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The Path
Walking down an empty path through the forest of life twists, turns, broken bridges along the way A fork in the road One lead to death, sadness, and darkness The other leads to love, happiness, and enjoyment. One is bright and sunny while the other is dark, secluded, and cold. I stand there uncertain as to which way to go the bright path seems so inviting but I was raised to believe looks can be deceiving So I take a deep breath and head down that cold and lonely road. Whispers in the shadows Light becomes night I start to tremble and cry wondering if my decision was the right one I continue on my path evil seem to lurk in the shadow of the trees. Still concerned if my choice was the right one i keep walking. Laughing, crying and screaming surround me. I come to a clearing It is beautiful, The trees are so green and the flowers are so vibrant I stand there and wonder if I am dreaming. Then you appear. You smile and tell me that I have chosen my destiny One of l

Sara's Graduation
About ten years ago I bought my house in a quiet neighborhood. Most of the neighbors were ok but I struck up a friendship with Rick and Lisa. Their daughter Sara was maybe 7 or 8. We spent a lot of time together having cook-outs, card games and such so it was no surprise when I received an invitation to Sara’s graduation party. On Saturday afternoon I slipped a C in a card, grabbed some beers and headed over to their place. Sara came running over and jumped up, wrapping her legs around my waist and arms around my neck, giving me a kiss on the cheek. She has been doing this every since I could remember. I sat with Rick sipping the beers while Lisa helped Sara tend to her guest. As the afternoon wore on it appeared to be that Sara was flirting with me but I thought that was crazy. I chalked up to the fact I was getting buzzed, after all she was just a kid. I decided to head home and as I was leaving Sara gave me another hug and said “You forgot my birthday, I just turned e

Bombs
Yes I do pay to get bombed. I pay up to 20k per bomb. For a limited time I will also pay the person that sends the bomber to me a 10% finders fee. However the bomber and or finder must tell me in PM wats going on. Or else I will ONLY pay the bomber.

Pain
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My Dream
My dreams have gotten so vivid and it seems like nothin will ever happen. All I want is to be happy and make others see that theres more to me that meets the eye. I want to cry with happy times not just its the only way to calm my mind to fall asleep at night. Will I ever be happy? Will I ever have someone that love me for me? Will I ever be respected and not disrespected? I want so much and hope that somethin happens since a new yr is almost here for me... next month I'll be 25....hopefully a better yr

Correction Part 1
WhyWhyWhy do I feel so alone WhyWhyWhy do I feel so alone when I'm with you CuzI know you're looking at me andI'm looking at youand I feel like a dork when you're so awkwardwhen I just wanna be the frog in your pondso let me get that kiss and I'll slip you that hissmouth to mouth and shake your body like a rattlesnake So baby tell me Why Why Why do I feel so alone when I'm with youSo baby tell me Why Why Why do I feel like a fool when I'm with you CuzEverytime we touch I want you to keep that blushbecause baby you're my plush and I'll keep thosepuffs squeezed all night so keep those bells ringing as we're bound to be making these vibrations all night Stop! Rewind! So baby whywhywhy do I feel so alone when I'm with you? Why do I feel the need to say this to you?Cuz I know by the end of the night we'll be back toourselves in this comfort of solace that we don't want to be in. But you and me and the space in between can make it happen like it never did and t'would be epic. So let

Is This A Broken Heart?
When he's away I began to fade I feel me dieing I start crying I can feel my heart falling apart I try to put the pieces back together But it won't stay like that forever. It starts to get dark Is this a broken heart?

Puns For The Educated
PUNS FOR THE EDUCATED 1. A thief broke into the local police station and stole all the toilets and urinals, leaving no clues. A spokesperson was quoted as saying, "We have absolutely nothing to go on." 2. Evidence has been found that William Tell and his family were avid bowlers. Unfortunately, all the Swiss league records were destroyed in a fire... and so we'll never know for whom the Tells bowled. 3. A man rushed into a busy doctor's office and shouted, "Doctor! I think I'm shrinking!" The doctor calmly responded, "Now, settle down. You'll just have to be a little patient." 4. A marine biologist developed a race of genetically engineered dolphins that could live forever if they were fed a steady diet of seagulls. One day, his supply of the birds ran out so he had to go out and trap some more. On the way back, he spied two lions asleep on the road. Afraid to wake them, he gingerly stepped over them. Immediately, he was arrested and charged with transport

Words Of A Broken Heart
the best part of me is dead the only thing is left is the monster in the heart of me, nothing left to give bu only the hate within to bad only one see the man i have become, can you still take me by the hand and lead me in to your temptation bit will i go for true love is put on ice to keep the beauty alive flesh so cold so temptated to hold you close just to keep you warm wipe away the dirt in your eyes so you dont cry as the tears turn to lightly fallin snow from those cold piercing eyes. slient words spoken with no words to be said left in awe with no emotions not even s sigh, true love is put on ice to presereve the beauty within To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishne

Nigel Played This For Me At The End Of Our First Date :)
The Search Is Over - SurvivorHow can I convince you what you see is real Who am I to blame you for doubting what you feel I was always reachin', you were just a girl I knew I took for granted the friend I have in you I was living for a dream, loving for a moment Taking on the world, that was just my style Now I look into your eyes, I can see forever The search is over, you were with me all the while Can we last forever, will we fall apart At times it's so confusing, the questions of the heart You followed me through changes, and patiently you'd wait Till I came to my senses, through some miracle of fate I was living for a dream, loving for a moment Taking on the world, that was just my style Now I look into your eyes, I can see forever The search is over, you were with me all the while Now the miles stretch out behind me, loves that I have lost Broken hearts lie victims of the game Then good luck, it finally stuck like lightning from the blue Every highway's leading me back to you Now

I Want U
Ich will Ich will dass ihr mir vertraut Ich will dass ihr mir glaubt Ich will eure Blicke spüren Ich will jeden Herzschlag kontrollieren Ich will eure Stimmen hören Ich will die Ruhe stören Ich will dass ihr mich gut seht Ich will dass ihr mich versteht Ich will eure Phantasie Ich will eure Energie Ich will eure Hände sehen Ich will in Beifall untergehen dl will deinee Muchi Seht ihr mich? Versteht ihr mich? Fühlt ihr mich? Hört ihr mich? Wilst Du mich Könnt ihr mich hören? Si hören dich Könnt ihr mich sehen? Sie sehen dich Könnt ihr mich fühlen? Sie fühlen dich Ich versteh euch nicht Ich will Ich wollen dass ihr uns vertrautIchwollen dass ihr uns alles glaubtIch wollen eure Hände sehenIch wollen in Beifall untergehen - ja Könnt ihr mich hören? Sie hören dich Könnt ihr mich sehen? Sir sehen dich Könnt ihr mich fühlen? WSie fühlen dich Ich versteh euch nicht Könnt ihr uns hören? Sier hören euch Könnt ihr uns sehen?Sie sehen euch Könnt ihr uns fühlen? Sie fühlen

Danger Zone Bully 2010
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Just Thinking
Starting to think about winding down my time here on Fubar. It seems like it is just become about the games. Leveling, points, begging and pleading without and thought or feeling about the ones you call friends and ask them for favors. I am not a VIP or have money to buy blings, or any of the imaginary stuff so many think are so important on here so I am mostly ignored. I wanted friends who might actually care and maybe share a thought or two in the shout box, an occasional comment or a rate or drink to show you actually care. If you think all I am good for is to help you level, not an actual person, but just a click or two on the keyboard to help you out, you are not a true friend and I ask you to please remove yourself from my family, friends, fans and fans of list. If you do care, talk to me once in a while!!!!!

#1
I've figured out that I'm a lover, not a fighter. I would much rather be in bed, than in the bars or at the game. I'm a momma's girl. I don't go out of my way to hurt people; unless they hurt me. And even then I forgive them. My face is no Jessica Simpson, but there's nothing else wrong with me. I'm not mentally handicapped, but I've made mistakes. I've got a good head on my shoulders, 2 arms 2 legs, anatomically correct. I have hobbies, interests, activities, and people who support me. I've had a decent amount of years go by in front of me. I've seen things you can ,cant, or wouldn't believe. But then I think that's something everyone experiences. I've experienced the sheer beauty of life, and of course the ugly things that just have to be. I'm not weird or abnormal. I don't feel a need to rebel against anything other than what's wrong for me. I don't impose myself on others usually, and I say usually because doesn't writing poetry imply a sort of imposition? Of course you don't ha

Spelling
Did you know that the words "race car" spelled backwardsstill spells "race car"? That "eat" is the only word that, if youtake the 1st letter and move it to the last, spells its past tense,"ate"? And if you rearrange the letters in "illegal immigrants," and add just a few more letters, it spells: "Go home youfree-loading, benefit-grabbing, resource-sucking, baby-making,violent, non-English-speaking assholes, and take those otherhairy-faced, sandal-wearing, bomb-making, camel-riding,goat-loving, raggedy-ass bastards with you?" How weird is that?

Fell Off A Cliff - We Don't Know The Cause Of Death
I'm sorry but the man fell off of a cliff. I don't think it's rocket science on what probably killed him. A porn actor, who was accused of killing a coworker with a sword, died after falling off a cliff Saturday when police used a stun gun to subdue him. Police said Stephen Clancy Hill attacked three coworkers with a samurai-style sword at the scene of a pornographic film shoot on Tuesday. One of the men later died. When police caught up with Hill on Saturday, he kept them at bay for eight hours atop a cliff in West Hills, said Officer Bruce Borihanh. To take Hill into custody, officers used their stun guns on him, at which point he went off the cliff, Borihanh said. Police said Hill jumped, but also added it was unclear what caused his death. On Tuesday night, West Valley police were called to a home on Hayvenhurst Avenue following reports of an assault with a deadly weapon. The home was being used to make pornographic films, but shoots had ended for the day. Authorities sa

Dream Watcher
He is watching me.I look at him,He smiles and speaks.I move toward his voice,He smiles and watches.Sighing... I need sleep.My mind is wandering,I'm so torn.Leave me some peace!He keeps enteringMy dreams and wandering.He is welcome,Yet he is not.

&hearts Slay &hearts
"Romantic love reaches out in little ways, showing attention and admiration. Romantic love remembers what PLEASES a man, what EXCITES him, and what SUPRISES him. It's actions whisper: You are the most special person in my life. He is MY romantic love, there are no words for how I LOVE him, how I NEED him, how I FEEL him close to me even when we are apart. How when I'm without him I smile because I remember how he loves me, how I love him, and how IN LOVE we are with each other. ♥ ♥ ♥ I LOVE YOU SLAY, YOU OWN MY HEART AND SOUL, I GIVE MYSELF TO YOU TOTALLY AND UNCONDITIONALLY FOR ETERNITY ♥ ♥ ♥

Have You Ever
Have you ever wanted another person so much that it hurts to be away from them? Not knowing when will be the next time you'll hold or even see them again? Of course talking to them doesn't help, it only makes things worse. So what do you do? You try and find someone who can take their place. Someone who makes you feel like that person. Now every person you find reminds you of that person. Looks, personality, voice, whatever it is, you try and find something about the new person that was what attracted you to the one you're missing. Of course, and quite ironically, that makes you miss that person more. It makes you mad and you fight with the new person because they cant be the one you miss, or you take out the pain of missing the person on this new person. So thats bad right? Could it be worse? Yes. So you don't go looking for a "replacement" because you feel that they are gone because they really rejected you. Not because of complications at work or with family that p

Life
Why is it when you do so much its never right? liveing a life of being yelled at..idk i feal stuck,lost,depressed, and anger... Dont know how much longer i'm gonna be able to keep sain int he house i live in.. allways being yelled at, alway being put down, alway being told what i should or shouldnt do.. i fucken sick anf tierd of my roomated shit.. there the fucken lazy ones.. never cleaning up.. never makeing appointments.. its like a game with them... see how many things we can find with peoples falt... I just want to be happy and with loved ones.. all i wanted in life was to find someone to shear good times with.. to injoy life.. not live in it fealling like shit.. ( I Have found someone i LOVE with all my heart) I just want to leave this place and run away.. Its allways been bad here.. but shits hitting the fan know my roomates Prg.. lol i get kicked out every other day.. i just wanted to tell someone whats on my mind.. cause i dont have anyone right now avalible to vent

Tales Of The Stupid
srqmwm4u: daddy wants you me: *laughs* srqmwm4u: daddy is so hot for you baby me: Yeah right srqmwm4u: i think about you when i am fucking mommy me: I gotta know. Are there actually women stupid enough to fall for this? As of yet, no reply. LOL

#2 Confession To That One Guy.. Maybe He Knows How He Is..
seems so stupid and somewhat ill mannered thinking of you ritually unwillingly would you blame me if i made the mistake of confessing what would you say if i expressed the, the thoughts that never fail to race through my head it hurts me thinking of you it physically hurts me thinking of you seems so worn and somewhat tired dedicating time of day to lost cause what words would i say if you cared enough to hear my voice and what kind of people would we be if we were together? it tears me apart wanting you it tears me mentally apart wanting you can you not comprehend? id welcome you with open mind. ive been climbing skyscrapers and altering lifestyles ive been charging dreams to maxed out futures i can only fantasize for so long c'mon baby lets dance lets invent a new form of romance lets give each other a chance to break down the barriers of past it makes me smile it makes me unknowingly smile its getting harder to ignore the obvious feelings they climb up and down all along the ha

You Never Know Sometimes!
Well I have been offline a bit lately and have passed several states with in that time from indiana, wisconsin, michigan, alabama, and right now kentucky. I am sorry to those who feel I havent given enough time to you here. Before I had this job I didnt have any thing better to do than sit here and have a blast on fubar! But theres something called Real Life and well I cannot live for free! Nor do I wanna stay stuck any where feeling like I cannot get out of there! Whether its home, or Maries or where ever...... I have commented a few status's and left a couple shouts to the 2 people I talked to the most on here. I guess I just dont know I dont feel wrong or bad for doing what i hve to do thats life you know. I will be in kentucky for a month so I wont be here alot I will be out enjoying myself I hope thats ok! I do luv my Fu's and I hope the feeling is mutual! Dont be mad at me!

Vote For Me For Pennsylvania Governor
Robert R. Preston Brookville, Jefferson Co., PA I will not align myself with any party, I do not even like being called independent. I am just a citizen of Pennsylvania. * I can give a vague answer as well as the rest of them. * Absolute pro-gun, unlicensed OC & CC, license optional, removal of vehicle issue, strike the "firearm" transfer thing along with the PSP recording of such. * The Constitutions mean what the words in them say. * For the decriminalization of marijuana, then regulated and taxed like alcohol. * Pro-choice on abortion up to the end of the 1st trimester. Only pro after that for medical reasons of the mother. * NO PARTIAL BIRTH ABORTIONS! (I'm sorry, that shit is sick how they do that) * I dont care if you are gay or straight, what religion you are, your nation of origin so long as you are here legally, gender, race, creed - laws apply equally, and all rights, priviledges, and immunities shall be equal amongst the People. * Tax relief/credits for companies

New Fake Dude & Some Points To Ponder....
Check the blog below and to the left with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

Initial Post
Hello Friends, If you have found your way here I think I can safely assume that you are concerned about out-of-control spending, out-of-touch legislators and the shameless dissemination of misinformation concerning the Tea Party.I plan to post as often as possible and would like to invite everyone to comment. Dissenting opinions are welcome. Feel free to correct me if you can cite sources. Civilized discourse is the goal of this blog.I had planned to at least attempt to assemble my complaints with the current administation chronologically, but there are two rather heinous affronts to common decency that I would like to address now.First; The unconscionable use of the so-called race card by the mainstream media. Has anyone on the left (not the ruling aristocracy, but rank and file party members) considered how utterly ridiculous it is to accuse a person (or group) of racism because they disagree with the democratically elected president? (I disagree with the majority of th

Never Came Back
You said you would change but you never did you stayed the same throughout the years you never came back to wipe away my tears you never said "i love you" so that i could hear To show you respect is out of my league But i can't hate you one day i will love you but now i can't because You always said you would come back you never did so why did you say that? Mom, you're a stranger to my mind and heart you said you changed but i know you lied Mom, you could have saved me but that part of me has died I'm not a little girl i know my own feelings, but you never came back to wipe away my tears you never said "i love you" so that i could hear One day you'll look back and ask if i love you my reply will be that i can't and that you never came back Mom, you're not special to me anymore because i dont remember who you are you weren't ever there to hold me in your arms When you're raised by someone other than your parents you grow up with a void inseid of you. You always wo

Illegal To Be Illegal?
Friday, May 21, 2010 Illegal to be Illegal? ARTICLE INCOMPLETEIts amazing just how many people have deep, heart-felt convictions concerning the SUPPORT OUR LAW ENFORCEMENT AND SAFE NEIGHBORHOODS ACT passed in Arizona recently. Imagine how strong their convictions might be if they actually read the bill. Count our president among those with plenty to say about unconstitutionality and racial profiling; civil rights and sensitivities without ever claiming to have read it himself.The fact that the new anti-illegal immigration law is a virtual mirror image of existing federal law hasn't stopped President Obama, members of congress, various pundits and even Mexican President Felipe Calderón from criticizing Arizona. In his address to Congess yesterday, Calderon said, "I strongly disagree with the recently adopted law in Arizona," which was met by an approxmately fifteen second long standing ovation from mostly Democratic lawmakers while most Republicans present remained seated. Jo

Rip Matthew Todd Roberts June 08, 1974-june 06, 2010
Man dies from river accidentFrom Staff ReportsOriginally published: June 07. 2010 3:01AMLast modified: June 06. 2010 11:33PMA 35-year-old Maryville man died Sunday at Blount Memorial Hospital after being rescued from Little River Saturday, officials said.Family members found Matthew Todd Robert, 35, Mistletoe Drive, Maryville, lying face-up in ankle-deep water, a witness from the scene said.Travis Brookshire — who met up at the picnic area with his kids, Robert and his family — said his friend had gone to retrieve a tube that was floating down the river.Public Information Officer for the Blount County Sheriff’s Office Marian O’Briant the incident happened at about 6:30 p.m. Saturday.“Witnesses told deputies that he was attempting to retrieve a rubber tube that his son lost,” she said in a prepared statement. “They said he followed it a short distance from the bank in an attempt to retrieve the float, and he fell into the water.” When witn

I Can't Hate You Anymore-nick Lachey
An empty room can be so deafening,The silence makes you wanna scream,It drives you crazy.I chased away the shadows of your name,And burned the picture in a frame,But it couldn't save me.And how could we quit something we never even tried,Well you still can't tell me why.We built it up,To watch it fall.Like we meant nothing at all.I gave and gave the best of me,But couldn't give you what you need.You walked away,You stole my life,Just to find what you're looking for.But no matter how I try,I can't hate you anymore....I can't hate you anymore.You're not the person that you used to be,The one I want who wanted me,And that's a shame but,There's only so many tears that you can cry.Before it drains the light right from your eyes,And I can't go on that way.And so I'm letting go of everything we were,It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.We built it up,To watch it fall.Like we meant nothing at all.I gave and gave the best of me,But couldn't give you what you need.You walked away,You

Behind The True Blond Moments At Hand!!!
Gothic talking to her sister on phone, Mentions about her dying her hair blonde and her brains going with it, I said "So thats where you get it" and Gothic replies with "No She gets it from me" Cause she's the elder sister... ADMITTING she is the Blonde one! LMAO!!!! I believe she has not only been busted, but she walked into a dead end there!!!

:((
why do i keep going back to the person who doesnt like me the same. why do i try so hard to find the guy who will be the one for me. why am i searching for something that wont work. why do i keep trying to be with someone who shows no respect for me. most of all how come i end up with guys who use me/betray me. am i that weak to be used or not wanted? what's wrong with me?!

What Am I Talking About?
Please, be polite.They will come big, medium and smallBut, this doesn’t matter at allNow, eat it rightSlip your fingers in, gently pull it apartand lick up the juice that may run out and down your chinIt is ready and waiting now, whenever you areYou don’t need a knife, fork, or spoon at all.You only need your mouth and your fingers. That’s allRemember, there is no coreno stemno rindno pitno seedsno throw away at allSo don’t make it a choreEnjoy what you're eating

A Heart's Desire...
Why must every day end in torment, like the flows of a river smashing against the dam trying to break through to where it belongs. Nothing is ever easy, nothing is ever simple, even the most basic actions and reactions take numerous steps to complete. Yet when it comes to the heart, the complications grow and the desires go beyond the basic to the neigh impossible to accomplish. Such is the way my heart feels now, no matter what I desire I feel as if I may never have it, as if it is always a hairs length outside of my reach.

Red Bitch Blog Chock Full Of Lies
> Tired> created @ 2010-05-26 16:04:29> > I am so tired of all this hating and drama, between myself, johnny and his ex... it just never stops.> > I am trying so hard, not to leave this place, and just enjoy myself but things are getting worse. 6 months on, nearly 7.. and its all still going on. which means, it will never end.. the crude words and the going at one another.> > Even though I have her blocked, her friends (hello her friends on my friends list, I know you report back to her.. go ahead, Im too tired to even stick up for myself anymore.. I can say, that she runs all of you like puppets.. goodluck) anyways, even though I have blocked her, she puts horrible things and lies about me in her status.. which I try not to look at but I will get a mail from someone saying.. "look what she has now in her status" and, curiousity did kill the cat, so basically I do look and sometimes I reply back in my status, but most times I do not.> > she has said things like..> > "how many times wer

It Is What It Is.
If I died tonight, would anyone even notice? Would people cry and question fate? Would they even acknowledge my absence? Would they care that I'd sacrificed my life to everyone else and that, even in death, I was enslaved? Would what was clutched in my hand even rate a second glance? Would they see it for what it is? Or, would they all just say "I told you so" and whisper inanities beside my casket? Behind my back. I don't want to do this anymore. I don't want to live a thankless life. I can't bear to complete another useless task. I have no more unheeded words to lash out with. No more prayers to be answered. Life is kicking my ass. Maybe death would be kinder.

Just A Quick One
My lil niece was born last night at 11:45pm. She weighed 8 lbs 11oz. I COULD DIE OF CUTENESS! Pictures will be up shortly. Her name is Brooklyn Jean. She has the chubbiest cheeks! Also, she didn't cry when I held her. Woot! Did I mention how CUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTE she is?!

Lmao
A trucker who had been out on the road for three straight weeks stopped at a brothel outside Vegas. He walked straight up to the Madam, plopped down $500.00 and said, "I want your ugliest woman and a bologna sandwich" The Madam was astonished. She said, "OK, sir, but do you know that for that kind of money you could have two of my finest ladies, plus a three-course meal??" The trucker replied, "Listen, sweetie. I ain't horny....I'm homesick!"

Cop Leaving Me With A Scar To The Head And He Has Some Sortof Control Issue And A Badge Dont Mean You Have The Right To Even Touch Me.
- so i wish i could remember everything that happened on march 27, i was out with my friend celebrating my 22 birthday. it was a great night.. greatfuldeads all night... shitfaced ... i was walking towards my car, i was basically beligerent so i obviously couldnt drive. my friend was calling a taxi and we were in the back of the brickhouse. its really dark parking lot. id say around 1130 so it was definately before last call. while we were waiting we were both talking loud and waiting for the taxi. a officer made an assumption that my friend was my boyfriend and that we were fighting, both of those assumptions were and are false. the officer then tapped me on the shoulder from behind, "to see if i was okay" and i just started to defend myself. immediately i was slammed against the hood of my car, and i couldnt hear that it was a cop because i wasnt listening, it didnt matter, the fact is a male who was 3 times my size touched me from behind and i promised before i moved back here tha

A Bottle Of Wine
Bottle of Wine Share Today at 2:51pm (Women will LOVE this one!)A woman and a man are involved in a car accident on a snowy, cold Monday morning; it's a bad one. Both of their cars are totally demolished, but amazingly neither of them is hurt. God works in mysterious ways. After they crawl out of their cars, the man is yelling about women drivers. The woman says, 'So, you're a man. That's interesting. I'm a woman. Wow, just look at our cars! There's nothing left, but we're unhurt. This must be a sign from God that we should be friends and live in peace for the rest of our days.' Flattered, the man replies, 'Oh yes, I agree completely, this must be a sign from God! But you're still at fault...women shouldn't be allowed to drive.' The woman continues, 'And look at this, here's another miracle. My car is completely demolished but this bottle of wine didn't break. Surely God wants us to drink this wine and celebrate our good fortune. She hands the bottle to the man. The man nods his

Methadone.
Carrying a two hour conversation.Scratchy throat, pins behind my fingersteeth behind my eyes. Dark like wet asphaltechoing this mundane exchange. How are youHow was workHow did you get through it Never a wanttake off your clothestickle me with your tonguefuck me before lunch Why did I agree to this?Domestic beer.Mediocre sandwich.Cool, smooth, well defined clavicle. Tomorrow tastes like metaldull, wet, blunt. Just use me for my anatomyat least that way I can still do all the work but my throat won't be dry.

