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Siren
As I look across a smoky room a vission of raven hair. Eyes filled with a piercing blaze floating through the air. A specter of passion that taunts mortal men. Like ships on a stormy sea they crash on her shore. Only to find death at her feet. She is lust. She is passion. She is romance. she only has one name..... Siren Patrick maxey revised october 09, 2006.

Office Dares Ha
One Point Dares > >1. Ignore the first five people who say 'good morning' to you. >2. To signal the end of a conversation, clamp your hands over your ears >and grimace. >3. Leave your fly open for one hour. If anyone points it out, say, >"Sorry, I really prefer it this way". >4. Walk sideways to the photocopier. >5. While riding in an elevator, gasp dramatically every time the doors >open. >6. When in elevator with one other person, tap them on the shoulder and >pretend it wasn't you. >7. Finish all your sentences with "In accordance with the prophecy..." >8. Don't use any punctuation. >9. Interrupt your conversation with someone by giving a huge dejected >sigh. >10. Use your highlighter pen on the computer screen. > >Three Point Dares > >1. Say to your boss, "I like your style", wink, and shoot him with >double-barrelled fingers. >2. Kneel in front of the water cooler and drink directly from the >nozzle. >3. Shout random numbers while someone is counting

My Weekend
i had a great time at my mom's house! i got to meet my grandparents and they are wonderful ppl. i really didn't want to come back to this shitty town but hay just a few more months and then i will be gone and on with my new life. S.T.A.R.S

Myth & Legend
As I gaze across a crowded room My eyes fall on a woman of myth and legend. A mane of shimmering coal and corn silk flows like a quiet river past elegant shoulders. Piercing eyes adorn the face of the goddess before me. Tearing through my very soul they hold the softest heart yet found. satin lips call to me for the kiss that captures gods. Can I, a mere man, withstand such a creature? when all I wish to do is give myself to her. Patrick Maxey Revised December 7, 2002

Well How Do You Like Them Apples.
here I am, sitting in front of my computer, oh fun. I got the day off, I had a day off on firday aswell. this kicks ass!!! I only get a day off once every few months with my 2 jobs, however I think I'm going to start looking for a 3rd job. just till after x-mass. just going to sit around here and chill for the day. that sounds nice :D

About Me!
For everyone that has taken the time to get to know something about me and treat me like a person.......... THANK YOU! For those of you who have messaged me asking me to post nudes, to get on cam with them and "play"......... Shame on you!!!!! How many people realize or care that it's an actual person that you are talking to when you are typing away? That the things you send to that person directly affect them in some way? If you go and look at my photos you should know that I am not going to do anything obscene with you and that I am not going to post nudes for you. If that is something you want to do then great. Its a personal choice and my choice is my own and you have no right to question it or to degrade it. How many of you have thought that maybe I have things going on in my life and that this is kind of an escape for me? Do any of you realize that I am a grandmother and that my grandson is almost 2 years old? That I have more than three kids? That my ex hus

You Wont Believe It Either...
I cant believe this happened Current mood: angry Ok guys and girls, something happended this weekend that I just cant believe and I am still reeling from it. I went to the car show in Ocean City this weekend with some friends and family, we were all having a good time and decided to go into the Broken Oar. Well I had 2 drinks all night and was fine before I got there. I got a drink and started playing the bowling game and stupidly left my drink sit on the bar. Well it didnt take long before I couldnt stand up and felt very weird. I went to the bathroom somehow and sat down (which I would NEVER do in a public restroom) and I couldnt even hold my head up. I started throwing up all over the place and it was very dark brown and black. Somehow or another they walked me back to our rooms and I went right in to the bathroom and threw up again. They laid me on my bed and had to keep turning me over to throw up in the trash can all night. So what this is all about is WTF is wrong with

What Subcategory Of Goth Best Fits You
You scored as Romantic Goth. You are a romantic goth, better known as a traditional goth. You are probably quickly identified as a goth by outsiders. Black lace, bats, and moonlit cemetaries are just a few of your favorite things. Click on my name to take my other tests if you liked this one.Romantic Goth96%Old-school Goth92%Anything-Goes Goth88%Ethereal Goth79%Fantasy Goth67%Perky Goff63%Industrial/Rivet-Head63%Cyber-goth58%Death Rocker50%Confused Outsider13%Understanding Outsider

I Wonder . . .
Which is sometimes a bad thing with me. Heh. Because I start to thinking, and start wondering . . . and then do it for too long until I get a migraine. Oh well, it happens. Like . . . I have friends on here, on the internet, who CLAIM to be my friend and like me and want to talk with me. However, they never seem to be around, and when they ARE here, they always seem to be busy with other things. It's strange. Granted, I'm not always here, but for those people who have my e-mail address, what's wrong with leaving me an e-mail OR leaving me an offline message on Yahoo? Those who HAVE done it before know perfectly well that I'll answer in return. Now, this doesn't go for EVERYBODY, so don't everyone start getting nervous or decide it's time to bitch me out. That's not my purpose for writing this; I'm just thinking. That's all. I've already went through my Yahoo Messenger and deleted over half of the people on there. Why? We never spoke. As I said, these are people wh

Interesting . . .
I was chatting with a friend the other morning, and told her something that came across rather bluntly. She told me that was a bit forward. So, I launched into this explaination: "But in all honesty, it's the truth. I have been lied to, decieved just to 'spare my feelings' :;rolls eyes::, had things hidden from me, and met so many dishonest, decietful people in my life, that I refuse to be the same way. Yeah, maybe I do come across as forward, or blunt, or even a bit off-putting sometimes. And, sometimes, how I am bothers people. But I'd rather be who I am, and live by honest truth, damn peoples' feelings, than live by a half-truth just to spare everyone around me. It helps no one in any sense. So, I'm blunt. I'm a bit out there. Maybe I can be harsh sometimes. But, seriously, wouldn't you rather have a friend who's going to be honest with you no matter the circumstances, or someone who's going to butter everything up just because you may be slightly flabbergasted?" And

Crazy Kids
My kids are crazy. They are always running around screaming like they are on a sugar high and they never slow down. Its hard to keep up all the time. Now they are running around again eating cereal. Oh well, I remember those days and now i see how it looked to my grandparents. The only difference is I have two kids and they only had to watch me. BOO GIGGY!!!!!

Hungry
and lonely. and sad. no longer a top 50 cherry. that's ok cause I'll be leaving soon anyways. halloween is coming up and Ima be busy working on a costume for anime usa plus I gots work and school. I never get a break anymore, lol. but it's all good. I'll be checkin back in this evening so I hope you all have a good day.

Im Broken
you know how when a someone gets a stereo or a digital camera or any kind of toy and they play with it and it breaks, they usually send it bakc to get fix. once fixed this element either goes back to the owner or its sent for resale as refurbished... well thats how i feel .... i feel like a used stereo that was aparently fixed but that deep inside knows that its been broken and that there is nothing or no one who will make it whole again.....

Hmmmmmmmmm
WELL I'M OFF OF LC FOR AWHILE... KINDA SAD WHEN YOU HAVE ALOT OF FRIEND ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST AND STUFF AND ONLY LIKE 2 OR SO PEOPLE READ IT AND SOMETIMES IT GET REPOSTED. SO LEAVE ME SOME LOVE OR NOT.. WHATEVER

Hi Everyone!
For all of you out there struggling to make ends meet i want to share a website with ya that might help. Especially you single moms, or limited income folks, or even you regular folks. Its called AngelFood Ministries. Basically they have a menu every month and for $25 or so you get a huge box of assorted food thats value is roughly about $75.00. Its all good stuff and there are no income verifications or anything like that and those of you on foodstamps can use those to purchase one as well. Ive gotten a box before and can verify its all great stuff. Will post the site link below but when you get on check the menu tab and then to find a church near to you that has the program click "Host Sites" and your state and then will give you a list of local towns and churches near you. And if you have anyone you would like to sponser for a box you can do that or if you just have no money like i did they will donate you a box. Hope this helps someone! http://www.angelfoodmin

Death In The Family
Dealing with a death in the family is not fun. My uncle died yesterday at 6:48am. He was having liver problem and what we think ealry stages of Alzhiemers(I dont know if I spelled it right). Now granted I didnt know him very well he is still Family. Well to make it worse I had to read about it on myspace in a bulletin from my cousin. After I read it I called my mom and asked her why didnt she call and my mom nor my sister knew about it. So me and my sister tried calling our cousin to find out whats going on and of course no answer. I am sad that he passed but pissed that my cousin couldnt take the time to call someone to let them know. They say death comes in 3's so know I sit here and wonder whos next. I know that sounds grim but I cant help but wonder. I know this is going to be hard for my Aunt but she is a strong woman with alot of faith in GOD and she will pull through. So for everyone who reads this please keep my family in your thoughts and prayers as we go through this dark tim

Slightly Emo Bitching
I'm afraid. I'm afraid I'm pushing my boy away. I know that there are things that I can't control, and he is one of them, but I fear that I am pushing him away from me. I feel like a failure. I try so hard to take care of that boy. I try to keep him from sorrow, and pain, and I failed that today. His beloved camerais gone, despite my best efforts. If I'd had the money, but he told me he'd have it. If I'd had the car, but I lost the license. I'm failing him... That camera probably meant more to him than I do. I feel like it's my fault that it's gone. I exhausted every asset I had to try and get that thing paid off and still, my best efforts aren't enough... Don't misinterpret. He hasn't said this. No, Robbie is like me. We're very appreciative when we know we have you under our thumb. i know I've been sucked into doing all this stuff for him, I know he thinks he's manipulated me here, but the thing is I do the same to him quite often. We're both manipulative and we both know when

Just A Reminder
HEY PEOPLE!!! THIS IS JUST A REMINDER THAT %99.9 OF THESE WERE WRITTEN BETWEEN THE AGES OF12 AND 28. FEEL FREE TO MAKE ANY COMMENT YOU WILL WHETHER GOOD OR BAD, B/C I HAVE ATEFLON BACK AND SHIT JUST ROLLS OFF ANYHOW. LOL

Slurring And Questions Without Answers
confusion about questions that never get answers, or people that never have the urge to spill it all onto the canvas. lets hide the truth over here behind all these lies, over priced condominiums and artificial smiles. lets hide the truth under our skin, no one will ever see it there. our sun darkened pelts are the perfect camoflage. they all say, "next to the meat of my body you will never see the real thing unless they dig and sift and prod though my flesh like a senior citizen metal detector crack addict combing the waterfront for long lost wedding rings and the ancient bottle caps of his fading youth". They all say it, they really do. ive heard those words uttered more than once, in more than one language, so dont think its not true. even though its buried very deep, the truth always floats to the surface. slowly making its way through the layers of yesterdays bland meals, sweaty high school workouts, warbling vhs exercise videos and blown weightloss programs. but i have the miracu

Hand And Hand
Will you walk by my side, lead, or follow? Will you be happy with me when I am and sad when I’m not? When we argue will you try and see my point? Would you be willing to see past our differences? When I fall will you lend a hand to pick me back up? When I struggle to make sense of tings will you be the light to guide my way? Would you let me know before it got too late if you felt I was taking you for granted? Are you willing to make one promise to me? Promise me that you’ll be my friend and the other things will all fall into place. We’ll never have to worry about who leads or follows. We will walk hand and hand through life together and whatever you’re feeling I’ll feel. When you need a word of advice, I’ll have one. When you need a joke to make you smile, I’ll crack one. When you need a shoulder to cry on, I’ll let you have both. When you’re wondering what I’m thinking, just stare into my eyes and you’ll see into my heart, which is where I have you at all times. Wal

You
My days and nights are filled with thoughts of you. No moment seems to ever pass without a reminder of you. I think of the future and can’t imagine you not being a part of it. I have a lot of flaws that you choose to overlook. Maybe you see something in me that I don’t and for this I’m grateful. I’ve had to go through many things in my life to find the happiness I feel with you. And I wouldn’t change a thing because I found it in you, with you. All because of you I have the strength to live again. You give me the courage to do things I thought were impossible. You’ve given me the power to break down walls I put up long ago. Thanks to you I’m able to feel again. With you in my heart I no longer have any fears. I owe you more than I’ll ever be able to repay. Because of you my heart is filled with passion. I know now that I can say this and it’s true all because of you. I LOVE YOU.

Angel
When you hear the wind howl, the leaves wrestling in the trees, and on the ground, it’s the Angels crying out looking for you. The rain is God’s tears of both joy and sorrow, because he knows that you walk the earth and are not by his side, where he feels his most precious creation should be kept, so that she’s treated with admiration. Others have came and passed through your life simply because they couldn’t see you for what you are. You’re the gift of bliss, grace, passion, and your true beauty runs further than skin deep. Although I’m blind, I can see you for what you truly are; an ANGEL. I see past your physical allure despite how hard it is, to see the radiant soul within. Your words, laugh, compassion, mind, and gestures of kindness are your true beauty. The Angels will keep looking for their lost and God will shed many more tears for you, but right now, I will cherish the times I have with you, adore you the way he does, see you for your true beauty, and love you for all

Demolished
The power’s been cut. The lights are all off now. Nobody is coming back. The souls been shut down and the heart has is condemned. The mind has passed judgment that the pain it’s felt is too much to deal with anymore. The wrecking ball is on its way to tear down the structure for good. It’s no ones fault, but sometimes things need to be destroyed to better a situation. This is what happens when a bad element moves in. It lessens the value of other properties in the surrounding area. In time I’m sure that someone will try and rebuild on the site. It’s my job as Landlord to make sure no other tenants ever step foot in there again.

From The Past
In the past year I've remarried and discovered that having stepsons is KEWL... I mean my father didnt really care for the music I was listening to when I was Chad's (Step Son)age.. We both like alot of the same music.. And I've discovered a whole bunch of new songs that I LOVE..!! because of my wife (cathy).. But this is Enya.. I dont really know if Chad likes Enya.. This song is from my past.. Back in 1988... But there is just something about her voice.. if you listen to the song.. to me her voice isnt really a voice... its a beautiful instrument..!! Music Video Code provided by Music Video Zone

Dis(trust)
Why doesn’t she/he call as much as before? Who is she/he talking to right now? What is she/he doing? When is she/he going to feel the same? Where is she/he at? How come we do this to ourselves? Am I the only one who has ever thought this way? Did she/he do something for me to be this way? Will I ever stop this thought pattern? If I do care as much as I think I do, then why do these feelings surface? Every time I get to this point I usually begin to doubt that what I feel is true. I turn all the empty question into a problem of there’s not mine. I’ve grown up the past few years and have realized reasons for things I’ve done/do. It’s never been the distrust for them that these questions/feelings raise to the surface. The person I don’t have trust in is me. I’m only good at matters of the heart when it’s not mine that may become broken. I tell people what they/I should do and it more often then not works out for the best. So WHY is it that I can trust everyone else, but m

Friendship
When the chips are stacked against me and my back is to the wall, I know I can count on you to make sure I won’t fall. If I’m ever down and out and feel all alone, I know in your heart I can always find a home. In my moments of self doubt when I’m afraid I’ll fail, I know you’re the wind behind me that opens up my sail. Thanks for constantly being there, I know you do this because you truly care. You’re one of the few that I can call my friend. And because of that I’ll always be there for you no matter what till the very end.

To Someone Very Special
There is this person that I think about all the time, miss her all the time, and wish that we were together all the time. Our schedules a lot of times keep us from talking. This person is very special to me! I love her very much and I hold a dear place in my heart for her! You say long distance relationships never work, thats just not true. You say we live too far apart, if it is true love distance will never keep you apart from the one you love. I do not want to rush anything, I would like us to take our time and get to know each other very well. Then see where things lead to! Until we talk again, you will be on my mind and thoughts! If the person reads this, they will know I am talking about them. I hope you enjoy it when you read it!

Wrestling Was Fun Last Night
Last night me and two of my friends when to the WWE No Mercy PPV. I had a blast. Still pissed off that King Booker won. After the ppv was over we went to waffle house and continued the fun there. All in all I would say last night really fun and maybe i might go to the one ppv in richmond in december.

If
Trust is lost and never gained. Respect is taken and not given. If you did approach life like this then you’ll try harder to keep what so many want yet ever obtain. Have you ever looked into the eyes of a blind man and saw something you missed? Or listened through a deaf person’s ears and heard something beautiful? If you did you’d learn to appreciate the things you take for granted. Ever have your heart beat through a child who just lost his father? Had a thought in the mind of a prosecutor who knows he put an innocent man away for life? If you did perhaps you may know what it would be like to have questions that cannot be answered. Did you ever wish that you could have been someone else’s kid? Thought about if you were never born at all crossed your mind? If you did then you’d be me.

Letter That Will Never Be Read
Why did you have to leave? The misery she put us through. It wasn’t fair to him or me. I was left to raise a family and I was just a kid. She died shortly after you and then again 12 years later for good. I think you’d be proud of him. He’s grown up now and looks a lot like you. I can’t say the same for me. I’ve went through life trying to catch up on all the years I missed. Honestly I wasted nothing but time and I realize that now. I was scared to open up, let my guard down, and feel for anything or one. I think I’m past that now though. Some how I found someone, did you have something to do with this? She’s been on my mind and in my heart for sometime. It’s taken awhile to let her know though. And like you taught me, I always remind her of how much I care and how I feel. One thing you never explained, how much is too much? I feel that there can’t be enough, but I don’t want to push her away. This is the one lesson I should have of learned by now. Unless I’m too mu

Bilingual Help Wanted
Bilingual Help Wanted A sign in the window saying "HELP WANTED - Must be a good typist and have good computer skills. Successful applicant must be bilingual. We are an Equal Opportunity Employer " A short time later a lovely golden retriever dog trotted up to the window, saw the sign and went inside. He looked at the receptionist and wagged his tail, then walked over to the sign, looked at it, whined and pawed the air. The receptionist called the office manager. He was surprised to say the least to see a canine applicant. However, the dog looked determined so he led him into the office. Inside, the dog jumped up on a chair and stared at the manager expectantly. The manager said, "I can't hire you. The sign says you must be able to type." The dog jumped down, went to the typewriter and proceeded to quickly type a perfect business letter. He took out the page with his mouth and trotted over to the manager, gave it to him, then jumped back up on the chair wagging his t

Condoms
My wonderful girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year and we decided to get married. There was only one little thing bothering me. It was her beautiful younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty-two, wore very tight miniskirts, and generally was braless. One day "little" sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived, and she whispered to me that she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome. She told me that she wanted to make love to me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. Well, I was in total shock, and couldn't say a word. She said, "I'm going upstairs to my bedroom, and if you want one last wild fling, just come up and get me." I was stunned and frozen in shock as I watched her go up the stairs. When she reached the top she pulled off her panties and threw them down the stairs at me. I stood there for a moment, t

Got Stopped By The Cops
A police officer pulls over a speeding car. The officer says, "I clocked you at 80 miles per hour, sir." The driver says, "Gee, officer I had it on cruise control at 60, perhaps your radar gun needs calibrating." Not looking up from her knitting the wife says, "Now don't be silly dear, you know that this car doesn't have cruise control." As the officer writes out the ticket, the driver looks over at his wife and growls, "Can't you please keep your mouth shut for once?" The wife smiles demurely and says, "You should be thankful your radar detector went off when it did." As the officer makes out the second ticket for the illegal radar detector unit, the man glowers at his wife and says through clenched teeth, "Darn it, woman, can't you keep your mouth shut?" The officer frowns and says, "And I notice that you're not wearing your seat belt, sir. That's an automatic $75 fine." The driver says, "Yeah,well, you see officer, I had it on, but took it off when you pulled

Abbot And Costello Talk About Computers
Abbot and Costello talk about computers You have to be old enough to remember Abbott and Costello, and too old to REALLY understand computers, to fully appreciate this. For those of us who sometimes get flustered by our computers, please read on... If Bud Abbott and Lou Costello were alive today, their infamous sketch, "Who's on First?" might have turned out something like this: COSTELLO CALLS TO BUY A COMPUTER FROM ABBOTT ABBOTT: Super Duper computer store. Can I help you? COSTELLO: Thanks. I'm setting up an office in my den and I'm thinking about buying a computer. ABBOTT: Mac? COSTELLO: No, the name's Lou. ABBOTT: Your computer? COSTELLO: I don't own a computer. I want to buy one. ABBOTT: Mac? COSTELLO: I told you, my name's Lou. ABBOTT: What about Windows? COSTELLO: Why? Will it get stuffy in here? ABBOTT: Do you want a computer with Windows? COSTELLO: I don't know. What will I see when I look at the windows? ABBOTT: W

Life Spice
I think of a persons life is in a way like a stew. It’s a big melting pot of meat, vegetables, herbs, and spices. What I don’t get is how come I’m always told that I’m that almighty ‘SEASONING SALT”? How can so many people see the good in me when I can’t myself? People generally like me for my “BE MYSELF, LIVE OR DIE< FRIENDS BEFOR E MYSELF, TELL YOU WHAT I THINK, OPINIONATED, KNOCK YOU DOWN A FEW PEGS, FUCK YOU ALL CAUSE WE’RE THE SAME ANYWAY” attitude. Truth is I think they like me cause I say things they can’t or won’t, because they’re afraid. My norm is to stand against the grain, side with the unwanted even if there is no common ground, and to make sure that for what it’s worth the unjust of this world get told to at least a few people everyday. The truth is, I wish I could be some of you reading this, I wish I could have certain cares, desires, wants, and needs, but unfortunately those I do have I generally keep to myself. So to all of you who may pass through my lifetim

Indian Names
INDIAN NAMES Little Indian boy asked his father, the big chief and witch doctor of the tribe, "Papa, why is it that we always have long names, while the white men have shorter names - Bill, Tex or Sam, for example?" His father replied, "Look, son, our names represent a symbol, a sign, or a poem for our culture not like the white men, who live all together and repeat their names from generation to generation. Also, it is part of our makeup that in spite of everything, we survive." "For example, your sister's name is Small Romantic Moon Over The Lake, because on the night she was born, there was a beautiful moon reflected in the lake." "Then there's your brother, Big White Horse of the Prairies, because he was born on a day that the big white horse who gallops over the prairies of the world appeared near our camp and is a symbol of our capacity to live and the life force of our people. It's very simple and easy to understand. "Do you have any other questions, Li

Gee Your Hair Smells Good
A man walks up to a woman in his office and tells her that her hair smells nice. The woman immediately goes into her supervisor’s office and tells him that she wants to file a sexual harassment suit and explains why. The supervisor is puzzled by this time and says, “What’s wrong with a co-worker telling you your hair smells nice?” The woman replies, “He’s a midget.”

