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Self Worth
After a while you learn the subtle differences between holding a hand and chaining a soul. ?? And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure that you really are strong and you really do have worth. And you learn and you learn with every goodbye you learn . . . NO ONE CAN GIVE YOU SELF WORTH, YOU MUST FIND IT INSIDE OF YOURSELF. IF YOU ARE LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO COMPLETE YOUR
What Do U Do All Day
What Do You Do All Day?A man came home from work and found his three children outside, still in their pajamas, playing in the mud, with empty food boxes and wrappers strewn all around the front yard.The door of his wife's car was open, as was the front door to the house and there was no sign of the dog. Proceeding into the entry, he found an even bigger mess. A lamp had been knocked over, and the throw rug  was wadded against one wall.In the front room the TV was loudly blaring a Cartoon channel, and the family room was strewn with toys and various items of clothing.In the kitchen, dishes filled the sink, breakfast food was spilled on the counter, the fridge door was open wide, dog food was spilled on the floor, a broken glass lay under the table, and a small pile of sand was spread by the back door.He quickly headed up the stairs, stepping over toys and more piles of clothes, looking for his wife. He was worried she might be ill, or that something serious had happened.He was met with
Single Moms
I am a single mom of two children doing the best I can to raise them right in a society who thinks the daddy should be around. Fuck it! It's not our faults that these panty waists can't pull their heads out and step up! Just keep doin what your doin and love your kids with all of. Stay strong ladies and always remember you are not alone! Being a single mom is tough and each and every one of you doing it right is somebody's hero! Don't forget it. If you doubt it just look at your kids!
Sweet Julie's Ecstasy
Touch Me   Touch me Make me feel your warmth Wrap your legs around me Dig your heels in, pull me close Let me feel your moistness Taste your essence Hear you murmur soft cooing As I enter your spirituality Your womnahood Touch me Make me yours Let me feel your ecstasy Until I am spent
Mj Who???
On June 25, 2009 the US lost a brave soul and true American hero. Of course, you'll never hear of him. If he got mentioned on the news it was only as a statistic...a mere number on a tally sheet. Celebrities and reporters didn't come out of the woodwork to praise him. Nobody made a fake tagged profile in his honor. No one will sell tickets to his memorial service on ebay. No helicopters will follow the progress of his casket. Maybe, if he's lucky some old vet will do his best to play taps by his grave.   You see, he was merely a Firtst Lieutenant killed by an IED in Afgahnistan. But they die every day, so it's no big deal. Maybe if he knew how to moon walk somebody(besides HIS devastated family) would care?
This blog is about nothing, thanks for taking the time to browse. ;-)
I Guess I Wanted To Post Something I Wrote When I Was Young... Tho Im Not Sure It Makes Sence Anymore *ponders
the song has played in my head again,its slow tortureous beat...the drum of life seeking out the deadthey're rushing for my soul,sick and twisted is the song,honest to its beat... though only imaginary by realitythe lyrics are coming whole,the rift has formed around the stringsthe song grabbing at my feet...the ears that hear the sound start to bleedeyes only seeing coal,a tune so chilling to grasp my heart,its deadly wonders almost complete...i have to wonder from where it comesthe song most real as the maniacle lyrics flow,the blood hath flowed from the heart's destructive wound,powerful is this songs bring misery yet to enchantthe bass has dug the hole,the song plays now louder than it ever has,reality within reach...the touch of the tunes dark lipsits mouth an unending goal,striving for the strength of a ballad,whose truth is now complete...i shall carry on the words of its helland place its torch upon the pole,the words i have learned are quite simple,endurence is all i
Allowing Our Loved Ones To Be Human
Putting People on a PedestalWhen we fall in love with someone or make a new friend, we sometimes see that person in a glowing light. Their good qualities dominate the foreground of our perception and their negative qualities. They just don’t seem to have any. This temporary state of grace is commonly known as putting someone on a pedestal. Often times we put spiritual leaders and our gurus on pedestals. We have all done this to someone at one time or another, and as long as we remember that no one is actually “perfect,” the pedestal phase of a relationship can be enjoyed for what it is—a phase. It’s when we actually believe our own projection that troubles arise.Everyone has problems, flaws, and blind spots, just as we do. When we entertain the illusion that someone is perfect, we don’t allow them room to be human, so when they make an error in judgment or act in contradiction to our idea of perfection, we become disillusioned. We may get angry or di
Only In Texas....
Texas Sex - The Rodeo Position  Two Texans were out on the range talking about their favourite sex positions.   One said, "think I enjoy the rodeo position the best."  "I don't think I have ever heard of that one," said the other cowboy. "What is it ?"  "Well, it's where you get your wife down on all fours and you mount her from behind. Then you reach around and cup each one of her breasts in your hands and whisper in her ear, 'Boy, these feel just like your sister's.'  Then you try and stay on for 8 seconds."
Miss Joyce
Toward the end of Sunday service, the Minister asked, 'How many of you have forgiven your enemies?'80% held up their hands.The Minister then repeated his question. All responded this time, except one small elderly lady.'Miss Joyce''; 'Are you not willing to forgive your enemies?'I don't have any.' She replied, smiling sweetly.'Miss Joyce', that is very unusual. How old are you?''Ninety-eight.' she replied.'Oh,  Miss.  Joyce, would you please come down in front & tell us all how a person can live ninety-eight years & not have an enemy in the world?'The little sweetheart of a lady tottered down the aisle,  faced the congregation, and said:'I outlived the bitches.
Buying Viagra
        An old man goes into a drug store to buy some Viagra 'Can I have 6 tablets, cut in quarters?'   'I can cut them for you' said Dan the pharmacist ' But a quarter tablet will not give you a full erection. '   'I am 96' said the old man.'I don't want an erection. I just want it sticking out far enough so I don't piss on my slippers.' 
Love My Sweetie
i am so in love with my sweetie she means everything to me
A Soldier Morn's Mj's Death
        This is written by a young man serving his third tour of duty inIraq.     Thought you might find his take on the Michael Jackson newsinteresting.             "Okay, I need to rant.        I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson.  As we all know, Jackson died the other day.  He was an entertainer who performed for decades.  He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villian to many people.  I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant.        Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief.  When a man dies whose only contribution to the  country was to ENTERTAIN people, the Amercian people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood, and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing?        Am I missing something here?  ONE man dies, and a
You Broke My Hreat-
'm sitting here whilst writing this song ,Thinking of how it all went wrong, I can't quite make out, what i said to you, To make you act like your starting to, You're breaking my heart, With the pain you put me through, I'm tearing up the letters, That i got from you, I'm looking out my window, And guess what i see? ,A newly married couple, That's what we were meant to be.,Stop breaking my heart,With those words you say to me,I not gonna listen,I'll throw away the key,I'm running away from the madness in my head ,Trying to find a reason why,You did what you did and said what you said,I think it's time thatwe said goodbye,You're breaking my heart,Over and over again,Why cant i make you see,That i ain't like other men,  hope your happy now, To see me in this state, Now you're saying sorry, Well tuff it's too late, You've broken my heart, And what you see is true, I'm living like a tramp, This is all down to you,.......   Love forever no more Rhino
People Who Get Into Fights On The Internet.
NOBODY cares about threats over the internet,so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard.Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics;Even if you win, you're still retarded.
Mr. Romance
DJ MR. Romance Himself@ fubar
Computer Screen Lol
"Today, I saw a spot on my computer screen. I tried to use my finger to rub it off. Then, I tried using my nail. Then I tried to windex it off. I continued scratching at it with my nail. A half hour and one scratched screen later, I realized the spot was part of the webpage I was looking at. FML"
Talk About Bad Timing! Lol
"Today, I was flirting with this cute girl from Croatia that is part of the my exchange group in Holland. After a few beers and some smooth talking, she led me inside to a closed off room. We were about to have sex when her boyfriend of 2 years called and proposed to her. FML"
Always Delete Things From Your Cell When You Sell It On Ebay! (last One For Tonight)
"Today, I got an email from a guy to whom I sold my old phone to over eBay. Turns out I forgot to delete the nude photos of myself and my boyfriend that I had stored up. His email asked me for "any PIN numbers needed to use the phone, and oh by the way, nice tits." FML"
A New Fsamily Member
to those friends I chat with and know about him, my grandson was born last night: 8:57 AM 7/8 Cayden Hunter was born at 9:39 pm on 7-7-09. Weight: 6 lbs 8 oz Height: 20.25 in. He is perfect! thank-you to those who sent their well wishes and prayers
Spooky Facts About Mj
Well here are a few facts about Michael Jackson that some may find eerie... He had his first 7 songs stay at #1 for 7 weeks. Each of his top 3 albums had 7 #1s off of each one. He was the 7th sibling in the family. He signed his Will on 7/7/02 He had his memorial 7/7/09 and that was exactly 7 years from the date of signing his will...   hmmm coincidence or eerie....
Hmmm Lol
Copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. Deck: Ancient Enlightened Tarot Children's Tarot Crystal Tarot Dante Tarot Etruscan Tarot Fairy Tarot Fey Tarot Leonardo Da Vinci Tarot Nefertari's Tarot Tarot of the Gnomes Tarot of the Hidden Folk Tarot of the New Visions Tarot of the Renaissance Tarot of the Spirit World Tarots of Marseille Tarots of the Sphynx Universal Goddess Tarot Universal Tarot Visconti Tarots The Queen of Chalices card reversed suggests that you may have difficulty accepting love or intimacy without strings, or are tired of faking it or being exploited. Looking in the mirror and reassess the value and power you place in sex, beauty or compliance. You have much more to offer in a relationship. This habitual process of distancing yourself emotionally could be a defensive mechanism to keep from being abandoned or rejected by love again. There might not be any happiness or future in this solitary illusion or passionless situation. Take the opportunity to finally give voice
Dazed And Confused
I would come here more often, but to tell you the truth, I am absolutely confused on how to navigate this stuff. My 12 yr. old daughter can do more things on the computer than I can. How did that happen? I went to a club (is that what you call it)? once....and was totally lost.  Since I'm missing a little bit please bear with me.
I need new friends to join my page please stop in.
What If Our Time Was Short?
Returning to our routine, we get dressed without saying a word.  It seems that haste is stronger than passion.  Those memories and all our times together like darts they hit me in the heart.  Then the melancholy without mercy attacks me from behind.  I begin to think:  What if our time was short, if our days were gone tomorrow, have made it very clear that I adore you with my life?  If our life were cut short and I won’t be able to make love to you again, will I swear to you, (just in time) that no one will ever love you like I do?   The afternoon dyes slowly and the hours consumes me, I am anxious to see you.  I don’t understand how we allowed the everyday life to change the way we love.  No one really knows for sure what they have until they face the fear of losing it forever.  
Fate Of Desire
  -The death of NFL star Steve Mc Nair gave me food for thought.. -By nature we tend to chase after that inner desire for love, wealth and to be treated like kings or queens or even to become one..Even being married, being in a relationship or having kids has little power to tame the flame.. -We sometimes push our limit, our boundaries and go into territories that we are oblivious to, that we know the danger of.. We cheat and steal thinking its fun or a way of life, just to get what we want. -But there is a price to pay for how we live, This star died by the hands of cheating and u have to ask urself if wisdom is a thing of the past? [[The old definition of a mistress was a woman who was set up in her own apartment, given money for the essentials of life and and in turn made herself available to her keeper whenever he wanted her. The girl in question was just a hooker trading sex for the promise of a big-time football player husband. He handed her the line they all do: "I'm going
Sometimes By: Sapphos Sisters
Sometimeswhat I needis to be taken hardwithout careor warningor even consentand used utterlyknowing that you'll give menot what I cravebut all that I need:that you'll fold me across your lapand beat me,tip me on the floorand bind me,spread my splayed legs wideand fuck mehardfrom behindunceasing - till I'm pleadinglike a bad, little girl,yelping like a bitch in heat,sobbingwith reluctant thanks.This isn't what I want(honestly)but it's what I need ........ sometimes.
His Castle, Her Prison
His Castle, Her Prison   Memorized by his charms, He captured her heart and soul. With a promise of lasting love, He placed upon her head a crown.   Adoration gleaming in his eyes, He introduced her to his friends. Proclaiming her his Princess Vowing always to be her Prince.   The crown placed upon her head Became one forged of fear and pain With the promise of more to come, His Castle became her Prison.   Light turned to darkness, Gloom would come to visit. His charms turned to rage. Her heart and soul prisoner.   Release sought from despair, She turned within herself. Seeking relief from her Hell. By ending her suffering on earth.  
Love Always Is
ALKALINE TRIO LYRICS "This Could Be Love" I've got a book of matches I've got a can of kerosene I've got some bad ideas involving you and me I don't blame you for walking away I touched myself had thoughts of flames I shat the bed and laid there in it Thinking of you wide awake for days Wide awake for days And I found you tongue-tied in my twisted little brain You couldn't crack a smile I didn't catch your name I don't blame you for walking away I'd do the same if I saw me I swear it's not contagious In four short steps we can erase this Step one -- slit my throat Step two -- play in my blood Step three -- cover me in dirty sheets and run laughing out of the house Step four -- stop off at Edgebrook Creek and rinse your crimson hands You took me hostage and made your demands I couldn't meet them so you cut off my fingers, one by one I'm like a broken record I've got a needle scratching me It injects the poison of alcohol I.V. I don't blame you for walking away I'd do the same if I
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Sometimes we see things that aren’t meant to be seen.Sometimes things aren’t always as they seem.Sometimes we need someone to call our own,Especially when we’re alone.Sometimes people just can’t understand,Why things get out of hand.Sometimes life just isn’t fair,Especially when people just don’t care.And sometimes it's hard to say,Why things have to be this way.Sometimes it’s all you can do to get by,Especially when dreams continue to die.Sometimes it’s nice to sit in the rain.Even to just relieve the pain.And when we’ve had a really bad day,Sometimes we just need to get away.We never know what’s wrong with out pain.Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.And sometimes when people get hurt, Even the strongest ones may need comfort
Coz, Thats All. Just Coz
Hello to all, I've not posted a blog in a while so here goes. I have been busy trying to catch up on friends that I had not talked to in about a year. I am planning to visit with my mum soon, I am already in the states , Sitting in Lexington Kentucky at a hotel. Been here awhile waiting for my sis to get over so we can finish making plans. She is also going with me to see her. I know this may seem lame to a lot but I've not seen my mum but 1 time in 4 years so to me this is something to be excited about. I will be away from fubar for awhile Starting Friday, should be back on Sunday , so stop in and leave a message and I'll respond when I get back. xxxxxx
My First Auto 11
I have decided to run my first Auto 11 this Thursday afternoon 7pm fu time. Please be there to show love!
My Heart Stays Cold
Shallow breathesBelieve you meI've thought it allI've come to beDump wasted wordsI won't flakeI'll bend aboveTo steady shakeA smile to eyeYour story slipsI'll hold your handYou'll touch my lipsA fold aboveTwo tucks belowThe blood has driedNo one will know the way your heart sways is astounding
Apache Blessing
May the sun   bring you new energy by day May the moon   softly restore you by night May the rain   wash away your worries May the breeze   blow new strength into your being May you walk   gently through the world and know   its beauty all the days of your life
I'm still trying to figure this whole Jacko thing out. The man has not done anything relevant in a really long time, became a recluse, acted wrecklessly with his children (let's hang them over a ledge), and has been accused of some of the most despicable things a human can do (and bought people's silence) .............................and people act like this. Where is common sense folks? Since when do we celebrate this kind of thing? There were U.S. soldiers killed in Afghanistan on the same day he died, this was not reported on most networks, instead there was a love fest for this turd. We've got our priorities all wrong. As to Jacko, I feel bad for your children losing a father, but I'm not sorry about you, you brought it on yourself with your chosen lifestyle. RIP to those troops whose blood was spilled so Jacko can have his coverage.
$4m Wasted On Michael Jackson Funeral
Sure, the guy was talented, even if he did like to fuck little boys. So what if his face was plastic and he was insane. I'm sure most of that was caused by the beatings and bonings his dad gave him. But why in the hell would LA spend between $2M and $4M of taxpayer dollars to have a funeral for him? That is total bullshit. LA is in the shitter. CA is in the shitter as a whole, but LA is really in the shitter. The entire LA County has massive financial troubles and some group of dickfucks think they should spend $4M on Jackson's funeral. What about fixing the streets? What about hiring more police and fire people? What about getting more school text books? God forbid the ignorant fucks in LA actually learn to read. Whatever group authorized that expenditure should be fired. Michael Jackson was not a public servant. He was not employed by the State or City. He is not "entitled" to a hero's burial. He was a mixed up, confused (albeit very talented), child molesting entertainer. That's it.
Vip-a-thon (moved Here)
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Back To Losing It But
i've been productive doing so. sure ive had almost countless seizures last month and the beginning of this one already but thats just stress and poor eating habits and um...epilepsy too. some dont think the last one exists...only when the seizure is seen not heard haha. i thought a girl and i fell for each other on fubar. then the line was severed...zzzzip! its so easy to just stop talking to someone online that you dont have to worry about it i guess. but i worry no matter where im at haha. when it comes to a connection with someone...even on an internet still counts to me. because it doesnt just go on with "fu-love" and dipshit bling to make the girl impressed. if using this god forsaken thing to actually meet someone and progress beyond emails and phone calls...then thats great. but when it only goes as far as those 2 things...its a stalemate. at least to me. you cant just pass the person on the street and ask them whats going on... its gotta be written
Auction Through The 15th
What F'n Ever
Sometomes this world gets to me. It kicks me in the ass. It treats me like a little whore on prom night. I just get so tired of all the shit the world dishes out.  That's why I like it here. I am me. Sometimes I'm more than I am.I come online, be it here or another site I enjoy such as this, I can let go.I just get a kick out of what people say and pics they post.  We all are here for a good time. That'a a good thing. Personally, I'm here to have a good time and meet some interesting people. I'm doing both.  So what if I have failed at some things, been visited by the repo man, and just otherwise made a mess of me. I am me. I like to say this.....I have some awesome friends here and I love everyone of you. Love my fans too. If the world don't like that.....what f'n ever. I got a big reward  coming to me when this life is over. Thanks for letting me vent. I'll be ok.   "I'm alright. Nobody worry bout me."
Wine Me, Dine Me, Altruize Me...
Just saying :) All seriousness, no matter what you do today, always think pink!
Wish It Was Real
Friday, July 10, 2009 Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22) You could fall in love today and yet your feelings may have little to do with the people in your life. You are more open to the idea of romance, whether or not you are willing to express your desires. Since a current attraction might be the result of your daydreams, you don't really require anyone to act out your fantasy. If no one shows up, just enjoy the fruits of your imagination.
Infj (i Have Therapist Written Alllll Over Me)
I-Introverted / 67%N-Intuitive / 38%F-Feeling /  38%J-Judging / 11% Idealist Portrait of the Counselor (INFJ) Counselors have an exceptionally strong desire to contribute to the welfare of others, and find great personal fulfillment interacting with people, nurturing their personal development, guiding them to realize their human potential. Although they are happy working at jobs (such as writing) that require solitude and close attention, Counselors do quite well with individuals or groups of people, provided that the personal interactions are not superficial, and that they find some quiet, private time every now and then to recharge their batteries. Counselors are both kind and positive in their handling of others; they are great listeners and seem naturally interested in helping people with their personal problems. Not usually visible leaders, Counselors prefer to work intensely with those close to them, especially on a one-to-one basis, quietly exerting their influence behind th
How To Have A Forever Love
Measure me not with your man-made measures …For I would never do such things to you …For I have known the heart of new-love …And it transformed my world anew. How might I prove the truth of this? …That it is in giving that we receive …That it is in loving that we know true-love …Finding no means then to deceive. Should I be like so many others? …Who play with words and twist their call …Who play with hearts and therefore
Don't Speak To Me Of Crushed Hearts
Hide from the world Sweet and gentle creature. Protect yourself from the realities of life. Do not attempt to interact with others, Close yourself the walls, Shut all doors.
Proof Palin Is An Idiot!
Priceless Lol
When You Fall In Love
From the movie: Captain Corelli's Mandolin "When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake, and then it subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots are become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part."• Don Juan DeMarco "Have you never met a woman who inspires you to love? Until your every sense is filled with her? You inhale her. You taste her. You see your unborn children in her eyes and know that your heart has at last found a home. Your life begins with her, and without her it must surely end."
Far & Few
It's been far and few in between to all the good people I've seen So here's a c ouple of lines to let you know that from time to time you come to mind.   You never know how far you can go until you reached the end. But from the very start, you took hold of my heart when you called me your friend.
Without A Doubt
You are a friend, without a doubt and I did not want you to feel left out so here is a line or two, to show I think of you too.   I have you as a friend because I enjoy our talks which I find stimulating more often than not   So if these words sound too contrived please forgive them for they had just arrived.
Never Before
never before is it so clear how your actions affect far and near in that moment that you forget there are people that you affect the emotions will run deep hopefully, in time you will see.
A Fantasy Of 3 Women
A friend of yours calls u up and invites u on a girls night out. It will be u, her, and a friend of hers. She tells u it will be an amazing night u won't ever forget. U ask, "What to wear?" she says " Make it sexy but don't wear any panties." U ask "Why?" she says " None of us are, we are being free tonight nothing holding us back." U get dressed putting on a nice fitting dress that stops right above the knee. U slide on your thigh high stockings, no panties. U pull out those sexy shoes with the ankle strap, 4" heels, and open toe to show off your freshly pedicured toes. Grab your necklace that falls perfectly between your breast. Your friend arrives u open the door and as u look at her u think " Damn she is sexy in that dress" and " that split in it hits the right spot on her thigh." U both walk to the car and u see her friend and she is gorgeous.     Yall go to dinner, then hit the bar. Yall dance half the night but only with each other no guys allowed tonight in this party. All ey
Okay so today is a blah mood just tired of routine and tired of just being alone.  Choices in life either lead you to triumph or disaster and you know I am fine with this but does the path have to be so rough.  Also, what about the negative people in your way why do they even matter instead of trying to help someone out they just want to see you fail.  I feel blessed to know the positive people in my life whether it be online friends in other states or family close enough to visit.  I just get bummed out that the fact of hurting somebody's feelings and making them feel like crap seems to be cool these days.  I think you should watch your words and actions cause it all comes back in the end
How To!
How To! HOW TO GET STUFF OFF YOUR CHEST in Seven easy steps!By The BulldogFollow these steps and be assured of mental stability and happiness!1:Drink a bottle of Patron, Call them and hang up to make sure they are home!2:Drive over to the place they are at!3:Find a BIG ROCK (One that you are able to throw btw, This is CRITICAL!)4:Tie or tape your note with your thoughts to said and sought out ROCK!5:Throw the ROCK with note taped to it THROUGH the BIGGEST window. (This way you are assured their undivided attention.)6:Stand on the sidewalk and scream the name of the person you wish to comminucate with!7:Wait for Police to show up and arrest you!Many people have successfully used these methods!You can see them in use EVERYDAY on TV!Just Watch Cops!
A Repost Of An Old Blog, A Reminder...
Just An Old Blue Chevy? created @ 2007-03-17 15:34:58   11 March, 2007 I65 North near Shepardsville KentucyIt was a nice sunny Sunday afternoon in North central Kentucy.I was on my regular route to Detroit Michigan like always.Traffic was moving along, in the middle lane was an old chevy.I was getting irritated by it, sitting there along side my 80,000lbs rig thinking If I blow A tire where that car is I will take out the windows. But then I saw the little boy in the passenger seat, pointing at the tractor and trailer I was driving up the road, looking at all the little details only children see and adults miss and automotive engineers live for.Then I saw his happy little face as they came along side my tractor. He looked to be about 10 to 12 years old, he pumped his thin small arm up and down signaling for me to blow my air horns as children love to do.I gave him a few honks, he smiled and asked me to do it again.I did as he asked, He gave me a big smile and a w
Wouldn't A True Friend Stab You In The Heart And Not In The Back?
Hey, Man..It's been a long day. Worked all day. I am learning that maybe I don't understand some of my friend's like I thought I did. It's crazy, you know.. I mean you think you know someone and then they turn around and stab you in the back. Wouldn't a true friend stab you i the heart and not in the back? I don't know it all seems crazy...
Divorce Agreement.....
DIVORCE AGREEMENT                                 THIS IS INCREDIBLY WELL-WRITTEN AND IT IS HARD TO BELIEVE IT'S BY A YOUNG PERSON...A STUDENT!!!  WHATEVER HE RUNS FOR, I'LL VOTE FOR HIM...OUTSTANDING.                  Dear American liberals, leftists, social progressives, socialists, Marxists and Obama supporters, et al:                                      We have stuck together since the late 1950's, but the whole of this latest election process has made me realize that I want a divorce. I know we tolerated each other for many years for the sake of future generations, but sadly, this relationship has run its course.  Our two ideological sides of  America  cannot and will not ever agree on what is right so let's just end it on friendly terms. We can smile and chalk it up to irreconcilable differences and go our own way.                                     Here is a model separation agreement:                                     Our two groups can equitably divide up the country by la
Arousal from teasing.
Into each life some rain must fall.  -  Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
Here & Now
Now and then, I remember when of times gone past and how nothing ever lasts   Here and now is where I am and I will never be here again moving forward is where I go. I just thought I'd let you know.
