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Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Leo For October 4,2007 No matter how weird things get today, you stay centered and able to handle almost anything. Angry customers and screaming kids are much easier to work with than usual and everything works out well. LOL let's hope so it's gonna be a busy busy day :)

Last Name
It's harder than it looks! Use the 1st letter of your LAST name to answer each of the following... They have to be real places, names, things... nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl name question. My last name: Fairchild Famous Artist/Band/Musician: Fats Domino Five-letter word: Fruit US State? Florida Boy name: Frank Girl Name: Fran Occupation: Free lance photographer Something You Wear: Flip Flops Celebrity: Frank Sinatra Something found in a kitchen: Food Reason for Being Late: Fucking Something you shout: Freaking A Body Part: Foot

What Do I Stand For.
My name is KARMA as in comes back 10 times harder to smack you in the face.you can't hide from me,there's nowhere for you to run.i'm in the dark of the night,i'm in the shadow of the sunlight.in the misty rain.in the deep forest KARMA could be the person right next to you.that is why there are no photos of me.i don't have a face all you will see is the reason i am here for justice of everything equal.i am also the bad weather that comes when least expected.my wrath strong & powerful.none can deny,but only take shelter.i will always be,even when the storm is gone...KARMA will just be getting started.

How Bad Do You Wish To Talk With Aliens?
Good Morning… ok this has got to be my first and last note on this subject. Do you know that if you want, you can pay a company X amount of dollars to have a star named after you? You can buy a star for someone you love… You can also send messages into space just in case that special Alien is out there listening and perhaps wishes to make your acquaintance. Also before I push aside and let you read that story. Astronomers believe that a second Earth is being formed…Does that mean if you hate this one you can jump off and take a timeshare on the Second Earth? Perhaps all those messages sent up there in the sky to the great unknown were intercepted by aliens and they heard the cries of those in need… in needs of that special alien ear… you know the green one…or is it milky white? Hmmm inquiring minds wish to know… But I digress. So if you are interested in what messages some people have given this company below to send into outer space… Outer Space… the new frontier… boldly going to…STOP

Women And Wolves
A healthy woman is much like a wolf, strong life force, life-giving, territorily aware, intuitive and loyal. Yet seperation from her wildish nature causes a woman to become meager, anxious, and fearful. The wild nature carries the medicine for all things. She carries stories, dreams, words and songs. She carries everything a woman needs to be and know. She is the essence of the female soul... With the wild nature as ally and teacher, we see not through two eyes only, but through the many eyes of intuition. With intuition we are like the starry night, we gaze at the world through a thousand eyes. It does not mean to lose one's primary socializations. It means quite the opposite. The wild nature has a vast integrity to it. It means to establish territory, to find one's pack, to be in one's body with certainty and pride, to speak and act in one's behalf, to be aware, to draw on the innate feminine powers of intuition, to find what one belongs to, to rise with dignity, to proceed

Hospitals & Nurses (1)
Hospitals & Nurses (1)March 18, 2002aDICKt I knew that this was a mistake. I let my doctor talk me into taking time out of my way tooooo busy schedule to help with some research. Yes....they were gonna compensate me. But this is so stupid. Wait....take a deep breath. I'm just bent out of shape because I got lost in this maze of doors and hallways. Maybe this is part of the research, and they're watching me on the monitors like a lab rat. The nurse at the info desk had said second door on the right....down the halway through the door on the left....first left, third right...and now. I'd don't know where I'm at. I think I hear an elevator or something, so I try to follow the sound. Hmmmm, now it sound like voices down this corridor. At the end of the corridor, I open the door to hear a moaning. I start to back out until I realize it sounds .... no, it can't be. I've got to look. I know I shouldn't, but it sounds so pleasurable. I move slowly into the room, realizing the sound is

Tranny Sleep Over
Ok so that dude with the warts came by my drive up window while i was flipping mc egg patties. I got his digits whoo hoo! Should i invite shim for a sleepover party in my moms basement? I dont wanna come off to desperate for cock but damn that 2 inch dick he has and 9 inch long clit hes got just gets me wet.mmm im gonna have some cock pie tonight :D

This Morning
I did an odd thing today, this AM. I woke up early this morning felt the need to make a couple offering bundles. you know? I took them outside to place on the 4 directions stones and one in the center . Then did a special prayer over for abundance for the center one... Then, placing them and sat down in the glider; hawk came down and stood on the cedar stump. ( Hawk is a totem messenger ... ) He hopped to the center stone and watched me. so I prayed again. He then took the bundle and flew off out of sight in distance. It was very intense for me. Felt like a sign of some sort... Him taking the message and offering away like that. Perhaps someone heard and was listening to my thoughts. Aho.

To All The Men On My List
If we woke up naked together, using only 3 words what would you say? Tell me in a private message and then repost it titled "To all the men on my list" or "To all the ladies on my list" See how many crazy answers you get! (Put Your Answers In the Comments,Don't be Shy, Have Fun!!!!!)

Counting Down The Days!
Ya, here in 10 days I will be 31 :( aint ready fer this... Just wish I knew fer sure if hubby was working on that day.. I wanna go out an have a good time this year, because the last few have been lame. No cake/party, going to the bar or just out to eat whatever ya know. Should be over that shit by now but hey it's all good.....lol

Hmmm Who Knows....
When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ] When she stare's at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she start's cussing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignore's you [ Give her your attention ] When she pull's away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she lay's her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she steal's your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she tease's you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesnt answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she look's at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ]

Don't Cry
well the shit hit the fan last night. my mom go in a fight with my al-anon sponcer but it was not much of a fight because she slpped him and he cries like a baby and start rattling about what a tough day it was for him. i said, "tough day for you? im the one whos mom got in a fight!" I think i need another sponcer now.

Steve For You.
As i laid in your arms, I gazed in your eyes. I felt the love in you for me, Emerging from your gaze. To feel your breathe on mine, The passion of your kisses. The gentle touch of your hand, Going down my arm. Looking you in the eyes, Telling you "I love you". Hear my words feel them, As they burn into your heart. The silence of our words, None need to be uttered. Knowing you love me Steve, As much as I love you.

Pure Romance Parties
HEY ALL YOU LADIES OUT THERE LISTEN UP.. DO YOU WANT TO HAVE SOME FUN, HANG OUT AND MAKE SOME NEW FRIENDS ALL IN THE SPACE OF A FEW HOURS? WELL HERES YOUR CHANCE...I AM THROWING "LADIES ONLY" PURE ROMANCE TOY PARTIES AND I AM INVITING YOU!!! THESE PARTIES LAST ABOUT 2-3 HOURS,ARE LADIES ONLY AND A GREAT CHANCE TO MEET NEW PPL AND CHECK OUT THE LATEST IN TOYS AND ACCESSORIES OF THE "ADULT NATURE". ITS A RELAXED ATMOSPHERE AND NO PRESSURE TO BUY ANYTHING. nOT ONLY DO YOU GET TO PREVIEW ALL THE FUN AND SEXY PRODUCTS PURE ROMANCE HAS TO OFFER BUT YOU CAN DO SO WHILE MAKING NEW FRIENDS, IN PRIVATE ATMOSPHERE AND BEST OF ALL YOU CAN LEAVE THE GUYS AT HOME!! IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN ATTENDING ONE OF MY PARTIES PLZ LEAVE ME A DETAILED MAIL WITH YOUR CONTACT INFO SO THAT I CAN CONTACT YOU WITH ALL THE INFO. THANK YOU LADIES AND I LOOK FORWARD TO HEARING FROM YOU. THESE PARTIES WILL BE HELD IN SWEETWATER OR MADISONVILLE TN SO PLZ REMEMBER THAT WHILE PLANNING TO ATTEND

Evanescence-call Me When You're Sober
Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself. Can't keep believing, We're only deceiving ourselves . And I'm sick of the lie, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Couldn't take the blame. Sick with shame. Must be exhausting to lose your own game. Selfishly hated, No wonder you're jaded. You can't play the victim this time, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. You never call me when you're sober. You only want it cause it's over, It's over. How could I have burned paradise? How could I - you were never mine. So don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. Don't lie to me, Just get your things. I've made up

A Small Prayer Please
Hey Everyone, As if my week can't get any worse!!! Please say a small prayer for my Gramma.. She is 94... and she retaining water and she now has fluid in her lungs and her heart rate is low and at some points it stops beating for a few seconds... and than starts beating normal again... She is in high spirits... and so are we but a little prayer never hurts... Thank you for all the prayers that are said... my love to you all Buffy

Triggers
Triggers It's funny, you know The ways of the mind How thoughts can surface That were buried in time Moments forgotten As we live day to day Or painful occasions We keep locked away Just the smallest little things A smell, a sound Can trigger the memories That don't want to be found A word, a touch An old familiar face Sends them rushing back From that dark, distant place Mixed with different emotinos Some happy, some sad Filled full of joy Some even make us mad But they're all very helpful Beneficial by far It's the memories and experiences That make us who we are Jesse Cole MacArthur Oct 4, 2007

Wow! I Would Have Never Expected This...
As most of you that know me or pay any attention you know that I am in a Country/Rock band. I set out with my drummer Mark about 5 years ago to put RiverGard together. It went through many different musicians but nothing realy took off. Two years ago we hade two brothers Bill and Bob Pemberton playing in the band and they share the vocals but it really wasn't more than just a basement band with no structure at all. That fell apart and the pursuit of putting the band together kind of slowed down. Mark and I was at RG's just hanging out and we ran into a guy that sings and plays guitar and in a few weeks we were playing small clubs pretty much winging all the songs. They were all old standards so basic stuff. Mark and I wanted more and Troy wasn't into practicing and learning new stuff. He just wants to jam and pick up pussy. About 8 months ago I get an email from Paul and he tells me that he is coming back to the US and would like to put a band together. In a few weeks he's back and has

Arnavut Cigeri (lamb's Liver With Red Peppers)
4 servings 2 sm Onion; peeled, sliced 1/8 inch thick and separated into rings1 tb Salt 1/4 ts Salt 1/4 c Parsley; finely chopped and preferably flat leaf 1/4 ts Hot red pepper; crushed 1 lb Lamb's liver; trimmed and cut into 1/2 inch cubes, or 1 lb. calf's liver, trimmed and cubed 1/4 c Raki or pernod or any other anise flavoured aperitif 1/4 c Flour 3/4 c Olive oil Black pepper; freshly ground 2 Red Peppers, long; Italian type, cut in half, deribbed seeded, and cut lengthwise into 1/8 inch wide strips Place the onion rings in a sieve or colander, sprinkle with 1 tablespoon of the salt, and turn them about with a spoon to coat them evenly. Let them rest at room temperature for 30 minutes, then rinse under warm running water and squeeze them gently but completely dry. In a large bowl, toss the onions, parsley and red pepper together until well mixed. Set aside. Drop the liver into a bowl, pour in the raki and stir together for a few seconds. Then pour off the raki. Tos

Health Alert -- Dangerous New Virus
HEALTH ALERT -- DANGEROUS NEW VIRUS There is a dangerous virus being passed around electronically, orally, and by hand. This virus is called Weary-Overload-Recreational-Killer (WORK). If you receive WORK from any of your colleagues, your boss, or anyone else via any means DO NOT TOUCH IT. This virus can wipe out your private life completely. If you should come into contact with WORK, put your jacket on and take two good friends to the nearest grocery store. Purchase the antidote known as Work-Isolating-Neutralizer-Extract (WINE) or Bothersome Employer Elimination Rebooter (BEER). Take the antidote repeatedly until WORK has been completely eliminated from your system. If neither WINE nor BEER achieves the desired results, then Take Everything Quickly Until Intoxicated Liquor Allowance (TEQUILA) is reached. This antidote has never failed! You should forward this warning to 5 friends. If you do not have 5 friends, you have already been infected and WORK is controlli

Anniversary
November 7th will be one year since ive been here.I should be happy about that but actually it makes me really sad.SOOOOOO Much has changed since the Lost Cherry days and Im not just talking about the site changes but even the members. Its has become so selfish and uncaring and all about me me me amd who can get you where you wanna be. Someone will be your bestest friends one week or even one month but as they get what they want slowly they begin to disappear.I can count on one hand those that have stayed with me or supported since day one.I know Im not as responsive as I should be but I have an actual life too as do others.Im not talking about just rates and shit but an occasional hello how are you doing. Contests used to be fun and used to actually be about the theme not just who had the best rpograms. Guess im just in a funk today1 Please read the previous blog as well as Im confused and unsure what to do from here and could use some advice. Guess Im just in a funk today- ign

Life, Time,pain, Misery, Sorrow, Love !!!
Life sucks sometimes for all of us, kinda like riding a horse we fall off but get back on it BECAUSE WE HAVE TOO! just wish the days weren`t getting shorter ! Time creeps up on you like slow moving river, and never lets go when it has a hold of you. Pain is the only feeling I like, because it reminds me I am alive. Misery has always loved company, that why I try to keep mine to myself. Sorrow is surrounded us everyday, so if you get down on yourself help somebody else out, always works for me. Love is better when you share it with others and dont keep it all for yourself!

A Life Changing Decision.
For about a year and three months, I have worked for a call center as an internet CSR. Well I had enough. I am tired of the hours, bothersome co-workers and bosses that don't help me in my career their. Also I need new challenges. So I think I am going to go into customer service-sales. I think in this line of work that I will have daily challenges. Not to mention a chance to earn more money by selling items on a commission with the security of hourly pay. And lastly, this a new chance for me to reconnect with my wife and kids. I have put them aside so much to earn a living. But this time I will find a balance between them.

Kindness
Kindness is a dwindling commodity. I have spent my life trying to be kind to everyone. It's a sad thing when someone reaches the point of seeing no reason to be so any more. That is where I am now. In my life I have helped the homeless, those who have suffered great loss and those who didn't think they could go on and it has been great but where has it gotten me? I do most things in secret feeling a great since of love and accomplishment. What I get from people in return are those who are hateful, self-centered and self-serving. They call themselves 'christians' and they go to bible study and act as though they are good people by doing so. If others knew how they acted in everyday life they would be judged by their own kind. It's funny. Does reading a certain book and going to a certain place to worship make you a good person? No it doesn't. If you act like a jackass... you are still a jackass no matter what you're a member of. No matter what school your children go to, no

No Comparison
A budding rose of cromson red asleep benesth the dew awakens into beauty, but not compared to you. The perfect diamond set in gold like shimmering lakes of blue; the rarest jewel upon the earth but not compared to you. A sunrise on a stranded beach; a sign that all is new can bring tears to the coldest heart, but not compared to you. The seven wonders of the world like heaven- with a view, are proof that lifes worth living, but not compared to you. A baby's cry, a starry night and all thats good and true are truly no comparison to being loved by you.

What You Got On My 40
40 of the MOST spontaneous questions ever, BE HONEST 1. Where were you 2 hours ago? In class 2. What do you think of your last kiss? it could have been better 3. Do you kiss a lot of people? when im drunk 4. Are you wearing socks right now? naw 5. When was the last time you went out of state? In may 6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? Naw 7. What was the last thing you had to drink? snapple 8. Who was the last person to hear you cry? Tiffany and Mom...i had a tummy ache:( 9. Who was the last person to make you smile? Aaron 10. What was the last food you ate? cesaer salad yum 11. What is your middle name? christina 12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? Naw 13. Do you have a pet? no 14. What did you do last night? studied 16. If you could be anywhere you want, where would it be? somewhere that the herb smells dank and i get high as a tank! 17. What is the last thing you purchased online? No

U Got Me 10-03-07
U got me wantin Wantin to feel u Wantin to feel ur touch Wantin to feel ur love Just wantin so bad that it u got me cravin Cravin to feel u Cravin to feel ur touch Cravin to feel ur love Just cravin so bad that it leaves me yearnin Yearnin to feel u Yearnin to feelur touch And yearnin 4 ur love!

His Soul
His breath restores me, Sun glistening off his back, confirms the love I see. When with me, I am complete. Sweat beaded foreheads, from a union so deep. Heaving chest Can't deny the uncontrollable sensation that pours from his soul's request. Paralyzed by his passion, Eternal nurishment I ingest. For the first time, A sexual pleasure my body has never felt

Husband Had Lung Surgery Yesterday!
Dear friends, fans, and comments, I will get in touch with all of you as soon! Lou had lung cancer, and had to have his middle lobe removed, along with his lym[h nodes. He is in stable condition. I will be in touch soon...Thank you all, so much for all my comments and friend request. I will recipricate, soon as I can. Luv Ya! Dolly

New Friends
I've spent a lot of time on the internet and have tried all the other,so called friend sites. None of them come close to having the class of people I have met since being on FUBAR. I can't even come close to expressing the love and admiration I have for you people! If it were possible to wrap my arms around all of you and thank you from the bottem of my heart for accepting me here, I would. I want to send all my affections to you all and I guess this is s of doing it! If you read this blog, Know that it is ment for you.

Normal Day At Work
* Customer: "I am getting a 'Page Cannot Be Displayed' message." * Tech Support: "Ok, let's try our home page." * Customer: "That worked." * Tech Support: "Ok, let's try another page like www.cnn.com." * Customer: "That worked too." * Tech Support: "I don't see any problems then." * Customer: "Well I tried that page I was trying, and it did it again." * Tech Support: "What's the site's address?" * Customer: "(address).com." * Tech Support: "Hmmm. It looks like the site is down." * Customer: "Yeah, I know it is. Can you fix it now, please?" * Tech Support: "It's not one of our sites, so we can't fix it." * Customer: "What do you mean you can't fix it? You are my Internet provider. You should be able to fix it." * Tech Support: "No, we cannot. We do not own that site." * Customer: "Let me speak to your supervisor. You're just stupid and trying to brush me off."

Awwwwwww
so as you can see, I'm sad. I posted a personal ad on myspace, as i've done in the past, except for this time I got a TON of feedback.... it was like 5 guys every day for over a week! Now of course most of them were automatic rejections, but it was so nice getting all the attention! There were a few I had narrowed down to. One of which, Travis, I have already met and in fact we hang out quite frequently. He lives in town, yay, is very very sweet and affectionate, but I'm not at all attracted to him... rather redneck, at least in voice. He has been growing on me lately though, so he's not completely out of the picture, and has so far been a good friend The one I was MOST interested in was Brennon. He's in Richmond, so not toooo far, but not close either. He's drop dead gorgeous, beautiful, mesmerizing.... god... He was such a perfect gentleman too! Didnt say a damn thing about sex for at least a couple days, and we had very nice conversations, he thought I was very bea

The True Meaning Of Family
F A M I L Y I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you." We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said goodbye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way," I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. He stood very quietly not to spoil the

Why Can We Not Get Points?
Last time I checked, we are all adults here on the Fu, so why is it that when it comes to adult oriented material that we are being penalized so to speak by not getting points for rating others pics and/or recieving points for having our own rated/commented on? Is it such a terrible thing th award points just like non nsfw photos? What would the harm be? Is it that the owners, who by the way I give props to for keeping this site up and running so well, want to keep Fubar from becoming just anouther porn site? If so then I do respect that, but knowing the people that I do that frequent this site, I have faith in the people here that it would not get to that point. I know that this has been brought up time and time again,I just feel like.....and this is only my opinion....that since we are all adults, we should be able to get the points we all so love and desire no matter what the content of the picture.

