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Cowboy
A cowboy walks into a bar, and two steps in he realizes it's a gay bar. "What the heck," he says to himself, "I really want a drink." When the gay waiter approaches, he says to the cowboy, "What's the name of your willy?" The cowboy says, "Look, I'm not into any of that. All I want is a drink." The gay waiter says, "I'm sorry but I can't serve you until you tell me the name of your willy. Mine for instance is called NIKE, for the slogan, 'Just Do It.' That guy down at the end of the bar calls his SNICKERS, because 'It really Satisfies.' The cowboy looks dumbfounded, so the bartender tells him he will give him a second to think it over. So the cowboy asks the man sitting to his left who is sipping on a beer, "Hey bud, what's the name of yours?" The man looks back and says with a smile, "TIMEX." The thirsty cowboy asks, "Why Timex?" The fella proudly replies, "'Cause it takes a lickin' and keeps on tickin!'" A little shaken, the cowboy turns to the two fel

The Haunted House
Of course it would be raining tonight. It only seemed fitting that on this night, it should be very dark and stormy, just like in all the old ghost stories. Beth was alone. She was a senior in college, and this would be an easy 3 credits. This paranormal bullshit class would be her last elective. All she had to do now to pass was spend a night in a “haunted house”, and make observations and notes. So she lugged her gear and meters into the house, setting them in a clump on the mud room floor. She was not even going to set them up and turn them on. She would just tell the professor that everything read a big fat zero! Beth did not believe in ghosts. She never had. So as the equipment sat dripping on the old rotted hard wood floors, she began to search for a comfortable place to put her sleeping bag. She had given some thought to asking a friend to come with her, but everyone seemed to have something better to do. The old stories of what had happened in this house gave

Jonny
Johnny Johnny wanted to screw a girl in his class,but she belonged to someone else. One day Johnny got so frustrated that he went up to her and said I'll give you a 1000 dollars if you let me screw you, but the girl said NO. Johnny said I'll be fast, I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down, I'll be finished by the time you pick it up. She thought for a moment and said that she would have to consult her boyfriend..... so she called her boyfriend and told him the story. Her boyfriend says ask him for 2000 dollars, pick up the money very fast, he won't even be able to get his pants down. So she agrees and accepts the proposal. 30 mins goes by and the boyfriend is waiting for his girlfriend 2 call. Finally after 45 mins the boyfriend calls and asks what happened. She said "THE BASTARD USED COINS!!!!

(l)romance(l)
Romance ..ro-mants.. n. 1. a spirit or feeling of adventure, excitment; the potential for heroic achievement, and the exotic 2. a particular fascination or enthusiam for something, espically of an uncritical or inexplicable kind 3. a novel, movie, or play with a love story as its main theme 4. a feeling of love. 5. us

Love Your Girlfriend,
"I don't get many things right the first time In fact, I am told that a lot Now I know all the wrong turns, the stumbles and falls Brought me here...I love you more than I have ever found a way to say to you Next door there's an old man who lived to his nineties And one day passed away in his sleep And his wife; she stayed for a couple of days And passed away I'm sorry, I know that's a strange way to tell you that I know we belong That I know That I am I am I am The luckiest"

Puzzle Piece
Late at night I`d drift away and dream I`d found the one to fill the void within my heart and know that I belong. So many hours praying I`d find that missing piece that would complete my life forever and bring my heart great peace. I`ve finally found that missing piece to the puzzle of my life. So many times I thought i`d never find the one just right, but it`s you, you`re the one for me and i hope that you can see that these pieces fit together and our love will be forever for i`ve finally found the missing pieces to the puzzle of my life. As i look into your eyes i feel your loving gaze. the things you say have caught my heart please let this feeling stay. so many hours praying i`d find that missing piece that would complete my life forever and bring my heart great peace. Finally found the missing piece to the puzzle of life. so many times i thought i`d never find the one just right. but it`s you, you`re the one for me and i hope that you can see that these pieces fit togeth

Dating Online
heres a new one for all the people who like to read my shit.When your talking to people online try to know who you are talking to. You dont know that person i say person because you may think your talking to a girl and its a guy or the other way around.There are some people on my list i want to get to know but guss what no luck for me so before you say it think about it what the fuck are you thinking thanks bratt

You Been Tagged....
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1. I have a habit of dating the underdog. Someone have to love them, might as well be me. 2. I love eating ice cream in the snow. 3. I love digging in my ear with Q-tips, sometimes it feels better then sex.. 4. I love flirting with my man's friends when he makes me mad, to show him he can be replaced. 5. I scatch my head when I am tired. 6. I have a habit of plucking my eyebrows, even when they don't need it. I can't stand to see a wild hair. Now this is fun here is who I am tagging! Pickle,Tony,Milk Chocolate,F150,Big Sweetness,Bad Now you guys start tagging people!! Anyone can do this blog! You

Another Funny (my Fav!!)
A man and his wife were spending the day at the zoo. She was wearing a loose fitting, pink dress, sleeveless with traps. He was wearing his usual Jeans and a T-shirt. As they walkded through the Ape exhibit, they passed in front of a large, silverback gorilla. Noticing the wife, the gorilla went crazy!! He jumped on the bars, and holding on with one hand and both his feet while pounding on his chest with his free hand. He was obviously excited by the lady in the pink dress. The husband, noticing the excitmnt, thought this was funny. He suggested that his wife tease the poor ape a bit by puckering her lips and wiggling her bottom. She played along and the gorilla got even more excited, makin noises that would wake the dead. Then the husband suggested that she let one of her straps fall to show a little more skin. She did, and the gorilla was about to tear the bars down. The husband then said, "Now show your thighs and sort of fan your dress at him." This drove th gorilla absolutely cr

Funny Joke
A teacher is explaining biology to her 4th grade students. "Humanbeings are the only animals that stutter," she said. A girl raises her hand. " I had a kitty who stuttered once." The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stoires could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. "Well, I was in the back yard with my kitty and the rottweilerwho loves next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard!!" "that must have been scary," the teacher said. "it sure was", said the little girl. "My kitty went 'FFFFF, FFFFFF, FFFFFF' and before he could say "fuck" the rottweiler ate him!

Engagement
I finally proposed, she said yes, I'll give more details later when I'm not at work, but needless to say, I'm estatic and happy and about to burst I'm so crazy in love and have been for years now. She's still beaming from ear to ear, I'm excited :D

For My Friends
Around the corner I have a friend, In this great city that has no end, Yet the days go by and weeks rush on, And before I know it, a year is gone. And I never see my old friends face, For life is a swift and terrible race, He knows I like him just as well, As in the days when I rang his bell. And he rang mine but we were younger then, And now we are busy, tired men. Tired of playing a foolish game, Tired of trying to make a name. "Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim Just to show that I'm thinking of him" But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes, And distance between us grows and grows. Around the corner, yet miles away, "Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today." And that's what we get and deserve in the end. Around the corner, a vanished friend. Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell them. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.

A Poem I Wrote Called "she"
A poem I wrote called "SHE" I wrote this when I was feeling down. SHE She tires of the way she is treated. She longs for the days of before. She cries for the lost love she never had. She treads lightly along the path leading nowhere. She hugs herself and wallows in her self-pity. She watches the world around her pass by. She is an outsider among a world of those who snub her and her beliefs. She throws herself on the mercy of God. She wants to end her life, as no one will miss her. She has nothing to offer to herself or to anyone. She is lost among the stars of which she will never be a part. She is in agony over her life as it is. She cannot fathom peace or love, as she is deaf and dumb to the world around her, and they are to her the same. She will never know what it's like to lose something she never had. She only has her naked self to present to no one but God. She end's her life of suffering and pain, and un-love, only to find that she is loved. She is, lo

Wish You Were My Sister
I wish you were my sister so I can give you my heart I would like to become God's child for then we will never part I wish you were my sister, you are so loving and so kind It does not matter, if you are my blood In my spirit, with you I reside I love you as a sister my dreams of you will never end I was meant to think of God I will always be your loving friend. I wish you were my sister, so I can tell you what is in my soul I pray God answers my prayer Now to Him I call. I welcome you, my sister, my wish was meant to be God's love is all around us, I can finally see. What a sister, you were meant for me.

Sooo Proud!!
im so proud..... I just left all those other sites i was on!! I told all my friends that if they wanted to talk to me to come here and deleted my accounts!! no more myspace, no more swydm, they sucked and cost to much time and took too much time to do anything! so FUCK them and rock on LOST CHERRY!!!

Some Of My Poems I Love Sharing
ANGELS WATCH US EVERY DAY SO BEHAVE THE BEAUTY OF THE MOUNTAINS THE BREATH TAKING MOMENT WE SHARE THE FRIENDSHIPS WE MAKE OUR LIVES WE HAVE SO MANY OPPORTUNITIES TO EXPRESS OUR FEELINGS BUT NEVER DO WELL I HAVE DECIDED TO DO JUST THAT EVERYDAY I HAVE A CHANCE THANK FOR YOUR FRIENDSHIPS I HAVE FOUND ON THE NET I HAVE MET MANY BUT ONLY KEPT A FEW ONES I FOUND LONELY AS I WAS THAT NEEDED A SHOULDER SOMEONE TO LISTEN OR MAKE THEM SMILE OR LAUGH I FOUND IN THEM SOMEONE TO CONFIDE IN SOMEONE TO SHARE MY THOUGHT MY OPINIONS MY HAPPY TIME AND MY MORE OFTEN SAD TIMES ,JER,SANDY,ROBIN,JAN,ROGER,DEB,DAN,ANDY, ELLA,LINDA,ROSIE,JAMES,ALAN NEAL,ELAINE,JULIE,KRISTI,NANCY,PHILL, SO MANY NAMES I COULD HAVE ADDED THANKS SO MUCH FOR LETTING ME BE ME AND MAKING ME SMILE GOD GAVE ME THE CHANCE TO BE A PART OF YOUR LIVES GOD BLESS YOU KEEP YOU ALL SAFE HUGS LYNN

Heh.
It's not fair. I didn't ask for it. So why rub it in my face. I didn't say, hey you should give me away, or any other type of shit, so why should i be punished. You call yourself a christian and you preach god to me every fucking day, how much of a hippocrite are you. Don't you realize what you're doing to me, isnt very christian like, now is it. Im sick of it all i really am. I make myself happy. I have to be. Other wise id be depressed all the time. But i hate depression so i don't allow myself to go there. Everyday i hear are you okay, or is everything alright, and if the people that truly cared would understand, im female, im never okay, and when i say im fine, i don't mean it. Give me a break. My brothers went to PA for the night. I got puppy duty. Pleasent isnt it. Whatever. Im done :)

Jigsaw
You scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.Jigsaw100%Hannibal Lecter90%Buffalo Bill80%Freddy Krueger80%Leatherface60%Michael Myers55%Pinhead50%Candyman45%Captain Spaulding40%Jason Voorhees20%Wh

Tag You're It
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I am right handed, but I masterbate left handed...lol 2. I like to watch a woman pee, not on me though...lol 3. I eat pizza at least 4-5 times a week. 4. Between work and school, I barely have time for myself. 5. I sit around in my boxers when I am alone. 6. I love when a woman takes control. Melissa Teejaysf27 Skitzo Short N Sassy Dazzeldoll NCBABE

Faith
faith is a word that means many things. to give thanks to one who created you, to give thanks to lord, to give thanks that the hurricane didn't hit. faith means many things but to me.. ..Faith means to triumph over the hurt and the pain to give faith that tomorrow is a good not a bad day. to show someone that there is good in the world.

Sweet But Sour
as the lights turned back from the twirly depths of persistence i thought about what happened what used to be between me and you the pain, hurt, and turmoil the light is bright within us the greatness we had the fun and joy you were my best friend and still are but your asking too much of this precious soul the light keeps flashing and in my mind its ending our beloved friendship i love you so much to lose you to a problem i look into your eyes and see the wanting and needing of the past but what happened was a mistake and i wish i could take it back not knowing your pain i want to feel your touch again but not the fakeness i want you to touch my soul again and do whatever you want with my body boy you are my soul mate but you are my ex lover and my best friend our friendship means too much to me to lose it the year we spent as lovers was not what i planned you will always be in my soul forever more the haunting of the past should rest FORGET EXPUNGE from our

Pathetic Cam Whores!!!!
ok, i'm tired of them it's enough one of my friends try to protect me from my pathetic ex, and one of his cam whores had to go and rate my friend with 1!!! so people be carefull... if you're my friend that means my ex and his cam whores will rate you down grrrrrr fucking bitches, why do have to put your nose in something that you weren't called?

*1st Entry*
Yo, what up! this is my 1st entry here on lost cherry! so far, this site is cool. *thanx wifey* well today has been an ok day. me n vannah found out mike moved to B-town! :( How sad huh? I need to see my luv *the kon* 2 bring a smile to my face....hehe... yea well you will prolly be hearing alot about the yukon aka "the kon" my one n only.... :0) and all the other crels.... LOL well im gonna bounce, so ill write later on, cuz were partyin..! yup! u know its gonna be a mish! haha. well thanx 4 reading! *HUGZ* ~Mizz Ped@

Poetry
Well, this was send to me from an ex. I not one for lets say, flattery but this one gives me to much credit. Lmao, just jokes... I thought I would share it considering some thought was put into it and I enjoyed it. I took the time to wait for you, I took the time to spare. I took the time to understand you, But still you showed no care I told you once I loved you, And from then many more. I told you once I'd wait for you, Even still you chose to be a whore. I guess now I have nothin' to say, No more choices on my behalf. I guess I'm back as I once was, Just a friend to make you laugh. But still I know you won't change, And you'll never see me as a friend. So just go with the flow, let time pass, Because it's no use to pretend. But you know I'll always remember, All the times we had shared. All the drinkin' times and the cries we had, All the times our minds had bared. You'll be a part of me lifelong, You'll be in my heart forever. But now

10 Reasons People Make Stupid Decisions
Have you ever wondered why most of the people you know (and probably your elected representatives) insist on making dumb decisions when they are so clearly wrong? Below are ten reasons that they act like idiots without even knowing it. And as they say in poker, if you can't spot the sucker at the table, then it's probably you... 10. We’ve come this far… (sunk cost bias) - We all know that the past is past and we can’t get back money or time that we already spent. But many people irrationally take sunk costs, time, money, or other resources which have already been spent and can't be recovered, into their decision making. Barry Schwartz from Swarthmore College, author of The Paradox of Choice, in an LA Times op-ed piece highlights examples of sunk costs used in decision making, such as how much you spent to get your car fixed last time, how long you have been dating someone, how much you invested in a stock, or how many troops have been lost in Iraq so far. 9. Me me me! (egocentric

Just Letting Off Some Steam
Why are people so stupid as to tell someone how to live their lives? Are they serrious or what. i had someone tell me that dating a man that is 20yrs older than me was wrong and i was going to hell....so be it. Then had someone else tell me that i shouldnt date people off the net, hello, not like i'm jumping into bed with them after i say hello. And whats this shit about i HAVE to go to church or i'm not going to heaven. Who said i was going anyway? my spirit is going to walk the earth as long as it wants, i'm not planning on going to heaven or hell. This religion shit, give me a fucking break. i dont believe in one religion, i believe in one higher being, but whoever that is i choose to worship is my own damn business. Now, let me get on my gay soapbox, who gives a rats ass if i've slept with women or men? its my damn choice. i make choices everyday that piss people off, so be it. i choose to have sex with another woman, i choose to put a hole in my nose, belly and ears, i choose to h

Juggalo Family
We may paint our faces, we may fuck around. But pussy-ass bitches, here won't be found. My homies stand, behind me all the way. My true family, and forever we'll stay. Don't fuck with me, cause they got my back. Where do YOUR friends go, when they know you can't hack? Do they stay there and help? Fuck no they run. Back to their mommies, while we have our fun. My juggalo family, we don't fuck around. So tell me this now, are you down with the clown?

First Timer
So my home girl/co-worker got me to join this site. I don't know how much I will be on here since I am already addicted to Yahoo 360'. I love that site. So I am a little freaked out by signing up for this site. I am very married and have five kids and definatly not looked for cyber sex or cyber boy/girlfriends. Just here to blog and read blogs. I don't know what these points are about or ratings so I may or may not rate anyone's sites right away. please be patient with me! I you leave any sort of perverted statements or suggestions then I will deny, ignore, and report you. Thanks and have a good day! Tawnee we will see where this goes.

Are You Real Friend Or Fake
""FAKE FRiENDS: Never ask for food. REAl FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs REAl FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM=) FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAl FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn .. we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!" FAKE FRiENDS: never seen you cry. REAl FRiENDS: cry with you FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAl FRiENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you. REAl FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAl FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door. REAl FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!" fakE FRiENDS: Are for awhile. rEAl FRiENDS: Are for life. FAKE FRiENDS: Will take your

Trainspotting By John Hodge
Trainspotting by John Hodge Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players, and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance. Choose fixed- interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisure wear and matching luggage. Choose a three piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing sprit- crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing you last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future. Choose life... But why would I want to d

Random
chaos in death, chaos in life. all we are are cess pools for chaos and rage, we are the disease, we are the carriers of the apocolypse. one day we will be mankinds greatest threat, and the only way to deal with it is to get rid of that threat, and by that way of thinking we are even greater a threat to ourselves, so we are chaos embodied, and the apocolypse reincarnated I am randomness embodied today, and everything I do comes from this deamon within who touches every part of my soul. my heart and body cry out that this is normal, and so I continue to be random, I am chaos, I am the anti everything. nothing is as bad as me, yet I am nothingness, I am nothing, a small speck in this world, I am nothing in the face of history help me, don't help me, come hold me, stay away from me I am diseased, I am unclean, I don't know what I am or who I am, what am I where am I I am randomness I am chaos. I am the end of the world

Great Way To Spend Friday 13th
well today is my anniversary. a great way to spend friday 13th. not really cause i'm spending it alone. i miss my husband. he in iraq still probably until next month he will be home. i guess it makes me sad that it my 1year anniversary that we been married and i can't spend it with him. and there other issues going on in my mind. it just blah. anyways all i been doing mostly today was cleaning my house. what else can i do. i dunno. anyways happy 1year anniversary to us.. ps: i know there many more anniversary that going to come up. but this suppose to be our FIRST ONE!!!

Blind Faith??
Blind Faith?? Even though we stumble,or even though we fall,God is there to lift us up and offer his hand so that we can rise. Our spirit goes through a battle every day of our lifes. They say the human spirit is unrelentless and Independant. So is that why we try to pull out of things on our own? Why is it, that we do this,then yell at God,for not succeding in our"prideful" ways and not letting God take our hand, when he so graciously held it out for us? Why is it that our mind is capable of so many things, yet when we fall on our face, after we didn't grab that hand that he held out for us, we blame the one thing, that if we had layed down our pride, could of helped us before we even fell? This Baffles me you guys. Just imagine this story. "Oh God" the girl cried again. The girls love of her life had just went into the hospital. She was depressed for many days. She asked everyone around her to pray, yet she was so obsessed with the fact that her love was in the hospital, that

Winters Night:
This one is one of my published poems Winters Night: I peer through the window and see winter's blanket upon the ground frozen. The harsh beauty of each snow flake pressed against the glass is like you.......meserising. The mere thought of you fans the smoulding passion within my heart, And keeps me warm on those cold, cold winter nights. I long for a time when we can spend those winter nights together sharing the warmth of a fire and the warmth of presence......one anothers. My heart beats like thunder in my chest, But the sound is lost in the crackle of the fire and the howling of the wind outside. We move closer and the intoxicating scent of you surrounds me, My skin seams to be on fire where your fingers touch me. And the passion in your eyes shine in the fire light. Two......perfect like stars that have fallen to the earth. Midnight falls and we sleep warm and content within each others arms. While the icy winds sighs endlessly

How To Really Eat Pussy
ENJOY!! How to really eat pussy: (Beware ladies...this can get you worked up. boyz...this is the bible as far as I'm concerned.) When a woman finds a man who gives good head, she's found a treasure she's not going to let go of too quickly. This is one rare customer and she knows it. She won't even tell her girlfriends about it or that guy will become the most popular man in town. So, remember, most guys can fuck, and those who can usually do it satisfactorily, but the guy who gives good head, he's got it made. Most women are shy about their bodies. Even if you've got the world's most gorgeous woman in bed with you, she's going to worry about how you like her body. Tell her it's beautiful, tell her which parts you like best, tell her anything, but get her to trust you enough to let you down between her legs. Now stop and look at what you see. Beautiful, isn't it? There is nothing that makes a woman more unique than her pussy. I know.They come in all different sizes, c

Letting You In:
Letting You In: I want to hold you, stroke your hair I want to let you know I care I want to open up my mind So you can see my love is kind I want to make you understand my love is gentle, hold your hand, touch your face, and kiss your eyes make you believe I speak no lies I want to let you deep inside so you can see I do not hide so you can know my love is true so you can feel my love for you. Pamella Quackenbush 9/26/2000

"if"
"If" If our mother was here, would we all be acting like we are? Not talking to each other, having ill feelings towards one another. Holding in these feelings like we do helps none of us. Above all else we are family. You know none of us are perfect, we all at one time or another have made mistakes. And sometimes we say things we are sorry for later,but life goes on and it happens in the best of families. The past is the past and thats where it should stay,we need to live our life for the now. We still have each other and none of us know for sure when it will be our last. So we should just let the past be. Pamella Quackenbush 12/8/2001

~hugs~
i love the way you fit in my arms or the way i make you smile i love the fact that your always there to listen in times of trials i love your charm and beauty your smell, soft lips, and your hair i love how much i love you even tho im not there i love the way you make me nervous i say the wrong thing and i trip i wish i had lots of money to take you sail round the world on a ship i love how my heart skips when ever your on the phone i still think of you everytime i put in that cd deftones there are so many times i should have told you how i really felt inside and then maybe things would have been different but these feelings i can not hide you mean the world to me babe

What Are Friends?
What are Friends? I ponder about this and yet it still baffles me friends they say friends? what really is a friend? someone who will always be there? someone who will turn their back on you? someone who cares for you always? A Friend Is someone who turely loves you who can accept you know matter what someone who doesn't turn their back on you nor talk about you someone who is happy when you have acheived something someone who helps you out in everything someone who is there, to wipe up your tears and make you laugh and last but not least a friend is a shoulder to lean on, the calmer of storms. Pamella Quackenbush 3/30/2000

Try To Be Strong
Try to be Strong I try to be strong but I am weak I need to be held I need to be comforted I want this pain to go living is painful I am empty now....numb my heart can't feel much that is why there are these tears I try to open up,but I can't pity is not allowed in my life I am a coward my soul has been lost there is no hope for me I don't want to live like this I need an out yet I want to be strong I can't live up to my own standards I'm a contradiction to everything I say how I need you,where are you now? you say you are right beside me yet I can't feel you I know how you feel and it hurts so much oh why did I turn my back on you?why can't it just all go back the way it was why do I suffer,with my own torment, the torment I've made the life I've lived. Pamella Quackenbush 3/30/2000

Real Life Friday The 13th Even In St.lucie Hits Fox News
family 0f 4 killed by gunshots to the head,were found this morning in psl/ft.pierce area... a real life friday the 13th horrific event,that was major news on fox news and cnn... by the way we have a great new rock club opening october 28th..with a concert by Smile Empty Soul and others...but that has just been overlooked by the murder...

