Why is it when you do so much its never right? liveing a life of being yelled at..idk i feal stuck,lost,depressed, and anger... Dont know how much longer i'm gonna be able to keep sain int he house i live in.. allways being yelled at, alway being put down, alway being told what i should or shouldnt do.. i fucken sick anf tierd of my roomated shit.. there the fucken lazy ones.. never cleaning up.. never makeing appointments.. its like a game with them... see how many things we can find with peoples falt...
I just want to be happy and with loved ones.. all i wanted in life was to find someone to shear good times with.. to injoy life.. not live in it fealling like shit.. ( I Have found someone i LOVE with all my heart)
I just want to leave this place and run away.. Its allways been bad here.. but shits hitting the fan know my roomates Prg.. lol i get kicked out every other day.. i just wanted to tell someone whats on my mind.. cause i dont have anyone right now avalible to vent to..
But ya other then my home live i have to say i have found that one person that puts a smile on my face, and makes me feal good, i lover her more then anything in my life, and i want to be near that person till the end of time..she makes me feal like that teenager.. i think about her all day and night and i love spending time with her :)
So i guess life isnt so bad.. you have to take the good with the bad... i just wish it could be easyer, but i bet every one does too.. its just not made like that.. thnx for reading .. i feal better now i sould vent some where