Why is it that in the month or so we have been up and running I see so many ups and downs? I see people with out THE Baby Dolls in their name. I see people not showing love. I see members who have their buzz meter's at 0%. I see members VERY close to leveling, yet not getting help. But then on flip side I see members like Joy, who every single day I see her on several members pages, gifting, commenting , rating. I see Tonya, recruiting, keeping home page open. I see Luscious, making tags and pics. I see other members being active. I'm not pointing fingers, naming names ( for the negative anyway) but I want us to be THE strongest we can be. I want us to be THE group that people think about when they think about premiere groups on fubar. I want to be a trend setting group. I want other groups to envy us, pattern their OWN groups after ours. But most importantly I want EVERY member to feel love from EVERY member. Ok. I'm done. *steps down from soap box*
Why Is t when you pour your heart out to someone,90% of the time you et the anwer"I dont  know what to say or WOW?"I feel like i have put a damper on our friendship by telling this person how i felt.Was i wrong for doing it?
Idiots That Insult Children
These two people came to my page and started bad mouthing my 3yr old daughter for no reason. Calling her ugly and everything else.   beware of these two.  
Remember Me
Remember me Smile under the sun And know that it is me looking down on you The warmth on your cheeks is only a kiss from me. Laugh when you see the stars glittering in the midnight sky Knowing tha i always watching over you the glittering stars is only a wink from my eyes. Cry when yu see the rain fall from the gloomy grey clouds Its only my tears knowing that i can't be with you right now. Smile when you the rain passes and a rainbow forms And remember that I am smiling when i think about your laugh I will see yo soon my heart, my soul, my life, my Aidan. For my Loving son Aidan MJ Watters.
A Letter For Rick
Dear Rick, Hi... How are you? I wanted to write you to let you know something you should know already, but I am thinking of you.. I have known of you for about seven or eight years now. It has been about two years since we have actually met eachother face to face. I remember the first night we spent to-gether.. i also remember when you showed me things about who i am, it was scary... your the first one i heard tell me about me being negative.. dont think i forgot that.. i could never forget... i also know how i fell into dispaer.. i also know who put us in hell... ill never forget that felling.... i want you to know i love you... God knows that more then anyone.. i pray to god to help us threw our financal issues right now.... you and i well be fine, you wait and see.... as long as we got eachother.... and stand together to help eachother out well be fine... youare my best friend.. you know me better than anyother soul.....  thank you so much for all your love, for standing up for me
I Love Her Words
one of her babies is rotting in the sun and the other one was found drowned in the ocean her mom and dad are in their van crushed and bloated and her husband was thrown from his fishing boat so please give me a break from all your complaining about who was mean to you and how your stepdad is a pain - i care, i swear, but i just can't take it, not today all i can think about are tsunamis and earthquakes everything she's ever known is gone, gone, gone everyone she's ever loved is gone, gone, gone the only reason she's alive is she grabbed a palm frond and held on and held on you can call me crazy but it seems to me we could have sent more than we spend in one day killing iraqis to help the hundreds of thousands who are injured and diseased and hungry and homeless and without families i'm appalled by our government's initial reaction and the fact that they asked for a verbal retraction from the folks who called them stingy they're just covering their assets well,
That Strong
There are times I feel That Strong Yelling till it's gone Because it's gone all wrong   I'm here alone listening in monotone Can't I come across? (is it gone? have I lost?)   Driving at breakneck speed flying off the cliff because it's the feeling I need   I feel That Strong playing a one-sided game to me, it's all the same.   It hurts so much living without a loving touch words and rhyming way off my timing   Can it be that no one knows? My hurt feelings,  does it show?
Sweat travels her curves, a silver x upon her face, A smile hidden underneath, her eyes welling with tears "Was i bad?" she remembered asking her master his brown eyes cold he lashed her the kiss of the leather on her flesh. " You didnt clean the toilet" "BUt...mast...." he lashed her a yelp ringing into the halls. She cried hopig for pity but he taped her black mascara streaking her face. He pushes her into a chair. Her screams muddled into the tape. His wrath come across her face with his open palm. A rage fills her she loved him but he wouldnt let her go. Her arms hurting his strong arms pushing her shoulders into the wood. He looks into her soul "GET UP BITCH" He said. She had never heard this from him before enraging her. She flings him into the ground the fall confusing him she binds him to this post smirk into the tape her eyes toture his soul."Wait... what... what are you doing?" She quirks a eyebrow placing her hands into her hips her hand running over the leather the sweat on
"but, Other Chicks Have Worse..."
Many, many moons ago (last November), I wrote a blog trying to explain what Fubar considers NSFW. While the guide had a lot of information in it, it was in no means the complete and comprehensive guide, but still targeted key points I use when determining what to place the big bad NSFW stamp on. Since this guide came out, I've gotten many requests to review photos that had been marked by a bouncer at one point or another. Sadly, it seems that people still make up their own rules when it comes to what they think they can display in public. I eventually followed up with a blog called Flagging Photos: the Life Cycle to explain what happens when photos are reported. I attempted to answer an often-asked question: "Why flag mine when other people have worse?" It seems the answer I put down wasn't good enough (or, more realistically, wasn't the answer they wanted to hear). The thought came across to me today that I'm going to put together a blog, chronicling everyone who asks me to unmark a
Wishful Thinking
If you dream, day dream and wish for something to come true, how long until that gets granted, if it does? I'm like a caged rat, running in circles, looking for a way out and not getting anywhere. I'm just dreaming....wishing for a difference.    
Spaniard Gored To Death During Bull Run
Spaniard gored to death during bull run by Alvaro Barrientos, The Associated Press Friday July 10, 2009, 8:26 AM AP Photo/Peio H.EFEA unidentified wounded reveler is taken away on a stretcher after being gored in the neck on Friday by a bull during the San Fermin bull run, in Pamplona, northern Spain. The reveler was declared dead shortly after his arrival at hospital. It was the first such fatality in nearly 15 years. Nine others were injured in a particularly messy and dangerous chapter of the tradition. PAMPLONA, Spain -- A charging bull gored a young Spanish man to death Friday at Pamplona's San Fermin festival, the first such fatality in nearly 15 years. Nine others were injured in a particularly dangerous and chaotic chapter of the running of the bulls. Pamplona officials identified the man as Daniel Jimeno Romero, 27, from Alcala de Henares, outside Madrid. He was on vacation with his parents and girlfriend, who identified him. The San Fermin festival Web site said Ji
Your Free Time - For You Who Is Always Talking To Eveyone
Your free time, if all possible please give it to me.  In return I will give you my whole life or whatever is left of it.  Please give preference to all those love demanding people, but your free time if all possible, give it to me.   It does not matter if is only two minutes, or one, with just one I will be satisfied.  Just as long as we live them together, the best of your free time, please give it to me.   And then when they reclaim you and call you again, I will say that your remainder time, if it’s possible, please give it to me.
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Love Me
Love me in the morning sun As the golden rays of morning light move across ivory skin warming it to your touch  Setting soft auburn locks ablaze as you rake your slender fingers through it..  Kiss me with the passion and desire of a lover Set my soul on fire with each press of your lips Make me hunger for your lips and only yours. Touch me with feather light fingers My skin shivers at the simple thought of your touch I yearn just for one more caress of your hand hoping that they will last a life time. Hold me till dark becomes light and light becomes dark Enfold me in your arms so that nothing can touch us and we are safe Make me belive that in your arms is where I always belong Love me in the dark of night When my nightmares come and the only thing to soothe them is the gentle tone of your voice Love me aginst all odds when all others say it won't  say it will.. and I will love you with the greatest passion and desire any man has ever known..
Your face my __________.
I'm Lost!!!
I can not figure out how to do anything on this site! So confused! If amyone can help me, let me know. I just don't know where to go or what to do!!
Day 1
I guess there is so much intolerance in our society. It is not just the color of your skin or the way that you worship your God that people discriminate against anymore. Society as a whole is getting just so damn narcissistic and bitchy. Every other commercial on TV is about fixing what is wrong with you. What if there is really just something wrong with society? What if its okay to have one tit bigger than the other, two moles behind your left ear, graying hair, limp dicks, a few stretch marks here and there, and of course the terribly unwanted love handles? I would gladly be friends with real people, with real issues. I don’t want some fake made up shell of what a person wants to be. I would rather talk to a 85% burn victim about the way to solve cancer and global hunger than some super-model chick about Prada or Versace. We as a people have become so materialistic and uncaring. We have people living in hunger and homeless residenced in the richest country in the world, yet we
Theory Of A Dead Man : Not Meant To Be Lyrics
It's never enough to say I'm sorry It's never enough to say I care But I'm caught between what you Wanted from me, and knowing If I give that to you I might just disappear. Nobody wins when everyone's losing Oh, it's like One step forward and two steps back No matter what I do you're always mad And I can't change your mind, Oh, it's like Trying to turn around on a one way street I can't give you what you want And it's killing me and I, I'm starting to see Maybe we're not meant to be It's never enough to say I love you No, it's never enough to say I try It's hard to believe that's there's No way out for you and me And it seems to be, The story of our life Nobody wins when everyone's losing It's like one step forward and two steps back No matter what I do you're always mad And I can't change your mind, oh It's like trying to turn around on a One way street. I can't give You what you want and it's killing me And I, I'm starting to see That maybe we're not meant to be There's st
He Kicks Ass!! i have this friend...he's way awesome...his name is joe aka joe...he's one of those friends that if you EVER need anything he'll be the first one there to help ya out.  he's truly amazing...i just thought everyone should know how awesome i think he is.  yall should so be friends with wont regret it...promise...
Moron Of The Week Part 2
Just when you think Pittbull or w/e he calls himself today is the only form of entertainment here you get things like this in your SB  or a request *LOL*   So just for shits and giggles I vanity search his yahoo name and he has pages all over the globe begging for cam2cam..He is from Italy. (the shame of it) Are the women there that bad now? *shakes head*   So here is this weeks moron :    
"breathing Slowly"
"Breathing Slowly" Who am I to save you, To try and tame you, And now that you are free of me, But next time when you break down, Is it me you'll take down, With you on your knees? So who was I to hurt you, To desert you, When you needed me there, So now that you've learned to hate me, You're finally set free, I fall to my knees, And I'm breathing slowly, Like you said to do when you had lost control, My head spins from God's wind, That carries you away from me, Looks like you got away from me, This time, For good... And since those days have passed me by, I'm in and out of life, The way you used to be, You know I always was the strong one, But now I've come undone, Sweet Release...(come to me) And I'm breathing slowly, Like you said to do when you had lost control, My head spins from God's wind, That carries you away from me, Looks like you got away from me, This time, You got away from me oh yea, You got away for good...
Boyfriend Application
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Saying Good-bye Is Never Easy
Hello Furiends, It's time for me to say good-bye to all of you. There just doesn't seem to be enough time in the day to get on Fubar anymore, so I have made a very difficult decision to leave. For my friends, I'll be more than happy to give you my email address, so we can stay in touch. I've made some really good friends on here and will always cherish our friendship. Angel Wings
Every Breath...........
I awake each day with a smile And greet it with a laugh; The world is a treasure to me Because of you. Every time I think of something sad, I replace the thought- with you! My mind is instantly changed And my heart is filled with gladness. Every breath I take is meant for you, I live this life surrounded in joy And I bathe in the promise of your love, My soul belongs to you. Each time I see something beautiful I want to take it and bring it to you; My life has so much meaning now All because of you.
Two Become One
Tonight As darkness falls Upon a moon kissed weary earth Stars sparkle in ebony skies Dancing in sweet rhythm To our whispered words of love Two bodies wrapped together In a sensuous lovers embrace A deep hunger for each other So plain to see upon each face Each heated touch Each fevered kiss Kindles white hot passion Brings oh such bliss Two hearts come together Now to beat as one Two souls joined forever Two bodies become one
Egypt Log Entry 2
Here we are again. 13 days into training and still in Kansas. Actually started doing some of the physical training today tho. It was called "drown-proofing". You think you are a strong swimmer and can take it till you actually get inot the water in full gear and sink like a rock. Anyway, Dsys have been long and sleep hours short. but like i said to friend. That's the life of a soldier sometimes. Mission first! Till next time. Later  
Links Of Love.
A spiral chain of love glows,  an irridesent shell.  It is there that love goes,  humans loving swell.  Two and fro that sea flows,  back and forth as well.  As we die the field grows,  till heaven rings its bell.  As your frigile heart slows,  death to close to tell.  I will stand with all those,  who caught you as you fell.To: B.M.T,  I love you Always!
Pedophiles Like Spores Are Running Loose In Your Cupboard
Cake Mixes & Toxins- **PLEASE READ**  Pass this on to ALL in your address book. You never know whose life you may save by doing so. For those of you at work, PLEASE remember to check your cupboards when you get home tonight!!!  This is confirmed on Snopes vv A student at HBHS (high school) had pancakes this week and it almost became fatal. His Mom (registered nurse) made him pancakes, dropped him off at school and headed to play tennis. She never takes her cell phone on the court but did this time and her son called to say he was having trouble breathing. She told him to go to the nurse immediately and proceeded to call school and alert the nurse. The nurse called the paramedics and they were there in 3 minutes and worked on the boy all the way to the hospital. He came so close to dying. Evidently this is more common then I ever knew. Check the expir
Are You Nice?
If you are nice enough to buy someone a vip on fubar, do u think they should rate ur pics 11's at least once?
Have you heard the story,  of the lonely heart?Not too filled with glory,  saddening from the start.  Kinda fills with worry,pulls ones self apart.  Makes one kinda hurry,hesitant to depart.For all those who scurry,looking till you smart.Forever is never to early,  for love is just an art.
My Theme Song
So sick of the hobos always begging for change I don't like how I gotta work and And they just sit around and get paid I hate all of the people who can't drive their cars. Bitch you better get outta the way Before I start falling apart I hate how my wife is always up my ass She always wants to buy brand new things But I don't have the cash. I hate my job, all of my rich friends I hate everyone to the bitter end. Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight I hate my life! How come I never get laid, nice guys always lose. How could she have another headache There's always some kind of excuse I still hate my job, my boss is a dick "I don't get paid nearly enough To put up with all of his shit" I hate my job, all of my rich friends I hate everyone to the bitter end. Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight I hate my life! Yeah! I hate that I can't tell when a girl's underage, You know, I tell her she's a nice piece of ass, Then her daddy punches me in the face So if
The Diff (rf Joke)
whats the diff between MJ and Peter Pan?   Peter Pan had a child in him
Now Hiring All!! Lounge Immediate Assistance/membership Needed
OK Friends,  and Fubar Members... I am Looking for any assistance that I can receive. I  currently own four lounges. All four are in need of staff members, as well as regular visiting members. I would like for anyone interested in helping with any of, or all of my lounges to please contact me ASAP by Private Message.  I have a primary person who wants to DJ, I need some assistants for that person, as well as someone who can help us find a program that will work. I need people to help with promoting the lounges better than I can by myself. I need the bouncers, and lounge control people. Please check them out anytime you like. I have one for NASCAR Fans, one for Motorcycle riders, one for Firefighters, and one for EMT/Paramedics/Rescue people. Thank you very much for your time, I look forward to hearing from you. Branwei Lounge Owner!!!!
Well, I'm Unemployed, Ya.
I worked a job that I loved...a lot of hours sometimes, but I loved it.  I also lost that job 4 days ago.  I was told that there was an overall "reduction in workforce," and unfortunately, there were 3 others in our 2 local branches that lost their jobs as well.  Yeah, I spent the first 2 days on the couch going through kleenex like air, but I think this morning I have a fresh perspective on things.  Maybe this is the time to finish my RN, maybe even go on for a Bachelors' or Masters' degree?  I even thought about a degree in Emergency Management.  Not sure...but I guess in looking at it now, it's more of an opportunity.  I'm going to get my printer working and submit some stories for never know.  I guess I just wanted to make sure you all knew...when one door closes, another opens.  Never look at it as an ending, but a new beginning.  I've marked this as NSFW because, well, let's face it...this is Fubar after all, there will be some assmunch that will inevitably leave
Life changes rather quickly sometimes. Sometimes one day can really change how people view things. I am excited about the changes that have happended in my life. I look forward to seeing what the future holds.
Proof   At bedtime The night before As the tinsel fell from the tree Among the scented pine needles And the angel viewed from above It was all about Santa.   The smile Was altered The result Under the pillow A tooth for a quarter
Dan Wilkerson
On wendsday, I recieved a call from a friend of mine, Sean, that hit me like a brick between the eyes. His father has Cancer. The doctors have done all that they can and it is about quality of life, rather than length now. Friday, I went to see Dan, and was struck by the man I saw in bed. The scene was similar to when my mothers boyfreind Ed passed away. Hospital bed in the living room, his favorite music playing softly, people huddled in another room tryingt their best to comfort each other all the while battling their own pain. Dan was this. God, was he thin. All the time I had know him, he had been a robust man. In 15 years, I cant remember ever hearing him raise his voice. He was strong, in personality and physique, his cherib body decieving. And he always had a smile on his face publicly. Even when his wife passed away, he was a host, a comforting presence when iside you knew he was raging toward heaven, but grateful Nikki was no longer hurting. He was a provider. Long after Sean
Longing for a miracle that will transform your life? Miracles happen, and if we don’t want that magic to disappear on us, we need to learn from each epiphany -- to integrate it, apply it, and build on it so we can permanently shift to a new level of being. The real key to fulfillment lies in ONGOING transformation: building our awareness of daily opportunities to change our perceptions and raise our consciousness. Life is about dissolving the old and creating anew. The more we open to accepting and learning from every life experience, the more our lives transform. "Enlightenment must come little by little -- otherwise it would overwhelm." -- Idries Shah
FALL Oh, look, there you go again Puttin' on that smile again Even though I know you've had a bad day Doin' this and doin' that Always puttin' yourself last A whole lotta give and not enough take But you can only be strong so long before you break So fall Go on and fall apart Fall into these arms of mine I'll catch you Everytime you fall Go on and lose it all Every doubt, every fear, Every worry, every tear, I'm right here Baby, fall Forget about the world tonight All that's wrong and all that's right Lay your head on my shoulder, and let it fade away And if you wanna let go, hunny, its okay Fall Go on and fall apart Fall into these arms of mine I'll catch you Everytime you fall Go on and lose it all Every doubt, every fear, Every worry, every tear, I'm right here Baby fall Hold on, hold on, Hold on to me Fall Go on and fall apart Fall into these arms of mine I'll catch you Everytime you fall Go on and lose it all Every doubt, every fear, Every worry, every tear, I'm right here
I'd Love To Be Your Last
If I had it my way. This would be the first time that you made love. I'd be the first man that your hands touched. But we'd both done our share of living. Takin chances we were given. I've never been big on looking back. I don't care if I'm your first love. But I'd love to be your last. If I could do it over. I'd have waited for this moment to give my heart to you unbroken. But if our mistakes brought us together. Doesn't really matter whether, we were saints or sinners in the past I don't care if I'm your first love. I'd just love to be your last. All I know is what I see when I look at you. And all I see is what I'm feeling down inside. And all I'm feeling is the feeling that I finally got it right. When I wake up tomorrow. I'm going to throw my arms around you. Thank my lucky stars I found you. Cause I know your heart has so much more than any man has touched before that. Nothing matters more to me than that. I don't care if I'm your first love, but I'd love to be your last.
The Passing Of Way Too Many In My Life
Just found out that another ex boyfriend of mine passed away on the 3rd.  I've lost 7 wonderful friends since April. That's 7 too many :-(   thought this was fitting Beatles' song "In my Life"There are places I remember All my life, though some have changed Some forever not for better Some have gone and some remain All these places had their moments With lovers and friends I still can recall Some are dead and some are living In my life I've loved them all But of all these friends and lovers there is no one compares with you And these memories lose their meaning When I think of love as something new Though I know I'll never lose affection For people and things that went before I know I'll often stop and think about them In my life I love you more Though I know I'll never lose affection For people and things that went before I know I'll often stop and think about them In my life I love you more In my life I love you more
when a girl or guy you have someone keep it real be honest its the best policy you ask the question are you engaged what do you say some say yes others make up a story you watch the show cheaters you know what happens people get hurt and busted i suggest you be honest whether its relationships or other topics
Ok...I rarely if ever ask for help for myself.  I do consistantly ask for help for my friends tho.  I rate all my friends and family's pics,blogs,stash..i post bullys...I do what i can for whoever needs help.  With that said, i do not feel the love back.  A handful of people actually rate my stuff and/or the things of my friends/family.  I see people who have cherry bomb upon cherry bomb and they skip right over as if they are not "Fu sistas", "Family", or "Freinds".  Any of you who know me, know i don't put just anyone in my friends/family...i put people in there that are i haven't heard from u, if i havent had the favor returned of rates, if i feel that u have been fake, i am deleting.  I am not trying to be mean, i am just being honest, i dont feel we should waste our time and space on people that could care less.  For all of you that are consistently there for me and my friends/family..i luv u!!! ty so much for all ur help and i will continue to be there for u!...mua
Me & Neesi Gettin Hitched
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A Little Dessert Before Dinner
After a time of cuddling, you feel my hands caressing you, up and down your spine while I gaze into your eyes. I am sending you a silent message that I want to give you more. You smile saying, "what is it baby?" My eyes smile along with my full soft lips. "I think you could use some pampering, and nourishment after that love session." I lean in closer, take a nip at your lower lip and say, "be right back." I stand, knees still trembling from the rocking orgasms you gave me earlier. You see my naked body, the shape of my ass as it sways with each dainty step. I turn and look at you over my shoulder, and smile devilishly. You lay there wondering just what I am doing and how could we possibly have a marathon fuck so quickly after the last explosive moment we just shared. You rub your head, and sigh. Your cock begins to awaken, but you are so relaxed, you are unaware. I return to find you nearly asleep. I've got some warm caramel topping in a little tub, I lay it o
More Fakes For The Weekend...
Check the blog below and to the left marked NSFW with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D
~**Forever**~ Smacking shrill, the wood-plank winces momentarilyas it strains against that sodden-pointed burden~Bruise and bump concealed...wordlesslywaiting...intolerantlyand in a while, by greasy polish, will let slip blooming~Soon too, rough-tread leads and beats theminto little bits so scant, scuffle-dartedinto crevice-nooks...forever tether-hooked .. alonescratched and shreddedby no means to be found...those bits...consequently scarce...tear-stainedMicro-feelings~You needn't take any of itleast of all to heart...since, if I were clever...articulate...enough to envisionyou, I would spot you through that windowfaded-soft in your cut and comfortable jeans;So throw them back on … or off:I couldn't care less of such preambles~But reaching...for..somewhere...linking time pasteternal...stuck between now and then~embrace that notion now, thena longer moment, whileI navigate stardust...cross seamlesssultry seas and wait …forwaves of salient silence to washthat giddy-glared b
Soul Talk
A subtle, yet compelling shift of focus is affecting our society. That shift is felt not only on an individual level but globally as well. Hungering for fulfillment and meaning, people seek the harvest of spiritual food... NOW is the moment to claim our power, the power of LOVE within.. As we respond to our desires for meaningful lives, we are enabled to respond to one another. When we choose to balance and heal ourselves, we can experience the dissolution of inappropriate patterns. In action in our lives, we can feel the freedom that comes from releasing negative thoughts and emotions. Character weakness can be replaced with the strength and courage to change the world. Healed and at peace, we are like pebbles tossed in a pond, affecting all those with whom we come in contact, inexorably and gently, in ever widening circles.... Our lives are the expression of a deep inner knowing that our very existence, each breath we take, each beat of our hearts is the manifestation of the ultimat
I have finally found sum1 who has accepted me with all my faults.... He knows that even tho i'm busy I'm always there for him. He lifts me up and makes me smile everyday. He wakes me up in the most inventive ways and I am his queen. He lifts my spirits with just a gaze of his eyes and he holds me close each and everynight. Tho he may not physically be seen he is 100% real. He comforts me and lulls me to sleep each night! He iz my oove and I am his! So I'm sorry to all you ladies who are still looking for your mister right, I have found mine and i'm holding tight.
Hope These People Burn For This!
ALSIP, Ill. (STNG) - Cook County Sheriff Tom Dart declared all of Burr Oak Cemetery in Alsip a crime scene Friday night after more remains and altered grave sites were found in a second part of the cemetery. "It has become abundantly clear to us that this crime scene is going to continue to grow," Dart said. "We do not have an end in sight." The newly discovered remains were found in the southern part of the cemetery near 127th Street. But missing or fake paperwork kept by cemetery workers will make it difficult to determine how many graves may have been disturbed. Asked if the number of affected graves would exceed his estimate Thursday of 300, Dart said: "I would be shocked if it doesn't change the number," he said. "It's becoming clear there are potential crime scenes littered throughout the cemetery." Dart said members of the public may come to Burr Oak to provide information to the sheriff's office about their loved ones. But no one will be allowed past the front entrance for
I just discovered I've been cheated on and lied to for about a year now.  Some vague comments in the past few months didn't sit well with me and now I know why.  I'm not hurt  by the cheating so much as the lying.  Kinda sad huh?  I loved this man with all my heart and would do anything for him.  I was even looking to move out where he was.  I mostly hurt by the fact he didn't have to balls to say yes I've been lying to you.  I wonder if she knew about me before he moved in or not? I know I still love him and would have forgiven him if he had owned up to ANY of it and he has yet to answer any accusations.  He just stop talking to me.  no answers.  Just me finding her blog. With pictures. and half of those pics he has sent me.  the other half are ones she is in!  Is it too hard to ask for honesty?  I would not have liked that he was living with someone else but I couldn't prevent it not living nearby.  I was going to post her blog here but decided I'm not that vindictive yet.  but on o
Long Time Cumming
  Her nipples ached with desire.....a desire that no man had yet been able to fulfill. At 32 years old she never thought she would find anyone that made her feel like she was fulfilled. Then at work she saw him a nice looking young man that seemed like the all American guy. After a few weeks of talking to him he asked her on a date she was hesitant at first but accepted. Now after 6 months of dating he seemed like her perfect match. He was so different than all the other men she had been with. He was sweet and caring but still dominate and wild! Just the kind of man she had longed for. He was tall and thin with blue eyes and light blonde hair. Very clean cut looking and his large thick cock that she could not get enough made him even better! He made her wet just day dreaming about him. The way he would kiss her thighs and softly kiss her pussy made her mad with desire.  He would tease her till she was ready to scream. He was the only man that could make her beg him to lick her clit. T
I Just Love This Shit!