You're The One For Me
You're the one for me..... You are the one I think about, each and everyday, the memories of us together, have never seamed to fade. A picture of you, I still hold so near my heart, even after all the years that've gone by, and all the miles apart. Not a day goes by, that I wish you would see, even after all this time, just what you mean to me. I wish to take away your sorrows, and all the pain you feel inside, to see the smile back on your face, and the sparkle in your eyes. You have with you, this heart of mine, and I hope you never let it go, for with time and passing years, this love could only grow. Pamella Quackenbush 2000

Tears:
Tears: Tears slowly falling down my face so many memories in so little time, I wish they would have never happened I wish I could change it all yet my mind won't let me forget my mistakes this biggest one, is not doing the things I should have, the things I will later regret for the rest of my life I trust to easily and I hurt to easily, How could anyone love me? my heart screams when all I feel like is a waste of air. why do I even feel like this why does this happen to me why can't my mind just leave me alone! why do I treat myself like this? why do I fear love? why can't others see me for me, the inside me why does it have to be me? why can't there be someone like me? Too many whys I believe. Pamella Quackenbush 2000

Handsome SWM, 27, strong hare seeking cute little bunny 21-31, romantic and slender to share my carrots with. Let's hop all over town and have some good times and have a hare-raising experience. If you like to lay in clover and nibble,thats a plus.

Life's Thoughts
Life's Thoughts I am not sure what is real any more in my life, every day it seams that the more I try to get ahead in my life, events around me happen to push me down and keep me frommoving forward. But I keep trying to move forward and try not to let those events to keep me from my goal. The more I try the more I am held back by things I can not control, but seam to have control of me in some way. I wish they would just leave me be and let me become who I know I am and what I know I can be, But they just keep pushing me down as I keep getting up and pushing forward. Pamella Quackenbush 2/8/2006

Wtf Toby Keth You Mfing Sob
TOBY KEITH LYRICS "Runnin' Block" My buddy said his girlfriend is as pretty as can be He said help a brother out tonight and come double date with me She's gotta a baby sister and they're headed into town They're lookin' for a good time They're fun to be around I said what do she look like? He scratched his head and stated "She was a home comin' football queen before she graduated. We'll wine and dine and do 'em fine and really double date 'em Then take 'em back to the motel six and Try to seperate 'em. They showed up in a pick up They were right on time His was kinda heafty But not half as big as mine I'm runnin' block Turn the lights down low Runnin' block Don't want know one to know That I tried to drink her skinny but she's still about 215 Sometimes you got to bow up And take one for the team She cleaned her plate at dinner Then she ate what's left of mine Then she wolfed down a big cheesecake as I drank all the wine She strolled out to the p

One Slaves Story:
One Slaves Story: Well first let me introduce myself. My name is Pam, I am 49 years old (at the writing of this). I have been in this life style since I was 17(32Yrs now). Now the story begins. It was a nice spring day in up state New York. So being 17 I wanted to get out go for a walk, so I headed to the park with a good book, and some lunch. I found a good spot and settled down with my book. I must of been there for hours just reading and enjoying the nice day, when a shadow creep across my book, making it hard to see what I was reading. So I looked up for the source and was staring into the most perfect eyes I'd ever seen. I smiled and said would you mind moving out of the sun for me your blocking it. He looked at me and smiled back asking me what I was reading? I told him Stephen Kings new book. Then he asked me if I did a lot of reading and I told him yes I do every chance I get. We then started talking about different books and the ones we liked. When he realized that I n

The Next Chapter In This Slaves Life:
The Next Chapter In this slaves Life: After I learned all Master figured I could of being a good sub, Then the training to become a slave started. Let me explain that the road to becoming a sub was not an easy one. Let me also explain the difference here between being a sub and being a slave as what they mean to me. SUB: Is a person who imposes her limits on her Master. She/he is still new so has lots of limits and lots of learning to go. Slave: Is one who has her limits given to her by her Master. Meaning that even if she likes something and it is a limit for her Master it is now also a limit for her. Most slaves have moral limits, such as no kids involved, no breath play, and no broken bones stuff like that to mention a few. Training to be a slave was the hardest training I would under take this far. There were times when I felt totally worthless and would sit in a corner and cry. There were even times I doubted myself worth. But with Masters help I ma

The Next Chapter In This Slaves Life:
The Next Chapter In This slaves Life: Information: I need to back up some here. There are things that are done to celebrate a sub/slaves progress, it’s something like going from grade to grade in school. When Master took me on as a sub in training I was given a collar to wear and an informal contract was drawn up. There are different contracts for each stage in a sub/slaves life. But a contract between Master and sub/slave is not something that should be taken lightly by either party. But also it isn’t binding in a court of law it’s not a legal contract by the courts, but is legal with in the BDSM community. There are rules and edict that is expected from both a Master and sub/slave within the BDSM community. Like lets say a sub/slave ends up with a Dom as her Master that’s an abuser in the name of the life style then she can like black ball him within the community. It’s like warning all the other sub/slaves out there about him. And the same goes for a sub/slave that a

After Thoughts:
After Thoughts: I have learned a lot over the years and am still learning. Just because I’ve been in the life style for 33 yrs. Doesn’t mean I can stop learning or that I know all there is to know. And as anyone I always have room for improvement. I’ve done things within the life style that vanilla people would just be sick over or think I was crazy or just plain sick. I’ve done water sports, I’ve been a rent-a-slave, I’ve done knife play (cutting), bean beat with canes, paddles, hair brushes, whips, floggers, riding crops. I’ve had clamps and plastic clothes pins with and with out weights on my nipples and pussy lips and clit. I’ve wore butt plugs for long periods of time in the house out of the house under clothes. I’ve been tied up , tied down ,done fire play ,been denied the pleasure of cumin for months on end. But to me its all normal and I don’t know any other way of living my life. Any good Dom knows the gift given him of submission is a gift not be taken lightly or abu

Hey You All Come Rate And Comment My Lips!! In This Contest!
I want to win this contest with my lips in my drunk picture LOL!! If I could I would kiss all of you who vote and comment me!!! GIVE ME SOME!! MUAHHHH!! Click on link and rate and comment if you could for me thanks :D

Final Chapter (but Not Over)
Final Chapter (but not over) Wrapping It All up: This all happened over the last 33 years and I don’t have any regrets of learning all I’ve learned. The only regret I have in my life is the fact that Master was killed Five years ago by a drunk driver. I lost everything and life as I knew it was changed and follow a rough road. I even lost the will to go on at first but then I remembered that Master would want me to be the best at what ever I did. His memories kept me going over the next five years. After I got over the shock I packed what was left and moved to PA. It was rough at first in a small town not knowing any one. But I made it and after a month I had 3 jobs and then ended up with 1 of them full time. I was again happy, well as happy as I could be. I was on the hunt for a Master. And wouldn’t settle for just any old Master to fill the void. After a lot of interviewing and emailing a lot of Doms from all over I thought I found one that was right for me!!!!! Well

My Choice My Life
My choice My life I need to address this for those that think I was brain washed by someone I chose to live my life my way..........If you don't understand the BDSM life style then you will never understand where I am coming from. Becoming his slave was 2nd to falling in love with each other and after all I was 17 when we met and I could of at any time have walked away I didnt I made a choice to stay and enjoy the life style I ventured on. If it was now and not back then I met him I would still take the same venture.......you never know what you like and dont like until you try it..........and as for taking control it was nice I had no worries about nothing he took care of it all for me and the kids. The best thing I can say is for those of you that have read this all with a closed mind oh well and to all the others if you are wanting to understand more read sm101 and that should help you understand more. thanks to all who have read my journal and left comments Pam

Cover Story
This is a story of one slaves journey into the life style: First I want to thank all my sisters in the life style that went on to become my friends. I also want to thank all The Dom's that were never my Master but was always there for my endless questions. And also stood by me no matter what. I want to thank shylittleheart for being my sis and friend, for sharing her life with me all of it the good and bad, as I did with mine. With out her joking about writing a story about the life style this one would of never came about. Also special thanks to my best friend, sis Bev. who has taught me so much and listened to me endlessly when ever I needed a shoulder to cry on.

Mandi
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?21-23 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?10-15 6. What is your pubic hair style?Shaved bald, nice and clean 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Boy Shorts 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Doggie style 10. How often do you masturbate?Once a day 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Yes, I sure have 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Both taken and been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, a foursome 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, and I own some of my own 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Of course, I go to nudist events all the time 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both

Huntsville Bound
well in a few weeks i'm headed to huntsville to start working for the job that i have been trying to get for over a year about this time last year. thank god they decided to work with me, yippy so might be computerless for a while

My Daughter's ( I Wish You )
My Daughter's ( I Wish You ) I Wish You When You're Lonely I wish You Love When You're Sad I wish You Joy When You're Discouraged I Wish You Hope When You're Spirit Is Low I Wish You Beauty When You Are Troubled I Wish You Peace

More Ink Work..
the colors start to get added to my army tatt tonight @ 8. this tatt was my own design & holds a lot of signifcants to me. when i add the pic's, i hope all ink fan weigh in with their opinion. peace, mikey

Charge Of The God
Charge of the God Listen to the Words of the Horned God, Who was of old called among men Adonis, Tammuz, Dianus, Herne, Bran, Beli, Lugh, Gwyn, Dionysus, Osiris, Cernunnos, Pan, And by many other Names. O Secret of Secrets, That art hidden in the being of all that lives, Not Thee do we adore, For That which adored is also Thou. Thou art That, and That am I. I am the Flame that burns in the heart of every being, And in the core of every Star. I am Life, and the Giver of Life, Yet therefore is the Knowledge of Me The Knowledge of Death and Resurrection. I am alone, the Lord within ourselves, Whose Name is Mystery of Mysteries. I am the Horned God. I am the Lord of the Universe, The Father of all living, The All-Devourer and the All-Begetter. I am He Whose Seed lies strewn As glittering Gems across velvet darkness Within the Womb of the Mother. I am the Lord of the Shadows In the darkness of the Underworld, For I am the Midnight Sun. I am the L

Luck With My Smill
I STARTED A NEW DAY HERE WITH ALL THE LOVE TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS I HOPE I HAVE ALL OF YOU IN THE SAME PLACE OHHH IT WILL BE ALL OF THE FUN AND THE GOOD THING S WILL BE DONE HERE SO I THINK WE ARE FINE WITH US NO PROBLEMS I WISH TO SET WE ALL TO TAKE THE DINNER WITH ALL OF US EVERY ONE TALK ABOUT HIM SELF AND TRYING TO GET ALL THE GOOD DREAMS WITH US TO SHARE IT I HAVE MANY FRIENDS I THINK AS SOON THEY WILL GET SOME THING SPICIAL SO I WILL SAY TO ALL OF THEM I WISH ALL THE LUCK FOR ALL OF YOU IT IS FROM MY HEART I RESPECT ALL OF YOU LOST CHERRIES TRIBLE_XXX-ALFA-FOX-99

Charge Of The Goddess.
Charge of the Goddess. Listen to the words from the Great Mother, who was of old called amongst men, Isis, Artemis, Astarte, Dione, Melusine, Aphrodite, Diana, Arionrhod, and by many other names. Whenever you have need of anything, once in the month and better it be when the Moon is full or new, then shall ye assemble in some secret place and adore the spirit of Me, Queen of all Witcheries. There shall ye assemble, who have not yet won my deepest secrets and are fain to learn all sorceries. To these shall I teach that which is yet unknown. Ye shall be free from all slavery, and as a sing that you be free, ye shall be naked in your rites. You shall sing, feast, make music and love, all in my presence, for Mine is the ecstasy of the spirit, and mine is also joy upon earth. My law is love unto all beings. Mine is the Secret that opens upon the door of youth, and mine is the cup of the wine of life, the cauldron of Cerridwen, which is

The Thirteen Principles Of Wiccan Belief
The Thirteen Principles of Wiccan Belief Adopted by the Council of American Witches, in April, 1974. 1: We practice rites to attune ourselves with the natural rhythm of life forces marked by the phases of the Moon and the seasonal Quarters and Cross Quarters. 2: We recognize that our intelligence gives us a unique responsibility toward our environment. We seek to live in harmony with Nature, in ecological balance offering fulfillment and consciousness within an evolutionary concept. 3: We acknowledge a depth of power far greater than that apparent to the average person. Because it is far greater than ordinary it is sometimes called supernatural, but we see it as lying within that which is naturally potential to all. 4: We conceive of the Creative Power in the universe as manifesting through polarity ~as masculine and feminine~ and that this same Creative Power lies in all people, and functions through the interaction of the masculine and feminine. We value neither above t

Cosmic Questions
* If Wile E. Coyote has enough money to buy all that Acme stuff, why can't he just buy dinner? * Is a male ballerina called a ballerino? * Do illiterate people get the full effect of Alphabet Soup? * If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons? * If corn oil is made from corn and vegetable oil is made from vegetables, what is baby oil made from? * If quizzes are quizzical, what are tests?

I Am A Witch
I Am A Witch I am a witch. I do not worship Satan; I am not interested in Satan. I do NOT go to church on Sunday, Nor do I have to enter any man made building to feel the presence of the Divine. I am not afraid of going to Hell because I dont believe in Hell any more that I do Satan. I believe in reincarnation. I believe I will continue to come back to this world or another until I have reached enlightenment and only then will I return to my Maker, to become one with the Universal Energy. I am not evil. Telling people that I am a good witch or asking me if I am a good witch implies that there are evil witches. There are evil people who chose to hurt others through their action, those people are NOT witches. The central law of being a witch is: An It Harm None, Do What Ye Will. Please dont ask be about sacrificing cats or eating children. Such an idea is foul and disgusting. I love my animals as part of my family, and have re

Rant #7: National Turkey Day.
Ok, so you Americans are celebrating Turkey Day really soon. We did last monday, cuz Canada rocks. Whats national turkey day celebrate? You Americans slaughtering the TRUE descoverers of our countries. The Natives. Ohh, you probably proclaim "Columbus descovered this wonderful land of ours!"... ok, what did the Natives do? Halucinate the land into non-existance? Hmm? WE were here first. You assholes came over to our country from Europe, slaughtered my people, raped our women, and brought your European diseases over here. And yet you celebrate by butchering a poor defenceless animal, with little turds dangling from it's neck and feast on it. How does that have anything to do with descovering this land? (Not that you did...) And another thing, you Americans claim to be so smart... you look at a native and call him an "Indian"... here's an education lesson for you. An Indian is someone who wears a diaper on his head and flies planes into your buildings. Us Natives are either drunk,

A Day At The Mall
Ethan and I visited the local shopping mall this morning. Thursday morning is a good time for shopping. Many people have to work on Thursday morning so the mall is not very busy. We practiced riding the escalator and seemed to do pretty well, however we need a little more work on the getting on/getting off part. Sometimes we fail to pay close attention and stumble a bit. The puppies in the pet store were especially cute. Some were sleeping and some were in a playful mood. We wanted to take one home, but thought better of it because we weren’t sure that our cats would approve. We saw many fine toys at the Disney Store and examined them carefully. But they all seemed to be a bit overpriced. After some discussion we decided to wait and see if any of them go on sale after Easter. Ethan found a balloon behind the counter at one of the specialty clothing stores and seeing no price tag on it, tucked it under his arm and headed for the door. The cashier said that he could

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I'm sleepy! I'm really really sleepy. I got a game tonight and then OBA tomorrow. Yeah. Joy. Then the only thing I have to do is go to the here v. there game on Thursday. After that? I'm gettin paid! Yay me! The smoke detector went off at 2 this morning and I got out of bed to see what was going on. Turns out that dad turned the heater on. BOUT FREEKING TIME! It was actually warm when I got out of bed this morning. That was nice. Yesterday was a lot of fun. Very very cold, but a lot of fun. I ran around with V and Matt most of the time and pretended that I was a lesbian with Teena for Ian. That was great! Anyway...um...yeah. I'll post the most awesome thing that happened yesterday at tech though... On the way home (insert awesome thing here) and I remembered that I had to take Sarah to Wal-Mart for food junk for class. She didnt have money, so I had to pay for it. Rawr. This morning she forgot it. I turned around. She's giving me $10. Yeah. Next time she'll remember her crap. Nothin

First Day As A Cherry User!
Well today was just another typical day at work here in Iraq. Working with the Iraq Police trying to train them and teach them how to do thier job so we can get the fuck home! so yeah that will never happen. these guys are dumb as dirt. anyways imma get back to working on my page now.. see yall laters ;)

The Meaning Of Being A Witch Is All About
I AM A WITCH! When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a witch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a witch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me a witch. Being a witch entails raising my children to be strong people Who have a solid sense of personal and social responsibility, Who are not afraid to stand up for what they believe in And, who love and respect themselves for the beautiful beings they are. Being a witch means that I am free to be the wonderful creature I am, With all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty. Being a witch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a witch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone else's maid or when I act a little selfish. I am proud to be a

Bored At Work
Yeah i'm bored at work, working for the postal service can be somewhat of a good thing too, cuz it there's time to kill to think about other shit out there. we dont get very much customers here, but it's starting to get busy cuz it's Christmas is coming soon, so people are getting all their shit to their families. i dont make much but i can complain cuz my boss lets me use the computer. Other than that you guys have a good friday the 13th.

My View On Men Since I Have Slept~~
OK~~ I have slept now~~ and received a formal apology ~~ and had a lot of messages giving me good insight!! ~~ Thanks to ya all. So here is my view today.... all men at one time or another think about sex even with their *friends*. I should not have condemned all men last night.. because I was wrong. I do have quite a few friends that are nice and respect me ~~ and to them I apolgize for caterogizing you. I am not going back to the no men on my list thing I guess I was just really mad. I still think that using people in the way the last blog stated is a really sorry thing to do... but it happens. And thanks to naughty nomad to point me back in the right direction.. we all need to be set straight every now and then . I guess all I can ask of the male friends I have is to think about what you are doing to people before you do it . As I have always said.. what you think doesn't hurt anyone.. but what comes out your mouth and your actions do... ~~ It was also

Randomness On Friday
I'm surviving today with gloves, a heater and a sweater. Yet no one seems to realize that we shouldn't have to do this in the front office. Course, at this rate I'm gonna say if I have to provide my own heat then I ought to at least be able to listen to my own music at my desk. Bleah. Other than that things are going well. No one has died. My family and friends are healthy. That sort of thing. I have no real complaints besides the whole being cold at work thing. Oh, and I would just like to say that I have found two things today that others deemed impossible to find in our new system. I am the Queen of Searches!!! It's kinda neat to find something that everyone else has given up on. Go me! Okay, yeah, so I take pleasure in the little things. And I'd like our server to decide if it wants to work or not. This on and off again crap is really messing with me and the things I need to get done.

Kindness...
Kindness is the language which the deaf can hear and the blind can see. -Mark Twain However, many people proport that kindness is this unique gift that they bestow upon you. Those that do, often take a posture that they have done you this great favor, and in their minds they are convinced that they have, and they will congratulate themselves, namely because its above and beyond how they normally treat people.

My Latest Short Story
The call- They had been chatting online for about three months when the subject came up…. He was at work during the day in a job that did not require his complete attention. So it was almost natural that he would find the internet and how it could help him pass the time during the slow parts of the day. One day he happened upon a web site where people could meet and chat online. This, he loved, as he loved to talk to people. Women especially he liked talking to. One day, he found her. The person he could chat with, who seemed to understand him, and who could relate to him. He, in a relationship that was not void of sex, but so very infrequent that it might as well have been. She was a housewife. She had a busy life, but did manage to take some time for herself at times. Exercise, a little TV, and surfing the net, being her favorite pastimes of late. But then one day, she wandered upon a web site where people could chat and share pictures. This was very exciti

No Snow!! Hooray
Hey, they lied to us again those darn weather men! of course they also like to say snow showers and we get a blizzard, check my photos and you will see what a blizzard looks like from my front door, I could add lots of pics about the snow where i live, we get alot of lake effect snow, almost buried the mailboxes, and i am not one who has the mail delivered to the door, I have to go outside to the street to get it, and that can be a real bitch! so i let it fill my box before going to get it lol. At least I can say I have another few weeks before I have to worry about it.

Homiday In Egypt
Halloween is great, Dressing up as gouhls and ghosts, Creativity. Making the costume, Is always half of the fun, Not all wear costumes. Halloween mischief, Toilet paper and eggs thrown, Those little vandals. You're never too old, Trick-or-treat, the tradition, Of October fun. BUTH I go to EGYPT/Hurghada* sunning on the beach! When pumpkins grin and growl And black cats roam and prowl Owls call and wolves howl Great bugs and spiders crawl Witches cackle and call While conjuring such sour Potions and poisons foul Mixed in cauldrons bowl All these signs give a clue – Halloween is here at last! BUTH I go to EGYPT/Hurghada*sunning in the sun!

Friday (insert Creepy Music) The 13th
Being that's it's: FRIDAY THE 13th I thought I would put some interesting history/origins and stories/myths here for all your entertainment: Origins and Myths Friday the thirteenth is considered the unluckiest of days in many superstitions, unless you were born on Friday the thirteenth in which case it is your lucky day. The fear of Friday the 13th is called paraskavedekatriaphobia or paraskevidekatriaphobia, a specialized form of triskaidekaphobia, a phobia (fear) of the number thirteen. Origins The origins of Friday superstitions are many. One of the best known is that Eve tempted Adam with the apple on a Friday. Tradition also has it that the Flood in the Bible, the confusion at the Tower of Babel. The origins of the Friday the 13th superstition have also been linked to the fact there were 13 people at the last supper of Jesus, who was traditionally crucified on Good Friday, but it probably originated only in medieval times ... It has also been li

Pumpkin Pie And Vicodin
Fuck Ive got heartburn~ Corn dogs for breakfast should help, right? Soooo I went to my 6 week pp appointment tomorrow, the evil ducky didnt hurt at all. My OB gave me an Rx for Vicodin and for an antibiotic so I wouldnt die from the tooth pain. I seriously love my doctor, he's Rx happy! So Ive been taking vicodin every couple hours and the pain is barely there, fuck yeah! I finally ate me some pumpkin pie!! I fucking love the shit and I havnt had it in 5 years!! Not much else is going on. Felix goes in for his snippy snip on Monday, yay. I need a boyfriend.