Blonde
Blonde Joke A PLANE IS ON ITS WAY LOS ANGELES TO HOUSTON WHEN A BLONDE IN ECONOMY CLASS GETS UP AND MOVES TO THE FIRST CLASS SECTION AND SITS DOWN. THE FLIGHT ATTENDANT WATCHES HER DO THIS AND ASKS TO SEE HER TICKET. SHE THEN TELLS THE BLONDE THAT SHE PAID FOR ECONOMY CLASS AND THAT SHE WILL HAVE TO SIT IN THE BACK. THE BLONDE REPLIES, "I'M BLOND, I'M BEAUTIFUL, I'M GOING HOUSTON AND I'M STAYING RIGHT HERE." THE FLIGHT ATTENDANT GOES INTO THE COCKPIT AND TELLS THE PILOT AND THE CO- PILOT THAT THERE IS A BLONDE BIMBO SITTING IN FIRST CLASS THAT BELONGS IN ECONOMY AND WON'T MOVE BACK TO HER SEAT. THE CO-PILOT GOES BACK TO THE BLONDE AND TRIES TO EXPLAIN THAT BECAUSE SHE ONLY PAID FOR ECONOMY SHE WILL HAVE TO LEAVE AND RETURN TO HER SEAT. THE BLONDE REPLIES, "I'M BLONDE, I'M BEAUTIFUL, I'M GOING TO HOUSTON AND I'M STAYING RIGHT HERE." THE CO-PILOT TELLS THE PILOT THAT HE PROBABLY SHOULD HAVE THE POLICE WAITI

Surgeon
A mechanic was removing a cylinder head from the motor of a Harley motorcycle when he spotted a well-known heart surgeon in his shop. The surgeon was there, waiting for the service manager to come and take a look at his bike. The mechanic shouted across the garage, "Hey, Doc, can I ask you a question?" The surgeon a bit surprised, walked over to the mechanic working on the motorcycle. The mechanic straightened up, wiped his hands on a rag and asked, "So Doc, look at this engine. I open its heart, take valves out, fix 'em, put 'em back in, and when I finish, it works just like new. So how come I get such a small salary and you get the really big bucks, when you and I are doing basically the same work?" The surgeon paused, smiled and leaned over, and whispered to the mechanic... "Try doing it with the engine running."

Am I Attractive... Omg... This Is So Untrue!!
i must not have answered those questions correctly or somethin, cuz this is SO not true... i don't think i'm hideous or anything, but geez... this thing is such a liar...lol but it's fun, and a great ego boost anyway! Are You Attractive? (girls) You are extremely beautiful, be thankful!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

No Regret
These wounds will heal in time, because memories fade away. The only scars that’ll be retained are the ones that you refuse to let go. So close your eyes and dream of the place where nothing will hurt you again. Take yourself 6ft under because you refuse to believe and fight on that tomorrow will be a better day. Fuck all your responsibilities because life is easier that way. Disown your family and friends because they care. Go ahead and torment them with your self-destruction. When nobody is left to watch you die what have you really gained? Remember when you turned your back on us and the world; I did the same to you. No pity, no sorrow, no questions, no love, no forgiveness here. Life is what you make of it, how you perceive it, and how you choose to live it. You chose the cowards way and ran. I chose the heroes way and stood strong to fight for the chance of a better tomorrow. It’s hard to believe that we share the same bloodline. The pain you so happily bestowed upon

Alone?
today i find myself feeling alone in the world. no one is here with me to share the oxygen with my lungs and no one is here with me to watch me breathe. like under a vast sheet of glass that separates me from the others above. looking down at me like a reptile on display in some roadside attraction. they dont hear my words and they cant see my face, only that which they want to pay for will make me worthy of the attention i crave. all i want is to hear the words i never get to hear. all i want is to feel them as they fill my concious path with the feeling i long to feel. it doesnt take much, but today i am alone in this other universe and im not sure that i want to stay. the gray overhead tapistry tells us how to feel so no instructions are needed. why just once cant you stop to read the stupid label and give me what i really want? why is the wall so high that even with the tallest supermax extendo ladder i can barely see over its reaches? i want to climb high and swing from your branc

Overcome
Knocked down and thrown around always picking myself back up off the ground. Bear and grin it and turn the other cheek, because this is life and it’s not for the meek. Brush myself off and dig the glass out of my hand, and remember to be careful the next time something comes along which is no more than quicksand. Don’t bother to struggle because your problems will only sink you faster, remember what you are; this games master. Never worry about falling without being caught, nobody has ever been there before and you always stood tall and fought. When you appear weak and down for the count, remember who you are, where you came from, and what you’re all about. You’ve been here before on your way six feet underground, then you struck back without so much as a sound. You control your destiny and fate; just make sure that your battle is not one of anger or hate. The scars you’ve obtained along the way, is just another reminder that no matter how bad life hurts; you’re strong enough t

Patiently Awaiting
People get used all the time. Whether you want to admit it or not Even those you care about have used you at some point It all depends on the degree of which they used you if you choose to recognize it or not. I’ve been used several times to help people understand that it’s better to speak your mind then letting things lie beneath the surface and tear you down inside. The ting that bothers me the most about all of this is that maybe I feel that a certain level of respect is owed and it seems like those I choose to care about can’t seem to show me the same as what I show them. I don’t get hurt by this because 9/10 time I choose not to feel and the one time that I do I have a cut off switch built into me. I have the ability at what seems like the flick of a switch to go from caring to not at all. Sure you can call this a wall of some sorts, but maybe the wall is still there cause I’ve never found anyone as genuine or pure as me and how I am when comes to wearing my heart on my sl

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THE DEATH SLICING AT THE SOUL SEVERING SKIN FROM BONE AND TURNING HEAVENLY TEMPLES, INTO HELLS ASHES... WILL NO LONGER DRINK THE VIRGIN VENOM OF THE NEW CHILD BUT WILL LAUGH AT OUR BLOOD-SOAKED SKELETONS AND CALL THEM TO BE HERS... LOVE ME..... DEPRESSION IS CONTAGEOUS..... ~RYDIA~

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Last night we kissed, you kissed my pain away. You said 'I love you' If I would have known, I'd have said 'Me too'. Now tonight its to late You're gone from me forever. The lord took you away and now my pain is killing me Soon I'll be with you again to say 'Me too'

Risk
What I was so sure of yesterday is now gone. The thoughts and dreams have disappeared. The life I was planning was never true. Things we talked about where all lies. I dove in head first and just kept falling. You asked if I was lonely and I answered honestly. NO! I should have been smart enough to ask you the same question. Once you got your fill, you were gone. SMACK!!! I’m not falling anymore. I hit the bottom hard and got hurt. I learn easy though, never again will I try a leap of faith. Never will I attempt to try my hand at love. It’s not what they say it is. Not worth the time or effort if all that going to happen is pain. I’ll stick to razors on my wrist if I want to feel this way again. It’s a much safer game of risk.

Shut It Off
It’s the simplest things you say Do you mean to come across in such a careless way? Are you trying to hurt me with your evil personality? Or are you really oblivious to your lack of inequality Just as fast as I told you there would never be another I can quickly turn around and shut it off forever You need to understand that these emotions are new to me But some of the shit you say makes me want to go back to the way things use to be It’s not easy to open up and expose how I feel Especially when it seems all you want to do is take until I have no more to steal Are you really that bitter and unaware of how you act? Maybe you’re just to scared to look in the mirror and face the fact I know I’m blind, but I’m not dumb And you can’t fool me anymore by acting numb Just as fast as I was certain I loved you I can take it all back, shut it off, and be through too.

Sick
I’m sick and tired of this place, sick and tired of this rat race. Sick of getting no thank yous or respect in return, sick of always being the one who gets burned. Sick of how things once were, sick of how that is now just a faded blur. Sick of the fact that I ALWAYS turn the other cheek, sick of how that is considered to be weak. Sick of the people I once thought were friends, sick how I can’t wait till they get there’s in the end. Sick of nothing is ever good enough and everyone steals or uses to get more, sick and tired of waiting for karma to even the score. Sick of friends talking of how things use to be, sick that can’t see I’m still the same me. Sick of people thinking they can play me, sick that they just can’t realize how well I still can see. Sick of people trying to front like they’re strong, sick of how silly they look because they’re wrong. Sick of people wanting everything for free, sick of people and the new epidemic called “POOR ME”. Sick of people and all th

Never
You're suppose to love me, say you're proud of me. But you don't even call to say 'hi how are you?' It's not OK to hate me, I'm part of you like the others and you love them. You're suppose to fight off bad guys, keep me out of trouble. But you won't come around to see me through hard times. I thought fathers were suppose to love their children all the time. But you only love me when you want And that feels like never. I needed you there but you never came...

Funny Shit
A man walks into a grocery store and notices a woman staring and then waving at him..He walks over to her and says.you look very familiar...."Do I know you". he says....The woman replies."Yes you know me' your the Father of one of my Kids...The man replies."Oh my gosh...Are you the woman from my Bachelor party that tied me up beat me up while your friend shoved a giant Dildo up my ass???..the woman looked at him in shock and said."NO,I'M YOUR SONS MATH TEACHER"!!!!!!

Comments/messaging
Just wanted to let you know that if im not able to respond to comments or the messageing on here its due to the internet here in iraq not being to good. Its pretty slow. I appreciate all the comments and messages ill do my best to get back to each and every one of you. Also thank you for all the support that you all are showing. Its very warming to hear all of it! -Chris

Feelings
You put the world on my shoulders and i take it all. You don't say thank you you just act like its nothing. I try to be strong try to hide my feelings for you. I make it so you don't see all the hurt I have inside. I wish you would help me, instead of me helping you. I can't let you down thats how you make me feel. So now I'm saying sorry for my own Feelings.

Taking Myself Back
You pulled the rug out from under me Should’ve known that you couldn’t let good enough be The times I gave in and bent Can’t believe I didn’t see then this was never meant I’m locking this door and throwing away the key Taking myself back Never looking over the shoulder again Going on my way Leaving in search of better days Your cheap thrills are through Just keep yelling and screaming till your face turns blue I’ve taken all the shit I can handle The wick has burned out on this candle I’m locking this door and throwing away the key Taking myself back Never looking over the shoulder again Going on my way Leaving in search of better days Time is no more of the essence I lost all my patience You can sit here alone in your misery Trying to figure out who plotted this conspiracy I’m locking this door and throwing away the key Taking myself back Never looking over the shoulder again Going on my way Leaving in search of better days

Anyone
When you tell me it's good, I know it's not. When you tell me I'm pretty, I know I'm not. I can see in your eyes That you mean well. But did you look in mine, And see all the hurt inside? I want to feel warm But all I get is cold. I want to see light But I'm in the dark. I'm calling out and no one's listening. Can anyone help, Or are you too busy to care? Turn and look. Am I still there?!

Happy Monday :)
lol it would be if everything was ok but my feet hurts: yes, only me could wear high heels and walk 10 blocks with them, after the weekend i had, when my legs still hurts and feet too! now i think i wont be able to go to have lunch lol my back, neck and shoulders hurts a LOT hmmm i slept well, and slept a lot, but i'm getting old old old to go out hahahaha anyways i can't complain ;) weekend was great! now i'm working, yawning time to time... the strawberry for this pie, would be that the co-worker that is in my preference (the one i like ehehe) invite me a coffee :P but that wont happen lol ahhhh.... well :) you all have a great begin of week!

Unborn
The day I found out I was so happy The best thing in my life, You gave me something to live for You were my everything. Then in just a day You went away. When they said I'd lost you My world crashed down. Nothing hurt more Than losing my little baby boy or girl. Now my heart aches for you And nothing will bring you back, I'll have to move on And though it's hard Maybe I'll see you again in our next lifetime.

Thank You
The words you said cut right through me. I’m not mad though, I’m actually really happy. This time I didn’t have to trick or force myself into not caring for someone. You did it for me with the hate, bitterness, and harshness in your voice. We don’t communicate well if at all, because it’s all one-sided. I can share my feelings and you just won’t. It’s not that you can’t, it’s because you choose not to. The funny thing is I do whatever you ask me to in order to make things go right, But you and your double standards, or is it a game your trying to play with me? I’m still not sure, because you say one thing and do the opposite. The funny thing is I remember you saying “you’re always right”. I thought you were joking though, but it looks like the joke was on me. This time when the relationship fails I’ll at least have solace knowing it wasn’t me. I can walk away without having to answer any questions to myself as to why I did things. The answer for once will be clear and I

The Greatest Gift
The greatest gift in life is the ability to except. You never know who or what you’ll miss out on if you cannot. Except people and situations for who and what they are. Except people for there faults, There differences, There shortcomings, There opinions, There reasoning, And just for whom they are. Except situations because every one isn’t the same, Because something’s in life cannot be controlled, Because things always work themselves out in time, Because sometimes the answer as to “WHY” isn’t always clear at the moment, And that nothing is ever to big for someone to handle with a little help. If you can find it in yourself to just except things for who and what they are, You’ll be surprised at the door to the realm of possibilities you’ve opened. They say “OPPOSITES ATTRACT”, We would have never known that if someone didn’t just decide to for once, EXCEPT.

Gone As Of Tomorrow
well friends as of tomorrow ill be gone to Ohio for a couple days to meet a guy that ive been talkin to for a bit....we have been talkin a few days and he has yet to see me but i have seen him and WOW what a cutie!!!! he is a single dad of 3 beautiful kids and cant wait to meet him and his children!!! he knows my situation as of now and being very supportive of me....hes a GREAT dad and i just love to listen to him talk to his kids when we are on the phone and i have talked to his kids a couple times and what sweeties they are......

The Key To Immortality
When all is said and done in the end, what is there to carry on? Will you be missed? Mourned? Forgotten? Remembered? Will loved ones and friends’ remember you with love and laughter, or tears and pain? Ask yourself if you have made an impression on someone. If you have left your stamp in time to never be forgotten by those that matter. Will the legacy of your life carry on when you’re no longer here to live it? Live life to the fullest everyday, for you never know when it may be your last. Find peace in knowing that nothing can be perfect and that people perceive things differently so some may be happy with you and others may be upset on a day by day basis. If you live life doing things that make you happy, you’ll please others along the way in most cases. By all means live life to it’s fullest and with no regrets, because when you have regrets that means you have questions too. At my fathers eulogy there was a saying “Remember me with love and laughter, for that is how I’

One Day At A Time
~~Whatever the goal we're pursuing, no matter how rugged the climb, we're certain to get there by trying our best, And taking one day at a time. "Forever" is hard to imagine, "the future" may seem far away~~ but every new dawn Brings a wonderful chance to do what we can on that day.~~~ ~~~~~~Emily Matthews~~~~~

No Pleasure Without Pain
Now it’s whipping time! I haven’t punished your nasty ass for quite a time, so get ready! Enjoy being tied up to this pillar? I bet you do. Feel the lash, you bitch! Your flesh reddens and that is really magnificent. I think I’ll just please your butt with some hot sticky wax. Imagine it’s my cum dripping down your buttocks, do you enjoy that? You look really perfect, my slut, bent over, tied up and with your ass whipped and waxed! He says as he lifts the whip once more

Whispers In My Head
If the world was to have a horrific tragedy where the only person to survive was me I could make it without a problem. You on the other hand would succumb to the voices in your head because of the lack of communication that you so desperately need and base your existence on. I use to have a lot of friends but now have none. I never thought that could happen to me, but it did. See I realized when I was sitting around that unlike you I can be alone. I don’t like to but for the past 5 years it’s been that way and I’ve learned how to deal with it. You need constant attention and things to occupy your mind because you’re just scared of being in solitude. It was hard to deal with at first but what I realized is that when people call me or want to do something is when they are feeling obligated or lonely and need someone to fill the silence in their souls that is making the go mad. Rather then sitting back and reflecting on how they could better themselves or their life they’d rather sit arou

Waste Of Life
Too many people waste time and moments in life with useless emotions or too much pride. Anger, hate, and jealousy are probably what keep most people from living life to its fullest and enjoying everyday like it may be there last. I did for19 years and I’ll never be able to make that up no matter how much I try. Yes there was moments of happiness in there along the way, but they were too far and few between. I know most of the time I use to blame it on my pride, because I’m a fighter. Always have been and always will be, but I didn’t always fight the good fight. I realized this sometime ago, but could never put the plan I had into effect so I struggled with my emotions all the time. One day I just realized that my idea of what pride had meant was wrong. If you truly have pride in yourself, that means you’re able to put things aside for the greater cause of whatever it is your searching for in life. My pride and emotions I use to have never did anything but slow me down from lea

Wishes
I long for the time where there was no sorrow. I long for the time when I didn’t have to wish for a tomorrow. Take me back to a place when I was certain, Take me back to a place when I wasn’t waiting for the final curtain. Show me the way to a place of happiness, Show me the way to a place where I can burry this sadness. Give me one chance to believe, Give me one chance to be me. Let me have the courage not to scream, Let me have the courage to follow my dream. All I ask for is the opportunity to soar above, All I ask for is the opportunity to find love.

A Funny Saying About Taurus
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Taurus~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ April 20-May 20 Your great kindness and patience are your most striking attributes. You are liked by everyone because you let them walk all over you. Your warm-hearted ways often lead you into the receiving end of anal sex......

Worth
Hitting rock bottom is the best thing in the world. You get to see things for what they're worth. Are any of your "FRIENDS" there to lend a hand? Who can you count on to help you pick up the pieces? You're only as strong as the weakest link, and now you're the only link. Where are all those "FRIENDS" at? When you want something done right, you have to do it yourself. It's time to either lie down or get back up and brush yourself off. You've seen what you're worth to others, don't be afraid. Make better decisions and judgments next time. If you can rise up from the bottom this time, just be wise. Your value will be more than you or anyone ever expected. Remember that diamonds start out as coal until pressure changes the unwanted into the desired.

Epiphany
okay so .. I just realized something .. no matter how long you're in school for .. IT NEVER GETS BETTER!!!!!!!! lol EVER I mean freshman year of college you have parties etc but that just makes going to class that much harder .. I'm a senior in college this year and I just now right at this momenent realized i've spent 19 of my 23 years of life IN SCHOOL !! you'd think they would've brainwashed me by now I mean ... my brain is not THAT BIG lol ... just thought i'd share and vent a lil

