Fubar Blog Posts 4

Preparing For Our Roadtrip
It's late on Friday night and I'm tired but excited. In a few days my husband and I will pack our Harleys and pull out of the garage for a cross country trip. I'm hoping to keep updating my blog on the trip but I'm not going to stress out about it. My main goal would be to have a record of the trip for myself. So if you're a rider and you're interested in following the blog *if it actually works out* please enjoy!

More Random
I found this in my randomness of stuff and thought...this should be shared so that is what I am doing.. So live your life that the fear of death can never enter your heart. Trouble no one about their religion; respect others in their view, and Demand that they respect yours. Love your life, perfect your life, Beautify all things in your life. Seek to make your life long and Its purpose in the service of your people. Prepare a noble death song for the day when you go over the great divide. Always give a word or a sign of salute when meeting or passing a friend, Even a stranger, when in a lonely place. Show respect to all people and Bow to none. When you arise in the morning, give thanks for the food and For the joy of living. If you see no reason for giving thanks, The fault lies only in yourself. Abuse no one and nothing, For abuse turns the wise ones to fools and robs the spirit of its vision. When it comes your time to die, be not like those whose hearts Are filled with fear of

Moonlit Whispers
Moonlit Whispers For Brian Under the radiant moon I gaze, Lost in love's haze. Silently I listen to a symphony carried on the night air; Gentle whispers of love and care. A subtle voice begins to sing And I know that you are calling me home. With heart soaring, A feeling of love rushes over me; Longing to be by your side all the more. Alas, I can do nothing but wait and listen. Listen to the symphony of Moonlit Whispers. Written by Danielle K.

Dallas Cowboys Prayer
Our Father who art in Dallas. Football Be Thy Name. Thy 6th ring come, Thy will be done, on the road and in Cowboys Stadium. Give us this day our daily arrest, and forgive those who false start against us. Lead us not into overtime but deliver us to home field advantage. For Thine is The Kingdom, The Power, and a Cowboys Fan Forever. Amen

Some Things That I Regret
There's some things that I regret, Some words I wish had gone unsaid Some starts, that had some bitter endings Been some bad times I've been through Damage I cannot undo. Some things that I wish I could do all all over again But it doesn't really matter, Life gets that much harder, It makes you that much stronger. And every tear that had to fall from my eyes, Everyday I wondered how I'd get through the night. Every change life has thrown me, I'm thankful for every break in my heart. I'm grateful, for every scar. Some pages turned, Some bridges burned, But there were lessons learned. There's mistakes that I have made Some chances I just threw away, Some roads I nev

Motorcycle Riders And Family's Of Them
Dear Friends,I have just read and signed the online petition: "Kill a Biker, Go To Jail"hosted on the web by PetitionOnline.com, the free online petitionservice, at: http://www.PetitionOnline.com/sabiker/I personally agree with what this petition says, and I think you mightagree, too. If you can spare a moment, please take a look, and considersigning yourself.Best wishes,stacy R.I.P. Tj I LOVE AND MISS YOU KILLED JUNE 11,2010

Getting The House Ready
Today was busy! I started my day with a community service project with my Rotary club. We did some weed clearing, tree trimming, and brush removal at the entrance to our town where there's a statue and a really nice sign. Now you can see it when you drive by! Right after that I zipped north a bit and recorded some voice over for a series of radio spots. I guess I've accidentally become the voice of a local restaurant / event center. I felt a little guilty for going off and leaving my husband to work on all the stuff around the yard so I came home ready to jump in and help. It's amazing what needs to be done before leaving for 3 weeks. We're getting the yard prepared. That has meant replacing a bad set of stairs and building retaining walls (so that who ever is taking care of our chickens can safely get up to the coop). We live on a sand dune with a sloping backyard so it's a mess if we dont' shore it up. When we got the house it was a mess of rat infested ivy. Now it's just a mess.

Walk's Alone Again
She walk's in the dark and lonely shadow, she walk's empty nothing to look forward to but to be alone forever without her soulmate near by. She walk's alone again ever where and see's his face her Wicked Evil One. She has walked and waited so long for him to come , now that he is here she lost him again alone again she walk's with a sword throught her heart bleeding forever. She give's up. He was the only one that keeped her together he had faith in her and believed in her when she did not believe in her self she walk's alone again ever thing was riped from her even her Wicked Evil One She well alway's Love Him No Matter what!! By Devilina Demoness Princess Of Darkness

Darth Vader
SETAUKET, N.Y. – A man donning a Darth Vader mask at a New York bank has entered the dark side. Police say the man entered a Chase bank branch on Long Island on Thursday, displayed a gun and demanded money. A surveillance camera caught the “Star Wars” character wearing a blue cape and camouflage pants. The bandit escaped from the Setauket bank with an undetermined amount of cash. The robbery comes about a week after another bank robber, dubbed the “bouquet bandit,” held up a Manhattan bank. Authorities say Edward Pemberton used a flower bouquet to conceal a note demanding cash during a $440 bank heist July 15. They say he used a potted plant as a similar prop in a holdup at another bank earlier this month. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Silent Alarm
...the door behind him. He leaned against it, feeling the heat from the day beating upon it's exterior, as the cool wave of air from inside sent a chill over his body. An empty feeling came over him, and he wondered if this would be the first step that led to the end. This was not a new thought, however. He often worried that the walk down that path had started, for days at a time he would think that this would be the last time, but then he would see her again and things would be better than ever before. He walked into his bedroom and carefully positioned himself, for he did not feel he had the heart to take off his shoes. The soft fabric felt cool against his body, he could feel it drawing the heat of the day away from him. How easy it would be to slip into sleep, to pass the time in oblivion. Sleep would not drive the feeling away, though, it would just hide it for a few hours. Letting himself sink further into the soft cushion of the pillows, his feet hanging off the edge of the be

America, Love It Or Leave It.
Ronald Reagan knew how to win a reluctant bride. He told Americans how beautiful they were, how generous and strong and brave, and even if everyone knew that some of this was blarney, it was still lovely to be loved and to try to live up to the image. So it is a little sad and strange to listen to conservative leaders--who still honor Reagan as the greatest modern President--as they file for divorce from the people he cherished so deeply. So many years, so little to show for the struggle. Conservative godfather Paul Weyrich, who coined the term moral majority, doesn't think there is one anymore. Abortion is still legal; the NEA is still funded; the Great Adulterer is still in office; the Republican establishment still thinks social issues are too thorny to embrace; and too many evangelical leaders have been seduced by their power at the expense of their principles. Weyrich says the time has come for conservative Christians to admit that the culture war is lost and to try

Tina Turner - I Don't Want To Fight No More
I Don't Wanna Fight lyricsTHERE'S A PALE MOON IN THE SKYTHE KIND YOU MAKE YOUR WISHES ONLIKE THE LIGHT IN YOUR EYESTHE ONE I BUILD MY DREAMS UPONIT'S NOT HERE ANY LONGERSOMETHING HAPPENED SOMEWHERE AND WE BOTH KNOW WHYBUT ME I'M GETTING STRONGERWE MUST STOP PRETENDINGI CAN'T LIVE THIS LIEI DON'T CARE WHO'S WRONG OR RIGHTI DON'T REALLY WANNA FIGHT NO MORETOO MUCH TALKING BABELET'S SLEEP ON IT TONIGHTI DON'T REALLY WANNA FIGHT NO MORETHIS IS TIME FOR LETTING GOI HEAR A WHISPER IN THE AIRTHAT SIMPLY DOESN'T BOTHER MEBOY, CAN'T YOU SEE THAT I DON'T CAREOR ARE YOU LOOKING RIGHT THROUGH MEIT SEEMS TO ME THAT LATELY (SEEMS TO ME THAT LATELY)YOU LOOK AT ME THE WRONG WAY AND I START TO CRYCOULD IT BE THAT MAYBE (COULD IT BE THAT MAYBE)THIS CRAZY SITUATION IS THE REASON WHYI DON'T CARE WHO'S WRONG OR RIGHTI DON'T REALLY WANNA FIGHT NO MORETOO MUCH TALKING BABEDON'T CARE NOW WHO'S TO BLAMEI DON'T REALLY WANNA FIGHT NO MORETHIS IS TIME FOR LETTING GOHANGING ON TO THE PASTIT ONLY STANDS IN OUR WAYW

Meant For Me
You are the only one I see,You are the one that heaven meant for me,For surely you were sent down from above,For me and me only to cherish and to love,I love you ever so muchAnd long to be able to reach out and touchYour dear and precious faceAnd feel the warmth of your embrace.

Dark Night Of Sin By J. G.
I sit on a high back chair the smoke of a fresh lit cigarette drifting in the room I think back and reflect upon the events that brought me much joy this past night. Looking towards the doorway to the chamber where it took place. Where she sleeps a fitful sleep, a smile upon her lips. She called and said she wanted to play out some thing we have been talking about. I smile think she is such a good girl to me. such a good lil slut always pleasing me. Now I am going to give us much enjoyment. I settle back after the phone clicks as I hang it up. Then I walk to my chamber and pull out a small, wheeled tray laying upon it, an assortment of tools and toys. Various clamps and weights, a few long slender dildos, a cat of nine tails, shackles, and bindings silks. I lift a long leather package wrapped in oil skin. As I unwrap the skin and the sterling silver pommel and walnut handle is exposed. Carefully I slide the sharp blade from its place in the worn leather sheath, wiping the bl

Today
Today will be a busy day.. what am I saying? Everyday is busy anymore. I am sorry I have not been on much. I will be leaving here around 1030 or so.. running to pay water bill, going to Dr for follow up, Going to get my vehicle a estimate on it..Yes..I got hit again. I don't know what it is about me..If I got a sign on my car saying hit me..or what. Also.. after that..got to do the fair booth...from 2 to 4. Then maybe later I can come home to relax some..before heading to work tomorrow..then watching the rough trucks tomorrow night. (Damn I will be tired). Anyways..this just to let ya all know what I will be doing next day and today.

For We Are Soldiers
u stay up for 16 hours . we stay up for days on end . u take a warm showerto helpu wake up. we go weeks without running water u complain of a headache and call in sick. we get shot at, as others r hitand we keep moving forward u talk about ur buddies that arent with u . we nowe may never see any of ours again. u complain about how hotit is . we wear ourheavy gear, not daring to take off our helmetto wipe our forehead. u get mad at the waiterfor getting ur order wrong. we dont eat today. ur mad that ur class lasted an extra 5 minutes. we're told we will be held over an extra 6 months. u roll ur eyes when ur baby cries . we get a letterw/ a picture,and wonder if we'll ever meet our new borns. u pay the price for ur living arraingements. we volunteer to live in tents. we r not complaining. all we ask for is some respect and for u to extent ur hand. give us ur love. because we have volunteer to die for ur freedom. for we r soldiers for the rest of our lives, and we will protect

Rough Month
So being in the military takes its toll on someone but yea thats expected. But this month has just been pretty damn rough, on the 3rd my father past away and that was pretty hard on me, that was and unexpected thing, so i had to leave right away from colorado and fly out to ohio, i got there ok my aunt helped me get the things settledand dealt with, so that was the beginning of the month for me. then me and my wife seperated so now im back in colorado just bymyself, then i was back for only a weekend then had to fly out here to westpoint, ny were i will be at till mid august, have a weekend off there then go out the field for about 2weeks, man just no breaks, im jus hoping things start to slow down a bit, just some time to get away and relax

Take To Heart... A Soldier Died Today
He was getting old and paunchy And his hair was falling fast, And he sat around the Legion, Telling stories of the past. Of a war that he once fought in And the deeds that he had done, In his exploits with his buddies; They were heroes, every one.. And 'tho sometimes to his neighbours His tales became a joke, All his buddies listened quietly For they knew whereof he spoke. But we'll hear his tales no longer,

Beauty
Beauty in itself is not evil.Beauty does not walk, talk, scheme or plan.Beauty is, however,something that we humans have managed to mold into a razor-sharp weapondripping with deadly poison.Whispers of vicious, poisonous barbs are dared all over the world,every hour of every day.

Bikes Are Packed
Our bikes are packed. The pets (dogs, cat, parrots, chickens) have clean bedding, full tummies, fresh water, and are all set. I'm geared up and ready to hit the road. Angel, if you read this, we're coming to your town so I'll call you. Tonight will be spent at our ranch where we have a few things to take care of before leaving for 3 weeks. I'm sure there are a few pounds of blackberries needing picking and some nectarines and peaches. Tomorrow will have us riding up to my daughter's house to celebrate my grandbaby's first birthday. All 3 of my girls will be there. I suppose my husband and son-in-law can find something manly to talk about but GOOD LUCK with that! Friday we roll east. We'll be meeting up with a Fubar friend and his wife who ride for a few hours then my husband and I will peel off to our destination. That's where we'll meet up with a group of around 15 bikes for the ride east. I'll blog to you later. *low wave* Lisa Ann *Drama Queen*

The Impossible Figure Test
You Are Deep You are completely self sufficient. You are your own happiness. You are content with your life and the world. It's hard to bum you out. You see how everything is cyclical. You understand that nothing is permanent. Insightful and smart, you know enough to get how the world works yet still realize there is more to learn. The Impossible Figure Test Blogthings: Learn Something Surprising About Yourself

Unlimited 11s & Double Points Day! Pimpout For Rates!
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Lonely Soul
The lonely soul wandersAlone in the walks of lifeNo other soul as his companionThe lonely soul wandersAlone in the daybreakHe does his dutiesIn the walks of lifeThe lonely soul wandersAlone in the life He meets many other soulsWho comes to beUnfit for the lonely soulThe lonely soul wandersAs the days pass byThe lonely soul becameMore lonely, with no othersouls as his companionThe lonely soul wandersAlone in the walks of lifeThe lonely soul decidesNot to die, but to faceLife in all its hardshipsThe lonely soul wanders

News Paper Article From Today On My Son! Wish They 'd Get His Heigth Right!!! Uggghhhh
Lebanon’s Justin Britt opens camp as a starter Israel Potoczny israel@lebanondailyrecord.com Jul 28, 2010 COLUMBIA — Justin Britt is opening his freshman season on top. On Tuesday morning, the University of Missouri released its pre-camp depth chart. Britt, a 2009 Lebanon High School graduate, was listed as a starter at left guard, ahead of junior Justin Palmgren. Britt, 6-foot-5, 300 pounds, is the only freshman starter listed on the Tigers’ pre-camp depth chart. Britt redshirted last season and retains four years of eligibility. Missouri opens practice on Aug. 5 and will play its first game of the season on Sept. 4 against Illinois in St. Louis.

Just Thinkin...
The State of Arizona is in court as I write this trying to protect itself from the Federal Government. I'm sure the Feds have heard that 20 other states are trying to pass laws similar to the Arizona law so they can try and control the Illegal Aliens in their state and pay for the extra services being utilized. The Democrats and the media doesn't understand this because they can't seem to use the word "Illegal". They are "undocumented" according to the major media outlets and the Dems. No, the way it works is, if you came here illegally, then you are an "Illegal Alien". That's what the Federal Law says, even though the Obama Administration and most Democrats and the media don't seem to pay attention to the Federal Law unless it helps them. That's what I think.

Truth
Truth What is it that you say? Trust me babe, I'll lead the way... It's so easy you see To say "trust me" I love thee....... A hint of hesitation Hurt once before Damaged by thy words When love was no more I look into those eyes As blue as the sky Aqua shimmer With clouds that fly Do I trust These words that you say Or do what's in the back of my head And simply walk away "Sorry", You see babe...

My Blog My Life
Three things happened recently, one was I was bitten by a small child, two was the local minister burnt me with hot coffee and thirdly I have recognised that I have sexual dreams about people I don’t like. Ok, let’s start with number one, the small feral child. I was in Boots the Chemist and waiting on husband getting his eyes tested and a woman with a happy baby sat beside me. I love kids so I leaned in and chucked its wee fat chin and the baby quickly grabbed my finger and chomped down hard on the tip. It had teeth, God knows how the mother’s nipples must feel, and anyway I screamed a wee bit and the mother laughed. She was happy it wasn’t her getting attacked by her toothy baby. Number two was simply me walking out of the local coffee shop and a minister walking back in to get something he clearly forgot whilst holding a cup of steaming hot coffee, he banged into me and the burning milky liquid burnt my tits. “Fucksake my tits are burning&rd

Lol Signs Of The Apocalypse
Tampons start to bleed… IN THE BOX! Reanimated corpse of Mr. Hooper descends on Sesame Street to exact murderous vengeance on Snuffleupagus Viacom reincorporates as a non-profit North Dakota ravaged by civil war with South Dakota Los Angeles swept away by 1000-foot Cheez Wiz tsunami Gallup Poll reveals Americans totally apathetic about sex JFK Jr. and Princess Di rise from the dead to sire a new race of entitled do-nothings Jerry Falwell comes out of the closet Canada develops its own culture Swarms of flying goats terrorize playgrounds Tall glasses of cool, wholesome milk spontaneously transform into frothing cups of demon vomit Whiteheads become chic Chimpanzees begin to accessorize Switzerland falls into the sea The Anti-Christ appears – accompanied by the Uncle-Christ Flipping someone the bird can KILL THEM New fast food craze: McLocust Burgers Cease fire declared in war between cats and dogs P. Diddy is appointed U

[pissing The Bed Part 3]
Well tonight I had the opportunity to get a more complete psychological profile of christian and friend.Geeze... I nailed them pretty good too.I really do have a knack for thisshit they have tells on, their body language when they lie (even just to tell a joke) Course I pitted them against each other to prod the tells better but ... not in a mean waySo what's the number one way to fuck up a set up?Bail.Surprise surpriseFlake didn't show. I got a call about 5 minutes before arrival. Christian told me flake was having car trouble I says "damn... I really should've put money down that she would bail, everything I heard about this girl told me she would"I love being right.We talked about a lot of thingsmostly attraction and attractingthen we got off topic and started talking about my penis...yeah.That was different, but I painted him in a good light.Strongnoblebigger than average (especially on the rumors of the irish)I mean, we were talking about urinals, and how unnerving that would bean

Apocalypse Angel
Yesterday I felt the pain of losing sightHurt so bad, I just can't stand to fightBut she washes away the feelings in my headAnd leaves me feeling so desperately wanting moreI just cant see the end of the light inside this roomIt's driving me insane Without her here I just don't seem to feel alright CuzShe's my Apocalypse AngelCrying for my soul tonightAnd she dont knowWhat she means to meMy own Apocalypse AngelThe dont shine anymore because shes sadAnd I'm the only one to make her smileBright enough to drive awy those fears I feelBroken down I feel so weak without her here with meNever want to be myself again without the softness of her touchCuz she means everything to meCuzShe's my Apocalpse AngelCrying for my mind tonightAnd she don't knowWhat she means to meMy own Apocalypse AngelWhen the World is gone and the sky is black as nightShe stands by my side and I feel her through the fightShe cries for me to come back homeTo her arms, she just can't see what's become of meTorn and broken

Arlington National Cemetery
so I just saw on the news that 4,900 to a possible 6,000 graves at Arlington National Cemetery may be un-marked, mislabeled or indicated incorrectly on the maps for the site. As a former servicemen this is both shocking and appalling. Honestly im stunned by this and dont understand how the remains of my fallen brothers and sisters, comrades in arms could be treated with such disrespect and flat out disregard as I see as being no more then trash to be throw where someone feels.Even if you dont support the war or the military this should still upset you. These could be your brothers and sisters, fathers and mothers and you grand parents, cousins etc. If you feel like I do about this please voice, your out rage.

Stupid Encounters *44
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Here At Balad
well i've been here for a week and a half and it's hot the base is huge! I working for the 319 expedtionary security forces squadron. Im doing base side stuff not outside the wire mission. I would like to do a few mission' outside the wire to do something important but operation new dawn is coming into effect soon. I miss all of you and Im still ltrying to level up help me out I need referalls.

Saving You
I wish that I could save you from the mental thoughts you are having. I wish that I could save you from the terrors you are having with the world and how things are suppose to be. I wish that I had a chance to hold you and help you any way that I can. Distance is away for the truth on how you feel. But theres nothing I can do. Theres nothing I can say that will make everything for the moment just go away. I wish that I was able to walk with you, sharing moments from the past until now. I wish that I was able to smile for you, just making sure you did that, if not only once. I wish that I could watch the sunset, the morning sun rise, the sounds of the earth waking up..just you and me. I wish that I could be a better friend. I wish that I could give you better advice, but what I say is only from what Ive learn. We all have different lessions. Teaching you is what you already know. I wish that I could start your life over but then you'd have to start over with the he

Relationships
This woman takes on the world Picks me up when I'm down and keeps it together somehow This woman melts with my touch And doesn't want to feel what I've felt. This woman wants a safe place to live The strength of my hands To know I know that this woman needs somewhere to cry Solely by my side. And I know that this woman needs to be reassured That my heart is her home and my love is what can will her to stay I need this woman to see me in every light And hear that she'll love me always.

A Poem I Wrote About A Complicated Relationship
One day I will move on,Someday all your empty words will be gone.Memories of you will hold no significance,I just wish that it could be now,why must I endure such longing,Such hope that you will find your way back in,You were such a small part of my lifeand yet one of the greatest.The pain from your absence should be long gone,Your kiss still lingers on my lips,The warmth from your embrace I always miss,your smile set me on fire and made me feel at ease...

I Don't Sleep Anymore.
Earlier this week, on Sunday night, I had a dream in which I knew I was asleep. I was stood outside of my house in torrential rain at night and thought I needed to get inside in order to wake up. I approached the front door and placed my knuckles onto the door-window ready to knock. I knew that my next action would bring me one step closer to consciousness. The moment I knocked on the door, the thudding sound of the knock was so loud, so frightening and so real that it woke me from my sleep. BOOM. BOOM. BOOM.I jumped up immediately and listened out for a further knock at the door. I was roasting hot, sweating profusely and my heart was beating so hard, I don’t think I would have been able to tell the difference between a knock at the door and my thudding heart beat. After I came to my senses and realised that the possibility of the door knocking at the exact moment of dreaming it is incredibly low, I fell back to sleep. Monday, the very following night, I had the same dream.

I Love The Snow
I love the snow. I love how all life seems to be buried while letting their ghost-like images show from beneath their cold blanket. I love it when everything is under a layer of soft, white powder that kills the plants below it. I love watching the snow fall lazily, slowly, forever freezing the animals that never wake up from their comfortable sleep. Watching it drift down in the night sky is simply magical. It's wonderful to see all life just seem to stop to make an undisturbed coat of small ice crystals for the world. But even better--and this is my favorite part--is anything that does still move shows me everything about them. They leave behind very distinct tracks, showing me if they walk on four legs or two, if they're with anybody or all alone, how big or heavy they are, what sort of stride they move in, how long ago they passed, etc., etc.... I like to follow sometimes, because the only animals that can walk around in this weather are warm-blooded. There's something

Wrong
My life is so boring it puts me to sleep. Anything wrong with a boring life? No different that any one elses. Ordinary, life is so calm and yet there is sometihng not quite right in all of our ordinary life. We try not look at it or simply ignore it and yet it is there. Not quite sure what it is but it is unsettling. Look in the mirror at yourself, and do you even look deep in the eye's? Who do you see? I've yet to look at myself in the mirror. I can get very close to it and yet avoid looking at myslef in the mirror. Glory to God N

You
A million times we've needed you A million times we've cried If love alone could've saved you You never would have died In life we loved you dearly In death we love you still In our hearts you hold a place No one else will ever fill It broke our hearts to lose you But you didn't go alone Part of us went with you The day God took you home Geraldine Guest September 24, 1913 - September 27, 2006

Amazing
Ann, has access to my PC's because I have nothing to hide and she found it amazing that I had Porn and Ladies of The Night in my Favorites. She said anyone coming across this will have the Perception of you being something your not. Perception are easily created. She was floored by me the other day. She never expected it nor others. Unfortunately, not many thihngs are clear as it may seem. Perception of me is based on the actions of others and not me. Who has the most to gain? How many gained and whe really lost it all, meaning wife, animal (friends), house, dignity, and respect? Anyone paying attention to this, beside The Roman Catholic Church, The Oder, TEMPLER, and friends? Glory to God N

Support
I admit I am not a whiz at computers. I understand a little more then the basics, but not an expert by any means. So I go to those who are supposed to know better then I. A computer expert. After telling them all I did to try to maintain my system ie Full computer scans with anti virus, more then 2 times a week. Weekly Defrag on the computer, all I get is: Well the lag or slowness you are experiencing maybe because you ISP is slow or because the game/web page/site is slow. Call your ISP and have them do a speed test. hmmm should I be happy it's not my comp, and just yell at the cable company that thier cable modem is too slow for my computer? and how much time am I going to have to devote to this? Believe me, calling a tech at the cable company is sketchy at best. you may get a good one, then you may get one who wants you off the phone. I believe I am a bit frustrated. *sigh*

Debunking Christianity In 6 Pages
Christians claim God created humanity to worship him with free will but humans became something God did not intend (an arrogant statement implying humans outsmarted God). By disobeying they rendered God's perfect creation to be imperfect. God planned creation, and planned salvation. Let's look at the Scriptural evidence. You can read the story of Adam and Eve and the fall from grace in Genesis chapter 3. God told Adam and Eve to not eat the fruit from the tree of knowledge of good and evil, lest they die, giving them "free choice", instead of exercising his will over them.... (You do not have free will if you are commanded to do something and expected to obey. This is circumstantial will.) The serpent told Eve that God knew they would not die but "...God knows that when you eat of it your eyes will be opened, & you will be like God, knowing good & evil." After eating the fruit of knowledge of good & evil, God himself proclaimed to his pantheon of male & female gods (whose image huma

I Am....
I am an excitable person who only understands life lyrically, musically, in whom feelings are much stronger than reason. I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I cannot transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesnt impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls.

Fake Ass Bitch Finding Tool
http://www.tineye.com/ I've been using this for about year. Search any image and you can see other locations of that image on the net. It's free without spyware or any crap like that. It's very useful to weed people out and verify info. Happy hunting!

Know Me For Who I Am
ask yourself do you know what it feels like to hypothetically live in a clear box but you can hear people around you but can not be heard for everyone to ignore you pass by you and just not even be looked at you see piece of trash laying on the side of the road do you bother to stop for a second to pick it up see what it is no you just keep on walking not even thinking about what it is even tho that inside that trash wrapped up is pure gold in a matter of speaking a very good person on the inside if you stop and looked you would know that but no as a matter of a fact most of my life now i have been that trash just stuck on the side of that road waiting wondering if ill ever be picked up and looked at in the right way most people say don't judge a book by its cover , its the inside that counts, but have we truly ever seen a person that looks at people in that way? no i know for a fact i do i have always looked on the inside i have always trusted what my feelings have told be its my g

How Do You Fu?
Everyone knows that using IE to FU is pretty ineffiecient. Firefox, Safari and others are much better. However, I have found that Google Chrome is the best browser in which to FU. It works for the PC, MAC and Linux. You can download it here: DOWNLOAD GOOGLE CHROME Happy FU-ing!