Mirror Mirror ...
Mirror, Mirror .. Mirror, Mirror, lie to me & show me what I want to see, a world untouched, un-harmed by love, a world not cursed, that soars above, a world of warmth, not cold as ice, a world where hearts break once, not twice. Mirror, Mirror, lie to me & show me what I wish to see, a moonlit night, not pouring rain, tears cried for joy, not cried for pain, a peaceful life, a brand-new slate, a world where love can't turn to hate. Mirror, Mirror, lie to me & show me what I hope to see, a world where pain cannot occur, where tears don't make my vision blur, where happiness can't drag me down, and love won't try to make me drown. Mirror, Mirror, lie to me & show me what I pray to see, a place where I won't need to feel, where time and life are not so real, a place where I don't need to think, where into death I'll never sink. Mirror, Mirror, lie to me & show me what I know can't be, a world where death is not a choice, a

???confusion???
How can I get a grip, when my fingers constantly slip?Some can't deal with the stress, figuring that out isonly half the test. Helping fix other people's situationsis something I'm good at, but why is it still somethingI have to work at? I'm lost right now. It's like I'mrunning through a maze blindfolded. It's a paralyzingfeeling, like being trapped in box. I can't move. I'm surrounded by doubt and confusion. Something's missingMaybe it's love, maybe it's a material object. The confusion what really screwing me up. I'll figure it out, it's just writing it down kinda helps the the situation out. This started out as a poem..... LOOK HOW CONFUSED I AM. LOL

Firewind - I Confide
It seems its overWhen the ground is goneThe night is silentNow i stand aloneWhen we are togetherYou make me feel aliveBound foreverYou're love feels right[Pre-Chorus]One more night comes to an endOne more fight for my friendNo more regrets.[Chorus:]Feels like I've known you for so longMy heart is blank without youTonight togetherThey're not aloneJust in you, I Confide[Verse 2]It isn't overWhen you are goneA destination still lies aheadIn silver moonlightOur love is awakePlease forgive meAnd don't walk away[Pre-Chorus]One more night comes to an endOne more fight for my friendNo more regrets.[Chorus:]Feels like I've known you for so longMy heart is blank without youTonight togetherThey're not aloneJust in you, I Confide[Solo][Chorus x2]Feels like I've known you for so longMy heart is blank without youTonight togetherThey're not aloneJust in you, I Confide

5-27-10
Debby Me (5/27/2010 10:51:54 AM): you thereDebby Me (5/27/2010 10:54:25 AM): kerry you therekerry lively (5/27/2010 10:54:59 AM): ah just now logged inDebby Me (5/27/2010 10:55:06 AM): hiDebby Me (5/27/2010 10:55:09 AM): i need your helpDebby Me (5/27/2010 10:55:31 AM): plskerry lively (5/27/2010 10:55:37 AM): For wat could you possibly needc my help after the things said in your blog?Debby Me (5/27/2010 10:55:59 AM): my blog doesnt say anything nasty or mention names kerry, i can copy and paste it to youDebby Me (5/27/2010 10:56:03 AM): it actually says, you and meDebby Me (5/27/2010 10:56:05 AM): are doing silly thingsDebby Me (5/27/2010 10:56:07 AM): not just youkerry lively (5/27/2010 10:56:15 AM): I know what it sayskerry lively (5/27/2010 10:56:18 AM): yousay Johnnys exDebby Me (5/27/2010 10:56:21 AM): but i have a serious question to do with johnnykerry lively (5/27/2010 10:56:25 AM): they all know who I amkerry lively (5/27/2010 10:56:31 AM): If I can answer itkerry lively (5/2

6-8-10
kerry lively (6/8/2010 12:12:15 AM): wow you are unbelieveable....saying I hacked your yahoo? Jesus debby you have really lost it...I took screenshots princess..so don't worry..everyone will see your words..unaltered. You are fucking INSANE....especially if you think I am jealous..YOU come to ME not the other way around. Have fun with your online relationship love..I have moved on. But will NOT have you saying the shit you are saying so....may the better woman win on that avenue. PS YOU brought up your kid..NOT me...you used it as a ploy..it failed..how fucked up are you if your ex made you sign that you would not be on FU? Wow..just fucking WOWDebby Me (6/8/2010 7:27:28 AM): fiurst of all kerry, you know nothing of my home life and my childDebby Me (6/8/2010 7:27:30 AM): nothingDebby Me (6/8/2010 7:27:43 AM): YOU are bringing my child up all the time nowDebby Me (6/8/2010 7:27:45 AM): in your statusDebby Me (6/8/2010 7:27:58 AM): everywhere and it takes a very low kind of human being

Yesterday
to the crazy folk downtown; this is 2010 and there are better ways to do things. guy w/ the sleeping bag as a cape: two words: dollar and store. you can get an ACTUAL cape for super cheap and you wouldn't ruin your sleeping bag dragging it all over the wet ground. lady with the cell phone dilemma: if you just set it back to being a phone you wouldn't have to move your arm around so much and you could talk AND listen at the SAME TIME. whoever it was that pooped at the bus stop: I've got no sympathy for you for using taco sauce packets to wipe your butt. anything seems like it would be better than that. this is either a case of very poor planning or extremely bad decision making. lady with the utility leiderhosen(sp?): i don't know what that is about but watching you run for the max did not suck. thanks.

4-29-10
from: SweetOne f...United Kingdomsubject: RE: oh wowreceived: 04/29/2010 10:58 amreplied: no block this memberi am not speaking to anyone including john=== 'Kloverlynn' wrote the following at '2010-04-29 10:43:41'..>> Inform John I am not playing his stat games...or any games for that matter. And I havent said he has any feelings for me jesus fucking christ already> === 'SweetOne ECS' wrote the following at '2010-04-29 09:39:25'..> >> > hun, hellooo that is an expression for fucks sake.> > lovey dovey.> > omg> > anyways, im ignoring you AND john, im sick of this drama, I have never been in such drama in my LIFE before, EVER.> > it never ever stops.> > words are twisted and fucking copied geez.> > please, i have not taken you off my friends list, but right now, i cannot handle you or johnny.> > i want peace, so im not answering anyone> > === 'Kloverlynn' wrote the following at '2010-04-29 09:35:59'..> > >> > > umm...let me see that I was calling talking lovey dovey and wanted John back.

Who Am I? Part 3 Friendship
Hi part three of me. I guess I can't sleep when I think heavy things. There's a part of me when I want to go crazy and I do go crazy. I had yet punch someone though but I'm sure that if I do I'll make sure to knock that person out. When I do go to bed though I just look up at my ceiling for a long long time. Then I start asking questions. Questions that I keep giving hypotheticals to but the ifs don't matter to me. I've lived a life full of challenges, risks and troubles. The questions that I ask are so damn silly sometimea I just want to answer it. My friends are my most valuable prized treasures that I discovered. No matter how disturbed, violent or eccentric they are. They are what makes my day. I wouldn't trade them for any given day. So to all my friends here in fubar thanks!

A Perfect Gentleman
In the shadows of moonlight He touches my face. The feel of satin concealed by lace. Touches so tender Rose petals couldnt compare. A place for two lovers One heartbeat to share. Holding me closely in the comfort of his arms. Keeping me safe Sheltered from harm. Loss no more Compleatly happy where I am. Snuggled in the arms of a perfect Gentleman......

The Man Rules
The Man RulesAt last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally, the guys' side of the story.(I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear 'the rules' from the female side.Now here are the rules from the male side.These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered '1 'ON PURPOSE!1. Men are NOT mind readers.1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.1. Sunday sports it's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.1. Crying is blackmail.1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work!Strong hints do not work!Obvious hints do not work! Just say it!1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.1. Come to us with a problem only If You Want Help Solving It. That's What We Do. Sympathy Is What Your Girlfriends Are For.1. Anything

Have You Ever ?
Have you ever Felt like the one that you Love Has put you aside ? Or ever have the Feeling that your not the same person that you used to be? Have you ever loved some one so Much it hurt just to think that they might not ever know it ? We all have those feelings. As much as I like people to think, that Im the hard Bitch that I am, I still Feel just Like every one else. While its hard to know who to trust most of the time I keep My feelings to my self its just easier to be alone most of the time. With that said, the edge of darkness is inching ever closer as I draw with in to the Safey of my little world. There is a Great fear that I might lose who i am and the way I feel for those that I love. In the end Im finding it harder and harder not to just walk away from those that I know can hurt me. I know that Im loved by the few that know who i really am, but that dont change any thing, if

[sticky]
So warm.Don't wanna go to bed.Bed means... still warm. What exactly do I want to do tomorrow?Peach juice, models?finish deadspace? Its kinda unpleasant to work on something frustrating or precise like 12 inch robots and survivor/horror games. Maybe I could ...more that I should mow. Expecting rain 80% of next week. Y'know... there's only like... 4 coats of black left.Total.I should at least do a couple. Maybe finish that Magic deck I've had conceptualized for almost 2 years. Its fun. It does stuff people don't normally use.I wanna see if it works as well as it does in my head. See most people just summon big fatties and slug it out. I like to load up the bodies in my graveyard, awaken my HOARDE of unbeatable unblockable zombies and drag my oponnents into the swamp to make my army bigger >> each one bolstering his zombie brethren at this side! The next idea is to create more followers than the sands in the sahara each one incrementally increases my life (and use an alternate win

When You Care For Someone.
I've learned, That if someone really honestly cares about you, You shouldn't have to fight off whores and sluts.. and They wouldn't be ashamed of you. If you care for someone, you should tell them how you feel. And show them you care as well. Not just behind close doors. Love is a Beautiful Part of Life Enjoy it!

Is It Really Fair To Ban A Breed Of Dog For The Actions Of A Couple Of Dogs.
is it really fair to ban pittbulls as a breed for a couple of attacks.i own a fullblood rednose pittbull and she is the most wounderful dog i could ever ask for she loves children,cats and she gets along with other dogs,and how i got her is that someone gave her to me they where tryin to find her a good home cause they where holding her for their godson which he kept her in a small cage and beat her her whole life. she is now a big part of my family and she is doin very well she is now learning that everyone is not goin to beat her like he did.i think that if the government would just sit down and take the time to think that maybee its the owners fault that those dogs are attacking people and not the dogs,i mean they are just like kids if u teach them to hate people then they will hate people and attack them. then there is also the question of what where those people doing to the dog for the dog to attack them cause i know that a dog will not attack u unless it feels threatened or tha

Tough Shit Amigo
Tough shit, Amigo A beautiful fairy appeared one day to a destitute Mexican refugee outside an Arizona immigration office."Good man," the fairy said, "I've been sent here by President Obama and told to grant you three wishes, since you just arrived in the United States with your wife and eight children."

My First Time
The sky was dark the moon was high all alone just her and I Her hair so soft her eyes so blue I knew just what she wanted to do Her skin so soft her legs so fine I ran my fingers down her spine I didn't know how but I tried my best to place my hand on her breast I remember my fear my fast beating heart but slowly she spread her legs apart And when she did I felt no shame as all at once the white stuff came At last it was finished it's all over now, my first time...milking a cow. Copyright; Michelle Wise

World Cup Diary: Day 2
SB response to my status: "Quick! Who am I? *fumbles ball into goal*" Friend from the north: green had a brain fart..fuckin americans arent goin anywhere (translated from Canadian) To Friend from the north: They'll advance. To Friend from the north: what day does Canada play? To Friend from the north: *chucklesnort* *Crickets*

Bdsm: A Return To The Basics
Definition: [Domination] is the desire to exert control over a consenting partner for the purpose of mutual gratification. Now what does this truely mean for most....well its unfortunate but most out there take this to mean a power play....and that its not for mutual gratification only for there own...they do not take into account the other personthat is there...thinking only of themselves. Now I'm not going to say that everyone does this...there are those that are true unto the lifestyle in which W/we live, and everyday is a learning experience. No one knows all there is to this life. But I digress in what I'm speaking of....I know most of Y/you already know this but its always good to revisit and refresh upon the basics otherwise sometimes W/we lose sight of things and lose the way. Now there are many different forms and ways of Domination...its different to each C/couple and how they wish to portray the lifestyle in T/there relationship. It can be as simple

Something I Wrote A While Back...
It's a cloudy and foggy night tonight, most people would hate it, but I don't. I know it's not picture perfect like Van Gogh's "Starry Night", but it makes me think deeply about human nature. The most believed story about "Starry Night", is that Van Gogh had recently found God, and the painting was a metaphor for a God always watching over us and protecting us. I think on some sub level of human nature, the above metaphor is the main reason people will choose a bright night over clouds, whether they believe in God(s), Goddess(es), or nothing at all. I prefer the cloudy night, because I like to test my faith and see if I'm strong enough to walk a dark path and come out stronger and better.

Devon U Bitch U Reponded About Time
devon u cock suckin bitch nice free style u sent me in a private message but it was whack jus like u and ur mutha fuckin momma.. im a pimp slappa. but ur a shitty rappa. so y spit so many rhymes like u can just attack em? I h8 pissin u off, cuz ur lyrics just suk. U see me on the street yellin "O SHIT! Duck!" Cuz i come by like a lightning bolt, a 10 wat shot. While ur gigglin cuz ur sisters lickin ur twat. But its better to comprehend wut im sayin. The more i realize wut ive been potrayin, i see myself playin. But now im just serious... Cursin more then a black man in the hood whos dilerious. I kno ur feelin this.. Bitch, u cannot complain. So why talk over my voice? This shitz been framed. Its not a one time see'er or punk'ed out wannabe'er This is all i gotta say for i wait for shitty respond so i can send ur faggit ass back to ur mommas ass,so now heres the jump off finger flicker.*Middle Finger is raised in ur Face.*

Birthday Mornings
This morning was great. I was woken up by two little boys. I was told last night to leave my bedroom door unlocked and to not set my alarm. I did that. What woke me up? Two kiddos screaming "Happy Birthday, Mom!!!!". They had a cake and a card. It was absolutely wonderful.

For You
Miles and miles and miles apart. Although so far you've touched my heart. Your laugh, your voice, your adoring smile, Seem to shorten every mile. I wake every mornig and rest at night, My thoughts and dreams filled with you sight. My feelings for you grow stronger each day, I hope yours too will flow my way. Although I've heard you say it clear, I'm no too sure, I have this fear. Although our lips have never met, I love to kiss the words you set. But one day soon our lips will meet, Our worlds apart will now complete. We'll share our jokes and shed our tears, I've given you my heart it is yours to see, Some things in life were meant to be; Others, we must wait and see. Sometimes life's funny that way; The best things often get away. At times, fate lends a hand; Like uniting two people from different lands. So beautiful yet unreal it seems; Maybe it's only just a dream. But dreams sometimes do come true; You see, I go to know YOU.

Upon Uplifted Wings
While dreams are createdSlowly without rushShape each one tenderly Careful not to crushAs dreams are the threadsWe weave with careWhilst persuing the paths With hearts to shareMagically dreams interlaceWith the gift of wingsWoven with love and light Where a heart singsWith uplifted wings to soarLove spreads around Dreams whispered nightlyIs the sweetest sound

A Poem From A Man Never Married
Tear From A Roseon one block in the world there was a rose bush that started to grow. it grew slow, reaching up to the sky. then as months passed it started to have lil red blossoms. they sprouted bloomed, as the days went by. people walked by watching them grow. some were picked and most had stayed. yet there was one that was blooming like the rest. then, one day, all the flowers were pick. although this single rose just started to bloom. as it grew it looked around. wondering why it was the only one. as the people from before walk on by. it came un noticed. then one day it grew to its full size and was the biggest out of them all. yet people continued to walk on by as if it were not even there. then one night as it was sleeping it began to feel this cutting at its stem. it began to wake to look around. all it saw was nothing but darkness. then there was a light in the distance. it tried to stay awake, yet it was still very sleepy, as it began to pass back out it saw a d

Why Add Someone Then Block Them
WTF, Why add someone then blockthem? if you don't want to talk or whatever have the respect to tell them so. That is wtf is wrong with this country, noone has respect for anyone except themselves today and those that do care and respect others get shit on!!!!

Mi Vida Vale Madre
I feel like I am not capable of being truly happy. I dont remember when was the last time I was feeling happy and the feeling lasted more than a day. Every time something good happens or when I finally feel motivated enough to stand on my own, something happens and I get shot down. Good thing come to those who wait??? I dont know how long I have to wait, but considering we live on avarage of 80 years now, I am still young and a lot to go?? Do I have to take another heart ache?? I waited so long and did so much for someone I loved to death, only to learn the person didnt want me for who I am, and now Im left with nothing. I am always nervous, because I dont know what's gonna happen in my life. I dont know if Im in the right path. I dont know what to do next. I need help but I dont know who to trust. I want to be able to enjony my life that I get to live only once, but instead unhappiness and nervousness is always on my mind like a cancer. I feel sorry for what I've done or didnt do

Summary Of Life (cute)
Summary of Life GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats.. 2) When your Mum is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair.3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food.6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair.7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts.10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree.2) Wrinkles don't hurt.3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground.. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside.6) Middle age is when you choose your cereal for

Sometimes ...i Am Sure It Has Been Heard A Thousand Times, But Who Is Really Listening??
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there,to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson,or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be possibly your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger, but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road

You ..........again
I should be over this your name and what you did shouldn't bother me any more but it does and lower I sink back into myself analyzing and reliving everything over and over again I should be past this sinking feeling that twist the knots in my stomach, It's not you any more that bring the tears its knowing all she wants is you and the fact she will never have that Its not your fault you were to far gone to be saved when you went away, tattered memories pictures and newspaper clippings thats all thats left All thats left of someone the world forgot and left to die alone these things can't be replaced, there will always be a hole in her where you should of been that no one will ever fill

Jimmy Dean
RICHMOND, Va. (AP) - Jimmy Dean, a country music legend for his smash hit about a workingman hero, "Big Bad John," and an entrepreneur known for his sausage brand, died on Sunday. He was 81. His wife, Donna Meade Dean, said her husband died at their Henrico County, Va., home. She told The Associated Press that he had some health problems but was still functioning well, so his death came as a shock. She said he was eating in front of the television. She left the room for a time and came back and he was unresponsive. She said he was pronounced dead at 7:54 p.m. "He was amazing," she said. "He had a lot of talents." Born in 1928, Dean was raised in poverty in Plainview, Texas, and dropped out of high school after the ninth grade. He went on to a successful entertainment career in the 1950s and '60s that included the nationally televised "The Jimmy Dean Show." In 1969, Dean went into the sausage business, starting the Jimmy Dean Meat Co. in his hometown. He sold the company to Sara Lee Cor

Proud Of My Country
Im going into the navy. my family is proud. and i am proud of those who served before me. they paved the bloodyed path for all of us to live in a free country. now its my turn to add my bricks to that path and hope its leading us in the right derection.

Losing My Mind
Running to every corner Trying to find my escape But I end up chasing an empty space My only friend is misery I get psyched back up when I see your face Then I remember it's only temporary Why does happiness have to be a short story? How much longer til I pass this phase? Tying to beat the sorrow everyday When I know, in the the end it's there to win I can no longer see my life's worth Caught in the wrath of others Making this pain feel comfortable, like it's right at home (Chorus) Losing my mind Letting those words sink in Becoming so gullible and ashamed Taking every word to heart It's hard to not care Trying to convince myself as much as I can But I can't help to think, if they are right I'm screaming inside, wondering if anyone could see it through my eyes I've been on my own far too long Dying to feel, to be held once again Feeling sorry for myself, cause no one else shows sympathy Just goes to show it's better off to be alone, gotta watch my own bac

Green Jelly - The Bear Song
Green Jelly The Bear Song The bear went over the mountain to see what he could see. HEY! The other side of the mountain was all that he could see, SO! He went back over the mountain to see what he could see. HEY! The other side of the mountain was all that he could see! You darn fool, you darn fool, can't you plainly see? HEY! It's nothing but a cabbage head his grandma said to me. HO! Many a-miles I've traveled, a thousand miles or so, HEY! I never saw a head of cabbage with hair upon it before! WHAT'S THIS CABBAGE?! The bear went over the mountain to see what he could see. HEY! The other side of the mountain was all that he could see, SO! He went back over the mountain to see what he could see. HEY! The other side of the mountain was all that he could see! HEY, IS THAT A BEAR OVER THERE?!! ''Hey, Boo Boo, let's scare the ranger.'' ''Gee, Yogi...''You darn fool, you darn fool, can't you plainly see? HEY! It's nothing but a cabbage head his grandma said to me. HO! Many

Hippies! Surprisingly....i Don't Mind 'em!
I don't mind them at all. They are entertainment of the free persuasion. Simply lost on the big train of thought with no direction. Always fighting for something, but going about it completely wrong. You see one driving down I-5 in his 1968 Volkswagen Kombi Hippie bus, that is pumping black soot from it's tailpipe, so thick that it could never reach the atmosphere. On the back of the bus are bumper stickers that profess "Save The Earth", "Give green a chance", "The Earth does not belong to us. We belong to the Earth", and my personal favorite "I am only speeding because I have to poop!" I wonder if he knows his vehicle is a rolling turd. -or- You see one on a street corner in a heavily populated city. He is wearing his rastafari bowl hat with his home made honky dreads and his ganja necklace sits ornately around his neck. A hackie sack is within arms reach in case anyone is up for a quick scuffle with him. He strums on his guitar that is made of endangered Mahogany and

.email Me.
Email mea heart that cares, or one that nobody sharesemail mea love that's never here,but once was email me from faraway from a distant skyemail me no more lies but sooo many triesemail meand don't try to hide from the person you are insideemail meI'm a friend to all, even when you fallemail mecause I'll be by yourside and i'll be with you through it allemail me.

To Your Liking?
your sitting at your desk playing on the pc.i come up behind you sliding my hands down your chest i bite and kiss your neck. you tilt your head so i have better access to you. you taste so good.moving to face you, look into your eyes and smile. Lick my lips because you taste so good. i pull your shirt off bite your nipples, lick then kiss them. my hands finding your pants i find you growing inside.i rub you from outside your pants as i kiss you.the sweet taste of your lips.. ymmmmy my hand slides insidei can feel the heat in you building.getting harder and harder.you make my mouth water.I take that wonderful hot rod out of your pants. Up and down over and over with my hand gliding my finger over the tip revealing moisture. yummmmmy looking at you and smile again i lower my lips to that beautiful inviting moisture. licking the tip then slowly lowering my mouth down over youyou are so hard and so tasty. sucking you harder and faster watching your face and the feel of your body makes me s

I See The Stars Shining Down On You.
Sorrow and despair just left you there right, or wrong desperation and separation on hold promises you can't keep now sleepless night's with city light's Beneath the moon I see the star's shining down on you Beneath it all, I catch your fall Under the sun You shine Brighter than heaven's skies City light's light the sky I see fire in your eyes and I hear your cry late at night When I think of you tonight You look at freight with sleepless night's City light's Beneath the moon I see the star's shining down on you Beneath it all

Life Is A Joke Everyday!!!
Life is a joke everyday no happiness & playing It doesn't pay jack sh*t to work a normal work day It makes you feel like a slave everyday You came a long, long way to get fired today alot happens here but, nothing big ever comes Sometimes you feel like a bum everyday that's how you feel nothing captures you

I'll See You Again.
When your crestfallen and tears are fallen I'll be around, I won't let you down and when no one's around, I'll lift you up When no one comes and you're drowning in your sorrows, I'll see you tommorow So, hang on today don't be afraid I'll give you words to make it again When your out on a whim Baby, I will see you again You're my bestfriend you're always by myside no matter what comes it will go, and if your heart's in sorrow I'll be back tommorow

Hmmm
Federal authorities raided the Outlaws Brockton clubhouse Tuesday morning as well as locations in Abington and Bridgewater as part of a national two-year, racketeering probe. The local raids were part of an investigation out of Virginia into allegations of attempted murder, kidnapping, extortion and weapons charges. Federal authorities arrested 27 members of the Outlaws motorcycle club, including the group’s national president, said Christina DiIorio-Sterling, spokeswoman for the U.S. Attorney’s office in Massachusetts. The 12-count indictment was unsealed today after federal authorities fanned out in the country to execute search warrants and arrest suspects. In Brockton, Timothy Bambery, 48, of 9 Hunt St., was arrested by Brockton police on charges of unlawful possession of a firearm and unlawful possession of ammunition after police seized a .38-caliber gun in his second floor bedroom. In Abington, authorities executed a search warrant at 731 Forsyth Driv

Thoughts That I Could Remember From Today
Thoughts from today: How much cocaine can the average human snort before their heart explodes? What would my desk job be like if I snorted a lot of coke? I really do wish that they’d invent the computer that one can just connect directly to their brain and it would interpret the brainwaves and patterns into images and words. Yeah, on the one hand it would be super neat, but on the other I’d probably traumatize myself with the images! Why aren’t these schmucks responding on the forums at my school? Bastards. Wasted effort on my part. Rat bastards. Carnivale…all I want to do is leave and go watch it. Change. It is good but dollars are better…unless we are talking gold coins here. I should write that article on change…just to see how well I can bullshit these fiendishly stupid twits and twats. Pride? When is it? Do I dare attend and take my camera? Last year I almost got my ass kicked I think. I hate. Damn

Do You Care??
I am glad to know you.. You've changed my life in a moment just like a song.. just suddenly you are making me smile.. blush and even grin.. what is the reason of you coming into my life when suddenly you will left :( it's hurting me.. but people will come and go they say.. But i'm glad that atleast you come and stop by and make my world happy for a bit.. but now your gone what will i do? cry??