The Meaning Of My Name
~~~~STEPHANIE~~~~~ From the Greek root Stephen; A feminie form of Stephen. ~~~~~~Crowned~~~~~~ Travel and public contact bring me enjoyment; a natural peacemaker and arbitrator; a social occasions; a lady who enjoys music. art and literature; a lovely lady; sophicsticated and stylish; a casual girl who is perky and athletic; someone who is clear-sighted; i am thrifty, determined, and a deep thinker.

Poetry To All The Ladies
Every man should give there woman one night of happiness. A night to be treated like a queen. A night to be swept off her feet. A night to put her above all. A night to show your love for her is real. Realer than she could ever imagine. Make her wildest fantansy come true. Make her remember why she is with you. A NIGHT OF HAPPINESS A night of happiness No pain no stress A night to be true A night to cater to you A night to show you how I feel A night to give you a love so real A night full of happiness A night of fulfilness **Realize ladies that you are beautiful and you** **deserve nothing but the best. Get your night** **of happiness from someone who loves you.xoxo**

I'm A Little Tied Up
Do you know that chilling feel of half pain, half pleasure, when your Master’s hand meets your butt and makes that delicious slapping sound, again and again? I am simply obsessed with entrusting my buttocks into the power of my perverted Master. Just watch how he slaps me with his masterly passion and then uses my orifices as housing for big hard dildos. My hands are cuffed, I am helpless, but that is so sweet…

October 9, 2006
WHEW HOO!!! GOT PAST THAT WEDDING AND GOT THE MOVING DONE!! NOW MAYBE I CAN RELAX SOME AND GET THINGS ALL ORGANIZED AROUND MY PLACE. GOSH I HATE MOVING!! NEXT TIME THOUGH I WONT MIND SO MUCH!! I WILL BE LOOKING FORWARD TO IT ACTUALLY...BE DOING THAT HERE IN ABOUT 7 MONTHS!! IT WILL BE A BIT FURTHER THEN WHAT I MOVED THIS TIME BUT I'LL GET THE HECK OUT OF THIS STATE! PENNYS WEDDING WAS NICE. SAW RICK IN A TUX (BOUT GAVE ME A HEART ATTACK!) RICK DANCED WITH ALL HIS GIRLS. I DANCED WITH THE GRAND BABIES. WATCHED EVERYONE GET WASTED...LOL THAT WAS FUN!! I FIGURED IT BEST TO TAKE IT SLOW....AFTER LAST WEEKEND WHEN I GOT TORE DOWN I WASN'T UP TO FEELING LIKE CRAP ALL THE NEXT DAY...I HAD THINGS TO DO!! I'LL BE ABLE TO RELAX SOME THIS WEEK...GONNA START GOING THRU SOME CRAP TO GET RID OF SOME THINGS...MAKE SOME ROOM AROUND THAT PLACE. HANK AND BROTHER WILL BE UP FROM MT WASHINGTON, KY THIS COMING WEEKEND FOR DUSTIN'S POKER RUN. SPEAKING OF DUSTIN...I AM SOOOO PROUD OF MY GUY....

Love
only you you asked me how I knew but in embarrassment I just couldn't say that somehow you have encased yourself so deep within my heart that I fear if we should end it would be the undoing of me a whispered word, a roving touch never did i think that I could want you so much this is new to me as sweet as the first taste of faith the enveloping trust the moment when you finally give in and let His spirit embrace you the oceans deep and unrelenting movement couldn't hold a sunken ship any tighter than my soul clings to you you believe in me have faith in me and with all your innocent love you have made me believe that what we share no matter why could be the one truth in this never ending sea of life and when we join together melding our bodies into one the emotions you bring forth from deep in me sends shivers down my spine even when you are not here it reminds me though I know love offers no guarantees I wouldn't change a thing all I could ask

More About Me
My name is Stephanie, I was born on May 3rd of 1981. I am 5'3(yeah i know im short). I was born in Idaho Falls Idaho. My best friend is Nikki Lyman. I have 3 kids. Shantel(8),Cody(7)and Jayden(passed away last Dec). I am happily married to a wonderful guy named Dallin. I love football(Eagles). I now live in North Dakota(in the middle of no where).I have only one brother he is disabled, he is blind and also has down syndrome. I have a very hard child hood being a kid and a parent to my brother. I am a very good person(when i want to be that is). I have a very good personallity and all that knows me well knows that by now. I love to meet new people(i do everyday). I hate drama(except on tv). I love music as long as it has meaning to it(HIM, Korn, Hinder, Evanence, Rob Zombie). Some say that i am goth in sheeps clothing i dont know about that but maybe i am. I am a tattoo artist. I have been ever since i was out of high school. Well that you know some more about me if you want to know mor

All About Me... I Need Help.
[sighs] Who am I? I don't even know anymore. I've lost myself along the way when I was somebody who cared about everything into a person who didn't care about anything. I'm still lost. I don't know where to begin into the process of getting myself back. I feel alone in the dark. Nobody to reach out. I feel like slicing my wrists so deep that the blood runs and soaks the carpet then die a slow, painful death alone. I really have no idea what to do. I feel like I've hurt everyone in my life. I don't want to be the person who hurts everyone. I want to be the person who's nice and cares about everyone. I can do it but I don't have the heart to actually turn myself around. Every day I scream for help but all that comes out of my mouth is silence. Everybody is always all around me but nobody hears me because I'm screaming in silence. I really want to hurt myself but the person who is the closest to me won't let me. I guess If I did then the new friends I make won't know me at all because I w

Crude And Tasteless
A sad thing... I was chatting with a friend on the shout box the other day who said she had a 5 year old little girl. When I asked why she had no pics up of her, she said she was afraid to put them up because of the nature of the comments a lot of guys on LC leave on her own pics. Man, this just sucks. People shouldn't have to be afraid to post pics of their kids in a default or family album because boneheads don't know when to stop talking with their dicks. It's one thing if you're in somone's ADULT album and the caption is "Hey, cum all over me" or something. Yea, that kind of thing is fair game IMO. But someone's smiling face or full body shot in a default album does not deserve this kind of tasteless behavior. And I don't get it anyway. What's the payoff for acting like that? Do these guys think some girl is going to see their sick comment, jump on a plane or a bus and go fuck them? Sorry guys, I just don't see that kinda thing happnin'in the real world. Some guys need to

Been So Busy!
Hey everyone =) just thought i should update this thing. I haven't been on here very much...life has gotten very busy. I started my second job on friday, worked 2-9...and yesterday 12-8. and now today i work 12-8...and wendesday 7-3. Ahh its kinda crazy. After friday i went to adam's party. It was pretty fun. This friend chirs hwas having a party upstairs too, but it got broken up before it even started. haha. Adam got mad at me for talking to some people, he said that he has parties, and i should be talking to him...but he was busy..what was i suppose to do?? just sit there. ah i dunno...he was really mad. anywhose, i went to work on saturday morning...and then came home and slept. haha how fun. =P today i gotta work...but its so nice outside, and i want to wash my car. maybe i'll do that before i got to work at 12. I have so much homework to do too. some math homework and a paper to write that is due tomorrow. =( ahhh and reading that is due on wedesday. I hate be

Columbus Day
As usual I am at work. We get only the big holidays off and not the small ones. Why do we even have holidays when most people don't even get them off? Or they get consolidated into one holiday like President's day?? As predicted it looks like we are over another hump and it might be a slower week, which is good as I have numerous projects, I need to get caught up on. JJ the Axe

Everyone Deserves A Happy Life!
This morning I receive a "Good Morning" message from one of my online friends. When I had mentioned to her the number of hours I was going to be putting in today at my work, she sent me this message: "I want to thank you for what you are doing from the bottom of my heart. I am a victim of abuse, but I was smart, and got out of the relationship the first time it happened. I did not accept the apology. It was my home and I made him leave. T he sad part is the police wouldn,t help me because I didn,t call when it happened. Well how do you call when someone holds you hostage in your on home, and rips the phone out of the wall, and everytime that I tried to get to the door he just grabbed me and told me that I wasn,t going anywhere except for bed, and then he took a chair and put it in the doorway and sat there just watching me all night so I could do nothing!!!!!! He came home drunk late at night and yelled at me to get his dinner and I told him that if he wanted it to get it himself,

Choose Your Way
Monday, October 9, 2006 Choose your way You have created your fears. And you can choose to lay them to rest. You have created your dreams. And you can choose to bring them fully to life. Look all around you and realize that everything you see is what you have chosen to see. Every thought you think is what you have chosen to think. Day after day, by your words, your actions, and your thoughts, you have chosen your own path. And that path has brought you to precisely where you are. Now it is time to choose again. Remember that with each and every choice you make, you determine the details of how your life will proceed. It is a serious responsibility as well as a wonderful, enormous opportunity. For again and again, you can choose your way toward the life you truly wish to live. -- Ralph Marston

Jump In My Car
New Music Video From David "The Hoff" Hasselhoff - "Jump In My Car" That's right, it's Hofficial... your favourite cult icon wants to take you home! The one and only David Hasselhoff of "Bay Watch" and "Knight Rider" fame returns with a cover of the1975 classic 'Jump In My Car' and its a doozy. Recorded in Sydney last year with the legendary Harry Vanda (AC/DC, The Angels), the Ted Mulry Gang tune has been re-vamped with full Hoff gusto and this music video promises to rock the socks off all his Hofficial fans. Watch it, enjoy it, share it on Google Video, courtesy of Sony BMG Australia.Want more? Buy the buy the track on iTunes Australia by clicking here:http://phobos.apple.com/WebObjects/MZStore.woa/wa/viewAlbum?id=155871591&s=143460

Why?
So after a few days of this awful infection in my tooth I am not doing much better. As a matter of fact the infection seems to have moved a little lower now. So hopefully in just a few minutes I will be off to the dentist. I am so sad right now over this whole thing. And scared. It is only 4 days til I am supposed to move and for some reason I do not see it happening. Please keep those fingers crossed for me.

Tips For Men On Women
Alright...no school for me today and I'm bored so I'm gonna blog =D Tip 1) If you are meeting a woman for the first time..."hello, how are you" is a much more appropriate and accepted approach than "hey baby wasup" It's really not cute or funny and if we laugh it's because we're thinking you're a friggin ignorant loser and we're already planning on how we are going to get rid of you. So don't do it. Tip 2) If we decline your invitation to dance or won't accept your offer to buy us a drink, don't start calling us names and telling us it's "our loss". The minute you do that you prove what an insecure person you are and that it's really NOT our loss. Just accept the rejection gracefully and leave us be. Odds are if you see us again...we may not reject you the next time based on your previous behavior. Tip 3) If you feel you must compliment us...make it a sincere one. Don't tell us we're hot or spout some cheesy line...we'll reject you cold if you do. I know I'd respond a lo

Life Learn It Love It
Rule 1: Life is not fair - get used to it! Rule 2: The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. Rule 3: You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. Rule 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity. Rule 6: If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them. Rule 7: Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you thought you were. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parent's generation, try delousing th

Jr Was Robbed!!!!!
WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT VICKERS?!!! JUST CAUSE YOUR LEAVIN HENDRICK DOESN'T MEAN YA GOTTA ACT LIKE A PRICK!!!! Vickers understands Johnson's frustration, but doesn't apologize. "I would expect him to be a little upset," Vickers said. "He is my friend and teammate and he running for a championship," Vickers said. "He knows just as well as I do that if I hadn't have been bump-drafting, he never would have had a shot to pass Junior. "It is what it is. This is speedway racing. After he sees it, that it wasn't intentional, he knows that is not my driving style." Crew chief Chad Knaus questioned that style. aND SO DO I!!! HE TRIED TO BLAME JOHNSON GOR GETTING SQURRIELLY, WHEN YOU CAN CLEARLY SEE HE TAPPED JOHNSON IN THE RIGHT READ CORNER WHICH IS NOT HOW TO BUMP DRAFT!!!! I'm not a fan of Jimmy Johnson, but I feel for him. If it wasnt for Vickers him and Dale would have taken 1st and 2nd. AND THEN TO SEE HIM IN VICTORY LANE....PRACTICALLY THE WHOLE RACEWAY WAS BOOING HIM!!!

This Made Me Weep!!
King of the jungle defies nature with new quarryBy Damien Whitworth October 09, 2006 12:00am Article from: Font size: + - Send this article: Print Email THE moon has set over the Kalahari and in the darkness it has become very hard to tell which shadowy lumps are bushes and which are lions. Suddenly, a member of the pride decides to make his whereabouts known. A deep roar rends the African night; a great, bass groan that places the hunter spine-tinglingly close to our open-sided Jeep. We scramble for night-vision goggles. There he is, a brute of a male, not three metres from the vehicle. And he is not alone. We are surrounded by lions. After hours of inaction, the pride is on the move. The hunt is on. "It's just unbelievable," mutters Jonny Keeling, a BBC wildlife producer clinging to the top of the Jeep next to me. "They're trying to kill again." This is said with no satisfaction. Although a kill is what he has come to see, what the BBC is spending a great deal of mone

Read This And Then Go Thank A Soldier :)
Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. ** He stays up for days on end. You take a warm shower to help you wake up. ** He goes days or weeks without running water. You complain of a "headache" and call in sick. ** He gets shot at as others are hit and keeps moving forward. You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. ** He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. ** He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. ** He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. ** He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is. ** He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow. You go out to lunch and complain because the r

Still Full ...
I've reached my photo limit, please rate and comment my pictures, in all folders, so that I can level up and post more pictures: - More Skin album - Nudity album (must be over 18) - Sperm Gallery album (must be over 18) - Tribute album (must be over 18) Thank you in advance, kisses. Nice boy

Me
give me time and you will find that i aint the same and i definately aint tame lets go have fun just not in the sun the full moon is what i want so lets go out and flaunt the fun is just beginning lets hope there is no ending i want to be with you and you want me too or at least thats what you say if you lie to me there isnt any way for me and you to be anything youll see i dont mind the occasional white lie like stuff i like or my surprise but dont keep secrets from me and ill give you the key there you can stay and pass the time away keep it up and well go along with the flow

To Stab Me In The Back
Just use ice Its quite nice you dont have to clean just be mean its your favorite thing to do but i dont do it to you you want an argument fine youll find out what i meant i didnt do anything to you so you should be good to me too but you keep calling me names and you dont even know the games you wanna play lets go cause bitch you dont know stay away from me or you will see what i am capable of doing cause bitch i aint movin i hate to fight but you keep at it and bitch i just might you dont wanna go round cause bitch you gonna hit the ground the games have begun NOW BITCH LETS HAVE FUN

Today...
Today marks a week since the Bell's Palsy hit me - without any improvement. I have faith that I will return to normal...soon. Some of you have seen my "sad" looking face and have been so nice. I want to thank all of you for your kind words and comments. Without friends like you, I don't think I could make it. I've pretty much stayed in hiding due to this, people just don't understand and can be so cruel. Again, I know it can always be worse. I am thankful they say it's only temporary. With that said ...I wish you all a happy Monday and a wonderful week. Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers and I will do the same for you. Hugs, Kim

I Am Looking For This Girl.
To every girl that dresses cute not skanky. To every girl who wants to be called beautiful not hot. To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you. To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose that bitch instead. To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend. To every girl who would just like once to be treated like a princess. To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak. To every girl that wont get down on her knees and open her mouth just to get a boyfriend. To every girl that just wants to hold hands. To every girl that kisses him with meaning. To every girl who just wishes he cared more. To every girl who would just once want a guy to give their jacket up when they are cold. To every girl who just wants him to call. To every girl who lies awake at night thinking about him. To every girl that just wants to cuddle. To e

You Are A Gift
You remind me of a flower, Pretty, inside and outside. A reason why people smile everyday, A gift to all. You remind me of chocolate, Luscious and sweet. Someone people can turn to in crisis, Loved by all. You remind me of a teddy, Cute and huggable. Someone people feel comfortable with, Special to all. You remind me of a balloon, Happy and bouncy. Someone people can have fun with, Enjoyed by all. You remind me of a lot of things, But nothing can compare to the real person, A friend I can look up to, Cherished by me.

This Is My Sign!
You scored as earth. you scored as Earth, you are loving and the most caring of all, you want love more then anything, your relationships are long and meaningful, you dont want anyone to be sad, you\'ll listen to anyones problems so long as they\'re happy, you have no problem being a good friend, and one day you\'ll make a special person very happyearth80%ice70%Fire70%wind50%which element of love are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Knowing You
There are gifts of many treasures For both the young and old, From the tiniest little trinkets To great boxes filled with gold. But, put them all together And they could not stand in lieu, Of the greatest gift of all The gift of knowing you. When your times are filled with troubles Sadness, grief, or even doubt, When all those things you planned on Just aren't turning out. Just turn and look behind you From the place at which you stand, And look for me through the shadows And reach out for my hand. I will lift from you your burden And cry for you your tears, Bear the pain of all your sorrows Though it may be for a thousand years. For in the end I would be happy To have helped you start anew, It's a small price to pay For the gift of knowing you

Highly Irritated
time to rant and rave, people fucking suck anymore. answer me this, you're talking to someone getting to know them better and out of nowhere they stop talking to you and dont let you write them or take your calls, dont you think they should at least let you know why? oh and then theres others who are just fucking stupid to think that you wont find out that they are lieing to you. im annoyed with everyone right now and today has to be one of those days that imma tell you how i see it. so basicly, today i think everyone should just fuck off...

Next Field Problem.. Ughh
gunnery is quickly approaching, and im beginning to prepair for this field problm. It runs from 26 Oct. to 22 Nov. and is all about the helicopters. but i dont know why im going to need to be out there the whole fuckin time..lol... the bird i work on isnt going to fly everyday.. then to boot the fucking maint. that is going to need to be done when these birds get back is going to be OUT OF CONTROL..lol.. but while im gone, i would really appreciate comments and some luv.. ill be returing the luv and comments when i get back from MPRC so dont worry about that... ill also be finding out about getting access while in the field.. just depends on where im going for this field problem..

North Korea...
well it seems that North Korea has supposidly launched nukes.. to where, i dont know, nor do i care. i am a person who firmly believes that if it dosent directly concern me at the moment, then dont worry about it untill it does directly affect me... but what does worry me is the possibility of nuclear warfare. I bring this up only because a few days afo, 5 North Koreans tried to make a run into South Korea, across a hevily militarized point. I dont know what happened to them but it leaves me to wonder what will happen in the future, will i be back here, only next time for the purpose of killing, or will i be back here next time for the same reason i am here now.

Insomnia Pt 2
Ok so like once again I CANT SLEEP!!!!! Im like super pumped up (yeah that is sooo like 1996)anyways about the going to see the chili peppers...and the mars volta(which me and my partner (the barb)downloaded from some site...very intresting band by the by....kinda got that gwar feel to it...it will make for a intresting night considering that the hubby is going along and he thinks some of the stuff that I listen to is like completely off the wall...yea babes in toyland not a good thing to play at 2am when husband is sleeping...one of those dont poke the bear moments but you know and I know that as soon as you think those words what do you do POKE THE BEAR!!!!! So, anyways Im lookin at hotels and we have a choice we can go cheap or get closer to the concert considering that we are on a budget my head says cheap my heart however says budget be damned get so close that you can see the place from you room window...I think my head is going to win out on this one adleast the hubby hopes so..

People I Care For Folder
just trying to show some love to some fantastic friends of mine, and people that have touched my life, heart, or just mean a lot to me...*blushes* there may be a girl or two in there I want to make something with ;) you guys are the best no matter what and i'll always do what I can for you

Sperm Gallery Is Full!
I've reached my photo limit, please rate and comment my pictures, in all folders, so that I can level up and post more pictures: - More Skin album - Nudity album (must be over 18) - Sperm Gallery album (must be over 18) - Tribute album (must be over 18) Thank you in advance, kisses. Nice boy

So Icp Came To Town Today
well so i like icp but im not the kinda fan that will spend time painting my face into something im scared of...yes you read that right im scared of clowns and i like icp i know weird but thats just how it happens so i wanted to go to the concert cause their in town but no my mom was like you cant go cause of your knee yay well eff you! but she let me go to the mall...makes no sense to me but whatever so me and my freinds anna zach and matt all went and saw the gaurdian which is one of my new favorite movies! loved it...it made me cry...sad i know but whatever so before we went into the thearter anna wanted to get water so we went and got a water bottle and then i was standing there with matt and anna while zach got the water and all of a sudden out of the corner of my eye i saw these guys and one of them had their face painted like a clown and i was like oh hell no and i started to run away(cause thats how scared of them i am) and he started to chase me so i ran faster and then he lef

The Wonderful Girls I've Met
Ok this has been on my mind for days and days...i'm going to express a lot of things many of you don't agree with...lately i've met a lot of totally wonderful girls...many of you seem to like me very much and some of you are interested in being something. Some of you are angry that I talk to other girls...I started talking to girls not looking for a relationship but, to get someone out of my mind...I came here looking for company and gentle hearted people to spend my time with. And I have found that...there are several of you ladies that mean very much to me...and those of you who truly know me, know VERY VERY well I am a good man, and I am not trying to hurt anyone. The reason I talk to several...is because I am interested in several. And I take things slow, very slow. Many of you I don't think would have any interest at all after meeting me for the first time. No matter what you wonderful girls say, no matter how many of the sweet compliments you give me (though I appreciate th

Fake: '~sexy M@~' 120676
http://www.lostcherry.com/user/120676 is using pic's of Raven Riley: http://www.ravenriley.com/ 18+ camgirl site. and i noticed something odd in her comments: If that's the REAL raven why wouldnt she say "fake using MY pics" and spell her own name wrong? http://www.lostcherry.com/user/292973 I've emailed the REAL one on her site, we'll see what she has to say about it.

Valentines Day Massacre
Each bullet tares through their heart Each word spoken rips them apart This is the valentines day massacre The floor is dotted with red Though its all in their head Cupids bow is strung taught Like heartstrings begging to be shot They say they loved with a love that was more then love With heartstrings torn and undone I prefer to quote the raven "Nevermore" For ever-more Truths are only lies in disguise This is the Valentines day massacre With chocolates and flowers Though wilted and rotten Still consumed and honored With love and esteem Those candy-coated smiles Ignorant all the while As the bodies hit the floor Even then they still smile Until their lover walks out that door Truths are only lies in disguise This is the valentines day massacre Each bullet tares through their heart Each word spoken rips them apart This is the valentines day massacre The floor is dotted with red Though its all in their head

Break Down
I love myself That is why I cut myself I break down Try to gather all the pieces When I break down Try to smile, not to mourn When I break down Its ok, I’m not ok When I break down I love myself That is why I cut myself That is why I drown myself That is why I hate myself I break down

I Sit On The Shore...
I Sit on the Shore I sit on the shore and face the sea and vividly imagine what could be. a passionate kiss under the light of the moon or a picknick for two on a sunny afternoon. a dinner date or a night on the town or an exotic get away where we cant be found. snowball fights on a winters day or moonlight rides in a horse drawn sleigh. romantic nights by a roaring fire and passion that quenches our every desire. I could sit on the shore and dream for hours, of all of the memories that could be ours. written by Some1special2k O Jays LyricsO Jays Music CodesMusic Codes by SongArea.com

Just Saying Hi
hi to all my friends a LC. i havent been here long but am really enjoying it here. getting over a little bout with pneumonia at the moment--weather changes you know(sighs). but am almost finished with the antibiotics and feeling much better. the good thing is--since it hurt to smoke--i think ill try leaving them alone...again--lol. take care --see ya soon!

This Day
