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Ty §aÐi§ti© Light! You Rock!
:-P BEAUTIFUL PERSON :-P and is only 433K from becoming our very first !!!Vampiric Godmother!!! She gives so much to us all it is time to return the love I know ALOT of you hit that "I'm Bored" button so why not hit her instead?!?!? (with rates not hammers you sadists lol :-P) She has some awesome pics and stash to rate so drop by and give it to her! QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3 B!tch NSFW@ fubar

Deffanition Of Beauty
DEFFANITION OF BEAUTY PERSONAL PHYSICAL ATTRACTIVENESS,ESPECIALLY WITH REGARD TO THE USE OF COSMETICS AND OTHER METHODS OF ENHANCING IT. WOW!SO WHY DON'T THEY SAY LUST FOR A WOMAN BECAUSE SOCIATY SHOWS US THAT A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN HAS TO BE THE BARBIE DOLL IMAGE.PERKIE BREASTS, FLOWING HAIR,POUTIE LIPS,THIN FIGURE,LONG LEGS.BUT OUT OF THEM WOMAN WHICH ONES USE ENHANCEMINTS OR NEED TO USE ALOT OF COSMETICS TO MAKE THEM SELVES TO LOOK THAT WAY.IT IS HARD TO SAY, BUT THE PROBLEM STEMS NOT ON THE LOOKS OF A WOMAN BUT WHAT WE WHERE TOUGHT AS WE WHERE GROWING UP,THROUGH MOVIES,TV,MAGAZINES.THEY TOUGHT US THAT A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN ONLY CAN LOOK A CERTAIN WAY.IS ARE SOCITY SO SHALLOW THAT WE CAN NOT LOOK BEYOND THE OUTER IMAGE OF A WOMAN TO SEE THE TRUE BEAUTY OF A PERSON LARGE OR SMALL.I GUESS NOT BECAUSE THE DEFFINATION STEMS TOWARDS WHAT WE CONSIDER BEAUTY(A THIN WOMAN).NOW IF WE LOOK FOR THE DEFFINATION OF WOMAN OF LARGER SIZE WE SEEM TO HAVE TO LOOK UP THE DEFFINATION OF INNER BEAUTY.TO

Things To Think About ? Part 1
Things to think about? These are only my thoughts but if you think they might have some bearing on your life then thay just might be.I probably piss off some people but oh well! There is an old saying " if you truely love something set it free and if it comes back it was ment to be": MY THOUGHT:if it where ment to be you would not have given up in the first place.sometimes we get into a place that we think the other person would be better off with out you or what can you offer this person,alot of this is brought on by society. TRUTH:in reality the thing is we leave the other person because someone else came along and showed intrest and we wanted to check it out and the reason is we go back is because we found out that they where not all that cracked up to be and you might be stupid enough to fall for the bullshit we tell you. The biggest thing i myself have even abused is "i love you": MY THOUGHT:this is a word that should mean something,it represents feeli

"goodness Can Prevail"
One day, a poor boy who was selling goods from door to door to pay his way through school,found he had only one thin dime left,and he was hungry. He decided he would ask for a meal at the next house.However,he lost his nerve when a lovely young woman opened the door.Instead of a meal he asked for a drink of water.She thought he looked hungry so brought him a large glass of milk.He drank it slowly,and then asked, "How much do I owe you?" "You don't owe me anything" she replied" Mother has taught us never to accept payment for a kindness." He said.."Then I thank you from my heart" As Howard Kelly left that house,he not only felt stronger physically,but his faith in God and man was strong also.He had been ready to give up and quit.Years later that young woman became critically ill.The local doctors were baffled. They finally sent her to the big city,where they called in specialists to study her rare disease. Dr. Howard Kelly *(gynecology) *was called in for the consultation. When he

Love That Lovage, Even When It Hurts
My inner demons compel me to be here Your cheeks are flush like rose petals You're consumed with rage but I'm consumed with you Our eyes intertwine through the haze Intoxicated by your bloodshot stare In all of my dreams I never thought i'd see A face that could launch a thousand ships And the music was like wind in your hair The moonlight caressed your silhouette Kiss of ocean mist is in the air Why must God punish me this way Lay down my hand the next move is yours As you undress me with your frozen eyes In all of my dreams I never thought I'd see An endless love to share my blue lagoon And the music was like wind in your hair The moonlight caressed your silhouette Kiss of ocean mist is in the air Why must God punish me this way Happiness is hard to come by But I've had my fair share The satin sheets, the lemon peels The minor keys, the major pills We've climbed the mountain, saw the top And planted the apple seed And can't you see we could've had i

Screwed Up
Ever feel like everything is going wrong and you are an emotional time bomb and there are only a few people that can make you feel better and they won't even talk to you? I feel overloaded right now with things on my mind and took wayyyy to many headache pills and am not thinking to clearly and the one person I was hoping would talk to me decided not to. I don't know, maybe things will be better tomorrow.

My Sexy Friends
Just want to say I have to go for the night to defrag my computer. I have been booted off of Fubar oodles of times today, so I am going to try and fix things a bit from my end. Love to all my friends and family...Hugs and Kisses Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com

I Don't Have To Feel This Way Anymore
Up in the morning Politely yawning Theres frost on the roof of the car First cigarette puffs Gold links in my cuffs Egg on the shirt of my heart Fingerprints in the dust with my name Squint my eyes to see from my fame Spot the words that fall from my lines The deafness hides the light from the blind Stop starting journey The road returns me Back to the world in the evening The stage rehearsals Voice on the circles Blah blah my way to the celing I cant see the walls from the chairs Are there people sitting out there Feed me with a frown or a laugh Featureless the faces that ask Tonight Im cracking Im murder acting Footlit the visual of my lines Ill smoke and drink it Ill eat and think it Miserable the murder plot unwinds

A Fallen Love
She was so gentle So soft in every way An inner innocense I tried to take away She was standing there With beauty upon her face There I was, next to her Full of my disgrace The reason I loved her She kept it deep inside All the things that I have done For me she would hide She must have loved me A secret kept put away The only explination For what she did that day .... rest of it goes police come to arrest me and she takes the fall... I am too lazy right now to finish but I will come back and do it promise

From Me To Whoever...
Would you embrace me every time you saw me?Could you love me as I am without judging me when i make mistakes?Would you pick me up when i fell?Would you be able to read me even with my emotion masks up?Would you love me completely and never hurt me?Would you stand up for me when i'm too weak to do it myself? I'm running out of questions...i want answers.Would you be my everything and me your everything?Could you accept me as i am or try to make me change to fit some perfect ideal girl?Could you handle me and my craziness? To you,the one who i keep missing...Everyone has a equal half in this world,where the hell are you?!rawr!!! im done now i think....

Finally! My Animated Stuff Works!
Last nite i finally got all of my animated pix, text, ect. working on my page thanx to a few helpful tips given to me by this awesome guy who is now a friend & a fan of his, & he of i also. his name he goes by is "The 1st Canadian Godfather 'Achillies'". and he really does rock. he has helped me out soo much with stuff that no one else has been able too too. so if ur reading this Achillis, im sending out a huge THANKYOU to u for helping me last nite. u have no idea how long i had had the delima about the animated pix, text, ect. anyways, so now ive got another problem. which ive had for a while but just sisnt know who would know how to help me. problem is i cant get any of my skins to work. seems like it it just happened outta the nlu ....but i dunno. my friend Achillies suggested it was cuz the ones i were using weere to old, so i went to his page and triesd to use a couple of his, and they didnt work either. so if snyomne has any comments, or answers to this problem, i could surely u

Cath The Ghost Rider
HEY EVERYONE I'M IN A GIVEAWAY FOR A TERRIFIC PRIZE. I WAS WONDERING IF I COULD GET MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY OUT THERE IN FUBAR WORLD TO HELP ME OUT A LITTLE.IT JUST STARTED TONIGHT ANI REALLY WANT THIS PRIZE. SO COME ON A GIVE A GREAT FRIEND A HAND. JUST HIT THE PIC BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT THERE. THANK YOU ALL. Fire My Words

Show Some Love For My Friends
I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THIS OPPORTUNITY TO THANK WILDCAT AND BIG FOR THIS GIVEAWAY. THEY BOTH KNOW I'VE ALWAYS WANTED ONE AND THEY ARE GIVING ME THE OPPORTUNITY. SO COME ONE AND COME ALL AND LETS SHOW THEM THE LOVE THEY DESERVE. THEIR LINKS ARE BELOW. ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.ŦRÄÌÑ,RÄÐÌÖ Ñ LÖÚÑGÈ, Ç.W.Ö.Ғ@ fubar *BÌG* ÇÖ ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ WÌLÐÇÄŦ LÖÚÑGÈ@ fubar AGAIN THANK YOU GUYS.

About Me
Name: crikle Birthday: july 7, 1983 Birthplace: texas Current Location: tennessee Eye Color: hazel Hair Color: brown, /w redish & blonde highlites Height: 5'7" Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: mostly german & irish The Shoes You Wore Today: of course my K Swiss Your Weakness: Joe Your Fears: don't have any Your Perfect Pizza: fully loaded Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: to many to list Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: it's all good Thoughts First Waking Up: damn is it morning already Your Best Physical Feature: I would say my eyes Your Bedtime: whenever I pass out Your Most Missed Memory: my grandparents, (RIP) Pepsi or Coke: coke MacDonalds or Burger King: burger king Single or Group Dates: both Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino Do you Smoke: yes Do you Swear: more than I should Do you Sing: yes but it's awful, lol Do you

Tennessee Friends! Hell Yeah!
FRIENDS:Will stand guard while u take a piss. TENNESSEE FRIENDS: Will shine a spotlight on you while your drunk ass is taking a piss in the bushes. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs TENNESSEE FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. TENNESSEE FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points. FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. TENNESSEE FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun " FRIENDS: Cry with you. TENNESSEE FRIENDS: laugh at you FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. TENNESSEE FRIENDS: Steal each other's stuff so often nobody remembers who bought it in the first place. FRIENDS: Are happy that someone picked up a one night stand and leave them alone. TENNESSEE FRIENDS: Will

When Oj Dies‏
When OJ Dies One day in the future, OJ Simpson has a heart-attack and dies. He immediately goes to hell, where the devil is waiting for him. "I don't know what to do here," says the devil. "You are on my list, but I have no room for you. You definitely have to stay here, so I'll tell you what I'm going to do. I've got a few folks here who weren't quite as bad as you. I'll let one of them go, but you have to take their place. I'll even let YOU decide who leaves." OJ thought that sounded pretty good, so the devil opened the door to the first room. In it was Ted Kennedy and a large pool of water. Ted kept diving in, and surfacing, empty handed. Over, and over, and over he dove in and surfaced with nothing. Such was his fate in hell. "No," OJ said. "I don't think so. I'm not a good swimmer, and I don't think I could do that all day long." The devil led him to the door of the next room. In it was Al Gore with a sledgehammer and a room full of rocks. All he did was swing that hammer

Cancer #3
You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you're not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won't take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces

Blind Submission
Blind Submission by Mistress_Cornelia © This is the homework of my slave Gabi. My name is Gabi. I'm from Austria (a German-speaking country near Germany). My Mistress ordered me to write down this story. As a matter of fact this is not really a story – as it is not fictional. This is the description of my first meeting with My Mistress. Mistress Cornelia is my Mistress. I'm one of her slaves and I love to submit to her. I'm a student of biology and geography. I'm 20 years old and I have always considered myself a bit shy. I'm of medium height and could be said to have quite a well-shaped body. I'm slim – without looking like a starving model at all. I have some nice rounds that I like. My breasts are a medium C-Cup (75C in European Measures). My hair is a dark blonde (with a bit of brunette in it) and I'm wearing it open and down over my shoulders. All in all I'm really satisfied with my looks. I have had some sexual experiences with boys, but my most sensual, arousing an

The Blindfold
The Blindfold by ashesatwork © You called up and said you had a huge surprise for me. I was hoping it was dinner and a movie, I asked for hints, but you gave me none. So I asked what I should wear. You said that little flowing black skirt of yours, with that tight, red button down, little shirt with a black silk thong and a black silk bra. I said that seemed very specific, we must be going somewhere nice. And you said you would pick me up in 30 minutes. I wouldn't waste time getting ready for something like that. 30 minutes pasts and there you are. I answer the door and you say I look amazing and pull me in to give me a deep kiss running your hand up my leg to feel the thong you had requested, knowing it's only for you, I hate these things. And that's when you ask if I trust you. I pull away and say of course. You hand me a black bandana and say "put this on over your eyes, you will have to wear it most of the night." I was like, "I trust you but come on it's not that big of

Hello Kitten.....
This was written by a friend of mine, thought I would share it with you...(was kind of requested to post here) I hope you "enjoy" it as much as I did.. hehe and I did "ENJOY" it many times... if you know what I mean. Have you been good today? You know Master likes a submissive Kitten to play with. You should prepare yourself for his arrival.....he'll be here anytime now. Are you wearing his favorite lingerie under that robe? You know he so does like hose and a garder......and make sure your thong is crotchless. You'll feel his anger for sure if you aren't ready....shhhh, he's here. *Hello Kitten.....I've longed for you all day. Am I your preoccupation as well?* *Yes Master...you are.* *Mmmmm..that's good.* *Shall I take your clothes, Master?* *I'd love for you to draw me a bath, Kitten.* *Right away, Master.* The room is full of steam as I enter....you are beside the claw foot tub naked, waiting to wash my body. I slip from my robe and you let ou

Dreams
Tonight i had two unusual dreams. The first was a prison break. Things that don't normally happen in a prison (like the ceiling dropping down slowly on someone as if the room was trying to crush me) Me and 4 other people escaped (2 of them were female...actual women not transsexuals. It was as if it was some really cheesy horror movie, but it was the end of the movie. The next dream was that i was covered with insects that don't even exist in the real world. And of course i was panicing... they all died of course (because i killed them) creepy... one of them looked like a hair piece (two halves connected. Weird shit.... weirdest so far. almost actually... talking fish has the creepy insects and prison break beat. Still...fuckin weird.

Little Red Riding Hood
Little Red Riding Hood was on her way to see her grandmother in the forest. Her mother warned her "Don't walk through the forest, take the path, or else the Big Bad Wolf will catch you and suck your tits dry!" Little Red started towards her grandmother's house but decided to take the shortcut through the forest anyway. The turtle stopped Little Red and warned her "Turn back and use the path, because if the Big Bad Wolf finds you, he'll suck your tits dry!" Little Red was almost there, so she kept going through the forest. Sure enough, the Big Bad Wolf jumps out of nowhere and tells her "Take off your shirt Little Red Riding Hood - I'm gonna suck your tits dry!!". "Oh no you don't", yells Little Red, as she pulls up her skirt, "You're gonna eat me just like the story says!"

Health Care In Canada
This was recently sent to me when a friend heard that if Hilary Clinton became elected President, she was going to try to have the same kind of insurance implamented here. What do you think about this? This was sent from Canada to a friend in the States. I saw on the news up here in Canada where Hillary Clinton introduced her new health care plan. Something similar to what we have in Canada. I also heard that Michael Moore was raving about the health care up here in Canada in his latest movie. As your friend and someone who lives with the Canada health care plan I thought I would give you some facts about this great medical plan that we have in Canada. First of all: 1) The health care plan in Canada is not free. We pay a premium every month of $96. for Shirley and I to be covered. Sounds great eh. What they don't tell you is how much we pay in taxes to keep the health care system afloat. I am personally in the 55% tax bracket. Yes 55% of my earnings go

Lollipop
Lollipop Lollipop lollipop Oh lolli lolli lolli Lollipop lollipop..... Call my baby lollipop Tell you why His kiss is sweeter than an apple pie And when he does his shaky rockin' dance Man, I haven't got a chance I call him Lollipop lollipop Oh lolli lolli lolli Lollipop lollipop..... Sweeter than candy on a stick Huckleberry, chimry or lime If you had a choice He'd be your pick But lollipop is mine Lollipop lollipop Oh lolli lolli lolli Lollipop lollipop..... Crazy way he thrills me Tell you why Just like a lightning from the sky He loves to kiss me till I can't see straight GEE, MY LOLLIPOP IS GREAT I call him Lollipop lollipop Oh lolli lolli lolli Lollipop lollipop.....

New Story...
Ok this is just a random thing..I write short stories,or long stories..Depending on my mood....so here: I brush my fingers against your cheek softly.Gazing into your eyes.Searching for an answer to my questions.You seem so cold tonight and the words just wont come to my mind to tell you anything.You standing there looking blankly at me.Emotionless eyes starring into my tear filled eyes.How did it get to this point?Where we drifted apart in the one place we found comfort in together?You turning from me,brushing aside my fingers,looking into the darkness of the night.Why wont you talk to me?Here in this finally hour?When I need you most you turn from me.Cant you feel it?What you're doing to me.And the words finally come to me..A song... "I come to you in pieces,so you can make me whole.." what do ya think?good?bad?crazy?

Oh God, Make It Stop
I hurt so much. I need a massage or something. I HATE it when the weather changes suddenly and every muscle in my body decides to rebel and get tight. I can barely walk for the pain in my back. I probably shouldn't even be typing since my shoulders and arms are screaming. Crap. I played hooky from work yesterday to have a little down-time and fun and today I have to call in b/c of a real fibro flare. Karma sucks. Ok, maybe not, but my body sure does.

All Is Well Again
Just alittle update, I finally got my computer back but not the same one........Whatever was wrong with it, happened over time and it damaged my motherboard, so I lost all my information and data that was on my hard drive......So I am starting all over with a new tower and lots more speed and memory........I am starting over getting my music files again and luckily I saved alot of my pictures in photobucket, so I still have those......I am having to reinstall alot of my programs, ...............Thankyou to all my friends and family for your patience and I will be catching up with your pages today and the next few days...........I wish everyone a great day and a lovely weekend. hugggzzz & smiles always, Leah

10/11/2007
You need to try a little romance, whether you're single or involved in a long-term relationship. Your interest is certainly perked up and you're as attractive as can be -- so make something happen! hmmm anyone wanna romance me today...hmmmmm????

Moment Of Clarity
Moment of Clarity All around... at the open place is Saddened faces... In a mixture of... remembered Places Saddened faces tear... And when the sun should choose to rise Im standing here alone And in this moment of suprise I see my name in stone I really should be scared But all I feel is, all I feel is calm... All around in this grief filled place is Saddened Faces... In a moment of awkward focus... Remembered tears fall... Should I stay or should I follow Im really not to sure Is what Im feeling really normal? Im feeling I dont care Am I awake or am I dreaming? I dont care anymore, No care anymore.

Took Long Enough
Well it's been awhile since I posted the "Night Exchange" but finally I am getting around to it :) (and I apologize in advance I don't always do spell check or grammar check. lol I write as fast as I think. So please...forgive my spelling etc....) I don't think this entry is NSFW but I'll mark it as such. Just in case Firstly, I will be introducing my friends to everyone. Keep in mind, I will not/cannot add actual pictures or names of my old friends. So I have found celebrities that I believe truly represent them :) Jay,is out main woman here. When we first meet her, she's 18. She's a college student and is somewhat naive. Although she's attractive, she is shy and hesitant about getting to close to men....and oh yeah she's a virgin, well at least at the beginning of the story. She's tall, tan and looks a lot like... Next is Jemma. She is Jay's partner in crime. She is 19 and also a college student (that is how they met). Unlike Jay she's more sure of herself when it comes

Celtic Horoscope
You Are A Walnut Tree You are strange and full of contrasts... the oddball of your group. You are unrelenting and you have unlimited ambition. Not always liked but always admired, you are more infamous than famous. You are aggressive and spontaneous, and your reactions are often unexpected. A jealous and passionate person, you are difficult in romantic relationships. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Thursday?? Already, Lol?
Aye, what a week! I am having such long days to deal with and I don't seem to be sleeping well. So be it! Well, guess what!? That Mercury Retrograde starts tonite at 9 p.m. Pacific time! Oops! And it will run until November 1. Interesting note: The key issue during Mercury retro is focus as an introspective experience! What will the retro focus us on? I am thinking of just cutting the article on Mercury retro from NightLightNews and pasting it in my blogs, lol! Take the time to check out web.nightlightnews.com - it will be well worth your time!! What with two warnings, one of a personal nature, this week, it's already been rather bizarre for me. I don't usually get forewarning like this, lol! Thank you to all who have sent energy to help shore up my own protective measures! I have no doubt this has helped keep me aware and safe. I am off to work shortly. Hope to have time for a longer blog in the next day or two. Have a terrific Thursday, everyone! Much love and warm hugs f

Run
I lost faith in trying. I found truth in your eyes. I lost strength by lying. I found weakness in my mind. I believe in something I can’t see. I love someone I can’t have. I made friends with an angel. Now I’m paying for my sins. From a distance, I run again.