The Book Test
You Are Brilliant You are a true ideas person. No concept is too far out for you. You have are drawn to the darker elements of life. You like a bit of grit. Art excites you. You try to bring it into your everyday life as much as possible. You're going through a phase where nothing seems particularly interesting to you. The Bookstore Test Blogthings: 100's of Fun, Free Quizzes and 3 Stupid Ones

Kansas Was Pretty Good To Us Today
Except for horrible road maintenance (too much corn whiskey?) it was a good morning. Then it got HOT. I heard it was 105 with 70% humidity. All I know for sure is that I've never ridden in weather this hot. One of the local motorcycle clubs met us and escorted us to dinner. I was able to eat a baked potato. Nice people. I learned what FFS means! Yes, I JUST learned that at dinner tonight. The scenery in Kansas is pretty. One dead armadillo and around a dozen dead raccoons decorated the highway. Horses, cattle, and corn fields kept things interesting. and.... No one tried to kill me! I don't know how many miles I've put on the bike on the trip but today was just under 450. I'll look at my OD tomorrow but I think it is around 2300. We'll sleep in tomorrow and head out at 8:15. I'm hoping it's a little cooler because we have a guy on the trip who was having a very hard time today. I'm trying to focus on the good and positive aspects of the trip. Oh, I've been working on a song as I

Life's Annoyances....
Heres another random rant from yours truly, disbelievers..... Ive noticed another annoying trend here....And this just might be me being over critical but it seems that there is a proliferation of people wanting something for nothing....I.E. wanting to see my Naughty Pics and I dont get squat in return.... Ive tried very hard not to troll for things on here but it seems to me that Im only someone's friend on THEIR terms or Im convenient when they want something...Im not here for your amusement any more than you are here for mine...I have thoughts and feeling and again there is more to me than my looks, and body...If you cant understand that concept, you need to move on to some other bubble headed bimbo cause I aint her! Im sick and tired of seeing others reaping the benefits of others generosity and I dont get a thing...Ive been nice to most people here and have zip to show for it...Other than an over abundance of drinks that dont help me in any way, shape or form... People claim

Different Kinda Blue
15 years old and not a dime to her name.. she was rough around the edges to hide her pain.. with no money in her picket she didnt know what to do.. so she stood on the corner to try to pay her dues.. sad n cold n all alone.. she had nobody no love no home..5 days later she was gone nobody noticed not even her mom.. she left this world with a different kinda blue.. no love that she had no love was true.. down by the bridge they found a letter with her name.. itr talked about her troubles.. how she couldnt take the pain.. my eyes are full of lonely tears.. i cant do this year after year.. as i bring this letter to a close.. a pray to god that he saves my soul.. she left this world with a different kinda.. blue no love that she had no love was true.. she left this world with a different kind blue..

Love Him
The day i ment my baby i knew there was something special about him i just couldnt figure out exactly what. The more we talked the more my feelings grew for him.It didnt take long for me to know he was the one i wanted to be with for the rest of my life. When i finally got the chance to show him just how much i really do love him and how much i wanna be with him till the day i die. Tje day i told him that he could move in with me i was prayong he would say yes so i knew i would have my baby for the rest of my life.He said to give him some time to figure out what he ahd to do and i got the message that my baby was gonna move in with me and my heart skipped beats when i found that out. I had to wait for the day of him coming up to be with me and it seemed like it was never gonna happen. When he texted me saying that he was coming up that day i was so excited i didnt know what to do with myself. I waited and waited for him to be here so i could finally kiss him and hug him. Then i went ou

Cowboys From Hell Paso
Ok freaks! Ck. Thease cats out . They are truly The real deal. The are a Pantera Tribute band hailed from El Paso. Cowboys From Hell Paso. If you dig pantera and Dime Bag as much as the rest of us they will truly will blow your mind and for be written in stone. Just search there name and you will find them. I cant speak highly enough of them. For you that are fortune enough to live in El Paso get out and support them,www.myspace.com/cowboysfromhellpaso Copy and paste there link.REmber this: We are making HISTORY\,,/\,,/

Whatever This Is, 2 Am Bullshit
I watched my world burn to the ground to the beating of a broken heart. I watched the flames take down all i loved, or would ever love, and leave nothing but ashes. I looked down and seen the matches in my own hands. what have I done?

Sad Silly Ones In Shout Box
jimson: hey jimson: hun To jimson: ? jimson: hw r u To jimson: ok jimson: fun or not To jimson: not jimson: y To jimson: Not that you're owed an explanation but I'm getting ready to go to bed jimson: may i help u jimson: huny To jimson: One, not your honey. Two, why would I need your help to go to bed? jimson: not goin bed jimson: in bed To jimson: Well, I'm thrilled that your in bed. I am not currently and I am about to get ready to go to bed. jimson: ok jimson: so u come on to bed To jimson: What? jimson: just .. To jimson: Just what? To jimson: Seriously, no clue what you're rambling about jimson: i am taking u in bed To jimson: LMAO Not in this life time or the next jimson: ok jimson: gn To jimson: whatever

Continuation Blog Again
Stars, fishes and sand grains are everywhere but what they have in common are what I see in you... The stars at night though shining brightly with their luminosity your eyes are enough for what I need to stargaze during the night. The fishes though they come in schools or in singles you live off your own beauty without them. Finally, the sand grains wherever they are found I cannot begin to count the times we would spend, memories shared and find each other's love in our hearts.

Whats Meant When It Happens
Every time I think about you,I'm reminded of the reasonswhy I love you from the depthof my heart and soul.And I wonder what I'ddo without you,without your healing smile,your words of faith,the caring and sensitive wayyou touch me,lifting mejust when I need it most.Without you,what would I have?What would I be?I can't imagine existing ina world where someone doesn'tlove me the way you do.You're the only one who everunderstood me and accepted mefor who I am.And I think you're nothing shortof amazing.Your love always has beenand always will be,life's greatest gift to me!

Just Some Stuff I Write
You're there when the darkness comes turning off the ligh tand I'm all alone and then I see your faceyou're there when I'm to tired to go on my legs crumbling under me and then your arms are around me lifting me upyou're there when the tears won't stop hiding somewhere so they can't see don't want to be a burden and then I hear your voice saying "you're not"you're there when I don't know what to do thinking I'm not enough never living up to my own expectations and then you say I amaze youyou're there when I don't feel safe anywhere it all looks to scary don't know where to go next then you take my handyou're there even when I don't ask you to be somehow you just know want you next to me then I turn my head and you're there

Alone
Alone Sitting by my window looking outA couple runs hand in handlaughing as they get wet in the rain.A young man holds open the car door for his belovedAn older couple walks hand in handoblivious to what is going on around them.Laughter all around, love is in the air…I turn around and look into my homeIts empty…… I am aloneAll that is left are the broken promises of yesterdayAll I see are my broken dreams…I sit down to watch Fubar.Alone again…

What's In Your Heart
True beauty is in the way she laughsTrue beauty is in her eyesTrue beauty is how she actsTrue beauty is insideTrue beauty is unseenTrue beauty is only feltTrue beauty is not meanTrue beauty is herselfTrue beauty can't be cruelTrue beauty is bareTrue beauty lies within youTrue beauty is always thereTrue Beauty can't be covered with makeupTrue beauty means true loveTrue beauty can't be baked upTrue beauty is the flight of a doveTrue beauty has no flawsFor True beauty is all that matters after all

Pain
I hope no ever reads this , I fill that I am at my wits end. I can not take anymore. Life will never get better, it never has! I fill as though I will never escape the binds that hold me in hell. How long must a soul suffer , how long? Crying over all the pain trying to pretend that life will get better yet it never has! They broke me long ago! Know I have nothing left no heart, no soul no hope and no love! Wishing that the end was near!

Lesson 4
Discovering The Little Known Secrets Of Creating Cool Web PagesToday’s Lesson – Part 4: Dynamic Links Let us now bring your website to life with dynamic links. The image link, drop-down links and button links. These link with bring out your creativity in your website instead just having the same a href links link most other sites have. Images To type out the source of an image is very tricky for new XHTML coders. You can use .gif, .jpg or .png images, these are extensions of your images. These three extensions are recommended for images on your sites. To know which type of image you are using may be tricky if your computer is set to hide known extensions such as .gif, .jpg or .png. Tip: If your image does not show the extension beside it, you may want to change your computer settings to do so. To fix this in Windows XP, open a folder window on your computer such as My Documents. You will now be able to see the image extension. It is best to rename the image

The Obama Elite Vs. The American People
This Tuesday voters in Missouri, by a 40-point margin, approved a ballot measure rejecting the individual mandate at the core of President Barack Obama's health care law. Asked what the vote meant to the White House, press secretary Robert Gibbs said: "Nothing." Yesterday in San Francisco, federal judge Vaughn Walker gave the exact same weight to a California ballot measure that affirmed marriage as an institution between one man and one woman. Specifically Judge Walker overturned the California Marriage Protection Act after concluding, as a matter of fact, that the majority of Californians who voted to protect marriage were bigots who had no rational basis to define marriage on their own terms. Here are just some of the "facts" Judge Walker found: Religious beliefs that gay and lesbian relationships are sinful or inferior to heterosexual relationships harm gays and lesbians. The campaign to pass Proposition 8 relied on stereotypes to show that same-sex relationships are inferior t

Need Help With Some Things.
I have some questions that i would love some answers to. !. What does it mean to be cherry bombed? 2. What determins how many points you get for being bombed? 3. How do you pay someone in fubucks? 4. What gets you more points, rating someone with the boomerrang or auto 11's?

Been Gone For Like, A Year. Here's An Update.
Well, I quit my job at the daycare and went back to school. Paralegal for now, then when I graduate I'm thinking a Major in Psychology and a minor in Criminology. A very close family friend of mine passed away not too long ago. We really weren't expecting it. It hit me really hard. His memorial is on Saturday at a bar of all places. A man who drank himself to death having a memorial in a bar. Nice. I'm starting to get out more. Getting over my panic attacks. It's taking a bit, but I'm able to go out and shoot some pool. I turn 21 in 3 weeks. Excited? Yes. Yes I am. I met a guy who pretty much stole my heart. That's all I have to say about that. 3 years since Ms. Cooper died. Amazing how time flies. Landon just turned 4, and he's starting school this year. I can't freaking believe it. It makes me feel so old. I met him when I was 16 years old, and now look at him? He's still muh baby. No matter how old he is. His mom is expecting her third. Jesus. It's like she's making up for

10 Cool Things To Do On Fubar That Don’t Cost Any Money!
10 cool things to do on fubar that don’t cost any money! Polish Bling: This is a huge opportunity for anyone looking to earn points. Go to that user’s page and click on http://fubar.com/mybling.php?u=22 Get on fullette and video chat. I was jamming guitar on it and there are people making points. http://fubar.com/videochat/ Rate your friends: even if you are not VIP you are still earning points. Go after some of the achievements. http://fubar.com/achievements.php?u=22 Refer some REAL friends and earn some points. http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=22 Write up a blog on some of the tips you have found on the site to be useful. http://www.fubar.com/myblogs.php Check out the MuMMs and see if you can handle the heat. http://www.fubar.com/mymums.php Go to the game room and blow off some steam.http://www.fubar.com/gameroom/selfaware/index.php?appid=5 We also have the arcade. http://www.fubar.com/gamehome.php Hang out in the multiple of lounges. http://www.f

Download Our Free Metal Compilation!
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What Is Iwnb
What is IWNB? It stands for I WILL NOT BOW. I want a crew of people that are close knit and have the personality to never back down from anyone. People that will stand up for their members and will stand up for themselves. I want every member to work to help each of the other members level. I mean lets face it fubar as a whole sucks badly. Everyone for the most part is out for only themselves. I want to have people that are not out to just help themselves. I want to see everyone level thats in our group but i want the main theme to be that we leveled because the other members of our crew helped us to get there. This is my corner of fubar. I want to make this corner the best that it can be for us. so those of you that are tired of being stepped on, ignored, blown off cause you are not running famps, boomerangs, autos, or bombs, come seek entry. There is an entry process. Before a member is granted entry into IWNB, you need to have a salute, just to petition for entry, a

The Final Goodbye
This is the end of the road. Reflecting back on 3 years of Fubar, I find myself smiling at the close friends I have made, cherishing the times where I could be a listener and help people through their troubles (which I'm actually pretty good at, for those of you who didn't know), and knowing the thrill of anticipation at a few of yo uwho were seriously an integral part of my life. I am also nearly dumbstruck at the level of pettiness, misunderstanding, jealousy, and outright rudeness I have seen here. I guess this is really a microcosm of society, which is what I have always seen Fubar as...a social experiment. If this were a Master's thesis, I would be curious what the author's conclusions would be. Anyway, there comes a time in everyone's life where he has to re-examine his life and priorities, and make necessary adjustments. This is that time for me. Fubar no longer holds any draw or desire for me, and while some may think it rude or shocking that I just end it like this, my

How Great Is Our God...
TO GET SOMETHING YOU NEVER HAD,YOU HAVE TO DO SOMETHING YOU NEVER DID.. WHEN GOD TAKES SOMETHING FROM YOUR GRASP,HES NOT PUNISHING YOU,BUT MERELYOPENING YOUR HANDS TO RECIEVE SOMETHING BETTER.. THE WILL OF GOD WILL NEVER TAKE YOU WHERE THE GRACE OF GOD WILL NOT PROTECT YOU...

Sex...
That's right...I said it SEX! Got your attention?Everyone in their sane minds favorite pastime :-)Guys find it as a form of stress reliever-so I've been told- and women like it b.c it makes them feel emotionally more attached to a guy.But then...there's no strings attached....That's the topic of sex I bring up today...Women's biggest 'weapon' to get a guy .... is sex with no strings attached. Now I'm not speaking about laying out like an all you can eat buffet! I'm talking about the flirt...verbal foreplay...the tease....and even to a girl its exciting and gets the ball rolling(haha no pun intended)! If the sex is good...damn straight the guy will want to come back for more! Here's the catch of no strings/ friends with benefits...- no emotions are involved. Now granted...there will be some...gotta at least be able to stand the persons personality,like them just a little. I'm talking about the emotions that come with a serious relationship. Like getting clingy, sappy,starting to text th

Building...
"Build a friendship...not a relationship” Like a foundation to a home as a relationship is the house. When the foundation isn’t strong enough and a relationship is pushed it comes crashing down; shaking, cracking, breaking the foundation that is there...keep forcing a relationship enough times- not even the foundation will be left...and the house becomes completely unbuildable. Yet…with a strong foundation, a beautiful home can be built…forever secure, safe and lovely.I never got this concept until now...I feel like apologizing to the guys I misunderstood this with...Perhaps I have the fear that I would never be good enough for someone to actually 'build a house with' and be left with empty foundations laying everywhere."Can we just be friends?", "I think friendship is a better way for us to go" OR "I just want FWB kind of situation." I think I have a boneyard of foundations...empty,cracked,broken...Then again perhaps its about chosing better foundation to 'u

Pictures
I find it quite annoying that every day I come in here and someone has reported my primary pic as NSFW. I understand that there are to be no major cleavage pics. But I censored one out just like I have seen others on here do and come in today to find that it had been reported. Yet, under members that live near me, there are two women, one in just her bra and the other with a sheet barely covering her breasts as primary pics. So, why am I being singled out? I see other primary pics that are way worse than mine are and they are allowed to keep them up. Sorry, just had to rant for a minute because I am highly annoyed.

What Does It Mean...?
"I like you..." I've had so many guys tell me this recently ...what the heck does it really mean? What am I suppose to do with that? I like you....but your not good enough to date...I like you...but your not really my type...I like you....but I just want FWB from you until I find someone I really want I like you...like I like my puppy...I like you...I enjoy time with you, so let me use you until I'm done with you..I like you....but I'm still gonna treat you like my puppy...I like you...but..but...but...So what does it really mean? Is it the mark of a beginning to something or is it just an over used expression guys use to stay nice but not really mean or do anything? When does it mean more...? How can I navigate through all the bullshit to find the one who really means it? How many times have women been run over by a guy using this saying but not really meaning it? I think in reality...liking me isn't good enough. I'm at a point where I just wanna tell a guy to fuck off when he says i

10 Things To Do On Fubar Free That Will Raise Your Level!!( Two Bonus Tips)
10 Things you can do for FREE on fubar that will raise your level! (Two bonus tips)http://fubar.com/blog/333299/1125148 10 cool things to do on fubar that don’t cost any money! 1. Polish Bling: This is a huge opportunity for anyone looking to earn points. Go to that user’s page and click on http://fubar.com/mybling.php?u=22 2. Get on fullette and video chat. I was jamming guitar on it and there are people making points. http://fubar.com/videochat/ 3. Rate your friends: even if you are not VIP you are still earning points. 4. Go after some of the achievements. http://fubar.com/achievements.php?u=22 5. Refer some REAL friends and earn some points. http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=22 6. Write up a blog on some of the tips you have found on the site to be useful. http://www.fubar.com/myblogs.php 7. Check out the MuMMs and see if you can handle the heat. http://www.fubar.com/mymums.php 8. Go to the game room and blow off some steam. http://www.fubar.

Freedom Atleast
i married my wife on march 31 2010 and ever since then it has been nothing but hell she refused to give me any kind of space when iam on the internet she stays behind and see what iam up too or if iam calling a friend or texting she always looks on who iam talking too she is so far up my ass that i cant even take a shit with out her approvalshe lies and try to manipulate me to do what ever she wantsme and my wife got into a fight and she shove me first and i shove her back and i try to get my marriage license from her since i was the only one who ever paid for anything and everything but she refused so i try to get it from her i did not hit her tho even tho part of me wanted too she had the cops called on me at the end of Julyi was in jail for a day and i got out they gave me anger management i start next week that stupid cunt could have ruin my life all together because i already have court in phx for a old charge of protecting my ex gf from a guy who i thought was going

Some Of My Thoughts...bout...words...and Things...
Always dream..."Promises" or no...Always dream...promises or no...as one will eventually...at one moment or another...at sometime during our journey here...learn...that a "promise"...is made just of words...and words...are just sounds...and sounds dissipate...and any simple fool or intensely evil mind...can and will...utter "sounds"...Animals make sounds...animals kill to survive...but...animals have no options... Never trust sounds...nor your ears...not even your eyes...for to blink might be a folly... Only...the "gut" can feel the truth or the deception...leaving one's own "self" to be "the" one and only "promise"... The final and pure "truth"...so there..."Be True To Yourself"..."To Thine Own Self Be True"...such old words...so long ago said...by who...I do not know...but...still they ring...and louder yet...as each moment in time flicks past us... Belle...a.k.a....HellzBelle...Friday, 08/062010

I Am This Woman
I'm the Woman who will put my head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you. I'm the Woman who likes to be kissed in the rain more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant. I'm the Woman who says,"Okay, but you owe me...", not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you. I'm the Woman you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you. I'm the Woman who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms. I'm the Woman who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me. I'm the Woman who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have. I'm the woman who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the woman who never forgets you. I'm the woman who loves to end a hug with a kiss. I'm the woman who you ca

Lost Love
The day that i was first scolded i was speechless. I just hung my head in shame. You turned your back and lefted the room. And made the same wounds in my heart. That's what we were like. They meet again somewhere today, those two people who understand each other. A tale of lost love is repeated again!! By Devilina Demoness Princess Of Darkness

Part 3 I Am Not Evolved From A Monkey ..etc..lol How Is That For Being Lazy!!! Hey It's Sunday !!!
I received a message from someone yesterday saying that I am not being specific enough on this blog. I wrote back and told him I can operate a wheelbarrow and everything else is instinct and intuition. Those of you that follow my thinking, and I have a huge amount of sympathy for you and don't think there is a cure for that, understand the point I was trying to make to this man. We are talking about issues and facts that are sitting right in front of our face. So I am not going to bore you with the scientific theories about evolution. I am going to point out that science has discovered a species called dinosaurs and that the Bible, the Koran and most other religious texts say nothing about them. Not particularly scientific but true. As we talked about yesterday, it is clear there is some order to the universe. As a friend pointed out this morning in a message, if the moon and its orbit was off just a fraction things would be as romantic as they are when we stand on the beach wi

Darkness...
Darkness enters...my mind is fogged...scared and confused...feeling lost.What do I do now? My heart is open...bruised by thoughts..Left to the blackness of the unknown...emotions scattered...givin out like a seeping wound...Yearning...unanswered...Wanting...unreciprocated...Loneliness replacing all that is left....Emptiness resides...as I wait....Hoping in you...

If You're A Juggalo Please Copy And Paste This To Your Page! The Whole World Of Juggalos Needs To See This Message From Violent Jay.
"This shit is soo true we need to love this family more!" -JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen juggalos callin each other juggahoes over spots in line at shows. That's BULLSHIT! Does

About Me
Born; 10 December, 1962. Released from hospital 21 December, 1962, I was very sick from birth. My inner strength (Qi/Chi/Chai) bouyed me over as much as possible. Male. 6' 3½", 295#. Multi-tonal brown hair w/ lots of grey, over hazel (multicolor) eyes. Northern European ancestry, mainly Welch & German. But since Northern Europe was part of a series of conquoring, I can trace my roots back to Africa through the Romans who conquored, pillaged, raped and murdered both sides of my family. 'Son of Wolf' is not a made up moniker, it is a translation of my Welsh surname. Similarly my affinity for dragons or 'Drachen' is also related to my Welsh ancestry. Born and raised in New Jersey, U.S. of A. Now living with my GF Diana. Which brings us to; Taken! Seriously, I'm taken. Even if I wasn't, I am not available. *I reiterate, I do not want to be with you, get with you, hook up with you or freak with you, It's simple, I am not available. If this is what you want... Thank You, but please move a

Love And Growth
Relationships have a big learning curve... If you're not willing to learn, to change, to grow as person... it will never work. Relationships are a work in progress. Just "loving" someone is not enough. You need to work at it everyday. You have to put your ego away. As Bob Dylan said "...Swallow your pride. You will not die. It's not poison". True love is selfless... but.... There has to be a balance. My parents met on Valentine's Day 55 years ago. This August, they will celebrate their 53rd anniversary. I'm still trying to figure out the secret, but they teach me something new every day. Love isn't always a fairy tale, it isn't always what we see in the movies. Sometimes, it's just two soulmates, 50+ years, sitting on a porch holding hands, and knowing what life is all about :)

Broken Soul
Devotion, Unconditional Love, The ring of eternity I offered your finger. You saved me from the darkness and once again showed me happiness, but now you've taken it from me. Was it all for nothing? My family and friends, their strangers to me. You were my only reason to breath, I gave you every fibe of my being. The last shard of my shattered heart, I gave to you to mend and you did nothing but step on it. The festering hate and the boiling rage, a broken mind that is sick. It's all returning like before. I don't want to live this way. What's to stop me from putting the bullet in my head now? I hope he makes you happy, but now I have to think. I have to come up with a reason not to use the bullet and right now? I have nothing. I hope your happy, because if I go to hell. I have no doubt I'll see you there soon!!

Lies
im the tomato to ya sauce i can be cooked in low heat or i can be extremely hot now lets eat this my tasty version of a late night treat haha laughs and clowns are left without a frown now pick up ya shit and get the fuck outa my town this is for the hustlas and thieves and pple who believe in a betta life and fuck equality do i really have 2 do this or you just a fool that got schooled in every subject and u might wanta pick up ya jaw cause i gota lay down the law noone eva fucks wit me unless they wanta have a free trip to the infirmary cause you just kept runnin ya mouth and to the bitches that are down in the south fuck you hoes im out but if u neva met me then feel free to holla cause im a playa and i gota make my dollas you understand me now i know you bitch u think your the shit but u just a clown sayin uhhh whats that i just dont give a fuck now i told you im gona live until i get brought down u aint eva gona be able to touch me cause ya so full shit i think u got some brown i

Cold Cruel World
[Intro] I don't know what to do anymore After I quit with medicine I became psycotic I suffer from depression Complete depression Had it my whole life I have had it so bad that uh... I had anxiety Been diagnosed with major depression Lots of phobias, lots of fears Anxiety, panic attacks Manic depression before, I didn't think that Depression could be so bad [Verse 1:] Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders Everything around me closing in, it's starts to grow colder It's like I'm sitting on death row and waitin' for conclusion Shits real fucked up, my brains filled with much confusion Do you know what it is to sit a 3am With a gun pressed to your temple on your knees prayin' Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a handfull of pills Cause the fuckin' rent's due and you can't pay bills Have you ever felt the cold grip of death in your heart I'm talkin' rips right in your cavity and pulls it apart Ten motherfuckin' seconds just from ending this shit Flames rising from the action

Sentiments Not Enough For Fraser's 200th
Josh Fraser pictured after he played against Bendigo Josh Fraser is set to play game 200 at some point, but the question that must be raised is when? Mick Malthouse has said that Josh will be playing lucky number 200 in 2010, but since Darren Jolly arrived this season, Fraser has only played the 8 games. His stint in the VFL to date has not been specular. On the weekend in the Magpies' loss to Casey Scorpions, Fraser's stats were 8 kicks, 8 handballs and the 1 tackle. Cameron Wood, Collingwood's other ruckman who has only played the 4 games this season, managed 6 kicks, 4 handballs and 5 marks along with 1 goal and 1 tackle. It seems as everyone is talking about how a player who is destined to play a milestone game should be granted it - but why? Fraser has not set the world on fire this season and Jolly is doing fine. Leigh Brown has also been a more than adequate pinch hitter for the Magpies. Brisbane's Clark Keating challenges Collingwood's Josh Fraser in the 2003

Tribute To Ronnie James Dio
Tribute To Ronnie James Dio! Listen to me , And this story I tell, about a journey, in a place called Hell., a place where some fear to roam, but to me I call home. In your darkest hour, where terror runs deep, your nightmares live, where you try to sleep. Life as you know it, is about to end, no S.O.S. can you send. What you knew, no-longer exists, Peace & comfort gone, in deaths dark mist. Where Heaven ends, and Hell begins, it's the lucky ones, who pay, for all mans sins. The Devil lives, in all our Hearts, it's up to you, to know what part. whether he lives or whether he dies, the choice is yours to realize. When the Battle's over you will know, Hell's under new management his name Ronnie James Dio !

A Parents Love
I gave you life, but cannot live it for you. I can teach you things, but I cannot make you learn. I can give you directions, but I cannot be there to lead you. I can allow you freedom, but I cannot account for it. I can take you to church, but I cannot make you believe. I can teach you right from wrong, but I cannot always decide for you. I can buy you beautiful clothes, but I cannot make you beautiful inside. I can offer you advice, but I cannot accept it for you. I can give you love, but I cannot force it upon you. I can teach you to share, but I cannot make you unselfish. I can teach you respect, but I cannot force you to show honor. I can advise you about friends, but cannot choose them for you. I can advise you about sex, but I cannot keep you pure. I can tell you the facts of life, but I can't build your reputation. I can tell you about drinking, but I can't say "no" for you. I can warn you about drugs, but I can't prevent you from using them. I can

Twice On Sunday
I love you every day of the week and twice on Sunday. Living with you makes life a Funday. your looks, your smile, you're everything I desire. the way you walk, the way you kiss fills me with fire. I love you every day of the week and twice on Sunday. So give me a wink, a smile and pinch on the cheek and lock the doors and call me yours.

I Sent It Away
the day my heart died away from me it i sent not knowing how long it would be gone or even where it went the pain she had caused was to much to bare i had to send it away so i would no longer care to be cold, empty and unfeeling so much easier then the pain i had to send it away till it is healed and whole again to live life without love yes it is a waste of time i had to send it away because it was yours, and never again to be mine.

Till It Holds No Fear
She can never understand How deep in my heart she has gone Or when i say i love you She says my words are wrong To tell and and show her Is really all i can do Maybe somebody, sometime She'll know my heart is true Even though she is far from me My heart forever holds her dear And wait for the day Her heart no longer holds it's fear.

