Have you ever been involved with someone? And it seems like overnight everything changes between you and them???? Here's the situation. I had been involved with an old friend of mine from high school. He is in the Army. He's going through a divorce, and just got deployed overseas. I found out today, that he has been talking to his ex-girlfriend. He's been finding the time to call her and get back in touch with her, but somehow he's always too busy to call me and keep in touch with me, the woman he supposedly loves and wants to marry someday. I'm tired of feeling betrayed and not feeling good enough for a decent man to love me. I've been way too sad lately, and it's killing me. I want to kill me. Is that bad?