Cleavage Contest Is Saturday
I will be in a contest on Saturday beginning at 11 PM (Eastern Time). The contest at this time is closed but will open promptly at 11 PM on Saturday NIGHT (Eastern Time). The contest is for the best cleavage on Fubar. If you could, I would appreciate a vote on my pic that will be the entry. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=948155&albumid=585036&i=2217506923 http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=948155&albumid=585036&i=2217506923# I will repost this again a few times before Saturday night. Thanks!!! 36d hugs, ms. cleavage

Giggling
Morning All!! Yes again I want to say I LOVE those voice messages! They make me smile everytime I hear them.:) So come on and let me hear your voice..Go to my profile and listen to what I have to say...lol Then if you have free long distance, call the number it gives you. You don't need a microphone to do it...:) Hugs and Kisses!!

The End
One kiss, and all my worries are gone. One touch, and all of that has vanished. What if suddenly the world turned upside-down And love doesn’t exist? What would you do? Where would you go? Who would you trust? When will it end? Life ain’t worth living anymore. There is nothing to do, Nowhere to go, No one to trust, And it will never end. There is nothing you can live for, No one to love and care, No one to help fill the hole of sorrow. Walking crippled And bound to the past life, Unwilling to let go. You are forever floating aimlessly In a dimension of nothingness, Drifting from place to place Life whirling past your eyes, You unable to keep up with it. You are forever drowning, Down under the ocean. Being dragged deeper… And deeper… And deeper… Life just ain’t worth living anymore… What would you do? Where would you go? Who would you trust? When will it end?

Home Depot Yayyy!!
Ok ya'll, I got a $50 Home Depot gift card for my Birthday ( those that know me well, know I LOVE Home Depot! lol )......... what should I buy? A. A few smaller things that I need for around the house. B. One main item (lol not that 50 bux can go very far in that store for me but, u get the jest). suggestions gladly accepted! lol.

The Wake Up Call!
The Wake Up Call! The wake up call is ringing, the question is, are we going to answer and heed its message before it is too late? The planet is being riddled with tsunamis, earthquakes, hurricanes and flooding, all which have claimed countless lives in the wake of its massive destruction!� The devastation that is taking place is not just happening here in the United States, it is happening all over the World, there is not an inch of soil anywhere that is safe and the sad part about all of this is that we as a unit could have done a lot more to prevent the catastrophes that are taking place and there are yet to come!� I do not care whether you are a Muslim, Christian, Witch or an Atheist, we should all share the planet equally, it is not our birth right to have dominion over the Earth, the Earth is not a possession, it was never meant for any one man or woman to own, the Earth is a gift from the Mother and it is our greatest ally and resource, however, when thing

45 Things A Girl Wants But Wont Ask For:
1. Touch her waist. 2. Actually talk to her. 3. Share secrets with her. 4. Give her your jacket. 5. Kiss her slowly. Are you remembering this? 6. Hug her. 7. Hold her. 8. Laugh with her. 9. Invite her somewhere. 10. Hangout with her and your friends together. KEEP READING 11. Smile with her. 12. Take pictures with her. 13. Pull her onto your lap. 14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved. Are you thinking of someone? 16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her. 17. Kiss her unexpectedly. 18. Hug her from behind around the waist. 19. Tell her she's beautiful. 20. Tell her the way you feel about her. One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it. 21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman. 22. T

Share This Broken
Just FYI...when you click "SHARE THIS" on a bulletin, pic or blog...it is not working. The only way it seems to work is if you enter ONE email in the little box it gives you. I have 2 linked profiles that are fans, friends, and family of one another and have tried it on blogs, pics and bulletins...and the one profile never gets an email from the other from me clicking the SHARE THIS function. I have tried JUST friends to share it with, JUST FANS, Just family....the email never comes...Just thought you should know.

At Peace
in the middle of crowd im standing and there's no sound you're all yelling to one another why do i feel like the other faces turn and im afraid i hope to crawl and run away seeing you and all your grandeur means that im so small in stature lonely in the middle of the crowd i scream and scream but there's no sound lips are talking about me? seeing as im never free i guess ill leave and go to the place of no return to scream and hear a sound to look and see everyone around staring but not as though to burn me to the ground looking as though in welcome wanting to know and feel my pain i finally sigh and find a place where i can be me just me in peace

Ok
ok heres the problem how come the bouncers on here mess with people that put nude pictures up but they dont do nothing about sexual harrasment i had to block 10 guys on here cause of that i dont like guys asking can they f'uck me its not cool us girls dont need that

Help Me For Vip Status
Well Family and friends...and fans too...I am involved with getting a VIP status and i need to get 8000 comments and have to get them in 5 days....and i'm on the third day. The only thing that you have to do is request a friendship from M$Dallas...rate her and fan her too....and then you can get to VIP folder....all i ask is that all my friends and family help me.....

Peace
In Jerusalem, a female CNN journalist heard about a very old Jewish man who had been going to the Western Wall to pray, twice a day, everyday, for a long, long time. So she went to check it out. She went to the Western Wall and there he was! She watched him pray and after about 45 minutes, when he turned to leave, she approached him for an interview. "I'm Rebecca Smith from CNN. Sir, how long have you been coming to the Western Wall and praying?" "For about 60 years," said the praying man. "60 years! That's amazing! What do you pray for?" says Rebecca. "I pray for peace between the Christians, Jews and the Muslims. I pray for all the hatred to stop and I pray for all our children to grow up in safety and friendship." "How do you feel after doing this for 60 years?" The praying man says, "Like I'm talking to a fuckin' wall,"

What To Do?
My husband decided to take a day off (which is VERY rare!). He has taken our kids to the doctor for recheck on ear infections, cooked breakfast for the boys and is now working on his drums and music. Ive swept the livingroom and shampooed the carpet in the boys room twice! Now Im bored...I want him and I to take the boys out and do something outside of the house. He is a homebody and would rather stay home! Whats a girl to do? Hmmmm maybe I should have mummed this? I could always use the points!!!! hehehe

The Misstress
The misstress There is a lady not ready for one and only one man. She would rather have a man That has another that way she would not be tied down. She knows she is not ready to fall in love. She would lie to have an affair. So she could have her needs met. She could give him his cake and eat it too. When she had the chance to do this she choose against it cause she wanted more. Now she would rather be that mistress. See she is sick of that toy needs a mans touch. One that is there for a friend and can get away when he wants to play. She will give him what he wants as long as he pleases her as well. She can meet him at a secret place. She wants to be teased at first He needs to make the first move So she knows it's OK to tease him too. She wants her boobs twisted and bite as he fucks her with his fingers in her pussy as fast as he can. She can reach down his pants and stroke his Dick going slow at first and working faster each time

Look At The Ghost Rider
I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THIS OPPORTUNITY TO THANK WILDCAT AND BIG FOR THIS GIVEAWAY. THEY BOTH KNOW I'VE ALWAYS WANTED ONE AND THEY ARE GIVING ME THE OPPORTUNITY. SO COME ONE AND COME ALL AND LETS SHOW THEM THE LOVE THEY DESERVE. THEIR LINKS ARE BELOW. ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.ŦRÄÌÑ,RÄÐÌÖ Ñ LÖÚÑGÈ, Ç.W.Ö.Ғ@ fubar *BÌG* ÇÖ ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ WÌLÐÇÄŦ LÖÚÑGÈ@ fubar AGAIN THANK YOU GUYS.

Where To Now
As a young boy my older brother made me watch wrestling and i fell in love with that and still to this day that is my one tru love. We stated that one day we would be a tag team and be the best tag team that we could be with the god given talent we had. I had my chance and I get to live my childhood dream every weekend. Well not really just mine but my late brothers aswell. See my brother wanted to wrestle and he had two matches and in his second one he lost his eye sight. About 45 mins later it came back to him but he was scared and said he wanted to be apart of wrestling some way but he couldnt go through that anymore. He became an announcer and later a referree. He died on June 22, 2004 and the day after we laid his soul to rest we had a wrestling show and the building was renamed the Bobby Killjoey Memorial Sports Arena. I was known to be in the middle of an interview and say that the building was my house. When the only claim to that building was gone it was Bobby's house. What im

Your Guardian Angel
When I see your smile, tears roll down my face. I can't replace. And now that I'm strong, I have figured out, How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul. And I know, I'll find, deep inside me, I can be the one. I will never let you fall. I'll stand up with you forever. I'll be there for you through it all. Even if saving you sends me to heaven. It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. Seasons are changing and waves are crashing And stars are falling all for us. Days grow longer and nights grow shorter, I can show you I'll be the one. I will never let you fall. I'll stand up with you forever. I'll be there for you through it all. Even if saving you sends me to heaven. 'Cause you're my, you're my, my, my, my true love, My whole heart, please don't throw that away. Because I am here, for you. Please don't walk away, and please tell me you'll stay. Whoa-oh-oh Stay Whoa-oh-oh Use me as you will, pull my strings just for a thrill. And

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Sad Sad Day
How do you say goodbye to someone you have known and loved all your life. Someone who has left behind so much. Four children and a husband. At such a young age. It just goes to show what drugs can do to someone. They don't only effect you but, everyone around you. Leaving them vulnerable, alone, sad, and depressed. What is to become of there life now that u are gone? The girls are just now teenagers, the baby is three. Let's not forget the six year old too. How could you enjoy yourself pill after pill knowing that you were leaving them behind? Maybe, no one understands but you could have givin them a chance.

What To Do About A Downrater.
Everyday, I see bulletin after bulletin being posted about downraters. "This asshole just gave me 1's," "I got a 1 from this jerk, go get him!!" Now it seems to me that if you are trying to keep yourselves "drama free," why would you post a drama filled bulletin, inciting more drama? The first point I want to make is that you still get the same amount of points for a 1 or a 10. The ONLY thing I can see that anyone loses from getting a rate less than 10 is pride or your wittle feelers. Oh and the rate score goes down, as if that's fucking important! Second point. Most people that downrate are new to Fubar. They are totally unaware that downrating is a no-no here. Unless, of course, it is a veteran with a ghost account just to fuck with people, but in those isolated cases, they are usually out to fuck with a particular person or group. This is what I do when someone downrates me: I go to their profile, rate them an 11. Rate their default pic an 11. Then I send them a gift

You My Friend!
You My Friend I sat on my beds edge at night's end A mental search for someone I could call friend I wanted someone who's time I could spend ! Maybe someday my heart I could lend I'd sit never in judgement For things that might begrudge them I'd listen with all my heart With a Smile and Hug I'd start! To take all they have to offer Plenty in return My back I will never turn! No matter how many bridges did burn With heart felt words of Praise Their mood I' try to raise Whatever means necessary I will use My shoulder they surely use To dry the tears,comfort all their fears! And let it be known Together a friendship has grown. Michael Todd Northcutt Copyright ©2007 Michael Todd Northcutt

New Tattoo No 30
work started today at 2.00 p.m on my 30th tattoo. its the piece i had commissioned by Courtney Davis. its looking good so far just the outline today and start filing in the colour next week seeing as its a custom piece that i have had done i will not be posting pics of it here as i want it to remain the only one, however i will show it to my friends just leave me a message with your email and i'll send pics, dave

Patience!
You are the one The one of my dreams My heart’s desire All the prayers and wishes The fantasies and Fairytales Since I was just a little girl Here you are in the flesh Everything seems all a mess This I do know Through time and patience It will all grow Together everything will one day flow You are unsure this I do still know For it is still what is yours You do slip and say ours and we But most of the time it is I and me So this I do know you are not ready for us Not as of yet but close it is I do have to say yes I am scared There is still a lot to accomplish But I am ready for the ours and we Patience yes I know Patient as I can be It is still early of yet So all the patience that you need

Why You Probably Are Not Allergic To Chocolate, And Other Chocolate Covered Myths
"What most people call an allergy is really an unpleasant digestive complaint; an allergy is when your body actually reacts upon the food and creates such a huge immune reaction that antibodies and other chemicals released to defend against the food actually are destructive to our bodies. Chocolate is not on the list of foods that Americans seem to develop allergies to: milk, fish, eggs, wheat, tree nuts, peanuts, soybeans and shellfish are. No one has yet proven that acne is related to eating chocolate. Period. Even large amounts of chocolate. So there goes that myth. As far as chocolate being addictive, same thing, there is no clinical evidences to support physical addiction to chocolate. In my opinion, people use the word 'addiction' too loosely these days. For example, I love chocolate, and I know that it contains substances that release endorphins which make me feel good. I am normal, I like to feel good. But my body tells me when enough is enough. I am not compelled to gorg

Yay Me!!
If everyone wonders why I'm not on the next few days.. its because i wentback home to visit friends and family. Also, I might meet up with my first fubar friend! YAY :P Anyways, Hopefully I will have new pictures to post when I get back home! Don't miss me to much!! :P Love Mysti

After Three In The A.m.
Here I am again. The moon as my only companion. Together we are listening to a few songs and deciding what to type. Thing is, when I usually enter a blog, it's a premeditated thought, but not this time around. No, this time I had nothing specific to bring to the table. Except maybe a hope that through these ramblings the reason why I cannot sleep tonight, as well as any other night for that matter, may pop up. I mean, being naturally nocturnal, just like my father, I can see some difficulty sleeping during the dark night hours, but not like this. This is different. I am different...... Even now, I feel at a loss for words. That never happens to me. I've always got an answer, a question, a thought, always something to say..... Feels like 100 years since I last slept. Oh well, sleep is for the weak, right?..... I don't get it. How did I get here? Why do I feel like I'm no longer in control of me? That's impossible, right? Isn't it? I was the one who was always in control. I was

Lesh
I think I put this one in here simply because I haven't updated in a while. This is more or less a sorrowful attempt by Lesh to find out if I'll masturbate on cam for him. We all know how that gets played out. As usual, my thoughts are in [brackets]. Lesh: hello DD: Hello Lesh: what up DD: Nothing much, what's up with you? Lesh: nm DD: Quiet day? Lesh: lol do you have yahoo [hint 1 he didn't read the profile] DD: Yes, why? Lesh: just ask can i have your name on it DD: [edited] [I decided to give it just to see what he would say] Lesh: are u on it [well duh!] DD: yes Switched to Yahoo: sfasjo8: hello Jessi: hi sfasjo8: do you have webcam [wow... first fucking thing! Would never have seen that one coming...] Jessi: yes sfasjo8: can i see you on it [dammit! He didn't ask to see it... would have loved to send that pic of the cam itself... oh well] Jessi: no sfasjo8: y Jessi: Why do you want to see me on it? sfasjo8: to

Few Questions On My Mind Can U Answer ? Plz>>
I cant do mums yet so im blogging these. 1; How does a man really want to treat a lady ? 2 ; Is Chillivary dead ? 4; Is it wrong for a lady to expect respect always, and treated sometimes delicately when she need ,s to be ? 5 ; Why do some just act bitter or try to hurt others ? 6 ; Do they ( people ) forget about the Golden Rule ? 7; Why do some women treat men like play things , if they themselves want respect from a guy ? 8 ; How many people in here are really looking for a significate other to spend a life time with? 9; How many people in here are just wanting to play the field , never meet the right person for their life? 10 ; Do you know God loves us no matter what ? 11 ; Do you know it takes all to make a world ? 12 ; Do you know if we could stand up speak out and do the right thing out of loving gestures ,Or thoughts and care we as people of all color races and creed and countries could join together, to make and bring about great cha

The Difference Between Girls & Grown Women.
Wanna know the difference??? GIRLS vs. GROWN WOMEN Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits in. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls try to put a man 'on lock' by using sex. Grown women know that it's the sex of the mental kind that makes a man want to 'lock' you down. Girls fake-moan, lay there and take the stabbing. Grown women say, "Just stop", get up, get dressed and walk out. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it--using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come. Grown women make you come home. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Gro

Head Explody Cont'd
it's a beautiful day in the neighborhood, a beautiful day to go without meds. won't you be my neighbor??????????????? *insert maniacal laughter and psychotic stare here* i haven't been able to focus on a damned thing for 2 solid weeks. coinciding with my first med change in several years. so today, doc says no meds, pick up the new ones tomorrow at the office. yay. with the meds, i have no attention spa....oh hey-look at this! shiny! so i been having trouble focusing. can't seem to follow a train of....uhm, what? but, of course, that was part of the problem before. but now? well, yeah. it's a bit worse, i .....wow. there was a thought there, wasn't there? funny. now i write these rambling, run on posts in my usual forums because i lose track right in the middle, and can't seem to pick it back up where....yeah. kinda like that. so new meds 2moro. yay. work should be fun tonight. *maniacal laughter once again.* i keep listening for the voices, but they aren't s

Why The Rich Stay Rich, Why The Poor Stay Poor
If you really want to solve the problem of financial greef, then go to danijohnson.com Don't worry it is a free website, you will find nothing but answers! After you checked the site out please give me your comments and thoughts!

"the Perfect Southern Woman"
Yesterday, I was having a phone conversation with my best friend, Lucas. I forget what brought us to the particular subject, but at one point he said, "You and your mom are the very essence of the 'perfect' southern woman." I laughed and asked him what all sch a title involved. He said he could not list the specifics on the spot, but he would mull it over and get back to me. Well, today I recieved an e-mail from him in reply: "Sara, I think you personify the perfect southern woman because you are the kind of woman who could accomplish all of the listed items in a single day (and enjoy yourself the whole time): 1) Cook three full meals for a house-full of people; 2) Clean an entire house; 3) Wrangle, entertain, and keep happy a whole brood of kids; 4) Build a fence; 5) Buy a month's worth of groceries with $100; 6) Balance a checkook to the decimal; 7) Herd animals; 8) Prepare food for a 20-person Super Bowl party, and watch the game; 9) Play a game of backyard family fo

What To Do
What I want Master to do is first give me that kiss he’s been telling me about, for I dream about it often. I melt into his arms and let him have his way with me. I long for him to control me and abuse me. I want to feel his cock in my mouth and I will pleasure him, licking, sucking, until he comes and I will swallow every last drop. I’d like Master to spank me till my ass is red hot then stick his cock in my soaking wet pussy and fuck me real hard. I want to have pain and pleasure together so I’ll reach the point of ecstasy and maybe Master would let me cum for him all over his cock that he is trusting into my pussy so hard. I would beg for more. I want him to pull my hair call me his slut and ram that cock into my ass. I will obey my Master doing whatever he orders whatever he wants hoping to please him. When we are done we go to the shower where I will wash my Master and do whatever he likes.

