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ok so theres this guy jesse right??? and we became really good friend just talked everyday and he was there for me and i was there for him and all this great stuff.... well come to find out we r alike in everyway the only 2 diffrents between us is he is a guy and loves heavy heavy metal and i do not..... so anyways we get togeather and we r all happy and shit then one day he goes poof on me...... then comes back and everything is just not the way it was before its way diffrent and i start to feel like i have lost my best friend in this web of personal stuff......... so anyways i am hurt and lost and confused and its to the point of having a bad brake down then guess what he goes poof again lmao wow he must be a ninja huh??? so 2 days ago i see that he was on my fubar and see that he is owned and has as his number one some bitch and the only bitch thats on his friends list so at this point i am pissed cuz last i knew we were gonna try n work things out..... well then i get on my aim and guess who is on his s/n and i get that jesse has done and killed himself!!!! wow 5 a.m wake up message and that it was his friend on his account then today his other friend gets on his fu and is a total dick to me and my friends in my lounge and just makin me feel like i am worthless and that i nvr loved jesse and in witch I DID/DO love him..... welll then guess who pops up JESSE so all this time he was alive and let me think he was dead when he really wasnt........ so what do i do????? i am so hurt and so confused and so lost on this whole thing its not like jesse to be like this at all..... he has nvr been mean to me or anything and now its like my jesse went poof and this thing thats takin over him is just a mean dick face ass....... 2 days of no eating n no sleeping cuz i was so lost and the only thing i could do was stay on here with my friends and try not to lose my sanity since my family is on vacation and lol my daughter liked him so much and i had to tell her what was going on yayaya go me no fuk that yayaya go JESSE!!! anyways any help or advise is much needed ty....