You're the epitome, my darling My days grow dull My life grows somber My eyes grow tired Seeing your reflection in each tear Makes me long for you My love for you-though there is no poetic justice I want you There is nothing more complicated- nothing more simple Then this emotion Romanticism is just a game This, we all know "I love you" is just an over used phrase This, we all know But today, this Dull, somber, tired day I cannot manage just a phrase It takes everything I have To say I love you So, please Don't take it for granted When I kiss you it means so much more When I hold you, I truly wish To never let go

Stop It Now
So unreal, I feel, the pain that makes me kneel And there, I lie, I lay upon my side, lying there until I die I cry, this sorrow, writhing in desire, all the while The blood oozes from each separate wound I sew flesh to flesh and seal each cut with a kiss Though I try I try so hard I fail to stand On my own again Though I try I try so hard I fail to stand On my own again Here Im lying, slowly dying, quickly crying, feel Im flying, though Im falling, falling fast, this pain will last, I want the ground to come. 11:56 AM - 1 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add

Nothin.. Just Messin' Around...
i was just lookin around for myspace overlays, then i found LC.. this is a really cool and fun site.. i really enjoyed joining here.. i had some new friends, who i think are great.. well people i hope you add me up.. P.S. if you have a myspace account please do add me up.. shanie_cute87@yahoo.com hope to see you soon.. peace out!

I Know He Is Older, I Know He Lies
He is older This agree But he is a sweetheart This you cannot see I know his history I know its not that great I know he used to beat those woman But you see he has changed! He makes me smile He makes me laugh He makes me cry But you're not suppose to know that He says he loves me I know he lies But as long as I feel happy Somewhere inside He says he loves me I know he lies But as long as I feel important Somewhere inside ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This I wrote in dedication, to all those girls out there who seek attention from older men. Understand that most of them don't want you, don't respect you, just wish to use you.. and your assets

Angels Eyes
She presses that mask Firmly to her skin Deceitful grin Plastered tight Plastered thin She has an angels face So pleasing So sweet Though one cannot deny She has no desire Behind that candy-coated smile She looks into the mirror Looks through those angels eyes Looks into that picture frame of lies It is not her that she sees A face plastered with Glee That is not who I see Look behind those angels eyes Then tell me what you believe Remove your leash End this chain of horrible misdirection Misconception Set yourself free Dance your ballet Your masquerade My darling Prance and pray That you'll be appreciated one day Dance your ballet Your games My darling Prance and lie Looking through those angels eyes

Happily Ever After
Does every a gothic romance end like this? With a cut of a kiss against thy wrist? Does every a story end like this? With a fear of never being kissed? Happily ever after Society's unrealistic romantic scale Happily ever after Society's cookie cutter fairy-tale Every little girl is raised to Believe That she has a prince Waiting for her on one Knee But isn't this psychologically damaging? This "Happily ever after" scare To believe that they are the world And grow up to realize that no man cares Happily ever after Society's unrealistic romantic scale Happily ever after Society's cookie cutter fairy-tale But if you look closely You will see off far Out there, there is a man Who will not leave you with a scar There is a man who can hold you so dear There is a man who you can kiss without fear There is a man who can love you through the years In this cookie cutter fairy-tale

10.09.06...yes, More Same Day Stuff
Fear and Fortune if i push can you love somewhere easier if i act frigid enough will you find someone prettier safer wiser more gentle a safer little girl to love because it always ends with murder and the last light in me will go when it happens to you Long Gone when you want me now how long will it last? when will silver time be gone in that instant when you find better i'm the typhoid mary in your heart slowly you'll see that they were right there's nothing here to hold it was too late long ago The End tried to tell you in quiet words that the ache was a sign that the end was at hand that there was nothing left that the knife is over there the pills are right here the bridge is nearbye whispered in your ear about the burning inside the restless nights that ate me alive tried to tell you with the way that i am but i was never enough Bipolar Heart how helpless i've become to the moments in and out of you th

Never Trust A Zebra...
cause zebras are tricky. they're not really zebras, but actually, horses in disguise. if you're with a friend and you see one, and he says, "cool. look, a zebra!" don't let him be fooled, and tell him, "nah, man. that ain't no zebra. that's just a horse in disguise. the stripes are just to fool you." so, remember kids. if you see a zebra, feed it a carrot, cause that's what zebras... i mean, horses love.

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Every day I live I am more convinced that the waste of life lies in the love we have not given, the powers we have not used, the selfish prudence that will risk nothing and which, shirking pain, misses happiness as well.

!!!attn: New Announcements!!!6th Day Of !!!hazels Cutest Pet Contest!!!
!!!ATTN: New Announcements!!! Sixth Day It is the sixth day of the contest and I had just filled all the slots for the contest a few days ago. Luckly I have just leveled up and that has opened upFifteen new slots for the contest. However I now have 24 entries and at least four slots promised out, so only 11 out of my fifteen slots are left. Where's the Pets? Some people are wondering why the can not veiw all the cute little anmals in the contest yet. Well sorry these photo albums a closed until the voting offically starts, (less than one week away) in order to ensure that every contestant has a fair and equal chance to win. Rule Changes Rule nine. Because of the addition of seperate catagories, the rules are being amended to allow a person to cast there vote in each catagory. I have recieved a few e-mails from people wondering if their pet qualifies. Chances are it probily does as long as you are not cheating just ask me, I am pretty lenient. Preveiw It is now t

10.09.06
there's an ache that won't go away a lonely companion in the night sitting there inside whispering of darkness and loss whispering of fear and doubt because the angels are never real the miracles never happen love has never existed there's a dryness to a soul that withered from the injustice love spent and returned as hate breathe just breathe the moments will pass into the next and all with a bittersweet taste

The Story Of Iron Maidens Eddie
Eddie was born with no body and no arms and no legs. Just a head. But despite this slight birth defect his parents loved him very much. So on his sixteenth birthday they run into a doctor that says "Hey, I can give Eddie a body"... so the parents are going totally nuts because finally their kid can have a body and be like other normal people. They go home and are really excited and say "Have we got a surprise for you. It's the best present ever!" and Eddie says "Oh, no, not another fucking hat!"

Day 8, Holiday (tes Festival)
Today we went to the TES festival! I am including some video I shot (did it with my digital camera, so the image may not be all that clear)!! This robot is the whole reason I am in Japan. I am training on it, and when I come back to the states, Jim, David and my self will be responsible for maintaining, repairing, and showing it!!! Hope you all enjoy the videos. You may have to let it play once to buffer it, then it'll play smoothly if you play it again...I hope, at least it does on my machine! Okay well enjoy the vids!!! Click the PLAY button Click the PLAY button I put all of the vids in my stash, including two others! ....it was taking to long for my blog to load with 5 on here, so I took 3 off...sorry! I hope you enjoyed those clips!!! take care and have fun!!!! Later Gators, -Fred Jr.

How 2 Know How A Girl/guy Feels About You...
Girl Facts: When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand. When she wants a hug she will just stand there. When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later. When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you", no one in this world can miss you more than that. When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's sca

Nin
How many of you fit this, or know someone that fits these lyrics? "The Fragile" she shines in a world full of ugliness she matters when everything is meaningless fragile she doesn't see her beauty she tries to get away sometimes it's just that nothing seems worth saving I can't watch her slip away I won't let you fall apart she reads the minds of all the people as they pass her by hoping someone can see if I could fix myseld I'd - but it's too late for me I wont let you fall apart we'll find the perfect place to go where we can run and hide I'll build a wall and we can keep them on the other side ...but they keep waiting ...and picking... it's something I have to do I was there, too before everyhting else I was like you

This Is The Last Time....?
How can the last time we were together really be the last? It was too quick.. I didn’t know it was the last time. I was too rushed to be the last time. I didn’t have time to savor every inch of you… it just can’t be the last time…. I want you so badly I can taste you on my lips. Speak my name and I’ll come running, enslaved by your power, but you don’t even see how I want you, need you, love you. All I am is a good lay to you. Oh how I long for you to tell me you want me, like you want her. What do I have to do to make you want me like you want her? Should I fuck all your friends like she does and lie to you tell you I’m out with girlfriends. Call you an asshole and bitch about you on myspace. Tell all my friends that you suck and I hate you. Will that make you want me? I hate that I can’t have you the way I want you and I hate that you have made me so weak. Like a fool I sit here hoping that you will call again…. And if you do I know it will just be for sex… but I know that I

The Love Of My Life
Al mio Amore, Sei l'uomo più meraviglioso che abbia mai conosciuto Sei il mio primo e ultimo pensiero ogni giorno. Ti insinui continuamente nella mio testa e mi distrai, ma che dolcissimo distrazione! Grazie di avermi mostrato come si amo, e cosa significa essere desiderato. Mi hai insegnato tantissimo e te ne sarò sempre grato. Pensare a te mi riempie d'amore e di voglio di stare con te. Non ho rimorsi! Grazie per essere sempre stato onesto e vero. Non vedo l'ora di stare con te in America, amore mio.Ti amo moltissimo, per me sei tutto! Sei l'amore del mio vita! Mwahhhh Tuo per sempre, Chazz

Time Of Reflection
Look at me, at my picture, or any of the few I have of me... what do you see? I'll let you keep to your thoughts on that. I see someone wishing he had his childhood back so he could keep smiling that much all the time. A friend got me thinking about fall, and the cool, crisp mornings before walking across the dew-covered fields on my way to the bus stop. I remember the excitement of going back to school, back to the only thing I was ever responsible for. If I could be stuck in time, that's where I'd be. I wouldn't have to deal with the fuss of long-term relationships (the kind I had before I got married); there would be no balancing act of human resources and client relationships at work; and finally, I would be content with a six-hour work day. When I look at my picture, I see the times I've been taken advantage of. A number of years passed when I was rolled in-and-out of a bed by girls having nothing but the popularity contest in mind, having pointless conversations that led to

My Bemani/music Game Collection
Alright, I figure as this blog is going to be completely about Bemani, I'm going to post up the collection of games and controllers that I have relating to the series. Beatmania: Beatmania 1st Mix Beatmania 2nd Mix Beatmania 5th Mix Beatmania 6th Mix + Core Remix Beatmania IIDX: Desktop Arcade IIDX Controller (Shown in my profile pic!) Konami Official US Controller 3rd - 10th Style (JP) 11th RED (JP) Beatmania (US) DDR: Cobalt Flux Platform with Arcade Mod DDR 2nd Remix (JP) DDR 3rd Mix (JP) DDR Extra Mix (JP) DDR 5th Mix (JP) DDR USA DDRMAX (JP) DDRMAX2 (JP) DDR Extreme (JP) DDR Party Collection (JP) DDR Festival (JP) DDR Strike (JP) DDR Supernova (US) In The Groove for PStwo o2jam NX for PC Pump It Up PREX3 for PC Expect me to update this when new games come out. Another obvious theme is that in almost all cases I usually go for the Japanese releases due to the substansially larger songlists and better replay value.

Lc
Jamie and I found time to be alone yesterday while the kids were at the park. Naughty mommy and daddy. I love posting on LC because I would never say anything like that on myspace. And here on LC my mom doesn't read it! So Jamie joined thr Lost Cherry family too. It will be cool to leave messages for each other. I know I know, we're so sweet we could cause diabetes.We're just two ppl running the rat race, trying to pay the rent and keep ourselves sane in the process. So rate our blogs and we'll return the favor.

Sports Today!!
Hey Cherry land!!! Long time no talk!! LOL.. Life is good bears are 5-0 today with the will againist the bills score was 40-7.. Crazy great game!!! So you tell me in a comment what team to you like? Thanks.. Jeannie

The Beginning Of The End...
Ok so what do you do when someone you had a crush on back in Jr High(of all things) starts giving off somewhat yes signals toward you? And WHY of ALL TIMES does it have to be NOW?!? When everything starts to go right somewhat. There again it may be for the better with the situations I'm starting to get myself in. And why do drunk friend ALWAYS insist they stay with you when you're trying to talk to that person AWAY from THEM. There's a reason for that. Yes I almost stayed over and was going to see what she had to say...but NO! my dumbass friend who has been totally fucked over by his ex to the point where his life is even shittier than mine(which REALLY says something) has to go and say "Oh well if Will's staying so am I...cuz we're bros like that." Yeah we are, but no I don't want your drunk ass around when I've got somethin that'd either go WAY bad or WAY good and having you around turns it to WAY shit or WAY bad. Ugh anyway I gotta quit ranting and change laundry for now.

Ok First Blog Ever On Lc From Me
ok so if you want to truely get to know me my yahoo id is twitchbiker im not on much but when i am i usually will sit and talk most of the time im on my other id name if you know it great contact me there if not well drop me a line on the twitchbiker@yahoo.com one if you want

If Dat Wasnt A Ride I Dnt Kno Wha Was!
ha bitches im baaaack in Wisco i miss ATL soooo much right now, I wanna go back and stay or even jus leave wisco all together and get away frm da ppl here. I get back home and no1 is willin to be around u kno? so its like this fukk this shyt im jus glad i made it back ALIVE! long story short dem mountains is a bitch in a 26 foot uhaul! lmmfao but seriously im gunna get my ass out of here for awhile even if its for 3-4 dayz im goin back to da east coast who knoz maybe i might stay lmmfao and send fer my kids? lmmfao but no seriously time in ATL like i said has made mii think bout my life hardcore! I kno wha i gotta do but its jus knowin how to do it =/ dnt u hate it when 1 person can make ur final decision to EVERYTHING in ur life?

Sexual?
You scored as Passionate/wet. You are a passionate lover. You go with what feels good. Your passion might cause you get wet often even outside of sex but you channel your passion to where you can please your partner. You either have a lot of lust or you just love your partner truely. You can't keep you hands of them and they wouldn't have it any other way.

Creature Of The Night!
You scored as Fallen Angel. You my friend are a Fallen Angel!You were amongst the closest to God, yet love led you down a path of self-destruction. You find yourself crying a lot, because of the pains of this world. Yes it is very crewl, yet you know there isn't a thing you can do about it. Follow your heart and you will find some of your former happiness.Fallen Angel100%You are a Vampiric Elf!83%Black Witch75%Vampire67%You are a Demon50%What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)created with QuizFarm.com

Depressed
well as u can tell ive ben kinda down for the last month or so. Sorry if ive pushed some of you away or have ben acting weird or shady. Ive ben going through alot of shit mentally and socially alot of women problems and family problems as well as some of my own problems about my self.Sometimes its hard to act like the real me and when i dont i fuck things up. it seems like i always end up hurting someone and im tired of it. I do my best to learn from my mistakes but seems like ive just ben making more and more of them these days. I just wish i had someone to really talk to about this right now.. but i dont so im just righting this dumb blog. -the end

What Vampire Are You?
You scored as Akasha. You are the ultimate in ambition. You don't just want to own the world you want to make crawl to you on its hands and knees begging for mercy or at the least a taste!Akasha100%Marius100%Angel100%Dracula100%Armand83%Blade58%Lestat50%Spike42%Deacon Frost33%Louis17%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Long Awaited Encounter (18++)
What in the hell was I doing? Meeting someone I met off the Internet? The Internet is filled with crazy people, rapists, stalkers, and murderers. And here I was, excited and nervous about meeting one of them. We started talking on-line about a year ago. I was cautious about giving him my cell phone number when he asked for it, but he was cute in his picture and I needed to put a voice to his face, see if he sounded like he looked. So I gave it to him. He called me late that night and we talked for about an hour. He kept me laughing the entire time, which is always a good thing. After a little bit more of regular chatting, the conversation started getting dirtier and dirtier. He knew what I preferred sexually and knew where my ⳰ots⠷ere. Conversation tends to go in that direction over the Internet when two people are attracted to each other. The conversation had turned into full-blown, hot, dirty, sexy phone sex. As he was telling me what he wanted to do to me, I couldn

What Class Are You?
You scored as Fighter. The bravest of the damn bravest. u like to fight for justice and use swords. u like the site of blood gushing from ur enimes. u push your self to far. will do anything for glory!Fighter80%Wizard70%Priest70%Rouge10%which midevil class are u?created with QuizFarm.com

Many Nites
Many Nites many nites i have cried from the things u do i felt like i could die from the thought of losing u many nites u have cried from the things i have done u felt like u could die knowing i am the one many nites i have cried you made me feel ignored many nites i have cried only wantin to be adored many nites u have cried i made u feel ashamed many nites u have cried u felt i was only a game many nites i have cried until tears fell no more many nites i have cried as i layed upon this floor many nites u have cried the pain began to rage many nites u have cried feeling trapped in a cage many nites we have cried from the love we share we felt as if we could die if the other wasn't there but the nites that we cried from the things we have done our love finally died For we will never be one

Words So Easy And True
I thought i could never love again... Knowin my life has been full of pain... So i closed this door to my heart .... Not wantin to open for another start... something came to me, not knowin what to do... As i opened this door and i saw you... You came thru my door with open arms... Making me feel you would do no harm.... You take my hand and pull me near ... Taking me close saying not to fear... As you look into my eyes i start to cry... I take a deep breathe and release a sigh.. You place my hand upon your heart... And i dont know if i should pull apart... I look into your eyes and begin to feel... Because with you i know its real.... I say these words so easy and true ... Cause I know I will forever love YOU!

Another Sad Poem,don't Read!!
I was walking along our street today. I thought I was alone. But then I felt something. I turn and nothing was there. I was walking along our street today. I saw your tree. But then I felt something. I turn and still there was nothing. I was walking along our street today. I saw your resting place. But then I felt something. I turn and still nothing. I was walking along our street today. I saw our home. As I headed for the door I felt something. I turn and there you were,as see throught as any ghost. I knew then that no matter what you'd be there always!!

Sorry
Sorry! SORRY for what I said to you Those words were harsh & unfair. SORRY I took you for granted Or that told you I didn't care. SORRY for the heartache And causing any undue pain, SORRY for what I dished to you And you didn't give back the same. SORRY for the waiting Or wasting your time, SORRY if I said you weren't worth it ...I guess I kinda lost my mind. SORRY for mistaking something That I thought was true, SORRY if you don't understand Why I do what I do. SORRY for my feelings And if they're not enough, SORRY that I didn't give you a chance To work through all this stuff. SORRY if you can't Fit me into your life, SORRY for what I said Because that just wasn't right. SORRY if I'm cramping your style Or getting in your way, SORRY if I don't say the things You want me to say. SORRY if I don't measure up To what you want me to be. SORRY if I can't be enough To make you, just want me. SORRY...but not talking to you Is more than I can bear, And I'

Go Away
GO AWAY I told him to go away He asked me if I meant today. I told him, No! I meant forever, Id see him never! He grabbed me & I watched him cry I fought my tears when he asked me, Why? Without you near, I think Id die. What can I do to make you stay? I heard him say. The words spoken were harsh and severe I told him, without shedding a tear, As much as I care, it would never be, The pain is inside, which cant be seen! I told him to go away I dont love you! he heard me say. He asked if there was someone else How hard is it to understand That theres no more us! There were too many nights I spent all alone Worrying and waiting for your call. But you were out getting stoned And having yourself a ball! Now my life has taken a turn And its just about ready to begin. Dont think Im gonna return I can no longer handle the pain within! I dont want to be friends No more infatuations, Lets put an end To this bad situation. I want my chance to live With no m

Hidden Emotions
Hidden Emotions What am I doing? Starting to feel this way. I have no right. No matter what you say. We are just friends With just a touch more. My feelings run deep. To the very core. I try to be strong And not let you see The truth that I hide Because we will not be. I love it when you smile. It makes me want you more. You say it is impossible. It is something that I can't ignore. I will keep my feelings hidden. So in my life, you will stay. Even though the feelings get stonger With each passing day.

Mine . . . & . . . Yours!
Mine . . . & . . . Yours! My Fingers - - Your Ears Your Eyes - - My Tears My Lips - - Your Chest Your Tongue - - My Breast Your Mind - - My Soul My Grip - - Your Hold Your Hands - - My Thighs My Whispers - - Your Sighs My Touch - - Your Embrace My Legs - - Your Waist My Breath - - Your Inhale Your Name - - I Exhale

I Close My Eyes
I CLOSE MY EYES Current mood: lonely Category: Writing and Poetry i close my eyes as i see your face takin me in your arms feeling your warm embrace i close my eyes as i see you smile you kiss me so softly makin me feel worthwhile i close my eyes and now u are gone the tears begin to flow knowing i am now alone i close my eyes your face i can see i have hurt you once more your love i will never be i close my eyes as i begin to cry you are my soulmate but for now u said goodbye

Losing A Piece Of My Soul
U came to mee the hour you were in pain Looking for answers, U cried to me in vain. U shared the many skeletons hiding in your heart, U knew then I'd be your friend, U knew it from the start. Troubles ran like rivers, flowing through your life, I picked the pieces up and help you through your strife. When home wasn't home to you no more, I opened up my heart, and opened up the door. We cried into night until the early morn. We solaced each other's pain and shared our many thorns. As time flew, the air grew thick, I saw our friendship fading, and my heart grew sick. The day had arrived, When it was time to say goodbye. Now I sit alone, reminiscing the past u had blown.

What Killer Are You?
You scored as Pinhead. You are Pinhead. You come straight from hell. Your curiosity has caused you to make some mistakes in life. But you are now more powerful than you have ever been. You enjoy pain just as much as you enjoy pleasure. Unlike most killers, you like to make sure your victims suffer for all eternity.Pinhead85%Jigsaw70%Captain Spaulding65%Jason Voorhees60%Freddy Krueger60%Hannibal Lecter60%Leatherface55%Buffalo Bill50%Michael Myers40%Candyman15%Which Horror Killer are You?

The Travesty Of Being A Workaholic
Losing what you love for what you want has and never will be worth it!! I have loved my wife since the beginning of time it seems like. But, there was a fatal flaw in me that caused her to push me away. I was able be the provider, as far as financial, but real life connotates that love and understanding go hand in hand with providing!!!! I still love my wife and I wish her well, but damn do I miss her and my son night and day. Just because I was not centered enough to be there when she needed someone to just listen!!Love those that love you even when they seem far away and hopfully everything will be alright!!!

Let It Go
Let it go and leave it be end it and let it pass fuel a fire that noone wants with shards of broken glass everyday and every night Ive sat and thought this thru now the time is closing in the sinner must pay their dues let me go let me be let it all alone take yourself on your way your path is set in stone let me live without your rule your messed up way of things let me go so i can be the person i sometimes see

Lc
Ok so I'm thinking about leaving this place. About 96% of the people I've met on here that I could talk to just naturally to don't ever want to talk to me or are never around/available to talk to. I know that people get busy and have lives but to never be around for weeks upon weeks on end, that's avoidance pretty much isn't it? The other 4% I talked to non-stop 24/7 have left due to alot of the reasons I'm thinking about leaving. Chances are good if I leave there'll be a big post ready to tear into this place good on everything, because yes I'm one of those quiet types that'll blow up on you when shit hits the fan like it has. Anyway I'm gonna go find something to do. Later.

~*like You... By: Evanescence*~
(for my grandmother... who passed away July 26th 2006... I miss you.) Stay low Soft, dark, and dreamless Far beneath my nightmares and loneliness I hate me For breathing without you I don't want to feel anymore for you Grieving for you I'm not grieving for you Nothing real love can't undo And though I may have lost my way All paths lead straight to you I long to be like you Lie cold in the ground like you Halo Blinding wall between us Melt away and leave us alone again Humming, haunted somewhere out there I believe our love can see us through in death I long to be like you Lie cold in the ground like you There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you I'm coming for you You're not alone No matter what they told you you're not alone I'll be right beside you forevermore I long to be like you Lie cold in the ground like you did There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you And as we lay in silent bliss I know you remember me

How Will You Die??
