Don't be expecting them to take you back. They are not willing victims, after all, they CHOSE you...you screwed up? They can UN-Choose you just the same. They live for Menage a Trois...or Qua...or Cinco....anything in a group is okay as long as they are in the middle. Leos also like bubble baths. Once you start with a Leo...do not think you can just turn their emotions on or off like a switch...they demand satisfaction. NOW. All the stress in the world ends up in the Leo neck...They need neckrubs...they feel like they have the entire weight of the world on their head. If its kinky, a Leo has probably done it..You know Madonna's a LEO, right? She masters the Madonna/Whore/Goddess thing pretty well, huh? I wonder why? Coul

School
Ok so school really rocked last night! I arrived there to find out that keyboarding class was cancelled due to of all things a virus! LMAO! So all I had to do was go in to take 3 small tests watch the audionym tape for lesson 6 and then I was done. So, class was from 5:00 to 6:45! whooo hooooo! Got to go home early and have a decent dinner for once!

Okay They Didn't Complete My Blast
I just posted a blast and when I previewed it, the blast was perfect. But when I saw it up at the top of my page, it wasn't complete. So, anyway, for those who would like to know what the rest said: This is what my son Holden said about his virtual gifts from all of you: "Daddy, these sure are nice people!" I had to agree! I also stated that anyone was welcome to come and say hello. Of course, they will never see that. lol Must be bugs in lost cherry again today. These poor people. At least they work on the problems and fix them. More than what I can say for MySpace. So anyway, that was the completion of my blast pretty much. I particularly wanted you all to know what my son said about you! He's so adorable!

Wish Me Luck!!!
well am gonna be leaving for wichita soon...and hopefully will find a place...not sure when I will be back...will be either friday or saturday depending on if I find a place and they give me the go ahead to move...if I am moving I am not be online for a few weeks but will let you all know before I leave this hell hole called Fort Scott...Its time to start my new life (lol well I already started but yanno what I mean) found out this morning that buttmunch HAS moved to newton, ks which is approx 30 miles from witchita (but wichita is approx 300,000 people...so what are the chances of him and I running into eachother?)...the apt buildings I am checking into are secured and they have a security gaurd on duty so I dont think I have anything to worry about...its MY LIFE and he's NOT going to control it anymore...I AM going to be happy from here on out and make the most of mine and the children's lives...if I wanna run around the house naked shoot I'm gonna do it lol...there may be obstica

New To Town....
ok people i'm new to town (fond du lac, wi) and new to this sight , so anyone who wants to contact me and help me become more popular is welcome..any idea's would be apprieciated too.....thanks for checking me out....

What Type Of Sex Is Good 4 U
You prefer Passionate sex! You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Crazysane
Everybody please go rate him, comment, anything u have to do to get him up to level 20. he's wanting to start teaching classes on doing morph's and stuff. please please help him out, cauz i for one want to learn.this is his link crazysane@ LostCherry

Yay!
Peter Pan returns, officially By Sally Pook (Filed: 05/10/2006) A century after they first entered the public imagination, the enduring characters of Peter Pan, Wendy and Tinker Bell return today in a long-waited sequel to the JM Barrie book. Author Geraldine McCaughrean is nervous The author admitted today she was “quivering like a greyhound” as copies of her novel appeared on bookshelves in 34 languages and 30 countries around the world. “Will Peter Pan and Neverland work their infallible magic?” Geraldine McCaughrean asked. “I am more nervous now than when I first signed on because I just didn’t realise in my ignorance that it was going to be quite that big.” Peter Pan in Scarlet is set 20 years after the original. Wendy is a wife with children of her own, while the Lost Boys have grown up. “The first thing that they have to do is to become children again so they can go back to Neverland because only children can go there,” McCaughrean said today. “W

Men And Their Laws
I apologize in advance for offending anyone since I know these are a bit barbaric, homophobic, and chauvinistic, but several of them are rather amusing... MAN LAWS 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss's car. (d) One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". (e) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable.

Honeys On Lost Cherry
Site is hot and better then my space. Be gentle with me and would love to hear from all of you. Anyone want to give a shout out please do so. Wanna give hints to making my page the bomb I am listening and opening a tall ice cold one that quenches any thirst...................

Dragging Ass
I have become addicted to work. Where most of me free time is based around work. Well Last night went to a KICK ass concert in Belton. Hinder, Three Days Grace, Staind, And buck Eye cherry, I think thats the right name. Well Hinder KICKED ASS. And Three Days Grace WAS awesome. Staind and the other group were ok. But after we went to Bennigans and had some beers and food, so yeah two thirty in the morning I roll in. Only to have to roll my ass back out of the bed in 3.5 hours to go to work. I am dying today, but it was worth it!!!!!

My Own Shit
I gave you everything I had though it never was much/ All I needed was a ten spot to get me a dutch/ Couldn't find a good job, my color's my luck/ Didn't want to spend yo money so I stuck niggas up/ Ran up in niggas cribs, grip'n those thangs/ And you really didn't care cuz I was do'n my thang/ Long as I came home at night and boned you right/ Or at my niggas crib and I phoned at night/ I gave it to you good, sex wasn't an issue/ And even though we fought a couple times, I never hit you/ How many times did I try to break-up/ How many times did I say fuck it, came home to make up/ Cuz you would always cry and I couldn't stand to see it/ Made me out to be a bad man, I coulnd't be it/ Everytime you said please, I came back/ I'm the same cat just a little more laid back/ I gave you my heart and it feels like you used it/ I loved you..............but whats love got to do with it/

*~fun With Yahoo - Session 5~*
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The Dork That I Am
So, I might not be on here much today. I'm attempting to get someone to take me to the hospital. I'm a dork and kicked my own ass. I tripped a couple of times and fell, ribs first, into a wooden chair that my friend has in her room. Hope I'm not hurt too badly, but I'll keep everyone updated. ***UPDATE*** So, I have a appt. set up for tomorrow to see if I broke anything. Working tonight, which is going to suck because the pain is starting to make me feel sick to my stomach. Send me lots of love to make me feel better. That would rock my socks. ***YET ANOTHER UPDATE*** So, the rib is fractured. It's the 10th or 11th rib on my right side. Tbe fracture is close to the sternum. I have to wear a rib brace and they have me on pain pills. Woohoo for my first broken bone...

Fall
Okay, bike is outta the shop and runnin' like a bat outta hell! and all Hallow's Eve is in the air!! and Fall, just a slightest hint of cooling makin' the early mornin' and evenings music for the soul..add the roar of the pipes and wind of the spirits...

Mmm Chocolate
You are Milk Chocolate A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds. You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life. Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago. What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

Just A Little Funny
One day Little Johnny came home from school and asked his mom what they were having for dinner.She said that it was a surprise and him and his brother would have to guess what it is after they try it.Well dinner time came and they started eating it,but they couldn’t figure out what it was.So Little Johnny asked his mom for a hint.She said,"Okay,I’ll give you a hint.I call your father this."Little Johnny said to his brother,"Quick Bobby, spit it out,its asshole!"

Mwahahaha
okay :) i have a list of things to be happy about! 1) sun is shinning, and it isn't hot as i thought! yaaaa i was made in ice and with teh hot weather i'll melt lol 2) i have made more friends the last weeks since i'm single again... you guys are awesome! 3) my dearest sister, Crystal, is happy :) she found the true love ~~~I BELONG TO COLDREDRAIN~~~@ LostCherry (well she's my sister from the heart, lol, i love her like if she was my real sister) 4) In 1 month aprox, we will have the Creamfields!!! woohooooo i really love it, and i'm waiting for that party soooo anxious!!! it will be full of guys, alcohol, hummmm ehehehe visit this to know more about it http://www.creamfieldsba.com.ar/home-en.html 5) i'm in a VERY good mood to be thursday lol! well, it's all for now, lots of love and hugs! Maria

[adam Gibi Adam Olmak]
Adam Gibi adam Olmak çevrende herkes sasirsa bunu da senden bilse sen akli basinda kalabilirsen eger herkes senden kusku duyarken hem kuskuya yer birakir hem kendine güvenebilirsen eger bekleyebilirsen usanmadan yalanla karsilik vermezsen yalana kendini evliya sanmadan kin tutmayabilirsen kin tutana düslere kapilmadan düs kurabilir yolunu saptirmadan düsünebilirsen eger ne kazandim diye sevinir ne yikildim diye yerinir ikisini de önem vermeyebilirsen eger söyledigin dogruyu ve gerçegi büken düzenbaz kandirabilir diye saflari dert edinmezsen ömür verdigin isler bozulsa da yilmaz ve yeniden koyulabilirsen ise döküp ortaya varini yogunu bir yazi turada yitirsen bile yitirdiklerini dolamaksizin diline bastan tutabilirsen yolunu yüregine, sinirine dayan diyecek direncinden baska seyin kalmasa da herkesin birakip gittigi noktaya sen dayanabilirsen tek basina herkesle düsüp kalkip yine de erdemli kalabilirsen unutmayabilirsen halki krallarla gezsen de

Yasamin Yankisinda Sevgiyi Paylasmak
Yasamin Yankisinda Sevgiyi Paylasmak Merhaba! Siz, siz olun insani degerlerinizi öldürmeyin! Aglamaksa aglamak, gülmekse gülmek, hüzünlenmekse hüzünlenmek, sevmekse sevmek. Insan bir makina degil, duygusuyla, merhametiyle, sevgisiyle insandir. Ve nitekim yasamak. Tek bir dokunusta, bir bakista gizli, hissetmekle kalan sahici degerler... Yapay degerlerimizde büyüttügümüz, her seyi lükste,parada, maddiyatta aramanin, hirsin, bencilligin, çürümüslügün gerçek degeri ne olaki. Hayatimiza o kadar çok karmasa ve ucuz degerler girdiki, her gün biraz daha kaos, biraz daha karmasa içinde yasamin farkina varmadan kaybolup gidiyoruz. O kadar çok acele yasiyoruzki hayati. Bir tabloya bakarken yada bir siiri okurken bile neyi anlattigini, üzerinde durup düsünmeye firsat bulamiyoruz. O kadar çok sevgi varki yarim kalan, bu acelecilikten sevgileri bile yasayamiyoruz, paylasamiyoruz. Dostluklar bile sahte ve çikar iliskilerinden öteye geçmiyor. Farkinda misiniz? ne kad

Yaþam Nedir?
Yaþam nedir? Gökyüzünde dünyayi yasarken sonsuz özgürlügümle birlikte, yasami ariyordum ne oldugunu bilemeden... Bir su damlasiydim, günesin isiklarinda renklerle oynayan, karanliklarda yildizlarla konusan... Mutluydum rüzgarla birlikte mavilige savrulurken, mutluydum kuslarla kanat çirparken, mutluydum gökkusagi olup renkleri saçarken... Takilmisken bir bulutun pesine, görürdüm yasayanlari yeryüzünde... Hepsi zamanla kosar gibi, hep bir seylerin pesinde... Bazen bir kusun kanadina karisir, uçardim onunla, rüzgâra karsi çigliklarla birlikte. Yasami sorardim kuslara, nedir diye? Özgürlük derlerdi bana... Göklerde özgürce kanat çirpabilmek, rüzgâra bas kaldirmak. Ama yagmur yagdiginda özgürlükleri elinden alinir, agirlasan kanatlari daha fazla çirpinamazdi damlalar karsisinda... Siginirken bir kaya kovuguna, özgürlüklerini teslim ederlerdi yagmura, sessizce... Karistim bir gün yagmur damlalarinin arasina

?soru Isareti?
sus isareti bir sus iþaretinde örselenmiþ çýglýklar altýnda duymas olmuþtuk her sesi. halbuki her seste bir imdat çagrýsý bir kayboluþ kaygýsý ve her seste çatýr çatýr ayrýlan ,dagýlan bin parcaya ayrýlan hayatlar vardý. Kimsesizdik,kimsesizdi herkes.. kimse kimsenin kimsesi olamýyordu belkide kim(SE)nin ta kendisiydi. gözlerimiz sagýr,kulaklarýmýz kördü herþeye. kendi bencilligimizde bogulup gidiyoRDUK. Ne kötü ne kötü ki bu çýkmazýn içinden biz geçiyorduk hayat kim(SE) geriye kalan o oluyordu..