Live Vs Death
September heart But warming starts If Woman's Life Her love a knife Warm earth is she Beneath the tree With tender starts September hearts Without the summer’s foolishness And green pervades a blessedness Man sometimes finds his half a whole That carves his heart another role And fecund ground lies waiting there Sweet fruit in autumn waits to share And timid touch does not drawback Find kindred eyes when looking back Now autumn calls To earth he falls And lives to die And heals thereby For seed and rain By thorns and pain When flames ablaze Into her gaze Poem By Tammy C.

Classic Tragic Scene
She rides her bike down country lanes.The sun shines down upon her pain,Clouds go sailing in the sky, Under the bridge, a train goes by,She thinks 'bout ending it all there and then,But something makes her think again,Of all the summer days gone by,And of these things that make her cry.And she is falling, falling,Tumbling through her days,Her life at an end,Wasting away,Her powers of reason in desertion,Cast adrift in some great ocean.So with the sun behind her back,She looks down, far along the tracks,Her shadow falling from the sky,And her empty hopes they fill her eyes,Her lips garnished with the salty taste,Of all the tears upon her face,Her heart wishing he was there again,His arms and smile to stop the pain.And she is falling, falling,Tumbling through her days,Her life at an end,Wasting away,All powers of reason in desertion,Adrift and tossed on some great ocean. Poem By Tammy C.

My Girlfriends Dead By: The Vandals
I once had a girlfriend but then one day she dumped me and everywhere I'd go people would ask me where she was. I don't wanna talk about her someone always asks about her so I tell them all "My girlfriend's dead" I say it's lukemia or sometimes bulimia Or a great big truck ran her over and chopped off her head I don't wanna talk about her someone always asks about her so I tell them all "she's dead!" I guess there's a part of me that likes the sympathy or the looks on their faces when i tell them how she passed away I don't wanna talk about her someone always asks about her so I tell them all "She's dead!" (My girlfriend's dead) my girlfriend's dead you see It's a total lie but it's easier on me than having to admit that she likes someone else (My girlfriend's dead) my girlfriend's dead you know Please change the subject I'm going to go jump off a building and join her in hell I don't wanna talk about her Someone always asks about her So I

The New Me
Look into these eyes of mine and tell me what you don't see. You don't see the pain anymore, it's gone away not going to show no more. Look into this smile and tell me what you see. A new woman, one starting fresh and new. Look into these arms and tell me what you see. Three little children, all very much loved and adored. I am a mother, a sister, a daughter, a woman. I belong to no man I spread my arms and I'm free. I listen to my heart as it speaks soft words. I close my eyes, tilt my face to the sun and embrace this new life that came upon me. I sigh with relief to know just who I am, I accept my fate no matter what it may be. I ignore the little fights and regreat alot but from the past I learned from my mistakes. No longer do I lower my head in shame I hold it high letting the world know nothing is going to keep me down.

Strangers
Strangers As you stood naked beside your bed, you pondered your decision to let this stranger into your life. We had never spoken, nor seen each other’s pics, other than a couple I posted on the net. But as you stood there, your emotions were running high, the thought of this man touching you, exploring you, had you so excited, you were trembling. The time was near, the door handle turned and the door slowly opened. You stood there, your back to him in the half dark, you heard him move towards you, then stop, the slight noise as you heard buttons click undone, and clothing hitting the floor. Not a word was exchanged, as we had agreed. Your anticipation was getting the better of you, as with one more step he was behind you, his silhouette on the wall towering over you, his 6’3, solid frame erasing your shadow from the wall. Suddenly his fingers sat on your shoulder blades, you trembled from his touch, but he was nervous too. He was so gentle for a big man, his

Desdemona (othello)
Desdemona, (singing) The poor soul sat sighing by a sycamore tree, Sing all a green willow. Her hand on her bosom, her head on her knee, Sing willow, willow, willow. The fresh streams ran by her and murmured her moans, Sing willow, willow, willow; Her salt tears fell from her, and softened her stones-- Lay by these. Sing willow, willow, willow. Prithee hie thee! He'll come anon. Sing all a green willow must be my garland. Let nobody blame him, his scorn I approve. I called my love false love, but what said he then? Sing willow, willow, willow. If I court more women, you'll couch with more men.-- So, get thee gone. Good night. Mine eyes do itch; Doth that bode weeoping? (Othello)

Indemnity
indemnity\in-DEM-ni-tee\ noun; 1.Protection or security against damage or loss. 2.Compensation for damage or loss sustained. 3.Something paid by way of such compensation. 4.Legal exemption from penalties attaching to unconstitutional or illegal actions, granted to public officers and other persons.

Fuck Fakes
Fuck fake people Pullin’ fake ass shit With fake ass minds On MY damn time NOT cool!!!! If you can’t be real I’ma let you know the deal If what come out yo mouth aint true I don't want shit to do with you and sumthing else u can burn in mutha fuckin hell u lyin bitches stealing photos that areent ur and shit i may not be good looking but im the realest idont do that shit u stupid fucks and if ur one of them fakes here in fubar then this diss goes out to u bitches How can you stare at me in my face and smile And talk behind my back all the while You may think I'm dumb by the things I do But you can’t be straight up so what does that make you Figure it out!!!! Usually I wouldn't give a damn But the lyin’ and deceit hit me like WAM Hey it’s ok and I'm doin’ well But I hope you ride a slow fiery buss straight to hell Kiss my ass!!!! Oh. For those that think im fake when it comes to my rhymes fuckyou im more real then harmaggedon jus come at me i dare

Check This Shit Out.
Now normally I could give a fuck less about douchers and dumbasses alike but this guy he just pissed me off. Anyway his funame is 819lukes and this mother fucker runs around posing as a member of the military to get this get himself some e-pussy. Enjoy his and I's conversation bwa ha ha ha!! CCE cReEpE...:It actually made perfect sense you dumb fuck but I forget you have the education of a fourth grader so let me put it a little more simple for ya. A. If a girl clearly states she is taken take the mother fucking hint. B. Just because you are in the military doesn't give you some amazing power over pussy. C. Just because you are in the military doesn't mean you can pull it like some fucking suffrage shit your in fucking cali for fucks sake. 1:51am CCE cReEpE...: So yeah next time you try to harass you some e-pussy how about not being a stupid jackass and show some fucking class 1:51am CCE cReEpE...: You worthless booter cunt 1:53am 819lukes: lol m

You Know Your A Cowgirl When...
When you fall off your horse,you're life-flighted to the hospital,you've got tubes goin' in and out of your body, and when you finally wake upthe first thing you say is "Where's myhorse, it wasn't his fault."You Know You Are a Cowgirl When:when instead of carrying money in yourwallet you carry your horses coggins papers and you know they will be safe because you never have money so you never have to worry about getting into your wallet.You Know You Are a Cowgirl When:you love the earth, God, your horse, and your truck more than yourboyfriend. And you would stay up all night with your horse if it got sick, even if you have finals the next day.The horses eat before you do.You know you're a cowgirl if you liverespectfully, follow the Code and don'tlet ANYONE mess with you family. You know if you can spot Wranglers from across the campus,and most of all youare happy with who you are and don't care what anyone else says 'bout you.You Know You Are a Cowgirl When:When the inside of your truck

Garry Shider
TRENTON, N.J. (AP) - Garry Shider, the longtime musical director of Parliament-Funkadelic whose funky guitar work, songwriting skills and musical arrangements thrilled fans around the globe and earned him a spot in the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame, has died. He was 56.Shider, who died Wednesday at his home in Upper Marlboro, Md., was known to millions of fans as "Starchild" or "Diaperman," the latter because of the loincloth he often wore onstage.Shider's son, Garrett, said Thursday that his father had been diagnosed with brain and lung cancer in late March. He then briefly went out on tour one last time but had to stop because of his failing health."He was a beautiful man who had a beautiful heart, who loved his fans just as much as they loved him," Garrett Shider said. "I'm sure if he had the choice, he would have passed on a tour bus, because he loved playing music, playing for the fans."A New Jersey native, Shider started his mus ical career as a young boy, performing mostly gospel m

The Gift
The Gift There once was a beautiful young sub that had just chanced upon an understanding of her gift. She had learned that this gift, when given to the right person, was very valuable and she was very proud of her gift. She started out on a journey to find the right recipient of the gift so that the gift would increase in value and become everything that it could ever be. As she walked along the path she came upon a young man who appeared to be one who might understand and appreciate her gift. She began to speak with him, but quickly learned that he was a bully and not the kind of person who would increase the value of her gift. She started to withdraw from him, but he reached for her gift and demanded it. She struggled with him, and in the struggle the gift fell to the ground and was damaged. The bully looked at the maid kneeling on the ground, holding her gift and said to her, "Bah, look, you have broken it. Your gift isn't worthy of me." And with that he walked away. The l

New Job!!!!!
So I am working for Prince, Perelson, & Associates, which is a temp agency and they have me working at TSN Labs, NovaCARE, located around 300 West 6100 South, Murray, UT. I am doing the data entry in the return department, entering packages that come back into the warehouse (by UPS and/or Post Office) into an excel sheet. The people are great! Not to many of them, and in the little room I work there is 3 other people besides myself, on Monday there will only be 2 other people besides myself. The other girl will be moving out of state due to her husband job sending him else were to work. :)I am so ready to go back and do more work, it was all really easy and only have to be on my feet every now and then when extra hands are needed in the warehouse. Oh and did I say the people are great! So friendly and I can take my MP3 player and finely listen to all the books I have been getting in over the year.Well now I have to find something to eat, I forget I should do that at the very less

Selling Points................
ChopChop Selling points as follows……… Will aulturize you(give you my points for 12 hrs) while using my autos and 1 bomb for a 65 bling pack or Happy Hour or 200 mill fubux... Will autlurize you using my autos

~lost Without You~
Robin Thicke Song Lyrics.....It's Like That....Isn't It?? I'm lost without you Can't help myself How does it feel? To know that I love ya baby I'm lost without you Can't help myself How does it feel? To know that I love ya baby Tell me how you love me more And how you think I'm sexy baby But you don't want nobody else You don't want this guy You don't want that guy You wanna touch yourself when you see me Tell me how you love my body And how I make you feel baby You wanna roll with me You wanna to hold with me You wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me I just love to hear you say it It makes a man feel good baby Tell me you depend on me I need to here it I'm lost without you Can't help myself How does it feel? To know that I love ya baby I'm lost without you Can't help myself How does it feel? To know that I love ya baby Baby your the perfect shape Baby your the perfect weight Treat me like my birthday I want it this way I want it that way I want it Tell me you don't w

To Be A Friend
I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just idiots. I've learned. . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. True friends survive the tides of time and turmoil...others show their immaturity and fail. Friends that have stuck by me as I have them ~ all life lay ahead and we shall continue to grow. Friendship is a treasure that always help us overcome any kind of difficulty, Friendship is a comfort for, somehow which always understand worries and emotions, Friendship is a blessing because it teaches the way to live.

Aligned
Ever get that feeling when everything in your world seems to be aligned just right and you are completely happy. Well that is definatly where my life is at the moment. At 23 I can say I am finally content with where things are and are going in my life. To think it took all these years to feel this way and I wouldn't trade it in for anything in the world. To know I am waking up next to the person I would do anything for and know they would do the same for me is absolutly amazing.

Windy City Is Still Here
Holy hell what an afternoon! For those that haven't heard, storms literally blew into the Chicago area and surrounding suburbs. First round was this afternoon, the other hit after 9:00 pm. The skies literally went from bright and sunny to dark and omnimus within a matter of minutes. Working 28 stories up on Michigan Avenue has its vantage points at times. Today it was just scary as hell! We watched the clouds roll in. Not very dark at first and then in a blink of an eye, it was midnight. The wind kicked into high gear, slamming into our windows so hard you could see them vibrating from across the office. Rains followed and it looked like a total dust storm, blowing in sheets. Next to our building is currently a construction site. They tore down the previous building to make way for bigger and better. Well, it sure would have been nice if they secured the crane! In height, I would say it's a good 30+ stories. It was swinging and swaying like it was a child's toy. Literally swinging i

As I Slept
I arrived home later than I had told Di, when I rang her earlier that evening, it was after 11pm. As I entered our bedroom, there she was, sound asleep on the bed, she looked so peaceful, laying there on her back with her arms stretched behind her head, with only a sheet covering her lower body, stopping neatly tucked up under her exquisite breasts, I undressed and had a quick shower. As the water ran over me, the thought of her on the bed, in her nakedness, aroused me so much, my cock stood proudly to attention, the fine stream of water spraying from above, danced down on my knob, so exciting me, I thought I would cum in the shower. Enough I thought, I left the shower and dried, threw on my robe and strolled out into the kitchen, a big cold glass of iced water, flick on the TV, and catch the last bit of the late news, and then to bed. Sleep came easy to Di, and she looked incredibly beautiful when she slept, her eyelashes resting against her cheeks and her full red lip

Mandy's Fantasy?
The knock on the hotel door seemed innocuous enough, neither of the occupants of the room had any reason to suspect that it could be anything other than room service.Bill and Anne had travelled overnight, catching the red eye from Fort Lauderdale to arrive at London Heathrow, early in the morning. They had slept for an hour or two, trying to adjust to the six hour delay from continent to continent.Their two weeks doing Europe started in earnest, tomorrow, with a scheduled bus ride around the ‘Old Town’ of London, taking in Buckingham Palace, Westminster Cathedral and the new to the programme, Princess Diane’s Garden in Hyde Park. For the next few days, England, or at least the bit that really mattered, would be visited, snapped and filed away for winter nights in front of the video player, then to be digested in manageable chunks.Bill roused himself from the comfort of the couch with an effort, grunting at the sudden and unexpected intrusion to their leisure time. He

Dreamscape
As I close my eyes there he stands reaching out for my hand to take me afar into a land only once I have been before a place of dreamscape where my mind and soul deepen I can feel the soft sensation of his whispers in my ear He caress's my lips with his own through the breeze I can feel the presence of his body softly upon mine his eyes carrying me away with blistfulness and compassion the very soul he shares circles and entwines my sences This land is wonderious beyond creation the temptations of beauty spread for my eyes to wonder The wind blows through the trees and the waterfall runs deep I feel his arms wrap around my waist gently as he kisses my neck as he lay me down on the purest greenest grass the blood boils hot as the lightning streaks through my veigns This is the only way I can feel his warm gentle touch I never want to leave this gracious dreamscape dont want to awake and lose his kiss exhile me to this beautiful space where I can have his hand upon my

Father?
i tried to let it go i tried to be strong and let it go... well that didn’t work u broke me to the core living life as though i was so fucking poor damn ...then you got the nerve to bad mouth the ones (to me)who really count now how does that sound? a grown ass man acting like he damn near 4 yea from your sperm and my mothers egg , i grew but after that it was with me you acted all brand new shit muthafuckas talk how a man needs a good role model .... a good father damn females need one too but that’s all good i will settle for a good pair of new shoes lol yeah that’s funny aint it... the last time you was in my life i was three and then it was your backside walking away from me i seen never gave a damn who i came to be never coming to see me and say baby is there anything you need? shit you didn’t even know i existed. i once asked you when was my birthday.... damn the funny look you had on face as you tried to calculate and still

You Thought Me Insane.....
I was told I was InsaneCuz I could hear and see the unexplainedSo they threw me into a room by my lonesomeAnd threw way the only Key to the doorAll cuz I hear the voicesThat resided in my Head And those of all aroundAnd saw what they could not seeSo in this single room I goWith its padded walls of whiteBecause they thought I was InsaneAnd would try to hurt, or kill, youWhen all I've every wantedIs to help you and myselfTell you what I see and HearThat you fail to know ofBut no you dont believe meWhen I'm constantly shifting my stance and gazeCuz I can see them and hear their plansOf coming out to hurt, or kill youDont think no one can help youWhen you needed it the mostAnd no ones there to know whats happeningFor theres only one that could knowBut you locked me into a padded roomAnd threw away the only key to the doorBecause you were to afraid to ask and ponderIf maybe what I hear and see is going to beSo here I sit nice and cozyIn the center of my roomStaring at the pad

Yearning For Simplicity
My heart is like a child most of the time,tired and hungry with an orphan's cry.Reason pleads to numb the past,Yet time and time again I've mended breaks,So a cuddled dream in my soul quakes,"Oh to be free of complicated sorrow,And not wish for a saviour for the morrow.Oh to wake with a simple smile,And gaze at the sky an endless while". Poem By Tammy C.

Daddies Day
Her hair up in a pony tailher favorite dress tied with a bowtoday was daddy's day at school,and she couldnt wait to go But her mommy tried to tell her ,that she probably should stay home why the kids might not understand if she went to school alone.but she was not afraid;she knew just what to say,what to tell her classmates ,on this daddy's day.But still her mother worried,for her to face this day alone,and that was why she once againtried to keep her daughter home.But the little girl went to school,eager to tell them allabout a dad she never sees,a dad who never calls.There were daddies along the wall in backfor everyone to meet children squirming impatientlyanxious in their seats.one by one the teachercalled ,a student from the class,to introduce their daddy,as seconds slowly passed.At last the teacher called her name,every child turned to stareeach of them were searching for a man who wasnt there.''Where's her daddy at?''she heard a boy call out,''she probably doesn't have one''anot

A Letter To My Father That I'll Never Send...
Why was it so easy to walk away? Why is it so easy for you to sleep at night? Do you know I still wake up crying? Do you know everyday I think about you and what it would have been like to have a real father? One that would have spent time with me when I was visiting him, one that would have taught me to ride a bike, play catch with, listen to me when I was upset the mean boy at school or the mean boy I loved, DO YOU? One that wouldn't have cut off contact with me when faced with "problems", that would have been there for me when Mom was sick, Grandma, Grandpa, and Mark died, one that would be here for me now that my best friend won't even speak to me, DO YOU?Do you ever care? Does I ever faze you? Sadly, as much as it hurts me to admit it, I bet you don't care and you never think of me. I'm sure none of your friends know about you first child, first daughter. Just tell me how you live with yourself, how you breathe knowing what you did to us, how you can even look yourself in the mirr

Happy Father Day All
My step dad, Charlie was a good guy....he became my dad shortly after i was born. He treated my two older sisters and brother like his own. So, i only knew him as my dad. We did alot of things as a family. One particuliar summer, i was 3 and just as curious to explore everything around me. i love the water. We had a pond the size of a football field. Unfortunately i fell in and drown. My little sister seen me fall in and rush to get my mom then went to get my dad. My mom pulled me out as my dad came flying out of the house. He was a navy man and did alot of water rescues. Dad started cpr on me immediately. I wasnt breathing and my heart had stopped for over a minute. Finailly, by the grace of God, he pounded on my chest one more time and it started to beat again. He continued to give me mouth to mouth til the ambulance arrived. The firemen worked on me and we re able to get the water out of my lungs and breathing again. So, i stayed overnight in the hospital and there was no da

Cancer
Friday 18 june is the day i got the diagnose Cancer just a small word but it scares me ........ i have bladder cancer and it has to be removed as fast as it can be done but first a few test...to check the other organs if so needed i have to have medicine or chemo or some other treatment so i have a long road to go before im ok a long hard battle i know many people on this world has been through So i wont be here that much on fubar i just hope my friends here wont forget me and keep in touch to show me luv i wont be so active here for a while show me love and keep me in your Prayers...with the help from God and the love of my friends and family and internet friends i will keep the faith and FIght this!!!! truly yourss Naomi

Evil Mutant Attack Squirrel Of Death
EVIL MUTANT ATTACK SQUIRREL OF DEATH I never dreamed slowly cruising on my motorcycle through a residential neighborhood could be so incredibly dangerous! Little did I suspect. I was on Brice Street - a very nice neighborhood with perfect lawns and slow traffic. As I passed an oncoming car; a brown, furry missile shot out from under it and tumbled to a stop immediately in front of me. It was a squirrel and must have been trying to run across the road when it encountered the car. I really was not going very fast, but there was no time to brake or avoid it -- it was that close. I hate to run over animals and I really hate it on a motorcycle but a squirrel should pose no danger. I barely had time to brace for the impact. Animal lovers, never fear. Squirrels, I discovered, can take care of themselves! Inches before impact, the squirrel flipped to his feet. He was standing on his hind legs and facing my oncoming Harley with steadfast resolve in his beady little eyes. His mou

Surprizes, Wtf????
Wow, I come here rarely and just this weekend spent more time. Hooked up with an admirer. After commenting about one of Hypnotiqs pics, she got mad????? I commented again in explanation and she went from secret admirer, to blocker. LMAO! She looks good, but that is no excuse for playing "High & Mighty." Is this a role-playing fantasy site? Pretend you are something you are not? Or if she is like that, then I can see why she is here rather than dealing in real time with real people. LOL! It doesn't matter, I only know what you want me to know about any of you. I like to see someone's views, and if that scares you, just play the game. You can make up anything you want. I don't care if you feel you are a classy lady, ALL women are classy depending on the situation. I don't care if you are the Queen of England, or a waitress at IHOP; unless you are a Nun, there are times when even the classy get primordial and want that rush of endorphins that come with ecstacy. So I won't find out he

"lead Me"
"Lead Me" I look around and see my wonderful life Almost perfect from the outside In picture frames I see my beautiful wife Always smiling But on the inside, I can hear her saying... "Lead me with strong hands Stand up when I can't Don't leave me hungry for love Chasing dreams, what about us? Show me you're willing to fight That I'm still the love of your life I know we call this our home But I still feel alone" I see their faces, look in their innocent eyes They're just children from the outside I'm working hard, I tell myself they'll be fine They're in independent But on the inside, I can hear them saying... "lead me with strong hands Stand up when I can't Don't leave me hungry for love Chasing dreams, what about us? Show me you're willing to fight That I'm still the love of your life I know we call this our home But I still feel alone" So Father, give me the strength To be everything I'm called to be Oh, Father, show me the way To lead them Won't You

Jealousy
*claps my hands* Good job to those that woke up today feeling bad about them self and figured out that today, they gonna make someone feel less about them self to make them feel better. Got to love those on here that are grown ass ppl hating on others making them feel bad about them self to make them self feel better. Seriously why the fuck comment on something u dont like? grow up and ignore it. I v seen grown ass ppl above 30 years, trashing,hating, putting others down , for what? because they dident like what they put in their blast? Im speechless on how grown ass ppl can act on here, seriously, i v been here over a year,n yet let it suprise me. I dont give a shit what u say or think about me, keep on hating i dont care,im still gonna be me. But im thinking about those that are maybe new to this site, n not used to grown ass ppl actin like butt hurt 13 year olds. Grow the fuck up ppl

When Loss Is Found
Staring in the light of day The sunlight ravishing the mind with pain Numb sensations filter through the soul The agony felt loses sight of the goal When out of the light a darkness comes Like rain laden clouds to blot out the sun Cold downpour of dreary rain Falls down on the hollow remains Cleansing to the soul and water the soil My body lying naked in my hole I toil With empty words I cry out from my grave Seeking to undo all the pain I have made Angelic sounds filter to my ears Everpresent but never near The spectres of love and desire Tantalizing as they sear my soul with fire Covet thy neighbor and drown in sin For sweet whispered bliss that may never have been Just hopes and dreams within my sight As I soldier on and muster the will to fight And I strive on still to hear that sound Of love and happiness when loss is found

That Guy (for U Rob)
I had a horrible past with a horrible guy and i never thought it was possible to love someone ever again until one day i met this guy but at the time i was thinking this is just another guy i will talk to him and i probably wont ever hear from him again but the day after i talked to him i got to thinking that he was different i wanted to talk to him again so i did he turned my life completely around and without him I dont know what i would do he is the one person who made me believe that there is still love in the world he knows who i am talking about and if ur reading this thank you for being a part of my life and dont ever leave I have never met a guy who treated me the great ways u do and I love youit feels like we have known each other for years when truely it hasnt been long at all Forever loved, Alex M. Rose

Just Thinking
I am up to 188 finds for geocaching and we have hidden 30 geocaches including a travel bug hotel. We sure enjoy geocaching ... we work so well as a geocaching team and it is great for the relationship ... I cannot think of anyone else I would rather be doing this with other than my husband. If you are not geocaching you do not know what you are missing. Check out my pics in my geocaching album.

