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"ah, Here We Are! 'how To Travel In The Macrocosm' ... Listen To This ..."
"Ah, here we are! 'How to Travel in the Macrocosm' ... listen to this ..." WORD COUNT: 13,774 Seeing "The Astrosmurf" in the children's section of Book Nook yesterday brought back memories. For those not familiar with Delporte and Peyo's 1979 English translation (ISBN 0394851404) of this story -- and if you're not familiar with the Smurfs, please look them up -- one of the three-apples high little blue people, Dreamy Smurf by name and specialty, wants to go to another planet and he's at a loss how to do it. Dreamy goes to Papa Smurf, the oldest and wisest of them, who pulls down one of his magic books and begins reading today's title. "Firstly: every morning drink a pint of dew caught in the web of a male tarantula ..." As he goes on, the details depress Dreamy and he later succeeds in building a rocketship of his own. What he finds on another planet when he gets there ... well, for that you'll have to read the story (or watch the 1980s animated TV episode adapted from
Sad But True..
Boy:I broke up with her.His Best Friend:What happened?Boy:She’s just too much for me.His Best Friend:What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?Boy:Well,...for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good,always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..His BestFriend:So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyeslocked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girlunder your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..Boy:Oh.. Well..She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, tellingme not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!His Best Friend:So,you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because shecares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..Boy:But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightlymean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!His Best Friend:So,you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because
Life Lessons
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back. - Unknown
This Time
When I look in your eyes, what will I see? I don't remember, will it be me? I can't remember, your face at all. I have erased you, and now I can't draw. The line, the one you crossed. A thin one between, what was learned and taught. Father may I, Mother please don't. The two of you together, this task won't. Be an easy one, to climb. But this time I'll beat you to the top. I won't be left behind.
[apparently I Can Make Fennel Sausage]
... ... ... yeah I probably should've measured when I did this but I managed to combine a few of my favorite things   like   1 egg a pound of ground beef half a cup of melted beef fat 1/4 cup of bread crumbs salt 1/2 tbs of paprika 2 heavy pinches of sage 3/4 a tbs of fennel seeds 2 heavy pinches of red pepper flakes a palmful of chives, parsley and rosemary   and combined in a bowl, let it sit for a couple hours, and then baked it for 1.5 hours at 365 degrees   its very... pizzaish sausage and its delicious and beef of all things.   I'm gonna slice it and serve it with paella in reserve fat.   In other news dropped $10.00 on OdinSphere, gonna play that at my brother's recommendation, just finished downloading.   oh and when I combined the melted fat with refrigerated meat, the fat resolidified and got all gooey and lardy (would you prefer the word "buttery"?) on my hands. It was kinda interesting. Course, I couldn't just mix it in like I would lard, since m
Autism Vs.... Better Left Unsaid....
It is not within my power to control Autism.  It is only within my power to penalize the behavior. It is not within my power to make HIM understand & retain the information.   It IS within your take control of YOUR situation. YOU choose not to...YOU choose to just sit by and let it go cause "there's nothing I can do about it" when there in fact IS.   DAILY....I do what must be done. DAILY.  DAILY, I sit by and watch HER slip away...while you do nothing.
Stupid Friggan Facts About Me.
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Sandpaper (:
Format by XxprettixX   ❤❤❤ When people hurt you think of them as Sandpaper
Stranger In My Own Room
Somedays I come home,  And nothing's changed. Somedays I come home, And everything's rearranged. Nothing is were it used to be. Things that hold a place in my heart, Are suddenly taken away forever. Punishment for being a failure, Never living up to, Their expectations, Their ideology, Their rules. Like a thief in the night, Bits and pieces of me, That matter only to me, That make up what I am,  Are slowly stolen quietly away. Left to crumble, Like a house of cards, Waiting to collapse on their next sigh. Soon there will be nothing left of me. Soon i will no longer recognise, The face in the mirror, Staring back at me. In my own room, Left to wonder who I am. One day, I will become a stranger in my own room. Staring at generic walls wiped clean of, My thoughts, My emotions, My ideology, My being.
Al Franken Fact Check Grassley (repost)
By Igor Volsky on Nov 10, 2011 at 11:20 am This morning, in a vote of 10 to 8, the Senate Judiciary Committee approved the Respect for Marriage Act, which would repeal the Defense of Marriage Act (DOMA) and allow the federal government to provide benefits to couples in same-sex marriages. During the hearing, Minnesota Senator Al Franken (D) fact-checked Sen. Chuck Grassley’s (R-IA) claims that marriage has always been between a man and a woman by providing a history lesson on the evolution of the institution: FRANKEN: I just believe you misstated the history of marriage. Marriage has not existed as a union between one man and one woman for thousands of years in every culture. In many cultures, men have been able to marry many women and young girls. For centuries, women have been treated as chattel in marriage. Further, if the religious purpose for marriage is procreation, why would we sanction marriage between an 89 year-old widower and an 80 year-old widow? I just
Joe Pa
so, honestly... maybe it's because i could give a shit about football, and yeah i guess it sucks that he got fired and stuff.. but, if i were one of the victims or someone close to the victims, i'd be fucking pissed that the biggest concern is on who got fired... riot because young innocent boys were taken advantage of not because of who lost their jobs.....   i guess in america football is more important than ruined lives... but, thats ok. i didn't have much faith in our society anyway.
I Got Green Eyes / Hazel Eyes /brown Eyes ( They Change Color...lmao
GREEN EYES -Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this. HAZEL EYES -People with hazel eyes are very loveable. They are really hot and are awesome to be around. They don't enjoy 'pet names'. They don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and they love to please. They can exceed your pleasure standards. They are very laid back, chilled and love to just be around. If you repost this and have hazel eyes then you will be happy soon with the person who is on your heart. BROWN EYES -Either sexy as hell or are adorable. Loves to make new friends. Their relationship tends to be very honest because if they aren't truly in love,
You are pathetic. You parade in falsehood. You mire in mendacious humility. You claim to wish for no pity but from the side of your mouth  your true self sings in different tongues. You love it. You love the attention. To pretend that life has dealt you the cruelest hand. What have you suffered through? The consequences of your own misguided desires and ignorance? Take you no responsibility for the life you lead? Nothing. As I coldly stare into you, that's what you are. Nothing. You mean nothing. You are as a dead leaf on the asphalt. You affect nothing - no one. And when you are snuffed out, it will mean nothing. The care I lavished on you is a shame unto me. Beguiled by fruitless kindness. Kindness? Kindness is not impatient. Kindness does not inspire mistrust. Kindness does not behave as a child. Whose life have you changed? What is better because of you? You are cancer. I wish I could cut you out myself. But instead I turn my back on you. And walk
Black Hole
Black hole as I set holding on to my feelings crying wishing this goes away, holding on to the mist in the air of the night on a full moon dark as my heart. I wish this would end but I am falling deep in the Black hole that is telling nothing but of pain. So alone not hearing my pain no one to talk to . As I am falling faster faster love still is in my heart not knowing what to do, holding on holding to last love in my Black hole in my heart .
Liberal Traits & The New Flea Bagger Party
This is what the new Flea Bagger Party has done so far. (OWS) Obama, MSM, Liberals & all Hollywood idiots like Michael “Lard Ass” Moore are supporting   NY: 10/1/2011 — Police Arrest More Than 700 Protesters on Brooklyn Bridge Madison, WI: 10-27-2011 — Madison Occupiers Lose Permit Due to Public Masturbation Phoenix: 10/28/2011 — Flier at Occupy Phoenix Asks, “When Should You Shoot a Cop?” NY: 10/18/2011 — Thieves Preying on Fellow Protesters NY: 10/9/2011 — Stinking up Wall Street: Protesters Accused of Living in Filth as Shocking Pictures Show One Demonstrator Defecating on a POLICE CAR NY: 10/7/2011 — Occupiers Rush Police … More Cleveland: 10/18/2011 — ‘Occupy Cleveland’ Protester Alleges She Was Raped NY: 10/10/2011 — ‘Increasingly Debauched’: Are Sex, Drugs & Poor Sanitation Eclipsing Occupy Wall Street? Seattle: 10/18/2011 — Man Accused of Exposing Self to Chil
What Women Really Want To Hear From You
You’ve probably chatted successfully enough to get her number, but now that you’ve got to fill possibly hours of unstructured conversational time, what do you say? Allow us to point you toward some choice phrases that’ll work in your favor — as well as some that you think might impress her, but will backfire badly most of the time. Five things she’d love to hear:  1. “You look amazing.” Acknowledge (and appreciate) that she went all-out for you. Trust us, even if this is a simple latte liaison, a degree of decision-making went into that jeans-tee-ponytail combo she’s got going on. No need to be too specific with your compliment; just let her know you’ve noticed that she looks good. 2. “How was your day?” This may seem like innocuous chit-chat, but it shows you care and are interested in her life. Make sure to really listen to the response rather than glaze over when she itemizes details of a petty spat with a coworker.
Outside Of The Bedroom
     I've had the most amazing week. My best friend in the world has been visiting, and she and I have had a really fun time. Now, get your mind out of the gutters. This isn't a blog bragging about incredible skills in the bedroom.       You see, I have lived along pretty much all my life. I guess you'd call me a bit of a loner. I've never been one to have tons of friends over all the time. And that is what's made this week so incredible.        The number one greatest thing, has been just to have a hand to hold, a cheek to kiss, a smile to see. The other night, I came home from work. I found the outside light on (so I could see in the dark), I walked through the door and there she was, a big smile, a "welcome home!", a soft kiss and an inviting hug. My favorite TV show was on (even though she doesn't really like "Family Guy") and dinner was ready. It was so much better than coming home to a McDonald's value meal and a warm computer.       So, if you have someone special in your li
The Veteran!
This is the one day of the year that is in honor of all American Military Veterans, from all times.> > Who are the veterans ? They are the elderly man tending a flower garden, once the commanding officer of a ship in the north Atlantic tending to U-boat attacks. They are the middle aged insurance actuary, once a Marine medic in Vietnam. They are the "Aw shucks country boy", a recipient of the Distinguished Flying Cross and Purple Heart for flying helicopter evacuation missions in the 60s. They are the many others who may never have left our country, who served in the less glamorous jobs, but nonetheless served our country. They are in their teens, they are in their 90s, some are men and some are women.> > How do you know who they are ? Don't look for John Wayne or Mel Gibson. Don't look for them in a car with some silly bumper sticker such as "fear this" or "hard core". Look at the man or woman working next to you. While they are far from the ordinary person, they often appear as such.
My Brother Can Catch The Fish
Ben Chancey Here is the 121 pound Tuna my team caught. This fish took 1 and a half hours to get in. I was coaching Mike the angler up. He said it was his toughest battle ever by far.      
My Pictures On My Profile
I guess this is one of my tasks that I will eventually have to do, so I am getting it out of the way now. I know that a lot of horny men on this site feel that if a woman has "naughty" pictures of herself here, that that must mean she is easy and will put on cam shows anytime asked for it. That's not the case. I, myself, do get excited to have strangers look at me, whether it is photo or in person;but just because those pics are there for you to rate and enjoy, does not mean that I am here, waiting and willing to have you view me anytime you choose. Try getting to know the person first. Light conversation, "how are you?, do you have kids? what do you do when you are not working?".  Then later, maybe a couple days down the line, maybe longer...then ask, could we?, or may I?, but what I've been getting is, "Hey..." (first time they have ever talked to me at all), "cam me". Excuse you think I'm a slut? I try to get to know people and tell them, get to know me, so I can see if
The Satanist
Sup fubar...i been Gon for a while but im back...anyway we going to adress somethign right quick. and some of yall this may apply to and you might get mad but fuck it , you can kiss the crack of ghetto NYC black ass 2 times.Im a go in real quick on these "Hail Satan" peeps....yeah satanist...ok so like my first thing is i understand the whoole dark prince thing, but seriously...y'all go extra with this shyt. wtf gives...y'all are worst than the goth is not that bad dude, add some fucking color to your woredrobe dude, and leave people cats alone, animal sacriface doesnt do shyt cept make you look like a fucking idiot. And for the love of God your not going to be come a zombie and they dont exist, stay the fuck out of the grave yards at night...that shyt is just creepy! Now lets say that one day, for shyts and giggles you manage to summon satan...THEN WHAT? if he really is the bad ass yall say he is, have you not stop to think heis going to fuck you up for calling him up and
Dying Inside
Something so hardgoes straight to the soul;it seems impossible to get overand my heart is left with a big hole.I'm trying to be happy, wearing a smile;but I'm dying inside.The world seems to be fading,and I just want to run and hide.Everywhere I go I see your face,and realize how much I miss you
True Love
Today 11-11-11
While in downtown Phoenix ,I saw the most humbling thing that I think I've ever seen .There was this gentleman sitting in a wheelchair watching the Vet Day parade.When the Color Guard marched past him ...he arose from his chair and saluted .To some this might not seem like a big deal ,but as I soon found out he wasn't allowed to stand or put any weight on his legs ,for it caused him great pain ...Just goes to show that some things in life ...ARE WORTH ALL THE PAIN
Greatest Gift
Some know and some don't. I am a mommy of 3 beautiful children who I have had been kept from. My ex took em and they live with his wife while he lives somewhere else. I was kept from seeing, talking to and even getting pics of my kids. My baby girl age 8 (9 end of the month) is having serious behavior issues because of the loss. She misses her mommy. My ex has for the first time come to understand that keeping me from her is destroying that child. I am now walking on cloud 9...I will be picking up my daughter for most of Dec. After that I will take her back "home". This summer she will be here the full time and at that point it will be decided if it is best for her to stay with me. So for the first time in almost 2 years I have gotten to talk to my children, see them on webcam, get pictures and be a part of their life again. I could never ask for a greater gift then to see the smile on their faces, hear their sweet laughter and get the chance to let them know not a day has come and gon
All the things I wanted to tell you are all the things I never will. I'll put on that face hide behind cynicism and cruelty hide behind naivete and wit but it is my shame that holds me. As the gilded faces grin in mirthless ennui they seem to be aware of all to which I am ignorant. Awaiting in the parlor, I can hear you laughing. Fading so quickly from your mind and withering so fast in your memory that only the most distant disgust lingers. Eyes roll down mountain slopes and with every step a sigh. The mistake is reason. The mistake is to think. So now is it my place to be so unforgiving? Must I continue to suffer at the lash of your derision? The tide sweeps beneath my feet soothing me. Reminding me of broken promises and narcissistic intentions. But on to distant shores where I might yet be poisoned by some radiant destruction yet to come.
Another Sb Idiot :p
thegreatone38: icp is the shit 5:46pm more To thegreatone38: whoop whoop 5:47pm reply thegreatone38: u got a boyfriend 5:47pm more To thegreatone38: nope and i plan on keeping it that way. 5:48pm reply thegreatone38: u know violent j is my cousin right 5:48pm more To thegreatone38: o.0 proof plz? 5:49pm reply thegreatone38: fine if u dont believe me then bye 5:49pm more To thegreatone38: ROFLMAOOOOOOOO nice try dumbass 5:49pm reply thegreatone38: whore 5:49pm more To thegreatone38: get help. lol
Gop Debate 3 Cold Opening
I Understand
The truth is that I am manifestly nothing. I know, I know. That's a line isn't it? Something everyone says at one time or another. That is the difficult thing after all about words and conveying anything - anything at all with them. It's all been said before. So when I say I dream of dying, it is not confession nor soliloquoy nor release but cliche and pathetic. Look everyone, look! Look how he whines and prattles on! So you can't say it. Even when it is true. You may feel like your life is not worth living but don't say it. No, no, no. Don't say it. I stare vacantly into the hollow shell that stares back at me and it is with certainty that I tremble. So I beseech you in all earnest humility, whom can I turn to? Where do I voice these callow and insecure thoughts that besmirch the very nature of existence? And what of the truth? Where is the truth in all of this? Beyond the repetition of words and the imitation of ideas that beget cliche after line after ax
It's Your Choice:)
U can make yur life hard by givin N and quitting on life cause of trials and drama but Im not a quitter and get through life easy cause I go through my trials and drama thats thrown my way with a smile and enjoyment. Its called faith and strength get some.
  Bitch Please, my straightener is hotter than you.
Do You Realize ?
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Sex Terms
SEX TERMS1. Blow Job or head: To suck dick or eat-out (suck) pussy2. Bareback: Having sex without a condom, used especially for anal sex.3. Breath play: Restricting airflow, by strangulation, suffocation, or other means for sexual stimulation.4. Cherry: The HYMEN or, figuratively used for virginity, as in "to pop someone's cherry", to take someone's virginity.5. Cybersex: Having sex over the Internet. Usually refers to erotic chatting via the computer while one or both of the parties is masturbating.6. Doggie style: Sexual intercourse where the man enters the woman's vagina from her back side; also called rear-entry.7. Double Penetration: Penetration of the vagina and anus simultaneously.8. Eagle wings: The position where a woman's legs are spread wide open during sex, especially when she received oral sex.9. Facial: When a man ejaculates on a someone's face. Used in the phrase "give a facial."10. Foot Job: Rubbing feet on the penis, usually until ejaculation11. GangBang: When many men
Chapter 16
three strikes Chapter 16 Jesse came up to my locker the next morning, handing me a large bag with the words Bloomingdales written across it. "What is it?" I asked, taking the bag from his hand. "A dress for the winter formal." Jesse explained. "Don't worry, it's not too tight or short." I gave him a skeptical look, peeking inside the bag. From what I could see, I saw a beautiful lilac colored dress, decorated with a sequnied waistband. The dress had to be a few inches above the knee, but I wasn't too bothered by that. "What do you think?" Jesse asked, snapping me out of my thoughts. I nodded. "Impressive. A bit sparkly for my taste, but acceptable." Jesse smirked, and shrugged. "My
Did Your Bar Tab Quit Showing All It's Set To Show?
If you clear your Bar Tab & afterwards it doesn't show what's been done to your profile, such as Rates & Likes, it can be fixed like this: clear your cache (Shift + Ctrl + Del) click the Trash can on the My Feed several times check to see if it started registering your Rates/Likes received by asking a friend to help
Hey kids, been another hot minute. Not too many new fakes that I have to work on which is odd, I'm assuming due to my being M.I.A...anyways in my spare time (whatever that is) I've decided to take on another task, being a Yahoo! Contributor for content. There you can get paid and write real articles about a wide variety of things mostly real life instead of who's bling-banging who on here. So if you're bored feel free to check it out I'll try and get content submitted there weekly in addition to the usual fray that goes on here.. So check it out and send any ideas you have. And of course your normal fakes and crazy!..peace.
The Final Inspection
Author: Sgt Joshua Helterbran The soldier stood and faced God,Which must always come to pass.He hoped his shoes were shining,Just as brightly as his brass."Step forward now, you soldier,How shall I deal with you?Have you always turned the other cheek?To my Church have you been true?"The soldier squared his soldiers and said,"No, Lord, I guess I ain't.Because those of us who carry guns,Can't always be a saint.I've had to work most Sundays,And at times my talk was tough.And sometimes I've been violent,Because the world is awfully rough.But, I never took a penny,That wasn't mine to keep...Though I worked a lot of overtime,When the bills just got too steep.And I never passed a cry for help,Though at times I shook with fear.And sometimes, God, forgive me,I've wept unmanly tears.I know I don't deserve a place,Among the people here.They never wanted me around,Except to calm their fears.If you've a place for me here, Lord,It needn't be so grand.I never expected or had too much,But if you
Filipino Pride
Roses are red, filipinos are brown. You mess with us and your going down. My sick pride, I will not hide. My Filipino race, I will not disgrace. My Filipino blood, flows hot & true. My Filipino peeps, I will stand by you. I will be a proud Filipino till the day I die. Our flag, always stands high. So step aside and let me through, cause its all about the Filipino crew.‌
Stop Bullying Cyber Or In Real Life
The girl you just called fat..She's on diet pills. The girl you just called ugly.. She spends hours putting makeup on hoping people will like her. The boy you just tripped.. He is abused enough at home. See the man with the ugly scars.. He fought for his country. The 14 year old girl with a kid, that you just called a slut... She got raped. That guy you just made fun of for crying.. His mother is dying. people have already enough sorrow to deal with,pleas e don't give them anymore just cause you wanna crack a joke!Put this as your status if your against bullying. I bet 95%of you won't re-post, but I'm sure the people with a heart will ♥...Thank you
You Might Be A True Minnesotan If....
Here is what Jeff Foxworthy has to say about Minnesotans: If someone in a Home Depot store offers you assistance and they don't work there, you may live in Minnesota. If you've worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you may live in Minnesota. If you've had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed a wrong number, you may live in Minnesota. If you measure distance in hours, you may live in Minnesota. If you know several people who have hit a deer more than once, you may live in Minnesota. If you have switched from 'heat' to 'A/C' in the same day and back again, you may live in Minnesota. If you can drive 75 mph through 2 feet of snow during a raging blizzard without flinching, you may live in Minnesota. If you install security lights on your house and garage, but leave both unlocked, you may live in Minnesota. If you carry jumpers in your car and your wife knows how to use them, you may live in Minnesota. If you design your kid's Halloween costume to fit over a snowsui
Thanksgiving A Day Of Thanks Or A Day Of Murder
Now and days people think Thanksgiving is a day of thanks, but what about the people that day was for them to be murdered raped and wiped off the earth. No one remembers that day except the ones that their lives destroyed by that day. i for one refuse to give thanks for a day of death rape and just plain malious. To everyone else i hope you choke on your turkey
Ensign: Faith Is Easy And Difficult
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3   AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 17 November 2011   WORD COUNT: 29,575   Thank you, Jessica.  A few days ago a friend of mine asked me how do I keep my faith in God so strong.  I had to think about that and then I answered FIRST that I don't think my faith is that strong.  But let me share part of my reply to my friend: "by living it, accomplishing something every day through it, studying every day (see 2 Timothy 2:15, "Study to show yourself approved unto God") so even if I don't remember what God's Word says word for word, I remember how to act -- maybe even how I feel -- as a result of my study time (as early in the morning as possible) ..."   "Sounds, but not the language.  We would only be speaking gibberish."  (Star Trek IV: The Voyage Home)   Back to the studying part, looking elsewhere in Paul's second lette
The Lake
The sun gleaming over the waters end.Her skin glowed warm and moist.His mind racing as he watched her bend.Subtle moans creep out in her low voice. Their tongues collide with fury.Their hands wander the others skin.Their minds racing in a hurry.Each wanting him to stick it in. Their pants they both unzip.Both their shirts about to fly.They enter the water ready for a dip.Both on a sexual high. He enters her with all his might.She moans loud in his ear.She is so nice and tight.Their love had no fear. They bump and grind.In and out he will thrust.Orgasms run through her mind.He leans down to her bust. She quivers and shakes.He twitches and moans.She feels the earth quake.As he fills her with his bone.
New Rant......
the next time i see a slut have an assholes or rude people folder I think i am just going to call them out on it.   I dont care how "open" you are with your sexuality. When you behave and dress (or undress) like a slut, common sense you will be treated as one. As a result you should have NO expectation to be treated like a lady, if you dont behave and present yourself as one in the first place.   yes I know there are pervs all around this site and anyone who presents themself in a proper manner has every right to be pissed if they get perved. But I am sick of those who go around showing 3/4 to all of their body like a common hooker and then have the double standard expectation of being treated like a lady. That expectation is a pipe dream. If you can't show yourself that kind of respect, how can you expect someone else to show you that kind of respect. I know i won't show it, if it isnt deserved.
I'm Alive!
I haven't been on here in forever, but I've been painting again. So, to all Sci-fi/ Doctor Who fans: here is a link to my new Doctor Who painting on ebay that's up for bid. I also have Star Wars ones coming up. Also, for any of the friends I used to talk to, I'm on facebook a lot, just never on here. You can look for me at if you'd like to add me...I miss everyone :)
The Reason For My Abusive Pic Posts...
obviously you all have seen my pictures of what my fiancee did to me... fiancee no more!!!! i'm not looking for pity, hate, or anything else...  this is how i'm choosing to break the cycle and heal.. i'm 32 and this is my life, i know no other way to live, i have suffered every type of abuse there is... more than once.... from the hands of my own mother, to her men, a foster parent, and now 2 ex's ... what woke me up is my kids.. and the fact they saw this... i have a beautiful daughter and 3 sons whom i desperately want to live a normal life... they are the force that drives me if you don't like what you see, you are more than welcome to erase me.... keep all your negative comments about what you barely know about to yourself as well... or educate yourself... most ppl never break the cycle, most ppl never talk about it, and every situation is different for everyone...   J
K.g.b. Support
New K.G.B. Home Page show support to your local Kool Girls and Boys fam here and all the members in it. Feel free to update here on anything and everything and updates will be posted as such as we get new things in and new things made for all the fam and updates on members. Much love to the fam you all rock :D
Lips Of Seduction
Greeting you seduction in my eyes,walking towards you licking my lips,Kissing you Oh God Baby electricityas our tongues entwine,Moving my mouth slowly down your neckletting my tongue leave a wet trail downyour neck my breath so hot on your skin,Looking into your eyes as I allow my mouthto move down your chest,Your breathing harder baby and your heart is pounding,I am lowering myself to my knees now baby,Do you want it baby? those kisses that take you to the edge,Moans escape your lips as I work my way down your tummy,Allowing my tongue to sensually lick downyour happy trail,Do you want it baby? These hot lips soanxious to please you,I have reached your pants baby,Is it okay for me to continue? You let your hands answer as you run yourfingers through my hair,Now the seduction really begins as I unzipyour pants with my teeth,Sliding them down from your hips yourmale hardness finally free,Licking it all over baby I want to pleaseyou,Taking it into my parted lips baby itfeels so hot and th
So done with the users, and losers, the constant abusers. Done with the "I love you I hate you oh I wish I could date you." Done with the drama and the games the incessant bullshit always switching mental lanes. So done with the caring and the loving, the "You need to be sharing." Done with the fakers, the takers, the constant promise breakers. Done with the pain and the nonsense, the constant need to sustain. So done with so much in so many fucking ways. So done with the trying and the smiling, and fake ass "I really do care for you lying."