Hidden Sexual Talents
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Bir Ask Hikayesi
bir ask hikayesi Üniwersiteli delikanlý kolejli kýza bir waleybol maçýnda rastladý.Okul salonundaydý maç.Tribünsüz,minik bi salon...Seyircilerle oyuncular arasýnda,sahanýn çizgisi wardý sadece... o kadar yakýndýlar...Delikanlý bu tatlý,bu güsel,bu dünyalar þirini kýzý ilk defa görüyordu takýmda... Fena halde hoþlandýðýný hissetti.Azsonra biþeyi daha hissetti.Uzun zamandan beri maçý diil kýzý izliordu.Kýz serwis atarken hemen önünden geçti.Göz göze geldiler..Kýz gülümsedi..Delikanlý çok popülerdi o yýllarda...KIz onu tanýmýþ olmalýydý. KÝM bilir,belki kýzda ondan hoþlanmýþtý.Belkide delikanlý böle olmasýný istediði için ona öle geldmiþti.Set deðiþip takým karþýya gidince,delikanlýda yerini deðiþtirdi,oda karþýya geçti.Üçüncü sette tekrar eski yerine döndü.Kýzda gidiþ geliþleri fark etmiþti galiba...Bir defa daha gülümsedi.Manidar.."anladým"der gibi bi gülümseyiþti bu..DelikNLý o hafta hep o þirin kýzý düþündü..Pazar günü sabahýn köründe kaltý ,erkenden oynanacak maçý, ne maçý

Kadinlar Ne Ister?
Kadinlar ne ister Yapýlan bir sawaþta ünlü kral Arthur malesef esir düþer.Karþý tarafýn kralý bu büyük þahsý affedebileceðini ancak bir þartý olduðunu öne sürer. Kendisine bir soru sorulacaktýr.Eðer Arthur soruya doðru cewap werebilirse hayatý kurtulucak aksi taktirde ölücektir.Soruya cewap werebilmesi için 1 sene süresi wardýr.Soru aynen þöyledir:KADINLAR NE ÝSTERLER? Bu soru tabiki dünyanýn en zor sorusu.Ancak kralýn fazla bir þansý yoktur.Ülkesine geri döner.Türlü alimlere,bilir kitlelere danýþýr ama tam bir doðru yanýt bulamaz.Bu sorunun cewabýný sadece yaþlý bir cadý bilmektedir.Artýk en son gün gelmiþtir we Arthur mecburen cadýya gider. Cadý soruya cewap wericektir ancak bi þartý wardýr.Cadý cewap karþýlýðýnda Arthurun yakýn arkadaþý we en iyi ,en yakýþýklý þowalyesiyle ewlenmek istemektedir.Arthur yýkýlýr.bunu kabul edemiyeceðini söliyerek cadýnýn yanýndan ayrýlýr.Þowalye olanlarý duyar we krala koþup hiç bir þeyin Arthurun hayatýndan daha önemli olmucaðýný s

Letters Were My Striaght Jacket.
I sit here at the PC wanting to write, but having just gotten up this morning My mind draws a Blank. Questions like: "Should I write a poem, should it about being Gothic, or should I rant alittle?" run through My mind. I dont hate Days like this (not that I am a professional writer mind you); its just that I love to write, at least at the computer anyway. Ah ha, here's a subject; My writing. In a Small way writing, roleplaying, and chatting saved me. How? I spent a Year in Iraq with the Company C (MED) 230th Support Battalion, of the 30th Infantry Brigade (Mech(H)(-))[Old Hicory],that was attached to the 1st Infantry Division. I was scared ,angry, and isolated. I was scared cause I was in combat, seeing the aftermath of an attack or IED. I was angry becuase I early in that year (March time frame) I had just lost a friend I grewup with. He was Killed just out side a City called Ba'quba on our approach march to FOB Caldwell/KMTB. I wanted revenge. I knew it was useless. Rev

Halloween
Dispelling Halloween Myths For thousands of years people have been celebrating holidays and festivals to honor the dead and their ancestors. It is in this vein that I would like to address some of the Christian 'Halloween' myths and put forth some facts on the Pagan celebrations in the past and present. The Roman Catholic Church attempted to Christianize the pagan festival of 'Samhain' (pronounced sow-in) by adopting November 1 as All-Saints Day or All-Hallows Day - a time to remember those that have passed away. All Saint's (Hallows) Day was first introduced in the 7th century, and was originally on May 13, and then apparently moved to February 21. It was changed to November 1 by Pope Gregory in 835. Even later, in A.D. 1000, the Church would make November 2 All Souls' Day, another day to honor the dead. The Celtic New Year and the Roman New Year were not the same. The Celtic New Year was indeed Nov. 1, but the Roman was on April 22. Lets first address the word 'halloween'

Sex Signs
Gemini You are a master flirt. You know just how to pick up hotties, but it is usually just a one night stand because you are out to have fun. You like sex to be fun. You are not afraid to spice it up with some sex toys, blindfolds and food. Your ideal partner would be open minded, and into having fun too. Sex matches: Libra, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

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Can't remeber to forget you don't want to I can't hate you Dont want to I can't sleep without thinking of you find myself reaching out hoping I open my eyes to see you I want to caress your face feel your breath on my skin I have lost warmth that i cant get back in everything i see reminds me of you I cant feel hate for you just the things you did do I forgive you and finally dealing with the pain getting things in order Hope we can get through this and walk out of the rain . . . . together

My Sexual Iq....lol
You have a sexual IQ of 159 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Hey If Yah Haven't Yet Checked Out My Pictures From Boston Plz. Do So
I HAVE FROM BOSTON TOURING AROUND AND FROM GIGANTOUR CONCERT OF LAMB OF GOD, MEGADETH. AND SOON AS I GET THE OTHERS DEVELOPED I WILL HAVE UNEARTH AND MORE.... THANXS

Powatech Rechargeable, Baby!
This one time I totally had sex with this girl I had liked all through high school. It was pretty damn good. And then we had a dinner date (I know, I got it backwards, so sue me) and I realized that all those years of wanting her had blinded me to the fact that she was a complete moron. So complete was her moronity (I make up words because my brain is HUGE) that it instantly destroyed any and all desire I had for her. And the steak was a tad too rare for my liking.

The Things I Know
I was walking through the book store the other day and seen a book titles "Things men know about Women". I picked it up to have a look and all the pages were blank.. hehehe. This doesn't say much about us guys. So I figured this would be a good place to post what I have learned about women, to help out those of us guys that just don't understand them. When in a relationship pay attention to the little things that a woman does. These can give you hints as to her mood. When you ask her a question and she asnwers with " Fine, Whatever, or I don't care" That doesn't mean what you think it does. When you ask her "Whats wrong?" and she answers with "Nothing", there is something wrong. Want to make her happy, do unexpected things for her. Bring her home a rose, give up a night out with the guys to spend time with her, let her sleep in and let her wake up to a clean house and breakfast(a hint to the married guys). These little things will let her know you still care and love

Clothes Suck
So I was sitting in my room drinking beer... and I realized something! CLothes suck.. they do really I mean seriously i took all my shit off and drank beer nude and I found that sitting in chairs and bed and stuff is just a lot more comfortable nude.. Now I know what your thinking duhhh it took you 24 years to figure that out ya n00b what the hell is wrong with you... Hey I knew that it ruled I just don't do it much cause I live at home and well my mom and sister don't need to see me naked thank ya very much.. I was just drunk yesterday and it had to be done.. Thats the way I am I feel like Doing something I do it simple as that. Worry about the shit that comes from what I do later its all good that way I guess. so yeah I'm sitting there naked with nothin but my Mets Jersey and a hat and a knock at my door comes.. I'm like uh oh now what. So I pull on some pants and open the door and thank god I did cause there's my grandma lookin at me like I am not decent(really wasn't didn't both

Ok Seriously This Is Da Last One For A Week!!!
Ok yea so da puter is SERIOUSLY comin down tonight so imma vent on here while i got da time before i have to pick up the movin truck...u ever loved someone soooooo much? Hell who hasnt right? But I mean seriously like the thoughts run thru yallz brain that u cant live without them, or ur constintly thinkin bout them, hell u even dream about them, u kno the OBSESSION!!! LoL Does it mean ur crazii??? I mean wow my life is sooo complicated right now, but WOW shyts gettin to mii now. Ive been thinkin bout him and wantin to be with him and hold him and tell him i love u forever! yallz prolly like "who da fukk she talkin bout" well dat person knoz so hahahhaha not goin to say....but u kno wha i hate da most? is guyz dat tell u they love u and NEVER SHOW IT! I mean come on now love is a very meaningful word in my dictonary and shouldnt be taken lightly and said sooooo easily unless u mean it! I mean I looove attention, I love it being about mii in a relationship, I love the little things dat

What Now?
I ask myself each morning what will today hold? I guess I always have, but now it is more profound to me. You see I have worked most of my life. Starting to help support and care for my family when I was 12, working on farms mostly doing jobs most would not. Ran off joined the NaVY after highschool, fail in love married too soon, but it lasted 31 years, both of us making it heaven and hell for each other. Sad to think of it, but I was just as guilty of making the marriage flawed as she. Yet, I worked and provided for my family though meager at times. I finally managed to finish my college degree and at 39 started teaching school. For the past 16 years it has been my passion, but the last 2 have been very difficult, and health problems just kept mounting obstacles. Oh, I over came a car accident in 1984 that the doctors pronounced me dead, and then when they found out I was alive, then the rumors had it I would not walk again. I tried to help my ex-wife fight her battle

Why Do You?
Thursday, October 5, 2006 Why do you? Why do you cling to outdated assumptions? Let them go and free your mind to be filled with more valuable, effective thoughts and perceptions. Why do you miss out on so much of life in an attempt to maintain a sense of comfort and security? The real security comes from being willing and able to gracefully handle all of life's ups and downs as they come your way. Why do you let your fears stop you from living the rich and full life you were created to experience? Step back, look at those fears, let them teach you and prepare you, and then move confidently forward. Why do you allow the least little setback to keep you down for so long? Learn to see the opportunity in everything that happens. Why do you put so many burdensome conditions on your own happiness? Discover that happiness is a powerful state of being that you can choose, no matter what. Why do you sit so long and wonder what is to be done? Your most treasured dreams are

Act It Out
Wednesday, October 4, 2006 Act it out To quickly get beyond self-defeating thoughts, get yourself busy with empowering behavior. When you can't think your way out of a despairing mindset, start acting your way out. One positive action can neutralize several hours worth of negative feelings. Get your body moving and doing something useful, and your mind will quickly follow along. If you don't feel like helping yourself, then find someone else for whom you can do something positive and useful. Even a gesture as easy and seemingly insignificant as a genuine smile can make a big difference. When you want to start feeling more positive, then act like it. Stand up straight, hold your head high, walk confidently forward, and you can literally feel the difference it makes. You may not believe your own thoughts, yet you cannot help but believe your own actions. When you take positive action, your whole being takes notice. Get up, get going, and act the way you would like to

People
Why is it everyone on my list cant take the time to rate even one pic.... is it becasue i dotn have tits? i doubt that. since 99% of the people on my list are females... is it casue i dont have a pic of my dick hanging out? i doubt that since all the women ive seen post shit. complain about that... so im left to one theroy.... that u all don't give a shit... and aren't fake in the sense that its nto ur pics on ur page... ur fake in the terms of what it means to be a friend......ever wonder how some people go to the bar or club and seemingly everyone talks to them...yet very few cept the guys that have not got laid since reagen was the pres come up to u.... maybe just maybe its casue they know that as soon as u get what u want from them ur gonna walk away and never talk to them again..... and gurls since most on my list are gurls.. is that not the saem fuckin thing u think all guys want? a piece of ass... cept its not ass u wanted form me it was points so..... im sorry if u dont aggree.

Joke Of The Day 10/5/06
13 Things PMS Stands For: 1. Pass My Shotgun 2. Psychotic Mood Shift 3. Perpetual Munching Spree 4 Puffy Mid-Section 5. People Make me Sick 6. Provide Me with Sweets 7. Pardon My Sobbing 8. Pimples May Surface 9. Pass My Sweat pants 10. Pissy Mood Syndrome 11. Plainly; Men Suck 12. Pack My Stuff and my favorite one. 13. Potential Murder Suspect

What Should You Do?
Q: What should you do if you see your ex-husband rolling around in pain on the ground? A: Shoot him again. Q: How can you tell if a man is well-hung? A: When you can barely slip your finger in between his neck and the noose. Q: Why do little boys whine? A: Because they are practicing to be men. Q: How many men does it take to screw in a light bulb? A: One - he just holds it up there and waits for the world to revolve around him, or three - one to screw in the bulb and two to listen to him brag about the screwing part. Q: What do you call a handcuffed man? A: Trustworthy. Q: What does it mean when a man is in your bed gasping for breath and calling your name? A: You didn't hold the pillow down long enough. Q: Why does it take 100,000,000 sperm to fertilize one egg? A: Because not one will stop and ask directions. Q: Why do female black widow spiders kill their

What Is Your Fave Bryan Adams Song
hey people it's my curious side again but i am sure there are people who might like Bryan Adams so i was wondering if you fave a song or songs of his you like and yes it can b more than one song i am just wondering and it's fine with me so just let me know if there's any songs of his you think is cool from Bruce and it can b featured in films or any of his albums including the anthology album from Bruce

Fridge!
Okay figured that would let me get some steam out!! Last nite our freezer broke, soo untelling i did not speak of it to the old man. Well figured id better...Well i get home from being out for a bit...and he has the thing pulled out, im like ohhh nooo, so he says u said u wanted me to fix it!! ha ha yeah rite.. So now here i am this morning starting off my lil girl Laci peed in her bed at 5 this morn, and of all things i didnt get home till about 4. So i take care of that, and low and behold the old man comes in the other room like the frige isnt working all together....i knew that would happen if he touched it...I didnt ask him to mess with it, i just didnt feel like trying to mess with it last nite. So anyways, i call the appliance people this morning god only knows how much that is gonna cost but, i dont feel like fixing it, nor do i think i would be able to..there is no room underneath for me to take things apart. So have been going back and forth to my neighbor James's house,

Woman Of Many Moods...
October is by far my favorite month. One it happens to be my birth month, 2 its halloween, come on who doesn't enjoy all the scary movies played on tv? The fall is setting in..which is my favorite season......all the leaves scattered on the ground. CANDY, can I just say that the freakin peanut butter kisses rock?? October, I see new beginnings, and new friendships this month for we October babies. ....Love is in the air too, the earth is shifting, and all is calm.