More Than Meets The Eye
Told you it was a long weekend . . . Saturday morning after breakfast we heard from Mary that the movie "Transformers" was playing at our local Oak Park Theatre. You can get in there and eat your fill for a LOT less than you can at Carmike Cinemas in our Dakota Square mall where the movies usually debut (for the record, "Transformers" debuted on July 2; I was slightly busy that day after our son Jeffrey being born), and Mary had been stocking up on Oak Park movie tickets at our nephew Mathew's school fundraiser so we didn't even have to pay to get in! And the food . . . $2.50 for a medium bag of popcorn, $1.00 each for drinks -- we had large plastic cups they used to sell, and they still honor the refills -- and then a large bag of M&Ms for a buck too. Great deal! Since Mary and Martha and I all wanted to see "Transformers" and we had Margaret's kids Patrick, Breanna, and Josceline with us while their mom was at work. We obviously couldn't bring the very little kids -- Josceline, Sa

Haha
if you dont want yor pictures looked at dont put them on here i dont look at them kinds of pictures people have respect for your self is that the only way you think you will get looked at it ant be your self try it you may like the nice comments you get insteed of dirty ones grow up

Quite An Analogy
This was sent to me from an e-mailing list Im on. I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs , the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over

Fill This Out For Me And Send It Back To Me
1. Do you have a tattoo? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7.George Strait or Jay Z? 8. How did we meet? HERE COMES THE EQUALLY INTERESTING PART... 9. Whats your philosophy on life and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. Do you like Country music? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? 15. Would you cheat ? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? 18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? 19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? 20. Which do you prefer - short or long hair? 21. Do you sing in the shower? 22. What's your favorite color? 23. If you could bring back anyone that has passed, who would it be? 24. Tell me o

My Eyes
well latey i have been getting aloota responds about my eyes i wanna know what is so special about then that turns guys on i would say more my tits but whatever so tell me whats my best look on me eyes mouth tits ass or what look at my pics and let me know

What Is Your Life Full Of
A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar.He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two glasses of wine from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed. "Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that thi

You Walked Lightly Into My Life!!
You walked lightly into my life Captivating and lovely to my mind, At first, I never cared who you were Now I don't know who I am without you, You kissed me I felt my world change, You held me I heard my heart awaken, You loved me And my soul was born anew You walked lightly into my life Now my heart knows who you are And with every breath And every step I take down lonely roads, Your hand is my staff Your voice is my guide Your strength my shelter You're passion my awakening. You walked lightly into my life, And all my pain You took as your own, And all my fears You cast into the sea, All my doubt Lost in your eyes, You walked lightly into my life And no matter if you choose to stay or go, My life is forever changed, Just because you loved me For a moment in time. And because I choose To love you For the rest of mine. - Tracey Newson -

In Case You're Wondering....
hey all. anyone that's been wondering where i've been rest assured i'm fine...relatively speaking....i've been going through some shit and needed a couple of days to collect myself...or weeks i should say. anyway i'll be back to my bouncy sarcastic self soon. i won't be on as often as before because my work has decided to change buildings and we'll be moving into some bigger accomadations. it's a drag cuz it will take some time to get my shit together but on the plus side i will have my own office (yay!) which will be a step up from my little ass cubicle. i'll check on my profile as often as i can but you'll have a better chance using yahoo messenger to reach me. those who have it hit me up, if you don't well.....you can ask for it i guess...just drop me a line. oh! and if you've dropped some ratings i appreciate it. i promise to hit all you back. if i don't just email me and i'll get on it. i should be back on regularly around december. laters!

Redneck Of All Redneck Stories
http://www.nytimes.com/aponline/us/AP-911-Officer-Lawsuit.html?_r=1&oref=slogin October 10, 2007 Fla. Police Officer Sues Victim's Family By THE ASSOCIATED PRESS Filed at 10:46 a.m. ET CASSELBERRY, Fla. (AP) -- A police officer who slipped and injured a knee during a rescue call has sued the family who phoned 911 after their 1-year-old boy nearly drowned. The child, Joey Cosmillo, fell into the family pool in January. He was resuscitated but suffered brain damage and can't walk, talk or swallow. He lives in a nursing home and eats and breathes through tubes. Police Sgt. Andrea Eichhorn alleges the boy's family left a puddle of water on the floor, causing her fall during the rescue effort. She broke her knee and missed two months of work. Eichhorn's attorney, David Heil, said she now has persistent knee pain and will likely develop arthritis. He said city benefits paid by workers' compensation and some disability checks helped with medical bills, but it wasn't enough.

10-11-07
It's a good time to redecorate or just take time out to appreciate what you've got. Your home is important to you and your sense of beauty makes it a joy to just relax and soak it all up sometimes. %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%5555 Oh I am so beautiful it hurts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Soak it up??????? Do I have square pants??????????

Been Gone Got A New Baby!!!!!!!!
Ok no im not pregnant for all u boys that would check this blog just to find that out instead me and my partner have made our site.....www.siccmade-inc.com is our creation providing all ur free downloads and much more, so enjoy....Happy Downloading!

My Heart!
My Heart beats only for you do you care? My Heart sings softly for you do you care? My Heart belongs only to you do you care? My Heart has been broken for you do you care? My Heart was shattered cause of you do you care? My Heart stopped because of you I guess you didn't care.

Bleh!
Darkness is all around me I see a light up ahead It’s a straight line I follow it It’s getting further and further away I run The light diminishes into the darkness I am stuck in the darkness all alone I reach out in front of me for something to hold I only feel emptiness I am all alone Alone to fight what lays before me I can’t see what it is but I know its there Waiting for me to make one wrong move Before it attacks my soul and makes my heart bleed One more time …. I walk into the darkness alone I fight this fight alone In the end we are all alone

Understand English
what part of i'm not looking for a man do some of you guys not understand? i've said it b4 that i only want friends. i have my reasons for this. if you can't be my friend then do what you must. i have had a few of you guys get mad because i don't want a relationship with you. or got mad cuz i have a fubar hubby. or got mad cuz u can't get my phone number. if i only want to be friends it's for a reason. you can not force me to want more. so threats about not talkin to me or deleting me, that shit don't work. your talkin to some one who's x husband called me on the phone talkin about if he killed himself would i feel guilty. my response was no cuz i'm not the one who killed you. only thing i can say is guys do what you gotta do. i don't attach strings to my relationships. i don't say i'll b ur friend if it benefits me or i'll love you if u do this. there is a thing called unconditional.. i know alot of people aren't sure what that is, but it's how i am.

Fubar Browser Settings Tutorial
Fubar Web Browser FAQ and Help General Tips: We have tested Fubar extensively on Macs and PCs. Make sure your browser of choice (Internet Explorer, FireFox, Flock, Netscape, Maxthon, etc.) is set to accept cookies. Browsers come set to handle cookies by default but sometimes Fubarbarians disable cookies and forget that they are disabled. For best Fubar results, make sure cookies are set to 'ON' for your particular browser of choice. AOL users: connect to AOL but use any browser EXCEPT the AOL browser. Once you are connected to AOL you can use any browser to surf the web. Your Fubar experience will be improved if you are NOT using the AOL browser. Why does Fubar run slow at times? This could be because you have a slow bandwidth connection or your computer is having trouble playing Fubar sound alerts. You can turn your sound alerts off by clicking on your 'profile' settings link and changing your Alert Sounds to 'OFF'. Dont forget to click the Submit button at the bottom of the page

Life Journeys
I recently experienced a challenge that Life journeys throws at you. I almost lost the one person that is my life, besides our three kids we have together. And it was all over being honest. How do you go from being a closed up person to a completly opened and honest person. My girl has always been completely opened and honest to me and now I almost lost her because of my past that I kept from her, when she never kept anything from me. Any comments please feel free. Thanks

My Tags
These are ones I have made for myself but they can be used for anyone. As with the others if you want one just send me a private message with which one you want, the information you want listed on it, and the picture you would like used.

Never Forget
I was going threw some old papers today. You know how us women are, we keep everything. I have a shoe box full of old letters, cards, etc. Came across a letter from a guy a friend hooked me up with before my trip to GA to visit with her and her husband. I was 17 at the time, and when I got there met who was known as Roc. We can exchanged letters (while he was on duty he would wright me) and long hour phone calls. He was an MP in the army. I didn't see him long before I broke it off and started seeing another guy, who I regreted. I wished everyday that I would have never broke it off with Roc, but I realized what I did and learned a huge lesson. Today in hopes of finding him online, because he said he still wanted to be friends, yet I never heard anything from him after. I thought he was just mad or still hurt by what had happened. I found out why today. After doing some researching. Richard William “Roc” Kristinat. http://www.findagrave.com/cgi-bin/fg.cgi?page=gr&

Rock Bottom
This song is dedicated to all the happy people All the happy people who have real nice lives And who have no idea whats it like to be broke as fuck [Verse One:] I feel like I'm walking a tight rope, without a circus net I'm popping percocets, I'm a nervous wreck I deserve respect; but I work a sweat for this worthless check Bout to burst this tech, at somebody to reverse this debt Minimum wage got my adrenaline caged Full of venom and rage Especially when I'm engaged And my daughter's down to her last diaper That's got my ass hyper I pray that god answers, maybe I'll ask nicer Watching ballers while they flossing in their pathfinders These overnight stars becoming autograph signers We'll all gone blow up and leave the past behind us Along with the small fry's and average half pinters While playa haters turn bitch like they have vaginas Cause we see them dollar signs and let the cash blind us Money will brainwash you and leave your ass mindless Snakes slither in t

Do U Love Someone This Much?
A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle... Girl: Slow down, I'm scared. Guy: No, this is fun. Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. Girl: Hugs him. Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me. In the paper the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. If u love any one this much...let them know...before its too late.... i love you forever and always 2 the end....i cant live with out ya.....because ur my friend

Something For My Fam And Peepz
so i know i've added most of yall on my list and whatnot and hardly comment ya (gettin' around to doin' that more) but i do appreciate all of yall and im here if ever needed for anything MyHotComments MyHotComments MyHotComments

The Bronco
The Bronco You start by going doggy style and then just when she is really enjoying it, you grab her tits as tight as possible and yell another girls name. This gives you the feeling of riding a wild bronco as she desperately tries to buck you off.

Home For A Minute
I am home for a few minutes to grab a quick dinner and then I am out the door to another meeting. Thank goodness tomorrow is pay day. But, then I am driving 75 miles tomorrow to attend another meeting with the local Red Cross to discuss my projects with them. I can't wait till Sunday when the Seahawks will beat the Saints at home. After last week's shut out against the Steelers we need a win.

I Am Your Music
I Am Your Music i am your music You play me softly the gentle sounds of woods Your play me passionately a symphony of strings Your play me joyously the singing of piccolos You play me thoughtfully the tinkle of the piano You play me brutally the pounding of drums I am your music or are you mine?

Dream Of Me
Dream Of Me "Dream of me", she said as she hung up the phone "Dream only of me my love, and me alone" And later that night, when his body hit the bed, Visions of her beauty danced through his head His first dream of her was in Paris, along the Champs Elyesses Dancing with the night, playing hide-and-seek with the day The beauty of her face reflected in his eyes Never before had he felt so happy, never before had he felt so alive His next dream of her was paradise, it looked like Belize There they drank Pina Coladas and lived a life of ease The beauty of her body reflected in the sun It was then that he knew in his heart that she was the only one His last dream of her was the best of the three It was a vision of the one thing that he hoped someday would be The warmth of her body next to him, reflected in candlelight He longed for it to be like this, each and every night He rose from his dream in the middle of the night Stretching out his arms and rubbing the

The Playmate...
Well, Since I need to get back into my writing, What type of writing shall I do.. Hmmm.. Well, Halloween is falling upon us so I guess I shall write a ghost story for you all.. I hope you enjoy it as much as do and Pleasant Dreams.. Dave just moved to a new town with his parents as they settled into their new apartment. Dave looked out to the window when he noticed a boy about his age playing in the joint back yard. He walks out there to find the boy playing with a paper air plane. He appeared to be Dave's age.. 8 or 9 years old. Short brown hair, deep blue eyes, and wearing a denim blue jumper outfit. It was dirty and rugged but Dave didnt care. Dave approached the boy as he wore a smile on his face. The other turned and saw Dave as he was making his way towards. The child smiled as well as he stopped all that he was doing. Soon they both started to talk and introduce each other. The other boy's name was name Billy.. And soon Billy and dave quickly became friends.. Dave would ru

I Thank God For Hugh (demonstar)
I really thank god for Hugh. I love him and care about him alot. I am just not sure what the future will bring. And I am not ready for a relaitonhsip, this he knows. But I do love him, and he loves me. I just hopew we stay the best of friends forever, no matter what. He has always been there for me, and i for him. I will always love and care for hal. love you hal! Luisa

Damn! These Man Are Fine As Hell
Just TAKE A LOOK and TELL ME they dont look damn good. HeeHeeHee! I wish I could take one home with me. (Devilish grin) Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m

Flaming Amazon
Flaming Amazon This one's for all you pyromaniacs out there. When your screwing some chick, right when your about to cum, you pull out and quickly grab the nearest lighter and set her pubes on fire, then...extinguish the flames with your jizz!

Damn! These Men Are Fine As Hell! (part 4)
Alright straight ladies, and all you bi and gay men out there. Feast your eyes on these lovely lads. All I can say is.........DAMN! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Well I hope thats enough "eye candy" for now. I will post more later down the road. Love U all! Luisa

The Landshark
The Landshark The woman braces herself facing a wall, naked, hands against the wall, legs spread, bent over so that her ass is lusciously jutting out. (hint: She might want to wear a biking helmet and some rollerblading wrist guards to avoid serious injury.) Next, the guy also naked as well as stiff cocked, walks to the opposite end of the room, places his palms together and raises them above his head, (thus imitating the dorsal fin of a shark) and begins chanting the theme to Jaws. When given some predetermined signal, the guy sprints toward the girl at full speed with his pelvis-out, fin protruding, and rams her dead square in the ass.

Jack Black
i was watching jack black the other day in the movie school of rockand i noticed that the kid playing spider looked awfully familiar well there was a reason for that i live in a small town and over the years i have watched kids graduate high school and go off to the four corners of the earth. some do good some dont well back to the young man playing as the character spider. well his name is Lucas Babbin and he is the son of the local dentist lol i cant believe i didnt recognize him sooner so now when someone here is asking dr.babbin how his son is they ask about spider and not lucas lol

Describe Me Plz
Describe ME in one (1) word...just one single word. Send it to me and to me only. Then send this message to all your friends and see how many strange & interesting things they say about you. This is Really fun!

Thanks To Everyone!
I know alot of my friends are commenting others who truely need the comments because of the contests they are in, but if anyone is out there that has nothing to do right now can you please come by my contest picture and leave a comment or two! I would greatly appreciated! I have a little over 32,000 to go which is better then the 50,000 needed! Please help! Thank you, Jennifer Link:

Pattycake
Pattycake While you're nailing some girl doggie style and your friend is catching some head off the same girl, you get a quick game of pattycake going. This makes you reminisce of your childhood memories and eases the sight of watching your friend blow his load.

Hey Everyone
Just to let you all know that my graduation for my training will be on 1st november, i can not wait for it. so i can get back home for few month and hang out with you all. I also got two more tatoos check them out on my pic area, hope you will like them. Just been busy, i have internet now, but it is too slow, so most of the time i give up on it. Saturday is my holiday EID, after i fast for 30 days, tomorrow is my last day of fasting. wish you all happy holiday. I will try to stay intouch more. Love you all and miss you all. Moe

Suffering In Silence
Open hearts lead to magic Guarded souls can be so tragic Allow your dreams to be enjoyed? Or jump through hoops just to avoid Hitting the target, souls connected With the possibility of being infected Faith displayed as a selfless thirst Wounded souls or infernally cursed? Destined to be much more than slated By the love of a man so spiritually fated Bringing to light to those cloaked in fear Who wish one day to wake without tears The tortured soul of an innocent child To be whisked away to a place beguiled The woman who only lives to endure Her dreams to distant, too obscure Ignored by a public, too callous to care But not by the dreamer who feels their despair

We
Throughout our journey we walk many roads,and surrender to many troubles.We walk alone,or We walk together.We spend our lifetime creating our futures.And bound by the clouds that shadows us.We strive for that certain peace,yet blinded when it is staring us in the face.We sat in a lonely room tormenting our very essence,yet,all we have to do is open the door and take that first step.We see our life in a hopeless manner,yet we do not,look what we have acccomplished.We hide behind the mirror,yet,we do not see the image.We sat alone in a dark alley and we cry,yet,we do nothing to pick ourselves up.We blame others for our shortcomings ,but,we dont search deep down why. We hide behind walls,to pertect ourselves,yet,not willing to tear it down.We see the world as angery substance,but,not willing to change it.We unite when there is trouble,but,walk away,when all is said and done.We fight for our rights,but not of a child's.Sometimes we hate life,yet we cannot see what life has giving.We,cuz

Love Heals!
I want to bury your pain in the valley of my soul Unleash your fear, help you become whole Wipe your memory clean with a sweep of my lips Slow dance you to heaven, my hands on your hips Mend your heart with tiny threads of compassion Sew up your soul in precision like fashion Hold you close until you're safe and secure You'll sleep like a baby, that I assure Carry you away to the place near my heart Together, forever, we will never part Floating away on a cloud of affection Kisses light up the sky with our magic connection Jskins

~ Judge Blocks Plan To Penalize Employers Of Illegal Immigrants ~
You know i have a pretty open door at my house, i let those that i know come in and i want you to make yourself at home my home is you home. But see you come in through the front door and i know who you are. I don't have a problem with hard working people coming here to work and live, I do believe we should know who is here. Would you let some one in your house to run free with knowing who they are? The letters have to deal with Social Security numbers that end in 0000, come back to dead people, or come back to a LEGAL SS Number. Judge Blocks Plan to Penalize Employers of Illegal Immigrants Written by C. Johnson, Internet News Producer SAN FRANCISCO (AP) -- A federal judge has granted a request to temporarily block a government plan that cracks down on employers who hire illegal immigrants. In a decision Wednesday morning, U.S. District Judge Charles Breyer ruled the Social Security Administration and the Department of Homeland Security could not go ahead with a p

The Roddy Piper
The Roddy Piper When getting your girl from behind, you toss the sleeper hold on her and knock her out ala Rowdy Roddy Piper. While nailing your unconscious victim, you get to simulate your life long dream of necrophilia. Now you never have to break into the morgue again.

I've Seen It All Before
I left you standing at the door there was a reason i wouldn't let you in tomorrow you will know all too well what the reason is, but for know I'm on the inside looking out and loving you still I had to let you go there was nothing there for me anymore NO I did not shed a tear I did not crumple to the floor, but I knew if I seen you once more I couldn't be resposible.

Daddy
FreeBird If I leave here tomorrow Would you still remember me? For I must be travelling on, now, 'Cause there's too many places I've got to see. But, if I stayed here with you, girl, Things just couldn't be the same. 'Cause I'm as free as a bird now, And this bird you can not change. Lord knows, I can't change. Bye, bye, its been a sweet love. Though this feeling I can't change. But please don't take it badly, 'Cause Lord knows I'm to blame. But, if I stayed here with you girl, Things just couldn't be the same. Cause I'm as free as a bird now, And this bird you'll never change. And this bird you can not change. Lord knows, I can't change. Lord help me, I can't change. RIP January 15, 1965 - June 11,2006 Greg Hoffman a wonderfull father you will always be in my heart i will never forget you and will always miss you

Standing Tall
stand before or beside me it need not matter for I will be there for you when you need it! O i can be strong for the both of us I will not let you flaunder I will not let you fail trust in me when I say you will prevail. My love for you is set to no limits. The walls between will fall! and you will see me for who I am!

Deep Within My Soul
If I told you,today.My life changed the day we met.Would you beleive me? And if I said,that forever I will stay, would you doubt me? If I showed you everyday that I care,would it make you think about me ? When the morning comes and I am there.Would you kiss me? And when the day ends, Would you hold me? If today you told me,your life started the day you met me.I believe you.If you promise to stay forever,no doubts would cross my mine.If everyday no matter giving me a rose,or note on my pillow,saying you care,I would think of you every minute of the day.And the morning comes and you are there,I would kiss you upon your cheeks,and whisper in your ear,I will love you with ever breathe I take.And as the day ends,and night calls,I shall hold you,so tight,as we fall to sleep,I shall breathe upon your flesh,and you will know. Oh you will know that you are deep within my soul.

Sud N' Fud
Sud N' Fud When trying to bang a girl, she gives that same old story, "I not that kind of girl.", "I don't fuck on the first date.", "I'm catholic.", "Stop asshole.", etc. etc... After hearing all this bullshit, you whip out your handy bar of soap. Then lather up her armpit (or any other joint you prefer), and proceed to fuck that instead.