Life has a way of just ripping me apart. I just love this shit! You ever find someone you are sure is perfect for you and they are taken by another. Taken by another who is an absolute monster. Treats them terrible and yet they run back with their tail tucked between their legs like a homeless curr dog. I genuinely just don't like most people. Everyone is so superficial, trying to conform or please the majority, that I just cannot deal with the average person for very long. Then along comes someone I actually like being around. We can laugh at the same morbid or tastelesss jokes. Yeah whatever you don't know me, Get wild on everything under the sun and not have to explain or feel guilty about our sinful pleasures. I want life to be real with my next ex-wife, ya know? Nothing lasts forever, everything degenerates or decomposes with time. Some say there is someone for everyone we just have to find them. What I want to know is: Where the fuck are you chic? Is there really anybody out ther
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Ever Throw Up Cause You Are So Pissed
I feel like that.. just wanna either punch a wall or shoot someone cause you are so angry.  This shit with the beach is becoming more of a pain that enjoyment.  All day I have been thinking about it.  I really do want to go and been planning this for about a month now.  I should've planned this better but I assumed a lot of people would be there for me and they kind of shitted on me.  Another proof that nothing in life is guaranteed.  You would think at least one person would come through.  Thats why I talk to tons of people rather than focus on one.  I tell you that you can't do anything right.  You focus your whole life on one person and its not right.  than you try to be social and broaden your network.  Than you get either called a whore or selfish when in honest you can't trust anyone for being there for you cause they are their own person.  I really wish I understood cause I stay inside all the time and its not gonna help me socialize.  Than I go out too much than I seem like a p
… from a rib you were maid, so it’s written creation writes… oh,  oh.. my love, I adore thee and your beautiful ways… trance, yes.. the power of your stare, not of stone I become in your love’s eye view
Gail Cooper thought she had made peace with her daughter's death nearly 25 years ago. On Saturday at the Burr Oak Cemetery in Alsip, Cooper walked into a terror like she's never known. "This is like an Alfred Hitchcock movie," said Cooper, gesturing toward the backed-up traffic, the line of family members and the dozens of investigators who have closed the entire cemetery and declared it a crime scene. Cooper learned the section of Burr Oak called "Babyland" -- where her six-year-old girl was buried after she was killed in a car accident -- was a new focus of investigators who have already found a mass grave in another portion of the cemetery. "That disturbs me a lot, you know?" Cooper said, breaking down into tears. "To think that maybe they took her and threw her over in the corner like she was a piece of trash. That was my baby." Four Burr Oak cemetery workers were charged with digging up hundreds of graves and reselling the plots. More than 300 bodies are suspected to be distu
Love Break Down
The undescribable feeling that is love people think they know what love is, but love isnt what you feel it is the level of the relationship you have with some one, depending how intament you are with them, because you are intament to some degree with everyone, intamency is how you get along with someone you can be intament with your freinds, family, even complete strangers that you might not see ever again. love is just another degree of relationship, that is why you can love so many thing's in this world, but even the degree that is love is also broken up into several part's , when you look at it, love can just mean you care about someone or something. so this thing that is love is just another word for feeling or relationship even intamency, these four things that are listed fall in the same category but they are able to get more pacific to what they mean where love isnt it is a combanation of all three. intamency which u have with everyone or everything. relationship which in t
Meeting Perfectly_inked
Inked, were we going to write things in depth, or just write the important details?
What's Up!
I feel sometimes that I'm unappreciated on this site. I try to be nice to people but I get no comments back. Everybody is in their own little world. I sense no closeness to anybody here. Any comments are from ladies luring you to yahoo for some cam stuff that cost money. Where is the love?
Wasp - The Idol
Will I be alone this morning Will I need my friends? Something just to ease away my pain No one ever sees the loneliness behind my face I am just a prisoner to my fame If I could only stand And stare in the mirror What could I see? One fallen hero with a face Like me And if I scream would anybody hear me If I smash the silence, you'll see what fame Has done to me Kiss away the pain and leave me lonely I'll never know if love's a lie, ooh Being crazy in paradise is easy Do you see the prisoners in my eyes? Where is the love to shelter me? Give me love, love, love come set me free Where is the love to shelter me? Only love, love, love, love set me free Set me free
A Woman's Vengeance
I broke your heart,I broke your faith in love,I betrayed you,I made you feel like your less of a man, and surprisingly i still dont care.You said I love you,You said I was your only one but i really wasnt I was just the one who didnt ask questions.I was the one who made life easier for you but not anymore.At night I lay awake thinking about you thinking about how good it would feel to see you lying in a 10ft grave staring up at me with those big,dumb brown eyes,I wonder how it would feel to watch you lay there helpless crying,broken,afraid, and alone. Then I remember thats exactly how I felt when I with was you, thats how you made me feel day in and day out so i've come to the conclusion I really wouldn't give a shit i would probably acutally enjoy it.You act innocent, loving,caring, sweet and romantic , the perfect gentlemen.You sweep girls off their feet like its nothing then you pounce on your unsuspecting victim. The loving,caring,gentlemen fantasy you portray so well disappears an
Pain Is Pleasure
To Her Pain Is Pleasure From the prick of the gun when she gets ink done To the crack of the whip when it meets with her skin She knows no other pleasures She has no other Highs Her drug of choice is deeper then you could ever apply She is like some dark seductive hellion who you love to know Though she has this dark secret no other knows She waits for His commands To order her to obey Him and only Him She feels the soft silk around her wrists and awaits the puriest of pleasures She feels the wind of the whip across her body before it meets it's target For she only knows the truest of pleasures That of which is yielded by His hands , His lips and His body To her ...Pain is Pleasure ....and Pleasure Is Pain.  
I am so bored and yet tired right now. My oldest son has some bad stomach bug and doesn't want me to go to bed so I have been staying up with him anyways I have been reading other peoples blogs  and yes some are johnny devils :)  but it really makes me wonder about things.  All these women who beg for blasts, vip , hh , tickers, bling etc normally get it. Why do people waste there money on people who beg for things? Is this something like the White Knight syndrome ?  I also can't understand why they would buy these gifts for people we all know damn well are fake accounts. Its not hard to fake a salute as Johnny Devil has proven to us over and over again for over 3yrs in his blogs.At least one thing is going to start happening soon if it hasn't already. Scrapper left a comment stating ..................... SCRAPPEROnline3 days ago-- 28 of 34fubar is a place for people to come and have fun. I do not think anyone would care if you just flat stick said you wish to remain anonymous and ar
Friend Who Are Dieing Ro Neet
Wow U ever met someone who changes ur whole lif just with their vibe,their conversation and interest in u! guest what people that happen to me and Im dying to reach ouy and love that person!  ACE KA BOOM Its all bout u baby!
With This Knife
I let myself fall into a lie I let my walls come down I let myself smile and feel alive I let my walls come down no matter how I try I don't know why you push so far away you wrapped your hands tight around my heart you squeezed it full of pain with this knife I'll cut out the part of me the part that cares for you with this knife I'll cut out the heart of me the heart that cares for you I can't believe the way you took me down I never saw the pain coming in a million broken miles like poison FOR my veins with this knife I'll cut out the part of me the part that cares for you with this knife I'll cut out the heart of me the heart that cares for you with this knife I'll cut out the part of me the part that cares for you with this knife I'll cut out the heart of me the heart that cares for you the hate and the fear the nightmares that wake me up in tears the nightmares and the hate and the fear the nightmares that wake me up in tears the nightmares and the hate and the fear t
It's not every day a person helps someone out. There was a time when people actually did give a fuck, where they would do anything to help  a person out from the bottom of their heart. Not too many could consider themselves that fortunate to have such pleasantries in life. Then again, with time, everything does have to change before it balances itself out. Donald had been one of the more fortunate ones on this day, when he had stumbled across what he considered to be a guardian angel. The epiphany of it all- He never believed in them until the near- fateful day. Perhaps it was fate that had smiled down on him, perhaps it had been , by chance, some sort of miracle that this person helped him save his own life- or perhaps it was just some coincedence this person happened to be walking by when it happened. At age 24, Donald had a very broken heart. The downpours of life hit him hard like a hailstorm, ever raging it's plunderous evil upon one's head and shoulders. The day lay expired, b
South American Glass Frog
"the THINGS you HATE about ME, are the things that MADE ME TRUE, part of who really i AM so its BETTER that YOU HATE ME for WHO I AM than LIKE ME for being SOMEONE who I PRETEND to BE"
Is There Really A Heavan?
Beacuse if there is, i cant wait to go.
You Are Leaving Because I Want You To.
You are leaving because I want you to, the moment I want I can stop you. I know that you need me, so it doesn’t matter what you will is, I still own you. I want you to go to other worlds and I want you to meet other people, I want other lips to kiss you so that you may compare me forever. If on your trip you shall find a love that understands you and you feel that he loves you more than anyone, then I will turn around and I will disappear witn the sun when the dusk dyes.
Love Letter
i have always thought that love letters are the best way to express how we feel about each other. when speaking we tend to hold back. when writing its all laid out. i love to read love letters from ages ago and see how they would express themselves. this is one of my faves. i hope that youre inspired. Sullivan Ballou wrote to his wife Sarah just one week before he and 27 of his close comrades and 4000 Americans in all would die in the battle at "First Manassas". July the 14th, 1861 Washington D.C. My very dear Sarah: The indications are very strong that we shall move in a few days -- perhaps tomorrow. Lest I should not be able to write you again, I feel impelled to write lines that may fall under your eye when I shall be no more. Our movement may be one of a few days duration and full of pleasure -- and it may be one of severe conflict and death to me. Not my will, but thine 0 God, be done. If it is necessary that I should fall on the battlefield for my country, I am ready. I have no
My Fault!!!
To You It Shall Always Be My Fault. You Stay Out Until 2... Thats My Fault. You Get Into Trouble... My Fault. You Get Sick..... Thats My Fault. You Have No Money, No Friends And No Life ALL MY FAULT!!!!! You Have A Bad Day.... All On Me... I'm The Reason You Are Unhappy. Im The Reason You Yell. Im The Reason You Break Things. Im The Reason???? Then Leave... Just Go! I Wont Stop You! I Never Have! I Say Go You Stupid Ass! It's My Fault You Lost It? It's My Fault I Hurt? It's My Fault????? GO.... GO .....GO Im Begging Just Leave! Stay Away.... Don't Show Up One Day, With The I'm Sorry Baby, I Dont Care Anymore! Im Not The Problem You Fuck, Just Leave Me Alone, Straighten Your Shit Out, 23 New Charges... Guess Those Are My Fault Too? Fuck Off You Stupid Shit. I Have Better Things To Do. Rott There Im Not Bailing Your Ass Out. Guess What It Aint My Fault!!!!!
Minds Song
No rest for the wicked, no tears for the weak. No time for myself, and no time for sleep. Can't describe my feelings, everything feels so bleak.  I get lost in my own thoughts, and my heart feels so weak. But my mind is sharp and my friends keep me strong.This feeling of dread, never stays long.I will continue to laugh, to love and to live.Always try my best, and give all I can give.Try to live for the moment, reguardless of the day.And forget about tomorrow, its still a day away.I dream every night, to find the peace in my soul.To live for the now, its my ultimate goal.
Day Dream
Falling trees with hanging leaves fluttering in my mind. A simple life with simple times hiding behind the times.Soul searching and blood thirsting socioty seems to thrive. Full of agravation and frustration with the world as it needs to be.I do not need or want any of lifes hypocricysI will stand alone, if I must, upon my mountain top.Blissfully watching "life" pass me by looking off my giant rock. And all this useless and needless drama will finally come to a stop.Happy to be, to see, to love, to laugh, bring back the beauty that lifes ment to be. Will it be done? Can it be done? I guess we'll just have to wait and see!Don't let the world get ya down. Lead by example or dont complain. My small and insignificant words of wisdom to anyone who cares to hear them. Find something you love and hold on to it. A person, a hobby, and idea or even a dream. Be true to yourself.Peace to allNick
Seeing Through Closed Eyes
The sun is setting behind my closing eyes. I stared into a mirror and overlooked the life which wasnt meant to be. Broken, the mirror falls to the floor. On my knees I recall the events of my life, one by one in the individual shards of glass. While staring into those reflections with great joy, happiness, pain and sorrow flowing through my eyes I realize that a life separated is no longer a life. With my warmth flowing down my hands onto the floor covering the life left behind, I understand that that bad can not be seperated from the good in your life. Cluttering the shards into a disorganized pile to be discarded like so much else viewed invaluableunwanted. Staring at the life left in disarray on the floor, the reflections fadeas the sun setsbehind my closed eyes.
Another Angel on their kneesReluctantly clipping off their wingsGiving up on God and faithForever lost through time and space.Malcontent towards God was not in mindThe Devil I do not seek to findThis path was decided long agoThis path that I must walk aloneTo suffer for those who could not atone For those who could not suffer aloneFor those distraught and ravaged by painFor those who selfishly suffered in vainConfused by this senseless actGod had no choice but to reactTo find out why an Angel was lostTo understand why and at what costMy child why have you forsaken me?Why did you decided to leave?The kingdom of Heaven is not easily gainedSo, on this earth you shall forever remainNow the Angel begins to sayAs peaceful as a summers dayWithout concern upon his heartThese words from his mouth begin to dartIn Heaven I could not idly standWatching those I care for across this landSuffer and fret through life aloneFor those things in life they can not atoneMisery will now be the life I leadHap
Read Me First!!!!!!
I pretty much write and read to a predetirmened beat in my own head. Its a mood thing I'm sure. Anywho most of my shit probably wont make as much sence to you as it did me at the time since well I cant exactly share the beat without reading it aloud myself and well thats just never gonna happen so I guess all I'm saying is that I hope I dont piss alot of people off with my shit...... its really not worth it ;)
Common Sence...........
DOES ANYONE FUCKING HAVE ANY ANYMORE??? I am seriously begining to wonder.Now high horses arnt my thing...... well not on purpose anyways. I know that my moral high ground differs from everyone elses to the extent of being hypocritical at times.Lessons learned from a hard lived past. I wasnt and still am not any sort of angel but for the love of god what is it with some people. Ok ok forget about how people choose to live their lives...... thats none of my concern. But cmon...... people do have the ability to know right and wrong as far as their own mouths are concerned and what to say and when to say it....... it doesnt take a genious to figure out that some things are a BAD idea to talk about. You dont tell an old jewish person that the holochost never happened, you dont tell tramatized Vet that they fought in a worthless war..... Morals are not the issue here...... everyboys are different. But dont tell me I have to tak you as you are or not at all then get mad when I dont return yo
Rays Of Light
ShadowsTrickle acrossVerdant fieldsPainting changing shades of darknessLike an artistWith careless hand Sun waking from afternoon's reposePeeking through the cloudsSilvering the edgesMaking its presence known in the beautiful valleywhich lay covered in dull ebonySunlight here and thereIn dappled patchesEver changingFlickeringAlmost living Rays of light caressing the meadowWith silken fingersTender like a loverPlayful like a childGently creepingAcross darkened land Shadows resistingWanting to stay and playA mad game of tagSunlight in pursuitAs shadows flitGigglingAcross fertile earth Poem By Tammy C.
Take This Quiz!
This is a quiz for people who know everything! I found out in a hurry that I didn't. These are not trick questions. They are straight questions with straight answers. 1. Name the one sport in which neither the spectators nor the participants know the score or the leader until the contest ends. 2. What famous North American landmark is constantly moving backward? 3. Of all vegetables, only two can live to produce on their own for several growing seasons. All other vegetables must be replanted every year. What are the only two perennial vegetables? 4. What fruit has its seeds on the outside? 5. In many liquor stores, you can buy pear brandy, with a real pear inside the bottle. The pear is whole and ripe, and the bottle is genuine, it hasn't been cut in any way. How did the pear get inside the bottle? 6. Only three words in standard English begin with the letters "dw" and they are all common words. Name two of them. 7. There are 14 punctuation marks in English grammar. Can you name at lea
Got My Sons For Two In Half Weeks
China Overtakes Us To Become World's Largest Auto Market
BEIJING: China has for the first time overtaken the United States as the world's largest auto market with sales of locally-made vehicles surging 17.7 per cent to 6.1 million units in the first six months this year. Sales of China's domestically made automobiles topped 1.14 million units in June, up 36.5 per cent over the figure a year earlier, the fourth month in a row surpassing the 1.1 million units mark, the China Association of Automobile Manufacturers (CAAM) said. China's vehicle sales in June rose to 1.14 million, the second-highest month to date after April's 1.15 million units, out of which passenger car sales hit a monthly record of 872,900 units, it said. Total auto sales for the first half of the year (Jan- June) rose to 6.1 million, up 17.7 per cent from a year earlier, out-pacing the US market, where passenger car sales in the same period plunged to 4.8 million amid the economic slowdown. CAAM said sales of such automobiles topped 1.14
Epilogue (r)
February 14th The Great Hall was filled to capacity, and had been enchanted with a second level of seats on the sides, and those were full as well.  Most of the Hogwarts staff were in the second row, along with the Ministry, but Hagrid and Grawp occupied places along the back wall, and along the sides was standing-room-only.  The ceiling reflected a bright blue sky, and white sashes with the Hogwarts seal and the Gryffindor lion draped from the ceiling and the upper level.  At the end of the Hall, the head table was gone, and on the dais stood a lone figure in dress robes signifying her signet of office.  Minerva McGonagall, Headmistress of Hogwarts, stood waiting for what was already described in some circles as the Wedding of the Century to begin. Minerva spoke.  "Since the days of the Hogwarts Four, one of the happiest duties that the Head of the school has been able to perform within these walls is the one we are gathered here for today.  I have been fortunate and honored to do t
Favorite Quote From Stephen King
remember one thing my friend whenthings look there worst drive away into the future and forget the past try to keep smiling get a little rock and roll on the radio and go toward all the life there is,with all the courage you can find and all the belief you can muster. be true, be brave,and stand. for all the rest is darkness from the book it by stephen king
Fumbling And Stumbling
Stumbling my way around in the dark.. *thump bump*  *Splash*spills*
Just Something Fun
You have been through many storms which made you very compassionate and wise. You love to take care of others, family and friends come first.
Need Suggestions
Ok...I'm trying to gather a list of people's favorite stripper/stripping music. I've got a few that I found and like and can't really decide. Yea, yea this will probably turn into a mumm once I narrow it down... So, here's a partial list...if you have any others let me know...     (These aren't in any order at all!!!!)   Lady Marmalade Buttons  (Pussycat Dolls) Kiss (Prince) Wild Thing (Tone Loc) Touch Me (SamanthaFox) Thong Song (Sisgo) SHe's A Bad Mamma Jamma (Carl Carlton) Oh Yeah (Yello) giggles Keep Your Hands To Yourself I Wanna Be Bad (Willa Ford) I Know What Boys Like (Waitresses) Big Spender (Sweet Charity Cast) Justify My Love (Madonna) Fever (Madonna) Back That Ass Up (Juvenile) Unbelievable (EMF) Cream (Prince) Naughty Girl (Beyonce) Living Dead Girl (Rob Zombie) Brick House (Rob Zombie) Hotel Room (Pitbull) (fuckin' yummy if I may say!!!) I Touch Myself (Memories) Leave Your Hat On (Joe Cocker) TY The Big Mike for that one.... Midnight Rendezvo
Fuck Test
Fuck Test.... You will be surprised on all the results you get...Put the [X] which best suits ur answer....or all that apply...() mean explain1.Where would we be?[]My house[]Ur House[]Pool[]Shower[]parents room LOLOTHER....please explain in ()2.What position?[]Doggy Style[]Missionary[]69[]OTHER...()3.What would you use??[]chains and whips[]choc. syrup and whip cream[]strawberries and whip cream[]cherries and chocolate[]ropes and hand cuffsOTHER...()4.Lights?[]ON[]OFF5.Where would you take me 4 a date before all of this?()PLEASE EXPLAIN6.Givin Head?[]Yes[]No7.Gettin some head[]Yes[]No8.Protection?[]Yes[]No9.Day or Night?[]DAY[]NIGHT10.What song would we fuck to?()PLEASE or bottom[]top[]bottom12.Will you repost to see what others say?[]YES you better .. REAdY SEt GO!!![]NO
Naughty Application
Fill out this out app and send it back to me. I wanna see what everyone would write. And I'll fill it out and send it back to ya if you do.1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position ?4. Do you think i'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Three sum?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like fore play?23. What is fore play to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU!
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The Innocent Criminal Genius
The simplstic character that is your every being is a tauting unmerciful shadow of a doubt a tainted ego of surpressed emotions the alter today is not that of tomorrow untouched memories of an uncertain alteration a striking disadvantage to all who bother uncertainty between pain and pleasure is kept within pain being the top of the pyramid of heirarchy your analytical mind bottles up the thoughts of distress to which your anatomy configures to adapt adaptation is nothing to the unkempt mind the barrier you hold is twice that of the great wall an iron mask destroys all who speaks the known the thoughts of what could be are shot down guards take no mercy on the wondering soul a mastermind of imperical genius to which no one would ever go the impecable manner to which you suceed is far greater than the greatest serial killer I am indeed imposing on your general idea as well as incinuating that you are the one the one crimal mastermindhowever you're innocent to prove
Do You Want Me Let Me Know?!?!
Would you kiss me? [ ] With Tongue [ ] Yes [ ] No [] Maybe Would you makeout with me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already have Would you sleep with me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay [ ] Ugly! Would you love me? [ ] To death [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] As a friend [ ] Already do [ ] maybe Do you think I'm a virgin? [ ] Yes [ ] No I look like.. [ ] A player [ ] a wife/husband [ ] One time thing [ ] Next bf/gf [ ] A friend [ ] A friend with benefits [ ] A possibility [ ] A loser [ ] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Friends [ ] Friends with benefits [ ] marry me [ ] have sex [ ] other: On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [ ] Friend [ ] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [
Two Horses...
Just up the road from my home is a field, with two horses in it.From a distance, each looks like every other horse. But if you stopyour car, or are walking by, you will notice something quite amazing.Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that he is blind. Hisowner has chosen not to have him put down, but has made a good home forhim. This alone is amazing.If you are nearby and listening, you will hear the sound of a bell.Looking around for the source of the sound, you will see that it comesfrom the smaller horse in the field.Attached to her halter is a small bell. It lets her blind friend knowwhere she is, so he can follow her.As you stand and watch these two friends, you'll see how she is alwayschecking on him, and that he will listen for her bell and then slowlywalk to where she is, trusting that she will not lead him astray.When she returns to the shelter of the barn each evening, she stopsoccasionally and looks back, making sure her friend isn't too far behindto hear the
Don’t Say No.
I will be the rushing wind I will navigate through your darkness You are the morning mist, a cold kiss that will burn me. I will be agony and love, and you will be the tide that drags the both of us You and I, whithout Mystery, Don’t say no.
Make Me Yours
  Come Own Me !!!!!! Follow this link Below! [ photo: 866993812 ]
Is Love Enogh
I have often been asked the Question is love enogh. Until recently I always believed that if you had someone to love that returned that love to you you could make it through anything, but now I have to question that. The question is what is more important your personal happiness or the happiness of your children. this is the question all single parents have to ask themselves. Eventually you may have to give up the one you love that makes you happy because your children just aren't happy. This I know is the hardest thing II have ever had to do in my life. I know I still love boo-boo Kitty very much but as a parent and I think most parents would agree, I have to do what I feel is best for my children even if it makes me misserable. My love for my kids eclipses anything IO could feel for any other person. Of course we all get tired sometimes but we have to do whats best for our kids its what makes a good parent. If anyone has any answers to the question is love enough let me know.   Is
There Is A Cloud.......
  There is a cloud full of kissesFloating across the sea tonightAfter several near hits and missesThese kisses have taken flight They are on their way to see youThey blend into the starry skyWhen they get there, they will free youAny tears in your eyes they will dry There is a message that they carryMeant for your lips aloneThat my love for you will not varyThrough a hurricane or cyclone I know these kisses will find their wayAnd soon be part of an exchangeBecause I love you night and dayAnd baby, that’s not about to change..