The Morning After Reality
The Morning After Reality Can someone in all honesty fall in love with someone and know that in their heart and in there mind that it will never happen. Can two souls be so alike..being in total synchronicity with one another ..knowing that just a single kiss could ruin this. Why do complications of the heart always fog the better of ones judgment .. is it the lack or reason or thought .. can love have purpose other then just the common thread that we all see it as .. Why can loving someone have such larger meaning and devotion yet cant. What is truly love.. a thought or a concept of what happiness is. When does happiness become love, just the simple questions one never thinks yet alone asks.

[don't Let Me Forget]
To go to the drug store later. Nose is goin CRAZY lately.Finally got around to ripping Plastic Beach on my PS3.And yes, I still buy music. ... well, from three bands. But that's not important. Nothing is important right now. Man, ranting is a lot harder when you're breathing through your eyes. What did I want to talk about?Nothing without doctor/patient privelege. Yeah, some weird and unacceptable things have entered my mind lately. Nothing illegal or harmful, but definitely not conscious or rational. Life is better with AC. Life is better knowing I can buy food. Life is better with hobbies and distractions. But its not enough. We're still working on that.We're leaning towards soliciting. Genetic imperative and none of the bullshit.Everybody wins. Think I'm going to bed once this allergy pill kicks in. Man this is a weird album.Its almost more concepty than Demon Days.

Lone Pennies In A Parking Lot
A Penny I found a penny todayLaying on the ground.But it's not just a penny,This little coin I've found.Found pennies come from heaven,that's what my Grandpa told me.He said Angels toss them down.Oh, how I loved that story.He said when an Angel misses you,They toss a penny down;Sometimes just to cheer you up,To make a smile out of your frown.So, don't pass by that pennyWhen you're feeling blue.It may be a penny from heavenThat an Angel's tossed to you.

Dreaming Of You
Darkness engulfs me. Memories surround me. You come in to the light. A smile crosses your face. I reach for you, But nothing is there. I hear your voice. When I call your name, Nobody answers. I wake up. Expecting to see you next to me. But nothing is there except space. As reality leaves me once again, Your face fades in to clearness. A tear rolls down my face. I wish you were here to hold me.

Love Will Conquer All
So I havnt posted a blog in a long time so bear with me lol! Been doing a lot of soul searching lately and well to be honest Im not exactly sure where im going but im starting to get a pretty good idea of what will make me truly happy. Sometimes life hands you a box of lemons and you have to take a bite of that lemon and spit it back in their faces lmao!!!! So for all of those who hate me ....go ahead and hate me It doesnt bother me. Take that hate somewhere else cause it just consumes and rots the already dead horse. I dont need it anymore For all those who love me....I love you back in full and then some. I have always loved to the fullest and that is one thing I will never change about myself as long as I can help it. I am around somewhere so if you wanna chat or just have some fun haller at me....for those who wont take no for an answer FUCK YOU im deleting you :) have a great day everyone!

Just Sent To Glenn Beck
You are so right on unions. When I worked at Southwest Airlines from 1998-2002 the union contract read that you could opt out of the union but were still liable for union dues but were no longer protected by the union and since no Southwest Airlines employee could not be non-union, the union sent a letter to Southwest demanding the termination of the employee which Southwest Airlines had to abide by or face lawsuits. When I worked at USair from 1987-1990, it was non-union but bought PSA, who was union and the union was abolished and it all went non-union and both USair and PSA employees agreed they have never been treated better by management, even if it was merely out of a fear that the union would be re-established. Not to say there are not abuses of owners and managers who have no fear of unions, like those who work for Toyota, whether they be plant workers or dealership employees, because Toyota doesn't allow unions...They are bullies and abuse their employees. It is like a catch

A Few Things
Every so often I have these dreams that I call preminition dreams. Unfortunately they're never anything good for me. And more times than not, they're about someone I'm with at the time....and who they end up with. Even more so is that they haven't met this person yet. Or at the very least, not in person. This time, when it happened, I didn't dream about the guy directly, it was of the cat I got when with him. Deep down, I always knew how things would end up, whether with him or anyone else, but a small part of me always wanted to believe this time was different. Things are as they should be, this I know. They always are, no matter how painful they may be. And part of it, I believe is because of karma. But at the same time, I would like to think that I've made up for at least most of my bad karma. But who knows. Perhaps not. I have also come to terms with the fact that I will never have my own child. Not biologically. I can't be that selfish to risk the chance that the

President Obama's Handling Of Mcchrystal
President Obama recently accepted 4-star General McChrystal's resignation over the comments he made to Rolling Stone magazine criticizing the administration's handling of the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan. The comments included McChrystal accusing Obama of not being very engaged in the war and being uncomfortable around military men. Many in the media side with the president on this issue, even the pundits on fox news such as Sean Hannity and Bill O'reilly. McChrystal's comments in my opinion show an even bigger underlying problem within the relationship between the administration and the military. McChrystal is seen as a legend within the military and his comments show a level of distrust and contempt for the president within our fighting forces. Is Obama, the commander-in-cheif, not paying attention to the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan? Obviously many in our military feel that way and even more obviously are open to dissing the president and his decisions regarding the wars.

Forbidden Passions
The night has come for our fun to beginThe coalescion of our secret sinAs the lust waxes and wanes like the crescent moonThe fire stoked so high you begin to swoonAs my hands stroke down your face and neckMy lips so tender as I expose your breast Kisses rain across your flesh, Tender nips of loves caressI lay you back upon the bedMy whispered words rattling inside your headMy hot breath caress your thighsMy hands moving slowly to toss your pants asideWhen desire flares and your treasure I findSweet strokes of my tongue as I wish you were mine Lips so wet as you whimper my namePulling my hair as I drive you insaneGrinding yourself against my faceMovements so fast I have to keep paceYour body tightening as your pleasure riseBucking your hips as your body writhesYour love splashing onto my tongueSwirling myself against your stiff little nub My cock so hard as I kiss up your bodLips so hungry as I send praise to the godsMoving slowly as our bodies entwineFeeling your hips grind so hard

Thinking Of Stashing Some Rare Bill Cooper/mae Brussell Audio
Just wondering if there would be any interest in some rare Hour of the Time broadcasts as well as some Mae Brussell shows. I figure with all the bs disinfo patriot bs polluting the web nowadays it would be nice to have access to some quality alternative reasearch available in one place! Imagine the suprise of some wayward researcher stumbling along it and on fubar no less.Hell I aint to sure if anyone will ever even see this as I am lacking in the spectacular rack department. I reckon I'll just do it anyways but if you do have an opinion either way let me know!

Here's To The Crazy Ones
Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square holes.The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules. And they have no respect for the status quo. You can praise them, disagree with them, quote them, disbelieve them, glorify or vilify them.About the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They invent. They imagine. They heal. They explore. They create. They inspire. They push the human race forward.Maybe they have to be crazy.How else can you stare at an empty canvas and see a work of art? Or sit in silence and hear a song that's never been written? Or gaze at a red planet and see a laboratory on wheels?While some see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do.-Steve Jobs

Help Me Level To Godfather
Good God, I spent all day rating photos and only a few people helped me in return. I need to level to Oracle so the bomb and HH should cover the points, but I need 4 more Big Pimpin gifts and the rest. Check my Angel folder. If you're stingy about fubux, I can send you enough to cover it.

Your Making Me Think...alot!!
There might have been a timeI would give myself away(Ooh) Once upon a timeI didn’t give a damnBut now here we areSo whataya want from meWhataya want from me’Just don’t give upI’m workin’ it outPlease don’t give inI won’t let you downIt messed me up, need a second to breatheJust keep coming aroundHey, whataya want from meWhataya want from meYeah, it’s plain to seethat baby you’re beautifulAnd it’s nothing wrong with youIt’s me – I’m a freakBut thanks for lovin’ meCause you’re doing it perfectlyThere might have been a timeWhen I would let you step awayI wouldn’t even try but I thinkyou could save my lifeJust don’t give upI’m workin’ it outPlease don’t give inI won’t let you downIt messed me up, need a second to breatheJust keep coming aroundHey, whataya want from meWhataya want from meJust don’t give up on meI won’t let you downNo, I won’t let yo

Untitled By Proud American
I saw my true love for the first time, I needn't look twice, off in the distance, somewhere between Earth and Paradise. Put away in a memory, scenes from the past, hoping beyond hope, our love would forever last, love lost , love found, love where love was nowhere around. Just give me a chance to show you how I feel, then give me one more to prove to you that it'll always be for real. I didn't see it comin' But maybe I should've I was runnin' out of time And you were running out of love.

Where Were You? By Proud American
WHERE WERE YOU 8 years ago today? when the world seemed to be in such disarray. Innocence would be lost, Liberty would seemto fade. But In The Face Of Danger, Heroes would be made. We came together, That fatefull day, While some of us wept, some of us prayed. Were you angry? Were you sad? Do you remember the feelings that you had? We came together, in a time of great sorrow, To show the world We will be even stronger tomorrow. Hearts were shattered, live's were lost, America came together, But at what cost? 8 years later Have your feelings changed? or are you someone whoes priorities have been re arranged ? God Bless America, and everything for which she stands, God Bless Liberty and Freedom, God Bless This Great Land. Where were y

The Day My Brothers Went Away By Proud American
(in memory of the firefighters & police officers that died on 9/11) Will someone tell me why theres a tear in Lady Liberty's Eye, Is It Sorrow? is it pain? Or is it because so many didn't have to die in vain ? They did their job with pride, with an honor that cannot be denied, and we will forever remember that day, When so many heroes went away. Will someone tell me why there's a tear in Lady Liberty's Eye, Is it sorrow ? is it pain ? Or is it because so many didn't have to die in vain? With pride they did the job that that they do, With an honor felt by so few, And I'll never forget that day, When so many heroes went away. As we ponder the great unknown, with an honor that is always shown, We will always remember that day when so many heroes went away.

Random Facts About..........me!! Updated:}
1****** I love to wear mens cologne on occasions, it makes me feel SEXY, BEAUTIFUL....so if anyone has a certain one they wear, tell me and I might wear it, heheheh... 2******Im NOT scared of bugs....I usually dont kill them either, just take them outside and set them free lol 3******Does not believe in ghost, UFOs....unless you can SHOW me in person, then I might change my mind lol 4******doesnt believe in "true" love or love at first glance, give me a break... 5******loves CHINESE food, sooo freakin yummy, I can eat it 24/7;} 6******wants to rule the world, come on, who doesnt.... 7******Im the only one on my block who has a NHRA drag racing tire as their tree swing......I got it from NHRA Nationals in Joliet, IL.. 8******Loves watching Scooby Doo cartoons;} 9******my handwriting type is Hippo writing... Hippo writing is round and large. The round, large middle zone shows self-interest and often a disregard for the comfort of

Somebody To Love (girl's Version) (for You Sexy Xd)
For you I'd write a symphonyI'd tell the violinIt's time to sink or swimWatch them play for yaFor you I'd be (Whoa)Runnin a thousand milesJust get you where you areStep to the beat of my heart.I don't need a whole lotBut for you I need IRather give you the worldOr we can share mineI know that I won't be the first oneGiven you all this attentionBut baby listenI just need somebody to loveI-I don't need too muchJust need somebody to love.(Somebody to love)I don't need nothing elseI promise boy, I swear.I just need somebody to love.I need somebody I-I need somebodyI need somebody I-I need somebody.Everyday I bring the sun aroundI sweep away the clouds.Smile for me (Smile for me)I would takeEvery second, every single timeSpend it like my last dime.Step to the beat of my heart.I don't need a whole lotBut for you I need IRather give you the worldOr we can share mineI know I won't be the first oneGiven you all this attentionBut baby listenI just need somebody to love (Ohh, no n

My Heart
My heart is like a rose If its taken care of It will bloom and grow An to do this is with another But if one never finds this Its something that many will miss As the flower wilts and dies As so does the heart when it cries To touch ones soul It helps the heart to grow The look in the eyes Helps all to realize that there Is nothing better in life then A heart thats like a rose

Ensign: Who Do You Say
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 25 June 2010 Jesus asked His disciples three times in Scripture who others thought He was. Matthew 16, Mark 8, and Luke 9 likely refer to the same event because each account has Jesus ask them after the miracle in which He feeds the five thousand. As witnesses to an event that could only have been done by God Himself, it would be easy to get swept up in the crowd’s acceptance of Jesus. But Jesus knew how fickle fame was; He brought the disciples back to Earth when He asked Who He was to them. Like the best speakers, He sought to not make a direct criticism. First He asked (in Matthew 19:13, Mark 8:27, and Luke 9:18), ”Who do others say I am?” The disciples’ answers alternated between what they knew of proph

Chicken Wire *joke*
An old man in Mississippi was sitting on his front porch watching the sun rise. He sees the neighbor's kid walk by carrying something big under his arm. He yells out "Hey boy, whatcha got there?" Boy yells back "Roll of chicken wire." Old man says "What you gonna do with that?" Boy says "Gonna catch some chickens." Old man yells "You damn fool, you can't catch chickens with chicken wire!" Boy just laughs and keeps walking. That evening at sunset the boy comes walking by and to the old man's surprise he is dragging behind him the chicken wire with about 30 chickens caught in it. Same time next morning the old man is out watching the sun rise and he sees the boy walk by carrying something kind of round in his hand. Old man yells out "Hey boy, whatcha got there?" Boy yells back "Roll of duck tape." Old man says "What you gonna do with that?" Boy says back "Gonna catch me some ducks." Old man yells back, "You dang fool, you can't catch ducks with duck tape!" Boy just l

Redneck Love Pome
Roses is red an' my neck's red too an' you make my lips pucker like a big plug o' chew. If you was my shed i'd be proud to have made ya an' if you was my gun,in my rack i'd display ya. Cuz yer sleek like a bas boat an' hotter'n fire yer more grippin' to me then a new set o' tries. I'm a sad. lovesick fool jus' a-caryin' a torch an' i whine like them houn' dogs that's under my porch. Cuz you make my head spin like i'uz drinkin' white lightnin' (I ain't use to much thinkin' i confess it's a mite fright' nin'.) But yu'v stol my poor heart like that big ol' tornader that come through last month an' took off with my trailer....

Peek-a-boo
Peek-A-Boo You run in and out Of my simple life, As though it were a game, A child’s sport, A sort of forest where You can dart among the trees. Now I see you, Now I don’t. Perhaps you will, Perhaps you won’t. The phone lies still, It means your happy somewhere else. The phone then comes alive again, It means your tired of the world of men. You come, You go, You flit, You fly, You run into my arms, You lie, You disappear. And then I see you, Standing there, Playing Peek-A-Boo behind a tree. Oh No. No More This time I score.

Asking And What You Really Get..
....doesn't feel as though I really ask that much out of life and my relationships.. and get far less than that.. Perhaps that's why everyone else seems to ask for much more~ because they have realized this trend, and want to get just as much out of everything they can (satisfaction, love, happiness, etc, etc.) and they know they won't get it all....

A Whisper
A whisper, a sigh A wink and a glance The glimpse of a thigh The thought of romance. You move in a bit closer And dance just right I long to hold you Long into the night. My heart beat quickens Eyes shine with lust My muscle thickens Anticipating a thrust. Our heartbeats are frantic As clothes start to fall Each touch is electric

Mistress Anne
Every passer-by could tell that the woman was nervous enough to jump out of her skin. The tension in her body, the rigidness of her posture, the way her eyes darted to each tall form that came into her line of sight, the flush on her face, the wringing of her hands--all spoke of nerves stretched taut. Every woman knew that she was waiting for the man who would change her life; every man wished that, somewhere, a woman were waiting for him with that same breathless anticipation. She drew in a deep breath and took a sip of water to try to still the inner tremors. She closed her eyes in a futile attempt to will herself calm. She silently scolded herself, Stop it this instant, you silly bitch! She took herself into a quiet little room in her mind and the noise of the bar receded. While her eyes were closed, a tall man stepped up quietly behind her and placed a hand on her shoulder. "At last, Anne," he said, in that low voice that she knew so well from countless skype conversations

By The Bi
I never even considered being with another woman, until that night.. A work function, generally boring affairs, but my position in the company made me feel obligated to attend these dull events, I generally just put in an appearance and left early. This night, sitting across the room a woman I had never seen before, her long legs folded, long blonde hair flowing to her shoulders, her beautiful green piercing eyes, and the most beautiful breasts I'd ever seen on another human being. I caught myself staring at her, but she caught me. She got up and made her way across the room, her eyes never leaving mine. I like looking at beautiful women, it has always stirred my imagination, but that was as far as it ever went, but I was a taken by this woman's beauty. "Hi, I'm Eva” she said in a husky voice, I felt my heart beating stronger in my chest. "I don't know what got into me" ,trying to aplogise,but slightly embarrassed. We sat down together and talked until the party

The Principals Of Life
26 Principals of Life By Jason Johns 1.All Are Related: There is a Native American saying, which translates roughly to "All are Related". Everything in the universe is part of The Great Spirit, from a rock, to a plant, to a fish, to a human. The spirit flows between and within us all, and is the building block of everything. Since we are all part of the same whole, we should treat the rest of the whole as if it is part of us, i.e. with compassion and love. We are all part of the Great Spirit, just like all the different leaves on a tree are still part of the tree. 2.The Energy Flow: The universe is composed of energy. This energy flows between everything, us and within us all. When we have internal blocks, the energy fails to flow correctly, causing illness, lethargy and other symptoms. This energy can be directed consciously, we can see it, and feel it. How we feel affects our energy levels; negativity drains energy, positivity creates energy. 3.We Are Beings of Both Spirit a

Prologue For My Book...read It Please!:)
Prologue As the shadow of night crept across the globe, a figured adorned in a robe as black as the night itself crept along the rocky walls of an ancient canyon, his heavy footfalls echoing across the vast plains with each step. The canyon was said to have been the site of a great battle in the wars centuries before, where thousands of seasoned troops were taken out by a group of guerillas. After the battle it came to be known as the Canyon of the Wailing Dead, as it was said when the wind blew through it’s walls, the cries of the fallen soldiers could still be heard. The man was a very tall individual, most of his face save for the lower portions covered up by his hood, his pale eyes glistening in the moonlight as he arrived at his destination at the canyon’s central chamber. Despite the darkness of the night, the chamber was well lit by torches mounted along the walls of the canyon, giving the entire area an eerie ambiance. It was here where the man found six other figur

Goign To Iraq
hey everybody im heading out to training in a couple of weeks then out to balad afb iraq. i'll still be on fubar but i'll won't be on as often while im deployed. hit me up show me some love. I need to level! need referals! trying to hit level 30. wish me luck i'll try to hit ya'll and be on when I get the free time. to all of the memebers of the military on here wish me luck and hope I come back in one piece. until then MUCH LOVE AND PEACE!

[...i Think I Used To Be Someone, Now I Just Stare Into The Sun... (part 4)]
[nine inch nails: beside you in time] i am all alone this time around sometimes on the side i hear a sound places parallel, i know it's you feel the pieces bleeding through and on, this goes on and on and on now that i've decided not to stay i can feel me start to fade away everything is back where it belongs i will be beside you before long and on, this goes on and on and on ooh - we will never die ooh - beside you in time ooh - we will never die ooh - beside you in time [nine inch nails: right where it belongs] see the animal in his cage that you built are you sure what side you're on? better not look him too closely in the eye are you sure what side of the glass you are on? see the safety of the life you have built everything where it belongs feel the hollowness inside of your heart and it's all, right where it belongs what if everything around you isn't quite as it seems what if all the world you think you know is an elaborate dream and if you look at your reflection is that al

Welcome To The Strange.. Murderdolls
NowhereNo place I'd rather beI'm my own sideshowI can feel the miseryI lived my whole damn life in colorMy future's so black and whiteI got a nonstop ticketNo destination in sightSo step right up for the ride of your life!The line starts here in the back of my mindI ride into the super sci-fiMy star's are fallin'Down down downTo the Earth tonightWell you can rearange the strange and derangedThe sign up ahead says...Welcome To The Strange!NowhereNo place I'd rather beWell I'ma self-made monster, my ownWorst enemy

The Flight Of Fancy
As I sit in the first class seat this stranger has mailed to me, on Qantas flight 369, bound for Melbourne international airport from Los Angeles, I think to myself, what am I doing here, sitting quietly, thoughts going through my mind of all matter of consequences, still very unsure of my feelings, doubts about what I am about to do, but that’s me, a natural born pessimist and worrier. We have chatted on the internet for months now, we hit it off from day one, but I was wary, having not that long before, ended an affair with a Brit that I had fallen for, and been badly let down, I thought it had destroyed my confidence in men, and the ability to trust any man, unless it was a face to face meeting, it became a real challenge for me. But I told Barry all of this, and he understood my feelings and misgivings, and how I had been hurt so badly, but he persisted with me, we became great buddies at first, talking about anything and everything, I learned he was such a trusting lo

Concealed
Perhaps some will recall the passon from "The Chronicles of the Wanton"... Her simpliest desires as from this repost from the past... Behind my armchairI found a small scrap of torn black fishnetsAnd I smiled to myselfRemembering…My legs spread wideIn four inch heelsBare breastedGripping the chairBent at the waistYou tore throughClutching my hipsRipping my pantiesEnteringThrustingTogether GrindingMoaningTrembling ThrustingCollapsingExhaustedEcstaticNow I am remembering….I wonder what house guestWill trip over the next scrapAnd pocket itSmilingKnowingWonderingI tucked it in a drawer Where I keep such thingsBecause I have such thingsTo conceal.

Using Lace Pt.1
Woman being willingly taken advantage of. The intercom crackled, startling her from her focus on the computer screen. “Lacy, you have a phone call on line 1.”Since her vision was still off focus she had to squint to read the clock on the wall.Thinking out loud she said, “Who would be calling 10 minutes till closing?”Picking up the receiver she punched the button to open the line. “Lacy Clarke speaking. How can I help you?”Speaking that greeting had become second nature to Lacy. So much so she often answered her home phone that way. Her family joked with her about needing a vacation. But as exhausting as her accounting business was she did enjoy her work. An all to familiar voice interrupted her thoughts. Shivers streaked down her spine and her heart raced. Him!!“As soon as you get off work go straight to the Country Inn. Tell the front desk man you are with the Watson party. He will give you a key to room sixty nine and a white

Blah!..
Yeah, I know, the Subject heading is a bit boring, but that is mainly because I am feeling bored!...Blah!... For the past month and a half I have been back home, in Northern MI, and to be honest, coming home served its purpose, had been three years since I had been back, but I am so over it! I flew back to get away for a week or so, but it turned into over a Month. My family has been on me about getting my teeth fixed since the accident, but work always seemed more important, besides, beautiful dental work is not a qualification when you're a wrecker driver... steriotypically, those in our profession usually have worse looking teeth than my own. However, it had been a year since the accident, and I actually got tired of hearing about it. So I went to the U of M in Ann Arbor (A2), and have had my initial visit for X Rays and evaluation. Now I am waiting on planning for the dental implants and the reconstruction of my upper gums. OMGawd!, I am bored though!, I have plenty to kee

Just Throwing In The Towel
I feel so, not like me. I hate feeling awkward around someone because I love them deeply and I know they could never feel the same way about me. I keep it to myself. But it makes me feel odd. And I get depressed. I'm not usually all emo and hate the world. I tried to take on or at least TRY similar interests. I tried going out on dates with other people and it just didn't feel right, because my heart IS taken. Indefinately. And i tried being around you and it just broke my heart. Texting is onething. Talking online doesn't bother me. But having you in my sight talking to me in person, hugging me when I know it means more to me then it does to you... I just CAN'T. It will take me a couple months to get over you. To numb myself and close that part of my heart. I just need time away to think and to do what I personally NEED to do. I love you so much and it's killing me slowly and I can't let that happen. Time heals all wounds? Well... maybe. I guess I will find out. I'm not kicking you o

[new Fashioned]
Old fashioneds are awesome. Just for the record. And I put way too much bourbon into this glass because a mortar went off and startled me. Kinda used to gunshots in this neighborhood. Can't believe I still jump.A couple went off in May, I about fell out of bed. Any whozle. Let's reflect.Shall we? We shan't. I'm in a ... decentmoodsince I ... *spaces out*Oh, because I went to the store, found soba noodles, bought rootbeer, bought meatses Then I went home and played the bejesus out of peace walker. I'm on the last first play-through mission.I'm pretty sure I have everything I need to blow through the last boss.Three rocket launchers and some supply drops should be plenty. I think this game would've taken me longer to finish if it wasn't so god damn good. I averaged 6 hours a day on it.so...probably...35 game hours? Good buy, especially for a handheld.Definitely redeems MGS4.Honestly... I want another one. I'd probably play an ops sequel before another solid.Did I mention this

Purple Rain
PRINCE lyrics - Purple Rain I never meant 2 cause u any sorrowI never meant 2 cause u any painI only wanted 2 one time see u laughingI only wanted 2 see u laughing in the purple rainPurple rain Purple rainPurple rain Purple rainPurple rain Purple rainI only wanted 2 see u bathing in the purple rainI never wanted 2 be your weekend loverI only wanted 2 be some kind of friendBaby I could never steal u from anotherIt's such a shame our friendship had 2 endPurple rain Purple rainPurple rain Purple rainPurple rain Purple rainI only wanted 2 see u underneath the purple rainHoney I know, I know, I know times are changingIt's time we all reach out 4 something newThat means u 2U say u want a leaderBut u can't seem 2 make up your mindI think u better close itAnd let me guide u 2 the purple rainPurple rain Purple rainPurple rain Purple rainIf you know what I'm singing about up hereC'mon raise your handPurple rain Purple rainI only want 2 see u, only want 2 see uIn the purple rain

Unforgiven
When I am alone breathing Mother Moon,I see my reflection hidden in cursed tears,After the sunset, I embrace the monsoon,Disguising my sorrow and outcast fears.In my dazed heart I am not glad to liveAs you and I once worshipped eternity.Now songs are still and this I can't forgiveFor nothing can quench my thirst of infinity.I buried my love beneath a delicate pine treeWhere I planted my bleeding hopes and pain.My tired Venus is there crying like a banshee,With the captain of my heart I shall remain.If death is tender, it shall carry my soul too.The dead are free but I am caged without you.