Iraq: The Death Of Reason
for my own amusement i have decided to blog the documentaries i have seen.the one i watched today is particurarly good.it points out how this is not a war on terror but a war of terror.it points out how the US funded saddam and iran in the 80's to kill each other to weaken both countrys.it has the evidence that we gave saddam permission to use chemical weapons on iran and his own people when they wanted to overthrow him.It also shows that after the gulf war due to the economic sanctions we implied,many elderly and young children paid the price with their lives.Up to 1.2-1.8 million died from 1991 to 2001 due to our ability to bomb them and prevent them from having clean water,medicine and the ability to have constant electricity.It lays out perfectly how the administration used 9/11 and religion to go through their agenda of genocide for control of the natural resources and global domination.At one point it shows how stupid the average american is when they ask whats it about and the a

Figment Of Ones Imagination
In my mind lyes the perfect someone. Someone that will be there after a hard day, someone to comfort me and be there during lifes struggles. I think that this person doesn't exist, they are just a figment of my imagination. Almost like a mystical abyss vanishing just as you approach it, so does this perfect someone. I actually found someone, someone that i care for alot.... but that to was a false dream. In my dream the perfect someone would apreciate me, would enjoy being the center of my universe. No one wants that anymore, no woman just wants to be treated speacial and looked after anymore they all have this attitude that they need to do everything on their own and don't want to be taken care of or treated respectfully. Maybe I'm wrong in the thinking that i want to treat someone speacial and just enjoy their company. To me having a beautiful woman, to caress and take care of is amazing. Is rejuvinating and fills your heart with love. I keep hoping, keep telling myself t

Hidden
confined to a room with no doors no windows, the solitude engulfs left with no more than my estranged thoughts. My shadow dances on the walls and is the only thing that I will let wander. My heart I can suddenly hear with every rythmic beat, so I know I am still alive. I feel myself growing with frustration and anger. I just want to tear down the walls and find myself free. Before I can I must find myself. I have four corners to look in, one corner I found myself bending to those around me. I know no comfort here I did however find a fleeting moment of joy. Now three more corners are left at my disposal.

My Friends
I wanted to take a moment to say how grateful I am to have such wonderful friends. Since joining this site in March I have met some incredible people. As much as I hate to say it but these friends have been there when real life family and friends haven't. All of you know who you are. Know that I am always here whenever you need me.. I love you dearly.. Hugs and Love to my Kick Ass SDMF family as well.. XOXO Mz. Booti PS. Thank you Lisa SDMF for my blast and being a big sister I never had, Thanks Wolfman always helping me and my friends and Thanks HolyDiver For taking the time each day to show you care.. You 3 mean so much to me.

Sad..must Read
I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back. The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The Cashier said, "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her." I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sa

Let's All Help Jacob ! ! !
There is a lil' man that I was informed about. His name is Jacob. He is a 10 y/o boy that has stage 3/4 brain cancer. He has 7 tumors that are inoperable. His wish is to get as many MySpace frinds as possible. Below is a copy of what is posted on his page. If anyone is on M/S.. PLEASE add him. As of today, he isn't doing all that well. Jacob's page is WWW.MYSPACE.COM/PRAYFORJACOB.... Here is what is posted, as of today..... ~~~Jacob Mcquade was diagnosed with stage 3-4 brain cancer. He has 7 brain tumors, all inoperable. His wish is to have a Myspace page with as many friends as possible. He enjoys reading all comments, messeges, etc... left for him by his new friends. If you do not get a response back, please do not get discouraged. Jacob is currently undergoing chemotherapy and tires easily. His weight has plummeted to a mere 63.8 pounds. He is losing an average of 2 pounds a week at this time. Please continue to pray for him as he fights this devastating disease. ~~~ Thanks f

So Bored
So 3 weeks ago i sprain my ankle pretty bad, The doctor put it in a pretty green cast for 2 weeks but of course that didnt help so much. So The other day i got the cast off oh and my ankle looks like i droped a large pan on it it was all purple and blue great combo.lol So the doctor took me out of work for another month, lovely shit. oh yeah and i forgot to mention i have a new castie thing on it.So to get to my rambling point, im fucking bored, i cant drive and im in pain. Such a great start to fall!!!!!!

How Many Guy Are Like This .
I write this peom for the guys if you are like this then let a comment so the peom can find a home . but i know it found home with a person that is close to me . What is a real man? One who understand what it takes to insure his relationship with that partner he choose to spend the rest of his life with. A man who listen to his partner needs as well as making sure your partner understand that there are the most important person in there life. Love is precious and sharing the love with that perfect one. Never take the love of your partner for grated.Also when you find that perfect mate make sure you treat her like the queen that she is.You would treat her as you do with your mother.That`s what a real man is. done by christine

Same Damn Thing
BREAKING INTO YOUR HOUSE Let's say I break into your house. A lady wrote the best letter in the editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently, large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the U.S. might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house)." According to the protesters: You are Require

Horoscope For 10/11
See if you can find a way to push your career a bit -- you never know when the next big jump might take place and you want to be ready for it. If you're satisfied with your position, then relax and enjoy it. **** hhmmmm well as far as my career for now that is just homeschooling my kids , and relax well how possible is that homeschooling 14yr old twin girls that are even more stubborn then me lol

What A Week
It's amazing, last week was so full of hope and promise for me....what a difference a week makes. In this past week, I have lost someone that I care deeply about, found out one of my friends is dying and had to finish up my last week of MIT training. Talk about a hard week, I have run the gammit on emotions that is for sure. I did have some good things happen tho, I found out that I do have someone special on my side, someone that I thought would never be there for me, but you were. I appreciate all the late night talks you have had with me over the past week, listening to me cry and feel sorry for myself, then picking me up and letting me know that I am worth it. Thank you so much Bob, I hope Dee knows what she has in you. I love ya to death, even if you are a Gordan fan, lol. I also want to say thank you to three guys from here that came into my work tonight to cheer me up....you guys are insane...I had so much fun thank you, you know who you are : ) My entire crew thinks you

Daddys Poem
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, Her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, And she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, That she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, If she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; She knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates Of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, For her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, She tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school Eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, For everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, Anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called A student from the class. To introduce their daddy, As seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, Every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching,

Why Little Johnny Can't Read
Remember reading all the jokes about 'Little Johnny'? You know, the kid that the teachers are afraid to call on for answers in the class, for fear of what he might say... Well, finally a photo of 'Little Johnny' has surfaced. See if you can find him in the picture! The theme of this picture was, 'Make a funny face'! I knew you’d be able to find him!!! & more.

My Fubar
Well here I sit at my keyboard wondering why I am bothering. I find I am getting bored with FUBAR and not sure if I want to stay. I posted a bulletin to see if I get any comments. Probably not. I am not sure why I am bored, maybe I am depressed and not just bored. I feel an emptiness inside and don't know where it comes from. What is it about fubar that draws everyone back? What draws me back? Maybe I just need to take a break and not log in for a week or so. Then when I do log in it may seem new and exciting again. Then again maybe my up coming birthday is getting me down and I don't realize it. Maybe I should start drinking again or at least for my birthday...LOL.. Maybe I just need to sleep for a day or two...LOL

I Once Was Lost
I once was lost alone and afraid never knowing what could come my way i turned left and i saw night i turned right strugeling to see the smallest ray of light i fell to the ground when no one was around. i started praying lord dont let me down dont let me fall dont let me stay down please help me up dont let me give up you know some times life just seems a little bit to tuff.I cant always do it i cant always walk alone i cant always be a wounderer with out a home. a light shined down saying child i will not let you down do not fear i will lift you up from the ground. done by Christine

Ben Stein
The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary. My confession: I am a Jew, and every single one of my ancestors was Jewish. And it does not bother me even a little bit when people call those beautiful lit up, bejeweled trees Christmas trees. I don't feel threatened. I don't feel discriminated against. That's what they are: Christmas trees. It doesn't bother me a bit when people say, "Merry Christmas" to me. I don't think they are slighting me or getting ready to put me in a ghetto. In fact, I kind of like it. It shows that we are all brothers and sisters celebrating this happy time of year. It doesn't bother me at all that there is a manger scene on display at a key intersection near my beach house in Malibu. If people want a crè£¨e, it's just as fine with me as is the Menorah a few hundred yards away. I don't like getting pushed around for being a Jew, and I don't think

Water 4 The Health Of It !!
Interesting! Drink water on empty stomach ty Young Body: Interesting! Drink water on empty stomach DRINK WATER ON EMPTY STOMACH It is popular in Japan today to drink water immediately after waking up every morning. Furthermore, scientific tests have proven its value. We publish below a description of use of water for our readers. For old and serious diseases as well as modern illnesses the water treatment had been found successful by a Japanese medical society as a 100% cure for the following diseases: Headache, body ache, heart system, arthritis, fast heart beat, epilepsy, excess fatness, bronchitis asthma, TB, meningitis, kidney and urine diseases, vomiting, gastritis, diarrhea, piles, diabetes, constipation, all eye diseases, womb, cancer and menstrual disorders, ear nose and throat diseases. METHOD OF TREATMENT 1. As you wake up in the morning before brushing teeth, drink 4 x 160ml glasses of water 2. Brush and clean the mouth but do not eat or drink anyth

A Few Poems.. Sort Of
Tell me what you think???? _______________________________________________ LOST.... I feel lost today... I don't know why, but I do... Then I think of a new friend... That friend is you... I feel found again... I have been brought alive, arroused and inspired... I am laughing now, it doesn't feel like me.... I have found happiness and to every lock there is a key... And now my friend you have unlocked a piece of me... Thank you for finding me... _______________________________________________ GOODNITE LOVE.... Now I lay me down to sleep..... I must say I'm yours to keep..... Though sometimes you make me weep..... My heart for you will always beat..... Goodnight Love..... _______________________________________________ YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME... You say you love me... You always find ways to hurt me. You say you love me... You disregard me when I was near. You say you love me... You stray. You say you love me... You destro

How Can It Happen??
You know how people say if you get off the horse to always get back on the horse? Well I got knocked off the horse big time and the horse ran off. I know must people have their own sappy story about their life and such and heres mine. When I was 19 I was diganosed with a heart diease. Something that could and still can kill me. I have had my head above water snice then. All of a sudden I get worse news a few weeks ago. The doctor had told me your liver isn't in good shape and I am afrid to tell you this but it might shut down bc of all the meds that you have been takeing. I was shocked when I heard this news. I mean I am 21 yrs old and I have two major organs in my body shutting down on me. My grandmother would say that I am just feeling sorry for myself and that I need to cheer up. Well With a life like I have lived for the past two years how can I have a positive out look on life. Then to top everything else off, two months after i got told about my heart condition, I was told

Sctm #4
This dating thing *sigh* ...here we go again. I'm trying it and well things aren't looking good. (I'm impatient) I don't know if it's my selection, my selection methods, or I'm just getting picky in my old age. A friend of mine once told me that I have high expectations and it will be difficult to please me. I really hope that it's not true...who would know if it's true but me, right? So I pondered that and I came up with the answer: I don't have high expectations, I have high standards. I feel like I'm at an age where a relationship, in it's early stages, shouldn't ever be work. I want the ease and simplicity that occurs when great chemistry between two people takes over. I don't ever want to feel like I need to compromise too much of me to accept some of the other person. I miss the feeling of infatuation. Right now, I don't want someone who will sweep me off my feet. I want someone who will knock me off of them. I'm selfish. It's only been recently that I've been able to s

To A Special Guy
To think of you being here with me brings joy to me The joy of knowing you'll always be here with me I love looking into your eyes and seeing the same feeling coming back at me To see it that you want me as much as I want you. To be with you is all I ever wanted to do To hear you say she is mine brings a warmth to me that no one can deny To be able to call you mine is a joy all in its self. If you cant tell I care for you in more than just one way. Your my friend and my partner and I love it being this way.

Who Needs Dr's When You've Got Walmart..
One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Joe says to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts like hell. I guess I'd better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic computer down at Wal-Mart. Just give it a urine sample and the computer will tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars . . . A lot cheaper than a doctor." So, Joe deposits a urine sample in a small jar and takes it to Wal-Mart. He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. Thank you for shopping @ Wal-Mart." That evening, while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Joe began wondering if the computer could be fooled. He mixed some tap water, a sto

Check Out My Friends Awesome Giveaway And Contest
******* HAPPY HOUR GIVEAWAY / CONTEST PLUS MORE / ALL OUT WAR ******* Im going to be hosting yet another contest: The Rules: This is a comment bombing contest ****FYI: Absolutely NO blasting or scripting. (these are the easiest to pick out and will be monitored. Violators will be disqualified without notice)**** SELF-BOMBING IS ALLOWED AND ENCOURAGED A minimum of 20 entries will be needed (No NSFW pics) The first to 80,000 comments wins a Happy Hour After the Happy Hour is won that contestant will be removed and the remaining contestants will battle for the next prize The next to reach 55,000 comments will receive a 30-day blast If there is more than one over 55,000 then the one with the most over 55,000 will take home the 30-day blast The others over 55,000 will take the next prize down (1-month VIP OR 7-day Blast) which of those only 2 exist The minimum for either of the 2 7-day blasts requires 45,000 comments or more. After the prizes are wo

Love
Just like your heart, your love is pure. Like a never ending candle it will always burn. With out even trying, you make others feel safe, Just by bringing them into your embrace. Your smile and your eyes make others feel warm inside. These are the things that make it hard to deny, The love I feel for you inside, When ever you are near by.

Regret
I can't get rid of this feeling inside, I'm screaming to break out yet i hide, Lying in silence, wishing we'd never met, That one moment of happiness for a life time of regret. Suffering these memories, torturing my mind, Wishing we'd of tried more, now i'm left behind, I want to move on but like a butterfly in a net, I'm trapped in this moment , a lifetime of regret. I thought the you loved me, I wanted you there, I drowned myself in tears, you didn't care. You wanted to leave, I didn't want you to go yet, Alone with my suffering, my hate and regret. I swallowed your poison, you jokes and lies, And choked on it when we said our goodbyes, I'm stuck in that memory. I'll never forget, One day of happiness for a lifetime of regret.

Funny Affair Stories
Six Classic Affairs The 1st Affair: A married man was having an affair with his secretary. One day they went her place and made love all afternoon. Exhausted, they fell asleep and woke up at 8 PM. The man hurriedly dressed and told his lover to take his shoes outside and rub them in the grass and dirt. He put on his shoes and drove home. "Where have you been?" his wife demanded. "I can't lie to you," he replied, "I'm having an affair with my secre tary. We had sex all afternoon." "You lying bastard! You've been playing golf!" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The 2nd Affair: A middle-aged couple had two beautiful daughters but always talked about having a son. They decided to try one last time for the son they always wanted. The wife got pregnant and delivered a healthy baby boy. The joyful father rushed to the nursery to see his new son. He was horrified at the ugliest child h

A Lounge?
I have been thinking about creating a lounge here on fubar where I can go chat with friends when I am online. Do you think it is a good idea? What do you think I should name it if I do one? Thanks for any input. Orgasmic Aimee

Been 3 Months!!! Damn!
Well shit it's been 3 months since I've been here! I guess I have been caught up in life. Being a single mom on my own (with 3 boys)for the 1st time ever has been quite difficult. Nothing easy is worth having though right? Even though I am working 60+ hours a week, hardly get to see my boys, am extremely sleep deprived, and can barely pay bills it's all worth it. Just to be free of all the hostility and negativity that was my marriage. I am my own person, I can think for myself, as silly as it sounds it's a HUGE change for me. I love it. I am finally (at the ripe old age of 32 haha) figuring out who I am and what I want in life and it's interesting, to me anyways. I can't say it too much, I love it! I also want to thank everyone who sent me birthday wishes while I was on hiatus from "fubar", THANKS SO MUCH!! ~Blessed be all~

**you Said**
You said you was completely in Love: So I gave you my Love You said I was your dream come true: So I gave you my dreams You said your Heart beats for me: So I gave you my heart You said nothing to me ever again: So I gave you my pain.

Plan
deep inside, at some point we can all die. its not a physical death, but it hurts so much worse. try so hard, but always fall down. striving for something better, something you havent found. digging deep, trying to figure everything out. you think your far ahead, but in reality... your still yet to be found. tumble down, fall on your face. break away, for a time and a place. run away deep inside your mind. a place of serenity, somewhere you will find. touch base, on this fake life you live. play with your dreams, for they are the key. you can do anything if you push the right button. but devistation, comes all of a sudden. to take this chance, your life is your pawn. stand still to long, and ur dead and gone. tumble down, fall on your face. break away, for this time and your place. run away deep inside your heart. this place of darkness, totally torn apart. hold on to this, beautiful dream of mine. for my heart, and my soul will truly beat in time. im h

Personal Angel
Where have we all gone, now that the end is here. I have become so empty now that its said and done. You were my friend and now you are gone. As well all say, we will meet again in the end. But i know you will always be there. People say all things happen for a reason. I say bullshit you left us all to soon. I cant believe that i cant see you again. You were my brother and now you are gone. But i know you are always in my heart. One of the greatest people i had ever met. Taken from me like it was nothing at all. I Know you can see how i am now. Nothing, Empty, and broken without you. But i know you will guide me, my own personal Angel. Dont you worry brother, for i am still at your side. Even through the darkest of these hours Feeling like i cant keep pressing forward. I Know you are there at my side. Keep watch over me, my own personal Angel. Times have changed, but only in reality. For in my world you are still here with me. I wont pour out a beer, or li

Perfect Ending
Tonight is done, but tomorrow is here. Dont worry my child, bottle up your fear. For i am here to take you away. I have searched so far from here. To pick you out, so shed no more tears. Will you be with me, when the sun shines again. No you will not, because your story has an end. I have told you before, i will not stand again. You will have to take me, Just grab my hand. We are both alone, so into the dark we run. Heres the story, you couldnt tell. What i bring to you is pain. The perfect ending is saved for you to tell.Something so deadly, youll do it so well. I havent begun to tell you what i feel. But once i am gone, it will pass you in time. Hated so much, with all this pain i bury inside. Dont worry i will harm no one at all. Just keep it to myself, and then i will die. All alone and by myself is how i will fall. This is how i wanted it remember what i said. I dont want you to look back just move forward instead. I know one thing and that just might

My Soulmate
Tell you what, I really did not ever believe in the whole "Soulnate" thing. I was married for 17 years to an unfaithful and lieing wife. Yes I knew all this but I stayed because of the children. Then about 3 years ago I had had all I could take and left. I grabbed the first thing I could, eye candy, and started a new life. I thought I was "in love". I had no idea!! It didnt take long before it was over and I was alone once more. One day a friend talked me into getting on this sight and meeting people. Had not been here long when I came across the most beautiful woman I had ever seen. I knew she had tobe taken but I wanted to just talk to her. So I did and the more we talked the more I had to talk to her. It got to where I was online all the time talking to her, till I got her to call me. Then things really heated up. I was feeling things I had not ever felt before, about anyone! We talked for about 4 to 5 months before we decided to meet. I saw her at the airport, it was like som

Love
Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact you must give it to no one, not even an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements. Lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket - safe, dark, motionless, airless - it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. To love is to be vulnerable. - C.S. Lewis

Cable Is The Coolest
Cable Is the Coolest by KinkyChemist © Looking through the peephole, my eyes were blessed with a beautiful and unexpected sight. When I signed up for cable service, I expected the stereotypical large sweaty cable guy to do the installation, not the lovely feminine creature standing on my doorstep. She was tall and slender with dark brown hair tied back in a 1940's style chignon at the base of her neck. It was demure yet amazingly sultry at the same time. She was wearing a button down white shirt, her name stitched on it, right under the name of the cable company. The heavy leather tool belt accentuated her waist and shapely buttocks. I opened the door and trying not to act flustered, stumble out a quick, "Hello, come on in." "Thank you, I'm with National Cable, you signed up for service?" "Uh, yes, I did." I could now see that her shirt was sort of see-through, allowing me to make out the white lacy bra underneath it and beneath that the barest outline of large, erec

Sometimes...
You ever wish you could get a "do over" on life's situations? If you had one wish to do something over, what would it be? For me...there's so many things I wish I could do over again. Make things right... So many wrong decisions that I made... If I had one wish, it would be to mend my heart and repair what I've done. To undue my mistakes for just a minute, to go back and think twice about the decision I was making. There isn't a day that goes by, that I wish I could be in your arms. To feel your embrace. To feel your love. To feel your breath on my neck, as you remind me how much I'm loved by you. To look into your eyes and see my world on a silver platter.. I want to be able to lay under the stars with you, to rest on my head on your chest and hear your heart synchronize with mine. I want to be able to wrap my arms around you and give you all those special kisses and looks, that only you deserve. I'd do anything for you babe. I want you to be know that. I want to feel your han

Captivated By Nightshadestar
Captivated by NightshadeStar © Music pounded around her. The club was an exclusive one, and had only the best DJ's turning on any given night. The floor literally vibrated under her feet. She looked at the bouncer that let her in without issue, then at the writhing mass of bodies visible beyond the door. Swathed in light that shifted like water, the strobes gave an interesting effect to the already interesting décor of the club. Despite the pristine white columns, giving a very Romanesque feeling to the building, it was more the type of place one would expect to see a vampire, were they to really exist. Dark, shadowed, and very much gothic, as the light shifted, one could see the blood-red marbling on those otherwise perfect pillars. She turned a full circle, amazed with the dark, gothic beauty of the place. Soon, she was pulled into the mass of dancing bodies in the center. It was an all women's club, most of the members were lesbians, and of very high socioeconom

Moving
I am originally from California, and grew up in Oregon, then i came to Georgia my next stop will be North Carolina, I am extremely excited about this move. I have no reason to stay here in Georgia, I cant wait to walk away from here witht he good and bad memories in the last three years.....My move to NC I believe will bring good energy into my life and luckily I will have a friend already there, who I gave much respect to for moving to a place where she knew nobody, but had the courage to relocate there. Many people are questioning me because I have decided to make this move, I dont care what they think, this is what I want to do, and will stand on my own 2 feet and flip the page to the next chapter in my life. Hopefully its a great chapter and all the chapters after it are just as good.

