You know I don't get it when a XO tells you that your basically a lazy son of a bitch, yet all they do is sit on there ass all day.I understand that I do slack off sometimes, and I DON'T use my head sometimes, but I was caring. If only people knew what the fuck I was going through. I am not going to really tell anyone, because I don't want people to worry about me. I just wish that people would leave me the fuck alone and actually apritiate what I do. I don't get it when people talk shit and say they "never see me work" yet when they "need my help" they end up telling me to do some bull shit instead. Then they want to call down to the CP and talk about they only have two people.WHAT THE HELL???? You just had another helper if you forgot, but o wait I don't count because I got to be the little bitch and pick up every little piece of fucking trash. You know I have worked no joke 33 hours in the past two fucking days. I almost missed lunch today so that I could get some paperwork turned in. If they didn't take the paperwork then there would be no way that we could get outta here. O yea did I mention that they almost didn't take the paper work till I said the right thing. So while this ungrateful son of a bitch is telling me I am lazy, little do they know I just helped them out. Don't open your mouth until you know the full story. I have been through so much shit since I have been here in IRAQ. You know sometimes I wonder if I should just go back to saying fuck everything. It is as though I get just the same amount of respect some times. I don't know, all I know, is that I was actually thinking really hard about re inlisting and staying in and actually working hard when we got back so that I could get my SGT. Fuck it now, I am getting out January of 2008. I would much rather get paid better, for getting treated with disrespect. SO FUCK THE ARMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