Imprint..
Every so often we meet someone that leaves an imprint in our memories. Something special about them that we couldn't let go...emotions and feelings for them staying in The back of our minds and hearts.These people are fortunate enough to stay with us even after they are gone.Things happened that cause the relationship to go astray.Since starting this dating 'journey' I've had the painful 'pleasure' to come across 3 unique men that have left said imprint on me...on my life.There's no going back to them...No do-overs...I cannot undo the things I've done or said...It is what it is..and now ill always remember them.It's not completly hopeless...I've learned immensely from these men..things that prepare me to be a stronger,smarter woman in future relationships. Learning more about me - the good and the bad.I've learned that I give my heart away to easily...I'm too eager for something more to be there..That I put too much trust and faith in their nonchalant sweet talking...That I get attache

A Message To My Friends
Almost 2.5 years ago I joined Fubar, a newbie. Since then I`ve gotten little help to achieve what I have accomplished. There has been a few of you, Shadow_dancer, FiestyBitcha, It`s just me, Fridge, and Silly Calis girl just to name a few( and please forgive me if i have ommitted your name and you helped also). I am now a level 42 and will soon level to 43. At level 45 I will be leaving Fubar permanently. I will leave my profile up and you and anybody else may visit it but I will not be here anymore. Since I started my account there has been a few females on here that took it upon themselves to take advantage of my loniless and has used me for both money and bling. It`s not their fault. I blame myself because I let it happen. I had met a lady on here that I was sure was gonna be the woman I marry and spend the rest of my days with but alas that will not happen because she has become interested in another man on here and we have split up. i wish her well and nothing but love and hap

Http://www.naplesnews.com/photos/galleries/2010/aug/07/fort-myers-prostitution-bust-august-7-2010/?partner=popular
OMFG! Who Stole her damn teeth! http://www.naplesnews.com/photos/galleries/2010/aug/07/fort-myers-prostitution-bust-august-7-2010/?partner=popular

Allen Chilcote Ii Wrttien For Me
Allen Chilcote II August 9 at 11:31pm The heart of an Angel the eyes of shooting dimonds of star that passes every male eyes but mine. Your beauty makes me fall to my knees it shines the darkness into light. The beauty that you have doesn't compair to any other women. It make me blind when I look at other women but when I look at you my sight comes clear to see the true beauty that you have with in yourself and the outside is only the ocean shell that hears the ocean. The Ocean is the body that you have when the sunrise or with it sets it will always always be beautiful as you are now. Writen by: Allen Edward Chilcote II 11:30pm 8/9/10

The Rose In His Heart
Ever does the rose blossom in the garden of my heart...alone yet not alone surrounded by many a beautiful flower, yet alone but not alone as the most delicate and full and beloved. Though storms may have savaged and ravaged the garden of my heart...alone yet not alone still grows that most beautiful rose. Alone yet not alone rising up full a'bloom...the delicate strength of its stem holding fast in the rich soil despite the harsh rains a'pelted down upon it. Alone yet not alone...the tender tenacity of its petals purviewing out wide despite the vicious winds that a'gailed it. Alone yet not alone...ever does that most beauteous rose blossom deeply in my heart. ~Christopher H. Price

"have You Ever Felt Alone"
Have you ever felt alone not even the brightest diamond in the world could shine out all the doom A room full of the finest things Yet all you hear is silence Fading footsteps Angry words slapped across your face Your dress shining in the faded candle light Such a beautiful sight nothing you could say would make it right Have you ever felt alone Knowing your pain could never be shown Slowly the hours pass by Inside your dreams decay and die Sileence is broken as you hear his footsteps stumbling down the hallway Without making a sound you turn on your side knowing all along he has lied He lays down facing yourback You pretend to be asleep as her perfume sickeningly suffocates the room,

Why
Why is it so hard to find that special someone? All I keep hearing is that don't worry she is out there. I have heard it most of my life. Im starting to get really tired of hearing it. Why can't that someone just finally come along? Up to now everyone that I meet that seems intrested turns out not to be. The ones that I think are the one run and never want to speak to me again. I want that special someone to prove to me that not all girls are the same. maybe one day it will happen but im beiginning to think at this point its not going to. Any one want to prove that not everyone is the same...........................

Carrie Underwood-undo It
I should have known by the way you passed me by There was something in your eyes and it wasn't right I should have walked but I never had the chance Everything got out of hand and I let it slide Now I only have myself to blame for falling for your stupid games I wish my life could be the way it was before I saw your face You stole my happy, you made me cry Took the lonely and took me for a ride And I wanna uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-undo it You had my heart, now I want it back I'm starting to see everything you lack Boy, you blew it, you put me through it I wanna uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-undo it Na, na, na, na, na Na, na, na, na, na Na, na, na, na, na, na Now your photos don't have a picture frame And I never say your name and I never will And all your things, well I threw them in the trash And I'm not even sad Now you only have yourself to blame for playing all those stupid games You're always gonna be the same and, oh no, you'll never change You stole my happy, you made me cry Took the lonely and to

Listen To Me
I ask you for a favor it's the simplest thing i can see all i want you to do is stop please, just listen to me. Listen when I say I need you when I want you to just be there Listen to when I say I love you and show me that you care. Listen to me when I'm happy that is one thing I always try to be Listen to why it hurts you don't respond Listen to what it does to me. Listen to the fact I count the days just to hold you near Listen to the fact I walk through fire for you I tackle my fear. Listen to how I love you so much yet you keep baggering me and wont give up Listen to when you have broke me down to when my heart has had enough. Listen to how I need you to love me the way you used to do Listen to how much I tell you you're everything how much I show you I love you. Listen to how you took my pain and made it a huge, big scene Listen to how I told you to stop and you really think you weren't being mean? Listen when I say I'm not perfect

What To Do?
well since this is my first blog, im a little upset and hurt so forgive me. Im always having guy problems that seems to never end and well my son needs me the most even though this is my third time taking off on him. he deserves better than me, much more. I'm going home this weekend to be a mother to him and stop running around. thats all ive been doing. its not fair to him. yes ive had suicidal thoughts before, but those came to an end when i had my kid. He is my world, and i just needed time to realize it. I'm trying to be the best mom that i can, but practice makes perfect. I'm not perfect and those who judge me for taking off on my son, well, they have a right to, but on the other hand, it aint right. especically behind someone back. ive been through alot my whole life and it never ends. but i live day by day and see what the world brings to me. Eventually ill be a great mom and in the meantime, i need to tell myself that my son needs me. he does need a mother in his life, and he

Wandering Man 1.75
Roberta & her newly wed husband Kerry moved to San Fransisco shortly after the wedding. Both sides of family opposed the marriage. The father of the groom got him drunk the night before trying to convince him otherwise. So the groom looked his best the next day. Now the judge performing the ceremony knew the groom very well. As the groom was in court more often than not during his teen years for various law infractions. Mostly public nuisance & drunkenness. Judge asked the bride "Ms. Jones, are you sure you want to marry this man?" "Yes I do, your honor." "Are you sure? Do you know what you're getting into?" he asked again, seeing how young she was. "I want to marry this man." Roberta replied, she noticed the groom had trouble standing and was leaning on his father. So, in San Fransisco they started their lives together. Kerry a fisherman by trade but had mechanical skills, so he got a job at Union 76 as a grease monky. Roberta & Wandering Man took daily walks everywhe

Solong Dez We Will Always Love You
Today is a tragic day for me.the lord called my best friend home to heaven with him.....although she is in a better place the hurt is still there and so so real ......you will be forever loved and missed dez i only wish we had more time together u were the best friend growing up i love you with al;l my heart

Second Meeting
Well I just finished my second meeting. My opinion has NOT changed. A bunch of weak willed, crutch searchin, self destuctive fucks. These are not my kind of people. This is a place where I do not belong. How can any government institotion force people to go to these fuck off meetings? What happened to separation of church and state? They are a bunch of religous fanatics. These are people who have let something that was meant for fun, destroy their lives. Me, I let my caring of others destroy my life. Then people wonder why I don't want to care for others. Of all the hoops I'm jumping thru for these bulldozing hypocrits, this is the only one I'm completly against. Dumb shit blanketting mother fuckers.

To The Man I Love,whos In Prison For 8 -10
I AMHAVING A HARD TIME GETTING THE CONFUSION OF YOU OUT OF MY HEAD. I KNOW I WAS TOLD NOT TO GET TO CLOSE PAPI,BUT YOU MADE IT EASY FOR ME, BUT YOU KNEW I IGNORED WHAT YOU SAID.. ONLY BECAUSE I SAW THE GOOD IN YOU, YOU WERENT TRYING TO BE SOMEONE YOU WERE NOT,ONLY YOU I MISS YOU,YOU SAY ITS HARD TO SAY GOOD BYE TO ME.. ITS NOT GOOD BYE,YEARS ARENT NOTHING WHEN U HAVE ME OUTHERE, TELLING YOU NO LIES,ONLY WHAT IS TRUE. I MISS YOU THOUGH,IM BROKEN.. FIXING ME WOULD BE WASTE OF TIME I FEEL. CAUSE ONLY YOU HAVE THE PARTS THAT I NEED, THIS LOVE BUG YOU GAVE ME,ITS FOR REAL.IM HERE OKAY LIKE I SAID. YOU DO YOU IN THERE,LET ME KNOW WHAT TO SEND HELL ILL BRING YOU ANY THING YOU WANT,EVEN THAT CRAzY SHIT YOU LOVE,THAT AWSOEMW WEED.. I MISS YOU,YOUR EVERY WHERE I LOOK,BUT ITS NOT GOOD BYE,CAUSE IM RIGHT HERE JUST OPEN THOSE SEXY EYES AND LOOK. LOVE YOU BABY.HANG IN THERE

Farm Stand By Lizz Tayler
I think it was something about the way she looked when she drove her truck.I'm not going to lie and say that it wasn't also her strong shoulders, the way she exuded confidence or the way she made butterflies flutter in my stomach at the mere mention of her name, but it was definitely the sexy way she looked when she drove her truck that first made me look twice.Working at a farm stand isn't perk-free. You get to be outside for most of the day, there's no greasy fast food smell hanging on your skin that's pretty much a given if you work at a fast food chain like my best friend, Toni, or whiny kids and even whinier parents you find at the local pool where my other best friend, Chris, works. Sure, sometimes you get uppity yuppies rolling in from the suburbs who want to impress you with their knowledge of pesticides and "country living" but for the most part, you see the same faces week to week and mostly, they're happy to see you and whatever's been hauled into the stand.Hauling isn't rea

Ronnie Linnemon
Hi, I'm Ronnie I'm locked up, but a damn cool cat to talk to, getting mail is like getting gold to me, So I dear you to write me ( PLEASE PLEASE) NEW ADDRESS, RONNIE LINNEMON P.O BOX 5244 CORCORAN,CA 93212 V-04863 HOUSING C-7-216

Keep Her In Your Prayers
Keep Dallas Angel in your prayers, having a lot of serious medical problems right now, could really use some supportjust found out she has 3 types of cancer cervicalovarian lungshe also has to have her gall bladder removed and has two compressed disc she needs everyones prayers to help her through this she is only 36 years old and still has a long life to live for thanks for all your support pass this on Punisher her real life husband (Fred)

Hey
hey this is my new blog and i hope u all love this blog and comment as much as u want lol. My name is shelly im in high school i have 2 sisters a mom dad and step dad bleh. i have a bunch of friends and im going to the movies tommarow to see blind side. i heard its a good movie lol. i hope u all keep reading love u all BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Gift~
My Gift Je vis à travers mon existence sombreseulement pour se prélasser dans votre beautévos yeux qui brillent comme des saphirston sourire qui illumine mon existence même tristeJ'envie le vent qui traverse vos cheveuxqui touche vos lèvresIl me tarde de te toucherde te serrer dans mes bras, mais je ne peux paspour votre cœur appartient à un autrealors, je ne peux que vous aimer de loinvotre amitié signifie plus pour moique tout ce monde offremais comme un ange tu as touché mon coeurd'une manière que je n'ai jamais ressenti avantparce que je n'ai jamais connu ce qu'est l'amour jusqu'à ce jourJe sais que nous ne sommes que des amismais mon cœur veut qu'il soit plusje vais donc encore de l'espoir et le rêvequ'un jour, je peux sentir tes lèvres serrées aux miennede te serrer dans mes bras et de dire "Je t'aime" Translation My Gift I live through my dark existenceonly to bask in your

Gemini Women... This What They Say..
A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person. She has a fast movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. She is able to do many things at the same time and do it fast. If you date her, you will feel like dating many women at the same time. You can not tie her down with the word “Love” because she cares about love but is it not a major factor of her life. You have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many different characters. She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She is eager to learn something new all the time. Even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in love. You have to put all your efforts to win her affection. Even when she likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad side at the same time, because it is in her nature. She able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without annoying you or letting you know at all. She can cheer you up by acting like a free little bird. Her co

Pissed Off
I'm so pissed off about this fucking surgery I'm ready to say NO! Had an orthodontist appointment this morning. Reminds me I need to have my lone wisdom tooth pulled prior to surgery. I know this, have an appointment to have it done in 2 weeks. He asks when I'm planning on surgery, I say October. Okay. September in for molds, x-rays, etc. prior to surgery. Go to dentist afterwards. Lucked out big time. Tooth that's been a pain in the ass that needs a crown that looked like I was going to need a root canal done along with the crown is holding out. Was able to get out the decay and put in a new filling at no cost and hold off on the crown until after braces. Sweet! On track with that. Call the surgical people to set this up. Yeah, tell me NOW after a year and a half of waiting because the woman that deals with insurance matter is a fucking moron that I can't have the surgery in October. I need to wait 6 MONTHS AFTER HAVING THE TOOTH PULLED!!! And when was someone going to tell me this

Getting Stuff Off My Chest
I do not expect everyone to understand but I feel like i need to do this. Have you ever felt like you are trying to squeeze a dollar out of a dime just to get by? Well, I was taught that it's part of the daily grind of life. It seems like wherever i go,no matter what I do,that i do not get enough respect. Now don't get me wrong, I am not one to gripe about giving a shit what people think about me, but, I feel after all that I have done for people, giving 6 of my friends shelter rent free, after lending out money I know i'll never get back, after doing favor, after favor, after favor, I would like to think that something good might happen to me for a change. I am constantly put down,I get walked all over and I feel that I should be getting a lil bit more respect than i'm getting. I have never screwed anyone over in my life so why do people feel the need to screw me over? Sometimes I ask myself "SHould I just do what it seems like everyone else is doing and not giving a shit about anyone

Its Been Forever! Well Not Quite.
So its been a while since i have been on fubar. Whats new? I work part time handing out samples and Sam's Club, i go to school full time although i am taking a break at the moment to try and sort out my leagle problems, i am being sued by so far two hospitals for failing to pay their way too expensive bills. Woe is me, i have to delcare bankruptcy, and that is no get out debt free card my friends!

Being Yourself
If you are constantly surrounded by other people and their non-stop talk, how can you even hear yourself? There is too much commotion to find yourself. Thus, you go through life living through other people’s perceptions and visions. Listening to the talk show host on the radio or television narrows your perspective into their view of life. Reading the daily newspaper first thing in the morning sets your day along their perceived views. It tends to bring about a dark cloud of separatism and negative programming. Why not take some time and find out what your view of life is, instead of incorporating other peoples’ perceptions? Why not be original and true to yourself for a change? Why not take time to think your own thoughts? Maybe you have something more important to say. You will never know if you don’t give it a chance.Challenge yourself to think through your perceptions of life. Where did they come from? Were they developed early in your life by your parents? Teache

My Spirits Free
MY SPIRIT'S FREE 18 WHEELS AND ANOTHER LOAD.ONCE AGAIN ON THE OPEN ROAD .THE HIGHWAY BEKONS, "COME RIDE WITH ME" ONCE AGAIN MY SPIRIT'S FREE .I STARTED THAT DIESEL AND WARM IT UP , THERE'S NOTHING LIKE THIS GOOD OLD TRUCK. IT CARRIES ME FROM PLACE TO PLACE ,SO I CAN SERVE THE HUMAN RACE..I LOVE THIS JOB THERE IS NO OTHER, ACROSS THIS LAND I SERVE MY BROTHER .MY FAMILY WAITS SO PATIENTLY,FOR HOMEWARD BOUND I SOON WILL BE...AND WHEN MY LIFE IS OVER HERE, DONT CRY FOR ME,DONT SHED A TEAR. FOR I WILL STAND @HEAVENS GATE, AND PATIENTLY AWAIT MY FATE. THE JUDGMENT BOOK IS OPEN WIDE, FOR ST.PETER SAYS LET;S LOOK INSIDE, A JOB WELL DONE IS WHAT I SEE, AND NOW MY FRIEND YOU'RE HERE WITH ME.FOR YOU HAVE SERVED MY PEOPLE WELL,THROUGH STRESS AND PAIN ANS SOMETIMES HELL. SO HERE ABOVE THE PROMISE LAND,ALONG GODS SIDE IS WHERE YOU'LL STAND' BUT IF TO DRIVE AGAIN YOU CHOOSE, THE FINEST TRUCK I WILL GIVE TO YOU .TO TRAVEL FAR ON HEAVENS 'S ROADS.THE HIGHWAY HERE,ALL PAVED WITH GOLD..SO WHEN IM GONE DO

A Truckers Life
A TRUCKERS LIFE We're out on the road trying to clear our mind,by passing every billboard sign. There's more miles in our back pocket than dollars bills,listening to the roaring of them 18 wheels.You learn a lot about being alone ,but hell its our life ,and its our home.Just CoCa Cola Classic and cups of caffeine,but only a trucker would know what i mean.We just passed a sign that reads Palm Bay,another mile another day..He holds that wheel like it'[s a part of me,knowing in that sleeper is where he wants to be. We have our moments evry now and then,mostly behind them hanging curtains is where the fun begins. Now there's another rest area coming in sight ,where all them LOT LIZARDS will be tonite .The road life is hard ,but it's where I'D rather be,it;s the only way you could ever feel free.Them choke and pukes are okay,just to get a shower and be on your way.The sun is bright but his shades are dark and on every highway he has made his mark.Now if I was playing poker ,I'D win this b

"dont Quit"
DONT'T QUIT When things go wrong as they sometimes will,When the road you are trudging seems all up hill.When the funds are low and the debts are high and u want to smile,but u have to sigh ,When care is pressing you down a bit, rest ,if you must ,but dont quit..Life is queer with its twist and turnd, as everyone of us sometimes learns,and many a failure turns about When he might have won had he stuck it out ;Dont give up though the pace seems slow -You may succeed with another blow.Success is failure turned inside out The silver tint of the cloudsof doubt ,and you never can tell how close your ..It may be near when it seems so far;So stick to fight when your 'hardest hit" ....Its when thingd seem worst that you must NOT QUIT

Lost
So just when you think your found you become lost.......... Trust and friendship can make you blind. your not sure how to express yourself because you dont want to argue. Always being questioned and grilled every conversation. What can I say but lost isnt what I want. Is anyone else lost??

Ultrasweet
Her hand I may never hold. But her smile I still see. Her eyes have touched my soul. They seem so deep to me. To know her more. To get beyond the beauty I see. I want to see inside her mind. This is important to me. Your beauty pleases my eyes. Hopefully your mind will to. Ever since I first saw your picture. Im glad I have seen a beauty like you.

The Ultimate Gift
AURORA, Colo. - A man who agreed to donate part of his liver to help save his brother died just four days after the transplant procedure at The University of Colorado Hospital.It's the first death of a living liver donor in Colorado and only the fourth in the U.S.The death has led to a temporary halt of all live donor liver transplants at The University of Colorado Hospital. The hospital has also launched an investigation into what went wrong.It has reported the death to the Colorado Department of Public Health, which is conducting its own investigation.Ryan Arnold, 34, of Watertown, South Dakota died on August 2nd, just four days after his brother, Chad, 38, of Castle Rock, received part of his liver. Chad Arnold invited FOX31 to document their story, when it took a devastating turn.This is their story friendship, faith and the ultimate sacrifice.We met the brothers at 5:30 a.m. on July 29th in the waiting room at the University of Colorado Hospital. They were both in good spirits and

Welcome These Members To The Fubar Street Team!
CONGRATULATIONS TO OUR NEWEST STREET TEAM FAMILY MEMBERS!!! (Dont ask me why the links dont work right. Cuz i cant figure it out lol) Murderface XxMcAxRampageXx Houdinis fuWife@ fubar DJ HARD DRIVE NERD EMPEROR XX C51s Compo@ fubar Pain@ fubar FMWBxxIWNBxxMFKN SeabreezeRoxx@ fubar Show em some love!! Wanna be in the street team family? step your game up and show us what ur made of!! I have a few blogs on how to promote and check my Street Team folders too!! C'mon fubarians! Lets get this place blowin up!! ~Remember: Its not about referrals or free stuff! We promote fubar cuz we love it!~

Seeking A Morph
As most of u should know I'm not on the Fu much,I don't give a Rats ass about dropping my 11's,I was hoping my VIP was gonna Exspire but everdently the fu dipped into my bank card an renewed after I purposely unchecked the renewal. A few still Desire my Morphs,If your a regular they will still be created for 250,11's Rates during free 11's days.10's nolonger cut the mustard.For all others that are above a level 26 a Cherry Bomb Bling or Boomerang Bling will be Required.Otherwize don't Harrasse me for a Morph.Learn to make them yourselves.Chances are $$Cash$$ got u to that ungodly Rank Rating peeps like me sure the fuck didn't do it most u all Don't even no how to rate it's pathetic. Regular List:Good Friend an long time Follower SouthernWolf,My Owner Ms.Bella,an a few others on my top family,an a few of u I owe Morphs to.an eventually u will recieve them.My Comp has been running horrible forever,an most of the time doesn't work on fubar,facebook or pogo for that matter. Personal Lif

Ok You Decided If You Think Its Fair
OKAY TODAY I HAD A FRIEND GOT HIS PRIMARY PIC TOLD IT WAS NSFW...THIS IS A MAN WITH TATS...WHO IS AGAIN A MALE...I WENT INTO SUPPORT AND WAS TOLD TO REPORT PIC THAT WERE NSFW...I DID WHAT THEY TOLD ME...AND THEN I GET HIT UP IN SB SAYING WHY AM I REPORT SFW PIC...IM SORRY REGARDLESS IF IT IS A PRIMARY PIC OR A PIC IN A FOLDER THEN YOU SHOULD MARK IT NSFW...I DO NOT WANT TO LOOK AT A WOMANS BRA CLEVAGE OR THEM IN A SHOWER...YOU SHOULD MARK IT NSFW...THAT GIVES ME THE CHOICE TO LOOK IN YOUR FOLDER OR NOT...I BELIEVE THERE IS TO MUCH FAVS GOING ON HERE...BECAUSE IF U ARE NOT IN A CLICK WITH THE HIGHER POWERS AND YOU ARE A AVERAGE OR BELOW AVERAGE LOOKING PERSON THEN YOU CAN DO WHAT THE OTHERS CAN...SO YOU DECIDE IF THIS IS FAIR OR NOT...OH AND WE SHOULD REMEMBER THIS WE ARE AT A ADULT SITE AND U MUST BE 18 OR OLDER SO REMEMBER WE ARE AGAIN BACK IN HIGH SCHOOL WHERE THE SCHOOL IS DIVIDED BEWTEEN THE WELL KNOWNS AND THE UNDER ACHIEVERS...SO YOU KNOW WHO WILL GET THE SPECIAL TREATMENT DONT Y

Not Done Yet
hey check out my boy biggiebaca were gona make this wreck we might have to call you a docta for the musical enjoyment of the whole damn world now hes a lo nothin but true hes been fightin with me for 4 years were x 2 droppin bombs we can chop up and grind you into a lyrical soup leave you without a paddle and barely reading docta suese now lets calm down and do what we do cause we gota chill and we have a track to straight turn in to suit our musical interest so what you wanta do

Had Enough
I have faith in humanity, though I despise people. Perhaps it has something to do with the fact that all my friends use me, The only people that care about me are my family. Each day I find less and less reasons to stick around... Who knows where I'll go, or if I'll even leave. All I know is I don't want to be here anymore. This world no longer holds any interest for me. I'd gladly trade places with someone terminally ill. They would get more use out of this life than I would. I should be so lucky to die young.

Just A Dream
It's paces echo within my mynd. Caged within the blackness of my thoughts. It's rage darkens the blind corners. Clawing the walls, searching for escape from the torment of nightmares. Wounds thought long healed, open with fresh pain as they scrape against the jagged edges of my sanity. Even the falling of my tears can't extinguish this flame burning white-hot inside my soul. Nightmares glowing with the anguish of hatred and pain. Screaming silenced by the flow of life. Deep from within, the beast howls as his torture ceases to exist momentarily. Knowing the circle will form again.

A Seashell Test
You Are Hyperactive You have a ton of energy! The trick is trying to figure out where to direct all your excitement. You see possibilities everywhere you look. It's easy for you to be inspired. Your creativity really knows no bounds. You're always up to something amazing and interesting. You have an active mind and spirit. You can't sit still, and why should you? A Seashell Test Blogthings: Our Quizzes Weren't Written By Bored 12 Year Olds

I'm No Angel - The Allman Brothers
No I'm no angel No I'm no stranger to the streets I’ve got my label So I won't crumble at your feet And I know baby So I've got scars upon my cheek And I'm half crazy Come on and love me baby So you find me hard to handle ... well ...I'm easier to hold So you like my spurs that jingle And I never leave you cold So I might steal your diamonds ... I'll ... bring you back some gold I'm no angel No I'm no angel No I'm no stranger to the dark Let me rock your cradle Let me start a fire with your spark Oh come on baby Come and let me show you my tattoo Let me drive you crazy Come on and love me baby So you don't give a darn about me I never treat you bad I won't ever lift a hand to hurt you and I'll always leave you glad So I might steal your diamonds ... I'll... bring you back some gold I'm no angel No I'm no angel No I'm no stranger to the dark Let me rock your cradle Let me start a fire in your heart Oh come on baby Come and let me show you my tattoo Let me drive you crazy Come

Heart Touching Story
Everyone has played this game: If you had only one wish, what would it be? For Kassaundra Ramirez of San Jose, the question was no game. The 7-year-old knew what she wanted. And on Friday, her wish came true. "Kassaundra! Kassaundra! Whoo!!! We love you, Kassaundra!!" Screaming paparazzi shouted their love and snapped photos as the slender little girl with a feather in her coiffed hair emerged, glittering in beads and a ruffled dress, from a stretch limousine to walk a red carpet into San Francisco's Grand Hyatt Hotel. She was there to premiere a music video of her original song, "Butterfly Don't Fly Away," and to hold a news conference in a ballroom packed with fans and media. Six bodyguards in sunglasses surrounded her. "This is the most wonderful thing!" shouted Richard Ceely of San Francisco, one of the multitude who had heard about Kassaundra on TV and showed up at the hotel to see her. "How can you not show up for a little girl battling cancer?" Kassaundra doesn't

Sex
long hard slowly strokin......thinking of u riding it slow my hands on ur back running them down to u ass grippin and grinding cock in u as u go down.....softly suckin nipples as u moan.... grips ur ass lifts my hips making cock go deeper as i pull u down on me......circular liftin motions leans into wraps arms around ur back feeling u thrust down as we kiss feling cock go in and out hard.....u gettin wetter and wetter......both of us moanin ...... leans into wraps arms around ur back feeling u thrust down as we kiss feling cock go in and out hard.....u gettin wetter and wetter......both of us moanin ...........lay u back lift ur legs pull u in between mine grips ur thighs and slide deep.......lean over u thrustin hard lookin in ur eyes...whipser i love you baby..... feeling our bodys touch as we passionatly have sex...make love......kissin u..biting ur lip as i thrust more.....nibble ur ear.......whispers u like this baby.....bites ur neck and goes deep as possible......body heat

One More Day
One day I will close my eyes and kiss you, One day I will open my eyes and you will be there in front of me, One day I will fall asleep in your stong loving arms , One day I will wake up to you next to me, One day you will ask me to be your wife , One day I will say I do, One day I will have your baby, One day he will be just like his father, One day We will grow old and die, And one day I will ask for just one more day just one more day with the man I love,

Hidden Secrets
Her heart is lost,For now it cant be found.It cant hear my words,Deaf to any sound.Like trying to fight a tornado,Or beating my hands against a wall.Its so out of my reach,And to me it will not fall.I cannot give up ever,It would make my words untrue.Now I wish for happiness,And that happiness belong to you.