Coyotegirl Gets Caught
CoyoteGirl Gets Caught by CoyoteGirl69© I opened the deposit receipt envelope after going through the drive up and with the receipt was a note. "Loved your stories CoyoteGirl69. Give me a call. Kelli" I couldn't believe what I had just read. It appeared that someone recognized my picture in my bio. Even though I was sitting in the SUV alone, I blushed. That was the last thing I ever thought would happen. When I finally composed myself, I left the parking lot and drove to the store for groceries. I had seen Kelli at the bank many times but had never really had more than just a conversation at the teller window. All the while I was shopping, my thoughts went back to the note. From the brief request she had made, I couldn't help but think she was interested. She could not have been older than twenty-five, but then again, what difference would that make. By the time I was done shopping, I was soaked, just thinking about the possibility. I decided I would call her then and there.

Bye For Now But Not For Long...
Today i've decided to take a breif vacation from my online activities (mainly all social networking sites.). I know I have not been much as a friend or other wise like much of a talker. For the people who care and know me you know how to reach me.

Crash
Crash by SweetJosie1 © This is a work of lesbian fiction, and is only intended for like-minded individuals. I hope you enjoy, please mail me your comments and love at the link below. Crash 'I want you to pose naked for me.' 'I'm sorry. Did you just say...' 'That I want you to pose naked for me, yes.' I looked again at the rather elegant woman in the business suit standing before me, and tried to make some sense of the situation. 'But I just crashed into your car, and...' '...and you have no insurance, yes, you just told me.' She smiled at my obvious confusion and discomfort. 'You've told me how sorry you are ...' '....and that I'll pay for the damages.' '... and that you'll pay for any damages. I was just trying to explain to you how I would like you to pay. You were driving your car,' she glanced questioningly at my fifteen year old Volkswagen, 'without insurance, which is a crime, one that I should bring to the attention of the police.' 'No, not the po

Gore And Un Panel Win Nobel Prize
Gore and UN panel win Nobel prize Climate change campaigner Al Gore and the UN's Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change have been jointly awarded the Nobel Peace Prize. Mr Gore, 59, was vice-president under Bill Clinton and has since devoted his efforts to environmental campaigning. The UN's Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change brings together the world's top climate scientists. The Nobel committee said it wanted to help the world focus on the threat it faced from climate change. WHAT A JOKE

Deleting Email
Does anyone know of a way to delete all your mail at once? Or if there is even a way to do it?? Please leave comment if u know how, i have over 1000 and i don't want to do it one by one.. Thanks, Angela

My Awesome Job...
Went by-by. They said "it wasn't a good fit" Good fit my ass, I' 20 years older than the next oldest person. I was there for 2 months. There was never any word of dissatisfaction, no conversations with the boss, nothing. What I hate about situations like this, is they never tell what's wrong. So if I'm doing something that makes me "not a good fit", than how the hell am I supposed to fix it! They never said anything about my work, or anything. So I'm bummed. We are now back to me being out of work, and my wife not able to work.

When I'm Hurting
It's easier for you to walk away, than it is for you to reach out to me. It's easier for you to look away, than it is for you to see the depth of my despair. It's easier for you to look through me, than it is for you to see "me." It's easier for you to distance yourself, than it is for you to really care. It's easier for you to hear, than it is for you to listen. It's easier for you to judge, than it is for you to understand. It's easier for you to label, than it is to get acquainted. It's easier for you to bask in your joy, than it is for you to feel my pain. It's easier for you to bewilder at my mysteries, than it is for you to probe deeply into the depths of my soul. It's easier for me to look away, than it is to let you see the feelings betrayed through my eyes. It's easier for me to cry, than it is for me to talk. It's easier for me to walk alone, than it is to risk rejection. It's easier for me to push you away, than it is for me to be held. It's easier for me to

Bitches
why is it every girl i date or talk to in rl fucks me over i have lost my faith in girls they are all like this the saying is true "trust no one your promices look like lies" and the green day song is true "nice guys finnish last"

Can You Believe It...
Good Morning. Oh my gosh you have to give me your take on this story that is on “TODAY’S PICKS” Msn web page. DALLAS - A woman arrived at her child's daycare center to find the building closed with her 14-month-old daughter locked inside alone, authorities said. The Texas Department of Family and Protective Services and Dallas police are investigating how the girl was left alone for nearly two hours Tuesday night. She was asleep in a high chair and was not injured, according to state officials. "I was so upset," said the girl's mother, Ashley Hunter. "I was never going to put my child in day care. She had only been there three weeks." Hunter said she couldn't get past the gate blocking the driveway at L&S Early Childhood Learning Academy and called police. Rescue workers broke the door to get the girl, according to a police report. Spokeswoman Marissa Gonzales said Family and Protective Services, which licenses child-care centers, has not determined whether it will take action against

Thought For The Day....!!
When Ever You Need a Hand When ever you need a hand, I will give it to you When you need a friend, Count on me to always be true If you ever fall because of the rough times ahead, I will carry you If you ever become weak, because of all we’ve been through I will fight for you... When ever you are feeling lonely, I will be by your side When you need to talk about any thing It is in me that you can confide If you ever want to smile, because sadness has tempted you I will make you laugh If you ever need a hug, because your “so called” friends have left you, I will be there to make it all right When ever you are feeling depressed, I will be there to wipe your tears When you are feeling scared I will help you conquer your fears If you ever need to release you feelings, because of all that has happened I will be your shoulder to lean on If ever heartbreak comes your way, I will be there to relieve your pain When ever you need guidance, Depend on me t

It's Friday~!
YEY~! It's Friday~! I am so glad the weekend is here. This week we have been busy getting the rest of the boxes cleared out of the house. I now have a bedroom floor!!! woohoo! Next week I will be cleaning and dusting and getting ready for our housewarming party~! But anyway, this weekend the kids and I are going to a pumkin carving party and going to visit friends on Sunday. We are so ready to get out with our friends. We have not had time to do anything but unpack. My daughter's school had a pep rally yesterday for the football team (not sure what they call 8th grade team). She said it was nothing like her old school. The whole school was rowdy and the rally ended up on the football field. I am so glad she is enjoying school again. Her old school had so many rules the kids couldn't have fun. But then again there were A LOT of discipline problems there. But she is liking school. My son...I am waiting on the teacher to call me and let me know when to bring him in to be

Almost Over
Well...It has been a tiresome couple of days but with the help of my new found friends and family we did it...the count at this moment is....200 left and I recieve the VIP status. Now, for all those who have helped me....I thank you from the bottom of my heart...for those "members" of my existing family and friends list, there is still time to let me know that you care....But if I do not see you on the list of people that has helpped me, well...I guess you ain't much of a friend....so....I hate to see you go, but...cya.....you will be axed off of my list...this is the second time i have asked for your help.....and nada, nicht, nyet, nine...nothing....so cya....you are AXED!!!!!

Oct 13 Th 11pm
my contest starts tomorrow at 11pm will take photos up to noon on saturday. photo must be waist up showing clevage and face. if your photo is rated nsfw by someone then you will be out of contest . so if you think your photo you have entered might be close and want to enter another one just let me know. if you like to enter great send photo or mail me and if you like i can pick out photo for you. thanks to every one who has entered folder will be opened 11pm saturday night then the contest will begin. it will end following saturday at 11pm goodluck to all. bingo

My Loss!
Today started out as a normal day, getting up, taking the pup for her morning walk, going to work, opening the shop up etc etc! It wasn't until I switched on the computer that my life changed dramatically as I logged into my emails to find an email from an old school friend informing me that my only true best friend of 34 year had past away suddenly almost a year ago! You can't imagine the shock I must have been feeling, not knowing if this was a wind-up or did my truest of friends really die nearly a year ago & I've only just found out! my mind & heart racing, I used the interent to try & find out some information only to find it was true! My true & long time best mate Brian Bowers past away suddenly on the 29th Oct 06, leaving behind him 2 sons Thomas & Liam Bowers, 2 Older Brothers Steve & Paul, 1 twin Brother Andy & his mum & dad, Pam & Ged! How can this happen at only 36, he had so much to give life, his children, his family, why was he taken away before I had chance to s

Redneck Medical Terms
Redneck medical terms (don't shoot me, I'm just passing on a giggle, no offense meant in any way, shape of form, so just laugh and enjoy the sarcasm). Benign - What you be after you be eight. Artery - The study of paintings. Bacteria - Back door to cafeteria Barium - What doctors do when patients die. Cesarean Section - A neighborhood in Rome Catscan - Searching for Kitty Cauterize - Make eye contact with her Colic - A sheep dog Coma - A punctuation mark D&C - Where Washington is Dilate - To live long Enema - Not a friend Fester - Quicker than someone else Fibula - A small lie G.I.Series - World series of military baseball Hangnail - What you hang your coat on Impotent - Distinguished, well known Labor Pains - Getting hurt at work Medical Staff - A Doctor's cane Morbid - A higher offer than I did Nitrates - Cheaper than day rates Node - I knew it Outpatient - A person who has fainted Pelvis - Second cousin to Elvis Post Operative -

Out For A Couple Days
Hey guys, i'm gonna be gone this weekend, if not completely than almost completely. Leepus (who i'm staying with right now) has a family wedding and i'm going with him, so I won't be around. I do ask that you don't forget about me though! There were new albums added yesterday morning and the morning before, if you haven't had a chance to look at them... the three albums are night after birthday, New Pics, and Fishnets and Rope. Leepus took all the pictures, you should so check them out if you haven't, i don't know how but he makes me look good, lol :p Also, check him out if you get the chance! Love you guys, and you will be missed! Sin p.s. please read the previous two blogs if you haven't, they are VERY important to me and to all of you if you wish to remain in my friends. (also for those bitching about the deleting friends post, digital disposable cameras cost about 12 bucks, GET OVER IT, and if fubar isn't accepting your mobile media, send me the picture at Si

Tomorrow
Tomorrow I can't help from thinking: "what will tomorrow bring?" Will you still be here standing beside me? You know all this time my eyes have been splintered, while failing to see. . .it's you whom I need. I don't want to be shipwrecked in my sorrow- Just living to live, existing to borrow the laughter, the love of somebody else and never sustain a love of my own. I can't help from thinking: "how will tomorrow taste?" Will you still be here. . .your kiss always shinning. It's funny to see how sweet lunacy can spread like a sea and explore the unknown to provoke and invoke all the rage that once shone upon the ruins of our lives. I don't want to be distorted in sorrow, just living the lie of a thousand tomorrows. And borrow the heart and the soul of somebody else and never regain what was once in my hold. I can't help from thinking. . . Copyright ©2007

Resplendent Shrine
~Resplendent Shrine~ I never thought that I could feel the way you've made me feel I never thought that I could deal, I never thought it would be real. I always thought the entire world was a monsoon of pain and so I shut my eyelids closed and ventured blindly into the pouring rain that would lead me into your reign. I never thought that I could see, I've lived my life obliviously guessing which door I shall open next to reveal my destiny. I was a naked soul riding midnight blowing winds, a poor pathetic ghost floating, prancing, roaming free . . . and no matter what I did, all my actions became sins. I never thought that I could love, but you've become my shrine- my precious saint of gold, so resplendent and divine you are the one who's turned my bitter blood into the sweetest brand of wine. I always thought I'd die alone a wrinkled mass of aging past, an empty fool on shattered glass, upon a bed of burning grass. I never thought there would be you, abundant flesh o

Gingerly
~Gingerly~ Halo, your butterflies adorn the sky. Faith-hope I couldn't live without your lies. Hey love, I have become a stronger man. Played out. . .all the consequences smeared. And now I have evolved into a sea my mind is deeper than you think. ~Branded in my soul Your face stills burns so gingerly. Halo, can you taste the sweetest deed? Can you face the incomplete and purify the lies I bleed? Hey love, I am much stronger Most of all I have evolved into an ocean, my heart is deeper than your love. . . But I guess you'll never know. Copyright ©2007

Ahead Of Time
Ahead of Time Blinding prophecies foresee the winter wind slowly seeping while we're sleeping, seeping dreams- look how they're weeping. Keeping faith in God above, while our love still plays the part of a heart that's made of stars. In our arms the harm is deep, our sleep prevails and lighting creeps behind the hell of pure deceit that greets the sky to face defeat. Concrete are all our inner thoughts, the life we bought the screams we fought, the web we spun to rise, to spawn- not to be caught by false repeats. Replete is all- The rain that falls, the souls that brawl, the ones who crawl to reach the wall that's standing tall among these fading broken dolls. Time rolls on by, the future calls. . . Copyright ©2007

Donations Accepted
REMEMBER THIS IS NATIONAL ORGASM DONOR MONTH..DO YOUR PART!!! GIVE TILL IT HURTS...REMEMBER WOMEN ARE LIKE SPAGHETTI,THEY ARE STRAIGHT UNTIL THEY ARE WET!!!!" or give me a yell at tracyhawk1@yahoo.or tracyhawk1@AOL. http://www.bebo.com/TracyH669.... add me baby,would love to chat and cam sometime,until then hard nipple hugs and deep wet kisses...bi bi tracy

Girls Vs Grown Women
Wanna know the difference??? GIRLS vs. GROWN WOMEN Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits in. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls try to put a man 'on lock' by using sex. Grown women know that it's the sex of the mental kind that makes a man want to 'lock' you down. Girls fake-moan, lay there and take the stabbing. Grown women say, "Just stop", get up, get dressed and walk out. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it--using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come. Grown women make you come home. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Gro

In Your Bed........
If you woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would you do? 1) Go back to sleep 2) Slap me 3) Swear at me 4) Let your hands do some walking 5) Tell me to leave 6) Climb on top of me 7) Fuck me 8) Make me breakfast 9) Let your tongue do some walking 10) Call the cops multiple answers are acceptable....

Bad Feelings...
SO SO SO torn between what to do....i know that i am not happy...I know that i probally will never be...I have my moments in time...But i know that making me happy is my number one thing anymore..I alway made everyone else happy before me...I have had so many people use me, and down right do me Dirty!!I use to have such a big ol warm heart, those grimmy people turned my heart cold...I still am a good ass person, just less naive i guess...maybe sometimes not even that cause i still have faith in some....I don't want to hurt no one, i don't want to inflect the pain people have on me...The only persons i am really worried bout taking care of at this point is ME, and my lil girl, and my bestfriend....I know at this point the love i had for him has faded...i know that maybe it wasnt even "in love" more like "in lust" He was something i always wanted, but i had to wait so long to get...I think i wanted it cause i couldn't have it...isn't that how life always is...I think i should speak up ca

Jehovah's Witnesses
Today i got a visit from our neighborhood pests. Who the hell do these people think they are? They think they can just come and knock on my door at the ass crack of dawn and annoy the shit out of me. Where is the racial profile for these people? Seriously, someone needs to take care of these zealots asap.

Gore Wins Peace Prize
OSLO, Norway - Former Vice President Al Gore and the U.N.'s Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change won the 2007 Nobel Peace Prize Friday for their efforts to spread awareness of man-made climate change and lay the foundations for counteracting it. "I am deeply honored to receive the Nobel Peace Prize," Gore said in a statement. "We face a true planetary emergency. The climate crisis is not a political issue, it is a moral and spiritual challenge to all of humanity." Gore won an Academy Award this year for his film "An Inconvenient Truth," a documentary on global warming, and had been widely expected to win the prize.

Stupid Dog? Manipulative Dog? Crazy Dog?
My moms dog is going to drive me nuts. All he does is whine, so when he's really whining about something[like having to potty] you cant tell, because he cries wolf all the time. Hes a large dog[some sort of mountain shepard the vet said] who is "untrained", and pushing about 3 years old. There are also obvious signs that he was abused as a puppy[when anyone is holding something thratening, a spoon, a news paper, a rake, he gets upset/backsaway cautiously], he also over reacts to being yelled at Because of his getting so "upset", my mother and aunt[babysits him a few days a week] almost refuse to discipline or train him[IMO] because it "hurts his feelings". Dont get me wrong, im not into animal abuse or anything but i trained my dog, my dog listens to me [most of the time]. She comes when i call, she stays when i tell her to stay, she doesnt jump up, she doesnt deliberatly disobey and when someone else gives her a command she [90% of the time] obeys them as well. Shes not

Not What You Think
lb woman look like??? The question is, What does a 320 pound woman look like? Now, before you look at her pictures, get a mental image of what you think a woman who weighs 320 looks like.... Got it? Ready? Not what you were expecting, was it??!! The tallest and biggest woman in the world lives in Holland . She is 7'4" and weighs 320 What a relief! Now we ALL know we aren't overweight, just too short!

Paslms 23;
The Lord is my shepard ;I shall not want. 2 ; He maketh me to lie down in green pastures, He leadeth me beside the still waters. 3 ;He restoreth my soul, He leadeth me into the path of rightness for his name sake. 4; Yea ,though I walk thru the valley of the shadow of death ;I shall fear no evil, for thou art with me., thy rod thy staff comforth me . 5; Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of thine enemies. 6; Surely goodness and mearcy shall follow me all my days of my life; And I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever. Amen Amen Amen Allehelluia!!!!!!!! God Almighty one : Bless us all thank you for this day and all> Amen!!!!!!!!

As One As It Should Be
I hold you in my arms And I kiss you tenderly I hold you tighter and tighter We kiss more and more passionately I kiss down your neck And I stop to gaze into your eyes You kiss me again Your hands running up and down my back And you slowly pull off my shirt I hold you to my chest And I feel your heart race in beat with mine I feel your hands trembling in anticipation You love that I look in your eyes I feel it in your touch I gently lift you off your feet I carry you to the bed I lay you there gently I gaze at your beauty You reach for me You undo the rest of my clothing And it drops to the floor I pull off your shirt And as I slide off your shorts I gasp at the magnificence of your body You touch me lovingly You pull me onto the bed And I climb into your embrace We lie there together Our bare flesh pressing together And we kiss deeply I run my hands over your body Your skin is hot to the touch And it inflames my desire You softly

First You Then Me
First You Then Me I TOUCH YOUR HEART YOU TOUCH MY SOUL I KISS YOUR BODY FROM TIP TO TOE I HOLD YOU CLOSE AND SQUEEZE YOU TIGHT, AND MAKE YOU MOAN, THROUGHOUT THE NIGHT, I ENTER DEEP INTO YOUR ACHING WET HOLE, PUMPING INTO YOU AS FAST AS I CAN GO. I GIVE, YOU RECEIVE GIVING YOU EVERYTHING THAT YOU NEED. THE FULLNEST YOU WANT, AND A TASTE OF MY SEED. AS YOU MAKE IT TO CLIMAX YOUR NAILS BITE INTO MY FLESH, WE FALL DOWN TOGETHER IN A QUIVERING MESS. YOU SHIVER AND SHAKE WITHIN MY ARMS, RUBBING OUR SWEAT OFF OUR CHESTS AND ONTO OUR PALMS, I KISS YOUR LIPS, AND FONDLE YOUR BREASTS. FOR THIS NIGHT AINT OVER, THERE IS NO TIME TO REST. SO ASSUME THE POSTION, ALL FOURS IS MY LIKE, I PENETRATE AGAIN, FOR THE 2ND TIME, TONIGHT. THIS TIME IT’S GOING TO BE SLOWER CAUSE THIS TIME WILL BE FUN, FOR BRACE YOURSELF BABY, IT’S MY TURN TO CUM.

