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My Heart Skips A Beat
My Heart Skips a Beat (by me) My heart skips a beat when I think of youMy heart skips a beat when I get a message from youMy heart skips a beat when when the phone rings hoping it is youMy heart skips a beat when I hear your voice in my earMy heart skips a beat when my eyes gaze apon youMy heart skips a beat when when my fingers touch yours My heart skips a beat when I hold you in my armsMy heart skips a beat when I stroke your beautiful hairMy heart skips a beat when I touch your beautiful faceMy heart skips a beat when my lips touch your lipsMy heart skips a beat when my hands caress your bodyMy heart skips a beat when I lay down next to youMy heart skips a beat when I make sweet love to youMy heart skips a beat when I fall a sleep with you in my armsMy heart skips a beat when I wake up next to youMy heart skips a beat when I watch you walk awayMy heart skips a beat when I think of you

Once Again
You my beautiful,Are now tears formed in my eyes,To see so much pain,Should make any man cry. If my arms could hold,And slowly set you at ease.Help cast away this darkness,All this misery you see. To bring your heart back out,Of all the dark its in.And let that smile shine,Shine so beautifully again. My dreams and wishes for you,Are from nothing but my heart.When I see that smile come from you,Then once again a love will start.

Stupid Encounter #35 (this Is A Sb)
To Cobra1846: THAT WAS AN EPIC COME BACK TYCobra1846: so go talk to a whore you might learn somethinTo Cobra1846: AND TO BE HONEST WITH YOU ANYONE OVER LEVEL 10 WITHOUT A SALUTE IS NOT WORTH A PROFILE READ IF I WANTED TO GET TO KNOW A FAKE I'D RUN DOWN TO THE CORNER AND TALK TO A WHORECobra1846: well now ya damn well know not to send me shitTo Cobra1846: YES LIKE IM GOING TO READ YOUR PROFILE DUDE... I SEE THEM SCROLLING I LEAVE A LINK NOW IF IT WAS IN YOUR NAME I WOULD HAVE SEEN IT AND NOT DONE IT OR IN YOUR STATS... BUT WHEN IM PROMOTING IM NOT READING PROFILESCobra1846: learn to read a damn profileCobra1846: if you weren't so fucking ignorant we wouldn't have this problemTo Cobra1846: WELL IM SORRY YOU CANT BRODEN YOUR HORIZON NOT MY PROB DUDECobra1846: READ MY FUCKING PROFILE ABOUT LOUNGES AND THEN CAUSE MY BRILLANCE SCARED HIM I GOT THIS:

I Want You
I want to touch your body Feel your nakedness Wrap my legs around you Cover you with my kiss I want to feel you close Your skin pressed to mine Run your hands down me Slide a finger inside I am wet with desire Trembling from your touch Pulling you against me Needing you so much Send me to my knees I'll swallow you with my lips Bring you to the edge Running my tongue to the tip I want to climb on top of you Slide you deep inside Kiss and caress my breasts Body and soul collide Every inch and every place I want to kiss, touch explore I fall over the edge with you My body wanting more. Melissa Lay 3-15-2010

Exile....no Comment...
When I get home, babe, gonna light your fire All day I've been thinkin' about you, babe You're my one desire Gonna wrap my arms around you Hold you close to me Oh, babe I wanna taste your lips I wanna fill your fantasy, yeah I don't what I'd do without you, babe Don't know where I'd be You're not just another lover No, you're everything to me Ev'rytime I'm with you, baby I can't believe it's true When you're layin' in my arms And you do the things you do You can see it in my eyes I can feel it in your touch You don't have to say a thing Just let me show how much I love you, I need you, yeah I wanna kiss you all over And over again I wanna kiss you all over Till the night closes in Till the night closes in Stay with me, lay with me, holding me, loving me, baby Here with me, near with me, feeling you close to me, baby So show me, show me ev'rything you do 'cause baby no one does it quite like you I love you, I need you, oh, babe I wanna kiss you all over And over again I wanna k

Just Some Thoughts
Hmmm... I just got off work, ripped some pictures from my awesome girlfriend and listening to Disturbed. Now don't ask me what posessed me to think of this, but I had a few thoughts that just went thru my head and I thought that I might share them with you all. Now, don't get me wrong... I have nothing against marijuana at all. I personally don't do drugs nor drink, but I will -never- date another woman who insists on smoking weed every day. I thought I could handle it, and for the most part I really did try.... but in the end, it started to be too much. I wonder if I tried to tollerate it because I loved her, or to try and prove that I could actually do it? I really can't say, but I learned a lesson from that one. I have NEVER dated an alcoholic, and I -NEVER- will. Period. End of story. I have a profound hatred for alcohol, and I make it well known as my woman found out this past weekend. She has a bottle of kalhua(sp) on her computer desk, and she knows exactl

The Rain
My self disapline is delutedI water myself downI cant see through this rainfallall I hear is the pelting soundsThis storm is never endingLighting stikes apon my touchI will no longer keep defendingA person who will not give enoughBear your soul to meand I will stop the painI am the only mother of natureOnly I will clear the rain

Little Sally
Little Sally came home from school with a smile on her face and told her mother, 'Frankie Brown showed me his willy today in the playground!' Before the mother could raise a concern, Sally went on to say, 'It reminded me of a peanut.' Relaxing with a hidden smile, Sally's Mum asked, 'Really small, was it?' Sally replied, 'No... Salty.' Mum fainted.

Comes The Dawn
After a while you learn the subtle differenceBetween holding a hand and chaining a soul,And you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning And company doesn’t mean security,And you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contractsAnd presents aren’t promises,And you begin to accept your defeatsWith your head up and your eyes openWith the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child,And you learn to build all your roads on today,Because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans,And futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.After a while you learnThat even sunshine burns if you get too much.So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.And you learn that you really can endure...That you really are strong,And you really do have worth.And you learn and learn...With every goodbye you learn.

Can Only Wait.... To Be Hole Again.
Can only wait.... to be hole againThe sun lay upon my skin but i can not feel my arms to enjoy it.The wind may blow across my back but I can not feel its biting breath.The rain may fall upon my face but I can not feel it tears of sorrow. The thunder may clap loudly in the sky but i can not hear its cry's.My body may lay upon my chair but my sole has gone with my love. My heart lay within my chest but it does not beat.My lungs continue to take in air but i feel as if I am drowning in tears.My soul i can hear weep across the winds of time but I can not reach it. I lay unmoving awaiting my loves return.His kiss upon my lips and his welcome embrace.The whisper of promised love and a life we have shared for so long. I can only await for the moment I have become hole again. A long awaited dream that only breakes my heart more.My love stong, my will stronger yet, but his has gone.My arms will remain empty with time as well as my heart.as i'm cast down the Oubliette of time to be forgotten, le

None But You
Who's voiceHas brought me to tearsWho's faceHas unleashed my fears. Who's heartHas had mine wonWho's eyesShine like the sun. Who's mindDo I hope I'm always thereWho's soulDo I feel that really cares. I hope deep in my heartYou feel this tooBecause my heart knows no loveExcept for loving you.

This Years Census, Pass This To Alll Of Ur Friends, Ty
This is brilliant & I'm delighted to pass it along. Lets see how far we can get it to go.Sending a Message with the Census:I haven't gotten my letter from the Census Bureau yet asking me to fill out the questionnaire. But when I do fill it out, I'll use it to send a message.Fully one-quarter of the space on this year's form is taken up with questions of race and ethnicity, which are clearly illegitimate and none of the government's business (despite theNew York Times ' assurances to the contrary on today's editorial page). So until we succeed in building the needed wall of separation between race and state, I have a proposal. Question 9 on the census form asks "What is Person 1's race?" (and so on, for other members of the household). Lying in this constitutionally mandated process is wrong. Really — don't do it.Instead, we should answer Question 9 by checking the last option — "Some other race" — and writing in "American." It's a truthful answer but at the same time

Very Good Advice
The following are ways to live by: 1. Compliment three people every day. 2. Watch a sunrise at least once a year. 3. Be the first to say, "Hello". 4. Live beneath your means. 5. Treat everyone like you want to be treated. 6. Never give up on anybody. Miracles happen. 7. Forget the Joneses. 8. Never deprive someone of hope. It may be all he has. 9. Pray not for things, but for wisdom and courage. 10. Be tough-minded but tenderhearted. 11. Be kinder than necessary. 12. Don't forget, a person's greatest emotional need is to feel appreciated. 13. Keep your promises. 14. Learn to show cheerfulness, even when you don't feel like it. 15. Remember that overnight success usally takes about 15 years. 16. Leave everything better than you found it. 17. Remember that winners do what losers don't want to do. 18. When you arrive at your job in the morning, let the first thing you say brighten everyone's day. 19. Don't rain on other people's parades. 20. Never waste an opportunit

As We Grow Up...
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't suppose to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your b3est friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

A Funny Joke :)
Bill is a nice guy who has a great job, a nice house, and is generally a happy guy. Everything is going along fine, until one day as he gets out of bed, he hears a voice in his head… “Quit your job. Sell your House. Go to Las Vegas.” He kind of shakes his head and ignores this voice, finishes getting ready, and heads for work. The next morning at the exact same time, he hears the voice again… “Quit your job. Sell your House. Go to Las Vegas.” He again shrugs it off and ignores it, and heads for work. This continues every day that week, over and over. “Quit your job. Sell your House. Go to Las Vegas.” The next week, this voice comes every hour… “Quit your job. Sell your House. Go to Las Vegas.” “Quit your job. Sell your House. Go to Las Vegas.” He’s getting a bit worried and beginning to doubt his sanity, but continues to ignore it. The week after that, the voice comes every minute. “Quit your job. Sell your House. Go to Las Vegas.” “Quit your job. Sell your

Happy St. Patt's Day? All Snakes Day Is Closer.
Today, folks all over will wear green and hoist a pint in honor of "Saint" Patrick (who was never actually canonized a saint, btw). But if you ask them about the man they celebrate, they actually know very little. "Didn't he drive the snakes out of Ireland?" Well, not literally. In fact, snakes are not, nor have they ever been, indigenous to Ireland.ST. PATRICK & THE DRUIDS OF IRELANDPatrick was a Christian priest whose job it was to convert the population of Ireland to Christianity.. The Druids, however, stood in his way. The Druids were very important people in Ireland at that time, and their symbol was the Snake of Wisdom. Druids could be priests of the old religion of Ireland, but there were also much more. One part of the Druid class were the "Bards", whose job it was to remember all of the history of the people, as well as to record current events. Because the Irish Celts did not rely on a written language, everything had to be memorized. Bards were poets and musicians, and used

Welcome To Liberty City
Artist CommentIt took me 9 days to finish the painting of my friend Jasmine, and made her into the Grand Theft Auto: The Ballad Of Gay Tony (fanart) game cover art. Thus I had received lot of messages requested from game site, GameRadar.com about this artwork and my other GTA IV artwork. I was totally ignored at time. Life's too busy to make money! I'm glad Jasmine really love this piece of artwork I drew her. She didn't really had a gun, I added glove and add a gun on her. She really didn't pretend like she was holding something. I used my mind creating like she was holding a gun. Her hands are very tricky and hard to draw sometime, but glad I've finished the painting in 9 days. But never submit for any other commercial site or game site as such as like Gamespot, and Newgrounds. Don't mess with her. She got gun and she will kick ya'll ass! LIBERTY CITY POLICE DEPT.Jasmine DrakeSex: FemaleRace: White/CauasianWeight: UnknownHeight: 5'4 - 5'5Eyes: Dark Blue/HazelAge: 24 - 27Hair: Blo

One
If I had only one breath,Would it be for you?If I could look one last time,Would my eyes be yours to? If my last thought beloned to you,Would it make it to your soul?If my heart could beat only once,Would you ever know? Abeauty like yours ever so rare,I should offer you nothing less.If only I could see you each day,My eyes would never rest.

The Slaughter Rule
As written, the current health care bill before Congress already is guaranteed to face serious constitutional challenges on enumerated powers, 5th Amendment racial discrimination and unequal state treatment. Now the White House seems determined to add a whole new reason courts will throw out Obamacare on sight. Director of the Stanford Constitutional Law Center at Stanford Law School and former federal judge Michael McConnell explains: "To become law- hence eligible for admentment via reconciliation- the Senate health-care bill must actually be signed into law. The Constitution speaks directly to how that is done. According to Article I, Section 7, in order for a "Bill" to "become a Law" it "shall have passed the House of Representatives and the Senate" and be "presented to the President of the United States" for signature or veto. Unless a bill actually has "passed" both Houses, it cannot be presented to the president and cannot become a law. To be sure, each House o

Someday
Someday your dreams will be about me,And your morning smile will call my name.My heart longs to make your days brighter,And darkness for you will never be the same. My heart longs to make yours whole,And to fill its empty space.To fill your life with laughter,And always see a smile on yor face. So if I offered you these things,And you give me yur heart so true.I would give you these things,And forever my heart would belong to you.

Find The One....
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...

Hutch And Relationships
I don't really see finding anyone tobe my soul mate onhere but if I do thats great but I do hope to find many a good friends that one day I may by chance actually meet in person. then we could see what happens from there or not but it would be fun to meet all the people we put down as friends and family curious things we are.

Hardy Har Har? Yes Indeed!
*pre-cursor* Please note that person below rates default pic a 1 for no reason at all.'Rogue Of SER RL MARRIED' wrote the following at '2010-03-17 01:20:39' how nice of you...thanks for the points asshat 'Dustin' wrote the following at '2010-03-17 01:22:38' your welcome so whats a ass hat?my reply an asshat is someone with their head up their ass.And he never replied after this...you think I hurt his poor widdle feelins? All I did was thank him *smirks*

Stepping Out
Who am ITo speak such wordsTo make one feelTo disappearTo be aloneI step out into the lightHold my hand out to myselfTo bring me from my kneesMaking myself cryHolding onto my lifeLooking at the pastTo find nothing that has becomeTo look away makes it that much harderI stand appond the cracks Where my words followTo speak now is to be contentFor who I am, For what I amAm I ready?

Poem Of The Apache
A million stars were glowing underneath a poet's moon And the desert's shadows watched as I drove by. A gypsy wind was blowing a relentless feral tune As it swept the thunderheads across the sky. I had overtaken midnight; I was in my car alone While driving through the Arizona night. Across the lonely flatlands, no other headlights shone. My speeding car: the desert's only sight. Then the gypsy wind stopped blowing, as though turned off by a switch, And I got this eerie feeling deep inside. Then, from my car, I heard a sound that squealed with alien pitch And the engine in my car just simply died. The Firebird coasted to a stop; I mouthed a silent curse And knew that I was stranded and alone Some eighty miles from nowhere and, to make the matter worse, No way that I could get there on my own. I stepped outside and listened to the silence of the night And wondered why the wind had ceased to blow. Then I saw this cloud formation touch the ground off to my right And approach

My Wolves
White Wolf, Black Wolf, Black Wolf, White I wish I may, I wish I might choose the right Wolf to feed tonight One Wolf, Two Wolf Wolves I see both are hungry both are ME Black Wolf, White Wolf, White Wolf , Black let it be hands not stumps I draw back White Wolf, Black Wolf Black Wolf, White one is DARK and one is LIGHT Black Wolf, White Wolf White Wolf, GREY !? feed the right Wolf turn not away White Wolf, Black Wolf Black Wolf, White which to feed he Dark or The Light? One Wolf, Two Wolf Wolves I see both are hungry both are ME

Darkest Hour
Megadeth - In my Darkest Hour In my hour of need, Ha, no, you're not there And though I reached out for you, Wouldn't lend a hand Through the darkest hour, grace did not shine on me Feels so cold, very cold, No one cares for me Did you ever think I get lonely? Did you ever think that I needed love? Did you ever think, stop thinking You're the only one that I'm thinking of? You'll never know how hard I tried To find my space and satisfy you too Things will be better when I'm dead and gone Don't try to understand, knowing you, I'm probably wrong But oh, how I lived my life for you, Still you'd turn away Now, as I die for you, My flesh still crawls as I breathe your name All these years,I thought I was wrong, Now I know it was you Raise you head, raise your face, your eyes, Tell me who you think you are? I walk, I walk alone To the promised land There's a better place for me But it's far, far away Everlasting life for me In a perfect world But I gotta die first, Please god send me on m

What Is This?
I hear your name. My heart skips a beat. I feel emptiness by my side. My body is isolated from your touch. You are far, I ache. An urge pulses through my veins. Chills run down my skin. I can no longer stay still. I search for you. My feet moving closer to you. You stand before me. I look in your eyes, I am home. I reach out pulling you close. The emptiness disappearing. Filling me with comfort. Your touch warms my cold skin. I hold you closer. My body relaxes. I have you now. I cannot stay away from you. What is this feeling? Is it love? Written By Metessa

Whoring Streets
"Whoring Streets" Is there anybody here who hears me Crying? I'm dying Is there anybody here, When it's over? Over I'm just passin' the time, wonderin' How you people will ever survive whor- Ing down your whoring streets, killing You while you're killing me It's time, to show all you people You'll never survive Whoring down your whoring street Killing you while you're killing me. Is there anybody here who hears me Crying? I'm dying Is there anybody here, When it's over? Over I'm just passin' the time, wonderin' How you people will ever survive whor- Ing down your whoring streets, killing You while you're killing me It's time, to show all you people You'll never survive Whoring down your whoring street Killing you while you're killing me. Killing you while you're killing me. Whoring down your whoring street Killing you while you're killing me. Is there anybody here who hears me Crying? I'm dying The End- Scars On Broadway

Save You
Simple Plan - Save You Take a breathI pull myself togetherJust another step till I reach the doorYou’ll never know the way it tears me up inside to see youI wish that I could tell you somethingTo take it all awaySometimes I wish I could save youAnd there’re so many things that I want you to knowI won’t give up till it’s overIf it takes you forever I want you to knowWhen I hear your voiceIts drowning in a whisperIt’s Just skins and bonesThere’s nothing left to takeNo matter what I do I can’t make you feel betterIf only I could find the answerTo help me understandSometimes I wish I could save youAnd there’re so many things that I want you to knowI wont give up till it’s overIf it takes you forever I want you to knowThat if you fall, stumble downI’ll pick you up off the groundIf you lose faith in youI’ll give you strength to pull throughTell me you won't give up cause I’ll be waiting if you fallOh you know I&rsqu

Beauty Runs
How deep her beauty runs,Someday I hope to know.Through this ones eyes,It must go clear to her soul. Her words of love ring true,When I saw her on this day.I hope like the springs morning sun,Her beauty shines more everyday. In her heart the love she seeks,I truely hope this she does find.Because for this beauty named Hayden,Her heart is a beautiful as her mind.

News Story
I just read this news story about a woman who wants to make it into the Guiness Book, for being the fattest woman. That in itself wasn't amazing, it was the end of the article where they mentioned that men paid money to watch her eat fast food on her website. Here I was trying to lose weight, no wonder I don't have any money LOL. I wonder if people would pay to watch me eat... guess it would depend on what I was eating *wicked grin*

Diamond Rio - I Believe
Every now and then soft as breath upon my skin I feel you come back again And it's like you haven't been gone a moment from my side Like the tears were never cried Like the hands of time are holding you and me And with all my heart I'm sure we're closer than we ever were I don't have to hear or see, I've got all the proof I need There are more than angels watching over me I believe, I believe Chorus That when you die your life goes on It doesn't end here when you're gone Every soul is filled with light It never ends and if I'm right Our love can even reach across eternity I believe, I believe Forever, you're a part of me Forever, in the heart of me And I'll hold you even longer if I can The people who don't see the most Say that I believe in ghosts And if that makes me crazy, then I am 'Cause I believe There are more than angels watching over me I believe, I believe

Morons
they think they can mess with me even sent one of there low level losers to downrate me 1's he's called mkeenan he even had the balls to tell me to go kill myelf i mean serioulsy what are they thinking mkeenan: take ur beating like a man and walk awaymkeenan: gotta suck to be all alonemkeenan: still noonemkeenan: bitchmkeenan: just go kill your selfmkeenan: d-bagmkeenan: i hope somkeenan: anoyed yetmkeenan: i got a big bottle so i am good to gomkeenan: you see all i do is drink and talk shitmkeenan: and then i will be back and we can start all over againmkeenan: i will be kicked off here befor they get here if they are realmkeenan: ha ha fuckermkeenan: you have no friendsmkeenan: oh so sadmkeenan: not one rate on my shitmkeenan: where are thes friendsmkeenan: fagmkeenan: bitchmkeenan: kinda like how i fuck your mom all nightmkeenan: now i am gonna do this all nightmkeenan: i was gonna stop but you couldnt let a dead dog liemkeenan: under ur skin a bitmkeenan: am i starting to get to y

Sugardaddy/roomate Application
SugarDaddy Application! Please fill out the below application if you want to be a Sugar Daddy for this person. (To be taken very seriously) Copy and paste into a message for me.... ***HUGS N KISSES*** Name: ___________________ Age: ____________________ Phone: ___________ Occupation: ____________________ Height______ Weight______ Single(Y/N)___ How often do u wanna have sex?(check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible_ How long can u last? (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ all nite___ other (how long?)_____ How long is your....member (when erect! lol) ________ Do u like Giving oral sex? (Y/N)___ What could you do for me that no one else could?: While having sex, what do u do? (place "X" in all appropriate boxes) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ List three positions u like:1.2.3. What is ur preferred pace? (place "X" i

Broken
Alone Here I sit, Thinking, Crying, All While Its Sinking In. I Look Inside Myself, What Do I See? I See A Hole. The Cold Grip Of Loneliness Grips Tight. I Try To Fight, But The Hole Consumes Everything I am. What Is This Hole?? Over And Over I Ask. No Answer... Still Alone I Sit, Thinking Of The Past, Present, Future...Will It Ever Change?? Why Am I Broken So?? Then It Hits Me, This Hole Is Nothing More Than The Loneliness That Consumes Me Can I fix It??? No One Knows, Faith In Myself Is All I Have, Then She Appears, Is She Real?? Is She My Cure?? She Glows About Feeling The Darkness In With Her Warmth, Her Light Of Hope. She Motions Me To Her, I Go Forth, She Begins To Walk. I Follow, She Begins To Leave Me Behind, I quicken My Pace, She Still Seems To Be Gaining I Begins To Run, She Fades Into The Darkness... Alone Here I Sit...Broken The End- BuddahTheKlown

Life/thoughts
If you are resisting life's goodness, then working harder at it will push that goodness farther away. Instead learn to let go and to allow. Simply generating more activity and energy will not help you if that energy is pointed in a negative direction. Choose to re-direct all the energy and awareness in your life toward those things you value most. If the results you are getting fail to bring fulfillment, do not seek to merely create more results. Instead find the path that truly your purpose. There is nothing to be gained from making life needlessly difficult. See the truth that life is beautiful, and align your energy and your actions with your very own expression of the truth. When you let yourself be yourself, richness flows easily and effortlessly and naturally through every moment. Your greatest accomplishments come from who you are. Let yourself be yourself. And you'll be as rich as anyone can ever be.

How Can It Be?
How can it be that you can love so much but also be hurt so bad? How can one person completely disregard another person as if they were nothing? How can a totally different person care for those they dont even know and put those people above themselves? For these answers you look inside yourself. Ive looked inside me and i have found that i love wholeheartedly, i hold hope for myself and others. Yet i also found i tend to get hurt easier and worse then those around me. I am willing to go out of my way to help those in need and forget myself completely. I rather see those other people get the help they need then myself. Sometimes i feel people take that love, nurture, care, and hope for granted. They never stop and look at what they are doing, or who they are hurting. They never realize the love they were given til they lose it for good. I have also seen inside myself that i tend to forgive for things people should not be forgiven for. I leave myself to wonder what if i would have sai

Fuck Everyone
....If you think I'm nice, or think I'm "awesome" or whatever little story you have going on in your head. You're fucking delusional. I seriously fucking hate everyone, you may be a "friend" or whatever the fuck it is you consider yourself in you head to me. But I have serious fucking new's for you... You aren't!!! There are four people that I would drop everything I was doing and help/spend time with/do anything for/or hang out with, at the drop of a hat. Other people I "make time for". You make think you're the most awesome person I know, but I hate to break it to you, you're really fucking not... You take no consideration into how I feel, who I feel for, what I want to feel... It's all about you, you and you... So I say to thee, fuck off mother fuckers! You may not understand this diatribe of a rant, you may think you know what it's about, but I can tell you this... YOU REALLY FUCKING DON"T. So to reiterate my final point of this. FUCK YOU ALL, YOU COCK S

Reminded
Sitting here I was reminded of the reasons why I lust you your smile, the way it teased at me seductivley your laugh, the way it tempted me your eyes the way they seemed to hypnotize me remided of the resasons why I love you your smile, and the way it brings such life into me your laugh and the way it seemed to make everything ok your eyes how they always sem to read my thoughts Standing here now i can only think of the reasons why i have to let you go your smile and the way it confuses me your laugh and the way it seems to mock me your eyes

Stay Human By Michael Franti & Spearhead
Starvation is a creation of the devila rebelI'm bringin' food to the people like a widowbrinin' flowers to a grave in the middleof the city isolation is a riddleto be surrounded by a million other peoplebut feel alone like a tree in the desertdried up like the skin of a lizardbut full of color like the spots of a leoparddrum and bass pull me in like a sheperdscratch my itch like a needle on a recordfull of life like a man gone to Meccasky high like an eagle up soaringI speak low but I'm like a lion roaringbaritone like a Robeson recordin'I'm giving thanks for bein' human every morning...(chorus)Because the streets are alive with the sound of Boom Bapcan I hear it once again!Boom Bap tell your neighbor tell a friendevery box gotta right to be boomin'because the streets are alive with the sound of Boom Bapcan I hear it once again!Boom Bap tell your neighbor tell a friendevery flower got a right to be bloomin'!Stay Human!Be resistantthe negativity we keep it at a distanceca

Replaceable
I go threw the motions today like its just another day. I got you on my mind. My visions a haze. I have defiantly seen better days. You move on. Talking about memories. This is that part where I get something in my eye. Your with her I understand. You where the better man. You long for me in every thing you do. Deep down you have this wild side. This side that she never could abide. She could never hold a candle to you. A comment from you. Or maybe that’s just how I heard it. It doesn’t matter, you got what you want. There goes that emotional shatter. You’ve watched me die inside enough times to see this is the way it should be. No good for you is what I’ll continue to be. To much to contain. An adventure every day. Another thing you say. No I didn’t just hear it that way. You miss me you wont lie. Yet still I lay here and I die. Emotional shatter. Watch the life of me as it quickly splatters. Like paint on canvas. This is the way it’s suppose to

Hate
You always second guessed or questioned everything I say or do...... Start arguing over nothing when things are going fine..... Treat me like a leper and alienate me like if I was gonna do something to you...... Always saying I was doing something when I'm with you 24/7....... But now I see who you really are!!! Blaming me for cheating when it was you!!!!! Doing stuff online when it was you!!!! Treating you like shit??? No you were treating me Like shit when all I did was try to make you happy, and my kids, acted like they were a nusciance when they weren't doing nothing but be lol kids playing!!! Then acting like I'd do something to you when you are the one that called me asshole to me in front of my kids verbally abusing me a hitting me when I just wanted to hug you...... All just because you were seeing some dumb fuck behind my back while I was living with you!! But fuck you bitch you godamn cunt!!!! You wanted to marry me and shit?? But you miss and love Tony Febles?

