Here is the truth. I am completely stressed out. I do not know what to do!! So there is this amazing guy that is in my life... well we made love a few times and one of the times he didn't pull out, that was last night. Today I went to Planned Parenthood and got the Morning After Pill. I read the paper they gave me and it says that there is a 86% chance that it will work... what about the other 14%???? Its not like I hate kids, but I am 15 years old. I want to travel the world and live life! I have plans, goals and values. I have a cousin who is like a few months older then me and she is pregnant. Everyone talks to here and is there for her but when they come to me all they do is talk shit about her, they look down on her. I want to be different then all my family. My family has is dark secrets and so doesnt everyone else. Well like 99.9% of them have be preganant by the age 16 and up... they have done their share of drugs, and so much more. I don't want to go down that path. I love him, nothing will change that but I dont know what I will be able to do with myself if... well you know