I Wish I Had
Take Some Time and actually Read this this is a GUY TALKING... IT'S 7TH GRADE... I stared at the girl next to me...She was my so called "best friend"... I stared at her... Long, silky hair... And I wished she was mine... But she didn't notice me like that... I knew it... After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before... And I handed them to her... She said "thanks"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why... IT'S JUNIOR YEAR... My phone rang... On the other end it was her... She was in tears... Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart... She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone... So I did... As I sat next to her on the sofa... I stared at her soft e yes... Wishing she was mine... After 2 hours... A Drew Barrymore movie... And 3 bags of

Ladies
who here agress with me on here that girls should have more respect for them selfs that makes us look bad ive been asked when you gonna put some up im not i dont believe in that its wrong i have to much repect for my self who on here has respect for theirselfs

Slow Tears
Slow Tears I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek I think about better days and wonder if I'll feel that way again you look at me with those eyes I know so well always serious, so deep and insightful as though you're always in control But not today not now Now you look so scared like for once you don't have the answer I gaze at you looking deep into those eyes Hoping to understand why you've said those things you did I wonder for a moment if this is all a dream if I shall wake in the morning and be relieved you look at me with a confusion I have never seen slowly pull me towards you and wipe the tears from my cheek

Daily Horoscope: Libra For October 4,2007
You're stymied by a big issue, but the best answer to that is to pull back and focus on life's small pleasures. Give it some time and you should find that a solution becomes obvious pretty soon.

Drama
What the heck is wrong with people? Why do people feel the need to create more drama when everyone and I mean everyone has enough of it in their lives? Why stress yourself out over things that you do not need to stress out over. Why create a huge circus over things that are better left unsaid. Why hurt and burn others when you yourself need to keep skeletons locked away in a closet that is sure full by now. People are not perfect and deserve to have their own opinions. We are all human with feelings and emotions. We all deserve to be treated with respect. Why can't people learn to grow up and get a life instead of causeing fights over things that are so petty and stupied. Its called being a adult. This is fubar the online universe. But your real life is real. (well hopefully for some) Live in the here and now not some future that does not exist. Online is not living its just enjoying what little bit of time you have to goof off and fuck around. Its basically like a child with a toy whe

Relationships
THE DARKNESS INSIDE makes me finally see! Every so often you have these evil feelings creep into your mind & you have to fight to hold them in check, because if you give into the darkness inside of yourself. I have learned a good lesson these last few months, that no one can hurt you emotionally if you don't let them get close enough to see your pain. At one time I thought I couldn't just be myself !! Then I came to an understanding that by me just becoming what ever woman I was hanging out with at the time wanted me to be then I am losing myself in the process and falling into the darkness inside of my already fragile mind. I also came to an understanding that I hang out with women more out of a need for companionship than out of a romantic or sexual need!! The women that I was hanging out with at the time thought that it was there duty to change me into boyfriend material and I didn't mind not knowing that this fed the darkness in my mind because I AM STILL HURT MENTALLY &

When I Close My Eye's
When I close my eyes... I can see your face.. My heart calls out, wanting you with me in this special place.. I can feel your arms holding me tight.. I long to snuggle close and feel all my fears take flight.. I can see your smile.. Reminding me to be patient for just a little while.. I can feel your gentle touch.. Shivers run over my skin, I miss you so much.. I can see the love in your eyes for me.. Shining brightly where all who care to look can see.. I can feel your presence surrounding me..holding me..loving me.. And I know deep in my heart our love was meant to be.. I love you...

The Value Of A Drink
"Sometimes when I reflect back on all the wine I drink I feel shame. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the vineyards and all of their hopes and dreams .. If I didn't drink this wine, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. Then I say to myself, "It is better that I drink this wine and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver." ~ Jack Handy WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day. " ~Frank Sinatra WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may create the illusion that you are tougher, smarter, faster and better looking than most people. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "When I read about the evils of drink

Missing You
The first time we met, I knew I had a friend. The thing I did not know is that I would want to love you until the very end. Your precious love has turned my life completely around, I feel like I'm walking, but my feet don't seem to touch the ground. Sometimes you seem to be my shinning light guiding me through the long, dark night. As I lie alone in bed thinking of you and I I wonder if you think of me too as one more night slowly drags by. I wish I were there with you, kissing your sweet lips under the pale moon light, and holding you, so very tight. You really are the woman of my dreams and I can't wait to be with you, for the rest of my life. I know our time away seems like an eternity, but I'll wait forever to be in your life. I love you, I need you, I want you, and I will for all my life.

I Don't Want To Go...
A soldier ran up to a nun. Out of breath he asked, 'Please, may I hide under your skirt? I'll explain later.' The nun agreed. A moment later,two Military Police ran up and asked, 'Sister, have you seen a soldier?' The nun replied, 'He went that way.' After the MP's ran off, the soldier crawled out from under her skirt and said, 'I can't thank you enough Sister. You see, I don't want to go to Iraq.' The nun said, 'I understand completely.' The soldier added, 'I hope I'm not rude, but you have a great pair of legs!' The nun replied, 'If you had looked a little higher, you would have seen a great pair of balls....I don't want to go to Iraq either

I Must Be Losing My Mind!!
Ok I am trippin! I swear i keep hearing that noise on here when someone shouts at you but when I look at my shoutbox there is nothing. If I am losing my mind and hearing things someone please refer me to a good doctor. If someone is shouting at me and my thing is broke or whatever I am really sorry. I can hear ya but I cant see what it says. Is it just me? Is anyone else having issues with the sound effects here?

Unanswered Questions In Life.
If God created everything, and He knows everything ahead of time, why did He create Satan? How do blind people know when they are done wiping? Could it be that all those trick-or-treaters wearing sheets aren't going as ghosts but as mattresses? If a mute swears, does his mother wash his hands with soap? Is there another word for synonym? Isn't it a bit unnerving that doctors call what they do practice?" If the "black box" flight recorder is never damaged during a plane crash, why isn't the whole airplane made out of that stuff? Would a fly without wings be called a walk? Why do they lock gas station bathrooms? Are they afraid someone will clean them? If the police arrest a mime, do they tell him he has the right to remain silent? Why do they put Braille on the drive-through bank machines? If man evolved from monkeys and apes, why do we still have monkeys and apes? How do they get the deer to cross at that yellow road sign? What was the best

Men!!!
too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... It hurts... because it's our fault, guys I mean. They make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach, huge boobs, round booty, long legs, big lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be onE as well... nobody can measure up to that... and its not fair... because nobody should have to. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring, variety is what makes life interesting. So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your...our... deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fufill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook up with them. Say nice things about them not to flatter them in hopes that you'll get some, b

A Woman He Needs
A woman he needs He needs a housekeeper in the kitchen, a lady in public, a partner in work, a friend in troubles and a porno-star in the bedroom. The most funny thing is that very often men don't understand that all these different identities couldn't survive in a body of one woman. They often forget that a modern woman doesn't stand in the shadow of her man any longer, and doesn't consider her only aim to help him and to serve his interests. So this – I want it all and I want it now – doesn't work. Each man has to find out his own priorities in the relationships with the opposite sex. So he needs an understanding, loyal friend. He likes to talk about his interests, ideas and projects. He'd like to have a passionate listener who will look at him with admiring and understanding eyes, catching his every single word, sharing every thought. Women do know how to play a role of such a listener. The main thing is to make those passionate eyes, the rest is not so importa

Username: Stormy
Username: Stormy by Chance_is_a Lady© Brenda is an attractive but shy and lonely woman of thirty-two. She has been divorced for six months now. Even though there are bars where she could go and meet someone, she is not into the bar scene. She had over heard a couple of co-workers talking one day about internet chat rooms. She thought that might be a good way to have someone to at least talk to and relieve some of her boredom. She had gone home that night and searched the internet for chat rooms. She was surprised to see that there were so many. How would she ever pick one? Closing her eyes, she moved her mouse and simply clicked. She just sat and watched the other chatters for a few minutes. They all seemed to know each other so well, she felt like she was intruding on private conversations so she closed the chat box. Going back to the search page, she just went down the list and clicked on several, going in to check them out for a few minutes. After going into about ten diff

Lounge Is Open!!!!!
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Estate Planing! Lmao!!
Dan found out that he was going to inherit a fortune when his sickly father died. He decided that he wanted a woman to enjoy and share his new fortune with. One evening he went to a singles bar. He spotted the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. Her natural beauty took his breath away. He approached her. "My name is Dan", he said introducing himself. "Hello. I am Mary", she replied extending her hand. "I may look like just an ordinary man", Dan said. "But in just a week or two, my father will die and I will inherit 20 million dollars". Mary went home with Dan that evening. Three days later, she became his stepmother. Women are so much smarter than men. :-)

Aunt Vicki
Aunt Vicky by Iceman00776© I was all settled in for the night. My Aunt Vicky was downstairs doing laundry and finishing the dinner dishes, and I had showered and watched a little TV, and then yawned and told my Step-mom's younger sister that I was going to bed. I wasn't actually tired yet, but I was horny and was looking forward to taking some time to escape into my world of secret sexual fantasies, and I didn't want to be disturbed. My Aunt Vicky was pretty foxy for my Step-mom's younger sister, and looked much like a younger version of my Mom. God she is beautiful. She was about thirty, and had long straight black hair cut into bangs over her forehead, a dynamite face with dark brown eyes under heavy brows, small but nicely shaped tits, a flat stomach over narrow hips, and long smooth legs. She was staying here while my Mom and Dad were gone to South America on business, and I had gotten to know her pretty well. She was pretty liberal in her thinking and let me do pretty much

Poem I Wrote 2 Day/expressing Myself Is Healthy
I am tired.... tired of trying tired of crying No one can see That inside, I’m truly dying I am tired of being tired.... Honestly I am I am tired of people not being true to themself, I am tired of people not being who they truly are. But thats on them I supposed But then I hate when people tell me I am doing something wrong or whatever it maybe I hate turning around and people contradicting themselves. I am tired of being lost I am tired of false hope, broken promises and empty words. I hate people telling me to do something but they dont follow their advice. I am tired of being taken for granted. You know what happens when you take things and people for granted right? I am tired of not being understood by the people who should know me but dont really know much there is to know about me. I hate when people pretend to know me. I hate that people dont try I am tired of giving my all and I am tired of people always assuming I am always going to be there no

Naughty Application
!!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? . 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed?. 13. Would you use another female as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? S

To New Adds And The Rest Of Ya
Guys, you'll notice i'm accepting requests and not rating/fanning at the moment, please don't take offense, i'm on a friend's computer at the moment whose firefox crashes everytime i run fubar on it, so i'm running in IE, and i hate IE... i will post when my computer is set back up here and ask you to comment on THAT post if i need to stop back and rate/fan you. mainly this applies to new adds, however if you're not sure whether or not i rated/fanned you when i added you (even if it was a month ago) i ask that you post there also. i have over 6k friends and less than 3k people i'm fans of, so i know i'm SO missing people, lol i know alot of you don't mind either way, but i just didn't want anyone to think i was intentionally ignoring them. love you all, Sin p.s. now's really not the best time to catch me to chat, typically i love talking to everyone in my SB but as i said i'm not on my computer and i'm tryin to get settled in here... once mine's up and running thoug

I Feel Like A Rockstar. . .
Today started like most others. I awoke and showered, went to the living room to find my roomie. We decided to run some errands then grab a lazy lunch somewhere. We went to the bank, the store and the post office (ok so we went to the post office in the grocery store) then we were off to lunch at the Rockin' 50's cafe. This is a neat little cafe in the older mall in town. As the name denotes, it has 50's era memorabilia on the walls and music playing in the background. They have decent food and good coffee which makes for good conversation. As we sat there and ate and talked about whatever came to our heads a nice calm came over the both of us. We finished our meal and we were just sitting there sipping our chosen beverages when this lady came over to our table. She explained to us that she was from Vermont and was in town visiting relatives and that she had a strange request, a very strange request. As most of you know, my roomie and I are not small guys; we tip scales whereve

Lmao
YES ITS A BIT CHILDISH---ok damn-i found it on some girl's page but I laughed. 1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Electronics to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, " 'Code 3' in housewares".... and see what happens. 5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "Why can't you people just leave me alone?" 9. Look right into the security camera & use it as a mirror, and pick your nose. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask

Just Been Dumped
Well......my girlfriend has just dumped me......not sure if im more upset about not seeing her, or the fact we brought a puppy together and now i wont see her either. So please be nice to me for a lil while....im feeling fragile xxxxxx

Starting Over
Well Ive decided to go ahead and move pics to a new account and start over until I get comments back on this one- if ever that is.Please please please rate, fan, and friend as those are how im able to alert friends of new pics and blogs and such>Seems noone is getting my alerts now either. Coincidence? Probably NOT. I will rate all stash and pics of anyone that can buy this new account a gift VIP so I can transfer all my pics but for now Ill just be uploading all mine. I will have to make a new salute now though of course :( ughhhhhhh first things first though- heres the link.... ¢¾Temptress¢¾~ C.W.O.F member~RATE MY PAGE PLEASE!!!@ fubar

A Shocker To Start Conversations With Women
A SHOCKER To Start Conversations With Women >Hey! There are many different ways to meet and attract women... and there's ONE way that will fit your personality perfectly. But, it's up to you to find and learn that one way. I've put together a fantastic set of learning tools to help you, and you should take a minute or two and look through them now. You can see them all right here: http://DoubleYourDatingSystem.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=8VZZZV&lid=1 This week I want to talk about an obvious point that's taken me a few years to really notice. The idea is simple: We humans don't want what everyone else has... we want what everyone else has AND MORE. In the context of women and dating, it goes like this: WOMEN AREN'T ATTRACTED TO GUYS THEY PERCEIVE AS AVERAGE. Remember, ATTRACTION doesn't make logical sense... Women don't say, "Oh, he's a kind, honest, loyal type of guy from a good family... AND THAT REALLY TURNS ME ON." Nope. Women say t

Buying Things
NOW THIS IS NOT TO DIMINISH HOW OR WHY ANYONE ELSE MAY CHOOSE TO DO WHAT THEY DO!! BUT I WOULD LIKE TO EXPLAIN MY THEORY. I HAVE SOME VERY GOOD FRIENDS AND KNOW SOME VERY NICE, SWEET AND SEXY PEOPLE HERE ON FUBAR. BUT I DO NOT BUY PEOPLE HAPPY HOURS VIP'S OR BLASTS WHEN ASKED. SO NEVER TAKE OFFENSE IF I DON'T TO ME IF I CHOOSE TO BUT SOMEONE SOMETHING IT WILL BE TO SURPRISE SOMEONE OR EXPRESS SOMETHING TO SOMEONE. BUT IF YOU COME OUT AND ASK ME I WON'T DO IT IT IS TAWDRY AND TAINTED THEN. THAT IS JUST MY FEELINGS. SO IT DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING THAT I DON'T DO THAT! I RECIEVED A BLAST FROM A FRIEND AND IT WAS A GREAT SURPRISED AND IT REALLY MEANT SOMETHING SPECIAL FOR ME. BUT IF I WOULD HAVE ASKED HER TO BUY IT IT WOULDN'T MEAN THE SAME. I HOPE WHOEVER READS THIS UNDERSTANDS!! DAN

Women
One Flaw In Women By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved clos

Ughh
Well for those of you who has actually taken the time to get to know me know that both of my parents are deceased. They both passed away in October. My dad died October 7th, 1995. A gun shot, self inflicted. He was bipolar, as well as me and one of my sons. He couldn't take it anymore. My mother had had a brain aneurysm a year prior and he was taking care of her, which wasn't easy. She was EVERYTHING to him and it literally killed him. He died of a broken heart. At first the only way I remembered the day was because his birthday is December 7th, so when the 7th came around.....I went down. Now I remember for other reasons. My mom was in great health except for what the aneurysm did. She was in a wheel chair, gained weight, had NO short term memory at all! But with the aid of the home I put her in, she was fine. Then cancer hit. The home did routine physical exams including chest x-rays. We found out on my birthday that she had cancer of the lung. So I went out and made arrangeme

Joke Of The Day
Dan got a frantic call from his blond girlfriend. "I've got a problem," she said. "What's the matter?" he asked. "Well, I bought this jigsaw puzzle, but it's too hard. None of the pieces fit together, and I can't find any edges." "What's the picture of?" "A big rooster." "All right, " Dan said. "I'll come over and take a look." The woman led Dan into her kitchen and showed him the puzzle on the table. "For Pete's sake Buffy, put the Corn Flakes back in the box!"

I Wish To Apologize
to all that have read my last blog and my comments to the two blogs posted by the Global Bombers. I wish to make a formal apologize for the things I have said and to any that wish to stay they are more than welcome with my blessings, I will continue to support all that the Global Bombers do and all that wish to stay. When I made this alliance with Corky I did not realize that I was gonna turn out to be such a bad person. Corky I am so SORRY and to the rest of the Global Bombers I am also sorry for what I have said.

The Bigg Sissy
One summer evening during a violent thunderstorm a mother was tucking her small boy into bed. She was about to turn off the light when he asked with a tremor in his voice, "Mommy, will you sleep with me tonight?" The mother smiled and gave him a reassuring hug. "I can't dear," she said. "I have to sleep in Daddy's room." A long silence was broken at last by his shaking little voice, "The big sissy."

Funny But True!!
Is your man in jail... I mean placed in confinement. Prisoner of the state. Convicted of a CRIME! Caged like a dog Told when to get up and when to go to bed. Well if your man is LOCKED down for 6 years what will he do for sex? I write this to make you think about it with all hood,thug badboy out here getting lock up out of state I mean for 6 YEARS your hands can only do so much. For 6 year will he be someone's bitch or will he be doing the pumping? Will he tell you he has been sucking man juice for weeks before he kisses you? What gang is going to Bang him this week? Why is he wearing lipstick and pumps ? While he's being "hard " out here. who's going to give him a hard one in there! When did being stupid become COOL ? Ps Bill cosby is right you know!!

Joes Vows To Me
I JOE DOG promise to stand with you in all things... I promise to always protect you against all who oppose either of us... I love you and will always treasure the family we have made...separate people we are yet one in the common thread that can not and will not be broken... We hold each others dreams and hearts in each others hands and i swear never to take this lightly...I never thought to meet A/another with the love and the strength that we would so compliment E/each O/other... I was blessed mightily by the god and goddess the day the god and goddess brought U/us together...

Redheads Are The Shizzle!
I found this on AOL, and found it quite interesting.... Now, who says blondes have MORE fun? The Latest in Love & Dating News: Women: One Hair Color Has the Most Sex Posted: 2007-09-26 14:22:19 Of all women, redheads have the most sex. Although he doesn't explain exactly how he came up with this dubious conclusion, sex researcher and professor Dr. Werner Habermehl of the Hamburg Medical Research Institute in Hamburg, Germany says he examined the sex lives of hundreds of German women and compared the findings to their hair color, specifically red, blonde and brunette. "The sex lives of women with red hair were clearly more active than those with other hair color, with more partners and having sex more often than the average," Habermehl told London's Daily Mail. "The research shows that the fiery redhead certainly lives up to her reputation." And if women dye their hair red? That means they're signaling men that they're looking for a sexual partner. "Even women in

My Sister Is A Bitch!!
My sister is a bitch, more so than I am! I just got back from my parents house. My mom and dad have been going through some tough times. My dad has been at his job for 30+ years, and the past 4 months (since PPG went under new ownership) he has been laid off for a week each month. Which takes like $1000 out of my mom and dad's pocket. My older sister owes my parents like $8000 and refuses to pay them back. I have recieved help from them, but I always pay my debts. My little sister is the same way... she's paid them back as well. Well, my mom's uplander got repo'd last night. I offered my vehicle since I don't have to go to work and if I need to, they can give me a ride and pick me up so they can use the vehicle (third shift) for work. Do you think that my older sister would lift a finger to help out?! FUCK NO... all she gives a shit about is the car my mom GAVE her. She doesn't call just to see how things are going, she doesn't visit to see them in person... she just avo

Children Hurting
From: MoonDate: Oct 4, 2007 1:21 AMMAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE END!!. Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't I eat?SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I love you! Why don't you love me back? Why is everything I do wrong?1,504,000 CHILDREN GET ABUSED BY THEIR GUARDIANS. IT'S NOT RIGHT. THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO SUFFER. IF YOU THINKCHILD ABUSE IS WRONG YOU CAN HELP BY RE-POSTING.*****YOU HAVE TO PRESS REPLY SO YOU CAN COPY CODE..

