You once where here but now are gone.
I just wish my car could go that far.
Having the time of your life,
while I sit here.
Yes the jealousy and fear are there.
Off in another world learning new things
meeting new people, and learning new ways.
I am happy for you to say the least.
But what about me.
I can't eat.
It is hard to sleep.
The tears keep falling,
and there is no one here to hold me.
I try to be happy but all I am is sad.
My true love is not near me
and that is too bad.
I know you feel the same.
But come November 4th, it will all change.
So please forgive me if I seem mad
it is not your fault I miss you so bad.
