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My Life
you know life has been really hard for me but i have the best boyfriend never and someday i would love to marry ...... i have two kids that he has taken care of and i love him for that sean i love you with all my heart.. you never know what you got untill it is gone and last nite was that nite my baby had to spend it in the hospital and i was alone and it got me thinking what would i do if i lost him baby i love you with all my heart and i am so sorry for everthing i have done. i know i could not be without you for long it is like part of me was gone last nite .. it was sad ... i cried and talked to  my pdp family will be 2 year with me and sean .aug4 we need to do something that day just us we made it and it has been very hard i am sorry for all the bull shit you have gone thur.. thing are going to get better from now on ..... just take one day at a time .... i love you baby
I feel like I want a relationship and when I first get in one Im happy and excited but as it slowly trails on I still feel like I have an empty spot in my heart. I am trying my damndest to keep and love the soldier im with. Maybe there is just something wrong with me. Maybe I just should be alone for ever...but if that was the case then why am I still fighting myself to be with this man who loves me so much.
I'd Rather Be A Lesbian
The softest lips to press upon mine, wanting to crave more but craving to make her stop. Touching my skin like no other could, should or ever had, she makes me smile with bashful eyes.  Fingering my hair like shes playing with hers, I try to not fall asleep but dream land awaits me and shes already there.  I would tell you more of whats on my mind but lets just say Ive been there a thousand times..and I'd rather be a lesbian
"the Heart Of Me"
Watchin the fires burn, lessons learned. Bruises on my spirit & dents on my chin, I'll never let anybody get close to me again. Friends we can be but nothing more I can't take the risk of not knowing what's in-store Romantic solitude will become a daily routine Think what you want but I'm only protecting me I've made my attempts, only to be dealt cards of contempt. I want someone to marry me, take care of me & bury me, but these days that kind of love is a rarity. I wanna be the one that makes love work, Leaving the house with a kiss goodbye & these words "If I let night fall on ya'll without a phone call, then something must have went wrong" J.D.L 2010
I Am Never Here...
I am falling apart, no one knows. Alone I am tearing apart, nothing but sorrow. I can not fix whats wrong. Dying inside, this pain, my heart stops beating, I am falling into the shadows. I beg for you to love me, no one cares. I ask for you to be by my side, all you do is stare...I am falling apart...I am finally gone from here.
7mill/salute I Need Auto & Bomb Or Bling Pack I Can Offer
7mill/salute I need auto & bomb or bling pack i can offer
Won't you come play with your pretty doll? Hold me and twirl me, but don't let me fall Glassy eyes and flowing hair to style a painted mouth and a plastic smile I can be what you want, I can be what you need Just take my hand and I will follow your lead I won't ever tell you "no", or say that you're bad I'll laugh when you laugh and cry when you're sad I'm the perfect plaything and I think you'll agree The thing you've been looking for has always been me Maybe one day you'll forget me and go on your way But I will always be waiting here ready to play ~me
If I held out my hand, would you take it? If I opened my heart, would you break it? I'll never say what I'm really feeling What is it about you I find so appealing? Maybe somehow, I'll learn to forget Maybe somewhere, I'll lose my regret ~ me
Naughty Application
Your Name:Your age:Favorite position:1. Do you think I'm cute?.2. Would you have sex with me?3. Lights on or off?4. Would you have to be drunk?5. Would you take a shower with me?6. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?7. Would you leave after or stay the night?8. Do you like cuddling afterwards?9. Condom or skin?10. Have sex on the first date?11. Would you kiss me during sex?12. Do you think I would be good in bed?13. Would you use me as a booty call?14. Can I use you as a booty call?15. Can we take pictures of the act?16. How long would we have sex?17. Would you tell your friends about me?18.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
Oh How I Dream
oh how i dream Oh how i dream of ONLY you No matter what I try to do My heart certainly has a mind of its own The 1 thing that no person controls Oh how I dream of ONLY you This my friend you know is true Should there ever come a day That you actually come my way You will know its you I adore For ONLY you can open the door Oh how I would like you by my side This my LOVE I will not denie Oh how I want ONLY you I hope he knows, Exactly who, I'm talking to (Now YOU know why I named my profile) "dreAmer" American, 
Hi Everyone
Hi I am a CD from Canada with a sweet tasting Wife I might add smiles she approves of my dressing and enjoys my cam I/We would be Interested in chatting making a new Friend perhaps meeting or caming. Pls See my pics at flickr tasty9sweetcd, cam4 sweet9ninecd, facebook sweetcdcan,or add me at tasty9sweetcd at yahoo dot com, or sweetcdcan9 at hot mail dot com,if interested Ty Smiles Veronica/Megan
Matter Of Time
Now in each others minds,Can our Hearts be opened to.My mind now wonders how long,Till my heart belongs to you. With each passing day,The need grows more strong.To have your heart with mine,I know it wont be long. So my little beauty,Now its just a matter of time.Till I hold your heart,And can truely call you mine.
Alone --- Work In Progress
Ok, this is still a work in progress. I haven't had much time to edit it, but it seems alright at the moment.AloneI see life passing me bywhile I mostly sit around and cryMy dreams are breaking apartwhile my fears are growing. I look in the mirror,but I don't recognize who I see.The girl with the sad eyes is me.Same hair, same face,but none of the laughter is left. What happened?When did I change?I remember being happythough now it seems like a dream.Where are the friends,that said, "If you need me I'll be there"they are never around.It is as though they disappearedlike a memory you can just erase.Reality suddenly dawnsand I realize I am all alone.I realize I am not a very good poet, but I enjoy writing out my feelings. Hope you can enjoy some of my poems
Why I Carry A Gun
  Why I Carry a Gun My old grandpa said to me 'Son, there comes a time in every man's life when=  he stops bustin' knuckles and starts bustin' caps and usually it's when he becomes too old to take an ass whoopin.' I don't carry a gun to kill people. I carry a gun to keep from being killed. I  don't carry a gun to scare people. I carry a gun because sometimes this world can be a scary place. I  don't carry a gun because I'm paranoid. I carry a gun because there are real threats in the world.. I don't carry a gun because I'm evil. I carry a gun  because I have lived long enough to see the evil in the world. I don't carry a gun because I hate the government. I carry a gun because I understand the limitations of government.. I don't carry a gun because I'm angry. I carry a gun so that I don't have to spend the rest of my life hating myself for failing to be prepared. I don't carry a gun because I want to shoot someone. I carry a gun because I want to die at a ripe old age
Growing Up
                  Me Lay me down, and burry me deep With secrets of you I will always keep Like last springs bloom my love forgotten Leaving my crying heart again untouched   Cold nights to weeks, and weeks to months Hopes to uncertainties, uncertainties to doubts Am I so horrible to be left on the outs That shining prince in armor will never see me   Oh mirror mirror on the wall Please show me the awful person I am Give me strength so I can walk tall And guide me to one who will break my fall   Let him be the sun that thaws my cold heart The key to open my heart to love Or the one who enables my soul to trust Let him be the one who completes me
Why Is It Always Me
Why is it always me!   Why is it always me The one that is never good enough And the huge disappointment to all Sitting here in this chair alone I wonder when I will fall   Why is it always me The one who picks up others lose ends And tying their lives together With no one to take care of me All this seams so unbearable, so hard to weather   Why is it always me The one who dreams of her final days And counts down till she can begin again The chance for the rebirth of her soul Is again her ultimate sin   Why is it always me The one who fights for her own destruction And never seen for her true good Truth, honesty, passion, all a double edged sword Rising her to the ultimate height then stabbing her below where she first stood   Why is it always me The one so use to the let downs And being told she is the main problem She is so use feelings, guilt, and pain So why does she not understand them   Why is it always me The one fighting for her change And beli
Tears For Others
I cried... lastnight, tonight. I cried. Anyone who knows me well knows I don't cry alot. It makes me feel weak, powerless and childish. Why now... Why after everything was finally starting to be ok did i crack again and downspiral like this? There is so much to deal with between family, school, health, friends, relationship and usually i balance it just fine. I take care of my friends, family and myself but something went wrong and now everything came crashing down.There are two people in particular who are in similar situations who i luv to death. One has been my rock though everything and it kills me to see him hurt. He is my best friend and my brother. I cried lastnight and i know it was partially for him. I can't stand to see him hurt. Another is one of the sweetest people and I haven't been close with long so I am confused. I don't know how to handle it. I dont' know what to do, or even if I was the thing, the last blow that caused him to crack. What do I do?I have always been fin
Crys From The Heart
You walked through the door to hold me tightLaying there saying its all rightWhat happened to the times we sharedLike in the beginning when you really caredThe only fault was your sweet and caring heartUntil one day you just fell apartFrom helping anyone who was in needTo a life of drugs and dealing weedI told you my darkest secrets of lifeAnd you sliced me apart with a double-edged knifeOnly to stand back and watch me bleedKnowing you wouldnt give me at all what I needHow could you just not care at allAnd leave me alone without even a callAre you so bitter and desperate for more That you changed who you are to your very coreYour friends tell me to leave you and dont look backThey say your becoming a failure and thats a factSo tonight I will close my eyes walk awayFor you my love my heart will pray
Let the truth be known by the twinkle within With a warm smile and doe eyes Opening up to the world around She sees herself for who she is, who she will be and knows   Its her time to rise above all obstacles, her past A new beginning with a chance to recreate To allow her self to grow, create and imagine And hope that her dreams become reality   She acknowledges herself for who she really is And for once is happy with the reflection shinning back When she smiles she knows its right, the right time to shine To be everything she is and not hold back   She said she didnt care and put on her happy face But today is different because her smile is sincere And she shows her true self, the one she had lost is back Knowing everything is going to be ok...   K2L*6/4/06
A sigh of relief herd across the field With a sweet sent of self satisfaction As sure as the sun rises and the stars shine Hope continues to flood the mind with passion   Ideas blossom waiting for the encouragement to grow Hope and love give the buds life Allowing fore ideas to prosper into flowery fields Waiting to be harvested and admired   Alas the spring storms stroll in to crush all hope Thunder and lightning clouds the mind, blocking ideas Until the rush of rain floods the fields All hope seems dead   But as sure as the grass will grow one bud will blossom The one who keeps the hope alive and throws in all energy That one idea, concept and being will then claim victory For it has risen above the challenge of nature and done the impossible
  Dear Secret Person,   Once upon a time you were just a mere person No one special, another guy I exchanged smiles with And a few fun laughs along the way That is until one day I truly listened to your words   That day I learned that you were no longer that mere person Rather a character I found positive attributes in So I strapped myself in for the fast ride of your life Knowing the sharp turns and unexpected bumps would drive me ahead in life   Slowly I opened up to you allowing you to view the naked me Without my known persona and masked disguise And in return you shared your goals, hopes and ambitions Trusting that we could help each other grow hand in hand   We became trusting friends that Aristotle described Meaning our true selves and actions bettered each other A true friendship is when two can learn and encourage one another automatically And unknowingly we became just that   I am still young and have many years of learning ahead But because the opport
Left Forgoten
  Come with me and take my hand Walk my path as seen Through the mist of gloom Entering into a melancholy world   A forlorn world of nightly horror Enwrapping my every thought Suffocating breaths from within Forcing me to succumb to the night   My last thought, a prayer My "guardian angel" Who is he…you A reminisce of you   You were my hope Sent to save me before Warm, inviting, compassion, love I knew you
One Day
One day i wont be here.One day when you have a problem you wont be able to call me for help.One day when you want to send a message i wont ever recieve it.One day when Im not here I wont be able to tell you I love you so much and cherish every moment I have had with you.Never regret anything we ever did regret the things we didnt have a chance to do because it was too late.Remember all the tears we got to see roll off each others faces and remember all the kisses and hugs.Dont ever leave my side when i need you cause i will never leave yours.
More Jesse Stuff
more poems from my friend who passed away. i just love em so i gotta share. Tart Angel I am tha dissipated angel with radiant wings an infectious disease that always leaves you longing for more my moral compass has been skewed n i soar in kinky circles I have tha reflection of fragmented mirrors n i indulge myself in the taste of glass My beauty is a calamity n perception, red Im here solely to purify the pure Bring me your hearts n ill feed on your flesh -j [this next one kind of bothers my heart because he committed suicide ya know but i loved it before that happened and i still do] Whispers of 1980 Words have escaped me for so long, and this wind has taken you adrift in my absence. Though your heart may seem red, truly it's as blue as mine beats.  Be it ignorance mixed with a side of stupidity, who knows, my smile still waits.  My mind must be drunk to think your eyes will ever meet these words and softly sing them to your still heart; so I'll whis
"how Long Could She Pretend That She's Okay?"
And she breaks down and criesCause she`s living a lieThen she peels of her smileRevealing tears in her eyesAnd her makeup`s runningThe fire is burningHer heart is breakingHer world`s left shakenHow long could she pretend that she`s okayAnd her mask is meltingHer dreams are fading She`s slowly losing The life she`s makingHow long could she pretend that she`s okay?She knows what she wantsAnd she knows how to get itBut she`s suddenly lost all sense of directionShe wakes up and looks at the skyNot understanding, she`s asking why She goes to bed and looks at the floor Because deep down she knowsShe can`t take anymoreAnd her makeup`s runningThe fire is burningHer heart is breakingHer world`s left shakenHow long could she pretend that she`s okayAnd her mask is meltingHer dreams are fading She`s slowly losing The life she`s makingHow long could she pretend that she`s okay?Whenever she smiles she`s telling a lieBecause the girl on the insideIs losing the fightBut she grew a spineBecause her tea
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Just Writing
fcuk it! its my blog i'll write what i want haha. im wondering how i tell doctors and others that i'd like to pull my own brain out at times? i have experience in knowing when i have words like that its seen as suicidal or "depression"...whatever it is...its there. i get drugs and a pat on the back for it. a pat on the back pretty much a shove away from "being bothered". same old thang so why not treat me as such? im getting older and getting things together a bit more than before. but...this "condition" i know isnt going away. it disrupts my thinking, it disrupts relationships with people, it keeps me from being just a regular fcukin person. i want to bitch about gas prices! i want to talk about how shitty my pay is. i want to have the CHOICE to fcuk up and not just be fcuked up by default. who has the time to look past the catalog items?! haha im a good guy..i might not have the regular things to give or show for. but in that i can concentrate on everything else i
Sound The Alarm
Lie to me honestly I hear, but still, I don't see Just where the actions meet the words You just sound the alarm Racing pulse and boiling blood At fever-pitch Another finger-pointing mob With stones to throw But if it truly mattered And if you truly cared It would be altogether different Let the sirens scream But leave me alone to decide And leave me to what I might find Starving to understand You swallowed the lies Eager to spit them out To feed the masses And the guilt they hide Answer me honestly No more false transparencies Just where does motive meet concern? You just sound the alarm Spreading fear to bury trust To distract Until, lost and scared Frustration forces blame But if it truly mattered And if you truly cared It would be altogether different Let the sirens scream But leave me alone to decide And leave me to what I might find Starving to understand You swallowed the lies Eager to spit them out To feed the masses And the guil
The Fate That Fell On Me
I’m bored and feeling restless I don’t know what to do I’m listening to the radio Under a brightly shining moon I feel the need to be outside These four walls pen me in A dormant hunger wakens And calls me from within  
If I push you away Will you let me? Or will you fight for me? Will you turn away if I cry And pretend not to see? Or will you hold me? If I give you my heart Will it be safe with you? Will you give me yours too? If I tell you...                   I love you...                                   What will you do?   ~2009~
Unquenchable Fire
Enthralled by your vision Consumed in your flame I long but to serve you And worship your name Your life gives me purpose Which strengthens my heart The thought of you guides me While we’re apart   Kneeling before you My head bowed in reverence I surrender all to you Mind, body and soul
Why Do People Have To Say Everything Happens For A Reason?
I Wish I Knew Why People Always Say That Everything Happens For A Reason... I'm So Confused... Heres The Story In March Of 2009 I Found Out I Was About A Month And A Half To Two Months Pregnet Three To Four Months Later I Found Out I Was Having A Amazing Baby Boy.... I Was So Excited Well I Tried To Talk To The Father And Well He Didn't Believe That It Was His Kid... Well To Find Out He Was On Heavy Drugs And Heavy Drinking And On September 18th 2009 At Midnight I Started To Cramp Really Bad?!?!?!? I had A Friend There With Me And The Pain Got So Bad By 2am That I Started Screaming Out For My Mom To Help Me That I Was Bleeding Well My Mom Called 911 And When The Ambulance Got There I Had Lost So Much Blood I Almost Pasted  Out When They Got Me To The Hospital They Told Me I Was Lucky I Didn't Lose To Much Blood Well The Had Pumped Me Full Me Of Pain Meds And Told Me The News That I Was Losing The Baby All I Could Do Was Cry And Not More They Then Came Back In The Room And Told Me That
Every One I Need One Tiny Favor .... Plz
Brain Bafflers
How many apples would you have if you took two apples from three apples? try your hand at guessing (Answers will be given in three days.)   The answer is........)       Two apples, of course.
The Party
This was written for me by a FUBAR friend. I wear a short skirt and a tight tank top w/ no bra to a party your having. You cant help but notice my panties when I bend over, or how hard my nipples are as the day cools into night. When we talk its flirty and I'm always smiling at you, touching your arm or chest. You catch me by myself in the kitchen mixing a drink, you walk up to me and i start to say something to you but your hand is already between my legs rubbing my clit nice and hard. I'm shocked and dont say anythiing and you can feel the moisture through my panties. You push them aside and slide a finger inside of me, then another rubbing my clit with your thumb you tell me I should stop teasing you with my pussy or you'll take it. You tell me to take off my panties and I do, and you take them from me and walk away leaving me excited and wet and forcing me to spend the rest of the night pantyless.  Everyone's had too much to drink and we're given places to sleep. I get a guest bed
The Irish Bj
There’s something about traveling to other countries and watching the women that can be really exciting. The sites and sounds of a different land are great, but the people really tell the whole story. I always get horny when I travel. All that new visual stimulus, the excitement of wondering if I’ll be lucky and fuck a foreign gal. My brain plays out fantasies with every attractive gal I see. Let’s face it in the U.S. there are certain taboo’s on sex. I think it prohibits many from thinking fucking can be a good thing. Foreign countries view sex more openly and the opportunities to have creative sex and exchange the gift of pleasuring are more available. I got lucky one night while traveling through Dublin, Ireland. My computer went down and I found a computer shop that said they could fix it for me by late afternoon. I had to depart Dublin the next day for some photography work in the countryside so getting the laptop fixed quickly was a sweet deal. Like m
Mission for missionary Missinary quite contary How dose your graden grow A sixty niner is alaways finer come on let's go,dont be slow Diggy doggy,bend over and I'll do you,real slow,no really slow We both stand up you pretend youre looking over my shoulder for a four leaf cover We both pretend that we dont know we sit up an face each other well just sit till the cows come home I'll lie on my back you pretend your at the track you saddle me like you would a colt I'll just lie there try not to bolt                                   Sex,sex,sex,sex,sex,sex
Make It Stop
So Im feeling lost.. alone and confused.. I dunno what to do.. I guess its my hormones.. but atm.. I really dunno.. I dunno where he is.. I dunno if he`s avoiding me or if something has happend... I have tried calling but can`t get through to his phone.. All I can do is wait.. I feel betrayed.. lead on and stupid.. stupid for thinking I wouldnt be hurt this time.. Ive been hurt by every guy I have ever met.. I should have known.. I dun wanna hear from anyone that hes a shithead... I dun wanna hear anything negative at all.. all I need is sum support.. I dun need pitty.. just someone to listen to me when I feel like shit.. I guess being pregnant dun help.. cus I dunno if Im this sad cus of my hormones or what it is.. all I know.. is.. that I can`t stop crying
Buyer Beware
A koala picks up a prostitute and takes her to a hotel. After 20 minutes of going down her, he gets up and goes to walk out. The prostitute stops him says, "Hey you owe me 20 bucks!" The koala looks confused so she picks up the dictionary and turns to prostitute. "Prostitute: someone who has sex for money." The koala shakes his head and takes the dictionary flips to koala  "Koala: small animal that EATS BUSHES AND LEAVES."
Im A Bitch
I hate the world todayYou're so good to me, I knowBut I can't changeI tried to tell you butYou look at me like maybeI'm an angel underneathInnocent and sweetYesterday I cried,Must have been relievedto see the softer sideI can understand whyyou are so confusedI don't envy youI'm a little bit of everythingall rolled into oneI'm a bitch, I'm a lover,I'm a child, I'm a mother,I'm a sinner, I'm a saint,I do not feel ashamed,I'm your hell, I'm your dream,I'm nothing in between,You know you wouldn't want it any other waySo take me as I amthis may mean you'llhave to be a stronger manrest assured that whenI start to get you nervousAnd I'm going to extremesTomorrow I will changeand today won't mean a thingI'm a bitch, I'm a lover,I'm a child, I'm a mother,I'm a sinner, I'm a saint,I do not feel ashamed,I'm your hell, I'm your dream,I'm nothing in between,You know I wouldn't want it any other wayJust when you thinkYou got me figured outThe seasons already changin'I think its coolYou do what you d
Ahole Dud And Enmanon
Ahole Dud and Emanon, could it be?
Amorosa? ..the Early Cinco De Mayo Fake...blown Out....
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Poem Worth Reading
A Poem Worth Reading He was getting old and paunchy And his hair was falling fast, And he sat around the RSL, Telling stories of the past. Of a war that he once fought in And the deeds that he had done, In his exploits with his buddies; They were heroes, every one. And 'tho sometimes to his neighbours His tales became a joke, All his buddies listened quietly For they knew where of he spoke. But we'll hear his tales no longer, For ol' Bob has passed away, And the world's a little poorer For a Soldier died today. He won't be mourned by many, Just his children and his wife.. For he lived an ordinary, Very quiet sort of life. He held a job and raised a family, Going quietly on his way; And the world won't note his passing, 'Tho a Soldier died today. When politicians leave this earth, Their bodies lie in state, While thousands note their passing, And proclaim that they were great. Papers tell of their life stories >From the time that they were young But the passing of a Soldi
The Flower Show
PLEASE RATE THIS FOR ME! Two little old ladies were sitting on a park bench outside the local town hall where a flower show was in progress. The thin one leaned over and said, 'Life is so boring. We never have any fun any more. For $10 I'd take my clothes off and streak through that stupid flower show!' 'You're on!' said the other old lady, holding up a $10 bill. The first little old lady slowly fumbled her way out of her clothes and, completely naked, streaked (as fast as an old lady can) through the front door of the flower show. Waiting outside, her friend soon heard a huge commotion inside the hall, followed by loud applause and shrill whistling. Finally, the smiling and naked old lady came through the exit door surrounded by a cheering crowd. 'What happened?' asked her waiting friend. 'I won 1st prize as 'Best Dried Arrangement'.
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If I Ever........
If I ever. I decided if I ever fell in love, that he would be just like you. Gentle heart with a wild soul Tarnished past with a reborn goal wondrous eyes that put the sun to shame. I decided If I ever fell in love, that he would be just like you. The one who could take my breath away at the drop of a dime The one who could fix my heart without the cheap glue The one in the shadows i thought would never be mine. I decided if I ever fell in love, that he would be just like you. Sarcastic and sweet Warm yet cold Hilarious but yet the serious one
Alas a darkened shroudBlanketing the adventurousFeigning truth of countrythe young and beseechedtwas a blackness of nightlightening these lost soulsAustersizing this landbrightness in the zenitho'er the cordial and densedepth in these forcesas the darkened shroud liftslightness in the world awakening.....
Frustrating Night
What is with all the wacko jerky guys on here tonight. I'm wondering if it was the ass picture I put up? Maybe I shouldn't have done that. Thinking about deleteing it. Don't want the negative attention some of these people have been giving me. Seriously. Some of you have been straight up fucking rude. Why not just fuck off with your negative attitude? No one appreciates it, especially not me. Next time it happens, Imma just block those motherfuckers. Also, wondering why fake girls and not so attractive girls have SO many comments? And. Why do people think that they shouldn't have to rate someone because they already know they are attractive? That is pretty prejudgemental. I love getting rated and commented, personally. It may seem stupid, but it makes me feel good to know people think nice things about me. AND. Who CARES if some of the comments people leave are cheesy or pervy? They still make me smile! So leave them! I don't give a fuck what they say. Unless they are downright me
So let me get this straight - Larry King is getting his 8th divorce, Elizabeth Taylor is possibly getting married for a 9th time, Britney Spears had a 55 hour marriage. Jesse James and Tiger Woods are screwing EVERYTHING - yet the idea of same-sex marriage is going to destroy the institution of marriage?? Really? REALLY??
Barbwire Along The Walls Of A Shattered Heart
Its been a whie since I've tried my hand at poetry. I hope ya'll like and will comment. Barbwire Along The Walls of A Shattered HeartI try to understandBut things are hard to  comprehendWhy can't I get you out of my head? Your always at the back of my mindDreams ... Memories...A single song on the radio...The past comes rushing backAlways so closeI can almost touchYet... so far awayNever can close that distanceMy heart feels so empty without youLoneliness surrounds meEven as friends are all aroundCan't find joy in the simple thingsDrink just so I can feelWords were saidNever can take backForever gone... A whisper upon the windAnd so I putBarbwire along the walls of a shattered heart. February 16, 2010
comes in all forms..nickels,dimes,pennies,quarters...even half dollars. hahah.    
