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Random Thoughts May 2008
Wow...where do I begin. Today I read a story about a man in New Jersey that used to be a cop...he got busted for having sex with a cow.  Not regular sex mind you...but he was getting oral love from a cow.  Digest that for a moment.  How EXACTLY do you convince a cow to give you a hummer?  Do you sprinkle sugar on your wang and hope the cow thinks it's a sugar lick?  Last time I checked cows don't have the best oral hygene AND snaggle teeth...reminds me of this girl....nevermind.  So anyways...this didn't just happen once...oh no....that cow lovin was SO good he went back FOUR times.  I can't even comprehend. I am now on week 5 of not really eating fast food anymore.  Gone are the days of double quarter pounders and french fries.  Sometimes people here at work bring it in and I smell it.  It's amazing my body's reaction to the smell.  I want to punch out whoever is eating it and drag the meat into a corner and eat it like a beast. I got busted Tuesday for thong watching at the gym. 
The Moments Train
The moments train come and goes.  It is life in constant movement and the parade of souls.  Baby, give me the opportunity to get to know you, I don’t mind the distance. Let’s get on the moments train, because we can do better.
Random Thoughts 09 I was at Washington Square Mall the other day and as I was strolling through the mall...I noticed quite a few boobs on display.  Women of all shapes and sizes had tank tops, tight shirts and plunging necklines on.  It wasn't that I sat out to oogle boobs, oh no....I was there to power shop but obviously I became distracted.  Now there was one young lady in particular...probably in her mid-to-late 20's with a nice set of cannon balls on display walking right at me.  The neckline on her shirt was just above her belly to say I could see cleavage would be an understatement.  And again...she was probably a 36D or possibly a DD so they were REALLY out I decided to go ahead and appreciate them.  Yeah...I looked right at them.  I didn't do it in a creepy "I wanna motorboat those things" kinda a 1001, 1002, 1003 kinda look...and she had the NERVE to say "hope you got a good look" as we passed by. Yes...Yes I did get a good look at those fu
It Pays To Discover
Vodka-19.99. Motelroom- 24.99. Condoms-4.99 Finding out she swallows and loves it in the ass, fuck mastercard, it pays to discover.
Legalize Marijuana!!!
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About Me
ok figured it was time to update this since alot of things has changed....   im no longer married, but am engaged to a wonderful man who doesnt play the games my ex husband liked to play. i have 4 kids, 3 boys and 1 girl. right now im not working but will be going to school starting in jan. so once that starts i wont be on as much, though at the same time i might be on more often seeing as i should have my own computer then. im only here to make friends so if your looking for anything more then that please move on. brightest blessings to you.
Mother F"er
i'm so sick of games!! why can't i find someone that is just f'in normal?????
I Need To Vent And You're Gonna Listen Mkay?
i'm so fucking irritated right now! i'm done with men!! done done done done done! did i mention that i'm done???? all they wanna do is play fucking head games with me! i am so sick of putting my heart on the line, for it to get fucking stomped on. i just want a guy that is fucking normal! and done with all the games, and that isn't gonna hurt me. but really.......i don't think men exist like that. i'm pretty sure you are all the fucking same. you are all selfish inconsiderate assholes, who like to take my heart and twist it into a million fucking piecies!!! so you're asking what the fuck happened right???? well i met someone who i though was a great guy. who i thought i could open up my heart to. who i thought i could have something with........and then what happens you ask???? once again he's just playing games with me!! i'm not going into details. so of course i spill my heart out again just for it to get stomped on!!! fuck this shit. men are not worth all this god damn
Her Mask
  Eyes glisten and smiles shine The mask of her heart's design A shell to simply hold what's inside   It gets deeper as the tide flows The pool of tears now grows If I can find it, there is a drain But she gasps for air as her lungs strain I See her now for who she is to me Break this shell and her heart will be free For in that moment the flood will subside The smile is no longer her mask, but the truth inside
My Dean
He got banned from fubar and he doesn't know what happened.  we tried to make a sharing account something that he could get on as well but they still banned us.  What sucks is fubar is how we met and now we can't get on the place where i said nice shirt and he said nice dress and we started talking... 4 months later we are strong together.   Should they be clear about why they ban people/person? Is there a way to ask without pissing them off and having them ban yourself?
For The Rude Guys That Don't Care
For any guy that wants to talk about this: Then be ready to be blocked. I'm happy about being single & Will not be talking to guys about crap like that.
Or So It Seems...?
that sinking feeling that feelings from another person have faded or just stopped. i have no idea why. i know i didnt do anything to cause the distance or the obvious drop. i havent gotten a single explanation or response or anything more than a hello then nothing after. this is what i get though! this! having feelings for someone. and its not because its easy haha. no...not when it happened unexpectedly from online. then realizing i would be traveling quite a way to see this person. knowing that i would make the money to do that. understanding the fact, it might not work out but...gotta try. but.. now? i have the thought it was just a thought by the other person. and im stcuk here like a fcukin fool with my thumb up my ass. i dont feel heart broken though..i feel stupid. maybe im just paranoid and thinking too far into bad things? but i doubt it. im not really a moron...i can tell when something is up. its either im just not what this person wanted, she came to her
The Perfect Love
All we had of laughs and tears,We both kept it a secret so no one hears,I thought we could stay together,But I knew these days wouldn't last forever,She first treated me like a friend,But I knew this couldn't be the end,I saw the sun rising upon the shores,Who would stay in while she could be outdoors,We used to have fun under the rain,Such moments were magical that words cannot explain,Till that day when we had our first kiss,That day is in my mind and I'll always miss,The love we shared grew strongly and fast, She was everything to me, my present, future and past,Words cannot describe the beauty of her eyes,She is perfect that she can never tell lies, The happiness of the world is felt in her smile,Describing it would take years and years, not just a while,All the love we felt was real,It was innocent, perfect and pure that no one can feel,Keeping us from each other would be tough,Even the strongest power on earth won't be enough,She was the closest one to my heart,Nothing in the wor
Downrater Haters... Have Some Food For Thought! :d
Why are you people hating on downraters like myself? Before you answer (if you do), consider these arguments... there's no rules stating you cannot rate peeps a 1. You people do it back, and two wrongs don't make a right *tut tut* To some people you might actually be worth a 1. - We all know my arguments cannot be refuted because I'm always right... that's all :D
Zodiac Folders
okay, mein freunds...this is what I am doing.....I created 12 folders, one for each zodiac sign and I am organizing as many friends as possible into the folder for whatever their zodiac sign is.  So, what I want, is either permission from you to RIP any SFW pic I want so you can be added to it OR, if you have a special pic you want me to use, send me the link to it so I can RIP it from your page.  The reason for the RIP is so I have the link to your profile on your pic and can find you easily.  I am also putting your fubar name on it as well as your dob, year is optional and up to you but if you dont tell me not to use it,  it will be included until you ask me to remove it and I am also adding a pic comment to each PIC.  So......send me a private message with permission to rip any pic I want or the link to the pic you want me to use and let the fun begin.......thanks always, my friends,   Johnny, aka 2thick    and make sure your RIPS are unblocked so I can take your pic!!!!
  I fell in love with you, Or at least I thought it was you. Maybe what it was, Was an image I had of you. I never thought that you could deceit me, Lie to me, And cheat me. I found out very differently, You turn out to be, all the things I thought you couldn't be. Over time, The veil was lifted. I saw the reality of what you could be. Did it change my heart, No, I still live in that fantasy. I know in my head, How you really are. I know my love is not based in reality. Yet there is something about you, That I can not shake free from. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved
"waiting, Like A Goddamned Fool..."
A Perfect Circle . A Strangercast a calming appleup and over satellitesto draw out the timid wild oneto convince you it's alrightand i listen for the whisperof your sweet insanitywhile i formulate denialsof your effect on meyou're a stranger, sowhat do i care?vanished todaynot the first time, i hearall the lies what am i to dowith all this silence?shy awayshy away phantomrun awayterrified child, won't youmove awayyou fucking tornadoi'm better off without youtearing my will downso, here i sit, amidst the ruins of last nights melt down, with today's annoyance and my father picking at me, with minimal sleep. maybe four hours. that might be generous. but, it's all becoming clear. without a FUCKING WORD from ANYONE ... well, not just anyone, but whatever ... i'm beginning to realise that i was right all along. and it sucks, but it's life. i am to be alone, at least until i die. sooner or later, right? that day... well, some days it can't come soon enough. but i am a goddamned capricorn, and
I feel like nothing i do will make my future better. its like im going keep making mistakes, and keep living in this darkness i have. it feels like i want to give up, but thats just to easy. but im afraid to keep on living this lie. the lie of happiness, cause i guess in reality im not really happy.
The Biker
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.But, you didn't see me, put an extra $100.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall.I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant.But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by.But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window.I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children.But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.I saw you, stare at my long hair.But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love.I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves.But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old ones to those that had none.I saw you, look in
Lets Clear The Air A Bit
im goin to clear the air for a few ppl whos name will not be mentioned but they know who they are and for those that dont this will be a learning session....i may be looked at as a pretty decent guy to have around as a friend which i agree....i am very easy to get along with and love to make ppl laugh but do not take it the wrong way and think that im goin to let go of what i have on my plate and if it happens to be that my plate is cleared and have no ties to anyone im not just goin to jump on the next bandwagon that comes very picky as to who i want to spend time with in situations that go beyond friendship....just because im flirting, messin around with you, or say that i hold u as a close friend, etc...does not mean i want to get with you....if it ever gets to that point with someone online i will tell them directly via over the phone or in person...know where to draw the line between fubar and real life
Rain Dance
    Dancing around in this wet abyss With puddles around my feet As the rain falls from the clouds above I am in a world as beautiful as life. As I spin blissfully Jumping around in joy A little skip here and a little hop there Nothing can disturb this tranquil peace. When nothing in life seems to go right, Never quite sure what tomorrow might bring, not knowing everything is for a reason, the only thing I can do is be myself, my fingers reach out to the falling raindrops, I smile as I watch the rain come down, softly sprinkling on my skin alluring my senses into spring awaking, as I surrender to the beauty of rain, swimming in a sea of serenity, a blanket of warmth surrounds me as I fade into the darkness
So Very True...
NINE WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.
Where Love Has Been Sown
Here is a heartWhere love has been sownTake it with youwherever you goKeep it close to your own Here is a heartThat aches for love that's trueDreaming of a kissOr a gentle touchHow this heart aches for you! Here is a heartWaiting anxiously for the dayWhen at long lastThe sun will riseAnd everything will be okay Here is a heartThat shall always hold you nearWith love unboundUntil the end of timeIt's you I love my dear. Poem By Tammy C.
Mmmm Stuff
Why does it seem that everything wants to break or go wrong when you are trying to save money to go out of town to visit family?
So Confused
Rivers Of Sorrow
This is the land of heartbreak,Where the rivers slowly drown in sorrow,The leaves bow their heads in shame,The crickets sing their songs in depression,The clouds sob in despair,The sun refuses to show his face,The thunder bellows out his frustration. This is where I must stay,Stay, till you return to me.And when you do, The rivers will rush,New leaves shall be born,Crickets will dance,Clouds will clear,Sun will shine,Thunder will sleep… And I will smile. Poem By Tammy C.  
A Horse's Prayer
A HORSES PRAYERFeed me, water me and care for me. When my days work is done provide me with shelter, a clean dry bed,and a stall wide enough to lie down in comfort. Talk to me, your voice often means as much to me as the reins. Pet me sometimes, that I may serve you the more gladly and learn to love you.Do not jerk the reins and do not whip me when going up hill.Never strike, beat or kick me when I do not understand what you mean,but give me a chance to understand. Watch me and if I fail to do your bidding, see if something is wrong with my harness or my feet. Examine my teeth when I do not eat. I may have an ulcerated tooth that is very painful.Do not tie my head in unnatural positions,or take away my best defense against flies by cutting off my tail.(I don't take away your mosquito curtains.)Don't smoke in my barn or leave me tied overnight and perhaps burn me to death while you are sleeping in your comfortable bed.And last, my master when my strength is gone,do not turn me out in a
The Past
"There is a way to look at the past. Don't hide from it. It will not catch you if you don't repeat it." 
Lot's of people listen to Metal music. Lot's of people love it or hate it.  I'm gonna pick on a few members of bands. Do Not Get Upset With This.   Tribute from little ol me.   Eric Carr- One of the best drummers in music. He had so much drive in his life as well as his music. Cliff Burton- The bass player every other bass player could learn from. His sound was outta this world. Dimebag - Awesome guitar player. Too bad it took some goofball killing him for more people to hear his work. Randy Rhodes- He was way ahead of his time. One of the best ever in my opinion. Lane Staley- Man had an awesome voice. Alice in Chains may be moving on, but they won't be the same.   Blessed rest to all men mentioned here. We all miss you and your music.
Another One That Thinks He Is Hot Shit
The Witch's Rune
By Doreen Valiente and Gerald Gardner Darksome night and shining moonHearken to the Witches Rune.East then South , West then NorthHear! Come! I call thee forth!By all the powers of land and seaBe obedient unto me.Wand, pentacle, and the swordHearken ye unto my word.Cords and censor, scourge and knifeWaken all ye into life.Powers of the witches bladeCome ye as the charge is made.Queen of heaven, queen of hellSend your aid into the spell.Horned Hunter of the nightWork my will by magick right.By the powers of land and seaAs I do say, "So mote it be!"By all the might of moon and sunAs I do will, it shall be done!Eko Eko, AzarakEko Eko, ZomilarakEko Eko, CernunnosEko Eko, Aradia.  
Another Friend Lost :-(
ursceal@ fubar I don't know what happened yet. I just talked to him like Monday. He msg'd me to make sure i wasn't involved in the train collision in DC. I'm truly saddened by this news. James... you, my wonderful friend.... will be sadly missed.
My Thoughts
there are times in my life that fill me with such overwhelming thoughts that i cannot find the words to speak but my lip trembles tears do slide down my face sometimes i wonder why is it i cannot speak its as if my mouth goes dry my voice has left me am i encapable of such thoughts to possess the words to describe them as they slam into me i can feel each thought on my skin in my pores   sinking deep within me but yet to speak one word at those times i cannot do so instead i let it ride me with a fierceness that leaves me breathless pleading for more i tried once to write during that time but i couldnt fathom how to hold a pen i find myself alot of those times laying upon my bed as my body rocks to an unheard music are my thoughts so foreign to me   are they even my thoughts to begin with they feel like hands touching me everywhere but never leaving me as if the very thought of those hands leaving me is unheard of as i lay here curled up sweat covered
Creamy Decadence
have you ever licked the creaminess before you went very far savoring the cream upon your tongue a lil moan of pleasure a big smile   follows as you scoop more of that delicious texture into your mouth gripping hard  filling your hand with its firmness as you smile wickedly      right before you plunge the rest of the oreo cookie in milk   gotcha didnt i
Baby Baby...
Baby, babyBaby don't leave meOoh, please don't leave meAll by myselfI've got this yearning, burningYearning feelin' inside meOoh, deep inside meAnd it hurts so badYou came into my heartSo tenderlyWith a burning loveThat stings like a beeNow that I surrenderSo helplesslyYou now wanna leaveOoh, you wanna leave meOoh, baby, babyWhere did our love go?Ooh, don't you want meDon't you want me no moreOoh, babyBaby, babyWhere did our love goAnd all your promissesOf a love forever moreI've got this yearning, burningYearning feelin' inside meOoh, deep inside meAnd it hurts so badBefore you won my heartYou were a perfect guyBut now that you got meYou wanna leave me behindBaby, baby, ooh babyBaby, baby don't leave meOoh, please don't leave meAll by myselfOoh, baby, babyWhere did our love go?
Evidently, I Have To Put A Subject Here, So Subject
Thinking about posting an ad on Craigslist :: "Bored, lonely, seeking serial killer who enjoys playing scrabble."
I'm Up For Auction
I'm up for auction... click on the picture below to bid on me    
To All
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A Survey - Thanks Azure Dragon!
1. When is the last time you held hands with someone?last night at my local group's pagan meet-up2. You wake up as the opposite gender, what's the one thing you do?go to the bathroom and not have to sit...3. Have you ever crawled through a window?many... and have a few scars to prove it!4. Where is your mom?Biological one is spread somewhere in ashes under the Golden Gate Bridge...5. Morning or night person?Both6. What was the last movie you watched?I can't remember... it's been that long ago!7. Do you have a crush on anyone right now?Yes - my cat's throat since he is being a P.I.T.A.8. You have a difficulty doing..?Anything I don't put my mind to 100%.9. Things about the opposite sex you notice first.That they are male... LOL!10. What do you do when no one is watching?Pick my nose... or maybe scratch my bum - hahahahaha11. Ever been in love?Too many times and it still hurts.12. What's something your friends make fun of you for?Going off on tangents and tirades for causes...13. What is
Pride In What We Do
Over the last week and a half I was back in Ohio taking part in an inspection for my old guard unit (well...was current at the time).  It's whats called an Operational Readiness Inspection (ORI).  An ORI is designed to see if a unit is capable of handling and functioning with its mission capabilities.  We had been getting ready for it for the last 18 months...and in 4 days it was over.  So much work and prep put into it and we rocked.  We pulled the highest rating that could be given in both sections of the ORI.  That has not been accomplished by a unit in over 14 years.  That says alot in the planning and training that went into getting ready. Monday was my last day officially with the unit.  I out processed with them.  Why?  I live over 6 hours away now instead of 30 minutes.  I transferred to another unit. Leaving that unit was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do in my life.  I spent 16 years with them.  They were my second family.  I have watched kids grow up in that
Think Ya Know Me
I scream at the sky, its easier than crying. I'm shyest when shuting out loud. I feel so alone in a room full of people. I'm lonliest when i'm out in a crowd. I'm alone, an nobody hears me. Can nobody heal me, won't somebody help me? I'm alone (I just need) Someone to take my hand n pick me up when i'm feeling down. Someone totake my hear n give it a home. Someone to be with me to help me thru the tymes when i'm down n lonly. Someone to be with me when i'm alone. Alone is the way i live, its not the way i want it but i know i cant give in. You cant give in, alone is the way i feel, its so hard to understand why i have to be alone.   Take a look at my heart you'd see it. I'm trying to be something better. Take a look at my heart you'd feel it. I gotta keep movin on. Take a look at my heart you'd know it. I'm just tryin to make my world better. If you look at my heart you'd see it.  I gotta do it alone.   I've been down, i've been down, i've been down so low. I've
Sad, Sad Girl Tonight
Ok, so recently I had to delete my old account and start a new one. Nevermind the particulars at the moment. My problem is that I really liked talking to someone before, and now when I type in his name, I get about 500 different options... and NONE OF THEM IS HIM!!! WTF?!?! I've looked at the list about a million times tonight and I can't find him. :(
Ok The Time Has Come..........
Ok the time has come for me to say goobye to fubar. Too much drama here and more than I care for. I am not online anymore anyways and there is no reason to keep my acct here when I dont use it for nothing. For those that know me, you know how to reach me.   Good writtens Amy
Should I Wake Up?
Why do I wake up in the morning-nothing's changed since the day of my birthWhy do I wake up in the morning-I make no difference on this earthStrength has left-has to be-something has died inside of meIf I don't wake up in the morning-at my funeral would anyone careIf I don't wake up in the morning-would anyone even be thereYou can put me down-you can put me out, you can try to ignoreBut now you're gonna hear me when I shout WAKE UPWhy should I wake up in the morning-it be just another wasted dayWhy should I wake up in the morning-don't do nothing right anywayThat was then-not anymore-now I go blasting out the doorI'm gonna wake up in the morning-I'll prove you wrong I will not failI'm gonna wake up in the morning-I'm gonna blaze a brand new trailMight not be smart, but if I'm strongI know for sure no one ever will prove me wrong
The Pain Of Love
The Pain of Love  Love is great and love is grand, say all the little children walking hand in hand, but love has teeth and love breds pain, just look at what love has lifts your spirts and then crashes them down. It gives you hope, before knocking you down.Love always comes when you exspect it not and leaves you with a vacant hole in your heart.Love will save they all used to say, just to come back and hurt you another day.Love I've held and a Love I tought true, but love walked away again, just to make me feel blue.Love has never brought me once ounce of luck, it just comes in and takes out another chunkLove is great, or doest bring joy.  Love just comes to hurt and play you like a toy.   Love has come to hurt me for the very last time,  i wont let it near enough I wont be that kind. I have got to take a hard stand agisnist all  that pain, if I dont love will come and hurt me again. I once held love in high regard, it always rewards me with a broken heart.   by Bobby Hayn
Walden Pond State Reservation
Henry David Thoreau lived at Walden Pond from July 1845 to September 1847. His experience at Walden provided the material for the book Walden, which is credited with helping to inspire awareness and respect for the natural environment. Because of Thoreau's legacy, Walden Pond has been designated a National Historic Landmark and is considered the birthplace of the conservation movement. Park Interpreters provide tours and ongoing educational programs. The Reservation includes the 102-foot deep glacial kettle-hole pond. Mostly undeveloped woods totaling 2680 acres, called "Walden Woods," surround the reservation.               Now part of the Massachusetts Forests and Parks system, Walden Pond State Reservation includes 462 acres of protect
HEY ALL COME JOIN US IN A LIVE AUCTION SATURDAY AT 8:00 PM EASTERN TIME IN BAD MOON RISING! MEET GREAT FRIENDS AND HAVE SOME FUN! HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE!CLICK BELOW TO GET TO LOUNGE!                                                                         TO SIGN UP FOR THE AUCTION, CONTACT CAREBEAR or DJ GRADY VIA PRIVATE MESSAGE. HER LINK IS BELOW. JUST TELL HER YOU WANT IN THE AUCTION AND SHE WILL ADD YOU TO THE LIST.♫Carebear♫ CCS Manager@ fubarDJGrady~Dj and Enforcer Bad Moon Riseing lounge~Fu_Engaged to Hope~Spider Bomber ~Shadow Leveler~NAP@ fubar(repost of original by '♫Carebear♫ CCS Manager' on '2009-06-22 20:35:29')(repost of original by 'DJGrady~Dj and Enforcer Bad Moon Riseing lounge~Fu_Engaged to Hope~Spider Bomber ~Shadow Leveler~NAP' on '2009-06-23 10:40:39')(repost of original by '♫Carebear♫ CCS Manager' on '2009-06-23 20:05:00')(repost of original by 'DJGrady~Dj and Enforcer Bad Moon Riseing lounge~Fu_Engaged to Hope~Spider Bomber ~Sha
Tomorrow will be my last FULL night on Fubar. :) I'm deploying to Afghanistan on Friday. Thank you for all the good times, and the bad times so far. I'll check Fubar periodically, but if you have my YIM, I'll be on there more often than on here. I've enjoyed the ride so far, and hope there will be many more when I finally return. And J, stay strong. :) I love you.