Fail
P { MARGIN: 0px } UL { MARGIN-TOP: 5px; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 5px } OL { MARGIN-TOP: 5px; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 5px } One simple word... Taken the wrong way. One hesitated action... Can be punished. I am expected to know you... In all things. Perceiving what comes next... Though you don't understand me. The gentle teasing I might do... My humor. How I try to make you smile... And FAIL. How many more times... Until I stop trying? Giving and learning who you are... And yet never knowing at all.

Wtf
why does it always to have end up with someone getting hurt? at the begining i asked please dont hurt me ive been through a lot an my heart cant take it getting hurt anymore an they reply dont worry i wont ever hurt you an they end up not wanting to talk an is already talking to there new "fav" friend. why do they say they really like you an get jealous over you hanging out with friends an then the next thing you know they dont want to talk to you anymore? WTF!!!!! seriously why does this always happen to me i am always getting my fucking heart broken by fucking people. does anyone really care? i mean if you have someone care so much about you that they help you with financial things to help get you out of the hole an to actually have a cell phone heat for you an your kids an have money to put food on the table. but yeah i guess the nice ones always get fucked at the end, but why is that? its like the assholes always get everything an the nice ones always get fucked over.

Tragic Blast
I'm a blast from the past movein to fast to grasp the fact that is i am an impact distractions never last when u never can see past the otherside of a chili bowl you fuckin fat ass you pussies you fakes you cowards im gonna worship the motherfuckin flower its leafy green with a sour imbetween Hell id make her my fuckin queen Mary Jane Green To my homies my respects through all the shit just straight up kill that bitch if they have the need to snitch just straight up kill that bitch if they have the need to switch to straight up bitch Now let me introduce you to the true definition of another thrillin classic expedition through the past haters u can fuckin kiss my white ass cause this was a blast from the true definition of class

A Beautiful Song
Unbelievable by Craig David...Thank you for this song baby...I love it...and I love you Rob Always said I would know where to find loveAlways thought I'd be ready and strong enoughBut sometimes I just felt I could give upBut you came and you changed my whole world nowI'm somewhere I've never been beforeNow I seeWhat word love means It's so unbelievableAnd I don't wanna let it goIts something so beautifulFlowin down like a waterfallI feel like you've always beenForever a part of meAnd it's so unbelievableTo finally be in loveSomewhere I never thought I'd be In my heart in my head it's so clear nowhold my hand you've got nothin' to fear nowI was lost and you've rescued me somehowI'm alive I'm in love you complete meAnd I've never been here beforeNow I seeWhat the word love means It's so unbelievableAnd I don't wanna let it goIts something so beautifulFlowin down like a waterfallI feel like you've always beenForever a part of meAnd it's so unbelievableTo finally be in loveSomewh

Me And Myself?
its 4 am a strange voice wakes me suggesting I rise and shine, startled I jump up and have a look around it seemed to be all in my mind, to unease to go back to bed plus I have a full day planed out, so my day has begun in the weirdest of ways no clue what that was about, to the sink I soon head face towel in hand all set to remove sleep from my eyes, I arrive at my destination only to find the mirror held quite a surprise, it me but not me he seemed to look through me and move when I reached for the soap, he folded his arms and I hear that voice again saying rudely {my god what a joke,} that's when it got weird because the voice started to sound oh so familiar you see, I spun around then focused on the mirror the voice was coming from me, losing it dose not describe how I feel at this moment in time, I'm either still sleep or crazy either way I need to get a grip on my mind, who are you to live such a life as this and NOT love every minuet you are given, you have all that you

Chapter 6: The Demons On My Sleeve
Is it my pride that allows me to have a hatrid for those who don't know or those whom know but treat knowledge like a joke. I remember a time when I was treated like I was the dumbest person on this planet.. But then I proved them all wrong.. A half nigga from the back fucking woods of my town ended up with an "ed-u-mah-kation" well gee williekers..imagine that. But then again intelegance has became a joke. So then what do I do.. I rip the head off the first person that insults ither my intelegance or the pure simple knowledge of any situation. Am I right for doing so? Probably not but then again with all this shit sometimes I just don't care. And its that don't care attitude that at times I try to regret but yet I don't allow myself to for the simple fact that I know living with regret won't solve anything. So does this make pride my vice? Well then what about wrath?.. Yes I am full of wrath at times I live for those vengeful moments.. were people that fuck me over are comfortable the

I Serve You
Leather choker with matching chain around my neck you will tame stand before me as I'm on my knees paddle in hand I'm at your mercy give the commands I must follow your punnishings shall not be shallow the touch of your hands is pleasing if I behave your eyes and hands are stern Iam a bad girl this day the tension is erotic when I beg for you to play I crawl before you at your will sturdy antisipation as I await your spill your juice is like drug flowing in my stream I'm intoxicated from your demanding gleam the intensity boils hot throughout my body your tongue tantalizing my flesh as you explore the stroke of your fingertips soft yet rough on my thighs excitment runs through my veigns when you pull my hair vibration shakes our souls while our minds are caught in this role our hearts are flooded and trapped behind this wall who's the servent , who's the master

Turtle Turtle
Do any of you know anything about aquatic turtles? I'm having a problem keeping his cage clean. We just cleaned it and the water has a green tinge to it. We used to be able just to change the water about once a month, but change the filter once a week, and the water would stay clear. The filter doesn't seem cloged, or look dirty, just the water.

What Did I Do
What did I do to deserve this? I don’t know what to do , I am just beside myself confused and hurt…… Why does this seem to always happen to me? I have opened up my heart to those who seem to be trustworthy but shame on me for it turned out to be nothing but lies. What did I do wrong? Is it my looks? My hair to short, boobs not perky, is it because I am not pretty enough, or don’t got the perfect body? How about my personality? Would it be the way I talk or how I dress… tell me please I deserve to know where it all went wrong damn it is that to much to ask from you? You don’t give a damn for you have moved on and closed the door on this relationship before we could even try to work things out…. I never understood the meaning “if you truly love someone, sometimes you have to let them go “ I did and it hurts like I have never hurt before ….. It hurts when two people who love each other have to let go because they will

Love
1 Corinthians 13 (NKJ) Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I have become sounding brass or a clanging cymbal. And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned,[a] but have not love, it profits me nothing. Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails. But whether there are prophecies, they will fail; whether there are tongues, they will cease; whether there is knowledge, it will vanish away. For we know in part

A Truly Dark Day In American History....today, 3/21/2010.
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What People Say!!
People say this is only the net and not to let ur feelings get involved. People say that its only a site so what does it matter. I say the internet is what connects people. I say the site is a helper for people to get to know someone else that you other wise could not do. If people thought that the land that we are on is all really common ground then you would see that the internet and site are a tool on it. I wish people would treat other people with dignity and respect. We are all on here for a reason to meet new people. Greed has gotten out of control and how many people can truely say they are a real friend on here?

What's Your Problem?
By now I’ve learned that everyone has their own set of problems. Whether your problem is starvation and disease, or that the Italian tile you’re importing for your new bathroom addition is going to arrive late and throw off your whole schedule, a problem is a problem. We might view some problems as petty or trivial, but the fact of the matter is, that problem means something to someone else. Right now, my problem is that I’m not where I want to be in life. I’m sick of my surroundings and I’ve never been so homesick in my life. I’d love to move back to Florida, but I recently received a DWI and will not be able to relocate until my probationary period is complete. I won’t know how long my probation is until my court date, and I have not been given a court date yet… I’m officially at a stand-still. To some, my problem won’t qualify as a problem; it’d be a selfish complaint. To the millions of children, women, and men star

Stoopidity
Now I'm well aware that people make mistakes once in a while when it comes to grammar, but seriously... There are people my age, people that have graduated high school, even college, that still can't differentiate between the usages of “your” and “you’re”. This is not a lesson in English; I seriously doubt that anything I could ever say would make you want to further educate yourself. My friends say words and phrases like “funner” or “seent it” just because they know how much it irks me. Now I’m even becoming desensitized to that. If you want to intentionally sound stupid, do it, I don’t give a shit. But if you’re going to send me a message packed full of netiquette, don’t even bother. I don’t like reading things like; “r u comin out 4 the show @ (insert venue here) 2morrow”. Jesus… things like that shouldn’t bother me as much as they do. Ignorance isn’t cool. It’s c

Looking Up
For the longest time, as far back as I can remember, I've questioned why life has been such a struggle. Between the day-to-day, nonsensical, inane bullshit one must endure, and the fact that we are forced to reside among idiots, it’s an accomplishment just to get out of bed. I’ve never understood how, or why, some people choose to be the way they are; ignorant, careless, deceitful, and just plain rude. Life is tough enough without their “contributions”. I’ve become desensitized to words like “recession”, “economy”, “debt”, and my personal least favorite… “Love”. Love is nothing shy of a fucking fairy tale to me. I know that it exists, I’ve felt it. It’s a great idea and all, but eventually, as well as inevitably, it will hurt you. After the only girl I ever loved died, I gave up. I knew that no matter what, I’d never get her back and I’d never love someone like I loved her. Well

O.i.l.
Why are American cities designed so it's almost impossible not to have a car? Why were hundreds of railways in big cities created and then deliberately destroyed? Why did the electric car get scrapped? Why were we, the United States, along with Australia, the only two countries not to sign the original Kyoto Climate Treaty? Why was an oil company lobbyist allowed to change official government reports on global warming? Why was the same P.R. firm employed by the tobacco industry to persuade the public that smoking is healthy, then employed by oil companies to convince us that there's still doubt about climate change? Alternative energy has been available for over 50 years! Why have we barely used it? Why were the solar panels taken off of the White House? Because right from the early days of the industry, the “oil men” and their obscene profits have had an unhealthy influence with the people running our country. Now they are the people running our country! The oil b

Come Join A New Group Starting!
Come join this new group if you want to be a playboy bunny! We are going to start off small and take off! Come ask me how you can join if ur interested!!! I will hope that we can be a family and help everyone out!

Poetry
i never knew how much love my heart could hold until the day you girls were born. looking down into your precious little faces i knew my life was forever changed. i counted each of your tiny little fingers and each of your teeny little toes. i kissed your little chubby cheeks and even your cute little nose. i cuddled you up so very close, cuddled you skin to skin. i laughed when nana said now that you were out you would try to get back in. when you opened your eyes so big and bright, i knew i always wanted to be there directly in your sight. as the weeks flew buy you grew so very big, just to hear your adorable laugh i would dance a jig. you are all my precious little baby girls, with your heads so full of bouncing curls. even when you make me spend and spend, i will love you until the very end

Funny Questions And Thoughts
Why doesn't McDonald's sell hotdogs?At a movie theater which arm rest is yours?What is Satan's last name?Why do doctors leave the room when you change? They're going to see you naked anyway.Where does the toetag go on a dead person if they don't have toes?If your driving a federal owned car, and you run a stop sign, is it considered a felony? Why is there a disclaimer on the Allstate Auto Insurance commericals that says "Not available in all states"?If you dug a hole through the center of the earth,and jumped in, would you stay at the center because of gravity?If a person dies and then springs back to life, do they get their money back for the coffin?If you are asked to tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth and your the main witness, what if you say "no"?Do they bury people with their braces on? How far east can you go before you're heading west?How does a Real Estate company sell its office without causing confusion?Do dentists go to other dentists or do they just

Do You Need Points/ability Points
DO YOU NEED HELP LEVELING WITH POINTS OR ABILITY POINTS SOME FRIENDS AND I WILL TRY TO HELP YOU YOU MUST BE LEVEL 28 OR HIGHER WITH 5 MIL OR LESS WHEN IT COMES TO ALTRUIZE POINTS WE WILL NOT HAVE AUTO'S OR BOMBS UNLESS YOU WANT TO DONATE ONE THERE IS NO CERTAIN AMOUNT OF POINTS IF WE ALTRUIZE YOU - YOU MUST RATE TOO MEANING YOU RATE THE PERSON'S PICS THAT IS ALTRUIZING YOU AFTER ALL YOU ARE GETTING THE POINTS IF WE SEE YOUR NOT HELPING YOURSELF LETING US DO ALL THE WORK WE WILL STOP HELPING YOU WE WILL NOT CHARGE YOU IF YOU WANT TO DONATE THATS FINE JUST TRYING TO GIVE BACK & HELP OTHERS IF YOU WOULD LIKE OUR HEL

Top 10 Things You Never Hear A Slave Say
TOP 10 THINGS YOU WILL NEVER HEAR A SLAVE SAY TO MASTER/MISTRESS THANKS JOANNE! LOL 10: How was I supposed to know I wasn't supposed to put your leather pants in the washer? 09: Yeah, right... SPANK THIS! 08: Tomorrow night, I get to tie you up, right? 07: God, you Dom's think the world should bow before you! 06: And just what do you think you are going to do with that paddle? 05: Sorry, I got a date tomorrow night. Some other time, perhaps. 04: Spanking? I-THINK-NOT! 03: Who died and left you in charge? 02: Do your own damn laundry! and the #1 thing you will never hear a sub say to their Master... 01: What do I look like, your maid?

Stimulus Payment
Sometime this year, we taxpayers will again receive another 'Economic Stimulus' payment. This is indeed a very exciting program, and I'll explain it by using a Q & A format: Q. What is an 'Economic Stimulus' payment ? A. It is money that the federal government will send to taxpayers. Q.. Where will the government get this money ? A. From taxpayers. Q. So the government is giving me back my own money ? A. Only a smidgen of it. Q. What is the purpose of this payment? A. The plan is for you to use the money to purchase a High-definition TV set, thus stimulating the economy. Q. But isn't that stimulating the economy of China ? A. Shut up. Below is some helpful advice on how to best help the U.S. economy by spending your stimulus check wisely: *If you spend the stimulus money at Wal-Mart, the money will go to China or Sri Lanka . *If you spend it on gasoline, your money will go to the Arabs. *If you purchase a comp

Aryes' Team
Aryes' Team AryesMajor 2nd Alarm Hottie Head Greeter@ fubar Mysticpotion 2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar PolishGirl That Has TequilaKevs Heart2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar BEAUTIFUL DISASTER2ND ALARM HOTTIE@ fubar HOT Marina2nd Alarm Hottie Club FAR Team Tulsa@ fubar JESSA Ryans Mistress 2nd Alarm Hottie at Club Destiny@ fubar blue eyes 2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar

Jigsaw Crossword Mindfuck
The riddles and games take a walk through a maze Can anyone solve these puzzles? Please fucking stop these puzzles! Intense the complexity that boggles my mind with the mystery- instilled by the ones who act kind. How frusterating! How disheartening! Can I obtain the patience to furbish solutions- so the questions stop pounding inside? -Oh how they fuck with my mind. The games and these riddles must die! FIN

Socialism In Medicine Is Bad Because The Government Can't Do Anything Right.
This morning I was awoken by my alarm clock powered by electricity generated by the public power monopoly regulated by the US Department of Energy. I then took a shower in the clean water provided by the municipal water utility. After that, I turned on the TV to one of the FCC regulated channels to see what the National Weather Service of the National Oceanographic and Atmospheric Administration determined the weather was going to be like using satellites designed, built, and launched by the National Aeronautics and Space Administration. I watched this while eating breakfast of US Department of Agriculture inspected food. At the appropriate time as regulated by the US Congress and kept accurate by the National Institute of Standards and Technology and the US Naval Observatory. I get into my National Highway Traffic Safety Administration approved automobile and set out to work on the roads built by the local, state, and federal departments of transportation, possibly stopping to purchas

I Think I Need Help
I just need to get this down somewhere so I can maybe get it off my mind. Ok so my boyfriend is being a total ass. He actually got mad at me because I didnt want to go out after physically getting sick. I get yelled at at least 4 days a week. He never touches me. Doesnt want to have sex any more. My mind is starting to wonder. I have this insanely hot neighbor. And he keeps doing these little things that just drive me up the wall. He comes over a lot and he will pull up chair so I can help him do diff things. Hes been rubbing his hand up against mine. And when he rests his hand on my leg he starts to rub it. Last night when he was over he even called me babe. I thought that was odd. I dont know if he even knows hes doing it. But with my current lack of sex, and being someone who like to have it at least 5 times a week, its starting to drive me crazy. I know its wrong to be so turned on by him. But I cant help myself. I also know that nothing will happen. I really care a

Rotflmao
NEW DRUGS FOR WOMEN DAMNITOL Take 2 and the rest of the world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours. EMPTYNESTROGEN Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out! DUMBEROL When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause dangerously low IQ, resulting in enjoyment of country music and pickup trucks. FLIPITOR Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the urge to flip off other drivers. MENICILLIN Potent anti-boy-otic for older women. Increases resistance to such lethal lines as, 'You make me want to be a better person. ' BUYAGRA Injectable stimulant taken prior to shopping. Increases potency, duration, and credit limit of spending spree. JACKASSPIRIN Relieves headache caused by a man who can't remember your birthday, anniversary, phone number, or to lift the toilet seat ANTI-TALKSIDENT A spray carried in a purse or wallet to be used on anyone too eager to share their

Fucked Up Tattoos
I, as most people love Tattoos. I have five myself but some people need to understand that tattoos are FOREVER!!! If you are wondering what the hell I am ranting about take a look at www.ugliesttattoos.com. Tattoos are meant to have meaning behind them and say alot about you, but come on people, dont get Cum Slut inked on your lower back. I know some people that get tats of faces. unless the person that inks a picture of your son, daughter, best friend, or who the fuck ever on your body is a great artist its going to look like shit! For the past two days I have been looking at that site and the only thing that has been going through my head is "what the fuck was that person thinking about?" Fuck it. just take a look at the site and you will know what I am talking about. I am speechless

A Second A Minute An Hour A Day
A second a minute an hour a day its all the same when your away I miss you much I miss you dear I miss you whispering in my ear. A second a minute an hour a day its all so different when your here to stay time seems to stop when your having such fun time slips away with the sun. A second a minute an hour a day caring so much when we're at the bay you look so distant in a dream your lovely shining in the gleam. A second a minute an hour a day we're at ease while our children play love is the answer, hope is a key pain has no place here for we are the glee Writtin by Kat Buske/Richardson

I Could Not Have Said It Better... God Bless Our Veterans And Soldiers!!!
WW II Battleship sailor tells Obama to shape up or ship out ! This venerable and much honored WW II vet is well known in Hawaiifor his seventy-plus years of service to patriotic organizations and causes all over the country. A humble man without a political bone in his body, he has never spoken out before about a government official, until now. He dictated this letter to a friend, signed it and mailed it to the president. Dear President Obama, My name is Harold Estes, approaching 95 on December 13 of this year. People meeting me for the first time don't believe my age because I remain wrinkle free and pretty much mentally alert. I enlisted in the U.S. Navy in 1934 and served proudly before, during and after WW II retiring as a Master Chief Bos'n Mate. Now I live in a "rest home" located on the western end of Pearl Harbor , allowing me to keep alive the memories of 23 years of service to my country. One of the benefits of my age, perhaps the only one, is to speak my

Xmas
Twas the night before Christmas.He lived all alone,In a one bedroom house made ofPlaster and Stone. I had come down the Chimney,With presents to give.And to see just who In this homedid live. I looked all aboutA strange sight I did see.No tinsel, No presents,Not even a tree.No stocking by the mantle,Just boots filled with sand. On the wall hung picturesOf far distant lands.With medals and badges,Awards of all kinds,A sober thoughtCame through my mind.For this house was different,It was dark and dreary,I found the home of a soldier, Once I could see clearly.The soldier lay sleeping,Silent, alone,Curled up on the floorIn this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle,The room in such disorder,Not how I pictured Was this the heroOf whom I'd just read?Curled up on a Poncho,The floor for a bed?I realized the familiesThat I saw this night,Owed their lives to these soldiersWho were willing to fight. Soon round the world,The children would play,And grownup's would celebrateA bright Chris

Thinkining Of You
I sit here quietly and watch the sun setThinking of someone that I've never metI wonder does he think of me tooNeedless to say I am thinking of youWanting to hold you, to see your faceTo take you away to a better placeYou feel so right, too good to be trueI just can't stop thinking of youMy friends say that I might regretLosing my heart to a guy I've not metI say there is nothing I can doI cannot help thinking of youI believe you were made special for meBut wonder if that could possibly beI'm tired of being so alone and blueBut I always smile when thinking of you

Why Is It So Hard To Find A Goddamn Job???
i live in jacksonville flordia and this shit is just ridiculous! i mean damn ive been looknig for a job for like 8 months and still havnt found one! maybe i should just go back to fucking school. but apperently that wouldnt really help either exceot that i would get money while i go..... so what happens when i cant get a damn job after that. back to where i motherfucking started. how the hell is a person suppose to live and take care of themselves in this damn supposed "deppression". its like if you dont know somebody then your never gonna get anywhere. and right now all my friends dont have jobs either. so wtf am i suppose to do?? ok well if anybody knows of anything other then taking my fucking clothes off for money then please let me kno. im really needing it.

What People Forget.
When you're in a relationship there's a lot less "yours" and a whole lot of "ours". People often forget this.Other key things people in a relationship forget are: 1. Communication.: If you can't comminicate your feelings or just talk with your parnter you might as well be living under a rock cause your partner is gonna feel like you don't care about them or just don't want nothing to do with them. 2. If you and your significant other live together you got to check in with them if you are doing something or going somewhere cause you never know what they might have planned for the both of you. 3. If you have a chores around the house such as cleaning the house it's not the other person's job to pick up after you, if you're grown and able to take care of yourself you can pick up after yourself. The other person is not your servent. It's not their job to pick up after you or clean your messes.4. You got to treat your partner as you would your family.: Don't take them for granted they ha

Angel
angel from above ur now on earth u came in my life to bad ur someones wife i think of u all the time to come this may be a crime but if it is i will do the time for ur my angel i dream of u have my heart in ur hand all i ask is that u dont break it for i am always willing to be ur man

What Is Love?
what is love? do you know what it is? can you explain it? is love that feeling we call the butterflys? hell if thats the case im in love with boxing everytime i step into that ring the butterflys start goin haywire or maybe its the feeling of excitement and fear of not knowing weather im the better fighter but i dont think thats love either! every guy who says hes in love if asked honstly would he sleep with another girl when hes around his old lady says no he wouldnt when hes round the boys he say f**k yeah i would! why is this? in my mind im thinkin dude your a dishonest man this is why women go to bein lesbians because guys are two faced a**hole and that goes for me as well. thats why i dont believe in love because i know me and im a guy! so if a man/women says he/she loves you is it true or is it just your mind tellin you you love that person but in actuallity your not! so in conclusion what is this thing called love? can anyone explain it?

Something I Wrotei Read And Understand It As If It Were Truly You. I Wonder If You Read It, Do You Feel... I Read Between The Lines And Come Off Harsh
I read and understand it as if it were truly you. I wonder if you read it, do you feel... I read between the lines and come off harsh, though it’s the only way I know for my pain to flow. For inside love, the pain does grow. My heart can never truly settle. My heart does still hear you, see you. It’s the pain as in the book. It takes your life away. Should the truth be held inside for all your life? Do we all not have our faults? Would you not agree that there is more strength and pride in love compared to anything? When love fails in your heart, you find a point to concentrate, and that is all you have. Always a haunted open space filled with the longing of being filled once more. We call this lonely. This space can never be entirely filled. If truly someone is dead in your mind, does that mean they die also in your heart? I suppose they do not, but that means you cannot move. You settle instead. Settling comes with honest loneliness. Never to fulfill. We ha

The Superficial American Life
For some reason as of late I'm extremely bothered by the superficialness of our nation in general. It seems to be we have become more obsessed with self worship our facebook pages flaunt photo shopped images of ourselves and our friends. it is no longer good enough to just be healthy we now have to be unrealistically thin, ridiculously tan, and if you are a woman extremely stacked on top or if you're a man well packaged at the bottom. It is no longer valuable to be judged on the content of your character rather it is more important to focus on the outward hollow shell. The images in the mirror hold more importance to our younger generation encouraged by reality tv and various other forms of influence. I don't think there is much I can do to change how the way things are but I can only make sure that I do not myself become what I despise the most a superficial lie.

Love
there have been many woman in my life. i have had enof of wondering from bed to bed. i want to sedle down with this girl that i am with now for once. i cant seem to get enof of her. i am livin with her right now with her sister. i never want to leave this girl. i want to have a family and grow old with. i want her in my arms al the time. her eyes are like deep pools of cristel cear water that has never been touched by mans hand. she walks like an angel so graseful and... i dont know how to put it in to words.. i am going to think some more than i will post a nother blog later rtl

I Consume
When I close my sleepy eyesAnd I rest my dreary headI desire you lying next to meAnd dream you in my bed A single wave of ecstasy rolls through my spineAnd expels down to my toesI shiver and feel you breath on my breastsYour lips are soft and oh so cold And as you drink me with your eyesMy mind is devouring youYour lips upon my navelThen you soothe me through and through It’s like a wind of surging passionConsuming and controlling meLike the devil we play a game of heartsBut I know you play for keeps .: poem written by Lolita Valentine :.

Changing Things Up Around Here
So, because of the drama with my ex and people in general... I'm not going to post NSFWs anymore... I swear, it is as though its a magnet for haters anyhow. I am however, going to start posting more "personal" pictures, as you will see with the uploads from today. I'm going through my friend's list again to do a little Spring Cleaning... and FYI... I dont care if you buy me something before or after you request me... you will NOT be added without at least giving a reason OR a salute unless I actually know you in real life and I know why you don't have a salute... so no more empty requests or non-saluted profiles....