The Night Before Christmas
T'was the night before Christmas and all through the house the whole damn family was as drunk as a louse. Dad at the cat house mom smoking grass and I myself just settled down for a nice piece of ass. When from the roof tops arose such a clatter I sprang from my piece to see what was the matter away to the window I flew like a flash threw open the shutters and fell on my ass. The moonlight abreast the new fallen snow gave a whore house luster to objects below but what to my blood shot eyes did appear a minature sleigh and two mangy reindeer with a short little driver holding his dick I knew right away the bastard was Nick. Slower than snails his reindeer came and he cursed and he swore as he called them by name now Dasher! now Dancer! up over those walls quick now dammit or I'll cut off your balls! He came down the chimney like a bat out of hell tripped on his dong and then he fell. He filled all the stocking with pretzels and beer and a big rubber dick for my br
Here With My Little Girl ..
waiting for my feet to heal .. oh how guilty i feel .. i want to take her to run and play but the pain won't go away .. do i suck it all up .. or recover in bed .. ? my precious little girl .. with the soft brown curls .. shes looking after me .. she even massaged my feet and gave me food and drink (not not alchahol   shes my lil angel sent from above she always gives me unconditional love .          
Why Do We Get Mad At The Ones We Love?
Why is that when we get mad at the one's we love we always say the most hurtful words? Is that the brain shuts down when we get mad or is it more a case of when we hurt we want the one who caused that pain to feel worse than we do? I believe that it is the latter that we wnat to lash out and make that person feel the same pain and more. Is it right to do this? Is it right to hurt someone that much just because we don't like what they said or something they did and we don't agree with it? My it's not right. If we could only just stop and think about what we say before we say it we could love the ones we do for a little while linger.
Thank You My Friend
"Prayer Of Love ....Never thought there'll come a time,I'll feel again the warmth of its shine.You came like a rain in my mind,Still there's a reason that I should find.There were many things I should have known,Yet my fear held its throne.It led my heart to a place I know,Where there's no other way but to grow.Only God knows where this will go,I could only ask for His mercy to show.For prayers and love are all I have.Because there's no other way I know my love.
Call Yourself A Whore?
All these women that call themselves whores on here but want to be talked to like they are some kind of queen or princess are nuts. I dont understand how you can sell your nsfw pics for fumoney or otherwise and not be a hooker or a pole dancer. Its the same thing, YOU ARE SELLING SEX. Call it what you want but it is what it is.  WHERE IS THIS POST NSFW?? EXPLAIN THIS TO ME MORON, DONT JUST MARK IT.
Taking Off The Mask
  I made a decision several weeks ago. I decided that I was not going to wear makeup to church on Sundays any more. Let me clarify...I wear powder and lipstick, ALWAYS, but not putting on eye make up of any sort. My reasoning for doing this was simple: I cry at church...every time. The music usually moves me to tears and I found that I would get distracted from the Spirit because I was too worried about my mascara running or my eyelashes dangling off my eye. So I made the choice to not wear makeup anymore, and boy did it free me up!! Now I can cry, or sob if the Spirit leads, with wreckless abandon! I told myself that in making that choice and following through with it, that meant I was less concerned about what others thought of me and only there to do business with my Lord...taking off the mask, so to speak. But, the entire reason I quit wearing makeup in the first place was to protect how others saw me...runny mascara and all, right?? So perhaps I traded one mask for another. At le
If I Never See You Again
IDK if you thought about it - I had not - but how would you feel if one of your online friends/family died suddenly & unexpectedly? I found out this morning when I learned one of my Facebook Zoomates had died in her sleep - no one on fubar you'd know. But my point is, if I don't say it - just an online friend doesn't describe how I truly feel about the people I talk with daily, who live in my laptop. I'm selfish & you're supposed to be here when I come here Dammit!  I won't get to say good-bye to my lost friend. I know she loved me as I loved her like family.    
Before you wanna be an asshole with your girl, Think about this... While your ignoring her , another guy is giving her attention . While your giving her problems , another guy is listening ..While your to busy for her, another guy is making time for her. While your making her cry, another guy is trying to make her smile again, When your not sure if you want her, Another guy already has that figured out.. SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT MEN
I wrote this May 15, 2010... Things have changed Drastically since I wrote this, but it's a big Part of my Life. It was when I lived in Jersey when Everything was crashing down on me. It was also written 2 weeks before admitted Myself into the Hospital for the first time... and in this Poem I'm speaking out to 2 different people... My love... I am Worn... I am Bled... But how do I feel... Right now? The building of Sorrows... The strength of my Hatred... The Fears of losing Him... A Mother's Falling... This, I hold Close to my Heart, My last valuable Possession, Vulnerability... On a Chain...
Do You Lie?
The Ways We Lie an essay by Stephanie Ericsson   (I have a little objection to at least one point raised here (about Lilith), but never mind. I have written a similar but less exhaustive article on lying here. See this article too for a less fun but far more complex take on the matter: Is It Ever Right to Lie? by Dr. Jeff Mirus, April 11, 2008. Read also about the dynamics of denial, a more exquisite (i.e., often unconscious and therefore more dangerous) form of lying. (Actually, denial has a tricky morality, in that it's not conscious lying but unconsciously not letting oneself know reality, to paraphrase psychologist Noel Larsen.) See, further, Jib Fowles, on the many ways we spin the truth.)Update: I've found a new interesting article that tackles in a more sophisticated manner the controversial topic of honesty/truth-telling/lying: The Insufficiency of Honesty from a book by Stephen L. Carter The Ways We Lie an essay by Stephanie EricssonThe bank called today, and I told them m
There once was a child made out of glue. Fathered by an evil man, bred by a fool.With the head of girl and the body of a leech,black writhered through her veins,Her skin reeking of bleach.She knew not of her misfortune.She knew not of her pain.Locked away in her glass jar,She only knew of hate.With a heart of pure acidand a smile full of bile;she was a hopeless wonder.She was a forgotten child.Her jar grew old and fragile.Her face grew sad and blue.She wore the skin of transparentcy.She wore skin of the moon.The wind seeped into her chamber.Slowly drying her up.Whispering songs to liven her; she fell in love with his touch. Sealed away at the bottom, one day she smiled at a foolish thought.His possession ov
In Case Of Emergency
From religion to the free gift of God Gospel of John Chapter 1 AV
When I Gave U My Heart
when I gave u my heart I didnt think  of the pain but the tears came down just like the pouring rain when I gave u my heart I knew u truly loved me but now ur actions tell me different when I gave u my heart I gave u my soul u swore u wouldnt hurt it u said the right things but look at us know as my heart crumbles can u hear what it sings
SNAFu Says a Lot of Things... Today SNAFu says...   Cheesegiving: A History   Some years ago my little sister and I realized there was something fundamentally wrong with the way we'd been doing thanksgiving. We'd arrive at the place where the dinner was to be held (and were happy to see each other as we've not spent a whole lot of time together since before I went to college), and would sit for the hour or so before Thanksgiving dinner and talk and less importantly eat from the variety of cheeses and crackers that are the pre-dinner staple of our set.   There were assorted bries - plain and with fruits and other things; gouda and jarlsberg; and a whole host of spreads. There were also salsas and other things for tortilla chips and other h'ordereves brought by the many guests. Point being, that in the hour or so before we actually sat down to eat Thanksgiving dinner we were stuffing ourselves with cheese and other things and when it came to the actual meal we didn't have nearly as
Occupy Wall Street
My thoughts on this OWS crap.   These people who are conducting there protests have a right to do so. They have a right to believe in something. The problems are 1) they are not on the same page as to what they are protesting 2) they are preventing those who want to go to work/school 3) they accuse the police of abuse, when in fact the police are doing as they are trained 4) those who are protesting the issues with the economy have no idea how are economy works. They need to get on the same page in order to have a viable protest. And they need to do it in an orderly and disciplined fashion. Urinating and deficating on public property, leaving trash everywhere that others go to relax and play. REALLY? Lets get some decency here. Allow the police to do there job, the way they are trained and without giving them cause to have to use force. Learn how a capitalist economy works. Recessions will happen as it has proven to happen multiple times in the past. An economy like the
I love the music of the morningas rain dropsbeat out their rhythmson my bedroom window panes.I have heard that beat beforeunder tin roofsin faraway jungles,where lonesome young warriors,not understanding the rhythms of the rain,nor life,cried to that beatof that falling rain.Now, that I am laying herenext to you,I have no fears.No anger.No worries about bombsor tomorrows.I have learned to lovethat rhythm of the rain.I have learned to love you.I have learned to love me.So, I am satisfiedjust sleeping here with you,while listening to the falling rainand the beating of your hea
Mr And Mrs Sinfullyshadow's 1 Year Anniversary Celebration
Thanksgiving Eve
Twas  the evening of Thanksgiving in the US of A For many folks just another working day As grocery stores fill with shoppers today buying turkeys and stuffing for a feast filled day.   The big parade just hours away big balloons inflated for the big day! The shops all prepare for the day after spree with visions of dollars they shout out in glee!   The kitchens are staffed both day and night basting and cooking with both pain and delight The air filled with such a wonderful scent in the air the smell of Turkey and ham being smoked with great care   In Fu land you can tell the season is here as turkey blings and gifts go to friends who are dear As the God Modes and Autos are ticking away the evening will soon turn into a new day   As I settle down and I ponder in thought marveling at all the blings that have been bought My mind drifts to tomorrow, and the different ways dear friends and companions may celebrate their days.   For many tomorrow will be a day of t
Easy White Clam Sauce, For Pasta
This is my all time favorite!!! Easy and cheap to make but taste like garlic goodness! White Clam Sauce (Easily doubled) 1/4 C olive oil 1/4 C butter 3 cloves (or more) minced garlic. I use a heaping Tbsp of the jarred minced garlic 3 Tbsp dried chopped parsley 2 5.5 oz cans minced canned clams with juice. salt to taste.   Heat oil and butter in sautee pan over med/high heat add garlic. sautee garlic till golden. then add juice from canned clams. Add chopped parsley.  Simmer on low heat for 10 minutes. then add clams. Simmer 3 minutes more. Thats it! Done! Its a thin sauce a little goes a long way serve over spaghetti and  sprinkle with some parmesan cheese and eat it up!
Naughty Things You Can Only Say On Thanksgiving .... 1. Talk about a huge breast! 2. Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. 3. It's Cool Whip time! 4. If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst! ... 5. That's one terrific spread! 6. I'm in the mood for a little dark meat. 7. Are you ready for seconds yet? 8. Its a little dry, do you still want to eat it? 9. Just wait your turn, you'll get some! 10. Don't play with your meat. 11. Just spread the legs open & stuff it in. 12. Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once? 13. I didn't expect everyone to come at once! 14. You still have a little bit on your chin. 15. How long will it take after you stick it in? 16. You'll know it's ready when it pops up! Happy turkey day to all.... keep this going to those who love a laugh for the holiday!! :-))
Quote Found On Friends Page That I Felt Compelled To Share
When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake, and then it subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots are become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the desire to mate every second of the day. It is not lying awake at night imagining that he is kissing every part of your body. No... don't blush. I am telling you some truths. For that is just being in love; which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over, when being in love has burned away. Doesn't sound very exciting, does it? But it is!"Shawn Slovo"Captain Corelli's Mandolin"
So just as i think i will never find my adam, i truly believe God has placed him in my life. Everything just seems so right when i talk to him, when im with him. I know everyone says that the beginning stages of relationships are always the best but i feel that even when we dont agree we can talk it out and neither one of us gets upset. The only problem is that we are "just friends" at the current moment. I want to tell them that I already know that we are meant to be but I dont want to pressure him to do anything that he is not ready to do. So I'm stuck at a crossroads right now, do i tell him all that i feel now or continue to let things progress and let him come to the same conclusion that i have, although that could be a while!
A Little Bit Better
Okay, I have been given next Friday off to drive to Cali to see my kids for the weekend.  I thank my coworkers for that.  Otherwise the holidays would be so unbearable for me.  I will get to see them for the weekend as well for Christmas.  Since I don't get paid vacation until August, I will take what I can get. 
Ever have one of those days when you feel that you can't do anything right? you feel like you've alienated those closest to you even though you never meant to? Ever feel like things are spinning out of control and don't know where to turn? Then welcome to my world...I feel like I can't seem to do anything son's health is up in the air...he's not talking other then he's having liver problems...Someone i consider a good friend has stopped talking to me...So I'm sorry I can't be upbeat all the time...I'm sorry i'm not perfect...I"m sorry...that I don't know what i did wrong....
Holidays suck wouldnt you agree Thanksgiving Got family? I've spent mine in freinds family's, drove my truck once man it was awesome!!! I mustve been feed every 3 houses... Being the ice cream man is awesome. Yeah got into after coach got a truck and then on I am bad ass too!!! Most fuckers I seen are creeps. I make their lives a living hell. You try take my cash flow I'll compete with ya. LMAO Wouldnt you I followed one guy four hours plaing animal noises btw the cat over the load speaker. {rrrrrrrrrrooo roooooooeeeeeeeeeeeeeooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwww} Will get you out of your house... Shitty part I get pulled over all the damned time one year every other day for 6 months gun point for no license plate light while a 3 year old was purchasing ice cream.Thats just aint right poor baby tramatized n all so ya'll got my dream Mine is a food truck selling cheese steaks n soft serve ice cream.
About Me
I will take your body combine it with fantasy and make it reality Welcome to my world   welcome to those who have enter'd on there own. And to those dragged in, Sit quitely and touch nothing. I am Master DS ... I have been involved in this this lifestyle for 12 years ... I have always been Dom, Some say a good master has to have been a sub ... I do not agree ...A good master must be able to read a sub NOT be a sub. I mean no disrespect to people that switch or to Dom/s ... I just know this to be true..... On these page's I refer to a sub as a female ... That is becouse the thought of a male sub turn's my stomach,It make's me sick ... I just don't understand how a man can let himself be dominated... But to each his own. Remember to keep in mind when introducing someone to the bdsm lifstyle, That most people have a bad idea about it becouse of the extreem pic's they have seen on the net and the phoney stories people tell... Not that all of them are not true, Some of them are. Ju
My Soul
they went away as they came, hurting my soul or making it smile and i am still here, still in love with the rain... in this cold snow of our first winter i could almost swear you were a fallen angel, so i begged you: come with your death, come and kill me with those stones...unfortunately there will never be enough stones to throw into my soul and cure me!
A Very Naughty Thanksgiving, Nickolas Style!
      Nickolas was having Thanksgiving brought in this year, sweetness deserved some pampering. Sheri had been extra good, and Nickolas loved to reward. The House, Dungeon , and garage were all cleaned and spiffy, so Nickolas sat inside, in his big chair, and waited for the delivery. Sheri busied herself, curling her hair, and making sure kitty was smooth as southern whiskey. Her nipple piercings were almost totally healed, and she was sure Nickolas would test them tonight. After all, it WAS a Holiday! The doorbell rang, and Nickolas jumped up, wiping a little sleep out of his eyes. A nap sure did him good! There were 4 delivery people, bringing in plateload after plateload, pans filled with dressing and gravies. Nickolas maybe had overdid it...just a little...but He always ate well in the Holidays. He wanted Sheri to eat well also. The turkey was at least a 22 pounder, with mashed taters, corn, carrots, and sweet potatoes...or yams...both the same thing, Nickolas always thought. A
People Keep Hitting Me Up Wanting Free Tatts
i am so tired of people thinking just because they talk to me i should give them a free tattoo or piercing its starting to piss me off this one person hit me up today and they said hi because i said hi to u that i should give them a free tattoo and my responce was if u want a tattoo u better be blowing me and swallow before and bring a friend to do the same while i am doing your tattoo if u dont want to pay for it i think they got the point they are not getting a free tattoo
Relation .......
Many relations come into our life as just rain on ocean..But only some can take the best place like the drop,which fortunately becomes a pearl....!
Without you there is nothing left to say. In whom will I confide?   Amongst those who knew you there is but silence as dim light drapes over us. The shadows on the floor trace  the tears that fell.   No one else sees me the way you did.   Incessant ticking of the clock bellows in the silence  that none of us wish to break. An occasional sigh, the muffled cough, and furtive glances glide across the opaque room.   I'm so selfishly bleak but I no longer care.   What are we to do with this time? No charity can be offered nor solace granted. The burden weighs upon us all. This parlor of mourning yields nothing.   It should have been a mirthless soul like me - not you.   The stoic rituals and empty words grant us license to disconnect. And stir within us  a sense of solitude.   When can I take you from this place? When am I finished here?
Things Im Thankful For
Most of the time during this time of year, we like to reflect on the past year's acheivements, some of its disappointments and hope for a better new year. Here, I'd like to share a few things that I am thankful for. A. I'm thankful that I am nearly flat broke, so I don't spend money on useless items that lose their charm in a few weeks B. I'm thankful for not having the best of everything, because they are a LOT more expensive to replace. C. Thankful that the things that mean the most to me, cost almost nothing at all. D. Thankful that I have had my heart broken in the past, because I learn from mistakes and know what to do to keep my relationship strong. E. Thankful that I know what it's like to want more, so that I work harder to get to where I want to be, and will appreciate it even more when I get there. F. Thankful that I have challenges with my child that not everyone will get to experience, for it is those challenges that make me grateful for everything he does. G. Thankf
All Aboard!
A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her young son playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the train stop and her son said, "All of you sons of bitches who want off, get the hell off now, cause this is the last stop! And all of you sons of bitches who are getting on, get your asses in the train, cause we're going dow...n the tracks." ..... The mother went nuts and told her son, "We don't use that kind of language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out, you may play with your train, but I want you to use nice language." Two hours later, the son comes out of the bedroom and resumes playing with his train. Soon the stopped and the mother heard her son say, "All passengers who are disembarking from the train, please remember to take all of your belongings with you. We thank you for riding with us today and hope your trip was a pleasant one. We hope you will ride with us again
Are Christian Missionaries Assholes? (repost)
Wednesday, July 7, 2010 Are Christian Missionaries Assholes? I recently posted this fake exchange on the Atheist Apologist Facebook page:Eskimo: If I did not know about God and sin, would I go to hell?Priest: No, not if you did not know.Eskimo: Then why did you tell me? I'd found the exchange within a list of quotes relating to atheism, and it sparked my memory of when I'd thought of this problem as a child. I was brought up in a loosely Christian family, and it occurred to me that there probably were a lot of people in the world who didn't know anything about God and Jesus. That fact made me a bit worried, because I wondered what would happen to all of them if they died before anyone had told them the "truth." As I grew older and learned about ancient civilizations, my worry grew. Here were entire civilizations that surely went to hell for believing in the wrong god or gods -- all because no one who knew better had been there to warn them. I brought this up to a few adu
Thought We Had Freedom Of Speech
i thought we lived in a free country were we could say and do what we wanted but thanks to Christians and or who ever we cant even say merry christmas well guess what i will say it because we dont live in Russia and the last time i checked words are  not against the law....heres sum advice for the government and who ever wants to take away freedom of speech pull ur heads out of your asses because your shit does stink...this just a other way that ppl think they have control over everything and i am sorry if this offends ppl but hey its freedom of speech deal with it
paddy was at the pub all day and was very very drunk when the barman told him he had had enough to drink and suggested he went home to his wife.paddy gets off his seat and falls flat on his face.he thinks "i'l be grand once i get some fresh air" so he drags himself along the floor to the front door and grabs the door handle and pulls himself up, says goodbye to the barman, turns around and falls flat on his face.he remembers that he only lives around the corner from the pub so he drags himself to his house, grabs the door handle and pulls himself up.paddy opens the door and then falls flat on his face.he drags himself up the stairs and into bed without waking the wife and goes to sleep.his wife wakes him in the morning and says "u were very drunk last night, weren't ya paddy?"paddy says "ya but how did u know?""the barman rang-u left yourwheelchair behind ya again!
Self Explanatory
Numerous times in the past when talking about me one has said "I have never seen anything like that before".As form of recompense do you agree or disagree?
Random Ramblings
To grow up is to understand the difference between lust and love. To comprehend the fact that just because you may love something with your whole heart that things change, people change, and happy endings aren't always a guarantee. To grow up is to accept that life is full of surprises and shocks and to learn to roll with things as they come. To grow up is to know that if you fight against life, life itself WILL always fight back. The people you love the most will hurt you the worst and the people you don't expect it from will surprise you a time or two. To grow up is to lose a part of the whimsical mystery that life once held and to embrace the more practical aspects of day to day life. To successfully grow up, a person realizes they can grow up to be a practical adult, yet still stare at the stars and dream of touching them one day.
11/29/2011 Just An Update :)
Busy busy busy. Seems like the time is just flying by! (Which I don't mind one bit) It's still a little hard entering this holiday season knowing this is the first year without my dad. Soon my sister, brother an nephews will be home which I am pretty excited for. The past 2 months have been wonderful in a certain aspect of my life :) as far as that goes I couldn't (at the moment ;) be any happier. It's crazy how things work out, but i'm not going to question fate. The boys are doing great and seem to be pretty accepting of the current situation. My oldest 2 are really loving their school time. (Headstart) My youngest will be starting early headstart here soon I just hope he likes it. I think my doctors are finally doing something right and getting ahead with a good plan for meds diet etc. I'm starting to finally keep on a little weight, and sleeping some and having a lot more energy and less pain. I am so thankful for that. I am so very excited for what the new year is bringing!! 
I Am In Charge
I have walked through the valley, of death and not without fear. It drives me, guides me, it's always here. The pain in my stomach, loss of breath. Continues to push me, beyond death. Into living, loving and growing. I wouldn't be who I am, without knowing. Recognizing that pain, staring fear in the eye. Refusing to give up my strength. I shall not die. I shall live and love, be free. No emotion shall ever, control me. For I am in charge, of my own destiny.
A Small Gift To Give
I drove by your barber shop, last week. Eyes teared up, I couldn't even speak. I pictured you standing there, through the glass. Telling your tales, teaching your class. Everyone listened, hung onto every word. You were a remarkable man, that's for sure. Thank you for the memories Grandaddy, for being all that you were to me. My hero, my heart, inspiring, truly. For everything I didn't get the chance, to say. I am writing these words to you, today. I may not have told you, enough. How much you meant, how much you were thought of. So I'm telling you now, I hope you can hear my tears. I loved you then and at this moment, you were responsible for my happy years. In my eyes you will always be,  the greatest man who ever lived. These words aren't much, a small gift to give. There is meaning behind every tear, that leaves a trail down my face. There's a spot in my heart just for you, no one could fill that space.
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Things To Ponder
    1. Why do you park in a driveway and drive in a parkway? 2. Why do you have a hot-water heater when you dont need to heat hot water? 3. Why is an orange an orange and an apple not a red? 4. Why is a pear called a pear when there is only one? 5. What do they pack styrofoam in? 6. Why did God give men nipples? 7. If buttered toast always lands butter-side down, and a cat always lands on its feet, what would happen if you tied a piece of buttered toast on the back of a cat? 8. Is grass really greener on the other side? 9. Do boxer shorts box? 10. Why do you wear a pair of panties and only one bra? 11. If Corn Oil comes from Corn, what does Baby Oil come from? 12. If nothing sticks to Teflon, how do you get Teflon to stick to a pan? 13. Why do you need a driver's license to buy liquor when you can't drink and drive? 14. Why isn't phonetic spelled the way it sounds? 15. Why are there interstate highways in Hawaii?
Cherry Bomb Maximizing
To Activate the cherry bomb you view your bling.  Depending on your homepge style you click My -> Bling and can see it there or go to My Collections -> Bling to see them there with the fSB.  you click on the cherry bomb and it will pop up a window, click activate bling, then confirm! Once you activate the cherry bomb, you click on someone's picture folder.  The easiest way to get there is to click on their profile pic In my opinion.   It will have a link at the top, center that will say Cherry bomb this person.  Click that, and it will tell you how many points you both got.  Sometimes you'll open a pic folder and it will say "waiting for last bomb to finish" or something like that.  You can only bomb every 30 seconds. If you click on a link before the 30 seconds is up, or in someone's folder that hasn't been recently cherry bombed, it will make you wait and refresh the page before you are able to bomb. A good tip, when you go into a folder, if it's someone that's been recently bombe
Take Me As I Am
When Will I Find The Ryte One 4 Me?
Writers Rant.
Writers block, writers laziness, call it what you want to but it all means the same thing, I’m stuck and not getting a bit of work done on either of my four short stories or even on my Zini review and it’s really starting to suck.  The Zini review should be a cinch but I’m so freaking ambivalent about the whole thing that the most I’ve been able to write down is just the material it’s made with and its functions/speeds.   In the few months I’ve had it I’ve only used it twice (its fully charged as we speak and still I’m not reaching for it) it hasn’t been a bad experience, it felt good but apparently nothing to write home about.  I am hoping to be in the mood to play around with it a little on Friday, quickly finish the review, and then have my boyfriend take care of the excess energy because the one thing that is for sure is that it doesn’t get me to the finish line. Three of the four short stories are stuck on a sex scene. 
Elemental Dreamcatchers And An Holistic Approach.
Elemental Dreamcatchers and an Holistic approach. If we start from the premise that all things are connected, then the question has to be asked why do we only look at one part of a situation requiring rectification?. Do we look at the sympton and ignore the cause? we even recognise what is symptom and what is cause?. The idea of an elemental dreamcatcher comes from the blending of the Celtic heritage of elemental hangings and that of the North American spirit and dreamcatchers. In the Celtic belief there are 5 elements, earth, air, fire and water and the fifth element is spirit. For the adept the fifth element is that person, and as in the dreamcatcher where the creator puts a part of themelves into each catcher so does the maker of the elemental hanging use their energies as part of the creation. It is strongly affirmed that the four elements must be in harmony to create a favourable environment.  Thus by using something to represent those elements, as  in the creation of the e
Are You Dominant?
The Are You A Born Dominant? Test Written by subthoughts Are You A Born Dominant? Is it in your blood to take charge in a relationship or sexual encounter? Do you enjoy using your natural powers of persuasion and control over others to make their knees weak, and their body parts jump up and pay attention? Not sure, or just wonder to what degree? Take the test and find out...  dominance Your result for The Are You A Born Dominant? Test ... You are 88% dominant! Dominance is a personality trait that all of us have to some degree. Some people are just happier when they are the ones in control and they enjoy knowing people are following their lead. Others enjoy being guided, and enjoy letting others take charge. In a sexual/relationship context Dominants love the power they get from having a partner trust them enough to submit to their their will, and love using that power to please their partner, perhaps in ways their partner never expects.  Submissive and dominant personality tra
This Spirit Of Mine
Have you ever thrown glass, as hard as you could? On a hard surface, and it done no good. It wouldn't break, no matter how hard you tried. It consisted of something, unbreakable inside. It constantly kept it's posture, it's shine, it's glow. Something you couldn't take away from it, you didn't know. That it was stronger than you, than everyone else that tried. It had a quality to amazing, to die. It's called life, love, strength and pride. An attribute too many, wanted me to hide. But I refuse, I will never lose my shine. So don't dare to try and break, this spirit of mine.