Morning
Morning Days inception Coffee Hot, smooth French pressed Breaking sun Sleep filled eyes Slight stumble On deck Approaching rail Morning sun Filtering soft chemise Each curve Shadow seen Bed hair Tussled Wantonly, begging My fingers to touch Turning Slight smile Asking Where’s the coffee? I fetch Willingly poet

How I Feel Today
I know, I know, go ahead and make fun...it's a bit amateurish, but I put my fingers to the keyboard, and this is what spewed forth. What's this pain and aching in my chest? Please, someone, help me rest. I once felt close, but now it seems to far...its not a distance that can be fixed by car. You wrapped your arms around me, and everything felt right...I wanted to beg you to never let go, always hold tight. For once in my life, I felt safe, I could sleep at night. The dreams I've dreamt since your arms released, are horrible and full of dispair and grief. The scent of you lingers in my nose..OH god, I'll never forget the day you brought me a single rose. The memories flood in upon me, I'm drowning in a sea of good...please let me stay in this place forever, I finally know how it feels to love.

What Im Feeling Now
I SAID I WOULD NEVER MAKE YOU FEEL WORTHLESS OR SECOND BEST. I TRY TO DO WHAT I THOUGHT WAS RIGHT TO PROTECT YOU AND NOT MAKE YOU FEEL THE WAY I HAD. YOUR NOT THE ONE THAT IS WORTHLESS OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. YOU WERE AND STILL ARE THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE... I AM THE ONE THAT IS WORTHLESS PEACE OF SHIT. I KNOW IN MY HEART YOU DESERVE SOMEONE BETTER THEN ME. SOMEONE THAT IS NOT ALWAYS GOING TO FUCK THINGS UP WHEN ALL I TRY TO DO IS WHAT I FEEL IS RIGHT TO KEEP YOU FROM FEELING WORTHLESS AND TO KEEP STRESS FROM YOU SEEING HOW YOU DEAL WITH ENOUGH. IF I COULD GO BACK AND DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN I WOULD NEVER DO THE SHIT I HAVE DONE TO TRY AND MAKE OUR LIFE TOGETHER BETTER. SO ONCE AGAIN CAUSE OF MY STUPIDITY AND BEING A WORTHLESS BASTARD PEACE OF SHIT I WALK ALONE THREW THIS WORLD.. CARRING THE LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU WITH ME UNTILL THE DAY I DRAW MY FINAL LAST BREATH. THERE WILL NEVER BE ANYONE TO TAKE THE PLACE OF YOU IN MY LIFE HEART OR SOUL. YOU STOLE MY HEART AND SOUL MANY MANY YEARS AGO BUT DU

Clarity
While I feel neither the need nor inclination to defend myself to people I don't know, I feel you should at least hear the truth. So for those of you who think you know whats going on, 1. I didn't leave, I was shut out for no reason. and 2. My attempts to be there are met with hate and nastiness and are rejected. Believe what you wish, my heart and conscience are clear and this will be my only response to all the rumor and accusation that is clearly designed to garner sympathy and attention for someone undeserving of it. ~nuff said~

Wtf
OK HERES THE THING.OU I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE SAY WHY CANT YOU NORMAL. I MEAN HONESTLY WHAT IS NORMAL. WHAT IS NORMAL FOR ME MAY NOT BE NORMAL TO EVERYOONE ELSE. IM SO SICK OF EVERYONE TRYING TO MAKE YOU LIVE UP TO THE MAINSTREAM. THERE IS NO INDIVIDUALITY. I HAVE NO PROBLEMS WITH THE MAINSTREAM ITS FORTHEM I UNDERSTAND THAT SO GIVE THE SAME COURTESY TO EVERYONE ELSE. IF SOMEONE WANTS TO BELEIVE WHAT THEY WANT TO BELIEVE THATS THEIR WAY AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS IF THATS WHAT THEY BELIEVE. WELL I WLL RAMBLE ON ANOTHER TIME CAUSE I COULD GO ON FOREVER WITH THIS THOUGHT. TAKE CARE AND BLESSED BE TO ALL.

Church
So i was late to church today and as soon as i walked in the door the preacher got on my case with that whole 'we have a sinner among us" act, as i started to walk away one of this litte fricken thoughts popped into my head as i caught him off guard "HEY!! i was running errands for satan you know he's under house arrest" and naturally i got the evil eye as i left just as quick as i came. sadly enough this isnt the first time i ever had a mishap at church, when my dad told me i was half hebrew i was like thats cool, so later on in the week me and my friend were at his grandmother catholic church, some other kid pissed me off and then i had my first stupid thought in the front row just before everybody started to pray i hollared "do you want us to cruxify his ass again?!", as everyone turned around and looked at me, i just looked up and smiled "what it's not like he didn't deserve it, he's a prick" (the screwed up part is i was talking about the kid who pissed me off). needless to say i

Lifes Journal
all u could ever do is be yourself splendid with a gift of nothin else alone like sittin on the shelf in the clearance isle understand i cant live in denial nomore i gota fly i gota spread my wings and sore away from this down poor of hate vibes that i get like im a one man tribe and im sick of it i will be more than u can dream i will make it to where i could say screw this im a beast and deserve to be missed for im blessed with this lyrical wit i tried conquered it now and how was it good fight when all they ever did was run and hide do u stand up or bow down hell ive been the one thats wearin the crown since day 1 ur another dog in my yard step 2 me u wont even leave with scars i go for the throat i attack life and get on the high note

Part 4 I Am Not Evolved From A Monkey Cause I Can't Climb Trees Very Well
One of the great mysteries of the universe is how in the midst of swirling seas during the formation of the Earth, millions of years after the Big Bang, one tiny single celled life form, swimming aimlessly in that early ocean could evolve into every species of life form we have on this planet an especially lead us to people who drink huge amounts of alcoholic beverages and wave lighters around at concerts but that is exactly what scientist tell us happened as life evolved on the Earth. If there is a force behind the creation of the universe and us, it seems they would have thought to maybe intervene in the massive alcohol part of our development. The only thing I can assume is to do an intervention like that would have violated some unknown law of the universe regarding humans. Sound silly? Maybe. It is clear however that we somehow seem to have universal laws that guide us in our existence here as well as those principles of physics and such that control the universe and this is a

A New Begining!
First game of the preseason for the seattle seahawks with new coach pete Carrol ok yes its football if you dont wish,To read then dont its for me and no one else.With a new coach and practicly new coaching staff the seattle seahawks played this past saturday against the Titans.I was ready to see the new coach in action and I was stunned by the few short months hes been coaching how muchthe team has changed . there seems to be a new fire within the team. new players great draft picks to help matts o line protect him.the d line looked awesome and made turn overs its to early to tell weather or not we are play off contenders BUT, if they keep the momentumthey had during there first preseason game I am just stunned .the last 2 seasons we have not made the playoffs last yr we were at 5=11 bad stats ill be honest .but now it seems its all changed.. I saw the game saturday and I kept reminding myslef this is only preseason.But with that in mind I saw them bring it on more agressive D l

The Stupid Never Sleep
Latest on the IM front: mad_man_113 hey mad_man_113 ya like new roleplays? me I don't rp mad_man_113 well then you must be.....a NAZI? me You must be an idiot Good bye mad_man_113 KKK? mad_man_113 ever killed? me Again, you're an idiot. Good bye mad_man_113 bet you lotta peanut butter? me I bet you're still an idiot. Yup. You are. Bye mad_man_113

Woman
Woman was made from the rib of a man. Not from his head, to top him. Nor from his feet, to be stepped upon. She was made from his side, to be equal to him. From under his arm, to be protected by him. Near his heart, to be loved by him. ~Anonymous~

Taking A Break
Just wanted to let everyone know. I'm taking a break from fubar. I've made some awesome friends on here, made some enemies, had some fun, laughs and all that good stuff. I'm taking the break because there's.... something wrong with me and I can't figure it out. Last night was one of the scariest nights of my life. I honestly didn't think I was going to wake up in the morning. I thankfully did, even though there are some people that probably wish I didn't. I've been overloaded, overwhelmed, and over worked recently. Last night I opened up and said some things to people. Some I should have and needed to, others that were just said out of pure emotion... the emotion of being scared and wanting to hurt people to make it easier on them in case I didn't make it. I know this is/was foolish but it's done and I can't undo the past. I'm sorry for those that I hurt and thankful to those who cared and listened. BTW, I'm known as a drunk on here, I'm doing this with no alcohol in my syste

My Private Hell
I actualy wrote this like two years ago... i dunno... KK here goes.. i used to write alot then kinda lost it.. i dunno if any of you will like it but I felt 100 times better after i got it out on paper.. and to be honest i don't care if ya like it or not lol and i don't normally share my writings but eh wth? My Private Hell All these things inside of me.. I hide so the world doesn't see.. All the pain i feel.. Sometimes it's hard to deal On the outside i smile On the inside i'm dying I wish you could see I wish i could show you.. I keep it all locked up to the point i'm unwell I need out of this prison Of my own private hell Look into my eyes.. what do you find? Can you see my hurt? Or do they still shine? All this anger and hate.. Can't you see it's killing me? My heart is cold and dark Not a soul left to see I've gotten good at this show But now i have no place else to go No place to run... So welcome to my private hell..

Fubar Promotion Templates
OK ALL YOU PROSPECTS, HERE ARE SOME TEMPLATES FOR YOU TO USE TO PRODUCE YOUR OWN FLYERS 1. RIGHT CLICK ON IMAGE AND CLICK "SAVE AS" 2. ONCE SAVED, JUS SELECT IMAGE TO PRINT ON OWN PRINTER, OR SAVE ON A FLASH DRIVE AND TAKE IT DOWN TO HAVE PRINTED!!

Wandering Man 2.25
Wandering Man was 12 years old and wanted to scare his younger sister, Annie who is 5 years younger. His basic plan was to jump up from the bathtub saying "boo" when Annie entered the bathroom. The bathrom is located in middle of house and it has no windows at all. it is very dark and Annie has trouble with it being so dark. So Wandering Man was laying in the bathtub for 45 minutes waiting for Annie. Well, the door opened and light turned on and Wandering Man almost popped up when he realized it was his dad, Kerry. Knowing full well how much trouble he'd get into, Wandering Man did his best to be quiet. Kerry unbuckled his pants, sat down and proceeded to shit. Kerry was grunting and it made Wandering Man nervous because laughter & chuckling isn't needed right now. Wandering Man was thinking "Dad needs more fiber in his diet." And that was the last time Wandering Man did that.

Turf Poem
They look so beautiful,tiny and small, And so soon will they grow. Rip apart others so fast, The next day they'll never know. They are the babie killers, In mafia maybe supreme. And into others assholes, Thier bullets will reem. Dont let those babys get you, You need to run to me. Because those are from our flock, And its called INTESITY

Fuck Drake
darke is a retard motherfucker sounds like he blew a robot when he raps wtf is with auto tune anyway just cause you played a rapper in degrassi dosent mean that should of been your carrer serisiously everybody thinks hes changing the game no hes making it more gay real motherfuckers are are jared mcud prozak jsin and ako mak

Bound
She is bound to him, by love, by lust. Only her chains are stronger then her feelings. But to him she is a toy. He will cut her, and she will scream. He will burn her, and she will moan. She will still love him, she is his. He only sees it as entertainment. She will bow before him do as he tells her, he will defile her. She don't care, this is what she is here for. To be used, to be abused. What happens when she is broken? When he tires of her and wants something new? She will be lost and alone. She will long for him, for his pain, for his pleasure. She cuts herself, but it isn't the same. She trys to find a new master but she is too scarred, too broken. She needs him needs to feel his hands around her throat, to feel his manhood ripping her. She wait's for him outside, and when she sees him she begs "Take me back I will be your slave again!". He does not even look at her. She no longer catches his eye. She will make him see her, She picks up a rock and hits him. He finally looks

Hex Rgb Color Code Chart
Name Hex RGB Mahogany CD4A4A 205,74,74 Fuzzy Wuzzy Brown CC6666 204,102,102 Chestnut BC5D58 188,93,88 Red Orange FF5349 255,83,73 Sunset Orange FD5E53 253,94,83 Bittersweet FD7C6E 253,124,110 Melon FDBCB4 253,188,180 Outrageous Orange FF6E4A 255,110,74 Vivid Tangerine FFA089 255,160,137 Burnt Sienna EA7E5D 234,126,93 Brown B4674D 180,103,77 Sepia A5694F 165,105,79 Orange FF7538 255,117,56 Burnt Orange FF7F49 255,127,73 Copper DD9475 221,148,117 Mango Tango FF8243 255,130,67 Atomic Tangerine FFA474 255,164,116 Beaver 9F8170 159,129,112 Antique Brass CD9575 205,149,117 Desert Sand EFCDB8 239,205,184 Raw Sienna D68A59 214,138,89 Tumbleweed DEAA88 222,170,136 Tan FAA76C 250,167,108 Peach FFCFAB 255,207,171 Macaroni and Cheese FFBD88 255,189,136 Apricot FDD9B5 253,217,181 Neon Carrot FFA343

True Friends
1) When you are sad, I will jump on the person who made you sad like a spider monkey jaked up on Mountain Dew ! 2) wHEN YOU ARE BLUE, i WILL TRY TO DISLODGE WHATEVER IS CHOKING YOU. 3) WHEN YOU SMILE, I WILL KNOW YOU ARE PLOTTING SOMETHING THAT I MUST BE INVOLVED IN. 4) WHEN YOU'RE SCARED, WE WILL HIGH TAIL IT OUT OF HERE. 5) WHEN YOU ARE WORRIED, I WILL TELL YOU HORRIBLE STORIES ABOUT HOW MUCH WORSE IT COULD BE UNTILL YOU QUIT WHINNG, YA BIG BABY! 6) WHEN YOU ARE CONFUSED, I WILL USE LITTLE WORDS. 7) WHEN YOU ARE SICK, STAY AWAY FROM ME UNTILL YOU ARE WELL AGAIN. I DON'T WANT WHATEVER YOU HAVE. 8) WHEN YOU FALL, I'LL PICK YOU UP AND DUST YOU OFF----- AFTER I LAUGH MY ASS OFF! 9) THIS IS MY OATH. I PLEDGE IT TO THE END. WHY? YOU MAY ASK : BECAUSE YOU ARE MY FRIEND! FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE PEEING YOUR PANTS, EVERYONE CAN SEE IT, BUT ONLY YOU CAN FEEL THE TRUE WARMTH.

Pitfalls Of Dating
Pitfalls of Dating:"Parroting" - How many people here have had endless conversations with others, where the most common response is "Oh I agree" or "Oh I like that too", only to find out that it clearly wasn't the case?"Guarding" - Have you ever noticed that the things we most commonly guard about are the things most important to us? Isn't it better to put those things out there and see how the other person reacts? Isn't that what determines compatibility?"Omissions" - How many of you have entered a relationship, only to find out about a secret that, if you had known before, you would have made a different choice? Why do we set ourselves up for failure that way? It's one thing to want to put our best foot forward...but we need to be honest about who we are, where we've come from, and what we want out of life."Exaggerations" - Have you ever picked up on something that the other person clearly liked, and sometimes even without thinking, embellished on it, or brought it out more than usua

The Old Horse And The Raven
The Old Horse and the Raven This thirty-year-old horse has remained king around here, almost forever it seems... The Old Horse and the Raven It was about a country night ago when a wild wind chased its terrible tail across our valley. Without respect for the sleeping kingdom, it suddenly and unexpectedly had raged through the willows and corrals, tore across our yard, and swept over the backs of the horses, cows, and sheep. It clawed at the snow-cat tarp and the rickety, old rooftops plastering snow on the westward side of everything in its path. The next morning, the old horse that I watch each day, stood shuddering beside the log barn. He knew, as he's known for years, that this was the best place to be during a storm. And he knew, too, that this was the time when the morning rubbed shoulders with the night; when her first ray of sunshine would ricochet off the barn, warming his frail body and burning away the shadows of dawn. Used to be, this ol

Muslim Suicide Bombers On Strike
Muslim suicide bombers in Britain are set to begin a three-day strike on Monday in a dispute over the number of virgins they are entitled to in the afterlife. Emergency talks with Al Qaeda have so far failed to produce an agreement. The unrest began last Tuesday when Al Qaeda announced that the number of virgins a suicide bomber would receive after his death would be cut by 25% this July from 72 to 54. A company spokesman said increases in recent years in the number of suicide bombings has resulted in a shortage of virgins in the afterlife. The suicide bombers' union, the British Organization of Occupational Martyrs (B.O.O.M.) responded with a statement saying the move was unacceptable to its members and called for strike vote. General Secretary Abdullah Amir told the press "Our members are literally working themselves to death in the cause of Jihad. We don't ask for much in return but to be treated like this is a real kick in the teeth". Speaking from his shed in Tipton in the West Mi

My List So Far
Batman the Movie (Adam West)Batman Batman Returns Batman Forever Batman & Robin Batman Animated Volume #1Batman: Mask of the PhantasmBatman: SubZeroThe Batman and Superman MovieBatman: Mystery of the BatwomanBatman Beyond MovieBatman Beyond: Return of The JokerSuperman the movieSuperman IISuperman IIISuperman IVSuperman ReturnsBatman BeginsThe Dark KnightTransformers (2007)Transformers: Revenge of the FallenSpider-Man Spider-Man 2Spider-Man 3DareDevil ElektraSupergirlFantastic FourFantastic Four: Rise of Silver SurferX-Men Collection: X-Men/X2Ghost RiderIron ManThe Incredible HulkThe Return of the Incredible Hulk/Trial of the Incredible HulkThe Death of the Incredible HulkStar Wars I: Phantom MenaceStar Wars II: Attack of the ClonesStar Wars III: Revenge of the SithStar Wars IV: A new hopeStar Wars V: The Empire strikes backStar Wars VI: Return of the JediThe Story of Star WarsStar Wars: Trilogy bonus materialStar Trek: Motion PictureStar Trek: Wrath of KhanStar Trek: Search for SpockS

Emotional Leap
The "Emotional Leap".Have you ever found yourself in a situation where, after initial contact (most likely because you were attracted to a profile pic, and a response because the other party was attracted by yours), a few conversations with someone, either you or the other party begin to develop "feelings"? Pfft...who are we kidding? We've ALL had this happen at some point. Anyways, to continue... What do these new emotions do for you, exactly? Do they help you to better understand the other person? Do they inspire you to look deeper and see exactly whether or not this person is, indeed, a match? OF COURSE NOT. Early emotions, my friends, are the fly in the ointment...the top of a downward spiral. This is due to the fact that A)You thoroughly ENJOY that warm, fuzzy feeling of "connection" and want it to last as long as possible and B)have now begun fantasizing about this person, placing him/her in your life, allowing your mind to fill in all the information you haven't yet uncovered. H

This Town
Have you ever been somewhere that just made you feel like someone somewhere is watching your every move? 17 years in the same town. The same people, the same faces, the same bullshit, and the same places. If you went up to someone in town, anybody, and asked them about me, I'm sure that they could tell you at least one thing about me. I have such a dark past and so many ghosts and skeletons that they haunt me like the boogie man. But the boogie man doesn't even compare to the horrors that some people know about me. And what's worse is I'm not even sure who knows what, but everyone knows something. I just want to go somewhere and get a fresh start. I want to move and get away from everyone. My family, my friends, everyone. I just want to pack up and run away and never look back. I want to move somewhere where no one knows me and just be happy for once. I can't remember the last time I was truly happy... Oh yeah I can... With Carson, my fiance, but he had to ruin that. I want to change m

Brooke
Today the sun rose,But it I did not see.Something more beautiful,In my eyes came to me.A smile that glows,More than the sun can shine.Now a friend to me,I hope for the rest of time.Brooke send me your smile,For today and now on.And I promise mine forever,Now our friendship has begun.

Martunika Gets Youtube Part
I WORKED VERY HARD FOR THIS,YES I MADE IT INTO THE YOUTUBE MOVIE. AND I DID IT ALL BY MYSELF. SO THAT MAKES ME VERY HAPPY. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE SOME OF THE FILM THEY ARE GOING GO TO http//www.youtube.com/purraya

Scary.....
Profile of the Sociopath Glibness and Superficial Charm Manipulative and Conning They never recognize the rights of others and see their self-serving behaviors as permissible. They appear to be charming, yet are covertly hostile and domineering, seeing their victim as merely an instrument to be used. They may dominate and humiliate their victims. Grandiose Sense of Self Feels entitled to certain things as "their right." Pathological Lying Has no problem lying coolly and easily and it is almost impossible for them to be truthful on a consistent basis. Can create, and get caught up in, a complex belief about their own powers and abilities. Extremely convincing and even able to pass lie detector tests. Lack of Remorse, Shame or Guilt A deep seated rage, which is split off and repressed, is at their core. Does not see others around them as people, but only as targets and opportunities. Instead of friends, they have victims and accomplices who end up as victims. The end always

The Wind & The Sea
The wind whispers in my ear like a seductress who says what you want to hear. The over thrilling sound is soothing cuz the overbearing pain is what its removing. It brushes against my goose bumped skin in a way that should be a sin. The sea speaks to me telling me what I need to see. The semi-obvious sign I usually miss open up my eyes and fill my life with bliss. My once empty life is now complete, the end is the only thing left to meet.

~rain~
With Premission, I share this Beautiful and Sensual Poem "Rain" with those who share my Passion for being in the Rain. Thank you Inked Angel for sharing this with me..You are a Precious Friend......Peace. Calming, peaceful, sensual Rain,Let it fall upon me,It is here I feel no pain.Each droplet falling from the sky,Journeys downward,let it fall upon me,hear my sigh.Showering my body,Showering my soul,A feeling so sublimeI do behold.I close my eyesfeeling each and every drop,Rolling down my cheeks,God don't let it stop.To retreat from it's splendor,is such a waste,Part my lips,I capture a taste.Sweet and naturalRefreshing to my soul,A moment in time,for ever to behold.Envisioning you carriedwithin each drip,Caressing my body,Placing moisture upon my lip.The dropletswhen they linger,upon my skin,Fills me with assurance,That you are within.Taking your Journeyfrom the heavens above,Falling upon me,Showering me with love.As the journey endsbeneath my feet,Standing in a puddleof love so s

Lizz Tayler Press Release
Press Release BARTENDER "A LIZZ TAYLER PLEASE!!!!" HOLLYWOOD CALIFORNIA, August 20, 2010 - Adult film starlet Lizz Tayler is teaming up with AVN Hall of Fame actress Brittany Andrews and Bottles Up INC, to produce two hot new signature cocktails that will be named after Tayler and Andrews. After being in the adult film industry for only five months, Lizz Tayler has already created a huge buzz in the Adult Industry. Lizz Tayler is building her resume fast working for company's, such as Penthouse, ATK and she also has appeared on box covers for Diabolic and Combat Zone and she was featured in AVN Magazine for August 2010 for the "Fresh of the Bus" feature. Also, there is a rumor that she will be appearing in Hustler Magazine sometime before the end of the year. She has worked for Telemundo and has appeared in a music video with new rap artist JMC. AVN Hall of Fame Actress Brittany Andrews graduated from film school in New York City. Brittany Andrews has returned to the business co-starri

Inspiration
Inspiration There is alway's somethin or someone that inpire's you to do whatever it is you do. So, with that being said. Who or what inpire's you to dance,sing,write,talk,draw or whatever? Is there a person in your life that is so incribile to you. Does that person tell you that you can do or be anything you want to be? Does that person tell you how good your are at great at something and that you should presue it? Does that person just let's you be you and not try to change you into what they want you to be? Does that person just listen to you, give you advice on somethin that you ask them for advice on, does that person give you a shoulder to cry on whenever you need it? Or does somethin else tatally different inspire you like a movie,a song,a drawin, a poem or somethin? It doesn't have to be a person who inspire's you. It can be anything or anyone. It can be a blog that you read online or what have you. I think that you can find inspiration in everything and ev

Only A Mirror (a Really Effed Up Dream I Had)
i follow the footprints that were laid before thine eyes,as i walk unto where there are eternal blazing skies.rivers of blood caress the calloused feet of all in suffering,and all hear the condemned laughter that covers there blubbering.screams of anguish fill my eardrums as i follow the path,puss filled sores envelope my body feeling satans wrath.as i trudge along into the world of nightmares revealed,i know that my wounds from here will never heal.then when everything goes dark the heat dissipates, i fall to my knees and avast begin to concentrate .but my efforts prove futile as racing thoughts develop,no voices are heard as torment begins to embellish.as all seems lost i see the face of Satan himself,ebullient is he, garnished in his great wealth.basking in the light of all his self ordained glory,this is truly like an Edgar Allan Poe allegory.then as i pull my head upward to take a last peer,i realize that if truth be told it was only a mirror.

Lucifer *this Is My Newest One)
I’m the poison running through your veins,Making adrenaline pump to relieve your pain.The malevolent side of this dark equation ,I'm your wrath manifested to make your actions hasten.I'm the one who holds your quivering hand still,As you point that colt 45 , I strengthen your will. A serpent’s tongue only whispering in your ear , The deeds are done and there is nothing to fearShrouded in mystery you’ll rue the day you counted on me,your aspirations and dreams down to the bottomless pitted sea.i gave an elaborate ruse to make you believe i could hold my end,so prepare to feel yourself go aflame as your soul descends.i go by many names but the rest are unimportant as of now,cling tight to your hope and faith but my cackle will be the only sound .cherish your moments before the authorities show to take you away,i will be in layer nine as they send you down for your eternal stay in my domain.

