Over 16,513,963 people are on fubar.
What are you waiting for?

fear

I'm all smiles Laughter filling the room Everything seems perfect Everything seems great. I call him to tell him I love him He tells me he loves me I hang up with a smile Close my eyes and imagine us together As soon as I open my eyes, I burst into tears I know what comes next I know the pain and can feel my heart aching already A fear overwhelmes me Starts to kill me slowly As I fear losing him I just can't do it I can't lose him again Can't see him with another My heart isn't strong enough anymore So fragile to even the thought I know what comes next I'm mad at myself for becoming happy For smiling and laughing It feels so wrong Cause it scares me so much If I lose him I don't think I can go on I have fallen in love And love doesn't seem that great Like a roller coaster I'm going higher and higher We're at the top Everything is great I know what comes next And I just relized I'm scared of heights.
Leave a comment!
html comments NOT enabled!
NOTE: If you post content that is offensive, adult, or NSFW (Not Safe For Work), your account will be deleted.[?]

giphy icon
last post
17 years ago
posts
31
views
4,328
can view
everyone
can comment
everyone
atom/rss

recent posts

17 years ago
I've Learned
17 years ago
How I'm Feeling???
17 years ago
Fairytale Nightmare
17 years ago
Sleep Paralysis
17 years ago
thanks
17 years ago
sleep
17 years ago
LIKE I USED TO BE
17 years ago
lesson
17 years ago
new begining

other blogs by this author

 17 years ago
drunkin
official fubar blogs
 8 years ago
fubar news by babyjesus  
 13 years ago
fubar.com ideas! by babyjesus  
 10 years ago
fubar'd Official Wishli... by SCRAPPER  
 10 years ago
Word of Esix by esixfiddy  

discover blogs on fubar

blog.php' rendered in 0.0709 seconds on machine '190'.