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I Wish
I wish I'd never taken the chance And fallen in love with you, I held my breath, began to count And jumped as I hit two. I couldn't have fallen any harder Or hit the ground as fast I was stupid and let my guard down I thought our love would always last. I can't sleep at night now I slowly count the sheep, And as soon as my eyes begin to close My alarm clock warns its beep. I wish I had forwarned you That I'd fall in love so true Now the only thing I wish for Is that I could still have you.

So
It kind of seems that if I have a boyfriend I'd have more fun.Cause you know,all the alone time and shit. But this isn't fun. This is boring and monotonous. Everytime we go somewhere,it's the same places. And everytime he acts so timid and afraid to be foward.Though I've told him that if he wants to do something, then I'll probably be game. But still. It's the same things over and over again.

Rudeness
So I'm sitting here tonight and a dear friend of mine messages me and tells me how this guy messaged her calling her a bitch and a c@#! and all this other vulgar shit just because he decided to take offense to the fact that she already had a boyfriend. What the fuck is the matter with some people on the internet? Somehow some people have got it into their heads that they can get on the internet and be complete assholes just because they don't have to face the person at the other end. I can not count the times I've heard female friends tell me about how the first thing out of a guys mouth on the net is "Hey, you got a cam?" or "I'm so masterbating to your pics right now" or some other such nonsense. If you are reading this and you happen to be one of those guys, all I have to say to you is GROW THE FUCK UP! I don't understand how people can lose touch with reality the second they get on the net. But I suppose I'm probably refering to the same people I've already ranted about before,

My Man
HEY ALL MY LOVES GO TO "THE MAN" AND SHOW HIM MUCH LOVE HE ONLY NEEDS 316 POINTS TO GO TO GET TO THE NEXT LEVEL AND IF YOU LOVE ME MY CHERRIES YOU WILL HELP HIM OUT HE IS ON MY PROFILE AS FAMILY PLEASE GO AND COMMENT AND FOR YOU LADIES ASK TO SEE HIS UMMM PICS THEY ARE HOT THANKS AND YOU KNOW ILL RETURN THE LOVE JUST LET ME KNOW KISSES RED

Ad Finem ©by Ella Wheeler Wilcox
On the white throat of the useless passion That scorched my soul with its burning breath, I clutched my fingers in murderous fashion, And gathered them close in a grip of death; For why should I fan, or feed with fuel, A love that showed me but blank despair? So my hold was firm, and my grasp was cruel - I meant to strangle it then and there! I thought it was dead. But with no warning, It rose from its grave last night, and came And stood by my bed till the early morning, And over and over it spoke your name. Its throat was red where my hands had held it, It burned my brow with its scorching breath; And I said, the moment my eyes beheld it, "A love like this can know no death." For just one kiss that your lips have given In the lost and beautiful past to me I would gladly barter my hopes of Heaven And all the bliss of Eternity. For never a joy are the angels keeping To lay at my feet in Paradise, Like that of into your strong arms creeping, And looking into y

Hah!
I ate way to much. I got the munchies. I ate 3 bags of skittles A pack of twizzlers. 2 bags of popcorn. Some cheese. 2 Oreos. 4 Chicken nuggets. And a grilled cheese sandwhich lmao. Ive got the munchies. I told my dad and he said are you high or pregnant and i was like nither. Lmao. Pfft. Im not pregnant just fatttt! Lmao < 33 I miss my kimmecup < 333 B-F-F

I Am Woman Hear Me Roar!!!
So my ex calls this morning, to once again tell me how he needs to come home, and take care of me, because I am completely uncapable of taking care of myself. That I will always be miserable and struggle without him. Just after that conversation I go to take my kids to school, and wouldn't you know it, my car won't start. I couldn't believe it. I start thinking wow.... maybe I can't take care of myself, as I sit there and keep trying to start it. He beeps my Nextel and I tell him I can't talk, the car won't start. He responds with, "See this is a sign from God, lift the restraining order and I'll come right over after work and fix it. You need me." I didn't respond. So I sat there all morning in my driveway staring at my car, called a few people, talked to a few online friends, and tried to think it through. I won't go into all the details, but you need three things to run a car right? Fuel, fire, and air. I know it's not fire.... has power, has a hard turn over... SO I mov

Missing You
I close my eyes Think of you And falls a tender tear. I wish my words My silent Prayers Were loud enough to hear. You closed the door Shut me away I feel I cannot survivee. Your warmth, your love Your sweet gentle smile For this I solemnly strive.

Copy Of "laurie"
This was first on Myspace, but now it's coming here. ------------------------------------------ Laurie- You've always had me, right from the start. Before all the tragedy, shattering my fragile glass heart. You were taken, forced to leave. All my hope all, All that I beleived. Ripped from my arms, All that I had. There was but the darkness, My faith had failed me. There was but the sadness, The world betrayed me. I was filled with rage, the hate all-consuming. I was sad and mad, it was quite confusing. I hated myself for what I did not say, I was sad, that you could not stay. It hurt so much, the pain inside, All my feelings I tried to hide. Our friends did not understand, for they did not know. The pain I felt, when you had to go. I was a fool, not knowing what I felt then. Now I know, and suffer for it, again and again. I know now what I should have done, what I should have said. But I didn't then, the words were stuck in my head. But now I know, when I see yo

Whatever I Say
The party had gotten crowded in the last 30 minutes. I could see my best girlfriend running around like a chicken with her head cut off. I headed that way to see if there was anything I could do to help. On my way past the partiers, I noticed him. He was standing by the fireplace with his arms crossed over his broad chest. I stopped and caught myself starring just as he noticed I was looking at him. I smiled and changed directions, my friend could wait, I thought selfishly. I weaved through the hoard of people in my way. I made it over to him and stuck out my hand. Hi, Im Kara, I had my smile turned on to its full wattage. He smiled shyly and took my hand, Hi Im Jerrell. He softly grabbed my hand and shook it. I smiled as I continued to try and hook this hot guy. I worked all my tricks, which usually paid off. I laughed at all his jokes; I playfully smacked him on the shoulder and tried to keep sexy eye contact (not too much, thats creepy). Nothing seemed to be working on him. I took

Tag
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I have not had a drink (alcohol for 28 years). Drove home one night dead drunk from a Charger game and didn't remember it. Scared the bejesus out of me and I decided life was better sober! 2. I am obsessed with sports...CHargers, Padres..or any other sporting event. I could probably go thru life with just ESPN on my TV. 3. I wear shorts almost every where, every day. Must be the San Diego weather! 4. I was never a morning person until lately. Now, I can't sleep much past 6AM. 5. I too am addicted to LC - am on it every single night.. lol 6. I recently had a great grand-daughter. Her name is Lilly! Ok, tag, you're it... I'm a Bar

True Love
"Tru Love" [Verse 1:] Six Years five months That's how long we've been havein' this thing We've got every moment hasn't been perfect But still when it's perfect it feels Like we're the only two people who have somethin' real Now 3 years two weeks That's how long we've been raisin' our family And I wouldn't go tradin The love we got So don't go changin' I love you just the way you are [Chorus:] It's true love When you say you need me like I need you And you can't be without me Like I can't be without you It's true love When we spend time talking on the phone Cause when we're not around each other we don't want to be alone It's true love, love, love, love Don't you know it's good to be in love, love, love, love Just believe me truthfully cause Love is never ever makin you cry Before I tell you a lie I'll give my life Cause that true love [Verse 2:] Now when the love is right Somehow you just know Because you hold it tight And you don't want to let it

What Ancient Breed Are You?
You scored as Dragon. You are a dragon. You very, VERY easily angered and are extremely protective. Take a chill pill and stop running around breathing fire on people. Chances are they're only trying to help you...Dragon100%Goddess92%Drow75%Vampyre67%Wolf58%Zombie58%Sorceress58%Faerie50%Elf50%Shadow Spirit17%What ancient breed are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Her
she opens my heart she enfolds me with love she holds me tight when i need her she laughs to make me smile all my life i've looked for her when she was right there in front of me now my life has opened up i've more to share since she is mine an i am hers life has finally begun

Tragic Day
Today my heart goes out to the Lidle family and the Yankees organization. Cory Lidle died accomplishing everything that he had dreamt of. He became a professional baseball player, was a hell of a poker player, and earned his private pilot's license. Not too many people are able to carry out their dreams and he accomplished them. After only having his license for seven months it all came to an end today as his plane crashed into a high rise apartment building on the upper east side near Roosevelt Island. This mishap has resemblence to another Yankee who also died while operating a private plane, Thurman Munson. Granted Cory was only on the Yankees since July but his death is felt throughout the Yankee organization and by all of it's fans. Right now a world series just doesn't seem important because there are so many other things that are important. May you rest in peace Cory and may your wife Melanie and son Christopher have strength in this trying time.

Update
Just wanted to let everyone know that I have been approve for a mortgage now. I am in the process of looking for a house. I was shown (online) 14 pictures of houses. I narrowed it down to two. I am hoping to to look at them soon. I am still going to look at other places as well. If you would like to see the houses just let me know and I can send you the link. Thanks.

Kiting Blues
Ever have one of those days? Today was one of the worst kiting days for me EVER!!! I wish I knew what the words "Give Up" meant, because if I was ever to quit in the middle of something, this would have been the time & place. The winds were steady at work, but when I hit the beach, they were very gusty to weak..BUUUUUUT I thought, since I'm here I'll try anyway. I'm such a Dumb Ass. I lauched, but then it would drop like a bag of cement. I would launch again...another bag of cement. Did I quit....hell no. AGAIN...I'm a dumb ass. I get out in the water...dead city & can you say....kite & line inversion....UGH. And yet AGAIN...I"m a dumb ass. To a fault...I'm not a quitter, but yes...I'm a dumb ass. > > My lines are in a friggin bird's nest, & not sure how that happened, except possibly when the damn wind would just die...then the kite would invert on itself when it crashed. Water Starts from Hell. Gusts City. I was really wishing I had a Cabrinah or some other bow or hybrid kite....U

Poem .. Pen Name Broken Sylence 2004
'Life of an Alcoholics Wife' Times like these , chest is tight, mind is spinning left and right He's been visiting his two best friends 'Jack and Bud' Makes me crazy ,makes me cry,wondering why I even fight Scared for no reason ,I've been told he'd not do anything Damage is already done , scars have run deep. Everyone that makes him Mad , I'm the catchers Mit. Can't do anything right ,can't do anything wrong , A Drunks Oxymoron Time doesn't heal all wounds ,as they say . The wounds I carry are years in the making . The only difference is they aren't for the world to see. I won't allow them to show ,these are my own battle scars I've got to be strong , I've got to stand firm ,even in my times of cowering My inner self screams to come out ,so sheltered I want to be me again ,I want to be free . So why do I allow these translucent chains to bind ? They've grown into my skin ,become a part of me in many ways . Trust is gone , leary of all ,watchful ,cautio

Rip Chris, Curtis And Tim
Deaths hit Kingston residents hard Teen who knew victims: By GORDON DELANEY Valley Bureau KINGSTON — The unusual deaths of three young men have shaken this small Annapolis Valley community to its roots. Family, friends and residents reacted with shock and disbelief and were grieving Tuesday after the men died in a garage filled with exhaust fumes after a night of partying. "It feels like a bullet to the chest," said a visibly shaken Jeffrey Hammond, a 19-year-old who had gone to school with all three young men since Grade 7. "Everybody is just distraught," he said. "I knew all of them. They kept themselves out of trouble, mostly. "They were my friends and they were good guys," he added before walking away, shaking his head. The bodies of Tim Marshall, 19, Curtis Martin, 18, and Christopher Ell, 21, were found at about 3 p.m. Sunday inside a black Chevrolet in a detached garage filled with fumes. Beer bottles and a whisky bottle were in the car and there were als

True
I won't talk I won't breathe I won't move till you finally see that you belong with me you might think I don't look but deep inside in the corner of my mind I'm attatched to you mmmm I'm weak it's true cause I'm afraid to know the answer do you want me too? cause my heart keeps falling faster [chorus] I've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true so I will not hide i'ts time to try anything to be with you all my life I've waited this is true you don't know what you do everytime you walk into the room I'm afraid to move I'm weak it's true I'm just scared to know the ending do you see me too? do you even know you meant me! [Chorus] I've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true so I will not hide its time to try anything to be with you all my life I've waited this is true I know when I go I'll be on my way to you the way that's true [chorus] I've waited all my life to cross this

Glass
I dont think it can be fixed this time cannot change whats on my mind I think the long road ive been on has finally come to an end Ill remember when you made me smile and then never look back again Ive fallen for the last time ill never get back up ive cried until my head explodes I know ive had enough no more sorrow no more shame no more people to blame no more crying no more tears no more wasting precious years as i sit here and listen to the storm outside I sit and sip my drink tryin to keep a dry eye I just have this empty feelin and it wont soon pass I feel my world break in two and get cut from the glass

Concrete Angel
She walks to school with a lunch she packed Nobody knows what she's holding back; Wearing the same dress she wore yesterday, She hides the bruises with the linen and lace; oh The teacher wonders but she doesn't ask, It's hard to see the pain behind the mask; Bearing the burdon of a secret storm, Sometimes she wishes she was never born; Through the wind and the rain, She stands hard as a stone in a world that she can't rise above; But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved. Concrete Angel Somebody cries in the middle of the night, The neighbors hear but they turn out the lights; A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate, When morning comes it will be too late. Through the wind and the rain, She stands hard as a stone in a world that she can't rise above; But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved. Concrete Angel A statue stands in a shaded place, An angel girl with an u

Tag Your It!!!!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! here is my blog try to send it to different people 1. I'm not as quiet and innocent as I look. lol 2. I'm the nicest person...until you do me wrong, mess with my friends, or hurt a child!! 3. I have a temper 4. I love my friends 5. I have issues with ignorant people 6. I'm crazy....but then again, some of you knew that, lol

Peace, Love And Trust.
A friend, "Victoria", recently crafted a poignant blog concerning the loss of faith and trust. I couldn't help but be moved to add my own dissertation as it moved me deeply and stirred-up long harboured but unexpressed beliefs. The loss of these valuable traits began when man desecrated the cycle of life created by the deities that a spirit may wax, wane, transition and be reincarnated in it's natural progression. We are now inundated by the unnatural extension of physical constraint to this world when karmic debts are paid, lessons are learned and yet the spirit is not allowed to move on. This, in turn, has created incresingly hostile and unnatural vibrations that contaminate the ethosphere the world over, propagating animosity and distorting the connection that we all maintain with the energies that are God and Goddess which is what binds us. The only thing that differentiates the initiated from the masses is realization. We have done nothing but use the same abilit

Painful Tears
Last night, my mind was not in the right place. I guess you can say that I woke up in tears. If that's not bad enough, someone keeps on crossing my mind the past few weeks. *Sighs* Jonathan, you are the very center of my soul tormenting me. I'm haunted by your sweet voice that always keeps me awake. I feel like it was Deja Vu all over again when I heard your reason for breaking up with me. But what can I say? I drove myself to tears. But then that one thought made me snap out of it. I knew that you were not leaving me to go back to someone else, but I understand just how you feel and I agree. But at the present time, I cannot help myself from crying these painful tears. But I will do whatever you ask of me. Please don't forget about me nor turn your back on me. You are all that I got, and that is something that I have to face. And belive me when I say this, no one will ever take your place, because you will always be in my heart.

Hello To Everyone!
Yes. As you all can probably tell, I'm very new to LostCherry. So far I find it interesting. Just want all the girls to know that I'm open to new things *wink*, and all the guys to know that I'm looking for friends and stuff. I love to chat, and my aol screenname is Angels fade away. I'd love to hear from anyone. Cat

*crys*
my so called mom scrayed my best friend away .. i m soo mad i am crying .. what the hell is wrong with her... i just hate her... i ahhh wht the fuck is wrong with life? its soo fucked up i get a new best friend and now he don't wnt to be my friend ... i just can hndle that .. i hate this i hate it ...

Words
Words.... Fill my soul with empty lies Make my mind come alive Touch my heart hear it beat All the bullshit can't believe In your arms feeling safe Fuck my sadness all away Smell your skin in my mind Sweat and fear interwined Searching deep inside your eyes Words you spoke into the night Wanting nothing more than you Believe this time nothings true Kisses burned into my mind Hold the rope we long to climb Will this all be in jest Fucking nothing like the rest Words....

So...
I am about to get to bed for the night..early day tomorrow...leaving the computer on til the last possible second so maybe I can catch some of those that I missed before I go....then I dont know how long it will be before I get back to LC...catch y'all later...xoxoxoxoxo

Sorry............
Hey ya'll sorry I haven't been on for awhile. I've been busy and honestly I haven't felt like getting on. I just got on long enough to check mail and shit. So if you need to holla at me just leave me a message and I'll get to it whenever I can. ttyl love ya love LaBabyGirl

Internet Jealousy
It's the stupidest thing on earth and such a double standard. I know good and well that men who I talk to talk to other women. I talk to other men. Its the fucking internet. I have a few female friends that I've made here and I like go to check out their pics and give them love. Without fail I see numerous faces I know. No big deal I have hot friends I realize this. Here's the thing about me. No matter how stupid it may be or how ridiculous I know it is I cannot help but get jealous over this. I different types of relationships with these people. Now some are just fantastic friends we leave each other sexy comments and exchange pleasantries. These people do not draw jealousy from me. Its the people that I have special relationships with. Whom I talk to regularly, are people I know in real life, or who I have girly internet crushes on. These people cause this little pit of jealousy in my stomache. The internet may not be exactly real life..but it sure can cause

You're The Dee Dee Deee!
what if what if what if Body: Everybody wonders "what if" once in a while. Just hit "reply to poster" and fill it out about the person that posted this. Don't forget to be honest cuz no one sees this but me(but who really can be honest)! what would you do IF... I died: I kissed you: I fell: I lived next door to you: I showed up at ur house unexpectedly: I stole something: I was murdered: I cried: I asked you to marry me: I was hospitalized: ::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:: Personality: Eyes: Hair: Family: Smile: ::WOULD YOU:: Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me? Keep a secret if i told you one? Hold my hand? Study with me? Cook for me? Love me? Date me? Have sex with me? ::HAVE YOU EVER:: Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Broke my heart? Thought I was unbearably annoying? Hated me? Wanted to tell me someting but didn't? Wondered about m

My Life
~**HEY EVERYONE**~ I'm 32 years old,I have 2 Kids they are 15 & 11 ( Girls )... They are my life,So don't ever dis them... I also am in a relationship of 11 years we have our ups and downs but we will make... I would also like to add, they way I look at life is to ( LIVE IT TO THE FOOLEST ).

Brand New Day
Rest your head and close your eyes. Everything will be okay, for when you wake with the sweet sunrise. It will be a brand new day, turn down the lights and pull me close. Feel only the beat of our hearts as we lay. For when you wake with the soft morning breeze, it will be a brand new day. relaxyour body and caress my soft hair, let all of lifes worries melt away. For when you wake with the warm summer scent, it will be a brand new day. Fall fast asleep and dream with me, Whisper " I love you, I'm here to stay." for when we wake in each other's arm, It will be a brand new day.

I'm Bored
So for those of you who don't know me.....here it is. I am 25 years old with two kids, who are amazing. I am engaged to the most wonderful man alive. Who happens to be a Marine...yummy. I was NEVER one for the military life, but there is no other way for now. He is that special..lol. He is currently deployed to Iraq for the second time. We miss him really really really bad. Besides that, I'm an outspoken person. IF something needs to be said, I will say it. I don't take shit from anyone. I wasted two years of my life in a meaningless relationship where I was lucky enough to get treated like shit, lucky enough you may be saying, well to me it showed me exactly how things shouldn't be and how easy it is to overlook them. I love to meet new people, however I hate fake or drama causing people. If you feel the need to judge me, have at it, I really don't care. I consider myself to be creative, caring, and a good friend. I also however consider myself to be stubborn, bull headed

For All The Other Single Parents
To be in your childs memories, you have to be in their lives today. Your children will become what you are; so be what you want them to be. Simply having children does not make one a parent. For all you single parents out here, dont give up hope, the best is yet to come!