Wonderful System Or Not?
A FIREMAN came home from work one day and told his wife, "You know, we have a wonderful system at the fire station: BELL 1 rings and we all put on our jackets, BELL 2 rings and we all slide down the pole, BELL 3 rings and we're on the fire truck ready to go. "From now on when I say BELL 1 I want you to strip naked. When I say BELL 2 I want you to jump in bed. And when I say BELL 3 we are going to make love all night. The next night he came home from work and yelled "BELL 1!" The wife promptly took all her clothes off. When he yelled "BELL 2!", the wife jumped into bed. When he yelled "BELL 3!", they began making love. After a few minutes the wife yelled "BELL 4!" "What the hell is BELL 4?" asked the husband? ROLL OUT MORE HOSE," she replied " YOU'RE NOWHERE NEAR THE FIRE."

Poem - Frightful Day
Frightful Day We came here to find out more About this he has live with all his life Some days are good Some days are bad But one day it will all end. The pain, the tiredness, The worry, the fear. All these will end On that frightful day, So near, so far away. And on that day, I pray so far away Not only will his pain be gone But my love, my life will cease to be That day he goes away from me.

"real" Friends
OK SO I HAVE OVER 100 FU-FRIENDS ON HERE AND FANS AND BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH.... GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK!!!!! ANYWAYS I'VE NOTICED YA'LL WANNA BEFRIEND ME AND GET ME TO YER PAGE AND THEN WHAT? YA'LL DON'T FUCKING TALK... YA'LL DONT FUCKING RATE OR COMMENT OR ANYTHING.... WOW I FEEL LIKE A 2 BIT TIJUANA CRACK WHORE.... FUCKING SHOW SOME APPRECIATION OR YER GONE!!!! 24 HOUR NOTICE.... YA'LL DONT START RATING, TALKING OR COMMENTING YER FUCKING GONE!!!!! I'M NOT HERE TO HAVE A BIG OL' LIST OF "FRIENDS" THAT ARE BASICALLY NOTHING.... SO PUT OUT OR GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY REQUEST BOX!!!! THANK YOU AND HAVE A NICE DAY :)

Derek
For those who do not know my 11 yo son Derek has autism.... I had parent teacher conferences today. I was fully expecting for his teachers to tell me that he was having a difficult time this year because I decided to take him off his strattera to see how he'd do without it... Well much to my surprise he has all A's (even some 100%) except for the 1 B in reading. He is still reading at a 2nd grade level and he is in 5th grade so he has some things to catch up on there. Math is definately is strong point and she said he is actually above grade level on some things in that class. Whoo Hoo...happy mom today.

Lord,s Prayer>>
Our father who Art in heaven hollow be thy name , thy kingdom come thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven ,Give us our daily bread and forgive us our tresspasses as we forgive those who tresspass against us . lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil .for thine is the kingdom , Power, and the Glory Amen!!! Jesus ... Reign Forever Amen!!!

Just When You Think Everything Is Perfect....
I am beyond pissed today. Before I begin to explain why...I am NOT breaking up with the boyfriend as far as I know. I do NOT want to hear how you would do a better job if you were dating me. Sincere advice and comments are welcome. Just none of the desperate "if you were my woman I'd do this" type of shit. Not in the mood for it. Today was the last straw for my temper. Earlier this week Andy told me that his hunting plans were cancelled and that he is free on friday. he said we had to hang out. We planned on doing some drinking then hitting a haunted house or two. I was all excited for it. For those of you that don'tknow, I am in between jobs right now and when I am not out job hunting I am at home to prevent any wasting of gas and saving money. So, I spend a lot of time...at home alone becaue my roomie is never home and is always off with her boyfriend. Being home alone soo much is driving me to the edge of insanity. So, pretty much Friday was the day I have been craving all wee

Cheaters
CAN U GUYS HELP ME TELL ME Y MY MAN IS ALWAYS LIEIN 2 ME AN ALWAYS CHEATIN AM I UGLY 2 FAT DO I LOOK GAY WHAT IM A GOOD PERSON 2 HIM HE IS SPOILED GETS EVERY THING HE WANTS SO Y DO HE DO ME SO WRONG IM HAVIN HIS BABYS AN HE ACTS LIKE HE DONT CARE BUT IF I TRY 2 LEAVE HE WONT LET ME I NO HE LOVES ME SO Y DO HE ACT LIKE THIS 4 BESIDES LIEIN AN SHIT HE IS A REAL GOOD GUY AND AS U CAN C SEXY 2 SO WHAT IS UP WIT IT IM REALLY HAPPY UNLESS HE DOIN SOMETHING STUPID I WANT 2 MARRY THIS MAN BUT I DONT NO I DO LOVE HIM DEARLY SO HELP A SISTA OUT

Breast Cancer Foundation Donation
Hey Guys and Gals... My gf Faith has just started a limited edition auction on Ebay that is full of 35 sexy current dreamgirls, ex-dreamnet girls, and ex-webhoneys girls!! There are two blank pages at the end of the book for you to get the girls to autograph the book when you meet them at a Bash or Party. The bidding is started at a very low $10.00!! And all the proceeds are going to be donated to the Susan G. Komen Foundation, and a few of the girls are going to be walking in the Race For the Cure this year: DawnMarie, Serena, Paige, and a few more. http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll...m=320165707810 So please help spread the word, and let everyone know about this unique auction! And please consider bidding and helping us raise money! By the way, the pictures are super clear in the book, although on the auction they look blurry because Ebay posted small sized pics. But rest assured, they are high quality Kodak prints in the actual book!

Lets Get All The Kids And Ass Hole Off This Site
Over 2 years on this site I have seen to many kids and ass holes on this site this is a Adult site not for kids and for the ass holes that are claiming photos I've had before I came to this site quit claiming them as urs.I'm a full blooded biker who don't have to rip any ones photos that say don't rip.Get a life or get off this site

My Poor Heart
Running, running I cannot stop I'm running away from you High, high On a mountaintop I climb to try and reach you Push, push You push me down I'm afraid to climb again My heart, poor heart Crumbles at the sound Of your name through the wind Whisper, whisper I whisper your name Through the trees it is heard Running, running No more blame Give me wings like a bird Running, running To a place Where pain is never known Away, away I can't see your face Your eyes, through daggers are thrown My life, my life Is over now The days grow dark and grim Goodbye, goodbye Goodbye to you now My love and my friend.

Endless Love
If you listen to this song and truly search your soul. Let the song sway your emotions and when your soul locks on to the feelings that can't be explained...that will tell you how much I love you Desaree.

Any Woman To A Soldier
The day you march away let the sun shine, Let everything be blue and gold and fair, Triumph of trumpets calling through bright air, Flags slanting, flowers flaunting not a sign That the unbearable is now to bear, The day you march away. The day you march away this I have sworn, No matter what comes after, that shall be Hid secretly between my soul and me As women hide the unborn You shall see brows like banners, lips that frame Smiles, for the pride those lips have in your name. You shall see soldiers in my eyes that day That day, O soldier, when you march away. The day you march away cannot I guess? There will be ranks and ranks, all leading on To one white face, and then the white face gone, And nothing left but a gray emptiness Blurred moving masses, faceless, featureless The day you march away.

97% Of U Are Able To Understand This
Cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipomnartt!if you can raed tihs rpsoet it.

Getting A New Computer Soon...
As luck would have it in this chaotic world I'm just not finding it that much fun anymore. Jobs around central NY are drying up and soon enough everyone will be a computer repair specialists. Looks like I picked the wrong field to get into. Hopefully after (and if) I complete college I'll be moving out of NY. I'm thinking either Nevada or Canada. Living in a farming / retirement comunity is quit boring. Anyways, away from my tangent... My college laptops motherboard crapped out on me once again and finaly went out of warrenty so I'm thinking of buying a new laptop. One I can game on when I'm not connected. Currently I'm on a loaner from the college. It can barely handle Microsoft Visual Basic and One Note at the same time. *L* I'm wondering about any decent gaming laptops without integrated graphics in them. Any ideas? Let me know. Gots ta go. Keep it kinky all, J^3.

The Soldier
If I should die, think only this of me: That there's some corner of a foreign field That is forever New Zealand. There shall be In that rich earth a richer dust concealed; A dust whom New Zealand bore, shaped, made aware, Gave, once, her flowers to love, her ways to roam; A body of New Zealand's, breathing New Zealand air, Washed by the rivers, blest by suns of home. And think, this heart, all evil shed away, A pulse in the eternal mind, no less Gives somewhere back the thoughts by New Zealand given; Her sights and sounds; dreams happy as her day; And laughter, learnt of friends; and gentleness, In hearts at peace, under an New Zealand heaven.

A Soldier's Coming Home.
A Soldier returning, parents yearning. Packing away trouble, clearing past's rubble. The soldier prayed each day to take him home one day. Mother and Father prayed, having him home one day Calling him son, showing friends medals he won. A phone ringing home, a desperate tone "Mom, Dad, I'm coming home"! A son with a plea, affecting all three. "A friend I'd need to bring home with me." "Son, he is welcome" they replied, "We love you, like God who has guided you." The son gave a history to his plea. A land mine took his soul, rescuing me his toll. Now I'm his guardian as angels go." "We can help him find a loving home, finding his soul, will be our God given goal." "Must be with me that he must go, I carry his woe." "Son, can't let this be our sin, time will fade your friend away. He'll find a way, will say a prayer." The son hung up. Dead tone rung. Phone for day's never sung. Only though

Is Today Over With...?
WHEW~! I have been busy most of the day. I think I just used up all my 'umph' hanging pictures in the house. Jeff and I started our day by putting together a dining room table and 4 chairs I bought yesterday. I took a shower and we headed out to try the local Mexican restaurant her ein town. It has been raining here today off and on and at one point Jeff looked out the window and the dog pen had bent over from the water on the tarp....so out the door in the rain we go to dig small trenches so the water could drain out from under the tarp. We rigged the tarp up with a pvc pipe so the rain will not puddle on it....now the dogs are not standing in water and the rain is not falling directly on them. Dog houses are in the future~! (that take money..we are low on that these days~) Anyway, I had to come in and take another shower cause I went out with flip-flops on and the dogs were wet and jumping on me...Let's see what else I did today....I cleaned out a few more boxes, hung a mirror i

Ok, The Gloves Are Comin Off!!
I'm sick to death of wasting my time on all the wrong approaches anymore. I'm direct and that's too scary. I'm subtle and they go brain dead. I drop a hint or SEVEN and I'm still sitting here, waiting and waiting. All the lines of communication have been wide open. So it boils down to me. I won't count on a ghost. It must be WAY more than just a figment of my imagination. All my senses must be engaged. Don't be scared, I'm not. I'm a lot tougher than I look. I'm giving you a fighting chance. Take it. If not, well then, I'm done. And to the next chapters, I'm an open book. I got nothin to hide.

My Two Cents
I love this site! It's so amusing. Someone tell me what it's called when desperate people whore themselves for blasts or points? I haven't been on here that long, but I find it amazing how many people are begging for shit on this site? Why is that? Rate me! Fan me! Otherwise I won't add you! That's so damn lame...I really take pleasure in the chubby chicks and the old chicks showing their boobs to get points... Wanna take a look at my tits? You need to buy me a blast first...they should set up FUBAR strolls where these women can walk internet streets and peddle their wears...I know it will never change and women here will sell their ass for a few points or whatever...but i just wanted to give my two cents...oh yeah, I don't have any nudity in my pics, so could you please stop labeling them NSFW? That's weak!

I Wanted
I WANTED TO HAVE A HAPPY BIRTHDAY:) THANKS TO A FEW OF MY FRIENDS I DID:) WOULD HAVE LIKED TO HAVE A BLAST, BUT THAT DIDN'T HAPPEN:( I LOVE MY FRIENDS AND THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY BIRTHDAY SPECIAL... I LOVE YOU:)

Crappy Hour!
Shot at 2007-07-26 WTF, Must every A Hole on here load up on Tags and photos that are on Every tag site in the world! Why? Is it your mission to fuck up the file server? Clog Fubar up with repetitive crap that we have ALL FUCKING SEEN BEFORE! Lets ALL get a grip! I know I am griping but make what you upload count and make it original, PLEASE! Else I am NOT going to rate it! END OF RANT! Thank You, The Pondering Puppy!

Oh Papa
So here we go now 7 months later and YAY I still love you papa. I thought about you all day today. All the love and joy between us makes the whole of my life so very special. I miss you like crazy when you are not around. I miss your touch, your kisses, the smell of you, the way I feel when I am in your arms. I love you papa I love you I love you I love you. I LOVE YOU PAPA Forever & Always

M&m Comment Contest 10/6/07 - 10/19/07
Click the pic 2 Join the M&M Nation Lounge! Hello all my M&M peeps! Hope you will all participate in our 1st ever Comment Contest game! ~~~~~ RULEZ ~~~~~ 1. Below you will find the pic we will be using for this contest. Either right click – copy it to your computer – upload it to FUBAR OR go to LilMissLadyE’s pics – Rip it from her pics (it has its own folder.) PS – I suggest ripping the 1 from LilMissLadyE and copy what she has as the name of the pic and also copy that to yours. Will tell other how 2 play your comment game for you! 2. Put the Comment pic in it’s own folder, so it is easy for people to find, but have it be the ONLY pic in that folder. 3. You may put the pic in it’s own folder at anytime, but ONLY comments made 10-6-07 to 10pm 10-19-07 will be included in the contest. 4. The pic is a 1 word comment game, where people comment 1 word about U. They can comment as many times as they would like, but only 1 word per comment. 5. U can g

Come Rescue Me Love
Come Rescue Me Love For the road he is traveling is so very dark being alone.Not being able to scream out for help even if he did no one there to rescue him; so all he can do is hold in the pain and let it destory him from within,so as the tears stream down his face lady come rescue me. Poem By: Charles L. Nelson

New Book Review "the Dream Manager"
hello Everyone this is a great Book to read. It is not over 200 pages long. It talks About people and how to get them to stay with the company in the book. Which goes on to hiring a Financial manager to help people work out their money problems and find for one thing a house. There is even a chapter spot light where they talk about helping the families right down to the children in finding their dreams. So please check this book out. I think it is a very good book to have right next to the book "Who moved my cheese" As noted in another Blog. So what are you waiting for get started Dreaming, then find the work site that is shown and work to make them happen. Like I am doing right now. By telling everyone of this book. So please. Send this to your friends and tell everyone what you think of this book. Never STOP DREAMING. Or if you do you are in the wilderness of life just getting by. Dare To DREAM BIG then work to make them happen. Even if the Dream Happens A few years down the road

A Whisper
A warm breeze blows across my face. I settle in against the tree, Its rough texture digging into my back. The solidness of it reassuring. I hug myself tight, Imagining your arms around me, Aching for your heaviness on me. Wishing for your warm breath on my neck, My breasts, my thighs. Wanting your hands on me, Exploring and probing. Resting my head and closing my eyes Because not seeing you before me is too painful. From my lips, in a whisper come these words, I so miss you.

Family Pimpout
Here Are Some Of My Awesome Family Members I Would Like To Share With Everyone These people are awesome, all of them so go by, rate, fan, add, and luv them all :) ♥§tabMeTilICumm♥@ fubar sweetthing@ fubar }i{MisssButterfly}i{~~L.U.V. Club Accomodator~~ArchAngel Family ~~Underground Den of Desires~~@ fubar WIZARD@ fubar (R)Nympho wolf♥Kaydee aka Lil Princesses Husba

New Friendz And Fanz !
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL THE LUV,COMMENTS,RATES,GIFTS !!! CAN'T WAIT TO GET TO KNOW YA. I DIDN'T FORGET YA I HAVE BEEN WORKING CRAZY HOURS BUT THE LUV WILL BE RETURNED..NO WORRIES !! THANKS AGAIN -BOSSLADY-

Life
i am just glad to be out of that whole situation i was in since July, and by a weird ripple in life i am back where i started this journey almost two whole years ago when i went lookin for a room to rent,,,let's hear it for fate, right? It's so close to the end of all the waiting W/we have had to do since He first found me, i am doing the best i can, as i have always done, though with *alot* of help and talks from myMaster on my patience level thing,,,,,mmmmm when He first found me i was a kettle just bout near to bustin' out on P/people, and at times i *did* bust on S/some,,i think this last journey in my life with *one who's name i will not speak* has just topped my level thing off,,,wow in the old(first with Him) days i wouldn't have been able to not snap at her much less not snapped her damm head off for most if not all the crap she pulled on me whenever my cirlcle of life looped into hers

Jinkies
Well I weighed myself the other day. Turns out I've lost 40 pounds in less then two months. I now have jeans that look like shit on me but hey I'm happy about that. My family members are worried about me because of how fast I'm losing it but they shouldn't. I'm not trying to kill myself here I'm just trying to lose some weight. Anywho I am very happy about that. lol

Ending It Update
I don't have kids who love me. Two have decided that I have failed as a mother. All the reaffirmation I have received from all on how wonderful life is doesn't seem to be so rosy after all. The older 2 have feel I am not worth motherhood and should consider them no longer my kids. Although the 2 littler ones are not happy with their step-mother, their father is good and loves them a lot. I am at a loss as to what to do anymore. I don't want to go into why my daughter has declared me an unfit mother. I admit I have made mistakes. I have apologized but I cannot change what has already been done. I know I am not perfect. I cannot make the wrong go away. I cannot make any more amends than I have already done. SO why should I go on? Kids are disowning me. Guy I care about doesn't even face up to his responsibility by me. SO what should I do? Can't live life as it is any more, so why not end it? Tell me what really is worth it? Nothing is in my eyes.....

Thank You From Jeezy
TO EVERYONE THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR RATING HIM.. YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME.. SO MANY MANY THANKS TOO RJ FOR GIVING ME THE VIP. THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. Thanyou everyone for the help i won the rates portion of the 2 hour bombfest! i think this is 6 in a row. NOw i dont know if yall know this but i have yet to keepo a prize from this. This week i gave the VIP to BooBoo, all she does for us opn this site, shes more than deserving! Well see ya again next week and maybe someone will take my crown lol I know id liek a challange! (repost of original by 'RJeezy۞NeaNeasEverything۞C.W.O.F President۞Manager of StangsUnderground۞' on '2007-10-04 21:19:22')

My Family Is Messed Up!!!
In this family, if you want a baby of your own more then anything else you get told you can't have them... It's medically impossible. But If you don't want them... YOU HAVE ALL THAT YOU CAN!!! Then My sisters all share MEN!!! I swear!!! My sister Kim married my sister Roxannes ex boyfriend, Roxanne married Kims, My sister Kim slept with my sister Billie Jo's first husband after they were married... and her second a week before their wedding!!! THEN MY MOTHER!!! OMG!!! She wants all of our men!!! No matter how old they are!!! I swear, I am glad I am not deranged like that... oh wait, my husband is my neice's father... uuuummm...