Demoralization That Occurs On Here
Let me start off by saying I have been on fubar on and off for about 3 years. I started logging in on a daily basis the last week of May. Once I started playing the rate game I realized why I stopped coming on after awhile. This is what I find most offensive and degrading on here: Women offering to show their nsfw for pay for perks. That is the same as being a whore. More importantly, it devaluates them as a person. Human life and dignity is priceless, and when women do this they are saying they're only worth $100 or less depending on the perk. People are free to behave how they want, but when this type of behavior becomes the norm it affects everyone. Since the male pervs know this happens they feel it is ok to disrespect every woman they come in contact on here. Even worse, the pervs who don't want to pay your way are hitting up normal women so they can whack off for free. So please have some dignity and don't give the rest of us a

Sensual Invitation
oh come with me, take me in your arms, kiss me long and deep, feel my passion rise. remove my clothes, caress my soft skin, with your fingertips, feel the softness of my tender breasts beneath your hands. touch them, shake them, squeeze them, kneed them, cover them with kisses. close your lips around the nipples feel their hardness, with your tongue. delve into me with your hot tongue. devour me, taste my essence as i scream your name.... fuck me. make love to me.

Rumor
I once heard a rumorAbout a man with a tumorThe tumor was bigBig and shaped like a pigThe pig was really pinkThe pink pig knew a minkThe mink was white and blackHis parents named him JackJack also had a twinThe twin name was sinSin was evil and badBad and always madMad and sad was PanPan is the wife of the manThe man that had the tumorBut the tumor was just a rumor

I Look Like A Science Teacher, Or All Of Them Are Named Trixie
I could not pick out which was the better line to open today with! After church yesterday when Pastor Gerald gave the children’s sermon about the blinders we should keep on when we want to focus on doing what Jesus says without all the distractions and one maybe six-year-old dared him to wear them next Sunday, Martha, the kids, and I were home for lunch followed by her going to work at WalMart and me shepherding Sarah and Jeffrey to Story Time at Main Street Books. Today in addition to the stories they actually sat still for (there’s a wooden train set and a kid-sized shopping cart that often catches their eyes) Celia and Rose did face painting. Jeffrey got a ladybug on his right cheek and the American flag (he still calls it “the miracle flag”) on his left, and the artists got creative; one girl got a giraffe on her cheek, and one boy who’s a big Star Wars fan – I can relate – got a stormtrooper helmet on his! Sarah’s line came af

My Thoughts For Today.....
I have decided that there are an extreme amount of obviously phenominally beautifull people, men and women the same... who are so shallow, and hollow on the inside.. that I am afraid one blow, might shatter their entire existance.. some substance might do some people good...

Tonight, I'm Goona Make It Without You
It's not you, I swear that it's me,I swore up and down,That forever we would be,But forever ever never came,And now you wanna leave,I never pictured this, Never thought that I would see," "I'd make it on your own, And I be and independent women, I depended on the fact,You never knew what i was doin,Cause if you knew better, Then you prolly go and do it, Now the goin's getting tough,An were finally goin through it," "so,I apologize,For every dropped tear,Cause I dropped the ball baby,And I'll always have to hear..." Tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you Tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you. I'm gonna hold on to the times that we had tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you. "And yes,I have tried sleepin nights, With a broken heart,The hard part, Is I brought this on myself,I wanna be-Near MeStill wanna -Touch Me And wanna- Feel Me

Dont Bring Me Your Drama
Tomorrow is my daughter's birthday. tomorrow at 3:18pm, a tiny 1lb 6oz miracle was born by c-section 25 weeks early 7yrs ago. She let out a tiny fighting yell and she was handed off to the team of doctors to be stabilized and given her Apgar score, hers were 5 and 9 @ 1 and 5 minutes!. She lived in the NICU in an incubator for 14 weeks. I could not hold her until she was almost 5 weeks old due to the fact she was sooooo premature and tiny so her nervous system could not take even the smallest touch. She had 5 blood transfusions, HBP, low blood sugar, and a breathing tube and a feeding tube in her tiny mouth at the same time. every limb had a life saving or monitor device in it or on it. I drove everyday 1 hour and 1/2 each way to visit my daughter, and I would call every night around 3am to check on her and to talk to her nurse, then get up and be there by 1030 the next day. My pinky finger was bigger than her whole hand. They keep premmi

Free Fuct Pics
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You All Heard It
You all heard the expression that life is short and live it to the fullest or something like that. To me 10 years and counting of limited ability does mee no good. Opportunity is coming up. I have to have a sugery for my Aorta. Don't have it done I'm good as dead sooner or later. Nothing and no one to convince me to stay here. Glroy to God N

~*friendship*~
When you feel sad and betrayed Who can you count on every single day? When you feel lost and alone Who will be there for you in every way? When you've made mistakes and bad decisions Who can you count on to tell you you're wrong? When you feel you can't go on Who will be there with a feel-better song? Look into your heart and you will find That person you can trust is not far away. Look deep into yourself, don't give up, For if you do, it's yourself you'll betray. When you're looking for answers To all your questions and dreams, There is one person you can count on, It's impossible, I know, it seems. But take a few moments to look deeper inside. Look into your heart and there you will see. You'll be surprised when you find out That you've been looking at ME.

My Dad
So I have had my email address for so freaking long and it has tens of thousands of old email that i decided to try and clean out someday....well being a stay at home mommy gives you a lot of time on your hands especially as your tot gets a bit older and is more interested in playing his video games and I dont have to chase or clean up after as much .....so what does that mean? I get to clean out some email and actually sit and type some words which I guess I tend to write alot just like when I talk I tend to talk too much so there you have it! A genuine blogger! Going through my emails I found the correspondance between me and my dad to be quite interesting over the years and thought it might be a good idea to publish them kinda like a memoir or something.....ahhhh wtf why not I think they are blog worthy if not a cool way to scrapbook something in time sinve now a days no one corresponds through snail mail anyways unless you are in jail but now they have e-mail too! so as i clean out

Chocolate...ode To My Daddy
Chocolate...Ode to my DaddyIt's not on the outside what makes you sweet.But, the way you make me feel with every heart beat.Without you in my life nothing would be comeplete.You have this way whenever you walk by,you always happen to catch my eye.I melt everytime when you are near.I couldn't imagine my life if you weren't here.Your gentle eyes the way they stare,it lets me know you really care.You have a soft touch that's warm and snug.I feel it everytime when you give me a hug.I see it when you look at me and smile.It tells me you've been thinking of me all the while.And even though we hate to sometimes say goodbye,we know our love will always help us get by.It won't be long when we can have forever,the day when we are finally together.

To Sir With Love
Those schoolgirl days, of telling tales and biting nails are gone, But in my mind, I know they will still live on and on, But how do you thank someone, who has taken you from crayons to perfume? It isn't easy, but I'll try, If you wanted the sky I would write across the sky in letters, That would soar a thousand feet high, To Sir, with Love The time has come, For closing books and long last looks must end, And as I leave, I know that I am leaving my best friend, A friend who taught me right from wrong, And weak from strong, That's a lot to learn, What, what can I give you in return? If you wanted the moon I would try to make a start, But I, would rather you let me give my heart, To Sir, with Love

Dragongoddess Of Fuct Gets Owned.
To DragonGodd...: lol you poor poor pawns. 6:26pmmore To DragonGodd...: nice photo shop jobs on yourself btw 6:27pmmore To DragonGodd...: there's a ten for you you seem like you could use an esteem booster 6:30pmreply DragonGodd...: wtf those are all me and the pic that is up lil kid is made for me pic by a man who does silk thank you 6:31pmmore To DragonGodd...: they are all you your right... 6:31pmreply DragonGodd...: your a fucking kid okay so don't fuck with me i seen your lil pic's don't fuck with me okay 6:31pmmore To DragonGodd...: you just photo shopped the shit of them to make yourself look flawless 6:31pmreply DragonGodd...: yes all them are me hun and none of them are photo shoped 6:31pmmore To DragonGodd...: it's okay I understand you have no life outside of the web you need to try to be perfect somewhere. 6:32pmmore To DragonGodd...: *Pats her back.* It's why I give you a ten help you feel better. 6:33pmmore To DragonGodd...: you should try putting dow

Tollivgw
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New To Fubar.
ok so im finally figuring out how everything on here works, since i am new to fubar i may need a lil bit of help along the way. so if u have any tips for me feel free to hit me up and let me know! love to all my fubuddies!!

Questions
I have spend decades watching people and trying to get a good grip on how humans think. yet it keeps raising one question over and over. Here are a series of questions that pertain to that one question in a round about way. Why do people that say every living thing should be protected swat misquitoes? Why do people that say we should save energy and not pollute make fun of those who hang clothes on a line rather than use a dryer. Why do they say loud pipes save lives, but they do not want you to have a loud car? Why do those opposed to testing drugs on animals buy drugs for their ill family members? Why do people who oppose eating animals wear leather or eat gelitan? Why do people say they want to be treated like everybody else unless you do then they don't like it? How can a person that says they hate all bigots not consider themselves one? Why do those opposed to violence call the police? It goes on and on and I do hope that you will free to add your own questions to the list. Whi

Guys Suck
I meet this guy he was really nice and cool. I liked him alot. We would talk on the phone for hours and I liked that. He was so sweet to me and made me feel loved. Then he got a girlfriend and broke my heart. I don't even think I have one any more. It hurts so much to know that I will never have him now. If I knew it was goin to hurt this bad I would have never have told him I love him.

Day 375
Well its been 375 days since I left home, my family and friends to come to Kuwait. My job here is pretty simple... I am an Emergency Medical Technician that runs the 911 emergency response for the military bases here. Very low call volumn for sure. I take care of teh sick, the injuried and the ones that just need a shoulder to lean on for a brief minute. Although I can leave at any time, it still feels like an obligation of sorta. I have missed my kids pass school, yet the military that is here does not have a choice and they miss the same thing. I missed Christmas and 2 out of 4 of my kids' birthdays... yet the military missed the same thing. Being over here has made me realize that I take alot of things for granted.. including my marriage. I am slotted to go home on leave in August and I will be getting a divorce. I guess I had this coming. In October after I finish the contract here, I plan to move to Ohio and start my life all over. This is going to be a real challang

Feedback......
First blog. So is it wise that while dealing with anger issues to keep a detailed journal in an attempt to use a later reference? Someone told me that if you keep a journal and write shit out, you will be better able to cope instead of rage. Any thoughts?

Judging Others
I have always believed there is a difference between judging someones actions as opposed to actually judging the person. If you ask my opinion on something you have done, you are by default asking me to make a judgement. Either I will agree with you or I won't. Just because I may not agree with you, don't hide behind the "Don't Judge Me" defense. If you didn't want my opinion (which again is based on my own personal judgement of the topic at hand), then don't ask. Just because I don't agree with you, that doesn't mean I think you are inherently a bad person. It isn't a reflection of my opinion of your character. Futhermore, just because someone doesn't "take your side" in a situation, don't accuse them of judging you. If they are a true friend and respect you as such, they will be honest with you, even if it means hurting your feelings or making you mad. There are those who hide behind "Well I don't want to judge" for no other reason than to avoid having to get inv

Wrote For Me By My Love Fleur Du Mal
My arms ache to hold you near but my mind remembers all the miles between. My lips feel that you aren't here to kiss but my heart can't reach that far. How can you be so far away and yet so close? How can I need you so much and yet have to realize you are out of my grasp? How can love be so possible if love-making is not? Why us? Why now? Why like this? Why the pain? When will it stop? We both want. We both need, and yet neither of us gets or gives because we can't. "If only..." "I wish..." we say, but the miles remain long and as cold as the lonely nights. for you my love

No Words Spoken
No words spokenLove touch talkingStroking over skinOur fingers walkingNo words spoken Although soft sighsSoftly your breath Felt between thighsNo words spokenAs the fingers slideA tongue followingThe wetness insideNo words spoken A tongue drips lustMoans of pleasureMeets each thrustNo words spoken Body spoke desireA hardness throbsSending me higherNo words spokenPleasures increaseEuphoria erupting Love juices releaseNo words spokenSoaring sensually Tasting of tonguesConsumed ecstasy No words spokenLove touch talkingStroking over skinOur fingers walkingNo words spoken Although soft sighsSoftly your breath Felt between thighsNo words spokenAs the fingers slideA tongue followingThe wetness insideNo words spoken A tongue drips lustMoans of pleasureMeets each thrustNo words spoken Body spoke desireA hardness throbsSending me higherNo words spokenPleasures increaseEuphoria erupting Love juices releaseNo words spokenSoaring sensually Tasting of tonguesDevoured Delight

Dress To Impress
Whats Good Fellas Its Ya Boi C.J Im writing my first blog to help some fellas out. some of you dont need this help and you know who u are. 1st: STOP!!! wearing jeans to the club UNLESS and this is the only reason jeans are allowed if they are worth more than $300. Go buy yourself some slacks preferably BLACK. 2nd: I cant stress this enough DO NOT WEAR A BELT WITH HOLES ALL AROUND it thats just nasty and tacky. Trust me you will not bag a shorty with a $2 belt. 3rd: Button Downs, Polo Shirts and Designer T-shirts Are Acceptable. If your going to wear a T-shirt get your self a nice short chain Diamond Laced. If you Wear Button downs or polos get them your size it looks better. 4th: DO NOT wear slacks and a button down with TIMBERLAND BOOTS OR SNEAKERS buy some SHOES. And if you wear designer jeans still wear shoes its a good look TRUST ME!! 5th: Get yourself a diamond earing and a nice watch. Last & not least dont be so desperate. Dont go around buying drinks that will get

Read And Pass Along!
"WASHINGTON – Concerns are rising that the economic rebound is stalling, but a strong jobs report on Friday would go a long way towards assuaging those fears.Conversely, a report showing private employers failed to create many jobs in June will amplify worries that the recovery is weakening and won't be strong enough to put many of the 15 million unemployed back to work anytime soon."The economy is losing some momentum," said Ryan Sweet, senior economist at Moody's Economy.com. "We need to see private hiring really accelerate."Analysts forecast that employers cut a net total of 110,000 jobs in June, which would be the nation's first loss of jobs in six months. But that figure includes the expected end of about 240,000 temporary census jobs.Economists will focus more on private employers, who are forecast to have added 112,000 positions. That would be the sixth-straight month of gains and an improvement from a weak showing of 41,000 in May.But the unemployment rate is forecast to

Love
My fufiance wrote this for me :D What is this feeling I feelthis feeling of eternal blissthe feeling of not even sitting by youbut tasting your sweet , warm kiss.This feeling that you will never leave mealthough many have said the samethis feeling that you truly mean itthis feeling this is not just a game.What is this feeling I lovethese chills I get throughout the nightthis feeling that you are touching my bodyyet you are no where in sight.What is this feeling I adoreit seems you have came to take me awayWhat is this feeling I havethe one that you turn my night to day.The answers to these questionsboth you and I knowfor where ever there is youyou know that i will goFor if there is a mountainthat you ever wish me to climbi would do it with both eyes closeand find you even blind.I will run in your armsmy love we will be together soonI will stay up all night with youwe shall stare at the moon.Until that night comesjust do one special thing for meevery night before you

Sand And Stone
This has been around FUBAR for some time. It appears to have been written by "Anonymous". Today, I chose to put it into "fancy type". Sand and Stone Two friends were walking through the desert. During some point of the journey, they had an argument; and one friend slapped the other one in the face. The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. They kept on walking, until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. The one who had been slapped got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but the friend saved him. After he recovered from the near drowning,he wrote on a stone: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE." The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, “After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now, you write on a stone, why?” The friend replied, “WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF

The Declaration Of Independence
IN CONGRESS, July 4, 1776. The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen united States of America, When in the Course of human events, it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another, and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation. We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.--That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, --That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Gove

Very Detailed Sex Fantasy.
We’re in your room, standing up and making out. Im shirtless and wearing my red tripps while you are wearing a promiscuous tank top and sexy tight jeans. I have one hand cupped around your ass while the other is rubbing your breast. Your hands are rubbing up and down my chest. as my member begins to get more erect. I slide my hand up your shirt and start caressing your bare breast as I still hold your ass and begin licking and nibbling on your neck. I let go of your ass and pull off your shirt exposing both your tits. I then grab your ass, pick you up, carry you over to your bed and lay you down. I then licking from your neck to the other side and from there down your chest till I reach your cleavage. Once I arrive there I begin to do a figure 8 pattern between both breasts making sure to go around the nipples and not touch them. At the same time I undo my pants but don’t unzip them and repeat the same thing on your pants After I unzip both our pants I rub my fingers gent

A Loving Relationship
A loving relationship is one in which the loved one is free to be herself-- to laugh with me, but never at me; to cry with me, but never because of me; to love life, to love herself, to love being loved. Such a relationship is based upon freedom and can never grow in a jealous heart."

~tell Me~
Why am I lonelyYou’re sitting right hereWhy am I talkingIt’s like I’m talking to airWhat am I seekingThat just isn’t thereWhy am I angryand feeling so badAnd why am I missingWhat weNever really hadWhy don’t you love meThe way I love youWhy don’t you feel thingsAs deep as I doWe’ve got a fundamental differenceIn matters of emotionBut I need to feel you need meLike a river needs an oceanBaby why don’t you love meWho am I kiddingIt wasn’t meant to beBut you wanted a believerAnd I needed to believeFor every wall you built around youI learned a brand new way to climbAnd if I could’ve been your angelI would’ve found a way to flyI don’t understand youWhat’s it take to make you cryAnd if not leaving this don’t break youThen baby what’s it matter why

Independence..
Happy 4th of July!On this Independence Day weekend I have been doing some reflections about it and what it means to me. INDEPENDENCE. A state of perfect irresponsibility to any superior; the United States are free and independent of all earthly power. 2. Independence may be divided into political and natural independence. By the former is to be understood that we have contracted no tie except those which flow from the three great natural rights of safety, liberty and property. The latter consists in the power of being able to enjoy a permanent well-being, whatever may be the disposition of those from whom we call ourselves independent. In that sense a nation may be independent with regard to most people, but not independent of the whole world. Vide on of Independence.Source: Bouvier's Law Dictionary, Revised 6th Ed (1856) Hmmm but is this reality. When this nation was fought for and formed by our founding fathers...yes. Today "We the People" are dependent on oil, living in shelters

Bitch
Come to this place inside Evil things i try to hide Never knowing whats to come I sit around, twiddle my thumbs Waiting for the day i snap The day when i can never look back So when you come and talk your shit You better turn around and run You stupid bitch... I clench my fists Jump to my feet I'll punch you in your fucking teeth Piss me off I'll break your jaw Make you cry, scream, and crawl And when you get up I'll break your neck Shove you under my fucking deck And when they ask "Where did she go?" I'll turn around, Smile. And say "How the fuck should I know?"

Shopaholics
You walk into a store, and smell the newly sprayed perfume, you walk deeper into the store tryn your hardest to not look at anything to get to where you have to go...yet something ketches your eye, and before you know it your buyn up the whole store. You drive home happy then when your credit card bill comes you wonder why you bought it in the first place why you had to have that little black dress and everything to match, when its sitting in your closet along with everything else, and you cant take it back because the 30 days is over!! how many of you can actually walk into a store and not buy something??

Claustrophoby
Many people going to shop, to Mall and see some particular store to shop some dress or shoes, but when need to go to a second Level in the Mall take one Elevetor and some one have the experience to experiment Claustrophobia many people think when go on to elevetor, the door dont open when arrive to a destiny floor or level, or the light going off.

Not Always Right | Vocabulary, Meet Veracity
(I work at a daycare center and am teaching a room full of two year-old children to memorize their parents’ or guardians’ names and home phone numbers.) Me: “So, what’s your daddy’s name?” Little girl: “Robert!” Me: “And what’s your mommy’s name?” Little girl: “Dammitjulia!” (Needless to say, “Robert” had a little talking-to when he came to pick up his daughter.)

Why There Is An Angel On Top Of The Christmas Tree.
When Santa Clause first started giving gifts to all the good boys and girls, there weren't as many people in the world as there is now. It was easy to sneak quietly into cottages and castles to place the gifts at the foot of the childrens beds. But as we all know, time marches on, and soon the world became more populated. It grew more difficult to give all the gifts on one night. Santa decided to have a meeting with everyone at the North Pole to discuss his options. "I need to get in and out more quickly and put the gifts in one location. I don't have time to search each house to find the childrens rooms," he explained. Many ideas circulated during the meeting, and someone mentioned putting up a tree and decorating it. That way, he could enter the house, find the decorated tree quickly, place the gifts and move on to the next home. "That is a very good idea! Lets do it," Santa exclaimed. One of the elves asked what kind of tree should be used, and Santa came up with the idea of a cont

Real Life Versus A Game
I finally figured out when a person makes a game a real life priority...rather than real life...they are a lost cause....There is no hope to make sense of why they do it. And by the time you notice it, it appears that they are too far gone, like an addiction ridden person looking for their fix...So give it up, do not blame yourself...realize it is them, not you, with the issues at hand. Be strong...for it won't be long before you will find yourself willing to be second to a fantasy in their life and heart. Don't you deserve better?

Blaahhhh!
Haven't been feeling too hot the past few days! Sick as fuk!! Blaaaahhhhh!!! :( Also had a new pic up and got in trouble for it which is bs!! Missing my baby! He is the best man I have ever had in my life besides my dad, whom I don't get along with very much because we like to butt heads but I will always love him for all he has done for me. The only other person I can say I loved is the father of my 2 beautiful baby girls but that's a whole other subject. The man in my life is the love of my life! He is so wonderful to me and even though we don't always get along(which is expected in a relationship) I love him with all of my heart and soul. My heart swells each time he calls me beautiful or sexy, when he looks at me like he wants me and when he kisses me. He takes care of me when I'm not feeling good and comforts me when I am sad(especially after I have talked or seen my babies on the computer). He is very supportive of me and understands how it is to be hurt. Many a time I have

The Rose: Symbol Of All
The romantic scent of roses, Brings one thing to mind, To share the evening, With the woman I care for... Petals of beauty, Unfold in my hands, Perfect in every way, As I gaze in her eyes... Soft to the touch, Smooth and Silky, Caressing them gently, As I hold her hands... The rose's stem, Wrapped in my hands, Making a wish, As I hold her tonight... However it ended, I can not say, But the rose I have, Brings me back to that day. KC 11-28-2002

Knowing Or Not Knowing Should It Matter So Much?
Okay, how do you know that you have made a difference anywhere no matter what? Don't get me wrong I have done lots of things for people and they have no idea that I have been the one to do it. Have never went out of my way to receive any type of acknowledgement. I am not that type of person. I am happy to just be able to help, when I am able to. Except how long do you put other people ahead of yourself? When do you realize that you are also important enough to have stuff done for you? See this is when I start asking myself am I important enough for all that? Why should any one person care enough for me to want to? What makes me special?I help people to a fault. I will put myself out on the furthest cliff hanging by my toe nail, when any minute I could plummet to my death, just so I can help someone else accomplish what they need or want to do. Coming out of all of it with a smile on my face because I love helping people. Except I think that I may have lost pieces of myself after awhile

Happy 4th Of July. You're An Idiot!
I'm sorry but I have a hard time feeling sorry for stupid people like this. Blowing off mortar! DUMBASS! New York (CNN) -- Like fireworks, it has become an Independence Day weekend tradition unto itself: fireworks-related injury. On Saturday, a man lighting fireworks outside his Long Island home became the latest victim when he completely severed his left arm from his shoulder, Suffolk County police said. Eric Smith, 36, was using a three-foot-long metal tube to shoot mortars near his Islip Terrace home on Saturday evening. One of the explosives shot out and struck him in the left arm, taking it off, said police. Smith's friends wrapped the arm in ice and took him to the emergency room at Southside Hospital, and he was transferred to the intensive care unit of Nassau County Medical Center, where he is listed in critical, but stable condition, according to a hospital spokeswoman. While she wouldn't comment on the status of Smith's arm, spokeswoman Shelley Lotenburg

Insanity Intro
Anger flowing through my veins Careless laughter I'm deranged My head spinning Thoughts insane I'll gouge out your eyes And pick out your brains I'm mentally retarded I changed my legal name They call me Mello Yellow The bitch who went insane!