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.updates On Contest
Revised @ 2:28 am (pst)  Sat 7-18-09   ((((   SPECIAL NOTICE  )))) Due to my changing Senrence's Pic during the contest, she lost all her points for that pic.   Therefore since this happened right after I made the Current Standings Blog I shall Add her score from that calculation along with her score here in Round Two.   ** So if she has 4 -- she really has 73 ---- and so on !! NOTE: Contest Will End every Wed at Noon pst with the next one beginning shortly afterwards.. unless otherwise advised: Therefore plan ahead.       The Winners and Finalists from Rounds 1 - 2 and 3  advances to The Finalists Contest following Round 3.     (1st - 2nd and 3rd places will advance to the finals from each round.)      The Fourth Contest will consist of the 3 winners and the 6 finalists from rounds 1 - 2 and 3.   And each Model may present up to 3 pix!       So far Besides Fu-Bux I am planning on giving the Winner a One Month VIP!  (or sumpin of equal value in Bling)  We shall see:  But I will
Why Men Snore
Double The Dose..
Hopefully this blog will help eliminate some concerns and questions. I was diagnosed with PCOS (Poly-Cystic Ovarian Syndrome) around the tail end of May/ first of June of 2009. What is PCOS? It is a health problem that can affect a woman's menstrual cycle, ability to have children, hormones, heart, blood vessels, and appearance. With PCOS, women typically have: High levels of Androgens, missed or irregular periods, and small cysts in their ovaries. Cure:  Unknown   PCOS also has played with my blood sugar and has made me a great candidate for Type 2 diabetes later in life.     I was placed on several medications for the symptoms of PCOS and the one that has effected me the most is the Glucophage for my sugar level. Doc started me off with 500mg daily for the first month.  Side effects for this drug include, but not limited to, diarrhea, gas, headache, indigestion, nausea, stomach pain, temp metallic taste, vomiting, chestpain, dizziness, fast or difficult breathing,fever, ch
The Deadliest Sin
Delicate fingers graze the ample multitude of linens and pelts hung neatly. Shades of indigo, ebony, crimson she paints intricately over the fair features of her pallid skin. Her gaze constant, confident as the reflection before her returns with carnal glances, Emerald orbs scanning every inch of her exquisite form. She walks the streets, nose held high as it very well should be, For none merely grazes the height of her beauty…and she knows it. Snickers and white noise of back talk sling from every direction The seemingly dull piercing of blunt edged daggers from women who long to be her. To her, their words are simple child’s play. Eyes of men devour her with every effortless step she leaves. As she continues, not a care crosses her mind That she destroys their every desire with a poised turn of cheek. With a graceful flip of golden tresses, she carries on Only to find herself back at her solemn doorstep of a lifeless dwelling. Take a moment, Seek beyond th
     I always admired her from across the room, making certain to take in every emotion that danced across her face, studying her hands as they nervously expressed her words, and listening… listening to her soft voice, create the most beautiful tones of fear and pleasure, she sang like a fallen angel cast from the heavens to suffer one more life time. When I could no longer bare watching her face twist with the pain of her song, I would close my eyes and imagine my hand softly stroking her face as she sang through a smile, when my thumb moved to caress her lips she would sing with sounds that sent my body into a heated fit of lust and chilled my very core. I couldn’t breathe, at the very moment I reached the peak if lust she would stop singing.    She looked so deeply into my eyes that I could feel her sole invade mine. My hand gently fell to her slender neck; her skin felt like creamy silk and tingled with warmth I could feel and hear every fast beat of her heart throug
More Disturbing As Time Goes By
One year after Richard Lyons buried his 9-year-old daughter, who was stabbed in an alley near his South Side home, he wonders whether her killer will be found. Adding to his pain is the investigation of Burr Oak Cemetery, where Mya's body was laid to rest. Lyons had visited Mya's grave just one week before the news broke of the missing and dismembered bodies at Burr Oak. The grave, which featured a headstone, appeared to be fully intact. Richard Lyons' 9-year-old daughter, Mya, was murdered last year near his South Side home. "I do feel that they have not moved her, but it does make me wonder if they placed her where somebody else was," Lyons said. "And that made me lose sleep. It was horrific to even think about." Lyons said many of his family members had been buried at the Alsip cemetery. A previous request to place his grandmother's body next to his grandfather's plot was denied, citing that the area was too full. Yet, when Mya died July 15, 2008, that spot was suddenly open, L
Oak Alley Plantation
HAUNTED LOUISIANA OAK ALLEY PLANTATION VACHERIE, LOUISIANA   The haunted plantation house known as Oak Alley fits every idea that we might have about the grand old homes of the south. There is a ghost who haunts Oak Alley Plantation..... although who it might be is still unknown. Some say that it might be the ghost of a young girl whose life was destroyed here many years ago and some claim that the spirit is that of her mother. But regardless, it is a legend that has been told many times over the years. But is it just another ghost story? Not according to the tourists who captured this ghost on film? The Bernard's were just a couple of tourists who had stopped to visit Oak Alley plantation one afternoon. They took a number of photos in and around the house, never expecting to uncover proof that the legendary ghost of the plantation actually existed. When they had their film developed, they sent a copy of one particular photo back to the staff me
The Desederata
THE DESEDERATA - BY   MAX EHRMANNGo placidly amid the noise and haste and remember what PEACE there  may be in SILENCE...As far as possible, with out surrender, be on good terms with all persons.Speak your truth quietly and clearly: and listen to others  even to the dull an ignorant: they too have their story...Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are VEXATIONS to the  spirit...If you compare yourself  with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there  will be greater and lesser persons than your self...Enjoy your achievments...Keep interested in your own career, however hunble, it's a real possession in the  changing fortunes of times....Exercise  caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery...But let this not blind you to what virture there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of HEROISM...BE YOUR SELF...Espically DO NOT feign affection...
Haunted New Orleans
HAUNTED NEW ORLEANS PRESENTED BY TROY TAYLOR “Take 100 of the most enthusiastic ghost hunters and ask them to name America’s Most Haunted City. Most will spring to their feet yelling, ‘New Orleans!’ “ (Richard Winer, “Haunted Houses”) THE HISTORY & HAUNTINGS OF NEW ORLEANS The name of “New Orleans” conjures up a succulent variety of images, from the soft sounds of jazz to whirring ceiling fans, wrought iron gates, and hot, spicy food. Along the swollen Mississippi River, the city dozes, only to come alive at night with the revelry of its people and the blare of music and laughter from Bourbon Street and the French Quarter. These are the images of New Orleans that many people think of... but there is another side to the city as well, an underbelly and a darkness that is as carefully hidden as the gates to the small gardens which lurk between buildings in the Quarter. This dark
Dont Try
I WEAR THE PANTS I'm the one I'm the one who knows the dance I'm the one I'm the one who's got the prance I'm the one I'm the one who wears the pants I wear the pants I'm the one who tells you what to do You're the one you're the one if I let you I'm the one I'm the one who wears the pants I wear the pants Hey You follow me I'll take the lead can't you see Don't you question me You just do what I say I don't care what you're saying I don't care what you're thinking I don't care about anything Get ready get ready cause I'm happenin' I don't care what you're saying I don't care what you're thinking I don't care about anything Get ready get ready cause I'm on the scene I don't have to try To make you realize Anything I wanna do Anything I'm gonna do Anything I wanna do I do And I don't have to try Don't you disagree Cause you know It's all about me Be at my beck and call I'm a know it all And it's all your fault I don't care what you're saying I don't care what you're thinking I
My Thoughts On Changing Yourself (the Thoughts Of Mem Chapter 3)
Should We Forget About The Past Since It Modes Who We Become? Today People Say Is The Start Of New Lives And The End Of Old Ones. Well I Say Why Change The Good Things About You? Why Not Just The Bad? It's Strange That You Would Want To Change The Things About You That Makes You A Good Person. Yes, There Are Bad People Out There But Have You Stopped To Think That Maybe They Are Bad People Because At One Point In Their Lives They May Have Changed Something That Made Them Good Or Maybe Someone Did Somthing To Them That Made Them Change. Everyone Is Born Good But It's The Path That Is Followed That Defines Who A Person Will Become. Good, Bad, Or In Between. It's All Decided On How We Are Rasied And How We Live Once We Are On Our Own.  Nobody Is Perfect. Not By A Long Shot But Even Though No One Is Perfect There Are Still Good People In The World. But There Has To Be Balence I Guess For The World To Work. For One Day It Must All Come To A End And There Has To Be Two Sides To Everything. Qu
Whoring Myself So I am bored on the Fu and decided I would tru something new at least once. I've whored myself in an auction. Yes this is a shameless plug for bids.    Thanks for listening ,       Patchy  
Amberalert 3yr Old Girl Taken By A Man Driving A New Silver Truck Liscense Plate 72381 Keep It Goin So They Can Find Her. Dont Send Back
Amberalert 3yr old girl taken by a man driving a new silver truck liscense plate 72381 KEEP IT GOIN SO THEY CAN FIND HER. Dont send back
July Auction (opens 7/13)
I'm up for auction once again. Stop by and show some bidding love!!   thx in advance, I'll enjoy being your slave!
Look Around
i look around and all i see is saddness. i look around and all i see is heartach. i look around and all i see is tears. what is wrong? what does this worthless life have to offer? there is nothing. everything is gone. there is no joy, no warmth, there is no love. this life is dark and cold. sorrow is the only thing. i look around and i see nothing but darkness.
My Heart
My heart is yours for the taking. My eyes show you the way to my soul. My life is your life. Every breath i take, is your breath. You are my breath, you are my heart, you are my life, and you are my soul. My arms are your pillow, fore when you lay your head on my chest. Every beat of my heart is for you. I can't live without you. Fore you are what keeps me alive.
[i'm Gonna Go Make Almond Cookies/ragebomb]
So I used the phrase "look you have to learn to take risks and learn to trust people-"and got cut off with "not right now, not necessarilly with you""then what's the alternative? Get a clone? Program a robot to agree with you and accept you unconditionally?"Then I went on a tirade about self indulgent caution and nervous bullshit.I asked Tree to call me if she ever got into a better mental stateinformed her that she's very self-absorbed in this whole process of woe is me and I'm teh scared.and that I was tired of the complete lack of any acknowledgement of the guilt and pressure that had been placed on me.Then I realisedI really didn't want her to call me if she ever did.And said so. I'm gonna go make almond cookies.
For Dante'
I wrote this for Dante'.. he will understand.. and I hope he likes it...       Old Mcdonald had a farm... and all the animals slept in the barn.. the sheep were dressed in white.. and all the cocks did was fuss and fight.. the chickens sat and laid their eggs, hoping the farmer wouldn't eat their legs.. It was supposed to be fun...but when the bull looked at me.. I gave a run.. i thought this was one crazy zoo..I saw the cows fucking and the one cow said.. "GOO-GA-MOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!"   hehe, I know.. BAD CASSIE!
3 Verses In 1 It's About My Ex "what A Waste"
What Is It All About
Well after a pretty long time out of the game i finally managed to get privacy, an internets connection and bored enough to drop back over to teh internets' favourite bar/pointz thingy. The problem is I can't figure out what the hell is going on and have no idea if any of my buddies are still here or have 'changed' and gone and done something stupid like got a real life. I think I'll just drink through it, that seems to solve most of lifes little puzzles. Oh and if you have a job or lots of money, call me
Michael Jackson Vs The American Solider
Not my rant but dam the man has a point!!!Okay, I need to rant. I was just watching the news, and I caught part of areport on Michael Jackson. As we all know, Jackson died the other day.He was an entertainer who performed for decades. He mademillions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villain to manypeople. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, andI respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the pointof my rant.Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses theirminds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to thecountry was to ENTERTAIN people, the American people find the need toflock to a memorial in Hollywood, and even Congress sees the need tohold a "moment of silence" for his passing?Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and all of a sudden he's afreaking martyr because he entertained us for a few decades?What about all those SOLDIERS who have died to give us freedom? Allthose Soldiers who, knowing that the
Exercising Flexibility
Mind Stretching Flexibility is the capacity to bend without breaking, as well as a continual willingness to change or be changed in order to accommodate new circumstances. People with flexible minds are open to shifting their course when necessary or useful; they are not overly attached to things going the way they had planned. This enables them to take advantage of opportunities that a more rigid person would miss out on. It can also make life a lot more fun. When we are flexible, we allow for situations we could not have planned, and so the world continues to surprise and delight us. Since reality is in a constant state of flux, it doesn’t make sense to be rigid or to cling to any one idea of what is happening or what is going to happen. We are more in tune with reality when we are flexible. Being in tune enables us to adjust to the external environment and other people as they change and grow. When we are rigid or stuck in our ways, instead of adjusting to the world around
Caught Pt.4
"Please Master,"She began to beg,But his look made her stop,As his hand found her leg.He slowly moved his hand,Up her inner thigh,Finally reaching her clit,He knew this would really make her cry.He pinched it hard,Squeezing so tight,Her eyes filled with more tears,He knew he was doing it right.She cried harder and harder,As he held his grip,Holding it precisely,So his fingers wouldn't slip."You are such a bad slave,And I am making you pay,For you shall learn your lesson,This Master you shall never disobey."His voice no longer,Had sympathy within,And she knew he meant business,By that sinister grin.He finally released her clit,And went to his knees,Bringing his mouth to her mound,His breath began to tease.She felt the warmth,All around her clit,Then he placed his lips to her,With his teeth he bit.She screamed again,And wanted so badly to curse,For this pain she was feeling,Was so much worse.He bit hard,As he looked up into her eyes,Oh how much he loved,Hearing her painful cries.A lesson
Walking Through
When Doors Open When a door opens, walk through it. Trust that the door has opened for a reason and you have been guided to it. Sometimes we have a tendency to overanalyze or agonize over the decision, but it is quicker to simply go through the door and discover what’s there as that’s the only way to know. Even if it doesn’t seem right at first, opening this door may lead to another door that will take us where we need to go. Doors open when the time is right for us to enter a new space, metaphorically speaking, and we can have faith that walking through is the right thing to do. Sometimes we linger in the threshold because we are afraid of leaving our old life for a life we know nothing about. We may have voices inside of our heads that try to hold us back or people in our lives saying discouraging things. These voices, internal and external, are known as threshold spirits, and they express all the fears and doubts that arise at the beginning of a new life. Never
Government Farm Visit
A cocky Department of Agriculture representative stopped at a farm and talked with the old farmer; "I need to inspect your farm." The old farmer said, "You better not go in that field." The Agriculture representative said in a "wise" tone, "I have the authority of the U. S. Government with me. See this card, I am allowed to go wherever I wish on agricultural land." So the old farmer went about his farm chores. Later, the farmer heard loud screams and saw the Department of Agriculture man running for the fence; close behind was the farmer's prize bull. The bull was madder than a nest full of hornets, and the bull was gaining at every step. "Help," the rep shouted to the farmer, "what should I do?" he screamed helplessly. The old farmer, hooking his thumbs in his overalls, called out: "Show him your card!"
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Provential Hotel
Provential Hotel HAUNTED DWELLING: Provential Hotel ADDRESS: 1024 Chartres St., New Orleans, Louisiana. LOCATION: The Provential Hotel can be found in the heart of New Orleans, near the corner of St. Philip and Chartres Street, 2 blocks east of Bourbon Street, and 1 block west of Decatur, not far from the Mississippi River. DESCRIPTION: This lovely, upscale hotel is made up of five buildings. A variety of "tropical", French Quarter courtyards can be found throughout the property. This hotel has two pools to refresh the visitor after a hard day of sight-seeing! The rooms are described as being spacious, "with 19th Century award-winning architecture."   Buildings 100 & 200, were recreations of the 19th century style New Orleans decor. Buildings 300 and 400 have been restored to their original 1820 and 1825 early 19th century style. The 500 building is a great restoration of its original 1875 structure. HISTORY: The five buildings; (100, 2
Monteleone Hotel
Monteleone Hotel HAUNTED PLACE: Hotel Monteleone ADDRESS: 214 Royal Street (Rue Royale), New Orleans, Louisiana 70130. Web-Site: LOCATION: The Magnificent Hotel Monteleone can be found in the heart of the French Quarter, close to the corner of Royal and Iberville, not far from Bourbon Street.   DESCRIPTION: This beautiful, 15 storied, Beaux-Arts-style boutique Hotel has been family-owned for over 100 years, and offers 600 deluxe sleeping rooms, which includes 55 suites. Popular in the hot summertime, is the swimming pool on the 15th floor. Hotel also has a luxurious Spa Aria, a "state of the art" fitness center and in-house restaurants. There is a lounge, and a unique carousel piano bar that rotates around.  There is live New Orleans Jazz music in the bar most nights. It's location is just a short walk from Bourbon St. and other places of entertainemnt. The inside lobby is truly beautiful, with 12 foot ceilings, Beaux-arts decor, antiques and beautiful floors and ceil
Alibi Bar
Alibi Bar HAUNTED PLACE: Alibi Bar and Grill ADDRESS: 1811 Iberville Street, New Orleans, Louisiana Phone: 522-9187 * Email: Web-site: LOCATION: The Alibi Bar can be found on the corner of Iberville St. and Bourbon St., one block north of Canal Street, an address located in the beginning of the party-central area of Bourbon Street. DESCRIPTION: The Alibi Bar is described as being a serene bar that has an unassuming nature with a sexy ambiance. It is found in a basic, plain, slightly funky two story brick building with the Spanish style porch and iron works on the second floor. It looks authentic,and hasn't been yuppie-fied. It has an attic as well. It's custom of serving late-night, early morning food, and having 150 brands of beer, to offer its patrons, makes it the most popular hangout for dancers, bartenders, doormen and waiters on their off hours, where they go to relax after a busy shift of waiting
Lafitte's Blacksmith Shop
Lafitte's Blacksmith Shop HAUNTED PUB - Lafitte's Blacksmith Shop ADDRESS: 941 Bourbon Street, New Orleans, Louisiana, 70116. 504-522-9377 LOCATION: Lafitte's Blacksmith Shop Pub can be found on Bourbon Street, in the residential section, about two or three  blocks away from the rowdy center of Bourbon Street. It's address on Bourbon Street is between Dumaine Street and St. Philip Street. DESCRIPTION:  This two story, brick and stone, plain rectangular building  is solidly built, in the French style and has stood on this spot since the late 1700's, sometime before 1772. This building has the distinction as being one of the few remaining original "'French architecture' structures" which still grace the French Quarter.  The building escaped both the fires in 1788, and 1794, remaining untouched.  This explains why most of the buildings in the French Quarter were rebuilt in the Spanish style of this time. This building's claim to fame is that it was the place of business, for
Only The British....
'Orgasm a Day' Campaign for Teens Stirs Controversy The UK National Health Service has been passing out pamphlets to teenage students, promoting them to have good sex frequently. "An orgasm a day, keeps the doctor's away" is the slogan behind the message.  According to The Examiner, the pamphlet read: "Health promotion experts advocate five portions of fruit and veg a day and 30 minutes physical activity three times a week. What about sex or masturbation twice a week?"  The circular was passed out to parents, teachers and youth workers. It also encourages people to have sex regularly for a cardio workout. While some believe the catchphrase is irresponsible, the creators of the leaflet fell differently.  The author and director of the Center of HIV and Sexual Health at the UK NHS believes that as long as teens are educated about sex and it's sexually transmitted diseases, there is no particular reason for anyone to lack a good healthy sex life.
La Pavilion Hotel
La Pavilion Hotel  ( HAUNTED DWELLING: Le Pavilion Hotel ADDRESS: 833 Poydras Street, New Orleans, Louisiana 70112. WEBSITE: LOCATION: The glorious Le Pavilion Hotel can be found on a main city artery, on Poydras Street, and the corner of Carroll Street, 2 blocks west of St. Charles Ave., about 5 blocks away from the French Quarter.   DESCRIPTION: A member of Historic Hotels of America, Le Pavilion Hotel truly has earned the nickname,"The Belle of New Orleans." This grand palace integrates old world beauty and decor with modern day amenities." Crystal chandeliers from Czechoslovakia, marble floors from several locations around Europe, marble railings, imported from France, that once graced the lobby of the Parisian Grand Hotel. Spectacular Italian columns and statues were bought to grace the exterior, and fine art and antiques from the world were added to the decor, much to the pleasure of its guests. All the modern conveniences expected in a 4 star hotel
Old Absinthe House
Old Absinthe House HAUNTED PLACES: JEAN LAFITTE'S OLD ABSINTHE HOUSE ADDRESS: 240 Bourbon Street, New Orleans, LA 70130. Web-Site:   LOCATION: THE  200 year old ABSINTHE HOUSE Bar has long been found on the corner of Bourbon St and Bienville St. Description: “EVERYONE YOU HAVE KNOWN OR EVER WILL KNOW, EVENTUALLY ENDS UP AT THE OLD ABSINTHE HOUSE” ".....But our business is with the heart of things; we must go beyond the crude phenomena of nature if we are to dwell  in the spirit.  Art is the soul of life and the Old Absinthe House is the heart and soul of the old quarter of New Orleans." This two-story, Spanish-style building that was constructed in 1806, is now owned by Tony Moran, who has three different service businesses in this building, making good use of its space. The outside of this building is very appealing, in great shape, as is the inside of this classic New Orleans structure. Coming through the front door, the visitor enter
Laveau House
Laveau House ( . . Place: At the Laveau House - Location: 1020 St. Ann Street, New Orleans, LA. 70116. *Some people report that the spirit of Marie and her followers still conduct wild voodoo ceremonies this house. * Her detailed apparition has been seen walking down St. Ann Street, attired in a long white dress, wearing her tignon, which is a scarf with seven knots in it. * In a drug store on St. Anne Street, her apparition slapped a man in the face when he failed to acknowledge her presence. She then floated to the ceiling. The owner of the store witnessed the whole thing. Still Haunted? Yes.  
Destrehan Manor Museum
Destrehan Manor Museum The Destrehan Manor Museum can be found in the lower Mississippi River Valley, about thirteen miles north of New Orleans, and eight miles from The New Orleans Airport. Directions: Take Interstate 10 West to Exit 220 (I-310 South), stay on I-310 for about 6 miles. Exit onto River Road, and turn left at the light. (Warning: There are no signs to advertise this museum or even street signs, thanks to Katrina?). (Side bar: The few signs we did see in LA, they expect you to pay attention, because no time is allowed to see it, making it hard to even make the turn.) If you are unfamiliar with this area, this makes it difficult to even find, unless you are armed with a really good map and great verbal instructions from a museum staff member. Be sure to call the museum for directi
St. Louis Cemetery
Saint Louis Cemetery   HAUNTED PLACE: St Louis Cemetery Number 1 ADDRESS: 499 Basin St, New Orleans, LA LOCATION: St Louis Cemetery Number 1 can be found just northwest of Basin St, and  just 1 block west of N. Rampart St, which is the furthest inland border of the French Quarter.  It is  8 blocks from the Mississippi River, being the riverside border of the French Quarter.  St. Louis St. borders the cemetery's eastern side, while its western and northern sides have the Iberville public housing as its neighbors.  NOTE: Because of its closeness to the Iberville public housing, which in the past has housed a few people who like to rob tourists in the narrow alleys between vaults, there is a high wall surrounding the cemetery, and the cemetery closes at 3:00 sharp. It is strongly recommended that tourists visit via a tour group. When the gates are locked, the cemetery  is left to the restless spirits who walk its paths. Tom and I took the Haunted Cemetery Tour, ru
Self Dipiction
Fears thrash downward chasing my spiraling soul I am the bane of my own existance the consultation without confrontation deliverance with everything recieving absolutely nothing request of our assemblance for information exchange menacing words are thrown emotional detachment quickly dismissed incessant rants continue destroying ones self imagery masterful death wishes spout self deprication gone awry contingent upon my own fate controlled corruption in your mind suffocation by self depiction  
Beauregard-keyes House
Beauregard - Keyes House     The Beauregard - Keyes House Location: Can be found across from the Convent of Ursula in the French Quarter. Address: 1113 Charles Street, New Orleans, Louisiana. History: This grand mansion, built in 1812, is a strong candidate for being the most haunted house in New Orleans. A General Pierre Gustave Toutant de Beauregard lived in this house until 1869. General Beauregard was the commanding officer of the southern troops at the bloody battle at Shiloh. * At 2:00 in the morning, on foggy, moonlit nights, General Beauregard and his troops materialize out of the wood paneled walls along the hallway near the ballroom. The living are treated to the clattering footsteps of his entire phantom troops. All the soldier apparitions and the General appea
T'freres House & Garconniere
T'Freres House and Garconniere LOCATION: T'Freres House and Garconniere can be found on Verot School Road ( Route 339) between Rue Louis X1V and Highway 3073. Nearest cross streets are Artisan Road and Yvette Marie Drive. (337) 984-9347 * (800) 984-9347 Address: 1905 Verot School Road, Lafayette, LA 70508. DESCRIPTION: T'Freres House and Garconniere Bed and Breakfast was voted the "Best of the Best by the Times of Acadiana Readers poll. It is 'The Place' to stay in South Louisiana." Innkeepers Pat and Maugie Pastor, former premier restauranteurs of Chez Pastor Restaurant in Lafayette, offer wonderful food selections for their guests, who also enjoy the Cajun aura of the Bed and Breakfast itself. This 1880 Acadian colonial architecture style 2 floor wooden home is made of Loui
Oak Alley Plantation
Oak Alley Plantation -   LOCATION: Address: Oak Alley Plantation, Restaurant & Inn • 3645 Highway 18 (Great River Road) • Vacherie, Louisiana 70090. Phone: (225) 265-2151 or 1-800-44ALLEY DESCRIPTION: Oak Alley Plantation has been called the "Grand Dame of the great River Road." WOW! Oak Alley Plantation was and is the finest Greek Revival, antebellum plantation home in Louisiana. It's crowning feature is its "full peripheral (free-standing) colonade of 28 colossal Doric columns." The inside has a square floor plan, with a central hall which runs from the front of the mansion to the rear on both floors, which opens up to balconies to catch the breezes, keeping the home cool. At each end of the halls on both floors there are "broad fan lights and sidelights framed with slim, fluted colonettes."