New Baby Alert...
ON OCOTOBER THE FIRST MY GRANDDAUGHTER HARLEY DEANNA WAS BORN... SHE WEIGHED SIX POUNDS AND SIX OUNCES..SHE WAS EIGHTEEN INCHES LONG AND SO BEAUTIFUL...HER MAMA AND DADDY ARE SO PROUD AND SO AM I ....MAYBE I WILL HAVE A PICTURE SOON TO SHARE WITH YALL...SUGARMAMA

Krankheim
I have been doing nothing today but laying in bed, occasionally on my laptop in between getting sick and the dull body aches. I haven't been sick like this in years. And I'm so upset that I missed work, and I've only been working at this new job for maybe a month or a little more. I think its a 24 hour virus, or i really hope its not the flu. I want to go to work tomorrow, but maybe I shouldn't. I still feel week, and my stomach isn't any stronger than it was this morning. Well back to drinking more gatorade and eatting saltine crackers.. *sighs*

The Rain
I stood in the rain tonight Just standing there with my head down letting the rain fall on me trying hard to understand things Inside of me, i felt so conflicted dark and cold like tonight was As if the rain was falling inside of me I was angry and hurt Trying to figure out why everything hurt so deeply Why do i care for everyone when all they do is find some way to hurt me And knowing the pain is being alone Away from anyone who might care for you A fear that it will never get better That i will never feel loved Have you ever stood in the rain at night. Cold, shivering trying to mask your tears and yet letting the world see. It tears you apart, trying so damn hard But every day the rain just keeps falling

This Is Me!!!
Ha ha!!! Gotcha!!!!! This is a brief description of myself......I'm 5'5" inches tall, I have brown eyes, black hair past my shoulders. I have curves where they are suppose to be and...........I'm Africian-american. Don't know if that matters to anyone but I figure I'd let you know. Anyway, I just wanted to put that out there since I don't have pics of myself posted. I might sooner or later, I just hate taking them. I always seem to end up looking funny. I'm here to meet people and make a few friends, if that's even possible on the internet, lol. I don't want someone to talk dirty to me, just talk to me. I'm a nice person with a pretty good sense of humor but it's not a good thing to piss me off either. I do have a bad temper and can get kinda scary........heh heh. So, if you feel you want to be my friend, drop me a line or two or three or.......whatever. I welcome comments and no I'm not into getting points. Just want someone to talk to. Hope I get to make some new frie

Me
Silly chatter Grinning face Focused Eyes Busy mind Emotions high Overwhelmed Anticipation Dead silence Upside down grin Wet eyes Lost in thought Deep sigh Not surprised Constant Disappointment Never first Always last Thank you Misplaced Sacrifices Everything Giver of all Receiver Of little Exhausted Dry eyes Wet pillow Misplaced Dreams Lost Hopes Forgotten Desires Tired Nameless Me

"as I Sit Here!"
I sit here and watch her sleep She looks so peaceful I watch over her hoping for the best But I know that there will never be Any hope for her! Why is God taking her away Away from me Away from our long love life? Why is he taking my wife from me Why? I lost all hope Without the faith I can't cope For the fact that she is being Taken away from thee Oh God why are you doing this To me? What have I done to be punished? What is it that was so bad to Where you feel like I need to suffer? Oh god why are you doing this to thee? I sit and watch her sleep My eyes grows heavy Tears start to fall And just like that everything goes black! I awake only to find

Woohoo!!!!
Dirty South Crew Wedding!! Recondoc and Jada are getting Fu-married in the Dirty Addiction Lounge! On October 6th at 11pm...10pm Central. They would like all friends and family to come and join them!! CLICK THIS PICTURE TO TAKE YOU TO THE DIRTY ADDICTION LOUNGE!! COME JOIN THE WEDDING!!

Read
firstly, i couldnt find my cat all day, i got nervous like she jumped out the window, i live on the 11th floor. something told me to look outside my door, and she was sitting on the window sill outside my apt lol, someone even left food for her also i found one of my topless pics, so if anyone wants to see then buy me a blast, happy hour, or vip, hell even a ticker lol

In My Well!!!!!! Blog
I have been so busy with working on my computer, and dealing with other issues! So I will post what ever I posted on my other site onto here as well! I like to share all my work with people from across the globe and in hopes that with my writing, will change the way people think and hopefully make a major impact in their lives! My main focus is to keep the spirit alive!

Vomit.
Vomity vomity. Ive a bad habit[its been a couple weeks since the last time it happened i think, started sometime around june] of Over eating once a week[maybe twice sometimes], binging I guess would be the proper term. Then I sleep[or attempt some sort of sleep] for a couple hours, tonight it was 3-4 hours; only to wake up to hot flashes[or something similar], dripping with sweat, my stomach curdled, sometimes full of anxiety. For a while Id sit awake, stomach reeling and roaring, uncomfortable to all hell, until i felt like i was going to vomit, where id then get to the bathroom and do my thing. Now I just wake up, recognize the feeling, go into the bathroom, pee, get a hand towel to clean up with, sometimes a towel to sit on, sit on the floor and vomit on command. So here I sit, throat burning, still some vomit in my sinus's, sipping some water and trying to keep my prilosec down[since im sure the vomits not great for my heinal(sp?) hernia.] This cant be a very healt

People Like This Should Die
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Mollypops Date: Oct 3, 2007 9:37 AM -----------------PMTHIS IS HOW SICK IT REALLY IS !How would you like it to be whacked hard over the head as a "sport"!? Norway and Canada have a new kind of tourism. Killing baby seals. They call it a "sport".. You want to call this a sport ? Is he a sportsman? Why? You're our only hope !!! This barbarism shouldnt be possible in our society..Dont turn your back on us, we are defenselessWhat kind of sport is this? I didnt harm anyone. I was just swimming around.. ... You cant just ignore these images.. Keeping silent and doing nothing makes you guilty...Please help us Please dont leave us alone...STOP THE KILLING OF SEALS You can make a statement by reposting this to get as many people as you canto repost this. Bring these murderers to the attention of world leaders.Thank you!!!!hit reply to sender and copy it from there (if you dont the pictures wont show up when you post)

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Ya Gotta Read This!!
Dear Wife, During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you told me to hurry up a

Morph? Banner? .......
Hey All, just wanted to let ya know , if you're interested in havin a morph done or a banner for your lounge/page, let me know , all I ask is that you rate n comment before ripping ( of course showin more luv would be nice but it's not expected lol ) So, if you'd like to have a morph OR a page banner, let me know! THANX AND LUV TO ALL! ......... JADE

Recovering
Had my back procedure on Monday. It's hella sore... Just like having regular surgery! LOL .. Still trying to recover. Just wanting to let you all know that Im not avoiding any of you. I just log on to check my stuff. Limited to only 10 min up on my feet or in a sitting position. Im hella bored and wish I could stay on here longer but damn I cant! LOL I miss all of you and hope that I will be able to be on a little more longer in two weeks! Much Love and aloha to you all... Mel

We Got Rain............
I know this sounds nuts but few days ago I had asked for help from the Wicans and American Indian friends on here as we are in a very bad situation here from lack of rain. This is probly the dryest Ive seen this since Ive been here and its really lookin bad Welll guess what yesterday we got rain and a fair amount. looked good...... Not a drought breaker but non the less,its all good

Rain, Rain...........
The thunder crashes and we run for cover in the stairwell of the old brick building. He grabs my hand and pulls me closer, trying to get away from the cool, pelting rain. We stand together and watch the sky darken, wondering how we are going to make it to cover before the torrent starts. His thumb rubs my hard nipple through my wet shirt. I grin at him with an "are you thinking what I'm thinking?" glance and he grins back. Moving down into the stairwell, not visible from the passersby on the street level, we grope at each other, tearing clothing, biting flesh. His hands lift my skirt and grab my ass, pushing me against the cold, wet brick. I climb the other wall with my boots, bracing myself in a wishbone between the walls. He reaches down and pulls my panties to the side, the thin material barely in his way to begin with. Pulling him toward me I grind into him frantically before he releases his cock from his jeans and slides into me effortlessly. He holds my hair as he

Marines Prayer
The Marine's Prayer Almighty Father , whose command is over all and whose love never fails, make me aware of Thy presence and obedient to Thy will. Keep me true to my best self, guarding me against dishonesty in purpose and deed and helping me to live so that I can face my fellow Marines, my loved ones and Thee without shame or fear. Protect my family. Give me the will to do the work of a Marine and to accept my share of responsibilities with vigor and enthusiasm. Grant me the courage to be proficient in my daily performance. Keep me loyal and faithful to my superiors and to the duties my country and the Marine Corps have entrusted to me. Make me considerate of those committed to my leadership. Help me to wear my uniform with dignity, and let it remind me daily of the traditions which I must uphold. If I am inclined to doubt, steady my faith; if I am tempted, make me strong to resist; if I should miss the mark, give me courage to try again. Guide me with the light of truth and g

My First Pimout Ever :)
My first pimout ever! Its way passed due! So I'm bringing you some of my dearest friends I have met on here! Please Fan, Rate, Comment, buy them gifts or whatever you please! Just show them some well deserved love! You will see they are great So In No Particular Order... I bring to you all... my friends :) Ash.WeeE ~ One of the sweetest and most down to earth girls I know on this site! -->♥AsH.WєєE. ♥..C.W.O.F Charter Member..♥@ fubar Ben Dover ~ He is my dearest friend on here! I love him very much :) Ben DoveЯ®™@ fubar Angel Baby ~ She is the realeast girl on here! Hence the reason shes in the top! Beautiful, Sweet, and Awesome All Around! ★ANGEL~BABY★ ®™ (♡FU BAD B*TCH♡) ~C•W•O•F~ PLZ RATE MY PROFILE~TY@ fubar Loco ~ One of the hardest working guys for this site I know :) £ô©o™- Ťĥē Mòŕpĥ MÄŝŤêŕ@ fubar StewieGriffin ~ I love his page! Its one of a k

Bombing 10-06
I would like to remind everyone our first commitment is to TX MOM! This is the only "offical" contest we are involved in. The other two have came into play since we made the commitment to her and we will try to give them as much comment time as possible. We do not have enough comments and people to win, if we are spread out all over the place. Also since we have a lot of new members let me remind everyone also that if you are going be in a contest and you expect our help you must let us know prior to the start of the contest. Thank you Good Early Morning Wicked Storm Crew! ~~Keep Bombing TxMom! Overnight a few of us have been able to keep her close to the lead.... Below are her links: Tx Mom of 5 Another member Majically Delicious MILF is in a long term contest, I will provide a link to her pic but you will have to rate, fan, and add the host first, the link will give you an error but then send you to the host page if your not already a friend.

Cut Challenges Down To Size...just Get After It !!
Unlike most things, challenges almost always look bigger and more imposing from a distance than they do when you get close to them. Most of the challenges you're avoiding will not seem nearly so overwhelming when you choose to actually face them. The challenges that intimidate you require your assistance to do so. On their own, they're really not so tough, yet in your imagination they can grow to monstrous proportions. The way to cut those challenges down to size is to get busy working on them. Once you're immersed in the details you'll realize that they're not so bad after all. How many times have you desperately avoided something, only to discover later that there was really no reason to avoid it at all? Very often, the effort spent avoiding a difficult challenge is more demanding and burdensome than the challenge itself. What have you been avoiding because you just didn't want to deal with it? Imagine how great it will be to have that burden fall completely away. Go ahe

For All The Ladies And Guys Who Say They Just Want To Be Friends By Loradoman Two Lonely Hearts
AN OUTCAST NIGHT SITTING HERE AT 3AM LISTENING TO THE MUSIC OUR EYES LOCKING AGAIN CONTENT AND HAPPY ENJOYING THAT SMILE YOUR EYES MAKE AS YOU LAUGH LET'S SIT HERE FOR A WHILE. WONDERING IF YOU JUST SEE WHAT I JUST REALIZED HOW HAPPY WE COULD BE FOR SO LONG TWO LONELY HEARTS BONDING THROUGH LAUGHS WHY STOP AT THE START WE'RE ALREADY FRIENDS AND PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER WE COULD STAY ALONE BUT WE'LL NEVER FIND ANOTHER THAT CAN LAUGH, LIKE WE DO WILL YOU TAKE, THIS LEAP TOO? I LOOK IN YOUR EYES AND SEE THAT LITTLE SMILE NOTHING IS SIMPLE LETS STAY HERE FOR A WHILE I SLOWLY TAKE YOUR HAND AND LEAN IN FOR A KISS WONDER IN YOUR EYES A FEELING I WILL MISS AS SOFT AS A FEATHER MY FINGERS BRUSH YOUR NECK SHARING OUR FIRST KISS A FEELING I WON'T FORGET THE MUSIC IS STILL PLAYING BUT WE CANNOT HEAR ANYTHING BUT BEATING AS I'M PULLING YOU N

These Tears By Ashly92
I'll let the tears burn as they begin running down my face. Listen to my cries. You betrayed me for the last time. Yet I don't speak a word. In fear of losing you. Why should i fear that? Because I still love... I love the thought of who you used to be. There's no excuses for what you did. Drop to your knees. For I shall forgive. Look at your eyes my dear. Your fear has tooken over. Look at me, Now above you. Don't scream. For that shall bring the pain. Scratch your eyes out. Haha that won't do any good. You knew what was coming to you my dear. But who knew this is how it would end?

My World Has Been Broken
When the silent sounds are shattered and the broken room looms into view When the forgotten speak their words And the remembered fall into their tomb The capitals of the world are falling The people scream for more The capitals of the world are falling Until their silent screams are a lure When the tainted pictures crumble and the love tales have been forgotten When the arts of our craft had died and the thoughts of the future have dissembled. Where did our world go It disappeared today. Where did our world go When all the dreams have been thrown away Hate and Hope are one in the same Despair and Love are out to play Dreams and calamity have intertwined. Somehow I broke your heart, and you broke mine.

Misery
hit my face with all your force with cold and stinging mercury words kick me when im down and out stab me deep with blood stained swords push me down in broken glass of all your terrifying frozen pain torture me in filthy ways if you think that you will gain rape my soul just like you please enjoy, take all i have from me feed upon my cold remains celebrate your misery

Help Me Win!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Please go to my pics and open the 1 word comment contest folder and help me win this contest plz. All u have to do is comment me with one word that describes me and u can comment as much as u like.....I will return the luv to all who help me.....THANX

Real Friends
Are you tired of all those sissy-ass "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that really speaks to true friendship: 1. When you are sad - I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue - I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile - I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared - I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried - I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. 6. When you are confused - I will use little words. 7. When you are sick - Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall - I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath...I pledge it till the end. "Why?" you may ask? Because you are my friend.... =======================================

Foreplay
Foreplay I’m all alone, what shall I do? Feeling horny waiting for you. Squeezing my nipples, rubbing my thighs, My clitoris now double in size. Shall I do this on my own? Or wait for you to come on home. Can’t resist, I must just touch, A little stroke won’t hurt too much. So wet and warm, my fingers slide And find their way deep inside. Now I’m sure what to do, Stop right now and wait for you. I’ve teased myself so I want more, I hear you now at the door. Greeting you with a smile, I’ll fluff you, for a while. We snuggle up, I heave a sigh, My hand slide up your inner thigh. Your dick so hard in my grip, I touch my tongue to its tip, Opening up my mouth so wide, In and out I let it slide. Both whipped up to a peak, Our final pleasure, now to seek. Clothes thrown off, can’t wait no more, We do it here on the floor. Overwhelming rampant lust, Entering me, an expert thrust. Feeling your, throbbing girth, Takes me up away from earth. Pulsating p

Crappy Mood
Not in a good mood today.. but it will pass once my son gets here. If you know me you know he is everything to me, and I never miss anything he does. I go to every game, every concert, anything he asks me to go to. Not living close can make it tough at times, but I do it. I had the best dad ever, and I try to be like him. Thats why last night was cruel of my ex, and the reason for my mood today. She could have told me about the game on Tuesday, or any night that I call. But not being there left me mad at her, sad for my son that I missed it, and feeling guilty because I didn't make it. I am sure once I see him tonight my smile will be back, and he is here through monday night so that makes it even better. Nothing planned this weekend, its an off week for soccer so we will just play games and run around and have fun.

No, No , No
A man with a 25 inch long weenie goes to his doctor to complain that he is having a problem with this cumbersome instrument and has had more than one complaint. "Doctor," he asked, in total frustration, "is there anything you can do for me? The doctor replies, "Medically son, there is nothing I can do. But, I do know this witch who may be able to help you." So the doctor gives him directions to the witch. The man calls upon the witch and relays his story. "Witch, my weenie is 25 inches long and I need help. Can anything be done to help me? You are my only hope." The witch stares in amazement, scratches her head, and then replies, "I think I may be able to help you with your problem. Do this. Go deep into the forest. You will find a pond. In this pond, you will find a frog sitting on a log. This frog has magical powers. You must say to frog, will you marry me? When the frog says no, you will find five inches less to your problem." The man's face lit up and he d

Prayers Needed
DON'T KNOW IF ANYONE REMBERS BUT MY 6 YR OLD DAUGHTER HAD HEART SURGREY NOV 2006 AND SHE PULLED THROUGH THAT ONE BUT NOW THERE IS ANOTHER PROBLEM WITH HER HEART AND HAS TO HAVE ANOTHER SURGREY (SIGH)THIS IS VERY HARD FOR ME TO HANDLE BECUZ I GOT A SCARE THE LAST TIME AND THEY HAD TO REVIVE HER ON THE TABLE PLUS THIS TIME THE WILL HAVE TO GO THROUGH HER CHEST BONE AND WIRE HER BACK SHUT SO CAN EVERYONE PLEASE REPOST THIS AND KEEP THE PRAYERS GOING FOR HER PLEASE SHE NEEDS ALL SHE CAN GET........I WILL KEEP EVERONE POSTED OF DATES AND ALL WHEN THEY GIVE THEM TO ME BELOW IS A FEW PICS OF MY SWEETHEART....PLEASE KEEP PRAYING ......

Beyond The Skies...
1st written as a story in 1997. And it was a tad bit longer With Justin on life support systems in flight I sit beside the pilot at night as I am awestruck with the sight I feel so close to God, even in my entire plight. All I can see is a thick blanket of snow across a large empty vastness in the valley below with soft peaks from tree tops & bushes in tow snowcapped rolling hills couldn’t stay out of the show. Overhead was bright blue skies with streaks of white clouds just as if a fall afternoon was taking a bow as if I was in a desalinate land void, clothe in a shroud yet this land enveloped me with a quieting WOW!! While landing I asked myself, “Was that another universe up above?” because in it I felt calm, and full of love within the gentle sweetness of the Holy Dove all was safe and steadfast, as a ball in a glove. And since then I’ve come to realize the Lord’s in control of our lives even if we feel empty and deprived and our fears, we’ve p

Nice Work Members!
i RECIEVED THIS TODAY FROM MAMI!! "You are truly an angel, thank you so very much for all the rates! This club is truly amazing. I have been trying to get out of regular for 2 weeks and this club did it in 2 day. Luv it!!!!" TY MAMI ♥

I Miss You
I cherish every moment we have together even its only a few minutes. Words cannot express how I feel for you It feels like my world becomes bigger when you are around And, when you left, the world gets smaller I am back to the little room that I sat in, all my life. I wish upon the stars, that I can have you by my side now, I wish i can once again gaze into your eyes, to smile at your face, and embrace you tenderly, and whisper into you ears, I love you I tried to sleep, I couldnt sleep, all I can think about is you, carassing my long hair, kissing me with your gentle lips, pulling me close and whisper sweetness into my ears telling me without a doubt, your love for me will never change. I tried to work I couldnt work, all my mind is about you your gentle smile, warms my heart holding my hand,cross your heart telling me without a doubt, your heart is all mine. Its something about you, that makes my heart yearn for you, you steal my heart away,

Fed Up!!!!!
This one person i really think he is mad at me for no reason...i can't help what happen...you act like i am lying or something.....i'm tired, i have a hang over, and a black eye from my babymomma head butting me...I HAVE A HUGE HEADACHE!!!!i don't want to fight with anyone, i got into a huge fight wit my boyfriend last night....I am tired of fighting with him...This fight was so lame....Then after i leave to get away i am so drunk and almost past out at my girls house, he comes to drag me home...I am sorry i am not a child...i was drunk atleast i wasnt out driving around ya know...I was chillen on my girls couch.....Then something bad happen to my bestfriend...(don't wanna talk bout it)I'm tired of the bullshit, the drama, the fights....just flat out FED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hit Me Hard Vip's
Hey everyone its happy hour and I need your sweet loven on my page as much as you can give.. As most of you know I'm trying to break the Fubar record in being the fastest person to hit Godfather. This is not easy by any mean.. I'm working my butt off as hard as I can. I can't do this alone. I need piles and piles of people hittng my page every day with all they got to make this happen.. Thank you so much to the people who have help me this far.. My alert box works. I know who there and I'll do whatevers in my power to pay it back the best I can.. I'm maxing out on mumms each day and I'm loading tones of stash and pics.. So there is plenty to hit. Also I do have one bombing pic in my folders to bomb whenever you guys can.. It does help. ty ty ty

My Sexually Hidden Talent
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Staffs
STAFFORDSHIRE BULL TERRIERS have somewhat of a bad street rep because of dog fights and attacks on humans.Its not the dogs fault its the owners.They abuse their dogs something rotton .Then when or more like IF they get caught all they get is a poxy fine and banned from keeping animals for 2years.Which dont work they just carry on.But still the dogs get destroyed AS IF ITS THERE FAULT. I have a 10 month old bitch and she is as soft as shit and the most loyal lovable dog your ever likely to meet.Its all in the way u bring them up.... She has her own little page if anyone wants to have a little peek FEEL FREE http://staffy-storm.piczo.com Then you can make your own minds up about them. Leave your comments and views all are welcome THANKS FOR TAKING THE TIME TO HAVE A READ.... ...FINIGANXTC....