Azure Skies
here i rest under azure skies contemplating self rightousness,and wondering how it ever became any of your business.to hold me upto the light and set the goals you would yourself,because you and me have to diffrent ideas of great wealth.when you walked away and i chose to stand indestructible,with a dedicated determination that was uncomprimisable.for i could of faded away into dust a long time ago,but chose to stay among men and maintain a perfectable egoalas you set the perfect example for what not to be in life,so thus in the opposite polarity i will set my strife.you made all of the decisions that predeterimed my story,through this moment i will turn it into my allegory.for even though your actions were not of concrete,they still make me feel physically and morally weak.because of the atrocities you have portrayed to our family,has left me wandering open fields wounded and wearily.so alas i must make everything right and put you in your place,i know this is hard father but it will

Stolen It Away
She has completely stolen my heart but this time, I don't care..shes so much more than just beautiful, shes the world and I'm happy and honored to be the one that sees this. She's everything wrapped up in 1 but the best part is, she's a mother. Time will only tell where this is willing to go but I hope for the best and I'm not expecting the worse.. If anyone could break my heart, it would be her. I already feel this strong connection with her. Maybe its the universe finally answering my many prayers. She and I are 2 of a kind, the differences don't matter. Shes an angel and I swear on my life that I will treat her like no other. She already means that much to me. What can I say, the lion let the guard down and the winged one came in to protect me. I don't know what she sees in me but whatever it is, no one else did. There are no words to express how happy and excited I am. I'm glad she told me the truth on how she felt. I knew but its better to be sure...just in case. She hit me like a

Second Hand Smoke Causes Permanent Damage At The Genetic Level
credit: http://www.time.com/time/health/article/0,8599,2012103,00.html?xid=rss-mostpopularemail As if the growing number of smoking bans in restaurants, airplanes and other public places isn't sending a strong enough message, researchers now have the first biological data confirming the health hazards of secondhand smoke. Scientists led by Dr. Ronald Crystal at Weill Cornell Medical College documented changes in genetic activity among nonsmokers triggered by exposure to secondhand cigarette smoke. Public-health bans on smoking have been fueled by strong population-based data that links exposure to secondhand cigarette smoke and a higher incidence of lung diseases such as emphysema and even lung cancer, but do not establish a biological cause for the correlation. Now, for the first time, researchers can point to one possible cause: the passive recipient's genes are actually being affected. (See a new recipe for longevity that says no to smoking.) Crystal's team devised a stud

Stupid Encounters *45
FMHWC WikidClown81 said: very talnted do you know any ICP songs iC51NerdGoddessxFSTxMzYouTubexFUCTxHDGirl said: I killed ICP FMHWC WikidClown81 said: you cant do that wikid clowns never die iC51NerdGoddessxFSTxMzYouTubexFUCTxHDGirl said: They died in 3rd grade FMHWC WikidClown81 said: they were live enogh last novmber when i whent and seen em'in concert iC51NerdGoddessxFSTxMzYouTubexFUCTxHDGirl said: I hope the tickets were free FMHWC WikidClown81 said: nope 20 bucks but it was worth every penny iC51NerdGoddessxFSTxMzYouTubexFUCTxHDGirl said: So let me get this str8 you payed 20 bucks to see men dress up like faggots in disguise? I honestly don't understand it I mean McDonalds has a clown to but you dont see me putting on a red wig and some make up to get a burger! FMHWC WikidClown81 said: so pretty on the outside but such an ugly fuckin' bicth on the inside iC51NerdGoddessxFSTxMzYouTubexFUCTxHDGirl said: So Im ugly cause Im not fa

Just A Lil Something Something I Go By;)
Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater, give her sperm she will make a baby, give her a house she will give you a home, give her groceries she will give you a meal, give her a smile she will give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what she is given. So if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit. In other words be good to us fuckers, we go over and out for you;)

Fucking Sick And Tired
So went to the dentist this morning to have my lone wisdom tooth pulled. Yeah, that didn't happen. Apparently, my dentist is more comfortable with the oral surgeon removing it in case of any complications. That's fine. I'm not upset about that. I would rather him be honest and say he didn't feel comfortable with doing it. I'm pissed over the fact that yet another decision was made about my mouth and no one felt it important to contact me. Hello. My mouth?! So now I have to talk to the dumb bitch at the surgeon's office, make an appointment for after I get back from vacation and take the day off work since they don't have decent hours. Which means now surgery won't be until March and I get to be in braces longer. I've had it!

T Babii
Her kiss itself could be a dream,Something only possible in my sleep.She could run through my mind,And into my heart so deep.Will she forever be a dream,Or someday come true.To touch her lips just once,Mine will long to do.A beauty like her is a dream,And I would sleep all my days.Just to keep her in my sleep,And hopefully forever she would stay.

Lmfao :p
My Chat Online Buddies (50+)Clear HistoryPop Out 2:40am reply misterak20: hello, i have to admit... you have a submissive appearance to me. you are that sort of female i prefer to see with a collar arround her neck instead of a necklace... am i right with that thoughts about you're personality? 2:42am more To misterak20: umm.. no. i wear the pants in my relationships.. my lovers get on their knees && suck my dick.. not the other way around. the only collars around me are the ones at the other end of the leash wrapped around my knuckles Damn, I wish I had screenshot!! I cannot stop laughing >.< lmfao :)) xoxo ~Fyre~

Daddy It Hurts !!!!!!
DADDY it HURTS !! My name is Christopher ,I am three,My eyes are swollen..I cannot see.I must be stupid,I must be bad,What else could have made,My daddy so mad?I wish I were better,I wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommy,Would still want to hug me.I can't do a wrong,I can't speak at all,Or else I'm locked up,All day long.When I'm awake,I'm all alone,The house is dark,My folks aren't home.When my mommy does come home,I'll try and be nice,So maybe I'll just get,One whipping tonight.I just heard a car,My daddy is back,From Charlie's barI hear him curse,My name is called ,I press myself,Against the wall.I try to hide,>From his evil eyes,I'm so afraid now,I'm starting to cry.He finds me weeping,Calls me ugly words,He says its my fault,He suffers at work.He slaps and hits me,And yells at me more,I finally get free,And run to the door.He's already locked it,And I start to bawl,He takes me and throws me,Against the hard wall.I fall to the floor,With my bones nearly broken,And my daddy co

Fire And Brimstone
"Fire and Brimstone"The darkness that fills my life has over took my soul.The feeling of hate has given me no where to go.I strive to be someone worthy of love and trust.But in my endless travels I have found only lust.I fight for the feeling of honesty and control.But what I feel inside seems to never be told.My life has went to hell and will be hard to return.I claw my way up the brimstone only to fall and burn.As my flesh melts from my body and falls to the ground.I climb once again never giving in to the sound.I hear them say I am unworthy and weak.But I fight to say I am strong and find what I seek.The love of another will be my goal till the end.Until that day in this fire I will stay pending.

What Will It Take
"What Will It Take"I have lost friends I have lost loversWhat will it take to never hurt anotherMy life has become numbMy Life has become dimWhat will it take to never hurt againThe times have became hardThe times have become ferceWhat will it take to stop these tearsI have hurt my familyI have hurt my motherWhat will it take to mend the othersGrieve has overwhelmed me Grieve has overwhelmed friendsWhat will it take to make them endCrying wont make the hurt go Crying wont make the hurt changeWhat will it take to turn the pageI feel like my life is overI feel like my life should endWhat will it take to make this happenWill it be a razorWill it be a gunWhat will it take to make this turnI dont want this to happenI dont want this to solveWhat will it take to make this dissolveIt hurts so bad insideIt hurts so bad outsideWhat will it take to make me desideWhat ever it is I hope it comes soonI dont know if I will see another moonI dont know how long I can fakeI just want to know what will i

Sunday Afternoons Get To Me The Most
It's always so quiet on Sunday afternoons around my house. My boys are off at their dad's and I have nothing to do until 5 p.m. Gives me too much time to think. I went out last night by myself. It's the first time I've been out in quite a while, but I had a wonderful time. Met a gentleman looking for a bass player and he was even kind enough to buy me a couple of shots, too. Ok, yeah, I know - he wasn't just interested in my playing ability! And that was actually kind of nice - to have a little attention from a guy. In real life. Unfortunately, it also made me realize just how much I miss human interaction. My last relationship was so f'ed up that it's made me very nervous about even trying to date. It doesn't help that I did make an attempt at dating someone recently and he ended up moving in with a woman that I once considered my best friend. Yeah,.... that sucked pretty bad. So here I am, on this website where the Gods only know what's real and what's fake. I've had s

Sound Of Madness
Yeah, I get it, You're an outcast. Always under attack. Always coming in last, Bringing up the past. No one owes you anything. I think you need a shotgun blast, A kick in the ass, So paranoid. . . Watch your back!! Oh my, here we go... Another lose cannon gone bi-polar Slipped down, couldn't get much lower. Quicksand's got no sense of humor. I'm still laughing like hell. You think that by crying to me Looking so sorry that I'm gonna believe, You've been infected by a social disease. Well, then take your medicine. I created the Sound of Madness. Wrote the book on pain. Somehow I'm still here, To explain, That the darkest hour never comes in the night.

Comment To Mumm - Religious Debate▬●ΑΘΕΟΣ
Religious Debate▬●ΑΘΕΟΣhttp://fubar.com/blog/15189/1127148 There really is no debate with Christians. With the right arguments, they can be shut down with that look of a deer in headlights in less than 5 min. Many popular atheists today, such as Richard Dawkins, have taken their arguments in books and live debates in the wrong direction. Althought these books are great, I own them, but they do little to give Christians an ego check. I could probably debate those same Christians just with the Bible. I can debunk Creation in 2 pages, prove God does not exist in 3 and debunk Christianity and the Bible in 6. The last one is here, http://fubar.com/blog/290783/1124595I will post the first two. The last one shuts Christians down like a huge wrench in their gears with an attached bomb on it. There is also a couple blogs on how America is NOT a Christian Nation and how Jesus is not the reason for Christmas and Easter.The short of it is God was res

Poem
His eyes dull, his heart so full of hate and resentment. His laughter but a memory.Her heart so full oof love, her eyes only for him.He has gone away and she is perpared not to lose him.He is her everything, her one true love.He loves her but cant show whats inside, he cant show what he says hes never felt untill he met her.Her heart crys out to feel his love, but how can she reach what he will not show.He wants to show her how he feels, but finaly it comes to him, to say knowing he loves her isnt enough he will find away to say what inside. He silently thinks to him self today is the day i will open my self, and trust her not to break my heart this time.So he hopes his heart is enough and prays she loves him enough she dosent break. She takes his heart and vowes to keep it safe, to show she loves him through and through.

Tears Of The True
tears of the trueif i told what i felt and it were true. with my only intentionsset on you and i tell you when i need you. and you tell me that your feelins no longer confused your heart. trust me, to love you and show me you are true, believe in me when i say i care bout you and my heartand time stoped the moment you walked through my door cuz you make me happy and you make me smile, then i look into your angel eyesand i wonder how wel this'll work. jus for a moment or last forever. the sweet taste of your lips laced with the touch of your skin. would take me to heaven. and i swear ill gaurd with every breath of my life. u r my hidden treasure. trust me, to love you and show me you are true, believe in me when i say i care bout you and my heartand time stoped the moment you walked through my door cuz you make me happy and you make me smile, then i look into your angel eyestell me its for real and your really true. believe me when i say im the saint to love and protect you.

The Hunt
Soft earth gives easily under my treading claws. Hurried and frantic. Desperate to lose the shadows that seek to end my existence. Breath ragged and hot from fleeing, billows into the cold black night. Softly the sounds of hurried anger and fear, mixed with taunts of death and worse are menacingly close. I see the blinding light above that is both my curse. and my pursuers grace for it allows them the pale silver light with which to search for me. My coat, a tattered bloody mess, sheen with the effort of escape, bristles with fear, rage, and pain. Pain so great so deep it rips into the very fabric cloaking my soul. Pain begets the madness to destroy. To kill! To devour! To claim the night with terror only my cries of agony can instill., The smells of marsh, earth, and sweat are tinged with the sting of soot from torches twinkling across the dark valley. Tiny embers that beg to set flame to the tender on which the mortals wish me to burn.

Java On Youtube - Givin Mad Props To Da Man
There is a wonderful and talented guy on here that goes by the name of Vito The Crumb :) He has generously used his time to create two videos of yours truly and they are awesome. I am very appreciative and extremely flattered he could look at my pics and not fall asleep from boredom for that long hahaha so I want to give MAD PROPS to him. And if you like the vids, he has made many more and you can find them on youtube. He is very talented and is for hire if you or anyone else you know are interested in your own vid. He charges mill fubucks or a boomerang, measly price for the time it takes if you ask me!! And if you are reading this, I do hope you go and at least visit his page and give him some MAD LOVE and say hello. Vito The Crumb@ fubar The links to the vids he made me are as follows. I love them both but the first is def my fav :) If you have a youtube account please comment his work :) ROCK ON http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ovMK1UV_Rfw http://www.youtube.co

After A Relationship: Three Steps To Recovery, And The Most Commonly Made Mistakes
After a relationship: Three steps to recovery, and the most commonly made mistakesAside: There are absolutely NO time limitations regarding these stages of recovery. The duration of the previous relationship, the level of emotional commitment, and the circumstances surrounding the ending of the relationship all contribute to the length of time required to move through each step. The first stage after a LTR break up is rather obvious, in my opinion. We are hurt, angry, and suddenly feeling incredibly lonely. It is usually this stage when most of us return to the dating scene, hoping to get back some sense of "togetherness" that seems to be constantly on our minds. We look for others to patch up the holes, so to speak...sometimes we even consider re-entering (or attempting to re-enter) our past relationship, simply because we convince ourselves that we miss that person, no matter how difficult the relationship really was. We plague ourselves with questions about what we could have done

About Me
Hello, I thought I would reintroduce myself... My name is Cassie.. I am just now getting back onto this site... after being away for a year or so...don't really remember. Bad stuff happened here on Fubar for me awhile back causing me to put myself in a mental hospital aka a looney bin. I was there for three months. It was really bad for awhile.. and I am finally much better now.. it isn't so scary anymore. Things happened here and offline that made me lose everyone that I loved and I am working my tail off to get my life back in order. And to make friends again. I am a fun loving, sweet.. down to Earth person.. so, if you are interested in being friends.. or if you are a friend from while back.. please stop by and say hello... that would mean a lot to me. I miss people here... Anyways, I am rambling now.. thank you for reading this.. X0x0x0x Cassie.

Water Running Red
as you walk into the roomyou see the water running redthis feeling of emptinessfilling you with dreadyou wonder what has happenedto have her lying therebut you will find no answerswithin her empty stareher blood flows within the wateryou can hear it hit the groundyou wonder when she cried her tearswas there anyone aroundsomeone must have known herof the hurt she carried deepbut now it doesnt matterto the grave, her secrets keep lostprincezz

Funny Stuff
Man Kills Self Before Shooting Wife and Daughter This one was caught in the SGV Tribune the other day. It took two or three readings before the editor realized that what he was reading was impossible!!! They put in a correction the next day. Something Went Wrong in Jet Crash, Expert Says No crap, really? Ya think? Police Begin Campaign

California History
California History The Gold Rush sparked the biggest mass migration in the history of the world. Between 1848 and 1852, four short years, California's population grew from 14,000 to 223,000. The state motto is Eureka !, a Greek word translated "I have found it!" The motto was adopted in 1849 and originates from the discovery of gold in the Sierra Nevada . The Iron Door Saloon in Groveland claims to be the oldest drinking establishment in the state. It was constructed in 1852. The fastest Pony Express delivery on record, six days from Missouri to Sacramento, delivered the news of Abraham Lincoln's assassination. Knights Ferry Covered Bridge is the longest covered bridge west of the MIssissippi and was built in 1863. In the late 1850s, Kennedy Mine, located in Jackson , served as one of the richest gold mines in the world and the deepest mine in North America. Empire Mine, near Grass Valley, is a gold mine operated for over 100 years and has over 367 miles of tunn

California Geography
California's Mount Whitney measures as the highest peak in the lower 48 states. The highest and lowest points in the continental United States are within 100 miles (160 km) of one another. Mount Whitney measures 14,495 feet (4,418 m) and Bad Water in Death Valley is 282 feet (86 m) below sea level. Alpine County, south of Lake Tahoe, is the eighth smallest of California's 58 counties. It has no high schools, ATMs, dentists, banks, or traffic lights. It is also the only county in the state that doesn't generate agricultural production. Totaling nearly three million acres, San Bernardino County is the largest county in the entire United States. San Francisco Bay is considered the world's largest landlocked harbor. California is bigger than eighty-five of the smallest nations in the world. California Caverns claims the distinction of being the most extensive system of caves and passageways in the California Foothills region of the state. The area aroun

Setting The Record Somewhat Straight...god Is This Irritating
Just a quick few lines this morning before leaving for Seattle and back today to set the record straight. One of the things that is so irritating here is to be an honest person and have it thrown in my face...so I thought I would sort of get this out this morning and then have an easy referral.....for those I meet along the path of Fu life. One thing I will tell you is that half the time these damn fonts don't work right and I am not gteting a VIP in this place until I can hit a font size and have it actually appear here. So sorry about the small print but blame Fu for it... First....many of you know I am a nurse and participating in a new home care program for Medicaid patients and am taking care of my ex wife who is really like my sister. I believe in helping others and think we make a difference in the world by doing what is needed in our own little corner of the planet. I tell most people I meet about this situation. Jeanne has a contagious disease. A sexual relationship was

My Life Changing Experience
Everything in my life changed on the evening of August 16, 1997. Everything was going well after the first week of school my sophomore year. That night, me and my best friend at the time went to the bowling alley about 5 miles from my parent's house because they were playing bridge with some friends that night. It was time to leave the bowling alley and go home, so my friend and I took our stuff out to his car. We put the stuff in his car, and were in the parking lot talking to people, so I sat on the trunk of his car. I don't know exactly what happened after that, but the next thing that I remember was getting into an ambulance going to Charlotte for apparent rehab. I thought nothing of it and that I had broken my leg because I couldn't move it very well. Little did I know the events that had transpired the three and a half weeks before. While I was sitting on the trunk of his car and we were talking to people in the parking lot, somehow he didn't know that I was still sitting on the

Grasp Me(who I Am)
I'm cocky yet shy yet confindent the best guy in a sense Was in a car acident at 6, and been on fire evry since ask why i b so hot...few mins you'll think da same few days jus for you lames and it varies wit all you dames a lova neva a fighter, but fight for those who's light dividin all da fake from real wit jus my mind i'm devine in all i do keep God above it all seeded up wit 2 kids whom i love and would kill all....for five, six again da best at dis shit analyzin everything and everyone trust i kno wat is and wat isn't All those whom i entertain...be weary because i kno your intentions your methods and devious - ness.. only go how far i allow them to go so watch ya self thinkin Tee is so oblivious jus cuz i try to think dis life is precious dat God has givin us I'm livin jus for da city, committee, the whole world in fact i hate dis individualness we all should move in packs but dats jus my opinion i dont expect you to agree But thats why your not and im hot infinity degrees Lets g

Long Haired Country Boy By Charlie Daniels Band
People say I'm no-good, And crazy as a loon. I get stoned in the morning, I get drunk in the afternoon. Kinda like my old blue tick hound, I like to lay around in the shade, An', I ain't got no money, But I damn sure got it made. 'Cos I ain't askin' nobody for nothin', If I can't get it on my own. If you don't like the way I'm livin', You just leave this long-haired country boy alone. Preacher man talkin' on the TV, He's a-puttin' down the rock 'n' roll. He wants me to send a donation,'Cos he's worried about my soul. He said: "Jesus walked on the water,"And I know that is true, But sometimes I think that preacher man, Would like to do a little walkin', too. But I ain't askin' nobody for nothin', If I can't get it on my own.

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Life, Love, And Whatever Else I Feel Like Blogging About Today
Do you ever feel like you have no idea what to do with you life? I just turned 37 and I have no idea. I am in a relationship that probably will not end in a happily ever after. Not probably, I know it won’t. I cannot see myself marrying him because of his temper. Even though I was in a 15 year relationship, I do not think I have ever had a total relationship. We are either great friends/partners and we aren’t good lovers together or we fight like cats and dogs and the sex life is fantastic or neither. Maybe that is elusive to most people, I don’t know, it seems like others have found it. Most days I feel that whole romantic illusion of not the perfect person but the perfect one for me is not there so I stay with the Devil I know, instead of chancing a worse Devil to come because I danced that dance once and it was not pleasant at all. Most people only see glimpses of who I really am on here because I don’t want to show the world me. I am sensitive and ca

South And The God Damn Bible
What is it with the South and the fucking Bible??? you believe in a book and live your life after it, you don't curse, you don't drink. But.... you being an Asshole, at work, in life, then you going to church and pray, and all will b forgiven you fuckers are out of your minds, ahhhh im saved....fuck you are just be a good person in general that's what he want's you to be!!! so fuck of you fucking no good Babtist Mofos

Been A While.....
ALRIGHT, HERE'S MY NEWEST RANT: THE MOVIE LA FEMME NIKITA WAS A BRILLIANT FRENCH CONCEPT MOVIE FOR IT'S DAY. A WOMAN IS TRAINED AND TURNED INTO A KILLER ASSASIN FOR A SECRET GOMERMENT AGENCY. ESCAPES AND BECAUSE A VIGILANTE FIGHTING AGAINST SAID AGENCY. LIKE I SAID BRILLIANT!!! THEN AMERICA GOT IT'S HAND ON IT AND TURNED IT INTO A PIECE OF SHIT RIP OFF MOVIE STARRING BRIDGET FONDA, THAT'S RIGHT, BRIDGIT FUCKING FONDA!!!! IT SUCKED, ALOT. THEN IN THE LATE 90'S THEY MADE A TV SHOW BASED ON THE MOVIE, WHICH WAS ALRIGHT AT BEST. JUST THE OTHER I SAW A PREVIEW FOR A TV SHOW CALLED "NIKITA" ANOTHER FUCKING RIP OFF VERSION OF THE ORIGINAL MOVIE. SAME THEME, BUT NOW SO HORRIFICALLY RUINED THAT THE MOTHER FUCKING CW NETWORK IS PICKING IT UP!!!! WHICH MEANS EVERY 15 YEAR RETARD WITH NO SENSE OF A GOOD SHOW CAN NOW WATCH IT. THIS SHIT REALLY NEEDS TO STOP. I'M TIRED OF PEOPLE GETTING THEIR HANDS ON REALLY GOOD MOVIES, OR SHOWS AND THEN TURNING AROUND AND TURNING THEM TO WATERED DOWN, MODERN PIECE

I've Been Thinkin..
Of starting my own lounge...but I haven't quite decided yet..I mean there's alot of work I know..but that's okay I got nothing but time. If anyone could give me their opinions it would totally rock and be SOO appreictaed. And if you'd wanna work for me...let me know..and give me areason why!?!? Love you guys. You all are totally F**k'n awesomee! xoxo Mimi!

Wtf Do You Want From Me!?!?
Fuck ur falsified friendshipn fuck all the liesGo on and just keep thinking uwon the greatest prizeSuffer for your actsSuffer for your sineveryone else has to helpme because of this mess u put me inCan tell u how bad things areU never fuckin carewell On ur day of demiseGuess who won't be thereTired of the pathetic bullshitjust finally said fuck it!!!!!sick of hearing how u help sumoneYou only ever put me downKeep destroying livesUr just a fucking clown...Keeping u at a distanceKeep u far awayfinally fuckin sick of uIts all i got to Say

Just When You Think You've Seen It All
this lil boy started chatting me, an i was chattin back, well this is the specialness i get to deal w/ lmao so yes, i am taking time to post the convo, cuz i can =) oh, an now i'm blocked *shock shock* http://fubar.com/1677886northwestromancenorthwestromance re-rated you a '1' from a '10'! 12:14 northwestr...: would love to make you cum over and over 12:16 to northwestr...: okay, what brought that up 12:16 northwestr...: i think u look hot hun 12:16 to northwestr...: well thank you just a lil surprised is all 12:17 northwestr...: oops sorry hun 12:17 to northwestr...: no worries, just curious 12:17 northwestr...: i like to please a pretty sexy girl 12:18 to northwestr...: i bet you get to do that often 12:19 northwestr...: why do you say that 12:19 to northwestr...: nothing bad, honest 12:21 northwestr...: i have pleased many women but im not a slut...i turned down sex 4 times in last 5 weeks 12:21 northwestr...: i love to eat pussy and make a woman cum hard 12:22 to northw

It's Time To Let Go
It's Time To Let Go This will hurt, I know, but it's time to let go You no longer consume my every thought You no longer have control I love you, but it's time to let go I must let go of the pain, the empty promisethat was you You don't rule me anymore, it's time to let go I no longer need you to breathe and slowly,I will no longer bleed It's time to let go I will burn for you no more, you were never there I know now what you have done to me I know now who I am and who I must be It's time to let go I am truly sorry we could never be I thank you for all you have shown meand it's time to be free

Rantings
.... let me be clear, i hate how the system works, i lost custody of my then 1 1/2 year old daughter to my soon to be ex-husband. he is jobless, dirty, abusive and a thief with no license, but when it comes to c&y looking into how he lives, works, or anything... he comes out smelling like a rose. granted i dont drive, but at least i have a steady job, pay bills and have my own phone that i can be reached at. but that matter, F*** NO! i used to live with my mom and didnt have a job, got a job in november, my mom moved out a few months later, still doesnt matter. had to take parenting classes- passed them, in therapy, they say im doing fine...does that matter? apparently not. to make arrangements to see my daughter, i have to call his sister's house phone because he's too damn poor to even afford to buy a prepaid or track phone. it clearly stated that we both needed a phone that we can be reached at and the last time i checked, he doesnt live with his sister. he lives with his gf and gra

No Ordinary Thing By Opshop
Was this to show you I would not fail you?Was that the reason you were looking back?So I’m trusting in existenceI’m thrusting on momentum.I don’t want to see these threads of love collide not ever againNo, not ever again…no.I know it’s not working.Knowledge will capture comfort one day,and our worlds will be worth more than living once in this lifetime.If we could liberate today, we could alleviate tomorrow,But no one can reach the light switch they say‘No’, that’s what they say…No my love, this is no ordinary thingMy love, my love, my loveThis is no ordinary thingNo, this is no ordinary thingI’m naked, I’m naked in this afterlifeI was falling, I was falling from the greatest highsIf everything, if everything should come to passTell me, when are you coming home to stay?When are you coming home to stay again?To stay again.‘Cause my loveThis is no ordinary thing my loveMy love, my loveThis is no ordinary thingNo, n

Tears Or Blood
Do I cry now or do I cry later? Does it even matter if I really cry? Tears are worthless pieces of shit made of water and salt. Tears feel like grains of salt just entwined with water skimming across your skin. Reaching up to wipe it away your skin begins to prey away from your flesh and bone. Instead of tears there is blood now were the tears have once been feeling more natural. Now if only they were just bloody tears and not salt water you would understand what is truly meant to be. Look at me now should I just fall apart and just be one big bloody ass mess or should I just pull myself out of this whole and fuck all. You tell me which is better or shall I just show you myself because it may not ever be pretty again.

My Beloved Monster & Me By Eels
My beloved monster and me We go everywhere together Wearing a raincoat that has four sleeves Gets us through all kinds of weather She will always be the only thing That comes between me and the awful sting That comes from living in a world that's so damn mean My beloved monster is tough If she wants she will disrobe you But if you lay her down for a kiss Her little heart it could explode She will always be the only thing That comes between me and the awful sting That comes from living in a world that's so damn mean La la la la la la la la La la la la la la

Lyrics
you're the first thing that i think of when i raise my weary head when i go to sleep at night, i dream you in my bed i wanna wrap my legs around you and hold on to your hands and show you what a woman does, when a woman loves a man i wanna kiss your lips and lay you down and burn this night in to the ground tell you that i love you and you'll always be my man and show you what a woman does when a woman loves a man i dunno where you come from dunno where you've been dunno where we're going or how it all will end all i really know is when i look in to your eyes i see the me i wanna be inside i wanna wrap my legs around you and hold on to your hands and show you what a woman does, when a woman loves a man i wanna kiss your lips and lay you down and burn this night in to the ground tell you that i love you and you'll always be my man and show you what a woman does when a woman loves a man lawless....