Friday
Well today has to be better than yesterday, after working all night i came home got drunk, woke up really really late and now im getting ready to head out to the club, hoping i can find some gorgeous women, first im going to take a little trip aroun d central florida looking to see what sort of trouble i can get into ... will post more tomorrow but i have a feeling i can find something wicked ...

30 Things A Guy Needs To Know About Women
This was written by a guy who has had years of experience. 1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do. 2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat. **4. NEVER miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. DON'T refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. **7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms. 8. If you don't sleep with them, DO NOT tell your friends that you did. 8.5 If you DO sleep with them, DON'T tell your friends that

Heres A Few Things About Me
alright here i go im 5"11 165 pounds blonde hair blue eyes, built, theres yo physical thats all you need on that. Look straight up im on this website to have a good time so dont give me a hard one and ill be cool. right now at the moment im single and yes i would be interested in a relationship so it is what it is. i want to go out and have a good time as well so if you have anything interesting that i could get myself into then let me know. sides that im good for explaining things for right now im out.

Drama
Ok... So the older we get you think people would grow up and want to start living their own lives. Stop starting shit, talking about other people in general, and strive to be good people with morals, cant we all just get along....?

Not Mine But....
Not mine.. But very well put! Irony of love is loving the right person at the wrong time and having the wrong person when the time is RIGHT and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. Sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little. We all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love only to discover that for them, we are just for past times, while the one who truly lov

Song Or Story?
Love is hard at first but it can end up soo good I used to know you My heart had feelings for you Then you just disappeared Leaving me broken down and wondering If Ill ever see you or even talk to you again I never had the chance to let you know that I loved you Now as the years pass I slowly forgotten you Had some troubles, my heart got wounded Now I really need you but I am to blame for keeping My feelings inside Though I saw you yesterday wasnt to sure till I got your call next morning, I was scared knowing That she might not be the same, we talked all night she has two daughters and a boy, now she works three jobs Cause the asshole wasnt man enough to be dad We met at dinner that she worked nights at We caught up on the old times and I told her About everything even my love for her back then It touch her now were going out, learning about Each other 3 months later we moved in together After she found out how much I love her and the children I l

Overworked!!!
For a couple years, I have been blaming it on lack of sleep and too much pressure from my job, but now I found out the real reason: I am tired because I am overworked. The population of this country is 237 million. • 104 million are retired. • That leaves 133 million to do the work. • There are 85 million in school, which leaves 48 million to do the work. • Of this there are 29 million employed by the federal government, leaving 19 million to do the work. • 2.8 million are in the Armed Forces, which leaves 16.2 million to do the work. • Take from the total the 14,800,000 people who work for State and City Governments and that leaves 1.4 million to do the work. • At any given time, there are 188,000 people in hospitals, leaving 1,212,000 to do the work. • Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. • That leaves just two people to do the work. • You and me. • And you are sitting at your computer reading jokes.

Lol, So True.
You scored as Emo Kid. You listen to emo. 'Nuff said. You know how to dress. You usually feel as if nobody understands you. Emo Kid100%Stoner93%Goth60%Punk47%Loner33%Geek/Nerd20%Hot13%"Ghetto"13%Jock0%Prep0%What Highschool Clique Do You Belong To?created with

Life
"life's a bitch" yea...we're young and confused we learn from the pain we cause and the hurt we go thru there's A lot we learn so many different Ways to love hate little bits of Life each time is a chance to start A better life then yours has ever Though about how kids felt from limiting them for dating or other shit if you don't you could have a runaway or a suicide on your hands We're not perfect no one is we might have the brains not from books or grades from your mistakes of your life we have more ways to look at our problems and fix them we have better possibility of making the right choices to keep our kids alive and happy and ourselves happy too if we find the right someone we won't tell son or daughter that their just a mistake that you never wanted or go to court fighting over who gets them what's with that bullshit you put us thru hell it might pay off for us and our kids not to worry with this shit we're not pe

Artwork, Just For You!
OK, so here's the deal...check out my artwork gallery, and you'll see the personalized artwork that I've done for people. If you'd like to have one, answer the following questions in a private message to me, and I'll make you one. 1: What's your email addy? This is only for me to send you the finished. I want you to see it before anyone else. 2: What's your preferred nickname, or real name if you'd rather. If it's really long, do you have a shortened version? 3: What are your favorite colors? 4: Describe your style. 5: Am I on your friends list? I am only doing these for my friends, since I spend HOURS on them.

:(
"What's Real" You think u know me because I played along Being sum1 I'm not but sum1 u love I end up by myself I don't care there's nothing left I gone to far I hurt too many I search for myself But never could I don't exist I was only what they wanted They never knew what was in my heart I made it to be what was already in their minds Nothing was ever real just what they though was a perfect life then I took away killing their hopes and dreams For some but others They could care less They just forgot and moved on All these lies and broken hearts life is so random One min your in love the next you hate everything My mind plays tricks Confusing my heart I don't know what's right or not There's so much shit going thru my mind Making choices from my heart Is impossible for me I don't know if love is the greatest or the worse thing In life All I do know is I fucked up I cant take any of it back so now I'll leave this place With no more pain no more love

Wuvz
"love" I love you so much,you are my heart even tho we're apart, We're together at heart You're always on my mind, You are my life The life I always dreamed about but Never through it would come true Until you came, Making my fantasy into reality Bring happiness each day To go on loving life Before I gave up on love You showed me that there is someone for me, that some1 is you You are all the things that I'm missing You give me the strength the motivation To love to liveand go on with life Knowing one day we're gonna be 2gether completely With all the love and joy of life "Everything and More" Each day our hearts grow,Beating the loving rhythm Of our sprites and souls flowing so perfectly together, Keeping us strong thru this stormy hell wecall life, Being with you takes it away turning it around into this place so heavenly where I can breathe in the joy and bliss of us Don't ever pleave, oh please don't Don't leave me crushed, Believe me when i

She's Here
garry arrived at the hospital in time to be with us.And we were told that our daughter would have to be born natural,and that she wouldnt cry when she would arrive.And so the hard work began off pushing our daughter into the world.At 12 0 clock the midwife said i had better take a peek and see whats going on as she bent down she came up dripping in my waters soaked from head to toe(i say sorry for that and thanks for what an amazing job you did).I still laugh now as my waters also soaked the entire room!!!!.The midwife yelled at garry to press the button twice which he did and the room filled with people.I gave one last push and carenza summer came in to the world and what did she do she cried which amazed every one.Her cry kept her strong through many dark days that were to come.I was aloud to see her for only a second before she was taken to0 the neonatal unit but she did look beatufil.I loved her straight away although i couldnt hold her.We were told she weighed 1 pound and fourtee

A Story I Wrote....
Several months have passed and the time has finally arrived for us to take our first trip together. I know you get carsick so as I load up the truck, in the back of my mind I hope that you're able to sleep on the way. Not only do I want you to be rested, I still haven't told you where I'm taking you. I hope that you sleep right up to the moment we turn off the highway onto that windy rode down to the lake. As I finish putting in the last suitcase you come out with that huge smile, still begging me to tell you where we're going. I just smile and say you'll see soon baby. As dawn sets I lean over and whisper wake up honey, we're here. As you open your eyes, I hear that sexy voice say, I'm sorry baby did I sleep the whole way? As I lean over and kiss your lips I just smile and say, thats why we left at night honey. I wanted you to. As I take your hand and walk towards the cottage I am amazed at how beautiful this place is. I'm not sure if its because I was in the desert so long or what bu

How Pathetic Am I????
Yesterday I put up some new Pics. I decided to get brave and show some skin.. sent out a blog about it and invited everyone to check them out, out of over 200 friends only 4 viewed and only 1 commented. well I will put this out again the pics are in my "mine" album please go check em out, rate and comment!!!!

Crappyness
you'd think i'd feel happier since i just got paid but i rather feel like shit. atleast i have today off though. i slept alot and still didn't want to get up cuz i felt exhausted, but i had to go get my check and stuff. i guess my "aroma" offends some people at work, i had a little note with my check. the manager said she didn't notice cuz she has alergies right now, but i guess someone complained. i don't get it because i shower almost every day before work. guess the last few days i wasn't as good about it but ussually i am. so i don't see how i smelled more then maybe one day or something. so ya that made me feel gross and feel like shit, and it's not the first time i've been told that. so it makes me feel like i'm just disgusting though i still don't get it because i shower regularily and everything. i ussually don't wear deoderant but you shouldn't have to if you shower regularily. and i hate the smell of cologne so i don't like wearing that, but i guess if i have to so people

How Sexual Am I?
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky90%A Sicko70%Average70%A WUSS !!20%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Ethics Of The Modern Witch: When Did Perfect Love And Perfect Trust End?
Excellent Witchvox Essay By Author: Firewolf Posted: October 8th. 2006 Today, we live in a country in which we, as followers of the Old Religion, prosper and grow at enormous rates. Our religion and craft grow larger every day, and as a result of this rapid and seemingly unchecked growth, it appears that more misunderstandings are created through the dilution of misguided practioners and teachers of the craft. As Witches, we seem to have forgotten the true meaning of the Old Ways. We cast our circles and perform our rites, yet in many societies throughout our nation, the true meaning of the Old Ways is diluted and depleted as each day goes by. Of course, this is not addressed to those who strive to fix the misconceptions, but to those important societies and organizations who are supposed to represent us, yet portray us in a negative, if not egocentric, manner. There seem to be many of us arguing over whether so-and-so’s tradition is wrong, historically genuine, or works the

: How To Develop Your Own Psychic Abilities To Improve Your Life
Everyone is psychic. Some people are more so than others and every one of us possesses this ability. You do. I do. And we can further develop, train, and direct, what we already possess . . . expand our psychic potential until every measure of our lives is vastly improved. Psychic abilities are practical and usable. This is true because psychic abilities are merely extensions of faculties normal to us. For instance, clairvoyance extends the ability to see, clairaudience extends the ability to hear, telepathy - the ability to communicate, precognition - our sensing faculties, deja vu - past memory recall. Every psychic ability you've ever heard of is but an enhanced version of what is normal and typical for each member of the human race. What does it take to extend our faculties? First and foremost, a positive attitude and the ability to relax and imagine and trust. Faculty extensions (what most people refer to as "psychic abilities) allow us to access multiple layers of information,

What Element Am I?
You scored as Water. People who score water are usually very docyle, and can be shy. They like calm environments and hate arguments. They\'re often very calm and make good friends. Nothing seems to touch them, sliding off of them like water. They are usually smiling, or are thinking deeply. Laid back, and yet very deep, these people will do good in the job industry!Please Tell me what you think! Negative feedback VERY welcome! Tell me how to fix it! :) Earth100%Darkness100%Water100%Fire94%Air81%Light81%Ice56%What Element Are You? (BOY+GIRL ANIME PICS & DETAILED ANSWERS)created with QuizFarm.com

Trying To Give Him Love Much Needed...
Promise of love is much needed showing your child the best trying to keep them safe from harm allowing them to step out into the day with the best knowledge of right and wrong hoping they make a good decision helping them find themselves wanting to always be there for them always showing love and what they mean to you ..... To you I give you this love, knowing it IS and ALWAYS will be needed..... ~Always Someone's Angel~

Deja Moo: The Feeling That You've Heard This Bull Before
1. Two antennas met on a roof, fell in love and got married. The ceremony wasn't much, but the reception was excellent. 2. A jumper cable walks into a bar. The bartender says, "I'll serve you, but don't start anything." 3. Two peanuts walk into a bar, and one was a salted. 4. A dyslexic man walks into a bra... 5. A man walks into a bar with a slab of asphalt under his arm and says: "A beer please, and one for the road." 6. Two cannibals are eating a clown. One says to the other: "Does this taste funny to you?" 7. "Doc, I can't stop singing 'The Green, Green Grass of Home.' "That sounds like Tom Jones Syndrome." "Is it common?" Well, "It's Not Unusual." 8. Two cows are standing next to each other in a field. Daisy says to Dolly, "I was artificially inseminated this morning." "I don't believe you," says Dolly. "It's true, no bull!" exclaims Daisy. 9. An invisible man marries an invisible woman. The kids were nothing to look at either. 10. Deja Moo: T

What Type Of Drug Am I
You scored as Marijuana. You are Marijuana (aka: weed, dope, skunk, chronic...). You are the most commonly used drug in the world. You are powerful, stubborn, moody, have a strong attitude. You are classified as class (A and B) illegal drugs. Marijuana100%Ecstasy100%Cocaine83%What kind of drug are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Wanting To See You Once More...
You open your eyes just to see Feeling the great pain flood through Looking closer to make sure your not deceived Watching reality taking over Seeing what shouldn't have taken over Wanting answers as to why Knowing he had to have known All the pain and sadness this has caused Selfishness has never had this much power Keeping all that has ever been said, close to my heart Angry, screaming out to anyone willing to help Craving the warmth of caring arms wrapped around me So alone to deal with what he was thinking Scared to face another day without him Trying to help the others he has left With no time for what is tearing me apart Urges set in to follow him home.... The smallest things in life are never lost or forgotten. They tend to be right next to you. You just have to stop and really look. Don't ever stop caring or asking for what you need. A hug and silence could mean the world to some..... ~Always Someon

Alone Inside...
Inside the deep depths of the beholder I shall seek comfort from unseen lending hands Invisible to anything I would ever dare to accomplish Funding on silent strength and courage, making one day through Praying for forgivness in darkened light Shoulders I so desperatly yearn for disapear in haze Aloneness sets the pace of forever guilt I am guilty of your needs to reach out for "Angel" Questioning a name you once loved to call out Craving darkness of the mind just to stop painful crimson visions Closing of eyes crosses to the horror I once and carry on to live Shedding visions of what's needed to carry me through Offerings of help not sought in carefulness Taking on a world, mine not owned Blood boiling into much familiar territory Containing everything with all my Love Feeding on what I have left to give my "Lil Angels" Continuing to be their rock, shedding a much needed light Creating shields forcing them from that craze Experi

Thank You
I thank God for bringing you into this world, Cause if he hadn't I wouldn't have found my angel. You have been there for me through thick and thin. You my night in shinning armor, You would help and protect me from anything. But most of all you friend, And I am grateful for that. This all doesn't rhyme, But in time you will understand. I love you with all my heart, I just know what words to start. But all I do know though. On how much I am thankful, On how grateful I am to have someone like you. You're the bestest friend anyone can have and I thank you so much Thank you

Update From Ta@m
Texas A&M News Update September 2006 Dr. Calvin Rickson, a scientist from Texas A&M University has invented a bra that keeps women's breasts from jiggling and prevents the nipples from pushing through the fabric when cold weather sets in. At a news conference, after announcing the invention, a large group of men took Dr. Rickson outside and kicked the shit out of him

Thanks Kira For This!
This is a car advertisement from Great Britain. When they finished filming the ad, the film editor noticed something moving along the side of the car, like a ghostly white mist. They found out that a person had been killed a year earlier in that exact same spot. > > > > The ad was never put on TV because of the unexplained ghostly phenomenon. > > Watch the front end of the car as it clears the trees in the middle of the screen and you'll see the white mist crossing in front of the car then following it along the road....Spooky! > > > > Is it a ghost, or is it simply mist? You decide. If you listen to the ad you'll even hear the cameraman whispering in the background about it near the end of the commercial. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > (repost of original by 'KIRA' on '2006-10-13 06:35:34')

How Horny Am I?
You scored as Very horny. You are very horny. You have a lot of desire. You get hard or wet very easily. Be careful to not let your sex drive go too far. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Very horny100%Super Horny75%Normal Horny75%A little horny25%Not horny0%How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

That "one" Day....
In the back of my mind I hear your voice, but it gets softer and softer. Tears then shed faster. Carrying me into a picture that takes me to where I felt safe . You were next to me, telling me how life can be very hard and dangerous. Wanting to keep me safe and that you'd always be there for me to turn to. One day you were here in front of me breaking the news about the decision you chose. Knowing I wouldn't agree. I remember but it's memory is slowly fading. That day you took my hand in your's and placed our hands over my heart and promised me that you would always be right here no matter what. That day I knew I was losing everything, but gaining everything all at once. At that very moment in time I knew just how much you were willing to risk for us just to live one more day. As night turned to day, I awoke wiith the dread of losing everything, but hope for more time for you. Scared and standing by family and friend who gathered together just to see you through. Trying

Girlfriend
I'm single and defiantly looking, Fill out the application and send it to me in a message! If you could go anywhere, where would it be? Who do you admire most in the world? Why would you want to be with me? What would you do with me? Favorite flower? Do you like the ocean? Why? What about it? Like military men? Why? What to you is the perfect date? Do you want to have kids someday? How many? Why should I be interested in you? Anything else you want to tell me? ~If you're interested it's worth a try...

What Colour That Describes Me Best.
You scored as Orange. Orange is energising, warm and loving and this is just like you. You love people, are always surrounded by many friends and tend appreciate and help them whenever you can. You also like to stand out and at first impressions come of as a lovable person. Most people adore you.Orange94%Yellow89%Pink89%Green78%Purple72%Black72%Blue72%White61%Red55%Which Colour Represents You???created with QuizFarm.com

This Is My First Blog For Here.
Hi! Thanks for all the stopping by I haven't even got really started and had views. This is awesome. I have a myspace.com too. I just started this today. Please don't mind it being blank until I get the hang of this. It is new to me so just asking to be paitient with me. By the way, what is with the Cherries and the Dollars? Let me know..thanks.

Family Members
Plez check out the Special LC album I have made for u.I try and take care of my special family.Comments and ratings are welcum.If u dont want to take the time to do this,let me know.I have others on a waiting list to be in my Family. Hugs and Lics...Sugar

The Forced Shadow....
As I carry on into life as it may be, you stand watching. Standing in the distance, but very near. Your object of detection, takes a place outside your hidden barrier. Striking as you see fit. Taking the mind to most familiar images of horror. Having no boundaries as you push further and further through mine. Hell may start to take over, when the wall comes tumbling down. You try to take something unknown. Forgotten or unknown images of who or what your up against. Taking you lightly in the armor you believe is there. Handling what you have to shove forth. Thinking from a brain that has lost all reality. Coming out of nowhere, you believe to break me. Giving me boundaries, I'm forced to keep harshly. I will not back down from what life has in hold for me. Somewhere out there in the shadows you may stand, but it's me that has the life that shall remain to go on. Secrets you may want to hide, will soon become unveiled. Don't stand in the shadows of life, always become known...

Your Emptiness...
You stand in the light of a cascading moon, wondering if it will all be ok? Trying to breathe in what life has been offering, but feeling as though your lungs have given out. Emptiness takes on a whole new meaning. grabbing you in places you never knew existed. Not knowing exactly where to turn, or who to turn to. Giving all you have to give, just to feel like you have nothing inside. Being reassured by one that stands by your side, always, that everything will work out and be ok. Not understanding what is meant, til you realize what's making you feel empty inside. Rushing into thoughts of your past, to try and figure it all out. You grow weak in the numerous attempts, to visualize a past time of hurt, still not being able to find an answer. Out of a hidden shadow of thoughts, you were struck by a reality, that only seemed to be a nightmare. Taking you to a thought that you pushed down deep inside, You were missing the big

I'm Back!!!
Thanks to all who continued to show me some love while my PC was in the shop being worked on. I see who who really loves me. HeHe!!!! I'll be working on getting back to each of you. Much love talk to you soon.

The Truth
If you agree or disagree it is an interesting way to present the situation. A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!! It explains things better than all the balderdash you hear on TV. Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors; I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters, not only must you let me stay, you

Into The Night...
Out my window I seek into a reality, most cherished. Caring for what may be there, in the crisp nightly breeze. Sounds come from all around. My imagination taking me anywhere I care to go. Taking my thoughys to a place no one will ever see, except for me. Seeing into a dream well painted, I start to see clear. Hearing the thunder, flashes of light from lightning, and tasting the rain, as it all surrounds me. My picture of a vivid heavenly vision that keeps me safe and comforts my every need. Taking the hurt and pain somewhere else for just a few minutes of peace. Feeling all lifted away, I walk into the biggest storm. A storm that is only painted for my eyes to see. Viewing the most beautiful sight I have ever seen. My journey to this painted dream now fades into a distant past. Taking it all in as it starts to drift away. Feeling the weight of my reality start to settle in again. Fading right back where I started has now come over me, but in a new light. Easing back has given

"reality? Or Nightmare?" Can You Answer?
It is now here. A question to myself I ask, "Reality or Nightmare"? Here lately I keep asking myself this and still no real answer. These past few years have been so hard and unbearable for me in alot of ways. I seem to think that I am strong enough to take on anything, however my friends and family tell me that I'm stubborn. They think I take on everything way too much and too often, that I don't take time for myself. I just say I'm independent. I finally realized, that they were right (yes I did just admit that). Ok so I am stubborn and it does take me some time to admit when I am being really stubborn. But now in some ways I think it's too late. Everything seems to be going wrong and I don't know how to help anyone. I know sometimes the best help you can give someone is to just be there for them and let them know how much you care. I feel as though I could do more but not sure as to what. So here I am wondering what is now a reality and what is the nightmare to my presnt. The

U All R In Trouble Now!!!!
well now that i know i can express in here you all are in trouble....lol.......oh...my my....this is 40 years in the making so have fun with it or bounce i don't care....I am proud of my mouth and what i have to say...I even have some pretty good advice lol just can't convince myself to take any of it...always finding things out the hard way but thats why i say i earned my tongue...

Could It Be Life Or Just A Simple Flame?????
Staring into it, absorbing everything it's presence has to give. It flows back and forth, flickering at times as if it's about to die. Wandering why the liquid isn't boiling. Thinking to myself if this is kinda what life is like. Never knowing which way to go, just following the path that appears. Never knowing when it may be your time. Taking it all in and never knowing some answers, but always asking the same questions. Questions you always feel need to be answered. As it burns, more and more is taken from what was once there. Never knowing when it will all just fade away. At times it seems like it will light the way and always keep going forever. In an instant though just the slightest little breath could take everything, leaving you alone and darkness all around..................... Could it be life or just a simple flame????? Another question asked, but may never be answered... ~Always Someone's Angel~

Tag You're It
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I drink my sodas straight out of the box...not chilled 2. Only Southern person I know who doesn't like any kind of tea or grits. 3. I have a bad oral fixation 4. It takes alot to make me cry. 5. I eat ranch dressing on almost anything 6. When it comes to eating...I have OCD. lol My taggee's: Rock Hellraiser Rusty Eatapeach Timmy Brandon

Nakedness
y do people frown on our nakedness? we were born without a stitch of clothing, we will die either way with or without clothes, we won't really know cause we are dead.. so why do people frown on being naked? If I could go to work naked and do all i needed to that way i would probably not have such a hard time trying to convince the opposite sex i do have junk and its all mine!!!!!LOL!!!!