Stupid Assholes!!!
I understand that there are many dumb ass people out there in the world!!! But, how many do I have to personally encounter??? Okay.....I hate just plain old stupidity!!! There are some that just don't know any better....then there are those that just don't get the fact that people aren't as stupid as they'd like them to be. My soon to be ex.....actually had the nerve to tell my room mate that if I filed for divorce, he'd give me half of the income tax this year!!! Well first.....we're still married.....nothing has ever been filed!! I will get half of the income tax regardless if I file for divorce or not. So, by saying this really stupid thing he pissed me off, and I decided that he's going to pay for half of the divorce. Yes, folks, there is a penalty for being stupid!!! If he doesn't want to pay for half, then I'm going to inform him to hire a lawyer. Then I'll have my attorney make him pay for the attorney fees, court costs, still get half of the income tax, and if he pisses me off

48 Hours To Go Please Vote!!!!
It's 48 hours until the end of the contest where we celebrate the beauty of natural large breasts and the the voting so far goes Miss Bratt - 66 nw_bbw - 63 Mikki44dd - 53 notjustaprettyface - 27 Nikki - 21 Purteeladee - 20 Melanie - 13 Milf2006 - 13 Dolphie29 - 12 hot sexy bbw - 7 sweetnjuicyintheuk - 6 Sean's sexy n sarcastic babe - 5 Keep them coing in and repost and promote everyone still has the chance of winning *Hugs n Kissies* *~*PurteeLadee*~* PLEASE GO VOTE FOR ME

Take The Time To Show Some Love
to all my friend that hit me up with comment much love to you. to the one's i hit up with comment and dont hit me up our some that comment you that suck it do take that much time to hit up some one wiht love we take time to send you love or a comment so show us love to because we like to see love on our page to MySpace Comments Graphics

The Merry Widow
WHY ARE YOU LOOKING AT ME? Is it my ruffled hair? Is it my blood shot eyes? Is it my raggy clothes? Or my unshaven face? I shall sit and weep alone forever for it is none of these. It is my broken heart. My love has been ripped from me. Taken to the world of above. The world of angels and God. But why? She is my life. She is my world. My heart. My love. No bottle you think could make me as drunk as my sorrow. So be gone you and your judgments. Your old criticisms. LEAVE ME ALONE TO GRIEVE FOR MY LOVE!

Obituary
It was Monday morning. The sun was just coming up over the horizon to say hello to the world. I dreaded the week ahead. I had meetings all week and tons of things to do that I knew would just piss me off. Mainly because I had Frank to help me. Frank was, well still is, an asshole of note. So by all reasoning I should have felt like crap. My lungs had been acting up since I quit smoking and my knees were as bad as ever. It was cold and I needed the toilet badly. But as soon as I stepped out of bed something felt rather strange to me. My knees didn't creak like a century old house in a windstorm. I took a deep breath thinking I would start coughing as usual. But nothing came. Just the crisp air flowing around the room from the open window . I stretched and I knew then that I certainly felt excellent. I had never felt this good before. It didn't seem as cold as I thought it was. I strode to the loo and for the first time in a long time the flow came easily. No struggling

Heaven Sent
This one was for my best friend and was read at her wedding..... Love ruled the day when the angels came to meet, sweeping them up and off their feet, Neither of them knowing what the future would bring. Two hearts together and one diamond ring today's it's a promise, so sweet and so pure. Together forever, for love shall endure. A blessing from above thhis story is told A love to last a lifetme and a hand to hold. It's no accident tha tthis came to be, Now you must realize that is really takes three. So go hand and hand to a future unknown, knowing that with the lord you will never be alone. With the angels still near and dear to the heart. this couple shall prosper and never grow apart. for is not always the eyes that is the first to see, what really matters in life and what is meant to be. So remember that to love is time well spent, And what brought you two together was heaven sent.

Take My Hand
Take my hand and lead the way; Tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, All those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; Bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; Take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, Be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, Show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; For I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, It’s time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; You’ll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within... I'm ready now, let love begin. Loves Moves In Mysterious Way

School
I finished my first course in school and passed with a B so I am really excited and proud of myself cause it was no easy class. But in order to proceed with my assoicates in Criminal Justice I had to take the class

Loneliness
Nightfalls... The air is cold . I want to feel your breath on my neck. I want to feel the warmth of your words. The passion of the night between us. No one but us.. How does it get this good and then fade away.. What do you do thats so wrong that I cant feel your love anymore?.... Nightfalls... I need you... I need all your words to come true.. I need to feel your heart beating against mine in sync. Nightfalls... All Alone... Missing You

Love................
Was it so wrong to love you, That you hurt me so bad? ______________________________ The worst thing about loving you is watching you love sum1 else ______________________________ Its funny how sum1 can break your heart, and you can still love them wit all those little pieces ______________________________ My heart was broke in 2, only because i loved you! ______________________________

New Pics
Im posting new pics on my page so cum and check them out some will be artwork that I've done and some will be me.. I thinking about posting some ADULT pics as well so if you wanna see them gotta request. Anyways thanks to all that show love please leave comments on the pics trying to level up Later sexy people...

With Eyes Softly Closed..."
With eyes softly closed I still taste you... the lingering scent of lavendar, the wispy strands of your hair on my cheek, the soft and gentle rhythm of heartbeats - mere moments before locked as one roaring and surging now nestling gently calmly entwined inside and out. With eyes softly closed I still feel the heat - sheer animal flame primal fire released yet encompassing quenched yet ever hungry, the effort of merging sweat's sweet sting, the timeless moment, the 'afters' glow the infinite softness of you and me and such a fullness I've come to know. With eyes softly closed a single tear flows the indescribable emotion released from within as the eyes silently open and find yours looking in.

Can My Life Get Any Worse?
Well when I didnt think things could get any worse they do. Today my dad went and took a stress test because he has been having alot of pain the past few weeks so he went and got checked out and they sent him for a stress test well after the test the hospital called my mom and told her that my dad has a appointment at 2 and my dad wants her there with him so she calls me at school and tells me so i told her to come and get me so she does and we go to the hospital and when we was walking in my dad was walking out so we went home and he got some food in his stomach since he didnt eat since lastnight at dinner time because of the test so after he got food we went back to the hospital for his 2:00 apppointment and they told us he has to have a heart catherazation done soon so they was going to do it yesterday but there was no openings so they have to do it Friday so Friday my parents and I are going to Toledo and they are going to do this test and if they find any clots they might have to

For You Are The One
For you I would climb the highest mountai peak, Swim the deepest ocean. YOu r love I do seek, for you I would cross the rivers most wide, walk the hottest desert sand. To have have you by my side For you are the one. Who makes me whole, You've captured my heart and touched my soul. For you are the one that stepped out of my dreams and gave me hope. Showed me what love means, for you alone are my reason to live. For the compassion you show and the care that you give. You came into my life and made me complete. Each time i se eyou my heart skips a beat. For you define beauty in both body and mind your soft gentle face, More beauty I'll never find. For you are the one God sent from above the angel I needed for whom I do love

Ugggg
Headache... wont go away. Heartache... wont go away. Loving him... feels like heaven. Needing him... makes it difficult. Wanting him... Feels like forever. Uggg... what this does to a woman. One can only feel. The hurt. The passion. The love. The desire. It takes alot to love. And only a second to loose it.

My Day....
I sent Fred a package today. And let me tell you it is not cheap to send a 5 pound package to Japan. it cost $115. It should be there Monday. I put a surprise in there too. But I cant say what it is because he reads these. But he will love it. I miss him soo much right now. I am going crazy sitting here with these four kids. Thankfully I have my best friend right next door. She took the kids for an hour tonight so I could unwind. The good side to freds new job is the benifits and money. They are so awsome. He works for Toyota. He gets to play with humanoid robots and gets paid for it. How cool is that? Well I think I am going to bed now...Good night all!

Broken
Not feeling real great tonight. I just feel empty. Randy has had to work three doubles in the last four days and I am missing him terribly. When he called this afternoon and told me he had to work again tomorrow I just laid down and cried myself to sleep. I hate being without him. DJ just doesn't seem to understand my feelings at all. I know that isn't all his fault. He really does try to understand, but I know he is going thru alot right now, too. So, maybe I shouldn't expect him to understand..... should I?

Big Rig Story (adult)
THIS IS A STORY WRITTEN MY A VERY SEXY FRIEND OF MINE (OHM) AND MYSELF. HOPE YOU ENJOY!!! now about my dreams...there's this one...where I'm riding in the cab of a tractor trailer...over the open road...next to a sexy man...who keeps looking at my legs in their short skirt...shorter since I've propped my bare feet on the dashboard...flashing my tattoo and red toenails... i tell you to how good you look and that you sure make it hard to drive with you sliding your skirt up farther. you then slip off your top reveling a black push-up bra and start flashing all the other trucks as we pass by them. they haller on the cb to encorage you to stick your fingers in hot wet pussy just past your blak thong panties. you are getting very wet and tell me so. you kneel on seat close enough for me to reach over and silp a finger in your pussy along with yours. you remove your finger and put both hands on the door and presss your breasts against the cool glass of the window for all to see

~happy Dances~
Well not to much is going on in the wonderful world of Katie. I know ya'll wish you could be here ~winks~ I know I'm a little cocky tonight. LoL I went out monday night for the first time in awhile. It was some fun time I tell ya. My buddy Scott got wasted. He was just cracking me up, but I ended up getting way to tired and about fell asleep. Stephen called me yesterday accusing me of getting his mom fired from work. I was like what the fucking hell! You all know I have nothing better to do then to crap like that. Oh wait no maybe I could be taking care of the child he doesn't see or support Hmmmm no that sure can't be it. Well I'm let ya'll go.... ~shakes butt as I walk out the door~

What A Feeling
i feel like a million dollars and there is nothing anyone can do about it..... yesterday lisa found out she is pregnant with my first child.... as you would expect i am a very excited person beyond belief...

Freestyle
why is it rappers today neva have a substantial subject matter its cuz of circumstatnial differences bustin down on the system neva fallin victim like islams and christians blowin ya minds to oblivion wit insane word play kill ya cassius clay one blow to that temple fuck wit dis lyrical rhymeslayer get put in a grave fuck us being home of tha brave niggaz scared when i spit running to hit the d e c k like wu said protect ya fuckin neck i got a mill on it fuck havin 5 although dat 5 kept me alive for along time niggaz talk grind but don't know what dat shit mean if u real u can be oin my team

Birthday Book
I am building a birthday book for myself and would appreciate some > quick help from you. Just click on the link below and enter your > birthday details. It's easy and you can keep your age secret!... > > > http://www.birthdayalarm.com/bd2/74736218a210370143b1280002665c22126850 8d1719 > > Thanks > Emily

Here I Stand Fucker!
Hahaha.... --Whats more humiliating then someone avoiding you?? --Someone telling you they hate you... _I told someone I hate them today.. They flipped me off I was like come back here and do it to my face fucker... They were like ok and kept walking the other way.. I was like you fucking wimp... Hahahahaha.... However-Being avoided sucks... I think I am going to go call that person right now... Cuz Its kindly pissing me off... Like just a little bit but not a whole lot.. You know?? It is just retarded... I believe you should voice your thoughts and not avoid the confrontation... So on this note... Im out for tonight... Love all you people...

You Asked
You asked me if I love you, and I ask myself how to begin to share with you the feelings in my heart. You inspire in me a love so deep words cannot describe it, so powerful that it overwhelms my everythought. You ask me if I love you, and I wish there were a way you could just see into my soul and find the depth of passion, tenderness, and love that holds you closer to my heart than anyone or anything else. YOu asked me if I love you, and ilook into the magic of you reyes and promise, "Yes I love you.... I always will."

Poem
There's always something rare and special about a person that makes you feel good~~without even trying. There's something magical in a smile that talks. There's a lingering warmth of laughter that comes so easy that nothing else seems to matter. The ability to touch people without having to reach out~ A simple understanding of hearts. There's nothing more refreshing than coming across such a person in your life~ And nothing so appreciated as being able to call them your friend. Lynn Barnhardt There are some of you out there that can bring an instant smile to my face, you know who you are!(136)lol (my baby, he knows who he is). But each and everyone of you mean alot to me. Heather

Greetngs All New To Lc
Hey all, Just stopping in to say hello I am new here to LC and I want to thank all you ladies and Gents for greeting me and making me feel so welcome here! Cherries up to all you all!! lol hope to make some new friends here, hit me up any time!

The First Time
The first time I saw you I knew.... In an instant My heart told me you were the person I'd always waited for. All my past, all my present, all my future suddenly made sense to me.... Every moment I had lived was in preparation for this moment. And now you've swept away all my doubts and fears and gently replaced them with the most wonderful love my heart has ever known. From the very first time I saw you, I just knew......

Simple, Not Easy
Most things in life are simple, like the persuit of happiness for example. Whatever your definition of happiness is, the path to it is simple. Notice I said simple, not easy. Simple to see the route to the end, simple to jump the hurdles put in front of you, and simple to achieve happiness. The only problem I see, is that it is never easy. The good news is that you can have what you want, you simply have to want it bad enough. want it Bobby

Today
Today I'm thinking of you and feeling of love. Today I'm thinking of our life together and feeling more contentment than I ever dared to hope for. Today I'm thinking of you and hearing stories I love just because you told them... and see smiles I love just because You wore them.... and remembering days I love just because you gave them to me as gifts. Today I''m thinking of you and loving you for more reasons than I could ever even think of to tell you in one day.

Tag Your It
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I love country music! (people tell me I'm a hick) 2. I constantly wash clothes 3. I cut the grass too often 4. I am deaf! Have two bionic ears! 5. I am addicted to LC - am on it every single night.. lol 6. I love Jack rocks, almost too much! Ok, tag, you're it... Sweet Momma Sweet Thing Sexy BabyGurl Cuddlebunny Cheryl Rose Dolphin

Take My Wife Please
Take My Wife, Please The last fight was my fault. My wife asked, "What's on the TV?" I said, "Dust!" In the beginning, God created earth and rested. Then God created man and rested. Then God created woman. Since then, neither God nor man has rested. My wife and I are inseparable. In fact, last week it took four state troopers and a dog. What is the difference between a dog and a fox? About 5 drinks. A beggar walked up to a well dressed woman shopping on Rodeo Drive and said "I haven't eaten anything in four days." She looked at him and said, "God, I wish I had your willpower." Do you know the punishment for bigamy? Two mothers-in-law. A man inserted an ad in the classified: "Wife wanted." Next day he received a hundred letters. They all said the same thing: "You can have mine." The most effective way to remember your wife's birthday is to forget it once. First guy (proudly): "My wife's an angel!" Second guy: "You're lucky, mine's still alive." How do most

Lovers Night
A special dinner, That's what he set out to do. To show her how special she was, To show her his love was true. A candle light dinner, He made for them to eat. Looking deep into her eyes, Their souls did meet. After they ate dinner, To the couch they did retire. Curled up together with a movie, And the sweet glow of a fire. So relaxed and content, A feeling of heavenly bliss. On the back of her neck, He placed a sweet soft kiss. It sent a shiver down her spine, And she turned and held him tight. Whispering softly in his ear, Make love to me all night. He said I'll be right back, As he got up off the couch. Into his bedroom he went, Then pulled out a pouch. He pulled out rose pedals, And laid them all over the bed. Hundreds of rose pedals, White, yellow, pink and red. Around the room, Candle after candle he did light. Making a soft glow in the room, That flicked in the night. He went to the couch, And took her by the hand. She glowed lik

A Magic Moment I Remember
A magic moment I remember: I raised my eyes and you were there. A fleeting vision, the quintessence Of all that's beautiful and rare. I pray to mute despair and anguish To vain pursuits the world esteems, Long did I near your soothing accents, Long did your features haunt my dreams. Time passed- A rebel storm-blast scattered The reveries that once were mine And I forgot your soothing accents, Your features gracefully divine. In dark days of enforced retirement I gazed upon grey skies above With no ideals to inspire me, No one to cry for, live for, love. Then came a moment of renaissance, I looked up- you again are there, A fleeting vision, the quintessence Of all that`s beautiful and rare.

What I Did
I had a good fall break/4-day weekend. Saturday I went to the Daniel Boone Festival where we rode some rides, danced, walked around, watched the natives do their dances (which were awesome). Sunday my dad cut his right pinky finger almost completely off. He was helping work on my sisters roof putting down some metal roofing, anyway, long story short, a cord wrapped around his finger so tightly that by the time he could unplug it, it had broken his finger in two at a joint and cut through the skin... his finger was hanging there by a small layer of flesh. We went to the Corbin hopsital where they sent us to the UK hospital and it was finally almost midnight when they did something for him (the accident happened at 2:30pm). We were worried to death he'd lose his finger, but that's been 2 days ago, they've stitched and casted it up and he already has feeling in his finger and he already went back to work today... lol, only my dad... that's where I get my stubbornness from. So sunday was s

Tag You're It
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1)I'm a perfectionist. If it is not perfect then I try till I get right. (helps in the bedroom ladies ) 2)I cook, clean, wash dishes and do the laundry, for a guy to do this would be weard to the ladies. 3)I sleep with 4 pillows, 2 under my head, 1 between my legs and 1 to hug. 4)I'm a packrat 5)I collect dragons 6)I'm shy these are my weard things about me. the 6 friends I'm sending this to. 1)feeling strangly fine 2)christy 3)bablgirl 4)fastforward 5)happy1anne 6)sweetheart

Tag
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I smoke - a bad habit! 2. I hate driving.... I make hubby drive everywhere we go together... 3. I would go barefoot everywhere I went if I could. 4. I am NOT a morning person! 5. I am addicted to LC - am on it every single night.. lol 6. I treat my dogs just like one of my kids.... Ok, tag, you're it... Harley_Matt Steppen Wolf Gentleman1948 CG Shooter ~RoninFL~

Loves Sweet Song
I imagine Frost to walk my October meadow's path, that one less traveled, to stop and sigh in crystal inspiration dreaming impossible petals of feather from distant prisms of wonder splitting light to fingers striking words to color in simple gift, and bare a smile. I imagine you were there, a flower shy as wind subsiding, current to wave in hair and skin to tingle, embarrassed by the rush of truth, reading from encounter's accidental script to speak as eyes in will to dictate. I imagine two to walk in hands to hold, where word is laugher in giggle to express without expectation's waste, as song to write, for lyrics have ways of rolling in rhyme like tide to sand in acclamation of wave, jubilation feeling surge when time is right to fly together, tenor and soprano in harmonic dance, as bass and trebble spill to soul in gathered note. The way of love is step in patience, not to rush

A Valentine Poem...
There is a question that you asked me one day but I couldn't quite find the words to say The reasons that I love you are hard to describe But I've been thinking and I'm really gonna try The thoughts are rushing through my head like a river trying to explain them only makes me quiver You doubt me sometimes, but I always come through That...Is one thing I love about you.. A smile comes to my face whenever I hear your voice There's something you do to me, it's not my choice You sit and talk with me about this and that On top of me is usually where you'll take a nap I know it hurts but if it has to end I know you and me will always still be friends You give me something to look forward to everyday Anticipation kills me till I've seen your face So many things I love about you I couldn't say them all but I'll keep on thinking and then I'll give you a call So remember that I love you in too many ways and please have a very special Valentine's day...