Ours is not to question the reasons whyCrippled indecision Repeats the path I once deniedInsignificant, am I? The color of sundown, of crimson skyThe beauty that breaks downAnd gives the day unto the night And then one day you'll realizeJust a speck in the spectrumInsignificant, am I?And then one day you'll realizeThe beauty that breaks downNever knows the reason why Scan my horizon as blue turns to blackThe sky is gone againAnd all beneath are born to dieInsignificant, am I? The brother of sundownHas bleached away my pastTo look into the skyIf only for one last time    
My New One
The new man in my life is the best thing to happen to me... I know I have said that before but man this one is everything I was looking for... He hasn't faltered once since the day he popped into my life... He makes me smile everday and reminds me at least 100 times a day how much i mean to him... He has knocked me flat on my ass... I wasn't looking for anything after Dean left and refused to let anyone in yet somehow this crazy redneck found his way through my defenses and has stolen my heart...He is so amazing and I have no idea what i did to deserve him... I know that this one is the one I will spend my life with... The one who will stand by my side no matter what I do or we go through... He is my soulmate... My best friend and the love of my life... I hope he knows that no matter what I am his and always will be...
i just have this twisted feeling right now feel the downword spiral spinnin, got a lot of shit on my mind the voices wont shut the fuck up i just need to drown them little fuckers well its been commin for a while i get like this sometimes we each must till our own soil so that we may sow the seeds of our souls, only then can we truly reap the benefits of what we have worked for the ever long battle of inner demons and the right and wrong which each is to percieve  i feel twisted today i told you  the limits to my internal frustration knows no bounds for i have failed only myself if i were to give up on my will to survive. i am not speaking of you i am speaking only of me, my thoughts, my soul, for before you step into the hell that is me you should know this side as well
My Little Adventure
I had an adventure last night!! I'm sitting here at my puter..  I hear this scratching clicking sound coming from someplace I can't pinpoint.. I think it's the cat playing with a plant or whatever.. Nope.. Cuz now it's getting louder and faster, it sounds almost, determined.. I realize it's coming from behind me... So I turn around.. All I can see is the built in hutch with my wife's decorative shit all over it.. It's about 9 feet tall.. We have High ceilings in our house about 10.5 feet. From the corner of the top the hutch I see what looks to me Like I GIANT mother fucking spider trying crawl out of the top.. Then the son-of-a-bitch started flying!!!   It was a god dam BAT!!!!!   I live in the city guys.. That shit just don't happen.. I start screaming like my 6 year old daughter watching Friday the 13th.. Friggin thing is flying around my dining room.. Then he flies back behind the hutch!!! I'm like..           "ummmmmmmm"   Fuck it!! ... Google!! .... "How to rem
Poem For My Girl U Know Who U R ;)
.the girl i have known and never met will one day be in my arms to hold her close to finaly look in her eyes and feel her breath on me and taste her lips for the first time will be heaven just the feel of her body next to mine feels so right like nothing will ever come between us. the scent of her hair fill my head and makes me dizzy when i look into her eye she will melt and we will kiss she get me week in the knees i will ask myself isthis adream if so i dont want to wake up let this night last forever i want to hold you i want to kiss you feel that passionate kiss that kiss when tongues meet softly and your eyes are open to see that pasion that makes you take a breath. to hold my girl in my arms for the first time i will never let you go not till my last breath i take will be looking into your eyes and i see our life flash before me i hear the one song that says it all for me i did it all and i did i did it all for you my sweet my love my girl i love you forever   the end
I Have Discorved A Beautiful Sweet Rare Unique Charming Kind Fallen Angel
Are You Happy Now
are you happy now? You missed your connection with me more times than can be counted. Are you happy now? You had me in the palm of your hand. Now I refuse to touch you. Are you happy now? You used to be in my every dream. Now I cant even look at you. Are you happy now? You wanted me to give you a baby. Now I wouldn't even give you a cockroach. Are you happy now? You always knew the right thing to say to keep me around. Now I see your mouth is moving... but.... Are you happy now? You promised me all your love, forever. But that grass looked so green on the other side of the Are you happy now? You say you're afraid of dying alone. But you've hurt everyone who ever loved you. Are you happy now? When you finally wake up and realize how much you love me, I'll be waking up next to someone who already knew. Are you happy now? No? I didn't think so.
What In The Fuck
This iz the infamous new web rave, the remake of "Telephone" by lady gaga. Made by soldiers located in afghanastan, i found it interesting that no one has even so much as posed the question....   "So this is what's costing us $30 billion a year in afghanastan?"  
They Might Be Giants - Birdhouse In Your Soul
  I'm your only friendI'm not your only friendBut I'm a little glowing friendBut really I'm not actually your friendBut I amBlue canary in the outlet by the light switchWho watches over youMake a little birdhouse in your soulNot to put too fine a point on itSay I'm the only bee in your bonnetMake a little birdhouse in your soulI have a secret to tellFrom my electrical wellIt's a simple message andI'm leaving out the whistles and bellsSo the room must listen to meFilibuster vigilantlyMy name is blue canaryOne note, spelled L-I-T-EMy story's infiniteLike the Longines SymphonetteIt doesn't restBlue canary in the outlet by the light switchWho watches over youMake a little birdhouse in your soulNot to put too fine a point on itSay I'm the only bee in your bonnetMake a little birdhouse in your soulI'm your only friendI'm not your only friendBut I'm a little glowing friendBut really I'm not actually your friendBut I amThere's a picture opposite meOf my primitive ancestryWhich
They Might Be Giants - Istanbul (not Constantinople)
Istanbul was ConstantinopleNow it's Istanbul, not ConstantinopleBeen a long time gone, ConstantinopleNow it's Turkish delight on a moonlit nightEvery gal in ConstantinopleLives in Istanbul, not ConstantinopleSo if you've a date in ConstantinopleShe'll be waiting in IstanbulEven old New York was once New AmsterdamWhy they changed it I can't sayPeople just liked it better that waySo take me back to ConstantinopleNo, you can't go back to ConstantinopleBeen a long time gone, ConstantinopleWhy did Constantinople get the works?That's nobody's business but the TurksIstanbul (Istanbul)Istanbul (Istanbul)Even old New York was once New AmsterdamWhy they changed it I can't sayPeople just liked it better that wayIstanbul was ConstantinopleNow it's Istanbul, not ConstantinopleBeen a long time gone, ConstantinopleWhy did Constantinople get the works?That's nobody's business but the TurksSo take me back to ConstantinopleNo, you can't go back to ConstantinopleBeen a long time gone, Cons
Placebo - Pure Morning
A friend in need's a friend indeed, A friend with weed is better, A friend with breasts and all the rest, A friend who's dressed in leather, A friend in need's a friend indeed, A friend who'll tease is better , Our thoughts compress, Which makes us blessed, And makes for stormy weather, A friend in need's a friend indeed, My Japanese is better, And when she's pressed, she will undress, And then she's boxing clever, A friend in need's a friend indeed, A friend who bleeds is better, My friend confessed she passed the test, And we will never sever, Day's dawning, skins crawlingDay's dawning, skins crawlingDay's dawning, skins crawling Day's dawning, skins crawling Pure morning, Pure morning, Pure morning, Pure morning, A friend in need's a friend indeed, A friend who'll tease is better, Our thoughts compress, Which makes us blessed, And makes for stormy weather, A friend in need's a friend indeed, A friend who bleeds is better, My friend confessed she passed the test, And we will n
Tangled Web
My road has not been an easy one, yet I bare its burden with a smile on my face.  My heart wears its scars proudly from all its emotional battles, whether won or defeated.  I am who I am because of the road I have chosen to walk.  No, it’s not easy but some of it has been handed to me, yet some of it, I have chosen for myself.  I face the road, though, with a smile because my journey has brought me a better understanding of myself and life.  We are all blessed but some will never know for they choose to remain blind to reality.  I must rather learn for myself than take someone’s word.  I have been burned many times, yes, but I have only come out stronger, and harder.  I have learned that I cannot trust everyone who comes into my life but I do know that everyone who has come into myself, has something to teach me about myself.  I have know trust is a privilege and should not be taken lightly when offered by  someone.  It is also meant to be cherished and respected with the u
We had our ups & our downs off n on now 4 over 2 yrs we broke up over cheatin' & drinkin' more frog then prince but he's back again 4 round 3 promises 2 change hopefully this weill be 4 eva this time.
Whats Up Fuland
Whats up Fuland need drinks and blings here hell ya
The Beltane Blessing
Bless, O threefold true and bountiful,Myself, my spouse, my children.Bless everything within my dwelling and in my possession,Bless the kine and crops, the flocks and corn,From Samhain Eve to Beltane Eve,With goodly progress and gentle blessing,From sea to sea, and every river mouth,From wave to wave, and base of waterfall.Be the Maiden, Mother, and Crone,Taking possession of all to me belonging.Be the Horned God, the Wild Spirit of the Forest,Protecting me in truth and honor.Satisfy my soul and shield my loved ones,Blessing every thing and every one,All my land and my surroundings.Great gods who create and bring life to all,I ask for your blessings on this day of fire.
My Bomb List
Shut Up And Drive
by Chely Wright Shut up and driveYou don`t know what you`re talking aboutHe`s not the oneYou ought to know that by nowYou`ve got one of those hearts the keeps changing you mindYou heart has a way of making you stay so shut up and driveDon`t look in the mirrorHe might have that look in his eyesThe one that`s so strong it strangles your will to surviveHe`s mastered the art of looking sincereHis eyes have a way of making you stayDon`t look in the mirrorChorus:I`m the voice you never listen toAnd I had to break your heart to make you seeThat he`s the one who will be missing youAnd you`ll only miss the manThat you wanted him to beTurn the radio onTo drown out the sound of goodbyeBlink back the tearsShow me you`ve still got your prideJust get yourself lost in a sad country songThose guys that they play know just what to sayTurn the radio on(Repeat Chorus)Shut up and driveDon`t look in the mirrorTurn the radio onGet out of hereShut up and drive
Israel's Son
Hate is what I feel for you And I want you to know that I want you dead. Your late for the execution If you're not here soon I'll kill your friend instead All the pain that I feel couldn't start to heal although I would like it to I hate you, and your apathy you can leave, you can leave, I don't want you here. I'm playing this pantomime But I don't see you showing any signs of fear. All the pain I feel couldn't start to heal although I would like it to This time I'm for real my pain cannot heal you will be dead when I'm through Hate is what I feel for you and I want you to know that I want you dead. You're late for the execution and if you're not here soon I'll kill your friend instead All the pain I feel couldn't start to heal although I would like it to This time I'm for real my pain cannot heal you will be dead when I'm through Pain and execution Put your hands in the air, Put your hamds in the air, yeah I am, I am Israel's son Israel's
Queens Of The Stone Age - I'm Designer
My generation's for sale,Beats a steady job.How much have you got?My generation don't trust no one,Its hard to blame,Not even ourselves.The thing that's real for us is: fortune and fame,All the rest seems like work.Its just like DiamondsIn shit.I'm high class I'm a whore,Actually both,Basically I'm a pro,We've all got our own style(of baggage),Why hump it yourself,You've made me an offer that I can refuse,(course either way I get screwed)Counter proposal:I go home & Jerk off.It's truly a lie. I'm counterfeit myself,It's truly a lie. I'm counterfeit myself,You don't own, you don't own, you don't own,You don't own what none can buy,You don't own, neither do I.High and mighty you say selling out is a sham,Is that the name of your book?Push a silver spoon in your ass,No more holding us down,(dog. down mutt. Nice mutt)You're insulted, You can't be bought or sold.Translation: offer too low.You don't know what you're worth,(It isn't much.)My piano is for sale.How many times must I sell myself
[in Search Of The Black Tetra Star: 04 Prime]
Welllllllll treeing all these parts was a BITCH and I don't even have enough alligator clips for the kit. (treeing: the term I use for disassembling the parts and hanging or clipping or suspending them for paint) There's a lot of short comings with HG 1/144 scale kits.I really dunno why people are so bonkers about em and why they have more varied kits (for the most part HG's have a lot of variant suits like [insert gundam name] "Full Armor") The 1/100's are DESIGNED for redesign and repaint ... look at how you can take the armor paneling off >>hell I know a guy that's painting the frame and the plating seperate by skeletonizing, painting, painting panels and reassembling. Anyhow. I think I went through... ... 6 5:4's and all told it was about 5 ounces of material. I think that was about ALL I used to prime the NZ. So we have a lot more surface area to go over on this kit, and a lot more curvature. Right now everything's glazed in the garage with one coat... and I am debating i
May Vent Session...just Telling It Like It Always...
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Softness In Her Eyes
With a softness in her eyes,And fire in her hair.Can my words match her beauty,Should I even dare. Some beauty goes unspoken,Some beauty goes beyond words.But to this Beautiful angel,I hope mine are always heard. Never will I tire of hers,To my heart her eyes do sing.And I hope everyday forward to me,Those eyes she does bring.
Are You Really That Trashy, Or Is It Just Your Picture?
I am a person who believes very strongly is the idea that you must respect yourself in order for others to respect you. You will not find any pictures of me, online or otherwise, that are not tasteful, and I try to keep my language respectful. I do not add people to my friends on this site or any other, unless there is an oversight, that do not show at least a little decency and self respect. That is why, I guess, it bothers me so much to see so many, mostly young, men and women that create profiles that are so sexually suggestive that you would think they are about nothing else. It buggs the crap put of me that most of the people I run into online have no grasp of the idea that good spelling and grammar show intelligence. If they do, they do not seem to care. I shudder to think that some of these people have children, and that others ever might. For some of these people to have children, and behave the way they do, worries me about what interactions my child has with anyone's childr
The Coma Cluster
The Lake Trip
After a long week of work, we both decide that it would be a good idea to go up to the lake for the weekend to unwind and relax. We get online and reserve a room in a secluded log cabin. The room was a little expensive but it is going to be real nice being out in the boondocks, by ourselves for the whole weekend. No one is going to bother us. It's just going to be me, you, and Mother Nature. We pack our bags, load up my truck, and head off for the lake. On the drive out there, we hear a report over the radio of a huge traffic accident on the highway, so we turn off on a backcountry road to avoid all the backed up traffic. We are making good time and we are so excited that we didn't run into that accident that we don't notice that we are the only people on that road. I stop and look at the map to make sure we are going the right way and we are. I say to you "it's really nice that we have this weekend to ourselves, there's no one on the road and there isn
The Ballad Of The Sincere Heart...
------------------------------------------------------------- (So Here's A Ballad/Poem To What I've Felt While Writing It Through This Song…) -------------------------------------------------------------  From All The Press Pressure & Feelings I've Been Holding Back, Within Myself… I Feel As If Changes Has Heavily Damaged My Soul. I've Noticed This Feeling Of Heavy Remorse Is Unhealthy. Unhealthy, To The Point Where I Feel Trapped, Or Emotionally Sick. So, I've Lingered On To Think Things Through. I've Had Many Things That Have "Mind Fucked Me Senseless!" But As I Hear This Song It All Just Lingers Away Turning My Bad Energy Into A Brighter & Positive One. I Know I'm Not A Perfect Person. But Who Is In This World? Many People Make Many Mistakes. Some Might Not Even Realize Those Mistakes. However… Some, Still Manages To Move On With Life, Without Taking A Closer Look At Things; Not Once, Not Twice Or The Third, But The Fourth... & When It's Still Not Clear From
Biffy Clyro - Many Of Horror
Things To Think About!!
Live Like An Angel, Die Like A Devil...X+x+X Screw U & Fuck Off! I let them think what they want. If they care enough to bother with what i do, then i'm better than them anyway.-marilyn monroe Dreams & Reality If You Can DREAM It, You Can Achieve It!-Criss Angel Jeremiah 33:3 (MIND,BODY, & SOUL)“Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know.” Piercing Hearts "people use the most ridiculous weapons to pierce someones Spirit just to let them Know that something is wrong with them, when there really isnt. Weapons like "Talk Shitting And Actions Of Shit..." Please if your one of these people, you know you only do it cause you wanna make a big deal about, YOUR "issues" so Others can see your view and talk about it as, AN "ISSUE." Its Not. Don't feel better about it because thats the only place u can get the power to Sham. When you think about it, your really just taking up all your time and energy to PLAY it. To me, your just
Nom Nom Nom
Thanks For Making Me A Fighter....
After all you put me through You'd think I'd despise you But in the endI wanna thank you 'cause you made that much strongerWell I thought I knew you, thinkin' that you were trueGuess I, I couldn't trust called your bluff time is up'Cause I've had enoughYou were there by my side, always down for the rideBut your joy ride just came down in flames'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mhmAfter all of the stealing and cheating you probably think thatI hold resentment for youBut uh uh, oh no, you're wrong'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do, I wouldn't knowJust how capable I am to pull throughSo I wanna say thank you'Cause itChorus:Makes me that much strongerMakes me work a little bit harderMakes me that much wiserSo thanks for making me a fighterMade me learn a little bit fasterMade my skin a little bit thickerMakes me that much smarterSo thanks for making me a fighterNever, saw it comingAll of, your backstabbingJust so, you could cash inOn a good thing before I realized your
Some Say My Language Is
Some say my language is less than refined, and too mixed up with Yiddish and Yiddish syntax, guess what?  They are right, and I see very little reason to change. Everyone has their certain style that fits them and I have mine. If that bothers anyone, they can jump in a lake, and kish mir in toches!
This Is The Sound Of John Denver Being Strangled...
ahhh...  rocky mountain high...  i once heard that pot smoked at alpine altitudes delivers a much more intense high.  stupid hippies...  anyway, i'm still removed from the face of the earth, but i wanted to check in via my trans-demensional teleweb transceiver thingimabob to let everyone know that i'm starting a new chapter in life.  i accepted an engineer position with a company in denver, and i'll be moving there later this month.  (anyone there know a good real estate agent?)  i'm really excited.  i have so much to do to get ready that i don't know whwere to begin, and my mind is all a-whirl.  it's only 10:26 am here, but i think it's time for another celebratory beer.  prost!
Some People Take This Way To Serious.....
hello again folks....i just had my first bad experience.....i sent a friend request.......then ripped a pic from their profile. now this was justa cute cartoon......what rthe hell is wrong with that? if there is some protocal i missed will someone explain it to me.  It seems whenever i try to meet "women of color' there is always some kind of dramma....for christ would think i tried to kill the president. i would never rip a pic of a person without permission i would think that rude...but a cartoon? plz.........i would love some input... if i did do somthing wrong i appologise....but where r all these rules and regs not vulgar..disrespectfull dont use profanity..and still there are always those that just love to be upset by any means neccisarry.  i rally cant go thru life walking on egg shells because some broad shits a purple twinkie whenever an ant farts in egypt......dramma and issues?? on my page and in my life these r no fly zones! talk to me people.....what d
Tothe Katz Meow
as i said before..i never wish to offend or upset anyone.....if anyone know this woman tell her can u make friends if u dont try.....this is all just tryin to make for ripping pic's i never knew it was a problem so for that i appologise. and if i have ever offended anyone else in that way..i offer the same. people rip my pics all the time it never dawned on me that one could get so put off by in closing i say this.....dont take things so seriously. and if somthing least find out before u act like a lunatic and have a tantrum plz arent we all suposed to be adults in here? i thank all of you that r real and r my friends.......i guess ill just have to watch who i send requests to from now on...after all i thought this was supposed to be fun and takes all kinds. talk to me people
Blonde Car Accident
One day, while a blonde was out driving her car, she ran into a truck. The truck's driver made her pull over into a parking lot and get out of the car. He took a piece of chalk and drew a circle on the pavement. He told her to stand in the middle and not leave the circle. Furious, he went over to her car and slashed the tires. The blonde started laughing. This made the man angrier so he smashed her windshield. This time the blonde laughed even harder. Livid, the man broke all her windows and keyed her car. The blonde is now laughing hysterically, so the truck driver asks her what's so funny. The blonde giggles and replies, "When you weren't looking, I stepped out of the circle three times!"
I Started Something I Couldn't Finish By The Smiths
The lanes were silent There was nothing, no one, nothing around for miles I doused our friendly venture With a hard-faced, three-word gesture I started something I forced you to a zone and you were clearly Never meant to go Hair brushed and parted Typical me, typical me, typical me I started something And now I'm not too sure I grabbed you by the gilded beams Uh, that's what tradition means And I doused another venture With a gesture that was absolutely vile I started something I forced you to a zone and you were clearly Never meant to go Hair brushed and parted Typical me, typical me, typical me I started something And now I'm not too sure I grabbed you by the gilded beams Uh, that's what tradition means And now eighteen months' hard labour seems fair enough I started something I forced you to a zone and you were clearly Never meant to go Hair brushed and parted Typical me, typical me, typical me I started something And now I'm not too sure I started something I started somethin
Dancing In The Night
dancing in the moon light with you feeling you close feeling you breathe looking into your eyes and seeing just how you feel deep inside your heart the music is moving us and the breeze flowing through your hair i can smell your perfume it fills my head along with the notes of the music the moon hits your eyes and they sparkle we kiss lips touching and we catch our breath the music is deep and i spin you around the floor as we seem to be dancinng on air never wanting the song to end or the night ot be over dancing in the night swaying to the tunes i open  my eyes expecting you to be there and your gone like the notes in the air disapear into the night maybe ill dream again  and you will appear once more to dance with me in the night   the end or is it????
Miss You More Than Anything.
Today's selection is God Lives Underwater - Up Off The Floor. There's so much on my mind, but don't where to start or what to say. I've  really felt lately that you're heart is just not in this anymore. You come off so impersonal the last few months or so. Is it that you're your just jaded about relationships or gotten too comfortable with me? I really just don't know. You use to in your own weird way let me know how you felt. I barely ever even hear from you. I know that goes both ways, but I'm not going to chase after you like I use to. I want to give you your space and let you come to me in your own time. I feel like I can't come to you and ask you how you feel cause I'll come off as insecure. It's not that I am at all. Sometimes you just have to let a person know you're still on the same page. You have to show them that you are there for them. You know that I love you wholy. There's no doubt about that at all. I'm not asking for you to say that you do too all the time, but it woul
In Loving Memory 2010
Today started out as a bad day. Two of the three places I had considered to move into backed out, it was raining when I woke, I stayed in bed way to long waiting for something that would not come. I got up and went for a Doner Sandwich (I find myself addicted now) and sat to read from a book called "The Lakota Way". I flipped open to a chapter entitled Fortitude. In was a traditional Lakota story of a young woman and her strength of fortitude and then personal stories of teh author describing his personal examples of fortitude shown by his Grandmother. It was then that it dawned on me that today is teh 6 year anniversary of my own Gransmothers passing in 2004. I came close to breaking down in that small little shadowed restaurant thinking of how much I missed her. So, in her memory, I will share a small story of my grandmothers fortitude. Fortitude: strength of heart and mindThere is rarley a happy or stand out moment in my life that doesnt include my Grandmother Williams. She was the
Written For Me. Gotta Love All Four Of Them
I thought I had been in love before,I thought my last love was the perfect match for me,But i had thought wrong cuz when I met you,Everything became so clear,that I been waiting all along for you.Never have I felt something like this.Its amazing what you can feel though only words.Imagine what it will be like when we finally meetThough people don't believe what you and I have.the most important thing is, I don't dout it.and I'm sure you don't either. ------------------------------------------------I wrote this poem especially for you,to show you what my feelings are going through.The moment I saw you my heart was sold,the two of us together will never be cold.Your are my baby day by day,I hope you will never ever go away.All of you is what I need,Please tell me where it can lead.-----------------------------------------------The touch of his hands upon my body send chills though my soul/His lips upon mine oh how bitter sweet/His arms that hold me oh so tight lets me know am safe/The wo
The Dark Lady
He screamed again. Not that it mattered; the only one who could hear him watched as blood shot out of his aeortic artery at a frighteningly fast pace. Within mere seconds he was dead, floating face down in the bathtub, filled with his own blood. A cat walked up and rubbed herself against the killer. "Yes, he was good company; for a while at least." The woman pointed her finger, and the body disappeared entirely. Disrobing herself, the woman climbed into the bathtub nude, and gave a moan of pleasure. Pointing her fingers again, this time at some candles nearby, they sprang to life one at a time. "A wonderful thing, that paralyzing poison. Tasteless, odorless, and just a dab in some wine leaves them helpless." The cat purred as she reached over and stroked its' back, talking to it some more. "He was quite gifted sexually, but alas, so boring after a while, like they all are. The woman sunk a little lower into her bath of crimson water, relaxing as she hadn't done in weeks. Killing qui
It'll Cost You To Use This.
If this one would take my hand,And forever stroll through this page.I would hold it forever,Until my dying days. To make her fu-love grow,For me would be without question,To forever hold her heart,That would be my destination. So my dear beauty here is my hand,To join yours with mine happiness to me.And my fu-darling would you please,Would you please fu-marry me?  