Hmm, This Could Explain The Fbi
As the investigation into the crimes that took place at Burr Oak Cemetery continues to grow, so do the number of families who are affected. And the First Family is among those touched by the awful situation, NBC Chicago has confirmed. Michelle Obama's father, Fraser Robinson, is buried at Burr Oak. He was a city employee and Democratic precinct captain who died in 1990. A spokesperson for the First Lady's office said they wouldn't comment any further, and we do not yet know if his grave was among the hundreds dug up by graveyard workers in a money-making scheme. Thousands of families have been trying to check on the status of their loved ones' remains since word of the scandal broke last week. The Sheriff's Office has closed the entire cemetery, declaring it a crime scene, and is allowing people to place new requests only by phone at 1-800-942-1950 or e-mail Also buried in the cemetery was Mya Lyons, a 9-year-old girl who was stabbed near he
Your Own Disaster
Just think of this and me as just a few of the many things to lie around to clutter up your shelves And I wish you weren't worth the wait because there's some thing's I'd like to say to you... And I don't think that you know what you've been missing 'Cause I don't think that you know what you've been missing And I dare you to forget the marks you left across my neck from those nights when we were both found at our best Now I could make this obvious, and you, you could deny me all in one breath you could shrug me off your shoulders... And I don't think that you know what you've been missing 'Cause I don't think that you know what you've been missing And I don't think that you know I said I don't think you know I said I don't think you know what your missing Hey, lush, have fun It's the weekend Hey, lush, have fun Hey, lush, have fun It's the weekend Hey, lush, have fun I don't think that you know what you've been missing I don't think that you know what you'
Please Vote For My Book!
Hey folks,My book is up for a cover award.Please go by and vote for my book at the following site. you wanna cut to the chase just send an email to the followingaddress with Darkside of The Planet as the SUBJECT LINE: Thanks so much!Sincerely,David Lee
I Can't... Originally Written 8/21/09
I can't I have never asked much I have never wanted much .... I have never thought as myself as being selfish .... I was told that I give 1000% of myself but never get the same in return.... I can’t help that, it’s just the way that I am, do I get hurt as a result of giving so much? .... More times than not, yes. .... I can’t help but give 1000% that’s just me, anyone that knows me knows this to be true.... I grew up with I love you’s, hugs, and kisses everyday growing up .... I can’t help that I say I love you, for one when I say it MEAN it, and the second reason is I’m not promised tomorrow and if I leave this earth today at least you know that I love you.... I can’t help that even though I may be mad at the moment or hurt, my feelings never change.... I don’t like hurting people, especially those I love that is the last thing I want to do ....
Untitled..originally Written 9/27/07
Orginally written 9/27/07   I can't really explain to you what it is that I'm going thru Lots of sleepless nights tossin and turning cuz I haven't quite figured out what I'm suppose to do Trying to find a solution cuz damn right now its a little confusin' Never giving to much emotion cuz that's too much exposure  Hard to let you in fearful that my heart may get broken I don't mean to be hard just can't deal with my emotions being harmed Traveled down that road and it's taken quite a toll but I'm gone let the dice roll, willin to take another chance in hopes that I can have some true romance I don't mean to clown cuz I know that gets you down
That's It... Tick Off The Whole World Just To Get At One Guy....
This is one of the many things I have to put up with. I'll preface this blog by reiterating that it is the job of the bouncers to help enforce the Terms of Service. We don't play referee. If one informs you that you're breaking TOS by doing something, please comply with the instructions you're given. Don't be like this guy here. Me: You know you have to change that status message... right? Me: You can't attack other members in a status message. If you have problems with members here, your recourse is to block them or simply not interact with them. We won't tolerate this behavior here. Him: REALLY??? HE ATATCKS ME EVERYDAY . Me: Then be the better man. Moreso, stop offending other users who aren't involved. Please change your status. Him: WHY DONT U GO TO HIS PROFILE, AND CHK HIS MUMMS AND POST Me: We'll worry about that at another point. Right now, I'm asking YOU to change your status. (changes his status to another one with the term "sand-n*gger" in it, referencing the same
Visiting Caledon In Second Life
Tired of the trashed mainlands? How about an entire cluster of inter-connected Second Life regions with no ad-farms, no lagging dance clubs, none of the usual junk that's plagued most of the mainland grid? The Independent State of Caledon was acquired from Linden Labs some years ago and has remained as it was ~ a victorian-era region where creativity, beauty and a bit of Steampunk style run wild.  Presenting.. Caledon:
C.e. Byrd High School
C.E. Byrd High School C.E. Byrd was built in 1925 and is Shreveport's oldest high school.  It's currently a popular choice for 8th Graders ready to finish their last four years of high school.  In 2006, Byrd was the most populated school in the area, and it quite possibly may still retain that title.  But C.E. Byrd has a dark side that is unknown to some, but shared by many.There are two tales that continue to float through Byrd, shared by both students and faculty.  For students that have attended Byrd, many have been told of the swimming pool that used to be in the school's sub-basement, known around campus as "the Catacombs."  The swimming pool was closed sometime between 30's to early 50's.  There reason for such a time gap in the closing is that I've heard several different dates on the actual closing.  Two factors may have played a part in the pool's closing, that being the scare of spreading Polio and Smallpox through the water, and since Fair Park wanted a pool as we
Sad To Say Goodbye
yesterday I had to say goodbye to my puppy shadow he will be missed
Oakland Plantation
As legend has it, the old Oakland Plantation on Sligo Road is said to be haunted.  Supposedly, a man named Dr. Abel Skannal, who built the house in the 1830's, killed his wife there and kept her in the attic in a coffin.  It was said the body was discovered after the Doctor's death.  Dr. Skannal was also known to be a practical joker, which could be one reason that the coffin was in his atticThere was also a woman that lived at Oakland Plantation by the name of Melinda McCallon Coyer while her father was remodeling the house.  One thing that was said to have happened was one winter night, her and her sister woke up during the night, freezing and shivering.  They noticed that they had no blankets on.  Once they turned on the light, the blankets were in the corner, as if someone had taken them off of the children during the night.  Another story was that the thermostat in the house never worked.  If it was set on 80 degrees, it would be set to zero sometime during the night, without anyo
The Hanging Tree
These pictures are of one Hanging Tree that is located close to Cross lake off of Blanchard Road.  There is also another tree that is said to be on Lakeshore Drive.  According to legend at the Lakeshore Drive tree, it is where an old plantation owner hung his slaves that did something wrong.  Not only would he hang them, but he would also burn them and torture them as they were dying (thanks to Jessica for this info).  There are also some old shacks around that area that were used to film a movie, called MOUNTAINTOP MOTEL MASSACRE.  It is also said to be 10-15 degrees colder when you stand underneath the tree.  The area is also said to be very dangerous due to drug deals and other things
Things That Make You Go Hmmmm
Just wondering how some people on here could be always going to work but yet they are online here constantly changing their status's and uploading new pics. Online  all night long talking to people and making salutes then online all day uploading them but yet they say they have to go to work. Ummm sleeping in front of the computer is not work! Why would they lie about it other than to make themselves look like they are something they are not. Some people on Fubar just lie lie lie. Maybe they need sunshine. Why do people block you from veiwing their page but constantly checks out your page? Why block if you are so interested in what I am doing? I can't stand people who pretend they don't like drama but choose it! I just find it funny that I am not hiding my profile. Then again I am not doing anything that warrants being hidden. I don't give 2 flips if you rate me because you all rate each other 10 anyway, what's the use? Little fake ego boost on your 500+ pics? Why do people usually ha
A Dad's Story
A Dad's Story   On July 22nd I was in route to Washington, DC for a business trip. It was all so very ordinary until we landed in Denver for a plane change. As I collected my belongings from the overhead bin, an announcement was made for Mr. Lloyd Glenn to see the United Customer Service Representative immediately. I thought nothing of it until I reached the door to leave the plane and I heard a gentleman asking every male if he were Mr. Glenn. At this point, I knew something was wrong, and my heart sank.    When I got off the plane, a solemn-faced young man came toward me and said, 'Mr. Glenn, there is an emergency at your home. I do not know what the emergency is,
My Sexy Azz Owner
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Pimping Myself 4 A Vip 1or3 Months
Vet Arrested For Playing Amazing Grace
PS: I am so proud to see your "boss" have thee Constitution and thee Bill of Rights hanging on his wall instead of a half of a dozen diplomas!   (Sabrina)   Hello, I forgot to mention something that I think is VERY IMPORTANT. After I was arrested in Gatlinberg they of course took my tri focal safety glass's. I CANNOT read small print without them. When we got to jail, they handed me a few papers to sign, I asked if I could have my glass's so I could read what I was signing. The answer was a big no! I told them I did not want to sign something that I could not read, they intimidated me into signing those papers. I was told sign or else????? They actually had to point with their fingers where they wanted me to sign and of course under the stress and pressure, I signed. I have NO CLUE what I signed.   Then, when my ex wife arrived to get me out I was again asked to sign papers. Again, I asked for my glass's. I was told by one smart a$$ that if I didn't sign
Whatever I Want
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My Bio
Bitchy Witchy was born in 1989 to a family of French Poodle trainers. Her father was strict with the whip, her mother generous with the kibble. It was a chaotic environment full of loud yipping and harsh French accents. She never got along well with the other children, always smelling like wet poodle and threatening the big kids without having the muscle to back it up...but she adapted well, and eventually found her niche in society, hounding others for scraps and jumping through hoops for spare change. As she got older, she experienced a love for fire, incorporating a flaming hoop into her act...which later led to tragedy. When Bitchy was 19, she "accidentally" set fire to the neighbors house..and car...and garage...and boyfriends house..and boyfriends car..and hair...and well, let it suffice to say that the Great Fire of 08 won't soon be forgotten.
Send Them To Me
I  love looking into eyes. The deeper I look the more I can see your soul. Would love to look into your eyes. 
Feels Like Home
I'm sitting here, watching How to Lose A Guy in 10 Days. I somehow forgot that my wedding song was in it.  The second I heard it, tears filled my eyes.  I just wanted to be happy and loved and safe.  He used to make me feel like he was home to me.  I miss feeling that way.  Fuck this hurts.  I'm ready for it to be over so I can truly move on.  And that hurts too. Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myselfMakes me wanna lose myself, in your armsThere's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fastHope this feeling lasts, the rest of my lifeIf you knew how lonely my life has beenAnd how long I've been so aloneAnd if you knew how I wanted someone to come alongAnd change my life the way you've doneIt feels like home to me, it feels like home to meIt feels like I'm all the way back where I come fromIt feels like home to me, it feels like home to meIt feels like I'm all the way back where I belongA window breaks, down a long, dark streetAnd a siren wails in the nightBut I'm alri
Rod Mckuen--the Second Time
  THE SECOND TIME As fragile as a teacup in the wrong hands, As empty as the nests that birds vacate just before the winter months. As silent as an enemy with worked out plans. As difficult as detail is to those who charge ahead without instructions or a may. So learning how to love again must be to those who leave off loving after having scaled love's mountain a time or two before. I am a willing pupil ready to again take up the lesson book or attend        the master class. Any day when I'm not learning even if it's called re-education I consider lost. I ask only patience... the kind the first grade teacher offers her most backward child        that initial month, before demands of aggressive children learn to make out of ego and necessity. Be as careful with me as you are when rounding corners               new to you. I'll cram, I'll study and I'll work to merit this time spent with you. This new chance at reeducation. I relearn quickly when I trust.
So tonight, i turned down some chick at the bar, not cuz she wasnt hot, but she was annoying the hell outta me, only to get home and realize, shit .... that was really stupid.   then to top it off... i'm still trapped in this house, with the ex.  and even though i love her, i can never make it work with her... then find out, shit it is annoying the hell outta me that she is not home.   why the fuck should this bother me... it really fucking shouldnt... i hate my brain.. i shall drill it out and feed it to whoever wants some whiskey soaked membranes.
I only wish I could figure this place out... it's overwhelming... jeez! Any help would be absitively posilutely fantastic.
So Ya Wanna Know "me"?
I am a very laid back person. I need my alone time. I do not like crowds or walking in to room of strangers. I do however, enjoy concerts, the vibe is different and the common ground that pulls strangers together. I like classic hard rock and metal. I don't like any sports. I rear Monarch butterflies for release. (See photo albums) Did you know over 95% die in nature? I like to create things, any thing.... I have worked with polymer clay for over 12 years. I have a vintage halloween obsession and love to create folk art to display or sell on eBay. I also make jewlery that includes turning roses into beads for memorial bracelets for keepsakes.. I like to bake. I also can or preserve things from the garden, yanno, like gramma did? I like to grow my own fresh tomatoes and vegetables. I am a pack rat. I collect vintage colored glass. (imperial, depression, fostoria) I like the 50's eames era and the pin up look. My bathroom is retro pink and black, with black and white small ti
Stepping Back
Stepping Back Alone you stand at the edge looking down, all you see is bleakness and no end in sight You think about your life and know you have to choose Do you dare take that step forward? End it all as it is, or do you walk away find hope amongst the gray You might want to take that deadly step might think that it is for the best A soul beaten down broken hearted alone in the crowd I reach for you and pull you back hold you close and show you that at least one person does care A heart to mend a soul to heal Search deep within and you will see that endless fall
I've been thinking.... And here is what I have came up with... **Should have known better **Too soon **Too far **Jealousy hurts not just others, but yourself. **Life is too short.... Just BLAH... WTF?! Tink Emo night? :| Mixed emotions are running wild, and idk how the hell to contain them.. at all.. And.. of course... nobody to talk to about it :| Go fuckin' figure!!!
Funny Thing
People assume an awful lot. People can say whatever they want, and think whatever they want, believe whatever they want. But without actually knowing, or really being told, they know nothing.  
How To Take A "screen Shot"
"I want to take a screenshot of my screen and save it in a graphics file, so I can email it to a friend. Do I need to purchase or download special software to do this?" (PC First | Mac Second)     First the basic's about this. Definition “A screenshot, screen capture, or screen dump is an image taken by the computer to record the visible items displayed on the monitor or another visual output device. Usually this is a digital image taken by the host operating system or software running on the computer device, but it can also be a capture made by a camera or a device intercepting the video output of the computer.” (Wikipedia, retrieved 20:18, 30 July 2007 (MEST)). One may make a distinction between: Screenshots Outputting the entire screen or a part of it in a common bitmap image format such as BMP, PNG, or JPEG. Screen dump The display system dumps what it is using internally upon request. Output may be rendered in a different format, e.g. PNG instead of X or Displ
Ever Had One Of Those Days?
me too...and im in a mood and all i gota say til tomorrow is.......                                                                                                                                            
Who Is The Editor For These?
  Proofreading is a dying art, wouldn't  you say?  Man Kills Self Before Shooting Wife and Daughter  This one I caught in the SGV Tribune the other day and called the Editorial Room and asked who wrote this.  It took two or three readings before the editor realized that what he was reading was impossible!!!  They put in a correction the next day.      I just couldn't help but sending this along. Too funny.    Something Went Wrong in Jet Crash, Expert Says     
My Children
From the very first second The moment that I knew How much my life would change I never had a clue. My heart cannot explain This special kind of love Never a day does it waiver For you came from God above. Now when I look at you And think of joys from the past It bring tears to my eyes You've grown up way too fast. So remember all my children Where you go, whatever you do In body or in spirit I'll always be with you. And through all the trials of life For which we are to blame Deep within your heart do know My love will forever be the same.
Moldy Records
Records at the suburban Chicago cemetery where four people are accused of unearthing bodies in an alleged moneymaking scheme have been found disintegrating and rotting in a rusty file cabinet. "I have been running the cemetery, and that obviously is not what should be going on here," Dart said. A young Chicago girl found murdered a year ago Tuesday is buried at Burr Oak, bringing new questions to an unsolved crime. Many of the cards were fused together with mold, and mice were found to have been nesting in the drawers. "I don't think you're going to need carbon dating to notice that this didn't happen yesterday," Dart said. The condition of records at Burr Oak Cemetery in Alsip illustrates the daunting task ahead of identifying the dead whose graves have been disturbed. Cook County Sheriff Tom Dart said Tuesday that he'd received about 65,000 requests from families seeking information about loved ones buried there. Meanwhile, Dart said at a news conference that he'
The Lalaurie House
LaLaurie House The following is excerpted in its entirety from Old New Orleans: Walking Tours of the French Quarter, by Stanley Clisby Arthur, © 1990 by Pelican Publishing Company, Gretna, Louisiana, @ pages 96-99: " 'THE HAUNTED HOUSE’ 1140 Royal Street The three-story building at the southeast corner of Royal and Governor Nichols street, to some the most famous private residence in old New Orleans, gained its eerie title, ‘The Haunted House,’ from an oft-repeated tale in which spirits of tortured slaves clank their chains during the midnight hours in remembrance of awful punishment meted out to them by their mistress – a
The Beauregard-keyes House
The Beauregard-Keyes House The Beauregard-Keyes house in the New Orleans French Quarter has a reputation that is known to be very haunted. Historically Known to be haunted The Beauregard-Keyes House, was built in 1826 for wealthy auctioneer Joseph LeCarpentier. It is a fine example of a raised, center-hall house. It derives it's name from two of its former residents, Confederate General Pierre Gustave Toutant (P.G.T.) Beauregard and author Frances Parkinson Keyes. General Beauregard and his family lived in the home from 1866 to 1868 while he was president of the New Orleans, Jackson, and Great Northern Railroad. Mrs. Keyes used the
The Griffin House
Griffin House A often spoken of in hushed tones is the Griffin House. This grand home was originally built by Adam Griffin in 1852, and as the ghost tale goes, it was abandoned by Griffin after only a few months of him living there. This was the begining of the War between the States, and Griffin was said to have fleed before the Union occupation occured. Located at 1447 Constance Street Griffin House still stands in it's ageless beauty. Whether it is still haunted or not, remains quite another unsolved mystery, but the stories that have been told about the place over the many many years
Rant Of A Soldier
This is written by a young man serving his third tour of duty in Iraq. Thought you might find his take on the Michael Jackson news - interesting. ____________________________Okay, I need to rant.I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson. As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was an entertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villain to many people. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant.Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN people, the American people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood, and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing?Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and all of a sudden he's a fr
The Marie Laveau House
Marie Laveau House Laveau House Legend has it that MarieLaveau lived in a house at 1020 St. Ann Street. best known and most revered practitioner of voodoo in the city, and some say the "founder" of New Orleans voodoo, was Marie Laveau, a free woman of color born in 1794 in Haiti. Laveau was also a devout Catholic; it was this unique blending of Voodoo rituals and Catholicism that would differentiate New Orleans voodoo from other forms of the practice. About 1875 the original Marie Laveau I, bereft of her youth and memory, became confined to her home on Rue St. Ann and did not leave until claimed by death some
The Hermann-grima Historical House
The Hermann-Grima Historical House 820 St. Louis Street, built in 1831, HERMANN-GRIMA HOUSE is one of the most significant residences in New Orleans. This handsome Federal mansion with its courtyard garden boasts the only horse stable and functional 1830s outdoor kitchen in the French Quarter. Painstakingly restored to its original splendor through archaeological studies and careful review of the building contract and inventories, the museum complex accurately depicts the gracious lifestyle of a prosperous Creole family in the years from 1830 to 1860. On October 15, 1850, Mrs. Albert Grima died in the Hermann-Grima h
The Degas House
The Degas House From October 1872 to March 1873, French Impressionist painter Edgar Degas, whose mother and grandmother were born in New Orleans, the Musson Family, whose business was cotton. While he resided in the House, Degas created at least twenty-two works of art including the detailed scene of Michel Musson's office. Maria Desiree Musson, Degas's maternal grandmother, died suddenly in 1819, at the age of twenty-five. The architect Benjamin Latrobe, who was then working in New Orleans, wandered by chance into her funeral Mass at the St. Louis Cathedral. "The Church was
The Old Marine
 A> > old retired Marine walked into a supermarket with his> zipper> > down. A lady cashier walked up to him and said, 'Your> > barracks door is open.'Not a phrase that men normally> > use, he went on his way looking a bit puzzled. When he> was> > about done shopping, a man came up and said, 'Your> fly> > is open.' He zipped up and finished his> >  shopping. > > > > > > > > At the checkout, he intentionally got in the line> where the> > lady was that told him about his 'barracks> > door.'  He was planning to have a little fun with> > her, so when he reached the counter he said, 'When> you> > saw my barracks door open, did you see a Marine> standing in> > there at attention? > > > > The lady (naturally smarter than the man) thought for> a> > moment and said, 'No, no I didn't. All I saw was a> > disabled veteran sitting on a couple of old duffel> > bags.
A Tampon Stary
Please read the whole thing... You'll love it.     I am reminded that "God Works in Mysterious Ways "  Tampons (A TRUE STORY) Tampons to the rescue in Iraq !! Don't worry, it's a good story, and worth reading. It's even humorous in parts. It's from the mother of a Marine in Iraq . My son told me how wonderful the care packages we had sent them from the ladies auxiliary were and wanted me to tell everyone thank you. He said that one guy we'll call Marine X, got a female care package and everyone was giving him a hard time. My son said, 'Marine X got some really nice smelling lotion and everyone really likes it, so every time he goes to sleep they steal it from him.' I told my son I was really sorry about the mistake, and if he wanted I would send Marine X another package. He told me not to worry about Marine X because every time I send something to him, he shares it with Marine X.He said when my husband and I sent the last care package, Marine X came over to his cot picked up the box, s
If You Don't Know How To Spell Dictionary...
How do you know what to look it up in to find out? Just saying...
Reporter And Burr Oak
This is just one of many personal stories. Unimaginable! I hope they get every asshole that is responsible for this! Personally, it's more than the four in custody and I think he owner knows more than he's letting on! My mother used to tell my sister and me that one of the hardest trips she ever made to Burr Oak Cemetery near suburban Alsip was to bury her grandmother. At family gatherings, my mother often has talked about Lessie Saville Jennings as a larger-than-life figure. My great-grandmother was born in Mississippi in 1898 and moved to Chicago in 1916. She had a dark brown complexion and stood 5 feet 8, which was quite statuesque for a woman of her era. My mother told us that our great-grandmother had two major passions beyond her family: God and policy, the precursor to lottery, which she played with near-religious fervor. On the nightstand by her bed, she kept her Bible and a variety of dream books. Dream books, which were sold at five-and-dimes, assigned three- or four
Hillarycare Revisited- The Nationalization Of America's Health-care System
We do need health care reform in America, but there is a right way -- and a wrong way -- to go about it. President Obama and Congressional Democrats want a government-run health care system that puts a Washington bureaucrat between American families and their doctors. And they are hurrying to pass and sign a bill as quickly as they can. Obama has ordered the Pelosi/Reid-run Congress to get him a bill to sign before August 8th, when Congress begins its summer recess. That's less than 25 days from now. Why the rush? The Democrats have learned from their missteps last time they tried to force Americans into a socialized health care system -- the abysmal failure of the Clinton Administration's "HillaryCare." So now, they are rushing "Obamacare" through Congress, hoping it avoids the same fate. President Obama and Congressional Democrats think government is the solution to every problem. They're wrong. The government already runs car companies, banks and mortgage companies. Republica
Just Let It Go
A sexy Man Class But an ass When come to me Selfish, No Care From 2nd to 3rd To being amemory Or only seen when have a need And not me Exspecially when you said you loved me Tried to butter me uo Get me in love So your weak ass can run Front like you did something Leavin Me crying, And stalking Na not the one Seen it from the door Got all your onces Know you can't handle me Kicking you to the street Around town, With your best man You know he get nothing Like you Make your heart break Eyes get all wet Straving Calling for nothing But you know Just leeting you go
Please Vote For My Daughter!!!!
"silent Warrior"-enigma
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Daddy's Poem {will Make You Cry}
Her hair was up in a pony tail,her favorite dress tied with a bow.Today was Daddy's Day at school,and she couldn't wait to go.But her mummy tried to tell her,that she probably should stay home.Why the kids might not understand,if she went to school alone.But she was not afraid;she knew just what to say.What to tell her classmatesof why he wasn't there today.But still her mother worried,for her to face this day alone.And that was why once again,she tried to keep her daughter home.But the little girl went to schooleager to tell them all.About a dad she never seesa dad who never calls..There were daddies along the back wall,for everyone to meet.Children squirming impatiently,anxious in their seatsOne by one the teacher calleda student from the class.To introduce their daddy,as seconds slowly passed.At last the teacher called her name,every child turned to stare.Each of them was searching,a man who wasn't there.'Where's her daddy at?'She heard a boy call out.'She probably doesn't have one,
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Angels And Demons
I see a lot of folks on here with descriptive names and/or profiles which include the terms "angel"  "demon" or even both. I want to know why everybody wants to be an angel or demon? Do you not know said beings, powerful though they may be, have no free will whatsoever? Is that really what ya'll want to be, might tools for one entity or another to utilize, abandoning the one thing humans have going for them? It's confusing to me, and being a deity myself with only a certain range of choices availiable have to scrath my head to see so many willingly throw away the greatest gift ever for the sake of a silly image. The demon ones are the funniest cause my gods, have you ever seen a real demon? Yeesh its like looking at me afetr serious exposure to an Uglification Ray, you know? Ah so that is your lot I guess as humans- to be given the world and only want a prison cell. I must go now even with this disturbing feeling I have something else of vital importance to impart to my nonexsistant re
Sticking Out Of The Ground...