Once Again I Am Left Alone
Everytime something starts to work out, something horrible makes it take another turn. Life throws curve balls and i know that. When my friends hurt i hurt, and right now my friends are hurting and now i am gonna lose my 2 bestfriends for good. and i know i have too but i wish things could go back to the way there were weeks ago. Not just for me but for a friend too. I am not getting into detail cause it isn't no ones business but the people who know. but when i lose my 2 bestfriends i feel like i am losing my family. I love those 2 so much. But i wish them luck and i want them to know that i love u and i will always be here for u. Its really hard for me to try to explain how i feel. It probaly sounds really selfish that i want them to stay due to the reasoning of why they are leaving. But without those to here i have no one. The 4 friends that i have are so close to me. They are the only ones that would always be there if i needed them and always have my back. With 2 of them alrea

The Vampire
It was a clear morning when we were dropped off in the North Beach area of town, to be honest it was a relief, it had been foggy enough the last few days and we thought we'd be greeted by thick sea mists that would spoil the trip. There wasn't that many of us, there was a family from Arizona, I think the father had lived in frisco during the 60's and was bring the family home to look at the magical places that lived on in his mind, then there was a young guy from Portland, quiet, slim guy, and myself, and another young guy joined us as we reached the golden gate park, I took him for a local, I'm not sure why, he just looked at home there, I also think he may have been some kind of artist cuz he had a large pad of paper and a case with him that looked like the sort of case you carry paints in. At first he intrested me quite a bit, his local knowledge seemed useful, the tales of the city, the sights, the sounds, the history and culture, but I soon turned from him cuz he talked to much

Escape
ive got alot on my mind this world we're living in is so unkind i feel the fist of god crashing down on me neverending pain of life cannot escape the reality that im done with living so get on your horse and ride the heavens will open and let me inside ill stay there and pray for you never ended chants of control enter my world and cleanse your wounds rub the stains of insanity ill take another drink again there is nowhere to hide ill sink into a rational hell into a blacked state i fell I cannot breakfree from this I leave a world no one will miss

What Is Wrong....
SOMEONE TELL ME WTF IS WRONG WITH ME...I AM SO DAMN BITCHING TODAY. MY BROTHER CAN'T STAND ME, I HAVE DONE NOTHING BUT YELLED AT THE KIDS WHEN THEY WOULD DO NOTHING BUT ASK A SIMPLE QUESTION OR EVEN JUST LOOK AT ME. I MEAN COME ON, THATS KINDA BIZARRE. I MEAN I DO GET IN MY MOODS, BUT I THINK ITS NOTHING MORE THAN STRESS RIGHT NOW. I AM STRESSED OUT TO THE MAX. I THOUGHT I HAD SOMETHING GOOD WITH SOMEONE, TO ONLY BE LET DOWN TIME AND TIME AGAIN. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT IN LIFE, WELL I DO, BUT I KINDA HAVE NO WAY OF GETTING WHAT IT IS THAT I WANT AND NEED. I'M NOT GOING INTO DETAILS ABOUT WHAT IT IS I WANT OR NEED, BUT ITS RIGHT UP THERE AT THE TOP OF WHAT IS STRESSING ME OUT! SOMETIMES I JUST WONDER WHY I AM EVEN HERE. BEING HERE FOR MY KIDS IS ONE THING, BUT OTHER THAN THAT, I HAVE NOTHING TO BE ON THIS EARTH FOR. I THINK I COULD DO GREAT THINGS, BUT THE FEARS THAT ARE WITHIN ME ALWAYS HOLD ME BACK. LETS GO INTO MY MARRIAGE FOR A MINUTE. THE BASICS ARE, I DATED MY HUSBAND FOR ABO

Don't Go To Bed...
Don't Go To Bed.... I've heard it said don't go to bed while hanging on to sorrow, you may not have the chance to laugh with those you love tomorrow. You may not mean the words you speak when anger takes its toll, you may regret your actions once you've lost your self control. When you've lost your temper and you've said some hurtful things, think about the heartache that your actions sometime bring. You'll never get those moments back, such precious time to waste, and all because of things you said in anger and in haste. So if you're loving someone and your pride has settled in, you may not ever have the chance to say to them again... "I love you and I miss you and although we don't agree, I'll try to see your point of view, please do the same for me." ---Author Unknown

Just For Old Times Sake
Just for old times sake Some of you may not understand why I am postig this, but the older peeps here know what's behind this ;-) ------------------------------------------------ The liquid inside young coconuts can be used as a substitute for Blood plasma. No piece of paper can be folded in half more than seven (7) times. Donkeys kill more people annually than plane crashes. You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching television. Oak trees do not produce acorns until they are fifty (50) years of age or older. The first product to have a bar code was Wrigley's gum. The King of Hearts is the only king WITHOUT A MOUSTACHE American Airlines saved $40,000 in 1987 by eliminating one (1) olive from each salad served in first-class. Venus is the only planet that rotates clockwise. (Since Venus is normally associated with women, what does this tell you!) Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the

Ni Tu Esposa
Music Video:I'M NOT YOUR HUSBAND (by Nicky Jam)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone i am not ur husband i am not ur man, no i'm the one that when u call come give u satisfaction *in spanish: * yo no soy tu marido ni tampoco tu hombre solamente el cangri que cuando tu llama te responde ~ makes me wanna dance in a ballroom wit my latino friends. oye, los amigos mas guapos de todos mis amigos. ooo que guapos!! como mi amigo ade que tiene 19 anos, y su amigo mejor quien es uno de mis exes. y tambien mis amigos en mexico y and panama. mi amigo linder en panama me ensene como baila bachata y ahorita puedo bailar a Aventura y las otras artistas de bachata. oooo quiero bailar ahorita!!! ~ace~ PS: good luck if understand that :P sorry spanish music makes me wanna speak spanish and dance

Tag
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I cant stand the telephone, it drives me insane. 2. I HATE WATER...LOL...BUT DRINK IT WHEN I ABSOLUTLY HAVE TO...LOL 3. I really do not like to deal with people in general funny huh...I am not a people person guess because I deal with some doozies on a daily basis. 4. I hate to wear shoes if i could work barefoot woo hoo they would be gone...lol... 5. I snore and boy from what i hear about it BOY I COULD WAKE THE DEAD AT TIMES...lmmfao 6. hmmm I AM A TWEETY FREAK IF IT HAS TWEETY ON IT OR HAS ANYTHING TO DO WITH TWEETY ITS COMING WITH ME...LOL... Ok Here There Are All My Werid Things or Habbits. Now... show-off8 clif DJ

Break It!
Music Video:ROMPE (by Daddy Yankee)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone this music video makes me wanna vandalize sooooo badly. like, to the worst degree. lol makes me wish i was runnin wit MS13, crips, bloods or one of those gangs. lol, makes me wanna break something cuz i hear it and adrenaline and anger...yea it's a hott song. :P ~ace~

A Fish Tale
This is a Lil story about Hannibal The Cannibal Goldfish .. What started out as a Sunny Tuesday afternoon was soon to trun dark and eerie....The Tank was Clean .. the Bubbles were Bubbling .. Food was plentiful .. As Hannibal Swam about his home .. Keeping clear of the Evil Attack fish that learked in the same waters... Hannibal was Quiet .. kept his bubbles to himself.. Until One day .. He had this Horrible Urge to see what this attack was all about .. He decided he was going to Do his own attack . Boy did he ever .. First he pushed all the pretty pink stones to one side of the tank .. as to create a hide out .. he then Decided he should take one last swim circling the tank .. gather his thoughts .. all 3 seconds of them.. while he could .. Then .. He Swam as fast as he could .. his target in sight .. Who would it be ??? It was Pluto The Sucker fish .. tiny in stature .. he knew he was the best target within the tank .. and He struck .. Going after Pluto .. Knowing he could hide h

Paul Stanley-everytime I See You Around
Do you remember when you said I was the only one We'll watch the years go passing by I never dreamed that with a love I thought had just begun I'd ever hear you say goodbye When we meet and I start smiling I'm just lying through my tears Baby, every time I see you with your arms around another Everytime my world comes crashing down And it's all bittersweet, my heart skips a beat Everytime I see you around I go to places, but it's not the way it used to be I only picture you and I My friends all tell me I can push you from my memories There's only so much I can try When I touch your hand to greet you I'm not sure that I'll let go Baby, every time I see you with your arms around another Everytime my world comes crashing down And it's all bittersweet, my heart skips a beat Everytime I see you I found my way to a warm embrace But I still think about ya Why can't somebody else take your place I can't stand it Yeah, I found my way to a warm embrace

Never Was So Lonely As The Night...
Never was so lonely as the night with all it's dreams of yesterday encapsulated within a moments hesitation and then tomorrow dawns a new year to find the screaming body dragged from the final breath of the previous chapter and into darkness. clouds fill the sky dark and gray with flurries of snow and worries of man that fall and lie deep upon the fields of thought until the vista is such that even memory can not recognize it's twisted features a thing of beauty? a white demon? who knows what others see behind the windows of their souls who hears their silent screams and runs protective to cradle them within awaking dreams of how it should have been it could have been if only the dice had fallen even how can life be decided by the flick of a wrist? And what of chapters new? of fields yet untrodden and future speak of what you seek alone but not so sure filled with doubts of how much longer can the fear of past remain before it bites upon the very su

Love Is Not A Real Thing Its A Fantasy Get The Fuck Over It!
love is a fantasy and it is only obtainable by the dilussioned masses. yeah they say they love you but only people who will ever truely love you are your family. only people i will ever love are my beautiful kids

What Did I Tell You?
Brown eyes Sexy as hell and adorable, love to make new friends. Their relationship tends to be very honest cause if they aren't truly in love, the relationship won't work. They fall easily for their best friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite. Can make anyone laugh or cheer them up. Loves to please the one they care for or love, very good kissers, are straight up WARRIORS, and don't care what anybody thinks.

Interview With God!
I sure hope this works.....I really wanted to share this with my friends and family. Enjoy! http://www.theinterviewwithgod.com/popup-frame.html' )Just copy and paste link into Address line.....should bring it up.)

Fallen Deputy
Heaven Needed A Deputy" It was the 19th. of April that he went away, only one week past his 26th. birthday. His family and friends all asked, why a young man a deputy so full of life with so many things yet to experience was taken away that day Then this tiny voice whispered deep inside our hearts: “God needed a young Deputy Angel in heaven and Nick was His chosen one, Nick is now a Deputy Angel with wings of silver and his golden deputy's’ star still upon his chest around his head was placed a golden halo band” Yes, our loss is great, but heaven needed a special Deputy Angel to serve at he Lords’ right hand; Nick was specially selected by Our Lord As one of His Very Special Angels that serve at His right hand. So every night Nick looks down from the white puffy cloud that makes his bed ,he smiles and whispers this message to his family and friends hearts: “ I was taken away from you only temporarily; the Lord needed me to help he

A Sad Reminder
PLEASE GO TO THIS SITE www.policepoems.com AND READ. HOPE IT GIVES U INSITE TO THOSE THAT WALK THE STREETS U WONT, SEE THINGS U CANT HANDLE, AND LIVE A LIFE THEY KNOW CAN END IN A FLASH. TO BECOME FOREVER A LIVE IN THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS, MY FELLOW BROTHERS AND SISTERS, WE ASK U PRAY FOR US AND REMEMBER THESE POEMS NEXT TIME U THINKING BADLY OF ONE OF US.

Horror Pain Gore Death: Volume 3 Dvd Released And Ready To Ship!
Click on the image below for more information: To view sample videos from the DVD, go to http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.showvids&friendID=1970198&n=2&uname=Mike%20%28The%20Semen%20Demon%29

As The Rush Comes (kick Ass Song!)
Traveling somewhere, could be anywhere There's a coldness in the air but I don't care We drift deeper Life goes on We drift deeper Into the sound Traveling somewhere, could be anywhere There's a coldness in the air but I don't care We drift deeper into sound Life goes on We drift deeper Into the sound feeling strong So bring it on So bring it on * Embrace me Surround me as the rush comes Embrace me Surround me as the rush comes Embrace me Surround me as the rush comes Oh embrace me Surround me as the rush comes So bring it on So bring it on We drift deeper into sound Life goes on We drift deeper Into the sound feeling strong So bring it on So bring it on * Repeat (x2) As the rush comes (repeat)

Until We Meet
Until we meet My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share the my food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."

A Video I Made
->4 goals but only 3 were valid. The other the referee didn't saw that the ball was inside the net line. ->Ronaldo score 2 valid goals, score the one that didn't count and did the assistace to the other goal.

Ureka,..i Have An Idea!
I was brainburping again, and check this out... Wouldnt it be like the shit, if you could convince all your friends to put one picture of themselves each into one folder, then have them go out and implore to all their mutual aquaintances that they must come by and publicly choose just one of them as the best, and compound that by hinging the importance of thier friendship upon that very choice. And no cheating either, you must glorify the esteem of just one whilst alienating the rest. We cant have people going around complementing others for their individual appeal, that would too much resemble a compassion for humanity, and who wants that! But who am I..what do I know? Lets test this obsession...next time youre in Walmart, once you get to the checkout and have everyone trapped behind you, take a moment and announce to everyone within earshot "Listen up bitches, I just want yall to know, that I am currently in the top ranking to take first place in the Blah Blah contest on lostcherr

Im Scorpio! What Are You?
>>PISCESSmart. -->Center of attention. -->Too Sexy, DAMN IT. -->Very high sex appeal. -->Has the last word. -->The best to find, hardest to keep. -->Fun to be around. -->Freak in the sheets -->Extremely weird but in a good way. -->Super good in bed. -->Good Sense of Humor!!! -->Thoughtful -->A partner for life >>>CANCERVery high sex appeal. >Great in bed ... >Love is one of a kind. >Very romantic. >Most caring person you will ever meet! >Entirely creative >Random and proud of it >Great tellin stories >Not a Fighter, But will Knock there lights out >>>SCORPIOEXTREMELY sexy. >Intelligent. >Energetic. >Predict future. >Most erotic. >(Freak in bed.) >(GREAT kisser.) >Always get what they want. >Stubborn at times >Sexy. >Attractive. >Easy going. >Loves being in long relationships. >Talkative. >The sexiest ever.... >Romantic. >Caring. >Artistic >GREAT friend >NICE! >>>LIBRAVery romantic. >Nice to everyone They meet. >Their Love is on

For A First Attempt At Writing This...
on reading someone's profile, but this had gone through my mind before- if someone were to ask me (or if I just wanted to suggest, to be less prideful about it- I believe in ego, I'm less pleased about pride, some other time on that) - where next in classical music- of course that depends on where from, on tastes in general...there are a few composers after Bach, Beethoven, Mozart, Haydn, Brahms, Vivaldi, say I'm tempted to recommend though. For instance if you don't know Fauré's (Gabriel Fauré, 1845-1924) chamber music, his violin sonatas, cello sonatas, piano quartets and quintets, etc. - I think you're missing out on something here. (The list of works I've heard in live concert is not really long, especially since I've attended very few in the last... five years? more!... - but I've had the pleasure of catching two of these works, one of Fauré's violin sonatas and one of his piano quartets - quartets for piano, violin, viola and cello, before anyone asks... the sonata back in co

Prayer
Policeman's Prayer" When I start my tour of duty God, Wherever crime may be, as I walk the darkened streets alone, Let me be close to thee. Please give me understanding with both the young and old. Let me listen with attention until their story's told. Let me never make a judgment in a rash or callous way, but let me hold my patience let each man have his say. Lord if some dark and dreary night, I must give my life, Lord, with your everlasting love protect my children and my wife. (Author Unknown)

My Best Friend Sean Veirauch
‘What Sean wanted’ By Michael King Post-Crescent staff writer During his relatively short life, Sean Veirauch encountered bumps in the road, but he always had a good heart. Today, the 16-year-old Neenah boy’s heart is beating in the chest of a grateful 53-year-old Wisconsin man, one of six organ recipients helped by Sean’s selflessness. “It was just a matter of doing what Sean wanted,” said his mother, Cheryl Veirauch. Sean, who would have turned 17 on Nov. 11, died Oct. 31 at Theda Clark Medical Center after an apparently accidental shooting at his east-side home. A day earlier, two friends said, Sean was trying to dislodge the slide from a jammed handgun by hitting it on the living room floor. The gun discharged and a bullet struck him in the eye. In coping with Sean’s death, his parents, Paul and Cheryl Veirauch, and sister, Shallin, 14, are urging families to talk about organ donation and consider giving what the Veirauchs call “the gift of life” to ot

Holloween
ok everybody it is that spooky time of the year again so come on lets here about the most freaky stuff lets hear some stories about how u surived a scarey moment who's seen shit they cant explain come yall lets hear some good stuff

Favorite Poem
In life there are no winners, only saints and sinners. Where pleasure and pain are one in the same. You speak of the devil, we both know well. For what is a devil, but an angel in bondage. Fred Burger

For My Mom
Ghost in the window Tell me where did you go so many years ago I saw how peaceful you were when you slipped away I wasnt ready to execpt it but i was only so young and i didtn know what was wrong I was told mommy has a booboo shes going to be away awhile she said mommy is going to sleep but some day we will be together again grandma was sad when she told us she still cries for you it makes me sad to even thing about it thirteen years ago I watched you die I sometimes sit in my cell adn think about you mommy your baby girl needs you? your my ghost in the wind

Hope
so many people take life for granted for so long i did i alwansy wanted things to go my way all my life i wanted people to cater to my needs but in the ent i only hurt them at times i knew what i wanted but always did things nobody expected me to do i very seldom felt good about myself i hated everythign about who I was i never saw myself depressed deep down insidei was heartbroken i was filled with hate i want my family back together

'why Am I Being Rated?'
Why does it seem like everyone is being rated a 10!! Ratings are funny,i just started to get the hang of them myself,feels weird to rate people so i'm a very conservative rater,i rate when a rating is deserved ..I dont just rate physical appearances i rate the overall profile ,personality, sense of humour, niceness:),sexiness, etc.. I feel almost conceited,selfish,greedy, undeserving of ..accepting these ratings from strangers, I DONT THINK IM A 10! If your judging me from just physical features,maybe a 7.. BUT i am a 10! if your rating my personality,profile,and sense of humour....i dont get how people can rate someones profile or pic and then turn around and advertize it on persons website..hahahah...lol its funny...guess it gets them ratings quicker to reach there ranking goals..anyways if you've been rated by me and not many have...then it comes straight from my heart and just from the lil bit i know of you..not rating just your pic...well unless its a c--k pic i happen to stumble

For My Son Damion
mY LOVE FOR YOU My love for you i LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN EXPLAIN, EVEN THOUGH YOU ARE NOT HERE TO HOLD AND SMILE AT I HAVE A PLACE FOR YOU IN MY HEART THAT NO OTHER WILL BE EVER ABLE TO FILL. YOU WERE MY SON AND MY PRIDE AND JOY. i MISS HOLDING YOU AND SEEING YOUR SWEET SMILING FACE i WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOUR MOMMY LOVES AND MISSES YOU YOU MY SON HAVE MY LOVE FOREVER AND ALWAYS

The Loneliness
The Loneliness I sit here all alone While the one I love runs and does as he pleases, and acts as if there are no cares in the world to him. Will his two daughters sit and cry for their dad who could care less. As the loneliness builds up inside and theres nothing I can say or do that would make him want to change even the death of our son. He thinks as if the world owes him. But the ones who suffer are me and the kids and the unborn baby. And I wonder if I will ever have the courage to get out before it gets any worse. What will help over come the loneliness? Will the child I carry help that lonliness? still remain.