Live And Learn......
You live and learn.....at what cost? Current mood: contemplative Learning... I'm learning some thing about myself, some I'm not too proud of this point. I think they were things that I had always known, but they have just all the sudden decided to creep up on me. As most of you know I am a very open, honest person. Sometimes brutally honest. But I have a big heart, which makes me vunerable to the people which can stomp the shit out of it. Takes me a little longer to comprehend the fact that's what they are trying to do until its too late and I'm already hurt. EX: A very good friend of mine (or so I thought) has completely written me out of their life. Now i know that some of you (Jen, Jemm) told me this was coming. I just didn't want to believe or see it. I left for 6 weeks, and not one single email to say, "hey how ya doin?" This is the same person that I have had trials and tribulations with over and over, and still succummed myself to their punishment. So in an a

Day 4 And We Are Bumped To
Hey all, okay yesterday we were dubbed “American Pit Crew” for the removal and replacement of the robots covers! Today we were dubbed “Professionals” for the repair of the covers. And let me tell you it’s not as easy as it seems!!!!!! If fact it is a royal pain in the ass!!! But we did well; we learned all kinds of new techniques today! We also started the mechanical maintenance portion of the robot. That started with oiling, polishing, and verifying that the trumpet works… (I think they had a couple trumpets that just needed to be cleaned LOL) … then we actually moved to the robot! That was fun as hell. Our instructor totally fucked one set of the covers up, then handed them to me and said “repair”. It took me about 20 minutes, but when I was done he said “You Professional Now! You Good Job!” it was funny as hell, especially since he only knows about 15 words in English. It’s all good though, he’s a great guy! Afterwards we went to the bar for dinner (at the hotel), and had a few drin

Just So He Knows
I heard your pain in your words and they made me cry to think you have been hurt by someone it tears me up inside.I am a female this is true but I am defrent from the rest.I could not leave someone like you not when you have been the best.Stop worring my darling klown and your not that wicked.I am not going anywhere unless you are going somewhere with me.

Dateing Site
Finally Did it,Finally paid to be an elite member of this Dateing Site,Hopefully I'm their more than here.There are many female there that Desire my Expert Tongue. Basicly a Sex Site.For us kinky Soul's.Incase some of u here are members there I'm Tongu_Master_69 When ever I make Love or Lust I fantasize I'm a Porn Star.I always Satisfy my Lover before myself.Orgasmic Delight,Multibles.MMMMMmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Time To Make A Move
well girls lets see how may of you wiil take care of me. you know if you asked i would take care of you. but anywys lets see if by the end of the day you all can get me to the next level just for fun. so come on and lets have some.

At The Thought Of You
At the thought of you my heart's renewed Broken and so jaded that i thought i was- I never thought I could feel A love this true And with tears of joy I desire to feel this way forever And Even though I don't know what tomorrow brings: At the thought of you Loving me and me loving you- I'm holding on to you for eternity. (C) Karin-Rochelle Dedicated to J.Mo 10-05-06

My Lost Soul Poem
O angel of light O angel of death O angel of life For my soul is lost with out her love as I can’t bare the darkness in my heart For I long to be whole again with her sweet love for my tainted sorrow I long for her as I long for my life with her till we die and life forever with our souls Remaining as there love will run wild again

Too Damn Funny
DEAR DAD, IT IS WITH GREAT REGRET AND SORROW THAT I'M WRITING THIS. I HAD TO ELOPE WITH MY NEW GIRLFRIEND BECAUSE I WANTED TO AVOID A SCENE WITH MOM AND YOU. I'VE BEEN FINDING REAL PASSION WITH BARBARA AND SHE IS SO NICE EVEN WITH ALL HER PIERCING, TATTOOS, AND HER TIGHT MOTORCYCLE CLOTHES. BUT IT'S NOT ONLY THE PASSION, DAD - SHE'S PREGNANT AND BARBARA ASSURES ME THAT WE WILL BE VERY HAPPY. EVEN THOUGH YOU DON'T CARE FOR HER SINCE SHE IS SO MUCH OLDER THAN I AM, SHE ALREADY OWNS A TRAILER IN THE WOODS AND HAS A STACK OF FIREWOOD ENOUGH FOR THE WHOLE WINTER. SHE WANTS TO HAVE MANY MORE CHILDREN WITH ME AND THAT'S NOW ONE OF MY DREAMS TOO. BARBARA TAUGHT ME THAT MARIJUANA DOESN'T REALLY HURT ANYONE AND WE'LL BE GROWING IT FOR OURSELVES AND TRADING IT WITH HER FRIENDS FOR ALL THE COCAINE AND ECSTASY WE NEED. IN THE MEANTIME, WE PRAY THAT SCIENCE WILL FIND A CURE FOR AIDS SO THAT BARBARA CAN GET BETTER; SHE SURE DESER

Models And Eating
I started taking food to photo shoots. I don't know where the myths about models started. More mysterious is WHY they got started! Every model I know eats! I mean EATS! They eat like pigs. They constantly snack, and then eat full--unhealthy meals. When an outing with one of my models includes a lunch or a dinner the fare is hamburgers and French fries. Hold the salad, "I'm saving room for dessert." It's not a complaint...I don't really like that total waif look. I hope to see some new trends as the European designers have decidedly chosen NOT to design clothing for models with less than at 17% BMI. It's going to be the 70's all over again!

Morning Run Down
good morning! hope everyone has a great day! off to work. yea fun huh? it isnt even 8am, and yet i am getting ready to leave. have to work til 6 today. prob will be home abt 7 or so after i help close, grab dinner, etc. Have a test tomorrow... think that is all as far as homework goes. But trust me... that is plenty. :) Well guys and gals- off tp the grindstone! Chat with ya later today *hugs* Les

Well Everyone Does Forget
Ok so heres another blog!! First off..To all my friends I wanna say hi and you rock, However I don't hear from alot of you! Don't be strangers. Feel free to add me if you wanna be friends,, Im going around today and rate everyone pics that i didn't get yet.. PS IF YOU WANT TO STILL TO BE FRIENDS WITH ME LET ME KNOW I AM GOING TO BE REMOVING PPL OF MY LIST. SORRY BUT FRIENDS STOP BY EVERY NOW AND THEN TO SAY HI,,I TRY THAT BUT I DON'T GET NO ANSWER BACK, HAVE A GOOD DAY HUGS N KISSES OR LICKS DORIS

Amish
By MICHAEL RUBINKAM, Associated Press Writer 1 hour, 6 minutes ago NICKEL MINES, Pa. - As the Amish prepared to bury four young victims of a horrific school shooting, they asked to be allowed to do so in private. ADVERTISEMENT National mourning of similar tragedies, such as the massacre at Columbine High School, has been enabled in part by media coverage — something the Amish generally shun and specifically spurned in a statement Wednesday that pleaded for privacy. Instead, the Amish are coping with the slayings by looking inward. They are relying on themselves and their faith, just as they have for centuries, to get them through what one Amish bishop called "our 9/11." The four girls to be buried Thursday are Naomi Rose Ebersole, 7; Marian Fisher, 13; Mary Liz Miller, 8; and her sister Lena Miller, 7. The funeral for a fifth girl, Anna Mae Stoltzfus, 12, is scheduled for Friday. About 300 to 500 people are expected at each funeral, said funeral director Phil

Finding Love On Lost Cherry
I joined Lost Cherry as a social outlet... as I don't have many real friends here where I live... so like a lot of you here probably most... it became an addiction... I have met so many wonderful... ppl on here... I know alot of you come here to flirt ...... come here for sex even probably but that's your business!!! LOL Not too long ago ..... I made friends with this really nice, sweet man from Australia.... he was sooo sweet... and unlike most the men on here... no pun intended he never once made a sexual inuendo to me... He was respectful, and I found him amazingly interesting. I love meeting people from different countries... The weird thing was and it sucked... was every time I went to his page I would freeze up for some reason and had to shut down my computer... LOL... but I was so drawn to this man.. that I didn't care .. I still went to his page almost every day... I had never planned to find someone that I honestly thought and felt with all my heart... that I would actuall

2nd
Who I am...really...under all the masks and the make belief? Take away the attitude, or the psychologist, and all the external bullshit..and how do I answer that? I love black and white movies. I love nothing more than to cuddle up in the quiet (if I can find it) and sit watching them. I am no where near the bitch I wish I was. My defense mechanism is broken right now because instead of wanting to keep people out, I desperately want to let people in, and it's fucking with my Chi. My greatest ambition and dream is to own and operate my own resturaunt. I am just as ashamed of me as you are. It does no good to rehash all the bad things, because the good things walked up and spoke to me, and I put my head in the sand. I watch the Andy Griffith show sometimes. and I cry a lot during it. *shrug* I also watch Disney commercials and cry. At one time I wanted children more than anything in the universe, and that desire was driven out of me daily, until it was gone and I dont

Passion In The Eyes
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion100%Eyes full of Pain42%Diamond Eyes42%Mysterious25%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Bondage
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100%Whips83%Chains/Handcuffs67%Biting33%Blind Folds25%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

How Can You Tell ??
I am torn into pieces , i dont even know what love is anymore... i have guys fighting over me but my heart is set on one guy and i have lost him over stupidity and well rate now i dont even know who i am any more or what is love ?? how can i feel it when my heart is so empty ??

Personality
So, I just had to add this because someone might be reading this and think ok she is totally messed up one minute shes tough ready to kick ass and take name and the other part is like all girly and shit and than theres the I dont know what the fuck that is...well ladies and gentleman your are witnessing a personality disorder at its best! yes,I take meds to keep "them" under control and no,I dont take them regular I hate the way they make me feel...its a hard balance to I take the meds so, that i can function "normal" or do I not take the meds and give "them" free reign....zombie or crazy cat lady the choice is mine and if I want my marriage to work i guess I choose zombie.....

**the Truth: Can U Handle It?**
I wanna start by givin credit where credit's due. The title & idea 4this particular entry was not mine. It was the brain-child of a dear friend. Altho I do not promise 2protect the identity of any victims/villains in this or any subsequent entries, I will NEVA reveal my sources. *HeeHeeHee* Perhaps uv noticed my blog, itself, has a new name. Perhaps uv realized its not just a new name but a new BLOG entirely. Lets take it a step further... If ur here, n uv visited my page b4 2day, uv probly noticed a radical change in my profile as well. N yes, friends, it all ties 2gether. I was happy when LC made blogging an option. Iv neva really blogged b4 n tho I don't use it everyday, I was appreciative 2have a forum in which I could open myself up, express what's on my mind n be honest, right or wrong, n not be judged. I don't mind a lil constructive criticism, but I was NOT prepared 4da reaction I got 2my last blog entry in my orginial blog. Granted, I was in full-on bitch mode that day; fu

Insomnia!!!!
I hate when I cant sleep it is the most annoying thing in the world!!! I totally spaced out and forgot to bring my meds so, now here I am at 6a.m wide wake with nothing to do.....On a brighter note the trip for the concert seems to working out really great we have the tickets (nose bleed,but, hey we are there)we are getting the hotel and the car in the weeks to come so, hopefully knock on wood everything works out! lets all cross our toes!!!! Im totally out of cigs and I at my best friends house for a girls night and I dont know what time the damn store up the street opens!!!! I need a ski (a southern drink that up until like a year ago was produced in my hometown) and about two packs of marbolo reds 100's!!!!!! ok well one pack will do but you know two would be just the greatest... So, my best friend has met someone and they are totally crazy about each other! I love my barb and I want her to be happy but, let me just say he breaks her heart...I break his head...Im just saying..