Need You
I love you more then any heart can stand, and soon you will be here, holding onto my hand. Tomorrow is to far away, you belong with me yesterday. To wait another minute would cause my heart to break, I need now to hold me. To show me you are true, there is nothing in this word I wouldn't do for you. There is so much in life we miss and take for granted, but my love for you is overflowing. Like and endless filling cup, when my heart was down and out you lifted it back up. I give you all my life my dreams, my hopes of better days. So that we may share the rest of them in our own special loving way. To you I may be a sweet and handsome guy, and for this I thank you my lovely lady. It fills my heart with pride. You are so amazing and yes it's very true you are wonderful and caring, and I am me because your you. Be my wife my otherhalf, my soulmate both complete. No more seaching for a love, that was layed right at our feet I will be your romeo, and you my juliet, but without the tragidy. W
Part Time Blues.
Second place. First best. Stale whiskey on an empty suitcase. Hardpacked, agonized scramble in my pocket.   Couldn't tell you the truth. The facts. Is.   I'm no good. Not without a half empty cup or a bottle of pills to prop me.   Can't feel the impulse the flavor the syntax   of.   You. Me. Think its a good idea?
Its a sad and disturbing thought that I'm having for the first time in years.. This feeling of lonliness and fear is overwhelming my usual thoughts.. My detachment from others, the hate I feel when I see them, completely turning around on me. I have no friends because of that hate, my family doesnt like me, I cant stand to look in the mirror.. I look at the pictures of my old friends, analyze them from a distance, envying the smiles they have.. They look so happy. And here I sit, alone, remenicing of the times I used to have, regretting the days Ive wasted hating the world.. I went into town today, and tried to have a good time.. my staying away from society has caused a slight case of social anxiety.. I do great with one on ones with certain people, and I thought I would be fine in a crowd.. But when my old friends tried to talk to me I hung my head and avoided eye contact.. Im so used to hiding behind a screen that I can't face the world anymore.. Ive become what I used to mock and
Happy Holidays Sexy Sfw Salute Contest
Twenty three is my favorite number.
I give entirely too much of my heart away, entirely too quickly.  
For Those Of You Who Are Under 30 From All Of Us Who Are Over 30
If you are 30, or older, you might think this is hilarious!When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were. When they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning.... Uphill.... Barefoot... BOTH ways...yadda, yadda, yaddaAnd I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on my kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it!But now that I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it, but you kids today, you don't know how good you've got it!1) I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have the Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!!2) There was no email!! We had to actually write somebody a
Women Designer Shoes
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Women Flat Shoes
These are Indian beaded khussa designer shoes for the womens. This is traditional Indian shoes.These are Very soft and comfortable shoes.these shoes are also wear with matching designer dress.These shoes are Available in sizes 6 to 11 USA 3 to 9 UK 36 to 44 EUR and in slim narrow medium wide and double wide widths. All shipment is send through DHL Express. We give the tracking no. to the customer then they can track it online.We accept the payment through paypal. We make custom based shoes for every buyer in their sizes.The price of the shoes is between 20 dollar to 40 dollar and 14 dollar shipping worldwide(any country).Delivery time is approx 7 to 10 days. So,Kindly visit for buy this shoe also at:-
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It's True, They Do Eat Their Young.
 Having  survived in various dangerous environments all my life I shouldn't be surprised by the cutthroat coldness of the movie business. This has been depicted accurately in movies like The Player and Swimming with Sharks. People wonder sometimes why there are so many bad movies. I think the bottom line is the bottom line. The major studios are losing their power, which I think is a good thing. But still,bank-ability and earning potential are their only concerns. They could not give less of a fuck about the quality of the movies they produce, as long as they make money. the way things are going now, the best possibility of getting quality films made is to do most of it yourself. The writer may seek out a director who is willing to be part of the project. Then you try to interest talent in the script. If you are lucky you find some established actors who are willing to work if your project ever gets "green lighted", (good to go) Then you pitch the almost completed project to independ
I want a pair of Christian Louboutain shoes.  They are gorgeous.  They are extravagant.  Thay ARE expensive.  I WANT THEM!  I'm not sure how, but it is a goal of mine to own one pair in my lifetime.  It's good to have goals, right?
Sorry I Havn't Been Around..
I'm sorry I havn't been around lately, but life changed drastically for me over the last 2 weeks. the finally round of the war started 2 weeks ago today, and it ended with me saying I'd had enough and I was leaving. things have moved so fast ever since. 2 weeks ago, I went out to my uncle's farm after the fight for a few games of cards and to get the stress out. while I was gone, her and her kid packed some clothes and took off to her sister's house. she even too my fuckin dog! the got her revenge and was back home the next day! she stayed at her sister's house, only came back here to pick up a few things, and pack her belongings. the best part was Thursday Dec 1 when the moving truck showed up here and loaded her garbage and moved her ass outta the house! she took a lot of stuff that she really should have left, but she's gone, she's outta my life, and she knows I don't want her ass back. I'm feeling a lot better, no stress, no worries.don't have to put up with that miserable step bra
Lmao Dumb Walmart People.
        I was at Wal-Mart buying a bag of Purina dog chow for my dog , in the check-out line when a woman behind me asked if I had a dog. Why else would I be buying dog chow, RIGHT ??? So on impulse I told her that no, I didn't have a dog, I was starting the Purina Diet again, and that I probably shouldn't, because I ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in inten......sive care, with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a Perfect Diet and all you do is load your pockets with Purina Nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry. The food is nutritionally complete so it works well and I was going to try it again. (I have to mention here that practically everyone in line was now enthralled with my story.) Horrified, she asked if I ended up in intensive care, because the dog food poisoned me. I told her no, I stepped off a curb to sniff a poodle's butt and a car
Words For Thought
She reaches her hand out for yours, and you swat it away.  She searches for your mind, and you close her out.  She looks to see your heart, and its nothing but ice.    You dont wish to make time for her, so she starts to fade away. She tries to explain the issues, and they fall on ears that do not wish to hear. You pull away further and further. Yet she stands by your side.    You dont want to hear any of it. You have it in your mind that shes just like the rest.  You gave up seeing the differences in her and others.  You have your mind set and refuse to budge.    She tries and tries, but the will is only so strong.  The more time goes on the more she will pull away.  The more you push the further she will go, till one day, you go to look for her and shes no where to be found.    Always remember your words are the actions that will in time destroy.      (a lil quote)    Before you wanna be an asshole with your girl, Think about this... While your ignoring her , ano
I love this time of year because people stop bitching about thier lives and share what they are thankful for.  Some more so then others, regardless it is nice to get a break from football banter and running stats. I am thankful that I have a job to go to each and every day. I am aware that many do not, and no matter how much paper work I have to file, or booboo's I have to fetch ice for. I love my job, and I am thankful of it. I am thankful that despite Dawn wanting to puke at the smell of Turkey, she bought and prepared an entire Thanksgiving meal for my children and I. I am thankful that despite my snores, she snuggled me the night before and that Jesse was there to drive me home when I heard of my old mans passing. I am thankful Dawn, that once upon a million years ago, you stepped in when a hell of alot of people stepped out. I am thankful that I got to feel my baby wriggle in your tummy. I love him already. I am thankful for Brandee and Mandy, who never let me wallow i
The Surprise Seminar ©
I was on a business trip in New York City during a seminar for my company’s new campaign for adolescent drug addiction prevention. The state of New York sponsored it since the issue seemed to spreading a bit faster there. My wife assured before I left that she’ll call me every hour on the hour. Three hours passed and still no call. I already figured she was thinking I’d be drinking and partying with the guys and engaging in wild activities. That wasn’t really my fashion because I always pass out pissy drunk from only a few shots. All of my friends happen to be experts in liquor intake and that wasn’t me. The night after the kick-off of the three day seminar I was pooped but the guys forced me to go to the strip club with them and assured me it would only be a few drinks involved and nothing too strong. I agreed and went along. Surprisingly the night stayed calm and I had only consumed one beer. I was confident I wouldn’t get into any trouble that nig
Headache Cure...proven To Work!!!!!!
So I suffer from really horrible headaches the best cheap cure is awesome and fun!!! Next time you get one that you can't stand go have sex. Yes sex!!!! Works for me everytime with my hubby :) either that he has magical juice LMAO!!!!!!!!!!
Breathless State
Breathless State By Jessica M. Warner Drawn to you like a beacon in the night Constantly yearning to be within your sight To be your one constant, is a feeling I can't fight Spending time with you alone always feels right There is never a moment when things look grim For when we hook up we can't help but grin Some might say we're crazy or what we have is a sin We might be nuts but smiling together glowing within This thing we have is awesome in everything we do  Rescue'n each other somehow knowing when one is blue Uplifting our spirits instantly, just by sayin Boo Knowing our lives are better together stuck like glue The distance may be great and a meeting will have to wait As long as we have each other we can leave it to fate
What is the hardest thing you have had to do for a loved one.. For one that holds your heart and you know is capable of that for a lifetime? For the one you will stand by reguardless of your losses! For the one that you want at their worst, Because you want to deserve them in their best. I am now finding out what it is like to face that question..
Texas Crys
Texas cries insideBut I feel youTexas cries insideI still feel youI don't know why you run away when I need youAnd I don't know why you run awayWhy did you leave meI thought you said you loved meI thought you said you needed meI guess I was wrongWhy did you leave meI thought you said you loved meI thought you said you needed meI guess I was wrongTexas cries insideBut I feel youTexas cries insideI still feel youI don't know why you run away when I need youAnd I don't know why you run awayWhy did you leave meI thought you said you loved meI thought you said you needed meI guess I was wrongWhy did you leave meI thought you said you loved meI thought you said you needed meI guess I was wrongAnd now as I'm running out of roundsAs I'm falling to the groundCan you hear the soundCause I need you nowAs I'm running out of roundsAs I'm falling to the groundCan you hear the soundCause I need you nowCause I need you nowAnd why did you leave meI thought you said you loved meI thought you said you ne
Wish The Best For U
How long can we wait hereTo say goodbye? The words once they're spokenAre words that we can't takeBack to where we were, beforeThings got in the wayLife gets so confusingWhen you know what you're losingYouMeWhy can't we see that there'sMore to love than we'll ever knowSometimes you're closer when you'reLetting goI wish the best for youI wish the best for youWe'll both regret the hurtingThat we will doYou'll learn to forget meAnd I'll tryI'll try to forget... YouMeWhy can't we see that there'sMore to love than we'll ever knowSometimes you're closer when you'reLetting goI wish the best for youI wish the bestIf you ever need a place that you can run toI'll be here, I'll be hereYouMeWhy can't we see that there'sMore to love than we'll ever knowSometimes you're closer when you'reLetting goI wish the best for youI wish the best for you
Running through the rain fast as I can air burning through my lungs. Mad and disgusted with myself to really think that such a love was mine to be had. Running and feeling the fire once again of rejection, the stab of connection yet again it is not enough. Blinded by the water that cached down my face, the light hurts my head in my darkess of hours. Screaming, pissed at the creator why must I be the ass of every joke, causing others healing and happiness and I have to drown in silence and pain. Running, running away not wanting to feel not wanting to care, what the hell is wrong with wanting someone to love me and not use me. Trust to freely bleed on the grass look to the heavens and laugh as smiling angels come to comfort as I lay here weeping. As they sing their praises of good job, work well done agian I want to scream out my hurt and rage. How many times must I walk this path of rejection, what did I do in a past life so bad that I am punished to only taste love and have it
Economics Professor: Making The Grade
An economics professor at a local college made a statement that he had never failed a single student before, but had recently failed an entire class. That class had insisted that Obama's socialism worked and that no one would be poor and no one would be rich, a great equalizer. The professor then said, "OK, we will have an experiment in this class on Obama's plan". All grades will be averaged and everyone will receive the same grade so no one will fail and no one will receive an A.... (substituting grades for dollars - something closer to home and more readily understood by all). After the first test, the grades were averaged and everyone got a B. The students who studied hard were upset and the students who studied little were happy. As the second test rolled around, the students who studied little had studied even less and the ones who studied hard decided they wanted a free ride too so they studied little.  The second test average was a D! No one was happy. When the 3rd test rolle
Written For Me By My Dark Prince )o(
In the nye of the devil moon, She hunts under your light. The wolf so dark, Her hunger gives her sight. A thirst that is never quenched, Her madness do not take light. For her love unto you be drenched, Her appetite, to start the night. Be consumed as dead lament, Give in or ere is to fight.
You Know You're Australian When..
You know your Australian when: 1. You believe that stubbies can either be drunk or worn. 2. You've made a bong out of your garden hose rather than use it for something illegal such as watering the garden. 3. You understand that the phrase 'a group of women wearing black thongs' refers to footwear and may be less alluring than it sounds. 4. You pronounce Melbourne as 'Mel-bin'. 5. You believe the 'l' in the word 'Australia' is optional. 6. You can translate: 'Dazza and Shazza played Acca Dacca on the way to Maccas'. 7. You call your best friend 'a total bastard' but someone you really, truly despise is just 'a bit of a bastard'. 8. You think 'Woolloomooloo' is a perfectly reasonable name for a place. 9. You're secretly proud of our killer wildlife. 10. You believe it makes sense for a country to have a $1 coin that's twice as big as its $2 coin. 11. You understand that 'Wagga Wagga' can be abbreviated to 'Wagga' but 'Woy Woy' can't be called 'Woy'. 12. You believe that cooke
Talking To The New Girl
i decided to add this to my facebook about me... it's something i told her and well it just fits in there   i'm completely honest... moreso than anyone i know... i choose to never lie... it's not that i don't know the words to say to make people like me i could play good guy... i could fit in and have tons of friends... hell i could keep the few i already have... but... then one of them will ask me something stupid and expect me to say... no dear you're fine that doesn't make you a whore at all.... and well you can guess how that goes
Public Bitching Blog
(I stole this from my friend Donnie)   Hi folks, Donnie (Cross Donnie out and add Vampy)  here from Fubar. Welcome to my, "Public Bitchin Blog." Maybe you'd like to bitch about gas prices, or complain about how hot or cold it is outside. Maybe you'd like to just call me an asshole, because when you got out of bed today you stepped in dog shit or because someone screwed up your whole day. Maybe when you got online today someone rated you all 1's, and then blocked you...and now you're pissed at the entire world because of it. Whatever it may be, and no matter how pissed off it made you, well then you can drop your comment right here. My, "Public Bitchin Blog" is open 24 hours a day...7 days a week. (no reservations required) So,thanks for coming by my "Public Bitchin Blog", and remember folks, I don't wanna make any ratings or fubucks, I just love to hear you BITCH!
Oh "" Gosh "" My Son Just Called Me And Said I Was Gonna Be A Grand Mom Again "" I Thought He Meant By Him "" But It`s
Rebecca "" oh "" gosh "" my son just called me and said i was gonna be a grand mom again "" i thought he meant by him "" but it`s my Daughter "" ! - 2 hours ago · Comment · Unlike · View You and barry heater like this.   Rebecca Leuallen 2 hours ago but i wish i could get to see them. barry heater 2 hours ago I CALLED YOU THIS MORNING
Im Back Dj Dragon Is Here To Stay
look yall enough of the games im tired of playign around  from this point on im in it for the good times if u wanna be my friend please tell me because the game is over im in it for real love from this point on i love all of u that have been true and i love my bros no homo  but yall have had my back for to long and told me to get my ass right well its time to show yall times have changed and i have to most of u see me for the games but i promise u the changes r there and im here to stay no more nova no more fire  its time for yall to see the real my  which is brandon aka dragon to my brothers and sisters who no dragon im back yall the long lost brandon is here to stay i love u all no homo  guys i swear
Yet Another Worry...
I had to go to the er last night because I have a huge swelling on the base of my neck the size of a grapefruit. Worried I had a disc injury or something to that effect I went and got the er to check it out. After many blood tests, a ct scan and complete medical history I have been diagnosed with Cushings Syndrome.  This was caused by all the steroids I have had to take to control my Chron's. Though my Dr. says my blood work up shows I should be able to go higher on the steroid dose it seems my body has a different opinion.  Quite frankly I am scared. I am being weaned off the steroids but because of how high my dose was it's going to be a slow process. Untill then I will continue to look like the Hunchback of Notre Dame. All I need is my bell.  It feels like no matter how hard I try and stay true to the food diets, medications and all other Dr. advice that there will never be an end. I am so tired of being sick. So tired of pain. SO tired of not being able to live a normal life bec
With the thought of such beauty My heart skips a beat To hear an see this angel"s picture Starring straight back at me I can barrely believe my eyes With How pure her beauty is I can hardley catch my breathe An then i see her smile an my mind goes into awww If only i could hold her in my arms The amazing life we could have An only then I would know The rest of my life would be complete
The Sadness Of Fubar
At this time of year , Fubar really saddens me. When I think of the amount of money that is spent just to gain some stature in a never ending ranking system ....... It just makes me lose a little more hope in mankind. There are so many people out there in the world that this money could help. But instead , it's lining the pockets of people that already have plenty of money. When did peoples priorities get so screwed up.  Instead of buying a VIP for that person that will ignore you after you give it to them , find a local charity and give them the money. Find a family that has fallen on hard times  and help them out. Help a family that has one or both parents deployed overseas. It doesn't matter what you do. JUST DO SOMETHING FOR SOMEONE OUTSIDE OF THE FUBAR WORLD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The Big Bad Wolf ---made Me Laugh Lol
Thought This Was Cute...:}
Holiday Eating Tips1. Avoid carrot sticks. Anyone who puts carrots on a holiday buffet tableknows nothing of the Christmas spirit. In fact, if you see carrots, leave immediately. Go next door, where they're serving rum balls.2. Drink as much eggnog as you can. And quickly. Like fine single-malt scotch, it's rare. In fact, it's even rarer than single-malt scotch. You can't find it any other time of year but now. So drink up! Who cares that ithas 10,000 calories in every sip? It's not as if you're going to turn into an eggnog-aholic or something. It's a treat. Enjoy it. Have one for me. Havetwo. It's later than you think. It's Christmas!3. If something comes with gravy, use it. That's the whole point of gravy. Gravy does not stand alone. Pour it on. Make a volcano out of your mashedpotatoes. Fill it with gravy. Eat the volcano. Repeat.4. As for mashed potatoes, always ask if they're made with skim milk or whole milk. If it's skim, pass. Why bother? It's like buying a sports carwith an au
Angel In My Eyes(poetry)
Angel in my eyes In everyway i can see From the beautiful eyes Starring thru my soul To the softest Lips I have ever known I dream of her beauty standing here beside me Knowing one day it may be true I can feel my heart pounding The anticipation growing Desire Is all i know To have her all to myself Would mean the world to me To bring a smile upon those lips To keep her happy is my only wish Curressing her hands with my own I can feel all the pain she has indurred Wanting to take it all away An let her know from here on out You will never have to be alone Wanting to hear her voice standing next to me My heart has just skipped a beat My mind begins to race
The First, The Last?
They say that a girl, always remembers her firstHe who claimed her heart, and he who quenched her thirstThe fun that they had, the experiences they sharedAll of which taught the other, how to be preparedThe future was unknown, partners without a faceOne had to walk away, the other increased the pace.Fast forward a lifetime, to something as simple as “hi”Did they really know then, that their emotions would flyThese two first timers, now with separate livesSparks flew from the moment, he looked into her eyesTalking and laughing together, as comfortable as beforeAnd though it’s so exciting, is it right to want more?To spend the next lifetime together, can they both believeIt would be so easy, to merge and blend their livesStronger together, working to overcome the others’ pastCan it really be possible, that the first becomes the last?
Weeding My Own Path
People look at their lives..and wonder wat they would change..I look at mine..and I wouldn't change a damn thing!....even with the nightmares...the unbearable times...all the hardships...tears...blood and sweat...all of that HAD to made me who I am....all the obstacles I have overcome..have made me the crazy ass emotional train wreck I am today.....but it has also made me compassionate...caring..and has made me see the world differently than everyone else....when others don't dare waste their time...that's when I do....because I DON'T give up on the people that I feel need me....and are worth it...KNOWING I am worth it as is easy to give up....but hanging on...fighting thru the toughest times....smiling in spite of your wat true strength is about....sometimes you have to be your to realize just how strong you truly are....the world is full of good excuses...that many people are WAY too eager to hand out to you....but it is YOUR choice
Creative Writing Championship 2011, Round 2 Entry
This is a 1,000 word story Genre: Comedy Location: Flower Shop Object: Fish Killing GoldfishMr. Brownfield could feel Harold looking at him. Brownfield closed his eyes, took a deep breath and potted the plant how he wanted to do it anyway. The Greenhouse was slow and Brownfield was trying out new things to pass the time. Harold the goldfish just did what he always did, swim in his bowl and shake his head at Brownfield. After the shop was tidied up, Brownfield locked up and headed home without saying a word to Harold.When Brownfield came in the next morning Mrs. Flowers was sitting at the register, smiling at Harold and sprinkling food into his bowl, blowing kisses at him.Brownfield said hello to Mrs. Flowers and Harold. He told Mrs. Flowers she looked lovely and gritted his teeth as he told Harold that his bowl looked very clean. He set down his bag and went to look at the Marigold plant he potted the day before, it was on its way to dying already.It was Friday morning and the shipment
Erotic Fantasy (only Read If You're Brave)
i walk in the door, and there you are...a vision of beauty, like a shining star...dressed in a skirt, and a pale cream blouse...i come up behind you, quiet as a jump and squeal, as i pull you near...then lean against me, when i breathe into your ear..."honey, i'm home", is all i say....but everytime i say it, it takes your breath turn around, looking at me with sparkling eyes...then wrap me in your arms, with contented lift your face, so i can kiss your lips...and i begin to stroke your cheek, with my fingertips...when at last, we come up for air...i run a hand, through your luxurious hair..."come with me", i say, as i lead you along..."i've missed you all day, since i've been gone"...i sit on the couch, and pull you to me...and you straddle my lap, sitting on my tell me you missed me, wishing i was home...and i tell you truely, that i would never leave you alone...we kiss again, passionate and together the life, we dream of i
Woman 101
Listen, ladies, there is a sickness running rampant.   It's called insecrurity. Instead of trying to build self-confidence and a sense of independent identity outside the bounds of a relationship, many of you are looking for meaning in a man. FALSE. You need to be comfortable in your own skin before you can even begin to share who you are with another human being-men included.And don't just take my word for it. I've talked to so many men over the years and I've noticed a trend. They want someone real. It's not even that they want an uber feminine woman (whatever it means to be feminine---that's another issue all together). They want another human being that they can relate to and connect with on a level that goes way beyond makeup and tight clothes.HOWEVER, do not get me wrong. I LOOOOOVE to get dolled up, but it is not for any one esle but me. Will men look my way? Sure. Will they whistle as I walk by and regress back to cave men behavior; of course, that's what they are hard wired
Blissful Moments
She gazed upwards into her lovers eyes the blood within her veins coursed through her body. The caress of his touch brought her higher loosing herself in the passionate moement time seemed to stop their bodies consumed in heat coming together in loves spellbinding curse. The passion tore through them  like lightning pure, white and hot Their hearts roaring skin pink with pleasure the world seemed to stop at the moment as all things fell into place
Christmas...a Solider's Perspective...
T'was the night before Christmas, and he lived in a crowded, 40 man tent, with warriors so loud. I had come into the tent with presents to give, and to see just who in this rack did live. I looked all about, and a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stockings were hung, just boots close at hand, on the locker hung pictures of far distant lands. He...had medals and ...badges, awards of all kind, and a sobering thought came into my mind. For this place was different, it was so dark and dreary, I had found the home of a Soldier, this I could see clearly. The Soldier lay sleeping, silent and alone, curled up in his rack, dreaming of home. The face was so gentle, the barracks in such good order, but not how I pictured a United States Soldier. Was this the hero whom I saw on TV? Defending his country so we all could be free? I realized the families that I've seen this night, owed their lives to these Soldiers who were willing to fight. Soon round the world, t
If a woman says  I love you and you respond ditto, what the hell is that? If you are just dating, that means you are not ready to commit yet and just playing games. If you are having sex and living together and you say ditto it means you are no better then a dog in heat and never will understand the meaning of the word love.  The woman has just wasted that much time out of her life and her heart has been hardened...May those men suffer 1,000 times more in pain and judgement then men who truly know the meaning of the word and are not afraid to say it.
The Truck Driver! That truck driver you flipped off? Let me tell you his story.   Let me tell you a little about the truck driver you just flipped off because he was passing another truck, and you had to cancel the cruise control and slow down until he completed the pass and moved back over. His truck is governed to 68 miles an hour, because the company he leases it from believes it keeps him and the public and the equipment safer. The truck he passed was probably running under 65 mph to conserve fuel. You see, the best these trucks do for fuel economy is about 8 miles per gallon. With fuel at almost $4 per gallon -- well, you do the math. And, yes, that driver pays for his own fuel. He needs to be 1,014 miles from where he loaded in two days. And he can't fudge his federally mandated driver log, because he no longer does it on paper; he is logged electronically. He can drive 11 hours in a 14-hour period; then he must take a 10-hour break. And conside
My Writing
Most who knew me before (back in 07 08) would know that nearly most of my writing is adult in nature.  I am not found of straight out smut, nothing there really impresses me.  I do however enjoy writing romantic coupling erotica.  I always try to maintain a certain emotional base for the scenarios that I have written.  Any creative writing imo should move someone on an emotional level first and foremost.  I will start to repost my writing here in the next day or so.  I hope you enjoy :)
Newest Nikki Update
I am extremely frustrated at the most recent turn of events.  Leading up to this, I'll update some from the last 2 1/2 years or so. Nikki lost custody of both children about 3 years ago, give or take. She was proven unfit by the State of WV (yes, they did their jobs this time around). The State took away her custodial rights for Grace and Jacob. Thank the Lord for this miracle!! She cried a river, used drugs as her bridge, and got over it. Rather quickly, I might add. A day in the life of a junkie. She was in and out (mostly out) of rehabs/clinics/private Christian detox homes more times than I can account for the last few years. She says she was clean for over a year, nothing at all....come to find out it was more like 3 months, but she was still smoking MJ to get her through so she wouldn't crave the heroin as much. All of her needle drug use led to her Lupus coming out of remission and making her very ill. She had Nephritis in one kidney, almost losing it. She also had a severe inf
Romeo And Juliet Ii
In a park I did dwell For there was a man I loved so well He stole my heart away from me Now he wants to set it free A small girl he placed upon his knee And told her things he didn't tell me Home I went to cry in bed Not a word to mother I said Father came home from work late that night He looked for me left and right Up the stairs the door he broke And found me hanging from a rope Upon the ground a note he found "Dig my grave dig it deep Place a stone at me feet Upon the stone place a dove To show the world she died for love"
Muerto By El Mundo
I just had a close family member die, he was walking to the package store and was hit by a drunk driver. He was hit so hard he went through the windshield. It is depressing that someone has to die like that because we all live in a sick world. I don't know if anyone else has noticed but shit seems to be getting worse out here. And i am trying to be happy and think about the fucking future, but I am scared shitless right now. Hearing the things that are on the news now and everyday is very shocking. This much wasnt happening when I was a little girl. The world seemed a lot safer a long time ago than what it is now. I wonder if it is going to continue getting worse or is it gonna get better. But as far as I am concerned...I am tired of this life...i am not saying that i wanna end it all, but i am very close. There has been a lot of crazy shit going on.