My Best Friend Brandon
News 2 Killed August 25, 2004 NEENAH, Wis. (AP) - A speeding car collided with a pickup truck and then crashed into a utility pole and a building, killing two teen boys and injuring another. The accident Tuesday afternoon killed 16-year-old Brandon Peters and 15-year-old Adam Pfeiffer, both of Neenah, according to the Neenah Police Department. Peters was driving the car. A second passenger in his car, 16-year-old Kelly Pennings of Neenah, was injured in the accident, police said. The pickup's driver was not hurt. "From witness statements, it appeared that the vehicle, due to speed and whatnot, had been somewhat out of control. It missed several other vehicles prior to striking (a) pickup truck" before hitting the pole and the building, Lt. Ty Thompson said. "We feel speed was a factor. ... We believe that the vehicle actually struck several things on the side of the road, including the curb and whatnot, and left a long trail of debris prior to the impact at th

Grrrr
I am about this close to strangling my mother. If I could give any advice to girls planning their wedding, don't have your mother pay for everything. You see I'm just like my mother, very opinionated. One difference being that our opinions are quite different. So when it comes to types of cakes or flowers, ect. I disagree with a lot of what she says. And I should eb able to voice my opinion considering it is MY wedding! But she seems to think that everything she suggests I should just agree with since she is paying for the whole shabang. So I'm fucked. I guess I will just have to live my dream wedding through my daughter!

Bewitchment - Seven Witches
She can be dark as night and ageless as the void... A gentle breeze or winter storm Her eyes like crystal pools are gazing through my soul I can't pull myself away *Ride on air / Embrace the darkness / Touch the sky / Kiss the Light / Love the Silence Am I worthy of your everlasting spell I feel I've known your touch before Eye within my mind that recalls my yesterday's Reincarnation so complete (repeat 2*) I - I will ride the wind with you my love I'm singing ...OH...Ever - Everlasting spell that you have cast I'm singing...OH... Blasting through space and time we cling together You feed my dark need we'll be forever Come to me; hold me close let it now begin A feast of flesh, frenzy of lust we will always win Now we're one for the very first time - Dreams foretold - You've seen the Sign / explosive rush consumes our skin - Now we're one, We are one with sin

New Photo Shoot
Ezra and I will be taking new photos tonight for our upcumming website. Unfortunately most of these like our other recent shoots will be reserved for the paysite. We will be posting a few samples for you to enjoy. If you have any ideal of thing that you would like to see for this or later photo shoots, let us know. We would love to hear from you.

Safe Place
Safe place Current mood: content Category: Writing and Poetry He lays there between the two red radio wagons tilted up on their sides, under the cardboard and wood that finishes his little place. He hears a small propeller plane pass over as he lays in this place. He does not know that forever from this day forward, he will be transported back to this time and this place whenever he hears one of these putter planes. What was he thinking as he laid there? His mother would come and call for him soon. She would see the two wagons covered with the wood and know where he was. But she would call as a mother does and pretend she did not know where her little boy was hiding. He was not hiding, he was just safe. He felt safe there, in this place. The world was out there, outside this place, these wagons and boards. This would forever be his safe place. He would visit these wagons and lay in this sandy place many times in his life. He would hear his mother calling and he would

Pretend
Pretend Current mood: cold Category: Writing and Poetry The smile appears on cue now, and only the acute eye can note the slight insincerity. She knows, because she knows everything about him, but she does not care anymore, because the smile is better than the other. And in the most profound sense of irony she pretends not to notice. Her smile appears less often, she has never played the game as well, or maybe she just doesn't want to work that hard. The phone rings and the voice is charming and again she knows, and this voice grates across her ears like chalk on a wet board. No irony here, he knows she dislikes it and never pretends to conceal it. The cards and flowers arrive as do the invitations to celebrate the festal intimacies, and they both know, but the days pass as do the nights. Her ears are rarely tickled with adoring adulations, and sweet notions are buried deep in dresser drawers. The winks they share across rooms are no more than idiosyncratic ges

Jesus Christ Superhero
Jesus Christ Superhero Current mood: chipper Category: Writing and Poetry You know I often like to think of the things Jesus could do. He was afterall the son of god. Omnipotent comes to mind and the possibilities are endless. Now I've heard the stories about Christ healing people and splitting loaves of bread to feed the masses. I think the coolest thing he could do was walk on water. I'm not sure why he could do this, it seems more like a novelty act than to serve any purpose. I think it would have been really cool if he could have flown. Fying is like the best thing anyone can do that has powers. Jesus sorta had a cape, well robes I guess, but he could have made one. And I think anyone that could walk on water could fly. He could have at least tried. Maybe he could and never knew it. Damn he could have flown away and never got crucified. Well I guess when he turned into an angel he could fly. Maybe thats why he couldn't fly before. He didn't have his wings yet. We

The Author
The Author Current mood: confused Category: Writing and Poetry The Author Tearing at the page once again, the frustration burns deep in his heart. All words lost now. The stacks of romantic novels are of no use. Hope is a flaunting glimpse of what could have been. He lays his head down upon the crumbled papers. The words have failed him. How could she not see? Did he not make it clear enough? Was he too ambiguous? Thoughts racing, as his forehead presses against the drying ink. He feels weak and utterly drained. The words are gone, scrambled like his tattered mind. He had poured every last ounce of himself into this failed plight. He was nothing but a shell, hollowed by this daunting, wasted task of romantic quips. Had she not noticed, was she immune to his gallant gestures of raging fonts. His heart, barely beating, sank heavily in his chest. The stacks of papers sat neatly beside the books on his desk, as did the envelopes. Each page held a piece of hi

Quotes
QUOTES Meet me at our old spot. I know it's been awhile, but I think we need to talk I'm falling again. So let's drink to the truth. Let's speak through drunken minds & say how much we truly love each other & tomorrow, we can go back to pretending that we hate each other. You had me from the day you smiled. He leaned over & kissed me. I kissed him back & then, our eyes met & it was like we both knew So we smiled & kissed again. It was so perfect. && I don't understand by the way you look at me why we can't be together. The boy is gorgeous. I just want a different ending to our same old story. Let's try & make it last this time & prove them all wrong. No matter how many times he hurts me, I will always forgive him. Some may call it stupid. I call it love. I don't like missing you. But I love having you to miss. I think I found my new addiction tonight. She may be confused about a lot of things, but she knows the only time she's truely happy is when sh

This Savage Goodbye
This savage goodbye Current mood: crushed Category: Writing and Poetry This Savage Goodbye I know the feeling that my heart is being ripped out shall pass, yes I know that. I know that the more time goes by, the more my heart will let go. But my heart does not know that. All it knows is it's being ripped to pieces. And it reaches out at the slightest chance, that there will be no need of this goodbye. It beats harder at the slimmest glimpse of hope. But this goodbye comes and it tugs and it tugs hard. It is unforgiving, it is relentless. This goodbye is a savage. It knocks at the door waiting for an answer and the heart beats harder. I open the door knowing the pain will come and it does. Shooting pain, unbearable pain. I walk through the door and the searing pain, once the heart has lost hope, cuts deep to the bone. The heart races, fearful like a child lost without the parent. I must keep walking, walking away from this goodbye, never look back for

Change And Growing Up
Change With the tides of change Comes anger and fear Hurtful words And pain stricken tears. With the tides of change Comes heartache and sorrow Long hours of crying And a fear of tomorrow. With the tides of change Comes silent Woe Wonders of a future We will never know. Growing Up I watch your eyes As they fall to the ground, And as you take my hand My heart rapidly pounds. We're growing up now We are beginning to understand, You took my heart When you took my hand. You're holding my hand again today And telling me of your fears, And even as an adult You can't hold back your tears. We're growing up now We're beginning to understand, You took my heart When you took my hand. We were standing in a clearing When you broke my heart, You just kept saying "Growing up means growing apart." We're all grown up now We finally understand, You broke my heart When you let go of my hand.

Tug Of Hearts.
Tug of hearts. Current mood: confused Category: Writing and Poetry A million gigabytes away she tugs his heart and he tugs back. A fair game they say to themselves. Soft words, and an imagined smile appears on the avatar. An (lol) and a semi-colon followed by a right parenthesis and the tugs grow stronger. Ah, but the heart is clueless, the eyes are blind. And who shall win this tug of hearts memorialized by the pixels of lost fonts? Who can tug harder at the heart so drawn in by the anticipation of new mail? Who shall be the one left waiting for this little red symbol that has brought such a longing for the next. Each click of the mouse becomes a step into the unknown. He waits... then she waits.. while the hearts beat unknowingly, holding unto every beat as if it were the last. How shall the glorious fonts arrange themselves next, with glowing adulations or sweet poems of daily routines. Even the most mundane rings of shakespear, as the tugs continue. A picture

You Know You Are From Md When...
You know your from Maryland when... -You know more than 10 people who own boats, all at the same marina in Solomons. -You can pronounce and spell "Pocomoke," "Mattaponi," "Accokeek,""Havre de Grace" and "Silopanna" (Annapolis backwards). -You pronounce "Bowie" BOO-ee Not BOW-ee. Or BAUW-ee. -Someone asks you what school you went to - you automatically name your high School. -You know where 'lil it lee is (Little Italy) -You remember Harbor place as the horrible place with polluted water -When the Power Plant was an actual power plant -You know what the Dundalk/Seagirt terminal means -You remember BWI Airport as Friendship airport -You remember driving over the old Kent Narrows bridge that everyone fishes off of now -After eating crabs you wash your hands with beer -You love the Domino Sugar sign you can see across the harbor -You know Annapolis and Hopkins are national treasures and get a kick out of hearing them named in movies o

"no I'm Gonna Be A China Cabinet!"
"No I'm gonna be a china cabinet!" Current mood: curious Category: Writing and Poetry Disclaimer: This, like most things I write, never happened, other than in the psychosis of my demented little mind. Someone, a long time ago, asked me an odd question. Now I believe odd questions require odd answers. He asked me if I was a boat. Funny that I knew the answer immediatley. I almost instinctively returned with, "No I'm a tree" Of course many boats are made out of trees, so I very well could have been a boat. Until that point I never knew I was a tree, although I had my suspicions. At that moment my whole life made sense. The need to stick my feet in the dirt, and throw my arms in the air. Since that day I've tried to figure out what kinda tree I am. The realization that one is a tree does afterall spawn alot of questions. I've come to believe I am a pine tree. I can be quite prickly at times and I like tinsel. Pine does not make good boats, so I'll end up a chi

Mythtaken
Mythtaken Current mood: jubilant Category: Writing and Poetry Bells toll for heart's lost singer Glorious words slice to bone For the day that love shall bring her From this place she lies alone Gallant knights pull forth their swords The sound of silence breaks Trumpets hit old familiar chords Sunbeams dance on love's lost lakes. Darkness weans and falls to light The tides of time abide The voices die before their plight Erasing days alone she cried. Breezes dance upon the leaves Herald harks her soul awakes Light sings and darkness grieves As night fades the mourning breaks Rusted chains begin to shed. Old memories die fall to past Sun golden fields lie ahead She floats upon love's stout mast

Estrogen Recalled
Estrogen recalled Current mood: bouncy Category: Blogging IN THE SUPREME COURT OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA ADAM et.al. case no. CV9870-89-09 Garden of Eden Plaintiff Class Action Complaint for damages V GOD et.al. Heaven Defendant. Now comes the plaintiff and moves this court for a judgment for damages in the amount of 10 gazillion dollars. The reason being more fully explained in the memorandum below. MEMORANDUM In the beginning God (the defendant) did knowingly steal a rib from Adam (the plaintiff) and create Eve. The defendant did knowingly create Eve, with the chemical Estrogen, which the defendant did know to cause mental and physical harm to plaintiff. The defendant never warned the plaintiff of the diverse side effects of such chemical. The defendant being omnipotent knew of all present and future effects of said drug. Many studies future, past and present have been conclusive in their findings. Said dru

Gibberish
Don't ask... Current mood: fruggybooty "Sung to the tune of the paradiddle" We sit all alone be it in groups or not searching for answers and failing every quiz Longing comes and goes pulling at our masks differences begging to become what similarity rarely is. Opportunity never knocks I've heard it once or twice days pass us by we take it all in strife. Players never win and losers always cry women and children first and death beats out life. Lazy grains of salt over shoulders tossed wishing wells run dry and shooting stars pass Luck never is the numbers that we pick and hope is a lie when winners finish last. We gather sticks and stones and break down names call it like it is pretending not to be Paper cuts rock and scissors rust away and sound waves still float when no one's there to see So ask me a question I promise not two lies s

Don't Ask...
She came, or so I thought. Hell she was probably faking, people do that. I'm tired of sorting, sifting...singing old songs. I had a dream, or so I thought. Hell it was probably the drugs, people do that. I'm tired of searching, buying...wearing dark clothes I wrote a poem, or so I thought. Hell it was probably nonsense, people do that. I'm tired of cutting and pasting....pretending I'm you

Seven Thirty
I sit there waiting Wondering why Seven Twenty-Five I watch the clock As it slowly changes Seven twenty-six. I asked you today But you would not answer Seven twenty-seven. I can't stand waiting I don't know what to do Seven twenty-eight. The phones ringing If I answer it, What will you Say? Seven twenty-nine It stopped Seven Thirty.

Yahweh Drops Out Of School
Yahweh's creation. Current mood: Saintly Yahweh always had been a troubled child. He had a strange way about him. From an early age he was struggling with the concept of Ying and Yang. He had it in his head that good could overcome evil. A seriously unbalanced child, he never understood the idea that the universe took care of its self, and the balance between Ying and Yang was not to be messed with. Yahweh always wanted to create, but was forbidden to create physical life. The energy force that controlled physical life was complicated and only accomplished students of Omnipotence School were allowed to attempt this feat. Yahweh failed Omnipotence School and was thrown out in his second year. The Elders could not get through to the boy. Yahweh liked to break the rules and was impatient. The process for creating physical life, in a perfect form was complicated and Yahweh liked to take shortcuts. The Elders expelled Yahweh and forbid him from creating physical life. A

Books
Just going to list a few books Ive read that I really enjoyed She's Come undone.. I know this much is true The Five people you meet in heaven .. Of Mice and Men.. The works of Poe... Honk and hollar opening soon .. Shoot the moon.. Where the heart is .. Icy Sparks .. Sleep my child forever Am I old Yet ?..

Love Undeclared
In her mind she whispers words that go undeclared. Her tender heart left yearning for a love that is equally shared. Thoughts of passion inspired by a fleeting touch words that are silently spoken with just a look. A soul burdened with the story of a love that shall never be set free. Over time she thought these feelings would fade away like so many others she has cared for along the way. But as time passes the love remains, growing stronger and stronger each and every day. A heartbreaking story echoes through out her soul, a tale that is told not through spoken words but through her writings of another place in time. Tears that refuse to fall, never doubting his love at all. Patiently she waits until he’s ready to give them a final chance to finally dance in the song called love.

Waiting
I promised myself I wouldn't wait Wouldn't wait for you, I promised myself I would move on But deep inside I knew... Moving on is so hard You never know how life may be, I always thought if I waited long enough You would eventually come back to me. Copyright Christina Miller 2006

Untitled 1&2
Untitled 1 My Heart Leaps At The Sight of Your Smile, My Soul Trembles At the Sight of Your Face. I'm Lost in the Wonder You Behold and Forever, Will Love You Each Waking Day. Untitled 2 Mountains Far And Oceans Deep, Beauty Unwravels Right at My Feet. Perfection Is Found With a Love So True, Nothing Can Seem More Beautiful Than The Way I See You.

There Was A Butterfly
There was a Butterfly Fragile looking, Shaded by a row of trees and small brush Where little wisps of fog Rise up from the earth. There was a butterfly So small and Delicate, Like some distant object Among the constellation of blue flowers. There was a butterfly Little flecks of pollen drifting above it, His face neither expressive or inexpressive. And even in the shade- A single blade of sunlight sparkled against it, As tiny slivers of dawn began to break through the fog.. It was grace and beauty, In all different equations. Night falls and the butterfly is gone Up the trail to where it bends back into the fog, There was a butterfly. Copywritten to Christina 2000-2005 @ http://toxic-pink.net. All distribution, alteration or re-creation is strictly prohibited. Oh and btw, I figured I should add something in here. This poem was an assignment in highschool where were read a 2 page chapter in a "nam" book called, "The Things They Carried". The chapter describe

Quotations
Just a Few Quotes ... An Old Flame can only be extinguished by a New Spark Fat people are brilliant in bed. If I'm sitting on top of you, who's going to argue? Remember, today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday. Habit is a form of exercise. Happiness is your dentist telling you it won't hurt and then having him catch his hand in the drill. For every minute you are angry you lose sixty seconds of happiness I think people should be free to engage in any sexual practices they choose; they should draw the line at goats though. The closest I ever came to a menage-a-trois was when I dated a schizophrenic. It's hard for me to get used to these changing times. I can remember when the air was clean and sex was dirty. The day after tomorrow is the third day of the rest of your life. If all the world's a stage, I want to operate the trap door. We live in an age when pizza gets to your home before the police. When you make plans , Life

Nothing Left
Pictured across the room standing where u are Memories of everything, paint a perfect scar. Tear drops falling tenderly lying to my heart, Almost as if it’s telling me we’re better off apart. In the event that you’re leaving me I can only hold my breath, Following closely in your footsteps Until there’s nothing left. I hold onto a single memory from not so long ago Of you, me and happiness, of underlying hope. I can only hold on so tight, when you’re flying free In your eyes I see your pain, you’re not coming back for me. In the event that you’re leaving me I can only hold my breath, Following closely in your footsteps Until there’s nothing left. So I’m going to hang onto my memories, painted in my heart Close my eyes, draw a tear, and accept that we’re apart. In the event that you’re leaving me I can only hold my breath, Following closely in your footsteps Until there’s nothing left. Copyright Christina @Toxic-Pink.Net 2004

The Feeling Of Being Used Are Like A Thousand Knives In The Back
Fallen through deeper and deeper getting darker and darker Where to turn? Who to talk to No one.. No one cares! A Black hole consumes my heart As I lose my ability to feel ... to love A forgotten life ... Staring at the hourglass wondering when will it be done running through ... OR will i get the chance to flip it over again A broken mirror yet no reflection no soul NO MORALS! Names thrown around dug deep within the skin of the pure With hurt like a thousand nails she only lets them feel like one!

To Watch The Paint Drain From The Wall...
Pitter...Patter The fell of rain on your once enraged face Rain washes away the pain of the wrong doing of the crimson blood The sound of a beating heart one less than before Fear consumes the body not knowing the next step To just walk away Let the irrigate wash away the evidence never wanting to face the truth Never able to say Good-Bye

Unknown
A Reflection Lost In Time, A Clear Slate The Difference Between The Masked And The Reality How Can I Tell You How I Fell, When Im As Confused Myself !ANGER! !CORRUPTION! !FAILURE! A Broken Memory, A Forever Stilled Life The Cringe Over Such A Horrific Sight And The Prevention From One World 2..... ANOTHER! Artificial Intelligence Fragile Heart Feelings Of Hurt And Pain That Have Not Been Forgotten Holes In My Heart...Searching...Searching For A Better Life, Yet Still Not Found! !HELP!

