So, I just had to add this because someone might be reading this and think ok she is totally messed up one minute shes tough ready to kick ass and take name and the other part is like all girly and shit and than theres the I dont know what the fuck that is...well ladies and gentleman your are witnessing a personality disorder at its best! yes,I take meds to keep "them" under control and no,I dont take them regular I hate the way they make me feel...its a hard balance to I take the meds so, that i can function "normal" or do I not take the meds and give "them" free reign....zombie or crazy cat lady the choice is mine and if I want my marriage to work i guess I choose zombie.....