You scored as Bomb. Your death will be by bombing. You will probably be an innocent bystander, not doing anything wrong and not a person who was targeted at, just in the wrong place at the wrong time.Bomb80%Suicide67%Posion67%Disease60%Accident47%Natural Causes40%Gunshot40%Disappear40%Eaten33%Stabbed27%Suffocated20%Cut Throat

2am
Yeah its 2 am. I just put a cake in the oven. I took sleeping pills. I coul fall asleep before its done. It might burn like hell. Who know? Certainly not I. Yellow cake, chocolate frosting. Should be tasty if I don't screw it up

~*good Enough... By: Evanescence*~
(for S.K.) Under your spell again I can't say no to you Crave my heart and its bleeding in your hand I can't say no to you Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly Now I can't let go of this dream I can't breathe but I feel Good enough I feel good enough for you Drink up sweet decadence I can't say no to you And I've completely lost myself and I don't mind I can't say no to you Shouldn't have let you conquer me completely Now I can't let go of this dream Can't believe that I feel Good enough I feel good enough Its been such a long time coming, but I feel good And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall Pour real life down on me Cause I can't hold on to anything this good Enough Am I good enough For you to love me too? So take care what you ask of me Cause I can't say no

Handle With Care
Well, it has been an interesting weekend to say the least. Filled with many smiles & laughs, and also with a martini glass full of tears. As I sat deep in thought over the many joys of the past few days mixed with the feeling of betrayal like a hot knife in my heart, I reminded myself HOW I love. So, I guess this is my thought for the day...............................................*~*~*~*~* "We don't love the people we love because they are perfect. We love the people we love because they ARE." *~*~*~*~* .............................. So with that being said, I'm asking everyone to please remember that as you deal with your loved ones'. Whether they be friends, parents, siblings, spouses or your children...... Be kind....Shut Up & LISTEN....Be UN-selfish and offer help. Remember, you never know whose heart you may touch, or whose heart you might break. With all my love to each of you *~*Jenna*~*

Seven
the lords of reality have set me free ive healed the blind once again im calling you come back my friend crawl back to the rock from which you came return to your world back to the path of shame ill be here once again to heal your wounds my friend seven nights and seven more a path of deception , a settled score You can never free your self from your reality Im blinded by your hatred but still I can see im poisoned by you and your mind cemetary crawl back to the damned , to your fake reality pass me by never to feel again your faith is long gone and dead Ill remain in the wings of my youth the hidden meanings disguised by the truth so shall pass your soul thru the door and remain hidden forever more

Another Poem!!
Blood on the moon. Shadow long. Time still. Time spin. Time tell. Blood on the moon. Wind calls. Time still. Time spin. Time tell. Blood on the moon. Rain falls. Time still. Time spin. Time tell. Blood on the moon. Fire burn. Time still. Time spin. Time tell

Just A Crying Poem,don't Read!!
How far will you go little one? Will you go to the high's high or the low's low? How far will you go little one? Will you go to the deep's deep or the sallow's sallow? How far well you go my little one? Will you find what you seek or well you find nothing but death? How far will you go my little one? Will you die the death that waits or well you live the life fate has for you? How hard will you fight my little one? Will you fight for those you love or well you fight just to fight? How far will you seek my little one? Will you seek love or death? How much will you do to get what you what my little one? Will you sell your soul or will you steal anothers soul? How this thoughts go through my heart and mind!! As I watch you slip down the path I can't fallow!! Will I every hold my little one again!!

Please Help Us Out
Ok I made a site that I posted in a bulletin and so far it's got 41 visits. Pretty good at least I think so but here's what I would like for you to do for me. I would like you to either a) put the site in one of your blogs or in your profile so your friends can check it out also or b) if you have a site take one of the help us out banners and link it to the site. Now you don't have to do this if you don't want to but it would be greatly appreciated if you did.Here's the address to the site. http://simply-phenomenal.tripod.com/ Thanks for your time everyone. Love you all. ~AJ~

All Good For Now
well,ive been up about 1/2 an hour now and its not that bad today,my legs got pins and needles again but i shouldnt sit with it on the desk so thats my fault,just a case now of seeing how i go on at work now,wasnt a lot on work wise when i left saturday,only around 5 tonne of gas between 2 of us and with my truck carrying that on its own i shold have a fairly steady day i hope and as for getting right so i could go to watch the Vale yesterday,wish i aint bothered,bloody lost 3-1 at home,bloody rubbish !!

In Honor Of Halloween!!
You scored as Freddy Krueger. You are Freddy Krueger. You are evil, but enjoy having fun. Sure you made some bad choices in life, causing some parents to attack you, and burn you alive. But hey, you have even more fun now than you did then! You prefer waiting for your victims to fall asleep, so you can have fun with them in your world. But if they pull you out, you dont let that stop your fun! Freddy Krueger100%Pinhead80%Candyman80%Jigsaw80%Hannibal Lecter80%Michael Myers60%Captain Spaulding60%Buffalo Bill60%Leatherface40%Jason Voorhees40%

No Title Yet!!
When times were rough, you was there to hold my hand You carried me through it, And stayed by my side You never gave up on me, Nor did your look fade. Now when we are so far apart I wish we was together again so you could hold my hand And tell me everything's going to be alright. As the days go by, All I look forward to is seeing you To spend time with you again Your friendship means the world to me, I never want to lose any of it Nor do I want to lose you. Now when we are so far apart I want so much more To be held by you again To have you want me. I thought friends was good enough I had Rigo and thought I loved him But I was so wrong My happiness did not come from him But from you Now when we are so far apart I want everything that comes from you Your smiles, tears, and angers Most of all, I want you. By, Felicia A. Laffin

Sopmething From A Year Ago,it Was Just Something That Came Out Of Me!!
What must I do to make you see,that I care about you!! Your always in my thoughts and my heart!! I wish you'd answer just once!! For I miss you so!! I do not care who knows!! I only care that you know!! For my heart calls for you!! Yet you do not hear it!! Your the one that hunts my dreams !! Your the one that hunts my life!! Your the one that shows in my art,my poems!! Yet your the one that never answers me!! Yet I can't get you out of my soul!! So where ever you are I feel you!! Where ever you go I feel you!! I've waited all my life for you!! Yet I know you not!! Yet you have me!! Wish you know that you had me! Well you ever answer me? This was a poem that I had wrote a long time ago,thought it would be nice to show it and the others I found today!! AHH,NOTHING LIKE THE PAST TO BITE YOU GOOD AND HARD IN THE ASS,HEHE!!

North Korea Conducts First Nuclear Test
By BURT HERMAN, Associated Press Writer 3 minutes ago North Korea said Monday it had conducted its first nuclear weapons test, setting off an underground blast in defiance of international warnings and intense diplomatic activity aimed at heading off such a move. U.S. and South Korean officials could not immediately confirm the North Korean report but the U.S. Geological Survey said it recorded a seismic event with a preliminary magnitude of 4.2 in northeastern North Korea that coincided with the country's announced nuclear test. The Colorado-based agency said it was unable to tell whether the event was the result of an atomic explosion or a natural earthquake. Condemnation from the region came swiftly. Japan's top government spokesman said if confirmed, the North Korean test would post a serious threat to the stability in the region and a provocation. China, the North's closest ally, said Beijing "resolutely opposes" the North Korean nuclear test and hopes Pyongy

Questions For You My Sweet!
do your's 1. do you think aim cute? 2. do you want to kiss me? 3. do you want to cuddle wit me? 4. do you want to hook up with me? 5. do you think aim smart? are wen's 1. are we quintessences? 2. are we friends? 3. are we hook ups? 4. are we in a relationship? 5. are we gonna have kids? am i's 1. am i smart? 2. am i cute? 3. am i funny? 4. am i cool? 5. am i the most brilliant person ever?...hehe? would your's 1. would you hang out with me? 2. would you date me? 3. would you be my hook up? 4. would you be my girlfriend/boyfriend? 5. would you have sex with me? have you ever? 1. have you ever thought about me? 2. have you ever thought there might be an "us"? 3. have you ever thought about about hooking up with me? 4. have you ever found yourself wanting a kiss from me? 5. have you ever wished i were there? are your's 1. are you done with this survey? 2. are you happy you know me? 3. are you mad at me? 4. are y

Have Sex With Me
Message: > 1.Would u have sex with me? > answer: > > 2.What position would u ........ me in? > answer: > > 3.Would u suck me up/eat me out? > answer: > > 4.Would u sex me hard? > answer: > > 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? > answer: > > 6.Give me a naked pic? > answer: > > 7.Would u do me in the shower? > answer: > > 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? > answer: > > 9.Would u have a 3-some with me? > answer: > > 10.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? > answer: > > 11.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? > answer: > > 12.Where would u do me @? > answer: > > 13.Would u do me in front of people? > answer: > > 14.Would u do me again and again? > answer: > > 15.Would u do me in the rain? > answer: > > 16.Would u mind if we did it like ........ stars? > answer: > > 17.Would u have phone sex with me? > answer: > > 18.If i gave u my heart would u love it or let it go? > answe

It's My First Time...
... Writing a blog on this site. :D W What did you really think I was going to say? Perv. So I guess here goes nothing... Not a whole lot about me really. I just work all the time. Seriously, that's what it feels like. I thought life would be much more exciting after high school. Guess I thought wrong. Or maybe it would have been better if I had gone to college right away. I'm not going until next fall because I'm a broke ass white girl. I have no car, which if you have viewed my photos, you will have seen why. I work at Walgreen's Pharmacy. Not a whole lot going on there. Just the same shit, different day. Once in a while there is a little excitement, but rarely. The last time things were exciting was when our parking lot got flooded with 3 feet of water because of torrential rains and no one could go home until the water cleared. And the time before that was when I had my accident and everyone was freaking out. I didn't know they loved me that much. I'm pretty much babbli

Just Random Thoughts!!
To some of you I'm a friend. To some of you I'm a sister. To some of you I'm a lover. To some of you I'm a toy. To some of you I'm a shadow. To some of you I'm a bitch. As a friend you can share me. As a sister you can tease me. As a lover you can trust me. As a toy you can throw me away. As a shadow you can let me fade away. As a bitch you can hate me. But above all this I am me. You can accept me, but you can't change me. You can lie to me ,but you can't use me. You can even walk away from me, but you can never forget me. I am who and what I am. It's time for you to hear me. I know one thing and that is I am me. I will never be something I'm not. So now you must stop trying to change me. I may never be what you want me to be. But I will always be me. This is not aim at anyone , it's not even about anything. It's just the thoughts on my mind right now. No one ,made these thoughts come up. I'm not mad at anyone ,I'

Poem
A warm sensation fills my body My heart races with every touch The softness of your voice soothes My soul As I lay there hoping the moment Will never end Calling out for you Praying that you'll never let me go The sensation so strong I can no longer feel my body Slowly I fade in and out of reality In an instant the warm sensation Fades away My heart empty My soul torn apart Lying there; wondering where I went Wrong Calling out for you, only to find there is no answer My mind invaded with thoughts So cruel and unrefined The sensation of fear of what's to come Slowly the reality over powering The lust and fantasy Leaving me empty Confused on how to think or feel The loneliness I feel So wretched and compelled Betrayal to myself Revealing the terrors of my love

What The Hell . . . ?
I have a SERIOUSLY allergic reaction to pot. Last night, at our friends' house, they decided to go outside and get high. Now, they were outside, and that's fine. It's their house. But they didn't air out long enough, and I ended up spending a half-an-hour last night puking my guts out. Now . . . if you KNOW (as they did, because they were told SEVERAL times) that your friend has a problem with it and a SERIOUSLY allergic reaction to pot . . . would you STILL smoke it, regardless of their allergy to it, or no? I mean, this isn't us randomly showing up. That's different. This is us being INVITED over, and them STILL doing it, knowing my allergy to it. Would YOU do that? How about if, this morning, after discussing it AGAIN, especially seeing the reaction to it LAST NIGHT, telling us they won't do it anymore if they invite us over -- They won't do it when we're there, ESPECIALLY if they invite us over . . . and 20 minutes AFTER the discussion, doing it fucking AGAIN, IN TH

What;s Your Happy Bunny?
You scored as Kiss My Ass. You are the kiss my ass bunny. People can say all they want about you and you wouldn't give a damn.Kiss My Ass100%It's All About Me92%You Suck and Thats Sad83%Cute but Psycho83%Love Sucks75%Sloppy and Weird67%I Hate You so Bad50%You Smell Like Butt25%What's Your Happy Bunny?created with QuizFarm.com

Wants, Needs, And Desires
I can feel your eyes staring right through me You know everything about me My wants, needs, and desires Inside and out You will always be my baby. I want you to hold me To satisfy my need to be close to you To fulfill my desire of being with you I don't want to feel the emptiness Of not having you. I will love you forever Till the day I die We will always be together Whether in flesh or in spirit We will be one. I want you to always be mine To satisfy the need to have you as mine To fulfill my desire of having you love me I don't ever want to feel the emptiness Of not having you. I can't picture ever spending a day without you To know I can't have you Holding me close Telling me you love me forever That we will be together forever. I want you I need you I desire to have your love forever To not feel the emptiness Of not having you. By, Felicia A. Laffin

Poem
Me gusta como la luna ilumina tu cuerpo en la noche Me despierto de mi sueno para ver si existes de verdad Cuando te toco siento un gran amor y te beso lentamente para no despertarte Despiertas y tus ojos brillan como las estrellas Ante tu cara iluminada por el sol nos abrazamos bien apretados para que la sensibilidad nunca muera Te queiro, te amo, te necesito Tu eres mi todo Tu eres MI AMOR

Should Of Listened To My Doctor
I'm down t one arm for a little while now. Fractured my rotary joint in 5 places in my right elbow 9 years ago in a skateboarding accident; and the doctor told me that I had a lot of bone fragments that I needed to have surgically removed. I was 16 and he was a docotro, so what the hell did he know, so I never went in for the surgery. Well, at work on Saturday, I was picking up a 50 pound bucket of chocolate icing and one of the bone fragments, as they occassionally do, got logged into my rotary joint; and with the weight of the bucket and suddeness of my picking it up, I refractured my rotary joiny and damaged a few nerves in the process. So now I sit here with my arm in a sling with a partial cast, having to use my left arm for everything and able to do hardly anything. Just wanted to bitch a bit so there it is. I miss my arm :(

The Wind
The boy walked into the silent place, and there he saw her beautiful face. He spoke to her with a tear in his eye I love you babe and good bye. As he slipped upon her finger a pearl, he whisperd to her, remember babe you will always be my girl. Then as the door opened and the wind started to blow....They carried her casket out into the snow.

Seduction
Your Seduction Style: Sweet Talker Your seduction technique can be summed up with "charm" You know that if you have the chance to talk to someone... Well, you won't be talking for long! ;-) You're great at telling potential lovers what they want to hear. Partially, because you're a great reflective listener and good at complementing. The other part of your formula? Focusing your conversation completely on the other person. Your "sweet talking" ways have taken you far in romance - and in life. You can finess your way through any difficult situation, with a smile on your face. Speeding tickets, job interviews... bring it on! You truly live a *charmed life* What Kind of Seducer Are You?

May Be Gone For A Few Days
My heart is broken,,, My Soul is lost,,,, He chose another,,, The end has come and the reaper has spoken. I may take a few days off to shake the devistation of my Master and I spliting up... but give me a few days, adn I will be back in better than true form. Leave comments, leave me mail.. leave me lots love. I love you all fro helping me through suck a rough time. Specialy a certain few who really just listened, and tried to distract me.. and agreed he wouldn't know a good thing if it smacked him in the head..lol So if you wanna play match make for me let me know...lol Just kidden,, I will be back in a day or so.. I love you all... ~SSS~

All Through The Night
I'm looking at your pic And I see your face Your face is so gorgeous And my heart begins to race I wish you were here Close to me Huggin' me tight With all your might Although I know I could never be next to you I never give up And try the best I could do To Love you Kiss you Be next to you Holdin' you tight Hear your voice Say to me You love me All through the night. I'm holdin' your picture In my hand You're layin' on the beach Near the sand I feel so blue 'Cause I'm not with you If only you knew, I LOVE YOU! Although I know I could never be next to you I never give up And try the best that I could do. To Love you Kiss you Be next to you Holdin' you tight Hear your voice Say to me You love me All through the night. By, Felicia A. Laffin

I Think People Are Confused...
Don't you rate every profile you look at? I do. I started trying a guilt trip thing by rating and leaving a nice comment for everyone who is on my recent view list. They come back... AND STILL DON'T RATE. I think they miss the point of this place. You are obligated to BE NICE!!!

To All My Future Fuck Buddies....
hey i just wanted to leave a little something for you to read && i just want all of you to know that i am very EXCITED to be here on LC && i hope you are all EXCITED to have this sweet little ass here as well so just remember that anytime you are horny && your wife/girlfriend wont put out my adult album is like denny's...open 24/7 so feel free to spread it open && stroke it!!! think of me always...i will love it!!! && so will you!!!

Advice.
My cherry is already popped. so stop leaving me comments saying you've popped it! yes. I know. That was a tad retarded..but still if you can't think of a better comment than "pop" or whatever fucking else..dont leave one =/

Crazy
Everyone that sees this pleas read it. North karea has just tested their first nuclear weapon and it worked perfectly. The president is goin to give a state of the union address. So please guys check the news this is some life changin shit.

Story Time!!!
Midsummer Nights’ Dreams - Her Night 1 It was the third night in a row. She woke up, her heart pounding, the sheets wet with her sweat… and her lips waiting for his kiss. The dream was vivid and always the same. His voice calling her, his hands on her skin… she shivered in the breeze from the air conditioning, but it wasn’t because of the cold. She tried to rationalize this, figure out what the dream meant. She didn’t think she knew him but, if he really existed, she wanted to. She got up, flipped on the bathroom light, got a glass of water, drank it so fast she could feel the drops spill out the sides of her mouth and down her naked chest. She looked in the mirror and saw his face. Her breath started to come faster, her nipples puckered and hardened. She clicked the switch to dark, made her way back to bed. As she lay down and pulled the blankets on her, her fingers brushed the straining flesh of her breasts. She heard his voice: You are so hot. Her hands squeezed,

Another Poem And Thought
Well, another poem has come out of my heart but this one is not for the hurt that I feel for me, it is for my best friend. Today I had to once again see the look in his eyes of despair, anger, and a distance that made me cringe on the inside because I couldn't do anything about it. Standing idly by, just waiting for my call to be made saying "I need you" is all I can do and is what I do willingly and I will do for as long as I love him! Which will be forever! Enjoy! Another day goes by- consistently inconsistent The broken silence raises its voice What did I do wrong? Please come back…at least take me with you Never understanding the misunderstandings, I helplessly spectate, making sense out of nonsense Surely things will get better Dawn comes again; this isn’t forever Light turns to dusk and dusk into darkness I find myself lost, never to be found again As I wander in the silent absence of light, I find everything worth living for And live nothing worth being found

Pain
Womem seldom choose violent manners to bring the ultimate demise. Men do. Sleeping pills and razor blades are the weapons of choice when a woman finds herself locked in unbearable pain. She chose the later in a fitting manner, because the pain she felt in her heart had cut deep, deep like the blades that now pierced her wrists. This was only a ritual in a sense, because she had died long ago. A mere formality. Lying there in the final moments, as the blood leaves her body, seeping into the warm water, she closes her eyes for the last time. Thoughts, her last thoughts, race through her mind as the life drains slowly and the pain in her heart subsides. Guilt had brought her here, waves of guilt. Stormy waters on the sea of life. The kind of guilt that can only flourish in the wake of tainted love. Her ship had sank, unprepared after floating on dead seas for far too many years. The waves crashing down, had broke the last remnants of all hope. She never seen the storm as her

My First Pimp Out!!!
MY FAV DJ NEEDS SOME LOVINS!! MY FAVORITE DJ IS IN NEED OF SOME MAD LOVE!!!STOP BY HIS PROFILE AND TELL HIM I SENT YA!!! HES A GREAT GUY SO GO CHECK HIMOUT!!! †DJ INFERNO †@ LostCherry Brought to you by ~~Vixen~~

Saint Manson Meets Viect'orian
Well, being a Saint most certainly has its perks. I was recently chosen, by the High Priests of the Episcopocatholuthodist Church, as one of the few Saints to grace the presence of the father of fathers, our Lord God Viect'orian. For those of you unfamiliar with my book: "Before the Beginning", Viect'orian is the Christian god: Yahweh's father. Yahweh was the creator of earth and mankind, after he was cast out of omnipotence school, for failing to adhere to the teachings of the Elders. The Elders had issued warning toYahweh and forbid him to create, knowing anything he would create would be less than perfect. Yahweh was a stubborn boy and had found favor with his father, who against the Elder's wishes, allowed the boy to create earth and mankind. Yahweh later became bored with his imperfect creation and moved onto other things. Viect'orian looks over Yahweh's creation, but does little more than keep the Sun burning. I was a bit nervous at the thought of meeting Vie

Bbw Contest
Hey everyone...I entered the Sexiest BBW contest...I just wanted to let you all know, all of my amazing friends :) I wish all the girls luck...if you decide you want to vote for me, here is the link to my picture... If you all could repost this, that would be awesome! :) Thank you all! Love you! ~Erica aka xPrettyInPunkx

Help...someone Needs Linda
Read..Enjoy...I did!!!! THIS WAS HIS PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME: === 'JOEY193' spewed forth the following at '2006-10-08 21:31:04'.. > > Hi Linda my name is joe and i saw your pics, i was wondering if i could see your private pics? joe -------------------------------------------------- THIS WAS MY RESPONSE TO HIM: Not sure who Linda is....Certain that it doesn't matter. But here's an idea....If all you want is to see my private pics....I suggest you go find your Linda, cause Mary ain't showin ya shit. Bless you and have a great night!! ------------------------------------------------- MAYBE YA'LL CAN HELP HIM FIND HIS LINDA

The Texas Chainsaw Massacre
I saw the new TCM tonight. It was really good. I suggest you go see it. I was expecting a little more, but I'm not exactly sure what. It doesn't really matter, it was still very good, and definately worth the $9 if you're a horror fan. That's all ;)

To My Friend
I miss the way we talk how you make me laugh.You always know just what to say espeacially when im sad.I havent heard from you in days and I wonder why.You are such a joy to talk to not enough words could ever tell just how much.Long as you know I am not afraid to listen to spaz i really do miss you.

She Talks Too Much
I watched 20/20 last night, Dr. Brizendine a neuro psychiatrist said women use 20,000 words a day, while men use only 7,000. Of course this "female" doctor was implying throughout the show that women are smarter/better than men. She alleged that women mature 2 years before men, have better memories, and can read emotions in others better. Men are better only when it comes to thinking of sex. Of course we (men) still rule the world so none of that matters. Here's the real reason why women use more words daily: Man: "Hey dude what happened to your pants?" " Shit I ripped them on a nail at work yesterday. Pass me another beer." Woman: " Oh my god what happened to your blouse?" " Like I was at starbucks, talking to that really cute guy Joey, who's like going out with that really trashy bitch Lola. Oh my god I can't see what he sees in her, and like I'm thinking to myself, Oh my god I can't believe I'm talkin to this really cute guy, and like I reach for my chocolate

Breathe
Pulling my ass out of my head, I should have known. No white light, no miracle, just cold hard truth. What did I expect a prize to match my notch Nah, love never is, it just exists. Painting portraits here and there. Garnishing living room and bedroom walls. And a thief called desire lurks Coming for your soul as you weave Your master plan to live, trying to Trick the trickster and we fail. Falling, always flailing our emotions. Setting fire to the stage, and Burning hope before it blossoms. Kicking sand into the vertical horizon Someone cries, someone laughs and Life continues for no purpose. Breathe

Master Bates Dilema
Sorry about my premature eradication This has never happened to me before Perhaps next time I won't exacerbate Maybe I could try to hold it in more Sometimes I just get so overly ignited In sequential encounters of this kind I will try harder to pace myself Not let the moment rule my mind So please forgive my hasty explosion And let me try this thing once more I'll try to keep my mind on task And on the subject we explore

Sometimes Depresstion Just Takes Over