Myths About Suicide Wat Do U Think?
Myths About Suicide Myths about suicide can lead well-intentioned people to handle a suicide crisis improperly. Here are some of the most common ones: Myth: Asking suicidal people if they are thinking about committing suicide will put ideas in their heads. "If you suspect depression and/or suicidal thinking, the best thing to do is to ask the person directly," says Sandra Simz, LCSW, clinical consultant at Yolo County Suicide Prevention in California. "Suicide is dealt with most effectively when it is discussed openly and with emotional support." Myth: People who talk about suicide don't do it. All suicidal threats need to be taken seriously, even if you believe the other person is only saying it for a dramatic effect for example, a teenager breaking up with his girlfriend, or a young girl who is teased about her weight by kids at school. It's much better to err in favor of seriousness than to disregard the threat and later have to live with the consequences. Myth: Nobody can

Silenced With An Angered Heart
Anger! Frustration! No where to go No where to turn All I want to do is... scream n cry! Nothing comes out not a sound ... Why!!?? All I want to do is ... tell everyone But I cant ... I cant scream I cant cry I cant tell anyone No one Knows n No one Understands

My Official Boyfriend Application
Application for Relationship with Lori__(Last name withheld). Date __/__/2006 1.) Have you ever committed a felony? _Yes or_No 2.) Have you ever been married? _Yes or _No If Yes, what was the reason? ____________________________________________ 3.) Are you on parole? _Yes or_ No If Yes, how long are you on parole and what was the reason?____________________________________________________________________________________________________ 4.) Are you employed? _Yes or _No If yes, how long have you worked at your current job? __Weeks __Months __Years If No, why are you unemployed? _____________________________________________________ 5.) Do you have any children? _Yes or _No If Yes, do they live with you? _Yes or _No If No, why do they not live with you?_________________________________________________ ______________________________________________________ 6.) Do you do drugs? _Yes or _No If Yes, which drug(s) and how often do you use them? ______________________________

Crazy Bitch
Alright Break me down You got a lovely face We're going to your place and now you got to freak me out Scream so loud getting fucking laid You want me to stay but I got to make my way Chorus Hey you're crazy bitch but you fuck so good I'm on top of it When I dream I'm doing you all night Scratches all down my back to keep me right on (Repeat) Take it all the paper is your game You jump in bed with fame Another one night payed for you're so fine it won't be a loss Cashing in the rocks just to get you face to face Chorus Hey you're crazy bitch but you fuck so good I'm on top of it When I dream I'm doing you all night Scratches all down my back to keep me right on (Repeat) Get the video Fuck you so good Get the video Fuck you so good Crazy bitch Crazy bitch Crazy Bitch Chorus Hey you're crazy bitch but you fuck so good I'm on top of it When I dream I'm doing you all night Scratches all down my back to keep me right on Hey you're crazy

I Was Tagged And Now So Are They
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1. I fear pineapples 2. When I eat ice cream, soup, anything that has a surface that I disrupt with a spoo, I have to smoothe it down with said spoon and lick the spoon completely clean before I can resume the consumption of my food. No idea why 3. I eat sandwiches straight across...if you take a bite out of it to annoy me...I fix it and start over again. 4. I don't cry easily...I don't cry often, but seeing any type of animal hurt will tear me up quicker than anything. 5. I am narcissitic about my hair. 6. I don't like people staring at my body, but I do Suicide Girls which is meant f

Are You Ready For His Reign
The world as we know it is ready to change, the reign of Satan is about to begin. I've constructed this self made prison, this hell if u will, around myself. Everything is heating and ready to explode now. The entire Underworld is in a uproar, with anticipation of the return of the dark lord. As this nights seems to come quicker the days are getting shorter and colder. All the Demons and Warlocks are preparing for the night when all hell well break lose. The night when the dark forces of this world will come together and once again rule this earth. Now you have Done your deeds and made you life what you want but are you truly ready for what is about to Come. With everything you've done in your life do you really thing you'll be saved, or spared. You think you are evil, you think you are dangerous. Well I'm here to tell you that's you have Underestimated me. Look deep into my eyes, to the depts. of my soul. Can you see it? Can you See the pain a

A Note To The People On Lc
hey guys... so i'm about to be out but I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who has left comments and rated me...It is grately appreciated...I have met some wonderful people on here and they know who they are cuz I talk to them almost everyday or I try to leave them comments. If you get bored at all today leave me some love and I will try to get back to you.... Thank you so much for all the LC love and I hope you guys have a wonderful NIGHT!! Love, Amanda ur babygirl

*one Step & I Was Hooked..an Lp Fan 4life!*
++LINKIN PARK: 1STP KLOSR++ I’m about to break I need a little room to breathe ’Cause I’m one step closer to the edge And I’m about to break I’m about to break This room to breathe This room to breathe This room to breathe I cannot take this anymore Saying everything I’ve said before All these words, they make no sence I found bliss in ignorance Less I hear, the less you say You’ll find that out anyway I find the answers aren’t so clear Wish I could find a way to disappear All these thoughts, they make no sence I found bliss in ignorance Nothing seems to go away Over and over again Just like before Everything you say to me And I’m about to break I need a little room to breathe And I’m about to break Everything you say to me And I’m about to break I need a little room to breathe And I’m about to break These are the places where I can feel torn from my body My flesh, it peels during this ride we can cut upwhat

I Hate Dentists!!
UGH, don't ya just love goin' to the Dentist?? Not me, spent the first part of my day at one... By the end of October I'll hate them even more :( Have two more appointments this month and even with insurance it's gonna run right at $500.00, fun fun. Just laying here right now in pain, not sharp but a throbbing pain hopefully the meds will kick in soon... Speaking of meds that's another place I hate "the pharmacy"... If I hadn't of gotten Drew to go with me I would have been sitting for most likely one and a half to two hours, they were PACKED... But since Drew went they let us go into the active duty line... Not to much else goin' on around here. Drew's change of Command and promotion are on 01 NOV. After all of that I have to get over to one of the hangers here on Hood for a USO event, stuffing care packages for troops deployling from Hood. Jack Daniels is putting the event on and after it's over they're giving us a BBQ and concert with Craig Morgan. That will be ONE bus

Loooooong List Of Famous Last Rpg Words Pt2
517-"They are chaotic evil ? That's great, we're chaotic evil, too. So there will be no problem with alignments." 518-PL: "Hi, my name is Hurga the Immortal." DM: [smiling] "I hope you have an Hurga the Immortal II worked out..." 519-"I can kill everything. What is it ?" 520-"I disbelieve the pit's existence and walk over it" 521-"How about a riddle contest?" {facing a dragon} 522-"They're only squirrels. Come on, lets' go." {hungry ones} 523-"17,000 miles? That's ridiculous - I can't believe someone would go that far only to kill me!" 524-"This does have a safety catch, doesn't it?" {Nope.} 525-"OK, I'll leap out, open the outer airlock door, and then jump back inside and close the inner hatch...will I get a negative to my DEX roll?" 526-"This pure creature...I have the skill animal-care. I'll help that horse." {This 'horse' was a terrible mixture between a horse and a lion.} 527-"We should have no problems with the werewolves. I've got a ring of heali

Kiss My Ass
so, im pissed. so many things are going to shit in this country. for one, it is america, land of the free. so, one thing that is really terrific about this country, is the fact that anyone at anytime has the right to LEAVE. too many people bitch and complain about things like the national language, the right to work even though they are not citizens, etc. if you do not like america, you can and should leave. and in my opinion, if you do not want to learn english (which is the national language) you can get the hell out as well. dont bitch and complain when you go to a store and no one there speaks your language. you should not be allowed to get citizenship if you do not know how to communicate with the people that live here. i would not go to another country and just expect them to speak english. that is not how it works. furthermore, anyone who supports illegal immigration should be shot. seriously. another thing would be the fact that we, as americans, are fucking stu

Loooooong List Of Famous Last Rpg Words Pt1
001-"Let's go in." 002-"Let's not go in." 003-"I follow them." 004-"I stab the dragon and tell it to get off me." 005-"I drink the bottle marked POISON on the off-chance that it's the extra-healing potion." 006-"I kill it." 007-"Let me handle this." 008-"Whaddya mean, a pentagram only has FIVE sides?" 009-"What a useless scroll. It just says, HASTUR HASTUR HASTUR over and over again..." 010-"Click?? ...This doesn't come with ammo?" 011-"Why is your torch flame turning blue?" 012-"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH" 013-"Trust me." 014-"I never get lost." 015-(A corridor ahead is full of brown mold) "I cast Fireball down the hall, then send my fire elemental to investigate." 016-"Dammit, this thing won't die!" 017-a)"I bet without Mjolnir you're a real wuss." b)"He looks like a wuss to me." 018-"He hit me for HOW MUCH?????" 019-"They're only kobolds!" 020-"Hey, this chest just bit me!" 021-"I try to move silently in plate armor

To All The Haters
People say I talk too much I don't care I talk too much Momma say I failed in life I don't care I failed in life Daddy says I drink too much I don't care I drink too much People say I'm headed nowhere And I don't fuckin care Jimmy Johnson's gonna die Sarah Suzie's gonna die Everybody's dying slow I don't give a fuck though I'm only short like fifty bucks I couldn't give fifty fucks I could really use some help You can go and fuck yourself Everybody's gonna die Terror fallin' from the sky Mothers with they children cry And I could give a fuck why They say you'll never walk again Well go plug the Sega in I think somebody stole my truck Tell someone who gives a fuck The entire world is falling The entire world is falling The entire world is falling The entire world is falling How much do they charge in there? Wait a minute, I don't care I'ma shoot you in the face I'll tell you how the bullets taste Critics say you immitate I don't give a fuckulate 50

Todays Rant Dont Not Comment Just B/c You're Democrat People.
President bushs' decision to let North Korea nuke any country it sees fit, at their own descretion, us being FIRST on their must kill list...pisses me the fuck off. He's spending too much time studing ways to increase his bank account rather then working for the people paying him and who gave him his job. He as we speak is acting the equivalent of police letting a serial killer go and saying they will spend their time finding the person stealing radios out of cars. Its fucking retarded and I would be willing to vote democrat next election if it wasn't for hillary being the democrates next supported canidate...and so I encourage everyone to vote third party. He may be a little nutso but...he'll do things the way the true majority wants it done. Furthermore, anyone voting for hillary let me know so I can take you off my friends list. No one should be president that can't control the things that go on in their own household if you can run a house you can't run a fucking country...this has

Something Funny
I have a question. Do u remember that time when u said u had 2 have sum??? u know the time when I finally gave it 2 u, u squeezed & squeezed it as hard as u could. & moved it all a round. trying 2 get some to come out with aggresive yet gentle thrust of my wrist & rite when I got ready 2 give up, the white creamy stuff poured out & got all over ur hands. then u tried 2 rub it on me, Do u remember that??? Well I was just wondering could u BUY ME SOME MORE LOTION SINCE U USED IT ALL??? ................LOL...Send this to all the people who are on your top friends list

Tired Of Games, Lies, And Cheaters?
1. ARE YOU TIRED OF ALL THE GAMES PEOPLE PLAY? ALL THE LIES, AND DISTRUST? DOES LOVE SUPPOSE TO HURT? ARE YOU JUST LOOKING FOR A ONE NIGHT STAND OR ARE YOU LOOKING FOR SOMEONE AND SOMETHING SPECIAL, THAT WILL LOVE YOU AND ACCEPT YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE AND NOT MAKE YOU SOMEONE THAT YOU ARE NOT...I AM LOOKING FOR LOVE BUT I THINK I HAVE BEEN LOOKING IN ALL THE WRONG PLACES... SO WHAT ABOUT YOU? HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU SOON OKAY BYE FOR NOW....

So Incredibly Single
For the very first time in my life I am totally single. I cannot remember ever being this single. I have always had somebody..not necessarily someone serious but SOMEBODY. During my period of mourning after Wes died I was alone of course but I didn't notice. I don't mind being alone it has certain advantages, but ugh the cons are terrible!! I have internet crushes of course..mostly unattainable men. Wonderfully charming, gorgeous, witty men whom I will never ever meet. Okay I feel like I'm whining. I hate being a stupid girl so I will cease in the self-pity. Have a fantastic day my friends and if you're with someone enjoy them to the fullest. Or leave them and come love me ;) PS. Girls that had no direct comment for any of your men I promise I do not want to take them away. Well mostly ;)

Naughty Nursey Rhymes
MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB Her father shot it dead. Now it goes to school with her, Between two hunks of bread. JACK AND JILL Went up the hill To have a little fun. Stupid Jill forgot the pill And now they have a son. SIMPLE SIMON met a Pie man going to the fair. Said Simple Simon to the Pie man, "What have you got there?" Said the Pie man unto Simon, "Pies, you dumb ..$%!" HUMPTY DUMPTY sat on a wall, Humpty Dumpty had a great fall. All the kings' horses, And all the kings' men. Had scrambled eggs, For breakfast again. HEY DIDDLE, DIDDLE the cat took a piddle, All over the bedside clock. The little dog laughed to see such fun. Then died of electric shock. GEORGIE PORGY Pudding and Pie, Kissed the girls and made them cry. And when th! e b oys came out to play, He kissed them too 'cause he was gay. THERE WAS A LITTLE girl who had a little curl Right in the middle of her forehead. When she was good, she was very, very good. But when she was bad......

Chapter 3 - His Side
MSD: Night Seven - His story He hadn’t jacked off this much in one week since he had fallen in lust with that blonde chick from Bon Jovi’s “Bad Medicine” video, the one that flashed her extremely nice tits at the band. He had never wanted to be a rock star as bad as at that moment. But instead, here he was, with Bon Jovi on the radio and this dream re-playing in his head. The woman, she felt like she was really there when he dreamt of her, she just wasn’t next to him when he woke up. This afternoon, he had stopped to buy his mom a bouquet of daisies for her birthday, one for every year she’d lived. He had looked up in time to see her eyes, the mysterious changing blue-green color (they always turned green as she came in his dreams) flashing. Her eyes had slid him over and then were gone, the gold and red hints in her hair visible in the dappled sunlight. Seeing her, and it had to be her, had startled him so badly that he had just paid for his flowers and practically run away.

Surrender Part V©
For me there is no greater feeling than her willing mouth upon me. Most men will always say that they love a woman to go down on them. I don't. If I feel she is not into what she is doing,it will bring me no pleasure. I want my lover to be as passionate about bring me pleasure as I am about giving to her. There is no hiding when someone is enjoying what they do. I see it in her eyes,the twinkle thats there. I find eye contact to be one of the most intimate acts two lovers can share. There is an unspoken bond shared,an understanding that what is about to happen is for the pleasure of the other. Her eyes dance as she looks up at me. My eyes show her approval. I love the shine I see there. She looks so beautiful,so exquiste with her lips against my skin,my hardness buried with in her mouth. She holds me there so I can feel the heat of her throat. Her tongue lazes along my underside feeling my pulse quicken from her lack of movement. My wish,my desire would be to take hol

*an Ode 2kenneth & 3 1/2 Yrs Wasted*
++EVANESCENCE: CALL ME WHEN YOU'RE SOBER++ Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself. Can't keep believing, We're only deceiving ourselves . And I'm sick of the lie, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Couldn't take the blame. Sick with shame. Must be exhausting to lose your own game. Selfishly hated, No wonder you're jaded. You can't play the victim this time, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. You never call me when you're sober. You only want it cause it's over, It's over. How could I have burned paradise? How could I - you were never mine. So don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. Don't li

Who I Miss The Most
The person I miss the most ! My Baby Brother ... It was a bitter day for us Janurary 25, as we sat along side your bed.. hoping and praying something strong enough within you would pull you out of this weak frame you was in ! .. I sat along side your bed all night long, praying and hoping that God would strengthen your weak body and bring you back some life. Holding your hand, kissing your check, rubbing your precious belly.. starring at a monitor, that would eventually nestle it's way down to 0 heart rate ! I will never forget that number appearing on that heart monitor, or screaming as I lay across your lifeless body hoping this was all some sort of nightmare ! Then I realize there was going to be along ride home... As I walked into the house, I see our precious Dear MOTHER sitting in her recliner, I knelt before her.. lay my head on your legs, looked up into her eyes and said " MOMMY he's gone " .. she said in a soft, yet not quite understanding voice ... " he's

Tag Your It
Tag Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I horned my friends ear =0( 2. I pick all the marshmellows out of the lucky charms box...and leave the cearal for the next person! 3. I like to pick pple. 4. I call my mommy at least 3x a day. 5. I fully believe in test driving before you buy (in EVERYTHING). 6. I am one of the most selfconscience pple you'll meet.

Always The Prankster..
A few years ago, I had the displeasure of working in the IT field for a corporate office in Tampa. This company has call centers, all over the global, which we maintained & monitored all network, telephony and server status(s). With that, we had a network operations center that had these big screen TVs on the walls which showed all our connections. We got this new manager, Jayboy (Jason) whos was constantly wiping this brown substance off his nose. :>P Anyways, he was soooo fun to play with. I worked nights from 11:00pm until 7:00am, mainly by myself. In this time, I concocted little ways to mess with him. One time, I took a screenshot of our telephony screen. The screen was label'd with major centers in Tampa, Costa Rica, China, Europe, India and the Philipines. Each center had a line which showed different colors, depending on up or down status, green for up and red for down, yellow for trouble pending. Well, with this screenshot, I opened MS Paint and made the green lines..

Tigg's Blah Session 2!!
No folks I have not been slackin...I have been in the hospital havin some surgery and have not been feeling up to being here infront of the computer. Now that I am feeling like my old self, I can be free to write what I choose. I went back to work...I work with a physically challenged woman named Marianne...she is in a wheelchair. She missed the hell outta me when I was gone!! I missed her as well...We go bowling which is where I just was...and swimming with her as well. I have been reading all of the shit that has been going on in here and I don't like it one bit! If people have things to say to another person they should just bloody well find them and talk to them in person...instead of leaving their shit to all who can see...grow up and get a life!! I don't have time in my life to put up with the bullshit...and neither do most people!! Anyhow...that is enough of the soapbox for me today I need to get back to work!!

Breaking News
BREAKING NEWS NBC News and news services Updated: 2:14 p.m. PT Oct 11, 2006 NEW YORK - A small plane with New York Yankees pitcher Cory Lidle aboard crashed into a 50-story condominium tower Wednesday on Manhattan’s Upper East Side, killing at least four people and raining flaming debris on sidewalks, authorities said. Law enforcement officials said a member of the New York Yankees’ organization was aboard the plane. The Associated Press and NBC News identified that person as Lidle. Lidel's passport was reportedly found on the street below the crash site. The FBI and the Homeland Security Department said there was no evidence it was a terrorist attack. “The initial indication is that there is a terrible accident,” Homeland Security spokesman Russ Knocke said. Nevertheless, fighter jets were sent aloft over U.S. cities as a precaution, the Pentagon said. The twin-engine plane came through a hazy, cloudy sky and hit the 20th floor of The Belaire — a red-brick tower overlooki

Just Thought This Was Neat
by: Scott Cunningham Candles gleam. Incense smoke swirls. Robed figures, chanting in a long-dead language, whirl around a rustic wooden table. On it sit sacred images—a robust female wearing a crescent Moon on her forehead, a horned male holding a spear in his upraised hand. All movement stops. A woman standing near the altar says: In this sacred space and time we call now the Old Ones: The Goddess of the Moon, of seas and rivers; The God of the rayed Sun, of valleys and forests: Draw near us during this Circle.This is Witchcraft. Two thousand miles away, a 15-year-old girl affixes a green candle onto a Polaroid photo of a friend. In the darkened room she lights the candle. Her eyes closed, the girl visualizes her boyfriend’s broken arm surrounded by a purple light intended to quickly heal it.This, too, is Witchcraft. These two examples sum up Witchcraft. It is a religion, known as Wicca. It is also the practice of folk magic. The average person probably thinks t

Crap Shoes And Dodgy Danes
Went to Denmark in August for a Wiki conference that as being held in Odense. The people that i met in Chicago were going also. I was really going to see them and not bother with the conference but I had a bit of a meander round it as Ted was doing the open space bit of it. Anyway stupid old me only took one pair of sandals and they snapped at the airport when we were picking Ted up, so I managed to tape them up. That Saturday we got dragged all over Copenhagen and went to visit Christiana C which is a 32-year-old squatter commune in heart of Copenhagen that has become tourist attraction, is target of ruling Conservative Party that has vowed to rid city of self-governing social experiment where hashish is sold and smoked openly and police rarely venture for fear of being pelted; proposed law would redevelop area on 80 acres of prime waterfront, now home to 750 adults and 200 children. It was a bizzare place anyway I got blisters on me feet and went thru 4 pairs of shoes while i

You Get To Judge Me....
This is interesting - please tell me what you think. Go to the following website and follow the directions. I'll post the results in a couple days! Johari Window http://kevan.org/johari?name=redhotlustlife

Downgrading
Okay I decided I am downgrading my friends list. I am basing it on my Juggalo family and and whoever is my fan. i am sorry that I have to do this, but I feel violated that I was good enough to get the friends points for people but never hear from them ever again and they can't even be a fan. So MCL to everyone and stay happy!

