I will provide you with a glimpse into my soul.
There is no need to try and console.
Let’s go and walk through a door…
I fall as my heart sinks to the floor.
Hurt, anger and fear is over there beyond that door..
Are you sure it is something you wish to explore?
Those words she said cut me like a knife,
That changed my life.
Yes, that night left a isolated feeling,
Something beyond reason I could not explain.
It left me with the nasty taste of shame.
Naive years of childhood I was back then,
Only now I look back and see it was not a sin.
That man I loved, yet he never knew.
He did not even know I existed..
My mother said “We are threw.” before he could see me,
Plain harsh sight of reality.
No over there is what I have completely sewn shut,
Memories I wish to never visit again..
I put block in conscious thought in regards to what is in there..
All you will find is pure desolate grief and despair.
I am feeling an utter exhaustion,
I believe we should continue this another time.
At least you were able to experience a quick moment in
My frame of mind.
(This is my personal work. Please do not copy)
Kelly