Strength
First off...I am not sure why I am writing about this, but I just had the overwhelming urge to get this off my chest. I was at Wal-mart this morning and I bought a few things. (A 10-lb kettle ball and some resistance bands.) As I was leaving and on my way to work, I was thinking about strength. The conclusion I have come up with is that strength isn't just about muscles and training your body to withstand tougher physical pressure. True strength comes from within. Anyone can lift weights and look stronger, but few can withstand the pressure of life itsef. For example: The mother whose child is in the ICU fighting cancer, trying to hold it together so her baby doesn't give up... The parent who just lost his wife and 2 daughters in a car crash involving a drunk driver... The wife whose husband just walked out on her and her 3 children because he fell in lust with his secretary... The young girl who finally had sex with her boyfriend because he promised they would be together for

Wake Me
Wake me from this dark dreaming Bring be a smile for my lips Give me a sign to start scheming how I'd hold you by the hips I see your blue eyes gleaming shining at me across the room I read in them a secret meaning telling me you want me too Around one question we dance I think we need to answer soon Is it time for some sweet romance? shall we dance to a sweeter tune?

Morning
good morning lover it's time to wake up look what the new day brought a promise of rain a roar of thunder a flash of lightning a trembling that shakes us like an earthquake as we hold each other tight as love flows like magma we rock there together in the dawn's smoldering light hours pass, time stands still you whisper moan into my ear mmmmmmmmmm I love you I smile and stroke your face and gaze in to your eyes such a wonderful day for a storm

All Heart
When i step into that ring my 14 ounce gloves on my hands my feet setting the rythm my body wet with persperation, the crowd cheering some booing. the thrill and excitement that make my body wet with persperation. i can smell the sweat of people who have fought in this ring before me. i hear my trainer say relax remeber jab in jab out 1...2...1 bam bam bam quick set the pace you own this guy set the pace you want dont let him make you his bitch! the ref calls the boxers and trainers to the center of the ring this is it i think to myself did i train hard long enough? did i give it all heart? am i going to let my friend...my mentor...my trainer down? did i give it all heart? i hear the ref say i want a clean fight nothin between the belt understand me? ok back to ur corners.... i bite down on my mouth guard breathing in my nose out my mouth just like i practiced when i ran those six miles... my body bouncing as i keep rythm with my feet thump thum thump thump thump thum thum....i hear my

Yet Another One
I crawl under the table, lift your dress over your silky creamy thighs, jus enough to xxpose them beautifully glistenin lips. teasin you, my tongue slides round the out walls of your constant moisten pussy. you out a slight but quiet moan. my rings catching your clit, jus enough for you to feel. body squirmin to get ever closer. tryin not to draw to much attention as to what is goin on in our direction. you slide your ass closer to the edge of your seat. pullin my face closer to your pussy, the smell of your scent intoxicating. my tongue slidin in deeper and deeper. your hands grabbin my long hair, pullin me in tighter between your creamy thighs. my tongue movin in and out between your drippin lips. my teeth nibblin, sometimes soft. most times hard, jus so i can see the pain, pleasure on your face as i peek from under where im at.hearin you wince and moan has got me hard. the more i flirt with your clit, the louder you get.people turn to see what is all the comotion. mostly jus so

[[naughty Application]]
Your Name:Your age:Favorite position:1. Do you think I'm cute?.2. Would you have sex with me?3. Lights on or off?4. Would you have to be drunk?5. Would you take a shower with me?6. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?7. Would you leave after or stay the night?8. Do you like cuddling afterwards?9. Condom or skin?10. Have sex on the first date?11. Would you kiss me during sex?12. Do you think I would be good in bed?13. Would you use me as a booty call?14. Can I use you as a booty call?15. Can we take pictures of the act?16. How long would we have sex?17. Would you tell your friends about me?18.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Yup U Shud Know
It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is most painful is to love someone and never finding the courage to let the person know how you feel. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for that gift. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance - and you find out you still care for that person. A sad thing about life is when you meet someone that means a lot to you, only to find out in the end, that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go. When one door of happiness closes, another opens but often we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch, and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we los

Sittin On A Bridge (part 1)
Sittin on a bridge staring at the snow women come to mind with time so slow Dreamin to touch such sucular large breasts moving my hands from east to west Wanting to kiss the smooth creamy thighs looking at me with those inasent eyes My fingers graze over the warm sweet spot making her feel high and hot Sittin on a bridge staring at the snow on her delicate skin I blow Dragging my tongue down to a pair of moist lips enjoying my touch rocking the hips Playin with the cliterous my tongue darting in and out feeling the explosion quickly welling she loudly shouts As she begs for more I call her a whore then we hear a knock at the door Another female wanting to ploay but thats another tale for a different day

Sittin On A Bridge (part 2)
Sittin on a bridge starring at the snow she comes through the door stripping her clothes to the floor Now there is three of us to play we shall share in our own little way Bring out the toys they say this will be our dirty fun day They look at me with mysterious eyes I want to make them float to the sky I flick my tongue on nipples of luscious breasts while she fingers the other playing with her chest Sittin on a bridge starring at the snow on my skin their wind will blow She uses a double header as she touches me while one licks my soft bouncy tits as I can feel and see the other is ramming deep deeper in my awaiting hole I pick up another toy and slowly push it in ones anal harder and deeper we all are

The Path
watching my life run on a course that I don't quite follow. My cup is full but my soul feels so hollow walking the path that leads to where i want to be down the road. but its hard with such a heavy load. no one walks with me to help haul the pack. there is to much behind me for me to look back. no one to pass the time with as I journey ahead. no one to hold when I lay in my bed. walking on blindly scared of whats up the way. I have to keep going for there is no safe place to stay. what the future holds for me is so very unclear. Continue on i must there is no time for fear. Emotions hang on and constantly shadow me. but i cant be consumed if i wish to be free.

You And Me
Dreamin, becoming wet memories I will never forget Want to be bound day in and day out needing to bleed and lick that spout Flushed with excitment and scrambled brain hurry to me now I'm waiting to be stained Kiss me violently push me to my knees rip my clothes feed me please Touch my body make me scream fill me up with your cream Feeling the lighning through your eys whipping me hard awaiting my cries The vibration from our bodies rock the room our explosion feels like the sonic boom Not quitting not done with you yet I want more of your lollipop to bet Tasting you once more ignoring the banging on the door

Obiss
In to the dark obiss i ride into the bloody tomb to claim the beasts bloody hide perhapse to seall my doom I search for the hidious beast my long sword I do wield apon his caurcus I hope to feast my fate will soon be sealed toward the beast I do creep sword drawn ready to attack from its chest the blood will seep or my spine it will crack into the dark obiss I will go with acuracy my sword will fly to insure the blood will flow to end this fight someone must die

Sittin On Edge By A Cliff So High
Sittin on edge by a cliff so high wondering where I left my pride Oh wait it was with you when you left me lonely and blue You liked me behind closed doors when our clothes went to the floor I teased your body to the extreme your explosion was hangin by a string You shook my body with youir vibration as the passion unleashed its translation Sittin on edge by a cliff so high you made me feel like I was floating in the sky Wanting more and more I fell to your commands reaching up to grasp your hands I guess it serves me right letting my walls fall without a fight So if you still want me in your room it will onley be your pleasure doom

Sittin Across The Bar
She looks at me I look at her wondering if she shaves the fur Whispering with a soft voice in my ear asking if I need dirty things to hear Wanting to go to her place and stay I watch her get up and walk away Following that lovely tight ass into the night needing to show her to the light She kisses me ever so sweetly clothes start coming off not so neatly Looking at her perfect form she shuts the door to the room in the dorm Touching eachother in any place we can find putting our minds in quite a bind As she uses her tongue to lick my tender hot flesh intensly I finger that soft hot dripping hole eroticaly Just as we are feeling extremely great I wake up from the smell of steak

Eyes Behold
Look into my eyes what do you see a goddess from a memory Look into your eyes what do I see a demon that seeks upon me Demons and goddesses is that what we've become to take place in hell and the sun My wings red, black and gold stuck in this world between heaven and hell as told Your wings unfold black and red stuck with me between these worlds heavy as lead We laugh we cry, never wanting to say goodbye look into her eyes what do we see A demon goddess that walks the sea she is above us with her strength Will she take us away or join us and stay wings of power and might, show us the way to sight Look into our eyes what do they see

Tell Me What You Think!
Time If only I had the guts, to tell you how I feel, I would hold you forever, and show you that I'm real. And if I could, I would capture every memory that we shared, Seal and treasure it, never forget the times we cared... But right now, I just have to let our fate flow, Going down the right path, the one that we both know. I don't want to admit - too many feelings of mine, In case I scare you off, but I really am genuine.

Steelheart - Angel Eyes (i'll Never Let You Go)
Angel eyes You have angel eyes Such a smile that lights up my life oh You're a dream come true Now I'm holding youAnd I'll never, never let you go I will never let you go First time I laid my eyes upon you All my dreams were answered First time I kissed your tender lips My love to you I surrendered I'll never let you go You're always on my mind You're the only one for me You're all I need And I'll never, never let you go Angel eyes My heart relies On the love you give to me You never let me down You're always by my side And I'll never, never let you go I will never let you go When my heart starts to crumble And the tears start to fall You hold me close with tender lovin' And give me strength to carry on I'll never let you go You're always on my mind You're the only one for me You're all I need And I'll never, never let you go I'll never let you go You're always on my mind You're the only one for me You're all I need And I'll never, never let you go oh ooh And I'll ne

The Days That Go By
the days that go by i am trying to find a new place to live as things in my house are fucking nuts me and my girl can not take the stress that my parents are putting on us anymore they do to much shit it can not go by evey day they pop fucking attitutdes with us and then tell us if we do not like it we can get the fuck out and so many times i have said we would if you where not taking us fucking broke daily and monthly they want money every day they say they are bork yet they are going out driving everyday Hmmmm i wonder where they are getting their fucking money to pay for gas? they tell us we have to give them money or we do not eat till they get money that is illagale i am sure of that but nothing we can do it iss a wonder of the shit they do they unplug all our stuff and say they pay for the power well we pay for the gass and cable so they can fuck off on them huh lmao? i wonder about alot of shit that they pull they bang thru the house all nite long when i have work the next i

Last Final Time Anyone Will Hear From Me
ok here goes i meet this wonderful person i fell so much inlove with and alot of bullshit has happend that should of never happend because my ex wanted to keep stuff going just to start arguments , i have done stupid thing but everyone make mistakes in life the only mistake i never made is loveing this person she is the best person in my life no one ever treated me like a person like she did,, yes i threw it all away because i was blind,, i am asking for that last chance to prove myself in life i am not how i used to be i stay to my self and dont talk to anyone,, if i cant fix anything in my life then why am i still on this earth ,, i dont want to be here without that wonderful person ,,i try so hard and all everyone does is look down on me i should of listened to my family years ago and left my ex because of her and her family i dont look up on my self anymore all i get is critisized by her family for 13 years and i was done with that and found a much better person that i want to grow

Love Is When..
Love is when...you can't stop thinking bout themwhen u see them or hear there nameyour whole world lights upwhen they smile u smilewhen the laughyou laughwhen they cryyou cryyou feel what thjey feelwhen they never leave your mindwhen u go to sleep smiling becauseof something they said or did earlier that daywhen you look at themeverything turns rightwhen you touch themu get that feelingwhat is love...love is all of the above.

As Idle Eyes Turn West.
Stuck playing chess by myself.Twelve steps forward.Four to the side. Drying on the side of the road. Red dusty sky. Powder. Blue.The kind that rests dry on your lips. Paints you a whole new hue.Rolling the build up into little coils on my palms and brushing them off. Dust to dust. Canvas to soil. Downtrod to marxist idealism.The opportunity to fail.The grand wide open free of uncertain.Sun crisp pages rattling in the gentle breeze.The jagged itch of four days no razor.Work it out with dirty nailsand wild tendrils of never before styled hair. This is where all stability goes to die.Where every manly man walks over the edge of the world into the blank savannah. This is where I take my first step.

Not Meant To Be
There once was a time if I just closed my eyes, I could see us together as one. But after these months of growing apart, I can see that dream is done. You were the one who knew me inside and out, And always knew just what to say. Any problems I had would disappear, When you said it would all be okay. There was always a special connection with us, And these days it seems to be gone. Whatever we had died a long time ago, But it's just so hard to move on. Those times I'd drown in the blue of your eyes, You never noticed a thing. There were nights I laid awake and thought, Of the love our friendship could bring. No matter how hard I've been trying, The truth is so hard to see. I guess it takes a while to let go, Of something not meant to be.

The Breeze
The breeze you may not see but you hear it through the trees The breeze you may not taste but it smells like fresh crisp air The breeze you may not always touch but you feel it blow across your face The breeze you may not know exists but when you least expect it The breeze we know that is calm and cooling but can be cruel in natures calling The breeze we know can be the greatest but can be very dagerious Writtin by Kat Buske/Richardson

The Creek
The water runs deep as it flows across the creek the sound of silence lets the frogs croak at dawn the fallen leaves float down as the autumn draws near the moon shines bright on the creeks waters The wind whispers as a cold chill hits as a doe and fawn approaches the field the trees wave as the cat tales sway the creek makes them all in one Writtin by Kat Buske/Richardson

Haters
why do so many guys on here hate just because you rate somebody there cyber marred to wtf are dudes just stupid or scared that they will get divorced lol this is only a internet site hey i know if somebody rated my friend i would take it as accompliment i know in real life a guy gives a female im with a compliment i tell thanks one thing to to talk another to touch or disrespect and let me add if the only way for you to get laid is from the internet i feel very sorry for you because you have no game at all and a real man doesnt talk smack online he tells them in there face nuff said and if any of you gus dont like what i have to say tuff be about dont talk about from jimmy from sacamento californi

Undisclosed Desires (muse)
I feel this, it means something to me... I know you suffered But I don't want you to hide It's cold and loveless I won't let you be denied Soothe me I'll make you feel pure Trust me You can be sure I want to reconcile the violence in your heart I want to recognize your beauty is not just a mask I want to exorcise the demons from your past I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart You take your lovers that you're wicked and divine You may be a sinner But your innocence is mine Please me Show me how it's done Tease me You are the one I want to reconcile the violence in your heart I want to recognize your beauty is not just a mask I want to exorcise the demons from your past I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart Please me Show me how it's done Trust me You are the one I want to reconcile the violence in your heart I want to recognize your beauty is not just a mask I want to exorcise the demons from your past I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires

The Soul
The soul has its origin in the spiritual worlds of God. It is exalted above matter and the physical world. The individual has his beginning when the soul associates itself with the embryo at the time of conception. But this association is not material; the soul does not enter or leave the body and does not occupy physical space. The soul does not belong to the material world, and its association with the body is similar to that of a light with a mirror which reflects it. The light which appears in the mirror is not inside it; it comes from an external source. Similarly, the soul is not inside the body; there is a special relationship between it and the body, and together they form a human being.

Children With Disabilities
My wish for 2010 is that people will understand that children with disabilities do not have a disease; children with disabilities are not looking for a cure but ACCEPTANCE........93% of people won't copy and paste this, WILL YOU be one of the 7% that does

Does Your Conscience Bother You?
Southern man better keep your headDon't forget what your good book saidSouthern change gonna come at lastNow your crosses are burning fastSouthern man Well I heard mister young sing about herWell, I heard ole neil put her downWell, I hope neil young will rememberA southern man dont need him around anyhow

Ice Cream
Chocolate sauce all over nuts sprinkled on light cherries on the top come have a spoonful of delight eat until im satisfied as sinful as it may seem sucking around the lips making sure to leave no cream molten fudge and caramel to go with your wants and desires none better to enjoy it with a nice eve by the fire passion fruit finley chopped hot and dreamy heated with steam lick until my tongue is numb that is my faveriot ice cream

Pool Party
Pockets, balls and cue sticks too pick up a stick and hit around a few Eight or nine no matter the skill rack em up and watch the happy meter fill Dont play the game if you have anger issues choose a table, drop that tissue Theres colored balls all over the place so get that frown off your face Dont hit to fast, dont shoot to slow there are some rules dontcha know Ladies and gentlemen your not fools lets have some fun get off that stool Pick a partner and improve your tricks step away from the tv, you dont need chick flicks Come on and join the fun with me it will be a stick of a time you'll see Writtin by Kat Buske/Richardson

Control By Puddle Of Mud
I feel the pain you place outside you lock me up inside your dirty cage well I'm alone inside my mind I'd like to teach you all the rules I get to see them set in stone I like it when you chain me to the bed well then your poo never show I need to feel you you need to feel me I can't control you you're not the one 4 me 2moro I can't control you you can't control me I need to feel you so why's it odd now I love the way you break my skin I feel the hate you place inside I need to get your voice out of my head 'cause I'm the guy you'll never find I think you know all of the rules theres no expresions on your face I hope that someday you will let me go release me from my dirty cage I need to feel you you need to feel me I can't control you you're not the one for me no I can't control you you can't control me I need to feel you so why's it even you and me I love the way you look at me I love the way you smack my head I love the dirty things you do I have control of you (repeat 4X) I need to

The Nature Of Spring
Tree tops are growing new leaves flower buds are blooming new seeds grass is softer than the season before life on earth is coming back galore The Nature of Spring The crisp warm breeze blows through my hair the sun shines a comforting ray on my face the songs of the birds fill my ears with care the sight of beauty moves my heart with grace The Nature of Spring Farmers out in the fields on tractors mountains gleaming in mother natures spirit animals roaming the earths factors the dawn of spring has shown her trility The Nature of Spring Nights are almost silent with the sound of crickets

Loved By You
I know by the way you smile at me you tell me with your eyes I know by the way you talk to me you tell me with your touch I know by the way you care you tell me with your kindness I know by the way you laugh you tell me with your body language I know by the way you play you tell me with your thoughts I know by the way you hold me you tell me with your little moans I know by the way you kiss my skin you tell me with your silence I know by the way you never hurt me you tell me with your words of wisdom I know by the way you plan our time together you tell me with secrets

Scars
I've never been a poet but I know what I feel. I got these scars inside me and I don't know how to heal them. I've denied their existence for almost a year but when I go to sleep I feel and I hear the sound of the rockets and the feel of the terror that grips you at night when you don't know what's out there. Twenty three hundred plus or minus an hour your world explodes and the steel is a shower of sparks and noise and screams and sirens. I can't fuckin’ sleep even though I am tired. When it's quiet you wish it was loud so you'd know that it's over and off to your dreams you could go. Cause dreams take you away from the place where you live. Well usually they do but sometimes they can give you reminders of people or places or things that used to be living and laughing and singing.

Great Site For Dj's
Mp3's Galore is a site I created mainly cause of the people who DJ in the lounges here on fubar. A wide variety of different types of genres are on the site including some hard to find albums and songs and so on. A lot of the albums on the site come from my own personal CD collection. But I do try to stretch beyond that and go to the library on occassions and borrow a lot of the CDs I don't have and add them to the site. Or if you have a request of a CD or song you want on to get I'm pretty good at finding them and I can upload them and add them to the site for downloads. So if you're looking for songs to use and you're a DJ in a lounge check out my site and see what you can find.

13 Things Your Hairstylist Won't Tell You
1. I'm a beautician, not a magician. I can give you Gisele Bündchen's haircut, but I can't give you her face.2. Come at least five minutes early. If you're running late, please call ahead. Show me some basic respect. This is a business, not fun and games.3. Don't ask me to "squeeze" you in when I'm already booked. I'd be taking time and effort away from other clients. You wouldn't like being treated that way.4. Hairdresser school does not teach about counter transference, projection, negative reinforcement, or personality disorders. If you're looking for a therapist, all I have is a tail comb and an opinion.5. Some women think that if they keep their hair all one length the way it was in high school, everyone will think they're still in high school. Guess what? You're not. As you get older, you need to soften the lines around your face. Layers are the magic remedy.6. Bodies and hair change as hormones change. If your hair is dry, listless, or brittle, or if it's not holding your color

Massive Fire
Richland townhome fire being investigated by police, fire marshal By: Christopher Ruvo phillyBurbs.com On Saturday afternoon, Bob Plante’s daughter walked up to him and casually said, “Dad, the house next door is on fire.” She wasn’t kidding. The blaze she was referring to left a townhome in Richland uninhabitable. The fire, which broke out in the Walnut Bank Farms development, is under investigation by township police and the Bucks County Fire Marshal’s Office. “It’s a significant investigation,” said a Richland police officer at the scene. Still, officials said it was too soon to say if someone intentionally started the fire. No arson-related charges had been filed in connection with the blaze Saturday. “It’s going to be a long investigation,” said Quakertown Fire Chief Doug Wilhelm. An investigator from the Bucks County Fire Marshal’s Office said the flames appear to have sparked in an u

Childhood Memories
I sit here thinking to myself where have all my childhood friends gone? THis isnt completely random... it may seem it but its not. Last night I heard some disturbing news. A childhood friend of mne went missing the 18th of this month. they found him this week dead and in a shallow grave. My best friend from my childhood, was arrested for his murder. They were my 2 best friend when i was in school as a child. We always laughed and had a good time. And nowit feels like i havnt last just one friend. But both. I dont understand it. I probably never will. But this incident started the wheels turning in my head and made me think, alot. Where are all of the other people i was friends with? What are they doing, are they still alive. I know In the past 4 years i have lost a few friends. 2 of which killed themselves, 1 murdered, and 1 arrested for murder. I guess i just have to pick up and move on.

Sigh** Yet Ageain Someone Sadens Me.
Just because you have eyes dose not mean you actualy see. weather by self or imposed means, you are no better then one without sight from birth. I think its sad when someone blinds themselfs from the truth of a mater with patriotism or religon. it shows that the person acted without thinking and followed the rest of the sheep in the hurd. because nomater what the subject people may have strong emotions about i find it difficult to understand how someone can blindly follow the words of another with no backing. maybe its me? am i the one in the wrong? i do not know but i find that when a desision is made baced on reason alone some people have issues with understanding the truth of what is being said and dwell to long on how it was presented verbaly or in text. thus takeing it out of context and missing the point. an example of this is off a site that remains nameless from "userA" regarding the war curently going on. several university profs want to get rid of a scholorship that

My Dream
She Walks, So Elegantly. Her Hair Glistens Softly. Her Smile Lights Up The Darkest Night. Her Eyes, More Grand Than The Milky Way. Her Voice, Greater Than A Choir Of Angels. Her Touch Warmer Than The Spring Sun. Her Scent Sweeter Than May Flowers. Her Love Greater Than A Mothers Love. Her Beauty Could Launch A Thousand Ships. Her Passion.... My Drug. The End- BuddahTheKlown

Why
Why does a caged bird sing? When it only wants to be set free. Why must a heart bleed? When it only wants to be loved.Why must a face be so full of sadness? When all it wants is to smile. Why must we lie to ones we love. When we know how it will hurt. Why must we say the words I am sorry, Just to turn around and do the same thing. Why is the question we already know the answer to. The real question is why do we do all those things,That is gonna cause someone pain!!!!

Things Could Change.
I been thinking about this whole Fubar website. Im very happy i started it. met alot of pple and also hung out with some of yall. Alot of my friends on here are amazing and would have never believed this kind of site would be so interesting. i wanted to thank all of yall for adding me and being a friend.. Love Alisha aka American Honey

Playing
been thinking of my man all day at work i cant wait til he get s home from work to show him now much he was missed i change into something sexy as i lay in the bed waiting for him to get home I'm so worked up that i start to play with myself playing with my Breast making them perky as i reach in my night stand an take out my bullet start rubbing outside of my lace panties get me worked up where the pantie come off an break out my toy an start working it in my wet pussy just the feeling form the Dill entering my pussy i let out a sigh as i cum enough to get the dillo all the way in as I'm playing an moan my man comes into the bedroom i was playing so much i didn't even here him come home he standing in the door frame watching me play seeing me get all worked up as work the dillo fast an fast in my pussy as i let moan so loudly that he take over play-in for me so i can grab the bed sheet he works if faster an faster as i cum all over his fingers he stops an looks at me i grab him throw

Falling
I know I'm in lovei have never felt this way before..Tis as if all emotionsare crashing throughthe door.My heart is poundingevery timethe phone rings.wondering if is youwhen i look at the screen.My day drags bytil i get the call from you. its if we are together on that phone line eventhough we are milesapart.the secret whisperstil 5am.. making me want more and more.to feel.. youtouch you..breath you..because i love you....see you in our dreams..

I Hate Myself
I hate myself forfeeling the way i do. for believingeverything that otherssay is true.I hate to look in the mirrorand see emotion there.emotion so strongMeaning that i care.Careing is fragileas so is glass.just waiting for thingsto crumble and me fallback on my ass.I hate myself forseeing the real methe selfish personthat i have become to beI want to much.i love to muchi feel to much.believe to muchI will hate myself moreif i dont listen to my heartbecause if i dont heed itmy would will fall apart...

Is There....
Is there truely a man,that can see past what i want them to see.Is there a man that canlove me for being just me?not for what i look likebut see what is in my heart.Is there a man that can lookin my eyes and see the hungerthat is there.The hunger to just be held.cuddledbe told that im beautiful,and the man really mean itnot just telling me to gain access to other parts of my bodyIs there a man thatcan love me for just menot what they think they can get from me..not a man that will usenot one that will abuse.but a man that is a real manand will love me..

Voice Of Reason
I need a voice of reason.someone that can tell methat im making the right choicesomeone that can tell me thatthey have been in my shoessomeone that has loved and felt lost, someonethats had it all. and about toloose someone importantor what used to be importantto them.someone that has kidsthat can tell me that whati do will effect them.someone that takes whattheir kids say seriously.I need a voice of reasonfrom someone that can tell me that, i need to do whats rightfor me and my daughter.a voice that isnt telling me forselfish reasons.. but because they docare about what happens to me and what im doing with my life.Where is my voice of reason?

Unseen
I am unseen by you Like shadows in the night But you are always in my vision Like particles on an eyelash Unherd, I am, by you A secret passed on silent lips But I hear you Whispering in my dreams You are unmoved by me A mountain in the storm I am at your every whim A lost leaf in the breeze I am all you never wanted You are all I’ll never be

Unfit
Unbelonging to this place, I am unfit. Everyone else, they have this rhythm; I am walking out of step. For a moment, looking in, I thought this was what I wanted. But to chose something so monotone, That would be such a bore. To chose to be “normal,” be average, Would be to chose against myself. I would much rather be the stranger, The outcast, the off-note. What’s the use of being in rhythm, If everyone sees the off-step?

Looking For The Sgt.
Attention all military people on here...I lost contact with a good friend of mine and I have not other means of contacting him. Id love your help on finding him for me or maybe contacting him for me. Below is a picture I have. Of the 5 men he is the one in the middle. Pls message me if you can help me. Anything helps.