Wedding-the Oc
Heart Broken
ok so theres this guy jesse right??? and we became really good friend just talked everyday and he was there for me and i was there for him and all this great stuff.... well come to find out we r alike in everyway the only 2 diffrents between us is he is a guy and loves heavy heavy metal and i do not..... so anyways we get togeather and we r all happy and shit then one day he goes poof on me...... then comes back and everything is just not the way it was before its way diffrent and i start to feel like i have lost my best friend in this web of personal stuff......... so anyways i am hurt and lost and confused and its to the point of having a bad brake down then guess what he goes poof again lmao wow he must be a ninja huh??? so 2 days ago i see that he was on my fubar and see that he is owned and has as his number one some bitch and the only bitch thats on his friends list so at this point i am pissed cuz last i knew we were gonna try n work things out..... well then i get on my aim and
Once Upon A Time.....
I've noticed that so many people so much time searching for something. At times its in front of them others it takes a little time. I used to think growing up that finding someone would be alot of work, take time and alot of patience. Just last week someone from school told me you want something take it. I asked that i thought you girls liked the slow patient method....of course fuck no was the what ever happened? Growing up the way i did, with parents who were swingers, gave me a different perspective on women, being open, and a different type of commitment to someone. If they (women) wanted you they would let you know. But after this conversation i had last week seems i've been greatly mistaken. Nice thing about me is that i'm good with change.  
Do You Love Someone Enough To Do This
Do you love someone enough to do this? I bet you don't. Don't turn your back, you just opened it! Keep reading. If you would jump in front of a bullet for your girlfriend, boyfriend, best friend, or just a person you love, re-post this.!!! Tonight, your soul mate will call, kiss, or ask you break this chain, you will be PUNISHED! Somehow..Someway.. Repost with title: Do you love someone enough to do this.
The Army Wife Prayer
Dear Lord, Give me the greatness of heart to see the difference between duty and his love for me. Give me understanding that I may know, when duty calls him he must go. Give me a task to do each day, to fill the time when he's away. And Lord, when he's in a foreign land, keep him safe in your loving hand. And Lord, when duty is in the field, please protect him and be his shield. And Lord, when deployment is so long, please stay with me and keep me strong.
Fubar Magazine
Hi, We are putting together the very first issue of Fubar Magazine and I wanted to know if you wanted to be included. Our first issue will cover the hottest members, the hottest crews, lounges, blogs, stashes and anything else we find worthy. I am inviting my friends the first opportunity to pimp themselves out. So jump on this chance! Let me know if you are intersted. It will include a link to your profile, any pic you like and a few words about you. There will be a NSFW section that you can choose to be a part of or not aswell. Let me know asap. If you do not contact me we will not include you no matter how high you rank on Fubar no matter what! Cheers, Ink'd aka Vlad
My Poems
If you see a hill of foamIt is my poetry that you see:My poetry is a mountainAnd is also a feather fan. My poems are like a daggerSprouting flowers from the hilt;My poetry is like a fountainSprinkling streams of coral water. My poems are light greenAnd flaming red;My poetry is a wounded deerLooking for the forest's sanctuary. My poems please the brave:My poems, short and sincere,Have the force of steelWhich forges swords. By Jose Marti
Rise Of An Angle
Farrah Fawcett, whose stunning looks and blinding smile made her a pop icon of the 1970s, has died. She was 62.   Her spokesman, Paul Bloch, says Fawcett died Thursday morning in a Santa Monica hospital. Her 2½-year battle with cancer was depicted in the TV documentary “Farrah’s Story.” is reporting that the actress' longtime companion, Ryan O'Neal, and Fawcett's friend, Alana Stewart, were with her at the time of her death.   She burst on the scene in 1976 as one-third of the crime-fighting trio in TV’s “Charlie’s Angels.” A poster of her in a clingy swimsuit sold in the millions.   She left the show after one season but had a flop on the big screen with “Somebody Killed Her Husband.” She turned to more serious roles in the 1980s and 1990s, winning praise playing an abused wife in “The Burning Bed."
my name is benjamin franklin banghart srand i want every one  know how much i appreciate ya love and compassion in my hour of need today i want to discuss to all of ya  especiall ya young ones out there no woman or man  or any problems is worth ya life  if ya are depressed where ya considering it  GET help  im asking ya all for ya help once more  get involved make sure this doesnt happen to you. donate money to both causes  the suicide hotline im ya area and tho the batterd womens center  ty for ya time  and God bless ya all                                                                
Psalm 23 (for The Workplace)
The Lord is my boss, and I shall not want. He gives me peace, when chaos is all around me. He reminds me to pray, before I speak in anger. He restores my sanity. He guides my decisions that I might honor Him in all I do. Even though I face absurd amounts of e-mail, system failures, copier jams, back-ordered supplies, unrealistic deadlines, staff shortages, budget cutbacks, red tape, downsizing, gossiping co-workers and whining customers, I won't give up, for You are with me. Your presence, peace and power will see me through. You raise me up, even when the boss fails to promote me. You claim me as your own, even when the company threatens to let me go. Your loyalty and love are better than a bonus check. Your retirement plan beats any 401K, and when it's all said and done, I'll be working for you a whole lot longer! Thanks be to God! -- Author Unknown  
Secret Number One
I like dancing in the rain, and leave the rest up to the imagination...
Secret Number Two
My favorite colors are red and black... what's yours'?
Fema Videographer Speaks Out
VoltairenetJune 23, 2009As official videographer for the U.S. government, Kurt Sonnenfeld was detailed to Ground Zero on September 11, 2001, where he spent one month filming 29 tapes: “What I saw at certain moments and in certain places … is very disturbing!” He never handed them over to the authorities and has been persecuted ever since. Kurt Sonnenfeld lives in exile in Argentina, where he wrote « El Perseguido » (the persecuted). His recently-published book tells the story of his unending nightmare and drives another nail into the coffin of the government’s account of the 9/11 events. Below is an exclusive interview by Voltairenet.IntroductionKurt Sonnenfeld graduated from the University of Colorado (USA) with studies in International Affairs and Economics, as well as in Literature and Philosophy. He worked for the United States government as official videographer and served as Director of Broadcast Operations for the Federal Emergency Management Agency (FEM
Finding Ourselves
Never easy finding someone to share in all that really matters we fell into each others arms before we knew who the real person inside was.   We had taken a chance with one another hoping we would find common ground as the years passed by. We chanced the difference, tested our love just to find it only grew stronger with each new day was never easy being from different walks of life.   Though we pursued foreword in the quest to finding something other than our love that would bind us closer together joining all the things that meant the most into one thing we both could believe in.
Funny Shyt
If at first you do succeed, try not to look astonished.Telepath wanted: you know where to apply Inland Revenue: We've got what it takes to take what you've got.Jesus loves you... everyone else thinks you're an asshole.Watch out for the idiot behind meI'm driving this way just to piss you off Keep honking, I'm reloading. Lord save me from your followers. I said "no" to drugs, but they just wouldn't listen. Sex on television can't hurt you... unless you fall off. I drive way too fast to worry about cholesterol. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm Eagles may soar, but weasels don't get sucked into jet engines Early bird gets the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese I almost had a psychic girlfriend but she left me before we met I intend to live forever - so far, so good I love defenceless animals, especially in gravy Barbie is not a slut- her legs don't openDont piss me off- I am running out of places to hide the bodiesWhich is the odd one out- Texas, Alabama, Arkanas, Tol
Why is it that when u finally break down n trust some one....they crush u  n make you remember all over again why you dont trust any one..... Or they make you feel so special like no other,, just to find out there are many others who think n feel the same way as you and about the other person......
Mexican husband says, ''Vieja, when I die put my ashes in ur Salsa so I can tear that ass up one more time.''
Special Gurl
I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the water washed it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay.
If This Is Wrong
If our love is a big mistake!!as long as we are in loveLet’s stay wrong as long as we feel rightWho told you that this love is a mistake??I don’t care about this whole world As long as you are by my sideI don’t care what they want Let’s stay wrongI know what I wantI want to love you more and moreI want to promise youWe will be together for everIf we ever break up, that’s the biggest mistake.It’s written for us, its written long time agoThat we miss each otherThat we love each otherTill this world end, till the missing and feelings of this world end.Who told you that this love is a mistake??!!If our relationship was a mistakeLet’s stay wrong as long as we are feeling rightLet’s stay wrong as long as we love each other.-----------------------------------W.B: FM
Let Me Pamper You 4 A Month!!
sough \SAU; SUHF\, intransitive verb:1. To make a soft, low sighing or rustling sound, as the wind. noun:1. A soft, low rustling or sighing sound.
I never said most of the things I said.  -  Yogi Berra
Rip Michael Jackson
Love him or hate him. He was one hell of a entertainer. 
So I went to BK to eat with my kids and they have a playland! Well how funny do you think it was when I had to climb in this thing to get my kids because they did not want to come down! SOOO EMBARRESSED~ So that's my story for the day!
My Promises
To My Future Wife (I don't know her, but God does)   I can never say I'll love you forever, because we are not promisedtomorrow.I can however promise that as long as I have breath within me I will loveyou.I can't promise you the finest things, but you will never lack.I can't promise that we won't argue, but I will be the first to say I amsorry.I can't promise I won't make mistakes, but I can promise to make thingsright.I can't promise you'll never cry, but I can promise I'll always hold youand wipe away the tears.I can't promise you that you won't worry, but I can promise you that I'llhelp you find peace.I can't promise you that you won't hurt, but I can promise you that I'llcarry you.I can't promise you that you won't get sick, but I can promise that I'lltake care of you.I can't promise you that you'll have everyday happy, but I can promise thatI'll help you remember the good days.I can't promise you that you'll always be young, but I can promise you thatyou'll always be my bride.I
My Pop
My Pop is my grandfather.  HE has lived a long a fruitful life.  he grew up in hard times during the Great Depression.  He could always make me laugh at the things he did as a child of that era.  He would talk about how hard the times where, how he would help feed the family by hunting with his brothers.  He would talk about how if he missed his shot and wasted a bullet he would get a spanking cause the money for ammo wasnt there, and back then you had to make every shot count.  He fought i World War 2 in the Philipines, a Sergent in the Army Infantry. he fought on the front lines, and defended his country like most of the American men of that era.  Returning home and soon after meeting and marrying my grand mother.  He Worked his whole life.  Some of the Jobs i knew he held,  Sheriff deputy, Oil Refinery worker, Mechanic, Used car salesman, Verterains rep at the unemployment office, ASVAB administrator, Security guard.  He had a lot of hard times in his life.  He was on top of an oil
She- A Work In Progress
photos captured in her mindreflect a world fragmented filtered through her soul, reconstructed,surgically incised, revealing her heartbeating, raw and bruisedawaiting the critique of her peersnot knowing of her chaotic journeydamning her for the stark lighting,crying commercial and bland the antics of her mistaken visual artilleryand yet..watercolors trickle off her sketchbooktainting her fingertips in epicspainting the sand stories she's yet to tell the oxford dictionary can't even contain her definitionmarathoning talents; eagerly assaulting conventions she dances only for her phantoms.her fear, her sourceembracing it, esoteric borrowing doubts in lieu of dreams interest rates at an all time lowfavoring a high yield for the risk taker,she, unrelenting…backs downand yet...watercolors trickle off her cheekbonestainting her lips in imperfectionskissing the zealots stories she's yet to livebeauty is capricious -and her's, rooted in bewilderment searching out contrasts, she crafts vibrati
Another Fantasy ;) (very Nsfw)
“A Night Out”     The night starts out with me picking you up for dinner. On the way to the restaurant, you are being really flirtatious and telling me naughty little things but nothing to crazy yet. We get to the place and we are seated in the back across from each other. The table is fairly small and the diner is dimly lit. As we are ordering, I feel your foot slide in between my legs and I can barely get out my order to the waitress. While we are waiting for our food, you step up the playing and start telling me what you are going to do to me later. The conversation gets heated and I order our dessert to go because, when I wasn't looking, you slid your tiny panties off and dropped them in my lap as you excused yourself to go to the bathroom. As you walked off, you flipped up your skirt just enough for me to peek at your nice round ass. Soon as you get back, the check is paid and we get out of there. Soon as we reach the car, I push you up against your door and rub my
We start off in a small bar having a couple of drinks and we are totally being obvious about our flirting. I have a nice pair of jeans on with a black sports jacket on and you have a short black dress on that shows off your nice ass and it's low-cut to show off your cleavage. You are teasing me by backing up into my lap and rubbing your ass against my cock. You take my hand and slide it up underneath the backside of your skirt and I feel you have a tiny thong on that feels lacy and feels like it has little tassels hanging off of it. You excuse yourself to go to the bathroom and while your gone this hot guy comes up to me and starts talking to me telling me how good you look especially how you're flirting with me. He says its totally obvious what your doing and he says its the hottest thing he has seen in along while. You come back and ask me who my new friend is and I introduce him to you. We can all tell that there is a major attraction going on between all of us. He suggests that we
My Mask
  Took this quiz on another site and found it so fairly accurate decided to share it's results on here. Charlotte completed the quiz "What kind of mask do you wear?" with the result Strength . Your mask is strength. You try hard to fend for yourself. You do not let others do things for you. You often need to be in control of a situation, even if you can't handle it alone. You are always putting on a front, even if you don't feel strong at all. You don't let others see you when you're vulnerable, because you barely let your self be. Despite your flaws of always trying to act strong, you are a strong person, with strong character that can do anything you put your mind to. A lot of the times you really don't need anyone, and are perfectly capable on your own. However, there are times you find yourself wanting to let someone in but are not really sure how to..
Final Comments , Next Auction
Auto's 4 Sale
i got (100) autos 11 for sale u want them price me ill get back to u and will talk then ill rate the profile u want
Why is it people only talk when you say you are leaving? I mean if they really wanted you here they would talk to you regularly! All I have to say for now!
Who Did I Just Add As A Friend
I just added someone as friend by acepting their request. Who asked for one on todays date ? I can't figure it out. I wanna know. Get back if it was you ?
"tainted Love"-marilyn Manson
The man definitely was a bit on the freakish side, but from someone who studied dance for years, the choreography in his videos was legendary. And just for the record, it's not as easy as it looks to make the moonwalk look natural! LOL One of my favorite vids as far as dancing goes.
"life Was A Lot Simpler When"!
Life was a lot simpler when what we honored was father and mother rather than all major credit cards.
The Unfaithful
Slowly undress baby, because today I want to wake up with you. Don’t let the neighbors my wife or your husband gets suspicious. You and I sleeping with the enemy, they are two people we have never loved. You and I involved in the sudden urge, we are truly masochists by not wanting to return to our nests. Now slowly take off your clothes babe and love me, let this secret remain in the hotel room.  I assure you that those fools are not going to understand that the reason for us being unfaithful is because of our great love. So with Cunning, slowly, just love me. If we stay longer and the night overtakes us, I will make up an excuse and know she will believe me. And you can also tell a little lie to that idiot. May the Lord in heaven forgive us if we are committing a crime, but you know that Adam and Eve sinned by temptations and you and I are no different. We are so naughty and it feels so good. Lower your voice Dont make noise Keep it on the low How come something fe
Its About To Start
its offical... i leave tommorrow night  for Tenn...ill be getting there bright and early on sunday so if you see me online send messages not shoutboxs because i cant type in the shoutbox messages will be easier because ill only be in Tn for about 4 to 5 days then ill be out on the road for  a few weeks and will only beable to hop on  my dsi  if it allows me to get access where ever im at... but other than that wish me luck.. ill miss you all... but makeing money is just a little more important at the moment hahaha.... love ya'll (h)
Come Bid On Me
I am currently in an auction and need your help. My #2 Family is holding a Poker Run Auction. Bids start at 500K and the auction runs from June 25th thru July 2nd. Come show me some mad love. Any questions SB me.   Thanks, Babyblues
No Time
theres no time                 to argue about the stupid things that people do they all seem just a little to consumed with them selves to stop and think bout you a minuet i know it seems like ive got so much time on my hands but never enough to follow through with any of my plans but ill always try to make time for you but some times baby your just ganna have to make do   well the world can be so hard some times  i know that your not the type to get disheartend by it  and though we both know we've grown so far apart swing though your town babe you just jump in the car                    and then we're out   there's no time to complane i bolck'm out they all sound like wispers in the rain like looking out the window of a plane look at the world and hope that i make it back home to you some day
id like to paint the perfect picture of my dreams a brush stroke from reality though i know that nothing's ever truly as it seems                                and the seems are splitting wide in my mind in my heart in my spine feels like its tearing me apart but each line a work of art to behold and i cant hold it in no more   id like to finaly find myself before theres nothing left of me and i was kind of hoping you might help cant do this all alone not by my self bean trying for years aint getting no where but the brush is my own so ill paint the perfect picture of my dreams
Am I Crazy
ok, so my ex and i split five years ago. we have a wonderful ten y/o daughter. amazingly, we are better friends now than when we were together. but now , here is the quandry...... shangra la is now over and the ex and her man are at an end. now she wants to move in because she has no where else to go. this is going to be for a while. i just went from a no frills bachelor to full house plus two dogs, two cats, and a hampster. WHAT THE FUCK???????????? it will be great to have my daughter here, but what a helluva price tag. someone tell me if i am crazy, stupid, doing the right thing, or a combonation of the three.
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Fighting An Unshakeable Destiny....[6/26/09].
The Fragility Of Belief
THE FRAGILITY OF BELIEF   "True spirituality is not a fixed faith or belief; it is the ennobling of the soul by rising above the barriers of material life." Hazrat Inayat Khan   "In the realm of religion most believers are still locked into traditionally accepted beliefs...   Since these beliefs differ, they are often a cause of political conflicts with the trail of avoidable human suffering...   The future perspectives of spirituality are based upon experience rather than belief systems..." Pir Vilayat Inayat Khan     I bought a copy of Reading Lolita in Tehran by Azar Nafisi and began to read it.  This does not always happen.  Often I will buy a book because I like the title or the theme appeals to me.  But then, in some strange form of imposed osmosis, I will believe that I understand the book without reading it.  Sometimes I will break through this odd form of self denial and read, often discovering that my preconceived notion of the content is a great barrier to actually
"seriously you can have any guy in da world or girl" -I HEAR VOICES IN MY HEAD  made me laugh in a good way...he's such a sweetheart:)
Best Of You-foo Fighters
I've got another confession to makeI'm your foolEveryone's got their chains to breakHoldin 'youWere you born to resist, or be abused?Is someone getting the bestThe best, the best, the best of you?Is someone getting the bestThe best, the best, the best of you?Or are you gone and onto someone new?I needed somewhere to hang my headWithout your nooseYou gave me something that I didn't haveBut had no useI was too weak to give inToo strong to loseMy heart is under arrest againBut I'll break looseMy head is giving me life or deathBut I can't chooseI swear I'll never give inI refuseIs someone getting the bestThe best, the best, the best of you?Is someone getting the bestThe best, the best, the best of you?Has someone taken your faith?It's real, the pain you feelYou trust, you must confessIs someone getting the bestThe best, the best, the best of you?Has someone taken your faith?It's real, the pain you feelThe life, the loveYou'd die to healThe hope that startsThe broken heartsYou trust, you mu
New Divide-linkin Park
I remembered each flash / as time began to blur Like a startling sign / that fate had finally found me I remembered black skies / the lightning all around me That I get what I deserve And your voice was all I heard So give me reason / to prove me wrong / to wash this memory clean Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies Across this new divide Give me reason / to fill this hole / connect the space between And your voice was all I heard That I get what I deserve There was nothing in sight / but memories left abandoned There was nowhere to hide / the ashes fell like snow So give me reason / to prove me wrong / to wash this memory clean Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes Across this new divide And the ground caved in / between where we were standing And your voice was all I heard In every truth that you'd deny And each regret / and each goodbye In every loss / in every lie That I get what I deserve So give me reason / to
Tick ... Tick ... Tick Goes The Clock...
It's like watching the hands of a clock...just waiting...waiting for forever to begin.  It's that point where you know you're on the verge of starting what will ultimately define you, but you just haven't found it yet.  You start to look in the strangest of places.  Can I find my path in interests?  By and large I think that there is a destiny for everyone.  We never really completely understand why certain things happen or why they happen to us, but there is a reason.  When someone dies do you weep for them and ask why?  Do you celebrate their life?  Or do you send yourself into a massive depression?  Or all 3?  If a doctor called and gave you news you didn't want would you take it in stride and continue to live your life or would you think that your world had ended and see no value in staying around to deal with the reality of it? I believe the mind is intensely stronger than anyone can imagine.  Which is why some people can work in the EMS, the burn uni
Arousal from bondage.
Freedom is from within.  -  Frank Lloyd Wright
ill give 3.5 million fubucks for 3 month vip and ill also rate all pics 11s if you are intrested sb or prvt mesg me
Life...and Death
I work in a field where people die all the time. It is part of working with the elderly. They come to places like my work to live the rest of their life. To die comfortably and get the care they need....Today we lost a resident. She had dementia and was 84 years young. I remember going into her room and saying it was time for pills and being swore at one minute and smiled at the next. Funny how you take things for granted like being able to remember who is standing next to you in a childhood picture. But, as I was thinking about her and all the other people I have taken care of at the end of their lives I was taken back to 2 yrs ago when I first started my current job. I am going to enclose a newspaper article and then tell about how this man, Patrick, changed my life.   Nick Coleman: Monsignor was the face of God in war's inferno With strength and grace, the Rev. Patrick Hessian walked easily where he was needed in the spiritual and military worlds. By Nick Coleman, Star Tribune
Michael Jackson - Thriller 25th Anniversary Epk
The Big Party! Night 2
I will be out enjoying the big party!  Back on 7/6.  Those of you in Skee- town - I might see ya there.  But if I don't have a blast!   Night 1- Burn Halo -- Pop Evil -- Saving Abel................................ I got an Autographed CD, and drum stick! Night 2- Loverboy -- Joan Jett & the Blackhearts                              hung out with a great friend!
Our First Afternoon Together
  the day has been long,as you are finally here in my arms.we are at my house,but not for long as we have decided to take a walk.just like we have talked about on the phone for so we put your bags into the bedroom we close the door,and walk out of the we are walking you feel my hand clasp yours our fingers interlocking,as we walk down the we get to the end,we turn right.walking up the we keep walking a few cars pass by,but we don't let it slow us down.we reach the spot where we must now walk down a path to the secluded spot we have wanted to go we are walking down the path we push aside the different bushes.finally we make it to the place.we both smile to each other as we spread a blanket down over the grass.then we both sit down,as i look at you and smile saying"my love.i have waited for this day for so long"as you gaze into my eyes you smile"as have i mon cher"you feel my arms wrap around you pulling you close as we start kissing very deeply
I recently decided with everything going on in my life that I needed a change. I need to restress alittle and one thing that makes me happy is my love for cooking. I so very much wanted to be a baker and now the chance to start doing a little here and there has come up. Starting next week I will be baking my ass off so if any of you live anywhere near me and would like to try some treats feel free to ask and i'll be more than happy to assist you. I'm so freaking excited. Maybe now i'll stop losing my hair and my fiance and I can finally work things out before I kick his butt to the curb!