Essence
I am sitting under an old tree, looking up to lose myself in its crooked branches. My gaze wanders past .. to the clouds far above, calling for my attention. Suddenly, they move aside, and the sun blinds my view, I am sitting under an old tree, squinting, laughing.... My spirit filled with joy, as the breeze plays tag with a leaf. Twisting .. churning... way up high.. down low.. up.. up.. I am sitting under an old tree, holding a leaf, smiling. For a moment time seems to stop. An ancient calmness fills my soul. I understand. I believe.

If Love
If love was a ship It would sail on an ocean of tears Filled with joy and sails of fears If love was nothing but a word There would never be anyone crying No wars fought with no one dying If love was a flower It's fragrance would be sweet desire With petals of soft crimson fire If love was a savior It would conquer all and deliver grace To every member of the human race If love was merely a kiss It would be filled with pasion And always stay in fashion If love was a hug Nothing would feel more secure Or as clean so white so pure If love was a blanket That I could curl up in And smile from within If love was a dream so perfect and not fake Leave me be, I would never want to wake

Few More Hours!
I know I'm so lame blogging yet again about Ryan, but this kid is quite literally the shit. He can make you laugh like nobody's business and i love his dumb dorky ass laugh. :D besides, it's been a few months since I've seen him. Mama's gonna get her party on tonight! Oh and Ruby's coming down for tomorrow's show! w00t! YAY 4 RYAN!

What Is Life?
What’s the secret of life, the one aspect of life people hold on to making life livable? Different people all around the World have different answers however I believe most, if not all, of their answers are alike upon boiling them down to a basic sauce. Being happy, pleasing themself first before they can assist, help, or please others. People please themselves in as many different ways as stars in the Universe. Naturally there are good and bad methods of pleasing. What one person thinks is good, others might think it perverse. It’s what makes life so complex. A simple credo of life becomes complex because humans are simply human with emotions, judgments and thoughts which can create friendship and love or discord and hate . “I’m ok, you’re ok” is simple and basic yet very difficult to attain. Once people achieve it it’s even more difficult to maintain. Happy people, I believe, cause less crimes and wars. Custer didn’t charge into battle at Little Bighorn because he

For Jessa
this is about someone we all know and or love. you might remeber her by this pic J£§§Å@ fubar or this pic J£§§Å@ fubar but i rember her the most from this one J£§§Å@ fubar Some of us love Her some of us Hate her.. but she wont be around for awhile I have told some of her close friends why but for those that dont know Jessa wont be around for the next month but im sure she will tell those who need to know when she returns but i just thought i would spread the word that she wont be around for awhile, and this is the only way i can show her my love. while she is gone spread it on so all of her friends know. thanks ~Bane

You Bring Out The Best In Me
You bring out the best in me like no one else can do I feel right by your side you make me feel wonderful my eyes sparkle when you are with me You bring our the best in me like no one else can do like the little kids in the playground laughter fills up every minute of my life my cheeks warmed by your touch You bring out the best in me like no one else can do Holding my hands you make me smile like no one else have done before You walked into my life You make sense into my crazy life The way you make me smile you make my breathing easy with you by my side lying next to me

Nothing Gold Can Stay
Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour. Then leaf subsides to leaf. So Eden sank to grief, So dawn goes down to day. Nothing gold can stay. - Robert Frost

At Peace
I sit on the bench, Looking down, People pass me, With disapproving looks, But I ignore them, As the wind blows, It leaves through my journal, I push the pages down firmly, Letting my hand draw across the paper, Creating pictures, With words, The come to life, And dance around me, With the wind, Creating sounds, scents, and Movements With a few words I smile, As the words whisper to me, The story they would like me, To tell with them, I feel at peace, For once,in My life

Why Do You Do What You Do?
Why do you do what you do? I get this question all the time. Almost every day. There shortly after I get the question,"What's the worst thing you've seen?". This two part question kinda bothers me sometimes. I do what I do cause it has to be done and someone has to do it. It's not about being a hero or anything like that. It's not about glory either. Its doing a job that needs to be done and doing it well. Would someone else do it if I didn't? Yes, probably so, but I haven't found anything else that pays back so much more than you put in. The friendships are like no other. It's like another family that is always there for you and willing to help you no matter what. I could go on and on about this, but I'm going to end it at that. The second part to the question, what's the worst thing I've seen? I really find this question to be really rude. Yeah, in my eleven years on the Dept. I've seen some shit. The fact that some people find it "cool" that I've seen this s

A True Friend
FRIENDS" TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT AND DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE" THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH. THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE, AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT HER FRIEND SAVED HER. AFTER SHE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, SHE WROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE" THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HER BEST FRIEND ASKED HER "AFTER I HURT YOU,YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW,YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT!! LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND AND TO CARVE

Time For Friends
They say... It takes a minute, to find a special person. An hour, to appreciate them. A day, to love them. But, An entire life, to forget them. Take the time to live! Do not value the THINGS you have in your life. But value WHO you have in your life!

Halloween Better Than Sex???
Top 10 reasons Halloween is better than sex... 10) You are guaranteed to get at least a little something in the sack. 9) If you get tired, you can wait 10 minutes and go at it again. 8) The uglier you look, the easier it is to get some. 7) You don't have to compliment the person who gives you some. 6) It's O.K. when the person you're with fantasizes you're someone else, because you are. 5) Forty years from now you'll still enjoy candy. 4) If you don't like what you get, you can always go next door. 3) It doesn't matter if the kids hear you moaning and groaning. 2) Less guilt the morning after. And the #1 reason... 1) YOU CAN DO THE WHOLE NEIGHBORHOOD!!!!!!

Truth Or Lies
Is there a woman who can be 100% truthfull??? Is there a woman who can tell you how she feels? Is there a woman who wants a man to allways be there? Is there a woman who wants a guy thats does everything right? Is there a woman who wants that guy to devote all of his time and energy into making her the happiest woman in the world? Let me save you fuckers some time... The answer is D. None of the above. That is what every woman thinks she wants until she gets it, then when she has it there is no pity factor. Pity Factor - A term used broadly to describe what a woman wants. i.e. If at the end of the she doesnt have a reason to bitch at you, she can't call her friends and say well my man did this and then he did that can you believe that? Reality- Women don't want Mr. Perfect its to routine and pleasant. I might as well become a pill pushing druggie come home drunk beat the shit out of her... Then her friends cant even beg her to leave...... /sigh women.....

The Cat Came Back
DISCLAIMER: THE FOLLOWING BLOG IS JUST PLAIN WRONG. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. I found Bella as I was cutting the grass this morning. Bella was our family cat, up until she died a couple months ago and I buried her in the backyard. At first I thought she was a dead bird, but then I discovered that what I took for feathers was actually fur, and what I thought was the breast of a buzzard was actually a half-decayed cat head. I stopped cutting the grass and found two large sticks to use to pick up Bella's remains. I tried to throw the rotting half-a-cat past the line of trees in my backyard (the other side is a large, unoccupied field). Instead, one of Bella's forelegs caught a branch and wrapped around it, and the monstrous dead thing dangled like a hanging doll. I used a shovel to break the branch so the thing wouldn't just be hanging there. Eventually it fell over to the other side, but each time I hit the branch to try and break it, the nauseating stench of dead cat crept int

The Jena 6
" The Case of the Jena 6 Last fall, when two Black high school students sat under the "white" tree on their campus, white students responded by hanging nooses from the tree. When Black students protested the light punishment for the students who hung the nooses, District Attorney Reed Walters came to the school and told the students he could "take [their] lives away with a stroke of [his] pen." Racial tension continued to mount in Jena, and the District Attorney did nothing in response to several egregious cases of violence and threats against black students. But when a white student--who had been a vocal supporter of the students who hung the nooses--taunted a black student, allegedly called several black students "nigger", and was beaten up by black students, six black students were charged with second-degree attempted murder. Last month, the first young man to be tried, Mychal Bell, was convicted. He faces up to 22 years in prison for a school fight." Seriously these children do

Do You Feel That ?
Do you feel that ? That feeling of no return. It is a thousand kisses at once , the purity of the first and the heartbreak of the last. When you look at me with love in your eyes I cannot speak, my heart is in my throat. It beats so loud I can hear nothing of the world around me. When you hold me close to you I feel your arms sheltering me from the world. From the moment I looked into your eyes, I knew. I knew that you would be in my heart forever. The tears are gathering in my eyes . All of the hurt of the past whisked away with just your words. I remember our days together , they fill my head. They consume me when you are so far away. You know all of my secrets without ever asking . You make me feel like I can be whole again The most talented poet could never find the words to describe you. There are no words for what you have done for my soul. You make me feel as though I have pleased the Gods, they are thanking me every

Hope Story
Hope Ethan Eric A gentleman name Blaze was wheelchair bound, always talked on line with his friend Hope, they always talked about life and their dreams together. they boothed lived on opposite ends of the states Blazed lived in Maine and Hope lived in California They always seen each other on web cam and they knew what each other looked like. One night Hope asked Blaze what your is your biggest dream, Hope giggle with a flirty smile He typed back “The biggest dream is to walk and dance with you”. Hope looked in amazement, and was stun. She felt honor that a gentleman like Blaze had high hopes want to dance with her. She wrote back and said “ It would be a honor from a friend like you” Rest of the night they chat about how their day went their ups and down. Feb 14th came and Blaze sat there waiting for Hope to come the computer to chat on line, on a special

Moods And Attitude
I am warning my friends and fans and anyone reading my blogs or site that I am in a very bad place emotionally right now. Please take what I say at this time with a little patience. Due to physical problems and life sucking in general I am very depressed. I will work through it but at my own pace. I do not want to take medication to falsely elevate my mood. That will not change the reason for the moods nor will it help me work through them. I know what is happening and I just have to figure out where my life is going after this. I have a lot of very very hard decisions to make. And I am the only on that can make them. I may not be on site much or just on to check out what is happening. Thanks

Adblock And Fubar
I used to be able to use Adblockplus on Seamonkey (Mozilla, sort of) and on Firefox to destroy embedded objects that were dangerous to my browser's health *g* I am having more trouble doing that now. Either the latest version of Adblockplus works differently, or I'm forgetting something important that I installed in the filter set last time, or there's a virus of sorts- or a virus fullstopthat'sallfolks- that's landed, or... eh. Here, if I find the address of the embedding (the page it's on, not the exact address) I can add the address to the filters and stop such embeddings from appearing in future by treating them as advertisements. However, in the past, Adblock - while not blocking them - would count them as _blockable_ and if I hit command-shift-F (apple-shift-F) would block all blockable "objects". I found this very useful. No longer, apparently- and that is the main point I'm digressing around, by the way. (I wonder if it's a new version of Adblock that's doing this, or som

Come Take My Pain
Come Take My Pain Deeper and deeper I feel myself falling to no end. My heart and mind are so confused to where I just don't know anymore; on what to do cause all my decisions that I have made for myself have been wrong, I see that my heart and mind are suffering for these bad choices I've made as I cry. Poem By: Charles La Mark Nelson

Change
MORE CHANGE IT'S MORE COMMON THAN MONOTONY LIFE IS AT A CROSSROADS HOW WILL I PROCEED? HAVE BEEN STAGNANT IN THIS STATE FOR TOO LONG THOUGHT IS NO LONGER USEFULL ONLY ACTION WILL HELP NOW SO LITTLE SELF MOTIVATION WHY?!?! IT IS ALL FOR ME! I SEEM TO JUST PLAINLY EXIST BREATHE EAT SLEEP WITH OCCASSIONAL ENOUNTERS WITH THE OUTSIDE WORLD MEN ARE ALWAYS A LET DOWN STILL TOO NAIVE AND TRUSTING HAVE TO REMEMBER I AM WORTH IT ALL JUST NEED TO GET OFF MY ASS AND GET IT! (this was written about five years ago, after my divorce)

To-wit In And Damned
the good news is,i wont be here long,the bad news is,your you.i am through with this,this nothing left to give crowd,i could be up or down with the seen em smile town.im alive and well in fernandina,in case you wanna meet me.and i need to beat up another person,or worse,juliet mpprehouse,the loud mouth french woman who is in here illegally.

A Small Remembrance
It is this time of year that i miss my dad and that is because this is when he died, in the early autumn, either many years ago or yesterday, depending how you look at it. My dad was an unusual person and i liked him. I know you are supposed to love and honor your parents but there's nothing in the rules that says you have to actually like them. I liked my dad. By the time i was born, he was a middle-aged man so i didn't get to know him a very long time. I remember that he always wrote with a fountain pen and he drove certain cars, like ford pickup trucks and model A's and volkswagen bugs because he liked to drive them. He bought other cars, like ford mustangs and thunderbirds and weird shit like mercury comets because they entertained him. He did not believe in the mercedes benz. It was my dad who used to say: “if people understood how little i care about money, how much it does not impress me, they would not waste my time talking about it to me.” my dad married my mom be

Mm Newbzzz Gotta Know
Alltough my mailbox on fubar is open to everyone don't send me mail asking to view my private pics. like according to the rules and most asked questions. Why am I unable to view NSFW photo galleries? Level 0 (Freshmeat) are not allowed to view NFSW photos until they have reached level 1. Level 1 and up must be added as a friend or family!! to view NSFW galleries. also if you have became a freind and you have passed the level 1 status and you're still unable to see those pics then go to your homepage and click on "my" and select "profile" then all the way down below on the right side you'll see this just make sure you have selected "yes" and the nsfw lock on you will be taken off. also don't think this will count for my new album that clearly states it will open as soon as i got my happy hour up and running. and that will be running as soon as i'm un-banned on fubar ok?

Wrote This While My Dad Was Still Alive
LATE NIGHT SICK DAD STILL HAPPY WANT TO HAVE FUN ENJOY NOW! EMBRACE THE MOMENT APPRECIATE FRIENDS NO LONGING ALLOWED NOTHING BETTER THAN NOW THINK ONLY HOPEFULL THOUGHTS PEACE LOVE WHO CALLED? WHO CARES? DOESN'T MATTER MY LIFE GOES ON NO WAITING FOR CALLS NO EXPECTATIONS CAN ONLY REVOLVE AROUND MYSELF AND FAMILY NO ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIP NEEDED I WILL HAPPEN QUIT LOOKING ALWAYS HAPPENS WHEN YOUR NOT LOOKING WHAT IF I MISS IT BECAUSE MY EYES WEREN'T OPEN NO BUTTS!!!! JUST LIVE WITH PEACE AND JOY PEACE AND JOY WILL COME BACK

Death
Death is a word we all have to fear No-one knows until it is near Because if I die before I awake I pray the Lord my soul to take Death is the end for what we know But I don’t believe that this is so I will be here for time on end A feeling I have my old friends do send Death is for certain there is no doubt Where will we go and what’s it about Will I be here to see my mistakes Or was my life good and I have what it takes Death is not permanent for what you believe Not understandable for most to conceive I think we’ll live on and come back here and there Scary stories we all have to share Death is ok I have once been told This I’ll believe and will help me grow old For it’s not what you fear or trouble to come It’s how you live and the good you’ve done Thomas Vern Ellison Jr. 08/28/07

Celebrities Fight Club
I sometimes ponder the meaning of life. My mission, goal or purpose. With all the propaganda and lies in the media, political arena and schools makes me wonder about what really is important in life. Should I watch TV for anything other than the weather. I like to know if it is going to rain. With the tabloid dribble making headlines is it making us stupid? How can people actually care about so called celebrities? They all make me sick. Not to mention take the focus off of major issues that are plagueing our country. Soon we will have to take control and decide what is right, decent and pure. Stop living in the fairy tale that things are going to be ok without a drastic change in the mindset of America.

Have A Good Weekend Hugss
Ok guys, this truly is freaky, the Phone literally rang as soon as I read The last word of this email!!!!! I am taking the bait - What do I have to lose right? Hope it works! Supposedly The Phone Will Ring Right After You Do This. Just read the little stories and Think of a wish as you scroll all The way to the bottom. There is A message there - then make your Wish. No attachment on this one. ! Stories I'm 13 years old, and I wished That my dad would come home from The army, because he'd been having Problems with his heart and right Leg It was 2:53 p .m.. When I made My wish. At 3: 07 PM. (14 minutes Later), the doorbell rang, and There my Dad was, luggage and all!! I'm Katie and I'm 20 and I'v

This Is Everyones Favorite
NEED SPIRITUAL HEALING IN NATURE NEED THE SOFT NIGHT BREEZE SOUND OF THE INSECTS STARS SO BRIGHT TO WALK BY MOONLIGHT NEED SUNSHINE HOT ON MY SKIN BRISK BREEZE ON MY FACE THE BEAUTY OF NATURE BASKED IN THE GLORY OF THE SUNS RAYS COLORS SO VIBRANT SKY SO BIG LONG TO SEE THE BIRDS FLY THE BUTTERFLIES FLUTTER THE LEAVES RUSTLE IN THE BREEZE THE COOLNESS OF THE SHADE OF A BEAUTIFUL TREE THE FLOW OF THE RIVER EACH ROCK INDIVIDUALIZED BY THE WATER THE FISH SO SERENE THE ALGAE ITS OWN MYSTICAL LIFE THE HYPNOTIC CRASHING OF THE WAVES THE BEAUTY IN THE SWIRLS OF WATER UNTOLD WONDEROUS LIFE BENEATH THE WATER NO MECHANICAL SOUNDS ALLOWED ONLY THE VOICE OF MOTHER NATURE LISTEN AND YOU WILL LEARN THERE IS PEACE IN NATURE

Does Anyone Know If...
... there's anywhere on here you can offer suggestions for possible site feature enhancements...? Would people find it useful if there was a way to let profile visitors know which folders you've posted new photos in, by having the system flag the relevant folder in the folder list...? Just a thought, although I don't doubt someone else will forward it to the relevant people... LOL

Brazilian Body Wax Aka Torture!
Brazilian Body WaxThe other day while I was shopping for razor blades and shave gel I saw a box of BRAZILIAN WAX. Hhhmm , I was totally disgusted with the price of razor blades $9 for 4 lousy blades ! so I started to read the box and got excited when I read lasts up to six weeks! Oh hot damn! No shaving every single damn day! Fuck yeah this shit is so mine!! So I bought myself this miracle box and took it home all stoked about checking this out. I gotta tell you here really quick ....I am one hairy bitch! Thanks to my Lebanese ultra hairy Dad, if I don't shave everyday I could practically braid the stuff (one time before I balded my chonch I actually cornrowed the stuff as a joke but thats another story) K so I exaggerated just a little bit but it does grow fast. Now back to the story. When I got home it said to make sure hair is 1/4 inch long. So I suffered thru 2 itchy days of letting it grow. The day I did it I opened the box and found out that some asshole had taken out the oil tha

Next Life
MY NEXT LIFE I want to live my next life backwards : You start out dead and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in a nursing home feeling better every day. Then you get kicked out for being too healthy. You enjoy your retirement and collect your pension. Then when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're too young to work. You get ready for High School : drink alcohol, party, and you're generally promiscuous. Then you go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, and you have no responsibilities. Then you become a baby, and then... You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in Spa-like conditions - central heating, room service on tap, and then... To top it all off…. You finish with an orgasm!!!!!!