Quiet Town Severely Shaken
A month or more ago I recieved a call that my quiet town had a hostage situation. Well it turned out it wasn't, but that a close friend of my brothers and my best friends older brother was in a stand off with police after shooting his wife and the man he caught her sleeping with. Not a smart move when you know your husband is bipolar and you've convinced him to stop taking his medication. Everyone survived but the blow to the town was devastating. This sleepy little town where the most excitement one saw in a year was the state demolition derby held every labor day. This weekend a 14 year old girl who was a sister in law of one of my classmates went missing when her mother let her leave the house at 9pm to go to a party with a 19yr old boy. Now a body has been found raped and burned and we're waiting for identification. What is coming to america if a small town in kansas is suddenly wracked with this kind of violence? How can anyone justify this kind of thing? It almost mak

Rocker Nadja Benaissa Infects Guys With Hiv
Nadja Benaissa, who is a singer for the German all girls band No Angels, was given a 2 year suspended sentence for knowingly infecting a man with the HIV virus. Nadja, 28, was diagnosed with the HIV virus when she was 17 years-old. The court was leniency because she expressed remorse. I can’t imagine if the tables were turned and it was a man the knowingly infected a woman with AIDS. One can only speculate but I think the sentence would have been harsh. Well, the good part is now Nadja must tell guys about her infection before having sex. At least I think she should. For more http://Blogs.FanBox.com/Soyouwanttolookbetternaked BlastFM is infectious when you listen. You won’t believe all the great music you’ve never heard of on other stations. You’ll love it! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Des Tin E
Death is everywhere There are flies on the windscreen, for a start Reminding us We could be torn apart, tonight Death is everywhere There are lambs for the slaughter, waiting to die And I can sense The hours slipping by, tonight Come here, kiss me now Come here, kiss me now Death is everywhere The more I look, the more I see The more I feel A sense of urgency, tonight Come here, kiss me now Come here, kiss me now There are flies on the windscreen There are lambs for the slaughter There are flies on the windscreen Come here, kiss me now Come here, kiss me now Touch me, touch me Touch me, touch me Touch me, touch me Touch me, touch me Come here, kiss me now Come here, kiss me now

Date With Me?
So I have men telling me things like "what I wouldn't do to date you" and it got me to thinking....What would you do to get a date with me? I haven't been on a real date in a long long time because most guys I have been with were friends already for yrs and we just kinda took it to the next level. I am wanting to be wooed/chased instead of me planning things and going after the guy so I was curious as to who would want to take me out & what you would plan. And please don't give me a fairytale unless you can make it real--- I'm a simple girl but I also love the glamorous/gourmet lifestyle too. Who knows, if you live close to me and I like your plans I might ask you to make a date ;)

The Heart And Mind
The acquire true happiness, you must look deep withen your heart. NOT your mind. your mind will trick and confuse you with lust and greed. Causing you fun in the process but pain in the long run. You heart on the other hand, will show you true happiness and desire. Your mind, is for problem solving. Your heart, is for showing you the true path to everything. Or this is what i like to think atleast. ^.^ Feed back is liked. tell me what you think? future blogs will be posted.

Part 5 I Am Not Evolved From A Monkey Cause I Can't Climb Trees Very Well
Up to this point, for those who have not been following this blog, in our search for clues about who and what we are and why we are floating around the universe on this hunk of rock through space, we know we are under certain laws of the universe like gravity that keeps us from floating off past the moon and beyond, we have to eat and seem to need some sleep every now. If you are a man you spend most of your life trying to find a way to get that huge testosterone run that starts at about age 12 under control and if you are a woman, you spend most of your life trying to get men to understand that the testosterone run is not the most important thing in life. So we can say with a fair amount of certainty that whoever created the big bang and then those laws that govern both the physical nature of the universe and our own needs and desires really screwed things up. I am sorry I just would have done things a little differently had I been running this mess. I picture the Creator as a bein

Lounge Donts
Do to some repeat questions, thought we would set the record straight as to what is NOT allowed in a lounge....1. NO Tip jars for the DJ or other staff members2. NO Soliciting or any logos for ANY other site (including server hosts)3. NOONE is allowed to use fubar for monetary gain...if anyone (server hosts for example) tries to talk money and pricing please link them to a bouncer to be turned in.4. NO bulletins or promos bashing other lounges or members, however you may link lounges as "sister lounges" as you please.5. You may post rules, but those rules must not contain NSFW language unless you are an NSFW lounge.6. You CANNOT remove the fubar logo and HH sponsor at the top, or the TOS and other stuff at the bottom of ANY lounge for ANY reason7. If you choose to have cams, we recommend you make your lounge NSFW unless you are 100% sure that no one will do anything on cam that can be considered NSFW (strip teases and cleavage shots, simple flashing even)8. Videos may be posted provid

Fu Street Team!
The purpose of the Fubar Street Team is to promote! Get the word our in any way you can! We want some more cool peeps on fubar! As a Street Team Prospect - Please go through the following as do it as your time allows. This is volunteer, dont stress urself on anything.- Add the Fubar Street Team page as a friend: http://fubar.com/user/400- Make Street Team folder in your pictures.- Please read all blogs to get caught up on what we have been doing.- View Street Team page photos to see how we have been promoting.- Before you do ANY promoting, please read this: http://fubar.com/blog/334837/1125969- Add the Silver Wings to your profile in your 'About Me' section: http://fubar.com/blog/334873/1126594- When you promote, please take photos. Upload them to your Street Team folder. You can then go to the Bounty Blog and post the image URLs into a comment. This way, everyone can see what you have done, and we can upload the pictures to the Street Team folders. http://fubar.com/blog/334873/11

Written For Nora. My True Love.
if i disappeared tomorrow, what would you think? that maybe i ran off with someone, or just left you and your life to completely sink. would you think that i was hurt or sick,maybe an accident, something that suddenly stopped my hearts beating tick. would think i stopped loving you,or wonder if i still cared? would you know my world had ended,without you simply being there. im always close as i can be, i try more every day. if could fix this world my way, id make all your wondering fade away. if you ever wonder where i may have gone, look inside you heart and see, my love for you is strong. i dont need my body, my soul is with you. and if i disappeared today,i know id always be with you.

Pondering
when the heart it makes no mistake some connection are just there for a day , week , a season and sometimes they dissapear as fast as they appear but who am i to put conventions on love .. and its capabilites .. sometimes we are like the ships that pass in the night , waiting to go to the next port . always seeking an adventure but truly not realizing the importance of that connection .. but life is too short to wait , to short to decieve one must be honest with ones self .. its fair to think sometimes love is lust and lust is love .. each serve thier own purpose in the greater scheme of things .. but its ones we seem to lose in some way we seem to learn from thje most , and hopefully we take those lessons to heart to help understand ourselves better and to understand human bahavior better .. what is ones trash is ones treasure .. and this is so true i love finding discarding treasures among the trash . life is too short to waste in just being content w

Plzzzz Read
Ok.. as everone who are friends with me know, i dont ask for much on here.. but this is something i would really like for yll to do.. right now there is a contest going on inmy lounge and i need to get as many people to join and say they was sent by me.. plzzz join and help me out.. here is the link for the lounge..thanks :) http://fubar.com/lounge/72438

Falling Tears
these tears i shed will never go awaythe tears that fall, will remind me of that pain the pain of loss is what i speakthe pain that made me fall to my kneesthis pain is what i so despise but, what can i do but fall and cry i loss my way, to this never ending paini loss reasonto why i should go on the answers i come to will forever haunt my dreams this pain of loss is what truly makes me sceamthis yelling person who is mewill forever continue to cry and sceamthats why i hate to have these tears fall from my eyesthis nightmare of falling tears is what i really despise Tommie Cobb

Skinny Genes
I really don’t like your point of viewI know you’ll never changeStingin' me with your attitudeI've got the mind to walk awayI really don't like your arroganceOr your policiesYou're ninety-nine percent an embarrassmentWith just one quality[Chorus:]I don't mind it when you [whistles]Brings out the best in me when you [whistles]Show your expertiseWhen the night always ends with a fight I'm excited that you wind up next to meI like it when you [whistles]Can I have some please of that [whistles]Satisfy my needsSometimes I fake that I hate you and make upSo you wind up next to meI really don't like your skinny jeansSo take them off for meShow me what you've got underneathSo we can do this properlyI really don't like the way you smileWhen you think you're rightBut I will forgive you, the yolk is in the middleAnd I'm chewing through the white[Chorus]dreamt that you were on a trainyou were leaving, you were leavingYou made me think of what I'd missYou were leavin', you were leavin'I

Kenny's Weird Dream
K been having alot of weird dreams latley and i figured i would share them with everyone so here we go......August 28th dream...It all started in a river, i was swimming in a weird looking place kinda reminded me of the nile river with some girl and i think we were in a war zone cause we were planting explosives together along the river haha alot of explosives then we came upon a beach were other ppl were swimming and as i was standing on the little beach all the water in the river started too rush away so i grabbed the girl i was with and picked her up out of the water too make her safe and when i got her out of the water i went too fix my boxers cause they were all bunched up and sticking too me but she pulled them down from being bunched up and fixed them for me and i noticed she peeked at what was inside as she fixed them lol so as the water was rushing away and i was telling her ive seen this happen before and that this happens when a tsunami is coming and the river was almost emp

Poughkeepsie, Ny
I met the Devil in Poughkeepsie, New York. He took a seat right beside me at the end of the bar. He said I looked familiar, had we met sometime before? Yeah, I drank with the Devil in Poughkeepsie, New York. And I confessed I hadn't prayed to God since nineteen-eighty-eight, he said, "oh kid, you should try again you know, before it's too late." I asked him where my soul would go if I just dropped dead today, he smiled and said "Oh, you've got some good friends waiting for you at the gates." Hallelujah! O', Hallelujah! He said, "Just say the word and I'll give you fame and fancy whores, or would you rather die a simple man, just honest and poor?" I said, "Well now I know who my real friends are and I can't ask for much more." I thanked the Devil for my drinks and made my way for the door. Hallelujah! O', Hallelujah http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kHI4P6ROFX8

Randy Cooper Of Texas Hippie Coalition Was Deleted From Face Book
A GREAT INJUSTICE HAS HAPPENED RANDY COOPER'S FACE BOOK PROFILE BEEN DELETED RANDY COOPER OF TEXAS HIPPIE COALITION WAS VIOLATED! FACE BOOK DELETED HIS ACCOUNT BECAUSE OF 1 PERSON REPORTING HIS PROFILE AS OFFENSIVE. THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED TO MY KNOWLEDGE: RANDY POSTED A VIDEO OF A COMEDIAN SINGING ABOUT BOOBS ON HIS WALL. A FEMALE IN THE CROWD STOOD UP AND FLASHED HER BOOBS AND THEN A GUY IN THE CROWD FOLLOWED SUIT. IT WAS BRIEF. SO AFTER RANDY POSTED THIS VID A FEMALE VISITED HIS PROFILE, WATCHED IT AND TOLD HIM SHE WAS OFFENDED BY THE FEMALE IN THE VID SHOWING HER BOOBS, SO RANDY REPLIED "WELL MAYBE YOU SHOULDNT ATTEND ANY MORE THC SHOWS BECAUSE THE PUPPIES TEND TO FLY OUT ALL OVER THE PLACE. OK HERE IS THE KICKER....THIS FEMALE THAT REPORTED RANDY'S PROFILE AS OFFENSIVE WENT TO SCHOOL WITH RANDY...HAS ATTENDED THC SHOWS...ANNNNNNNND HAS FLASHED AT THESE SHOWS HER SELF. SHE REPORTED RANDY AND FACEBOOK DELETED HIS PROFILE. I HAVE CREATED A PETITION TO GET RANDY'S ACCO

A Short Enlighting Rant...particall Random...
Oh i tell ya.. this life... is for the unexpected...there comes a time when all you begin to think about are the things you truly want in life.. the goals you want to achieve the people you want to surrond yourself with...and after awhile...you just cant keep fighting it..and like fighting a current.. your eventually going to lose...there's alot of people who rely on others for there decision making... instead of just getting up and doing it themselves... there are people who crumble under the pressure of other peoples judgment..people who fail to acheive simply because others believe they will simply fail.... a few things that i have come to find a reason in and taken strongly to recently...Live for yourself.. not for what other people want or need you to..everyone is only concerned about succeeding for themselves be friends with people who are positive and that will stand by you no matter what...we all make horrible decisions at times.. but if we accept our faults we c

Balls...
Honestly? How do people legitimately have the fucking balls to sit here and bitch and moan about not being able to find someone nice, sweet, honest, caring, etc. -- complain that they never feel good enough for someone or that they hate that they always attract assholes who could give a shit -- but when they find someone who has all those qualities they supposidly want, they end up being fucking assholes themselves and just hurting the person they find?? Re--fucking--absolutely--diculous that is all...

Game
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE OR LEAVE A COMMENT ON HERE. DONT BE AFRAID. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

*saving Grace
I do actually write about happy things. This is one of them.I was scared To open my eyes,and see what was in front of me I was blind Open my heart and I'd let you in Afraid my heart would break again This time,I'm not afraid No I'm not afraid I was scared,I felt so alone Rest assured,you're the only face I've ever known You're my saving grace You're my saving grace I'm saved by the touch of your face You're my saving grace And I get lost in your eyes It's where my shelter lies Now I've found I'm so much better when you're around And I can't let go I love you more than you'll know This is how I feel I know you're real I was scared,I felt so alone Rest assured,you're the only face I've ever known You're my saving grace You're my saving grace I'm saved by the touch of your face You're my saving grace Counting down the days til I see you Counting down the seconds til I'm with you You're my only friend Forever is now and this is where we begin I was scared,I felt so alone Rest assured,

*random Clutter
My thoughts race I can't think straight All this hate has to release Quickly for me to make peace The yelling has ceased And I've gotten a piece Of happiness..it's over I try and relax But these knives in my back Keep getting deeper This hill that I climb Gets steeper and steeper Too much pressure and stress Push on my chest And this test that I fail I try to exhale But the air is too stale This home becomes my jail So hammer the last nail And watch me be hung higher As the air in me expires Enraged by fire Engulfed by the flame You're screaming my name When I can't win this game And I am too lame To get off of my ass And support my family I must be insane Or crazy..just maybe Too bad I can't see All these fucking losers in front of me I can't grasp what I want When all you do is talk But you've got nothing to say YOU'RE WASTING AWAY I sit and moan As I'm left alone I've got to find home My cause is unknown I sit and I cry I later asked why Why I had to die Why my soul is still ost Wh

What's The Worst Date You Ever Been On
for me the worst date i ever been on was this guy name chris he was very sexy and he had it going on so as we was going to dinner he was talking about his mom and how great she was and how much he loved her and how she did not look her age on and on and on about his mom so as he was talking about his mom the music theme to psycho got in my head so thats when i made up being sick so he could take me home and he called back once but i had to tell him its not going to work and he never called back what a loser so what was your worst date ? peace and love nicole

Truths
TRUTHS (or at least my personal truths):1. No one is, or ever will be EXACTLY perfect for you. There will always be at least something that will annoy the living f*ck out of you. Pick your battles. Decide what you can live with. 2. Just because you see something quite clearly, do not expect your significant other to always comprehend things in the same way. Patience is key here...so is compromise.3. There will be rough times. This is the reason for a solid foundation. However, if there are rough spots in the beginning, chances are, this relationship will not weather the bigger storms to come. Pay attention to early warning signs.4. When you're having trouble in your relationship, do not go to a "friend" of the opposite sex to confide in. This can be problematic on many levels...probably more than you could ever guess. You HAVE to talk to your partner about your issues, even if its hard. You two are the ONLY people who can resolve your relationship problems.5. Sometimes the hottest fire

Poems
A foggy, drizzly , April Day, Shores wet with the morning dew This soggy path reminds me of you The walks I took with you . A love of fragrant popcorn with A glass of frosty brew. Those endless , noise football games , Makes me remember you. @ A faded , snoopy T-shirt Topping jeans of navy blue . The hot-dog vender on the street Reminds me , dear for you . The shady spot where we held hands Beneath the apple tree I still remember you, my love Do you remember me ?

Forever
Forever waves churning foam. We'll kiss the sandy shores. And every wake the world once more . With every sunset darkness falls. Across the countryside , As a new moon , cresent , silver spree. Mathes changing ocean tides. The love that fills my heart for you , And the earth and sky are gone, This love that grow from day to day . Will still go on and on.

Cruel Things Women Do To Men
No.1 - They flirt to inspire jealousy Maybe she’s feeling underappreciated, maybe you’ve just had a big fight or maybe she just enjoys the tortured look on your face. For whatever reason, girls who flirt obviously with other guys in front of their boyfriends are immature and manipulative.No.2 - They test their men You’re all ready to go for a night out with your friends, when your girlfriend calls and asks you to change your plans to be with her instead. She doesn’t have any particular reason; she just wants to see you. She knows that you had plans to meet up with the guys, but if you really loved her, you’d come over to her place instead. If her request comes with an “if you really loved me,” then it’s a test. If you choose anything other than immediately rushing to her side, you’re going to fail. This kind of testing in a relationship is indeed cruel and petty.No.3 - They withhold sex This is a time-tested, and frequently used, cr

Plain And Simple(the Only Thing Nsfw Is The Language (p.s I Just Warned You)
Once you catch on to a liars motives never believe a word they say.. once a liar always a liar.. and the one huge fact Ive learned from past experiences is that a liar never changes his stripes... the difference between boys and men is that boys are really bad at it and men just have a lil more experience...one way or another somebody is going to find out the game ....and then tell others that its being played... I'm not saying this to put anyone in the light.. and i know that women play this dumb ass bullshit games to.. but that's not the point of this rant..... the point is.. that when someone tells you that something is going one way and then you come to find out that its actually going another.. wouldn't it just be best to give the dumb game up and be honest... then it saves everybody conflict in the end...hasnt anybody learned by now that you cant have your cake and eat it to???? Id like to thank all the bad guys for makeing the good guys seem un-trustable....for making

A Friend
A True Friend is someone who rates your pics. If you have ever asked me for help I was there. I might not be able to get to every one. I might not be able to give every one a profile rate. A ture friend don't listen to someone to block them. Now here is the time for me to step up. I am tried of people listening to someone cause they told them to block me. You are not an honest fun famliy at. You want to listen to block for all the wrong reasons by means go for it. Maybe you should really think of the person who was hurt by that person. At least I do know who aare my true friends and they where there for me when I really need them. Thanks to my True Friends you are the best when I need you.

Business Would Like You To Accept That And Act Like Good Little Consumers
What kills me about some people defending this tracking is that if the federal government was doing it they would be marching on Washington. I suspect a bit of astroturfing. As if business interests were more trustworthy. Sorry folks. I've worked in database driven marketing and it goes way beyond that pair of shoes following you around. Scott McNealy noted back in 2000, "Privacy is dead. Get over it." Business would like you to accept that and act like good little consumers. You can do a few things to throw a wrench in their machinations. The simplest is probably switching to Firefox and installing the Adblock Plus, NoScript and BetterPrivacy (deletes Flash cookies) pluggins. Use FF's built-in cookie management to allow cookies for session only (deletes HTML cookies on quitting). Restart your browser, don't leave it running for days. FF will restart in less time than it takes a webpage to load on most modern computers. IE (not an option for me, as I'm on a Mac), Safari and Chrome are

Loving A Marine
The days may seem long, but that's okay Because they come and fade away. Loving a Marine is a beautiful task, It takes many things that one may lack. It takes courage, love, and faithfulness too, Also communication that is shared between the two. Loving a Marine can be hard as well, It can leave you longing for more and not feel so swell. Yes, the time does feel slow, But that shouldn't keep you feeling so low. Loving a Marine is found in many ways, You can find it anywhere every day. From mothers, brothers, sisters, and fathers, To friends, cousins, enemies, and lovers. Loving a Marine is something I would never trade, Thinking of him keeps me strong in every way. The pictures, letters, and Marine items I hold onto, Keep me smiling and hopeful in everything I do. Loving a Marine should fill you with pride, To know they are protecting you from every side. They fight a battle that is hard to win, But will claim victory in the end. Loving a Marine is something special I feel, It's someth

Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm Idk
WHILE I SIT HERE AND LISTION TO TUNES OFF OF YOUTUBE I HAVE ALOT OF THOUGHTS RUN THROUGH MY HEAD, AND I IN OVER MY HEAD WITH THIS LOUNGE AND GROUP? WHY THE PPL THOUGHT WAS MY FAMILY TURNS THERE BACK ON ME? WHAT AM I DOING WRONG? WHT THE FUCK IS WRONG WIT PPL? I'M ABOUT TO JUST GIVE THE FUCK UP AND SAY FUCK IT ALL AND I KNOW PPL WILL BE UPSET BUT I WORE THE FUCK OUT AND IDK WHAT ELSE TO DO...... I LOVE ALL MY FAM AND FRIENDS BUT IF YOU CAN HELP ME OUT LET ME KNOW. I LOVE MY JUGGALO WITH ALL MY HEART AND HE KNOWS IT. I LOVE MY FMHWC FAM TOO ALONG WIT MY JUGGALO'S AND JUGGALETTE'S WICKID CLOWN, AND KILLA NINJA'S

Not Always Right| When Grave Concerns Are Warranted
Electronic Store | Canada (After talking to an elderly customer about a computer and all its benefits, I try to talk to him about our in-store warranty.) Me: “So are you interested in purchasing this computer and having it protected for three years through us?” Customer: “I would be dead by then.” Me: “Then it would be a lifetime warranty.” Customer: *laughs*

Hurtn..when I Met U I Didnt Knw Wht 2 Do. I Didnt Think Things Would Have Happened Lyk Dis. All Dis Is Driven Me Crazy. Da 1st Kiss Dot Me. Idk, But I
When i met u i didnt knw wht 2 do. I didnt think things would have happened lyk dis. All dis is driven me crazy. Da 1st kiss dot me. Idk, but i almost melted in ur arms. Im not sure now 2 explain it. It felt so right. The way u look at me makes me feel good. Every time sum1 text me n b4 i look 2 c who it is, i would b hopen its u. N every time it is u my heart race 2 a different beat thn b4. Every time i c or talk 2 u i get butterflies in stomach. I lyk da way i feel abt u. But this is driven me crazy. Im not sure wht 2 do. Waitn is sumthin i cant do. I have never felt dis way abt any1 in my whole life. I really didnt think i would.I dont think there anything 4 me 2 do. U already knw how i feel abt u.N im not sure how u feel abt me. -Miss Pretty

Ldr
Long Distance Relationship I’m an internet guru…IT geek…so I end up finding some of the most eligible men…online. So in that, I met someone named Jeremy…lived in South Carolina…and he burned me really bad. There’s some pertinent things I learned from this relationship thing we had that I think needs to be thrown out there. Overall LDR are HARD. It takes a lot of trust, communication and commitment from both sides. Here’s something I’ve designed for myself and others to follow…guidelines. 1. Both interested in each other. Being in a LDR where only one person is interested and the other isn’t WONT work. I think this one is pretty obvious and doesn’t need explanation. Although once a guy starts dropping back on communication…I assume he isn’t interested anymore and move on> I suggest you do the same if he does it to you. 2. Reassurance. I AM a person who needs A LOT of reassurance…sorry&h

Live Police Complaint Center.com
I go to a site called the live police complaint center.com or police abuse.com Kamau runs the web site as i mentioned Kamau is a qualified both federal and state court when it comes to police misconduct. Kamau has alot of intresting videos on his web site keep up the good works Kamau thankyou.

Battle Of Love
Battle of Love The pain inside crowds my mind, Like a wave of confusion that blinds me all the time. A road I promised I wouldn't go down, Has been traveled without a doubt. I'm finding my self caught in a big battle. Over love for a man I know I'll never have. Why must I always go, Down a road without any hope? Just to watch me beg and plea, For just a little touch from thee. These thoughts crowd my mind. Leaving me no place to hide. Now all I wish to do is run away, and cry. I just wanted to be shown, The love that was given once. I look upon with sorrow, sadden eyes, And try so hard not to cry. But when you love someone, more than they will ever know. And you look into their eyes, without seeing the same inside. Just cuts you deeper than a knife, and makes you fight not to cry.

Death Of Her Soul
In silence, she sees and declines. The death of her soul, She watches it slip away. Never again to be whole. She sits proud and still. Happy for the time spent, Stolen yet hidden from all. Losing it is such torment. Another lesson learned. The death of her soul. Another crease on her face. Another piece, taking it's toll. To her surprise... She remains, stronger now. Thinking all is lost... Not so, it will be what SHE allows. She allows very little. Fearing the loss of her soul. Pushing you further away, Never giving you complete control! Willing to walk away. Painful to say the least. Though able to stand the hurt. Tis the nature of the BEAST!

First Day Of School
So my youngest started Kindergarten today. And I have mixed feelings. YAY! he's in School! and OMG! he's in school with other children for the first time and wow did I really go to HIGH SCHOOL with his/her mother?? It's a small world out there and if you happen to live in the same city you went to high school at, it seems that much smaller. I am actually not complaining this time about it, there is a comfort knowing that you are around people you know...even if it's almost 20 years removed. Yep the first day of school. Now let's see how my boy does on his first FULL day of school. (Did I mention he was only there 2 hours today??)

Equations And Logic (the Anti Pickup Artist)
Equations and Logic.... My math and ability to calculate and gauge is just as good as so and so's. For example:APPROACH=CONQUEST x (INSECURITY+EGO=NEG)*This formula dictates the intensity in which the NEG will be compounded based on the PUA's need for a good ego-strokage and his desire to be, well.....desired. Are you with me so far?I could literally sit here all day and teach you how to make a man stick his own dick in his mouth via NEG rebuttals and "wash-offs". First: Lets talk about the psychology of a Neg (Which is by definition, an ambiguous statement that is meant to sexually disarm you and engage your peers.) For example: He says "Ewwww! You just spit on me!" (said while you are talking, and he begins brushing off the front of his shirt).Here is what he is expecting: NEG+CounterNEG=Penetration through the "Bitch-Shield", meaning: he is EXPECTING you to NEG him back. For God's sake, don't give him the satisfaction. I know....I know...it is in our nature to gain the

The Thruth Behind The Smile
She’s crying, she’s breaking, she’s lying, she’s faking, she’s hated & taunted she’s wanted & flaunted she’s a puppet on a string, an angel without a wing, she’s every girl you want her to be but she only wants her self esteem The Flowers I gave you have died, been lost, and thrown away, just like me! Everything I’ve done, everything I’ve gained, all means nothing now, a mere breath gone to waist Why am I depressed? Why do I like being alone? Because of all the pain you put me through And If I die, Maybe then you would notice me I’m so tired of pretending everything is ok, my tears are starting to show, and my smile is fading away I wish I was as invisible as you make me feel Don’t say you love me, unless you really mean it, because i might do something crazy like go off and believe it Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading… Smiles are no more than empty love Feel my pain, hear my screams, And watch

Ask A Silly Question
I have 2 dogs & I was buying a large bag of Pal at Big W and standing inline at the check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. On impulse, I told her that no, I was starting The Pal Diet again although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IV's in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Pal nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry & that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story, particularly a guy who was behind her. Horrified, she asked if I'd ended up in the hospital in that condition because I had been poisoned. I told her no; it was because I'd been sitting in the street licking

I Know You Get Me
Teenage Dream - Katy Perry You think I'm pretty Without any makeup on You think I'm funny When I tell the punchline wrong I know you get me So I let my walls come down, down Before you met me I was a wreck but things Were kinda heavy You brought me to life Now every February You'll be my Valentine, Valentine Let's go all the way tonight No regrets, just love We can dance, until we die You and I, will be young forever [Chorus]You make me feel Like I'm livin' a Teenage dream The way you turn me on I can't sleep Let's run away and Don't ever look back, Don't ever look back My heart stops When you look at me Just one touch Now baby I believe This is real So take a chance and Don't ever look back, Don't ever look back We drove to Cali And got drunk on the beach Got a motel and Built a fort out of sheets I finally found you My missing puzzle piece I'm complete Let's go all the way tonight

A Poem
The sands of time! Walking through the sands of time, thinking of something quite profound, a maiden then approached me, then knelt upon the ground. She radiated innocence, greater than i had known, someone tell me who she is, out on the sands of time alone!