One of the Com Ed workers is the son of a lady my mom works with. View more news videos at:
Out For A Beer
John was lonely and so he decided life would be more fun if he had a pet. He went to the pet store and told the owner that he wanted to buy an unusual pet. After some discussion, he finally bought a centipede, which came in a little white box to use  for his house. He took the box home, found a good location for the box, and decided he would start off by taking his new pet to the bar for a drink.  So he asked the centipede in the box, 'Would you like to go to Frank's place with me and have a beer?' Silence; there was no answer from his new Pet.  This bothered him a bit, waited a few minutes and then asked him again, 'How about going to the bar and having a beer with me?' Again, there was no answer, nothing but silence came from his new friend and pet.  So, he waited a few minutes more, thinking about the situation. He decided to ask him one more time. This time ,putting his face up against the centipede's house and shouting, 'Hey, in there! Would you like to go to Fran
What Happened To The Love
yes im here yr there and now were here .i want  u. like u want me so lets let ths b come holla at yr girl i aint goin nowhere things is passionate thing is strange times is great times r bad but just so u no that i am here my feelings for u are true and cant wait to give it to u but each step we take in life is to the better never second guess when it is rite here for u waiting wondering whats the next thing to do waiting for yr move tell me what u want tell me how u feel tell me this is it tell me im here for a reason show me that u is u words r words ive made that move now u try and make yrs told u i was goin to hold on but i feel like yr leaving me behind in some ways but if thats the  case let me no shit there is things to do places to b and would like to do them wit u
Chester Benningtons's New Project
Dark Wish
Callously… I taste you Secretly… I rape you Feel my sweat My only regret It hurts for but a moment I taste… your skin It makes me… sin Damned by images I see Of thee Ferocious hunger builds in my veins I fight back the need for your fl
Hyper Red
Hyper red, still not bled Forced down, tied down Invade body, persuade soul To use you is my goal Eyes tight, precious sight Mouth sealed, pleasure revealed Limbs bound, whimper sound Taste of pain, some power gained Red welt, stinging belt Open wide, nothing to hide Stinging sweat, never regret With this rod I am a god Call my name, sexual games Anal pleasure, deeply I measure One extreme, wickedly clean Candle burn, a sacred
Random Thoughts
I find sites like this and others interesting and diffinately not boring. Many interestings walks of life cross our paths via the internet. Due to taking a few risks in the past it's difficult to allow myself to step out to far and trust just anyone. How can one figure out who to trust on here and whom not to? There is a guy on here that has made his way across the country and back making ladies believe he's some big cowboy, owning and working .. riding pbr etc. He actually gets ladies to bail him out and send him money. Are there ladies doing the same thing to gents? Are their people just looking for sugar momma's and sugar daddy's? How do you figure out who if for real and who isn't. If flirting is just flirting or who is really interested in knowing more ... do you just forget all that and have fun?
English paper, March 2009   Vegetarianism comes in many forms these days. Some choose to eat no meat whatsoever while others will still eat fish or poultry. All vegetarians have one thing in common; they eat no red meat. This means they do not eat the meat from cows, pigs, or sheep. There are many reasons why one would choose to renounce eating meat. Many vegetarians chose their way of life because of health reasons. Some did so because of their moral standing on using animals for food. Vegetarianism also has benefits that most vegetarians do not even realize. For instance, vegetarianism also helps the global environment and leads to the saving of money and energy. Overall, vegetarianism is the responsible and healthy choice for those who do not necessarily have to depend on meat as a source of nutrition. If done correctly, the vegetarian lifestyle is one of the healthiest lifestyles known to man. Those following a vegetarian way of life, and have done so for most of adulthood, gene
Sexual Violence
English paper, April 2009 Sexual Violence Against Women in the United States Rape and sexual violence has become a part of our everyday lives in the United States. It is not something that is pleasant to think about and so it gets swept under the rug and ignored by the mass majority of society. It seems archaic to think so, but women are still regarded as little more than property by many in our society. Women are abused at all stages in their lives. Child sexual abuse is on the rise, women on college campuses are being violated on a daily basis, and even elderly women are often victims of sexual predators. One of the first things to be done is to spread awareness about the issues; the time for ignoring the problem has long passed. There also needs to be more of a focus on prevention rather than just dealing with the offenders after the fact.  One of the more long term changes is that of modifying the criminal justice system to better handle cases of rape and sexual violence. There a
How Not To Make Friends
I am very limited in what I can do on fubar while at work. Today I was collecting user ID's of auto 11's for a bomb after I got home. When I got home I readied my list and checked my bar tab and found this: was on my list to bomb, I don't think so now. I will wait on my bomb. You see, her #1 is the benefactor of a level 37, who I recently added to my family for leveling reasons, points tonight. The level 37 is having a Happy Hour tonight and to help his benefactor I was planning to use the bomb during that Happy Hour. I guess landing on her profile and not rating it is grounds for a 1 and a block. 29,000+ points for her and ?? for her #1 lost.
Fu-owned Me Baby!
I'm up for auction come and make me yours for a month..I'll make a good fu-slave baby!!! Own in my name for 1 monthAdded 2 Top Friends/FamilyPimpout on my About MeRandom Gifts each week100 11s for 4 weeksIf 25 Dollars All Above Plus:1 SFW 15 Phone Call (if wanted)Random Gifts or Bling If I Have AnyOracle Pimpout Daily for 4 weeks1 Custom Skin for you or a Friend200 11s for 4 weeksIf 50 dollars or Over All Above Plus:Oracle Pimpout Daily for 2 months2 Custom Skins for you or a FriendRandom Gifts or Bling If I Have Any500 11s for 4 weeksAdd to Yahoo (if wanted)1 SFW Salute Anyway you want it (within reason)I Love Blasts, Bling Packs, would love a HH hehe *muahz*
Spinning like a child,Whirling with the wind.Time fly's and the world spins,Older now, yet still spinning as a child.My mind is racing,Time is pacing.With every changing season,My body continues fading.Life is simple,As a kid spinning.The wind blowing,Leaving your clothes in a rumple.The sky so blue,The air so clean.You're free as a bird,With air beneath your wings.
Love is a Wonderful and Beautiful thing,A Ray of sunshine, it gleams of brilliant white.Around, it spins and twirls with a bright bling,High in the sky, in everyone’s eye, it takes flightFloating and whirling, spinning and twisting,Caught in a whirl wind, wondering, when will it end?Surprising when suddenly you’re not movingNot turning around, but down you ascend.With a loud slam and a thunderous clash,Spinning and twirling again and again.Thinking it will end, you bash, crash and thrash,Regaining consciousness, it will not end. Love is a round, never-ending circle,It follows you in an obvious cycle.
Blue Skies
Blue skies The sun’s burning bright High in the sky. Smooth as silk, The touch of love. Flames flicker Deep in my heart Like a ray of sunshine. Don’t cry It won’t die. Wake dressed Get up For the start of a new day Upon the breath of the wind.
People of the light,Join us on this night;Without a fright.Dance in the gleam,Of Mid Summers Eve.What a wonderful time,For joy and ryhmes.Lets frolic and playTo honor this beautiful day.
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1 i did ur mom last night. hahaha 2 ppl are stupid 3 i have road rage 4 i like to curse. FUCK  5 i drive way to fast wouldnt change it tho 6 i also text and drive 7 love boobs and asses 8 i love the live action comi
Reflection Of The Past
Stop looking at me,Am i that creepy?You tease me,Stop looking at me,Youhate me,Why am I really that Strange?You dont know me,Dont judge me!I told you stop looking at me~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Wait what am i saying?Your perfect reflection,Your lovely complection,Stareing back at me,Your just a mirror image,Of what i used to be.
Take A Chance
Life is like a dance,Every step you take a chance.Every Breath you take,There is a fear,A chance to disappear.Achance for a change,To set you on a new path.With no certain direction,Everyone gains a new connection.Connection always last,They can be fun;Or they can make you run,What ever the connection,They will forever be in your past.
Miss Ya Dad
This Is Shit Hitting...
Alsip Police are re-opening their investigation of the discovery of bones four years ago at the scandal-plagued Burr Oak Cemetery, with Chief Christopher Radz saying he would be "remiss" if he didn't. The move comes after newly-obtained police records show that a number of public agencies, including the Alsip Police Department, the Cook County Highway Department, and the offices of the comptroller and the medical examiner were all aware of the bones on the ground and could have uncovered over four years ago what was going on at the historic cemetery. Subcontractors with Commonwealth Edison on Tuesday said they were moving power lines along Cicero Avenue in 2005 when they came across bones on the ground. "Actually we saw arms, legs, sticking out of the ground," Russ Bausone said. Those men said they called police, but the Alsip police reports from the incident suggest it was Alsip who initiated contact after it was learned that one of the members of that construction crew had taken
Releasing The Demons -godsmack
What do you see when you're in the darkand the demons come for you?If only you could have seen how fucked up my life used to bethen everything starts to changesupposedly healing my painI never thought I'd feel this wayI never thought that I'd see a dayI'd run away from anything or anywhere or anyoneIt's all these demons haunting meIt's all these little things trapped inside of meReleasing me from all my sinIt's taken me all of my angerAnd taken me all of my hateTo learn how my life came togetherReleasing the demons againAnd now I look through my minds eyeAnd see where my past needs to rustIt's always disturbed by these voicesThat echo inside of my headAnother way that I can hideAnother reason to crumb inside and get away from everything and everywhere and everyoneNO!It's all these demons haunting meIt's all these little things trapped inside of meReleasing me from all my sinIt's taken me all of my angerAnd taken me all of my hateTo learn how my life came togetherReleasing the demons...
All Men Are Liars
The Lies Men Tell... 1. I Love You 2. I dont have a Girlfriend 3. I have a car, but its in the shop. 4. She kissed me 5. My Grandma died...I have to cancel 6. Da condom didnt break 7. I was at a friends house 8. I wont tell anyone 9. I dont have kids 10. I was working late 11. Your the only one im having sex with 12. I dont live with my parents. 13. Thats my cousin 14. It will only hurt for a minute 15. I will pull out...I promise 16. Its not my kid..It looks nothin like me 17. Baby...I'm Sterile 18. Ill only stick the head in. 19. I have a Job. 20. I was Drunk. 21. I was really High. 22. I thought we broke up. 23. I think I should see other people. 24. Its not you...Its me. 25. I have my own business. 26. My dad owns this club/bar. 27. I came from a wealthly family. 28. Were just "friends" 29. I had a great time tonight...Ill call you! 30. Wanna come over for some coffee? Coffee = Sex 31. Its just a rash. 32. I wont cum in your mouth. 33. I fell aslee
A Females Hair!
Letter Written By A Soldier
This is written by a young soldier serving his third tour of duty in Iraq. Thought you might find his take on the Michael Jackson news interesting and he's right.   Okay, I need to rant. I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson. As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was an entertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villain to many people. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant. Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN people, the American people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood, and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing? Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and all of a sudden he'
So I read a MUMMS today and it asks, "Is it still cheating if a girl makes out with anothor girl". To me that sounds like a hell of a time and a Freakin Bad Ass Girl Friend, exspcially if I get to Join in. Girls and Guys Make cheating sound like a bad thing. It keeps life interesting! If i am with someone that i love, I dont cheat on them to leave them, rather to have something new for a moment to change the norm. Its like drinking nothing but water for a year straight and nothing else. At some point you wanna damn soda, or tea, or coffee or milk, anything! Sometimes you'll now crave that sode, tea ect, But you still need to that water!
A Cautionary Song
There's a place your mother goes when everybody else is soundly sleeping Through the lights of beacon street And if you listen you can hear her weeping, She's weeping, cause the gentlemen are calling And the snow is softly falling on her petticoats. And she's standing in the harbour And she's waiting for the sailors in the jolly boat. See how they approach With dirty hands and trousers torn they grapple 'til she's safe within their keeping A gag is placed between her lips to keep her sorry tongue from any speaking, or screaming And they row her out to packets where the sailor's sorry racket calls for maidenhead And she's scarce above the gunwales when her clothes fall to a bundle and she's laid in bed on the upper deck And so she goes from ship to ship, her ankles clasped, her arms so rudely pinioned 'Til at last she's satisfied the lost of the marina's teeming minions, and their opinions And they tell her not to say a thing to cousin, kindred, kith or kin or she'll en
I Cry When I Hear This Song Eveytime
Travis Tritt Best Of Intentions :I had big plans for our futureSaid I'd give you the whole world somehowI tried makin' good on that promiseThought I'd be so much further by nowNever could build you a castleEven though you're the queen of my heartBut I've had the best of intentions from the startNow some people think I'm a loser'Cause I seldom get things rightBut you make me feel like a winnerWhen you wrap me in your arms so tightPlease tell me you will rememberNo matter how much I do wrongThat I had the best of intentions all alongI gave you a ringAnd I promised you thingsI always thought we'd doBut my best-laid plansSlipped right through my handsTo show my love for youAnd if you could read my heartThen you'd know without exceptionIt was all with the best of intentionsI gave you a ringAnd I promised you thingsI always thought we'd doBut my best-laid plansSlipped right through my handsTo show my love for youAnd if you could read my heartThen you'd know without exceptionIt was all with
Broken Hearted
Fight Me!!!
Think you can beat me??? find out! It's fun!
Some Thoughts About Relationships
Let's All Help Scott. Hmm? Pfft
The Scott Peterson saga continues. The family of the Modesto man who was convicted of murdering his pregnant wife, Laci, and their unborn son, Conner, in 2002, is reaching out via the Internet, asking the public to help fund a pricey appeal, reports CBS5. In a blog on the Peterson family's web site, they say money from the "state" (a.k.a California taxpayers) won't be enough to cover the thousands they estimate it will cost to retain the services of attorney Cliff Gardner. They're requesting donations between $5 and $50: Even with the state's help, there is approximately $95,000 more needed to cover the expenses of the investigation. We have been very blessed in that our parents have been able to pay for Scott's defense and appellate attorneys for the past 6 years. But the reality of today is that they have exhausted their resources. They're not the only ones speaking out. Peterson has been blogging sporadically from Death Row since 2008. Of course, he can't do this directly. Inmate
I Am
The Dream
The Dream   When rain trickles And the winds blow While candles flicker And tree limbs bow I dream of you And of our bond The memories of us Have grown so fond I lie awake In darkness cloaked The picture I see My mind invoked I see your face Those entrancing eyes The beautiful lips That tell no lies I hear your voice The song it sings The words it speaks The thoughts it brings I feel your touch Your soft skin near The gentle embrace That calms my fear I smell your fragrance Your personal potion The strong aroma From a body in motion I feel your love Your soul's tenderness The warm affection That you express I fall to sleep Your picture I hold What dreams may come As each day unfolds     Melissa Lay October 1, 1998
To My Future Husband
To My Future Husband   You speak my language You are my voice You are my thoughts You are me   You see through my vision You think with my mind You write by my hand You know me   You feel my heart beat You endure my pain You seek my comfort You breathe me   Be my muse Let your heart lie nude Open your soul Feel  me   You are my love You became my life You are my partner I am your wife   Melissa Lay February 16,1999
Didn't Get My Vote
John Smith started the day early having set his alarm clock (MADE IN JAPAN ) for 6 am. While his coffeepot (MADE IN CHINA )
I'm Giving Out $100 In Real Money
Ok, I'm not really giving out free money, but if you read this, I'll probably buy you a drink. Now that I have your attention...A few nights ago I was chatting with a new fubar friend.  Go check her out, she's awseome Blondebomb  Anyway, we were chatting about blogging and I'd forgotten how cathartic it can be.  It's great to rant, rave, or tell a good story (at least one that I find entertaining).  I generally have nothing profound to say, but like I said it's cathartic. My previous blogs were almost entirely about frustration with my wife.  Mostly about not having any sex.  Much has changed since then, although the sex isn't that much different.  Now we have a pretty good reason for not going at it very often.  We have a 4 month old daughter who keeps us occupied.  But, we try. I've been on Fubar a long time, even going back to the days when it was called Cherry Tap.  It's taken off quite a bit since then and I must say I'm impressed.  There's still the people who are begging for
The District Sleeps Alone Tonight
Smeared black ink... your palms are sweaty And I'm barely listening to last demands I'm staring at the asphalt wondering what's buried underneath Where I am Where I am I'll wear my badge... a vinyl sticker with big block letters adherent to my chest That tells your new friends I am a visitor here... I am not permanent And the only thing keeping me dry is Where I am Where I am Where I am You seem so out of context in this gaudy apartment complex A stranger with your door key explaining that I am just visiting And I am finally seeing Why I was the one worth leaving Why I was the one worth leaving D.C. sleeps alone tonight Where I am Where I am Where I am You seem so so out of context in this gaudy apartment complex A stranger with your door key explaining that I am just visiting And I am finally seing Why I was the one worth leaving Why I was the one worth leaving Where I am Where I am Where I am The district sleeps alone tonight after the bars turn out their lights And send the auto
Sexiest Ladies On Fu Contest
I am in a contest for Fubar's sexiest lady.  Please go vote for me.  Kisses!
Tears And I Aint A Cryer
Jhon,    There are things in life that are inevitable; I am powerless to control them. The sun will rise and set, the tide will come in and go out, the seasons will change, the birds will fly South for the winter and return in the spring, and the caterpiller will transform itself into a beautiful butterfly. Somehow, I feel reassured by this because many other things in life are so transient - so momentary. Jhon, from the moment we met, I knew that our friendship would develop into something lasting and precious, just as I am sure that the caterpiller will one day become a beautiful butterfly. I believe that our love is blessed by God. It is a union of two spirits destined for everlasting happiness. Thus, you have truly become the star of my life which brings me light in this dark world, and warmth when I need it. You offer me the promise of renewal, the joy of living, the peace of mind that comes from sharing and caring, and that shoulder to lean on in times of stress. You are
Nursing Home SafetyEthel was a bit of a demon in her wheelchair, and loved to charge around the nursing home, taking corners on one wheel and getting up to maximum speed on the long corridors. Because the poor woman was one sandwich short of a picnic the other residents tolerated her and some of them actually joined in.One day Ethel was speeding up one corridor when a door opened and  Clarence stepped out with his arm outstretched.   "STOP!," he shouted in a firm voice. "Have you got a license for that thing?" Ethel fished around in her handbag and pulled out a Kit Kat wrapper and held it up to him. "OK" he said and away Ethel sped down the hall.As she took the corner near the TV lounge on one wheel, Harold popped out in front of her and shouted "STOP! Have you got proof of insurance?" Ethel dug into her handbag, pulled out a drink coaster and held it up to him. Harold nodded and said "On your way, Ma'am.
Disrespect Me
Disrespect me Imma beat that assImma smash this glass against your face so fastC'mon bitch, what, disrespect meYou get your ass knocked out by a bottle of PepsiImma beat that assImma smash this glassAgainst your face so fastMake it fuckin' lastC'mon bitch, what, disrespect meYou get your ass knocked out by a bottle of PepsiI'm standing up for pshycos who let their fuckin' nice rollClaim they're outta luck, they pull the trigger of their rifleIt's nice though to have no self controlFind your girl downtown suckin' dick for dopeSo don't quit man, she's in some shitShe'll be comin' home to daddy with a split up her lipShe's just got to learn her lesson not to disrespectCause when you disrespect you gotta break some necksNow what do you really wantFrom a bitch like that who doesn't cost a lotLooks like she's half retarded, half dumb, she's kinda hairyIf I woke up in the morning next to that it'd be scaryDon't dare me buddy I got my reasonsImma keep it kinda bloody through the darkest of sea
Avenue Q-the Internet Is For Porn
KATE Finally, I get to teach a whole lesson all by myself. And I'm going to teach something relavent, something modern. The internet! The internet is really really great TREKKIE MONSTERFor pornKATE I've got a fast connection so i don't have to wait TREKKIE For pornKATEHuh? There's always some new site, TREKKIEFor porn!I browse all day and night TREKKIEFor porn!KATEIt's like i'm surfing at the speed of lightTREKKIEFor porn!KATETrekkie!TREKKIEThe internet is for porn KATETrekkie!TREKKIEThe internet is for porn, KATEWhat are you doing!?TREKKIEWhy you think the net was born?Porn porn pornKATETreeekkie!TREKKIEOh hello kate monsterKATEYou are ruining my songTREKKIEOh me sorry, me no mean toKATEWell if you wouldnt mind please being quiet for a minute so i can finish?TREKKIEMe no talkieKATEGoodI'm glad we have this new technologyTREKKIEFor pornKATEWhich gives us untold opportunityTREKKIEFor por-oops, sorryKATERight from you own desktopTREKKIEFor ---KATEYou can research browse and shopUntil you
My Fubar Wish List...
I was just thinking...  Everyone keeps popping into my shout box, and dropping me e-mails wanting to know how to get into my family, so this is how I'm going to work that now. 1) If you buy me a 3 day blast, I will make you a risque salute(it will be sfw).  Add your name and page address to the blast message.  2) If you buy me a 7 day blast, I will make you a risque salute, include your name and page address to my blast message, and put your name in my status message when I am online for one week. 3) If you buy me a 30 day blast, I will make you one risque salute (sfw), and one nsfw salute.  I will add your name and page address to my blast message.  You will be added to my family for 2 weeks. 4) If you buy me a VIP, I will make you 2 sfw salutes, how ever you want them.  1 nsfw salute my choice.  I will add you to my family for the duration of the VIP.  I will grace your page regularly when I am here, make sure you are 100% shitfaced when I see you need it, add your name to my nam
"a Woman's Breathe"
Someone wrote this for me ... Hardly ever will you discover a woman that displays no cover. Open and fresh, illuminating her very person, from the inside and from her heart, you can see, feel and believe in her very heartbeat, that travels from within and that passes through life, touching and encompassing all that she meets,... with her precious breathe,... Hope you like it, impression of you... Thanks Steve :)
Just Thoughts ...not A Poem...
Well here I am, another night alone, another night of deep thoughts...a friend of mine at work got married on Thursday...I wish all the best in what God has in stored for her along with her newly husband...I wish her many happiness. Though I haven't been married (yet) I find myself, someday to be's going to be a joyful day in my life...for that is what I've dreamed of for so long...I don't need a big wedding or a fancy gown to make me happy...with just the thought of me getting married with the person that I so long waited for...its good enough for me...I am going to be one of the luckiest woman in the world to have found my true love, my better half...though I know it wont be an easy ride but it's all worth it. At times I've had people ask why do you want to get married? What if things don't work out? It's simple ...I want to be married to show that I am a devoted woman to him... I want to show him that I am a good woman ...I will be waiting for him when he comes home f
Survey Baby!
Where is the person who has your heart at the moment?-eating dinner you have a brother?-yesWill your next kiss be a mistake?-noNext time you'll go out of town?-this weekendHas anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?-yes and it was amazingAnything you are looking forward to?-saturday morningWhen is the next time you'll see the first person on your top?-saturday morningWhere were you last night?-homeWho was the last person that you laid in bed with?-myselfHave you ever given your all to someone just to have them walk away?-yesHave a best friend?-a fewAre you in a good mood right now?-yesWho is the last person that called you?-justin
A Five Question Test Of Love And Friendship
1. are they worth the time and effort to get to know ?2. are you willing to overlook your needs to tend to thiers ?3. if you made a mistake are you willing to admit it and come forward and make amends even though you feel you will lose the other ?4. if they make a mistake are you willing to treat it as a broken pane of glass and help them replace it even though there is a chance of of getting cut ?5. are you willing to accept the concequences and pain to be honest even though it could cost you everything instead of lying ?
There is no justice; there is just us!
The use of food for sexual purposes.
How Do You Make Love To A Woman?
How do you make love, to a  Woman? How do you make love to a Woman,Romantically and Patiently;Take the time to make love to her mind.Fulfill all of her midnight wishes.Cover her entire body with soft wet kisses.Tell her, so that she will know!There's no place on her bodyyour tongue won't go.And, when you love a  Woman,you love her real slow. How do you make love, to a Woman?How do you make love to a Woman,Passionately and Sincerely;Let her Sweetness become your Weakness.Do not use just the Male Pole, But include your ear.Listen to the sweet sound of her moansand see what you hear.Feel the warmth and care of her loving embrace.Place your mouth on hers and savor the taste.  How do you make love, to a Woman?How do you make love to a Woman,Sensually and Honestly;Say what you mean and mean what you say.Tell her that you love her,more and more with each passing day. Let all of the fantasies that dance in her head.Become her moonlight realitywhen it's time to go to bed.Kiss and lick all
It Makes Me Sick
July 16, 2009 (ALSIP, Ill.) (WLS) -- Complaints about problems at Burr Oak Cemetery date back at least a dozen years. One man says he saw a skull on the grounds and scattered headstones back in 1997 and reported it to police. Ray Davis says he alerted the cemetery office after he discovered the unearthed human skull. He recalls they acted like it was no big deal. But they promised they would take care of it. It later occurred to him that they never even asked where it was. He says he also got nowhere with the police. Ray Davis is a retired Chicago police officer who knows a thing or two about investigations. That's why he took pictures more than 12 years ago when he and his sister went looking for their sister's headstone at burr oak cemetery. They found Hazel Ford's headstone sitting with others, not in place at her burial plot. But then they made a much more startling discovery in a pile of branches nearby: a human skull. The date is still stamped on the picture, April 13, 1997. D
A surgeon went to check on his blonde patient after an operation. She was awake, so he examined her. "You'll be fine," he said. She asked, "How long will it be before I am able to have a normal sex life again doctor?"