Creed - One Last Breath
Please come now I think I'm falling I'm holding to all I think is safe It seems I found the road to nowhere And I'm trying to escape I yelled back when I heard thunder But I'm down to one last breath And with it let me say Let me say Hold me now I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking That maybe six feet Ain't so far down I'm looking down now that it's over Reflecting on all of my mistakes I thought I found the road to somewhere Somewhere in His grace I cried out heaven save me But I'm down to one last breath And with it let me say Let me say Hold me now I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking That maybe six feet Ain't so far down Sad eyes follow me But I still believe there's something left for me So please come stay with me 'Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me For you and me For you and me Hold me now I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking

Another Horny Poem... Lol
You came onto my screen, Like bein swept into a wet dream. I watched as words scrolled down Had to pick my jaw up off the ground. I never knew just how to be - Just wanna be your freak. You are my first like this. Never a dream of a kiss. Just images so scandalous Amatuer porn is just for us... Just wanna be your freak. I'd usually fight this off but you look so good when you're jackin off Sending pictures of my ass Masturbation now a blast. Thanks for bein my freak. My inspiration for stimulation My happy horny situation We'll never get to penetration Unless you watch my cam. Oh my freak. You strip me of what i kno Then watch as I give a show How far can our lust grow Bein your dirty web cam ho. Thanks for bein my freak.

Silly Ass Stuff
I got on FUBAR this morning and was checking out profiles, most of them friends. I went to one I hadn't been to in awhile... he didn't have anything new posted (pics, etc.), so I skipped by him with the intention of going back later. I got a message in the chatbox from a mutual friend, saying i hadn't rated either of their profiles yet. I stated that I knew that, i'm just making the morning rounds . The first guy rates me a "1", then blocks me. the second guy blocks me and never finishes our conversation. I'm sorry, did someone get butthurt because I didn't hop on their page right away? They both should have known better. The first guy i've rated before, and he's never gotten anything less than 10's. The second guy was a friend that i've also given 10's and 11's to, as well as leave comments. Are we feeling just a wee bit overly sensitive today? Did our bipolar tendencies kick in? What exactly was the cause of all that? This is only the 2nd time I've ever blocked someone (only because

My Love
My love Your skin glows o so beautiful in the sun light.Our love blossoms as the Tulips in the purest hope of spring.My heart follows your soft voice. It leaps like a kitten at the whisper of your name.The evening floats in with a calm steady wind.I am comforted by your pictures.I carry them into the twilight of the moon light. Holding your heart next to mine. I am filled with hope. May I dry your tears?As my Lips kiss your forehead.It reminds me of your love for me. In a quiet lonely room.I listen for the Music that reminds me of you through the day.My heart and hands scream out for you. I waited in the moonlight with hope.So that we may become one.Your hand in mine.In search of that feeling.That Magnificent and mystical energy I know we have.So that we may strive together. In life and hold each other close. Threw the good times and bad.

Never Again, My Love.. Never Again
On my heart, a raven and a chain; A lock, unlocked by but your name. My mind, filled with memories I’d rather forget, But you were the one thing I’d never regret. I was paying for it all and loved you And while the pain was bad, I swear- For you, each scar again I’d wear. Because each heartbeat, slow or fast, Filled with your love cleared my past. I closed my eyes to believe it was true When you swore that loved me- you cared; Forgot all the times that you just weren’t there, But those mistakes I’ve made, I swear Repeat them, I will; never.

Mother Hood
I've been a mother for almost 5 years and have learn very interesting things about myself through my children and what kind of creatures they really are..funny little people I may add. I have a daughter name Ayla that will be 5 5/24 ..she is a DIVA oh my god! If its not dora crap its this princess kick. I was a tomboy growing up and still am.. I'm in construction..but its cool to watch her, at this exact moment she has built a tent using her and her brothers toddler beds, which looking behind me wasnt such a good idea..I'll have her help me get the beds back together but shes an angel. Now my son lol, Johnathan is one of a kind. I think he's going to be a drag queen which is cool, whatever floats your boat but I swear when I say this..its not even joking, the boy got ahold of my make up and did a good job. Needless to say I put the box up higher. My experiance with children is slim but I've notice that when its bed time, they wake up more. When its time for dinner they are no longer hu

Guy (for Women)
" Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep… wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you’ re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU… The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her… "

What On My Mind..........3/10
I have come to realize i would make the worst dear jon publishir. I can't write or speak to ppl that come to me reguarding their lives unless the mood is right. Seems to happen once a month around this time. Silly I know but I not only one who has noticed. lol But yet again just another unexplain event that seem to happen to me and no one understands or can relate. Secretly i like that! he he on the outside i am who they see or hear. Not cause they know me! My tatoo's are memeries and personal expression. Just a look down when i am sad, depressed or angured. Like insperation or material items. Gives me instant possativity to not stoop to others negativity and imaturity. To others it's trashy or makes me look easy and trampy. Being judgemental is one of life's biggest and ugliest personality traits to have...... Hardest habbit to control and eliminate in everyday life, friendships, religion ect. One key step to over coming my past was this. I grew up nieve and misguided, abused and mini

Poem 1
my heart is given, my heart is weak, will i be forgiven by those who seek, will they help me yo forgive myself for all the things i hate of myself, can i change them, can i share, the feelings i have inside that i am not aware, the anger i have the fear that i carry can i be forgiven can i be free

Absence
My love is like the sun that warms me when I am cold,And like the cool water of the brook that refreshes me.My love knows the secret pleasures of my soul,And delights with me in fulfilling them.Who is my love but the soul of my soul,And the reason for every beat of my heart.Who fills me with life in the joy of her presence,And returns to me more than I have given.Come to me, my love, I die without you.Each day is eternity, waiting for your touch.Remove the tears from my eyes and the ache in my heart,Be closer than my breath, all my days, all my nights.

A Rose Without You
With this rose, I not only give you merely a rose, but I give you my heart and soul. I send to you all the love I have to give,and anything else that would give me the chance to touch your heart. With this rose, I reveal all mythoughts and feelings about youthat I have withheld for so long.I feel when I am with you... I am like a rose, not because of it's beauty, but because I am able to bloom and grow with you. To me you are like a rose's sunshine, so full of energy and light, that never does it fail to lift my spirits. Just by the sound of your voice and that look in your eye. I could never tear my eyes from you,you are able to make my life worth living. But, without you, just like a rose, I would wither and die. Not all at once, but little by little, petal by petal. Slowly at first, because you have made me stronger and stronger each day you're with me.But eventually, without you, I will loose all those beautiful petals you have given me.

Ya'll Ain't Going To Believe This Shit!!!!!!
Please allow me to set this up for you. I drove a truck for about 5 years with a flawless delivery rate, always on time alwys found my way from point to point, I have lived in my current location for the last 3 or more years, i have been able to find my house in hard rains, dust storms, you name it, and have never lost my car at Six Flags. i just went over to my friends house and he offered me a bowl of some stuff he had aquired. I being the good friend I am and not wanting to offend... I smoked it. It was good. It was nice and smooth the way you would expect it should be before it knocks the fuck out of you like a velvet hammer. When the bowl was finished I looked into the bowl and thought ,"wow." I didn't realize how right I was. I was driving around the circle because i don't live too far away and I saw a police officer sitting in his car at an intersection. I checked my speed, seatbelt, and looked straight ahead. As soon as I passed him I glanced at my mirror to make sure he wasn

Here Is An Article I Found That Is So Freaking Right.
In "Twister," the movie opening today, stars Helen Hunt and Bill Paxton stand in an Oklahoma cornfield. Wind whips their hair back and debris flies toward them as the husband and wife tornado chasers, eyes keen, look in awe at a monstrous, growling, oncom ing tornado. "My God," they say. In a preview screening Wednesday, two real husband and wife tornado chasers, meteorologists Richard and Daphne Thompson of Kansas City, were saying practically the same thing: My... What a bunch of hooey. It's not that the young chasers thought "Twister" was bad. Not at all. The special effects that created the tornadoes were great. "The effects were better than I thought for the tornadoes," Richard Thompson said. And in terms of excitement, Daphne Thompson, 23, who's an Internet WebMaster for the National Weather Service, and Richard Thompson, 29, who tracks storms for the National Storm Prediction Center, thought it was pretty intense, maybe ranking an F3 on the F0 to F5 torna

"the Break Up"
Have you ever woke up blind?Unable to see inside,the truth that really lies in someone.Caught up because you think you're in love.But that's not what it is, now is it? In reality, you're grasping and clinging,trying to hang on to the side of the mountain without falling.Nobody wants to hit the rocks below.But sometimes that deathblow opens your mind to a calling.She's not perfect.What the fuck is wrong with you?A clear head is something you could never do.We are fallible creatures, we're all meant to lose.Evolutionary process? Probably not. Losers are pre-destined.Two options for this one, Mister Problem Solver:Think with your cock.Think with your blocked mind.Think it's about time you turned away from the sky.Put your boots back on the groundThe clock says the march is on again.Up hill, up stream, against the wind.Whatever could stop you will probably try.Any fear you have will probably dieonce you confront it.Put it in a box and shove it under the bed.When you're stuck inside your he

"lights"
Blinded- On her first step outside, by the lights in the sky Attention deficit kicks in, Once her eyes are finished adjusting. So much to see, a lot more to do She’s done with you--passing fad Be glad she kept you for the time she did Your former “Almost Everything”. She opens her umbrella and skips away Hums to the beat created by the rain That falls from your face while watching her go There’s more to life than love And loyalty doesn’t last much longer than the Fall season does On your own again, kid Look upward and try to see whatever she saw Maybe being blind isn’t so bad after all Blissfully traveling through life unaware of all the pain Falling off the cliff just like the other lemmings of today Compromise yourself, boy Do all the things you said you’d never do This is life, there is no amount of glue To keep you together during this roller coaster ride This humpty dumpty lifestyle: broken on the inside. Numb it and live in denial Forget

"afterthought"
I’m in this to winThe knife you aimed at my back is impaling my progressDead last, baby!What are your regrets?I’d list mine, but fuck if I’ve got all that time.Take this last kiss to your graveWhenever that may beRemember me, remember meThe ending assures I’ll think of you foreverWhat are your regrets?I’d list mine, but fuck if I’ve got that kind of time.With heartfelt professionalismI end this affair.Should I apologize or know you’ll be alright?Does it even matter if I care?What are your regrets? I don’t have any fucking time.

Awaiting
Waiting never states, the soul left to wait. A game of peoples fates, where never is to late. Even some of loves greats, lived through this debate. To have two full plates, can drive one irate. For time passes slow, and life leaves you dry. If love is all you know, less your life you cry. Goes just to show, love is not a lie. It lives enough to grow, don't let it pass on by.

I Posted A Suggestion To Scrapper.....
I suggested a 2 second delay between hits on the hitlist due to MANY times trying to collect a bounty, only to see "This player is already dead" on my first click of the fight button. I was told before by someone "Thats why they brought the enter button back" the issue that I have with this is that i'm pretty good at putting my mouse right on the fight button, but the hitlisted person is still dead in less time than it takes to blink! Please, my Friends that play FuMafia consider this as an idea & if you like it suggest it to Scrapper as well. Here is the link to the appropriate blog Thank you all http://fubar.com/blog/312010/1071280

Feelings Of Love And Pain
The feeling of love, How do you describe it? When your soul feels like it's flying And there's no way to tie it to the ground When your heart feels like it could burst And there's no way to calm it down When your mind races all day And just one person runs through it When your body lays against that one person And you feel as if you are just one person When they're all you seem to care about And your own feelings seem to matter no more When you give your life to them And they take every last bit of it out of you When you find out that they have others And you just take the pain and accept them back When you know you only want that one person And they might not just want only you But you keep on going with it Cause you can't tell your heart what to feel!

Are You Earth, Fire Or Air?
You Are Earth You are a patient, reliable, and solid person. You tend to be a strong influence and stabilizing force in people's lives. While you are quite serious, you are thoughtful in all ways. You tend to be a big dreamer, and you can be very laid back. You prefer to observe and stay in the shadows. You don't crave the limelight. You only seek your own approval. While you don't like to show off, you should let yourself be the center of attention every now and than. You have what it takes to shine. Are You Earth, Fire, or Air? The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings

What's Your Shopping Stereotype?
Your Shopping Stereotype is Balanced Unlike most people, you don't really obsess over shopping. It's a chore, just like any other. You crave a simple, stress free experience when you go shopping. Convenience is very important to you. You tend to know what you want, and you're willing to pay to get it quickly. You probably enjoy shopping online. You enjoy taking time to pick out what you want, but once you're ready to buy, you don't want to drag out the process. What's Your Shopping Stereotype? Blogthings: Learn Something Surprising About Yourself

Little White Lies
Little white lies,smooth the path that leads to each other.Little white lies,make it easier to slip into our mutual comfort.Little white lies,Are the softness of our worlds.Little white lies,make smiles that last until we next speak.Little white lies,are the kisses that traverse any distance.Little white lies,Make the heart flutter and...Little white lies,Are not what you told.

Simple Bitches
1. A simple bitch will take u where u need to go.2. A Real Bitch throws u the keys & says it needs gas.3. A simple bitch will tell u not 2 fight, iit aint worth it.4. A Real Bitch will say beat her ass!5. A simple bitch wonders who ur new man is.6. A Real Bitch knows that mutha fuckers 1st name, last name, his bday, where he lives, who hes related 2, wat kinda car he drives, where he works, how many babies mamas he has, & how many bitches he's tlkn 2.7. A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out.8. A Real Bitch will just knock her the fuck out!9. A simple bitch tells u when shes had enuf 2 drink.10. A Real Bitch tells u we need another shot, we bout 2 get fucked up.11. A simple bitch reads this & realizes Shes a simple bitch & deletes it.-A Real Bitch passes this 2 her Real Bitches without thinkin..

Easter Surprise
Since its Easter this reminds me of an Easter of easter past. i always love to do something special and this time it was for a boyfriend i had been seriously dating for awhile Though we had problems (he was a major stoner lol) we had a hot sex life or so i though heheheh that easter i decided to arrange to have his easter basket delivered to him along side with me looking very hot! all decked out I picked up at this special basket delivery place a guy who was like 6"2" in this hilarious rabbit outfit we drove to my boyfriends house early Easter morning to deliver the goods When we got there I hid and the easter bunnie rang the door bell No one answered so since i had a key i though oh well hes probably asleep so me and peter Rabbit let ourselves in snuck upstairs to his bed room I told peter to open the door and shout out Happy Easter!!! Happy easter then Id pop out from behind him Well! Peter opened the bedroom door shouted out Happy Easter I popped out from b

Crazed2apoint Rips It Legit
"You might say that I'm apathetic. I don't care enough to dispute that"ANT the RANT Brass Knuckle Poets Society said:Apathetic to protect what beats so fragilely,Pathetic to think I could defeat feelings that I truly believe,Sympathetic to such a degree, that other people couldn't care to see,When a heart bleeds, what pours out is what we unwillingly concede,We hold fast to our dreams, and don't speak of these things that make us weak,We wear our masks, and conceal our true selfs, for fear of being a human being,Emotionally upside down, so much that we can't tell the floor from the ceiling,So we sit spinning on ceiling fans, grinning ignorant and feeling grand,Watching the coffee table circle around our dangling hanging hands,reaching for the remote for a semblance of control, over our daily demands,In this digital world, of holograms, and personality scams it's hard to be a man,My keyboard holds the key to my plans, I hit.. Option, then Esc

Ric Edelman Says Life Got Harder
Health Care Reform: Life Just Got Harder The health care bill is now law. As a result, taxes are rising. Many middle-class working Americans will soon incur greater expenses for services they have already been receiving. As a humanitarian, I don’t believe anybody can argue with the principle of providing health insurance to 32 million Americans who have not had access to it. But those benefits have a high cost, and middle-class working Americans will be the ones paying for it. Let’s take a look at the new taxes that the 2010 health care law has created. Most will be phased in over the next few years and are as follows: 2010 Starting July 1, indoor tanning salons will charge a 10% sales tax. 2011 Pharmaceutical manufacturers will collectively pay a new excise tax, starting at $2.5 billion and rising over time. The drug makers will no doubt pass this new cost onto consumers. Non-qualified distributions from Health Savings Accounts will be taxed at 20% inste

Who Am I To Say...
Love of my life, my soulmate You're my best friend Part of me like breathing Now half of me is left I don't know anything at all Who am I to say you love me I don't know anything at all & who am I to say you need me Color me blue I'm lost in you Don't know why I'm still waiting Many moons have come & gone Don't know why I'm still searching Don't know anything at all & who am I to say you love me I don't know anything at all & who am I to say you need me Hmmm hmmm mmm Uhhh oohhh aahhh Hooo aahhh ohh ohhh Now you're a song I love to sing Never thought it feels so free Now I know what's meant to be & that's okay with me But who am I to say you love me & who am I to say you need me & who am I to say you love me

First Entry
Im up layin in bed and my mind cant relax even though im really tired. i dont know what to do to calm my mind down and try and see the light at the end of the tunnel. my words will come out more later on. im about to go to bed

A Little About Me... Ask Me!!!!
Ok.. It's been a while since I did this.. and warning.. I'm really ... uhm ... p*ssed off. FYI - This blog/note will be posted identically on 3 websites where I frequent or am a member of. Wherever I may post a status, or comments on others... This is posted. This is not AIMed or DIRECTED at ANY ONE person.. or ANY GROUP of people. This is just... HOW I AM FEELING RIGHT NOW!In the past week, I have posted status messages on all 3 websites.. and yes, some of those, were aimed at one or two direct individuals. Those that the status messages were aimed at.. would know who they are. They did know who they were aimed at. I will randomly put status messages that are just what entered my mind at the time i was posting it. Meaning.. not aimed or directed at anyone, just something I may have been feeling at that moment for whatever the reason. MY actions.. and i do mean MY ACTIONS, on whichever site, are just that.. MINE! If anyone has a problem with any of these.. actions, status mes

Wolf
The Wolf SpiritIt is in my nature to be gentle, and lovingBUT KNOW THISWhen it comes to matters of protecting my friends, family and my heart. Do not trifle with me for I am the most powerful and relentless creature you will ever know

Is It Real??
You tell me that you love me, but how do I know for sure,is there any way known that can show your love is pure?Is it a matter of faith that I must just assume to be truemust I go through life hoping that I am still loved by you?I always do my best to show you how much I truly careit is my every thought to make you happy and be therein hopes that you will never have a doubt about my love.I always want you to think of me as a gift from up above.I see all the things that you do for me and do appreciate,I worry so much that I will miss a sign until it is too late.We all have heard of the man who has sex just beforethen he leaves his house to go out and find some whore.There are women that will kiss their husband and thenthey will head off to have sex with some strange men.So I am left to wonder if there is a sure way to ever know that your partner will be faithful and still loves you so?

Business As Usual
Wednesday was a very busy day. I negotiated terms for the second office and took care of business. I visited with family and friends. I even had dinner with a lovely girl that I embarrassed with gifts of pretty panties and wine at the table. She had no doubt where I was going with this little exchange. :D I am really happy with the current changes and I am looking forward to even more...

My Crew Shines True - Supernatural (bkps Reps + Guests)
My crew shines true - supernaturalSAVV Brass Knuckle Poets Society said:My crew shines true - supernatural, like the third eye on a blind dude. Let me remind you - B-K-P-S is a life-style; fuck a rhyme, fool. I'll blow the hand off the sign you throw up, if it ain't mine: schooled. Like a mine field and if it mine - screwed. Kinda' rude, hella nice - tried and true, immaculate, like Jesus Christ to a ripe bruise.. Each1Teach1 of Brass Knuckle Poets Society Said:fuck is up with the lack of nice crews? need to take heed and some advice too, if you aint coming hard as fuck you aint spitten to the right dude, better hope you catch yer boy in a nice mood, cause i crumble flakes into the water like fish food, B is to the K like its P into the S, synonymous with ridonkulous when we rockin this...youd need the 3rd eye and an eagle or a hawkeye with a twist, to even catch a spy report before you conquer this...Teach1 sponsors this, and any and all brodcasts, download it to yer eye phone,

Last Marathon
Last year I entered the New York City Marathon. The race started and immediately I was the last of the runners. It was embarrassing. The guy who was in front of me, second to last, was making fun of me. He said, "Hey buddy, how does it feel to be last?" I replied: "You really want to know?" Then I dropped out of the race.

Yay!
Great thing today.. So ill be brief.. Just found out that by 2012.. Ill be graduating from college.. and its exciting for me. I will be the first in my immediate family to graduate, so to me its a exciting thing indeed.. I hope I can perform well enough for it.. Just gotta push on through... Wish me luck!!

If You Ever Did Believe (stevie Nicks & Sheryl Crowe)
You've left me now and it's seasoned my soul. And with every step you take I watch another part of you go. I continue to build the wall. You were so strong, I fell to my knees. And I don't think I can handle this at all. Well one more night I'd like to lie and hold you, yes and feel. To make you smile I'd like to be there for you, Have you forgotten, me? And the days go by, doing nothing about them. How much time, will I have to spare? My mind won't rest and I don't sleep. Not even in my dreams. If you ever did believe for my sake. If you ever did believe. And the days go by, (whoooooaaaaaa) doing nothing about them. How much time, will I have to spare? And the days go by, (whoooooaaaaaa) doing nothing about them How much time, will I have to spare? Well one more night I'd like to lie and hold you, yes and feel, to make you smile I'd like to be there for you. Have you forgotten, me? o, baby dont leave me o, baby dont leave me o, baby dont l

Trust No One, Words To Live By!
I wrote this poem last night after talking to a guy on here that met a woman online that played him.I hopped upon the internet and not true love to ever seekmore out of curiosity, just wanting to have a quick peekI have met some people there from all over this grand earthand a few have become close friends, for what it's worthI have counseled people from far away and others nearall most need is someone that will not judge to lend an earjust a trusted shoulder to cry on when life gets too tougha sympathetic soul that'll listen when they have had enoughI never thought about thing like if their profile was realbecause their pain and emotions were, that I could feelThen one day quite unexpectedly I happened upon youand now I find myself wondering all the time "What is true?""What do you want in life and what are you trying to do?""Is that exquisite picture that mesmerizes me really you?""Have I been seduced from afar by your grace and charm?""Why am I thinking these things and will you do

Tired Of Waiting
The Truth is in the airthe feelings i just cant bareyou left me when things got hardu sit there like u dont careyou lost something great in ur lifeand all u can do is ignore itYou sit there in the dark feeling sorry for urselfWhen there is 2 lives growingHalf of u n half of meU will never really seeLooking into those eyesAll i can do is feel sorry for themThey will never know who u areFor the fact U dont want to be thereu say u do but u truly dontIf u truly did u would be here no matter whatLife is short n u dont careThey need u in their lives butU make me feel like u dont want anythingSit there in ur darkness n feel sorry for urselfI guess u will never understand what its likeMake ur excusesI don't care anymore Im tired of waitingfor u to grow upI guess u will never truly see how great these 2 can be

Just An Idea.....
Looks like fubar is looking for a new way to lay thingz out. Well wake up FUBAR STAFF! I just recently posted a blog about stacking TOOLBARS all up and down the screen. WE HAVEENUFF TOOLBARS goin across our screenz!! Herez a novel idea.....since most of our screenz now are 16:9 (wider than tall) why not put the icons for the toolbar u made and our bar tab (live feed) and the shoutbox on the SIDE of the screen! TRY THIS FOR A CHANGE!!!

2/30 - Getting Here
Getting Here How did this happen? How did I get here? I have slept many times during my waking hours, but have never been more aware than when REMs force me to see behind closed lids, tearing the roof off of the auto-filter. Movement is perpetual, inevitable, even in the self-imposed prison of the willingly comatose. Silly childish games we claim to have abandoned are just wearing camouflage now. We laugh when tots cover their eyes so certain that you cannot see them. Are we any different? Ahh, the more things change... No! That is just another blindfold. Ludicrous to wear a blindfold when driving, right? Quick we are to point out the folly of such an act as we endure the never-ending craving of being in the driver's seat of our lives, while we back seat drive our excuses and justify our side seat views. There was ever only one occupant, one pair of eyes in that rearview glued to the road behind. Then we are absurdly shocked as we arrive at aimless desti

Dream Girl
Dream Girl... ! You come to me in a dreamStepping out of the computer screen Those starry eyes gleaming Warming up my heart racing Your face lightend up in a bliss Those lips asking for a kiss Oh yes you are mine and mine and only to be mine Round and round we go Oh let the music flow My girl you are mine Yes forever you are mine Yeah till the sun dies catching a cold &nbs

Out In The Rain
It was like a sign. I walked outside and like a que from a director it begins to rain, a desperate attempt to wash the pain from my body. Purity falling from the heavens above and touching my skin. The anger and resentment mixing with the water and becoming acid, burning away the ground beneath me. Just another example of my essence destroying something good. And my wings wrap around me to keep me warm. My weapons unfazed by the destruction. Figures. This destroyer able to keep destryoing. Walking through life in all of its beautiful moments, being the outcast nobody wants to acknowledge, but secretly glad is there. But this war isn't about attrition, its about preserverance. This Angel without a god Soldiers on.

On The Battlefield
Deep breaths, listen for the pause. I clench my gun, pop up, shoot. Two more die. Rounds crackle by my head and everthing slows down. Anger takes over. I move from behind cover. Nothing matters anymore. Sight, shoot, kill. The explosions are dull thuds in the background. The rounds zipping by leave trails in the air. I hear each bullet I fire, each shell that hits the ground. Reload on the move. Fire. Run, aquire, shoot, kill. Its so eaasy. Im not afraid. Im running, sprinting, killing. Then I see her. Like I remember. She walks through the carnage, undaunted by the chaos. I unwiittingly lower my weapon and walk towards her. Everything is still but us. My weapon hits the ground and I drop to my knees in front of her. She smiles, but not in a loving way. Its to late, I cant move. She raises her hand and touches my chest. Its like a round going through my heart. I fall back, and I see her walk away, free. Then I succumb to the darkness and wake up screaming.

Blank Page
A blank page looks up at me this nightBut when I look back at itIts you that I see Struggling to find the right wordshere i sit thinking of you Holding you close thats what I wanna doTo smell your hair as you snuggle closeTo feel the warmth of your skin as I pull you to meTo kiss you and hold you close A blank page looks up at me this nightBut when I look back at itIts you that I see

12 Ways To Know That You Love Someone
TWELVE: You talk with him/her late at night and when you go to bed you still think of him/her. ELEVEN: You walk really slowly when you are with him/her. TEN: You don't feel Ok when he/she is far away. NINE: You smile when you hear his/her voice. EIGHT: When you look at him/her,you do not see other people around you.You see only him/her. SIX: He/She is everything you want to think. FIVE: You realise that you smile every time you look at him/her. FOUR: You would do anything to see him/her. THREE: While you have been reading this, there was a person in your mind all the time. TWO: You've been so busy thinking of that person that you didn't notice that number SEVEN is missing. ONE: You are going to check above if that's true and now you are silently laughing to yourself.

