So there we were
Sitting on your bed
You asking me again
To give you head
You knew I'd say no
And change the subject
I asked you about your
Little plastic car set
You started getting mad
And grabbed for a knife
You held it to my throat
And threatened to take my life
I started crying hysterically
But you didn't even care
You just called me pathetic
And grabbed a handful of hair
You undid your pants
And sat on the down
Threatening to kill me
If I tried to get out
You pushed me down
Slammed me on my knees
Then you looked at me
And said ?do as you please'
I just sat there
Looking up at you
Tears covered my face
Wondering what all you'd do
You grabbed my jaw
And slammed it in my throat
You stood there and laughed
Knowing it was making me choke
You kept right on going
Moving my head
Until you were finished
Then you threw me on the bed
You completely stripped me
Then climbed on top
You stuck it in
And you wouldn't stop
I couldn't scream
I was too scared
All I could do was cry
Not that you cared
You just kept on going
Knowing it would damage me
Everything I stood for
Was stolen with my virginity
It was finally over
You finished at last
But that was something
I could never put in the past
You threw my clothes at me
Told me to get dressed
You did the same
Told me to look my best
Make it seem like
Nothing happened to me
No one would know
By just looking at me
I got home that night
I wanted to die
But I'm scared of pain
So there was no reason to try
I laid in bed thinking
About what I just went through
Then you opened my door
And walked right in my room
I stood up real fast
To grab something heavy
I was going to throw it
If you tried anything with me
But by the time I found something
I was hit hard in the face
Over and over you hit me
Telling me this was my place
I was here for you pleasure
To use, abuse, and play with
To constantly hurt me
Because I was nothing but a bitch
You finally quit hitting me
And got up of the floor
You looked at me one more time
Then you were out the door
I just sat there thinking
Was that all I was good for?
Was I really worthless?
Well I won't take it anymore
I walked in the basement
Knowing I wouldn't come back
Because of everything he did
Self-esteem was something I lacked
I took a piece of rope
And hung it from the rafter
Remembering what he did
Listening to his constant laughter
He ran through the door
I stepped of the chair
He was screaming for me
I could hear him upstairs
Someone must have told him
That I was down here
Because the last thing I saw
Was his face covered in tears
He ran over to me
And cut me down with a knife
But it was too late
My body had no life