Lay It All On Me
Come on down crooked man Step on up broken man Its okay to cry troubled man Just ease your worried mind and rest awhile Do you remember when it started You had a dream Now you never talk about it Your fame & riches were everything No matter what the cost Now you wish you hadnt blown it Well lay it all on me Lay it all on me Come on down crooked man Step on up broken man Its okay to cry troubled man Just ease your worried mind and rest awhile I came to see how you were doing Its been awhile Lookin back over your shoulder You were restless and you were wild Always running away Once was young now is older Lay it all on me, lay it all on me Come on down crooked man Step on up broken man Its okay to cry troubled man Just ease your worried mind and rest a while

Leaping
I see you there, at the bottom of the cliff upon whose ledge I stand unguarded... You are the essence of beauty to my soul, the picture of happiness and peace. You are the flame whose warmth I have ever sought without even recognizing the coldness in which I lived. You are the answer to the burning restlessness that has consumed me for as long as I can recall. Will you reach out? Will you hold your arms in such a way as to provide a cradle when I land at the bottom? Will you catch me when I plunge into the oblivion beyond the ledge?

Halfway To Everywhere
You could be so energy Electricity You could be lightening You could be anything A masterpiece A revolutionary You can see what, you want to see Can you let it be? Learn or teach Im only halfway to everywhere Im thinking positively Positively This is possible They can say right or wrong Never hear this song Or look you in the eye Im getting rid of negativity Lose the loss in me Call it equality Good luck is a frame of mind Call it humankind And say its destiny

My Contest
Good morning. So I am in the hottest/sexiest Mom contest. 2 people are putting it on. Wildcat and Cherrybomb. I eamiled Wildcat about it but they put my picture under Cherrybomb. I went to my link and it said private! She has the people in the contest private which is frustrating because the only way to see me and vote for me is to ask to be her friend! So I sent a request but she is not online at the moment. For all of you that are so kind to vote for me, you are going to have to ask to be her friend too in order to see the link. I know I won't win, it is just fun. I know a lot of people out there "comment bomb" and that is all they do. I think we all have better things to do with our time. Just a comment here or there will make me feel good. It runs for a week I think? I am really doing this because someone wanted me to. He says I am the sexiest Mom on Fubar and that was enough for me! It made my day! So as soon as I get accepted to be her friend, I should ge

Confusion...
What do you do when you see your dreams standing before you in living, breathing truth and full color? What do you do when your fantasy takes the shape of reality? What do you say to the person who embodies all of the qualities you believed existed only in fairy tales? All of the things you imagined a person could be, but never fully believed any person WOULD be? When you feel your heart racing at the memory of a conversation? When you wait in breathless anticipation for the next words he will speak? What do you do when you know you are obsessed, but you are enjoying it too much to stop?

Say A Prayer!!!
MY NEPHEW ROBERT HALL IS STATIONED AT CAMP LIBERTY OVER IN IRAQ. THEIR BASE WAS HIT YESTERDAY. HIS MOTHER "SOUTHPAW" NEEDS ALL THE PRAYERS WE CAN GIVE. ROBERT HAS A PAGE ON HERE "PAGAN SOLDIER" PLEASE STOP BY AND LET HIM KNOW WE ARE ALL BEHIND OUR TROOPS!!! GOD BLESS OUR TROOPS, WE ALL WANT THEM HOME SAFE!!!!

A True Zombie
The True Story Of Clairvius Narcisse A Haitian man said to have been turned into a living zombie with the use of a combination of drugs. His case attracted considerable interest and some scientific investigation at the time. According to reports, Clairvius was poisoned with a mixture of various natural poisons to simulate death. The instigator of the poisoning was alleged to be his brother, with whom he had quarreled over land. After his "death" and subsequent burial on May 2, 1962 his body was recovered and he was given a paste made from datura which at certain doses has a hallucinogenic effect and can cause memory loss. His new 'master', a bokor (sorceror), then forced him, alongside many other zombie slaves, to work on a sugar plantation until the master's death in 1964. When the bokor died, and regular doses of the narcotic ceased, he eventually regained sanity (unlike many others who had suffered brain damage from being buried alive) and returned to his family after so

Enjoy
If Only You Knew... If only you knew, how my heart overflows with love for you. If only you could see the way you fill my hopes and dreams. You're the owner of my heart, the ruler supreme. Even in the dark of night, I've only to think about you to feel your loving light and from this world I drift feeling as if I'll never touch the ground again... If only you knew. If only you could guess how I hear your voice when others speak; for you hold the key to my happiness, and it's always you my soul seeks. If only you could feel, how your very presence has the power to heal, all the wounds inside me. You've made me abandon the pain of yesterday, and you've shown me that the past can no longer stand in the way of what I hope to achieve... If only you knew. If only you could realize the way you've shown me that it's better to give than to take, and whatever I do, I do for your sake. I'm willing to give you my all and expect nothing in return. But, oh how

Have You Ever Made Real Love?
Have you ever really made love to the one person you love? no not sex..sex is not love sex is sex, lust is wanting to have sex. The love im talkin about comes from the heart, to look into your lovers eyes, even cry before them and say you deeply love them, to hold them in your arms and never let go! to kiss them deeply like you mean it. Think how long it has been to yourself that you have felt like that. Didnt it feel great? and to be loved like that too, to hold someone in your arms, to love and be loved, think about how long its been, so many people justwant these one night stands and get laid then run off and stuff, not realizing what they are missing in actually loving someone. i do miss it.

Cherry Zucchini Bread
Bread so delicious you'll want to eat all of it yourself. But that's okay--it's made with zucchini, so it's gotta be healthy. Right? Right! Ingredients 2 eggs 3/4 C. granulated sugar 1/3 C. vegetable oil 1/3 C. lemon juice 1/4 C. water 2 C. all-purpose flour 2 tsp. baking powder 1 tsp. ground cinnamon 1/2 tsp. baking soda 1/4 tsp. salt 2/3 C. shredded unpeeled zucchini 2/3 C. dried tart cherries 1 Tbs. grated lemon peel Directions Put eggs in large mixing bowl. Beat with an electric mixer on medium speed 3 to 4 minutes or until eggs are thick and lemon colored. Add sugar, oil, lemon juice and water; mix well. Combine flour, baking powder, cinnamon, baking soda and salt. Add flour mixture to egg mixture; mix well. Stir in zucchini, cherries and lemon peel. Grease and flour bottom of 8 1/2 x 4 1/2-inch loaf pan. Pour batter into prepared pan. Bake in preheated 350 degree F oven 55 to 65 minutes or until wooden pick inserted in center comes out clean. Let cool in pan o

Ive Learned
I've learned.... That life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes. I've learned.... That we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for. I've learned.... That money doesn't buy class. I've learned...that it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular. I've learned... That under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved. I've learned.... That the Lord didn't do it all in one day What makes me think I can? I've learned.... That to ignore the facts does not change the facts. I've learned.... That the less time I have to work, the more things I get done. To all of you.... Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence. It's National Friendship Week. Show your friends how much you care.

My Other Blog
I have bee receiving alot of flack about my blog. People that have never spoken to me, accuse me of being a user and a bad guy because i post about good guys. Personally I couldn't care less what other people think of me, but judging me without even talking to me?? I'm sorry but that is going a bit too far. My friends know who and what I am, that is enough for me.

Why Ffs?
Ya know, I'm not usually one to bitch and moan about the simple things, but this has GOT to be said! I believe in being personal... this means if I visit your profile and I rate you and/or your photos, I will usually leave a profile AND/OR picture comment. People come by here, rate me/my photo(s) a 10... that's great if you REALLY feel I am a 10... but why not comment??? I try to interact with people as best I can! I like the ratings unless you are just doing it to lvl me, then it's somewwhat okay. COMMENT DAMNIT! I want to see what people think!

R.i.p. Timothy Worlin
I realized last night that the one year anniversary of my friend Timmy's death is swiftly upon me. Timmy passed away last October 16th at the age of 22 due to an overdose of drugs and alcohol. Timmy was the sweetest and nicest guy I have ever had the pleasure of knowing. He would do anyhting for his friends, and was always there when you needed him. My best friend Ed has had a hard time dealing with this and still hasn't fully accepted it, I think a part of him things that Timmy will one day come walking into a room and say 'Gotcha!'. We miss Timmy everyday and I wish I could see him again. He was an amazing friend and a wonderful guy, he just liked to party too hard. So, Timmy, Wherever you are, We miss you and love you.

Sorry,homie Don't Play That Way!
Ok,personal pet peeve of mine is the whole entire Ghetto Gangsta Rap took a crap in my pants look!...You know the oversized sportswear,hat flipped sideways,etc.!...Why do peeps feel like they are and look like hot shit like this??.....I guarantee it's cause they're too stoopid to know any better!....What you get when your hat size matches your IQ!......Ya think??...Peace out my homies,word to ya Mutha!...LMAO

Acoustic Chicks (mostly)
As you should know I like all types of music, but recently I have been listening to a lot of female singer songwriters. This genre goes way back and exploded with the women’s movement in the 60’s – see Joni Mitchell, Joan Beaz, Joan Armatrading and even Carly Simon. It seems as if the women’s movement is going backwards now, a symptom of our apathetic society possibly… But there are still some great voices out there singing about women’s lives and issues. And more importantly what is more beautiful that a woman’s voice (or you could just leave voice out of that statement). Here are a few that are currently at the top of my list: Emmy Lou Harris – Perhaps the most distinctive female voice, for years Emmy has brought us amazing song after song. Victoria Williams – kind of like Bob Dylan or Tom Waits… not the prettiest voice, but you just can’t stop listening. Victoria suffers from MS and along with some friends has done some great albums as a benefit to find a cure for the d

For My Best Friend...
So as of lately I've kept my mouth shut about a lot of things. Which as most of us know is about impossible. This entry is for my lovely Hope, my dearest, truest and closest friend. Hope over the past two and a half years I have seen DRAMATIC changes in you. I can honestly as your friend say that yes some of them I like but others I don’t. The things I don’t like though do not affect how much I love you. I will tell you though that I am INCREDIBLY proud of you for how much you have grown. When I first met you Hope, you were really down and super hard on yourself. Lately you have been a little more stressed than usual and I don’t like it. Normal life stress is um... hell NORMAL. I have come to the conclusion that you need to stop once again, on focusing on others and let them believe what they want to. Anyone who is a true friend to you would come to you about anything they were concerned with. Hell, I’ve came to you with some majorly horrible things that sent us into “non-t

Three Minute Challenge
I have a challenge to all fubies. I am going to challenge you to stand up for three minutes on Monday! Now for many who work somewhere they are expected to be on their feet this may be no big deal. But I want you to stand for three minutes with greater purpose. Watch my stash videos about Making a stand to end poverty is the movement and the heading of those vids. Here's the grim and tragic truth: 30,000 and more children will die today and every day from preventable causes like hunger and lack of medicine. The cost of a gas station coffee can buy enough vitamin c for 5 children to keep their sight. Is that so big a sacrifice? The cup of Starbuck's coffee that we spend $2.00 for (which has up to 30% filler) provides less than two cents income to the farmer who grew it. The power to build peace in this world is in your hands, in your pockets, rattling as you stand for those three minutes. The power of hope, unbound from the chains of ignorance and apathy, realized in the lives of

We Are Loved ~ Dont Give Up
To all my friends ~ Beleive me .. in the darkest of hours in our lives we all question ourself, our paths and our direction. I certainly have. I am extremely sappy today considering all that Taylor and my life have been through lately. This song hit me right where I needed it today and I wanted to share. This is soo true for me and I know this song has become my theme and my reality. YOU are loved too. Lets all try to be kinder and more understanding of those around us and their life struggles... Kindness truly gets your further... I am living proof Thanks for all your support. We love you and appreciate you more than you will ever know EnableContextMenu='0' Da>=utosize='true' au'1' ShowStatusBar='0' loop='true' tostart='1' src='http://www.bestvideocodes.net/bvcasx/joshgroban-youareloveddontgiveup.asx' width='300' height='260' ShowControlsisplaySize='1' pluginspage='http://www.microsoft.com/Windows/Downloads/Contents/Products/MediaPlayer/'>You Are Loved (Don't Give Up

Sexy As Hell! This Is Why I Love Submission!!!!
Satin by Hea_2_sta© Satin knew he was heading her way. He had called her earlier before she had gotten home to leave a short and to the point message on her answering machine saying, "Be ready at midnight. I will be there." He left no name and no return number cause he didn't have to. She knew his voice anywhere. The anger and resentment she felt at his domination made her want to leave the house to make sure she missed their appointment, But then the lust and slight fear of punishment made her slowly get ready to accept him. Satin always had been an independent woman till she had met her Master a year ago. He had come into her life when relationships with other men seems to boring to even try to find anyone more then an occasional sex partner. She had meet him at a party, feeling his eyes watching her as she had fun with her friends and teased all the men around without caring about their feelings. Her attitude toward men made her pity them, which caused her teasing to somet

Just Me
Just let me be me Without judgement or persecution Just let me be free To be my own person Advice I love, Though I may not always take it Scriptures from above, They're great but you still have to face it I'm human and I'm stubborn I've been hurt and my heart's been abused Sometimes the hard way is the only way I know how to learn So don't be upset when your help is refused

Here First Contest Kittycat
Come help my friend out in her first contest. She has enter her cute son in a contest for the cutiest kid. So come help me rock her page and she is always there for others now she needs the help. Thanks Bitchy Babygirl here is the link

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Broken Silence
I swear i have seen and done some stupid shit in my life. But what i did in the begining of August was't really stupid. It was more out of anger. I had the right idea, I just went to the wrong place at the wrong time. I have been asking myself for the past 5 years now " what the hell is wrong with me?" I still don't know the answer, and I probally will never know the answer to this question. Guess what? I'm over it! I have no choice but to be over it just like that. Why you ask? That question I can answer. For almost 26 years i've been shitted on not by my family. I just took it out on them. I am talking about so called friends who set me up to fall with them, people who took me in and thought they could have thier way with me, and the general public period. How do you judge someone who you have never met? And how come I haven't errupted and exploded yet? Well this is a good news bad news situation. The good news is that im not gonna let my anger get the best of me no mor

No Idea
all in my nature, mind on the task, i feel better when i'm gone, funny how i need this trip to go on. ppl say i'll hit bottom someday, don give a shit cuz baby i'll play. fuckin haterz in my way going to see how i roll, going to wish they stayed home, lookin around at all these clones, fuckin livin off others smoke, think they need to represent this gangtsa shyt, but bitch thats who i am I don gotta pretend, I don carry this weight so ppl bow down, I take this life because its all i found, i live in the shadows because thats the only place i can breath, i smoke on the yea cuz its the only way i can see, i byte on that kryptonite cuz it makes me believe, i play off this shyt cuz it's all i kno, jus as long as i'm still standin i kno i'm the best, i don need no teflon on my chest, them bitches that hate on me jus don kno the game, i don need all that fortune and fame, i'll spit it harder and spray it faster, i'll turn it up till you can't handle the shyt that you hear, I kno it aint righ

Untamed
my unfinished song... work in progress Current mood: artistic Category: Music chorus- think you can tame me; claim me? oh no no no boy you're crazy, no maybe; and you hafta go think you can save me??? BUT I DON'T NEED A HERO!!! verse 1- used to find it funny how you followed me around i had you wrapped anround my finger, thats what i found yet you never got to realizing that you and me made a crowd now you pushed too damn far I'm taking you to the pound CHORUS verse 2- time and time again you pop up at my place told you one too many times i need my space wanted you to back off but i still see your face jus give me one more reason, i swear thats all it takes CHORUS verse 3- every other day I've got you in my way tellin me how to act and what i should say I made it this far alone; only wanted you to play now your voice is in my head and it wont go away CHORUS writen by: tosha

Boys Lie
boys lie, girls cry as i sit and wonder why, i watch the time as it passes by her innocence she held inside she gave it to him because she thought it was right for him she would have died, but all he did was laugh inside he knew he would break her heart, he knew that he had torn her apart, he played her as if it was an art, and she fell so easily she thought he was her wind beneath her wings, she promised everything, so did he, but only she really felt it when they kissed, only she thought when they were together it was bliss but now she sits, he broke her heart her innocence torn apart, her life upside down for love he was all she thought of, boys lie, girls cry I sit back and ask why? Why does it only get worse as time passes by? my innocence has died now i know it wasn't right why did you have to break my heart? you couldn't just break it, you tore it apart! why did I fall so easily? why did I give you everything? how come I felt it when we kissed? now I w

Paper
paper Aug 3, 2005 12:39 PM a peice of paper I hold in my hand. So inviting, just seems to understand. Doesn't laugh, no weird looks as I write how I feel. just a once white paper making my thoughts real. If I like it I'll hang it for others to see. This fine paper that reveals so much about me. If I hate it then it's okay for me to tear it to shreads. Because sometimes thoughts are fleeting and should never be read. A peice of paper I hold in my hand. So inviting, just seems to understand. Doesn't laugh, no weird looks as I write how I feel. Just a once white paper making my thoughts real.

Liars!!!
Honest to God, if there is a deceitful, manipulative, lying piece of shit guy out there, I will find them. I attract them like flies. I end up liking them and then find out who and how they really are. And it's so funny what they lie about like having a girlfriend. (Okay buddy, in today's world, Myspace knows all and the fact that we live in a tiny community doesn't help out your cause at all. Everyone knows everyone and if by some God awful chance someone doesn't know a certain person, you better believe they have a friend who does.) To bring to light what I'm talking about, take today's incident. This guy has been chasing me for a couple of months and he's cool...sometimes. We hung out and I ended up making out with a different guy, so it pissed him off. Well, we are okay again and talking about hanging out. Today I was leaving a comment on a friend's Myspace page and see a comment below mine with a girl and this guy in it, so of course, I go to her page and see that they have been

A Miscarriage Of Justice
Guards acquitted in boot camp case By MELISSA NELSON, Associated Press Writer 47 minutes ago http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20071012/ap_on_re_us/boot_camp_death Seven former boot camp guards and a nurse were acquitted Friday of manslaughter in the death of a 14-year-old boy who was hit and kicked by the drill instructors in a videotaped altercation. The video of a limp Martin Lee Anderson being hit and kicked by the guards after he collapsed while exercising drew protests in the state capital and spelled the end of Florida's system of boot camps for juvenile offenders. Anderson died at a hospital the day after the altercation. The defendants, however, said they followed the rules at a get-tough facility where young offenders often feigned illness to avoid exercise, and their attorneys said that Anderson died not from rough treatment, but from a previously undiagnosed blood disorder. Former guard Henry McFadden later said he was relieved that the case was over: "We were

Workin Biktoberfest
hey yall this really isnt a blog just lettin eveyone know that ill be busy for next 10 days workin event here at local bar were i work security at normally 530 to 230 am or so but ill prolly go in hr or so early through the week all yall have a good weekend and ty for yall for bein friends

New Job (revised)
so I had this sweet job all lined up and waiting for me. But there was a snag. Thanks to the boneheads at the Nevada fucking DMV, I can't take that job. Those stupid bastards said my licence was reinstated, only to find out it wasn't. Now, I have to pay them $107.00 to get my fucking licence reinstated. Its a small matter now, JB Hunt recended their job offer. I fucking hate beaurocracy. If it weren't for the fear of being arrested, I'd make a few threatening statements tword the DMV and any other office that might be involved in this mess. I hate them all!