For The Queen The Demon Of My Desire...another Passionate Piece Written For Me...these Blogs Blow My Mind
I feel a fire flickering inside of me. Pouring out into delicious sin. I felt my hand crawl up. Slowly, tickling the little hairs on your skin. you sighed lustfully. Wrapping your arms around your neck. Would you give me everything I desire? Everything and more. Oh, how I crave your fire. Quenching to burn. press your embers to my pale and quivering timber and ignite me, lover... consume me with licks of flame and torrents of heat. your wetness can't deter these flames, only add the deliciousness of sweetness and sweat, skin slipping against skin as we writhe into a crackling frenzy, building to the explosion we both crave. if we're going to hell for the sins of this flesh, let the road to hell be paved with sweet exchanges and little kisses, lusty sighs and heated gazes Keep your hands on me. All through the night. I want to enraptured you. you know you rock my world. With each lazy slow roll of the hips. We know god is secretly watching us. His hand against his.. mmmmm. I pres

Twisted Lovers
once upon a time these two were quite deadly, destroying all in there path willing ,ready, a city turned to rubble, one sex at a time by the time help did arrive twas much to late feelings hurt hearts crushed, you were lucky enough to survive good fortune to you, by the end of it all, if you were not torn apart from the eye found screaming in the dark {I cant be alone} {so fuck it id rather die} but when these two met, the world knew fear , a new fate had befallen them all no one can save them, no one would dare try, there is no one out there to call one hell of a storm brew , they felt the need to collide , and there power was then x10 when the two finally met , they knew no reason , to ever part ways again yet their normal routine, was not in their actions , they seem to be quite at peace no violence displayed , they were well behaved , it seemed to have calmed the beast

This Song Rocks
SYSTEM OF A DOWN LYRICS "Cigaro"-System of a DownMy cock is much bigger than yours,My cock can walk right through the doorWith a feeling so pure..It's got you screaming back for more.Cool, in denialWe're the cruel regulators smokingCIGARO CIGARO CIGARCool, in denialWe're the cruel regulators smokingCIGARO CIGARO CIGARMy shit stinks much better than yours,My shit stinks right down to the floor.With a feeling so pure,It's got you coming back for more.Cool, in denialWe're the cruel regulators smokingCIGARO CIGARO CIGARCool, in denialWe're the cruel regulators smokingCIGARO CIGARO CIGARCool, in denialWe're the cruel regulators smokingCIGARO CIGARO CIGARCool, in denialWe're the cruel regulators smokingCIGARO CIGARO CIGARCan't you see that I love my cock?Can't you see that you love my cock?Can't you see that we love my cock?We're the regulators that de-regulateWe're the animators that de-animateWe're the propagators of all genocideBurning through the world's resources, then we turn an

Dear Agony
"Dear Agony" I have nothing left to give I have found the perfect end You were made to make it hurt Disappear into the dirt Carry me to heaven's arms Light the way and let me go Take the time to take my breath I will end where I began And I will find the enemy whithin Because I can feel it crawl beneath my skin Dear Agony Just let go of me Suffer slowly Is this the way it's got to be? Dear Agony Dear Agony Just let go of me Suffer slowly Is this the way it's got to be? Don't bury me Faceless enemy I'm so sorry Is this the way it's gotta be? Dear Agony Suddenly The lights go out Let forever Drag me down I will fight for one last breath I will fight until the end And I will find the enemy within Because I can feel it crawl beneath my skin Dear Agony Just let go of me Suffer slowly Is this the way it's got to be? Don't bury me Faceless enemy I'm so sorry Is this the way it's gotta be? Dear Agony

I Figured We Was Friends
As the bus stopped and it was her turn to get on, she became aware that her skirt was too tight to allow her leg to come up to the height of the first step of the bus. Slightly embarrassed and with a quick smile to the bus driver, she reached behind her to unzip her skirt a little, thinking that this would give her enough slack to raise her leg. She tried to take the step, only to discover that she couldn't. So, a little more embarrassed, she once again reached behind her to unzip her skirt a little more, and for the second time attempted the step. Once again, much to her chagrin, she could not raise her leg. With a little smile to the driver, she again reached behind to unzip a little more and again was unable to take the step. About this time, a large Texan who was standing behind her picked her up easily by the waist and placed her gently on the step of the bus. She went ballistic and turned to the would-be Samaritan and yelled, 'How dare you touch my body! I don't even

Me
ok imma get this shit off my cest don't give a fuck who is anyone reads this but be forwarned I can't spell k... ok well in november 2005 I watched my first born son Jake take his last breaths he died of sssids which ultmately made my ex Susan kill heself since then my life has been a mess 2 years later I was driving in west monroe louisiana when an 18 wheeler knocked me off the highway killing miss Marry horrablle disfiguring my ex who shattered her hand, spine, tail bone blowing an overy, cutting her liver, put her into a coma for 2 weeks now I don't like to drive I'm scared to get into relationships and when I do I get fucked over like last year moved in with this "friend" who steals my idenity cops won't help then got with tis bitch Allissia over the summer fell inlove se cheats on me with 2 ppl we split I go to job corps about feb this year idfky but I got back with her gave up job corps all the promises she spit were nice shoulda known better really and now idfk what to do wish

The Whipping
There was a class of young people that no teacher was able to handle. Two or three teachers had been run off from school this year by these young people. Finally a young man out of college heard about the class and applied to the school. The principal asked the young man "Do you not know what you are asking for, no one has been able to handle these young people, you are just asking for a terrible beating." After a few moments of silent prayer, the young man looked at the principal and said "Sir, with your consent I accept the challenge, just give me a trial basis."The next morning the young man reported for class. He said to the class "Young people, I came here today to conduct school, but I realize I can't do it by myself, I must have your help. One big boy, they called Big Tom, in the back of the room whispered to his buddies" I'll not need any help, I can lick that little bird all by myself." The young teacher told the class if they are to have school, there will have

What If By Creed
WHAT IF ~ CREED I can't find the rhyme in all my reasonI've lost sense of time and all seasonsI feel I've been beaten downBy the words of men who have no groundsI can't sleep beneath the trees of wisdomWhen your ax has cut the roots that feed themForked tongues in bitter mouthsCan drive a man to bleed from inside outWhat if you did?What if you lied?What if I avenge?What if eye for an eye?I've seen the wicked fruit of your vineDestroy the man who lacks a strong mindHuman pride sings a vengeful songInspired by the times you've been walked onMy stage is shared by many millionsWho lift their hands up high because they feel thisWe are one We are strongThe more you hold us down the more we press onWhat if you did?What if you lied?What if I avenge?What if eye for an eye?I know I can't hold the hate inside my mind'Cause what consumes your thoughts controls your lifeSo I'll just ask a questionWhat if?What if your words could be judged like a crime?

6/30 - May I Have This Dance?
May I have this dance? Sometimes your secret unspoken prayers are answered, but it is often long after they have been disregarded as any real possibility. Destiny never could keep timetables, her dance card already overflowing with the partners that will be interviewed before hitting your dance floor. You see it takes eons of scheduling to coordinate all who will touch your life and when. From family members to school teachers; from relationship partners to friends, and even the sales clerk. Each and every connection brings you either closer or farther away from yourself with the eye always on the ultimate prize. But you see, doing the two-step backwards is sometimes necessary to get to a particular point of destination, so even your mistakes are never missteps. Whether you are the wallflower one day or the belle of the ball the next, you are exactly where you need to be. So take a deep breath, smile, and look around serenely, for the music is always a

That Means You. Assholes
I can't take this I hate the fact that everyones problems become mine. My own problems get shoved away in the closet. My thoughts and feelings are my own. I have such difficulty expressing them because evidently everyone elses pain and suffering is monumental so why should my worries even matter? Why should I be happy when all those around me are troubled? Of course my purpose in life is to just weep with them. Oh, and if you have feelings to share with me then please do not make them apparent. More MESS is needed! Much more. I don't think we have quite enough MESS in this situation.If I say something, I mean it. Just so you know. I do. I did. So don't leave me in the dark.I. Have. Had. Enough. People need to fuck off and be happy and let me go live in a convent or something along those lines. Joy for all.Maybe without the burden of everyone elses sorrow on my back I will become a demure, wonderful human beingBUT UNTIL THEN YOU CAN DEAL WITH MY ATTITUDERant over.Ooh, ooh wait.Yes, in c

Yesterday Is History. Tomorrow Is A Mystery. Today Is A Gift.
One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, 'Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd.' I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him... He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, 'Those guys are jerks.'They really should get lives. ' He looked at me and said, 'Hey thanks!' There was a big smile on his f

Faithful ??
You tell me that you love me, but how do I know for sure,is there any way known that can show your love is pure?Is it a matter of faith that I must just assume to be truemust I go through life hoping that I am still loved by you? I always do my best to show you how much I truly careit is my every thought to make you happy and be therein hopes that you will never have a doubt about my love.I always want you to think of me as a gift from up above. I see all the things that you do for me and do appreciate,I worry so much that I will miss a sign until it is too late.We all have heard of the man who has sex just beforethen he leaves his house to go out and find some whore. There are women that will kiss their husband and thenthey will head off to have sex with some strange men.So I am left to wonder if there is a sure way to ever know that your partner will be faithful and still loves you so?

Nsfw Poem
I awaken in the morning to see the sun shining upon my bedand I reach for your soft pillow where you lay your loving head.Feeling with my wanton hand I search but you are not there,I do not feel your warm soft breath or even find your flowing hair.This stark reality draws me hard to my senses as I start to fearit feels so very lonely to wake and find that you are not near.As I come into the reality, I hear the the running of the showerand realize that you have been awake far less than an hourI take a swig of Pepsi to clear the film that formed over nightand then a fresh mint lozenge to make my breath smell right.Then pretending to be asleep in hope to really surprise youand throw you upon the bed for a morning romp like we used to do.I can hear that you are washing your hair and think for a little bitthat perhaps I will sneak into the shower and start to kiss your titI decide against it as it might shock you and it would not be goodand that would be such a terrible waste of this hard m

A Little More Poetry That I Have Written.
I wish to lay beside you and gaze up at the starsand perhaps watch the alignment of Venus and Mars,lay there upon a blanket on a warm summer's eveand with you tightly in my arms, swear to never leave.I wish to walk beside you upon a sandy beachand look ahead to the future we have yet to reach,to stroll along with you, holding your sweet hand in mineas we splash away the whole day in the salty brine.I wish to grow old with you and see your hair turn grayhaving proved that through it all I would forever stay,to talk about our life and the pleasures we have known,amazed at how through it all our love has only grown.I wish to see you slowly walk down a wide church aisleand then to lift your veil to kiss you and see your smileto spend every precious moment of this dear lifebeing together, "Will you consent to be my wife?"------------------------------------------------------------------------------You tell me of your problem, but do not help, you ask;how do you expect one cares to do such a

Mesoscale Discussion
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Bacon-world Is Rad!
At first glance, these images look like painted landscapes covered in snow. However, if you look a little more closely you will see that the landscape is made of bacon and other cold cuts. These aren’t paintings but true photos! Also everything you can see in the photograph is made of real food! Pictures were photographed by Carl Warner, a photographer who works in London, and who made specialty of these food landscapes or how I like to call them - ‘foodscapes’. In recent years he has been commissioned by many advertising agencies throughout Europe to produce his distinctive images for clients in the food industry. Each scene is photographed in layers from foreground to background.

Hey Pretty By Poe
Well it's 3a.m. I'm out here driving againThrough the wicked winding streets of my worldI take a wrong turn break it but I'm too far goneI've got a siren on my tail and that's not the fineI'm looking forI see a stairway so I follow it downInto the belly of a whaleWhere my secrets echo all aroundYou know me now but to do better than thatYou've got to follow meBoy I'm trying to show you where I'm atHey prettyDon't you wanna take a ride with me?Through my worldHey prettyDon't you wanna kick and slide with meThrough my worldWell I've got a mind full of wicked desingsI've got a non-stop-whole in my head-imaginationI can't forget I am a sole architectI built the shadows hereI built the growl in the voice I fearYou know me now but to do better than thatYou've got to follow meBoy I'm triing to show you where I'm atHey prettyDon't you wana take a ride with me?Through my worldHey prettyDon't you wanna kick and slide with meThrough my worldHey prettyMy pretty babyRock it through my

Shyness And Self-esteem
Sometimes people don't realize how their attitude affects my shyess or that my self-esteem really gets low when I feel like I've done something I shouldn't have without knowing. I know it's my problem. No one can really know that unless they know me. I guess that's why I don't really have friends and have a hard time making them. I don't feel wanted by most people.. well anyone really. I have a lot to offer. People just won't try to uncover what lies beneath the shy exterior. I try to put myself out there and wander into uncomfortable territory.. but then it never fails that someone will be gruff with me and then I don't want to go out of my comfort zone again. Sometimes people should just be nice and let things go by.. not question so much.. maybe if you don't know who someone is you should try to get to know them.. you might like them.

Prayer For America
For more than five decades we have drifted away from the principals God set forth when he created this great country. We have deluded ourselves into thinking that we could replace God's laws with the laws of man. My hope is that we can band together to change our country. I truly believe we can do this by getting on our knees and praying to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. My prayer is not that we will not pass laws to make abortions illegal, but that there will be no one seeking abortions. My prayer is not that we will make pornography illegal but that they will go out of business due to lack of business. My prayer is not that we pass laws regulating morality, but that the people of this great country will become great again because the word of God is written upon their hearts. My prayer is that God will give us God fearing leaders who seek his counsel and forgiveness. That God will put these men and women into positions of leadership in our governments, our schools, our busi

Untitled
i am lost at sea looking for my way home i look around and i see a light i steer towards it i start to see the lighthouse weight starts to fade the pain disappears but then i realize something im not getting closer to home i am getting closer to crashing. i let the pen do the talking on this one leave me a comment and let me know what you think...

Not All Terrorism: Obama Tries To Change Subject
Not all terrorism: Obama tries to change subject By MATT APUZZO – 20 hours ago WASHINGTON — President Barack Obama's advisers plan to remove terms such as "Islamic radicalism" from a document outlining national security strategy and will use the new version to emphasize that the U.S. does not view Muslim nations through the lens of terrorism, counterterrorism officials say. The change would be a significant shift in the National Security Strategy, a document that previously outlined the Bush Doctrine of preventive war. It currently states, "The struggle against militant Islamic radicalism is the great ideological conflict of the early years of the 21st century." The officials described the changes on condition of anonymity because the document is still being written and is unlikely to be released for weeks, and the White House would not discuss it. But rewriting the strategy document is the latest example of Obama putting his stamp on U.S. foreign policy, as with his pr

Yes It's True
Once upon A time I saw you walk along A moonbeam; what a lovely boy I followed you around the world I love you, don't you see You stole my heart in 1-2-3 I love you, yes it's true You stole my heart and I'm gonna steal yours too April, June And underneath a harvest moon I dream in sleep I'm taking flight An aeroplane across the night I love you, don't you see You stole my heart in 1-2-3 I love you, yes it's true You stole my heart and I'm gonna steal yours too Once upon A time I saw you walk along A moonbeam; what a lovely boy Went with you around the world I love you, don't you see You stole my heart in 1-2-3 I love you, yes it's true You stole my heart and I'm gonna steal yours too

But You Didnt See Me
TY, Pryj.... nice to know SOMEONE is watching for us.... BUT, YOU DIDNT SEE ME   I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.   But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.   I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.   But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall.  I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant.   But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.   I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by.   But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window.   I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children.   But, you didn't see me, when I took time off f

Yesterdays Gone
The past crawls behind us,Yesterday is now gone.Today is now here,And its sun shines on. My troubles have gone,During the night made an escape.Today is new and fresh,New chances to alter fate. My once battered heart,From all the days before.Has now found new life,And will hide in yesterdays nomore. Beauty and love now walk with me,And into this new day we go.I know not where the day leads,But happily with her I will go. She is now my new light,My morning suns new rays.May she shine forever in my eyes,For all the rest of my days.

Your Right To Vote
I graduated from high school at the age of seventeen. Afterward, I enlisted in the Marine Corps, went to boot camp in San Diego, graduated from that and was sent to Okinawa and, later, Vietnam. The year was 1968. There was an upcoming Presidential election in November, but I couldn't vote in it. The voting age then was 21. I was old enough to defend our country against enemies, both foreign and domestic, but I couldn't vote for the people who decided friend or enemy. Ultimately, I had to wait four years, until 1972, to vote in my first election. Since then, I haven't missed a Presidential election and only a few mid-term elections. I love this country and the Constitution our Founding Fathers created establishing the framework of the United States. I love the fact that I have the right to voice my opinions in the election process and concider this to be one of the most important rights we have. There has rarely been a more critical time to exercise the right to vote. In a time when

Prisoners
for we are both prisoners of wild desireand we will never be free to be alone againthere are chains of love that bind us tighta lover's pact made between me and youshe smiles so sweetly and softly calls to meher eyes say that she will be always be mineher lush lips open to invite my fevered kisslocked in love's embrace till the end of timefor we are both prisoners of wild desireand we will never be free to be alone againthere are chains of love that bind us tightlove's bonds forged in passion's firefor we are both prisoners of wild desireburning all day and through darkest nightthese chains that bind our hearts so tighta lover's pact made between me and you

So I'm An American Idol Junkie. Sue Me.
I want to say American Idol is my guilty pleasure, but I'm not so sure anymore. American Idol has finally discovered some incredible talent. Talent that says a big "fuck you" to cookie cutter pop and does its own thing. Artists so compelling that it makes sitting through three hours a week of Simon's snivelling overly harsh criticism, Paula's insane enthusiasm, Kara's determination to mold everyone into a bland R&B artist, Randy's pathetic attempts at coming across as a hip young music producer, and countless tedious clips of their disgustingly charmed and appropriately overdramatized lives at "Camp Idol" worth sitting through, if only to get to the meaty center. The show still has its Clay Aikens and Kelly Clarksons and Daughtrys and blonde guys from boy bands and Britney Spears wannabes, but some serious contenders for actual rock superstars have crept their way onto the once woefully undeserving American Idol stage. And those talents are actually getting votes and staying on that s

Love
How my thoughts are racing soooo... I just whispered aloud - "I love you...", and have the softest feeling - for real, no teasing. You 'get' to me so damnably easy... I don't know or understand why or how - you just do. It's because... somehow... we... belong. I know... silly me. I melt at some awkward times and just shake my head at others. But I want to hold you so tight and make love to you and hold you close afterward and make love to you and just 'be' with you and love you. Woman...the thoughts that just race by physical... mental... my stomachs a big knot and I want to sing, smile... just laugh... shake it off... but can't. I want you curled with me, around me, on me. I want to be in you - a part of you... held so very tight and close... and never let go. I want to touch you, taste... explore... mentally, physically... and more - so much more. I want to play and 'be' as only we can. How my thoughts are racing soooo... such is the beginning of 'loving' you... silly me.

Pool Table
"... ever had sex on a pool table..." slowly peeled off the label long-neck bottle she was drinking no secret what I was thinking, cowboy boots Wrangler jeans mostly Texas in her genes sunk the eight ball corner pocket tightened my nuts like a Craftsman socket, breast size, no mystery knew little of her history but history wasn't on my brain fine line 'tween crazy and sane, "...what the fuck, sure, let's do it..." "...sorry cowboy, I think you blew it..." smiled and licked her lips so sweet said, perhaps, some day we'd meet, down some dirt road, up some draw gave a number I could call were I ever passing through a itch to drink (itch to screw?), said no one knows tomorrow beg, buy, steal, borrow she racked 'em up, cue ball flyin' hands in my pants, soul sighing,

The Broom
SEE THAT MAN THERE ACROSS THE ROOM? THE ONE IN THE TATTERD SHIRT AND THE BROKEN BROOM. STARTED HERE ABOUT SIX MONTHS AGO, WHY HE USES THAT BROOM NOBODY KNOWS. HE NEVER SMILES AND HE NEVER FROWNS, MINDS ALWAYS ON HIS WORK WITH THAT BROOM SWEEPING THE GROUND. I ASKED THE MAN A FEW DAYS AGO, WHY A BROKEN BROOM AND NOT ONE THAT'S NEW? HE PAUSED FOR A MOMENT AND THEN HE SAID, SOMEONE VERY DEAR TO ME IS DEAD. ABOUT EIGHT MONTHS AGO I LOST MY WIFE, 50 YRS SIDE BY SIDE IS HOW WE SHARED OUR LIFE. OH I WAS LOST AND DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I NOTICED IN THE CORNER THIS BROKEN BROOM. WASN'T QUITE SURE WHERE IT CAME FROM. EVEN THOUGH IT WAS BROKEN IT LOOKED BRAND NEW.COULDN'T UNDERSTAND, I WAS QUITE CONFUSED. THEN IT HIT ,THAT BROOM, IT WAS NEW. YOU SEE MY FRIEND MY WIFE WAS KILLED ONE NIGHT BY A MAN IN A TRUCK TOWING HIS BIKE. HE WAS ON HIS WAY HOME FROM A RALLY DOWN SOUTH. WHEN HE STOPPED AT THE BAR TO WET HIS MOUTH. ONE TURNED INTO TWO AND TWO TURNED INTO MORE. HE WAS FEELIN NO PAIN

She's A Wonderful Wife
I want to tell you about how I got such a wonderful wife. If I told you we just started dating 6 months ago you might think we had a very short courtship. All this is true but sort of misleading. You see she's a loving hot beautiful wife, just not my wife, and yes we have been dating for 6 months. In the beginning at they say, I was cruising the net one day and saw a photo of an incredible brunette . She stood out so much from the other women on the site that I wrote a short reply to the posting telling her what a beauty she was. I never expected a reply since I’m sure she got dozens of the same messages. Turns out it was her husband who posted the photo, and he was the one who replied thanking me for the compliments about his bride. He sent me a couple of more photos that where as sexy as the first. Vince and I started exchanging emails every couple of days. He seamed like a good guy, loved his wife and knew what a hot one she was. We began chatting after a coup

Bloggety Blog
I am sick and tired of the job market in California. Last I read unemployment is up to thirteen percent. I am sure it is a much larger number then this. However it also irrates me that I live in an overpoppulated county that has more storage units, churches, stop lights and other senseless waste of perfectly good space, Then actual jobs. They tell us they wanted to boost the econmy and premote us to spend locally. Well here is an idea. Want people to spend money?? Create the jobs so that the people can make the money to spend. I am soooo thinking of relocating out of state.

Love On The Internet
Love On The Internet Though I wasn't looking for anyone new,One day I got e- mail and in it was you.Charming, sensitive and so debonair,I strongly resisted it go anywhere.But letters and stories captured my heart,Filled me with passion almost from the start.Love on the Internet, how could it be?These things just don't happen to people like me.But doves and butterflies flew into our lives,Carrying messages we could not deny.Each person has meaning and love to express,And we could deny our hearts nothing less.It's a beautiful love that has grown between us,Something beyond any words we discuss.Much deeper than LOL, cyber kisses and such,Far down to our souls, beyond human touch.My love's not confined by what it can see,I feel you, I taste you, I experience your dream.Close my eyes, and I envision what in my heart I can hear,"Love knows no boundaries, no distance, no fear."It's the soul that captures God's love in a wayThat eternally melts hearts together to stay.Fused and se

A Letter To My Friend~my Take On Fubar
Wow .. I am sorry that things got so screwed up for you on here. Yes it's true ..that what is supposed to be a game turns out to be real people and real feelings Outside of the box. It is hard to keep this place in perspective. We talk to someone ... at first... it's just fubar. Then Fu friends and fu Friends becomes a real friend. You soon find yourself caring very real love for these people. You Share and Comfort one another, even tho you don't know for sure if truly it is even the person you see in their photos. Even with cams it is just a speck of reality. For Some Fu marriage is Very real..the next thing ya know is you find your heart belonging to someone you don't really know At all. I Know people who have left their marriages for fulove. I guess being married for 37 yrs and having my husband here for real, every day living and sharing every aspect of life, has helped to protect me somewhat. But even I find myself asking myself how can I be so close to some of my best friends fr

Gotta Get This Off My Chest
I was in an auction, my first. my winner, DragonMaster775 is a looser. I spent 2 days rating and commenting on his every pic, blog, etc, giving him drinks all week and showering my new BF with mad fu-luv. he finally startin' shout boxin me.DragonMaster775:married or not, I WANT YOU...sorry..you are just too good to be trueme:Hi, BF!!! Yes, I'm married, happily with 2 kids. How's your weekend?(this was when my man gave him a cooler of beer with a message to check himself, to watch his game)DragonMaster775:I know you are married...My weekend is ok I guessme:r u seeing anybodyforgive my askin, it just seemed like from your pics that u've been hurt in the pastDragonMaster775:i am single and not seeing anyone..and didnt appreciate some guy messaging me about not being able to have youme:o that some guy is my hubby sitting next to me on his computer, silly. u really don't know much about me yet.DragonMaster775:either way, he is blocked and so are you. I make one comment as a joke, and ASSHO

Everyday
Now and forever,She holds my heart.No distance will stop her,No matter how far apart. Her love can fly to me,I can feel it in the air.When i see her beautiful smile,I know then why I care. God has blessed me with this angel,To forever my heart will stay.I smile and I thank him now,For her,each and every day.