Falling Through The Cracks
There is quite a bit about me I choose not to share.  If, however, you talk to me, there is much you will learn. I try to live life as simply as possible but the more I learn the more I find that I am nothing but a web of mystery and riddles.  I am not complaining by any means as I can keep myself occupied hours on end.  I also enjoy talking to people in depth and learning about them, not by what they say, but by how they say it. I was given a gift when I was born and through the years, I have lost touch with it and have found it, again.  I am a devout in my beliefs.  Who couldn't be after some of the things I have gone through?  But, in my devout ways, I am a curious being and find my way into a world that doesn't exactly agree with all that I believe.  I believe I was given a special gift and I choose not to use that gift to hurt or harm others, only to answer questions and ask for guidance or protection. How is it a person can believe so strongly in something yet finds themself sn
No More
Buried So Deep
Exoticly beautiful she is,More than I can comprehend.Even though not across an ocean,She is far across this land. Images of her beauty,Float to me through the air.Making me dream sweetly,Of soft eyes,flowing blonde hair. As I see her more,Her beauty becomes more real.Breathtaking she is,She could make my heart be still. She will long stay embeded,Sheltered in my thoughts,in my sleep.Because her beauty has touched me,In my mind buried so deep.
Not all who wander are lost.  -  J. R. R. Tolkien
Attention Az People!!!!!
  Rockabilly Rumble When: Friday, May 21, 2010 8:00 PM - 2:00 AM MST Hosted by: L.F.s. Brand. Promoters: Ghoulina Voodoo Swing CD Release PartyPlus making there first appearance in Tucson all the way from Springville Utah Mad Max & The Wild Ones and from Williams AZ The Moonlight Howlers.
Fucking Hate My Doctor
So, for those of you who are unaware, I've been suffering from chronic headaches for the roughly the past year and a half, but in the past 6 months they've been truly horrible, and they're only getting worse. Naturally, I did what most men would do when faced with such a serious medical problem. I ignored it and hoped it would go away. But eventually I realized I had no choice in the matter and requisitioned a pair of testicles and called up Austin Regional clinic and made an appointment. Not being one who goes to the doctor often and having only lived here for 6 months, I didn't have a regular primary care physician, nor did I request any specific physician by name when I made my appointment, so I got saddled with whichever one had an opening that morning. Needless to say, I was not pleased with the results. Let me start out by saying that I waited in the exam room for twenty minutes, then the doctor walked in and was done with me in five. She asked me a few questions about my heada
Entry 1
"Wet. I toss and turn in this damn uncomfortable bed.  I'll never sleep.  Everything is damp, the sheets, the blankets, me.  The window's open but it brings no relief.  The cars still prowling through these urban streets belching their exhaust and spitting up the dirtied rain carried on the wind it drifts in like a toxic morning dew, gritty vapor. I sit up and light a cigarette.  Coughing wheeze, damn I hate these things; but hey, they're just another med in a long litany of chemicals.  Head spinning in flurry and rush of ideas.  It's hot, summer's on the way.  I feel like I'm choking.  Can't breath through my nose it's blocked.  Damn humidity, damn gritty air. I look around this cell, my room.  No point in leaving it, i know beyond my door the rest of the aprtment's empty.  Someone was here, but who?  Marge?  Mable?  Mary?  I don't remember, I'll settle for Marge.  I can't quite make out her face, so I make one up, not too pretty.  The kind of face that had been pretty but worn awa
Lil Girls Cry....... Big Girls Say " K.... Fine F#ck You!"
A Game..and Friends
I have been away a while, dealing with rl matters. Fubar is a game, but in the process, sometimes we do make friends. True friends that don't want your money. That don't pocket what you can give them. That love you for every insane thing you say, and that don't judge you for the status that you post. I want to say thank you to my Number one friend. Also, Green. You know who you are. I may not get blinged alot, I may not get everything all the other girls do, but I do have one thing that people don't. At least 2 people that really care about me. Along with it, I have a heart..big enough for them, and whomever else that is good to me. I got fudivorced...dont really care..but part of the game to me, is not lieing. If you want something ask, if you need help, ask. If you want to be kind and something, do it. Karma is always there to give you back what you give. I do know this. No matter what..I will always be me...I will always have more than a level 40 ...that doesnt care about anything b
Take It Away..
Today I pray for you, you are the center of this heart. I always looked to you, for everything I do. You are the reason, I found this little light of mine. Please, take away this hurt, this pain... Without you, my world won't be as bright. You've taught me to use, this little voice of mine... How can this world... survive w/o you in it? Please... take this pain, this hurt, a heart full of holes. I will keep up faith, faith you've taught me to use... please take this hurt, broken heart full of pain....
Freaky Net Girlfriend
10 Warning Signs That Your Net Girlfriend is a Freak   1. She sends you virtual flowers every hour on the hour...and then sends you an email every 5 minutes to ask if you got them. 2. You're 10 minutes late for a scheduled online meeting...and she sends you 5 emails demanding to know where you are and who you are with. 3. She tells you about all of her past Net girlfriends...and tells you how you'll be different from them. 4. She asks about your ex-Net girlfriends...and tells you what you will have to do differently this time. 5. You're telling her about the woman who broke your heart...and she asks "Do you think she's still single? Do you still have her phone number?" 6. She starts calling you at home just to tell you that she's online...but she refuses to tell you how she got your phone number. 7. She starts planning your online wedding the day after you meet. 8. She asks for your mother's email she can ask her for your virtual hand in cyber union. 9. She email
  one wish I wish for the desire of my heart.   but I must find the courage within me   will you return my love, or will we part?   Shall I quit now, or shall my love you be?   My soul sorrows when you are not around   And when you are, my body leaves the ground.   And i wish I could just be where you are.   Will you join me in love's first fantasy   complete with dream's enchanting mastery   My soul and very essence fight a war.   I wish with all my being you were mine   And with this very urge I write no more   But to have one wish, you and me for all time....
Kiss By Korn
Some deny and search for things that never come aroundDo I feel like a fool?The places I have ran to all my life have disappearedAnd I owe this all to youI'm feeling like I'm sinkingAnd nothing's there to catch me, keep me breathingWhat do I have to do?Why can't this hurt be through?I'm going head untoSomething I know I will failWhy can't this kiss be trueWhy won't you please let me through?I don't understand why you always push me awayThe last thing I would like to do before I go awayis cry there next to you (next to you)Cry and talk about the good old days and where they've goneAnd now how much I hate youWhat do I have to do?Why can't this hurt be through?I'm going head untoSomething I know I will failWhy can't this kiss be trueWhy won't you please let me through?I don't understand why you always push me awayI feel the blood drip off my body as it falls right thereon the groundWhat am I now?What am I now?What am I now?What do I have to do?Why can't this hurt be through?I'm going head
10 Mins Of Ur Life U Will Never Get Back.. More Vader
vamoose\va-MOOS\verb; 1.To leave hurriedly or quickly; decamp. 2.To leave hurriedly or quickly from; decamp from.
Within Reach
A beauty like her,With dreams so well in reach.To learn anothers tongue,And to them ours teach. With herself she is content,And happy with her days.And from her heart,Her morals nver stray. I wish for the best for her,And may those eyes forever shine.For I am truely blessed by this beauty,To have as a friend of mine.  
On Break
You may have noticed that I haven't been around much lately. I'm taking an indefinite break from Fubar, you can find me on Facebook if you'd like. Here's the link
Keep Ur Enemy Close But Keep Ur Family Closer
u would never think  the people u call family would fuc u and do sneaky shit behind ur bac and take something that means the world to u away because they want what u have.saddens me to even think that shit.
Love This...
If I could save time in a bottle The first thing that I'd like to do Is to save every day Till Eternity passes away Just to spend them with you If I could make days last forever If words could make wishes come true I'd save every day like a treasure and then Again, I would spend them with you But there never seems to be enough time To do the things you want to do Once you find them I've looked around enough to know That you're the one I want to go Through time with If I had a box just for wishes And dreams that had never come true The box would be empty Except for the memory Of how they were answered by you But there never seems to be enough time To do the things you want to do Once you find them I've looked around enough to know That you're the one I want to go Through time with
P.o.d. - Goodbye For Now
I can still see the lightat the end of the tunnel shinethrough the dark timeseven when I lose my mindBut it feels like no onein the world is listeningand I can't ever seemto make the right decisionsI walk around in the same hazeI'm still caught in my same waysI'm losing time in these strange daysbut somehow I always knowthe right things to sayI don't know what time it isor whose the one to blame for thisDo what I believe what I can't seeAnd how do you knowwhich way the wind blowsCause I can feel it all aroundI'm lost between the soundAnd just when I thinkI know, there she goes[Chorus]Goodbye for nowGoodbye for nowSo longGoodbye for now (I'm not the type to say I told you so)Goodbye for nowSo long (I think the hardest part of holding on is lettin go)When will we singA new songA new songWe’re still smilin as the day goes byand how come nobodyever knows the reasons whyBurry you deep so faryou can't seeIf you're like mewho wears a brokenheart on your sleevePains is tr
Adventures In Medication
So, I went and saw a different doctor yesterday, and feeling MUCH better about this one. After twenty minutes of questions and actually listening to everything I had to say she wrote me a prescription for a migraine blocker and a some darvocet to get me by until the blocker's had a chance to build up in my bloodstream, and she wants me to come back in today for some bloodwork to try and suss out why my blood sugar keeps crashing. Yay! Only weird thing is, I started the migraine blocker last night and now I can't taste anything. I'm sipping a latte right now and I'm telling ya, I can feel the warmth from the drink and the texture of the froth on my tongue, but I can't taste it. It's probably temporary though, so not freaking out unless it lasts more than a few days. :P Peace, love, and automobiles, Vanashe the Tasteless
Maybe I need some rehab, or maybe just need some sleepI've got a sick obsession, I'm seeing it in my dreamsI'm looking down every alley, I'm making those desperate callsIm staying up all night hoping, Hit my head against the wallsWhat you've got boy is hard to findThink about it all about it all the timeI'm all strung up my heart is friedI just cant get you off my mindBecause your love, your love, your love, is my drugYour love your love your loveI said your love, your love, your love, is my drugYour love your love your loveWon't listen to any advice, mamma's telling me to think twiceBut left to my own devices i'm addicted its a crisis!My friends think I've gone crazy, my judgment is getting kinda hazyMy status is gonna be affected if I keep it up like a love sick crackheadWhat you've got boy is hard to findThink about it all about it all the timeI'm all strung up my heart is friedI just cant get you off my mindBecause your love, your love, your love, is my drugYour love your love your
Body Art...
I have been observing, that almost everywhere I go, women and teens have tattoos.  When I was growing up, even in the city, girls just didn’t get tattoos…or if you did have one, it was hidden.  I never seen one that I would like for myself, nor thought it was the right thing for me.  To each their own, I say, if you like it, then that is your choice but have always thought it was interesting to view another’s art choice.    Now I feel like I am one of the few, who is not sporting this body art…It makes me wonder, do these young girls, get them just because their friends are doing it???  …and are they really considering that it  is a lifetime decision and what do men “really” think of this body art on women?
Women And Body Art...
I have been observing, that almost everywhere I go, women and teens have tattoos.  When I was growing up, even in the city, girls just didn’t get tattoos…or if you did have one, it was hidden.  I never seen one that I would like for myself, nor thought it was the right thing for me.  To each their own, I say, if you like it, then that is your choice but have always thought it was interesting to another’s art choice.    Now I feel like I am one of the few, who is not sporting this body art…It makes me wonder, do these young girls, get them, just because their friends are doing it???  …and are they really considering that it  is a lifetime decision and what do men “really” think of this body art on women?
How many of these did YOU know about?        A sealed envelope - Put in the freezer for a few hours, then slide a   knife under the flap. The envelope can then be resealed.  &n b sp;(hmmmmmm..)                                                   Use Empty toilet paper roll to store appliance cords. It keeps them   neat  and  you can write on the roll what appliance it belongs to.                             For icy door steps in freezing temperatures: get warm water and put   Dawn dish washing liquid in it. Pour it all over the steps. They won't  refreeze. (wish I had known this for the last 40 years!)                              To remove old wax from a glass candle holder, put it in the freezer for   a few hours. Then take the candle holder out and turn it upside down. The   wax  will  fall out.                             Crayon marks on walls? This worked wonderfully! A damp rag, dipped    in baking  soda. Comes off with little effort (elbow grease that is!).                        
What We Need To Know About Loving Is No Great Mystery
What we need to know about loving is no great mystery. We all know what constitutes loving behavior; we need but act upon it, not continually question it. Over-analysis often confuses the issue and in the end brings us no closer to insight. We sometimes become too busy classifying, separating, and examining, to remember that love is easy. It's we who make it complicated.
A Bit Of Prose For You
   "A bit of prose for you"My heart cries out into the wildernessinto the desolation that surrounds me Seeking for that which I, and every man desires mostThe touch of loveliness in his dreary existence The touch, that only, that one woman can bring to him Her brightness gives meaning and hope to him lightening the burdens he must bear A companion and friend to him without equal in all the cosmos His lady means all to him and for her he will brave the fiercest dangers Going to the ends of the earth, or the gates of hell just to protect and succor her, to defend her honorThe joy of his heart bubbles over when she smiles, gushes forth at her touch Her loveliness is to him, a balm for the sickness of the soul this world gives Her radiance shines with a light to rival the sun His only desire is for her happiness her every need attended by him The love of a lifetimeWould that every man could attain itCould have thatOne woman   K  
My Blog
Sir Walter Raleigh[1] (c. 1552 – 29 October 1618) was an English aristocrat, writer, poet, soldier, courtier, and explorer who is also largely known for introducing tobacco to Europe. Raleigh was born to a Protestant family in Devon, the son of Walter Raleigh and Catherine Champernowne. Little is known for certain of his early life, though he spent some time in Ireland, in Killua Castle, Clonmellon, County Westmeath, taking part in the suppression of rebellions and participating in two infamous massacres at Rathlin Island and Smerwick. Later he became a landlord of properties confiscated from the Irish. He rose rapidly in Queen Elizabeth I's favour, being knighted in 1585. He was involved in the early English colonization of Virginia under a royal patent. In 1591 he secretly married
Hunting Season
       Hunting Season >> >> >>         Four friends spend weeks planning the perfect hunting trip. >> >>         Two days before the group is to leave Rob's wife puts her foot >> down and tells him he isn't going. >> >> >>         Rob's friends are very, very upset that he can't go, but what can >> they do. >> >>         Two days later the three arrive at their hunting camp only to >> find Rob sitting there with a tent set up, firewood gathered, and supper >> cooking on the fire.. >> >>         "Dang, how long you been here and how did you talk your wife into >> letting  you go?" >> >>         "Well, I've been here since yesterday night. Yesterday evening I >> was sitting in my easy chair and my wife came up behind me and put her hands >> over my eyes and said 'guess who'?" >> >>         I pulled her hands off and she was wearing a brand new see >> through  nightie. She took me by the hand and led me to our bedroom. The >> room was lit  by two dozen candles and
Have You Noticed?
Have you noticed there are a few users on fubar that insist on missionizing their religious and political points of view?  People should have fun, I like having fun! 
Ever Notice?
Did you ever notice there are people on fubar that insist on missionizing their religious and nonreligious and political points of view?  If they did that crap in a real bar a few people would be going to jail.  You know who you are, back to my hovel!
I Just Can't Explain This Shit At All....
 Was it a mistake that i came to see you? why did i think i could save you? i can't explain this shit at all.    Even when i kissed you i knew it felt wrong most likely you were thinking about her i can never be like her always in her shadow, its never enough. i can't explain this shit at all.   When will you come and see me? Do you think you can come & save me? I already know the answer. This is wrong, i want to tell you but we both know you will never listen. you don't want me to be yours.  i can't explain this shit at all.   Let ME kiss you and not her let me show you how its done I know i'm not her but i'm BETTER So much better there will be no shadows I can't explain this shit at all.   Written by Dollface and Guera.  we were both kinda buzzed. but i thought i share it. inspired by Drake - Falling for your type and Heinekens. hahahahhah      
Sums It Up...
I'm a snuggle bear, write poetry and blog a lot, in a hurry for a birdie I can snog a lot. I'm the kinda guy that you should get to know. Give you a neck message, make your vagina explode. I like pop punk, hip-hop and NPR. If I had a Huffy, you could ride the handlebars. Got some battle scars but that means I survived. Now I'm lookin' for a lady to walk by my side. Better like Boy meets World and Lost. Gotta have a little bit of soul, no WASPs. Red hair helps, keep those hips on lock. No fatties, no fuglies, I only hunt fox. Do you like Metal Gear, 'cause I wanna see your box. Do you like what you hear 'cause I got the bon motts. If you're a snuggle bear, got the cuddle onslaught. Yo, I rhyme about the booty, but I like it on top. You don't have to be a nerd, yo. Could you do the opera, could you do an Ergs show? I step off the stage and I'm totally alone. Maybe's why I'm always runnin' to the 'dro. I need a counterpart, need a better half; good sense of humor, yeah, you better like t
I sat on the sidewalk, as you walked by. In an instant I could see what your soul screamed out. Someone to care, someone to listen, someone to show you that there is life out there. I saw the abuse the pain and the scars, and saw you hiding in the crowd. Your eyes look over to meet mine, but you looked away knowing that I was studying you. I saw your need to lose control, your need to be guided into what you are to scared to explore. All your energy still spent at trying to be normal, to have no one see what lays below the surface. If you could see that the healing lies on the other side, that gaining control is to hand it over. To show your strength to submit to another, but your trust has been taken away. To jump into the water once again, not knowing if you will sink or swim. Your lack of of trust in the human race, was given to you long ago. Now you walk in front of me, you know that I can see right through. The hard exterior protecting a shattered soul, we'll meet again when you&r
I'm Just Saying
I really don't care if your getting fumarried or looking at your nsfw. If i really did then i go to my gf's page. & also some people say they come to rate back your page. In actuality they don't.
A Very Dark Story
Life with a sweet smile....far off and a sunny kingdom of Searsen, There live nice and happy town's people that live there life in happiness into one day when an out sider came to town. no one known what was going to happen to their happy little lifes. Darkness came and a all black figure walked down the street and stoped at the end watching the ladies of the night work. "oh oh fuck me fuck me" she said. "yeah! oh oh yeah! you like that?" the John said. The figure walked over to them very slowly. "hey buddy if you want some, you have to wait your turn after i'm done!" the john said stall hitting it. "no I don't want her" the Figure said in a whisper. "then what do you want then?" the john said. A evil laugh came over the Figure and said "the both of you!" as he grab the lady by the neck and impale her with his sword. "what the fuck man she was only 14 years old! and i was getting off on that!" the john said. "well you can stall get off" the Figure said picking up the girl by the neck l
This Is Bulshit & Just Like Our Govt!!!!!
Wrapped In Gold
A poem old has verses wrapped in gold As rhythmic beauty pours from every line, A magic gift with music to behold. Sophisticated language ripe and bold Applied with master crafted strokes sublime, A poem old has verses wrapped in gold. A reservoir of riches there we mold Inside a tapestry spread over time, A magic gift with music to behold. As summer heat turns into winter cold, These songbird troubadours sing out their rhyme,A poem old has verses wrapped in gold.Perfection flows from words these poets told In metronomic splendor like a chime, A magic gift with music to behold. The modern poets cannot lift their load While writing pablum far removed from prime, A poem old has verses wrapped in gold, A magic gift with music to behold. Poem By Tammy C.
Youth Unchained
Pure youth is but the fleeting dreamsof lust drenched with desirewhere passion plans her future schemes with hope once forged in fire. Time plods like gods, at paltry pace,when men first lose their truthas part of false perception's face when life first lies to youth. Youth rails to speed the passing years, impatient to be free, convinced old fools are fueled by fears that haunts all reverie. Forgotten failures flow like wine, no lessons learned or gained. Bravado braves each border lineinside young souls unchained. But years move on, we all must age, and all must brace to facethat solid wall we all must gauge;then conquer and embrace. Each varied test both cools and burnsin strange dichotomy,it gives the gift of pride then turnssweet youth to memory. Poem By Tammy C.
Gonna Post Some Poems
words, words, words words... i'm tired of words in my head they are only symbols of the feelings not the true things that i've felt dillusional, hypothetical what if, why not, how come reality askew, if i only knew if others felt these damn things too   ANOTHER ONE How many have touched angels With only a fingertip Magic in the moment Like sand through fingers slip Revel in what you saw and felt Keep it firm within your heart For angels that touch us, give only direction Give us a perfect place to start Gleem from them what you will Take hold of all you can For once they are gone They' don't return to the provinces of man   AND ANOTHER Stated without a sense of fear Felt within a warm embrace Love of person, love of life Without the other neither is full A cliche` of two become one Is only  cliche` because it is true Find love, lose love, feel love, want love Be love, see love, in body and in mind On the lookout  for what seems To be again denie
Two Fakes And A Con...weekend Of 5/8/2010....
Check the blog below and to the left with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D
then again, I've been leading towards a more reptilian theme.  Maybe Slough. I do love that word.
Our Marijuana Freedoms!!!!
It is the height of moral conscience to refuse to obey an unjust law. To obey an unjust law is to give credence to its oppressive power. To obey a law that punishes where no crime exists is to surrender to tyranny and, by acquiescence, endorsing the oppression.The only righteous place for this kind of man is the jail cell. He must break the bad law openly and without apology, and without any victim but the pride of the state, it will be soon apparent to all that an injustice has taken place. Gradually, eventually, a crisis in the public confidence occurs, and in this vacuum, in this opportunity, change will come.
My Friend   As the sun dips down to the west, The skies turn pink to a blush color; The wind blows my hair back across my broad shoulders; I look across the beach and find a soaked red rose drowning int he  ocean I picked it up and said, I pick you up like I would pick anybody that is down my friend;   Dream of Desire Dreams, Dreams, Dreams, show themselves and disappear; They come forth and then leave; When I dream of you, My heart melts into a liquid love to surround you, and never lets you out of my sight; The ocean crashes like thunder, lightning flashes through the dark windy night; The birds scream their flawless echo's across the sea; All that is left is your love heating me with desire;   Dream Spell As I look off in the distant blue ocean; As the crystal wind blows through my hair; I dreamed of a next walking up to her and giving her a rose; A rose which was leading my heart out to hers; the beautiful woman grasped the rose firmly; I blacked out, but whe
When I Say I Love You
When I say I love youIt may just be 8 lettersIts more than those 3 words can sayIt's something so much better When I say I love youMy heart is chiming inIt says the words and sings the notesAnd tells our life to begin When I say I love youI see you smile wideI know you grin and stare at meAnd your heart swells big with pride When I say I love youIts what I always feelThe things you give me arent what countsYour love for me I know is real Today I say I love youWith sincerity and emotionAnd promise as your one true loveTo forever show devotion!
To Mah Bishes
The Ode To Marines.... Ohhhhhhhhh Rahhhhhhhhh !!!!!
Ode to a Marine.In a crowd you're bound to spot him, He's standing so very tall Not too much impresses him; He's seen and done it all. His hair is short, his eyes are sharp, But his smile's a little blue. It's the only indication Of the hell that he's gone through. He belongs to a sacred brotherhood, Always Faithful 'til the end. He has walked right into battle And walked back out again. Many people think him foolish For having no regrets About having lived through many times Others would forget. He's the first to go and last to know, But never questions why, On whether it is right or wrong, But only do or die. He walks a path most won't take And has lost much along the way, But he thinks a lot of freedom, It's a small price to pay. Yes, he has chosen to live a life Off the beaten track, Knowing well each time he's called, He might not make it back. So, next time you see a Devil Dog Standing proud and true, Be grateful for all he's given; He's given it for you. Don't go
Up For Auction In May 2010
So Come Bid. Get a pimpout everyday or maybe 2.  Click the link in the comments To go bid
Ok I Think I’ve Gotten That Off My Chest.
I wish I could just say the words that’d make everything better. I am one of the blessed ones (or so I thought) to have parents able and wanting to be there for me when there grandson is born, but this weekend makes me question that. I love my mom and know she will never let me go thru any of this on my own. I love my dad but I question his actions. Knowing that he thinks being five hours away is still close enough to make it in time for a birth (if that should happen this weekend) really makes me question is knowledge of pregnancy; it doesn’t always happen by the book! This is turning into a rant about my dad which I didn’t want it to. There’s things under the surface other then it being Mother’s Day weekend. Lets talk about friends and having a social life. Dad has work/coworkers to talk to and be around; I have my coworkers which I often and very thankful for! My mom has family; not to put my family down but sometimes we need more then family. I am m
Oh Yes...this Is Definitely The First Time I've Heard This Tantalizing Line... I'm Immensely Turned On.
(read bottom to top) Dingdong: just waking up though some parts of me are more awake than others - where r u from?   To Dingdong: ok...u?   Dingdong: how r u today
Death Within
The rain pours upon the windows like a river of blood.  My heart aching not feeling your touch.  To be apart is torture upon my soul.  Death is a blessing if I'd never see you again.  Love soaring upon the eagle filled sky while inside I'm dying without you by my side.
Impulses rage through a being uncontrolled.  Nothing can be rash during a time a women is in need.  Desires withheld for fear of a rejection beyond control.  Fantasies denied never to be told.  A longing clenches deep within so rage rises upon the storm within.  Regret of swords spoken better left unsaid.  Pain deep like the double edged knife.