Chapter 24
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[ photo: Lace and Leather ]
I find it quite curious that I am not the only one that stays "unwell"  in my home. After talking with the brother I bitch most about, he has a total personality adjustment away from this house. I know I am sensitive to many things physically (allergic to many things) and well, NOT so physically (unexplainable). Believe what you wish, but I know what I feel, see, hear and dream. It happens elsewhere but more prominent in my home. I love my house! However, I am ill more often than not and depression seems to haunt me more here than anywhere. It could be many things, mold and mildew (I do live in Florida,  very humid). Or it could be something else draining me...I personally believe anything is possible. I'm not the only one to have bizarre things happen. Almost everyone that is welcomed into my home has had something odd happen to them. A child can see a "monster" in the hallway, though not afraid to stay over many nights after, perhaps that is the only way he knew how to describe i
Board It Up
Having a conversation in my yim about a certain person that just gives me the wrong kind of vibes and this comment made me lose it on cam in the lounge....    Like my ex, her cooch is prob so loose now, you need to tie a board to ur ass so you don't fall in
Thinking Of You ..
Thinking of you on a full moon grass cool on a summer night stars kisses on my face lay me down Thinking of you love is in the air holding me dear to you not knowing where you are tonight so close but so far Thinking of you I run to you I run to you ... stars fall on my face of love hold me tell me love is true stars are falling falling with kisses of love on my face as I lay on summer cool grass flowers all around me sweet  sweet smell of love I wounder now as I set still thinking of love true love ....Thinking of you on this full moon grass cool on  a summer night stars kisses on my face lay me down are you Thinking of me I run away my love for I can not love on this summer night you are so far so far to hold me my love I must lay on cool summer grass Thinking of you on full moon stars kisses on my face
A Soldier's Christmas
'Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, in a one bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give, and to see just who in this little house lived. As I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, No tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No Stockings by mantle, just boots filled with sand, On the wall hung pictures of far distant lands. With medals and badges, awards of all kinds, A sobering thought came through my mind. For this house was different, it was dark and dreary, The home of a soldier, I could now see clearly. The soldier lay sleeping, silent, alone, Curled up on the floor in this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, the room in such disorder, Not how I picture a United States Soldier. Was this the hero of whom I'd just read? Curled up on a poncho, the floor for a bed? I realized the families that I saw this night, owed their lives to these soldiers who were willing to fight. Soon round the world, the
Some Just Random Thoughts....
So today i had the most interesting conversation with a co worker of sorts.and reminded me just how much i REALY fucking hate the human race...In my hardcore stoner day's i used to sit and contemplate things. & though it wasnt as complicated as people made it out to be....I really did find the meaning of life.Its not family,money,or all the butt secks gang banging you can ever imagine.Its simple....Breathe in & Breathe out...Once you have that masterd .You 're ready to step out into the big bad world and see how many people you can fuck over and manipulate without getting  brutally murderd and have your gapeing wounds violated...Theologically...or very literally.Just depends who you piss off at the moment.Either're going to end up suffering some sort of huge loss or dissapointment in yourself and/or others.Please dont take me as being a naive "damaged" little girl because that couldnt be farther from the truth.As any super heroe story would say ..There IS good in everybody.
You Know When You're Loved.
Just moving into the proper folder...this one isn't new. You know when you're loved...  (edit | delete) I stopped by an old chat site to catch up with a few friends, and THIS is what I get! *LMFAO*   Sookie is kinky chica i want to spank sookie I want to spank sookie too lets form a spank sookie line and club I am going to start a webpage twitter! so we can follow her oh and twitter spankiesookie/twitter lol and a facebook idk there is just something about sookies ass that i just want go WAP! and spank her ass :/ I want to squeeze it maybe I should have another web page well there will be no squeezeing it on the twitter or the website or the faceboo yea you should for or better check and make sure that domain name is not taken no no lol damn it is :/ jk
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Laid Off
I got laid off today.  I was told I wasn't needed anymore, but I think it's more personal than that.  a couple of my coworkers had issues with me, apparently.  I believe they had a part in it.  It really sucks when all the hard work I put in doesn't count.  I am a good customer service rep, no matter what others think. 
About Me
You know I am pretty easy to figure out. I don't have naked pics and don't hold your breath waiting for them. I have enough respect for myself to not put that out there. For those women- and I use this term loosely- who feel the need to display that side of themselves all over fubar and the internet then I say this..if you have to put that out there to get attention then you need serious help. If you cannot hold someones attention with your clothes on then in my opinion you don't have much to offer anyone. I have been labeled insecure and I find this amusing considering I am not the one throwing it all out there for everyone to see. You see me and me fully clothed. If that isn't enough well then move right along because I am sure there are more than enough of those types of women to fill your needs. I do not want to be treated like trash so I don't carry myself in that manner. As to the ones who try to insert themselves into my relationships with either friends or my boyfriend- well to
Unless I Learn
I have to look up from inside this whole, to see the light. Down here it's cold, dark as night. The outside world, is what put me here. A never ending battle between, happiness and fear. True happiness, comes with a high cost. You can never gain it, unless something is lost. But I've lost so much already. Can I really take that chance? I'll just peak my head out, and get a glance. At my surroundings, see if I can recognize the danger. If I can allow myself to fall into, the arms of a stranger. Will he hurt me? This I don't know. And I never will unless I learn, how to let go.
Always Wondering Why
I want to call you, so damn bad. I don't know what it's like, to have a Mom or Dad. I would love to know, you don't understand. What I would give, just to hold your hand. To hear you say, just one time. That you love me, that you're proud to be mine. My parents, the same people that brought me into this world. To actually acknowledge, your baby girl. I hold the phone, with tears in my eyes. Knowing I can't call you, always wondering why.
I don't need you I shouted, as I flushed them down the drain. I will not allow a pill, to control my life. I will throw you away, and still survive. Because I lived it, stared it in the face. I made it through the blood the tears, that horrific place. No medication can, take that away. I carry it around with me, everyday. Swallowing a pill, won't make it disappear. It exist in my memories, my heart, my tears. I am the only one, who can control that pain. Not the chemicals implanted, inside my brain. The power lies within, me. I can conquer this mission, successfully.
Its very easy to say BUSY when someone needs you!! But Its very painful to hear BUSY when you need someone....!
What A Fucking Day
Three things that really annoys me. 1- as a father of 4 Girls I hate skinny jeans whoever came up with these should be shot. 2- Old people if you have to drive stay in right lane, the left lane is for going fast not five miles under speed limit. 3- And the worst thing is when parents don't take care of kids. Come on people if you make a baby your going to have to step up for the rest of there lives, not just till you
How The Angel Came To Be On Top Of The Christmas Tree
True Story on how the Angel came to be on top of the Christmas Tree. Santa was having a very bad day. He had already stubbed his toe on the way to the kitchen for him morning breakfast. Mrs Claus accidentally spilled milk in his lap and he dropped his cookie on the floor. As he went to sit in his easy chair to get his mind straight before work, the head elf showed up at the door saying there was a factory wide strike by the elves. He was pissed. About that time, an angel shows up at his door with his annual Christmas tree. "Well Merry Christmas Mr Claus...where would you like for me to put your tree?" And that's the true story of how the angel came to be on top of the Christmas Tree.
Srew You!
Screw you!You say you know what I'm going through but you have no clue... No clue what it's like to stand in a crowded room screaming " help me" and people act like you aren't there! They say it's a faze but you know it ain't fair! You don't know what it's like to know they don't care, to feel so alone out there! Don't say you used to be just like me! Trust me honey you ain't s crazy!!
On My Own!
On my ownI don't need your kiss to make me feel bliss.I don't need your tongue to make me feel young.I don't need your hands to make me feel glad.I don't need you bone to make me moan.So I guess what I'm saying is...I don't need your body to make me feel like a hottie,I'm doing perfectly well on my own.Your kiss is not needed along with the tongue.Your hands are not needed I can do it on my own, because I can make myself moan all alone.
Ok If You Are Going To Have Sex In Public Please Note People Have Camera's
so in my town this girl i saw her around town a couple of times . i have not seen her around but one time when i did see her she would wear a hat over her eyes and i wondered why so someone tells  there is a video of her on this internet website where is is with two guys lets just say there not talking and i guess she manage to get the video taken off the website but its too late everyone have seen it i wish i could feel sorry for her but damn she is stupid she should know that now people are takeing videos or pictures of everything so fuck if you are in the heat of the moment go to a motel hahaha or if  you are slick enough then maybe you won't get flim with your pants down and ass in the air haha sorry i had to say that .   sex is fun only if you play your cards right   xoxo remember no matter what sex you have, please be safe and as maury says PUT A CAP ON IT lol nicole
Sometimes when you give importance to people they think that you are always frEE...But they never understand that you make urself  available for them..Everytime.......
My Baby
So im dating the most wonderful woman in the world. I cant wait till we finally get married. She makes life worth livin. With out her god knows where id be right now or even what id be doing, Rachel I LOVE YOU BABY.       She says"Look baby I'm a rock star"Grabs my old guitarPlayin' it upside downDancin' aroundIn front of our tvI can't see the ballgameSo I just wave my lighter and sayYeah, rock on babyI'd rather watch you anywayBut when you're doneCan I come backstageAnd get you to sign your nameOn that zeppelin shirt of mine you're wearin'I'll never wash that thing againYeah and she's my kinda crazyThe little games she playsLord they'll never get oldShe's too cute to get on my last nerveThe way she throws her little fitsPokin' out her lip and bitin' mine when we kissThere ain't a fight that she can't winThat's my babyAnd she's my kinda crazyYou ought to see her in my pickupShe's gotta have that radio upBless her heart, she can't sit stillHead in my lap, bare feet on the windshieldSa
The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts
A touch of skin soft and slippery,   With the hint of hint of sweat.   We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets,   As the wind flowed from the window above us.   Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance,   To abandon all of our uncertainties.   You began your work on my lips,   Probing gently as if drawing sex,   From a deep well of longing and need.   Then heated tongues met in the midst,   Of hot and quickening breath.   And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts.   Then intoxicated with those spirits,   Our clothes found resting place on the floor.   Piece by piece,   Until there were no hiding places,   For the two glistening and wanting bodies.   Hunger revealed in this hot moment.   Then skin meshed with skin,   As the floor became the stage.   You moved atop of me easily,   And lowered yourself gently.   Kissing me as I was filled with you.   As a gasp broke the kiss,   Your hands stroked the stray strands,   Away from
Short Dick Man
Don't want no short dick man Don't, don't, don't, don't, don't, don't Don't, don't, don't, don't Don't want, don't want, don't want, don't want Don't want no short dick man Don't want no short dick man Iny weeny teeny weeny Shriveled little short dick man Don't want,Don't want,Don't want, What in the world is that thing? Do you need some tweezers to put that thing away That has got to be the smallest dick I've ever seen in my whole life I have ever seen in my whole life Get the fuck outta here Iny weeny teeny weeny Shriveled little short dick man Don't want,Don't want, Don't want,Don't want, Uh! Uh! Uh! Uh! Uh! Uh! Isn't that cute an extra belly button You need to put your pants back on honey Don't, don't, don't, don't, don't, don't Don't, don't, don't, don't Don't want,Don't want, Don't want no short dick man
Since It Appears No One Can See My Stash Anymore I Want To Share This Poem
First & Final Affair65 miles per hour, is what the speedometer read.A long desolute road is all that lie ahead,Upon entering the town of Lytobed.I halt to a stop, for the light had turned red.A figure sitting along-side the road,Caught all my attention as my eyes arose.Our eyes met, their very first glance.And I knew all he needed was to be given a chance.Motioning him at once to get into my car.As he sat down, I saw a falling star.Immediately he told me of lost loves he knew.I noticed at once he was out for something new.Every bone in my body did a shivering dance.He was a Frenchman, and his voice was that of romance.He had an accent of love in the sound of his voice.His masculine body was one of prime choice.A fire inside me arose of “do I dare”?Feeling the electricity of his obvious stare.My nipples erect and at full attention.With every word that he did mention.Across my thighs rushing thrills of desire.His touch felt like the lust of a fire.Turning off the road
R.i.p. Cuz, Love You.... V_v
NASHVILLE, Tenn. – Police said a woman was killed in a head-on collision in Hermitage on Friday morning. The crash happened just before 11:30 a.m. on Shute Lane between Brandywine and Saundersville Road, at the spot of a sharp turn in the road. Police said the driver of an eastbound vehicle lost control in the curve and hit a northbound car. Three people were in the eastbound car. One of the passengers was killed. One person was in the northbound car. Details about any other injuries were not available. The roadway was closed in both directions while investigators worked to process the crash scene and clear the wreckage. Police said weather and speed may have been factors. There was a sign before the curve that warned of slippery conditions when wet.  Police said there have been several wrecks at the curve in the past.
Willie Lych
  What's your opinion on this article?This speech was delivered by Willie Lynch on the bank of the James River in the colony of Virginia in 1712.  Lynch was a British slave owner in the West Indies. He was invited to the colony of Virginia in 1712 to teach his methods to slave owners there. The term “lynching” is derived from his last name. [beginning of the Willie Lynch Letter]  Greetings, Gentlemen. I greet you here on the bank of the James River in the year of our Lord one thousand seven hundred and twelve. First, I shall thank you, the gentlemen of the Colony of Virginia, for bringing me here. I am here to help you solve some of your problems with slaves. Your invitation reached me on my modest plantation in the West Indies, where I have experimented with some of the newest, and still the oldest, methods for control of slaves. Ancient Rome would envy us if my program is implemented. As our boat sailed south on the James River, named for our illustrious King, whos
Led Tail Light Is Not Only A Tool
      What do you think of your car and led lights for cars?For some people a car is considered just a transportation tool.But in fact,it has many others. The serves to be used as a tool to perform activities such as trips out of town trips, trips to the office, and other travel that allows someone to melalkukan activities in each of their time. So by people who think like this car it functions only as a means of transportation only and not more than that. But this is very different when compared with those who think that the car is not only a transportation vehicle alone, but have meaning and value other than as a means of transportation. The car is considered not only transportation but also has artistic value and beauty that is very high if the care and well renovated with a variety of high quality products. For some people who like to renovate their cars to get better they’ll find a variety of equipment best car to modify their cars to be the best, Such as  renovating th
177 Days To Paradise In Jamaica At Hedonism Ii Resort--who Also Wants To Come??
For those that missed FF 2011 (like me) or those that will miss FF 2012---I really feel your pain after missing my 1st FF since 1999. However....... One option is to experience a "mini-FF" (like some of us did in June 2011) in Jamaica mid year June 16-24, 2012 (or any days in-between). I am ready for Hedonism resort and its wild, wicked, all-inclusive and nude/clothing optional fun and sexy costumes opportunities. For those that have experienced Hedo,. no explanation is needed. For those that haven't--no explanation is possible. :-) I am returning to Hedonism II resort in Negril, Jamaica for my 6th Annual Group Trip June 16-24, 2012 and it will be my 8th Hedo trip overall. What other Flickr members are joining me?. I have access to the group for hedo and details are available if you email me via Yahoo! ( or here on Flickr.. Come for the long week or come for a few days or long weekend--it is up to you. Me? I'll be there 8 nights or longer. There's good r
My Poem
You are my inspiration to not give up.You are my strength to face anything.You are my courage to fight my are my wisdom to make my de scions.You are my sight to see things in a different light.You are my touch to feel things better...You are my breath so I can live.  .                                                                                                       \ You are my laugh to enjoy life. You are my heart so I can feel love You are my Everything.
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You'll Be Screaming My Name
I put on this gown, just for YOU. It's silky, smooth, see-through. Touch it, let it slide off your hand. Take pride in knowing, YOU are my man. Lay me down gently, slide it from the bottom up. Hang onto the soft moans, created by your touch. Get lost in my curls, covering the bed. Creating a halo, over my head. I am no angel, but this feels like Heaven. Holding onto YOU, and the love YOU are giving. All I ask is please, don't stop. Nothing compares to this, feeling I've got. The passion, the peasure, the raw emotion inside. A feeling too powerful, impossible to hide. Don't pull away, don't YOU dare. You're hitting all the right spots, so be prepared. I'm bringing my, "A" game. I promise you before it's over. YOU'll be screaming my name.
Time Does Not Bring Relief
Time Does Not Bring Relief  Time does not bring relief; you all have lied  Who told me time would ease me of my pain!  I miss him in the weeping of the rain; I want him at the shrinking of the tide;  The old snows melt from every mountain-side  And last year's leaves are smoke in every lane;  But last year's bitter loving must remain  Heaped on my heart, and my old thoughts abide.  There are a hundred places where I fear  To go - so with his memory they brim.  And entering with relief some quiet place  Where never fell his foot or shone his face  I say, 'There is no memory of him here!'  And so stand stricken, so remembering him.   Edna St Vincent Millay (1892 -1950)    In memory of  Darrell Paul Smith  12/18/66 - 03/05/11 My best friend, My heart, My soul
Weirdos Abound
INFANTRY DADDY MATT FuHubby to Kelly Buzz:   blitzed Level: Disciple (26) Gender: Male, 31 Location: Flint, MI Status: BORED and need 3.8 mill to level   5:54pm INFANTRY D...: have u had a cast, brace, splint, boot or ace wrap before 5:55pm  Klover...: huh? 5:56pm INFANTRY D...: just curious if u had a cast, brace, splint, boot, or ace wrap before 5:56pm  Klover...: that is a fuckin bizarre question...and yes i ave
Cause He Bought Me
Starchaser.....   That crazy man bought me in an auction. I was suppose to write a blog about him, so here goes. It will be short and sweet...I can't say a bad word about that guy. He's probably one of the sweetest people on here.   This guy puts up with some of the craziest rants I have and still calls me "Spectacular". He think me and my fuHubby should live together and have our lives broadcast on TV, because we'd make "great TV". He's also boycotting Holiday Inn because they are lame. At least the one I stayed in. He even sends me random IMs with hugs. He knows I like them and, more than likely, need them. He mails me snail mail Christmas cards with pictures of his puppy in them :)   He's just all around a great guy and you should check him out
Sad Lonely Old Man On Christmas.....
The old man sat in his gas station on a cold Christmas Eve. He hadn't been anywhere in years since his wife had passed away. It was just another day to him. He didn't hate Christmas, just couldn't find a reason to celebrate. He was sitting there looking at the snow that had been falling for the last hour and wondering what it was all about when the door opened and a homeless man stepped through. Instead of throwing the man out, Old George as he was known by his customers, told the man to come and sit by the heater and warm up. "Thank you, but I don't mean to intrude," said the stranger. "I see you're busy, I'll just go." "Not without something hot in your belly." George said. He turned and opened a wide mouth Thermos and handed it to the stranger. "It ain't much, but it's hot and tasty. Stew ... Made it myself. When you're done, there's coffee and it's fresh." Just at that moment he heard the "ding" of the driveway bell. "Excuse me, be right back," George said. There in the driveway wa
Go Away
Scream OutAnother day of disdainLash OutEveryone's driving you insaneCry Tears Make everyone go awayDry TearsNo one's ever gonna stayYour StupidTo think he loved you anywaySo StupidHe never loved you a single dayGo AwayNo one wants you aroundStay Away
Just My Thoughts
Why is that when you feel love take over your mind you feel out of control. The person you have these wonderful and amazing feelings for all of a sudden has so much power over you. Like you are wrapped around their finger and they could do no wrong. I'm sick of being powerless. I want my heart my feelings and all of my thoughts that you have been consuming back. But I love you and you dont even know. Yet I've done all I could to show you yet you push and shove me away.&
Taurus Women Are Masters In The Art Of Seduction. She Will Get What She Wants But Her Patience Is Incredible, She Will Wait For What She
Taurus women are masters in the art of seduction. She will get what she wants but her patience is incredible, she will wait for what she -- 13 minutes ago · Comment · Like · View Douglas Vineyard likes this. Rebecca Leuallen 17 minutes ago Taurus women are masters in the art of seduction. She will get what she wants but her patience is incredible, she will wait for what she wants She needs stability and security and will not tolerate a man who is not straight with her and leads her along with uncertainty in the future. She is the old-fashioned type, the type of woman who is associated with the drive-in soda shop days of the 60's. She is down to earth, protective, supportive, loving, devoted and loyal. She is openly affectionate in a relationship. Taurus women is perfect for the man who likes to be nurtured and pampered, providing you are loyal and devoted. She has a lot to give but she requires a lot in return. Remember, the Taurus woman is very sensitive although
Ok for some of you immaturity never stops. I know there are millions of people on this site. Just because you get a few people to like you here does not mean they like YOU. When you talk trash cause of rejection or whatever it's pointless. Some of you spend more time on here than with your real life family and friends. Neglecting your children and real life. This is a place to escape from the stress of rl. Some of you look to hook up. Just grow up and put your priorities in line. It's the internet don't take every thing everyone says and does to heart.
For What It's Worth Mom
Abruptly awoken, sat straight up in bed. The after shock of these images, appearing in my head. How can this be? They weren't there before. I see the dark road, the man, the red Ford. His voice is soft, my mother was young. This is where my nightmare, first begun. Without my knowledge, I didn't know until now. I need to get rid of these images, somehow. They are playing out, in movie form. Are they real? Did this happen? Where did they come from? I hear the rumbling, of his tires. I can actually feel the heat, from the fire. I was three years old, why is this so clear? I see my mother's face, the trail from her tears. Quiet footsteps, while getting away. A living reminder, of that day. That is what I am, to her. Maybe I have gotten, everything I deserve. Perhaps I am just, paying my dues. For everything I am responsible, for putting her through. All it takes is my face, to bring it all back. She was fighting a battle herself, constantly under
Damn can someone plz tell me what am I doing wrong?? I mean I try to be the best me I can be, the best friend and the best woman. Everytime  I think things are looking up something else happens to bring me right back down!!!Am I not as good of a person as I think I am? Is it bad luck? Am I just doomed to be unhappy forever? Wow I am just so mentally tired and just want to give up...Can someone plz tell me what i am doing wrong???
My musical play went well. We had a 3 night run and had a packed house on the last night. So around 600 people in all came to see it. A play has to be produced before a publisher will consider looking at the script. So we produced it last year, made changes for this year, and produced it again. The BIGGER & BETTER version. I love it. A publisher was there on the final night! Very excited about that. If we don't self publish and self promote, we'll need her. She's seen a few of our plays and likes them. This is the first one that is worthy of publication though. I'll be getting together with my writing partner to hammer out ownership. I own around 95% of the script. He owns around 75% of the lyrics and 90% of the music. There are 11 original songs in the play. We want to do a script, DVD, and a CD soundtrack. I think the CD will sell more than the script. I don't think the quality is going to be there for a DVD that will sell for anything more than a tool for directors / producers wh
Never Enough
It's time for me to blend in...I am only good until the next best thing comes along anyway...knowing how I am..and how deep my emotions run....I'll still be here...take another stab....go a little deeper this time....I'm sick of not meaning anything...of only being that option....check beside the box...multiple choice.....maybe I'll get picked today...maybe he will have time to check my box....I am good for one thing and that's all..I do NOT want to be fucked FUCKING SICK of a damn piece of meat....everyone takes a bite til it's gone....until there is nothing left but bone....leaving the heart for fights and tries to survive..but it can' looses the battle....just like everything else in my life....nothing good lasts...there is always another box beside mine to check off....just appears I am never enough....
Fap Fap Fosters?
after being sent a ss of my cleavage as i bent down to type on cam.. ooops... this is the comment that followed    fap fap fap fap fap fap fap I need a cig and a Foster's
If Only Life Was Rain
you once told me that this world wasn’t enough I tried to disagree but you wouldn’t let me I never returned the favor you sought out to hold but the Seattle sky wont change any time soon   you wanted to ship us off to Spain to live the lyrics we found hypnotic but you never saw the ocean as too big your child like imagination was to strong to disagree but now its to late the ship has left   we hold on to the fineir things we have experienced to hold on to the naive moments we have been feed to engulf it never occurred to us how the world really span we just lived in that moment in till insanity laid at bay   we never saw the outcome of the path we took the suppression of the truth we lead can only corrupt the notion of sanity we have left but we continue   we hear the sands of the hour glass slowly dropping jealous of the certainty of its intention but yet we fold to it’s will dance for me one more time let the hour glass empty   we shun this
New Computer
Now that everything is fixed up and ready to go, my spare time is a bit okay now that I can put everything together where they are suppose to be. This computer however that I am using that I brought is worth it than I thought it would be. The one I used before was completely useless. All broken apart with nothing useful anymore. So I moved on to a better one and decided to get rid of it. With everything not holding me back anymore, its time for me to do things step by step without even to struggle myself. If I moved out now I'd be broke by now and would not have anything in hand to spare so I'm saving as much as possible before I do the expected on my list. This computer tho has everything I might need to get my stuff going on the double (if nothing else comes up and my step family begging me for money from what I earn.) Whats my money STAYS my money and saving all of it for that special someone and I is none of my step-family's business. I went completely broke for the past 4 years an
Back In The Room..
I gather the pieces to my heart.. trying to put them back in place..  no glue will hold them together..  I put my heart back in it's room, lock the door, throw the bolt..  but my back to the door.. crying...  all I can feel is pain and loss...  I don't think I can do this again.. 
If A Man Wants You...
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn’t want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that’s not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can’t "be friends." A friend wouldn’t mistreat a friend. Don’t settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don’t stay because you think "it will get better." You’ll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who’ve got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn’t marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he trea
" Winter Pageant."