We Fucked At A Party While People Watched.
I love public sex and went to a party wearing a sarong slit to my waist.  No bra and a transparent thong.  I met a hunk and sat so he could see my thong/clit.  I took him down the hill to a swimming hole and took off my sarong as people cheered.  I jumped in and floated while caressing my clit.  I came out and stripped and sat on a bench and pulled out his prick and sucked it as he finger fucked me and then I stripped him and sat on his prick as we fucked.  He dressed but I stayed nude as we walked through the crowd.  I stopped to suck pricks while guys stroked my clit and tits.  Yay!
Worlds Shortest Fairy Tale
Kill Or Be Killed
The current world exists too much in consumerism; consume or be consumed.  The prevalent feelings of most people will manifest itself in a choosing to produce the largest results at the least cost.  Mother appetite fed by father capitalism.  This applies across the board in terms as varied as those of relationships, sexual desire, architecture, scholastic achievement, rearing children, etc.  We consume others in large quantities, so that we avoid being consumed.  Fathers don’t want to give their children what’s best, but merely accomplish the most at the least cost to their busy lives and selfish aims.  Frat boys will aim to seduce and fuck five different girls in one night, if they can, while still giving the lowest common denominator amount of love, interest, or even value to the girls involved.  Government funded buildings spring up and look terrible, because we have no operative spirit of sacrifice. We murder off prisoners because it is just too difficult to assess true
I'm Falling In Love With John Irving
One of my favorite movies when I was growing up was "The World According to Garp" with Robin Williams, Glenn Close, and John Lithgow.  It's a great movie, but I'm not sure what drew me to it as I really was too young to understand it.  In case you're not familiar with it, Robin Williams plays T.S. Garp, the son of a prominent feminist named Jenny Fields.  Garp wants to be a writer, but before he can ever write anything, his mother writes her autobiography which turns out to be a feminist hit.  He's forever living in her shadow. Anyway, I finally decided to read the book by John Irving.  Although the movie is one of my favorites, it doesn't do the book justice.  The evolution of Garp's character is one of the most complex and moving I've ever read.  You really can't stand him throughout most of the book.  He pisses people off to no end, he cheats on his wife, he has little sympathy for anyone.  But as the book goes on you see (or can imagine) him growing and becoming a more complete pe
Moving Day
Well my gf finally told me who the fourth person would be and i was right it is her bf, he is so creepy.  She admitted to me that he has been wanting me since I moved into apartment and that they both came up with idea of her having 3some with me and my friend, that I would be more likely to have 3some or 4some with her and creepy him.  I was like OMG!!! YOU BITCH!!!!!!!!! how could you use me like that!!!! I asked her if our entire time together was a lie, she didn't answer right away which means it was!  gawd I am such a dork, I should've known anyone that would date and live with such a creep would also be one!!!! She tried to tell me that at first it was but she has real feelings for me now and that she really did enjoy the other day with me and friend......I just glared at her and told her to stop lying and get out!!!!  I was so mad!!!!  Her bf doesn't work, always mooches off her and he drinks too much and does drugs..ewwwww!!!!!!!!! what a waste!!!! Anyway, that was a couple o
This Weekend Starts Now
Today is a beautiful day and nothing on the schedule. I have some friends down from Vermont till sunday staying on the lake two towns over in Holland. So I may have to take the bike over and see them. Tomorrow I am working the door at the Marine Corp League for the Summer Bash in Worecester. Usually we have like 5 bands throughout the day and plenty of food and drinks. Nice thing about the place it is also on the water.Then sunday is supposed to be the pick of the weekend and I have a meeting with American Legion Riders. So I should be pretty busy and having fun this weekend.
Vet Graves Missing?
Okay seriously, if i wasn't pissed off before, this just threw me through the roof! Of the 100,000 graves established in an Alsip cemetery now considered a crime scene, some 2,000 plots are final resting places for veterans - black soldiers, some of whom signed up decades ago to serve a country that didn't consider them equals. And officials can't yet say that all those graves at Burr Oak Cemetery, dating as far back as the Spanish-American War, are intact. Willie Robinson occupied one of them. Tiffany Robinson can't find the grave of her cousin, a 24-year-old Marine reservist killed in a 1998 car crash. She raced to the cemetery to check on his grave from her Alsip home a few times last week before it was shuttered and declared a crime scene. She now fears his was among the desecrated graves allegedly resold for profit. "Here's a person that was serving our country. Not just me, not just you, but everybody. For them to go and do this is just horrible," she said, starting t
Lone Ranger
The Lone Ranger and Tonto went camping in the desert. After they got their tent all set up, both men fell sound asleep. Some hours later, Tonto wakes the Lone Ranger and says, "Kemo Sabe, look towards sky, what you see?" The Lone Ranger replies, "I see millions of stars." "What that tell you?" asked Tonto. The Lone Ranger ponders for a minute then says, "Astronomically speaking, it tells me there are millions of galaxies and   potentially billions of planets. Astrologically, it tells me that Saturn is in Leo.    Time wise, it appears to be approximately a quarter past three in   the  morning. Theologically, the Lord is all-powerful and we
Personal Thoughts
     So I've been noticing some really funny stuff. Some of it is kind of sad, but not surprising. The overabundance of illiteracy, pervertedness, and the incomprehensible amount of stupidity that circulates on the internet from society as a whole is kind of well..sad. It's no wonder our country is in the shitter, take a look at the people that clog up the net with their flat out retardedness. Take this for example, last night I was up kind of late and I came across a photo with a caption that was labeled, ' tookn '. Sorry sweetheart, but if you spent half as much time exercising your brain as you do spreading your legs, there might be a ray of hope for America's future.  Then there's the people that like to abbreviate a simple three letter word like ' You ' with ' u ' . I'm sorry, but in case you hadn't noticed or paid attention, Ebonics is not a language. Also, what the fuck is with the obnoxiously ugly people that feel the need to pretend to be something they're not? Granted sure, i
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DOC1043 July 16, 2009 11:31 PM Three women go down to Mexico one night to celebrate college graduation. Apparently someone slipped something into their drinks, and they woke up In jail, only to find that they are to be executed in the morning, Though none of them can remember what they did the night before. The first one, a redhead, is strapped in the electric chair and is asked If she has any last words. She says, 'I just graduated from Trinity Bible College and believe in the Almighty power of God to intervene on The behalf of the innocent.' They throw the switch and nothing happens. They all immediately fall to the floor on their knees, beg for Forgiveness, and release her. The second one, a brunette, is strapped in and gives her last words... 'I just graduated from the Harvard School of Law and I believe in the Power of justice to intervene on the part of the innocent.' They throw The switch and again, nothing happens. Again they all immediately fall To their knees, beg for forg
Dear Penis Owners
Dear Penis Owners Current mood:  angsty Ok, some of this is ripped off from a friend of a friend, and I'm honest enough to give credit where credit is due. However, I had to put my own "flavor" to this, so some of this is actually ME saying these things.DEAR PENIS OWNERS, (and I don't mean lesbians with strap-ons, or women who have their men so pussy-whipped that they are no longer in possession of the their own packages. HOWEVER TO THE WOMEN WITH PENIS' AS BIG AS THEIR MANS, KUDOS SISTERS, KEEP THE DREAM ALIVE.)-Don't send me messages asking for a hook up. I've stated in my profile to get to know me. If I'm not worth your time to do so, then your not worth my time to hook up with, and I DON'T DO HOOK UPS ANYMORE.-Don't ask me to be your MISTRESS (or your sub). If I wanted to do that I would bash you in the head and drag you to my cave like an ahead feminist cave woman.-I am also a cat person/owner. so if you have something against felines "these are not the droids you are looking f
Anybody who ever said money can't buy happiness, has clearly never been broke. I'm a realist. On the stupid surveys that go around, about being rich and miserable, or poor and happy....there's no such thing as being poor and happy. Happy means no constant stress. Happy means no constant bullshit. You have loads of stress and constant bullshit when you're poor. This whole lacking money thing really sucks. I admit it. I was a spoiled brat my whole life. When your mother is one of the top dogs at a local hospital, money was obviously never an issue. I got what I wanted, when I wanted it, whether I wanted it or not lol I didn't get a job in high school because I didn't need to. My mom paid for it all, and I was constantly involved in activities and sports. I didn't get a job till two weeks after I turned 19. And even then I lived at home and had an assload of money between my mom and my own paycheck. Considering the fact that I know my phone will pretty much be ringing every hour on the
The Heart Knows No Reason
In times of frustrationsThe mind leadsWhat the mind teachesThe heart feels.In times of depressionThe mind finds the meansWhat the mind givesThe heart receivesIn times of prosperityThe mind rulesWhat the mind dictatesThe heart followsIn times of lovingThe mind asksWhat the mind questionsThe heart answersWhen the mind resistsThe heart insistsIt is the timeWhen the mind loosesAnd the heart wins
You Move Me...."
Like the ocean moves with it's continuous waves.....Like wind in the sail's of a ship that moves with ease......Like the upwind caught in an eagles wing' move me! Like a river's current, a leaf adrift.......Like the sand's of the shore by the ocean's tide, may lift......Like the wing's of a sparrow, that move's agile and move me! Like a feather caught in a summer's breeze..........Like a rustling of autum's fallen leaves........Like a savior healing my broken hearts needs....You Move Me! Like the words that you whisper, that fall from your lips....Like the fire which exhilarates from your fingertips....Like the gentle embrace while your coddled within my hips.......being there, it's known you have moved me!
Passion Is....
Give me such PassionThat it knows no endLet my heart grow wingsAnd take flight againAllow me such loveThat I feel with each embraceOverwhelming firesThat grow with the thrill of chase Grant me such a kissThat my heart escapes my chestSuch a beating against my ribs that my pain tolerance is at test Bestow upon me such PassionThat nothing else existsWarm me with your armsBless me with your lipsTouch me with such tendernessThat I cannot believeThat such Passion could existInside someone like me
Mornings First Yernings..."adult Content"
Mornings first yernings........might it be the feeling of first mornings touch your body aches for? The sensual sensations of gentle fingertips lightly grazed upon the skin. The longing for the body feeling another seeking it out till it finds a resting place against yours. Nestling and molding to yours with comfort,waiting for the great embrace it so searches for. The way your hands coddle her breast,and how the girl seemingly reacts at that moment by rising to them...waiting to feel the softened massage that speaks erotically to her chemistry. Might it be the feeling of her kisses you miss...watching her look upon you with her wanting stare, watching her trace the outter of her lips...moistening them for you...readying them for where ever she feels needs a place for her passionate hot beads that glisten from there. Can it be that the one lying infront of you has your Master of stirring ready for it's time. Making you feel you must softly nudge forward, hunting for her shallows to bat
Well to those of you who wish to know more than I can say about the salute.  my friends know my story but I will lwt the others who are curious know why I dont have a salute or many pics on my profile. Ok my eyesight isnt that great so maybe this is better.  The reason I dont have a salute or more pics is because I cant download anything on my fricken computer.  I have tried everything and ppl have helped me but its blocked.. As you know my man is out of town alot and found out I posted pics up. WHere?  he doesnt know but some how the fker blocked me from downloading anything so.  Im stuck.  But after getting very angry because I couldnt figure it out trying to prove myself to some of you.. You know what I dont have to prove myself to no one.  I am who I am and if you cant believe that,, then go on.  I know some of you that I talk to regularly are not the ppl int he pics you posted but its cool Im here for a descent conversation not looking for love and a baby daddy or money or whateve
More Then Friends
MORE THEN FRIENDS People always say that friendships should be treasured. But I want something more with her. My love for her could never be measured. I only wish she could see how I feel. So I wonder, what can I do? Can I just be friends with her? Or can I say to her, "I'm falling for you," And lose her friendship forever? So is there any hope here or I should let my love for her end? No matter how it all turns out, I'll always be her friend.
Her Quiet Death...."goth Poetry"
Rakes the sharp edge across her skin, watches as crimson drips flow.... doesn't worry whom it disturbs, no matter of whom may know.... Takes a sip of liquid, red wine to calm the rush takes a pill to calm it's inner, to make it silent, for her to hush... Blows out the candles flicker, a darkened room she fancied most.. wraps herself with a woven blanket, to mimic a warm embrace drawn close... as linen white sheets turn reddend, as her skin grows gray and pale, she dreams of how her life brought her pain,her lifes being, her mortal hell... as her weakened eyes grow hazed, a soft whisper from her lips fell "Might this shattered heart lay in peaceful pieces,within pain I know longer dwell"as written: Dharq Julez
The Reflections Are Like Illusions
The reflections in illusionslike music in waterwhen the colours in whitewrite about the nightwhere the eyes beholdmirrors in goldkisses like crystalsin wrappers soldlike in mayawhen red eyes closeda peacock's dancethe moon's pranceOn such a notethe slow slow kisseslong and longer pausesmercurial feverskyscraper desirehaunting moanssearching fingersbehold such passionlike natures ownthe colours in blackstood nakedwith trembling handsThe intensity of lovewas the painin separation togetherthat leaning mouthon the lips of the belovedthere are songs of passionfor us to beholdof the unseen
The 2nd Principle
  A free people cannot remain free if they are not both moral and virtuous.  It might not seem important but lessons from the past have taught that only virtuous and moral people are capable of freedom, because the main rule power corrupts, and absolute power corrupts absolutely can only be staid by the people.  Here in America, we elect our leaders and have a representative republic, the first new type of governance on the face of the earth that threw of the monarchy rulers.  As nations become stronger they become more corrupt.  Greed and power never has enough on their own and always wants more, in turn creating more masters and more oppression.  The Representative Republic was thus created on 28 principles that the founding fathers included in the framing of the new country – America.  They realized that a wholly democratic country, though ideal, would not work because everything would be needed to be voted upon before acted on.  The other problem would be to have unanimous v
The Third Principle
  The guarantee of keeping this country alive and free is dependent on virtue and morality.  The key to keeping America Virtuous and Moral is to elect virtuous and moral leasers.  Up until the late 1800’s, Americans were well educated on the principles of freedom, independence, the constitution and the working of the government as well as history and politics.  Because of this, any American can strive to serve for public office, the keyword being serve.   It was deemed by our founding fathers as being a privilege to serve, as well as a duty.  They may not have always agreed on the issues, but they always acted in a manner consistent with virtue, morality and the constitution.  They even said publicly and on record that those lacking in experience, training, proven virtue and demonstrated wisdom should NOT serve as elected officials.  They took to heart proverb 29:2 “When righteous people are in authority, the people rejoice; but when wicked people rule, the people mourn&rd
I am sorry I have not been around as of late but I have had alot to do and think about. I will be moving to Indiana within a few weeks and have been working on getting things ready. I will try to be on more but wanted to let you all know what was up... talk to you all later
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Races With Dad
I always semi-dread hanging out with my dad. Things have just been so awkward my whole life with him, and now that he's on this kick to make as much time for my brother and I as he can, is weird. Going to the races was hard tonight. 4 hours alone with my dad. We haven't done that since I was about 5 years old....we used to go down to the tracks all the time to watch the races. That was our thing. Ive never been big into cars or the car shows or the hot rod he had. That was his and my brother's thing. But the races was ours. I know my brother's pissed off or will be if he doesn't know yet. But my dad and I haven't spent one on one time since I was 5 years old. A lot of things were the same. A lot of things were different. I about choked and screamed at him for not taking his oxygen tank with him, but I can understand not wanting to haul that thing around, especially to the races. But he needs it....I worry about him and I'm probably a bit overprotective. He's lucky his sister is takin
Lines Composed A Few Miles Above Tintern Abbey
William Wordsworth (1770–1850) Lines Composed a Few Miles above Tintern Abbey Five years have passed; five summers, with the length Of five long winters! and again I hearThese waters, rolling from their mountain-springsWith a soft inland murmur.  Once againDo I behold these steep and lofty cliffs,That on a wild secluded scene impressThoughts of more deep seclusion; and connectThe landscape with the quiet of the sky.The day is come when I again reposeHere, under this dark sycamore, and viewThese plots of cottage-ground, these orchard-tufts,Which at this season, with their unripe fruits,Are clad in one green hue, and lose themselves'Mid groves and copses. Once again I seeThese hedgerows, hardly hedgerows, little linesOf sportive wood run wild; these pastoral farms,Green to the very door; and wreaths of smokeSent up, in silence, from among the trees!With some uncertain notice, as might seemOf vagrant dwellers in the houseless woods,Or of some Hermit's cave, where by his fireThe H
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Not In Her Storm
I see the clouds rolling in and oh how it looks like rainAnd it is always I fight for the welcome changeWhen it rains it pours on this heart of mineSo, I take the storms I feel to her each time.But I know she has lived under her own pouring rainYet under her water her heart still doesn't changeShe can walk away from what hangs overheadAnd, not in her storm, are words left unsaid.Not in her storm have I ever felt aloneHer storm ends, so I, may find my way homeIt's for me that she pushes away her own rainSo, that I may find comfort in calling her name.She lives in this world for the sake of another's heartGod, how she eases the miles when worlds apartAnd she never wanders when your world falls throughNot ever in her storm would she do this to you.She has wings that I know not only I can seeCause only an angel could find strength to carry meIt's the way that the eyes can surely viewHow her heart's written so clearly in what an angel can do.Not in her storm is her work ever doneAnd even in
Rose Of
As I plant a seed into the soil, the soil of my unpredictable life. Hoping for each seed to blossom throughout the darken night.Without the knowledge of knowing what each seed will form into...But a rose I wish upon a star for this precious seed to beI will pray so my rose will be a rose filled with love and beautyWith Gracefulness and CharmA rose that would be viewed as a quantum characteristic that accounts for the existence of loveA while It took to search for the perfect seed, till I found the one that spoke the language of love back to meThe seed of desire that will blossom intoA perfect love for me to call my own. The petals on that rose Will be the petals that present my lifesuch a life I will live, for all I long for is to find the perfect love to call my own...Such beauty, such desireSuch sweet scent I want you to hold proudlyI will not fear to see what you might become For I shall not walk away I will be here waiting for you You are my beautyYou are my pathYou are the rose I
She is forever standingat our secret pondbeneath our loving tree.Welcome late-spring breezelifting summer dress and hatever so slightly.She is dropping a rosefrozen forever in timeit cascades from her hand.Around her, the pond,the cat-tails, the bird song,all captured deliciously.She is smiling playfullyas rose follows petalsto rest amidst lily-pads.A buzz of bumblebee,breeze dancing leaves above,mid-morning sun seems to kiss her.She laughs hearing her nameturns with anticipationburned forever is the sight.Even as life continues -for that split secondher beauty is immortalized.
[best Wishes]
I'm afraid to go to sleep tonight.Different kinda fear... likeI need someone.All the signs are there, my swing is heavier, that sinking empty feeling is worse, I have no desire for pancakes.I wish I had more insomniac close friends to talk to.Something's wrong, I just don't know what yet.And its not just that Kroncheit is dead.Normally I'd just innoculate myself with action games and explosions, but.. this feels bigger.Lots bigger.I need one of those 8 people that get me.Not to tell me that I'm alright, but that they are.Just my brain bein backwards again.It's kind of a hassle....crap. I think its Brandon.And we've had a blackout with him for months now. After this kinda time, yeah, its a pretty standard assumption. Wonder what it is.
My Dream
Maybe I am the happiest man in the planet if I have your kiss every time I desire. I will also be the most fortunate in this world if every time I wake up I find you next to me. Maybe there is nothing that matters more than you and is enough for me to know that you are there, thinking about me.
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All Done!
All done with that part of my life, she is history! As I wrote in the last blog, while my friend was unpacking breakfast I was stripping, he walked in to get me and saw me laying there naked with legs spread playing with my wet pussy, he got naked and straddled me and started fucking me, I started moaning real loud, which I never really do, he looked at me and I told him why, that I wanted my xgf to hear me having good time that she won't ever have again, he said he understood and then he turned me over and got me on knees and elbows and fucked me from behind, he likes doing me like that can pull my hair which i love!  he then told me since i wanted to scream that he'll make me scream.  He took out his cock and then inserted it in my ass OMG!!!! I never let anyone ever fuck me there, at first I was no way!!!!!! but then the pleasure took over the pain and i was like YESSSSSS!!!!!! Fuck Me Harder!!!!!!!  I was screaming so LOUD!!!!  gawd i am such a bad girl - I Love It!!!!  After we b
Memories Of Love
You were my precious babyTogether we were clutching a field of dreamsPiercing through oceans of believes One time you were realOne time you were hereOne time a love was bornAnd I loved you like no one else Oh memories of love...You were the sound of the bell Eliciting a magical chant My heart wrapped within your songOne time you were realOne time you were hereOne time a love was bornAnd I loved you like no one else Oh memories of love...You were my fire a fragile flameShed its warmth gently on my soulExtending my love to infinityOne time you were realOne time you were hereOne time a love was bornAnd I loved you like no one else Oh memories of love...My God, what happened to us?I thought I have managed To hold you forever I thought I have managed To show my loveI thought I have managed To have faith for both of usMy God, what happened to us?My thoughts are full of your memoriesFull of words that left unspokenThey will hold me foreverOne time you were realOne time you were hereOne time a
This Evening
Quiet as untroubled watersanother austere day gives wayallowing a sun-tanned twilightto gently coax the night awakeOnce our special time togetherwe watched for Hesparus in half-lightof the genial summer's eveThe harvest of time's scythehas sustained me and I no longer grieveOver the many lost eveningsand things we shall never seefor this special time of dayGod has given to us alleven if the only one who enjoys it- is me
Put On The Brakes? Or Not?
as i sit here, i talk to you... fallin more in love with you... fallin fast but tryin hit the brakes, hit them, hit them, hit them NOW! I tell myself this, but my heart resists... so i ask, what happens when the unstopable meets the unmovable? hmm is it a crash, a crack, a broken heart? maybe it is just a limbo... a place where all time stops and just... Argues Argues until one decides to give or the other forces the take... so here my heart and mind are.. in limbo a place of no progress no understanding no... peace i fight myself more and more everytime i speak to you i long more and more to be with you the longer i am with out you..., my Boo my OOBER sexy gorgeous spectacular wonderful kick ass Boo.
Of Broken Love And Memories
Memories are all that remains,Of a perfect love gone wrong,Memories of your warm smile,Of your soft loving caresses,And your sweet tender kisses,Memories so bitter yet so sweet,Where my lips curl into a smile,Yet the joy never to reach my eyes,As unbidden tears streak down,Memories of a classic love story,That ended on a rain soaked day,As if the sky saw and empathized,And weeped along with my heart,Moments we had spent together,Will live and last forever,As unforgettable memories,To be played over and over,Memories are all that I have left,Of a love that once burned bright,Now masked, dimmed and dying,But it is in this eternal moment,That I love you the most,But it is too late to turn back now,For we have taken a one way road,To memories and might have beens,And used up all our given chances,So now, while I hurt and ache,I will also pray, hope and wait,For a gentle and loving heart,To heal and revive this love broken soul,And give a new home to this orphaned heart...
You Tell Me!
Hmm... Should I? Should I let it fall? My wall I mean? I have it there to protect me But sometimes it seems it hurts me I wanna let it down for you, but im scared... Ur in love with him and thats just fine... I wld share... just to be a part of ur life... But i dont think u or him will... I know i love you, I know i like you, I know i want you, but i think it is a pointless mission... I know you like me, I know you love me, And I think you might be starting to want me... However, he treats u right, And i kno i cant compete with time when he is so damn sweet, I care... This is for sure... But do i wanna let myself fall? I dunno.. maybe you shld tell me?
Purity once had a name,And beauty once had a face.Life once had a meaning,And once I was safe.Once there was freedom,And once I could laugh.Happiness once was alive,And once I had another half.Once I shared your love,Once I was by your side,Once I felt I fitted,So quickly that died.His grace so great,His beauty so vast,All I ever wanted,Was for it to last.Fate maybe had another plan,Or maybe I had another love,But it all fell apart,The hand too big for the glove.Now it's all died away,Happiness, joy, love; all memories.Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world,With no light to guide my way.
For The Heart's Sake
How? did the heart turn from physical to emotional? The huge muscle at the center of it all of everything. Maybe what had happened was the first heartbreak was akin to cardiac arrest. Its like the foods one ingests can cause good health or blockage. For the heart's sake eat healthy love those who love you.. 'Cause toxins poison Love strengthens.