Drop The World Lyric's
"Drop The World"(feat. Eminem)[Verse 1: Lil Wayne]I got ice in my veins, blood in my eyesHate in my heart, love in my mindI seen nights full of pain, days of the sameYou keep the sunshine, save me the rainI search but never find, hurt but never cryI work and forever try, but I'm cursed so never mindAnd it's worse but better times seem further and beyondThe top gets higher, the more that I climbThe spot gets smaller and I get biggerTryna get into where I fit in, no room for a niggaBut soon for a nigga it be on mother fuckerCause all this bullshit, it made me strong mother fucker[Chorus:]So I pick the world up and I'm a drop it on your fuckin' head, yeahh!Bitch, I'm a pick the world up and I'm a drop it on your fuckin' headAnd I could die now rebirth mother fuckerHop up in my spaceship and leave EarthMother fucker I'm goneMother fucker I'm gone[Verse 2: Lil Wayne]Uhhhh!I know what they don't wanna tell youJust hope you're heaven sent, and you're hell proofI walk up in the world and cut t
Under My Skin
"Under My Skin"   - Mudvayne :DNailed inside my head,Fuck this I don't need your shit,All the lies deceit and arrogance,Talk your shit like my life is some kinda game,Like you fuckin' know me,Just go far away and be small,Run far away and be small,Go lie in a hole and be small,Thorns, splinters, pushing,Under my skin,They want in,Sharpened tongue to penetrate me,If you really think you got what it takes to be me,Then walk a mile in the skin of my head case mental being,So you want a piece of this life that belongs to me,Well make a cut on the line and take a deeper look inside of thefreak,That is me, fucker, come on,Disturb, search me, prying up all my scalesTo get in lance the core to penetrate me,So you want inside of me,So you want a piece of this,So you want to tear me down, for your own selfish wants and needsDisturb, search me, prying, up all my scales,To get in, lance the core to penetrate me,So you want inside of meSo you want a piece of me,So you want to drag me down,For your
What Does It Take?
hello there people...what does it take to get yall to talk? ive tried everything and only a few will respond let alone talk.  Then when and if u r lucky to get a responce.....its brief, to the point then..gone forever......i dont know just somthing that makes u go i stopped even those of you..and there r verry few that actually do carry on a convo...thanks and hope things r well.....i guess if ive made two real friends i should considermyself lucky........asta!
The Way
The Way The way you smile The way your eyes shine The sheer beauty of our love The feeling of being lost in time Of everlasting tranquility The way you make me see Our heart and soul joined together For all eternity The way you make me laugh The way you hold me when I cry A love so deep and special Will never end in goodbye The natural high I feel when I'm with you The way you love me.... So endless, sweet and true Now can you see All the reasons I love you
Second To None!!!
These are some words I need to say to you and you'll know where Im coming from by the time Im through. When I tell you I love you,DON'T TAKE ME THERE. When I stroke your ego when your feeling blue and trying to show how much Im feeling you.DON'T TAKE ME THERE. When Im up all night trying to make it right, and agree with you to avoid a fight, DON'T TAKE ME THERE. When you feel like you have no friends, I'll be there for you until the very end, SO DON'T TAKE ME THERE. So when everything is said and done, What Im trying to say boo is,THIS GIRL COME SECOND TO NONE!!!!!
My Jackass
My jackass was on the computer again and doing nothing on it again. I was tired of it so I decided to do something to get him off. Smiling I slowly creep up on him to grab his hair and softly but playfully nibble on his neck. When all he did was pat my head and then go back to the computer I got mad so I tried something else this time. Pulling his hair harder I bit his neck harder as well until he stops what he is doing to look at me. "Good now that I got your attention I want to play so get off your computer and play. Kitty wants to play with her jackass so come play please." I pout and put my ass in the air to wiggle it playfully. "Oh really now, and what does kitty have in mined for me." He says as he gets off the computer and slowly walks toward me. Giggling and smiling up at him I keep going back until I am up against the wall and he is standing right in front of me smiling down at me. Slowly I run my hands down his chest until I get to his pants, slowly I tug on them to where
Why Are Names
Why are names important?  In Hebrew the word for name and reputation are the same word, Shem.
Fairest Maiden For May 10 2010 (twizted Kitty)
..mother's Day...
I wrote this yesterday...    Today is the day the most mother's spend with their children. But with my current situation, my child is still 2500+ miles away from me. But I was just sitting here thinking. I did get to see 3 of my kids today. So I shouldn't be that upset, but of course, it doesn't compare to my baby boy. Last year, on Mother's Day, I got to hold, hug, and kiss my baby boy. This year, he's so far away, but I did get to spend part of the day with another little boy that now has my heart in a bind. And about 10 minutes with the 2 teenagers in my life that are now considered my step-children (NO, I'm NOT married, for those that are not understanding it). And for that, I am very grateful. Last year, I was just a little girl, tryin' to take care of a little boy. This year, I'm a woman trying to get stuff arranged to have all 4 of my kids in one place. A lot has changed the past year, and some of it makes me really sad, but most of it, makes me feel important now. I am needed
Still More
commercials Current mood:  pissed off Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities Time for another installment of  the garbage floating around my head.       Have any of you seen the new anti-smoking commercial? A dreadlocked goofball goes into a gun store and asks about, get this, light bullets. He says that he saw on  another package, a cigarette package, that they were offering lights, ultra lights, low tar, etc. He then proceeds to ask the clerk if they offer low lead bullets, bullets that hit the intended target but do no damage, really stupid fucking questions. Look, and, those of us that do smoke, we know that ALL CIGARETTES ARE HARMFUL. We are not completely stupid, but your commercials are. These commercials are getting awful close to the anti-abortion shit shingles that you used to see out front of clinics in the '80's and '90's, you know the ones I mean, with the severed head of an aborted baby, jsut gr
Truth In Time
Potty Time
My Love
Such a Beauty has befallen Whisper words of Lust in my ears.To teach me how to Pleasure Her with every Breath. Every beat of my heart, to Worship Her as the GODDESS She truly is.her Heart, her Body and her Soul, to watch Her every move.Flowing effortlessly, like a Babbling Brook. Knowing her soft quiet Movements, just by the Look in her Eyes. With just a Wink, Ive become Her Puppet.With that Look, that Beauty, She turns me to Jello.I long for her Words, I hang on every Breath.Rick
Help A Girl Out...
POST THIS IF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU:    0 = EWWWWWWWWWWWW!?    1 = DEFINITELY NOT ATTRACTIVE.    2 = DECENT    3 = CUTE   4 = FINE AS HELL!    5 = I'D DO YOU!    6 = PRETTY DAMN SEXY!    7 = LOVABLE!    8 =I LOVE YOU!!!    9 = I WANNA MAKE YOU MINE!)   You can have more then one answer with this
The Great Doctors Diagnose
The Great Doctors Diagnose   I just heard on the radio this morning a plausible reason most people get married in June.  I didn’t catch the context of this, but apparently men and women used to bathe (I imagine particularly in pioneer and settler areas) once a YEAR, in the month of May.  And brides began to carry a bouquet at a June wedding in order to cover their … ordure.  Well, now we bathe much more than once a year with the advent of indoor plumbing (and if Minoan civilization hadn’t collapsed horribly more than three thousand years ago, it would probably BE at the Star Trek sonic shower stage) and it’s perhaps not-so-common knowledge that women have a stronger sense of smell than men, but it’s fun to know.   I finally finished reading Robert Silverberg’s 1964 mini biography of “The Great Doctors” (identifier T 782) published by Scholastic Book Services.  The vaccine for polio having been discovered was relatively new – ni
State Inspections
OK so now in the state of TX they require you to have a muffler now.My car (1984 Toyota Celica) has not had a muffler since sometime before I bought it (Nov '06) I have since had it inspected 2 times and not had a single problem, well one place tells me I need a muffler no big deal on that I'll go buy a glasspack and have hole n the wall shop put it in. The second shop said the same thing and tried to tell me my ebrake light staying on wtih the brake off isn't right and cant be passed. BULLSHIT!!!! Cars twice as loud as mine with mufflers pass inspection!  WTF TEXAS you pass a law that gave an 8 year a weeks detention and a week being separated from the other students (an eternity in elementary school) for having a jolly rancher in their lunch and the superintendent backs it up, what happend to descression?  A friend of mine works in a elementary school classroom and the snacks these kids bring from are awful cokes and processed bullshit, but these kids aren't getting in trouble....Bra
There Are No Heros...
There are no caped Heroes in this strip, just plain clothes regular Joes. Standing side by side, all with something to prove and with something to hide. Each stride taken to abide by rules set by fools. Tools to control the masses fascist ideals applied to a board that has constant changing variables. Rivals exist to do battle over a simple or complex wish. No heroes on this list just simple Joes standing side by side with much to prove but with much to hide. Eyes that lie, time continues to fly someone's tears never dry. The path of the righteous is not clear. We are not sure with what we hear. What is the difference between a cheer and jeer? We fear what we don't understand. And spit on god's plan. Just a hand full of original thinkers who can't decide whether to stay or what goes. There are no caped heroes just regular Joes with much to prove and much to hide. So I sat and watched my childhood die I sat in a corner and cried.
My Mask Fell Off...
In the middle of a confrontation my mask fell off. I'm not sure how long  its been off but its off. I looked down at my fallen foe and then turned to my left. I saw Innocence standing there on the corner. Tears welling in her eyes, almost begging to wake up from her dark dream. "I'm sorry, my mask came off." I said to her. She turned and ran down the street. How can I make her understand that I am still the one she looks up to and loves. "I'm sorry my mask came off," I cry out but to no one. I walk upon the body of my fallen foe and asked him why he took my mask off. He says " So the world can see how ugly you truely are. To see that you are no better than the next man. Full of flaws and just as much confusion, hate, and fear as everyone else. You are no hero, you nothing more than a delusional man who wears a mask. To hide his face not from the world but to hide is face from himself."  Looking down to where my mask lies I cry for he speaks partial truthes. Yes I am a man and yes I mak
My little girl, wont you shed your skin.. little goddess why dont you slither in.. its a bold new world exploring sin.. its a bold new thrill why dont u come on in.. seductive snakegirl why dont you shed your skin.. seductive snakegoddess let the crawling begin.. crawl inside your skin.. my little snakegirl..   gd
Distant memories dance on my ceiling as I lay in bed. Times of happiness, times of fear, love, joy, pain. All put on a show for me. I sit in the front row wondering what was going to happen next to the character on this stage. I cheer when he is victorious, I cry when he defeated. I shout "Get Up Sir, Get Up!" As the leading gets back dramatically on his feet and rides back into battle I am on the edge of seat. It's the greatest epic I have ever seen. The costumes in this show of distant memories are wonderful. Each person is represented with a color and a theme. I came to the part when it seemed like he was alone. All one could make out were silhouettes.  Very difficult to make out if they are evil or good. The character sits on the stage once again this time holding a dagger, Surrounded by these silhouettes and hands. He stares at the dagger and then cuts across his flesh. The shadows cheer and push for more, they dance and pull at his clothes. Showing his chest h
Show Me Your Genitals
Show Me Your Genitals 2
Trying to figure out why it is that men seem to see me as a shoulder to lean on and a friend to count on? do you not realize I have feelings too.... I want to be loved...for more than a friend. Why does he need to ask me my opinions? Doesn't he have anyone else to ask? It kills me to see him hurting the way he is...loving her and knowing she is only playing with his heart. And there is nothing I can do. I've tried to tell him...over and over..Everytime he asks for my opinion..I set my heart aside and am honest....But in being honest, he gets mad. Then don't ask me! I do love him....And I don't think he will ever know. At least not until she is out of his life. But she keeps stringing him along. Making him sit and wait. And I know she is never going to go back to him. And he is missing me...who is right in front of him!!
Take My Heart : The Words Of The Song
TAKE MY HEART WRITER: GORDON MILLSSinger : Engelbert Humperdinck   You say you're finished with loveThat you'll never love again as long as you liveBut believe me, you'll love me againIf for once, you find it in your heart to forgetTake my heartI can undo all the wrong, let's startJust a little bit of love goes farYou'll begin to live againTake my heartCome on back where you belong, let's startYou can do it if you take my heartYou'll begin to live againNow that you've seen the bad sideThere's a chance that you won't find the heart to forgiveBut believe me, there's always the good sideIn a world just made for us, where lovers can liveTake my heartI can undo all the wrong, let's startJust a little bit of love goes farYou'll begin to live againTake my heartCome on back where you belong, let's startYou can do it if you take my heartYou'll begin to live again   link:
Frank Frazzetta
PHILADELPHIA (AP) - Pioneering fantasy artist Frank Frazetta died Monday in a Fort Myers, Fla., hospital, a manager said. He was 82.Frazetta had been out to dinner with his daughters Sunday but suffered a stroke at his Boca Grande home later that night and was taken to Lee Memorial Hospital, manager Rob Pistella said. A hospital spokeswoman confirmed the death, as did his daughter Heidi Frazetta Grabin."He's going to be remembered as the most renowned fantasy illustrator of the 20th Century," Pistella said.Frazetta created covers and illustrations for more than 150 books and comic books, along with album covers, movie posters and original paintings. His illustrations of Conan the Barbarian, Tarzan, Vampirella and other characters influenced many later artists.His children have fought over an estate estimated to be worth tens of millions of dollars, filing lawsuits in Pennsylvania and Florida.His son, Alfonso Frank Frazetta, 52, was charged in December with using a backhoe to break into
WTF guys are you seriously going to tell every woman you come across what you want to do to them? ive seen more profile that have had more complaints about how they're treated like sh*t by us men or should i say boys. grow up seriously. if all you think about is getting ur rocks off then you are the one missing out on things. after watching my mother die of cancer ive learned that there are more important things in life than just sex. trust me on that.
Lying on the bed here curled up crying many tears pouring out of my heart blubbering endless saddest fears.trying to pray to god hoping to make things right again fighting the bitter agony of a broken hearts sad raw pain.looking at the photographs and wishing you were here crying for your touch i want you back so badly i reminders watching televison add to the painful sting i long to hear your voice on a telephone that just doesnt ring.this is a heartache and bitterness haunting silence every day no loved ones voice to ring out i miss you please hear me say.i feel as if there's nothing left what will happen to me? only you or time can tell tears prevent me trying to see.i think of you around the clock with each beat of my heart it hurts so much my missing you my life is torn and ripped apart.I'll go to bed cry myself to sleep thought of you within my head i know i'll awake again tomorrow another day i'll surely dread.
Im trying not to let things get to me..... trying not to let it show.. but sometimes stuff just gets to me... this week has been hard.. and what happend today was kinda the final straw... I dunno how much longer Ima be able to keep this charade up... that its all ok... that IM OK... cus honestly.. Im dying inside...
Truly Sad
Tyler Lambert, son of 'Diff'rent Strokes' star Dana Plato, committed suicide on May 6, almost exactly 11 years after his mother ended her life. Lambert was 25. The Tulsa, Oklahoma Office of the Chief Medical Examiner told PopEater that Lambert (pictured above in 1999) died from a self-inflicted shotgun wound to the head. Toxicology tests are pending. Though the office had no more information at this time, the National Enquirer alleges Lambert suffered depression surrounding the anniversary of his mother's death and descended into a drug binge prior to his suicide. "It's a shame that such a talented human being would do this with his life," his grandmother Joni Richardson tells PEOPLE. "He had all the opportunities in the world and we just can't understand it." In reports from a not-yet-online National Enquirer piece, Lambert's grandmother said, "Tyler wanted to be with his mother. His father Lanny (Lambert, Plato's ex-husband) is devastated." Dana Plato committed suicide with presc
Here's A Funny From A Friend Of Mine
Here's a funny: A man walks into a restaurant with a full-grown ostrich behind him.The waitress asks them for their orders. The man says, "A hamburger, fries and a coke," and turns to the ostrich, "What's yours?""I'll have the same," says the ostrich.A short time later the waitress returns with the order. "That will be $9.40 please." The man reaches into his pocket and pulls out the exact change for payment. The next day, the man and the ostrich come again and the man says, "A hamburger, fries and a coke.."The ostrich says, "I'll have the same.."Again the man reaches into his pocket and pays with exact change.This becomes routine until the two enter again. "The usual?" asks the waitress."No, this is Friday night, so I will have a steak, baked potato and a salad," says the man."Same," says the ostrich.Shortly the waitress brings the order and says, "That will be $32.62."Once again the man pulls the exact change out of his pocket and places it on the table. The waitress cannot hold back
The Dance
remembering the first dance we had on that moon lite dance floor the way your hair flowed as we danced across the floor the smile on your face the sparkle in your eyes the way you looked at me looking at you i shall never forget the way you kissed me that night as we held each other close never wanting the night to end the music played and we dances the stars sparkled and the moon shimmered off the water as we danced on that deck the world stood still nor problems no worries nothing seemed to be able to stop us that night i will forever remember that night the night we met the night we kissed the night we danced and held each other close the end or is it?
Top Ten Country Western Songs Lmao
Top Ten Country Western Songs. 10. I Hate Every Bone In Her Body But Mine 9. I Ain't Never Gone To Bed With an Ugly Woman But I Woke Up With A Few 8. If The Phone Don't Ring, You'll Know It's Me 7. I've Missed You, But My Aim's Improvin' 6. Wouldn't Take Her To A Dogfight 'Cause I'm Scared She'd Win 5. I'm So Miserable Without You It's Like You're Still Here 4. My Wife Ran Off With My Best Friend And I Miss Him 3. She Took My Ring and Gave Me the Finger 2. She's Lookin' Better with Every Beer And the Number One Country & Western song is... 1. It's Hard To Kiss The Lips At Night That Chewed My Ass All Day Long
Wicca (pronounced [wike]) is a Neopagan  religion  and a form of modern witchcraft. It is often referred to as Witchcraft  or the Craft[1]  by its adherents, who are known as Wiccans or Witches. Its disputed origins lie in England in the early 20th century,  though it was first popularised during the 1950s by Gerald Gardner, a retired British civil servant, who at the time called it the "witch cult" and "witchcraft", and its adherents "the Wica". From the 1960s the name of the religion was normalised to "Wicca".Wicca is typically a duotheistic religion, worshipping a Goddess and a God, who are traditionally viewed as the Triple Goddess and Horned God. These two deities are often viewed as being facets of a greater pantheistic Godhead, and as manifesting themselves as various polytheistic deities. Nonetheless, there are also other theological positions within the Craft, ranging from monotheism to atheism. Wicca also involves the ritual practice of magic, largely influenced by the ceremo
Some Words
i hear bloodscreams in my nightmare dreams i see people laying dead blood flowing down the streeswashing pver my every part pf the street the bad thing is my blood screams i hear in my nightmare dreams
*****read This If U Have My Skin*****
For someone special, yet I havent met feel like I know you and never will forget I sence a smile and trueness beyond our hearts together create the bond You touch my soul with your deepened kisses tease my mind with your blissful wishes You've inspired my dreams with colorful wings I look at your picture and my eyes sing Sweetest words overturn the senses distance between us is open fences You wink at me with bashful thoughts my loving attention you have caught The giggles you give put a smile on my face the happyness you share flows with such grace Some family can treat you so bad but your the best sister I've ever had Excited to be able to share the days we will create our time to play
You tell me about your worries You tell me about your fears I sorrow those days, that I can't calm your fears I think about the future I think about the past I think about those days that we wish could always last Those other days that your in pain that i know i can't release It's all locked up inside your heart and you've thrown away the keys I wish i could take away all your suffering and sorrow I wish I could say for sure that we're all promised another tomorrow The fact of the matter is that we dont know what life brings us So just know that I'm always here for you, no matter what comes at us I'm always here.....
The beauty from her eyes,Caught me so unaware.Then I saw her words,To try,do I even dare. Already my mind in a state of alarm,Wondering what this beauty thinks.Could I ever capture her attention,Make her see,I am the one she seeks. Time will tell with this beauty,How much we will ever be.But I know now I've seen her,Her forever my eyes want to see.
Why Why Why
Why is it that when you give your heart and soul to someone and they promise never to hurt you they take your heart and stomp on it like it was nothing???    I have been hurt like i have never been hurt before.....  i am gonna give up on EVER being happy.... i thought i had finally found it.... but once again no..... i am so tired of this.....
Nomore Pain
Throughout the time you've known me,All I've brought you is pain.And it makes me wonder beautiful,If ever in your eyes I'll shine again. To hear you tell me just once,Still deep in your heart I am.Forever I would hold you,Forever beside you I'd stand. Please beautiful hand back your heart,And always I will hold it true.And never again a tear of unhappiness,I will ever bring again to you.
What My Daughter Made For Me (h)
It is very sweet to me and figured I'd share it since I am very proud :-) The first card says ... Happy mothers day (inside says) I love you mom I wish you have a good mothers day I love you. The paper she wrote in school says.... My moms name is cindy. Her birthday is almost the same day as my brothers birthday. It has a one in it. Her eyes are brown, her hair is brown, her favorite color is blue, her favorite television shows are "ghost hunters" and "the doctors". She likes to eat tomato soup. Her favorite hobby is playing cabal. Her favorite thing about me is when I get 100% on my tests. My favorite thing about her is seeing her. Together we like to play games. If I could buy her anything in the world. I would buy her a frog since she likes frogs.I will be readin this everyday - Thank you my baby princess Ramona I love you SO much always and forever! The best gift I could ever ask for (h) My daughter is almost 8yrs old
My Fine Is...worth Every Penny
This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. When you are done, post it in your notes. Change the header to "My fine is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.Smoked pot -- $10Did acid -- $5Ever had sex at church -- $25Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40Had sex with someone on Facebook -- $25Had sex for money -- $100Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20Vandalized something -- $20Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10Beat up someone -- $20Been jumped -- $10Crossed dressed -- $10Given money to stripper -- $25Been in love with a stripper -- $20Kissed someone who's name you didn't know -- $0.10Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15Ever drive drunk -- $20Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50Used toys while having sex -- $30Got drunk, passed
I M Not....
I'm not handsomeI do not have a good bodyI'm not a famousBut I appreciate what there isbecause it is me
He Pretty Much Saved Me
(To the love of my life) I have always had a negative outlook on life. I always felt like I didn't belong, and wasn't good enough. Always trying to please people in my life that didn't seem to care what I did. I was always trying to make relationships work with guys who just took me for granted. Even with family I didn't think I was good enough. Doing whatever I could to try to make everyone happy... but no matter how much I did it still wasn't enough. It took one person to change all of that. He may not be able to be with me right by my side right now but he has changed my life so much. He says he loves me just how I am and wouldn't change a thing. He tells me almost everyday that I'm beautiful. Its so nice hearing that after many years I just wanted to become something else... skinnier... taller... all what the media is trying to make us believe is beautiful. Finally someone who appreciates me how I am. Doesn't want to try to change me but if anything he wants to help me to become a
afterclap\AF-ter-klap\noun; 1.An unexpected, often unpleasant sequel to a matter that had been considered closed.
You broke my heart in two And took me like a bet, with all you put me through I have so many regrets. To lose you was worth it, although I wasn't sure, it seemed to make me happy, but still so insecure. We always said Forever we would take it to the end never give it up but this time my heart couldn't mend. It cut so deep into me I guess it hurt you too but when you did it, then you lied I had to say "we're through." I gave you all I had I tried to make it last but now all we have are memories from the past. So look me in the eye and tell me what you see a girl so broke inside who's been through misery. And now I’m moving on with the pain that kills inside but I’m starting to forget by reminding myself, how you lied! I have somebody new someone to treat me right, to talk to lovingly and to hold me all night. He's there for me when I need him to give me love and support to hold me close and wipe away all my signs of hurt. To kiss me
It's Ok
Moment of soreness, has long past Cloudy emotion hope won't last My hazed judgment makes it all wrong Wondering will it one day makes me strong The warm touch is still missing Laid restlessly weeping Contemplate the bitterness are only choice The only way to tranquil my inner noise It's almost a year since Mesmerize every past doing Train goes, gone leaving it empty Shallow and disgrace with no sympathy My bed are cold, my thoughts are fumble U gone, leaving to avoid struggle Wealth, status is your only aim For your eyes what's the point be in the game Ur soul lost in the middle of the ocean No way to go & no true direction Baby boy just been born Sadden by the last name Ever wondering was I to be blamed:..
The Pain Inside Me
I write poetry to soothe my painBecause all the world just seems the sameThis twisting, burning, breakingAll because of one little gameWhat you said to me.How you hurt me so.The cut is just too deep.Deepness scereing into my heart.I want to know why...This pain inside me,Just will not stop.The burning, breaking pain.The cut you left is hard to healAnd i cant seem to stop the bleeding.I hope you are happy now.With the pain you made me feel. 
Who Really Fukin Cares!!
I have honestly come to realize alot while not being on all the time, is that the peeps who say they are your friends on here. Well most of them are not! I have come to this understanding and am seriously thinking about doing a mass delete of friend. Excuse me if i choose not to be a points whore or whatever else you may be looking for. Shyt I am only human. This last week I have gone through a whole bunch of shyt and the ones who I know care have left message or came to my yim. Though I know a bunch of you don't have my yim I do have a fukin pm. But as I have already stated I am coming to understand that I truely only have about a few handful of ture honest friends on here and am making the choice to be delting a whole bunch of you. Don't leave me a message saying sorry or what not unless you haven't been on here for days. IDK and IDC anymore. FOR THE ONES THAT MATTER AND HAVE SHOWN ME THAT TRUE FRIENDSHIP TYSVM!!! BRANDY
Whats Up?