Tag
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1. I love to work with numbers that is why I work for H & R Block during tax season 2. I believe that when a woman works that the man should help keep the house clean instead of expecting the woman to pick up after him. 3.I have the habit if getting up late but just before i have to be to work. I race around the house getting ready for work that sometimes i forget my diabetes testing kit. 4. I love to plant flowers and gardens just to watch them grow into beautiful things. 5.Sometimes it just drives me crazy when I am talking to people and they just completely ignore me. 6. There are times that I just bite m

What Is Love..????
ok people my question is this.. What is love.. have you ever been loved.. was it a good or bad thing.. is love a tangible thing ..or is it fleeting an only here for a moment.. reply to this blog an let me know your story .. your opinions PEACE

How Much More Can A Person Take?
I got a call from one of the apts (the one I really wanted to live at) I was turned down due to the children's father not paying rent...omg that was 15 years ago and just because my name was on the lease also I am being penilized for it now...he made my life hell while married to him and he's still doing so even after the divorce...to be honest I am not sure why I am so surprised because from the time we got the divorce he's been trying to get the children from me...LOL in Florida the social worker used to bring over donuts and sit and have coffee cuz he knew the alligations were all lies...I've been fighting to keep my children even to this date but each time they find I am a good mom to my children and will give them what they need, make sure there is a roof over their heads and always a full belly...my children have always come before me and I will continue to do that until the day I die... after calming down I decided to go to walmart and get some boxes...walking down the isle I

Private Diary Of A Viagra Housewife
Day 1 Just celebrated our 25th wedding anniversary with not much to celebrate. When it came time to re-enact our wedding night, he locked himself in The bathroom and cried. Day 2 Today, he says he has a big secret to tell me. He's impotent, he says, And he wants me to be the first to know. Why doesn't he tell me Something I don't know! I mean, he actually thinks I haven't noticed. Day 3 This marriage is in trouble. A woman has needs. Yesterday, I saw a Picture of the Washington Monument and burst into tears. Day 4 A miracle has happened! There's a new drug on the market that will fix His 'problem'. It's called Viagra. I told him that if he takes Viagra, Things will be just like they were on our wedding night. I think this Will work. I replaced his Prozac with the Viagra, hoping to lift Something other than his mood. Day 5 What absolute bliss!!. Day 6 Isn't life wonderful but it's difficult to write while he's doing that. Day 7 This Viagra thing h

Happy Weekend Everyone!
i'm on the phone speaking in english, on chat writting in german (in the shoutbox), and my boss talking me in spanish ahahaha lol i must be crazy :P i'll come back and write some more lots of love for everyone! Maria ps. lol that jackass came back to see my page! why the heck he insist on that????????? he needs a new brain lol

Change
Everything is in a constant state of movement. Inanimate objects aren't really inanimate. Even the walls around you are moving. They are just vibrating at such a rapid speed they appear to be solid. Nothing stays the same. And fear of change is not going to do you any good. It only holds you back from "possibility." Think about that for a second…if you are concentrating on your fear of change, and hoping everything stays as it is (your job, your marriage, your children, your finances), how can you be a joyful part of the transformation to a higher state of existence? You can't. Change is like surfing. You can't just paddle into life, stand still and expect to stay on top of your board. The waves of change will knock you off and drag you under. You have to shift on your surfboard, bend your knees and balance yourself, depending on which way the waves take you. Some people even think changes are fun! You are where you are because you want to be there. If you want to

Focus On Improvement
You may enjoy a strong ability to concentrate, especially while studying or developing creative solutions to problems. This mind-set can also be helpful in making improvements in any area of your life, and you may want to set aside some time to engage in a life review. Simply bring to mind each area of your life, including your financial situation, career, home life, relationships, spiritual development, personal development, and even your level of health and fitness. With each area, write a list of the aspects you are dissatisfied with and come up with some plans you can put into motion. Your strong ability to concentrate should help you get to the heart of your desires, provide the clarity to determine what you really want, and reveal exactly how to get it. Reviewing our life circumstances with an eye on improvement gives us the opportunity to refresh any aspect of our lives. It is easy to become desensitized by our circumstances and settle into a vague sense of dissatisfaction th

Sharing Peace
Strangers In Our Sanctuary When we have created a sanctuary in our home, it can be jarring to have the outside world come in. It is easy to share our space with those we know well, but often strangers are asked in as household help, contractors, or technicians that help us make our homes more comfortable. Acquaintances of our spouses or children also bring something new and different into our space. If we resist their presence, treating it as an intrusion, we restrict the free flow of energy and may miss the gift they bring. Instead, we can choose to treat their energy as an exchange of gifts as well as an exercise in acceptance. Before their arrival, we can prepare by envisioning light surrounding our bodies and radiating outward from the core of our homes. We may want to create a calm and welcoming environment by playing meditation music or lighting incense. We can remove tension for all involved by putting away our valuables. Then when they arrive, we claim our boundaries by

Waterfalls
Walking through the forest we come to a small opening in to our right. You tell me to close my eyes and take my hand. I can hear water running and smell the wonderful clean scents of the forest and water mixing together. We come to a stop and you whisper into my ear to open my eyes. I am almost overcome by the beauty. There infront of me was a beautiful waterfall falling gracefully into the lagoon beneath it. You take my hand and guide me to the edge of the water. Realizing I have nothing for the occasion you start to pull my shirt over my head. I blush but then I finish taking the rest of my clothes off as you follow suit. You gentely grab my hand and we head to the water together. You get into the water first and sweetly hold your hand out for mine. I step in along with you and we mold together as we are looking for warmth upon entering the beautiful lagoon. Feeling the spray from the falls mist caressing my nude body. We stand there just kissing for awhile. Then you hold me

The Butterfly Effect
by Ron White (not the Comedian!!!) It was 1960 and meteorologist Edward Lorenz was working in his lab. He was entering data into his computer in the hopes of modeling weather patterns when he stumbled upon a theory that is known as 'The Butterfly Effect'. He was entering wind speed, air pressure and temperature into three separate equations that were linked in a mathematical feedback loop. This equation allowed Lorenz to predict weather patterns. One day Lorenz was in a bit of a hurry and opted to take a shortcut when entering the data. He rounded the numbers to the nearest one thousandth rather than to the nearest one millionth (for example, .407 instead of .407349). As a scientist, he knew this would change the result – however he expected only a minor change. Lorenz was astounded to discover that this tiny change made a profound impact on the final resulting weather pattern. This discovery led Lorenz to ponder: Does the flap of a butterfly's wing in Brazil cause a tornado in Tex

Only If They Knew
only if they knew Boy and a girl, the best of friends. From elementary to high school from beginning to end. Through all those years their friendship grew. They both felt the same, but neither knew. Each waking moment since the day they met. They both loved each other sunrise to sunset. He was all she had in her terrible life. He was the one who kept her from her knife. She was his angel, she made him smile. Though life threw him curves, she made it all worth while. Then one day things went terribly wrong. The next few weeks were like a very sad song. He made her jealous on purpose he tried. When the girl asked, "Do you love her?" on purpose he lied. He played with jealousy like it was a game. Little did he know Things would never be the same. His plan was working but he had no clue. How wrong things would go, the damage he would do. One night she broke down, feeling very alone. Just her and the blade, no one else home.

Awakening Spiritual Essence
You may enjoy an artistic spirit and find yourself thinking in creative terms. You may be in tune with the beauty surrounding you, or you might simply feel more imaginative and let the power of your mind carry you along on exciting adventures. While creative energy can be inspiring, it can also be limited unless it is expressed in tangible ways, and you may want to explore the possibilities for expressing your creative streak . You might sign up for some art classes to enhance your ability to draw, paint, or sculpt, visit your local art supply store and let your intuition guide you to the medium of your choice, or grab a journal and try to describe the wonder you see in the world around you. Expressing our creative inspiration allows us to connect with our spiritual selves on a deep and meaningful level. While we can gain a sense of satisfaction and enjoyment from creative inspiration, expressing it through artistic or poetic pursuits gives us the ability to engage a deeper part of us

Looking For Love
Yesterday I found a new Internet Place.It's called Sugar Daddy For Me.com,Very interesting Place.Maybe I'll get Lucky on this new Site,an this site is only $15.00 a Month. That amateurmatch I finally join'd is nothing but a Glorified,Exspensive Social Network site.They advertise it as a Sex Site,for swingers an kinky folk.I figured boy if I can't meet anyone there i MUST BE OVER THE hILL.All I know is I'm a Kind gentle Soul looking for 1 more Gal to give unconditional Love to.I also realize my 10 yrs. spent with Kate was the best most loveing Relationship I ever had.An Reality says live with yourself,nobody cares for u know more.Lots of people I new from my past are Deceased now.Ex Girlfriends,Ex Lovers,ex Friends.I was very greatful I met Kate 10 yrs. ago.because she proberly extended my Life.Now I'm Lonel;y,Depressed an a Greatful recovering Alcoholic, + ex drugy.5 more days for 30 days of my last battle with alcohol.I have it good where I live with my friends but I'm never satisfie

Paraskevidekatriaphobia
People who see themselves as unlucky should stay indoors on Friday the 13th, according to new research. A study suggests those who consider themselves unlucky are more likely to believe in superstitions associated with bad luck, such as the number 13. What is more, the researchers say, this belief alone can actually lead to "bad luck". Psychologist Dr Richard Wiseman, who carried out the research, said: "Unlucky people tend to buy into negative superstitions, like having seven years bad luck after smashing a mirror. "If you're one of these people, the fact that it's Friday the 13th could make you anxious and that will make you more likely to have accidents, drive less well, and perhaps find it harder to relate to other people. "So your bad luck could be your own doing." 'Copping out' More controversially, Dr Wiseman believes some people actually want to be unlucky because it helps them to avoid taking responsibility for their own failings. "It's a way of copping

You Never Know Until You Try
One Way To Find Out When contemplating whether to do something or not, a plucky voice in our heads may say, "You never know until you try." This is time-honored wisdom that encourages us to be game rather than to hold back. It reminds us that it is only through experience that we learn about this world and ourselves. Even if we regret the outcome, we have learned something, and the newfound knowledge is almost always worth it. This wisdom can be applied to situations both large and small. From crossing the Atlantic on a boat to trying Ethiopian food, there's only one way to find out what it's like. We have all had experiences where we tried something we didn't think we'd like and fell in love. We may have found ourselves stuck with nothing to read but a "boring" book, only to kick-start a lifelong passion for Victorian literature. We may have decided that sailing was not for us until we fell in love with someone with a boat. On the other hand, we may try tofu only to learn that it

My Mood Today!
I am in a really bad mood today so if I dont get back to you right away its because of my mood and I dont want to say anything to offend anyone.....I will get back to you when I feel better...I promise......To all my friends and family....I love you all so please feel free to leave me messages i will get back to you soon!! Love LeAnn aka ~*~Twisted Illusions~*~

This Is Sad!!!!!!
Jill and James have been going out since 7th grade, now they are in 11th grade. Jill has been thinking of breaking up with him. One Friday afternoon, on their 5th anniversary, Jill and James where talking over the phone: (Phone ringing at Jill's house) Jill: Hello James: Hey Baby Girl, how is it going? Jill: Alright, u? James: Pretty good, so are u still up for the movie? Jill: Im sorry i can't go, i promised my little sister that i would take her out to eat today. James: That sucks Jill: Im really truly sorry James: Its all right, so can u got tomorrow then? Jill: I cant, sorry, i have to go with Alyssa and her boyfriend to the mall. James: U know, it seems like u have been avoiding me this past few days. First u cant go out to dinner with me because u have a paper due, then u cant come over because u are to tired, and today during passing periods u totally ignored me. I had something i wanted to give to u. Jill: Im sorry, i

Paster And An Nuns Ass
paster and an nuns ass A Pastor wanted to raise money for his Church, and on being told there was a fortune in horse racing, decided to purchase one and enter it in the races. However at the local auction, the going price for a horse was so that he ended up buying a donkey instead. He figured since he had it, he Might as well go ahead and enter it in the races. To his surprise, the donkey came in third. The next day the local paper carried this headline: PASTOR'S ASS SHOWS! The pastor was so pleased with the donkey that he entered it in the race again, and this time it won. The local paper read: PASTOR'S ASS OUT FRONT! The Bishop was so upset with this kind of publicity that he ordered the pastor not to enter the donkey in another race. The next day, the local paper read:BISHOP SCRATCHES PASTOR'S ASS! This was to much for the Bishop, so he ordered the Pastor to get rid of the donkey. The Pastor decided to give it to nun in a nearby convent. The local paper, hearing

Screwed!!!!
Update: The hotel from hell wont let me cancel because I bought it through get this a special internet rate...so, the only way I can get out of it is just not showing at all...can you believe that....for godsakes people learn from my mistake and read the small fuckin print!!!!! So, now we are stuck with two hotel reservations!!!! Oh well I guess you live and learn right? Eric is through the fuckin roof about it but, its being an ass lately...so, thats nothing new....three girls can go to a different city and stay out of trouble...we are going to the hotel...the concert maybe out to eat and than boom we are home cheese and crackers you would think the way hes acting we were going to go bar hopping and get arrested! lol

Same Shit Diffrent Day
WELL HE STARTED ON ME AGAIN LAST NIGHT...FOR NO REASON HE BRINGS UP MY OLD ARCHIVE FROM YAHOO AND THROWS IT IN MY FACE...NOT ONLY THAT BUT PPL I THOUGHT WHERE FREINDS ARE FUCKEN BACKSTABBERS TELLING HIM TO PACK MY SHIT UP AND KICK ME OUT OF THE HOUSE..IF IT WASN'T FOR ME WE WOULDN'T HAVE THIS PLACE...SO I TOLD HIM LAST NIGHT FUCK IT YOU WANT ME TO LEAVE FINE I WILL...I JUST ADDED SOME ICONS IN MY CHERRY STASH AND WHEN HE SAW THEM HE TREW A FIT ABOUT THEM BECAUSE HE SAID ONE OF MY FREINDS MIGHT TAKE ONE OF THE ICONS AS A HIDDEN MESSAGE...PPL LOOK AT THEM AND WHAT EVER THEY THINK THERE GONNA THINK NO IFS ANDS OR BUTS....THEY HAVE A MIND OF THERE OWN IF THERE PERVS THEN THEY WILL TAKE SOME THINGS TO HEART..IF THOSE OF YOU HAVE NOTICED THE WORD MARRIED ON MY PAGE SOME HOW GOT BIGGER..I DID NOT DO THIS I HAD IT A DIFFRENT COLOR BUT NOT BIGGER..ONCE AGAIN HE DENIES GETTING ON MY PAGE AND CHANGING THINGS..WELL FUCK I SURE DIDN'T DO IT AND NO ONE ELSE HAS MY PASSWORD EXCEPT HIM..SO NOW ONCE A

Naughty Horoscopes...i'm A Aquarius
Naughty Horoscopes...I'm a Sagittarius Body: Sagittarius (Nov. 22 - Dec. 21) -- Right out the chute I am going to tell you...THEY LOVE TO BE SHAVED. True love is being shaved. Sagittarius love is being shaved by someone they love. And they LOVE to travel. They are constantly moving. They are always packing and going somewhere. They are the outdoorsy type. Why fuck in a tent when you can be surrounded by Sequoias under a moonlit night and have sex? Sags will Fuck Everywhere! Most Sags flash body parts and are closet nudists. They will be the first to register for nude volleyball at the nudist resort. Don't get me wrong, they have a TON of provocative clothing at home, but they like to be naked. EVERYWHERE. They don't know why its against the law to drive naked in a convertable especially. It just doesn't seem right. Downright Anti-American to them. They are also bleeding heart causefighters. They believe that sex is a biological function amongst friends...why fight it when you

Song Of The Day Breaking Benjamin Diary Of Jane
If I had to I would put myself right beside you So let me ask Would you like that? Would you like that? And I don't mind If you say this love is the last time So now I'll ask Do you like that? Do you like that? No Something's getting in the way Something's just about to break I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane So tell me how it should be Try to find out what makes you tick As I lie down Sore and sick Do you like that? Do you like that? There's a fine line between love and hate And I don't mind Just let me say that I like that I like that Something's getting in the way Something's just about to break I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane As I burn another page As I look the other way I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane So tell me how it should be Desperate, I will crawl Waiting for so long No love, there is no love Die for anyone What have I become Something's getting in the way Something's just

Dont Say What You Dont Mean
Ok here it is some people say thing like i love you and they dont mean it at all.So when i say something i mean it.The same thing goes for saying i hate that person.Poeple say it but never mean it.Words can hurnt poeple so much and no one can see that any more.I dont know why but the bitching at poeple needs to stop so what if thats your pic on there site go to it and tell them thank you.Just stop and think before you say something to someone next time. thanks for reading Bratt WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINGING

Updated Information ...
Just a bit of Updated Information about Myself.. Since im Finding more and more people on here from Yahoo.. and when they find me they sometimes dont know its me till after we literally bump into each other on another friends page .. Im going to change my Cherry User name to something a Lil Cherry'ish and My Yahoo Name.. Just wanted to update so when you all see a new name ya'll wont be thinking "Who the hell is this chick" My New name will be .. CherryPye .. for those of you that dont know me from yahoo .. My User name there is MsAmericnpye68 .. Yes I know I left out the A in american lol Have a good one ! Wendy :)

Let Me Reword This A Bit
ok: let me reword this a lil bit when u men r fucked over it is not by us good women, and yes it goes for the guys too. I remember being told growing up "no man will want a fasty azz, so keep urself covered" ha ha! did that and still got screwed over by so many but i just am curious, if there are so many good men and good women out there y do u men and women choose to walk away from the GOOD ONES?

Yeah.
I doubt ill be on much today. Untill probably about 8 tonight. So if you message me and im not answering. Im not ignoring you. Im just not here. Remember my lc is ALWAYS on. Kimmiecup < 333 I miss you. Feel better sunshine. No matter what, im here all the days :) Forever and ever. So lately, a lot of things have been going on, but im in a better mood, i was one miserable little bitch at one point, and i don't like that. But im over it. Im a happy person i like staying happy. I got called fat last night :) I didnt realize it till like an hour later but i did. I know im not very observant. But whatever. And all i really have to say to you is. I like it :P so if you dont, then you know where the door is. And as kimmie said, if im fat, then shes a gay rockstarr. And yes shes seen me :) < 3 Love yah kimme cup.

Tupperware Parties With A Twist
Sex toys are for sale!! On the evening I visit Julie Bunton’s new house in this small farming town that seems to grow more tract homes than crops, family is gathered inside the living room — mothers, daughters, cousins, in-laws — along with a few friends. There is diced fruit, vegetable crudités and a tray with marshmallows ready for dipping into a chocolate fountain. Brooke Reinertsen, a saleswoman for one of those multi-level marketing home-party outfits, is giving a sales presentation. But it sounds nothing like a Tupperware or Mary Kay event. “OK ladies, now rub, lick, blow. Rub, lick, blow. Feel that? You can just about breathe your partner to orgasm with this!” Reinertsen, a no-nonsense 30-year-old suburban mom from Shawnee, Kan., goes on to demonstrate “Gigi,” a male masturbation sleeve, by squeezing a generous amount of lubricant into it, then sliding and twisting it up and down the penis-shaped lube bottle. “This is going to make your job so much easier!” she

They Say This Is Fun
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 6~PERSONS YOU ARE TAGGING: 1-H.B. 2-hippiechic 3-alison 4-stang 5-tueskitty 6-dizzy 6 weird things about me. 1-never taken a drag off a ciggerett. 2-have been to 32 out of 50 states. 3-have lived in all four corners of the u.s.(alaska,california,maine,florida) 4-love to go to the opera. 5-love to travel to places that not many people go to. 6-would love to go to japan to go to culinary school.

Snow!!!!
Yesssss! It's finally snowing here!!!!!! Okay, sure it's a litte early for snow, but the weather guy said a few days ago that the average 1st snowfall for the Twin Cities is October 15th, so we're only a few days ahead of that! But it's so nice! It's even staying on the graound for a litte while, not melting right away like it usually does. I can't wait for a big snowstorm. One of my friends said he heard a news report that the weather conditions are exactly the same this year as they were in 1991 when we had the Megastorm! And that was 3+ feet of snow on Halloween! Ha, only a couple of weeks for that! Of course, some people don't like it. My friend from Colorado, who moved here (well, actually Duluth, so a couple hours further north) a month ago, partially on my advice, called me up yesterday. "WHAT THE F*** IS THIS????!!!" She screams at me. I told her it meant the ski season would start early. "Oh...Ok." But still, I know it's not much, only three days in a row of the

Weird Facts/habits
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I hate bullies. 2. I have three dogs and a cat. 3. I write poetry. 4. I shouldn't even watch sports, I get too disgruntled. 5. I am a home nudist. 6. I'm a gun totin redneck. Tag your it just me classyladymay blossomrose theoneandonly totallyme

Excerpts From The Song "come To Me" By Isaac Bonowitz
Come to me my beauty, I've something for you here; A mystery you do not know, there's nothing you should fear. Come to me, come to me... Strip off your gown and jewels, remove all that you own There's nothing you can bring below save naked flesh and bone. Come to me, come to me... You say you cannot love me for all the things I kill But Age and Fate my sweet one are far beyond my will. Come to me, / come to me. No one has ever touched me the way that you have done My cold heart you have melted by surrender you have won. Stay with me, stay with me... I'll give to you my power to weild as if your own I'll lay my sword down at your feet I'll share with you my throne. Just stay with me, stay with me... I know you must depart now to rule your worlds above But when cold winds begin to blow remember our warm love. And come to me / please come to me you'll come to me..." Excerpts from the song "Come to Me" by Isaac Bonowitz

Friday The 13th Freaky Five...cause That's How We Do!
Well, as promised, this is our 2nd LC installment of the Friday Freaky 5. We had so much fun last week and I was really glad to see how many people had the balls to show up and answer the questions. Remember, this is supposed to be fun, so let your hair down a little bit and repost the bulletin so your friends can chime in, it's always fun to come back and see what they have to say. Also, if you think this is cool, don't forget to rate it. Here it is, The Friday Freaky 5 1. You and your partner are living together. You come home early from work and find your partner engaged in a strip poker game with 3 people of the opposite sex, none of who you know. Do you join the game or is it time for your partner to cash in? 2. It's the day before your wedding day and one of your ex's calls. Not just any old ex either, it's that fine ass ex that you used to have house rockin, toe curling, reaching for shit that's not there with. You decide to have your last fling before gettin

Introduction
I am a full figured 42year old female in ALABAMA. I love to do almost anything, and I’ll try almost anything once. I love video games, board and card games, movies, walks in the rain, cuddling with someone. Like i said be4 almost anything. I’m sweet, caring , romantic and a all around cool person lol or so my friends tell me lol.I have a pic, but i dont show on here have had bad problems with it be4.I show in other ways’ .IM TIRED OF PEOPLE SAYING I AM SO NICE THEN SEE A PIC OF ME AND RUN SINCE I AM FULL FIGURED.IF YOU GO FOR LOOKS AND NOT THE HEART DONT MAIL ME.YOUR LOSS IS SOMEONE ELSE GAIN, AND YOU CAN LOSE A GOOD FRIEND MAYBE MORE.ALSO IF SOMEONE TAKES TIME TO MAIL YOU IS IT TO HARD TO MAIL EM BACK EVEN IF NOT INTERESTED?ALSO IF YOU CANT TAKE THE TIME TO GET TO KNOW ME AS A PERSON JUST BECAUSE I AM FULL FIGURED WELL.ALL I GOTTA SAY IS IN THE WORDS OF A FAMOUS GAME SHOW HOST "YOU ARE THE WEAKEST LINK GOOD BYE ALSO I THOUGHT ID ADD THIS. I AM 5FT4 200PLUS LBS,BUT I CARRY

Fucking Starbucks
Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let >them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send >some of it to the troops there. > > Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their >support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor >anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of >coffee. > > So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support >them by buying any of their products! > As a war vet writing to fellow patriots, I feel we should get >this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popular with some >folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground >fighting street-to-street and house-to-house for what they and I believe is >right. > > If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard >it and no one will never know. > > Thanks very much for your support. I know you'll all be >there

Live Cumshot On Webcam: Result
Thank you Ladies for your support, you can see it again (and again...) here. I hope you enjoyed, in that case, don't forget to leave me a comment =) My apologize for the ladies that could not connect to my webcam in time last night. Leave me a message if you want to participate to the next Tribute, as a spectator ... or as a 'subject' ;) Kisses

Pretenders
Pretenders: Are the Ones who claim to be your friend to get what they want, and then not notice you. Are People who say i love you and then cheat on you. Are People who hold you tight while wearing someone elses cologne or perfume. Are the ones that Talk behind your back and then say this is my best friend. Are the ones to wait until you go to sleep to make a move on your woman, wife, friend. Are the ones that lurk in the dark to steal every bit of damn decency and mentality that you have so they can feel better about themselves. so i have to say about pretenders... Go F*** yourselves im not your damn friend....