Perfection & Normal-define Them
This is a repost of sorts from another of my blogs--why put it here? Cuz its amusing, that's why--its not like a I need a reason anyway LOL. ================= Ok, so we're all supposed to be in search of the perfect whatever there is in life right? So tell me--honestly--define perfection and define normal! Webster's definitions: Perfect: 1. complete, having all the essential qualities. 2. faultless, excellent. 3. exact, precise. 4. entire, total. LMFAO there is NOT one HUMAN in this universe that is faultless, has everything you're looking for in a mate..this one just kills me. Face it, just when you think you've found "the one" --they have all the qualities you want--the qualities you're searching for change. Some people may be thrilled to settle for the mundane in life--hmmmm I couldn't do it. Wouldn't dream of it. This is just too funny. Even machines aren't perfect, so how on earth can we expect to find the perfect person? *WEG* Think about it this way--IF people were s

Triple Birthday Day.
Happy Birthday! Today is the day to celebrate 3 birthdays at once on my calendar! First we'll list Lyle. We've been friends for years now. Though he's not always around, he's always here in my heart. I sometimes wonder why I didn't meet him sooner then I did, but I assume that there's a reason for this like there is everything else! (Like the fact that if I had met him back in 1997, he'd have still been a kid in school... to young for me to sexual harass! Ha ha ha.) I've got a decent pic of him here, on the phone with Renee. And I've also got a pic where I turned him into "Lyle, Jungle Sex God at my service." If he's reading this, I know he's laughing. Next up, we have Dave B., the husband of my best friend Jamie. Dave does some sort of computer thing with some map company or something. I don't really know. He likes skiing and whitewater rafting. And he managed to marry Jamie, which is a HUGE accomplishment. Finally we have a non-person. And it's not exactly a BIR

Stars Open Season With Dramtic Win
OK I just want to go on record as saying I never said this would be a pretty season. The Stars proved that point too well last night. I had flash backs to March 3rd when the Stars faced Phoenix for their first game back after the extended Olympic break. In both games the Stars did not get the memo on the starting time for the game. In Phoenix they never did get their clocks set right, just cleaned out really thorough with a 6 to 2 loss. Last night they stumbled through the first two periods as if they were still on practice speed. They always seamed to be just a stride behind the Av’s players. They were not showing any drive to get to the puck and finish off their plays. There was way too many Av’s standing around in front of Turco unchallenged. It is times like that you miss Derian Hatcher. If you want to see how big an advantage it is to have a player hanging around the crease just watch Morrow. He is like a fly at a picnic to goalies around the league. You just can not get rid

Which 'bad' Care Bear Are You?
You scored as Raver bear. Raver bear100%Nihilist bear83%Bondage bear67%Aryan bear33%Gay Bear33%Tramp bear33%Stoner bear33%Hooligan Bear33%Which 'Bad' Care Bear are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Look-see
Tried Hot or Not,Myspace,Bang-me,Hotmail,and now Im on Lost cherry.....This is probably the best one so far but Im still searching......Either way its kinda cool to be meeting new peeps and all....so rock on dudes and dudettes......right now Im watching a movie with herb heaven in it soooooooo.......this blog is over

Introducing Life
Hey there, Well I am not sure about you all but I do know that my life is never what it seems it should be lol. Everytime I think I got the hang of it another thing comes into place and back to not understanding. Life has many ups and downs and sideways that it is so confusing that I figure there is no way to understand it. Instead just travel along with it. It will take you where you need to go even if some of the places are not exactly your first or even a choice pick. So I guess what you will be seeing in my life are my travels in life. Have a great day Keyria

Frogs Lol
Amphibians Frogs are members of the zoological class called Amphibia. Amphibians are cold-blooded (or poikilothermic) vertebrate animals. They differ from reptiles in that they lack scales and generally return to water to breed. They are one of three types of Amphibians. Anura, also called Salientia, (frogs and toads), caudate (salamanders and newts) and caecilians (worm-like amphibians). Herps and Herpetology Amphibians together with reptiles make up a larger group called Herps. The study of reptiles and amphibians is called Herpetology. Herp comes from the Greek word herpeton, which basically means "creepy crawly things that move about on their bellies." A herptile is an individual herp. A person who keeps and breeds herps is called a herpetoculturist and the hobby is called herpetoculture. Frogs Generally speaking, though, when we think of frogs, we generally picture what are called "True Frogs".... members of the family Ranidae, containing more than 400 specie

2nd Day Of !!!hazels Cutest Pet Contest!!!
!!!ATTN: New Announcements!!! Second Day It is the second day of the contest and already 13 slots have been taken up and have had a few more inquiries from people who plan on entering. I should level up soon and will have that many more photo slots, but they are going fast, so hurry. Rule Changes Also I have ammended the rules slightly to clarifiey some points and will continue to do so when needed as previously afore mentioned at the start of the contest. I have recieved a few e-mails from people wondering if their pet qualifies. Chances are it probily does as long as you are not cheating just ask. Preveiw So far I have gotten many adorably cute picture of pets. Cuiriously enough the contest is dominated by cats. The are many cute kitties entries to chose from. The canine family is becoming well represented though and there is even a cat-dog duo to choose from. There are also a few exotic pets, like a ferret and a rabbit. I hope to se others like maybe a horse, a

So Very True!!!!! I Don't Care Either
WOW..is this laying it on the line or what? The lady who wrote this letter is Pam Foster of Pamela Foster and Associates in Atlanta. She's been in business since 1980 doing interior design and Home planning. She recently wrote a letter to a family member serving in Iraq....... Read it! "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan, across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet? Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incine

Things U Didnt Know U Didnt Know Lol Haha ( Thought Id Share This It Was To Good An Me An Zoey Even Tried The Tryables Lol Haha
THINGS YOU DIDN'T KNOW YOU DIDN'T KNOW Did you know... It is impossible to lick your elbow. A crocodile can't stick its tongue out. A shrimp's heart is in its head. In a study of 200,000 ostriches over a period of 80 years, no one reported a single case where an ostrich buried its head in the sand. It is physically impossible for pigs to look up into the sky. A pregnant goldfish is called a twit. More than 50% of the people in the world have never made or received a telephone call. Horses can't vomit. The "sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick" is said to be the toughest tongue twister in the English language. If you sneeze too hard, you can fracture a rib. If you try to suppress a sneeze, you can rupture a blood vessel in your head or neck and die. If you keep your eyes open by force, they can pop out. Rats multiply so quickly that in 18 months, two rats could have over a million descenda

Hockey
Abie Goldberry, a Quebec junior hockey player from the 1930's was hit by a puck while playing hockey, which ignited a set of matches that he had in his pocket. His uniform caught on fire and he was burned quite badly before the fire was put out. Amazingly, goalies in the National Hockey League played without masks until the year 1959. Bobby Carpenter was the first American player to score 50 goals in a season. ) Canada beat Denmark 47-0 at the 1949 world hockey championships. Early hockey games allowed as many as 30 players a side on the ice. Hockey pucks were originally made from frozen cow dung. One of the terms of Wayne Gretzky's final contract with the New York Rangers was two tickets for every event at New York's Madison Square Garden. Pucks hit by hockey sticks have reached speeds of up to 150 miles per hour. The Montreal Canadians hockey team has won the most Stanley Cups with 24. The Stanley Cup originally was only seven and a half inches

Base Ball
Before 1859, baseball umpires were seated in padded chairs behind home plate. new There is a hidden obscenity on the bottom of Bill Ripken's bat in the 1989 Fleer baseball card. A baseball will go farther in hot temperature than in cold temperature. A regulation baseball has exactly 108 stitches. A superstition in baseball is to never lend your bat to anyone or you will be jinxed. Bank robber John Dillinger played professional baseball. Baseball games between college teams have been played since the Civil War. Baseball was the first sport to be pictured on the cover of Sports Illustrated. Baseball's home plate is 17 inches wide. Black Betsy was the name of Shoeless Joe Jackson's 44 ounce baseball bat. Elmer Smith was the first player to hit a grand slam in a World Series. In 1946, the New York Yankees became the first baseball team to travel by plane. In 1963, baseball pitcher Gaylord Perry said, "They'll put a man on the moon befor

My Son Did Something Awful In School
Okay I'm not going to sit here and explain the whole story but lets just say Yesterday My Son Threatned his teachers life by writing, "I WILL KILL YOU" on his math worksheet! My son is 7 and in the first grade. The teacher called me but she said next time she will have to get the principal involved. My son has Severe ADHD and I think his meds isn't working like they should(good thing he is going to the doctor friday) Im just in total shock he would do something like this in school. Is he serious? doubtful I dont know/think he knows the magnatude of his actions. I told him he has one foot in the mental hospital for a mental evaulation if he doesn't stop. Who knows what the doctor will do come friday. He may just change his meds up. He may put him in for evaulation. I will keep you posted. Still in shock, Crystal !!

Cruelty
People are cruel to one another. It blows my mind. I have been in some very bad situations, but no matter what, I have tried to keep my perspective and not hold grudges. I have never gone out of my way to cause another human being harm--except for one short lived time in my life. I am a healer. I walk the path of Healers before me. I try to keep anger and hatred from my heart. I usually do a very good job of that. At times though, something will happen that seems so unfair and blatantly hateful that I have to reign myself in. I have to stop and take a deep breath and re-center, clear my heart of harsh thoughts. Human beings are violent, mean and hateful creatures. But they are also the most compassionate, loving and caring. When they forego the loving nature to lash out at innocents, to hurt and maim people for no reason.. and there is never a good reason... it causes me an almost physical pain. I have stopped watching the news because of the horrors I see,

Believe In Yourself
You must believe in yourself and your dreams for them to become a reality. Only you can fight for what you believe in. Only you can reach out and open the doors to your dreams. A person without dreams forgets how to live, how to grow, how to learn and, ultimately, how to love.

Silent Storm
Silent storms ignite in my heart Lightning flashes through my soul. Longing for that electrified touch. To bring forth that spark of love. Silently the storms engulf me And a silent lust awakens and consumes me. Begging for release, wanting to be free From the storms that are simmering within. By Sheila Christian

Gotta Get This Started
Well, I love writing poetry...so I figured I'd post some on here, let me know what you guys think! "One Black Rose" A trust so true, sown in deepest wrong Blossoms something no one can understand Amidst a vine of roses so white This spawn stands black as night Some say it's something to destroy While only few see it's true beauty The contrast of belief and problems evolved Only lead to a future less certain This rose I've picked and saved for you For it stands as all we know as true One black rose to ignite a feeling In two souls that have known much pain Each thorn a step to the top Each petal a tile beneath our feet One black rose to keep us together And support our differences in a world of perfection...

Address Change Already
So in case you havent realize by now, I have a 24/7 cam!!! Nothing perv just a little spycam into my computer/tv room. One cam focuses on my com area and the other on my couch!!! However the address changes from time to time so check back on my "about me" for the updated one!!!! Other than that nothing new, still peeved about earlier!! We'll see what the next few days bring, hopefully going out on Sat!!! ~~~

If Tears Could Build A Stairway
Here is a poem that was in my Aunt's Blog that I really felt I needed too share as well If Tears Could Build a Stairway If tears could build a stairway and memories were a lane, I would walk right up to heaven to bring you home again, No farewell words were spoken, no time to say good bye, You were gone before I knew it and only God knows why, My heart still aches in sadness and secret tears still flow, What it meant to loose you no one will ever know.Image

Interesting Or Not You Tell Me
Albert Einstein was offered the presidency of Israel in 1952, but he declined. Astronaut Buzz Aldrin's mother's maiden name was "Moon." Buzz was the second man to step onto the Moon in 1969. Behram, an Indian thug, holds the record for most murders by a single individual. He strangled 931 people between 1790-1840 with a piece of yellow and white cloth, called a ruhmal. The most murders by a woman are 612, by Countess Erzsebet Bathory of Hungary. Ringo Starr appeared in a Japanese advertisement for apple sauce. Ironically his name means "apple sauce" in Japanese. At just four years old Mozart was able to learn a piece of music in half an hour. Sawney Beane, his wife, 8 sons, 6 daughters, and 32 grandchildren were a family of cannibals that lived in the caves near Galloway, Scotland in the early 17th Century. Although the total number is not known, it is believed they claimed over 50 victims per year. The entire family was taken by an army detachment to Edinburgh

6 Months Iraq
ok here is the scoup for thoes of you who dont know im in the united states marine corps stationed in okinawa japan. on the 15 of october 0200 im getting on a plane to iraq i will be there for 6 months or maybe longer i will check in on this when ever i get a chance which will probly be once a month if that. im just asking for u to help me with leveling while im gone it would make me happy and make the stay over there alot easaer. comments, ratings, picture comments, and all that stuff. i thank you very much and talk to ya when i get back

Goddess Power In All Women
So many years ago, the world was a matriarchal society. Women were revered and looked to for their wisdom and guidance. Men took that power away from women because it frightened them. They did not have the power to give birth, or to nurture the way women did--it was the Goddess's gift to her children--all of her children. For men also grew and were nutured by the Goddess power of women... they too were wrapped in her warm embrace and encouraged to be everything good within them. It has been too many years since women have allowed their power to be usurped and abused. We need to take it back. This does not mean we have to be mean, or aggressive. Goddess power is loving and kind, warm and nuturing. A woman can be President and still be feminine and all woman... she does not have to forfeit who she is at her core, her Goddess energy, to fullfill any dream... or to fill any man's shoes. She can do this by being forthright and engaging. Setting limits upfront, putting herself on equal

Weird Fact About Your Blood
Blood accounts for about 8% of a human's body weight. new Each day 400 gallons of recycled blood are pumped through the kidneys. A woman has approximately 4.5 litres of blood in her body, while men have 5.6 litres. Blood is such a good stain that Native Americans used it for paint. By donating just one pint of blood, four lives can be saved. In the early nineteenth century some advertisements claimed that riding the carousel was good for the circulation of blood. Seven percent of a humans body wieght is made up of blood. There are approximately 100,000 miles of blood vessels in the human body. Two million red blood cells die every second.

