I so think I am going through pre menopause. I Am I really that old? And why won't kids stay in bed when you put them there? I so wish Fred was here. I use to have something to look forward to during the day. Now I don't. Only 19 more days. Got a party to go to this weekend. Still trying to make up my mind if I want to go. I am to comfortable going to a place I don't know 3 hours away. I know I have people to watch me but I am still unsure.
Fred only has 19 more days. I miss him soo much. I can't stand it anymore.