Sweet Chocolate Kisses
Rain on me your sweet chocolate kisses.You melt on my lips and I begin to taste you with my tongue MMM you taste so sweet as you swirl around in my mouth and smoothly slide down my throatYour sweet chocolate kisses I am so addicted toand you are just right for my sweet toothRain on me your sweet chocolate kissesLeaving a trail of chocolate goodnesson my neck. Your warm sticky chocolatyaroma is so intoxicating to my sensesit takes me a minute to realize thatI am on a sugar high andI am your chocolate fiendReady for my next fixYou got me licking my fingers so I don't waste a dropThose sweet chocolate kisses have me in a tranceThey are more delicious with every flick and lick.I want you to pour on meCovering me with your sweet chocolate kisshaving me holler for more, more, moreI am like a kid at a candy storeRain on my your sweet chocolate kissesas I close my eyes and feel you slideyour chocolate rod inside and you begin again to kiss my chocolate stained lips and I savor all of your fla
Rip My Clothes Off.
Rip off my clothesI'll rip off yoursDon't be gentleI want it roughI want to you have animalistic sex with meForce me on my kneesmake me say pleaseDon't be gentleI want it roughI want you to have animalistic sex with meI have been a naughty girlI want you to punish mePut me over your knees and Spank meThrow me on the bedPin my handsPin my kneesDon't be gentleMake it roughI want you to have animalistic sex with meRam your dick in meMake me screamI want you to slam into meI want you to fuck meDon't be gentleMake it roughI want you to have animalistic sex with meTurn me on all foursand Please, Please slam into mePull my hair and pull it hardPound into my pussy, make it rawDon't be gentleI want it roughI want you to have animalistic sex with meWork my body, make me sweatFuck me so good so I will never forgetYou got my bodyIt all yoursDon't be gentleI want it roughI want to you to have HotSweatyWildFreakyAll day, all nightDon't stopHardRoughScrachingBitingHair pullingAnimalistic sex with me.
Fuck Me Over
           LOVE ME       love me cause im the only one       that beautiful fulfillment      of sensual concealment        .......... you give me butterflye            FUCK ME      fuck me like u fucked her      that exotic release     of absolute bliss're secretive eyes          HUG ME      hug me 'cause i'll never see you again      that painful sensation      of my obliterlation'll be my demise             HATE ME        hate me like you've never hated before        that sesitive exposure         of not having closure         ......... you say you're final good bye    to all those ass holes who hurted me this is for u        writen by my bitch and bestie for life ashley williams
I Saw Stars Tonight
I saw stars tonight, laughing in an Angel's eyes. Twin spheres, like diamonds plucked from the Heaven's above graced me with their warmth and light.
For Want Of Love....
Perhaps even love laughs at these shead tears and, to make the world weep even more. Divides and sunders yet anothers desire's and, while he makes marry over this,the wide sea of all our tears darkens and deepens further still. For if man could love to his hearts content with out confronting contrary desires, the pleasure of love would have no equal.. And if destiny had laid down the law that in supream delight earthly good may not attain the bliss of heaven..My woe is all the greater as my habit is to fall in love and to feel though loving this beloved mismatch in love. however much i reflect on myself, I see that fortune leads me where ever life follows an always troubled path..
1 Pimpout Left 4 Sale
1 pimpout left 4 sale sb me at any given time  750k ty
Didn't sleep too well last night...had bunch of stuff in my head like usual...made me sad. Cried myself to sleep. Woke up with a sore throat...yay..... Today I'm giong to be wearing a white shirt to work....Ohhh white wow...I tihnk it's been like a year and half since I've worn white to work. This would be my second time of working there wearing white...worn red and blue before....but I mostly wear black. I think it makes me look fatter...ugh..Even though another coworker asked if I been losing weight and she said it's pretty noticable... still need to lose more. I hope that I don' thave eto work with that cunt that I had to work with yesterday...little Miss...Oh I'm so much better than you and all the other girls that aren' barbie dolls like me. She thinks she's the african version of Paris Hilton and all the fuckin' dudes just love her. Not that I'm jealous of her looks, it just pisses me off that guys fall for her while she's a total bitch to other girls, making fun of them becau
Please Say A Prayer
Everyone sees who I appear to be... But only a few know the real me.... You only see what I choose to show... There's so much behind this "SMILE" you just don't know....
The tattoo is the mark of the soul. It can act as a window through which we can see inside, or it can be a shield to protect us from who cannot see past the surface.
Come To The Barn And Chill
In All Candor... A Slew Of Lyrics My Head Keeps Playing Over And Over...
Could you let down your hairBe transparent for a whileJust a little whileTo see if you're human afterall Honesty is a hard attributeTo findWhen we all wanna feel likeWe've got it all figured out Well let me be the first to sayThat I haven't got a clueI don't have all the answersAin't gonna pretend like I do I'm just trying To find my wayTryingTo find my wayThe best that I know how I haven't memorized all ofThe cute things to sayBut I'm workin' on itMaybe I'll master this art form some day If I quote all the lines Off the top of my headWould you believeThat I fully understand all these things I've read I'm just tryingTo find my wayTryingTo find my wayTryingTo find my way the best that I know how   Well I haven't got it allFigured out just yetBut even if it takes my whole lifeTo get to where I need to be And if I should fallTo the bottom of the endI'll be one step back to you and Trying To find my wayTryingTo find my wayOh I'm tryingTo find my wayTryingTo way... I'm
My Daughter
my daughter is 9 pounds hieght 13 1/2 inches tall. she was born april 3 09 weighed 3 pounds 7 ounces 6 inches tall.
What A Kiss Means... (repost)
*Kiss on the stomach-----"lets do it"*Kiss on the Forehead ----"i hope we're together forever"*Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm horny"*Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends"*Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you"*Kiss on the Neck ---"we belong together"*Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you"*Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you"What the gesture means...*Holding Hands ---"we definitely love each other"*Slap on the Butt ---"That's mine"*Holding on tight ---"i don't want to let go"*Looking into each other's Eyes ---"i just plain love you"*Playing with Hair ---"Tell me you love me"*Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go"*Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completely Comfortable with you"--Advice--* Dont ask for a kiss, take one.*If you were thinking about someone while reading this,you're definitely in Love.--Requirements--*Post this again after reading!!Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right nowand can't get them out of your headthen R
Take Something
All I have is myself it is all I have to give. There is not much left, some of it has been lost or broken or simply went away somewhere or it may just be displaced. Other parts were stolen then discarded as if they weren't worth having in the way. You are welcome one and all to pick through the twisted heartaches or a tear or two take some broken memories that's all but left me too. Look at the pile of hopes and dreams, you might find wishes that are blue. They haven't seen the light of day since they were brand new. There is one slightly broken heart that used to beat so true it gave the wary mind a lovely poem for me for you. So give a look and find something you think that you could use the rest is gone so hurry fast before all this goes too. 11/01/03   Christopher Kortz
Happy Birthday To Me...i Guess
Well today is my birthday and my own family doesn't really care. I know that birthdays are just regular days just like any other day but I kind of wish that my family would acknowledge it...I am just glad that I have friends that love me and tell me happy birthday.
Run Rabbit
run little rabbit run   bean chasen you for years dove to  grab ya by the ears through the looking mirror                                                                   and the whole world disapeared  and im like, run   every thing's in disaray cried cause i lost my way turned into an ocean walked across with no delay cause its all a crazy dream and nothing's as it seems you aint the only one thats late for the party so run   so run little rabit                                                                               if i can see it ima grab  it                                                                                                                                                                     gonna keep pushing forward                                                        cause im mad as a hatter bout it but if i can catch the dream ima ditch reality the field mouse and me yo relax'n drink'n tee so run
Goodbye To Romance
Yesterday has been and gone Tomorrow will I find the sun Or will it rain Everybody's having fun Except me, I'm the lonely one I live in shame I say goodbye to romance, yeah Goodbye to friends, I tell you Goodbye to all the past I guess that we'll meet We'll meet in the end I've been the king, I've been the clown Now broken wings can't hold me down I'm free again The jester with the broken crown It won't be me this time around To love in vain I say goodbye to romance, yeah Goodbye to friends, I tell you Goodbye to all the past I guess that we'll meet We'll meet in the end And I feel the time is right Although I know that you just might say to me What'cha gonna do What'cha gonna do But I have to take this chance goodbye To friends and to romance And to all of you And to all of you Come on now I say goodbye to romance, yeah Goodbye to friends, I tell you Goodbye to all the past I guess that we'll meet We'll meet in the end And the weather's looking fine And I think the sun will shin
We Met Upon The Internet
We met upon the Internet, A friendship electronic, Expressed alone in words and thoughts, Inevitably platonic. We live too far apart for us To mingle in the flesh, But much more close than family, Our hearts and feelings mesh. Your dear, dear self reveals itself Without a voice or face. We have our own sweet home within Our precious cyberspace
American Income Life
Has anybody heard about American Income Life?  I'm just wondering what your thoughts are on them. They do benefits for Union workers, like accicent and sickness stuff and life insurance.   Does anybody here work for or know of em?
Auto 11 3-27-09
 hello all, im running an auto 11.i have a cherry bomb also, im gonna use that after my auto 11 is done. i will bomb the people who rate me first then on to others..i will also be handing out random blings to people rating me   THANKSBIGSEXY
I Dont Wanna Stop .....
kissing you in the rain  touching you  pulling you close people watching us i dont wanna stop stolen moments on the dance floor you feeling so good  so close to me  i dont wanna stop just cause they say its wrong bites along my skin cries for more  looking at their curious stares i dont wanna stop i wanna stay like this forever my mind screaminggggggggggggg i dont wanna stop 
Serve At Your Own Risk
Taken from We live in a militaristic society, where those who “serve” our country are lauded as “heroes” and “defenders of freedom,” when in reality, I fear that they're not only doing harm to freedom by obeying an oppressive and morally bereft system of beliefs, but they're buying into their own hype. That's dangerous. It’s dangerous because these people who join the military in order to “protect” freedom have placed on themselves something akin to a holy decree, much like the crusaders did in the 16th century. They believe that what they are doing is morally right, regardless of the consequences. They believe that what they’re being ordered to is the right thing to do for the country and for our freedom. I'm so tired of hearing about how soldiers who fight wars in modern times are fighting for my freedoms. Bullshit. My freedoms are not in danger from afar, they're more in danger from the p
Spotlight Quest
After helping multitudes of otherson the site withfu-bux donations for Spotlight Half a Million here20 Million there To make it to Level 32the site requires meto win the SpotlightThe bid will be highmuch too high at this point So I fear the time is hereI must request the help of my friends Your donation to this special fundwill gain you permanent mention in thisblog and special pimp out when I win. Thank you in advanceFor all the help you can give! Donors (in the order of Donation) 1,000,000 fu-bux donated☆ ♥ Dawn ♥ ☆ 300,000 fu-bux donatedDJ Ghost 1,250,000 fu-bux donatedSunshine 1,000,000 fu-bux donated~Sandi~ 300,000 fu-bux donatedღღღღ_RoSe_ღღღღ 100,000 fu-bux donatedBonziBabe
I May Be Leaving
Well IDK what to say but I'm thinking of deleting my fubar page. See here is the thing when I found out that some shitty stuff has been going on with my roommate and her supposily guy...lets just say he knows he's on my shit list there is no point in being here. I know she's moved on and has better things in her life then to worry about some ass wipe who says one thing then does another thing behind her back, but there is no point in being on here really. Plus I said as long as my ex doesn't find me on here then I'm cool (and thank heaven he hasn't) I've met some pretty cool guys and chicks on here but its just online and thats it...well IDK I still have to think this through. Now if you don't know me don't you dare write some ass whole comment on here because this is a blog for a reason right? I hate when people look around for some type of easy points yet give you an dick answer. If I do leave give me an email or something and I'll keep in contact with everyone who has been great t
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Tiny Scraps Of Paper
I have tried all my life To be what everyone wanted me to be I was born with hurtfulness All around me   And yet I knew deep down inside There was something Different about me, I cared About anything and every thing All that the world bestowed upon me   I found some scraps of paper Half sheets people would through away I had gathered them up and folded them To place in my pockets to take them away  
The morning whispers with moist dew that gently covers a blanket of grass. Her memory fills my senses with the sweetness of her touch. Her soft voice calms me like the eye of a storm. As she holds me tight I can almost feel her passion.
And So Goes Another
I guess I'll just never understand what goes on here. Again, another who had me in their family list has booted me out, no reason give. In fact, not even contact for ages. Sure, the person's on a break from here, but is that really a reason to drop a person from family? If it is, my list would have 5. (and not the 5 most would think either) Just another reason why I'm not here so much any more.
Michael Jackson Memories Before Your Loss
Never forget when I got to meet Michael Jackson I grew up on Michael Jackson and Bob Marley plus Madonna I wish I could of met Bob Marley but when I just went to go see Michael Jackson in Los Angeles,California with my friends and I damn I was so lucky to up in front of the stage and meet him omg I was so happy I cant believe I gave him a hug before the day of his loss of a good man it's sad that the media was talking shit about him I know he didn't do anything bad to a child except for hanging his own baby over a balcony in Germany that shouldn't of happend but it did we all as people make mistakes in our lives we live a we learn but I'll never forget meeting Michael Jackson and giving my last hug before he had his ticket to heaven I just had tears in my eyes of joy he'll never be forgotten  Rest In Peace  Michael Jackson
Boring Day
Work was just blah...people said that I looked good in a white shirt....but it's nothing that I'd wear often. Im starting to have a cold...ugh..hopefully it goes away by tomorrow. I don't want to be sick on my days off. I'm gonna drown myself in cold medicane before I go to bed.   Was happy that I didn't have to work with that cunt today...yay...I got my yearly review. I ranked at highly successful, highly successful and then successful...The highest you can be is highly successful........yay me..I so rock. Rich's mom is in town for whenever...hopefully she won't be here too long. She gets on my nerves fast...ya know how mother in laws can be...yap yap yap yap yap.... She brought hom a bunch of crap home...I have no idea how the hell she even stores that stuff in her little crossfire car or even in her truck...she's a truck driver. I just cleaned up this room and she has it all stored all over the floor. At least she hasn't been home when I get off work..she's always wanting to grab
Widow Creepers
widow creepers come here golden boy and piss in my tea lets go on the roof and talk about the birds and the bees ill touch you there and you'll stroke my hair lets lace our fingers and call it fair let me stand on your head while you're holding my thighs lets have some cake and eat with no plates ill sit on the grass while you bathe in my sweat I'll close my eyes once you change your mind you'll open your eyes till my bodies nude and wet I'll try not to be shy but i cant help the rose in my cheeks lets lace hands and call it fair ill kiss your lips while you touch me there ill shut my mouth and wont make a peep ill keep it a secret before your words cheat golden boy come here and piss in my tea i prefer the bitter truth then the careless words that sound so sweet we'll grow old you'll be deaf and ill be mute lets be physical than talk cheap i'll fight you while you hold me tight touch me here while i touch you there
Growing Up
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probaly will. You will have your heart broken probaly more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for something an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing to fast, and eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt, because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happyness you'll never get back.
No Need For Comparison
  "Nothing is good or bad but by comparison." -- Thomas Fuller We are each unique, so comparing ourselves to others serves no purpose. Even comparing myself to how I was a while back is not usually helpful. Typically, comparison just brings the ego a false sense of either superiority or inferiority. If we let go of comparison and choose instead to completely accept where we are, we can enjoy both peace and growth. "Do not judge and you will never be mistaken." -- Jean Jacques Rousseau
Quick Fix
All of us desire for a quick fix. I, too, had wanted the pill, the program, or the person to rescure me. But getting healthy emotionally is the hardest work I've ever done... But also the most worth while.
Laughter can make moments more memorable. Whether laughing alone or with others, it helps us feel good about our memories.
A White Rose
A White RoseThe red rose whispers of passion,And the white rose breathes of love;O, the red rose is a falcon,And the white rose is a dove.But I send you a cream-white rosebudWith a flush on its petal tips;For the love that is purest and sweetestHas a kiss of desire on the lips.
My Moms Potato Soup
Cheryls Potato Soup   5 lb bag of potatoes  , you can leave the skins on if you like . chopped into squares 1 lg onion , chopped 3 to 4 celery , chopped 3 to 4 carrots , chopped 6 chicken boullion cubes Green  tabasco sauce a few dashes 1 1 b Block Velvetta Jalpenpo  Milk  and Salt and Pepper Yellow cap Mrs Dash  Chop all vegetables . Cover with water add bullion cubes & Mrs Dash Salt and Pepper  and cook til vegetables are tender .  When Vegetable are cooked tender add mik  til water is white then add velvetta til melted . And Enjoy ! My family loves this .   You can also Just make plain patote soup by not adding the cheese . Thicken with a slurry of flour and water mixed in a cup and added to water and milk at boiling to thicken .
Leaving Fubar
To  all  I  have met here it  has  been a pleasure  & lots  of  fun.  I  got  to know  many  of  you on a personel level &  shared many  of  lifes dissapointments  &  blessings  for  that I am grateful. There  comes a time in ones  life to  move  on to the more  important things  in life. It  is  my  time to move on. Thank  you  so  much each  everyone in the words of Jimmy Hendrix "If I don't see you again in this world I will see you in the next one & don't be late" God Bless
Dept Of Energy
Absolutely the funniest joke ever......ON US!!! Let it sink in. Quietly we go like sheep to slaughter. Does anybody out there have any memory of the reason given for the establishment of the DEPARTMENT OF ENERGY during the Carter Administration?  Anybody?  Anything? No?  Didn't think so! Bottom line... we've spent several hundred billion dollars in support of an agency... The reason for which not one person who reads this can remember. Ready???????  It was very simple... And at the time everybody thought it very appropriate... The 'Department of Energy' was instituted on 8- 04-1977 TO LESSEN OUR DEPENDENCE ON FOREIGN OIL.   Hey, pretty efficient, huh????? AND NOW ITS 2009, 32 YEARS LATER AND THE BUDGET FOR THIS NECESSARY DEPARTMENT IS AT $24.2 BILLION A YEAR
I'm A Nice Guy!
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls.To every guy that said he would die for her.To every guy that really would.To every guy that did what she wanted to do.To every guy that cried in front of her. ....To every guy that she cried in front of...To every guy that holds hands with her.To every guy that kisses her with meaning.To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.....To every guy that would give his seat up...To every guy that just wants to cuddle.To every guy that reassured her that she was b
Curiousity is said to kill the cat, But for me, it only tantalizes. I have this fantasy, and it often haunts me. It cam about from an actual event that appened in my life, something more of that I saw without meaning too. I should have never seen it, because it wasnt ment for me to see, but I stumbled into it, and found myself profoundly excited. As I walked down the streets of Seattle where I used to live (now in Iowa) I heard noises coming from an open window. Now I am no 'peeping tom' as the saying goes, but I couldnt help but wonder what it was that was happening. SO I crept over, and found the binds cracked open enough for me to see. I saw a man, tired down to his bed, with a woman, tall and seductive with long black hair falling around her body. she was doing a tantalizing dance in front of the man, pouring liquid latex over her skin. Her tits were large and round, curved luciously, and the swell of her hips almost made my own mouth water. I watched as the latex slid down her bod
Random Musings Of A Disturbed Mind...
   here i sit on this muggy blasphemous sunday morning, the air is so thick you can gargle it. the communist weatherman is calling for thunderstorms. i haven`t mowed my lawn in a week and a half and it`s dense enough to be considered a protected wildlife preservation area... SO WHERE`S MY TAX EXEMPTION?! my coffe has grown cold and vulgar to my sences but it`s too early to drink. i never could abide by consuming alcohol this early in the day, not to mention the fact that my wife will be home from church soon. myself with beer on my breath and my wife have never been a good combination. much like mixing buttermilk with southern comfort and pretending that it`s palletable, hmmmHA!    in a totally wretched state my house is! the detritis of the weekend littering every corner. FOR THE LOVE OF CHRIST! THERE IS A CAT TIED TO THE CEILING FAN BY IT`S TALE!!! THIS IS NOT NORMAL! NOT EVEN BY MY ECCENTRIC STANDARDS! i`m begining to rethink my "no a.m. drinking" rule... i need a good binge to bri
time  a minute to catch someones eye an hour to draw them close  a day to win their trust a week to gain entrance to them fully a month to woe them  but just one second  one second  to shatter them with a lie 
the tears flow freely  for now my eyes no longer shine  dark they have become a smile  is now a faded memory a voice filled with joy has become one of sobs  for now time will come  when all this will end the healing will begin for me with each day  it will erase all the damage done  my heart will mend  my soul will not die  it feels like it now but it will all heal you will become a memory one i will not touch  or open again
Conquer Your Fears
The greatest honor a man or woman can ever achieve is to live with great courage. Conquer your fears and you will conquer life.
Anyone out there dealing with a bipolar other half. Well i have for 5 years and its over. But great to talk to others and get some stress out..
Preludes And Knock Knocks
sometimes when I think i have my life figured out something happens where i get kicked back down to the ground and then kicked in the ribs a few times.  my life is a confusing turmoil that no matter how hard I try i can't seem to get things to work out to where everyone involved is happy. i have trouble with giving out my innermost feelings and thoughts because i can't risk opening up without knowing whether or not i'll get hurt in the end. and 90% of the time i end up hurting and trying to cover it all up. i put on my smile and make jokes but the smile is only skin deep the jokes a cheap cover up of what's going on in my head. as my namesake says I'm the joker. and a saying i like to hear is it only takes one bad day to drive the sanest man insane that's how far i am away from that. just one, bad,'s hard to stay focused sometimes. my life starts to interfere with my job and that's not good cuz that could get me fired. but i spend 75% of my life on the road working to try to mak
Stolen From Friend's (sasquatch Who Got It From Per First)
This turned out annoyingly accurate. Your Gift Is Energy You are easily excitable, and you love to be on the go. You crave intensity.You need to live a dynamic, interesting, and challenging life. Otherwise, you get bored.It's hard for you to relax. You're constantly being inspired to do something.You're the type of person who finds success, innovation, and creativity easy. What's Your Gift?  
Stonewall Riot Police Reports, June 29, 1969
From OutHistory Jump to: navigation, search Newly Obtained Documents Reveal Name of Woman Arrestee and Names of Three Men Arrestees: Marilyn Fowler, Vincent DePaul, Wolfgang Podolski, and Thomas Staton To honor the 40th anniversary celebration, in June 2009, of the Stonewall Riots, is, for the first time, publishing nine pages of New York City Police Department records created early on the morning of the rebellion’s start, June 28, 1969. Reproduced in facsimile with transcriptions, these sometimes hard-to-read but historic documents provide an immediate sense of what the police called an "Unusual Occurrence" at the Stonewall -- the rebellion that has come to symbolize the start of the modern, militant LGBTQ movement for civil rights and liberation. The NYPD records include new, important, and striking details: Raymond Castro, about 1969   Officer Charles Broughton of the 1st Division arrested Raymond Castro, Marilyn Fowler and Vincent
Does Fubar Have To Be Only A Place For One To Find A Date ?
I have been a member of fubar for 3 years this fall, have had lots of fun but there is one thing that really bugs me. Why does fu have to be only for people that are looking for the one or dates?I have made some very good friends on here, some have come and gone, but there are some that have stuck with me since i first joined. Yes when i first started out i was looking for dates and maybe the certain someone as to not feel lonely anymore. But i have discovered, that people don't have to be the one or a date to help out with not being so lonely. I have met some on here that get pissed off when i tell them to read my profile and they find out i am not available like they want. Well like i have learned this is not only a place to find the one or get lucky. this is a place where you can make friends and keep them , the ones that are still on my list of friends have been great to me and would not delete them for nothing, even if we don't chat very often or not at all. The ones i have delete
What A Shitty Day.