I'm Out
Oh hell yeah...I'm off to sail the high seas in the Carribean and wanted to say laterz, I'll miss ya..my family..friends..and scout ;) Take care and I'll talk to y'all next week unless I am kidnapped by white slavers or more likely hit by an iceburg lol Have a good one! Love ya T

Black Sabbath Lyrics - "headless Cross
Look through the people, and on through the mist to the hill of the headless cross Where all witches meet, on a night such as this and the power of darkness is host They come face to face, eye to eye, soul to soul with and Angel that fell from the sky Borne on the air, the screams and the wails of the masses appointed to die Listen for the feet as they pound the land to a tune of thunder Watch as the legions ride again to a fate of death or torture At the Headless Cross, at the Headless Cross From the first evil night, when a black flash of light cut the crucifix half to the ground There's been no escape from the power of Satan on a nation so brave and so proud Listen for the feet as they pound the land to a tune of thunder Watch as the legions ride again to a fate of death or torture At the Headless Cross, at the Headless Cross How do you feel, when the locks refuse the key and the master is calling your name Does the luck of the charm, really keep you from

Voltaire - When You're Evil
When the Devil is too busy And Death's a bit too much They call on me by name you see, For my special touch. To the Gentlemen I'm Miss Fortune To the Ladies I'm Sir Prize But call me by any name Any way it's all the same I'm the fly in your soup I'm the pebble in your shoe I'm the pea beneath your bed I'm a bump on every head I'm the peel on which you slip I'm a pin in every hip I'm the thorn in your side Makes you wriggle and writhe And it's so easy when you're evil This is the life, you see The Devil tips his hat to me I do it all because I'm evil And I do it all for free Your tears are all the pay I'll ever need While there's children to make sad While there's candy to be had while there's pockets left to pick While there's grannies to trip down the stairs I'll be there, I'll be waiting round the corner It's a game. I'm glad I'm in it 'Cause there's one born every minute I pledge my allegiance, to all things dark And I promise on my damned soul T

Martini
Once settled in for a evening of sinful pleasure the dim red lights seem to mock the dancing shadows. Running my fingers up and down her sweet curvy lines I leave my lips to some exploring. Feeding like a starved vampire on her raw sexual energy I take to her as a man with no inhibitions. At first I felt slight guilt at devouring her sweet tender soul with monstrous like intentions, only to see in her face a wicked grin peering in-between the moments of pleasure and seconds of bliss ripe with pain. Her eyes stare into mine as almost a dare to push further and bend the boundary’s of what could be. I held her firmly and she dug her nails into my body an screamed into me. All of the sweetest word except the word of the evening which was martini. She was a rare kind of woman, who sought power by submission, took every thing I had to give and smiled with a whisper she said that tonight nothing is forbidden and she hasn’t had yet to have her sprit broken. I then ravaged her in the most

Mean People Suck
Alrighty I think mean people suck. I further think that there are some very sad people here on LC because all they have time to do is start shit that don't need to be started. If your life is that slow that you feel the only way to get some action in it is to start talking smack why don't you take up oh i dunno something like knitting. IF you dont like that idea then I tell you what come see me i ALWAYS have ideas on what to do with time you can't fill up. *smooches* love ya

People Need To Grow Up!
Look i joined LC cause this was a cool place. I have really enjoyed being on here and have met alot of awesome people. But lately people have been pulling out the childish card. Gimmie a break this is an adult site. Some people really need to start acting like adults and stop being childish. I am getting sick and tired of the games. Either people need to start growing up or I am going to leave LC. And to whoever it was that gave my yahoo out you canjump out a plane with out a parachute. Thats hitting low. and I know who did it. not like i can't do the same. but you know what i guess thats what makes me a better person. So you can tell your people to stop harrasing me. It really is pathetic. Like i said if this crap doesn't stop i am out. I have a real life outside the computer and don't need the stupid drama from here.

Off To The Fair...
so today i am going to the Big (lol) fresno fair. i am not much of a rides person so i am basically just gonna walk around alll day and eat ridiculas amount of food...lol plus the black crows are playing and david is dying to see them so we will prolly watch some of the show....so thats where ill be all day... see everyone later....or tomorrow if i end up drinking tooo...lol

Maverick By Ricardo Semler
I was told about this guy a while back and never heard of him, was telling a guy who I know what I wanted to do, so he suggested I read this book, so I found and it and read it in one night, another book I couldnt put down. I actually wrote to him a while back and was fairly over the moon when he wrote back. MAVERICK: The Success Behind the World's Most Unusual Workplace Laurie D. T. Mann (Ricardo Semler, Warner Books, 1993 $22.95, probably in paperback) Ricardo Semler is the son of a wealthy Brazilian industrialist who was not accepted at Harvard University. So his father made him the CEO of Semco. Maverick tells the story of the revolutionary changes Ricardo Semler made in Semco. Semco was a traditionally structured industrial pump manufacturer. Founder Antonio Curt Semler retired in 1980, giving the company to his son Ricardo, who was only 21. Young Semler proceeded to fire most of the top managers in an effort to perform emergency surgery on the foundering company.

Breaking The Mould By Peter Hunter
So What Is Ownership? Peter A Hunter, author of Breaking the Mould looks at the concept of ownership and argues his case for why change the British Airways way doesn’t always fly. In order to create a performance improvement we have to do something different. If we don't how can we possibly expect to make a change? So our problem is finding out what it is that needs changing. Many management models have been tried all with varying levels of success, from Kaizen to Six Sigma, TQM and a host of others. These models are not wrong, but they all suffer from the same failing. Somewhere in each instruction book there is a phrase that equates to the following: “The key to the successful implementation of this model is ownership.” Then we turn the page and begin the new chapter without ever coming across the instruction that tells us how to create that ‘ownership’. Ownership is a concept that has been used and abused for years but very few people are able to give it any

Tag Ur It
Tag Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1)I LIKE TO DO CRAFTS 2) I AM GOTHIC 3)I HATE BEING SHORT 4)I AM CURRENTLY GOING TO COLLEGE 5)I LOVE MAJIK MUSHROOMS 6)I LOVE WATERMELLON AND PINEAPPLES out looking for people to tag

Being New!
I SORRY IF I HAVENT GOTTEN BACK TO YOU IF YOU HAVE SENT ME SOMETHING! I HAVE JUST BEEN SO BUSSY WITH BEING NEW AND EVERYTHING! PLEASE DONT STOP SENDING ME STUFF! I WILL FIND THE TIME TO GET BACK TO YOU!

Fluffies, Gushing And Death By Pizza
Just a bit from my travels to Chicago in July this year, didnt have blogs here then. So this was written on the Fri, 21 Jul 2006. You have to feel sorry for Ted, as the first vision he had seen of me was of one drunken loud bird who had been sick over herself on the flight from atlanta to chicago,(brings a whole new meaning to festering in your own filth hahahahahahah) well what do they expect making u wait four hours in between flights, so I sat at the bar and was the filling of a southern sandwich, inbetween a guy from alabama and a guy from memphis, i made the guy from memphis do hank hill impressions, which came quite easy to him. I blame the weather and they let me on the plane in Edinburgh, which i dont think they were going to as I have an aversion to suitcases and looking posh. Also on the flight over i seemed to have turned into Fido, as the woman who was sat next to me kept on patting me on the head, i felt like she should be throwing a stick for me to go fetch and it con

Human Design
hope you are sitting comfortably but this is the stuff that it says so all in all I am pretty mental. This is my rave sheet Type: Generator - In Human Design, the most prevalent Type (70% of humanity) is Generator. When the Sacral Center is defined in a chart the person is a Generator. Profile 2/4 Which means I am a hermit opportunist Definition: Split Definition which means In Human Design BodyGraph mechanics there are four kinds of possible definitions. Split definitions are common. There are two separate unconnected definitions in their BodyGraph configuration. The most important advice for splits is the value of a public place where they can be private. Splits always seek bridges to give them a sense of wholeness, yet these bridges can also become controlling agents. The public aura allows splits to enjoy the value of bridges without being directly conditioned by them. Inner Authority: Sacral which means A Generator with an undefined Solar Plexus (approx. 35% of hum

Tofu Hoisin With Baby Bok Choy
Recipe: Tofu hoisin with baby bok choy Dietitian's tip: This easy oven-baked tofu has a subtle barbecue-like flavor. Steam the bok choy while the tofu bakes, and dinner can be on the table in less than 30 minutes. SERVES 4 Ingredients 1 pound firm tofu, drained 3 tablespoons hoisin sauce 2 tablespoons rice vinegar 1 tablespoon firmly packed brown sugar 1 tablespoon soy sauce 1 teaspoon Dijon mustard 1/2 teaspoon chili garlic sauce 1 clove garlic, minced 4 heads baby bok choy, halved 1 teaspoon sesame oil 1/8 teaspoon salt Directions Preheat the oven to 450 F. Cut the tofu lengthwise into 4 slices. Cut each slice into 2 triangles. Place the tofu triangles on a plate and cover with plastic wrap. Top with a second plate and a heavy weight and let stand for 10 minutes. In a small bowl, whisk together the hoisin sauce, vinegar, brown sugar, soy sauce, mustard, chili garlic sauce and garlic. Spread 1/3 of the mixture in an oblong baking dish. Drain the to

The Strategy Of The Dolphin By Dudley Lynch
an analogy from Dudley Lynch's book called The Strategy of the Dolphin A carp symbolized codependent behavior, a shark represented aggressive behavior and a dolphin stood for the ability to cope and excel in a changing environment. "Dolphins" like a challenge and are able to thrive in a tough environment. They are expert at reading the currents of organizational attitudes, searching for clues and monitoring developments. They are very adaptable, swim well in constantly changing water, float in any current, dive in any pool. Being both team players and self-reliant, dolphins can coordinate actions or act completely alone. If things aren't working, dolphins will change tactics until something does work. Dolphin behavior around sharks is legendary. Using their intelligence and strong will, they can be deadly to the sharks. Bite them to death? Oh, no! Dolphins circle and ram, circle and ram. Using their bulbous noses as amphibious bludgeons, they methodically crush a shark's rib cage

The Sacred Path Of The Warrior By Chogyam Trungpa
A while back I got to my friends house in Surrey, she had a book lying out called The Sacred Path of the Warrior, I picked up and had finished it by Wednesday evening (I dont sleep much), although I have never been into buddhism much or any other religion it was interesting to say the least. I remember in October 2004 I was at a Leadership Calling gathering and Meg Wheatley was there and she told us of Shambala and the way of the Shambala Warrior. Some bits of the book really did mean quite a bit but being a rancid tart myself and quite rough around the edges I have an issue with the word Joy, dont know why but it just makes me cringe when I hear it. The word Joy was used quite a lot in the book, also about discipline, never been much good at that either. But was I did like was finding about the Four Dignities, especially the one of Outrageousness, that did make me chuckle Meek “The four dignities” are introduced as a path and a process, which describe a warrior's maturing and widen

Baked Fruited Popcorn
Title: Baked Fruited Popcorn Yield: 1 Ingredients: 7 cups Cooked Popcorn 1 cup Pecans pieces 3/4 cups Candied red cherries; cut up 3/4 cups Brown sugar; packed 6 tablespoons Butter or margerine 3 tablespoons Light corn syrup 1/4 teaspoons Baking soda 1/4 teaspoons Vanilla Remove all unpopped kernals from popcorn. In a 17x12x12 " baking pan, combine popcorn, pecans and cherries. In a 1 quart saucepan combine brown sugar, butter and corn syrup. Cook and stir over medium heat until butter melts and mixture comes to a boil. Cook over low heat 5 minutes more. Remove from heat. Stir in baking soda and vanilla. Pour mixture over popcorn; gently stir to ccoat popcorn mixture. Bake in 300~ oven for 15 minutes;stir. Bake 5-10 minutes more. Remove popcorn to large bowl, cool Posted to recipelu-digest Volume 01 Number 652 by RecipeLu on Jan 31, 1998

Satya
A good friend of mine from New York called wrote this. SATYA Seeking After Those You Admire 5.30.2006 Of all the beautiful words in that impeccably constructed language, "Satya" is my favorite Sanksrit word. Thus, as someone who's created a database of over 100,000 acronyms, it surprises me that it's taken me until today to associate an acronym with such a supremely important word as the beautiful "Satya". In case you're not familiar with this "word of all words", satya means "truth". Of course, truth is as indispensable in building up a network of "trusted" people as it is in building up value in currency which proclaims "In God We Trust". If I were to print off a copy of such currency on my color printer, though it may have all the appearances of "real money", the truth of the matter is it not real money. It's worthless. So it is in the human networks we build. If they are not true networks, what good are they to anyone? A network that's shaped like a network, ha

Appetizer: Bacon-wrapped Shrimp With Creamy H
Title: Yield: 6 Ingredients: 24 Uncooked large shrimp, Peeled and deveined 24 Canned whole water chestnuts Drained 12 Bacon slices, cut crosswise In half 6 tablespoons (3/4 stick) unsalted butter 1 8-oz. package cream cheese, Room temperature 1/2 cups Mayonaise 1/2 cups Sour cream 3 tablespoons Prepared horseradish 1 tablespoon Fresh lemon juice Hot pepper sauce (Tobasco) White pepper Wrap 1 shrimp around 1 water chestnut. Wrap in 1 bacon piece and secure with toothpick. Repeat with remaining shrimp, water chestnuts and bacon. Melt 3 tablespoons butter in heavy large skillet over high heat. Add half of shrimp and cook until bacon browns, anbout 2-1/2 minutes per side. Transfer to large gratin dish. Repeat with remaining butter and shrimp. Preheat broiler. Beat cream cheese in medium bowl until smooth. Add remaining ingredients and beau until blended. Season with salt. Spoon sauce over shrimp.

Another Chicken Fried Steak
Title: Another Chicken Fried Steak Yield: 4 Ingredients: 1 pound Boneless beef cut into 4 serving pieces 1 cup Flour, total 1 Egg 1/4 cups Milk 1 medium Onion, chopped 1 cup Chicken broth 1 cup Heavy cream 2 tablespoons Fresh parsley chopped (or 2 tsp. dried) Veg. oil to fry steaks Pound steaks to about 1/4" thickness. Rub both sides with salt, pepper, paprika and garlic powder. Heat oil in a large skillet, oil should be about 1/4" high. Beat egg and milk together in a bowl. In another bowl, season the flour with salt, pepper, paprika, and garlic powder. When the oil is hot, dredge the steaks in the flour, then in the egg mixture, then back again in the flour. Place them immediately in the skillet. Fry on both sides until golden brown. Remove and set aside. Remove most of the oil from the skillet, leaving behind the bits of meat etc. Reheat the oil and add the onion. Cook until golden then add about 3 Tbsp. of flour, whisk

What Do You Do?
What do you do when you have all these guys that like you and want you to give them a chance but you are still in love with someone else plus your scared to get hurt again? I need an answer so if you know what it is please tell me. I feel stupid...but everyone has been through this right? There are a few guys that like me...but I cant date them all. Plus 2 live to far away...2 just seem like they just want me for sex and others are to old for me. I think that maybe I should just give up...cause the one guy I want and would give up anything for...I will never get. Bisexualvampyre

Boo To Getting Sick
so im getting over my sinus infection yayyyy! and i dont sound like a man anymore yayyy hahaha! ok so i didnt exactly sound like a man just like a semi squeaky mannish frog for a day or two... it was extremely attractive ohhh man. hahahaha. my nose is running though and in not liking it too much.

Cant Go On
i've had my heart broken today and i dont know what to do. i want to cry, but im at work. i want to punch him, but i cant reach him. i want to hold again, but he pushed me away. what do i do? how do i make this feeling go away? how do you go from being madly in love one day and nothing the next?? i'm drowning in a pool of sorrow. no life preserver is in sight.

To All Mean Parents!!
Mean Parents When my children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Mom/Dad told me: I loved you enough . . . to ask where you were going, with whom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover that your new best friend was a creep. I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned your room, a job that should taken no more than 15 minutes. I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, and tears in my eyes. Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect. I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions even when the penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart. But most of all, I loved you enough . . . to say NO when I knew you would hate me for it. Those were the most difficult battles of all I'm glad I won them, because in the end you won, too. And someday when your children are old

Losing My Cherry,twice!
My first blog,I am weak in the knees!rate me,rape me,rip on me,desecrate me,spank me,love me,hate me,bite me,beat me,hurt me,make me write bad checks,and most of all,bring Layne Staley back!

Auntie Agatha
I havent explained before and feel I should enlighten you. Auntie Agatha is a relation who always wore her rather "Sensible Tweed Hat" it matched her rather Sensible Tweed Skirt which underneath, when she lifted it you cud see her boobs dangling as she didnt wear a bra in later years. You could also see her rather Sensible Huge Tweed Knickers but I dont even wish to go there!! she hated the idea of waxing and believed Au natural was best but my god she sprouted a rainforest. (plus she had a full moustache and goatie beard) Unfortunately when she died which was only last tuesday she left the skirt to a cousin...and her knickers to the vicar.......dont ask! I would have looked dapper in that outfit!! She trained Scottish terriers and other small animals...actually if I remember rightly she learnt how to encourage them in what to do with a hard kick up the backside Each morning she would start the day with a stiff whiskey and was a stickler for tradition in that she ended t

I Have Been Tagged Again Lol So More Have Been Tagged Too!
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1.I love The Backstreet Boys paid $500 (98) for a front row concert ticket. 2.I am a pack rat (trying to break free)LOL 3.Scrapbooking and photography is the BOMB! 4.I was obsessed and stalked (harmlessely he loved it. It was a fun thing for both of us) a guy for 10 years cause he was the best lookin man I ever seen LOL We are best friends now lol 5.I was a virgin until I was almost 35. 34 1/2 6.My tongue used to be double peirced and my eyebrow was too. Here is who I tag: Unicorn, Crystal Goddess, Mak, Princessdi, Miss Bratt, Nelly Belly Now you all have fun taggin!!!

Sweet Dreams (adult Erotica)
When I close my eyes my thoughts drift to you. Sitting together, our bodies on edge from the tension. Wanting to touch one another, to feel that spark ignite that makes the heart speed up and slow down at the same time. You take my hand in yours, intertwining our fingers together and giving a gentle squeeze. I look over and our eyes meet and I feel the breath catch in my chest. You tug on my hand and say, "come here." Smiling I raise up on my knees and straddle your lap, "what do you want?" You let go of my hand and place both palms on the top of my thighs, looking down at them as you slide them up to my hips and around my backside. One hand holding my ass firmly the other trails up my spine to the back of my neck. As my body opens to yours I feel the flesh around my nipples start to tighten, making my nipples go hard, and that familiar ache between my legs come to life. Using the hand resting against my neck, you lower my face towards yours, stopping half way and causing a whimper of

Lust
Close your eyes...feel my touch Dream with me ~~ fly with me ~~ play with me My name is Lust I walk through the night invisible to all I play with those who seek pleasure filling them with need... A whisper in their mind.. urging them on.. bringing their hidden desires to the front of their mind. It is me that haunts your dreams.. It is me who taunts you with forbidden images.. taboo fantasies.. the seduction of the unknown. It is my hand that strokes your flesh as subtly as the evenings cool breeze.. my mouth against your pulse feeling your heart race in lost excitement.. I am Lust.. call for me.. let your voice ring out loud and clear into the night.. open your arms wide and embrace the power I bring you.. Let me teach you how to explore the darkest corners of your mind. welcome me.. surrender to me ..and I will make your wildest dreams draw breath.