It's Been Awhile.....
Greetings Neighbors, It's been a long while since I decided to place my ramblings in here, but, there is a slow fire burning in me and I just have to speak. It may not be of any interest to many, yet, I will move forward anyway. I came here a couple years ago looking just to kick back and relax. My aim was just to spend my free time here and have a good time, lurking while working, dropping a few puns in a lounge hoping to make a few people smile and just make some friends in general. As it is pointed out by many on this site, you will mainly run into two main things here; you'll make friends with real people or be pissed off by a few real foolish and foul idiots. Fortunately, I have been able to side step quite a few of those mean folk who live for chaos and rudeness. I merely treat them like dandruff on my shoulder and brush them away. Then, there those who I somehow or someway made a positive connection and for them, I am truly greatly because, in real, I am true intro

No Room For Bountry Pics? Heres An Alternative
No room in your folders for bounty pictures? Here are some alternatives! http://fubar.com/blog/334873/1126852 Street Team Prospects - Add the silver wings to your "About me" http://fubar.com/blog/334873/1126594 This is a clever idea. Ways to promote. http://fubar.com/blog/334873/1125968 http://fubar.com/blog/334873/1125967 Seven Easy wasy to Promote fubar http://fubar.com/blog/334873/1124713 Fubar Street Team Bounty http://fubar.com/blog/334873/1124639 We now have an Official Fubar Street Team Support Lounge http://fubar.com/blog/334837/1126741 Your Own Fubar Poster! http://fubar.com/blog/334837/1126652 Fubar on Facebook & Twitter! http://fubar.com/blog/334837/1126629 TEMPLATES AVAILABLE FOR PRODUCING YOUR OWN FLYERS!! http://fubar.com/blog/334837/1126518 Quarters, Pennies, and Super Glue! http://fubar.com/blog/334837/1125290 How do I participate? How do I Promote? http://fubar.com/blog/334837/1125244 If you are looking For Someone else to help

A Saturday Morning Screed Powered By Lack Of Sleep And Soda.
Not that anyone ever reads my blogs, and that’s fine, I find it a nice way to vent. Let the venting commence. I hate being lonely. That being said let me tell you about dating experiences and little about myself. I’m somewhat witty, very shy, the proverbial big shoulder to cry, and the “go to guy when things go wrong”. Anyways, I’m not into the bar scene at all, so that cuts down place to meet someone. I like going to bookstores and perusing. Maybe it’s me but I don’t want to tarnish my book viewing by trying to meet someone, weird I know. So what options are there? Let’s see…singles ad on craigslist. End result? Endless amounts of spam. Moving right along to actual dating site. Place ad, and wait, and wait. Moving onto the next option *which I’m running out of*, “social networking sites*. For example, this one. Now we get to the real juicy part, so sit back, relax, grab an adult beverage of your choice and

Screw Life
why do I alway hope for things that will never happen? I set myself up to be hurt and humiliated and lately its happened enough that i don't know why I even bother with life. Why do I let people take advantage of me and make me feel like I'm not good enough for them? I know I'm not perfict or even that great of a person, but I do have a heart. Lately though I wish I didn't because I fell like someone is crushing it. At times I fell like I could cry but thank god I don't have tear ducts so I would look more like a bitch than I already sound.

Relationship Status
You know, I've skimmed though a lot of women's asshats folders ands its become apparent that a lot of guys don't understand the concept of relationship status so I'm going to break it down for them. Single - means I'm in a relationship but I put single because when I leave it as in a relationship no one rates or blings me. Stupid men, they all want the same thing. It's complicated - same as above, just slightly more honest. Married/In a relationship - means I'm single but I put down I'm taken because I hope maybe fewer guys will send me pics of their peen. You know I'm not so sure its working. Widowed - I'm in a relationship but my boyfriend did something to piss me off, now he's dead to me.

Words Of John M. Keynes
"We are being afflicted bye a new disease which of some readers may not have heard the name, but of which they will hear a great deal in the years to come --- Namely 'Technological Unemployment'. This means unemployment due to our discovery of means of economizing the use labor outrunning the pace at which we can find new uses of labor." John M. Keynes

Spite
A head in my lapan ache in my neckmy thoughts on dried blooddiminishing with each unchecked dayI'd like to say its getting better.Rubbing the vacant spot you leftall the pieces retrievedreattachedthe story absorbed in the pourous dirtthe stiff pain eased with another shotThe mighty beneath the heel of Godtwisted and pulverizedI'll escape one day.One day I will grasp minute promiseEureka, muse, blissYears of upward swimthe nailbeds raw from clawingand I will crumble these gifts in my palmI will spit from those lofty heights.My last breath a hoarse chuckle, wet and stalled.

Fubar Promotion By Badazzdodge
I RECIEVED THIS EARLIER FROM BADAZZDODGE BUT I HAD TO POST IT! THIS IS THE TRUEST THING I HAVE HEARD ABOUT FUBAR EVER! AND SINCE THERE IS SUCH A THING AS FREEDOM OF SPEACH HERE YOU GO!!! Good Afternoon sir / ma'am. Are you interested in having your marriage or relationship destroyed? Or if youre single then perhaps you'd be interested in having your life-long best friend turn against you? If you are, then I would like to invite you to join www.fubar.com. It's an online bar where you can rate people's pictues and profiles on a scale of 1 to 10, and if you have VIP status you will have the privelege of rating someone an 11. Membership is free but VIP membership is 14.95 a month and you will have your name bolded in your choice of pink, blue, or gray or you can simply leave it as the standard white, now this IS an adult site, you have to be at least 18 years old to join because some our membrs have partially nude and fully nude pictures in which our male and surprisingly high amount of

Me
I'm not perfect..don't care to be, No Barbie doll~I'm a real woman with curves, scars,tattoos, stretch marks..whatever.I wont BS. Don't give a crap about gossip. I'm a sweet girl or a mean bitch..no in between. Short tempered, but honest. My best feature are my eyes. My family is insain. I have 3 kids! 14~ 12~ n 7. Love compliments, but never expect an damn thing from me. Here for friends only and Hott chicks

The Storm
She felt his breath, hot and sticky, as she stood by the window watching the violent summer storm outside terrorizing the night. As the lightning danced across her darkened bedroom, his fingers traced her every curve and his lips caressed the warm flesh of her neck. She felt his warm chest pressing into her back and the sounds of his heart banging in his chest was like the rhythm of a bass drum. Her heart began to race and her breaths were quick and shallow. She knew, as she watched the rain claim the land, there was a violent midnight storm brewing...Raven quivered as Tyler's tongue moved from her neck down to her soft shoulders. He reached around and cupped her tits, gently squeezing them as she moaned, trying desperately to hold herself up on her trembling knees. "I need you, Raven," he whispered, squeezing her nipples between his fingertips, "Don't make me beg you."Raven closed her eyes, for a moment, and listened to the thunder crashing outside. When she opened her eyes, another b

The Ties That Bind
The Ties That Bind I know the ties that bind youFor they once bound meI know pain you feel insideIt once inflicted meI know the rage behind your eyesI've seen it once beforeI know the anger in your heartToo tortured to exploreI have been where you areI have seen the hurtAnd I offer you my handTo help you up and bring you outAs you sink into the sandLet me be there for youAs you have done for meLet me take your pain awayLet me stop your bleedingTake my hand and lean on meAnd leave the ties behindForgive the wrongs and move aheadBlock the evils from your mindAnd when you have the strength

A Lot Has Changed...
Yes, a lot has changed... my life is not my own still and yea I still have to be the one who fixes it. However, that comes from having a job so I can LEAVE.. yes leave and not turn back. I am questioning everything. My relationship with the man I married has gone so dreadfully sour, despite numerous attempts at making it work. Yes its complicated...because I like him as a human, I can't just storm out...plus I have no money to do so...which is awful. Can't just storm out because I have a young child whose thoughts and feelings are of utmost importance to me. I don't like feeling like a kept person, nor feel like I am using the situation. Fact is, he's a good man. Fact is, I have no romantic love for him at all. Does it suck? hell yea...because I have spent my life trying to be the understanding wife, the good mother, the loyal friend. I realize that I run the risk of sounding ungrateful, but fact is, I am truly grateful for all of it. I have looked at the glass half full fo

E.e. Cummings
MY FATHER MOVED THROUGH DOOMS OF LOVE my father moved through dooms of love through sames of am through haves of give, singing each morning out of each night my father moved through depths of height this motionless forgetful where turned at his glance to shinning here; that if (so timid air is firm) under his eyes would stir and squirm newly as from unburied which floats the first who, his april touch drove sleeping selves to swarm their fates woke dreamers to their ghostly roots and should some why completely weep my father's fingers brought her sleep: vainly no smallest voice might cry for he could feel the mountains grow. Lifting the valleys of the sea my father moved through griefs of joy; praising a forehead called the moon singing desire into begin joy was his song and joy so pure a heart of star by him could steer and pure so now and now so yes the wrists of twilight would rejoice keen as midsummer's keen beyond conceiving mind of sun will stand, so

Only
I want someone to fall in love with the way I laugh and fall in love with my smile. I want someone who'll listen to the rambling of my inner child, someone who touches my face and brushes the hair from my eyes. I want someone who loves me, or at least holds me like they do. But I only want that if it's you.

Passion Pulls Us
PASSION PULLS US!I see you stand before me.You look into my eyes.And so I move close to you.By now I’m tantalized.I take your hands in my hands.Our fingers interlock.Your head rests on my shoulder.We dance the lover's walk.We gently glide in circles.Your legs in tune with mine.We’re moving to sweet music.You intoxicate like wine.And then the twinkle in your eyes,The sparkle of your smile,Tell me I will make sweet love to you,In just a little while.I bend to kiss you on the neck.I hear a girlish moan.And then your lips press tight on mine,Inside I also groan.I drop my hands and grab your waist,And pull you tight to me.I feel you pressed into my chest.I’m as happy as can be.Our hands both now caressing,Each others trembling skin.I’ve waited for this moment,That you would let me in.To both it seems quite scary.But passion pulls us through.In love I know that always,For me it must be you! I love You Michelle

Oh How I Love My Goober
I Love You Michelle Whether at work or home, no matter the place. All I can see is your beautiful face. Skies so clear and blue. All I know is I love You. Every moment, day or night I wish you well. No other can compare, I love You Michelle. forever and ever loving you. love, Rob When I close my eyes all I see is your beautiful smile Knowing how much we love each other helps reduce the miles I need you in my arms, right where you belong Safe and secure Michelle You are my love song Yes I'm your Goober, pure and innocent, trying to warm your heart I miss you so much Michelle, never wanting to be apart My Dear you will always have me as your Goober "31" The only candy I want is you baby, you're my only one I love you so very much Michelle...love, Rob

You Are My Dream
Some people have such big dreams, but all I want is to love you. To wake up beside you each morning, to feel the warmth of your hand in mine. To share each moment, good and bad with you, to lose myself in your loving arms. Some people want so much out of life, but all I want is to share everything with you.For us to talk long into the night, to dream together.Experience all the little things that make life worth living. Yes, I have a big dream after all, I want so many things. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, giving you my love.Making our home a place where you always feel warm and welcome. Always finding a sweet dream in each other's arms, loving one another for who we are.All I want is for us to love each other, for the rest of our lives.And I do believe that dreams can come true, you are my dream, all I want is to love you. I love you Rob

When I Left Fubaf
This is what I said when I left FUBAR I stand by those feelings and I am not sure if I will come back for good or for just right now. Anyway to save the feelings I had there at that time I created this blog. I am going to likely be on here from time to time but no where as active as I once was. Ok well I have had enough of FUBAR for a while I am tired of the drama, people begging for blasts, tickers, VIPs, Happy Hours, and FU-Bucks. Also people doing anything they can just to get points. This is supposed to be place to meet people, have fun, and make new friends. Well I have been on here for almost 10 months now, at this posting I have fanned 574 people and made 457 friends. Sometimes I only fan people but that is rare most of the time I rate and fan profiles before sending a request. I only have 185 fans myself and only 1214 profile views that is about 4 views a day. To those Few Friends that I have made on here that wonder why I want to leave think about it 4 views a day and I hav

Small Town Of Bath New York
one day i was walking down the street and all of a sudden a known crack head here in bath comes up to me and ask if he could get some money so he can get some crack i said what the hell is wrong with you? Do you actually think i am going to give you money to get high with i dont think so.

T.i.-lets Get Away
Chorus] (T.I.)[Jazze Pha] Hey, let's get away and get a room on the other side of townHey shawty, I was feenin' for you(Was you thinkin' of me, ay, ay...)[Girl] Hey, let's get a room, shawty we can freak somethin' if you down(Whachu would do?)Hey daddy, I was feenin' for you[Verse 1]Bet they be like "I know he tired of the nightlifeHe want a wife, he just lookin' for the right type"Yea right, I be ridin' through the city lightsMy hat bent, gettin' high behind the 'lac tintI'm chilllin' with Brazilian women, heavy accentsThey black friends translatin', got'em all ass naked, adjacentHave relations wit'em many placesLeavin' semen in they British facesMake'em kiss they partners with it in they facesYoung pimpin' sprung women 'cross the 50 statesGot young ladies requestin' "What's Yo Name" on 50 stationsAskin' me what's a pussy popper, want a demonstrationBut I ain't waitin' til the second date, I'm so impatientRelieve'em of they aggravation, take'em rollerskatin'On them Dayton's, tell'em "

Naughty Survey
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? Hmm maybe.. 2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night? doesn't matter haha 3. What side of the bed do you sleep on? hmm on the left 4. Pork, beef, or chicken? Chicken, i'm not much of a pork fan, except for bacon 5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? Nope! 6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? nope thank goodness 7. Shower or bath? Shower, unless the tub is big enough then you can join me for a nice bubble bath :) 8. Do you pee in the shower? hell no 9. Mexican or Chinese? mexican 10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? both since i like to take turns 11. Do you love someone in your top friends list? I need to rearrange my top friends list but i love a few of them :) 12. Do you know all the people in your friends list? No, doubt i ever will 13. Love or money or cuddling? ALL the above 14. Credit cards or cash? Cash.... CC for emergencies

Rough Past Week
I had a crappy week, it was my Son's b-day on the 2, and of course my ex made him unavailible to me, and on top of that, she gave me the wrong address to send his gift. So, after all day of not being able to reach him, I decided to get smashed........and I did but with consequences. I have epilepsy, and the next day I had a seziure that banged me up but good.........and then as if by magic, my ex's phone was back opn and the world seemed to be right again. This week outta prove to be interesting.

Karma...
I'll never get enough of this. Don't be mad, because you will never amount to half of this. My mind don't quit. I'm soarin fast to the top, while you float slowly to the top like a dead fish. Hate on this. I'm a jerk. Keepin Haters in work. I'm a beast. I'm the best. I'm spotless. Don't stalk my life since yours is such a mess. Take this one if you feel it. It's free. Consider it a farewell gift to you from me. Why you so obsessed with me? Is it because your fiction can't match my reality? Am I what you wish you could be? Just wait and see. I'm through playin hide and seek. There's no future in you. Mine is bright, yours is bleek. I look down and see the world. When you look down all you see is dirt and feet. God put people like you on this earth, to give people like me inspiration. Motivation. So consider this my emancipation. As I cut ties and walk away. Tomorrows a brand new day. Keep playing the games that you play. It's easy to win when you play games by yourself. Just put my name

Away
The day my heart died, Away from me it I sent. Not knowing how long it would be gone, Or even where it went. The pain she had cause, Was to much to bare. I had to send it away, So I would no longer care. To be cold,empty and unfeeling, So much easier than the pain. I had to send it away, Till it is healed and whole again. To live life without love, Yes it is a waste of time. I had to send it away, Because it was yours,never again to be mine.

Need Washing??
A little girl had been shopping with her Mother at the grocery store. She must have been 6 years old, this beautiful red haired, freckle faced image of innocence. It was pouring outside. The kind of rain that gushes over the top of rain gutters, so much in a hurry to hit the earth it has no time to flow down the spout.. We all stood there, under the awning, just inside the door of the Safeway. We waited, some patiently, others irritated because nature messed up their hurried day. I am always mesmerized by rainfall. I got lost in the sound and sight of the heavens washing away the dirt and dust of the world. Memories of running, splashing so carefree as a child came pouring in as a welcome reprieve from the worries of my day. Her little voice was so sweet as it broke the hypnotic trance we were all caught in, 'Mom let's run through the rain,' she said. 'What?' Mom asked. 'Let's run through the rain!' she repeated. 'No, honey. We'll wait until it slows down a bit,' Mom repl

Office Pool
If anyone is interested in joining a free football pool to see who is the best at picking games between the NFL and College games please go here http://kb71.football.cbssports.com/opm/make-picks?&week=1 and join. Its free and just playing for pride.

H.s. 1
So deep in her thoughts,Is where I long to be.Buried into her heart,Will this she ever see.In days of old,This would be my lifelong quest.To search only for her,Forsaking all the rest.I wish my God would smile on me,And make this beautys heart mine.Then I would have the greastest treasure,And cherish it for all time.

When I Lost My Mind.
Only one way to know for sure.Fingertipswet lipsdry bottlesThick varnish, chipped on spilled beer and foreheads.I feel nothing.sharp dirt in the cracksthe wail of a sirenPickupdropofftraumamorgue.All passes by so blank.So blur.That initial burn before the numb.That first glare before light.I feel nothing.Fingertipswet lipswarm exposedfleshecstatic gaspsthe wail of sirensI feel nothing.My handher facethat initial glarefading infading outthe stains on the sheetspickupthe awkwardlimp dropI feel nothing.sharp dirtbareexposedwetfleshThe wail of sirens.Such a blank.Such a blur.Fading in.Fading out.

I Put Your Picture Away...sat Down & Cried Today...........
[Kid Rock] Livin' my life in a slow hell Different girl every night at the hotel I ain't seen the sun shine in 3 damn days Been fuelin' up on cocaine and whisky Wish I had a good girl to miss me Lord I wonder if I'll ever change my ways I put your picture away Sat down and cried today I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to her I put your picture away, sat down and cried today I can't look at you, while I'm lyin next to her [Sherly Crow] I called you last night in the hotel Everyone knows but they wont tell But their half hearted smiles tell me Somethin' just ain't right I been waitin' on you for a long time Fuelin' up on heartaches and cheap wine I ain't heard from you in 3 damn nights I put your picture away I wonder where you been I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him I put your picture away I wonder where you been I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him I saw ya yesterday with an old friend [Kid Rock] It was the same ole same "how have

Saturday, September 25, 2010 Points
LOTS OF POINTS TO BE GOTTEN!! Are you wanting or needing some easy points? I scheduled a HH this coming Saturday and I'm willing to auction off those points to the highest bidder. I will be running an auto, boomerang, and a famp.. maybe even a bomb... needless to say it is a chance for lots of points! The HH will be at 7pm FuTime or 10pm EST!! MINIMUM BID WILL START AT 50 MIL FuBUCKS.. CASH BIDS ARE WELCOME TOO!! I RESERVE THE RIGHT TO ACCEPT OR DENY ANY BID BETWEEN NOW AND 11am FuTIME ON SATURDAY!! PLEASE PLACE BIDS IN THE COMMENT SECTION.. LET'S HAVE SOME FUN!! AUCTION ENDS SATURDAY @ 11am FuTIME!

A Beautiful Heart
One day a young man was standing in the middle of the townproclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley.A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect.There was not a mark or a flaw in it.Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen.The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said,"Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine."The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart.It was beating strongly ... but it was full of scars ...it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in ...but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges.In fact ... in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing.The people stared ... how can he say his heart is more beautiful ... they thought? The young man looked at the old man's heart ... and saw its state an

Want To Know The Real Truth?
1. Why do men become smarter during sex? (Because they are plugged into a Genius) 2. Why were men given bigger brains than dogs? (So they won't hump womens legs at parties) 3. Why did God put man on earth? (Because a vibrator cant mow the lawn) 4. Why did God make men before Women? (You need a rough draft before you make a final copy) Just thought you all might want to know the real truth! :)

Tears....
I'm a real good actorThis is a heavy roleOur love is a scriptAnd you carry total controlLike a clown and I've been smilingWhenever people were all aroundBut when the curtain comes downAnd the circus is throughNo one is left but me you and all myTearsSo many tears and my tearsOne word could wash them awayOne word could take the placeOne word could wash them awayOne word could take the place http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rd0Zo1WAk5I

I Am ...
Disarmed in physical estate Alarmed by visual mandate In disarray without a fate For my redemption it's to late Disarmed, alarmed in disarray Today the Taliban's my pray My place in life I cast aside And paint my walls in black and white My feelings I keep locked away And when I'll see God, I will pay 'Till then, I'll stay here and I'll fight and give in to countries plight And in this fight I stand with pride Despite opinions On wrong and right And what I ask Is not a lot Just little food And place at night I do not ask to understand And i don't want you to relate And if I could just close this door I would... 'Cause war's an ugly whore Decision's made My weapon's loaded The sights are locked And I keep innocence blindfolded I understand When you object But please don't hide And be direct I understand Your disapproval But please with patience comprehend I'm just a tool for threats removal I don't decide What's wrong or rig

Re-evaluate Yourself As Mfkn.
Ok READ MFKN CAREFULLY! When you became MFKN you were asked for a reason as to WHY you wanted to be MFKN and what MFKN Family meant to you and since most of you probably forgot your answer lets try again leave it as a comment on this blog... NOW ASK YOURSELF WHY AM I MFKN!? -- If you're answer is "Because another member of fubar is MFKN" if your answer is "Because i like the tag 'MFKN'" if your answer is "Because I want the family to rate my page daily" or if your answer is anything shallow such as the previous statements TAKE IT OUT OF YOUR NAME BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT WELCOME HERE! SO MANY TIMES I have heard "Well it's only fubar" or "This is just a game"-WELL- MFKN is a fubar family but it also goes BEYOND Fubar. We are a group of REAL people who legitimately care and want to help eachother on fubar and off of fubar. When someone needs help be it on fubar with leveling or any thing in general or just a kind voice to comfort them in there time of need. When things get rou

The Midnight Sky
Within the candles of the midnight sky,Flow tears from my heart I cannot lie.~My love for you stands not alone,I pray the lord to bring you home.~I search the Heavens for your sweet smile,My loss of you my hearts denial.~At night I kneel and pray my love,Counting the candles, which flicker above.~I close my eyes and feel your touch,My dreams of you I love so much.~I look for you I cannot lie,Within the candles of the midnight sky.

What Stage Is Your Heart In?
Repaired You have a heart that has been repaired over and over again. You have kept your heart locked at some points and at others, have opened up. When you lost someone/something, you blocked everyone from getting into it. But then you opened up. You're the type of person that keeps opening up and getting their heart broken but repaired by someone else.

Koran Burning Called Off
GAINESVILLE, Fla. — The Florida pastor whose plan to burn Qurans on Sept. 11 generated worldwide outrage among Muslims and pressure by the U.S. government to relent said late Thursday that he might not call off the protest after all. Pastor Terry Jones told NBC News that "we are a little back to square one" after a supposed deal involving a proposed Islamic cultural center in New York evaporated. At a press conference Thursday afternoon, Jones had said he was canceling the Quran burning because a Muslim imam had assured him that the proposed Islamic center could be moved away from the World Trade Center site in return. Phil Sandlin / AP Pastor Terr

Bend Me Over
Bend me over. Don't be gentle. Beat me. Don't be sentimental.Give me anger, disappointment... Be unbridled. Don't use ointment.Let your fingertips press harder.Let your lust reflect your ardour. Your hand will slowly tighten:Hold my breathing. You enlightenAll the hours that I awaitFor you to put me in that stateWhere I can service your desireScourge me with that heedless fireThat will fan me. I'll expire,Knowing you would have me spreadAnd well-mounted once I'm dead...Set on your harsh invasionOn almost any state occasion.I will fete you and adore youAs you sink into my core toMake me lie there, as in clover.Don't be gentle. Bend me over.

Countdown To Orgasm
The mind and the body All systems goTouches here, kisses there,Whispers now and little nibblesFuel these enginesrelease those tensionsSoft and gentleStrokes of fireHearts beat Bodies touchAll these passions Start this missionTongues of fireLick desiresNipples rocketClit protrudesLips aglowIgnite those juicesErection strokedA cock a thunderMoans and groansThe structure goesCountdown startsCan’t stop nowShakes and rumblesThrusting, thrashing; bodies clashingScreams and criesNails digging, muscles squeezing, juices streamingSometimes seconds; sometimes minutesSometimes multiple, if we’re readyA silent pause; Bodies steadyAfterglow smiles Which we cherishKiss and cuddleThe earth below us.

Fairy Tale
Knew a few and many things Once upon a time Knew beyond all certainty Happily never after Was alwayz so far behind Hadn't a hope for such frivolous things Chasing through ones dreams Living on the edge of reality Beseeching such meaningless things Knowing not where to find my knight Still looking for meaning All that it brings I know I'm not the only one Searching for the yellow brick road Deeming it as crazy thoughts Yet dreaming of that one toad That will turn into the prince(cess) We don't want the unreachable Just a glimpse into our own personal neverland

Can Dreams Come True??
The woman of my dreams, right in front of my face. There's no amount of money, that could replace, this feeling she's given me. With a passing glance I feel serenity. No woman in this world can compare. Cought up in her beauty, but I'm too shy to stare. I open my mouth, but the right words are never there. It's like a teenage crush, the one that you can not touch. Just the thought of her can makes me blush. Her smile gives me such a rush.An unexplainable emotion, set adrift on an ocean of perpetual bliss. Fantasies would become reality if I could feel a single kiss. The definition of perfection in every single way.When I look into her eyes, the problems of the world fade away. She's like an indescribable feeling brought to life. Like poetry in motion. A world of darkness brought to light. I may never make it to heaven, but God has blessed me with this.... Seeing you, he showed me a little piece of heaven and proved that angels do exist....

Forsake Of Your Reflection
what would u do if ya world went cold would u bow down or make yaself get up pick up da pieces and grow old keep on goin now show the sun how to set and rise even when all u see is darkness turn into ya nightmares and rise let the sun grow up and bright keep on movin and movin till ya day seems right

Death, You Are My Bitch Lover
What are you listening to right now?My dad. Text messaging his internet hos.Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?You know what happens to young girls in Mexico? If you're LUCKY, you get some heroin filled breast implants (like on nip/tuck) and sent back over the border. If you're ugly you just get your ID stolen and you're a sex slave. It's not all sunshine and jose cuervo anymore.What did you do today?Hahaha woke up.What were you doing at 10pm yesterday?Putting on my party shorts probably.What color is your mailbox?Grey or something. Whatever it is it's shitty looking.Have you ever hit a deer?Unfortunately not. I'd like to hit one with a bullet.Is your hair naturally straight or curly?Like 110% sexy.Does anything hurt on your body right now?No. I still have alcohol in my system.Do you often cry during a movie?Man, all the time. It's so embarrassing. Two words: Forrest Gump.Do any of your friends have kids?YES.If you were born the opposite sex, what would your parents name you?Kingston.

Sometimes You Just Have To Realize...
Sometimes you just have to realize...That no matter how much you love someone, they are never going to love you back.That when the writing is on the wall that is the truth, no matter what someone says.That if someone doesn't give you their time...you are not on their mind.That if a person doesn't make an effort...you are not worth their time.That actions speak louder than words.That if someone can't make up their mind to be with you, they aren't worth your time.That sometimes love is like a mirror and it is better to leave the pieces broken on the floor than to continue to hurt yourself trying to clean it up.That change happens when the PAIN of holding on becomes greater than the FEAR of letting go. Something older I saw or wrote, I can't remember but I still like it.