Hey there Fubarians, the Metalhead here with a simply rant. Personally, that past month has had some real nasty moments. Woke up late for work because of nightmares, gained and lost 2 friends. Found out my promo is on hold. And the worst of it happened today. I pretty much got the same ol' bs line that someone tells you when they hate you. I got the "We are better as friends then as a couple" kinda lie. Personally, I wish people would just tell you they hate you, they despise you, and they want you out and for you to never come back. If someone would just be straight with me, and stop trying to make my life miserable, maybe my shitty life would actualyl have a more constant joy. All I know is that for the first time in a long time, I actually was happy. And the wonderful woman I met who made me happy, also hates me now. I go from joy and happiness, back to misery & guilt. Life is just to shitty to keep going. I really hope I don't wake up anymore. I just want to sleep and forget about
Getting Old
A wise person once said " The biggest regreats in life are the chances you dident take"  I have to say that some big regreats in life then . There are so many chances that I could have taken, and even should have taken that I dident , Call it fear or just flat out stupidity , I find now that at 30 years old that I regreat not taking chances and doing so many of the things that I wanted to do but did not think the risk was worth it. Even some of the simplest things like going and hanging out with people, to do stuff that I would not normally do, but im sure would have fun doing, I would decide not to do because I did not want to take a chance with anything. I sat watching everyone I know take chances and go after the things they wanted while I had to play it safe and stay behind. Now I sit and watch everyone around me live while I watch. Is it too late for me ? or is there still time for me to pick up ther pieces and do something with what I have left ?  Am I getting to old to take a ch
Well, I just got asked when did ****** cross the line with me? Well now... what part of "no communications with me" did we fail to understand? Hmmmmm?
The Climb By Miley Cyrus
The Climb I can almost see it.That dream I'm dreaming, butThere's a voice inside my head sayingYou'll never reach itEvery step I'm takin'Every move I makeFeels lost with no direction,My faith is shakin'But I gotta keep tryin'Gotta keep my head held highThere's always gonna be another mountainI'm always gonna wanna make it moveAlways gonna be an uphill battleSometimes I'm gonna have to loseAin't about how fast I get thereAin't about what's waitin' on the other sideIt's the climbThe struggles I'm facingThe chances I'm takingSometimes might knock me down, butNo I'm not breakingI may not know it, butThese are the moments thatI'm gonna remember mostI've just gotta keep goin', andI gotta be strongJust keep pushing on, butThere's always gonna be another mountainI'm always gonna wanna make it moveAlways gonna be an uphill battleSometimes I'm gonna have to loseAin't about how fast I get thereAin't about what's waitin' on the other sideIt's the climbThere's always gonna be another mountainI'm a
In the beginning your eyes created  my earth and heavensAt the first day your lips created my night and dayAt the second day your breasts created my land and seasAt the third day your smile created my plants and treesAt the fourth day your hair created my moons and starsAt the fifth day your voice created my fish beasts and birdsAt the sixth day your meeting created me ,the humanWhich god took a rest after he saw himThough the seventh day was for restThat rest which I felt when you said I love youThen you became my eve and I am your AdamWe walked in our heaven wearing nothing but our loveAnd the holy spirit of love fluttering around usBut the fault brought us apartA mistake not like our mom and dadThat we didn’t eat the fruit of knowledgeBut our fault was unknowledgeableWhat is the life and how to move onOur love qaeen killed our feelings haeenSo we lost in the life desertEvery one looking in sideAnd it’s impossible that east and west can ever meet- - - - - - - - - - - -- -
Hmmm..... let's take some things in perspective. There are things you CAN change, things you CAN'T change.  Why in the world, because this was posed to me, would you change jobs in the middle of this recession???? If you have a job, HOLD ON TO IT!!!!!!!!!!! There is NO guarantee that ANY job is safe, until we come out of the recession. And that is going to take a few years. And on another topic....why do we, in this society, no longer hold onto morals and ethics anymore? Well, boys and girls, it's because of the internet. Oh come the left wingers! I don't give a shit what anyone says. The internet has opened up a whole new world in the art of infidelity.  Yes, boys and girls, infidelity nowadays is so rampant that even the courts don't recognize infidelity as a grounds for divorce anymore. Now, it's labled as "irreconcilable differences". Hmmm...what does that say about us, as a whole? It says we have no morals or ethics anymore. We're not teaching our kids that its ok to l
Moving Again
WEll my best friend Rhonda and I have found a house and are finally moving this holiday weekend. were so excited its a really nice house big and even has a big yard for our kids to run and play in. Sooo if im not on too much and wandering if im still alie this is why. xoxoxoxo to all my friends and famiy. P.S. Have A safe and Happy Fourth Of July
This is a text conversation that I just had with Rich about his bills. His bills are always late. Once in a blue moon, they would be paid on time. Even his mom helps him out on his bill, such as his car payment monthly....he was telling me that comcast might be shut off tonight or tomorrow or sometime soon. He asked me if I could pay for his bill and he would pay me back and I told him "I don't think so" ......My reason...because he needs to pay more attention to his bills and be more responsable.... Me....Why don't you just call comcast on your break before it gets shut off Why do you always do your bills so late and pay them when they get shut off? Him...Well i would but have a check from om to cover but I was slowed from getting to a bank to deposit it. Me...So mom is paying for it? Is that the reason for the check?Him...Helping out not fully paying for it if I could I'd take care of it next check , but because of Mittens and the credit union, I lost the funds I would need to take
A Love Close To Lost
  "Wither thou goest, there goest I, two flames sparked from but one ember; both forward and backward doth time fly, wither thou art, remember."
Fwb? Bleh.......
Do it's not so much that I lead a double life per se, but that I have a life that I don't share for general knowledge. Part of this life is what I do in my own, or someone else's bedroom. I've been a member of a site for adults about 2 1/2 years now. And while it's a great site for just getting someone for a short term thing, not the greatest site for anything long term. I'm at the point in my life now where I want long term. No, not marriage, been there done that shit and I don't want anymore of that. But I also don't want a one night stand or even a fwb thing any more.   So I've spent the last 3 days with a very close friend of mine and all that we've accomplished in all our talking in those three days is that "he's not sure what he wants".  Now I may be blond, but I am by no means stupid. So when I hear a guy tell me this, it says to me "I know what I want, and it's not you. But your ok for an FWB thing".   Bleh!!!
What's Your Sign I Am A Scorpio
A=​Q=​U=​A=​R=​I=​U=​S:​ the strongestTrust worthy, Sexy, professional kissers, One of a kind, Loves being in long-term relationships, Extremely energetic and funny, Unpredictable, Will exceed your expectations, Loves music, Not a Fighter, But will Knock the fuck out of u, The BEST and BIGGEST FREAK in bed, Strong, Considered to be a "Spartan" The most intelligent, falls in love too easily, Doesn't show it but is easy to hurt, Perfect! && 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost!A=R=I=E=S: freak in bedOutgoing, Lovable, Spontaneous, Not one to fuck with, You might end up crying;Great fighter and will knock your ass out if you mess around,Erotic, Funny, Take you on trips to the moon in bed, Excellent kisser, EXTREMELY SEXY, Love is one of a kind,Loves being in long relationships, gets what he or she wants, Very Awesome personality, Stubborn,​​Addictive,​​ Loud,Extremely fun, Loves to joke,Extremely random and proud
So That You Fall In Love With Me
Either way is not going to be that drone out of the voice of that woman. If someone asks, I will confess that is difficult to wake up after a new goodbye. This situation always seem to happen for wanting to know, without the knowing how to love, without wanting my love.   I’m talking about the little time you gave me, it is better not to make the effort and to let it go. If the feeling goes then let it go because we wont miss it. Who could be loved by just thinking about her soul?   But so that you fall in love with me, I am willing to give you a whole year made of spring and I then I will place it in your hair with a brooch.
My Book
Don't really know if this is cool on here, but if anyone is interested my book; Rantings Of A Madman is on sale. Send me your name and email in private mesage and I'll send you the link to my publisher. 
Sex Quiz
(If you are reading this, you should repost it. I'm curious what others will say! ....At the very least, leave me a comment letting me know you saw it!)==================================================================================================What is it that you absolutely need sexually? Foreplay! What is something you have always wanted to try? Being with another woman! What is something you have never done in bed before? Never been tied up What time of day do you like to have sex? anytime! What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? The desire in thier eyes How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?Never timed it before, but I love kissing!If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? Depends on who it is...complete strangers excting. Family members....nervous. Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? Only if thier were families with children around. Otherwise I wouldn't car
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Broken Bone
While leading a tour of kindergarten students through our hospital, I overheard a conversation between one little girl and an x-ray technician. "Have you ever broken a bone?" he asked. "Yes," the girl replied. "Did it hurt?" "No." "Really? Which bone did you break?" "My sister's arm." 
My Angel
My Angel............My Angel ever at my side how lovely you must be - To leave your home in heaven, to guard someone like me. When I'm far away from home, or maybe hard at work I know you will protect me, from harm along the way. Your beautiful and shining face, I see not, though you're near The sweetness of your lovely voice, I cannot really hear. When I pray, you're praying too, your prayer is just for me. But, when I sleep you never do, You're watching over me.
So ,the results of MJ's autopsy finally leaked, and they found out that he was weighing 110lbs, and had almost no hair. Also, he had puncture wounds all over.     Why does this remind me of alien autopsy??
Now "MOONWALK" into heaven, "DONT STOP TILL YOU GET ENOUGH". But do u "REMEMBER THE TIME", wen "THE GIRL IS MINE"?? she was a "PRETTY YOUNG THING" and her name was "BILLY JEAN", you might "WANNA BE STARTING SOMTHING" but we know your a "SMOOTH CRIMINAL"...we will always "JAM" &always "ROCK WITH YOU", make a "THRILLER" but not too "BAD"...Neva quite knew if you were "BLACK OR WHITE".....but always remeber "YOU ARE NOT ALONE.RIP Micheal Jackson 1958-2009
Secret Admirer
So, I don't mind people opting to be my secret admirer. However, when it starts to become a daily event, it gets to be a bit creepy.
The Origin Of “taps”
If any of you have ever been to a military funeral in which taps were played; this brings out a new meaning of it. Here is something every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, "Taps". It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison's Landing in Virginia . The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and bring the stricken man back for medical attention Crawling on his stomach
Candles often reveal a sense of mystery, romance, or supernatural guidance regarding the setting in which they appear. The candle can also be a symbol of providence or security as it may illuminate circumstances. If the candle has an unusually large flame, the fire may be the central image. Do the candles have a ceremonial feel to them? If so, other aspects of the dream may be requiring reverence. Is someone else holding a candle or candles? Often a symbolic gesture by a dream character-such as holding a candle-will indicate that they are there to lead you.
A lot of things can happen to your home in a dream. It can be built or purchased, destroyed by the weather or war, or conquered or overrun by invaders. Most dreams about homes occur when there is transition, instability, or significant growth occurring in waking life. A home overrun is often reflective of instability in the dreamer's relationship to the world. Feeling overwhelmed is not unusual. However, if overwhelmed is the chronic condition of your life, then being overrun by a particular sort of person or animal may reflect the source of waking anxiety. The home destroyed may come with geographic relocation, financial pressures, death, or divorce. In these dreams, the home is being pulled apart or somehow losing its ability to provide safe haven. If this dream is occurring in your life, it is worth looking at what influences are stressing your life and the effect they are having on your waking life. A home built is an expansive view of what is happening in your life. Perhaps you
Earth   The Earth has numerous symbolic roles in dream language. Mother Earth and Mother Nature are idioms used to describe the Earth as a source of life. In dreams, this often translates to the Earth as a source of our being. Other dreams of earth include worry over having a home, being outcast, or chaos dreams involving the end of the world. Dreams that include fear of environmental destruction may appear because of news garnered from the daily headlines.
Sending Coded Messages
Sending Coded Messages   We all go through times of struggle against the world. In these times, we are inclined to hold our cards pretty close to our chin. In dreaming, this may be expressed as sending coded messages or communication.Privacy is a tenuous feature in this world. The need for human association calls us toward exposure, while our need for personal security draws us to pull the shades. Consequently, we simultaneously expose and cover through coded communication. This dream may reflect a feeling that only one or two people in your life can comprehend your deepest thoughts and fears. Another scenario is that you are looking for a safe way to express guilt. A third option is that others cannot comprehend your meaning. Who is the message for and why did it need to be coded? Did the receiver understand the code? Were you in captivity, spying, or trying to conceal your meaning in a public forum for other intentions? This may indicate that the code is a metaphor for a deep
Telephone   The telephone often appears in dreams as a link between you and other dream characters who are physically inaccessible, but influential on the dream outcome. Many times, you will know who is on the other end of the phone before you pick it up to speak in your dream. The way you connect yourself to others with the dream phone is important. To whom is also important. The phone is often called the next best thing to being there. Consequently, using the phone in your dream indicates that while a person is influential in you life, they are not as connected with you as perhaps they could be or you would like them to be.
  Royalty is becoming more of a mixed dream symbol in contemporary dreams. Three hundred years ago, it would have been a universal symbol of wealth and power. However, as we become more aware of the struggles royalty face, it is more common to dream of them in relation to our own daily struggles. Many times our dreams are a search for persons who can identify with our inner struggles. As royalty divorce, grieve, and grow-up in the public eye, we look to them as symbols to reinforce our own daily crises. Or we dream of them in an effort to attach the splendor of their lives to our normal lives. Becoming a member of royalty is often a wish-fulfillment dream for wealth. However, if your dream includes an element of returning to the era of monarchy, the dream may also include a desire to assert oneself more powerfully in a particular area of life, whether it be in a financial or emotional realm. Looking at who serve in your court and in what capacity would be a worthwhile examination.
A Solitary Man
Melinda was mine 'til the time that I found her Holdin' Jim And lovin' him Then Sue came along, loved me strong, that's what I thought But me and Sue, That died, too. Don't know that I will but until I can find me A girl who'll stay and won't play games behind me I'll be what I am A solitary man A solitary man A solitary man I've had it to here - being where love's a small world A part time thing A paper ring I know it's been done havin' one girl who loves you Right or wrong Weak or strong Don't know that I will but until I can find me A girl who'll stay and won't play games behind me I'll be what I am A solitary man A solitary man A solitary man Don't know that I will but until I can find me A girl who'll stay and won't play games behind me I'll be what I am A solitary man A solitary man A solitary man A solitary man A solitary man A solitary man
Venus Doom
Leave all behind now to watch her crawl Through our dark gardens of insanity She'll be the light to guide you back home Just give her a kiss worth dying for And open your arms [Chorus:] Watch me fall for you My venus doom Hide my heart where all dreams are entombed My venus doom All dreams are of you My venus doom Grieve all your hearts out and she'll writhe enthralled In tragic ecstatic agony And in her flames we will die some more Just show me her life worth living for And light up the dark [Chorus] Hold me inside your infernal offering Touch me as I fall Don't lose yourself in this suffering yet Hold on Watch me fall for you My venus doom Hide my heart where all dreams are entombed Watch me fall for you My venus doom Hide my heart where all dreams are entombed My venus doom All tears are of you My venus doom
Sharing My Experience: As A Witness To Love
Recently, I had an experience that I want to share.... unfortunately, I cannot really share it with anyone because it isn't really possible to effectively communicate something like this... I will, however, try.Several months ago, someone asked my assistance to help them sort out what it was they were experiencing. It was very troublesome for them and there was significant confusion about what it was they wanted and where they were going in their life.I tried to be as present for them as I could and listened to them with all the attention I could bring to our encounters. It became apparent that most of what was being experienced was, in some way, mostly illusory. The events which followed were miraculous and have absolutely nothing to do with the point of reference we shall call Ken Teel. Ken Teel, as I know it, was simply a witness. I mean this most seriously... primarily because there is no way that Ken Teel could have thought this into being.... All that was done was that I shared m
    Sometimes - I just need someone to talk to, to lend an open ear. Sometimes - I just need to share my problems, Sometimes - I just feel sad and lonely, and don’t know what to do. Sometimes - I pray with all my heart for a friend, Sometimes - I want to take a walk, and I want someone by my side. Sometimes - I need a bigger shoulder, on which I can cry. Sometimes - I need to see the sunshine, but the clouds are in my way. Sometimes - I just need a kindly word, and my friend, just to make my day. Sometimes - I just need a simple hug, to bring joy into my life. Sometimes - I just need to know that, there is more happiness than strife. Sometimes - I just need a simple smile, or to give, instead of receive. Sometimes - I just need to remember, that that i have friends, that they will always be there . but sometimes, i'd just want to walk away, to be alone just by myself, not to even even care.
this is to all my friends out there in FU land. I am in the middle of moving from the north to the southwest so if I don't get back with you its because I didn't have time. once Im settled I'll be back on more frequently.
Friends And Doing What Is Right
For me Friends become extra family members for the most part. I care for them as if they are blood. But every so often something comes up that causes a rift between a couple that I am friends with and then I am left with the feeling of doing what is right. Do you stay out of it or do what is right and share the info you have? for me it is often doing what I think is right and to lessen the pain one of the friends will eventally have to deal with rather then letting it go. At least this way they can say at least I was honest with them and they know that I was there for them.
Deep Thinking
Whats red  and smells like paint?
Fireworks Over Baghdad As Iraqis Take Over Cities
BAGHDAD – Iraqi forces assumed formal control of Baghdad and other cities Tuesday after American troops handed over security in urban areas in a defining step toward ending the U.S. combat role in the country. A countdown clock broadcast on Iraqi TV ticked to zero as the midnight deadline passed for U.S. combat troops to finish their pullback to bases outside cities. "The withdrawal of American troops is completed now from all cities after everything they sacrificed for the sake of security," said Sadiq al-Rikabi, a senior adviser to Prime Minister Nouri al-Maliki. "We are now celebrating the restoration of sovereignty." The Pentagon did not offer any comment to mark the passing of the deadline. Fireworks, not bombings, colored the Baghdad skyline late Monday, and thousands attended a party in a park where singers performed patriotic songs. Loudspeakers at police stations and military checkpoints played recordings of similar tunes throughout the day, as Iraqi military vehicles
Finally An Answer!
Well, after days of trying to get an answer, my Son finally got his flight plans today on his home coming. Talk about till the very end. Never mind the fact that people have lives, but I guess the National Guard does not see that arrangements on this end need to be made for his pick up. He got his plans at out processing today after graduation from AIT. He gets to fly in tomorrow night @ 1125pm. The only plus side is that he flies in to the airport that is like 1 mile away from home. Which is good really since I have to be at work at 7am and leave at 6 in the morning the next day. The rest of the week is so gonna suck. I am going to be so drained of energy. I will so be looking forward to my vacation starting on Saturday. My Brother and Niece fly in tomorrow morning at 1030am in Norfolk. My Sister in law flies in on Fri..
Why is it ppl are so afraid of whats diffrent? It's not like im going to do something bad to you cuz i look wierd or strange. To me you are strange for looking normal and being afraid of whats diffrent. I just think it's silly that ppl would act like that...
Idiots In Chat Rooms
hannibal_great: hiMe: hihannibal_great: whts upMe: nadahannibal_great: wht r u uptoMe: Rating friends on fubarhannibal_great: okhannibal_great: u hv camMe: Nohannibal_great: micMe: nopehannibal_great: picsMe: Pic is to the righthannibal_great: what r u looking forMe: Didn't say I was looking for anythinghannibal_great: do u viewMe: Have no reason tohannibal_great: u play with guysMe: I'm too old to playMe: Real deal or nothinghannibal_great: realMe: You ain't here so it's not realMe: It's cyberhannibal_great: so u dont do cyberMe: Why would I? Most guys online don't have a freakin' clue.hannibal_great: for funMe: Righthannibal_great: soMe: Good luck with thathannibal_great: so u are into chatting onlyMe: It's a chat room...helloMe: Not porn r ushannibal_great: yeah not pornhannibal_great: watch me plsMe: Nohannibal_great: help meMe: Help yourselfhannibal_great: lolhannibal_great: u r too stubbornMe: As I said, I don't play. It's real or nothing.Me: Sorry you can't grasp that.hannibal_g
Please help me force the pain awayPlease don't tell me that it's here to stayMy life has taken a treacherous courseLies brought about by an evil sourceSecond guessing if its all even worth itWith a ton of bricks it feels like ive been hitI feel like there is nowhere to turnDeceitful lies made my stomach churnI wish that i could walk away and turn a blind eyeInstead i sit here in my secret pain and cryWishing that one person hadnt harbored so much hatePushing me towards a doomed fateHurt slices me like a knifeKnowing i was hated enough to destroy my lifeBy someone who doesnt know the meaning of moralityStuck in her own fucked up realityDoes she take pleasure in my secret painKnowing i had it all to lose, she had it all to gainWishing that i could disappearLeaving behind one lonely, last sorrow filled tear
Sizzling Hot
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Buried At Work & No Time To Play :-(
Hi folks,   Just a quick note here.  I have been deeply buried at work for several weeks now and have vacation coming up Thursday.  Well just to add to things I had a presentation dropped on me at noon yesterday that I need to give to the customers tomorrow (with 2 dry runs today)  I have barely anytime to breath this week.   Added to that, I have a bunch of unexpected expenses this month, so it is going to be light on bling.  I didn't want you folks thinking I abandoned you so I thought a quick note was in order.  I will see how much time I can spend here on vacation and I should get some pictures of my home town to share while I am away from the office.   If I don't catch you all before the 4th of July, have a Happy Independance day @};-   Paul
We've Made Contact
Needless to say, my commute was delay this morning due to the following. CTA (Chicago Transit Authority) personnel at the stations for this line were saying they "made contact" with a person. Get real! You hit them!  June 30, 2009 (CHICAGO) (WLS) -- Service on the he Red Line on the South Side has been restored after a person was struck at the 35th St. station. Shuttle buses and single-track runs were utilized for about two hours while authorities investigated and shut off power. Traffic on the Dan Ryan in the area was also bottlenecked because of the responding emergency vehicles. The man struck by the train died on the scene.    