More Random Facts
During the female orgasm, endorphines are released, which are powerful painkillers. So headaches are in fact a bad excuse not to have sex. According to psychologists, the shoe and the foot are the most common sources of sexual fetishism in Western society Impotence is grounds for divorce in 26 U.S. states. In 1952, Private George Jorgenson was the first person to receive a sex change. The US army soldier thought he was a woman that was trapped in a man's body. Christian Hamburger, a Danish doctor performed the sex change, and George Jorgenson changed his name to Christine Jorgenson. Sex burns about 70-120 calories for a 130 pound woman, and 77 to 155 calories for a 170 pound man every hour. The condom made originally of linen was invented in the early 1500's. Casanova, the womanizer, used linen condoms. The sperm count of an average American male compared to thirty years ago is down thirty percent. There are approximately 100 million acts of sexual intercou

My Love For My Friends
I look at my friends Then i look at me Without my hunnys Where wud i b ? My friends My sister My shadow My world Where would i be without my girls Tears Giggles Smiles n laughs Late nite calls n cute photographs i'll b there 4 u till the day of my death Best girlies foreva Till my very last breath xxxx

Tonight
Ok...so I am a HUGE fan of scary movies....I love the adreneline rush of being afraid...But the movie I watched tonight had me so freaked out and disturbed that it is now 2 hours later (3am) and I am still wide awake trying not to bug out...Yeah, apparently I am a bigger wuss than I thought I was....It wasn't so much the scariness, or the gore, it was pretty much the content...how descriptive and visual they were in a certain scene...If anyone has seen The Hills Have Eyes...then you probably know exactly what I am talking about...I was SO gung ho on seeing this movie...now I completely regret it...I know I am not going to sleep tonight...This sucks

*sighs*
Well last night, me n Charles got into it really bad. I'm jus tired of fightin' with him and I told him I don't give a shit anymore, cuz seems like he's ALWAYS gettin pissed off at me for stupid shit. I told him he's controllin' my life and he is. There's certain people I can only talk to, there's certain things I can or cannot say. And with this one job I wanna get, but its over night and he don't want me to get it. He's not lettin me lead my own life. Before I got with him, I was always doin' what I want to do. And now, if I say no or somethin' god forbid he gets pissed off at me. I'm tired of him, I really am. I have no place to go around here either. I have no friends or family. And if I try to make friends with someone, he gets pissed off cuz its usually a guy. Well I'm sorry that I get along better with guys than I do with chicks. I mean, most of my friends are guys, pretty much. And today I was on the phone with my momma. *sniffs* I sure do miss her ALOT. Since I've been tol

Wow...
Well, my life has took a turn for the better. I went from being unhappy, down, sad and didn't know what to do with myself. Then, I started talking to Eric. Eric has made me so happy right now, it's like 1000's of pounds have lifted up off my shoulders. I'm not use to being this happy, I'm not use to being so wanted by someone. But don't get me wrong, I like it very much. Last night he told me I am very beautiful, can you believe that? Not once has someone told me seriously that I was beautiful. Not once has someone told me to never change anything about myself... But when Eric told me this, I was shocked. I didn't know what to say, I didn't know how to react. I wasn't use to hearing such words come out of a guy. So my life has started over, from a fresh start. I believe God has directed me on a new fresh path, a path that I haven't went down on before. I'm not complaining that is for sure. God has plans for me. Things have been working out for me for the better. I have been talki

Love What Is It?
What is it? Love.. what is it.. It a four letter word, that can mean so much. To love someone, it’s a wonderful feeling.. if you know its true. A false love, or lust. Is just something we can go through so we don’t feel alone, or want to believe so we can feel secure. To be told by someone they love you, is one of the best feelings in the world. And to love that same person back, is an even greater feeling. But still. What is love. Is it just a feeling or emotion. Or is it a infectious disease that everyone wants to have a part of. No body can really give a meaning to the word. Because everybody feels it in a different way. But still everbody is searching for answers and meanings.. Am I in love? How do I know? It starts of as a feeling, an affection towards someone, someone you think of constantly and would do anything for. Someone you know you can trust, and will respect you for who you are. Honesty is a strong quality, because if there already is a flaw, this str

I Dont Want The Heartache Anymore
written in regards to my husband of 2 1/2 yrs We used to share something special But your selfishness Got in the way You couldnt give a damn what I think do or say but you were always so quick so say I love you Chorus: Oh actions speak louder than words And words from you are all I ever heard This pain and this heartache that I go through To tell u that I'm through Hurts more than I thought Cuz I dont want this heartache anymore. what we lost cant be bought back by changing and fancy I cant believe in your words All of your promises only bring hurt Somehow I know once we loved ... maybe in some way you love me but it only hurts... Oh actions speak louder than words And words from you are all I ever heard This pain and this heartache that I go through To tell u that I'm through Hurts more than I thought Cuz I dont want this heartache anymore. Now I see what true love is. it isnt what you had in mind hurting and malice and anger and prid

Old
Yes,the same type of bulletins....the same type of messages-rate me look at my pics etc...COME ON can we cpme up with something new!! I like the concept of this site,and its a better alterative than myspace,but lets come up with some fresh stuff here. How about posting some your personal thoughts.or some poems,art,music etc... Everyone is useing the same ideas from myspace and bringing them here. Oh and I see alot messages like my "cam is on" , OR "rate me" . A good site like this should be used for more creative thinking. Are we all here to get our egos boosted or to intrigue ones thoughts? And I noticed another thing to...theres ALOT of concieted people like myspace! O well just thought I would vent,throw my thoughts at all my friends. PEACE!

Click
Click Sittin... just doing my thing. I hear that little sound a message saying "hi" I return the hello, and that's where it started... Yappin about everything like we know each other, yet complete strangers... Strangers who click where others have no clue, no common bond... Yet you seem to know me and it all began, with that little sound. ~Skitz0~ I am sure I am not the only person that heres that little noise either and when they look up they have a permanant smile on their face!!!

Home Improvement ???
Hey friends - jus' returned from remodel hell!!! I really appreciate all the cherry love sent to me while i've embarked on this journey(and it's been quite a journey!) I promise to return the love to ya, just as soon as I am able. I have not forgotten you all!!!! I'll be posting pictures of my progress sooon !!!(may take time!) but to all my loyal friends - please hang in there - I am not dead and have not forgotten you!!!I'd much rather be sendin' cherry love - than in stallin' laminate floors~!

A Thought
i am intriqued by Mr. Rices poetry and I will try to find more of it. Some of it is very dark and gothic, so as a vampire it is appealing to me. But all the credit for the verses goes to him and when i find complete poems by him I shall post more.

My Son,my Family, And My Lord
My Son, My Family And My Lord if i could be with my son today, than the clouds would not be so gray, his mother fears we will run away, so at my house he cannot stay. if it was up to me, my family would still be happy, my wife i miss my son i love, all i can do is pray to the lord above. if i am meant to have my family, than the lord will come to me, and show me the way to help my wife, find the lord and we can enjoy life. thank you god for all you do, i have given my self to you! Allen Hetrick Copyright ©2006 Allen Hetrick

My Son Alton
My Son Alton if there was anything greater in life, than having an incredible son and the perfect wife, i would like to see it during the length of my life. the family i have can be bettered by none, because of my beautiful wife and my handsome son. i used to search for happiness in the form of money, but i have found true riches with my son alton and sandra my honey. Allen Duncan Hetrick Copyright ©2006 Allen Duncan Hetrick

Moving
well, i have been in clarksville tn, fort campbell kentucky for eight years, bought a house and the kids are content , cuz they are never truely happy, and the wonderfully army desides to send us to fort wainwright alaska... are there any good clubs there? hmmmm.. depressing....

A View Into My Mind
If reality is subjective then everyday things hold different realities for everyone experiencing right? Ala the philosophy of the Great Bill Hicks. I have been kicking this around for some time, here is what I would like to share with you, this is a picture of my reality. "Hi, Shane" or any other relatively innocent greeting or acknowledgment, what i hear if its from a woman" Shane why haven't you sprayed me with your baby gravy?" If its from a guy, I hear "I am intimidated by you and want to be your friend or I want to try and one up you" Goodluck how do you one up me? It has happened but it is very rare. The music of an ice cream truck. Most people think "MMMMM I could go for a popsicle or a Nutty Buddy." I think "The reason the music is so loud is to muffle the children screaming in the back of the van." Ice Cream men in my world are child molesters. Most television shows, ie "Did you watch Lost last night? It's so complicated and intellectual." I think "Are you a fucking

Shake It Loose
so here i am my friend still awake its late again feelin lonely without you another night to get thru I think ive came along way no turning back or hell to pay just alot of lonely nights where im feeling things aint right but ill keep it all inside knowing everything ive tried cant seem to shake it loose no more using an excuse I thought id be done by now but i keep it going somehow ill never get it right I think the end is in sight so please help me move along dont ever make me feel its wrong dont ever leave me here again dont ever take away my friend

The Offering
To the somethingness Which prevents the nothingness Like Homer's old boar From thrashing this way and that Its white tusks Through human beings Like crackling stalks And nothing less I offer this suffering to my father Again this is by Stan Rice also written in '93

Blowjob Etiquette -
dy: Blowjob Etiquette (by a female) 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair from my teeth, d

Thought For The Day
Well, I was originally going to write about this lastime, I just forgot after I got done with all the other stuff. â€” Wednesday, 04 October 2006 The thought for the day is - I'm young at heart, but old in the mind - I have issues getting along with my peers for somereason. It's a whole lot easier for me to talk to younger people, and older people. But a whole lot harder to talk to my peers. I think it might be due to that I compare myself with them. Almost like I'm always in competittion with them. Where are they at in their life, and where am I in mine? And how come they seem to be at a better or worse place? And I tend to think that same thing might be going through their head. ( Which it's probably not, but I get that weird feeling for somereason. ) It's strange and hard to explain. But throughout most my life, my good friends have always been either older or younger than me. It's hard for me to relate to people my same age often. Wich doesn't make a whole lot of sen

What God Did Not Plan On
Sleep well Weep well Go to the deep well As often as possible Bring back water Jostling and gleaming God did not plan on consciousness Developing so Well. Well Tell Him our Pail is full And He can Go to Hell This is by Stan Rice written in '93. He is the spouse of Anne Rice

R.i.p. Bryan
R.I.P. Robert Bryan Minor1985-2006He was riding his crotcch rocket. a drunk driver was speeding down Hurricane St. and Commerical here Franklin Indiana. When he was hit his body was throw 200 feet his body was found in a fucking corn field his bike was found in a ditch. He was headed back to Shawn's house when getting something to eat. Then the driver was speeding down the road didn't even bother to hit his brakes...Bryan tried stopping his bike turned with it's side facing the found of the car. The driver ran right into him. He tried fleeing the scene cops caught him 10 minutes away the only way he knew it was him was because his front end was smashed in and red paint all on the side. Which was.the colour of his bike.He was rushed to hospital. He had 2 broken legs, his right arm broken, the cervical nerves...the part of your spine conntected to your spine snapped, 3rd degree burns on his legs from where they touched the engine of his bike. The doctors said he had 20 minutes to live a

Jackass
Yay! Finally went and saw this movie. It was funny... I've always liked Wee Man and Bam. Damn, Bam is a cutie.... real nice eyes too. Hmm shit, I don't remember what else I did... Ha! Lost another evil pound...Yea it's only just one but still. Ha!! Die you evil pounds! I step on you and make you go squish! Damn Mittens always wants on my lap...makes it hard to type with a black vibrating pussy on my lap. She's my baby :)

Coming Home
Hey everyone, just stoppin in to let everyone know I'm coming home Thursday (mid-day).... paradise has been nice but I'm all tequila-ed out. Whew, I think I've done just about everything legal down here (jet-skiing, parasailing, snorkeling, some fishing, tons of partying & I got to swim with the dolphins down in Xel-ha wildlife preserve) & I'm all out of shopping cash. ACTUALLY the reason I'm coming home 1 day early is because my son is the starting pitcher for Thursday nights game & I don't want to miss it. Not to mention that I want to be damn good & ready for Ferry Corsten on Friday night & DJ Icy Saturday night for MR. SHAWN JACKSON"S birthday bash!!!!! So, I'll see everyone tomorrow sometime. I know I have a lot of messages to return, so give me a minute to catch my breathe..... LUV YA ALL, Jenna

Soooo!!!!
well looks like another thursday is almost upon us.... and if ya dont know me well enough yet every thursday i go to kareoke!!! well i cant add any pics until i move up another level!!!! so if ya like what ya see help me out.... wish you all could join me there.... it would be so much fun!!! oh well ill take lots of pics!!! muah! Alisa

My Love Life Secrets Revealed ..hmmmmmmmmmmm
Your Love Life Secrets Are Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you speak your mind and don't hold back. You know you're right, and you can get quite angry about it. A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well.Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Deletion Pending
I decided I'm just going to get rid of my Lost Cherry profile. There are a lot of reasons why I dislike this place, but I'm going to spare anyone I can, and just leave it at that. So, when I get around to it, I'mma clear everything off my profile and let it delete itself, or whatever. Just letting people know, that actually check my stuff. Not exactly a big farewell or anything, just letting you know I'm done with LostCherry.

Horoscopes
LEO (July 23 - Aug. 22)-- If you fuck up just once with a Leo...That's IT. Don't be expecting them to take you back. They are not willing victims, after all, they CHOSE you...you screwed up? They can UN-Choose you just the same. They live for Menage a Trois...or Qua...or Cinco....anything in a group is okay as long as they are in the middle. Leos also like bubble baths. Once you start with a Leo...do not think you can just turn their emotions on or off like a switch...they demand satisfaction. NOW. All the stress in the world ends up in the Leo neck...They need neckrubs...they feel like they have the entire weight of the world on their head. If its kinky, a Leo has probably done it..You know Madonna's a LEO, right? She masters the Madonna/Whore/Goddess thing pretty well, huh? I wonder why? Could it be cause shes a fuckin' LEO? yep. Valmont was probably a Leo. They probably have the movie at home. Get out your furry gloves and faux mink whips for this kitten. they love soft floggers

How Do I Communicate?
You Communicate With Your Ears You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker. What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions. You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself. Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.How Do You Communicate?