Heat
We came together In a frenzied embrace Mouths locked, Nostrils flared Snorting like fighting bulls Kissing, stroking, groping Fumbling with buttons and belts Hooks and eyes Until we lay in a heap Disordered in our semi nakedness I caressed her breasts Teasing her nipples First with fingers Before attending to them orally I moved my hand across her soft belly And pulled up her skirt My mouth alternated between Her swollen nipples and her eager mouth My slipped under her skirt And I reached up Until I felt the silk of her underwear I pulled them down to her ankles urgently Then I moved my hand steadily Up her long stockined leg From ankle to calf to her inner thigh The soft naked flesh above her stocking Before combing my fingers through Her luxuriant growth She turned her attentions once again To my ear frantically exploring it with her tongue I cupped her pubic bone in my hand And rocked it gently Then I slipped my fingers between her lips Into the creamy wetness She moaned gently in

Afterglow
She lay serenely in the afterglow The sweat of passion spent Vaporized and no more Her hair tousled, frames a peaceful face The red glow of the cheeks still visible Her eyes resting, her mouth open slightly Her full lips still moist, her pale skin smooth No hint remains of what passed The contortions of orgasm Which were etched into her innocent face Linger no more but shall again soon She lies beneath a silken sheet Stretched more tightly across her breasts Showing them in sharp relief The cool air from the open window Arouses her nipples Which stand proud through the silk She murmurs in her sleep and squirms in unison As her arousal continues elsewhere If her lover does not return Her satisfaction will be in her own hand

No Superman
I am no superman No man of steel, I am not super human Not endowed with special powers I have no heart of stone Nor feet of clay I am human Prick my finger, see me bleed I am no angel Nor am I devil I am not inhuman Not devoid of emotion I am just a man Ordinary, average Unremarkable With hopes and dreams Plans and aspirations And a heart to give When I meet her

Payback On The Telemarketer's! Lmao
Hello? Yes, can I speak with Ms. Gemii? Who’s calling? This is Mike ____. You’ve been selected to receive a free digital satellite system. With this— Let me ask you something. Were you a friend of Ms. Gemii? No, I’m just calling to offer— Hold that thought. [Speaking to someone else.] Get pictures of the body, and dust for prints. [Back to caller] Mike, you there? Let me bring you up to speed. You’ve called a murder scene. Ms. Gemii is no longer with us. I’m Officer Clark. I’m conducting a homicide investigation. What was the nature of your business with Ms. Gemii? I … I had no business with him. I’m sorry to have bothered you— I want to ask you to stay on the phone. This call has already been traced, and we may need you to come in for questioning. No, you don’t understand. I’m just— No, you don’t understand—unless you want to be charged with obstruction of jus

Red Fire
The first thing I noticed Was the sun on her red hair Turning it to blazing fire As it tumbled Onto the white flesh of her shoulders The pastel shades Of her meagre top Struggled to contain the vibrancy of her breasts And her naked midriff tantalized The waistband of her skirt sat on her hips While the white cotton below Encased her rolling buttocks and strong thighs A gust of summer breeze Lifted her skirt allowing glimpses of her white thighs Then as she walked The sunlight behind her illuminated her form More than hinting at the delights Contained within the cotton of her skirt My thoughts then turned From her flaming red hair To a burning desire

God Vs. Satan
And God populated the Earth with broccoli and cauliflower and spinach and green and yellow vegetables of all kinds, so Man and Woman would live long and healthy lives. And Satan created McDonald's. And McDonald's brought forth the 99-cent double cheeseburger. And Satan said to Man "You want fries with that?" And Man said, "Super size them". And Man gained pounds. And God created the healthful yogurt, that woman might keep her figure that Man found so fair. And Satan froze the yogurt, and he brought forth chocolate, nuts and brightly colored sprinkle candy to put on the yogurt. And woman gained pounds. And God said "Try my crispy fresh salad." And Satan brought forth creamy dressings, bacon bits and shredded cheese. And there was ice cream for dessert. And Woman gained pounds. And God said "I have sent you heart healthy vegetables and olive oil with which to cook them." And Satan brought forth chicken-fried steak from Cracker Barrel so big it needed i

Should You Go First And I Remain......
Bill Anderson & Jan Howard Pat Boone The Gaither Vocal Band Tommy Hunter Jimmy Rodgers Hank WilliamsUnnamed Organist Beyond the sunset, O blissful morning. When with our Savior heaven's begun. Earth's toiling ended, O glorious dawning Beyond the sunset when day is done. Should you go first and I remain to walk the road alone, I'll live in memories garden, dear, with happy days we've known. In spring I'll wait for roses red, when faded, the lilacs blue. In early fall when brown leaves fall, I'll catch a glimpse of you. Should you go first and I remain, for battle to be fought. Each thing you've touched along the way will be a hallowed spot. I'll hear your voice, I'll see your smile, though blindly I may grope, The memory of your helping hand will buoy me on with hope. Should you go first and I remain, one thing I'll have you do: Walk slowly down that long long path, for soon I'll follow you. I want to know each step you take, so I may

We Will Rock You By Queen
Buddy you're a boy make a big noisePlayin' in the street gonna be a big man some dayYou got mud on yo' faceYou big disgraceKickin' your can all over the placeSingin' We will we will rock youWe will we will rock youBuddy you're a young man hard manShoutin' in the street gonna take on the world some dayYou got blood on yo' faceYou big disgraceWavin' your banner all over the placeWe will we will rock youSingin'We will we will rock youBuddy you're an old man poor manPleadin' with your eyes gonna make you some peace some dayYou got mud on your faceYou big disgraceSomebody better put you back into your placeWe will we will rock youSingin'We will we will rock you Singin'We will we will rock youWe will we will rock youWe will we will rock you

Bruce Springsteen - I'm A Coward When It Comes To Love
I ain't afraid of no lions I ain't afraid of no grizzly bear I got in a wrestlin' match with old King Kong He didn't even muss my hair There's just one thing in the whole wide world That make me doubt my stuff I'm a coward when it comes to love Now bring down old Hulk Hogan King Kong Bundy too Bring down old Big Mike Tyson I'll show them what a real man can do They say the tougher' get goin' Now baby that's when the goin' get tough But I'm a coward when it comes to love I'm a coward when it comes to love I'm a coward when it comes to love You can bring on a different sexy girl At every night of the week Buddy that's okay But I start tremblin', my knees get weak Whenever I hear her say "Do you love me baby?" "Do you love me baby?" "Do you love me baby?" I got a muscle of iron I got another muscle made of steel But when we start kissin' 'n' huggin' You may be the bravest man in the whole wide world But Buddy, that ain't enough I'm a coward when it comes to love I'm a coward when it

Sex
We fucked all night till the dawn You smacked my ass & it was on I got down on my hands & knees Had you begging please please please Fuck me hard & fuck me fast Oh please let this moment last I feel your dick going in & out You make me scream you make me shout Oh my god it feels so great Your dick is something I can not hate You've got my pussy so hot & wet This night is one I'll never forget I start 2 cum & you keep going The juices & fluids are truly flowing We are sweating more & more each minute

9/30 - Coinage
Coinage Picking friends or lovers Either way the ascent and descent of the heart's coin toss is watched with bated breath. Heads, they won't play with yours. Tails, it's between your legs. Somersaulting wishes plentiful as fountain's littered base. You'd think your nimble fingers could mask the tremors by now. Yours is not the only one taking flight, landing among both nickel-plated and sterling silver souls alike; with a few wooden ones for good measure. Show those gratitude for they make no bones about their halfhearted attempts at playing impostor. Bask even more in the shine of those unabashedly real, for once you catch them, they will never be tossed again. As for the dangerous ones, the only ones who over time lose their cover by showing their true colors; the green mark left on your skin is just their stamp of envy, and it always washes off.

Peter Gabriel - I Grieve :(
it was only one hour ago it was all so different then there's nothing yet has really sunk in looks like it always did this flesh and bone it's just the way that you would tied in now there's no-one home i grieve for you you leave me 'so hard to move on still loving what's gone they say life carries on carries on and on and on and on the news that truly shocks is the empty empty page while the final rattle rocks its empty empty cage and i can't handle this i grieve for you you leave me let it out and move on missing what's gone they say life carries on they say life carries on and on and on life carries on in the people i meet in everyone that's out on the street in all the dogs and cats in the flies and rats in the rot and the rust in the ashes and the dust life carries on and on and on and on life carries on and on and on it's just the car that we ride in a home we reside in the face that we hide in the way we are tied in and life carries on and

Endless Sea
A beautys heart wanders,Like being lost in a sea.Looking for a love,That she still cannot see. In time beautiful,Your heart will see the shore.And leave those empty waters,To drift in them nomore. Close your eyes beautiful,And reopen your mind.Someday when not searching the waters,That shore your heart will find.

Sympathy For The Player
I once had myself the most wondrous fantasyno it was not real but it seemed so real to meI dared to dream that you were in love with mebut now what a fool I am is plain for all to see I gave you all I had, it was not enough thoughyou used me for a while and then let me golooking back now I can easily see it was so but living in that fantasy, how was I to know? I know that I will find the right lady for meand loving each other, how blessed we will beBut you will spend you life always on the gonever finding the one that you could love so A pity that you will never know the gift of loveor realize that it can be a gift from up aboveThat in the end all you have you surely will losebut it is the kind of life that you did choose

Never Alone
I was mesmerized the first time that I saw youwords failed me then I will admit that it is truebut you were sweet and made me more at easeand I found we fit together pretty as will pleaseAs time passed the feeling grew ever strongeruntil I found that I could not deny it anymoreI had to overcome my fears and say it to youthose three little life changing words "I love you"We have had more time and still love growsmy loving feeling for you constantly showsI will not promise you that there will be strifefor it will always be a part of everyone's lifeI can promise that as you face the unknownthat you will never have to face it all alone.

The Big 5 Of Me - Pretty Dead On Minus A Few Points
Big Five Test Results Extroversion (40%) moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and private.Accommodation (66%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly kind natured, trusting, and helpful at the expense of your own individual development (martyr complex).Orderliness (58%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, neat, structured and restrained at the expense too often of flexibility, variety, spontaneity, and fun.Emotional Stability (20%) low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.Inquisitiveness (36%) moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly small minded, traditional, and conventional at the expense of intellectual curiousity, possibility, and progress. Take Free Big Five Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.com

A True Friend
A true friend is very hard to find Someone you can tell exactly what's on your mind Someone you can be true & for real with Someone that doesn't just take..they also give Someone who is always going to be there Someone that showes they actually care Someone you can cry to when you're sad Someone you can talk to when you're mad I found this friendship when I found you I'll always be here for you no matter what you do SexyBiChris =)

Go Eagles Fans! (assclamps)
From The Onion: WASHINGTON—During an emotionally charged press conference Monday, newly minted Redskins quarterback Donovan McNabb expressed gratitude to the unappreciative, abusive, and intolerant fans of the Philadelphia Eagles for their total lack of support over the years. "I'd like to thank all the Eagles fans who were always there to demand the whole world from me every week, who expected me to do everything with almost nothing, and who blamed me for the team's every failure," said the six-time Pro Bowler, who also apologized for his failure to shore up the Eagles defense and his inability to keep Brian Westbrook healthy while leading the team to five NFC championship games. "I can't thank them enough for the constant insults or tell you what their lack of support meant to me when Rush Limbaugh made racist comments about me. My only regret, besides every fucking awful moment of the past 11 years, is that I couldn't give these people what they wanted most: drafting Ricky Wi

The Cheaters Who Are Going To Ruin The Fu Mafia Game
This is an open letter to the cheaters who are running scripts to gain an advantage. Why? Do you get satifaction from cheating? Do you feel better about yourself as a person if you win virtual money in a virtual game? If the answer to either of these questions is yes, I feel sorry for you. What are you going to do when we lose that feature of the game because of the cheating? I bet you will be the first and loudest ones to scream like hell. Why not try acting like normal adults and play fair. You'll still get some bounties just not all of them. That's all I have to say. You know who you are, we know who you are, and the proper people know who you are. When you get caught please don't further shame yourself or the fu bar community with lame denials like, "I'm just a really fast clicker", or "I have the touch screen" or "my PC is just way way faster than everyone elses". Save the lies for your buddies at work when you tell them how you got with that hot seceratary last nigh

Begin Again
Her beauty shines in my mind,Long after I close my eyes.The memory still lingers,Long after our goodbyes. Even beyond her smile,Deep does her beauty run.Each night I see her,I learn more about this one. I will look for her smile,As each of my days end.And learn more behind her smile,And each night begin again.

I Hope
I hope your eyes never leave mine,I hope your smile never goes away.I hope your heart will love me,For all the rest of my days. I have given you my heart,And yours is in my hands.I will treasure it,More than anything since I began. I doubt I'm worthy of you,But forever now I will try.To make your love for me,Go beyond the furthest sky.

Patriot Nation Applaudes These Words From Andy Rooney
Patriot Nation Applaudes These Words From Andy Rooney I myself have been grumbling and wondering how a handful of people have been able to take our right to pray in public places away from us. So, agreeing with Andy, I GLADLY will forward this message AGAIN, AGAIN AND AGAIN. Folks, this is the Month that we RE-TAKE AMERICA Get Ready Andy Rooney and Prayer Andy Rooney says: I don't believe in Santa Claus, but I'm not going to sue somebody for singing a Ho-Ho-Ho song in December. I don't agree with Darwin , but I didn't go out and hire a lawyer when my high school teacher taught his Theory of Evolution. Life, liberty or your pursuit of happiness will not be endangered because someone says a 30-second prayer before a football game. So what's the big deal? It's not like somebody is up there reading the entire Book of Acts. They're just talking to a God they believe in and asking him to grant safety to the players on the field and the fans going home from the game. But it's a Chris

More Of Things Missing In My Life
i find it romantic , but some may just find it sappy... Honestly I believe in you Do you trust in me? Patiently I will stand by you I will stand beside you faithfully And through the years I will be a friend for always and forever Call on me and I'll be there for you I'm a friend who always will be true And I love you can't you see That I can say I love you honestly Call on me and I will be there for you I'm a friend who will always be true And I love you can't you see That I love you honestly I will never betray your trust in me And I love you can't you see That I can say I love you Honestly

Dixie Carter
LOS ANGELES (AP) — "Designing Women" star Dixie Carter, whose Southern charm and natural beauty won her a host of television roles, has died at age 70. Carter died Saturday morning, according to publicist Steve Rohr, who represents Carter and her husband, actor Hal Holbrook. He declined to disclose the cause of death or where she died. Carter lived with Holbrook in the Los Angeles area."This has been a terrible blow to our family," Holbrook said in a written statement. "We would appreciate everyone understanding that this is a private family tragedy."A native of Tennessee, Carter was most famous for playing wisecracking Southerner Julia Sugarbaker for seven years on "Designing Women," the CBS sitcom that ran from 1986 to 1993. The series was the peak of a career in which she often played wealthy and self-important but independent Southern women.She was nominated for an Emmy in 2007 for her seven-episode guest stint on the ABC hit "Desperate Housewives."Carter's other credits incl

Broken Wing
I have soared the skies above searching and waiting Seeing nothing but the emptiness around me Rain falls upon my wings Thunder clashing all around me As the day grows old and the dawn becomes dusk I begin to fade Fading into silence and despair Losing all my flight to the storm that threatens the air Eyes clear like the daybreak sky Skin milky white like sparkling stars A smile of innocence, pain, and torment Hair like brown spun silk All these things fall crashing to the ground Cement meeting wings of feathers and air Blood dripping from injuries unknown Crystal tears begin to fall A stranger walks up and tilts her face Looking into eyes of the clear blue sky Wiping tears away Carefully lifting the broken winged fallen angel He protects her and keeps her safe Wiping tears and blood from her face Placing bandages gently upon the feathers of fate He fixes her broken wing just so she can fly away

Tears Of Heartache
The tears fall like rain in the spring for a love hidden deep as a corpse buried in the sea. To tell him would be to push him away like a kite in the wind. I am lost with feelings of love like debris flying upon the crowded streets. Storms upon the ocean waves crashing around a heart. Thunder echoes through the ears of the deaf as lightening flashes on eyes of the blind. Missing the tenderness of a heartbeat that feels my senses with aromas of rose gardens. Longing for that slight touch that slivers through my body like a snake through the tumbleweeds of the desert. Reaching towards the wounded heart that pulls away like the anchor upon a ship. A fight to reel him in like a trout on a fishing rod. One wounded heart reaching for the other to hold each other down from blowing away amongst the winds in the eye of a tornado.

Then There Was That First Little Bite....
As of this moment, I just saw someone upload a mobile picture so I'm wondering if there is a FuBar app I could get for my IPhone. I only joined a few days ago (well duh, num nuts), and I'm finally figuring the ins and outs of the site. I've started making some friends, some on account of random questions, and others because I don't mind answering the pervy questions. It's not like drunk guys in bars don't ask the same things to your face, and it's a lot more comfortable online. I am always online, and no I'm not some loser with nothing to do, I just work on my computer all the time, or my phone. And yes, it is very boring! I'd rather be somewhere, anywhere, even another part of my house. Oh well, tough shit. Back to work.

Alone
I sit alone listening to the silence of my tears as they flow like rivers from blue skies. The sound of my voice just thunder echoing through the hollowness of the empty room. My heart shattering like glass upon the cold hard ground of winter from the hurt that I have inflicted upon a love I have loss. The daylight poison like the venom from a black widow striking its prey. The moon losing its glow as each day comes to an end. The empty space beside no fault but my own. I long to have him near me as my skin grows cold. A love had is now a love lost from words that never should have been spoken. As boxes get packed and lives rearranged nothing said or done can be erased. His love was pure and kind as the rain on summer’s day. I took it for granted and misjudged what was give. In the end I’ve caused a loneliness that I can never explain.

World's Deepest Known Undersea Volcanic Vent Found/was Posted By Expedition Logo Scientist Rrs James Cook
LONDON – Scientists using a remote-controlled submarine have discovered the deepest known volcanic vent and say the superheated waters inside could contain undiscovered marine species and perhaps even clues to the origin of life on earth. Experts aboard the RRS James Cook said they found the vent more than three miles (five kilometers) beneath the surface of the Caribbean in an area known as the Cayman Trough, a deep-sea canyon that served as the setting for James Cameron's underwater thriller "The Abyss." Volcanic vents are networks of small cracks that penetrate deep into the earth's crust, where temperatures can reach 750 degrees Fahrenheit (400 degrees Celsius). Sea water seeps into the openings, where it's heated to extreme temperatures and expelled into the icy cold of the deep ocean. Minerals in the water precipitate as it cools, creating a smoke-like effect and leaving behind towering chimneys. The spectacular pressure — 500 times stronger than t

Friend N Family
Just Making This Lil Note 2 Let U Know I Wont B Doing My Daily Comments 2 The Ones The Wont Repay Me U Will Get A Rate n A Comment When I See That u Did Me N I Know That U Do Them Daily u Will Get Them Daily From Me Its 2 Much Work For Me ..Why Help When Ur Not Going 2 Help Ur Self I'm Here 2 Help Others As Much As I Can I Try 2 Get All The Auto's On My List 1st But Sometimes There Are 2 Many But If There Are More Then I Can Rate I Try To Get The Ones That Dont Hardly Get Auto's 1st . Then The Ones That Has Auto's All The Time I Rate Atleast 250 too 500. If U Know Me Well I Do As I Say. And Another Thing If Ur On Family List U Would Get A Bling Each Week If I Have It That Week .It Might Not B Much But Hey Its the Thought That Counts. . I Have Been Cleaning Out My List So I Will B Reranging Friends 2 Family Or Family 2 Top Friends . I'm Just Going By What I See... If i See U Bomb Me Each Time U Have One U Will B On My List 2 Get Them Bk XOXO

Hunger
Warm breeze blows into the bedroom window, the moon is pouring over us in a silver wave. aching I watch it's flowing gentle movement rippling slowly over your pale smooth skinThe beauty of your glowing body beckons me to touch, to taste, to love it's graceful expanse, from your forehead to toes, fingers to noseHow I hunger to know you so completelyTo gladly find all the wondrous places that bring you such sweet pleasure. forging bonds that tie your heart to mine,two hearts beating wildly together as one.

Home
It's been too long, home at last home at last I brush back your hair and gaze down at youQuietly watching you curled safe in our bednuzzling your neck, softly I whisper in your ear.My sweet loving pet, your Master is homeyou lay deep in slumber wrapped in my robe, peacefully dreaming of pleasures sharedA smile like a wolf's flickers over my lipsI sit next to you feeling your warm fleshI slowly expose your silken skin to my touch.I wet My finger in My mouth to write my namebetween the mounds of your full ripe breasts,warm letters spell out my love upon your skin,I blow gently over them, My breath cooling. . .soft tingling breeze, like mint on the tongue.smiling, wriggling deeper into your dreams,you quietly sigh and part your legs for me,I watch over you in the flickering candlelight,like a wolf watching over his sleeping mateMy sweet loving pet, your Master is home

She Wonders
She wonders of my ability,As the sun shines on her hair.Can I get in her mind,Secure my place in there. To be in this beautys thoughts,For her to think of me and smile.To have her wonder of me,Across these hundreds of miles. For this beauty,With hair that came from the sun.Today I enter her mind,My journey to her heart has now just begun.

My Bs...
I have a knack, a special talent, if you will... Now, now. Those of you with minds in the gutter likely believe that I am about to reference some depraved thing of muscled limbs or slick orifices. I wish it were something that petty, that amusing. No, I have what I refer to as a "freak beacon". The wounded, the emotionally maimed, the psychologically clumsy seem to flock to me. Often, this is good for a laugh. Occasionally, one will seem particularly poignant to me. My sympathy aroused, I will take the poor soul under my wing and offer my meager strength. Like most wounded creatures, these people have a tendency to "bite". I am not afraid of a few teeth, but the wounds bleed faith, and I am getting weary. I tend to agree with the people here who have noted that posting a ton of silly rules on your profile is vain and annoying. Anyhow, not many of you lovely folks tend to stick to your own rules, so you can assure when I see them on your "about me", I grant them the same respect

Where Are All The Married People
I am married woman looking to create friendships but no takers on here cuz most of the people on this site are under 30...what is a older woman suppose todo? Plus this site is confusing..anyone want to help..lol please!!!

My Craptastic Poetry, Part 5, Disturbed And Twisted.
MORBIDby DAMAGODDESS"She's not a normal child" they say."Too precocious, too intellectual.Why does she talk that way?" they say."With no emotion, no inflection?"The other toddlers finger paint.She draws and colours in the lines.She creates scenes of death and gore.Something is wrong with this child."She's just a little Morbid" they say."From such a good Christian home.Such a shame, such a shock" they say."Did Satan mark this little angel's soul?"The other girlies giggle and point.She reads of ancient battles and graves.She imagines she is a queen or king.Something is wrong with this child."She's just a little Morbid" they say. "Something might be wrong with her mind.She won't grow up to kill" they say."Jesus will save her from shame.".The other children grow and talk. She does not try to reach out.She's a beauty but they do not touch her.They all steer clear of Morbid. "She's just a little Morbid" they say. "It's just a phase that will go away. She'll stop flirting with the devil so

Sexy Pagan Nymphs United Against Priest/eses Of Political Correctness, Meeting At 9pm Est.
**taken from ecauldron.net** Types of Pagans Now for those of you who are new, and have never encountered persons calling themselves pagans, witches, goddess-worshippers, here's how to tell us apart--with a healthy bit of tongue in one's cheek.Is this the first time you've seen this many pagans together? Well, you're in for a deflowering, young earth-worshipper, and you've come to the right place. However, you should realize that there are many, many types of pagans. In the old day's, we old farts just had to keep making the rounds until we either found a group that wouldn't kick us out or founded our own clique. But now, progress has brought us many different flavors to choose from. 1. Bright-Eyed Novice: You just read this cool book about a religion where there's a Goddess and a God, and they meet outside in nature, instead of some scary old building. They think sex is GOOD not evil, and you want to know where to sign up. Distinguishing Signs: Mispronounces god/de

What Is A Friend?
Here's some definitions of the word friend: 1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts. 2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance. 3. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade. 4. One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement. 5. Friend A member of the Society of Friends; a Quaker. Now definition 1 is what I consider a friend.Here is how I feel a friend should be:A friend is there for you through thick and thin, a friend is a person you talk to on a regular bases not once a month or once in a blue moon. A friend doesn't talk about another friend behind their back. A friend comes to another friend with a problem or concern or question and not to someone else. A friend doesn't run away. A friend is always honest with you. A friend doesn't test a friend in ways that could incriminate them. A friend stands beside you no matter what, whether you're in the right or i

Dream
Sitting here inside my headDreaming dreams here in bedRunning round inside my thoughtsNever seeing what's in frontTossing, turning round and roundDrowning in the sorrow I foundDreaming of you the one I seeDreaming of times never thereDreaming of happiness, love and lifeDreaming of things no one can fightWhy do I sit hear in my head?Why do I care bout what's not there?Why do I dream of the one I see?Why do I care that person's not there.Will I wake from this painful dream?Will reality sink into place?Or will I lay here dreaming of things not so?Is He the devil setting me up?Sitting here inside my headDreaming dreams here in bedFinally the morning's comeAnd now I wake the dream is done.

I Heart You
I do not say I love you, For want of other words, Nor because I think, It is what you wish to hear. When I say I love you, It comes from deep inside me, From a place that you have opened, A place that you have made. So now I say I love you,

Because Seven Eight Nine
“Come Lord Jesus be our guest, Daddy please sit down!” Not the expected ending to Sarah’s prayer before she and I sat to eat breakfast this morning, but I need to be caught off-guard once in a while too! I’d been up for a few hours since Martha and I worked out for forty-five minutes at Anytime Fitness, her on the exercise bike and me on the treadmill, and my wife had lain back down while I got ready for my day. Now when I write in my journal and don’t write or paste anything else, I will not leave a gap that I’m planning to fill out later. Later usually doesn’t get there for me, or at least I can think of things I’d rather do than later … but on another issue, since I was away from work as well as my usual online hangouts (sometimes I think hang-ups) that I would work backwards telling my interested readers about it. And remind me how I felt. Sunday night, we left Jeffrey with Grandma and Grandpa due to his getting out of

Lighting Cameraman
Lighting Cameraman Lighting Cameraman Bob McGowan - London based Professional Freelance Lighting Cameraman, Director of Photography & Camera Operator. I've been working out of London for more than 15 years. Visit my website here: lighting cameraman I've been lighting & filming dramas, promo's and corporate videos for sometime now and have extensive experience in all sectors of the media production industry. I have worked on many media production projects including many pop promo's, corporate work, commercials, dramas, short film and live productions. Have no problem taking direction and am reliable, punctual and easy to get on with. I come with my own kit which includes a Sony EX1 and a Z1 aswell as a whole bunch of other equipment including my own (congestion zone free) car. I also have extensive experience with many professional formats, including Panasonic / Sony / Ikegami Digitbeta, SX, HD and am confident working with 35mm or Super-16mm in addition to Standard Definition. I

A Politically Incorrect Joke, Funny Or Not :p
A teacher is teaching inner city school kids about farm implements with pictures and explains each one. She gets to the hoe, and says"This is a hoe." a little kid in back says "That ain't a hoe, my sister's a hoe, and she don't look nothin' like that!"

