well today the man i have been married to of and on for the past almost 14 years packed his shit and left... cant say that i dont blame him i did sleep with another man and did get pregnant with the other mans kid and still have the other man comin around... well i guess i am stupid for doing it and i guess he is stupid for stickin around ... feelings were lost long ago but sometimes we follow the wrong path .... and i feel like shit cause i have hurt him but he has also done shit to hurt me but i will be free of it all very soon i pray... just had to get this thought out of my head....
