I tell you what!! I am just worn out! My head hurts, my heart aches, and yet it still keeps piling on. I'm just tired and ready to shut down.
What in the hell is up with everyone lying these days? Is anyone capable of telling the fucking truth anymore?? And, I mean they're not just lying about little things....it's big and small lies. Funny thing is...this is a small world we live in. Lies tend to catch up with you...especially when you're not good at it! Some people would really be better off if they realized this!
It's like they couldn't tell you the truth if you held a gun to thier heads!
My sister was married to a man like that. He lied about EVERYTHING! He'd get busted in a lie, and then lie again. To this day we're still not sure if anything he ever said the entire time he was in the family was true. And according to his wife and daughters now, he's still lying his way through life. And what's really scary??? He's a fireman!! But, go figure...a man in uniform with a badge..... From my dealings with men that wear badges....they lie alot. But, then again, that's not too say that ALL men lie....but most do. And, before you men send me hate mail...yes...I know that women lie too. I know a lot of them too. I guess maybe it's human nature. But, some just need to really slow their roll on the lying shit. Because it's just going to end up hurting everyone involved in the long run.
Both of my husbands lied alot. They weren't very good at it either. The first one liked to think he was though. He'd look you in the eyes and flat out lie. He was bad at it, because you'd bust him in a lie, and he'd get mad, then stare you in the eyes with pure hate and tell you he wasn't lying. He still tries to use that look with me like he's trying to intimidate me. It didn't work then and sure as hell ain't working now. And, that just pisses him off more. The second husband.... well....he's just stupid! He will get into a conversation with anyone about anything and tell them they're wrong. A man that worked in the railroad industry for years was telling someone something one time, and my husband butted in telling him he was wrong....and he tried to lie his way through the conversation, then when he got busted, he back pedaled and said well that's what i meant. Stupid!!! He got busted in lies all of the time because I'd hunt his ass down. Whether it was on the phone calling the bars are using my car.....I can't tell you how many times I walked into a bar and sat down and watched him without him knowing i was there. I saw exactly what and who he was doing it with. Then i'd walk up to him, and he would get all shocked and lovey dovey. One night I did that and sat down and he said oh we were just talking about you.....I just looked at her and said oh is that why y'all were holding hands.....then all hell would break loose by me. The girls would always take off.
I'm just saying if you're going to try and make a life work by lying, then practice at it. There's nothing worse than a very bad liar!!!! And, remember, your lies effect more people than you think. Something i have been stressing to my daughter is.....your actions don't only effect you, but the people around you as well. She's learned that the hard way this last time around, and I'm sure it's a lesson she won't soon forget! Much like someone else I know. His lies have effected himself, me, the children involved, and many friends and family members. I just hope he realizes that he'll never have anything good in his life as long as he keeps going like this. But, it's not for me to tell him how to live his life. I'm just a cockroach in a world of Bengal!!