A Poem For My All Friends
If we stay or not, we shall remember these momentsTomorrow we shall remember this momentThe moment, this is the moment of loveCome, come walk with meCome, what should we thinkLife is smallTomorrow, if we obtain it will be our luck If we stay or not, we shall remember these momentsIf we stay tomorrow or notTomorrow we shall remember this momentThe moment, this is the moment of loveCome, come walk with meCome, what should we thinkLife is smallTomorrow, if we obtain it will be our luck If we stay or not, we shall remember these momentsLook, the veil of the evening has covered the beautiful nightCome let us both write our story of loveIf we stay or not, we shall remember these momentsThe morning afer, who know what colours it will bring, crazy girlKeep my desires like a rememberanceIf we stay or not, we shall remember these moments If we stay tomorrow or notTomorrow we shall remember this momentThe moment, this is the moment of loveCome, come walk with meCome, what should we

My Freedom
Im going to take this moment to say what I want to ..I mean that is my right..right? Fuck you to all that have hurt me, dont forget karma is a bitch! Bite me to all the ones that thought I would never amount to anything. laugh now! Kiss my ass is to the ones that think they are better than me, get off your high horse already! Drop dead to most of my family, you people make me sick! Hello to the people I will meet soon enough. Goodbye to my loved ones that passed away. RIP Aunt Judy I love you to the one I will fall for one day.. (maybe) I do to the one I will marry, where ever you may be You bastard! to the husband that gets me pregnant..shit hurts, I wont lie. Remember people for who they are, not what they can do for you...Remember people for what they did, to better someones life..not make yours better.

Cherish What You Got..
IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME I D SEE U WALK OUT THE DOOR, I WOULD GIVE YOU A HUG AND A KISS,AND CALL YOU BACK FOR ONE MORE.IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME ID HEAR YOUR NAME LIFTED IN PRAISE,I WOULD VIDEO TAPE EACH ACTION AND EACH WORD AND PLAY THEM BACK DAY AFTER DAY.IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME TO SAY OUR "I LOVE YOU'S"INSTEAD OF ASSUMING YOU KNOW I DO.THERES ALWAYS TOMMORROW TO MAKE UP FOR AN OVER SIGHT,AND SURE WE WILL GET A SECOND CHANCE TO MAKE EVERYTHING JUST RIGHT,BUT JUST IN CASE IM WRONG AND TODAYS ALL I GET, I WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND JUST TO TELL U I CHERISH OUR TIME WEVE SPENT.WE NEED TO REMEMBER THAT TOMMORROW IS NOT PROMISED TO ANY ONE..

Untill It Kills
Drain Tarnished blood form bones Let those poisons Dry up Tonight we'll cleanse our souls Cause judgment day comes One day sooner this year One day you'll be safe We were never pure again Keep them safe from what you'll discover Keep them safe from harm Keep them safe inside your home If it kills you

Minnesota Vikings And The Word Skol
What does 'SKOL' Mean? Jared Allen would have so fit in during the Middle Ages. Mullets, you see, are timeless. I can't tell you how many times I've been asked that as a Vikings fan. Most people think it's just a common, Scandanavian greeting...and it is. It can also translate into bowl, as in drink from a bowl. And although there are varying opinions on how 'skol' came to be a greeting, this is my most favorite one. Let's see how we can tie these two disparate meanings--(bowl and hello) together. Back in the Middle Ages, rampaging bands of Vikings were roaming Europe and kicking the shit out of people. From Lindisfarme to France it didn't matter. For about 500 years, the boogeyman would check his closet before he went to bed to make sure there weren't any Vikings in it.

Why Don't People Think?
This is very tragic and my heart goes out to the family. But seriously? Temps are at 90 with humidity about the same. Common sense here! A man in his 40s died while jogging along Chicago's lakefront this afternoon, police said. The man was found unconscious along the water on the 4700 block of Lake Shore Drive at about 1 p.m., said Police News Affairs Officer Daniel O'Brien. At that time, temperatures on the lakefront had peaked to 89 degrees, a spokesman for the National Weather Service said. The man was taken to Provident Hospital of Cook County where he was pronounced dead, O'Brien said. Neither police nor the Cook County medical examiner's office have released the man's name or possible cause of death.

Maybe I Am Just Being To "touche'"
When you look back on your life. Do you view memories through your own eyes or as if you're viewing it from the outside. All my memories in my childhood I feel detached from as if they happened to someone else and I am just a bystander. Sometimes it bothers me I just wonder if anyone else remember's stuff this way or if there is a reason why I do. I guess various things have been bothering me lately. Some may say I am just being to "touche". I am just quick to get annoyed lately. Just the slightest things set me off. I kind of feel like I have been dropped by my fathers family again. They talked to me for a little bit then all a sudden stopped out of nowhere. I don't feel like they owe me anything. Nothing like that. I just wanted to get to know them.

My Hearts Being Torn In 2 Directions
I am going to sound like an ass hole. Hell what am i saying i am an ass. How does a married man let himself fall in love with another woman. I feel my heart being pulled in 2 directions. I love both women and i don't want to see either of them get hurt. my heart beats for both of them. i hate myself for how i feel. i never wanted to be a man that would even think of cheating. i haven't yet but that is only because we live in different states. i know what i am supposed to do, but why does it have to hurt so bad to do it. how do i do it with out hurting someone. i feel so alive when i talk with her. a feeling i haven't felt in a long time. i want to make her happy, make her feel safe, feel loved. but how do i destroy a family for my own selfish feelings. how did i let this happen. why does the choice i know i have to make hurt so much. why do i want to cry with just the thought of it. i deserve to be beaten or even killed for letting my heart feel this way. i just want to die rather th

When You Should Stop!!!!!!!
put the drink down never. their should always be a back up plan! when to just say no cant . whouldnt know how to act! what is the stoping point you ask? no paints no short an you have no idea where your clothes are is 1 . then there is when walking becomes a problem 2 /

Size Matters
I cannot believe that I am having to write on this subject, one would think that the answer would be obvious to anybody, but I am tired of taking on the conversation one person at a time; so I am writing it here once and all can come read it at their liesure. I do not understand why it is a constant subject of conversation, but I am tired of having to repeat myself. Size matters and anybody that says it does not is foolish or lieing. The point however is how much does it matter. Okay, for you ladies who say you want a man hung like a horse not a little one, well, unless you have had a horse, you might wish to rephrase that. A man who is not well endowed or is average should not be made to feel less of a man because of it, average is after all average, meaning fitting within the norms of the majority. Any man can get a lady off with his fingers and/or his tongue, so as long as his dick is as big as either of them he should be able to do the same with it, especially if a lady will take

Feet Crazy
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The Bill Of Rights
In the days of The Patriot Act and Illegal domestic wire tapping, I decided to take another look at the Bill of Rights. In doing so, I learned some things I had forgotten, but it also seemed to me that things have become a bit messed up. This is my tongue-in-cheek review of our rights! The Bill of Rights was ratified by citizens in these states, But, see, now there is a problem Today, it’s the world we face. There are ten things Gov. cannot do, They are spelled out for everyone. For now, these rights are set in stone. Let’s review them, one by one. The right to worship where you dare is the Number One protection. Arab, Jew or the Satanist; Free from undo persecution. But when their Gods tell them to kill we will hunt the sinners down. We’ll even fight in foreign lands and bomb them into the ground. It also says to speak your mind! It was next on Jefferson’s slate. But, please, don’t utter the wrong words, No obscenities from yo

Friend
"I don’t care if you’re an atheist, a christian, a buddhist, agnostic, a wiccan, or any of those other religions. I don’t care if you’re gay, lesbian, bisexual, trans, or anything like that. I don’t care if you’re black, white, latino, or any other race. I don’t care. As long as you’re nice and just an all around amazing person, I will be your friend."

The Installation Of Love ...
Tech Support: Yes, how can I help you? Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process? Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed? Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do I do first? Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart? Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running? Tech Support: What programs are running? Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now. Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love f

My Goddess
Her beauty rests in her eyes,,Her love sits there to.If it ever came to me,I would be lost,not knowing what to do. To hold a beauty like her,My Arms would forever long.To keep her there,They would hold her strong. To capture a Goddess,and hold her,Would I ever have the chance.Forever our lives would be,One forever long slow dance.

The Memories
A vast expanse of scorched earth stretched out before the Angel with the Blackened Wings. His weapon at the ready he walked, looking for a fight. He's been here before, many times. Theres always a fight, and he usually wins, but to him the point is lost. He kicks something on the ground. He looks down, and picks up his old label. "Hero" it says, its not shining anymore. He wore it proudly once, when he was loved. He discards it now, meaningless. He looks around more and see's "husband" on the ground, or whats left of it. She smashed it well. He sifts through the pieces, and finds the last label he held. "Father". He grips it in his hand until he bleeds. The emotions run through him like a bolt of lightning. He puts the label back on, a new determination in his heart. She may have smashed one, and rendered the other meaningless, but this is something she couldnt take away. And in the distance he hears the fight, the battle rageing. The warm feeling spreading back through his broken hear

Some Random Stuff At 2am Lol
when all you have is the computer screen in front of your face, and the eyes that read and look at it. you see things that you would never normally see. you can find love, you can find hate.....but deep down when you find something you want to be real, something that you have never felt, never understood. something so serial maybe just another player maybe just another thing you know will never go anywhere but the words you read on that damn computer screen you look at. BUT DON'T EVER STOP, BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW, YOU CAN PASS UP THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE!! ♥ thats why I'M REAL!! because you just never know what might land in your lap one day or who you might meet ♥

Look Here Lil Man
ok i am having some issues here. i hope that this helps all the boys on the site. i just want ya'll to know some things that you mihgt not be aware of. Just because you are on a web site dosen't mean that you can or should get all crazy i am still a person and i expect you to have some level of respect for me as a person. If you cant do that then dont talk to me cause i will light a fire under your ass ok. Also that just because your buzz meter says that you are shitfaced dose not give you a license to be a nappy lil man. F.Y.I. i dont care about your down south so dont tell me about it, i really dont want to know. Dont tell me that your horny. Another thing that i dont care about is your opinion about how i would look naked...you will never know...i dont have nsfw's and never will so dont bother me with that shiot...and no i dont want to see yours. dont ask me for my yahoo either...im gonna be the same way on there that i am on fu. No you cant have my number dont ask cause i will tel

It's Emotastic!
Some candles burn even after the wick is the barest of nothings and long after most of the wax has melted and run. True love never goes away. It leaves its marks long after the final curtain call. After all the wounds, after all the scars, after everything what is left? A candle-light vigil with so many many waxless candles that burn eternally. Alas, with every light there is a shadow cast. This darkness will not go, it will not pass. Mine they both are forever more

Random Snippet. "the Meeting"
The moon hung low that evening and the stars gleamed in proud glory against the darkness of the sky. While most people lingered on the edge of sleep and shops were shut down for the night, a single tavern stood out in sleepy town, bustling with life. Lady Wolf stood quietly at the end of a dusty road. Golden orbs reflecting the soft hue of yellow that creeped onto the ground outside of a large window which looked into the tavern. The whites of her eyes were reddened, and her cheeks were stained of tears. A deep sigh hissed softly between her deep cherry lips and she began to walk toward the front door of the tavern. At the entry way she noted a rugged sign which bore the words "The Green Dragon Inn" scrawled, old, almost ancient writing. The door itself was fairly new, standing proudly and with a welcome presence. A gloved hand slipped from beneath a deep red cloak and pressed against the door. She pushed, the hinges groaning loudly in protest as she slowly opened the door. A

R.i.p Anthony Levine- Fowle A.k.a Touch
i sit here, and i think of the shit weve been thru, all the time's we were hit and down but stood back up, the thing's we shouldn't of been thru, but you had my back and i had your's cause that's what boy's do, but now i sit here reminissin you, should have been there wit you, but now on this day we look down at you, your mom and me can't believe tha peace we see with you, so here is my vow to you ima wake every day and think of you, i got mom's back no matter what she's goin thru just like you, and to your boy's ima make sure they know you, cause wile they young, they gonna hear the stories about you and comin from me you know they all tru , touch i love and miss you , you like my brother ill never forget you R.I.P touch

My Pet Peeves.
So I came across this male who started sb'ing me. It started out harmless enough until he asked me what I was doing. Which I responded I was in a lounge hanging out, talking to people. He then got rather indignant and began stating how he "understood" that I'd rather do that than get on YIM with him and chat with him and only him privately. Seriously? Ego much? Then he said he wanted to cam to cam with me individually. I said I already was on cam, and he said something along the lines of how any guy who looked at a woman on cam while other guys were watching even if it's just talking are punks. Drama king much? I replied with, "It is what it is." and unbelievebly he decided to rant about how he was a military member with medals, and a college degree and how he's just more in tune with reality and life than most people. Excuse me? But you seem a bit out of touch with reality if you think that machoism is by any means a turn on. BTW, I don't like being told what I ought to be

Cigarettes And Tampons
A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up & down the aisles.. The sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help him. He answers that he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife. She directs him down the correct aisle. A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string on the counter. She says, confused, 'Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for your wife? He answers, 'You see,

Who Does What
A man and his wife were having an argument about who should brew the coffee each morning. The wife said, 'You should do it because you get up first, and then we don't have to wait as long to get our coffee. The husband said, 'You are in charge of cooking around here and you should do it, because that is your job, and I can just wait for my coffee.' Wife replies, 'No, you should do it, and besides, it is in the Bible that the man should do the coffee.' Husband replies, 'I can't believe that, show me.' So she fetched the Bible, and opened the New Testament and showed him at the top of several pages, that it indeed says . 'HEBREWS'

Friends And Memories- A Poem By My Daughter Ally- She's 13 :)
You look at what was you and you sometimes wonder what happened.... Some people look back on their own accomplishments.. While others look back at their own failures.... Most people just look back on the big mistakes they made... It really doesn't matter.. All that really matters is the friends who have been there for you through it all! So if you're looking back on your life.. Remember your accomplishments and your failures... Just take a little bit more time And reflect on your friends And the stupidity you guys have shared... Trust me, it will make you smile on your bluest days!!! :) :)

[[the Purple Berries]
People that have sex for money have always intrigued me.Taking a base, biological need and capitalizing on ittaking what should be free, fun and frequentand turning it into an industryAt some pointthat specifically aroused me.I think it has to do with the specific woman, and the specific circumstances, and just how far she's willing to take it....*shivers*there's this girl on an altporn site though...lets just say her body is familiar to me.Leave it at that.So... why the fuck am I still awake?... because some fucking tard rang my phone ten minutes after I fell asleep. I didn't even pick up or see who, I just unceremoniously hit "shut up" and rolled over.Let's recall the rules shall we?Rule #1 Do not fuck with my sleep.Rule #2 if I don't want to fuck you, I don't want to talk to youThe rest of the rules generally apply to oral sex in public bathrooms.Or they don't apply to this conversation.And where exactly was this conversation going?I don't know.I woke up... and I jerked off to above

"the Kiss Of A Prince"
She sparkles in the blue moonshine, Glistening near the translucent lake, As the swans and lilies gather around, Patiently awaiting her awake. Fireflies flickering about the cattails, The salt marshes cease to calm, As her majestic beauty commences, Out of the icy mist rises her palm. She gently waves to her prince, Mystified by this benevolent moment, Approaching with a tranquil serenity, Defiance uplifts his wonderment. The voluptuous touch of their hands, Brings endearment and cries, Spellbound by her unearthly charm, She has him till sunrise. The intoxicating kiss between them, Ceases all cosmos and nature around, As their tasteful lips depart, Endorses a tenderness frown. Pleasurable smiles in their faces, They adorn a passionless gaze,

Letter To Tim (my Ex Hubby)
Happy Birthday to the one who taught….me about life, how to love, to live, to feel pain, experience broken promises, and dreams. My 1st broken heart, feel the rage of jealously, to never trust another man, to allow emotions I was never allowed to feel to pour freely from the depths of my hidden soul. You taught me patience, how to control my emotions, how to forgive but never forget. You taught me without ever knowing the true meaning of unconditional love and acceptance. Without you coming into my life I would not be the woman I am today. Though you came in and out of my life like an unexpected storm, staying long enough just to cause enough damage to allow all those emotions for me to struggle with again, and off you left to experience all those “spices” of life, leaving me alone with those feelings again. The good and the bad memories have fallen upon me once again . . . the “cotton flower” that you ran out into the middle of a field to pick

Scream
screaming voices fill my head my consciousness like the undead the wrath of my hate begins to drip from my veins when will this shit stop? my cup of life is dry but my hate is overflowing the time is running out please end this life of mine shove it down! so no one can see bite your lip! you better make it bleed take the knife! shove it in your vein embrace the hate! feed it with your pain break the silence! fill it with your screams your evil laughter drove me to these things

Ah Yes Back To Obscurity
it was only a matter of time before...i became a force to be reckoned with...entirely. sure the ammo of being a dirtbag living in almost nothing seemed to be a well suited attack at me, but i dont take kindly to morons. soooo...i attack back with whatever sharp thing i can find in my mind. most of it isnt picked up by accusers and assumers but it is consumed by them like a knife in the neck, they willingly paid for. all figuratively speaking of course. i would only physically harm those who would take the time and effort to do the same to me or others that i care about. yet a few words, a few rumors, a few bags of bullshit arent going to keep me from washing my mind or my hands of certain accounts of mentally inefficiant blows. i have let it all in...like a broken levvy, i'll hold the water back myself. but i love to see those waves of anger and 2 bit quips of distain flow at me. it brings me closer to what i love to do...some sort of reverse psychology goin there but...it work

How To Fix It
Heart-Broken-Damn Where To Start On This?Shattered Hearts,And Painful Words.Those Words Can Get To You Tho.Them Break Up Words After A Year Or Soo.And Its Funny How A Guy Finds That One Special Girl And Just Lets Her Get Away Like Nothing Happen But Then Comes Running Back.And Then Tha Guy Keeps Doing Tha Same Routine Over And Over Like It Was A Script To Learn In A Movie.But Tha Real Shit He Gotta Learn Is He Had A Special Girl But Didn't Treat Her Well.Too Many Chances For Guys And Also Girls.Tha Girl Way Is Very Similar To Tha Guy Way.But At Tha Same Time Tha Guy Is More Funnier To Make Fun Of XD.ADVICE- Don't Give Your Significant Other Too Many Chances!Or You'll Regret It.They'll Move On And You'll Be Stuck Thinking That You Fell In Love To Early.And Well Im Usually Saying Falling In Love Too Early's Bad But Now That Someone Told Me,It's Really That You Can Fall In Love At Any Age.No Matter How Old you Are 12,18,26,77 XD Never Give Up On Love.Never Fall In Love TOO Early.Never Li

Death By Porn
Porno Film Triggered Nanny's Fatal Heart Attack (July 9) -- An inquest has determined there was no foul play in the death of a 30-year-old British woman last October. The cause of death was apparently related to her sexual excitement while watching porn. After finding the seminaked body of Nicola Paginton with a sex toy and porn, authorities believe the 30-year-old nanny died from a heart attack triggered by sexual arousal. The nanny was found in her bed by her employer after she did not turn up for work and police were called to investigate. Police found the seminaked body of Nicola Paginton from Cirencester, Gloucestershire, in bed. She was without pants and had a pornographic movie on her laptop. A sex toy was found under the covers near her body.A subsequent pathologist' s report determined that she likely suffered a heart attack as a result of sexual arousal. Gloucestershire coroner Alan Crickmore had determined that her sexual "activity before death" lik

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[because I Needed Something To Do Before Breakfast]
What's your name spelled backwards? Rumplestiltson. What did you do last night? Sex with a panda, actually it already appeared in a blog. The last thing you downloaded onto your computer? ... "Carli Banks Site-rip" Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery? Yup. Last time you swam in a pool? uuuh... its been years What are you wearing? Boxers that are one size smaller than I'm accustomed to How many cars have you owned? 3 Type of music you dislike most? ... I dunno. I hate a LOT of music. If I HAD to choose... girl-pop. Are you registered to vote? Nope. Do you have cable? Yeah. And I think about canceling it at least once a week... I mean, shit. I can get MLB on my PC, and ... hulu. What's the point? There's about 8 months out of the year I only have Food network on, and ... since they went to this GOD awful reality/competition format without demonstrative programming, I really don't see the fucking point any more. What kind of computer do you use? A working one. Ever made a pra

Beautiful
Why is it that the beautiful people are always so sad? Like tiny Shakespeare tragedies. All the Marilyns and Ophelias in the world. Mesmerizing on the outside whilst destroying themselves on the inside. And always smiling. Sad really. How someone so stunning can waste all the potentialities of life on depressiondrugaddictionmadness. The beautiful people never last long. Like fireworks. Brilliant bursts of light that exist for only a second. As if our world is simply unable to contain that kind of beauty for long. Lost in translation. I do declare if I was beautiful I wouldn’t be nearly as depressed as them. I think I would be fairly exuberant about life and love and the fact that I could probably do well with both just by smiling. But therein lies the problem. They are too busy smiling for anyone to notice that they are sad. Tis a pity.

3 Days Dry
So I saw Mike again today. We went to the movies. I tried to go to bed early so we could see a matinee (which is only $1.50 cheaper than regular but w/e), so I woke up at like 12:45 and texted him. We went to the 1:40 showing of Predators. OMFG that movie was INCREDIBLE. Much more like the older ones, not the gay crappy new ones that they put out. Horrific films. Anywho as hard as it was not to reach over and hold his hand or to put my head on his shoulder, it was okay. We agreed to be movie buddies, so neither of us has to go see a movie alone. After that, we went and got a bite at the food court. They have this awesome Japanese place in there. Their teriyaki chicken is TO DIE FOR. So we ate and talked a little. I asked him a few questions like what if I was hurt, would he want to know, he said yes of course, or if I need to go to the hospital he'd still be willing to take me no problem. After that we went back to his house and I spent some time with Gwinevere our baby girl and w

Cuts
One for the pain, Two for the hartech, Three for the you, And four so I dont forget. One for the pain that i whent though to show you how much your wher to me. Even though i know that i could never doenf for you, but yet i still try, aven now it still herts though it wa so long ago. Two for the harech that is still there, My hart is in peaces still lieing on the for where you droped it and walk on it as u left, Trhee for you, Cues it was you who did this to me, Your the one i hold up so high in my life and yet i still was't goenf for your love or even for you to carr that I mite get hert, I was just a plase to whipe you feet. And four so i don't forget like I ever could I mean what I'v been though And all the punshiment that i touck for you or by you is still here on my body in my eyes and in my soul.One for the pian, Two for the hartech, Three for you, Lastly four so i don't forget. The blad slipping eeach time deeper and deeper as I look at the sad remder of my life, The blood poori

Salute
I can't think of you anymore It tears me up inside I can't see your eyes before me You make me want to die I turn it into anger And walk the fuck away Not giving a damn Not caring for a second I was never really here to stay You and I both knew better We knew I'd bolt for the door Precautions never mattered I blocked myself in Never letting down my walls I wilted from within It's time to reclaim my self Time to relearn how to live It's my life now As it alwayz should have been Fuck you and the past I can't handle this heartache any longer You knew we'd never last No more tears shed from these eyes of mine I won't succumb I will never be yours Both fingers raised behind me Saluting you as I go

Why Geeks Are Better At Sex
Why geeks are better at sex:1. we're more curious than the rest of the population.2. We're hackers by trade, so we are open to trying new things.3. We produce things for ordinary users, so we're more attuned to producing an orgasm in our partner then the rest of the population.4. We use technology to help get you in the mood even before you arrive.5. We're more likely to mute our telephone, and turn down the volume on the computer so incoming IM's don't make a sound. We're also used to not answering the telephone, instead preferring asynchronous means of communications.6. We watch a lot of porn, so we know a lot of positions. This means we're open to trying them all.7. Geeks multitask. So we pleasure multiple erogenous zones in our partners... kissing, f***ing, tweaking and rubbing all at the same time.8. We are more available. We can fix your vibrator when we're not. Other people are not gonna steal us. We're smart, and increasingly, we're rich.9. We're sensitive to your needs. We lea

Poem
....One minute your hot the next your coldone minute you want me the next you don't knowwhat should i do when my feet wont moveI'm stuck on you and cannot movei don't know why i can't roam but i know i shall move onYour made of stone, cold as iceI don't know how i could believe your liesyour a dog, a man of sinsomeone doomed to never winyour twisted games i shall not playmy will gets stronger everyday so as far as you i shall pray.