The Secret To Success And Happiness - Part 1
People frequently email me asking for the 'secret' to success in life, business, their writing career, etc. While I do have some general advice on those topics, I am only going to discuss one item in this entry. I will follow up with some more general advice soon. This entry is about, family, which I consider to be the foundation of true success and happiness. As Don Corleone said to Johnny Fontane in the Godfather, "A man who doesn't spend time with his family can never be a real man." I believe that statement to be correct. I would like to clarify something very important. Success does not mean happiness, success means doing the right thing, which often times will bring you everything except happiness. The rewards of doing the right thing are usually much deeper and painful. The greatest happiness comes from feeling and expressing our love for other people, particularly our families. We love most those who we serve most. With families, there are endless ways in which we serve. Our w

Something I Wrote On Another Site.
The thought for the day is - I'm young at heart, but old in the mind - I have issues getting along with my peers for somereason. It's a whole lot easier for me to talk to younger people, and older people. But a whole lot harder to talk to my peers. I think it might be due to that I compare myself with them. Almost like I'm always in competittion with them. Where are they at in their life, and where am I in mine? And how come they seem to be at a better or worse place? And I tend to think that same thing might be going through their head. ( Which it's probably not, but I get that weird feeling for somereason. ) It's strange and hard to explain. But throughout most my life, my good friends have always been either older or younger than me. It's hard for me to relate to people my same age often. Wich doesn't make a whole lot of sense when I think about it. It seems like I should have the most in common with my peers, and be able to relate to them rather easily. But I just don't.... Li

Another One By Vixen!!
Cutest Pets Contest!!!!! Def Leppard - AnimalAudio Codes From AcousticSpot.com NEED 20 OF YALLS CUTEST PET PICTURES THEY CAN BE MULTIPLE OR SINGULAR PET SHOTS ONE ENTRY PER PERSON PHOTOSHOP WELCOME BEG BORROW PLEAD VOTES EACH VOTES COUNTS THE SAME NO CHEATING CHERRY BLASTS AND BLASTS WELCOME HAVE FUN!!!!!!!!!!!! Begins Friday at 5 p.m. central (repost of original by '~~Vixen~~' on '2006-10-04 21:34:24') (repost of original by 'CABRIOLET' on '2006-10-04 21:37:14') (repost of original by 'reyna' on '2006-10-04 21:44:54') (repost of original by '~~Vixen~~' on '2006-10-04 21:52:39') (repost of original by 'Scooby Doo' on '2006-10-04 21:53:13')

Fellow Juliya Slaves
WTF dudes? Fuse fucking hacked Juliya's site YOU ASSSHLOES!!!! Fuse sux Current mood: pissed off What the fuck fuse is soooo fucking stupid. I really don't understand why they fired Juliya. I mean wtf, she was the best thing to happen to fuse. Hell i watched the shit on there cause she made it fucking interesting. Yeah, they can't justify what they've done. Firing someone for no reason. Damn she made them dough, and made fuse. So if you don't know what all the fuss is bout check out mistress Juliya's myspace. http://www.myspace.com/mistressjuliya anyway check it out, then join her group to boycott they're fucking gay asses. Ohh and fuse if you see this... YOU SUCK FUCKING BALL'S

A Gift Giver's Manifesto (the Secret To Success, Part 2)
From a Self Portrait (2006) If you want to be successful at anything you do, it will help you to first be a successful human. That's right; a successful human. And just what is that? I believe that since human life is a social life, becoming a successful human means being there for other people, which is why I have always believed that no time is better spent than that spent in the service of your fellow man. Further, success does not mean happiness, success means doing the right thing. The rewards of doing the right thing are usually much deeper and painful. The greatest happiness comes from feeling and expressing our love for other people, and particularly our families. If you think about it, we love most those who we serve most, whether it be children, employees, friends or our communities. And this means that we can bring about a greater love for one another, though a life of simple, but meaningful service, and this is precisely what being a Gift Giver will do for those we can edu

Little Johnny Does Math
Little johnny is sitting in the classroom Teacher says to the class,,,If i had three birds and someone shot one how many birds would i have left,,,Little Johnny says none,,,teach says no 3-1=2,,little johnny argues no if you had three and one got shot the others would be scared and fly away,,,,teacher says well no but I like your way of thinking. Johnny says ok teach i have a question for you if you had 3 woman sitting on a park bench,,one was licking an ice cream cone ,,,1 was sucking an icecream cone and the other was nibbling it,,which one is married,,,,,Teach says the one licking it,,,,,Little Johny says well no teach ..... The one with the Wedding band ,,,,,,,,but i like your way of thinking

Poetry: The Tree Of Life (plus Audio & Art)
Dear friends. I apologize for the quality of the audio production. It is not up to my standards, and was created hastily, and on poor equipment. I will re-produce it in the future with my higher quality equipment. I am just too busy to do a proper recording, so I included this less formal production temporarily. Thank you for your understanding, and I hope you enjoy this poem. ~ Bryant The Tree of Life Divides, Illustration by Bryant H. McGill - 2003 If the audio does not play, hit the play button twice. PLAY AUDIO HERE The Tree of Life (2003) 1 The tree of all life divides The limbs and branches bifurcate, Yearning growth shall not subside The will of life will not abate 2 With men and leaves the same Our family lines divide Through this freely flowing vein Life's hope, the young derive 3 The branch from which you grow Will tell you who is kin, And all those we truly know, Are those we call our friends 4 This simple truth of blo

Start Of A New Day
Well where to begin. i wake up to the sound of my son crying after i get him settled down from waking up (hes 9 months old)he got his bottle and hes happy. so i go to my desk and check the server to see how many people TRIED to hack it. wow none imagine that (three hardware fire walls and tons of other goodies to keep my clients safe). Then i get dressed and get my son ready to take to daycare then i dropp him off and go talk to clients and prospects to make sure they are happy and that they are getting what they want. then i go home and make the changes they requested. and then i work on tons of redtape paper work and all kinds of stuff and thats about it

Hot Or Not?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!
Post this if you want to see who thinks your hot. There are 7 things you can say: 1) not attractive 2) decent 3) Cute 4) Handsome 5) Hot 6) Pretty Hot and Tempting (phat) *******7) I'd fuck you in a second!******** (*If ya don't repost this then you're chicken to see what people really think of you*)

Reality Tv
I dont know about anyone else but am so sick of reality TV it sucks all the same & the only people who go on them are desperate lol thank god for cable or as we have down under foxtel i know we can switch it off but to me there is way to many on is this the way TV is going hope not, i'd rather get a DVD out & watch that.

Join Me In My True Love For Life...
I am in love with life. If you open your mind you will realize that life is just amazing. Try not to let your religious and cultural prejudices stand in the way of learning something new or understanding something differently. What seems one way to one person can seem very different to another. What would be correct and good in one instance can be wrong under other circumstances. Therefore, I consider the opinions of others as I do the words from a friend's conversation; to be considered alongside my own and carefully weighed and thought about. We are all brothers and sisters in humanity. I hope that you can know the joy and humility of realizing the many similarities we share with other cultures, even with their ethological constructs so seemingly dissimilar from our own. Ultimately, I would like to build bridges to greater understanding and empathy. It is not that I believe there is no evil in the world; for there surely is, and it must be dealt with. I do, however, believe there is

My Daughter Savannah Hanging Out With Daddy...
My daughter Savannah, who is five loves to hang out with her daddy and play in my home office while I work. I thought I would snap a few photos and put them up here so you could see one of the many reasons I am always so happy.

I Often Think When I Might Sin ?
I often think when I might sin, What if the Angel would come to me then? Would I want to be risen doing that sin? I often think quietly to myself, Where will I go, oh, where will I go, When the Angel comes to me? What if the Angel comes at night, With a command from Allah to take my soul? Where will I run, oh, where will I run? What if the Angel comes to me when I'm driving my car? Can I lock my doors, so the Angel can't get in? Where will I hide, oh where will I hide? What if the Angel comes in the middle of tea? Maybe I can plead for a later return. How will I plead, oh, how will I plead? What if the Angel comes to me when I'm watching TV? Can I beg to the Angel for a little more time? How will I beg, oh how will I beg?

The Last Song I'm Wasting On You
Sparkling grey Through my own veins Any more than a whisper Any sudden movement of my heart And I know, I know I'll have to watch them pass away Just get through this day Give up your way, you could be anything, Give up my way, and lose myself, not today That's too much guilt to pay Sickened in the sun You dare tell me you love me But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die Honey you know, you know I'd never hurt you that way You're just so pretty in your pain Give up my way, and I could be anything I'll make my own way Without your senseless hate....hate...hate.....hate So run, run, run And hate me, if it feels good I can't hear your screams anymore You lied to me But I'm older now And I'm not buying baby Demanding my response Don't bother breaking the door down I found my way out And you'll never hurt me again

What Is The Best Sex For You
You prefer Passionate sex! You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Poem
Cold The wind flows freely around me. I stand as the leaves rush along. The air is cool and makes me shiver. Sadness is trying to overcome and take my song. The days are getting shorter The seasons change too fast. Time slips away from me. I hope this doesn't last. As the coldness seeps into my being, I stand tall and don't break. I know this is only temporary, I just don't know how long it will take. The trees are slowly losing their cover, The wind is cooling the earth. Autumn spreads it's glory all around me Nature is getting ready for sleep before rebirth. The need of survival is strong. I cling to it's boldness and hope, To survive, I have to be wiser, To live with the coldness, or at least cope. ~~Darla~~

Good Enough
Under your spell again I can't say no to you crave my heart and its bleeding in your hand I can't say no to you Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly now I can't let go of this dream I can't breathe but I feel Good enough I feel good enough for you Drink up sweet decadence I can't say no to you and I've completely lost myself and I don't mind I can't say no to you Shouldn't have let you conquer me completely now I can't let go of this dream can't believe that I feel Good enough I feel good enough its been such a long time coming, but I feel good and I'm still waiting for the rain to fall pour real life down on me cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough am I good enough for you to love me too? so take care what you ask of me cause I can't say no

All That I'm Living For
All that I'm living for all that I'm dying for all that I can't ignore alone at night I can feel the night beginning separate me from the living understanding me after all I've seen piecing every thought together find the words to make me better if I only knew how to pull myself apart All that I'm living for all that I'm dying for all that I can't ignore alone at night all that I'm wanted for although I wanted more lock the last open door- my ghosts are gaining on me I believe that dreams are sacred take my darkest fears and play them like a lullaby like a reason why like a play of my obsessions make me understand the lesson so I'll find myself so I wont be lost again All that I'm living for all that I'm dying for all that I can't ignore alone at night all that I'm wanted for although I wanted more lock the last open door- my ghosts are gaining on me Guess I thought I'd have to change the world to make you see me to be the one I could have run

Your Star
I can't see your star I can't see your star though I patiently waited, bedside, for the death of today I can't see your star the mechanical lights of Lisbon frightened it away and I'm alone now me and all I stood for we're wandering now all in parts in pieces, swim lonely find your own way out I can't see your star I can't see your star how can the darkness feel so wrong? and I'm alone now me and all I stood for we're wandering now all in parts in pieces, swim lonely find your own way out So far away its growing colder without your love why can't you feel me calling your name? can't break the silence its breaking me all my fears turn to rage and I'm alone now me and all I stood for we're wandering now all in parts and pieces, swim lonely find your own way out nothing why fighting for we're wandering now all in parts and pieces, swim lonely find your own way out

The Only One
When they all come crashing down- midflight you know you're not the only one when they're so alone they find a back door out of life you know you're not the only one We're all grieving lost and bleeding All our lives we've been waiting for someone to call our leader all your lies I'm not believing heaven shine a light down on me So afraid to open your eyes- hypnotized you know you're not the only one never understood this life and you're right I don't deserve but you know I'm not the only one We're all grieving lost and bleeding All our lives we've been waiting for someone to call our leader all your lies I'm not believing heaven shine a light down on me Don't look down don't look into the eyes of the world beneath you don't look down, you'll fall down, you'll become their sacrifice right or wrong can't hold onto the fear that I'm lost without you if I can't feel, I'm not mine, I'm not real All our lives we've been waiting for someone to

Lose Control
You don't remember my name I don't really care can we play the game your way? can I really lose control? just once in my life I think it'd be nice just to lose control- just once with all the pretty flowers in the dust Mary had a lamb his eyes black as coals if we play very quiet, my lamb Mary never has to know just once in my life I think it'd be nice just to lose control- just once if I cut you down to a thing I can use I fear there will be nothing good left of you

Hi Peeps
Hi peeps just joined LostCherrys and i'm lovin it tons of new ppl to meet and hundreds of absolutely stunning women wat more could a man ask 4..lol I have uploaded about 30 pics 10 of them r shall we say more revealing lol anyway feel free to check them out and comment, And i look forward to meeting new ppl and the hot ladys 2 xxxxxx Rob Courtesy of MsTags.com

Like You
Stay low soft, dark, and dreamless far beneath my nightmares and loneliness I hate me for breathing without you I don't want to feel anymore for you grieving for you I'm not grieving for you nothing real love can't undo and though I may have lost my way all paths lead straight to you I long to be like you lie cold in the ground like you Halo blinding wall between us melt away and leave us alone again humming, haunted somewhere out there I believe our love can see us through in death I long to be like you lie cold in the ground like you there's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you I'm coming for you You're not alone no matter what they told you you're not alone I'll be right beside you forevermore I long to be like you, sis lie cold in the ground like you did there's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you and as we lay in silent bliss I know you remember me I long to be like you lie cold in the ground like you there's roo