Shared from a friend... please take minute to read ♥ The "W" in Christmas Each December, I vowed to make Christmas a calm and peaceful experience. I had cut back on nonessential obligations - extensive card writing, endless baking, decorating, and even overspending. Yet still, I found myself exhausted, unable to appreciate the precious family moments, and of course, the true meaning of Christmas. My son, Nicholas, was in kindergarten that year. It was an exciting season for a six year old. For weeks, he'd been memorizing songs for his school's "Winter Pageant." I didn't have the heart to tell him I'd be working the night of the production. Unwilling to miss his shining moment, I spoke with his teacher. She assured me there'd be a dress rehearsal the morning of the presentation. All parents unable to attend that evening were welcome to come then.Fortunately, Nicholas seemed happy with the compromise. So, the morning of the dress rehearsal, I filed in ten minutes e
Love sometimes leaves you as dead as yesterday. Love comes and goes from your life without notice. It teaches you lessons in pain, strength, loss, forgiveness. The human heart has the capacity to keep beating and striving even though deep within most of us we have our own personal struggles. I have made new friendships and lost people closest to me who were and still are near and dear to my heart. No one can take that which my heart holds onto. Memories are always cherished, as are the new ones made daily. I have learned tragically to step back and take life in... all of it! Its all a huge lesson.... a fucked up one at times but with tradgedy there is beauty and hope. Hope that the people in our lives take what they have and appreciate it. You may complain about your life now but just remember to be thankful for what you have! Because even though you may be struggling with your own bullshit. That person who you walked by you may have an even stronger struggle than the little things goi
Awful Good: 90's Pro Wrestler Alignment Chart
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Tender Lips Of An Angel
 Looking through a life like window, I only see what I mostly desire; to kiss the tender lips of an angel. Holding onto the urge of kissing the screen of my computer, I hold everything inside even I love you's and how much I care.  Those arms are so strong and muscular that I want to be held by them, to rub my hands up and down the smooth bumbs that the muscles make. Holding the urge to grab the screen to hug, I can only dream of the day to be in those arms. Dreaming of kissing those tender lips, you are my angel.  Those tender loving eyes that hold hope of the day I appear in front of him, those very eyes I see trying to look in my eyes to see what I mostly want. Those eyes that make everything bad go away, when something happens.  How those angel eyes say, " I love you, with everythinng I can offer." Those very eyes that I want to look deep into, so I know that he is wanting me there more then he shows. Holding the urge to get really close to the screen, I want so badly to stare d
[i Didn't Sleep, And I Hate Topeka]
Much later...I got back from Topeka, and on my journey I suffered ... about an all day-long panic attack. At lunch I didn't eat anything, announced I felt like I was going to die, several times, and my brother decided to prod me with a fork to help distract me. Just littletap tappokeI unrolled my silverware, raised my fork over my head and jammed it straight into the back of my kinda stuck into the back of my hand, broke the skin a little bit.But it -was- pretty dull.My mother said "I worry about you""... you're only just now starting?"Told girl I couldn't see her tonight, and that I wanted to, but got fams stuff.She said I might not be able to see her til after xmas.Sucks, but what can I do?So I told her so.Said I might not survive without pretty for that long.Then a friend of mine came byand ... it just so happens that he knows everyone in townand has fucked half of em.Seriously (probably the guys too)anyway, I get to talkinI ask him what he knows about girl"She's really n
Hitlists On Fumafia: House Cuts And A Soldiers Pay this link address explains it all.
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Written Interview With Tyrants Blood
> 1> *What's the name of your band?  Have you changed the band's > name before?> Bands name is Tyrants Blood, that was the name we came up with january 2006.We started messing around with songs around august 2005 with then original drummer , and founder of the band Kevin Volatile.We had a fellow name Mike K on bass and our original vocalist Shawn Darksoul from That time till about December of 05.Once Mike K left and Vinnie joined in January 06, we came up with that name.At that time Shawn Darksoul left and Andrew Russell joined forces with us to begin working on the first album.To make it sound a bit more aggressive we brought in another Axe man named Tom Lewko. So that ended up being the lineup for the first album and the name stayed from then on till now.  2> *What are the names,  of each band member.> Our lineup is Brian Messiah on vocalsVinnie Borden on Bass and vocalsMatt Blood on drums and myself , Marco, on guitars.3> *What genre of music do you consider your work to be?> Well
Modest at the topStraight to the topand then keep on headin' upstars shine for whywe should give a fuckAbout what is realand how real is stillthe only way for usto feel the pain itssometimes dealsIn a way that survivesthe struggles we facein this life there's a lottime can't eraseMake itto the top of Mt.ProfessionRule it'til you feel there's nothing morefor you to door saynone of you better get in my waycomin' downif you do you'll be back on level groundModest to the topModest at the topFeatures that keep your head up highI am a star that shines for whywe should give a thought to our life in the way we live both day and nightwe are the world's numerous cellslet's keep it laughter to save ourselvesIn a way that can read our planet's facein this life there's a not time can't eraseshowcasethe skills you weregiven at birthlive your life herefor what it's worthshow all thestyle you perfect in lifeshow all the wayto make it rightMake itto the top of Mt.ProfessionRule it'til you feel there's
Now all I do is just sit here in constant fear wondering what will happen will we ever be again.. Now that time has passed you have set your eyes on someone new, back when we thought we knew we were through, we both never really let go with eyes gazing back on yesterday in each touch, kiss & stroke we relived the fire & desire that never got cool. But now I'm like who the hell is she? Hmmm could this broad be lingering threat to me! And you act like I can't see whats staring right back at me and causing a rift in the reuniting of US better than ever before! No nicca I'm not just jealous don't get overzealous! She's the new boo that creates that smile that I once had on lock now she has the time that got me constantly looking at my clock trippin on why you didn't call yet, I knew you were cuddled up next to her as my tears soaked the pillow I drowned ever so softly in heartache and pain night after night knowing that I couldn't just say "sorry I was wrong" to make everything alright dam
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Nothing For Christmas
I don't want anything for Christmas. I do have a few wishes though. What I'm about to say will probably piss a few of you off. Make others think, which is probably a good thing. For the rest of you, stop reading now.   This day isnt about you and what you got for Christmas. This day isnt about how much shit you were about to buy before your credit card is maxed out. This day isnt about large amounts of food you were able consume in one sitting and go back for 2nds and 3rds. Oh and then bitch about the "holiday weight gain" please..get the fuck over yourself. This day isnt about some internet popular party..."who can I impress today, who will be jealous of me today" believe me when I say this..after you cut the computer are nothing more than a waste of space. ~~~~~Now..on to the nicer side of why I decided to write this in the first place~~~~~ I simply want to say Happy Birthday Jesus. You have always been there when I needed a lift up. You told me a long time ago that I
Kiss It All Better....
He sits in his cell,And he lays on his bed,Covers his head and closes his eyes.He sees a smoking gun,And the coward he ran.And in his arms is the bleedingLove of his life.  And she cries...'Kiss it all better,I'm not ready to go...It's not your fault love,You didn't didn't know'  Her hands are so cold,And he kisses her face.And says 'Everything...will be all right'He noticed the gun,And his rage grew inside.He said 'I'll avenge my lover tonight' And she cried...'Kiss it all better,I'm not ready to go.It's not your fault love,you didn't know, you didn't know'   Now he sits behind prison bars,25 to life and shes not in his arms.He couldn't b
all i want to do is to c u laugh n enjoy urself bc life is way to short first u live then u die but i rather c u enjoy life b4 its to late
The Deficit Fix..pass It Along
(Most of these Ideas I have voiced for years - but what kind of impact can one "lowly" person make? MAYBE with someone like Warren Buffett expressing these people will listen, stand up and ACT!!!) Warren Buffett, in a recent interview with CNBC, offers one of the best quotes about the debt ceiling: "I could end the deficit in 5 minutes," he told CNBC. "You just pass a law that says that anytime there is a deficit of more than 3% of GDP, all sitting members of Congress are ineligible for re-election. The 26th amendment (granting the right to vote for 18 year-olds) took only 3 months &8 days to be ratified! Why? Simple! The people demanded it. That was in 1971...before computers, e-mail, cell phones, etc. Of the 27 amendments to the Constitution, seven (7) took 1 year or less to become the law of the land...all because of public pressure. Warren Buffet is asking each addressee to forward this email to a minimum of twenty people on t
Cigarette Magic Tricks: Cig Through Card
Cigarette magic tricks have been around a very long time. Ever since cigarettes were invented infact. Cigarette magic tricks do have a place in magic history HOWEVER I would never condone smoking, it's VERY bad for you as I'm sure you are aware (don't do it please! :-). Infact you can perform this trick just as well with a circular pencil. With that little disclaimer out of the way let's learn the trick... P.S. You must purchase the magic trick from my web site in order for me to get paid. It doesn't matter if you purchase it from their web site or mine the price you pay will be the same. So help support my site by purchasing the magic tricks from Black And Proud Entertainment. Magic Tricks Exposed THE EFFECT: The magician gets a spectator to freely choose a playing card (no force) and sign the face of the card with a marker pen. The magician borrows an ordinary cigarette and balances it on the back of the spectators card. Nothing that
Poems I Have Written
Sometimes This pain is real i can not hide ...Sometimes i wish i could just die I keep my emotions to myself  ....sometimes i wish i could come out of dis shell seein ppl all around me so happy & free ......sometimes I wish that was me..... But I living this life full of doubt it makes me wanna shout... As I lay awake at night crying i catch myself asking why? I want this pain gone i want to b free so all i have to worry about is beein me.......   Dreamland Its my favorite place to b cuz i know your waitin on me after a long day i can't wait to drift off to dreamland  where you're waitin on me The dreams feel so real that i don't won't to wake up. So plz just let me be so i can keep dreaming about you & me     Tears I struggle with myself to keep them inside the feelings that i have tried to deny I tell everyone that im okay when i battle to make through each day ....In my world of illusions where everything was  right. I cried myself to sleep each night you notice the tears fi
SLIT MY WRIST As my blood hits the floor AS I slip away to be no more As I lay here to rest This world can kiss my ass I remornis of the pain Soon there will be no more rain I sit here now for the world to see But everyone just lets me be Soon I will leave this world For I will be dead When my body hits the floor Now that I am no more     My Heart   My heart breaks a little at a time, For now I reallise that you are no longer mine That someone else is able to put a smile upon your face Now that I am losing the whole race But you will not know For I will keep a smile on my face To keep you from leaving this place
Louis Vuitton Bags In Every Coloration And Also Design
Louis Vuitton Bags In Every Coloration And also Design If you're away from picture the ones tend not to recognize anyone, then a Louis Vuitton handbags are the potential for acquiring discovered through other folks. Selecting appreciated drastically because of the style you've got. Purses are generally a vital factor for each female and so they don't sense complete whenever they do not carry their particular purse although going out. Totes received a fully different course by using this particular manufacturer. The bags are employed by simply all women which are employed to maintain many things. In addition to this kind of, the luggage can also be employed to illustrate the interior character and magnificence with the ladies. シャネルThey are more of a fashion statement and also token for the girls that carry these people everywhere they go. The women love to hold this kind of totes that will complement his or her clothes so they can improve his or
Sweet Dreams
Sweet Dreams, TO MY LOVE ,Sweet dreams to you,May they all come true, Little rays of light shine through ...breaking your need for somnolence...Sweet Dreams  My Love,,Enjoy your  tranquility,,, let your desires be of prominence,,Sweet dreams my love Let them sweep away ..Your vulnerability. let them bring you ,back to me.
Ever wonder how methamphetamines are made? Don't wonder, that's how you and everyone else, get in trouble. Let's just say this: crap that is used in vehicles, stoves, and instant ice bags (among other things), is used to make it. So, if you are contemplating it: don't. Or your kids will wind up without a parent, and have to bury your sorry ass.
Stand And Deliver
Sarah walked up to him. strong. stern. unweilding. he was like a statue in the flesh. Sarah wondered if she could get him to break character. she walked around him slowly, hips twisting as her fingers ran across his multiple badges. through it all his eyes stayed focus and his stance strong. she ran her fingers along the stripes of her white and black tank top, causing her nipples to become erect and press against the cotton top, but he still stood unphased. she slipped the top slowly over her head and bent over, placing it on the ground before the soldier, giving him a long full glance at her rounded ass. sarah looked over her shoulder in dissapointment. this guy. this soldier. he was unphased. she pressed her back against him and slid her body slowly down his uniform, letting her hands linger on her body, slipping down into her tiny black shorrts to rub herself. bingo sarah felt the hard shaft press against his pants and with a smile she slowly unzipped his pants and pulled the bi
Her eyes, pale refraction of sorrow   through distance Not replaced  There heaved silence  Relegation and pure slopes.   Hail, the reeds tousle and sway  To some unknown rhythm; One we're dying to know.   Catering to unseen dictation:  The kind we're unable to regret   We kindle, lest we retire Lest we exit    Or worse, lest we forget.    Janelle Gregory  12/28/11
This is where the sad people go  The ones who wander The dampened souls Here they congregate in misery  Here in this place of blackened screens Feigned gestures of heartfelt expression The toils of a lackluster life from which we slumber   ~A
Here's A Few Things About Me With A Message To And From A Person Please Read This And Follow My About Me Section I'm Going To Start Removing A
I have had many friends ask me to come back to FB after my 8 month leave for family reasons, i respect everyone of you and the new freinds i make everyday being here . please remember that respect goes both ways,i am in a relationship with a great man i have a great family that i love and cherish with all my heart,mind,body and soul. i am sick SICK to death of coming on here and being disrespected from the ppl thatcant get a grasp on real life and the cyber life . i started on this site 5 yrs ago as is was lost cherry into cherry tap , fubar has brought out the worst in some ppl with the begging the lack of rules and respect with webcams and the shit we see in our PM's and shout boxes . friends give help to those that need it in the game of leveling , here to give us support when we are having a bad day in real live, to make the other laugh, the charging for pimps,shitfaces,tags and skins is becoming BS. YOU ALL HAVE ASKED WHY I'M NOT HERE SO MUCH WHY I POST STATUS MESSAGES THE WAY I D
Daydream Gamer **edited By Mysweetestsin**
It was like any other Sunday afternoon playing video games together. Things always start out innocent enough. Playful banter and challenges issued. Gentle rough housing. Nothing out of the ordinary. But something feels different today; something that can't be explained. A simple push, an unintentional touch. Your minds are racing. Unsure of where things are headed but you know you don't want it to and won’t, let it stop. She smiles at you with a look of longing as she gently brushes the hair out your eyes.  You’re so close you can smell her sweet scent. It’s driving you crazy. Your heart is racing, thoughts blurring. You lean in for a hug. Without realizing it you were holding it, you let out a sigh. Every worry, every problem, they don’t matter. For just that moment in time you’re unconcerned with everything with the exception of now. Your emotions get the best of you and you give her a light kiss on the cheek.  She seems startled but not upset, and a lit
Please Until
Please. Please let me know ,let me know how much you love me... let the wind not blow .let the sun stop shining.let the be no silver lining.until, Until , I know you love me..Please. please tell me so..tell me so.. that you love me,let time not move ,let  the earth stands in waiting,let all of life be fading.until,Until, your lips tell me so,,Please. please , Don't be cruelDon't be cruel to meCan you see me shake ,, Can you see the death in my eyes.Can ,time and space... rip us apart..Until,Until , your lips touch mine I will not be fine,  Please , please.I'll let you know,I will let you know everyday.let you see all the pain,let you in my brain.let my love never be tame.until,Until, our bodes combine.
Whisper.. to me, When I close my eyes..Tell me ..Tell me...Sweet lies...Say it's all true..No matter what you do.. Your affection is true. Wrap your hands on my thighs. Pull me tight..Pull me higher..Never stopping..Never quite..Softly.Slowly..Adrenalin rushing..Body blushing.. Feeling you. Talk me throw., Until the end...Until we begin ..Letting go.. Giving in..Tell me love.Whisper..
You broke my heart in two And took me like a bet, with all you put me through I have so many regrets. To lose you was worth it, although I wasn't sure, it seemed to make me happy, but still so insecure.We always said Forever we would take it to the end never give it up but this time my heart couldn't mend.It cut so deep into me I guess it hurt you too but when you did it, then you lied I had to say "we're through."I gave you all I hadI tried to make it last but now all we have are memories from the past.So look me in the eye and tell me what you see a girl so broke inside who's been through misery.And now I’m moving on with the pain that kills inside but I’m starting to forget by reminding myself, how you lied!
Gone But Never To Be Forgotten
                                                   Gail Debra Gutshall                                                                                   1956 - 1972                               The Day I Lost My Best Friend                                                                         It was a warm spring day back in May of 1972. The sun was shining and not a single cloud in the shy. I was only 12 years old at the time and like any 12 year old boy I had my priorities set to my liking,fishing,baseball and at the bottom of my list school. On this particular day I decided that I was going to work on my priorities so I gathered up my fishing pole and bait and headed for the river that flowed nearby. As I sat along the bank of that river I closed my eyes to listen to the sounds that seem to surround me that I never took notice to before. Off in the distance I could hear the birds, cars and the wind as it blew gently through the trees. All was good with both me and my world, o
Response To Bullies
I wrote this in response to a person who wanted bullys to stop and be nice     I have lived my whole life trying to stop bullies from hurting people. I was bullied as a very young child and as soon as I was able to defend myself I did, I have been blessed with size and strength. Not all people can do that, but speaking up for ones self must be mastered also. Adults, not in fear of physical violence, should also learn to stand up for themself. This builds self esteem and coping skills, the ablity to take a joke, or brush off and insult. In the Cyber world (FuBar) people can practice standing up for ones self and also block delete or change settings. This Cyber World of social networks (FuBar) also, gives would be bullies a chance to "pay back" for the pain they endured.  This is a twisted result of low self esteem, be stronger than those and delete them. I encourage all to take charge of your life, have fun here, and make the friends you want to have. Remember FuBar is NOT real life! p
New Year
So many things we have learned this year. So much had happened too. For one this year I learned that when you become dependent on someone else, you stop being yourself, and you fall behind. I also learned that I'm stronger than I thought. This year some of us have suffered and lost someone we loved, others have hit bottom at the point of thinking "I just can take it anymore". YOU are ALIVE !!!Many things, too many for some of us, and although it seems like the wounds are to big or to many to heal today, they will be scars some day. Those scars will make you stronger, and smarter. So CELEBRATE !!! Do not see this coming year as another day... Celebrate, and welcome the next year as once again having an opportunity to start over, Celebrate that you have your family and loved ones with you, Celebrate because, although it was tough this past year, after the storm the sun rises once again. But only you can make this happen, only you have that magick.May the next year be full of Happiness,Ma
"LIFE sometimes becomes so selfish that it wants everything..and while trying for everything we miss something that is worth everything...
My Life
I am 46 years old ( or young) and have gone thru a rough past year, but with hard work and strong support from my family and friends. I am now looking to the future with hope.  Inner strength was something i never knew i had, till i needed it. So when all seems hopeless look to your family and friends for help and Dig Deep into your soul and become a survivor just as i have.  To all who struggle and are depressed and without hope, Let me tell you that by never giving up on myself I came back from the gates of hell. If anyone needs someone to talk to or someone to listen, i will be here.
Such a frustration and gift Weariness My kindness is amplified And yet my disdain still abides Like the "Siamese Twin" Attached to me by luck Happenstance AH the curse of a dual personality And the gift of it
Making 9k A Year More While On Ssd
Mission: Helping human becomings reach their potential   Number 5. Courtesan for women - Practitioner of Puritanical and Non-puritanical (not legal in all 50 states) massage.  I enjoy meeting interesting women of legal age but not dead. I am a mature man who can provide pleasant conversation aka oral intercourse.  I have experience dealing with people. I am a good listener, chivalrous, polite, with a unbelievable ego and house broken. I know how to handle the right whines. I want milady to feel special by providing a head-blowing mental, emotional, and spiritual experience. I can provide you intimacy - as allowed by local statutes and customs, connection, compassion, eclectic humor, companionship, trustworthiness, safety, and over time friendship - only if you remain a lady. Number 4. Corporate Coach - similar to a personal fitness trainer but to the entire work team in the all areas necessary to create a balance in the 8 areas of corporate life - Financial, Social, Intellectual, Ph
Player1 $$$$$ player1 turfed different turfs off and on. got the gloves on  12/20/2011 even with missing 2 log ins. Was nothing to do but wait for energy to build till level 10 and couldnt afford weapons for mob until level 10 . Once was able to try the hl the new changes with 95% house cut can about so hunting wasnt even paying the healing costs. 30 day end stats health 1000 energy 100 stam 29 cash 729mil cf 71.73m mafia rateing 19 mob 74 missions 791 bountys 10 death 1 fights lost 115 fights won 139.
Where The Hell?
Well, another year is in the history books or as I like to call it..."The where the hell has the time gone" book. It's been an eventful year. A BUSY year at that. I didn't get my vacations I wanted, I didn't get the down time I was hoping for, I didn't get the sanity that I've been asking of Santa every year since I could talk. I did however get many other things. Some up, some down, some just downright weird. The one thing that I really wish I would have accomplished was getting my TARDIS all fixed up...alas...that didn't happen either. Damn Menards has been out of my time vortex flux device for months *sigh*. I guess it's on the to do list for 2012. :P Speaking of 2012, I hope everyone has figured out the world is not going to end. And if you are still convinced it's such, when you have all that sex this coming year, please use protection, we don't need the gene pool becoming more polluted when all those babies are born in 2013 ;)  I'm happy to report that in my case, with age come
U Turned Out Like All The Rest
When I met you I was at my lowest.. You brought me out of the dark and showed me the otherside of the light, But after time I'm not sure what happened, I guess all the promises you made, all the things we did, all the things you said, were just words to make me feel better, where are you now ? When u said u'd never leave my side, You said anytime i needed you, you'd be there but now, Im sitting in the in the corner of the room, all alone, holding my chest, spreading tears of blood, calling for you, but do you even hear me ? Do you even really care? I took a chance lettin you in and now u just walked out, well fine it maybe be a while, but the tears will stop, and when they do u'll have something to be scared for, because as long as im crying u still matter,
Child To Child
Child to Child @ Here (below the pane beneath the sill, twice painted but not yet filled) rest the carved initials of our humid love. These letters (to those who see them now) may conjure images of hands that held, of lemonade sipped and spilled on old porch swings and, perhaps, a kiss on one abundant cricket-night in June. Oh... the hands did hold, did surely touch, first tentative as child to child, then bold as new flesh seeks its own. Nakedness (glistening and braiding by the light of eyes and shade of moon) throbbed with youth away into the brine-stung agony of shameful (therefore, overwhelming) joy, ending in the surge of our eruption into sin. Here, it all is written (pure flesh and lust belied by boy with knife) the first love shudder sealed under sill (in guise of innocence) for all to see yet none but us to know. After the first ecstasy there is no other.
Looking For Mafia Mercs
I am currently looking for mercs for my 3 players. If your interested please contact me!
For The Better
Ever since i changed my name seems like the ladies like me better. I'm still me i guess the name just gave me a bad persona. This one suits me better because i am a true gentleman to the core. I don't care how mad u get at a lady u better never lay a hand on one in front of me my ranger side will come out and i'll rip off your head and feed it too u. I haven't had much luck on here with the ladies i have some raly great friends which i love dearly but just can't get one to be mine lol. Not that i haven't tried guys i've had to fu engadgements and got dumped for dj's so not so easy too get too my heart now have too earn it but i am always a gentleman first and foremost. So if didn't add me before because thought i was a perv because of nam i asure u i am not give me a chance may find out i can be your best friend.
The Past
I am particularly fascinated by the past lately I know that this sentence is funny in itself The past is a tricky thing It isn't REAL yet carries REAL feelings In it's wake to wash upon future shores Before I wax poetic and start measuring my sentences Oh Dear I already have Ok point Just in observation because that is all I can really do The past is fascinating  And has a reason More as a footnote for reference in a current argument But when it is used as a blanket defense I really don't understand I have heard ""that is in the past Hilary get over it" And the same people Baptize Dead people And tell me that I am the one with the problem
New Years Resolutions
Do people really keep their new years resolutons? Is it smart to make them? Let me hear your thoughts.
In My Dreams
In My DreamsIn my dreams I see your faceYou’re the one that makes my heart raceIn my dreams you hold me tightYou make everything seem so rightIn my dreams you’re always to my aidYou are close to me whenever I’m afraidIn my dreams you’re the perfect guyYou never hurt me, you never lieIn my dreams I’m always your girlAnd you treat me as a precious pearlHow I wish for this dream to come trueCause in there I love you and you love me too
Educate Yourself
I envy those people who have led their sheltered little lives, constantly being shielded and protected by the real world around them. Not having a clue as to what really lies within the shadows and darkness around them. They have this perception that since they haven’t been exposed to it, that it simply doesn’t exist. However, for those of us who have had no choice but to make it in the real world, we tell a different tale as to what the world is truly about. I don’t have anything against the wealthy or those who live inside the gated communities, although a high majority of these people see the world as in what lies within their walls, and that alone can be scary by itself. Look around at all the well maintained lawns, and you would think you are staring at perfection, but that couldn’t be further from the truth. The fact still remains that regardless of your community, economic status, race, religion or educational background, abuse and violent crime offender
A dozen roses I give to you my friend,A gift that seems so smallBut they represent so much,Our friendship most of all.A rose for the friendship.A rose for the touch.A rose for the trust we shareOur sharing means so much.A rose for the kindnessAnd the deep caring you show.A rose for the comfort givenWhen I've been feeling low.A rose for the laughter,How it makes your eyes shine.A rose for the dreams we shareIt's amazing how they intertwine.A rose for the deep respectYou give to me with ease.A rose for the love we feelAnd how you wish to please.A rose for your compassionThat has helped me in so many ways.A rose for bringing me sunshineThat has brightened all my days.The last rose is the bestFor it stands so proud and tall.This rose represents youMy best friend of all.   For you Jess, you are inspiration....
Job Searching
This is where the fun begins!!  Oh happy happy joy joy!  Yuma is #1 in unemployment right now.  This is why I am leaving this place when my grandparents are gone. 
the rather nice old man who came to my door seemed genuinely interested in saving my soul... i believe it and i'm a great judge of character... which is probably why most people think i'm such a dick as the really don't deserve any better but i digress as this is a note about the old man religion and me i was watching the girl with the dragon tattoo and for those of you who haven't seen it, it's a rather brutal movie about rape murder and some rather not so nice people in it are several references to religion... so being handed the lovely pamplet by the man at the door just seemed like such a coincidence... i'm rather fond of anomalies like this so why not give it a read... it was titled... "what if?"   "what if you died today...would you go to hell?" if any of you know anything about me the answer to this is obvious... i commit sin... there are very few sins i haven't commited... and only due to lack of interest... most frequently i suppose being blasphamy... so i must answer t
No I Don't Want An Effing Smartphone!
