Well last night, me n Charles got into it really bad. I'm jus tired of fightin' with him and I told him I don't give a shit anymore, cuz seems like he's ALWAYS gettin pissed off at me for stupid shit. I told him he's controllin' my life and he is. There's certain people I can only talk to, there's certain things I can or cannot say. And with this one job I wanna get, but its over night and he don't want me to get it. He's not lettin me lead my own life. Before I got with him, I was always doin' what I want to do. And now, if I say no or somethin' god forbid he gets pissed off at me. I'm tired of him, I really am. I have no place to go around here either. I have no friends or family. And if I try to make friends with someone, he gets pissed off cuz its usually a guy. Well I'm sorry that I get along better with guys than I do with chicks. I mean, most of my friends are guys, pretty much.
And today I was on the phone with my momma. *sniffs* I sure do miss her ALOT. Since I've been told that this one Interstate that I have to drive on to get home, when it gets really bad with the snow, they usually block it off. Cuz Keish (lil sis) was s'ppose to fly over here durin' Thanksgivin' and me n her was gonna drive back home. 2 & 1/2 days, and over 2,000 miles back home to Illinois. Charles already told me that I can't be with my family on Thanksgivin' or on Christmas. Is it a crime that I wanna be with my family n friends for those holidays. I mean it tore me in half when I had to be here for Mother's Day.