Stanza 365 Week 13
Week 13 of Stanza 365 has started. Today's poem was the result of a bad case of writer's block. Day 85 Get Over Yourself Stop letting your thoughts get in the way, fear and self-doubt can only lead you astray. Just trust in your instincts and let yourself go. You know what your doing much better than you know. As always, you can find days 1-84 at http://stanza365.wordpress.com/

4-13-10
A heart is so fragile so easily broken. yet we give it so freely. Freely given to make are meager existence worth liven. Freely given just to be torn apart. Torn apart, ripped and or shredded in to millions of tiny pieces. Then to be sheltered and guarded protected until you find the trusted one who rebuilds that fragile thing. Then rips it from your chest and tosses it to the ground. Grinding it in to the dirt. That fragile beating bit of life. You sit and wonder how you will go on. How will you find all the pieces. Buried in that tub of ice cream the tears fall like rain a heart so easily broken yet given out like candy.

The Wicked Innovative Spitting Craziness
I'm that insane wicked motherfucker kris. & there ain't no one you know good or wicked as me. So don't think that you could try to copy play cat a g. I gotta fine lovely dyme milf name kelly & none of you bitches can't fuck wit. So back off cause none of you can compare. Ya just raggedy with crooked old hair. 1 2 ticky ticky tock. Its the wicked fine g back to spit with nother rhyme. So don't cross it between a line. Get yo ass way out lined or flat straight on yo back. I'm on the prowl for the attack of wack mc's. Who think they can hang with these. Best be off somewhere else with ya shit. Ain't got time for ya punkass bitchness. It be no witness to how i spit this. Without a gift or a curse. It gets worst as i get deep into shit. Rip ya in half there be no pass. You just straight ass out the garbage. I just discarded how you try to get shit started. Half no brain like you retarded. Who it is the straight wickedest ill insane craziest. Mr. innovative & creative with no formative or at

Expendable.
Imagine a puddle waking up one morning and thinking, “This is an interesting world I find myself in, an interesting hole I find myself in, fits me rather neatly, doesn’t it? In fact it fits me staggeringly well, must have been made to have me in it!” This is such a powerful idea that as the sun rises in the sky and the air heats up and as, gradually, the puddle gets smaller and smaller, it’s still frantically hanging on to the notion that everything’s going to be alright, because this world was meant to have him in it, was built to have him in it; so the moment he disappears catches him rather by surprise. I think this may be something we need to be on the watch out for. (Douglas Adams)

Jennifer Hudson - If This Isn't Love
I'm calling his phone up just to tell him how muchI really love him 'cause he's everything I wantHe listens to me, cares for me so I truly believeGod sent me an angel from aboveThat's gonna love me for lifeMight as well be perfect only becauseIt's the only way I can describe, soIf this isn't love, tell me what it is'Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazyIf this isn't love, tell me what it is'Cause I never felt like this babyIf this isn't loveL O V E, what is in me?L O V E, oh, if this isn't loveL O V E, what is in me?L O V E, oh, if this isn't loveI'm selfish 'cause I don't wanna share him with nobodyNot even those people that came before meBut see, I never believedGod would send me an angel up from aboveThat's gonna love me for lifeMight as well be perfect only becauseIt's the only way I can describe, soIf this isn't love, tell me what it is'Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazyIf this isn't love, tell me what it is'Cause I never felt like this babyIf thi

There To Lift Me Up
I'm always hanging by a thin thread, It's surprising how my body is still fighting, even though it should technically probably be dead. Hanging my head down low, I'm always ready to go.... Sometimes, I scream to God to take me, To show me the light at the end of this tunnel of life to end the suffering and finally let me just be. Sometimes, I just want to go to a better place, To abandon this weak body and hope others can remember me fondly with grace. In that moment, there you appear again, With your gently, comforting nature, you offer me a hand. Even when I want to just be bitter and hate the world, You excite feelings and unleash a spirit inside of me that I haven't seen since I was a young girl. It seems you'll never really allow me to completely drift, It would be an understatement to say you care, because it's apparent you have a unique gift. When no one else really knows what to say, You listen to me and comfort me in every way. Your words are like fingers s

Well Done
Suffocation wrapped around my neck Tearing the flesh at my throat I found myself a total wreck As I began to choke This panick stricken heart of mine It fought for a way out Struggling, it pounded much harder each time But your lies, they kept shoving it down Spoken I love yous And kisses like stars Blinded me from the truth Should've known from the start But you played the game so well my Luv I might have never known

When Life Spins Out Of Control
Swirling in a mist of confusion, Never quite able to finally reach the absolute solution. Everywhere I look is instability, Yet, I keep seeking for others to reach down to me and to show compassion and humility. I may not be what this world finds as ideal, But I wish people could see what I'm faced with is horrifically surreal. Even if a soul can't empathize with my reality, Can't they take the time to try to understand the cause of my complicated mentality? It's easy to judge and easy to shun, The only thing not so easy is when you feel trapped with nowhere to run. I can't find any peace with all of this pain, And I can't understand why I can't find a way out of the rain. Others find their days of sun, All I find is that I wake up to is a body that leaves me feeling drained and done. They all live in a different world with what they believe to be true, Meanwhile, I'm being mainstreamed when my color has a completely different hue. Can I be who I am without bein

How Ellie Became The Oompa Loompa Queen!!
Once upon a time in a far away land Ellie was all better n feelin right as rain!! She was skippin along a yellow brick road when low and behold she spotted an oompa loompa a little ways away.. She got all excited and started running faster and faster so she could catch the lil fawker cause those lil legs can MOOOOVE!!!! all of a sudden she heard the sounds on the notorious ELLIEPHANT and yelled CHAAAAAAAAAARGE!!! The oompa loompa looked up just in time to get tackled by Ellie and she lifted her lady skirt n sat on tha lil guys face... try as he may try as he might he wasn't makein a sound cause Ellie had him held there tight.. She had her way with him and soaking his face till he drown but not before he told her where to find all the other oompa loompas... So she went on her merry little way again in search of oomps loompa land and when she found it they had the biggest gang bang in history of little people... They liked her sooooo much they made her there queen and thats how w

Just A Poem...
Juliet, Juliet were lie thee Juliet? In the ground ne'er awoken again It is i that caused this great pain For I that led her death, her love ending Romeo, Romeo were art thou Romeo? I await thee in this life after To damn thy for leading my death Leaving me abandoned me love you not Oh Juliet how much I love thee Forever I wish I to take ye place. Oh Romeo how much I hate thee Eternal I wish your death then me. Curse myself I do for thy death Curse thee I do for my death Ne'er will I love again Ne'er will thee love another I shall Cry alone and wish your kiss Ye shall die alone and wish my love Juliet, Juliet were lie thee Juliet? Romeo, Romeo were art thou Romeo? Oh Juliet how much I love thee. Oh Romeo how much I hate thee

Doggy Come And Doggy Go. Stress It Seems Has Not Been A Problem.
Today I am doing something that has never been done - for me that is. We are just off to look at a dog with the view to bringing it home. I am just trying to think what questions need asking and quite frankly cannot. It does not bother me which is maybe a little fool hardy if, say, he is not house trained. We will see. This all began with a housewarming party in Liverpool where we met a Tibetan terrier called Diesal who was adorable. As our friends were going on holiday they were looking at kennels but were devastated to see how little space Diesal would have - about a dining room table sized cage. During a conversation about logistics, we live half way across the country, they live on the coast but we were told that they could transport Diesal to us. I said it would be no problem and we had him for three weeks. This may not seem strange but I have never owned a dog before and not handled them much either. So this was another learning curve but we coped and I would never

Dreamer & Beauty......
OF DREAMER AND BEAUTY As the dreamer moves through time his mind slips to Beauty………. Beauty with lips like wine sweet and inviting to drink………… eyes with a beauty so stunning she can stop time………. Dreamers thoughts turn to a fantasy that take the dreamer and beauty to a place of solitude……… a place without distraction and interruption…….. a place simple in surrounding……. yet familiar and comfortable…………… a place where Dreamer and Beauty can be together undisturbed………. Dreamer sees the time spent as priceless…….. he can see Beauty next to him……. He leans into her and with softness kisses her lips like wine….. Dreamer looks deeply into Beauty’s eyes and gently caresses her cheek with his fingertips……… Dreamer’s breath quickens and his heart begi

Suggestions For Some
Picture Suggestions I’ve noticed a lot of various pictures now on this website that are simply either bizarre or, quite honestly, frightening. So I thought I would write a brief guide to choosing a default picture wisely as well as thoughts on real life versus fubar life. First and foremost, if your default picture looks nothing like you – then you shouldn’t use that. It’s disappointing to come to a page after clicking what looks to be a hot picture and finding out that the girl is really some slob using a fake picture just to get rates. Second, props should only be used sparingly. For example, I’ve noticed some pictures where a girl is holding a snake, yet she’s still a pretty big freaking girl. While the snake might be nice and all, and while some people might be into that kind of thing, seeing it curled around your rather huge body is not really all that attractive. It just highlights your fat rolls which, honestly, no one wants to see. Spe

My Day Of Pampering
I keep Wednesday's free for my pleasure and amusement. I like a weekly massage to relax me so called to arange one for Wednesday morning after my ballet class. The masseur arrived ahead of time, and I had to rush around organising the massage table we have as the for him to work on.The doorman buzzed, and then I opened the door myself, despite not having had the time to rush upstairs and get my dressing robe. Yes, I was naked! John didn't seem too surprised, but greeted me and said: 'I see you're ready for me!' I smiled and watched as he came thru the door. I closed the door. He helped me get the massage table up. I then got a striped towel, orange and green stripes, which I spread onto the table top. I asked John: 'Where do you want it?' I meant the table, but he answered: 'Up, prone on the top please!' He was smiling, and I could see we were going to have a fun time. He opened his box of tricks as I pushed the table a little closer to one of the long windows and climbed up on i

Dirty Protein Lovin Amateur
OMG stuff a hottie. I would eat this one up a sec. Plus, this little vixen gobbles down the baby batter like a pro. Dam I luv a good COCKtail. This is my favorite blog and its all 100% free so fear not just click the image to see the rest.

Orion Is My Dj.
Tonight I sit on the moon My eyes filled with stars And my mind filled with dreams Of the life I will meet in my celestial orbit, Short and green, Tall and blue It wont matter They shall speak in odd little ways With clicks and pops And I will simply smile, They will come from places I never heard of And teach me of their ways Making me better for it And I will smile Thank them and go back to my moon Sit and dream of what is out there View the crab and dragon dancing with the lion and Orion Blasting with some metal, I love my moon and the things in it.

Widows Hour.
In the widow's hour was I conceived through the mourning of the dawn and feasting of the day. On the morrow in the dark of night will I shine like the moon in radiant heat for love of life ill deceived. Within this shallowed shell of hates embrace should I leave and wake in fields of silky green. I wish with all my will that I were able to steal the scent of heather and rose to give with sweet abandon. Could I love with expanding sight I would bring it with me through all my days and deaths touch I would evade. With the light of day beyond my side in the willowed winter of this day my love would grow to hear the whisper of my fate. The stars in the eyes of the heavens scattered clouds and winds can heal this sickly and withered heart of mine.

Lamb Pita Ala Bibli
Lamb Pitas submitted by Bibliophileground lambmediterranean spicesgoat cheeseyour favorite lettuce mixtureonionspepperoncinisThe only real cooking you have to do is the lamb. I usually roll out the ground lamb and sprinkle on the mediterranean spices to taste. I kneed the lamb until the spices are thoroughly mixed in. Put that aside and slice the onion the way you like them. I like slicing them in bigger pieces so that people can take them out if they don't like onions. In a pan, sautee the onions for a few seconds, then add the lamb. Brown over medium heat until the lamb is cooked all the way through and crumbled.On the side, prepare the pita pocket by stuffing in your lettuce mixture, crumbled goat cheese and pepperoncinis. Spoon in the lamb/onion mixture and serve!

Oh. My. Gods.
Date: Monday, April 12, 2010, ll:41p.m. Well....this evening, after I got home from work, started boring enough....well, not too boring....Ethar was grilling a London broil on the grill. He also wrapped up some taters to cook in the coals. As we were relaxing, eating, watching House....the old ass cock-eyed dude that lives behind us called to as for help cause his cat shit out kittens. We didn't think anything about it since a cat will usually take care of it's own. We were wrong. About 30 minutes later.....we had finished supper and finished watching our show....decided to head up to Dale's to check it out. Turns out the mother has NO milk! Ethar tried repeatedly to get milk from one of her teats to no avail. She wasn't even cuddling her kittens nor had cleaned them. Ethar immediately ran warm water and got them cleaned off. One of them still had a bunch of mucus up in it's nose so he had to take his mouth and suck the mucus and blood from its nose. Yeah. I'm not gonn

Killswitch Engage My Obsession For Bunnies
She's my addiction, withdrawals never end The needle in my vein that I need to live Her voice is compulsion when I call her name Now I am burning inside an undying flame Beautiful sleeper, know that I am watching You can't escape me, we're bound by attraction You will always be mine until my dying breath Possessing my soul, you're my obsession I can still see your eyes like burning stars Even in your dreams we can't be torn apart You will always be mine until my dying breath Possessing my soul, you're my obsession When I'm without you, I'm dying a slow death Possessing my soul, you're my obsession Wherever you are, I will follow Now you know true love Don't be afraid We cannot be torn apart Don't be afraid I know I can change your heart

Moving
Its that time of the years again. Dad got transfered and I get to say good bye to all my friends and go to a new home, new station, new school, new everything. After awhile a girl just get tired of it, lol. Still got to go though, Dad is dad and somebody gots take care of him. I hate uprooting though, it sucks losing all my friends, but at leasst I get to make new one. It seems I can do that with ease lol. Must be that survival instict, hahaha. Well my first post and my fisrt feelings.

Dog On A Truck
A lady was telling her neighbor that she saw a man driving a pick-up truck down the interstate, and a dog was hanging on to the tailgate for dear life.She said if the pick-up truck driver hadn't been going so fast in the other direction, she would have tried to stop him.A few weeks later, her neighbor saw this truck at the Bass Pro Shop in Daphne, Alabama ..The pick-up truck driver is a local taxidermist with a great sense of humor. And it's not a dog, it's a coyote. Can you imagine how many people try to stop this guy?

Writing Experiment 1
"I'm glad we finally get to go on that walk through the falls" I blush and look at you. I think to myself that I am not quite sure what the day will bring but anything that happens will be memorable. We walk down the paths for a bit, taking in the beauty of the falls. A calm comes over me, one that has not been there before. You see a grin suddenly appear. I look at you and ask if nature does to you, what it does to me. I explain that my base emotions, the core of what I am, comes out when I am in an element that I am used to. I playfully ask if you want to play a game. You agree, but look at me with a form of curiosity. I wrap my arms around you, kiss you, and whisper in your ear *close your eyes and count til 10...then come find me....the hunt is on* Because I have been here a few times I know my way around. Stepping off the path, running to try to find a place to hide. The excitement building, not knowing how exactly you hunt, I find a bush and promptly go

Reba - Is There Life Out There?
She married when she was twenty She thought she was ready Now she's not so sure She thought she'd done some living But now she's just wonderin' What she's living for Now she's feeling that there's something more Is there life out there So much she hasn't done Is there life beyond Her family and her home She's done what she should Should she do what she dares She doesn't want to leave She's just wonderin Is there life out there She's always lived for tomorrow She's never learned how To live for today She's dyin' to try something foolish Do something crazy Or just get away Something for herself for a change Is there life out there So much she hasn't done Is there life beyond Her family and her home She's done what she should Should she do what she dares She doesn't want to leave She's just wonderin Is there life out there There's a place in the sun that she's never been Where life is fair and time is a friend Would she do it the same as she did back then She looks out the window and

Trippin.......
I cant say never, maybe or yes I wanted to but I get surprised by the universe Something new and interesting someone exciting a flavor its all a monkey wrench to the never the always the maybe the yes the no hazy shades of grey I love them so I live in the now and trust in a future mine not always yours almost definately I wonder wander sit pace cant think straight I tried that once I ended in the same place I began I like circles the ongoing energy I sleep but the dreams are so busy maybe I think I am sleeping the what if oh the what if they are so much fun dont take them seriously I did once it did not work out so well but I am ok I think I think I am ok oh I love circles and then I rest on a rock by the stream under the trees and forget about it all

Single Life Sucks!
When I woke up this morning and my little green eyes finally opened I rolled over to see an empty side of my bed. Which made me think "THIS SUCKS" Waking up alone every morning. Well I do have a cat but that don't count. Is it really that hard to fine that 1 special girl to wake up to everyday? I would love to fine someone that I can spend my life with. I know most of you who is reading this is probably thinking, "Your only 19, you shouldn't be thinking that." I know I am not picky when it comes to girls. I like all types and sizes. Just as long we get along with each other and have things in common.; That's all that matters to me. But it would be nice just to go to bed at night being cuddled up in my girls arms and given her a kiss good night as our eyes close then waking up in the morning and her beautiful face is the first thing I see as our eyes open and giving her that good morning kiss. Right now I am just hating waking up alone in the mornings. I wonder if girls think because

Do You Deserve Me?
"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." Marilyn Monroe

Listen Closely
Listen Closely,Stand still for one moment'.Can you hear me?When I whisper your name at night starring into the stars,Do you feel a cold chill come over you?Do you feel me like I feel you?Do you long for my tender kisses for that soft gentle touch?Or am I just delusional in this madness I once thought was love?When I pray, do you feel the power of love I am sending?When I cry, do you feel the pain I am feeling?Every time you turn me away, do you know how I hurt, do you even care?Do you ever sit alone and wonder what things might have been like together?I am at war with myself every day, telling myself why I should forget you, why I should let go, how foolish I am for hanging on'Nothing seems to work. I have tried making myself hate you, to not care'I have reminisced the past, and even dwelled on all the bad memories, all the horrible words we have shared together trying to convince my self you are the enemy,So many times I see you in my dreams’ and I am sure to see you tonight.The

Little Reminder
Ya know what here's lil reminder to all you fakes & tricks out there. Who think they can hang. & you can't STAY THE FUCK OFF MY DICK. I got a funky wicked rhyme. So let me kick it. Listen watch how i spit it. Fuck a groupie ho name marie. Ya make me sick go choke on a dick & die bleeding while sucking on it. & fuck fake wannabe pretender hoe women. I ain't got time be dealing with ya shit. You don't like it. Then fuck you. I have a woman. Who ain't shit like you. Fugly stupid bitch. Lucky irish your ass is just a virus. Why don't you try & go out & get a date with miley cryus. Either that or go jump off a fuck a building. Cause you'll never ever have someone like me. & why the fuck would want someone like you. Kelly is more times the woman. Then you'll ever be. I just thought i put all that out there. Cause you ain't nothing. Always gotta try to get on me & start shit. Here's a little tip & do yourself a favor. Be off elsewhere & don't worry bout how the fuck i am you punk bitch. You

Wtf
So meet someone i think is great get strong along to the most serious of extents then poof, when i try to find out whats up things start to unravel thats its all bs. After getting serverly fucked over I'm suppose to sit back and hope something comes along that is great and wonderful and perfect for me, to what see if I get fucked over again. Hmm would just like something I don't have to wait around for just to find out its bs.

With Or Without You By U2
"With or Without You" See the stone set in your eyesSee the thorn twist in your sideI wait for youSleight of hand and twist of fateOn a bed of nails she makes me waitAnd I wait without youWith or without youWith or without youThrough the storm we reach the shoreYou give it all but I want moreAnd I'm waiting for youWith or without youWith or without youI can't liveWith or without youAnd you give yourself awayAnd you give yourself awayAnd you giveAnd you giveAnd you give yourself awayMy hands are tiedMy body bruised, she's got me withNothing to win andNothing left to loseAnd you give yourself awayAnd you give yourself awayAnd you giveAnd you giveAnd you give yourself awayWith or without youWith or without youI can't liveWith or without youWith or without youWith or without youI can't liveWith or without youWith or without you

The Man Law
The Man Law 1. Cheat until you get caught! Never be faithful! Its just not man like! 2. Drink until she looks good! 3. Two is always better than one! 4. Lie and do not under any circumstances admit to shit! If you get caught ^^^^^ MEN, THIS IS A LAW. YOU MUST ABIDE BY THE LAW. IF NOT, YOU ARE NOT A MAN!!! Have a nice day! :-) -Charlie

From:peyton
Hello World,Its me again I am the type of person that hates to repeat herselve. I have been asked about my friends and family ranking again,all I have to say to that is please read the previous blog. I will how ever repeat this,maybe not in the same words but same meaning. Don't challenge me over Jeff(Fujeff).What we do is our business.He is my lifeline,my heart,don't go there.Most of all he is my best friend and we are going bike riding next month.What we do has nothing to do with me talking to you.It is totally seperate.Keep it there.Don't ever threaten me it will not work.Im a mom are you kidding me.lmao Let me let you in on a little secret.He knows I flirt,talk and many other things on here with men.He lets me be my own person.A matter of fact it isn't a let at all,He knows I am an adult and respects me just for that and allows me to make decisions and the funny thing is all he wants is to make me smile and happy.He doesn't expect anything from me. This man should never be tr

New Drink
New Drink A woman and her boyfriend are having a few drinks. She starts talking about this really great new drink and wants to order it for him. He gives in. The bartender puts a salt shaker, a shot of baileys, and a shot of lime juice on the bar. She explains "first you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, Next you drink the shot of baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice. "He goes along to please her. He puts the salt on his tongue-salty but ok. He drinks the shot of baileys-smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks, "this is ok." Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it. In 1 sec the sharp lime taste hits. At 2 secs the baileys curdles. At 3 secs the salty, curdled taste and mucous-like consistency hits. At 4 secs it feels as if his mouth is full ofnasty salty snot. When he finally chokes it down he says "Yuck what do you call that drink? She smiles widely and says "Blow Job Revenge."

What Would You Do?
If I left tomorrow and never came back, would you miss me? If i showed up at your door dressed sharp as a tack, would you kiss me? If I were rain, would you run for cover or twirl about and dance in me enjoying nature's phenomenon? If I were snow, would you hide from me next to the fire place, or come out and throw me about in a friendly fight? If I were sunshine, would you bathe in me, or slather on the sunscreen in fear that I may cause cancer? If I were a wind, would you let me run my cool fingers through your hair, or would you tie it back and let me pass you by? If i showed you who I am, would you accept me? Or would you just be like the rest and say, "You're sweet, but..." then run like hell and/or just be polite? If I told you I can't live without you...

How Do You Tell Someone That You Want More, When You Know It Will Ruin What You Have Now?
I think this blog willl be the hardest one I have ever written. I know at times people often sit and wonder exactly how they will say each thing, and here I am finding myself at a huge loss. I am at such a loss and so confused about my pure existance right now. I know that some of you who read this just will not understand how I am feeling, but on the other hand I bet there will be some that will be like, "Oh yeah I know exactly how she feels!" I guess I should begin since I do have so much on my mind right now. You see awhile back ago I kind of gave up on love, I ended up in the hospital over it and everything. My so called fiancee had deeply killed who I was and who I wanted to become. She was everything to me, my life and yeah I see now that I just held on too tight. When she just up and abandoned me I thought what the hell there is no such thing as in love. I wanted to give up. But then I met someone, someone that I see as a perfect angel. Only problem is we live so far a

Like Poison
He controls your emotions as if you are a puppet on a string, I make you happy until he causes rain I try to be your umbrella, To shelter you from all the pain, But he is like venom deep in your veins. Poisonous is this fella, Please learn to refrain, Can't you see, he is just venomous and vain?

Part 3 In The Girl Friday Series... Players: Girl Friday, The Boss
Girl Friday experiences practical application with the Boss's assistance I arrived a little early today and sat in my car mentally preparing myself. It is not that I dislike or even dread the job but more this overwhelming since of loss of control when I am near the Boss. One more deep breath and I exit the car to walk confidently to the office door. A quick straightening of my skirt and I go in. I am greeted by the sounds of the copy machine printing and paper being shuffled but do not see the Boss in the general area. He must be in his office, I think to myself as I walk to my desk. Again there is an envelope on my desk. It is sealed with the words 'come to my office with your uniform additions and this unopened'. Without haste I take the envelope and my little box to his office. Knocking on the door frame I wait for him to motion to me to enter. At his gesture I cross the distance to his desk and stand there. He was busy going over some papers and after signing off on

Untitled, But Written By Me
It's hard to fathom what it would be like, to feel your body pressed to mine. Or the pleasures yet to be discovered between us burning in my mind The desire sweeping through me like blood rushing through my veins Wanting to hear your voice and taste your kiss is getting harder to contain Unknowingly you've chipped at this wall that envelopes me and weakened my defense, Opened up my heart to something new so exquisite and intense. But there still exists my inner voice that cries beneath this euphoric state And whispers softly to remind me Hearts that start to feel this safe and warm are easiest to break. Written by Laura

So Lovely
Love letter to the woman in my life. I'm so in love so involved. Oh how it feels to have you around. & be appreciative caring about me. I feel the same way of you & looking to connect it even more when your here. Next to me holding me & my arms around your waist. Looking in your face at your eyes. & our lips touching gently as they feel on each other. I'm glad to hear how i make you feel. Let all run down inside as it gets you feeling. That there is no one else can make ya feel like do & keep ya safe. & alright that i hope you sleep good tonight. Thinking of me. All comfy alone in your bed. Wishing i was beside you. Kissing you on your forhead. Waking up together. Always & will be forever kelly my dear i love you. & glad to be come around make you smile laugh & hear you. I only hope when you read this. Your heart only be pounding making you blush more & always feeling that there is someone you can count on. This may not be a good letter. I always hope your well & feeling better.

Her Hand
To hold the hand,That leads to her smile.To do thisjust once,I would walk endless miles. To know I was the reason,To ever put a smile on her face.Then my heart would know,It had found its rightful place. So beautiful,offer me your hand,And your smile I hope will Shine.And truely mine will glow,From deep in this heart of mine.

Dead Inside
Ask me what's wrong and then walk away push me aside before I can stay Act like I have someone tell me that you care the more days pass I realize no one's really there Be the way the world will treat me make me realize love is really a lie show the emptiness I'll have forever make me want to give in and die

Why I Don't Go To The Gym...
This is dedicated to everyone who ever attempted to get into a regular workout routine Dear Diary,For my birthday this year, my husband purchased a week of personal training at the local health club.Although I am still in great shape since being a high school football cheerleader 43 years ago, I decided it would be a good idea to go ahead and give it a try.I called the club and made my reservations with a personal trainer named Christo, who identified himself as a 26-year-old aerobics instructor and model for athletic clothing and swim wear.Friends seemed pleased with my enthusiasm to get started! The club encouraged me to keep a diary to chart my progress.________________________________MONDAY:Started my day at 6:00 a.m. Tough to get out of bed, but found it was well worth it when I arrived at the health club to find Christo waiting for me. He is something of a Greek god-- with blond hair, dancing eyes, and a dazzling white smile. Woo Hoo!!Christo gave me a tour and showed me t

Smile This Way
If every tree and flower,Was put before me.Everything of beauty,My eyes could see. All would fall short,Nothing even close.To whose beauty,I see the most. Truely a gift,For my eyes to see.She is all that is beautiful,In this world to me. So please Sarah,Smile this way.And shine your beauty on me,Each and everyday.