Still new to this site, pardon my ignorance of a fellow digital bar place. I notice a lot of attractive women here or at least pictures of men pretending to be women . This site is pretty funny and isn't as strict as I thought it would be, I am not gonna pay 7 bucks for some sort of shout? Anyways I am a real person not fake or some stupid ass bot. I have a semi-political/drunk/comedy website at come check us out make sure you have a beer handy, and since it's free speech lots of bad words get said, but the great thing is you get to say em back without censorship. Anyways I will still try to figure this place out, I am not used to black background on a webforum sort of hurts the eyes a bit but I will live.
Word Of The Day: Dhimmitude
Need something to get your blood boiling???? Has anyone heard of this new word? I did hear that Muslims and Christian Scientists were exempt from having to have government healthcare. Word of the Day: Dhimmitude Unbelievable I had my doubts so I checked with Snopes. There is an exemption for the Muslims in the Health Care Bill. Obama supporters check it out yourself. L.Williams This came from one of our retirees, and I did do a Google search on the word. It comes up just exactly as explained here. Had never heard the word until now---Type it into Google and start reading Pretty interesting. Note that Muslims and certain other religions are exempt from the Obamacare penalties and it is supported by law. We are surrendering from within! The prez is leading us right down the path to total control! Word of the Day: Dhimmitude Dhimmitude is the Muslim system of controlling non-muslim populations conquered through jihad. Specifically, it is the TAXING of non-muslims
Things Ive Learned
if there is one thing ive learned from my parents its about hating things or ppl. my parents had this saying "to hate would take time out of my day that would be better spent loving my friends or family". something else i learned was to not wait to tell someone how you feel about them. while mom was sick i told her that i was sorry about us not getting along very well these last few yrs and that i forgave her for the things that she had done that had hurt me really badly. the last week she was alive my dad told me that she didnt think i was ever going to forgive her for the things she had done. i told dad that i had told her that i forgave for those things. he wanted me to tell her again but she wasnt in touch with the world at the time and i told him that as soon as she was more in touch with the world that i would tell her that i forgave her again. a couple of days later she died from cancer. what i wish to pass on to you is to not wait ever to tell someone you care about things like
A Shiver At Midnight: A Collection Of Spine Tingling Tales.
My first book; "A Shiver at Midnight: A Collection of Spine Tingling Tales," was released on May 13th, 2010.  Check it out here!   Remember to sleep with the lights on....    
A Better Relationship Through Communication Skills ......
Use the power of communication for you! Ask a couple what's the one thing they'd like to improve in their relationship and more often than not their answer will be communication. It seems the thing we take most for granted, our speech, is the one thing that has the power to build or destroy a relationship. If you find communication is an area you'd like to improve in your relationship, take a few moments and read over the following tips and ideas for a better relationship through communication. 1. Communication is a power - don't abuse it.As with any condition of power, the quickest way to ruin is by abusing it. Remember that your words have long lasting effects, even more so than you may realize. In the future, the reason why you were arguing or having difficulties may not be remembered, but the feelings and words you conveyed will be. If you feel yourself about to say something demeaning or unneccesary, stop yourself and don't say anything at all. Try other tactics like going out f
Finding Inner Peace ...lmao
By following the simple advice I read in an article, I have finally found inner peace ... The article read: "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you've started." So I looked around the house to see all the things that I started and hadn't finished ... and before coming to work this morning I finished off a bottle of red wine, a bottle of white, the Bailey's, Kahlua and Tia Maria, my Prozac, a couple of valiums, three cigars and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freakin good I feel!!!!lol..Now lets me here yours... too flippin funny ..lmao..ride safe Harley (not true thou)  
Salute Anyone!
Hi everyone! I just wanted to let everyone know that Im going to be doing salutes for people. If you would like one done for you...Please let me know...I will be happy to do one for you! I love taking nude pictures! You can have one that is not nude if you would like! Just tell me what you would like. You can choose what I wear or not you want my pussy, ass, tits..whatever! I will be adding a salute folder to my pictures! MUCH LOVE!! XOXOXOXOXO (h) (r) Love Always, Crystal AKA Whats Her Juggs
Rough Time
It's been a rough time for me lately...I am trying to be more active on here...the distraction is good for me.    Everything that can go wrong, has...and the kicker being my 8 year old niece dying suddenlyon April 23rd.  There has been so much more, but this is what I am struggling with...why my heart is broken...why I am quieter than normal and why I just..don't know what to do anymore.   In her memory, I am holding a fundraiser for Mott Children's Hospital (University of Michigan) Pediatric Cardiology.  20% of all my sales will be donated in her memory.  Go to and click on ONLINE EVENTS and be sure to enter the code CARLY2010 at checkout.    
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A Fubar Virgin...
Raw, emotionaly exposed to an existance i dont understand. I wonder when i realized i was alive? I hate myself at times. I hate myself for not chasing the fear, passion, desire, love, hate. All of that would only explain who i am and do i really want to take that chance? Reality is a good way to smack you in the face once in awhile. Regardless of how much i run i still have to face it time to time. I have been told that life is a journey to self discovery. To under cover the truths within, the who, the whats, the hows, the whens, the whys of life. But that only makes me cower in fear. Its truly scary to find out the person you are supposed to be when you are leading yourself with a blindfold over your eyes. To remove that and find out who i am, what i am, why i am destroys my heart. My thoughts.My ability to live another day. I become overwhelmed that i distance myself, two steps forward five steps back. The fear the knowing. How does one battle fear? Fear of ones ownself
I am the darkness you are afraid of. I run in the night searching for my next victim. Kissing your neck is what you need to protect. One bite and your mine.   Blood dripping, I lick it slowly. Taking in every drop of your young essence. Virgins I do prefer because they are so young and pure. But if I can find the faint at heart. That will help find my new start.   I sleep forever in the day. Because At night I can find my way. Sunlight kills me. Garlic makes me run.
Nucking Futs!
Some people go together like salt n pepperSome people are meant to be like bread n butterBeing a part for any time is like jam missing peanut butterWhen you find your dip to your chipHold on tightI will bring the whip, you bring the creamPaint me with honey and chocolate syrupLickity splitBanana splitI got a lovely set of coconuts................Or maybe i should just go get some lunch
What's Your Personality Like?
You Are the Honest One You are very open and honest. You have nothing to hide, and you have no problem telling very personal stories. You may give people a little too much information, but you figure that's their problem, not yours. You don't always tell others what you think of them, but if they ask you, you'll tell them the real deal. People either love you or hate you, and you're okay with that. You just want to know how they really feel. What's Your Personality Like? Blogthings: Discover the Parts of Your Personality that Have Been Hiding
The Paris Test
You Are Content Some people may consider you to be a bit too boring, but you find comfort in routine. You are a naturally curious person. You are truly interested in how the world works. You have a few friends that you feel really bonded to you. You prefer very close friendships. Expression and art recharge you. You feel best when you are able to make something. The Paris Test Blogthings: If Quizzes Are Outlawed, Only Outlaws Will Take Quizzes
What's Your Life's Challenge?
Your Life's Challenge is Being Dramatic You are a colorful and flamboyant person. Your emotions run high, and you're passionate about almost everything. You are very expressive, and you never fail to say what's on your mind. You are intense and driven. Unsurprisingly, your passion can sometimes turn into moodiness. You can be a bit unpredictable. If you just thought before you spoke, you might regret less in your life. And that's something worth biting your tongue for! What's Your Life's Challenge? Blogthings: A Fine Line Between Insight and Stupidity
The Breakfast Test
You Are an Interesting Breakfast You are a total non-conformist. You enjoy being different, and you appreciate eccentric people. You are sort of a weirdo, and that's totally fine with you. You are much more open minded and free spirited than most people. You are much more sophisticated than you let on. You don't like to brag about where you've been and what you know. You are a worldly person with worldly tastes. And if something hasn't crossed your path yet, it's likely you're dying to try it. The Breakfast Test Blogthings: Discover the Parts of Your Personality that Have Been Hiding
How Do You Feel About The World?
You Are Sympathetic Toward the World You are a very kindhearted person, and you are definitely concerned about the world. At times, you feel like you have to take a break from caring... you get overwhelmed by your emotions. You may not do the most charity work, but it doesn't mean you don't notice all of the problems around you. Just continue to do what you can. Our planet needs more people like you - that's for sure. How Do You Feel About the World? Blogthings: Take a Quiz. Annoy Your Friends.
I know not what I doIn the silence of the nightI know not who I seeWith my eyes shut so tightI know not this name I screamSilently in my mindI know not this nightmareThat I try to findI know not of this darknessThat overtakes it allI know not of the illusionsI make up every time I fallI know not of tomorrowThat the sun will bringI know not of the life forceFrom whence ones veins do singI know not of these wordsThat show imperfectly before thine eyesI know not of the madnessThat the mind attempts to disguiseI know not who I am Or where I will beI know not what I doI know not what I see
Not Kool, Alright Or Anything
this is for all the fuckers out there who think its kool or because your tough to hit a woman. if you cock suckers think you're so tough and kool because you hit women then ive got a challenge for you. why dont you step in the ring with an mma (mixed martial arts) fighter and get your ass handed to you by one of them. its not kool and its sure as hell shows weak you really are. to pick on a woman goes against every bone in my body and then some. to see pix of women who have been hit makes me sick to my stomach cause a boy trys to act like a tough man. you're not a man when you lay hands on a female. you're a man by not hitting them regardless of what they do to piss you off. ive been hit twice by my ex and i showed that i was the bigger person by not hitting her. my mother used to work for a prison so i know how to defend myself so dont go thinking that im weak. the third time my ex tried to hit me i put her in a restraining arm bar just like a cop would have done and i was going to ca
She Walks
She walks along this lonely street no one to dry her tears massage her tired feet or calm ever present fears Seeing life through tainted heart making everything gray Alone, her life, anew to start Always searching for a way But life goes on no matter what That fact she cannot quell Memories ne'er to be forgot Within her heart they dwell So she keeps walking this lonely street Keeps searching to find her way Every night she lies down to sleep And prays tomorrow's a better day
Just Me
I have discovered the blog, lol. A place to bitch and whine. I am simply down this weekend. There were moments of happiness and then I was let down again. I am at the point where I want to just give up, but that's not me.  I am a fucking thinker, I could think for people if they wanted me to, lol. I feel like I'm just holding on too tightly and I feel like a fool.   Someone once asked why such a pretty woman like me is single and I say cause I got a soul. And I feel too much. And I can't seem to find that guy who wants Carrie, just Carrie. Not tall blond chick, not Japanese goth chick, not tattooed chick, just me.
You’re all I ever wanted All I never knew I needed You’re all I’ll never have And all I’ll ever crave Never good enough Always second place I can’t be the girl that I should be Can’t ever seem to be good enough for you Can’t ever seem to be good enough for anyone Not even enough to be the beautiful disaster Isn’t that the ironic part
Behind The Tree Line
U were the small brightly colored bird that the boys incinerated their hearts a pone They loved u bitterly and called u a witch U wanted to belong to someone U found one but he tricked u And tore u like a sister’s doll in a mean brother’s hand And so u became the hurricane child Spewing glass shard, cat hard blood Chewing off your foot to get free I tracked the blood drops in through the snow and found u U didn’t fear me U saw it in me and I saw it in u And we safety our weapons Your were the wolf that stood by the edge my camp fire ever night I would call to u By you would come closer A few nights later it was very cold And the fire was very bright And we could see each other’s faces U saw it in me and I saw it in u And u came and sat next to me And warmed yourself We were together from then on And nothing could separate us The world lost its hold on us We won out against time and convention I would give u the map of where all the landm
This is being posted for those of you who would like something soothing to listen to, either while you're perusing fubar, or simply relaxing at home. I have it on autoshuffle so you're not hearing the exact same thing every time you go to it. The playlist is pretty long, so I hope you all enjoy it!   Please rate the blog, but do not leave comments, as I have to post the actual player in the comments for it to work right.
My Next Fu Girl
~~~~My New Fu woman~~~~ 1. I will add your name to mine 2. I will give you my 11's each day 3. I will give you a gift every day 4 Add you to my yahoo IM 5. Treat you like a princess as much as I can, I mean this is the internet. 6. Put you first on my friends and family ~~~All I ask is, just be open and honest with around my age, and a sweet heart. Any takers??
Good Day To You!
In certain cultures people greet each other with a little bow and their hands pressed together in a prayer position. This is meant to convey that one acknowledges the divinity in the other. In our culture we greet each other by shaking hands, a gesture meant to convey the cheery thought, "See? I'm not holding a weapon." Personally, I like the divinity "hi, how are ya" a lot better. In fact, sometimes I like to walk down the street and remind myself that each and every person I see is of divine origin and on a journey that is unique, profound, tragic, joyous and, to them, immensely important (airports are also good for this exercise). Now that's not to say that I don't often consider others as being mere speed bumps on my little drive through life. I just find that when I make the slightest effort to acknowledge that spark of divinity in the people I meet, I feel better. Life is less threatening. I feel safer. More inclined to being open and loving. More inclined to
Rest In Peace Ronnie James Dio
Metal Legend Ronnie James Dio Dead At 67 NEW YORK (AP) ― Click to enlarge 1 of 1 Frontman Ronnie James Dio of British heavy metal group 'Heaven and Hell' performs on stage during a concert in Oslo, on June 4, 2009. (File) Bendiksby, Terje/AFP/Getty Images Close   numSlides of totalImages Ronnie James Dio, whose soaring vocals, poetic lyrics and mythic tales of a never-ending struggle between good and evil broke new ground in heavy metal, died Sunday, according to a statement from his wife and manager. He was 67. Dio revealed last summer that he was suffering from stomach cancer shortly after wrapping up a tour in Atlantic City, N.J. with the latest incarnation of Black Sabbath, under the name Heaven And Hell. "Today my heart is broken, Wendy Dio wrote on the singer's site, adding he died at 7:45 a.m. "Many, many friends and family were able to say their private goodbyes before he peacefully passed away. "Ronnie knew how muc
Song List
If you have an ideas for additional songs for our wedding, comment on here Jimmy Buffet - Brown Eyed Girl Michael Jackson - You Are Not Alone Avenged Sevenfold - Seize The Day - Dear God - A Little Piece of Heaven Bruce Springsteen - I Wanna Marry You John Berry - Marry Me Eric Clapton - Wonderful Tonight - Tears in Heaven Proclaimers - 500 Miles The Beatles - All You Need is Love - She Loves You - And I Love Her - I Wanna Hold Your Hand - When I'm 64 Sonny & Cher - I Got You Babe Cher - Shoop Shoop David Bowie - As The World Falls Down Rammstein - Ohne Dich The Supremes - Someday Me First and the Gimmes - All My Lovin Pennywise - Stand By Me Rob Zombie - Living Dead Girl Ronstadt/Neville - All My Life Michael Buble - Haven't
The Beginning...
Ok, so I suppose I'm back on the weight loss wagon.... I'm down about 13 pounds at the time of this posting.  It's not as much as I would like but I suppose that a loss is a loss... So this latest attempt was brought about as a result of some hurtful comments made by an ex of mine.  He pulled the fat card to insult me in an online forum (not this one) and it really got to me.  Don't get me wrong, I am not in denial about my weight and I readily admit that I am fat.  It hurt coming from him, though, because he always reassured me that I was beautiful no matter how big I was.  I know I shouldn't let him get to me... after all, he's a 30 year old manchild who still lives at home with his parents, has a job that barely pays over minimum wage, has no ambition, no balls, a tiny dick, and really has no room to talk when it comes to being overweight.  Even though I have more than enough dirt that I could truly do some damage to his already pathetic life, I chose to move on rather than seek re
Just Another Day..
Life is one big mess, repetition every dayScrew the mentality that made you this wayYou bruise me time and time againWith your wordsDoes it make you feel better inside to have all this hatred?Dont mold me how you want meAccept me for who i amSomeone who is never good enoughNever good enough for lifeStop the blood flowing through your veinsThe whispers in your headOnly wish i were deadDeadwh*re forever moreDeny what you crave, its ok pretend i am like the restIn your heart you know i fit you the bestAngers youDefies everything you thinkEverything you have come to feelMisery and woe is what feels comfortableSome day you will open your eyesRealizeThis is why i cry aloneInstead of making love with youMy vagina is like my heart, no current use for it but i keep it around just in case
R.i.p. Black Sabbath Ronnie James Dio
Black Sabbath Ronnie James Dio died - wife confirmed rumors - May 16, 2010 05:42 PM EDT (Updated: May 16, 2010 08:19 PM EDT) views: 2813 Ronnie James Dio died at age 67. Today there have been rumors all over the internet about the Dio death, but people said it was a hoax. However, his wife Wendy Dio announced that Ronnie James Dio died this morning at 7:45 am. Dio had suffered from stomach cancer, and was in a Houston area hospital getting treatment for the cancer. His wife said that her ‘heart is broken.’ She also said that ‘Please know he loved you all and his music will live on forever.’ Ronnie James Dio replaced Ozzy Osbourne in Black Sabbath. He was considered a metal god. Later on, Dio fronted Heaven & Hell as well as the band Dio. His family and friends were thankful that they were able to say goodbye privately before he died. He will be missed. May Ronnie James Dio rest in peace. His music will indeed live on forever. See the video below of Ronni
Caming With You
I look forward to seeing your face. Everytime I enter this world of cyber space. Your eyes flash and your smile shines. You are happy to see I'm online. More than physical this thing I have for you is mental and emotional. Only with your eyes can you touch me and with your words can you feel me. So on cam every night I will be. Waiting to continue this cyber journey.
Treatment Of People Who Like Our Country.
Fist off, I do not know what it is like outside the US as I've never been outside the US. I know what is said on the news and what not, but I take all that with a grain of salt. But suffice it to say, I want to make it clear that this is specifically about something that has happened here in the US. Earlier this month a group of students were suspended from their school. Now this in of itself is not unusual, but these particular students were suspended because they were wearing flag t-shirts, hats, bandanna's, etc. Any guess where I would have a problem with this? US Students, in a US School, wearing articles of clothing that show off the US flag... And the reasoning behind this? It was on the 5th of May. Now again, this is specifically about how this was handled within the US, and I have complete respect for other cultures and their traditions/holidays. The issue I have is that this school has basically said it is offensive to show the American flag during the holiday o
Panorama Of The Whale Galaxy
Execution Style :)
Three women are about to be executed. One's a brunette, one's a redhead and one's a blonde. The guard brings the brunette forward and the executioner asks if she has any last requests. She says no and the executioner shouts, "Ready! Aim!'' Suddenly the brunette yells, ''EARTHQUAKE!!!'' Everyone is startled and throws themselves on the ground while she escapes. The guard brings the redhead forward and the executioner asks if she has any last requests. She say no and the executioner shouts, ''Ready! Aim!'' Suddenly the redhead yells, ''TORNADO!!!'' Everyone is startled and looks around for cover while she escapes. By now the blonde has it all figured out. The guard brings her forward and the executioner asks if she has any last requests. She says no and the executioner shouts, "Ready! Aim!'' and the blonde yells, ''FIRE!!!'''
The 3 Priests :
 Three priests were in a railroad station on their way home to Pittsburgh. Behind the ticket counter was a very sexy, shapely, well endowed woman wearing a very tight, skimpy sweater. She made the three priests very nervous, so they drew straws to determine who would get the tickets. The first priest approached the window. "Young lady, I would like three pickets to titsburg." He completely lost his composure and fled. The second priest goes to the window. "Young lady, I would like three tickets to Pittsburgh and I would like the change in nipples and dimes." Mortified, he too fled. "Morons...." the third priest mutters and moves to the window. "Young lady, I would like three tickets to Pittsburgh and I would like the change in nickels and dimes. And, if you insist on dressing like that, when you get to the pearly gates, St. Finger's going to shake his Peter at you." They took the bus.
Metal Legend Ronnie James Dio Dead At 67
Metal legend Ronnie James Dio dead at 67AP, May 16, 2010 5:00 pm PDTBy WAYNE PARRY, Associated Press Writer Wayne Parry, Associated Press Writer Ronnie James Dio, whose soaring vocals, poetic lyrics and mythic tales of a never-ending struggle between good and evil broke new ground in heavy metal, died Sunday, according to a statement from his wife and manager. He was 67..Dio revealed last summer that he was suffering from stomach cancer shortly after wrapping up a tour in Atlantic City, N.J. with the latest incarnation of Black Sabbath, under the name Heaven And Hell..."Today my heart is broken," Wendy Dio wrote on the singer's site, adding he died at 7:45 a.m. "Many, many friends and family were able to say their private goodbyes before he peacefully passed away.."Ronnie knew how much he was loved by all," Wendy Dio continued. "We so appreciate the love and support that you have all given us ... Please know he loved you all and his music will live on forever.".The statement was confir
10 Things Part Ii
10 things every Family Guy fan should know:   10. How to spell and pronounce the city they live in. 9. Know the names of the two schools mentioned on the show. 8. How Joe became paralyzed 7. The religion Peter started and who they worshiped. 6. Who Seth MacFarlane does the voices for. 5. The words to "Shipoopie" 4. The names of both of Peter's bosses, and where he worked for them. 3. Why people only understand Stewie part of the time. 2. Peter's favorite band...EVER and... 1. Who does the voice for Meg, and how hot she is.
Saccharin And Riboflavin
Do you have any alcohol bottles in your room? Nope. Mini-fridge around the corner though.   Last person to text you?   Stacy. No i don't want to see Iron Man 2 with you.     Do you think you like anyone?   I think too much as it is.     Who's the biggest whore you know? Scott from work. Goes through girlfriends like I go through vodka bottles.     Do you prefer to be friends with boys or girls? There are very few guys I can stand to be around.      Ever been so drunk someone else had to carry you? Nope.     Had sex in a movie theater?   I've asked, but no.           Has any one of your friends ever seen you cry?   I don't cry. Do you hate anyone? John Madden. I kind of hate Dr. Phil sometimes.   Do you straighten your hair often? Lol. Genetics keeps flipping it up.   Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? Not at all, I prob have more in common with Jason than anyone else.       Want someone back in your life?   Watching th
So Let Go...jump In.
It always astonishes me how quickly people will assume they know what you’re all about. Instantaneously. Within one moment of entering a room: a slightly obvious assessment is made based on appearance, walk, hellos, and then the inevitable conclusion is reached. Check all that apply: superficial, dumb, intimidating, unapproachable, self-absorbed. Call it stereotyping, stigmas, first impressions, whatever. I call it bullshit. Complete bullshit.We assess only in terms of extremes. It takes less energy to categorize one another into neat little boxes than deal with contradictions. We are either attractive or smart. Simple or complicated. Virgins or whores. Never both. We see in black and white and can never open our minds one quarter of an inch to imagine a rainbow of ambiguity.Like how the "funny guy", the loud easy-going boisterious one making jokes in slapstick fashion is actually very sad. Like how that “beautiful girl” dressed in an outfit that shouts innuendos acro
No Title
I read a comment about beauty and it's we see things and judge the whole based on the fragment. They weren't judging either way, but it made me think some random thoughts. They don't even apply, but:Beauty is a sensory perception.The world is fragmented. If you want to see any sort of beauty at all, you have to look at the fragments, and judge accordingly. Think of this: a life is merely a fragment in time. A whisper. Then it's gone.Thought: We cannot see color, anything around us, without light. But the fact that we cannot stare at the sun without burning those orbs which we use to view the beauty around us is a strange paradox. In a way, it takes something hot and ugly to reveal the glorious sights that surround.Glory. Hmm...wonder what people picture in reference to that word.And is there anything in the world that is perceived by all to be "beautiful"? I know of only one thing. And that's my little secret.I think some of the most beautiful things in the world exist
Illuminata (pgs 161-162)
"Fear of intimacy is a fear of death. In a world where we have been taught to believe that the bolstering of our individual power is the greatest good, it is difficult to feel that a melting of the walls surrounding us is something to be desired...We are afraid to surrender to love, for we are afraid to die to who we are. We may loathe who we are, yet we still resist the chance to become someone new. It is only when we are ready to embrace the possibility that we might be tomorrow who we were not today that true intimacy becomes attractive. If all you want to do is remain who and what you are now, then by all means don't fall in love..." -Marianne Williamson "Illuminata" (pgs 161-162)
My Chat With Madcurves
MadCurves: bye cheater i hate liarsMadCurves: ive never done anything like and would NEVER do itTo MadCurves: But you do't mind it from them, Gail.MadCurves: as u said IM not a member and I KNOW i was NEVER a memberTo MadCurves: I believe you are the psycho!To MadCurves: You're confused and can't even admit to being a Threesome group. LOLMadCurves: shows you what i said is correctTo MadCurves: Well, having self respect is a part of growing up. Half of the men who commented on your breasts and ass are married!MadCurves: stating the truth is NOT being bitter but cheaters cant understand that i hope you grow up one day for your WIFE --laterTo MadCurves: We can be cool and chat or not.MadCurves: coolTo MadCurves: OK, so that explains your bitterness. Listen, if you want to be online acquaintances, cool. If not, cool. But don't use me as your punching bag. My profile is straight forward - you didn't have to accept my request.MadCurves: because he to was a married man and i got a phone call
Bliss Of The Vampire
Pain through the ages neither lessened nor faded, Consumed by her search left her silent and jaded, Never finding true love, to break death’s cold wrappings To feel life flow within her and not merely trappings. How long had she waited with arms outstretched, For life to beat rhythm within her troubled breast, For someone to see past the blood on her hands,
Cancell Your Credit Cards
Now some people really are dumber than a box of rocks and here's proof!!!! Be sure and cancel your credit cards before you die. This is so priceless, and so, so easy to see happening, customer service being what it is today. A lady died this past January, and Citibank billed her for February and March for their annual service charges on her credit card, and added late fees and interest on the monthly charge. The balance had been $0.00 when she died, but now somewhere around $60.00. A family member placed a call to Citibank. Here is the exchange : Family Member: 'I am calling to tell you she died back in January.' Citibank: 'The account was never closed and the late fees andcharges still apply.' Family Member: 'Maybe, you should turn it over to collections.' Citibank: 'Since it is two months past due, it already has been.' Family Member: So, what will they do when they find out she is dead?' Citibank: 'Either report her account to frauds division or report her to the credit bu
An Infants Conversation With God
For the Mom's out there... An infants conversation with GodShareYesterday at 8:51pmA newborns conversation with God:A baby asked God, "They tell me you are sending me to earthtomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small andhelpless?"God said,"Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you."The child further inquired,"But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but singand smile to be happy."God said,"Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you.And you will feel your angel's love and be very happy."Again the child asked,"And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to meif I don't know the language?"God said,"Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words youwill ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel willteach you how to speak.""And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?"God said,"Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you howto pray.""Who will protect me?"God s
4 Year Old Drummer
this kid is amazing. 4 years old.. wow
My Blog
This is my first Blog ever, but when I first heard the word Blog, I thought it was a new word people using to mak e throwing up sound kool. BLOG I guess maybe that Is what it is kind of
Counting Down The Days.