This Stupid Dirty,disease Spreadin Whore
Hahahaha...she's a whore,and she knows it!You think I give a shit about anything you say,slut?I don''re words are devoid of any meaning,therefore making you a dumb shit.Let me ask you this,how would you know my cock is small if you aint lookin at it.And yes,the women thing..yours might be hot,but theyre FAKE like you,bitch.And all they see you as is a piece of dirty pussy.And as for you showin me your need to stop smokin crack and eat something,skinny bitch.My black girls will come find you and treat you like the dog you are.Why are you gonna play with fire,send me a shout,then block me?Are you afraid to hear the truth about yourself?Don't worry,I wont be too fucked up..I just call em as I see em.And you have to entise people to look at your body..I dont.I am sorry though that you were offended by my comment yesterday..but,thats the risk you take postin your skinny crackhead ass on a public site.Also,first ammendment,do you even know what it is?You dont like
Mmmm Obsessing Tomorrow
Wednesday, July 1, 2009 Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22) You could become obsessed today with someone or something and may be tempted to go overboard in order to get what you want. On the other hand, your dreams can drive you further than rational analysis. But your key planet Venus squares overindulgent Jupiter, making it tough for you to know when to stop. Peace arrives when you can find a healthy balance between what you have and what you want.
goog morning im greatful for all you my friends and im happy today because i have all of to thank for getting me thru this again thanks iwish tha everyon could have known my  son  he  was  whitty funny and a very positive person and a jokester he always had me laughing thats the son i knew and loved  may he rest in peace  all ya out ther help me helpkeep his memory alive  donate to the crisis intervention hot line and battered womens centers  
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You Are My Zen ( A Poem I Just Finished )
  Raindrops and heart beatsAre all I hear as I fall asleepAs I drift off into a dreamlandSoothing waves of thunder calm my soulYour soft skin as a pillow under my cheekGently rises and falls with each breathCreating a gentle rhythm to the nights songAs I listen I can hear the faint whisper of airTouching your soft lips as it leaves your bodyI listen and I realize You create this night song You create this peace given to meI realize that you are my Zen
Happy Half Day
I’m not saying raising money for the March of Dimes is bad, but I am not a fan of their annual “Go To Jail” day.  I participated in it three years ago – it was only an hour at Paradiso’s, a local Mexican restaurant, in which to get your mug shot taken and make calls to raise money – and I felt the local chapter was a little dishonest about it.  This part’s a little embarrassing … I really don’t know that many people to contact by phone around here to “raise my bail”.  Money is a touchy subject; ask almost anyone.  This morning before Martha and I left with the kids for work she spent about thirty minutes in our bedroom calling back and forth between two collection agencies regarding a several hundred dollar payment that has somehow gotten lost.  I’d have started a lawsuit against one of them some time ago for the rigamarole, but she’s calmer than me on that. Sunday after church Martha, Mary, Sarah, Jeffrey,
Okay, Okay, I Guess I Should Clarify
Maybe I should’ve done this first….clarify my beliefs and how my opinions are formed. For starters, no, I am not a far left idealogue who hates guns, meat, and is unpatriotic. I am a pro gun, pro Israel, pro free speech Democrat. I believe in keeping the largest, baddest military on the planet. I believe we should never seek war as a first option, but never take it off the table as an option. I believe we should hold dear the idea of free speech, even speech that we may find personally offensive. I am against the idea of a “fairness doctrine”. As much as I think the likes of Hannity, Druggie Limbaugh, O’Reilly and others are, for the most part, lying hacks, I would steadfastly defend their right to say what they say. That being said, I do not hate all types of government. I believe government, which essentially is meant to be an arm of the people, can play a roll. It organizes national defense, maintain fair commerce, help to educate our children, maint
Hey did you know that our president wants us all to buy into this 35mpg cars--that is why fule prices keep going up, if they don't then who is really going to buy this expensive cars. the price of oil is going down but fuel taxes are going up (with greedy gas station owners).
You Killed My Love
You said that you did not want to bring a child to suffer into this world and that you did not want to be the mother of a mistake. We never understood each other and for that a baby had to die. If we had a bad relationship, tell me what fault did the child have? I blame you, no matter what your excuses are, because you are heartless. You promised me a child and then you aborted him. You killed my love and the baby that you were carrying inside. What you did can not be justified. Without reason you took the life of a baby. Maybe he would have grown up to be a baseball player or a Doctor, but you will never know because you killed our son.
Better Your Self
I am a psychic who is willing to help anyone with the will to change there life for the better please contack me if you wish to talk about anything you may need gidance in
Pride And Disgust..
I am currently reading a book...."An Ordinary Soldier" by Major Doug Beattie MC .....on particular part of the book has sparked deep emotions in me 161, footnote....and I quote... "For his actions Tim was awarded the Conspicuous Gallentry Cross. This is his citation: 'On 10th September 2006, Lieutenat Tim Illingworth deployed with a small team in support of a joint Afgan Police and Army operation to recapture Garmsir District Center.  During two days of heavy fighting, Lieutenant Illingworth and his team were constantly under fire while motivating, directing and advising their Afgan colleagues who successfully re-took Garmsir.  Later that week an Afgan Police patrol supported by Illingworth's team was ambushed.  One British casulaty resulted. In an effort to relieve the pressure on the Afgan Police, he led his Afgan company commander and a foot patrol to neutralise the enemy position.  This inspired his Afgan Army colleagues who were reticent to advance on the heavily d
The Brown's Fan ... Lol
The Browns Fan A Pittsburgh family of Steelers fans head out one Saturday to do their Christmas Shopping. While in the sports store, the son picksup a Cleveland Browns jersey and says to his older sister, "I'vedecided to become a Browns fan and I would like this for Christmas." His big sister is outraged ! by this and promptly whacks him roundthe head and says, "Go talk with mom." Off goes the little lad with the Cleveland Browns jersey in hand and finds his mother. "Mom?""Yes, son?""I've decided I'm going to be aCleveland Browns fan, and I would like this jersey for Christmas." The mother is outraged, promptly whacks him around the head and says, "Go see your father." Off he goes with the Cleveland Browns jersey in hand and finds his father."Dad?""Yes, son?""I've decided I'm going to be a Cleveland Browns fan, and I would like this jersey for Christmas". The father is so outraged he, too, whacks his son around the head and says, " No son of mine is ever going to be seen in THAT!
Random Poem
I wish you were in my arms as I lay, as I slept I wish I could feel your breath, to feel the beat from your heart steady in peace. I feel this empty space left by you now you're gone, each time you leave it's more pain then you know, I know you're out there searching for me, when we meet again that first kiss will stop my heart. I will know I am home.   **by A.J.David
Egypt Log Day 1
Hey yall, Just  an update. I'm still in Kansas for another couple weeks. Then off to Washington. Training is goin good. Hotter than hell tho. But that's summer for ya huh. Anyway, Peace love and hair grease. Update ya when i can.
Busted Blog! 6/30/09
Rick Mercer apologizes to America:On behalf of Canadians everywhere I'd like to offer an apology to the United States of America. We haven't been getting along very well recently and for that, I am truly sorry.I'm sorry we called George Bush a moron. He is a moron but, it wasn't nice of us to point it out. If it's any consolation, the fact that he's a moron shouldn't reflect poorly on the people of America. After all it's not like you actually elected him.I'm sorry about our softwood lumber. Just because we have more trees than you doesn't give us the right to sell you lumber that's cheaper and better than your own.I'm sorry we beat you in Olympic hockey. In our defense I guess our excuse would be that our team was much, much, much, much better than yours.I'm sorry we burnt down your White House during the war of 1812. I notice you've rebuilt it! It's Very Nice.I'm sorry about your beer. I know we had nothing to do with your beer but, we Feel your Pain.I'm sorry about our waffling on I
Happy Canada Day Everyone
hey everyone just thought i would wish my fellow canadians a happy 142nd birthday. tomorrow its time to party have some good canadian beer and lots of food and fireworks. so everyone have a safe holiday. PLEASE DONT DRINK AND DRIVE CALL A CAB OR HAVE A FRIEND DRIVE BUT DONT BE STUPID THANKS SABBY
badinage\bad-n-AHZH\ , noun:1.Light, playful talk; banter. Those Who Care...will Read.
I obviously have not been on fubar alot lately. It's coming to a point where I don't know if I can find the time to keep up with everything on here...responding to people, and so on... It might come down to me deleting my profile all together. I have alot going on...and It's unfair to those I can't get back to. I'll get back to you in a week...I'm going camping with Dale for 5 days..then he is coming here for my friends wedding. If I do decide to get rid of this...i will get those whom I became friends with information, and give mine to them...of my IM and Email. Hope everyone has a wonderful 4th of july!
Now -that- Was Quite A Show.
I am tainted, tarnished, used and forgotten. Don't spare me a glance. My soul has been broken as well as my heart. I have nothing I can give you that hasn't been taken, unwillingly at times. I am a magician, casting spells, weaving smoke and mirror parlor tricks, beckoning you to see my illusions. They are so grand, just open your eyes, you'll be delighted or a money back guarantee. It's nothing but a show, entertainment at best, don't blink or you'll miss the rest. With my snowy white skin, my brown eyes of fire, I can show you your very heart's desire. I am a jack of all trades and a master of none. Take a seat, enjoy the show, where it stops no one shall ever know.Come one, come all, I will show you a sight. I stand on this pedestal before you a broken woman, the pieces thrown near and far. Don't worry, you'll get your money's worth, for that wasn't the trick at all. Look inside, my heart is gone, I am left empty and all alone. I am a mere puppet, here for your viewing pleasure. Pul
Canada Day 2009
This is especially nice to see as we are approaching Canada Day on July 1st. British newspaper salutes Canada . . . this is a good read. It is funny how it took someone in England to put it into words... Salute to a brave and modest nation - Kevin Myers, 'The Sunday Telegraph' LONDON : Until the deaths of Canadian soldiers killed in Afghanistan , probably almost no one outside their home country had been aware that Canadian troops are deployed in the region. And as always, Canada will bury its dead, just as the rest of the world, as always will forget its sacrifice, just as it always forgets nearly everything Canada ever does.. It seems that Canada 's historic mission is to come to the selfless aid both of its friends and of complete strangers, and then, once the crisis is over, to be well and truly ignored. Canada is the perpetual wallflower that stands on the edge of the hall, waiting for someone to come and ask her for a dance. A fire breaks out, she risks life and limb to resc
dilated pupils and your blood dripping from my mouth in a flash      of daydream the sound of you tut-tutting. "What a deviant vixen you are..." I smile, knowing you don't know the half of it.   I bury strangers in the backyard every night. You know I've gotta keep myself alive, baby. Someone has to do this, I saw myself, Death sitting in a hammock... in a dream of course, or was it?   Either way, I'm justified.  
My Race
I get asked wild questions about my race,like am I from india or am I a paru indian,also am I mexican? lol.. even aztec!no to all I am native american indian,its kinda hard to explain to people who dont know history,I can do some bird noises ,I can sling an axe yes I do speak very little indian...and no I am not full blooded...thanks peace out...
Woot Woot Day 1 6-30-2009
Thanks to my awesome Fubar Friends and Family I have made it 16 Levels today.  Couldnt do it without you.  Special Thanks Goes Out To These Two XOXOXOXO ♫ÐĴ FäßŨ£ðŨ§/ LOUNGE ASSISTANT@ BODYSHOTS OWNED BY ANG@ fubar  dejaview469@ fubar
Trying To Forget You.
out of no where you stole my heart. an out of no where you tore it apart. i was fine before i met you. now im dying to forget you. why couldnt you let me be. why did you tell me you liked me. i should have listened to me. i shouldnt have said i liked you. i should have stopped talking to you. but for some reason that was to hard to do. and now im stuck trying to forget you.
R.i.p Mawmaw
i miss seein you in that chair...sometimes i feel you near...i loved your beautiful hair....i still wish you were here....why did you have to go...thats one thing we will never know...we all loved you...and we all still do...we know your in a better place...with gods love and will always be in my matter how long we are apart...i still hear your voice...i still see your smile...and that makes living life worth while...
Hard Knowing Your Gone
its hard knowing that your gone and i cant just call you and hear your voice. its hard knowing that you wont ever be up at the mall to talk to its hard knowing that i cant just talk to you and hear your advice its hard knowing that your really truely gone its hard knowing that im alive and your gone why does god take all the good people why did he have to take you i know its selfish but i wish you hadnt died i wish it was someone else in the car i know its wrong but i wish someone else had gone and not you why does god have to take all the good people we have left. why cant he take the bad people who hurt others why cant he take the people who cause animals harm. why did he have to take you its just hard knowing your gone. i miss you so much. sorry i never called you back sorry that i took time for granted. i just never imagined you would be gone and that there wouldnt be time to call you back. i miss you.
- the sexiest girls are goin to the uglyest boys?? - when u fall in love with a girl, she's just dosen't feel the same for ya ??
What Does Your Address Say About You?
Your Address Says You're Friendly Right now, you are enjoying your life as it is. You wouldn't change a thing. You feel happy for what you have. There's a lot to be thankful for. At your best, you are welcoming and outgoing. You have a lot to give. At your worst, you are a bit too giving toward other people. You need to think of yourself first sometimes. What Does Your Address Say About You?
Lighthouse By Rod Mckuen
LIGHTHOUSE Because imagination sticks get caught settles in as we grow older finally there is only one long, silent hour even if it lasts a day. Have we been living all our years for this? It may be so. It well may be the size of life is measured by the hours, years and days it takes for each of us to turn within the circle of the slowest dance. Where then and why how does the eagle or the falcon fly ? And if the rabbit runs does he run forward                    or run back? The eagle and the falcon too are foragers,                but self-propelled. Lucky rabbit always running to its lair and always, always                    finding something there. I think perhaps that we are running, yes. Always away and not toward. I think that we are looking not quiet for the end but for a slow dance done upon the killing ground. The damage we inflict in love or hate or any other name it’s given is usually beyond repair. What then can we give
The Italian Language
Possiby the sexiest spoken language ever? Discuss :D   *wink wink*
I Need You All!!!
If The Telephone Rings Today..... Water It!
THE FOLLOWING IS QUOTED FROM BERGAN EVANS ON NORBERT WEINER, NUCLEAR PHYSICIST The second concept Wiener has to establish is that of entropy. Probability is a mathematical concept, coming from statistics. Entropy comes from physics. It is the assertion-- established logically and experimentally-- that the universe, by its nature, is "running down", moving toward a state of inert uniformity devoid of form, matter, hierarchy or differentiation. That is, in any given situation, less organization, more chaos, is overwhelmingly more probable than tighter organization or more order. The tendency for entropy to increase in isolated systems is expressed in the second law of thermodynamics-- perhaps the most pessimistic and amoral formulation in all human thought. It applies however, to a closed system, to something that is an isolated whole, not just a part. Within such
3 Galaxies In Draco
July 1st 2009
ok- daughters birthday is today, she is one year old now.  She made it this long woohoo for both her and me :).  She got a free donut today and was happy about that, flirted with the old men at the donut shop and talked to the old ladies there.  It was cute!   It seemed that she was a bit grouchy today, just for the hell of it...but I knew that she was tired, cause mama got her up instead of the other way around lol.   Things went pretty well, and then I get a phone call from my husband, saying he got   I may not be on as much as I would want to, cause I'm going to the boss to let them know...that if they need me for any shift, I'll take it.  Which means I'll have to stock up on some 5 hour energy shots, cause I don't think I'll make it through a midnight shift. I'm not quite sure on how to take everything right now, it's still sinking in...I bet I'll know by the time the end of the month comes up...with being over my head with bills... So I guess tha
Wtf Is All This Anyway??
I've come to realize that this place is crap. People spend a good portion of their income buying fu bombs, bling, autos, VIP's, etc. for people.. which to me is just incredibly stupid... I'm sorry but this is how I feel. They also tell you shit, things they think you want to hear to make you feel 'special' when in reality you aint shit, just another prospect... a possibility.... not a first choice, nor second, just an 'if all else fails'.   I don't think I'm going to be around much anymore, it all makes me both lmao and feel like puking.   I'd also like to thank all of you who never bought me any of those cool fu things!! Guess I didnt do enough begging or show enough cleavage :p hahahahaha... *puke gag* I'm so kidding!! I'm not a fu-ho... yall be good, see ya around
I Feel You In My Soul
You live inside of me, I feel you in my soul.  You escaped from the fairytale I learned when I was a child. Since then I have been waiting for you.  I was born to love you.  
Got My 1st House
Got my first house but I get keys by middle of july and it's big house and it needs allot work but I get done
Just Take The Step.
Hmm, where to start, so many ways to.  First off I have to say this.  Happiness is coming, it's on it's way to me, finally.  I was beginning to wonder if it would ever find it's way inside.I have feelings developing, which at one point, I questioned.  Now though, I don't need to question them anymore, I know what's happening.  I welcome it, with open arms.  It's so rare to find such a connection.I am very much into protecting them at all costs.  It's a fierce determination unbendable by any other.  I can't help but be this way, cause if one doesn't put their all into something, what is it then?  Is it not worth it?  I only go forward and look to the day where everything comes together, like the last thread of a finely woven fabric, it takes time, yes, but in the end, it only looks to be the best.Sometimes though, doubt enters the picture.  The whys and how comes and what ifs.  They linger, in the back, usually dormant, but will peek their ugly faces from time to time.  It is human natu
Beer, Fishing, Golf & Sex:
A man was walking down the street when he was accosted by a particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless man who asked him for a couple of dollars for dinner. The man took out his wallet, extracted ten dollars and asked, "If I give you this money, will you buy some beer with it instead of dinner?" "No, I had to stop drinking years ago," the homeless man replied. "Will you use it to go fishing instead of buying food?" the man asked. "No, I don't waste time fishing," the homeless man said. "I need to spend all my time trying to stay alive." "Will you spend this on greens fees at a golf course instead of food?" the man asked. "Are you NUTS!" replied the homeless man. "I haven't played golf in 20 years!" "Will you spend the money on a woman in the red light district instead of food?" the man asked. "What disease would I get for ten lousy ! bucks ?" exclaimed the homeless man. "Well," said the man, "I'm not going to give you the money. Instead, I'm going to take you home for a terrific di
A guy gets home late one night and his wife says, "Where the hell have you been?""I was out getting a tattoo.""A tattoo? What kind of tattoo did you get?" "I got a hundred dollar bill on my penis."What the hell were you thinking? Why did you get a hundred dollar bill on your penis?""Well, number one, I like to watch my money grow...Number two, once in a while, I like to play with my money....And lastly, instead of you going out shopping, you can stay right here at home and blow a hundred bucks anytime you want.     
Brain Surgery
In the hospital the relatives gathered in the waiting room,where their family member lay gravely ill. Finally, the doctorcamein looking tired and somber. "I'm afraid I'm the bearer of bad news,"he said as he surveyed the worried faces. "The only hope left for your loved one at this time is a brain transplant. It's an experimental procedure,semi-risky and you will have to pay for the brain yourselves." The family members sat silent as they absorbed the news. After a great length of time, someone asked, "Well, how muchdoes a brain cost?" The doctor quickly responded, "$5,000 for a male brain, and $200 for a female brain." The moment turned awkward. Men in theroom tried not to smile, avoiding eye contact with the women, but some actually smirked. A man, unable to control his curiosity, blurted out the questioneveryone wanted to ask, "Why is the male brain so much more?" The doctor smiled at the childish innocence and to the entire group said, "It's just standard pricing procedure. We have
Fishin' Trip!
Hey all just letting u know this weekend i'm going on another fishing trip to seveirville, pigeon forge, & gatlingburg...don't miss me too much
Love For My #1's B-day
Hey yall, please show this awsome lady a bunch of love for her B-Day, she deserves all the love that she gets. thank you  
I'm not sure why I'm trolling facebook now and taking their quizes, but yeah I am. Is this me?   The Week of the Seeker – Gemini 3 June 11-18 You are always on the move – probing, testing, tasting and exploring the most interesting things life has to offer. You are not afraid to take chances and are attracted to risk and danger. You are restless and life is never dull around you. You are truly independent a real adventurer. You stretch the truth and please those around you with your undeniable charm; you often get your way. You are good with money. Love and affection are important to you, you can be warm and giving and then cool and detached. You thrive on change and often move from one partner to the next. Strengths: Exploratory – Risk Taking – Money Wise Weaknesses: Emotionally Volatile – Disillusioned – Impatient
Once Wished
I wished I had met you , forever ago   But if I had   would I know what I know   would I see what I see in you   would I feel what I feel   and would it feel so true   I don't know, I'd like to think so   but it doesn't matter , these thoughts of   what could of been, long ago   all that matters is the here the now   the future to be, and as far as I can see   It's going to be you, and me        
Presión En Mi Vida
The air around me suffocates, it mask away my pain. My senses tell me something’s wrong but things appear the same. The sin that sits within me, it tears my soul in two. I look for refuge; but find myself abandoned by YOU! I feel so bitter, so consumed, I can feel the rage! I can’t distinguish love from hate. These tears they dangle from my chin and my emotions feel like stone. Your words they inflict a pain upon my heart. That I can’t sway alone. There was a time you and I; were chasing down our fate. Our first kiss it felt justifiable, each other’s arms a perfect escape.   Now I find myself in tears, alone into the darkest nights.
Need Fubux
i will pay million fubux for a 25 credit bling pack or 5 million for 2 25 credit bling pack your choice sb or pm will pay AFTER i get  the credits i was already played once i paid n never recieved
A Little About Me
Name: Sonia Birthday: March 24 Birthplace: El Paso Current Location: El Paso Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: Red right now. lol Height: 5'6 or 5'7 Right Handed or Left Handed: Lefty Your Heritage: Latina "MEXICANA" The Shoes You Wore Today: Sneakers Kswiss Your Weakness: Partying!! Your Fears: CLOWNS! Your Perfect Pizza: Mmmm Hawaiin!!
Yeah..i Don't Think So
your laugh When people meet you for the first time, they can't help but notice your laugh! Even when people are feeling down, you have the ability to brighten up their day with that wonderful laugh of yours!
Adult Website Right?
Ok first off I want to ask a question this is an adult site right? I believe it is so next question if something says may contain NSFW and you see it and dont like NSFW are you going to open it? This is an adult site and photos are getting marked that myspace would allow just look at the adult film stars that are on there. So what is wrong with someone wearing a pair of jeans that the ass is ripped. Some of the photos that people mark NSFW i would like to know what people are thinking. I am going to say it once again THIS IS AN ADULT WEBSITE IF IT SAYS MAY CONTAIN NSFW AND YOU DO NOT LIKE THAT STUFF THEN DO NOT OPEN THE ALBUM. Come on people its common sense.
The Vanishing Thought
Hidden thoughts tossed into a mazeA maze where the creator doesn't know to navigateA place where shadow's are real and we follow themWhere we are the paper, and they the penWhistling our emotion's through song and praiseLiving life as if it was a hazeNever knowing what to expectNever knowing, that death is someone you have met.It all comes back down to is those Hidden thoughts.Hidden by another thoughtSpoken over by wordsAnd whispered by that voice we never wanted to listen to in the first placeYou may try to find itTo listen finally after all that timeFinally you realized, you passed the "Do not pass" signBut yet you jay walk, never looking to goGetting hit by your own swarming thoughts of Should I ditch? Or should I wish?But you finally stop and whisper "No"It all vanishesA stream of empty settles your mindFinally, in the distance, that thought you had forgotten.That thought you swear you had lostDusty and wrinkled.Torn and written on.You brush it off.A question it was. That thought
Nothing But Torture
“Nothing but Torture”        It was morning again, cold, and unpleasant as always. My body wrapped in multiple blankets to keep me warm and cozy. I've always been unable to sleep in a hot room, the window was always draped open to allow a gentle breeze to sweep in. Of course, the down fall of having the window open and allowing the cold air to fill the place up was that it made getting out of bed very hard. To leave the comforts of my body heated blankets and step into the icy room naked as always.        I'm not the prettiest of girls, well at least I would think. I've been told different times, on many different occasions. I have a slightly tanned body, an average height of five feet four inches. My hair long, chestnut brown, and falls over my shoulders in a gentle pile. My eyes a beautiful emerald green. My breasts supple and full, nipple small and pointing upwards a bit giving my breasts the impression that they're fuller then what they really are. I have a slender figu
Might Be Gone For The 4th
Hi everyone i might be gone from fubar from saturday the fouth until the following friday. things are not looking good here where i am staying so i might have to leave if i can not get the unemployment office to at least tell me i am going to get some money so i can show my landlord that i have money coming it to help get the back rent caught up. just a head up in case you all do not see me for a few days do not want everyone getting worried again.    