A Woman's Worth
What happened to the entertainment medium? Every time I turn on the boob tube, I see boobs! What is it about a video ho that's so appealing? Is it her fake DD's? Tell me, is it her curtain of weave? ('cause its all the best that money can buy) Is it her light olive complexion (Where my dark sistahs at for once? These hos are failing the paper bag test!) Is it the way she is one of hundreds, disposable like a dirty diaper?! Is it because her ass hangs out for the whole wide world to see? Is it how she just stands there while water/alcohol is thrown on her? (The women I know, me included, would be visibly upset btw.) A woman's worth has been reduced to a body part, take your pick. She is not valued for what she can bring to the table but for her willingness to lay on the table face down, ass up Real Talk.
Thoughts I
Ponderings.... Today, it just hit me out of nowhere, that this girl that I know, her mom's name is Sharon Cox. Then, today, I met a girl named Rose Cox. Honest! I'm waiting to meet a guy named Holden Cox to make the trifecta complete. A guy came up to me today, and pointed at his I guess some imaginary watch or something, and asked me what time it was. Later in the day, I went up to him and pointed at my crotch and asked him where the bathroom was. Someone approached me today and said, "I have a question, Mark." I replied, "Really? I have a comma...wanna trade?" I kind of get pissed off at these dating sites that only allow you three options or choices on your drinking status. 1) Doesn't drink. 2) Drinks Socially 3) Drinks daily. I mean define socially. If I've tossed back a 12 pack while I am fixing my car in the driveway, and the neighbor comes out, and I say hello, that's socially drinking, isn't it? I often wonder what non-smokers would bitch about if I didn't smo
How To Get Centred... Kiwi Style
well, whenever i find things falling apart and spiralling out of control... i get myself centred by acheiving one task completely. last time i had a million things going on and couldnt control any of them, i took an hour out and cleaned the oven. top to bottom. this way i felt i acheived sumthing and was reminded everytime i walked past it. make sense?
You have ladies who give their address out to men and take them out of  fubar to yahoo. Then they make small talk so they present themselves on a Cam to expose themselves to your satisfaction. In most cases it cost money for you to do this. It can get expensive if you do this alot. So when I see a lady do this on fubar that is what I expect.
OIL The U. S. Geological Service issued a report in April ('08) that only scientists and oil men knew was coming, but man was it big.  It was a revised report ( hadn't been updated since '95) on how much oil was in this area of the western 2/3 of North Dakota ; western South Dakota ; and extreme eastern Montana... check THIS out:The Bakken is the largest domestic oil discovery since Alaska 's Prudhoe Bay, and has the potential to eliminate all American dependence on foreign oil. The Energy Information Administration (EIA) estimates it at 503 billion barrels. Even if just 10% of the oil is recoverable... at $107 a barrel, we're looking at a resource base worth more than $5.3 trillion.'When I first briefed legislators on this, you could practically see their jaws hit the floor. They had no idea.' says Terry John son, the Montana Legislature's financial analyst.'This sizable find is now the highest-producing onshore oil field found in the past 56 years.' reports, The Pittsburgh Post Gaze
Lerpy & Friends Just Something I Wrote One Day Bored As Hell Tell Me What Ya Think
This is a story my feeble little mind has come up with its dedicated to lerpy and pookie and kana of course !!!!!!!! Lerpy the cow is a very nice cow who decides its time to get out of the pasture and take a trip to town !!! Lerpy the cow makes it into to town where he meets a nice rabbit named Pookie. Now Pookie is a very chipper rabbit that feels he needs to get out of the confines of the city. So together Lerpy and Pookie decide to go live in the great wide pasture of life!!! Lerpy and Pookie made it back to the pasture and discovered that evil midget chickens had claimed the pasture. in order for them to get the pasture back they had to take cow fu lessons from Bruce Moo!!! They go back to the pasture where the evil midget chickens were pecking around for food when Pookie went straight at a chicken and started choking it !!!! Pookie yells lerpy watch out do a spinning hoof kick!!!! So Lerpy and Pookie beat up the evil midget chickens and became known as the Chicken Chokin Cow Fu F
5 Credit Bling Auction
5 credit bling auction under way go see the pic folder:   thanks and good luck
My Grave
I fell in love and chose to leave in search of a better me. It took some time for me to find that the life I left behind was the key to complete that piece that made me feel empty. But in the time that I had gone the one I loved had moved on. I fell in love but I was blind to what I had before my eye. But now I see that what I need is the love she gave to me. If my life I could rewind, I'd go back to that first line. But I cannot change the course of time, I dug this grave and in it I'll lie.
This Feeling That Burns
am i smoldering ashor am i flickering flameconsumed by loveor longing to regaindestroyed and ruinedor a vestige of warmtheither way i know i'm hotwith loveyet do not know for what i'm worth
‘socks For Soldiers’ Drive To Benefit Troops In Afghanistan
MONONGAH — Some children in the town are helping American soldiers in Afghanistan put their best foot forward.Literally.This week, the First United Methodist Church Day Care Center in Monongah will hold a “Socks for Soldiers” drive to collect socks for troops serving in Afghanistan.The event is the brainchild of co-directors Kelly Streyle and Lori Barrett. Streyle’s son, Karl, joined the Army last year. In early June, he was deployed to Afghanistan.Streyle said her son is in a very remote outpost in the Korengal Valley, Afghanistan. Streyle said mail service to the outpost is sketchy because near constant fire means its difficult to land helicopters there
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My Love For You....
My Love For You... There are no wordsto express what Ifeel for you. There are no songsas beautiful as the musicthat fills my soulwhen I hear your voice. There are no rosesas lovely as your smile. There are no daysbrighter than the daysI spend with you. Nothing moves melike you do. You're my lightin the darkness...And there could never bewords strong enoughto express my love for you.    
Covert Desire
  Covert Desire It is notsoft whisperstimid caressesor gentle couplingsfor which I longMy covert desireis not bound bytaboos or inhibitions It is dictated by aprimeval hungerraw and savageYou take me pushing my face to the floordominating mepulling my hair spanking me our bodies colliding primitive and instinctivehard urgent thrusting deep and throbbingunrestrainedlike a fervid stormyou give me your thunder    
Fake Intent Lies And Games ! Why Why Why !!!????
So here i am sittin and thinkin to myself once again , why is it that grown Ppl have to play games lie and have fake intents with the opposite sex to get what and where they want ??? I can only speak from my experience , and i dont see why most men have to lie to a woman or act like they want somethin so serious , while they already have a wife or a girlfriend ?? Why not being honest about things and make sure no feelings will b hurt ? Come on Ppl to b honest is a lot of men and women out there that just want to have fun and nothin serious . So why waste other Ppl time that really have the Intent of settlin down and have a family??? Why tell em u love em , u my heart and my soulmate if thats not really what u feel for them ? Just to get sex??? I believe in karma and it always comes back at u 3 times worse . Dont u think ??? Also dont u think u can save urself a lot of Drama if u just b up front with a person ? No feelings attached saves u so much headaches and heartache for the oppos
True Love
Late at night youare all I can think about. The pain I feel when I cannot talk to you. The fact that I miss you more and more with each passing moment. After such a short time of talking to you. The way I feel about you. The way my heart pounds when I hear you laugh.The true mate to my soul. If you can make my walls crumble after such a short time. But know my love is til the end of time. To the keeper of my heart, I love you, I think the good lord that I have found you.
Security Blankets
I think whoever came up with the idea of security blankets, have never been in a meaningful relationship. I mean when you are with someone and they still arent over their ex.. and they keep leaving you because it's "safe" and then after a few weeks of being "safe" they realize their refuge is an actual hornets nest. But they keep goin back why? because its all they know. I wish someone would explain the logic in that. To me it's not rational... Oh the irony. the one person we choose to see as the most rational, a thinker, an educated human being, seems to be blinded from that why? "because love is blind".. well, thats what they ment by "an eye for an eye makes the whole world blind?" does that mean thats what it means to be in love.. to be living by the "what ifs" in life, to forget the risks we once took because it "no longer involves just us".. well do you think anyone else in this mix (and yes im talkin about kids) should be brought up in thinking that true love is in the harsh word
I Love You
Girl Facts: When a girl says she likes you, she wants you to ask her out. When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when bumping heads 3 years later When a girl just stares deep into your eyes, she's HOPING that your hers and only hers ( it shows how much she cares: eyes never lie) When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention. When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered. When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, " she means it. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up
So Small
Yeah, Yeah What you got if you ain't got love the kind that you just want to give away its okay to open up go ahead and let the light shine through I know it's hard on a rainy day you want to shut the world out and just be left alone but don't run out on your faith 'cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand and what you've been up there searching for forever is in your hands when you figure out love is all that matters after all it sure makes everything else seem so small it's so easy to get lost inside a problem that seems so big at the time it's like a river thats so wide it swallows you whole while you siting 'round thinking 'bout what you can't change and worrying about all the wrong things time's flying by moving so fast you better make it count 'cause you cant get it back sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand and what you've been up there searching for forever is in your hands oh when you figure out love is all
Keepin Our Family Together In Prayers For Our Dear Friend Smoke R/l Husband To Fire From The Duct Tape Club And New Death Bbg Special Forces Lounge
Stupid Encounter #15 Man This Guy Never Learns
If You Like Women Bound And Gagged...
 then you need to go check out my clip posted on clips4sale. Watch Jezebel squirm as Kordelia Devonshire binds and gags her and leaves her alone.More clips are also available ranging from POV BJ, to forced fem, topless cleaning, spanking...and more coming next week.
Stupid Encounter #16 (read Bottom To Top Its A Sb)
->stoneguy: no Im married now stoneguy: u still masterbate tho..dotn ui stoneguy: was now..the girls were 18 and stoneguy: its stoneguy: 18...1 might have been 19 ->stoneguy: how old stoneguy: wow..but u still diddle with it..dotn u ->stoneguy: and i gotta say i regret it... wanted to wait till after marrage stoneguy: i've "had" 3 of my daughters ->stoneguy: 18 stoneguy: how old..FIRST time u had a dick in u ->lazbrat: lmaoooo sorry for you almost spitting your coffee out stoneguy: lol ->stoneguy: who didnt stoneguy: ever fck in hS? ->irishman: hey ->stoneguy: nope can't say that I did... none of my friends had daddies stoneguy: when u were in HS, ever catch ur friends DADDIES cehcking u out? lol
Me Mug Coolness,,/
A few weeks ago i got hit by a car and fractured several ribs. As a result I developed complications and spent some time in hospital recovering. While away I understood how random occurrences can change the way you see life. For a while I did not think I would get through it. Happily I did. Although Fubar has many faults, one thing makes it special and that is the real friends you make here. Thank you to those people and I'm happy I made it through. You know who you are and thank you x
Why I Hurt
This is for one special person on here that I hope someday finds me here and reads this, she knows who she is... For what it's worth... I'm an ass For what it's worth... I'm lost without out you but I can't bring myself to ask for your forgiveness. For what it's worth... I hope you find happiness For what it's worth... I'm sorry For what it's worth... I will always love you
The Heat Of My Desire
In the still of the eveningWithout sunlight to intrudeI see the twilight's in your eyesAs the moon sets up the moodPlaying music soft and slowWhile romance fills the airI can't help but feel arousedThe very word you sing to meI submit to your embraceWhile candles flick their flameAnd the smell of sweet perfume fills the airSeems to drive my lust insaneAs I look into your eyesAnd you run your fingers through my hairand taste the sweetness of my neckAs I nibble at your earI then whisper soft words in your ear "I want to feel you"As you answer with a sighAnd in a very sexy wayYour sweet body comes aliveYour the heat of my desireAs we slowly come undressYou then start to lay me downWhile I welcome your caressWith your sexy voice, smile and eyesYou have a taste I can't resistAnd my breast show some responseWhen you touch them with a kissAs I soak with you inside of meTo a sexy love conditionFeeling passions start to riseWhile making love in all positionsYou give me so much pleasureFor ecsta
Myspace Karaoke - Contest Videos
Hey FUBAR! I'm entering a contest on Myspace... if ya can, please go to the link below and take a look at my submissions for the Dierks Bentley contest... AHHH! I know I'm a horrible singer... but I luv to sing! So ultimate motor mouth here... check them out, be nice, but watch 'em. I need 100 plays to be able to qualify. So watch each one a few times... or watch 'em all 100 times. Here's the link... THANKS MUCH! LOVE U ALL KINDS!!! Fawn
Should I Rebirth This Storyline?
Made different is a series I've thought about, and that has held a few different names. It is based loosely on my own past, and the shared experiences of me and my friends as I've grown and learned.I also embellished and created some completely fictional storyline to work alongside the facts. So while it is based in fact, it is still a work of fantasy and fiction.This is the basic beginning (Prologue) that I have for this story right now, written when I was 20, before I learned much in how to write and properly portray emotions and flow in storylines:....... …Pain surged through his shoulder, ripping memories of failure from the deepest recesses of Ley’s mind, forcing them to seek refuge in anyplace they might find, yet serving no other purpose than to enrage him all-the-more. With an animalistic rage, his blood pumped through his shaking body, as heat radiated from him, burning hotter and stronger, until he was engulfed in a black aura, like the birth of a hidden nova
Arousal from looking at people or events.
A Great Man Died Today
A great man died today I often wonder if there is a God how he decides who lives and dies. Today my uncle died. He was a reformed alcoholic who strived for over 20 years to fight his addiction. Some 20+ years ago he met a woman with 4 young daughters and married her. He raised those girls like his own. He them out of Cleveland away from the problems that this city can have. He bought a house and built it up for his new family. Eventually they added a son who just a few short weeks ago graduated from high school. What I don't understand is how murders and drug addicts can live for many, many years, while the good people seem to die way too early. If there really is a God, he is a very sadistic son of a bitch. He has robbed our family of 2 great men in just over 2 years, while people who don't deserve to live are still walking. I will miss you Uncle Jim. You are gone but definitely not forgotten.
[2 1/2 Things]
*sips his almond milk*Ah~ this is what being a Zeon is all about.Playing with my SUPERIOR Gouf Custom, and blowing shit up.Two good things today... two and a half good things1. I bought a MSG strategy/squad/shooter today for $8.I played it for about ... 8 hours today, and got through half of one campaign. It is BADASS! I'm not usually much for constrictive limited resource environments in games but- heyI got a Gouf Custom. That means a shield with a GATLING GUN ATTACHED >< and some other bad assed toys. That sucker flies around the field compared to the other suits too.So... I'll forgive it.2. I made almond milk. It's... really one of the simplest albeit time heavy beverages I've ever had. And my word it is tasty.You take a 2:3 ratio of water and blanched almonds. Blend, fridge overnight, heat, strain, add sugar and cinnamon.Also... I'm left with a large amount of almond paste, which I think I'll use to make ghorba. It's a spice cookie.It's actually a very similar process to making coc
Random Megan Facts
Your name:Megan Marie TrustyOldest/youngest/or middle sibling:youngest middle childYour dad's name:John David Trusty-HaskettWhat kind of phone do you have?verizonFavorite type of music:Country and Melodic Death MetalHow many pillows do you sleep with?as man as I can get my paws on, but usually just two.What do you find most of in your room?mismatched socks or wires...How many piercings do you have?3 *ears are guaged to 1/4 inch, then my tongue*Who is your neighbor across the street?Rena and DavidDo you dye your hair?never have Own a pair of skinny jeans?um, ew, now lolHow many cell phones have you owned?2What were you doing this morning at 8am?taking the dogs outsideWhat are you wearing?wifebeater, bra, jammie pants, and socksAre you mad at anyone right now?kinda...Last person to send you a text?JeannineHow many different drinks have you had today?water, tea, milk, and ummmmm...... pink raspberry lemonade Do you draw your name in the sand while your at the beach?not mine noWhat are y
The Flu
Natural Cures For the Flu - More Than Home Remedies A half teaspoon of Colloidal Silver for kids and a teaspoon for adults can be swallowed to ease or eliminate flu symptoms. If you take colloidal silver regularly, you may never get the flu. AND/OR At the first sign of a flu, put a few drops of 3% hydrogen peroxide into each ear, one ear at a time. Keep the solution in for 10 minutes or until the bubbling stops. Your temperature should start dropping within minutes, and your flu should be gone within 12 to 14 hours. NOTE: Do not put liquids into your ears if you have a ruptured ear drum. AND/OR Diffusing Oil of Oregano will either keep the flu away entirely or at least dramatically decrease its severity and duration. To diffuse oregano essential oil, put some water into the aromatherapy diffuser, add five drops of the oil, and light a candle underneath. Once you see a mist rising from the diffuser, keep the mixture burning for at least 20 minutes, even i
Bringing Home Baby
  Just a little over a week ago I added an addition to my life. Someone had thrown a baby kitten out of their car at a gasa station. I was asked if I would be willing to take it since I had no pets.  I really didn't know how little this kitten actually was. Her eyes were open and she was walking around but upon taking her to the vet she weighed less than half of a pound . They didn't know how old she was. Just a few weeks. She didn't eat and at first had to be fed with a  tiny baby bottle.  This happened on the weekend and as the ugly head of the monster called work drew closer, I realised I couldn't leave the baby alone. As luck would have it my gf said that her kids volunteered to watch it. Like taking a baby to the babysitter, I packed up it's formula, antibiotics, toys,and food and litter box and took all to the sitter's house.  I think they were ready to kill me after a few days. I guess I should have told them that they can't tie a kitten down. They named her "Precious". It h
I Really Have To Wonder...
Last summer I was "seeing" this guy for about two months. By "seeing" I mean sleeping with and hanging out with every single dang day and then he one day poofed. I didn't really mind, as I wasn't in the mood for a man in the first place. But we've kept in touch randomly via text messaging and such and I happen to be friends with his cousin. Anyways, an entire year has passed and suddenly I get a text message from him telling me that he was falling in love with me last year and became scared. This is his excuse for one day just disappearing. He loved me. Now, what's the most humerous part is that he's just letting me know. He isn't telling me because he wants us to get together or anything. He was just "letting me know". WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?
The Things I Come Up With In A&p Lecture...
The Progress of Obsession Mutual attractionA meeting of the mindsLeading to seductionOf thoughts intertwined Wrestling with a conscienceMarred by self-hateClouded judgment clearingLife wanted to take Hating the controlSomehow they gainedClearing now the skiesRevealing a psyche maimed Words sharpen the biteOf wielding mind's bladeGun at a knife fightA soul unjustly slain Possession become impossibleA bloody oath swornSince he cannot have herSoon everyone will mourn   As yet Untitled... Curiosity brings a certain interestA desire to familiarize the unknownWith proximity come comfortThus the seeds of attraction are sown Mutual wants convalesceThe fibers of two lives together weaveFinding in each other solaceFrom the real world comes reprieve Each has their own colorsFlaws and secrets spiralA delicate dance unfurlsDemons released so feral The gates have been openedBy the mingling of the threadsOne longs for her with hope andThe other for him tears shed Together only in dreamsIn
First Time
The clock read a little after 1am. My eyes felt heavy and the slight chill in the air made the hairs on my chest and arms bristle. After two beers and three movies, I was tired, but every nerve sung with excitement and anticipation. I had come over just to spend time with you, and though you had promised to be good, my heart secretly wished for something else.   You insisted that I stay, not even waiting for a response before you threw the bolt on the door. Taking my hand, you led me to your room and you settled down into the bed. I quietly stripped off my clothes, down to my boxers, and crawled in behind you. Circling your waist with my left arm, I pulled you against the crook of my body and nuzzled your neck. You moaned softly and turned you head towards me to find my lips. An involuntary shiver ran through me; my abs tightened and my body curved in a stretching twist. One soft kiss begat another, and another, until soon our hands roamed greedily and our mouths gained momentum.  
Deadly Premonitions Premier August 7th!
Deadly Premonitions, another Dr. Squid masterpiece, will be premiering at the Northern Lights Theater Pub in Salem, Oregon on August 7th at 9:30 PM. This is the movie with my first ever (on film) lesbian love scene. i also die topless. Now, if that isn't enough to get you to the movies, i don't know what is, lol! As always the cover is $3 and they have BEER! Hope to see you there!
The Summary Of Life
GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats.. 2) When your Mum is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair. 7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. 10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: ! 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree. 2) Wrinkles don't hurt. 3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground.. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside. 6) Middle age is when you choose your cereal for the fib
Cowboy Named Bud
A cowboy named Bud was overseeing his herd in a remote mountainous pasture in California when suddenly a brand-new BMW advanced toward him out of a cloud of dust. The driver, a young man in a Brioni suit, Gucci shoes, RayBan sunglasses and YSL tie, leaned out the window and asked the cowboy, "If I tell you exactly how many cows and calves you have in your herd, Will you give me a calf?" Bud looks at the man, obviously a yuppie, then looks at his peacefully grazing herd and calmly answers, "Sure, Why not?" The yuppie parks his car, whips out his Dell notebook computer, connects it to his Cingular RAZR V3 cell phone, and surfs to a NASA page on the Internet, where he calls up a GPS satellite to get an exact fix on his location which he then feeds to another NASA satellite that scans the area in an ultra-high-resolution photo. The young man then opens the digital photo in Adobe Photoshop and exports it to an image processing facility in Hamburg, G
The hardest part of any friendship is when it's time to say goodbye. As much as we might like things to stay the same, change is an inevitable part of life. The universe may seem huge and the rift between friends on opposite side of the world may seem a great distance. There are many tools available with which we can communicate, but even without these tools there is a secret that only real friends know, and it is this. All the mountains and valleys in the world cannot separate friends whose hearts are as one. 
I'm so bored and lonley, I'm totally going insane, I can't stand being me only and my head's playing games.  Darkness is all around me as the rain falls from the sky.  This emptiness feels so mean my heart just wants to cry.  I wish the sun was shining bright but what difference would it make.  My heart's to weak to fight the power of this cold heartache.  So as my tears slowly fall the silence takes me in. I know I can't take the pain of it all as the lonliness takes me once again.
Life God....
So like yesterday was a fucked up day. Today was slightly better. I got my coffee like always, worked like always and got a lovely text message from my ex bf. Him and I got into a huge fight yesterday in which he decides to reply back today. He said goodbye to me and I said bye dont let the door hit you on the ass on the way out. He replies ooOo tough girl. I said look you said goodbye and im just ending it by saying bye. What was funny was that he was the one that was like quit texting me. Fuck. I told him bye and i ended it and i said now im telling you bye and having the last word ass. And that was that. In which I give him about 2 months he will be crawling for me again. This hasnt been the first time this has happened more like to this day in the past three years 20 times that we have gotten into fights and he has came crawling back to me. I got a huge shocker today, my friend who I work with well she has been divorced two times and I feel bad for the poor woman, shes dating this
i love all my friends on here and you all know i'd do anything for yall but i need to take some time to find myself again. ive been wrapped up in everyones problems n ive lost sight of what i need to do for me. im sorry but i dont want to hear any one else's problems. i need to find myself before i can help anyone else   josh
 As my body dies and soul decays I wonder "is this the path I have chosen or has it been chosen for me?".Did my actions condemn me or set me free?Were my thoughts my own or something drilled into me as a seed?I will never be at peace because I will never know.I don't want to know.If you had all the answers then you would not have anything to question.Is my passtion what makes me a hopeless romantic or is it the other way around?Am I made to hold the world or am I afraid of what will happen if I let go?Why mend a broken heart to break it again?Did I not learn from my mistakes or do I procede to repeat the past?
If You Could Read My Mind--gordon Lightfoot
If you could read my mind love What a tale my thoughts could tell Just like an old time movie bout a ghost from a wishin well In a castle dark or a fortress strong With chains upon my feet You know that ghost is me And I will never be set free As long as Im a ghost that you cant see If I could read your mind love What a tale your thoughts could tell Just like a paperback novel The kind that drugstores sell When you reach the part where the heartaches come The hero would be me But heroes often fail And you wont read that book again Because the endings just too hard to take Id walk away like a movie star Who gets burned in a three way script Enter number two A movie queen to play the scene Of bringing all the good things out in me But for now love, lets be real * I never thought I could act this way * And Ive got to say that I just dont get it I dont know where we went wrong But the feelins gone And I just cant get it back If you could read my mind love What a tale my thoughts could te
Pattern Of Pain
WithholdingThe most common form of withholding is what we commonly call "the silent treatment," but withholding encompasses any unwillingness to express your true feelings. It also includes an unwillingness to give support, praise, or positive attention to the people you love. We have all known someone who is impossible to please, and many of us have suddenly found ourselves at the other end of a chilly silence with no explanation. At the same time, many of us will recognize our own tendency to withhold our emotions rather than express them. Most of us have seen both sides of the withholding dilemma. Emotional pain is at the root of our tendency to withhold, and withholding causes pain to the people subjected to it. It is a dysfunctional pattern that creates a breakdown in communication and understanding.No one deserves to be subjected to withholding. Feeling ignored, disrespected, or shut out, and to not know why, is a terrible feeling. The first thing to remember if this is happening
Just put together a new fan for Alannah's room. Hers died last night. When she had a 102-103 degree fever. Turns out she has an ear infection so she's on ABX. She slept really good last night though. I didn't so much since I got up to check on her a few times. She's down for the night now and I am definately liking the 7pm bed time. Not loving that my bosses pulled me out of my store tomorrow but whatever. Tryingnot to get pissed about that again. It will work out pretty well i nthe long wrong. If things work out right, I may take Alannah to go see Josh. It will be nice to get out of the house for a bit. I really can't wait until my vacation. Talked to dad today and he was talking about having a cookout on the 5th- for Labor day and his 50th. I miss the cookouts.   anyways..

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