Jesus Christ. Why does every company, book, movie, ect have those scannable image things? Unlock free stuff, unlock interviews, ect.   Listen, it's nice that rich people who want to spend 500 dollars for the phone and 200 dollars a month for service plans can have awesome phones. Poor folk like me can't afford that shit. I honestly don't want that shit either. I want to call someone, send texts, and that's it. I block all photo mms too.   Also, wtf is with smartphones replacing mp3 players? I want a new one, and I don't like Ipods. I wanted a Zune but M$ stopped making them. Guess what they told me, "Well get Windows Phone!" No, douches, I want an MP3 PLAYER. One that doesn't have a subscription fee.   Yeah I know there are Sony Walkmans but I don't like the Mickey Mouse layout. I also know there are cheapo ones, but those break. Except my mom's pissy-ass Sansa Clip. Bitch has been chugging along just fine.   Right now I have a Walkman and it's really dying off, so I need a new
Testing Out A Fleshlight For The First Time...
Top 5 Reasons Fubar Can Annoy Me At Times.
I have been a member of fubar for about 5 years on and off. This is my fourth account. I would get all gung ho about the site to either get pissed off by the asshats or burnt out, and delete my account only to regret it later. I have seen a lot of things on this site that piss me the fuck off, but I have met enough amazing people on here to make me see that this site isn't all bad. I have been sucked into the whole bling whore thing, asking for Likes, and everything else that haters hate, and I too used to hate that. Sometimes I hate what I have become on here. Five years ago, when I joined there was no special ability bling. High ranking people worked their asses off! I never made it past 20 on my earlier accounts. Being an Oracle was a HUGE deal that I didn't think would ever happen. Then came the Auto-11s. They started the whole downward spiral of beggers and bling whores. The fubar that I came from, just getting a 3 credit bling was a big deal. I can proudly say that I have nev
Dandoline Kisses
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A Special World
A Special WorldA special world for you and meA special bond one cannot seeIt wraps us up in its cocoonAnd holds us fiercely in its womb.Its fingers spread like fine spun goldGently nestling us to the foldLike silken thread it holds us fastBonds like this are meant to last.And though at times a thread may breakA new one forms in its wakeTo bind us closer and keep us strongIn a special world, where we belong
The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts
A touch of skin soft and slippery,   With the hint of hint of sweat.   We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets,   As the wind flowed from the window above us.   Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance,   To abandon all of our uncertainties.   You began your work on my lips,   Probing gently as if drawing sex,   From a deep well of longing and need.   Then heated tongues met in the midst,   Of hot and quickening breath.   And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts.   Then intoxicated with those spirits,   Our clothes found resting place on the floor.   Piece by piece,   Until there were no hiding places,   For the two glistening and wanting bodies.   Hunger revealed in this hot moment.   Then skin meshed with skin,   As the floor became the stage.   You moved atop of me easily,   And lowered yourself gently.   Kissing me as I was filled with you.   As a gasp broke the kiss,   Your hands stroked the stray strands,   Away from
After The Puppet Show Saying Hello
Ps- Thanx Adorable Wolf for the Butterfly! :D Original Video - More videos at TinyPic
"i Got Nothing But Love For Ya Baby"
  " I Got Nothing But Love For You Baby!"       Big Love,Big Love,Big Love,Big Love,Big Luv mo love mo love mo love mo love mo love m One Love, One Life, One World! michael
Life's simple and basic desires are as common as a cold though not always caught. What are they, in my opinion to be loved, respected, successful, and to be appreciated by those who love us. Yes I know there are many other desires within the human nature confines. It takes quite a bit for a person to put aside our natural human or animalistic desires of the flesh though all to often we find ourselve truly wanting what we know we can't or won't have.
If I Had A Penis, It's Name Would Be....
Your Penis Name Is: Prince Charming Keep it in your pants! Penis Name Generator Blogthings: Take a Quiz. Annoy Your Friends. Yes I did just take a quiz to see what my penis's name would be if I had one! LOL
Honesty As A Diminished Value
Honesty in the world today seems diminished as a value. In the past we had phrases "a man's word is his bond" and a person could be shot for lying. Today we see students cheating on exams and big lawsuits against individuals and companies for fraud, theft and the like. Honesty starts with ourselves. If we can't be honest with ourselves then naturally we can't be honest with others we deal with. We hear the phrase "know thyself". How many of us truly know ourselves? Do we take the time to delve into what we like and what we don't like, do we "value" honesty and truth? I really wonder. I am finding I don't know the answer to many questions about myself that i used to take for granted. I also wonder how much my subconscious mind is keeping from conscience mind. I need to understand myself before I can work with others about my needs and wants and also about my foundation of how much I really value truth. My success and failures of late have taught me I am lacking in this fundamental under
One year ago my whole world fell apart. It feels like the knife is still lodged in my heart. When I heard you were gone I refused to believe it was true. I didn’t want to accept that this world would go on without you. But this world has continued and so has our lives. The loss is still strong; like a thousand stabbing knives. One day it will hurt less and I will no longer cry. Because one day my turn will come & I will have to die. Until then my angel my love for you will always burn bright. Sweet dreams. Sleep tight. I love you. Good night.
Semi-old Soul
Either not as old as I thought I was Or there is a nasty prank afoot I always thought I had such a firm grasp   Of myself I remember my first husband asking me when I was 19 "What do you want to do with your life?" I answered with alacrity "I want to be a wise old woman" He thought that answer to be ridiculous Until I left him Then he at least said he understood But now I am not sure that I understand that goal in life I have spent so much time & energy In plumbing the depths to cultivate my "wiseness" That maybe I ignored simple things Do I even have the capacity for simple things?
Benefits Of Buying Services Of Packers And Movers Gurgaon
Moving from one place to another makes people stressed and tired. It is because it consists of many tedious tasks. It is a chaotic and complicated proceed which can make anyone extremely tired and stressful. But the situation can be made much easier and simpler by buying services from professional moving companies in the area. In order to make relocation easier for those people who want to shift within Gurgaon or moving from this city somewhere else, there have been several moving companies emerged in the city. I mean, there are many professional moving agencies / removal companies or Packers and Movers in Gurgaon who can be supporting hands on your different relocation needs. Many of Gurgaon moving companies have their offices or associates in some other major cities and towns of India so that they can help the maximum number of people on different relocation needs. There are many benefits of hiring professional packing and moving services from one of reputable and experienced Packe
United ...
Dressed to fulfill your fantasy, lingerie, heels and more Whoever you'd like me to be, I'll surprise you at the door   Eyes that shimmer, Smile filled with delight Together we quiver, At each other's sight   You hold me first, Embrace so tight I feel your thirst, It's a perfect night   Your heart beats with mine, Our lips lock The clock stops in time, Hard as a rock   I'm taken away, We dare not part As we move united, I feel your dart   Piercing through me, Depths unknown Together we travel, Together we moan   Bodies trembling, Heart skips a beat Energy consumed, Prickling with heat   Nestled in your arms, Peaceful and sound Dreaming of you, Until our next round
Remembrance Poem..
"The POW MIA Remebrance Ceremony" As you entered the banquet hall this evening, you may have noticed a small table in a Place of Honor. It is set for "One". This table is Our way of symbolizing the fact that Members of "Our Profession of Arms" are Missing from Our midst.. They are commonlly called POWs or MIAs, We call them "Brothers".. They are unable to be with us this evening and so we remember them   This table set for one is small-- Sybolizing the frality of "One" prisoner alone against his oppressors. Remember!   The Tablecloth is white- Sybolizing the purity of thier intentions to respond to thier countrys call to arms.  Remember!!   The single Red Rose displayed in a vase reminds us of the families and loved ones of our comrades-in-arms who keep the Faith Awaiting thier return Remember!   The Red Ribbon tied so prominatly on the vase is reminiscent of the red ribbon worn upon the lapel and breasts of thousands who bare witness to thier unyielding  determination
10 Don’t Do Commandments:
10 Don’t do commandments:   Don’t put up a profile pic that is not you. Don’t put up a profile pic of you in a time of your life when you looked good, and now you are do not (Update your pics!!!). Don’t put up a profile pic that animates a hot chic, then morphs into YOU. Don’t fill your photo albums with pics that you are not in. Don’t constantly use pics of you with your hot friend(s) to try to make us think that SHE is YOU. Don’t go to some porn page and get pics of them and pass it off as you. Don’t do the above to start a page (as the porn girl) when you are a guy you F’n nutjob! Don’t pass yourself off as an extravert when you are an introvert. Don’t (as a guy) be disrespectful to people that aren’t any of the above!!! 10.  Just… Don’t do that...
Missing You
Online World
some people find this as an escape from reality because after all its HIGH SCHOOL in an online form. so there for its not actually reality you can say and do what you want.....right? WRONG people lie people think this place is their real life and get off by doing others harm and causing emotional mayhem. some of the people that have died who have been on this website is because people drove them to commit suicide. because how i have seen things is people taunt people lie people just create an online mayhem without any compassion.  because at the end of the day who are are not your job, your not the contents or your wallet, your not your fucking khakis! we are all just scum of the world, blinded by media and dreadful lies of others.   I BELIEVE IN NO ORDER
Happy Dayz
In times of trouble and doubt I hold on to those happy dayz when life doesn't make you feel like a rat trapped in the worlds maze. I love sun glazed windows in the morning that reflect the beauty of the Lords mercy and everlasting grace when I wake up and pray I have faith that it’ll be a happy day. I remember walks and talks in the park with just the right breeze and the perfect song from the birds singing in the trees where things were beautiful just as nature intended it to be my mind was free as on his face I gazed while with every word I was more and more amazed now that was one of them happy dayz. Like after nine months of preparation, work, and 17 hours of pain, I saw his face more wonderful than words can describe I knew why I was alive! Blessed to feel a purpose so great in such an awesome way it was a truly a happy day. To know his love is so pure and unconditional is a blessing that is deeper than many people can only imagine they would have but GOD chose me to send an
When I ask you to listen and you say there has got to be some way that I can solve the problem then have failed me unless you already know what else I am going to say.   Can you please just listen? All I asked is for you to hear what fuels my frustration, my heartache, my doubt, my pain. Don’t add your opinion, just hear me out. Just listen I can do for myself I may be sensitive and faltering at times, but I’m not helpless.When you do something for me that I can and need to do for myself without listening to me and understanding why, you contribute to my fear and weakness. Once you accept the fact that I feel the way I feel, no matter how irrational. Then I can stop trying to convince you and I can start to look deeper and understand what is behind these feelings. When that is clear then the answers may be obvious and I won’t need advice. So please just stop and listen just hear what I‘m trying to say. Then if you want to talk, wait a minute for your turn; an
The Girl Next Door
The Girl Next Door By Jmn You haunt my thoughts, dreams, and desires Thinking about you in anyway, my heart admires Waiting for a simple smile, my will never tires Your touch ignites deep within, spreading like liquid fire Even a small glance from you as you walk past me Lost for a moment i shy away for fear you'll see The blush in my cheeks, sometimes so intense I need to flee Because in your sight is the only place I want to be Hanging out alone with you, completely muddles my mind Chances to tell you how I feel, when words are hard to find Speechless I sit there, emotions screaming deep inside Wanting to bare all to you, but instead I hide As I start home you come in close, I'm wondering whats in store Then you wrap your arms around me, I am wanting so much more Your lips locking with mine, with knees so weak I could hit the floor Right in that moment, I am secretly praying you could fall for  The girl next door
Fu Mafia
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Chapter Five--rough Draft (untitled)
I soon drifted off to sleep. Maybe it was the beauty of the sky that was the resource to the dream I was about to dream. Maybe deep into my subconscious was the reason for my dream-- or perhaps it is simply my passion for the universe that sparked it. Whatever it is, it was by far my most vivid dream to date.   Recaptured back into my child hood home, I felt a sense of uneasy feeling. I was surrounded by family. My observances took me to a time of night, where darkness was just a few hours old but the light still needed invention. I looked out the living room window and caught a glimpse of the moon. It appeared to be descending from the sky hours earlier than its supposed to. I shot looks at my family who were completely oblivious to the strange phenomenon and quickly brushed it off when I brought it to their attention. They simply convinced themselves this was something normal. I, on the other hand, knew for a fact, it was anything but.   Letting my anxiety get the
Mafia Mission Gifts
====================================WHAT YOU GET FROM MISSIONS====================================High Stakes Gambling -Platinum:10 Office Building, 5 RADIOACTIVE Bomb Suits, 100 Doctor's Scrubss.Diamond:$102,400,000,000 cash, 400 skill points, 20 Napalm Launchers, 5 RADIOACTIVE Bomb Suits,5 Armed SCB-304 Submarines20 Outlet Shopping Strip.============================================================================================================================The Italian Job -Platinum:10 Radioactive Bomb Suits.Diamond:$51,200,000,000 cash, 400 skill points, 20 Napalm Launchers, 4 RADIOACTIVE Bomb Suits, 4 Armed SCB-304 Submarines 20 Outlet Shopping Strip.============================================================================================================================Mafia War -Platinum:5 SCB-304 Submarines, 5 AH-64 Apache Helicopters, 4 Outlet Shopping Strip, 5 RADIOACTIVE Bomb Suits, 90 Doctor's ScrubsDiamond:$25,600,000,000 cash, 400 skill points, 20 Napalm Launchers, 4 R
Day 1
I woke up, not as motivated as the night before to start the diet, but thankfully I decided to start it. Breakfast was "oatmeal", consisting of 1 banana, 1/2 apple (peeled), 1 tsp of ground flax, 1 tsp. of ground cinnamon and 1/8 C. of almond milk. I blended it all together and consumed. It was DELICIOUS!!! Not that surprised, but I was surprised at how my appetite was satisfied. Snack was a carrot to munch. Lunch was Lettuce Wraps. I made a filling of sliced brocolli, cauliflower, onion, and carrots. I made a dressing of honey, fresh lemon juice, evoo, and salt and pepper. I mixed the dressing with the filling and then placed the flling in the lettuce leaf and rolled until it was covered and consumed. Again, very YUMMY and I'm not hungry after eating. YAY!!! Snack this afternoon will be some fruit. Dinner will be some spaghettie squash and... LOL... then I'm not sure yet.
Married Or Not Just Thought You Might Like The Read...
***MARRIED OR NOT*** You Should Read This.... When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then
It Doesn't Pay To Be A Nice Guy. It'll Never Work With Most Women These Days
A lot of women loves assholes because of their strong personalities & confidence.  It's sad but true, so I'm not EVEN gonna try anymore, cause I always get put in the "permanent friend zone" category.  If they wanna leave me in the friend zone and label someone as a "Nice Guy" aka pushover, wimp, doormat, boring, pussy, etc., let 'em, but always remember, don't judge what you don't know, you may be missing out on someone who will treat you with respect or meet someone who's fun and will treat you to a good time.  Well, don't blame anybody but yourself if someone treats you like s*** and disrespects you in a bad way, and don't ever come to me if you don't have anybody else to talk to or if I'm the last resort.  You put yourselves in that situation.  Before you judge me or bash me for writing this blog, get to know me first, then you can talk s***, until then, don't say s***.  Remember this quote what a friend told me:   "The question women will ask is: Where are all the good guys?! Th
Love It
SED NON SATIATA Strange goddess, brown as evening to the sight, Whose scent is half of musk, half of havanah, Work of some obi, Faust of the Savanah, Ebony witch, and daughter of the night. By far preferred to troth, or opium, or sleep, Love vaunts the red elixir of your mouth. My caravan of longings seeks in drouth Your eyes, the wells at which my cares drink deep. Through those black eyes, by which your soul respires, Pitiless demon! pour less scorching fires. I am no Styx nine times with flame to wed. Nor can I turn myself to Proserpine To break your spell, Megera libertine! Within the dark inferno of your bed. — Charles Baudelaire
HOT WAX Softly he wispers my name. I blink a few times to convince myself thisis real. He bends to kiss me lightly and then deeper. We play this lovelygame where he licks the corner of my lips, and I suck in his toungue. we bothdo this until we laugh, and he falls onto the bed with me. He cups my face,stroking my cheek. Remarking how soft he finds them. Slowly he strokes mycheek, my neck and softly cups my left breast. Braless, under my satin night-shirt, my nipples become firm under his touch. slowly he unbuttons the satincovered buttons of my thigh length nightie. firmly he grabs my nipple andkneads it between his thumb and forfinger. He lifts my nightshirt up and overmy head, frustrated with all the butons. I begin to trace his lips with myfingers until he can't stand it and he stick out his toungue and sucks in myfinger. While he sucks on my fingers I bend over and suck, and lightly bitehis earlobe. this, I know, droves him nuts. Now he wants to kiss my entirebody and he starts wi
Finding Love
We all wonder and think when It comes to valentine's day and we ask the same thing over and over where do we find love at well you can find love here on Fubar, you can find love any where on the internet, and you can find love any where, but and there Is a but because to find love you really got to ask your self Is It because we all want someone pretty or someone goodlooking well yeah that Is easy for some and others that ain't so easy there are some that don't look good but that ain't the point because love comes from the heart and when you love someone you love them for who they are not for what they look like, because If you don't like someone because they ain't pretty or goodlooking then you'll never be able to share love or valentine's day with anyone out there so this valentine's day when you're looking for a new beginning instead of looking for looks, look for the person that has a heart of gold and that right there will be the beginning of love!..
"well Hello There, Imagine You Being Here This Time Of Night"
You come home after a day at work, you walk in the house and put your things down. You walk down the hall to the bedroom, ready to get out of those slacks & heels. Ready for a hot relaxing shower. You notice the bedroom door slightly cracked, and a light flickering, you walk in and see candles light all around the room, everything is dark other than the candle lights, and still you see no one. You begin taking off your blouse, then you slip out of your bra, letting your breast free as you massage them, Ummm... you look and feel so good. Feeling like someone is watching, you look around the one is there but you, all alone. As you begin to take off your slacks, from behind you feel someone touch you, I grab you carefully by your hair and whisper....”take them off slowly, but leave the heels on”. My voice sounds familiar, but still I’m still holding you where you can’t see my face. In some freakish sick twisted way, you love every secon
I  am sitting here weeping , and My tears are slowly creeping . Down the paper they will go , they seem to have a constant flow. I am just crying , but feel as if I were dieing , My tears they fade away, and yet are here to stay. I feel as if I were rotting , these tears do not plan on stopping. This pain I feel is so real , the part I was sent to play, was not ment to end this way . They tell me it will be okay . "Just take things day by day" Well, if  it's going to be okay ... Then why am I in so much pain , and why are you to blame?
Friends Or Not...
This is not in reference to dreams but I have the tendency to attract friends who are by no means an up and comer. So I put my hand out for someone and let them stay with me to be a positive role model to there crazy lifestyle of robbing and thieving to gain the money they need to survive. I've let him stay one night with no intentions of romance because he is like a brother rather than anything else that has not grown up by any means. But after tonight I let him drive my car and he runs into the back of someone (their fault due to slamming on there brakes) but since he has no valid license or insurance I had to climb into the passenger seat and had been drinking (my dumbass mistake)...but to say the least my temper is running rampid.  I am a person with nerves that run through the roof and with no job to pay my deductible, I'm worried as fuck because I don't drive wrecked vehicles and have done so well with keeping this one nice. I am telling him tonight to get out and sleep on the r
Holy Prostitutes
Fwd: HOLY PROSTITUTES...... HOLY PROSTITUTES A man is driving down a deserted stretch of highway when he notices a sign out of the corner of his eye... It reads:SISTERS OF ST. FRANCISHOUSE OF PROSTITUTION10 MILESHe thinks this is a figment of his imagination and drives on without second thought.Soon he sees another sign which reads:SISTERS OF ST. FRANCISHOUSE OF PROSTITUTION5 MILESSuddenly he begins to realize that these signs are for real and drives past a third sign saying:SISTERS OF ST. FRANCISHOUSE OF PROSTITUTIONNEXT RIGHTHis curiosity gets the best of him and he pulls into the drive. On the far side of the parking lot is a stone building with a small sign next to the door reading:SISTERS OF ST. FRANCISHe climbs the steps and rings the bell. The door is answered by a nun in a long black habit who asks,'What may we do for you! my son?'He answers, 'I saw your signs along the high
Trying To Get Rock Star Bling
i'm selling my pimpout for 2credits because they 6 Ability points and i can give out just 2 of them a day . so plzz help me get to my goal to get rock star bling . ty so much angels wings
Love Is
                                                       Love Is                                         1. Honor                                       2. Respect                                       3.Trust                                        4. Loyalty                                       5. Faithfull                                  AND Last  it is Unconditional
I Have Trouble ,sleeping
A story I have thought about previously....every guy I guess has a nurse fantasy. Ok, I have one, or two, but here is one I hope might capture your imagination, plausible or not, I don't know. Ever envisioned yourself as a nurse?     I trust you will let me know... I was considering participating in a sleep study when I lived in the UK back in the mid 90's. The local university was conducting a couple years' study, and was paying people who suffered from apnea (waking during the night when breathing stopped) to be monitored. I signed up, and received a date, address, and description of the study, and my part in it. I packed the things the list said I would need in a little bag, and set off just before dinner that evening.   The building was non-descript, tucked into a campus of medical clinics and buildings, with probably only a little more security and cameras around than I had seen anywhere else. I buzzed the appropriate office, identified myself, and was let in. I found my way
A Foo Fighters song made me think... "There goes my HERO, he's ordinary." I have so many heroes! No particular order. My Daddio...for being the dreamer, many of which never came true. But he dreamed...what are we without our dreams? ...and for his humor and ability to make people smile and laugh. My Mom...for strength through so many things a mother shouldn't have to go through...4 children with 4 VERY different views that do not always mix. And humor as well. She still goes for the underdog...never gives up!  Restrictive...for showing and making me understand who and what I am...and making me feel proud and stronger because of who I am.  Pushing my limits....always pushing!!! StormMaster...for accepting me as I am, flaws and all. And, He still cares about me. Slippery When Wet...for always being my friend when I was not worthy of that friendship. I'll always love you.  Madwelshman...because he is strong and has gone through so much and I am so very happy he is in my life.
My Walk
Walking down this road,I've found so many broken dreams.Shattered pieces of my life,I leave behind me.Never to pick them up.Winds whisper to carry on.The whispers rustle through the trees,Carrying this heartfelt song.Not knowing what lies ahead,But remembering what stands behind.Shall I take one more step?What is it that I'll find?Holding God's hand,As he walked me down this road.Having the faith of a child,That very few know.The faith that brought me thus far.That helped me to understand,Why I'm standing next to you.Why I'm holding your hand.
Including Myself
Someone that I will ALWAYS hold close to me gave me prob. the BEST analogy of myself that I have ever heard....they said....most people when they are about to get in a pool like to test the water..maybe stick their toe in to get a feel of make sure the water is going to be wat you expect..but not dive in head first and say fuck the water and just deal with the effects of it after the fact..that is SO me...I have been hit with obstacle after obstacle as of lately and apparently it has messed with my head more than I was even aware of....I gave SOOO much of myself to ONE specific person...and I have not had that level of emotion with ANYONE in a long damn time....then for watever reasons..which at that very moment I was faced with so much and when it crumbled all at the same did something to me..and I haven't been the same since....I keep trying to fill that emptiness....I am a jumper without much at once...I can't deal anymore...I am N
Trained Monkeys
If you start with a cage containing five monkeys, and, inside the cage, hang a banana on a string from the top, and then you place a set of stairs under the banana, before long a monkey will go to the stairs, and climb toward the banana. ... As soon as he touches the stairs, you spray all the other monkeys with cold water. After a while another monkey makes an attempt with same result ... all the other monkeys are sprayed with cold water. Pretty soon when another monkey tries to climb the stairs, the other monkeys will try to prevent it. Now, put the cold water away. Remove one monkey from the cage, and replace it with a new one. The new monkey sees the banana, and attempts to climb the stairs. To his shock, all of the other monkeys beat the crap out of him. After another attempt and attack, he knows that if he tries to climb the stairs he will be assaulted. Next, remove another of the original five monkeys, replacing it with a new one. The newcomer goes to the stairs, and is a
Daddio Thoughts....
Perhaps I am growing stronger now...I can think of and remember my Daddio since his passing, without crying.......fucking finally!   I love you my darling Daddio....there is nothing better than a father's love. Even after death, I can feel his love. I can feel him, still. And he is not ashamed of his baby.
No More I Love Yous
No More I Love Yous After being with Taylor for a few years there was a night we went to a party that was for his birthday  he had been working full time at a main hotel chain in midland as bar manager and D.J part time when he was needed to .I got all dressed up and make up on and best looking clothing on ,and off we went to the party that was held by one of his female coworkers ,i do not remember her name i'll call her Kelly for now.anyways we got there they had the cake and drinks and drugs and he had a great time flirting with Kelly and the rest of the females he worked with ignoring me the whole time as normal for him ,i sat in the corner of the living room watching this all happen thinking what the hell has he been up to with these females,they all acted as if i was his little sister not his girlfriend ,and to top that when i got up to get me a soda to drink some man that i never met before walked over and grabbed my ass and said "we are swappers and your mine ton
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A Kid Again
So I said i might want something more innecent right?   well i don't know I've got several guys on the menu so to speak and now another one has joined the specials... there are to many specials on this menu im teling you   lets use descripters for them so as to not name names   Fuzzy Virgin Artgeek WannaJew anyrandom hot guy   ok so any random hot guy isn't really on the menus but the whole thing has been to keep options open but i think its getting close to chosing time, or shuting up time cause im not really all that good about not sharing everything thats happening.   heres my situation with each   lets start with Virgin I have thought that this guy has had a crush on me for some time now, and recently i realized how much i missed him and how missing him might be more then just as my friend, that i might want something more, well if he does, and i can play make over cause with a little more grooming im sure he would stun everyoine. but this all depends on if h
Pissed Off
Okay people, here is the deal. I have been getting messages accusing me of selling naked pictures for bling, and I want to go on the record and tell everyone that it is FALSE! #1 my fuhusband has never gotten a naked picture, or seen me naked at ALL. Nobody else has either. #2 I AM RL MARRIED AND HE WOULD BE HURT! I will not cause him pain. I refuse to. I am getting tired of this shit. I am not going to risk my 11 year marriage over a GAME so get a fucking brain people!   I promise you that if this progresses any further, I am deleting my account right away. No way in hell am I going to let rumors affect life. I know people on this site in real life dammit! I have deleted my account a few times before and TRUST ME FUCKERS I will do it again. I don't fucking need fubar. Thank you and whatever.