Tyres Bleugh!
Yeah i knew my rear tyre was on the way out and that it picked up a nail. When i had the tyres fitted, the old rear one had nails that had a slow puncture and still had some miles on them. Well about 2 weeks after having the tyres, i pick up a nail! Damn, but it didn't cause a puncture. Well somewhere along the line i picked up another and now it has a nice puncture. Now the problem is that I am going on holiday in 2 weeks time and i won't have the time to sort it just yet, so it looks like a quick repair job that i can do myself and then when i get back, change the tyres again. This time i have no problem changing them, as they are squaring off. The biggest problem i have with the puncture, is when its so low that you can feel the bike trying to steer itself! It always happens at work and i need to get to the gas station quickly LOL. It just seems that every time i have a holiday booked, something comes up. Take work for example, next week is going to be strange because of som

Lexis 4th Birthday So Far
Well my lil girl Lexis turns 4 today. She woke up at 2 something this morning. She finally went back to sleep around 6:20 and was woken up at 7 this morning. I was not in good mood. It was her sperm donor whom ended up waking her up. NEways, I was the first to wish her a Happy Birthday, then my son Caleb wished her a Happy Birthday. Caleb made Lexis a birthday card. Well her sperm donor completely ignored Lexi. It hurt her. I seen the look in her eyes. She got angry and told him she didnt want him here and I was backing her up 100%. All my babys'sperm donor wanted to do is run his mouth about something he knew nothing about. NEways after he left to take Caleb to school Lexis just wanted me to hold her and I did. I couldnt help but cry because I knew it really hurt her that a man whom is supposed to her daddy completely ignored her on her birthday. I called him a low down heartless b**tard whom should be tortured until he died. He had no right to ignore her especially on her birthday al

Please Read !!!....whats Going On With Me
Hi everyone.....this is the only way for me to do this and let yall know at one time. I may not be on here everyday but I sure do try to get here at least once a day. If I dont leave you a comment with anything else but a picturein it, just know that I am thinking about you and cherish our friendship. I have alot of health problems that keep me from being able to do what I want to do and also that keep me from being able to do what I use to do a few years ago. Trust me it pisses me off that I cant do the things I use to do :-( The reason why most of the time I dont leave a comment where I actually type something out to you is because for one my eyesight isnt that great at all now. I have a hard time seeing even when I wear my glasses. The other reason is because my right wrist is still screwed up badly from the fall I took off from a char almost 2 months ago. It hurts to bend the wrist let alone try to use it to type with. The fingers still have no feeling in them but yet the

Friday The Thirteenth
By Stephanie Foster Did you know that there is usually one Friday the 13th every year? This year we had one in January and now another this week. Two is moderate, sometimes there are as many as three. If you suffer from triskaidekaphobia you have probably already put the paper down. That means you are fearful of the number 13 and it's a double whammy when it falls on a Friday. Fraidy cats. Just because witches' covens have 13 members and have their meetings during the full moon, which occurs 13 times a year, is no reason to think that the number 13 is any different from any other number. So what if people in ancient times thought it was unlucky. This is the 21st century. The age of microwave popcorn. Gremlins and ghosts went out with the dinosaurs. It says in the Encyclopedia of Witches and Witchcraft, "Thirteen is an unstable number, being just one beyond the number 12, which is the divine number of grace and perfection." What a lot of nonsense! Yet when my husband ordered

Friday The 13th Facts...
FRIDAY THE 13TH FACTS... DID YOU KNOW !?!?? According to Smithsonian Magazine "fear of the #13 costs American a billion dollars per year in absenteeism, train and plane cancellations, and reduced commerce on the 13th of the month." * Fear of Friday the 13th dates back to Nordic Mythology. Many of their thirteenth Gods met with violent deaths, such as Loki, the trickster. * Ancient Romans regarded the number 13 as a symbol of death, destruction and misfortune. * Lizzy Borden uttered a total of 13 words at her trial. * There were 13 original colonies. * A witches coven consists of 13 members. * Tarot Card number 13 is the Death Card, depicting the Grim Reaper (although it is read as transition or change and not literal death). * Hotels rarely have a room number 13. Usually it is called 12a or 14. Same with floors of buildings and the elevators without a #13 button. Highways sometimes will skip exit 13 altogether also. * There are 13 steps leading to the gallows. *

Haha. Pussy. I Get It.
You know as well as I do that the folder in her gallery labeled "pussy" is going to be pictures of a kitten. YOU KNOW IT! So, as a man who doesn't want to be "one of those guys" who only want to see nekkid chicks, I don't fall for the trap. And yet, I actually like cats and kittens. I have a cat. When I was a child my family always had cats. Not a freaky amount, but one or two at a time. I have fond memories of cats. So.... do I go to look at the cats? She'll just assume I was hoping for vagina. hehe... I said "vagina".

Very Confused About This Place!?
Ok everyone I had a friend tell me about this site but I am confused about it cause I have no clue as to what I am doing so all that commented me the first day and I didn't get back with you that's why, it is not because I am stuck up or anything so if any of you have time on your hands and wouldn't mind letting me know what to do I would appreciate it and I will try to figure out some stuff so please be patient with me as I learn the ropes! Thanks sheshe

Treasure The Effort
Friday, October 13, 2006 Treasure the effort Effort can be painful or it can be joyful. Which would you prefer? You can resent the tasks that you must do, and fight against them with all that you have. But what would that really accomplish, except to make you miserable? Or, you can be thankful for the opportunity to make a difference. You can put your best into whatever effort may be asked of you, and thereby enjoy a kind of satisfaction that cannot be obtained in any other way. You can choose to find real fulfillment in meeting the challenges. You can choose to experience true joy in making a worthwhile effort. The task is what it is. Your attitude is what you decide it is going to be. Treasure the effort and you'll move effectively through it. Treasure the effort, and you'll joyfully create solid, lasting value. -- Ralph Marston

Damn Holes.
I'm sitting at me desk at work this morning and looked down towards my jimmies - as all men do from time to time - and noticed that there is a hole in my pants. Not a rip, but a bit of the crotchular seam has come undone. Now, the dilema. Do I drive all the way home? Or do I just accept that people will notice what appears to be an escape hatch for my glorious penis? hehe... I said "penis".

Just An Update
Okay so its been a lil while since I wrote in here. I went to Ohio with Jimmy last weekend. It was fun. He was hoping to see my platic spoons(see my pics) but we didn't have any. It took us a little longer to get to Ohio then normal. But I made him pull over because he had worked all day then was trying to make like a 10 hour trip. He finally pulled over and took a nap. Other then that it was good. Uhm my classes are going okay. Yesterday my tacher asked if I liked what we were doing. I said yes then she asked how I was on the computer I said better then all the paper work. I think she wants me to apply for the job. I planned on it if my final goes well. I should probably tell you Im taking classes to be a tax preparer and my class is through Liberty Tax. Anyways the teacher is always making sure I understand what I'm doing, she told me she thinks I have potential. I guess I will wait and see. Babysitting is going good. The lil one sleeps more then anything. And right now Stacy

A Note To My Ex!
It is time to say goodbye please stay out of my life.I have moved on and so should you.There is nothing to gain by revisiting what was.You lost my trust I can not go back you even lost my love.Why can you not just watch from afar?I could have been yours forever but you walked on me now I say goodbye to you.Goodbye Andrew!

41 Hours Left To Enter!!!!pet Picture Preview Part Four!!!thank Yous!!!10th Day Of !!!hazels Cutest Pet Contest!!!
10th day of !!!Hazels Cutest Pet Contest!!! 41 HOURS LEFT TO ENTER!!!!Pet Picture Preview Part Four!!!Thank Yous!!! Tenth Day It is the tenth day of the contest and there are not any new updates today but be sure to check the update from the past couple of days. Voting shall start at 12:01 sunday. There are now only 41 hours left to enter so be sure ot get those entries in. A few of you have pending enteries few a few days ago and I am waiting for a response back from you. Please respond back by the deadline. For those of you that are already entered in my contest, thank you and good luck!!! Be reay to start campaigning soon. Thank Yous Some of you have been reposting my bulletin. Thank you so much!!! You guys are so sweet and nice, I love all of my new freinds on Lost Cherry so much! the following are the people that I have seen so far reposting my bulletin, if I have missed you you have my appoligies but many thank yous all the same. These are among the nice

Happy Friday!! The 13th...;)
HEY EVERYONE! ITS FRIDAY THE 13TH.. SO BE CAREFUL OUT THERE.. ;) I AM GOING TO BE BUSY SO WONT BE HERE MUCH.. CLEWANING HOUSE WORKING OUT.. AND THEN PICK UP GRANDSON AND TAKE HIM OUT TO THE PARK.. SO BE ON MORE ON MONDAY.. SO DO MORE COMENTS AND CKING OUT PICS THEN.. HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY AND WEEKEND.. AND REMMBER I LEAVE THIS SITE OPEN AND NOT ALWEAYS SITTING HERE SO LEAVE ME A SHOUT OR MESSAGE WILL DO IT AS SOON AS I CAN.. THNAKS FOR ALL THE WONDERFUL COMENTS TOO.. HUGSS ANMD CHERRY LOVE TO ALL.. GERI.. Buried at PhotoCasket.com

Just Another Day
hello A/all and good morning just wanted to say i hope Y/you all have a great weekend, and that Y/your all doing well, im at work today and will be until 6 my time but i will be at my page off and on if Y/you need or want me just give me time to answer xoxoxo xxx ;) stacy the licker

Friday 13th
Now there's nothing better than to end the week with the 13th eeek not. Anyways not much has been going on in my lil world I have made a couple more new music video's on myspace. I would post them here if I knew where to put them at hehe. OKay well I'm off for another apparently going to be cold day....

Thoughts...
These are thoughts I have been having For some time now... And I would like to share them with you Before life in this world gets too crazy, And tomorrow never comes. I have come to realize many things Since I connected to the Internet, In that we get to meet people We never would have met In any other way We get to know these people, Not by their looks or by their touch, But by their heart and soul. If we had met any of these people on the street, We may not have given them a second glance. Or, maybe we would have looked at them and said, "Hey, look how fat that person is," or "Hey look, there's a gay guy" or even "Hey look, there's a person of color." We could have done this And never have known This real person on the inside. This is a very sad thing. I have come to meet many people on the internet Who have truly touched my heart in many ways. They have made me a much better person. Wouldn

Hopefully Left Heartprint
I know time waits for no one Something I always knew Yet if anytime you need me I will always be here for you I hope I will be remembered Even at some later date I remain at the same place Please know it's not too late I hope our paths cross again Before life's journeys end Since I kept true to my word Always being a forever friend I remain here without closure Knowing life continues on Never had I changed the fact That I can still be relied upon I had hopefully left heartprints That shall remain indelibly They have been given to you Etched in friendship sincerity This Is for you brod. Jay, always remember we are always be friends and i'm your sister, Take care and I LOVE YOU!!!

Just In Time For The Holiday
A black man and his wife were going to a Halloween party in a couple of days so the husband tells his wife to go to the store and get costumes for them to wear. When he comes home that night he goes into the bedroom and there laid out on the bed is a Superman costume. The husband yells at his wife, What are you doing? Have you ever heard of a black Superman? Take this back and get me something else I can wear. The next day the wife, not too happy, returns the costume and gets a replacement. The husband comes home from work goes to the bedroom and there laid out on the bed, is a Batman costume. He again yells at his poor wife, "What are you doing? Have you ever heard of a black Batman? Take this back and get me something I can wear to the costume party!" The next morning his irate wife goes shopping. When the husband comes home again from work, there laid out on the bed are three items one is a set of three white buttons, the seco

Slow Cooker Reuben Sandwiches
Easy enough to make for a weeknight meal or a friendly Oktoberfest gathering. Bring on the beer and the oompah band! Prep Time:15 min Start to Finish:11 hr 15 min Makes:8 sandwiches 4 Ratings : 0 Reviews : Be the first to review Slow Cooker Reuben Sandwiches 1 package (2 pounds) refrigerated sauerkraut 1 package (2 to 3 pounds) corned beef brisket 1 cup Thousand Island dressing 16 slices pumpernickel rye bread, toasted 8 slices (1 ounce each) Swiss cheese 1. Place sauerkraut in 3- to 4-quart slow cooker. Place beef brisket on sauerkraut. (If brisket includes packet of spices, sprinkle spices over brisket.) 2. Cover and cook on Low heat setting 9 to 11 hours. 3. Remove beef from cooker; place on cutting board. Cut beef into slices. To serve, spread 1 tablespoon dressing on each toast slice. Using slotted spoon to remove sauerkraut from cooker, top 8 slices toast with 1/2 cup sauerkraut each. Top sauerkraut with beef slices and cheese

Caramel Apple Bars
Do you have extra apples but don’t feel like making a pie? Try this easy-to-make bar with layers of brown sugar and oats surrounding apples and melted caramel. Prep Time:20 min Start to Finish:50 min Makes:36 bars 113 Ratings : 4 Reviews Read all Reviews Rate/Review this Recipe Caramel Apple Bars 1 cup packed brown sugar 1/2 cup butter or margarine, softened 1/4 cup shortening 1 3/4 cups Gold Medal® all-purpose flour 1 1/2 cups quick-cooking oats 1 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon baking soda 4 1/2 cups coarsely chopped peeled tart apples (3 medium) 3 tablespoons Gold Medal® all-purpose flour 1 bag (14 ounces) caramels 1. Heat oven to 400ºF. Mix brown sugar, butter and shortening in large bowl. Stir in 1 3/4 cups flour, the oats, salt and baking soda. Reserve 2 cups oat mixture; press remaining oat mixture in ungreased rectangular pan, 13x9x2 inches. 2. Toss apples and 3 tablespoons flour; spread over mixture in pan. Heat cara

Slow Cooker Pork Chops With Apple-cherry Stuffing
Prep Time:15 min Start to Finish:8 hr 15 min Makes:6 servings 20 Ratings : 7 Reviews Read all Reviews Rate/Review this Recipe Slow Cooker Pork Chops with Apple-Cherry Stuffing 1 package (6 ounces) herb stuffing mix 2 medium celery stalks, chopped (1 cup) 1 medium tart cooking apple, peeled and chopped (1 cup) 1 medium onion, chopped (1/2 cup) 1 cup dried cherries 1/4 cup butter or margarine, melted 1 cup chicken broth 6 pork boneless loin chops, about 1/2 inch thick 1. Spray inside of 4- to 5-quart slow cooker with cooking spray. 2. Mix all ingredients except pork. Place half of the stuffing mixture in slow cooker; top with pork. Spoon remaining stuffing mixture over pork. 3. Cover and cook on low heat setting 6 to 8 hours or until pork is tender. Note: This recipe was tested in slow cookers with heating elements in the side and bottom of the cooker, not in cookers that stand only on a heated base. For slow cookers with just

Locations, Locations
A zip code would help, don't know about everyone else, but finding some like-minded metalhead partiers in the area would be fun. since you can search a radius from your zip code for LC members....so many users have a zip code of '0'. Help yourselves get connected! Zip code is hardly too personal to need to keep hidden from stalkers lol... be cool all and have a good weekend! -J

Doing A Tad Better
Well I am finally starting to feel a lil less blahy. I am starting to think that the blahs are tied in with me being a woman. It happens about once a month and then goes away.Sorry to those that didn't want to know that but that is the only explanation I have. I am not so down now but still feel some effects of being depressed. Like not wanting to wake up in the morning/night as I work midnights. But those are slowly starting to pass too. Now if we can just find a very happy cure for this it'll all be better. I am thinking of writing a story and maybe posting it in here. II'm not sure of the content yet but who knows you guys might enjoy it. I will put one up that I wrote a while ago. It's a lil on the adult side but it's in good taste. Otherwise I wouldn't post it here, I mean sheesh my mama reads this site lol. Ok I'm done rambling and will go find that story to post. Love Stace

Its Not My Fault
so why am i the one who always gets hurt in the end? You said it yourself, you cant do long distance, and im sorry, but i just can't come there all the time. You'll never know what you lost, and now somebody else gets the opportunity to love me.

Who Am I?
I ask myself this... almost constantly. Who am I? What is my purpose? Why am I here? Do you know who you are? I've got an idea of who I am... and it goes like: I am pain I am sorrow I am what makes you smile and yet, I can break you heart I am cold and yet, I can keep you warm I am chaos and I am serene.. I am precious and I am useless I can be your everything I can mean nothing at all I can protect you I can harm you I am your voice of reason I am your vice I am one I am the all being And... I am nothing...

My Mother's Insanity....part Deux
YAY! Got another box sent to me by my mother. I have since learned to open these with great caution and brace myself because well......see post about my mothers insanity, it explains it. This time in the box was once again a combination of items ranging from useful to WTF????? Contents this time.......... A book to job hunting (uhhhhh not looking for a job! ) One do it yourself gingerbread house kit( what am I martha fuckin stewart?) One pound of jamacian coffee ( thats cool!) One tshirt that is scary beyond all reason ( blue and white stripe with BIG ASS nautical like symbol on it. no I do NOT belong to a yacht club!) Strange stuffed animal ( for the kid I guess) One butt ugly precious moments like picture frame with a meanful like saying framed in it (ew ew ew ew *shudder* ew ew ew ) And the the piece de resistance................ MY 4TH PLACE MATH FAIR RIBBON I WON IN 1980( with a small stuffed penguin tied to it) once again.............

Redneck Moment
okkkkkkk...... so there I was, driving down the road here in virginia, listening to the radio, and we had a redneck moment that just well........ you be the judge. Song ends, DJ comes on, with a caller on the line and this is what I heard. " Heyyyyyyyyyy darlinnnnnnnnnnnn can you all play sumfing I aint ever hear on here?" DJ- *chuckles* Well like what? DR(dumb redneck) How aaaaaboutss sum maaaayyyyyyyyyydennnnnnnnnnnn (translation for the english speaking world, Iron Maiden) DJ- *chuckles* Ok sure, what song do you want to hear, I can play some Iron Maiden. DR- welllll shoottt honey I dun know nune of them names of them songs........how bous that one about playing with crazy people or soumthin I aint never hear that on here! DJ- * moment of silence then chuckle* Ummmmmm, do you mean "Can I play with madness" by Iron Maiden DR - innit that wut I jest sayid? *cue song* I was amused. and scared. and realized he's probably wearing a maaaaaayydennnn

More Proof That Southerners Are Weird
Ok............... so I was doing my morning thing, drinking coffee and reading the news on msn. Flipped over to the local news to see what kind of things people where I now reside are doing. Usually the news here is quite dull but not today!!!!!!!!!!!!! There was this story, about what looked like a nice young man named Darryl Ellis who was shot a year ago and they didn't have any suspects. He didn;t seem like one of those typical crack head ghetto types, just a nice decent man and his family was still looking for justice. From what I gathered, it was a real tragedy. And then it got weird. Ok, so I live in the south now, and granted, they have some different traditions. I respect traditions. That's cool. But this....well...................... The family and friends of the before mentioned Darryl decided........... as a memorial on the anniversary of his death....to remember this poor dude.................... THE DARRYL ELLIS MEMORIAL COOKOUT. Yes you read

Ahh The South.......
Ok, that's it. This place called Williamsburg Virginia is offically weird. I mean off the richter scale WEIRD. And I should know weird. I like to think somewhere in hell when satan looks up weird.......... he sees my smiling face. It isn't as if there's anything WRONG with people here......... it's more....... well.............. ever see that movie The Stepford Wives? It's like that. Everything is perfect, theres no grafitti.........never any litter..........the sun almost always shines. Every car is nice and clean.... it's like this perfect lil place and then there's the people. I go into Wal-Mart.............. WAL MART the very bastion of " I hate my fucking job Im here because I need a paycheck and don't ask me anything because I would like to stick a spork in your eye" Ahhhhhhhh MY Wal-Mart I love you well. However......... there is the FREAK alternate universe of Wally World here. There I am lost in the aisles( as usual) Can't find what I need (as usual) tried us

My Mother Is Weird
GOOD NEWS! I just talked to my mother and I can rest easily now.Seems she had a few drinks and packed not only a box of crap for me but for my sister as well. Seems she sent my sister MY report cards and she sent me hers. I feel so much better knowing my sister is sitting in her house right now, opening a box of crap from our mother.............. and thinking to herself........... WTF?????????????????