Its Only What You Give
Most of you will never know how fucked up I really am, and I don't blame you for nevering caring to know. However, I have been caring, exceptional in sweetness and loyalty...I have been a great dad, when given the chance. I have been a unconditional partner and a wonderful friend. I have been a good son and a suportive brother...but my oprah runs short. Sometimes things happen to people for a reason, the reason isn't always favorable or welcomed. But sometimes, jus sometimes even the unimaginable is welcomed...then, theres nothing to lose, nothing to gain...theres no hope or much faith. its a horrible way to live......thats why it may bring me to death. Not looking for pity or anything....I dont even expect anyone to read this actually...take care of yrself, cuz no one else will. its been fu Fu's 34977909-C7B7-D068-7683-FF29EA2F3B8B 1.02.28

Today As We Remember
Today as we remember and we pray for those who are lost and those who lost please remember that we have all lost a little bit of us and we must thank our armed forces for our freedom and thank the one who died to give us all we have God Bless and Godspeed with a heavy sorrow filled heart,thank you Sam

Remebering The Sacrifices
I can't forget 9/11, I was in the ARMY and stationed overseas, at the time in a disclosed location, the followings of 9/11 will replay in my mind from there on out, Due to Operation Iraqi Freedom I have lost 64 ARMY brothers and sisters.

Trust...
How do you feel and what do you hear when someone says ‘I trust you..’? Trust is a hard thing to grasp at times, especially if you give it to someone to only be let down…time and time again. Trust is something that precious to me, something that someone has to gain from me. Over time even the few I’ve let in to trust have ended up letting me down in the long run. Promises not met, sweet talking that was empty, catching them in avoiding the truth or lying. How do we as women navigate through the men and know who to trust anymore? I hunger to trust someone, to give my life in their hands and know that they will always be there to take care of me. That there is no doubt in my mind I can trust them to be honest and straightforward whether good or bad. I feel so broken with so much distrust in people and men. Perhaps in the long runs it’s because I have no faith or hope to trust in them. How do you know to trust someone…when their actions aren&rsqu

-to Wolffen The Antichrist-dude I Got Some Things To Say To U Im Not Done U Sent Me The Link To Ur Blog Ur Motherfucker U Can Block Me Or Whatever But
DUDE I GOT SOME THINGS TO SAY TO U IM NOT DONE U SENT ME THE LINK TO UR BLOG UR MOTHERFUCKER U CAN BLOCK ME OR WHATEVER BUT I WANT TO SAY GO FUCK URSELF AND I FEEL BAD FOR WHOEVER ENDS UP WITH YOU HAVING TO DEAL WITH UR ASS MAN I LOST FAMILY AND MY FIANCE IS IN THE ARMY AND HE STILL REMEMBERS 9-11 HE CARES ABOUT THE PEOPLE AND HE HELPS THOSE IN NEED ALONG WITH HIS FELLOW TEAM I WAS IN ROTC IN COLLEGE SO I DONT RESPECT WAT U SAID GET A FUKEN LIFE OR A FUKEN CLUE THIS IS THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA AND WE WON'T GET OVER IT FOR THOSE OS YOU WHO LOST FAMILY WE ARE STILL PULLING FOR YOU U R NOT ALONE AND FOR WHOEVER THIS GUY IS I SAY FUCK HIM HE DONT KNOW WAT THE FUCK HE IS TALKING ABOUT AND IN CASE U DIDNT KNOW MY NAME IS ALEX FUKEN ROSE REMEMBER THE NAME DONT FORGET IT BITCH CAUSE ME AND MY FIANCE AND ALL THE OTHER SOLDIERS R HERE TO HELP THOSE IN NEED AND IF ALL U WANT TO DO IS TALK SHIT REMEMBER WHEN I SAY SOMETHING I DO IT BUT UR JUST A BITCH SO WATS IT MATTER TO U MAN IDC WHERE U CO

A Soldiers Final Inspection
The Final Inspection The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't, Because those of us who carry guns Can'talways be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays And at times my talk was tough, And sometimes I've been violent, because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny That wasn't mine to keep ... Though I worked a lot of overtime When the bills got just too steep, And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear, And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place Among the people here, They never wanted me around Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here,Lord, It needn't be so grand, I never expected or had too much, Bu

Sad Times
im having one of those days that im sad i want to talk to no one and i want to be seperated from everyone and im always in my room and i want to be alone its nothing against anyone but being happy all the time and puting a smile on ur face everyday is hard to do all the time and today is one of those days that all the sad times and hard times are crashing down on me and my smile turns upside down and im just sad and this is the first time i have ever said this out loud but i lie to all my closest friends and im not my real self i think i do it to protect them from knowing the real me and i want them to know a happy smily person and if they new the real me they would hate me and would stop being my best friends and im sooooooo sry for lieing to them but i just get the feeling that i need to do it and i would rather read a whole book then go out and party but i go out and party because everyone loves me and i feel that if i dont party all the time and sneak around then no one would like

It's 10:45 , Do You Know Where Your Soul Is?
"We are Born like this Into this Into these carefully mad wars Into the sight of broken factory windows of emptiness Into bars where people no longer speak to each other Into fist fights that end as shootings and knifings Born into this Into hospitals which are so expensive that it’s cheaper to die Into lawyers who charge so much it’s cheaper to plead guilty Into a country where the jails are full and the madhouses closed Into a place where the masses elevate fools into rich heroes." ----------------- "I felt like crying but nothing came out. it was just a sort of sad sickness, sick sad, when you can't feel any worse. I think you know it. I think everybody knows it now and then. but I think I have known it pretty often, too often." My g0d, Mr. Bukowski, you hit the nail on the proverbial head. Ever sit down or walk around and feel so totally empty? So lost,even though your surrounded by people? Going somewhere and actually hating hearing people laughing and having a go

I Am Here
i wish it would happen to me.finding a friend, finding someone to love,finding someone to love me.i sit here, waiting patiently everydayhoping someone will find me,yet knowing it won’t happen as long as i sit here.i long for that moment,when i see her smile,when the light shines out from behind her eyes,when her gaze stares not at me, but into me, into my heart.i long for her name to caress my lips in a whisper.i am here, waiting...for her sweet kiss to graze my lips for the first time.i am here, yearning for her touch.i am here, dreaming of her warm breath upon my neck.i am here, waiting for her loving embrace.so now you know...i am here...waiting for you to find me.

Do I Really Suck? Naaaaahhh!!
Yeah. Been all sorts of fucked in my head lately. But that's okay. I have a deep seated fear of being successful and a lack of appreciation for myself. so this is all about my least favorite subject. ME!!! Let's keep it simple because simple jogs my memory for the really good shit as I progress. I am left handed for writing and drawing and eating, but can do everything else with both hands. Guess not only am I unique for not being burned at the stake- for the whole lefty thing, but ambidextrous too. I can sing....not as well enough to be on American Idol....not that ever stopped William Hung but at least I know better. I can draw. I can draw a bunch of the Tiny Toons, some of the Loony Toons, and if I focus and think it through pretty much damn near anything else....just takes me longer. Not real people though. I can do voice impressions. Not only stuff I hear on tv but people I know, like some of my friends and *sigh* my boss....though usually it's to make fun of him on ac

From A Friend
first, life throws us curve balls and the 1 u received was a nasty 1. u didnt no how to prepare, but on the upside he made the biggest mistake of all man kind. he took ur pure heart and shattered it in tiny pieces when what he should of been doing is rebuilding ur trust level. ur heart is like a freshly planted rose it hasnt opened up yet it need plenty of nurtering and love. instead of looking for a way out he should of reassure u and build ur confidence, he wasnt the right man for u and i think u understand now love should come naturally is should have to be work, and i think u no u worked hard on the relationship and u fell in love cause u dropped ur wall and thats why u fell like a fool like u made a mistake. u r a very beautiful woman i dont no how many times i can tell u that b4 u believe it. u should have everything in a relationship go ur way not the other way around. u should be up on a pedistal, queen of the world , ur love should be received with open arms inst

To All The Friends Of Dallas Angel
Let me fill you in so you know the whole story me and angela was married for 18 years we had 2 girls together and 1 she had when we meet. She desided one day to just leave and go to that guy Fred(Punisher) and child sex offender. The day she left we were going to a Disney party and had Tiffany cooking Dinner and told her she be home in a min and the hole time was driving to IL. She did not talk or say anything was wrong she just left me and the kids she took candius the oldest one with her but after 6 months she came back to live with me because of what Fred did to her. When Angela left and went to Fred she called my work at Disney were I have worked for 12yr and were the insurance for the kids were and got me fired. She has never paid any child support since she left she owes over $10,000 already. She always calls says fred is beating her or treating her like shit or when she needs something. She has never tried to talk to the girls or anything. Now she came back saying she wanted to

Worth A Shot
I HAVE TO START BY SAYING I NEED TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST ....I AM WRITING THIS BECAUSE I STILL LOVE YOU AND CAAN'T MAKE SENSE OF IT, YOU BASED YOUR DECISION ON A VERRY SHORT PERIOD OF TIME THAT WE WERE TOGETHER AND AND A PROBLEM THAT IWAS FIXING...HOW CAN I BE JUS LIKE YOUR X WHEN I DIDN GET THE LUXURY TO ACTUALLY BE WITH YOU TO LIVE WITH YOU ..WE SPENT A SHORT TIME TOGETHER NOT EVEN REALLY ENOUGH TIME TO PASS JUDGMENT ON SOMEONE AND NOT EVEN GIVEN A CHANCE TO PROVE THEMSELVES YA IT WAS ONLY A FEW DAYS THAT YOU SAW IT BEFORE JUS BREAKING YOUR PROMISE AND TURNIN YOUR BACK ON ME..THISN ISN ME TRYIN TO MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE CRAP EITHER THIS IS ME DESPERATELY TRYING TO ET YOU TO SEE..TO SEE THAT I HAVE MADE CHANES AND YA I'M NOT PERFECT AND I DO SLIP ..BUT GUESS WHAT ,NEITHER ARE YOU AND YOU DO SLIP TOO..NO FUCKIN ONE IS PERFECT ,I DUN GIVE A FUCK WHO YA ARE ...I'M A PERSON AND I HAVE FEELINGS TOO YA KNOW... I KNOW THERE'S MORE TO US THAN THIS ...THE WAY YOU KISSED ME AT THE BUS STATION,T

The Cost
Everything we have we have acquired through some form of "work". Whether it be manual labor, cheating, stealing, or bargaining with things we already have.. Is it in our nature to not understand the difference between need and want. Do we just reach a point in life where we forget the difference, or do we just not care once we've reached a certain point? I'm not trying to come off as an arrogant person who thinks he's better than the person sitting next to him. I too go to the stores and malls in the area and take the money I have and spend it on things I don't need, thinking I'm better having it than not. Then at the end of the month I'm scrounging to make sure all my bills are paid on time and making sure there's food in the pantry. What's worse? I see others working the same jobs as me, sometimes worse, walking around with more on them than me. It can be anything from designer clothes, apparel, expensive jewelery to higher end cars, trucks, SUV's, and bikes and all I can think to

New Start On Life Its Finally Over
first off i wanted you guys to know the ones who have my number iam not ignoring you in anyway its just that my computer took a shit on me so i dont have the internet and my cell crashed on me so no more texting or being on the net until i get a new cell hopefully ill get one next month or if someone is getting rid of there it would be nice to pass one my way lol j/k guess what my court case is done and over with i get sentence on October 4 2010 with no more extra time no prison time no jail time i got probation WOOHOO! there is a catch i have to stay on my meds to keep me mellow out and i have to be a good boy if i slip out once they could get me to go to prison for 2 years September 15 i start my classes it cost 20 dollars that god its just one class every week oh i got news on my ex wife she still climes to be prego even tho she does not have any proof i went to my so called friends house allen and he told me she show him sonic grams that she is however she will not

Ummm....
At some point you will realize that you have done to much for someone that the only next possible step to do is to stop ..leave them alone ,walk away ..I'ts not like you're giving up and it's not like you shouldn't try .It's just that you have to draw the line of determanation from desperation what is truly yours will...eventually be yours and what is not ,no matter how hard you try ,well never be .......

Up Coming Interviews
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Congress And The Va - Agent Orange Exposure
Because my husband never set foot on Vietnam soil while in Vietnam, Congress and the VA state he does not qualify to receive compensation for Agent Orange exposure ... what a bunch of dummies lead our country and how poorly they treat our Vietnam vets ... still. My husband served for almost a year in the Gulf of Tonkin aboard the USS America. During that time he drank contaminated water, bathed in contaminated water and ate food that was boiled in contaminated water that went through the desalinsaination process from the gulf water. Jets who returned from combat missions who were splattered with the spray of of Agent Orange landed on board the carrier and were washed off using ship board water exposing the entire flight deck with AO. The rivers that were spray with millions of gallons of AO flowed into the Gulf of Tonkin creating a soup effect in the gulf. Which they drank, ate and bathed from. According to the VA a presumptive disease of AO exposure is Ischemic Heart Disease.

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Interesting Blog,i Found This & Thought I Would Share It....
Barack OBAMA, during his Cairo speech, said: "I know, too, that Islam has always been a part of America 's story." AN AMERICAN CITIZEN'S RESPONSE: Dear Mr. Obama:.... Were those Muslims that were in America when the Pilgrims first landed? Funny, I thought they were Native American Indians.Were those Muslims that celebrated the first Thanksgiving day? Sorry again, those were Pilgrims and Native American Indians.Can you show me one Muslim signature on the United States Constitution?Declaration of Independence ?Bill of Rights?Didn't think so.Did Muslims fight for this country's freedom from England ? No.Did Muslims fight during the Civil War to free the slaves in America ? No, they did not. In fact, Muslims to this day are still the largest traffickers in human slavery. Your own half brother, a devout Muslim, still advocates slavery himself, even though Muslims of Arabic descent refer to black Muslims as "pug nosed slaves." Says a lot of what the Muslim world really thinks of you

Ten Illegal Immigrants Caught After Van Stopped
Only if you see suspected illegal cross border activity, contact: OHIO BORDER PATROL 800-537-3220 Put this # by your phone or in your cell! Lake County falls within the 100 mile radius for the Ohio Border Patrol and they can be on site within minutes! The Detroit sector Border Patrol is responsible for Ohio, Illinois, Indiana and Michigan. You may recall that when the Sandusky Bay Ohio Border Patrol office opened up a few months ago, there was a huge outcry from the opposition questioning the need for such an office in rural Ohio! Well, we know all about the marijuana Illegal immigrants are planting in those corn fields don't we? __________________________________________________________________ Ten illegal immigrants caught after van stopped

Life Everalsting
I find myself sitting here on a Sunday, reading Dante's Divine Comedy. I stepped out for a bit to enjoy my coffee, and was lost in thought. I have read this, and other great works before, and each time I am left in awe not only by the masterfull writings, but by the timeless tales that will be read by generations to come. Alighieri, Longfellow, Homer, Poe, Tennyson, Shakespeare.. the list goes on. Their words, will live forever. To know that their thoughts and ideas will stand for all time.. is something I must admit fascinates me. They have in many ways, assured their immortality. I wonder if they ever comprehended how great of an impact their work would have for generations to come. It was then that I realized, that each of us through our own lives, do the same thing, though maybe not on such a global scale. As a parent, every action we take, every word we speak around our children... is poetry. Our lives are the pages, and our actions are the words. We are the song, we are the dance

Band Announcements
We will have a release date for the album soon along with the premiere party and tour info. We're going to do something to kind of promote the band, something we would appreciate everyone's help with. We'd love it if you could show your love and support of the band. If you find yourself with the time, make a salute for us and take a pic of it. We want to show them off in a promotional ad and some shows. Be creative. We love creativity, and we don't discriminate. Also, we are in the process of coming up with a concept for the videos for the singles and keep going to one point and direction. Having a single girl featured in all the videos, kind of telling a story throughout them (think Whitesnake, etc). If interested, let me know and I'll put you in contact with our management. Oh, one last major announcement. The first five fans who ask, will be able to place our player on their page. This will help us tremendously in getting the word out there. Those five will be given tickets and

Ou And Him
You stay up for 16 hours.....He stays up for days on end. You take a warm shower to help you wake up......He goes weeks without running water. You complain of a 'headache' and call in sick.......He gets shot at as other are hit,and keeps moving forward. You talk trash about your buddies that aren't with you.......He knows he may never see any of his ever again. You complain about how hot it is......He wears his heavy gear,not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his forehead. You get mad at the waiter for getting your order wrong......He doesn't get to eat today. Your mad that your class got held 5 minutes over.......He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months. You roll your eyes when your baby cries......He gets a letter with pictures of his new baby,and wonders if they'll ever meet

Update # 534,564,914
so i just found out today my brother is headingto iraq in the next few days for i dunno how long.. apparently my temper and anger issues warrant a trip to a shrink...apparently they think its a problem when you punch a hole in a door and hit a locker hard enough it folds inwards...wierdos oh and i need some letters from people it would be nice tits up everyone

Atrophied
i've been down here far too longthe light hurts my eyessounds echo...pulsing..coarsingis this a heartbeat?the rythm in my heada painful reminder27 yearsdigging this hole....searchinghow will i ever be able to climb outblind...mute...deaf...numbmemories my only visionmemories my only malicecachexia.......days turn to nightswhithering away all ive becomeand all ive yet to beblame it all on circumstanceblame it on fateblame it on the lack of substancefor which i createi've given up too many timesbattles marked by body scarsand contusions for all i longto be useful.... uselessuseless as this heart ismy atrophied needs a beatcachexia.......days turn to nightswhithering away all ive becomeand all ive yet to bewhen regret subdues the unconsious mindi need to make it stopi need the rythm......i need the bloodcoursing through my vienscoursing through my lifeto bring me lifethrough my atrophiedmy atrophied heart.........

Captured
Like a butterfly with my delicate wings pinned into an embrace...Insensate with sensation pulsing through every throb of my heartbeat.Tempted by the journey of a hand over the curve of my hip, the muscle of my thigh, and the heat within.Cornered by a primal desire of intense heat and wanting.Burning with ancient fires of need, of animal passion, of wanting.Lusting onto a path of passion winding its way from my breasts, between my yoni, and to the curling of my toes.There is nothing lackadaisical about this need.Wrists caught in a vice over my head, hips pinioned to a slab of earth, trapped under steel thighs of thick male flesh.Mouth open as pants exhale with each intake of sensation and gasp of pleasure.Shattered as all control is swept aside like so much rubbish on a street after Mardi Gras.Sated...but not for long.

How Can This Be??
Is it possible to fall for someone that fast It must be because it happened to me When you came into my life I was not looking for this But you know what they say It comes when you stop lookin. Well I look back on that day As a very special day Because of all people you chose me How did I get that lucky How did I get lucky enough to find someone That I can think of all day long And know that they are thinking about me too?? All I know is when I think of you I am thankful that I have someone That thinks I am special And that I can bring them the same happiness That I am fortunate to have as well So that person you know who you are I Love you and can't wait to see you again.

Somethings Wrong With Me.
Any of you ever seen these wonderful sites ..MARRIED WOMEN LOOKING FOR ENCOUNTERS??... Well I did thanx to my .Wow it only takes 2 & 2 to put shit together.. Anselmo TRAUMA 666 Thoughts 0f the criminal Wow, ya! i think i will use my best friend's phone to go fuck someone in her hometown. while i leave her sick,because im a self centered asshole that dont pay attention to the fact she overworks herself to support me while i jerk off to preteen porn at her computer. I tell her i'm always her friend.But while she is overdosing I wont answer her calls she makes to me on the phone..And i will tell her shes a psycho when I finally get back to her house panting ,and out of breath way later in the night. .I like playing with her Heart and Head So what the fuck, I'll do it again. The girl full of a lifetime of pain ,,Weak to the mind.Lets it happen again. and again. Kind heart , Dumb head..It happens again. On

This Is A Shocker.
All I can say is wow.. I haven't had Halloween off in years,, The trouble is since I hadn't have it off and some social circles that I am in have taken me off the radar. --Working third shift sucks some times. Now, That I have a nice 5 nights off. starting the friday before hand and ending when I go back to work Wednesday night.. What shall I do? Get with someone and say hey.. "Wanna pick me up and you and your family have me for 5 lovely days? " Find my old social circle of distructing souls... Get in touch with the ladies group?Find a coworker that is off that night?"Stay home and pass out candy?Take my nieces trick or treating? Decisions decisionsIf I go with the first most likely I need a costume...That would be another question all together.. what to get...I want a panda costume.. But Hell I can't afford that..Too late to make one =-(

Never Thought
Never thought it happen like this Never thought it was you id miss. Came around and touched my soul I put all my plans on hold. Everything is fallin down Thought you would have come around. Can't you see whats going on ? It's so hard to hang on. When I start to fall asleep I think of how we use to be. Your in my heart and in my soul. Your everything I've ever known I think about you all the time Don't you know I'd give my life To have to stand here next to me Right here by my side Where did we go wrong? What did we go right ? Tell me its alright to push our pride aside Life without you ain't what I thought it would be When your lyin there with her do you ever wish it was me ? Can you forgive me for everything I did and didn't do? Understand this way of life is all I ever knew I was raised to be tough, Keep my feelings inside. Never to back down, all you have is your pride Life without love is just another sad song. Doin all I that I can but its ha

Joke
A young man goes to a matchmaker, and wants an introduction for a date with a young lady. He has one request, that the young lady has her own teeth. The matchmaker gives a picture and a phone number, and assures the young man , that the young lady has her own teeth. The young man goes out, ses the young lady take out her dentures after dinner. The young man goes back to the matchmaker and says, "You lied to me, those were not her own teeth!" The matchmaker says, "Sure they were, she paid for them!" Funny or not?

Love!!!!!!!!!
This is to someone u know who u are..... You tell me you love me but do you really????How ca u love someone if you dont want to be with them?????How can u sit there and say everything will work out but deep inside you know it wont...why does this always happen to me..always getttin hurt by people that i really truely love and care about.I think for being 22 ive grown up alot and im really ready to settle down with one perosn and start my family.Unlike some need to grow up and realize what they have and that soemone really does love them.I guess they will juss kno how good it realy was once i go on my way and do me.and then im really not around no more.mayeb i need to stop bein suck a clingy person and let someone find me.who knows maybe im just not right for anyone in this world???? i dont kno im just so confused and just ready to blow the fuck up and say fuck it all...i cant help the way i feel.i try so hard to make someone happy and be there but i get pushed away.....i dont kn

Hurt
im not gonna lie. it hurts.and i dont know what i did to deserve it.and almost just wanna be done with it. i used to be there, but now after time passes, and im not here much, ive gone down. and yes, it hurts, cause ive been through a lot. but its fine, my ego has been crushed enough this month. and although you'll still be there,and i wont be, I'll still love you.But i can see now, where i stand, in all honesty.out of sight, out of mind. im not writting this for anyone to understand it. cause i dont want drama, and i dont want questions. i just wanted to put it out there.and it might not even have to do with FU, so dont assume,please.

Auction Auction!!! Yaaaaay Haven't Done One In A While!
Hey y'all I'm gonna be in an auction starting friday sept. 17th and ending sept 24th 8p, So clicky on the linky starting friday ONLY. NO SOONER PLEASE!!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo MUAZ P.S. all offers are negotiable...Except the personal salutes. They will be SFW.

*critically Ashamed
You're not as good as the critics claimedTo be quite honest,I'm ashamedI've read every wordLaughed through every lineAnother sad sad storyA waste of timeYou'll never get your head on straightRelapsing memories you can't eraseYour catchy chorusYour feeble verseYour storiesSo boring,so unrehearsedAnother fad that's fadedAnother feeling immitated

Who I Lost My Mind.
Life would be smoother with a bottle of warm sexand broken guitar strings.Sour plants, high fantasy,and a deluge of even skinned girl.All for the love of me.I'll never understand. Tried to categorize it.Classify it.Organize it.Debunk the myth.Wild unicorns, in a soft-cloud stampede. I'll never live another moment as pure.As condensed and sweet.Pouring in a long tantalizing strand.Pregnant with anticipation of the fall. Where all things exotic and barren collide.The purple and orange horizonthe husky, lonesome wind in my eyes. For us there is no tomorrow.For me there is no us. Just follow.

Rip Pfc Billie Anderson Us Army 17-05-10
In memory of PFC Billie Anderson US ARMY 17-05-10 by Sussie Gineo Our soldier is coming home today :( ; our streets are lined with people awaiting to receive him. He will be draped in our precious flag for he gave not some but all! He would be proud to see our community remembering his sacrifice. I pray for the safety of all our Soldiers who both serve stateside, abroad, or deployed, past, and present. May PFC Anderson fly freely upon the wings of an Angels grace and watch over you. His memory will lead the way from our tears to bless our hearts. His soul will walk with his comrades because he is on his mission to the gateway of Heaven! His sacrifice is the ultimate cost to the oath he took to serve our country and represent the meaning of The United States Flag which has significant meaning to our country from our forefathers which continue to be carried out by all service members past and present. With this having been said and written by me, I ask that

Another One :)
Dazed and Confused Where is this place? What am I doing here? I'm dazed and confused. What just happened? How far did I fall? I hit the ground hard. How could this happen? Why did this happen? I'm slowly slipping away. Why did you? How could you? Bleed me dry. Because that's all that's left. Please don't rip this. This is my work. Don't steal it.

Inked Magazine Interview With Cory Miller
Credit: Jason Odell (photographer), Rocky Rakovic (writer) Six Feet Under 116 N. 2nd Ave., Upland, CA 909-949-0157 www.sixfeetunder.com INKED: How would you describe your journey? COREY MILLER: Very well-rounded. I started with a homemade tattoo machine, then when I was 16 I began hanging out at a real tattoo parlor, and at 20 I was lucky enough to get my first real job tattooing at Fat George’s Tattoo Gallery in La Puente. George had apprenticed under Rick Walters, who tattooed at the Pike in Long Beach. That instilled a great love and respect for the history of tattooing in me. Working at Fat George’s was a true street shop experience, and George was a true old-school mean bastard. But I say that with the greatest love and respect. Then it was Goodtime Charlie’s Tattooland? Yeah, after George’s I was fortunate enough to work with Jack Rudy at Goodtime Charlie’s, which was where the best black-and-gray artists were working or

You Spoil Me
Beautiful My thoughts of you are like raindrops on flowers...Beautiful.My thoughts of you are like a rainbow at a splashing waterfall...Beautiful.My thoughts of you are like a full moonshining through a cloudy night sky...Beautiful.No matter what wonders my eyes have seen,Nothing compares to the beauty I seewhen I look at you.My love for you is beautiful. I love you Michelle, You are the most beautiful person I've ever known. love, Rob Baby thank you for this...made my day. I love you Rob

Healthcare..so True
Dear Mr. President: During my shift in the Emergency Room last night, I had the pleasure of evaluating a patient whose smile revealed an expensive shiny gold tooth, whose body was adorned with a wide assortment of elaborate and costly tattoos, who wore a very expensive brand of tennis shoes and who chatted on a new cellular telephone equipped with a popular R&B ringtone. While glancing over her patient chart, I happened to notice that her payer status was listed as "Medicaid"! During my examination of her, the patient informed me that she smokes more than one pack of cigarettes every day, eats only at fast-food take-outs, and somehow still has money to buy pretzels and beer. And, you and our Congress expect me to pay for this woman's health care? I contend that our nation's "health care crisis" is not the result of a shortage of quality hospitals, doctors or nurses. Rather, it is the result of a "crisis of culture" a culture in which it is perfectly acceptable to spend money on luxuri

What I Was Told Today
I walked into the neurologist office and waited in a room. The doctor walked in a shook my hand and introduced himself clarifying who I was. He asked me a bunch of questions regarding how I was feeling and my pain level. I sat there in my mind thinking get rid of this headache! He did tests on my neuro function and tested my balance. Then I sat down and he proceeded to shut the lights off and look in my eyes. He looked at my left eye for what seemed like forever. The pain was so intense I wanted to pass out and nausea was over whelming for me. He looked at the other eye quickly and said "I will be right back". A few minutes latter, him and another doctor came back in. They asked me to move into another room where it was darker and they could see my eyes better. The other doctor looked into my eyes again. He flipped the light on and I was seeing black spots to the point I could not see for a few. He announced I needed a spinal tap to relive the pressure in my hea