Take My Hand .
closing me eyes thinking ahead for once my thoughts arent that of dread its cold outside but i feel no frost my biggest gain is your biggest loss the walk i walk almost always alone you by my side i sure have grown lessons learned in such a short time things happening now without reason or rhyme the clouds are gone confused no more anxious to grow and explore your hand in mine we walk the walk that one special look no need to talk one sweet kiss i m giving to yu to give yu knowlege my love is true some tell me that love doesnt truly exist but they dont have you and dont know what they missed DONE BY CHRISTINE .

What Its Like To Have Depression
When living your life In an adament vice Coaxed with a dark depression Its nothing short of a hard cold shot Of all the cyanide in a false confession The blood drips like creepy fingers That freeze as they tickle down your spine Suicide from a distance, lingers And you crack a smile to fake its all fine Torn from all, including yourself You dream of your grave You flirt with thoughts of hell When living your life Like the blade of a knife Thats instilled in ones own flesh You can feel the teeth As they sink into your neck Your eyes start to bulge As you surely begin to tear Your just the meat Wrapped up in your fear You cant run, but you can scream All of your hope burst out at the seams So lifes a bitch and then we die Misery and agony are our only friends in life Its a fusion of fire and rage As were trapped in this cage I tried to scream and find my way out But the only heaven you can find is hell Blood drips and pouring rain Sounds of music, sounds o

Hey Alll!
THE REASON I HAVENT BEEN ON IN THE LAST WEEK...IS THAT I HAVE HAD SOME LIFE ALTERING CHANGES GOING ON AND MY COMPUTER TOOK A SHIT AND HENCE NO OTHER COMPUTER RIGHT NOW....SO AS SOON AS I CAN I WILL BE BACK TO TALK TO YOU ALL..I MISS YOU GUYS AND MUCH LOVE!

Re: Cop Pepper Sprays, Punches, Nearly Breaks Girl's Arm
RE: Cop Pepper Sprays, Punches, Nearly Breaks Girl's Arm ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Alex Jones Date: 05 Oct 2007, 21:11 Cop Pepper Sprays, Punches, Nearly Breaks Girl's Arm During Curfew Arrest Another shocking example of police brutality has been caught on camera showing a cop nearly breaking a girl's arm, punching her and then pepper spraying her in the face as she cries after being arrested for violating a city curfew. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/october2007/051007_curfew_arrest.htm

Right Over A Cliff
A few years ago, the summer of '03, I was chatting with one of my friends from the cooking days in Iowa City. He has his own restaraunt in downtown Chi-town, Alinea or Alicea, I think. And I was telling him at the time how a place I always wanted to collect rocks from was flooding so it seems I would never have the chance. See, it's an old asbestos quarry and the company couldn't compete with Eastern European mines anymore. So it was just filling up gradually with water. Soon all those beautiful garnets would be lost. But my friend then told me he knew where to find them and could get us there. We were off on another silly, grat adventure. My friend and I used to do some rock climbing in Colorada and Wyoming as a tension reliever in the '90s. You know, the relaxing, if the foot slips and you're not rigged right...oops, type of relaxing. Especially when I don't care for heights. But off we went, I was on vacation, he took a few days off, loaded up the jeep with camping equipmen

Omfg!!!!they Are Dating !!!!
THESE LADIES ARE THE MOST ANNOYING GIRLS ON FUBAR THEY GO TO YOUR PAGE AND RATE THE SH*T OUT OF YOUR PIX AND STASH TO HELP YOU GET SOME POINTS AND LEVEL UP. THIS TIME THEY NEED OUR HELP LEVELING THEM UP,AND I KNOW WE ALL NEED THAT SOMETIMES AND SURE THEY WILL HELP US ALL...CAN YOU PLEASE HELP. GO RATE,FAN,ADD AND SPANK THE HELL OUT OF THEIR PAGES CAUSE THEY NEED IT SO BAD ALSO RATEE THEIR PIX AND STASH AND TELL THEM WildCat SENT YOU.. SMOOCHES TO ALL OF YOU!!! ~§ugähhh~ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ..... CLUB F.A.R~@ fubar RedheadedCherry ♥ Club F.A.R ♥ Rate & Fan Me *B4* Friends Add@ fubar THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND HUGS AND KISSES ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞

Coming Out Of The Rain
Coming Out Of The Rain Walking around lost and lonely with nowhere to go in the rain. Tears flowing like a river only to blend in with the rain, a heart that missing and needing the love that was once there in our life, then a hand reaches out a voice say's let me love you and take you out of the rain. Charles L Nelson Copyright ©2007 Charles LaMark Nelson

Soul Reflection
I look in the mirror, What do I see? It my own souls reflection, Staring back at me. It is not a soul full of vantity. It is not a soul full, Of hunger nor greed. My souls reflection is full of love. I ask it why we receive so much pain. I look at the reflection and say, Hold tight my dear friend. A soul of love will get hurt time and again. Because a soul of love is unconditional. A soul of love always lets them in. It is the risk that you take. I know that it is great. To love is better, Than not to know it at all. The reflection of soul, Will lead you there. It will tell you of how much you care. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved.

To All Friends And Family
YOU KNOW I Have Never Been Lost For Words , The Only One That Has More Than Once Is My Love Of My Life Has Been My Kage , So , From Me Cherie Aka Witchesbrew , Ty's , Still , Tho Keep Mom Helen , kages Mom In Your Prayers . Love All Of You's So Much . Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Please Besafe & Becareful Bleesed Be

Where Pleasure Meets Hell Walk Into Dj Forsaken Darkness And Be Purified
DJ Forsaken Come and Enjoy My Pain Where Pleasure meets Hell Silk & Satin Radio Walk with me into my Darkness!! You will never be the same again! Love Me Or Hate Me!! You follow me into the night!! SILK & SATIN RADIO IS HERE NOW AND JOIN OUR LOUNGE JUST CLICK A PIC TO JOIN!!!

Mistakes In Our Way
Mistakes In Our Way We sit here and past Judgement on one another and fight with one another everyday. It's not just one race fightning eachother it's the battle of all races that really get to me,we beat and kill one another and we see it on the news and in the newspaper on the streets it gets even worse as times goes on, so I ask the Lord when when our we going to learn in the mistakes in our ways or is it to late. Charles LaMark Nelson Copyright ©2007 Charles LaMark Nelson

Mama I've Tried
Mama I've Tried Mama I just don't know anymore you see the tears in your baby eyes. My heart bleeds from pain that is all around me mama and I just don't know;I've showed how much I've changed mama heart,body and soul in my life,mama I've tried and tried to prove I'm not the man I onces was but it seems you only believe me mama. Charles Optional Nelson Copyright ©2007 Charles Optional Nelson

The Plot Thickens!
Okay! Ol' Maebeuelah didn't take my money. Her granddaughter did. It's okay, though. I relayed the information I gleaned by utilizing my super investigative powers to one of my officers. He decided to take it up as a personal mission to get her, as she already had a warrant out for her arrest. She's currently enjoying the hospitality of our jail. Moving on. My doctor's appointment didn't go so swell. He decided to stab me and steal my blood so he could check it. The good news is that I'm not diabetic, I don't suffer from hypertension/high blood pressure, and my cholesterol is good. The bad news? Well, my thyroid gland isn't functioning properly and if we don't fix it now, bad things will happen. I will gain massive amounts of weight. I'll become even more forgetful. I will battle depression. My skin will dry out. My hair will become brittle and dry. There's quite a bit more, but I don't really feel like dwelling on all the icky stuff that could happen. Being tha

A Lovers Kiss
Softly outside a sparrow sings a song for one, but everyone hears. Inside a room of exhilaration two lie, gently entwined at the legs, staring endlessly and creating one. Fingertips wander to adventurous places never before felt like this. The sweet smell of grass rides on the tip of a slight breeze barging its way through the open window above them. The leaves ride on the same breeze and mix with the sparrow’s song creating melody – heard always, appreciated rarely. Sunlight dances across two lover’s skin and the rhythmic rise and fall of the chest become one, one with each other, one with everything. All is still in the room, including them, but if one were to walk in they’d be hit with an energy floating in the air like before a tornado. Passion pours out like light through the heavens; the need for words is gone. With an eternally lasting kiss, two lovers share some time....

Another Challenge For Youngest Captain
Another challenge for youngest captain / Associated Press Posted: 21 hours ago Sidney Crosby has no time to be nervous, overwhelmed or awed by anything on a hockey rink. His name was known across North America years before he finally became the first pick in the lockout-delayed 2005 NHL draft. Facing comparisons to Wayne Gretzky and other greats didn't rattle him. He met all the pressure and expectations with a shrug of the shoulders, letting his exquisite ability bolster the arguments. Just two months after turning 20, Crosby is set to take on another challenge. When he hits the ice with the rest of his Pittsburgh Penguins teammates Friday at Carolina, the reigning NHL MVP and scoring champion will do so after becoming the youngest captain in league history. "I don't really think about it to be honest," Crosby said of the hype that has surrounded him for years. "I think I'm always looking ahead, worrying about the present, but also looking ahead and trying to be better."

Some Times You Just Never Realize... Read On...
there times when you think life is against you... whether it be for an hour or for years... people say choose what you want... make your future, for years even as children we hear this... what do you want to be.... and no one says... we want to be a victim... we want to be divorced, we want to die young, and so forth. truth is.. NO ONE can choose our destinys... not even us... we go through life just making it the best we can, slacking at times, making choices we sometimes are not proud of.... and when we think when we know what we want.... we come into a fork in the road. and we are stuck with the hard decision.... which way to go from here?... and it isn't easy, we way the pros and the cons and we just sometimes want someone to tell us whick way to go. but they can't. because when it comes right down to it, the decision is ours, and ours alone. we all have gone through the song and dance of life, no matter the age we are, the places we've gone, or the people we have met. we know h

Fevered
NuttinButtSexxy I AM LOST IN A LABRYNTH OF FEVERED DESIRE, AS A BOLT OF LIGHTNING BRANDS A SCAR ACROSS THE SKY, AND THE THUNDER BECOMES MY JOYFUL SCREAM, AS YOU THRUST YOURSELF INTO THE VERY DEPTH OF MY BEING, WE ARE IN PERFECT RHYTHYM AS WE MELT TO BECOME ONE, I ARCH MY BACK TO BRING YOU EVEN CLOSER AND YOU IMPALE DEEPER WITH EACH THRUST, NAILS DRAG ACROSS YOUR BACK AND YOUR GASP BECOMES A QUIET ECHO, CAPTURED BY MY SEEKING LIPS, I WANT TO BREATH YOU, MY BREASTS RISE AND FALL , AS NIPPLES HARDEN AS A SIGN OF MY DESIRE FOR YOU, OUR BODIES ARE FEVERED AS WE PUSH TO SATISFY THIS RAW LUST, A STEADY TEMPO OF URGENCY AS I CRAVE THE TASTE OF YOU BETWEEN MY LIPS, TO SUCKLE YOUR PASSION AND DRINK YOUR SILKY ESSENCE, SLOW STEADY FLICKS OF MY TONGUE TURN TO DEEP GREEDY GULPS OF YOU, I SENSE YOUR RELEASE IS NEAR AND I BURY MY MOUTH OVER YOUR GLEAMING SHAFT , AS YOU FILL MY THROAT WITH YOUR HOT SEED ,I FEEL THE COMPLETION OF MY OWN RELEASE AS I SWALLOW EVERY PEARLY DROP OF YOU.

Love
MySpace Comments & MySpace Comments Ready For Love Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight;

Bigdaddy
well I don't really know what do put in these things guess just a little of me. I am divorced me and ex-wife are still best friends(we can get along now but when we were married we were like fire and ice),langkasha is her name on fubar, I have three beautiful kids Jerry10, Misty7, and Harley5, they are my life and I love them to death.I love movies and reading(I guess I am a geeky guy). Do wanna find mrs.right someday but not really looking right now. I am a jack of all trades I can do just about anything computer repair, home construction, home electrical you name I can do it or I can learn how to do it fast enough. well that is enough I guess like I said I really don't know what to put in here.so that is all for now.

A Good Friend
There is nothing a man loves more then when a woman/women tell him he is a good friend or such a nice guy. If your a man and you hear something like that from a woman that you have been trying to date or whatever it's like having you dick cut off.There you are trying to spend time with her, doing things you think she may like, putting your self out there showing her how you feel and she says, "you a really nice guy" or "you such a good friend to me" now there you are in the friend zone, one step above the gay guy that does her nails. Thats why you can't really do nice things for women. I feel like they want you to treat them like shit, I have a friend that slaps the shit out of his girlfriend every few week and she keeps talking about how much she loves him and how she hopes he never leaves her, it's not like she is ugly and couldn't better then him, shes hot and they have been together for 3 years. But i take a woman out to some place nice to eat maybe a movie then a bar or for coffee

Sexy Jerzy Anybody?????
Where are all of my friends .. I need help here I need comments and rates on my pic to win the sexy jerzy contest!! any and all help is greatly appreciated.. show your girl some luv!! Know any comment bombers send them my way!!! Link is in the bulletins I have been posting all day Muah.. I know I have wonderful friends out there who will help me out with this!! XOXOXO click on the pic above to follow the contest and make SWEET GA PEACH a winner!!

No Name
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

10-5-07
Gloss over the small details of whatever project you're most intent on finishing. Either someone else will take care of them, or they won't really matter in the long run, so finish it up and move on. ********************************************************* I have a few morphs to finish, but I am the only one working his magic on them. I hope they are liked....

I Have Come........
I have come to a decision. I have decided that I no longer believe in love or realionships, and I don't need and of that noise. I don't even want sex! Had more that my share of it and don't need. See I realize that I am broken. I have a lot of issue's in life, I'm mistrusting and paranoid. I feel that I need to keep my troubles to myself. I know I am hard to handle being bi-polar. So I feel this is for the best. Just don't need things like that in my life, I'm quite happy with the way things are. I have been told that I am giving up, but I don't feel that it is. I'm just tired of getting hurt, used, abused, made to feel like I don't matter, like I don't have any feelings what so ever. So this is just a way to keep all of that from happing anymore.

True Love With Out Faith Is Not Enough...
True Love with out faith is not enough... This dark beauty walks through the night surrounded by those she believes are her friends even though they show all the traits of the corrupt. They whisper in her ear how they are true and loyal yet they sabotage her true friendships. Then one day this battered and broken knight walks into her life soul weary and ready for Death's last dance her heart goes out to him and she helps him heals from a terrible betrayal. All the while they fall madly and deeply in love her dark friends look on with fear that this honor bound man just might reveal their true essence they start their plotting to tear these two lovers apart all the while retaining their hold on the dark beauty. A whisper word here and there in the battered knight's ear and in the beauty's as well. Helping cast doubt in each of them upon the other. Finally the knight's true sight begins to see the essence of these dark hearted friends and tries in vain to show this to the

Friends??
Here's a question for all of you! What happened to real friends? Did they suddenly just die off? Or were they never real to begin with? I'm confused as to why people have to pretend on being a friend to someone. I'm shocked to sit here and think back to all of my friends and I'm left wondering who they really were. It seems that once they got whatever it is they were after, they were gone within months! Or if you just happen to be seeing somone, that THEY don't like, they vanish! As if they were never there! Now are true friends suppose to do this? Then when their having an issue, or a problem that their having a problem with. They expect YOU to be there for them! But, if ever the day came that you needed the same in return, their no where to be found! again is THIS suppose to happen? If not, then what the hell is going on? Seems to me...everyone is to busy using everyone else to notice such things! But I guess as some would say...thats life sometimes! If so, that sucks! T

Come Join "guilty Pleasures" Whole New Look, Looking For Staff Too :)
Just click on the pic below. Much Love xoxoxox Jen Contact me or Micki if you would like to join staff :) Thanks. Owner Of Guilty Pleasures ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~Fubar Wife 2 "GoozTX" *DSC* Owner of Guilty Pleasures@ fubar Micki-Co Owner Micki"Blue Eyes"{dirty south crew}@ fubar Come meet the staff, these are my very good friends, they were part of staff for the old lounge as well :) Tre-Manager Dirty Beast of the D.S.C.@ fubar Patty-Bartender "Whisper 2 Me"AKA:~(desires)~~(D.S.C)~W.T.C~{ Proud Member}~Bartender 4 Guilty Pleasures!!~@ fubar Tom-Bartender /TOM G ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ//.BARTENDER GUILITY P@ fubar Lane-Security sexymedic4u~*~Security in the Guilty Pleasures Lounge~*~Also A G-Spotter!!@ fubar I need Waitresses, Doormen, Security, co-manager, if anyone wants to switch their titles who are already staff, let me know :D Live DJ Full Throttle Radio, I love DJ Slade a

93,000 To Godmother
PLEASE EVERYONE TAKE SOME TIME GO SHOW HER SOME LOVE. ALL LEVELERS REPOST THE BULLETIN THE MORE PEOPLE THAT SEE IT THE MORE HELP SHE WILL GET AND WE CAN GET THIS DONE SO MUCH FASTER!!! DONT LOOK AT THE AMOUNT SHE NEEDS JUST GO SHOW LOVE!!!!! She's sooooooo close it's disgusting that she isn't there yet!! A mere 93,000 points away with 4 happy hours lined up. Let's end this insanity once and for all. If you have it in your hearts to give her some pic/stash rates during your down time...it'd be GREATLY appreciated!!! Thanks. :) *~þöŁşķįĆħęŗŗŷ~*@ fubar

Love And Relationships!!!!
I was about ready to give up on love until Clint came along and showed me how a girl is suppose to be loved and treated. That last few realtionships I was in all cheated on me and a couple of them called me an f'ing witch with the letter B. One of them told me I was a mama's girl and that I should stand up to my mother you know what I have and that got me nowhere. I am all good with my mom now. I finally have some one she can actually say she likes which is great. My guy even likes my son which a great thing. I am so glad he came into my life when he did I am so glad I met him he is a very wonderful guy and I don't know what I would do without him.I think he may be the one I am going to marry or at least I hope so. We have gone out several times already. He is calling me his wife already to me I think that is a good thing and a good clue that he wants to be with me for a long time. Then there is one guy who was good to me too but I could not come between him and his wife so I told him

Alrighty Then
due to recent findings of no one on here giving a shit about actually meeting people or talking or anything except a fucking popularity contest i am stepping back..... the people who were real enough to get to know me know how to contact me by other ways.... for everyone else.... thank you for reminding me of how fucking fake and pathetic we are as human beings to have no self worth unless we have people bangin on our door (or website) have a nice day..... and fuck you very much

Sexiest Eyes Contest
last day please rate and leave some love :-P I am in the sexiest eyes contest runs from today until the 13th at midnight.Please rate first then Please comment bomb this link...pleaseee lol Thanks all!