Is It Just Me?
For most of my life, I have always had more female friends than male friends. The fact is I find myself more comfortable not dealing with the testosterone bullshit. I love women and everyone knows that. "All I want is a nice guy...." and then they cry on my shouylder. ENOUGH!!!! When I was an asshole, I had to beat them off with a stick. My ex-fiance turned me into the "Gentle Guy" you now see before you. WOMEN WANT ASSHOLES!!!!! Admit it and stop saying you don't. Nice guys are NOT handsome! We all look like me... Tall, thin and goofy looking! Nice Guys do NOT ignore you! Even when we don't want to hear what you are saying, we listen because we care. Nice Guys are NOT rich with money! We count friends are our most precious treasure! Nice Guys do NOT drive nice cars! We are too broke because we spend our money on other people first because it makes US happy! Nice Guys do NOT get violent and hit you! We only get vicious when we see a friend hurt and th

Just Another Day........
Yes this girl has not written in like forever.... Just haven't felt like it... Life sucks and I am living it... The only good thing is my ex finally woke up and took his head out of his ass and is giving me the divorce I have wanted for 4 years.... Yes about time... I got served LOL So today I decided to call him as I haven't talked to him since Like July or was it June when he was supposed to take me fishing. He tells me he spent the last 65 days in the hospital (liar) He did up the divorce papers on Aug 23.. that is what the court clerks stamps says but he says that is impossilbe as he was in the hospital LOL I guess a ghost did it I dont care just get the thing over with and yah. still not working.. but it should be soon..... Thank god Tomorrow is my b-day (yuck) I hate birthdays they make me depressed and with already been in a depression lately I am more in a depression. oh well ok I will shut up for now

Lacrymosa
Out on your own cold and alone again can this be what you really wanted, baby? Blame it on me set your guilt free nothing can hold you back now Now that you're gone I feel like myself again grieving the things I can't repair and willing ... to let you blame it on me and set your guilt free I don't want to hold you back now love I can't change who I am not this time, I wont lie to keep you near me and in this short life, there's no time to waste on giving up my love wasn't enough and you can blame it on me just set your guilt free, honey I don't want to hold you back now love

The F-word And The Middle Finger (this Is A Fact)
Ok. So here are a few facts for the holier-than-thou butt-monkeys out there. The word "FUCK" is actually an anagram. It stands for "Fornication Under Consent of the King." That was back in the times of Kings and vassals where a vassal (or lord of the region) was given expressed permission to sleep with any woman on her wedding night. By doing this, it was believed that they could then put the bloodlines of thier nation into the population of one they had conquered. Where this was a bad and evil practice, the anagram "F.U.C.K." turned into a bad word. The "middle finger" came from the years in which England and France were at war. English Logbow men fired thier arrows holding the string and arrow in unison using thier index and middle fingers. French Longbow men held the string with only thier middle finger, holding the index finger behind it to steady the arrow. This allowed them to fire more accurately. However, as most battles went, the stronger English Army beat them in hand-to-

Hello
Greetings to everyone. My friend chefDave sent me an invitation to join lostcherry. I have never done one of these before, so if I dont answer people right away, please forgive me. I am new to this stuff. Hope all of you have a Wonderful "Sweetest Day" coming up on the 21st of Oct... Give me a shout now....... huggies to all of you.

Snow White Queen
stoplight lock the door don't look back undress in the dark and hide from you all of you You'll never know the way your words have haunted me I can't believe you'd ask these things of me you don't know me You belong to me my snow white queen there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over soon I know you'll see you're just like me don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you Wake up in a dream frozen fear all your hands on me I can't scream I can't escape the twisted way you think of me I feel you in my dreams and I don't sleep You belong to me my snow white queen there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over soon I know you'll see you're just like me don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you I can't save your life though nothing I bleed for is more tormenting I'm losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divides You belong to me my snow white queen there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over

Cloud Nine
If you want to live, let live if you want to go, let go I'm not afraid to dream- to sleep, sleep forever I don't need to touch the sky I just want to feel that high and you refuse to lift me guess it wasn't real after all guess it wasn't real all along If I fall and all is lost its where I belong If you want to live, let live if you want to go, let go I'm never gonna be your sweet, sweet surrender guess it wasn't real after all guess it wasn't real all along If I fall and all is lost no light to lead the way remember that all alone is where I belong In a dream will you give your love to me beg my broken heart to beat save my life change my mind If I fall and all is lost no light to lead the way remember that all alone is where I belong

Lithium
Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow oh but God I want to let it go come to bed, don't make me sleep alone couldn't hide the emptiness you let it show never wanted it to be so cold just didn't drink enough to say you love me I can't hold on to me wonder what's wrong with me Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow Don't want to let it lay me down this time drown my will to fly here in the darkness I know myself can't break free until I let it go let me go Darling, I forgive you after all anything is better than to be alone and in the end I guess I had to fall always find my place among the ashes I can't hold on to me wonder what's wrong with me Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without lithium- I want

Weight Of The World
Feels like the weight of the world like God in heaven gave me a turn don't cling to me, I swear I can't fix you still in the dark, can you fix me? freefall, freefall, all through life If you love me, then let go of me I wont be held down by who I used to be she's nothing to me Feels like the weight of the world like all my screaming has gone unheard and ohm I know you don't believe in me safe in the dark, how can you see? freefall, freefall, all through life If you love me, then let go of me I wont be held down by who I used to be

Ouch
Okay so thinking today was going to be a good day boy was I wrong that... All the ladies will know what I am talking about when I explain this its called a simmering pot you put like smelling oil in and it heats it up which then makes the room smell all good well anyways I had mine filled but not on which kinda think thats almost good..lol...so my son decides to climb up on the counter that the oil burner lays on needless to say the oil got spilled...splashed in my eye now I can't hardly see and when I went to the eye doc to let them check me out said things was fine just put some of those fake tears stuff on my eye and she then proceded to ask where did I buy the oil told her wal-mart she was like omg that smells good I have to go buy some so I been walking around all day smelling like shimmering rose petals..lol but anyways thats my lil accident for this wk...lol later

Call Me When Your Sober
Don’t cry to me. If you loved me, you would be here with me. You want me, come find me. Make up your mind. Should’ve let you fall, Lose it all, So maybe you can remember yourself. Can’t keep believing, We’re only deceiving ourselves, And I’m sick of the lies, And you’re too late. Don’t cry to me. If you loved me, you would be here with me. You want me, come find me. Make up your mind. Couldn’t take the blame, Sick with shame. Must be exhausting to lose your own game. Selfishly hated, No wonder you’re jaded, You can’t play the victim this time. And you're too late. So, don’t cry to me. If you loved me, you would be here with me. You love me, come find me. Make up your mind. You never call me when you’re sober, You only want it ‘cause it’s over - it’s over. How could I have burned paradise. How could I, you were never mine? So, don’t cry to me. If you loved me, you would be here with me. Don’t lie to me, just g

Alright So Here It Goes.....
Ok, all of you on here who don't know really know me....aren't really gonna care what I have to say LoL...but there are a few people on here who I talk to all the time and I wanted to let them know what went on this weekend, just didn't want to type it a hundred times LoL. So here goes. Alright, to start out with. I have known that Jason wants to get married....it was just kind of a subject that didn't get talked about too much cuz he really never thought it would happen apparently. So, we're lying in bed Sunday night, right? And he starts talking about who he wants to be in the wedding and what he wants the colors to be and everything. Needless to say, I was quite shocked but I just went along with it and kept telling him what I thought and all that jazz, right? And I kept making the comment "well 5 years down the road when we ACTUALLY get married.....". He finally said that he doubted it would be a whole 5 years...he said he'd be suprised if we went another year without g

Now I Wonder
yeah yeah. Whatever. Anyway i think im gonna go take a shower, and walk around outside in the dark for a while. Who know's. Ash ash i love you < 3 Rachel i don't know what to do. < 3 Anywho. My puppys finally behaving herself, thank god. She was driving me insane. I've been happier today than in a few days, which is good, cause i was driving myself insane, i think its really possible for a person to take away their own sanity, i honestly do. Friday night my brothers wanta go down to wildwood, but i think ima just send them with my grandparents, i dont think i wanta go. Somebodys gotta puppy sit. We'll we could take her, but i just dont wanta go. Ashleigh just sent me a song that im listening to, and all i got to say is. Heh. Seriously. Got my brother a new hamster its a tiny lil fucker, and its fastt, and it dont like me, no suprise none of his hamsters have. I think they're all anti female. Heh. A lot of people in my life are against me :) But i survive.

Thank U
Hey all,,just wanted to say thank u for the warm welcome and love I received from u,, Thank u to Master Redemption for the invite,,I luv y dude!!! I return the love to all of u and hope to chat with u sometime,,take care..stop by again soon,,*smiles to everyone* Lady Dragon Hawk

Sweet Sacrifice
It's true, we're all a little insane but its so clear now that I'm unchained fear is only in our minds taking over all the time fear is only in our minds but its taking over all the time you poor sweet innocent thing dry your eyes and testify you know you live to break me- don't deny sweet sacrifice One day I'm gonna forget your name and one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain fear is only in our minds taking over all the time fear is only in our minds but its taking over all the time you poor sweet innocent thing dry your eyes and testify and oh you love to hate me don't you, honey? I'm your sacrifice. [I dream in darkness I sleep to die e rase the silence erase my life our burning ashes blacken the day a world of nothingness blow me away] do you wonder why you hate? are you still too weak to survive your mistakes? you poor sweet innocent thing dry your eyes and testify you know you live to break me- don't deny sweet sacrifice

Late Night With Jane
jane: Hello baby Chris: hey jane: how are you doing today? Chris: doing well, thank you – and you? jane: That Nice Chris: I forgot - where are you from? jane: am From Texas in dallas ..But now am Lagos Nigeria to see my sick mom And Also Just Finished my Masters Ecomics (must be a new internet thing, e-comics) Chris: really? Where did you attend school? jane: in the State were are u from? (hmmm… she seemed to breeze right through that one.) Chris: California jane: That Nice what is ur name? Chris: Chris jane: hav u heard About Lagos Nigeria Here before online ?? Chris: Nigeria? yes jane: That Nice ..But have u Meet Any Girls here online Before that u are talk with that from Lagos Nigeria? (about this masters degree – did you write your own thesis?) Chris: yes, met one from Nigeria but she was a scam artist jane: Oh ,,,What Do u mean Scam? Chris: Scam artist - a person who lies and tries to take money fro

What Kinda Mixed Drink Are You
MySpaceQuizzer.com Your Mixed Drink Quiz You are a martini There's no other way to say it: you're a total lush. You hold your liquor well, and you hold a lot of it (Take this quiz) (Check out others)

For All My Freaky Friends That Wanna Show Me Love
I am on cam now at http://mistress_gemini.LiveVideoNetwork.com and I am really horny so cum by and see me...or even better...take me private and lets have sum real fun!!! Your Mistress Gemini

The Coma And Oral Sex
A husband and wife are driving along and get in a terrible accident. The husband sustains serious injuries – broken leg, broken ribs, a concussion – but the wife is put into a coma. She lays in the hospital in this coma for a year with no response. One day, a nurse is giving her a sponge bath and rubs her "down there" and the lady lets out a little moan. Stunned, the nurse goes to get the doctor. The doctor doesn’t believe her, so the nurse repeats the procedure to prove it to him; again, the lady lets out a little moan. The doctor tells the nurse to call the husband. The husband comes in and the doctor says, "I don't quite know how to tell you this, but we've had a response out of your wife," and he proceeds to explain what had happened. The doctor then says, "This may sound a little weird, but we think your wife might come out of the coma if you go in and have a little oral sex with her." The husband’s a little weirded out, but he says "I want to help, so I'll do it," and goe

Where My Name Freewoman Came From
Artist/Band: Strait George Lyrics for Song: She Let Herself Go Lyrics for Album: Somewhere Down in Texas He wondered how she'd take it when he said goodbye. Thought she might do some cryin': lose some sleep at night. But he had no idea, when he hit the road, That without him in her life, she'd let herself go. Let herself go on a singles cruise, To Vegas once, then to Honolulu. Let herself go to New York City: A week at the Spa; came back knocked-out pretty. When he said he didn't love her no more, She let herself go. She poured her heart an' soul into their three-bedroom ranch. Spent her days raisin' babies, ironin' his pants. Came home one day from the grocery store and found his note, And without him there to stop her, she let herself go. Let herself go on her first blind-date: Had the time of her life with some friends at the lake. Let herself go, buy a brand new car, Drove down to the beach he always said was too far. Sand sure felt good between her toes:

Couples Contest Entries Needed
I still have 9 entries left for the sexiest LC couple..... let me know which photo you want to use..... I will open up the contest once I have all the entries.... Tell all the couples you know to enter.... Thanks.

A Girl Buries Her Pet
Little Nancy is in the garden filling in a hole when her neighbor peers over the fence. Interested in what the cheeky-faced youngster is doing, he politely asks, "What are you up to there, Nancy?" "My goldfish died," replies Nancy tearfully, without looking up. "And I've just buried him." The neighbor is concerned. "That's an awfully big hole for a goldfish, isn't it?" Nancy pats down the last heap of earth, then replies, "That's because he's inside your fucking cat."