Family Is Weird
OK............ so today I get a package in the mail.. I was of course delighted as I wasn't expecting one and love surprises. I see it is from my mother. Now my mother...who I affectionally call Torqemada, because she is the Grand Inquistitor and has excellent methods of torture to get info....... ( like asking you 28 times in 2 hours and won't quit when she wants to know something) But I digress..... Lets just leave it at MY MOM IS SORTA STRANGE. Now I have proof. So I open the package wondering to myself " whatever can this be" On top there was some books.....nice..... I like books, it was very thoughtful. As I dug deeper I found old pictures of me. Ok, I get it small child pics of me in many bad haircuts ( thanks for those bowl cuts mom, yeah I know I looked hot in em) Fair enough, still reasonable. Then it got weird. Next layer......more pictures......... of my ex husband and our wedding. Ok, why did I want these? Did I ask for them? No I didn't, I'm thinking,

Well.......
Im on a mission............a important mission....a goal really. To see a new word end up in the mainstream vernaular. I cant be cool like the pet rock guy but I am bound and detirmed to introduce asstard into society. What better way to go down in history and adding yet another useless and insulting verb to the world. I may not have invented it but I sure can preach it. Once I hear it spoken in a movie or tv show, I can then die happy. No, it isnt a lofty goal, but it's been a slow week.

Water Restrictions In Australia
As you may or may not know we are in the worst drought in Australian history where i am we are in level 4 which means 150 litres per person per day no hosing of pathways or washing cars that is done by bucket & gardens to be watered by grey water now we are all doing this well i am anyway & yet the local councils dont do anything about recycling water know it costs but what comes first money or survival , luckily our council is going to do a desalination plant due in march next year but the other part of the coast coming under gosford does bugger all sitting on their hands yet still putting through highrise developments which have double toilets bathrooms etc this is stupid as there is not much water here left at all. Do councils have any brains at all you tell me!!

Another Day Goes By
Another day goes by the daylight starts to fade my heart still wonders why you're gone another day last night's dream I was making you moan as real as it seemed I woke up all alone my bed cries out for you wondering where you've gone I know what I've got to do I've got to stay strong and wait for that tomorrow when I see you again as I sit here in sorrow dropping these words with my pen I think of your soft lips your nails digging into my skin as I plant kisses on your hips It tears me apart from within knowing that you're so far so I carry on making a plan cause you're my angel you're my star there's no distance I wouldn't cross for just a moment with you time spent would be no loss it'd be a dream come true I dream of us being together laying side by side I want it to last forever I never want to leave the ride as I write another line I hold you close in my mind and dream of the day when you're finally mine

*~fun With Yahoo - Session 7~*
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True Blue, I Wrote This A Long Time Ago But Today I Dedicate It To Chief Thad Pledger
True Blue Today a cold dead body was laid to rest, In its new home in that garden of stone. It might have been a father, a mother, a son, a daughter, A brother, a sister, a husband, a wife, a friend. Only the friends and family can tell, For the body will never speak another word. The family gathers around the gravesite, Finding strength in each other. The Honor Guard in its finest, While uniformed comrades stand neatly in a row. A lone trumpeter stands on a nearby hill, While the haunting notes of Taps echoes thru and thru. First one shot, then two and three, Every eye is moist, weeping in sorrow. The bagpipers play the hymn Amazing Grace, As the body is lowered to its final resting place in the garden of stone. To whom did this body one belong, A Senator, a President, a soldier? It was a soldier, a soldier on America's streets, He wore a badge, a gun, a radio and a vest. He dealt with the pushers, the beaters, the scum of the earth, But he also helped the ad

These Bloody Messages On Shout Box
These messages i keep getting from ppl i dont know asking me to rate their friends for contests annoy the hell out of me, i know that pppl want to win but who really cares i do my bit & vote just to be nice please ppl GET A LIFE!!!!

Wrong Phone Number
Hello?" "Hi honey. This is Daddy. Is Mommy near the phone?" "No, Daddy. She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul." After a brief pause, Daddy says, "But honey,you haven't got an Uncle Paul." "Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the room with Mommy, Right now." Brief Pause. "Uh, okay then, this is what I want you to do. Put the phone down on the table, run upstairs and knock on the bedroom door and shout to Mommy that Daddy's car just pulled into the driveway." "Okay, Daddy, Just a minute." A few minutes later The little girl comes back to the phone. "I did it, Daddy." "And what happened, honey?" He asked. "Well, Mommy got all scared, jumped out of bed with no clothes on and ran around screaming. Then she tripped over the rug, hit her head on the dresser and now she isn't moving at all!" "Oh my God!!! What about your Uncle Paul?" "He jumped out of the bed with no clothes on, too. He was all scared a

Blogs...
Blogs..Do u think this thing is gettin outta hand?? I mean think about..all u do is comment on what somebody said or what they think is interesting in the news or something?? Why just not old school chatrooms??....u tell me?

What Women And Men Want
WOMAN'S POEM: Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S POEM: I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a bar on a golf course, and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

Tarja Turunen
10 photos Tarja Turunen (placeholder) View recent entries Tarja Turunen (born August 17, 1977, in Kitee, Finland) is the lead singer in the Finnish Metal band Nightwish. Tarja is one of the most popular singers from the genre in Finland and throughout Europe, as well as an accomplished classical and opera singer. Biography (from her Official Website) The brightest star of the Finnish rock scene, the soprano singer Tarja Turunen has in a short time become one of the most well-known Finnish faces in the world of music. Turunen, who was born in the city of Kitee, Finland, started her musical studies at the age of six, and moved to study classical singing at the age 18 at the Sibelius Academy of Kuopio city. At the same time Tarja’s classmate Tuomas Holopainen was starting his acoustical project, and invited Turunen to join the band. Tarja said yes to the invitation, and thus Nightwish was born. The band’s first demo-tape was enough to get them a recording deal with Spin

Lets See
Let's See there's nothing left of the heart that made her who she was gave it away a piece at a time to liars and lovers and friends nothing left to beat or turn or smile so it's time to go at last into something new anything that isn't this darkness hell could be better lets go see

Crap!!!
EVANESCENCE Frontwoman: 'I'm Hearing Myself Grow Within The Music' - Oct. 12, 2006 Melissa Rayworth of The Associated Press recently conducted an interview with EVANESCENCE frontwoman Amy Lee. A few excerpts from the chat follow: On how the band's new album comapred to "Fallen": "It's still, first and foremost, coming from my heart. But you can definitely say it's feeling different since Ben's [Moody] leaving. The guitars are a completely new style. Terry [Balsamo, guitar] rocks. It's innovative, but not so out there that you can't relate." On being looked to for advice at an age when most women are seeking mentors of their own: "It's really wild. I never went into this thinking, 'I'm gonna set a good example.' I started creating art because I was searching for answers, and it was that searching that led to my music. From a lot of my lyrics, I feel like I don't understand how people are really looking up to me. Because it's all questions. "But I do encourage peop

Is Lc Being Hypocritical
I got this Message yesterday about one of my pics in My Buttons Album This Picture was flagged cause it says Fuck.. I also notice in this Message it states that NO ADULT CONTENT IS ALLOWED IN THE PUBLIC AREA OF LC But yet I see Primary Pics with boobs hanging all out or their asses up in the cam. I have even saw U> I mean actual sex videos. Yet my pic gets flagged for saying Fuck Whats up with that. Makes me wonder If LC isn't being a lil on the hypocritical side. Why is it ok for certain girls/guys to use these pics as a primary photo or ppl can leave pornographic video comments IN PUBLIC LOCATIONS OF LC But The word fuck is flagged it don't make sense to me at all. All that is telling me is we can't say the word Fuck with out flagging it but we can leave videos of ppl actually fucking and nothing is ever said. LC needs to stop being this way I am not the only one who has complained about this I have saw many bulletins posted on this same subject. But anyway I can go on all night abou

Waiting To Move
well we are on the move fairly soon to a new area in the uk.We are moving up north to norfolk which is along the coast,we will be an hours drive from the sea.We are moving to a bungelow because off my daughters special needs.We are moving to a small market town called watton.But grrr what is it with solitors and the final stages,that things go pear shape and they avoid taken your calls(how annoying,its worst then sitting a queue trying to get through to a call centre.Oh well iam sure it will all come out in the wash!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND EVERY ONE

Beautiful Disaster
Intensely she looks into your soul. Picking your bones clean of the deceit that caresses the white fragments. Showing you the shredded remains, as she pleads the truth from you. Does her weakness strengthen you? Rip her down and build yourself up. The new that you have become, is only the remnants of her; the everlasting, beautiful disaster.

Winter Tryst
Winter's cold nose tickles the senses of the woman in love Thrilled at her body's reaction she removes her glove Tasting the sweet snow that is shadowed by the man she adores Whispering secrets to her love devoting she wants more Warm embraced waves of hot shivers down her spine Touch me again my love and tell me you're mine Smiling he envelopes her face Kissing her gently with grace Nothing on earth I want more than you Tip toed anticipation of the magic you'll do My love do you know that I am yours Tonight to be seen behind closed doors.

Letting Go
Letting Go Thank You Able to light a candle in the wind. This is my heart that you did mend. Thoughtless and breezy, the loves of the past. You have presented a love that will last. Bewildered at the quiet in the storm. Tender kisses to become the norm. Interlocking our fingers will be. Walking hand in hand with me. Feeling of safety when Im in your arms. Completely vulnerable from your charms. Channeling my energy to gaze in your eyes. Filling my lungs with a thousand sighs.

Can't Let Go
Can't Let Go Midnight is a twisted serpent of memories of love and the pain of its death. She reaches out to hold onto the knife of rejection that does cut her down again. Licking her wounds she vows to never look at the fire of her desire. Moments later only to taste its sweet poison. Agony is burned into her bones. Rising from the ashes she commits her soul. To tell him once more. I love you.

Beetle Bailey Cartoon Sparks Muslim Riots In U.s.
by Dylan Jameson DETROIT (PoopyCaca.com) – After a week of riots by Muslims in Europe over cartoons published in Danish newspapers, outrage spilled over in the streets of the U.S., triggered by anger over a Beetle Bailey cartoon that ran in the comics sections of most American newspapers. Muslim extremists smashed shop windows, burned American flags and set piles of comic books on fire in downtown Detroit, in acts of protest over the “offensive” cartoon, which featured the character “Beetle Bailey” being choked and beaten by “Sarge” – a regular occurrence on the comic strip for the past 50 years. “When will this unfair treatment of Beetle end?” said Zaki Badwadi, one of hundreds of Muslim demonstrators who took to the streets in outrage. “Sarge has been oppressing him for many, many years. It cannot continue. It is an affront to Allah. How can people be allowed to print such blasphemes?” Others in the crowd said they were incensed by a recent “Blondie” cartoon, in wh

My Reason For Being
Today everything went wrong nothing went right, and there was an unsettling feeling that something is wrong or that something bad is going to happen. This feeling or premonition is never wrong, so i await in fear and dread the phone another is hurt or await the night that will never end for me. In that fear came thought, pondering over my reason for being. Since i was young, I knew what my reason for living was, life has continued to prove that i am meant to be here. i am meant to sacrifice, to give, to love and accept. i am a fighter for the weak, a protector if you will, i am your shield and your sword. i am a lover. i am meant to love those believing love is not real or meant for them. i am meant to be a guide, a guardian, and a lover. though my path does allow love to stay in my life or to be granted to me for long, this saddens me with knowing this, though it shall and must be. To those of you who know me, my heart holds true love and love for any i speak those words to. my love i

~*~facts Of Life~*~
~*~FACTS OF LIFE~*~ 1) At least 5 people in this world, love you so much they would die for you. 2) At least 15 people in this world love you, in some way. 3) The only reason anyone would ever hate you, is because they want to be just like you. 4) A smile from you, can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5) Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6) You mean the world to someone. 7) Without you, someone may not be living. 8) You are special and unique, in your own way. 9) Someone that you don't know even exists, loves you. 10) When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11) When you think the world has turned it's back on you, take a look, you most likely turned your back on the world. 12) When you think you have no chance at getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, you probably sooner or later will get it. 13) Always remember compleme

Poetry Log Viii
Haunting Every corner I turn there is a ghost. It haunts my every move, my every dream. You say its all in my head that its only a figure of my imagination. The ghost is more than that you hold it on a high pedal stool, comparing it to everything I do. When did I stop being your inspiration? How could you bury me six feet under and hold this ghost so high up above ME? All is closing in with every corner I turn its there, with every breath I take its in my air. I look in your eyes and I dont see mine, I see the ghost, a ghost who isnt real, who doesnt love you, who isnt coming back. They say time heals all. Where is my salvation? Where is MY forgiveness? As I tumble down a dark cave, hoping youll be there to catch me at the bottom, falling faster and faster but when I get there I feel a cold draft and see the ghost, the same one that has haunted me all along. As long as this ghost existsour love does not; as long as this ghost holds fast to youyou dont hold on to me;

Sexy Questions...
Body: If we fucked..... Body: Reply in a message and Repost so others can fill it out ;) 1. Would you be in control? 3. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you go down on me? 7. Would you give me a hickie? 8. How many rounds would we go? 9. What would you wanna do afterwards? 10. Would you take off all ur clothes for me? 11. Would you lick and bite me all over? 12. Would you like 4play or get straight to the point? 13. Would you take ur time if I told you to? 14. Would u fall asleep when we were done? 15. Would u want to go fast or slow? 16. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 17. Would u be loud or quiet? 18. Do u think u could make me have an orgasm? 19. Are u gonna re-post these so I can answer them for you 20. WOULD U FUCK TODAY? REPOST AS "IF WE HAD SEX?...... Its all in the name of fun...

Poetry Log Vii
Unbelievable When I look at how far we have come, I am stunned. Every morning I feel like Im still at a lost for words that we are stuck in this vortex of ambiguity, yet in each others arms. Not sure if its me, not sure if its you. But, as we lie here and youre touching me, caressing me, kissing me, and rememorizing every inch of meI feel some sort of small warmth in me. Though, were still not where we use to be, but closer then before. I watch you walk across the room naked after we have made love, as you laugh at all our new memories of the day and I think Can we keep this going? Sitting outside in the sun shine planning our future in the new home we will have a few months from now is becoming so real. The things well do, the memories well make, and the new adventures that await our family. Each day you say you are coming closer to all the feelings of love you use to feel for me that being patient is the key. Patients its all I really have at the

Ghost Survey
Supernatural SurveyTake This Survey at Quizopolis.comDo you believe in ghosts?yHave you ever seen a ghost?yWould you be scared if you saw a ghost?yWho would you least like to see come back as a ghost?great auntWho would you most like to see come back as a ghost?no oneDo you think psychics are real?y

Poetry Log Vi
Our perfect world Can you sit back and imagine us tangled in each others arms? With gazes of glee and all troubles so out of reach. In our perfect world it wouldnt be wrong or feel out of order to lean on your shoulder. Oh to feel the warmth of your body, to feel lost in you would be heaven. Even in the darkest of hours you would be my light. In this perfect world youd hold me tight. As time passes in this altered reality, our love would grow to unbelievable heights. But, as I come back down from Cloud 9, after dreaming of this far off world, an emotion never neglects to tell me its just a false reality. So as much as we want our perfect world, we are stuck in this one! So could it be true that our present love could create that world we so long? Only time can tell. ©Velvet Moon

Canibal Corps
Went to Canibal corpse wif vampy (hybrid vampire) on tuesday night was a very good time best metal gig I've been to so far can't wait for the next one, Soul Fly here we come hehe (6 concerts down) 2 to go I'm going to have to by us some more tix.

Poetry Log V
Ocean Deep As she dips her toes in the ocean her mother shadows her every dip protecting her from dangerous waters. As she picks up sea shells her mother shadows her every step protecting it from sharp edges. As she plays in the bright glimmering sun her mother covers every inch of her in sun block, to cover her beautiful skin. As she builds a sand castle, her mother protects her from getting sand in her brown eyes, which look at her with such love. Ocean deep is the love that a mother has for a daughter. And only when her daughter has her own child will she ever understand. A mother is a fighter, a protector, a mentor, and her daughters strength. © Velvet Moon

The Beginning...
It had been a long two days and was only going to get longer. He was going on his third day with no sleep. Mainly because he was spending his time online talking to two wonderful and very beautiful ladies. One lives in a little town in Colorado called Delta. Since he lives in Idaho it was kind of hard to go see her when ever he wanted. The other lives in Bosie, about a hour and a half drive from his house. The day started off unlike every other day. He has been up for what was now going on three days. The strange part about the beggining of the day was that he was excited because he was going to Boise to spend the day with pure beauty. Something that he never thought would ever happen. Two nights before that arangments were made for him to go see her. She said she had to work that day, but he could see her after work. She would get off at 3 O' clock in the afternoon... He ate, showered, and got ready to leave for the day ahead. He had planned everything the day before so he coul

Poetry Log Iv
Thinking Lying awake torn and unsure of the events that have passed. What a wild ride weve had. Laughing singing and recalling memories of days past, recalling the lost hours of the day. Or the starry nights weve watched. No regrets and I refuse to forget it all. As time passes on, most will be forgotten; inside jokes, things weve watched on the T.V. or even other strange and bizarre events. All fun, all worth it, even as the smells of each other fade there will always be something there to bring us back to these days. Sitting here thinking of you and how you smile, how you laugh, how you look under the stars, comforts me. But still leaves me empty, not having you here everyday is painful, but all understandable. Time heals pain and nothing was done in vain. We only meant well even though it had to all come to a closing. Well still have nights with stars and smiles of blazing friendship. So as I sit under the palm trees, smell the ocean breez

Poetry Log Iii
Empty Watching the stars fade into the daylight, wondering what comes next. We were once best friends who enjoyed each others company, loved the smell of the thundering rain, sound of each others laugh. Sitting here empty and lost, my heart no where to be found, but in a distant memory. Im trying hard to fight off this fear of being without you, the fear of being empty. Nothing is as it should be, everything is out of balance. How could we lose sight of something so sweet something so cherished? Dont leave now its to soon...I beg of you stay! Emptiness is what I feel, but not what I want...the stars have lost their shine and the rain its smell. Your laughter has faded into the dark of night. Now I sit down in hole, and heaven is no longer beside me. I thought you wanted me here; this is what I truly thought, so think me naïve. Though I know its not your fault, it still sends me for a loop. In time things will balance out again, th

I Am That Which Is
What peril in this grievous testament Fate, in its mischievous irony, cruelly toppled thine health Why "creator", why deprive me of the most joyous of senses? I, godlike among men, in both art & thought Sensitivity drains upon this misunderstanding Mine and theirs to view, Nature is truly to look upon the inevitable All might be well tomorrow, that is the great wish That it has or ever will be granted, blind illusion Albeit, aloneness is the prize of genius Passions attained cause songs to become silent And so, I am heir to bereavement, and threnody my mistress alas It must be, yet the muse embraces me Her warm heart to stoke this inner flame And drown out the mortals and petty theology With heroic composition I’ll not suffer the scars of kindred feelings Allowing this lowly world to aggravate me momentarily Only to escape to my melodic bliss, creativity thrives in bitterness My veil is untouchable, talent unattainable "I Am That Which Is" Loveloss & scorn left t

Poetry Log Ii
The Marred Soul There lied the cold soul, limp and without life. Then came a friend that awoken her with happiness and love. Now the soul filled with warmth and joy paraded though the valleys awakening flowers trees and sweet summer showers. But, in only an instant all was taken from her with out warning. Out came a black cloud that was swarming with not sweet summer showers, But with showers fill with ice cold blood. In an instantaneous moment the joyous soul was covered and limp once again. She only desired to wrap those around her with warm love and happiness. Never having harmed non she still was sentence to punishment. A punishment not deserved by any soul was to be set. Banished into exile the soul was to be, no one to awaken her again. How can anyone be so cruel I ask you? Poor little soul, she vowed never to give up being joyous again. In time another will come and awaken her pretty tiny heart. Again so

Poetry Log I
Distant Stars How can we define what is true or see beyond this world, With time of essence its only truth that binds us. Where in lays truth lays love, with out either we are nothing. Mere mortals with loveless hearts and anguished thoughts "Come unto me" the spirits of another realm beckon you, Follow what you know is true, for the desires within you do not lie, they are but truth. Loving you is like loving me, someone unknown someone of hidden light. Shine little star and show me your way, The way to passion and eternal life, with love, happiness And the warmth of your sweet touch, Your sweet smell so breathe taking of times remembered Of laughter in your eyes No longer mere mortals with loveless hearts, But immortals with out love, condemned To suffer for our miss deeds and miss trust. So where in lays truth, lays love. ©Velvet Moon

Ugh
Do I watch dot hack sign or goto bed???!!! I"m already in to it so .. i guess so.. lol My shoulder hurts from my car accident.. and my right leg does sometimes.. I could use a massage.. but will never get one! lmao oh well Its 4am nite

A Quick Note
Just a quick note before I start posting my poetry in these blogs. All poetry that is placed here is written by me. If you use any of my poetry please give me proper credit or I will report you. It’s a small thing that I ask. I have worked very hard on my poetry and I don’t appreciate it being ripped off just like an artist doesn’t appreciate his/her art work being used with out proper credit. I hope you enjoy the poetry, and if you do use it please send me a courtesy message so I know where my work is floating at. Thank you very much, © Velvet Moon

Absolutely Fabulous
...ANYBODY REMEMBER THESE GIRLS... ....Eddie, Patsy and (not pictured)..Saffie... well one year me an my mom an my sis decided to do our own version to make into xmas cards... and heres what happened... "whats she lookin at Eddie??" .."yes sweetie..I'm on the phone.." "sweetie..darling...please can we have our pressies??.." "NER NER NER NER NER" "PATSY..PATSY..PATSY.." "..Just one..sweetie..please??.." "mummmmmmm..they're NOT yours!!" *sneaks off to look..* "Eddie..do you think this is mine?..theres french knickers in here..?" "whoahhhh..too much bolly patsy.."