Hidden Treats
My sight diminished The lights dimmed low The candle release Their softened glow A dark sash bound now o'er your eyes You bite at your lip Anticipating the surprise My lips become my hands in part Finding your lips, a soft gentle start Then tipping back your slender face Down your chin and neck I graze Shudder ripple down your spine You grasp the air though nothing to find Across the shoulders my lips now dance And across the chest, your body tense The shirt tossed aside, then the garment beneath Your hands jump the hidden treats Quickly my hands shoo yours away My lips now hint It's my turn to play Across soft mounds Between the valleys Your heart pounds swift Your soft moans carry And lower still I inch away Across your hips My touch causes a sway Tugging lightly on either end The garment discarded The teasing began Soft kisses began on the ankle to knee Soft and suggesting As it ought be Slowly reach your lovely thighs My kisses then lead to the pri

Hidding In Plain Site
i live throgh a pc i fined you get hurt less but i was wrong i think of it as a game most the time but when you fine one that makes you feel more then you ever should its hard to disiffer between reality an make belaeve you want to beleave so much that what is said is true you begin to beleave it an then you get that lost pain that makes no sence that do they realy want me , do they say the same things to every one or is it true that they want you an only you an then the hole thing begins to eat at you they rember your name but do they know your fav color or fav flower what you realy want

Good Song!
Someday you'll gonna realize One day you'll see through my eyes But then i won't even be there I'll be happy somewhere Even if i can't I know You dont really see my worth You think your the last guy on earth Well i've got news for you I know i'm not that strong But it won't take long Won't take long Coz someday, someone's gonna love me The way, i wanted you to need me Someday, someone's gonna take your place One day i'll forget about you You'll see, i won't even miss you Someday But now I know you can't tell I'm down,and i'm not down anyway But one day these tears They will all run dry I won't have to cry Sweet goodbye

This Is Hillarious
this shit is hillarious, thanks rachel, your blogs are the best lol Confucius say: Choose a job you love, and you will never have to work a day in your life. Rachel say: You will never have to work a day in your life if you pick a baby daddy (or 2...or 3...or...) you sorta love (for that night) and end up on welfare. Confucius say: Death and life have their determined appointments; riches and honor depend on heaven. Rachel say: Riches and honor (or dishonor) depend on who you fuck over between life and death. Confucius say: If you look into your own heart, and you find nothing wrong there, what is there to worry about? What is there to fear? Rachel say: If you look into your own heart and you find nothing there, you are a freak of nature...or my mother. Confucius say: to be wronged is nothing unless you continue to remember it. Rachel say: to be wronged is nothing; getting back at the muthafucka is the best part. Confucius say: It does not matter how slow

One Of My Favorites
You're not sure that you love me But you're not sure enough to let me go. Baby it aint fair ya know To just keep me hangin' round, You say you don't wanna hurt me, Don't wanna see my tears. So why are you still standin' here Just watchin' me drown? And it's all right yeah I'll be fine don't worry bout' this heart of mine, Just take your love and hit the road, There's nothing you can do or say you're gonna break my heart anyway, So just leave the pieces when you go. Now you can drag out the heartache, Baby you could make it quick, Really get it over with And just let me move on. Don't concern yourself With this mess you left for me, I can clean it up you see Just as long as you're gone. And it's all right yeah I'll be fine don't worry bout' this heart of mine Just take your love and hit the road, There's nothing you can do or say you're gonna break my heart anyway So just leave the pieces when you go. You're not makin' up your mind And

Trying To Be Nice
i wrote a mumm, and it wasnt bad. now here you go. i just put that there are a lot of nice people that i have met on here, and my GOD have people gotten so rude. well, i dont care cuz you know what, i wont write another mumm. i am going out tonight so bye. i am not going to be nice again.

D&dc 420!!!!!!!!
SEE WHAT MEAN PPL WHAT ABOUT HIM MESSUP SITE ALL DO SOME SHIT TOO THE SITE WHY DOSE LEAVING DAM ALONE WHEN WORK ALL WORK AND FUCK HE SO BUMD NT EVER FUN GET SOME ONE IN THERE KNOW WHAT HELL THEY DO WHEN SITE MESSUP GET HIM HELL OUT THERE HE ALL DOSE PISS OFF PPL if you're still getting domain unknown errors, clear your browsers cache. if you don't know how to do that, go to google.com and find out. it's beer o'clock! -mike

Who Wants Drinks???
I will but you a drink of your choice if you show this guy some love for his tattoo contest...he is my favorite and I want to help him out as much as possible. To get adrink must bomb his comments at least 50 times...trust me it doesnt take long!!!!! Thanks for the love!! This is my favorite so if you are a freind of mine help me help him he needs lots of luv!!!!!

These Lyrics Are So True
She'll turn thiry-four this weekend She'll go out with her girlfriends They'll drink some margaritas, cut up and carry on There'll be guys and there'll be come ons She'll probably get hit on But she thinks all the good ones are gone She's got friends down at the office And she can't help but notice That when the day is over How they all hurry home Everyday there's guys she works with And even some she flirts with But it seems like the good ones are gone Her mama called the mornin' Said I'm worried 'bout my baby I wish you had a family of your own She said mom its not that easy You make it sound so simple But you can't take the first man that come along Once she had someone who loved her Back when she was younger Now she wonders if she held out A little too long Back then there were so many Now there just aren't any It seems like all the good ones are gone She'll turn thiry-four this weekend She'll go out with her girlfriends They'll drink some

The New Guy
Just the new guy on Fubar!! Just looking to meet new friends who I can hang out with and party with. I am new to Orange County, out here from Chicago! Not much happening at the moment. Getting my band squared away. Love to Rock and Roll! Looking for some Highland games to feed my celtic background. I am into old rock and roll and some new alternative. If you want to just kick back and party with me. Hit me up!

Stranger
Notice me, take my hand Why are we strangers when Our love is strong Why carry on without me Everytime I try to fly, I fall Without my wings, I feel so small I guess I need you And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, it's haunting m I make believe that you are here It's the only way I see clear What have I done You seem to move on easy And everytime I try to fly, I fall Without my wings, I feel so small I may have made it rain That soon your face will fade away

Bugged And Bruised
I recently met what I thought was a nice person. We had what seemed to be many common interests. We began talking on yahoo i/m but then BAM ! I mean, it was instantaneous friendship for a week or so then one day with no warning....I was falsley accused of checking her site and spying on her ? Then she mentioned that I was pushy and I shouldn't be because I am married, wtf ? Where did this come from ? I wasn't being pushy and wasn't hiding the fact that I am married. I have it posted in my profile that I am married. She also had something in her profile about not wanting any serious relationship. So ??? What the hell ? Anyway, I feel that I have been falsly accused. I don't mind not being her friend especially now, but to be accused of something that I didn't do is bugging me. There are many great woman on this site , I know because I have met some. I had no reason or desire to spy on anybody. I have many peeps in my family, friends and fans and don't have time to spy on anybody. T

Willow Limbs
Willow Limbs by Jazzy she sits beneath the branches of an old willow tree hidden from the dirt road way out in the country on a blanket worn with use, washed too many times in a dress handed down, from old aunt Jill Mae Klein waiting for her soul, who is not yet her mate the sultry heat of summer, shimmers a distant haze the slight tilt of her head, to listen for his stride softened by the crickets who sing their alibi he enters from behind and kneels quietly down his breath upon her neck was how she heard his sound leaning back in deep relief for he has finally arrived she sighs in sweet surrender and feels the heat begin to rise his hand so large and rough worn from his daily chores caresses the body of this woman he has come to adore without a word he slips this hand round to cup her swollen breast she in silence pulls in air- she can barely wait for the rest she covers his palm with her own, and squeezes his instead and feels the gentle feather kisses he pl

Intensity
Intensity By Jazzy interesting how it all begins in the deepest recesses of my mind slowly gaining form and feeling until it bursts forth in the depths of my physical being and there are tingles moistness appears and innate archetypal scripts play out their ancient interpretations of our sexual urges and needs i see you and feel you and want you you are ready for me and your sensual smile tells me this time will fill me with all you have and all you are and all you can and need to share with me your eyes pierce the sanctity of my soul and i can but give you what you wish with intensity and sensuality and a fierceness that surprises us both the storm which engulfs us carries us away and we lose ourselves and somewhere on the other side we will reappear exhausted and spent to go back to our dreamscape that contains our thoughts before they become our reality and our mantra is touch me, feel me, love me need me All of my Poems are copyrighted and

Fu Through And Through
SO...WHO WANTS TO BE AT A PLACE WHO DELETES YOUR ACCOUNT FOR CHOOSING TO BE AT ANOTHER? WELL...IF YOU ARE READING THIS...YOU ARE STAYING HERE...I AM MORE THAN A LITTLE UPSET...I HAVE VERY DEAR FRIENDS WHO HAVE BEEN DELETED...FOR WHAT? FOR NOTHING...THIS IS BULLSHIT! I HAVE NO TOLERANCE FOR THIS SHIT! THIS IS NORTH AMERICA NOT CUBA...WE HAVE A RIGHT TO SAY WHAT WE WANT WHEN WE WANT AND NO ONE HAS THE PERMISSION TO FUCK WITH WHAT WE HAVE ON THE OTHER SITE! I KNOW THAT THERE ARE PPL ON STAFF WHO DO READ THESE BLOGS...SO IF YOU WANT...YOU CAN DELETE ME TOO...BUT...YOU ARE MISSING A LOT OF GOOD PEOPLE WHO WERE HERE...BUT WERE DELETED! YOUR LOSS...SO...IF YOU WANT TO GO TO A SITE WHERE DRAMA STAYS AT HOME...AND WHERE A GOOD TIME IS TO BE HAD BY ALL...STOP BY AND SEE ME AND MY FAMILY...YOU ARE ALL MORE THAN WELCOME!! www.cherryrock

Show Me Some Love!
STILL NEED LOTS AND LOTS OF HELP!!! Ok, I'm told my bulletin isn't showing up (but it is to me, go figure) so I thought I'd post this here as well. This is a contest I'm in that I would really love to win so if you could at a minimum go rate the pic and leave a comment or two I would greatly appreciate it. Thanks so much to my amazing friends!

I Hate Porn
You know recently I discovered that I hate porn. It is bad for you in so many ways you cant even imagine. Heres what Im talking about. You know when your all by yourself and no one is around. You walk over to the DVD player and say what the hell and you pop in a porn. Well thats where it starts all inocent at first but then it turns ugly quickly. Its just you and the porn. A great looking girl walks in to your room (Via you TV screen) And she starts to get undressed. You fell a little stiring in that special little place, then she starts to get undressed and you get a little more excited. Then she starts to play with herself , And you start to well you know guys. And while all this is going on You feel like you have developed a nice relationship with this woman. And then some guy with a big huge horse cock walks in and fucks the shit out of her. Im Telling you it will mess with your mind. So save your self the agrivation and do what I did and quit watching it.

Yours To Hold.. Skillet
Skillet Lyrics Yours To Hold Lyrics I see you standing here But you're so far away Starving for your attention You don't even know my name You're going through so much But I know that I could be the one to hold you [Chorus:] Every single day I find it hard to say I could be yours alone You will see someday That all along the way I was yours to hold I was yours to hold I see you walking by Your hair always hiding your face I wonder why you've been hurting I wish I had some way to say You're going through so much Don't you know that I will be the one to hold you [Bridge:] I'm stretching but you're just out of reach You should know I'm ready when you're ready for me And I'm waiting for the right time For the day I catch your eye To let you know That I'm yours to hold [Altro:] I'm stretching but you're just out of reach I'm ready when you're ready for me

What Am I Doin Anymore
Things have been so crazy lately Theres someone I like but nothing seems right Weve been drifting further and further apart In the beginning it seemed simpler Now I feel like I'm not even there How do I tell her how I feel when we never talk How do I show her that she means something to me How do I do anything when I dont know what Im doing anymore I used to think that I could make her happy but how can I do that when I never see her I dont know how to make her happy I dont know anything right now The only thing I do know is I like her So now what....

Help Me Chase The Cherry
I am in a contest and would really really appreciate any help that you can give me. even if its one or two comments, it will be greatly appreciated!! Rates count for five points so please be sure to rate it, click on the picture below to get there

A Stick And A Stone
take the gang out tonite we make our rounds releasing ultraviolence upon them all our souls are set afire we'll get them all tonight pounding out the pain until they fall release me please no more violence for me release me im all but cured into the night ill be set free no more violence for me with a stick and a stone a new broken bone that life is left behind all this pain is just a game its a good thing im cured cross my fingers and hope its alright ill be your lover tonight cross my fingers and im spared a violent love affair release me so i can reign release me again the ultraviolence will never end a new found violent love affair

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Sorta Political Rant
Another presidential election is coming up on us and I've watched some of the jockeying for "poll" position by most of the major players. What I wanna know is, does anyone besides me think we're just as screwed with the pickins in this lot so far as we were with the last buncha no-brained loonies? Seriously, it seems to me like the big two don't give a crap about anything but the bankroll any more. Whatever happened to "We the people"? OK, that's it.

What If She Told Me She Loved Me Pt..2
by the time on my watch forever isn't up or did it stop when you decide to 'wake up' and realized this wasn't what you wanted forever's microwave beeped w/ kernels of love still unpopped i thought it was in the middle of the cycle u stopped forever used to be timeless ideal now forever is a Happy meal w/ a prize of heart that u play w/ 4 awhile until it no longer brings a golden arching smile you told me forever was till the wheels fall off now u tell me forever is a 4 week bad cough forever these days don't mean a damn thing luckier to gamble in Vegas than buy a diamond ring

Happy Birthday To Me
Happy B-Day to me.Sept 1st.What the fuck??!! Here I am 45 years old today and definitely not where I thought I would be at this age when I was younger! I thought I would be with my second husband Richard with a couple of kids and a great job as well. But it wasn't to be....Rich got testicular cancer and passed away after 22 short months of being married.The great job???? Nope I am disabled Due to back injury and chronic pain. Ahhh well Se la vie.I remember my mom at 45 and back then she was at least kind of cool no stick up her ass like she has now! She is going the way of old fartdom.....ie she used to go out and have fun, listen to whatever music was current. But has started to listen to mostly talk radio or elevator music. Why is it that some people feel that they must listen to that crap when they get older? Yuk!! She also used to cuss (yeah I know you are thinkin big deal so she doesn't cuss anymore but it is cuz now she reminds me not to cuss sheeesh old fart!) She acts al horrif

Fantasie Du Jour: Sex Shop Delight
Fantasie du Jour: Sex Shop Delight by slave802120 © As somebody who loves shopping, especially for clothes, I'm no stranger to changing rooms. However, it might be one thing to undress in one located in a dress shop but it's quite another thing when that changing room is at back of a sex shop. You stand inside the tiny booth with me, leaning with your back to the door and watching while I remove all my clothes. One by one I hand you my things - my blouse, skirt, bra, shoes, pantyhose and finally, my panties. You bundle all my clothes into an empty brown paper bag the store clerk has given you. My panic level climbs a notch when you drop it on the floor and gently kick it out under the door of the booth. From your brown bag of newly purchased things, you pull out a pair of broad, black leather cuffs for my wrists. There's a matching pair that you then secure around my ankles. The collar you've chosen for my neck fits snugly and, once in place, you swap places with me in the narro

Fighting It
Fighting It by CathyO1955 © She wondered where these feelings came from; the feeling of wanting to rip things apart, to throw things, to break things. She could feel it, a crushing, tight sensation in her chest. Her breathing was choppy and uneven. Her hands curled into fists, the long nails digging into her palms, and she took several long, deep breaths. It didn't help. She knew he was coming over soon. She both wanted him there and wanted to be alone. She knew that she would not be able to hide the way she felt. He knew her so well. He could gauge her emotions so easily, sometimes with just a quick glance at her face. As she paced around the living room, she could feel her body heating up. Her thoughts were racing, and she was trying to sort through the myriad of emotions surging inside herself. She felt angry, frustrated, lonely, and a deep sense of not having any control over her own life. Friends made plans, then broke them. The harder she worked at her job, the busier

Under Construction
To all my fans,friends, family members. I am currently trying to download some pics of me and my family for your viewing pleasure. I have to download some onto my flashdrive before putting them on the site. Keep on the lookout for my pics.

The First Pleasure
The First Pleasure by enticing1© I slept the peaceful sleep of the justly exhausted, worn out from the long day of waiting tables, housework, laundry, commuting and personal service to those who required it of me. Curled up in my lonely bed, alone and alienated from people whom I encountered on a daily basis, I had finally been able to go to bed, and forget the pain of a busy life with very little chance for happiness. Trapped within my daily chores, my only relief was in dreams, carnal, nerve-wracking dreams of fantastic abuse as my subconscious strove to process and make sense of the life I had led, thus far, the strictures of what I knew on a conscious level, and the lies I had to tell myself in order to go on living. This time, it was one of those helpless dreams: the ones about being paralyzed, without will, bound and gagged, forced to endure whatever was done to my body. I was in a basement or cave, I couldn't tell which, because the light seemed to form a pool around me

Making Love 18+
He walked up to her as she walked up to him. Her eyes staired deeply into his and with passion in his touch he kissed her. His arms wrapping around her and her hands pressed tightly against his chest her fingers pushing against his body. He broke the kiss and looked at her and whispered to her, "I don't want you to do something your not ready to do we don't have to do this if your not sure about it" She looked at him and smiled gently saying in a soft sweet tone.. ' I've been wanting this since the moment you kissed me the first time , and the fact you can stand here and tell me that i don't have to do this just makes me want you even more ' her shirt unbuttoned and hit slowly pulled it up over her head and onto the floor. He looked at her and started to remove his shirt and stuck for a moment without being able to see only his mouth free from his shirt she teased him kissing his neck before moving to his mouth to kiss him as deeply as he kissed her. His shirt afterwards hit

Customer Service Dept.
Dear Mrs. Williams: Thank you for your recent order from our sex toys shop. You asked for the large red vibrator as featured on our wall display. Please re-select. That's our fire extinguisher! Customer Service Dept.

Bored!!!!!!!!
I have never been so bored in my life...I've tried everything from surfing the web, to reading a random book...nothing seems to work...and all i want to do is sleep...this sucks so much...Video games don't work...not even designing works...i feel so drained and i don't even want to do my class work...and I'm done with school in December...and then i have to find a job...maybe that is way i seem so bored...i don't want to finish school, but i guess i'm going to have to...oooh hockey is on...okay i guess i'll just watch that...laterz

The Beast
The Beast by bigpapabare© Lying under the stars close to the waters' edge, I listen to the waterfall, just a stone's throw away. Feeling a bit restless at this late hour, my mind begins to wander. Unable to remain still, I arise to explore my surroundings. Finding an open ridge, I sit and await the rising sun. I gaze at the dark sky, noticing constellations my mother had pointed out to me as a child. Leaning back against the cool smooth stone, a light breeze blows ruffling my hair. I close my eyes hearing the distant babble of the brook and rustle of the leaves in the trees. Finally able to relax, I listen as the birds begin to awake and let out their distinct song. I sit for what seem only moments until I notice the warmth of the rising sun heating my skin. Lying flat on the ridge I bask in its glow, mentally preparing for the continuance of my journey. With my eyes still closed, I sense something. Something is lurking close, trying to go unnoticed. Using the senses G

My Pet
My affection rises When I see you without your shirt. You enjoy watching me softly As I'm pulling down my skirt. Your kisses are making me shiver And when we turn off the light You lick my neck with pleasure, And I smile to you with delight. I like to feel you over my body, Touching your beautiful skin. Your tongue fondles my ear Always making me grin. Your fingers lay on me gently Petting my sensitive spots. I feel your love swallowing my body I will never tell you to stop. My darling, you are so tasty. I enjoy hearing you sing When I bite you like that I can hear How much delight does it bring. I like the way you're grasping my body, I like how you deep me inside. I like the way how you touch me I look forward to this every night.

Why I Do What I Do...............
I can still remember when those twin towers fell...... I had just woken up to go to work and was doing my usual morning routine....... get out of bed... turn on the tv as i go by start the coffee go into the bathroom brush the teeth and and a shave or maybe not then a hot shower and get dressed sit on the couch coffee in hand watch cnn for 30 min and then off to work............... that day I was late.... I couldn't believe what I saw..... the reporters at first was saying accidents but in my heart I knew attacks but I prayed it was accidents............... after it was decided it was an attack I pleaded with my ex to back me up if i wanted to rejoin....... she wouldn't so in late 05 I did it at 35 and in the army of all things!!!!! I still have some resentment from Desert storm/ Desert shield because we wasn't allowed to finish the job... and now we control the whole country but if we would have finished the job before things would have been like after WW2 in Germany.... I guess all

A Daddy's Love
i feel the love within me,and it is all just for you.watching you coming out,i held my breath for you.when you cried for the first time, i cried along with you.ten fingers, ten toes, my heart belongs to you. they wipe you clean and put you in mommies arms. you were so happy and content will all the love and charm. and i held you for the first time, and i was as proud as i could be.cause there is no one in this world who will love you more than me. i lie you down in my arms and rocked you until you fell asleep.i know right now from this point on,your love i'll always keep.rest your head my dear tomorrow is anew. goodnight my darling daughter ,daddy loves you.