Younger Vs. Older
Checking out at the supermarket recently, the young cashier suggested I should bring my own bags because plastic bags weren’t good for the environment. I apologized and explained, “We didn’t have this green thing back in my earlier days“. The clerk responded, “That’s our problem today. Your generation did not care enough to save our environment for future generations“. She was right about one thing–our generation didn’t have the green thing in “Our” day. So what did we have back then? After some reflection and soul-searching on “Our” day, here’s what I remembered we did have…. Back then, we returned milk bottles, pop bottles and beer bottles to the store. The store sent them back to the plant to be washed and sterilized and refilled, so it could use the same bottles repeatedly. So they really were recycled. But we didn’t have the green thing back in our day. We walked up stairs, b
Picture this......   I'm  in the kitchen cooking dinner wearing only a black knee high skirt w/ a low cut red top wear and a apron, you come home from work and you see me cooking, he walks up behind me and starts kissing my neck,feeling my breasts. taking my clothes off while im cooking....He turns me around scoops up my breasts and beings sucking,licking,biting and nibbling.....You lift me up onto the counter while kissing your way up my chest to my lips, you licks my lips right as you palming my ass he plunges your tongue into my mouth at the same time your big black cock plunges deep into my wet dripping pussy..................
Ever Wonder?
I was just wondering what it is that makes me unable to get a solid nights sleep I know I am tired, I do not ingest caffeine anymore. I eat healthy, I exercise. All of those things should have helped with my insomnia I picked up hobbies....relaxing ones Yet tonight, knowing I have to get up in the am my mind is racing.
I am Jamaican.People figure me out but I'm one-of-a-kind.I am 7'1 with long red hair and a shiny sexy body. Some people call me a Gold Digger. 
A Symphony Inspired By A Hangover And The Desire To Never Get Up And My Ex Girlfriend In A Minor
What can you do when I am sleeping next to you and you lay there in the dark waiting for a spark?   Nothing new to see when you turn and look at me and nothing stirs your soul just a body you can hold.   You stare into the walls and your eyes say it all but mine are closed in dream I don't know a thing.   I sleep alone these days while you sleep next to him upon the blankets a street light falls as he stares into the walls....      
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Belkin Wireless Router
Ok peeps, i know some of you probably have one of these, its a Belkin wireless router. Im at mother in laws place and her router used to auto connect to the internet, but now asked for a password..she never set one.. there is no set up disc and i looked on the Belkins site and followed the instructions for factory reset.. the site informs that the router does not come with a pass word of any kind, yet it continues to ask for a password when trying to connect to it.. someone help me out, this cant be the first time it has happened... word
Dont Realize What You Have Until Its Gone
When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me
Chicken Or Not??
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Lingering Breathless Kisses
It’s your lips,So rich, so sensual in form,The way they move over each word andPull me into that space where nothing existsBut you and I, nothing but the moment,Only that moment and the anticipation of those lipsMoving ever closer to mine…sweet torture;Sweeter still, the memories we share,Those long-lingering breathless kissesFeeding our Souls, diving in so deeply I couldn’t moveWithout your coming with me,And I couldn’t breathe without your breath joining mine -So many nights…so many days of your lipsTeasing and nourishing, dancing and laughing,Caressing and tempting until I surrendered,Until I was a willing slave to your mouth,Yours and yours again,Captured by kisses, oh, those stolen kisses!It’s your lips calling to me in my dreams,Promising we’ll feed again…
2012 Elections Vs. Ibotade Phase 4
2012 Elections vs. IBOTADE Phase 4 by Henry Massingale January 18,2012  I am going to show you all a truth at Fubar, of how you have become a slave to a Matrix that would of seemed to be just a movie. The days of Girls Want To Have Fun has become a Political Dollar for Government Officials. And you all my friends are nothing to them. I do not know if a Political Statement is allowed here, but if Government Officials knew of what was to be shared here, they would have a fit because it would mean that I have reached into the streets and not only the Net. To become as one with the Net is a concept that they now see I have done.  Why do I fight so hard ? It is because of the American Military who was shoot and killed protecting the Poppy Plants, so they can sell their dope to you and if you sell, you go to jail. The following bellow is in part of my damage to them. Welcome to the Matrix of The Net where a truth can be seen and a lie is as simple as There Is No Spoon. I am not Neo... A
The Greatest Divorse Letters Ever....lmfao
Dear Wife,I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you for good. I've been a good man to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you had quit your job today and that was the last straw.Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had gotten a new hair cut, cooked your favorite meal, and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers later that night.You came home, nibbled at your food for two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore, you don't want sex anymore or anything. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me. Whichever is the case,,,,I'm gone.Signed,Your EX-HusbandP.S. Don't try to find me. Your sister and I are moving away to West Virginia together. Have a great life!-----------------------------------Dear Ex-Husband,Nothing has made my day more enjoyable than receiving your letter. It's true that you
Thoughts For Resolutions In The New Year
Do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Do not set goals by what other people deem are important. Only you know what is best for you. Do not take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to tghem as you would life, for without them, life is meaningless. Do not let life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. By living life one day at a time, you live all the days of your life. Do not give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. It is a fragile thread that binds us to each other. Do not be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn to be brave. Do not shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give it. The fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly. Do not dismiss your dreams. To be without dreams is to be without
I know some of you guys have been sending me SB messages, but now is not a good time.  My sister was in a car accident, and I'm spending a lot of time at the hospital.  I have read all your messages though.  If you don't get a reply, it's not because I'm ignoring you, I'm just busy with real life.  If you get pissed off because I didn't answer your SB, well then maybe you need to get a real life.  I know that probably sounded a little harsh, but I am going to be at the hospital some, and I hate hospitals.
Twelve Benefits Of Tantric Sex Practices
Devoting yourself to any practice has to have payoffs. There are many dividends from investing time and energy into tantric sex. Tantric sex practices can help you achieve the following:   1. Expand your possibilities for love. Tantric sex shows you how to deepen the   physical and spiritual connection with your partner, and nurture and love   yourself.   2. Rejuvenate your health. Practicing tantric sex has physiological and psychological   effects that maintain—and regain—health. For example, breathing techniques   bring more air into the body, nourishing the tissues and muscles. Research   has shown a link between the effects of relaxation, meditation, and spirituality   and better physical and emotional health. People who are spiritual have lower   blood pressure, lower levels of anxiety and depression, more stable hormone levels,   and better functioning immune systems.   3. Tap into the fountain of youth. For all the health benefits mentioned pre
Someday I'll shed this layer of my past Giving in to what life could be Instead of facing the regret it never was Our existence is so short lived So lets start living for today My shameful secrets I cannot control But I've acknowledged they are here Watch me push them down Back into the darkness of deceit And even though it happened It doesn't make me who I am  What defines you? For me it's the struggles Cause through them I've learned lessons  and without them I'd be lost Consumed by my deviations I refuse to give in So we press on in this reality called life Is it a sweet dream or nightmare? Only you can decide
Top 20 Ways To Annoy People
   1. Sing the Batman theme incessantly. 2. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sensual massage." 3. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go."  4. Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 98 copies.  5. Sniffle incessantly.  6. Name your dog "Dog.  7. Reply to everything someone says with "that's what YOU think."  8. Declare your apartment an independent nation, and sue your neighbors upstairs for "violating your airspace".  9. Forget the punchline to a long joke, but assure the listener it was a "real hoot." 10. Follow a few paces behind someone, spraying everything they touch with Lysol 11.Erect an elaborate network of ropes in your backyard, and tell the neighbors you are a "spider person." 12. Finish all your sentences with the words "in accordance with the prophesy." 13. Drum on every available surface. 14. Staple papers in the middle of the page. 15. Ask 1-800 operators for dates. 16. Set alarms for random ti
Things are at a stand still, fighting to stay out of the hospital each day.. My blood pressure is very low and we get it slightly up one day then back down again :( Hopefully next week will go better.. on a good note my hair is coming back slowly, I hav a few stubs but it looks like the new hair is blonde hmmm... I will be back stronger then ever and take this place by storm.
The Beauty Of A Bbw!
THE BEAUTY OF A BBW by Adham El Kbear Adham She’s a Big Beautiful Woman, Blessed with a pretty smile and full lips. She wears sexy attire, Fully aware how men admire her full hips. She doesn’t need to purchase push up bras, To enhance her cleavage and bust size. She doesn’t aspire to be thin, Because men secretly desire her plus-size. She may not have the shape of a figure eight, But she has a positive mind state. She’s a bountiful and confident BBW, And her beauty is not defined by her weight. She’s a beautiful, bodacious BBW, Notice the confidence she exudes. She doesn’t need to undergo liposuction or weight reduction to have a positive attitude She realizes that BBWs are the quintessence of feminine pulchritude! There is a feminine quality that big beautiful women possess Men quickly become obsessedwith her ample booty and breast Her seductive smile Sense of style Leaves all who meet her impressed the contour of her curves underneath her dress re
Broken And Used
Broken and used.... I have trusted and been abused. Kindness and love I showed and all I asked was for honesty and love in return. I am broken, how to trust again......... Friend? What you are doing is not a friend but  Foe. Shank me in the back twist the knife in deep. Keep me remembering the pain, the lies of love and how they cut and ever so deep. Your family wins you sit there with a grin, I played the fool and with just cause. Playing games that need not be played if you did not want me all you had to do is say. I am use to open rejection, flat out no's but this dealy game you have played with my heart for now I am bitter this day. Did you have fun with this sport? Where you amused to find all my suffering the highlight of your days. What the hell did I do to bring the darkness out of you. All the days you were ill, the heart attack you were to of had, were they true? Did I waste prayers and energies on helping the healing process on you? What the hell did I do to cau
With Out You
I miss you when im without you. Without you i can't breathe because you take my heart with you. Being without you scares me. I cry at the thought of ever being without you. Without you the sun wouldnt shine The moon and the stars would all fade away. I never want to be without you because you are the first voice i wanna wake up to you are the last voice i want to fall asleep to every night. I just want to hold you in my arms and protect you. Every minute i have to go without you is like a minute if breathing you dont want to but you have to. I appreciate you and without you i dont know what else i would do. without you id be lost and trying to find my way into your arms so you could keep me safe.
Rose’s ears twitched. Someone was in her neck of the forest. As soon as she looked back she was ambushed by warriors on firedrakes. She tried to run, but one of the warriors smashed a club against her head and knocked her out. She woke up naked. Chained to a wall. She and another kitsune healer named Yayoi were in the same situation. They were on opposite sides of the small room. There was a table between them about five feet from each of them. There were unmentionable objects on the table. “Are you ok?” Rose asked. “As long as he doesn’t come near me with that thing.” Yayoi said as she guided Rose’s glance down to a long, curved, metal shaft with small spikes at the top. It was about as tall as she was. “Do you think we can get out of here?” Rose asked struggling. “Only if someone unlocks us.” “Maybe we should ask nicely.” “That’s going to happen.” The door creaked open. They must h
First Time Masterbation
Ive been mastu​rbating since i was 10 but i never really got any pleasure from it. So i went online and searched how to mastu​rbate. I found this one article online that talked if u put your vibrating tooth​brush on ur clit you'll get a ton a pleasure. So i waited till my mom left home. Locked my self in the bathroom and started watching some porn. I also found my old dove facial cleanser that was a shape of a penis. i started the tooth​brush and put on my clit and stuck the dove cleanser turned it on in my vagina. Oh my god it was the best feeling feeling my pussy pulsate and i started pumping it in out while watching porn i started oraga​siming and felt so goood. i cummed like 8 times until i felt numb mmmm the best feeling of my life.
Why Are People So Fucking Stupid?
Okay so this bitch on another site begged me to text her, so I'm like okay and I do for a couple days she is okay and what not then all the sudden she starts being a total bitch because her "closest friend" wants a relationship out of her and she can't do that because she says love has betrayed her because of her past you know that old story bs. She goes on to be bitchy and then tells me why after I tell her to suck it up. Oh and before I tel the story this girl claims to be a masochist and a nympho. Anyway she tells me these exact words. I grew up being abused by those who were supposed to love me.. My half sister raped me.. Then she got her friends to.. No one believed a 7 year old..My mom and dad abandnded me for drugs.. My best friend raped me for 6 years.. And now I have muscular cancer.. I have been beat up so much I became a masochist because it was the only way to survive. I hsve never been loved so how am I supposed to love someone ele. Love has only betrayed meand showed me i
Life, Plain And Simple.
Y'know, there will always be a certain time, When everything is hopeless, You are at you lowest, When the pain is just unbearable.   Pain, sorrow, loss, agony, All of which, Can lead to your own self-destruction.   When it is unbearable, It is just far, far too easy to...   Say that you've had enough.   To scream and shout, Maybe even consider a swift end.   Pain can be so extreme, It can be so very excruciating, That you feel nothing at all.   Creating a blackness in your heart, An impenetrable darkness,
Did you ever? by Sherry McCoy Jones on Thursday, February 10, 2011 at 8:57am  Did you ever love someone but knew they didnt care? Did you ever feel like cryin but knew you'd get nowhere? Did you ever kiss someone with the lights down low? Did you ever say I love you and I'll never let you go? Well never fall in love my friend you'll find it doesnt pay it only causes heartbreak no matter what you say. ,Life is fine....... but the price is high, if I had the choice of life or death I think Id rather die..... Well never fall in love my friend you'll get hurt befor its through, you see I oughta know because I fell in love with you.....
I open my mouth and vomit a slew of obscenities to the palms of my hands A furious flow of phrases that weren’t good enough for fragile ears The quotations hang heavy in the tense air of dead city streets A decaying mix of shattered weather worn sidewalks and faded voices Still gasping for a moment of conscious reception Great minds restless in permanent sleep Snuffed and left in shallow graves Buried beneath unpublished pages Scattered notebooks littered my bedroom I research forgotten lines Tracing the indentations of ink stains  Offering nothing new To the memory of a lesser you
Schizophrenia Split mind / divided soul Disintegration, deteriorating mental faculties Disoriented A future without direction Moving blindly, I walk further into the increasing void The expanding depth of solitude, increasing resistance to ingestion I stand at the edge of the medicine cabinet, unraveling the labels Plastic cylinders containing pressed powder daydreams Beautifully dangerous pharmaceutical hallucination Walking images that overlap into my reality Only conscious in the corner of my eye Breathing only in the absence of actual vantage points The stale whispers talk, fighting for vocal dominance Remnants of past conversations She speaks in a violent clarity Her fragile words shatter with an echo A promise lingers in the air A proposed permanence of loyalty until death I run the tips of my fingers across my wrist The piercing thump of my pulse reminds me I’m among the living An irrational collection of empty skin suits Relying on glossy pages of se
I plant my chucks into the broken concrete    Faded black, paint splattered canvas low tops Half assed zebras roll through, dripping with the stench of misplaced authority Their empty eyes shoot a painful glare Shattering the fragile halo of light from the broken illumination of streetlights My tattoos blend with the rhythm less graffiti of the old neighborhood Twisting my fingers through the chain linked fence of 13th street Becoming part of the forgotten architecture of the east side I exhale a lingering disease or reoccurring nightmare
The 2012 Presidential Elections Agenda 101
  The 2012 Presidential Elections Agenda 101 Before we share Agenda 101 a In-depth News Report, that we feel that most will find to be a honest open minded report.   2008 Barack Obama Approximately 65.5 million people voted for President Barack Obama in the 2008 election. According to statistics 2012 Presidential Elections President Obama Presidential Election Poll according to Internet Polls with 39% of the votes out of 200 Million People. According to a inside, in-depth look at the numbers, that only around 20 Million to 25 Million people may vote this year. According to the numbers, President Obama, has a 10% edge of supporters. At least our report is based on the possibility of numbers at hand, and does not try to reflect the true out come of this 2012 Election. The numbers are based on the current voting out look per and for statistics of each State of 0.5 Million to 1.0 Million people voting Republican.   Iowa
Wounds On The Heart..
 The wounds on the heart can't be seen. The Pain given by your loved one's can't be alleviated. I have lost myself.Since the time I 've lost you. Lost and forgotten memories fill my heart. -Spanishfly
Because I'm Bored
There's a peculiar quietness tonight the internet is dead hardly anyone on fubar no facebook status updates no text messages and not a single car has driven past my house in hours I know everyone's probably somehwere watching the game or something   but sometimes on nights like this I start to think that the rapture happened and Im still here..   but that wouldn't explain why fubar is dead. so zombie apocalypse ftw!      
Til The End
my words are heard, but seldom heeded i put the pen to the paper, but will you read it and what difference will it make how long will it take for the random thoughts to leave your mind for you to know the facts and still be blind for you to see the truth right before your eyes and still act as if its a huge surprise i do my best, to educate yall not my fault when you do fall but still right there i will be helping hand to raise you from your knees back never turns on a true fuckin friend just know that i'll be there until the end!!!
I Never Knew
crouching behind this tear stained face. i hide myself from reality. hoping to never be exposed to what lies deep within. my body quakes, sensations i never knew existed. wandering through the mist of my memories, blood coursing through my veins turns to acid. scorching my soul. i crumble. falling to my knees in this weakened state. i never knew. i couldnt begin to fathom. i am alone. my inner demons beckon to me, darkness closing in. my heart ceases to beat. i am left as the green eyed shell of what i once was
Thought This Was Cute
~ ♥ ~ Sometimes, there might be a second chance.Cause maybe time wasn't ready for the first one ~ ♥ ~
Everlasting Love
your hair flows like a summer's breeze your beauty brings men to their knees your voice captures my heart with ease eyes glisten like the moon over the seas and tho i know im not easy to please still you stand right there beside me   trials and tribulations seem like a daily thing some days it seems like we're always fighting but one day soon you're gonna wear that ring because our love is truely everlasting      
Ever After
Dreary smiles and anguished laughter, They try to hide the pain, Of a broken happy-ever-after, As the tears run down your drain. A cry for help is calling you, Its sobs sigh on the wind That whistles up the Avenue, To rattle your window pane. Alone you sit, battered and bruised, As you read another page, Of another broken romance book That holds you, centre stage. The spotlight is on your tears, But the audience have departed, No one's left to share the fears That leave you broken hearted. And so with melancholy in your head, You contemplate the tall grey tower, Thinking you'd be better dead, You could leap, it'd be all over. And your soul could fly with angels, Or the demons of the night. That's the alternative angle, The enigma of your plight. So where do you go tonight, As the shadows dance their merry dance, By the flickering tongue of candlelight, That holds you in its trance? You go to dream another nightmare, Of a place where heartache reigns, Where there is no happy-ever
I am still in love with Him My heart beats with his Every breath I breathe is his I am completely blind to others Pain his only affection That smile. His kiss, I take any pain Just to see his face And feel his hands Or his soft cold lips against mine. Watching him spill my blood Sends me into ecstasy. I'd die for him any day. Unfortunately that came He pushed to far Cut to deep His beautiful soft body came down next to mine And those lips whispered softly into my ear "I've found another".
Ok, it's been a hell of a day. Today started with me getting lost going 18 miles, and ending up 25 away from where I needed to be...   I stopped last night at a rest area (I drive trucks for a living). I went to sleep, got up, made coffee. Then I started to head toward my delivery and ended up going the wrong way! Yeah, my sense of direction is in question by now. Usually I have a really good sense of direction, but when I can't read the street signs cause I'm watching other cars zip in and out of lanes, it makes it hard to see them. Anyway, I went to the first stop and found out from the receiver that they didn't have the equipment to unload the unit...Bites!   The receiver ended up sending me to the actuall deliver point where they did have a crane to unload the unit I was carrying. Got rid of one. Now I have to get to my final stop before 1:00 est. I didn't make it at the time I was supposed to, but they unloaded me anyway (Nice of em). Finally got empty and now I have to sit fo
Jack In The Box
I live in a new section of Albuquerque. You drive down the road and there is still large pieces of undeveloped land here and there. I was excited that a Jack in the Box had opened up in the neighborhood, having never had it, the closest one being across town. I cook at home a lot but when i do not feel like it a few food choices are nice. There is not much selection in 5 square miles we have, McD, Burger king Carls jr, and a taco bell/kfc (meaning it does not have a full menu of either). Jack was having a promo, we are new to the area come in and try this combo, Burger, fries, 2 tacos and a drink. Now my thought was, hey trying to win over new customers with a hot fresh and tasty combo. Verdict: Massive fail to win me over as a new customer. Fries, while flavorful were cold, not warm but freaking cold. 2 tacos, at first I thought they were soft tacos being so cold and loaded with grease that the shell was more soft than crunchy. Might be on par with a taco bell taco, somewhat tasty but
My Girl
show your love for my dog she was a sweet cute girl she love all ppl she pass away today im so so sad so put love on my dog
What Do I Want?
I guess it can be summed up pretty easily.   I want to be good enough.
Poem I Like
I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick,it even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you’re always right, I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh,even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you’re not around, and the fact that you didn’t call. But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you, not even close…not even a little bit… not even at all.
Annelid's Pickup Lines - 1st Draft....
Are your legs tired? Oh, well, I’m not surprised; your thighs are almost comically muscular. You must wash your pants with Windex, because something really smells like Windex. Your father must have been a thief. I don’t know, you just have the look of someone who was raised by criminals. If I said you had a beautiful body, would you hold it against me? That is to say, would you be offended by my comments, not would you physically hold your body against mine. Sorry for any confusion. Anyways, would you? Do you have a little Italian in you? Really? Wait, what was your last name again? Oh, yeah, I guess that does sound Irish. Never mind. If I could rearrange the alphabet, I probably wouldn’t. Can you imagine how much that would screw with everybody? Are you from Tennessee? I hate people from Tennessee. Excuse me; I seem to have misplaced my inmate number, which was assigned to me by this state’s accursed penal system after it was discovered that I was indeed
A Tale Of Love Lost
Casualties of War   When it’s over will I cry Will I loose and want to die Will it hurt beyond what I can feel Will I question ,”was it ever real?” Questions that answer themselves too true I know what happened between both me and you The love was real and true love never really does die Distance killed any romance between you and I Three years at war and so far away I return a changed man on that fate filled day I have seen too much and you can’t ever understand Watched men live and die by a far off command Till life and death became one in the same And nothing can change  what I have became People think that death and injury are the toll of war But I know the truth so much better than ever before Loss of a freedom took for granted the next moment we share Loss of wanting to have passion and to let myself care For knowing what  I do can give no one peace And it far kinder still to give one I loved their release For to be loved in this worl
People Who Wanted Me Gone
There comes a time in our lives when some people just have to go either because we don't want them there or because they feel the need to leave. I have over the years watched to their own dismay people who have walked out of my life only to return again begging to come back. Yet as I sit before my computer all who have parted ways with me have stayed in the past where they left me hurting and in tears. The day has come when this time I will cut some people out of my life never to bother me again. I am sure it will hurt them for a lil while but it is better that they take that bitter sweet pill now then later. I have learned since my first ex that an ex is an ex for a reason. So to go people I thought were friends and family. I have been reborn to start a new I bid those of you I choose to leave behind a parting farwell and I wish you happiness. I can forgive things such as holding on to someone until it becomes crystal clear that their intentions are to hurt me or hold me back. I have
Make History Again
What Is The Meaning Of Life
what is this life for? Are we here for a purpose? Is there a reason for the suffering that every man and woman suffers? why do we have to suffer? is there really a god? if there is why dose he let us fight each other? so how do we know joy is joy at all? what is this world coming to? the world is changing as we speak is it changing for the good or bad? life is full of questions and the goal with any life is to answer as many of the important questions as we can before we move on to the next chapter of life which is death. as a wise person once said there are only 2 garentees in life. death and taxes. but i have to add one thing to this and if someone says its not true they are suffering more then anyone else. pain is a garentee in everyones life. pain is there so you can learn what life is about and how could you love if you have never hurt before? have you asked your self these questions? if so leave a comment on your feelings it feels great to share
My Yummy New Spot
Audition Update!
Ok! So all the paperwork is filled out. Agreements with NBC signed. Now to deliver!   On Feb. 4th, 2012 in Charlotte, NC on Convention Center Drive, I will be awaiting the biggest Audition of my life! And I thought trying out for the High School Show Choir Concert was HUGE!   America's Got Talent producers will be watching over every inch of me and hearing every crack in my voice. I am nervous but confident, scared but grounded. I feel that I am going to go where the road decides to take me on this journey. If it is no where, then at least I tried.   I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. So whatever happens will lead to what is supposed to happen next for me!   Cross your fingers for me please if you believe in me
My Faimily
MY FAMILY ONLY PLIST WILL CONTAIN 2 NSFW full nudes each member will recive a salute from me (nsfw or normal) and will see when i upload new ones into the folders new pictures i mean pictures will be uploaded into there very often unless something crops up like me getting a gf   FAMILY MEMBERS MUST BE female, good friends of mine, must have talked more then 5 times and had great convosations, must have a salute must not be judgmental upon me,must have me in their family as a return favour and must not rip my pictures because i block rips anyway   FAMILY MEMBERS MUST NOT remove me from their family if they do they will also be removed, try ask me for bling to join their family if they do i wont add them to mine, must not ignore me after i add them just because they join they should not think thats all they needed to do   i'm sorry that i do not allow males into my family but that is my choice you could buy me all the bling and credits you want it still woouldn't happen tha
How Are You Feeding Your Spirit?