Lady Sin My Owner
~*~LadySin~*~">@ fubar
Theres some1 special in my life Who doesnt know i care I wish i could let him know it But let it show I wouldnt dare I dont want to even risk it I dont want to even try For if he knew i felt this way Id feel insecure and shy I never thought Id feel this way I never thought Id care Theres something in that smile of his That makes me stop and stare Ill keep my feelings hidden for now And save them for another day.
Am I Ever Going To Come Out Of This?
In the past month things have been pretty fucked up for me. I have lost my Job, My house, My laptop, my friends, and some of my family.Most of the people who said "I will be there for you." left. Im running out of reasons to keep going. Right now my main reason are my bosses. They have taken me in during my time of need and proved to e tht good people are still out there. I am apprenticing in their tattoo shop. I Love it. I cant wait to finish my apprenticship so i can tattoo and do something I love for the rest of my life. At least i have a man in my life i love with all of my heart and soul. Grant i love you, and cant wait for you to get here so we can be together. Well thats enough of a rant for me this morning, im sure there will be more to come tonight :) Have a good day everyone.
Buko Juice ~ A Delicious And Healthful Drink
One of my Philippina friends suggested I try Buko juice. I'd never heard of it before and asked a little about it. "Buko" essentially translates to "young coconut" so Buko juice is sometimes known as Coconut Milk Drink.  There are two ways to create a Buko juice drink. One is by using fresh coconut juice from the coconut fruit, the other way is by using canned Buko juice concentrate purchased from the supermarket. Either way, they offer a refreshing and healthy drink. Buko juice is even known to help cure Urinary Tract Infection. To prepare From Concentrate 2 Cans (8oz each) Coconut Fruit Juice Concentrate 2 Cups Water 2 Tbsp Sugar Pitcher Ice Simply pour the coconut juice into the pitcher, add water and sugar. Stir. Serve over ice.
Erotica – The Elevator
Erotica – The Elevator   Blowing a lank of hair out of her eyes, Cynthia pressed the elevator button one more time, impatient to get away from work. Just as she was thinking about heading for the stairs, the doors slid open and she stepped inside. At 5’ 11”, she had had hear a few comments today that had put her on edge. One was from a co-worker who just happened to be shorter by quite a bit.“How’s the weather up there?” Damn, Cynthia had wanted to smack that sarcastic grin off that girl’s face. But she hadn’t, instead she had gone to her desk and for the next few minutes broke a couple of pencils. Oh well, she thought. Better pencils then being fired over a stupid comment. She couldn’t help it that she was tall. Cynthia pushed her red hair back over her shoulder and watched as the doors slid closed. But they didn’t have a complete chance to close. A hand caught the side and the doors automatically opened again.Crap, Cynthia
I love you more each dayNo matter what we go throughI promise I'm here to stayMy whole heart belongs to youYou are everything I've long forYou are everything I needHow could I ask for moreYou love me just for meWe will both make mistakesSay things in anger we don't meanBut our souls are joined by fateWe can't fight destinySo if you ever wonderAbout the power of our loveThis is all you have to rememberTrue love is always enough
Don't Be Angry
DON’T BE ANGRYWhen I see you smile that sweet girlie smiledon't be angry if I stare at you awhilewhen I see you on the street with all your female charmsdon't be angry if I take you and hold you in my armsIf a day goes by without you near, your touch I will missdon't be angry if when I see you, I steal a kissIf you're walking next to me, looking oh so finedon't be angry if I hold your hand like you are mineIf you're sad and have been crying all daydon't be angry if I wipe your tears awayIf you are happy and things are very cleardon't be angry if I nibble on your earIf the wind starts to blow and your hair begins to flowdon't be angry if I touch you just soIf I want to show you that I caredon't be angry if I run my fingers through your hairIf the moon makes a twinkle in your eyedon't be angry if I ask you to look up at the skyIf my touch makes a gentle sighdon't be angry if I make a tryWhen I see you so innocent and sweetdon't be angry if I want you to keepwhen it comes time for m
live today for for today....cus tomrrow has not come yet .....and yesterday is gone!    made me feel better any how maybe it will for you to!
Thoughts Of Another
Our religious ceremonies are but the shadows of that great universal worship celebrated in the heavens by the legions of heavenly beings on all planes, and our prayers drill a channel across this mist separating our earthbound plane from the celestial ones through which a communication may be established with the powers that be.  Pir Vilayat Inayat Khan
~fuzzy Navel~
~Fuzzy Navel~   A clear amount of beauty, wrapped in aggression. The caress of soft skinned sweetness. Tears of a sphere covered in leather. Inside comes a flow that gives birth to a life. A life touched to her lips, a coercion into pleasure. Soon offered to the one, by generous hands. With cliche like attempts, a success almost fatal. The death of your inhibitions, into the arms that now embrace you.
Comfortable Insanity
~Comfortable Insanity~   I am unsure of my own existence. I pinch myself and all I feel is a dream that I cannot wake from. I do not exist to live, I live to exist. Always moving in one consistent idea. I have things, but I have nothing at all. Looking inside me, I'm looking out at you. Free in a trapped world. Dying to live. Building towards a ruined understanding. I run with no destination.
Ok we all know that life can be great and that life can be shit. I have to admit right now my life is about as bad as it can get i seem to annoy people that i care about without even trying to, I find it hard to let people get close to me and i put a front on acting as if im happy and jokey when im not really. What i was going to say in this is that no matter how hard life seams there must be something that can be done to change it and make it better, but no matter what im doing or thinking i struggle to understand why it seams everyone else is having fun and enjoying there life more than me. Yes i have had problems in the past with people passing away and other things happening but why does it seem i cant move on... I try and be happy and to make others happy but for some reason it dosent work. If you have got any ideas that may help me feel free to comment and let me knwo your thoughts. I am not saying my life isnt worth living i have been there before and i never want to go there
Something I Hate
Ok, one thing I must bitch about.I was on my way to letter a vehicle and got behind a car that had horns on the hood and yes a set of balls hanging on the back. I keep seeing these hideous things but usually on a truck.Actually I am sick of seeing them period. Are there really that many men in the world that have no real balls that they have to purchase a set and dangle them off the back of their vehicle??? Is this to prove that they have a set? WTF is the point? I mean personally I'd rather see a dildo hanging from the back of a vehicle instead of a pair of low drooping balls.  A set of drooping balls DOES NOT turn me on, Actually I get the urge to play soccer with them or even kick a field goal.If a man feels the need to purchase a set of balls to display on the ass end of his vehicle then that is his right but to me it screams that he has issues with himself as a man and needs to prove something... Its just my opinion!
Aj David
Could I ever be alone? Does this feeling ever fade?The whispers from your kiss cry slowly over my soul,I feel them pass through me and faint under their grace,The peace inside my heart you have given knows no bound,With mercy and love you call for me, miles apart, but never to far, I feel you always in my heart,I am always with you, I am there by your side,my arm always there to hold you up, to give you strength, to cherish your smile when no one sees,To kiss away the tears that no one ever hears.We share, in each other, that thing something rare,A balance that few will ever know or feel,A love, beyond the frailty of this life,My life will never be the same, it will always be yours   by A.J.David
4th Of July Morph
Being Real
Hi! Being real is about loving ourselves for who we are. When one does this we are able to love another. Having a relationship with ourselves is key. When we do this we can have a relationship with another. Not everyone is going to like you no matter what and it doesn't matter. Be honest with yourself and others always. It's better to tell the truth to someone than mislead them and lie. Don't pull any punches with anyone tell them what you feel and be real about it. Some want to hear the truth, some don't. The truth can be ickky to someone and sometimes scary. When we get told the truth it makes us take a look at ourselves and some don't like that. Always be yourself and don't try and be someone you are not. Be who you are and shine with your true colors in everything you do.
Darkness Untold
Darkness chases me through barracaded nightmares,skin running cold from leering stares.Heart faultering from screaming voices,cursing myself for horrible choices.Running forever through a mind untamed,I don't want this no more, I didn't like this game.Being chased from an invisable force, in the beginning, this was never my course.A voice that was whispered is now loud enough to hear,all of the sudden, I'm no longer in fear.Turn left it tells me, I did and I knew this voice wouldn't flee.A light appeared that seemed devine,warm against my skin, I was sure this was a sign.The voice was in front of me, hand on my cheek.You're safe now, please speak. So I did what she said, in the comfort of her arms, I was finally safe, comfortable in her arms.The nightmare was now a dream.Sewed up even at the seems. Promise me my love. You were my angel, sent from above.I never want to wake, unless you're the one to wake me.You saved me from my own darkness.You saved me from myself.I no longer lay awake
Jeremiah 17 : A Reminder To Myself And To Anyone Who Desires Godliness.
5 This is what the LORD says:        "Cursed is the one who trusts in man,        who depends on flesh for his strength        and whose heart turns away from the LORD.  6 He will be like a bush in the wastelands;        he will not see prosperity when it comes.        He will dwell in the parched places of the desert,        in a salt land where no one lives.  7 "But blessed is the man who trusts in the LORD,        whose confidence is in him.  8 He will be like a tree planted by the water        that sends out its roots by the stream.        It does not fear when heat comes;        its leaves are always green.        It has no worries in a year of drought        and never fails to bear fruit." 9 The heart is deceitful above all things        and beyond cure.        Who can understand it?  10 "I the LORD search the heart        and examine the mind,        to reward a man according to his conduct,        according to what his deeds deserve."      
Papas Rellenas - Cuban Stuffed Potatoes
Cuban Papas Rellenas recipe - Stuffed Potatoes 2 lbs large potatoes (peeled and cut into quarters) 1 lb picadillo (seasoned ground beef) Vegetable oil for frying 1 cup dry bread crumbs4 eggs1 tsp salt Add salt to a pot of cold water, and boil the potatoes until they are soft.  Drain the potatoes, and then mash them, then set aside to allow them to cool. Separate the egg yolks from the whites in two bowls.  Mix the egg yolks into the mashed potato mixture, whisk the egg whites for a minute.  Take a 1/4 of a cup of the mashed potatoes, and form it into a ball.  Make a dent in the ball, to give it more of a bowl shape.  Fill the indentation with a tablespoon of picadillo, and then reseal it.  Reshape the potato as a ball again.  Dip the ball in the egg whites, then roll the ball around in bread crumbs until it is coated.  For a better coating, or for a crunchier texture, you may dip the ball into the egg whites again and coat it with another layer of bread crumbs.  Refrigerate the
They Need To Realize...
When will they understand that I don't need a heling hand? how many times must I say no before they finally give up and go?   What is it in me they see that makes them only want me sexually? The minute they start to speak of the cock the only urge I get is to quickly walk.   I am not a woman in desperate need who needs to get on her knees and plead. I am a woman who is looking for more than the sexual offers knocking on my door.   Any man can provide some dick but sex without love leaves me feeling sick. When that love is there it is much more intense which means there is no need for the usual pretense.   They need to realize, they need to see that I'm in control of this wet pussy. If I wanted nothing more than a piece of ass they would see me walking to their door crossing their grass.
Arousal from having one's hair shampooed by another.
Get Starting !!
Hi friends, i want write poems also in english, so i try here. I have a big blog on Msn, evryone say that is marvelous, everyone visit it from every place of the word and i knowed a lot of people with it. My principal blog is  :// Here you can rea my most beautiful poems, also in english a few. Here you can search for much more of my, Pics, friends, my city Roma and much, much more again. If you are ready to read, my blog starting also on Fubar. Enter in my blog and ivite also your friends to read it. I hope that my poems could like you, Ciao from the poet.
Ally Way
Ally WayAfter a long night of dancing in a club, watching the strippers do there dance. All you can think of is the smell of cigarettes in the air with the slight hint of perfume. The drinks that just kept coming and of coarse the beautiful breasts that were in your face most of the night, especially these one pair. You sigh and remember these beautiful breasts that were perky, no scars so and didn’t look fake at all.  The light smell of roses were all over them. Those breasts were attached to this wonder full beauty that came out in the best outfit. She started out the show in this black and red velvet corset that tired up the front allowing her voluptuous breasts poke up and look like with any wrong move they would fall out. Bottoms was that of a pair of booty shorts velvet with red ties up sides that matched the corset. Her knee high boots made her even more lovely as they pushed her ass out in all the right places. Her hair was down in slight ringlets, it was the color of  th
Our Real Origin
The truth is within us. Within our brains but we have forgotten it. The truth is...that we are not what or who we believe. I will tell you a story, a maise-kind of story. Our very distant Ancestors came on this planet 1.5 billion years ago from other Solar systems to create and develop a great and powerful civilization. Some other galactic explorers, from a different human alliance, came first (2 billion years ago) in order to exploit the uranium reserves found in Gabon, at Oklo. Some time after one of their departures, our Ancestors settled here and lived in peace and harmony until they found themselves suddenly involved in a terrific nuclear war with the former explorers. The nuclear radiations have greatly affected the brains, health and lifespan of survivors in such devastating way that they truly believed afterwards in what their hot fantasy told them it was true. Because they were mentally ill. Some fortunate (or even cautious) settlers remained untouched by radiations. The unf
Der Tanz Der Schatten
Just My Thoughts......
I look at the years my grandparents have been alive and it truly amazes me as to all they have seen. The world is a 'fast pace' world and it is difficult to keep up with it. I could get into this deep.....but my feelings are that, just in my lifetime, I feel things have gotton worse. People have changed and I sure as hell think young adults these days have much less respect for anyone or anything. I blame this on our Government. Try to discipline your child these days and all the child has to do is turn in the parent for abuse.....when I was a child I new better than to be disrespectful..otherwise I'd get my ass whipped or grounded or some kind of punishment. But as much as I grew up in fear of my dad and at times I hated him......I thank him now!!! I have respect and commensense because I was taught and brought up that way by my parents and family. So I don't blame the kids of today for their lack of respect------I blame the Gov. for stripping parent's rights away to raise their chi
July 4th Celebration
The long awaited day to celebrate our country's Independence is so near. Here in Florida it has been raining every day, well it is our rainy season. Its time to enjoy the long days, warm weather, cook outs, family and friends or just relaxing with someone special. We plan on doing as most enjoying the great outdoors. Others may be enjoying a state park for the day or camping in one. Plan ahead if your going to watch fireworks at a public display as some city's are not having them due to budget cuts. Whatever you chose to do be thankful for what we have, be thoughtful to others and mostly be safe. Camping and outdoor supplies provided by
I screamed at the gates of vallahalla. Told my God you should be next to me. He cried in anger. But began to see. Her smile makes mine. Without it I could do no more. When it shines. I am so much more. Someday she'll be my breath. Then she will see my eyes. And finally know. There are no lies.
Dunno Why.....
but this is a great song to boink to    
Happy 4th Everyone!
Have A Safe Holiday!
  ..WHY..   Pain..... that’s all I feel just the sour taste vinegar& tears that burn like acid.... the metallic sent of blood and the sound of shattering dreams ....why.... must I cry myself to sleep only to be tormented by the past the faces of those around me begin to blur as my strength weakens ....why.... must I suffer at your hand? I already want to die.... why must you make it worse?!! aren’t I tormented enough already?! another suicide attempt, another bloody mess on the floor while you stand there watching ...laughing... as I lay there bleeding my heart...cold and broken as memories flash before my eyes ...why... what point is there to fight it never knew the warmth of happiness or knew what it was like to be loved I’m just another broken heart that was forgotten by the world just another child without a home and family who cared nothing more then an empty shell, stripped of all emotion all that’s left is pain and hatred it has to be my fault... every
Me And Bobby Mcghee/in Honor Of My Best Childhood Friend
A Universe Of Little Things...
Why are there shining stars that we can not see? Like people that I will never know even when I am able to see. They are the hurting blues of the dawn, they detach from the sky and then they proceed to scratch me and graze you.     All that is beautiful is waiting for your glance. There is a Universe of little things that are only awakened when you name them.     With me I have a caress that without you it will spill.     There is a Universe of little things that will fly over your head if you blow them away.  There are dusks that won’t set it's self.  
they yell they scream they push they shove they touch they feel they take and steal and nothing is ever good enough you think maybe one day ill be good enough just gotta keep trying.. keep trying you slip and you fall close your eyes and hit the wall you give and you give until theres no reason to live they take everything you pride youself worth your thoughts they control your life to the  point they have killed you to make they wat they want your dead inside...... dead not good enough to talk and share your thoughts  your pushed away like a corps that rotsyou sruggle and your strive falling down everytimeyou are left voiceless mute as a mime you fade away till nothings left but your skin and bones.... and still when you die ...... no one will have known .... its all silent no mind to choose decide what is right no heart no courage to continue to fightlost in their ways  it becomes all you know and eventualy you learn never to say no you can not  stop them their will is too strong and
Braces...the Wonder Diet
Well, a month and 3 weeks into being metal mouth. Can't eat shit and I guess it's paying off. I'm down 15 pounds! LMAO WOOOO
One Lick At A Time
One Lick At A Time   I could almost hear her panties hit the floor As my hand reached to open the front door Her heart pounding like waves against the rocks I could hear each click as our handcuffs locks Candles flicker illuminating sweat covered flesh A body of lust underneath black lacey mesh My Love waits to serve Her Desire Her Desire yearns for what My Love does inspire Shedding coverings for My Love to see my attention Soft moans escape lips without mention Tip of my tongue slowly makes way up soft skin
Msi~lyrical Video Thingy
Telephones And You
So a few years back im doing some work on the homestead.  This one room didnt have a telephone jack in it, so I figured would be a good idea to put one in there.  Now anybody that has ever done this knows what could happen.  I got the telephone line ran fine, went to splice it in.  Here is where I lose my head.  Keep in mind this phone had not rang ALL DAY.  So I have two wires I am tryin to splice together, there came a point where truthfully I needed another hand.  So in my infinite wisdom, I decided to place the ends of the wire in my mouth.  So im holding between my teeth, working on the other stuff, and just at that moment the phone rings.  If nobody has ever felt this before, lets just say its shocking.  It shot me across the room.  All I could do is sit and twitch.  My dad with his wonderful grasp of the english language looked at me and laughed and said SON, you look like a coondog shitting pepper seeds.  Needless to say I learned my lesson.    Only reason I bring this up ton
Happy Fourth Of July
Its Just Me!
I am 48 as of july 1st. I love to chat and laugh watch movies and cuddle.
When You Say Nothing At All
It�s amazing how you can speak right to my heartWithout saying a word you can light up the darkTry as I may I could never explainWhat I hear when you don�t say a thingThe smile on your face lets me know that you need meThere�s a truth in your eyes sayin� you�ll never leave meThe touch of your hand says you�ll catch me if ever I fallYou say it best when you say nothing at allAll day long I can hear people talking out loudBut when you hold me near, you drown out the crowdOld mr. webster could never defineWhat�s being said between your heart and mineThe smile on your face lets me know that you need meThere�s a truth in your eyes sayin� you�ll never leave meThe touch of your hand says you�ll catch me if ever I fallYou say it best when you say nothing at allThe smile on your face lets me know that you need meThere�s a truth in your eyes sayin� you�ll never leave meThe touch of your hand says yo
I Hate The Color Red
You are Red! Red people are passionate and fiery. You do everything with energy and vibrance. You probably have a bit of a temper, too. :) You are always up for an adventure, and you almost never get tired! You have an intensity that is hard for some people to stand, but your friends love it about you. You are probably very opinionated and loyal, jumping up to defend the ones you love when they need you. You can sometimes be a little rash - quick to make decisions without really considering the outcome. As a general rule, you follow your heart more than your head. You can be competitive, and are probably good at just about everything. You, in a nutshell: Passionate, energized, loyal, intense, competent, extroverted, adventurous. RED!
People Today!
I was layin' in tha bed thinkin' ( I do all my best thinkin' it seems when i am tryin' to sleep) ,and I wondered what Norman Rockwell would think of America today. He was a Great Artist he did paintings that are famous ,and are pure Americana. What would this man think of how people in this country are now. I always make a point to wave at someone and smile as I drive by .or Hold a door open for a person so the may enter where ever I am first. I try and be kind to people . I wasn't always that way.I used to think it was cool to be a Jackass ,but as I have grown older I have realized that being good to people is why we are here. To be selfess is much better then being selfish. To be kind is much better then being mean. I look at the way people go about there day to day lives thinking of nothing but themselves. At some point they have to ask themselves the ultimate question. "What is being such a fucking Prick really getting me!" Life is about more then that . We are on this earth to b
Just A Poem
fighting normalcynonconformedbut a humanhas transformedonce an outcast now accepteda girl now grownhas changed perspectivenot the people who have changedbut the limts that which chainedher views on lifeonce were bleaknow she's strong enoughto speakideas flowing just the samebut now she know's to the play the gameyou must followto later leadcannot live withoutsome greedan honest lifeshe craved the mostbut can't survivewithout a hostso on she goeswithout a carepure intentionsbecome rarethe girl a ghostinnocence fadednow she's feelingworn and jadedis she happyshe still asksor is she hidingbehind a maskmade of moneylust and liesthe light has long sinceleft her eyesshe tries so hardto maintainbut later seesshe's drenched in shameso adulthoodseems to bea lonely voyageon an endless sea
Adding People For Nudes Then Removing Them
I have reliased that no women on this site wants to become Real net what i do is add them long enough to see their nudes.then after I'm done i remove them.i never use to do this untill i have added women & they set on my list like a fucking dust i have come to realise that no lady's on this site is worth no more then the price of adding them & seeing their nudes sense they can never talk to me after i add them.this is why my list stays low.I HATE YOU MOTHER FUCKERS THAT ADD JUST TO GET THE POINTS.i mean why add a fucking STRANGER to your FRIENDS list.Their not interested in a friendship with you.So I'm cleaning out my list AGAIN!!!.
I Have A Stalker
that would be nice to please be my stalker
Hot Photos For The Masses
Im looking for ideas and suggestions for clean, sexy, classy art. (photos of me).
Come & Join The Bomb Train
FOR LIMITED TIME 2 FOR 1 SPECIAL BUY THE 12 CREDIT BLING PACK TO BE ADDED TO THE BOMB TRAIN & YOU GET TO PICK 1 PERSON TO RIDE WITH YOU **** COME & JOIN THE BOMB TRAIN **** bombing back to back, if you would like to be added, it will cost a 12 credit bling pack to be added to the bomb list, the more the credits are sent the more bombs will be bought will update stash with people to be bombed & the # of times, date & time of bombing **** People that has already been added AS OF 7/11/09 = 3 BOMBS & ADDING MORE **** Bratt TJ DONA Chaotic
The Fighting Irish
The American Revolutionary Army contained, as history states a "disproportionate" number of Irish soilders. Years later; my great grandparents, from County Cork immigrated to the United States. When they arrived, in America, they were faced with unwelcome signs  "Irish need not apply"! A bullet does not care about  race, creed, color, national origin or sexual orientation. Our fight for freedom, that freedom was and still is for all.  Now I will shut up, drink my beer and eat my potatos! Cheers and Happy 4th of July! 