Navarro Frenzy
Navarro Frenzy So I finally finished my Dave Navarro book yesterday after almost two months. Since ya know I have been so busy, with the move and all to Honolulu. Man was it a good book, I went into the book with only a vague idea of who Dave was as a person. Having one of those typical school girl crushes on him, never in my mind would I have imagined seeing him as not just someone famous, but as someone with something important to say. When I first bought the book, many of you knew that I was afraid to start reading it. A lot had to do with the fact that I didnt want my perspective of him to change. Which in fact it did; he was and still is a Guitar God and the Sexiest Man Alive in my eyes, its just a little more meaning full now. With his struggle of many horrific experiences, and many losses though out his life, Dave Navarro has fought his way to come out on top. Dave has become more then a just a poster on wall, he has become a mentor, an advis

The Superstition Behind Friday The 13th
It's strange how society has come to accept "superstition" so plainly and unquestioning. Go to every hotel in the States and there is almost never a floor with the number 13 in it. However, if you should venture to a hotel in Italy, you will indeed find that 13 is not skipped over. In fact, a gold charm of the number is given to Italian infants to ensure good luck and prosperity in their developing life. Why then, is there such suspicion surrounding 13? Furthermore, ever wonder what makes Friday the 13th so "evil"? (Note: Friday the 13th was considered a day of bad luck and evil long before the movies came out!) There are various theories surrounding 13. Since Christianity has had a extremely large influence on all societies as a whole, we shall look there first. At the "Final Supper" or "Last Supper" (whoever you chose to term it) there were 13 guests. Some believe Jesus to be the 13th at feast, occurring just before he was Crucified. This is a largely debatable theory, however. How

Why Us Boys Fall In Love With You Girls:
This is from a chain letter...but I don't DO chain letters...so here it is without the chain: 1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo. 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder. 3. How cute they look when they sleep. 4. The ease in which they fit into our arms . 5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world. 6. How cute they are when they eat. 7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while. 8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside. 9. The way they look good no matter what they wear. 10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth. 11. How cute they are when they argue. 12. The way her hand always finds yours. 13. The way they smile. 14. The way you feel when you see their name on the your cell after you just had a

I Know You Don't Care
I remembered something else, I am not an artist. If I have any creative talents they lie in story telling, and writing. Not drawing or any of the visual arts. I'm colour blind, have crappy depth perception and find estetic qualities in places other people don't. I can sit and watch snow for hours. The American flag across the street also probably garners more attention then it deserves. Not because I am unpatriotic or that it a weak symbol. Its just that I like the way a waving flag looks under that particular street light. For all I care it could be a plain white sheet, but under that street light it would still look nifty. I've lost some motivation into so many misguided attempts at self growth and deciding what direction I want the rest of my life to go in. My mother, girlfriends, and other people who's opinions I valued at the time, have said many times that I always tell such great stories and write great things. That deep down inside I think part of me decided long ago I w

How To Create Your Own Skin For Lc
I have been asked by A LOT of people "How can I create my own skins for LC. Well here is my attempt to help. DISCLAIMER OK, please understand that what I am going to show you is really poorly written code. It works for most things, but when building a professional web page you want to make sure that it would also translate well to PDA's, Web Phones, etc... But this takes some shortcuts and to explain further would be book, not a blog. JUST THE BASICS Here is the basic for the body of a page: body {background-image: url(http://i52.photobucket.com/albums/g7/YOURPIC.jpg); background-attachment: fixed; background-position:top Left; background-repeat:repeat; The first line tells the browser that you want to display an image and gives the address of what image to use from photo bucket or whatever. If you do not have photobucket or another server that you store pictures on that gives you the HTML code, go to www.photobucket.com. It is free! The second line tells th

The Boyfriend Application
Okay men, this is an application for you…and well women you can do it too if you wan to get kinky hehehe. Have fun with it and don't be shy…I don't bite I promise. Name: Age: Phone Number: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercing/tattoos: What Do You Think Of My? Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Humor: Choice of music: Manners: Friends: Decisions: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me? [] let me kiss you? [] watch a movie with me? [] take me out to dinner? [] drive me somewhere? [] make love to me? [] be my bf? [] hug me? [] buy me food? [] take me home to meet your family? [] would you let me sleep in your with you and cuddle? [] sing car karaoke w/ me? [] sit in the doctor's office with me because I didn't want to go alone? [] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [] give me a piggyback ride? [] come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle

Greetings And Salutations.
So what a strange world we live in. Religious nuts everywhere, people hurting other people, things like "Jackass" being considered entertainment, drama, prejudice, famine, abuse...what the hell is going on? Just be. Be and allow others to be. It would be so much easier for everyone. Do what you need to do. Find something you love to do, and do it for yourself and other people. All the while cleaning up after yourself. If every single person did these things, we would ALL be happy. Also - love. All you need is love. If you love everyone and everything, the rest will just fall into place, but that will only work if everyone does it.

Leave It On...
Undo your blouse as you come over to me Reveal yourself for your loverman to see You know inside you is where I long to be But baby, leave your hat on Take off your skirt and join me here on our bed You know I love it when you do as I've said Although I love garters and sexy heels of red Could you please, leave your hat on Now let me caress you and kiss your sweet lips Your breasts, your belly and such beautiful hips It pleases me to watch as your honey drips I beg you, leave your hat on The time is now and here we are making love My naked angel sent down from up above After I've tasted you, we kiss and we hug And you still have your hat on IMspidey/M.M. 9/06 Copyright © 2006

Bullshit Basically...
so yea im new here woohoo for me. so give me time to figure some shit out ok? i think ive jus about everything. but im still workin on it. if u see something that needs fixed tell me. other than that i got nothing but stay tuned for my horrible blog haha.

Remember When...................
>Close your eyes...And go back in time > >Before semi automatics and crack... >Before SEGA or Super Nintendo... > > > >Way back...I'm talking about > >Hide and seek at dusk. >Red light, green light. >The corner store. >Hopscotch, butterscotch, doubledutch, >jacks, kickball, dodgeball. >Mother May I... >Red Rover and Roly >Poly. >Hula Hoops. >Running through the sprinkler. >An ice cream cone on a warm summer night... >Chocolate or vanilla or strawberry or >maybe butter pecan. > > >Wait... > >Watching Saturday Morning cartoons... >Short commercials. >Fat Albert, Road Runner, The Three Stooges, and Bugs. > >Or back further... > >When around the corner seemed far away, >And going downtown seemed like going somewhere. >Cops and Robbers, Cowboys and Indians, Zorro. >Climbing trees, building igloos out of snow banks >Running till you were out of breath. >Laughing so hard that your stomach hurt. >Jumping on the bed. >Pillow fights. >Spinning around, gett

Blah
More Stuff From My Myspace Blog: So far in 06.... 1.Have you had more than 5 different serious relationships? one relationship 2. Have you had your birthday? yuppers 3. Been to church? nope, but then again I am wiccan.... 4. Cried recently? I cry all the time, I have this disease called bi polar.... 6. Pulled an all nighter? not this year 7. Drank Starbucks? mmmm. yup. I love white chocolate frapachino 8. Went shopping? with what money? 9. Been camping? fuck no, I'm not too big on sleeping with the nasty beasties and wild animals 10. Been to the beach? I live in Arizona.....>.> 11. Bought something for over $200? hmm, Rent. Oooh, and my lappy, and the 360, parts for the other computer, I spend a lot of money 12. Met someone? every day 13. Been out of state? No, I'm a big loser. 14. Gone Snowboarding? nope sucka. They probably don't have enough snow in flagstaff anyway... 15. What are you thinking? About alot of things, I'm

Heaven...
Heaven was time spent in her arms Enjoying each other safe and warm Loving was more than just our bliss Entranced with her from our first kiss Making love all night long We were together our passion strong Life with her was sweet, sweet song Wanting each other day and night Dreading the mornings early light I loving her, she loving me In her arms is where I'll be Holding, touching, always true Wishing time could stand still for just us two As our love forever grew IMspidey/M.M. 8/06 Copyright © 2006

Sleeping...
How I love to watch you sleeping Calm and peaceful, drifting, dreaming Nothing but the still of evening Golden tresses strewn about Luscious lips in gentle pout Your breasts softly rise and fall My eyes strain to take in all Your arms, your legs and sweet backside Arousing something deep inside Thoughts quickly turning into lust Life's tender moments dawn to dusk Drawing closer, not to wake you Quietely I bend to taste you Softly wispering your name With all the passion you inflame Enchanted by love and wedded bliss As I lean in for one more kiss IMspidey/M.M. 9/06 Copyright ©2006

Illusions...
I was young and she was wise Filled my head so full of lies Such suple breasts and shapely thighs Flowing hair and deep blue eyes She lured me with her sweet disguise All the gifts that love implies I was at her fingertips Sugar pouring from her lips The way she walked, her slender hips Words of love like honey drips Though I was just a passing ship Left alone, filled with confusion Dealing with our fatal union Mistaking love for lusts delusions Reaching out for absolution While weeping for loves grand illusion IMspidey/M.M. 8/06 Copyright © 2006

Bedroom Eyes...
Sweet and sultry bedroom eyes Make me stop to realize Where your soft seduction lies Just one look can mezmerize I can hardly walk away What those eyes apon me crave I become your helpless slave A forever memory to be saved Down apon my bended knees Begging you to please, please, please Take me where I long to be Flash your bedroom eyes at me As I stand here hypnotized Make me want to tell you lies All other thoughts are comprimized I can' resist those bedroom eye's IMspidey/M.M. 7/14 Copyright © 2006

More News On My Uncle
Well, the doctor ran more tests Thursday morning on my uncle and they have discovered another tumor. This one is located at the base of his skull. What made them check him out again is the shakes he has been having. It turns out he was having seizures as a result of this tumor. This tumor is smaller than the one in his stomach, a lot smaller. But it is in a difficult and painful spot. They will start the laser treatments on this one right away too. They believe this one to be benign also. Thank you to all who have been praying for him!

Boy-man...
Suffering unspoken pain As I kneel before you once again Worthless man-boy on the floor Because it's mistress I adore Longing for a taste of boot One mistake draws your rebuke Wimpering slave of your disdain To respect I must be trained Unworthy little speck of dirt Caught peeking under your skirt To break my spirit is your plan Sniveling, begging, bad, boy-man Wrongly taught that you were special Now a wretched, empty vessel Straining to worship at your feet Another session now complete IMspidey/M.M. 9/06 Copyright © 2006

God Sent For An Angel
For my Father-In-Law who just passed away on Tuesday. God sent for an angel On October 10th, A man full of knowledge, Of courage and strength. “Stephen, my son I now need you here, To watch after your loved ones While they shed their tears, You’ll now be their angel And be with them each day, You’ll hold their hands And show them the way, The way through their problems Their worries, their fears, You’ll show them hope For the rest of their years, You’ll share in their love Their dreams and their laughter, Their sorrows, their joys Their deaths and then after, You’ll meet again This is not a goodbye, You now have a new home With me in the sky, So to all of your loved ones He’ll be with you each day, I just needed an angel To help lead the way.” 10/14/06

Gams...
Sexy legs and slender thighs With all the wonder they imply Give me pause to stop and stare I'd follow those legs anywhere Long and luscious, hip to toe Anklets, bare or pantyhose Enhancing what has caught my eye I catch my breath as saunters by Flexing such heartstopping calves Dreamily on my behalf To touch them with more than my eyes Elisits such longing muffled sighs Taut but tender silken flesh Palpitations within my chest Desire minute by minute grows To taste what only heaven knows Passion stirred deep in my mind By seamed stockings and sweet behind Her passing glance speaks of denial Apon my lusting wanton smile IMspidey/M.M. 9/06 Copyright © 2006

Morning's Light...
Mornings Light comes streaming in Apon my lovely there within Onto her face, across her skin Beams of light from shore to shore My precious gift whom I adore Awake my love, be mine once more Let your warm rays touch her heart Never a cloud or rain drop start In times when we must be apart Always be sunshine on her face Be in my absence saving grace Wrap her in your warm lights lace Until I'm in her arms again Shall you begin your sweet refrain As darkness falls, we two remain IMspidey/M.M. 9/06 Copyright © 2006

I Am A Game!!
OK I am pissed.... so if you are having a good day dont read this!! I lost another friend today.. ripped him a new one. Turns out all I am to him was a game. And the funny part was he didn't even win it. I am so sick of this shit this is why I don't talk to men. Every one of them eventually wants down my pants. I can't freaking win.. I can't have male friends cause they want down my pants. Cant have female friends cause their men want down my pants!!And I don't care who the man is they all do it to me... One of these fits 99 % of men: 1) Honest - Check my email perfect stranger say hi nice pic wanna f8ck? Very rude but hey he was honest! 2) Sly- These will feel you out see ifyou are into it for a few days or weeks then lose interest and move on... Only a few days invested ~ no biggy... used to it. 3) I can handle being friends... These hang aourn moths even years.. yes I said years... become so close of a friend that it send you to your room crying for days when

Blue Jeans...
She walked on by in her tight blue jeans More lovely than I'd ever seen I had to strain to catch her eye To become we instead of I I wondered if she noticed me My naughty girl in tight blue jeans Someday soon we'll meet again Then I will make my wishes plain To be together until time would end As my lover and as my friend I just can't get her off my mind Those tight blue jeans and cute behind She acted as if out of touch I wanted her just way too much To hear her talk, just say my name My love would never stay the same Flowers would blossom, all time stand still A beast made tame by passions fill To state my love on bended knee My kisses I share just with thee IMspidey/M.M. 9/06 Copyright © 2006

Saying Goodbye
I'm leaving LC within the week I feel i'm out of place here All the women here are much younger then me and much better shape allmost 200 friends and i don't even get consider by one of them for a contest i'm not young enough i guess and only am good enough here latly only have someone talking to me when there is no one else around and want to talk fucking sex so they can get off well enough of my bitching i'm out of here thanks to the lc friends that see me as me and not away to get there thrill love to my true friends

Lust...
Could this be lust or is it love Not much in common Once push comes to shove You cry all night after she's gone Then hate it when she tags along One minute she's your darling girl Behind closed doors the truth unfurled Is she the one in waking dreams Would'st prove your love with golden rings Does she even feel the same Over time will love remain Is this just another one night stand No walks together hand in hand Does your heart pound to see her go Much time spent in afterglow Brought to your knees with just one kiss If you have found her, tell her of this IMspidey/M.M. 10/06 Copyright © 2006

Babydoll...
How I loved that baby doll How when let loose her hair would fall So delicate those shoulder straps The broken one that made us laugh Intricate chemise apon her breast A silken bow below the chest Soft opaque skin, you know the rest How we loved up until dawn Her sleeping, baby doll still on She looked so good at morning's light You shudder at my quick love bite The taste so soft and bitter sweet My lovely little wanton treat Her smile, her kisses, deep blue eyes Oh, so silkey milk white thighs A heart attach from paradise IMspidey/M.M. 10/06 Copyright © 2006

Just Something To Think About
i was just sitting here tonight listening to music and thinking about alot of stuff. you know life is hard in itself and i dont understand alot of things about it. I do know one thing though, that we are all the same, human and everyone needs to be loved. I talk to alot of people and i have alot of friends, so one thing i do know is people.I talk alot on the net and all i have seen lately is alot of hurting people. They are hurting over past relationships, family issues, and other things. They feel like things are hopeless, and they are lonely. I got to say this is really not cool. They need to be loved and cared about, and need to be encouraged and lifted up. I know everyone had promblems and i know some are harder than others. The truth of the matter is when u talk to someone on here for the first time, dont judge them by how they look or what u might procieve them to be. Give them a chance to show there true colors and u might be suprised how beautiful someone can be on the inside.

A Study In Blue...
Blue is the color of friends that are missed Blue is the color of lips gone unkissed Blue is a loneliness deep down inside Blue is a man who has just lost his pride Blue is the feeling that no one else cares Blue is the eyes of hungry stares Blue is the symbol of sorrow, of hurt Blue is the taste of unwanted dessert Blue can mean beauty, blue can be shame Blue is not knowing your fathers last name Blue is a testament to harshness in life Blue is what causes the stresses and strife Blue is the way that I feel when your gone The depth of the blue depends on just how long IMspidey/M.M. 10/06 Copyright © 2006

Emotions
i want u u want me together is where we can be we have our problems yes but we can still make a mess everyone says they want us happy they r all tryin to make us crappy please lets go somewhere and be alone anywhere but with that old crone i want you to be mine forever and u want this to end never i dont want to say the words but i just saw a flock of birds they were all white and they were in flight please dont say them its too soon wait for the right moon i dont want to say it now i dont want to have to bow ah hell i cant keep it bottled up anymore i want to leave u sore no more playin with the dove i think im in love but im afraid that youll go and ill be stuck in sorrow i dont want to be sad ill also be mad dont mess with my emotions and dont forget the lotions

Heat...
I feel the heat each time we touch Passions rising, overcome by lust Each time you leave, it begins again It doesn't matter where you've been Your return is sweet suprise A sight for oh such weary eyes I think of you while your away When I can't stand another day Then there you are outside my door Wanting love and nothing more All else ceases to exsist Words just seem so meaningless Stay with me, for one more day Our time means more than words can say What can I do to change your mind Be with me til end of time IMspidey/M.M. 10/06 Copyright © 2006

Shall We Dance...
Shall we dance Anything just to hold you Circumstance Give me one dance to remind you Take a chance Let me show how much I love you Make romance Like the first time that I saw you Step and glide Just another excuse to touch you Side by side As I caress and adore you * Steal the very breath I breathe before you * When I see you smile It's impossible to ignore you Shall we dance Spend the rest of our lives together Circumstance And hope the music lasts forever Take a chance To enjoy this simple pleasure Make romance Memories we'll always treasure IMspidey/M.M. 10/06 Copyright © 2006 * These lines aquired from a writer friend whose work I admire, (Thanks TM)

To Micheal...rest In Peace
its like almost three am and i am wide awake and i dont know i just feel like writing so all of you get to read my thoughts wake up another day another hour passes cant get away guess the pain is here to stay the tears come again dont hold back let them fall yet i still feel your call thinking about u tonight the fun we had the times gone by yet i still want to cry i still feel you all around me your wonderful smile still i am denile

You Should Know...
If you should ever leave me Should you choose to go My love for you would never stop I thought that you should know The stars may never shine again The sun never to rise One thing will always be the same The longing in my eyes The world could stop revolving The planets all collide It might as well all go to hell If your not by my side Not knowing where to go from then Just how to live my life What would I care, if your not there As my lover and as my wife IMspidey/M.M. 10/06 Copyright © 2006

2 Am
Well, it's 2 AM and I'm smoking cigarettes and drinking coffee... another sleepless night. The air in my attic room is chilly, but I'm warmed by thoughts of my unexpected crush. I think about him. I see his face often and I turn my thoughts over and around in my mind. Would his touch thrill me as much as my fantasy does? His kiss...oh I'm craving his lips. Would he do those things I've longed for? He is already my treasured friend; could he be my lover too? Beyond sex...could he be the one I've needed my whole life? Only time will tell, and my life is so full of time. I will wait.

The First Post...
I figured...what the hell. I might as well let you guys see into my mind too. Where to begin...? Let's see...all I ever seem to do is work. When I get free time, it's either spent going out with my crew or relaxing with the family. I go to visit my parents more than anything...they are the most important thing in my life. I know it sounds corny...but I'm one of those ppl that believe with family you can make it through anything. Lately, I've been a little down. Dealing with loneliness...it happens every once in while when you are single. But at least I'm living and not dwelling on the loneliness...that is all that really matters. I know that I don't get on here often, but I am a busy chick. Always willing to make new friends and I always enjoy checking out everyone's profiles and reading comments. Looking forward to meeting many new ppl on LC! ~Manya~

Cherrie's...
Oh, to kiss my cherrie's lips The juice of sweetly tasted bliss Soft and lusious, red like wine Kisses picked right from the vine Lips she shared only with me As I sit under cherrie's tree To savour in quiet would be remiss As would be missing cherrie's kiss Just thinking of her I can't sit still So taken am I by cherrie's will Like hopscotch songs from days untold Just she and I til we grow old Some day soon we two shall marry How sweet the juice How ripe my cherrie IMspidey/M.M. 10/06 Copyright © 2006

Love
You said the words I love you, But it is obvious things have changed. I said the words I love you, And my feelings are still the same. You said I'll love you forever, But forever wasn't long enough. I said I'll love you always, And I'll mean it forever. But I can not imply to you What that means, 'Cause your version of Forever Isn't what it seems, And my version of Always Seems like an unrealistic dream.

You...
You prey on my emotions Always testing my devotion You pull apon my heartstring The next day I'm your plaything You tell me that you want me Then turn on your heel tauntingly In bed you just degrade me Tell everyone you made me I always have forgave you Anything just to please you Nothing I do is good enough Mostly the way I made love Always saying you'd had better That I'd never come to measure One thing you never thought of My need for a despising love I thrive apon the hatefullness Berating and selfcenteredness Desire even your halfhearted kiss Your hatered feeds my wantonness Nothing I want more than this Top dog on your little shitlist IMspidey/M.M. 10/06 Copyright © 2006

Have I Ever,
Have I Ever Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some new

Another Blog
some thoughts of mine, and some things i have done.. Current mood: calm Category: Life I am sitting here with my cup of BUD LIGHT, and my cigs and i am listening to dep leppard. I just wanted to share some thoughts that are running through my head and some things i have picked up over the years..... 1.All the degrees on the wall dont make someone a decent person, or a smart one either 2. Just because two people fight doesnt mean they dont love each other 3. I have two tattoos: one each on both of my forearms, does that mean i am a bad boy? 4. I once had a friend who was a christian. He was drinking and driving one night and got into a wreck and died. Does that mean that he went to heaven or hell? RIP MICHEAL 5. Which is better? To tell someone how you feel about them and be rejected, or to not tell them how you feel and find out later they felt the same? 6. Everyone needs love 7. Love is 100% blind 8. Life is not fair 9. You can change som

My Poem
Nothing left to say Nothing left to do Things ended up the same Still playing games I need u just the same Cause I am dying Without your touch Dying without u here tonight Still I am calling Still I am falling Taking another breath today Hoping the truth will set me free Cause I am dying Without your touch Dying without u here tonight Come running to you again Get up from my knees These promises I will keep Cause I am dying Without your touch Dying without u tonight

The One *new*
everytime i see you I get weak thinking about you all night I cant sleep I keep holding on to the day when i get to hold you and say that i am so glad youre here ill keep you safe and dry your tears i can be there for you in the middle of the night Ill be the one that holds you tight I can be the man of your dreams I can be the one who makes it seem like no one else is even around and will pick you up when you fall down the man that lives in your heart the one who said this from the start

Another Night
so after I got done talking to this really sweet guy, who I have to say did change the way I look at guys.I went to find something for dinner and just as I was walking out of the bed room, my lil princess comes running in the door, she spent the day with grams and pops as she calls them and had to tell me about everything thing she did. so then we were cuddle up on the couch wacthin Dora and talking.. and then out comes candyland so I got sucked into playing that again, but thats when the fun kicked in after loseing I want to say 3 games she came up and jumped on me and was like mommie you need to learn how to play better so we were rolling around on the floor having a good time.and well it is now 2:30 am and she just passed out and all I can say is i'm gonna have fun at work 2 marrow..