Blessings of our beloved ABBA ADONAI ELOHIM YAHWEH in the blessed Name of HIS SON our MESSIAH Y'SHUA/JESUS CHRIST through HIS HOLY SPIRIT. Amen. Greetings one and all. I can only hope you're filled with many blessings from our FATHER in heaven, encouraged in the hope of HIS promises to one day be fulfilled soon.  I pray, too, for your continued health, peace, and joy.  At the end of this deovotional I've included a music video.  I pray it blesses all who view it, and I thank you in advance for sharing it by passing it forward to others.  What are you nourishing today?  Your Spirit or carnal natures? There's not a day that we don't question our belief in an all powerful CREATOR.  There's not a day that our faith isn't tested and challenged in some way.  There's not a day when we aren't compromised by our trust issues, or lack there of, be they moral and/or ethical.  Just because we're flawed through our carnal states (ie: physical, emotional, psychological, deveplomental) does not m
I Missed My Chance
I missed my chance I sat and watched you walk out of my life. Not that I did anything to stop you but off you went, on to bigger and better things.  I was just person you saw out the corner of your eye some days as you came in and out of the coffee shop. In my head we did this dance like I would say hi and you would say hello and out the door you would go. Then the next day I would say hi and you would smile brush the hair over your ear and say hi.  And after bout a handful of hi and byes we would sit and chat over coffee and doughnuts. Then came time for me to ask you out and you would smile and say yes. Yes would have been the best phrase one simple man could ever hear.  Dating would be a breeze, there would be no fights just love and passion.  Passion that burned so bright it would rival the sun.  And the kids we would have would be gorgeous. Little talented angels that could hum a tune, turn a phrase, and are the humblest kids a person could ask for.  I would love till I lay down
The Road Less Traveled
How often we must bear the challenges of life;The endless roller coaster between happiness and sorrow;The constant ups and downs of daily strife.And always the question remains .... why?Life is not an easy road for most;It twists and turns with many forks in the road,Although always, and inevitably, we are given a choice ...Do we turn to the right ... or the left?Do we take the high road ... or the low road?Do we take the easy path ... or the difficult one?Decisions are not easy for those struggling for direction ...And sometimes the many choices and signs become overwhelming.While standing at a crossroads in life,The urge is to take the most comfortable path;The road with least resistance ...The shortest or most traveled route.And yet, if we've been down that comfortable road before;Have gleaned its lessons in life, and learned from our experiences;Do we yet again follow the known?Or does our destiny lie in another direction?The fear of the road less traveled is tangible and all too r
Stood Up
I am so pissed off right now.  A supposed friend was going to come over to take some pics of me since he has a much better camera and perspective than I do.  I've been stood up.  That's a great way to get on my bad side since it is a major peeve of mine.  You stand me up, you're gone from my life. 
Nice Girls Get Played.
Dudes, please help me understand. Why is it the sweet girls, with the hearts that are too big for their own good, the girl who wants to be nothing but a great girlfriend to you is the one you always fuck with ? Like, really...why ? What satisfaction comes out of screwing over the sweetest girls, the best one for you, and you chase her off ?Apparently a guy that will be silly with me; love me for who i am, flaws and all, be cheesy to remind me why I liked him in the first place and serious when he needs to be; one who will teach me things and not act like I'm a nuisance or dumb; one who enjoys cuddling but wont be afraid to challenge me to a COD war; will hold me when I'm sad and chase after me when I'm mad is just too much to ask these days. =/What happened to the guys like in Gone with the Wind ? The ones who bent over backwards for a girl who wasn't even interested, just because they care about her soo much they want to woo her and show her how important she is. Where are those guys,
New Auction
I have decided to hold another Auction. I couldn't decide weather I wanted a winter auction or a Valentines Day auction so I created a mumm. THe votes were surprisingly in favor of a Valentines Day theme hense the red script. so this is how it is going to work. All entries must be in to me no later than Feb 5th the Auction will run from the 5th to the 14th. All contestants have the right to refuse any bid. Please do not ask to be pulled from the auction before it is over. All bidding will start at 10 million fubucks, sorry no exceptions. I realize some of you are above fubucks bidding but guess what? I don't care. If you are really better than a fubuck bid then no one will bid less than 165 credit bling pack on you and you won't have to worry if someone only bids 10 mil. I will not start anyone out at a higher rate than the rest. it is unfair and demeaning to the less popular people on fubar. So lets get this thing started.  Fee = 2 credits (if unable to come up with 2 credits and st
Finding Your Pleasures
Fingers gingerly dance Devoting promises kiss Upon fire’s canvas Patchouli oils emit Seductive whispers Curvaceous softness As lavender hues Sighs & moans echo Into the stellular sky Finding your pleasures Endless caressive muse Clandestine treasures Erogenous gates yearn Your thighs belonging Spreading your fortress Opening volcanic secrets
Lost Poetry
Her love is like a swimming poolwinter comes and it's no use to you Her love is like a suicide Lose  your faith and it takes your lifeHer love is like a Merry-Go-RoundSpins you in circles then it knocks you downHer love is like cheap alcoholMorning comes and you don't remember at allHer love is like a Cheshire CatAt first so friendly but at you it laughsHer love is like a passionate kissAt first so sweet then it takes your breathHer love is like the stars aboveYour guiding light always leaves you lostHer love is like Jesus ChristNo matter how much faithYou still die on the cross.---Nikki Sixx----
Thinking Out Loud @ 0521
They say " if life gives you lemonade"..... well we all know the other half. But; What if " if life gives you nothing"...then what???
Waiting To Be Found
Waiting to be FoundI fell into the shadowsI got lost within the painStraying from the light(And waiting to be saved)I wait and hideTrying to decideFind meLove meLeave meWaiting to be foundAlone in the darknessReaching towards the lightConcealed by the shadows(And waiting to be saved)I wait and hideTrying to decideFind me Love meLeave meWaiting to be foundWith an empty stare I waitFear locks me in this placeI am left within my thoughts (And waiting to be saved)I wait and hideTrying to decideFind meLove me Leave meWaiting to be foundMoonlight through the windowPassing through my veil of tearsIlluminate my tattered soul(Still waiting to be saved)I wait and hideTrying to decideFind meLove meLeave meWaiting to be foundStill waiting to be found….
First Post
this is just a salute to all my friends, i hope you will show me some love here (h)
ReflectionThe dark clouds burst aboveSheets of rain like needlesI sense you here with meAnd it makes me trembleAnd the rain comes pouring down,Its resurrection A reflection of what used to beAnd I’m just a reflectionDamp ground beneath my feetI feel your intense stareI close my eyes, sinking downAnd I am consumed by you thereAnd the rain comes pouring down,Its resurrection A reflection of what used to beAnd I’m just a reflectionAnd the rain comes pouring downIts all deceptionA reflection of what used to beJust a reflection of meThunder crash and lightening flashRain and tears upon my faceWash it all awayWash you awayAnd the rain comes pouring downIts all perceptionA reflection of what used to beJust a reflection of meRising spirit, ascend the stormMy eyes unobstructed nowYou’re not thereJust a reflection of youAnd the rain comes pouring downIt’s my salvationJust a reflection of what used to beThe salvation of me
"this Isn't Me...i'm Not Mechanical"
Perfection   We all seek this elusive creature. If you are human, you are already guilty of it. I am not perfect, tho I am rather anal in everything I do, a Virgo trait. Whenever I say or do anything, I am always thinking of ways to do it better the next time. Perfection is in the eye of the beholder. It is only what we are content in accepting what we consider "perfect" In my eyes, a perfect score isn't always "scored" perfectly.
:D     You're keeping in step In the line Got your chin held high and you feel just fine Because you do What you're told But inside your heart it is black and it's hollow and it's cold Just how deep do you believe? Will you bite the hand that feeds? Will you chew until it bleeds? Can you get up off your knees? Are you brave enough to see? Do you want to change it? What if this whole crusade's A charade And behind it all there's a price to be paid For the blood On which we dine Justified in the name of the holy and the divine Just how deep do you believe? Will you bite the hand that feeds? Will you chew until it bleeds? Can you get up off your knees? Are you brave enough to see? Do you want to change it? So naive To keep holding on to what I want to believe I can see But I keep holding on and on and on and on Will you bite the hand that feeds you? Will you stay down on your knees?
Time stands still, the wanting, the dreaming, the never ending bliss,the warmth of everything inside concealed with a kiss,passion and words can always prevail,when you have someone to release you from hell,The skin so smooth, so unappreciated, unwanted,And yet still so divine and mesmerized,and bruised,she waits.... Will you release her from the torment she has suffered for so long,will you bring her back from all the people that have done her wrong,Made her feel empty, unwilling, captured, unfree,give her a your emotion, touch, your kiss, you longing to be,A friend, a soul as one, a everlasting life of bliss and harmony with you,Will you give it to her like she so willing gave you,she hates.. Only wanting a simple kiss, or a hug,She only wants to be loved,Yet you hurt her, she wants nothing more,she calls to you, you are the one she adores,when you left, it torched and burned her heart,she cries now, you tore her world apart,She dies... Slowly she drifts away from reality, she sta
Thinking Out Loud
If you have to choose between knowing you will never meet someone or becoming abstenent which one would be less painful?
The rain comes down but I hold my head high,  The puddles I see before me are not because I cry,  The whisper of the wind and the cracking of the storm, but still with you I feel so warm,  Even in the blistering heat Ill sweat sweet drops of ecstasy for you,  And mother natures crimes will not make me blue, I hope only for your touch, heart, and your kiss,  Because these feelings that fill me I cannot dismiss.  Lightning strike me if I cannot be,  Lost in a world with you for eternity.
well here go's first time doing something like this im a country boy /cowboy i dont do dudes sorry not me i love the ladys i dont take any shit i like to talk and make freinds i have horses yes i ride them they are my babys...i am single live by my self dont have kids wished i did ok got that out the music it has a way to help people!!!i dont need anything i do beleave in love i think it is beutyful!!!!
Gifts To Make Your Special Person Feel Special
Your presence can spice up the lives of the people surrounding you. Your parents, brothers, sisters, or those who comprise the meaning of relationships to you, expect nothing but the presence of yours in their lives. Come birthday, or wedding, celebrations, anniversaries, thanksgivings, or you name any other personalized events, gifts from will give them the sunshine of happiness like anything. Seasonal occasions like Baishakhi, Valentine’s Day, Fathers day, Mothers day, Rakhi, Diwali, Holi, Bhai Duj, Karwa Chauth, Dusshera, Ganesh Chaturthi, Friendship Day, Teachers Day, they simply want you to be there with them, and that’s it. And at one will find the proper and perfect floral and other gifts suitable for any occasion or events. If flowers still find it difficult to win someone’s heart, surely their food items will achieve that. Kaju and pista barfi, laddu, rasgullas, dry fruit chikkis, motichur laddoos from Haldirams, Ferro Roach chocol
Valentine's Day Part Two
Hey guys...remember...Valentine's day is right around the's never too late to break up! Trust me...98.2% of women simply lose their fucking minds on this day. It's like...bridezilla but nation(world)wide. Run away while you can.   Just a follow up on last year. No, my opinion hasn't changed. The pussy recieved to money spent ratio is still way the fuck off kilter. And Hallmark makes more damn money on this holiday than I will be spending on my college education. NOTHING SHOULD BE THAT FUCKING EXPENSIVE!!! fuckin happy with your man. Every day. Not just because he did something good for you on VDay...Speaking of VDay...I mean really...What the FUCK is wrong with our society to abbreviate shit? I know I know I so just did it but come on now...Ok, I digress. Goddamn A.D.D. It's like seeing a shiny christmas tree becoming inhabited by squirrels on crack. Case in point of original statement. Just be happy with him. You don't need a reminder of why (or if) he love
Grattitude To Fu-owners
I think fu should have some kind or award or special ability for faithful ownership teams.  (Talking for the owners here - NOT the ownee)  Me and my owner and great friend have been together for a while and she has steadily kept me at $30.000.000 ($50.000.000 before the ownership change)  I am not going to get into our friendship but I have not seen ownership between others go on this long...  *only been here 3 1/2  yrs, so sue me lol  - Shouldn't she get some kind of prize?
Friends And Truth
I have never done this, and it is hard to do as I have not writtenn anything for a long time. But I have a need now to put my thoughts down, and I hope my true friends can see it for what it is... a need to get out what is in me about this subject. Lovers to me are folks who you have had good times in realtionships and have come to love, and share intimacy , sexual or otherwise. now I know all who read this are very aware of this, but think on it, and you will see that all the things we once thought of as being for Lovers, is really about finding that special someone to have in us til the end of time . Not just for now, but always. And we all have our share of those we think fit us, and those who don't.  But there is , I believe one for us all, who is meant to be ourts, and ours alone for all time.  Friends as we all know are those in our lives that enrich us and ask nothing in return. Are always there when we need them, through all of our ups and downs, successes, and faliures, with
I Knights Honor
A Knights Honor   A Knight is bound by a strict code moral as well as mental Strains his heart, mind and soul, causes anguish if he fails A Knight will give his life to see to the well being of his charges Yes, even though it means they may not wish it so A Knight feels the pain, suffering and hurts of his people His only desire is to serve and protect those he is sworn to A Knight has every weapon at his disposal mental and physical Sword sharp wits sharper and his mind only on his task A Knight not only loves, he loves with all his soul and heart And will keep to him self what he feels towards anyone or thing This Knight loves fiercely with all he has inside of him, and out Feels as though he has failed in his duty to one of his charges This Knight feels the need to make right what has gone wrong Even if it means having the charge removed from him   This Knight does not wish to lose his Most Precious Charge But, It may be nothing he can do to
For A Best Friend
How can I hate you when I love you, Could never hold a grudge or treat you as a foe, Time's have come & time's have past, So very veyy slow we both know, Although the knife was raise & I was dealt a bitter blow, Fires burned in my mind & soul, You are my best friend & I cpuld never let that go, Just so you know , even though you can''t be here, I'll stay thick skinned through it all, Stand up proud & protect you as you go, Try to smile that same old glow
So I think to myself. Why do I try so hard to get friends?  Everyday i try to make friends because I am tired of been alone and tired of not having anyone close to talk with, for that matter I have no one to do anythign with entirely. I have tried to behave in every possible way I have thought of or head of trying to make people see me in a different light and perhaps they would join me. Apparently nothing has worked so far. Some say I should not try so hard in fact that i should just be myself,but, what good is it to be yourself if you hate been yourself because you hate how things go on around you. I guess in any result of this I should take that I am just the lucky one that will leave like as an spectator to it and will not be able to play the game even if as much as try it. 
T He Ghost Of You .
Like a ghost I feel you in my room  Your hand slides a cross my face So sensual Just the thought of your touch I know you are not here but I feel you every where Seems to be to much More then I had asked For The , thought of you, Leaves me wanting more Laying in my bed Eyes shut Relaxed , Deep in my thoughts of you Where are you ? It seems to be tricking Me Swear , I have touched you I know , I feel your lips on mine Distants and time Distants and time Oh , the dista
New Spaces
Shades of night , Help me fight. Threw the light. Crawling.  Falling . Deep . Lost . Never knowing, It was even there . Oh, life is not fair. Not having a single care . Now , I want more . Found and bleeding . Spilling out for you.  Take it,  Take it for me...  Even threw,
[black Beans And Rice]
I think my mother's cookingand star wars old republicare making me lose the will to livetonight we hadbreadcrumbs and almonds on cod (the breadcrumbs slid off in some disgusting oatmealy slop, the fish had no salt on it)vinegar and cream cabbage (which was apparently supposed to be a tart miracle whip cole slaw... which even what it was supposed to be was disgusting)carrot and cheese casserole (I loathe casserole, I loathe cooked carrots, I loathe sprinkle cheese)leftover steam-bag greenbeans (I hate steambag vegetables, I hate greenbeans)I'm eating once a day again from a combination of issues1. There's no food in the house. Oh there's tons of raisins, salted nuts, generic peanut butter, chips, pickles, lunchmeat, popcorn, cookies, chocolate...y'knowshit that will kill you not sustain you2. What food there is, is disgusting, or frozen solid with no intention of being consumed in the foreseaable future, for some reason.I've come down for lunch everyday this week and asked myself why I
In our journey from the cradle to the grave many faces and places pass before us. They come and go every second of our life in dreams, on the street, at work, even in our homes. You may be asking yourself “What about it?” I look back on my life and the faces and places of my past. Some are long forgotten and others who I will never forget even though they passed long ago. Those who touch you in such a manner that you cannot get them out of your mind are rare. It is hard to find someone who can leave that kind of impression on you after having met them in person. If they can do it online with just a few words in an IM or PM, then all I can say is wow! Thanks to Fubar many more faces have passed before me than could ever be possible in my normal life. Thank you ‘Baby J’ for that. I have been touched by the friendship of many people. Some I will never forget even though they are gone form the site. One of those people on Fubar has put a smile on my face and a hitch
::what I Would Love In A Guy::
::WHAT I WOULD LOVE IN A GUY:: I guess when i come to think what i want in a guy, one would call me picky. I would just say i know what i want. First off sweet little things make my heart float. Guys that try too hard with pick up lines and make stuff up about them to sound more perfect is just rediculous. No one is perfect and i dont want perfect. I just want a guy that doesnt smoke ciggs or do hardcore drugs, not a good thing to get wrapped up in. lol also guys if your cocky, you mine as well go fuck yourself  Also if a guy has cheated on his girlfriend ever in the past, hes screwed, no girl wants that  !Guys dont pretend to be happy, go for whatever it is that will make you happy. Dont leave your girl hangin and convinced shes the one causing it, because really it will be your fault for not opening up.I want a guy that would kiss me over and over, just out of no where and run his hands through my hair. I'd want him to come over in the morning while i was still laying in bed, kiss m
All I Want
I love you.You know that I do.I don’t want to be mean, but can’t you seeThat I need youWant youPray every night that you were here by my sideI lay in bed at nightI recall your scentThe smoothness of your skinThe perfection in your eyesThe pleasure on your faceAnd the love I felt in your touchI will wait for youIt’s so hardI can’t help but get angryIt’s one of those thingsBeing cruel to be kindI don’t want to be alone anymoreAll I want is you
I am too old for you, he claims,but his hands slip and slideall the samelike a breathless boy on skatesbrand newacross and overthe landscape of my youth,dipping throughsunbeams hidden in my hair,scalingcherry-drop mountain topscreamy whiteand bare,yet...when I look into his eyesso blue, so dear,I can see behind them peekinga shadow of fear -will you still love meas much next year?Will your belief in me standagainst time and tears?Too many worrieswill tear this man apart,so I beginto stitch him intothe quilt of my heart;morning doves coo beneathfrosty autumn skies,the world slowly wakes to the songof our sighs, and age,my sweet darling,
Your Addiction
What are you running from?I dont understand why you allow this to consume youIt going to destroy youits killing you so slowlyYour addiction is breaking our hearts...I will never undertstand --why you take addictions hand...Im so afraid that your too far gonePlease tell me what your running fromopen yourself to me, allow me insidemaybe I could save you from this...Your addiction is breaking our hearts...Please dont let it be too late to save youmy tears are overflowing,searching the anwserEach time could be the last timeMy heart is breaking...Its destroying who you arewhat if it takes you too soon from us?Dont waste these years of your lifeWhat keeps you running away from the ones you love?Your addiction is breaking our hearts...I wonder why your hiding the reasons behind your decisionsit cant be too late to help you...what would i doIf i lost you...Im sitting here waiting with my arms wide openlistening intently for you to confess whats haunting you soits killing you, cant you see what
I want to stop this aching pain in my chest just cut you out of my memoryevery single hurtful word you spokefrom those blame-ful lips.:+:.I want to forget every time we fuckedevery time you told me you "loved" meevery time I actually believed youerase all the places you ever touched meForget the way your scent smells that lingers on my skin for hours upon daysbreaking my common sence.:+:.I want to break your hearttear and twist at the chordssinging the sweet pain of your screamsHurt you so deeplythat it tears you apart.:+:.I want to stop loving you delete you from my hard driveevery memory obliterated completelyyour voice is all that I can hear
Sweet Fuck - 953
Last night we were one and so very close, I want you to slide in then give me a lethal dose. Until I feel your heat and taste your sweat, I will stay closed for business.. figure I'm lying, lets bet. Every erection I feel brings you closer to the prize, Needing you deep inside oh yeah I can feel forever in your eyes. Hold me with your legs I won't ever fight, best damn ride ever I'm flexable and tight. Caressing your sculpted frame creates a hard driving thrust, I am almost sure that we could call that the best bump in the dust. Fucked low and lucky sweet fuck, thats me and I'm free.  
Military Can Arrest And Hold You With Out Just Cause
Senate Says   Submitted by buzzadmin on Mon, 12/05/2011 - 1:38pm. Guest Commentary JACQUELINE MARCUS FOR BUZZFLASH AT TRUTHOUT Where is the outrage over the radical provision in the Levin-McCain National Defense Act? Tuesday, November 29th 2011, the Senate voted on a bill that allows the US military to imprison civilians with no formal charges and hold them indefinitely with no trial. The ACLU reports even US citizens wouldn't be immune as the legislation aims to declare national territory part of the "battlefield" in the War on Terror. You can read more about the NDAA provision here. What it means: It's shocking to learn that the majority of representatives and senators have replaced our civil liberties with a de facto military dictatorship while no one is watching. How is the Levin-McCain provision different from Patriot Act laws? If an American citizen is seen as a threat to the government, that citizen will be denied his/her constitutional rights of protection, as Jus
I`m In Big Troubles More Then People Know "" I`m Starting To Think I Should Just End My Life.
i`m in big troubles more then people know "" i`m starting to think i should just end my life. Like · Dislike · · 14 minutes ago Becky Leuallen not that good to be honest, trying to quit smoking, and it`s torture "" and no way to the dam store with out a bunch of hassles, son is suppose to be getting our cars back on the road soon but they need some work and that takes more time, and i`m already depressed with out all this going on, on top of it, lonely and moneys just do not last though the month that i get, so i don`t even have looking forward to paydays, because i know it won`t last the whole month. 9 minutes ago · Like
Bone Rider - 654
Rockin'-n-rollin' with you is the best, we have been together fifteen minutes and we're already undressed. Can't hold back, we need eachother so much, its easier to sleep at night with your touch. Gaining altitude, why ever calm down, excitement rulz, use to be said alls the same but everyone has different tools. A climax is an understatement that means, the last few movements are so great its like the sun desending in beams. The cock nice and wet between two lips, feels good even if it isn't between the hips. A vagina is a many kind of holder, only one or two matter between the knees and the shoulder. To fully fill this job you need an understood word, need to make sure every plead is felt and heard. Move into position to commit the deed, it isn't a sin unless one of you bleed. Course sitting on top gives both bodies joy, it just is less work and more fun for the boy. A ready and willing bone rider, needs to be the lover and not the fighter.
What Is Love?1. You Know Your In Love When You Cant Fall Asleep Because Reality Is Finally Better Than Your Dreams 2. Love Isnt About Loving The Pe
1. You know your in love when you cant fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams    2. Love isnt about loving the perfect person, its about loving the unperfect person perfectly.  3. Because the truth is- we walk away to see who follows, we cry to see who wipes away the tears and let our heart be broken to see who will fix it.
In the past couple of days I've been in uncontrolable lust.  I have so many dark fantasies running through my head.  All I have to do is think about them and I'm left shaking and ready to cum.  But by my own rule, I'm not allowed to have relief at a another man's hand.  I've cursed myself.  Left with overwhelming lust that I must sate on my own.
Good Enough
I just had an epiphany of sorts...   Seems I have always spent a lot of time and effort trying to be good enough for people.   Turns out that my having to make that effort meant they weren't good enough for me to begin with.   Yup, that is all.   ~nuff said~
From A Humble Admirer To A Lovely Lady
                                                   From  A Humble Admirer to A Lovely Lady                                                                                  By                                                               Shane Allen Reynolds"I have no Shining  Armor and I have no Magical Blade !Whether natural ,supernatural  or manmade!Still like A Fantasy story hero For his Lady love to save! Any dangerous Obstical  I would gladly brave!   Be it A Fierce Dragon or some  Evil Wizards magical charm! I would dare any danger to keep you from harm!So like that hero in every fantasy story  laid!Be it written or just plain out said!Your merest  wish be it  difficult or easily done! 
Do Not Stand At My Grave And Weep
Do not stand at my grave and weep I am not there. I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush I am the swift uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry; I am not there. I did not die. 
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A Poem
Skin caressing skin, with vanilla in the air. Igniting a passion deep within, no one knew was there.   A look into her ocean green eyes, shows her faith and trust. A glance straight into his, shows not one ounce of lust.   Lovers hold each other close, in this moment of intimacy. This sight just as beautiful, as where the land meets the sea.   Lying in the other's arms, after the years they had to wait. A one in a billion chance, brought together by fate! Your face it lingers,
My Feeling Inside
 My feelings inside are that of a lost and wandering man,  As if he is out of place in a society so full of life and love.  Guess it is because I feel as if I shall always be alone in it,  Never being one of the lucky one's having someone special.  This heart that lies within my chest is but a lonely cell in itself,  Which stays cold and lonely throughout each year that passes.  So I leave this note behind saying but this one simple thing.  I am but a prisoner of my own doing in this thing called life!!    Joey Davis  2/6/2012
Of everything I have seen or witnessed in life, I do not understand about 3/4's of it at all. Used to this world cared for one another, Now everyone is only out for themselves. I see so many people so happy in love, Yet i wonder if I ever shall be like them. Supposed that is the one thing in which, We all seem to hope and wish for in life!!    Joey Davis  2/06/2012
Far Away Lover
Far Away Lover © Janna Rutty I lay in my bed and think about youI love you so much I don't know what to doI feel your warmth at my sideThe pain in my heart moves to my eyesSo far away yet always so nearYou are the reason I am still here.I await the times when we can talkI await the times we can finally hold hands and walkTo feel you for real... so close to meThe happiest person in the world is what you would make me.Your eyes shine like a million sunsYou shine more brightly than anyoneYour smile so sweet can help but make me smileIt stops my world even for a little whileI await the time when my hand is in yoursTo hear you say those 3 little words.There are still no words I can say to describeMy heart it aches and my eyes they cryBut when we talk my heart fliesyou always wipe away the tears I cry.Even thought you aren't hereAnd I miss you so much my dearI'll love you forever and everI'll always love you my far away lover.
Motivation ( I Hope ) Let Me Know If This Helps Anyone Pls
The Army broke down all my weakness and my fears and built me back up 10X stronger.... taught me that fear will never hold me back from achieving my goal, taught me that I can keep pushing when I'm at my lowest ..... taught me that the only reason I get held back is to help others overcome their fears and help them through any roadblock...... whatever you go through, I will pick you up and help you get through your fears, overcome any roadblock and show you that you are not alone and you never will be.... ill help you see that your fears are no match for hard work, dedication, and teamwork. True friendship will always rise to the challenge and laugh in the face of fear.
Cricket Rules
Cricket: You have two sides, one out in the field and one in. Each man that's in the side that's in goes out, and when he's out he comes in and the next man goes in until he's out. When they are all out, the side that's out comes in and the side that's been in goes out and tries to get those coming in, out. Sometimes you get men still in and not out. When a man goes out to go in, the men who are out try to get him out, and when he is out he goes in and the next man in goes out and goes in. There are two men called umpires who stay out all the time and they decide when the men who are in are out. When both sides have been in and all the men have been out, and both sides have been out twice after all the men have been in, including those who are not out, that is the end of the game

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