I Am Done
Well folks I have finally had enough...I am done with this website...when I came here several months ago I thought...Man this is going to be a good place to hang out online...I have met some quality people on this site and thank you for all the fun I have had but in the last several weeks this site has turned into nothing more than a place for drama. I feel that Fat Sonny and his "Family" are the root cause for all of this. The contests are ridiculous and the only person they benefit is the person that is holding the contest...I know I had one...but I have finally had enough...if you were a friend on here and you still wanna chat message me on yahoo...paulvito76...I will probably be on yahoo 360 or back on myspace...hope to see you all around soon...

Onna No Hinoeuma:
Onna no Hinoeuma: What it means to be a Fire Horse Woman What Is A Fire Horse? Although I'm not a believer in astrology, I'm more than willing to admit that it's fun. No matter your opinion on the topic, you probably also know your birth sign, at least according to the western paradigm. You know, Capricorn, Pisces, Libra, that sort of thing. Some people also know their birth sign in Chinese astrology -- mine is a horse. Others are dogs, goats, tiger, dragons, and other animals. What you may not know is that there are special personalities associated with each of the signs. 1966 was a Horse year, and it was a special kind of horse -- a Fire Horse, called "hinoeuma" in Japanese. (The Chinese astrological system is also in use in Japan and Korea as well, although each country puts a slightly different spin on it.) Japanese women who were born that year (and the previous Fire Horse year, 1906) battle superstitions about themselves all the time. Fire Horse women are called dan

Cussin!!
Cussin' A 6 year old and a 4 year old are upstairs in their bedroom. "You know what? ' says the 6 year old. "I think it's about time we started cussing." The 4 year old nods his head in approval. The 6 year old continues, "When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something with hell and you say something with 'ass." The 4 year old agrees with enthusiasm. When their mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6 year old what he wants for breakfast, he replies, "Aw, hell, Mom, I guess I'll have some Cheerios." WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out, with his mother in hot pursuit, slapping his rear with every step. His mom locks him in his room and shouts, "You can just stay there until I let you out!" She then comes back downstairs, looks at the 4 year old and asks with a stern voice, "And what do YOU want for breakfast, young man?" "I don't know," he blubbers, "but you ca

Color Blind
Color blind Just a reflection on my part about the joys of growth. It's a strange process: In our youth we don't respect the gifts that are laid before us, health and freedoms that age slowly robs us of. Freedoms? Sure - youth you still have the freedom of which direction in life to take, a wrong direction doesn't mean as much. Its the start of life's twisted paths ... a wrong turn still a valuable life's lesson and easily repair or corrected. You can easily burn a bridge, there is so many directions to follow that you see no reason to worry. Those freedoms and directions are shortened as we travel life's windy roads, soon we find that the bridge burnt might of gave you a better way to travel. A new sight is added: Hindsight! With youth it seems foresight is under development. So as certain 'sights' develop and as our youth slips away we start to see a little less in "black & white" and more and more "gray" areas. Wow, wouldn't that nice freedom of choice be nice

A Great Way To Say Thanks!!!
A great way of thanking our troops.....I did this and hopefully you will also.... If you go to this web site, www.letssaythanks.com , you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq . You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them... I have done this, please take a few seconds and do like wise!!!!

Tag Your It
Tag Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. i am obssed with coffee and elephantsoh yea and clowns 2. i don't really like those lil smily faces the yellow ones they scare me any thing that smiles all the time has issues 3. i think feet are the nastyest part of the human body i look at feet and instant puke ewww 4. i write poetry but none of it is realy any good but i do it any ways 5. i think life is worth liveing even though from time to time is sux i am always an optamist i hate pissy people i think they should stop fuckin whineing it can always be worse 6. i am realy a bad bad bad speller going to go find my 6 ppl

Small Plane Hit A New York Building Today
NEW YORK - A small plane crashed into an Upper East Side high-rise Wednesday, shooting flames out the windows, raining debris on the sidewalks below and rattling New Yorkers' nerves exactly one month after the fifth anniversary of the Sept. 11 terrorist attack. Police confirmed 2 people are dead. ADVERTISEMENT Christine Monaco, a New York spokeswoman for FBI, said there was no indication of terrorism, but that officials "have been sent to the scene as a routine." FAA spokesman Jim Peters said all three New York City-area airports were operating normally. "The initial indication is that there is a terrible accident," said Department of Homeland Security spokesman Russ Knocke. The aircraft struck the 20th floor of a building on East 72nd Street, said Fire Department spokeswoman Emily Rahimi. Witnesses said the crash caused a loud noise, and flames were seen shooting out of the windows. "It's a mob scene with police and helicopters circling," said Sandy Tell

You Never Know
We take so much for granted so much in life now days. We meet people the come and go we may even find money I find it easier in life to be honest in every thing we do for you never know tomorrow may never come so rember when your sitting there accessing people of thing are listing to rumors get to know the person friends cause you never know in the end they may be come your best friend or your worse pain but you will never know if you do try. See me personally I love all people(black white green all spectrums of color and race, I love tall short and fat thin or wired I love every one the same till you prove to me personally you do not deserve it I believe if you going to hate (witch in my eyes is a strong word) then hate them for them don’t hate on the for race color sex or anything like that you should get to know them on a one to one bases cause you never know you may find your one true love or even that new best friend.. Yours truly and Ble

Until I Was Loved By You
You came into my life unexpectedly, and everything took a turn for the better. Your warm eyes, your laugh, the sincere way you speak, and the kindness you showed me, all became a part of my life. As you unfolded yourself to me, I discovered more and more beauty. I have never seen so much gentleness in one person. Without even knowing it, you were slowly making a place for yourself in my heart. It used to seem so hard at times to feel so close in a relationship. But it’s so easy to feel close to you. I can’t tell you how nice that feels. I realize now that I had never known what it meant to be loved until I was loved by you.

Inamous First Post
the boredom has gotten to me. after weeks of being buried at work, things have slowed down and i don't know what to do with myself. fortunately, i have access to the 'net... more to come soon. have a fantabulous day, dear reader!

Naked
i have pics of me showing all. mine arent up cause i dont know if you lovely girls even care to see something. i see cock all over this site is that something that you girls actually look for in a guys profile. if i need to put mine up let me know. if i need any certain pics of me ill take them for you just tell me

Pluto
This is the most common glyph for Pluto. It is associated with spiritual changes, development, and political power. A person under the strong influence of this planet will experience many different upheavals in their life, such as rebirths (transformations and regenerations of both the spirit and the mind). It exerts much force in bringing about changes and plays a key role in identifying spiritual lessons during a lifetime. Plutos energies are intense and when unleashed it can actually change your entire life, for good or evil, so much so that the person seems caught up in a whirlwind until the phase passes and leaves a complete set of new ideas, ideals, or morals instilled in the very core of their being. It also has a purifying energy that allows one to rise to higher levels of awareness. Before this rise can come about one must consciously seek to eliminate anything that would hinder them. Sometimes Plutos energies are perceived as destructive but they are, rather, a reflection

Well, Lee's Gone :(
Lee moved back home yesterday. :( I cried about it all night :*( I miss him. But I get to see him in 2 days :) I still don't want to be up here all by myself.... :*( :*( :*( :*( I feel so alone.... :*(

Reminder *giggles*
I am in a contest, but having trouble posting the link to go directly there... so I'm posting the link to the HOST of the contest, please go into his photos and click onto my pic and vote PLEASE... I know I'm beggin... but it's not everyday that I am apart of something like this... I know this might be odd for some of you to vote in (like my sweetie Ashley) but voting for me boost my spirits :o) here's the link of the host ... now... VOTE!!!!!!!!!!! madmick72 The Beautiful Puppies Contest has commenced get your votes in@ LostCherry *Hugs n Kissies* *~*PurteeLadee*~* P.S. I am posting this reminder to let ya'll know that the comments left is the vote, including the 10's but for the vote to count it's the comment... Come on ya'll... go leave him comments in his photos where he has the list it's the bottom section then click onto my picture, LEAVE A COMMENT and give it a 10 ... I'll lovers ya'll forever!!!

Music Is The Answer!
WMD? Music is the WMC, weapon of mass construction. So practice, practice, practice your art all the way to the Smithsonian levels baby!! Art is what makes us!! Ask not what art can do for you, but what you can do for art!!!! Real art, not some corporate-fake ass flash-in-the pan kind of shit. Art that conveys all human emotions. the good ones, the bad ones, and the ugly ones!!! Supporting art is also part of how it grows, so if you don't make art, support it and you'll be apart of the art too!!! Just some art-thoughts ya'll! >>>>>>C-Money Word>Sound>Power!!!

Three
I'm such an idiot. I really am, and now i'm bitter, and depressed, have no confidence. It's like the Ed situation all over again. How can someone be soo shallow, and hurtful and not realise what they're doing? Do they not know that I have feelings to. I'm not shallow. You knew me before, and you know me now. What's changed?! Please tell me, because i didn't lie, or decieve you. I didn't give you false pics and i never admitted to be petite or skinny. EVER. I know i'm overweight. Trust me, i know it better than anyone. But I live with myself, I have to. There's nothing I can do this instant to make it disappear. Life doesn't work like that. Life never works the way you want it to. Just give me another chance, look at me and think how you did before. Look at me and see what's on the inside for fucks sake. See me. That's all I ask. You know, it really fucking hurts, and it's not the first time it's happened. It it most probably won't be the last. I know that i'll face th

Jtilly06 Wants You To Vote...for Me :) Thanks!
hey everyone one of my good friends on lc is ina sexiest bbw contest an she's in 2nd plce rite now, plzz help my friend XprettyinpunkX out an click on her pic below an go rate her a 10 an leave a comment.. she's really sweet girl, an votin for her is worth it, have ur freinds go vote for her as well if u can, me an her will greatly appreciate it.. thank u to all the wonderful ppl who vote for her in advance love, jtilly06

Shitty England
Well once again England show there crapness by lack of fucking attacking play during a football Game. Make me the manager ill do a god damn better job...i'm bored atm with nothing to do Parents going on hols next week, So a nice week of blasting music and doing nothing as normal :P Such an easy life Errr nothing really else to say apart from Listen to Drum N Bass its fucking awesome..Now im off to work out how to use my new music making facilty Reason 3.0 Chow my babalons :))

Lc On My Last Nerve
ok how gay is it to post a blog then u cant even read it even tho u added this person to ya list and all that bs man im about ready to leave this joint really starting to get on my last nerve enough said so laters peace out if ya want to speak to me yahoo eat_the_crayonz or myspace happybananaz cuz im out of here for a while since like zero people will even read this so peace out!

The Greatest Feeling
The greatest feeling in the world is to be around someone who wants to hold you, wants to kiss your forehead, wants to be around you, wants to call you at night, wants to see you smile. But I think whats better than that, is finding someone that does it all, because he wants to see you happy.

A Sad Day
hello to all todays blog is simply me tell you about this day 10 years ago. Oct. 11, 1996 7:00 am i arrived at work, my wife was still in bed when i had left cause for the first time in her 9 months and 2 weeks of pregence she had morning sicness, well at about 7:30 i get a call from her say "I need you to come home, i think im having contractions". Well i tell my boss and out the door i go, and at 7:11 pm. my Son, Matthew, was born, he was so beautiful and had a fine layer of blonde hair, and the most glorious blue eyes i had ever seen. well im sure wondering why today is a sad day, well i havent been allowed to see my son in almost 4 yrs. so im asking for my friend to please, say a little prayer, take a moment of silence, drink a toast, or anything you want to do, for a friend that needs it. you dont have to leave comments if you dont want to. ty for your time

I Hate Being Single
Everclear and i broke up a few days ago and i am just coming to terms with it. i am glad that we are still best friends and can still have fun together. i hope we get back together later like we had talked about possibly doing. it's really messed up when u miss someone who is right next to u. well that is all i have for now.

A Poem
I said on my page when i wrote one i would put it here FIRST! *clears her throat* This is dedicated to someone off of my yahoo messenger list. He said some nasty comment to me so i just replied with this *clears her throat again* Roses are red, Violets are blue, Stop being such a douche it's not very becoming of you. *curtseys*

Live Webcam Cumshot : Looking For Spectator
I will tribute another LC cutie soon, I will do it live on my webcam. I will play with myself before, I will listen to your comments and your ideas, and maybe do what you ask :) Let me know if you want to watch, just send me a message with: - Your Yahoo Messenger ID - The link to your Lost Cherry profile. Comments on my pictures and videos are also welcome :) - More Skin album - Nudity album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Sperm Gallery album (must FRIEND be over 18) - Tribute album (must FRIEND be over 18) Kisses Nice Boy

Divorce
I kept seeing people post blogs so I thought I would type one out. As we were going through all the nasty little things my ex husband did me and laywer. He asked me about one night in paticular. See this one night before I left for basic I decided to spend the night at the house. It was 2:30am in the morning and of course since i wouldn't fuck my ex he got mad and threw me out in the rain. Some nasty words were exchanged from yes me too hard to believe i know right. Then he called me a whore who probaly slept with everyone in washington state. Now understanably that pissed me off so without thinking the following words came from my mouth. "Well Trevor I can settle this whole I'm a whore fight right now" he says "how" this is when my smart ass says " Well I'm not fucking you so I don't possibly see how i could be fucking everyone in washington." *curtseys* Thank you I know I am smart ass. After I said that he pretty much shut his fucking mouth and stopped making shit up to make himself

My Frame Of Mind (part 1)
I will provide you with a glimpse into my soul. There is no need to try and console. Let’s go and walk through a door… I fall as my heart sinks to the floor. Hurt, anger and fear is over there beyond that door.. Are you sure it is something you wish to explore? Those words she said cut me like a knife, That changed my life. Yes, that night left a isolated feeling, Something beyond reason I could not explain. It left me with the nasty taste of shame. Naive years of childhood I was back then, Only now I look back and see it was not a sin. That man I loved, yet he never knew. He did not even know I existed.. My mother said “We are threw.” before he could see me, Plain harsh sight of reality. No over there is what I have completely sewn shut, Memories I wish to never visit again.. I put block in conscious thought in regards to what is in there.. All you will find is pure desolate grief and despair. I am feeling an utter exhaustion, I believe we should con

How To Develop Your Own Psychic Abilities To Improve Your Life
Everyone is psychic. Some people are more so than others and every one of us possesses this ability. You do. I do. And we can further develop, train, and direct, what we already possess . . . expand our psychic potential until every measure of our lives is vastly improved. Psychic abilities are practical and usable. This is true because psychic abilities are merely extensions of faculties normal to us. For instance, clairvoyance extends the ability to see, clairaudience extends the ability to hear, telepathy - the ability to communicate, precognition - our sensing faculties, deja vu - past memory recall. Every psychic ability you've ever heard of is but an enhanced version of what is normal and typical for each member of the human race. What does it take to extend our faculties? First and foremost, a positive attitude and the ability to relax and imagine and trust. Faculty extensions (what most people refer to as "psychic abilities) allow us to access multiple layers of information,

Tag Ur It
Tag Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. HAVE TO MAKE SURE EVERYTHING IS LOCKED AND TURN OFF MORE THAN ONCE BEFORE I CAN GO TO SLEEP. 2. I WON'T LET ANYONE ELSE IN THE HOUSE CLEAN THE BATHROOM. NO MATTER WHAT. 3. I HAVE WEIRD INNER EARS, WHEN I BREATH OUT THEY OPEN, AND WHEN I BREATHE IN THEY CLOSE. 4. I LIKE BANANAS ANS PEANUT BUTTER TOGETHER. 5. I LIKE TO COLOR MY HAIR PURPLE. 6. I LIKE TO READ TRUE CRIME BOOKS.

Friendship??????
I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. The same goes for true love. I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you can't. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its

Simple Vs. Real
Anyone can stand by you when you are right, but a Friend will stand by you even when you are wrong... A simple friend identifies himself when he calls. A real friend doesn't have to. A simple friend opens a conversation with a full news bulletin on his life. A real friend says, "What's new with you?" A simple friend thinks the problems you whine about are recent. A real friend says, "You've been whining about the same thing for 14 years. Get off your duff and do something about it." A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a gu

Allow Your Own Inner Light To Guide You
There comes a time when you must stand alone. You must feel confident enough within yourself to follow your own dreams. You must be willing to make sacrifices. You must be capable of changing and rearranging your priorities so that your final goal can be achieved. Sometimes, familiarity and comfort need to be challenged. There are times when you must take a few extra chances and create your own realities. Be strong enough to at least try to make your life better. Be confident enough that you won't settle for a compromise just to get by. Appreciate yourself by allowing yourself the opportunities to grow, develop, and find your true sense of purpose in this life. Don't stand in someone else's shadow when it's your sunlight that should lead the way.

Positive Thoughts
Work hard at what you like to do and try to overcome all obstacles Laugh at your mistakes and praise yourself for learning from them Pick some flowers and appreciate the beauty of nature Say hello to strangers and enjoy the people you know Don't be afraid to show your emotions laughing and crying make you feel better Love your friends and family with your entire being they are the most important part of your life Feel the calmness on a quiet sunny day Find a rainbow and live your world of dreams always remember life is better than it seems

Be Thankful :)
Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire. If you did, what would there be to look forward to? Be thankful when you don't know something, for it gives you the opportunity to learn. Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow. Be thankful for your limitations, because they give you opportunities for improvement. Be thankful for your mistakes. They will teach you valuable lessons. Be thankful when you're tired and weary, because it means you've made a difference. It's easy to be thankful for the good things. A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks. Find a way to be thankful for your troubles, and they can become your blessings.

A Lesson In Life
Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. If someone hurts you, betrays you , or breaks you heart, forgive them. For they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to who you open your heart to. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things you would have never seen or felt without them. Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Hold your head up be

Appreciating Our Past
It is easy to be negative about past mistakes and unhappiness. But it is much more healing to look at ourselves and our past in the light of experience, acceptance, and growth. Our past is a series of lessons that advance us to higher levels of living and loving. The relationships we entered, stayed in, or ended taught us necessary lessons. Some of us have emerged from the most painful circumstances with strong insights about who we are and what we want. Our mistakes? Necessary. Our frustrations, failures, and sometimes stumbling attempts at growth and progress? Necessary too. Each step of the way, we learned. We went through exactly the experiences we need to, to become who we are today. Each step of the way, we progressed. Is our past a mistake? No. The only mistake we can make is mistaking that for the truth. Today, God, help me let go of negative thoughts I may be harboring about my past circumstances or relationships. I can accept, with gratitude, all that has brought me

Meeting On The Internet?
Day after day she sits there smiling and we exchange our thoughts... Our desires from 2700 miles away. The internet extends it's hands for us to meet from over mountains rivers and street lights. She waits for my tickets each day as the mailman's foot steps come and go, wearing a path in our imaginations to what can be possible. Will her lips be as sweet as described...? Will our eyes lock as they do over pixel? Finally the day arrives with touchdown from thought to California.... straight through. Each footstep brings our thoughts to a boil as I am stuck on the otherside of her security checkpoint... (much less romantic now due to todays terror restraints). She peaks over heads and shoulder to see her destination. I stand at a distance with the upperhand as she has never seen CA. She truststhat I be there and I am. Waiting to pass through her eyes and make our ears ring w/ excitement. There she is! Never more beautiful, even from my imagination... I was wrong! My hand

One I Posted In The Bulletin (contests)
I dont normally say anything but I am fed up with all this bitching about these contests......if you dont like how they are run and how people vote for them then just dont enter or say anything.....who gives a flying F*** who enters or not if they are having fun with the contests well good luck to all that enters if not keep your opinions to yourselves. Thats all from me good luck in all the contests

I Don't Like Socks!
I've been thinking about something silly and of course it has begun to bother me... Does anyone actually like socks? I know when I get home I can't wait to take my socks off. In fact everyone that I know (at least know about their sock habbits) don't like wearing socks... Please reply and tell me why you do or do not like to wear socks.