My Destructer
It started out as a friendship, you were there for me when i needed some1. You sat and watched me go through so much pain and shit in my life, but never walked away. When you finally told me how you felt, completely, I accepted it and took it for what it was. Or so I thought. You made me believe those words i swore id never say again. I left everything behind and came 3000 miles to be with you. Ive waited sometimes not so patiently but I still was here when you came around. I believed the promises you made me, and even dreamt of them. You broke a promise, I asked for proof...If you truely felt the way you say you did there should have been no problem. You took it as i was mistrusting you, not that prehaps i needed it to keep my sanity in check. Thus the proof is in the pudding as they say, cus you walked away, you changed everything you said, back to old ways, and to even worse words that Hurt and make it hard to believe you. and yet somehow im the one who gets to sit here
Independence Day
Ladies and Gents, I would just like to share my thoughts on this important day in our (American's) history. Most people know this day as the 4th of July and a day of pool parties and BBQ's and fireworks. But the day itself often gets over look of it's real meaning. It's not just a day off work. It's our day of declared independence from Great Britian over 200 years ago. It's they day that we celebrate our decision to stand on our own as a nation. A day where we declared we, America, were not just another country under the rule of the Kings and Queens. This day isn't celebrated as the 4th of July. The 4th of July is the day we celebrate our day of independence. So when you go to that BBQ or pool party or someone at the checkout line or the person that walks by you says "Happy 4th of July" remind them we are celebrating Independence Day, not the 4th day in the month of July. I hope that all of you have a great day and that hopefully this will make you think a bit HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DA
Me and My Empty Soul Category: Life Does anyone feel like me Do any of them see my pain How much I hurt Will it ever stop Time is supposed to heal But how long do I have to wait I hate myself everyday It penatrates my wound Hate digging deeper Making me suffer I was hoping this experience Would make me tougher But I fear I don't know How much longer I can last Im slowly slipping deep down Into despair I don't know if I can recover So dark The sum of all my fears Has finally surfaced It scares me The thoughts in my head Just aren't right I know they can never be said How long can I continue Holding it inside Help It's eating me alive Destroing my sprint Removing my soul Soon will remain nothing But a mindless Empty hole
I Dreamt Of You...
I dreamt of you last night.....I was on my knees, my arms stretched out besides me. My hands gripping the quilt in tight clenched fists. You behind me. Sliding slowly, inch by inch, into my tight, hot, wet channel. Only to retreat to the point of almost pulling all the way out of me. I whimper at the loss. Your hands tighten on my hips. You plunge into me. I scream. You thrust faster, harder, deeper. My sobs of ecstasy fill the air. I'm slamming up against you as hard as you are slamming into me. We ride that fine line between pain and pleasure. I feel your body tighten, coil. My body pulsing around yours. We explode, shatter. You collapse upon me. Neither of us can draw a steady breath. Your arms enfold me.Last night I dreamt of you....
Here I Wait...
I was told that you will come one dayAnd save my heart from needless painRescue me from desolationAnd here I wait for you.I was told to stay right here and anticipate youI canonize you with nonsensical expectationsMy life a decrepit chasmAnd here I wait for you.Constantly I think of youLonging for your loving caressWondering when I will truly know your essenceAnd here I wait for you.My heart yearns to hear yours beatPatiently I sit and waitI ache for knowledge of youAnd here I wait for you
super tan women who look like pieces of leather are gross.       skin cancer and aging 30 years anyone?
A New Reality
I've meet some intresting new people on fubar !  mabe i'll meet the girl of my dreams ?  stranger things have happend in stranger places in my life . so i'll keep the search up for new freinds and the love of my life .                              
Remember Those Who Died For You
I have seem to have lost my path on what is important to me,but I have found a place of focus and this is what I want to do. A project called a A Painting For The Fallen. I want to get the word out to anyone with Who has lost or knows of a fallen troop to contact me so I am able to I do a painting for them.,in between the painting's I am working on.       I will get with my Web Master as soon as I am able, so I can set up a picture to be sent and all the info required.   I want to give back at least a little part to those who gave all. I will donate all the supplies and my time, it is just the shipping cost is what I will need. I am literally a starving Artist here.   Thank you and pass the word   Brandon. PLEASE HELP BRADON OUT SPREAD THE WORD! HE IS THE MOST AMAZING MAN I HAVE EVER HAD THE PRIVELEGE TO KNOW, HE SACRIFICES ALL OF HIS NEEDS, TO MAKE SURE THAT THE FALLEN ARE NEVER FORGOTTEN! SEMPER FI MY DEAR FRIEND! /">http://fubar
You did it to yourself,Now you're all by yourself,Acting like you hate me,I left because you made me,You played me to the left,Now there's nobody left,To hear your complaining,I'm gone and all you're hearing is your ownEchos!E-echos!And I'm gone,And you're all alone,Can't you hear the hear the,Echos!E-echos!No one to hear you,There's nobody near you,It started off great,But who was to know,That love that is lost,Cannot be let go,You said it's my fault,Ok then I'll go,It's better to know,Now there's nobody to argue with,Cause I'm not home,Don't care who you're with,Don't call my phone,Or did you forget,You know you're wrong,I'm gone!And you're all alone, hearing your own damn,Echos!E-echos!And I'm gone,And you're all alone,Can't you hear the hear the,Echos!E-echos!No one to hear you,There's nobody near you,Disgusted with trust,I trust no one no more,Just went with the flow,Found myself on the floor,When you went away,All my pain went astray,Like it's a new day,Now I have no one to argue
A Matter Of Lots
I had to have been 16.  Maybe 17.  Let's just say it was 17 and move on. I remember seeing her.  Dusty, rusty, tucked away in the handbuilt barn belonging to my uncle.  A ratty, heavy tarp haphazardly covering the hood of the car with various peices of engine debris scattered on it. I look at the lines, strong but unassuming.  She had been a lovely electric blue at some point in time, but that point in time was not one anyone around could easily remember.  Now she looked...rough. I later found out she was a 1967 Ford Mustang coupe.  I fell in love right away.  I loved every part of her, and would often sneak and sit in her seat, feeling the aged wood of the steering wheel in my hand and imagining what she and I could do together if she were ever mine. My uncle had paid the astronomical sum of $1,000 for her, and being 17 and working at a convenience store making $80 a week on a good week, the sum of $1,000 might as well have been a million to me; but that did not stop me from dream
Some Of Fu's Best
These are some of Fu's best, show them a little love and expect to get it returned. ChyenneElizabeth@ fubar ☆ ♥ Dawn ♥ ☆ ♫RockCandy's ~Twinkie~Ownedby:GRLSKIKASS2@ fubar รє๔ยςtгєรร รเภ™@ fubar ~Tricia~@ fubar SnowWhite Queen@ fubar Mia Slutgoddess-Playing By The Rules - YEAH RIGHT!!! (fan first please)@ fubar Wonder_Woman™@ fubar Styx@ fubar Artemis - Happily Owned by Patchy@ fubar 68-IOU-1@ fubar yelkafo@ fubar ♥-Pookie-♥ Fu-Owned by Яoyalty™@ fubar
So Far Away
So Far Away This is my lifeIt's not what it was beforeAll these feelings I've sharedAnd these are my dreamsThat I'd never lived beforeSomebody shake me 'cause II must be sleepingNow that we're here, it's so far awayAll the struggle we thought was in vainAnd all the mistakes, one life containedThey all finally start to go awayAnd now that we're here, it's so far awayAnd I feel like I can face the dayAnd I can forgiveAnd I'm not ashamed to beThe Person that I am todayThese are my wordsThat I've never said beforeI think I'm doing okayAnd this is the smileThat I've never shown beforeSomebody shake me 'cause II must be sleepingNow that we're here, it's so far awayAll the struggle we thought was in vainAnd all the mistakes, one life containedThey all finally start to go awayAnd now that we're here, it's so far awayAnd I feel like I can face the dayI can forgiveAnd I'm not ashamed to beThe Person that I am todayI'm so afraid of wakingPlease don't shake meAfraid of wakingPlease don't shake me
Marines March In Grueling Afghan Sun July 4th
By JASON STRAZIUSO, Associated Press Writer Jason Straziuso, Associated Press Writer – 39 mins ago NAWA, Afghanistan – Taliban militants were nowhere in sight as the columns of U.S. Marines walked a third straight day across southern Afghanistan. But the desert heat proved an enemy in its own right, with several troops falling victim Saturday to temperatures topping 100 degrees Fahrenheit. The Marines carry 50-100 pounds (23-45 kilograms) on their backs. But because they are marching through farmland on foot, they can't carry nearly as much water as their thirst demands. Few even realized the date was July 4, but once word of the holiday spread through the company, several said they knew relatives would be holding lakeside celebrations — a world away from the strenuous task Bravo Company of the 1st Battalion, 5th Marine Regiment was taking on. "Happy 4th of July, dawg. Happy America," said Lance Corp. Vince Morales, 21, of Baytown, Texas said to on
i am an emotional wreck right now. im sitting home alone on 4th of july at 11:46pm, my bestfriends sis in law basically is 3 hours away dying, and there is a chance im lossing my bestfriend too. its like seriously wtf. idk what i would do if i lost her. and its not like we arent going to be friends anymore she isnt going to be here....with best friend and my nieces gone. i keep trying NOT TO cry but its so fucking hard. its like i have no one to turn to. its me. all aloone. again. my worst fear coming true. its like everyone has that one person that is always there and always got ur back and never misses a step in ur life and thats her. i spend all my spare time with her. every min i can get im with her and my girls.  its like i joke around but dude she is going to be basically half way across the other side of earth. not just the united states but over wherever it is. (i know where it is but im not really talkin bout it to official).
4th Of July Dreaming
P.S. Happy Fourth of July i had a dream last night of you and i in a big empty field, lush i lay on a picnic blanket you stood above me and undressed, as a fireworks display arose behind you youre gorgeous naked body was silhouetted as you stood in front of the flashing lights smiling at me and we made love bathed in reds, whites, blues, oranges, purples and yellows a multicolored symphony of orgasms
When I Met You
When I met youI was scared to talk to youWhen I talked to youI was scared to kiss youWhen I kissed youI was scared to hold you When I hold youI was scared to love you Now that I love youI'm scared to loose you
If I Say So
If I say I love you,Would you say you love me too?IF I say I miss you,Would you say you miss me too? If we ever got together,Would it be forever?I know that you say you love me,But is it really true? I just want to tell you,That I love you too
Boner Brigade
Accepting applications from the hottest women on Fubar to join and represent the latest exclusive membership club on Fubar the Topdawg Boner Brigade!  I hope to establish a harem of the most beautiful women on Fubar modeled after the most successful groups already on here.  Shoot me a message if you might be interested.
Friends That's All
Hey People- I'm only here to make friends that's all....... I have a boyfriend..... So STOP trying to get with me...... If you are one of my friends you know that I don't cheat on my boyfriend.
Dark Alley
There was a woman who felt ugly and unwanted standing in a dark alley hidden from all stranger's view until the night one of those strangers peered deep into that darkness and said hello. Unsure of herself she decided she had nothing left to lose and responded. They talked for hours that first night. He told her she was pretty and sexy and she almost believed him. They continued to talk for many nights and with each conversation she began to care for him deeply. He made her believe that she really was attractive and sexy and that someone could, he could want her. He filled that dark alley with sunlight and the warmth felt so good on her face. He brought her out of her shell and gave her the confidence to do things for him she had never imagined doing for anyone, things she only wanted to do for him. Of course they had many ups and downs and he was gone for a while but when he returned she was always there waiting for him. He made her feel wanted and happy like she was worth something,
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In Nyc, Biggest Fireworks Show In Us Lights Up Sky
In NYC, biggest fireworks show in US lights up sky By VERENA DOBNIK, Associated Press Writer Verena Dobnik, Associated Press Writer Sun Jul 5, 7:20 am ET NEW YORK – Fireworks lit the night sky above New York with a kaleidoscope of colors shooting 1,000 feet into the air on an Independence Day that began with the Statue of Liberty's crown opening to the public for the first time since Sept. 11, 2001. It was the nation's biggest fireworks display, with more than 22 tons of pyrotechnics exploding Saturday over a mile-and-a-half of the Hudson River, a new vantage point for New York's festivities. Millions of spectators watched from both sides of the river. Among them were Jamalat Bayoumy and his wife, Mosad Mohamad — food vendors who work near the river. They lost an estimated $1,000 in business when police asked them to shut down because of swelling crowds. "This is very nice," Bayoumy said, "but we're losing money in America." But, his wife adde
I Awoke Ths Morning...
Hooray! My roommate "did" the dishes by throwing them out somewhere, then he stole a whole 5lb bag of chicken quarters... The other roommate simply laughs at my pissed-off nature. I have nothing to cook with, and practically nothing to eat.   On a lighter note. I'm going to be on the road for a bit. First L.A., then San Diego, Phoenix, Albequerque, and back here for a minute, before Cincinatti. While in Cincinatti, I'll be working out whether to head to NY or Dallas, but both are on my list. If you happen to have a place I can crash, please let me know! -Arthur
200 Things
200: My middle name is: Kay199: I was born in: Iowa City, Iowa198: I am really: bored and tired197: My cell phone company is: A T & T196: My eye color is: blue195: My shoe size is: 7194: My ring size is: 7193: My height is: 5'1192: I am allergic to: cats191: My 1st car was: Ford Probe (very briefly)190: My 1st job was: Iowa City Press Citizen paper delivery girl189: Last book you read: The third book in the Twilight series188: My bed is: a very comfy four poster wrought iron full sized bed187: My pet: is a 11 pound Bishon Frise named Cloud186: My best friend: is my mom, Adam, Josh and Jenny.185: My favorite shampoo is: Garner Fructise184: AIM name: don't have one183: Piggy Banks are: cute182: In my pockets: lip gloss, cell phone and pen181: On my calendar: TONS of stuff this month! From garage sale to Snow Demon show, to Lammasfest180: Marriage is: an ideal that I don't know is achievable to keep going in the long run anymore179: Sponge Bob can: die lol178: My mom: is awesome. 177: The
This Sucks
Well, it finally happened. My computer is absolutely screwed. I'm using a borrowed one at the moment, but I hate to say my lovely fufriends, until I can get a new one, you won't be seeing that much of me around here... not that you really care :P I'll be around for a bit today, but after that, not really sure when you'll see me again. Hopefully it won't be too long. I hate to be away from this place. :D
Fuck It
I guess I like it when we play (the way you drag me down) I guess I like it when you hate me (the way you drag me down) �cause I can�t face myself in a mirror (I�m left alone with all my pain) And I disgrace myself in the mirror (I�m left alone with my shame) Fuck it! I see you in me Fuck it! I feel you in me Fuck it! I�ll heal you in me Fuck it! I see you in me Fuck it! I feel you in me Fuck it! I�ll heal you in me I guess I like it when we fight (the way you drag me down) I guess I like it when you smite me (the way you drag me down) �cause I can�t face myself in a mirror (I�m left alone with all my pain) And I disgrace myself in the mirror (I�m left alone with my shame) Fuck it! I see you in me Fuck it! I feel you in me Fuck it! I�ll heal you in me Fuck it! I see you in me Fuck it! I feel you in me Fuck it! I�ll heal you in me You�re out of luck - can�t get a piece of me It�s
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Now you will feel no rain,For each of you will be shelter to the other.Now you will feel no cold,For each of you will be warmth to the other.Now there is no more loneliness,For each of you will be companion to the other.Now you are two bodies,But there is only one life before you.Go now to your dwelling placeTo enter into the days of your togethernessAnd may your days be good and long upon the earth
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Are U Naughty
You are 60% Naughty">You are naughtyYou know when is a good time to be naughty and when to behave yourself. Your co-workers think you are very sweet and gentle but when you get home from work there is a whole new side to you and the nice sweet person turns into a wild and sexual person. Your partner is never bored with you around.  Take the Are you Naughty quiz!
Honesty Is The Best Policy
1 question1 chance.1 honest answer.Thats all you get.You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX)Any question, anything, no matter how crazy dirty or wrong it is.No catch.But I dare you to repost this.And see what people ask you
God was missing for six days. Eventually, Michael, the archangel, found him, resting on the seventh day.He inquired of God. "Where have you been?"God sighed a deep sigh of satisfaction, and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look, Michael. Look what I've made."Archangel Michael looked puzzled, and said, "What is it?""It's a planet," replied God,"and I've put Life on it. I'm going to call it Earth and it's going to be a great place of balance.""Balance?" inquired Michael, still confused.God explained, pointing to different parts of earth. "For example, northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth, while southern Europe is going to be poor. Over there I've placed a continent of white people, and over there is a continent of black people. Balance in all things," God continued pointing to different countries."This one will be extremely hot, while this one will be very cold and covered in ice."The Archangel, impressed by God's work, then pointed to a land area
Please Vote 6/06-6/31/09
My daughter is in a contest. She is in the beautful baby contest for WGN television broadcast station. I need your help and everyones help. All you have to do is go to the link and rate her pic. Pretty simple. Thank you friends I really appreciate all your help and support.,0,6303296,permalink.ugcphotogallery?u=acg07  
Erotica-- My Pleasure
You got me on my knees,thats good for you,because I aim to please.I have your cock ever so hard,Your right, your manhood is quite large,but sit back be quiet,cause I'm the one in charge.I flick the tip of your magic stick,as it bobbles up an down like a candle wick.I engulf it into my warm mouth, with steady motion,you feel a rush over you like waves from the ocean.The waves they come in spurts,what's that, I just tasted a squirtYou are trying your damnedest to make it last,but your out of control,your cock shoots out your warm sweet liquid,like a huge volcano blast.You say, "damn baby, I did not know,that you could make me go, NO, NO, NO!I tried to stop it, I tried to hold out,but your mouth is so good,I just had to release and shout".....© Copyright MadCurves
With This Ring....
HOW TODAYS VOWS ARE MISUSED!!With this ring I thee wed,but then I will sleep with your friend,in our new bed.With this ring I thee wed,I will tell you that I love you,then play mind games with your head.With this ring I thee wed,I will buy you nice gifts for your birthdays,but be with her on our anniversary's instead.With this ring I the wed,I will give you a new house,then often will sleep on the couch.With this ring I thee wed,I want to spend forever with you,but I spend forever with my crew.With this ring I thee wed,I will give you a son by me,but will give a boat,to my girlfriend of age 23.With this ring I thee wed,I will tell you how alive I feel,She will tell you her soul is dead.© Copyright MadCurves
Would You Notice
I sit here and i wonder would you miss me  if i were gone. Would you miss my sweet flirty voice? Would you notice i was even gone from you. Would you miss my touch upon your body? would you miss me at all or would you just replace me with out a second thought. I wonder do i mean as much to you as you mean tome. Is it possible iwonder for you to love me as i love you. How long would it take to notice i was gone? A day , two days a week , a month maybe longer. If you dont miss me within minutes then surely i have given you my love for nothing. If you do miss me when i am gone know that i left a little peace ofme with you for all time.
All About Me
I am a 37 year old woman,my name is Buffy Suire andI have 2 boys that are 20 and 17 and I love them dearly and there names are Dustin and dillon.My husband is Richard Suire and he is the love of my life and we have the best times together,it took us along time to get where we are now,but it is awsome our relationship is awsome.loving my family.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Title in the works. (This one might be sappy, i dont want a million emails.) I will never forget the girl...who told me it will be okwho showed me the waywho loved me for meso unconditionally I will never forget the girlwho told me it was overwho showed me regretwho broke my heartso painfully I will never forget the girlswho told me the truthswho showed me the realitieswho i let get awayso regretfully So heres to the girl who showed me what it was to be loved. She showed me the joys of simple things. Of little notes left around the house. Found in the pockets of my favorite jeans. The simple texts, when i was feeling blue. A simple, "I love you." So heres to the girl whos heart I broke. My foolishness knows no ends. My blame fall upon myself. I took for granted what could have been. I know now that you truly never know how much something means untill you lose it forever. So heres to the girls who got away. My own stupidty never let them have a chance. No turning back the cloc
For All The Fathers Out There Who Cant See Your Kids...they Know You Love You Them
Don't read without tissues because it will make you cry if you have a heart.. Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her na
!!!!read First!!!
Most of these are from YEARS ago, and I have not gone back to edit some small things. Too busy. Here for people to over all enjoy, and let people know, its fine no matter what type of person you are, it IS ok to express yourself in ways that make you happy. =]
I'm misunderstood day in and day out People make me feel like a lost soul Some days I just want to go home and cry Why must I be misunderstood I'm a simple guy Who wants a simple life Nothing is aloud to remain silent I'm misunderstood I say one thing Mean another I get sad when you look at me Like I am misunderstood I want you to know Exactly how I feel But i am afraid of the fact I'll be misunderstood So please listen close As I spill my out my heart And try to understand So I am misunderstood NO MORE
My Renevge
You ripped me away from my one true love severely you will pay for taking my love away i loved her with all my heart and with all her heart she loved me together we were happy happy as can be how dare you take me away form the one thing that i know i hope you burn in hell as well as your soul you will pay for taking her away i shall make your life hell you shall have no freedom or joy as if you're locked in a cell so now i have said what i wanted as i lay you down to rest she is mine once more and our love, our loves the best
How Can I,,
How can I live with myself After all I have done How can I get your forgiveness Because you're my one true love How can I make things right After all I have said How can I make you happy Despite the pain I inflicted How can I go one each day Hurting you more and more With every word i say But I love you
My Convo With My Love
->spl-bass: good night love spl-bass: im going to bed good night->spl-bass: I know i cant wait eitherspl-bass: I cant wait till you come down and see me->spl-bass: i love you to brianspl-bass: I love you ashley ->spl-bass: ok well i gotta go to work i will talk to you laterspl-bass: nope not lieing baby.->spl-bass: ah i see. i hope your not lieing to me cause i cant stand liersspl-bass: she is just a girl that is obsessed with me->spl-bass: if your single then who is Melanie?spl-bass: yes baby i am single->spl-bass: you sure. dont lie to mespl-bass: yes i am->spl-bass: thank you. Are you single?spl-bass: good u r very sexy->spl-bass: hi how are you?spl-bass: Hi sexy
Leo Tolstoy
Hypocrisy in anything whatever may deceive the cleverest and most penetrating man, but the least wide-awake of children recognizes it, and is revolted by it, however ingeniously it may be disguised.