To Him
You're the first thing I think of Each morning when I rise You're the last thing I think of When I close my eyes You're in each thought I have And every breath I take My feelings are growing stronger With every move you make You're an angel from above who takes away my pain My love for you is so strong It's always just the same You're the miracle in my life Who can always make me smile Just knowing that you care Makes my life worth-while You've touched my heart and soul Which you have from the start Your warm soft words Will never leave my heart

If My Lips Claimed Yours
If my lips claimed yours,would you kiss me back?If I laid my checkupon your chest,would you wrap yourarms around me?If I told you thatI need you,would you hear my words?If I told you thatI love you,would you sayyou love me too?If I asked youif you want me,would you whispersomething touching,something urgent,something hotand passionate?Or would youanswer me with a kiss?If my lips claimed yours,would you kiss me back?

Spent Time In The Hospital And Now Work Is Fucking Me Over
So I am not amused.Went to the ER for a follow up. I have a cyst on my right ovary as those who read my shit know. And it hurts like hell. So I had a list of "return ASAP if this happens" 3 out of the 6 happened. I called 911. They have more important people to take in and then posted on FB for a ride. Called Shuana who lives down the street. Well Her and Tae both showed up at the same time.... Keep in mind Tae lives father away and they left at the same time... you speed daemon you!So I go in. They thought it was my appendix. Took a CT scan. Appendix is great. Kidneys good. Bladder fine. Cyst still there... Oh crap pneumonic mass in my left lung. Stuck me over night. I'm showing no signs of pneumonia but they told me I could have walking pneumonia and that it may not show any signs. I have an infection in my bladder. Commonly known as a UTI bladder infection. On meds for it. I was vomiting alot. Got a med for that. My cyst pain went from 8/10 which I can ignore to 10/10 which I starte

This Is What Gets Me Thru The Hard Times
Another day has almost come and goneCan't imagine what else could go wrongSometimes I'd like to hide away somewhere and lock the doorA single battle lost but not the war'Cause, tomorrow's another dayAnd I'm thirsty anywaySo bring on the rainIt's almost like the hard times circle 'roundA couple drops and they all start coming downYeah, I might feel defeated and I might hang my headI might be barely breathing but I'm not dead, no'Cause, tomorrow's another dayAnd I'm thirsty anywaySo bring on the rain, oohI'm not gonna let it get me downI'm not gonna cryAnd I'm not gonna lose any sleep tonight'Cause, tomorrow's another dayAnd I'm thirsty anywaySo bring on the rain'Cause, tomorrow's another dayAnd I'm thirsty anywaySo bring on the rain, oohBring on, bring on the rainNo I'm not gonna let it get me downI'm not gonna crySo bring on the rain, oohBring on, bring on the rainBring on the rainBring on the rain, ooh

Her Arrival
I arrive at Your hotel room door hoping I am on time. I stand outside the door trying to compose myself and slow my heart beat down. It has been racing since I got Your call that You were in town. I touch my hair to make sure it is in place, check my makeup in my compact mirror and straighten my dress, checking that my stockings are in line and straight. Taking a deep breath I knock on the door. My heart is racing, I feel my juices starting to flow with the throbbing in my pussy. The door opens and You are stood in front of me. Lowering my eyes to the floor I stand waiting to be invited in, you motion for me to enter. As soon as I get in the door You motion me to remove my jacket. Hearing the door close behind me my heart starts to race again. I feel You behind me smelling my hair, feeling Your hands on my shoulders running slowly across the nape of my neck, Your fingers gently caressing my neck and shoulders. Your touch sends a shiver down my spine making my body tingle and my nipples

Seize The Day
A wise man once said... Though there are many fish in the sea, we are all just looking for one. The problem is that you have to be willing to take it off the hook before you can take it home. Keeping that in mind. I've been here on and off for 3 1/2 years now. I've watched people fall in and out of lust and even love. I've even seen some people from here to the ends of their lives. Unfortunately, the one thing I haven't seen much of is people being honest, both with who they are or how they feel. The fu world has become a place more suited to daytime television than a social networking site for adults. The point is this... If you meet somebody on here and develop feelings for them, TELL THEM! You never know when it will be too late. If they don't feel the same way then move on. Weather you want to believe it or not it does take two to make a relationship work and hanging around causing drama does NOT help. Take the chance and tell your special someone how you really feel. You never kn

My Life Story Pt1
i've been inspired by my friend bigdaddydow to write a blog of my life story. well here it goes. i was born in november 1985. first girl with two older brothers. a year or so later my baby sister was born last of the litter hehe. we lived in a large victorian style house in Navasota, Tx. we only lived there until i was 3. i remember a few things about that house. it had a big spiral staircase that we used to ride our sleepingbags down. on one occasion i remember bumping my head on the checkered tile floor and i cried. my brother's loved ninja turtles and had just about EVERY action figure and even the turtle blimp lol. i loved that thing. Navasota was a relatively small town back then. our family doctor lived a block away from us. my dad is a nurse so they were good friends. my mom was just a house wife at the time. we also had pet rabbits. i loved those rabbits so much. i used to climb up in their cages (which were mounted about 3 ft away from the ground.. god knows how i always got

College And Verbal Abuse
you walk threw the door with what you thought was good news, you start talking about taking out a loan for college. and all he has to say is that you cant do it you shouldnt go to college, tears start to run down your face as his voice gets louder and louder. giving you a million reasons that you cant n shouldnt go to college. try to tell him other wise and you get called stupid and that hes not signing anything. then he starts to yell and make you feel even more like shit, sayn i should nver sign for a loan because i will never be able to pay it back, i will never amount to anything. ALL THIS FROM MY FATHER, hes also the reason why i'm text book diagnosed with ANOREXIA and BULIMIA!! you want to leave but have nowhere to go, you give n attitude back n he throws stuff at you and calls you names!! WHAT THE HELL IS LEFT FOR A PERSON TO DO??

Hardcore Music (probably For Metal Heads Only)
Im trying to find the ultimate hardcore song. Im not talking about because of how the band acts, or the lyrics...just overall. And I mean when a song is pretty much from beginning to end hardcore. No pause, no soft spots....just brutal. I have a song in my play list. Song number 16, by Skinless. That is an example of what I mean. Does not have to be death metal, just brutal. Just message me what you think would work and I will find the song.

Tomorrow I Will Be Divorced!!!
Oh happy day!!!! Went to the court house today to turn in payment for the divorce. Tomorrow morning, I go to the court house again and get papers signed by the judge and I will be offically divorced!! YAY!!!!!!!

Not Funny, But Ironically Comical
My co-worker had to serve jury duty today. We've all been there. Generally boring but rather uneventful. Unfortunately, that was not the case for her. She went to go to lunch when they asked if anyone owned a blah, blah, blah, license plate number. She was like, yeah, that's my car. We need you to go to the security office. At first she was thinking this wasn't good but thought maybe she just parked in a spot she shouldn't have. Not so. They told her that her car had been vandalized. Naturally upset, she asked them WTF? Don't you people have cameras?! They told her they did and that she could file a police report if she wanted. Oh no! WHY would I want to do that?! They smashed her window, ripped off the glove compartment door. They tore off her panel to take the CD player/radio out (which they did get along with all of her CDs and her new iPass that she just bought). She said they used such force that even her stick shift is all fucked up. But the kicker of it all? They left her a pr

Stupid Hollywood Diets
This one really takes the cake! Demi Moore and Ashton Kutcher have kicked off a new Master Cleanse extreme diet - and they're keeping fans up to date on their progress via Twitter. The Hollywood couple took on the nutritional challenge together over the weekend and Kutcher admits he's already struggling. In a tweet to followers, he writes, "hrs (hours) into the master cleanse. I want a steak, a beer, and a blow-pop. Hmmm this is gonna be rough." The Master Cleanse is a diet that consists of nothing but a regular intake of maple syrup, lemon water and cayenne pepper. Moore, who insists she's on the cleanse for "health reasons," adds, "2nd day better than the 1st!" She writes, "let you know if I make it to day 4."

Lea And Marley
Though her eyes have not shined, On this world as of today. Your love for her, Will grow and foever stay. For one not yet here, To come to one as special as you. Should fill your eyes with joy, Never sorrow or tears that run blue. Smile and wait for the day, When your angel does come. And your world again will smile, As a new life has begun.

A Poem By Michael Profant
Where does a man go, When he needs to cry? When his eyes full of tears, Can no longer hide. Can he turn to other men, Who would just tease and scorn. The only place of solace, Is the woman from he was born. I raise my heart and my hand, To a woman who should be queen. The distance from me to my God, Only she can ever stand between.

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Cursed With Being The Friend
sometimes i really can not stand my nature. chivalrous, honorable, until the very end. where has it got me. the friend zone. no matter how much i try, how much i give, i take, i get no where. I wish I could go evil but its just not me. respect and honor, almost dead but im still alive

I'll Be Right Here Waiting
I know how hard is to waitWaiting for you, my loveWhen I know you are so near yet so farSo near because I have your heartBut so far coz you don’t know When you can come here at my sideBut even then, I am still hereWaiting for you to come alongEven I don’t know exactly when You will be with me To share the love that is for meI’ll be right here waitingFor you to make a wayA way for me, to let me knowThe feelings inside your heartWhich you have kept since the time you have loved meI’ll be right here waitingEven if it takes me hundreds of days and nightsWaiting all alone for you To fill the emptiness here in my heartThe emptiness that only you can fillBecause it's only you who is being lovedBy my heart since the startAnd I will just be here waitingWaiting for the day we will shareThe love we have kept inside Deep down inside our hearts

I Love You
These are only wordsBut words that have many meaningsMaking someone inspired and delightedWhen being told by the one being lovedI love you...The words that can melt the heartEven as hard as stoneIf sincere and honest since the startI love you...The words that are commonly utteredBy lovers who have deep emotionsEmotions moving from the bottom of the heartReaching up above the skies flowing like the cloudsI love you...These are only wordsBut they can keep you companyWhen the one you love is far from you

[would You Hire This Man?]
Reeeeeckonaaaaaaa~aaawwooaaaaaaah... sorry I still like In Rainbows.I have updated my resume.It worked for my brother. Maybe it'll work for me >>who knows?Today was bad.Realreal bad.Like... everyone in my unit (about 20 people) submitting written complaints and considering other employment opportunities.I won't get into detail because ... I already have on the phone and at work.Funny thing is people kept turning to me.I helped them submit their complaints.Talked out their rage, and made a few proposals on what else we could do...then I talked to my dadand reallywhen I think about itI shouldn't pursue that COA.The RIGHT thingand the SMART thingare in direct conflict here.The RIGHT thing to do is to FIGHT!Dig in and lead!and fight for this... barely living wage I have here.*yawns*the smart thing to do is to seek other employment opportunities.Sucks... I really do like these people, and I really like helping these kids.Its not worth risking their jobs, and its not worth the stress or the

Just Feel Bored..i Just Want To Chat..
hey there..i felt bored right now..i dont know how to chat here!.and i want to meet new people here..wanna chat at yahoo?.heres my id!.sophiamadisonsmith at yahoo.com..i also have msn.sophiamadisonsmith at hotmail.com ..hope theres someone wanna chat with me..im online now!.

Peace
✿The peace you experience comes from who and what you are,and how you choose to be.The world around you can be full of turmoil and strife,and yet you can be completely at peace in your own heart.Peace is one of the surest signs of strength.Inner peace brings true outer strength.Those who lack confidence feel the need to lash out.Those who are strong have what it takes to stay calm and peaceful.When your identity and fulfillment are tied to fleeting,superficial things, it is impossible to remain at peace.When you invest your being in true and lasting values,and when you remain ever vigilant to those values,you develop the confidence and strength to be peaceful.✿Ralph Marston✿

Thank You Ga Assassin *kisses*
I FOUND A GIFT FOR YOU TODAY.IT'S JUST A ROSE YOU MIGHT SAY.AH, BUT TAKE A LITTLE CLOSER PEEK.IT'S WORTH MORE THAN GOLD AS OTHERS SEEK.THE FRAGRANCE OF THIS LITTLE FLOWERIT HAS SUCH AN AWESOME POWER.IT HAS THE POWER TO CALM THE SENSES.AND TEAR DOWN ALL THOSE DIVIDING FENCES.THE FLOWER YOU NOW HOLD IN YOUR HANDIS JUST A ROSE TO THE COMMON MAN.BUT IF YOU LOOK REAL CLOSE YOU WILL SEEHOW MUCH GOD LOVES BOTH YOU AND ME.ITS DELICATE BEAUTY IS A WONDER TO SEE.PETALS SO SMOOTH IT AMAZES ME.HOW GOD COULD CREATE SUCH A BEAUTIFUL THING.SO FRAGILE AND SOFT LIKE A BUTTERFLY'S WING.HE CREATED THIS ROSE

When I Need You
You are there somewhere and I am hereWe are far from one anotherI feel you so close to my heartYet so far coz I cant feel youIn times I want to hold youI am missing youAnd I know how you are missing me tooBut I can’t hold youIn times when I want toNow that I want to be with youThe days seems so slowEven the ticks of the clockThat runs so fast when I am not longing for youWhen I need youThe clouds darkenedWanting to pour the rainTelling me just to wait for the sun‘coz he will rise to shineWhen I need youThe birds are singingTelling me to waitCoz you will fulfill as you have promisedTo be with me forever

Travel To Parts Unknown...or The Colonoscopy
I had to have a colonoscopy last month, my first. The doctor said it was time. I remember thinking is there ever really a time to have someone stuff a hose up your butt? Now I am not a prude and I realize there are some that would relish that thought. I am not one of those people. I have an extensive medical background and they made me take anatomy in college and I understand the function of these various anatomical areas quite well. That part is not meant to have things go up it. I do know that it is important to have these tests though and it can save your life so as a public service to those who may be skiddish as I was I am going to report on this event to ease your fear and perhaps encourage you to have one. No pervs, not four a day...sheesh. The first thing you need to know about this procedure is that the worst part is the night before. The medical folks send you a jug of liquid to drink the evening prior to the test. It is a very strong laxative. It is not a two tabl

Life In General
I'm constantly amazed how we seek redemption through actions. Yet, most of the actions we undertake, are harmful to us. When does that stop? When will self-destruction finally impact you enough to know you are destroying yourself? What are your limits?????

Message To All
Humanity. Mankind. Earthlings. I have been given these words by the Creator to announce to every human being on this planet. These words will explain and reveal what the number 666 (mentioned in the Bible book of Revelations) means and who bear that number. Also, how to get out from among those who bear it. This message is comprised of truths which every person on earth must know, so if you know how to translate this into any language which it has not yet been, you are invited to do so, please translate it for the sakes of those who have not yet heard the message. The message is important, I am not. First, a little background. Earthling man was created in the image of the Creator, meaning we each have the qualities of Love, Wisdom, Justice, and Power. To the extent we individually choose to exhibit those qualities, we show the image of our Creator. Our Creator also gave each of us a free will, so we can choose whether or not to be like Him. Necessary t

Family Adds!!!!! ****updated**** Please Read Thoroughly!!!
With the new craze of the famplifier, I find a lot of people kissing up to me to try to swindle me into adding them to my family. I can tell you right now it's not going to work on me, okay? And just because you added me to your family doesn't mean I'm going to add you to mine. Don't get me wrong, I am soooooo happy and feel privileged to be a part of peoples' families. That means a lot to me. There are 156 people that have me in their family, and I only have 15 more slots open. ***I FORGOT TO MENTION...NOT ONLY DO YOU GET LOTSA POINTS FROM THE FAMPLIFIERS, BUT YOU ALSO GET ACCESS TO MY NSFW PHOTOS...THERE IS A SAMPLE ALBUM WITH 5 PICTURES IN IT, BUT THERE'S MUCH MUCH MORE WHERE THAT CAME FROM.*** So listen...I get a LOT of traffic on my page because I almost always have a blast going, and I'm almost always running some sort of ability bling. Look at my daily stats. Today I'm #26 out of 5000000 members? And #38 for the week. So I'm not just spewing BS here. I see a lot of peop

Numb
He can’t feel the pain The wounds have turned into scars the scares make his skin thick and numb to the pain This makes a man hard It makes him cold The world loses its taste Morality, civility is all irrelevant Can’t feel the pain, do not fit in The sweltering jungle calls his name, the mosquitoes miss his thick cold blood. The sky does not let rain pour; there is no reason to, he is not there. The ground begs for his sweat. The desert is empty without him; it needs him. The dust storms go unnoticed. The sun has no one to bake. The inches of shadows found under a large boulder goes wasted. He is no there. The cold misses his cold blood. The frigged air has no one to cut and cause blisters. His skin can’t be cracked. The snow can’t melt about him; it can’t blind him with the reflections off of its surface. The morning cold misses the sound of his bone snapping and his joints popping. He can’t feel the pain His wounds have turned int

The Pleasure Of The Dark Night
In the darkness of the night, I lay here and often wonder why In the times that it should be, that she was taken from me Then I recall the times of old, where passion was alight a lot to be said Feeling her body next to mine, to feel her fire ignite from inside Her hands knowing what to do, her lips soft and pleasurable still To feel her passion give way to delight and her cries and screams knowing I am just right To feel that way ever again would be my drug of choice, to feel that fire to feel that arouse Would a woman ever look at me with that gleam in her eye? Or will I go on wondering why

The Man I Am Part 2
the other side of thee is a part everyone gets to see there's no secretes no surprises what you see is what you get all you see is simply me this is my life there's no gettin out no getin around it no unsure doubt raised by the best of men as well i'm a good guy although i'm goin straight to hell i'm tryin to be everything everyone of them are it's not so easy for the journey i have to travel is quite far i've been taught the values of pride i have my honor i dare not hide dignity and courage to do whats right for all my loved ones i'm willing to fight and i will take that fight straight to you to guard and protect thats what i'll do i'm made from the best of everyone of them how ever i do have my own flaws like popping off at the mouth and running my jaws i dont think before i speek my hearts to big which makes me week yet i'm not stupid and i'm not dumb just like these men i too stand for freedom i do bare the red white and blue i've also shared the same pain as those soldiers too my

The Man I Am Part 1
lets talk about a more serious side of me this is a side that not a lot get to see i'm different from your average everyday kind of guy listen to my tale and i'll tell you just why i was loved from the beginin raised by real women from my grandmothers and my mother too let me forget not, all my aunts, i luv ya i'll never forget you women who taught me how and what to do women who taught me what and shaped who i was to be real women who weren't afraid to rain hell down on me gave me values and raised me to be the man that i am they didn't just ask me yet made me do the best i can i was never spoiled i never had it all told never to back down to always stand tall they gave to me and taught me everything they could i learned hard lessons until i understood i'm not talking about the kind of girly women that would wrap me up when i fell down yet let me struggle and i learned to get myself off the ground i'm witty and sarcastic, straight to the point, smart and loving, with a huge heart my

7 Annoying Photograph Poses By Jeff Wysaski (just For Fun)
Browse any home photo album or online profile, and it’s pretty easy to spot the douchebags since they stick out like an overly tanned thumb. Here are seven of the most annoying photo poses that are a dead giveaway that someone is a douchebag:Lifting the Shirt to Show the AbsI know you think you’re telling the world that you’ve got a killer bod by nonchalantly lifting up that stupid shirt that’s obstructing the view of your abs, but really all you’re telling me is that you have a small penis. Because only a dude who is seriously overcompensating for something would feel the need to give the world the gift of his abs every time someone pulls out the camera.And don’t try to work around the whole issue by just taking the shirt off, either. Camera or not, if you’re constantly looking for an excuse to flash the abs, you’re a grade-A royal retard.FlexingFlexing is the lame cousin of the shirt raise and, unless you’re a professional wrestle

More Random Facts About Me!!!
Into: accents (everything to do with it), attention (receiving), bare handed spanking (receiving), caressing (receiving), clowns (watching others wear), collar and lead/leash (watching others wear), cunnilingus (receiving), flashing (giving), foot massage (receiving), hair pulling (receiving), handcuffs (wearing), hot oil massages (receiving), kissing (everything to do with it), leaving marks (receiving), making home movies (everything to do with it), male authority (receiving), military (everything to do with it), military uniforms (watching others wear), nudity (everything to do with it), oral sex (receiving),

Dallas Is Pro Booze
So check this out. Dallas wants to sell more booze while cities around the world are trying to minimize it. They are trying to get rid of "the dry areas" of the city. LMFAO What can I say, I like how they roll. LINK : http://www.dallasnews.com/sharedcontent/dws/news/localnews/stories/DN-wetdry_15met.ART.Central.Edition1.29aed4e.html

Why I Came Back
Well, I am back. The reason? Missed talking with Shay. But, I am still open to reconnecting with my old friends. But, you have to prove you care that I left. Come find me. Tell me you enjoyed having me as a friend. That's why I came here originally. For friends.