OK well if you ever wonder when you read these why I am just so sad all the time well I'm not. I'm not good with my emotions and sometimes typing them is the only way I can get them out. If I just let it built up It just gets ugly when I'm pissed off. I've been thinking a lot about my dad lately. I don't know why but I just miss him so much. I've delt with his death alot better then my brother but it just gets so hard sometimes to hold the tears back. He died July 4th 2005. Just about 3 weeks before my birthday. He never got to meet Nichaols and whenever some says that hes looking down and how much he'd love Nicholas I can't fight the tears back. What pisses me off is the day he died my Uncle and Grandpa came to get my brother and I. All they told us was our dad wasnt doing good when they knew damn well he had already died. We spent that whole fucking car ride to that hospital thinking we were going to see him. As soon as we got there they stuck us in a damn waiting room and told us he

My Greatest Fear Is: Part Four
PART ONE: Today's entry 9:26am Monday Sept. 25, 2006 Most people I talk to tell me that they have no fears of any kind other than the normal "fear of water, or fear of fire, or fear of being smothered" that type of stuff. I think that everyone has some type of fear of that physical aspect of dying that way. I know I have a fear of Snakes, especially boas or pythons that are big enough to eat someone like me for lunch. But those are just your normal everyday fears that basically are like the boogyman, you can usually get over them as you get older, or not as the case may be. It all depends on the person and their state of mind. Some of those fears never go away. For me the snake one will never go away, but that isn't my greatest fear. My greatest fear is, not knowing my greatest fear. Or rather not knowing what that greatest fear actually is. Even though I have an idea that something is not what is seems in the back of my mind, I always manage to push it to the furthest reaches

Goodnight
Well it's getting late so I am going to tell everyone goodnight, kisses, hugs and love to everyone,I'll be back tomorrow,going to rate and comment, I'll have time, my girl will be in school and i'll have the house to myself. So catch all ya'll tomorrow. Goodnight!!! Had to leave it, most people don't read the bulletins:)

Love Or Lust?
How do you know what is Love and what is Lust? I do not know how to tell? I know my feelings are strong. I know that I wish him to be here, with me. but do i love him?? I swore I would not love again after my heart was broken to many times. but I have not felt this way in a long time so alive so free. I do not want to loose these feelings. What do I do?

Farewell
I wrote this weeks ago, but got busy and never put it up. Then something happened last week that added to the article which was good that I waited. Then I got sucked into this game that I can't stop playing during any and all free time I have. But I finally got my ass off of it (at least for a few minutes) to write this piece. First and most importantly, a farewell to Christoper Reeve. If anyone in the world deserves the title of Superman, he does. I even thought I'd get to see him walk again. I watched all the coverage about his death and no matter what they showed him doing, all I can see is Kal-El/Clark Kent/Superman. He may not have fully beaten his injury but he didn't give in to it. And he inspired many others with similar conditions to live their lives and not just sit back and watch it pass by. And the plays into what the main focus of this article is about. Gene therapy coming from Stem Cell research, which is opposed and fought against by Bush. This research could help

Adult
You tell me today can be my turn, you are my submissive, I am your Mistress... I ask you to go to the kitchen and open a bottle of wine for us and wait for me there as I slip into the bathroom to start running a hot bath, set up candles around the tub and turn on some soft sexy music. I go to the kitchen, take the wine from your hands and ask you to follow me to the bathroom. It's dark outside, but the glow from the candles makes soft shapes along the walls and the shadows seem to embrace every corner of the room. I set the wine glasses down and move to you, you still look a little skeptical about what is in store for you. I start at your shirt....undoing each button slowly, deliberately, shrugging off you first item of clothing...you lean down to kiss me. Gently, teasingly, I say, "No Sir, my time." I undo your belt, pulling it off of your pants loop slowly, running my fingers around you waist band. I slip my fingers behind the clasp and do away with the closure, unzipping t

Air Force Reservists Welcomed Home
NIAGARA FALLS - While Senior Airman Daniel K. Scott was flying home from the Middle East on Wednesday, his mother, Abby, of Castile in Wyoming County, was up at 4 a.m. baking chocolate chip cookies. The cookies were in the car when she and her husband, Paul, arrived at the Niagara Falls Air Reserve Station before noon to welcome their son. Scott's girlfriend, Kristin Nesbitt, 29, of Buffalo, was also there to greet him. "It feels good to be home," said Scott, 26, after piling off a C-130 Hercules transport plane and hugging his parents and girlfriend. Scott, a crew chief with the 914th Airlift Wing, was one of 50 Air Force reservists who returned to the base from the Middle East, ending the largest and longest deployment in the unit's history. Barbara Freitas, a Canadian who lives in St. Catharines, Ont., was waiting for her husband, Master Sgt. Thomas Freitas, an American who maintains the avionics equipment on the C-130 Hercules aircraft, the workhorse of the 914th. Th

What Does Your Fav Colour Mean?
What does your fav colour mean?(anime pics) PURPLE-you are intelligent and quick-witted. You have a keen eye for detail, things which are normally overlooked by people. You are infuriated at the slightest provocation. You tend to be extremely effusive in your expressions of grief. You are a creative person and an egotist of sorts. You seem to possess a cultivated taste for the subtle in life, while recognizing the magnificent.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

What Obsolete Skill Are You?
What obsolete skill are you? You are 'regularly metric verse'. This can take many forms, including heroic couplets, blank verse, and other iambic pentameters, for example. It has not been used much since the nineteenth century; modern poets tend to prefer rhyme without meter, or even poetry with neither rhyme nor meter.You appreciate the beautiful things in life--the joy of music, the color of leaves falling, the rhythm of a heartbeat. You see life itself as a series of little poems. The result (or is it the cause?) is that you are pensive and often melancholy. You enjoy the company of other people, but they find you unexcitable and depressing. Your problem is that regularly metric verse has been obsolete for a long time.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Hear What People Have To Say."
"Hear What People Have To Say." Answer This And Send It Back To Me. Post It On Ur Bulletin Without The Answers. You Might Be Surprised With The Results. Y = Yes N = No M = Maybe Would You? [_] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [_] Slap Me? [_] Kiss Me? [_] Let Me Kiss You? [_] Watch A Movie With Me? [_] Take Me Out To Dinner? [_] Take A Shower With Me? [_] Take Me Home For The Night? [_] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [_] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [_] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [_] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [_] Tickle Me? [_] Let Me Tickle You? [_] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down? [_] Instant Message Me? [_] Greet Me In Public? [_] Hang Out With Me? [_] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You... [_] Think I'm Cute? [_] Want To Kiss Me? [_] Want To Cuddle With Me? [_] Want To Hook Up With Me? Am I... [_] Smart? [_] Cute? [_] Funny? [_] Cool? [_] Loveable? [_] Adorable? [_] Great To Be With?

Ferris Wheel Of Love
loving someone is like a ferris wheel.... no not a roller coaster... a roller coaster goes all over the place.... a ferris wheel... simply goes around in never ending circles.... always going up and down slowly getting better then starting all over before it comes crashing to a hault..... at the top of the wheel looking down...

Piss Test
I was having dinner at a fairly swank, pricey restaurant, and availed myself of the facilities. Staring down into the urinal I couldn't help but notice a slogan staring back up at me: ``Say No To Drugs!'' printed on the rubber urinal-cake holder. Which I found puzzling. So as I was standing there I kept trying to follow the money in this transaction: the restaurant had to pay for the urinal deodorant, obviously. So these particular ones must have been cheaper for some reason. Do manufacturers of cleaning products get a federal grant if they print War On Drugs propaganda on their wares? Does the restaurant get a tax break for placing a ``public service announcement'' in a (ha!) conspicuous public area? (Pubic area?) In what way is the deluded notion that seeing a vague feel-good slogan beneath a puddle of pee might affect my behavior costing me money as a taxpayer? Was it some kind of attempt at Pavlovian conditioning? Were we to subconsciously associate the relief of "no longer

Never Know
you never know what could be right in front of your eyes... an affair?!? you would suspect but never truely know... a lie?!? you would believe because you love them so much... a secret?!? you wouldnt eventually find out to realize the person you love isnt that person at all... trust?!? could be an issue but maybe its not at all... caring?!? you always wonder if there is more you can do... honesty?!? if you ever find them being disshonest you could never get it out of your head... love?!? always has been there always will be but could ruin a relationship with the jealousy that comes with it.... pain?!? never goes away.... jack and jill went up the hill to fetch a pail of water... jack fell down broke his crown and this damn rhyme wont go away...

Ex-falls, Ont., Soldier Killed In Afghanistan
http://www.buffalonews.com/graphics/2006/10/05/1005mitchell.jpg A former Niagara Falls, Ont., resident who was Killed Tuesday in Afghanistan is the 40th Canadian soldier to die there since 2002. Cpl. Robert Mitchell, 32, married with three young children, moved to Owen Sound, Ont., after being raised in Niagara Falls but returned there to live for a short time before enlisting in the Canadian Armed Forces. His father-in-law, Gary Hass of Fort Erie, said Mitchell attended Ontario's Niagara College for a while, but his ambition was to become a soldier. "He was dedicated to his family and dedicated to his military career," Hass told the Niagara Falls, Ont., Review. Hass said the family would have no comment for the media at this time. "We can only take things one day at a time," he said. Mitchell's wife, Leanne, and the couple's three children, ages 5, 3, and 2, recently moved into a new house near the Petawawa, Ont., Canadian Forces Base, about 175 miles northeast of To

My Religion
So I've been thinking a lot about my religion and who I am and I realised music is my religion. For me its not about a paticular god or goddess but its about the passion in my soul. When I play and can touch somebody with that music and passion that for me is worship and prayer and ritual and sacrifice and communion all in one moment. There is a spirit that I feel when I play and I hope I can capture that feeling and pass it on to you all. Mike

Something To Bitch About
frist of all i would like to say im so sick of hering about people crying all this he said she said bullshit come on people we are all adults here why don't start acting like adults i see alot of bulletne baout how some one was talking shit about someone if u have a problom with someone go to them and talk it out don't go posting bulletens about them thats kid shit my whole point is stop bringing other people in in to your shit some other shit that pisses me off is whaen u add someone and all u get from them is some shity copy and paste bullahit say thinks for the add and then thats all u ever see from them some times not even that some people are to hung up on this points shit they for get waht the site was made for its not all about how miney friends u have or what youe level is come on man oh yeah and some other shit that pisses me off is the people who don't have the balls to upload real pics of them selfes oh but they have the balls to go find someones pics and make a fa

Snapple Should Win .. Lets Help Her Out
Ok Ya'll.. Snapples in a Contest for Cutest Pet .. And We all know she deserves to win I mean just look at that face . how could you NOT vote for her .. So.. Lets all go to Hello Happy Kinky Country girls' page and Vote for Snapple ..Come on .. Its a couple of clicks away .. You all can do it !!! Gooooo Snapple

Chargers Vs. Steelers
I bet on my first football game in my whole life today. I have to very careful about making bets even friendly wagers so usually I stay away from gambling all together. This was a completely safe bet however involving two friends with opposing loyalties to football teams. Now lets just say I love the Chargers...I grew up in San Diego and have been to countless games at Jack Murphy stadium (now Qualcomm). I also have watched them lose soooo many times, and have especially seen them lose to the Steelers. So it was a beautiful game to watch and sweet victory to secure...especially since they've led the league in the ability to lose a game after being ahead at the beginning of the fourth!! GO CHARGERS!!

An Evening At The Races
Ethan and I went to the track last night to watch the horses run. We decided to sit in the general admission area instead of paying for seats in the clubhouse so that we would have plenty of money for snacks as the evening progressed. There was a lot of riff-raff on the lower levels, so we walked up stairs to the section where the nice people sit and found some good seats close to the finish line. Ethan was rather amused at the way the seat bottoms could be flipped up when not in use. The first race was a 300-yard maiden claimer. Noble Affair looked like the best of the bunch, but Classic Move had only lost by half a length in its only race. After some discussion, we decided to put a win bet on Noble Affair and play an exacta to Classic Move. We hit with the win ticket but the other horse failed to fire. That was okay, because we turned ninety cents profit on the race. Ethan and I went over to the paddock to take a close look at the horses for the next race. We agreed

And.......
As many times as my mommy has posted this and I have only gotten 15 little votes. *sniffle* Please help me so mommy can stop posting this shit. *ruff ruff ruff* Ya'll must not know my mommy. She isn't gonna stop doing this until ya'll go vote or comment my picture. Hi...my name is Snapple. My mommy showed me the pic she posted of me so she could beg for votes. I don't think she is begging enough, because I am not winning. I really want to win this contest so mommy will be extra proud of me. Will you help me? Pimp me? Vote for me? Leave me a comment? I'll share my doggie treats with you. Just click on my picture below and you'll go straight to MS. Vixen's page she has just for me

Superpowers
You know what be awesome? To find out you have superpowers. You know what would suck? To find out you have superpowers postmortem. This is honestly a serious concern of mine. What if I’ve just never put enough effort into flying? All this time, I’ve been flying coach and I could have been whipping around the globe superman style. And what about reading minds? Maybe if I just gave up coffee and aspirin, I'd be able to figure out the ending to every single episode of "Law and Order"- "What? Steve's the killer? Jesus, he seemed like such a nice guy." So far though the biggest problem has been testing my superpowers: “Babe, what are you thinking about?” “Ah nothing. Just trying to move the table with my eyeballs... What are you thinking about?” Day One: Table refuses to budge. Day Two: Unable to levitate garbage on out of apartment. Moving on to something smaller. Day Three: Float you fucken cat. Float goddamn you. Pleaaase float.

Dreams Fade
So Ive been a little depressed lately and until today I didnt know why. Then it hit me. Im turning 27 this year and havent really done anything with my life. I mean Ive got a job and a house and two great kids but i feel like I havent accomplished anything. I guess Ive realized that the dreams I had when I was younger are far beyond my reach now and its really affecting me. i dont know why this is all in my head all of a sudden but I wish it would get out! I'm hoping that writing this all down will help. Does anyone else feel like they havent accomplished anything that they have wanted to in life?

"hear What People Have To Say."
"Hear What People Have To Say." Answer This And Send It Back To Me. Post It On Ur Bulletin Without The Answers. You Might Be Surprised With The Results. Y = Yes N = No M = Maybe Would You? [_] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [_] Slap Me? [_] Kiss Me? [_] Let Me Kiss You? [_] Watch A Movie With Me? [_] Take Me Out To Dinner? [_] Take A Shower With Me? [_] Take Me Home For The Night? [_] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [_] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [_] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [_] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [_] Tickle Me? [_] Let Me Tickle You? [_] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down? [_] Instant Message Me? [_] Greet Me In Public? [_] Hang Out With Me? [_] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You... [_] Think I'm Cute? [_] Want To Kiss Me? [_] Want To Cuddle With Me? [_] Want To Hook Up With Me? Am I... [_] Smart? [_] Cute? [_] Funny? [_] Cool? [_] Loveable? [_] Adorable? [_] Great To Be With?

Full Moon (some Adult Chatter)
What is wrong with men on a full moon? Why do they want to shed their clothes and chase you around naked---beating their body parts against your forehead? Why can't you just take no for an answer? I love sex as much as the next girl but sometimes I need a night off. So, put your clothes back on or lay down and watch a porn and make love to Mr. hand!!

What's In A Song?
Was talking with a very close friend the other night and was trying to explain why I said I was patient. This song really does explain it well. Innocent Man by Billy Joel Some people stay far away from the door If there's a chance of it opening up They hear a voice in the hall outside And hope that it just passes by Some people live with the fear of a touch And the anger of having been a fool They will not listen to anyone So nobody tells them a lie I know you're only protecting yourself I know you're thinking of somebody else Someone who hurt you But i'm not above Making up for the love You've been denying you could ever feel I'm not above doing anything To restore your faith if i can Some people see through the eyes of the old Before they ever get a look at the young I'm only willing to hear you cry Because i am an innocent man I am an innocent man Oh yes i am Some people say they will never believe Another promise they hear in the dark Because t

Haha.
Ima geekburger. Just ask anyone. So like i havent felt good the last few days, so i havent eaten anything, at all. Or drank anything but water. So today i felt great. Except some pain in my lower tummy and ass. So today ive eaten the worst and wierdest combos of food. Bananas covered in strawberry jelly. Chicken salad covered in ketchup. And bacon covered in chocolate syrup lmfao. Then for dinner i ate mustard and dorritos on bread. And i ate chocolate peanut butter candy kisses! And i hate candy, but i wanted em lmao. And now im eating honey roasted peanuts lmfao. Im strange man. And no before you even ask. I am not pregnant. Lol ive already been asked that. I love you kimmerrrrrs < 3

Smoked Salmon Sushi Roll
Why go out and buy expensive sushi when you can make it right at home? This simple dish is made from steamed rice, with avocado, cucumber and smoked salmon all wrapped up in dried seaweed. It might take awhile to learn how to make a perfect roll, but you'll have fun trying! Add wasabi (Japanese horseradish) for a good kick!" Original recipe yield: 6 servings PREP TIME 30 Min READY IN 5 Hrs INGREDIENTS * 2 cups Japanese sushi rice * 6 tablespoons rice wine vinegar * 6 sheets nori (dry seaweed) * 1 avocado - peeled, pitted and sliced * 1 cucumber, peeled and sliced * 8 ounces smoked salmon, cut into long strips * 2 tablespoons wasabi paste DIRECTIONS 1. Soak rice for 4 hours. Drain rice and cook in a rice cooker with 2 cups of water. Rice must be slightly dry as vinegar will be added later. 2. Immediately after rice is cooked, mix in 6 tablespoons rice vinegar to the hot rice. Spread rice on a plate until completely cool. 3. P

Linguine With Seafood And Sundried Tomatoes
Tender whole scallops and shrimp get a quick saute in hot, garlicky olive oil and butter before taking a brief clam juice simmer. Toss with hot pasta, bright strips of sun dried tomatoes and tangy bits of lemon zest for a refreshing entree or appetizer." Original recipe yield: 4 servings INGREDIENTS * 1 pound linguine pasta * 1/2 cup olive oil * 1/2 cup butter * 4 cloves garlic, minced * 1 pound bay scallops * 1 pound medium shrimp - peeled and deveined * 1 (8 ounce) jar clam juice * 1/3 cup chopped sun-dried tomatoes * 1/4 cup chopped fresh parsley * 2 1/2 teaspoons lemon zest * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon crushed red pepper flakes DIRECTIONS 1. Bring a large pot of lightly salted water to a boil. Add pasta and cook for 8 to 10 minutes or until al dente; drain. 2. In a large skillet add the olive oil and butter. Heat until butter is melted. Add the garlic and saute until tender. 3. Add the scallops

Smoked Salmon Cheesecake
A smoked salmon cream cheese mixture is baked in a springform pan just like a cheesecake and served at room temperature." Original recipe yield: 12 servings PREP TIME 30 Min COOK TIME 2 Hrs 40 Min READY IN 3 Hrs 10 Min INGREDIENTS * 2 tablespoons grated Parmesan cheese * 2 tablespoons fine dry bread crumbs * 3 tablespoons butter * 1 cup chopped onion * 1 cup chopped green bell pepper * 28 ounces cream cheese, softened * 4 egg * 1/3 cup heavy cream * 1/2 pound smoked salmon, chopped * 1/2 cup shredded Swiss cheese * 3 tablespoons grated Parmesan cheese * salt and pepper to taste DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). 2. Lightly butter an 8 inch springform pan. Mix 2 tablespoons Parmesan cheese with the breadcrumbs. Sprinkle this mixture into the pan; turn and tap pan to coat inside of pan. Wrap a large piece of foil underneath and up the sides of the pan. Be careful not to tear an

Someone Tell Me What This Jumble Means!!?!
A man sits alone, looking into a mirror of life and time... Seeing what was, what has gone, and what may never be again... Trying to hold on, trying to feel all is not despair... Looking for an answer to the pain, a solution to the problem, a decision on ones's future... Trying to call out to love, silently crying in pain... To need not to ask, not to want, but truly need! What has happened? Where is the expression? Is it that hard to see death, to recognize it in it's early stage? Or does no one want to commit to loving... Fully, without a guarantee? Alone a man sits... tales of love pass on by. No love entering his hollow corpse... Perhaps love knocks at the door, but true love is needed. A love that enters without being asked to come in. A love, true and pure, unadulterated by it's own fears of rejection and loss. This man sits alone and empty, praying for the pain to be no more... If only love would be true and there when one ne

Facing Demons
There comes a time in every person's life when they have to face what they fear the most. Most of this time, it is the fear of the unkown that terrifies us the most. That thing which we have never encountered or had to deal with, you know that one thing you have been running from since that first moment you knew it was coming. The time has come my friends, to step out and put your foot down onto that soil which you fear the most. Don't think about that pit of quicksand that is ready and willing to take you down at a moment's notice. Think instead of the white dove that has been released from it's cave awaiting your order to send the message that you are ready for the journey ahead. How is it since the dawn of time that man has been so afraid of that thing that goes bump in the night? We are taught to fear the darkness and seek the light. True the light is that of saving grace and the darkness you ask, is that which has been sent from the deeps of hell to come for your soul. Be not afra

One Of My Investigation In A Graveyard
There are some orb's and unusual manifestation in the picture of my husband Now tell me what you think of the pictures ??? and yes I have more of them. *(Click on the picture to really see them good)*

Something Has To Give
I'm sick of being sick Current mood: crappy It seems like for the last month I've had a black cloud hanging over my head. Every week its something new. I'm beginning to think I just have bad luck. It all started about a month ago when I ended up with yet another infected cyst. This one turned into cellulitis and it hurt like hell, but what hurt even more was the injection of antibiotics that left me feeling like I had been kicked in the back by a horse for 2 weeks, plus the script for more antibiotics and some vicodin. Before I even started feeling better, i get an infection from the antibiotics(if youre a woman you probably know what I'm talking about) so i have to take a pill for that, but had to wait until I finished all the other meds...NOT FUN TIMES! SO next comes me waking up one day feeling like im pissing razor blades...woohoo more antibiotics!! By now you would think I'd be the healthiest bitch in the world with all these damn antibiotics in my system, but NO, thats

This Is My First Blog
so yeah... this is my first blog. i kinda lost all my friends when my ex broke up with me and they all sided with her, so i figured this was a good place to start over. i guess thats good enough for a first blog. ok peace

How I Would Please My Girl....
I might want to start kissing you as I lay beside you, moving one my hands, up your shirt and to your breast, grabbing, squeezing, massaging it, moving it around it circles. As I kiss you, I begin to kiss you all over your neck, rubbing small circles on your neck with my tongue, then begin kissing your ears and biting down on your cartilage. Then I take off your shirt and move my mouth over your breast kissing all over it and taking my tongue rubbing it, spiraling up to your nipple. I kiss your nipple, then place my mouth over it, sucking on it, soft at first, then sucking harder and harder. I then take my tongue and begin flickering it over your nipple really fast while, Im squeezing and rubbing your other breast. I move over to the other breast, kissing my way over softly, and begin to suck on the other one. As I suck on your nipple, flickering it fast with my tongue, I slowly slide my hand down your stomach, down your waist, and into your pants. I take my hand and rub it in circles

This Is To Each And Every One Of You
You have all touched me in some special way work has been kicking my butt its holiday time and I dont get to leave comments like I want to I used to be able to leave one to everybody 1 time a week and a few more to my family so here is something for you all hoping you have a wonderful week. Love kisses and hugs Chelle Xmas Flash / Graphic for MySpace

A New Story Enjoy It's Called The Beach
The drive is long the roads windey I stop for a drink, the bar is full people all around, the rain had made for a chilly eve, I notice you from across the bar we seem to connect some how like the flame flickering together with the bright candle. Seems like forever before you make your way around to my side of the bar my hormones twitching to meet up with you .you tell the bartender to pour the lady another glass of wine smiling as you look deep into my eyes. The gaze entrances me and your voice intoxicates me more than the wine my mind wanders wanting to get to know you better . Coming closer your eyes search me kind of questioning me then you speak what brings you out for a drive on a cold night like tonight? Answering you with a sly smile I tell you I'm heading for the beach I have rented a beach house for the weekend. Leaning closer you whisper "are you all alone for the weekend".. My response is a wink and a kiss on the cheek. With that you motion to the