My Voice Messenger Is Lonely
Hey everyone. I would really love to hear your voice. I would like it if you went to my page and left me a voice message. If you have it on your page, let me know and I will gladly leave one for you too. :)

Shattered Pieces
Inside my sleeve, I pull out my heart, handing it to you, "careful it's fragile, and easily falls apart." Extending your arms, you take the heart in your tender warm hands. It falls into a million shattered pieces - on the floor it lands. You begin to bend down to pick it up, sorrow and sadness in your eyes. Apologies are not enough. Looking at you with tears in my eyes, I ask you not to pick up the pieces of a heart that has fallen apart. I am the one who needs to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart - one by one, piece by piece. I need to put it together again, some how. some way. Each piece of my heart has a memory so true. Each piece of my heart has part of you. You are the one who is leaving to start a new lease on life. I'll just be here on my knees picking up the pieces of a heart that feels like it's being pierced with a knife. All my tears won't keep you near All my tears won't mend what's not here. Again I look at you with a whis

Deprived...
You've wrapped me with your blindfold Deprived me of my sight Now you tease and taunt me Deep into the night Exposing all my secrets The things you make me do Not something that I've done before I've placed my trust in you You tempt my lips with berries Drip wax apon my chest Torture my tender backside As I become erect You kiss me oh so tenderly Then slap me in the face Call me names and laugh out loud To put me in my place Now you soothe my welts with ice Arouse my nipples too Only to push me to the floor To kneel in servitude IMspidey/M.M. 10/06 Copyright © 2006

Empty Questions
Empty Questions when you fall from a mother's love friends forget you the Gods forget you... what is it to feel? can you find satisfaction in the saturation of sin when low is not enough to punnish when horror is no longer fiction when there is nothing left but alone is there an answer?

Just For You *new*
you returned to me in the night and finally gave back your heart ive felt a release inside again no more growing apart I think this time itll be even stronger now that the walls have come down a chance was all i asked for baby a smile and not a frown i think you understand me and know what i mean when i say that i love you its a love always seen i wear my heart on my sleeve so its easy to view i wear it there just for you

Wow
well things didn't go good, lets just say that avoidance is an issue that no amount of talking can fix, and while it is a shame I didn't think it would end like this. I've never regretted anything and now I'm just left searching for what it was I was supposed to learn from him. maybe it really is that you should know where your going with someone. oh I don't know, I just wish I could have atleast said goodbye in person. I feel like such a horrible person I know that his dying is not my fault, I know that us not talking is not my fault, but I still feel horrible I wish he wouldn't have done this or atleast had an explanation as to why he disregarded my wishes I never asked him to take care of me and I wish he never had

Hustlin
Every day i'm hustlin like Rick Ross/ haterz try to get in my way but get hip-tossed/ im a slick boss who's lookin 4 that thick floss.....i leave people with mixed thoughts.........if you aint feelin me then get lost/ blizzle 06

I Am Anal?
Freudian Inventory Results Oral (43%) you appear to have a good balance of independence and interdependence knowing when to accept help and when to do things on your own. Anal (60%) you appear to have a good balance of self control and spontaneity, order and chaos, variety and selectivity. Phallic (40%) you appear to have a good balance of sexual awareness and sexual composure. Latency (33%) you appear to be overly practical; don't undervalue abstract learning, abstract learning increases your ability to make good decisions (and predictions) in the real world so it would be 'impractical' to shun it. Genital (36%) you appear to have a conventional, closeminded, and regressive outlook on life. Change is an inevitable and positive part of life, learn to contribute to it, not fear it or oppose it Take Free Freudian Inventory Testpersonality tests by similarminds.com

Beyond
Beyond there must be a place after the last heart break where the moon light is warm and there is the peace of jaded where the trying has stopped the prayers have ceased the lonely turns to satisfactory solitude the fear is gone the tears are dry i think they call it death

Equalized
Brain Lateralization Test ResultsRight Brain (45.2%) The right hemisphere is the visual, figurative, artistic, and intuitive side of the brain. Left Brain (54.8%) The left hemisphere is the logical, articulate, assertive, and practical side of the brain Are You Right or Left Brained?(word pair test) personality tests by similarminds.com

Some Sexy Ladies To See
hello dear friendly cherries! if you have some time tonight, come check out the sexy ladies in my friend's contest. if you like this pic of me and think i'm the best one then please vote!!! much luv to you all.... Jennifer just click on the link below...

I Am Fucking Insane...
Personality Disorder Test Results Paranoid |||||||||||||||||| 74% Schizoid |||||||||||||||| 66% Schizotypal |||||||||||||||| 66% Antisocial |||||||||||||||| 70% Borderline |||||||||| 38% Histrionic |||||||||||||| 54% Narcissistic |||||||||||||| 58% Avoidant |||||||||||||| 54% Dependent |||| 18% Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||||||||||| 82% Take Free Personality Disorder Testpersonality tests by similarminds.com

*lyrics* Paula Deanda -"walk Away"
Walk Away (ft. The Dey) I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me Yeah, I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me Yeah, you're gonna remember me boo I'm gonna remember you too I can't forget all the crazy shh we used to do You was doing too much, I wasn't doing enough That's what your friends say, you got a man anyway I can't explain them either, I don't wanna leave ya Hell yeah, it's hard to walk away when I see you When I see you I remember when the day You put your shoes on before and moved on before I could say I saw you with your new girl just yesterday And I feel that I must confess Even though it kills me to have to say I'll admit that I was impressed I guess I'd call it show of affection Gotta commend you on your selection Though I know I shouldn't be concerned In the back of my mind I can't help but question Does she rub your feet Whe

Thank You For Your Support.
As one who normally is not one for posting anything and as a member of the military I would like to thank all of you out there who support the military, and give you all a big thank you and keep up the support. I have been there and know what its like to be away from family and friends. My all this end soon and all my brothers and sisters come home safe. Gob blesses the US and all of you who support the troupes. Repost this if you agree. I would like to also say that if not for the military we would not have the freedom that we all enjoy. Thank you for your support.

The Geography Of Men And Women
THE GEOGRAPHY OF A WOMAN: Between 18 and 20 a woman is like Africa, half discovered, half wild, naturally beautiful with fertile deltas. Between 21 and 30 a woman is like America, well developed and open to trade especially for someone with cash. Between 31 and 35 she is like India, very hot, relaxed and convinced of her own beauty. Between 36 and 40 a woman is like France. Gently aging but still a warm and desirable place to visit. Between 41 and 50 she is like Yugoslavia, lost the war - haunted by past mistakes. Massive reconstruction is now necessary. Between 51 and 60, she is like Russia, very wide and borders are unpatrolled. The frigid climate keeps people away. Between 61 and 70, a woman is like Mongolia, with a glorious and all conquering past but alas, no future. After 70, they become Afghanistan. Most everyone knows where it is, but no one wants to go there. THE GEOGRAPHY OF A MAN: Between 15 and 70 a man is like Iraq - ruled by a dick.

A Million Thoughts!!!
My nerves are pretty fried right about now. I am alittle under 8 hours from having my new baby and I can't seem to quit crying or shaking. I am excited, scared, anxious, you name it, that's me right now. I just got home from leaving my little boy with his Aunty and I have cried this whole time. I guess I have the typical parent fears of how he is going to react to the new baby. I dont really know if he grasps the fact that Momma will have a new baby to take care of besides him. I guess I will never really know and will just play it a day at a time. That little boy has been my world now for almost three years and now I will have a new angel to add to my world. I already love this little girl more then I thought possible before she gets here. More then anything I want to share her with the world, with my family, and with my dear friends.

Please Let This Work!!!
So, I found a hotel that is 10xs closer to the concert (THANK YOU GODDESS!!!) now all I have to do is cancel my reservation with the hotel from hell and get one with this other...let us all pray! So, I got to meet the big cheese of the company I work for and he comes up to me and says well hello yada yada yada so, what do you think we need to do to improve this store or your experience working here....so, Im like I think you need to put more camaras in the store because people are stealing but, we have no proof....well that hit him right in the wallet...he was like you think so, I was like yes, because its not only costing the store money and its costing the product manufacture money which is really bad business....he stands there looking at me like I have handed a million dollars he was like really well we will definety have to check into that.....looks at my manager and says that is a good idea...looks at me how long have you been here...I was like since Feb sir...he looks at mana

Apologies
Hey all. I want to apologize to people if I've been a lousy conversationalist lately. I've been having an unusually blue period for me. Normally I'm a very happy, even-tempered person, but I've been feeling pretty down and lonely lately, and as a result, I've not been nearly as much fun to talk with as I normally am. On top of that, I think I may be taking some time off the internet. Not because I *ever* underestimate the value of my online friendships, because I do not. But simply because I think that some things in my online life are exacerbating my feelings of depression and loneliness. I will still be checking into LC, and I'll certainly be on Yahoo/AIM/MSN for those of you who've bothered to look me up there. Simply... not as much as I have been in the past couple months. I think to take some time and figure out a direction for my life that'll work better, because the current one isn't working well at all. As a result, I probably won't be the assiduous LC friend I'

More Facts Lol
1) In Kingsville, Texas, there is a law against two pigs having sex on the city's airport property. This lends a deep understanding to "when pigs fly." (ba-doom-cha) 2) According to the Kinsey Institute, the smallest erect penis tops off at 1 3/4 inches. When he gets cold he is the only man on earth to actually have a negative measurement. 3) Sixty percent of men and 54 percent of women have had a one night stand. Six percent of the women were expecting at least a call the next day… 4) A law in Fairbanks, Alaska, does not allow moose to have sex on city streets. But what about residential streets, are the suburbs moose nookie free? And how do they deal with moose sex-offenders? 5) England's King Edward VII, a man of considerable heft, had a special table built so that he could comfortably get it on. For the sakes of all of his dinner guests, I'm hoping it wasn't the dining table. 6) It was considered elegant for aristocratic ladies of the 16th century to let th

101 Uses For Bubble Wrap
1. Bubble wrapping underneath the wallpaper can prevent it hurting so much when you hit your head against the wall in frustration 2. Apply it to all the pavements in the world to cut down on suicide rates 3. Wrap up the blades in a liquidiser to prevent the little ones hurting themselves 4. Wrap up the bar in the bar joke so that the poor guy doesn't have to go "ow" any more 5. Bubble wrap handcuffs to prevent the fragile criminals from hurting their wrists when they get arrested 6. Bubble wrap the bars in the cells as well 7. Bubble wrap the planet to fend off alien invasions 8. Fill bubble wrap with ozone and wrap it around the planet to replace the ozone layer 9. Wrap it around your torso to stop your sides splitting when you laugh too much 10. Bubble wrap your bike pedals so they don't scrape your ankles when you get on awkwardly 11. Bubble wrap the road so it doesn't hurt when you fall off 12. Make a cocoon for your baby so he bounces when he falls over 13. Protect yo

Synonyms To Drunk
A couple of chapters into the novel - Alcoholled - Ambushed - Annihilated - A public mess - A weeble (you know, they wobble but they don't fall down) - Backwards - Banged up on sauce (England) - Bassackwards - Beligerant - Bent - Besoffen (German) - Besotted - Bladdered - Blitzed - Blitzkrieged - Blotto - Blowin' a 2 - Bombarded - Bombed - Borracho (Spanish) - Brahms (pissed cockney ryming slang east London) - Broken - Bullet (Tennessee) - Butt wasted - Buzzed - Canceled - Chemically imbalanced - Comblasted - Comblinded - Cracked - Cranked - Crocked - Cued up - Derailed - Down the creek - Drita (Norwegian) - Embalmed - Fermented - Floatin' - Frayed - Fubar - Fucked up - Fully kroizoned - Furschnickered - Gansado (Portuguese) - Gone - Gone Borneo - Hammered - Happy - Has a package on - Hu

Emo
times a lot. i just started to cry out of nowhere from a stupid cartoon character those stupid emo-bastards why do they have to be so much like me? today is supposed to be a great day and its starting out the first 2 hours being far from one. goodnight.

Ideology And Religion Shit List
Taoism: Shit happens. Confucianism: Confucius say, "Shit happens." Buddhism: If shit happens, it isn't really shit. Zen Buddhism: Shit is, and is not. Zen Buddhism #2: What is the sound of shit happening? Hinduism: This shit has happened before. Islam: If shit happens, it is the will of Allah. Islam #2: If shit happens, kill the person responsible. Islam #3: If shit happens, blame Israel. Catholicism: If shit happens, you deserve it. Protestantism: Let shit happen to someone else. Presbyterian: This shit was bound to happen. Episcopalian: It's not so bad if shit happens, as long as you serve the right wine with it. Methodist: It's not so bad if shit happens, as long as you serve grape juice with it. Congregationalist: Shit that happens to one person is just as good as shit that happens to another. Unitarian: Shit that happens to one person is just as bad as shit that happens to another. Lutheran: If shit happens, don't talk about it. Fundamentalism: If

Enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CAN FEEL YOU YOU ARE SO FAR AWAY BUT I CAN STILL FEEL YOU THE ESSENCE OF YOUR BEING IS IN EVERYTHING I SAY AND DO THE NEARNESS OF YOUR SPIRIT TAKE MY BREATH AWAY I FEEL YOU IN EVERY BEAT OF MY HEART AS I GO THROUGHOUT MY DAYS WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES I GET SUCH A FEELING OF BLESS I CAN SEE YOUR GENTLE FACE AND FEEL THE FIRE IN YOUR CARESS YOUR TIPTOE ACROSS MY MIND IN THE GENTLEST WAYS YOU'RE IN THE SOFTNESS OF A ROSE AND THE WARM WIND ON MY FACE YOU'RE THE SUNBEAMS FROM HEAVEN SHINING BRIGHTLY IN MY SOUL A SWEETNESS OF SERNITY THAT FILLS MY HEART WITH GOLD YOU'RE ALWAYS INSIDE MY MIND EVEN THOUGH WE ARE FAR APART I CAN FEEL YOU WITH ME ALWAYS TUGGING GENTLY ON MY HEART THERE IS THE SWEETEST DEVOTION I KNOW YOU LOVE ME TOO WE'LL BE TOGETHER IN SPIRIT AT I'LL BE FOREVER LOVING YOU

The Tatoos
One day a woman walked into a tattoo parlor.She wanted a tattoo of Santa clause on her right thigh so she asked the artist how much he would charge.He said that will cost $50 and take about an hour.Well later when he was done she was happy and paid him for the job well done....The next day she went back and told him she wanted a tattoo of a turkey on her left thigh.He said ok and charged her the same amount and was done in the same amount of time...finally he said, whats with the wierd tatoos? And she replied, cause im so sick of my husband asking me whats to eat between thanksgiving and christmas!

45 Things Every Girl Would Love
1-touch their waist 2-talk to them 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss them slowly are you remembering this? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends keep reading 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone? 16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy! 20-tell her the way you feel about her! ..20 u need to show her you mean it too 21-kiss her on the lips 22-DONT ask her to buy you stuff. you buy HER stuff 23-TELL HER WHAT FEELS GOOD 24-make her feel loved 25-buy her stuff. small things c

Brokenhearted But Not Broken.
You told me that you loved me, that I was your true love, like a fool i believed you, and fell in love with you. You told me that we would be together forever, that we had a love like no other, Like a fool i believed you, and fell in love with you. You told me that you would wait for me, forever how long it took. Like a fool i believed you, and fell in love with you. You told me that i shouldnt believe everything that i read on a page, that i should ask you, Like a fool i believed you, and fell in love with you. Then one day, you asked me about why i was friends with someone, and i told you why, but you didnt believe me, as i have always believed in you. You tell me that you think there's more going on then, what i have told you. You didnt beleive in me, yet like a fool, Im still in love with you. You broke my heart, without uttering a sound, you send me a message telling me you have nothing to say to me. You refuse to talk to me. So now I'm brokenhearted

For My Special Friend Wolfeagle
HAVE YOU EVER HAVE YOU EVER MET A PERSON THAT FULFILLED YOU DEEP INSIDE SOMEONE WHO HAS NEVER FAILED YOU AND STANDS, NO MSTTER WHAT, AT YOUR SIDE SOME ONE WHO GIVE FROM THEIR HEARTS WHO BRINGS SUNSHINE ALL AROUND ALWAYS SMILING AND LAUGHING NEVER SEEING DOWN HAVE YOU EVER WATCHED A SUNSET ACROSS THE OCEAN SHORE AND BEEN FILLED WITH LOVE AND PEACE, NEVER NEEDING MORE HAVE YOU EVER LISTENED TO THE WIND BLOWING REATLESSLY THROUGH THE NIGHT AND HEARD THE ANGELS WHISPERING HELPING YOU TO SEE, WHEN YOU LOST SIGHT HAVE YOU HEARD A SONG THAT MOVES YOU AND SETS YOUR SOUL FREE, AND MAKES YOU FORGET YOUR PAIN AND ANGER ONE MAKES YOU FEEL WILD AND HAPPY

More Funny Surveys
BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND APPLICATION I stole this from one of my friends and i put a little tweek to it (changing it from girlfriend application to boyfriend/girlfriend application) i thought it would be interesting to see what people may PUT: WHOLE NAME? AGE? EYE COLOR? WHERE ARE YOU? HOMETOWN? HOUSE OR APARTMENT? WOULD YOU CALL ME OR DO I HAVE TO CALL YOU? IF YOU LIVE FAR AWAY WOULD YOU DRIVE TO SEE ME? WOULD YOU MAKE THE FIRST MOVE? DO YOU HAVE A CELL PHONE? DO YOU DRINK? DO YOU SMOKE? WHATS MORE IMPORTANT,HAPPINESS OR MONEY? WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE PASTIME? DO YOU LIKE THE BEACH? DO YOU GET JEALOUS? WOULD YOU CALL ME IF YOU WERE LATE TO MEET ME SOMEWHERE? WOULD YOU TAKE CARE OF ME IF I WAS SICK? FAVORITE COLOR? MUSIC? WOULD YOU HOLD MY HAND IN PUBLIC? DO YOU LIKE TO SEE MOVIES? FAVORITE MOVIES? DO YOU PLAY VIDEO GAMES? ARE YOU SERIOUS OR GOOFY? HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE FOR YOU TO GET READY? WOULD YOU ALWAYS BE HONEST? IF YOU COULD DESCRIBE ME IN 4 WORDS FROM

Just A Funny Survey
Before I fuck You Application 1.) Male or Female? 2.) Straight, gay, or bisexual? 3.) Weight? 4.) Height? 5.) Hair color? 6.) Eye color? 7.) Are you kinky and if you are how kinky? 8.) Would you mind if I bit you? 9.) Would you bite me? 10.) Would you let me put handcuffs on you? 11.) Would you put handcuffs on me? 12.) How long can you go? 13.)Where can you be reached at? 14.) Occupation? 15.) Judging by the picture would you bang me? 16.) What are your special skills in bed? 17.) Are you dominant? 18.) Do you liked to be spanked and spank back? 19.) What's the naughtiest you will do to me? 20.) Tell me in description of how you are going to screw me

Darma Is Not At A End On Lc
omg i thought i had finally grown to see that drama had stoped a bit on the internet esp not so much on LC. boy was i wrong! im seeing all these reposts with ppls drama shit and its just fucking rediculous on here. i mean why are you reposting someone elses drama for others to see for the love of god. enough already ppl. mind your p's&q's and stay out of it. is this a rant... uh why yes it is thnx u very much. i mean are we adults or are we children? and another thing why in the hell are ppl reposting everything 50 billion times? i mean didnt we see the contest that is going on already by 20 others? why do we need to see it from u as well as another 20 ppl. ahhhhhhhhh! yes im moody but as law has and frankly this is the only law i agree with; is that i have the right to stand(or better yet sit here) and say whatever i want when i want to. do you have to agree with what im saying... uh no... but i do get the love of god the right to say it and you can ignore or read with out bicthing ba

??
Okay.. so, a friend of mine got me looking at her profile and I thought this might be fun.. I'm a mother of three, happily married, a massage therapist, and I also, work for a health and wellness business.. I love to do anything outdoors and be very physical.. Swim as much as I possible can and am very dedicated to my family.. anywho.. I guess that's good enough for now.. :) peace, love, and happiness.. and a little anarchy..lol.. Wo..He..Lo..

About My Profile And This Weekend
After the weekend I am gonna put stuff on my profile. A very good friend of mine is coming up from Tennessee this weekend so I am gonna be spending most the weekend with him and we are gonna go dancing and drinking... should be a fun time I am gonna add some stuf until I get tired tonight so please bear with me thank you.

Nice Boat
I reach down and feel your hardness between your legs and I ask you " are we there yet." You turn and smile and tell me "No, maybe about thirty more minutes and we will be on the coast." You have always promised me that I could swim naked in the keys and that is what I am gonna do! MMMM along with making mad passonate love on the beach by moonlight! These are the main goals I want to get done why I am on this much needed break from the world! Finaly we arrive at our boat! A big white massive thing that you rented for the night! You walk me all around the boat and show me all the wonders of this massive monster of a boat but all I can think is detail, details, Baby I just want to fuck!

Sex Joke
: One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun. They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top bunk. As you might expect things start to heat up. The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants a new position. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! She screams. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!!

Poolside
It is a wonderful summer night...we decide to take a swim. We walk out to the pool hand and hand...MMMMMM we can not wait to get in our new heated pool!! You sat down on the steps and I slid down between your legs...I take your hard manhood in my mouth and start to give you joy like you have never felt before...I slid you deeper and deeper into the back of my throat and you feel how warm and wet it is and you grab my head and push yourself even deeper into my mouth until you can not hold your load no longer! by Jadey

I Look At You
I walk up to you and tell you I want you now! you look at me and agree, it has been why to long since we have been together! You grab me and put me on top of your big black truck. I think this must be one of your favorite places, on the hood of your big black dodge, you just look at me and smile as you push up my shorts to reviel that I again am not wearing panties! you slide into me with a wanting force, a force that shows me you have missed my tight sweetness!! You bend down to my neck and kiss me as I slowly make love to you! I kiss your neck back and work my way around to your mouth and I whisper, I love ya baby!! I ask you to show me you love me? You say, No problem showing you that I love you....with every push I felt tremdous love growning inside of me until we came together! I looked at you...and smiled!! By Jadey

One Of My Many Stories
Sometime I go crazy wanting you. I need to feel you deep inside me. I need to feel your touch. I want to know you are near me and never leaving. I need to feel the heat of your body as we move together. baby I need you! By Jade

I'm Sooo Happy
bill just told me he loved me for the first time that we've been together ...lmao imagine that ...a guy who doesn't expect me to sleep with him just to hear those words .....but anywayz i'm also happy cause we're spending the whole day and night together tomorrow!! i can't wait ...he said outta respect for my mom even though we wouldn't do anything that he'd sleep on the couch but i think i want him to sleep beside me at least ...we're taking things slow for now ...even my cuz jess said she's soooo happy for me ..she said "i knew u'd find someone who truely loves u and who respects u unlike all the others" .....oh get this rumors are spreading about me and glen ...his ex is apparently jealous that glen found someone and that we are friends so she's saying that me and glen are together which is not true and then she made up some shit saying that i was talkin shit about shawn so that it'd get everyone fighting with me but she's sooo stupid....no wonder she's a bad lier and a ugly whorish