Love?
ok so my life has sucked pretty hardcore for the past 23 years that was untill i found something. something so specular something i thought could never be found. the kind of thing that could last a lifetime. the greatest thing in the world. i hope you all find it someday. everyone deserves to be as happy as i am now, and forever will be. thanx to you my very special someone this is for you. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U4fI93DHrY0

Dreams
They Aren't Meant To Come True Definitely Not For People Like Me And You They Will Usually Just Pass Us By Making Us Wish, Hope, And Wonder why We Keep On Thinking Every Single day That Something, Someone Special Will Come Our Way We Sometimes Don't Even See The Sign When It's Finally Our Space And Time Those Dreams That We have Always Thought Of Are Waiting For us, Not far Away, But..... In the Eyes, Heart, And Soul of Another Dreamer

Web Solutions
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I Can't Be Daddy
Mommy, I wanna go home.. This is our home now, Baby Mommy, where's Daddy?? He's in Colorado, Baby. With Grams.. Mommy, I wanna go with Grams We can't right now, Baby.. It's too far away Mommy?? Yes, Baby?? Can we go soon?? Yes, Baby, we can go soon Mommy?? Yes, Baby?? When is Daddy coming?? He's not, Baby. Daddy's staying with Grams. He is?? Yes, Baby.. But he loves you very much Daddy loves me?? Yes, Baby. Daddy loves you with all his heart. He loves you so much.. I love Daddy I know, Baby Mommy?? Yes, Baby?? I want Daddy.. I know Baby, I'm right here ok?? Mommy?? Yes, Baby?? I don't want you.. I want Daddy I can't be Daddy.. && the worst part is... Neither could you I watch my son's heart break && you aren't there to mend it. I see my son cry && you aren't there to wipe his tears. I feel my son, afraid && you aren't there to tell him, "It's ok." I watch my son grow && you aren't there to appreciate it. I see my son missing his daddy, && you are

Dream 1
It started the same way any other Friday night would, I thought, as I walked into the same club I had been to what seemed like a thousand times before. I made my way to the bar, zigzagging through clouds of smoke and waves of endless chatter. I arrive at my usual spot and take my seat as the bartender nods his normal greeting. Issuing back nothing more than a nod, he starts mixing my drink. What seems like hours go by before I notice her staring at me from across the bar. She's with two guys, but it's obvious that their attempts at seducing her are falling on deaf ears. Her gaze is focused on just one thing and the two would be suitors realize they are vying for the attention of someone that don't realize they exist. She is wearing a short black dress that isn't old fashioned yet still leaves a little to the imagination. Her legs were long, and her thigh high boots barely made a sound as she seemed to glide on air walking to me. I pretended not to notice her standing beside me

Need To Rant
Okay, I need to rant..I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on MichaelJackson . As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was anentertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spentmillions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villian to manypeople. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, andI respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the pointof my rant.Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses theirminds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to thecountry was to ENTERTAIN people, the Amercian people find the need toflock to a memorial in Hollywood , and even Congress sees the need tohold a "moment of silence" for his passing?Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and all of a sudden he's afreaking martyr because he entertained us for a few decades? Whatabout all those SOLDIERS who have died to give us freedom? All thoseSoldiers who, knowing that th

Break
Let go of the misery And retrace all the steps where youve been And forget all the history and start over again For as you can see it's all on me I can't erase it because it's with me every day The strangest feeling that never goes away Now I have to face it because I can't walk away And every I go until I break Let go of all confusion And forget the hate in their eyes And convince yourself it's illusion Find a reason to survive For as you can see it's all on me I cant erase it because it's with me every day The strangest feeling that never goes away Now I have to face it because I cant walk away And every I go until I break So maybe I cant be you But I choose not to be And maybe I dont need you to show me how to see But what if the sky fell and time slipped away If there are my last words then heres what I say! I cant erase it because its with me every day The strangest feeling that never goes away I cant erase it because its with me every day The strangest feeling th

Breaking Inside
I caught a chill and it's still frozen on my skin I think about why I'm alone, by myself No one else to explain how far do I go? No one knows If the end is so much better, why don't we just live forever? Don't tell me I'm the last one in line Don't tell me I'm too late this time I don't want to live To waste another day Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made Cause I feel like I'm breaking inside I don't want to fall and say I lost it all 'Cause baby there's a part of me to hit the wall Leaving pieces of me behind And I feel like I'm breaking inside Out here, nothings clear Except the moment I decided to move on and I ignited Disappear into the fear You know there ain't no comin' back When you're still carrying the past You can't erase, separate Cigarette in my hand, Hope you all understand I won't be the last one in line I finally figured out what's mine I don't want to live To waste another day Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made 'Cause I feel

Camgirls
LMAO! Some girl (NatalieSparks) asked me for my messenger, and I told her she could have it as long as she wasn't going to ask me to sign up for a cam website - and she blocked me. Oversensitive webcam girl? Yep. Listen, I have nothing against camgirls, and I would be more than happy to be friends with you (and may even seriously consider dating), but I'm not going to sign up for (and give my CC info to) a webcam site to see you strip - even if you claim it's free with your "access code" - and no amount of begging, pleading, rationalizing, or pouting will make me change my mind. I *might* consider signing up for your site if we're actually dating (or even just good friends) and have been for quite some time (days won't cut it - weeks might.) So please, if you happen to be a camgirl, don't be repelled by all this. I'm here to meet new friends, online or off, and who knows, maybe meet a potential GF, and camgirls are no different than any other girl. Just, please, seriously. Do

Angel Of Grace
My AngelAre you There? My Beloved... Where are Thee?Angel... I need you... I have fallenAnd my wings have broken...Are you watching down on me?My Love... My soul is dead without you.These eyes will not stop weeping...I need you... to hold... My darlingAngel of Grace

Something I Wrote July10-17th
Sandcastle I stand upon a moonlit beachWith the Atlantic ending at my feetNorth east wind whips at my backFor penance and grace I sorely lackI stand with sadness across my facePlaced on Earth this lonely placeThe tide calls deep as it pulls the sandFrom under my feet where I standI'm in its trance but I won't goBut stand my ground with all I knowWhat life throws me I won't denyMakes me flicker wane laugh and cryBut one day soon my sands of timeWill drag me out with evening tideTill all I am is a memoryAn epitath that stands for all to readBut my heart has caught every grain that fallsThru my hourglass yes, I will catch them allAnd transform this life to infinity With a place, a castle for you and me

Wrote July 16 2010
High Noon There is a place called lonliness Where all my snakes dare to treadHidden under floorboards of my youthAnd beneath me in the world of deadBut wherever it is I seem to go Follow aimlessly leashed and bound And hide it well for the sake of othersAnd reveal it when they're not aroundIt takes me to a place called nothingWhere dark is always thick and blackAnd night wont work, the blind can seetress if you pass, no going backThen another place called suicidea land of plenty called in mortem estWhere tickets are given free of chargeFor a train who's tracks I know the bestBut this moment is different than ever beforeThe ice cold shakes my memoryOf promises left and tasks undoneOf scenes long played by you and meMy doubt reveals a mysterious road

I Am
There's an overpowering bewildering and wholly addicting quality about you.. thoughts of the sedation of your kiss.. the gravity in your smile and the way your wiles intoxicate and permeate me from distances and raise me to heights that make even the very heavens enviousI linger in the sway of your tone... it resounds with bountiful echos through the hallows of my heart and floods it with a splash of comfort and knowing... and I amfalling with and yet somehow without, you are amazing indeed a treasure and I am blessed in every instance that I am graced with your silk-spun sweetly seductive eloquently romantic prose and like the dew that kisses sweetly the petals in a rose garden in the earliest hour of dawn, my eye glitters and gleams with a purity and contentment of a newborn child.. and I amcomforted at the thought of walking the world with you arm in arm amidst my dreams... in scenes and scenarios that I will retrace with curvy smirks as I stir my morning coffee and sigh that I am.

Some Ettiquete
i only bomb on double points days, and my list is generally about 30 minutes long, so you have a good 25+ minutes at the end of my bombing to get some love from me if you just follow these few simple guidelines! 1. HAVE A FOLDER WITH 250 PICS IN IT. it cant be NSFW, since we're not allowed to bomb those. a bomb is basically instant 11s on up to 250 pics, BUT if you have less than 250 you get less points (and so do it). so all you need to do is throw some random junk together and load it in a folder. 1a. oh yeah, when mass uploading, only do about 20 pics at a time, or it fails. 2. MARK YOUR BOMB FOLDER. links in the SB are nice, but sometimes they're broken or i get a message that the pics are currently unavailable for some damn reason. SO, mark a folder with lots of text stuff to be eye catching, such as BOMBBOMBBOMB or >>>>>>BOMB

~for Friends***guido Zen`
***For my True Friends in this FuNation....thanks for being Real....hope this helps your heart as it has touched mine with experience along the journey.....peace **No Man or Woman is worth your tears, But Once You find One that Is, He or She won't make you Cry... **What a friend is for...when you are lost in Darkness and Searching for the Light...to Help you through those Lonely Nights...when everything around you Fails....Just hold our Your Hand...and I will come Running....that is what a Friend is for.... **Be still when You have Nothing to Say....and when Genuine Passion move You...Say what you have to say and Say it HOT **Do Not Ask a Person to be what He or She is Not....Do not ask of a Person what they can not give...Accept who they are, what they give and what you can offer them....expecting only good in return... **People will always talk, games will be played, loves gained and loves lost, hearts broken....but there are no friends or enemies...Only how WE choose to Live

Smiles
My Special ListI have a list of folks I know...all written in a book,And every now and then..I go and take a look.That is when I realizethese names... they are a part,not of the book they're written in...but taken from the heart.For each Name stands for someone...who has crossed my path sometime,and in that meeting they have become...the reason and the rhyme.Although it sounds fantastic...for me to make this claim,I really am composed...of each remembered name.Although you're not aware...of any special link,just knowing you, has shaped my life...more than you could think.So please don't think my greeting...as just a mere routine,your name was not...forgotten in between.For when I send a greeting...that is addressed to you,it is because you're on the list...of folks I'm indebted to.So whether I have known you...for many days or few,in some ways you have a part...in shaping things I do.I am but a total...of many folks I've met,you are a friend I would prefer...never to forget.

The Charge Of Eris
"I have come to tell you that you are free. Many ages ago, My consciousness left humanity, that they might develop themselves. I return to find this development approaching completion, but hindered by fear and by misunderstanding. You have built for yourselves psychic suits of armor, and clad in them, your vision is restricted, your movements are clumsy and painful, your skin is bruised, and your spirit is broiled in the sun. I am chaos. I am the substance from which your artists and scientists build rhythms. I am the spirit with which your children and clowns laugh in happy anarchy. I am chaos. I am alive, and I tell you that you are free."

The Real Facts Of Life
There are a couple basic truths in the universe, for example, jumping out of an airplane without a parachute is hazardous to your health except if you do it while the plane is on the ground. The sun seems to rise every morning and set every evening. Most importantly, men are born with a constant run of testosterone and women are born to have total control of the testosterone spigot! This is a fact of life like gravity. There is nothing any of us can do about it and it means that the ladies are in charge of the universe. At least our corner of it here on this planet. Guys, I am sorry. We have spent most of the course of human history trying to show how dominant we are. Yet that soft and beautiful lady over there need only expose a little cleavage and we are reduced to complete blithering idiots within seconds. Many people do not know that men are given an orientation on these universal truths just before birth. I am not sure what celestial university does this presentation b

So Cold
Crowded streets are cleared away one by oneHollow heroes separate as they runYou're so cold, keep your hand in mineWise men wonder while strong men dieShow me how it ends, it's all rightShow me how defenseless you really areSatisfied and empty insideWell that's alright, let's give this another tryIf you find your family don't you cryIn this land of make believe, dead and dryYou're so cold but you feel aliveLay your hand on me one last timeShow me how it ends, it's all rightShow me how defenseless you really areSatisfied and empty insideWell that's alright, let's give this another tryShow me how it ends, it's all rightShow me how defenseless you really areSatisfied and empty insideWell that's alright, let's give this another tryIt's alright

I Will Not Bow
FallNow the dark begins to riseSave your breath, it's far from overLeave the lost and dead behindNow's your chance to run for coverI don't want to change the worldI just want to leave it colderLight the fuse and burn it upTake the path that leads to nowhereAll is lost againBut I'm not giving inI will not bow, I will not breakI will shove the world awayI will not fall, I will not fadeI will take your breath awayFallWatch the end from dying eyesNow the dark is taking overShow me where forever diesTake the fall and run to heavenAll is lost againBut I'm not giving inI will not bow, I will not breakI will shove the world awayI will not fall, I will not fadeI will take your breath awayAnd I'll survive paranoidI have lost the will to changeAnd I am not proud, cold blooded, fakeI will shove the world awayI will not bow, I will not breakI will shove the world awayI will not fall, I will not fadeI will take your breath awayAnd I'll survive, paranoidI have lost the will to changeAnd I am not prou

True Love
the paths we choose in life are so very different from each others . i met someone on here maybe a year ago or more we became friend a and eventually we professed our love to one another . we had a nice ride for awhile and then do to circumstnces beyond our control he had to let each other go . so there we are or should i say i am with no purpose . i try to survive and i do but not with heart ache and pain by others . being used and being in the background and always getting hurt . so i decided to contact the one i new i loved i hopes that she will talk to me . not knowing what will happen and not knowing the path we would take . the old saying goes in you love someone let them go if you find your way back to each other it is true love . so i waited and then the moment came that she answered me . we talked about life and about each other . now i have my molly back in my life and will never let her go again under any circumstances. we found each other

I Dont Care!
I try to make it through my life, in my way, there's you I try to make it through these lies, and that's all I do Just don't deny it, Don't try to fight this ,and deal with it and that's just part of it, If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care Just go and leave this all behind Cause i swear,i don't care I try to make you see my side Always trying to stay in line But your eyes see right through That's all they do I'm getting buried in this place I got no room your in my face don't say anything just go away If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care Just go and leave this all behind Cause i swear i don't care If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care Just and and leave this all behind

Fubar Support
I WILL BE THE FIRST TO ADMIT I OVER REACT ABOUT STUFF, BUT THIS JUST PISSED ME OFF! IF I WAS ONE OF THE POPULAR PEOPLE ON HERE OR SOMEONE WHO SPENT TONS OF MONEY, I GUARANTEE YOU MY ANSWER FROM SUPPORT WOULD HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT. THEY REFUSED TO HELP ME ONCE BEFORE WHEN I HAD MY ACCOUNT STOLEN. THE BITCH WHO STOLE IT STILL USES IT ON HERE. I LOST A YEAR PAID VIP, DONT REMEMBER HOW MANY BLING CREDITS, LEVEL 26 AND HUNDREDS OF FRIENDS. I WAS TOLD I MUST HAVE GIVEN OUT MY PASSWORD TO THIS GIRL....DUH. I HAVE NEVER GIVEN MY PASSWORD TO ANYONE AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHO THIS PERSON IS. I KNOW THE PEOPLE WORKING ON HERE HAVE MORE IMPORTANT THINGS TO TAKE CARE OF BUT I FEEL LIKE I WAS PRETTY MUCH CALLED A LIAR AND I DO NOT APPRECIATE IT. MY RESPONSE TO FUBAR SUPPORT: the one referral that is showing doesn't have any photos. the one that is showing as the same IP as i'm on now is a woman i work with and the other two are pretty real people last time I checked. Maybe those IP addresses shou

Loving Arms
If you could see me now The one who said that she's rather roam The one who said she'd rather be alone If you could only see me now If I could hold you nowJust for a moment, if I could really make you mineJust for a while, turn back the hands of timeIf I could only hold you nowI've been too long in the windToo long in the rainTaking any comfort that I canLooking back and longing forThe freedom of my chainsAnd lying in your loving arms againIf you could hear me nowSinging somewhere through the lonely nightsDreaming of the arms that held me tightIf you could only hear me now

Domination
I would love to have a strong woman just throw me to the ground and pin me there. To have her look down upon me with amusement and confidence as I put up a useless struggle knowing that no matter how hard i try i am at her mercy. Her verbal humiliation of me serves as reassurance of my inferiority and further drives me to mental as well as physical defeat. I continue to struggle but the more i do she just laughs because she knows that I could never possess the strength to overpower her. She begins to taunt me...calling me a weak pussy boy and by this point i was broken...mentally and physically. She senses my destruction. She tells me that I never stood a chance against her........she was right. She told me that Men are so weak. She whispers to me..."Im gonna finish you off....lights out pussy boy.." All i could do is lay there...looking up at her magnificent body....waiting for my ultimate end. She stood up...slowly turned around...positioned her incredible ass right over my

Why?
Ever wonder Why? life throws us cruve balls and never tells us why or how to straighten them out Ever wonder why? when you go down a path that you don't pay attention till you have to walk that path for the second time Ever wonder why? once you walk the path the second time that you see things a little different than you did the first time Ever wonder why? once you finally sit and think of things that its not so bad as the person sitting next to you Ever wonder why? your life is sometimes turned upside down and inside out and not knowing how to get out from under it Ever wonder why? once you figure out how to get out from underneath that rock you barried yourself under that life isnt all that bad and you can work things out some how Ever wonder why? when you finally find your soul mate why you can't breathe, eat , sleep without thinking of them Ever wonder why? you can't breathe, sleep, or eat without thinking of them every second of every day Ever wonder why?&in

Reader Participation Encouraged!...
so...I was just sitting here listening to one of my favorite bands...because tomorrow their last CD ever is going to be released...sad day! :( so I thought I'd post some of my favorite lines from their songs...and you should reply with some lyrics from your favorite songs! :) it'll be fun! "I can't stay over you. It seems we drive forever but can never get away from here, just one more try. I'm guessing you are over me, I guess it's bravery." "I'm tasting nothing but 4 words, "please don't leave me"." "Well they're just thoughts so go ahead and speak. So pick out what you like and call me when you're on the way. You can spend the night and hope to sleep all day. For me its just another week, twenty eight was once how I dreamed. And with your scent on my face I can leave and have you for days." "I still can't see you. The summer came and we got lost, all of us. You are nothing with out her. I still wont remember your face, the features mix too well with this alcohol. So w

[i've Managed To Create An Extra Step]
......... and my douchey forum cohort hasn't sent me the confirmation yet.I swear to god if I get screwed again on this JR custom...ohrightanywayI'm assembling my second Zaku IWhy my second?.........because it was $15 instead of $35 and I have nothing else to do?I could be attempting to unlock more items in MGPW but... some other night.Truth be told this was a bit of an odd kitIts the Zaku I Ramba Ral customand it is loaded with extra parts.Enough parts to really consider alt builds and mods.The RR custom comes with 3 chest plates, 3 torso plates, and 3 cod piecesIt also comes with alternate shoulder designs and 2 dome shields for the shoulderstypically the Zaku 1 only features a dome shield on the left shoulder.So I'm building this one closer to a standard version.One shoulder shield- no fanciful chest plate, I haven't decided on actually using the face and leg tubes included with the kit.Another perk to this kit is that it comes with 2 machine guns and a bazooka so... I literally hav

The Silk Paper Wrapping
A friend of mine opened his wife's underwear drawer and picked up a silk paper wrapped package:"This, - he said - isn't any ordinary package."He unwrapped the box and stared at both the silk paper and the box."She got this the first time we went to New York, 8 or 9 years ago. She has never put it on, was saving it for a special occasion. Well, I guess this is it." He got near the bed and placed the gift box next to the other clothing he was taking to the funeral house. His wife had just died. He turned to me and said:"Never save something for a special occasion. Every day in your life is a special occasion"..I still think those words changed my life.Now I read more and clean less.I sit on the porch without worrying about anything.I spend more time with my family, and less at work.I understood that life should be a source of experience to be lived up to, not survived through. I no longer keep anything. I use crystal glasses every day... I'll wear new clothes to go to the supermarke

This Is What Im Talking About
9:12pm sean dolata: hi katie my name is sean i need to talke to you cancel Chat 9:13pm sean dolata: hello cancel Chat 9:16pm sean dolata: hi katie cancel Chat 9:22pm sean dolata: hey kaatie its sean i need to talke to you right now cancel Chat

Whisper
Whisper in my ear and tell me everything's alright Hold me close and help me make it through this lonely night Promise me the sweet things that all lovers always do And for tonight I promise I'll believe the words are true Make me think that everything's exactly what it seems I'll close my eyes and put aside so many shattered dreams I need to wipe away the dust of things that went before So hold me close and tell me this will last forevermore Here in the darkness, next to you, I'll give you all my trust Though I know words turn into ashes, diamonds turn to dust Just say the words you've said and heard, we all know what to say I need to hear them all tonight, to chase this pain away Tell me that I am the one that you've been waiting for And I'll believe each word until you walk out of the door A whisper is the sweetest thing, makes all the words sound right I promise I won't hold you to them in the morning light The world is such a lonely place and life can be so cold Tonight I

Random Poetry
I love you dearly and with all of me,more than the eye can ever seemore than words can ever saygrowing more with every day...I love your smiles and sweet caressall the things you do, I confessmore than sunshine, or fields of snowmore than the moonlights gentle glowi love you without words, none can compareI love you so deeply, with every memory we sharemore than diamonds, pearls and goldmore than the stars the skies can holdEvery day, much more than the lastyou are my present, my future and pasta lifetime and more I'll love only youthis love is so perfect, so beautiful and true ---------------------------------------------- I love you, can you feel it?In each rush of wind, can you hear it?In the twinkle of starlight, can you see it?The destiny of my life in you......Be mine always,Be mine forever,Be mine eternallyAnd always until the end of time. ---------------------------------------------- I'll hold you in my heart, safely tucked awayand wrap you in my arms, each and every daya

Facebook Fortune
Not so long ago...in fact, it was just yesterday...I found this pic on my facebook homepage uploaded by Jay. The caption read "Can you be more specific?" This might seem innocent, but trust me when I say Jay is a little demanding. A little demanding is actually a little bit of an understatement. I commented anyway. Me: Maybe it means you should try shooting heroin in your eye. I hear people love that. Jay: I already have. Me: You have the marks. You do have the marks. Buck: Try being straight for once. I knew you were coming onto me when you gave me that cookie. Jay: That's how I meet gay dudes. WTF...you took the bait. Buck: Damn....well, would you at least ease it in like a gentleman? (I never get the guy I'm-going-to-fuck-you-in-the-ass jokes and I didn't think Buck's comment was even in the ballpark of funny, but I still felt this conversation could be saved.) Me: I heard it's much better to go in full force....like ripping off a bandaid. Jay: You heard? Haaaaa!!!!!!

Diamond Eyes
To the edge Til we all get off I will take you away with me Once and for all Time will see us realign Diamonds rain across the sky Shower me into the same realm Calculate I'll embrace Hold on, come with me now Run away outer space with me Once and for all Time will see us realign Diamonds rain across the sky Shower me into the same realm Time will see us realign Diamonds rain across the sky I will lead us to the same realm Get Set! When the coffin shakes And the needle breaks Come run away with me Come on you'll see Once and for all Time will see us realign Diamonds rain across the sky Shower me into the same realm Time will lead us to the same realm I will lead us to the same realm

The Man...
When a man's heart is filled with hate and deciete....it burns in those flames and a dark shadow falls over his soul From the ashes of a once good man...has risen a curse...a wrong that must be righted against an army of shadows stands a lone dark warrior...look unto the sky's for vendicator for he is one that will strike fear into the black hearts of those that created him hear as he speaks with a voice of silence, and he fights with a mission of justice

Lifes Wrongs And Rights
Take a minute, close your eyes, clear your mind, plug on in To existence on our planet, not just yourself or your next of kin Forget every little lesson that mom and pops have shown to you Find a window in the madness, see the world and the truth So you say, so you do, so you reap and so you get Little bees and little birds, all these lessons you can forget Open your eyes to all the things in this world you're quick to pass Hit the brakes for fortunes sake and see how long your mental lasts See the poeple out here hurting, take the time to know their name Hear the wounds fall from their lips,are they really so insane? Rejected daily by society under the title of vagrant or bum Labelled by those most fortunate who are scared to give up some And see the so called righteous as in high their pulpits stand Quoting love for all around us, earth, animal, plant, and man Leaving their places of prayer and sacrifice, shedding their glorious robes To pass the needy waiting

Undevided Love
Undivided Love Is Forever Loved No matter how far the distance may find two souls in life, That stands between them, There spirits are one. And there compassion is life. And there gift is each other is there heart beats, Shared by the warmth of two hearts that will still shine even when apart, Because they do believe there one soul and spirit is shared by one mind. Into each others endless love that can not be Divided by the distance or space between them Since there souls are so connected by love an the truth is unbound and blissful and endless love. By Mike

An Angel Went To Heaven Today
An angel went to heaven today. He told God, There is trouble on earth. God asked, What trouble? There are sad People there. The angel said. They look for something they can not find. God asked, What is it They look for? The angel said, They look for love, lord “LOVE” God replied. Love is not looked for. It is given. A Gift from soul to soul. Love cant be seen, Unless it is in the eyes. Love cant be held, Unless it is in the body. Love cant be Heard, Unless it is in the mind. Love cant be Taested, Unless it is on the lips You may not know when it is given to you. You may not even know when you give it. So, Dont spend your time looking for love. Be the first to give love, And you will find it in the Eyes Body Mind And on the lips of the ones you have given it to. By Mike

Passing Souls
Passing Souls Late in life two souls meet. There soft voices offer comfort To each other. The more they talk comfort turns to friendship. As time passes friendship turns to love. As there love grows the souls gain faces. As there faces become clear, fear creeps in. Fear of lost love or fear of image. Two souls soon part to stop the pain, the pain they felt so many times. Now fear has passes the pain still strong. They search for that comfort they once shared and hope to meet again to test there fate. So hold on to friendship every day and don’t let fear get in the way. Bye Mike

Dreams Of Lilith
Dreams of Lilith 2003 This piece of work commemorates my showing at Echo Gallery in Chicago, IL starting on March 8, 2003. This piece also features the beautiful image of Playboy Model/Artist Muse Veronika, who is also the curator of Echo. According to the Jewish tradition, Lilith was the first wife of Adam, before Eve. They say she was Caine's mother, not Eve. Since Lilith was created from the same source of Adam, both having been formed from the ground, they were equal in all ways. When he tried to make her submit to his will, she rebelled and flew away (Lilith didn't want to lie under him during sexual relations, because she considered that position as "insulting"). She went near the Red Sea and coupled with the Djinns, giving birth to a lot of demonic children (called Lilim). God, in order to try and convince her to come back to Adam, sent three Angels to reason with her (Sanvi, Sansanvi and Semangelaf), but Lilith refused to return. The Angels punished her by ext

Holy Wall Of Text!
So, I got a friend request. It was not empty. I'll not waste words now as this is what it said... Hello Dear How are you doing?Impressing is what i describe your captivating profile as a near perfect description of what i desire in a man and any woman would seek for in a man.But all that don't matter as all real love relationships begin on a basic foundation of friendship..My Name is regina.I would like you to write to me and tell me all about urself as i would do too if u so wish..well i am a mixed, african and American Born and Raised in the states.I lost my dad when i was 10 years old.My Mom later moved back to Africa where she is rigth now.I stay in jersey,Georiga but currently out of the states,currently in africa visiting my sick mum{hope you are not discouraged} but i will be back in the states as soon as she get better."reginasmith1981@yahoo.com" email address you can mail me through.And you can also Chat with me on "reginasmith1981" so Email me.Thanks for being patient eno

Hurting
For all the times,You weren't by my side,For all the times,You just watched me cry.Everything you put me through,Hurts me so bad now,And the pain wont fade away,So now I have to live with it every day.I cant believe you would do this,After you told me you loved me,And I thought it was true,But I guess you lied.Now I'm here alone,Without you by my side,No one for me to talk to,About what I'm going through.

Strong
I always believed you when you said I was weak, Afraid to hold on – afraid to let go; Terrified of failing – running from success; Standing in confusion despite everything I know. But I figured out that everything you said Was just a part of chaining me to your side; The words that you screamed at the top of your lungs Were carefully chosen to wipe away my pride. And now that my eyes can see your truth, Now that my tears have washed away the lies, I’ve come to the conclusion that all of the weakness Was part of the man I have come to despise. And now I’m strong – Stronger than I ever thought I’d be; And I’ll move on ‘Cause giving up is not a part of me; And I’ll find joy In everything I’m leaving far behind; You cannot win ‘Cause I’m the captain of my own mind.