6 Naughty Questions
List them and I will answer. OK, here's the deal, you get to ask me six question, as naughty and daring as you can think up. Send to me, and I'll answer them truthfully. Repost this, and you'll be surprised about what people want to know about you... 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6.

Losing Face
The loss of credibility Through actions of our own Can bring a shame apon us, Behavior we claim or disown. The thunderous crash of ego, Flashing with false integrity, Tidal waves of sel-importance Are flooded with human debris. This loss of face can haunt us, Limiting our ability to transform, Unless we work to lose the masks That causes the egos shamefull storm. Desire will hold the door open, Humility welcomes us inside, Change is always an option, When we drop the masks of pride. Losing the face of pretense And owning a state of grace Allows us to become our visions, being our truths, without disgrace.

Away
Ok my ex is taking his computer so I wll not have one for a while. Depends on how soon I can get one. So if you dont hear from me, that is what is going on. Don't disappear on me, just hang tight and I will be back as soon as i can.

Is This True About Me(maybe It Is)
Brown Eyes Either sexy as hell or are adorable. Loves to make new friends. Their relationship tends to be very honest because if they aren't truly in love, then the relationship won't work. They fall easily for their best friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite. Enjoys being with their guy/girl. LOVES to party. Great in bed. Can make ANYONE laugh or cheer them up. Loves to please the one they care for or love.Is not the kind of person that you want to piss off.

Okay!!!
My First Contest!... help me out? Here are the details... ******* HAPPY HOUR GIVEAWAY / CONTEST PLUS MORE / ALL OUT WAR ******* The first to 80,000 comments wins a Happy Hour After the Happy Hour is won that contestant will be removed and the remaining contestants will battle for the next prize The next to reach 55,000 comments will receive a 30-day blast If there is more than one over 55,000 then the one with the most over 55,000 will take home the 30-day blast The others over 55,000 will take the next prize down (1-month VIP OR 7-day Blast) which of those only 2 exist The minimum for either of the 2 7-day blasts requires 45,000 comments or more. After the prizes are won, the contest is concluded. The contest will span an entire week In case you missed it, The prizes are as follows: 1 Happy Hour 1 30-day Blast OR 3-month VIP 2 7-day Blast OR 1-month VIP Brought to you by the man himself... ÐJ ®Øó™@ fubar Click the pic below to help!

Sexiest People On Fubar....
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~ Woman Bought Guns And Bomb-making Material For 14 Year Old Son ~
What the hell is wrong with these people? From Allan Chernoff and Brian Vitagliano CNN PHILADELPHIA, Pennsylvania (CNN) -- A woman bought guns and bomb-making material to indulge her socially outcast 14-year-old son, a prosecutor said Friday. Michele Cossey, 46, faces charges in connection with her son's alleged plan for a Columbine-like attack on a school. She is accused of buying him a .22-caliber handgun, a .22-caliber rifle, a 9 mm semiautomatic rifle and black powder used to make grenades. "There's a lot of things at play here," Montgomery County District Attorney Bruce Castor Jr. said. "You have a child who is obviously emotionally disturbed and a social outcast, and no doubt the parents feel sorry for him and are indulging him. "This is not the best parenting I've ever seen, obviously, and she has to be held accountable for that." Cossey was charged Friday with unlawful transfer of a fiream, possession of a firearm by a minor, corruption of a minor, endangerin

Goodbye(1987)
I don't really want to say goodbye I don't really want to leave you But now I have to go away Stay away from you forever What we had was something special Deep down from our hearts But now I have to go away And leave you from my heart.

Where Will It End
If I asked u please do not go - would u turn around and stay If I found you a solution or found a way Life is what you make it no matter where you go I know things cant go on forever the way they have been , people change and have dreams to fulfill..Its just we've been down this road before and I know how it all went before - you left I became weak, gave up on being me and ran to the life I had once left behind.I made a promise to God that if u came back I would change that all the bad would go away. My wish came true, i didnt keep the promises i let the dream go. But I didnt want to believe that you would not stay. I know your life here is smothering you and you are not where you want to be but I look at the road ahead and I cant let go of the emptiness and lonliness I already see there, I dont want to face it alone and I know that soon ur going to go and all I can do is sit here and wait for the day and try to appear strong...only because I want the very best 4 u...

I Don't Get It......
Why does he have to be so mean to me at times? I love him with every thing I have but yet he still has to be so mean and cocky. I try so hard to be what he wants and needs. AND sometimes I just feel like he would rather not be here. Sometimes I can see the distance in his eyes as if he's a million miles away. As if he's thinking about someone else and wishing he was there instead of here. I just don't know anymore. I know he'll say thats it not me, he just has alot on his mind, but it doesn't change the fact that he makes me feel that way. yeah so we get into a little tiff today over the cell phone bill, he mentioned about the number of text messages that i had going out. So I mentioned the number he had going out but my bad was that i misread it. He sorta gives me attitude about me misreading it and said that I yelled at him. Which btw I didn't. So I said hmm thats funny i don't recall yelling at you. He's like okay you BARKED at me. Yea i was pissed well more like hurt at the way h

This Is So Funny
you have to see this... funny as hell!! yeah.... that's right i tricked you into reading my shit! i ain't gonna lie hell i ain't even gonna try and deny.... the things you said... the things you did..... and suddenly.... you toss me aside like day old stale bread..... you asked if i was messin and when i said no fuck..... you just took it all for granted.... hell .... you weren't the best in fact, your like all the rest.... insensitive, ungrateful......... narrow-minded and well.... undeserving......... of me.... had alot to give laughter, memories, and bliss but hey guess what, after all that's been said and done you're gonna be the babblin fool and i'm the one your gonna miss. thik i'm gonna sit here and live in regret... oh hell nah.... i'll be kickin back and watchin you while you wonder what could have been cuz baby it after all was your choice to let me slip on by so i got nothin left to say but this kiss this (_/_) (my ass) see ya and BUH BYE

Fragile Heart
Have you ever needed someone To take the fragile pieces of your heart And wrap careful hands Deep within the cushioning cotton of his own? Someone who can pull you close, When you're feeling so alone Who speaks not a word, But knows how to touch you In that one special place That lets you know you are still alive? Someone who can look into your eyes And see past the darkness That has come to cloud your soul. Someone who finds that one spark of caring, Who nutures it back to life... The one special someone Who can wrap around you with his body And give your soul a hug, Your heart ease...

Talking To A Drunk(1987)
Have you had cold showers of pain My friend, you've stood in my rain Deathly feeling of loneliness No need to feel shameless I've been there before Not wanting to feel any more Your hearts been broken in half Mind still living in the past Cold dark thoughts of suicide Why don't I do it tonight Don't worry it will go away Learn to love another day Put it in the back of mind Let it rest and you will find Dark clouds begin to part New love will mend the heart Thoughts of suicide disappear Self- esteem will reappear One day you'll be able to say My friend you've stood in my rain

The Pain Is Real
Can you see what I see, even when your not around to comfort me, you hurt me like no one else will know, inside I feel I'm ready to explode, Do you feel what I feel, you said words to me that will never heal, I cant help myself inside i want to bleed, your friendship and generousity was all I would ever need, But now it has came and it has gone, and somehow my twisted little fucked up life will move on, what is sad is many men wish death upon me, it's like I'm not even meant to walk this earth or even be, My mother said I was an accident sometimes I think it's true, I didnt think it was when I met you, but now its over and I have to live with the consequences, just know that I still care regardless of the morose and awkward faces, Look into my eyes you will see pain deeper than a flesh wound, why is it that a baby is so innocent while resting in his mothers womb, is it because they know not the difference between right and wrong, or because they are a new bor

You Put Up A Wall
I try to be something special to you, but you put up a wall, I remind myself of love so true, gotta learn I can't walk before I crawl, hurting when you say I wont lose a special place in your heart, and yet it seems you put up a wall, I feel so insecure and think that it's all busting apart, all life has ever made me do is wanna fall, to my knees when I lose someone special like my boo, but even when I express you put up a wall, I keep trying to tell myself its not true, but I don't want to be the one who is stuck with the ball, becoming hopelessly insecure when your around, I left my guard down and you still put up a wall, if you dont want to talk to me then just let me hit the ground, from my never ending journey that down on my fall, I would rather love and lose, with you putting up your wall, cause it will eventually become like a bruise, on your heart and come crashing down with no mercy at all.

See The Ghosr Rider Streaking Across Ur Screen
WELL IT GOT YOU HERE ANYWAY. LOL HEY EVERYONE I'M IN A GIVEAWAY FOR A TERRIFIC PRIZE. I WAS WONDERING IF I COULD GET MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY OUT THERE IN FUBAR WORLD TO HELP ME OUT A LITTLE.IT JUST STARTED TONIGHT ANI REALLY WANT THIS PRIZE. SO COME ON A GIVE A GREAT FRIEND A HAND. JUST HIT THE PIC BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT THERE. THANK YOU ALL. PLEASE PASS THIS BLOG TO ALL UR FRIENDS. Fire My Words

Poem That Describes Me
I'm the GUY who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. .. I'm the GUY who still thinks you're sexy COVERED IN DIRT wearing your work clothes and boots. I'm the GUY who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to. I'm the GUY who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the GUY who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the GUY who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the GUY who's excited ALL day because I'm looking forward to our date that night. I'm the GUY who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the GUY who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the GUY who melts every time you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair. I'm the GUY who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. I'm the GUY who won't lie to you (ever, about anything)--including where I'm going or where I've been or who I've been with. I'm the GUY who gets butterflies when I hear your name. I'm the GU

Tb2u
You have a Sexual IQ of 122 You know a lot about sex. You have had many sexual experiences and you are well versed in all of the lingo associated with sex. You watch a lot of T.V. shows about sex and you pick up a lot through movies and T.V. You are likely to get even smarter when it comes to sex, because you are very intelligent already and are just waiting to have more sexual experiences. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Weekend
Good Bye Everyone, Thanks for all the love, comments and ratings throughout the week. Love to old friends, much love to the new ones. I'm going home to my man and my daughter and I hope ya do the same(go to your fam). Go have fun and be safe. Have a great weekend. Much Love, BarbieDoll bortega_arf@yahoo.com www.myspace.com/pricanbarbiedoll www.myyearbook.com/pricanbarbiedoll

Naughty Naughty Girl
It started when I was on the way home from school. I was just standing on the tram, looking out the window. The car was packed, and it was standing room only, but I didn't mind, I liked the view of the city. Watching the trees and houses go by though, I didn't notice the man on the tram behind me. The first sign of him was a sharp, subtle pain in my side, followed by a hand over my mouth. Keep quiet, or I'll cut out your kidney. A crowded tram is a great place to get away with murder. He whispered in my ear, his voice gravely and threatening. It made my knees tremble. My whole body was shaking. I was in the middle of a packed car and no one noticed what was happening to me. He noticed my shaking, quiet now growled in my ear as he gently stroked my cheek. I'm not going to hurt you if you do what I tell you. he assured me, only if you don't. he added as an afterthought. Are you going to shout out? he asked. All I could do was shake my head and cower. Are you going to do wh

Hartford Marathon - 5k
Well.. it seems I've entered myself into tomorrow's 5K in Hartford. One of my co worker's is into racing ie; running/walking and has been trying to get me involved all summer long. I've run out of excuses.. and basically.. I'm going to live up to my promises to run/walk verrry fast.. Wish us luck.. ! Finished it and then went straight to work..

Real Life Crushes
What do you do when you are crushing hard on someone? here's my story :) So I have the biggest crush on a friend of mine. :) Have had for like 9-10 years, and I know the feeling is mutual t,we a run into each other rarely and at others we end up spending LOTS of time together...and the times we run into each other lots is ALWAYS the WRONG time (he's in a relationship, I'm in one, we're both in one and everything is hunky dory in at least one relationship) He is a bus driver, thus how it is feast or famine. If he drives something I ride often we see each other alot.:) If not then not.:( Anyway I saw him this morning and we talked for a bit(as usual) and from our conversation it seems all is not rosy in either of our "happy" homes. There is not the problem, the problem is of course that when the busses (and drivers)switch schedules he'll be back on the route that runs near my house(even mentioned that he might have some motive to driving this bus route, since he at one time said

Got Some Shocking News
This has been a really bad week for me. First I find out that I miscarried for the fourth time and now to add to that. . . I have found out that my sons father died. I am going to the funeral home tonight and the funeral is on sunday. I don't have all the details yet, but will probably post more later when I know more. I am a little scatter brained and yes I'm an emotional wreck. I'm doing the best that I can I guess. I just don't know what to do. My son is only six and doesn't understand that kind of thing yet. ~ I also just found out that my son has a half sister as well. Her name is Jasmine Nicole and I will be trying to make sure that there will be a contact between her and my son in the future. Anyway, I need to get off here and get ready to go to the funeral home, so I'll talk to everyone later. Thanks for all the support that you all have given me during this hard time. You have all been great friends.

Read All Of This
Read all of this one, it is interesting!! VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq ! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq ! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel 10. Amos cried out in Iraq ! 11 Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq ! 13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!) 14. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the "writing on the wall" in Iraq 15. Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon, carried the Jews captive into Iraq 16. Ezekiel preached in Iraq ... 17. T

I'd Move Mountains
I'd Move Mountains by BlueWolf © I guess I don't say it, As often as I should Just want you to know, I'd move mountains if I could To bring us closer, Sweet passion every day To love you more and more, In every possible way My words aren't always loud, For everyone to hear Please know that just because I'm quiet, Doesn't mean I don't hold you dear In my head the oceans roar, And confusion reigns But in my heart, Love for you forever stays...........

Do You Have Any?
I ran across a "profile comment" that said Fetish Friday and it got me thinkin about all the different fetishes and what makes everyone different. Though some may really be beyond others imagination isn't a fetish just another way we express our selves? Some can be kinky, some may be as simple as the way you do an everyday task. Anyways... guess I'm not really makin alot of sence here but I would like to see what you all think about them and if you have any. Thanks

"sweet_angel@
PLEASE GIVE ME INPUT!! COMMENT! what do you think abouta woman that passes herself off as a "SWEET_ANGEL" and is a liar cheater theif?? {Jearl} P.S. Used my computer at my house to make a date!!!! I am MFU PISSED what a MF ANGEL!! NOBODY HAS THE BALLS TO COMMENT?????????????????????

Puzzle Box
~Puzzle Box~ I remember when we met- The tears you wept Your salty sweat The way you smoked your cigarette your silhouette orgasmic wet. Your tourniquet of flesh and thread- The web you kept aligned and spread ~This debt...it keeps spinning in my head~ The needle pierced your fears, A mere projection of your cheers A fierce reflection of your tears, and I pierced right on through so that I could rush inside you and taste your heaven blue chaotic truth. Eloquently chaotically I wait for you with senses sprawled and my soul a gaping hole towards which I crawl in which I fall until I lay out cold and all these walls are close enough to crush my form. And even though you and I have passed and time has stopped our ticking clocks I'll wait for you Inside this box.

Club Sluts
~Club Sluts~ Club hopping all around Peepin' niggaz as they bounce Ain't got nothin' on you But an std and a frown and you turn it upside down once the grey goose hits yo mouth now go rock that playaz cock cuz yo pussy is renowned! Cold cuts Big butts Clubs sluts love mean nuts! That skirt you got on you Got my balls feelin so blue And soon you'll shed a tear Cuz I'll rip your ass in two. But, shit, you always knew that your butt cheeks are man-glue And since you're an easy catch I'll pound on that jalopy snatch And then I'll say "adieu!" Cold cuts Big butts Clubs sluts love these nuts! "Oh, I can't wait 'til the WMC, house music all night looong papi!" Oh shut your trap, you bitch, I'm not your fucking "daddy"- Now go wash that dirty gap, and tuck in those muddy flaps And don't you dare sit on my lap Cuz your snapper stinks like crap! Beer guts Big butts Pussy lips they be looking like cold cuts with smut! mouth shut...dumb mu

I Have A Problem.
Cars you say? No! BAM! They are robots in disguise! (By the way that cop car is a Saleen S281. It’s the closest I’ll ever be to ever owning one of these cars.) Ok. So the blog is called I have a problem. Why do I have a problem you ask? Well, it's not because I own two children's toys. And I transform them from robots into fancy cars. Then back to robots. Then back to cars again. It's because the money I spent on them. These toys retail for about 11 bucks a piece. I spent 30 and 35 for them. That's right… I spent 65 dollars on toys. Why? Because these toys are no longer in production. Just lame repaints are available. And who wants a repaint? Not this discerning toy connoisseur. See if I had a girlfriend… there would a person in my life tells me 'NO. No expensive toys.' Then again… who would want to date a guy who spends so much money on expensive toys? Ah fuck, I'm doomed. -Rafael

Too Many People Put Off Something That Brings Them Joy!!
Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to depart from their routine. I got to thinking one day about all those women on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible. How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word "refrigeration" mean nothing to you? How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Jeopardy' on television? I cannot count the times I called my sister and said, "How about going to lunch in a half hour?" She would gas up and stammer, "I can't. I have clothes on the line. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had a late breakfast, It looks like rain." And my personal fa

Dumb Ass People
OK SO FIRST OFF I DONT GIVE A FUCK IF YA RATE THIS NSFW SO DO IT AND STFU NOW TO THE ISSUE AT HAND NOW I DONT BY ANY MEANS HAVE A PROBLEM BUYING A BLAST OR HAPPY HOUR OR TICKERS OR HELL ANYTHING ELSE FOR THAT MATTER BUT I SIT HERE EVERYDAY AND SEE PEOPLE (NOT JUST WOMEN) ASK FOR SOMEONE TO BUY THEM SOMETHING ON THEIR STATUS MSG OK NP BUT HERES THE THING A CERTAIN PERSON THAT WAS ON MY FRIENDS LIST ASKED ME EARLIER TO BUY THEM A TICKER OK NP I TOLD HER I WOULD BUT WOULD HAVE TO WAIT TIL I GOT HOME OK SO IM ON THE ROAD FOR THOSE THAT DONT KNOW AND WONT BE HOME TIL MONDAY NIGHT I TELL HER THIS SHE FUCKIN GEEKS OUT LIKE SOME DAMN LITTLE 12 YEAR OLD THAT DIDNT GET HER WAY LEMME EXPLAIN SOMETHING TO EVERYONE THAT ASKS FOR SOMETHING ON HERE IT IS NOT ANYONE ELSES OBLIGATION TO BUY U SHIT GET A JOB AND NO IM NOT HATING ON THOSE THAT ASK BUT IF YA TOLD NO OR TO WAIT BE COOL WITH THAT AND MOVE ON NO NEED TO ACT LIKE A DAMN 12 YEAR OLD OK SORRY ILL STFU NOW BUT SO EVERYONE KNOWS I WILL STILL BUY

Under The Spell .... Youre Feeling The Uncontrollable Urge To Bomb Marys Pic
Concentrate .. Stare into the Middle of the Circle . You cant go against this Uncontrollable Urge to go Bomb Mary's Pic .. You'll want to stay there and show her LOTS of luv .. You'll want to help her win the blast .. Falling deeper under the spell .. You find yourself chanting "I must Bomb Marys Pic .. I must help her win this blast".. Go to the Link .. Click the Link... Bomb her Pic .. Help her WIN ... Gooo Gooo Gooo .. You know you cant stop yourself . Youre hooked .. Ill see you there :D

In Time
"In Time" my loving touch my warm embrace my fingers tips run along you face ur soft lips ur hand around my hips ur beating heart ull fall in love from the start the sparkle in ur eyes that look that keeps u mesmerized ur beating heart upon my chest my love will always be the best u will never meet another like me this in time u will truly see, ive got a big heart and so much love to give, this u will feel as long as i live i know u will fall in love then u will thank the heavens up above everyday i will make u smile, together we will walk that everlasting mile all i ask for is patience and understanding, this love i have to give i promise will be outstanding if you see my point of view this love u will feel will be one u never knew give me the chance to be your everything give me the chance to make your heart sing i am very unique in time u will see every day i will let u know what u mean to me if given this chance to make u mi

Troubles With My Pc.....
JUST WANTED TO SAY THANKYOU TO ALL THE FRIENDS THAT HAVENT FORGOTTEN ABOUT ME WHILE I HAD A BIT OF TROUBLES WITH MY PC...... HOPE EVERYONE HAS BEEN DOING GREAT....... Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com

First Blog
Just found this site earlier today and thought I'd have a look. Seems like a fun place, if anybody has any questions or whatever for me I'd love to hear from you. Posted my page a few hours ago so I guess I'm working on things. Okay, off to get some dinner. Have a good one, all.