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Cybersex Chat
Cybersex Chat Online computer users often engage in what is affectionately known as "Cybersex". Often the fantasies typed into keyboards and shared through Internet phone lines get pretty raunchy. However, as you'll see below, one of the two cyber-surfers in the following transcript of an online chat doesn't seem to quite get the point of Cybersex. Then again, maybe he does.... Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like? Sweetheart: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds. I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Wal-Mart. I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner. It's smells funny. Sweetheart: I want you! Would you like to screw me? Wellhung: OK Sweetheart: We're in my bedroom. There's soft music playing on the stereo and candle

Funny Pickup Lines
funni pikk upp linesz.: Man: I know how to please a woman. Woman: Then please leave me alone. Man: I want to give myself to you. Woman: Sorry, I don't accept cheap gifts. Man: I can tell that you want me. Woman: Ohhhh. You're so right. I want you.....to leave. Man: I'd go through anything for you. Woman: Good! Let's start with your bank account. Man: Hey, come on, we're both here at this bar for the same reason Woman: Yeah! Let's pick up some chicks!

$100 For Sex
100 bucks for sex Johnny wanted to have sex with a girl in his office... but she belonged to someone else... One day Johnny got so frustrated that he went up to her and said, "I'll give you a $100 if you let me have sex with you..." but the girl said, "NO." Johnny said, "I'll be fast, I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down, and I'll be finished by the time you pick it up." She thought for a moment and said that she would have to consult her boyfriend... so she called her boyfriend and told him the story. Her boyfriend says ask him for $200 then pick up the money very fast... he won't even be able to get his pants down. She agrees and accepts the proposal. Half an hour goes by and the boyfriend is waiting for his girlfriend to call. Finally after 45 minutes the boyfriend calls and asks what happened...She said, "The bastard used quarters!" Management Lesson: Always consider a business proposal in it's entirety

Masturbating Will Help
Masturbating Will Help The doc told him that masturbating before sex often helped men last longer during the act. The man decided, "What the hell, I'll try it,"He spent the rest of the day thinking about where to do it. He couldn't do it in his office. He thought about the restroom, but that was too open. He considered an alley, but figured that was too unsafe. Finally, he realized his solution. On his way home, he pulled his truck over on the side of the highway. He got out and crawled underneath as if he was examining the truck. Satisfied with the privacy, he undid his pants and started to masturbate. He closed his eyes and thought of his lover. As he grew closer to orgasm, he felt a quick tug at the bottom of his pants. Not wanting to lose his mental fantasy or the orgasm, he kept his eyes shut and replied, "What?" He heard, "This is the police. What's going on down there?" The man replied, "I'm checking out the rear axle, it's busted." Came the reply, "Well, you might as wel

I Love You!
I Love You I love you so deeply, I love you so much. I love the sound of your voice, and the way we touch. I love your kind, thoughtful way. The joy you bring, to my life everyday. I love you today, as I have from the start. And I will love you forever, with all my heart. I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay.

Full Moon Rising
Full Moon Rising by Goldeniangel © Tristan and Atlanta kissed passionately, young lovers out for an evening stroll. They were perfect together, everyone thought so, and everyone knew that they were destined for marriage in only a month! Twenty and nineteen respectively, the two were obviously in love, they didn't even notice the passage of time as evening began to blend into night. Suddenly Tristan looked up at the sky, realizing just how much time had passed and the danger that they were in, alone in an open field. "You need to get home," he told Atlanta tightly. "No," she whispered, pressing herself against him, her soft bosom almost making him forget the danger. "No Atlanta... Not again," he said, he could feel his blood starting to boil as she pressed her soft body against him, her lips only inches away from his as she looked at him with wide eyes. "Please Tristan," she murmured, and he heard the rustle of clothe as her skirt fell to the ground. "Stop," he sai

Re: U.s. Marshal Describes Arrest Of Ed And Elaine Brown - Wmur
RE: U.S. Marshal Describes Arrest Of Ed And Elaine Brown - WMUR ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Brown's held hostage by terrorist! Date: 06 Oct 2007, 01:12

Trading Yesterday- Love Requiem
Emily will find a better place to fall asleep She belongs to fairy tales that I could never be The future haunts with memories that I could never have And hope is just a stranger wondering how it got so bad I die each time you look away My heart, my life will never be the same This love will take my everything One breath, one touch will be the end of me You could be the final straw that brings me back to earth Ever-waiting airports full of the love that you deserve Wishing I could find a way to wash away the past Knowing that my heart Will break, but at least the pain will last I die each time you look away My heart, my life will never be the same This love will take my everything One breath, one touch will be the end of me Emily will find a better place to fall asleep Maybe she will save me in the oceans of her dream And maybe someday love Maybe someday love Maybe someday love

Pissed Off
Ok so I told my stupid husband that all I wanted for my birthday was to go out with my girls and him and go dancing and have fun. Now I told him this over two weeks ago. Last weekend my father bought tickets to the State Fair and we all went with my kids. I told my husband to draw a little money out for the kids to eat something and he went and took $100.00 out. I told him that was stupid and that we didn't need that much. He spent it all on stupid games that honestly the kids were not in to but they were afraid to tell him. My daughter wanted a pony ride but I said no because he spent most the money on games. Now, things get worse. We got in a huge fight last Sunday because he wanted a new cell phone and i didn't feel like going at the time he wanted me to go plus I wanted to save money for when we went out. Anyway, the fight escaladed where he started telling me dumb shit and that I needed to get out but I was not leaving with our son and the whole blah blah blah and kept calling me.

Love Sucks
Love is just a game people use the powerful word to get into the minds of others and then break there hearts theres a few good people out there and theres a few heart breakers i my self have been though alot of heart breaking moments but the cold hard fact is love is hard to find. I just wish it was easier i hate being single but can't find any girl who wants me maybe i'm to picky but i just want a girl who is pretty and all but all the pretty ones are taken or rather not date an ugly guy like me i can't blame them i guess. I mean love has it's ups and downs i just don't want to be hurt again but want to be loved can't i be happy fore once c'mon now ugly guys need love too lol so if you think i'm worth giving a shot drop me a line maybe we can chat and see where it leads us. Please upgrade your Media player

Why?
I don't under-damn-stand it. There are tons of cute women out there who literally hate themselves. Some put up naked or graphic pictures of themselves so they can try to feel better about themselves, but more often than not they are reluctant at best to believe the comments such photos garner. I have read many profiles and seen many pics on this site and far too often cute girls are tagging full body pics with self deprecating remarks about how fat they are or about how they don't like the way they look. I wish they could see the beauty everyone else does. I heard a student of mine comment about bigger girls, he said they need love too, just not from him. That is fair, it takes a special eye to truly discern beauty and understand that not every woman should be a twig. Curves are wonderful and everyone has their own tastes. Personally I have dated women from a size 0 to a size 20 and I have to say they all have had complexes about being too fat, the size 0 was even a bulimic and

Update
For those of you who actually check this. I am still not online. A lot has been going on in my life as of late, not the least of which was my mother passing away. I'm not sure when I'll manage to come back online for any real length of time. Just know I haven't forgotten anyone, I've just got a full plate. Hopefully things are going well for the rest of you :)

Cam Girl Profile: Hannah
Blonde. Busty. Beautiful. Three words that perfectly describe our next victim...err, subject... Hannah. She has been featueed in a handful of FOUNDRY CAMS videos, and after seeing her Rocking Out In Her F*CK ME Shirt, we want to see A LOT more of of the lovely young Hannah. We threw her a whole hatful of stupid questions, and she tossed them right back at us. Here's what they looked like... CLICK THE PIC TO READ THE INTERVIEW! THEN CHAT WITH HANNAH LIVE ON FOUNDRY CAMS!

Rediscovering Riot Grrrl
Ok...so i am doing this zine with psychic_surgery / jethrablack about Riot Grrl & how it affected(saved) my life .... & i''ve been thinking a lot about how i am now compared to the person i used to be. i have changed in so many ways. listening to RG music when i was younger made me a stronger person at a time in my life where i felt weak & powerless...it gave me something to believe in. & while i went thru different music phases-->ska,pop punk,emo, & most recently rockabilly & psychobilly--i still listened to riot grrrl. but after awhile i lost interest. i dunno how that happened. i still dragged out my old records & listened to them every once in awhile but like i mentioned in my post yesterday--i stopped ordering from KRS & Chainsaw & just got outta the loop when it came to RG music. i still got awesome mixes from people with kickass riot grrrl music but never purchased any new music from these bands myself....which sucks cos i know i missed out & now i gotta catch up!!! i'm

Today On World Rock Radio
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Bj Birthday
Its her birthday and she needs major spanks...don't worry she likes them..LOL...BJ luvs ya sis...this would be the best gift...but yeah... Enjoy Your Day!! ~*BJ*~ * §ø¢¡etÿ øf Tøß¢ø®e's Sweetest *@ fubar

More!!
A sight A touch I touch you You touch me Sparks Sparkles in our minds You want me I want you Seduction Lust Anything but love You touch me down my body I whisper "more" You kill me with your voice Seductive like the first cigarette Addictive like the first cigarette I fill your lungs with lust You fill my heart with desire Together we kill each other with a kiss that destroyed the last of our innocence

My Daughters Birthday
Well i guess i'll begin by saying that i have never written a blog and don't really know what to put in one. I do know that it's a good place to vent your aggression. Well that's a damn good thing cause if i didn't vent here i'd probably do something really drastic!!! I HATE MY EX/BABY MOMMA!!!!! She is by far the most fucked up individual in this world. October 5th (yesterday) was my beautiful daughters first birthday. Well i was not able to see my daughter due to the fact that my ex now lives with my mom and has decided to lie and use my daughter to manipulate my mom into thinking that i am a horrible father. Maybe i should back up about 10 months ago and explain how this all came to be. My daughter was born October 5th,2006. Let me tell you, all that shit your parents tell you about how your life will change when that happens? Well they are right! When i saw my baby come into this world i fell in love. Now this love isn't the type of romantic soft and cuddl

Its Party Time!!!!
Yesterday was my oldest son's birthday and now I really feel old. He turned 8 yesterday where the hell did the last 8 years go???? Anywho I just want you all to know that I will not be online today because we are having his party today and it is not at my house. Leave lots of love while I'm gone and I will return it when I get home if I have the energy or tomorrow when i have to time to regroup lol. Have a happy and safe Saturday!!!!! ~berta~

What Should Happen Today...
"Today is perfect for making relationships more permanent. This could be in any aspect of your life, from romance to the workplace, so try to keep an open mind about everyone currently in your life." Hmm....

Life Goes On
I have a long history of making poor choices. Found out yesterday that I had overdrawn my checking account. Now I won't have money for house insurance. Doesn't seem to matter how hard I work I just keep sliding deeper into debt. Making stupid math errors doesn't help matters. My only hope to get my head above water is to get rid of my house and get an apartment. The problem is that I owe more than the house is worth. I could go on for page upon page but it would not change anything.

More Dumb Emails
01/14/04 - Email "hey my names robbie im 13. im a beggener and have no experiance but look forward to it! i have been studing it 4 2 months.please help me out i have been studing powerful black magic and tried it a couple of times but it never works 4 me." Another Email from the same kid: "i would like to help be a witch craft teacher" (If you guys need a 13 year old beginner witchcraft teacher with no experience, who does black magick spells after only studying for two months, AND the spells don't work for him, you just let me know and I'll give you his address, lol.) 03/02/04 - Email: "I am a male who want to wear women's clothes 24/7. I was wondering is there any spell where I can put on people so they can let me wear women's clothes even in job and every where else? Please e-mail me." (This was NOT a joke people, I asked him. I told him if he was beautiful enough he could work as professional drag queen. Otherwise, he needs to work from home if he wants to dress in drag while w

The Weekend...yipppppppppeeeeeeee
Good Morning, Fu's It's the weekend, and I am SO GLAD!!! Lee usually wakes me up to say "bye", before leaving for work, but knowing I didn't have to work today he didn't say anything, and my eyes didn't open until about 9:30. I love wakin' up 'on my own'...just whenever my eyes open, without having to drag myself out of bed in order to be somewhere by a certain time....especially if it's work. lol We're taking off tonight after Lee gets off work, to go visit our bestest friends. Unfortunately, we have to turn right around and come home tomorrow, and won't get to spend as much time there as we'd like, but I have to be back at work on monday. There's not much I need to do today to get ready to leave. There won't be many clothes to pack, considering we're only going to be there for one night, and part of a day. There are a couple of things i need to run to the store to get, and need to go by work and see if our checks came in....they didn't arrive yesterday as they normal

Beloved Soul
Beloved Soul, You are my universe, You bring me stars to love And a heart filled with light, I am your passion as you are my reflection. Your sounds filter through my hearing, I listen to your meadows, birds and streams. I am that music through which you chant your nature into my soul while it pours back to you through my fingertips. Behold your beauty in my eyes, You spark my dark, illuminate the treasure Deep within, and O what love you bring up From my well, it impacts my whole being As I mirror yours. A voice calls out from faraway, It is intelligent and speaks your name, Yet I hear it from deep within me And recognize it as my own, O Beloved Soul, how you connect me. In a water reflection, light moves In silent waves, it bends and curves Through time each split-second In my sight and whispers truths Not spoken yet. Even eyes can hear. See through visionary mind And great mysteries are revealed. No longer need I dream of you, Here you are, my Beloved S

Wonderful Experiences
So for the last 3 weeks I have done some pretty amazing things. You've probably been wondering why I've been gone and well I've been all around Ohio doing photography for bands like Drowning Pool, The Exies, Five Finger Death Punch, Droid and many many others. It's crazy! I'm supposed to be traveling along to other states as well and I've got Cradle of Filth and Gwar coming up on October 27th. I was accepted into a firm called Domain Cleveland and they are helping me get my start and teaching me everything I need to know. My experiences in the last three weeks have been amazing. Especially with Drowning Pool and The Exies. Both really respectable guys and shared some wonderful stories with me. For those of you that are in a band and reading this Kevin from the Exies says this; "Whether you play in front of 5 people or in front of 10,000 people a gig is a gig and know that you didn't reach that because your big it's because you reached out to your fans through the music that you play.

I Love Bi Woman ...any Interested In Having Some Fun Lets Chat...
I have always wondered what itwould be like just to be in between to bi women at the same time. But no one would ever give me a chance to either... Yeah I know I can dream and want things but nothing never comes true either. The thoughts of me and two woman in the bedroom mmmmmm....Hell yeah I'd have fun with it. Hell I'd sit there massage both the womens sexy and truly amazing ass bodys with lotion or maybe some warm oils.Just the thoughts of me being able to sit there and massage one womans body as the other woman starts to play with the other woman pussy as I go in and start to move her hair away from her incredible face and start kissing her lips then to her cheek as I slowly start to kiss down her neck while the other woman starts to eat her pussy out.... Yeah I know I need to shut up her....Well I can say hey its a start you know what I am saying. And if any bi woman that wants so more fun in the bedroom you know what ya gotta do ...

The Fire
there is a fire within us that only needs a touch to bring fourth a flame. passion ignites.. when i hear you whisper my name my body shivers.. but not from the cold but from sweet anticipation.. of a desire that never seems to grow old i lay my head upon your chest kiss your skin softly i breath in the manly scent of you it intoxicates me like wine making my sences whirl or maybe its the way your hands softly caress my body making me melt yet every nerve is tingling with the need of you when your not around......

Oct. 6th - Bombing
Good Early Morning Wicked Storm Crew! ~~Keep Bombing TxMom! Overnight a few of us have been able to keep her close to the lead.... Below are her links: Tx Mom of 5 Another member Majically Delicious MILF is in a long term contest, I will provide a link to her pic but you will have to rate, fan, and add the host first, the link will give you an error but then send you to the host page if your not already a friend. A new member Heartistic Soul is having a contest, called the Cherry Chase. We need to support her in this effort... here is a link to her page. We may have folks in the comment areas as hosts/hostesses. meeting and greeting, passing out gifts, drinks etc. Great opportunity to RECRUIT!!! We still need new members!! We are still trying to get entries for our "internal" Tag contest, this reporter is aware of several members who have plenty of talent in this area, so get your entries in soon. This contest will be run anonymou

Lifetime
sometimes in this life time we meet a special soul who fills our very essence to almost overflow. we drink from the cup of friendship it tastes like sweet ruby wine and you know within your heart this meeting was divine. this soul that lives within your heart no distance can prevail an inner spark within the heart the starting on a journey in which we both shall be a reflection of each other for all of eternity ©2007

Lost
despite the awareness of the impact you've had and taken I hadn't expected it to be this hard not to say a word to you it would seem I had no idea of how much you matter to me Even with this a conscious message I believed I'd never cry for you I sorely doubted that I'd miss you this much I thought this would end without amiability but I was wrong.

For The Ladies --->men!
okay guys... these are just silly jokes so don't take them personal... Men are like... laxatives - they irritate the shit out of you. Men are like... bananas - the older they get, the less firm they are. Men are like... weather - nothing can be done to change them. Men are like... blenders - you need one, but you're not quite sure why. Men are like... chocolate bars - sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. Men are like... commercials - you can't believe a word they say. Men are like... department stores - their clothes are always 1/2 off. Men are like... government bonds - they take soooooooo long to mature. Men are like... mascara - they usually run at the first sign of emotion. Men are like... popcorn - they satisfy you, but only for a little while. Men are like... snowstorms - you never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last. Men are like... lava lamps - fun to look at, but not very bright.

Damned
unholy thoughts of desperation forgotten by dark thoughts of greed so grim this desperation more is all u need her icy grip around your throat so inviting her touch so willing to let go so willing to give up kiss the blade of her work as she lowers it upon your life now you fly with a million damned souls but not alone anymore

Halloween Moon Omens
Halloween Moon Omens If the moon is new on Samhain, this indicates that the coming year will be fertile ground for new beginnings to take place, such as the start of a new project, a new career, or even a new way of thinking. For those desiring children, a new moon at Samhain is a lucky omen, indicating a new birth within a year's time. If the moon is waxing on Samhain, this indicates good luck throughout the coming year. It also indicates growth and an increase of all things that are positive nature. If the moon is full on Samhain, this ensures the that the powers of all forms of magick and divination practiced on this night will be at their greatest. A secret wish made at midnight will be realized within the coming year. Do not be surprised if an experienced of a psychic nature awaits you in the very near future. If the moon is waning on Samhain, this can be an omen of either good or bad consequences. It can indicate the elimination of such things as bad habit

Oh Happy Death
Empty words of condolence Cry out imaginary sorrow And tell me how useless This fragile life really is. I long for death's sweet embrace. Had I not made the promise That I would stay here for you, I would already be where you are. Would you even know who I am If I fell from this world right now? There is no way of knowing What lies beyond the grave. You must know now, though..... Now that you have gone to that place. I long to know it, too......Death's silent love. Will you be the one who shows it to me? I think I will wind up breaking my promise. A world without you is not worth living in. I simply cannot bear to stay here another day. I hope that you won't hate me for this, my love.

Pain
Pain The scars that never heal The blood that never cools The life you live The heart that hurts The words you can never take back The actions that sting the soul The world that turns it back The love that can never be again Try to make it right Try to love again Try not to let it hurt Try to see a better day Try not to let the world see the pain Tears Lies And a soul that Cries That is what pain is.