The excitement of going to Wyoming can be felt all the way to my bones. Being able to be in the arms of someone I have fallen completly and utterly in love with is the greatest feeling in the entire world. Knowing he will be just a arms reach away and the breath I feel on my neck is something I can't even describe into words.  Being able to look in the eyes of the person I love, to see his smile, and to hear his laugh; that always makes me smile is simply amazing. I love you Johnny with everything in me and I can not wait to wake up in the morning and know you are right there beside me. 
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Beware the barrenness of a busy life.  -  Socrates
I Believe....
I believe in looking too far into things. I believe in the endless possibilities of post-it notes. I believe in saying what you mean. I believe in meaning what you say. I believe that flaws add character. I believe in having an apple a day. I believe that I have a guardian angel. I believe that there is someone for everyone. I believe that everyone is beautiful. I believe in letting cereal get soggy. I believe in watching movies in sweat pants on a Saturday night. I believe in making new friends. I believe in the power of high heels. I believe in keeping promises. I believe in random bursts of unapologetic dancing. I believe in taking a moment to just listen. I believe that your age means absolutely nothing. I believe that there is a reason for all of this. I believe in being unforgettable. I believe in being.
Matters Of The Heart.
Wouldn't life be easy if when broken, all it took was some super glue or tape to fix it and it would be just like new? If our wounds would heal easily without scars? And if those scars wouldn't clog our hearts with unnecessary prejudices and knock off our rose colored lenses and replace them with eyes of disenchantment. Wouldn't it be easy? If pain was that simple to be rid of? Blink and be washed away with yesterday's meal floating in the porcelain tank, back into the ocean with its brethren. Wouldn't that be something... if we could say goodbye to pain like a disengaged stranger walking the plank.If we were all empathetic with the people that are in our lives and took care of each other with mutual love and respect, maybe this world would definitely be a better place. I suppose it's a far-reaching goal to sit here and hope for compassion from a world that is irrevocably cruel and unforgiving. Life would not be life without an uphill battle. Would we appreciate the "have-s" without ha
Shadow Goddess October 19th 2006
  The shadows wrapped around her nude body as she landed on the edge of the building, if the mortals seen her, it would make them blind and drive them insane. Her beauty is ageless, her presence makes the most honest of men tremble. She is the light in the darkest of nights, she takes my hand and guides me to a place none has seen since the dawn of time. Then to temple that they no longer worship her in, she needs me I relise. Just as I need her, so I spread her words and build new shrines to her, and she basks once again in the glory of her followers. Now she has been made real again, and I have spent my life to give hers back. In my final moments she comes to me and says, "Dear one, I do not forget those that have given themselves to me." and she moves the shadows and for the first time I bask in her glory. yet I do not die, I look back and see my withered body nothing more then an empty husk.then she touches my check and says " Come we have only just begun...".
Dance In My Eyes
Her beauty could dance on water,Far across any sea's.And easily capture hearts,Or any man's dreams. Soon my eyes will fall,Could a dream of her Even seem real.Or to see her dance in my eyes,Her beauty would shine there the most. Dance your beauty through my day,And at night rest in my mind.I'm truely happy for dreams tonight,Because tonight this beauty my eyes did find
The World Of Metal Has Lost Its Most Powerful Voice...
Neon Knight's play by the mob rules while the holy diver finds his rainbow in the dark, even  though its just another day for rock n roll children who dream evil. Still the sunset superman is the wild one who locked up the wolves while traveling strange highways to bring down the rain on this computer god and its  angry machines on this double monday. still there  The Lord of the last day suffers fever dreams while well before the fall we stand killing the dragon while Living the lie of the end of the world and have one more for the road...
The Whole Tooth And Nothing But
We’re Replacing Her Teeth With Fangs   Poverty, n.  The condition of being neither middle-class nor rich.  Thirty million Americans are always “living in poverty,” regardless of the state of the national economy, improvements in the provision of public services, or any other changes in the life of the nation.  This 30 million is a physical constant, like the speed of light.    Public investment, n.  Kiss your tax dollars goodbye.   Yesterday I was in our garage while enjoying the day off with Sarah and Jeffrey and found this article, “From ‘Activist’ to ‘Warmonger’”, a modernized and/or conservative update of “The Devil’s Dictionary”, Ambrose Bierce’s 1911 satirical work on prevailing customs and habits of the day presented in dictionary form.  Coming up on its centennial, I wouldn’t mind reading it myself.  That excerpt above is from an article written by John Derbyshire appearing in the Septemb
What's Been On My Mind
I've read an heard news from several sources about the DREAM act & AZ law. It firghtens me para mis amigos/as, who aren't documented. Even more so for the undocumented youth..who are only trying to achieve a dream. I always read stuff on-line or in the newspaper, watch youtube vids. i receive emails from friends and family about the activism that is taking place in their city, school, etc. Sometimes i feel I could do more where I am but i don't know anyone. My neighbor, Leantra, call her LeeLee, took me to this place Teatro Luna. from behind the scenes to writing to acting, all latinas...but attempting to make it all a mix of both brown ad black theatre. My Regionite mami, Rosi, told me about this place...that is probably next person i know out here. Charlin is always busy with work or graduate school, I never talk to her anymore. oh, I'm missing my point. In these hard times for the People of the Sun, i wish I had my friends closer to me than I had before. On another no
I Am Your Firefighter
I AM YOUR FIREFIGHTER I spend 1/3 of my life away from my family, so I can protect you and your family. I love you, even though I have never met you. I would gladly die to save your life, or the lives of your neighbors. I gladly risk injury to protect your property. I love my life. I chose this life above anything else in the world. I am your firefighter. When something terrible happens in your life, you can always call me. I am waiting for that call. It is what I live for. I will come flying to your home or business to assist you in any way I can. My food can wait to be eaten. The training class I am taking can be paused, because you called. I am your firefighter. I hurt. I cry. I laugh. I am human. I learn to cope with neglect from you. I have so many things to offer, but somehow I get lost in the political shuffle. I work, and think, and try to come up with ways to make your community better, safer. I put all those things aside the minute the Alarm rin
I Drink Alone - George Thorogood - I Don`t Prefer It, But Looks Like I`m Stuck That Way.
I really have to find someone who wants to have children cause i really want more children!!!
This Is A Tribute To The Girls That Get Pushed Aside!
A Tribute to you..         This is a tribute to the nice girls. To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing something wrong. This is for the girls who don't give it up on the first date, who don't want to play mind games, who provide a comforting hug and a supportive audience for a story they've heard a thousand times. This is for the girls who understand that they aren't perfect and that the guys they're interested in aren't either, for the girls who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess over the slightest glance, whisper, touch, because somehow they are able to keep alive that hope that maybe... maybe this time he'll have understood. This is homage to the girls who laugh loud and often, who are comfortable in skirts and sweats and combat boots, who care more than they should for guys who don't deserve their attentio
Prayers For Inspector Noodles... (pics)
It's been a harrowing life, and a particularly harrowing week.Introducing:  Inspector Noodles One of my two adopted pugs; He just turned 6 years old.   Last week he had trouble peeing. He was eating and drinking normally, but for whatever reason he just couldn’t go. At night it was a little hard to tell if he went or not because of rain or dew on the grass, but the following day (Wednesday) he was noticeably bloated. That night we took him to the emergency room at the animal hospital nearby.   They couldn’t do all the tests they wanted to do because you need to pay out of pocket for these things, and I only had so much. My whole family is living paycheck to paycheck and with a close member of the family suffering with a life threatening illness over the past year, we are very financially strapped.   That being said, I used my own money that I had set aside for my own health (needed medications) to pay for Noodles tests, as much as I could anyhow, I emptied my bank
It Is He. (for Djn)
It is hethe other me that gazes with gluttony into the glare of glorious adoration that fills the hallows of my eyes for him and overflows in sighs shaped like searing tears at the thought of never belonging to him wholly and devoted, undying and resounding the ever-pounding waves of unbridled love my heart sings for him like a silly serendipitous child belting out a round at their first recitalI am the title of the book that shook and plans to steal the heart that hides beneath the him that is real. I am the pages of the song he won't sing but that he whispers sometimes when he drifts off to sleep. I am the words that burn the pages of his fury the space in between when he begins to worry and the glue that binds it all together, I am the weather the storm the tsunami of desire that rages and burns and builds on his fire, I breathe sulfur-steamed sedation into his kiss and inhale the breath that he's lungs freely give ; just to feel him become a part of me.I am the sorrowful sea siren
things were getting hazy now.... details escaping me. already the events of the night before were fading out, and the reality of today taking hold.had it all been a dream? yet there you were, pacing back and forth across the room from me. you were eager to get out of here, you wanted to go anywhere, anywhere that was not here, not with me. you caught my eyes and realized i'd woken up. your eyes quickly shifted from mine, breaking my fascination with your tired and worn expression. you hadn't slept the night before. well, neither had i, at least at the beginning, but i'd gotten a good four hours of sleep in or so. i glanced at my cell phone, three missed calls, and i was about 45 minutes late for work. i didn't care, last night had been amazing, even if you didn't remember it. take my word for it. i gathered my various pieces of clothing left on your floor, put them on, with you still anxiously fiddling with things about your room. you must be nervous your girlfriend
It Wasn't The Same, Envy Part Ii
i played with my keys, my keychains heavy in my hand. i had rushed to the door, our door. but now i couldn't bring myself to open it. i sat and waited for a minute. why had i come back early? was it something in your voice? was it the feeling i got at the base of my neck when i spoke to you on the phone that morning? i steeled my nerves with a deep breath and readied myself for anything as i opened our door... it wasn't the same i entered our living room, clean. almost as i'd left it. but something was amiss and i couldn't place it. maybe it was a smell, the scent of another woman, of heated contact. nothing was out of place, not a hair. nothing.i walked quietly down our hall, and the feeling of anxiety returned. a tight bubble in my throat threatening to rise and expand. it wasn't the same i reached our door, it was closed. i leaned up against it, looking for support? or checking for sounds, i don't know. how familiar this door was, how often had i opened it to you
I'm Not A Cheater .
ok im not saying all of u guys are bad .. but this one guy friend of mine wants me to cheat on my bf so this guy friend of mine could get a kiss from me . I told him im Taken and not gonna cheat on the best thing thats ever happend to me . im not that kind of person who cheats on my other half especially for being with them 1 year and 5 months and this was his responce via blackberry messenger " I never catch a break, finally find something of worth and cant even try and persue" well umm told u from the start when we met i have a boyfriend i love him to death and im not gonna cheat so stop trying to get me to cheat it will never happen so stop trying and wasting ur time LMFAO god . some guys dont even get it do they . They wanna be with you but u have a bf . No im not gonna leave my bf for you !!! ughhh go away stop bugging me and now u wonder why i dont chill with you cause i was afraid this was gonna happen but im not surprised cause all my guy friends wanna do the exact same thing .
Tortured Rant
I am the darkness of the blackened sky Heed me all who hear my battle cry Within the confines of death's embrace I'm going to slap your fucking face   Torment binding my black heart Deception tearing it apart Now your lies they stick in me My soul confined to agony   I hear you now while you all over the place Trying with all my might just to keep the pace You laugh and spit into my eye Your lying face it makes me die!   Never before has it gone this far Felt run down by a fucking car Blood pours now from my wounds Your decptive heart just makes me swoon   Lie to me you like you always do Tell me that what I hear ain't true Let your words fall on deaf ears Your fucking lies I will not hear!
you may be the one that commits suicide, but you are not the only one to die.   it might seem like the easy way out, but you leave all your friends and family, to cry and shout.   people die every day, and there is nothing anyone can say.   just because your life is not the best, don't set your body to rest.   there is someone out there for you, and there love is true.   so don't let your life go, god has a beutiful life he wants to show.
Fake Ass Friends
u know most ppl come on this site to make friends orthers to ecape life be something u not. well nomatter the reason we all here to have fun. but some ppl go to far . ppl get hurts. i mean why do pple get off by hurting orthers. one person told a friend that he live with his wife but wasnt with her and she founf out she was lie too when wife came on his pro. then there ppl who u think your friends who stab u in back and bash u . why if u dont like someone why act like u do. cuz they are user they use u and when they can get nothing from u more or they got what they want the bad mouth and try to turn u into a badguy. turn ppl u care about agaist u.u know i dont understand ppl like that. ppl this is a site and ppl have feelings why do the things to hurt ppl. is your real life so bad its the only way u can make yourself look good its sad that u are like that.u know i feel sorry for ppl like that and i say to the orthers be careful who u make friends with
Tired Of Being Taken For Granted!
I am sick and tired of going over and beyond for people and them taking me for granted! I wish people would realize that when they have something/someone good in their life they should hold on tight!! BECAUSE THERE IS NOT THAT MANY GOOD PEOPLE OUT THERE!
Ok, I have to ask this.... Why do people bother running?  I have yet to have anyone succeed in getting away. 90% of the time I know who it is from the start, yet they still try. So, anyone understand how running could possibly make sense when it just adds more charges to the original problem?
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Seeds Of Promise
Seeds of Promise Golden beams of joy Illuminate the day Transform to a fragile flower. Intricate lacy patterns, Woven with gossamer threads of dreams. Translucent desires, Visible for those with feelings, hidden from those with none. Whispers on the breeze of promise. Seeds scatter cast on the wind. Spreading wishes and dreams. Messengers of hope and renewal. A promise of new life, of beginnings. Have A Great Day Hugsssssss Don Silver Surfer
In Response
Ah, my love but it is you that inspires me.   it is your beauty and your beautiful words  that fall upon my ears every night, that make me write poetry.  you are in my head all the time.   and now what you said shows me  your depth and your beauty.  our souls are forever connected  in a most profound way.   if i am your absinthe  you then are certainly my chocolate!!!
Peom 1
I wanna run to you I wanna run to you, and cry to you And beg you to come back I wanna become that weak woman that I hate so much Who relinquishes her pride And desperately holds on to the possibility of love I want to plead with you To leave her and love me And be so destitute that you’ll pause with pity I wanna tell you that I love you Over and over until it sticks I want to tell you that there is no one better for me out there I checked… so I know I want these tears to streak down my face So hard that my pores would cry To have you back I hate this lack of control I hate that everything is out of my grasp That I have no say in who you love And who you be with Just one favor That’s all I’m asking Is for you to love me You said you did Just keep loving me And loving me And loving me And loving me And loving me And never let me go How could you have let me go? I wasn’t ready to stand on my own I listen to all the love songs, and they say the same things.
Happy Memorial Day To All My Friends
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At Last I Am Here
At last I am here, standing naked before you. We look into each other's eyes. I was hard in the car as I drove here alone, hard before we got to the room, and it's painful now - I'm dying for you to touch me, dying to be inside you. Yet we stand still, looking at each other's nakedness, taking in the reality and savouring the thought that we will soon be making love. I close my eyes and smile in pleasure at the thought. You, meanwhile, sink to your knees, and I instantly feel your hot mouth around my cock, your hands on my balls. 'Oh, God... oh God...' You squeeze my buttocks and pull me deeper inside you, looking up into my eyes as you do so. Unexpectedly, because of the sheer bliss of the moment, I feel the cum welling up, feel the orgasm immediately begin to blossom. I let it move upward with each cycle, from stage to stage, closer and closer to the point of no return with every thrust into you... one more and I'll be there... impossibly I pull away from you at the last moment and t
Secret Secrets Are No Fun, Secret Secrets Hurt Someone.
10 things no one knows.. or, well, 10 random facts the general public can't learn about you from a google search & a quick facebook stalking session.   1) I own two Backstreet Boys cd's and i'm not ashamed to admit it, although I probably should be. 2) In high school I faked illness and missed a good portion of my first two years, on the brightside, I beat Final Fnatasy X more than once. 3) In my teenage years my bedroom was directly below my parents'. There are still times when watching Saturday Night Live makes me cringe, and not because of how bad it can be at times.   4) I think I ran over a cat once. :( Still hoping it was a skunk, or that it lived. 5) I pick fights just to argue. Playing Devil's Advocate is a hobby of mine. 6) While it has only once worked successfully, or never depending on who you ask, I consider myself a girlfriend-stealer. 7) I hate cheap booze. Can't stand the taste. Fuck Admiral Nelson. 8) I want to own a llama. 9) My hairline is th
Making Salutes
Ok I gotta make a salute so I figure while im at it Ill make some Nsfw salutes to those who get me a blingpack anyone interested hmmm? ~giggles~
Battle Of The Dogs
The Americans and Russians at the height of the arms race realized that if they continued in the usual manner they were going to blow up the whole world. One day they sat down and decided to settle the whole dispute with one dog fight. They would have five years to breed the best fighting dog in the world and which ever side's dog won would be entitled to dominate the world. The Russians found the biggest meanest Doberman and Rottweiler female dogs in the world and bred them with the biggest meanest Siberian wolves. They selected only the biggest and strongest puppy from each litter, removed his siblings which gave him all the milk. After five years came up with the biggest meanest dog the world had ever seen. Its cage needed steel bars that were five inches thick and nobody could get near it. When the day came for the dog fight, the Americans showed up with a strange animal. It was a nine foot long Dachshund. Everyone felt sorry for the Americans because they knew there was no way tha
Lincoln And Kennedy Facts
There are weird similarities between Abraham Lincoln and John F. Kennedy. * Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. * Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. * Both were shot in the back of the head in the presence of their wives. * Lincoln was shot in the Ford Theatre. Kennedy was shot in a Lincoln, made by Ford * Both wives lost their children while living in the White House. *Both Presidents were shot on a Friday. * Lincoln's secretary was named Kennedy. * Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson. * Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln, was born in 1808. Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908. * Lincoln was shot at the theater named 'Ford.' Kennedy was shot in a car called 'Lincoln' made by 'Ford.' * Lincoln was shot in a theater and his assassin ran and hid in a warehouse. Kennedy was shot from a warehouse and his assassin ran and h
From Devil,s Bad Boy I Love This Guy!
Devils Bad Boy49 mins Someday I'm gonna be famous Do I have talent...well noThese days you don't really need it Thanks to the world wide webCause when you're a fulebrityIt's adios realityNo matter what you do People think it's coolJust 'cause you're on fuI can fall in and out of loveHave fu-marriages that barely last a monthWhen they go down the drainI'll blame it on the fameAnd say it's just so toughBeing a fulebritySo boot up the puter and get on the webTo the site of the fun and the sunI'll be a real world jackass fubux millionaireHey hey Fubar, here I comeOkay I'm doneOh yeah I gotta goYou know I'm a foolI'm outta here
My Friend
  There are gifts of many treasuresFor both the young and old,From the tiniest little trinketsTo great boxes filled with gold. But, put them all togetherAnd they could not stand in lieu,Of the greatest gift of allThe gift of knowing you. When your times are filled with troublesSadness, grief, or even doubt,When all those things you planned onJust aren't turning out. Just turn and look behind youFrom the place at which you stand,And look for me through the shadowsAnd reach out for my hand. I will lift from you your burdenAnd cry for you your tears,Bear the pain of all your sorrowsThough it may be for a thousand years. For in the end I would be happyTo have helped you start anew,It's a small price to payFor the gift of knowing you    
An Someone Plz Buzz Kill This Person For Me So They Can Level
Crying Like A Bitch
Strut on by like a kingTelling everybody they know nothing,And long live what you thought you were,And time ain't on your side anymore (anymore)And so you tell me ICan't take my chances,But I told you one too many times,And you were crying like a bitch.I'm tougher than nails.I can promise you that.Step out of lineAnd you get bitch-slapped back.And you can runYour little mouth all day,But the hand of godJust smacked you back into yesterdayAnd so you tell me ICan't take my chances,But I told you one too many times,And you were crying like a bitch.And you wonder whyNo one can stand you,And there's no denying,You were crying like a bitch.You were crying like a bitch.Lying dead byYour sacred faded past timesOnly time is your enemy.Granted a second chanceTo prove that your arroganceIs stronger than you'll ever be.Is stronger than you can beOh, stronger than you can beOh, stronger than you can (be)And so you tell me ICan't take my chances,But I told you one too many times,And you were crying
Learn From My Mistakes
Ten Years Gone   Better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all.  Bullshit.  At least if I didn’t love her then my pain would be less.  Maybe even non-existent.  I know that things didn’t work out the way we planned.   I know I wasn’t keeping my end of the deal.  But at least I know I’m not the only one.  There are many people out there that are going through the same situation as I am.  It seems to me more and more everyday that people get married with the idea that every day after is going to be the best day of their lives.  Well I don’t know what fairy tale world their living in but it would be nice to think that way and actually believe it.  The thing is I used to be that way.  My marriage was great and I loved her every moment, everything I did was for her and my children.  Every job I ever had, every penny I scrapped to save, every house or apartment we ever moved to was all up to me, and I did it willingly for my family.  But when
it was the tender way she caressed his face& traced her name across his lipslike a question marklike a what iflike a... maybe she made a mistakelaying her head upon his chest listening to his heart beatthe rhythms in him were deeply true she wished they would maybe somehow singher devil conscience to sleepbut, then she whispered to him[i'm going to miss you so]& you know, it seems crazy, but he started thinking about Spider-Man & howhis Uncle Ben told him that with great powercomes great responsibility& there were great decisions to be made here, certainlygreat decisions that he thought he wouldnever have to make, buthe had the power that could make or break themto be the super-herohe could be the guy who walked away or the one guy who got awayor the guy that had his way with the evil girl who led him astrayor the guy who just fell in love that daythis woman sleeping on his chestwith her arms wrapped around himher hands in his handsher hair undone, unfurled & laid out & all overdangl
"fuck You"
new to this site i like it hope to have alot of friends here :)
I Made You Up To Hurt Myself, Envy Part Iii
she still hadn't woken up when the bright morning sunlight began to creep over my windowsill. i hadn't slept. i felt awful, my head was pounding the same beat over and over. guil-ty, guil-ty, guil-ty. maybe it was the booze, maybe it was the opportunity, maybe it was chance. but whatever it was, i knew it was wrong. you were coming back in town that day, you'd said you'd be home late. you have a habit of showing up much earlier, i guess that time with your parents tends to get you worked up and you leave in a rush. you never liked them much, they never liked me much. i could feel them strip me down to the immoral and lazy person i truly was, i could see it in their eyes that they didn't approve. they were right. and everytime they smiled, it never reached their eyes. they could hide it well, but i was used to this reaction. now i understand why. this was the first time anything had happened like this, i promise. but now, the anticipation was killing me, i worried my
I Fell In Love With My Reflection Again.
as i leaned over the riverbank on that golden afternoon,the passersby became mere shadows when compared to the gloryi saw reflected back at me in the afternoon light. i reached out and touched the glassy surfacethe images met and flickered i gazed upon the perfect beingwith sunbeam entwined in her hair. i smiled a little and the stranger did the samenothing else mattered then, except the pair with solitary name. the moon had risenthe lights had fadedand yet i stayed her sidewe joined heart to heart. it seemed we twothe perfect fewwere never meant to part. the years flew pasti was entrancedwith the reflecting image it pays to love oftenand love deeplybut not to love oneself,sickly sweet with the seduction. for if you fallyou may end up without help at alland lost in the reflection.