Into Day 13
Well this fucking blows. I cannot sleep at night, I'm depressed and I'm remembering things I spent lots of Years and money drinking away. I have begun to realize that I drank so much because my reality really sucks. I'm not trying to be overly dramatic by any means it's just I have no fucking clue what to do with myself at this point. On the bright side only 17 more days before I can drink all the bad thoughts into repression so yeah for that....

Hidden
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What Vampiric Power Do You Possess
You scored as Mind Control. You have the power of Mind control!! Only a powerful mind can utilize such skills. Lets see what else you can master! Come play with me!Perception88%Mind Control88%Shape shift63%Shadow walking50%Charisma38%Telepathy31%What vampiric power do you most possess?created with QuizFarm.com

To All My Friends
2006-10-04 19:26:23 First, I want you to know that you are amazing, and I love you to death. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 15 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they loose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Tonight, right at 12:00am, your true love is going to realize that they LOVE you! Then something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow, be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes. Do it if you wanna know who your real love is!!!

A Riddle For You
RIDDLE You are driving in a car at a constant speed. On your left side is a valley and on your right side is a fire engine traveling at the same speed as you. In front of you is a galloping pig, which is the same size as your car, and you cannot overtake it. Behind you is a helicopter flying at ground level. Both the giant pig and the helicopter are also traveling at the same speed as you. What must you do to safely get out of this situation? ANSWER Get off the Merry-Go-Round, you drunk.

Bored Again
it's just about midnight and I far from being tired my bf had surgery this morning and I get to play DR. :):) I like doing that. I'm chatting on line and talkin to my mom on the phone ... BORING lol this guy is telling me everything he wants to do to me .. I'm liking it :) theirs nothing good on t.v. so I'm here On the computer lookin at everyone's page.. God I really need to find something better to do ... I useto be addicted to myspace but I like LC better theirs more options and better pix n stuff :) well I'm ganna go find something to do. if u read this thanks for being intrested in what I'm writing leave a comment so I know what u think or maybe blog topics.. Well all u cherries out their have a good night ... or have a good morning depending on where u r :):) luv u all xoxo Cha cha

Questions
I beg you... to have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language. don't search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them. and the point is to live everything. live the questions now. perhaps then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without even noticing it, live your way into the answer. - Rainer Maria Rilke

Life
The adventure of life is to learn. The purpose of life is to grow. The nature of life is to change. The challenge of life is to overcome. The essence of life is to care. The opportunity of life is to serve. The secret of life is to dare. The spice of life is to befriend. The beauty of life is to give. The joy of life is to love. ~William Arthur Ward

3 Drunk Women
Three women have a very late night drinking. They leave in the early morning hours and go home their separate ways. The next day, they all meet and compare notes about who was drunkest the night before. The first girl claims that she was the drunkest, saying, "I drove straight home and walked into the house. As soon as I got through the door, I blew chunks for 10 minutes." The second says, "You think that was drunk? Hell, I got into my car and wrapped it around the first tree I saw. I don't even have insurance!" The third says, "No, I was the drunkest by far. When I got home, I got into a big fight with my husband, knocked over a candle, and burned the whole house down!" She begins to cry. The room falls silent. Finally, the first girl speaks up: "I don't think you understand...Chunks is my dog!"

Golf Buddies
Two guys are hitting the links at their local country club. Luckily, it's a beautiful day, and there's hardly anyone on the course, so they've been breezing through the holes. Up around the seventh tee, they spot the first people on the course other than themselves, two ladies who, from the guys' perspective, are having trouble on the green. In fact, they've each five-putted it. The first guy says "Christ. I hope they just had a bad hole, I don't want to follow these broads for the next eleven holes!" The second one goes, "Well, maybe I'll go talk to them, and maybe they can let us pass them. I'll be back in a sec." So he trots off, about to go and ask to let them pass. Suddenly, about a hundred feet away from the women, he stops, turns and runs away from them as fast as he can. When he comes back, he exclaims, "Jesus! That's my wife and my girlfriend! They're both here! Golfing together! I'm sorry, man, but I can't say anything to them. I'm liable to be killed if they saw me.

Hinder Baby!!!
I'm so stoked about going to see Hinder on )ctober 19. I want to see Breaking Benjamin but Hinder.... sigh. I bought my ticket and have already got the day off. SWEEEEEET! I will be posting the pics after the show.

To Bland I Guess!
Never sure of what I am doing in here. I come in here to write thoughts and unwind. Nice to have a place to get things off your mind. However, I have not been successful at finding a way to be the fan of many. I will try to stepup my profile image... I guess who wants hamburger and fries When there is T-bone and shrimp on the other plate....

Am I Asking To Much???
Am I asking to much??? We have been through HELL, And we still made it. We may not be close, But in the heart we are. I gave my word that, I would protect you. But, why do you run? I have tried and have failed. I have everything in my heart to offer you! But you seem not to need it or me or my love and my friendship. I'd give my life to change what happened in the past, I'd give my life just to have you as my sister again. I love you, you are my sister. I can't change the past, But I can chagne this i just want the friendship back.. Am I asking to much??? I'm not asking you to change your life. I'm just asking for my sister back. Am I asking to much??? This is for you Amanda!!!

This Guy Has No Clue
A guy gets home early from work and hears strange noises coming from the bedroom. He rushes upstairs to find his wife naked on the bed, sweating and panting. "What's going on?" he asks. "I'm having a heart attack!" cries the woman. He rushes downstairs to grab the phone, but just as he is dialing, his 4-year old son comes up and says, "Daddy! Daddy! Uncle Ted's hiding in your closet and he's got no clothes on!" The guy slams the phone down and storms upstairs into the bedroom, past his screaming wife, and rips open the closet door. Sure enough, there's his brother, totally naked, cowering on the floor. "You bastard," says the husband. "My wife is having a heart attack and you're running around with no clothes on scaring the kids!"

Breaded Chicken With Edamame Succotash
Prep Time:30 min Start to Finish:1 hr 15 min Makes:6 servings Ingredients 1 1/4 cups Muir Glen® organic medium chipotle salsa 1/4 cup orange marmalade 5 tablespoons lime juice Salt and pepper, if desired 6 boneless skinless chicken breasts (1 3/4 lb) 3/4 cup Progresso® garlic herb bread crumbs 1/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese 2 tablespoons chopped fresh cilantro 2 cups Cascadian Farm® frozen organic sweet corn (from 16-oz bag), thawed 1 bag (10 oz) Cascadian Farm® frozen organic shelled edamame, thawed 1 teaspoon ground cumin Fresh cilantro sprigs, if desired Preparation Directions 1. Mix 1/2 cup of the salsa, the marmalade and 4 tablespoons of the lime juice; season with salt and pepper. Pour into large resealable food-storage plastic bag. Add chicken; seal bag. Turn bag several times to coat chicken. Refrigerate 30 minutes. 2. Heat oven to 375°F. In another large resealable food-storage plastic bag, mix bread crumbs, cheese and chopped cilantro. Remove 1 chicke

Vegetarian Chili
This hearty corn and black bean chili makes a satisfying main dish. Serve it with warm cornbread or corn tortillas. Prep Time:1 hr Start to Finish:1 hr Makes:6 servings (1 1/3 cups each) Ingredients 1 tablespoon vegetable oil 1 large onion, chopped (1 cup) 1 medium green bell pepper, chopped (1 cup) 4 cloves garlic, finely chopped 2 fresh jalapeño or serrano chiles, seeded, finely chopped 2 cans (15 oz each) black beans, drained, rinsed 2 cans (14.5 oz each) Muir Glen® organic fire roasted or plain diced tomatoes, undrained 1 1/2 cups water 1 tablespoon chili powder 1 teaspoon ground cumin 1/2 teaspoon coarse salt (kosher or sea salt) 1 cup Cascadian Farm® frozen organic sweet corn Sour cream or plain yogurt, if desired Shredded Cheddar cheese, if desired Chopped fresh cilantro, if desired Preparation Directions 1. In 4-quart saucepan, heat oil over medium heat. Cook onion, bell pepper, garlic and chiles in oil 5 to 7 minutes, stirring frequently, until t

Grilled Chicken And Raspberry Salad
Homemade raspberry dressing with a touch of sweetness tops this pretty main-dish salad. Prep Time:30 min Start to Finish:30 min Makes:4 servings Ingredients 1 cup Cascadian Farm® organic raspberry fruit spread 1/4 cup red wine vinegar 2 tablespoons olive oil 4 boneless skinless chicken breasts (about 1 lb) 8 cups torn fresh spinach 1 bag (10 oz) Cascadian Farm® frozen organic red raspberries, thawed, drained 1/2 cup thinly sliced red onion 1/4 cup sliced almonds, toasted Preparation Directions 1. Heat grill. Stir together fruit spread, vinegar and oil; reserve 1/3 cup for glaze. Set remaining mixture aside. 2. When ready to grill, oil grill rack. Place chicken on gas grill over medium heat or on charcoal grill 4 to 6 inches from medium coals. Brush chicken with reserved glaze; cook 5 minutes. Turn chicken over; brush with glaze. Cook an additional 3 to 7 minutes or until juice of chicken is clear when center of thickest part is cut, brushing occasionally with glaz

Caciucco (fish Stew)
Preparation: 1 hour Cooking: 1 hour Difficulty: Medium SERVES 6-8 PEOPLE In Italy there are many varieties of fish stew, probably one for each region on the coastline. Each one has a distinct regional name: cacciucco, ciuppin, burrida, brodetto friulano are just some of the ones I can name. Furthermore, the recipes can also vary from town to town or even family to family depending on the local culinary traditions, the type of fish available etc.; but this is Italy and you will never find the Italians all agreeing on something! Here, I am going to show how to prepare the caciucco, my favourite, which you can taste if you have the chance to go to the town of Livorno in Tuscany. This dish is similar to the French "Bouillabaisse." Now, to keep it simple, a good Italian fish stew requires a mix of white fish and shellfish. You need some whole fish called "pesce con lisca" (whole fish with bones) that you will only use for enhancing the stock and some fish called "pesce da

Oops!
It's a one-night stand. The couple has just finished having sex. The man kisses the lady and says, "I'd love to stay, but I bet your husband will be coming home anytime now." "Husband?!" the lady asks. "What makes you think I have a husband?" The man says, "I couldn't help but notice the picture of that man on your nightstand." The lady laughs and replies, "Oh, don't be silly. That's just me before the surgery."

Angel Hair With Feta And Sun-dried Tomatoes
Prep Time: 15 Minutes Cook Time: 15 Minutes Ready In: 30 Minutes Servings: 8 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1 (16 ounce) package angel hair pasta * 1/4 cup olive oil * 4 cloves garlic, crushed * 3 ounces sun-dried tomatoes, softened and chopped * 1 (8 ounce) package tomato basil feta cheese, crumbled * 1 cup grated Parmesan cheese * 1 bunch fresh cilantro, chopped * salt and pepper to taste DIRECTIONS: 1. Bring a large pot of lightly salted water to a boil. Cook pasta in boiling water until done; drain. Return pasta to the pot. 2. Mix in olive oil, garlic, tomatoes, feta, and Parmesan cheese. Stir in cilantro and season with salt and pepper. Serve warm.

Dear Diary...
snagged from gaia/phoenix lmao.. i love this:: DEAR DIARY, I never told you this before, but since you have no eyes, I decided it was time to tell the truth. Remember "Sunday October 1, 2006 - 8:30pm"? When I was enjoying you in that special way, and you weren't sure it was okay, but I didn't care, because we love each other? Well, the reason I stopped so suddenly was because dad walked in the room and saw what we were doing. He took you away from me. I'm replacing you right now with another identical Diary, it might be alone and lonely forever in dad's sock drawer. Yet, this is for true love. SINCERELY, TOM.

Alfredo Mostaccioli
Prep Time: 10 Minutes Cook Time: 15 Minutes Ready In: 25 Minutes Servings: 8 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1 (16 ounce) package mostaccioli * 1 cup heavy cream * 1/2 cup butter * 1/2 cup grated Parmesan cheese * 1 cup chopped fresh parsley * 1 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper * 1/8 teaspoon garlic powder DIRECTIONS: 1. Bring a large pot of lightly salted water to a boil. Add pasta and cook for 8 to 10 minutes or until al dente; drain. 2. Combine heavy cream and butter in a Dutch oven or large, heavy saucepan over medium heat. Heat until butter melts, stirring occasionally; be careful not to bring mixture to a boil. Stir in Parmesan cheese, parsley, salt, pepper and garlic powder. Toss with cooked pasta and serve immediately.

Baked Paprika-parmesan Chicken
Prep Time: 15 Minutes Cook Time: 1 Hour 15 Minutes Ready In: 1 Hour 30 Minutes Servings: 4 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1/4 cup all-purpose flour * 1/2 cup grated Parmesan cheese * 2 teaspoons paprika * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/2 teaspoon black pepper * 1 egg, beaten * 2 tablespoons milk * 4 skinless, boneless chicken breast halves * 1/4 cup butter, melted DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Coat a shallow baking dish with nonstick cooking spray. 2. Combine flour, parmesan, paprika, salt, and pepper in a bowl. In a separate bowl, whisk together the egg and milk. Dip the chicken in the egg, then dredge in the flour mixture. Place in the baking dish, and pour the melted butter evenly over the chicken. 3. Bake for about 1 hour and 15 minutes in the preheated oven, until the cheese has browned, and the chicken has cooked.