Poem
u always thought i was mean but u havent seen nothing yet the pain u will feel in the end i'll have u to where u cant scream everywhich way u turn u will see my face the sweetness in my touch is what ur body will yearn but all u get is darkness from my eyes its nothing but u, u that i despise i want u to feel the hurt and pain that ive felt for so many years u will never make it out alive remember this is my domain to feel the razors running down ur back gives me deep sweet pleasure the sounds of ur screams but this hatred wont crack im only giving u a touch of my pain ur body can only handle so much but i want u to feel it all, all in just one touch no one can hear ur screams my pleasure is ur pain so just remember before its over i already told u this is my domain written by:sassy redhead

Forever
F.........Friends R.........Responsible I..........Intelligent E.........Exciting to be Around N.........Nice Always D.........Dependable S.........Smiles a Lot F.........Friendly Personality O.........Outstanding R.........Really Great Memories E.........Excellent Listener V.........Very Kind E.........Enjoyable R.........Remember our friendship

This, That And Whatnot... A Book Of Poetry By P, A. Hickman
The Mage’s Power In the realms of fantasy Your heart bespeaks to mine, And whispers of sweet and wondrous things That lifts my soul to thine. Visions of mystic mysteries Unveil my clouded eyes, And the world I see – Is the most magical place Because your love is mine. Our souls create the Mage’s Power That takes us far away And all because our hearts are one – Love’s majesty is here to stay… Within this wonderful fayish land – We’ll walk forever, hand in hand. Courtesy of MsTags.com P. A. Hickman ®© 09/31/91All Rights Reserved *** The Garden of You My heart cries... “Don’t go!” My soul mourns... “Too soon!” My arms reach out... “Come back!” Yet, When I focus on you, Truly, the essence of you... I find a garden of hope - In the flowers of your smiles- Glimmering brightly. In the well-spring of your caring- Giving strength. In the shade of your loving heart-tree- Quietly comforting. In the rays of your shimmering soul-

Time To Change
awww i cant believe that its finally fall. i walked outside a few moments ago and you could just sniff the autum in the air. the burning leaves, fire places and not to mention that wonderful cool breeze thats blowing through. i think its just completly perfect. dont change a thing and plz stay forever. no winter, no spring, and ABSOLUTLY NO SUMMER! its too hot, to muggy, and not one damn cute thing for a thick girl to wear. give me jeans and sweaters or tanks and skirts any day. if im crazy so be it but hey im intitled to my opinion like ever other asshole lol. anyways i just had to get it all out. pretty soon the jackets and gloves will be out and then back to thick girls gone ugly for summer ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Are You 1?
Send This To All Ur Friends, And Me If I Am 1. If U Get 7 Back U R Loved 1-3 u r a bad friend 4-6 u r a ok friend 7-9 u r a good friend 10-& ^ u r a great friend Dear Friend, When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . ! I dont promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop...... but I can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone..... call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call...... and there is no answer..... come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. ____0000000000______0000000000_____ __000________000__000________000___ _000___________0000___________000__ 000_____________00_____________000_ 000____________________________000_ 000___________THANKS__________000_ _000____________FOR___________000__ __000__________BEING_________000___ ___000__________MY_________000____ _____000______FRIEND____

What English Speaking Country Are You?
You Belong in the USA Sweet! People either love you or hate you And you really don't care what anyone thinks Big and bold, you do things your way What English Speaking Country Are You?

How's Your Body Image?
Your Body Image is 68% Unhealthy, 32% Healthy Your negative body image is borderline serious. It could turn into an eating disorder or psychological problem. Perhaps you're just having a bad day. But maybe you need to think about getting help for your problem. How's Your Body Image?

What Year Do You Belong In?
You Belong in 1971 If you scored... 1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in! 1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too. 1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all! 1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day. 1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good! What Year Do You Belong In?

"i Want To Fight, I Want To Fight, I Want To Prove I Am Right"
Dead inside dead to you dead to the world tortured by your words killed by your lies who the fuck are you to take my heart crushed at your will this empty husk aching inside why can't I die and let this subside why do I have to be a fucking plaything left in this world only meaning is pain leave me to decay looking to be whats inside

Hey People
Well, some of u have asked when I was going to , or if I was going to post any blogs. The answer is yes, but right now if you want to read them so bad go to http://www.myspace.com/the__apostle These were written as a way of stress relief, class assignments, and just cause i like to write. Leave a comment on here or the other place if u want, I have a TEFLON back, so things tend to role off quite easily.

Pissed
hey im a lil upset at the moment cause me, my girlfriend her friend and my friend all went out to dinner and then a movie and my girlfriend was on the phone the hole time we were at dinner and she was talking to some guy that is 26 and shes only 15 and he thinks that shes 17 and she hasnt told him the truth and he wont stop callin her baby and hunny and shit like that and its starting to piss me off so if anyone knows how i feel please send me a message so we can talk i dont think im going to bed tonight

How Shy Are You?
You Are 44% Shy Although you live a pretty normal life, you tend to be a fairly shy person. Many situations make you feel uncomfortable, and you sometimes find your shyness hindering your life. How Shy Are You?

The Feelings Will Always Be There
The feelings for each of you will remain in my heart forever long after we part each one of you are very precious to me and have a special place in my heart if i lived 100000 years i could not tell you enough how much i love each one of you as friends i may not have the most friends on here but i sure have the best

What Song Should You Strip To?
Your Stripper Song Is Dirrty by Christina Aguelera "Too dirrty to clean my act up If you ain't dirrty You ain't here to party" You're so dirty, you make Christina look clean. What Song Should You Strip To?

Are You More Cat Or Dog?
You Are: 30% Dog, 70% Cat You and cats have a lot in common. You're both smart and in charge - with a good amount of attitude. However, you do have a very playful side that occasionally comes out! Are You More Cat or Dog?

Baked Seafood Au Gratin
This was my Mom's favorite seafood recipe, she is now 88, I am 60 and this is my all time favorite seafood recipe also. I have had guests, who, when invited to dinner, specifically request this to be served." Original recipe yield: 8 servings PREP TIME 20 Min COOK TIME 1 Hr READY IN 1 Hr 20 Min INGREDIENTS * 1 onion, chopped * 1 green bell pepper, chopped * 1 cup butter, divided * 1 cup all-purpose flour, divided * 1 pound fresh crabmeat * 4 cups water * 1 pound fresh shrimp, peeled and deveined * 1/2 pound small scallops * 1/2 pound flounder fillets * 3 cups milk * 1 cup shredded sharp Cheddar cheese * 1 tablespoon distilled white vinegar * 1 teaspoon Worcestershire sauce * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1 pinch ground black pepper * 1 dash hot pepper sauce * 1/2 cup grated Parmesan cheese DIRECTIONS 1. In a heavy skillet, saute the onion and the pepper in 1/2 cup of butter. Cook until

Fear Of What Could Be?? Not Any Fucking More.
Aight haha... I was scared that his new gurl would be prettier, skinnier and better then me... Then I saw a pic and I'm like hehe.. What the fuck.. He decided to down grade. I don't even care anymore.... Afta that dramatizing shit I am so over him period. Anyways... I came to this conclusion... ACtually I have always had it but I let it down for one time and got fucked over... Don't let them stay long enough to get attached... Two weeks is my limit most generally. P.s. Now he thinks Im ugly... Its terrible.

Seafood Lasagna I
A different twist on lasagna for the seafood lover. Great served with garlic bread." Original recipe yield: 8 servings PREP TIME 5 Min COOK TIME 1 Hr 5 Min READY IN 1 Hr 10 Min INGREDIENTS * 1 (16 ounce) package lasagna noodles * 1 pound cooked salad shrimp * 1 pound fresh crab meat * 3 tablespoons butter * 3 tablespoons all-purpose flour * 3 cups milk * 1 cup grated Parmesan cheese * 5 cups shredded mozzarella cheese DIRECTIONS 1. Cook lasagna noodles in a large pot of boiling salted water until al dente. Drain well. 2. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). 3. In a medium size saucepan over medium heat melt butter or margarine, stir in flour and let flour brown slightly. Stir in milk, stirring constantly until sauce thickens. Add the parmesan cheese to the sauce and stir well. 4. In a 9x13 baking pan spread a thin layer of white sauce, followed by a layer of cooked lasagna noodles. Place 1/4 of the shri

Seafood Salad Supreme
Shrimp and crabmeat, mixed with seashell pasta, red pepper, and mozzarella cheese, to form a delicious salad that everyone will enjoy." Original recipe yield: 8 servings PREP TIME 30 Min READY IN 30 Min INGREDIENTS * 1 tablespoon butter * 1 pound fresh shrimp, peeled and deveined * 1 pound crabmeat * 1 (8 ounce) package seashell pasta * 2 strips celery, sliced * 1 red bell pepper, chopped * 1 green onion, thinly sliced * 1 cup shredded mozzarella cheese * 1/4 cup slivered, toasted almonds * 1 cup mayonnaise * 3 tablespoons fresh lemon juice * 2 tablespoons chopped fresh parsley * 1/2 teaspoon Old Bay Seasoning TM DIRECTIONS 1. In a large skillet, melt the butter over medium heat and saute shrimp until pink. Add crabmeat and cook one more minute or until heated through. Set aside. 2. Bring a large pot of lightly salted water to a boil. Add pasta and cook for 8 to 10 minutes or until al dente; drain.

Cod Au Gratin
Flaked cod is layered with white sauce, and sprinkled with Cheddar cheese before being baked in this simple casserole." Original recipe yield: 6 servings PREP TIME 20 Min COOK TIME 25 Min READY IN 45 Min INGREDIENTS * 2 pounds cod fillets * 3 tablespoons margarine * 6 tablespoons all-purpose flour * 2 cups milk * salt and ground black pepper to taste * 1 1/2 cups shredded Cheddar cheese DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Grease an 8x 12 inch baking dish. Bring a large pot of lightly salted water to a boil. Add cod fillets and cook for 4 to 6 minutes; drain. 2. Melt margarine in a medium saucepan. Remove from heat and mix in the flour and milk. Return to stove over medium heat, and stir until thickened. Season with salt and pepper. 3. Flake fish into baking dish, alternating layers with sauce. Sprinkle top with shredded cheese. 4. Bake in preheated oven for 20 to 25 minutes, or until cheese is brow

New Lounge!!!!!!!!
HEY YA'LL. SEVERAL OF YOU GUYS KNOW ME FROM YAHOO CHAT. I HAVE CREATED A NEW LOUNGE HERE ON LC, SO COME STOP BY AND JOIN. ITS CALLED BBW WIDE OPEN. http://lostcherry.com/lounge.php?l=3442# STOP BY, BECOME A MEMBER HANG OUT AND LETS HAVE SOME FUN. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO ADD THIS TO A BULLETIN OR REPOST IN YOUR OWN BLOGS.

Bush Fires
In Australia we have an early bushfire season which is due to the early heat down under but these people who deliberately light fires shit the life out of me. Eg yeaterday we had a southerly change come in at 12pm afternoon after reaching 32 degrees & some idiot was burning off in southerly winds starting a major fire in Sydneys nothern suburbs which was luckily under control by this morning i can,t believe some ppl dont they listen to the warnings NO most fires are deliberatly lit which is sickening as they get a kick out of people suffering losing homes, pets whatever else its sad. We are in the biggst drought in australia for 6 years now & people still dont learn, we are not in Summer yet so goid knows what it will be like. Oh well hope you & Me have a safe fire season not looking forward to it at all. The fines here are not big enough should be tougher.

"you're Such A Comfortable Liar"
does anyone actually read my dribble...i know its always blah blah blah...I know you've got to be thinking shut the fuck up you whiny lil bitch don't go away the sun will set ending the day don't go away the night will come i will lose my way don't go away the light recedes I'll never survive don't go away for tomorrow you make me strive don't go away leaving me here alone and crying don't go away lost in the night broken and dying

Miss & Love You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There is so much I would love to say and ask of you,But I get so worked up and depressed I don't know what to do. I wonder if you're safe and warm,I still wait patiently for you to call or even come home. As we were growing up we always fought,But you were my smart and beautiful sister I always thought. Not just my sister but also my best friend,If I had any problems on you I would always depend. But now you are gone but will always be in my heart,As far as I'm concerned we will never be apart. One day we will meet again in heaven up above,Then I can hug and hold you and show you all my love. I miss you so much Tee,I know this you can see,I can't wait to see you again that's just how it should be!!!! I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER!!!! YOUR BABY SISTER ELAINE XOXOXOXOXOXO

Loving You Madly
Loving you madly will be forever. I see the ocean in your eyes when we're together. There are no boundaries. There are no limits. My heart has been embraced now that you're in it. Hold me closer to your dreams. Closer to your fears. Close to hear your laughter. Hold me when you're close to tears. Time passes by, seconds into minutes. Every field and flower fades but love is infinite. There are no boundaries. There are no limits. My heart's a bigger place now that you're in it. Hold me closer to your dreams. Closer to your fears. Close to hear your laughter. Hold me when you're close to tears. I wanna be the one you tell your secrets to. All I want is to be closer. Closer to you. How tight can you hold me? How long can we stay awake? How hard can we laugh? How much love can we make? Hold me close to your dreams. Closer to your fears. Close to hear your laughter. Hold me when you're close to tears. I wanna be the one you tell your secrets to. All I want

Art And Other Stuff I Don't Really Understand
Let it be known that art often confuses me. But there are some pieces, some artists that make me forget about being confused and manage to touch me. Not in a way that would make me go "Um... why are you touching those?" but rather in a way that makes me stop acting like a retard for a minute or two. Please to be visiting this one broad/artist. She is gifted.

Updating Photos (hopefully) Of Some Bluegrass
Hey People, just wanted to say hi, and to let you guys know, that I am going to try and download some pics of a benefit show that was held for my uncle last night here in WV. My Uncle Barry was paralyzed about 5 months ago due to being electricuted. He plays Banjo and he has some songs on songramp.com. I don't know how many people like bluegrass, but my entire family plays. Theres a group on there thats called 2nd Generation, and they are sons of former Bluegrassers, and yes they are related to me. I'm super proud of all of them. My uncle still has good faith that God will make him walk again. His hand was damaged as well but the doctors fixed that for him, which he was more grateful for than having his legs. So if you all don't mind to check them out that would be great. I just hope they will download on here, if not I'll get them smaller. Oh yeah, they raised $3000.00 for him to help build him a wheelchair accesible home. Ain't that wonderful??? Ya'll have a wonderful night and take

Sexual Matters!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just thinkin of you puts a smile on my face,and when I see you I feel all warm inside.As you approach me and wrap your arms around me with your warm embrace,it sends chills up & down my spine.We walk into my room & you close the door behind us.You start to kiss my lips & my neck as you slowly take off my nightgown.Your warm hands carressin my body rubbin up my back as you gently lay me down onto the bed.Gently carressin my breasts as you lick on my nipple.You place your mouth on them & begin to suck them as you're rubbin up my inner thigh.You rub two fingers between my wet ass pussy & suck my juices off your fingers.Now you start kissin my stomache you work your way down to my spot.you get between my legs & wrap your arms around my thighs as you begin to lick my pussy.Your tongue hits my clit & it's a feelin out of this world.You begin to suck on my clit as you have two fingers goin in & out of me.At a slow pace makin sure i'm enjoyin every bit of it.You continue to do so until you see

Technical Itch @ The Comfort Zone
Promoter: Abstract DNB Date & Time: Saturday, November 4, 2006 - 10:00pm to 5:00am Lineup: Technical Itch [ Penetration | Tech Freaks | U.K. ] Capital J [ Wikkid Recs | CAN ] Mystical Influence [ Vinyl Syndicate | CAN ] D-Syfa [ Impure | Abstract | Theory | Dubplate Special | GME | CAN ] Hosted By... MC JD [ Dubplate Special | CAN ] Venue: Comfort Zone, 480 Spadina Ave. Map It Location: Toronto, Ontario, Canada Info: http://www.abstractdnb.com Admission: $20 before 11:30 // $25 after Music: Jungle Extras: Licensed Area, Concessions, All Ages, 500 Capacity, 1 Room(s), Special/Rave

Destiny666: Freakout!
Promoter: Destiny Date & Time: Saturday, October 28, 2006 - 9:00pm to ? Lineup: The JUNGLE dance cave presented by Destiny & Projek: Goldie (Metalheadz, WoDB UK ) Dj SS (Formation Records, WoDB, UK) Red One (Ram Records, Circle UK) Mc Tali (Full Cycle, WoDB UK) Capital J Mystical Influence Marcus Visionary Everfresh Ryan Ruckus vs Crash (Birthday Boy!) MC Caddy Cad MC JD MC Trajady Terrifying TRANCE, haunted HOUSE & freakyTECHNO: Astral Projection (Trust in Trance, Coast II Coast, Tel Aviv, Israel) Preach – (Relic Canadian Tour, djpreach.com, Montreal) Knowledge (columnsofknowledge.com, Subliminal Intuition, CT-USA) Jelo OS/2 Dekoze Walter Rosati NuEra Rex Manning PurePhunk BREAKS the bones ROOMHosted by Purephunk Recordings & The Latest Entertainment Group: Czech – (Damndjs.com, Vancouver, CAN) Myagi *Live* (PurePhunk, West, Splank, CAN) D-Monic Red Turtle DJ Tasc Wendy Law Filthy Evil yet still HAPPY HARDCORE presented by GOODFELAS:

Here Is Some More!
ok well since my opinion supposedly doesn't matter, well at least that is the fact even though supposedly we all have a voice. Alright, I am just going to ramble about shit so please work with me on this. The government! What a fucking joke! Yea we probably do a lot better then most countries but you know what it is said when our president can't pronounce anything right. I am sorry but come on can we say HOOKED ON PHONICS. One of the most loved news reporters died of cancer about 1-2 years ago and the head of our country can't even say the guys name right but he is just hurt by his loss, and yet we have innocent parents and children over seas dying and for what reason. Apparently there were no weapons of mass destruction ok but maybe just a mass of weapons. So umm can anyone out there tell me that everything that this fucking president is doing is for the best of this country. The worse part to having politics is that somehow it alls boils down to religion, and yet the last I checked r

In Time..
In time I will find my place in this world. Sometimes the humdrum of life seems so unfullfilling. Sometimes life is harsh and cold. I take a look around and sometimes I wonder how it got to be this way, and then I simply remember. In time I suppose I will feel more alive, maybe someday I'll learn to live my life. In time, perhaps I will find meaning, someday, somewhere, somehow.

Fast Forward
Promoter: Future Sound & Nocturnal Commissions Date & Time: Saturday, October 14, 2006 - 10:00pm to 6:00am Lineup: Jungle Room: Nicky Blackmarket ( London, UK ) MC Skibadee ( London, UK ) MC Shabba ( London, UK) Mystical Influence Crash Prime & Frankie Gunns Animal Slip N Slide Kaiser & Mighty Joe Carnage MCs: Caddy Cad Scarbred Lugah D Nub Frequency Hardcore Room: Anabolic Frolic ( Hullabaloo ) Awesome By Association Frisky vs Tranzit Scoots vs EnD Dynamic vs George (WSR) S-Capade vs Xphox Lou Cabrasi vs Leela Lucy Ford vs Scartat MCs: FlyBry Everybodies Daddy Weitom Venue: Docks, The, 11 Polson St. Map It Location: Toronto, Ontario, Canada Info: 416 330 INFO http://www.futuresound.ca Admission: $20 EARLYBIRD // $30 ADVANCE Music: Hardcore, Jungle Extras: Licensed Area, Concessions, All Ages, 99999 Capacity, 2 Room(s), Special/Rave

Special One!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have never met anybody that makes me feel the way u do.You make me feel so special as if i'm your queen and you my king.You hold me in your strong arms so gently,but yet firm enough as if you never wanna let go of me.Your kisses are so passionate with your soft and juicey lips.When you make love to me we both wish it never has to end,but we know no matter what it definately will happen again.When we are finished you really don't wanna leave,but we both know that's the way it has to be.Once you leave you are all I think of.I can't seem to get you off my mind.I often say to myself "DAMN HE IS DEFINATELY ONE OF A KIND"!!Whether or not you know,you hold the key to my heart.Deep down inside I know you are mine.Even though it can't be the way we both would like for it to be at this point and time.We never know what could happen.One day it may be a very good possibility.Me being yours and you being mine."MY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND,MY ONE OF A KIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Sat Night Part 3!!
Part 3 was part comedy and concerts Let me explain something.. IN my 38 years on this planet.. I've never witnessed anything of this magnitude.. I've never seen a singer so disrespctful to an audience in my life. ok.. that one guy at the vogue.. but anyways.. lol dj shonuff and dj flo.. named chagnged to protect the "silly minded". also.. keep in mind the singer is like 50 somehting. So in his feeble attempt to "blend" and or.. make us feel welcome.. We were privy to his "cough" song stylings in the key of g! I had to see this moldy guy.. named.. slick or something.. the dj's cousin.. He sang about "downlow" on women to a room full of Sorority women and their daughters.. The look that they were going to beat him up was priceless.. How low is your down low? Really now.. what would possess a 50 yr old lounge singer to do that? Let alone... Old gangstas need gangsta luv.. we really do! Baby.. when I put the heat on the table..

I Feel Personally Attacked!
we are supose to be one big happy family, kim i feel for ya, babe really i do, and the ppl on my list i will explain to all that reads the reason i have a problem with miss cherry, she accused me of relinking one of her bulletins to evo radio, i did not! all i did was repost some stuff for evo, at the time the station had split and we started Temptation~X~Radio, i wanted to show that i had no problem with them, ROCK ON really, but now that Temptation is getting their name out, we are serious attack, infact, myself, inferno, Erotica, and Tweek have been under yahoo attack for the past 2 hours, by Biz-zar radio, who ever that is, so if anyone can get this back to Miss Cherry i would appreciate it, I had Fat Sonny pissed at me, we got that hashed i have never come to you asking you for anything, i have never attempted to contact you, in an attempt to degrade you, and the personal attacks that i recieved where unwarranted. back when all the family shit blew up, i went straight to shylo he

Sick
I feel sick with sadness, a real pain that wont subside. I feel i've lost somthing already, killing every thing inside. My body rots slowly from the inside out, im filled with agony, for all i have lost, of this there is no doubt though nothing is gone it has all fallen apart and taking down inside it's grasp are many large peices of my heart.

My Dream Man
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, He said...no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever...and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said... You're not pretty you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die... SO NOW I WILL SAY: I like you because of who you are to me..A true friend. Remember: A good friend will come bail you out of jail.... But a true friend will be sitting next to you saying .. WE screwed up, but we had fun! " Proud to be your Friend! Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence, and don't skip ahead. I've learned...that life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes. I've learned...that we shou

Evil Monkey Productions.....
I posted a few videos on my front page. If you watch them, please leave comments here. They are viral videos that I put my own special "Evil Monkey Touch" on and put them out for people to laugh at. Yes that is me doing the foolish voices for the monkeys. If you find any strange monkey videos out there let me know so I can play with them too.

Leaving Soon
Its been on my mind as of last that thing got out of hand and certain curcumstances arise that i guess cant see myself doing it anymore so i think this week if my last for me here nice gettin to know u ppl and if u like to get in contact with me im on yahoo romancing_andrew@yahoo.com hit me up sorry it had to end this way.....

Sex!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well I'm a pretty open minded person.Very much a freak at that.Basically I would try something at least once and if I like it more than likely I will most definately do it again.I do have one don't that I will not participate in and that is anything that consists of another female being involved.I just have this thing that I can't do anything wit someone that has the same things I got.Besides I would be all you would need. As far as my do's go,like I said i'm a freak and pretty open minded.I love sex and just bout all that comes wit it.So yes I do like oral sex it gives me more pleasure to know he's being pleased.Just watching his reaction to it is a huge turn on .The way he grips onto the sheet pulling it off the mattress moaning and groaning cuz the feeling is so good.Even more when I feel his body jumping and twitching,see his legs stiffen straight out with his toes beginning to curl up on him.Wow wut A wonderful feeling I get when I know i'm definately handling mine. Now

Steeping Into My Mind......
OK.... Why the name "The Evil Monkey King?" That is actually quite easy.... First off it is NOT a rip-off from "The Family Guy." I should sue them for strealing it from me. I know Seth Green drugged me with a laced banana and stole it with the help of the Underwear Gnomes. The real genuis of the name comes from the old saying "Hear no evil, See no evil, Speak no evil.... Have no fun." I always saw the last monkey as an Evil Monkey. At an early age, I adopted that phrase. I did anything I thought i could get away with (But that didn't always work LOL). My mother knew I loved that saying so she would sometimes call me an Evil Little Monkley. From there, the name just grew. I think when I hit puberty and found a stack of magazines and movies buried in my parents closet, I became "The Evil Monkey King." I think all guys become Evil Monkeys when their balls drop. It's like a "Right of Passage" thing. Well that's that for this. Until later...... DON'T STEAL MY BANAN