Aching Between My Legs
Touch my skin leave me wantingFlesh upon fleshNaked and bareTouch all of me withinRapid heartbeat, soft moansTake me in, your lips surrounding meKissable lipsTouchable hipsAreolas pinkNipples peakRiver is flowingContrast in coloursWrite me a bookRead me a fairy taleUse your tongueUse your fingersMy body is braillePlease come read my story?Once upon a time.............Another aching need
In the future I will guide you to this entry if some rock beater says "hah! use ur spellcheck" this is not semantics. You'd think a guy who calls himself IckRUs has a flare for double meanings and creative misdirection. Somantics Soma anticsSoman ticksSemantics Soma, a mythologized, romantacized and hypothesized derivative of a divinity, plant, wisdom and narcoticall in one convenient package. Soman Seran's more tempermental cousin.A deadly nerve toxin. Semantics...Well come on I'm all about the rhetoric. So... new theme, new blog, new aeon. Get used to it. Hurts to watch got bloated anyway. I'd like to say this though, perhaps before some inagural poem, snippet or psychotic haze I'm not working on my gouf.And probably because I don't want to put down ONE layer of white on 3 parts and then start masking. could be could be. And mowing my lawn is pretty damn easy when the grass isn't 15 inchess high >> just sayin. I'm already about 2/5th's done in one hour.Problem is we'
Can't outrun the facts.Can't chase the sound.Disentegrating as they laugh.Crumbling.Bargaining with what is left. Would things be different if I needed someone?Would it hurt less, the sun bleed less yellowthe stars resonate with more empathy than pity? What would you take as payment?Can I borrow against hubris? Day fades.Fresh laundry on dry grass.Callouses on cotton.Plump hip flesh pleasantly spilling from the threshold of your jeans.And that declarative, matter of fact crevice when you bend to refill my wine. Would it be any different if I found a way to fake itin that foolishnaive storybook way you want Take me as I am, because that's more than you'll ever get.  
Blogs Masquerading
Blogs masquerading as mumms, and vice versa, which are more annoying?  A. Blogs masquerading as mumms B.  Mumms masquerading as blogs.  For example, anything to do withh Lebron James, or my inane crap?
Newest List Of Levelers-5 Sunday
list of levelers 5-23-2010 FIRST LIST please tell me if this is helping   21,008 Points to go!,097 Points to go!  BARFLY 11,161 Points to go! level 12,939 Points to go level 19,181 Points to go!pimp 17,422 Points to go! Regular 12,877 Points to go!Level 21 barfly,839 Points to go! level ninja 19
Ways To Get A Personal Salute From Me Want A Salute Or Salute Video From Me?
WANT A SALUTE OR SALUTE VIDEO FROM ME? WAYS TO GET ONE: DRAW ME (GOOD LOL) (HAND DRAWN OR AS A TOON IN ANIME ON OR PHOTSHOP ETC) sEND ME A 65-250 BLING OR BETTER (250 FOR VIDEOS) SEND ME 100 MILL OR MORE :p I used to just make regular ones for very close friends but i get asked all the time by everyone and i just cant make them for everyone .... Plus this is my little way of thanking people who gave me gifts make them feel special ... ( ^_____^ ) making some later today
What Is The Best Position?
What is the best position to eat a sandwich?  A. Reclining B.  Sitting straight up
"i'll Be Dodgy"
The Terminator.   A great film, looks excellent. Until you get to him taking his eye ball out.   Granted, it's an old film, but Arnie to plastic Arnie and back again looks hilariously poor now.   Goes to show how much has changed in so little time when you look at something like avatar and the like now.
Come Show Him Some Lovin Rate Him Rate Him And I Will Make You Smile I Promise
My New Midget :)
Well, technically it's not mine. But there's no way in hell I'm letting my daughter actually drive this thing when she gets her license. She turns 16 next week. It was given to her by her grandfather. '78 MG Midget.
She is near, I can fell her queit heat pressed against my backMy body tenses,trembles with anticipationof her touch, Desire like a razor opens my soul to her soft,intense embrace.everything I am is torn by passion and fear every breath is ruled by her.I open my eyes and the dream is over i lay my head back,enraptured still by the sweet spell of our fierce moment,and i cry for her return
Any suggestions on my first mumm after awhile, this Thursday?
Does Anyone?
Does anyone know why there are no new mumms this evening? A. Lazy people B. Boring people  C. As always, comments are our our allies.
He's So Amazing!!!!!!!!
Babi you are the light in my day the wind blowing thru my hair and the sun beating on my skin!!!!!!!! I never knew happiness until I met you... I never knew love until I looked you in the eyes........... Babi I would do anything for you just say it and I'll do it...... Babi I don't kno what I'd do without you.. Up until I met you I was lost confused unsure of love and unsure of where my life was taking me but now I kno and it's all becuz of you..... If I have to wait forever to hold you in my arms. ...... I hurt would never do anything to hurt you..... You are the one I want to spend my life with forever and Always i love you Babi
My Babi Wrote Me This!!!!!!!!!!!!
baby when i see or talk to u its like the problems in the world just melts away i have never fallin in luv with a girl this quick exspecially from the internet but with u its different babe honestly u mean everything to me a luv u alot and hope that i never lose u in my life i dont know wat i would withou u in my life baby i luv u because u put up with my shit u know when i play around and i hope we never have a fight at all i luv u sweetheart and i  always will forever and always no matter wat happens between us baby
I'm Free
I’m Free   Don’t grieve for me, for now I’m free, I’m following the path God laid for me. I took His hand when I heard him call, I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day, to laugh, to love, to work or play; Tasks left undone must stay that way. If my parting has left a void, Then fill it with remembered joy. A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss, Ah yes, these things too I will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow, I wish you the suns
Yes It's Nsfw! And Here Is Why!
What is considered NSFW (Not Safe For Work)? A photo is deemed NSFW if it is: Explicitly sexual in nature (suggestive) and includes real photos, cartoon drawings, and all styles of animations Overtly tasteless Slandering to any person or ethnicity Contains exposed body parts and no face (chest, etc. for both men and women) *YES DUMB ASS THAT MEANS ANY PART OF YOU THAT IS IN YOUR PIC THAT DOESN'T INCLUDE YOUR FACE IN THAT PIC IS CONCIDERED NSFW* In addition to the above criteria, if a photo is a primary photo, it will be flagged as NSFW if it also contains a suggestive body part without the member's face in the photo. If you have a borderline photo that is not considered NSFW and it was marked as such, there's a chance someone who has ripped that photo is using it as a Primary Photo. Remember: The Bouncers will be MORE STRICT with those used as Primary Photos. Accounts will be terminated for abusing the adult content policy. This includes your Home page, Bulletin
Backhoe Fun
Someone Else's Star
Alone again tonight without someone to love The stars are shining bright So one more wish goes up Oh I wish I may And I wish with all my might For the love I'm dreamin of And missin in my life You'd think that I could find A true love of my own It happens all the time To people that I know Their wishes all come true So I've got to believe There's still someone out there Who was meant for only me I guess I must be wishin on someone else's star It seems like someone else keeps gettin what I'm wishin for Why can't I be as lucky as those other people are I guess I must be wishin on someone else's star I sit here in the dark And stare up at the sky I can't my heart One good reason why Everywhere I look It's lovers that I see Seems like everyone's in love Everyone but me I guess I must be wishin on someone else's star It seems like someone else keeps gettin what I'm wishin for Why can't I be as lucky as those other people are I guess I must be wishin on someone else's star Why can't
Waiting For You
WAITING FOR YOU I see things in a different light,every since we met that night.Everything just felt so right ,especially while I was holding you tight.You made me smile the whole time,being with you felt like a crime.I was really hoping to make you mine,just maybe things will work out fine.I will sit and wait ,wait for you ,not like I have anything better to do,Just sit here watch ,wait, and see,I feel a connection with you and me.I got your back whatever you do, Sitting here WAITING FOR YOU
Life At Its Worse
Easy way out Sometimes I wonder if I will be free,I think death needs to come to me,that's no more bills or heartache see,I believe it's the best way to be!I want to take my life right now,I want to end it someway somehow,I am tired of living through this pain,I see nothing that I will gain,I just want to say goodbye,Fuck this world and fuck this life,If I come back to this place again,I will repeat this letter my friend.
A Moment .. A Day .. A Year , No Four Years Have Gone By ..
it all started with Hi Dad how are you . it was easy and light , but as we talked  decided to put my webcam on . i knew my Dad had not seen me for a long long time , i share with him , some current news and i let my lil one come close , we talked to him , about how she was reading novels and how amazing it was for seven, and then she showed him her special drawings , and my Dad he started to cry . i could see him but he told me . he's still waiting to get a webcam . you see its been four years since i saw him last in person or hes seen his first grandchild . when he  started to cry , so did i. the tears they slid silently down my face , as i watched my lilone and herpa catch up . My poor Daddy misses me so . he calls me his darling princess.. i left home at the age of 19 , and we've have barely seen each other since . My heart aches to go home to visit , but it knows it would long to stay .. i've lived in two different worlds so long . and i'm always torn apart ... w
"Angel" It's been five months since you went away You left without a word and nothing to say When I was the one who gave you my heart and soul But it wasn't good enough for you, no So I asked God God send me an angel From the heavens above Send me an angel to heal my broken heart From being in love 'Cause all I do is cry God send me an angel To wipe the tears from my eyes And I know it might sound crazy But after all that I still love you You wanna come back in my life But now there is something I have to do I have to tell the one that I once adored That they can't have my love no more Cause my heart can't take no more lies And my eyes are all out of cries So, God God send me an angel From the heavens above Send me an angel to heal my broken heart From being in love 'Cause all I do is cry God send me an angel To wipe the tears from my eyes Now you had me on my knees Begging God please to send you back to me I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep You made me feel like I could not breathe
The Woman That I Am
This is where i want to say who I really am... I am love so tender and new like the kisses of morning dew on the flower of life. I am not easily broken or blue. I live my life by what i want out of it. I will be your best friend when you need me and the love of your life if you chose. I am summer warm and wonderful, I am fall ever changing my colors. I am a woman, a daughter, a sister, but most of all I am a fighter. So many times I have been hurt in my life and I now know that it was a lesson that i will take with me forever. I have been to the bottom and seen where I needed to be. I got down on my knees and started taking on step at a time till I was back on my feet. To many times i wanted to quit and I prayed for the strenght not to and I found the inner strenght to go on. I have been thrown so many curve balls and i survived them. I want to find that special someone that is meant for me and meant to be there forever. I have no regrets with anything that i hav
The Rose
The Rose It is only a tiny rosebudA flower of God's design;But I cannot unfold the petalsWith these clumsy hands of mineThe secret of unfolding flowersIs not known to such as IThe flower God opens so gentlyIn my hands would fade and dieIf I cannot unfold a rosebud,This flower of God's design,How can I have wisdomTo unfold this life of mine?So I'll trust in Him for His leadingEach moment of every day,And I'll look to Him for His guidanceEach step of the pilgrim wayFor the pathway that lies before meMy heavenly Father knowsI'll trust Him to unfold the momentsJust as he unfolds the rose Have A Great DayHugssssssDon
Home Depot Scam
A `heads up' for you and any friends you have who may be regular HomeDepotcustomers.Over the last month I became a victim of a clever scam while outshopping.Simply going out to get supplies has turned out to be quite traumatic.Don't be naive enough to think it couldn't happen to you.Here's how the scam works:Two seriously good-looking 18-year-old girls come over to your car asyouare packing your shopping in the trunk. They both start wiping yourwindshield with a rag and Windex, with their breasts almost falling outoftheir skimpy tee shirts. It is impossible not to look.When you thank them and offer them a tip, they say 'No'  and instead askyou for a ride to another Home Depot.You agree and they get in the back seat. On the way, they start havingsexwith each other. Then one of them climbs over into the front seat andperforms oral sex on you, while the other one steals your wallet.I had my wallet stolen April 4th, 9th, 10th, twice on the 15th, threetimesjust yesterday, and
Every relationship I have been in since I was 15 years old has been meaningless. All the sex I have had as been meaningless, as well. I think it might be time to move. Find a place where I can find a relationship that isn't going to be one sided, me liking the guy and him never liking me back. I know a lot of people won't even understand, but it hurts finding out that the guy that you were in major like with tells you he never did like you. Or just being used because you are a warm body and has a whole for his dick to go into. I'm even starting to question all my online so called friendships/relationships. I want more and I'm starting to think that I am never going to find it, and I am always going to be just that warm body, or the girl who can tell you if the girl across the room is single or not and if she likes you. So for now on, I'm going to say no more!!! I'm going to die a single, heartless person, but I don't think you can really blame me when all my pass so call
May 25th
I welcome the coming of age, growing older. With age often comes experience, knowledge and wisdom. I have seen the world from the highest mountains. tasted love from the purest fountains. I have loved I have loved like I will never love again I have loved like it was the only love I will ever have I have lost I have lost every thing I ever loved I have lost every thing I ever had I assure you that the sweet is not as sweet without the bitter The world is beautiful and it is much bigger then your back yard I have seen tucans flying in the wild I have swam with sharks I have seen a black panther eating its prey I have swam to the end of the continental shelf at 80' I have met different cultures I have eaten their food the world is your to explore I have seen war I have seen pain I have seen the look of anger "I have killed a man on a far away land my enemy I am told"
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Legal Vs. Illegal Murder (an Argument For The Death Penalty) (essay Part 1)
Legal vs. Illegal Murder (An argument for the Death Penalty)       Although opponents of capital punishment believe it is counter-productive, hypocritical, immoral, and ineffective, history has proven time and again that this is a cost-effective, ethically sound deterrent of future murders, crimes against humanity, and more. Capital punishment is the legal execution by the state of criminals who have been convicted of heinous crimes, such as murder, rape of a child, and treason. It has been called Legal Murder, the Death Penalty, Execution, the Death Sentence, and more. It has been legalized, banned, and legalized again many times over. In the United States, there is no unanimous agreement amongst state governments concerning the application of the death penalty. "As of April 1, 2008, the Death Penalty was authorized by 37 states, the Federal Government, and the U.S. Military. Those jurisdictions without the Death Penalty include 13 states and the District of Columbia. (Alaska, Ha
Our lives struggles take a toll,And down to our feet we go.We raise ourselves up,And take new knowledge we now know. For you my friend,my hand will be there,Through all and any of lifes trials.My shoulder I will offer you,And forever welcome your smiles. Please come to me,no matter what mood,And I will always be a friend to you.Hoping I will make you smile,And never again feel blue.
Qotsa - Better Living Through Chemistry
    The blue pill opens your eyesIs there a better way?A new religion prescribedTo those without the faithA hero holding a knifeAnd blood is not enoughIs it too late to go back?Is it too late to go?There's no-one here (there's no-one here)And people everywhere (people everywhere)You're on your ownLet's see if I'm hearing this rightIs it just that I should takeThe never-ending supplyTo carry out the deadYour idols burn in the fireThe mob comes crawling upI'm reclaiming my mindDestroying everyoneThere's no-one here (there's no-one here)And people everywhere (people everywhere)You're all alone 
You Learn
After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn't always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child. You learn to build all your roads on today, because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much, so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure, that you really are strong, and you really do have worth and you learn with every goodbye, you learn.
Mexico Is Angry!
  This is very interesting and if Arizona can do it, why can't the rest of America do it?   MEXICO IS ANGRY!   Three cheers for Arizona!!!   The shoe is on the other foot and the Mexicans from the State of Sonora, Mexico do not like it. Can you believe the nerve of these people?  It's almost funny. The State of Sonora is angry at the influx of Mexicans into Mexico. Nine state legislators from the Mexican State of Sonora traveled to Tucson to complain about Arizona 's new employer crackdown on illegals from Mexico. It seems that many Mexican illegals are returning to their hometowns and the officials in the Sonora state government aren't one bit happy about it!!!
How Do You Love!!!!
Love with all your heart and soul, Take the time to listen, to learn, To feel, to be felt, Love with understanding and focus, Love with dedication, Love with knowing that you are loved in all ways. And that this love is undying, Love with an apparition 4 love, Love you and all that is around you, Love in faith, Above all love God as God loves us all. And you will know how to love.
Drake   this song is sooo i love both alicia keys and drake.....but drake's verse is so real... Taz keeps telling me he just turned thirty having dreams of being single forever he's getting worried and im SCARED too because im in the same boat good women are RARE too, none of them have came closeMe i haven't changed much you know how i play it better safe then sorry instead of searching for substance at every single party baby being part of this life i feel like im bound to end up with somebody that's been with everybody I need you to rescue me from my destiny im trying to live right and give you whatever is left of mecause you know life is what we make it and a chance is like a picture it'd be nice if you just take itor let me take it for ya, im just down to rideor we can just roll around the city till you finally decide got more then a thing for you, tattoo and ink for you right over my heart , girl ill do the unthi
Helping Open A 'door' To Someone In A 3rd World Country
     Four am and after communicating in prayer to the 'Great Spirit' I have been lead to write this blog howl! I was raised by a Nazarene Minister and a school teacher and that 'helping others' enviroment shaped me in many ways to be the 'wolf' I am. About a year ago I met someone through Yahoo Personals that was a school teacher in a 3rd world country. She was working 5 hour days 5 days a week making $50 a month. Also she attended the local university there part time.  Poverty,diseases,short life spans of approx. 47 years of age,bandits,villages with no electricity, cities with sometimes electricity.scams,hospital where you have to pay before you are treated,ect. were conditions in this country all too familiar to her. I established a friendship with her and found her to be honest,intelligent,educated in many areas as she spoke 3 languages,needy,warm,great sense of humor,and a 'people person' who liked to help others. She was originally from Australia and lost both her parents and end
Firewind - The Longest Day
    Take my hand now, I will lead you far awayFrom our homeland, to a place we shall not stayBut for moments, until your crying fadesAnd the haunting, of all those who paidHold your mother's memoryShe was always there for you, but now she's goneThe longest day will it ever endHow long can men behave this wayThe longest day has taken our lovesHow long can wars remainThe morning sun rose, as it did like yesterdayA day like others, until the bombs fell our wayMy son and wife died and left our small hometown in flamesThere was no reason, to be hit by death's reignHold your mother's memory She was always there for youBut now she's goneThe longest day will it ever endHow long can men behave this wayThe longest day has taken our lovesHow long can wars remainI hold your handAs you took your lasr breathI could not save youNor my son from deathThe longest day will it ever endHow long can men behave this wayThe longest day has taken our lovesHow long can wars remainThe longest day will it ever
I Just Want To Run Away And Never Look Back
Every other week I dread, because its time to pay the bills and get food and make sure hubby has gas for the car. And as hard as I try to  keep up with the bills,  I just cant, hubby doesnt make enough thats the main thing and he has a bad back to boot. I feel like a complete failer, cause I can't keep up and keep enough food in the house. And when I speak to hubby about it..all I get is, WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO ABOUT IT...well listen would be nice and understand its hard and I just cant give him any more funds other then his gas money. It's so hard for us, that I have to take my youngest sons disablity check and only give him 200.00 of it.  Doesnt that suck!!! I filed for disabilty myself two weeks ago and I am just waiting to see if I get it or not. But I feel like I have failled big time, and just want to run away and hide never looking back. But I cant do that,  I love my family and it would just kill me. All I want is for him to understand the stress, I am under, the str
Some folk want their luck buttered.  -  Thomas Hardy
Try To Think About It
it really hurts when the one you love doesn't love you in return.............he/she just make you fool.......
Like The Best Ever....
i think this is the best rammstein video/song i have seen yet         posted in comments
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The Amazing Shrinking Woman
I am far from used to any sort of physical fragility in myself. Since the beginning of me, I have been a big soft lump of a person; held up with thick, seemingly unbreakable bones. I look at pictures from even a year ago and frown. Did I look that way? Was I that person? Where the fuck was my neck? *sigh*So now I sit and try to get used to sharpness of my shoulders, the collar bone that once lay settled beneath a thick blanket of fat, hips that have reachable edges. Marvel at how the strap of my tank top sits away from my skin, where it used to lie flush. Where did all these things come from? I can't complain. This is what thirsted for since I was old enough to realize I was bigger than everyone else. But stip away 80bls of YOUR weight and see how it feels. It's like I'm constantly naked....
Maybe You Should Know
by Kenny Rogers Seems to me that we've been friends foreverWe spend our time together as all good friends will doBut the silence only liesIf you could read my eyesThey hold another feelingI could show youMaybe you should knowJust how much I love youIn my heart there's no one else above youMaybe I should hopeYou find out for yourself somehowOr maybe I should tell you nowMaybe I should wait and take the chancesA good dancer never dancesUntil he hears the cueBut the orchestra is goneThey've left us all aloneThere's no one here to tell me how to tell youMaybe you should knowJust how much I love youIn my heart there's no one else above youMaybe I should hopeYou find out for yourself somehowOr maybe I should tell youMaybe I should tell youMaybe I should tell you now
Ashley Is Pod
Ashley is upset with me, boo f*cking hoo! lol
Overheard In The Burbs | All He Does Is Stare At The House
Woman 1: All he does is look at the house.Woman 2: Why?Woman 1: He says, relaxes him.Woman 2: (nods)Woman 1: My husband relaxes standing in the street staring at our house.Woman 2: What about the cars?Woman 1: Huh?Woman 2: The cars in the street, where Jack stands?Woman 1: They seem to avoid him. Unfortunately. -- Overheard in: Whole Foods Cafe --
Thoughts For Memorial Day
As we head into Memorial Day weekend this year, I thought I'd take the time to give some thoughts I have on the holiday. It really is making me think of my grandfather, Walter this year. When I trace our family tree, through Walter, back several generations, we get back to John (who I believe would be Walter's Great Grandfather, but there may be more or less Greats in there. LOL!).  I bring up John because he was a Civil War veteran, who was lucky enough to make it home.  For those who weren't so lucky, like John's brother, who died in the Andersonville prison in GA, a new holiday was created so that their graves would not be ignored (at that time, the dead were burried where they died, rather than returned home).  This holiday was known as Decoration Day, and eventually became known as Memorial Day. Walter, who was born in 1920, was among the many that received draft notices after the bombing of Pearl Harbor began World War 2, and he was assigned to be a mechanic in the Army Air Co
Overheard In The Burbs | Trial Of The Century
Judge: You have been cited for driving without a seat belt.Defendant: Yes, but...Judge: Plea?Defendant: Your Honor...Judge: Plea?Defendant: Not guilty.Judge: Are you ready for trial?Defendant: What? Are you serious?Judge: (reviews book) Trial set for Friday,3 p.m. -- Overheard in: Traffic Ct, Somerville Cty NJ --
What Do You Exspect?
If you come to a person and ask them a question would you exspect them to give you the answer you want, Or would you wish for truth. I pride myself in Truth,Honor and Integrity. I will not ever tell you a lie even to save your feelings it is not fair to you nor me to exspect Less.
Art Linkletter
LOS ANGELES (AP) — Art Linkletter, whose "People Are Funny" and "House Party" shows entertained millions of TVviewers in the 1950s and '60s with the funny side of ordinary folks and who remained active as a writer and speaker through his ninth decade, died Wednesday. He was 97.Linkletter died at his home in the Bel-Air section of Los Angeles, said his son-in-law, Art Hershey, the husband of Sharon Linkletter."He lived a long, full, pure life, and the Lord had need for him," Hershey said.Linkletter had been ill "in the last few weeks time, but bear in mind he was 97 years old. He wasn't eating well, and the aging process took him," Hershey said.Linkletter hadn't been diagnosed with any life-threatening disease, he said.Linkletter was known on TV for his funny interviews with children and ordinary folks. He also collected their comments in a number of best-selling books."Art Linkletter's House Party," one of television's longest-running variety shows, debuted on radio in 1944 and w
DAMMIT!!! That is all.
I In Contest
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Prjudice And Assumptions
I was having a discussion the other day with an Etomologist. The conversation had come around to the subject of the most misused word in the English language.The word that I was putting forth was 'prejudice'.prej·u·dice  – unfavorable opinion or feeling formed beforehand or without knowledge, thought, or reason.2.any preconceived opinion or feeling, either favorable or unfavorable.3.unreasonable feelings, opinions, or attitudes, esp. of a hostile nature, regarding a racial, religious, or national group.4.such attitudes considered collectively: The war against prejudice is never-ending.5.damage or injury; detriment: a law that operated to the prejudice of the majority.–verb (used with object) affect with a prejudice, either favorable or unfavorable: His honesty and sincerity prejudiced us in his favor.—Idiom7.without prejudice, Law . without dismissing, damaging, or otherwise affecting a legal interest or demand.When I grew up the second d
i love you more than death her self as she stands right here in front of me looking at me so beautifully and sweet, speaking to me softly as she whispears in my ear "i love you more than life even those i'm the taker of life i'll give up forever if we can let are lust and sin come undone just for one night here under the stars and the pale moonlite" she take me by my hands hold me close to her as she slowly cresses my face and looks into my eyes i see in her eyes a cold lonly empty soul that has been looking for love all these years she seeks what i seek beauty within the dark. i see in her eyes all she wanted is to live as she look into mine eyes all she saw was death and pain and she know i just wanted peace so my soul can lay to rest and no longer be in pain.. she softly leads and give me a kiss feeling her love passion and fire on her lips and tongue she holds me tight into her arms slolwly draining me of my life as my last breath comes along i say i'll see you soon and siad my fin
so i have to confess i already have Christina Aguilera's new cd. and i like it haha. the first song is great. the second is okay. woohoo is fun.and the next song reminds me of Goldfrapp. But when the album gets slows, it gets boring. but overall I like it.    yeah. thats all i have tonight.