Life
So basically life lately hasn't been all that good. I lost the guy that I thought I loved cause of some bull shit, I found this new guy that is crazy sweet to me but I'm too scared of being hurt to do anything about it at the moment. I fucking wake up from sleep crying I can't deal with so much shit that is going on right now it is all just driving me crazy and fucking sending me back to where I was before. Yeah that guy might flip on me and what not but to tell you the truth I love him and he is one of the sweetest guys I have talked to. I can't open up too much beacuse everytime I do I get my heart stomped on and i am so scared I don't know what to do about it but yeah i'm sure that you don't want to read my random bullshit and rants and what not about my life so I will just end it goodbye.

So Yeah...
I'm just going to spill some stuff from my 360 blogs into here right now...if it doesnt make much sense, dont worry about it. You probably dont need to know. This is from various days, but most of it describes life as I know it right now. Frusteration and love. Yep. Fall Leadership Conf was yesterday. It was a lot of fun! We went to teh City and I met some new people and stuffs. The workshop me and Jennifer went to was led by a gay guy though. Not cool! Andrea and I are doing the sticky-sweet kill-her-with-kindness thing...I'm about to snap and go crazy on her. I cant stand her anymore! And mommy dearest...yes. My mother. I went home and I was ticked off because I had to hold in all the nasty things I wanted to say all day. Instead of going to the living room, I went and dumped my stuff in my room and tried to raid the empty fridge. When I went to the living room, they (sis and mom) were playing tetris. I was about to turn around when mom asked how my day was. I told her that she be

Life
as i look at my life now . i wonder where do i go now . it seems like my life has took a turn for the better in alot of ways . i have gained so much insight on my life as i look back . i realize that all people were not ment to be together . i laugh at myself at times when i realize that i have made alot of little mistakes . i give thanks to so many people for listening to me and giving me insight on so many things in my life. i wanna thank my cousin , who is my rock and my heart , i wanna thank someone very close to my heart , my friend and someone who is like a mother to me , norm . i wanna give a special ty to sheran who i know i have stressed out alot in the pass few weeks . i want her to know i am sooo very sorry for everything . i have learned that i can be loved and not be in love . i want her to know she has been an inspirtion for me , as i look back at life and all i have done and been though . i have realized that everything i have been though has been a big life lesson to me

Tag Ur It
Tag Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1)i hate spiders 2) i a terrafied of walking down steps (long story) 3)i like to cross stich 4)i hate being a natural blonde 5)i graduated college with a 3.95 GPA (yeah i am somewhat smart) 6)I love pop rocks and pixy stix out looking for people to tag

Bullshit
YEAH I THINK I OUGHT TO TAKE EVERYONES ADVICE AND LOOK AT WHATS RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE.. I AM SO HURT AND MAD RIGHT NOW THAT I CANT SEE STRAIGHT . BUT I GUESS THATS WHAT THE INTERNET DOES TO YOU.. SO IVE GOT A FEW TO THINK.. MIGHT JUST STOP ALL THE LC'IN AND DELETE THE PAGE.. I GOTTA THINK ABOUT IT THOUGH. CAUSE I HAVE MET SOME GREATTTTTT FRIENDS ON HERE.. JUST TIRED OF LIES AND BULLCRAP.. PEACE OUT

For Steve...
In my dream he came to me I could feel his presence there... It seemed so real Pinned down to my bed I sighed aloud I looked around, no longer my room He took me to another place A dark and dire place Indescribable by words I felt my body there But different somehow And he was there somewhere too Invisible hands groping me I felt his weight on top of my body Pulling and tugging Biting me Ravishing me My legs forced open No way to fight him Invisible to me Spreading me, Taking me Trying to move- No hope. Brutalized I lay there Entering me everywhere Longing to see my attacker But there was no one there The fury of his invisible loins The power of his unseen hands I instantly awoke to cum-soaked panties And a burning down deep in my body Breathing heavy... Smiling widely... My power renewed A whore for this invisible man Wondering if he will come to take me again... KinkyScreams 2006 ©

Hmmmm
Well a few things have been happening in my house and life that have me all flustered. First off my son dont seem to want to ever listen of course he is almost 3 and has very strong opinion and thoughts of his own. Second is the energy that has been running amuck in my house. Yes i mean ghosts and other such things but i also mean the energy itself kind of a oppressive feeling. So far i have been scratched bitten punched pinched and knocked out of my chair. Ive been talked to and ive been scared shit less by waking up with a spirit in my face and i ive felt great hate eminating from different spots in my house at me and family and freinds. Some of my family and freinds have had several experiances my freind mel was even bitten on the leg the other night we have all seen shadows and heard noises. My son is bothered more than me because he is young and does not know what to make of it all. It scares him and he can see them aswell as i can he can also speak to

Venting.....
ok, I need to vent...so if you read this...sorry for what is about to spew forth..lol It really is starting to get on my nerves when I see all this bulletins and blogs asking to "help this cherry out", because, I DO go, and rate the pics, add them as friends, fan them...the whole shabang. Do I get love in return? NO. I Don't. I have been pimped out Once by request...and once by Ms. Stang, and she did that w/out me asking...which was very cool. I actually did a little experiment recently.. I mean, I pretty much already knew how it was going to turn out, but I wanted to see for myself. I put a blast up...I got maybe 4 responses. But then I changed my profile pic after the blast was done, to a pic of my boobs. Well, I'm sure you can guess what happened....lol. The response was insane. I don't even think these people went to my pics and took a look at my face...LMAO. I mean good lord!! I guess I can not get alot of love if my ass, and boobies are not hanging out all over the place. I a

The Bitch In Me. The Death Of You.
Immortal I may not be, But I can lust eternally, Sexually I am a beast, Sweat,cum and blood I feast. I am nothing,I'm not yours, Just the bitch you want on all fours, My lips can caress,mouth can suck, With this body I can give you an almighty fuck. My nails and teeth dig into you deep, Ripping at you til blood you seep, I inflict well and require the pain, but the pleasure you receive will drive you insane. When I taste your blood,your cum, That does not mean that I am done, I will continue to fuck and play, Till your arrogant body they carry away. KinkyScreams 2006 ©

Life Has Now Been Explained To You.
On the first day, God created the dog and said: "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years." The dog said: "That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?" So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: "Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said: "Monkey tricks for twenty years. That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?" And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: "You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years." The c ow said: "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about twenty and I'll give

Gotta Get Out More
Man I have been sitting in this house with nothing to do, It sucks! I'm so bored I don't even know what I wanna go and do , and actually I don't feel like getting dressed today lol. Im sure this day is gonna go by completely slow.

What Makes Me
There is just to much sadness I can not stop my pain.I no longer expect nothing but to know pain.I cry out of sadness.i cry because of pain.I cry for lost love.I cry for love I will not gain.I cry for many reasons yet they all make me who I am.Who am I you might ask?I am the queenofmadness!

Bathroom Habits
What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You You are a giving soul. Way too giving in fact. You often get stuck doing the dirty work that no one else will do. You spend a lot on clothes, and you tend to be a very dresser. However, it's hard for you to throw away trendy clothes when they go out of style. You are a little shy and easily embarrassed. You often wonder if you are normal. In relationships, you tend to be very romantic and demanding. You'll treat your partner like gold, but you expect a lot in return. What Do Your Bathroom Habits Say About You?

Here's The Second Song, ^_^
Well the second song that I felt like writing about is this song called Chasing Cars by SnowPatrol...If you've heard it then you know what I mean when I say that I want a relationship where the guy could say yes to all the things mentioned in the song... "I don't quite know, how to say...how I feel. Those 3 words, are said too much...they're not enough... *chorus If I lay here...if I just lay here... would you lay with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told, before we get too old... show me a garden that's bursten into life... Let's waste time, chasin cars..." Well yeah I really really like that song. It kind of says the basic principle of what i want in a guy. The willingness to just be with me and put the past behind and move itno the future together.

My Love Style!
Your Love Style is Manic For you, love is the ultimate rollercoaster And you love to hold on tight and enjoy the ride Every time you fall in love, it feels like the first time And while it's exciting and exhilarating... It's also stressful and scary! What's Your Love Style?

Love Stye
Your Love Style is Manic For you, love is the ultimate rollercoaster And you love to hold on tight and enjoy the ride Every time you fall in love, it feels like the first time And while it's exciting and exhilarating... It's also stressful and scary! What's Your Love Style?

"portrait Of A Friend"
I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with its untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall. Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine; Yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge; I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask. I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me. I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you. I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you, But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself. I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting, But I can cry with you and help you pick u

Sexual Hidden Talent?
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Letting It Rip Away
its wednesday and im so fucking bored. im not even working when i should be, but oh well. i was thinking i want a cherryblast but i have no credit card or whatever which sucks but oh well. get people to add me and ill love you forever.

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What Is Your Seduction Style?
You are charming. You are very bright, and able to completely express yourself verbally. You have a lot of charisma and people are naturally attracted to you. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com

What Is Your Sexual Hidden Talent?
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Wow I'm Soooo Surprised Lol W/e
Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

What Is Your Sexual Iq?
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I'll Give You A Buck To Punch Me In The Face!
Ok prolly not, but FUCK it hurts! I dont get to go to the dentist till a week from today and thats just for the xrays and Rx to kill the infection. Then its gonna be another two weees till I can get them to pull the teeth or whatever they are gonna do to fix me. I fucking despise tooth pain. Ive been numbing myself so much with anbesol that Im prolly immune to benzocain now. Felix brought my smirnoff, figuring if I got drunk it wouldnt hurt...but I cant seem to drink more than 2 of them. Id kill for a shot of jack or five! Ive got my evil ducky appointment tomorrow, which means its gonna be a nairy good time at my place today! Stupid 6 week appointment. Hey girls that have already gone, did you tell them if you started having sex prior to the 6 weeks? I started a little before 2 weeks pp. My vagina has yet to fall out or implode. yay me and yay my vagina! Thats it, Im revolting and Immma go smoke. fuck I miss smoking inside.

Rant About Dad
my dad's bein a total bitch. he's tellin me that i should get outside when i'm tryin to do my work and gives me a lecture about shit and i'm like "excuse me!! i'm WORKING!! leave me the hell alone!!" that's TWICE today. i mean, maybe i dont LIKE going outside. cuz i do LIKE my room and i do LIKE being indoors. and then he has to drag college into it and tell me that no one will make me go outside in college so i should make it part of my pattern now. bullshit! i hate humidity, and it looks pretty humid wit the overcast and shit. plus my room is nice and cool. and i have WORK to do!!! so fuck him, i'm not leavin the house today. ~ace~

Song Of The Day My Life In A Nutshell
When I see her eyes Look into my eyes Then I realize that She could see inside my head So I close my eyes Thinking that I could hide Disassociate so I don't have to lose my head This situation leads to agitation Will she cut me off? Will this be an amputation? I don't know, If I care I'm the jerk, Life's not fair Fighting all the time This is out of line She loves me not, loves me not Do you realize, I won't compromise She loves me not, loves me not Over the past five years I have shed my tears I have drank my beers and watched my fears fly away And until this day She still swings my way But it's sad to say sometimes She says she loves me not But I hesitate To tell her I hate This relationship I want out today This is over I don't know If I care I'm the jerk Life's not fair Fighting all the time This is out of line She loves me not, loves me not Do you realize I won't compromise She loves me not Life's not fair I'm the jerk Line for lin

Shattered
A SHATTERED HEART IS HARD TO LIVE WITH IT HURTS AND YOU SEEM TO BE ALWAY'S CRYING....MAYBE NOT ON THE OUTSIDE BUT ON THE INSIDE YOU ARE. WONDERING WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN NEXT FEARING EVERYMINUTE OF YOUR DAY....TRYING HIDE YOUR PAIN AWAY....SEEM'S LIKE NOBODY UNDERSTANDS....FEELING COLD AND ALL ALONE. CRYING OUT HOPING SOMEONE WILL HEAR BUT NO ONE IS AROUND. THE TEARS FALL AND TRY AND STOP THEM BUT THE STEADLY FALL. WHEN DOES THE PAIN END WHEN CAN I FEEL HAPPY AGAIN.

I Wish...
I knew the words to say, to make you understand, i wish i knew how to tell you how i feel. I wish. Sometimes i wonder if things are the way they are because i cant take a step foward -sigh- I thoughts what i was doing, proving something, but im still in the same place, and i don't get why, i don't get how im suppose to show anymore. I've done all i know how to do. Now all is left for me to hope, and wait, and maybe one day, that dream will come true. One, you're like a dream come true. Two, i just wanta be with you. Three, its plain to see that you're the only one for me. Four, repeat steps one - three Five, make you fall in love with me. I love that song < 3 Back at one.

The Aftermath
Since the death of my brother i have been trying to get back to what we deem as normal activities. I still write and record music but it's taken on a entirely different sound. I laugh still but now it's only to hide the pain. i find myself sitting in the dark most of the time even in the lightest of hour. Is this the tag of a broken spirit? i don't know but i do know from this point on this will be normal for me... P>S> CARLY "tat2dmommy" you are in my prayers...

Adult
i want to fuck you i want to fuck all the parts and places i want you all of me all of me my mouth is wet pink love your tongue slides serpent in stirring the inhibited depths and the your body turns and then your cock slides in my open mouth velvety head against my soft pink lips velvety head against my soft wet-velvet tongue your cock/hard and strong/grows stronger, throbs in my mouth rubs against the wet slick walls, my fingers hold you caress through the sweat damp hair hold and caress your cock that slides in my mouth i suck it in, all in,the sweet meat cock in my mouth and your tongue slips wet and pointed and hot in my cunt and my legs spread wide and wrap your head down into me i am not sure when you leave off, where you begin is there a difference, here in these soft permeable membranes? you rise and lean over me and plunge that spit-slick cock into my depth your mouth is on mine and the taste on your mouth is of me and the taste on my mouth is of you

Tag
Tag Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1.I HAVE TO SLEEP WITH A FAN ON 2. I CANT STAND LAZY WOMEN...GET YO ASS UP AND WORK! 3.ONE OF MY HOBBIES IS COOKING 4.I AM MAKING A BIG LIFE CHANGE SOON 5. I LIKE TO WATCH CSI SHOWS 6. I am the last person I tend to take care of I'm out i choose BUTTERFLY, JESSICA KAY, BOOSHINE, FATtittyKITTY,HATFULLASTAZ Copy the first part of this, put 6 things in your blog and then tag six friends thru a comment go for it!

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Sign In A Business Window
Sign in a business window: "WE WOULD RATHER DO BUSINESS WITH 1000 AL QAEDA TERRORISTS THAN WITH ONE SINGLE AMERICAN SOLDIER" This sign was prominently displayed in the window of a business in Philadelphia. You are probably outraged at the thought of such an inflammatory statement. One would think that anti-hate groups from all across the country would be marching on this business... and that the National Guard might have to be called to keep the angry crowds back. But, perhaps in these stressful times one might be tempted to let the proprietors simply make their statement... We are a society which holds Freedom of Speech as perhaps our greatest liberty. And after all, it is just a sign.You may ask what kind of business would dare post such a sign? Answer: A Funeral Home (Who said morticians had no sense of humor?) You gotta love it!!! God Bless America!

Click *the Movie*
It wasnt bad. Im guessing I would have used it for evil as well. I would have fast forwarded through pregnancy thats for damn sure. I have no idea whats happend to me latley, even when I was pregnant I didnt cry at movies. Friends made me cry for some reason, but never movies. Now I ball my brains out...hopefully the emo goes away! Hope everyones having a good humpday!

My New Haircut....
You all arent going to believe what I did a couple days ago....with all the baby stuff I forgot to mention that I cut off pretty much ALL my hair and donated it to Locks of Love to make wigs for children with Cancer. I needed a change after losing this baby. I needed a fresh start and a new perspective. I will post pics soon and I hope you all dont think I am hideous lol. thanks for stopping in. Angie

The About Me From The Other Page Lol
this is the about me from my myspace account thought i would put it here luv me or hate me its all in how you see things so live augh love, smile a little no matter what it will make your days a little brighter --OK.WAS GONNA DELETE THIS PROFILE DECIDED INSTEAD TO JUST PUT IT ALL OUT THERE AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS- I AM FEMALE VERY OVERWEIGHT, (WORKING ON IT) SEMI- UNATTRACTIVE AND WAY TO SENSITIVE FOR MY OWN GOOD. NOT A NICE COMBO SO FAR I KNOW, LOL. HAVE ONE OR TWO GOOD POINTS THOUGH AND I HAVE DECIDED TO TELL YOU ALL WHO I REALLY AM AND SEE HOW MANY OF YOU MIGHT ACTUALLY LIKE TO KNOW ME REGARDLESS OF MY OUTSIDE APPEARANCE! SO, HERE GOES.......MY NAME IS KIMBERLY, AND I AM A GEMINI, THEY SAY THAT MAKES ME HAVE TWO SIDES AND IM NOT REALLY SURE ABOUT THAT LOL!! I AM RATHER ECLECTIC IN MY VIEWS IN MOST THINGS, AND VERY FEW PEOPLE REALLY KNOW HOW I THINK ABOUT MANY OF THE ISSUES THEY WOULD GLADLY TELL YOU MY STANDING ON,,HEHEH FUNNY HOW OTHERS KNOW MORE ABOUT YOU THEN YOU YOURSELF D

Tag!!!!!!!!!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1. I still like the Power Rangers! 2. I have over 1000 books 3. I actually liked Mariah Carey's movie, Glitter 4. I spend way too much time on LC! lol 5. I watch Drawn Together 6. I still read The Babysitters Club. Now here's the people I'm tagging! MizzNewBooty, Extremelyshycutie, Native Pride, Dizzylizzybeth 2006, Marvin, and Cindy. Start tagging!!

Thanks To Jth1206kp.....the Rainbow Bridge.
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster. You have been spotted, and when

A Poem(written By My Boyfriends Brother-in-law For His Wife While Over Seas)
Roses are red and violets are blue Soon I will be,stuck between you Stuck I will stay for as long as I can Because for too long I've been using my hand I know that its been a long and hard road But soon we'll feel better when we both explode A massive explosion of orgasmic delight,will leave us exhausted and limp in the night But limp will not last but for a short time As we both recover with Corona and lime We'll admire each other as we lay in the nake And go at it again for my peckers sake We'll romp and we'll roll in a frenzy of lust Another orgasm,this you can trust As I squirt up inside of you a gallon of goo, Roses are red and my pecker is too!

My Baby Is Changing
i mean look how much he has changed here are his hospital pics...a friend put them into a collage here he is at one month...well a little over here he is at a little over 2 months here he is now

Once Again Hump Day!!!
YES its Hump Day Again!!!! Whoohoo!!!..Its a rainy, cloudy, miserable day in British Columbia, Canada, but hey oh well!! Grab whomever, go back to bed and make use of this glorious hump day!! Enjoy! Have A Great Hump Day Everyone!! Loves & Tickles!

New Pictures.....
So I have been working out alot lately and workign on my body to get it to look sexier. I will have lots more pictures once I feel better bout my body. But for now Ill post a few here and there I suppose :)

What It Means
Dragonfly symbolizes ever changing life..... fertility and spring as well as being a messenger of other worlds.... Right To Be Wrong Video - Joss Stone lyricsJoss Stone Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCureMyspace Layouts