Gah Fuck
to see you when i wake up is a gift i didn't think could be realto know that you feel the same as i do is a three fold utopian dreamyou do something to me that i can't explainso would i be out of line if i saidi miss youi see your picturei smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mineyou have only been gone 10 days but already im wasting awayi know ill see you againweither far or soonbut i need you to knowthat i careand i miss you
California Love Story
I got this in my email today and cracked up lol check it out. Hope you like lol. A man was lying in bed with his new girlfriend. After great sex she spent the next hour rubbing his Testicles, something she loved to do. As He was enjoying it he asked her, why do you love doing that? Because, she replied I miss mine. Kinda brings a tear to your eye doesn't it. lol  
S.O.J.A.  Soldiers Of Jah Army - True Love Just like the land that bear the name Africa,Love is on my mind.It's for everyone no matter where you're from,Love, it cross all lines.Like the feeling of all the seasons changing,Love is memory And in these last days, when iniquity blazing,Truth Love Speaks.Chorus:I need true loveDo you know what you mean to meDoes it show as I live and I breathIn the valley of the shadow, I know you'll be.I defense, I conquer deathI conquer the enemy (envy).What is love really if it only affects, one aspect of life?That's like a musician who only accepts, his own musical type.That's like a preacher who only respects sunday morning, and notsaturday nightThat's how a soldier can come to reflect,that Love is more than a man and a wife.ChorusIn a time of plenty, Jah gonna keep I strong.Things get how and I keep cool, yeah,Jah gonna keep me strong.When InI cup is empty,Jah gonna keep I strong.When InI cup is full, yeah,Jah keep I from their temptation. =======
*shocker* Fu Only About The Money! Lol
I actually find it somewhat reassuring to know that in this age of bailouts, cover-ups, excuses and apologies, one organization can be counted on to brazenly and unashamedly be ALL ABOUT THE MONEY!   THANK YOU FUBAR!!!   It is nice to know that we can count on FU to NEVER respond to a single glitch-report we file,...never to listen when hundreds, nay, thousands comment on blogs about changes they would like to see,...never have a bouncer in the lounge give offer a single piece of useful assistance. (I always love the "it's just a glitch" response when I complain about disappearing friends requests or pictures I have moved to new folders never to actually apear in those folders).   But lest we wrongfully assume FU is just sitting around doing nothing, be sure to notice the revolving door of new bling and the BRILLIANT changes to the notificaitons we get when comments are left on our pictures now.  What a useful change!  Before, when we moused-over the "new photo comment" notification,
An Unsigned Contract
Like an unsigned contract, we don’t expect anything from each other.  It is an unsigned contract on the bottom of your feet.  It carries with it sand from other oceans, I carry on cleaning them and pretending I don’t notice.
Virgo Horoscope For 7/6/09
You have the ability to find clarity amidst the chaos now, yet you won't reach any conclusions through your natural skills of analytical thinking. Your innate ability to discern what's useful from the piles of facts around you won't bring you any answers, so let go of your logic and jump into the irrational realm of your imagination. Today, the most creative solutions will arise from your dreams and not from a textbook
First Advice
LEVEL 1 First thing, get your maximum allowed pic count loaded, this is a way for people to help you grow points. Also, get out there! click people, rate their score when you rate...  Make sure you Rate, Fan then Add so the other person gets the benefit of max points. Identify someone, and find something to talk about, ask for advice or whatever...biuld a relationship...go to a lounge, great place o talk to someone...gradually you can ask questions about how to advance, or level up.
Morphine Song Lyrics
"Morphine" Featuring Brad Buxer, Bill Bottrell, & Jon Mooney. Written and Composed by Michael Jackson. He got flat baby Kick in the back baby A heart attack baby I need your body A hot kiss honey He's just a bitch baby You make me sick baby So unrelying I'm such a swine baby All down the line daddy I hate your kind baby So unreliable A hot buzz baby He's one of us baby Another drug baby You so desire Trust in me Trust in me Put all your trust in me You're doin' morphine Hoo! They got place baby Kicked in the face baby You hate your race baby You're just a liar Your every lick baby Your dog's a bitch baby You make me sick baby You soul survivor She never cut from me She never cut baby I had to work baby You just a rival Always to please daddy Right up and leave daddy You're throwing shame daddy So undesirable Trust in me Just in me Put all your trust in me You're doin' morphine Go'on babe Relax This won't hurt you Before I put it in Close your eyes and count to ten Don't c
James Frank Basinger Jr.
James "Pop" Frank Basinger, Jr.March 6, 1923 - July 1, 2009 CONWAY – James Frank “Jimmy” Basinger, Jr., 86, formerly of Smackover, went home to the Lord on Wednesday July 1, 2009.Born the middle child of Maggie Ola and James Frank Basinger, Sr., on March 6, 1923, Jimmy was raised outside Sarepta, LA, during the Great Depression, along with his 15 brothers and sisters. Jimmy was a veteran of the Pacific campaign in WWII. Upon returning home from war, Jimmy sought out a beautiful little red-headed lady named Dorothy Preston who worked at the post office in Smackover AR. Though she had never met him, Dorothy wrote letters of encouragement to Jimmy while he was fighting the war overseas. Jimmy married Dorothy and remained a devoted husband and provider to her for over 63 years. Affectionately known as “Pop” to his children, grandchildren and great-grandchildren, Jimmy found endless joy in spending time with all the children in his family. Pop could always be
Today, I was babysitting. The kids were thirsty, so I poured them both a cup of the green juice I'd found in a jug in their fridge. They downed it in a flash. It wasn't until later on after I'd poured myself a cup and taken a sip, I realized I had given them margarita mix. The kids are 4 and 2. FML
Scorpio Sex .. Uh Huh Dats Me
SCORPIO October 24 - November 22Ruling Planet: PLUTO, The Roman God of the dead, beginnings and endings. This basically means that Scorpios add novel differences to any relationship.Scorpios are very possessive. They will tense up if you even LOOK at another hottie across the room. But they can be relied on to always be there for you if you need them. You may never really know what your Scorpio is thinking though, because to them, Knowledge is power and they are very good at putting on a straight face to cover up any emotion they are feeling. Scorpios love sex. The dirtier, the better. Get them excited by revealing your filthiest fantasy and offering to act it out.FAVE POSITION:Anything, as long as it gets them off!BEST SEX TOY:Ben Wah Balls for the girls, and a Riding Crop for the boysSCORPIO MALE IN BEDHis sexuality is so strong, it will make you dizzy!! If you are lucky enough to be with a Scorpio boy, you will always be satisfied!! There's a rumor that the Scorpio man is the most s
Now Hear This (and If You Don't Like It Fuck Off)
So I log into facebook earlier today to a message asking me to im a friend of mine ASAP... Said person and I talked for a very brief period of time when I first moved back home but we stopped after a wee bit of drama from both him and his friends doing their early 20something drama...So first I want you to read this conversation and then read what I have to say... I've pretty much had it with people (male & female) informing me of how dumb, crazy, or nieve I what do you needme: ??JACKASS: whats your dealJACKASS: why are you dating someone that lives 400 miles away?me: Umh, I amJACKASS: how often do you see himme: once every few monthsme: Right around 20 days in the past 9 monthsJACKASS: once every few monthsJACKASS: you saw him 20 days in like 280 daysme: pretty muchJACKASS: you love himme: yes I do with all my heart.JACKASS: wow... ok nvm then.. sorry 4 buging you...your nuts 4 dating a guy that lives that far awayme: whyme: i'm nuts?JACKASS: ya you are... why date som
Not A Poem, But Things In My Head.
Its been a year since i met you. as hard as these last couple months have been i still think of that day, your smile, how you melted me. of that amazing sunset we shared, and it doesnt make it easier. those memories bring a smile to my face, and so many tears to me eyes. i said it then, that you could do so much better then me. i sabotaged myself. i sabotaged us....... i hurt you. i never meant to, and if i could go back i would do so much differnt, the only thing that would remain the same is the love i still feel for you today, tonight right now as sit and cry writing this.  I know you cant go back, but i hope somehow for the mirale of getting to start anew with you.  so i can show you  that i believe that i am the man you always thought i was.  that i am good enough for you, i love you and i always will.   you made my day yesterday, i thought things were maybe open again between us, after telling you i missed you, missed hearing you missed talking to you, you called and it me
Ordering Doesn't = Dom
bondk2050: hiMe: *waving smilie*bondk2050: 35m here bondk2050: divorced and live alone bondk2050: uMe: I don't answer ASL because the info is available. Have a good one.bondk2050: r u there baby bondk2050: ok if uwana c2c u can pm me Me: Why would I want to C2C?bondk2050: if u dont like it is ok Me: I know it's okay and it's obvious you didn't bother to look at my profile either.Me: Had you done that, you wouldn't have asked my ASL or asked about the cambondk2050: r u sub bondk2050: i didnt ask u Me: Again..obvious you didn't look at the profile. Night.bondk2050: if i want see u just oprder u to open ur cam bondk2050: orderMe: LOL You're joking right? If you think that's what it means to be Dom then you ain't oneMe: Order me *laughing smilie*bondk2050: shut up bitch Me: Get a fucking life you wanna beMe: I order you to get a life...Woooo...lookie I'm DOM!Me: *laughing smilie*Me: Loserbondk2050: realy u r fuking bitch bondk2050: u will not see my dick Me: You say that like I'm
Faking It ...
Fingernails and broken spine I lay here and say I'm fine Lay here bleeding feeling bleeding pain Drowning slowly in the rain Scream and cry and push and shove Take me make me feel me love Show me truth now in your heart Don't drift away don't depart... Don't leave me here all alone Don't disregard all that I've shown Believe that thunder in the skies, See the truth behind my lies In the night we'll drift ashore As we fight eternal war Hear my heart beat see my tears Look around I shatter mirrors The person here is some one else The real me hidden on a shelf I don't know where I am or who to be All that I know is I am not me Off and on a fight inside Makes me want to run and hide Close my eyes and turn away I'm lost at what I'm so post to say I've lost my lines and failed my part And now my mask has fallen apart Left revealed I hide my face For I have never had a place I've lied and lied I can not lie any more because my body's on the floor I was fake outsi
Don't Ask Me Asl....
theworldsnotreal: asl?me: 99 with aluminum foil on Golden Pond galindo_gianny: aslme: Parkgalindo_gianny: what?me: The answer to you ASL scheissreis: whats ur aslme: 176, always, moon a_flyer_guy: Oh .. you are cutea_flyer_guy: Marry meme: Uhhhhh, no?a_flyer_guy: i'm going to jumppppppppppppppppme: What? Up and down?a_flyer_guy: noooooo .. from ym chaira_flyer_guy: look someone wants me lola_flyer_guy: rodrioconi: take a pic of ur dick from the top showing dick and feet u standingme: Ohhhhhhkaya_flyer_guy: ur aslme: 2 with rattles in the criba_flyer_guy: coooool
Black Roses
Black RosesYou gave me roses,But they weren't red.You swore to me freedom,But the promise was dead.You abandoned me here,Just to make me cry,Do not act innocent,Should  I ever die...You gave me roses,But they weren't white.You stole my whole heartAnd left me with spite.You turned my heart black,Empty and cold,And my days grow darkerThe older I grow.....You gave me roses,
O...M...F...G...!!!!!!! Where do they find theys matches???
Shooting Star
Through these brown eyes, I stare at the night sky, Wishing you were here curled up by my side, Casting wishes onto falling star, I wait for the day when i can catch your heart, Raise you up and steal your pain away, I dream of you through endless nights, To be close to you, For a moment brings meaning and peace to my life. Babyface said it best when he said, "I only think of you, on two occasions, that's day and night" But i miss you more than ever, So i close my eyes and wait to see you in my dream tonight.
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Burning Bright - Shinedown
I feel like there is no need for conversationSome questions are better left without a reasonAnd I would rather reveal myself than my situationNow and then I consider, my hesitationThe more the light shines through meI pretend to close my eyesThe more the dark consumes meI pretend I'm burning, burning bright I wonder if the things I did were just to be differentTo spare myself of the constant shame of my existenceAnd I would surely redeem myself in my desperationHere and now I'll express, my situation The more the light shines through meI pretend to close my eyesThe more the dark consumes meI pretend I'm burning, burning brightX2 There's nothing ever wrong but nothing's ever rightSuch a cruel contradictionI know I cross the lines its not easy to defineI'm born to indecisionThere's always something new some path I'm supposed to chooseWith no particular rhyme or reason The more the light shines through meI pretend to close my eyesThe more the dark consumes meI pretend I'm burning, bur
About Me And May Be Too Much For Some Have Fun!!!!
so its about me im 25 been married twice if that scares you i dont care its not my falt  that men are assholes to me and i only find the roughten ones lol  im trying to do the best i can i stayed with one for 8 years getting mah ass beat . and the other 6 years with him acting like a woman and saying he had a headake when it came to sex so i dont think i look bad so idk what his problem was but enough bout that i like to hunt hike play ball shoot pool and just hang out like real folks i hate fakers players and hters of all kinds so if you are any of the above dont even try it  but as for the rest lets just have lots of fun ????????
I love to chat if you wont to we can
Things That I Love To Do Sometimes.
  just drawing
Happy Tuesday
So, I get up at my normal time and do the "I'll just lay here 5 more minutes". Yeah, get up and now I'm running behind. No breakfast for me. Dressed and out the door to catch my bus. Oh joy! The bus driver I can't stand. Besides this woman being a puss face, she smokes on the bus. Now, I understand people smoke, but I'm asthmatic not to mention allergic to tobacco (have the test results to prove it) and I should not be subjected to a bus ride of sucking on my inhaler cuz I can't breathe. Not to mention, it's prohibited by law! Fine, whatever. Sit all the way in the back, put on my iPod. We're going along. I open my eyes to see where we're at when suddenly we're stopping. Oh c'mon lady! The driver is leaning over, looking out her side mirror going, "Did I hit him?" Huh? I look out the back window. Sure as shit, here's some kid tumbling on the ground off of his bike, iTouch pieces everywhere. Huh. I'll be damned. She hit him. This kind of leads me to giggle. Now stop grumbling at me.
Shipwrecked In A Puddle Of Stars.
I shipwrecked in a puddle of stars.  I only wanted to navigate and to put my desires as sails.  I filled the Ocean crying for her.  It was the dream that I anchored on the moon.  I was not able to see the shore, so it was normal to shipwreck at your verge. Between the foam that caresses and tramples, like the verses of the poem I wrote you, your footprints are being erased. My dreams moves away like the comet, and then it crashes against me.  
Can It Be...
In the wake of all that is I see what was I see every sorrow chiseled on all the graves As I cease to be I open my eyes Just when this cold seeps in I awaken to mistakes I know full well what it is that I've done wrong Now I can scream as I fall I can feel the curse of mortal limits Knew what it was to end before I even began Took the weight of my world before my legs could walk I've seen love come and go, and come again Do I truly know how to return the love thats given to me I feel so numb from the neck down Walking in my life is like swimming through wet cement I feel the need to stand stock still As I move forward I see all I desire slip out of reach Perhaps I should charge full steam to the end It's possible that a new beginning will set this right Isn't it...?
Crude Sex Jokes
Q. Why did the boy fall off the swing? A. He didn't have any arms. Q. What's the definition of eternity? A. The time between when you cum and she leaves. Q. What's gray, sits at the bed and takes the piss? A. A kidney dialysis machine. Q. What do you call a female police officer that shaves her pubic hair? A. Cunt Stubble. Q. Why do only 10% of women go to heaven? A. Because if they all went, it would be hell. Q. What goes: "CLICK -is that it? CLICK -is that it? CLICK -is that it?" A. A blind person with a rubix cube. Q. Why did God invent yeast infection? A. So women know what it feels like to live with an annoying cunt. Q. Did you hear about the two gay guys that had an argument in the bar? A. They went outside to exchange blows. Q. Why did the gay guy think his lover was cheating on him? A. He came home shit faced. Q. What do you get when you cross a rooster with a flea? A. An itchy cock. Q. Why i
New Guy
Yea..I am the new guy on the block just chillin in sunny and hot Baghdad. This is new to me and I am lookin forward to meeting new people.
Autos On & Bombing Tongiht
It's On Now
So here it is... i know someone that is taking donations for his CB.. if you give.. he will bomb. Come on go luv him.. you both will get off.  :P   Follow this link   XFACTOR DEPUTY@DAISY'S DUKES LOUNGE">@ fubar
The Best Love & Hate Songs
Hey everyone, I was thinkin today (scary thought, I know) about all the songs that evoke feelings of Love and Hate.  I have a few that make me think of certain people and was wondering what songs do that to all my friends.  I am such a music junkie, that growing up I knew all the words to every song I heard on the radio.  I kinda still do, and prolly could win 'Name That Tune' if I tried hard  So I challenge everyone that reads this to add their 2 cents and tell me your favorite Love Song and favorite Hate Song.  I will be posting them here, and I may even tally them to see for myself what songs I really should have in my library.  WANNA PLAY??   Leave yer top 2 (title & artist) in my comments or PM me and we'll see who comes out on top.  I'm not really doing this for points, or have anything to give in return, just curious and don't wanna post a MuMM...too much drama *hugs & muahz* Kare I'll start the list, so here goes nothin... LOVE SONGS
Life Is What We Make Of It
Life if what we make of itWhether it is what we want or notGood choices, bad choicesIt's all what we make of it Open your eyes and your heartListen to the tone and rythm of lifeSlowly the turns will comeWith a light breath of lifeMay not come with a flash of lightningWith smart and wise choicesWith open eyes and a bright outlookLife may become what we wantAnd so life is what we make of it. ~Jes
A Special World
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon and holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold gently nestling us to the fold like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong
All I Ask
All I ask Please don't take him away, I couldn't live without him. He makes me complete, I don't know what I'd do without him. Having him by my side, makes me the happiest person in the world. If you take him away, I'd die, feel so lonely inside. The cold sorrow will overtake my soul, my heart will break ever so slowly. The blood will vanquish my body, drown me. My tears will run, like an ever flowing river. Never stopping. Never ending. Lay in bed, staring at the blank ceiling. Having no thoughts, no soul. An immense emptiness overtaking my heart. Feeling his presence nowhere near, watching his body try to persevere. All I ask, is for him to stay. By my side, where I need him. Don't take him away. Don't wrap him in your wings and take him into your Heavenly light. Please, not just yet. I need him now, don't you see? Right now, he's all I need.  
  Ex’s You say you like me, then the next time around you say you like my best friend! What is wrong with you? I fell as if my body is just going to shut down in front of you. You ask me to hang out with you but do you show up? No, your out screwing’ some other chick, I hope you burn in hell. You say that your sorry, And you want to get together again, And I say yes to that, And get my heart broken How dumb could I have been? Now I lay thinking of what will happen next? What am I going to do with you? Oh wait there is nothing I can do with you with your lying and cheating I just can’t take it anymore Your gone, out of my life, secluded away From me, Thanks for making my life a living hell.
Wanted: New Friends Who Actually Like To Do Shit
FOUND ON LOS ANGELES CRAIGS LIST 7/7/09 ================================       Reply to: [Errors when replying to ads?] Date: 2009-07-03, 5:46PM PDT Don't get me wrong, I have a good number of friends. I'm just tired of their shit. "Wanna go out tonight?" I ask. "No, I think I just want to sit on the couch," they say. What the fuck is wrong with these people? I don't give a shit that it's a Wednesday night. I went to work all day too. Hell, I even worked out at the gym for an hour. You didn't you lazy fuck. I'm still ready to go out. Another example: We went to the beach today and walked around for an hour. Right after that, they wanted to go home. Only excuse: "I have to take a shower." Bullshit. You just suck. So here's what I'm looking for: People who actually like to go out and have a good time/adventure. Do you think you're one of these people? If so, think again. You're probably not. Qualifications: - Think later, get drunk now k
Freedom I’m finally free he no longer has his hand around my neck I’m set free by an angel you know who you are I thank you from the bottom of my heart for taking me to get tested you emancipated me from the bondage that Guys kept me in I’m free now
Have I Ever
Have I Ever Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. And so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some newly discovered species of flower? Have I ever
My Guardian Angel
My Guardian Angel The darkness of the room is too much for me to hold Deep inside, I feel so alone. Deep inside, I’m dying, slowly. Wanting to be free, but never letting any get closely. Impossible it is. To be free again. In this darkness that has me imprisoned. I close my eyes, fighting the tears Fighting away all of my fears. The razor shines into the night Making me shiver in fright. The edge starts to pull itself into my skin I can’t help but to succumb to this sin. A tear betrays my subtle eyes As I slowly begin to cry. From behind me I hear a voice Something so angelical, I had no choice I turned to see a figure so beautiful The one who had told  me that this was no suitable. In my dreams I had seen her, Guarding me, protecting me, making me believe her. A higher power was suddenly in the room, The blood dripping to the floor, sealing my doom. I had to believe that it was fate. That I was going to die, it was too late. Her hands wrapped around mine to stop the bleed
Mj Memorial
No matter what your opinions are of the man, the most heartbreaking and gut wrenching moment was at the end by his daughter. "I just wanted to say, ever since I was born, daddy has been the best father you could ever imagine! I just wanted to say I love him so much." — Jackson's daughter, Paris, who broke down in tears. Having lost my father as well, I feel her pain. It's truly one of life's shittiest moments.
What I Want In A Man
What I want in a Man I want a man who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long. One who thinks before he speaks One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I want him to be gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, be not annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! For a man who makes love to my mind and knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I want this man to love me to no end, And always be my very best friend.
I Sensed My Loss, Before I Even Learned To Talk...
The Dresden Dolls . Thirty Whacks thirty licks with the belt. same old tricks on myself. and i wonder does everyone else feel this way. succession of tests. a triumphant success. each time i'm still in tact. at the end of the day. thirty drops in the glass. keep my temper and pass. with my breath held, you bastards. you lucked out again. it's not really so bad. there's still mom. there's still damage to do. before they wrest the axe from my hands. it's no mystery. you should obviously go. before i break everything. you're always telling me. that you're dying to know. but you're not really listening. how do i manage to station myself in harm's way. and only get hit with a ticket for loitering. that i have no way to pay? and no strength to argue. my personal demons can scheme with professional. oh god they're after me. if i could shut them up. just for a second, i swear. i could stop this catastrophe. thirty day guarantee. but they can't have meant me. afterall, i was born in a childpro
Departure Letter
    From the time I started at whiskey falls saloon I had taken on pride for the lounge.  I was loyal and dedicated to the falls and my duties as a Deputy.  Watched line for line for inappropriate language and hurtful words against race, color, creed and orientation of life styles.  I have been respectful, polite and courteous and I have never brought my personal life in to the falls or spoke ill of the saloon.  I promoted it publicly and on my private web sites so when I had noticed that everyone’s tag reflected their position as of their status mine simply said lounge staff and I have taken this as a slap in my face considering the restless nights and countless hours I spent that far surpassed any other person I met while working for the falls that was working staff employee.  All I had ever heard was step up as if I was not doing anything but talking about boy friends that I cant call a boy friend complaining how I wished I was somewhere else or not greeting everyone except
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When Best Friends Love
You entered my life like a gentle sigh,like a quiet breeze blowing softly through the leaves.You were a stranger first, one who laughed freely and easily,who spoke of minor intimacies and common grounds,who made me feel strangely liked and valued.You became my friend, no longer a stranger,trusting me with secrets hidden,confiding what you liked and hated.We talked and laughed and, as time passed by,I grew more and more dependent upon your smile.From strangers to friends was just a baby step,a step a thousand others take every day.Without your trust and trusting ways,without your smiles and encouraging gaze,I would never have taken the step beyond.But the gentle breeze blowing through the leavesis relentless and never ending.We became closer friends, and closer still,until much of my life was centered around the timeswe spent together.We traveled far along the path of friendship,avoiding the bumps somehow, never stumbling,always in step with one another.You were my guide, my eyes and ea
you can set back look at what the world has for you .and some how miss what you where sapose to see ! you can read a book an still not know what the book was really about! watch a movie an still be can see an not see ! so i  guess the big ? is  ARE YOU SEEING OR JUST SEEING  

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