30 Things Porn Has Taught Us All
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It's been a while since i've written anything new. My mind has been blank, the words have refused to come through There have been many thoughts floating around my head Thoughts of hope yet some thoughts of dread. I'm sitting here thinking of words to impart But the words seem to be stuck somewhere down below my heart. I could sit and ramble about the events of my day But that would be boring and you'd look away I could make up a tale thats fascinating and intriguing But it would be nonsense and not worth you reading So instead i'll stop rambling on and on Until the words that i'm seeking come back from where they've gone
The Pasture Test
You Are Flexible You believe that wherever you go, there you are. And you are able to be anywhere. You can easily adapt to changing situations - in fact, you think a little change does you good. You are incredibly observant, and because of this, you are very wise. You have an impressive memory. You are a very visual person. You never forget a face or a scene. The Pasture Test Blogthings: Waste Time at Work!
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Bikini Contest
100,000 entry fee, send me a pic of you in a Bikini, the the one that gets the most votes and comments wins either a auto or bomb (your choice) and a boomerrang!
Dennis Hopper
LOS ANGELES (AP) — Dennis Hopper, the high-flying Hollywood wild man whose memorable and erratic career included an early turn in "Rebel Without a Cause," an improbable smash with "Easy Rider" and a classic character role in "Blue Velvet," has died. He was 74.Hopper died Saturday at his home in the Los Angeles beach community of Venice, surrounded by family and friends, family friend Alex Hitz said. Hopper's manager announced in October 2009 that he had been diagnosed with prostate cancer.The success of "Easy Rider," and the spectacular failure of his next film, "The Last Movie," fit the pattern for the talented but sometimes uncontrollable actor-director, who also had parts in such favorites as "Apocalypse Now" and "Hoosiers." He was a two-time Academy Award nominee, and in March 2010, was honored with a star on Hollywood's Walk of Fame.After a promising start that included roles in two James Dean films, Hopper's acting career had languished as he developed a reputation for thro
Why Do People Have To Ruin Other's Fun
As the title says, am venting, so if you don't want to read this rant, then best to leave now. My fu-hubby and I are on our 4th turf, the last 3 deleted because some asshats had to keep hitlisting and coming into turf and trash talking, basically making sure that we couldn't do anything on mafia. I am sick and fucking tired of so-called adults acting like little kids that think it is fun to beat someone down just because they can. The turf we are in now is getting the same treatment, hitlisted for the hell of it and then keep doing because someone gets rightfully pissed off because was listed for no good reason, just for shits and giggles. Apparently people are thinking because small turf, we don't deserve to be left alone to play the game. Have had people outright tell us to delete because they wouldn't stop fucking with us, they were having fun. All I can say is must be nice to be able to act like an asshole 24/7, because would bet money that these people are just as much of ass
Memorial Day 2010
The soldier stood and faced his God Which must always come to pass He hoped his shoes were shining Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't
Adam And Eve Adam and Eve Eve is the feminine archetype - just as Adam represents the male. Eve carries the frequency of the goddess - creatrix on Earth - the high priestess - the source of creation. She is but a metaphor to help explain the polarity of our reality - the yin energies vs. the male yang energies - Adam. Much has been written about Eve and the metaphoric Garden of Eden. Our DNA genetic codes all trace back to one root source - the Seed of creation carried throughout time by the feminine aspects of this reality. That seed - Eve - Ovum is defined in the sacred geometry of creation and is part of each of us. Adam is the male component. Adam and Eve were the first man and woman created by God according to the Bible and the Quran. The story is told in the Torah's book of Genesis, chapters 2 and 3, with some additional elements in chapters 4 and 5. The main story elements are the creation of man and woman; the temptation and the Fall; th
What Happened To The Beautiful Day?
Give me more time, you said. With this, the sky opened up, and rain started to pour from the darkened clouds. I’m just trying to figure things out, you said. At this, I looked past you, hoping you couldn’t discern the tears from the rain on my face. This will never work, you said. Wanting this, I was more determined than ever you’d see that it really could. I wish I would’ve met you years from now, you said. Hearing this, I wish I could believe it.   The day grew darker, as dusk came on. Then the day finally slipped away as night creeped in. I saw your image fade away into the deep blackness, and I was alone again. Isn’t this the way it always ends? We’ve reached my winter, my end of seasons. When things lay dormant, sleeping, waiting. But Spring will come. You’ll see.
.full Of Wrong Timing.
So to give a little bit of background on this piece.... I was dating someone for a while during my Freshman and Sophomore years of college. I fell in love with him and he decided that he had met me too early in his life, that while he wanted to settle down with me, he needed to join the Marines first... I understood at the time, but then about 2 weeks after we broke up he got his ex girlfriend pregnant. Instead of joining the military and coming back home to me, he decided to "do the right thing" and marry her. They were engaged to be married last August, their daughter was born the previous December... Now, I received a message in April of last year telling me that the unthinkable had happened. Tim had been hit by a car. Absolutely devastated me. So the last bit about always loving him? That's true. I still love him, and I definitely always will and I miss him every. single. day. That's why I have the spoon tattoo. He was big spoon. Okay, now the actual piece of writing haha. I
Lost In Distance
The pages of the torn book and chapter in my life keep turning to ash. Dust to Dust. Drifting away. Nothing Left. Shutting up and leaving behind not a single clue as to what once was in my heart. The feelings are long gone. The memories a distant treasure. My heart long broken. And my life long ago torn. My soul ripped from my body and my breath taken by those who hurt me the most.Though one memory of the past still stands. Still haunts the life I live now. Can I save it? Who knows. They say you never know what you have until it's gone. Been quite some time now and yet I know where my heart resides tho that person will and may never know. I tried to move on thinking that my chance was long ago lost and forgotten. But, maybe I am wrong. I dunno where it leads or may go. Should I risk all I have or jus let it go?
My Core
I am easily gone and hurt to the center of my human flesh. Numbnezz takes over the pain that used to accompany my soul. Severed like the skeleton of my ancestors long ago. My words a whisper to the vengeful souls of life. A painful world of needles we live in and yet I am stuck standing like a statue of cold stone all alone in the wide open. Like a simple minded target for easy prey. No one cares enough to reach out and save me. No one even glances as they pass by. I rott in this prison of my making with each hurtful memory I continue to pile on the bricks of the invisible wall around me. Many try to break through but none are able to succeed. My heart is one of stone and coldnezz. My eyes dark and gray. My mind distant and unknown. And my soul lost to the demon far below. A bitch some call me, others venge upon the blood of those I shed. I have no breath for it was sucked clean out of me by death himself. Can I be saved? Do I still have a chance? I fear not my friends, for we are all
Heart Of A Poet
From the heart of a poetComes words of sorrowJoys withinAnd unseen tomorrowsTears with smiles are beautiful thingsGifts of thoughts to a human beingLessons of loveBe still and waitKindness is patientIt does not takeBut gives to all who hesitatesWho writes the words without mistakesWho needs to feel and needs to show itWhos meaning is real and needs you to know itWhos friendship is sealed above and below itInto and out of the heart of a poet
It’s so hard to look at the last year and look at the present and see how my life is today. I would of never thought in the past 6 months fate would of introduced me to the guy our moms always tell us about. You know the prince in the stories of fairytales, that young girls dream about. I would have to say, of course I was skeptic about having the one, or anyone for that matter. It wasn’t my goal or number one priority. It makes me laugh to think how cliché the saying goes, “you won’t find him until you stop looking.” Well, I stopped looking for anyone and gave myself fully to this thing some call fate. I stumbled into Johnny and thought nothing of it. Over countless hours of conversation daily and tons of laughter we fell in love. He became my craving you know the thing you can’t live without. He is the butter to my bread and all of those perfect match sayings. I can say I am truly in love for the first time in my entire life. Not that puppy lov
That Moment
He walks into the room.  He had been anticipating this time for quite a while, all the while knowing that she had been as well.  He see’s her across the room, through the people that were there.  Their eyes lock, it was a moment that was indescribable.  This is what they had waited for, that moment.  He begins to cross the room, slowly at first and very quickly picking up his pace.  She is shocked by his confidence, how he carries himself, so confident, so there and so right now.  She can hardly move her legs because of the excitement of it all.  But somehow, she finds the strength to pick herself up, and begin walking to him, slowly then as quickly as he is moving.  The finally meet at the center of the room.   For some reason, there are no people there anymore, just the lights that are now dim, and music playing.  He embraces her in his arms with the upmost of strength and confidence.  She can feel immediately, how much he has missed her, how incredible it feels to be in his ar
He sits and looks out across the valley. While staring in amazment at what he see’s before his eyes he wonders what she is thinking.  Is she thinking of him? What is she doing?   Where is she?  He can only imagine.    He is amazed   He then thinks of all that she has said to him.  He thinks of the trust that he has for her.  What her words really mean, and why they mean so much to him.  He thinks of these words because she has given him a gift.  It is that feeling that is down deep, so down deep that it is a surprise to him when it has finally come out.  It has been something that was there all along.  Something indescribable.  So real, so right.   He is amazed   While just sitting and staring off at what God has created, a smile comes across his face.  He has thought of one of the many memories that he has shared with her.  His mind goes back in time to places that he had been, the feelings he had felt, the love that he had shared with her.  The smile is still there, but
What Good Friends I Have
okay now i know ive been off the loop for a minute, by not having alot of female this one chic who i considered my home girl. ok we have everything in common, from kids ages to favorite foods, likes dislikes. etc..   okay now, i have a good heart n will help a friend in need, so now since i babysat her monster 18month old, n couldnt go look for a job those three days, shes yet to have paid me, and she knows i have no job. she just got an 800$ pay check this last week n said it all went for bills but yet she could go to the other side of the state to visit friends??? and another thing i seen her at the store after she got back buying beer n spending atleast 50$ on dumb how couldnt she give me money??   and while i was at the store, she called my man sexy, well she didnt see me infront of him cuz hes really tall, n his back was to her, but apparently she walked in and said hey sexy. then when he turned around she saw me, n had a shocked look on her face.. she k
I Love ..
I love to listen to you talk,as you open up to me,expressing what your feeling,and everything you see. I love they way you listen,and how i know you understand,everything I'm mumbling,and help me through it with your hand. I love how you give me advice,and tell what's on your mind,You always make me fell better,with those things you say, I love the way you help me,Whether is night or day,your always there,every step of the way. I love the way you make me smile,and make me glow with delight,You take away my fears,and make everything alright. I love everything about you,And you'll always be my Friend .. and maybe more,I love the fact we don't know what's in store.
One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.
Lost Love
She sits, gazing at the horizon, waiting, willing it to change. Hoping with all of her heart that she will see the dark spot appear on the sea. But she knows deep down he is gone. She has recieved the letter saying his ship was lost during the battle. She refuses to believe it. This was his last outting. He promised he would return, they would be together forever and build a house right where she now stands overlooking the slowly darkening waters. He promised, and he never breaks his promises. He always comes back and tells her tales of the far off lands and battle he fought in. Such amazing places with ancient statues and castles with wall higher then the tallest tree. Maybe one day he will take her to those places, that would be nice. She steps forward, dreaming of being with her love that will never return. Weeping softly as the sun makes it's final decent into the dark ocean, clutching the letter to her chest she steps off the edge and goes down, down, down, to join her love somewh
Forever Alone...
Sitting in the dark his mind wanders, thinking of days past, of people long gone. Friend and foe alike long gone, memories of loves lost and unrequited. Many regrets pass through as well, places he would have gone. Things he would have done. Sure he could go to those places now, but they are empty and barren not even plants. With nothing but the shadows of the people that once dwelt there. Was this what he wanted when he made the wish? He had no idea how long an eternity was. He has wealth beyond measure, he never has to eat, except to remember the taste. He needs not breath or sleep, he cannot even die. He is immortal. He cries loud and curses the gods, the sky, the sea of darkness around him, the very earth beneath his feet. Anyone that might see him would think he is mad, but noone can, noone will. He is alone and has been for thousands of year, from moments after he made that cursed wish from the lamp he found in his basement. To be young and rich forever was his wish, to never die
And Here I Sit Once More
Here I sit once more, thinking of my life and what I have made out of it ..which is nothing. I wish I could re do it all over again and change somethings.  Like get a career,  take better care of myself. I have no friends to speak of, because I am so anti social only cause I am sick of being judged by family and peers Tired of people who seem to have it all ,  and here I am trying to make sure my family have food on the table and take care of the bills and pray we dont lose this shit hole of a house. I am bitter yes you betcha, am I lonely dam right.  I may have a family but I am still alone here. I feel like im soooooooooooo gawd dam non important, taken advantage, not respected. Soooooooooooooooooooooooo yeah would I if I could start my life over yes  in deed.......would first ask for a new family to grow up mine was nothing but abuse and mental cruelity. All I want is to be loved by a man who respects and appreciates what I have done for him.  I dont want or thi
Let us not underestimate how hard it is to be compassionate. Compassion is hard because it requires the inner disposition to go with others to the place where they are weak, vulnerable, lonely, and broken. But this is not our spontaneous response to suffering. What we desire most is to do away with suffering by fleeing from it or finding a quick cure for it. As busy, active, relevant ministers, we want to earn our bread by making a real contribution. This means first and foremost doing something to show that our presence makes a difference. And so we ignore our greatest gift, which is our ability to enter into solidarity with those who suffer. Those who can sit in silence with their fellowman, not knowing what to say but knowing that they should be there, can bring new life in a dying heart. Those who are not afraid to hold a hand in gratitude, to shed tears in grief and to let a sigh of distress arise straight from the heart can break through paralyzing boundaries and witness the birt
Mistakes Of The Heart
Stepping out into the cold, first time seeing your smile Wrapping my arms around you That first kiss, first of many Feeling the warmth of your lips Holding you in my arms, hearing those words Did they have true meaning, or just empty words As time wore on, they seemed like only words The coldness in your voice No affection in body language You were always wanting, never giving in return Willing to give all for none in return What I get for following a hunch Mistakes in the past, bound to not repeat Was I wrong, yes I was Nothing can change what was said Knife wounds to the core You kept hurling daggers til the end Blind to what was there Always wanting others to love you as well Never satisfied with just one Heart will lie, will never heal Build a wall to protect what's left From your words at the end To destroy what was available for only you.
In Flander's Field
This poem was read every Memorial Day when I was growing up... Means more to me now with the Passing of my Grandfather. So for all of my fellow Brothers and Sisters in Arms that are still in the Service... And for those that are no longer with us.... We Will Remember You. In Flander's Fields by Lieutenant Colonel John McCrae In Flanders fields the poppies blow Between the crosses, row on row, That mark our place; and in the sky The larks, still bravely singing, fly Scarce heard amid the guns below. We are the Dead. Short days ago We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow, Loved, and were loved, and now we lie In Flanders fields. Take up our quarrel with the foe: To you from failing hands we throw The torch; be yours to hold it high. If ye break faith with us who die We shall not sleep, though poppies grow In Flanders fields.
Isotope Separation
thanks for making me feel lessreminding me somehow that there's a need to distressdigressing into depressing delusions, driven to see past the illusions and diabolically demeaning definitions derived from your stereotypical conclusions about the outsides of a woman. you stole my ability to see beyond my imperfections, idolizing idiotic inconsequential portions of my identity only to secretly sequester the parts of me that fit the parts of you so profound and perfectly to their prolific perilous fate.. drowning beneath your disgust and disapproval, disguised in a devilish ruse to help you obtain and abuse the very treasures that trolled yet so well hidden inside of made me trust you and turn myself over, let go of my inhibitions when you didn't want to own them and leave me lay broken in the wake of your indifference and indecisionyou slay me with precisionwe are alike in many a measure, identical properties that perpetuate pleasure and pleasingly plot to unite us as one at least
Paris In Spring Auction
The Taco Test
You Are Endearing You are outgoing and friendly. You always have something to be excited about. You are indulgent and comfort seeking. You enjoy the finer things in life. You are a person of strong taste. You are adventurous in what you like. No one would describe you as hot-headed. You maintain your cool no matter what. The Taco Test Blogthings: Quizzes and Tests and Memes, Oh My!
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All diseases run into one, old age.  -  Ralph Waldo Emerson
Parody Song
Cock Blockingby Andrew QuintanillaHey I'm cock blocking you and your ex,I can't help it that my penis is too small to fix,Can't you realise I don't last long and can't please,I'm cock blocking, I'm cock blockingYou don't have to know I'm jealous,that I am jealous,Baby girl, you know me,that when your with him,I get so so shitty,I know what you do behind my back,I know I can't satisfy,even though he can outdo me,I'm only a minute manI can't go any longer I'm cock blocking you and your ex, I can't help it that my penis is too small to fix, Can't you realise I don't last long and can't please, I'm cock blocking, I'm cock blockingI try to control, But you ignore,I whine about when it hurts,Even during rough sex,I wished you know,Why I can't be Orgasmo, When will you listen,But your too strong for meAm I too much of a pussy,Cause I will admit it,Come on and tell me,I could only last so little,Am I right or wrongAnd I'm cock blocking you and your ex,I can't help it that my penis is too sm
This Is Me..saying Good-bye
This time you broke me tore me apart and left me all spoke to me of paradise in shangri-la..I gave into all your lies..I looked at things in a different view..I changed my ways and all my life..I changed for you and you broke my said good-bye as you walked said my illness was all my fault..still i don't know kept taking..I kept giving..I refuse to be let it get to let your words beat me time i will know how to this is me saying my last words..and good bye
Micro Chip Implant Allows Terrorists To Speak To God
THE PATRIOTIC MICRO CHIP - is intended to be implanted in terrorists. The implant is specifically designed to be injected in the forehead.  When properly installed, it will allow the one implanted, to speak to God. It comes in various sizes:   The exact size of the implant will be selected by a well-trained and highly ski
I've buried myself with infilictions of pain..This downward spiral..Where do I begin..I've come unto crossroads..No way seems right to me..My past haunts me every night..This constalation is a manipulation..Of all the pain and fear I possess..It's buried so deep within..My head spinning..I'm running rampidly..But there is no escape..In the prison of my own making..This is me..And this is MY NIGHTMARE.
There is a million ways I could tell you..The feelings I have are true..There is a million words I could say..Only at the wake of the horizon..An angel finds a way..When I taste your Lips..And touch your skin..No words could ever begin..To truely explain..How I am feeling..Your Just so Amazing
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Did you feel the sting? As I walked away. Did it tear right thru you? Like a hurricane. Where you drowned in the thing that you called Love. Where it left you broken hearted. Looking like a fool. Still trying to hold on. Still risking all you have to save it. Only it's all just a simple minded memory. Gone and forgotten. Just flicked away in the glint of the horizon.
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I am so tired of being here. Your presence is long ago lost. Time cannot erase what has been done. I am bound and stricken by all your lies. Hearing your faded words. They scramble thru my hopeless and confused mind. Needing a new direction. Slashing thru the nakedness.
Home Depot
Men's Age as Determined by a Trip to Home Depot You are in the middle of some kind of project around the house- mowing the lawn, putting in a new fence, painting the living room, or whatever. You are hot and sweaty, covered in dirt or paint.  You have your old work clothes on. You know the outfit - shorts with the hole in the crotch, old T-shirt with a stain from who knows what, and an old pair of tennis shoes. Right in the middle of this great home improvement project you realize you need to run to Home Depot to get something to help complete the job.Depending on your age you might do the following:       In your 20's: Stop what you are doing.  Shave, take a shower, blow dry your hair, brush your teeth, floss, and put on clean clothes.  Check yourself in the mirror and flex.  Add a dab of your favorite cologne because you
You Are My Father
I will not look at this as a goodbye.I will not allow the sorrow of this event to destroy me.I will embrace what you have taught me through theyears and carry that with me.You have not died. You will forever be a part of my life,and through me you will forever be a part of mychildren's as well. We are your legacy.I am proud to have had you in their lives.I hope they inherit your charm, your good nature, and yourcharisma. I know with your influence they will grow tobecome good men.You have raised me to the best of your abilityand for that I want to thank you.Thank you for being kind, thank you for being stronger thanyou know, and most of all, thank you for loving us.You have inspired me to live life to the fullest,and never back down.I will not be taken over by the anger andfrustration of your loss.Instead, I will remember the days when I was youngand you were my hero.I will see you in my dreams.There you will forever be healthy and strong.In time, I hope to embrace your freedom, freedo
Just A Call ( Very Emotional To Me)
Just a call RIP FRANK PINK (I love you daddy) Oct. 28, 1960 – Aug 10, 2001   I never knew what it meant to be alone, Until I lost you, I wish I could pick up the phone, Dial your number, “Hey daddy it’s me!” I wish it was that easy, But it’s not. I dial your number and stop. You won’t answer, you can’t Its silent “...BEEP...” “This phone number is no longer in service” It hurts like a stab in the chest, 9 years have went so fast, I wish I could call you and ask you about your day. Just to make sure you’re
Rhythmic Hearts
Two heartsBeatingInches apart,A cadenceWith hypnoticRhythm. I can't tellWhich beatIs mineOr whichIs yours.The tempo changes,From allegro to vivace,As our bodies entwine.We're lost in the moment,We've conquered time. Poem By Tammy C.
A Knowing Smile
Carefully,Yet with an inner strengthI'd give my right arm to possess,He gave me a smile,A true smile,One that knows how I feelThough I try to hide it.The kind of smile thatIs like a wonderful spear,It pierces my weakness,The darkness I cower in,And melts it.A smile that shines likethe glorious sunIn winter. A smile I see when I close my eyes. Poem By Tammy C.  
    I can't find the rhyme in all my reason I've lost sense of time and all seasons I feel I've been beaten down By the words of men who have no grounds I can't sleep beneath the trees of wisdom When your ax has cut the roots that feed them Forked tongues in bitter mouths Can drive a man to bleed from inside out What if you did? What if you lied? What if I avenge? What if eye for an eye? I've seen the wicked fruit of your vine Destroy the man who lacks a strong mind Human pride sings a vengeful song Inspired by the times you've been walked on My stage is shared by many millions Who lift their hands up high because they feel this We are one We are strong The more you hold us down the more we press on What if you did? What if you lied? What if I avenge? What if eye for an eye? I know I can't hold the hate inside my mind 'Cause what consumes your thoughts controls your life So I'll just ask a question What if? What if your words could be judged like a crime?
A portal to a world unknown A lonely Heart tattered and torn Swept away by promises broken In a world where lies have been spoken Never to trust again Never to be whole again Standing in a world of tattered dreams Everything falls apart at the seems Trust is no longer there A coldness fills the air As he sits with that cold blank Stare.
A sub must have the strength to bow to her master and to obey his every command   A sub must have the heart to stand by her masters side as however he sees fit weather it be as His Bitch, His Slut, His Slave, His Lover, His Girlfriend, and even as His Wife if that is what pleases him   A sub must not fight her master and if she does she must have the strength to accept his punishment and know in her heart that it is out of love and not out of anger.
Science Vs Religion
________________________________Let me explain the problem science has with religion.' The, atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of his new students to stand...'You're a Christian, aren't you, son?'  'Yes sir,' the student says.  'So you believe in God?'  'Absolutely. ‘‘Is God good?'  'Sure! God's good.' 'Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?'  'Yes'  'Are you good or evil?'  'The Bible says I'm evil.' The professor grins knowingly... 'Aha! The Bible! He considers for a moment.'Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you can cure him.You can do it. Would you help him? Would you try?''Yes sir, I would.''So you're good...!''I wouldn't say that.' 'But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if you could.Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't.'  The student does not answer, so the professor continues. 'He doesn't, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even though he prayed
To Hear
I hear a heart beatingA dream lives onAlways seekingFrom a seed sown. Reaching forwardTo a new soundListening carefullyTo those all around. Traveling onwardAnd never retreatingA dream lives onI hear a heart beating.
I dont know what to do anymore. I have argued with my husband so many times over him lying to me its not funny. He calls his ex wife the same things he calls me and he asks her for pic. of herself. He tells me he wont do it again and he does. He tells me that he wont do something and he does under a diff. name thinking I wont find out. I just dont know what to do anymore. I mean I still love him but its getting harder and harder to trust him. Im 24 wks. preg. and I cant stand to be this frustruated. I'm puzzled on what to do.
First Time For Everything....
Well We are in Indiana on Vacation, Having a great time btw, My hubby, the kids and I went out to eat today, I am use to seeing soldiers everywhere, in the stores, just about everywhere, you get use to it, and yes i do love it lol...but when you go to some areas you dont see soldiers, like where we are in indiana, the closest Post is about an 1 hour away, I was coming out of the resturant and there was a soldier in uniform getting out of his car, I had my "ARMY WIFE" tshirt on, he comes up to me, and says, "I have to shake your hand" I know my mouth fell as far to the floor as it could, I said, um, ok, but only if i can shake yours, he smiled and said, I think I can do that, we each thanked each other for a very special but hard job....It was the highlight of my day....I do NOT expect my hand to get shaked because im an army wife, its a job i love and take in with pride, no matter how damn hard it can be...and never did i put myself in the same group as the is hard, but
Only Ourselves
To wish it differentOr to remain the sameThe paths we have chosenOnly ourselves can we blame. With the many difficultiesIn this life we must faceThe trials and strugglesThat daily take place. Do we focus to do betterWith all that we claimWe each make our destinyOnly ourselves can we blame.

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