My Fuwedding!!!
My fuwedding was beautiful. i thank all those that helped make it what it was hugss. Crypt it was beautiful ceremony, u came thru for me yet again - is it any wonder that i say u the best boss. you rock. Punisher the music rocked. Thanx for doing it I know u been busy latly and appreciate u taking time. Crypt's Insanity thanx for putting up with my ditzyness over pics and times and making not one but two beautiful bully's. Riffraff you a true friend. I know u will grr at me saying that and poofoo it away but thanx. DJ Nookie thank you for being there for me( i know wasnt easy and im sorry for that). But u know what true friendship means at least in my book and i love you for that. To all that came or messaged that they couldnt make it or came late even. IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME THAT SOME PPL STILL CARE. I HAVE LOST A LOT BECAUSE OF A PERSONAL DECISION AND AM GLAD I DIDNT LOSE AS MUCH AS I WAS WORRIED I DID. To all that choose to not come and had no plans on co

~rules For Being Human~
Rules for Being Human 1. YOU WILL RECEIVE A BODYYou will like it or hate it, but it will be yours for the entire period(This time around).2. YOU WILL LEARN LESSONSYou are enrolled in a full-time school called life. Each day in thisschoolyou will have the opportunity to learn lessons. You may like thelessons, or not.3. THERE ARE NO MISTAKES, ONLY LESSONSGrowth is a process of trial and error, of experimentation. The "failed"experiment is as much a part of the process as the experiment thatultimately"works."4. A LESSON IS REPEATED UNTIL LEARNEDA lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you havelearned it.When you have learned it, you can go on to the next lesson.5. LEARNING LESSONS DOES NOT ENDThere is no part of life that does not contain lessons. If you arealive,there are lessons to be learned.6. "THERE" IS NO BETTER THAN "HERE"7. OTHERS ARE MERELY MIRRORS OF YOUYou cannot love or hate something about another person unless itreflects toyou something you love or hate ab

My Woman (love Letter #2)
My woman woman i love you woman. Your all my everything. & the most sweetest. I ever met came across. Hearing your voice everytime we talk. So smooth lovely sounding. I'm glad proud to be your man. & with that your all that you need to have to get through. Whether it be bad good rough jagged sometimes. But whether it is. It only brings us closer to each other. I'm proud to have ya & that your always there for me. Guiding me the good way to shit lol. Love having laughs with you. & keeping a smile on your face. Everytime your around. Your so sweet my lovely hunnybun. Your so the one. I'm glad i choose & you picked me. Were everything to be. Just you & me baby. I'm loving you so much. It'll be so good to feel you when we touch.I feel you from all in. Where your open. & i have you running your feelings down on me. As well as i do for you. I'd never want to be without you hun. Love all that you do to keep us there. & so far its being good. & staying that way loving all things you say. It's

Tai-chi & Drug Addiction
When an individual is engaged in drug addiction or alcohol abuse, their natural abilities to manage stress and tension are compromised. The longer the terms of addiction and abuse, the greater the impairment to these coping mechanisms. Once an individual stops using drugs or alcohol, their internal systems and chemistry remain out of balance and in turmoil as they try to reset without the sudden spikes of chemicals from which they have grown accustomed. Originating as a Martial Art; Tai chi is a type of low-impact, weight-bearing, and relaxing exercise. Practiced in a variety of styles, Tai-Chi involves slow, gentle movements, deep breathing, and meditation. This meditation is sometimes called “moving meditation.”Tai-Chi does much more for recovering addicts than basic exercise or meditation alone. This ancient health practice combine classical conditioning with visualization, breathing, and meditation to create a powerful complementary therapy for most maladies, including

Devils Backbone
Come visit the best loung in town. Have a crazy time chating and just goofing off but keep it clean. Theres great people to talk to that will talk back to you about whatever you want to talk about. Heres the link

Wish For Night
When deep into my sleep,And Angels where there.This one would float among them,Softly drifting through the air. Her beauty lighting the night,Like the stars in evenings sky'sWould keep me in my sleep,Not wanting to open my eyes. During my day her beauty remains,Echoing gracefully in my mind.As I wish for the night to fall,And this angel I can again find.

My Life Depends On Things In General
My life depends on things in general like for example: Marriage, drugs, listening to music, everywhere i go, going to church, making money, making mistakes, loving on jesus and god, parents, brothers, sisters, grandmothers, uncles, aunts, loving yourself as well as others, friends, neighbors, having a healthy diet, staying in good shape, reading magazines....... Sincerely, Mark Hazelwood Aka:Killerbee4202000 Chucky Cartman

Chew Toy, Man Toy?
Well things are back to there usual. I'm home alone right now, roommates are out of town. This girl that I moved out here to be with over a year ago whom I have never even seen contacted me out of the blue and told me she would be by Tuesday to see me. But i've been hearing this same thing since I met her so I've developed a bit of disbelief regarding the matter. I tell my roommates every time she says she's going to show that I'll believe it when I see it. This girl I was fixed up with by my ex and moved here in order to be with this girl, left my whole life...family...friends....everything behind and I haven't even talked with her on the phone in over 8 months. I'm honestly going to have a heart attack if this girl shows up. Anyway, just rambling cause I'm bored. Just did a new tattoo so I'm probably going to hit the sack now.

Need To Be
Life and love all intertwined,Friendships deeply protect that core.I was happy,focused on my way,Then my world hit the floor. Truths became untruths,deep cutting lies,Nothing was anymore as it seemed.Thoughts,Or what I thought I knew,Now vanished like a wasted dream. Betrayed,encased so deep in anothers lie,I believed what was put to my eyes.Now none of it true at all,My anger builds as I uncover more lies. I found my escape,A rock to hold,An angel deep in her own life.Now she sat and listened to me,Can she now help me make somethings right. Now other turmoil explodes quickly,On a calm and gentle sea.Due in part to my stubborness,My ego sinks back inside of me. One love untrue,Trust now gone,The other still a wonderment to me.With her my eyes want to wonder,With her they need to be.I search to find the true one.

Missing You
I wish Heaven had a phone so I could hear ur voice again.I thought of u today,but that is nothing new.I thought about u yesterday and days before too.I think of u in silence,I often speak ur name.All I have are memories and a picture in a frame. Your memory is a keepsake from which I'll never part.God has you in his arms..I have you in my heart. I LOVE AN MISS YOU MOMMA & GRANDMA

Answered Prayer
You took me by surprise - an answered prayer I once whispered to the Universe. But I had become so accustomed to empty promises and stale wishes that I wondered if I should send you back, thinking that my good fortune must have been a mistake. You came to me with acceptance on your lips - so willing to dive into my soul swim in my light and my dark. You do not cower from the parts of me that frighten everyone else. My faults, to you, are simply jewels in my crown. My dark excites you and your passion overwhelms my senses. You have an intensity that feels like home. I hear your voice and instantly years of torment and self-doubt melt away. Each word from you a healing kiss. With each whispered “I love you,” I feel life coming back into my soul. Words flow from my pen ... I stand taller ... Feel happier ... My strength of spirit grows. And for the first time I don't feel as if I lose me trying to please you. With you, pleasure is not a chore but a gift

The Betrayal
im so pissed, i feel betrayed, by my best friend... if they would of just told me i would b fine, but to fine it out red handed, omg i flipped, but i couldnt act out or do shit..i was at fucking work.... this is how it started.. when i first started working, there was this fine ass guy that i worked with, i had feelings for him, but i knew he had a girl, so i didnt pursue anything with him, cuz i know what its like to get cheated on. he told me that nothings forever, n made it seem like he wanted me, but wanted me to wait.. he knew i would cuz hes like the type of guy that every girl wants..thats good to his girl, (yha so i thought), 3 n half months go by n hes leads me on to believe that he wanted me, by flirting with me, etc....he told me that he would never do anything with my girl cuz he thought of her as a hoe...ok my best friend, we were friends from day one of meeting, she was awesome, we had everything in common, kids, likes, dislikes, guys...everything... i told he

A Poem Inspired By A Very Close Friend....
My Heart Skips a Beat My heart skips a beat when I think of youMy heart skips a beat when I get a message from youMy heart skips a beat when when the phone rings hoping it is youMy heart skips a beat when I hear your voice in my earMy heart skips a beat when my eyes gaze apon youMy heart skips a beat when when my fingers touch yours My heart skips a beat when I hold you in my armsMy heart skips a beat when I stroke your beautiful hairMy heart skips a beat when I touch your beautiful faceMy heart skips a beat when my lips touch your lipsMy heart skips a beat when my hands caress your bodyMy heart skips a beat when I lay down next to youMy heart skips a beat when I make sweet love to youMy heart skips a beat when I fall a sleep with you in my armsMy heart skips a beat when I wake up next to youMy heart skips a beat when I watch you walk awayMy heart skips a beat when I think of you

Alone
i told u i was broken. my mind does not function any more. the woman i gave up everything for to provide for her and her kids decide i wasnt worth her time when it started and i asked her for help. drinking was the only thing she cared about and she didnt need some broken down weak warhorse bothering her. its only got worse since then. i try to talk to girls on here and get my mind working again but just like with u i was trying to say something nice i thought and u run away like im an insane maniac. i will leave u alone and try to find my way out of this living hell the way i lived my whole life. ALONE

Love Is All You Need
Music Monday was inspired by all the cheesy friend/romantic/familial love I felt this weekend...and nostalgia and all that good junk 1. Love will Come Through - Travis2. Love Always Remains - MGMT3. All you Need is Love - The Beatles4. Love is All Around - The Trogs5. Let me Love you - Mario6. Always be my Baby - Mariah Carey7. Love Will Never Do (Without You) - Janet Jackson

Time For My First Blog Lol
I like to thank the little people and by little ppl i mean little dick stalkers lol that makes a new account just to downrate me I know I made it now lol. Any how I heard just about every pick up line there is and can smell bullshit a mile away yes time to time I make mistakes yes I said it lol. Had a contest today just for fun lol even thou some were very close and missed it with easy clues not mentiioning names lol. And this one guy tries to say im special to him etc how can that be if we just met seriously then I block his azz and then uses anothe account to insult me lol then switches back then asks someone else to say hes sorry... lol...but i saw him switch back and he told me he was a hacker oops recovering hacker lol I dont tolerate players liar and scammers and spammers lol thank you for all the love ppl.

Come See Me
Come see me tonight at Rick's Cabaret in Las Vegas! Its on Desert Inn and Valley view. Its my first night there and my first night dancing again. I danced for 5 years and havent danced in a year. Need everyones support!

The Benefits Of Massage Therapy For Stress Reduction
The Benefits of Massage Therapy For Stress Reduction Everyone loves a well done massage, especially if they have been injured or stressed with work, family or other problems. The time spent getting a massage can be just as beneficial as a therapy session with a psychotherapist. The massage, however leaves one feeling more relaxed and not emotionally drained. So, the benefits of massage therapy may SEEM to only be physical, but in reality, they extend to the mind as well. An obvious benefit of massage therapy is that it helps alleviate stress. It happens to everyone, this terrible thing called stress, but it does not need to stay in one's body and keep polluting it with toxins. For example, why should one allow a nosy mother in law or new co-worker, who believes he is sent from Heaven and knows everything, to ruin their day? Just because the mother in law makes it her business to critique everything from last night's taco salad to the manners being instilled in her grandchildren, does

If You Can't Laugh At Yourself...
I woke up today and decided I would write a poem.It had no structure, no flow, no rhyme or even reason.Nothing made sense, it was just a mass of jumbled words.I showed it to my husband; he scoffed at its simplicity.I showed it to my best friend; she laughed at my audacity.So, desperate for good criticism, I posted it online.… I forgot the internet is an open forum.Everyone who read my poem had something bad to say;At first it was a hit- among the melodramatically tragic.Then came the negative opinions. I heard them all.It was sloppy, it was whiny, it was pretentious, I would never get it published.So I brought it to a whiny, pretentious publisher who had a habit of printing unknown, sloppy poets and selling (copious amounts of) books to other, more pretentious 'artists' so they could compare and make small talk to all their snobbish yes-men about how much better of a writer they are....Turns out they loved it. _____I wrote something silly. Lol.I was listening to "The Song

Red Rose
Our love is that of a red roseWhose splendor rises as the sun shows its face,Whose petals expand further and richerWhispering secrets of happiness and affection.And even though with the fall of duskAll contentment is swept away,And the rose's petals unite as oneReflecting any light that may endeavor to shine through,The sun will always riseAnd the rose's petals will eternally broadenUntil they fully blossom into a stunning creation.Our love is that of a red rosePossessing a few imperfectionsThat may cause evanescent wounds,But the internal radianceThat will everlastingly bestow healing and comfort.

Dangerous Auto Driver
Yesterday while out riding my bicycle with my son, we had a auto driver intentionally try to hit us on our bikes. We were riding far to the right, as is suggested in the law. We were going just 2 miles an hour below the speed limit. I was going 43 miles per hour. The driver not only endangered my life and my son's life, he actually brushed his mirror on my son's arm. He broke a number of laws plus he easily could have killed both of us. There is no reason for such actions and drivers like that should have their licenses revoked. It is wrong to act in such a violent way toward a law abiding citizen just because you do not understand what they are doing. i am glad that he sped away, I expect i would have acted in a very un Christian way if I had caught up to him. I hope that any one who reads this will understand why bicyclist and motor cyclist dislike auto drivers so much who act so selfishly and dangerously. People lose their lives everyday because of idiots like him!

How Smart Are You
The Banana Test There is a very, very tall coconut tree and there are 4 animals, A Lion , A Chimp , A Giraffe , ......AND... A Squirrel They decide to compete to see who is the fastest to get a banana off the tree. Who do you guess will win? Your answer will reflect your personality. So think carefully . . .. Try and answer within 30 seconds. Got your answer? Now scroll down to see the analysis. If your answer is: Lion = you're dull. Chimpanzee = you're dense. Giraffe = you're a complete moron. Squirrel = you're hopeless. A COCONUT TREE DOESN'T HAVE BANANAS. Obviously you're stressed and overworked. You should take some time off and relax

Rejection
So now I sit still and smiling inside my shrine of make up. This is almost too much to take. To restart, to retrace. But what's life without surprise? It's like, WHOA turn around, pause, wipe slate clean, resume grind in new direction. I am no stranger to this. No stranger at all. Shed the tears, lick the wounds, dust off, move along. The girls say it's not me it's them. There's more of them than me. Signs point to me. Might be me. No, no, no. Definitely them, they telled me. I'll believe it someday. I am rough around the edges. Can't help it. Just like my little man though, I'm growing everyday. And yeah, I wish it didn't hurt, but I always try to remember that without all this crap, it won't feel good when shit works out. Hopefully. Hopefully I can do that. Remember that. Everyday I get told that it's new. Fresh. New number, so it's not the same. Not the same as yesterday or any other yesterday there ever was or could be. I like to listen to that. So that way, even if I wake up and f

420 Equals....
April 20th? no...it represents the time the Waldos in the 70s would meet up to smoke marijuana together after school. 4:20pm. 4/20 is entirely another thing and i dont celebrate it still because well..its Hitler's birthday AND the anniversary of the Columbine shootings. but with all the dipshyts out there...its a great day to have any grasp on history or reality. i will smoke today..but not because its 420...not because its "supposedly" THE day to celebrate smoking herb. but because thats what i do is smoke...whenever i can. i have always protested against the "greatness" of April 20th via history. the actual time of day 4:20 is THE time to smoke...if there is any reason to pay respect. but no fcukin way will i ever pay homage to this day. its a day of evil and wickedness born. not one of celebration. some "smokers" who are in the know might feel the same...but i dont care. haha...i know and thats why i write this. and i always wondered why people dont celebrate 215? the

Dancing With Clouds
Dancing With CloudsIf I could see Heaven it would look like youWith lands of green and skies so blueBut that would not start to compareTo what I see when I stop and stareI see such beauty in your eyesAnd I can’t help but be mesmerizedI could walk on the clouds or I could sing in the rainBut none of this would come close to what I see in your faceIf I had one wish it would be for you to be closeBy my side everyday of my life and hold you forever moreAnd there’s nothing that I want more for youThan to let you know, I love youWhat in the world you might see in me, I’ll never know if it’s realThe only thing I know for sure is how you make me feelI could walk on the clouds or I could sing in the rainBut none of this would come close to what I see in your faceIf I had one wish it would be for you to be closeBy my side everyday of my life and hold you forever moreIf I could make you happy and make you smile just onceI would feel so complete my heart would sing with joy

Massage Types
Massage therapy is an ancient practice that dates back thousands of years. There are different types of massage therapy to heal the human body. It includes Swedish massage, deep tissue massage, stone massage, sole or foot massage, Thai massage, eye massage, Chinese massage, shantala massage, MA-URI massage, mothers massage, reflexology and much like. There are all involve manipulating the muscles, improve blood circulation, tune the whole body, boost the immune and nervous system, alleviated low-back pain, reduce depression and anxiety, decreasing labor pain and cancer pain etc. it is best to consult with the doctor better before move in to massage sessions. Thus aids to reduce the risk factors of health issues. More on: http://www.squidoo.com/massagemania

Another Thats Not A Poem Just Whats In My Head
I ask myself what happened to me im not the person i once was before so many questions so little answers i was the joking and messing around having fun guy but something changed so many thoughts going through my head the things i think about not being happy with myself and the things that i done and still do to this day. Hiding behind a mask of happiness but behind im just a person thats hurting inside i dont know what to do with myself should i just give and just forget everything idk anymore im not happy being the way i am now seems like the time has come for me to quit fu and all other sites and just let go. I have lost and gained friends but somehow i feel alone altho i am not something here seems to change me and i really dont like it. Then again maybe its my own fault for everything that is happening lack of sleep pain and soreness making my mind wonder where will i be and where shall i lay. The night calls and the shadows swarm my mind into complete darkness with no break of lig

Never Leting Go
To no end dose it matter what anyone eles thinks. It is all about what you feel in your heart for that person and that nothing should keep you away from him or her. The one that holds your heart helps you along to be a better man or women. Because no body is perfect we all have good and bad traits in us all but finding the will to do the right things in life to make us all happen and never leting anyone take that away from us no matter who they are.

The Magic Of Love
Love is like magic And it always will be. For love still remains Life's sweet mystery!! Love works in ways That are wondrous and strange And there's nothing in life That love cannot change!! Love can transform The most commonplace Into beauty and splendor And sweetness and grace. Love is unselfish, Understanding and kind, For it sees with its heart And not with its mind!! Love is the answer That everyone seeks... Love is the language, That every heart speaks. Love can't be bought, It is priceless and free, Love, like pure magic, Is life's sweet mystery!!

Cut
This cut transforms into pleasure and freedom.... A pain that floats away......A cut that crys out for an open hand......Falling on purpose just to feel that ectascy...oh sweet cut.......Burns with the passion of love......old loves.....old fucks...It bleeds the truth......I feel no more...I feel no pain....This cut is what speaks the truth! This Ectascy.....This Passion.....THIS CUT!

Seems Like Years Ago
i was painting feverishly! like it was a drug that i needed or i'd get dope sick. my entire body was connected to these lunatic creations...smoking cigarettes with gallons of coffee it seems, to the end of the night til day...just to get another "infection" made. no thoughts of love or life or hate or money...just paint fatboy paint! and i did..with whatever has moved me...solidly drawing,painting,sculpting,gluing,magnetizing,CREATING! now i sit here almost still day to day because i dont have that drive anymore...not that its going to kill me but like that drug i want to "calm" me down, i flip out. i write and write and write til notebooks are bent in half but thats not what i want. i stare at my full cans of krylon wondering who theyre for sometimes now. like it was years ago that i used them...but it wasnt. maybe a year...but before that i was hooked on it...i wouldnt stop for anything. not food, not phone calls, not ex-girlfriends or friends. it was the virus that cursed

A Translation Of Yankee Dogs To Southern Dawgs
(Yankee) German Shepherd Dog (Southern) Poh-leece Dawg (Yankee) Poodle (Southern) Circus Dawg (Yankee) St. Bernard (Southern) "Thank Gawd, Here Comes The Whiskey Dawg" (Yankee) Doberman Pinscher (Southern-2 versions) Bad Dawg, or Dobimin Pinches (Yankee) Beagle (Southern) Rabbit Dawg (Yankee) Rottweiler (Southern) Bad Dawg AND Mean As Heck Dawg. Good dawg to guard the still. (Yankee) Yellow Lab (Southern) Ol' Yeller Dawg (Yankee) Black Lab (Southern) Duck fetchin' Dawg (Yankee) Greyhound (Southern) Greased Lightnin' Dawg (Yankee) Malinois (Southern) Another kind of Poh-leece Dawg (Yankee) Blue Ticks, Red Bones, etc. (Southern) Prize Coon Dawgs (Yankee) Pekinese (Southern) Mop Dawg (Yankee) Chinese Crested (Southern) Nekkid Dawg (Yankee) Dachshund (Southern) Wienie Dawg (Yankee) Siberian Husky (Southern) Sled-Pullin' Dawg (Yankee) Bouvier, Komondor (Southern) "What The Heck Kinda Dawg Is That?" (Yankee) Great Dane, Mastiff (Southern) Danged

Getting Caught Without You
I lay in bed, thinking of you. I'm on top of the covers, gliding the tips of my fingers along my smooth, slender body. Tonight I need to get off, whether you're here or not, it's going to involve you. I smile to myself as I get a wicked little idea, peeling my body off the bed, I make my way over to the window. My long, brown hair tickling my bare back and breasts as I walk. Opening up the window, I find that our neighbor is already asleep, yet the bit of exhibitionism mixed with the cool breeze wrapping around my hot body is enough to make my slit moist. Placing one knee on the window sill and using the curtain for leverage, I let my free hand roam. A soft moan escapes my lips as my middle finger targets my mound, My mind wanders back to you and how hard you get at the sight of me. Heat is now radiating from my sex and it's dripping onto my inner thigh, I figure it's time to lay back down and really get things going. I waste no time as my back touches the blanket, my fingers have fo

Hug
Can We Do That Again That thing where you crash into me that thing where our fears and hopes seem to fade where our thoughts become one and it seems as though feelings begin to flurry in the wind Can We leap in not head first but one step at a time Have Me swooning in your sense and warm embrace seems as though people have drifted from human contact and i simply just want to try and see if your real or part of a suto manufactured world So Can We ...Can We Do That Thing Again

Sickness Lol - Read Bottom 2 Top
exoticnero...: and no you would not have to be alone XavierAcorea: u have paypal? exoticnero...: well I would gladly watch you anytime XavierAcorea: I'm no dummy LOL exoticnero...: am if I ever did, it would not be on this site, I would make it worth while XavierAcorea: yeah exactly exoticnero...: like that would ever happen,heheh' XavierAcorea: SO u can show your goodz off in video exoticnero...: what is with the stupid webcam control crap, this site gets more bizzare

Alicia Parlette Rip
Copied from sfgate.com. Alicia Parlette, who turned her incurable cancer diagnosis at age 23 into a Chronicle series about her experience, died just before noon Thursday at the University of California, San Francisco Medical Center. She was 28. Ms. Parlette's 17-part series, "Alicia's Story," drew tens of thousands of followers, who read about her trips to the doctor's office, the therapist's couch, her relationships with family and friends, and her faith in God. Ms. Parlette had just begun her career as a copy editor for The Chronicle after graduating from the journalism department at University of Nevada, Reno, when she found out in 2005 that she had a rare form of cancer in her hip and breast called alveolar soft part sarcoma. She got the news three years after her mother died of cancer. Despite treatments of interferon and chemotherapy, the cancer later spread to her lungs. Ms. Parlette went to the emergency room on April 2 with breathing problems and debilitating pain in h

Three
If I offered you You my hand,Would you see where it leads.It would tell you truths,From me you haven't believed. I offer you my left hand,It leads straight to my heart.From there its linked to my mind,The three are never apart. Between these three,For you my magic would appear.They would give you the gift,They want from you so dear. With you in my heart and mind,They would tell my hand what to do.And forever my left hand,Would only write words of love for you.

Refresher Course...
Ok...I’m gonna go on a little rant here...just to see if it will make me feel better....but first, I’ve got a question.....Guys...WHAT THE F**K? Fairly recently I was in a relationship that...well...changed a lot. In the end...I gave him a choice...There were a number of "packages" for him to choose from: Girlfriend, Friend with Benefits, Friend, and Ex-Girlfriend.. Now...what he chose is neither here nor there... That being said....Let me explain the packages for you..... Friends: This is a girl that you hang out with. She’s "one of the guys". Really, boys...we kinda like being "one of the guys"....because, honestly...a lot of us...don’t like hanging out with women. They’re mean, they’re catty...and you can’t trust most of them as far as you can throw them. But...there are rules to being "friends"...the first one... If you don’t want to uprgrade out of the Friend package...Don’t try to kiss me. I don’t care how drunk or lonel

All I Want
Some people have such big dreams, but all I want is to love you, to wake up beside you each morning, to feel the warmth of your hand in mine, to share each moment, good and bad, with you, to lose myself in your loving arms. Some people want so much out of life, but all I want is to share everything with you, for us to talk long into the night, to dream together, and experience all of the little things together that makes life worth living. Yes, I have a big dream after all. And I want so many things. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. And I want to give you my love, and to make our home a place where you always feel warm and welcome, and for us to have a relationship in which we accept each other for who we are and always find a sweet dream in each other's arms. All I want is for us to love each other for the rest of our lives. And I do believe that dreams can come true.

Alone?
Sitting here I have been trying to think. When have I been truly happy? To the point to where I had no cares or worries in the world..As far back as I can remember, I have always been stressed about something, have always worried about something, had a fear in the back of my mind that something, sometime, somewhere, something bad is going to happen to me and there is nothing I can do about it.Sure I can change things...but my version of changing is not what is needed. My change is chasing everyone that I care about away for me to be left to my own devices and destruction to try to see what will happen on the other side. The depression and anxiety takes me faster than I can realize, faster than I can comprehend.My whole life has been filled with disappointment. Dealing with a mentally abusive, alcoholic father, a mother that no matter how much she showed the front of being a dominant type person, in her own reality, she is afraid of being alone. She will not admit it, but I can see it.H