Why Is Life So Difficult
life sux specially when you think you fouind sum one who you know you will like and you can make happy but they wont even let you get close os just siplly push you always why cant you have sum one who will enjoy being with you next to you and when you do meet that person they are so far away why is life to complicated i wish i could really ahve some to make happy every day next to me you know who you are and you know what to do dont ask who just say it and be next to me.

New Poem
I searched among the card displays, To see if I could find, A little something that would say Just what was on my mind. However there was not a one, That captured it just right, For no one else can understand Just what I'd like to write. I even find it difficult To try to write it down, For how do I portray to you, The love that I have known? I close my eyes and what I see, Is someone I adore; A person who is beautiful, Right down into their soul. Mere words cannot describe The many qualities you show, The love and caring nature that You share with those who know. Your kind and gentle temperament, Your sweet angelic smile, Your softly spoken sentiments, That reach across the miles. Your smile and laugh that sparkle with The softness of your sighs, The way your face lights up a room ... That twinkle in your eye. The loving gestures through the years, That quickly come to mind, For always you've a gentle word To calm and soothe I find. I st

Sexiest People On Fubar
SEXIEST PEOPLE ON FUBAR....WHEN YOU BEEN HIT YOU GOTTA SEND THIS PLAYBOY BUNNY TO ALL THE SEXY PEOPLE YOU KNOW INCLUDIN DA PERSON THAT SEND IT TO YOU... ___$$$$$$$___________$$$$$$$ _____$$$$$$$$_______$$$$$$$$ ______$$$$$$$$$_____$$$$$$$ ________$$$$$$$$____$$$$$$$ _________$$$$$$$$$__$$$$$$ ____________$$$$$$$$$$$$$ _______________$$$$$$$$$ __________$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ________$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ _______$$$___$$$$$$$$$$$$ ______$$$$$_$$$$$$$$$$$$$ _____$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ______$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ _______$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ___________$$$$$$$$$$$$$ __________$$$$$$$$$$$$$ 1-3-U MIGHT BE CUTE 4-6-U FINE 6-8-U SEXXY 8-10-U ARE SOOOO SEXXXXXXYYYYYYY 2 hr ago reply | delete comment |

Bad Luck Comes In Threes?
Okay...I've had a crap week... First, my car crapped out on me. It started with the belt getting shredded (which was fixed by replacing the pulley)...and it just progressed from there to the point where the power steering pump seized. -_-; Second, we got locked IN the house. Yes, I know, that sounds so retarded, but it's true. Got home from work, closed the door, gathered what I needed (keys to the truck, my purse, and a jacket since it was freakin' snowing!)...then, when I went to leave, I couldn't get the door open. o.O I tried a few times, but all to no avail. So, I gave up and called hubby over to help me and felt like a total dork 'cause I couldn't get the stupid door to open. I felt somewhat better when HE couldn't get it open either. Long story short, he took the doorknob off, and it fell apart in many, many itty bitty pieces...but the door STILL wouldn't open, so we had to take it off the hinges and kick it in from outside (thank goodness we have a front door -_-

Cure For Bordem
Yeah know its funny how we cure our boredm with online fun of pissing people off making fun of peoples mums blogs and what not. yeah we spend all our damn money on high ass gas to get to work high ass food price's to feed our selfs and high ass price for a beer at the bar, but good god when are we going to stand up and say enough is a fucking enough, we are paying tax's out the ass on every single thing we own, its bull shit we should not have to pay on somethign we already own. People are getting to broke to go out and enjoy a drink and a game of pool, or they are letting the fact they have kids drive them insane to the point of bad mums and excuses to being bored,we have people on here so freaking bored out of there mind there posting dumb ass mums just to get some kinda reaction out of others who have a bit shorter fuse on dumb people who do dumb things for the fun of it. we are eating one another alive little bit by little bit and we are to blind with what others are saying to

Would You? Could You?
Would you forgive a sinner? Would you look her in the eye And see a repentant heart? Would you figure out a loner? Would you pore into her soul And see the pain she’s been in? Would you take charge of a wanderer, who has gone searching in the darkest places And find and take her to a place called paradise? Would you support a paralytic, who has gone through hell and high water, left alone in her inner struggle? Would you proclaim to a non-believer who has relied on lies, false hopes and promises And deliver her to a blinding truth? Would you give up on a lover, friend or a stranger who has failed you many times than ever? Would you take her in still? Will you get tired of a rebel, A skeptic fool, a would-be crusader Would you? Could you? She kept the faith of a child Laid her head and waited patiently for your return. And she smiled at the thought of how much love she has now In the end, it was all she ever believed and all that ever mattered!

She Is... (poetry)
Her whispers, Summer's warm gentle breeze. Her kiss is A hypnotic mountain stream. Her smiles Miles of pure white sand. Her laughter is, An elegant bird taking flight. Her passion is, Waves of a crashing crimson tide. Her strength is, A range of majestic mountains. Her love is, A deep and wide blue ocean. Nothing compares to this divine creature. Nothing past or present will ever measure up to, The beauty I have when holding you in my arms. -Hurley (copyright 2007)

I Never Minded Change (poetry)
I Never Minded Change When you whispered I love you, It was like a snow on Christmas, The moonlight on the ocean, Our first kiss. Every kiss that you gave me, Was like heat on the desert, The mist from morning showers. A subtle and shy look in my direction. Every glance at me Was like a twinkling of stars, A spark of desire, Safe in your clutches. Every moment within your arms Was like the growl of a tiger, A rushing and primal urge. Yet an engaging mix of emotions. But you're gone now, That is better than these feelings combined. I could have never been what you wanted, I never minded change, Just not in the way you wanted. -Hurley (copyright 2007)

Wherever You Are (poetry)
I long to be with you, But you seem millions of miles away. I wish I knew who you were, But it remains a mystery to this day. I wish i could hold you in my arms and look in to your eyes. I would promise to always be true to you and never tell you lies. It's so hard to go to sleep without you by my side. It's true my tears are the only thing I'll ever try to hide. I'll lie awake in bed as the tears stream down my face, Across my cheeks they fall, until they splash on my pillow case. Maybe I'll never find you, Lord knows how I've tried. I'd be a millionare twice, If I had a penny for every tear I cried.

I Got Arrested
DAMMIT...I'M SO FREAKIN' MAD!!! I GOT ARRESTED TODAY FOR POSSESSION OF OVER THE LEGAL LIMITS OF GOOD LOOKS. THEY'RE HOLDING ME AT THE STATION, SAYING THAT ONLY A SEXY FRIEND CAN BAIL ME OUT. SO...YOU COMIN' OR WHAT?!? SEND THIS TO YOUR SEXIEST FRIENDS...INCLUDING THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO YOU. IF YOU GET THIS BACK AT LEAST TEN TIMES IT MEANS THAT YOU'RE ONE SEXY Mo Fo!!! ;) US SEXY PEOPLE GOT TO STAY TOGETHER!"""

Weeds
There are just a few certain people you'll come across in this journey of life whom, indirectly, can allow you growth and improvement of character. Re them tools, using them gracefully for your own personal growth and maturity. However, beware the weeds in your garden... While they intend no personal malice, they will indeed vex you, sometimes in the most bothersome of ways. Likewise, these weeds impose their own unwarranted, selfish interests upon you, and often, so carelessly impliment a saddening lack of compassion and respect upon your soul. Stop! Allow them no effect; rid yourself of these weeds as soon as possible and pursue those ardent and worthy assosiates awaiting your hand in this wonderful journey of life. Be humble; continue to edify and grace others, and watch the vehement come forth...

My Photos
Im really getting tired of thgis so called adult site. It seems like almost all of my photos get marked nsfw at some point. It shouldn't matter what the pics look like if they are supposed to be nsfw then people shouldnt open them at work. I shouldnt have to mark my pics just because people dont want to see them. If this is a adult site then people should know what kind of pics adults put up. i am going to start deleting friends cuz im tired of all this nsfw shit. If your just going to mark my pics then dont look at them. i posted them for me not you!

Wazzzzz Up?..lol
Hey there...sexy friends..:) Sitting here catching a buzz...I have a toothache though..hopiing these white russians will dull the pain...but ne way..:) I am bombing a friend of mine thats in a contest right now. If you wonder what bombing is, it means you comment on a pic over and over again. If you have time this Fine fubar friday, can you stop by the link below and drop a few? I would love you forever..like I already do...giggling, and hey! We all know what happens when I catcha buzz huh?..Pics again!! LMAO Hugs and kisses Click the pic and Bombs away!

Poor Pitiful Me...
Of course, people read my blog about the weekend. It seems I have to post a retraction. I will have plenty of time to do what I want. I just returned from the airport and my friend was a no-show. I called, texted, emailed, and sent smoke signals. It is a mystery disappearance. I just hope nothing happened beyond me getting stood up. Someday I may find out. I still look forward to the party tomorrow night. I have a good blankie to keep me warm. See you all around the ether. Thanks for reading my blog, love you all. XOXOX C PS~ Did you ever feel like your wheels were falling off?

Hello
Ok Im bored again...no suprise huh, I cant wait till tomorrow, me and my mom are takin my lil girl to the fair, yayyyy fun, righttttt, Im a chicken, I dont ride nothin, lol...anyways after that Im gonna go see my man, and have my own "rides" LMAO!!!!!! Im tipsy right now so dont pay no attention to me ahahahahahahahahaha!!!!! Anyways, hope everyone is havin a great weekend!!! ~Besos, Lexi

Mountain Rock Fest 2008
2008 Mt Rock Fest tickets and Group Discounts Body: Tickets for 2008's festival are up for sale now. Tickets are discounted right now after January 11th prices are increasing and will keep increasing up to the day of the festival. The Mt Rock Fest will be July 17-20th 2008. We do not have a confirmed line up at this time but have offered to many National acts such as Journey, ZZ Top, Alice Cooper, Lynard Skynard, Warrant, Quiet Riot, Cinderella, and Foreigner just to name a few.We are offering group discounts and discounts for ordering for both festivals. For groups of 10 or more save 10% off your purchase, for groups of 25 or more save 20% off your purchase, and if you order for both festivals save 10% off your second festival purchase (second festival purchase must be done over the phone to recieve your discount)! Hurry offers are limited! If you have any questions or would like to order tickets please check our website www.mtrockfest.com or call our office at 1-800-515-1780 Hope

I've Learned...
I'VE LEARNED... That life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes. I've learned... That we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for. I've learned... That money doesn't buy class. I've learned... That it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular. I've Learned... That under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved. I've learned... That the Lord didn't do it all in one day. What makes me think I can? I've learned... that I can't choose how I feel, but i can choose what I do about it. I've learned... That everyone wants to live on top of the mountain, but all the happiness and growth occurs while you're climbing it. I've learned... that is is best to give advice in only two circumstances; when it is requested and when it is a life threatening situation. I've learned... that the less time I have to work with, the more things I get done. I'

Just So You Know
Im ready too scream so dont come too close. My DSL is down and they told me i need a new Modem so now i await that. Omg never used dial up on here and if you do i dont know how you make it cause its really not working too good for me.If you got any ideas or hints too speed things up then please let me know. I have no idea who all rated today as it took 20 minutes just too load my bulletins. So im going too go and just let them load and try and return love. To those that need leveled most of you know my guidlines for me too pimp you out. Im going too do it on Happy Hours but heres what you need too do .Add your profile link insode a bulletin and post a bulletin dont shout me for help. after you post a bulletin link it too my shout box and Ill repost best I can do until I get it back. Well I need a few drinks.. real ones though..Just letting you know whats up with me.

Why Are People So Stupid????
I went to go visit a friend that is in jail tonight, we got up there checked in and went and waitd to go back to see him. Well when we got into line to wait to go back we got called up and was told that he can not have a visit because he decided to be STUPID and get rolled back to the hole. Why are people stupid when they go in to jail and while there get into more trouble to where if he is not carefull he will never come out. I am tired of seeing other people get hurt because of someones stupidy there is more to it and i know like everything its two sided.. i understand that but still. I needed to vent and this is where i can find a place to vent. I know who ever reads this will comment and i will get some fucked up comments. but you know what that is what i dont care. I am tired of seeing people that are my friends do stupid shit and get introuble because they dont want to stop and think before they react. ok now that i feel a little better i will close this one. but believe me its

Pervs
Why is everyone on this site a pervert? Just cause youre an "adult" doesnt mean you have to run around being horny all the time. Im 21 and there are like 30-50 year olds hitting on me and telling me Im sexy. that sounds like some fucking dateline bullshit. Im calling Chris Hansen

I Apologies
sorry for not being here last few weeks i been working my butt off and come home and go to bed.... and i get my licence back in 20 days wooot beach every weekend for me yay! hope u r all well & cheers it the fucking weekend THANK GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tripped over any trees lately? How about a root? my lil sis just txt me that and i am lol'ing hard right NOW LOL!!!

Night Ii (erotic Poetry)
On the second night you disobeyed as well, you like discipline you naughty girl. "Panties down", I commanded once more. You did as instructed, trembling, pulsating and wet but, Tonight you were more excited than usual. You bent over the bed again, This time without being told your with body twitching in eager anticipation Your ass is held high, inviting the leathery sting of the cat-o-nine-tails. I touch your buttocks teasingly with the leather straps running them back and forth Then you look back over your shoulder just in time to see my arm rise. You smile, close your eyes, brace for the impact that doesn't come. You open your eyes, confused as to why there was no piercing sting. You look back at me, I smile knowingly. Then I slowly rub the tassels across your ass once more You turn away from me, a glint of confusion in your eyes. But as it always is, when you least expect it...expect it. Leather impacts skin with a loud crack, You grab the sheets and moan fro

Hot Karls Contest
Hot Karl is in a contest where he can win a blast. It is now open and ends on October 20th at midnight est time. Please stop by and show him your love and support. I would consider it a personal favor if you drop some comments. Thanks, Tiggerbear2007

Parable Of The Three Trees
parable of the three trees By: Justin Ervin "the roots of evil grow only as deep as the soil they're planted in will allow." On a beautiful plain stood three trees. In the center stood the tree of life. It represented all things good in the world. It is planted in fertile soils and has sweet fruit and dew. It sustains the very heart of all living things. A mile to the east of the tree of life stood another tree. The tree of decay. This tree represented what could bring the tree of life down. It represented the decomposition of life. However, this tree was not firmly rooted and is small. The ground rendered the tree of decay helpless to take root. Thus the land around the tree of life remained unaffected. A mile to the west of the tree of life stood another tree. The tree of sorrow was planted in fertile soil. The tree was beautiful and supple and full of life...Its beauty rivaled even the beauty of the tree of life itself. However, the tree sucked the life

My New Life
ok im sitting here alone im my quiet home, this is the time i think .. so tell me what you think.. To me it seems like everyone is in a hurry.. How many people take a a day or a night to sit back and think about things, Not bills, problems, thinks on there mind,or what to do tomorrow.To sit and think about them and what they think. I think about my past and how i feel now.Most people know i left my husband after a really bad relationship and live alone now.I lay in bed every night alone and wake up alone.The funny thing is i dont mind it. its been a year now after i left my husband and i like it.I enjoy sitting here every night after my daughter goes to bed and its quiet. I dont have share anything i have. Dont have to tell anyone where im going or what im doing.I dont feel alone, i feel complete.Im very happy and im not sure if i want anyone to invade my new life yet. I like that fact everything i have is mine. Everything i have done i did it alone. Everything i bought

Do You Ever Think Of Me
Do You Ever Think Of Me I sit here holding your your picture in my hand asking myself. Do you ever have thoughts of me cross your mind ever; cause I do have thoughts of you cause you really had a effect on my heart, so my question to you is love do you ever think of me anytime. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson

Lovers (poetry)
Our lips brush, then follow contours Of a familiar face. Differences of texture are savored and relished. The cheeks, breasts, forehead and the neck. Made in symmetry like a well measured song, The song of flesh and enjoyment. Beauty of form is looked upon, Arms, hands, legs and breasts are objects of desire. My fingers trace your delicate skin. The body becomes arcane runes of lust; Time is held. We as lovers explore the universe of ourselves. One with another. _Hurley (copyright 2007)

Who Said This?
Who said this? Josef Stalin? Karl Marx? Fidel Castro? (1) "We're going to take things away from you on behalf of the common good." (2) "It's time for a new beginning, for an end to government of the few, by the few, and for the few, and to replace it with shared responsibility for shared prosperity. (3) "(We) can't just let business as usual go on, and that means something has to be taken away from some people." (4) "We have to build a political consensus, and that requires people to give up a little bit of their own turf in order to create this common ground." (5) "I certainly think the free-market has failed." (6) "I think it's time to send a clear message to what has become the most profitable sector in (the) entire economy - that they are being watched." Now you might think these were the famous words of the Father of communism, Karl Marx. And you would be on the right track in thinking so. But you would be wrong. These pearls of socialist/Ma

Worst Day Ever...its Getting Better
today i had the worst day ever! my ex had the balls to say to me that i couldnt find anyone to date me even if i could and just talking crap it was very hurtful, but thanks to some friends they cheered me up and i want to thank them for it! specially one of them :), i just couldnt believe that, but i am not going to let it get to me but that was my day, hopefully its better tomorrow! Three Day Grace - Never Too Late Three Days Grace Videos | Music Video Codes | Columbus Lofts

Lyrics To My New Jam
"Bartender" (feat. Akon) [Intro - T-Pain] Yeah... Uh-Huh... Yeah... Yeah... [Verse 1 - T-Pain] Broke up with my girl last night so I went to the club (so I went to the club) Put on a fresh white suit and a MiniCoop sitting on dubs (sitting on dubs) I'm just looking for somebody to talk to and show me some love (show me some love) If you know what I mean... Uh-Huh... Everybody's jackin' me as soon as I stepped in the spot (I stepped in the spot) 200 bitches and man ain't none of them hot (ain't none of them hot) 'Cept for this pretty young thang that was workin' all the way at the top (all the way at the top) Shawty what is your name? [Hook (T-Pain):] Oh she made us drinks, to drink We drunk 'em, got drunk And then I think she thinks I'm cool She gave me a wink, I winked back And then I think that, we hit it off something proper like... [Chorus (T-Pain):] I like the bartender (Oh if you're lookin' for me) I'm at the bar with her (Uh-huh, OK) I like the

The Hunger (slightly Erotic)
A cool breeze blows into the bedroom window, The moon pours over our naked bodies in a silver wave. I watch it's fluid temperate movement ripple slowly over your smooth skin The beauty of your shimmering body makes a silent gesture for me To feel, to taste, and to love it's poised span, First I kiss your forehead down to your toes, Oh how I hunger to know you completely. I want find all of its the phenomenal places That bring you such engaging pleasure. Forever forging bonds that tie your heart to mine. -Hurley (copyright 2007)

Good Morning Beautiful (erotic)
Good Morning Beautiful I stood over you as you slept, Watching of your dream. I wondered what it was I bowed to kiss your head, You turned in a sleepy trance, Threw your arms over my neck, Staring at me in a morning stupor. I smiled, started to say something. Fingers swept across my lips, And you shook your head no. You slid over. Inviting me in, Into the sheets that were still warm. Then I knew. Silent words were all that were said. I cupped your tousled head in my hands, Our lips met with a hunger not to be denied Tongues entwined, fingers began to explore, The lustful intensity increased, kissing deeper, Body parts moistened, and stiffened. The air is filled with a familiar musky scent The passion began to swell, Lips never breaking stride Suddenly you stopped, looked into my eyes impiously. Without uttering a word you bowed your head to my lap. Instinctively wrap your warm hand around my member,