Keep Up The Pace
im completely exhausted tonight. i was supposed to go visit nikki cuz she flew in from seattle but i had to work. we don't have enough employees. it was so busy and i worked with out stopping intell 530. i didnt have too many issues with the register, but at the end when we did shift change i had a hell of a time. i was so tired and passing out from not eating and not sitting down. alot of numbers didnt match up and such, but the person who was there helping me said she'd try and figure out what was wrong. *sigh* don't know i can keep doing this, but atleast the week isn't so busy. i just got so disorganized and thrown off guard and overwelmed. i went for a walk tonight to try and clear my mind. started crying a little bit, not sure if it was from stress or thinking of ravyn or both. doreen is going to try and find someone with a windows cd i can use to reinstall it on the computer in my room so it works properly, my computer always says it has no memory and wont let me defrag. so

Consuming
this hurt surrounds me, like wild water it drownds me, consuming my mind alive. This pain it breaks me, Like fire it takes me, consuming land both far and wide. This confusion it spins me, like a prize it wins me, Consuming the hope within me. These things i fight, all through the night, consiming the water that wants to take me. These things i fight, all through the light, consuming the flame that wishes to break me. These things i fight, all through my life, this time you will not take me.

The Passing
You left us here in a cloud of tears, The hurt, so unbeleivably strong. Our hearts are heavy with grief and pain, As we try to accept the fact you are gone. It all happened much to quickly, It's so hard to comprehend. The way things happen the way they do, Or what maybe could have been. You've left you mark among us here, A part of you continues to grow. The best part of you can still be seen and heard, In Danny, Devon, and in Cole. Because of the tremendous love you had, Five more were added to your ring. Kelly, Jordan, Zach, Sianne and I are now family. Our time with you was much to short, We hadn't learned all about you yet. But rest assured, We'll know everything, Family will never let us forget. So level-headed strong and sure, Never afraid to take a chance. Always able to laugh, to joke, To help us smile when we think we can't. Everyone has special memories of you, Most happy bu

Runaway Train
Call you up in the middle of the night Like a firefly without a light You were there like a slow torch burning I was a key that could use a little turning So tired that I couldn't even sleep So many secrets I couldn't keep Promised myself I wouldn't weep One more promise I couldn't keep It seems no one can help me now I'm in too deep There's no way out This time I have really led myself astray Runaway train never going back Wrong way on a one way track Seems like I should be getting somewhere Somehow I'm neither here no there Can you help me remember how to smile Make it somehow all seem worthwhile How on earth did I get so jaded Life's mystery seems so faded I can go where no one else can go I know what no one else knows Here I am just drownin' in the rain With a ticket for a runaway train Everything is cut and dry Day and night, earth and sky Somehow I just don't believe it Runaway train never going back Wrong way on a one way track Seems

Mathematics
Mathematics From a strictly mathematical viewpoint it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R- K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that, while Hard work and Know

For My Friends, Family And Fans
I just wanted to say thank you to all of you for the wonderful well wishes you all sent me during my recovery and the blessings for the surgery to go well. I greatly appreciate how fantastic you all are. I just thought I would let you all know that you were not forgotten and how much you all mean to me. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being such great people and so thoughtful. It means everything to me.

Sotd - Call Me When You're Sober
by Evanescence Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself. Can't keep believing, We're only deceiving ourselves . And I'm sick of the lie, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Couldn't take the blame. Sick with shame. Must be exhausting to lose your own game. Selfishly hated, No wonder you're jaded. You can't play the victim this time, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. You never call me when you're sober. You only want it cause it's over, It's over. How could I have burned paradise? How could I - you were never mine. So don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. Don't lie to me, Just get your thin

What Is A Headache
Not tonight, Adam After a few days, the Lord called to Adam and said, "It is time for you and Eve to begin the process of populating the earth, so I want you to kiss her." Adam answered, "Yes, Lord, but what is a 'kiss'?" The Lord gave a brief description to Adam, who then took Eve by the hand and led her to a nearby bush. A few minutes later, Adam emerged and said, "Thank you, Lord. That was enjoyable." And the Lord replied, "Yes, Adam, I thought you might enjoy that. Now I'd like you to caress Eve." And Adam said, "What is 'caress'?" So the Lord again gave Adam a brief description and Adam went behind the bush with Eve. Quite a few minutes later, Adam returned, smiling, and said, "Lord, that was even better than the kiss!" And the Lord said, "You've done well, Adam. Now I want you to make love to Eve." And Adam asked, "What is 'make love' Lord?" So the Lord again gave Adam directions and Adam went again to Eve behind the bush, but this time he

Miles Apart
Just a photo to go by And a description as well As i sit here going thru hell Wishing we were near But knowing the truth That we are miles apart A picture of her eyes And a peak of her soul Reveals a woman Remarkable and bold Still miles apart Longing for her touch A taste of her skin Wanting to hold her so much And feel her from within The miles apart are as I would say Just that, miles apart

Wake Up
WOW, WHAT A WAKE UP! Dear God: Why didn't you save the school children at ?. . Moses Lake, Washington 2/2/96 Bethel, Alaska 2/19/97 Pearl, Mississippi 10/1/97 West Paducah, Kentucky 12/1/97 Stamp, Arkansas 12/15/97 Jonesboro, Arkansas< /st1:State> 3/24/98 Edinboro, Pennsylvania 4/24/98 Fayetteville, Tennessee 5/19/98 Springfield, Oregon 5/21/98 Richmond, Virginia 6/15/98 Littleton, Colorado 4/20/99 Taber, Alberta, Canada 5/28/99 Conyers, Georgia 5/20/99 Deming, New Mexico 11/19/99 Fort Gibson, Oklahoma 12/6/99 Santee, California 3/ 5/01 and El Cajon, California 3/22/01? Sincerely, Concerned Student Reply: Dear Concerned Student: I am not allowed in schools. Sincerely, God How did this get started?... Let's see, I think it started when Madeline Murray O'Hare complained she didn't want any prayer in our schools. And we said, OK.. Then, someone said you better not read the Bible in schoo

Friend's
First i would like to thank my friend's that i have met on Lost Cherry you have made me feel so welcome all the kind word's and the sweet comment's!! I came to lost cherry to chill out after my 9-5 job and to meet true people and i have to say i have met some true folk's. It's hard to get to my friend's page's i do truly try but i will tell you to be HONEST i go to the one's that come to mine i'm sorry that is how i feel and they are the one's that are REAL to me and they know who they are. So i want to thank you again and i'm here so pls say hi and if i dont respond in a timley manner i will when i get on. (Carla)

Trouble Some Times - A Poem I Wrote.
Trouble Some Times As I sit alone at night. I start to think about my life. It was not perfect by any means, but it taught me a lot of who I was meant to be. Now I can tell you a lot of things that will make you stop and think. I have been beaten a time or two, and I have even been sexually abuse. I had a child at a young age, with no father to teach him the ways. Now if you ever wonder why your life is so hard. Just stop to think at what someone else has gone through. Then your life won't be so hard.

My Story, Pt. 6
[i get to the hotel and make sure the honeymoon suite is perfect for tomorrow. omg i still can't believe we're getting married tomorrow. i get in the car and on the way home it starts hailing really bad, and i can't hardly see a thing, but i have to get home to amanda so i drive abit faster. i'm almost home *all of a sudden the car hydro planes and starts spinning out of control, justin tries to stop but he can't. spinning out of control he runs right into a ditch head on* sitting there thinking i know i'm gonna die, i shouldn't have left amanda, not on a night like this, why was i so stupid? i just hope amanda can forgive me, and know that i love her, and i want her to go on with her life and be happy, get married and be happy. [end of justin's pov] [amanda's pov] i've tried calling justin's cell a couple of times but he's not answering, i'm starting to get really woried. *knock, knock, knock* as i go to the door my hand is trembling and i can barely open the door they're shaki

What Kind Of Sexy Are You?
Helena, you're Sweet 'n' Sexy You're not overt about your sexuality, but you're not purposely hiding it either — two traits that naturally draw people to you. You possess an understated zest for life, and a way of approaching the day with a can-do attitude that draws people to you. As a teenager, were you maybe a little on the quiet side? Even if you weren't, it's clear that underneath your occasionally understated statements, you have an undeniable sweetness that attracts people who see that special something burning from within. Is it the way you carry yourself? That quiet sparkle in your eye? Those who know you intimately can't wait to uncover your sweetness. What's hiding behind that innocent smile? A little devil perhaps? A tattoo in a seductive spot saved only for your lover? Possibly, but you're so good, you'll never tell. Or will you?

Missing Him...
Well, I knew I missed my hubby, he's only been in Iowa for a little over a week and a half but I went through looking at my pics here on LC and saw the one with him and our daughter and I started to cry. I guess I didn't realize how much I missed him and how much I missed looking at his gorgeous face. Wow....it's kind of amazing...after over 12 years of being together, I still miss him and cry when he leaves for road jobs even though this is the 3rd time he's done this. Do you think I can tell him this? Hell no...I don't feel like him razzing me about it, so I'll just say that here since nobody on here knows my husband...except for my cousin Jen, well, she doesn't know him but I'm sure they will meet one of these days and I have a warning for her...don't you dare remember reading this young lady or I'll just have to ..... um, I have no idea what I'd do or say but I'd have to make her life hell or bug the daylights out of her or even worse....send my kids to her for a month or so...

Not Something I Should Be Saying Here Part 2
Just to touch base with you all on the other nights blog.....It went really well we had a blast and hubby loved what I did for him! But the only thing was I did not go to bed till like 2:30 or 3:00 and I had to go to work the next morning at 8:00,when I got there I had a big surprise I had to decorate something like 30 cakes,I did not really want to do them but my boss is leaveing for 6 to 8 weeks and she said I need to do them more so when she is gone it wont be over weling to me.And I was saposed to leave work at 3:00 but I didnot get out of there till almost 4:00,so when I got home I was dead tired and did not feel like doing anything,So I took everyone out to dinner and came home and went to bed,not to sleep right away tho.....lol

The Pain My Heart Is Puting Me Through Is Cruel N Unjust
all i ever wanted was to knoe wat its like to be in love to have the feeling that i truely cared about sumone..i wish i never wanted this becuz i fell for a guy that will never wanna be with me and the pain my heart is putting me through is cruel and unjust, i just wish my feelings for him would go away, im so tired of hurting this way :-(

How Come Im Still So In Love With You?
How come you decided to let me go? Theres nights where i stay up thinking of you, I still rememeber all the times you made me cry, laugh, Made me angry but yet i still love you so, How can i hate you but still want you in my life? I cant understand why im not enough 2 satisfy your heart. But why is my heart so satisfied by you? I look so foolish to you when i cry, Because all you see is weakness inside, I live in fear of having you near, Only because you dont love me, You took advantage of the way i feel just so you can feel important, But no gurl wants you the way i do, My love for you is faithful and true, After all the pain and heartbreak youve put me through, How come im still so in love with you?

My Story, Pt. 5
so we left off where justin had proposed to amanda amanda: *smiles as a tear slides down cheek and nods* yes. yes of course i'll merry you. [justin's pov] Y!E!A!H! yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, she said YES!!! justin: *slides ring on amanda's left ring finger, gets up and kisses her softly, then gets up and down my signature scream* (for yalls of you who know what it sounds like know what i'm talking about) [2 hours later] [amanda's pov] omg, tomorrow is my b-day/my wedding day. but it's been storming all day. justin: baby, i have to go to town for some last minute wedding stuff. amanda: *frowns* do you have to? justin: * yeah i will be back, like kangaroo jack. amanda: *smiles* okie. justin: *kisses amanda* i love you. amanda: *smiles* i love you too. justin: *walks out in rain into car and drives to store.* [30 mins later it starts to hail] come on justin, please get home safe. *gets on knees, closes eyes and prays* amanda: dear god, please ler justin get hom s

Question Please Answer
ok my friends an i were wondering if we were to make a web site what should it be an what would draw people to coming to it an keepin em visiting dont want some thing like myspace or lc cause i dont wanna take away from those an still want peopel to come to the lc but we do wanna play around with things an see what we can do! so now people we need some idea's we have some already but would like an out side look an great ideas come from the people that go at the site sooooo what u think???

Sex
You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.Sex God95%A Slave To BDSM90%A Romantic68%Virgin35%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Someone Special...
Well everynow and then a person gets lucky right off the bat and doesn't have to wait around for what seems like eternity to find that someone special. I met someone special here on LC. She was the first person to talk to me and the only one that continues to talk to me. The only bad part about it is that she lives in Florida and I live in Minnesota. But if its meant to be time will tell. Hopefully we can get to know each other better on here and on the phone and let a relationship grow between us. Again, only time will tell.

My Weekend...
I spent the weekend with my sister and mom. It was nice to have family around. My sissy slept in my bed with me. It was also nice to have someone in the bed. I slept better than I have all week. Katie went to her dads. So I just had the other three kids. In case you dont know I have four kids. Katie who is 9, Courtney is 7, Harley is 3, and Hannah is 1. What a handful. So my sister and I just hung around the house. We went to Sams club and got one of there chocolate bunt cakes. You so have to get one! While we were there she devloped some pics from a ghost hunt she went on. It was at Mansfield prison. A few movies were filmed there. Then tonight my mom came over for a few. She had me show her how to work a computer. That was fun. This Friday the kids are out of school. So mom and I are going to Wright Pat Airforce Museum. I cant wait. It gives me something to look forward to. Well goodnight all.

My Story, Pt. 4
[justin's pov] i'm on one knee about to ask amanda to merry me, omg what if she says no? i sure hope not. i can see she's nervous, this was a bad idea, expecially so early but i guess there's no turning back now. justin: *looks straight into her eyes* amanda? amanda: yes *tears filling up in her eyes* justin: will you make me the happiest man alive and umm *gulps* (why am i so scared?) will you merry me? *gulps again* [amanda's pov] O!M!G! justin just asked me to merry him, omg should i say yes, should i say no, what should i do? *christina's voice pop in your head* christina: awww do it, do it, just remember, mister, she's my sister *humps* *christina's voice goes away* and you laugh inwardly. cliff hanger!!!!

Winding Down...
Well the endless list of boats to winterize is finally getting down to a few boats. We started with about 137 boats on the list and we are down to about 30 now after this last weekend. It is a big relief knowing that most of them are done. It will be nice when we can close down the buildings for good but that will be aways away. I enjoyed last wednesday and thursday morning over in Bemijdi hunting with TJ, Trish, and Mark. We had alot of fun. Thursday was a little different but it sure beat working. Dad and I are going to go out in the morning to see if this west wind blew any new ducks in. All we had around here is the local corn fed mallards. They aren't very smart this year though. We had a 2 acre brush fire saturday evening that almost got away from us but I got the head pinched off before it could go any further. Fires have been burning all around. This high fire danger won't last for long with the weather we have coming in this week. The lows are supposed to be below

Why Are Black Icons Always The Face Of Trouble?
Why Are Black Icons Always the face of Trouble? by Darryl James Tina Turner told one side of a story to the world and to this day, no matter what poor Ike Turner says, he remains the universal icon for woman beating, crossing all racial lines. Who in the hell wants to hear his story anyway? damn the statistics that point to white Americans as the most prolific woman beaters, an African American is the face of woman beating. And, to this day, no one but two dead people, God and O.J. Simpson can be certain of his status as a murderer, yet he has become the universal icon for wife murdering. Dead-brained morons will argue to the teeth that he is guilty and the phrase "He OJ-ed her" has become a part of the worldwide lexicon for murdering wives even though he was found "Not Guilty." No one is using the phrase "He Robert Blake-d her," even though that man was on the scene of his wife's murder with a gun in his possession. Quick—name five more Black men who have even been

How Far
There's a boat, I could sail away There's the sky, I could catch a plane There's a train, there's the tracks I could leave and I could choose to not come back Oh, never come back There you are, giving up the fight Here I am begging you to try Talk to me, let me in But you just put your wall back up again Oh, when's it gonna end How far do I have to go to make you understand I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are So I'm gonna walk away And it's up to you to say how far There's a chance I could change my mind But I won't, not till you decide What you want, what you need Do you even care if I stay or leave Oh, what's it gonna be How far do I have to go to make you understand I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are So I'm gonna walk away And it's up to you to say how far Out of this chair, or just across the room

The Fire From Within
every time I see you I get excited. My heart charges with every beat. The fire is ignited. If love is a crime then I will be indicted. I’m coming out the closet for your love. My feelings I can no longer fight it. My passion comes in plentiful rations. I want to be whole with you we can’t be divided like fractions. Your beauty captures my soul in a cage. Only you tame me when my hormones are in rage. I want to come face to face, confess all my secrets. I let love overtake me at my weakest. I’m going to let loose of all my freakiness my love for you is internal. I confess all my sins; your heart is my journal without you it would be murder. Without you my life is incomplete. Your love is like treasure in a box I will keep. Love brings us closer together, making me complete.

Can't Get A Woman, Huh? Here's Why!!
"The Ten Most Dangerous Mistakes YOU Probably Make With Women— And What To Do About It..." MISTAKE #1: Being Too Much Of A "Nice Guy" Have you ever noticed that the really attractive women never seem to be attracted "nice" guys? Of course you have. Just like me, I'm sure you've had attractive female friends that always seemed to date "jerks"... but for some reason they were never romantically interested in YOU. What's going on here? It's actually very simple... Women don't base their choices of men on how "nice" a guy is. They choose the men they do because they feel a powerful GUT LEVEL ATTRACTION for them. And guess what? Being nice doesn't make a woman FEEL that powerful ATTRACTION. And being NICE doesn't make a woman CHOOSE you. I realize that this doesn't make a lot of logical sense, and it's hard to ACCEPT... but GET OVER IT. Until you accept this FACT and begin to act on it, you'll NEVER have the success with women that you want. MISTAKE #

My Story, Pt. 3
[justin's pov still] i get out of the car at the jewlery store, walking in i spot this silver ring (since amanda told me she preferred silver over gold), it had a beautiful blue sahire in the middle with little diamonds around it. it was small, but i know amanda would love it. she's never really been one to be too crazy about something big, just something small and meaningful. i ask the clerk how much it is and he said it was on sale for $200. i handed him my credit car and he give me the ring in a silky celcet black box, my credit card, and the reciept. we exchange goodbye's. then i get in the car and drive home. [end of justin's pov] [nobody's pov] justin walks in the house and finds amanda sitting on the couch watching degrassi. justin: are you watching degrassi again? lol. amanda: *smiles big* uh-uh. justin: *shakes head and laughs sitting next to amanda, wrapping his arms around her cuddling her* amanda: *smiles placing a hand on his neck kissing him softly* justin: (

My Nieces
Just wanted to let everyone know i love my 3 nieces so much they bring me so much joy & happiness every time i see them. their names are Emma, Lara (twins) & Hana who turned 1 yesterday they had a ball with cake which they loved what kid doesnt i played chasing with Emma she is a bugger at times but lovable as well i am god mum to both twins as i dont have kids myself. They are so very special to me & love them all the same. Wont put pics on here but just wanted to tell you how much joy they give me.

Rapid Development Running Into Minnesota's Indian Burial Ground
Pillager, Minnesota (Minnesota Public Radio) John and Bob Lee stuff firewood into the top of an old cast iron stove as they try to warm up their hunting shack on a chilly spring day. The Lee brothers’ one-room hunting cabin is tucked among the pines west of Brainerd, in the middle of their retirement nest egg. They bought 400 acres back in the late 1970s, mainly to have a place to hunt deer. But they also wanted to develop a few acres near a highway to provide some income. Their plans changed soon after they started working to obtain the proper permits. “To our surprise, we discovered that when we put our money down for the permits, it came back and was canceled due to possible Indian burial,” John Lee said. After more research, the Lee brothers found the land they purchased contained dozens of burial mounds. Covered with prairie grass, the 10-acre site has no visible signs of mounds. But they’re documented on century old maps, and they show up in aerial photographs from

Vampire
You scored as Dracula. You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Dracula100%Deacon Frost75%Armand75%Marius67%Louis67%Lestat58%Akasha50%Angel50%Spike50%Blade50%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

What Turns You On ?
Helena, a Romantic Gesture turns you on Hey there, sweet thing! In affairs of the heart, your pulse pounds at the tender and enchanting moments. While you may not have it all mapped out just yet, the fairytale ending is what you're after and romantic gestures are a sure way to give you butterflies. It might be sweet notes, a bubble bath for two, a surprise getaway to your favorite B&B, or even just an extra spin around the block listening to your favorite love song. Whatever it is, romantic moments (and the thoughts behind them) turn you on. Sure, brains are important, a sense of humor is attractive, and you never said there was anything wrong with sexy underthings, but it's how your partner expresses their feelings for you that really lights your fire. How romantic!

Just For U
Do you ever get the feeling you know what you should do? When it comes to that certain someone who was meant for only you The butterflies in your belly The tingle up your spine The little girl giggle when he crosses your racing mind Do you believe in soulmates? I know that I do but what do I say to convince him that its true? Laying in my room waiting for his call Shadows of our first kiss dancing on the wall what if the situations hectic and your mind just cant decide i love him too much i cant just run and hide so i guess for now its a mystery in the waiting all the thoughts of us ill be sitting here contimplaiting

Who Am I?
You scored as Marius. You are the quiet cool. You are so mellow people are lulled into a false sense of security. When you are pissed god help anyone who crosses you?Marius100%Dracula100%Lestat75%Angel75%Armand67%Spike58%Deacon Frost33%Louis33%Blade25%Akasha17%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Love
WEN I FiiRST SAW YOU I WAS AFRAiiD TO MEET YOU WEN I FiiRST MET YOU I WAS AFRAiiD TO KiiS YOU WEN I FiiRST MET YOU I WAS AFRAiiD TO LOVE YOU WEN I FiiRST MET YOU BUT NOW THAT I LOVE YOU I'M AFRAiiD TO LOOSE YOU

My Story, Pt. 2
[flash back] [amanda's pov] justin: *walks up to amanda and wraps arms around her waist* hey baby, i'm gonna go to town real quick. ok? amanda: *points* but but but :-(... *sighs* ok justin: *kisses amanda's neck* dont worry, i'll be back, i'm invincible. amanda: *smiles and laughs then kisses ustin* okay, but you better hurry back. justin: be back, like kangaroo jack. amanda: lol. okie. i love you. justin: i love you too baby. *walks out of house into car, starts it up and drives away* [justin's pov] oh my gosh, i'm going to go pick up the ring that i'm going to propose to amanda with. gah i love her so much. -i chimed in haven't you people ever heard of, closing the god **** door no, it's much better to face these kinds of things, with a sense of poise and rationality- (okay now for those who know justin know he doesn't like this song but this is the old justin i'm talking about)

Just F'in Pissed!
Why do men have to be so damn hard headed. I really pisses me off. When you ask them a simple yes or no question and you get a shrug, that shit just pisses me off. I don't know why I'm in such a bad mood today, I just am. Another thing is that if I had cut my hair off without asking my husband he would have gotten totally irate, but does he even consider my feelings before he goes and shaves all of his facial hair. Hell no. I know that it's really stupid for me to get upset about something like that, but the entire time we have been together he has had facial hair. I have never seen him without it, so it was a real shock to me when I come home and he's shaved it all off. Whew, I feel better. I just needed to vent a little bit.

Winter
Winter Sprinkle souls with faerie dust, and gaze from twilights edge... Who crawls beyond the rocky shore? Who stands upon the ledge? Winter, watches in silence... In death of summer silence stands, As winter takes its place... Summer, silence watches... As death of winter silence stands, in summer changing face... Melting heart of ice and snow and bringing it to grace...